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Woman May No Longer Blow Her Horn, And Bus Driver Ticketed...
Good Morning. Don’t you just hate it when tradition comes to an end? Well that is the case in which Jeri Priest of Denver Colorado is going through right now…withdrawal from blowing her own horn. See for the last 30 years after every point The Denver Broncos professional football team scored, Jeri blew her horn. A device not to strange to most of us. But strange just the same. Because Jeri’s horn was not one, but six car horns wired together for that awe inspired blast after every point the Bronco’s scored. It seems the neighborhood in which she lived in had gotten use to it. Well for 30 some years of doing this I guess they would come to expect it. Except for one Lawyer type that apparently moved into the neighborhood and I would think that person had been told of what transpired after a Denver Bronco score…but…perhaps not. The Lawyer who wishes to keep their amenity won their battle with this 69 year old lady and her husband. So the couple decided to give the horn contraption away to

Naughty Application
Tell me ALLLLL about what you're thinking. ;) > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Favorite position(s)? > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > 6. lights on or off? > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 12. Condom or skin? > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 18. Three sum? > > 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > 22. Do you like foreplay? > > 23. What is foreplay to you? > > 24. Can we take pictures of the act? > > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? > > > SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BAC

My Father
my father passed away on this day in 2000. it was in 2000 that i first went to talladega to the nascar races. my father was so excited when he found out i was going to get to go to the races. i saw dale earnhardt sr win his last race. i miss my dad so much. my father died in december and dale sr was killed the following feburary.

Beyond The Pain Of Keeping Resentments Ir Relief To Live Free & Happy.
Resentment is a useless pursuit. It does not help you, it does not help the situation, and it does not help the people you resent. Resentment expands the damage that has been done and prolongs the pain that has been inflicted. And resentment often leads to new instances of hurtful behavior on the part of everyone involved. The way to end the downward spiral of resentment is with forgiveness. Forgiveness frees you to move forward, unfettered by the burden of past wrongdoing. Forgiveness does not mean that what happened was acceptable. Forgiveness simply enables you to completely, once and for all, let it go. In every life, there are numerous and continuing opportunities for deep, abiding and destructive resentment. But there is nothing at all to be gained by spending your life filling up a mental warehouse with those painful resentments. Choose instead to quickly forgive, and to move forward, beyond the pain and into a world filled with positive possibilities. Don't waste y

Dude It Was Awesome
I started drinking miller high life the night before, hung out with tim and sam, then drank some icehouse, went to bed, woke up, smoked some pot, my ghetto neighbors got kicked out of their apartment, my country singer neighbor gave me his old couch so now i have two couches, went to my mom's house and she took me to the olive garden which was fucking amazing, i ate the fuck out of everything at the olive garden and ordered a $9.25 glass of wine, went and hung out at the o-house with liz, drank a budweiser, 3 bud lights, and a shot of the 3 wise men, left and picked up sam, drank one of those big bottles of smirnoff ice, liz came over, and then i fell asleep with liz in my bed. Didn't get laid on my birthday like I've been so superstitious about, but i still slept next to a woman. All in all it was an amazing day.

Nsfw Pics
i just ran out of family spots so i have some motivation for everyone to comment my default pics. if i get 20 good comments on each of my default pics i will open up the nsfw pics. those pics are not nude, but they are a lot sexier. never fear, if you have crushed me and i open up that folder, i will post a pic for my family only. it's a close up you probably wont want to miss. that will only be available for my crushes. no free rides on that pic.

My Own Vanity Part 1 (discovery)
growing up i always lacked confidence with vanity with my looks. i had confidence in other areas. sports and intelligence. i could outthink and outplay most ppl. but when it came to my looks i always lacked confidence. alot of that came from being poor and having an alcoholic parent i was ashamed of. i was ever a chubby boy and that created issues with my wardrobe. i had to wear sweats or shorts most of the time because we couldnt afford the price of the jeans that would fit me. my thighs and calves have always been jynormus. (now i have so many options w relaxed fitting jeans). and in order to take a girl out on a date i would have had to have my mom drive us. i just chose not to do that. it was just easier. now living in a fairly small town, i decided early on that i wanted to move away as soon as i was allowed. so in my junior year i enlisted into the Navy through the Delayed Entry Program (DEP). well one of the requirements in order to get in was that i had to lose a certain a

The Bone Thug Story
In 2005 Bone Thugs was working on an Album/Movie for an Oct. '05 release. You can hear Layzie talk about it in my interview with Bone Thugs recorded May 30th, 2005. They recorded songs with Kanye West, Petey Pablo, Jazzy Pha, & others. They were also working on a movie by the same title "The Bone Thug Story"! That Album never got completed & the movie never got made cuz of afew issues that get mentioned in the interview. They were working with Darryl McDaniels (of Run-D.M.C.) to broker a deal with major labels. Dr. Dre & Aftermath wanted Bone Thugs but only if all five or even four but not just three. Alot of other labels was on that two until Layzie got at them about their situation, hunger, and proof that Bone Thugs has always been 'Layzie, Krayzie, & Wish' and can produce hits as a trio. The first label to jump on broad accepting Bone Thugs as a trio was Full Surface (aka Swizz Beatz) who was under Interscope. Once that deal went down they drop

TỰ HÀo TuỔi TrẺ ViỆt Nam
1.Chủ nhật, ngày 9.12, trước ĐạI sứ quán Trung quốc tại Hà HộI và tòa lãnh sự TQ tạI TP Hồ Chí Minh tuổI trẻ VN xuống đường biểu tình tỏ thái độ phản đối Quốc Vụ Viện Trung Quốc vừa phê chuẩn việc Trung Quốc thành lập thành phố hành chính cấp huyện Tam Sa nhằm quản lý quần đảo Hoàng Sa, Trung Sa và Trường Sa của Việt Nam. Hoàng Sa, Trường Sa ngàn đời là của nhân dân VN, Tổ quốc VN. Người phát ngôn Bộ Ngoại giao VN Lê Dũng tái khẳng định: "Việt Nam có đầy đủ bằng chứng lịch sử và cơ sở pháp lý để khẳng định chủ

I Don't Believe It
omg i don't believe this... it seems my pets are all trying to tell me something... in the last month my cockatiel has laid 6 eggs *all empty* & i discovered about half an hour ago that my fish tank is full of eggs... i'm so not ready to become the g/mother of a hundred little fish LOL so 2moro after i've been down the shops i'm gonna give the tank a good clean out

Like You'll Never See Me Again
"Like You'll Never See Me Again" Alicia Keys. The first time I heard this track I can't begin to explain what it did to me. After spending 15 years off and on with my daughters father. The last 6 years he has been incarcerated we still have 22 months. Everytime I have to leave that visiting room, I feel everything this track says.

Một Vài Tản Mạn Nhân đọc Lại “hành Trình Cuối đông”
Một vài tản mạn Nhân đọc lại “hành trình cuối đông” của Tiêu Dao Bảo Cự được tái bản. “Hành trình cuối đông”, bản thảo đánh máy anh Bảo Cự đưa tôi xem nay vẫn còn trong tập hồ sơ tài liệu Đại hội thành lập Hội Văn nghệ Lâm đồng của tôi. Giấy pelure đã úa vàng. Đã 20 năm rồi còn gì!. Hôm nay nhân đọc lại “hành trình cuối đông” lần tái bản trong Tủ sách talawas . Những tháng ngày qua lại hiện về… 1. Cùng tham gia trong phong trào SVHS đô thị Miền Nam, tôi biết đến tên Tiêu dao Bảo Cự với truy

Nghĩ Về Một Thời Tuổi Trẻ (ii)
(5) …Và nhìn lại… Con người được sinh ra ai cũng có một gia đình, một tổ quốc, một quê hương! -“Không ai chọn thời mà sống”!… Tuổi trẻ miền Bắc những tháng ngày đất nước còn chia cắt, sau năm 1975, nếu có suy nghĩ, nhận thức lại môt thờI tuổi trẻ, đất nước và chế độ chắc sẽ có nhiều suy tư khi tiếp cận với quê hương đất nước miền Nam 20 năm sống trong thời kỳ”Mỹ Ngụy”. Những người trí thức của Miền bắc “XHCN” sẽ có cái nhìn sâu sắc hơn bằng chính cuộc sống của mình. Và rồi lịch sử cũng sẽ có đ

Nghĩ Về Một Thời Tuổi Trẻ (i)
Ai cũng có một thời tuổi trẻ.! Tuổi trẻ luôn là con người của thời đại.Tuổi trẻ ngày xưa lớn lên trong chiến tranh, đất nước hai miền chia cắt…khác với tuổi trẻ hôm nay sống trong bầu trời hòa bình, đất nước thống nhất và bước vào kỷ nguyên mới, thời đại mới….Nghĩ chuyện xưa vì tuổi trẻ hôm nay. Tuổi trẻ luôn là tương lai của dân tộc, đất nước. Hơn 30 năm đã trôi qua kể từ tháng tư năm 1975, những người một thời tuổi trẻ với lòng dạt dào yêu nước, yêu cách mạng, đã có ý thức rõ ràng-“khi bước chân vô là chấ

Let Me Set Things Straight
OK FIRST OFF I DONT LIKE DRAMA NEVER HAD NEVER WILL SO DONT GET ME IN IT.ID LIKE TO SET SOME THINGS STRAIGHT. FIRST OFF THOSE WHO KNOW ME, I MEAN TRULY KNOW ME ENOUGH FOR ME TO CONFIDE IN KNOW I DO SUFFER WITH DEPRESSION, THAT DOES NOT MAKE ME AN ATTENTION SEEKER OR A BASKET CASE, ITS AN ILLNESS DEAL WITH IT OR DONT PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I DO GET MOODY , I AM HUMAN I DO GET JEALOUS EVERYONE DOES. THOSE WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL STAND BY AND SUPPORT ME LIKE I DO FOR THEM THE OTHERS CAN KISS MY ASS AND MOVE ON, I AM NOT IN THIS WORLD TO IMPRESS ANYONE I AM ME. I DONT NEED CLIQUES OR BEING POPULAR TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.I GIVE MY HEART AND 100% TO ANY FRIEND OR RELATIONSHIP IM IN, DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT. AS FAST AS I MET YOU IS AS FAST AS I CAN DROP YOU. I DONT MEAN TO COME OFF AS A BITCH BUT IM TIRED OF PEOPLE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT, SO DONT JUDGE ME IN THIS WORLD ITS NOT ABOUT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE OR HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE THAT MATTERS, IN THE END ALL THAT MATTERS IS WHO YO

Me
I like to think that im a self defined woman... but in the end im just a scared child lost in a world of delusions... these delusions taunt and torture me....pulling me in directions unknown and tempting me with the purest of evils.

*yawn*
Just to let everyone who cares know, this is where I have been the last two days. Long story, but the short of it is, I have been having some health problems that may need to be corrected with surgery. This condition is leaving me absolutely exhausted and sleeping a lot. I had it once before when Andrew was almost 2 years old, and had to go in for surgery then. I'm trying to get into the doctor now, but it's hard to get an appointment with him. I would really like to put this off til after Christmas, but I don't think I can now. It's been going on since the beginning of December. I will update everyone when I find out what's going on. In the meantime, please forgive me for not returning rates and comments, or responding to shouts and messages. I appreciate everything all of you do for me! My friends are the best! By the way, if my status says I'm online, I'm probably not. Please don't be offended if I don't answer you right away. *Hugs to All*!

The Wall
I have a wall around my heart He is tearing it down piece by piece. My head is spinning. My heart is racing. I feel the tension as the brawl begins inside. Confusion over comes me. I want to let him in. Lust over comes me. I want to feel his touch. Excitement over comes me. I want him near. Anticipation over comes me. Wanting to see what's in store. I am fighting these feelings. A broken heart is my fear. The battle rages on. A battle I'm not going to win. He is tearing it down piece by piece.

Life
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road after they're gone. Don't stay on the bumps too long. Move on! When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means -- don't be sad. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more, or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the other person to realize your worth. What the heart gives away is never gone... It is kept in the hearts of others. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risks. Secure a special place in your hear

Me
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

Love
It's over. He's gone. Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end? There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting:it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a lovethat was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in lo

Life
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,

Autumn
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings. She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings. She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs. She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have. Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure. Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure. She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right. She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night. Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role. She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows. When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart. She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part. She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain. She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain. I know that God must love me, He showed

Maximum Voltage Gotta Love Them For Real On That Note
CLICK THIS PICTURE TO GO TO THE LOUNGE AND KICK IT WITH PEOPLE AND THE TUNES IT'S WELCOME TO EVERYONE JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND ROCK IT ALL OUT INVITE WHO EVER YOU WANT IN THERE CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO JOIN THE LOUNGE AND GO INTO IT....

Red Wine And Sunglasses
Scamper the rats against the wall Here the piper call Two by two through doors of old Has not this story been told When the ice winds gather snow Hopeless encounters hearts fall slow Love left on the stairs of shallow Growing pains of yellow Still the waterfalls, no rainbows seen Weary traveller lost in dreams November heartache encounter fine Dry bread and water desires wine By GoldenRaven

The Outside In
Looking at myself from the outside in. So strange see what others see, yet not seeing what they do at all. For I see things with my soul rather than my eyes. Wondering if others see even a small piece of what I am. And yet hopeing that they don't. So afraid to let myself shine through, afraid of what it mite mean. Thoughts scramble through my mind, faster and faster, ti the voice is just a passing noise and I don't hear it at all. When the noise finally stops, is when you can truly stand outside the fire and gaze in. And see youself for who you really are.

Step Into My Shadow,
Step into my shadow, You will see the wondrous light. Cries of glorious passion Through the spells of night. Crawl into my shadow, Feel the web of mystery! Learn the sight of the blind man, When then you just might see. Dream into my shadow, Darkness will mesmerise your mind Drawing from the memories past, Only then, the light you'll find. Call the demons of hell it self. Thrusting thorns in hearts that grow. Dance among the mist of darkness, And step into my shadow. By GoldenRaven

Plz Take The Survey
The Ultimate Sex Survey 1. What's your name?: 2. Age?: 3. Are you a virgin?: 4. Do you remember your first time?: 5. If you could change your first, would you?: 6. Favorite Position?: 7. Foreplay or Roleplay?: 8. Rough or sensual?: 9. Have you ever had a one night stand?: 10. Do you prefer to make love or f*ck?: 11. Do you like kissing during sex?: 12. Would you consider yourself loud or quiet?: 13. Do you moan?: 14. Do you like to talk dirty?: 15. Do you like to have your hair pulled? 16. Do you like to be spanked?: 17. How many sexual partners have you had in the last month?: 18. Could you live without sex?: 19. Do you like oral sex?: 20. How many times have you had sex in one day?: 21. Have you ever had a 3-some?: 22. Have you ever been caught in the act?: 23. What's your biggest turn on?: 24. Have you ever had sex with someone else in the room?: 25. Are you still gonna have sex when you're 70?: 26. Have you ever used toys during s

Stones
Standing so still and cold, yet so strong and full of life. As the landscape sits in the background, gracefully bowing to you. Realizing your strength and glory. As it is in a sence standing on its own, but yet depending on the stones below. So as you gaze upon the beauty of the strongest stone, take a look under it. for without the pebal the stone could not stand.

If I Died Tonight
If I died tonight would you even miss me. If I died tonight would you even shed a tear, or would you be numb. Would you wish you had loved me or be glad younever did. Would you wonder what it could have been like to truly know me, or would you not give me a second thought. Would you pray for my soul to be in a better place. If I died tonight would you finally love me in death, as I have loved you in life.

Miss You
Compressed within the time abound. Cascading fingers of twilight, Slither tenderly into the maddening darkness. Reach, as I do every day. Touch not the hope of heart. The flame of yester year dwindles not. A place in my soul forever be. Someone I know not. Not really. Yet a lover you are to me. By GoldenRaven

Seriously I Wish I Knew What I Was Doing
i have never worked with this fubar stuff im a myspace nut i love it and im starting to get the hang of the fubar editing but i jus started my account and it was made on dec 9 but its now 10 days later and i havent done anything on here till tonight i have started messing with it and i kinda like it i will get more use to it im sure but anyways thanks ellie for making me create a fubar account baby anywho later yall im out

Eternal Quest
Mysterious Stranger, where are you? Lurking in shadow of night? Do you hide in my mind's eye or are you trapped in the fear of exposing the real inner and outer flesh? You enter my dreams in darkness and light. You tip-toe in silence like a thief in the night. Are you hiding something tucked carefully away, or are you eternally looking for something, afraid you might find it someday? I've been reaching out for you, but you fade away as soon as I wake. The man without a face........how vulnerable you are. You represent all of humanity's fear, doubt, and mistrust of the one thing that could set us all free. Black roses, white sand, psychadelic firelight........You're the intimate stranger. Find that passion, ecstacy, even if it were fleeting bliss, can bring a major turn about. Let go of all that binds you oh phantom of deceit. It's the purest and deepest longing that could bind us. What locks will you break, what demons of torment will you slay ? Will you final

Breathe
Overwhelming it seems..........impossible our dreams. Just Breathe Frustration abound............anxiety invades you Just Breathe Life's tedium demanding.........No one understanding Just Breathe Imprisoned in chaos............It's fight or flight Just Breathe Slow and Deep Inhalation.......Pure and Bright it's sensation Vast and Inviting the invisible salvation Welcome is this manifestation Just Breathe Strength revealed, you realize your plight Magnification of tranquility in sight Gradual calm, it beckons to soothe you Warring confusion discipates Conquored negation and doubt Just Breathe................vital life-giving force intoxicating and warm Absent is all the strain.............. I Breathe

This Mortal Plea
Take me to the undaunted realm where death and time have no boundary. Show me love's pure and content face. Release me from my earthly prison. Must I beg? Must you taste my salty tears, feel my lips quiver, my heart sob eternal? Insatiable hunger it possesses me. My dreams extend to that which I covet. Swallow my soul, my heart, my being. Suffocate me in your dark and infinite embrace. Give me your eternal kiss so that I might feel. My body's numb, yet my mind is burning. Take me to the edge of night and spare me this mortal coil! Loneliness........,Hunger........,Despair.......... Poverty..........,Hate.........,Pain......... To each of these I shake my head in disgust. My breath escapes me through clinched teeth. What is beautiful to those who are blind, yet their eyes see? What is happiness to those who know no sorrow? What is Love to those who live to hate? Where is this undaunted realm that I long for? Why do you keep these secrets to y

The Winter Sets Its Tears Upon.
Elizabethan stained white bricks Smoke from the chimney flows Feel of warmth within the setting As an Ivy Winter grows Rows of rose thorns, line the path Dormant seasons, colours eclipse Fingers of greens cling to life. Ivy covering, brick to brick. Red, and blue stain glass windows Through to winter snow line, settles, Ivy plays with mistletoe The bloom of a soft white petal Lovers walk the chilly paths Warmed by each others gaze. Sun on high, as cold wind blows On a frosty Ivy winters day Nestled inside the Elizabethan home, An old lady warms her hands. An open fire, amongst an antique setting, She remember the love of her man Winter Ivy, this withered old girl Her heart was taken away. Fifty years she love this man Even in death, she still loves him today The winter sets its tears upon , A gentle reminder,Of a time of long ago They both would dance, in the warmth of the fire When ever the Ivy would start to grow An old fat tabby, clambers

Imagine
Imagine phantom , if you can The silky softness of my skin Trembling lips against your cheek Tender kiss to make you weak Pushing close not asking why Bodies melting with a sigh Burning ache turns into flame As I gently speak your name Begging you to feed the fire With every inch of your desire Breathing deep the smell of lust I give to you all of my trust. I give it to you, I simply must. Here before you is my sacred temple my flesh, my soul, my heart, my being I'm crying out to wake in a pool of you As the waves take us away Together after we shall lay I more woman, You more man Imagine phantom, if you can

Special Kind Of Magic
You have a soul with angels dance The beauty in you no common trance Drugged by the potion of your kiss Spellbinding thoughts in me a bliss. Power of your hands is a gentle touch The woman inside I love so much Delicate soft skin around eyes of fire Passion that burns so I'll never tire. The voodoo that you do so very well I fall deep in the cast of your loving spell Some may say what I have is tragic. But you have a very special kind of magic. By GoldenRaven

Harbour Moon
Sensuality glistens, across the still dark bay Moonlight flickers. Fireflies dance and play The restless tide rolls slowly into sleep Under the blanket of the Harbour Moon deep Strolling along white carnation sands; Sensuous music of a far off band Dance and sway - trees in the wind Under a Harbour moon, passion begins Clatter, clatter as a train pulls free Whistle; Silence; move; anothers journey. Swash, the gentle waves kiss the beach. Harbour moon, lights souls in reach Foreshore wonders as the tiny crabs scurry away Clickety, clickety, click, of the claws as if to say Heaven is home, on nights like this Angel lights on Harbour Moon bliss Silk ribbons of passions candles caress your face Velvet smile dressed in fine white lace Spell cast magic for hearts to swoon Love drunken souls under Harbour Moon Moments tender illuminating free Hand in hand with serenity By GoldenRaven

Todays Looser
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Lovely Girls:p
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Transitional Christmas
I have been in Indianapolis a little over a year, this past August. My first Christmas here didn't really count because I was still settling into my surroundings. This is the first one, where I had time enough to get ready. In the last year, I succeeded in landing gainfull employment. A job, whereby I could forge a starting point in order to better my living arangements. Better apartment, drivers licence, car, girlfriend, ect. But that will come to fruition in the upcoming year. This year is, for a better metaphor, melloncholly. The holiday season will be spent alone, relaxing, working on my art, playing my X-Box, and/or watching tv. I'm not getting or receiving any gifts or Christmas cards, although I will be sending some money to my children. It will seem a little empty, though. But as life has taught me in the last year, patience is a virtue. I know not to rush things. Thats where I have gotten in trouble before. Time is a constant. Time is forgiv

Laying On The Line
First off, I love you my angel. To everyone that reads this, I hope you take this to heart. On December 10th of this year, I met someone. We met online, and we began to talk. Every blog I have posted so far has something to do with this woman. I know that some people think that I am foolish or that I am too young for these feelings. To all of you out there that say that... go fuck yourselves. Period. To all of her friends that have stood by her, no matter what, I want you to know how thankful I am that there are people like you out there. I have all ready put my feelings out for anyone to see, and she knows how I feel about her as well. And I want he, and the rest of the FuBaR world to know it too. To all of you haters out there, grow up. Get a clue and stop whining and bitching about other people's bussiness. If you aren't a part of it, don't try to become a part of it by being an obnoxious, childish, little ASS! Leave her alone and go do whatever it is you do somewhere else. No

Society In General
After spending a week or so reading and commenting on some of the mumms that get posted here I start asking myself is this really what is on the minds of people today. Have we transgressed ourselves into this sub culture of sex, drugs, violence, and stupidity? What ever happened to morality and honor? Where have all the people disappeared too that still believe in living life with a code of ethics? I do not even dare claim to be perfect for I know I have many flaws myself, however I try to progress and become a better person through experience, learning, and changing myself into what I would consider someone with morality, honor, commitment, and courage. Men use to court women with poems and songs.. often spending a ton of their time trying their best to prove that they are worthy and admirable enough for the love of that lady.. now it just seems like everyone jumps into the first bed they get an offer from. Am I alone in my thoughts and is it true that possibly I am a part of a

Canadian Bacon And Pineapple Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1 (13.8-oz.) can Pillsbury® Refrigerated Pizza Crust 1 (6-oz.) pkg. sliced provolone cheese 1 (5 to 6-oz.) pkg. sliced Canadian bacon 1 (8-oz.) can pineapple chunks in unsweetened juice, well drained on paper towels 1/2 cup thinly sliced red onion 1/2 cup chopped green bell pepper 2 oz. (1/2 cup) shredded Cheddar cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 425°F. Spray 12-inch pizza pan or 13x9-inch pan with nonstick cooking spray. Unroll dough; place in sprayed pan. Starting at center, press out dough with hands to edge of pan. 2. Top dough with provolone cheese, cutting to fit. Arrange Canadian bacon, pineapple, onion and bell pepper over cheese to within 1/2 inch of edges. Sprinkle with Cheddar cheese. 3. Bake 16 to 20 minutes or until crust is deep golden brown. Prep Time: 30 Min Total Time: Makes: 8 servings

Slow-cooked Family-favorite Beef Stew
INGREDIENTS 1 1/2 lb. beef stew meat, cut into 3/4-inch cubes 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon pepper 1 tablespoon oil 1 lb. small (2 1/2 to 3-inch) red potatoes, quartered 1 1/2 cups frozen pearl onions (from 16-oz. pkg.) 1 (1-lb.) pkg. fresh baby carrots 1 (12-oz.) jar beef gravy 2 cups Progresso® diced tomatoes, undrained (from 28-oz can) 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1/4 cup cold water DIRECTIONS 1. On waxed paper, sprinkle beef with 2 tablespoons flour, salt and pepper; toss to coat. Heat oil in large skillet over medium-high heat until hot. Add coated beef; cook and stir 4 to 6 minutes or until browned, stirring occasionally. 2. In 4 to 6-quart slow cooker, layer potatoes, onions and carrots. Add browned beef; sprinkle with any remaining flour mixture. Top with gravy and tomatoes. 3. Cover; cook on low setting for 8 to 10 hours. Before serving, blend 3 tablespoons flour with water. Stir into stew. Cook on HIGH, covered, 10 minutes

Slow-cooked Chili
INGREDIENTS 1 lb lean (at least 80%) ground beef 1/2 lb bulk Italian pork sausage 1 medium onion, chopped (about 1/2 cup) 1 can (28 oz) Progresso® diced tomatoes, undrained 1 can (15 oz) tomato sauce 1 teaspoon sugar 1 to 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cumin 2 teaspoons chili powder 1 teaspoon dried oregano leaves 1 can (15 oz) spicy chili beans, undrained 2 cups Progresso® chick peas (garbanzo beans), drained, rinsed (from 19-oz can) Sour cream, if desired Sliced green onions, if desired DIRECTIONS 1. In 10-inch skillet, cook ground beef, sausage and onion over medium-high heat 5 to 7 minutes, stirring frequently, until beef is thoroughly cooked; drain. 2. In 3 1/2- to 4-quart slow cooker, mix beef mixture with all remaining ingredients except sour cream and green onions. 3. Cover; cook on Low setting 7 to 8 hours. Top individual servings with sour cream and green onions. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) No changes. Prep Time: 20 Min Total Time: 8 Hr 20 Min Makes:

Crab Puffs
1 tablespoon butter or margarine, melted 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1 can (8 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated crescent dinner rolls 1 egg 1/2 cup mayonnaise or salad dressing 1 can (6 oz) crabmeat, drained, flaked 3/4 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese (3 oz) 1/3 cup finely chopped plum (Roma) tomato (1 medium) 3 tablespoons finely chopped green onions (3 medium) 1 teaspoon red pepper sauce DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 375°F. In small bowl, mix melted butter and garlic powder; set aside. On lightly floured surface, unroll dough; press into 12x8-inch rectangle, firmly press perforations to seal. Cut into 2-inch squares; place on ungreased cookie sheet. Brush with butter mixture. Bake 4 to 6 minutes or until puffed. 2. Meanwhile, in medium bowl, mix egg and mayonnaise until well blended. Stir in crabmeat, cheese, tomato, onions and pepper sauce. Spoon generous tablespoon crab mixture on each square. 3. Bake 10 to 12 minutes longer or until golden brown and tops are set. Serve wa

Juggalo Vs. Friend
Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the fi

Garden Of Love
The quest has been long, I long for it to end. Bring on the rain to make fertile the garden that I tend. My garden is filled with the seeds of Love, In hope that God will send an Angel from above. An Angel walked into my garden, the seeds began to grow Turned and looked into my heart, and tears begin to flow Tears of joy flowed like rain, Love began to sprout I knew that it was this Angel, I couldn't live without I took the Angel into my arms and we gently kissed This was the Love that my heart had truly missed As we held each other there standing in the rain I knew the years tending my garden had not been in vain

Christmas Wish List
Dear Santa, Ive been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music

To My Friend That I Just Probably Pushed Away
im truly sorry for bein a rude a~- b~~~~ im gonna go take my meds and just hope for the best all i can truly say is im sorry for lettin my emotions show i told myself i wouldnt do that but then you cant control them and im sorry for that :(

In Your Eyes
In your eyes I see the future In your eyes I see your soul In your eyes I see all the pain In your eyes I see all the love In your eyes I see all the doubt In your eyes I see all that can be And all the things I see in your eyes I am scared to say that I feel the same as you In your eyes I see what makes you a great person And in your eyes I see what happiness is all about I want to say how I feel but whenever I look in your eyes I cant say what I feel In your eyes I can not bare to look for very long Cause if I do I will start to cry and I havent got the strength To cry for I am afraid if I do I wont have the strength to carry on So I am here to say in your eyes all I see is what can never be.

Breaking News On The Kenny Channel
Well I just finished my Fall 2007 semester at Jefferson College, now I am just waiting for my grades to be posted. I am pretty confident that I passed most of my classes but I just have to see the grade to have some kind of closure lol Guess it has something to do with living in the show me state..seeing is believing!! I took Photoshop, Visual basics 2005, Art Appreciation, and Microcomp ( which is Microsoft Office pretty much). I loved each class for each was challenging in some way or another. I 've learn many things about myself as well as the subjects. I am going to try to post some of those things that I have done in this blog here within the next couple weeks or so since I am on break. The last few weeks have been very hectic for me, between final exams and getting ready for Christmas I have been on the go non stop. Sure it's stressful but some small part of me loved it. So as of today I have a few more presents to wrap and then I can sit on my fat ass until Christmas !! Yay!!

Confession Of The Heart
Your in my head Your in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my thoughts We have been through the thick and the thin We have been through the ups and downs We have been through the good and the bad WE have been through so much and I have not gone a stray I am here when you need a friend so why is it so hard for me to say What is in my heart I just wish I could just let go and tell you how I feel But I am afraid that you wont feel the same so until I know for sure my feelings for you shall remain inside And with that bein said You shall remain in my head In my heart In my dreams And in my thoughts And thats my confession of the heart

Waiting Until The Lights Shine Through
As the darkness falls the shadows fade As the shadows fade all I see is you in the distance And as I walk toward you the closer I get the farther away you get I need to find a way to get to you and tell you how I feel But everytime I get close enough to say what I feel you get farther away and the farther away you get it gets hard to see So as the shadows fade the darkness falls and theres nothing that can be done Until the light shines through so I will wait until that day comes and the light shines through

If I Didnt Have You
As the clouds start to roll in the sun slowly fades As the sun slowly fades night falls and the stars shine As the stars shine I look up and wonder what it would be like to sit and stare at the sky above with you by my side And as I sit and stare at the sky above and wonder what it would be like without you but all I see is you looking back at me You are my friend you are my rock and I dont know what I would do if I didnt have you so I am here to say thank you for being there when I needed a friend And as the night continues and the stars still shine I sit and wonder how I can tell you how I feel I want you to know but yet I dont for I am afraid that you would run and I dont know what I would do if I didnt have you

As I Sit And Wait
As I sit and wait I think to myself what should I do As I sit and wait I ask myself should I let you know As I sit and wait and decide what I should do one thing is clear My feeling for you are strong and true As I sit and wait theres one thing that makes things clear my feeling for you are real As I sit and wait I think to myself what should I do As I sit and wait I ask myself should I let you know I know one thing for sure my feelings for you are true I want to tell you the truth I want to scream and let you know But I am afraid that you dont feel the same So as I sit and wait I think to myself should I let you know

All The Things I Want And Love
My heart pounds My heart races My stomach gets butterflies My stomach gets knots So I look inside to find the strength and courage to let you know whats been held inside for so long. Only if I could just let it out It tears me up inside cause I want you to know my feelings for you But its just to hard but out of all things I want and love You are the one who makes my life complete You have been there to cheer me up when noone else could You are the one who understood so I think its time that you know What you mean to me Out of all the things I want and love one thing is becomeing clear and thats the one thing in my life that feels right is my feelings for you So out of everything I want and love the one I know for sure is Your the one I want and the one I love and thats what I wanted you to know.

A Season For Believing...my Poem And Thoughts
I have been kind of inspired to write my thoughts here in a poem which is proper, I think, for the season... Now is the time... It's a great time of the season. It is the time For when we should start believing. It is this time That miracles and great things happen. Why, it's Christmas! Time for helping and for giving. A time for joy, Faith, hope, love and eternal peace. It's a time for Love and unity to increase. But just one thing... We must all keep one thing in mind... Not just this time, But for always should we be kind. This holiday Is there to remind all of us... Of how people Were like in that true first Christmas. A time for joy And never a time for grieving. Just please have faith And ALWAYS keep on believing!!! There is nothing So bad for us we can't handle. It is the faith Which makes everything possible. (own poem) One more poem to share on dreams and believing... It is a fact... That dreams are an important part

I Want To Scream I Want To Yell
As the moon rises and the sun fades I want to scream I want to yell As the moon rises and the sun fades Everything starts to clear and when the time is right I want to scream I want to yell When everything becomes clear and the feelings that are held inside finally come out I want to scream I want to yell What a big relief it will be to finally tell you how I truely feel I want to scream I want to yell When everything is said and done and feelings are out I want to scream I want to yell Oh what the hell I LOVE YOU!!!!

Almost Friends Forever
My friend, I cherish every heartbeat. I walk the floors listening to the sounds of my feet. You're gone away for a couple of days. Please come back; say you're here to stay. I'm never invited; I'm left out. When I ask if I can come you scream and shout. "The answer is no there is not room" But deep down in my heart I know you don't want to be doomed. I wait by the phone for the next call. Then I just get fed up and still I stand tall. It doesn't matter I tell myself, everything is alright. If we don't talk soon I'm afraid it might turn into a fight. Two days later we finally get in touch. You tell me how your weekend went not letting me talk that much. Minutes go by they seem like hours. Much more and our friendship will sour. By...me Stacie Arnold

My Days Are Long And My Nights Are Short
My days are long and my nights are short My nights are short and my days are long Without you I wouldnt be where I am today Without you I wouldnt survive Without you I couldnt breathe My days are long and my nights are short My nights are short and my days are long Without you I couldnt see Without you I wouldnt have the strength Without you who would I be Without you I would be sad and alone Without you I would be in the dark My days are long and my nights are short My nights are short and my days are long You are everything I want and everything I need so I am here to say You have my mind you have my heart you have my body and the most important thing you have is my soul I will love you forever and always and all eternity

God Saw...
God saw that she was getting tired And a cure was not to be So he put his arms around her And whispered Come with me With tearful eyes we watched her suffer And saw her fade away although we couldnt bear to lose her We could not bear her stay A golden heart stopped beating Hard working hands were laid to rest God broke our hearts to prove to us he only takes the best If stairs were made from heartaches by adding teardrops too We would build a stairway to heaven and climb each day to you

Love What
Its better to love what you dont have then to love what you cant have When you love what you cant have your world disappears and you will vanish into nothing so love what you dont have before it leaves you You are my universe and dont you forget it take my advice love what you dont have rather then love what you cant have because of this you will never find anything better then what you dont have Dont forget that the world you are in is mean and unrefined to live in therefore you must love what you dont have it forces us too life as we know it is a cruel world and we must fight! the battle or we will not get nowhere Love is harsh but in the end we will overcome the world and love will save us from harm love is the strongest and most powerful emotion in the world today these days we must be strong and not let harm come or the love we know will perish and life as we know it will die therefore we must keep friend family and loved ones close and never let go when I mean close I me

I Am Me
I am beautiful in my own ways. I look good in my eyes. I have a wonderful personality. I am new and alert to what happens. I reach to gather new information. I want to be heard by everybody. I scream out my loud voice. I am heard around the world. I am sweet to everyone. I am quiet to strangers. I am loud around friends. I like to work and serve people. I want a smile for a friend. I see new horizons looking my way. I want to go there someday. I love being around my friends. I go new places and explore new things. I want more qualities. I want new jobs. I need new tasks. I am me. By...me Stacie Arnold

Could This Be Real
Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside When doubt starts to wonder in just remember that I will always be there to pick you up When pain starts to rise just remember how much I care Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside When you think that all is lost just remember how much you mean to me When things start to go wrong just remember that you can get through Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside If you are wondering if I am gonna leave the anwser is no and even if I could my heart wont let you go Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeeling inside Your in my heart and soul and thats were you will stay if your wondering if I feel the same yes I do Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside I just have one thing to say and thats I LOVE YOU With all my heart and soul and nothing is gonn

Just Read
no god damn gf for a fuckin while now.... still have feelings for the bitch of an ex i shouldnt mainly bc i dont have anyone to share any feelings with so i just dwell fuck life sux right now!!! tryin to get into trucking have zero fuckin money tryin to sell shit but its not workin in my favor.... the only car i had to drive is not reg any more..... and i dont have tho money to bring it current and smog the fucker!!! dads stressed bc my mom goes in for surgery!!!!! my lil bro goes in for surgery.... wtf kind of xmas is this!!!! last year my fucking gma dies then my great gpa..... we have to pay for 3 fuckin houses bc the rest of my family slacks on fuckin payments.... i have no fucking job at the moment so i just spent my last 20 to get my dad to work!!!! THIS IS FUCKED!!!!!! my chevy is fuckin knockin so i cant drive it, i just baught a god damn carb for it... and now i have to swap the motors.... yet in the background when ever i try to do anything constructive my dad just sees it as

Everything You Do
Your eyes draw me in Your voice makes my heart race Your smile makes my day brighter Everything you do makes me want you more and more Your eyes draw me in Your voice makes my heart race Your smile makes my day brighter Everything you do makes me love you more and more Your eyes draw me in Your voice makes my heart race Your voice makes my day brighter With everything you do it makes me want and love you more and more each day Your eyes draw me in Your voice makes my heart race Your voice makes my day brighter With everything you do it makes each day harder to be apart Your eyes draw me in Your voice makes my heart race Your smile makes my day brighter With everyday that passes it gets harder and harder to be without you Your eyes draw my in Your voice makes my heart race Your smile makes my day brighter With everything you do I want and love you more each and everyday Your eyes draw me in Your voice makes my heart race Your smile mak

Should I Walk Away Or Should I Stay
Should I walk away Should I stay So much doubt So much confusion Should I walk away Should I stay So much on my mind I just dont know what to do so much doubt so much confusion Should I walk away Should I stay I want to be with you and it hurts everyday that I am not with you So much doubt So much confusion Yes its true that I love you Should I walk away Should I stay So much doubt So much confusion I dont know what I should do My heart says to stay but my mind says to walk away So much doubt so much confusion Help me clear things up tell me if you want me to stay Tell me you feel the same and maybe the confusion will fade and the doubt will diappear Should I walk away Should I stay Out of all the doubt and confusion I dont have the strength to walk away my heart wont let me so I will wait and see and 1 thing is true and thats I LOVE YOU and always will

Nice Guys
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Seasons Change
As the autumn leaves fall My love gets stronger and I fall deeper As the winter snow falls My heart beats loud and clear As the spring showers fall and the flowers bloom My love grows stronger and my heart beats louder As the summer sun glows bright I take in the day and daydream what things would be like if we could spend a day on the beach As the autumn leaves fall My love gets stronger and I fall deeper As the winter snow falls My heart beats loud and clear As the spring showers fall and the flowers bloom My love grows and my heart beats louder As the summer sun glows bright I take in the day and wonder what things would be like just to be with you no matter what we do even if theres no words to speak just you me and the sun all day long Autumn leaves fall winter snow falls spring showers fall and flowers bloom and the summer sun glows bright and my love for you grows with every season change every day of the year I LOVE YOU with all my HEART and SOUL

Names
I'm fat, I'm skinny, I'm short, and I'm tall. No matter how hard I try you'll never like me at all. You call me gross, nasty, and sick. There is no way you would ever label me as a chick. I don't care, that's alright. I'll forget about it all tonight. I remind my self why I like you again. All you show me is pain. I just want to be your friend. They are all bad the signals you send. You treat me like crap, dirt, and a dog. If it's not something sick than you call me a hog. I'm not pretty in your eyes. Instead I cover the feelings I just lie. I like you that's all I have to say. We'll realize how much we like each other another day. By...me Stacie Arnold

For All You I Can't Thank...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps

Friends Come And Go
Friends come and go Theres many that just pass by to say hi Then you have those who stay no matter what life throws at you Friends come and go You have those who just pass by to say hi Then you have those who stay When you find a friend make sure it true cause friends come and go Then theres those who just pass you by and dont even say hi Friends are what hold us together hold on to what friends who are still there cause those are the ones who are true So I am glad that I have you we are friends we are sisters and nothings gonna change Friends come and go but true friends are here to stay

It's Another Day...
Just a song I wrote on one of my depressed/thoughtful days... It's Another Day It's not all right, it's not ok. You told me it was another way. And when you find things aren't great, you wonder why I walked away. When you lie to my face, please don't expect it to be ok. Some days come, some days go. Where will you be when I'm on the road? Will you come or will you stay? It'll just be another day. It's not all right, it's not ok. You told me it was another way. And when you find things aren't great, you wonder why I walked away. When you lie to my face, please don't expect it to be ok. You're just some guy I thought I liked, I guess I don't know what's right. You'll be gone and I'll be fine, who are you to know what's right? No, it's not all right, no, it's not ok. Don't tell me it's another way. You will find things aren't great don't wonder why I walked away. Please just lie to my face, someday I promise, I'll be ok...

When Darkness Falls
when darkness falls everything goes wrong when darkness falls sorrow and pain fill the heart when darkness falls sadness is shown when darkness falls its hard to see the light When darkness falls its hard to keep your head up When darkness falls its hard to stay strong when darkness falls just try to stay strong no matter how hard it may be when darknes falls try to push through until u can see the light When dakrness falls everything feels so empty just have to look to the sky and silently pray that things will be fine and overcome whatever may come our way.

Random As Hell
Do you drink milk?: yes...sometimes... Do you prefer apple or orange juice?: depends on my mood...if its banana orange juice than it wins lol How many clocks are in your house?: umm..like 2...but there are comps and cable boxes and microwaves with the time on them How often do you check your email?: ehhh not often enough What's the most you've ever won on a scratcher?: like 5 bucks What's the nearest food to you right now?: i dunno..its all inthe kitchen Do you know what a plecostamous is?: some sorta algae fishy Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean?: umm nope...seen the sun set over the ocean tho How many messages are in your inbox/outbox on your phone?: 48 in each Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils?: mechanical What's on your feet right now?: absolutely nothing...my feets are naked! Do you have one best friend, or a lotta good friends?: i have 1 best friend of each sex and then a few good friends as well and then a t

To Another Day...
Just a song I wrote... On one of my depressed/thoughtful days... To Another Day It's not all right, it's not ok. You told me it was another way. And when you find things aren't great, you wonder why I walked away. When you lie to my face, please don't expect it to be ok. Some days come, some days go. Where will you be when I'm on the road? Will you come or will you stay? It'll just be another day. It's not all right, it's not ok. You told me it was another way. And when you find things aren't great, you wonder why I walked away. When you lie to my face, please don't expect it to be ok. You're just some guy I thought I liked, I guess I don't know what's right. You'll be gone and I'll be fine, who are you to know what's right? No, it's not all right, no, it's not ok. Don't tell me it's another way. You will find things aren't great don't wonder why I walked away. Please just lie to my face, someday I promise, I'll be ok...

Secrets
Waits until the day we can shout from the roof tops Waits until the day we can come out of hiding Waits until the day we can final share our happiness with friends This secret is hard to keep all I want to do is hold u and tell u how much I care This secret thats kept inside wants to be free This secret is so hard to keep all I want is to hold u and tell u that I care but the feelings we hold inside have to wait This secret is hard to keep so I fight to keep from shouting This secret is hard to keep so I will wait until the day we can shout from the roof top This secret is hard to keep all I want to do is hold u and tell u how much I care I will wait until the day we can share our happiness with our friends Waits until the day I can tell u how much u mean to me This secret is hard to keep it tears me up inside This secret is hard to keep all I want to do is hold u and tell u how much I care.

For Those Of You I Can't Thank...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps

Remembering A Great Soul
we live, we laugh, we play, we smile we hurt, we cry, we get mad,we remain sad we fear the things we do not understand we live, we laugh, we play, we smile we hurt, we cry, we get mad, we remain sad we fear the things that are unclear we will remember a great person who had a great soul with everyday that passes we keep you in our minds and heart you wil be missed but never forgotten we live, we laugh, we play, we smile we hurt, we cry, we get mad, we remain sad with every step we take we will remember a great person with a great soul you will be missed but never forgotten you shall remain in our minds and hearts REST IN PEACE

Love Of My Life
Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart Everyday without you is empty Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart Everyday gets harder to be away from you Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart It gets harder to sleep everyday Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart I cant stand to be without you Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart I love you so much you are my heart and soul Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart You are my one true love you are my soulmate Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart You are the love of my life what we share cant be deined

Used
A friend is more than having a car. A friend is more than having money. To be a true friend you have to listen to this poem: Friends can say they like you and care about you, But when your in trouble and need them most who's there? No ones there. Can't you see you're being used? Yeah you can say you have friends-probably lots, But would they say the same when asked. Probably not they are to ashamed. See friends do these kids of things. When you're in trouble who gets the blame? You! Those are no kinds of friends. What do you do? Find a true friend! A true friend watches your back, And is there when needed the most. It doesn't matter if you have a car or money they like you for who you are. By....me Stacie Arnold

One Day
Everyday it gets colder everyday gets longer These days without you I can not bare My love grows stronger with every passing day Night comes and goes as well as the sun Some nights I sit and think and wish I was in your arms laying on your chest listening to the beating of you heart Everyday it gets colder Everyday gets longer My heart fills with joy everytime I think of you I love you so much it hurts not to be in your arms I dream of the day that we will be able to express our love in ways we only dream Everyday it gets colder Everyday gets longer To be in your arms would be a dream come true I love you and always will I wish and dream that one day we will be one

Dreaming Of The Day
I dream of sunsets and stars shineing bright I dream of full moons and waves crashing against the rocks I dream of the longing of your gentle touch I dream of the longing of your lips touching mine so soft so passionate I dream of the day you whisper in my ear as I sleep I dream of the longing of your breathe gentlely grazing my neck I dream of the day we come face to face and look in each others eye I dream of the longing of your hands softly glideing down my cheek I dream of your gentle touch that makes my heart race I dream of everything that could be and hope that will one day be true I dream of the day that all things in these dreams come true I do love you with everything I got with my whole heart and soul I just wish that it was easy to tell you what you mean to me I dream of the day where all feeling are in the air I dream of the day we can look at each other and say I LOVE YOU

The Party Is Finally Over
Daym my first big corporate comapany party and I gotta tell ya some people at work can act a fool (daym glad I got it on tape lol) It was a blast but kinda suck cuz we could not call it a Christmas Party due to some employees do not celebrate Christmas, what a bunch of crock but hey ya can't discriminate, but my opion(sp) if ya don't celebrate it don't go why make everyone else suffer. But hell I had a great time and will post pics soon on happy hour. Humm that question sounds like a good mumm, gotta do that when I am a little bit more sober I got hammered with the rest of them!!!!!!!

Sorrow And Tears
Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its hard to be away from you Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its hard to figure out what to do Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its hard to go on not knowing what has me holdin on Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes Its so hard to figure out what I should do Sorrow fills this weary soul Tear fillthese tired eyes Its true I love you but its so hard to not knowin whats keepin me holdin on Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes I sit in the dark and think which way should I go should I go or should I stay sholud I let go should I hold on Sorrow fills this weary soul Tears fill these tired eyes I am so confused and so full of sorrow and pain I just wish there was away to figure out what holds me close to you

Heart Breaks And Tears Fall
My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears This is the night I decide to let you go My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears I must let my love for you fade This is the night I put up my walls so no one can enter not even you My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears You left me choice I must put these walls so I can move on and let you go My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears Whatever you think you can say to change my mind will not work My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears Everything you said and did was a lie now I must erase you from my heart My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears out of sight out of mind and out of my heart Its still a fact I still love you but as this night goes on I put up the walls and not even you can break through cause this is the night I let you go

No Way
Surfacing through the evil spirits that rupture my soul. How could I do wrong? How could I be such a fool? The demons capture my legs and pull me down. I'm trying to smile. Trying hard to get rid of this frown. You're there every step that I take. You're even there for when I wake. The red eyes hunt me down to the point of no existence. I reach above. I have no resistance. A warning sign of the end. Why does it always have to be this way? Why are you my only friend? By...me Stacie Arnold

Hide
I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain I smile I laugh but it doesnt seem to help the pain is too much I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain This pain I feel inside is too much to bare I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain Nothing I try seems to help this pain is too great I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain This pain inside is too strong I just want to disappear I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain All this pain is too much to bare but I must go on and not breakdown I must keep on going and not let this pain to consume me

Keys To My Heart
He knows what makes me smile He knows what makes me laugh He knows all the right words to make me blush He knows how to cheer me up when everything goes wrong Hes the one with the keys to unlock all that make me free He holds the anwsers to what makes me feel theres nothing to fear He who holds the keys to my heart can unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear He holds everything in his hands only if he could see what he does to me My love runs deeper then any river deeper then the ocean He who holds the keys to my heart can unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear My heart breaks only if he knew he already had the keys to my heart and could unlock everything that can make me free Hopefully one day he will see that he holds the keys to unlock this weary soul and make these tired eyes shed a tear

Letting Go
My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes I dont have the strength to let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes I love you so much how am I gonna let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from eyes How am I gonna be able to move on and let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes Its gonna be so hard to walk away we have been through so much I wont have the strength to go on I love you so much but I have to let you go My heart breaks Tears fall from my eyes I dont want to walk away and let you go but I have no choice but before I let you go one thing you need to know is I LOVE YOU and always will

Cuts Like A Knife
So much pain like a knife cuttin deep The deeper the knife goes the more it bleeds These tears that fall from my eyes are not from joy but from pain So much pain like a knife cuttin deep The deeper the knife goes the more it bleeds Tears of pain fall from my eyes If only there was something to stop these tears from fallin So much pain like a knife cuttin deep The deeper the knife goes the more it bleeds These tears that fall from my eyes are not from joy but from pain Wish there was a way for these tears to fade So much pain like a knife cuttin deep

Numb
I wish someone can take this pain away I wish someone would numb this pain I wish someone could stop these tears from falling I wish someone can take this pain away I wish someone would numb this pain I wish someone could dry these tears that fall from these tired eyes I wish someone can take away this pain I wish someone would numb this pain I wish someone would find away to numb this pain that has filled my heart

Me
Long strands of golden blond hair waiving in the wind. A golden ring on my hand; scars will mend. I want to be with you forever and ever. Don't say those words "I'll leave you" never. I want to be there every minute of the day. Come to me and show me the way. Be with me and never say no. My love for you will always show. Be my everlasting love for all eternity. Be my heart and soul, be a part of me. By...me Stacie Arnold

Pain Surrounds This Soul
Pain makes this heart heavy Tears fall from these tired eyes Darkness fills this heart and soul Clouds form over this weary head One thing is clear the sun is gone Pain makes this heart heavy Tears fall from these tired eyes Darkness fill this heart and soul Clouds form over thos weary head Everything that comes with darkness fills this soul If theres one thing one word one way or one person who can take these clouds away Just lift all that surrounds this weary soul

Set Me Free
The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Only if there was someone with a light touch to take this pain and darkness away The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Only if there was away to lift this pain and darkness and let the light through The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Only if everything you said was true Just want to find someone who can take this darkness and pain away The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this heart is too much to handle With one wish I would wish that you could see how much you really mean to me The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Just find me a way to lift this darkness and see the light and set me free

Yet Still
The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my heart beats and soul bleeds Things maybe fine on the outside but on the inside things are filled with pain The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my heart beats and soul bleeds Things are hard to figure out with everything that goin through my mind The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still myheart beats and soul bleeds If you could only see the pain I hold inside The lights fade fast and then darkness appears Things maybe cloudy and unclear and not the way they should be but one day things will be clear and the way things were meant to be The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my heart beats and soul bleeds If your friendship is all I can have then I am fine with that until the day you decide that you want more then I will figure out what to do when the time comes The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my hear

Everday
Everyday without talking to you is like a day without the sun Everyday without talking to you is like a day without smiles and laughter Everyday without talking to you is like a day without the moon Everyday without talking to you is full of gloom Everyday without talking to you is like a day without the rain Everyday without talking to you is like a day without music Everyday without talking to you is full of doom Everyday without talking to you is like a day without friends Everyday without talking to you is empty Everyday without talking to you is like a day without a heart beat Everyday without talking to you is like a day without the stars To put it in plain words everyday without talking to you is just sad and unhappy you are one that makes me smile makes me laugh and can make me blush Everyday I think are you gonna talk with me or have you found another

Valley Of Darkness
I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Can someone shine a light I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Can anyone help me get through I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Is there no end to this valley I walk through I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Things seem so dead so sad my days are empty and dark I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley od pain You are my light without you my days are dark filled with pain and sorrow

River Flows Ocean Waves Crash
The river flows The ocean waves crash My love gets stronger and harder to hold in The river flows The ocean waves crash Everything that I know everything I feel makes me think is this feeling real or fake The river flows The ocean waves crash My days are cloudy and dark The river flows The ocean waves crash My nights are unclear and I hold back the tears The river flows The ocean waves crash Everything I see around me makes me want to cry The river flows The ocean waves crash I feel empty and alone the more I scream noone answers is there anyone out there or am I alone The river flows The ocean waves crash Will I find the one or am I to be alone The river flows The ocean waves crash Everything I have to offer is it enough or is it too little The river flows The ocean waves crash My mind heart body and soul is all I have to give along with my love someone please tell me is that enough

Looking At Me
When I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me When I sleep I feel your arms wrapped around me When I move I feel your breath on my neck and the gentle touch of your lips When I toss and turn I feel your hand graze my arm to calm me down When I sleep I see and feel your every move When I awake you disappear from sight Every wakin hour I sit and wait until night falls so I can see and feel you again When I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me When I cant sleep I hear your voice and it soothes my tired mind When I awake you disappear from sight Every wakin hour I sit and wish that we didnt have to wait until the night falls just to see one another When I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me Everything about you soothes my mind my heart and my soul Until you came to me I was broken and down you raised me up and boosted my spirits Without you I wouldnt be able to love again but when I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me with your lo

You Make My Heart Race
Your voice makes my heart race The touch of your hands and lips make my body tremble Everything about you makes me smile Your voice makes my heart race The touch of your hands and lips make my body tremble Everything you do makes me relax Your voice makes my heart race The touch of your hands and lips make my body tremble Everything you say or do makes my heart race faster Your voice makes my heart race The touch of your hands and lips make my body tremble With everything you do to make me tremble and my heart race makes me love you more Your voice makes my heart race The touch of your hands and lips make my body tremble Everything you do takes my breath away Your voice makes my heart race The touch of your hands and lips make my body tremble Everything you do makes me love and want you more everyday

Music Of The Heart
The sound of your voice is like music to my heart The touch of your skin is as smooth as the smoothest love song Everything that you make me feel is sootheing and gentle The sound of your voice is like music to my heart The touch of your skin is as smooth as the smoothest love song Everything I see I see through your eyes The sound of your voice is like music to my heart The touch of your skin is as smooth as the smoothest love song When I look in your eyes or feel your touch my heart races The sound of you voice is like music to my heart The touch of your skin is as smooth as the smoothest love song My feelings for you run deep and everything you say or do is like a love song for my heart my mind and my soul The sound of your voice is like music to my heart The touch of your skin is as smooth as the smoothest love song I love you with everything I have inside you are the one who makes me feel safe and complete The sound of your voice is like music to my h

When Its Cold
When its cold outside the touch of your skin warms me When I am sad your kiss melts the sadness away When things seem to go wrong your voice makes things clear When I sleep my dreams feel as if they are real But when I awake and the dark is gone you disappear with the light When its cold outside the touch of you skin warms me When I am sad your kiss melts the sadness away When things seem to go wrong your voice makes things clear Things are sad and dark without you as well as things are empty and shallow When its cold outside the touch of you skin warms me When I am sad your kiss melts the sadness away When things seem to go wrong your voice makes things clear Everything I feel inside is real I love you and always will without you I am lost and alone my days are dark my nights are cold but my dreams are bright and warm its hard to be without you but I have hope that one day I will be in yours arms at night

Because Of You
Because of you I have the strength to go on Becasue of you I have the power to over come so much Because of you I am whole Becasue of you I can keep my head up and keep going Becasue of you I can see the love Before you I was weary and sad Before you I was scared and alone Before you I was broken Before you my days were dark and my nights were darker Befroe you I had walls around my heart and you broke through still to this day dont know how you did it I told myself I wouldnt let anyone in but you came and showed me you cared Because of you I have hope and for that I Love you

Some Days
Some days seem so long and dark Some days seem so sunny and bright Some days seem so short and fast But there are days that get so unbareablely long Those are the days without you Some days seem so long and dark Some days so sunny and bright Some days seem so short and fast But there are days that get so unbareablely long Those are the days that are so slow and sad Some day seem so long and dark Some days seem so sunny and bright Some days seem so short and fast But there are days so unbareablely long Those are the days that things seem so unclear Some days seem so long and dark Some days seem so sunny and bright Some days seem so short and fast But there are days so unbareablely long Those are the days that I wish things felt right Some days seem so long and dark Some days seem so sunny and bright Some days seem so short and fast But there are days so unbareablely long Those are the days that I wish you could see how much you mean to me

Wishing Upon A Star
Are things what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish Is this love I feel inside real and true I sit and wish upon a star that one day things will become clear Are things what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish Is this love real and true I sit and wish upon a star that one day things will be true Are things what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish I sit and wish upon a star that one day I can look in your eyes and say the things I dream Are thing what they seem or are they just a dream Are dreams real or just a wish I sit and wish upon a star

When The Lights Dim
When the darkness falls and the lights dim When the lights dim and darkness falls I look inside to keep on going When the darkness falls and the lights dim When the lights dim and the darkness falls I look to you for the strength to carry on When the darkness falls and the lights dim When the lights dim and the darkness falls I look to the sky and wish upon a star When the darkness falls and the lights dim When the lights dim and the darkness falls I look at all that you have done for me and then i have the strength and power to move on When the darkness falls and the lights dim When the lights dim and the darkness falls I look to you for everything that makes me whole

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Confusion
How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Is there an anwser to what has happened How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Can something or someone clear the air How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Is there hope for dreams to come true How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Can anyone make things clear How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing The darkness makes it hard to see the clouds are to thick the light cant get through can someone anyone clear the air

Sorry
thought would let all my friends on here know that i havent been online for awhile due to several things happenin (my mom bein very sick then my daughter is still fightin her infection and with the storm our internet got knocked out for few days and now i have gotten hurt but am on the mend)... will try to catch up with everyone and thanks to the ones that sent comments while i was gone.. you all are such good friends to me and have missed you all too

Liked This I Stole It Off From "danny 'dawanghardt' Bryant"
THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP DEAL Why is it when you love someone you can't be with them, Why is it when you care for someone they dont feel the same about you, Why is it when you show how you feel for someone it ususally never helps, Why is it that when you want to be with someone they want someone else, Why is it that girls seem to always wanna be JUST FRIENDS!!! Why is it when you talk to someone about dating they blow it off, Why is it when you talk to someone about hooking up they say theyd rather not, Why is it when you try to hug the person you care for they push you away or seem to not worry about your care, Why is that girls are so hard to understand yet guys arent so different after all. We all have our issues, We all have our pains, We all have our tears, We all have our cheers, We all hold our hearts dear, yet when you give it away it seems like it is always broken, it gets us choken, on our tears. We always fear the worst, We always pray for the best, bu

Angel
The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel fell to the darkness The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel left without a warning now all those that he brightened their day sit in the darkness and wonder why The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel fell to the darkness This angel we will miss but never forget how he lit up our day The darkness has come and the light has faded There was an angel full of life and happy Then this angel feel to the darkness This angel brought joy to our lives has gone without a trace we will miss this angel we will miss our friend but this angel will be remembered and this angel will forever be in our hearts

1,2,3,4
The local news station was interviewing an 80-year-old lady because she had just gotten married -- for the fourth time. The interviewer asked her questions about her life, about what it felt like To be marrying again at 80, and then about her new husband's occupation. 'He's a funeral director,' she answered. 'Interesting,' the newsman thought. He then asked her if she wouldn't mind telling him a little about her first three husbands and what they did for a living. She paused for a few moments, needing time to reflect on all those years. After a short time, a smile came to her face and she answered proudly, Explaining that she'd first married a banker when she was in her early 20's, then a circus ringmaster when in her 40's, later on a preacher when in her 60's, and now in her 80's, a funeral director. The interviewer looked at her, quite astonished, and asked why she had married four men with such diverse careers.

Oye! Que Pasa?
Join me in this totally new lounge. Kick back and have some fun. Just trying to promote it and get as many peeps to join. Please swing by and join me. :D Thanks. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53150

What The Hell
NSA Gets Real Time Access to Your Email Kurt Nimmo Prison Planet Wednesday, December 19, 2007 It was inevitable: the Advanced Research Projects Agency, later to become DARPA, right out of the Pentagon, created the internet. The RAND Corporation invented modern packet switching. DARPA and ARPANET recruited Vint Cerf of Stanford University to work on TCP/IP. Cerf is regarded as “the father of the Internet,” or maybe that should be the military-NSA snoop network. Now we learn NSA increasingly controls SSL, now called Transport Layer Security, the cryptographic protocol that provides secure communications on the internet for web browsing, e-mail, instant messaging, and other data transfers. In other words, increasingly, the NSA is reading your email and everything you type in your IM client — and in real time, that is to say there is no delay in the timeliness of the information, the underwear drawer snoopers have the ability to read your IMs as you type them. “Certain

We Used To
We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems those days are gone We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems your drifting away We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems the good times have passed We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now we hardly talk and when we do its just not the same theres an emptiness that fills my day We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems those days and nights are gone but I cant stop loving you with everything I got and I sit in the darkness and shadows waiting for the day that we can talk for hours laugh and joke like things used to be

Omfg We're Not In High School Anymore!!!!!!!!!!!
Fubar is making me sick. So many ppl on here need to realize that WE ARE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL anymore.This is supposed to be an 18+ site and all I see is a bunch of immature asses. I have come across some really good ppl not saying that ev1 is immature, but fuck there is a good percentage of immature asshole on this site. The Drama and whining is getting ridiculous. Fuck no wonder BabyJ decided to change the name to fubar, cause this site is fucked up beyond all recognition. I'm seriously thinking of deleting my account cause I just don't want to deal with the bullshit anymore. I don't care how long and hard I worked to get to level 24 or how many fu-bux I will lose. The site just isn't fun anymore. If there's not drama in bullies there's drama in mums. Then there is vengeful immature ppl that get pissed when you ban them from your lounge. GUESS FUCKING WHAT IT'S MY LOUNGE, AND IF I WANT TO BAN YOU I DO NOT NEED A FUCKING REASON. I just don't give a flying fuck anymore. I ha

What We Need!
we need to wash our eyes with tears we need to cry because of heartaches we need to accept reality even we want to disagree we need to walk on the path with many torns we need to leave someone we love for the sake of their happiness we need to stand when we are down we need to be strong even we feel sick we need to fight even we feel we are too weak we need to smile even on our last breath..

Just Some Things About Me That May Interest U
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: dawn Birthday: february 15 Birthplace: brooklyn ny Current Location: raleigh nc Eye Color: chocolatey brown Hair Color: dark & light brown mid-back length dreds Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: african american and american indian cherokee The Shoes You Wore Today: blk/red jordans Your Weakness: sexy white smiles and broad round shoulders Your Fears: i fear nothing but the lord Your Perfect Pizza: extra chz, green peppers, pepperoni onions & beef Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a job working for the city answering 911 calls Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: just showin some love Thoughts First Waking Up: time to feed the baby Your Best Physical Feature: breasts, smile, dairy-aire, dreds Your Bedtime: varied depends on when i can get my kids to bed Your Most Missed Memory: 1999 raves, friends, mollies, green

Bring Me A Rose
I sit and think can someone bring me a rose I sit and think can anyone make me feel like I am floatin on air I sit and wonder is there just one person who can make me feel theres nothing to fear Can anyone bring me a rose I sit and think is he out there this one person who can lift away the clouds I sit and think does he think of me as much as I think of him I sit and think does he really care as much as I do Can anyone bring me a rose I sit and think are the things I feel real I sit and think is everything I fear gonna go away I sit and think is this one person ready to take me to a place I never seen before I sit and think all these feelings trapped inside want to be free but I need to know is he really ready to know Can anyone bring me a rose

What's Going On
**about blog** This is to relieve stress from my girlfriend's mood swings and snapping on me as well as me to keep a journal of the experience. **First entry** So today Megan got mad at me for not being at my house but hanging out with a friend. Now she won't talk to me yet again. These mood swings are starting to kill me and tire me out more then normal. I'm afraid for next semester since I have school, work, and this pregnancy.

Merry Christmas To All!
Well it is Christmas time. Time to show your love for all. Its the time for forgiveness. So instead of worrying on what you want for Christmas think about what you can give. Remember Jesus is the reason we have this season and he gave the greatest gift of all. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ALL. And what did he ask for in return?...... Just the same....Love. Christmas is the time to remember how much we love each other and how much we mean to each other. So I am wishing all a MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Gucci Mane - Freaky Girl
"Freaky Gurl" [Gucci talking] she's a very freaky gurl gurl.. a very freaky gurl gurl.. Gucci I wanna very freak gurl [Chorus] Now she's a very freaky gurl.. Don't bring her to mama.. plus you get a night.. then you get her number.. Then you get sum get sum in the front seat of the hummer.. Then you get sum get sum in the frontr seat of the hummer She's a very freaky gurl.. she get it from her mama.. plus you get a night.. then you get her number.. Then you get sum get sum in the front seat of the hummer.. Then you get sum get sum in the front seat of the hummer.. [Verse 1] Gucci let me set the record straight. Hater you participate. three girls wit me like I'm going on a limo date. Say you got a man but'cha man ain't here. The ice in my ear shine like a shandalere. Sharper then a phantom. Don't you think I'm handsome. Watch on my wrist cost more than a mansion. Bet'cha baby daddy ain't icy like the kid be. Got'cha baby mama, front seat of my ferar

Dj Khaled - I'm So Hood
"I'm So Hood" (feat. T-Pain, Trick Daddy, Rick Ross, Plies) DJ Khaled We're The Best Who We Nigga We're The Best The Winner I Represent The Ghetto Across The World And You Represent The Hood Two Hands In The Sky [Chorus:] I'm So Hood (Listen) I Wear My Pants Below My Waist And I never dance when I'm in this place 'Cause You And Your Man Is Planning To Hate (I'm So Hood) And I Got These Golds Up In My Mouth If You Get Closer To My House Then You Know What I'm Taking about I'm Out The Hood And If You Feel Me Put Your Hands Up (hood) My Hood Of Niggas Can You Stand Up (I'm So Hood) If You're Not From Here You Can Walk It Out And You Not Hood Then You Don't Know What I'm Talking about Everybody Wanna Motherfucking Know Why I Dress So Fly Sit So High (Bitch) I Do It For The Hood Bitch Ass Niggas I Do It 'Cause I Could Heavy starch On My Jeans 4X On My White Tee Living Life Like A G That's Why These Bitch Ass Niggas Wanna Fight Me But I ain't Going Play With 'Em Nu

Justin Timberlake - Until The End Of Time
"Until The End Of Time" Listen Woke up this morning Heard the TV sayin' something 'Bout disaster in the world and It made me wonder where I'm going There's so much darkness in the world But I see beauty left in you girl And what you give me let's me know That I'll be alright 'cause if your love was all I had In this life Well that would be enough Until the end of time So rest your weary heart And relax your mind Cause I'm gonna love you girl Until the end of time You've got me singing Oh whoa, yeah Oh whoa, yeah Everybody sing Oh whoa, yeah Everybody singing Oh whoa yeah Now if you're ever wondering About the way I'm feeling Well baby girl there ain't no question Just to be around you is a blessing Sick and tired of trying to save the world I just want to spend my time with you girl And what you're giving me Let's me know that we'll be alright. 'cause if your love was all I had In this life Well that would be enough Until the end of time

Lets Rock It!
MANY PEOPLE CAN TALK THE TALK BUT CAN YOU WALK THE WALK AND DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY I KNOW I CAN AND I"M THE TYPE ALWAYS UP FOR A GOOD CONVERSATION AND DRINK BE MARRY AND HAVE A GOOD TIME.HOPE TO CHATT SOON HAVE A GREAT HOLADAY AND NEW YEAR TO COME.

You Get What You Pay For
Because my husband has been unemployed the last two years, he'd been appointed a public defender. Much to his chagrin, however, the public defender's office has largely an incestuous relationship with the county prosecutor's office. The two offices basically work together to negotiate the outcome of every poor sap's fate, and then present it to the sap in such a way as to imply that there are no other options (i.e., "take it, or else"). We discovered that my husband's cousin (I think it's a cousin, but at any rate, is an estranged relative of sorts) worked in the public defender's office. Worse, she was blabbing her perception of the story to anyone who would listen. Naturally, we were concerned about the lack of confidentiality, and asked to have a public defender out of a different office to represent him. Instead of honoring this request, the state public defender's office decided that he didn't need an attorney after all, much less an appointed one, and thus my husband was now

Chris Brown - Kiss Kiss
"Kiss Kiss" (feat. T-Pain) [Chorus:] She want that lovey dovey That kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss In her mind she fantasize bout getting wit me They hating on me They wanna diss this, kiss-kiss Cause she mine and so fine And thick as can be [x2] [Verse 1:] I'm a country boy from Tappahannock Va is where I reside so shawty understand it And I know I just turn 18 And I get a little mannish And you see this bandanna hanging That means I'm like a bandit (like a bandit, bandit) [Vamp:] I got paper girl The Lamborghini with the spider seats you never seen it so get it shawty we parking lot pimping in my dorm And I know what you want [Chorus x2] [Verse 2:] I'm the epitome of this demonstration I got the remedy you feeling me So why is you hating? And my anatomy is bird like yeah you heard right girl I'm the king so that means I'm fly [Vamp:] If you wit it girl get it poppin roll wit me ain't no stopping so get it shawty we parking lot pimping in my d

Forget Everything 'bout Him
Forget his name, forget his face, Forget his kiss and warm embrace. Forget the time you spent together. Forget it all he is gone forever. Forget the fact that he once cared. Forget the love that he once shared. Forget his love that once was true. Remember now there is someone new. Forget you cried all night long, Forget him when they play your song. Forget how close you once were. Remember how he chose her. Forget you memorized the way he walked. Forget the way he talked. Forget the times he made you mad. Remember how he made you feel so sad. Forget the thrills when he said, Hi! Forget the times he made you cry. Forget the way he said your name. Remember now he is not the same. Forget you saw him yesterday. Forget his gentle and teasing way. Forget the things you had planned to do. Remember now he is not with you. Forget the times that went so fast. Forget it all it is in the past. Forget he said, I'll leave you never. Remember now he is gone for

Why Does My Prescription Take So Long?
This is not my writing but I thought it was very accurate.... You come to the counter. I am on the phone with a drunk dude who wants the phone number to the grocery store next door. After I instruct him on the virtues of 411, you tell me your doctor was to phone in your prescription to me. Your doctor hasn't, and you're unwilling to wait until he does. Being in a generous mood, I call your doctors office and am put on hold for 5 minutes, then informed that your prescription was phoned in to my competitor on the other side of town. Phoning the competitor, I am immediately put on hold for 5 minutes before speaking to a clerk, who puts me back on hold to wait for the pharmacist. Your prescription is then transferred to me, and now I have to get the 2 phone calls that have been put on hold while this was being done. Now I return to the counter to ask if we've ever filled prescriptions for you before. For some reason, you think that "for you" means "for your cousin" and you answer my q

Sometimes
in life we need to be strong we need to control our feelings Cu's sometimes it may lead us to danger like loving someone... sometimes we need to stop and control what we really feel if we don't want to be hurt at the end... sometimes the one that we love will be the one who will give us heartaches,stomachaches...and all pain..

I Long For The Day...
I long for the day..... I long for the day when I will become special to someone..... I long for the day that a man will look at me with love and not as a burden.... I long for the day that a man will look into my eyes and love me forever... I long for the day that I can celebrate a christmas holiday with a man that loves me and we will exchange presents.... I long for the day that there will be a special man that will just call me and tell me that he loves me..... I long for the day that there is a special man that will look at me and tell me I'm beautiful..... I long for the day that I will get married and wear a long white beautiful dress..... I long for the day that I will be special enough that someone will put a ring on my finger and tell me that they love me forever.... I long for the day that I will have children with the man that I love and who loves me back.... I long for the day that my life will begin..... I long for the rest of my life..

~~why?~~
Ok someone please help me on this how come when you start talking to someone do they feel like they need to play with your mind.. Why do they say yes I want a relationship when in all reality they don't they are just looking for an easy piece of a**... Things would be alot easier if they come out and say hey I just want to have sex with you that's it.. They might get it a lot faster than playing the whole mind trick thing.. If they come out with the truth in the beginning then the other party has a chance to protect themselves and decide if they want to get involved or not and if they do then it's their own fault if they brought the feelings into it and not so much the other person who was straight forward with them from the start... So how come people do this and not be straight forward from the start, but play around with the people's emotions.. I feel that one is better prepared if they know somewhat, what they are getting themselves into .. I know not all the time one doesn't

Upgraded.
Relationships Turned Electronic Category: Quiz/Survey Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a Distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in The flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, Such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed Undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes The system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but To no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ---------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command "http: I Thought You Loved Me.html" and try To download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to insta

Weeks Gone By
Weeks gone by and things seem to not get any better, i've been in a really bad depression. i don't know what to think about my life and how things have been going lately.my only thought is to grit my teeth and bear it. my doctor and i haven't talked about this, i just told him i've been moody and he said it's probably an affect of my medication. i really hope not because i have been jumping on Kenny for things that i have done myself and i've been bitching to him about how he can't do something, and i turn around and do it. i've tried not to do this so much but it just happens. i've destroyed things that i never knew i'd appreciate later, and i lost someone i really care about when we got together. I was in love. i felt he didn't feel the same way and i started hanging out with Kenny. i got bitched at for a picture that i had, and i lost him. he was a great guy and i loved him so much, but i couldn't be with a man that didnt love me. this was 2 years ago almost. i can't believe things

Let Me In
LET ME IN What the hell? Why is the door locked? Knock knock knock. Hey its me open up. I didnt lock it, whats going on? Open up, its me. Its cold out here and my nipples are getting hard, want to see? Hello? Can you hear me? Open up, let me in. Not kidding cold out here. Not kidding about the nipples either. Hello? Hello? What the fuck is going on? Come on its dark and cold out here and I.......What was that noise? Anybody there? Nothing there, just my imagination. Ok, open up its getting spooky out here. Hello? Just turn the door knob and let me in. Uh, WHAT THE FUCK! Where did the door knob go? It was just there. Ok assholes enough of the joke its not funny anymore. Come on let me in. I admit it you scared me, you got me, now let me in. Wish I knew what the hell was going on. Was that a growl? Oh shit! It was. OPEN UP THE MOTHER FUCKING DOOR RIGHT NOW! Please, please? Come on open up.....SHIT! Theres another one! Need in bad, Im in trouble out here. open the......... WHERES

Second Best
It's so funny how loved can send you soaring high In the air only to let you crashed when the person you loved Is like totaling ignoring you when you know they are on yahoo messenger because you are stealth and see them come on.I'm always stealth till I see a friend come on then I make myself visible to them.So they know that I'm online.I seen my online girlfriend come on so I made myself appeared online for her.She been avoiding me since Saturday.She was on like 10 minutes and not 1 im from her.She logged back out leaving me depressed and wondering whats going on with her too.I mean If a girl gonna tell you she loves you only to avoid you for days and days at a time how does It supposed to work out.I feel like a cheat go between or second best,thats only needed when It suits the other person.And I know I've never treated a girl like too,but yet the nice guy seem to finished last like always In life.Now If I was a player like some of the other guys and only Interested In them for 1 thi

Introduction To Me
Just thought I'd tell ya more about me. I am not on Fubar often but once I get the hang of it, I should be. I am 41. I have Multiple Sclerosis. I was dx 4 years ago. I miss the old me so damn much but what can I do? I do okay I guess. I don't work anymore. Can't. I miss working the most. I worked at a sawmill for 6 years. I haven't been in a relationship in a year now...by choice I guess. I miss going out and partying. Music and guitars and live concerts have always been my passion. Writing comes in 2nd. I have been published numerous times. My favorite kind of music has always been the Blues, Texas Blues mostly (I LOVE SRV). I love grunge, rock, alternative, metal, 80's hair bands, country...no jazz or classical or opera! UGH! LOL I even like Bluegrass if I am there watching the show. I am mostly on MySpace but will try to come in here more and learn this whole thing! lol Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas and all that! Gina

What Tarot Card Are U?
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

The Flamming Hearts
Tonight i was sitting here trying to get points to reach level 17. While I was doing this i met the Founder of The Flamming Hearts who leveled me to 17 as I was almost there!! I have joined The Flamming Hearts as this is a great fubarian cause. I am now a leveler as well. Alot of us are working to reach our levels and its great to be member of a crew to help others reach that level. Thank you to The founder and co-founder for accepting me as the newest member as well as making new friends!!

Mass Messages On Im's - My Thoughts
Thanks To My Baby Dj Insanity For This Lovely Rant Lol.. I am sick and fucking tired of all these mass IM's saying *Cleaning out my list, if you don't respond I will delete you.* or *I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone online, but not talking to me so I'll be deleting those that don't talk.* It's fucking life! Go ahead and delete me you pretentious prick! I don't sign online for your personal amusement! And I certainly don't need all your negativity! If that's how you feel about me I don't wanna fucking talk to you anyway! I have hundreds and hundreds of people on my list! Do you honestly think we can talk to all of them at once? Ever fucking think of messaging me? It takes two to tango, I'm not going to message you every god damned day if your not doing the same! Which brings me to a more important point, if we're not talking, and you don't want us on your list, why not just fucking delete us? Why do you want us to get on our knees and beg forgiveness just to stay on your list

A Must See.....especially If Your A Lingerie Addict ;)
So I am psyched about finally finding a lingerie site I like. I have a thing for lingerie and can't seem to get enough. But, then again what woman doesn't like sexy stuff right? The prices are seriously affordable AND they actually have "BIG GIRL" sizes. Anyway I had to spread the word about this site cause it's so great. Check it out if you get a chance. They even have gift certificates which totally comes in handy for people you have no idea what to get. www.atasteofangels.com

Why Am I Giving Out Over 700,000 Fubar Bucks??
SOME HAVE ASKED WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!!!??!! 5,000 FUBAR BUCKS JUST TO RATE AND COMMENT 50 PIC'S! WELL IM NUTS AND ENJOY GIVING WHAT I GOT:) I KNOW THIS WONT LEVEL ME UP LIKE CRAZY. BUT I HAVE ALREADY ENJOYED THE FRIENDS I HAVE ALREADY MADE BY DOING THIS IN SUCH A SHORT TIME! YES I LOVE FUBAR!!!! WILL STAND UP FOR FUBAR!!! ON EVERYTHING!!! SO ENJOY THE 5,000 FUBAR BUCK FOR 50 PIC RATES AND COMMENTS:) IM DOING IT UNTIL MY FUBAR BUCKS ARE GONE:) P.S. THANK YOU "BABYJ" AND "SCRAPPER"

The Windswept Evening
I watched you walk through that open door. You seemed so great, I could want no more. I smiled at you and you smiled back. I guess it was you that I lacked. You grabbed me by the hand and we began to talk. That evening we took a long walk. It seems as though our lives could've changed. If only the time we had managed. It seems as though the night had just begun. But to my knowledge you had to run. Our windswept evening is over now. But again I will see you somehow. By...me Stacie Arnold

An Angel's Need.
Meet Elizabeth. She is 21 months old and in St.Jude for the 2nd time this year. Her cancer returned after only 3 months of being off chemo and home. She is due foe a bone marrow transplant in just over a month. Please take a moment and pray for her. That is all a mother can ask for. Thank you.

Patriots Fan For Life.....
The Patriots are my favorite team, and i love tha fact that our team has a bullseye at the back of everyone of their jerseys because they know that everyone in the league is going after them trying to stop that winstreak we have..... so stop trying, it won't happen...... Dark Syde

New Member
Erin "HOPIGALERIN" (member of the flamming heart)@ fubar As bm310 previously posted we got a new member, so let's make her feel like part of the fam and put her in ur fam :-D (That was fresh) Aight?? Erin "HOPIGALERIN" (member of the flamming heart)@ fubar

History Of Squirting
Thank you Virgo for the blog. Now i need someone to study this and do this to me. Study this carefully. History of Squirting If you were to refer to literature over the last 50 years you would be lead to believe that females have only been able to ejaculate since about 1980. Of course this is absurd, and just shows how "the experts" can be wrong for decades on just about anything. Many knew the experts were wrong, but had little success in convincing anyone. Needless to say this lead to many problems, needless surgery (to fix the poor women who would ejaculate), expensive counselling (got to find out what happened when they were children to cause this "problem"), and in some cases divorce. "The G Spot" by Alice Kahn Ladas, Beverly Whipple, and John D. Perry, has dozens of letters from women who went though various personal tragedies because they would ejaculate during lovemaking. Doctors, gynaecologists, and psychiatrists invariably told them they were peeing and needed either s

Pieces Of Me-on The Fly Poetry..lol
As I sit here typing this, I often wonder what I would miss. If I weren't here for you to see, I am not sure what would become of me. Is my desire that plain and readily seen, As an object usually observed as obscene. I choose not to hide myself cocooned, Nor like a man marooned. I reach out to others in the hope to connect, Hoping to find that soul that would reflect. With the beliefs and values I understand, And perhaps walk through life hand in hand. If one day that dream should come true. I am then wishing that it is with you. Okay...my first serious blog here....a cute poem.....later

N.a.p Lounge
Tsisquo'ga ¢¾Native American Queen¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar ARE YOU LOOKING FOR A NICE PLACE TO GO MEET NEW AND EXCITING PEOPLE ? WELL LOOK NO MORE HERE WE ARE ! NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IS THE MOST LOVING NATIVE AMERICAN FAMILY ON FUBAR COME TO OUR LOUNGE AND FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF WE ARE DRAMA FRE

Pictures
Hello..First Blog..Yay.. But I have alot alot alot of pictures..People might be confused on which ones are recent...It will have NEWEST picture on it so it wont be as confusing... I am still getting use to this site as seeing this is my 2nd day...I hope to meet alot of people...*waves*

Boyfriend Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. WOuld you fool around with me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19

**help A Grrl Out, Would Ya??**
Hey.. As some of you may know, I am A HUGE Linkin Park fan.. I am also a member of their Street Team. Well..... LP has kicked of a promotional contest in honor of their upcoming US Tour. All I need you wonderful ppl to do for me is visit the link below. You don't have to fill out any forms nor do you have to sign up for anything... Just copy and paste the WHOLE link into your browser and visit it as often as you can. It's a personalized link for me so that each time the link is visited, I get credit as a Street Teamer... That is all.. I hope it's not too much to ask. I am hoping to do better than I did this summer with the Projekt Revolution contest... only 25 ppl helped me out all summer long :( If you have any questions or comments.. Feel free to hit me up!!!! FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY LP HEART...I SINCERELY THANK YOU!!!!!!! http://www.lpstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=86810663C2A248F282703E0A2571CBC2

Ramblings?
Maybe...maybe I just want to express...to vent.. to get it all out..but damned if I cant. Nope, locked it all up tight, shoved it down deep inside & no one can pull it free. Suck..sometiemes..to be me. Pain...it's life. Joy...if yer lucky.. Loyal? Always & forever. Just ignore me - dont worry about reading this...why? It doesn't make sense...and yet...at the same time...it makes perfect sense doesnt it? I need my Hunter. I'm not complete.

The Strength Of All The Elements
The one who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend. We seldom think of what we have, but always think of what we miss. Don't cry because its over now, laugh because it happened. The more your precisely you plan, the harder destiny will hit you. What happens, happens for a reason. The best things happen, when you least expect them. The greatest events aren't the loudest but the most quiet hours. The most difficult lesson to learn is which bridge in life to use or which one to burn. Everybody sees how you seem, However, Only some know who you are. He who would like to have something he never had, will have to do something well that he hasn't yet done. Perhaps God would want you to become acquainted with many different people in the course of your life so that when you meet the right ones you can appreciate and be grateful for them. Plan for tomorrow but LIVE for today! Love doesn't require that two people look at each other but rather they they look together in the same

Did Ship Life F*ck Up Your Sense Of Reality??!!
DID SHIP LIFE FUCK UP YOUR SENSE OF REALITY For people who worked on ships and now don't know what to do with their fucking lives because the crew bar sold 50 cent drinks and dollar ciggies and you were at the fucking beach every day! What do you miss about the ship life? I miss: 1) Late sail aways in Aruba 2) The Lucky Lady and the Rendezvous 3) The beach 4) The instant, endless, often tiring but always enjoyable social life 5) 50 cent drinks 6) A new cast boarding - why was that always such an event...and so much fun?? 7) Late nights/early mornings in the Casino corridor 8) Discount tours 9) Snorkeling 10) Themed crew parties 11) Wondering what sort of trouble the Steiners would get themselves into next... 12) Watching sail away in some beautiful place at sunset 13) Stumbling out of bed in the morning, jumping into the shower and heading out for a day in the tropical sun 14) Getting off the ship in Skagway to listen to the musi

Black, White, Or Female?
this has shaped up 2 become a president circus 2 pay attention 2. We got Marjorities (republicans), Minority (darker then normal person), and another minority (woman not lady, because she only wear pants.) Whoever they (i will explain about "they") elect i really feel it is going to become more hefty price pay behind it. most people feel if they elect a black man, he going 2 do his best eliminate welfare, social security, and anything that not only blacks depend on, but white people also. all sorts of shit is going 2 change and i know we will b attacks more by probably every other country. if they elect a woman, PMS or menopause might make her slip up and she drop the bomb on china. not 2 mention a lot of people r suspect about clinton running the country while getting a blow job. Me myself I am wondering y i haven't see her in a dress? ain't nobody going get close enuff 2 get an up ur skirt shot. I am sort of curious, but not enuff 2 elect her. and these phony republicans, w

Scissor Vixens
Ever have an intresting in seeing me hurt guys? Well now you can! My first set just went up on www.scissorvixens.com, the best amature site dedicated to women crushing men between their thighs. Here's a little preview pic from there: I may look very relaxed but that guy is certainly in pain. You can see more of a preview, including a free video clip here: http://www.scissorvixens.com/Website/Vixens%20Pages/leila/introduction_page/introduction_page.htm I suggest you check it out if you have ever wanted to see me beating up men because it looks like I'm not going to be working for awhile. I just found out I need back surgery again :( I have some photo sets going up on www.deviantnation.com and www.brokendollz.com, but other than that you probably wont be seeing any new work from me.

Boyfriend App
I am 5'1, 140 lbs. i love things outdoors. i have two wonderful children who mean the world to me... but thats enough for now i want to know sometings about you ...... ************************************************************************ 1. What do you like about yourself? ________________________________________________________________________ ************************************************************************ 2. What do you NOT like about yourself? ________________________________________________________________________ ************************************************************************ 3. What would you say are some of your STRONGEST qualities? ________________________________________________________________________ ************************************************************************ 4. What would you say are your WEAKEST qualities? ________________________________________________________________________ ************************************

All About Me
1. I hate driving, been driving since I was 24 never wanted to drive and still hate it, will avoid it whenever I can, also I just dont have the nerves for lots of traffic, just hate driving ugh. 2. I do like driving the forklift, and I'am pretty good at it. 3. I work 7pm-7am nightshift and I have always been a nightowl. 4.I'am shy but when I warm up I won't shut up, and some people think I'm stuck up since I dont talk to everyone, fact is I dont know you or have something to say I wont talk. 5. My ancestor is Billy the Kid, and no I dont feel like proving it, I wasnt happy when I 1st heard but since then I realized that not all was black and white, good wasnt really good and outlaws werent always bad, in his case he wasnt really that bad, more missunderstood than anything. 6. I love hockey and baseball, I like all sports really but those are my fav. 7. I was engaged once... 8. I believe people have given up on love, anytime something goes wrong they run away, peop

Can Someone Who Knows How To!!!!
can someone who knows how to date: 2007-12-19 20:36:33 please help me plan a fu wedding!!!!!With making an invite bulletin and whatever else has to be done!!!!! Wanna fu marry: http://fubar.com/user/115179

Invictus
This is one of my all time favorite poems i have know since i was a teenager, i read this everyweek and feel it speaks to me in many ways for it sums up my in many words!!! for i am a fighter in life i don't give up on things in life easily. no matter how bad life can get i think we can find something positive in any situation, you just need to seek out what is is and build off that and star to walk forward from that point...hope anyone that reads the poems feel that is has a powerful deep meaning as i get from it!!!! INVICTUS OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How ch

If I Die Tomorrow (lyrics)
If I Die Tomorrow I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I missed the sound of your voice The silence seems so loud Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said, all I can say You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose Nothing to prove I won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be okay If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Hav

A Lil Bumed
well its gettin near x mas and i only have one gift under my tree. I know my fu friends and fu family have been to my pg and seen the tree. i show love to all and time is ticking and i get love from only one. :( not cool

Hiding From The Pain
He soulfully grabs the rusted knife, Plunging deep within to take his life. No screams are heard just a murmur of pain. Lying cold in the blood no life to gain. The thoughts that ran through his head were extremely dark. He would never know that he left a dreadful mark. All of his friends and family stood and watched him leave. They surely knew it would be the last breath he would breathe. Never did they imagine it would end this way. Spending his life in heaven they'll all see him someday. By ...me Stacie Arnold

'the Time Has Come,' The Walrus Said, 'to Talk Of Many Things"
The sun was shining on the sea, Shining with all his might: He did his very best to make The billows smooth and bright -- And this was odd, because it was The middle of the night. The moon was shining sulkily, Because she thought the sun Had got no business to be there After the day was done -- 'It's very rude of him.' she said, 'To come and spoil the fun!' The sea was wet as wet could be, The sands were dry as dry. You could not see a cloud, because No cloud was in the sky: No birds were flying overhead -- There were no birds to fly. The Walrus and the Carpenter Were walking close at hand: They wept like anything to see Such quantities of sand: 'If this were only cleared away,' They said, 'it would be grand.' 'If seven maids with seven mops Swept it for half a year, Do you suppose,' the Walrus said, 'That they could get it clear?' 'l doubt it,' said the Carpenter, And shed a bitter tear. 'O Oysters, come and walk with us! The Walrus did beseech

Innermost Life
It's a movement closer to hell. The beginning of the end. One more chance to fail. One more signal to send. Reach into your soul. Grab the demons within. Down that tunnel to the black hole. Covering your sins. Promises not kept. Lies that are told. Holding your breath while you slept. All of this is getting old. Moments to spare. Life to give. Who's to care? Why live? By....me Stacie Arnold

Ship Lingo And Jobs
There are many jobs that are self explanatory. I'm sure everyone knows what a dishwasher is and can figure out what a pastry chef does. Then you have those jobs that are normally referred to by nicknames. I might say the Steiner girls are really looking to get themselves in trouble tonight! WTF?? What is a Steiner girl. So here's a little crew lingo for you. Steiners: the girls and guys that work in the spa Shoppies: anyone who works in the shops Cones - passengers (due to the fact that a lot of them/you like to try wearing life jackets like a hat) Coning - hooking up with passengers I-95/M-1 - main crew deck with kitchens, mess halls, crew bar, etc. IPM - (In Port Manning) Handing in ur ID and not being able to get off the ship. Muster Station - Emergency area where lifeboats are Guest Ents - (Guest Entertainers) - people who come to the ship for a very short period of time to perform a show put together by them. These people also have full passenger pri

Miaskovsky
Something of a composer, writer and teacher (1881-1950, born in Poland but spent practically all of his life in Russia/the USSR, except for a stint in WWI I gather, and a ) with a "cult" following, I guess. (Prokofiev's best friend and "co-conspirator" in his student years, writing pieces together and occasionally annoying their professors... teacher of Khachaturian, Kabalevsky, Shchedrin, and quite a few others.) I first heard Miaskovsky's cello concerto (1944) on the radio, from an LP recording with Mstislav Rostropovich playing the cello part, twice during my first year of college, and several other works in the campus library (and, again, on the radio- good station near my college)- and since the Soviet record label Melodiya had recorded, and various labels here redistributed/licensed/..., quite a few works of his (see e.g. partial worklist and discography, this article by me mirrored at Myaskovsky.ru (the original is at www.kith.org), the site Myaskovsky.ru itself, for instanc

Our World
An amazing willingness to survive seeps into our souls from the outside. I want to be the very best achiever. I want to be a believer. Take me to the place I was born. I want to feel the piercing air and be warm. The many things I want may possibly never be reached in this hunt. I need to feel the wonderful warmth of your skin. I need to be held close and sheltered from the wind. There is a smile that waits. It wants to jump out of its shell and express its hate. We are all one in this great world of diversity but the young minds of our children are hurt by perversity. It's one thing to be love, but even better to love back. Anymore being in love with someone doesn't just mean having an everlasting pact. Express your feelings in a way that you understand. Be with your friends in a circle a never-ending band. By..me Stacie Arnold

Please Read And Repost
Tonight I responed to the following mumm from aries2641581, titled "what should i do again? lol http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=264662 His Question "I showed my other half a pair of shoes I wanted for x-mas. She sees the price (120.00) and says that she is not paying that much for a present. Now christmas is the time to get anything thing that you want right?? Should i get her what she wants for x-mas. " My answer, "A gift is a privlage and an honor to receive, it is NOT a Right sheesh! If you want something that bad you should buy it for yourself. The gift should come from the heart of the giver, because the joy comes from giving. You should not tell a person what to get you or even or even expect that would get you anything at all. If you care about her and want to make her feel special then get her a gift from the heart. It seems to me that the fact you would even ask suck a selfish question would warrant two lumps of coal in your stocking this year..' Th

Who Wants To Own Me
Ok...so I see this on site...all over the place. FU Owned by..in peoples names. I see bulletins all over the board...people are auctioning themselves off. SFW salutes...NSFW salutes...panties/bras and other personal items...phone calls...etc etc etc. I'm wondering...uhmmmmm...is this not like a form of prostitution? Online selling of oneself would still consitute that. Correct? I really don't care one way or the other...but I see bullys asking for vacations, gift cards, money. What the hell is going on here? I had a hard time with selling yourself for FuBucks..now it's real money. I can be had...but never for a price. I can be won over..but never for a monetary amount, a blast or a happy hour. I do have some friends that have bought me blasts on site, but they don't expect me to kowtow to them in any way. It was a simple expression of friendship or thanks. I value people in general and could put no monetary value on a true friendship. Remember, this is MY personal opinion here, a

Entertainment Night At The Senior Center
It was entertainment night at the senior center and the Amazing Claude was topping the bill. People came from miles around to see the famed hypnotist do his stuff. As Claude went to the front of the meeting room, he announced, "Unlike most hypnotists who invite two or three people up here to be put into a trance, I intend to hypnotize each and every member of the audience." The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a beautiful antique pocket watch from his coat. "I want you each to keep your eye on this antique watch. It's a very special watch. It's been in my family for six generations." He began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly chanting, "Watch the watch, watch the watch, watch the watch..." The crowd became mesmerized as the wat ch swayed back and forth,light gleaming off its polished surface. Hundreds of pairs of eyes followed the swaying watch, until suddenly, it slipped from the hypnotist's fingers and fell to the f

I Love You
Dealing with the pain of not being with you is terrible. You make everything perfect and special. No matter the time or day I'll always care about what you say. Among the many qualities you possess, There is one I really want to stress. You care about me too. No matter what I'll always love you! By....me Stacie Arnold

Deeper
I am DEEPER than you think I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. You have now entered my masquerade. You can uncover your facade. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I value my family and those who are REAL. I like to be fascinated by the annonymous. I am constantly thinking Inspire Me... Intrigue Me...Indulge Me... with your mind then your Body I have Loved... Lost... and Learned. Love is my Law... Passion is my Worship Nature and Sensuality are my Shelter and Companion Peace and Order are my Attitude Perfection is my Attack I crave for Passion...for knowledge...for Life!

Thoughts
Grabbing a hole of my empty mind slowly dragging me down one more time. Into a darkness I can not find through this hurt body of mine. In my skin it rips and tears afraid to enter anywhere. I am here for all to see bleeding in public; just let me be. I cannot hide this pain I feel and the wounds I have made may never heal. I don't regret a thing I have done; fighting a battle I never won. Now I cant cope with this pain; emotionally, mentally, physically it's all the same. Why does it hurt to be afraid of these crazy thoughts running through my mind? By....me Stacie Arnold

=[
ok, so im finally coming out and telling people that im bi. And its just funny how no one believes me..I'm not doing this for attention or because i think it will make boys like me..i have a boyfriend of a year who i love, so im not doing this for attention! I've felt things for girls for a while..and just never said anything because of fear of rejection..and i was afraid i would lose friends, but im over it and im telling people, and i would appreciate it if people treated me like a human, these are my real feelings and im tired of people questioning my sexuality. xoxo

What Does This Word Mean To You?
The word is Courage. It may mean alot of things to different ppl, this includes different cultures. Courage to me though, means standing up for yourself, believing in and for what you are fighting for even though it might make the most sense to the people around you. It can also represent strength and integrity as well. Integrity being always being who you are even when nobody is watching. So what does it mean to you?

Hidden Pain
I hurt deep inside this weak body of mine. When will they all see I'm really not fine? The pain I live with day after day will never go away. I cry for help in that hospital bed I lay. When will the doctors figure out what has taken over my corpse? Hopefully it's not something bad, and definitly not the worst. All I want is some help for this disease. Can someone help me please oh please? By..me Stacie Arnold

This Vicious Cabaret
They say there's a broken for every heart on Broadway, they say that life's a game and then they take the board away. They give you masks and costumes and an outline of the story, then leave you all to improvise their vicious cabaret. In no longer pretty cities there are fingers in the kitties, there are warrants, forms, and chitties and a jack boot on the stair. There's sex and death and human grime in monochrome for one thin dime, and at least the trains all run on time, but they don't go anywhere. Facing their responsibiltires either on their backs or on their knees, there are ladies who just simply freeze and dare not turn away and the widows who refuse to cry with be dressed in garter and bow-tie and be taught to kick their legs up high in this vicious cabaret. At last, the 2008 show! The ballet on the burning stage! The documentary seen upon the fractured screen! The dreadful poem scrawled upon the crumpled page! There's a policeman with an honest soul that has seen whos

Cool Friends
I wish I could reach out and hold your hand. I'll be there when you need a friend. We talk about the things that interest us. With you is were I want to be, they make such a fuss. I love you; it's easy to see. "Cool Friends" is the term for you and me. I want more but it's so hard to achieve. Seeing you with her fills my soul with deceive. I reach higher and try harder to get to you. There is really nothing more I can do. By...me Stacie Anrold

.within.
Angels have pretty faces, But so does death, They tempt us constantly with loud insidious whispers, With eyes so beautiful, And skin so pale, They lie within our dreams, Waiting for us to release them, From their chained boxes of ivory, They rest there, Bound till we release their fury upon the world, They are the darkness that every person carries within them, The half people fear…

.save.me.
There's a war going on Inside of me I need some release Somebody come save me Even though I won't surrender I hope for some peace within myself Can you help me? No. I don't think you can Your face says it all When you shrug my tears away There's a war going on Inside of me I need some release Come and save me Can you save me?

Hit And Run
Talking for literally minutes, he logged off and jumped into his car. Finding the exit much to his suprize I was closer then he imagined. Only about 8 inches taller than me stood crisp blue eyes and short blondish hair. Leaining in and kissing me I knew this was going to be fun. We sat and talked for a minute and I found myself in his arms in the heat of the moment. I brought him back to my room. From there he laid me on my back and kissed down my soft body. Sucking on my nipples and feeling that wet spot between my legs, he opened me up and started to lick my tight little wet pink clit. He continued while gliding his fingers in and out of me. I felt myself cum repeatedly in his face. Nibbling and makig me squirm I finally begged him to fuck me. He got up and undressed. I leaned over and started to suck the head of his cock, moving on down his shaft with my mought. He was so hard. Next thing I knew he had me on all fours, sliding into my tight pussey. He grabbed my shoulders and fu

Depression
I try to help but get turned down. It seems no one wants me around. I voice my opinion and speak my mind. No one listens; I'm waisting my time. I'll wait until everyone leaves to speak. It's a common reaction; I'm way to weak. Voices around everywhere, They hit you like a stone in thin air. Floating high above the rest. Why am I so depressed? By...me Stacie Arnold

I've Been Gone For A While
Hey all! I'm sorry that I missed all of your comments, ratings, and such. I've been moving into a new place so things have been hectic but I'm up and running again so please if I missed a comment or something pipe up and lemme know! Ciao

True Lover
How can I make you see that your love means so much more to me? I know you love me that's easy to see, I sit here and think I wonder if everything is all right. Remember all those lunchroom rights? They may have meant nothing then. I remember little things like that. You may have just been kidding when you called me fat. It's those small things that make me think if were meant for each other. I don't want your money. I want a true lover. Don't play games with my heart for I have been hurt before. When you play games with me its hurts two times worse. So all I am asking is for you to be there. Most of all show me you care. By...me Stacie Arnold

Rain On My Window
Rain on my window I hear thunder in the distance the sky turns darker black a smile forms upon my lips the rain is coming back I walk to my balcony door a cool breeze washes through its refreshing and cleansing I can taste the alluring dew The rain spatters on my roof lightning flashes in the sky goosebumps erupt on my skin and my body relaxes with a sigh Splashing in puddles making all things wet catching rain on my tongue its something I won't regret I see rain on my window as I stroll back inside why are so many afraid they avoid this and hide The rain ends quickly lightning and thunder ensue this night would only be better if I could have shared it with you

Kelsey's Purpose
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Kara Lea Date: Dec 19, 2007 3:40 PM -----------------From: ~crystal~Date: Dec 18, 2007 3:57 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ashleaDate: Dec 18, 2007 12:16 PMPMwait and bleedDate: Dec 11, 2007 2:50 PMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.

New Guitar!
I traded in my Fender Jazzmaster for a new Gibson Les Paul Standard, ive never been much of a fan of Gibson guitars but now i have figured out that all Gibsons are not created equal, this one just kills! Its totally amazing! There is something really sexy about these guitars, you strap one on and you feel the testosterone level in your body rising, hit an open E chord and hair starts growing on your chest, go from E to A and tattoos magically appear on your arms.. Suddenly you are Jimmy Page only not 60 years old or whatever.. Anyway, now i really need a Marshall stack and a model girlfriend, hmm, somehow i dont think my wife will go along with that, bummer!

Longing For More
Your wonderful smile on my soft lips, Our love goes on and never quits. I cherish every moment with you. We see love from a different view. Together forever that's what we see. Our future is not complete with out me. I live each day looking forward to your voice. Phone calls are my only choice. I here your voice but can't see your face. I left so quickly without a trace. Every feature is deep within my soul. You're my forever love and life long friend. We will always be together until the end. By...me Stacie Arnold

A Soldiers Escort
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, = but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who had been = invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading = home. 'No,' he responded. 'Heading out?' I asked. 'No. I'm escorting a soldier home.' 'Going to pick him up?' 'No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home = to his family.' The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to = the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that although he didn't know the = soldier, he had delivered the news of his death to the soldier's family and felt = as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, 'Thank you. Thank you = for doing what you do so that my family and I can do what we do.' Upon landing in Chicag

Chris2miss Aka Gangsta Santa
christmas isn't what it use 2 be. since reagan shit has been real suspect or more fucked up. I am still trying 2 figure out when christmas became the extortion scheme? if u good wit the process of being bully out of your money, then u must b rich or stupid!!! believe it people r killin themselves because they can't stand this holiday. people r being evicted on new years, because they want 2 play wit toys instead of paying their rent. then think about it u already gave thanks and now u have 2 give a gift 30 days later. i know alot of us wish it was a santa, so they could stop taking his place. this has become holiday that breaks retails piggy bank. what about ur bank? probably at negative 0. yeah thats ok right? i'm not saying don't buy shit, but we are suffering behind gas, gas and electric, oil, food, skyrocketing rents, and childcare already. Now we are trapped between thanksgiving, christmas and then new years. that is suspect 4 real, 666. it ain't nothing about bringing home

My Seraphims!
OK Seraphims are the top notch angels in the realm of all angels...these guys are mine! They have been nothing but sweet to me and the list will grow... Ladies check my guys out! They are awesome! Alive&Kickin NavyGhost Just me (Cat's RL love) Doc is in Iraq Airforceben TinyBri bdbyjc1 Ralimore Eros ToBN2B VanillaSmoothie(Fubar hubby to My Dirty lil secret) Sgt Ronin TheNite WiiStud rchltte dr.blkmagic big dadie 1989 Celtic White hawk patchlee Josh Mp5 jonnyb Jon Majik Normancase Corey P. (although there are days...)

.hurtful.words.
Scream at me let your words leave bruises on my soul Yell your hateful words who's only purpose is to cut me deep deeper than any knife ever could Rant to me let me hear all your pathetic attempts to justify your anger Beat me with your insults hell has no fury to match the release of your pain onto me Lash out all your insecurities project them onto me as you try and make yourself feel better about being you No one will see the bruises and cuts that you leave You are killing my soul and words never leave as mark except for the ones I inflict trying to bleed the poison of you from me

Missing You Guys
Hello friends. I'm only on for a minute. We have moved to Seattle to be with my husbands dying mother. She has every advanced cancer, and will not be around for long. I miss some of my friends on here, but the only computer i have to use is my husbands work laptop. And he doesn't like me to use it to flirt with other cute guys. LOL We'll be here for the holidays, so if i don't talk to you, Merry Christmas. Jen xo

Friendship!!!
Heavenly Father up above; Please protect the friends I love; Always keep them safe and sound; No matter when or where they are bound; And dear Lord ,let me be; The kind of friend ,they want to see; Keep us now, Keep us forever; Happy,Loving ,and Always Together.

Life Is Crazy
A dark cloud surfaces over your soul. It wants to break its net for sunlight. Nothing happens not even a small hole! Awakening at night to a dreadful fright. Things will be better someday. Loosing sight of life and sound. Pretending to be happy and sweet. A morbid lie to cover up. Life is an oblivion you have to meet. Take that small drink from this huge cup. Just try to face the hard things. Remember that through it all, I'll always be your best friend. No matter how hard you fall. By....me Stacie Arnold

Innocent Handshake
I walk down a dark hall and see a large man. He smiles at me and shakes my hand. Amazing how a stranger can be so nice. Popping out of nowhere like tiny mice. As he shakes my hand he jerks me near. Struggling to get away I scream in fear. Some people you can trust with your heart. Not the ones that steal your innocence and part. Lying cold on the ground. Just waiting to be found. Sobbing wet saline from my eyes. Scared by the truth and frightened by the lies. Jesus pulls on me like a curtain. Giving me strength to refuse the hurting. No matter how hard I try, The pain hurts and I continue to cry. No one knows my hate. How could anyone commit a crime such as rape? By me...Stacie Arnold

My Daughters Surgery
Hi yall so i found out when my daughters surgery is gonna be......it is january 16th, it is to remove a cyst in her throat please keep her in you thoughts and hope that she makes a full recovery... Thank you

Please Read Urgent
DEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM WRITING THIS BLOG IS TO INFORM U ALL I WILL BE OFF LINE FOR A WHILE. I HAVE HAD SOME MISFOURTINIT STUFF HAPPEN i LOVE U ALL AND HOPE WE CAN RECONNET WHEN I RETURN PLEASE COMMENT I WILL CHECK ON THIS

Catalog
As always if you would like a catalog, just go to my website www.dragonfly666toyz.com and click on request a catalog. Fill in your info and I will get one out to you asap. Remember to leave a valid email address so I can send you a free $10.00 off coupon.

A Cops Poem
"One Day in a Cops Life" I get up & hop in the shower to start another day I put on my vest, my uniform, my gun, & I'm on my way I get my assignment, then hop in the car The first call comes in, a fight at the bar Later, I save a baby having seizures & calm the mother I quell a domestic disturbance & arrest the father A family of four is killed on the freeway Investigate the accident & clean up the bodies The drunk driver arrested, but he'll walk away A break in the confusion, I stop to eat A donut & coffee will keep me on my feet Four people in a stolen, heading east on main Kids dressed in black, out to shoot a rival gang Burglary in progress, I'm rollin' "Code 3" He's killed the occupants from what I can see We chase him on foot for a block or two We've got him at gun point, I wonder "What will he do?" There's shots fired & an officer needs help Without hesitation I roll and sirens start to yelp Inside the liquor store, a man with a gun A shot goes o

Cemeteries
A peaceful place surrounding my desirable pleasures. People watch as we entertain our feelings. Where else could we be besides a cemetery? The night creatures whistle tunes of lovely beginnings. Where are you now you've gone away? When do you come back? When the animals come back to play. Where are you now you've gone away? Daylight comes and mist on the grass. You're in my mind all the time. The sun rises and sets by itself. The temperature rises but I'm still cold. Where are you now you've gone away? When do you come back? When the animals come back to play. Where are you now you've gone away? Rain falls and bad tempers arise. Love has gone away for good. I miss the evening in the cold air. I want you here and very near. Where are you now you've gone away? When do you come back? When the animals come back to play. Where are you now you've gone away? Days go by and I'm still missing you. The smell of evergreen is lingering near. Large stones of

Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike
Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time.

Anywhere
I absolutely LOVE this song!!! just wish it'd come true someday... i guess i can only wish Anywhere by Evanescence Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you And at sweet night, you are my own Take my hand CHORUS:] We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the morning light We'll be half way to anywhere Where love is more than just your name I have dreamt of a place for you and I No one knows who we are there All I want is to give my life only to you I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore Let's run away, I'll take you there We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the mornings light We'll be half way to anywhere Where no one needs a reason Forget this life Come with me Don't look back you're safe now Unlock your hear

My Prayer(for Andrew My Cousin)
My Prayer to the Heavens, To the skies above and beyond the stars of the galaxy I reach out to thee.. My cousins life i entrust to within thee.. And yet I so pray he comes back to me and my family.. We all love him whole heartedly Hes a kind lovin gent With his whole life ahead of him yet Which shouldnt be taken nor considered spent.. I plead with the gods above Please let us have my cousin back to love Hes done no wrong no harm to any soul Let his light continue to glow for all mankind to show that your love and diviness does stand bold That the gods do have a master plan although we dont understand Protect him this night i pray and in your arms keep him safe... We love you andrew we want you back so dont give up the fight youve got to fight back...

Poets Of America
Poetry is a form of expression. Sometimes it helps to get rid of my depression. Many hours I spend on this pad of paper thinking. Wandering how I'm going to keep my eyes open, winking. In the wee hours of the night my ideas come to mind. One problem, no paper or pen I can find. Love, death, broken hearts, I've heard it all. I keep my poems locked up behind a wall. No one sees them, very few. Every time I let a person read one they get a different view. Poetry is a form of artistic talent. It's a very long hard challenge. By...me Stacie Arnold

I Look Upon Her
I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gently arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always knowing she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes.

Ruined Trip :(
We went up north this weekend so see Shaun's parents before he leaves town. He promised to take me to SnowBowl to see snow and make snowmen, blah blah blah. Here some pics: Before we left, his stepdad John, who's a miserable man and takes it out on everyone, started talking shit and how he thought we were stupid for wanting to play in the snow. So he ruined my mood. He didn't go but Shaun's mom decided to go and she's just as bad as John is. Always complaining, always talking shit and very VERY racist. She kept making fun of me the entire drive up there and then while we were there. I finally lost it and told her to "Shut the fuck up". Yeah, it was bad. I hate these people. I HATE them. Being around them and being bombarded with negativity makes me sick. Literally sick. Don't let the smiles fool you. They are the devil :/ REL

Life
As another day approaches. I have to stop and think. How did I not see it coming. Now I'm filled with discust. All of this wasted time. My mind races with rage. I have to finda way through. My heart feels torn. Stomach is in knots. Was it something I missed. Will I ever find love. Is it real. Or just a figment of my mind. Will tommorow bring happiness. Can anyone truely be happy. Or am I just alone. Someday I'll know. Just not today..

False
I'm a failure in my eyes. So many secrets and lies. Locked up in one, It's all no fun. All the tears I cry; The people wonder why. I'm lost in an oblivion. I'm the only one in a million. I laugh and smile; it's all a loss. The smiles and joy are all false. By me...Stacie Arnold

You Rock Mizz Shady!
HA HA HA IT'S METAL RON!!! Metal Ron@ fubar HEY EVERYONE CHECK IT OUT... IT'S METAL RON AND HES HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR COMING UP THIS FRIDAY.. WE ALL LOVE IT WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO HOST ONE SO WHY WOULD HE BE ANY DIFFERENT? HE'S NOT. HE IS VERY EXCITED. THIS WILL BE HIS FIRST TIME EVER TO HOST ONE.. NOT ONLY THAT YOU GUYS CHECK OUT HIS SCORE.. LOOK AT HIS POINTS... HES SECONDS FROM HITTING GODFATHER. NO ONE NEEDS TO SAY HOW IMPORTANT THAT STEP IS WITH NEW LEVELS OR NOT ITS STILL A GOAL MANY OF US HAVE.. LETS DO THIS FOR HIM. LETS PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP DURING HIS OWN HAPPY HOUR.. WE CAN DO IT. JUST GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN ONCE YOU SEE HIS TIME HAS CAME.. THEY RESET OUR PICTURE RATTINGS NOW ONCE A WEEK SO I'M VERY CERTAIN THERE IS SOMETHING YOU ALL CAN FIND TO RATE DURING THIS TIME.. IF NOT SOONER.. WE DON'T HAVE TO WAIT TO PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP BUT AT LEAST BY HIS HAPPY HOUR TIME WE SHOULD DO IT.. I'M EXCITTED FOR HIM AND I HOPE YOU ALL WILL BE TOO. NOW LETS DO

Wish I Had Wrote This! Can You See The Tattoo?
New Tattoo I've been out drinkin with the boys again Sorry I'm calling after 2 a.m. There's something that I need to say to you I know it's late But this can't wait I just got a new tattoo One love and a, one woman You're my new tattoo Tonight is the very first night of my life with you Until the day I die I promise it's true Everyone will see my new tattoo Tonight I saw your face up in the stars Stumbled here to paint you on my arm There's something that I need to say to you So I wrote this song Cause you belong Right here on my new tattoo One love and a, one woman You're my new tattoo Tonight is the very first night of my life with you Until the day I die I promise it's true Everyone will see my I don't want to see us fade away I don't want to be without you another day I could be your Dorian Gray I won't fade away No, I won't fade away One love and a, one woman You're my new tattoo Tonight is the very first night of my life with you One l

You'll Never Know. . . . .
This is my story…. . . . My journey…. . . My life. . . By: Angel Dark. My whole life has been an ongoing nightmare, one monster after another coming after me, close calls with death, and times when I should have died. Who am I? You don’t know me. You think you know me but you have no clue, not even an idea. My name is Angel. You still think you know me, but you’re wrong! You only know what I want you to know. Might as well start from the beginning. I was never wanted by my mom. My whole life has been one person after another trying to kill me, the sad part is that the main person is my mom. She’s not really my mom though. She’s not even my mother. Confused? Well moms are supposed to love you and take care of you right? Well if she’s been trying to kill me and seeing how she’s never loved me then she cant be my mom can she? She’s the thing that gave birth to me. I can’t say gave life because she’s been trying to take my life since it began. Trying to make me breath

Expensive Loser Wanted.....
I seen this posted on another site and thought someone would get a kick from it.. Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible becasue you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot graffix bong you call "chewbongka". Please ha

The Weekend
Friday night was for fun. Saturday night had just begun. I spent the night in my car. It seems that again I've gone way too far. My friends all told me it would happen. Did I believe them? I just turned laughing. I was eighteen and in my last year. The only thing I could think about was having a beer. I thought to my self as I took another drink; Would they tell me when to stop or were they going to make me think. I asked for the keys to go home. My only friend told me no. I did not listen and still I begged. My friend finally gave in. I was heading home and saw a car. I swerved to miss but I went to far. All I remember was a sudden burst of pain, And being transported to the ambulance in the rain. By Me..please do not copy or redistribute any of my works without my permission. Thank you Stacie Arnold

The Beautiful Ones Will Hurt You Everytime
Ok so lately as most of you may or may not know I’ve been in a horrible mood in regards to my current dating situation, that situation being a really shitty one that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. Anyhoo I’m writing this as a way of releasing some frustration so, I hope no one takes this personally however I already know that some of you already have and that’s just messed up. I’ve been interested in a few women over the past couple months and being the idiot that I am I put myself out there setting myself up to get hurt in so many different ways, and instead of a bunch of different ways I got a whole bunch of new shitty ways of getting hurt. These ways included, but are not limited to: being ignored, shouted at for not providing a scary movie (no I am not joking), being provided with a bunch of answers to questions I did not ask, and a whole bunch of broken promises. Now, as I stated before I am writing this out of pure frustration and writing things gets my mind back on track

Bear With Me.
Ok, it seems that I have disappointed a few people or pissed them off.Either way right now, I just dont care. As many of you know, I am a single father to my daughter.Lately shes been sick with pnuemonia and I have been stressed out,exhausted and just distracted from anything in the world. She is more important to me than anything I could ever have online.No matter what and that will never change for anyone. I am sorry if the fact I am more worried about her than spending time talking to you pisses you off or whatever.

Darkness Of Christ - Slayer
Mankind in his insatiable search for divine Knowledge has discarded all biblical teachings Realizing that the strength of religion is the repression of knowledge All structures of religion have collapsed Life prays for death in the wake of the horror of these revelations It was never imagined how graphic the reality that would be known as the end of creation Would manifest itself We believe all this chaos and atrocity can be traced Back to one single event We hold these truths to be painfully self-evident All men are not created equal Only the strong will prosper Only the strong will conquer Only in the darkness of Christ have I realized God Hates Us All

Cereal's Names According To Day!
On the first and third weeks of the month...these names shall be used as follows Monday - Raisin Bran Tuesday - Grape Nuts Wednesday - Frosted Flakes Thursday - Honey Bunches of Oats Friday - Fruity Pebbles Saturday - Froot Loops Sunday - Quaker Oat Clusters On the second and fourth weeks of the month, these names shall be used Monday - Cheerios Tuesday - Cocoa Pebbles Wednesday - Count Chocula Thursday - Corn Pops Friday - Post Toasties Saturday - Crispix Sunday - Bran Chex

Lets Go Its Metal Ron And Friday Is His Happy Hour
HA HA HA IT'S METAL RON!!! Metal Ron@ fubar HEY EVERYONE CHECK IT OUT... IT'S METAL RON AND HES HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR COMING UP THIS FRIDAY.. WE ALL LOVE IT WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO HOST ONE SO WHY WOULD HE BE ANY DIFFERENT? HE'S NOT. HE IS VERY EXCITED. THIS WILL BE HIS FIRST TIME EVER TO HOST ONE.. NOT ONLY THAT YOU GUYS CHECK OUT HIS SCORE.. LOOK AT HIS POINTS... HES SECONDS FROM HITTING GODFATHER. NO ONE NEEDS TO SAY HOW IMPORTANT THAT STEP IS WITH NEW LEVELS OR NOT ITS STILL A GOAL MANY OF US HAVE.. LETS DO THIS FOR HIM. LETS PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP DURING HIS OWN HAPPY HOUR.. WE CAN DO IT. JUST GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN ONCE YOU SEE HIS TIME HAS CAME.. THEY RESET OUR PICTURE RATTINGS NOW ONCE A WEEK SO I'M VERY CERTAIN THERE IS SOMETHING YOU ALL CAN FIND TO RATE DURING THIS TIME.. IF NOT SOONER.. WE DON'T HAVE TO WAIT TO PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP BUT AT LEAST BY HIS HAPPY HOUR TIME WE SHOULD DO IT.. I'M EXCITTED FOR HIM AND I HOPE YOU ALL WILL BE TOO. NOW LETS DO

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Christmas Cheer! Show Love!
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Words Can Not Explain....
the way my boyfriend Coleman makes me feel! It is so hard for me to even put into words how much I love him and how much he means to me. I have never felt this way about a man as I do about him. He has a wonderfull 16yr old son who I love as if he was my own and he is the same way with my daughter. He is so loving, caring, wonderfull, fantastic..I think you get the idea. I am so looking foward to us starting our lives together. I just want to shout it to the world.... I LOVE YOU COLEMAN!! YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!

Emotional Nudity
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative- Pure and positive and

Cwp Names!!
FROM THIS MOMENT FORTH...THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE SHALL BE ADDRESSED AS FOLLOWS... crazycameraboy - Morris Para - Floyd Majik - Bernice Mari - Jemimah Matt - Barney Snake - Stanley Mac - Leonard Death - Alfie Sparkles - Mildred Ames - Agnes Anti - Poindexter Faded - Gertrude Will - Archie Carrie - Florence Dig - Herbert Merci - Edgar Simply - Joyce Jay - Mr. Joyce Bigponz - Roy Lexi - Zelda Thump - Gerard Cereal - Whatever cereal brand Angi chooses for the day Random - Smee Todd - Quincy Always420 - Chauncy Timmy - Horace 210 - Franklin Pagan - Marjorie Munkee - Nellie Carion - ALbert Payne - Shirley Peaches - Myrtle Ghosty - Laverne Doc - Johnson Sinnful - Gepetto Dain - Hank Moo - The man formerly known as Moo Angi - Angi THESE NAMES ARE UP FOR GRABS. NAMES WILL BE ADDED AT THE BLOG POSTERS DISCRETION!! Maury Gilbert Bert Percival Sampson Wally O

Volunteer Work!
Since starting back to work, I haven't had time to spend on puter, & now full time. Also, have been doing Volunteer work. I'm not complainning, just wanted to explain lack of responce from me. You all are cool, & live from all over! Part time coming back soon, hope to get in touch! Till then, we wish you all a ****Very Merry Christmas**** Butch & Cindy

Nightly Prayers
Two young boys were spending the night at their grandparents. At bedtime, the two boys knelt beside their beds to say their prayers when the youngest one began praying at the top of his lungs. "I PRAY FOR A NEW BICYCLE... I PRAY FOR A NEW NINTENDO... I PRAY FOR A NEW VCR..." His older brother leaned over and nudged the younger brother and said, "Why are you shouting your prayers? God isn't deaf." To which the little brother replied, "No, but Gramma is!"

Midnight Run (older Poem)
Midnight run Lightning splits the sky, and thunder rolls by. She runs from the man who wants to kill her and watch her slowly die. She knew she should have never believed his lies. The first night she met him she should have turned down his offer of taking her for a ride. For a ride is what she took, and now no one is on her side. She keeps running through the woods, looking for a place to hide. Nothing is there but the sky above and the earth below, what does she do, how will she find time to bide? The man is getting closer he is thinking of the kill. Thinking that when he catches her she will for sure be his meal. He watches her run, not worried in the least. He knows that he will find her, for he is very much at peace. He likes to watch them. Likes to let them think they have a chance, just lets them spin thier wheels. He wonders what is running through her mind, wonders if she know that her fate is sealed. She is looking up now, lying on the ground, cryi

To Kiss Her
And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day I would want to make it millions And continuous without delay But she can only smile Because each kiss is of the heart And she knows that the kiss is endless It was this way from the start But in each little touch The lips desire more But what else would they desire When each is unlike before And within the deep embrace The warmth is felt abound And she must forever feel this Even when I am not around For distance is not a problem Or something to cause a pain For she knows the next kiss is coming Again and again and again

Wasted Life (older Poem)
Wasted Life She wasn't safe in life and she won't be safe in death. He smiles back on the time when he could not of loved her less. Things he did to her runs through his mind, what a lovely mess. She had died at his hand , but he knows she will still not rest. He loved when he had her alone, that was when he was at his best. He worked in blood , it turned him on. Screams were his only request. - She is looking down on him from above, she is not sure what has happened. She can hear his thoughts, and wonders how, but does it really matter? He has taken her life, and she does not care, things could not be better. Screams he wanted and he got them. The torture she could not handle. She weeps , closes her eyes and runs toward the ever after..............

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Liars.
i just wanna scream and then puke then get shitfaced drunk and then cry and stab my heart. Why the hell do I trust anyone????????? Trust is such a lie anyways. I cant take anymore. My heart just is so black now, I dont even care if I ever love again. I wish for nothing. I dream for nothing. Since you killed everything inside me, what am I supposed to do now?

Kids
One of these days, I will remember not to believe anything my son or daughter-in-law say concerning bringing my grandson out for a visit. Granted, I do live some distance from their home, and well, a six mile drive is a bit much to expect. Well, Merry Christmas.... In a frigging pigs eye!

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

My Knight In Dark Armor
The night was chilly and dark. The clouds covered the full moon casting shadows everywhere. The wind rustled the dried fallen leaves on the ground. I sit waiting for you as you have instructed me to. Chills from the bitter wind making me shiver. Staring at the night sky. It is so quite and so peaceful. So isolated and calm. The leaves rustle more than usual. It startles me. I dare not turn around. I close my eyes and wait for your touch. Nothing happens. A feeling of dread fills my stomach. I turn there is no one there. A shiver runs up my spin I know I heard something. Pulling my jacket tight around me to keep warm staring at the ground thinking about what it will be like to see you, feel you, smell you, and taste you. The wind picks up blowing the leaves around me. Suddenly the hairs on the back of my neck stand straight up. I can feel your warmth behind me. You whisper "Don't turn around". I stand still shivering. Your voice echoing in my head. You wrap your arms around me from behi

Had Bad News Today!!
My soon to be step-daughter had a very rough day today and it is goin to be hard for her for awhile. We had taken her to the doctors this morning because she had been havin headaches lately. They took a blood sugar count and a urine count too. Her urine had glucose in it and her sugar level was high. So they told us to go down to the nearest Childrens Hospital. They were waiting for us to get there. They took another sugar level count and even after over two hours her level was at 430 which is very high. She has to stay in the hospital for the next few days I came home long enough to take our pet out then I am heading back up there. They told us she will have to have 4 shots a day of insulin for the rest of her life. She is only 10yrs old. I don't mind rearranging how we prepare food but it has been very hard on her. She is scared and she is hardly ever sick. Please pray for us and even more so for her. You can leave comments here or on My B/f's site( Her DaD). He is tryin to deal with

Seeking Bombers And Levelers 2
How's it Going I'm Lord Wolf, Founder Kingdom of Wolves.But I gave Ownership of the K.O.W..To Lady Witoka.So now I have Founded a New Family of Bombers,Wolves of Wiccan Society~W.W.S. I seek Loyal Dedicated Bombers & Levelers. Objective to Earn Victories in Contests.Secondary Objective to Level Family members whom are Bombers.Higher the Level Better Bomber Proffiency. Victories Provide a feeling of Selfworth,An accomplishment,Pride,Honor,Respect towards the Bombers that Helped you Achieve this awesome Feeling. We all know you cannot Win a Contest with the word of a so called Friend from Fubar.The Ultimate Friends are made in a Bombing Family.Unlike the K.O.W.. Drama will not be Tolerated here.The Wiccan Way or No Way.If Interested Please Send a Friend Request to myself (Lord Wolf) & my Co Honey Bear Ty Blessed Be Lord Wolf~Co-Founder~Wolves of Wiccan Society ~Fu Hubby~ Witoka New Owner K.O.W.*Seeking Loyal Bombe@ fubar Honey Bear Fu-Wife to Submissive Brat ~~ Co-Fo

Newintox Bully
DJ SOUTHERN GIRL AND DJ BIG SEXY @ INTOXICATED RADIO, WILL ROCK YOUR FOUNDATIONS AT INTOXICATED OR THE BIKER BAR OR BONG DADDY'S HOUSE (repost of original by '~DJ BRAT~OWNER @ INTOXICATED~' on '2007-10-01 19:02:32') (repost of original by 'Dj Faith' on '2007-10-01 19:04:25') (repost of original by 'ÐJ ßIG §ÊX¥ -Intoxicated Radio - DJ Southern Girl's FUBAR fiancee/ personal cooler' on '2007-10-22 22:11:00') (repost of original by 'INTOXICATED_RADIO' on '2007-10-23 22:50:36') (repost of original by 'ÐJ Evil Santa (Big Sexy) -Intoxicated Radio - DJ Southern Girl's FUBAR fiancee/ personal c' on '2007-12-18 18:39:35') (repost of ori

Broken
[Seether] (Verse 1) I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain â€¦away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [Seether & Amy Lee] (Chorus 1) cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away [Seether] (Bridge) You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore [Amy Lee] (Verse 2) The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [Seether & Amy Lee] (Chorus 2) cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away [Instruments] [Seether & Amy Lee] (Chorus 2) cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't

Seeking Bomber And Levelers
How's it Going I'm Lord Wolf, Founder Kingdom of Wolves.But I gave Ownership of the K.O.W..To Lady Witoka.So now I have Founded a New Family of Bombers,Wolves of Wiccan Society~W.W.S. I seek Loyal Dedicated Bombers & Levelers. Objective to Earn Victories in Contests.Secondary Objective to Level Family members whom are Bombers.Higher the Level Better Bomber Proffiency. Victories Provide a feeling of Selfworth,An accomplishment,Pride,Honor,Respect towards the Bombers that Helped you Achieve this awesome Feeling. We all know you cannot Win a Contest with the word of a so called Friend from Fubar.The Ultimate Friends are made in a Bombing Family.Unlike the K.O.W.. Drama will not be Tolerated here.The Wiccan Way or No Way.If Interested Please Send a Friend Request to myself (Lord Wolf) & my Co Honey Bear Ty Blessed Be Lord Wolf~Co-Founder~Wolves of Wiccan Society ~Fu Hubby~ Witoka New Owner K.O.W.*Seeking Loyal Bombe@ fubar Honey Bear Fu-Wife to Submissive Brat ~~ Co-Fo

Depeche Mode-home
Here is a song from the wrong side of town Where Im bound to the ground by the loneliest sound And it pounds from within and is pinning me down Here is a page from the emptiest stage A cage or the heaviest cross ever made A gauge of the deadliest trap ever laid And I thank you for bringing me here For showing me home For singing these tears Finally Ive found that I belong here The heat and the sickliest sweet smelling sheets That cling to the backs of my knees and my feet Well Im drowning in time to a desperate beat And I thank you for bringing me here For showing me home For singing these tears Finally Ive found that I belong Feels like home I should have known From my first breath God send the only true friend I call mine Pretend that Ill make amends the next time Befriend the glorious end of the line And I thank you for bringing me here For showing me home For singing these tears Finally Ive found that I belong here --------------------------

Christmas
Before today i thought my kidz weren't gonna have a good christmas ... but then i got a call from my sons school this mornin to come in for a min ... when i got there they had 3 huge boxes full of presents ... i cried ... then i got a call from tha op shop an they said that they had presents there for my kidz that i could pic up ... they had 2 bags full of presents for tha kidz .... so thanks to "christmas angels" my kidz will have a great christmas ... just wanted to say merry christmas to all of u an hope all tha best ....

Extasy
Where, like a pillow on a bed, A pregnant bank swell'd up, to rest The violet's reclining head, Sat we two, one another's best. Our hands were firmly cemented By a fast balm, which thence did spring; Our eye-beams twisted, and did thread Our eyes upon one double string. So to engraft our hands, as yet Was all the means to make us one; And pictures in our eyes to get Was all our propagation. As, 'twixt two equal armies, Fate Suspends uncertain victory, Our souls--which to advance their state, Were gone out--hung 'twixt her and me. And whilst our souls negotiate there, We like sepulchral statues lay; All day, the same our postures were, And we said nothing, all the day. If any, so by love refined, That he soul's language understood, And by good love were grown all mind, Within convenient distance stood, He--though he knew not which soul spake, Because both meant, both spake

Voting
With all the hype about the candidates for each party looking for nomination, I can't help but wonder who really pays attention. With the ridiculously low percentage of Americans who vote, it's come down to only a few key states really making a a difference. Connecticut, where I live, is a throw away state. Very little money is spent here since the state traditionally always goes to the same political party. It makes voting feel rather pointless. I'd like to feel like my vote counts, but so few people bother to vote, and most vote along party lines rather than actually listening to what a candidate stands for and voting for someone they feel would be a good leader. It would be great to see record turn out for voters, and completely throw the whole campaigning process on it's ass because EVERY state really did matter and was up for grabs.

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Bridge (guitar/piano) It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

More Compu Problems
Hey Everyone! I know that I haven't been online in forever, I've had a shit ton of computer problems. I had to replace my power supply, and after that was fixed, my mother board fried. Got a new mother board today but still need to get a new processor and ram. Hopefully that'll be all I need and everything should be up and running this weekend just fine. Hope to talk to you all soon!

"we're From The Government And We're Here To Help."
Thousands of families still waiting for Hurricane Rita relief Story Highlights Rita was the ninth-costliest hurricane in U.S. history, according to FEMA Texas has distributed $1.1 million of $500 million in federal hurricane relief State officials: Bulk of federal money wasn't received until April 2007 Audit shows 13 of 4,300 applicants received homes as of September By Randi Kaye CNN SABINE PASS, Texas (CNN) -- Christmas will be anything but merry this year for Helena Saunders. The 69-year-old grandmother, who's been living inside a cramped FEMA trailer since her home in Sabine Pass, Texas, was devastated more than two years ago by Hurricane Rita, says there isn't enough room for a Christmas tree. Hurricane Rita slammed into the Texas and Louisiana coast on September 24, 2005, destroying thousands of properties and causing an estimated $9.4 billion in damages -- making it the ninth-costliest storm in U.S. history, according to the Federal Emergency Management A

Say It... Christmas
I LOVE IT!!! This is a Christmas tree. It is not a Hanukkah bush, It is not an Allah plant, It is not a Holiday hedge. It is a Christmas tree. Say it... CHRISTmas , CHRISTmas , CHRISTmas Yes ~ CHRISTmas - celebrating the Birth of Jesus Christ!!! If this offends you...too bad. Get over it ~ Take a stand and pass this on !!

Club Far Member List Page 2
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE , STEPH, LUNA, STACY, JAMIE & MOLLY...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... ONE LOVE Tsisquo'ga~ Proud Native American ~Founder of Native American Pride~ Club F.A.R. #1 ON FUBAR@ fubar Magyc *Part of the M&M Nation* *Club F.A.R.**R/L Fiance' to Daddy Dink (Founder of M&M Nation)@ fubar LaNee~~Club F.A.R.~~@ fubar *Anubis*~club F.A.R.@ fubar Judas Mesias - Club F.A.R. Member - G Spotter@ fubar Lori~*~Club F.A.R.~*~DSC@ fubar ~TEJANA~ POR~ VIDA ~ 100% **PROUD MEMBER OF THE LATINA MAFIA & CLUB F.A.R.~N

A Discovery
A new beginning. A new me. Looking deep inside. Seeing the real me. My emotions, my personality, my love, my lust. Working to improve what I like about me and to change what I don't. You are there too. A new dream and wonderful fantasy. Longing to tell you how you make me feel. Wanting you to feel the same. Loving the mystery. Hating the anticipation. For now I wait patiently, in silence for you. Enjoying our time together. Soon you will know, you will see that from here on out you will now and forever be apart of the new me. The real me.

Just Beyond The Sunset
Just beyond the sunset Someone waits for me Just beyond the sunset Lies my destiny Where the purple mountains Lie in deep tranquility There I’ll find the treasure Of love eternally Just beyond the sunset Waits someone so fair Just beyond the sunset All alone they wait there Their hair is golden The colour of the sand Their eyes sparkle in the night Like diamonds in your hand Just beyond the sunset Lies a home for me Where the world is peaceful Like a paradise should be Just beyond the sunset Someday is where you’ll find me

Leaving For Christmas!!
Hey everyone Im leaving tonight for Nebraska. Ill be gone for 7 days, and then Ill be back. So if I dont respond to any emails or comments dont get mad ill message ya back when i get home. Hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! LOVE YOU ALL JENNI

A Dream
Crystal clear dreams and blacked out reality. I close my eyes to sleep. I want to enter the world of dreams. A world of fantasy pleasant and clear. A place where everything goes right nothing is wrong. It has become a drug to me. Over powering any sense of reality all that matters, all I want is to visit my wonderful world. I am never lonely I am never sad. Everything I have ever wanted to have and feel is there, surrounding me, pulling me deeper into my addiction. I am free to be how I want to be. Perfect in every way. Then like a whirlwind pulling me away I open my eyes. Reality is here once again all around me covering me like a dark cloud. Once again I begin to start longing for the moment that I can close my eyes again and just be.

Pregnancy, Estrogen And Women
Pregnancy, Estrogen and Women Pregnancy Q & A! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children! is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A:

My Sweetie
Isn’t it amazing how things just happen? I’m sure we all know things don’t just happen but that is the way it seems. Just when I thought that finding the ever elusive love of my life was all but impossible he strolls through the door. It’s as though all roads led to him and this moment in my life. It is so overwhelming. It brings tears to my eyes when I think of how awesome he is and how much he loves me. He is sweet and attentive and loving. (Did I say VERY HANDSOME?) I am not jumping up and down or giddy or bouncing off the walls. I am so calm and peaceful. It is as though this is exactly where God meant for me to be. It is as though this is the man God meant for me to be with. He put him right in my face. I am so thankful. I would move Heaven and earth for him so moving to Orlando is such a small gesture. Wish me luck! (with the move)

The Interview
Forever waiting for disaster, What David calls servant and master, Will you play it too? As this displacement begs for water. Swimming, bathing. Drowning in sorrow. Scream with me. I crawl across this cracked expansion, I'll be buried soon. Beneath the sand with pure intentions. Wanting something, someone to follow. For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you. (here's my lullaby.) Pray for rain, lose your name. And watch all your dreams fall through. (hush now, don't you cry) I swoon upon my knees come crashing, Will you bury me? Today, this small favour I am asking Hold me, you may drop me tomorrow For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you. (here's my lullaby.) Pray for rain, lose your name. And watch all your dreams fall through. (hush now) For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you. Pray for rain, lose your name. And watch all your dreams fall through. Here's my lullaby. Hush now don't yo

Club Far Member List Page 1
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE , STEPH, LUNA, STACY, JAMIE & MOLLY...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... ONE LOVE Club F.A.R. Official Home Page@ fubar Boricua God~Daddy * Owner Club F.A.R.@ fubar Maniacal Bliss *Honorary Owner Of Club F.A.R.*@ fubar ~JaMie~CO OWNER OF CLUB FAR~ I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~FU SINGLE AND NOT LOOKING~@ fubar ~?Splash?~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.?I.B.I.C.?DSC~@ fubar #●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#@ fubar ? Co-owner*? PobreDiabla ?Club Far ?@ fubar Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~

A Poem To A Good Friend They Know Who They Are. Family Forever Friends For Life
A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start In the corner of your heart, A lighthouse beacon shines, Guiding ships along the way A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start The heart is like a church bell that rings with joy A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start Your heart is like the deepest well That quenches thy morning thirst A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start The heart is like an empty seashell that echoes along the sandy shore If a poem exist inside your heart Then, each poem rises to the surface, Like a parade of swirling bubbles in the air

Shadow Of The Day
Linkin Park I close both locks below the window. I close both blinds and turn away. Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way. And the sun will set for you, The sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. Pink cards and flowers on your window, Your friends all plead for you to stay. Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way. And the sun will set for you, The sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. [Guitar solo] And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you.

A Small Wish For Myself
Star Light Star Bright First Star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might have the wish I wish tonight I wish for peace I wish for love I wish for all the help I can get from above To make sense of it all To make it all clear Why we are who we are but we still live in fear Fear of the truth Fear of the thought That Change is not better in all that we are taught So to all the stars above One two and three Help me except the changes I have made in me

I Think All You Sweet Guys Need To Come And Own Me :d Heheh Just Click Me!
Come and OWN ME! I will add more if it goes higher, you know you wanna! :D RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 200,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 15TH TIL 5PM DEC 22TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER.

What I
In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies [Pre-Chorus] So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done [Chorus] I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me Well I cleaned this slate With the hands Of uncertainty [Pre-Chorus] So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done [Chorus] I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done For what I’ve done I’ll start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done [Chorus] I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done

Life As U Take It
I have been through a rough year but i am bouncing back. I got a new place a month ago and really like it. I am still single though but oh well one day my life will be hole again. Looking for that right one but arent we all. I am struggling through this month cause I cant see my kids but I know that they love me and will come find me. This is the time of the year when my oldest was taken from me.. It hurts in the most difficult ways. Christmas isnt my favorite anymore but ill get over this as I have over come everything else. I get stronger ever day that goes by. I am wishing ever buddy a merry christmas and a happy new year. Ill right more later..

True Lust
He watches me from a distance. I don't think he knows I know. Every time I catch him it send shivers through my body. We know each other but only through talking and exchanging pics but he still excites me with every word. I long to please him, be with him, let him use me for his pleasure but he is so far away. We don't talk often but the conversations linger with me for weeks. Driving my dreams and fantasy of one day meeting him face to face. I trust him as much as I lust for him. I wake everyday with the hope of talking to him hoping to hear him say "It is time for us to meet, it is time for you to prove how much you want to please me". I like that he accepts me for me and all that I am. I wonder if he believes all that I say and how bad I want him. I wonder if he ever really plans on letting me feel him, taste him, enjoy him, and please him. I wonder if he is reading this and knows who I am talking about

Merry Christmas
Well, its almost here, and my 35th birthday is almost here as well. My birthday is the 23rd and I am pretty happy about turning 35 just 2 days before Christmas. I love Christmas time, its a time of sharing and caring and giving. Just remember tis the season to be jolly, and that Christ is the reason for the season. No snow here for Christmas, but its cold enough to snow but we get rain and I like rain. Well, you all have a very Merry Christmas and a safe and joyful Happy New Year. imikimi - Customize Your World

How Funny
enjoy! guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spo

Family Comes Together
Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes together For always and forever In anger or in kindness Whether all seeing or in blindness Family comes together For always and forever Whether for work or for play They somehow find a way For family to come together Because families are forever

Never Too Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong

For The Ladies
He didn't like my casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard.... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do! HA!

This Will Make You Cry
this will make you cry. > >A Billion /newer version for 2007 > > >The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual >manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending >YOUR tax money. > >A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising >agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in >one of its releases. > > >A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. > >B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. > >C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. > >D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. > >E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate >our government is spending it. > >While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New >Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . > >Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress >for $250 BILLION to rebuild New O

Leaving
iam sad to say that after christmas i will be leaving Fubar, iam moving to Africa and broadband it usless, so to all the friends i have made XX take good care and enjoy life because we are only here once , Peace & Love to all XX Tony XX

Seeking Bombers An Levelers
How's it Going I'm Lord Wolf, Founder Kingdom of Wolves.But I gave Ownership of the K.O.W..To Lady Witoka.So now I have Founded a New Family of Bombers,Wolves of Wiccan Society~W.W.S. I seek Loyal Dedicated Bombers & Levelers. Objective to Earn Victories in Contests.Secondary Objective to Level Family members whom are Bombers.Higher the Level Better Bomber Proffiency. Victories Provide a feeling of Selfworth,An accomplishment,Pride,Honor,Respect towards the Bombers that Helped you Achieve this awesome Feeling. We all know you cannot Win a Contest with the word of a so called Friend from Fubar.The Ultimate Friends are made in a Bombing Family.Unlike the K.O.W.. Drama will not be Tolerated here.The Wiccan Way or No Way.If Interested Please Send a Friend Request to myself (Lord Wolf) & my Co Honey Bear Ty Blessed Be Lord Wolf~Co-Founder~Wolves of Wiccan Society ~Fu Hubby~ Witoka New Owner K.O.W.*Seeking Loyal Bombe@ fubar Honey Bear Fu-Wife to Submissive Brat ~~ Co-Fo

Coconut Chicken
Coconut Chicken Ingredients: 2 Boneless, Skinless Chicken Breasts (cut into strips) 1 cup corn meal 5 egg whites 2 cups coconut flakes oil for frying Cut breasts into strips 1 inch thick then set aside. In medium mixing bowl beat egg whites until peaks form. It's done when it looks like meringue for pie. The chicken is dipped assembly line style into first the corn meal, then the egg whip, then the coconut, then into the oil for frying. Fry until chicken is cooked through and coconut coating is golden and crispy. for sauce: 1 container plain yogurt 1/4 cup crushed pineapple strained 1/4 cup flaked coconut 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper Mix and serve sauce with chicken for dipping. Cooks Tips: Coconut chicken is also sometimes served with a mixture of honey and a bit of cayenne also. I've tried it that way and it's really good. Jumbo shrimp are also really good done this way.

Buying A Miracle
I'd LIKE THIS BACK IF IT APPLIES A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting f

What's Going On With Dixie
To start off with I went to Jail for 30 days fro a bad Check and I was hooked on Drugs yes Drugs and Yes Dixie it was bad I got to the point that I realized I was on the road to worse things and a messed up life and I didn't want to stay on that Road I wanted to be better and do better so I went to Church Cause I knew God was the only one that could help me so I went and ask him to help me get my Life stright and he got a hold of me and when he did he delivered me from the Drugs and I am Proud to say I have been clean for 5 Weeks now and don't want it don't go around ppl that do it and I feel 100% better about my self and I can look at myself and actually Say I love me God has helped me out a lot I am going to Church now I work with the Jail Ministry and I am Moving Forward and not Looking back and I met a really gr8 man who is Sweet supportive Loving careing Copmpassioate and he is 110% real he don't play and he says Dixie is Priceless he is the most WONDERFUL Man I have ever met and

Repeat Process
Repeat Process This was the time, the only time I thought that it would all work out. Make a believer of myself without a doubt. I made a pact. I swore and swore and swore again. But here I stand. Rage unbridled. Not what I used to be. Pain so vital, it's necessary. My dear I'm so sorry. I can't control myself. It's real, no story. I am broken again. Through the times that I kept myself in control. Oh! I felt free, free from all the fear that was controlling me. It was only just a whisper form my breath. It has returned and so I wait for the... Rage unbridled. Not what I used to be. Pain so vital, it's necessary. My dear I'm so sorry. I can't control myself. It's real, no story. I am broken again. My only love I throw away. Turned into coal now as she lays. I dig this hole. I've lost my way. Rage unbridled. Not what I used to be. Pain so vital, it's necessary. My dear I'm so sorry. I can't control myself. It's real, no story. I am broken again.

Never Surrender (no Desit Virtus)
Never Surrender (No Desit Virtus) Victory is for those who are willing to kill or die. We stand side by side, we never questioned why. My brothers aren't afraid. I trust my life in their hands. They'll fight by my side until the bloody end. Do you know what it means, have you ever sacrificed? Pride. Honor. Loyalty. Make the deal, pay the price. We all walk the line, win or lose. Do or die. If you can't share my pain, how can you share my life? Life among the thugs and drugs, their fucking fisticuffs. This is how I live my life, and I can't get enough. My Life. My Crew. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

Friends
I recieved this in an email from a friend. I get these all the time they can be really cool and make you think. FAKE FRIENDS/REAL FRIENDS FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in a

Ghost Of Christmas Past
"What do you want for Christmas?" The child on Santa's lap began a recitation of toys and gadgets that television had persuaded him were cool to have. Jenna Ritter stood at a distance. The scene did not delight or amuse her. What did she want for Christmas? Charles Ritter of course. Charles in the flesh, by her side, as he had been a week ago. Charles had died on December 10th. It was a senseless accident. He'd gone to the grocery and been hit by a drunk driver. Jenna had not wanted to believe the officer who knocked at their door that afternoon. But there was no sick joke; Charles was dead; his wife of ten years was suddenly, utterly alone. She looked down at the shopping bags in her hands. They were full of gifts she had bought for him. It had seemed oddly sensical to return them. She looked at the happy child. She looked at the bags of gifts. Nothing made any sense any more. She turned and left the mall, bumping into other shoppers as she blazed toward the exit. Nothi

Forever
In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of her life You're my heroine- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss... Before I go... Dry your tears...

What Are They Covering Up
"TELL ME" SHE BEGGED Kirsty was bubbling. "I only just heard!" she exclaimed."But I'm told you already know about this." She crashed onto a chair and looked me straight in the eye. "Well, what do you know about them - about those six Israelis dressed as Levitical priests who tried to get into the chamber?" I just looked at her. But she was not going to let go. "You've got to tell me," she pressed. "You know, the chamber that contains the Ark... the Ark of the Covenant. Well... what happened to them? Were they rabbis?" I paused for a few moments, studying her wide eyes, and wondering how much should be revealed. "We don’t know if they were rabbis or not," I replied. "However, we were in Jerusalem at the time. And we had direct inter-action with one person involved. "The Ark of the Covenant is calculated to be 370 feet north of the old city wall of Jerusalem - which would locate it in occupied Arab territory. "As you may be aware, the late Yasser

Ding Dong The Witch Is Dead
Munchkins Ding Dong! The Witch is dead. Which old Witch? The Wicked Witch! Ding Dong! The Wicked Witch is dead. Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed. Wake up, the Wicked Witch is dead. She's gone where the goblins go, Below - below - below. Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out. Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low. Let them know The Wicked Witch is dead! Mayor As Mayor of the Munchkin City, In the County of the Land of Oz, I welcome you most regally. Barrister But we've got to verify it legally, to see Mayor To see? Barrister If she Mayor If she? Barrister Is morally, ethic'lly Father No.1 Spiritually, physically Father No. 2 Positively, absolutely Munchkins Undeniably and reliably Dead Coroner As Coroner I must aver, I thoroughly examined her. And she's not only merely dead, she's really most sincerely dead. Mayor Then this is a day of Independence For all the M

On A New Goal
This is is something Im actually trying here because my comments have gotten me in so much trouble in the past.. I decided Im going to pull back and be a less of a pain in the butt in the mumms. I know I know somewhere I said this before but my comments have gotten me in a lot of trouble as of late. So I Im trying to be...nice. After a drag-out on my shoutbox I was just literally thinking at first some people are claiming to be 21 but act like five year olds. But then I realized I may have gone too far. I know maybe rather shocking of me. So im on a new leaf.

Pandoras' Box
Pandora's Box At one time the only mortals on the earth were men. Prometheus had made them, Athene had breathed life into them. The chief god Zeus did not like them. One day Prometheus was trying to solve a quarrel that was raging between the gods and the men. At a festival the men were going to sacrifice a bull for the first time. They asked him which parts of the bull should be offered to the gods and which should be eaten by men. Prometheus decided to play a trick on Zeus. He killed the bull, skinned it and butchered it. He split it into two portions, in one he put the best, lean meat. In the second he put bones followed by a thick layer of fat. Prometheus offered both to Zeus to take his choice. Zeus looked at both portions, one looked good but was rather on the small side, the other was much larger and covered in a layer of fat which Zeus felt must cover the best, tastiest portion of meat. He chose that one. When Zeus realised that he had been tricked he was furious. He took

Cry Now , Laugh Later, Ill Be Around Until My Callin
you can hold everything in the world against me but it wont change anything, if i try to make it right u think its all bullshit,i could see if i hit u i could see if i empty a clip and didnt give a shit the police learned to forgive so y cant u, i know it stays in the back of your head but damn reminded me everyday makes a nigga feel like he should have been dead rather u care or not im a let it be know, yea i did the wrong thing but that was then this now, u can either forgive or u cant let me know now, cuz everytime we talk all u do is shut me down and make me wanna beat a nigga down and join the lifestyle i tried so hard to stay from around, your maybe broken mines doesnt seem to matter, how i let this happen i dont and it really doesnt seem to matter, torture me now or torture me tomorrow who knows how long ill be here shit i can be gone tomorrow, i know havin feeling sucks but thats only cuz i got them too but i didnt know how strong they would get until i met u.

Rip Grandpa Floyd
My Grandpa went with the angels to be with God tonight and I may be sad and depressed that hes gone but hes in a better place now. The pain is gone and the cancer is gone. So please have him in your thoughts and prayers. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH GRANDPA!!! WE WILL MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!! FLOYD SPIDELL GONE TO BE WIH THE ANGELS 12/19/2007

Newest Update On Broken
She is feeling better gonna be coming home from the hospital tonight. Thank you all who has shown her love. Means alot to her. She might even be on tonight who knows. All depends on how she feels after the long ride home. Broken honey feel better. Miss you. Lots of Love Hugs and Kisses.

A Beautiful Liar
Ai, Ai, Ai Nobody likes being played Beyonce, Beyonce (oh) Shakira, Shakira (hey) He said I'm worth it, his one desire I know things about him that you wouldn't wanna read about He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar Tell me how you tolerate the things you just found out about We'll never know Why are we the ones who suffer I have to let go He won't be the one to cry (Ay) Let's not kill the karma (Ay) Let's not start a fight (Ay) It's not worth the drama For a beautiful liar (Oh) Can’t we laugh about it(hah hah hah) (Oh) It's not worth our time (Oh) We can live without him Just a beautiful liar I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him when I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong We'll never know when the pain and heartbreak's over I have to let go The innocence is gone (Ay) Let's not kill the karma (Ay

I Posted Already!!!!!
I posted my "salute" already!!!! Give me my points!!!! Yeah, know the pic was boring and all. I'm having a bit of an identity crisis and all....the hair is off...I know...I don't know whether to let it go natural or go bleach blonde with a hot pink and green streak.......so lost

A Christmas Poem From A Solider
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A MARINE, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES MARINE. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NI

That Time Of Year
It seems death always happens with someone I know 2 weeks before Christmas. My husbands uncle 2 yrs ago.. my best friends mother last year.. and this year it was my great uncle.. Which then drags up all the feelings of miss my grandfather who passed away a few months ago.. What is it with this time of year? Its depressing! Remember to tell youre loved ones how much you care and you love them. You never know when it might be the last time. love misty

.im.your.drug.
I see you as I shimmer in white, You know I am your only addiction, You lay me down and breathe me in, Now let's make some fiction I come alive in all your senses, The pounding of your steady heart, I know I have your full attention, And for the night we won't be apart. Everything between us is your secret to hide, I hope you'll keep me close, 'Cause daddy wants to keep this going, Go ahead, take another dose. I know you'll keep us going, But I slowly wear you down, You beg me not to leave your head, Saying that without me you'll drown. So go on another dose, Only brings us closer together, Don't fight the temptation, Just give in to me.

Contests
I don't know about anyone else but getting asked to support someone in some contest or another on here when they can't even be bothered to reply when you leave them a comment or just say Hi is just FU-cked.I'm a Libra and almost to s fault insist on giving people to many chances...but I don't wear the kick me sign,Maybe you can find 10'000 of your closest friends to bomb ya or whatever so you get something free but i'm sure your to good for me or to need my help since you have proven you are by ignoring any attempt at being nice.....GOOD LUCK but i'm Not Bombing anyone

Boredum Really Sucks Ass....lol...help A Bitch Out!!
this really sucks ass ya know...im so bored....im getting ready to put my two brats to bed and my niece to bed and my man is playing guitar hero 3 downstairs...so what am i to do now...any ideas or suggestions....help me out dammit....im going fuckin nuts....love

Give Away I Entered
"KING OF FUBAR IS A GIVEAWAY I ENTERED, I AM NOT GIVING THIS AWAY BUT HOPING TO WIN IT.THATS WHY I ASKED FOR UR HELP. THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN THE vip FOR 3 MONTHS,NEXT IN LINE WILL BE A WEEKS BLAST THE THE LAST IS A BIG PIMPING GIFT/LADIES GET A WOMENDIAMOND NECKLESS/MEN GET DIAMOND RING! ~MY CONTEST~(I'm Entered) ~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1) ~ First ~*~ 3 MONTH V.I.P 2) ~ Second ~*~One Week Blast 3) ~ Third ~*~ Ladies Diamond Neckless/Mens Diamond Ring Contest/Giveaway ~Will Start December 30th * at 7:00 pm~ *Eastern Time* * * * * * * ~Will End At Januray 13th * at 7:00 pm~ *Eastern Time* ~I Sure Hope You Will Come Help Me As Much As You Possible~ ~My V.I.P Will Run Out 1-4-08 ~So I Really Need This Pretty Bad ~Will Post More As I Find Out Friends ~Let Me Start By Saying Thanks Very Much For Your Help And ALL Your Support In This And Will Owe All Who Helps Me Out With This And With Your Help I Can Win This~:) Your Friend Till The End~*~ ~Hippi

Ever Wonder What They Are Really Singing
Ever heard one of those songs that just fit so well with how you are feeling it is scary? My friends know I am big on music. Usually I can find a song that fits every mood I am in not matter where or when it is. I listen to music and it is like a photo album for me. Music can bring back feeling, memories, thoughts, smells and visions of an event for me. They are like poems to me. So enjoy! I try to add a video to my stash of every song I post so check them out there.

Satisfaction
Satisfaction You ask me, "Baby, do I satisfy you" As I lay short of breath, my skin moist from the pleasure you've just supplied me I sigh at you and hope my eyes can reassure you Of just how much I adore you. You strive so hard to be good enough You don't realize that you have always been more than enough for me And your love is all I’ve ever needed from you. -We both know, you’ve always given me that We share the most intimate of moments, And just as I think it couldn't get any better You take me further A pool of sweat forms on my chest And I smile at you Amazed by your passion for me I am speechless You are the master of my satisfaction, I couldn't ask for more.

He Passed Away Yesturday
Please join me in remembering a great icon. Veteran Pillsbury spokesperson, The Pillsbury Doughboy, died yesterday of a sever yeast infection and complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a slightly greased coffin. Dozen of the celebrities turned out, including Mrs. Butterworth, the California Raisins, Hungry Jack, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, Captain Crunch and many more. The graveside was pile high with flours as long-time friend, Aunt Jemima, delivered the eulogy, describing Doughboy as a man who “ never knew how much he was kneaded.” Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his late life was filled with mane turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, even as a crusty old man, he was still considered a roll model for millions. Toward the end it was thought he'd raise once again, but he was no tart. Doughboy is survived

I'm Not God Fearing I'm God Loving
I'm not God fearing...I'm God loving. NO I don't think God is gonna STRIKE me down if I do something that He/She doesn't like...NO I don't think I'm gonna be PUNISHED if I don't follow the laws of The Book. I believe in Free-will. I believe that God allows us to make our own moves and suffer the consequences or reap the benefits. Cats be comin at me with that 'God is gonna get you' mentality. Stop and think about some of the bullisht your doin to yourself and think about the consequences of your actions. We punish ourselves...This is what I call 'Life Lessons'...God allows things to happen to us to learn from it...whatever that thing may be. That's why I don't stress too much about stuff...it's whatever. If you don't THINK before you ACT then shit happens...be ready and keep smiling baby. *bendicion*

Silly Crushes
okay so i really like this guy, but i really dont know if he likes me which is super frustrating. but anyways i was with my friend today and we ran into him somewhere and she thought he was flirting with me. i have NO idea what to do about it since im such a shy girl and just wish people would talk to me and figure everything out. if anyone has suggestions that would be great. hes such a sweat heart but i dont want to do anything that would ruin our friendship either. sometimes i really hate having crushes!

Love Or Obsession
Love or Obsession When I dream, My dreams are filled with thoughts of you and I When I am lonely, Only you can ease my sadness When I need to be held, It is your arms I want around me When my body yearns to be touched, Only your hands will satisfy me When my lips are dry Only yours can moisten them And when my heart hungers to be loved Only your love can fulfill me. Is this love or just an obsession? Is it practical for me to love you so deeply, When I know you won’t ever truly be mine. Either way, I don’t care I would rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute.

My Gf!!!!
We have been together for 6 months! She asked me to moving to VA after X~Mas times!!! I just told her we needs get all my stuff and her stuff to be ready to moving!! I told her I don't care If I like that place but I only wanted a new job and life with her!!! I am so happy that she found me from FuBar!!! What do u thinking about it???? Thank you Mike!

Favorite Sugar Cookies
Ingredients: * 1 cup butter, softened * 1 cup confectioners' sugar * 1 egg * 1-1/2 teaspoons almond extract * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 2-1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon salt * FROSTING: * 6 tablespoons butter, softened * 3 cups confectioners' sugar * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 2 to 4 tablespoons milk * Food coloring of your choice, optional * Colored sugar of your choice, optional Directions: In a large mixing bowl, cream butter and confectioners' sugar until light and fluffy. Beat in egg and extracts. Combine flour and salt; add to creamed mixture and mix well. Chill for 1-2 hours. On a lightly floured surface, roll dough to 1/8-in. thickness. Cut with 2-1/2-in. cookie cutters. Place on greased baking sheets. Bake at 375° for 7-9 minutes or until lightly browned. Remove to wire racks to cool. For frosting, in a small mixing bowl, combine the butter, sugar, vanilla and enough milk to ach

Autophobia
Autophobia Mascara stains on my pillow Another night alone The tears stream down my face, Washing away the make up That covers up so much more then blemishes. I am missing you I am missing us. But I am trying so hard to be ok How can I ever be ok with u If I’m not ok without u first I remember the girl i used to be I remember how lost she was inside Never knowing who she was Or what she could be But I didn’t need to know then Today I am still that girl But so worse off then i used to be I am alone I am stuck with me There is no one to get lost in, No one to focus on No one but me So I must face her. My worst enemy My least favorite person My biggest fear Myself.

Easy Chocolate Drops
Ingredients: * 1 cup (6 ounces) semisweet chocolate chips * 1 cup butterscotch chips * 1 cup shoestring potato sticks * 1 cup salted peanuts Directions: In microwave-safe bowl, melt chips; stir until smooth. Stir in potato sticks and peanuts. Drop by teaspoonfuls onto waxed paper-lined baking sheets. Refrigerate for 15 minutes or until set. Store in air-tight containers. Yield: 3-1/2 dozen.

I'm A Fake
"I'm A Fake" Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife Look at me, you can tell By the way I move and do my hair Do you think that it's me or it's not me? I don't even care Do I drink? Do I date? Satisfied, in your eyes I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the

Million-dollar Chocolate Fingredients:udge
Ingredients: * 1-1/2 teaspoons plus 1/4 cup butter, divided * 2-1/4 cups sugar * 3/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons evaporated milk * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 cup marshmallow creme * 2 packages (4 ounces each) German sweet chocolate, chopped * 3 milk chocolate candy bars with almonds (1.45 ounces each), chopped * 1 cup (6 ounces) semisweet chocolate chips * 2 cups chopped blanched almonds * 1-1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract Directions: Line a 13-in. x 9-in. x 2-in. pan with foil and grease the foil with 1-1/2 teaspoons butter; set aside. In a heavy saucepan, combine the sugar, milk, salt and remaining butter. Cook and stir over medium heat until sugar is dissolved. Bring to a rapid boil, stirring constantly for 5 minutes. Remove from the heat. Stir in the marshmallow creme, chocolate, candy bars and chips until chocolate is melted and mixture is blended. Fold in almonds and vanilla. Immediately spread into prepared pan. Cool. Using foil,

Cali Is The Best Place To Be
somebody posted one about pensylvania thinking there should be a competition accusing all cali girls to be fake fake boobs fake hair fake nails fake everything well i wasnt gonna post this till i read that fuck that shit i stand up for myself is some pensylvania bitch wants to get in my face ill kick her ass fake?????????? i have fake nothing but even if i did so the fuck what r ya jealous? give me a fucking break so u wear boots congrats prob ugly ass boots not fashion boots like we wear shit kickers what? they rnt fashion so wtf ever stop the competition cali is a great place so dont hate appreciate I am from CALIFORNIA which means: - Everyone hates cops. - I live next door to mexicans. - I know what Tri-Tip is. - Our chicks are WAAAYY hotter than yours. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "siiick" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and "holla" and "hella" and "faded" and "stoked" and "fo sho" and I say them often. - I know w

Wtf?!?
I just had a customer tell me he was going to mail a guillotine to me....one with two blades....a sharp one and a dull one.....and I was supposed to use the dull blade on myself and the sharp one on my supervisor......That was totally not cool! Remind me to send him coal for Christmas!!

Will You Be The One To Own Us?
WHY ONLY HAVE 1 FU WHEN YOU CAN HAVE 2? *** NOTE*** ONLY SEND YOUR BID PROPOSAL TO RAIN'S FUMAIL. YOU MAY BID ANYTHING YOU LIKE, RAIN AND I WILL DECIDE HOW TO SPLIT WINNING BID. RAIN AND I WILL POST UPDATES ON HIGHEST BID . YOU MAY BID MORE THAN ONCE. ALL WINNING BIDS MUST BE PAID BEFORE EXCHANGE OF OWNERSHIP!!! YOU WILL ONLY OWN US FOR 2 WEEKS. EVERYTHING IS KEPT SFW . THIS IS OPEN TO MEN & WOMAN BOTH !!! BIDDING ENDS DEC 22nd & WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED!!! W.Y.K.D Storm Radio

Candy Bar Fudge
Ingredients: * 6 Snickers candy bars (2.07 ounces each) * 3 cups sugar * 3/4 cup butter * 2/3 cup evaporated milk * 2 cups (12 ounces) semisweet chocolate chips * 1 jar (7 ounces) marshmallow creme * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Directions: Line a 9-in. square pan with foil. Butter the foil and set pan aside. Cut candy bars into 1/2-in. slices; set aside. In a heavy saucepan, bring sugar, butter and milk to a boil over medium heat. Cook and stir until a candy thermometer reads 234° (soft-ball stage), about 3 minutes. Remove from the heat. Stir in chocolate chips, marshmallow creme and vanilla until smooth. Pour half into prepared pan. Sprinkle with candy bar slices. Top with remaining chocolate mixture and spread evenly. Let stand at room temperature to cool. Lift out of pan and remove foil. Cut into squares. Yield: 4 pounds (about 7 dozen).

Brownie Mounds
Ingredients: * 1/3 cup butter, softened * 3/4 cup sugar * 1/3 cup light corn syrup * 1 egg * 3 squares (1 ounce each) unsweetened chocolate, melted * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1-2/3 cups all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup chopped walnuts Directions: In a large mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar until light and fluffy. Add corn syrup and egg; beat well. Stir in chocolate and vanilla. Combine the flour, baking powder and salt; add to chocolate mixture; beat well. Stir in walnuts. Drop by tablespoonfuls 2 in. apart onto greased baking sheets. Bake at 350° for 10-12 minutes or until edges are firm. Remove to wire racks to cool. Yield: 3 dozen.

Can Cheaters Change...your Definition Of Being Faithful
Absolutely, a cheater can change. I think it depends on how strong the relationship is. If she cheated in the beginning and realized she has a good man and doesn't want to do it anymore; the cheater will definitely change. But if she feels like--"yeah I like this guy, but this ain't nothin' serious", don't expect change in the least. I have a question: I understand the moral implications of cheating: (i.e. The boyfriend is unsuspecting) but if she is doing everything she needs to do to make her man happy and everyone (including the one she's cheating with) is content with the situation, what's wrong with this picture? Are people only in a committed relationship out of choice? We all know it's not necessity or an innate trait or characteristic. Is it really natural to be with just one person, and if so why is it so hard for some people to commit? We are attracted to different people for different reasons. I guess what I'm really trying to say is: People try so hard to be faithf

Chocolate Caramel Thumbprints
Ingredients: * 1/2 cup butter, softened * 2/3 cup sugar * 1 egg, separated * 2 tablespoons milk * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 1/3 cup baking cocoa * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup finely chopped pecans * FILLING: * 12 to 14 caramels * 3 tablespoons heavy whipping cream * 1/2 cup semisweet chocolate chips * 1 teaspoon shortening Directions: In a large mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar until light and fluffy. Beat in egg yolk, milk and vanilla. Combine the flour, cocoa and salt; add to the creamed mixture. Cover and refrigerate for 1 hour or until easy to handle. Roll into 1-in. balls. Beat egg white. Dip balls into egg white and coat with nuts. Place 2 in. apart on greased baking sheets. Using the end of a wooden spoon handle, make a 3/8-to 1/2-in. indentation in the center of each ball. Bake at 350° for 10-12 minutes or until set. Remove to wire racks to cool. Meanwhile, in a l

The Strength Of A Man
Here's a lil' something I wrote for all viewers to read. Women remember it, Men Apply it... 1. A Man must put aside his ego, pride, & self-centered ways 2. A Man must know when to separate time from his woman, his career & his homies. 3. A Man must learn to sacrifice his ladies' man jersey to win with a champion. (Ponder on that statement...LOL) 4. A Man must learn to admit his mistakes when wrong. (Hell hath no fury...U know the rest.) 5. A Man must know the difference between "Lifetime Beauty" &"Temporary Temptations". 6. A Man shall treat his woman like he would treat his mother, beyond respect and love. 7. A man needs to realize the love of a woman is precious as a diamond, yet priceless at the same time. 8. Understand that a woman's worth is worth fighting for. TREAT HER AS YOUR EQUAL!!!!!! I CAN'T STRESS IT ENOUGH FELLAS. 9. Take her words of wisdom into consideration. She may know more than we think... (LOL). 10. Last but never the least, wh