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Chemicals
Fake laughs Stupid smiles And sugarcoated lies Its all not worth it Darkened days And sleepless nights Fighting for my life The entire time Lithium... .......Abilify.... ..............Wellbutrin... Chemicals keep me Under control BUt barely functioning

Stars
I lay here wathcing the stars Tears flowing onto my facing Gently falling to the ground I gulp down sadness I whisper your name in the dark It felt as if you were still here next to me Laughing at my jokes or the funny faces I made You whisper back when I open my eyes I realize now You'll always be with me

Daydream
An ocean filled with an essence of purity Suddenly, I know how to swim, and I enjoy My looks, my weight, my strength, my life, all of it fades All I can see are the playful grins of an angel The clouds begin to gather, but the sky stays happy While I'm here, I can remember how to cry again I can soar into the horizon and touch the sun Though it doesn't blind or burn me, I feel so warm And when I look below me, to an island adrift I can see a beautiful and familar face "Have I met you some time? Maybe in the real world? It couldn't be true, because I do not miss you So here we are, inside the head of a boy gone wrong Who became corrupted in the midst of his youth But he has sent me today, to be his voice For when I am here, I can show you what he once was He thought of you often, and prayed that you were well But I assume that if he had met you somewhere, somehow He would've avoided your gaze, ashamed of himself I hope that you can forgive him, for falling in love B

Daydreams Of Light
I have started looking for the artistic qualities in lighting fixtures. I stand staring up at the little white domes and square boxes. The occasional bare bulb makes me want to plant it in the earth so it can grow a shade. Fascinated by the light that pours into rooms reflecting off the walls. I wish I could keep light in a box to carry around with me so that whenever I was feeling down all I'd have to do is take a peak. It wont escape either, but just fill into me and then return for another dark day.

Condom's In The Car
True story, I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn't say a

I Love Him Still
He makes me so upset His face I wish I could forget But my heart won't let me I love him still so deeply It's just the little things like hearing his voice or watching his lips move His bright brown eyes that are round like the moon He & I are no perfect two But I love him still He often breaks my heart & makes me cry I often want to say goodbye He leaves me feeling lonely on the inside But my pride won't let me be I admit it, I love this man, and if you've ever been in love then you'd understand the reason why, I love him like I do

Deep Down Inside
Deep down inside part of me wants to cry. cry untill the tears won't come any more. Deep down inside part of me wants to scream. Scream so loud I can't scream any more. Deep down inside part of me wants to run away. Run away and completely forget anyone and anything i have ever known. Deep down inside I am tired of the pain. The pain that dulls but never subsides. Deep down inside I am tired of so many lies. Deep down inside I don't know what to do. I don't know what to about anything anymore. Deep down inside I am lost. Lost in a world of darkness. Deep down inside I am weak and fragile. Deep down inside I am tired of pretending I am happy and strong while everything goes wrong. Deep down inside my walls are crumbling down around me. Deep down inside I am scared. Scared of love of all the pain. Deep down inside I am confused. Deep down inside I want all the lies to stop. Deep down inside I don't think I can be strong much l

Brrrr
Damn its cold and my dogs always want to go outside... I think ill bake some cookies ... i dont bake so we'll see how this turns out.. I think ill make some coco too. Thats good cold weather shiz right there.

Is 3 A Charm
this is my third marriage and i wonder will this one finally work.........i have found someone who knows me all my bad doings and still loves and accepts me for me and lets my play too......but how much love does it take to make a marriage work i dont know... or i wouldnt be on 3rd one.....i dont know i know control is not the answer...that happended in the first one.....the second husband i loved with all my heart and i=got it stomped on......still part of me loves him.....and this one will it last only time will tell if we have what it takes

The One I Call My Love
I'll give you my heart, I'll open it up will you listen to it's small still voice? For soft and quite my heart doe's speak to the one I call my love. Did you hear it dear? Did you listen well? Did you understand what it said? For deep is the Love it speak's to you, "Deep as the Rose is Red" So take my heart and treat it well and forever in this life, come walk with me your hand in mine, the one I call my love.

Empty Promises
THIS IS WHAT I WROTE AFTER ME AND MY EX-FIANCE BROKE UP......................................... Empty promises. Empty words with no meaning.You said you loved me and that you wanted to be with me forever.. YOU LIED! You PROMISED me that i would never have to feel any pain ever again.You said we were going to be so happy together....Then all of a sudden it was like a bad dream when you said that it was over that all I was was one big mistake it was like my walls came crashing down around me! It was like the pain of a thousand daggers through my heart..You had saved me from drowning then you threw me back in..that was the worst pain I had ever felt in my life I didn't know it was possible to hurt so bad nothing was going to stop me from ending my life...You made me the happiest I have ever been all I could think about was you day and night you were in my thoughts all day and in my dreams at night.I did and still do love you more than anything in the world. It's so confusing how I can

Was On My Myspace Reposted For Lc
As I wonder around this floating rock I have noticed a few things that, what term to use? Piss me off to no end! First off drunk girls/drunk guys, the type of person who can't go 4 seconds with out a drink, then when the morons come back to work Monday morning the brag that they cant remember what (or who) they did that night. Why in hell would anyone brag about this? Note to morons, if you got so shitty you blacked out the first thing you should do is get an H.I.V test, and second stay the fuck away from me you drunk pile of shit! Also on the list is, people who come crying and needing advice. Oh boohoo I have such bad luck, OK here is my advice GET THE FUCK OVER IT! Even if I do give you advice you won't take it!So why should I waste my time to tell you? Now we move on to the good stuff, the people I can not stand. Drug users, ahh you horrid waste of space that you are. I have to quote Foamy the squirrel on this one ( visit the lord and master at www.illwillpress.com) you people nee

A Straight Heart Line
Carve into your arms Something cryptic that no one will understand Put on a smile Something that will show anything but happiness Dig yourself a grave So that nobody else can do it for you What’s wrong love? Have you gone blind? Sewed your lips together Up and down like a perfect heart line Your arms moving like floating feather Carve into your arms All the names you banned Put on a smile So that everyone can only guess Dig yourself a grave Leaving it with no name Just another straight heart line

The Truth Of Life Of This World
What is the life of this world but play and amusement? But best is the home in the hereafter, for those who are righteous. Will you not then understand? (Quran) 1... Forgetting that death is likely to put an end to this life at any time, man simply believes that he can enjoy a perfect and happy life. 2... Yet he evidently deceives himself. 3... The world is a temporary place specially created by God to test man. 4... That is why, it is inherently flawed and far from satisfying man's endless needs and desires. 5... Each and every attraction existing in the world eventually wears out, becomes corrupt, decays and finally disappears. 6... This is the never-changing reality of life. Nobody, however, knows what will happen even in the next few hours: at any time one may have an accident, be severely injured, or become disabled. Furthermore, time flies in the countdown to one's own death. Every day brings that predestined day closer. Death surely eradicates all ambit

Annoying Life
Annoying breath of life Finding toxicity everywhere Acid eating it?s way No one dear to say No one dear to say?.. Annoying breath of life Breathing down your neck You?re stranded, you?re wrecked Didn?t dear to go your own way Didn?t dear to go your own way Charming promises you left behind No one could see because they were too blind Charming promises you gave to us That you gave to us ?you broke them!! Like you always do! All the shadows in the background Leaves traces after you Annoying Breath of life (breathing down your neck) Annoying breath of life (breathing down your neck) All the shadows in the background Leaves traces after you At least I don?t get to see the faces Of the moments you?ve been through.

The Dawn Of The Spork Wars
I hereby propose we devide the LC into two groups: Those Who Love Sporks and Those Who Find Them To Be The Mutant Offspring Of An Unholy Union Between Two Glorious Examples Of Cutlery. In my photo gallery is a picture named after this impending war. Rate it. 10 If you oppose all things Spork. 1 If you are for the rise of the plastic defecto army. Let all the voices of the LC be heard! At the close of All Hollow's Eve the current average of that picture will reflect the voice of the masses and forever end the Spork Wars. -Robert

The Love I Feel For You
THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE FOR MY EX-FIANCE BEFORE HE BROKE IT OFF.................................. You are my life my world my everything. I love you so much, you pulled me out of the water when i was drowning.You saved me from my world of pain. You lift me up. I never thought I would find anyone even as half as perfect as you! You are on my mind night and day;thinking of you brings a smile to my face that won't come off. I am the happiest I have ever been in my life!!! It is so hard to believe that I have finally found the perfect guy that I am going to spend the rest of my life with.It's a dream come true. I can't wait to wake up in your arms every morning, you being the last person I see before I go to sleep and the first in the morning. I can't wait to have your kids and start a family of our own!!! People may say that we don't know what we are doing and say "good luck with that", but I say why have luck when you can have the love we share instead! When I think of being abl

Broken Heart
Broken Heart I sit here alone in the dark condemed by a world of freedom missing the one I love if only I could hold u close feel ur heart beat next to mine for one last time just to feel the warmth of your skin against mine and to feel your heart beat next to mine for one last time is all i'm asking The world is full of precious and beautiful things but u surpass them all. More precious than a newborn baby more beautiful than a single red rose I love you so much and wish you were here Here to seize all of my worries and to wipe away all my tears. You are a constant thought in my head. you in my heart an in my heart there is a place for you where you will forever stay. As I sit here alone in the dark my eyes feel with tears, I feel so alone and worried while my heart is filled with fear. I love you so much and wish that u felt the same. I pray that we will be together again someday. Copyright ©2006 Bekah Dyann Sedigas

Darkness
darkness Darkness. I feel so empty I sit and cry longing for someone to hold me...too many emotions to handle but no one to talk to ...no one to hold me close and tell me it will be okay... no one comes ..no one cares. Thoughts race through my head as the darkness grows the hole becomes bigger..the Tears flow from my eyes like fountains. Why can't all the pain just end? Why do i constantly have to feel this way? I get the gun..Just one squeeze of a trigger and all the pain will end I think to myself. I sit in the corner rocking back and forth.. I think of how I lost my one true love and the darkness wich consumes me grows.. It becomes cold. Why can't any one just be here for me? Just someone to talk to, they dont even have to really care or listen just pretend...I steadaly fall deeper into the dark. The hatred the lies the words they say swarm inside my head. I put the gun to my head and place my finger on the trigger then just as i think this is it all the pain is going to end

Scarred To Death
Man i was just on AIM minding my own business chatting with a few people when someone asked to be added to my list...i figured it was someone i knew since i dont give my stuff out alot...so i start talking to her and ask who she was...she said so and so from some other website...so i go look on there and its some 16 yr old girl!!!! The first thing i thought was those shows on dateline where they get those old pervs trying to hook up with a young girl...so i asked her if she was really 16, and she said yeah...i quickly told her i gotta go, that i wasnt trying to get caught up in nothing, but she still wanted to talk...i basically had to get nasty with her and tell her to leave me alone, and she finally stopped...man all i could imagine was seeing some camera and microphone at my front door asking what i was doing with a minor...so be careful who you give those addresses out too, especially you fellas...you never know what you might get caught up in out here.

Private Pics
Are there anybody on my friends list that hasn't seen my private pics that wants to see my private pics, ask me and i will let you see them. Either leave me a shout inthe shoutbox about wanting to see them or a private message. when you do message me i will let you see them and you can rate them and comment on them, but you only have 15 minutes, sorry if you don't think that isn't enough time, but i think it is, becuase there are only 8 pics in there.

Dream
Dream I really want to tell you those 3 little words....my heart says yes my brain says no...you have no idea how bad i long to say them but since you have alredy told me you don't love me so it would just hurt to tell you and not have you say it back..but it hurts to not tell you..so what do i do? i find myself thinking of you constantly in my dreams..my thoughts always turn to you no matter what.. i cant concentrate i keep slipping off into day day dreams of you ..what is wrong with me after i have been hurt so bad and here i am falling deeper and deeper in love with you....i dream of your lips against mine i dream of being in your arms 9 dream of hearing uyou say " i love you"..and for now that is just that.. a dream...Copyright ©2006 Bekah Dyann Sedigas

King Of Lc Contest
Hello my friends, i have been put in the contest for king of lc, if you would like too vote for me its in the link belows photo's, thanks in advance if you are gonna vote me hehe, kk have a nice day. Its in his photo's, album named "king of lc" Contest Duo@ LostCherry

Pain And Darkness
Pain And Darkness I can't describe the pain i feel inside the pain you made me feel..I trusted you, gave you my heart. You said you wanted to be with me you told me you cared. I should have known it was all lies.. My heart was locked and chained with no key but somehow u broke it free...I loved you so much you made the pain go away, made me feel like there was hope that i would make it through that I would finally have someone to hold me someone to care..But it was all a dream...I should have known it was all to good to be true i told you of my pain and how I was tired of bein hurt, you said you wouldn't hurt me you wanted to be with me and make me happy.. lies..all lies I can't believeI fell in love with you now all the pain all the darkness has returned, the feeling that I wont make it through there is no light all I see is darkness...I see no hope i have no one to hold me no one to love me no one to care for me.. The lonliness darkness and pain is worse than ever this I d

My Dark Angel
My Dark Angel Sharing laughter and tears My pains and fears With you my Dark Angel. Sharing thoughts from the light Through the darkness of night With you my Dark Angel. Sharing hopes and dreams And mending torn seams With you my Dark Angel. Sharing heartfelt emotions In a friendship of devotion With you my Dark Angel. Sharing no strife But instead of the joys of life With you my Dark Angel. Bequeathing everyday stories Without any glories With you my Dark Angel. You were sent down from above With a heart full of passion and love And you will always be my Dark Angel. Written: 27th March 1999.

Stop Fucking Wasting My Time
Friends are telling me I lost my mind When I hooked up with you Maybe that's true Said that I'll wake up one day Asking what did I do Maybe that's true too When I'm with you everything's alright All I know is how I feel When you're with me [Chorus] Waste my time, waste my time Not so sure that I'll be yours And baby you could be mine It's all about hanging out Cause you know how to waste my time Nothing like an empty day With no weather You're right there with me Laughing as the world goes by How we let the day Moving way too fast Cause when I'm with you I don't really care What they all want me to be I just want you beside me [Chorus] Waste my time, waste my time Not so sure that I'll be yours And baby you could be mine It's all about hanging out Cause you know how to waste my time [Shay:] Call me Shay or the M-I-C When you listenin' to me You be listenin' to b bumpin' To the rhythm they'll be given Whe

Don't Go
Don't go! I beg I plead I scream inside....But I Know it will do no good i must stay strong for if it is your time to go there is nothing i can do but before you go i want you to know how I love you so.You were there when mom wasn't you put up with my attitude and our disagreements the times we thought you were going to die for sure it tore me up inside thinking that you were gone before I could tell you I was sorry, before I could tell you i care, before i could tell you i loved you, and would miss you if you were gone.Now as we know this may be our last few goodbyes our last few hugs and kisses want you to know how much I love you and am going to miss you more than anything in the world...But i know you will be happy up in heaven and that we wil see each other again someday ..but before you go i want you to know i love you and will miss so much... Copyright ©2006 Bekah Dyann Sedigas

Leaving Lc
this past week has really shown me what i*m made of. i am in no respect, a strong person. i may look it physically, but emotionally i am.. so weak. i*ve been hurt alot this week and actually for the past little while, and it*s all just come crashing down on me lately and i can*t take it anymore. everytime i get on LC and i see who*s online and i see the few people that i love and i talk to alot... and i see the huge amount of people who have hurt me.. it*s just too much and all those feelings come rushing back. and it*s sinking me in deeper and deeper and for myself and my health, i just can*t take it anymore. i dunno what to say...other than i*ve been pretending for too long. i*ve been faking happy so much that i actually believed it myself.. and then something huge happens.. nobody cares, and i*m still stuck here pretending.. because if i pretend all is good, then somehow it actually is. but i*m done with that now. i need to take an extremely long break from all thebullshit th

Reflections Through A Mirror
Reflections Through A Mirror Like a shattered mirror, Were the pieces of my life. A dark and broken mess, A heart full of strife. The rebuilding of the mirror, Is slowly taking place, Building something which is whole, Within the empty space. Put together by a master, Whos working sight unseen. To slowly fit together, Each and every seam. A kind and gentle angel, Someone of loving heart. To give the broken mirror, A new life and fresh start. For that i thank you, The keeper of my heart and soul. For entering my life, And once again making me whole.... Copyright ©2004

Someone...
have you ever realized you were sitting there.. day after day thinking of someone?? did sitting there thinking make you want them more? make you dream of being right next to them? it happens everyday, every hour, every minute, every second..... someone is thinking of someone they want to see, or talk to or hold. ya kno i was always told carpe diem! SEIZE THE DAY... well i follw that along with carpe omnious! TAKE IT ALL.. don't let the person u are thinking of slip away from you.. it could be the biggest mistake you could ever make.. live for the moment!

Dream
Where the mountains touch the sky Where poets DREAM, where eagles fly A secret place above the crowds Just beneath marshmallow clouds Lift your eyes to a snowy peak And see the soon- to- be we seek Whisper DREAMS and let them rise To the mountains old and wise Climbers climb, it's time to try Where the mountains touch the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the ocean meets the sky Where mermaid dance and seagulls fly A place in DREAMS I know so well The sea inside a single shell Far across the living sea A pale blue possibility Beyond the castles made of sand Tomorrow in a small child's hand Only DREAMERS need apply Where the ocean meets the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the forests reach the sky Men are equal and doves still fly No thorns of war, a perfect rose This is where the green grass grows Out beyond the crys

This Is Something He Likes
I like it when she fucks other men, very well endowed men are the best, but any and all will do. It is something that I have always wanted to be into, but can only now express this desire. I can do this because of the honest true love that we have for each other. And that must be there in order for this to work. We have to be into each other with our entire hearts, or this cant work, and we have this true love. I like to watch her do these other men, from start to finish. I love the deep tounge kissing before they get started, and the teasing comments between them. I like it when they get to that point where they have to fuck, and get up to go to the bedroom. I like to watch another man undress her, and kiss her beautiful body all over. I love to see them perform oral sex on each other. Then I love to see him slowly slide his member into her, and then pound her hard until she comes several times. I like to see him roll her into several different positions, until he fill

Does It Really Exist?
I have always been a curious creature when it comes to this subject.. So can one actually meet online and fall in love before ever actually meeting? I had a friend that did and she told me this.. " you fall in love from the inside outward.. it is totally different then meeting , having a physical attraction and then falling in love" I don't know if that is even possible.. Having feelings I could understand but to say you are out right in love? Hmmm not sure about that. So what do you all think.. Does it happen or not?

Everyday Thoughts
If we do what we've always done, We'll get where we've always gotten. Overnight success usually takes 10 years of hard work to achieve. Consider the uses of adversity. The end of the road always turns out to be a bend. Look which way the crowd is going and go the other way. "Learn to listen" Opportunity knocks very softly. How can you soar like an eagle, when you're surrounded by turkeys If it don't kill you, It just makes you stronger. Nobody can put you down without your consent. We only grow when we push ourselves beyond what we already know. Never go backwards to go forwards. You have built your castles in the air, Now lay the foundations underneath. Keep learning, new ideas make work interesting. I've learned that most things I worry about never happen. You never get rewarded for the things you intend to do. It takes just as much time to wish as it does to plan. If you want conditions to be perfect before you act, You'll never act.

Boredom...
Fill out and repost as a comment. Thank you. =o) xx I _____ Bryne. xx Bryne is _____. xx Bryne needs ______. xx I want to _____ Bryne . xx Bryne can ______. xx Someday Bryne will _______. xx Bryne reminds me of _______. xx Without Bryne , _________. xx Bryne can be _______. xx Bryne is always _______. xx Worst thing about Bryne is ________. xx Best thing about Bryne is ________. xx I think Bryne should _________. xx If Bryne was an animal, he'd be a ______. xx Right now, I bet Bryne is thinking about _______. xx Bryne makes me want to _______. xx Bryne probably tastes like ________. xx If I could spend the day with Bryne , I'd ____________. xx I'd ______ for Bryne . xx Bryne is made of _________. xx Bryne is the _________. xx If I could be Bryne for a day, I'd ______. xx I want to give Bryne a ________. xx The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Bryne . xx Bryne is to ______ as peas are to carrots.

Didn't Say Quote Of The Day Meant Only "one" Quote...lol
Did I mention that I love Nietzsche...lol ---------------------------- He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you. Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil, Aphorism 146 German philosopher (1844 - 1900)

Poems
" I Want You To Miss Me" There could be fog Or maybe just a mist And inexplicably I'll fade to white Vanish, and be gone Or it could be night And I'll be darkly dressed, Evading easy definition And as your eye's distracted By a falling leaf I'll merge with restless shadows And be gone Then you will discover What emptiness is A space so hollow Even its own walls are swallowed up A quality of missing So intense A lack, a lack Each hour more bottomless than the last Until your heart cries out, A howl of forfeiture But it will be nothing Ashen silence where I used to sing And deafness The howl must strike the right resonant frequency A wail that echoes all to the ends of time To fill the gaping void in whole, looping wavelengths From the well of your soul, such loneliness To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame In their convivial packs Then, only then Might you detect my footprints, indistinct Marking the morning dew fall Perhaps glimpse a puff of b

Fake People
Oh geeze where to start and where to end here. I have always been a person that never acts like anything that I never have been. There are soo many out there that does not have that same concept. I am not a hater, I just don't care for them if that makes any sense. To each his own.. I agree. Thing is I have seen this hurt so many really good and sweet people when the truth does come out. So bottomline.. be yourself and Fuck em if they dont like you for who you are. ~Amity

Old
I had written this a while back, i just found it on my comp. so i thought i would post it. I don't know why but i must let you go even though i love and care for you so i know it hurts, but please dont cry but my love i have to say goodbye i will remember every moment including this like when we first met, and our very first kiss and the day you said yes and brought me eternal bliss for i was merely a peaasent who had captured the heart of a queen it was so unreal, almost like a dream then tragedy struck and you stood by me and helped me through beuatifully with your warm smile and caring heart but im not better, i'm still torn apart you see, i just cant get it through my head that my mom is actually dead i look as fine as can be but thats becuase thats what i want you to see and inside it hurts the worst much more pain than when they got divorced and now im just lost in this great big land all alone with out a friend to hold my hand i look on in disbelief

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O,GREAT SPIRIT, WHOSE VOICE I HEAR IN THE WINDSAND WHOSE BREATHGIVES LIFE TO ALL THE WORLD,HEAR ME! I AM SMELL AND WEAK. I NEED YOUR STREANGTH AND WISDOM. LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY,AND MAKE MY EYES EVER BEHOLD THE RED AND PURPLE SUNSET. MAKE MY HANDS RESPECT THE THINDS YOU HAVE MADE AND MY EARS SHARP TO HEAR YOUR VOICE. MAKE ME WISE SO THAT I MAY UNDERSTAND THETHINGS YOU HAVE TAUGHT MY PEOPLE. LET ME LEARN THE LESSONS YOU AVE HIDDEN IN EVERY LEAF AND ROCK. I SEEK STRENGHT,NOT TO BE GREATER THEN MY BROTHERS,BUT TO FIGHT MY GREATER ENEMY-MYSELF. MAKE ME ALWAYS READY TO COME TO YOU WITH CLEAN HEADS AND STRAIGHT EYES. SO WHEN LIFE FADES,ASTHE FADING SUNSET,MY SPIRIT MAY COME TO YOU WITHOUT SHAME. †ÇHÊRØKÊÊ ¶R‡ÐÊ†

07/08/05
you had your chance but you blew it i offered you love an romance but im threw with it i would have given you my heart the whole damn thing not just a part i had even picked out a ring good thing i aint spend my money cuz you aint even wanna be my hunny i would have spoiled you rotten now you're put out of my mind and forgotten i moved on to a better life just cuz you wouldnt be my wife.

09/16/05
All I want is you in bed with me. Laying next to me, on top of me. We could even do a lil k-I-s-s-I-n-g. Then see where that leads. Now I know I don’t have the means, to fulfill your dreams or give you what you want. But I’m the one an only that can give you what you need.

Unamed.
(( Wow, I wrote this one years ago )) Born from the cradle of crimson, whispering in the shadows of the dark room sanctuary he's consumed. Alone, inert in the vanity of the abusive heaven within scars staring back at him, opening their bitter mouths wide screaming his tasteless fears Hiding and deceiving, waiting for her in the shadows of the night His malice teasing, his breathing raising with every heartless quiver Blissful thighs one rustling against another, her lips formed for a perfect blare Her eyes blistered open wide. Razors and knifes torn her hide. Beating heart easing death, screams and cries vaginal juices mix with blood. Laying waist tasted and touched beaten battered torn and raped. and tears stain the porcelain sidewalk his face twisted with pleasurable hate. A perverts brain within, bound by flesh and hair. His itching sanity blinded him from her pleads, and deafening him from her screams and tears. Her heart pulsating its last beats Born f

Concert...
Hey all, I went to CMT on Tour Saturday night with my mom. Trace Adkins, Billy Currington and Jason Aldean performed. We had 5TH ROW TICKETS! We were close enough to where you could see them sweat. My mom got to touch Billy's hand. She freaked out and was so excited. She even said she wasn't going to wash that hand ever again. It was awesome! I think it was one of the best concerts I've been to. I also have pictures, which I will put up once I level up and can add some more. Right now I am at my limit. So I will add pictures as soon as I can. Enjoy your night everyone!! I LOVE YOU BABY!

11/11/005
So i met this girl today, she is so beuatiful she takes my breathe away. I want to talk to her, let her know whats on my mind that i just want to be around her and spend time. She has a smile that could light up any place all i can do is smile myself, whenever i see her pretty face. My life seems to be one big rat race, but for her i know, she is worth the chase. I cant wait to see her again, can you believe someone thought she was my kin?

As The Razor Kisses My Skin
Twisting Writhing I feel so useless I feel so ashamed I feel that nothing will ever be the same I laugh as I weep Tears draining to your feet Even if I die I will never lie I'll never deny that I love you Even when the razor kisses my skin Like my lips parted against yours My skin parts to its kiss With passion replete I beg at your feet To kiss me To kill me To forsake me no more Any attention will do Even if its an "I hate you" Tears draining to your feet I laugh as I weep I feel that nothing will ever be the same I feel so ashamed I feel so useless Writhing Twisting As the razor kisses my skin

Round 2
Of course with as wonderful as the nipples were (now 6 wks old) I did my homework on both the piercing and a new piercing place. To the piercing studio again (will never go to HTC again after the nipples). I opted for the VCH.. oh this is much better than the loop you see on women, yes all the clit.. The loop does nothing sexually, however the VCH is awesome.. I orgasm more now than before (our friends didn't think that was possible), but it's true.. What's next?

Rings
I have recently taken an interest in piercings, and no I'm not talking about belly button rings. I did that when I was 20 as well. I'm talking about piercings that can add enjoyment to my husband and my activities. So, I took the leap and got my nipples pierced. Oh my gosh, my nipples are so sensitive, they love the attention from my husband and friends.. woohoo.

Decisions
Sometimes I wonder how I'm supposed to make the right decision when I can't even see the question clearly. Maybe I've been out of the game too long to be able to call the right plays, so to speak. As for the things I do see clearly, they aren't always as clear for others, which makes making the right decisions just as difficult. If I make the right choices, but those choices aren't complimented or backed up by others, then where does that leave me? Simply not making any choice occurred to me, but was quickly discarded as a possibility since it solves nothing and quite often creates more problems than it didn't solve. Indecision, fear, doubt....welcome to the human race. I've often thought that the Guide To Life was in the placenta, and us silly humans keep throwing it away at every birth lol. All I do know at this moment in time is that every thing is grey, neither here nor there, but for the choices and decisions I need to make, and soon...

'blog It'
Ok here's some quiz's i did last night...and for the most part they're super accurate.. ciao' comment if you want i dont give a shit either way You Are 35% Bitchy You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them! How Bitchy Are You? You Are 56% Intuitive Your intuition is often right, and you use it more than you may realize. Your gut feelings are usually a good guide, but you need more to go on when making a decision. You'll often check to see if the facts back up your feelings. And when your intuition is wrong, you work to improve it for the future. How Intuitive Are You? You Are 54% Open You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek i

*tag!!!!*
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I would like to find true love that'll last forever 2. I am a very senstive person, more then people realize. 3. I can be a very jealous person... not a good thing. =/ 4. I admit, im addicted to lost cherry! lol 5. I don't take compliments well because of being told throughout my life about how ugly and blah blah blah I am. lol, but i do like pic comments alot! =P 6. I am akwardly flexable in strange ways! o_0 Ok those are all my weird things & habits... Wayne, Tom, Steve, Cassie, Mike, Kim You're all tagged.....

Some More Facts
Did you know that the divorce rate in India is going up like crazy? That the software industry heads the divorce rates, we heard of software engineers who have divorced in 1 day, 1 week, 1 month, 4 months,… A software engineer gave us these statistics: In her batch of 18 classmates (all women), 5 are yet to be married and out of the 10 that were married, 8 are divorced. She has been out of college for 3 years now. If urban India is only getting divorced in a hurry, wait, rural India is not far behind. A resident school that is situated in a rural area in Tamilnadu had advertised for applications for post of teachers. Out of the 300 applicants (all women) 75% were divorced. A girls high school in villupuram was conducting regular medical check-up for its students between class 8 and 12 (age 14 - 18), when 2 of them fainted. On suspicion, they were examined and found to be pregnant. Then the school decided to do the pregnancy check for all its students and found that 28 studen

How Do I Breathe!
how do I breathe. (yea) how do i breathe [Verse:1] Feels so different being here I was so used to being next to you Life for me is not the same But there's no one to turn to I don't know why i let it go to far Starting over it's so hard Seems like everywhere I try to go I keep thinkin of you I just had a wake up call (call) Wishin that i never let you fall (fall) Baby you were not the blame at all (all) When I'm the one who pushed you away Baby if u knew i cared(cared) U'd a never went no where (no where) Boy i shoulda been rite there [Chorus:] How do i breathe Without u here by my side How will i see When your love brought me to the light Where do i go When your hearts where i lay my head When your not with me How do i breathe How do i breathe [Verse:2] Boy i'm losing my mind Yes i made a mistake Thought that u would be mine Guess the joke was on me I miss u so bad i can't sleep I wish i knew where u could be

Well The Boy Is Still Growing And He Does Like Girls...
A boy is here A boy i fear Comes in my dreams And disapers Left to die Left to dry Left to sit and wonder why? So i wait for night It's like my morning light It's turned wrong to right Thoes three words I love you... never had more meaning to me untill now

My Tooth
My poor little fractured tooth is no more. And ya know what, besides the swelling that now needs to go down(and it already is), I actually have very little pain. I can even chew some things now, which is good because I was sick and tired of the "baby food" diet. Now maybe tomorrow I can get back to my normal life.

You Wanted The Best......
Anyone that is a true fan knows that part of KISStory is that opening line...every concert you hear those words and you know that you are about to get the show of you life....Maybe we all need to do that kinda hear that in our heads every morning and put our best foot forward...I know as a woman that a confident man is very sexy...I know that for a lot of guys a confident woman is very hot.....my husband asked me the other day when we were watching Family Jewels...why do women think hes sexy? Well for me I think that its his confidence granted if you've ever watched the show hes more cocky than confident but, maybe that what makes him...GENE SIMMONS!!!! Would I want to go up on stage in front of millions breathing fire and spitting blood? Sure,but as accident prone as I am I would sit myself on fire and choke of the blood!!!! When I used to sing in front of people I would totally freeze...When I sang I kept my eyes closed and let the music do its thing....please my mom slipped me a val

Salaried Employees
Why is it when you get moved to salary companies expect you not to have a life? Sure 1K a week gross is nice, but what good is it when you have no time to spend it? Pffffffffft. Not to mention my off days are split up during the week. I can barely find time to get drunk and sober up before I have to be at work again. So Annoying.

Why Does It Cost So Much To Eat Healthy??
You know, I'm really proud of myself for keeping up with this diet like I have been. I've been on it for about 4 weeks now. Well, this is the 4th week I think. Maybe 5th. I don't know. Anyway....I know I feel so much better now since I've been eating so healthy and not eating so much shit, but wow the price of food is killing me. No wonder I ate shitty foods for so long. I spent around $100 every week on groceries. I guess I'm worth it though. I mean...my life is worth $100 a week. I guess lol. I work out 6 days a week at curves. I have so far lost 6 pounds and some inches....I lost like 4 inches in my hips so far. But thats about it as far as I can tell. I was kinda bad this weekend. I shouldn't have eaten some of the stuff I did. Sometimes its so hard though. Missing all the foods you are used to eating, watching people eat whatever the hell the want to. I just wasn't blessed with that kind of life I guess. I can't just eat whatever. I'm just sorry it took me so long in my life t

Never Felt This Way Before...
I don't think I've ever felt this way before. I met this girl, she's the most gorgeous thing alive. She takes my breathe away ever time I look at her picture. I try so hard to get on my computer just to have her say she loves me and so I can tell her how much I love her. My stomach jumps when I stare at her eyes, my dreams are always of her and her beauty. Her loving words run threw my mind all day long. I'm just waiting for I get another chance to see her. Loving her is my greastest passion. I don't think I've ever met anyone as amazing as her. "I Love You" isn't enough to explain all my feelings and love for her. My life was a blur and then I meant her. Don't think I can ever wake up from this dream, well, I mean I never want to... Loving her always, her name is to precious for me to say with out putting "I Love You" in front of it. Loving You Alaways, Can't Wait To Talk To You Again, Sweet Dreams To My Love Nikki...

Right Kind Of Wrong - Leann Rhymes
Know all about About your reputation And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation But I can't help it if I'm helpless every time that i'm where you are You walk in and my strength walks out the door Say my name and I can't fight it anymore Oh I know, I should go But I need your touch just too damn much Loving you isn't really something I should do Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you Well I should try to be strong But baby you're the right kind of wrong Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong it Might be a mistake A mistake I'm making But what you're giving I am happy to be taking Cause no one's ever made me feel The way I feel when i'm in your arms They say you're something I should do without They don't know what goes on When the lights go out There's no way to explain All the pleasure is worth all the pain Loving you isn't really something I should do Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you Well I should try to be strong But baby you're the right kind

Vote For Me!
VOTE FOR ME PLEASE IN ~ HOT LEGS BEST BOOTY BEST BOOBS Vote for me MUCHOBALLS69@YAHOO.COM in the HOT LEGS, BEST BOOTY AND BEST BOOBS CONTEST at www.sotoworld.com I KNOW LOST CHERRY HAS THEIR OWN...BUT SOTOWORLD IS MY WORLD TOO! ~~~~PEACE~~~~~

Being Bored Sucks
ok i am really bored..There is nothing to do i took a shower because i was bored. wow. Someone talk to me do something!!!! help major help lol. I went for a joy ride today and well i went up in the bondocks of Mass, People call them the hick towns. Well it sucked... Now i know why i live in the city and not some hick place no pun intended towards anyone. I was up there got nasty looks People up there are so fucking rude. They do not like different people. Just because i dont dress like them or smell like cow shit does not mean i am a bad person.. They were like yelling and being rude. So my friend and i stop at a place and what not and iguess it was the wrong time because some hick girl that was chewing came up to me and told us to get out she was like u dont belong here so of course with my mouth i was like " well u dont belong here on the is earth" YEah big mistake she was like spitting her chew by my feet which by the way was fucking gross. and well needless to say she almost kicked

Online Friends
ok so ive been online quite a while now and have made a lot of great friends but there are a few people out there who are way too stalky for my tatses.. number one.. if your meeting someone online for the first time..i love you...should definitely not enter the conversation ok? i mean come on now.. you have never met these people in person and for all you know everything about them is completely fake..number two.. on the other side of this, the haters need to stop too.. ive run into a few people that did nothing more than look at my pictures and call me a tramp, or a whore.. come on people please.. i dont care if i post a picture of my koochie.. live and let live.. just my thoughts for the day. tell me what u think

F.y.i.
Okay, here's the scoop people... I have lots and lots of friends on here... Why? Cause I rarely go out, and this is my escape. But, let me tell you this ~ I like to talk to people who are real. If you lie to me and I find out about it. Guess what? You're ON my shit list and OFF my friend list. Got it? Good. ~ Carry on ~

V.i.c. Gift Just Waiting...
Okay, if or when Mr. Right falls through my ceiling, lands in my lap, and whisks me off into the sunset on a beautiful white horse, I think I'll buy him a Corvette, a Porsche, or a Rolex... Until then, I have homework to do. ~ TTFN ~

Questions?
HAVE QUESTIONS? ask them here... Is your real name Raven? yes Will you be my girlfriend? no, I have a boyfriend and I love him very much. Will you marry me? look at the answer above... Are you a virgin? are you stupid? Will you photoshop a picture for me? only if I feel like it Where were you born? Berlin, Germany Why are you such a bitch? I'll stop being a bitch when you are less stupid. How long you been down? who got you started? 1994, My cousin James R.I.P. How do you do your make-up? talent How tall are you? 5'5" How many tattooes do you have? one currently How old are you? 17, 18 on Feb 13th...was born Feb 13 1989 What languages can you speak? I can speak german, french, some spanish ♥ΡřĩŃċĒŝ§♥:: i got a question hehehe wen r u coming to aus to sex me???.... put that in there hehehe love u XoX hehe you are so goofy i love you ^_^ and asap =P

Just A Thought
So....here goes!! I am sick, sick, sick!! I feel like my head is going to blow up...yuck! I am in the middle of cooking dinner and food just does not look good, but oh yeah, I have to feed the kids...lol! I have one thought that has really been on my mind and maybe someone out there can explain it to me...what is the true purpose of marriage? Why is there the temptation to be unfaithful? Has sex really just become just that...sex? Anyhow, maybe it is the drugs I am taking, but wow...I need to go to sleep...Hope everyone is doing better than me...;)

Why
being depressed isnt something im choosing to be at this point. Im tryn my best here to be happy and enjoy life but its not something i dont wanto be or even deal with. Id rather be happy and everything; im not sitting here cryn tryn to make u feel sorry for me. Im not asking for that or want it. i just wrote that blog to let ppl know whats going on with me. Ive had a rough past month and a half with alot of different things alot of u dont know about happen. -the end

Contest
why do people care about these contests..i guess its fun igo to lc totalk not to see how popular i can be ..i know i will piss off some of my friends ithink talking to peole exchanging ideas feelings hopes dreams and dissiapointments is what it is all about...maybe im wrong seems childish

Learned Some New Shit 'bout My M0m...
Just the other day, my mom found this stack of old photos of me and my brother Jordan (20) and my sister Alex, (23). In one of the pictures my JOrdan was maybe 3 months old. My mom said something about being in a rehab (I know I may have spelled it wrong) I asked her why she was in rehab (like I said, I can't spell it!) she said that she was an acholic and that she had eating disorders and she wasn't doing drugs at the time, but was adictted to them. She told me about how her step-brother raped her every night when she was 13 till she was 18. Then she told me about who she started to eat alot so she would be fat and her step-brother wouldn't want her. Then, she said that when she was 2 years old, her 13 year old uncle sexualy abused her. So everytime she feels hurt or someone in the rehab (wrong spelling) talked about their childhood, she became 2 years old again and started talking like a 2 year old and balled up in corners. I really don't want to talk about this anymore soryy....

Im Lost
hey kossy_bear ,.,, wasnt it a lot of fun when i was there ~~! i had a blast im not overly crazy about a few certain things, but u know that already.but i love you and not everything i say matters all that much, but you are a very important guy in my life ...i hope you know that, don i hope ur going to get better and call me soon.... i spent a little too much money thats why i couldnt come n see you at mac, we miss you tho !@ love always dee and hannah xox

I Want To Know...
...how the other half lives. I want to know what it's like to be thin and nice looking. I want to know what it's like to meet someone and not have to worry about whether or not they're going to make fun of you. I want to know what it's like to talk to someone who actually gives a damn about you as a friend. For that matter, I want to know what it's like to actually have friends again. I want to know how it feels to not have to worry about what you're going to wear out because everything looks sexy on you. I want to know how it feels for people to not look at you funny, talk about you, play you, use you for their own personal enjoyment. And I wish you could know how it feels to be a nice person with a great personality who can't find friends because you're too fat. I wish you could know how it feels to miss out on things because you're scared. I want you to know what it feels like to be me...so maybe you won't be so cruel next time you meet someone like me.

Blowjobs
Let me first start by saying that the main reason I love giving head is b/c: 1.) I know I'm good at it & 2.) I love pleasing my man. With that said, let me say that I have always been a natural at it. The first guy I ever gave head told me I was the best he'd ever had. However when I first started (when I was 13) I used to hate doin it. I did it when my man asked me to, but only to make him happy. Since that time, I have grown up a lot. I must say that, although I was great when I first started, I am even better now, and here's what made the difference. B/c I hated doin it in the beginning, I used to try to hurry up and make him cum so I could be done. Now I don't know what made me go from hating it to loving it, but I do know that when you enjoy giving your man head, it's going to be better for him. Now that I enjoy it...I don't try to rush thru it..I take my time..taste every inch of it..look into his eyes and make sure he is watching me enjoy that dick. I prolong this a

(q&a) Anal Love - Lubrications
Anal Love - Lubrications Thanks for the tips on the anal. I am fortunate enough to enjoy this with my wife. But I am curios about your comment on the cleaning. Usually, for us, its kind of a spontaneous thing where she just gets so into it, she will want it. She certainly enjoys it at that moment but its not something she thinks she is going to do in advance. So my question I guess is just what do you mean by "cleaning the canal"? Is that something you do in advance of even doing anything? Also, what is your best choice for lube. As a standard we have used the K-Y liquid stuff but sometimes I feel it wears away fast. Lastly, you mentioned the ability of the anus to spread and take large objects which I seem to see a lot more with all the fisting, but will that kind of penetration affect it long term? Can you have problems in the future? Look forward to your reply. Jackie Dear Jackie, Yes, most sex is an unplanned trip to nirvana. And whatever happens along the way is

Fbi
FBI The following is a direct quote from the Center for Strategic and International Studies report on GLOBAL ORGANIZED CRIME; the author who introduces the story swears it's true. FBI agents conducted a raid of a psychiatric hospital in San Diego that was under investigation for medical insurance fraud. After hours of reviewing thousands of medical records, the dozens of agents had worked up quite an appetite. The agent in charge of the investigation called a nearby pizza parlor with delivery service to order a quick dinner for his colleagues. The following telephone conversation took place and was recorded by the FBI because they were taping all conversations at the hospital. Agent: Hello. I would like to order 19 large pizzas and 67 cans of soda. Pizza Man: And where would you like them delivered? Agent: We're over at the psychiatric hospital. Pizza Man: The psychiatric hospital? Agent: That's right. I'm an FBI agent. Pizza Man: You're an FBI agent? Agent: Tha

Help Me
http://www.Toys4Free.com/3588 I'm looking to get a PSP so I hope you can follow the link and help me. Who knows, maybe there will be better pics if I get 7 credits and get my PSP so help and have fun. Just cancel a free trial after receiving credit yourself and I'll love you forever and put up more pics!

Friends But No Fans???
so I just cleaned up some of my friends off my list but then I started feeling bad. So what I am going to do is, right now I have 164 friends still on my list and only 63 fans. So by the end of the week if you are not a fan of mine you are not a friend either. I am sorry but i am not here to reach the top cherry list, I am here to make friends...TRUE friends. I am a fan of all my friends because that is why i have them as friends. So if i am good enough to get you friends points then i am good enough for you to be a fan of mine. If you are on my family list or in the Juggalo family no worries, we are good!

Work Sucks
i hate my job so much i feel like quiting. i now have to cook on the deli where i work and i really hate cooking. well i might not be cooking for much longer because my boss is trying to find someone else and that is fine with me.

A Bit Of Strange Humor . . .
Your Spatula. If you're planning on buying a new pet spatula, there are plenty of places that sell wonderful, brand-new pet spatulas. Wal-Mart has a fine selection of pet spatulas, as well as Target, Kroger's, and many others. A word of caution: Avoid buying your pet spatula at a discount spatula wholesaler. They tend to stock aggressive pet spatulas. Once you have finally picked out your lovely pet spatula, it's time to take it home and provide a wonderful life for your spatula. Now, spatulas tend to run away from time to time. This is nothing against you, the owner; it's just the spatula's natural curiosity to want to explore its new surroundings. You may find it under the bed, in the bathroom, or in the linen closet (where I found mine hiding.) So, the best way to keep your spatula from roaming is to put it in a kitchen drawer after each use, or hang it on a hook by its tail. Now, if you're worried about this hurting the spatula, no worries. Spatulas have tail

Carpe Nocturnum . . .
Seize the Night. That's my motto. I . . . am a vampire, and the darkness is my home. I can hide from you in plain view, and you'd never know I was there. My senses reel with every scent, every sound, every emotion that floats upon the midnight breeze. I have a memory spanning several hundred years past, through different lives . . . And I can remember each death I've recieved. Throughout these years, much knowledge has been imparted to me. I know more than I wish to, at times; and yet, it seems that I do not know enough. I can feel your emotions reach out towards me before you ever realize what it is you're feeling. I can smell you on the wind, and hear your footsteps on the grass. I can see you in the distance, and know why it is you come. I have a thirst for blood, but rest assured, you are safe. I do not take from those I do not know. I am not a thief in the night, and I neither have a want nor a need to be. Your life essence is entirely safe, unless you give to m

Keeping Your Pussy In Shape (q&a)
Keeping your pussy in shape Deni, you are the best!!!! I do have a question for you though. How do you keep that pussy so tight and strong? I have never experienced anything that is so incredibly tight! I know that you like thick ones, yet even for a more normal size guy like me, you are still incredibly tight! What is your secret? Tell us so that every woman can have a wonderfully tight little cunnie! Hugh Dearest Hugh, A woman’s body is under constant assault. Staying in shape is a never ending battle, that is for sure! And our pussies are no exception. Unfortunately, if a woman does not have sufficient motivation to keep her vaginal muscles in great shape, it soon seems like a waste of time. And a woman’s husband or boyfriend plays a distinct and important part in providing that necessary motivation. So men, do your part too. But back to what a woman can do. First you have to find out which muscles are inside your vagina, and how to contract them. If you ca

Love
Dark of night two lost souls collide fusing and meshing in a volatile mix sighs of heaven being reached for on the journey to hell inescapable sweat running in rivlets the night is the shield to hide the embrace the quiver of flesh as it reaches release the small death occurs both have died in their lovers embrace The moon behind the clouds, hiding their faces, The passion is dark and over due... joyless leaving waiting for the next small death in their lovers arms. -ME

Sucking Deeper (q&a)
Sucking deeper Is there a technique to take my man's penis all the way down without gagging? This is something he wants but my gag reflexes aren't too good. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you, Anne Dear Anne, Gagging is a natural reflex, but the trick is to learn how to control the reflex. There are a couple of things you can do to help. First, pull your tongue forward when you have something delectable pressing at the back of your throat. I practice with a dildo every couple of days. With a dildo, you have the ability to instantly pull it out if you need to. That is good when you are learning. Second. If you make swallowing motions with your tongue and mouth, it seems to help control the reflex. Again, to swallow, you need to bring your tongue as far forward in your mouth as you can. The swallowing reflexes are already programmed into you so that you can swallow your food. Mother Nature only intends you to gag when you are not swallowing. So by "swallow

Not Another Day
I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, going eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you , not another day. They told me no to go after you, and you'd come back to me. But I can't believe a word they say, cause that's not what I see. Everywhere I turn I see your face, just starin back at me. Cause your image is stick in my head, and I can not shake it free. Eveyrwhere I go, Ihear your voice, in the back of my head. I'm sorry this is the way it is, were the last words you said I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, goin eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you, not another day. I need someone like you in my life, to keep me goin strong. I've been without you and your love, for way way too long. You're the one that is meant for me, I know this for a fact. You're all that I can think about, while riding on this track. I will not stop until I've found you, and then when I do. I'll show

Tonight
I'm gonna take my life and put it inbetween my hands I'm gonna squeeze real tight and hope that I disappear cause I don't wanna see you again I don't wanna take it anymore I don't wanna talk to you again I don't wanna be here anymore Cause tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope uyou understand tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope you understand Soon I will be in my coffin your mind will get set off and it will fill itself with fear I never thought that you could care as if you were ever there But it's O.K. forever now I'll be here cause I don't wanna see you again I don't wanna take it anymore I don't wanna talk to you again I don't wanna be here anymore Cause tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope uyou understand tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope you understand To that place way up above To that place way down below To that place ri

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

When Word's Aren't Enough
please give the sound a moment to load... When Word's aren't enough Want some excitement A Man Lately, when I step in, I get bit! hope explodes Her? nope Mere mementos? Hide in Desert Dreams and Dreams Random confusing forms just get me out, get me back where did religion go?

Thinking Of Something
i would like to change my nick name and my back gtound but i have no idea what to use as a nick name or background ... if you have any ideas that you think would be great for me plz leave a comment

Stupid Poeple
ok people have you ever been out with friends and seen someone across the room that you thought you knew you just couldnt remember how or from where? im sure its happened to some of you. well sat night we went to a local bar and hung out and met some friends well there was this guy that i knew i knew but couldnt figure out how and it looked like he was doing the same well i never did figure it out so i never said anything well this idiot called a friend of mine and said what a bitch i was for not comming over to say hello. well heres the idiot part he had been doing the same thingas i was and never came over to me either dont you just love how some people think thanx for letting me rant talk to yall later

Is This Myspace Or Lc
Okay, I just need to vent a little. I do not go on Myspace that often because of all the drama, but lately seeing the bullentins that have been going thru the LC board, I feel like I am in HIGH SCHOOL again. First off there is no cheating in the little contest that people put on, second off I do find it petty that people do rate their "non friends" a lower rate then the LC friends....COME ON we are all beautiful in one way or another. So I just want to make it know that I will not repost any bullentins that premote high schoolish behavior and I will no longer participate in any LC contests. So if one of my friends ask me to vote for them, yes I will vote, but I will also rate everyone else in the contest a 10 also. Please I am asking all of you to please be adults here and treat everone as a human being and be nice to one another. There are wars going on around the world why should it spew over into the LC world. Thank you and MCL.

Just So Ya Know...
I don't want anyone to think that I am ignoring them cause I have not stopped by there page or left them some love. My computer is very slow and every page I go to takes forever to load. I wish I had more time to sit online and share some love with each and everyone of you but I can't. I'm lucky I get the little bit of time I do online. With 3 kids it's amazing I get any time at all lol. So consider this my way of spreading some love to everyone all at the same time. Thanks to all the people that have added me as there friend. It's great to get to know you all...slowly but surely lol. When I get the chance I will stop by your page and leave you a comment. I'm sorry also that I can't get through everyones pics. Some of you have tons of them and I would love to drop you some 10's. I will do what I can. Much love to all of you. xoxoxoxox MySpace Comments Graphics

10/9/06
Just came back from seeing Texas Chainsaw Massacre:The Beginning...very gory and scary flick with R.Lee Ermey running the show and a very hesitant at first yet quickly becoming the great Thomas Leatherface Hewitt that we all know and love! Definitely a must see for any horror fan!!!

Untitled ~~ This Is Hot ~~
THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR ME BY WARWAGON29 ~~ I LOVE IT As Satan's Warrior, with my sword like tounge, penetrating deep into your soul. Turning your insides out, making the rivers of lust flow. Turning black, corrupting you once sweet angel heart with thoughts of physical passions. Punishing you for your sins, Banging my rocks against your burning flesh, stabbing repeatedly with my spear, releasing my demans, You scream out for mercy and forgiveness, Oh God Please!!!

To Daniel
I found this poem and it reminded me of our friendship so I wanted to post it for you. We're joined in a friendship That time cannot sever With bonds we have built We'll remain friends forever We're welded in spirit Attached by our hearts And fused by the feelings That friendship emparts We're tied by emotions Connected by dreams Reinforced by our hopes Unified by extremes No longer a function of time or of space Our love is a substance That life won't replace No matter how distant We'll always endeavour To sense the full meaning of Friendship Forever

Whats Wrong With The World Today.
All i ever do is what people want anymore. And im about done with it. What the point in being nice, and trying to make everyone else happy, when you're not happy yourself. There isnt one. Im not going to let myself be used anymore, or lied to. Im not gonna let stupid people get to me. Im gonna live my life. And just deal with all the bullshit im given. If thats not understandable, then fuck it seriously, i have enough to deal with. Ive met some amazing people on here, who ive also met offline, and they're awesome. And they all rock very much so, and pretty much just kickass. So reguardless of what anyone says or does, i chose to make my own descions and talk to who i want to talk to :) Case closed. Kim, i love you. And really hope you feel better soon. < 3 You're my lovah. And no morons we're not lesbians, shes just a close friend who i [[love]] learn the concept. You know what gets me, yeah im a christian, and yeah you're suppose to love everyone in the eyes of god, becaus

Crude Sex Jokes [ Adult Content ]
Q. How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A. One of his fingers is clean. Q. Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A. So men can be open minded. Q. What's the biggest fish in the world? A. A hore, if you catch one you can eat her for months. Q. How can you tell if your girlfriend wants you? A. When you put your hand down her pants and it feels like you're feeding a horse. Q. Have you heard about the new 'Mint flavored birth control pill for women that they take immediately before sex? A. They're called 'Predickamints' Q. What is the difference between a golf ball and a g-spot? A. Men will spend two hours searching for a golf ball. Q. What's the difference between a toad and a horny toad? A. One goes "ribbit" the other goes "rub it".' Q. Did you hear about the guy who finally figured out women? A. He died laughing before he could tell anybody. Q. What's the difference between Mad Cow disease and PMS? A. Nothing. Q. How do you confuse

A Work In Progress...
Satisfaction The air fairly burned against his skin, heavy droplets of sweat slowly crawling down his muscled body and melting away into the humid darkness of the night. The city was peaceful in the darkened hours of the morning, the night having cooled the skeletal streets and the homes of thousands to a point where the heat was tolerable and the sun was preparing to sear the life out of everything moving on the next dayÃ¢?but in these hoursÃ¢?all was quiet. His love had only just arrived home from a night out with her friends. He had been watching her for weeks now, studying her form and her reasoning, getting into her mind from afar. It had gotten to the point where he could practically predict what she would do from day to day. Slowly and methodically he had been working his way into her life, insinuating his being around her in any way he could. He had purchased an apartment across the street from her home so that he would be closer to his love, grant

Writing
My big hobby and part time job at this time is writing articles for pay. http://www.freewebs.com/randync/ will show ya my work. Click the associated content link on the page to make money (not alot but some) writing.

I Loathe Poetry..but An Attempt Nonetheless
Warning: though it is written in poetic or story format this crap is designed to be erotic..or downright sex acts..if you get offended..DONT READ.. Above and beyond that..I suck at poetry in general..deal with it Light: Light meets shadow... Shadow: That is what my body is designed for. Light: Nor does she bore him, nor does he bore her. Shadow: The play of light Shadow: in more ways then one...sharp angles..edges... Shadow: blades..everything designed to cut or cast' Light: so... shadow is pleased with lights shape? Shadow: oh....very much so...light comes in a very appealing form Shadow: does shadow draw in even the brightest of lights? Light: shadow draws in mystery .. which it should.. intrigue Light: yes. Light: shadow does Light: in a lustful, yet pure way. Shadow: shadow exhudes mystery..desire...fear...that is what shadow is...base instinct...raw undiluted Light: light shines.. glows... all are drawn to light. Light: however... Light: light remains mys

Dungeons..and All The Fun Of Hell Besides.
I grew bored and designed this place...it is from the perspective of someone just wandering around. Read..or Don't..I care not.. When you first enter the tower, you see a single large chamber, lit overhead by a massive candelabra. Leading off to the right is a single shadowy doorway. Stairs leading into the depths slipping away from the light of the candles, shying away from the sight of the holy. The stairs lead away into the dungeons and ringing up the staircase echoed the sounds of screaming and pain. The stone under your feet and the walls around you was a dark granite, almost black, but there was an oddity to it. It looked almost like years of caked blood had soaked into the walls, long stretches of darker granite, spots of light peeking out from behind the darkness. Everything within this tower was warped. Corrupted to its very foundations. Ahead of you is a large wooden gate, obscene images cut into the heavy black metal encircling the door. The wood is a heavy oak, i

So Yeas ....
I am officially single. it was a tough weekend...apparently he didn't understand me the first time, so I had to do it all over again the very next night. Needless to say, it was soooo not the highlight of my weekend. However I do have speakers for my lap top now so I can actually hear things. Not that it matters cause my room mate always has her music playing out loud as she hates mine...grr. But yea...I made cookies too...cookies make everything better. Including having to pay hundreds out of pocket to pay for my speeding ticket...*pout* However I did have a new friend take me out for ice cream and then a movie...and then he kissed me...O_o...but it was nice, so I'm not complaining. He apologized later and promised to wait until I was ready...so yea ;) Anyway, I love you all *muah* ~Stina

Have You Ever Wanted......
Have you ever wanted to just scream??? Have you ever wanted to just say FUCK IT ALL?? Have you ever wanted to just tell everyone to fuck off?? Have you ever wanted to curl up in a corner and die???? Have you ever just wanted for once to have things just turn out right??? I AM FUSTRATED!!!! PISSED!!!!! ANGRY!!!!!!! FED-UP!!!!!!!! tired of asking myself why??? why??? tired of thinking that I need to change to get ................... ohhhhhhhhhhh GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ... yeah, normally I need with Hugs n Kissies... not this entry, sorry!!! *~*PurteeLadee*~*

Adult Jokes
A guy goes to a doctor and says, "Doc, you've got to help me. My penis is orange." Doctor pauses to think and asks the guy to drop his pants so he can check. Damned if the guy's penis isn't orange. Doc tells the guy, "This is very strange. Sometimes things like this are caused by a lot of stress in a person's life." Probing as to the causes of possible stress, the doc asks the guy, "How are things going at work?" The guy responds that he was fired about six weeks ago. The doctor tells him that this must be the cause of the stress. Guy responds, "No. The boss was a real asshole, I had to work 20-30 hours of overtime every week and I had no say in anything that was happening. I found a new job a couple of weeks ago where I can set my own hours, I'm getting paid double what I got on the old job and the boss is a really great guy." So the doc figures this isn't the reason. He asks the guy, "How's your home life?" The guy says, "Well, I got divorced about eight months ago." The doc fi

Yaaaawwwwnnnnnn......
Soooooo tired. Mandy has been sick, so we've been up all night. And now all day. I cannot wait to get to bed and sleep! One good thing today, though, is the possibility of a new job. I had an interview that went incredibly well, and hopefully I can start before the end of October! Better environment, better pay, etc. Longer hours, but that's okay. The real plus is the opportunity to learn more about retail business and get closer to my real goal....dreamer that I am...owning my own guitar store. I know, not the most ambitious guy, right? But, I love what I love, and I would love to offer a little more selection around here. Well, I'm rambling, which I tend to do when sleep deprived. Enough already! Stop typing! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

No More Boring Weekends!
From now on I need to start doing things on the weekends. I dont want to stay at home doing nothing...the other weekend was fun...my mom and I stayed the weekend in little rock. I dont have to go that far...I can just go see a movie and I will be ok...cause I wont be sittin at home. Bisexualvampyre

This Is For All Those Who Hate To Poop At Work
This is for all those who hate to poop at work We've all been there but don't like to admit it. We've all kicked back in our cubicles and suddenly felt something brew down below. As much as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable. For those who hate pooping at work, following is the 2006 Survival Guide for taking a dump at work. Memorize these definitions and pooping at work will become a pure pleasure. ESCAPEE. Definition: a fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a poop in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden wave of panic embarrassment. This is similar to the hot flash you receive when passing an unseen police car and speeding. If you release an escapee, do not acknowledge it. Pretend it did not happen. If you are standing next to the farter in the urinal, pretend you did not hear it. No one likes an escapee, it is uncomfortable for all involved. Making a joke or laughing makes both parties feel uneasy.

Shannon's Latest "date"
A fun Night I get up, and wiggle my finger asking you silently to follow me. I lead you back to the bedroom, and you are surprised to see the room lit only by candles. The soft scent of lavender in the air, just enough to immediately relax you. Lots of extra pillows on the bed atop a fur throw. There are several silk scarves laid out across the bed, and a bottle of oil on the bedside table. I wrap my arms around your waist, and pull myself up against you. A wicked grin of my own on my face. I tilt my head back slightly to look in your eyes. My tongue darts out of my mouth, and I gently run it across your lips, as they part. You open your mouth to allow my tongue to enter, but it doesn't, I start to flick it over your lips softly, and your smile broadens. I reach up and start to unbutton your shirt, kissing your chest as my hands move down, and finally pull your shirt tail out and push it back over your shoulders. Slipping my tongue softly over your chest, and slowing around

Look And Read This Please!! Please!! Funny Stuff!!
Hello to all you in Cherry land!! I am adding some ideas in my cherry stash!! Soooo Feel free to stop by!! Here is one that is in there now! Under Jokes!! Top 10 Excuses of the Guy Arrested For Smuggling 750 Pounds of Bologna 10. "I wanted to get my Christmas shopping done early" 9. "Used to smuggle drugs, but now everybody's into the Atkins diet" 8. "It seemed like a good idea when I was drunk" 7. "First I get caught mailing myself in a crate and now this" 6. "Rush Limbaugh has a new addiction" 5. "If I refused, Oscar Mayer was going to kill my family" 4. "I can't bring luncheon meats across the border? What is this, Russia?" 3. "Was just a decoy for the guy smuggling 800 pounds of olive loaf" 2. "How about I give you fifty pounds of bologna to make this whole problem go away?" 1. "It was medical bologna" So If you like this there are more!! Take care out there in Cherry Land!! Jeannie

My Life
I guess its about time I wrote about this cause lately it has been on my mind. Most people who know me now that most of my life I have lived with my grandparents and always asked why didn't I live with my mom. And I tell them it was my choice. There was no problem with me living with my mom I just chose to live with my grandparents. Then they would ask the question I would dread the most. They would ask me about my dad. To this day I still don't know what to tell people when they ask about him. I know where he is but there are a few things I don't understand. I have never been able to ask him how he could be a father to my brothers and sisters but not me. I didn't ask for this, nor do my kids. Its almost like he never cared what happened to me. The part that sucks the most is as much as I say I don't care I do and it bothers the hell out of my mom cause she hates that is happening. Oh well it is his loss. I have to kids who I love to death and they have a family that will love him bac

Work Sucked !!!
i swear that work is such a joke at times, just because we had a holiday doesnt mean we need to rush.... you want the work done properly and yet u fuckin push us sooo damn hard. im only one person !!@! damn fuckin work was a joke today. but the tips are nice and we do love getting them , we all need that extra cash ,,,,even if anyone stays in a crappy hotel or motel ..leave a few bucks,.,,it puts a smile on our faces and makes our job a lot more happy and we're always fuckin happy to make ur stays a lot more comfortable and make things fuckin pleasant but when we get those rude asss customer's u make our day crappy and we just bitch....but i do love the girls i work with and love my boss's ...they're awesome !!!! love always dee and hannah oxo

Wonder
Do you ever wonder anything weird? I do all the time. Honestly though, like I wonder what would happen if all of the sudden my shair broke. Obviously I would fall, but would it hurt? Would someone be in my place when it happens? Would I laugh? Would I get mad? I would how I would react. I think I know, but then I wonder if I truely know. What if the sky really did fall? What if I lived to be 100? What if I didn't? What if I could fly? What if I could breathe under water? What if I was rich? What if I was poor? What if I can never have kids? What if I become something great? What if. What do you wonder? The list could go on for ever.

The Fucker Of The Psycho Ex Husband Part Uno
Well, it's been ages since i've even visited my lc page...at least it seems like it's been. I got an interesting offline, well, sequence of offlines from my wonderful sweet ex husband yesterday. Appearently, I'm not allowed freedom of speach and expression...even though we haven't been together for the past nine months. He feels that he needs to log in to every site he can possibly find that he thinks i just might be a member of, and find reasons to attack me. Yesterday was no exception. Instead of spending his time more wisely and putting the same effort forth to get to know our son, the son he hasn't seen in nearly a year....instead of helping to support the cost of RAISING our son....instead of calling at LEAST once a week to check up on and talk to our son.... he finds the need to tell me that I'M PATHETIC....because I refuse to let go of the fact that he walked out on me when i was giving birth to a still born child last fall. Anyone and everyone who could ever ask me why my ma

What A Mess!!
THE GOP IS HIDING AND POINTING FINGERS AT ONE ANOTHER. THE DEMOCRATS ARE LETTING THE GOP EAT THEMSELVES UP. THE PRESIDENT AND HIS ADMINISTRATION ARE ON A DIFFERENT REALITY PLANE THAN THE REST OF THE WORLD. NORTH KOREA IS PLAYING WITH THEIR DANGEROUS TOUS BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT GETTING ANY RESPECT. OUR BRAVE SOLDIERS ARE DYING AND BEING INJURED FOR US MORE AND MORE EACH DAY IN AN ILL ADVISED WAR. WE KEEP HEARING HOW GOOD THE ECONOMY IS YET COLLEGE IS TOO EXPENSIVE FOR MOST. TWO PARENTS MUST WORK TO SURVIVE. HEALTHCARE COSTS HAVE GONE UP 50%. MINIMUM WAGE IS THE SAME AS 10 YEARS AGO. A VAST MAJORITY PEOPLE FROM KATRINA ARE STILL HOMELESS. THEY SAY UNEMPLOYMENT IS DOWN BUT IT COULD BE BECAUSE SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN UNEMPLOYED SO LONG THAT THEY ARE OFF THE ROLLS AND ARE NOT COUNTED ANY LONGER. I DO TEND TO GET CARRIED AWAY!! BUT REMEMBER THERE ARE STILL GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE PLEASE DO YOUR PART. JUST BY BEING NICE OR COMPLIMENTING SOMEONE. JUST BE NICE! OK I AM DONE FOR N

Deeply Into The Mind Of The Majority Of American Woman
Deeply into the mind of the American woman. Female sexual fantasies and their interpretations. Here are a few of the sexual fantasies mentioned. For as long as we can remember, the concept of sexual satisfaction was considered to be a male preoccupation. In recent years, however, the recognition of women as sexual beings has made the female species even more intriguing. Along with the interest in the complexity of a woman’s feelings, there is now a growing pursuit of determining what the sexual fantasies of women are, where they come from, and if they want these fantasies realized.The basis of sexual fantasies. Fantasies, like dreams, come from the world around us. Everything we see, touch, hear and smell is absorbed by our brain and turned into raw material for fantasies. Your past sexual history provides plenty of stimulus for your present fantasies. But for many sexual fantasies, the trail of cause and effect isn't so clear. A fantasy about someone other than your sexu

Ew Ew Ew Ew Ew
I'm not sure but I think I just found someone's profile that is a...,for lack of a better word, a complete hentai. (for those of you who don't know that means pervert in japanese) People left many nasty comment calling him nasty and sick and I'm confused and I want to erase the fact I ever visited his page....ew ew ew ew ew.

Orgasmic Pleasures
I opened the door to the bathroom, warm in my rose red robe. You smiled at me, gently pulling me into a hug as you kissed me slow and soft, then hard and passionate as you ran your fingers through my long hair. I pulled away, smiling as I turned the shower on and slowly dropped my robe to the floor. I helped you undress, then led you into the shower. I lay down in the bath, the running water flowing over me, and pulled you down on top of me. We kissed hungrily as your hands explored my shoulders, back, stomach, bottom and thighs. Your mouth moved down to my neck as you rolled off me and lay your naked body beside mine. Slowly, gently you stroked my warm skin, your fingers moving lightly at first, then slower, harder. I felt a tingling between my legs and moved them apart. Your hands slid over my stomach and down to my vulva, stroking my inner thighs as you went. Your strong, firm fingers stroked my clitoris softly. You stood and turned off the water. Gathering me up in a soft whi

Biker And The Donkey
A biker goes into a bar and sees a donkey with a bucket of money. The bartender says "You put in $1 and if you make him laugh, you win the money. The biker drops in $1 and whispers in the donkeys ear. The donkey cracks up. The biker grabs the cash and leaves. The next week he drops by the same bar. The donkey is still laughing with a fresh bucket of money. The barkeep says that since the donkey can't stop laughing, the money is for whoever can get him to stop. The biker grins, drops in his buck and takes the donkey out into the alley. Soon they return and the donkey is crying his eyes out. The biker reaches for the dough but the bartender stops him. I don't mind you winning the pot but let me know how you did it. The biker replies "Last week I told him I had a bigger dick than him. This week, I showed him."

At The Carny
THE CARNY It was always the same in every little town and hamlet that the carnival stopped in. Walt would try and hook up with some of the local talent for the four or five days they were in town. To a homey, the life of a carny roustabout seemed like a glamorous way to live. "Some glamor," thought Walt, "dusty dirty jobs setting up and tearing down the rides and exhibits that constituted the Kingston Karnival, and Eddie Kingston made sure that you earned every dime of the crummy pay that he forked over on every Friday. In between set up and tear down, Walt would handle any number of odd jobs around the midway. If he wasn't running one of the many rides for the sters, he was operating a game stand, you know, the kind that for a buck you have to knock down the three milk bottles with two throws, or maybe shoot a moving target with a gun with bad sights. Where ever he was needed, that's where you'd find him. It was when he was running one of the games that Walt had a c

Heheee..
A biker catches a traveling salesman in bed with his ol lady. The bro knocks the salesman out cold and drags him into the barn. When the salesman comes to, he finds his most prized possession clamped in a vise and the vise handle gone. He looks around and sees the biker coming towards him with a large sharp knife. "Oh no", cries the salesman, "you're not gonna cut it off are ya?" "Nah" says the bro slowly, "You can go ahead and do it yourself. I'm just gonna set the barn on fire!"

Paybacks
Two bros and their ol ladies were playing cards. Spider dropped one of his cards on floor. When he bent down under the table to pick it up, he noticed that Roach's ol lady wasn't wearing any underwear! Later, Spider went to the kitchen to get another beer. Roach's babe followed him and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" "Hell Yeah!" Spider admitted. She said "You can have it, but it will cost you $100." After a minute or two, Spider says that he can scrape up the dough. She tells him that since Roach works Saturdays and Spider doesn't, he should come to the house around 2 on Saturday. Saturday came and Spider went to her house at 2. After paying her the $100 they went to the bedroom, fucked for an hour or so and Spider left. Roach came home about 6 and asked his wife, "Did Spider come by this afternoon?" Reluctantly, she replied, "Yes, he did stop by for a few minutes," Next Roach asked, "Did Spider give you $100?" She thinks 'Oh hell, he knows!' Finally she says

Anxious, Screw The Patience
OK for those of you that I haven't updated, let me start off by apologizing. A few weeks ago I had appendicitis and ended up having the appendix out. I would NEVER recommend having surgery while pregnant. Especially not abdominal surgery with morning sickness. Take it from me, it's NOT fun. The baby is OK though, that's the good news. On Oct. 26 I go in to have my first ultrasound of the baby and HOPEFULLY find out the sex. All's I gotta say is it better be a boy. No daughter does this to her mother while in utero. i'm nearing the half way mark and it seems that time is moving slower and slower. I will have to post some pics of my big belly for everyone to see as soon as I can find some. Thanks for everyone that has kept in touch with me while I was away from LC :)

Father
Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen. (If the Lord lays upon your heart to send this to more than four "4" people, you are truly

This Is Too Funny!! *giggles*
Harold is 95 and lives in a senior citizen home. Every night after dinner, he goes to a secluded garden behind the center to sit and ponder his accomplishments and long life. One evening, Mildred, age 87, wanders into the garden. They begin to chat, and before they know it, several hours have passed. After a short lull in their conversation, Harold turns to Mildred and asks, "Do you know what I miss most of all?" "What?" she asks. "SEX!" he replies. Mildred exclaims, "Why you old fart, you couldn't get it up if I held a gun to your head!" "I know," Harold says, "but it would be nice if a woman could just hold it for a while." "Well, I can oblige," says Mildred and then unzips his trousers, removes his manhood, and proceeds to hold it. Afterward, they agree to meet secretly each night in the garden where they would sit and talk and Mildred would hold Harold's manhood. Then, one night, Harold didn't show up at their usual meeting place. Alarmed, Mildred decided to find

Vein
I tell her I would like to live within her soft skin, calling the nape of her neck my home. I tell her I would go to the end of this world to capture her a rainbow, every night, just to make sure she sees every color. I tell her that her eyelashes are my fingertips, and her breath my reason for existing. I tell her I am existing for only her. I tell her that the blood that courses through my veins would look beautiful upon her cheeks. I tell her I will give her a lock of my hair to tie her noose. I tell her the tears that run down my cheeks compliment her eyes perfectly and when I cry tonight perhaps I should save her a few. I tell her I want to rip out her eyes And tear at her hair Steal her rainbows And smear her blood upon my cheeks. I tell her these things because The words "I love you" Too often get stuck in my throat.

Ways To Piss Off A Cop
* Pretend you are gay and ask him out. When he says no, cry. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. * If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. * If he asks you to step off the bike, automatically throw yourself onto his hood. * When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. * When he puts the handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy me dinner first" * After you sign the ticket and give it to him, say "Oops! That's the wrong name." * Trip and fall into him. Accuse him of police brutality when he pushes you away. * Ask if he has a daughter. If he says yes, say I thought the name sounded familiar..... * When he frisks you, say You missed a spot, and grin. * When he asks to inspect your bike, say there is no alcohol on my bike, sir, the last cop got it. * If you know him, say you had his wife for dinner. * If you don't know him, ask if you can have his wife for dinner. Oops...I meant OVER for di

They Both Moan At The Sensation.
I was only vaguely aware of Mark's eyes glued to me during my orgasm. I'm laying here trying hard to catch my breath, with Sarah gently stroking my belly. She looks at me, with a question in her eyes, I know what she wants, and I know its what Mark wants too. If I look deep within myself I also know its what I want too. I look over to Mark, smile...and say "aren't you going to join us Mark?" I don't need to ask him twice! He quickly sheds his clothes, and kneels on the end of the bed. I reach out my hand and take his...pulling him up the bed to join sarah and I. He lays back on the pillows pulling me to lay half over him, kissing me deeply with his tongue darting in to tease mine. I'm very much aware now of Sarah watching the two of us, and also aware that I want her to be joining in, not just an onlooker. I break the kiss, and look at her, smiling softly. Mark is just laying there, looking very much like the cat who stole the cream. Myself on one side of him and my friend Sarah

Everyone Needs To Read This
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for eac

Hip Hip Hurray I Am Going Out This Weekend!
Well I finley got a sunday off from working every weekend for the past four months. And I am so happy because I get to go out and sunday is my birthday,so I am going to get pretty drunk and have me a good old time since I wont be able to do it for a long time again.I am meeting up with a person I meet online and I cant wait to meet her.We have been chatting for a while now and its going to be so cool to finley meet the real person I have been talking to.I am going to take lots of pictures that night so check my photos out to see how much fun we had.I also have some new pics I took yesterday to add I am hoping to add then today or tomorrow,that is if I can find the cord to down load them.So just keep checking my photos to see what new ones I add.And I also will post about what happens after I go out this weekend.

Just Aint Right....
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for eac

Which Action Hero Would You Be ?
You scored as The Amazing Spider-Man. After being bitten by a radioactive spider, Peter Parker was transformed from a nerdy high school student into New York's greatest hero. Peter enjoys the thrill of being a super hero, but he struggles with the burdens of leading a double life. He hopes someday to win the heart of his true love Mary Jane, the woman he's loved since before he even liked girls. Right now, he just wants to make it through college and pay his bills. The Amazing Spider-Man92%Batman, the Dark Knight88%Lara Croft83%Maximus83%Captain Jack Sparrow79%Neo, the "One"75%The Terminator71%James Bond, Agent 00763%William Wallace54%Indiana Jones

More About Me
Hazel Eyes- People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS SEXY and go all out all the time.They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed and love to play games they are very out going and they are sexy as hell and they are NOT nice when they are mad . If you have hazel eyes and repost this you will learn your new favorite technique of catching someone special Born on the cusp (morning it changes) hence I get both attributes ...ARIES... .Outgoing. .lovable .Spontanious. .Not one to FUCK with. .Erotic. .Funny. .Take you on trips to the moon in bed. . excellent kisser .EXTREMELY sexy. .Loves being in long relationships.=) .Addictive. .Loud. .best in bed. ...PISCES... .Caring and kind .Smart. .Center of attention. .Too Sexy, DAMN IT. .Very high sex appeal. .Has the last word. .The best to find, hardest to keep. .Fun to be around. .Freak in

When A Horny Girl Ask's" Are You Going Inside"
One of my biggest fantasies is masturbating so that other people can watch me. I lay on my back with my vibrator between my legs. I close my eyes, turn that baby on high and let her rip. As I pass the whirring piece of technology over my hard clit I imagine people filling my room. Men and women surround my bed, staring down at me. Their unknown hands coast over me, the men whip out their dicks in a frenzy to jerk off, and the women can't keep their hands out of their pants because I look so hot. Then they stroke and slather, sweat and squirm, until they finally can't take it anymore, they begin to come and so do I, we all come and come, legs shaking, backs arching and juices flowing. The men come over me. I feel the hot spunk as it bounces against my steaming skin, covering my face, I lick it off my lips, tasting the sweet, salty taste of desire. Then, I open my eyes, and everyone is gone. I am left with the afterglow of orgasm and my still-buzzing vibrator. My fantasy has got

Vaseline..
Dan had a sweet custom pan, that had of all things, an external leak. When ever it rained Dan would have to spread a thin layer of Vaseline on the valve covers to protect them from the rain, so he always carried a large jar of Vaseline in his coat. As Dan picked up his ol lady to finally go for a dinner at her parents house, she explained the dinner rules. My folks are a little strange, but while we are eating dinner, please do not talk. My parents have been doing this for years and the one who talks first does the dishes. Not a problem, he didn't want to do no fucking dishes. When they walked into the parents house he could see dishes everywhere, stacked in the kitchen, on the floor, on the counters, in the sink and the same in the front room. After 5 minutes into dinner Dan started to get bored. He's sitting at the dinner table with his ol lady and her parents and no body was saying a word. Dan thought, shit, the broad ain't worth all that, so with out saying a word

Chapped Lips..
Two bros scootin' on a crisp fall morning. First one signals to pull over. Second one says "What's wrong?" First one says, "Man my lips are really chapped and hurtin'." Second one says, "C'mon man, tough it out." Down the road the same thing happens, again. Second one says, "C'mon man, tough it out." First one signals for a third time to pull over. Disgusted, the second pulls over and walks into a farmer's field. There, he gets four fingers full of cow shit and returns to the scoots. First one says, "Is that goin' to stop my lips from hurtin'?" "No," says the second, "but it'll sure as hell keep you from lickin' 'em!"

Top 25 Things Biker Chicks Say....wtf??
1.) I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. 2.) Are you sure you've had enough to drink? Can I get you another beer? 3.) I'm bored. Let's shave my pussy! 4.) Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and …..have my friend Tammy over for a threesome. 5.) God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! 6.) I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again. 7.) You're so sexy when you're hungover. 8.) I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go Shopping. 9.) Let's subscribe to Hustler. 10.) Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? 11.) Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. 12.) I'll be out in the garage changing the oil on the bike for you. 13.) I love it when you go riding on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to ride on Saturday. 14.) Honey..our new neighbor is sunbathing nude again, come see! 15.) I've

So, Not Only Does A Man Get What They Want, But You Do Too
You know what you want out of a relationship; but have you ever thought about what your man wants? You sometimes lose sight of what brought us together in the first place, but you can be a professional, a mother, a house manager and still give him the relationship ride of his life without a big to do. Marriage is a sacred vow that millions of us commit ourselves to. It means so much – you have a partner for life that will endure the ups and downs of being alive right along side you. You’ve entered the commitment based on love, respect, adoration and friendship, but through the years you may lose sight of how important it is to maintain your relationship. Worse yet, you may lose sight of what a man wants from a woman. This doesn’t mean that women should be the only ones concerned about what their spouse needs out of a relationship – this should be a reciprocal process. But, what you may find out is your man’s wants may not be too different from your own wants and desires.

Mustarvation Fantasies
Intimacy is one of the many factors that maintain a happy relationship; but, sometimes couples can get into a sexual rut and the sizzle has all run out. To add a little oomph to a sexual tryst, try using all five senses – it will be an experience to remember, and have you crawling back to the bedroom time and time again. While having great sex isn’t the only thing that keeps a relationship blooming, it does fall into the top ten list. We are all sexual beings, and crave the touch of the person we love from time to time – some more often than others. But after a few years of being in a relationship, intimacy can fall by the wayside because of other responsibilities that go along with companionship – children, careers, family activities, etc. Or, maybe you have a very healthy sex life, but it involves the same thing over and over again. That doesn’t mean that the sexual relationship is boring; rather, it means that every monogamous connection can use a dose of the new and excit

I Was Little Offended But Its All In Fun....
CLASSES FOR MEN AT THE LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY DECEMBER 31, 2006. NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets 4 week

Biker Corruption Test:
Ever laughed at someone else's misfortune? 1 point Ever tried alcohol? 1 point Ever been drunk? 2 points Ever play drinking games? 2 points Ever fall down because you drank too much? 3 points Ever drink enough to throw up? 4 points bonus: throwing up on yourself or another person 1 point Ever wake up and not remember what you did the night before? 5 points Ever been forcibly removed from a bar? 8 points Ever participated in/finished a pub crawl? 5 points Do you drink regularly, at least 3 times a week? 3 points bonus: 1 point for each additional day (max. 7 points) Ever fall asleep/pass out in a bar? 4 points Ever try pot, hash, magic mushrooms? 4 points for each one tried Do you do drugs regularly? 4 points bonus: at least 4 times a week? 4 points Ever bought soft drugs? 4 points Ever sell drugs? 8 points Ever sell drugs to support a drug habit? 12 points Ever used barbiturates? 8 points Ever used hallucinogens? 8 points Ever used narcotics? 1

Just Say No!
A ten year-old boy was walking down the street when a big man on a black motorcycle, pulls up beside him and asks, "Hey kid, wanna go for a ride?" "No!", said the boy, and he kept on walking. The motorcyclist pulls up to him again and says, "Hey kid,, I'll give you $10 if you hop on the back" "NO!" said the boy and proceeded down the street a little quicker. The motorcyclist pulls up to the boy again and says, "Ok kid, I'll give you $20 and a BIG bag of candy if you hop on the back for a ride." At this point the boy turns around to him and screams angrily, "Look Dad, YOU bought the Honda, so YOU ride it!!

Eternal Bliss
Eternal Bliss I look back on it, in retrospect, From day one it was perfect, I somehow had a genuine effect, No one knew someone with so much innocence Could create such Eternal Bliss All mine to keep, Forever, Never will I let her go, Never, Never give the world for her, Ever No one knew a thought of one lil kiss Could create such Eternal Bliss The mear mention of her name Drives me completely insane The sound of her voice Can melt the hearts of any of the boys No one knew one lil miss Could create such Eternal Bliss

You Might Be A Diehard Harley Rider, If:
#1: You call your bike your woman #2: You treat it like it was your daughter #3: You wash and polish it until it shines like a mirror #4: You ride it more often than your wife (Hey, it can happen and has..) #5: You take it out to eat more than your wife #6: You race against another bike and he loses #7: You rev up your engine late at night and the neighbors start yelling #8: You out ran the police #9: You ride in a rally and everyone compliments you about how good you and your bike looks #10: You watch bike shows on TV while relaxing in your armchair, drinking beer and buying Harley gear off the infomercials and off the internet

Y Do I Love Him
Y CANT I GET OVER THE FACT THAT WE R OVER HE CANT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE. WE TRYED FOR TO LONG AND FOR TO HARD FOR IT TO WORK. WE TRYED FOR 3 YARS AND NOTHING CAME OUT OF IT JUST MY TEARS EVER NIGHT BECAUE OF HE. HE PROMISED ME FOR EVER AND THEN HE TOOK IT ALL AWAY THE DAY HE CHEATED ONE ME AND NOW HE WONT CALL OR TALK

Bad Biker Pick-up Lines
Pick-up lines you might want to avoid using at the local biker bar! 1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. You are so fine that I'd eat your shit just to see where it came from. 7. My love for you is like diarrhea, I just can't hold it in. 8. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 9. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass! 10. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 11. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 12. Your parents must be retarded, because you are special. 13. Could I

Just Curious.....
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ Do u like Get oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u

A Little About My Thoughts Right Now
I am so ready to move out of the dorms here. I love being on my own, but I detest having to room with another person. Its not that I think that they are bad people, I just dont want to have to beg someone to do the things that I want to. I WANT A PLACE OF MY OWN! I want a place where Dustin can sleep next to me everynight and I can have anyone over whenever I want. I want a place where I can cook dinner everynight and take a shower at my leisure w/o someone strange in the next stall. The only downside is that I wont be living on campus; therefore it will be more difficult for me to be motivated to go to class. I have been working. I am so happy to be earing my own money, but the job sucks hard. I get the amazing opportunity to clean up after stuck-up jerk-off college kids. But a paycheck is a paycheck; now I will get to buy the things that I want and need.

Contest
so i joined this new contest like for queen and king of Lost cherry it seemed cool and i kinda just did it for fun! soo take like 5 mins people are go vote for me k !!! Love you http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=258891&albumid=71828&i=3844887487

Adult Reading..xxx
Even if I've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with me, I will remind you how much I like your body. I will tell you how beautiful your body is, I will tell you which parts I like best, I will stare and caress your whole body. There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know. I've seen plenty of them. They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cunnie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz.I will appreciate your unique qualities and tell you what makes you special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during love-making. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more I talk to you, the easier it will be to get you off. So all the time I'll be petting and stroking your beautiful pussy, I will talk to you about it. I will look at it again. Gently pulling the lips apart

Booty Calls
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ Do u like Get oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u

Excited...
Ok I know I said I would be gone for a few days,, but I am sooo excited. I am going to my first subbie only munch on Saturday and I am sooooo excited I am gonna pee on the rug like a puppy. I am off and running now! Thanks to all who have supported me, offered advice and just been my friend. Kisses ~SSS~

Headmaster
I am the headmaster of a private school. The history teacher has a problem on his hands and he comes to me to help deal with it. You are the student he thinks I should "talk" to. He brings you to me because you have been neglecting your studies, but worse, you have been defiant and disrespectful - acting out and contradicting his authority as a teacher. As headmaster, I hear his case and agree that I should see you in my office. He escorts you to my office and introduces you to me - I recognize you - I had reviewed your file and academic record. As a senior, your cards have mostly been played here at The Academy - your GPA is about a 2.7 - far lower than your SAT scores would predict. You are Caucasian and no UC school is likely to take you unless you get a stratospheric score on the SAT II! Sure, you can get in somewhere, but your parents may not like the $40K/year price tag that comes with most private schools - especially for a school with no name recognition whatsoever! I t

Got To Love This One
Why Parents Get Gray Hair A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad." With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't real

Story Donnie Sent Me While He Was In Cuba..
THE PATH While talking to her friend at work Jesse told her that she was loosing all hope in man and that she wished that she was a compleat lesbian instead of just bi-sexual, Carol ask her why she would say such a thing, thinking god she has the best of both worlds when one doesnt satisfy her she can go to the other or even have both and not feel auckward or guilty. Jesse said that she is tierd of going out to the clubs and hoping to find someone to not only please but satisfy her I have found pleanty of men who are filling and able to preform quite nicely but are not able to satisfy me she said, it is like there is some thing missing some thing that needs to be touched or felt or even done but I can't quite put my finger on it. It wasnt that Jesse wasnt beautiful no not by any means she was and had a captivating smile and a very out going personality someone you were drawn to in a way and very sexually open to new things, she had gained a little wait since collage and w

When Will Men Tell The Damn Truth????
...When Pigs Fly! Yea, when pigs fly is when men will tell the truth for once in there damn lives. I don't understand why men think they have to lie to women to get something they want. I mean shyt, don't play a woman for a damn fool b/c in the end you're only going to hurt urself. Men have got to be the biggest damn fuggin players in the world. Don't get me wrong, i know women can play a good game too, but women are more emotional. Come on now guys, this is freggin America, you can't have it ur way and be with more than one woman...unless they are cool with it. But these days women are more jealous than they use to be, and will do just about anything to keep there man. It's one thing to tell someone u love them and ur friends, but to tell more than one woman that u love her and want to be with her, and that they are ur life is just wrong. It's getting too many women's hopes up. Try to put urself in there shoes and how u would feel if it were being done to u. Come on now, enou

I Broke Her Damn Arm.
I broke my sister's arm when I was 8. She told me to. Sort of. You know how when you are a kid and you get on your back and your sister sits on your feet and you launch her across the room and she hits her arm on the leg of the couch and breaks it? Yeah, that happened to all of us.

Confessions Of A Payroll Clerk
Is there more to life than this, methinks so. As i am hurdling my way towards the age of 40 I found myself getting very bored with the everyday stuff, I became a payroll clerk about two months ago as the projects I had been working on were not bringing in any money to pay the bills so had to take a nine to five job. One of the projects I had been working on was for the league of scarybirds and the Immortal Ego Project which is a project that combines dark art, philosophy, myths and legends and is still an ongoing work in progress. Through this I started to want to explore something different and after reading some of the blogs and looking at the pictures that Diva and Daddy had posted, it gave me a strong urge to explore even more. The pictures of the fetish models were so cool that I wanted to have a go myself. But were do you start when you don't know anyone who does that or dont even know any photographers. Anyway I went trawling for fetish photographers or someone tha

Love It
I love it when you look at me love it when u stare most of all i love the way your always there i love it when you make me smile love it when you cheer me up even love the way i tickle me make me laugh but most of all your always there i love the way you care for me love the way you bare with me your always there for me

. 2
I hate the cold! When the temperature gets below seventy-five degrees it's time to head my happy ass south!!! Which is why I don't understand why women always bitch about toilet seats! Why should they get to be the lazy ones? Why do I have to go out of MY way to put down a toilet seat? It's like Wal-mart!! They have everything, YET THEY HAVE NOTHING!!!! There is an entire section set asside for croceries!!! IS IT A DEPARTMENT STORE OR A FRIGGIN GROCERY STORE?!?! Or perhaps it's an auto shop with a conplimentary department and grocery store? MAKE UP YOUR MIND BILL CLINTON!!!! If you didn't inhale, you didn't try weed!!! And I'm sure that the President of the United States of America can find a better looking woman than MONICA!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK? over.

Yay!!
Okay so I think I got the job that I went to interview for today. The interview lasted almost 3 hours and he was telling me jokes and smoked a cigarette with me during the interview. I think since he was so kicked back, that is a good sign, right? Let me know what you all think!!!

Maybe
Is it because im beautiful or because of me maybe because he loves me or just because he wants me is it that i mean something to him or just some to get pleasure from is it because he thinks im special or just the amuesment he sees does he really want to be with me or is there no one else

Fly Away
when im with you i feel i can fly when im without you i want to die that makes me cry sometimes i dont know why just can't help it that i want to die maybe its because i want to fly fly up in heaven if theres such a thing one day we will all be able to fly fly like angels way up in the sky

Best Friends
Best Friends Enjoying my weekend with my lil hippy Lexy when it occurred to me - how she really makes me think deep thoughts at times. It's not that she'll ask me life deciding questions that may -or- may not kick start my "Daddy mode" ... You know, the proverbial right or wrong -or- good verses evil questions (that parents are supposed to have all the right answers to ...) It's those little questions - That with my reflection & review of things said and done while I'm relaxing or drifting off in a slumber. I might of blown it off as foolish small talk -or- I might answer without a lot of thought going into my answer. Either -or- while in a relaxed state and giving some thought to a little question ... I'm amazed how my child's innocence's can lead me into a true thought provoking and deep subject. The Question she asked: "Daddy - who's your best friend"? I answered with a smiling: "You are"! (which at times, is very true). As we continued to cha

Poem--friendship
as i sit in my own little world, i wonder were i went wrong, was it me that made you move away, or was it because you need a break, it can't be me i say to myself, cause i have done nothing wrong. it must have been something else, i try to figure it out, but nothing comes to mind. so it must be for the best, cause that is the only reason, you would move away form me. you must have found someone eles, to share a life with and be happy with. you msut first beable to leave me behind, and start something new and different. but i know that you will always behere in my heart and in my mind fore i will never forget the friend i had and will never forget to good times that we shared and laughed about as i watch you diappear into the dark i hear a voice in my head i will never for get you for as long as i live and will always be with you in mind and soul. i hope that you guys enjoyed the poem cause this how i truly feel. and as the days get closer i will

I Need You Now
My friend I need you now please take me by the hand stand by me in my hour of need take time to understand Take my hand dear friend and lead me from this place chase away my doubts and fears wipe away all my tears Friend, I can't stand alone I need your hand to hold the warmth of your gentle touch In my world thats grown so cold Please be a friends to me and hold me day by day because with your love along with mine I know we'll find the way!

Woohoo... A Day Off!!!!
Today's the first of four off days I'll have in the next three weeks. Today's Columbus Day (I know, I know.) and it's a holiday for government employees. (or at least those who work in a government place) Next Friday's my last day there (might as well be an off day), then I'm taking the following Monday and Tuesday off before starting my new job on the 25th. Hells yeah I'm excited. Hell, I won't have to buy a bus pass anymore. State employees get to ride for free. Now I need a car. (LOL)

#5: Deal Or No Deal
I know I'll probably get some hate mail on this, but I really don't care. I fucking love Deal or No Deal. So much so, I got three versions installed on my computer and over the weekend, my sick ass went to a Wal-Mart, Target and a K-Mart looking for a DVD version of the game. I did find it at the K-Mart after looking in their messy toy section four or five times. ($23.09 by the way, just 48 cents less than what I would have paid if I bought it online.) Oh, and I got the logo as my background now. So there. What can I say? I'm a game show junkie.

S.e.ga Boys In Oct. Issue Of Ozone Magazine
New mixtape song up! Midnight Train! Download here... http://www.segaboys.com/music/MidnightTr... The S.E.GA Boys are nominated for 2 SEA Awards to be held in Tunica, Mississppi in late January. 1)Rap Album of the Year 2)Rap Artist of the Year To vote visit http://www.southernentawards.com PollsThe next artist(s) to blow is... Slick Pulla Treal Bloodraw C-Side Magno Cadillac Don & J Money Luch Million$ Yung Sean Big Kuntry King Spark Dawg S.E. GA Boys Manish Man Please vote for S.E.GA Boys below: http://www.iap-tv.com/v2/component/optio... Please send me ur email so I can put u in my database so u can recieve updates about S.E.GA Boys music published by KE Consulting in Alpharetta, GA.

To The Les/bis
Get Your Own! | View Slideshow HEY IF YOUR LES OR BI OR KNOW SOMEONE..PLEASE STOP BY COMMENT RATE FRIEND ME GET TO KNOW ME..ITS HARD FINDING LES/BI GIRLS HERE..SO IF YOU CAN STOP BY AND WELL YOU KNOW...

Ride 'em Cowgirl!!!
OMG!!! Last night Ezra was so fucking amazing! My cute little baby really knows how to ride a cock like a real cowgirl. She should be in the rodeo! Yippy ki ay motherfucker!!! I love you so much Ezra!!!, Hazel

Depression Overload
why am I so depressed I hate it can't stand it I feel like a mess it feels like im always stressed it makes me tense and make me tight sometimes i just wanna fight then you came along and everythings alright why am I so depressed I am always sad and half the time mad

Ok Where Is My Luv?
I have 245 friends..and only 206 profile rates! who didn't rate me??? Just wondering!? I know I have rated at least everyone's profiles, and a few pics...if for some reason I missed you let me know!!! I am only two thousand points away from leveling up! if everyone rates my pics and profile I could go up another level =D I can't add any one else to my family until I level up! Thanks to my dear friends that have helped me in the past and they know who they are! mwah luv you guys! Lets see if I can level up by tomorrow?!?! lmao i know that won't happen but lets give it a shot! HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL!

My Friend
You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn't know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn't see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn't yet died.

I Wonder
he sits alone in his room thinking wondering how to end his problems that thought in his head he wishes that happened the first tme he tried it. but instead he wonders a differant way to do it. he sits and thiks how he should tell them and show them he is seriuos. so then i has an apiphany and then made up his mind a determind man ready to show all his thoughts he brings out a note pad and a pen and begins writing and thinking it was only going to be one page it quickly turns in to 3 then 4 then 5 and then finaly after 8 pages he is done. he folds it up and then puts in a enelop and putting it in clear site not caring if one would see would care abot what he wrote hoping if they did would read it to all then he boes the the bath room draws himself a bath but only filling it half way then laying down getting relaxed and comfy. but im keeping my eye on the prize adn determind to get it done to leave all this behind

Everything
Am I insaine alot of things running through my brain throwing my life and everything i have down the drain with a slit of the vein why must i be in so much pain is there anything i have to gain will i ever be sain not wanting to throw my life away is it just me thats in so much pain are people right? am i really insaine?

Revenge
im dead on the inside as for the out there is nothing you can do but scream and shout why is it pain that filters thru why cant i seek my sweet revenge is it my time to die or just live a lie can i just end it with an easy bullet or deal with your stuid bullshit why cant i run far why is life so hard should i deal with it or jsut fucking end it will my dreams become my goal or will they just fand into imagination can we seee who we really are or just think we do whill life be as we expected or taken by a sinners bullet why do we cry for help if we wot listen when we have it WHAT THE FUCK DO HAVE LEFT! WHAT MORE CAN WE TAKE BEFORE WE SNAP! IN A SIGN OF RAGE I KILL! BUT NO ONE CARES ! THEY ARE JUST GLAD IT WASNT THEM! but to me everyone is hated and one day some one will take my bullet i owe them a life of hell a life of dispare but hey what do you care it cant be one now can it but you will know when you see me and last words you willl hear "are

What Kind Of Magick User Are You?
What Kind of Spell Caster are You? (anime pictures) You are a necromancer. You are dark and dangerous, possibly homicidal. You love to torment others and bring pain to the world. Love sickens you, youd rather see death and destruction any day. You use your dark magic to bring monsters to this world and slowly torture whomever stands in your way.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Girls!!!!!
Man people talk about guys are bad man girls are crazy sometimes. They never lie but they always hide the truth. This is not for all women just to some. But if a woman can call a man a dog then i can call some women a poodle. They always have a plan and a purpose in mind. If a man cheats on a woman it's done sloppy and because a girl has a fat ass. When i woman cheats on you. She plans it with your best friend or something and then keeps hid from you for a long time. Then one day you have an argument and they are like i been fuckin your friend the whole time. This has never happened to me but it has happen to two of my homeboys. One of them was married to the girl and she cheated on him and left him in 28 days. So to all the girls, ladies, and women get your games together too!!!!! holla at me Peace!!!

How I Learned To Give Blow Jobs
No one gives the perfect blowjob the first time. Learning any great skill takes lots of practice and patience. It really helps if you have a good teacher as well. The first time I gave a blowjob was horrendous. I had no idea what I was doing and the poor guy was too young and naive to teach me how to do it right. I sucked his cock like a lollipop or a popsicle, increasing the suction like I was trying to siphon gas from a hose. He squirmed on the bed making odd noises until he grabbed my face pulling me up to kiss his mouth. Thinking back on it, I'm surprised I didn't suck his skin clean off! But, he didn't say a word in his defense and I felt like a failure in the end. Next I had a boy fuck my mouth, his hand wound tightly into my long dark hair. He was all about power and control. He never said a word after he ordered me to open my mouth and pushed himself back as far as he could bringing tears to my eyes. I focused really hard on not throwing up and made little moaning noises

Search Me
when you look at me can you see: how i feel can you see my heart see deep into my soul when you look at me do you really wanna be with me when you look in my eyes do you see that i care and that i will always be there when you look at me: can you see how much i love you do you wonder if you love me or do you already know?

Before I Became A Paid Escort
It all started at the local bar; I was pissed at my sister because she had ditched me for a guy, so I went to see the local band alone. The band was all right but I kept noticing this really cute blond guy who was playing pool. Well soon enough after a few shared looks he came over and introduced himself to me, "My name is Steve and yours is?" I replied Rose. Now Steve really looked good, he was tall around 6 1", silver eyes, tight ass, long blond hair, and a red-blond beard, and a very sociable person with a lot of charisma. We talked for a while and had a few more drinks and I played a game of pool with him and his friends. While playing pool I felt him come up behind me and put his prick up against my ass, I was so surprised that all I could do was wiggle my ass a little and then he moved away. Now, I'm no dog to look at, and all of his friends kept egging him on to do something more, so next time it was my turn to play I made sure that I bent over with my ass facing his way a

Bothered
i have spent the better part of my life being bothered in some form or fashion... but never have i been more bothered by the things in my life that i cannot have... fate is such a cruel mistress to follow... yet rewarding i suppose as well...

My Angel
to a good friend whos always around, when im feeling down never sad and never frowns always lights up my day when im feeling gray your always so outspoken, when my heart is broken a really good friend means you can depend on them I can tell you me secrets, thoughts and ideas when i am blue you are always there to comfort me and love me, with all your might after that you are my angel of light you fill my heart with joy and you dont play me like a toy thats why I want you my angel watching over me

Dirty Anyone?
just sittin here chillin at my fav place, drinkin a cold one, chattin with my friends, or anyone else that wants to drop me a line... anyway, i'm leaving town for work tomorrow night, but i'll be online in the evenings, so feel free to drop me a line.... anyone ready to get dirty???!!!!

Corpse Bride : We All Pass Away
hit it, boys. hey, give me a listen you corpses of cheer at least those of you who still got an ear i'll tell you a story make a skeleton cry of our own jubiliciously lovely corpse bride die , die we all pass away but don't wear a frown because it's really okay you might try and hide and you might try and pray but we all end up the remains of the day that's right well, our girl was a beauty known for miles around when a mysterious stranger came into town he was plenty good-looking but down on his cash and our poor little baby she fell hard and fast when her daddy said no she just couldn't cope so our lovers came up with a plan to elope die , die we all pass away but don't wear a frown because it's really okay you might try and hide and you might try and pray but we all end up the remains of the day that's right okay oh yeah come on boys pick it up yeah like it okay chancy take it yeah yeah that's nice so they conjured up a plan to meet late at nig

I Really Fucking Hate These Kind Of People!
...The people who troll profiles to insult. One of my friends is distressed by this and I am having to calm her down big time. Whoever gets their rocks off insulting women personally, is a sick and demented human being. You need counselling. I am sorry Mommy loved ramming her strap on up your ass, but cut the crap. You arent fooling anyone with your fakes profiles or homosexual tendencies... STOP! However likes these people and doesnt call them on their shit is also fucked up!

Kiss In Theatre's ??!!! More News To Come!
FROM WWW.VH1CLASSIC.COM --THEY WILL BE SHOWING KISS DAY FROM 1976 IN THEATRES,HERE ARE THE ONES FOR FLORIDA..COMPLETE LIST COMING SOON..AND MORE INFO ON THIS... http://www.bigscreenconcerts.com/subpage/index.asp?EventID=607 Florida showings...other cities after Florida! SHADOWOOD 16 9889 West Glades Road , Boca Raton, FL 33434 BONITA SPRINGS STADIUM 12 25251 Chamber Of Commerce Drive , Bonita Springs, FL 34135 BELLTOWER STADIUM 20 13499 Belltower Drive , Ft Myers, FL 33907 GAINESVILLE CINEMA STADIUM 14 3101 SW 35th Blvd. Butler Plaza, Gainesville, FL 32608 BEACH BOULEVARD STADIUM 18 14051 Beach Boulevard , Jacksonville, FL 32250 TINSELTOWN USA 4535 Southside Blvd. , Jacksonville, FL 32216 SOUTH BEACH STADIUM 18 1120 Lincoln Road Mall , Miami Beach, FL 33139 CINEMARK ORLANDO FESTIVAL BAY 5150 International Drive , Orlando, FL 32819 WATERFORD LAKES STADIUM 20 541 North Alafaya Trail , Orlando, FL 32828 ROYAL PALM BEACH STADIUM 18 1003 State Road 7 , Royal Palm Bea

Fyi
A- Available: YES A - Age: OVER 30 A - Annoyance: GUYS THAT ARE FAKE B - Best feature: EYES B - Beer: CORONA B - Birthday: SEPT. 2 C - Crush: they know who they are **wink** C - Car: 2004 LEXUS 1S-300 C - Candy: 100 GRAND BAR D - Day or night: Night D - Dream Car: CORVETTE D - Dogs or Cats: both E - Egg nog: YES WTH RUM Favorite color(s):Black, white, Royal Blue Favorite Band/Artist: AEROSMITH G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Bears G - God: God G - Glasses: ON OCCASION H - Hair Color: black H - Height: 5'4" H - Happy: Music I - Ice Cream: CHOCOLATE HEATH BAR CRUNCH I - Instrument: Guitar I - Idol: ELVIS J - Jewelry: LOVE IT J - Job: SUPERVISOR J - Jail: havent been there K - Kids: 2 K - Kickboxing or karate: Karate K - Kindergarten: MRS. BUTLER L - Longest Car Ride: going to UTAH L - Lamest Inside Joke: CAN'T TELL M - Meat: FILET MIGNON M - Most missed person: My MOM AND DAD M - Movie Last Watched: PHAT GIRLS N - Number of Sibli

Aint Taking It No More
why must you treat me the way you do i'm not the type to push around I dont want to put you on the ground you know i'm some what crazy but you still put me down then i hear no sound and all of a sudden I go off just cause my pills ware off and you still pushed me even though i told you no its not my fault im crazy my life aint a bunch of dasies you know what im human just like you so back the fuck off

Media And The Military
I find it interesting that when the media goes out to talk to the men and women fighting for our country and they end up talking to the people that don't have a fucking clue on what is really going on out there. when in all honesty the media need to talk to the men and women that are actually doing the dirty work. It is hard to listen to the ones that are out there getting shot at getting blown up. They need to talk to the people that are out in the field. Not the ones that are in charge and telling the men and women what they need to do. The media has no actually clue on what it is like over there. I am not saying that all the Generals, Captians, ect... I think we would be better off hearing it from the horse's mouth, so to say. I know that most people don't need to know the actually truth and it could possibly cause problems but think about it. If we as americans no matter what race, color, or even nationality, are fully informed I think we all would be surprised on how we would reac

Im Home
hey yall cherrys IM HOME and sorta rested from the race yeterday.. was going good till my driver got into a wreck grrrr BUT it was alot of fun.. come too know that tony stewart is nice ( but I WILL NOT REPEAT THAT ) HAHA ANYWAYS im behind on commenting so give me some time ok xoxo

~*lacrymosa... By: Evanescence*~
:( Out on your own Cold and alone again Can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me Set your guilt free Nothing can hold you back now Now that you're gone I feel like myself again Grieving the things I can't repair and willing ... To let you blame it on me And set your guilt free I don't want to hold you back now love I can't change who I am Not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up My love wasn't enough And you can blame it on me Just set your guilt free, honey I don't want to hold you back now love

Funny How This Website...
Is just like Vampirefreaks, Just as annoying, And just as stupid. With the same boring people. I am here for one purpose and one purpose only: To Rid this Website of A damned fucking Art Thief. This Art Thief Goes by the name of Untruthful_reflections. Pay the thieving Cunt a visit, Since his pictures arent actually his, They belong to my friend Ryan. Good day!

Spend Some Time With Ya Boy....
AND CHECK OUT THESE VIDEOS I JUST PUT ON MY PAGE. XZIBIT JUST RIPPED IT ON DAVID LETTERMAN, SO I HAD TO PUT THIS ONE ONE. I THINK HTAT MOST OF YOU CAN FEEL THAT ONE. THE OTHER VIDS ARE OF THE HOMIES OUT IN INGLEWOOD CALIFORNIA. IF YOULIKE WESTCOAST RAP......THEN THESE ARE THE NIGGAS TO LISTEN TOO. SO KICK-BACK, SMOKE SOMETHIN', AND LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC WITH YA BOY. GET AT ME WHEN YOU'RE DONE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.

Why Do You Betray Me
why must you betray the ones who say your as special as night and day the ones who say I love you your sunny just like the month of may why must you betray and kick them around in the hay and then they still say I love you!

Which One Are You?
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Blade100%Dracula100%Deacon Frost83%Armand67%Akasha67%Angel67%Spike58%Lestat50%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Signs For The Assman
Signs For The AssMan(clothes optional..:) ) All you lovely ladies I would like a sign made just for me...:) can be as naughty as you like or just normal, its all good. xoxoxox Just like the one below! click on example pics to make biggar! Naughty Little less Naughty Not Naughty ************************** ********************* **************** **********

10.9.06 More Stuffs
Pulse how to be, how to be? to guide and heal to live when every moment is laced with the taste of desperation to hear your voice when all we have are words and hearts all dreams have become you and i am poisoned by knowledge that this is what i have sought like a photograph of a perfect moment you have rested in my heart and i am left sick with something wanting beyond reason for you to live in peace and love just to live until you're ready for me to hold you until that night when i will chase away the darkness beside you whispering in your quiet moments to show you what it is to be touched in love how to survive the time when you chase other distractions to swallow my fear that you'll open your eyes and see what i am and that none of this is worth it there is better far better how to be, how to be alive in this tragedy of love Unrequited how could it be that we have found this tragedy to love as we've always wanted to in such an imp

To The Keeper
I love you with all my heart I'm glad you came into my life your the best thing i have all im asking is please dont brake it i've been down that road before my heart is yours to hold it keeps my hopes my dreams and most of all my love your the only one i want to have it and only you do my heart is yours to keep hold of just please dont make me weep i love you baby!

Love At 16
Dear Diary these two little words can bring fear to every girls inner most thoughts. The courage it takes to write down all that is spinning and coursing through your veins. You know you despertally need to get it out on paper, to be able to releave yourself of the pressure that is mountaing and is dangerously close to erupting out of you. In fear of this eruption you chose the lesser of two evils..to grab and pen and paper and let your secrets out. Could it be that your heart gave itself away without asking your minds permission? Or is it the fact that it gave it to the one boy you could never have trouble you the most. Life and love should never mix very often and your scared to face the facts. You my little vixen in training have fallen for the evil count David, the boy who your best friend told you to stay away from. The boy who when he walks down the hall steals your very breath away. His boyish charms calling your name...Those eyes the color of a montana lake on a crisp January m

1955
An old but still ruggedly handsome Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally, the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously!? I mean, n

Wtf Chuck
OK so my exboyfriend, Robert, keeps sending me add requests on yahoo messenger. I don't understand why. I sent him a message, saying why are you adding me... and he just said he downloaded messenger on his new computer. So I said bye and deleted him. Last night he added me again so I added him (accidentally) and this morning I deleted him. Why does Yahoo do this? Is it a glitch of some sort? I highly doubt he has me on his list anymore, since we broke up almost a year ago... he was a jerk, he took me to the Marine Ball and he had to go back to the hotel room for something... then he never came back. I called him and stuff... and went back to the room at 2 am (after hanging out with his friends and their dates) and found him passed out, with an empty bottle of Absolut vodka on the floor. So yeah after that I broke up with him... Jerk. So if anyone has any insight on this... lemme know :) Oh and I put a chunk of pear into my aquarium and my fish love it!

I Am New Here At L.c.
I am new but trying to find my way around, I know it takes time and I am getting it some but sure could use a little advice. I am truly liking this site, my friend Chip sent me the invitation and I am so glad he did. Thanks Love.

Funny!
Sunday I was bored so asked the wife if she would mind takeing a few pics of me!I really liked one and made it my new primary pic.all the face shots of me ,are of me with mustash&chin hairs!I shaved and damit I looked good!well after posting it I was flooded with guys comeing on my page.I guess they saw the long hair and got all excited and had to check me out!Don't be hateing cause I'm beautiful!Don't want you damn men anyways !So it came down to either change my pic to an older one or change my name toe like Stud Boy or Chicks Dig Me. or the name that my on-line chat friends all call me Mr.We(or by my real name!)So if you woundering why the name change well there it is.tell your men to stop checking me out cause they aint getting any of this!and to the one guy who sent me a friends request(your just not right boy!)denyed. hehe .have a good day!

Omagh
Suspicious parked car Fingers pointing Children screaming Mothers Rushing A loud explosion Glass flying everywhere Buildings Collapsing Screams of pain Fill the air Sirens sounding Alarms going wild Innocent people dying I wrote this one whilst watching the news break on TV. Having served 18 months there during the 70's, I managed to make a lot of good friends, some of who im still in contact to this day. My first reaction to this was shock and horror, then as it sunk in slowly urgent phone calls to friends to see if they were ok. Here is an extract from what was wrote after the horrific day The bomb in Omagh on Saturday 15 August 1998 resulted in 29 deaths and hundreds of injuries. Ironically, the worst single atrocity of thirty years of conflict in Ireland occurred at the point of highest hope during those years. The Good Friday Agreement had been signed just 13 weeks before. The massacre, caused by a 'Real' IRA car bomb, claimed the lives o

Heres To The Night
So denied, so I lied. Are you the now or never kind? In a day, and a day love. I'm going to be gone for good again. Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. Put your name on the line Along with place and time. Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical. Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon. Here's to the n

Whose Your Vampire Personality?
You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Akasha100%Dracula100%Armand83%Lestat83%Marius83%Angel83%Spike83%Deacon Frost67%Blade50%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Title Says It All...
I just wanna rant.. well not really rant, more like expose all the idiots who think they're hustlers that make moves, make paper, and have connections. Who the fuck are you kidding...the person I'm talkin about knows who they are, and they will read this blog so it's obvious I dont give a shit! You claim to make all sorts of moves, you think you're connected and you're not.. your so called connections are my friends, and the only reason, I repeat the only reason they talk to you is because of me. You think you have swollen pockets ?!?!?! wake the fuck up bitch!! the real hustlers make $$$, move weight, not dime bags like you.... their pockets are swollen with money, not lint and change like you.. so try to take this into ur thick empty skull.. u ain't shit, never will be shit... and truth is u are a never was! Fuck you fuck ur group of fuckin lackies u call a crew... u know where i am and what im about.. so if u gotz something to say bring... oh and by the way.. did u like not being le

Nudist Colony(read This Is Funny!)
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by, and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies "No. What do you mean?" "You must be new here," she says. "Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Finished, the man continues to explore the colony's acilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him. "Did you call for me?" says the hairy man. "No. What do you mean?" says the newcomer. "You must be new," says the hairy man. "It's a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called

A Home For Your Heart
A Home for Your Heart Those who go to God Most High for safety will be protected by the Almighty. Psalm 91: 1 Chances are you've given little thought to housing your soul. We create elaborate hous- es for our bodies, but our souls are relegated to a hillside shanty where the night winds chill us and the rain soaks us. Is it any wonder the world is so full of cold hearts? Doesn't have to be this way. We don't have to live outside. It's not God's plan for your heart to roam as a Bedouin. God wants you to move in out of the cold and live... with him. Under his roof there is space available. At his table a plate is set. In his living room a wingback chair is re-served just for you. And he'd like you to take up residence in his house. Why would he want you to share his home? Simple, he's your Father. THE GREAT HOUSE OF GOD

Wake Up To Psychos
YEAh my family is a bunch of fucking psykos but whatever...They are just crazy.. Today is my sisters birthday and she got this check and shit and my mom is.. my mom is hard to talk to her and about her.. i dont know how to explain but yeah her and my sis left but came right back and its hella funny but they are stupid as fuck... JP will be out no later then like nov of next year..... icant wait its taking to fucking long but we will get thru it..

I Hate Waiting
the weekend was pretty busy and now I am sitting and waiting to see if I get the apt in wichita...why does it seem that when u are waiting time always goes by so slowly? I mean I am wanting to start my life over in a new place without the hassles of having buttmunch's family constantly driving by slowly checking out the house...geez do they think I have a man here or what? I thought about having a car sit in the drive way just so they have something to talk about LOL arent I a stinker :P I feel that my new life is going to be alot better and happier in a place where I can get some of the foods that I grew up with (yippy oriental stores) and there is alot more to do there. Lisa (my daughter who is 16 and a junior) seems to be kind of excited about starting over also...she's so excited about having a decent libraries and "real" book stores...oh yeah and I cant forget the pet stores and MALLS!!!! OH BOY...she better get a job cuz mommy is poor *cries* LOL our new lives are going t

Mars
The year is 2222 and after accumulating enough frequent flier miles, Mike and Maureen land on Mars. They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Mike asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc. Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex. "Just how do you guys do it?" asks Maureen. "Pretty much the way you do,"responds the Martian. Discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another. Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips. He's got only a teeny, weenie member - about half an inch long and just a quarter inch thick. "I don't think this is going to work," says Maureen. "Why?" he asks, "What's the matter?" "Well," she replies, "It's just not long enough to reach me!" The Martian begins to slap his forehead. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impressively lon

Crazy Thoughts...
Am I crazy? wanting to kill running through my head ways to hurt him hurt my mom even why did she find a nasty guy and ruin our family is it me thats crazy life all tore to hell mom cheating a happy family toen apart damn these thoughts there crazy or is it just me

Ummmmm So Umm Yeah
So uummmmm yeah...I'm a little bored right now....outta cigs and in yahoo chat rooms......until tomoorow anyway...I start my new job yay!!! It'll be a lot of fun lol at least I hope it will......hmmmmmmmmm

Did He See
DID HE SEE Did he see the bullet coming Did he hear the sound of flight Did he get time to recall His short and meanful life Did time stand still Did he try to run and hide Did he feel the pain Of the bullet Piercing his skin Did he get time to say His last farewells To those who loved him To those who cared Did he get time to pray To ask for forgiveness For those who robbed him Who took his life so soon Did he get time to ask Why he was there In this foreign land Where people were so cruel And nobody ever was kind Did he stop and ask And ever wondered why Dave Emmerson

Media Hypocrisy & Politics
Voting is neither a right nor a freedom, it is a RESPONSIBILITY!Trust me when I say I do NOT like how the current administration is running this country, but, I call things the way I see them.Ok now, with that said, I am not one to usually get into politics (Ok, that's a fib, but I usually leave it in blogs and not bulletins) and such, but, am I alone here when hypocrisy starts running rampant? This is not a Republican vs. Democrat thing, I vote for who will best serve MY ideals, not on a bunch of crap stirred up by one party or the other and enflamed by the MEDIA. I vote my mind, NOT what the MEDIA tells me to, unlike so many lemmings today.What am I talking about? The elections coming up and all the lies and BULLSHIT. This Foley thing has gotten on my nerves.What he did was WRONG. What he did should have gotten him censured and thrown out of Congress. What he did NEEDS TO BE INVESTIGATED and IF he broke some laws he needs to go to JAIL.What the MEDIA is doing should get all them

Fat Pants
Because I don't know what to else to say: I am out of control Frighteningly, startlingly, hurtfully What do I tell the woman in white (coat). Not working, again? I am a dervish of consumption Money, food MORE MORE MORE STOP ME from eating this cupcake. Just one more…please? Now the size 10s don’t fit The 12s won’t fit. I don’t fit. My chin is doubled The money is gone Panic attacks. I kept the fat (pants) Yum. Chocolate.

Hello
I have enjoyed the sight so far and hope to make new friends on here. I also have myspace just search for angelove2001us@yahoo.com and you can find me with no problem. I am just sitting here right now chillin on my computer and watching csi: miami. And who knows what will happen later hopefully hanging out with my exbf whenever he decides to stop by. I love him a lot and probably need to get over him but it is really hard to do that when you love someone so much I am a caring person and get hurt a lot of times. I will talk to you later. cara

Kadence Is Home.
For all my friends that have stayed by me and has given me a ton of love and support and prayers over the past 3 weeks I can't thank you enough. I just wanted to let you know that Kadence came home yesterday at 5lbs 3oz and is adjusting to life outside the nicu pretty good. She already loves to hear music playing seems the more noise there is the happier she is. She also likes it to be quiet so when it becomes to much she lets me know. Take care all. And again thank you all so much.

My Iroc
Well it is no longer mine , it doesnt matter that it was given to to as a christmas presant. I dont deserve it because i am no longer with Steve. I really miss that car but I will not let him blackmail me into taking him back. Its all good thourgh I got another car ,Chip fixed it for me and it is a nicer car , not sporty but nice as soon as i get over my Pneumonia i will take a picture of it. I still have my jimmy FINIALLY got the top off her (YES)

What The Name Jayden Means
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Jayden~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From the Old French root Jaye form Jay ~~~~~~~~~~~~Blue Jay~~~~~~~~~~~ Expression: is very accommondating and helpful Personality: he is a person of gentleness and manhood Natural: every stray animal is cared by him Emotional: he believes in being firm, but kind Character: others can see the good in him Physical: he is witty in speech Mental: has the ability to give advice wisely Motivation: his hands are never idle Jayden Lynn Thomas Kemp December 31st 2005 You will always be my angel you will be in my prayers forever still wish you were here in my arms. Mommy and Daddy love you.

This Is For You Lp!!!!!
Your Inner Muse is Melpomene You are most like this muse of tragedy. While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness. Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side. And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others. What Muse Are You?

Last Chance
anyone who would still like to vote time is almost up. im sending the link one more time. have fun and vote fort whoever you like. love ya'll http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=140500&albumid=71928&i=4201244984

Ok So Here It Is Monday...
was that a total blah weekend of what? anyways, now that its monday and I'm totally bored at work whats a guy to do? Other than surf porn that it lol. what goes on here other than the mad rush for friends when you first create your profile? Seems like everyone's whorin for cherry bucks (which i still don't know what the hell use they are) right away, then nuthin. yawnn bored.. sorry to vent yall, just in a mood i guess. -J

The Patrol
The Patrol Walking along country roads Eyes darting left and right Stand up, kneel down Hearts pounding at every sound Dogs barking in the distance Animals moving in the fields Radios crackling in your ears Hands sweating upon your gun Alert, alert, man down, man down Cries the voice in the radio Adrenaline rushes in your body As you wait for more reports Rushing through fields Charging across streams Bushes and fences jumped Need to get there quick Bodly lying on the ground Blood rolling down the road Checking for breathing Hoping your not too late Nothing left to do Another soldier gone Another innocent victim of another pointless war Dave Emmerson

Lc Drama
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA HERE ON LC ITS TO THE POINT THAT ALOT OF MY FREINDS ON MY LIST HAVE QUIT AND I'M FIXN ON QUITTING MY SELF IF THIS BULLSHIT CONTINUES....ANOTHER THING..WHAT HAPPEND TO THE NO TEENY BOPPERS ON THIS SIGHT...I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY COUSIN WHO IS 15 JOINED NOT TO LONG AGO HELLO BABY JESUS BOUNCERS WTF ARE YOU DOING TO STOP THIS I THINK YOU SHOULD START CHECKING AGES OR ATLEAST MAKE SURE PPL PUT THERE DAMN AGE ON HERE UGGGGGGGGG......I GUESS IM VENTING CAUSE I HAVE A MIGRAINE FROM HELL...I'M CONFUSED ABOUT ALOT OF SHIT..MY 4 YR OLD LOST HIS GLASSES, A GOOD FREIND OF MINE WAS KILLED...AND WELL OTHER THINGS THAT CAN'T BE MENTIONED SORRY BUT I HAD TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST

Dreams!
So last night i had a hell of a time getting to sleep, well when i finally did i had a hell of a dream. Lately ive been having a delima. A big one, and well in my dream there was a guy, who wouldnt back off and leave me alone, but he was trying to hurt me and stuff and well i pulled away and he wouldnt let go, so i killed him =/ Tell me about psychotic. Well then i went to prison for 5 years, it shoulda been more but since it was self deffense i only got 5 years. Lol. I dont like that dream. Then like it turned into this warped time changing thing, and i went back and time and didnt kill him. And it was just really weird. Im not going to sleep anymore man. Scary dreams. And its funny, cause i couldnt hurt a fly haha.

Corporate Chaplains: Part Of What We Do
By way of introduction, Corporate Chaplaincy was started about 80 years ago by retired military chaplains who saw how much Chaplaincy was needed in the workplace. They saw that employees spent a majority of their waking hours on the job and that they were often dealing with stress issues which brought great distraction. Two examples of well-known companies that have this kind of Employee Care Program are Tyson Foods and Coca-Cola. Both these Fortune 500 companies have concluded that their chaplaincy programs have contributed to improvements in morale, productivity, safety, and quality. Here are some national statistics from an August 9, 2003, Reuters Newswire story, entitled "Work Stress Taking Larger Financial Toll:" * 80% of employees feel stress on the job * 75% of absenteeism is stress related * 50% say they need help coping with workplace stress * 14% feel like striking a co-worker * 10% are concerned about a co-worker becoming violent on th

Chaplaincy: The Background For What We Do - "the History Of Chaplains - 3000+ Years"
Lately, I've been getting a LOT of questions regarding who we are, what we do and how we keep our sanity in an Industry that chews people up and spits them out. This is Part 1 of my answer. This first one is a history lesson! Enjoy! :-) From WikiPedia.org: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaplain Chaplain From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search --> --> --> --> --> --> --> start content --> A chaplain is typically a member of the clergy serving a group of people who are not organized as a mission or church; lay chaplains are also found in some settings such as universities. For example a chaplain is often attached to a military unit (often known as padre), a private chapel, a ship, a prison, a hospital, a college or other (especially boarding) school, even a parliamentary assembly and so on. Lay persons may also be appointed as official or unofficial chaplains, particularly to organisations too small to justify an ordained chaplain. A chaplain in the

What My Eyes Tell..
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes50%Mysterious42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Can You Guess The Gender?
SWISS ARMY KNIFE -- male, because even though it appears useful for a wide variety of work, it spends most of its time just opening bottles. KIDNEYS -- female, because they always go. TIRE -- male, because it goes bald and often is over-inflated. HOT AIR BALLOON -- male, because to get it to go anywhere you have to light a fire under it ... and, of course, there's the hot air part. SPONGES -- female, because they are soft and squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGE -- female, because it is always getting hit on. SHOE -- male, because it is usually unpolished, with its tongue hanging out. COPIER -- female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm up. Because it is an effective reproductive device when the right buttons are pushed. Because it can wreak havoc when the wrong buttons are pushed. ZIPLOC BAGS -- male, because they hold everything in, but you can always see right through them. SUBWAY -- male, because it uses the same old lines to pick

Ratings... And How The Contest Will Be Judged At The End...
Babie Gurl said this and I have to agree. Why not rate someone ONLY a ten? That's BS. It's very petty also. I am not counting that actual rating, just how many times the person is rated. So you are only helping by rating them. Moron. Number of Ratings + Number of Comments = Winner. Ok? Ok. Got until Friday... :D

Based On My First Time
Seduction By BBW Late Bloomer was I Shy, timid, but full of raw desire Looking to give my love To that Special someone 23 years gone by alone, unloved, despair Why would anyone want me SIGH SIGH SIGH Then she appears BIg, beautiful, Enchanting Great prteadtory Tigress I was to become her prey Her eyes pierced ym soul Her lips touched my innerbeing withou touching me My body on fire Mistress of Seduction Plump and Juicy Queen knew without knowing Magnetic attraction patient, loving, great skill Tought me to be a real man no boundaries or limits my body, mind and soul belonged to her I becwame her lover Nursing her glamourous breasts feasting of her diamond making love, the envy of the universe barbie doll world make fun and pick at her physique What fools they are BBWs You ALL are... Goddesses, Queens, masters of the art of making love Learn to see in yourself what i see and already know I bow in service and undying love and

Sexy
SEXY Rhetoric and posture body languga connecting SOuls kindle the flame Fishing Not hunting Revealing yet mysterious eyes locks the soft sounds of passion radiate wihtout the slightest touch Strategic and spontaneous aggressive not pushy soft rose petal touch passion builds interest shows yet mysteries of desire hidden from plain view hurry up, come here hurry up, come here Lips finally meet in passion's kiss I got you now...

Compromise
Compromise Pants down by thie butts tired and tunnel visioned Immoral and careless withered and ready to be buried traditonal, solid foundation change is the only constant lack of direction unwilling to grow Then a spark A ray of Hope Compromise Compromise I will treat you like an adult if you stop treating me like an antique Thoughts to Ponder!

What The Fuck!
Yeah so I have no idea exactly what I was thinking. I drove all the way to indiana this weekend..and for what? To learn something I already knew from the phone...I wont lie and say that I dont or didnt or fuck I dont know....that I didnt use the words I love you cause I did. I really thought I was in love with him and part of me probably still does, but he just isnt that person for me. Yeah I know that he likes me and thinks I'm beautiful, but thats it. Theres nothing else there....he says he loves me but honestly I dont believe it. There are some other details, but as for this blog..you're not gonna get them. I already aired my dirtly laundry in myspace and I'm not about to do it here...lol Anywho....am I crazy for hoping? Am I crazy for wishing and wanting? I dont know....lol

Honor The Bbw
Honoring a BBW Appreciation of thePlus Sized Goddess ballanced with independence and love She is a Queen, Goddess Honor, worship her as such Be her companion Holding hands listening intently Genuinely concerned Be her Lover and priest Serve her every desire Touch, taste, fill her As she commands to be Ravaged or made love to She is divine deserving of pure love A Divine BBW Goddess Living Venuss WIllendorf Strength, beauty and elegance Plump, mysterious, and Sexy

Night I Became A Man/woman
The Night I Became a Woman/Man All night make out sessions Holding hands walks in the park Movies, dancing, a few drinks But tonight is different the ultimate display of devotion To make Passionate love Scared yet anxious mom and dad away door to ecstacy locked lover enters we embrace madly Fumbling hands and fingers Nervousness we are more kisses, heavy petting, caresses Our bodies preparing to become One Mouth to nipple Fingers to Tush,Excite building Seduction and sensuality building to mamouth proportions Then lover touches my Sex My war moistness flowing Hard sexual prowess Meet at the Summit of sexual bliss Finally the moment of Truth point of no return Our bodies finally become one twinges of pain mixed wit waves of pleasure Excitement builds Bodies wet and full of need and desire Pumping building to a blur Our lovemaking fast and determined Waves of orgasmic pleasure continually pound at our union Summit reached, exp

In The Garden
In The Garden Their love was legendary Kings and Emperors fought their union Like the universe it was meant to be Racing itno the deep woods Earth, wind, Fire and water at one with their pressence Came to rest at waters edge resting into the tall grass bearing their mind body and soul to one another To Make soothing love to one another Father Son warmed them Mother Earth held them Union of Sky and Earth creating life Soft caresses and guttural moans Kisses tender and strategically placed Sweet nothings and professions of their undying love and devotion to one another OOO Great Goddess creatress of all things I give you my mind, body and soul to your service and love OOO Great Father God, all wise father, consort, and Magus My core is prepared to receive your divine prwoiess Eternal love and bliss Animal screams and howls mid day motions powerful and liofegiving to fall into warm embrace Love is power, Love is life giving, Love is you

Body Talk
Body Talk Long day's work SIgh Sigh Sigh Watering Hole is sparse tonight relaxing the nerves with a cool drink Then Suddenly she arrives Big Beautiful Siren glancing at me with a quick wink Sure of herself Independent, Aggressive, Confident My mind, body and soul Totally under the spell of her divine Pressence Giving me a sidewards glance Whisper to waitor The Lady sends you a drink Our eyes lock, intentions become clearer She joins me at the end of the bar Walking confidantly, seductively Sitting next to me Speaking volumes with so few words Let's gte out her her voice hypnotically charming Going for a drive to the Cove As we walk hand in hand To oceans shore Takes my hand placing it on her tush This Plump and Juicy Queen seduction she mastered Commanding me to Kiss her tongues ties, lips moistened hair long and flowing breasts billowing and begging for release legs plump and soft as butterfly's wings Lips moist and delici

Perfect Lover
The Perfect Lover Finesse not Attack Fishing Not Hunting Leaving me yearnign more more Wondering what is next Lover caresses my mind wiht sensual woprds Making me tingle uncontrollably Wihtout touching me Knows my Body Listens to my Body Worships my body Becomes one with my body Adventurous yet loving Lover is patient serves my every desire makes love to me even ion my dreams Communicates openly Wiht a touch of Spice and naughtiness wants me as much as i want her/him Takes me methodically and fully teaches me learning how to please Lover Skin the ultimate sexual organ Ograsmic bliss through every texture Lips to mine Moist and hot Nipple to nipple Impulsines of molten desire connect us Ice cubes and sauces Strawberries grapes Stategically place on my person Orally, lover finds and stimulates my core Power of Lover's Kiss And hug As well foreplay personified Bodies tremble with violent ecstasy Always new and refreshing

Pain Of All Pain
Pain of All Pain To Die alone I cannot bear Wrong one Maybe But he/she is there This cannto be love Pain, physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual Spirit about broken Soul torn and tattered Computer love origin Said he/she loved me Wold in sheps clothing hidden danger beneath the covers Dio I let go Risk having Nothing Being alone until death I cannot face life alone Divine Light breaks through the clouds of death and mystery Light of wisdom and knowledge caress my person Water of Love refreshes me All these years Tracveling in far away lands Searching for that precious gem WHich was inside my heart already You must Love your self before you can love another

Love Your Librarian
Love Your Librarian Just another day Lookign up the family tree slightly bored But pressing forward Archival mouds of information Overwelming, and confusing Then Comes the BBW Goddess May I help you Her perfume, sweet and tantalizing her eyes dark and sensuous Taking me into the dark corners of the archive room My knees buckled, eyes filled wiht attraction her voice melted my heart her intelligence stimulated my mind As she handed me the volume I was lookign for her hand touched mine Our eyes locked brief silence ensued A few minutes seemed forever She knew my desire; smiling big Work work work book after boo Day closing Library is closing in 5 minutes She came to me Enchantment and mystery in her voice You may stay and finish your work if you wish We were alone all else gone home her voice calling out to me as I finished the last book Turned corner of destiny There she sat Her mind body and soul Bear to my surprise You

Soceietal Taboos
Societal Taboos You can't do this You can't do that Watch out for those people Love your Neighbor as Yourself Confusion, despair, Conflict Live as I say to live But Unhappiness wraps me deeply in a blanket of dark corners She is White I am Black Lover is 10 year's older Attraction Deep and embracing An animal in a cage poked and prodded from all directions Anger and rebellion my cry With a great clap of Thunder Chains of bigotry shattered Embracing what my heart embraces You don't choose Love, Love chooses you

At Water's Edge
At Waters Edge As the darkness of Night envelops and caresses all With her blanket of darkness Spark of light pierces the dark Flames dancing to our deep stare Warm skin tempered with cool night breezes Soothe and melt us unto calmness Children of that night We came to play festive and joyous offering our service and devotion To each other She rises to my wondrous gaze Slowly strip teasing me My nature rising to the soft sensual moves of her person Trembling, tingling, moaning deeply Kneeling before hger professing my devotion to My Goddess of the Night My hands tenderly caress her Taking my hands Pacing them to her big bouning breasts Please Goddess Well dedicated and devoted Warmly and deeply massaging her glorious breasts nipples kneeded gently Rollig between my fingers hands travel seductiviely Tongue flickering with need Turnign her tush to ym wondrous gaze Tongue traveling, caressing her legs, thighs tush Drink form

There Goes My Good Mood
Why do I even call my ex? It never fails that I end up pissed off. He makes comments about shit that is none of his business. It's time to lay it out to him so that maybe he'll keep his mouth shut going forward. Yeah right...

Mystery Of Love
When I talk with you I know the meaning of "UNDERSTANDING" When I laugh with you I know the meaning of "HAPPINESS" when i touch you I know the meaning of "TOGETHERNESS" when i"m with you I know the meaning of "LOVE"

It's Magick
It's Magick... Dusty road of life crowded yet lonely Hate, Envy, Despair My heart is heavy Ugly and unloveable Lab animal in a cage Walls of a miser Protectiopn and Safety? Seeking the Light of Hope To be safe and secure Must be willing Vulnerable with heart laid bare To Find the oasis and love and happiness Goid and Goddess balance and focus Though storm and tempest slam me Like the tallest Oak I beecome stronger and weather the dangers Alsa my oasis There stands my chosen Divine Goddess One Just for me We join, become one Talking Communicating, Listening Building a stronger foundation of Love and Trust Our Love making is unversal, fulfilling and Strong and complete I am reborn whole and new I Love me..and I Love You!

Free Writing Over Morning Coffee
Well, it's the fourth day of a four-day weekend for me. . . I haven't done anything. I can't believe it. Well, I did go for a beer on Thursday night, I guess that counts as something. I played a videogame for a little while, too. Mostly, I was just online trying to think of things to put onto a blog. So, what I did was just grab a bunch of stuff that I wrote in the past, copy it from Word, and paste it into the blog. Nifty, huh? I guess it worked, though. Now, it looks like I've got a page full of stuff, in just a few days. One of the reasons I took so long to get into the blog craze is that I could never figure out what to put on one of these things. Why do people want to read what I have to say, anyway? I'm just a guy out there in the world, a stranger to nearly everyone who will take a look at my page. It's such a strange way to communicate. I keep thinking of putting a message in a bottle and throwing it out in to the ocean. Maybe someone out there will get it and

Chasing A Dream
Me, My world is A simple heart A dark night A sad love song And your memories........... You, Your world is A hard-hearted A joyful evening A "R&B" song And not even my name in your mind.............. You, Having your own dreams You, Having someone else's memories. It is just my simple heart Chasing a dream...........

To Be Seduced
To Be Seduced Commanding presence Goddess walks with an air of power and mystery The total Divine feminine archetype Glances with sensual prowess Slight touching my hand without touching my hand Her heavenly scent of marigolds and Night Jasmine Tantalizing to my senses Trying to hide my attraction but not succeeding My Job, My neighborhood, Out Shopping There she is, Low cut, bending over Seemingly on purpose yet without knowing Oh my goodness, my nature rising in honor of her sensuality and Divine presence Seemingly everywhere I am Always on my mind captivating and mysterious Enchanting and Divinely Beautiful Chance meeting in the park birds singingm, natures beauty personified She walks to me saying Hello Opening my mouth to speak but fumbling on my words Her lips red and soft like rose petals Speakign words of elegance and beauty Flowing on Spring's breeze Our hands gently touch as if premeditated Hands locked in warm loving embrace Man

Office/role-playing?
Hey ladies- Mike in San Diego here. La Jolla, more specifically. I am looking for a lady to have some fun with. How much fun is up to you. I don't mind you watching me get off, and of course, if you wanna join in that is hot too... I have AIM, Yahoo, and MSN to chat with... Interested? Mike

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart

Power Of Seduction
Power of Seduction Eyes of Molten Desire Commanding Amazon pressence True BBW Queen Built with true prowess Living across the street Did she notice i noticed her? Bending over, revelign her early morning dew No panties; conveniently dropping her purse Breasts jiggled when she waved Nipples pressed hard against me as we hugged close Soft Kiss with sexual undertonesgrazing my cheek Then the day fate came Washign my car barechested Soaked and ready to get dry As she approached as finished "May i borrow a cup of sugar" Somethign different in her voice? "Sure come on in Nora" She joined me in my kitchen Reachign for the sugar jar on the top shelf She walked over unbeknownst to me As I descneded the step ladder Her arms enfolded me "I meant this sugar" Pressing her plump soft lips to mine sparks and star dust flew everywhere My hands pulling her close by the soft plump moons of her tush "About time you came around" Detremined to have me t

Oh Yeah Baby!
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Wow Never Notice This In My Pictures.
You know what i visit other profiles in Lostcherry and i notice that some have that special person they love in the pictures.Some are single in them,but have a friend,buddy,and family thou.I notice that every picture i took of myself,I don't have that special someone,or a friend,and family in it.I'm sorta of a lone wolf here a grifter.My family hates me,My so call friends abondon me when i lost my leg,Women i meet and fell in love always turn out hateing me for some reason i don't know about,or they just meet another guy close to them.Anyways i envy the people who have someone special in their live.You people should take care of them and appreciate their friendship and their love,cause it's so hard to be without someone you call friend,buddy,girlfriend,or wife,and husband.ever now and then tell them how you feel about them,or thank them for being a friend,pal,or so on,cause lonliness is a killer.Ignorance is the seed of all evil in this world.Anyways those who read this blog thank you

Total Torture
gotta bitch, you guys some of you know my situation,most of you do not. i am here with 4 kids by myself right now. i am doing the best i can. i don't know how i can do more. i am a manager of a very busy restaurant, and if you are familiar with that industry, you know the hours are long. anyway- my children are 5 and 9. my boyfriend, who is away- his kids are 14 and 16. the 16 year old is fantastic, never a bit of a problem. he is a boy. mine have not yet reached the problematic stage as of yet. his 14 yr old daughter, however, will not behave. always in trouble at school, coming home late, hanging out with boys way too old for her. i had her to the emergency room a few nights ago, as she wrote a suicide note in school. they made her be evaluated before she could return to school. i took her. we were there all night. we talked during the wait, and i found out that she thought she was pregnant. i am at a loss as to what to do with her. i am in charge because we live together, but i hav

Hmmmmmmm..me~!!
Your True Birth Month Is January Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses What's Your True Birth Month?

Colder The A Witches........
Ok it is 39 degrees outside and raining. They say it is going to snow tonight and then off and on for the next few days. So I am all alone and cold. Who wants to keep me warm? If you keep me warm all night I will give you a cookie and other tasty treats.....But you have to ask...

Please Please Please!!!
to everyone on my list..Please do NOT send me something in my SHOUTBOX asking me to vote for you. I vote for the pic I like the best. I DO have my own opinion! Thank you very much, and have a nice day! PEACE

Have U Ever Wondered How Many Ppl Lust After Ur Partner???
I've noticed recently that many ppl seem to go running to my fiance with personal issues, which is fine i got no problem with that what i do however have a problem with is chicks asking him to look at thier cams and they wind up being atleast half naked......come ppl have some self respect, and if u cant then i feel bad 4 u becasue i would hope that if u were with a man and u found out he was lookin at other chicks on cam that were half or totally naked u'd be a bit concerned. i know for one thing because im with someone i dont look at dick cams, and i can only hope that the ladies out there would have a little more respect..but hey if u like being homewreckers, then by all mean bitches..bring it!!!

Why????
Listen up bitches!!!! Do you know what this whole LC is about??? It's a damn website...why do y'all find the need to mess with people and their lives? I know several people on here who meet people and find happiness....so why do you find the need to bust it up cause you're jealous that the attention is no longer about you???? I am sick and tired of some women on here who are all about popularity. You don't care about these men who care about you. You play your games to level up and win contests. You hurt people!!! Then there are the ones like me...the ones who are on here just to meet new and interesting men and women. To make friends. And you go on their sites and rate them 1's and 5's. WHY???? Who the fuck cares anyway? You mess with people's self esteem...you hurt them and take the fun out of a site that is great and meant for laughs. Well listen up...you will not drive me away and take away my fun. Leave the ones on here that have nothing to do with you alone. Th

Do You Qualify?
Do you qualify to be the man I need you to be? Will you be able to recognize the things you need to see? Will you be able to understand, that I'm a good woman and in my life I need a good man? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to fertilize my unproduced seeds? Can you fulfill, as I can, all of our needs? Can you put me in my place if you see I am slippin'? Can you talk to me, wholeheartedly? Not constantly trippin?? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to be called all mine? Can you leave the other women and temptations behind? Can you come to me with your problems and not wait until it's too late? Can you stand up and admit if you made a mistake? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to be the honest ebony man I would want you to be? Would you be able to look me in my eyes and admit your feelings to me? Could you take me in your arms and make love to me all night long? Can you be sensitive and still be strong? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to be my friend as w

This Is Great One....second One Of The Day
THE OLD MOTOR > > He's 80; she's 20; both white. > > It was the stir of the town when an 80 year old man > married a 20 year > old girl. > > After a year of marriage she went into the hospital > to give birth. The > nurse came out to congratulate the fellow saying: > "This is amazing. How > do you do it at your age? > > He answered, "You got to keep the old motor > running." > > The following year the young bride gave birth again. > The same nurse > said: "You're amazing. How do you do it?" He again > said: "You've got the > keep the old motor running" > > The same thing happened the next year. The nurse > then said: "Well, well, > well!!! You certainly are quite a man!" He responded > again, "You've got > to keep that old motor running." > > > > The nurse said: "Well, you better change oil. This > one's black."

Poetry
What Lies Beyond by Robin D. VandeZande (April 2004) When I look to your eyes To the depths of your being What lies beyond Is an embracing feeling When I look to your heart To the emotions inside What lies beyond Is an ebbing tide When I look to your soul To your true identity What lies beyond Is that within me When I look unto your body To which you cannot hide What lies beyond Is that which is inside

My Opinion On Talladega!!
I am very upset over the race at Talladega yest. Two very good racers were put out of a race buy a very wrong move. Yes I am a huge Jr. fan and I am not going to lie I was so hoping that he would win yest. Not just because I am a fan. I also wanted him to win because he really needed a win for the points and it was Talladega! I was on the edge of my seat with the phone in my hand ready to call my mom and my friends and celebrate a long over due win for him. I was dancing all over the living room floor with my kids looking at me like I was a nut!! Then with less than a lap to go...POW here comes Brian Vickers!!! OMG!!! I could understand him doing what he did if he was running for a championship tittle!! But he wasn't. I am in now way a Jimmie Johnson fan but I feel really bad for him. He had a really good run on Jr. and was took out by his own team mate. That is so wrong!! It is a very good thing he went straight to Victory Lane and didnt do a lap!! He would have felt ju

A Poem To All My Friend's Onlc
The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

Why?!?!
I dont condone war at all...!! I guess some are needed.. I can kinda understand why we went to Afganastan.. they destroyed our buildings.. But why did we go to Iraq?!?! was it just for Oil?!?! where are all of these weapons of mass destruction that was talked about..?!?! and why did so many young people have to die?!?! For oil..?!?!?! Did you know there is more oil Below Alaska than the entire middle east.. But they cant drill because it will upset some of nature..!! I try HARD not to be a biggot also.. I beleive erveryone should have the right to be involved with any religion they want or dont want to be.. But I was discussing the Muslum religion with a friend the other day.. Did you know that the "Koran" (The Muslim Bible" says that if you arent a muslim you are an infadel... and if you are an infadel you should be converted or killed... Why?!?!?!?! I think eventually there will be some sort of conflict with North Korea.. I remember being a young person and hearing this

Sigh
I honestly don't know what to do anymore. So much shit is on my mind right now. I can't even begin to put into words whats going on in my mind. I got a bit of good news last week friday. I'm now full time at work. I now have a steady, stable job. A job that offers me benefits, Paid vaction and all the good shit. Which is stuff I really need. Well the benefits. I haven't had insurance since I was 19 years old and I am almost 24 now. A couple more months and I'll be 24. I am not really looking forward to the holidays or my birthday. Its gonna be a bummer.

Newbie To Lostcherry
So I'm new to Lost Cherry but not new to the blogging scene or to online communities. Yes, I am one of the many victims that have fallen prey to Myspace...lol. If you want my url for my myspace profile, send me an request, rate my lostcherry profile and i'll return the favor. I'm on here just looking to meet new ppl and have fun. I'm not looking for a romantic relationship because I have a fiance AND a girlfriend (and yes, they do know about eachother). I'm looking forward to meeting lots of interesting and fun ppl...maybe you're one of them????

Revamping Reptiliana
As we couldnt get hold of Rod who did the original Reptiliana picture I decided to ask Stu to revamp her. anyway here are a couple of the first rough drafts the first one is the stone plate she is going to be perched on, bear in mind that these are just the initial first drafts.

Single
Well at the moment im single... I finally told my Ex. G.F. (now anyways) the way i felt about her and I, and honestly shes taking it quite a bit easier than what i thought she would. We are still friends, and plan to try again with our "relationship" at a later date. Hopefully she wont hate me for the rest of my life. Sadly it had to come to this, at least in this point of my life... Idk what it was that threw me into this, some would say that someone else were waiting, but thats not the case. As a matter of fact I think the major thing was, we were getting too serious too quickly. Kinda choking me in a way, and I kinda never had a single lifestyle before. I am glad she decided to stay my "friend". The one thing that made me feel bad was when she was crying and I couldnt help her. There wasnt anything i could do, except watch, and wait for her response. Well i guess im offa here for a while. Single Ever.

I'm So Tired
guys I'm so tired. I'm confused I'm upset i'm lonely I'm angry I just can't seem to continue like this. the dreams are coming back again.. and I can feel them digging into my very very thin sheet of sanity and i don't want to go back again. I can't do this anymore I'm so tired of always being confused and hurt by people... I think i'm ready to quit.. I can't keep living like this and I can't figure any other way to do it so i'm just gonna let the cycle go on and hope it won't take to long before its over thats all

The Perfect Sracastic Bitch Put This In A Comment
The Perfect Sarcastic Bitch left me a comment w/ this..Wanted to blog it for those who wouldnt see it because it make me laugh my ass off. DAILY FUNNY: Top Ten things you should never say to a woman during an argument. 10."Don't you have some laundry to do or something?" 9. "Oh, you are SO cute when you get all pissed off." 8. "You're just upset because your ass is beginning to spread." 7. "Wait a minute...I get it -- what time of the month is it?" 6. "You sure you don't want to consult the Great Oprah on this one?" 5. "Sorry. I was just picturing you naked." 4. "Whoa, time out honey. Football is on." 3. "Looks like someone had an extra bowl of Bitch Flakes this morning." 2. "Is there any way we can do this via e-mail?" AND THE NUMBER ONE THING YOU SHOULD NEVER SAY TO A WOMAN DURING AN ARGUMENT.... 1. "Who are you kidding? We both know that gun ain't loaded."

Stay Or Leave In Iraq?
Hiya Everyone! So what should it be, should we stay in Iraq until they can defend themselves form the terrorists, or do we leave now and let all hell break close? Tell me what you think! Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas

For My Best Friend
This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.

The Blahs
I seem to have gotten a case of the blahs. Nothing seems to be able to cheer me up or lighten my mood. I'm irritable but really don't have enough energy to care. I feel really bad about myself and I can't give anyone a reason why. I just don't want to be me anymore. I have days were my self esteem is so low I just don't want to get up. I don't want to look in a mirror and see me. No this has nothing to do with anyone at all. I just can't shake it. Well I'm going to head out. Love Stace

Oh God
OK SO TONIGHT I STAY AT MY NEW PLACE I JUST HATE THE IDEA OF NO INTERNET WERE TALKING SERIOUS WITHDRAWS HAHA BUT ONLY FOR A DY OR SO SEEMS LIKE A YEAR THOE SO IM PRETTY EXCITED THOE BUT WANTED O SEND MY LOV TO ALL OF U NOW BEFORE I FORGET....LOVE AND KISSES MESHA