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Merry Christmas Everyone!
Wow, I Can't Believe That It Is Already Christmas And The New Year Is Almost Here. The Year 2007 Really Has Flown By. For Some Reason This Year I Just Can't Get In The Christmas Spirit. I Have Been Pretty Depressed. One Person That I Would Love To Spend It With I Can't Because Of Certain Reasons, And The Other One Is My Grandfather. He Passed Away In 1999. After He Passed Away Holidays Aren't What They Used To Be. I Just Stay Home And Either Sleep Or Chat On The Internet. IM Hoping My New Years Will Be Fun. IM Still Not Quite Sure Where I Am Going Yet Or What IM Going To Wear. I Woke Up This Morning Feeling Pretty Happy So I Am Trying To Stay That Way. IM Not Trying To Think Of One Certain Person. Atleast I Did Get To Spend It With Him Last Year. Hopefully, I Will Be Able To Spend This Special Day With Him Next Year. Anyway, Enough Of That. All I Wanted For Christmas Was A Digital Camera. Well, My Father And His Girlfriend Got Me That. I Still Haven't Opened Up The Pare

Truely Thankful
Merry Christmas It Is.... Had no money to get anything to eat. Went up to a Church, cause they had a flyer up for Christmas dinner... We as in My Roomate, her Daughter and her Son and his Wife and I. We talked with the man there, seems we missed the dinner.He asked where we lived at. About an hour later,knock on our door!!! That man was there with Dinner for us, we have enough food for a week or two now.. We are truely blessed.. It's true, Miracles do happen!!!! Thankful & Grateful

Xmas
so i got my daughter for Xmas. her mom dropped her off pretty late Xmas eve, way later then i really expected. so around 11 we went to bed, but she wouldnt go to sleep. i found out when she got up it was already dark, so i was up all night with a 4 year old who wanted to play and not chill. finally around 830am i quit trying to get any sleep and let her open her presents which was fun. we played for most of the morning, then about an hour before her mommy was coming to get her, she got sick all over her fancy dress and me. we thought she was ok, feeling better playing and all, and when we put her in the car, she got sick all over herself again.. awww my poor baby. she is home resting now. hopefully it was just to much excitment...

The Walk
I walked with you today--- with you and the One inside you Who beamed light through your eyes. Your voice seemed more than your voice and held meaning beyond your meaning. Who was in you speaking? I walked with you and mystery today, and now I need to learn Who dwells in you. Perhaps the One inside me knows. This my friends is one of my favorite poems I hope you enjoy it....Have you ever had that moment with someone right then and there you knew there was so much more that you wanted to know about them and you realize how little time you have to learn.Like for for that second you begun to understand them more than you ever have and your intrigued.

Appreciate Your Parents While You Have Them
Even though... Even though our dad has gone away, his love for us will always stay. He raised three kids to be their best, and then let them take care of the rest. His friends were many, he respected them all, for he was a man so proud and tall. His hobbies were numerous, his talents were great, but fishing came first-the rest could wait. He fished in the winter, spring, summer and fall, and it was during this time God made his call. To Heaven's doors he took dad up, "My dear child you've had enough." He left his children and loving wife to live with God for his eternal life.

A Family Member Needs Our Prayers & Sympathy
Christmas is a season to be joyous and jolly but it has come to my attention that one of our owners COWGIRL 101 lost her uncle last night in passing. Our deepest sympathy to you and your entire family... Not only did she lose her uncle, her father is in the hospital today from a heartache and stroke. From the LOL FAMILY our prayers are with you and the family. Am sorry to bring this sad news to you all but I know she could use our support right now would you all please show her some love. Liberated Spice

A Friday Funny
A Friday Funny A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job. "The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well, you started it.

Merry Christmas 2007
i had my babies for a week because i am a nice titi(aunt)and i love them soo much this morning they woke up to about $280 worth of presents and i would have got them more but i was told i was doing too much. my girlfriend shannon just got home from tennessee and is spending christmas with her family wishing i was there. i will see her tomorrow or if i am lucky tonight. i am just hanging at home with my best friends vicki janie and there families....its a great day. we have lots of food and drinks..:) having the best christmas with real people! hope everyone has an awesome christmas and dont get too drunk!! lol p.s my dad is doing great and i will see him tonight for christmas my family are running late for christmas....oxox all

Marriage
Marriage is not a word it’s a sentence,a life sentence. Marriage is very much like a violin after the sweet music is over the strings are Still attached. .. Marriage is love,love is blind.therefore marriage is an institution for the blind… Marriage certificate is just another term for a work permit. Married life is full of excitement and frustration;in the first year of marriage, The man speaks an the woman listens,in the second year the woman speaks an the man listens, In the third year they both speak an the neighbors listen. It is true that love is blind,but marriage is definitely an eye opener. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with your friends, You order what you want and when you see what the other fellow has you wish you had ordered that. There once was a man who muttered a few words in the church an found him self married. A year later muttered something in his sleep, and found him self divorced. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and tak

Pain
Pain...Pain, What is pain? Why do I cry? Why do I no longer that the will to try? Pain..What is Pain? Why this life I can nolonger take? Why these feeling I can't shake? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? When will things ever be right? When will I finaully see the light? Pain...What is Pain? When will I finaully be whole? When will I gain control? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? I feel I no longer can breathe I no longer want to grieve Pain...Waht is Pain? each day living with this sorrow will there ever be a better tomorrow? What is Pain

Now We Know Why
Santa didn't bring me anything today, I guess he thought I had enough this year, And I reckon he's right, But still a little something Would have been nice. He passed right by my house, I know I heard his sleigh bells ringin' As I sat in my chair, Playing my guitar and singin'. I stepped out my door And said, "Santa why do you tease me?" "You give all these wonderful gifts, And to everyone I am so nice?" I heard him laugh and say, in his jolly way, "Sir, you're truly nice and a poet at heart, But the gifts that you seek don't come In a box or a bow, And they can't be found at your local Walmart." I said, " Santa, how come you didn't come to my house? Why didn't you send them by mail?" He retorted in a way that seemed almost evil, "Last time I did I ended up in a Mexican Jail!" "But Santa, it was fun I left lemon and tequila!" He looked down and said, "Yeah, Rudolph hasn't flown straight since: Let me tell ya'" I knew he was right and I knew it was true, And the

Brighter Days
Life it doesn't always turn out just as we've planned You have it mapped out and plotted to the tee where you'll stand You reprimand those responsible when dreams don't come true Then you realize the person that's responsible is you It's your life and you have to make of it the best that can Even though some circumstances might bring dreams to an end Whoever said everything was guaranteed to be? Whoever said that you're always going to be happy? Not me I know firsthand what an obstacle is If you don't handle your business it will hurt how you live And keep on lying to yourself because the harder you're trying It seems your heart keeps on dying from the pain life is supplying There's no denying you're applying yourself to make it better But whatever you do it seems your life is bruised forever and ever You and perseverance adhere to the clearance of your problems Sooner or later you will solve them Then there will be brighter days

X Mas Love
This time of year is like no other day. A time for family, friends, memory's and lots of laughter. I wanted too pimp out some friends that make Fubar a place where we all want too log back in everyday. I wish I could pimp out all of my friends because they are all special. I hope all of you have a wonderful holiday and look forward too the New year. Stop by leave some love then will return it back too you. Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar A m N e S i A@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar LilBamaGirl~♪WRR Fan♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar ♥ Arkansas Vixen ♥ aka SxyLisa/ OWNED by BhamBuggy@ fubar Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~

New Pics-plz Read
To my friends, family and fans; i uploaded some of the new stuff i made..be sure to check it out!! and dont forget to rate and comment them. if you see anything you like and want me to design you one like it..just let me know have a great day much love cin

Brotherhood
Brotherhood 1st off I want to start by saying as much as I hate this country I would come back any day of the week, not because I like war or the adrenaline rush of getting shot at and shooting back, but because of the brothers to my left and right and all the others, I would do anything for any of the guys I've grown to know and love and they would do the same in return, The secondary goal here besides the mission is to bring as many of your brothers back home safe to live another day with their loved one's. Despite the harsh facts that going to combat your gonna have casualties. It's just a fact we can't avoid no matter how good you are or how much high speed training you have somebody's gonna get hurt or worse, you just expect the worst and hope for the best, and pray every chance you get. Well I'm gonna end by saying thanks to all my brother's and the families and friends that have sacrificed so much through this whole ordeal. Want to tell all the men and women who have paid the

Christmas Sucks A Little More Every Year
The best part about this year?? I woke up next to the love of my life. Other than that.. it sucks.. no presents, no alcohol, no smoking.. I HATE the holidays.. hell, I didnt even get to enjoy Christmas dinner.. I got nada..It sucks.. Oh well.. no one cares about the moshes anymore.. it happens.. at least i got laid.. lmao..

Who's Going To Blast Me?
Just wondering who will be the lucky one to gift Me a blast for the new year??? ... I can't believe out of all the fans and friends only a beautiful lady was caring enough to Blast Me... shame on you!!! (btw this beautiful lady is My friend KinkStar Sin... she rocks) Anyway, I'll be happy with a 3 day if that's all you can offer... of course the more the merrier... let's see... Who's going to make Me a Blast gift this new year??? aaah! and don't come asking something in return if you get Me a blast... this is not an exchange... I'll consider doing something nice for you if I want to! (I always do anyway... so go ahead Make My Day!) Fu kisses to all Me

Omg...are We Adults Or Children?!?!?!
Here's the thing: I don't really give a shit if you like me, or if you like my pictures. What I care about are my real friends that are on here. If you have an attitude problem then I don't want to deal with you. If you are a two-faced whore...be gone! Haters and down-raters do what you need to do, but know that paybacks are a bitch and you are NOT worthy of my time! If you are really a friend you'll understand these philosophies and rules that I go by. I will do things for you when asked because I WANT TO, not because you really asked. I will do them with out expecting anything in return. Don't be shitty with me if I don't stop by and rate all your stuff all the time or if I don't comment your contest/giveaways every day. If you're going to be an asshole and be a hater, please do me the honor of just going the fuck away. You are not worth my time and I won't down rate you back. That is too immature for me. Boyz....please understand that if you act stupid and immature, I am going g

Crazy
You are a poltergeist! You are very angry and like throwing things. No one understands your motives except Sylvia Brown and everyone thinks she's crazy so where does that leave you? Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Im So Sweet
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

True
philosopher your partner will be a very deep thinker. most likely not concerned with fashions or popularity. they care about whats important to them. but one thing is sure the one thing that means the most to them will be their soul mate..you! remember that when their deep in thought, it may be about you! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Riddling Contest
This will be an ongoing contest, just to make that clear right away. Each week, Phoenix Evenstar or I will post a riddle in the Stash here. Each member of the tet has a week to try and answer the riddle by comments in the Stash. Those who get it right will receive a gift from Phoenix or me. Speed is not a factor here, every right answer will result in a gift during that week. Non-tet people who answer the riddles (as well as any answers outside the one week limit) will receive a lesser gift to reward their correct answer. The current riddle guessing will have an extra week due to the lateness of this announcement. The current riddle will be current until 01/06/08. Thankee sai and the best of luck to you all. Long Days and Pleasant Nights, Dinh Raven Lonewolf The Dark Tower Tet Contents

When The Holidays Come A Calling
When the Holidays come a calling I want no part of them For the one I thought did love me Is now somewhere with him The one that said forever Has been gone over a year And the blue-eyed queen who stole my heart Has also fled I fear So when friends and family ask me What Santa brought this year I'll tell them pain and sorrow As my eyes fill up with tears

A Different Kinda Of Christmas Store
Twas the night before Christmas and all thru the house everyone was stoned even the mouse.. dad was in the whore house mom was smoking grass and i had just settled down for a nice piece of ass.. when from out the window i heard a great clatter.. i jumped from my peice to see what was the matter. I looked out the window and saw a big dick, i knew right then it was ST. Nick, he came down the chimney was a yell poor SOB must have fell. He filled all our stockings with prezels and beer and a big yellow dildo for my brother the queer. Then he rose up the chimney with a thunderious fart.. that motherfucker blew my chimney apart, then i heard exclame as he flewout of site "PISS ON YOUALL AND HAVE A HELLVA NIGHT"

1st Grade Teacher
A 1st grade school teacher had twenty-six students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the 1st half of a well-known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first-graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses until they stop running. 2. Strike while the bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but How? 6. Don't bite the hand that looks dirty. 7. No news is impossible 8. A miss is as good as a Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new Math 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll stink in the morning. 11. Love all, trust Me. 12. The pen is mightier than the pigs. 13. An idle mind is the best way to relax. 14. Where t

The Guardian
In 1968 when I became a Cop, I knew there would be special occasions my family would spend without me. Knowing that fact didn't make the task any easier. The celebrations I missed those first year's depressed me and sometimes made me feel bitter. Working on Christmas Eve was always the worst. On Christmas Eve in 1977, I learned that blessings can come disguised as misfortune, and honor is more than just a word. I was riding one-man patrol on the 4x12 shift. The night was cold. Everywhere I looked I saw reminders of the holiday: families packing their cars with presents, beautifully decorated trees in living room windows and roofs adorned with tiny sleighs. It all added to my holiday funk. The evening had been relatively quiet; there were calls for barking dogs and a residential false burglar alarm. There was nothing to make the night pass any quicker. I thought of my own family and sunk further into depression. Shortly after 2200 hours I got a radio call to the home of

Sweet
Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

Special Prayer Request
When the pastor asked if anyone in the congregation would like to express Praise for answered prayers, a lady stood and walked to the podium. She said, "I have a praise. Two months ago, my husband Jim had a terrible bicycle wreck and his scrotum was completely crushed. The pain was excruciating and the doctors didn't know if they could help him." You could hear an audible gasp from the men in the congregation as they imagined the pain that poor Jim experienced. She continued, "Jim was unable to hold me or the children and every move caused him terrible pain. We prayed as the doctors performed a delicate operation. They were able to piece together the crushed remnants of Jim's scrotum and wrap wire around it to hold it in place." Again, the men in the congregation squirmed uncomfortably as they imagined the horrible surgery performed on Jim. She continued, "Now, Jim is out of the hospital and the doctors say, with time, his scrotum should recover completely

In The Bedroom
You have an Aggressive Bedroom Personality! You like to get what you want in the bedroom and aren't afraid to go for it. You like to be the one calling the shots, and your partners love it when you take the lead. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

Merry Christmas Soldiers
Before you start to complain you didnt get what you wanted for Christmas this year, Think about all the men & women overseas who couldnt be home this christmas, think about all the children who would trade all the presents in the world to have there mommy or daddy home with them, think about the husbands/wifes who have to watch there kids open presents while the other watches it on a webcam, think of all the parents/brothers/sisters/aunts/uncles, etc who's only wish for christmas was to have there family member home safe. and sadly it didnt happen, and some soldiers may have family they havent met yet, fathers wishing they could be home for there childs first christmas but that isnt possible. These men & women are far away from home fighting for our country sacraficing there lifes to save yours, i think thats pretty selfless to me, so all i ask is if you do nothing else today thank a soldier for all it is he/she does, it may bring a smile to there face & that to me is a gift in itssel

Angel Knocking At The Door
Angel Knocking at the Door There came a frantic knock At the doctor's office door, A knock, more urgent than he had ever heard before. ~~~~ "Come in, Come in," the impatient doctor said, "Come in, Come in, before you wake the dead." ~~ In walked a frightened little girl, a child no more than nine, It was plain for all to see, she had troubles on her mind. ~~~ "Oh doctor, I beg you, please come with me, My mother is surely dying, she's as sick as she can be." ~~~~ "I don't make house calls, bring your mother here," "But she's too sick, so you must come or she will die I fear." ~~~~ The doctor, touched by her devotion, decided he would go, She said he would be blessed, more than he could know. ~~~~ She led him to her house where her mother lay in bed, Her mother was so very sick

Sexxx!!!!!
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings.You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends.Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Trapped In The Past
Trapped In The Past Shadows of darkness follow me Secrets hide behind my eyes Honesty no longer means anything Living off of the lies Feeling but not expressing Lost for words and still I talk Thoughts lost in tides of emotion Life is a lonely road to walk Hopeful if death is the prize Fearing I'll actually see today Easy to give up and close my eyes Wishing all things would pass away Dreading the prospect of tomorrow Left with a heart that's dead Praying death will ease the sorrow Sadly living and breathing instead Remembering yesterday with remorse Cursing the life that continues to last Wanting it to finish its course Instead of being trapped in the past

Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I feel wanted. Wanted by you more than you know. The more I look into them I want to be held more. I've never been loved by someone with eyes as beautiful as yours. Oh, when I look into your eyes, I see how much I love you. I love your eyes.

Personallity .....hummm?!?!?!
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Can We Give Her 33,000 To Level To Henchmen
Yes another pimpout but hey its Christmas time and I will be honest I am just not in the festive mode but I need to show my friends how much they mean to me so can we give her some Christmas Love as SHE IS A SUPER SUPER PERSON and so returns the love ◊ † ◊ Majestic Vision ◊ † ◊ Dirty South Crew « Bada Bing » *@ fubar

Don't Just Talk It, Do It!
Lately I've seen a LOT of little bastards saying 'my brother's a Soldier' or 'my sister's a Marine'. WHO GIVES A FUCK?!? You're NOT SHIT! Either do something, or SHUT THE FUCK UP! I mean, damn you little bastards! You think that somehow, your knowing a Soldier or Marine makes you better??? You're more a pussy for dropping names cuz you're too big a fairy or pussy to be in the military! Fuck you, and I hope your brother or sister corn-holes you! Little pieces of shit!

I'll Survive
Hurt deeply felt, no more room cannot cry, wound picked until it bleeds. Bittersweet thought never enough, always signifying with left over change, and from you’re within, no peace is found. My smile, not discouraged, came early this morning From God's wake up call; I see many seeded golden opportunities in my grasp. I survive and still I Survive!

Please Steal This And Repost It Needs To Be Known
Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. Hi s father returned to Kenya. His < /B> mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia.? When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. H

When Love Is Gone
when the love is gone you can't do nothing the deal is done and you pay something you pay for mistakes you pay for experience and after all you ask for forgiveness it's hard to forgive what was so painful what was so mistaken and chosen careful what took the lifetime of love and loving care and you just turn away and you just didn't care the heart is a muscle full of absorption it needs attention and plenty emotions if you don't get it the muscle is dying the heart is bleeding and you are crying.

Thought For Christmas 2007
METALLICA ROCKS!!! JAMES HETFEILD ...I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR THE HOTTEST MAN THAT EVER WALKED THE EARTH!!!! MERRY THRASH'N CHRISTMAS!!! EXCERPT FROM "MOTORBREATH" "THOSE PEOPLE WHO TELL U NOT TO TAKE CHANCES... THEY ARE ALL MISSING ON WHAT LIFES ABOUT... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO TAKE HOLD OF THE CHANCE.. DON'T END UP LIKE OTHERS..THE SAME SONG & DANCE"

Life Is Short
without darkness we would know no light without light we would know no darkness without all the pain we wouldn't see the beauty without the loss we wouldn't understand what we have everything has a reason though its sometimes never seen pain without sorrow and death without gain life is beautiful if you grab it by the maine life is hard, and pain a must... but without it then love would not make you bust I know these things for I have lived then true sometimes its so hard though when your feeling so blue They say good things come to those who wait its been so long is this really my fate? I spead the goodness, the love, and beauty without question, reason, or end one day I know I will find THAT friend the one who see's me for who I am and cherishs everything about the man I am untill then I lick my wounds gaurd my heart... and cherish every moment for you know not when your day will come and you yourself will meet your maker and stand in judgement for your

Passion
Passion once filled me. It came out in everything I did. Others could see it in my schoolwork, glimpse it in my eyes, feel it in my touch. Passion haunted me in my sleep. It followed me everywhere I went. Today, I find myself filled not with passion, but with jealousy and pain. Everywhere I look, everything I touch causes a pain so deep inside, that it feels untouchable. Jealousy comes in waves so uncontrollable that it causes me to do things completely out of the ordinary for me. I would love for the pain and jealousy to stop. I crave for the passion to return.

Free Love
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL BLESSED YULE MAY YOU ALL HAVE A DAY TO LOOK BACK ON AND SMILE WITH WARM THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEART FOR YEARS TO COME. MUCH LOVE TO ALL. PLEASE COME VISIT ME AFTER THE HOLIDAYS I WILL RETURN THE LOVE. P.S FOR THOSE WHO ARE SINGLE LIKE ME THIS HOLIDAY FEEL BLESSED FOR WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY CHERRISH THE NOW AND LET TOMORROW WORRY FOR IT'S SELF. LOVE-N-LIGHT BLESSED BE LADIE T

12 Days Of Christmas, Dnc Style!
12 Days of Christmas...DNC style! On the first day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me...More taxes to bring me to my knees. On the second days of Christmas, the DNC gave to me 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the third day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the fourth day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me 4 liberal tantrums, 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the fifth day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me...5 non offensive Christmas songs!! 4 liberal tantrums, 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the sixth day of Winter, the DNC gave to me... 6 million illegal immigrants 5 non offensive Christmas songs! 4 liberal tantrums, 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On t

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close My Eyes When I close my eyes, and all I can hear is the birds or the crickets, I can see and feel all the things I desire. I close my eyes. I breathe slowly and deeply.I am surrounded by darkness. I am not sitting. I am not standing. I am not laying down. I am floating in the darkness. A hand comes from the darkness. It touches me gently on the forehead. Fingertips gently brushing against my face. They send shivers down my spine. They trace my face. Around my hairline. Down along my ears. Following the line of my chin. Up to my mouth. They trace my the outside of my lips. Then move in to the fuller part of my lips. My mouth opens slightly as small tingles start to move through my neck, chest, shoulders, and down my arms. The fingers move back down to my chin. They trace their way up the other side of my face. They move slowly to the peak of my hairline. Then come down my forehead. Trace my nose. Trace my eyes, barely touching my eyelids. They move back to my nose, a

Great Holiday Story From Yahoo News
Cards from heaven have dead man talking Even in death, Chet Fitch is a card. Fitch, known for his sense of humor, died in October at age 88 but gave his friends and family a start recently: Christmas cards, 34 of them, began arriving — written in his hand with a return address of "Heaven." The greeting read: "I asked Big Guy if I could sneak back and send some cards. At first he said no; but at my insistence he finally said, 'Oh well, what the heaven, go ahead but don't (tarry) there.' Wish I could tell you about things here but words cannot explain. "Better get back as Big Guy said he stretched a point to let me in the first time, so I had better not press my luck. I'll probably be seeing you (some sooner than you think). Wishing you a very Merry Christmas. Chet Fitch" A friend for nearly 25 years, Debbie Hansen Bernard said, "All I could think was, 'You little stinker.'" "It was amazing," she said. "Just so Chet, always wanting to get the last laugh." The mailing w

If 'a Christmas Story' Had Been Filmed Today
If ’A Christmas Story’ had been released today! I started off to write a review of 'A Christmas Story' because several people have told me that I should watch it. Since I didn't have anything better to do today, I watched it. I enjoyed it, but as I watched, I realized how much of a politically incorrect movie it is by today's idiotic PC standards, so I watched the movie again, and wrote: If 'A Christmas Story' had been filmed today... Ralphie would have been sent to counceling for even wanting a BB gun, and would have been made to write a 1000 word essay on why guns are evil. After the kid got his tongue stuck on the pole, the class would have been made to watch 'An Inconveinent Truth' to show the kids that they caused global warming due to the carbon footprint left as a result of the fire department and police department having to be called...And, the school would have been put on lockdown. When the leg lamp was delivered, Ralphie and his brother would have been

Scary News
well it is christmas day..... merry christmas everyone . OK here it is one of my doctors came in today and gave me some of my results from my first surgery ,and first stated that when cleaning out the infection it had gotten so deep that they could see my bones. Then he told me i have to get an mri tomorrow to see if the infection got in my bone, its already in my blood stream . and the stated that he thinks that the type of infection i have ( celluseptic .... or some shit like that ) is by what my mother told me is what killed my grandmother. so for the first time in my life i am scared and need a little moral and spiritual support . so anyone out there i could really use some encouraging words. well anyways..... i hope everyone has a good christmas and a safe new year sincerly Lance (viper22)

Girls Vs. Women
Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Gro

Hot Cocoa And Marshmallow Spoons
This is something I make each year for the winter Holidays... Hot Cocoa Mix... PREP TIME 15 Min READY IN 15 Min SERVINGS & SCALING Original recipe yield: 21 servings US METRIC About scaling and conversions INGREDIENTS * 6 2/3 cups nofat dry milk powder * 1 cup instant chocolate drink mix * 1 (5 ounce) package cook-and-serve chocolate pudding mix * 1/2 cup confectioners' sugar * 1/2 cup powdered nondairy creamer * 1/2 cup baking cocoa DIRECTIONS 1. In a bowl, combine the first six ingredients. Store in an airtight container in a cool dry place for up to 3 months. Yield: 21 batches (about 7 cups total). 2. To prepare hot cocoa: Dissolve 1/3 cup cocoa mix in boiling water. Marshmallow Spoons Dip plastic spoons into Marshmallow fluff... freeze for about 10 minutes. Dip into Chocolate Bark Coating and freeze till Chocolate is set... I package them in sandwich bags tied with ribbons and put into a little g

To Those Who Protect And Serve Our Country Merry Christmas
Sexy Comments Galore!Holiday Wishes to you all. You are in our thoughts and prayers no matter how close or how far. Thank you for all that you do and sacrifice. The Nicest Present Under the tree the gifts enthrall, But the nicest present of them all Is filling our thoughts with those who care, Wanting our Christmas joy to share. To you, whom we're often thinking of, We send our holiday joy and love. By Joanna and Karl Fuchs (repost of original by '~*~Vixen*Angel*Baby~*~' on '2007-12-25 10:46:22') (repost of original by 'hellfire(myst's real hubby) & security 4 diablos den/shanes shack/owner of hells @ mysts lounge' on '2007-12-25 10:52:10')

Merry Christmas To All On Fubar
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH A A MERRY CHRISTMAS. TODAY. I HOPE EVERYONE GOT EVERYTHING THEY WANTED. SANTA WAS A LITTLE SPECIAL THIS YEAR. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO RUN FUBAR AND ALL THE HARD WORK THEY DO TO KEEP THE SITE RUNNING, EVEN THO SOMETIMES ITS NOT WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS WHEN THEY CHANGE THINGS AROUND. Fire My Words Today is Christmas and all over the World children eagerly search under the tree to see what special gift Santa left them Your gift to me won't be wrapped and placed under the tree It will never be a disappointment and never go out of style It cannot be exchanged and I will never be tired of it Your gift brings a tear to my eye and a smile to my lips It makes my heart skip a beat whenever I think you cared enough to give it to me This Christmas I received something very precious to me More precious than all the money and all the gold in the world This Christmas you gave me the greatest gift of all the Gift of Love

Why I Dont Go To Church
Now, I dont go to church for my own reasons, nut i still belive in god. Anyway, yesterday clinched it for me. Two jehova witnesses,(notice how they all ways travel in packs LMAO.) come by, and drop of their little paper books and all. Ok cool. One of them was talking about death and passing on, and on the bottom of the page cover something caught my eye. "How to save yourself from pornography." ... So, I turn to the page, and the things they said, ruined my morning blunt break. Now I understand the whole "temptations of the flesh" thing, I'm not knocking that at all. But, they had a couple qoutes from the bible, with the word pornography in it. ... First, at the time of the events that take palce in the bible, there were not any pornos, written, drawn, or other wise. Second, and i thnk many will agree, the word "PORNOGRAPHY" does not appear in the bible, im sure of that, I even checked the one I own to be sure. And finaly third, just to be a smart ass, in the bible it does say look bu

Thank You!!!!!
I want to thank Trev and all his awesome friends for helping me on leveling to my next level. I tried getting as many as i could and I promise I will return the love. I was doing as much as i could while you all were rating me. Thank you for the help, and the blogs!! I'll be back on tonight to return more love. Thank you again so much and have a Merry Christmas!! BIG HUGS! MINA

Thank You Fubar
This is a Heart felt THANK YOU For that wonderful Christmas Present!! To: Mike, Bill, Ryan, Dave, Tiffany, Alan, Eric, Frank, Al, Peter, Rosalind, Derek and all the Bouncers and the entire fubar Family! Here's Wishing you... A Happy New Year to boot

Christmas At Home-part Ii
Just a few minutes ago, my wife's uncle (who is her mom's brother) brought over some presents. He gave my wife and I a scented candle. The whole family a LIfe board game. He gave my oldest daughter a Rubik's Cube and a pair of slippers. He gave my some a shirt and some How Wheel cars. He gave my youngest daughter a "High School Musical" pillow and jacket. He chatted with the kids and us for about a half hour, and is now on his way to deliver more goodies to other family members.

Its Back...
Its back ..that old familiar bondage of addiction. It seemed I had escaped its deadly tendrils for a season, but somehow it has found me again. I dream of it at night. During the day at work, I can almost smell the rich fragrance of sweat and leather. I feel the wind in my face. I’m 12 years old again…nothing can catch me, I can fly like the birds that follow us from tree to tree…at times, almost within my arm’s reach. Squirrels scuttle across our path, oblivious to our presence. I hear the creek rippling across the rocks, before its flow becomes a puddle, just beyond the small beaver dam. The whole world looks just a little different from this higher perspective…you see things you just don’t see when your feet are on the ground. Before dozing off to sleep at day’s end, I relax with a tack or farm supply catalog…as excited at the sight of saddle pads, leather and riding boots as most girls are with a Spiegel or Victoria’s Secret catalog. Yeah, I feel it even now, possessing my

I'd Like To Say How Much I Love You
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, Why not does it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day, that you did! 't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, What turned out t o be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, And whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them And that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you’ll have no regrets about today.

For A Great Friend And Man-executioner
=== '~SEXYSISSY~& DHolts LSH~~In Loving Memory Of Ray,Baby Johnny & All Our Angels~' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-25 10:15:10'.. > > > > > my christmas pimpout- > I LIKE EVERYONE TO GO RATE,FAN,AND ADD A SPECIAL GUY.HE IS AWESOME. > AND HAS DONE THINGS OVER THE YEAR FOR KIDS IN NEED SO ID LOVE TO GIVE HIM SOME MAD LOVE TOO. > LOOKING BACK EXXCUTIONER OVER THE YEAR DOING BULLETIONS FOR YOU.THANK YOU SWEETY FOR ALL YOU DO > FOR OUR KIDS IN NEED.REMEMBERING THE RIDE FOR ARRON TO GET HIS ARMS.AND SEEING GET DONE AND ARRON HAS HIS ARMS > AND KELEB FOR SUPPORTING HIS FAMILY WHEN HE WAS SICK AND IN NEED OF PRAYERS.YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND,BROTHER,HUSBAND YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU EX. > WE NEED MORE LIKE YOU TOO. > Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com > EXECUTIONER/Welcome To The Real World/These Children comes first@ fubar > >

Atomic Kitten - Cradle
Atomic Kitten - Cradle Lyrics Cradle I will rock you like a baby, I will, Cradled in my arms, I will keep you safe from danger, Shelter you from harm... There will never be another lover, Who treats you like I do, We can drift into forever, On a love thats made for two... Dont you ever say this loves not special, Dont you ever think its not essential... Baby... I was only thinkin of you, Hopin you were thinkin of me, Two hearts beating just like one, Agaisnt the world... Baby... I am always dreamin of you, Hopin you are dreamin of me, I could never live, One day without your love... I will kiss you like an angel, baby, Cradled in my wings, I will take you up to heaven, Show you precious things... If you promise that you love me, If you promise that you care, I will be here for you always, And forever this I swear... Dont you ever say this loves not special, Dont you ever think its not essential... Baby... I was only thinkin of you, Ho

For A Man That Cares-love You Executioner
=== '~SEXYSISSY~& DHolts LSH~~In Loving Memory Of Ray,Baby Johnny & All Our Angels~' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-25 10:15:10'.. my christmas pimpout- I LIKE EVERYONE TO GO RATE,FAN,AND ADD A SPECIAL GUY.HE IS AWESOME. > AND HAS DONE THINGS OVER THE YEAR FOR KIDS IN NEED SO ID LOVE TO GIVE HIM SOME MAD LOVE TOO. > LOOKING BACK EXXCUTIONER OVER THE YEAR DOING BULLETIONS FOR YOU.THANK YOU SWEETY FOR ALL YOU DO > FOR OUR KIDS IN NEED.REMEMBERING THE RIDE FOR ARRON TO GET HIS ARMS.AND SEEING GET DONE AND ARRON HAS HIS ARMS > AND KELEB FOR SUPPORTING HIS FAMILY WHEN HE WAS SICK AND IN NEED OF PRAYERS.YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND,BROTHER,HUSBAND YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU EX. > WE NEED MORE LIKE YOU TOO. > Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com > EXECUTIONER/Welcome To The Real World/These Children comes first@ fubar > >

Celine Dion - I Love You
Celine Dion - I Love You Lyrics I must be crazy now Maybe I dream too much But when I think of you I long to feel your touch To whisper in your ear Words that are old as time Words only you would hear If only you were mine I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes 'Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time So today, I finally find the courage deep inside Just to walk right up to your door But my body can't move when I finally get to it Just like a thousand times before Then without a word he handed me this letter Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives fo

Death In A Small Town
Well this town is crazy where people kill a family's dogs! yes I said DOGS! in the past week I have lost two of my puppies and now the moomma dog is dying. POISONED! I HATE this town! I am so tired of these mean people killing my animals and attacking me and my kids. ENOUGH is ENOUGH! If anyone knows of a place to move to let me know. If I ever catch these people God help them. I will do to them as they have done ot my animals! A slow death.....

Can't Fight Anymore
BELIEVING IN SOMETHING SOME TIMES HURTS AND HURTS REAL BAD, FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING YOU WANT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GET IT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, BEING THE PERSON YOU ARE AND KNOWING YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON SHOULD BE ENOUGH, ALWAYS BEING HONEST IS THE BEST THING BUT SOMETIMES BEING HONEST GETS YOU KNOW WHERE SO WHAT DO YOU DO- WISH I KNEW!!!

Westlife - I Cry
Westlife - I Cry Lyrics You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause

Westlife - Uptown Girl
Westlife - Uptown Girl Lyrics Uptown girl She's been living in her uptown world I bet she never had a back street guy I bet her mama never told her why I'm gonna try for an uptown girl She's been living in her white bread world As long as anyone with hot blood can And now she's looking for a downtown man That's what I am And when she knows what She wants from her time And when she wakes up And makes up her mind She'll see I'm not so tough Just because I'm in love with an uptown girl You know I've seen her in her uptown world She's getting tired of her high class toys And all her presents from her uptown boys She's got a choice Uptown girl You know I can't afford to buy her pearls But maybe someday when my ship comes in She'll understand what kind of guy I've been And then I'll win And when she's walking She's looking so fine And when she's talking She'll say that she's mine She'll say I'm not so tough Just because I'm in love With an uptow

Westlife - I Wanna Grow Old With You
Westlife - I Wanna Grow Old With You Lyrics Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something's burni

Westlife - Don't Let Me Go
So much to say But where do I start Would you listen if I spoke from the heart It's simple things That keep us apart You know it doesn't have to be this way Can't you hear it in my voice You gotta listen when I say Don't let me go when I'm this low Why can't we talk about it Why can't we figure it out I wanna know as people grow How do they sort it all out Work out what love is about So tell me now yeah I've gotta know When this feeling I've got won't let go Some people stop And some people stare I'm hearing whispers that you no longer care Should I stay Should I turn away Stop playing games now you know it's not fair Can't you hear it in my voice You gotta listen when I say Don't let me go when I'm this low Why can't we talk about it Why can't we figure it out I wanna know as people grow How do they sort it all out Work out what love is about So tell me now yeah I've gotta know When this feeling I've got won't let go You make me think I've g

I Don't Know Anymore
is it the law of nature that when it rains shit...you totally get dumped on ??? i can't decide if i should just give up...and let things go the route to hell that they're going...or if i should stand up, and try my 8est to make a life in a place that makes me misera8le. i want to do what's right for my lil ones...8ut what sort of decision is that to make...there's two completely different roads i can take. which one should i chose? what's the 8est decision? how can i try and make a 8etter life for everyone...when i can't even decide what's right @ this very moment? i want to 8e @ peace...for once, just once.,..in the last 6 years...i'd like to 8e ok. is that too much to ask?

Kelsey Died
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Westlife - Bop Bop Baby
My mama said nothing would break me or lead me astray Who would have guessed I'd let my mind drift so far away You always said I was a dreamer now it's dead I'm dreaming of things that's making my mind go crazy Small things like When I call you at home and he answers the phone Or I get your machine and I don't hear me When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go Can't live my life this way Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know And put my mind at ease for sure On a love train 20 odd years now I got off today But nobody said the stop that I've taken Was a stop too late Now I'm alone I'm thinking of stupid Hurtful small things like When I call you at home and he answers the phone Or I get your machine and I don't hear me When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night Ooh da bop bop baby please don

Wuts Up People
i dont know how many people actually read this but im new to this fubar thing and im trying to learn the ropes so how about stopin by sometime and showin some love kk anyways merry christmas to you all hope urs is as good as mine is

Westlife - Against All Odds
Westlife - Against All Odds Lyrics (feat. Mariah Carey) [Shane:] How can I just let you walk away, Just let you leave without a trace, When I'm standing taking every breath, With you, ooohhh, You're the only one who really knew me, At all. [Mariah:] How can you just walk away from me, When all I can do is watch you leave, Cause we shared the laughter and the pain, And even shared the tears, You're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me now, There's just an empty space, There's nothing left here to remind me, Just the memory of your face, So take a look at me now, There's just an empty space, And you coming back to me it's against all odds, And that's what I've got to face. [Mark:] I wish I could just make you turn around, Turn around and see me cry, There's so much I need to say to you, So many reasons why, You're the only one who really knew me at all. [Mariah:] So take a look at me now, There's just an empty space, There

Tonight
Westlife - Tonight Lyrics [Bryan:] Lately I'm so tired If I took it all out on you I never meant to If I left you outside If you ever felt like I'd ignore you No my life is all you So put your best dress on And wrap yourself in the arms of someone Who wants to give you all the love you want Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you And I miss you so [Shane:] I don't wanna act like I know that you'd be mine forever Though I hope it's forever Don't want you to feel like I take you for granted Whenever we are together So put your best dress on And wrap yourself in the arms of someone Who wants to give you all the love you want [All:] Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you Tonight, you're gonna know how much I mi

This Person Is Not Dead !!!!!!!!
I DID A BLOG JUST NOT TO LONG AGO ABOUT THIS GUY CLAIMIN TO BE IN THE SERVICE WILL HELLOOOOO PEOPLE WE TRIED TO GET A ADDRESS TO SEND FLOWERS FROM US MY LOUNGE THE SO CALLED BROTHER FAILED TO ANSWER A STAFF MEMBER WITH THE PHONE NUMBER TO COMFIRM THIS NOW HE HAD SOMEONE DO A STICKY , I GUESS PEOPLE ARE DUMBER THAN I THOUGHT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON FAKES WHO AREN'T WATCHING OUR ASS'S http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2478667716 WHEN ARE PEOPLE GOIN TO WAKE UP TO FAKES AND LOSERS ALSO THIS ASS WAS GOIN TO BUY ME A CAR SURE RIGHT I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY HELLO I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE HERE ON FUBAR . I BANNED HIS ASS FROM MY LOUNGE AND THE 3 ACCOUNTS HIS SO CALLED BROTHER HAS . P.S. THE STICKY WAS DELETED THANK GOD

I Hate Titles
The emptiness is stunning. A holiday that used to mean the frantic ripping of paper, exclamations of awe, and the constant phone calls of relatives too far away to stop by for dessert later on is gone. My house is silent; dead. What used to be my family is with their family, former in-laws, new friends, cousins, and a few guests I don't know from being on the wrong side of a divorce. Their house isn't silent; children are laughing, the phone is ringing, paper is ripping, the oven timer is going off, and somewhere Christmas carols are playing in the background. A few of them right now are thinking about complaining. The noise and excitement are most likely deafening. Here, I am alone. This is my first christmas alone, staring at a computer with some desperate man's unheard plea in my shout from the night before, I feel like wrapping paper around nothing. I feel dead inside and alone. I am debating on whether I want to watch a movie and, for a moment, plant myself inside a false

Marry Christmas To All
Hello All, Hello all Iam here just wishing everyone a Marry Christmas and a Happy New Year. To all my friends and family have great year and my you get everything you ask for this year and good luck to all hugs and kisses Monkey AKA Mike

Fuck Christmas And Fuck You
you are the biggest cunt i know grandma and if you dont like my tattoos or anything else i do well too fucking bad for you and as for you opening your goddamned mouth i really think you should practice what you preach and be seen and not heard after all you are old enough to be considered back in child stages

Christmas 07
Well today was xmas! I have a 2 yr old and a 2 month old and they both made out like little bandits! I got new pajamas, robe and slippers and hubby got new work boots. The only thing i didnt like about today is that we are in the northeast and we didnt get any snow! So now white xmas for the kiddies. We are having dinner with my family in a few hours here. Nothing really major planned for the rest of the year. Maybe visit some friends on new years, but neither of us are big drinkers so it will probably be an early night. LOL

Sitting Waiting Wishing
Now I was sitting waiting wishing That you believed in superstitions Then maybe you'd see the signs But Lord knows that this world is cruel And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool And in loving somebody don't make them love you Must I always be waiting waiting on you? Must I always be playing playing the fool? I sing ya songs I dance a dance I gave ya friends all a chance Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you And maybe you been through this before But its my first time So please ignore The next few lines cause they're directed at you I cant always be waiting waiting on you I cant always be playing playing your fool I keep playing your cards But its not my scene Wont this plot not twist? I've had enough mystery, Keep building it up, then shooting me down Well im already down Just wait a minute Just sit and wait it Just wait a minute Just sit and wait it Well if I was in your position Id put down all my ammunition I'd wondered why'd it

Merry Christmas! - Here's Some Holiday Treats If You Get Bored - New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays and if you're agnostic, Jewish, or otherwise not celebrating...then...Happy Tuesday. We got all jacked up on Christmas cookies and caffeine this morning and decided to do some updatin', because quite seriously, we're all a bit disturbed and lonely. Help us. Please. First off, if you don't have any New Years plans, you have a few options: See JIM NORTON LIVE on New Years Eve - Tickets On Sale: Spend New Year's Eve with the one and only Jim Norton from the Opie and Anthony Show as he takes the stage at North Fork Theater at Westbury!GET TICKETS ONLINE NOW! Our new pal Chris Rock is going to be doing a New Years show at MADISON SQUARE GARDEN (Click for Tickets!!) And if you need visual stimulation RIGHT NOW, check out this goodness... O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check Out 'Sensitivity Training!) The beautiful babes of FOUNDRY CAMS sent us an amazing Christmas Compliation Video: CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO!

Merry Christmas!!
I just want to wish all my Fubar friends and fans a very Merry Christmas. I especially say this to all US troops and first responders who are on duty today. It is because of your service today that the rest of us get to enjoy a safe holiday.

Christmas At Home.
This morning my kids got to open presents they got from a Secret Santa charity. They got mostly clothes, but they also got a few assorted toys and extra things. My wife gave them each a small art project and a big candy cane stick. We finished up with egg nog and cinnamon rolls for breakfast.

Lucky Life
I just caught up to the Fubar Level of the person who invited me to the site...fancy that...lol. Of course, when she opens up her gift under the Fubar Tree she'll vault back over me again, but for the moment at least we're equals. Kinda cool. So, anyway, here it is Christmas morning and I sit in bed typing away on the laptop on Fubar just blissfully musing about life, and not really ready to join it yet...lol. Laundry needs to be done, I need to scrape the fuzz off my face (meaning, shave) and shower, I need to feed myself (that one'll be motivating my ass really soon)...you know, the usuals. But since it is Christmas, it just makes one muse about life in general... I was raised an only child...my mom tried to have another child before me and it just didn't work out (stillborn), and since she was extremely sick, I wasn't only raised as a son, but as a nurse for her as well. That role in life kept me very sheltered and very close to home...and damaged me more than I'd realize

The Reason For The Season....
I hope everyone is having a great holiday (or at least a relaxing break, however you want to look at it). And I also hope that you got a lot of good gifts this year. But as I say that, I wonder about this time of year. How we all get so worked up about shopping for the "perfect" gift for so many others. How we set all these high expectations on what we think we're getting in return. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of the holiday? Don't get me wrong, and I'm not trying to take away anybody's joy or bring anybody down, but it seems we have lost the meaning of all of this. The fact that it takes a calendar to tell us when to act kind and be generous to others. The fact that we can only act a certain way at a certain time of year like it's in our genes to only be this way in December. The fact that a lot of us (including me at times, I'm just as guilty of it too), put on this fake front of being so giving and courteous because the time dictates it, but once new year's passes us, we retu

Christmas Wishes
Ok guys....so the guy in the red suit has been, children all over the world all awoke this morning with eyes as big as saucers..... oh come on, we were all like that when we were young, you see nothing but a huge mound of presents all wrapped in pretty coloured paper.......and wonder which ones are mine.....REMEMBER NOW?...... Presents, opened, dinner underway,laughter fills the house and while all this is going on can I just say this one little thing........To all my Family,Friends and in fact anyone who knows me on here....... GUYS AND GALS...I LOVE YOU ALL AND WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY, PEACEFUL AND JOYFUL CHRITSMAS AND A BRIGHT, SAFE AND HAPPY START TO THE NEW YEAR, YOU ALL ROCK MY WORLD AND A GUY COULD NEVER HOPE TO MEET SUCH A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE THANK YOU ONE AND ALL MUCH LOVE EACH AND EVERY DAY Dr@gonMaster

Cards From Heaven
ASHLAND, Ore.(AP) Even in death, Chet Fitch is a card. Fitch, known for his sense of humor, died in October at age 88 but gave his friends and family a start recently: Christmas cards, 34 of them, began arriving _ written in his hand with a return address of "Heaven." The greeting read: "I asked Big Guy if I could sneak back and send some cards. At first he said no; but at my insistence he finally said, 'Oh well, what the heaven, go ahead but don't (tarry) there.' Wish I could tell you about things here but words cannot explain. "Better get back as Big Guy said he stretched a point to let me in the first time, so I had better not press my luck. I'll probably be seeing you (some sooner than you think). Wishing you a very Merry Christmas. Chet Fitch" A friend for nearly 25 years, Debbie Hansen Bernard said, "All I could think was, 'You little stinker.'" "It was amazing," she said. "Just so Chet, always wanting to get the last laugh." The mailing was a joke Fitch worked on

Alicia Keys
i just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around There’s a no for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I know some people sea

Omg!!!
My dearest darling John: Who ever in the whole world would dream of getting a real Partridge in a Pear Tree? How can I ever express my pleasure. Thank you a hundred times for thinking of me this way. My love always, Agnes December 15, 1972 Dearest John: Today the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine two turtle doves. I'm just delighted at your very thoughtful gift. They are just adorable. All my love, Agnes December 16, 1972 Dear John: Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one. Now I must protest. I don't deserve such generosity, three French hens. They are just darling but I must insist, you've been too kind. All my love, Agnes December 17, 1972 Dear John: Today the postman delivered four calling birds. Now really, they are beautiful, but don't you think enough is enough. You are being too romantic. Affectionately, Agnes December 18, 1972 Dearest John: What a surprise. Today the postman delivered five golden rings, one for ever

Yes
The tropical night embraces Sticky sweet and lingering Native insects circle swirling Whirring in the breeze Leaning on the rail His scent weighs heavy Rising from his shoulders Natural and so male His naked chest rises Heaving with each breath Pierced protruding nipples glint Winking with the moonlight His eyes squint serious Peering toward the distance Change is in the air Seeping from the seams In silence our connection deepens Guarding against the world We two standing together This moment must be the test He turns to me My bare feet planted firm He takes my waist And my arm Something’s happening I feel it too It lies behind his eyes Travels to his tongue He crouches to one knee Right there before me My mind’s puzzled The obvious it denies My own breath is stifled I feel a tear in my eye He fingers my skirt Playing with the hem A devious smile flashes And then he digs in His tongue explores

Incense, Resin And Essential Oils
Many Witches use incense as a representation of the element Air and the East quarter. They choose the appropriate scent based on what they want to accomplish within their circle. Others use it to add some oomph to their spellworkings. Incense comes in sticks, cones or resin. Some is self-burning; others require the use of charcoal disks. You can make your own incense using herbs and oils. Add some very finely ground saw dust to your mixture to make it self-burning. Essential Oils can be added to incense to make them more powerful. They can also be used in diffusers to enhance the atmosphere. For magick workings, oils can be used to anoint yourself or your tools, dress candles, mix with herbs, added to talismans, for ritual baths, etc. Below are the common uses for the popular incense and oils. If you are using an oil or incense that is not listed below, but is plant-based (such as sage), you can find the uses for it in the Herbs section. Allspice Money, Luck, Physical en

Today On World Rock Radio
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I Just Wanna..
go and drive around the country. I just want to be anywhere but here right now. Not really thinking of it in a bad way...just how I feel. Just pack up and disappear. Just travel. If I drove a semi...I guess I could. I just want to see everything before I die and I just want to disappear away from my family. I just want to enjoy life. But I cant. I have obligations to take care of. I have friends and those that care about me, which yes seems very odd. Not really used to it. Still trying to get over it. If I could I would take them with me. I sometimes wonder if I should just live out of my car. But where would I stay? Where would I take a shower? The essentials. I would have more money tho. I guess I could stay at like a campground. I just want to travel. Break out of Ohio. I miss Mississippi. I miss Tennessee. I miss Georgia. Maybe someday I can. Yea...right! Well on to today's shit. And shit it is. For one, I am working. Yea...sucks to be me doesnt it?

Magickal Correspondence For Days Of The Week
A week is a cycle. Each day represents a turning of the wheel. Some days are better suited for certain types of magick than others. Below are the standard correspondence for the days of the week. Sunday Creativity, ambition, employment, money, protection, men, fire, personal power, purification, exorcism, spiritual work Monday Psychic powers, the home, children, fertility, dreams, past, fertility, women, animals, reincarnation Tuesday Energy, courage, anger, power, lust, banishing, competition, needle crafts, aggression Wednesday Divination, communication, the intellect, learning, writing, herbalism, reading, singing, teaching, wisdom, mathematics Thursday Expansion, luck, spirituality, prosperity, money, employment, friendship, investments, ambition, wealth, success Friday Love, romance, beauty, kindness, fidelity, husband, wife, gardening, shopping, pets, music, poetry, art Saturday Stability, Earthing a spell, past lives, rebirth, bindin

Are You Stuck At Level 10?
Dear Level 10'er: You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher than level 10 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to a higher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubar Bible section on salutes. http://fubar.com/bible.php#salute -Family fubar What else they didn't tell you? OHH! Those "Christmas FUbucks" you got from them for Christmas? They don't register cause you can't accumulate those either. So you actually got nothing from them this year. ROFL! HAPPY HOLIDAYS FROM FUBAR!

First Christmas
This is my first christmas with my boo. I'm so excited yet very nervous. I will be meeting some members of her family for the first time. So I know there are going to be questions left and right. Nothing I'm sure I can't handle though. But you all know how it is. Family members can sometimes be so judgmental. But as long as my Boo and the kids love me...then I am fine. Because nothing means more to me then her...nothing...And I just want to spend the rest of my life making her happy.

Places Of Communing
The home is the obvious choice for most Wiccans. Many also have a small unidentifiable altar at work. And while country Wiccans may have easy access to what is traditionally viewed as nature, urban Wiccans have their own places to commune. While you might not think of bars, night clubs and taverns as a place to commune with a higher power, you would be surprised by the results. Think about it. At a club, you have a nice strong techno beat going (symbolic of drums); there is wine and/or caffeine flowing and there is dancing, lots of dancing. These elements, like those of a traditional Ritual, allow you to go into a trance-like state, to connect with your inner mind and the astral plane. Who hasn't gone to a club and "got lost in the music?" Next time you enter a club take a moment to stop and feel the energy: the pulse of the music, the movement of the people, the dancing of the lights across the floor. Pretty powerful stuff. And going out is like a ritual itself. Don't we b

Urban Altars And Tools
Sometimes urban Witches have to do things a little differently, be it because of space, roommates, lease restrictions, etc. Setting up an altar is one of those instances. Many books suggest what an altar should contain and how it should look. But an altar can truly be what you want it to be. Some crafty Witches have used their fireplace mantle or even the top of their television, and why not, it is the central focus of the room. If you can't burn candles, use a string of lights. Instead of incense, use air fresheners. Don't want to be obvious about the chalice, use a shot glass, regular drinking cup, or even a paper or plastic cup. Pocket knifes, nail file or even scissors or letter openers can be athames. A snow globe could represent water. A retractable pointer, as used in business can serve as a wand. Need a cauldron, grab a pan. No Witch really needs an extensive herb collection. The basics that you have in your spice rack will suffice. Don't have a mortar and pestle? A bl

Spirits And Totems Of The City
Cities will offer you a totem or spirit guide if you pay attention. Meditate or take a walk through the cities with your third eye open. What do you see? Urban totems tend to be a little different that country totems. The animals that most cross our paths tend to be birds, cats, dogs, squirrels, chipmunks, rodents, spiders and other insects. Each one has a lesson to offer us if we just pay attention. Get to know your city's spirits. Take a walk in the heart of the city and introduce yourself to it. Make the city and its spirits your friends. Some urban Witches believe in the mechanical spirits, those that dwell in the subways, cars, streetlights, etc. Have you ever been soothed by the hum of a streetlight, a silent sentinel of the city, while walking on a summer night? And speaking of humming, the great spirit of electricity is alive and flowing strong in the city. It is a strong spirit waiting to be tapped into. Spirits are all around you in the city, all you have to do is lo

Finding The Elements In The City
The elements are ever present in the city. There forms are hidden in the unfamiliar, but their energy is ever present. By recognizing this, you can reconnect with the elements and honor the sacred in all your life (Christopher Penczak). The element of Earth is all around us in our buildings and structures, like caves that offered shelter to our ancestors. Earth comes to us now in the form of brick, concrete and steel (Christopher Penczak). Water is here for the asking. Some Wiccans adamantly oppose the idea that the water that comes out of their tap is just a pure and magickal as the water in nature. Our water comes from reservoirs, reservoirs that collect the rain, a pure form of the element. We are all connected by water, both physically through the pipes and systems that run through the city and emotionally. Air is a very intimate element in a city. What one breathes out, another breathes in. It is also one of the weaker ones, simply due to the pollution common in larger ci

Psychic Shielding
The very first magick that you need to learn in the city is protective magick. You will need to protect yourself from both physical attack and psychic grind (Kaldera, Schwartzstein). There are two kinds of shielding to do: One is your home and two, your person. In a city, a shield of protection for your home serves two very important purposes: On an astral level, it keeps the bad energy out. On a physical level, it - hopefully - keeps the bad people out. It will also create positive energy within your home, making it feel safe and inviting. Shielding your psyche is so important in a city. Not only can a city be a great source of energy to you, it can also be a great energy drain. You need to learn how to protect yourself from the great swirls of energy, only tapping into it as needed. It is also a good idea to purify yourself and space regularly to wash away "the daily grind" that builds up in urban life.

Urban Witches
A lot of talk about Wicca involves communing with Nature. So where does that leave us apartment dwellers of the concrete jungle who are hard pressed to find greenery at all, let alone a forest or babbling broke? Don't doubt that nature is still there, all around us. It might not be in rich forests or rolling hills, but it is there, in concrete and steel and glass. Nature's energy is anything created. These are all forms of nature, of earth, simply in a different form. Why is honey, made from substances on this planet natural, while glass, also made from substances on the same planet not natural? The city is the new primordial forest. Don't feel you have to move to connect with natural forces. Finding them wherever you are may be the stronger lesson for you. (Christopher Penczak). Cities have their own natural energy and magick. Urban energy is usually stronger than in most rural places as it is confined to a smaller space with more people packed in. Anyone who has every visite

Magickal Names
Sometimes, when a Witch dedicates her/himself to the Craft, he/she takes a new name symbolizing his or her rebirth, much like receiving a Christian name at a Christening. Not everyone chooses to take a magickal name. And one isn't limited to just one magickal name or the same magickal name for all life. Sometimes we feel the need to adapt our name as our lives change. How do you find your magickal name? Well, it's different for each person. The name you choose should say something about you. Some people research, others do mediation, some just flat out know. Do you have an affinity to a specific Deity? Is there any animal, plant, tree, stone, etc. that you are drawn to? Magickal names can be derived from anything. The common themes are taking the names of Goddesses or Gods or choosing a facet of nature that represents you. Some Witches start out with a single-word name and then add additional ones as they progress in the craft. Some Witches have multiple names - one for the

The Rule Of Three
The rule of three is simple but very powerful: Whatever you do comes back to you threefold. This is not only in magick, but in every aspect of life. Witches are warned in the Wiccan Rede to "ever mind the rule of three." So remember to think before you act, or you could suffer serious consequences. Ask anyone who did a less than nice spell on someone what repercussions they had. They are never pretty. Most Wiccans also believe in Karma, a phenomenon that guides the soul toward evolving acts. While it isn't quite a cosmic system of checks and balances, good brings good and bad propagates bad. Wiccans don't believe in predestination. We make the choices that pattern our lives. We are responsible for our own actions -- we have no one to blame for them except ourselves. In some religions, there is a belief that you will get your rewards and punishments after you die, in the afterlife. Because of this, many people think they can get away with things, not having to face up to

Energy
As we probably all remember from our physics classes way back when, energy can neither be created nor destroyed. It always exists; it just changes form. Personal energy is the same power you feel when you are angry, nervous, terrorize, joyous or sexually aroused. A big part of Witchcraft is learning how to control that energy and make it change form, to direct it to work our magick. Visualization plays a big part in energy work. You need to be able to see it to use it. Being able to feel energy is also important. This is not something that comes easy to all, but is a skill you will acquire with time. What is energy? Take your hands together and rub them really fast until they get hot. Now separate them and hold them close together, palms facing each other about an inch or two apart. Do you feel that tingling? Do you feel something there, something malleable? That is energy. You have just called your physical energy to the surface. Don't force yourself to feel it. Don 't worry

Tools Of The Trade
Everyone loves toys and Witches are no exception. We have a wide variety of tools we use to aid us in our workings. None of these are mandatory. You do not need tools to be Wiccan or to perform Witchcraft. Tools have no energy, save the power we give them. You will need to decide for yourself what you want to work with. Before using any tool, especial if it is old, it needs to be cleansed and consecrated. See our Rituals section for tips on blessing tools. And remember, never touch another Witch's tools without express consent. Altar - Usually wooden, it is a shelf, table, etc. that faces North or East and holds your tools. It should be big enough to allow you room to work. What you keep on it and how it is arranged is up to you, though specific traditions or covens may have a specific display. Athame - The Athame is a double-edged blade with a dark handle that is used to direct and raise energy. It does not cut anything on the physical plane. It is the tool associated with South

Deities
Wiccans call upon the deities to help themselves. The Goddess and God can help us change our lives. Because the Deities are the creative forces of the universe, not just symbols, we can call upon them to empower our rites and to bless our magick. That power is in the hands of every practitioner. We have direct links to the Deities. The Deities dwell within us (Scott Cunningham). The All Wicca acknowledges a supreme divine power, unknowable, ultimate from which the entire universe sprang. (Scott Cunningham). We refer to that divine power as The All. Wiccans link to that force through their deities. The All is an energy field polarized by two forces, the Goddess and the God, which in their ultimate being are aspects of each other. The God is a polar image of the Goddess. The Goddess and God are the same forces flowing in opposite but not opposed directions. That polarity creates the cycle that underlies the movements of the stars and the changing seasons, the harmony of the natu

American Life
For score and seven years ago I was but a child in a man's body. I had no idea what the world was really like and to this day I can safely say that I still don't know. What I can tell you with absolute certainty is that most things are relative. Relative to their time, place, and circumstances, relative to the set of eyes, and experiences of the person relaying the information. Just plain relative. So it boggles my mind when I read these magazines that do their best to make me see things through their eyes. They live and report on a world that I only read about in the New York and LA Times or see on cheesy romantic comedies and VH1. I will never be able to keep up with the Kardashians, those blondes, they aren't the girls next door, and my ass isn't getting shit from the "Maxim - Gifts for him section". This view of me, of you, of us all, it seems so larger than life, it assumes everyone is rolling nigger rich and that is so ridiculous and preposterous to even consider -- at best 10% o

The Principles Of Beliefs
1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal quarters and cross-quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than is apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary, it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the Universe as manifesting through polarity -- as masculine and feminine -- and that this same creative Power lives in all people, and functions through the interaction of the masculine and feminine. We value neither above the other, knowing each to be supportive of the other. We value sexuality as pleasure, as the

The Witches' Pyramid
To Know, To Dare, T o Will, To keep Silent; These are the four words of Magus. In order to Dare, we must Know In order to Will, we must Dare. We must Will to possess empire. To reign, we must be Silent. - Dorothy Morrison, The Craft

Christianity And Wicca
"I never told my religion, nor scrutinized that of another. I never attempted to make a convert, nor wished to change another's creed. I have judged of others' religion by their lives, for it is from our lives, and not from our words, that our religions must be read." -- Thomas Jefferson Religion can be a very tricky subject, especially when it comes to something as misunderstood and as misrepresented as Wicca. Every Religion has its fundamentalists and its fanatics and sometimes, it is those extremists that can cause issues for the religion as a whole. One thing that should be addressed right up front is that being non-Christian is not the same thing as being anti-Christian. What is in this section is not the put down of one religion, but but the story of two religions' long, intertwined history. Religions that actually have more in common than some would like to admit. In order to understand the link, we must understand the history. Here's a brief look at how the two conn

Elements And Elementals
The four elements of nature: Earth, Air, Fire and Water are the very foundations of creation and the basis of life itself. Ancient myths and theories tell us that the Divine Beings sent to the fledgling earth (then a smoldering pot of confusion being created), four Spirits to bring about order out of chaos. As the rays of their celestial bodies made contact with the crystallized influences of the lower world, they became the four elements linking humankind to nature, the heavens and the Divine. (George Knowles) Calling upon the Elements in your work can bring very powerful results. The elements represent natural magick, the most ancient and powerful magick. Our world is viewed of in terms of four physical elements - earth, water, air and fire (which roughly correspond to the four scientific forms of matter: solid, liquid, gas and plasma) - plus spirit. Together, these elements form a united whole, as is symbolized in the pentagram. All are necessary and should be in balance. T

How To Cook Turkey
Step 1: Go buy a turkey Step 2: Take a drink of whiskey Step 3: Put turkey in the oven Step 4: Take another 2 drinks of whiskey Step 5: Set the degree at 375 ovens Step 6: Take 3 more whiskeys of drink Step 7: Turn oven the on Step 8: Take 4 whisks of drinky Step 9: Turk the bastey Step 10: Whiskey another bottle of get Step 11: Stick a turkey in the thermometer Step 12: Glass yourself a pour of whiskey Step 13: Bake the whiskey for 4 hours Step 14: Take the oven out of the turkey Step 15: Take the oven out of the turkey Step 16: Floor the turkey up off of the pick Step 17: Turk the carvey Step 18: Get yourself another scottle of botch Step 19: Tet the sable and pour a glass of turkey Step 20: Bless the saying, pass and eat out

Rebirth
As in Eastern religions, Wicca also embraces the doctrine of reincarnation. Most Wiccans believe that this is just one of many lives we live, that when we die, we are reborn in another body (like the God). We do not, however, believe that we began life as anything but nor will we return as anything but human in form. The soul is ageless, sexless, nonphysical possessed of the divine spark of the Goddess and God. After death, only the body dies. The soul lives on in a realm that simply is - The Land of the Young. At the proper time, the soul is reborn (Scott Cunningham). It is generally believed that after enough cycles of rebirth, the soul will have attained perfection. At that point, it breaks away from the cycle forever and dwells with the Goddess and God as an ancient ones. It is because of these beliefs that many Wiccans do not fear death, but instead view it as a door to a new life. Reincarnation isn't something that should just be blindly believed. It is a philosophy y

Magick
Even to the masses, Witchcraft as always been associated with Magick. Magick -- be it spells, mojo, talisman, etc. -- is an important part of the Craft. It allows us to improve our lives and return energy to our Earth. Not to be confused with the pulling-rabbits-out-of-hats magic, magick is a symbolic act that focuses energy. Magick has nothing to do with the "supernatural." Magick is simply the art of getting results (Margot Adler). Although magick appears to some to be nonsensical, it operates along its own rules and logic. Simply because it isn't fully understood doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. Magick is effective in causing manifestation of needed change (Scott Cunningham). Magick does not, however, get you out of doing any work, but it will give you want you need to do it. To cast a spell is to project energy through a symbol. It's similar to a prayer but more proactive. You want something, but instead of just talking about it, you are willing to work with the ener

Solitary Vs. Coven
In the age of abundant access to books and the Internet, the ability to practice as a Solitary Witch has grown. It would be impossible to guess how many practicing Witches there are today. Today's Witches practice in two ways: Solitary and Coven. A coven is a group of Witches, usually no more than 13, that follow a specific tradition with its own rules and ways. There are usually different levels of initiates in a Coven and joining one requires a great deal of time and commitment. Because of this commitment, it is very important that you research the traditions of your perspective Coven and meet its members before you consider joining. This is an important decision and you need to make sure you chose the right one. Do not take this lightly. It is an individual choice to join a coven or not. Some people like group settings; others prefer solo work. Being in a coven doesn't make you any more of a witch than practicing solitary. There is also a third option. Some Witches prefe

The Charge Of The God
Listen to the Words of the Horned God, Who was of old called among men: Adonis, Tammuz, Dianus, Herne, Bran, Beli, Lugh, Gwyn, Dionysus, Osiris, Cernunnos, Pan, And by many other Names. O Secret of Secrets, That art hidden in the being of all that lives, Not Thee do we adore, For That which adoreth is also Thou. Thou art That, and That am I. I am the Flame that burns in the heart of every being, And in the core of every Star. I am Life, and the Giver of Life, Yet therefore is the Knowledge of Me The Knowledge of Death and Resurrection. I am alone, the Lord within ourselves, Whose Name is Mystery of Mysteries. I am the Horned God. I am the Lord of the Universe, The Father of all living, The All-Devourer and the All-Begetter. I am He Whose Seed lies strewn As glittering Gems across velvet darkness Within the Womb of the Mother. I am the Lord of the Shadows In the darkness of the Underworld, For I am the Midnight Sun. I am the Light of the Stars,

Yes, Virginia, There Is A Santa Claus . . .
Seeing as how it's Christmas, it's the perfect day to post an old news editorial. In 1897, 8-year-old Virginia O'Hanlon wrote a letter to the editor of New York's Sun. Francis Pharcellus Church responded with an unsigned editorial on on Sept. 21, 1897. *** Dear Editor— I am 8 years old. Some of my little friends say there is no Santa Claus. Papa says, “If you see it in The Sun, it’s so.” Please tell me the truth, is there a Santa Claus? Virginia O’Hanlon Virginia, your little friends are wrong. They have been affected by the skepticism of a skeptical age. They do not believe except they see. They think that nothing can be which is not comprehensible by their little minds. All minds, Virginia, whether they be men’s or children’s, are little. In this great universe of ours, man is a mere insect, an ant, in his intellect as compared with the boundless world about him, as measured by the intelligence capable of grasping the whole of truth and knowledg

Merry Chrimbo All
im here at martas house in mallorca and its starting to sink in a bit that im here tomorrow for my last day in mallorca for a long time im leaving my wonderful life here thats taken me so far a year and a half to build up here and im going to miss it all but costarica is somewhere that i have to experiance in my life, so god bless all merry christmas and a fantastic new year x x x x x x x x x x

Who So Ever
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him would not perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16). When Jesus sent His Son to the earth, He opened the door of salvation to whosoever would believe. That means, anyone can become a child of His and have everlasting life! Aren’t you glad He didn’t just come to save certain kinds of people? Aren’t you glad He didn’t have a bunch of rules and conditions for salvation? Before Jesus came, people had to observe many laws in order to be holy enough to go into the temple. They were constantly performing sacrifices to pay for their sins just so they could be around the presence of God. And even then, their sins were only covered up. But when Jesus came, He was the final sacrifice. And His blood didn’t just cover our sins, it washed us clean. Now, instead of just going to the temple to be near God, the Bible says we are the temple, and He chooses to live inside of us. Thank Him today for Hi

Forsaken
I wrote this at a very dark time in my life. I was at a point where I didn't love myself nor did I feel worthy of being loved....I just wanted my pain to stop but knew the only way for that to happen was through death...which wasn't an option. So I wrote this to try and cope....and now I share it with whoever reads it and it'll give you a little more insight into who I am and why I am the way I am.... FORSAKEN Handsome, sexy, charming and smart, Great smile, nice eyes, and a warm loving heart... Qualities given to me by the Lord, But what I want most I can't truly afford! Everyday I wake up, the sun shining on me, Happiness still elusive, now how can this be? With all that I have, and all that I've lost, My sanity in question, is this too high a cost? I've played out my part, is there more yet to come? Can I rest now my Lord, are my trials now done? I have love from many, my question is why? I just seem to bring sadness and make everyone cry! I used to b

Dido-here With Me
I didnt hear you leave I wonder how am I still here I dont want to move a thing It might change my memory Oh I am what I am Ill do what I want But I cant hide I wont go I wont sleep I cant breathe Until youre resting here with me I wont leave I cant hide I cannot be Until your resting here with me I dont want to call my friends They might wake me from this dream And I cant leave this bed Risk forgetting all thats been Oh I am what I am Ill do what I want But I cant hide I wont go I wont sleep I cant breathe Until youre resting here with me I wont leave I cant hide I cannot be Until your resting here with me ------------------------------------

Type O Negative: I Don't Wanna Be Me
I don't wanna be me anymore Ever throwing at his home Two glass houses, twenty stones Fourteen yellow, six are blue Could it be worse?.. Quite doubtful. I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. Two steps forward, three steps back Without warning, heart attack He fell asleep in the snow Never woke up, died alone I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. [x2] Please don't dress in black When you're at his wake Don't go there to mourn But to celebrate I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore

Type O Negative: Too Late: Frozen
Too late for apologies. It's too late It's too late It's too late. 1-2-3-4. So you've come to say you're very sorry. "It won't happen again - forgive me?" Time will not heal these wounds. And I'm bleeding because of you. It's too late It's too late, It's too late Too late for apologies. Was everything we had just a joke? I've ran out of patience, tears and hope. Love does not conquer all. And I'm screaming screaming because of you. It's too late It's too late, It's too late Too late for apologies In the shadow of the light from a black sun. Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb. Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection? I'm freezing. Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow. Not from the north come to this glacial abode. But from your dimension cryogenic limbo. I'm freezing. Frozen Frozen Frozen. Frozen Frozen Frozen. Frozen Frozen Frozen. I'm freezing. Too late for apologies.

Type O Negative: Be My Druidess
Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. Around the Pyre, a circle of thirteen, Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams. I look deeply into your eyes, I smell your hair, caress your thighs. Now we'll make love by fire light, A blaze so high it lights the night. Long fingernails dug in my skin, Yourself so wet invites me in. Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. Our lust increased feeds desire, As we combust, yeah we on fire. I feel you shake so deep inside, Oh scream my name and hold me tight. I'll do anything to make you cum I'll do anything to make you... Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you... I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you cum. I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you... I'll do anything I'll do anything, I'll do anything To make you...

Type O Negative: Green Man
Spring won't come, the need of strife, To struggle to be freed from hard ground. The evening mists that creep and crawl, Will drench in the dew and so drown. I'm the green man The green man. Sol in prime sweet summertime, Cast shadows of doubt on my face. A midday sun, its caustic hues, Refracting within the still lake. I'm the green man The green man. Autumn in her flaming dress, Of orange, brown, gold fallen leaves. My mistress of the frigid night, I worship pray to on my knees. Winter's breath of filthy snow Befrosted paths to the unknown, Have my lips turned true purple Life is coming to an end So says me, me wiccan friend, Nature coming full circle. Winter's breath of filthy snow Befrosted paths to the unknown, Have my lips turned true purple Life is coming to an end So says me, me wiccan friend, Nature coming full circle. I'm the green man The green man I'm the green man The green man

How To Be A Pimp Part 4
How To Be A PIMP Part 4 ALWAYS..... *Find ways to keep your women without kissing there ass. *Seek knowledge about the pimp game. *Be positive in everything you do,especially the pimp game. *Take care of the little things,and if the female is qualified make her take care of the big things. *Keep your mind on your money. *Live by the rules you set on your women. *Keep the pimp/bitch relationship well defined. *Be a puzzle to your women, that's a way you keep them. *Reemeber what you are, a pimp!!! *Remember, the only heaven for a pimp is the one filled with women and money. *Remember a pimp's wardrobe has to be neat and clean, his ride must be eye catching. A Playa only plays for so long, then he's played out. A Hustler only hustles for so long, then he's hustled out. A Whore only whores for so long, before shes whored out. A PIMP only pimps for so long and thats for life!!! From all the PIMPS I've known its been, PIMP or die! Put that on the l

Type O Negative: Red Water (christmas Mourning)
Wake up, it's Christmas mourn, Those loved have long since gone. The stocking are hung but who cares? preserved for those no longer there. six feet beneath me sleep. Black lights hang from the tree, accents of dead holly. Whoa mistletoe (It's growing cold) I'm seeing ghost, (I'm drinking old) Red water Red water (Red water) Red water chase them away. My tables been set for but seven, just last year I dined with eleven. goddamn ye merry gentlemen Whoa mistletoe (It's growing cold) I'm seeing ghosts (I'm drinking old) Red water Red water (Red water) Red water chase them away. (Chase them away) (Don't chase them away)

How To Be A Pimp Part 3
How To Be A Pimp Part 3 Remember.... *There isn't a female you cant do w/out. *Pimping isn't a game o/ love. Your women should fear you. *Just like drugs,dont get high off your own supply and what you supply is women. *If you keep your money right, Mr. Justice will smile on you. *The world is nothing but a bitch,and you are her pimp. *Earn your pimping degree in whoreology. *You are not a gentlemen, you are a pimp. *You only get great by pimping by the rules. *Pimps are like cars. The best known may not be the real yardstick to the best one. *You dont have to pimp, you've got to pimp. *It's a violation of the pimp laws to quit a female who is bringing you money. *Money over women. *The pimp game is not for kids. *Never confide in your women, keep your thoughts seceret. *Never count your money until it is in your hand. *Pimping isn't a sex game, It's a mind game. *Just like a company, downsize and upgarde if you have to. *To a pim

The Master Marches To His Own Beat
I was impressed with an article about James Brown. James was a master in his field of music and he had his own unique style of beat and dance that was totally different from the standard of his time. People of respect criticized him about his style and tried to make him reform, but he said that masters march to their own beat, and the world catches up with them rather than they trying to learn a beat already established. James also said that your word must be your bond, its more important to build trust then love. And that people cannot follow you unless they can trust you. My impression of James Brown changed after reading these things about him. He truly was a great man of his time and I would like to pattern my life after him in this respect.

How To Be A Pimp Part 2
How To Be A Pimp Part 2 A Woman..... *A pimp with a fine female has to keep his game tight. *Females always try to find a weakness in a pimp. *A female will always leave you if she has money. Keep them broke. *A pretty black female and a white female are alike.They will try to destroy your stable and leave you broke. *The way you start with a female is the way you end with her. Pimp hard from the start. *If you chase a female you get a weak one,if you stalk her you get a strong one. *Don't give a trife broke female a second chance. *Taking their money is an excellent way to keep women. *Have your women give you your every time you see them. *Always keep your women on mental file. *There is nothing more important than what makes a new female tick and why. Make her tell you her life story. *Tell your women they can go down on a price,never up. *Tell her to recruit for you. *The tougher you are, the more she will love you. *Make her convince

How To Be A Pimp/pimptress
How To Be A PIMP/PIMPTRESS A Pimp/Pimptress... *keeps his/her emotions to himself/herself *is his/her own best company *doesn't get paid for screwing.He/She gets paid for always having the right thing to say to his females/her men. *with sense never lets a female/male go who still has some trick in him/her. *is really a bitch/dick who has reversed the game. *should be prince charming/angelic to females/males.They should think you're GOD!! *should always have one thought in his/her head, Pimp or Die! *should control the whole female/male,be the boss of his/her life,ever his/her thoughts. *should always be determined in any and everything. *should always recognize and respect other pimps/pimpettes. *should never accept anything but his/her money. *must be serious!!! *has to be married, married to the pimp/pimptress game. *could cut his dick off, and still pimp his ass off!!(Well a pimptress doesn't have a dick, but us females run thangz!!!)

The Pimp Commandments
The PIMP Commandments I.Thou shall not snitch. II.Thou shall not infiltrate. III.Thou shall not perpetrate. IV.Thou shall not playa hate. V.Thou shall not hoe trust. VI.Thou shall not hoe say. VII.Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII.Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX.Thou shall not be broke. X.Thou shall not be without his necessities.

A Poem From A Bulletin
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Christmas And Church.. Full Of Shit!
I have no intention of giving you the ba humbug with this blog today. But, since I can't go by a loaf a bread without some fucker ringing a bell in my face and making me feel guilty for not dropping change into his tin cup... I am going to go on a little bit of a Christmas/Church rant. Ho ho ho. It will never cease to amaze me how Church's take credit for all of the "good will" the they spread towards man this time of year. What a pile of bull shit. Church's either tithe or pass baskets around receiving tax free money to do what they will with. These Church's then feed homeless people really bad food, or give them sleeping bags. Call me crazy, but until a pastor goes out, digs ditches, and then gives that hard earned money away... He is going to have a hard time impressing me. The bottom line is that a Church does nothing more than allocate funds. Funds that they were given, and did not earn, yet when all this good stuff is done...who gets the credit? Some jobless fucker who

Support Message
FYI~ Some people think it's a big deal to level up and think that if you don't post a salute that you're a fake. I appreciate the message from Fubar Support but points don't matter to me AT ALL. I have received messages from a few of my "fu friends" reminding me that I need to post a salute to level up and receive points but I will when/if I feel like it. I appreciate the concern but it has no effect on me either way! With that being said have a MERRY CHRISTMAS! LMAO Dear Cresha: You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher than level 10 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to a higher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubar Bible section on salutes. http://fubar.com/bible.php#salute -Family fubar

Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to all my Fu friends/family/fans! Hope Santa was good to all of you! Wanted to connect with everyone before I head out on my appointed family rounds here in snowy Wisconsin, lol! I will be back online late this afternoon. May your day be filled with love, joy, peace, and hope for the coming year! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, one and all, all over the world - you are all in my heart, today and every day! Later! Muahz!

Christmas 2007....
wow, it's been a whole year since I LAST wrote that blog....well, MERRY CHRISTMA EVERYBODY...See ya'll in 2008, I'll be another year older...another year wiser!! And thanks for everybody that's showin me MAD MAD LOVE up here!! VIRGINIA'S FINEST!!

Christmas Presence
Christmas presence There is a light in the darkness. It is love; it is joy. There is a pure and simple radiance with a positive, joyous power. It warms the hearts of those who value peace and love. The spirit of Christmas transcends beliefs, traditions, culture and customs. It speaks directly to the heart, of love and grace, of giving and of renewal. In the pure, limitless power of love, life is created and sustained. In the radiance of this day, love's presence is joyously expressed again and again, in countless ways. In this moment, new life begins. And love is the ever-present purpose that drives every other purpose. On this day, you have a glimpse of how truly blessed you are. Give love, give joy, and you have even more. -- Ralph Marston

Acceptance Is Accepting Sorry As Well As Joy.
We have no right to ask, when sorrow comes, Why did this happen to me? Unless we ask the same question for every joy that comes our way. --Philip S. Bernstein All of us have reasons to be grateful. Usually, the word implies we have received something. We often think of gratitude as that warm feeling we get from someone else's generosity. We are particularly grateful when we get unexpected gifts from those who owe us nothing. Within a family, we expect such acts of love because we are close to one another. But gratitude doesn't always come from being a receiver. Gratitude is warmest when it accompanies the joy of being able to give without expecting anything in return. We find it isn't enough to feel grateful. We have to express our gratitude by showing kindness and service to everyone around us. Gratitude is the greatest of all heart-openers. When it enters the heart, love pours out. For every kindness we receive, gratitude inspires a hundred acts of giving. How can I sh

Merry Christmas Everyone
Hey you all my computer is not acting up no more lol Yay lol.. Any how I just wanted to drop by and say Merry Christmas to everyone.. Thank you for being my friend on here I hae enjoy alot of fun.. Merry Christmas everyone... Enjoy it.. Virgo24

Crusader Of Misery
My life is literally a box now. A beautiful box made of scrap paper and stitches all over, inside there are a fragile heart struggling to reach out for precious air. My useless days is filled with fake pleasures, luckily sweet Lord still granted me a working mind creating writings; that is my lost paradise running from reality. I tried to understand the very essence of life, relationship, love, friends even faith I had once. The valley of shadows is now my path, with a glimpse of light I attempt to see the couple of feet of my journey. There is nothing but hollow space beside me and wide open space up above my head. Searching of that wonderful rain of hope to wet my lungs and soul from the harsh biting reality. Is it reality that scary? Wasn’t I once said reality has its own middle finger? What happen to bravery? What happen to wit? I just stand here stoned waiting myself to drown among the entire question filling my little head. I raise my head; my eyes were strong staring at t

Dear Santa . . .
Dear Santa, I know what I want for Christmas. I know exactly what I want. It's a bit different, so bear with me. I want people to be happy. I'm not asking for world peace, just happiness. Especially over the holidays. I want people to treat their families, their friends, even perfect strangers . . . like family. I want people to stop bickering over who got the biggest present, who got the most expensive gift, or how many they got. I want them to appreciate that they received anything, and I want them to give in return, without expectation. I want people to stop squabbling at, yelling at, screaming at, cursing at, and beating each other up over gifts in the stores. I want the madness to stop over such petty things, even if it's just for over the holidays . . . I want it to stop. I want children to not be afraid when they walk down the street. I want people to be trustworthy. I want people to love and be loved by each other. I want people to be safe. I want people to eit

Cheater
I just got into a new relationship in november and I thought it was gonna be a good one. Boy was I wrong...I found out a few days ago that he has been sleeping with his ex gf for about the same amount of time that we have been together. Boy this motherfucker had me going...I introduced him to my family, they all liked him. I really cared for him and in the end he hurts me. What makes it worse is that we were friends before we even started dating. Been friends for a few years so that makes this even harder. I almost ruined a good friendship for this guy and look what it got me...I was finally rady to emabrk on an awesome relationship and hopefully be happy for once , but in the end I just got screwed over. This is why I do what I do. This is why I do the random hook up thing, because I know that I cant get hurt with random hook ups. For once I wanted the real thing and decided to take a chance and all it did was break my heart. I really hope that there are some decent guys out

My Wish For You In 2008
May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires ! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ........... May 2008 be the best year of your life! (so far)

Suffering
Finally, I've found something that, Completes me, But how long will. You watch it all go by, As you keep looking to the sky. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. Finally, I've found someone who, Completes me, But how long will. You watch your life go by, As you keep looking to the sky. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. I cant break them, Its hard enough to speak when, You break me down, I'm alone again. I don't feel it, I know cant you see that, You break me down, I'm alone again. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. Cause I'm suffering, For you.

Devotion
Sometimes I look at old pictures Sometimes I think of what used to be But I want to forget all this madness And I want you, I breathe you in with Devotion You're draining all my emotions Afraid inside, you want to Give up, Give in, and Get out And you just make me want to Give up, Give in, and get out And I don't really want to Change the subject this time But I have nothing, I won't Give up, Give in, Get out Cause I have nothing to hide Sometimes your amazingly selfish Sometimes I want to turn off my phone (my phone) But I had it cause your all I'm wanting (I'm wanting) And I had it, but this time I'll say to you I'm finding now I don't know how I feel your breath I give all I have Devotion You're draining all my emotions Afraid inside, you want to Give up, Give in, and Get out And you just make me want to Give up, Give in, and get out And I don't really want to Change the subject this time But I have nothing, I won't Give up, Give in, Get out

Christmas Miracles....
Christmas Miracles As this Christmas season is growing to a close I wanted to take a moment to reflect on all the things happening around us. Kalamazoo had a storm on Saturday and Sunday this week and 1000s of people were without power. The weather was horrific between the wind, the snow, the ice and the temperature. It made for adverse driving conditions and adverse living conditions for those without power. Well most of you know I work in a hotel. The weather conditions brought 100s of people into the hotel and me the opportunity to experience all their hardships. Most people were excited to have a warm place to stay from the stranded travelers to the residents without power. However there were several that were so upset that they had to stay in a hotel during Christmas. I listened to every story walking through the door from their flights being cancelled, road conditions, the power being out, funerals, hospital stays, accidents, etc. I heard it all. One lady in particul

Please Help
THIS FANTASTIC WOMAN HAS HELPED SO MANY PEOPLE GODFATHER AND NOW SHE ONLY NEEDS 52,000 TO GODMOTHER HERSELF. COULD WE PLEASE, PLEASE GIVE HER THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT A FUBARIAN COULD HAVE? MZ.DREAMS..***CLUB F.A.R*** Head Of Promotions & Door Girl For Centerfolds**fu-engaged 2 Jayrod874@ fubar MERRY CHRISTMAS

Twisted
She fades away, Into a cave. Hiding from a world, That makes no sense. Letting the damp air, Close tightly around her. Wishing she'd disappear, And become forever gone. Knowing all is lost, But never forgotten. She seeps deeper within, The dark damp cave. Twisting and winding, It goes on and on. A left here, And a right there. Surly she will get lost, Never to return. Fearing all, She once loved. Loving all, She once feared. Her twisted little nightmare, Has yet to begin.

Christmas...
Christmas just isn't any fun when you have the flu. Or when you don't have any gifts to open, and were unable to get gifts for anyone else. And not to mention all your friends and family are over 500 miles away from you, and you haven't seen them in 2 years. Ugghh...this Christmas sucks :(.

Holiday Madness
WAT IS IT ABOUT THE HOLIDAY SEASON THAT MAKES EVERONE SO CRAZY IT FEELS LIKE WHENEVER I GO TO THE MALL OR THE STORE THAT PPL ARE ALWAYS IN A FRUSTRATED STATE OF MIND I DONT THINK PPL REMEMBER THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS. CHRISTMAS ISNT ALL ABOUT GIFTS ITS ABOUT SPENDING TIME WITH THE PPL YOU CARE ABOUT, IE FRIENDS AND FAMILY, AND FOR ME THATS THE BEST X-MAS PRESENT OF ALL SEEING AS HOW FOR 9 MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR IM IN ANOTHER COUNTRY BEING ABLE TO CATCH UP WITH PPL AND GET AWAY IS THE PERFECT THING

The Godfather List Updated *merry Christmas* Ty Mikey :)
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Sacrifices
*A friend did a mumm and got me thinking. But first is what he said below... "As humans when it comes to the people we love(family and friends) and the ones we are in love with(gf/bf/husband/wife) we make sacrifices that could benefit us for things that benefit them. So what if whats being sacrificed is something that can make you happy? Something you know will bring happiness to your life but problem is someone you love(family or friend) has that. Lets say you make the sacrifice but everytime you see them happy, you are happy for them but sad as well because you feel it would do the same for you. You want it but cant have it without hurting the relationship you have with that person. Burning the bridge. Of course in life nothing is black and white, its all grey area. So depending on situations you may act differently. So which of these you believe more in, at times it can be both but which means more to you? Sacrificing your happiness for someone you love because you

Rage
I'm so lost and not a soul around. I'm awaitting my death slowly if feels. Alone I have walked many miles and alone I am in the dark. Fear light will never hit my face again for I am in hell. RAGE By: Romae Harvey I tremble with fear in my vains. I cry with tears like rivers. I hunger for freedom with locks on my doors. I scream with no sounds in my voice. I scerry across the floor to a hiding place under the table. I hear foot steps the make my ears hurt. I see hands that want to kill. I see rage inside of you. what have I done now?

My Take On This
Officially this is Christmas Day, and I suppose I should be more forgiving. I should be more generous too. The fact is, I'm not. Some of you hate me and once again, I don't care. Fact of the matter, I am going to change my display picture to a T-shirt I am wearing currently that really shows my attitude on you people who think I am nothing more than a spiteful or hateful person. I don't care! You have someone blow smoke up your ass, and turn around to back stab you and tell me that you would do this differently, I think now! You have no idea how much distrust I had to begin with. I had a choice. Let the kids go to Utah for thier visitation, let them stay in my house, or neither. Talk to me weeks before and the 'neither' option was that she not visit the children at all. I decided I will not take the responsibility on that. Therefore, the neither option is now that if she wants to visit the children, its up to her to get down her for her visitation. That wasn't my fau

Dying Young
Dying young by: Romae Harvey I'm falling fast and hard to my knees, I'm screamming so loud "help me please", I reach out for a hand to hold, A ghoast is casted apon me, Lies fill me ears, and treas swarm my eyes, Haterd hunting me everywhere I go, I feel my soul floating away father and father is goes, I see my reflection and the older I grow, an old women with nothing left to share, living a life I can hardly bear, diyng inside and out, Diying very slowly with no dought, Clinging to what I thought I had, Knowing I have nothing, nothing to sherd, Dying young I know I am, but who's to stop it I am what I am, dying young that is me, Dying, dying very slowly.

Angel Teardrops
Angel Teardrops by Romae Harvey My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

Reality
Reality by Romae Harvey Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

Eternity
Eternity by Romae harvey Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool. Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.

Warped & Twisted
Warped & Twisted by Romae Harvey Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Darkness
Darkness by Romae harvey I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight an

Poem
Something Must Be by Romae harvey Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach into knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Christmas Around The World
Afrikaners - "Een Plesierige Kerfees" Arabic - "I'd Miilad Said Oua Sana Saida" Argentine - "Felices Pasquas Y felices ano Nuevo" Armenian - "Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand" Basque - Eguberri on Bohemian - "Vesele Vanoce" Breton - "Nedeleg laouen na bloavezh mat" Bulgarian - "Tchestita Koleda; Tchestito Rojdestvo Hristovo" Chinese - [Mandarin] - "Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan" Chinese - [Catonese] - "Saint Dan Fai Lok" Cornish - "Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth" Croatian - "Sretan Bozic i Nova Godina" (Merry Christmas & Happy New Year) Czech - "Prejeme Vam Vesele Vanoce a stastny Novy Rok" Danish - "Glædelig Jul" Dutch - "Vrolijk Kerstfeest en een Gelukkig Nieuwjaar" English - "Merry Christmas" Estonian - "Haid joule ja head uut aastat" Farsi - "Cristmas-e-shoma mobarak bashad" Filipino-"Maligayang Pasko" Finnish - "Hyvaa joulua" French - "Joyeux Noël" German - "Froehliche Weihnachten" Greek - "Kala

Simply Thing To Do Really.. Its Not That Hard (from Mizzshady)
Can we pray for someone tonight? Down under this mans picture is the comment he left under my pic that you see here.. I thought that I should share it with you since it touched my heart. It just might touch yours also.. Mountainboy@ fubar Bless your heart!!!!!!!! Believe it or not I ran into a homeless guy this evening while taking my daughter home and he asked me for help. I gave hime a $20.oo and ask him if there was somewhere he needed to go. He said no and thanked me. I had an extra coat in my car and gave it to him. He was so thankfull. I told him where he could go and get more help. Merry Christmas !!!!!!!!!

Happy Holidays My Friends Old And Unkown
Join me, in a tear, in a smile in the overwhelming love of today in the moving spirit of the season forget today our hatereds hold out your hands and welcome them home peace, love and happiness be yours with all sincerity DJ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt0VfiFxtHo&feature=related

Can You Pray
Can we pray for someone tonight? Down under this mans picture is the comment he left under my pic that you see here.. I thought that I should share it with you since it touched my heart. It just might touch yours also.. Mountainboy@ fubar Bless your heart!!!!!!!! Believe it or not I ran into a homeless guy this evening while taking my daughter home and he asked me for help. I gave hime a $20.oo and ask him if there was somewhere he needed to go. He said no and thanked me. I had an extra coat in my car and gave it to him. He was so thankfull. I told him where he could go and get more help. Merry Christmas !!!!!!!!!

Pleasantly Surprised
Even though it's Christmas Eve, my anger and frustration got the better of me, and I popped off some sarcastic comments to my little wanna-be ho' daughter. She didn't like that too well, so of course an argument ensued. She blames everyone and everything else for her choices, and refuses to take responsibility for those choices. How does one get this concept across to the young-uns?? Obviously I don't know, else I would have done it by now. At any rate, we skuffled a bit, and she ended up ripping off my thumbnail. Not quite sure even still, how that happened, but it did, and now I'm pissy about the whole darned shooting match all over again. As a result, she said she wanted to go live with her dad, wanted in the state of Montana for felony criminal endangerment, who owes over $44,000 in back child support, and who, after dropping she and her brother off at daycare one Friday, left and never came back. (Ironically, it was the Friday before Father's day in 1998.) In my ultimat

My Birthday!
Okay so today was my 28th birthday. It kinda started out shitty because I woke up at 8 to go work out at Curves but I went outside and my van was reposessed. My car I just bought broke down so it's in the shop so I don't have any way to get to the store if I needed to. But anyway it should hopefully be fixed soon cause my church is gonna help me pay to get it fixed. Anyhow, my kids and my wonderful husband turned it all around with lots of love and they pampered me sooo much.... I love them so very much and am thankful I have them. This was the BEST birthday ever at this point.

The Night Before Christmas
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors we all bolted, and the phone off the hook. It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor Momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking , he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down thi

At A Moments Notice
At a moment’s notice, she could capture my heart and steal the focus of my every thought and like a mindless drone, I’d be enthralled by her outstanding beauty for forever and a day. And at a moment’s notice, she could pull me into a daydream, and I’d lose my mind in the new-found euphoria. And at a moment’s notice, she could remind me of this recurrent ardor, and divert my attention from any other interests I am pursuing. And at a moment’s notice, she could make me forget all of my troubles and problems with the world and revert back to pure happiness in my own personal paradise. And at a moment’s notice, she could show me that maybe dreams could come true, that true love could happen to any two people, that there is always a chance she’d love me too. At a moment’s notice, she could make me fall in love with her.

The X-mas Files
THE X-MAS FILES (A little long but hopefully worth it) Mulder: We're to late! It's already been here. Scully: Mulder: I hope you know what your doing. Mulder: Look Scully, just like the other homes; Douglas fir, truncated, mounted, transformed into a shrine; halls decked with boughs of holly; stockings hung by the chimney, with care. Scully; You really think someone's been here? Mulder; Someone or something. Scully; Mulder, over here it's a fruitcake.. Mulder; Don't touch it! Those things can be really lethal. Scully; It's O.K. there's a note attached: "Gonna find out who's naughty or nice." Mulder; It's judging them, Scully. It's making a list. Scully; Who? What are you talking about? Mulder; Ancient mythology tells of an obese humanoid entity who could travel at great speed in a craft powered by antlered servants. Once each year, near the winter solstice, this creature is said to descend from the heavens to reward its followers and punish disbelievers

About Me
well im 22, im an electrician, i drive an acura legand, im into cars, music, 420, hustlin 420, racing, video games, and steppin up my knowledge game with my head in a book, i am single but possibly not for long. im down to earth, laid back and lovin life and no question is out of bounds with me.

Ice Water
She had ice water running through her veins, yet her chilled heart felt enough passion to fulfill the deepest of love stories. Her eyes locked onto him at every glance, yet still she said nothing. A thought of There could not possibly be anything between us ran through her head as she stared holes in the back of his head and she daydreamed about days at the park with him, lying in the grass and staring at the clouds overhead. She knew he was somewhat of a romantic like that, and that he was someone she probably could never have. And so she said nothing, even though she felt everything Little does she realize, he loved her more than she loved him. His favorite way to pass the time was to write poetry and she was his favorite topic. He often wondered if she liked him at all, and he fantasized about being with her forever, lying in the grass at the park and watching the clouds fly by above them but he assumed she couldn’t ever like him; she was far too beautiful an

God Knows My Value
Psalm 27:10 says...When my father and mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up! What that means is when even my family forsake me and cal me a loser I never calls me one. He still beleives in me regardless of what others say. He sees the good in me. I must constantly remind myself that I am made in the image of Almighty Gos. He crowed me with glory and honor, that I am God's own masterpiece. I WILL NOT let others play games with my mind, deceiving me into thinking that my value is diminished. I once felt that my great aspirations had been dashed by the choices I made or the choices imposed on me by others. I felt trapped in a rut, but there was hope! God wanted to restore my sense of value. He placed upon my mom's heart ot buy me this book "Your Best Life NOW" by Joel Osteen. I am free now! God alwasy accepts me. I am His prise possession! The apple of His eye. He will NEVER give up on me!

I Must Leanr To Be Happy With Who God Made Me To Be!
Throughout my life, God has continually shaped and molded me into the person He wants me to be. The key to future success is to bot be discouraged about your past or present while I am in the process of being "completed". God is moving me onward towards greater things. The path of the righteous gets brighter and brighter. I must remind myself that according to God's Word, my future is getting brighter; I am on my way to a new level of glory. I may not be everything I want ot be, but at least I can thank God that I am not what I used to be. The great news is that God knows everthing a bout me, both good and bad, and He still loves me and values me unconditionally. God does not always approve of my behavior. He is not pleased when I go against His will, and when I do, I alwaya suffer the consequences asnd have to work with Him to correct my thoughts, words, words, or attitudes. Nothing I do will EVER cause God to love me less..or more. His love is a constant I can depend on

Computer Died
I hope all of you are having a Very Merry Christmas. I wanted to let all My friends know I will not be online for a few days. My computer died this moring while I was leaving Christmas Comments. Hopefully I'll be back quickly. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year! Sir Dave

Leaveing
ok im leaveing fubar by jan 1st if anyone wants to keep in touch let me know before then. i love the site but right now i just need to go away for awhile after a few months/year i may make a new profile.my reasons are personal and no if you ask i wont tell you. it was nice meeting you all hope you all have a wonderful holaday and a wonderful new year

Ehh Why
why do i wake day after day wondering if....and why.... i live every day like it were my last, i have had alot of things happen to me that i cant change, my eye is permanent i cant ever fix that. well i can but i wont it is a reminder of one of those what ifs.. i have fallen in love and fallen back out of love that would be one of the whys... why do i torment my self by doing these things. falling in love pfftt... i was told once that it was for fools and they were right. i keep telling myself not to do it but i do then i get smacked in the face by reality and its gone... ehh life goes on.. i look back at this year and realized i have done alot of great things not just for me but for others.. my kids are amazing..my family is amazing....my friends are amazing....the memories i have are wonderful and i dont regret any of them i just wonder what if and why sometimes things happen the way they do

Chilled Out City
Chilled Out City THIS IS THE FIRST OF 4 CDS FEATURING THE COLLECTIVE TALENTS OF THE EJAY COLLECTIVE, AND COMBINES THE CREATIVE GENIUS OF THE ARTIST ALONG WITH THE EJAY SOFTWARE TO CREATE SOME OUTSTANDING MUSIC. CHILLED OUT CITY ENCOMPASES THE MORE AMBIENT SOUNDZ WITH A SLIGHT DANCE EDGE THAT GETS YOU READY FOR THE NEXT CD 'HIPHOP HEROES' a 45min taster from the 73min chillout set featuring the talents of the EJC. for a full tracklist goto www.ej2dj.com/chilledoutcity http://www.esnips.com/doc/da84a69f-e59d-46f9-b48e-4f0da70e65e2/DJ-Muzik-AL-vs-The-Ejay-Collective---Chilled-Out-City_128

New Years Eve Bbw Party
The Ohio BBWS Present A New Years Eve Party Come one come all, for the New Years Eve Ball being held at the Holiday Inn complete with plenty of fun, friends Hors D'oeuvres, Balloon Drop and Champagne Toast at Midnight. Cover Charge is $20.00 per person or $30.00 per couple prepaid via Pay Pal on the website www.ohiobbws.com. No need for a tophat and cane.... its guys and dolls... mobsters and gun molls celebrating... this year Holiday Inn – Airport 4181 West 150th St Cleveland, Ohio 44135 216.252.7700 Room rates starting at $89.00 per night or 2 nights at $79.00 per night. Ask for the BBW rate when making reservations. If you are staying Sun / Mon or Mon / Tues the room rates will be $79.00 per night. For more information log onto our website www.ohiobbws.com Or you can call Alex 216.701.3534 email Alex@ohiobbws.com E-mail your music requests to djoldeskool@ohiobbws.com

My Value!
God does not focus on all the mistakes I make. He doesn't keep count them why should I then count them. Instead He remembers all the good things I do. I am a work in progress and God is in the process of changing me. Two often I focus on my faults, weaknesses, past mistakes, and failures. Rejection and other painful experiences steal my self-esteem and make me feel unwanted and insecure. My sense of value should be based solely on the fact that I am a child of the Most High God. As His unique creation, I have something to offer this world that nobody else has, that nobody else can be. If I truly want to enjoy life, I must be at peace with myself.

Eviltaz247 In Hospital Xmas Eve
THIS IS SCOOTER BLACK HERE EVILTAZ MY BABY IS IN THE HOSPITAL ON XMAS EVE. SHE HAD A VERY ROUGH WEEK, PROBLEMS WITH DIALYSIS, AND FIGHTING A BAD COLD AT THE SAME TIME, HAD TO TAKE HER TO THE ER YESTERDAY AND TODAY. SHE IS BEING KEPT OVER NIGHT, DUE TO BAD ATTEMPT AT DIALYSIS RUNS LAST WEEK AND THE BAD COLD. SHE HAD NOT HAD A GOOD RUN SINCE LAST MONDAY, SHE NEEDS DIALYSIS THREE TIMES A WEEK TO KEEP HER HEALTH UP UNTIL SHE CAN GET A KIDNEY TRANSPLANT. SHE TOOK A FALL EARLY THIS MORNING, HAD TO GET CAT SCAN, BEFOR THEY WOULD DO DIALYSIS RUN. AND THE ASS WIPES CLOSED THE DIALYSIS CENTER SHE GOS TO AT 3:30 TODAY WE WERE STILL SITTING IN THE DAMN ER WAITING FOR THE CAT SCAN. THANK GOD SHES ALL GOOD ON THE CAT SCAN AND THEY ADMITTED HER AND GOT A GOOD DIALYSIS RUN THIS EVENING. I JUST LEFT THE HOSPITAL 45 MIN AGO, SHES ALL TUCKED IN AND DOING MUCH BETTER, SHE SHOULD BE HOME XMAS DAY. PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS, AND I THANK THOSE OF YOU WHOM SHOW MY BABY RESPECT AND KIND

About The Salutes That I Owe
IF YOU RATED AND COMMENTED ONE OR BOTH OF MY FOLDERS THAT HAS 100 PIC EACH IN IT IN EFFORTS TO RECEIVE A SALUTE PHOTO FROM ME THEN THIS BLOG IS FOR YOU... PLZ DON'T BREAK MY BALLS ABOUT WHEN YOU WILL BE GETTING YOUR SALUTE PHOTOS.. OR I WILL JUST TAKE ANY OLD LAME SHOT OF ME AND TOSS IT TO YOU AS YOUR SALUTE.. NO WHERE IN ANYTHING I SAID DID IT SAY IT WAS GOING TO BE A SEXY UNDERWEAR SHOT.. NO WHERE. BUT NONE THE LESS I DO KNOW HOW YOUR BRAINS WORK AND I KNOW THE MORE CLOSE TO NAKED I AM THE HAPPIER YOU WILL BE.. SO WITH THAT SAID DON'T BREAK MY BALLS... IN ORDER FOR A WOMAN TO LOOK GOOD SHE NEEDS TO FEEL GOOD AND WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU ALL BEEN IF YOU DIDN'T ALREADY KNOW THIS INFO.. ALSO TO GET ONE GOOD SHOT YOU MUST TAKE 100 PICS.. I DON'T THINK ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO GET THAT ONE GOOD SHOT.. I HAVE TO MAKE SURE MY FINGERS AREN'T COVERING UP ANY LETTERING, I HAVE TO MAKE SURE HOW I'M POSED DON'T GLORIFY MY BAGS OR DARK CIRCLE, I HAVE TO MAKE SURE MY HAIR LAY

Christmas In The Dust God Bless Our Troops
Wings Over The Mountains of Life To see the video from LTC White click here: http://www.mountainwings.com/pics/ltcwhite.wmv Christmas in The Dust ====================== I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, And looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all that I could take, And so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, Eight Hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens. Their eyes were hard

Merry Christmas
A Merry Christmas to all. May your dreams, wishes and prayers come true. Remeber to Thank and Pray for the Brave Men and Women that protect are Country so we may enjoy our Freedoms. God Bless and Merry Christmas Hunter (George)

Damage Control
all right damage control i just had a fu friend over to my house from north carolina un supervised at my computer and she left a few mums and blogs in my name so anything that came about 20 minutes before this was not me sh was over here fucken with me yeah she is so funny ha ha ha yeah i wish u could pick up sarcasim on the net....thanks

Hurry Up And Join!!!
Just wanted to let you all know that if you're not a member of Club Wicked Paranoia, now is the time to join!!! Starting in January and continuing throughout the year, I will be sponsoring monthly contests for all lounge members! So hurry up and join! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50245

Micropayments In The Fubar Economy
Each "rate" earns a certain number of points. Each comment, as well, for both you and the recipient. You are rewarded with status as points accumulate. Points can also be gained via monetary purchases from the fubar store. You get an indeterminate number of points by sponsoring "happy hour", but I would imagine upon interview and further study, it's a significant amount. I wonder. These points can be used to buy, in the member trading venue... the actions, sometimes odd or extreme, of other fubar members. possibly to continue...

Another Quote I Like
I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. Robert A. Heinlein

Christmas Night
Yeah this christmas mars is supposed to be brighter than the brightest star or something in the night sky you can read in this article (http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071220/ap_on_sc/mars_rudolph) but i liked the revamped song they had there.....lmao here it is Mars is a red-tinged planet With a very shiny glow And if you look to see it You will find the moon in tow. All of the other Yuletides Santa would have at his side The shiny nose of Rudolph Acting as his big sleigh's guide But this very Christmas Eve Santa came to say: "Rudolph, now with Mars so bright, You can stay at home tonight." Then all the reindeer teased him. And they shouted out with glee: "Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer Outsourced to astronomy."

Ceiling
My burning sky is ash and gray, (Ash and gray) This tired face can't wash away, (Wash away) That I'm stuck in feeling everything, while watching time controlling me, It's hard to let go when I'm left, broken when I'm walking the ceiling I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close, I'm walking the ceiling, So wasted, In feeling, Come close I'm walking the ceiling. Floor is the sky, Floating on by, You're dripping, I'm gripping your life, I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close, I'm walking the ceiling. Eyes of fire burning deep, (Burning deep) Imagination's for the weak, (For the weak) Why can't I deal with this the same, As I've delt with everything, It's hard to let go when I'm left, Broken when I'm walking the ceiling I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close, I'm walking the ceiling, So wasted, In feeling, Come close I'm walking the ceiling. Floor is the sky, Floating on by, You're dripping, I'm gripping your life, I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close,

Guifanesen Protocol For Fibromyalgia
Guaifenesin protocol is an experimental, alternative treatment for fibromyalgia proposed in the 1990s by R. Paul St. Amand, MD. The treatment involves three parts: titrating to the proper guaifenesin dosage, avoiding salicylates, and following a low carbohydrate diet if the patient is hypoglycemic. Guaifenesin has not been approved by the FDA for the treatment of fibromyalgia, and the protocol has not been shown to be effective in clinical trials as of 2005. It has been adopted by many due to anecdotal evidence of success. Contents [hide] 1 Treatment details 1.1 Guaifenesin dosage 1.2 Avoiding salicylic acid 1.3 Treating hypoglycemia 2 Theory of fibromyalgia cause 3 History 4 References 5 External links [edit] Treatment details [edit] Guaifenesin dosage The dosage is individually determined by slowly titrating the dosage up until a worsening of symptoms is noticed and there is a decrease of the lesions that can be palpated in the muscles. Patients begin w

Merry Christmas
Hello all my fubar friends!!!! I wanted to take the time to wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.. I know I haven't been around much the last month.. I've been busy making sure everyone gets their christmas gifts (delivering packages for UPS) I want to thank you all for being great friends and being here for me when I need ya.. I wish you all the best for 2008!!!!

“lonely *^* Little *^* Christmas *^* Cat”
Christmas Cat by BlueWolf © Christmas Cat….., Oh Christmas Cat….., Lonely Little Christmas Cat…., I always wonder….., We’re you’re at……, Lonely Christmas Cat…..! ! ! She ran away one Christmas eve…., Never to be seen again….., That’s why I miss my Christmas cat…., Lonely Christmas Cat…..! ! ! I leave food out every night….., Hoping that she’ll come back…., I pray and pray that she’s alright….., Lonely Christmas Cat…..! ! ! Another season has gone by….., And just when tears begin to dry….., My memory just won’t deny….., My Lonely Christmas Cat….! ! ! Christmas Cat….., Oh Christmas Cat….., Lonely Little Christmas Cat…., I always wonder….., We’re you’re at……, Lonely Little Christmas Cat…..! ! ! And since you’re gone….., There's a chill of emptyness....., In my heart......, For without you......, I’m so Lonely Christmas Cat…..! ! !

What I Have:
Fibromyalgia has been studied since the early 1800s and referred to by a variety of former names, including muscular rheumatism and fibrositis.[4] The term fibromyalgia was coined in 1976 to more accurately describe the symptoms, from the Latin fibra (fiber)[5] and the Greek words myo (muscle)[6] and algos (pain).[7] Fibromyalgia was first recognized by the American Medical Association as an illness and a cause of disability in 1987. In an article the same year, in the Journal of the American Medical Association, a physician named Dr. Don Goldenberg called the syndrome Fibromyalgia. [edit] Symptoms The defining symptoms of fibromyalgia are chronic, widespread pain and tenderness to light touch, and usually moderate to severe fatigue. Those affected may also experience heightened sensitivity of the skin (also called allodynia), tingling of the skin (often needle-like), achiness in the muscle tissues, prolonged muscle spasms, weakness in the limbs, and nerve pain. Chronic sleep

Confused..
about the signals..and feed back i receive from women around here...i have over 3500 female friends[350 fans]..but only 3 kisses''under my mistletoe''posted on my profile..one of them said''ur the most classy man of the fubar''..and then blocked me....other says''i love u,hansome'',sent 2 me a bracelet[among other gifts]...and then blocked me!!!....strange!!!!!...anyway,merry christmas 2 u,dear[and real]friends!!...peace and joy!!

Miscellaneous Meanderings
Just in case you were wondering, I try to start the new year at Christmas. There is less pressure, don't have to remember the year changing and all of that. Besides, after Christmas, the whole year is pretty well shot!! I am here for several reasons, but first of all to praise Porky Pig's version of "Blue Christmas" ~ so heartfelt and honest, yet RFOLLMAO!!!! I love politically incorrect humor, I was raised on it. I think people need to TUFF THE EFF UP! Find the off switch. Life is short and complex. Laughing is our only defense mechanism. Try it! That being said, I truly believe that this song may be one of the greatest ever, perhaps edging out the workers in the Chinese restaurant on "Christmas Story"... You know - "FaRaRaRaRa - RaRaRaRa!" Brings a tear to your eye doesnt it? That is just allergies. OK, now for some insignificant meanderings... My cat wishes he could live inside my printer My bird can do a perfect imitation of my cordless vacuum It's a complete bi

The End Of A Long Road
My Jacob got his angel wings at 11:05 pm on the 21 of Dec 2007. I was a long and hard time for us all. All we can think his Jacob is in peace. all the pain he has had is washed away. I want to think all my friends that wished me well and sent their love. The ones that were touch by Jacob and left wonder words on caring bridge or on other sites. I know now Jacob is whole, he can run and play for the first time. Jacob has found his peace. Now I search for my peace and understanding of it all. The night he passes, my body must have went into shock and the more upset I was the lower my pulse rate went. I was very upsetting to all and for some reason I felt like my body was trying to go with him, but Jacob made sure that it wasn't Mommy's turn. I need to be here for all the other babies. Very tired just got home from GA, Hope all have a wonder Christmas

I'm No Accident
I am not a cosmic accident, wandering randomly and aimlessly through life. God has a specific purpose for my life. He didn't intend for me ot go through life miserable, depressed, lonely, sick, and defeated. I may be so beaten down by the struggles in my life that I have grown assuctomed to being discouraged, but not any more! When I was younger I had a better self image of my self but now as I am older, I seen myself as a survivor. The image God wants me to see myself has been distorted; the mirrors which I have seen myself-reflected in the words, or opinions of mr parents, peers, or people who have hurt me-have become grossly crakled, delivering a contorted and distorted image of myself. When I accepted this wraped image, I open myself to depression, poverty, or worse. Becasue I wanted to beleive this self-image didn't expect anything good to come my way and that is not how God works. He want His children to be blessed and happy. I was accepting whatever came into my

I Hate Christmas...
we arn't cellebrating christmas... we instead cellebrated alaura's 2nd birthday. but this is not what this blog is about. i don't have a job or money... job soon... going to go find work, night job.... but that's not what this blog is about. Whaat has 5 wheels, needs a paint job, and someone to make sure it's ok under the hood... that's right my new car!!! it's cheep, going to get it fixed and what not... and going to get my licens, then i'll drive to and from my job (i know by then i'll have a job... considering aiming for winco.) but but omg. weeeeeeeeeeee sometime tomarrow i'll take a picture of my P.O.S. car.

Merry Christmas To All
I want to wish all my friends here on Fubar a very Merry Christmas and all the best for the New Year and let us also remember the ones that can't be with their loved ones at this time and the ones that have lost loved ones this year as it will be a sad time for them and also remember if you drink please don't drive and again Merry Christmas to all. Your friend always: DJ Midnight Rider~Owner of House Of Dreams aka: Steve

Aenima
Tool Aenima Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfoun

My First Christmas With Out Him
Baby it's cold outside. That was his favorite song. While having dinner with friends Saturday night it came on the radio. I started to cry and realized how hard this xmas will be with out him. My friends made it very special though. My friends are awesome!

Just A Thought
love this thought I would pass it on Trust me it's paradise..This is where the hungry come to feed.. For mine is a generation that circles the globe in search of something we haven't tried before. So never refuse an invitation. Never resist the unfamiliar. Never fail to be polite and never outstay your welcome. Just keep your mind open and suck in the experience. And if it hurts? You know what? It's probably worth it. You hope and you dream, but you never believe that somethings going to happen for you, like it does in the movies and when it actually does, you expect it to feel different, more visceral, more real..I was waiting for it to hit me....-orbital

My Christmas Eve
Well it appears Christmas is upon us again... Funny... I remember Christmas's being so much different than this... Even last year; I remember it being ok... Alot of fun and feeling happy... This Christmas feels alot different... There's no joy behind it... I going to bed alone and waking up with no kids here to share the day with... My Christmas Eve wasn't one for the books either... I dunno how to describe it and yet I'm sure many know what I am talking about... I miss my kids... All of them are with the mothers'... So to me right now... Its gonna be just another day here... Don't get me wrong... My dad came up and we had a great day together... but there's just something about not having your kids with you on Christmas that brings you way down... To the point you'd do anything to see them... and wish they were there with you... Though it seems more about today has me thinking about things in my life right now... Maybe its just the Holiday Blues or maybe its more... but whatever

Join Me In Gizter!
Message: Hey there, You should check out GIZter.com. It's a unique opportunity to have fun and then get paid! It's free to join... I have tried it... I love it... I have to invite you! Click on the link to sign up on Gizter. Visit or copy the following url to the address bar of your browser: http://www.gizter.com/biz/jrox.php?id=2855 Sign Up, Have Fun, Get Paid! Laurie Gaudia Username: laurie

Leaving
Well my VIP runs out soon so I figured my time is up I guess for this site. Still can contact me though if you wish........ http://www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix I'm not deleting it... just gonna be away from Fubar for a while. AJ

Stupid Ems Questions
Emergency Medical Services (stupid) Frequently Asked Questions with answers! Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it? A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it. Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions) A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here. Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital? A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in. Q. Do you like you like your job? A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job. Q. Do you make a lot of money? A. Not enough by a long shot. At least not after my State, Local, and Federal Government gets through with my check. Q. How come the Pol

Untitled
Living a love entangled with doubt Mournful times often come about For it is my love you do not believe I ask "How can thou not see"? Hath a cloud of darkness been cast upon thee As your words rain down As thy feelings are shared My face wears a frown Thou thinks i never cared Of thee I ask Look here ye will see written here lie words from me Wilt there be hope for us When flowers bloom and Amidst a sweet spring gust Where the sun's radiance shines Lies the key to two hearts combined Gaze into that brilliance And let our problems fade Returning worth to an otherwise hopeless day By those words AI heard u say The countdown has begun Together forever we'll sit In the warmth of an early dawn sun.

I Want To Know What You Would Be...
I want anybody who reads this to send me a message telling me what they would want to be in a fantasy type world... Something like this is fine: A vampire because it is what I have always liked and I feel a close connection with what they are... Condemned, forsaken, and abused for what they are...

Collective Soul-shine
Give me a word Give me a sign Show me where to look Tell what will I find ( will I find ) Lay me on the ground Fly me in the sky Show me where to look Tell me what will I find ( will I find ) Oh, heaven let your light shine down (x4) Love is in the water Love is in the air Show me where to go Tell me will love be there ( love be there ) Teach me how to speak Teach me how to share Teach me where to go Tell me will love be there ( love be there ) Oh, heaven let your light shine down (x4) Im going to let it shine (x2) Heavens little light gonna shine on me Yea yea heavens little light gonna shine on me Its gonna shine, shine on me Its gonna shine, come on in shine ---------------------------------------- Heaven let her shine down on all my freaks 'cross the land, merry christmas bitches!

Redneck Medical Terminology
Redneck Medical Terminology BENIGN................WHAT YOU BE AFTER YOU BE EIGHT ARTERY...............THE STUDY OF PAINTINGS BACTERIA............BACK DOOR TO CAFETERIA. BARIUM................WHAT YOU DO WITH A PERSON WHEN HE DIES. CESAREAN SECTION........... A NEIGHBORHOOD IN ROME. CATscan................SEARCHING FOR YOUR KITTY. CAUTERIZE............MADE EYE CONTACT WITH HER. COMA....................A PUNCTUATION MARK D&C.....................WHERE BILL CLINTON LIVES DILATE.................TO LIVE LONG. ENEMA................NOT A FRIEND FESTER...............QUICKER THAN SOMEONE ELSE FIBULA................A SMALL LIE GENITAL..............NON-JEWISH PERSON G.I. SERIES..........WORLD SERIES OF MILITARY BASEBALL HANGNAIL............WHERE YOU PUT YOUR COAT IN THE CLOSET IMPOTENT............DISTINGUISHED, WELL KNOWN MEDICAL STAFF.... A DOCTOR'S CANE MORBID..................A HIGHER OFFER THAN I BID NITRATES..............CHEAPER THAN DAY RATES NODE....................I

Ems Rules
The Rules of EMS 1. Skin signs tell all. 2. Truly sick people don't complain. 3. Air goes in and out, blood goes round and round, and any variation on this is a bad thing. 4. The more equipment you see on a EMTs belt, the newer they are. 5. If you drop the baby, pick it up. 6. When dealing with patients, supervisors, or citizens, if it felt good saying it, it was the wrong thing to say. 7. All bleeding stops....eventually. 8. All people will eventually die, no matter what you do. 9. If the child is quiet, be scared. 10. Always follow the rules, but be wise enough to forget them sometimes. 11. If the patient vomits in the rig try to hold their head to the side of the rig with the disposable equipment, not the stuff you have to clean. 12. If someone dies by chemical hazards, electrical shocks or other on-scene dangers it should be the patient, not you. 13. Any EMT, FF, LEO and/or scene chief who is more stupid than the patient is the real proble

No Country For Old Men
This received stunning reviews and deserved them. Bardem's portrayal of an imaginative, determined tracker-murderer stole the show, though (at least) much of the other acting was on a very high level also. (It was definitely gory and frightening- moreso anyway than many films that I watch- though not pointlessly.)

Finally Getting Some Peace
So anyway I want to start by wishing everyone a Happy Holiday. Things are going good for me, moving down here was defiantly the right decision for us as a family. I'm having issues with the my family over us moving but we just weren't happy where we were and need a new start. People around us were causeing undo stress because they couldn't come to grips with there own issues and insecurities. But I hold no ill will towards them for Karma always comes through. I have made some new friends and gotten closer to some old ones. I'm hopeing to go back to work soon I'm so bored just chillin around the house. But everyone always comes up with a reason that I shouldn't and the hubby puts restriction on the hours I can work. They tell me to find something to do at home but that's not the same I want to work just to be around people plus then I could go shopping more. I keep saying I'm going to put up some new pics but the problem is it seems I'm always the one taking the pics. We got an X-Box 36

Kianna, Rob....and Other Friends Of Rob.
Kianna was a wonderful woman and friend who will be greatly missed. Her passing has brought confusion, sorrow, grief and hurt. The Confusion comes into play, as to why God would take her from us so early. She had a lot of life left to live, and we will miss her greatly.... The Sorrow comes because I know see my friend Rob in so much hurt and grief....and Kianna is no longer there to be there for him, like I always trusted she would be.... The Grief comes because for those that have spoken to her know that she was a beautiful person inside and out, and we were blessed to have known her, no matter the length in time that we have known her, just knowing her was a blessing.... And the hurt.....well this is different for everyone, but for me it is because I will miss her, and miss feeling "safe" knowing that she is there for one of my best friends. For those of you that don't know, Kianna and Rob have been friends ... BEST FRIENDS ... for the last 12 years. A friendship as pure as fr

Christmas
10:54 PM 12/24/2007 Okies Yall is about that time again of the Year ... Just wanted to stop in and Say hell and Merry Christmas to Everyone hugssss and plz have a great time and safe one at that smiles be greatful ya have family and friends to be amoung as well for some of us wont be around others hugsss and Nerryyyyyyyy Christamas..ALOve Ya'll Shelly(WildHeart)

Time..
We all sometimes go thru times in our lives where nothing ever makes since and you feel lost and alone even tho your truely not alone and people do care about you, but that feeling is still there. Especially around the holidays its worse. All i really wanted for Christmas this year was to be able to spend it with my children... Even that i cant have. Between being so angry wanting to tear someones head off and being so depressed over everything lately i almost just want to say fuck it all and give up.. To any of my friends on here that may read this, Im not avoiding, im not mad, Not being online for a while does not mean i hate anyone, or am personally mad at anyone. Ive got a Shitload of shit on my mind right now and ...no... i dont want to talk about it. Im sorry if that offends anyone but i will talk about it in time if i feel the need to. I Do Wish everyone Happy Holidays. ~DJ Khaotic Wolf A.K.A. Sean...

Deconstructing Santa
I remember a time when Christmas meant something more than the amount of money spent on gifts for people you care about. Gone are the days when simply receiving a gift was good enough. Why is we feel the need to reciprocate gifts? Something purchased as an a symbol of friendship and love should not be immediately followed with a customary "I'll get you something as soon as I can..." What the hell? Saint Nicholas would be ashamed. He never once asked for a return on his investment of good will and tidings of joy. Christmas is not a ROTH IRA or a diversified portfolio. Spending money is a neccesity in a capitalistic society, not a way to expand your net worth. Stop making comments that I spend too much or that you weren't expecting a gift and therefore were ill-prepared to give me something back in return. My God, the world has gone insane. I remember waking up to the belief that a joly fat man had left a varitable fortune worth of free merchandise under a plastic tree trimmed

My Aftershock Bulliten
THIS NAUGHTY VIXEN IS HITTEN THE AIRWAVES ... WITH SOME AWESOME TUNES... YOU ARE IN FOR A THRILL... AND ONE HELL OF A GOOD SHOW... BUT YOU'LL ONLY FIND HER AT... COME ON OVER AND LISTEN... AS THIS GIRL PUTS THE TUNES OUT SHE'LL PLAY THE SONGS YOU WANNA HEAR SHE'S THE EVER SO SEXY... ONE OF THE HOTTEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN HER LISTEN TO SOME TUNES!! CHAT WITH HER... AND... GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR WHERE WE'LL TREAT YOU LIKE FAMILY ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ DOLL

Tryin To Forget You
I gave you all i had And i never asked for a thing I thought you meant forever When you gave to me a ring And now here its christmas And you i do not see And i cry myself to sleep Asken why its happening to me All i want this year is you Even if thats all i get It would truelly be a christmas That i could never forget But here im crying for you And you dont even care Cause if you truelly did Beside me youd be here I asked santa for you But my wish i didnt get Im sitting here crying And of you im trying to forget

What Do You Do?
What do you do when someone you've known half your life and care for very much gets caught up in the wrong thing...When they start to throw there entire life away but theres nothing you can do about it! you try to make them see that the path they are on will only lead to heartache, pain, and even possibly death...But that person just doesn't see or just doesn't care...You rack your brain just trying to think of a way to help them...only to have your heart torn apart when nothing helps...what do you do?... I just don't know anymore...It hurts too much to just whatch it happen but I fear If I let her go the next time I see her will be in her grave!

Day Off
So you want the day off, lets take a look at what your asking for............There are 365 days per year available for work. There are 52 weeks per year, in which you already have 2 days off per week, leaving 261 days available for work. Since you spend 16 hrours each day away from work, you have used up 170 days, leaving only 91 days available. You spend 30 minutes each day on coffee break, that accounts for 23 days each year, leaving only 68 days available. With a one hour lunch period each day, you have used up another 46 days, leaving only 22 days available for work. You normally spend 2 days per year on sick leave. This leaves you only 20 days available to work. We are off for 5 holidays per year, so your available working time is down to 15 days. We generously give you 14 days vacation per year, which leaves only 1 day available for work, and I'll be damned if you're going to take that day off!!

Mail Man
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighbourhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he noticed a dollar b

Why Do Some Men Assume The World Revolves Around Them
Men think that women should drop everything so that we can spend time with them but when we wanna spend time with them they just wanna go hang out with there homies. Like today my man rather be with his friends then his family he is prolly out drinking his life away i swear thats all he ever wants to do anymore is pick up a bottle and when it comes to christmas he said my kids didnt need nothing

Not Same This Year
this year isnt the same for me bein around the holidays bein its first time of over 3 years ive been single for this...im totally over her its been since end of april this year me and heather split..but i didnt think it would bother me then as it is now not havin anyone to share anything with sept for parents but thats not really the same..rest of my family is in diff states ranging from ga,sc,and nc. im used to not seeing them and understand..shes made her choice and got with someone else and hes has taken my place bein with her and sharing what i used to but its all good ive been let down and lot has been taken away from me from all that happend i had the heart and she didnt..im slowly gaining all that back n hopefully ill be able to share all that again with someone new i just wasnt ready to jump right into a relationship but it didnt even take her month or so if that and even move back to her home state of wva with him...oh well such as life and just another day... well yall

Dear Santa And God,
I ask for very little this year. My biggest requests I have finally gotten through the year. Which where actually the things I asked for last year I realize it was a tall order specially since it took almost the whole year to get them. Thank You. As an up date I asked for happiness for me and my children. You have brought that to us in many ways one between the three of us then cause you brought us a family that has become apart of ours. Which was another thing I asked for was to stop looking for love in all the wrong places and to let me love honest true and pure when the right one came along. Well it took half the year for that one cause he has and I deffenitly do. I asked to find a place to maybe make a carrer or at least a lasting job and you have. So I guess my wish list for this year is to make my family more complete. Keep love in our hearts and forgiveness in our souls. Keep my children happy all of them and Keep the man that brings me all the happiness I could have ever wished

Lying To Forget
This lie's become a part of me For months, I've played this game Acting like it doesn't hurt Each time I hear his name Ignoring what's inside of me Pretending I've moved on As if the feelings I once had For him are somehow gone Spending each and every day With happiness and laughs Forgetting all our memories Avoiding photographs But last night when I saw him For the first time since he left My heart stopped for a moment... I couldn't catch my breath When suddenly it hit me As the tears started to flow That even after all this time... I just can't let him go

Christmas Eve With The In-laws
It is tradition in my wife, myself and the kids to eat Christmas dinner and open presents on Christmas Eve. This year's meal was ham, potatoe salad, pea salad, assorted sandwich fixings, cupcakes, candy and sandwich rolls. The kids got mostly clothes. My oldest daughter's big present was a pair of boots. My son's big present was a Timex watch. My youngest daughter's big present was a Cabbage Patch doll. My wife and I got a new meat thermometer, a set of Wolfgang Puck knifes and a new 6 quart crock pot.

New Years Resolutions
well its that time again..lol a friend started posting new resolutions so i figured what the hell.. --i guess my first one would be to definitely lose weight...its something i stick with and drop..stick with and drop...but this time ill stick with it! obviously shown in another blog.. --second would be to find a job and stick with it...i hate working but i hate doing nothing..and moneys always nice =] --third would be to spend a little bit more time with my dad...he had open heart surgery when i was 7 and it was only supposed to last 5 years when it obviously has been 10...it drives me crazy to leave hime alone and its something i tend to do alot..you never know how much longer you have with someone and i dont want any regrets.. --my last resolution would be to be a little bit more nicer to people...i dont come off too friendly and im not trusting...i DO like it that way...thats me/my personality..cant deal? too bad!...but i can TRY to be atleast a bit nicer... =]

Done With The Lies
You don't realize what you've done to me Or what you put me through All the games you play And I seem to still love you You think you're such a pimp Sleeping with everyone under the sun So, I no longer believe you When you tell me I'm the one I learn something everyday About who you've been with There's always someone new A different little trick How can you say you love me When you cause me so much pain And every time I take you back Things remain the same I wish you could realize Exactly what you're losing Because these games you play with me Are way too damn confusing I think I've finally got the strength To tell you're *ss goodbye I'm not saying I don't love you I'm just tired of the lies

Happiness Lies Just This Side Of Heartache
Happiness lies just this side of heartache, As both are set aflame by one desire. Perhaps one would best never light that fire, Pursuing pleasure purely for its own sake. Yet joy can be as fragile as a snowflake, Full as oceans, brutal as barbed wire. All your love is all that you require, The grace that inundates the granite heartbreak. How beautiful to take on such a burden, Entering into contract with the void, Responsible to some judgmental stranger, ‘Ere meeting, for the seedtime of its soul! Sing, then, of a quest that gains no guerdon, Dearer far than pleasures now enjoyed, A journey arduous and full of danger, Yet sacred for the gift that is its goal.

My Daddy The Dancer
> >One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their fathers > did for a living. All the typical answers came up -- fireman, > mechanic, businessman, salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. > > However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when > the teacher prodded him about his father, he replied, "My father's an > exotic dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all his clothes in front > of other men and they put money in his underwear. > Sometimes, if the offer is really good, he will go home with some > guy and stay with him all night for money." > > The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the > other children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin > aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" > > "No," the boy said, "He works for the Democratic National Committee > and is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I > was too embarrassed to say that i

Buy Me !!!!!!
playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO

Goodbye
Well it's official I've come to the end of my rope, my wife doesn't want to be with me anymore but she doesn't want a divorce and neither do I and I still love her and want to be with her but there's nothing I can do. So I think I'm goin to grant her request and end my life for good then she and nobody else will ever have to worry about me fucking up their life anymore or ever again. It's been a good run but I can no longer think of a reason to stay on this earth. So peace out and I'll see ya on the other side maybe. Love ya'll all

Creating A Tragedy
Imagine what it would be like if things kept getting worse escaping what appears to be the end I don't know what to do not sure how i feel How am I alive? close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away so far to fall this isnt what I had in mind at all. why do we take it for granted when we get second tries? trapped inside this collision in my mind I can't erase the sound this state of shock oh, how am I alive? close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away so far to fall this isnt what I had in mind at all. close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] close my eyes [[Imagine what it would be like]] feeling lost [[escaping what appears to be...]] just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away [[Imagine what it would be like]] so far to fall Escaping what appears to be the end. ©ALightDivided2007

Christmas Eve
Today is Christmas Eve and today has been an eh ok day, did some last min things, and made cookies and such, I was doing some dishes tonight and i was in the kitchen by my slef with no fan, heater any windows open, and i felt wind by pass me just for that sec. I know it was my daddy letting me know that he was there and he was thinking of me. It made me cry. Was he trying to tell me something? I hope Everyone has a great christmas. Love ya all, Misty

Twas The Night Before Christmas And All Through The House Everybody Felt Shitty............
Twas The Night Before Christmas And All Through The House Everybody Felt Shitty Even The Mouse. Dad's At the Whorehouse And Mom's Smoking Grass I'd Just Settled Down For A Warm Piece Of Ass. When Out On The Lawn I Heard Such A Clatter I Sprung For My Piece To See What Was The Matter. Then Out On The Lawn I Saw A Big Red Dick. I Knew In A Moment It Must Be Saint Nick. He Came Down The Chimney Like A Bat Out Of Hell I Knew In A Moment The Fucker Had Fell. He Filled All Our Stockings With Pretzels And Beer And A Big Rubber Dick For My Brother The Queer. He Shot Up The Chimney With A Thunderous Fart The Son Of A Bitch Blew The Chimney Apart. He Swore And He Cursed As He Rode Out Of Sight Piss On You All And Have A Hell Of A Night!"

Club Bitches Rule Welcome You
HI THERE TO ALL WE WOULD LIKE TO WELCOMRE YOU TO THE CLUB BITHES RULE AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME AND WE WILL HELP IF NOT SO JUST ASK AND HELP USE MAKE THIS CLUB YOU HOME WHEN ON FUBAR SO COME SHOW SOME LOVE

To All My Friends, Enjoy, Merry Christmas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnwUgSb95Os here ya go for larry the cable guys rendition of night before christmas watch it its funny Twas the night before Christmas, And all through the trailer, We're dreaming of shotguns And cheap polyester. My Ford truck was parked on Its blocks in the yard, In hopes that St. Nicholas Would bring me some tars. I in my pajamas and my deer huntin' cap Had just keeled over for a good drunken nap. When up on my tin roof there arose such a racket, I opened the dog box so the hounds could go track it. And then on the roof I discovered the cause, Perched up on my chimney was ol' Santy Clause! And then from my eyes there fell tear by tear, As I saw those eight tasty lookin' reindeer. "Shoot" I said, "I'd feel bad if I shot 'em" Although eight big reindeer would last me past autumn. Those horns would look great hangin' up on my wall, But if I shot them, Santa'd have no transport at all. So I yelled to the Big Guy, "Santa,

All I Want For Christmas
Take back the holly and mistletoe Silver bells on string If I wrote a letter to Santa Claus I would ask for just one thing I don't need sleigh rides in the snow Don't want a Christmas that's blue Take back the tinsel, stockings, and bows 'Cuz all I want for Christmas is you I don't need expensive things They don't matter to me All that I want, can't be found Underneath the Christmas tree You are the angel atop my tree You are my dream come true Santa can't bring me what I need 'Cuz all I want for Christmas is you I don't need expensive things They don't matter to me All that I want, can't be found Underneath the Christmas tree You are the angel atop my tree You are my dream come true (dream come true) Santa can't bring me what I need 'Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

Update: Recovery Since Accident
Well as some of you now already I was to get my cast off on 12/21 and go back to work on 12/24. If all went as planned that is. Well x-rays showed that the new cast did little to help the healing process and that the only other course of action is surgery. What they are needing to do now is attach a metal (most likely titanium) plate to the bone in order for it to heal properly. This will most likely stay in for the rest of my life and is the best chance for me to heal. But first my road rash has to heal so there is no risk of infection. So now I am in a splint and not a cast. How do I feel about all this? Relieved actually. I feel that this is the only solution that will finally put an end to this crappy saga. I want my life back to where it was so bad, and I believe it will be that way once the surgery is performed and I should be back to work 2 week later. So just one more month and I am living my normal life again, I can handle that. My only problem now is, do

Needs Our Help
prmami1 ( Co-Founder of the Flamming Heart & Manager of Total Chaos)@ fubarOK FLAMMING HEARTS MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY NEEDS OUR HELP TO LEVEL LETS TRY OUR BEST TO HELP HER OUT THANK AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS LATINA69

The Wishes Not Grented
I forgot to save the one I wrote on 12/23/2007, and I can't remember it so I'm writing another one. TIRED OF BEING INSECURE, THINGS ARE NEVER WHAT THEY SEEM. I LISTEN TO THE WORDS YOU TELL ME, AND WONDER WHAT THEY REALLY MEAN. READING THINGS INTO YOUR PHRASES, THINGS THAT REALLY MAY NOT BE, TWISTING THEM UNTIL THEY'RE BROKEN, BROKEN UP INSIDE OF ME. (Chorus 1) BUT I WISH THAT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT, THAT I REALLY UNDERSTOOD, THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE CHANGED, IF I WENT BACK I KNOW I WOULD. AND AS I SIT AND WRITE THIS FOR YOU, YOU WILL ONLY WONDER WHY, YOU HAVE TO STAND AND WATCH ME CRUMBLE, WHILE THE LOVE INSIDE ME SLOWLY DIES. (Chorus 2) I WISH THAT I COULD STAND AND TELL YOU, THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, I WISH THAT I COULD TRULY TELL YOU, THAT ALL THIS PAIN WILL GO AWAY. I WISH THAT I COULD STAND AND TELL YOU, THAT THIS WON'T HAPPEN YET AGAIN, I WISH BUT I CAN NEVER TELL YOU, THAT THIS MIGHT TRULY BE THE END. WE SHOULD IN LIVE A FAIRYTALE, WITH CASTLES KINGS AND

Should Or Should I Not?
I am seriously thinking about leaving Fubar. I just no longer not sure why I am here. I have found my heart and soul is always getting hurt. I think my life is now coming back to stand still like it did several years back when I felt the need overwhelming need to hurt someone, but instead I took pills to try too end my life. I once again begin to slide back into drinking and drugs... I find when I try to reach out....I can't. I find my life at times has no real purpose in it. Though I have two poetry books out. I still find unworthy of life. So now.... With lot of things hitting me.... I sit with my dark desire to end my life again. So I will no longer feel the pain in life or around me. Why do people have to use or play with hearts and soul to where it comes to end of nothing but lies. I am sorry.... I thought the time away with helping my aunt out after her surgery would make feel better. but fuck XMas and whatever else holidays there are. I guess once again I should wither away

People Are Fucking Scum!
well here it goes my xmas eve pissed off rant...Tonight we where spposed to close at 6pm...but my last coustmer i had was soo fucking dificult she had a few 100 dollers worth of stuff i had rang up then she told me she needed things in seprate transactions...wich she should of if she had a fucking Brain told me that befor i started ringing here stuff up! then she kept holding me up thinking if she still wanted things...telling me to take things off...it got so bad the GSTL(manager) was telling her she had to leave, but she refused to....so after finally ringing it all up the bitch trys to make it up to me by buying me a candy bar...as calmly as i could right befor i was about to snap i told her i didnt want it, finished her thing and left..... at this point its way past 6pm...ok im done for now...merry xmas or whatever the fuck u celibrate..... Another adition to people who should be killed fuckers who shop on the day befor xmas!

!having Trouble Making Comments!
i want to tell all my friends& family! MERRY CHRISTMAS! For some reason i have alot of trouble making comments on peoples pages! HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY & A HAPPY NEW YEAR! LOVE U ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!! HUGS & KISS

Not In Love
Are you ready? You call me on the phone I act like nothings going on We're drivng in my car I pretend that you don't turn me on Ah ah ah you sexy thing Yeah you know it yeah Ah ah ah you move around now you show it I'm not in love It's just a phase that i'm going through I'm always looking for something new But don't go running away It's almost 3am I'm hoping that you don't let go You're moving in so close I'm trying not to lose control Ah ah ah you sexy thing Yeah you know it yeah Ah ah ah You move around now you show it (come on) I'm not in love It's just a phase that i'm going through I'm always looking for something new Don't go running away Oh i'm not in love I try to tell myself all the time I just can't help how i feel tonight So don't go running away yeah Im not in love (yeah yeah) I'm not in love I'm not in love (give it to me now) I'm not in love (break it down) Ah ah ah you sexy thing Yeah you know it ah ah ah You move around yeah

My Immortal
I recorded this a while ago but i wasnt sure if i was going to post it or not. It's just a recording of me singing My Immortal by Evanescence. Its not professional or anything... i'm just singing over the original song on a karaoke machine. My Immortal

A Christmas Romance Wish
A Christmas Romance Wish by BlueWolf © Every night there's a star, On the which I do gaze. Its power is magical, For it sets my heart ablaze. It promises all happiness, And that's being with you. This star holds my Christmas wish, To share my love with you. This poem tells of the only wish I have for Christmas this year.

Show Paradise Some Love
The Lovely and Sexy Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl Show her some love Please click her picture and leave her comments. If she wins I will give away 100,000 Fu-bucks to one of her friends Also if you leave her 100 comments I will pay you 5,000 Fubucks Let me know when your done this so I can pay you

A Different Christmas Poem~
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

"friends" Going "private"
You see a beautiful girl...you add...fan...family...rate...etc. as they specify in their intro's to "see pics". A few weeks later, the pics you joined to see/rate/fan etc. are "private for family only" or "blast to see pics"...false advertising bullshit! All the friends you had before you go all golddigger should be grandfathered in.

Shards
I knew the first time I made love with you, when I was lying there between your legs with our noses less than an inch apart, staring into your eyes and breathing your breath....you were gonna shatter my heart into a million shards.... The code word for freind requests is "SHATTERDAY"

Christmas
"Chrissy"mas 2007 Firstly let me wish you and yours a very happy holiday season before i begin my yearly blog of reflection. As i sit here thinking about things over the past year one thing comes to the forefront of my mind time and time again. My friends. If any of you have known me long enough to know my life (and some of you know alot) you will know that this past year has been one of trial and continuous change. For me it has flown by so fast its been a blur. But the one constant in all this are the people who stand behind me and beside me no matter what, through all the bs in my life. Lending and ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a kick in my ass when needed and so much more that i cant even begin to think of except for much love and laughter. Donna...you are my rock and my sister and my bitch! and a life friend. You are articulate and funny and caring and one of the finest people i know....i love you and i say that without hesitation...you are family! Steph

Reversal
Why should it be so hard to believe that I wish to lie between your feet, my lion in winter? To be sheltered from the chill of the worlds pitiless winds, and hear your heart beat. Why should I not relish the warmth of your embrace, while the nightmarish storm howls, if the reversal is discreet?

Vote For My Submission At Jpg Mag
I have submitted "The Sun Sets On The Atomic Age", to JPG magazine in the Surroundings theme for the upcoming issue. I really need your support to get enough votes to have it selected, and for it to be included in the issue, so please go vote for it using the link below: JPG Magazine The Sun Sets On The Atomic Age

A Keeper!
```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-. ,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone\'s mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn\'t any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Sa y \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken And take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... And friendships . And children with bad report cards; < B> And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth

Booboo's Christmas Pimpout :)
This time of year is like no other day. A time for family, friends, memory's and lots of laughter. I wanted too pimp out some friends that make Fubar a place where we all want too log back in everyday. I wish I could pimp out all of my friends because they are all special. I hope all of you have a wonderful holiday and look forward too the New year. Stop by leave some love they will return it back too you. Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar A m N e S i A@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar LilBamaGirl~♪WRR Fan♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar ♥ Arkansas Vixen ♥ aka SxyLisa/ OWNED by BhamBuggy@ fubar Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~@ fubar Cup Of Joe@ fubar Boone~Plz Sign My Guestbook~

A Christmas Story Movie
I think this is an all time classic movie. It is old but takes you back to what you really thought about those stupid gifts your parents got you and would've rather had that gun in your hand instead to "Put Your Eye Out". Good times when we wore those ugly pajamas with feetsies!

621
Alrighty-o...I'm heading off to bed. I still have to wrap a couple more things before I got to bed...So I will probably not see you til late tomorrow...or early - who knows...OR Not till Wednesday after I get home from work. All depends on how I feel tomorrow. SOoooooo...In case you missed it the last time - MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT! MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds

A Major Health Concern:
> > A major health concern: > > > > "A MUST READ" > > Don't just scan through this, take the time to read it entirely! > > > > > > SWEET POISON .. A MUST READ > > > > > > In October of 2001, my sister started getting very sick. She had > > stomach > > spasms and she was having a hard time getting around. Walking >was >a > > major > > chore. It took everything she had just to get out of bed; she >was >in > > so much > > pain. > > > > By March 2002, she had undergone several tissue and muscle >biopsies > > and was > > on 24 various prescription medications. The doctors could not > > determine > > what was wrong with her . She was in so much pain, and so sick >she > > just knew > > she was dying. She put her house, bank accounts, life insurance, > > etc., in > > her oldest daughter's name, and made sure that her younger >children > > were to > > be taken care o

You Were Not There!
"You Were Not There!" by 'The Enigma AKA The Black Winged Angel' I called on some friends in my time of need, The truest of the true in word and in deed, The ones I felt would never leave my side, The ones I could call on when I just wanted to hide... And you were not there! You know I'm always there to lend you an ear, Or give an encouraging word to calm any fear. Now I'm the one in need for I hurt like hell, The counselor needed consoling and knew it all to well... And you were not there! Are you upset with me for something I had done? Did I invade your space or ruin your fun? Whatever the reason, whatever the act, Even if it's nothing, there's no escaping the fact... That you were not there! So here now I sit feeling abandoned and alone, Listening to nothing but a Winter wind's moan, With millions of questions swirling in my head, And this feeling of loneliness and wishing I was dead... BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT THERE!!!