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Live In The Sky
Got back from Bryan's funeral earlier, god it was so hard to say goodbye. I couldn't stop crying, trying to think of all the good times to try and stop is easier said than done T_T...I remembered when me and Bryan were high and drunk were fucking around talking about having babies to freak out Shawn and Ashley. I can't stop but think what would have happened if we did end up getting me preggo and thinking that him dying would have never happened...or if he never went out that night what would have happened..if i called over at Shawn's to talk to Bryan like I kept telling myself I was going to but didn't T_T might have kept him in the house longer and he wouldn't have left that night. I can't help but thinking all that. There is always going to be flying that thought around my head. God he was only 21 years old...he was a big kid, so sweet, funny, cute...he was just one of the most awsome people I have ever met in my life...saying but i just wanna ride my bikeee in that cute little kid

Grrrrr
ok, if u say that u wanna be with someone, but ur planning on breaking up with the person ur wit now, to be wit the other person, just get the balls to say hey i wanna see other people! and even if she said that shes pregnant, and shes actually not, she only said that to keep u, cuz she knew that things were goin to hell, its just better to break up, and go ur seperate ways. but just have the balls to do it, and dont be a pussy.... i understand how hard it is to break up, trust me, i just lost someone that i thought was the one, but i guess not,and i have a gut feeling that he's goin back to some chicken head ho's, but this is for the better... he's not a true man.... so fellas just have the balls,and just do it!!! and ladies we will over come them,and it will work out for the better... just like old people say.. if it was meant to be, then they will come back to you.. but if they dont then it was'nt meant to be!!! and we will find someone a million times better than the last boyfrie

Am I A Freak?
I have to wonder if anyone will read this. If you do I could use some feedback. I wonder if I am a real freak. A freak in the fact that I work about 90 hrs aweek. I don't go to concerts, bars, clubs or even to my friends houses. I never have, and probabaly never will, but until it was mentioned recently I never even knew that I wasn't doing something everyone else seems to do. So am I alone in this .... If I am, it should only confirm that I am the Houston freak boy.

Hey, Day 15
Well, I went out to two bars lastnight for my friends birthday. Me and my two best friends do the same thing for all three of our birthdays every year. Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner and then on to the neighborhood bar to shoot pool, throw darts etc. Well I spent the night drinking Coke and Pepsi. There is something I never thought possible. I have never been to a place that served alcohol and not had a drink. Funny thing is it wasn't even something I had to fight for you know? I just didnt want to drink. Shit, since I've turned twenty-one I havent even been able to go out to dinner or lunch with my mom when shes in town without drinking. Guess I was right, I'm not an alcoholic... just a drunk!

Perfect
Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according To plan? Do you think I’m wasting My time doing things I Wanna do? But it hurts when you Disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you I can’t pretend that I’m alright And you can’t change me ‘Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect Now it’s just too late And we can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be My hero? All the days You spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don’t Care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you I can’t stand another fight And nothing’ alright ‘Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect Now it’s just too late And we can’t go back I’m sorry I ca

What A Great Word!
Well, it's shit... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a sh! ingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds li

For Tha Grown Folkz Only!!
You call me a freak but you haven`t seen me between your sheets No blankets ever needed cause I`m sure we can keep it naturally heated I love how you make me laugh and chuckle but damn I can`t wait til I make YOUR knees buckle I wanna be the one to make ya heart stop and ya hands shake fuck it I wanna be the one to make you feel your body is in an earthquake Do as I say not as I do just lay back and let me put this lovin on you I have a better idea how about we play a little role play You be my Master and I`ll be your Slave I promise I`ll do everything you say just tie me up and do as you wish Flip me over and make me your favorite dish take me as I am for you`ll never find another Just bend me over and stick it in a bit further and please remember that you are my Master and I am your Slave I must obey everything you say as I lay here legs open wide Waiting for you to come slide inside now its you making my heart flutter and my hands shake I lay here wondering how

Human Emotions
Love has been sought after for the last 2000 years because, we finally got a clue to what it is, in the last 8 to 10 percent (or so) of our existence on the planet earth. Love has no expectations, it can't be forced on or made to work. It comes from the realization that there is something more important than what YOU want and what You desire. When you can sacrifice everything you own, every penny you earn, even your own life with No expectations of repayment, no trade, no gain for you at all, with complete and total acceptance of your sacrifice, will you then begin to understand the peacefulness, the happiness and the most intelligent and "deep" emotion we humans are finally beginning to "feel" as we come closer to "togetherness". Believe me or not what I say is Real(love) and one day we will all know the truth.

05-17-06
Everyday this condition gets worse. the only way to cope is to drop a verse. i keep my past hidden away and thats where its going to stay day by day, slowly killing myself to bad whats going on will stay on my shelf. its too hard to trust so i lie everyday, its a must i push them down an hide these emotions to make it appear im fine and give the notion that im cool and everything is perfect knowing all the well if you were in my shoes you'd have gone bizurk(sp) i smile and make believe that things couldnt be better and make you percieve the im fine and 'normal' knowing all the while my heart hurts with a pain thats horrible so this is the truth and its what im sayin you may think this is a game an im playin but i dont know where to turn and it seems like the end its just how i feel... i have no "Friends"

Seeing Stars In More Ways Then One
Late one night I drove out to this deserted beach I know. Thought Id sit and watch the moonlight playing on the water. The water looked so inviteing I just had to strip off my cloths and slip on into the waves. The waters caress felt so good against my skin, I found myself aroused and following the waters chilly carress with my own hands. Over my chill hardened nipples down my waist and to the only warm spot on my body. As my finger slid into my heated wet pussy the shock of the waters cold against my heated flesh sent shock waves of pleasure deep into me. Thouraly aroused and needing to bring myself to climax I left the waters chill embrace layed back on my cars hood closed my eyes and proceeded to masterbate in earnest. Little crys of pleasure escapeing my lips as I buryed my fingers deep inside myself striveing to bring my self to climax. Thuraly engrossed in my own pleasure I failed to notice I had an audiance, untill a pair of strong hands roughly grasped my breasts forceing from

Guess Not
well i thought that me and my ex could work it out eventually and now she has told me that it would never be again. well all my hopes of getting her back have failed. but now my lifde has truly moved on i will not continue to think it would work now i just hope that the lucky guy who does truly win her heart treats her right. and i will always be there for her. well peace for now

06-17-2006
just to taste your lips And hold your hips I'd walk the world To make you my girl Just to have you wit me And make us a we It would be so fine And have the time For you to be mine And I aint lyin I'd give you whatever you need Whether it love or money I have such bad luck With caring too much Its always the wrong one And now this poem is done

Cool Stuff
Well, my profile has all sorts of cool stuff now. From my pictures in photos, to stuff in my stash, and various blogs. So if any ya'll are bored on this saturday afternoon, ( well find something else to do besides sit in your house on the computer ) but if you aren't into haveing a real life, come checkout my stash and stuff. Wish ya'll the best, adam

Back!!
Hi everyone, i havent been on in a very long time, been too busy with work, though i have a week off now so i'm popping on too say hi, jee lots of stuff has changed on here, all looks good, hope all is well with everyone and its glad too be back and finally have a rest lol.

States And Their Own Words
Well after a phone call in which a certain someone that will remain nameless .. we talked .. jibbered .. all that fun stuff.. But during the conversation I told him something and he said Whats that ??? Ok here goes .. Each state ..Each area .. Has their own words for things .. Soda .. Pop.. whatever .. Well Mine is "Grinder" now .. I know there are other words for it . But growing up in Connecticut this is what I learned for the word for this foot long sandwich .. Yes . I know Hoagie .. Sub .. whatever .. What I want to know is .. What are some things called where you live . that you know are called something else .. somewhere else ?? Another one I used to tiff about with Dorkvomit was .. Pricker bushes vs. Jagger bush.. It doesnt jag you it Pricks you LMAO So come on ya'll .. lemmie hear some of yours

Once Upon A Time...
Once Upon A Time, there was a married woman, and she was not happy about her sex life, so she goes to see her doctor about it. Her doctor gives her some pills and tells her to put one in her husband's glass of water before going to sleep and then HAVE FUN. The woman comes back home and tries it the first night. She puts one pill in her husband's glass of water. And that night they have sex. The next night, the woman was happy but not quite content yet, decides to use two pills. That night their love making was even better then the night before. So the third night she decided that if two pills was great, then she would put all the pills in the glass of water. A week later, the doctor calls her house and asks: "Hello, how's the whole family doing??" The son, who answered the phone, answers: "Well, my Mom's dead, my Sister's pregnant, My ass hurts and my Dad is running around naked outside screaming, 'Here KITTY KITTY'."

Help Please
I am so bored, I am stuck here on a Saturday night doing homework. So please keep me awake. I have this crappy psych 3 paper due on Monday (10 pages no less) and I am having the worse brain fart. Good thing I have my old friend Corona here to keep me company. lol So anyway please stop by and say Hi.

I Love My Sis! >:d
I had a pretty good weekend looking for apts in Wichita...it was a long drive but well worth it I think cuz I got to see my sissypoo stinkerpoo and my great niece and nephews...they are such beautfil kids and aunt allie even got hugs...I enjoyed my visit with my sis very much and cant wait to get moved to Wichita so we can start going to garage sales and start going out and painting the town lol Love ya sis and ty for a really fun time....I really enjoyed meeting you and the kids...give the kids my love and hugs and tell them to be good for you from aunt allie

Horsie Ride
Little Johnny is passing his parents bedroom in the middle of the night, in search of a glass of water. Hearing a lot of moaning and thumping, he peeks in and catches his folks in the Act. Before dad can even react, Little Johnny exclaims, "Oh boy! Horsie ride! Daddy can I ride on your back?" Daddy was relieved that Johnny's not asking more uncomfortable questions, and seeing the opportunity not to break his stride, he agrees. Johnny hops on and daddy starts going to town. Pretty soon mommy starts moaning and gasping. Johnny cries out "Hang on tight, Daddy! This is the part where me and the milkman usually get bucked off!"

Sex Poems
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Dad Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5

You Feel.ti Wrote This Poem For My Uncle Rip =(
When you lose someone You feel like that person is still there but they're not, believe it or not. You think of all the good things you've done with that person, and cry because he died. But we tried, to bring him back. But all we can do is remember the past. But you have to see that the person, who died went somewhere good.

To All My Lc Friends!!!
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care

Safe Sex Slogans
1. Cover your stump before you hump 2. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3. Don't be silly, protect your willy 4. When in doubt, shroud your spout 5. Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6. You can't go wrong when you shield your dong 7. If you're not going to sack it, go home & whack it 8. If you think she's spunky cover your monkey 9. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize 10. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 11. She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12. If you're going into heat, package your meat 13. When you're undressing your venus dress up your penis 14. When you take off her pants & blouse, slip up your trouser mouse 15. Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16. Never, Never deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18. The right selection will protect your erection 19. Wrap it in oil before checking her oil 20. A crank with armor will never harm her 21. NO GLOVE NO LOVE!

I Love You Raphael
I never knew how wonderful that my life could be Until you came along and changed it all for me. I know we'll have our differences, but love is what we share And I will do my very best to show how much I care. We chose who we want in our lives, and I think it very true That above all I have ever met, in my life I want you. I know it will be difficult since we live so far apart, But take my hand, knowing that with it, I also give my heart. I love looking back to the time we first met and remembering moments to sweet to forget I love looking forward to the joy yet to be the pleasure and fun that await you and me But Raphael believe me I know that the best of all times is today as were loving eachother in our own special way discovering life being together Making new memories that will last us Forever. Your everything to me please dont ever forget it..... my world my life my one true love !! KinkyScreams 2006 ©

Yes!
Yes, well, kinda, maybe, ummm, no? I could, should, maybe would, but... you know? It's just, well there isn't really a reason, it's more that... Yeah, but, ummm... well, you know? I would, but... Well, I won't lie to you, it's like this, well, in a way it is, it's sorta... Ok, yes, well, kinda, maybe, no?

Battle Of The Sexes! "sexi Underwear Model Contest!"
Hey ya'll! Enter the Battle Of The Sexes! "Sexiest Underwear Model Contest!" Message Me, Blondie, saying that you want to be in the contest and I will add you! Contest brought to you by Blondie and

Code Word For Sex
A husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter". The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said. A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand.

The Payne Seat
My mother always fancied bagging herself an Australian cowboy, hence my name Sydney! ....which is rather daft for I'm female but none the less they still decided it suited the little redhaired child with the turned up nose! My father a Graham, married into a one of a long line of Paynes and thought it rather apt on discovering his wife to be's grandmother was an S&M dominatrix to most of Europe's aristocracy in her part time. My mother's refusal to believe that it was anything other than services to King and country and something one did, meant that it was NEVER talked about for fear of some weird official secrets act and the thought of betraying a King or a Queen was nothing short of high treason in her book. They spent the early part of their marriage blissfully happy and blissfully unaware that they were considered most strange by the village that surrounded the manor house. When my father died my mother refused to be parted from him so consequently had bits of him place

A Very Sad Day!!
So on Thursday, Oct.5, 2006, we lost our family kitty, Princess, she was 11 years old and she left her brother behind. We will love her and miss her so much. She is in my pictures, she is the multi brown cat in the pictures. She was old but still had some spunk in her. We are lonely with out her and her brother is acting like that too. Please show me some love and comment my pictures and I will do the same to you.

I Want To Get Screwed
A traveler knocked on the door of the house where a cabdriver had told him he could be sexually accommodated. An eye-level panel slid open and a female voice asked what he wanted. "I want to get screwed," said the man. "OK, mister, but this is a private club, so slip twenty bucks as an initiation fee through the mail slot," answered the voice. The man slid his $20 bucks in, the panel was closed. Minutes passed and nothing happened. He began to pound on the door insistently, and the panel slid open again. "Hey," exclaimed the sport, "I want to get screwed!" "What?" said the voice, "Again?"

Contest
WTF PEEPS I ASK FEW PEOPLE TO GO AND VOTE FOR ME IN CONTEST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES AND I GET FUCKIN RUDE COMMENTS BACK LIKE DONT FUCKIN FILL MY SHOUT BOX W/ BEGGING WTF LIGHTEN UP PEOPLE FOR FUCK SAKES

Men Vs Women
Subject: FW: RE: Male versus Female T >>> >>> 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. >>>Female...... Any part under a car's hood. >>>Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. >>> >>>2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. >>>Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. >>>Male.... Playing football without a cup. >>> >>>3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. >>>Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. >>>Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. >>> >>>4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. >>>Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. >>>Male...... Trying not t

Sadly This Has Happened To Me
A man meets a gorgeous woman in a bar. They talk, they connect, they end up leaving together. They get back to her place, and as she shows him around her apartment, he notices that her bedroom is completely packed with teddy bears. Hundreds of small bears on a shelf all the way along the floor, medium sized ones on a shelf a little higher and huge bears on the top shelf along the wall. The man is kind of surprised that this woman would have a collection of teddy bears, especially one that's so extensive, but he decides not to mention this to her. After a night of passion, as they are lying together in the after glow the man rolls over and asks, smiling, "Well, how was it?" The woman says, "You can have any prize from the BOTTOM shelf."

Sounds Like Something One Of My Friends Would Do
A husband leaves the house to go pick up dinner for he and his wife. Shortly after leaving, the doorbell rings. It is her husbands best friend and she invites him in. Since she is in her bathrobe the man says to her "you have the nicest breasts". She says "thanks but my husband would be mad if he heard you". He replies "I would pay you $10 just to see one of them". She thinks for a minute and decides to do it. He says "Wow that is the most perfect breast I ever saw....I will give you another $10 if you show me both at the same time". She does it, and he gives her the money. The friend leaves and her husband comes home. She says "your best friend just stopped by". He answers "Great did he leave the $20 he owed me"

How Sarcastic Am I
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

Weekend
Wow what a weekend it has been my sis and neice came for a visit yesterday it was so great seeing them!! Hopefully soon they well get moved closer that will be so nice. For some reason it that all the kids and there friends want to stay here this weekend but decided that was cool since my leg really seems to be hurting, so NO NIGHT OUT WITH THE GIRLS!! Told the kids next weekend mommy was having mom time and so they get to go to friends houses. Well hope everyone ou there is having a wonderful safe weekend and we will post again later. HUGSSSS AND KISSSESSS

My Sex Life
WOW...how true and my fave drink to boot!! Shirley Temple! Your sex life mostly resembles a Shirley Temple - You are innocent and still like to act like a kid. You probably don’t have much of a sex life, but that’s o.k. because in time you will. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Im So Dirty I Make Christina Clean Hahaha
Your Stripper Song Is Dirrty by Christina Aguelera "Too dirrty to clean my act up If you ain't dirrty You ain't here to party" You're so dirty, you make Christina look clean. What Song Should You Strip To?

Mmmm Sample
I want to take a sample run.. I'm entering the hottest leg contest on monday at 5 pm .. if you're gonna vote for me and you read my blogs will you please leave a comment guys .. i'm beggin .. i just want your comments to know i have your support .. thanks guys .. muahs

So Called Friends????
To All My So Called Friends: I have had a revelation Today as I have been on and off Lost Cherry alot. I have posted or reposted at least 6 bulletins that have not been read by one person on here. This actually really hurts my feelings that none of my friends or fans bothers to read my bulletins! I try to be a good friend and read peoples bulletins, vote for them and their friends in contests and try to level them up when I can. I had one friend, Nashieboo who actually reads my bulletins and responds. Thank You for being a true friend Steven! I seriously thought about deleting my profile. I doubt that I would be missed at all! Maybe I need some pics with my ass in a thong to get your attention as my primary photo? Think about this the next time you ask for help at Leveling up or a vote needed in a contest. What is a True Friend? What are you here for?

Sickle Cell Anemia
Sickle cell anemia is a hereditary disorder that mostly affects people of African ancestry, but also occurs in other ethnic groups, including people who are of Mediterranean and Middle Eastern descent. More than 70,000 Americans have sickle cell anemia. And about 2 million Americans - and one in 12 African Americans - have sickle cell trait (this means they carry one gene for the disease, but do not have the disease itself). Sickle cell anemia occurs when a person inherits two abnormal genes (one from each parent) that cause their red blood cells to change shape. Instead of being flexible and round, these cells are more rigid and curved in the shape of the farm tool known as a sickle - that's where the disease gets its name. The shape is similar to a crescent moon. What Is Sickle Cell Anemia? Sickle cell anemia is a blood disorder that affects hemoglobin (pronounced: hee-muh-glow-bin), a protein found in red blood cells that helps carry oxygen throughout the body. Red blood cells with

Neuropathy
Neuropathy is a disease that affects the nervous system in the peripheries. There are four main types of nerve damage: polyneuropathy (more than one site), mononeuropathy (just one site), autonomic neuropathy (your autonomic nervous system), and mononeuritis multiplex. The most common type is peripheral polyneuropathy of which the most common cause by far is diabetes. In diabetic neuropathy, the high sugar levels in the blood damage the nerves over time & causes symptoms of pins & needles, numbness and even severe pain mainly in the feet and legs. It's important to understand that having some neuropathy does not necessary mean that it will lead to a serious problem. However, the exact cause should be investigated and treated where possible as the cause of neuropathy is usually more serious than the neuropathy itself. The treatments for neuropathy depends on the type of neuropathy, but it usually includes strong opoid pain medications and medications that affect the nervous system such

Im Never Dating A Scorpio
Never Date a Scorpio Jealous, paranoid, and possessive - deep down, your Scorpio will never trust you. And even if you are very trust worthy person, Scorpio's paranoia may drive you to act out. Instead try dating: Aries, Gemini, Libra, or Sagittarius What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

3 Guys And A Girl
Three guys made a competition to see who would make a girl scream louder in bed. The first one went in, meanwhile the other two stayed out and listened to the girl moan for a bit. The second one went in and the girl screamed a little bit harder. When the third one went in, the girl SCREAMED! and SCREAMED! About an hour later the girl came out moaning. The first guy asked "Wow, how did you do that?" The guy, all tired and wet replied "I simply used my head".

If You Are A Dream
If you are a dream, then let me sleep and never wake. If you are a mirage, then let me stay in my deliria. If you are a song, then press repeat and never ever end. If you are a game, challenge me more and let me win. If you are light, keep shining and lead me out. If you are a storm, bring in the wind and let the thunder boom and shout. If you are a picture, then hang on my wall and let me look at you forever. If you are color, please be white;pure and clean as the snow. If you are feeling, it must be ecstasy; never give in. If you are a lie, then trick me forever and hide the truth. But if you are pain, then go away and never ever look back.

3 Wishes
A huge muscular man walks into a bar and orders a beer. The bartender hands him the beer and says, "You know, I'm not gay but I want to compliment you on your physique, it really is phenomenal! I have a question though, why is your head so small?" The big guy nods slowly. He's obviously fielded this question many times. "One day," he begins, "I was hunting when I got lost in the woods. I heard someone crying for help and finally realized that it was coming from a frog sitting next to a stream." So I picked up the frog and it said, "Kiss me. Kiss me and I will turn into a genie and grant you 3 wishes." So I looked around to make sure I was alone and gave the frog a kiss. POOF! The frog turned into a beautiful, voluptuous, naked woman. She said, "You now have 3 wishes." I looked down at my scrawny 115 pound body and said, "I want a body like Arnold Schwarzenneger." She nodded, whispered a spell, and POOF! there I was, so huge that I ripped out of my clothes and was s

Why????
WHERE ARE ALL THE REAL MEN AT?..THE ONES WHO TAKE U OUT AND PAY..THE ONES WHO DONT EXPECT SEX AFTRWARDS..THE ONES WHO WANT TO KNOW U FOR U AND NOT WHAT U CAN PROVIDE FOR THEM SEXUALLY..IF UR OUT THERE LET ME KNOW...

Pick Up Lines...lmao...i Don't Know If These Will All Work
I wish you were a door so I could bang you all day long. (Lick finger and wipe on shirt) Let's get you out of these wet clothes. Nice legs....what time do they open? Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package. You've got 206 bones in your body, want 1 more? I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a BIG BREASTED BED THRASHER, have you seen one? I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest women on earth tonight. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked. Is that a ladder in you stockings or the stairway to heaven? You must be the limp doctor because I've got a stiffy. I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that thing you do with your tongue. You know, if I were you, I'd have sex with me. You. Me. Whipped cream. Handcuffs. Any questions? Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again? Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone

10 Husbands
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin. What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times? "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an Engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from Finance and Administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job

The Washing Machine Door
A newlywed couple returned to their apartment after being on their honeymoon. "Care to go upstairs and do it?" the husband asked. "Shh!" said the bride "All the neighbors will know what we're about to do. These walls are paper thin. In the future, we'll have to ask each other in code. For example, how about asking, 'Have you left the washing machine door open' instead?" So, the following night, the husband asks, "I don't suppose you left the washing machine door open, did you?" "No, I definitely shut it," replied the wife who rolled over and fell asleep. When she woke up however, she was feeling a little frisky herself and she nudged her husband and said, "I think I did leave the washing machine door open after all. Would you like to do some washing?" "No, thanks," said the husband. "It was only a small load so I did it by hand."

Oh Why
Why does it hurt so bad when you love someone so much and you miss them. I am so in love and it is starting to kill me that my man is so close to coming home to me but he is still so far away. And then knowing that he might have to go back in 11 months of getting back hurts even more. Knowing that we will be oh so close by then and then him up and leaving. I know I am a very strong woman but I don't know if I will be able to do this again. I know I will always have support but some don't know what my heart feels. And words can't begain to explain how much I really love him. My heart longs for him and his touch now just imagine what it will be like in a year. Living with him for 10 months. I don't know what to think anymore. I know I never want to lose him. He is the man of my dreams and he treats me so well. Well now i am kind if better getting this all out in the open!! Much love!!

Boredom At Its Best
well, it's been a busy busy busy few days. mom and dad are out of town so i've been taking my little bro to and from work. busy doig so many other things i dont have time for my online friends...lol i love my online buddies. : ) i got the new evanescence cd the other day, got the little mermaid on dvd.hehehe love that movie, and my mom got me the anniversary dvd of grease, complete with leather t-bird jacket case..lol it's great. right now i'm enjoying the silence of my apartment, tony's sleeping and troy isn't home from work yet...so i'm chillin and fartin around on the computer...but i have to do laundry...uggg i hate doing laundry. well that's enough rambling for now...

More Random + Family + Friends
Hope that i'm not boring ya, hehehehehe. i'll be going thru my pics of family, friends and more, so i will be doing all my pics of my cherry friends. Hope that you enjoy. Create Your Own!Get music codes at Bolt.

Comming Soon
dog the bounty hunter pic. comming soon to my album. haveing some trubel with some of the pic. if any one out there has any pic. of the dog and his family feel free to let me know and e mail them to me and i'll put them up in the album. thanks a lot my cherry friends thehogman

Los Angeles
I'm off to Los Angeles for 2 weeks for some work stuff... I'll be back in 2 weeks. Feel free to leave an avalnche of porn in my mailbox. :P I'll have almost no internet access while I'm there. later guys

Looking For A Lost Friend
I used to know this girl. She is around my age, 30 and I haven't seen her for years. Someone told me she was in town and I wanted to find out if it was really her. Her name is Amy. She moved to Florida last I heard and I think she got married and had a few rugrats. Let me know if anyone fits that description or if you are out there amy let me know. You'll remeber me If you saw me. Oh and by the way happy birthday, I know your bd is in march but I haven't said happy bd in a loooong time. later days.

Lost Love Found Me On Lostcherry.com!!!
Dayum how sweet it is to be found by a long lost love interest on LostCherry.com.Here's my lil story.... Last week when I had recieved a message from a guy on LostCherry saying "hey I know you cause we use to dance together all the time in the club" I had said ok it had caught me completely offguard until the point that I was like hold on up who is this? He had told me Sean he was but it still didn't register until I saw his pictures on yahoo.I was oh dayummmmmmmmm where the hell have you been or how the hell have you been doing ain't seen you in about 10 years. Sean and I haven't seen or heard from each other in over 10 years up until now. And to be found by him,someone who once had deep feelings for me and I the same for him but couldn't share or react on them same feelings back cause he was already spoken for so therefore,I had to keep them bottled up and noone knew about them feelings but us.....hummmmmmmmm "Inquiring Minds Wanna Know Right"....lmaoooo "Yes there is

If You Were Here
IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU HUG ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU KISS ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU HOLD ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU TOUCH ME... CAUSE IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULD WANT YOU... TO HUG ME... TO KISS ME... TO HOLD ME... TO TOUCH ME... CAUSE THESE ARE A FEW OF THE THINGS... THAT I WANT TO DO WITH YOU... I WANT TO HUG YOU TIGHT... I WANT TO KISS YOU SOFTLY... I WANT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE AND NEVER LET GO... I WANT TO TOUCH YOU IN WAYS NO ONE ELSE EVER HAS... SO IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU... OR IF I WAS THERE WOULD YOU LET ME...

Pickup Lines Lol
The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. I like every bone in your body especially mine. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I can't stop you! I want to kiss you passionately on the lips, and then move up to your belly-button. Is it hot i

Flaming Gorrilla Titties
1 oz. Bacardi 151® 1 oz. Kahlua® Shot Glass Add the 1 oz of Kahlua and then add the 1 oz of Bacardi 151 rum to the shot glass. Place a small sipping straw in the mixture and then light on fire. The straw is so you do not burn your eyebrows off. Once lit suck the shot through the straw till empty. Tastes like chocolate milk.

A Shell (poem)
You may see a face made from stone , yet i see a face made from pain. You wonder why I am the way I am. all of the pain has made me who I am. I look in the mirrow everyday and see someone I dont know anymore. I see a shadow of what once was I see an empty shell of one who used to shine I see no laughter in eyes that once shown bright with laughter You ask me why dont I try and change I tell you I have why should i bother with empty emotions, emotions that are not part of who I am? Once a bright soul lived here. now darkness dwells here. why should i bother with a world that does not care about how much pain it causes me? why should i bother with a world were I am nothing Just let my soul morn its lose just let the darkness over take me , for i dont care anymore Just let me go......

Feel The Burn
Kahlua® 1/2 oz. Bailey's Irish Cream® 1/2 oz. Ouzo 1/2 oz. Wild Turkey® 1/2 oz. Bacardi 151® Cocktail Glass Layer all ingredients and light on fire to warm. Blow out flame and drink in one gulp.

El Bastardo
5 oz. Jose Cuervo® Tequila 3 oz. Everclear® 4 oz. Jack Daniel's® 4 tbs. Tabasco® Sauce Beer Mug Mix all at same time into blender. After blending for approx. 30 seconds, fill beer mug 3/4 way and start a chugin'. Oh, it'll burn like hell for about 2 minutes, but once that sauce burns through your stomach lining and virtually injects the alcohol into your blood stream, put the unfinished El Bastardo down because you're gonna hit the floor.

Thank You !!
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Double Homicide
1 shot Jägermeister® 1 shot Goldschlager® 1 shot Orange Juice Shot Glass 1.Drink Jagermeister (Nicole Brown Simpson) Shot First 2.Drink Golschlager (Ron Goldman) Shot Second 3.Top It All Off With A Good Shot Of Orange Juice (O.J. Simpson)

Daydream
1/2 oz. Vodka 1/4 oz. Triple Sec 3/4 oz. Dekuyper Lemon Tattoo® Schnapps 1/2 oz. Orange Juice 3/4 oz. Half 'n Half 1/8 oz. Grenadine Shot Glass In cocktail mixer filled with ice, combine all ingredients. Shake or stir & strain into rocks glass or large shot glass. Tip: If the right amount of grenadine is used, it should be the color of orange sherbert.

Damn Good!
1/2 oz. Butterscotch Schnapps 1/4 oz. Green Creme de Menthe 1/4 oz. Bailey's Irish Cream® 1/4 oz. Grenadine Cordial Glass Layer carefully in cordial or shot glass. First ButterShots, then green creme de menthe & Bailey's Irish Cream on top. Lastly, drop the grenadine through the Bailey's. It will settle to the bottom creating a cool effect.

Cordless Screwdriver
1 3/4 oz. Vodka 1 orange wedge 1 tsp. Sugar Shot Glass chill vodka, strain into a shot glass, dip orange wedge in sugar. To drink, shoot the vodka and immediately take a draw on the orange

Cooter Cork
1/2 oz Grenadine 1/2 oz chambord raspberry liqueur 1/4 oz Aftershock 1/2 oz Absolut Kurant Shot Glass Layer ingredients in a tall shot glass: Grenadine, Chambord, Aftershock and Absolut Kurant. Drink should have varying layers of red.

Still No Better
found my tablet,no package so cant remember how many of the buggers to take,i think its 3 a day.Ive been feeling a little sick,you know the kind when you are in pain sick,all day and Debs sick of hearing me moan she says,WOMEN !! lol still off bed soon so maybe a good nights sleep will help eh ? thanks to the normal few who wished me well yesterday,made me feel loads better hearing your comments,thanks means a lot

Concentration Camp
1/2 Jägermeister® 1/2 Rumplemintz® Shot Glass Add ingredents with ice and shake. Then line up 10 shot glasses for each "prisioner". Pour shots. Each time anyone takes a shot, all take a shot. This can become a dangerous challange to some people. Like the Nazi camps, there are many showers and deaths. Have fun!

Chocolate Grasshopper
1 oz. Creme de Cacao 1 oz. Creme de Menthe 4 oz. Milk Shot Glass Pour in one shot glass (jigger sized); both Creme de Cacao and Creme de Menthe. Pour in four to six ounces of (preferably cold) chocolate milk. Whipped cream topping optional.

Chilled Soco & Lime
0.5 oz. Lime Juice 1 oz. Southern Comfort® Shot Glass Chill Southern Comfort in freezer beforehand. Add 1/2 ounce lime juice to 1 ounce Southern Comfort, stir, and enjoy. Tastes unbelievably good.

Look A Cherry Drink Yea! Cherry Boom!
0.2 oz. cranberry juice 0.8 oz. Vodka Shot Glass Pour the vodka into a shot glass. Then dip a straw into some cranberry juice. Plug the top end of the straw with your finger, trapping some cranberry juice in the straw as you take it from the juice container. Then gently let the cranberry juice out of the straw over top of the vodka. This shot is for people who want to get loaded but hate to just shoot straight vodka. With the cranberry juice on top you never taste it.

Cerebral Hemorage
2 oz Strawberry Schnapps 1/2 oz Bailey's® irish cream 2 tsp Grenadine Shot Glass Put the Strawberry Schnapps into a double shot or other small glass (this can all be performed in a single glass), then add the Bailey's. It will lump together (Bailey's, that is) to look like a brain in a red fluid (SS). Finally, add Grenadine until it "oozes" from the brain, and you're set.

Tell Me What You Wanna Do!!!!
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: 20.Would u tell me the truth no matter what it i

Captain's Spiced Shot
0.75 oz. Rum 0.25 oz. Dr. McGillicuddy's Peach Schnapps® Shot Glass pour both ingredients into 1 oz. shot glass and shoot it back! This can be made larger to accommodate a 2 oz. shot glass as well.

Almost Heaven
Almost Heaven W.V.!! A man in Topeka, Kansas decided to write a book about churches around the country. He started by flying to San Francisco and worked east from there. Going to a very large church, he began taking photographs and notes. He spotted a golden telephone on the vestibule wall and was intrigued by a sign which read: "$10,000 a minute." Seeking out the Pastor he asked about the phone and the sign. The Pastor explained that the golden phone was, in fact, a direct line to Heaven and if he paid the price he could talk directly to God. The man thanked the Pastor and continued on his way. As he continued to visit churches in Seattle, San Diego, Chicago, Greensboro, Tampa and all around the United States, he found more phones with the same sign and got the same answer from each Pastor. Finally, he arrived in West Virginia. Upon entering a church in Keyser, behold, he saw the usual golden telephone. But THIS time, the sign read: "Calls: 35 cents." Fasci

Tequila Head Slam
1/3 oz. Jose Cuervo® Tequila 1/3 oz. Grenadine 1/3 oz. 7-Up Shot Glass Build the three ingredients in a shot glass in the order listed. Fold a paper bar napkin and place firmly over the top. Slam the shot glass on the table, bar, etc. Make sure the drink fizzes. Turn the drink up and 'Slam It Into Your Head' before the fizzing subsides or try to be the first to re-slam the empty shot glass to the bar in a 'Group Head Slam'.

Friends List
First off my intention is not to sound like a bitch but if you take it that way then oh well, but since i have joined lc i have added so many people and only a handful actually say hello to me or even talk to me, you know who you are !!! and now i must clean my list up as i'm not here to see who has the most friends, i have met some real cool people here and thank those who talk to me but seriously i have to do some deleting....but i thank all my friends here who do say hello and take the time to talk to me, so it comes down to are you staying or going?

Bonsai Pipeline
3/4 oz. Wild Turkey 101® 3/4 oz. Melon liqueur 1/4 oz. Bacardi 151® Shot Glass In shoot glass add Wild Turkey and melon liqeur. Float Bacardi 151 on top. Light drink, and squeeze lime in drink. Blow out and shoot

Bob Marley Shot
0.25 oz. Creme de Menthe 0.25 oz. Grenadine 0.5 oz. Rum Shot Glass Pour grenadine and creme de menthe into shot glass, each about 1/4 of a shot in amount, then fill the remaining half of the shot with Bacardi 151 rum. With a match, light the shot and drink it with a straw.

Some Poems.....
Just a glimpse into the mind of a broken angel.... Salvation Lost............... Watching the birds as they soar so freely upon wings of laughter.... Yearning to join them as they play on the currents of love.... Waiting for her salvation to find her and finally set her heart free.... Listening to the sounds of a life filled with joy in the distance.... Everywhere she looks, the colors are fading, slowly turning gray.... As the birds soar higher and higher, farther and farther off.... She cries out into the darkness with little hope that he will hear.... Lost in a world of pain and sorrow, she fails to see.... There, standing by her side is the one she longs to find.... He reaches for her heart, wanting to release her from her despair.... But the sea of tears she is crying sweeps her out of his embrace.... Drifting away from him she turns and sees her salvation disappearing into the vast emptiness.... end Michelle Lewis......08/14/06 Farewell

Paybacks A Bitch
Paybacks a bitch... Charlotte, North Carolina lawyer purchased a box of very rare and expensive cigars, then insured them against fire, among other things. Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of these great cigars and without yet having made even his first premium payment on the policy the lawyer filed claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the lawyer stated the cigars were lost "in a series of small fires." The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason that the man had consumed the cigars in the normal fashion. The lawyer sued... and WON! (Stay with me.) delivering the ruling, the judge agreed with the insurance company that the claim was frivolous. The judge stated nevertheless, that the lawyer "held a policy from the company which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable and also guaranteed that it would insure them against fire, without defining what is considered to be unacceptable fire" and was obligated to pay the c

Blue Bastard
0.5 shot Lime Juice 1 Simple Syrup 2 shot Triple Sec 1 shot Blueberry Schnapps Shot Glass Mix all the Ingredients in a mixer over ice (you can substitute Lime Juice for the sugar/lime mix). Shake well and pour over a little ice or you can shoot it down. For an added punch throw in a half shot of stoli vodka

Blood Of Satan
1 Part Jägermeister® 1 Part Goldschlager® 1 Part Irish Whiskey 1 Part Jack Daniel's® Shot Glass Layer all 4 ingredients in shot glass. In this order Jagermeister, Goldschlager, Jameson's and Jack Daniels.

Life...
I decided to ponder my future.. My future, your future, the worlds future. And, it looks bleak. Think about it. Look at how fast technology is progressing. Look at how fast medical techniques are changing. Look at everything around you. Then think about it. Race relations. Not getting any better. With the trend that's going on...soon enough, we will all be burnt into radioactive ash. You look at one person, then another. I see humans. Of course, there are white humans, as well as black humans. Yellow, brown, red, purple, orange, green, or whatever color. I still see them as human. We all have our own predjudices. Regardless of what anyone says, they exist. Be it thinking that all black men are "hung", or thinking that all white people are rich. Thinking that all Mexicans are illegal, or that all Asians are good at math. I know I have my own fair share of prejudices, but I am honest with myself, and I try to look past them. They usually never get the be

The Latest Terrorist Scare...
I haven't studied chemistry since school, so I have no basis to judge this story on mixing chemicals, but I do remember that to make gunpowder you need some basic ingredients which none of the below include. Toothpaste, bottled water, shampoo, baby formula, hair gel. All these things that are now deemed too dangerous to bring with you in your carry-on luggasge on an airplane. Well to be exact, since August 10, when British authorities "foiled" a terror plot by Islamic extremists to blow up ten planes on the way from London to America. The official story goes like this: According to the British and U.S. governments, the suspected hijackers were going to use TATP--triacetone triperoxide--to blow themselves and thousands of airline passengers to kingdom come. TATP is an explosive that can purportedly be made from some rather inconspicuous liquid components, such as drain cleaner, hair dye and paint thinner, which the terrorists wanted to smuggle on board in simple drink bot

Where You Can Find My Blogs
Hey I have blogs on myspace. I LOVE LOST CHERRY! But prefer myspace blogs idk why. I am a attention whore so I would love for you to come check them out! My page is www.myspace.com/galenanina. COMMENT ME and let me know what you think I have some cute ones up!

Bailey's Hot Shot
1 1/2 oz. Bailey's Irish Cream® Sugar Shot Glass - Put Irish Cream in large glass and microwave on HIGH power for half a minute or so. - While that's going, rim the shot glasses with sugar - Pour heated Bailey's into shot glasses and serve immediately

I Could Just Cry
So I am due to leave for California in a few days and this morning I wake up with a massive toothache. Luckily there are some painkillers lying around the house. Take half of one in the morning and it does absolutely nothing, so I take a whole one this afternoon and it knocks me out for about 4 hours. When I wake up my jaw is swollen and looks like I have been punched. I know it is going to have to be pulled which is not a problem. The problem is it is now early Saturday evening and I wont be able to have anything done to it til Monday. This sux.

Introducing Team Tits!! ~ Contest Over
Well the contest is over and Team Tits lost to the ladies with the hot asses! Thank you so much for all your help. I personally came out on top with a win as MVP. ~Our Official Logo~ ~My Prize~ ~The Picture That Won~

Lil Country Gal
Just a Little Country Girl Born and raised on a farm in a small West Virginia town, I certainly was not prepared for the fantastic things that have happened to me in the last year. I was a virgin when I married Duane right out of high school. We were everybody's "perfect couple" - he played football, and I was a cheerleader. Duane worked hard for a lot of years, and, last year, got the "big" promotion and was transferred to Baltimore. We had to leave our little town for the first time in our lives. It was very scary, but our minister gave us an introduction letter to a church just outside of Baltimore, and the people at our new church were the greatest - making us feel at home, helping us settle in, etc. As you can guess, I was the dumb little country girl in the big city for the first time - I had never been exposed to all the sex and violence and four-letter words in the "outside" world. Duane and I were about even in the sex department, and I didn't believe peop

Sick Baby
just wanted y'all to know if you dont see me on much its because both my kids are sick. my daughter may or may not have whooping cough so im stuck at home right now with 2 sick kids and not a whole lot of puter time. for those who have my number, dont be afraid to call, always have time for the phone...lol

Are You Cat Or Dog...
You Are: 30% Dog, 70% Cat You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude. However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out! Are You More Cat or Dog?

Common Complicity
Today?? What is today?? Today is a day I am growing to hate. Tomorrow? What does tomorrow holD?? A bunch of fake prayers and some tears. I will not go to church. The hyprocracy is so great.. Say I believe in these rules... Though I shall break them when I leave... Not very Christiany... Why should I see the light of a situation?? When the dark side is so much better.. So much funnier... Easy to deal with.. A common complicity.. A truth of a world few admit to knowing....

Marine
I saw him alone, amidst the smoke and beers, With others around giving insults and jeers. His hair was trimmed, a nice high and tight, And a look about him, just something not right. His face was shaved, his eyes were sad, He kept his calm, though the shouting was bad. Threats were made, and taunts were cast, I didn't know how his temper could last. After an hour, he finally stood, I knew he could fight, I was sure that he would. His eyes had grown soft, his face was turned down, And his body relaxed as he looked around. "Why do you hate me, just what have I done? Why make me fight, or force me to run? Do I look like I'm weak? Is that what you think? Is that the reason why you push to the brink? Just tell me the truth, what is it you hate? Just why do you taunt me, why make this mistake?" One man stood up with a malicious grin, And waved to the crowed, this fight he would win. "You think your so big, you think your so tough, But I know w

Poem : Terry
Terry Your a little dog and yet you suffered For that I am Eternally sorry But your sleeping peacefully now You have your rest and no pain My tears believe me are of sorrow Yes a Vet had to end it I am so sorry but it had too be this way Believe me little dog it had to be like this But I just didnt want you to suffer so it had to be So sorry little doggy but it had to be So sorry there was no other way (In memmory of Terry who had to be put to sleep due to Luekemia who I have cried all night about

With You Without You Top Ten Nomination
My poem With You Without You has been nominated as one of the Top Ten greatest poems written on the Storiesmania site,quite an honor :D This was written after breaking up with my girlfriend over the summer :( With you The sun always shines down Without you There’s no light to be found With you The stars twinkle bright Without you It’s just another boring night With you I have someone to dream on Without you There’s no one to lean on With you Every day is fun and new Without you I don’t know what to do With you Is always better than without you

Robin Williams' Peace Plane
Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan ... what we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan. 1. The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Noriega,Milosovich and the rest of those good ol' boys: We will never "interfere"again. 2. We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one sneaking through holes in the fence. 3. All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are. France would welcome them. 4. All future visitors will be thoroughly checked

What Piercing Are You?!
You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.Belly Button Piercing100%Dirty Piercings100%Tongue Piercing100%Cartilage Piercing90%Nipples70%Labret Piercing70%Earlobe Piercing70%Nose Piercing60%Lip Piercing60%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Ok Are U Reading Or Looking??
ok i do notice people are checking out my blogs but wondering do u even read em??? an how come no one ever lets me know what they think of the random shit i post inputs would be nice u guys come on show the love damn it....

Blah.
Well he finally went to court in Gashouse and well his mom lawyer worked for him as well.. and guess what He only got 10 month min 12 month max and he was one more month on his violating probation so i figure if hes good He'll be here by oct or nov of next year.. and we just might run up to mi just to get away from all the bad stuff and bad fucked up people here. I really do want to run as far and as fast as we possibly can.Even if its not to mi i just dont want to be here where Drug's are so easy to find.. and easy to get if you know the right people... You can get it for free.. And besides that... I want to have a life together and i know life here wont be easy seeing as its gunna be hard finding a place here and him finding a job will be hard too. Well today is our 11 month anniversary... When he getting out it'll be our 2 year anniversary.. And we still will be talking and dating., Hopefully they move him closer to here.. I mean yeah hes in Gashouse right now bu

Good Times In New Hampshire
I can honestly say i am really content with life right now. I am relativly happy with my job, and i think everything else is going well. I am doing some side work for my cousin at his shop assembling car engines and absolutely love it. I stopped drinking Captain Morgan, which i think might be a positive aspect of my current out look. The dark juice isnt good for the mind. haha. I went to Jenn's 21st birthday, had a good time, got to hang out with Heather who i havent seen in, way too long, at least 6 years. and i got to hang out with Katrina and Autumn, which i absolutely love. it is fun being around Autumn. and of course the Birthday girl, sorry Jenn, but i really dont remember talking to you much. haha. i guess i was a little bit drunk. Good time though Boston this weekend to Matt's apartment, it is going to be a good time.

More On The Scorpio
Scorpio Scorpio is known for its intensity and personal magnetism. Members of this sign have tremendous inner strength, which when properly developed, gives them great power to turn negative situations into positive outcomes, and to rechannel destructive energy into constructive purposes. There may be times when you feel that you must constantly struggle with difficult situations. Yet this ability to turn adversity into fortune strengthens you each time, and as you continue through life you grow stronger and more skilled, with ever-increasing confidence. Scorpio is often compared to the Phoenix, a mythical bird which was reborn from its own ashes, more powerful and beautiful than ever before. Scorpios are usually inspiring and dynamic. Through intelligence, determination and a persuasive personality, they can often be found in positions of leadership or influence. Well-liked and admired, Scorpios are generally identified by forceful yet graceful body movements and an intense, h

What Kind Of Angel Where You?
You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldnt see you secretly keeping them safeGuardian Angel100%Angel of Hope100%Angel of Guidance93%Angel of Good Fortune93%Angel of Prayer71%Angel of Death43%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Getting The Hang Of This
hola!!!! so im kinda getting the hang of this. have met a few god ppl on here. and its to me better than myspace but as soon as i get total control of what all im oing this are gonna be a bit bleak. added some more pic again and these kinda show my buds a bit. gimmie some time and im sure more will pop up. now if i could just figuar out how to do some better looking layouts on cherry ill be ok. hmmm any helpers?

You Came
First there was nothing not even a faint echo of a song loneliness was daily 4 me until u came along there was a gleam of stares in ur eyes i thought id never feel this way again but u were the one 2 reach into my heart and find in me a friend i could not ignore the magnetism that i felt when u were near and any problems plaguing my mind would suddenly disappear it was the rebirth of my heart the day u became my friend because i knew from the moment you held me that i would find love again

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God90%A Romantic48%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Alabama Slammer (5)
1 oz. Southern Comfort® 1 oz. Amaretto 1 oz. Sloe Gin 1 oz. Orange Juice Collins Glass Fill glass with ice the mix the ingredients in the order listed: So co then amerreto then sloe gin then orange juice.

Understanding The Scorpio
October 23 - November 21) Symbol: The Scorpion Ruling Planet: Pluto/ Mars Element: Water Cross/Quality: Fixed Group: Intellectual House Ruled: Eight Polarity: Negative Opposite Sign: Taurus Favorable Colors: Dark Reds & black Lucky Gem: Opal Key Body Part: Reproductive Organs Period: Oct.23 - Nov.21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Basic Profile: Passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Famous Scorpions: Ted Turner, Bill Gates, Theodore Roosevelt, Charles Manson, Billy Graham, Pablo Picasso, Jonas Salk, Martin Luther, Marie Curie, Roseanne, Richard Burton, Price Charles, Hill

Which Horror Killer Are You ?
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw70%Hannibal Lecter65%Pinhead65%Captain Spaulding60%Michael Myers60%Jason Voorhees50%Freddy Krueger45%Leatherface35%Candyman20%Buffalo Bill15%Whic

Year Of The Pig
Element: Water Heading: North-North-East Color: Dark Blue Yin/Yang: more Yin Chinese Name: ZHU Meaning: Honesty Sign Order: Twelfth Season: Autumn Favorable Month: November Counterpart: Scorpio Friend: Rabbit, Goat Foe: Snake Positives: Sincere, Gregarious, Diligent, Generous, Obliging, Unpretentious Negatives: Naive, Materialistic, Superficial, Pigheaded, Gullible, Lazy Famous Pigs: Arnold Schwarzenegger, Maria Callas, Fred Astair, Julie Andrews, Woody Allen, Lucille Ball, Bogart PIG BABY: The Pig is delightfully patient as a baby. While all the other harassed parents are frantically rushing around trying to get everything done in time because otherwise baby will throw a tantrum, the Pig baby will sit there happily gurgling away until you are ready. Pig babies are also wonderfully friendly and generous by nature. Even as infants they will try and make sure that whatever they have is shared with those closest to them. At times the Pig can opt for the easy life,

Chinese Proverbs To Make You Smile
Passionate kiss like spider's web, soon lead to undoing of fly. Man who run in front of car get tired. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. Man with one chopstick go hungry. Man who scratches butt should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. Baseball is wrong, man with four balls cannot walk. Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth. War not determine who right, war determine who left. Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. It take many nails to build crib but one screw to fill it. Man who drive like hell bound to get there. Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement.

Indian Restaurant At San Francisco.
Indian restaurant in Sunnyvel---------------------- Every month Amol takes us to some out side eatery to dine. This month he had taken us to Savarana hotel in Sunnyvel. Savarna is Indian vegetarian restaurant in Silicon valley. It naturally means that all the Brahmins in Silicon valley will get attracted to the place. The place was virtually besieged by people so that we had to wait in our cars outside. Amol had already confirmed the establishment was to remain open till 10 o’clock. But we proved to be the last of the diners. There was a happy company of diners around which consisted mainly of Gujarathis and Maharashtrians. But owner of the establishment was typically Udipi and in general it had Udipi ambience. The restaurant was quite spacious and roomy and people were enjoying food and each other’s company. For starters Sandhya ordered mango lassi and Bageshree khara lassi. We were observing lot of Indians for first time in USA. How happy we were just by the compan

Fun Things....
Winning Monopoly with over $13,000.... Farting in Walmart toy aisles.... Listening to heavy metal when someone growls out "Blah blah blah" to the chorus..... Seeing someone 9 times your size walk in front of you and your friend says " Hey, help me hug him! " Having your daughter attempt to pick your nose while eating lunch at a restaurant because it "looked like it wanted to be picked".... Trying to sleep past 9am on a saturday with the landscaping crew just outside your window with a mower, edger, weedeater, and blower.... Opening a Coke expecting the refreshing flavor to hit your tongue to only be discouraged by the taste of flat syrup.... Cleaning your apartment and finding a broken piece of glass with your finger... Sitting at Ihop watching drunk people.... - Marty -

I'm Such A No0b! Hahahahaaa!!
I've got some really good songs on my tracks! Also, My photobucket is kinda getting full, I mean I have over 300 in there so....I guess I'm still considered a No0b and all being it's my fifth day but I've gotten really into it. I invited a few cool people, some got a massive response and some didn't. I changed some of the pics on my profile,too, and I REALLY like it now. Anyway, I'm gonna end this with a really cool pic and hope that everyone likes it. See ya! Okay, I have an idea, first 5 people to join my lounge become mods.

In The Mood
Sometimes I just come to watch To see the different styles There are some that we could do If you're staying for a while The ones I see that most can do Practice is not needed Others might take a bit more time Having some moves to be repeated Some will take no skill at all But others can be complex Some prefer to do it alone While others with the opposite sex Some will start right of the bat With someone they've just met While others here are with their mates Enjoying each one they get Some will go the whole night long Rarely taking a break Those I've watched will have a smile For the length of time it takes This must be your lucky night Tonight I'm in the mood If you'd care to take a chance I'd like to dance with you

Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Diamond Eyes75%Mysterious42%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Lay Me Down
Baby I heard your voice coming from horizon telling me ;- Lay me down on your queen sized bed As candles light the room A bottle of wine on ice for two With flowers around in bloom Caress me gently with a rose Using it as your touch Slowly trailing along my skin As petals fall soft in a bunch Feeling your breath as you blow them away And the smell of your cologne Heightens my senses just knowing it's you I lightly sigh a moan The sound of music soft and low Entices me to move Wanting to feel your lips on mine I focus my eyes on you

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes67%Mysterious33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Please Vote
Hey guys i have enter another BBW contest and i would like to get some votes from my friends please I try to vote on my friends that enter contest so please return the favor here is the link if you want to vote

What Pumpkin Are U ?
YOU ARE "SEXY PUMPKIN" YOU ARE THE HOTTEST PUMPKIN IN THE PATCH!! YOU OOZE SENSUALITY. PEOPLE GET HOT JUST REMEMBERING WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE. YOU ARE A TEASE AND YOU KNOW HOW TO PLEASE. EITHER THEY WANT YOU OR WANT TO BE YOU. YOU GOT "IT"! BONES RATTLE, WOLVES HOWL & BATS FLY WHEN YOU ARE NEAR. YOU SEXY PUMPKIN YOU!!! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Men A Must!!...post On Fridge!
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some chocolate. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some chocolate What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some chocolate. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a glass of wine with that? Here, have some chocolate. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more chocolate. 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Ps

Lc Friends Are Great Friends...
I am not going to say I am the optimist I can be, but thank you all for your encouragement it meant a lot to me today. I have not had a spirial like this for along time. Bless you all for your help!!! I am fine and will be fine ....You all helped me slam on the breaks and it was not a spirial to the bottom ... Thank you again. Fushia ps And I promise I can see the spiral start and I will not do this very often.... I promise! pps I will not be opening any bulletins that are about abused children, rape or abused wives. I do not mean to insult anyone but too many memories are brought to the surface and I need to distance myself from those topics...thank you and I hope you understand.

Girlfriend And Sister's Week
Girlfriend and Sister's Week I am only as strong as the coffee I drink, the hairspray I use and the friends I have. To the cool women that have touched my life. Here's to you! National Girlfriends Day What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants and shopping, lunching, and traveling girls? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! TO MY GIRLFRIENDS! If you get this twice you know you have more than one girlfriend. Be Happy! PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL OF Y OUR GIRLFRIENDS AND RETURN IT TO THE FRIEND WHO SENT IT TO YOU ! It is good to be a woman: 1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3 Taxis stop for us. 4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rea

Never Born
sometimes i wish i was never born that way my heart could never be torn so i could never love never lose never arrested never accused no tears lost no hurt brought no dumb excuses no being caught couldnt break a promise couldnt tell a lie couldnt make you sad so you couldnt wish id die wont be no need for sorry wont be a need to to forgive wont be a need to lose you if i would have never lived dont think that i meant it dont think i dont care dont think i wont remember all the love we share is there nothing i can do is there nothing i can say is there nothing to bring you back is there nothing i can pray i cant just walk away i just cant give up my dove i cant give up on us i cant give up on love is this the end of everything is this the end of scorn is this the end forever i wish i was never born

Yours To Hold By Skillet
The lyrics to this song seem to have come straight from my head. It really freaked me out when I first heard this song because I was like, oh my, this song hit close to home right now. Anyways, if you have napster or yahoo unlimited check out this song, here are the lyrics to it: Yours To Hold By: Skillet I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm

Shattered Pieces
I am shattered pieces of what i used to be A million parts of emptiness has become of me No way to pull together my will i cant control All i have is memories of times when i was whole Distant times when i met you and i knew there was a lord Everytime i wasent with you was time i could not afford Your essance lingers but you do nott and now i am so broken Everything i fealt for you were words that were unspoken A shell i am crushed by fate never to love again Without you all i'm waiting for is death to come ascend I feel the wind coming forth to blow me from this place To sweep away all the shards that used to be my face An enigma of forgotten pieces that you have broke apart Taking with you the shattered remnants that you made my heart But now you return to scoop me up i knew what you would do Because we both are shattered pieces and we complete eachother boo......

Faith
When all is lost i turn to you to give me what i need With everyfailure that accures you push me to succeed I thought my soul had made chose its fate but yet it chose again Through all the sin i must admit you still were my true friend I've read the words and heard the songs and now i do believe As long as you are in my heart there's nothing i cant achieve You show me mercy when i do wrong and still you answer me I wonder what kind of world without you this would be I try to follow in your steps even though sometimes i slip But your always there to lift me up even when i trip I'm glad you are apart of me for everything i do And always i'll continue to have complete faith in you

As The Sun Sets
The clouds are clearing the day is breaking Your not by my side and my heart is aching As the time passes on and we come to a close What the future holds no one knows Did are love escape us or did we stop caring How many sunsets did we end up sharing They say forever is long but that's what comes to mind Cause i cant think of a future were i leave you behind Was it a curse for us tomeet from the start Because now i'm in agony from us being apart The touch of your hand the sound of your voice I never would leave you if i had a choice You are the end of my days there are no regrets Your always on my mind as the sunsets

End Of Forever
the words we spoke we truly meant but who are we to say how time is truly spent eternity is something that cant truly exist it is a hazy revalation like the morning mist how can there be a tomorrow if we dont believe in today how can there be a game if we all refuse to play if we created time then why cant we make it stop because that would make forever another hollowed prop there'd be no future that we'd need to defend because as we'd know it forever would end

To Whom It May Concern
i told you it was coming and now i must come through to to show how much you mean to me this it what ill do i contemplate your current state and hope that it will falter the way that you veiw me someday i wish to halter you are so much you might not know and yet i cant explain i know just reading your slightest word some how heals my pain your beauty is a gift not spent but a gift none the less cause when i look into those eyes it takes away my breathes and the fire that you have inside kindles my very being and all these traits you do posses but your just hard of seeing so i tell you so you dont believe but i will never waiver just for the one chance to once again taste your flavor as you read this keep in my mind every word is from my heart and i hope and pray that your life i could be a part so read these words and take them in cause for you my fire burns and this poem is just for you to whom it may concern

Disease
dont i even matter will i ever in your mind you treat me like ive contacted something and the cure you can not find you look at me like i am death and you can catch it quick what have i ever done that makes me make you sick i try to show you i can heal but you dont seem to care i try to show im worth the love but still you wouldnt dare i want the chance to prove to you and now im asking please let me be the inaculation to take away this disease

Suicide(part2)
Its time regrets are all forgotten To leave this world of pain i was begotten In my years i did love but none quite like you And this act i commit wiil prove it to so true My heart is now a vessel of undaunting hate The agony you caused is what sealed my fate I wanted to work i needed you here And i cant live a a second more without you near Please dont cry this is for the best Finally in peace i may rest If this does hurt you i guess you will follow But imonly doing this because my life is hollow I've chose how to do it and theres no turning back It wont hurt as much as your personal attack So goodbye my love even in death ill be by your side Its over for me i've commited suicide

Suicide(part1)
Fuck it i dont need the aggravation Now i'm ready for this final sensation It was you that pushed me to this but you wont admit it You even had a chance to save me but you can forget it I'm tired of stressing and hearing your lies And the pain wont end till one of us dies Slowly i write out the last of my thoughts Trying to explain the agony you wrought It wasent only you i was doomed from day one I just hope i dont bring this deadly curse upon my son I used to think about the years that you would be my wife Now im contimplating the ways for ending my own life Should i down some pills or should i cut my wrist Should i hang from a tree or throw myself of a cliff Should i blow out my brains or get hit by a car Set myself on fire or is that taking it to far Would you even miss me would you cry by myside It dosent matter now im commiting suicide

Inside
Its deep within the depths of me and i have tried to hide it The rage is building up inside and time i can not bide it I must release this anger cause its ripping me apart My bodies at a fever pitch i hear my echoing heart My mind is trying to slow me down but little it can do For everything that you have done i want revenge on you No words you say will quail me now it really is to late All the while that you scream love ill answer back with hate I need to exstinguish your little flame so i may yet survive Cause i'll never have a day of peace as long as your alive No need to ever love again my soul is but a shell And when the bell tolls my end i'll see your ass in hell I look at you and crack a smile because your by my side Only if you knew the things i thought about inside

The Box
Have you ever sat inside a box just utterly alone And everyhing you want to do must someone else condone You rise and sleep without a thought because what else is there to do It seems like the world continued on and forgot all about you Everyone that you hold dear seems to walk away Your life has turned completely dark and you dont know night from day You can not stretch, or take a walk, or watch your favorite show You want so bad to leave the box but all you hear is no Your bodies changed your mind escapes but nothingness it finds You cant recall a memory that this box does not define You live and breathe within this space until you cant take no more Your reaching out to turn the knob but boxes have no door You've lost the last bit of sanity and yet you still cant flee But now you know how it feels to live a day as me..............

Anarchy
Silence echos through the forgotten past An undetermined future because peace did not last The stench of rotting caurcas fills the stale air Death has consumed the world and theres no one left to care Mothers,Fathers,Babies,and even family pets All this destruction caused without a single regret The battle was easily won and yet some how we all lost This so called peace and freedom came at a terrible cost In the streets we ran rampid cowering in fear Taking our final breathes as the end drew near Did we see this coming,did we even stop to think That apocalypse would arrive as soon as we would blink But now its all over not one made it alive Anarchy has rained supreme and none could survive Heavens gates are opened hell is fully packed Souls wander aimlessly but there is no turning back No more new additions,No more family,No more friends Anarchy has won and this is how it ends

Hollow
(this is from the heart and mind of a broken man as i sit and write) Do i care like i say or is this all a game Would i even take you back if you came i empty i am sick iam am tired of the lies we both know what would happen if you looked in my eyes you are scared so you write only trying to prove to yourself because anyone who knows you knows you dont know what to do with yourself and i cant say a word cause it only stokes the fire because every word you write i want to scream at you lier you say i cant change but niether have you tried i am willing to because without you id have died you saved me forever you gave me a chance you showed me what true love was you showed me romance do i regret the things that i did i say live and let live cause you got away with worse but i still did forgive but you only show your side and make me look so pathetic but every word you speak you'll live to regret it because if are love is truly lo

Last Respects
as i gather all my thoughts to throw away the pain stopping all the tears that are flowing down like rain giving in to future giving in to change so close we were to perfection and now were out of range forgot how it all started couldnt even care cant remember our last kiss or the first one that we shared your lips no more caress my hand but yet i havent yearned love is but a memory and i must let it burn saying goodbye seemed hard at first but then i remember who you are how every chance we had to work i was left with a new scar so so long love i have to addmit these times they were the best but atleast for now i must bury us into a sleepless rest

Essence
i linger ever so close to the brink i hear the words that you dare to think i am here i am lost i engulf the endless abyss i am enraged cause i cant feel your kiss i am forgotten i am alone i still sense the traces of what we were i need no remorse i made this occur i am hollow i am empty i hover by your side catching every glimpse i can i am a broken husk that once you called your man i am endless i am your essence forget me not!

Page (rap)
im having suicidal thoughts rendering my mind paralized tears running down my face lookin for places to hide from the pain,mind strain, going against the grain gotta keep my brain in the right lane,insane to many feelings of loneliness no last kiss couldnt take the risk of a near miss joyful bliss is coming to an end you lost girlfriend aint got nomore letters to send intend to live to a good age physco rage membrane trapped in a cage turn the page

Glass
GLASS From my skin I pull shards of glass shrapnel Is anyone willing to accept my blood as capital? Been trying hard for the last 10 years Can’t even get a demo together, forget a fucking record deal All my time is spent trying to stay alive Trying to survive, no time to thrive People say they love my lyrical curve, they say it’s ill Kicked out of the last 3 bands I was in for being too weird It’s all perspective, I’m not weird to me Been like this my whole life, I’m as normal as can be I promise myself that I will find fame Spraying blood on the audience, while throwing a fit onstage Opening veins The only shows I can line up as of late Is playing fundraisers in front of little kids and old ladies It’s not playing for free I have a problem with It’s forcing myself into the position of having to spit my weakest shit And requesting my most boring song is a crime Makes me wish I never wrote a song like “Playtime” I’ve written over 50 songs but play the same 4 song se

Ready
it is time i cant want if we are meant ill leave it to fate she is here and is calling for me so i must go and see what it shall be will it eclypse what we had of that im not sure but the waiting is pain and its pain i can no longer endore so i'm packing and escaping and starting anew because she needs me now and it's what i must do she'll feel my touch and my soft embrace she'll feel my lips caressing each place she'll hear the words that were once meant for you i'll do things to her that i used to only do for you we'll build the life that you threw away and build the family we dreamnt of some day so farewell my love for you my heart once beat steady but its all over now and im finally ready

Dying
Why all of a sudden i have this sensation like i finally am reaching my last destination the tears are done the pain is deminished love and hate are completely finished my life is ending and im ready to go if i'll be missed i really dont know i really dont care i'm glad that its through this is the only way to be happy so its what iwill do dont know if i'll be falling or if i'll be flying but i know one thing for sure that im truly dying

Faces
What i once was i can never dare return all the past things i loved and still this day i yearn masked by a fathomless pit of endless despair but you dont recognize me because you dont care i am nothing yet i am everything to some i stand out in the open but you will never come been called so many names but none seem quite to fit no matter how clear you speak i cant hear it i am heaven to many hell to all the rest and yet still im no one to all that are left i've tried to change things to to some how switch places but yet i am no one under these faces

Metal Years Soundtrack
DECLINE OF THE WESTERN CIVILZAITION PART 2-THE METAL YEARS IS THE CLASSIC ALBUM OF THE DAY,AS I AM JAMMIN THE RECORDS TODAY!! LOOK FOR MY SHOW COMING ONLINE SOOOON! DJKRIS2FUR song of the moment is Colleen by Seduce... great memories of a good friend I knew in MD,that i got to meet thru metal edge magazine and we chilled in mid 1994,i saw forrest gump with with her!! If anyone knows her,Colleen Ferrick from Rockville,MD tell christopher brown says hey,the Mr Big fan..we both played bass,thats how we met,thanks to Billy's bands music... DJKRIS2FUR.COM

Take It
I cant take it no more im going insane under so much stress its hurting my brain at times i feel like dying just to make it end as one by one im losing every friend loneliness has taken hold and i can not shake it i gave her all my heart i didnt think she'd break it so much for true love it was a waste of time tellme shes my constant than accuse me of a crime enough is enough from now on i dont care forgetting all the memories that we used to share i wont act like it didnt hurt thers no way to fake it and now the pain is eating away at me and i cant take it

Asphyxiation
I'm straining to catch the air as it escapes me following my illusions wherever they take me im clutching my chest but nothing seems to help is there anything i can do to completely save myself im slipping into darkness but im trying to fight it but the craziest thing this pain i invite it my eyes are rolling to the back of my head ascaping reality but im just not quite dead eclypsed by the knowledge that you know not what you do my haert slowing to a crawl will i even pull through but there is no sadness writtin across my face for some reason im glad that i found this quiet place its hard to imagine living without this and people wonder how we can go on about this no oxygen mask to attempt to fill my lungs nothing to aleviate the hurt that you brung it feels like im dying of acute asphyxiation and its because of you i have this sensation thank you!

No Mere Circumstance
Saturday, October 7, 2006 No mere circumstance Life's triumphs and life's tragedies often arise from exactly the same situations. When circumstances make it the most likely that the worst will happen, there can be just as much possibility for the best to happen. Nothing ever has to be as bad as it seems, because you have the opportunity to respond to it. Every troubling situation has within it the seeds of great opportunity. What are the things that are troubling you most today? Somehow there is a way to transform those difficulties into great accomplishments. The very factors that hold you back also provide you with ways to move forward. Look at them with an eye for positive possibilities, and you will see them in a new and empowering light. There is never any reason to be a victim of your circumstances. You can always choose to rise above them. For you can see, and learn, and think, and act, and you can do it all with a deep and driving purpose. Remember who you

Regergitate
Everytime i hear your voice my insides start to turn Now i know what usher meant when he said to let it burn But being me i let it slide when i know you did me wrong But are love has rang the final tone dont you here the dong I cant hold back im felling sick and you are thereason why No wonder why everyone i know wishes you would die I tried to love i really did but you have made me hate So now everytime i see your face i want to regergitate

No
why ,why is this happening again why cant we now be frainds why would you open my heart just to tear it apart why would you write those sweet things cause now even more my soul stings and yes we were never together but the mere thought made both our lives better you were ready to walk into my embrace and now instead you just turna cold face i dont understand i think you dont either cause i was dying and you were the new life breather what can i do how can i show do i want you to leave the answer is NO!

Again
Am i doomed to fail am i just a waste do i make them sick do i have a hideous face can i fix this fate can i right the wrongs will i find the one will i be the songs if i shed the tears if i show my heart could i be her one could i be a part then i wouldnt hurt then i could make her smile till i hear those words till i brace awhile dare i still persue dare i take the lead should i try again or should i die and bleed...................... AGAIN

Endgame
I give up why try an longer it seems no matter what i do the pain gets stronger so i let it take hold hoping for it to eradicate my life so theres no no need for new love no need for ex wife with every passing step my heart bleeds more and this is but a taste of what love has in store forgetting nothing but caring not sitting in the abbyss hoping my soul will rot tasting the forver biterness i find not knowing there is no eternity for me in mind only loneliness only hell only your you slowly chipping away at my shell even though i care i'll make sure to forget your name because finally we have reached the end of our game

Regret
I've said that i'm sorry do you want me to scream it To cry out to you that i didn't mean it It was a mistake and of that i am sure Because how could i hurt something i truly adore You told me your pain and i want it to mend I know when i hold you all it will end Forgive me my love were not finished yet For all that i've done i truly regret

Disclaimer!!
WARNING!!!! NOT FOR THE MENTALLY ILL!! MAY CONTAIN HARSH LANGUAGE AND REALLY BAD IDEAS THAT YOU SHOULD NOT TRY AT HOME, LIKE SKINNING CATS WITH YOUR TEETH AND BLOWING AIR UP A DOBERMAN'S ASS WITH A HAIR DRYER. If you have read my Chronicles before then it may already be too late for you. I apologize for the lateness of this disclaimer. Although it is better late than never, I feel as though I should have warned people sooner about "Random thoughts from a TwIsTeD mind". If you are a mentally ill individual, as most of my derelict friends are (you are all sick people that are more than likely beyond any help, I love you all), then it is probably NOT a good idea for you to read these articles as they could worsen the situation. Of course it has GOT to be funny as hell when you talk to your shrinks! If you could put it on video I'd love to get a copy. Also, if you are in perfect mental health, then PLEASE STOP NOW BEFORE ANY DAMAGE IS DONE!!! Of course there are those of whose

Farewell
I've sat and i've sat until i thought i was bound Somethings lost yet so many others found As time passed i grew to adapt Praying to god that i'd escape this trap The time has come and i'm happy to go Where i'll end up only he knows Saying goodbye to the friends that i've got No matter what they think i'll forget them not I've been through the emptinees and through the despair When you cried to yourself because you thought no one cared I've packed all my thing and got rid of the rest Even though this aint the place these times were some of the best So farewell to the place i was stuck in so long Remember though i was week god has made me strong...

Why
why do i hurt i cant understand why when i look in the mirror i seem so bland why do i hate no matter the reason why does my mood change more often then the season why do you love me and treat me this way why does it seem im living out one endless day why do i care that im all alone why do i pray that i can come home why do i writ but dont want them to read why do i say i love you if you dont take heed why when you bleed i'm the one that crys why can no one answer my why's

Agony(song)
verse 1- I cant stop crying i feel like dying you keep on lying and there's no denying i wont forget it please just admit it why dont you get it just come clean with it dont care what you say this is your last day you want me to stay then why do you play you think its all fun but look what you've done the tail that you spun from 2 you made one Chorus- And now i'm dying,dont care what you think this is all consuming and im on the brink of agony,of agony ,of agony,of agony 2 Verse- the tears are falling you wont stop calling no need for stalling girl stop your balling you had your chance it's are last dance now before we advance girl take your stance cause we cant keep like this we no longer share that bliss and you know what i miss the tenderness of your kiss but now girl dont you see you'll never have control of me so whatever it used to be it still dosent change my agony

Escape
ESCAPE i am free free from your grip letting go of our love giving up on our future letting eternity set in finally walking away feeling the pain disapate i am happy again i am me again my friends will return once again i'll be accepted now that ive broken free your hate cant hurt me your lies cant burn me i have escaped

My Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Your Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To My Baby.....i Love This Song....wonder Why?
Your cruel device Your blood, like ice One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much) I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't want to break these chains Your mouth, so hot Your web, I'm caught Your skin, so wet Black lace on sweat I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins) I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in) I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains Poison One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you bu

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Love Element Is
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

Are You Naughty Or Nice
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

I'm From
You Are From Mercury You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything. What Planet Are You From?

Gifts
Just so everyone knows, I do love it when someone sends me those cute little gifts that you can send people on here, and I do return the love!!! I am just starting out on here, so I havent got the hand of it yet....hopefully I will meet some new people and maybe if I am lucky a great man!!!!!!!

Sex Poem
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Evil is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets

Spirit Day Ghs!!!
Omg! Okay, i'm gonna hurry up and write this before I get HELLA tired, and can't do it any more, k? lol, well anyways... tonight was GHS's parade, pep-rally, and bonfire night, so I was looking forward to it, but the excitement hadn't started until I took this Prozac (NO, i'm not a druggy, I just wanted energy for the night's events). OMG! That tiny little pill had me buzzing like a fucking vibrator... or maybe more like a big light-footed ball of energy, but HEY, who knows, right? lol, but yeah, so right after 3rd period I went over to SLAMS to smoke a cigarette, and then I saw my cousin Lea there, so I invited her to come hang out with me and go to the bonfire and all that, so we decide that we were gonna go to the school first, cuz I had a class to teach... Well, I worked my ASS off in the studio, and me and her headed home. After we got home, we chilled for a min, and just checked our messages and stuff online:) Well, I had been a little worried about my boi, Kyle cuz I hadn't talk

Stupid Monitor's
its been a long 2 days, i had my monitor die on my thursday and my flat screen died 6 months ago, grrrrrrrrr.. i went out and bought a new 19 inch flat screen at costco. was very nice n all. but pic quality sucked worse than a paris hilton skin video. aso all day friday i couldnt use it so i took it back today, got up early as not to rush back for work. got a 17 inch envision flat screen, just as nice but all metal. pic quality is a little better, but for some reason as other flat screen, pics on lc are fuzzy, wtf is the deal? if this doesnt work out i'll take it back and get my refund and worry about a screen when i get back from my trip in early december, yup i got 6.5 days left b4 i cross this nation and back. if anyone had or uses a flat screen, let me know how the quality of pics are on them. just dont remember them being so bad on my last one. i might be doing something wrong, so leave some input please, thanks.....goooooo yankees

My Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Fight for Your Right by the Beastie Boys "Your mom busted in and said, "What's that noise?" Aw, mom you're just jealous - it's the Beastie Boys!" You love to party hard and cause a little trouble... And you're too busy getting wasted to move out of your parents' house! What's Your Theme Song?

Website
For all of you out there who are unaware, I do have a website. I am a Non-nude internet model and have been for 5 yrs now. I keep my personal life private and nothing that I do on my own time goes into the website. I do have a daughter and the website is something that I dont want her seeing right now. Like I said, it is not a porn site, I do not have nude pics, I will not give you a free membership. However, if you want to be my friend, that would be cool, and I am single. The website is nextdoornikki.com

Hairlip & Humpback Joke!!
There was this bar with a hump back bartender waiting on customers. In walks a guy with a hairlip.. Hairlip: how you doing sir? Humpback: fine sir and what can i get for you? Hairlip: how much is your VO? Humpback: that's $ 5.00 a shot. Hairlip: $ 5.00 a shot!! DAMN buddy that aweful high.. i can't afford that!! Hairlip: well how much is your gin? Humpback: $ 4.00 a shot. Hairlip: $4.00! $4.00! a shot are you out your fucking mind? I ain't paying that!! danm bubby!! you gotta do better than that... Hairlip: well how much is your beer? Humpback: $3.00 a glass. Hairlip: $3.00!! $3.00!!! a glass!! you must be fucking stupid!! Ain't no damn body going to pay that price for a beer!! Hairlip: well sir i can't buy anything in here but i just want you to know that I sure thank you for not making fun of me being a hairlip and all 'cause so many people do.. you have been a real gentleman!! Humpback: yes sir and i'm glad you

Rebirth
"It is time for you to go now." The Lady spoke to him in a sweet voice. "So soon?" he answered, "It seems as if I just arrived." "It always does," she smiled, "But it's time to move on to another life and another body. You'll like this one." "I hope so. Buchenwald was not pleasant...." "No, it isn't. But, like you folks say, 'that's Life!'" He laughed, and stood up on the so-green grass. "Yeah, I guess it is. See you in a while, folks." The Circle of friends waved at him, wishing him luck and good fortune, and he and the Lady moved off into a misty area. "Pretty foggy here," he remarked. "It will clear up soon," she said, and she took his hand. They walked for a long time, until he saw they were on a quiet street in a small town. It looked like a nice place. Around the corner was a park, and in it, two people, a man and a woman, were sitting on a bench, holding hands. They were deeply in love, and that love shone around them to those with eyes to see. "These are

Poems, Prose And Poetry
Whispers She Whispered, And the sun's fire quickened. She Whispered, And the seas answered. She Whispered, And the lands rose; And the mountains rose; And in the sky the moon rose. She Whispered, And there was life. She Whispered, And we were born. She Whispered, And we head her call. And we answered; And we rejoiced; And we sang; And we lived with Her. She Whispered, And we followed; She Whispered And fewer heard. She Whispered And some were hunted. And then some turned, And some fled, And some hid; And some died. She Whispered, And few heard. She Yelled, She Screamed, She cried, And still few heard. And then She was silent. And we stopped; And we listened; And we looked; And inside of us we found Her. And we listened very closely, And we heard Her whispering; And we Whispered back. And She sang, And we sang with Her. The Triple Goddess As the Maiden, I saw through your eyes as a child Spring rains, green forests, and animals wild! I s

Pathways - The Way Things Should Be...
Well, it had been yet another bad day in the office, and once again it was the fault of that new girl, Victoria. She is one of those Wiccans, a so called witch. How can anyone in their right mind make this claim, knowing that it goes against God and all of the teachings of the bible? She doesn't even have the common decency to keep her satanic symbol, her pentagram necklace hidden from the view of the decent, God fearing people in the office. She has some nerve. I find that I cannot hate her for this though, for I know that she has been deceived. Satan works his evil in ways that she cannot see. I've seen that so called Wiccan Rede that she has tacked to the wall above her computer. On the surface, it looks like a decent loving belief, but all one must do is look, look closely and see that by practicing this way, and not embracing Jesus Christ as savior, she is on the pathway to hell. As I've said, it was a bad day in the office. Three times in the past few weeks I have been ca

Pagan Humor
HOW TO TELL IF YOU ARE A TECHNO-PAGAN: You call your corners on a cellular phone You've had to remove candle wax off your keyboard You charge your ritual tools- with a Visa You use a remote control in place of an athame You download your book of shadows You cast your circle in a chat room Your familiar is a mouse You attend ritual skyclad because it's too much trouble to get dressed for a computer. Your Yule ritual involves defragmentation Your altar cloth is a mouse pad Your cauldron is a crock-pot Your cone of power has a surge suppressor Your magical name, e-mail address, and on-line name are all the same. If you end a circle with Ctl-Alt-Del TOP TEN REASONS WHY WITCHES DON'T WORSHIP SATAN 10- Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests. 9- Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone. 8- Hard to keep flaming goat's skulls lit. 7- Decreased availability of blonde virgins. 6- Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet

Humpback And Hairlip
There was this bar with a hump back bartender waiting on customers. In walks a guy with a hairlip.. Hairlip: how you doing sir? Humpback: fine sir and what can i get for you? Hairlip: how much is your VO? Humpback: that's $ 5.00 a shot. Hairlip: $ 5.00 a shot!! DAMN buddy that aweful high.. i can't afford that!! Hairlip: well how much is your gin? Humpback: $ 4.00 a shot. Hairlip: $4.00! $4.00! a shot are you out your fucking mind? I ain't paying that!! danm bubby!! you gotta do better than that... Hairlip: well how much is your beer? Humpback: $3.00 a glass. Hairlip: $3.00!! $3.00!!! a glass!! you must be fucking stupid!! Ain't no damn body going to pay that price for a beer!! Hairlip: well sir i can't buy anything in here but i just want you to know that I sure thank you for not making fun of me being a hairlip and all 'cause so many people do.. you have been a real gentleman!! Humpback: yes sir and i'm glad you

A Pagan Pledge Of Allegiance
I Pledge Allegiance, to the Earth, And all the Creatures which inhabit it, And to the Oceans, Which Give us Life One Planet, under sky, inter-dependent With Energy, and sustenance for all.

What Is A Witch?
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a WITCH. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a WITCH. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a WITCH. Being a WITCH means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a WITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a WITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a WITCH. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. By God, I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to sto

Which 80's Teen Movie Star Is Your Guy?!
You scored as Duckie. You belong with Duckie. The sweet dork best friend who's love struck.Andrew Clark63%Blane McDonnagh63%Duckie63%John Bender50%Brian Johnson44%Jake Ryan19%Which 80's Teen Movie Star Is Your Guy?!created with QuizFarm.com

A Pagan Child's Abc's
A is Athame, the knife that we use. B is for Beltaine, when partners we choose. C is for Circle where we all are one. D is for Deosil, path of the Sun. E is for Esbat, when we gather round. F is for Fire and its crackling sound. G is for the Goddess in beauty and love. H is the Horned One, our Father above. I is for Imbolg, candles light the way, J is for June when it's Midsummer's Day. K is for Karma, the things that we do. L is for Lammas, harvest's almost through! M is for Moon, riding way up so high, N is for Nighttime, which darkens the sky. O is for Ostara, when we hunt for eggs, P is for Pan, with hairy goat legs. Q is the Quarters and there are just four, R for the Rites when we open the Door. S is for Samhain, end of the year, Tis for Tarot cards, futures to hear U is Undines from the watery West, V is Vervain for protection and rest. W's Widdershins, the path of the moon. Xis the sign that's the sign of the God. Y is for Yule and the sun's return, Z

Twas The Night Before Samhain
'Twas the night before Samhain and all through the house, Not a creature was stirring except for my spouse. The incense it burned in his Caldron so black, For witchcraft and magic he'd a wondrous knack. The circle was drawn with the athame of power, The guardians were called to each quarter tower. The Lord and the Lady attended our rite, In wonder and glory and power and might. The dearly departed came as our guest, To live once again after their rest. We bid them goodbye with a tear in our eye, Such a lovely presence of loved ones so nigh. The candles danced in the flickering light. With the Great Rite we bid them all a good night. The guardians thanked, have all sped away. The Lord and the Lady, thanks for the day. The night before Samhain, Gods Bless this house. A circle of wonder 'round me and my spouse.

Death Of A Freind
one of a friend had die yesterday she was only 26 yrs old she was sick an all an her mother went out for 30mins to get her daug sum meds like she asked when the mom came back in 30 mins time she was out not knowing she would cum home to her daug.. dead in bed so this weeken started out sucks ... i feel so bad for the mother to have to fine her daug that way... ive had people worried about me cause mixing pills an so on so now this has wake me up cause lossing a friend even tho she wasnt close it was a friend an it hits hard cause death aint no toy thats for sure cant take it back i feel so bad tho not even sure what to say when they told me i was blank i didnt know if they was playin cause she was just out at the club wed.. for drunk an drown so see death can cum any time but we think she had mixed the wrong pills not knowing well i dont know what to say now so im out ... girl ya be missed know that

Memo To The Children Of Earth
From: God/dess To: Our Children of Earth Re: Idiotic Religious Rivalries Dear Children (and believe us, that's all of you), We consider ourselves pretty patient folks. For instance, look at the Grand Canyon. It took millions of years to get it right. And about evolution? Boy, nothing is slower than designing that whole Darwinian thing to take place, cell by cell, and gene by gene. We've been patient through your fashions, civilizations, wars and schemes, and the countless ways you take Us for granted until you get yourselves into big trouble again and again. We want to let you know about some of the things that are starting to tick Us off. First of all, your religious rivalries are driving Us up a wall. Enough already! Let's get one thing straight: These are YOUR religions, not Ours. We're the whole enchilada; We're beyond them all. Every one of your religions claims there is only one of Us (which by the way, is absolutely true). But in the very next breath, each religion clai

Norse Legend – The Rainbow Bridge
According to Norse Legend, the sacred Rainbow Bridge called Bifrost connects Midgard (the realm of humankind) with Asgard (the realm of the Gods). Also known as Asabru ("Bridge of Gods"), Bifrost was magically constructed from fire, water and air...whose quivering and changing hues it has retained. Not only do the Gods use this Bridge to travel to and from the Earth, it also leads to the Urdar Well, situated at the foot of the great ash Yggdrasil, where they assemble daily in council. Of all the Gods onlyThor, God of Thunder, never passes over the Bridge for fear it might be demolished by his heavy tread and lightning bolts. The Watchman God Heimdall stands guard over over Bifrost night and day. Armed with a trenchant sword, he carries a trumpet called Giallar-horn, upon which he generally blows a soft note to announce the coming or going of the Gods. However, Heimdell is destined to sound a terrible trump at the dawn of Ragnarok...the time the Frost Giants will unite with Surtr to

Navajo Prayer
"I will be happy forever. Nothing will hinder me. I walk with beauty before me. I walk with beauty behind me. I walk with beauty above me. I walk with beauty around me. My world will be beautiful."

Native American Ten Commandments
1) The Earth is our Mother, care for her. 2) Honor all your relations. 3) Open your heart and soul to the Great Spirit. 4) All life is sacred; treat all beings with respect. 5) Take from the Earth what is needed and nothing more. 6) Do what needs to be done for the good of all. 7) Give constant thanks to the Great Spirit for each new day. 8) Speak the truth; but only of the good in others. 9) Follow the rhythms of nature; rise and retire with the sun. 10) Enjoy life's journey, but leave no tracks.

Celtic Horoscope
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You Are A Chestnut Tree You are a born diplomat with a well developed sense of justice. And even though you're impressive and intimidating, you're also fun to be around. You can be irritated easily, and you sometimes act superior. Nevertheless, you are sensitive of others feelings and very loyal. Sometimes you feel misunderstood and are fiercely close to those who know you best. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

I Am A Pagan
I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved ones in the Spirit world. I work magic f

Hear Ye The Words Of The Star Goddess
Hear ye the words of the Star Goddess; she in the dust of whose feet are the hosts of heaven, and whose body encircles the universe: "I who am the beauty of the green earth, and the white moon among the stars, and the mystery of the waters, call unto thy soul: Arise, and come unto me. For I am the soul of nature, who gives life to the universe. From Me all things proceed, and unto Me all things must return; and before My face, beloved of gods and of men, let thine innermost divine self be enfolded in the rapture of the infinite. Let My worship be within the heart that rejoices; for behold, all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals. And therefore let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honor and humility, mirth and reverence within you. And thou who thinkest to seek Me, know that thy seeking and yearning shall avail thee not unless thou knowest the Mystery: that if that which thou seekest thou findest not within thee, thou wilt never find it without. For beh

Drawing Down The Moon
All ye assembled at mine shrine, Mother Darksome and Divine. Mine the Scourge and mine the Kiss, Here I charge you in this sign All ye assembled in my sight, Bow before my spirit bright, Aphrodite, Arianrod, Lover of the Horned God, Mighty Queen of Witchery and night, Morgan, Etione, Nisene, Diana, Bridgid, Melusine, Am I named of old by men, Artemis and Cerridwen, Hell's dark mistress, Heaven's Queen. Ye who ask of me a rune, Or would ask of me a boon, Meet me in some secret glade, Dance my round in greenwood shade, By the light of the Full Moon. In a place, wild and lone, Dance about mine altar stone; work my holy mystery. Ye who are feign to sorcery, I bring ye secrets yet unknown. No more shall ye know slavery, who give true worship unto me. Ye who tread my round on Sabbat night, come ye naked to the rite, in token that ye be really free. I teach ye the mystery of rebirth, work ye my mysteries in mirth. Heart joined to heart and lip to lip, five

Death
He was old. He felt old. His body did not work right anymore, and he was always tired. His eyes were rheumy, and there were pains in his joints that woke him in the cold night time. One night, as he slept, a soft white light filled his hut. He looked up, and saw the most beautiful Lady he had ever seen standing in the room. "Who are you?" he whispered. "Death," She answered, quietly. "Death?" His reply was confused. "I never thought Death would be so beautiful! We have always pictured you as some kind of spectre of fear." The Lady smiled. "You only fear Death because you do not remember it. Just as you fear Life, because you do not remember it. Come. Walk with me, and be at peace." He got out of the straw bed, and walked to Her. She took his hand, and he looked back at the bed. He saw his body, laying there. Still and unmoving. Dead. "It's quite a shock, isn't it?" Her voice was calm. "Am I .... dead?" "Most assuredly so. Come." They walked out of the cottage, hand

Daily Meditation
I invoke the presence of the Sacred, the presence of the Divine. I invoke the power of the Chakras, the Sacraments and the Tree of Life. Awaken and be active with me. Divine Spirit, bring me into union with you. Remove the obstacles that keep me from the experience of your presence. Let me clearly perceive your guidance. Walk with me into my mysteries; replace my fears with Faith. Give me the capacity to abide in mystery full time. I give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I surrender my will to your Will. Let me feel your presence as much in change as in tranquility. Show me the purpose for which I have been born. Align my energy to Divine purpose. I accept the task that emerges. Speed up my evolution. Show me things energetically, rather than have me live them. Take away my distractions, false voices, my illusions and misconceptions. Show me my shadow side, and what I'm here to learn. In becoming a balanced and conscious being, help me

A Quiz For People Who Knows Everything
Join my FREE No Spam Mailing List: c o n t e n t • Funny Jokes • Funny Pictures • Funny Videos • Miscellaneous • Games entering your e-mail address below with Your comment may unsubscribe anytime! A Quiz For People Who Knows Everything (1) There's one "sport" in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. What is it? (2) What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? (3) Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? (4) Name the only sport in which the ball is always in possession of the team on defense, and the offensive team can score without touching the ball? (5) What fruit has its seeds on the outside? (6) In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the b

Creation Myth
In the beginning there was neither matter nor energy, neither was there space nor time, force and form were not. Yet there was Something. Poised between Spirit and Void, without form or qualities, pure potentiality, the first physical manifestation had existence. Scientists call it the Primordial Singularity, occultists call it the Cosmic Egg. It changed, and the first moment of time came to be. It expanded, and space was born. Not the space we know, but one of many dimensions, and that space was filled with the first Force. So intense was that Force that space itself altered. Dimensions folded back on themselves, while others expanded mightily. The first Form came to be. As the infant universe expanded it changed subtly, and as naturally as snowflakes forming in the air, the first material manifestation precipitated out of nothingness. Neither matter nor energy as we know them, but yet both. The Element Fire was born. The universe continued to expand, and the one Force became two for

Reasons It Is Good To Be A Woman..
It is good to be a woman: 1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3 Taxis stop for us. 4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end. 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked 12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot. 13. We will never regret piercing our ears 14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems. 15. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening anyway.

Before Time Was
Before time was, there was The One; The One was all, and all was The One. And the vast expanse known as the universe was The One, all wise, all pervading, all powerful, eternally changing. And space moved. The One molded energy into twin forms, equal but opposite, fashioning the Goddess and God from The One and of The One. The Goddess and God stretched and gave thanks to The One, but darkness surrounded them. They were alone, solitary save for The One. So they formed energy into gases and gases into suns and planets and moons; They sprinkled the universe with whirling globes and so all was given shape by the hands of the Goddess and God. Light arose and the sky was illuminated by a billion suns. The Goddess and God, satisfied by their works, rejoiced and loved, and were one. From their union sprang the seeds of all life, and the human race so that we might achieve incarnation upon the Earth. The Goddess chose the Moon as her symbol, and the God the Sun as hi

Thoughts Of Apple Blossoms
The sage, old woman Shuffles her way down the path As rays of brilliance Beat back the lingering shadows Overhead limbs of the elders Stretch, reaching ever skyward Blossoms fill the aging orchard Their fragrance, sweet and new A touch of youth, reminder of time Too soon her journey must end She stops to smell the apple blossom Gnarled fingers on delicate flowers A moment stolen in her familiar haven Her seasons have come to an end Winter has set into her body But it’s still springtime in her heart.

I Am The Crone.
Once again the wheel has turned I sense the change in energies. You now reflect upon lessons learned And how they transform your reality. I am known as the Queen Of The Night. Across the winds I hear your moans. I am the mistress of second sight I view it all, I am the crone. You revere me because you must. Through me you face your mortality. In perfect love & perfect trust. You understand things yet to be. At the crossroads I now stand. And watch you reap what you have sown. The veil of night spreads across the land. As loved ones leave their skin and bones. I hold the mysteries of life and death. The Summerland I call my home. I take your hand, upon your last breath. Through the veil we walk I Am The Crone...

Charge Of The Goddess
I am the luminescent moon that rises in the sky at night. And the force of the tide that causes the ebb and flow. I am the Queen of all witcheries Celebrate my presence. There is much I will teach you many mysteries will unfold. I am the dance of the bee Going from flower to flower And the bloom of the rose with it's aromatic perfume. I am the sparkle on the ocean As the sun kisses the surface And the misty sea breeze That touches the soul. I am the spark of life that burns within you Giving way to desire , that is yet to be fulfilled. I am the essence of love that yearns to guide you Spiritual or physical The passion is real. Feast and make merry Lift your voices to the sky Feel the ecstasy of Spirit I am here to be your guide. Always know that I am near Call upon me, I will hear. From the altar in which you have built, Ask of me what thou wilt...

On Samhain’s Eve
On Samhain’s Eve in the healers hall, Alone in the wounded, lonely dark, Will you feel your flesh beneath your skin And touch fear in your murmuring heart? With the leaves dying fast upon the limb, The slashing rain’s a mourning cloak The old healer’s arts may bring you joy. His reasoned, cultured hands may choke. Will you curl against the window’s bars Which mock the freeness of your breath? Will you hear the rain’s doubts on the glass And heed the winds that whisper "death"? Cut off from all that you know and love, Will you walk with your reasoned tread? Or will you yet heed your tingling neck And own the fear of nameless dread? The Witching hour approaches near – Awaiting, waiting – nothing breathes. The spell is wrought – the path is set For good or ill on Samhain’s Eve.

Give Me Strength
Goddess, Faerie, Angel, Elf Grant me courage within myself To face these days I cannot stand And keep my feet upon dry land Life is tough So make me tougher To get through these things That I must suffer Make my conscience clear again A failed relationship I have to mend So give me strength to get through each day By your will, this I do pray.

To Walk With The Goddess
I feel her grace, as I look to the sky. A grand sight against a sheet of dark night. I close my eyes to see the white beams surround my body, that seems to connect with the ground. My body goes soul and so does my mind, I seems to have lost all knowing of time. I open my eyes, she stands there in waiting, her presence penetrates my entire being. We walk on for a while, no words dare needed, her embrace, her smile, tells me what she's saying. I do not speak, but merely stand and gaze my Goddess shows her love in so many ways. Her eyes so pure and filled with power, her lips so perfect, no words spoken are sour. Her long hair it flows, no comb ever needed each strand so delicate, one touch, so dreaded. Her feel so warm and so soft, sends my mind whirling, I don't want to leave off. I regain my consciousness and look again to the sky I just stand there and look on as the night crawls on by. The moon in all brightness and glory amazed This feeling I wont forget the res

Good Night, Sleep Tight ~ A Childs Prayer
Now I lay me down this night The Goddess protect me from all fright. She hovers near to guide with love and encircles my bed with light from above. Her peace and beauty are serene, She stands close by me while I dream. She wears the stars upon her head, And keeps me safe in my little bed. I know in my heart that she loves me, So goodnight, sleep tight and Blessed Be. And Blessed Be to All Children and Adults alike.

The Witches Rite
Chant The Words Of The Witches Rite That flow through the atmosphere tonight. Powers of north, south, east & west Guard the circle as we invoke our guest Negative forces are now banished As the bell tolls thrice All fears have vanished. To the spirits that be... Welcome and Hail! As the third eye opens we see beyond the veil. Visions of things present and past Are now revealed within the circle we've cast. Elementals surround us Energies flow free. Many questions are answered So Mote It Be. The visions slowly cease but the cone of power is strong. We absorb the energies As the night bird sings her song. We prepare to release the Quarters As the moon shines over the dell. North, South, East, West Hail And Farewell! The energies are released The circle is now open Though we go our separate ways The circle is still unbroken. Blessed Be!

Cerridwen's Dance
There's a fire lit There's a drum playing Cerridwen's Dancing All along the edge She spins and she weaves Only turned sand she leaves With hearts following Every move of her-eyes flashing Once you love her She'll never leave you For the magic she weaves Will always remain Just on the wind Calling your name...

What Piercing Are You?
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Beltaine Poem
Give way the cold, let the thaw begin As Winter transforms to Spring again. Let all creatures of cold slumber rise And feathers on wings fill the skies. Brooks and streams are babbling All harken to the song they sing. The Crocus and the Daffodil Casting off their Winter chill. Bare boned trees show signs of life For they've withstood cold Winter's strife. Sodden fields soon to color green As life returns where death once seen. A tiny babe born one Yule Nurtured through many Winter's cruel, Has now grown to a maiden fair Let the joy of Beltane fill the air. From a child the maid she grew With an innocence known only to a few, Sheltered by her purity As to fulfill her destiny. In linen gown with golden thread A crown of flowers round her head, Was taken to a secret place Where her lover could behold her face. Now the maiden sweet with raven hair Her soulful eyes and skin so fair, Chance for to meet her lover's gaze As he peers at her through his forest maze.

Within This Sacred Space
By the light of the moon We witches three, Create enchantments for all to see Crafting our spell we chant by the fire Watching the flames flickering higher and higher. Summoning spirits to hear our call Cloaked by darkness, safe from all. Three times we hear the ringing of the bell We drift into the elemental realm. Forces unseen by the natural eye A gift to those in the craft of the wise. Knowledge unleashed Imbued in the spirit. Mysteries to teach For those who will hear it. We ascend into the air while still entranced Elementals lead us into our spiral dance. Faster and Faster we increase the pace. While dancing within this sacred place. The fire of the dance, reaches our very core. Power is unleashed forever more. A blinding light as our spirits ground. The echoes of "So Mote It Be" all around. Upon this night, with spirits we danced. We were given the sight Our gifts enhanced. Touched by the gods With knowledge and grace. We give honor within this

Silence
Silence rings loudly in my ears, Listening brings me joyous tears. Listening not with physical ears, Hearing joys, and feeling fears. Listening with the heart, Of a greater whole, being part. The sound of silence loudly rings, Peace to the souls is what it brings. Listen to the joyous sound Make the joy abound. Becoming part of a greater whole, Being one with the Universal soul.

Charge Of The God
I am the guardian of wildlife and all things that roam free I am the sound of thundering hoof beats deep within the forests I am the cry of the eagle soaring high in the sky calling to his mate and the raven perched upon the ledge watching everything that transpires below. I am the sound of the roaring seas and the waves touching the shore. I am the heat of the sun that shines down upon you Awakening the seedlings nestled within the soil. I am the bountiful fruit within the orchard sending forth their sweet smells on the soft breeze . The Horned One, The Hunter, The Great Stag I am called by many names Osiris, Cernunnos, Zeus, Jupiter are but a few. I am the Consort of the Great Mother Together we care for you. I am the spark of life that brings forth passion and desire from within. I am felt in the kiss and embrace of lovers and the heated union that follows. Sing, Dance, and make love This is all part of my worship. This has and always will be. I am the gate

Her Dreamscape
Beneath a pastel sky she dances Evening colors of pink and blue Paint the sky above her. She is at this moment oblivious to her surroundings she is within her dreamscape ... No music is needed she dances in tune with nature. Nocturnal animals emerge from the darkness Watching quietly as nature's gypsy twirls by the campfire that she has made. The sounds of the crickets seem unusually soft tonight. The howl of the wolf is still intense, but not frightening to her . Her dance slows down to a sway beneath the mellow beams that now shine through the few clouds that are left. The pastel colors that were once above her have been replaced by a luminescent moon and a blanket of stars. She stops only to gaze up at the moon and dream for a few moments. Her fantasy is one that will remain secret She only smiles to herself And starts to dance again...

Morn Of The Wise
Mother Gaia Clad in winter Stirs amid new rays of light Seeds recall the song of springtime Stretch and listen, wait their time Deep and strong Her life lines vibrate Sing new pulses yet unknown Thrumming to the light waves falling New vibrations Haunting tune Scattered far The Wise can feel it Stop and wonder Listen Feel All attuned to Her vibrations Weaving magick by Her Wheel Now they reach out to each other Share the knowledge and the love Drawing close across the distance All traditions Move as one Joining hands and twining spirits Meet the new pulse Ride the dawn Ever reaching for new knowledge Ever grounding to the Earth Meeting at the astral crossroads Spirit-weaving Soul's rebirth Teaching Learning Sharing laughter Sorrow And the changing ways Learning the changes Weaving the changes Riding the changes Into the new day.

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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With Love In Her Heart
She sits oceanside Listening to the sounds of seagulls flying overhead. Her mind wanders as she thinks of things that have transpired in her life. Some things were good Some were not so good. But lessons were learned and experience was gained. As the breeze caresses her face a tear rolls down her cheek. There are certain things that enter her mind , that sometimes brings sadness ... Once again ... it was a lesson learned. As the sun sets in the horizon She is in awe of it's beauty. Brilliant oranges and soft yellow tones. Softening the aches in her heart bringing a smile to her face. Such beauty stirs her soul And once again reminds her that all is well ... And her heart is healing. She stands gives reverence to Mother Earth & Father Sky Then walks slowly down the beach with love in her heart ...

The Silvery Moon
Spirits of the Winds call to my soul as I prepare to worship the Lord and Lady . I cast my circle and it begins. I summon the Winds Of The East To give me creativity in my work I summon the Winds Of The South To give me passion in all that I do . I summon the Winds Of The West To give me compassion towards others I summon the Winds Of The North To give me strength and stability. The mother and father are invoked. I tell them my feelings and thank them for my happiness and joy . A gentle breeze caresses my cheek as I gaze up at the most stunning full moon that I've ever seen . I know that they have heard my words. After thanking them for attending my ritual I release the deities the four winds & draw up my circle. It is done. I feel a calm that I've never felt before. As I walk to my bedroom I light a white candle ... as I sit down by the window and watch the silvery moon.

I Am Your Priestess
I stand before the Ancients On the day of my birth I am surrounded by their spirits Caressed by their love Empowered by their strength I am your priestess. I walk holding your shield I speak with courage and wisdom I touch with great curiosity I dance with wild abandon I am your priestess. I call you winds of the East Give me the gift of creativity I call you winds of the South Give me your gift of passion I call you winds of the West Let your healing powers blow through me I call you Winds of the North Let your strength and stability Engulf me. Hear me as I chant from the mountaintops Down to the edge of the seashores Let my voice carry a joyous and melodic note upon the winds. Hear me Ancient Ones! As I send my chant of reverence to you For I Am Your Priestess.

Waltz Of The Watersprite
Cascades of water crash upon the rocks It's mists lingering in the air. Such a powerful sound comes from the impact of water overtaking all beneath her. Nothing compares ... Yes ... I am a water spirit living within the mists. I create the faint rainbows that rise from the droplets of water. I am the sound that draws lovers close. And calms the anger of the one filled with bitterness. I am the water sprite flittering back and forth unseen by those of the mundane world , but visible to those gifted with the sight. I perform my dance of indescribable joy. Hoping that those feelings will somehow permeate your being. I will continue my dance until time is no more. Rendering you speechless as you stare in awe at the waltz of the watersprite ...

Ask ... If You Dare.
Come to the edge of the glen In a cottage you'll find her there. Don't ask her where she's been She'll only look at you and stare. Walking a circle around you She'll look you up and down Many things she has in store for you But she doesn't make a sound. Her hair is as black as the raven Perched upon her chair Eyes the color of onyx You cannot help but stare Beautiful deep brown skin Kissed by the sun above An unexpected grin As she beckons you to come. She leads you to a den That was just recently built Bids you take a chair And says "Ask what thou wilt! " You feel somewhat startled And even a bit afraid. Beneath her breath she giggles Because you are in her domain. You want to know the future She turns the tarot cards Are you a winner or a loser She stares at you very hard "I do not wish to know! " You suddenly change your mind. I think I'd better go You turn and leave her behind. You came to me for insight And now you walk away The visions are not

Salute To The Forces Of Nature
I call the Thunder Shake the earth beneath my feet Your sound rolls throughout the air Like the hoof beats of a thousand steeds. I call the Lightening Streak through the skies. Your electrical impulse stirs everything that has life. I call the Rain Fall from the skies and flow upon the earth Nourishing all that you touch. Sustainer Of Life. I call the Snow You who falls quietly Blanketing the earth with your cold beauty. Giving a serene look to the landscape. I call the Hail You who falls with such intensity Beautiful but also destructive. Your power speaks for itself. Forces Of Nature Respect is what I give you through this writing. A Child of nature I've been called many times. A Child Of Nature I'll always be . It will be so until my time has ended. SO MOTE IT BE.

Daughter Of The Craft
She soars upon the winds of the East Engulfing the powers of the cosmos within her All magick is within her hands at this time It is the bewitching hour ... The powers of the elements Surge around her body as she receives the gift of foresight. Exhilaration tears through her soul because she knows she will never be the same again... As the winds caress her body and spirit The stars seem to change their alignment Shining with extreme brilliance ... Life and Death are now one in the same A continuance of her spiritual path Each level more intriguing than the next. She is renewed with the powers of the universe. A Daughter Of The Craft Open and awaiting all things. Ready to challenge anything that threatens her realm Mortal or Immortal She is ... Magick.

Witch's Dance
Deep in the midst Of a solitary heart Embers fire she sparks Dancing in flame Raised high her athame ‘Tis your name she calls In her dance to the All ‘Tis the wind she's clinched tight As she soars through the night Gazing into her flame Once again calls your name Wings brushed in moonlight She sings out her rite So Mote it be He must come to me As my flames grow higher Fill him my desire I soar through this night Bid him join my flight There he appears To the fire falls her tear Wrapped now in his love So below as above For eternity Blessed Be

Will You Be?
Will you be of Wicca, tonight? Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme. Then come with me to the Circle of Light. Bend the Will; the Wish you shall find. Take up these herbs and brew up a tea. Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme. And drink it all down; the gods you shall see. Bend the Will; the Wish you shall find. Take up the glass, and look at your face. Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme. Go into yourself and find a new place. Bend the Will; the Wish you shall find. Go to the Woods, and find an Oak tree. Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme. And cling to it tight, and strong you shall be. Bend the Will; the Wish you shall find. Go to the Mountains and call to the Wind. Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme. And fly through the Air with the Thoughts that you send. Bend the Will; the Wish you shall find. Fly to the Sun, and touch its bright Flame. Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme. Open your Mind; now choose a new Name. Bend the Will; the Wish you sh

Whispering Wind
Whispering wind, whispering wind I feel your presence shall I begin? If I tell you my troubles will you heal me? As you blow your currents can you feel me? Whispering wind, whispering wind Ease my troubled mind as you softly sing My load is heavy but my mind is clear The pressures reduced when I feel you are near Whispering wind, whispering wind How will my luck flow? As your random patterns that only you know Settle my worried mind when I know you are there Whispering wind, whispering wind My problems are dissolving as you are revolving My troubles are resolving as my mind is following, Your wisdom as you blow your fresh clean air.

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis100%Butt75%Boobs67%Abs/Stomach58%Face50%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Grand Concept Through Little Windows.
Wherever you go, whatever you do, someone's thought something out how small is the window that they look through and what are they thinking about do they just see what they want to see do they leave what they don't understand is it for them or is it for me have they missed the concept that's grand however they act, whatever they think, sometimes they go much too far if they don't understand they say it is wrong they can force you to be as they are sometimes it happens, just sometimes it can that someone is not narrow minded they often just say that all is OK and be grateful for those not so blinded an harm ye none, do what ye will and to thine own self be true these ancient ideas are the right thing still but the number who do is too few. remember just this, a good rule for you you see through a window that's small there may be much more out of your view its only the Gods who see all.

Goodnight Winter Witches
Goodnight winters witches.... the frost is on the broom.. Do not tarry to long, the moon will be out soon. So quickly she will be.. sailing across the midnight sky... .. all festooned in palest gossamer, with a star caught in her veil… way up high. Goodnight dear witches.... and know that we all watch that moon.. from a mountain top... or alone in your room.... from window or porch.. from tree or from swing... We all see her.... and that is the most beautiful thing. For I share her with you... and you share her with me.... and in a way.... we all touch.. wands to fingertips.... brooms to hands.... joined together.. by spirit and by divine plan... Goodnight to you all... Goddess keep…

R U Hot But U Just Dont Realize U R?
You scored as yeah u r but u shud get ur eyesight checked. u r a fukin bombshell but u just dint c it, tho unblind ppl do! so u might consider the idea of gettin ur eyes checked... or maybe u hav an evil mirror who reflects the opposite of wut is being seen but deep inside u kno ur better lookin than others... yeah u r but u shud get ur eyesight checked46%self -esteem exremely HIGH!!36%r u hot but u just dont realize u r?created with QuizFarm.com

Goddess
As the day fades to night, I dance beneath the full moons light. As the stars begin their song, I close my eyes and sing along. From above the Goddess speaks, “Listen children, if understanding is what you seek.” “As the Maiden, I watched you through the eyes of a child. So full of hope…so free and wild. I watched as you ran freely with bare feet. And danced with the wind, blowing free. I watched as you grew, a little stronger each day. I watched as you chased all your fears away. I saw your first love, and felt your first blush. I listened to you cry through the nights gentle hush. I was there with you always, in your heart, in your soul. I will be with you always, in your heart, in your soul.” “As the Mother, I bore all your labor distress. I felt, on the face of new life, your gentle caress. I heard her first cry, and eased your fear. I saw her first smile, and dried your tear. As you watched her first steps, I was there in your smile. I was there as you witnes

Before The Circle Is Cast
Herbs and Oils To aid in spells Candles and stones We all know well. Moon and stars we chart by the hour Circles and chants To add more power. Athena, Isis, Goddess Bast Sometimes are invoked When the circle is cast. With a magickal rhyme The spell we will set It might take some time So please don't fret. Be sure of your intent Don't act too fast Review your content Before your circle is cast.

As You All Know..
I am going to have a baby, and it's a boy. His name will be Drake. As you all know..I went to the Hosipital about two weeks ago...the doctor's said what happened to me..they knew it was going to happen, but they didn't know when. I'm having complacations with my pregnancy. As of right now, I am fine, but some nights will be hard on me. Some night I will be totally fine, and others I will be going trough hell! I don't need much comfort, all you have to do it be there for me. What is going on right now, I have to be careful of what I do. I have to take it easy, if I don't then I could go into preterm labor, and thats not good for me, I don't want to go through that. The complacation I'm having is Braxton Hick Contraction(False Conractions). Yeah it does seem really early for me, and it is. Your not supose to be having these until about your 8th month or later, and im in my 6th month. All I can do is live with them. There is really nothing the doctor's can do to stop them. I just

Healing Song For The Land
Blessed are the voices that rise on the winds Blessed are the winds that carry the song And blessings upon the hands That heal the land Blessings upon each hill and stream Blessings upon each vale and river May we hold this land sacred And bring healing upon her Blessed are her waters deep Blessed are her highest peaks Blessed are those that stand with her And sing the healing song Blessed are her fire trees Blessed are her granite bones Blessed and blessed again Are her waters bright Blessed is her shroud of white Blessed are her fruit and flower Blessed thrice are her bounties That sustain us all Blessed are her singers That sing the healing song And blessed are her guardians That fight when she is wronged A song of healing upon our lips A song of blessing we do bestow May our voices rise high upon the wind And carry the healing song

Song Of The All Mother
I am the Mother Earth, and you're a Child to me, Discover who you are and seek divinity. Rocks and stones and clay and peat - all strata are part of me, Jewels and crystals, gems and gold are hidden in the heart of me. Herbs and flowers, tree and shrubs, these are growing green on me. Mosses, fungi, lichens, vines, all of these are seen on me. Horses, cattle, pigs and deer, bears and lions roam on me, Snakes and spiders, rats and slugs, all creatures have their home on me. Bubbling brooks and silent springs, living rivers flow on me, Pools and puddles, lakes and seas, salty oceans grow on me. Tiny tiddlers, mighty whales, sacred salmon leap for me, Sharks and squid and crabs and krill fill the waters deep for me. Wrens and larks and crows and terns fill my skies with darting flight, Hawks and eagles, bats and owls catch their prey by day and night. Creeping worm and flying fox, teeming ants fulfill their lives, In tune with me, in Nature's way, as honey be

I Am She...
I am she who is born of the Goddess, I am she who chases the moon, I am she who is cleansed in it's light, I am she who wields her might. I am she who tends the flame, I am she that keeps the hearth, I am she that honors sacred space, I am she that knows the Lady's face. I am she the writer of words, I am she the teller of tales, I am she who holds the moon, I am she who's heart holds the tune. I am she the healer and healed, I am she the teacher and student, I am she the Mother and child, I am she the tame and the wild. I am she from the forest's green, I am she from the lakes so bright, I am she that walks within night, I am a daughter of the Lady Bright.

Mother Moon
I was lost and wandering down a forgotten road, the night was black and wet and cold. A light appeared to guide my path and wrapped me in a Goddess bath of silvery white. I need not tremble or shake in fright, for she is the Mother of Eternal light! I was wandering down a forgotten road, no longer lost or scared or cold. For when she is with me, I am not alone, she leads me forth and brings me home! As I turn to go inside my room, I say goodnight to Mother Moon, and thank her for her silvery bath, that led me to the Goddess path!

In The Presence Of The Most Holy Ones
In the presence of the Most Holy Ones the Mothers of my body the Grandmothers of my soul I give thanks. I give thanks that I live Through their energy Through their love Through their labor. As a daughter of their wombs and works, I return their blessings, I bless my mother, I bless my grandmothers, I bless all the women of my family line, women whose names I know women whose names have been forgotten. These women live still in and through all their daughters and sons. I bless the women of prehistory the strong, the unnamed, the forgotten. I bless the memories of the unknown women who tamed fire who created agriculture who domesticated animals who invented crafts and sciences. Their works have been forgotten or-co-opted by men. May we remember the true creators, our foremothers. I bless the women of historical times, queens, warriors, judges, healers, witches victims of exploitation victims of suppression victims of invading cultures.

Beautifully Broken Explained :)
I've had quite a few of you ask why I'm broken.. so I thought I'd explain my screen name :) About 2 yrs ago.. I was going through a hard time with family and this song hit home.. it described so much of what I was feeling and it's just stuck.. The lyrics: It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry It feels like tomorrow I may not get by But I will try I will try Wipe the tears from my eyes I'm beautifully broken And I don't mind if you know it And I don't care if I show it Everyday is a new day I'm reminded of my past Every time there's another storm I know that it won't last Every moment I'm filled with hope 'cause I get another chance But I will try I will try Got nothing left to hide Without the highs and the lows Where would we go Where would we go I love the second verse... it's filled with hope that although the storms shall fall.... we will over come them. These storms mak

Great Rite
I don't want to see Your face I don't want to know Your name, I don't want to know Your mind, I don't want Your life to claim, All I want is a grove of trees, soft grass on which to lay, darkness, warm and soft and kind, and You to come and play. I want Your strength around me, hot lips against my breast, with tenderness and passion delighting every sense. Goddess and God rendezvous on a moon-kissed night. I would see the God in You, would feel and know His might. I send my wish upon the winds to East, South, West and North, to seek out my Faerie love, and magick bring Ye forth. Soft caresses of the night to whisper on Your skin, honeyed lips to sweeten You, Goddess to draw You in. O will o' the wisp, my lover fey, Come to me, my Horned One. Be free to worship as we will, enchanted realms of love and fun. Touch and please, but ne'er speak recriminate or fear. A vow we must forever keep, To keep Them ever near.

Scott Cunningham...
Upon First Coming Across A Scott Cunningham Book Oh, why did I read it? Why did I look? I curse the day I saw that book! It was the pink cover that drew me, with a fair woman, robed, barefoot in the grass while incense smoke flowed. An altar of stone-- such a charming scene! But Witches are supposed to be wicked and mean! The told us in church-- the Pastor had said That Witches were evil and better off dead. They bedded with Satan, the turned away from God, This silly pink book-writer must be a fraud!!! He said Witches were people just like you and me. That they honor nature and divinity They don't call up spirits, Don't promote evil, He said-- Ha!-- that Witches don't believe in the Devil! He said that they even BELIEVE in GOD-- That He's BOTH Male and Female-- isn't that odd? He tells us that magic is not a dark art-- that their magic and our prayers are not far apart. He said its okay, that God won't be mad, that He won't strike them down or consider th

The Initiate
He was a boy when it took place without body hair or stubbled face, all tucked in bed, he'd said his grace an watched the sky through curtains of lace when the moon whispered his name. The voice had struck him in the core- without word or doubt, he crossed the floor and silently crept out the door to answer to the call Under the dark cloak of the night led by the Full Moon shining bright he went into the woods-- led by silvery light-- where raccoons crept and owls took flight far from house and road. And on the edge of a clearing round a circle was marked upon the ground in stones-- in which a woman was found beckoning to him. She was withered, wrinkled, old; her silver hair around her flowed without a stitch of clothes or robe naked-- yet unabashedly bold-- a key hung round her neck. Her sagging skin was pale and white, her ice-blue eyes held a light that danced with vibrancy in the night and emanated power. Instinctively, like deja-vous, he knew exactly wh

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid67%Faerie50%Demon50%Dragon33%WereWolf8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

If You Dont Serve Me Go Away
I DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU INSIST ON PISSING ME OFF!!! IN THE LAST WEEK I HAVE SCHEDULED 3 SESSIONS.... 2 OF WHICH WERE THE SAME PERSON.. AND STOOD ME UP BOTH TIMES.. AND THE OTHER ONE STOOD ME UP AS WELL.. EACH TIME SOMEONE MAKES AN APPOINTMENT WITH ME THEY DO NOT LIVE UP TO IT. I WILL NOT TOLERATE THIS SHIT... FROM NOW ON IF YOU WANT SOMETHING FROM ME YOU BETTER START PAYING UP FOR IT.. I WILL NOT WASTE MY TIME FOR YOU. YOU ARE HERE FOR MY PLEASURE NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEADS... IF YOU CAN'T SERVE ME THE WAY THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO.. IT'S BYE BYE... IF YOU HAVE BEEN LYING TO ME OR BEING A FAKE, DELETE ME NOW CUZ I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH FUCKING FAKE PEOPLE... SO DELETE ME IF YOU CAN'T SERVE ME THE RIGHT WAY.. IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE RIGHT WAY IS.. DELETE YOURSELF AGAIN, AND GO JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE.... YOU ALL SHOULD FEEL FUCKING PRIVELDGED THAT I EVEN TALK TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW... YOU HAVE NO CLUE.. THIS LIL BLOG DO

Caught Within The Flame
Beneath the veil of darkened skies Around us dance the fireflies Skyclad flesh and wanton ways Tempt our souls to go astray I call to you the lovers' plea Unbind they spirit and come to me I've lit the candles, black and white Our lives will change forever tonight So drink the glass of Claret down Forbidden lust shall be unbound Passions strength and all desire Alive within the flames of fire.

Sex
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched

A Sense Of Magick
I open my heart to the rising of the sun It's powerful magick is felt all around me. The spirit of the dawn Descends into the center Of my soul. Bringing with it serenity and joy. The power of the afternoon commands my reality. Seeking courage, & justice. Empowering me to do that which is true. The spirit of the evening Descends around my shoulders like the wings of an eagle showering me with strength, dignity and courage. As the light of the evening changes to the silence of nightfall power is unleashed into the magickal realm. Raining down knowledge from ages that time had once forgotten. I am empowered by the maiden mother and crone... Happiness & love radiates throughout my life. Sensuality surges within my being Wisdom is eternally mine... All that must be ... will be. Bringing with it an assured sense of magick and blessings. Forever. BLESSED BE...

The Witch With The Beautiful Blue Eyes
She sings, gestures and dances about Drawing down the moon Spiraling faster, releasing doubt Upon the sand dunes. This is a place she knows so well To think of it... she sighs She continues her dance While so entranced The witch with the lovely blue eyes. She sends her magick across the seas To aid in healing and love Spells, poppets, magick teas Are released on the wings of a dove. Her rituals are done on the misty shores Adding to the mystique Between the worlds, she opens doors With chants that are so unique. "Hail to the guardians"... we hear her say Quarter calls rise in the air To keep unwanted spirits at bay Making sure the watchtowers are there. She works her magick within the circle An eclectic witch is she A little of this, A little of that All ended with blessed be. She thanks and releases the guardians now In power... they will leave They've lended and attended her circle tonight Keeping watch over the magick she weaved. If you're ever on th

I'm From Ky & This Is Damn Funny
Laid Off In Kentucky BILLY BOB AND RUFUS WORKED TOGETHER IN AN KENTUCKY CLOTHING FACTORYAND BOTH WERE LAID OFF SO THEY WENT TO THE UNEMPLOYMENT OFFICE. WHEN ASKED HIS OCCUPATION, BILLY BOB SAID "PANTY STITCHER..... I SEW ELASTIC INTO LADIES COTTON PANTIES"..... THE CLERK LOOKED UP "PANTY STITCHER" AND IT WAS LISTED AS UNSKILLED LABOR, SO SHE PUT HIM DOWN FOR $300 A WEEK UNEMPLOYMENT PAY. SHE ASKED RUFUS HIS OCCUPATION AND HE SAID, "DIESEL FITTER", WHICH WAS LISTED AS A SKILLED JOB.... SHE PUT HIM DOWN FOR $600 A WEEK.... WHEN BILLY BOB FOUND OUT HE WAS FURIOUS! HE STORMED BACK INTO THE OFFICE TO FIND OUT WHY HIS CO-WORKER GOT TWICE THE MONEY...... THE CLERK EXPLAINED, "PANTY STITCHERS ARE UNSKILLED, AND DIESEL FITTERS ARE SKILLED LABOR" "WHAT SKILL?" YELLED BILLY BOB. I SEW THE ELASTIC ON THE PANTIES AND RUFUS PUTS 'EM OVER HIS HEAD AND SAYS, "DIESEL FITTER"....!!!!

I Will Be On And Off For Awhile
I am waiitng for my new box from verizon to get here my other dead,,so i am on dial up its SUCKS..so i will TRY to check my messages its hard to get on and do it,,i am at a friends house sending this so everyone knows i didnt forget them I MISS YOU ALL,,,IF you just got added on my friends list or you rated my pictures,,PLEASE send me a message so i know who i need to rate,,i will TRY to get on later today,, Thanks everyone Hugs N Kisses Doris

Autumn
AUTUMN The time of the harvest Is now upon us It is a time for giving thanks and also a time to remember ancestors. The air has a certain crispness That can now be felt in the mornings The leaves have began to change colors Animals have started to prepare for the cold days ahead and so should we... Remember to give thanks for all the blessings that we have. Know that you are loved by family, friends, and especially... The Lord and Lady.

Witch - By Robert F. Potts
Witch, I whisper. Beautiful is she Among the dappled woodlands of the night. She stands before the altar, radiant sight, A stunning priestess of the Goddess Three. Witch, they hiss, in streets of filthy towns At she who brought the herbs and healed the child. They wanted drafts of love and potions wild But now make signs behind their velvet gowns. Witch, they laugh, you'll talk before we're through. You'll tell us what you did and who you saw. You'll tell us how you followed Satan's law. Give the rack another turn or two. Witch, they growl, from courtroom bench on high At the broken lady driven near insane By priestly tests and tortures, bent in pain. Witch, they shout, tomorrow you will die! Witch, they sneer, and laughing pile the wood About the chains which hold the priestess tight Against the stake. She waits in quaking fright Who proud before the pagan altar stood. Witch, She whispers. In Her gentle arm The Goddess holds my lady safe tonig

Somewhere In The Garden Of My Soul
SOMEWHERE IN THE GARDEN OF MY SOUL There is a place that I go to late at night when the moon is my friend. As the owl travels onwards searching for a mate to share a song with As the wolf mother and her cubs stealthily try to survive the odds And the traps that man lay gobble us up into insignificance Here I take out my keys and open the boxes that Pandora has left Peeping inside to see the crocodile snapping her pearly teeth She beckons me to have a closer look, daring me to connect Some of the boxes have lids that slam shut as soon as I reach them Steely boned fingers can not prize the welded facade of the mind Scratches and claws, talons to behold, embedded on mother earth Roots of life, all knotted up in the valley of betrayal Box upon box of repressed memories, waiting to be liberated A candle lit to illuminate our tears, mother earth and all her fears We wreck her, we kick her, we treat her with contempt Tree by tree, old now, their leaves unkempt But somewhere in

From The Words Of Amy Lee
Evanescence-You(Amy Lee Solo) "The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you And I cant sleep, I need to tell you... goodnight When we’re together I feel perfect When I’m pulled away from you I fall apart All that you say is sacred to me Your eyes are so blue, I can’t look away as we lay in the stillness You whisper to me, Amy, marry me, promise you’ll stay with me Oh you don’t have to ask me, you know you’re all that I live for You know I’d die just to hold you, stay with you Somehow I’ll show you that you are my night sky I’ve always been right behind you Now I’ll always be right beside you So many nights I’ve cried myself to sleep Now that you love me I love myself I never thought I would say that I never thought there’d be you"

To Believe
To Believe… To hear the birds gentle song. To feel the winds warming breeze. To smell the oceans salty scent. To taste the apples sweet juice. To see the sky’s palate of color. To know you’re never alone. To understand that life brings death, And death brings life. To truly believe that one can never learn all, Yet learns everything. This shows to the world, That you truly do follow the path of the God and Goddess. That you understand people make mistakes, And then learn from them. That you know, just because some else doesn’t believe what you do, Doesn’t make them any less important. That you live your life your way, by your rules. And allow no one to tell you who you should be. That you are a child of the Divine. And a child of the Earth. That you are a WITCH.

The Earth Is Our Mother
The Earth is Our Mother Tilting toward the light of the Sun, Our Mother awakens and warms. Her skin greens with all manner of life. Her breath gently stirs the clouds and renews the air. Her hair, as flowing rivers and streams, Cascades downward between the breasts of mountains. Onward, downward, through the valley of her thighs Pouring into the oceans at her feet. Her arms enfold us in their gentle embrace, Spinning and rocking us through turbulence and peace. Her hands guide us, opening doors and closing others. Her eyes light our way, down paths of our own choosing. Her Heart shows us assistance and compassion, when wrong turns are made. Her womb births our brethren creatures four legged and two. Her energy flies about on the wings of birds, In the water dance of sea creatures, And within the beating of hooves. The Earth is our Mother. She awakens.

Devotion And Desire
I'm trying to create something that's not there. A spark I saw. A bomb is just a means to an end. and I was just so happy to be out of my shell again, I don't think that I really cared for who or what. so for now I'll just have to keep it shut. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are. How could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire. My mouth's shooting blanks. This situation's unbearable, I've gotten vulnerable. Now anyone is free to waltz right in. My temple's been invaded and there's nobody guarding it. All over this lonely life, but what's so wrong with being all alone? Alone's the only way I've ever known. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are. How could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just t

Welp
well dammit, i just moved into this apartment and now i have to move AGAIN. ive only been here about two months. All the sudden my landlord decided to pitch a fit about how many people are living here (3) and then proceeded to ask me why i felt the need to run a dormatory. then she turned my air conditioner off and said i should learn to conserve energy, then proceeded to lecture me on good will and how to treat people, then proceeded to ask me the names and occupations of everyone that has ever been to my apartment, as if it were her fucking business. so i said, im sorry but im 21 years old and im not gonna have my fucking neighbors keeping tabs on who comes in and out of my house, tell them if they wanna stalk someone to find someone with the fucking time to be worried about them. SO ANYWAYS> we found a 3 bedroom apt , i have so much shit this sucks so bad, but it will be better since evan is moving in like a week from today =) =) =),

Quiz
You scored as The High Priestess. The High Priestess is about being very intuned with her feelings and not being able to share thoses feelings easily. She is very hidden and secretive and prefers to not stand out but she is not a loner.The High Priestess85%The Lovers70%The Devil65%Death60%The Magician60%The Hermit55%Justice55%The Empress and The Emperor55%The Hanged Man50%The Moon40%The Fool

Always Hardcore....
ahhh tonight i have a birthday party: Walter (one of my friends, he's in few of my pics) there will be many of my college friends... ahh i miss the days i was still going to the university :( anyways, it's time to have some fun :) and after dinner, i'll go to dance with Carolina, one of my best friends, and Florencia (they are both in my pics too) we are looking for a nice club, with few hotty guys lol nahhh jk, but yes, i need to drink (and now don't come telling me ladies don't drink and all that BS) i had few weeks that were the f*** hell for me, and yes, like everyone, i need relax and few drinks!!!! lol well, hope you all liked what i posted yesteday night in my blog, yes, the story, soon i'll post a new one :) maybe later i do it, but not sure, i still need to get ready, like every woman does!!!!!!!!! lots of love and hugs everyone Maria

How To Piss Of A Cop
When you get pulled over, say, "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol." When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say, "No. My speedometer only goes up to..." Touch him. When he asks you why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. Refer to him by his first name. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. When he says no, cry. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harrasment. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. When he asks you to spread 'em, tell him you don't go that way. When he puts on the handcuffs, say, "My dates usually buy me dinner first." Ask to be fingerprinted with candy, 'cause you don't like to get ink on your fingers. After you sign the ticket and give it back t

Me
Just figured i would start a blog on here some of u know that craig and i aint together no more and some of u dont....We aint together no more i cant b with some one who isnt there for me when i need them to talk to or just to b there for me....I recently found rick and i wouldnt trade him and the boys for nothing they are my everything and they keep me goin every day....And it gets better everyday that we are all together i dont know what would happen if they wasnt here...i no longer drink or do stupid shit no more.........

What To Do
Hey im 21 i just moved to orlando lookin to meet some people, i used to race mountainbikes and bmx and i try to skateboard(not very good at all) i like riding cross country but have been riding a lot of road on my intense M1. anyways i was wondering what there is for fun down here, i wanna try wakeboarding, i used to snowboard so i think i can wakeboard. Anyone who wants to hang or party or go to a bar hit me up, im fun and easygoing and get along with everyone. why have enemys when you can have friends.

My Cherries Are By Far The Best Ppl On This Site!
well today iz my day for pissing evrybody off i guess!!! if ya dont like my words drop me & block me cuz im 2 stupid to quit on my own (ask my ex's) well i am a juggalo & im really haten what i am seein in my fam!!! instead of showin the beautiful thing called the carnival, evabody, includin me, has left the path and got caught up in the drama filled piece of shit existance we call life!!! go read my blogs, violent j'z letter, thy unveiling, remember what the carnival is about!!! there is not one person on my friend list that i put there by mistake!! i hate the fact that all my friends dont get along but that's the way it's been my whole life! i love each & evry one of you guys & any of you that have talked to me much at all knows that i lose sleep over my friends!!! I REALLY TRULY CARE ABOUT EACH & EVERY ONE OF YOU!!! i get stupid jes like anyone else, i make mistakes all de time jes like anyone else! i apologize for anyone here who feels ive done them wrong! but remembe

The Dream
As I'm walking out the door, I hear someone call out my name. As I turn to look, I see you walking up to me with a smile on your face. You grab me up into a hug and tell me what a long time it has been. I smile at you, but it’s a little bittersweet though. You ask me if I would have a drink and maybe dinner with you, so we can catch up with each other. Against my better judgement I agree. As we walk to the restaurant, you carry most of the conversation. The waiter takes our order and you ask me how I have been. I reply that I've been fine, working and such. I cannot look you in the eye, I hide how I feel, I can't tell you what a mess my life has been since you left. You reach across the table and take my hand, making me look at you. In your eyes I can see how you feel, I can see the love pouring out and touching my heart. You tell me how you've thought about me every day since we split. You tell me how I consumed your waking thoughts and your dreams. You look deep into my eyes and tell

Random Thoughts
So you've all asked what is on my mind this morning? Well I guess no one actually has but I'm in a blog mood. So you go to bed at 3:30 in the morning after having a conversation with someone you are interested in and you just sit there thinking about them and finally are able to go to sleep. Then your friend calls you at 7:30 and you awake out of your deep sleep and he says hey man, was hoping you wouldn't answer the phone. What the hell am I supposed to do? Phone rings and I answer it. What kind of pic should I post next? Not like I take the greatest pics but trying to think what I could do. Well that is all I've got for now. Check back later I'm sure I will have something to talk about after tonight.

Update On My Uncle
The doctor started a laser treatment on my uncle on Friday to try and shrink the tumor. We are hoping that this procedure will work since it is the least invasive procedure. This procedure has been successful with many people before and with my uncle in the past and we are hoping for success for him this time. Thank you all for the prayers and support. You are all wonderful people!

I'm Sick!... Oh Joy
yeppers... I'm finally starting my path of ickyness... I hate being sick this time of year... I always seem to catch the worst shit ... I need some chicken soup or something... but yeah just wanted to let everyone know that's why I haven't been on in forever....

Grrrr
ok im starting to feel so fkn duped i think maggie has a new boyfriend and isnt telling me bc they are always hannging out together and now she isnt answereing my phone calls and shes acting wierd and i dont like feeling as if shes lieing to me and she will be here in less than a week and i dont want this to be hannging over my head i cant act normal around her if im thinking shes w this guy i need help and if shes going to keep telling me that shes not dateing him and i feel like she is i dont know what im supposed to any ideas?

Cancer
Well it's offical my life sucks royally. I got the call that no wants to answer and no wants to listen. I had to have surgery on the 25th of September due to a certain condition I have. Well they took a bunch of biopies and the results are in, its "probally cervical cancer" says the specialists. Now I have to go threw more ultrasounds and that is not fun. Its not your normal everyday kind of ultrasound, no this one goes vaginally and when I have just had an D&C its going to hurt. It hurt the first time around without having the procedure but no I am going to have to be fully heavily medicated just to tolerate this ultrasound. They need to know if anything has changed since the surgery, well golly when I won't stop bleeding, the pain is at a level where they have had to put me on a IV that injects me with Oxycontin every 45 mins or so, or at least that is what I think. I don't know time moves so slow when your in pain. To top everything off, I have had some major dizziness and lighthead

Comments
Ok here is my thing now, i will not leave comments nor rate any of on my friends list untill people start hitting me back. i have left so many comments and rated so many peoples shit, and i barely get anything in return but for those special people who have, i will still get up with you all..

Hold Me
Hold me in your arms And don’t let me go Hold me in your arms And caress my body so Hold me in your arms And please don’t let me go Hold me in your arms I need your loving yo Hold me in your arms And don’t dare let me go For I know I’ll miss you so Hold me in your arms Make sweet love to me Hold me in your arms And cast this spell you have on me Hold me in your arms It’s only your love I’m craving of Hold me in your arms And don’t let me go Hold me in your arms And be good to me I don’t want You leaving me just hold me in your arms and cuddle me your so very special to me

Control (part 2)
He then untied her blindfold with his hands, very skillfully while still moving his finger in and out of her pussy. Just as the blindfold dropped to the floor, he grabbed her by the hair. Gently pulled her head back "Look at me!" She slowly opened her eyes and looked at him. He was gorgeous. He was a tall confident black man, which was very arousing. He was very dark skinned with hair in tight curls that was kept closely shaven to his head. She immediately recognized him from the restaurant, she saw him sitting in one of the corner booths. When she saw him at the restaurant she was tempted to go up and talk to him, she went to school with him. She had always thought during her freshman year that he had a crush on her. She already knew him from the internet when she started school, but didn't realize that it was him that she had talked to him on both the internet and at school. As soon as she had finally scanned her eyes up and down him, she went to talk, but he didn't want her to t

Trap By Stu Smith
Trap by Stuart Smith "Help me. He's back. He's going to kill us." Sleep deprived eyes flash wide open and stare at a lightless room. That voice again. "Fuck off. Leave me alone!" His voice strained with fear. This was the third day. "He's in the bathroom." "There's no one in the bathroom. Fuck Off! Please!" "He's going to kill me - then he's going to kill you." The voice in Marvin Dictachi's head sounded primitive, inhuman, alien. It buzzed in his skull and seared his tightened nerves. "Kill him first. Kill him first before he gets us both!" Marvin grasped the shaft of his bedside light and his fingers crawled up its length to switch it on. The light exposed his dank bedroom in all its sepia glory. "Go. Go to the bathroom." Said the voice as Marvin vice-gripped his head by loose tufts of thinning gray hair. Then silence. No sound at all. Even the city was dead at four in the morning. Next, he was standing. He was standing beside his bed in the bro

Control (part 1)
She sat there with her legs crossed. She always been weary of meeting strangers off the internet, but something about him seemed so safe and secure. He had a way to make her trust him, and she thought it was finally time they met. They had been talking on the internet and the phone for over two years. The two had shared an intimate connection that neither of them knew was possible from just talking on the phone. She sat there with her muscular legs crossed. She pulled and tugged at her skirt and kept pulling it down, she was afraid that someone would be able to see up her skirt. She was weary of wearing skirts to begin with because she didn't like her legs, they were short and muscular and pretty overwhelming at first site. She spent a lot of time walking, so her legs were built up. It is not like she was a small girl to begin with, but she wasn't huge either. She was well built, even more well built since she started school. She had lost a good bit of her gut that she had in high

Ethan And The Bear
Ethan ran through the house with his Luke Skywalker light saber in hand as I relaxed on the sofa in the living room. He stopped at the bottom of the stairs, looked up, pointed at the second floor and said, “Bear.” “There’s a bear up there?” I asked, wanting to be sure that I understood. “Yeah,” he replied. He picked up his little broom from the floor and brought it to me. “C’mon, Pa,” he said. We walked to the bottom of the stairs and stood motionless, waiting to see if the bear was moving about. Hearing nothing, I said, “Let’s find the bear.” And we scampered up the steps on all fours. At the top landing we stopped again. We listened and looked around – we were very quiet so as not to give away our position. I motioned toward the guest bedroom and we proceeded with caution. And there it was, lying on the bed, disguised as a big pillow. “Let’s get him,” I yelled. I ran forward and hit the bear with the broom. Ethan whacked it with his light saber. Working

Dunno, Just Something I Wrote Whilst Under Influence Of Vodka
This world is a big place full of many interesting and differenet people from different backgrounds, beliefs, tastes and everything. We are all individuals, and humans in general are an amazing race. We can create so many beautiful things in the sciences and arts. Everyone is beautiful. And to know someone really special, just adds another beautiful person to the list of amazing people here.

Fears
I hear the thunder rolling in the sky.Ican feel the scared child deep inside.There is a closet where nasty things hide!Darkness creeps in from under the bed.Snakes,spiders,and other unfaced fears.This child,adult feeling helpless!

Little Jonny 2
Little Johnny sees his Daddy's car passing the playground and going into the woods. Curious, he follows the car and sees Daddy and Aunt Jane kissing. Johnny finds this so exciting and can barely contain himself as he runs home and starts to tell his mother excitedly. "MOMMY, MOMMY, I WAS AT THE PLAYGROUND AND DADDY AND...." Mommy tells him to slow down, but that she wants to hear the story. So Johnny tells her. "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went to look and Daddy was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt, then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane laid down on the seat, then Daddy...." At this point, Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asks Johnny to tell his story. He describes

Lost
You say you’ve lost yourself Well I’ve lost myself too I’m Falling again Dropping to the bottom Drowning all over again Love, Desire, Lust Is there a difference It’s hard to tell Can no longer feel Letting go for the last time Hating mistrust Almost as much as myself I wish to remain lost

For All Cherrry Heads Who Dont Know Me
my name is diamond and take a peek at my profile at your own risk,lol,and see what ya think be nice to make some new friends so have a safe on and be bad,luv diamond,xoxoxo

America's Got Talent
Umm. I guess I'm trying out for it. My best friend is DRAGGING me down to the city with her on Wensday. FUNNNN? Right? Happy Saturday, keep the peaceful hip-hop movement alive!!!! Lady T

To You, My Friends!
I just wanted to take the time to thank all of you, as I really am enjoying my time here at Lost Cherry. Your comments, ratings, and posts on my site, are greatly appreciated. I also try to return the favor, and if you ever notice that I missed commenting and rating your new pics, just leave me a personal message, or put a comment of my site. I will most gladly help you out!

Love
How Good Is Love Can’t Work Can’t Sleep Can’t Think Can’t Escape It Burning though my veins Every thought of you Igniting another fire in my soul I Need It I Want It I Hurt For It Can’t Escape It Dieing for your touch Living for a chance To be inside you again Can’t Escape It Addicted To Your Soul Addicted To Your Hips Addicted To Your Heart Addicted To What’s Tearing Me Apart

The Diet
An extremely obese woman shows up at her doctor's office crying and claims that she has tried every possible way to lose weight, all to no avail. She continues to sob, "My husband won't make love to me any more. My friends make fun of me. Everywhere I go they tease me. I just can't take it any more!" The doctor, hoping to help her, proposes a radical diet, rectal feeding. Reassuring the patient that she won't starve to death, the doctor explains that she'll actually take in enough nutrients, through the rectal walls, to sustain life and that she's sure to lose weight in the process. Three weeks later the patient comes in for a follow-up appointment and she's down from her 360 pounds to a trim 110 pounds At first the doctor doesn't recognize her and asks his nurse, "Who is that beautiful lady in the waiting area?" The nurse reminds the doctor that she's the fat lady on the special, rectal diet. The doctor show the patient into the exam room a

Never Bring Ourdoor Plants Indoors
Garden Grass Snakes, also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why: A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream! The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time, the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor. His wife thought he had a heart attack, so she covered him up, told him to lie

Despite Anyones Else...
nothing is gana let tonight be crap for me .. im going out regardless and im gana have a good time !! got me new outfit which looks all good and in about 4 hours i should be sipping my first jd and coke !! hope you all have a good noght !! mwah take care of you's .... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Treat How Ya Wana Be Treated ...
what ever happened to the phrase treat how ya wana be treated !! im so fed up with people letting others down ... why is it everyone is so selfish maybe some dont even realise there doing it but such a simple act can make people lives so so diffrent we should all take the time to think of other people before jumping in ..... if you wouldnt like it to be done on to you i would take the thought that they wont either ....

Just Once
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream a reality, And kiss you once.

Old Poem Of Mine I Really Liked...
School of Hard Rock The adrenaline starts flowing. Music’s going, bass pounding in your ear. And with every increasing thump its like a war dance getting you even more prepared. You see your opponent and think what a chump. It’s time to go and your flowin’ like the rhythm with steps from side to side. And the only thumps your opponent's feeling is the flurry of fisticuffs that are all connecting as body blows. Keep the jams pumping and keep your feet moving you’re almost through and think to yourself “this isn’t what he does to me, it’s what I do to you.” This is your song, step in beat, rock your head and raise hell.

Where You Need To Be
Timing Can Be Everything Since human timetables quite often do not correspond with universal timetables, it's common for people to feel that life is progressing too slowly or too quickly. We draft carefully composed plans only to find that they fall into place when we least expect. Or, conversely, we are thrust into roles we believe we are not prepared for and wonder how we will survive the demands imposed upon us by unfamiliar circumstances. When delays in our progress kindle pangs of disappointment within us or the pace of life seems overwhelming, peace can be found in the simple fact that we are exactly where we need to be at this moment. Every person fulfills their purpose when the time is right. If you have fast-tracked to success, you may become deeply frustrated if you discover you can no longer satisfy your desires as quickly as you might like. Yet the delays that disappoint you may be laying the foundation for future accomplishments that you have not yet conceived. Or th