Fubar Blog Posts 3

Lord!!
For the first time in my life I know what it is that I want, but it is not my choice to make I have to leave that up to someone else to make, I know what it is I should do, but I can't bring myself to do it. So I sit here hurting and don't know how to deal with all the pain thats inside me, oh god help me and help him, Please.

Re-written By Me From The Candyman Song From Willy Wonka
Who can take a pussy, cover it with goo, hump it like a bunny, and im a minute he'll be through The Pussyman, The Pussyman can, The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good. Who can take a penis, rub it up your thigh, slide it in your pussy, and make you moan and scream oh my, The Pussyman, The Pussyman can, The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good. Joe Dubree makes, the ladies masturbate, fullfilling their sexual needs, and all their passionate wishes, some might even say they taste delicious. Who can take a virgin, make her have a wet dream, use vibrating dildos, just to blow off a little steam, The Pussyman, Joe Dubree can The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good, and your ass feels good cause The Pussyman thinks it should.

To Whom Ever It Concerns *grins*
I was given a secret admirer birthday cherry blast today. The person sent it from the CT gift shop and didnt leave a name. I did get a few clues though. So I guess its time for a fun game of guess my secret admirer. The rules were set out as follows, this person will give me a few clues daily with a secret gift for the next week. Once i guess and if i guess he/she will surprise me with something special that is only limited to my imagination. o0o0o0o0h!! What fun. My admirer did not say i couldnt ask for help though. hehe So here is what i have so far... 1-You know me by name 2-You know me by face 3-And the third clue, white lace I will update the clues as i get them, any ideas?? Let me know!! And whoever you are... Not only for the blast but for knowing enough about me to know that i love guessing games! lol x0x0x0x0

Unpretty
Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty I wish I could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror whoÕs inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think IÕm through ItÕs because of you IÕve tried different ways But itÕs all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame IÕm just trippinÕ You can buy your hair if it wonÕt grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that mac can make But if you canÕt look inside you Find out who am i, too Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty Never insecure until I met you Now IÕm in stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Ma

How Can Women To Being Tread Like Shit
I just don't know how women can be tread like crap and still be with their b/f or husban. I have this lady friend of mine she says that she is fed up and not happy with the thing going on with her husban and I tell her that I can help to get her out of that life but she still puts up a front I just don't know what to do any more. If any one of you know what to do let me know what to do peace in Iraq andrew

Changes To Contest....and More....read On Please And Repost
ive got good news to all who are in my morph contest ive put the comments down to 18,000 comments to win and ive also added another prize as well i dont know if most of you read my last blog but ive added another prize for the morph i like the best and the runner up with close to 18,000 when a winner is declared will get two morphs as well.....hopefully youll all read this blog and repost it as well.also as soon as this contest is over ill be hosting another and itll be funniest pic contest so if ya think youd got the funniest pic just let me know ok.ill accept pics now but it wont start till the other one is done and youll have to get 15,000 comments to win etc....more on that later though...have a cherryriffic day all..

Why Do I Care
yesterday was the first day in a week i made it out the door i spent pretty much last week sick and angry alot shit was going down we finally got oil to heat the house my mother has dementia and is just moping around feeling sorry for herself fell out of bed three times messing herself and wouldn't help herself i was getting pissed because i know most of the time its a pity issue and she could snap herself out of it I lived this with my grandmother and both are pretty much the same manipulative and growing up i knew this of both both where needy most of the time but they are strong willed and me not much different but i'm more independent had to be no body ever treated me as if i can't I pretty much was treated the same as a boy and un like my gram and mother i was the oldest and since 11 had to grow up pretty dam fast i became a full time caretaker of the house and serogate mother to my youngest brother so i never was involved in teen life i never dated or hung out time away from my f

Marvel Superheroes
You scored as Professor X. Superhuman mental powers: Professor X ordinarily possesses vast psionic powers, including telepathy; the ability to induce in others mental illusions, temporary mental or physical paralysis, and loss of specific memories or total amnesia; the projection of "mental bolts" to stun or render a person unconscious; astral projection; and the ability to sense other superhuman mutants within a small radiusProfessor X80%Wolverine70%DareDevil65%Spider-Man60%The Hulk55%Blade40%What Marvel Hero would you be?created with QuizFarm.com

21 Feb 07 - Wednesday
21 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1855 Alice Freeman Palmer educator (Hall of Fame) 1927 Erma Bombeck Dayton OH, humorist (The Grass is Always Greener...) 1931 Larry Hagman TV actor (I Dream of Jeannie, Dallas) 1933 Nina Simone [Eunice Waymon], Tyron NC, singer/pianist ("I Loves You Porgy") 1943 David Geffen Brooklyn NY, record producer (Geffen, Asylum) 1948 Larry Ragland Richmond VA, comedian (Keep on Truckin') 1958 Mary-Chapin Carpenter country singer (This Shirt, Shooting Straight in the Dark) 1979 Jennifer Love Hewitt Waco TX, actress 1431 England begins trial against Joan of Arc 1764 John Wilkes thrown out of English House of Commons for "Essay on Women" 1857 Congress outlaws foreign currency as legal tender in US 1803 Edward Despard last person drawn & quartered in England 1903 Cornerstone laid for US army war college, Washington DC 1925 1st issue of "New Yorker" magazine published 1931 Alka Seltzer introduced 1941 US Senate accepts Omar Bradley's demotion to Brigadier

Bad Day
most of you probably know that i'm bipolar, and i have severe mood shifts pretty easily. most of you also know that my boyfriend is in a psych institution right now. what you may not know is that he normally calls me 4 or 5 times a day, and now i haven't heard from him in 2 full days. normally i would put my 3 day rule into effect... that means if i'm dating someone, and they dont make contact with me for 3 days, that means its over. but i'm not going to be able to let this one go so easily. anyway, i struggled about 6 hours today fighting the urge to cut, you will all be glad to know the battle was a success, and i have no new cuts. i did call my dr though and she is raising my prozac from 40 to 60 and having me come in on thursday. please pray to whatever you believe in that things will get normal for both me and my boyfriend very soon. xoxo

Everything Happens For A Reason?
Everything happens for a reason? Hello all, It has been a while since I last did this, but I am bored and thought I would say a few words. I have been through quite a bit in the last few years, and had a conversation with someone about a statement that I have heard many times. "Everything happens for a reason" is that statement. Ok, I can see how one can analyze certain situations, and see how that statement can be true... sometimes. But to say that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Well, it is true, but not how those that say that mean it. The law of physics states that every action has an equal, and opposite, reaction. In this respect, everything does happen for a reason. However, when people say the statement of topic, they are referring to some mystical thing that can give meaning to their actions, or the consequences of their actions. Or the consequences of someone else's actions. Well, I am not 100% sure exactly where I stand on this topic, but I can tell you that I do l

I Want You!!!!
Qhy do y ou keep sayign the words. WHy tortue me. Is it becasue you feel as tortured as me? I want to feel your skin next to mine. To feel your heat. I want to taste you all lover and just soak you up. Man I can handle this I feel as if I am about to burst. Take this heat from me so I can rest tonight. Come take me I am all yours. YOurs to do with as you will just don't promise me anyting you are not willing to give.

Remember Me
i wrote this in march of last year thought id post it on here if it were to happen what would you learn with every angering word your just another burn to be held in your vengence to be seen in your scream chorus i am me and thats all i have one day you will learn and one day so will i if it never haappens then what will life become and as you die waiting to be heard and to be seen i hope you scream i hope you cry your the tears in my heart the chemicals in my vains one day we'll runaway and then we can forget this ever happened chorus for every crash and burn to every dirty look you were a part of me and now well see how we were never meant to be chorus

Spanks!
Just wanted to thank you ALL for the birthday wishes!!! I cant believe im 31! *wimpers* Hey it feels alright tho, Im only as old as I look and feel right? Ohh and act, and those that know me, know I dont act my age.. haha sometimes its a good thing, but usually its a good thing! lol I love you guys dearly! I had a great one at my brothers! My suprise was my parents showing up!!!!!! It was so awesome!! Kelly and I left to go pick up Michael and when we got close to the house I was looking for their car, cause I just had this feeling all week they were going to be there.. and there was their car!! I jumped out before she even got the car stopped..haha I was so very excited! I love my parents so much, we are very close and it was a great wkend. Michael cried Sunday when they left.. I wish I could make his life better.. It breaks my heart... Well I need to work on some skool work before tomorrow.. again, thank you all for the birthday wishes and as soon as I can upload more pix I'll have

When Is The Timing Right?
Hey there everyone...so im doing the whole blog thing again...just want some more opinions...thanks to all who read the first one...so the new topic is...how long should you wait before asking someone for their number? I have had a few on here that have asked right away and i just want to let you guys know out there that its a bit uncomforting when you do that with a woman. Women too...i will let you know that when you first meet a guy on here don't automatically ask them to meet you...i mean come on...patience is afterall a virtue...and if you truly like someone...don't scare them off. Chat with them for a while...find out who they really are and what they stand for...then you might not want them to have your number or better yet know where you live...kisses to all and have a great day!!

Wednesday Hump Day Woot Woot!
Here we go again, this time it's the hump day version of my blog. Seems my girl Lexie thinks we should bury Anna Nicole next to Brittney's recently shorn locks of love. Sounds like a reasonable plan to me. Shaving your head is kinda passe` isn't it? I mean Demi Moore did it back in the 80's for GI Jane (one of my all time fav movies!) Specualtion is running rampant among gossip columnists and lawyer wannabe's about why Ms Brit shaved her ugly ass cue ball head anyway. They say the best way to test for drug use is through hair folicles. Oh you THINK she's using? I woulda never thought that! She also checked herself in and back out of rehab in less than 24 hours. Now she's done this twice in two weeks. What's she doing? Checking for the best bargain or the best program? What Antigua wasn't a nice enough spot for you? Nor was Malibu? WTH, try Bangor Maine next, it's pretty far removed from prying eyes, and a Starbucks! ENOUGH WITH THE BRIT SHIT. Sympathy going out to my

Metaphysical Forecast For Feb.21st-27th Friends Stimulate Reality
FRIENDS STIMULATE REALITY by tony mims February 21, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net FREE Click on Tarot Game at PlanetAUTHORity.com Thursday March 29, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net I would like to welcome you to another week of self-diacovery and universal understanding. This week’s forecast of major transits will begin early Wednesday morning when Venus, the planet of personal relationships and artistic expression will enter into the sign of Aries. The energy of Venus in Aries will make you be more aggressive and competitive in your emotional self-expression. Venus in Aries is in its detriment, bec

You Know I Love Ya Right?
My cute foot is in a tattoo contest! that is on miss hazels page :D... so please stop by and drop some comments please... :D xoxoxo... luv ya all... ♥Ellie Click on the picture to vote! Thank you :D xoxoxoxo

Drugs & Wealthy Parents.
Hotel Nuts is the place to be. As far as nuthouses go. I was treated like a king thar. Pappy owns stock in the nuthouse. He owns stock in just about everything. More stuff than I wanna keep up with. My parents ain't in league with the super rich. But they are trying to get thar. I ain't gonna bet against them. I had my own private room at Hotel Nuts. It was covered in soft blue rubber. The walls, the ceiling and the floor were all rubber. I could fall out of bed and never get a bruise. At the nuthouse, you get plenty of free drugs. But no booze. I ain't never been much of a drugger. Yea, I smoke some grass once in a blue moon. And I do have to take a daily dose of anti-nut medication. But that is it. Maybe some Tylenol PM at bedtime with a double shot of bourbon. It helps me sleep. Nuthing else. Pappy and Mama got me out of Hotel Nuts real quick. They did not want to visit me thar. It is bad fer their image. But not mine! I loved the other crazy folks. I met many interesting people

Ten Things Every Child With Autism Wishes You Knew
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew By Ellen Notbohm South Florida Parenting Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute, the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look "normal," but his or her behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Today, the citadel of autism, once thought an "incurable" disorder, is cracking around the foundation. Every day, individuals with autism show us they can overcome, compensate for, and otherwise manage many of the condition's most challenging aspects. Equipping those around our children with a simple understanding of autism's most basic elements has a tremendous effect on the children's journey towards productive, independent adulthood. Autism is an extremely complex disorder, but we can distill it to t

Fuckin Work !!!!!
im tired of work, but calling my daughter and seeing her pics were the best of my day and it makes life worth while. arley , im going too see you very very soon. i cant wait, only a few more sleeps. did you have fun counting numbers with mummy ? i sure did, im happy to hear your voice when i cant be with you, remember monkee. i'll see you soon. love always mummy oxo

Tomorrow
I have my ob appointment for an annual and also to see if im pregnant or not, its at 9 am. Im kinda scared to find out cause of the fact if i am Ill be ruining my ex bf's life. But on the other hand ill be happy cause I'll have someone that I can acutally love to death. If you do read this *you know who* Im sorry if it comes out to the point that I am. Well time to get ready to go out an have fun for the last time for a long time if I am.

An Angel
I'M SENDING YOU AN ANGEL TO WATCH YOU FROM ABOVE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU WHEN YOU NEED A LITTLE LOVE I TREASURE YOU SO DEARLY AS MY VDERY SPECIAL FRIEND... THAT WHY YOU HAVE AN ANGEL ON WHOM YOU CAN DEPEND

In Her Eyes
Looking into her eyes. I feel so safe. For once I am complete. Life seems so much better with her in it. She is the air I breathe in so many ways. Pureness. I love her. I look into those beautiful eyes and I believe in us. Our future can be so real. We give efoort at succeeding but never loving. It just comes so damn natural to us. We have something real. Those eyes see me for me. They dont judge. They look with so much love in them. I come undone. I become dreamy. In your eyes I get so lost. Everytime our eyes meet its like the first time all over again. All I need is to be the man I am in your eyes. You see the real me. The softness of my heart. You love it. I am safe with you. I am complete with you. You are my all.

Cooking Idea Websites
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine: McCormick Love Your Raisins Folger's Coffee Muir Glen Organic Tomatoes Lunchables (great for snacks) Smoked Paprika Italian Olive Oil Recipes Broth Recipes Raw Sugar Recipes Honey Recipes Chocolate Recipes Almonds Are In! Other items of interest -- Petal Business Card Case Storage Containers - Small on Space

Cut Off
This is the intended purpose Bare with me this morbid discourse Now I clutch tightly at the purse-strings Did you think that I was kidding? Beast unleashed by the stench of virtue Look at what you've gotten yourself into I declare psychological warfare I'm laughing here while you cry there I don't need your fucking favors As it turns out you're not my savior You've pissed away all of your luck I just stopped giving a fuck We have lost all saving grace Can you read "Done" on my face? Now your vibrating space-heater Doesn't fucking need you either They have become all cracked and blackened When they fall off I'll still be laughing Now you're battle line detracting Since you see this actually happen Even with my organs failing I was always good for an impaling Now you've lost your final grip I'M NOT PISSED OFF, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT I wouldn't have minded if I was whipped But can't even manage to weild it So good morning to you too, your flower has become a snatch

A Poem For My Wonderful Mom...rip 11/5/33-12/7/94
My poem for my mom....RIP 11/5/33-12/7/94 She was as sweet as could be with her blue eyes sparkling down at me. She yelled at me from time to time, but I deserved it so I didn't mind. Her sweet perfume always lingering thru the air and the way she used to wear her strawberry blonde hair. The sweetest woman I ever had the chance to know But for some unknown reason, God had his own plan for her and I had to let her go. I miss her alot and talk to her from time to time Looking for her input to maybe give me peace of mind. God gave me this wonderful person for a great twenty one years But now all he's left me with is an empty heart and eyes full of tears. She was the greatest person you'd ever want to meet And I called her mom without skipping a beat So for those who still have their moms Treasure them or they'll soon be gone.

Thank You In Advance
im tryna get my leave up on here so show me some love and i show some back rate my pics and drop a comment on the ones you like and ill do the same and fan me and/or friend me to those that do it ill buy you a gift

Whats Your Kinky Turn On
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Blood83%Whips75%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Yesterday
Yesterday was where I Had a place in your life Yesterday is over And so are we. Today I met someone new And while hell never compare to you He has melted my heart And our love is ready to start. Tomorrow is not yet here But I know it will be lonely Without you by my side. So please stay with me, My love, my best friend, You will always be Welcome in my heart.

Three... Two... One...
If tomorrow would be A brighter day For you and me Could you stay? By my side Where I need you most Or will you hide Like some damned ghost? I loved you All of my life I want someone new Dont cause me strife. If I cry over you My tears wont last I wont be blue As youre now my past. Ive met someone new Shes a wonderful girl, I wish you knew She is now my world. Life is love And love is fleeting But I feel its tug And I accept its greeting. Ill always love you That will never change When Im old and blue The memories will remain. Pieces of me Pieces of her Pieces of us three What a mess occurred! I loved you both And loved you longer With a bit of growth I could have been stronger. My life is barren And now I am alone. I have been staring Too long at the phone. Its never going to ring No one will ever call Ive been kept on a string And then left to fall. I hate you both You have no idea What your joke Has done to me.

Won't It Be Nice
Won't it Be Nice Won't it be nice to see you again seems I've been gone since I don't know when. I've had lonely nights and bottles for friends and it'll be nice to see you again. Babe I've been down since you've been gone its hard to love over a phone but it won't be long now 'til I hold you tight, 'cause I'm coming home.I'll be there tonight. Though I don't always get standing ovations I don't always knock the ball over the fence. My life is not always a perfect situation and it will be so nice to see you again. I used to hate to go home its a bad feeling to be alone theres been some changes since way back then it will be so nice to see you again.

Cali, Texas & Alaska!!!
CALIFORNIA : - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well... Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them Americans! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snow days off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we don't fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My governor can kick your govern

Memorial Tribute
Through this media I am inviting all family, Friends and fans to view this tribute for my son David he was taken from this plain of exsistance into the here after on November 21st 2005 In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials

What A Day!
I have been cleaning house all day so now I am sitting down to try and relax before I head off to bed. My husband left on friday for training and I haven't talked to him since he left...that is causing me to stress a lot. We have been together for going on 12 years and this is the first time since he joined the military that we have had to go days without talking. He will be gone about 4 weeks and not talking to him for that long I am sure I will be insane when he gets home. But enough about that... I am new to this site and was invited by a friend so here I am. I am looking for friends to chat with and just to pass the time since I am at home all day...I homeschool my boys, well I only have one in school now and he will be finished with it all by the summer. They play alot of video games online with other boys... My husband and I are trying to have a baby...I know what you are thinking...I am 37 and I must be crazy for wanting another child knowing that all of mine are gro

Hats Off To My Grandpa
My grandpa was a very special guy he was in the royal canadian air force. Were he went to world war two after marrying grandma.While he was at war grandma had dad when he found ot that it was a boy he was happy as a lark.After coming Home from the war grand and grandma had two more children uncle and aunty.My comes off to all the men and women who fight to keep our country safe and free.Escailly my grandpa Were ever you are grandpa I love you.

Responding 101
After much input from a few completely awesome women around here I have decided to help you poor, retarded, neanderthal guys out! Welcome to the class! Today we will be discussing reading and responding to womens profiles, or as I like to call it: "Don't be a FuckTard for Dummies!" Congratulations! You somehow managed to land an account! Look at all of these WONDERFUL women who just cannot WAIT to experience the joys and bask in the glow that is you! Hold your horses there cowboy! Don't give yourself carpal tunnel with machine gun clicky clicky's on the "Priv Msg Link" just yet! Did you even bother to R E A D the womans profile? You know? that thing you are doing now because you think I am a dude and you didnt find me attractive? We both know how hard it is for you to "read" when all of the blood just rushed from your big head down to your little head, now don't we? Actually we are a couple. Tip # 1: Jerk Off BEFORE logging in. Twice if you have to with your horny ass! This

Hi Everyone
well i am sorry i was not yestardy at all i was hung over from saturday night and i was too tired to come on and i slept most of the day away.i will be out for awhile tonight going to my mom's for her birtday tonight. well i have to go but i will be back later on tonight. hoe noone i mad i was not on lastnight. love hotchick3

Count My Blessings
i don't get much sleep anymore i don't go out as much anymore i stay inside dogs at my side and i smile at what i see it's not about you it's not about me it's about the two next door i don't get to see my friends as much i don't get to shop and such but i don't cry i just sigh and smile at what i see every night in the cool moonlight i stay awake and i count my blessings starlight starbright everythings alright look how big i smile as i count my blessings it's not about you it's not about me it's about the two next door every night as i hold them tight i dream of tomorrow and i count my blessings starlight starbright everythings alright look how big i smile as i count my blessings for helene, who gives me hope metalwolf music©

I'm 4 Seal
Here's the rules Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow

Stressing
My life seems empty and broke to the core. I am filled with regrets that I want no more. My life isnt perfect and it never will be. I am locked in myself when I want to be free. My life seems so twisted when I think of mistakes. Ive made so many of them. Its a hard habit to break. My life is all torment now and Im stuck with the guilt. Im so full of temptation. Im in for the kill. My life is just a misery. My life is just a blur. My life is like a cancer. Im waiting for the cure.

Blonde Joke
A blonde goes into the police department to apply for a secretarial job.The Chief wants to ask her a few questions.... Chief: What's 2+2? Blonde: Ummmmm... 4! Chief: What's the square root of 100? Blonde: Ummmm... 10! Chief: Good! Now, who killed Abraham Lincoln? Blonde: Ummmm... I dunno. Chief: Well, you can go home and think about it. Come back tomorrow. The blonde goes home and calls up one of her friends, who asks her if she got the job. The blonde says, excitedly, "Not only did I get the job, I'm already working on a murder case!"

Cudiest Kid Contest!
~~ Cuties Kid Contest ~~ Can't take no more kids! Cutiest Kid Contest I need kids for my contest. Most comments wins! Comment Bombing allowed. You can comment bomb yourself! Winners will win 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC gifts 1st Kid is..... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 3 comments is...... 3rd Kid is...... with 1022 comments 4th Kid is...... with 219 comments 5th Kid is...... with 3 comments 6th Kid is...... with 201 comments 7th Kid is..... with 1 comments 8th Kid is..... with 0 comments 9th Kid is..... with 0 comments 10 th Kid is...... with 0 comments Contest will start on 2/28 thur 3/7 thanks Maria

Your Clothes Dryer
Your Clothes Dryer Just thought that I'd pass this one on!! It makes sense!! The heating unit went out in my dryer. The guy that fixes things went in to the dryer pulled out the lint filter. It was clean. We always clean the lint from the filter after every load of clothes. He told us that he wanted to show us something. He took the filter over to the sink, ran hot water over it. Now, the lint filter is made of a mesh material - I'm sure you know what your dryer's lint filter looks like. WELL...the hot water just sat on top of the mesh!!! It didn't go through it at all!!! He told us that dryer sheets cause a film over that mesh that's what burns out the heating unit. You can't SEE the film, but it's there. This is also what causes dryer units to catch fire & potentially burn your house down with it! He said the best way to keep your dryer working for a very long time & to keep your electric bill lower) is to take that filter out & wash it with hot soapy

Through Wolveseyes
Through Wolf Eyes Body: As day ends and night begins to fall does your soul hear wolf's call ... As wolf's cry is heard through the dark does it stir something in your heart ...? Nestled there in all your security do you not long to also run free ...? You try to sleep but toss and turn is it because you also yearn ...? Does your heart long to be a creature who runs wild and free When the night is long and still do you long to roam forests and hills ... Do not hide your urges nor feel ashamed if there's part of you that cannot be tamed This is what sets your spirit apart the wildness of the wolf in your heart With wolf and his secrets of old do we not share the same soul ...? We roam cities as wolf roams forests of trees but it is we who search life's mysteries ... Watch and seek wisdom through wolf eyes learn his secrets and grow wise ... Perhaps then your heart will learn why your spirit longs and yearns.

~ The Good Going On In Iraq ~
The Good Going on in Iraq [COMMENT: The American media is unwilling to post the truth about events in Iraq. I do not know whether the new Iraq constitution will succeed, but I do know that the media is morally bound to give an honest report. The fact that the media report is almost identical everywhere is not a testimony to the truth of the matter, but more to the fact that the media outlets are owned by a very small group of like-minded persons. On the other hand, there is a big difference between supporting our troops and supporting the decisions of politicians which send troops into harm's way. It is not unpatriotic to disagree with "Bush's war", and it is not demeaning in the least to our troops to so disagree. We must keep those two issues separate. The valid issue below is honest reporting by the media. And, for sure, we do not have that. E. Fox] ALERT: What is the "mainstream media" telling us about the situation in Iraq? What d

Wants
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~~goodnight~~
plz click here for goodnight message i fawkd up and forgot to copy paste codes to a blog before postin bulletin sorry just click link!! hugs and kisses luv louise x plz click here for goodnight message

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XxThe Best and Most Challenging Quiz of The Nightmare Before ChristmasxX You know so much about the nightmare before christmas. You must research and study it as much as I do. I have loved this movie since I was a kid and studied it very hard. Congratulations.Please Please Please vote for my quiz. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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Hey Brother Christian with your high and might errand Your actions speak so loud I can't hear a word you're saying Hey Sister Bleeding Heart with all of your compassion Your labours soothe the hurt but can't aswage temptation Hey man of science with your perfect rules of measure Can you improve this place with the data that you gather? Hey Mother Mercy can your loins bear fruit forever? Is your fecundity a trammel or a treasure? And I wanna conquer the world Give all the idiots a brand new religion Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness, and toil Promote equality in all of my decisions With a quick wink of the eye, and a "God you must be joking!" Hey mister Diplomat with your worldly aspirations Did you see your children cry when you left them at the station? Hey Moral Soldier, you've got righteous proclamations And precious tomes to fuel your pulpy conflagrations And I wanna conquer the world Give all the idiots a brand new religion Put an end to poverty, unc

Banoffee Pie
Banoffee Pie The word banoffee is a combination of "banana" and "toffee." This fun-to-eat banoffee treat goes even further by adding a sweet and crunchy crust made with toasted pecans and graham cracker crumbs. Enjoy! Servings: 12 Ingredients: Crust * 1 cup graham cracker cookie crumbs * 1/2 cup pecans, toasted, finely chopped * 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted * 2 tablespoons packed brown sugar Filling * 2 (13.4-ounce) cans dulce de leche (caramelized sweetened condensed milk) * 4 large bananas * 1 cup heavy cream * 1 tablespoon confectioners' sugar * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract Directions: For the crust: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. In a bowl, mix the crumbs, pecans, butter and brown sugar. With the back of a spoon, press onto the bottom and 1 inch up the sides of a 9 1/2-inch springform pan. Bake for 10 minutes. Cool on a wire rack. For the filling: Spoon the dulce de leche into the cooled c

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Going thru my lists... cking it twice... gonna find out who's been naughty and nice.... yep thats ME!! obviously... gonna correct something I've done wrong! I apologize!! I am out to fix something I have obviously neglected... I am out to fan each and every friend and family member that I have neglected... I don't know how this has happened but it was brought to my attention today that it is unequal. I am ashamed! Forgive Me! Hugs&Luvs! ~MzMic~ Update:

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> > You've got to love this little girl. > What a fine woman / wife she'll make! > > A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of > life?" > A little girl in the back row raised her hand and > said, > "All I want out of life is four little animals." > The teacher asked, "Really, and what four > little animals would that be sugar?" > > The little girl said, "A mink on my back, > a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in my bed > and of course, I'll need a jackass to pay > for all of it." > The teacher fainted.

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Reginold - Y.a.a.f.m
BTW i have nothing against muslims im not goin out of my way to insult their religion - i just think he had a few points which are funny it for a laugh not to start hate plzz dont abuse me over it

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Saturday, We all left before the place closed, except for Jennifer. I was so exhausted from the outing that I slept till 8p.m. for an hour or less and woke to some ass wipe calling at 1a.m. and when I hadn't answered he just sat there with the phone ringing and ringing and ringing. When I finally answered I started yelling at him then when I broke for air he said "What?" so I just hung up. NOTE TO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE WH DID NOT GET TAUGHT PHONE ETTIQUETTE AS A CHILD: Let the phone ring no more than 4 times, 5 if you zone out, but don't keep ringing and ringimg if someone doesn't answer... unless you want them to get pissed off or block your number. It is rude to call someone before 10a.m. or after 10 p.m.. There are two exceptions to this: If it is an emergency If you were told you could by the person who's phone number you are calling, or their call patterns to you have indicated that they

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I am a Dom. I did not say brute. I did not say harsh. I am a Dom, not a cold-hearted chauvinist who cares little for, and respects even less the woman in his life. No, I revere my beloved, for I realize that without I do not exist. Without her I am a mere disassembled puzzle. Yet with her I am a whole. Ah, yes I am a Dom. I call my beloved gem, more precious and rare than the most opulent of all yet undiscovered treasures. I also call her slave, yet what is life without paradoxes? She is my possession, my responsibility, my primary interest, and my saving grace. I am a Dom. I demand respect from her. I expect obedience from her, I am a Dom and from my slave, my beloved, gem, I receive the sweet fruit of submission. But that is just a fact, it is not the story. Submission is the fruit, yes. But as is so often the case, much more understanding is derived from the gestation. You see, I am a Dom, and I live in the paradoxical world we call life. I treasure the submission of my gem as I

Random
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So I'm up. changed the baby she is having her bottle , Kisha is sorta awake sorta asleep... Is it wrong the feelings i have? Is it wrong to care? This baby is so cute and i have grown so attached, I know this is no rebound feelings because if it was it would be purely about those big beautiful eyes still asleep in my bed. But it is as much about her as it is about the bundle of joy sitting beside me in her play pin... She has someone that makes how i feel wrong, But cuddled up next to her feels right. Part of me knows this is wrong.. But part of me says its right.. i dunno what i am gunna do

Keep This On The Fridge
Did You Know That? Drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately -- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns? Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer . Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections almost ins

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As I sit here on a beautiful day lookin out the window at my lil girl playing in the warm sun, i think to myself..self you need a vacation. you work too damn much and never have time for play. So soon very soon I am going to make more time... i have to or I am gonna go nuts.Ha ha anyone got any ideas what i should do? ha ha just blowin off steam here. UGH school is hard and not getting better i got 3 more years to go with my residency still to do yet. SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!! muah kisses too all

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Ladies and gentlemen...I'd like to do a contest! You can use any picture you want and the person w/ the most comments in 3 weeks will win! I'll start the contest as soon as I get 10 people to join up but would like to start it this week sometime! So come on! who wants in? Winner gets a 7 day blast! 2nd place will get a 1 day blast! Everyone else will get a prize as well!! The contest ends exactly 21 days after it starts...I'll alert all entries of exact start time.

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My favorite thing to do.... A CANDLE LITE ROOM. EROS and I. MY MIND maybe A NICE LADIES MAGAZINE OR MY COMPUTER. PLESURING MY SELF INTO A WORLDPOOL OF ECSTACY. curious cupid.

Very Educating - Glad Things Have Changed
VERY EDUCATING - GLAD THINGS HAVE CHANGED Interesting. The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneat

Morning S-e-x?????
Morning S-e-x????? John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Marie, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into he room and asked him to take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Marie, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. Her note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." His note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some

I Dont Care Anymore
Anti cannot control me or anyone else, I found out where my friends lie, If anyone wishes to still talk to me im still here, he cannot tell me who I can or cannot talk to, you wish not to talk to me that is fine, but I have several others like Elmo and Trin that wont mind talking to me, and theres nothing he can do, they are not just his friends and he renounced me as his daughter, so he has no say so any longer on what I do, You said I was being cold hearted dad....well guess what, now I am......and you know what, be thankful you made me this way...along with several others along the way, but you were the icing on the cake........SO here it is the new and improved darkened Lora Havic

*~beyong Our Control~*
“Beyond our Control” You’re in a situation beyond your control. But please let me love you anyways. Let me be there, The one you can turn to. I want to give you everything you need. Love is suppose to be a single emotion That consumes your entire body. Grabbing your hands, holding them tight, Staring into your eyes, Seeing my future within you, I just want you to know that I’m not going to let you go. My heart skips a beat every single time I touch you. So afraid to get close but it’s beyond my control. I want to know if I could be your world. I will give you all you will need. My love just grows on and on. I’ve tried not loving you, But every time I move on I have a huge hole inside of me. I know that we may never be together, Just know that you’re all that I need. I’m dying inside without you by my side. We are connected beyond what we see. Our hearts beat as one. Who would have known that the love I have? For you burns so intensely within me, If it was

I Am Tired Of The Bullshit.
I AM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT...NOT ONLY HERE ON THE TAP, BUT IN MY OWN HOUSEHOLD..I AM SICK OF PEOPLES BITCHING ABOUT STUPID PETTY SHIT AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT I AM SAYING KISS MY FAT WHITE ASS!!!! YES I SAID KISS MY ASS......GET A LIFE QUIT FUCKING MAKING ME MISERABLE...WAIT LET ME REPHRASE THAT I AM NOT GOING TO LET NOBODY NO HOW PISS ME OFF ANYMORE...YOU EITHER LOVE ME OR YOU HATE ME EITHER WAY I DO NOT GIVE FUCK....YES I SAID FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK DAM IT!!!!!!AND YEAH I MARKED IT N.S.F.W.(giggles) L.M.A.O. HEY WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO I'M PISSED AND NOBODY TO VENT TO EXCEPT YOU ALL HERE MY TAPPER FRIENDS I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GALS...-PLEASE REMEMBER TO BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER...LIFE IS TOO SHORT LOVE LIKE IT IS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH...YOU NEVER KNOW IT JUST MAY BE.:(

My Role Playing Collection, Updated
Ok we all know I'm a role playing geek so I just thought I would make a list of all the books in my collection Berlin by Night Blood Magic: Secrets of Thaumaturgy Children of the Night Clanbook Assamite (1st edition) Clanbook Assamite (revised) Clanbook Brujah (1st edition) Clanbook Brujah (revised) Clanbook Gangrel (1st edition) Clanbook Gangrel (revised) Clanbook Malkavian (1st edition) Clanbook Malkavian (revised) Clanbook Setite (1st edition) Clanbook Followers of Set (revised) Clanbook Toreador (1st edition) Clanbook Tzimisce (revised) Clanbook Ventrue (1st edition) Council of Primogen DC by Night Dirty Secrets of the Black Hand Gehenna Ghouls: Fatal Addiction Giovanni Chronicles II Blood and Fire Giovanni Chronicles III The Sun Has Set Giovanni Chronicles IV Nuova Malattia Guide to the Camarilla Guide to the Sabbat Guilded Cage Inquisition Los Angeles by Night Midnight Siege Mexico City by Night New York by Night Nights of Prophecy Players Gu

I'm Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free, I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when i heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play, Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Ah yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me God wanted me now. He set me free. Grandpa we will never forget you and miss you lots and love you lots. 1925-2006

Exciting
I'm so excited that I'm going riding tomorrow and Sunday. We'll ride, take some pics, etc for a bit, than come home and swim. And than as it cools off here (it's been hot lately) we might go back out. I'll have some new photos too.

The One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with onl y two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft,

Deep Thought I Am Bipolar
i am bipolar. i was on the verge of killing myself? i was in an "INSTITUTION". for a week. i am being completly honest. i have my reasons hate me love me just give me a chance and hear waht i have to say. consider it. then define your belife about it. my mother died st pattys day last year. my dog whom was with her died march 2. lots of wierd things have been happening.this is not copyrighted in anyway shape or form it is public domain so share it if someone you know needs guidence please tell them about me i will talk to anyone im getting a cell soon and will share my personal number to anyone. please find it in your heart to help. if you care you will. my email is asialurch@yahoo.com i have nothing better to do so i will although i have a small life i WILL respond as soon as possible. i want NO MONEY DONT EVEN OFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will might go back in the hospital but i will stay on top of it! i go to aa and na in havre de grace maryland and york pa. please.

A Day Off From Work; A Day For Sales!
Today was a day off for me from work and I took full advantage of it. I did a few things around the home and then I changed clothes and headed out for my adventure. First Stop -- was the clothes store. I bought 10 that would have cost me well over $300 for only $60. Whoo hoo!!! Even found a formal evening outfit to wear for only $15. Can't beat that, for sure. Oftentimes, I hesitate to spend as much as they are normal selling for (hundreds of dollars) because my work is even very casual wear and I would never wear such a fancy skirt/jacket there. But, for only $15...who, in their right mind couldn't justify that, even if you only wore it 1-2 times throughout the year? Next Stop -- I stopped at the place where I volunteered to call upon victims. I spent 3-1/2 hours there. I could have finished the entire project today, if I stayed longer, but I knew that I had to get some very much needed groceries for my home. A Detour Was Made -- to see where they have rev

Cheating Hurts
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

Heartstrings Are Played Upon
Heartstrings Are Played Upon by Hope It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

I'm Taurus - The Tramp
Hello, Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud.Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forwa

New Contest Starting Up
here is a list of contest im trying to start up. they are favort sports team, hottest pussy contest, Best chest contest, best tattoo contest, BEST PIERCING CONTEST. please pick one and let me know what pic u want to use and what contest you like to be in. thanks bill

The Perfect Man
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his feelings of love for you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, screw this stupid poem The perfect man is gay.

The Donkey
Once upon a time there lived a king and a queen, who were rich, and had everything they wanted, but no children. The queen lamented over this day and night, and said, I am like a field on which nothing grows. At last God gave her her wish, but when the child came into the world, it did not look like a human child, but was a little donkey. When the mother saw that, her lamentations and outcries began in real earnest. She said she would far rather have had no child at all than have a donkey, and that they were to throw it into the water that the fishes might devour it. But the king said, no, since God has sent him he shall be my son and heir, and after my death sit on the royal throne, and wear the kingly crown. The donkey, therefore, was brought up and grew bigger, and his ears grew up high and straight. And he was of a merry disposition, jumped about, played and took especial pleasure in music, so that he went to a celebrated musician and said, teach me your art, that I may play the lu

My Idea Of What A Real Woman Is
She would always be kind and considerate of others and their feelings. She wouldn't lie about stupid shit, or important shit either. Story telling like " the mouse was this ( ) big, is fine, not too mention funny. She would be loyal to her husban/fiance/boyfriend/signifigant other. She would never cheat She would always stand up for and protect those she loves. She would be outgoing but no where to draw the line. She has faith in herself and her loved ones. She knows who she is and what she can and should do. She accepts all others for who the are. Wether she decides to keep them around is her business. She is always friendly and polite, unless provoked to protect someone weaker them herself. She will have manners and know how to use them. She loves strongly and deeply . She is kind to animals and all others smaller and weaker then herself. She would never hit her partner NEVER EVER. She would severely injure any one who did She is kind to children She is kind and respe

Drinks And Such...
I'm not even going to expound on the horrors of work at the moment. If I get on a rant I might not stop. So I've been entertaining myself (after the last deluge of orders) with perusing absinthe's that are available online. I've never tried it but I've had it reccomended to me by several people. I'd certainly like to give it a try but ther are quite a few varieties available and most (except for tiny little taste sets) are expensive, especially when I have no clue what would be good to start with. If there's any of you who are familair with absinthe do you have a reccomendation on a particular type? I'd like to try a traditional type so that I can experience the full effect. I've found several online that seem to be good to try but I'm still curious as to other people's opinions. Of course, I also wouldn't say no to a gift of absinthe showing up at my work. *grin* If you feel that generous I'd be happy to give you my work address. But again, if you have some reccome

Avant Guardish Stuff
Thought I'd just write something.. I'm just waking up as I do.. drinking my monster.. gotta leave the house to get something to eat.. trying to figure out what I need to be doing right now.. some stuff to push out a podcast episodes.. gotta work on the developer stuff with flash.. and should probably get to the wordpress thing... and should probably work hard to resist the evil seductions of the cherry!!! Easier said then done though! I suppose with that, allow me to leave you with a little Edgar Varese Ionisation action for you. Edger was, once upon a time, a "modern classical composer," which.. I suppose means he was one of those crazy radicle folks.. whom I generally find more interesting then them boring status quoe folks... so I hope you can dig it.. well.. I suppose I'll leave it at this

Wtf!!! Ok This Is Now Getting Juvi
I AM QUOTING HERE GANG..." I am so not scared of you and the wanna be's. Ice the only fat cow i see is you and Pink made you the deputy sheriff you look more like deputy dog" YUP REAL MATURE.. ROFLMMFAO!!

Why, I Give Up!
Many have asked me why,do I give up? Well, I have given up on finding the one for me. Many have said that, they want to be with me and when I come to there area let them know, that isn't how it works. Like, Sam, in "I am Sam", words, words, I need more than words! Words without actions mean nothing to me. I guess one could say that I am gun shy when it comes to men, I guess I am so deal with it, I have come to the conclusion that I will stay single till I can find a local man or one that wants me and takes the bull by the horns and shows up,ready and wanting what I want........So, guys if you only have words, keep them to yourself, I can take care of my self and will continue to do so. I want you to walk beside of me not in front of me or in back of me........Life is to short for the what ifs of the world......oh and if you want to see my pics make a salute pic and then come back and chat awhile.

What Retard Made This?!?!?
ONE - Spell your name without an E,S,H,I,M,A: BLL WL TWO - Are you single? YEAH, AIN'T IT KEWL? THREE - What’s your favorite number? THE ONE THAT WINS. FOUR - Favorite color? GREEN. FIVE - Least favorite color? YELLOW. SIX - What are you listening to? FRANCO UNAMERICAN BY NOFX. SEVEN - Sing? BETTER THEN MOST. EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? COULD BE BETTER. TEN - what was/is you favorite subject in school? LITERATURE. ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?: NEVER!!! TWELVE - How do you make money? THE FUN WAY. THIRTEEN - Where did you graduate from? EASTSIDE. FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing? DEPENDS. FIFTEEN - One word to describe you? BILL. SIXTEEN - Do you like Mac? NAH, MACS AN ASSHOLE.... SEVENTEEN- Do you own big sunglasses? PABLO ESCOBAR STYLE BITCHES!! EIGHTEEN- Where do you wish you were right now? NOT HERE. NINETEEN - What should you be doing right now? NOTHING. TWENTY - Do you have

Good News?
We'll see ... court again this morning ... i REALLY love this lawyer! could be as early as this afternoon! I miss u baby! You'll get your massage soon! Maybe sooner than any of us thought hehehe ... update later this afternoon.

Wyoming My Way:)
I wander This life In various states Of Fuck You The middle fingers Locked and loaded The F bomb In the silo And ready to Fire I enjoy having A weapon of Ego destruction A lack of peace keeping Missile A verbal sabre It can be used So many ways With multiple Interpretations Depending on Which shade I choose It can be Magnum force Or an Invitation

5 New Bulletins
hey all i have 5 new bulletins posted check em out and dont be afraid to answer. also it will help my time go by when i reply. because if you didnt know i got laid off yesterday and it sucked big time. not only did i get laid off but so did my mother :( so please make a girl happy and reply back thanks

Love
u know its customary to tell someone u love them b4 u hang up i always sit one hte line waiting for the i love u ... normaly when u know so,meone u care about is upset u try and be more affectionate but i just wait .. and u just say bye

10 Reasons Eve Was Created...
10. God was worried that Adam would frequently become lost in the garden because he would not ask for directions. 9. God knew that one day Adam would require someone to locate and hand him the remote. 8. God knew Adam would never go out and buy himself a new fig leaf when his wore out and would therefore need Eve to buy one for him. 7. God knew Adam would never be able to make a doctor's, dentist, or haircut appointment for himself. 6. God knew Adam would never remember which night to put the garbage on the curb. 5. God knew if the world were to be populated, men would never be able to handle the pain and discomfort of childbearing. 4. As the Keeper of the Garden, Adam would never remember where he left his tools. 3. Apparently, Adam needed someone to blame his troubles on when God caught him hiding in the garden. 2. As the Bible says, it is not good for man to be alone! 1. When God finished the creation of Adam, He stepped back, scratched his head, and said,

This One Is For The Gang...
I would like the FFF and CG/CB to add yourselves to my guest book with your new outlaw titles. Now damnit listen to me as your Deputy this is a direct order. OK not really but it was fun to say. Hey one else that reads this you can add yourself too but you better write me a hot sexy note.

Life...
So this is life...who would have guessed that twenty years ago we'd be sitting in front of a computer doing everything we do...alots changed and i am at the point in my life where i am taking a good long look at where i have been, what i have done and where i am headed...from the looks of the tunnel i am going to need some major highbeams cause its pretty dark in that direction. i have had several people asking me to tell a little about myself so here goes... i love to party and weed is one of my most favorite pasttimes...so puff,puff,pass. purple and black are my fav colors. i love icecream, ice cubes and ice tea...lol i hate to shop i dont care for diamonds and keep the instead i will take saphires, picnics in the country and a flea market. i love the country and camping is a big fav. drive-in movies are still the best place to make out and laying in bed on a rainy morning with the one you love is one of the best things in life... till next time...peace

So Much Love
So much love for one another we carrie each others hearts on the outside so everyone can look and see what we mean to each other ....Spending the rest of my life with him is a wonderfull feeling that every time i think of how much he means to me and makes me feel i get all giddy and happy....I dont sit here and write just to write i do it to express how i feel with one person that means alot to me and he knows he does...I also post it for others to to read my poems becuase i know some were out there least one person is reading them and maybe understanding me The pure definiton of true love I spent forever searching for that one guy that I could love forever I was about to give up and then i met you, so now i know that it was worth it I want to feel you I need to hear you your the light leading me to the rest of my life you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you are everything -------------------------------------------------

Cyber Fun At The Hangout!
~~ Everyone Listen up ~~ Tommorrow at 1 pm in Angel Hangout will be Freaky Friday! That's right just let ur hair run free come and join us and let ur wild side hang out! Cyber it to u can't anymore! Thanks Maria

Sisters Of Mercy - Alice
Alice pressed against the wall So she can see the door In case the laughing strangers crawl and Crush the petals on the floor Alice in her party dress She thanks you kindly So serene She needs you like she needs her tranqs To tell her that the world is clean To promise her a definition Tell her where the rain will fall Tell her where the sun shines bright And tell her she can have it all Today Pass the crystal spread the Tarot In illusion comfort lies The safest way the straight and narrow No confusion no surprise Alice in her party dressed to kill She thanks you turns away She needs you like she needs needs her pills To tell that the world's okay To promise her a definition Tell her where the rain will fall Tell her where the sun shines bright And tell her she can have it all today today Alice Don't give it way

I Think I'm Worth It...
All I've got to say is...I know my self-esteem is a bit less-than...but shit God damn... I'm planning to not "hook-up" or put myself on the relationship market until I move out of Cody's place...b/c he's being rather...insane...last night he asked me if we were going to grow old together...my reply..."No; women mature faster than men...thats why I'm moving..." And if half his lil buds are around he's his usual jackass self to me but if certain male friends are around he's all over me...or attempting to be...stupid crap... But... AREN'T I WORTH A LIL MORE THAN JUST BEING USED FOR SEX?! I mean hell if I'm viewed as sexy yay me...I just wish someone gave a rats ass about me...yeah...ME... 6...six guys are trying to do this to me...luckily I've gotten used to this so even though feelings tend to bubble up in me now n then(3 of the 6 lol)...I've gotten skilled at pushing them back down and forgetting...and am slowly becoming all the more skilled at not developing feelings to begi

Knife Blood Nightmare - Aiden
She said live young and leave a wake of beauty. That's all I ever could have asked, Should have asked from you. And I won't forget to write you, When I get there soon. 'Cause you'll be lying dead From stab wounds to the neck and chest again. They found you covered up in blood, Covered head to toe in blood. Face first in a tale of awkward love. They found you covered up in blood, She's bleeding, she's bleeding. Gone with the stitching in her heart. Left out a silhouette that just won't Heal and dying in your arms tonight. This dream, we die. Locked away, With this blood and this knife. This dream, we die. Locked away, With this blood and this knife. I know it's all just a bad dream now. So now midnight's here. You're all alone. They use this fear. It's all just a bad dream. And I can't seem to... Wake up from this. Midnight's here. You're all alone. They use this fear. It's all just a bad dream. And I can't seem to... Wake up from this.

A Night In Sydney
After a night clubbing in Sydney Australia, when I was 20, went into a Dunkin Donuts for coffee and some donuts before looking for a cab. It has to be about 2 in the morning and still quite a bit of people out on the town. After getting something and setting down at a table, this girl comes in alone, wearing a very short skirt, showing some very tan firm legs, accented by her high heels, which I loved, could only imagine the tight firm ass that was underneath the skirt. She had long brown hair and was obviously part polinisian decent but not full, since she had very plump full breast showing through her low cut, thin blouse. Didn't expect her to sit at the table next to mine as she did, but after asking her a few basic questions about her night and finding out her man was busted with another girl at the club and wanted to get back at him, we hit it off after a few firtacous comments of the sexual nature and realizing how serious we both were and her not having time for

A Walk On The Creek
A little slow here at work and a thought of you crossed my mind. Was thinking how hot you looked in that black dress and how I would take you out wearing that and nothing else underneath. We go to some state park and take a nature walk. As we get to some areas of privacy you begin to tease me as I flirt with you. I can see the shape of your sweet ass and breast and you see me looking. So you then tease me by giving me a seductive glance while exposing a breast for only a moment. Of course I move closer only to be lightly pushed away not allowing me to touch. As we continue to walk you see a path away from the main trail and begin taunting me to follow you down. As we get to the end of the trail at a small stream I reach out and turn you by the shoulder towards me, and I place my arm around your waist and firmly pull you against me. You expect I am going to kiss you as I pause and gaze momentarily into your seductively beautiful eyes, but I bring a finger up to your l

Ok...
Sorry, but this is a sappy-sorta personal-kinda just a fat girls babble. If you don't like me, or this sort of blog - don't read it. Simple as that. I feel the need to get this off of my chest (again!). I'm sure most of you who read this, will think I am some sort of insecure twit. Insecure? Yes. I am. I will be the first to admit it. Why you ask? Because on a daily basis, I'm forced to look at all sorts of pretty people.Whether it be in person, online, on TV or whereever. I am not one of those people. And anyone that says that I am are completely full of it. I know, I know, I know - Beauty is only skin deep, and in the eyes of the beholder. But in order for one to be pretty, don't you have to feel pretty? I'm sorry. But I don't feel pretty. I don't feel cute. I don't feel sexy. I feel like a fat pig. I'm sure that there are some of you that'll probably agree with that.Frankly, I don't blame you. Point of this blog? I'm not sure exactly. I just felt the need to vent to mysel

Just And Update Of Why Im Not Here
Ok so I got some not ok news from my DR today, and I just had the pap a week ago GRRRR. As some of you know in August I had a PAP and then had to have a biopsy, my DR back in San Diego had found that I had Cancerous and precancerous cells but said DONT WORRY it doesnt grow fast you should be fine. Well I put off seeing a DR and put it off cuz IM SCARED to death of leaving my children behind without me to be here for them. I dont like DRs ever since I lost my mom when I was 14. And My oldest just turned 15 and my daughter will be 14 in April. The same Age my brother and I where when we lost my mom. Anyways I went into the DR here in Redding and told them what all I had been through, explained the symptoms I am having, stich pains in my cervix, irregular periods and other lil things going on. Well the Dr here said that if my DR in San Diego thought it was cancer he should have done something, well yeah he should have but I moved to Redding right when he got the

So Close.....
The silent sun that never shines She is the warmth of my lonely heart The motion of a turning wheel Can't you stop it and look around? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... A tiny stone that hides from me Can't you see that I'm just outside? A mountain stream that chills the sea Can't you feel me deep inside? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... When night reveals a star-filled sky I want to hold it in my hands When snowflakes heal the ugly ground Your beauty hides the joy I've found Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... .....Will you see?

.birthdays.n.random.stupidity.
dear cherrytap... please stop having my birthday without informing me and thereby making me older than i am. im not ready to embrace 32 yet. i have a hard enough time saying im 31. i liked 30 thank you. so stop it. please. cuz if not...i will be forced to kick you right in the nuts. which while it might be entirely pleasant for me...well hell you might like it too. *sigh* *sings* a very merry unbirthday to you! on another note. quite recently ive developed the ability to instantly become 'stupid girl' yannow the kind of person who loses their train of thought mid sentence... the kind of person who knows exactly what the word is they want to use...but its dangling out there on some random whatever ya callit..just out of reach. ya see that 'whatever ya callit' right there? yeah i know the word i wanna use...its in my brain...its just decided to dance out of reach...like an ass. Drea is giggling at me. *kicks her* hi...my name is Samm...and ima stupid s

Everlasting Sleep
The pain the sorrow let it rain for tomorrow The hurt the loss in the dirt I carry my cross The heartbreak the healing it's such a fake no more feeling The danger the cry so much anger just wanna die The cut the blood didn't mean it but overflows like a flood The dark the light I've hit the mark gave up the fight The calm the wounds so deep ready to embalm have my everlasting sleep

Spring Is Here......
What a day, what a beautiful day Feeling the wind brisk, whispering in our ears like a lovely maiden, heightening our every sense. Oh, what a day, what a beautiful day Seeing bees, buzzing around roses and dandelions, this so rightfully interprets the day, a day of beauty, of passion. Oh, what a day, what a beautiful day Hearing, watching the children play, giggle, free from worries, free from harm Yes, yes, this is indeed a sign a sign of a beautiful spring day.

Weigh In And Workout
Weigh In And Update. 3.25.2007 I Lost 2 pounds.. hellz ya. and this was my gym workout today * 4 miles on bike * 1 miles on my arms (using some machine) * 1 mile on the treadmill * 1 mile on the bike All this i did in a hour.. so this is really great..

Vampy Love :)
Distance of darkness in the night, Fire blazing deep in her dark red eyes, Her soul turning black, as her skin turns pale, Eyes turning black and red, oh this is a tale. Walking in her mysterious realm of dreams, She smiles with her mouth gazed open, look at her teeth, Teeth so sharp, she has two fangs, She is walking closer to the man of her dreams. Slowly she keeps walking, As she licks her dark red lips, She finally meets her man, She presses her teeth into his pale white skin. He enjoys the pain, as the blood drips from his throat, She keeps on going, vampriss love has awoke His face is turning lighter, to a pale white color, His eyes get darker, dark like hers. Vampire love coming to life, This beautiful couple will love and fight, Biting each others necks, becoming more vampirish, They fall deeply in love, a dark gothic love

Flowers
Flowers are a universal symbol of beauty. To discern a particular meaning, the color of the flowers may be as significant as the flowers themselves. This is especially true for flowers of unusual or nonsensical colors such as green roses. In a dream it would not be surprising to get green roses from a dear friend. This would happen if you are dating your friend's heartthrob in waking life or you sense jealousy from them concerning your romantic attachments. Consequently you may have acquired knowledge about flower meanings that your subconscious is now accessing to illustrate a point. This can be especially true if you are given flowers by or are giving flowers to another. Do particular flowers have special memories for you due to childhood, the death of a loved one, or a prom date or wedding? Here are some common reference points for particular flowers: Lilac -- Poison, Illness, Death Daisy -- Indecision about feelings, giver illustrates issue of concern Orchid -- Sexualit

One Week And 4 Days ...
until my first ultrasound. My doctor said we'll be able to hear the heartbeat at that point. I'm so happy he'll be able to come with me. I was scared before that he wouldn't even be out in time for the birth if we kept putting things off. Like my cousin said: expect the worst, hope for better. We expected the worst, but got WAY better than we ever hoped. This is good though because even though I never had to do it alone, I'm happy that he'll be a part of this. I guess we still have to wait to find out what's going to happen in my brother's situation though. His lawyer is on vacation and wants court remanded for 3 weeks. Kind of sucks, but what can u do? I should start my new job this week. I can really start any time I want, but I'm not sure if I should take some time off to get my sleeping patterns back to normal or just jump right into it so I don't miss a paycheck. Guess I'll have to see when tuesday comes. Well I'm out. Goin to get some sleep so I can look good to go ge

Have You Ever Tried To Put Things All In One Place???
I have been working on my "iWIM" site where I have been trying to put what I have had on my head for many, many years all into one place. For example, I have created a section on the right hand side with my blogs and videos that I have created under a category of "CREATIVE WRITING SITES". There are also some blogs that I have created that relate to local newspaper and newstation online sites under "NEWS MEDIA BLOG SITES". I have also put like things together such as SHOPPING SITES I frequently go to, as well as SPIRITUAL GROWTH sites that I frequently reference. I look at the list and I am baffled on how many sites' URLS I have been attempting to keep up with in my head all of these years. The thing is, though, this is only the tip of the iceberg. As I am going through this "iWIM" site, I am reminded of other sites as well. My goodness!! I know that I am going to appreciate the efforts when it is all done. In the meantime, I maintain my patience and take breaks often to

Stay Wth Me
Stay with me tonight You see the blackness makes me cold I do not demand your love I just need someone to hold I am tired of always smiling Sometimes I need to cry I do not demand you listen But is it possible you could try For my weakness lays in the shadows Strength will surely find me come daylight I do not demand eternity Just stay with me tonight

Another New Look....
The web site I am setting up to unclutter my life and stack like things together, iWIM, took on a new look and feel because the additional page tabs I added got swept under the SEARCH button. I certainly can't have that!! :D Especially, when the tab was for my page on BLUEBONNET HUNTS. That is one of my annual events that I look forward to each year!! At any rate, worked on it quite a bit in between crisis calls -- information about my call with the doctor's office, bluebonnet tours, and many, many more links for spiritual growth, publishers, and so much more. If you can think of some links that I should add in the categories I have thus far, just let me know. :D More later....In the meantime, I am heading home! Kat iWIM

A Woman In Mourning
Sharon lost her husband almost four years ago and still hasn't gotten out of her mourning stage. Her daughter is constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Sharon says she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replies: "Mom! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asks her to join him for a weekend in the Catskills. Their first night there, she undresses as he does. There she stood nude except for a pair of black lacy panties; he in his birthday suit. Looking at her he asks: "Why the black panties?" She replies: "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there. . . . I am still in mourning." He knows he's not getting lucky that night. The following night the same scenario. She's standing there with the black panties on, and he is in his birthday suit, except that he is wearing a black condom. She looks at him and asks: "Wh

Jerusalem
Bananas in Pyjamas Arizona Model Airplane Greyhound French Toast Matrix Virgin Axe Coconut The Waterboy Summer Western Union West Port "red car" Cricket Cheater Digital Camera VISA Naive White People Music Navy Circle K Japan Locked Motorcycle Cat Mexico Socks Poker Pans Peoria Deceit

The Hardest Thing (so Far)
I Say so far because I am sure that I will have to deal with much more difficult things in my life time. I Just don't know how to deal with this. Have you ever wanted to kill someone. I don't mean the moment you feel the actual rage and then the next day you wake up and you are over it all. Or even the empty threat that you make to someone when they have done something that just makes your general life a little hard at the moment. I am talking about when you find something out that at the moment shocks you to your absolute core. That Shatters the very foundation you thought you had. Something that even after 5 days of having time to think about, mull over and deal with "IT". You still are thinking of ways to be vengeful, of ways to kill the person who caused this problem. You are thinking of calling in every person you know, weather you are their best friend or not and asking them to help you destroy this persons life. And you could. You have information on them. You could

The Nsfw Filter
Ever see those pics that there isnt a god damned thing wrong with and yet were reported as NSFW? Where do these people work? A Fucking Monestary? The rule should be, that if someone reports something as NSFW... THE NSFW CHECK BOX IN THEIR PROFILE MUST BE ACTIVE BEFORE THEY ARE ALLOWED To COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMETHING BEING NOT SAFE FOR FUCKING WORK! Otherwise... their report is IG FUCKING NORED! *ahem* But I digress. Why are Nuns surfing the internet anyway? If you report a chick in a bikini as not safe for work... HOW ABOUT YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING WORK INSTEAD OF SURFING THE GOD DAMMNED INTERNET ON YOUR BOSSES DIME?!?!?

Untitled..(yeah Theres Alot Of Those Lol) Written 10/18/05
Connected by the unexplained.. bonded by love..Never wanting to let you go..Needing to see you, hear you, feel you in my arms..wanting to be in your heart, your soul..I've tasted your blood..I've touched your lips..Just sitting, thinking wanting more of it all...Not knowing how far it will go..only knowing..I dont want it to end.

My Virgin Blog
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE OUT THERE AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR RATINGS. I WILL TRY TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET SOME GLITZ AND GLAM IN HERE. SOME MUSIC AND PICS ETC. JUST HAVE FAITH IN ME, I WON'T LET YOU DOWN.

Music
Ok, to me this is absolutely infurating! People who think it is cute to utilize other's music to express their emotions. I have seen it so much recently that I actually feel sorry for those who created the lyrics and the actual harmonies and melodies (muscians know these terminologies). As a musician myself, it bothers me when people copy my stuff and try to make their own. This means those that copy lyrics and send them to a "loved one"...that is the worst offender of all. These are our thoughts and emotions...I beg of all of you copycats to stop...let us have our music and please create your own!

?????????
okay so this web site...what is it exactly?? And how he hell do you do ...anything, really??!!!!!! Well anyways if anyof you would be nice enough to give me some *cherry tap* tips It would be much appreciated..lol thank you

I'll Never Forget
I’ll never forget I pushed all of it so deep into my memory Throughout time I stashed it away in my mind I spent my life waiting for you I lied to myself when I said I was happy The words weren’t enough The tears drowned me out The yells fell on deaf ears The screams were never yours Every last memory Stashed till the end of time

Together Forever
Together Forever Hold my hand,Its ok don't be scared When things get rough know i'll always be there. Close your eyes and take my hand You'll never be alone again, baby don't cry its gonna be ok, Soon you'll be home and there to stay, Free of pain no more worries, and in the end you'll have the dreams you've always wanted when the time comes we will meet again as your waiting there on heavens end, you'll take my hand and guide me through loving and protecting me like you always do, If you can't hang on baby its ok just know we'll be together forever and a day. © Mellisa Yarber

[world] Affrician Summit Ends
Source CNN { http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/africa/03/29/zimbabwe.summit/index.html } DAR ES SALAAM, Tanzania (CNN) -- Southern African leaders Thursday emerged from a conference in Tanzania's capital allied with embattled Zimbabwe President Robert Mugabe and calling for the lifting of all sanctions against his government. Mugabe maintains a tight grip on power as his country spirals into economic disaster. After the Southern Africa Development Community emergency summit, Mugabe described the meeting as "excellent." "We are one with our neighbors," he said. Mugabe has been condemned by the West and human rights groups for arrests and reported intimidation and beatings of his political opponents. His forces have been accused of severely beating opposition leaders Morgan Tsvangirai and Arthur Mutambara on March 11. The SADC meeting comes a day after Zimbabwean forces raided the Harare headquarters of the opposition, Movement for Democratic Change, the country's main oppo

Tgif !! It Is Already One Of Those Days, Lol!
Need to make a fast dash back to the Middle School! Major disaster ensuing - I FORGOT TO GIVE DAKOTA HIS ADHD MEDICINE ! Oh, shit!! What was I thinking? More like, I wasn't thinking this morning. Geez!! Damian and Tim have officially moved out, to an apartment about a mile or so from here. I wish them well! Damian could use all the prayers and positive energy he can get! I'm not sure he's ready for Tim, lmao! Dakota's dreads are so cute!!! Yes, I will take pics of him this weekend, lol! Finally got over to see Aidan, my niece Maria's new little boy! What a cutie! So I got my new baby fix, 2 hours worth! Ah, Heaven!! Yes, I love newborns and small infants; it's my favorite age for a child, I think! Maria is also doing well; tired, but doing well, lol! I'm off to work! Yes, it's another busy one. If this keeps up, I definitely will be self-supporting by the end of the year! Thank the God and Goddess, yes indeed! Have a wonderful day everyone! Much love and warm hugs to all

Forever
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

Winning The Struggle With Doubt
March 30, 2007 – Winning the Struggle with Doubt – James 1:5-8 Doubt can lead to anxiety, frustration, and fear. All of those emotions can short-circuit our faith. A nagging sense of insecurity can come from a variety of sources: First, uncertainties can develop from a lack of knowledge about God’s character, confusion regarding His promises, or a misunderstanding of His plans. Second, insecurity can result from the presence of sin in our lives. Sin may prompt us to question biblical truth in an attempt to justify our actions. Third, focusing on circumstances instead of the Lord’s sufficiency can drain away our hope and joy. Fourth, insecurity can be caused by past failures which can result on a more pessimistic outlook on life. Finally, other people’s criticism can also make us feel insecure. Whatever the cause, when we’re overwhelmed with doubt, our usefulness to God is limited. Believers’ fears are a tool of the Enemy. Satan will often add his own words to

Liquor
I went to the liquor store today. I sat in front of it for thirty minutes. I then decided to leave. I felt guilty. Is it so wrong just to want a drink? I've surrounded myself with recovering alcoholics and people who don't drink at all so I wouldn't ever be tempted. Now I am anyway. I actually pray for myself. As of now, I don't know if God even listens to me anymore. If he does, why is sobriety so hard? It's been over a year since I've had a drink. Will I ever know what it's like not to have a deep craving to get drunk or high? I don't know why I wrote this, just so I could get this stuff off my cheast I suppose. I hope everyone is having a great weekend. I may not be on tonight.

Well Now I've Done It
Well I've done it now. I lost my temper put a fist though a wall and not only do I owe the hospital for the coast of repair..i'm banned from going in. Well they can ban me all they want too.I will be by my soulmates side and fuck them if they think they're the ones strong enough to stop me. But for tonyte I let it go.I'm needed to watch the fair Bella. It's just her since Tman got invited to dinner,movies and a sleep over.And she's setting by the slideing doors watching the hell stones come down n going "ooooo biggggg boom" The bigger thunder gets'grr u no boom me". She's alittle warrior. And she IS in warrior mode tonyte. She senses something.When she for goes a "ookie" to watch outside she's senseing something. I only hope it's nothing bad on her Ma & Da since they're out tonight doing a gig. Yeah call me parinode. Call me a worrie wart. It's my family I will worrie. Not that I don't have more then enough worrie going on with out that... But this storm reflects myself in many w

This Says It All
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than >needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same

Haze
I've been sitting here, trying to write something, all the while in a weird Ambien CR induced haze. I've not been entirely successful. I spend so much of my time lately just writing, but it all just turns out to shit. No good. My brain is way too muddled with the ridiculous book I have been doing for the AZ guy. It has mostly been transcribing from his audio recordings. That doesn't make it exciting at all. I slap in the CD, put on my head phones and I get to writing. I worried at first, before I started, that I would have a hard time with the transcription. In person, the guy talks too fast and he mumbles quite a bit. So, when I agreed to the job, I requested of him that he speak slowly into the recorder, with an even voice. So, now, I get monotone. No inflection, no excitement. That makes it easier to follow along for transcription, but, damn...it freakin' puts me to sleep. As of now, I have transcribed 212 pages. We are only up to his 30's. He's 73. I fear I have a lo

It Must Be Asshat Day!
ASSHAT! This guy just doesnt let up. I finally had to take him back off my friends list, block him on msn yahoo AND here! Grrrr I mean.. just grrrr [gotta read from bottom up..hehe] ->Me: how many fawking times do I have to tell you.. I AM WITH SOMEONE! ASSHAT: why not ->ME: seee. gahhhhhhhh NO! ASSHAT: sexual stuff maybe? ->ME: what kinda 'stuff'? ASSHAT: and do stuff ->ME: there isnt.. but why would you drive all the way here just to "hang out" ASSHAT: sometimes but im serious is there a prob for us hanging out? ->ME: do you let up? ever? ASSHAT: when we hanging out

The Burnt Cabbin Based On A True Story
There is a story told in sayre and Athens about a couple returning home from a trip to New york. They were driving home in a carriage, and were somewhere near waverly when the light failed and they knew they would have to seek shelter for the night. The husband spied a light through the trees and turned their horse into a small lane leading up a hill. A pleasant little house stood at the crest, and an old man and his wife met the couple at the door. They were in nightclothes and were obviously about to turn in, but they welcomed the travelers and offered them a room. The old woman bustled about making tea and offering freshly-baked cakes. Then the travelers were shown to their room. The husband wanted to pay the old couple for their lodgings, but the old lady shook her head and the old man refused any payment for such a small service to their fellow New Yorkers. The travelers awoke early and tiptoed out of the house, leaving a shiny fifty-cent coin in the center of the kitchen

Nosey Fuckers
neighbors at it again.... glad I'm up and home before any of them... been dealing with a migrain for 3 days now... also nausia.... ain't I lucky.... still trying to make ammends with some people... but.. not too concerned wether or not it all comes together... everyone's leaving but me... I wish them all well.... Don't know if I'll be around when they decide to come around again... ah well fuck em... woo hoo.. cheery storm is at it again... Damn I need to get stoned... Anyway...... fuck you all.... have a good day...

Pain, Hurt, Love
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

Dreams
When sleep comes and all is at peace What wonderful dreams are within your reach May your dreams be of fantasy land and peaceful shores where what may come on a beach of pure white sands When awake you must at one be but in our dreams we are many things.....KDS

Wal-mart
HOW BIG IS W AL - M A R T ? Here're mind-boggling statistics on Wal-Mart! 1. At Wal-Mart, Americans spend $36,000,000 every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute! 3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year. 4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target + Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined. 5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people and is the largest private employer. 6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the World. 7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger & Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only 15 years. 8. During this same period, 31 Supermarket chains sought bankruptcy (including Winn-Dixie). 9. Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other store in the world. 10. Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are SuperCenters; this is 1,000 more than it had 5 years ag

I'm Back Biotches!!!
AIGHT, SO I'M BACK. WHOLE FUCKING BODY HURTS, CAN ONLY USE MY RIGHT ARM, AND GODDAMN PAIN KILLERS ARE KICKING MY ASS. BUT SHOW MY ASS SOME LOVE, AND GET BACK IN CONTACT WITH ME YOU FUCKS!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOT SEXUAL HEALING!!

Who Is A Bigger Bluebonnet Fan???
Okay.... I think that I found someone that has just as much... or, perhaps, more of a fan of bluebonnets than myself!!! Check out odeland@ CherryTAP his bluebonnet photos in this link!!

How Many Times Will They Call You A Bitch B4 U Believe It?
Good question huh? This is my update for my last blog, it's been a minute so its due. Where to start. I really thought I was getting better about my attitude, becoming more caring, more helpful, and even a lil sillier per request of someone I know. Then there came the day (today) that I get called a bitch. *gasps* Yep, thats right, he called me a bitch. Its kind of funny because back when I started my whole adventure to the kind sarahness, no one was calling me a bitch, no one was telling me I need to be sillier, no one was taking advantage of me (not that that is anyones fault but my own for letting them). So with my new found niceness (if thats a word) comes its ups and downs. I take one day to sleep because I worked 14 hours that night.. and I get told Im not a very nice person for ignoring them.. I IGNORED EVERYONE, I WAS ASLEEEEEEEP!!! But no, that was not the person that called me a bitch.. lol Heres how the conversation went.. (NO NAME PERSON): : hi Sarah Leseman

Death In The Family
Me and my sister just lost our grandpa today, he had a heartattack, and didn't make it!! So we both won't be on this weekend.. I hope every one will have a wonderful wkend.. And have a Happy Easter.. Jenn Thanxs for everybody's love and concern! I hope everybody has a great week!!

A Poem For My Dearest Friends
*dedicated to 2 of my best friends online, David, my bubba and Liz Liz, my "wifey" You are my best friend, I can tell you it all. I feel I can trust you... You'll catch me if I fall. Athough you are not near We talk almost every day. You know me, I know you It doesn't matter what we say. You confide in me, As I can confide in you You're more than just a friend You're family, you care, just as I do. Although online is how we met I feel you are truly my best friend I feel you will be there A true friend until the end.

I Got The Job
Ok so last night I went out for my cousin's birthday and gut really drunk haha Then I slept till about 1130 and the only reason I even got up was because I got called in for an interview... I told em I could be there in 3hrs (enough time for me to sober up haha)... I show up a lil bit later then I wanted to because my cousin whom I've never met was at my grandma's and Iw anted to meet her... so I was down there... well she works at the place I had the job interview at... lol... so my brother's gf took me down to the interview and the hired me on the spot! I AM SOOOOO EXCITED! I start at 6am on monday though... aweful morning but its only 5 hrs and I am sooooooo happy I finally found a job!!!!! So everyone be happy for me!!! =P I cant wait, this will be so much fun!!! =)

Hey Yall
Hey Just a quick thing to let yall know that I am around just having fun with my family! I wanted to just say hey and that I will be back and commenting probably Tuesday after things settle down some lol. Hope you all have a GREAT Easter!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!!! I love ya!!!

True Friendship
True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask? "Because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing

Poem 2 - Fear Not Death
Fear Not Death I welcome death and fear it not, when it comes I will take it by the hand. Call me crazy, but I am not, life is good and I will live it to the end. But i will not worry when the time is near, I will look death in the eye and call it's bluff. With eyes that pierce the darknest night, it will bleed light brighter than the sun. Death is not the end of life however, it's the beginning of a journey untold. Life is but a walk in the park, to travel through it is only a short road. For the soul there is no dead end, when the body dies the soul lives forever. The body is but a shell, a cocoon for something more. When we are in womb we are caterpillars, when born we enter the cocoon stage. As we grow older the cocoon begins to break, when we die the butterfly then takes flight. We are like butterflies ready to come out, once broken free we are welcome where we want to roam. Therefore the greatest journey in life is death, I will welcome it with open arms

~conversation With Alyssa~
~Conversation With Alyssa~ Current mood: peachy Category:Life Patrice~ok baby, look up Alyssa~ok Patrice~what do you see? Alyssa~lol...the sky mom Patrice~*smiles* exactly Patrice~It's huge Alyssa~well yeah Patrice~its like my love for you Alyssa~how? Patrice~its never ending sweetie Alyssa~*smiles* and hugs me! Patrice~ 'thinks' *this is heaven*

Q & A
Q: Is there such a thing as love at first sight and, if so, what are the odds of its lasting? A: Because love is such a complex matter, it is not likely that it occurs at first sight, although there is attraction at first sight, which may subsequently lead to love. Q: Do opposites attract A: Mostly on magnets. Homogamy, the word used to describe human attraction of people with similar interests, is the name of the game for humans. The more homogamy there is, the more likely humans will stay together and experience a successful relationship. Only one study supports the "complementary-needs theory," and it is regarded with suspicion in the academic community. Q: Does living together before marriage help or hurt the marriage? A: It depends on the motivation for the cohabitation. If cohabitation is to "try it before you buy it," there may be more commitment anxiety, which would therefore be more likely to hurt a subsequent marriage. If cohabitation is done for economic reasons, i

Lets Take Cherrytap Back
Well folks..Some people just don't know when to leave well enough alone...With out mentioning names.....I think that it is time to take cherrytap back...where the people actually have a right to say what we want...I mean come on...if comment bombing or rating to fast is over loading the server...wouldn't you think it would be nice to get a newer one or better one?...I can see some of the rules we have going on in here like no bashing people because they want everyone to have fun...Don't leave rude comments and stuff like that...Yeah fine...But deleting people because they rate or comment to fast is pure stupidity...i may not be on here much longer after this and that will show you people that some people are babies and cannot take it when people critize there work. I think the site is great and all, but come on we are all adults and shit in here or we are supposed to be..Let us make up our own minds on somethings... I think we should postion CherryTap on certain items... If you think t

Help!!!
This is an ALL CALL! I have a friend in NV., Battle Mountain who needs to get to Altanta. If you know anyone coming this way from that direction, he can help pay gas to get to Atlanta, please get in touch with me! Creamypuddles

Vacation Part 1
Let me see if I understand this correctly, a vacation is something you do to relax and get away from the stress and strain of everyday life. A thing you do to get away from work and the head aches there in. At least that’s what I always thought it was, was I ever WRONG!!!! A vacation is something you do to drive yourself crazy with! The kids never happy with the happy meals, the damn dogs needing to piss every 5 miles on the highway, the hotel room not the way its promised, the attractions never as golden as they are in the vacation guide! With that said let me tell you about my resent vacation. On May 3rd 2007, my boss of over a year comes to my home town to pick me and my son up for our first vacation. I have such high hopes for this trip. All my friends are telling me to go and live it up and just relax, so that is what I plan to do. (Yea right!) We pile into the car, my boss, her sons, 2 of them, her daughter, me and my son. Thank god this is a big Durango we are in.

Quest For Truth
Hello. My friends. I say that with all sincerity. Friends are the most valuable commodity in the harsdest of times. I am one,if you have taken anytime in getting to know me you should know, who believes in Truth. Truth is the most valuable trait that I tend to look for in people I let be my friend. I say let because I have been hurt severely,to the point of death,by people that I have met on my journey for the truth. Along the way, I have learned hard lessons. Truth respects no one. We as men think that we have earned some kind of respect from God because of what we have accomplished. God is what caused me at age age of 25, to question everything I had ever been taught by the institutions that our society has set up for us to teach us their account of the truth. But their account makes you a servant of it and not God. I have become by consequence, a servant of God. I have become that because truth,no matter how insane ith sounds, has given me peace in the most tumultous times in my l

Comedy Frauds
Everyone seems to love Dane Cook these days. His comedy shows sell out huge arenas full of backward-baseball hat wearing douchebags that love the way he screams his mediocre material so it's just 'that' much funnier. Well, turns out a lot of his jokes aren't even his. They instead belong to much funnier comedian Louis C.K. Apparently Louis nearly sued him a while back. And even though today's shitty culture we live in refuses to punish anyone for anything (Ashley Simpson, GW Bush, Larry the Cable Guy), it's nice that someone took the time to put Dane Cook's jokes side by side with Louis C.K.'s material from several years earlier. Dont Believe Me? Copy and Paste this Link and you'll see what I mean. http://www.redban.com/audio/danesteals.mp3 See People used to think he was kinda funny, but when you really think about it, Now, not only is he fucking obnoxious, but he's also unoriginal! :] ================================================== For the Longest Time now,

Do You Feel What I Feel
Do You Feel What I Feel Sittin here wondering what your thinking about How you're feeling and how I'm feeling Is it just me or is it both of us feeling the same thing How is it so.....How true can it be.....What made us start talkin.....How can it be we think alike Will we feel the same when we meet, dunno who knows maybe less, maybe more who knows we will know when time comes Til then I wonder do you feel what I feel

A Man Will Never
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comA man will never commit to only one for if he did he would be giving up all his fun he will always have several women hidden back so if one should get boring a new date- he'll never lack there's the one to cook there's the one to clean then there's the one to fulfill his hottest dreams that is the one that's "only a friend" it's that same one they won't let go of til the end so if you want your pride and heart to stay intact never forget about the others they'll never give up-- it's a fact.

~*~sexy Little Me~*~
~*~ Sugar, Spice & Everything Nice~&~ High Class Ghetto Azz Bangin Style Sexy Smile Luscious Thighs Candy Eyes Temtping Lips Killa Kiss Wanted By Many..Taken By One..Lookin At Some..Waitin On None!!!! So Wave Goodbye N Blow A Kiss Cuz BabyBoy U No U Cant Handle Dis!!! I Luv BeinG Me!!!!!!!!!!

Despair
Walking upon the bloody tacks Feeling the lashes on my back Clawing at oblivious rhymes Breaking my back to please you all the time Satisfaction is yours alone I’m just busted my heart is with out a home Scott baker

Red X Issue Still Remains
hi ya all PLEASE forgive me and dont remove me as a fan of your or freind family member , the RED X issue is frustrating me day by day doing all i can contactingmyInternet provider and Cherrytap Support to have the mater fixed ,please understand its out of my control i will keep all up dated on any advance made ...BTW Srapper (ryan) is a GREAT guy ya alland desrve the hightest respect for the work he's putting in aplaud you mate honestly

Chapter 10
Death listened but was thinking, " same old girl I met before, doesnt know when to shut up and let me talk." "And another thing, just what were you doing here the first time? You never were very clear about that. I remember being in the hospital, they gave me meth, and then I was home. You followed me there didnt you? I clearly remember asking you to sit down and have a talk with me. and that satan dude shows up.... My god it was all real, it wasnt just a dream or a mirage or anything like that. You came to take me away didnt you?" At that Melissa finally shut down. We call Him, Himself, and Her Herself." Death said quietly. Melissa justlooked up at him again waiting for something else... and clearly Death was not sure where to begin. so Melissa being who she was, friendly escort girl and all, put her talents to work. Reaching out she gently touched Death's arm, " Ok, lets start at the beginning of this crazy scenerio. I was high, you came, we talked, you left, I

I Don't Know Why?
"I don't know why?" You left me here high I don't even know if I'm alive I think I'm stupid I can't even stand up I love this feeling It makes me happy I happen to laugh at stupid shit I don't get why I'm horny, stupid, and high I don't know why I treat my self like this I start to go into a dream but I'm awake It's about me and my homies we are sittin here getting high It is pretty cool but I start to follow someone I don't know who he or she is They are just telling me to come So I do and I lay down on the bed and start to feel him press up against me It feels good cause I'm high but then he takes off his hood and he is my personal demon But all of a sudden I awake and he is sittin here on the bed with me I scream, he asks me " whats up?" I tell him "nuthing I'm just confused I understand why to I'm just very high" "I hope I'm okay, I see things I'm not supposed to see" He says "like what" I say " people ,things, and y

Sexiest Beard On Ct
It is nighty night time here at SHayne Central....When the person with 3,500 comments gets it they need to Private Message me...So I can get the time it was done... Or one of the people who voted can do this as well... Because i don't want to have two people getting to 3,500 while I am sleeping and then a fight broke out...Or i will see that last few comments of each contestant on the time...However if there is a winner ...there are also two other prizes...2nd and 3rd....so keep voting for second and third place as well....

Lyrics Of My Song Of The Week
( words just feel so relative) lol You think you know me On this day I see clearly everything has come to life A bitter place and a broken dream And we'll leave it all behind On this day it's so real to me Everything has come to life Another chance to chase a dream Another chance to feel Chance to feel alive On this day I see clearly everything has come to life A bitter place and a broken dream And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind I'll never long for what might have been, No Regret won't waste my life again, No I won't look back I'll fight to remain On this day I see clearly everything has come to life A bitter place and a broken dream And we'll leave it all behind On this day it's so real to me Everything has come to life Another chance to chase a dream Another chance to feel Chance to feel alive, Oooooooh Fear will kill me, all I could be Lift these sorrows Let me breathe Could you set me free Could you set me f

Putting Your Affairs In Order
PUTTING YOUR AFFAIRS IN ORDER A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order." The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I've been diagnosed with AIDS. The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whi

Im Stumped!
this morning i got 2 gifts from someone anonymous one is from a certain person im sure i know and thank u and the other is from i have know idea but, said we didnt talk anymore if u read this im sorry i havent been talking to anyone really been had some stuff goin on and just havent been in the mood but let me know ill say im sorry .....and if anyone else thinks im ignoring them im not i promise i love you all .....o plus my cherrytap doesnt seem to be loging out so im on here when im not really who'd figure!! see you guys! xoxoxo

Poem 18
One Last Chance I am lost without you. I Made many mistakes along the way. To me you were sent from the heavens above For I have Found no others that measure up to you. In life we all falter. Though we all get chances to correct. I know I was given many chances But is it wrong to ask for Just one last more? The time away from you without you in my life has made me realize just what it meant to have you in my life You gave me 3 chances & I know I have no right to ask for another though I do Because I am still inlove with you I am lost without you, My life was in ruins Until I met you My love for you is Undieing. And forever true. I am sorry for walking away 3 times all I ask is to come home forever where I should've never left to sit beside you to hold your hand to lay down every night with you holding me tight to wake up beside you wrapped in your arms every morning if given one last chance I will show that I am the woman you fell inlove with & The one Who Fe

We Should Dance
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance....

A Frozen Place
Where once there was heartache and sorrow, Joy has come to live. Pain and loneliness had dwelt there so long, No longer, for joy has come to live. How long has it been this frozen heart did beat, Chilled to my soul, alone with my grief. Glowing eyes and a charming smile, Melt the ice that had formed close to my heart. Warm arms that embraced not only me, But that frozen place that I though would always remain. Never again will the ice form, For I know that joy has come to live there. by INXS421 04/04/07

One Wild Ride
The rain was coming down in sheets outside the coffee shop Nikole came here with her sisters Heather and Danica every Thursday to catch up and share a little girl talk Today was different She had decided to share something with her sisters that would make her less of the baby and more of a woman “Remember what I told you about Michael a few weeks ago ?” Danica ,the eldest ,looked over at her “Yes. You were frustrated because he seemed afraid to touch you. He was gentle which you said was great but he always seemed so in control of himself that making love seemed something of a mechanical act “ Heather just looked down into her cup and sighed “ Are you sure that he loves you, Nikki? I mean you guys haven’t been together that long and he could feel that he has to stay with you because you are having his child.” She just rolled her eyes “You don’t trust anyone you have been with Trent so long that you have convinced yourself that love is this long term contract and have fo

Purple Contacts?!
For something totally different opt for these violet coloured lenses. 30 day usuage. Retail Price: $39.95 Our Price: $21.95 + $8.00 Shipping Strong 20 inch Alchemy wallet chain with razor link, split ring, trigger-clip and black leather coffin belt loop. Retail Price: $15.00 Our Price: $8.00 + $8.00 Shipping Black and red 2 in 1 ripped top with Skull Embrace Print. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $14.95 + $8.00 Shipping Short sleeve black t-shirt with an all over print of the Skull Wrap design. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $10.95 + $8.00 Shipping The popular Mortum chain format, with heavy pewter links, but with a razor blade of despair and vitality. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $16.95 + $8.00 Shipping A sturdy black leather, Psalter style ring binder with velcro leather clasp and fitted with topaz cabochonned pewter trimmings. At their centre is a bone-resin disc plaque, available in two versions. Retail Price: $

"queen Of Ct" Contest Ends Sunday April 15th 8pm Est
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Chapter 2
Chapter 2 It was around one am when Chris and Kim entered the park entrance. They walked a ways in before anything was said. The lights were dim and the moon was full and bright as if the sky was waking upon a new day, but yet it was still night and magic was about life. How she loved the night, it was simply and unrushed. “Ah, such beauty” “Huh?” Kim said turning around to look at him. He was looking her over with sharp piercing eyes. “You’re so beautiful” He said hissing slightly. It’s funny how she had only just now noticed that. She looked at him and just barely caught a glimpse of his fangs. She stepped back as he stepped forward. She could yell, scream and run, but it would do her no good for he was a vampire. He’d catch her in seconds, plus there was no one else close enough to help her. They were alone within the park. “Is some thing wrong?” He asked as steps toward her. “Oh no, I just don’t like begin so close to people.” She answered as she stepped back again.

Time Is Running Out
Time Is Running Out The time is running out, drawing closer to the end, Our fate could be destined, around the next bend, What would you do if you had only one day? Would you be helping your self, help others or prey? How would you feel, if you new you’d die tomorrow? Would you feel strong, or would you feel sorrow? How would you react, to the beginning of the end? What is the reaction, when you loose your family and friends? Will you take the pressure, if you were standing on the edge? What’s your last wish, when being pushed from the ledge? Could you hold your weight, and will you last the distance? Can you take the anger, of 10,000 people’s resistance? Could you stay intact, when the tensions getting tight? Or would you collapse, and snap your band of life? What would you do, if you fell an infinite fall? Would you reach for the ropes, or lie there on the floor? What would you do, if your soul leaves tonight? Would you have felt that you have done

Our Thoughts
This may come as a surprise to some, but the apostle Paul writes that we have the mind of Christ within us. This does not mean that we are like God in the omnipotent sense. We have a finite ability when it comes to mental perception. God is infinite in His ability and knows all things. He is omniscient. However, we are His children. We belong to His family, and we have the ability to think on the things of God. But Satan does not enjoy taking a backseat, especially in the area of our thoughts. He knows if he can get our minds focused on negative, self-defeating, and impure thoughts, then most of the battle for our minds will be fought and won by him. Learn to say no to his foolishness and demeaning suggestions by giving God full control of your thought life. You can reprogram your thoughts with His truth when you: - Acknowledge that you have the capacity to think correctly. (1 Corinthians 2:16) - Seek spiritual issues instead of focusing on negative suggestions. (Coloss

Survey For You!
ripped from whitephoenix & cobwebber ****Now for something interesting**** ****for those reading this far !!**** ****copy n paste , mail replys **** 1. Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you

Omg My Hair!
Fucking christ she chopped WAY to much of my hair off it looks like shit! I need a camera or mine fixed so I can post what I`m talking about! Good thing hair grows back! ok im editing - heres the damn pic!

Busy Fucking Weekend
Well, this weekend has been cram packed full of exciting bullshit.. Uhmm yeah, anyway... Itsa been fun. Friday night I went to the VNV Nation and And One Concert, and to get things clear VNV suck ass live... And And One are crazy psychopathic Germans that kick some mad ass and can party with me anytime they'd like. However, while at this concert I don't know what in the hell happened.. I got a little light headed then shit went black, then it got all spotty and things just kinda were there but weren't... In short i nearly blacked out so I ended up grabbing my friend and rushing to the thinger to get some water, which made me feel a little better. After the show and a t-shirt and And One CD later, I went to the Exton Diner, a covetted place of yummy goodness. I had a coffee and a BLT and still felt really fucking out of it... If it hadn't been for Denny I'd probably still be walking around in LALA Land for all I know.. So, yeah, I don't know who actually reads this shit, but if he gives

Oh, Darling
It's one of the songs on my playlist. It reminds me of a great LP that my brother gave me for Christmas one year. It is, of course, on the album, Abbey Road, one of the best albums ever recorded. I miss that album. One day I'm going to buy the DVD. But it won't be the same. Some of my fellow old-timers will probably agree.

The Wonderfull World Of Mr.e
Regression........what a fucked up thing.....unwanted memory's.....the haze of cognitive thought was casting a beautifull new light on the dark bliss of life with out it......living life like a zombie from sleep deprivation......like this morning, dragged from my bed and thrown in the shower no explination just commands. I follow through a heaping slump of confusion and let the morning shower give me time to collect myself a little. Once im done and dressed they march me down a hall to see the head shrinker. hmmmmm i dont see how the fucking institution gets away ith this shit they take all these sexually reperesed nuts (each a little more gone than the last) and stick them in a little room with a scantly clad fresh outta college bimbo with a degree. not to sound sexist but Dr.Overman was not hired for her avanced knowledge of the human mind. more like her advanced growth on her chest and behind. my god and when she sits down.ughhhhhh *shivers* i just cant help but smile. b

Monday's...
Good Morning on this Monday morning the 16th of April. Tax Day.. !!! Yuck, time to mail off those taxes.. Ooops if it’s not mailed then you are already late. How’s it going? Hey question for ya…Do you ever run into theses types of people? The one’s where if they’re ornery everyone has to be ornery or they are not happy and then while everyone around them turns ornery they get happy… Is that just the weirdest thing or what? I have this boss that his Monday is dooms day most of the time, he is not a Monday person, you know some of the nicest people are not Monday people. But, that doesn’t mean they are bad, just perhaps they do not like coming into work on Monday… But on Dennis he would just revert it to Tuesday if he did not show up on Monday, I am not lying here honest to god. This man is anal retent’d on Monday’s. He sometimes is not happy unless he brings other down then he gets better. But my gosh by then everyone wants to hang him! He often say’s to me, how can you be so upbeat on

Erotica: Seduction
Reaching into the small ice chest for another wine cooler, I glanced over towards my left and saw a blur of movement in the huge oak tree behind our house. Grinning to myself, I realized that Tim, my neighbor home for the summer following his first year of college, was once again spying on me as I lay out by our back-yard pool. For the past month or so, Tim had perched in his post almost daily and ogled me as I worked on my tan. Last summer he'd done the same. Almost every time I had lain out by the pool, I felt the sensation of being watched by my horny neighbor. The thought of the college freshman using me as jerk-off inspiration was very flattering and as I turned back onto my stomach I made sure to point the bronzed globes of my tight ass directly at him. The tiny pink and green thong bikini I was wearing displayed about 99% of my firm 27-year old ass and I had no problem showing it off. Flipping absently though the pages of the "Self" magazine I had brought out poolside, I

Broken Again....
I cant believe i'm posting this.... I never thought i would feel like this..... I fell for someone i never thought i could have then feel like i could only to have that taken away in a matter of 48 hours... I just give up, not meant to be happy so why the fuck do i try? see i told everyone i wasnt meant to be. So why do i bother... better off fucking alone... live alone.. die alone.. fitting for a soldier

Falling Apart
I've given away my heart, So it could be torn into pieces. He left me with the feelings of betrayal and being forgotten. I'm so in love, yet so alone, with two years thrown away. Feeling his absense hurts the most. My constant urge to call is almost taking over, while on the other side, my cycle of feelings starts with rage. Slowly going into sadness, rage again, desperation, devastation, and finally denial. Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness. Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between. This so-called love has taken over my life leaving me distracted. Days pass by and now my emotions are going crazy. Leaving me no choice but to vomit. To empty my pesimistic thoughts. To stop thinking my life is over. To stop my tears everynight from falling. To stop feeling like my heart has shattered into fifty pieces. The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery. But soon enough I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle. I nee

Losing My Pa Again!
"To lose one PA is unfortunate, to lose two is irresponsible!" Yes, I have a Personal Assistant (PA), who's job it is to try and organise my working life and provide administrative support to my team. It is an essential and important job, but sadly my permanent PA has been off on long term illness for several months. ...and now the temporary replacement that has been working with us, who has just started to get to grips with everything, isleaving! It could take weeks to get a replacement. As I attend lots of meetings and have to travel a bit for work, as a result I can look forward to several more months of not knowing 'my arse from my elbow' when it comes to work. I hate working for a living.

For The Guys !
MAKING LOVE,,,WHAT IS IT? Making Love, its not ?relieving? Making Love is sharing, loving and receiving Making Love is giving good Making Love is making her in the mood Making Love is giving pleasure Making Love is too much to measure Making Love is to feel within Making Love is to kiss her skin Making Love is to let eyes meet Making Love is tender kisses sweet Making Love is to lie so near Making Love is to have no fear Making Love is just to smile Making Love is to wait a while Making Love is inside her head Making Love is never in Bed

Can U Do This?
Come join all the hottest cherries at Hydaway radio!!! Get your drink on and request music from the LIVE dj's!! THAT'S RIGHT WE DON'T PUT IT ON AUTO, SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE AND HAVE A GRAND OL' TIME!!! (CLICK THE BANNER IF YOU DARE!)

It's A Little Bit About Me...
Hi everyone my name is Amanda AkA Misz Mandi Aka The HBIC and so on lol. Anyways I'm 18 years old and I live in warren Ohio with my two wonderful children Mileena(6 months) and Aalicyah(1 3/4). They sure do keep me busy. I like to party, write, draw, and all sorts of stuff. If you want to know more you can Im me on Aol/Aim its BMCZMISZMANDI. I am a very upfront honest person. I don't reform to be as everyone else wants me. I like The crow and RHPS. I rarely watch tv unless its family guy, futurama or inuyasha. Those are my favorites. Well, if there is anything else you would like to know get ahold of me on here or on my s/n.

Using "mixed Messages" To Create Attraction
Using "Mixed Messages" To Create Attraction Note: If you'd like to check out all of my different programs for helping you attract and meet women, plus watch some fantastic video clips of each of them, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave, how's it hanging? Read your stuff...interesting. Makes a lot of sense to appear different then all the others. I have one question, however. This C&F stuff (can I call it "friendly mocking"?) really only works on women who are sure of themselves and who will not take your jokes to the heart. But how many of those are in the world? I mean, with today's "perfect" pop-stars most women have at least some insecurities. So, how can you use this technique and not accidentally hit a weak spot? Is there a neutral C&F approach? J Brooklyn, NY >>>MY COMMENTS: I think you're hitting on an important point here. I think that a lot of guys "secretly" want to

I Have No Clue.. *laughs*
It was saturday the room was in chaos blinds drawn shut an acoustic guitar lay in pieces shattered upon the cement floor stained a fading red in the pale lifeless light it fought it's way through those cracks skin tight and barely able to illuminate the smile or perhaps a grin The phone lay off of it's hook emitting a hollow chorus of bleeps there is a knife on the floor but it's reason unknown secrets tend to bury deep when sheltered behind glass eyes

Pasta With Tomato Meat Sauce
Pasta with Tomato Meat Sauce Some call it sauce, others call it gravy -- and everyone loves it! If you can't find nice ripe tomatoes at the market, feel free to use a 28-ounce can of your favorite brand of plum tomatoes. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound uncooked pasta * 8 ounces lean ground beef * 1 medium onion, chopped * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 6 large tomatoes, peeled, seeded and diced * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon oregano * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil * 1/2 teaspoon sugar * 1/4 cup red wine Directions: Prepare the pasta according to the package directions. While the pasta is cooking, combine the beef, onion and garlic in a large skillet; cook until the meat is no longer pink. Set aside. In a blender, combine the remaining ingredients; process for 30 seconds. Add the tomato mixture to the meat; simmer about 20 minutes. When the pasta is done, drain well. Add the sauce to the pasta and serve.

Generation Sex - The Divine Comedy
The Divine Comedy is Neil Hannan and this lyric is taken from the album Fin De Siecle released in August 1998. Generation sex respects the rights of girls Who want to take their clothes off As long as we can all watch that's o.k. And generation sex elects the type of guys You wouldn't leave your kids with And shouts"off with their heads" if they get laid Lovers watch their backs as hacks in macs Take snaps through telephoto lenses Chase Mercedes Benz' through the night A mourning nation weeps and wails But keeps the sales of evil tabloids healthy The poor protect the wealthy in this world Generation sex injects the sperm of worms Into the eggs of field-mice So you can look real nice for the boys And generation sex is me and you And we should really all know better It doesn't really matter what you say

Explanation Of Leo Intimacy..
Getting Intimate Leo: You emit a great physicality, heat and ardour, when the timing is just right. You crave for action, and anyone who makes the right moves will get noticed. The right kind of approach makes you a confident lover. You are the happiest when a partner tells you how wonderful the relationship is. As your gracious gift, you will tell your partner just how much that compliment meant! What a Leo Needs: You love being fawned over. Being a devoted sort, you will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special indeed. Someone who exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best will score points with you. You are giving and devoted, and live for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is being in the limelight, where you believe you truly belong.

Blog Ratings
It should not, whatever else, be saying "%n rated your blog a ?" when it also says "all ratings are anonymous". I don't mind knowing who rated my blogs (and anonymity in general is going defunct which is debatable and I am sure debated; I tend to favor this) but CT programmers should now change the labels, I do think. (And off I go to get some rest...)

Another Day Another Disaster
as the northeast flooded, rain falling like the biblical days of noah, a young man killed 33 people at virginia tech, more troops died in iraq and the government grows more foul with every passing moment as more secrets are ousted to the public. these are the disasters that form the bond between people and bring unity as one culture. from fighting the fight in iraq to helping those in need and for some praying for the families of the fallen victims of this weekends tragic events. as people it is in our nature to feel pain joy sorrow and fear and all of wich have been felt alot since the day the towers came crashing down in new york city, but as people and human nature differ so do opinions on the topic. some conspiracy theorist say we did it all while others say it was the work of terrorists any wich way the events in the states are chaning the youth and desesitizing them to future struggles. im not saying the media is bad but when is it time to take a stand and voice as one union of p

Broiled Sea Bass With Fennel
Broiled Sea Bass with Fennel This wonderful French dish traditionally uses the bass called loupe de mer, which isn't available in U.S. waters. The good news is that sea bass, striped bass and various snappers make terrific substitutes. Have your fishmonger scale and gut your fish, and you're ready to go! Credit: McClane's New Standard Fishing Encyclopedia Servings: 4 Ingredients: Bass * 1 (2-to-3-pound) sea bass * Salt * Pepper * 1/4 cup heated Pernod or brandy, optional Stuffing * 1 cup fennel stalks, cut into 2-inch pieces * 4 tablespoons melted butter * Salt * Pepper * Sweet butter * Ground fennel Alternate stuffing * 2 stalks celery, split lengthwise and cut into 2-inch pieces * 3/4 teaspoon ground fennel * Butter * Salt * Pepper Directions: Season the cavity of the dressed fish with salt and pepper. Fill with fennel stalks, butter, salt and pepper (or alternate s

Coming Home-
Welp, It's officially Official..I'm a Washingtonian again. Tacoma..What a trip. I remember whistfully when all I knew of this town was the wonderful aroma on muggy days. And of course the crime rate back then. Yep, it's true , not Seattle.... Tacoma. Two weeks now I've been here and I still don't think I know much more than the 1 mile radius of my new flat. But, (I have to admit) sometimes, just sometimes, starting over can truly feel - Free. Okay so, it's a long story from the beginning to the finish off where I am now. Let's just say it's been 10 years coming this giant circle I've wandered in. From one side of the U.S to the other. Coming "home" after 10 very long miles worth of years honestly still feels completely surreal. Like I should be catching a plane back out at any minute. So- this is truly what growing up must feel like. Kind of like when most people have felt when they meet 'That one," or find out 'the first is on the way'. It's like so here we are. We'v

Update: Warning To All My Friends!!!
UPDATE 4/20/07 The Stalker Returns with a new name if you see him on your profile you will know why. Stalker is using the name: ken rosenberg Please be advised that I have a stalker. I hope that all of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am and hope you choose not to believe in the lies that this person is spreading. He has already contacted some of you and for this I am truely sorry. Since this individual can no longer get to me he is after those who I hold dearest to my heart, my friends! Please feel free to ask me if you have questions and hope that you will all help me as I get through this. The names this stalker goes by on CT: tommy_vercetti & zuesprof

The Enemy's Objectives
The Enemy’s Objectives – Ephesians 6:12 How does our Enemy operate? Dr. Stanley believes he has four primary objectives in interrupting God’s work in our lives. First, Satan wants us to doubt God’s Word. If he can get you doubting just a little bit, then he’s secured a foothold in your life. In Genesis 3:1, this is how he confronted Eve in the Garden. The serpent planted a seed of doubt in her mind. And the results were catastrophic for all mankind! Second, Satan tries to distract us from spiritual matters. He wants us focused on earthly, temporary outlets. It sometimes seems as if the Enemy uses every television, cell phone, and computer to change our focus from the Word to things with no eternal value. Third, the enemy works to disable us from the Lord’s service. Satan will do anything to prevent you from making an impact for Christ. Think about all the popular Christian leaders who have fallen away. Their sinful dee

A Look In The Mirror
A little girl in a shell of a woman unknown. Vulnerability through hazelblue eyes betrayingly shows. Who is this woman staring back? Strong, independant, yet crying inside. Heartache, unsurity, a shattered soul... Things the woman is afraid to let others know. Stubborn and insecure. Putting up barriers to hide this fear. Dirty, defiled... unworthy to be God's child. Ashamed afraid.. Having shattered nightmares again. Caring, kind, everyone else on the mind. Love of others strong, but not of herself. The weight of the world she's always taking on. Hiding behind Masks, afraid to let anyone in. Things forever hidden behind the reflection of the woman in the mirror.

Its
Its because of you I chose to stay, In this house I will forever remain, I lay on our bed so soft and smooth, And every night I think of you, Its because of you my love will grow, In my heart, Its soon to show, I lay on the couch full of love, And think of you and the god above, Its because of you I want to be, With you forever, and forever free, I lay on the floor,With memories of hope, And all i want to do is mope, Its because of you that i feel this way, Forever, and ever, until the next day, I lay with your picture, full of Amazing love, And all I do is look above!

Maturity Goes A Long Ways With Me....
Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence or destruction. Maturity is patience. It is the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure in favor of the long-term gain. Maturity is perseverance, the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging set-backs. Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness and frustration, discomfort and defeat, without complaint or collapse. Maturity is humility. It is being big enough to say, "I was wrong." And, when right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, "I told you so." Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. The immature spend their lives exploring endless possibilities; then they do nothing. Maturity means dependability, keeping one's word, coming through in a crisis. The immature are masters of the alibi. They are the confused and the disorganized. Their lives are a maze of broken promises, former friends, unfin

Why
You go and lie to me You go behind my back and do the one thing that kills me Why don't you just admit it you have a problem You just don't get I care about you More then anymore We had a special bond But you fucked that up So go fuck in hell I'm tired of your bullshit I'm tired of your crap You lied to me and lost my trust You make me suspicious of ever move you make why can't you stop hurting me This shit is tearing us apart It's time for me to leave your bullshit behind Why don't you go fuck up your life more You already lsot the person who care about you the most

Something Is Wrong Here!
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month fo

It Truly Is
My love has bloomed into a rose without the thorns Innocent for the world to look at me My soft petals and my stem that's to die for It truly is... Good to be a flower. My emotions flow through me through many paths Drifting along without a care for anything Life is very peaceful in this form I have become It truly is... Good to be a river. My dreams influence the very balance of nature Creating a new opportunity for everyone to enjoy So many worlds to create and develop It truly is... Good to be a cloud. My soul designs the path to the future Where people will take notice of the new things Outlaw of the word boredum will be made It truly is... Good to be a new idea. My existence has done many things No matter how much I feel that it hasn't Everything I ever needed has been given It truly is... Good to be a living being.

Wow!!!
Have any of you experienced a life with your first love?? OMG After 10yrs of not seeing or hearing from him, I may be given that second shot! I get butterflies in my stomach when i think about it. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?? I don't know if I do, but it sure helps to think it does!! I LOVE YA STEVE!! MWA :*

Just To Inforn Everyone
i think i been nice enough where i rate and comment your guys pictures and help you with points and i do what you guys ask, like help you guys in all the stupid contest and shit like that and i have no problem doing that however when i asked for help and when i post bullitens no one will read them what kind of friends is that only very very few helped me and they know who they are and i appreciate and you guys know ill help you, so for now on i will not help anyone anymore except for a few of you that are REALLY my friends fuck the rest of you for the people that helped me god bless you and thanks very much for ur help even though i was no where near finishing in the top 10 thanks I love you guys have a good one

This Used To Be My Favorite Song Hahah Thanks Pony I Fucking Miss The Shit Out Of You
Misfits - Helena Lyrics If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed Would you still love me anyway? Cutting with the knife blood is spilling everywhere She will be my wife Secondary spine, incisions must be accrute I know just what to do My hands are trembing I can't spare to slip up with this knife Her beauty so illogical The beast come gliding in Hideous chameleon stripped down to her skin Dance to the burning flame Pleasure exhumes the pain The night bursts into flames Dance Helena Dance If I cut off your arms and I cut off your legs would you still love me anyway? There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be and I close the door on my Fantasies Why don't you love me anyway? Helena!

Get Real
so i just made a salute pic...anyways life is getting better everyday and i love it..i still feel like im in a box waiting to get out and be who im suppose to be...im in a world of my own, is there anyone else here with me?anyways fuck all the damn haters and the ones that think im fake, baby you just cant handle the mother fucking truth about me!!!!

Does The Nice Guy Really Finish Last?
We have all have heard the expression "Nice guys finish last", but is that really that really what is going on? I have to tell you as a nice and more than a little shy guy, it sure seems that way. Still I am fairly sure that there is more to the situation than one sees on the surface. It is my theory that it isn't that the nice guy finishes last, it is that he is running a race no one is interested in. The nice guy does everything that is expected in dating. He pursues, he asks the lady out, he is polite, and he acts like a gentleman. He puts his best foot forward and tries to impress the lady. It is my experience that the last part is where things break down for him. Many of the ladies that I have dated tend to spend an enormous amount of ensuring that you are not a reincarnation of the last man that hurt them. No kidding, I have had dates break down into 'interviews' by the ladies that the Office of Homeland Security' would envy. I half expected them to pull out a clipboa

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of characteristically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion. "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between them for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I asked. "They will grow larger over a period of years," my husband replies. I stopped. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again, although he will probably continue to take his meals through a straw. Stupid, stupid man!

Writing On Envelope
Loretta Pethick Oakland County Emergency Response & Preparedness 1200 N. Telegraph Rd. - Bldg. 47 West Pontiac, Michigan 48341-0410 248-858-5300 248-858-5550 Fax pethickl@oakgov.com Subject: Write in on the back of your envelopes WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONT OF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office ha s been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST. " The law, they say, is being violated.< I> Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans beli

Booty Call Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

Greed
why do people feel the urge to tear things apart? I belive it is because in all aspect of things we all crave something more and if we can't have it we desire it more and do anything in our powers to get it. No matter who gets hurt no matter all the lives that get taken because of it we fight a battle everyday for one anothers greed. We seek what is not given to us we take what we feel is ours. And we kill who ever stands in our way of what we desire.

Love
SO WHAT IN THE HELL CAN A GUY DO TO FIND TRUE LOVE, I AM 39YRS OLD AND NEVER MARRIED AND NO KIDS HAVE BEEN ENGAGED A COUPLE TIMES BUT SOMEHOW THEY FALL THREW, SOME CHEAT ON ME AND SOME I JUST BLOW IT. I HAVE A REAL HARD TIME TRUSTING THE PERSON I LOVE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON SINCE MY SENIOR YR AT HIGH SCHOOL AND MY FIRST PERSON I HAD SEX WITH EVENTUALLY CHEATED ON ME WE WERE IN SEPARTE STATES (HER IN ND AND ME IN NV) SO EVER SINCE THEN ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE FINDING SOMEONE WHO I CAN TOTALLY TOTALLY TRUST AND LOVE, JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST. :>) STILL TRYING THO, NEVER GIVE UP RIGHT?

My 70 Confessions
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? sean or patt 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? hmm....usually 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? yes i sure would 4. Do you take compliments well? usually 5. Do you play Sudoku? nope 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I would out last the skinny people ;) 7. Do you like nipple rings? umm.. sure... they're hot!! 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? nope 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I'm gonna take the 5th on this question =) 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? I have before... 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? both 14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment. happy, a bit confused, and excited lol 15. Do any songs make you cry? yes of course..... a couple of songs by A.D.D can make me cry at the drop of

Chicken Primavera
Chicken Primavera This simple chicken entree will delight your whole family. With its great herbal flavors and nice hit of Parmesan cheese, you'll hardly notice you've skipped the cream that's often used in pasta primavera. Credit: Holly Clegg's Trim and Terrific Cookbook Servings: 6 to 8 Ingredients: * 1 (12-ounce) package linguine * 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into chunks or strips * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1 teaspoon minced garlic * 1/2 pound mushrooms, sliced * 1 onion, chopped * 1 red bell pepper, seeded and chopped * 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano leaves * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil leaves * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme leaves * Salt and pepper to taste * 1 cup frozen peas * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions: Cook the linguine according to the package directions, omitting any oil and salt; drain. In a large nonstick skillet, cook the chicken pieces in the olive oil and garli

I Always Will Love You
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

Anniversaries Suck
Tomorrow, april the 27th is my 3 year wedding anniversary. And the spouse has to work, which is fine but he didn't even bother to save alittle money to even take me out or anything for this occasion. I am seriously starting to think that he doesn't care about me. And tonight we have a baby free night and I'm pretty damn sure he's gonna wanna just sit at the computer and play world of warcraft instead of spending time with me, like a normal married couple would do when it's close to their anniversary. Am I wrong for wanting to go out and have a nice dinner for my anniversary? Or should I just shut up and be happy with the same old boring spaghetti he makes every fucking year? He said he was gonna get some real wine and make the most amazing spaghetti this year but he spent all of his spare money on bullshit as usual. Okay maybe I should stop now before I upset myself yet again.

Bulimia By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Bulimia Bingeing and purging Ultimatum, diet or be fat Life can no longer be free It's you against yourself Mirrors reflect ugliness In and out your just a food machine And its habit thats now become a mistake Influenced by pictures of others Slowly your losing the reality of how you really look Pain rages inside day after day And there is no breaking away from it It can never go back to how it was before Nothing is ever good enough Forget everything you don't have a life anymore Until your life is through this will taint you Lies, lies, lies, lies and lies to cover up the truth till it hurts

All The Psychopathis Records' "beefs" And How They Started
Esham vs. D-12 Eminem is a very controversial rapper. It seems as if half of the rap industry loves Eminem, half of the rap industry would love to get five minutes alone with the young white rapper. Psychopathic Records makes up a large portion of the half that cannot stand the rapper. However, of all the feud's between Psychopathic and Eminem, Esham seems to have the most intense die-hard hatred for him. Esham was the biggest name to come out of Detroit. Any rap artists you know who came out of Detroit was in some way influenced by Esham. That includes ICP, Twiztid, Eminem, and even Kid Rock. Esham had some sort of influence on them, Eminem himself admits that. It is said that in 1997 Proof from D12 was opening a show for rap star Lil' Kim in Detroit. Esham had decided to attend the show and watched on from the crowd. It didn't seem odd at all when the Godfather of the wicked shit was asked to come on stage. The hometown crowd went insane for the UNHOLY one. As Esham picked up a

What Happened To Common Courtesy?
Mark Twain once said "Common sense is most uncommon." The same can be said of common courtesy. People are just plain rude these days. If you see someone running for the elevator, hold the door! If someone has their hands full, open the door for them. If you see a pedistrian trying to cross the street, can't you pause for 2 seconds to let them cross? Seriously! If you are sitting all warm and dry in your car and its raining or snowing out, let the poor soul out in the weather cross the street. What is it going to cost you? People talk over each other, ignore those who need assistance of one type or another, push and shove ... they are just so worried about what they have to do that they ignore everything else around them. Society is made up of people. Be a part of the society you exist in!

Im Bored
JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. How tall are you? 4. Do you smoke? 5. How many sexual partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pessimist or Optimist attitude? 19. You're stuck in an elevator with me. There's a condom, a gun, and a deck of cards. What happens? 20. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 21. Tell me one weird fact about you: 22. Do have any pets? 23. What is the stupidest hip hop word y

Poem For Someone Special.
This poem is for someone special to me. When I think about you, my heart flutters. How can this love grow when things are the way they are? Keep me close to your heart, and tell me you love me. Now that we are here, will we be truely happy? I am so in love with you it makes my heart beat. I was so dead to myself til I met you. You give me a reason to live. I live for every second of everyday for you!

Charity
I'm sitting here staring at a pile of mail on my desk. Not bills (most of my bills come to my email now, and are paid online... yippee!), but requests for donations from charities. This morning, I was awakened by the Leukemia guys. Two days ago it was the heart guys. Before that, Breast Cancer or Planned Parenthood or the Police Chiefs of PA or the Firemen of PA... the list goes on. I was reminded of an episode of "Sports Night" (a wonderful show that you should have watched... so now, if you haven't seen it, you should go rent it) where Dan is trying to decide what to do with his money. (Read the transcript here.) He spends the entire show quizzing people on what they give money to, and agonizing over who deserves his money. I'm often like that, as I stare at the pile of mail, or debate whether to blow off the person on the phone. As Dan says, "I'd love to give money to all these people, but then I'd have no money and I'd need someone's mailing list just to pay rent." Th

Im Sorrie For What We Men Do!!!!
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks treatments.lol Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentlem

Rulers Rule
WE STAY BIZZY LIKE BONE WE OFF N DA ZONE PERPETRATERS N VIOLATERS TRYIN 2 INVADE OUR HOME BUT WE ARE TAME THEY ARE WILD LIKE THE BUFFALO ROAM WHILE U & I PROCLAIMED KING & QUEEN OF THE RIGHTEOUSNESS THRONE I MIGHT JUST GO ON B4 I PRICE THIS COLOGNE.... N SPRAY DAT SNAKES N FAKES STAY BACK BLING PLAYED OUT FADED OUT N DA MAYBACK N THEY SAY MICAH HOW CAN U SAY THAT?! STILL I PRAY THAT WE LIVE 2 THE FULLNESS OF AGE AND STAY BLACK....THEN DIE AS OUR ETHER IS RELEASED INTO THE SKY MOLECULAR STRUCTURE THEN HAS PERMISSION 2 FLY & LIKE BUD DRY WHY ASK Y I NEED MINE MOIST FLUFFY & STICKY DONT MESS WIT BUD DRY VISINE 4 RELIEF OF DA EYE OR TEARS 4 FEARS 2 COVER MY CRY.... CAUSE HURT IS PAIN SHALL WE RULE ETERNALLY OR REIGN IN VAIN.

Don’t Bother Me
Don’t bother me. If your going to use a frigging computer, do something with it. don’t wast your time chatting to a-hole like me. If you not using your computer to make art, music or money get up and go outside and take a walk. Don’t try to talk to me I hate everyone.

Some Help Please!!!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544512&i=179417400 COPY AND PASTE THE LINK ABOVE AND HELP ME OUT IF YOU CAN I AM IN THE BIG PIMPEN GIFT GIVEAWAY.. I NEED 15000 TO WIN THE PORSHE!! I ONLY HAVE 8 COMMENTS SO FAR!! WHERE IS THE LOVE FROM MY FANS AND FRIENDS? ANYWAY IF YOU GET A CHANCE please help!!!!!!

And I Would
Stand out in the middle of the busiest street in the world with one deep breath I would scream "I love you". I would scream so hard and so long that it would burst all the blood vessles in my throat. As my vocal chords are irritated to the point that blood spews from my throat and out my mouth. I will not dodge the traffic, traffic will dodge me. The vessles in my eyes will explode also turning them dark pink, and leaving me seeing red. Loving. Holding. caring. cherishing. Growning. screaming. adoring. Falling. crawling. moving. Living. dying. Dreaming. thinkins. seeing. hearing. ....all for you.

More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach

My Business
Walked in the store what's everybody staring at They act like they never seen a mutha fucker wearing black Following a nigga and shit Ain't this a bitch All I wanted was some chips I wanna take my business else where But where?

Another Day Another Debt
Why do we work? I have thought about this long and hard since my job started messing up my pay checks, i am now three weeks without a check, and it is finally hit me the answer of all answers, most of us who have our dream job work because we enjoy what we are doing, but those of us who have not yet found it work, to make a living in other words we need money. Well I have thought long and hard and have realized that if money is so damn important why should we continue to only allow the rich to control it, why are we listening to a government who makes us pay for them, when they should pay us for the priviledge of working for us, since that is what they do, but no instead we are forced to pay for wars, former presidents salaries, and convicts to live all live better than comen man, and i am sick of it. I do love this country, but I believe it is time we as citizens spoke out against the wrongs that are committed in our names.

For The Ones With Perverse Minds Like Myself
Guys do ya wanna make ya woman have an orgasm like none she has ever felt in her life?.....Continue and read on Ladies do ya wanna have an orgasm like there is no tomorrow? One that would make ya body just tremble?....Ok then read this that I recieved from a VERY good friend of mine I looked up some medical articles and here's what I found out...... Start slow. Use typical foreplay. You may want to start with her on her back. Stimulate the clitoris. This can be done with a moist finger, or with your tongue. Performing cunnilingus while rubbing her breasts with your hands can be quite stimulating for her. At any rate, continue clitoral stimulation until she is lubricated. At this point slide two fingers into her vagina. Allow them to move along the front wall of the vagina. You should encounter an area about 2 inches in, which should be somewhat enlarged. This is the G spot. It lies directly along the urethra, and is located almost directly behind the clitoris. Slowly stroke

Bands I Hate
afi- f*ck those wussy little transvestites panic @ the disco!- the worst thing to come out of vegastown nickelback- bunch of long-haired fugly buttholes HIM- so bland and unorigional, bam margera should be shot for wearing their little sign evanescence- can s*ck my d*ck! papa roach- emo fags, kill yourselves metallica- overrated bunch of sissies. and i know what you're about to say; but f*ck their early records too! icp- haha i hate all their stupid jugga ho followers too taking back sunday- you do not rock, you are queer creed- christians are dumb alkaline trio- more like buttlick trio all american rejects- if you think they are punk rock you're a tool tool- friggin songs go on forever n' sh*t! slipknot- is for little zit faced adolescents, grow up hawthorne hieghts- need i say anything? anti flag- trying too hard to be something they're not the casualties- write some lyrics that people might give a sh*t about avenged sevenfold- just

Living Day To Day
I once heard a preacher say that no matter what your troubles, life will go on anyway Have you ever seen a tramp? Have you ever wondered why he's not like other people, who will strive, try and try Why he's given up so easy, why he won't face the test, why he won't, like other people plan for happiness Is the reason that he's lazy any reason why we should look upon him as an outcast and say that he's no good For no matter what your status if you're born upon this sod, what right have you to judge him, he's still a son of God What difference does it make if he's lazy more or less, so long as he remains upon the path of righteousness What difference does it make if he idles time away, for no matter who you are, you live from day to day, and no matter how it's done, life will go on anyway

What I Don't Need
I don't need men telling me lies I don't need "friends" talking shit about me I don't need 90 degree days to be happy I don't need surf and turf I don't need sex everyday all day I don't need a big house I don't need my gas eating Jeep I need you I need my kids I need security I need a smaller car I need my dog to sleep with me every night I need my friends I need my sanity I don't need drugs I don't drink I don't have one night stands anymore I don't enjoy being dishonest I don't put things off I don't want what I can't have I don't build things up to watch them crumble even faster I want you I want us I want a small house for me and the kids I want a beautiful garden I want to be happy I want this divorce to be over I want to eat and not get fat

I Will Try His Again!
I am a semi truck driver, I deliver stuff like toilet paper and paper goods, doors and other things people use every day. The old saying amongst truckers is thank a trucker for if you have it a truck brought it. Icecream, and other food I have delivered as well. I have been offered fuel truck jobs that I have turned down. I have and will transport hazmat materials again such as coke-a-cola flavoring and powder, paint and the hazmat material that is used every day. As a trucker I deal with more road rage than most. People treat me like I am in there way, I don't get to go home every night like the rest of the world, I deal with the stress of paying stuff off or paying bills it is hard away from home. I don't want sympathy, just the relisation I am human too, and would like to be appreciated for what I do for the good of the people in all areas, but I know I am dreaming. If you want to make a difference without joining the truckers on the road, you should voice your oppion to the semi tr

Hands To Heaven
Hands to Heaven - Breathe As I watch you move, across the moonlit room There's so much tenderness in your loving Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve God give me strength when I am leaving So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness As we move to embrace, tears run down your face I whisper words of love, so softly I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane Without your touch, life will be lonely Morning has come, another day I must pack my bags and say goodbye, goodbye

Idle Thoughts.
its been years since i was around babies. my own children so far from being little now, but we just don't have any family with babies either. or friends that are close by. i'm growing more and more concerned with Squirt's development. he's not yet two months old, but he still has those involuntary jerky newborn movements. the lack of control over his arms and its starting to bother me. make me worry that something is wrong. brings tears to my eyes to sit down and write about it. i've yet to say anything to my daughter about it. but its there. he holds eye contact well with most of us. actively coos and smiles when he's spoken to. its just the arm movement. he makes steady progress in holding his head up, but he's been doing that since the day he was born too. only now he can hold it up for longer periods. am i just being overly protective of my grandson and fearing too much?

This One Is For A Platinum Cherry
IF U HAVENT GUESSED 3 LETTERS ..YOU GET ONE TIME TO GUESS 3 THEN THE REST OF THE GUESS HAS TO BE ONE AT A TIME GUESS A LETTER FROM A-Z...EVERYONE GETS 3 GUESSES..BUT DONT GEUSS..BUT DONT GUESS ANUMBER THAT HAS BEEN GUESSED ALREADY.....IF YOU DO YOU WILL RTECIEVE AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES....CHERRY WILL BE BOUGHT DURING A HAPPY HOUR..SMALLER GIFTS PAY RIGHT AWAY....THE WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED IN 1 HOUR...IF NOONE HAS GUESSED THE RIGHT LETTER IN THE NEXT HOUR...TE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE A GUESS GETS THE CHERRY....NEXT CONTEST IS MATH PROBLEM ADDITION IN 3 MINUTES...MAKE SURE YOU CHECK THE COTEST CAUSE ONE WILL BE FOR A ROLEX TONIGHT....BANG AND THIER OFF

Sexual Iq Results
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Masters Play Time....
I had just gotten out of the shower and was drying off when I heard a creak from the living room. It had been raining and extremely windy when I'd stepped into the shower so I just figured the old house was moving with the wind. As I put my night shirt and panties on, I thought I heard another creak but dismissed it as well since I knew you had gone to work and I had locked the door after you left. After brushing my hair and putting it up, I made my way down the hall toward my bedroom, turning off all the lights. I could see the candle light from the candle I'd lit before you woke up. I had just blown it out to go to bed, when I was grabbed from behind. I was yanked up and opened my mouth to ward whomever had grabbed me but a hand suddenly covered my mouth. I started to struggle to get away but the arm at my waist tightened with surprising strength and the hand that was covering my mouth moved my head to one side, exposing my neck. I felt their breath on my neck as they whispered

So Ready For The Weekend
Well, I'm not even going to discuss the Mav's playoff series loss to the suck ass Golden Girl Warriors. What a mess. Worst upset in NBA Playoff history is what they are calling it.. It's in the past. Nothing I can do about it so I am just going to focus on the future...meaning tomorrow night's DeLaHoya vs. Mayweather fight! I can't wait. I am a huge Hoya fan however I am pretty sure that he will get beat. Mayweather is at the top of his game right now. Besides, Oscar gets a gauranteed 30 mil. just for fighting. Who can argue with that? Beer and brawling. Doesn't get much better than that. :) XO BeerQueen

The Best Divorce Letter Ever Written
The best divorce letter ever written Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, b

" I Can't Keep Doing This To Myself!!"
“I CAN’T KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF” I CANT KEEP DOIN THIS TO MYSELF, I'M LIVIN A LIE I SAY I DONT CARE MOST OF THE TIME, I MIGHT SOUND HAPPY BUT I'M NOT, I HURT AND CRY ON THE INSIDE, AND DONT SHOW IT ON THE OUTSIDE CUZ IT HURTS TOO BAD, BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS CUZ THE MAN I LOVED DONT WANT TO BE WIT ME I DONT REALLY CARE BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DO BECAUSE IT KILLS ME ON THE INSIDE TO KNOW THAT HE AINT HERE BY MY SIDE HE TOLD ME THAT HE WOULD NEVER BREAK MY HEART BUT HE DID HE HURT ME SO BAD I JUST DONT WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE SOMTIMES I THINK ABOUT WHAT IF I WASN’T HERE NO MORE I THINK ABOUT IT MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY BECAUSE HE AINT HERE ANYMORE, I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO HE TOLD ME THAT HE CARES AND HES SORRY FOR HURTIN ME, BUT I SAY THAT IF HE WAS REALLY SORRY HE WOULD BE HERE RIGHT NOW I GET SAD EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIS PICTURE AND I DONT KNOW WHY BECAUSE HE HURT ME BU

Saterday Morning 6am
and its been a week since i blocked a fake friend loser,but somehow he has nothing better to do then to come here ,looking into my profile and blog,looking for ammo ,to use as a wedge between me and a good friend.its ok his life is so sad and miserable(all by his own bitter design),ill let him live off my life.since theres nothing he can say or do to change anything now.so heres my life.drink and enjoy it.sorry it reminds you everyday ,you are a bitter fool.see ya tommorow Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Late Lunch (may 05, 2007)
Todays menu is Swiss Steak with fresh mushroom gravy, mashed potatos, rolls and Amish butter, spinach with bacon, hard boiled egg pieces and vinegar and a hardy red wine. Any takers? We can discuss dessert after our meal.

I Should Have Stayed At Home
so last night i went to visit my friend amanda and josh they were having a party and i hadnt seen them in a couple months so i went.. althought im not really one for parties.i saw a few people i knew from way back when .. from days spent at veeh elementary and ce utt middle school and even foot hill high and tustin too.this one guy he had a mohawk hhaha amanda said he wanted me hahaha she told him about me before i got tere and he was all excited well he kept bothering and trying to get me to drink and i just wasnt in the mood .. i havent drank in a lo9ng time and i really dont need to do anything to have fun you know .. i mean im comfertable enough to get crazy when im sober hahah but still he persisted so i left and amanda chased me down and begged for me to come back and stay and that shed tell him to be nice and stop and so regretfully i did. i hung out for an hour or so more and had a good conversation with this one chick and her best bud. and then i decided i just wanted to go ho

This Is What Love Is All About!!!
It was a busy morning when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 a.m. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and re-dress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upse

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SHARE THIS CHART (Remember grapefruit affects certain medications in a negative way! It can cause some meds to metabolize in the liver!) Absolutely the best chart I have seen in years. SHARE THIS CHART apples Protects your heart prevents constipation Blocks diarrhea Improves lung capacity Cushions joints apricots Combats cancer Controls blood pressure Saves your eyesight Shields against Alzheimer's Slows aging process artichokes Aids digestion Lowers cholesterol Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Guards against liver disease avocados Battles diabetes Lowers cholesterol Helps stops strokes Controls blood pressure Smoothes skin bananas Protects your heart Quiets a cough Strengthens bones Controls blood pressure Blocks diarrhea beans Prevents constipation Helps hemorrhoids Lowers cholesterol Combats cancer Stabilizes blood sugar beets Controls blood pressure Combats cancer

Cry
My day is just about done, I've been the best I can be, to all who call my name to who, or what, needs me Now the sun, she's setting My room's an orange glow I want to rest the voices But in my heart I know... The only thing to do is rest my face in hand and let the tears fall down and see just where they land I just want to cry It hurts inside and out I really want to scream But That, I wont, out loud I guess tonight, again Ill try some, just to sleep And wait to cry 'til morning 'Til then, the tears will keep

I Wish
I wish I knew if you were feeling the things I feel I wish I knew if you are hurting the way I'm hurting I wish I knew if you look at things the same way I do I wish I knew if times were different would WE be different I wish I knew what was going thru your mind And for once I wish you would just speak your mind I just wish you COULD step into my shoes for a day.

Yep, I Posted This As A Bulletin Too :)
Ok...So for those of you who missed the bulletin or didn't read the blog...Heath and I split up, I had to move back "home" to my Gramma's and I don't have internet there right now. I'm at my friend April's house right now :) I'll get back with everyone and re-vamp my profile when I can. Right now her computer is having issues, lol, so this is the best I can do for the time being. I WAS going to delete this profile, but I spent way too much time on this one to just let it go, lol. Hope everyone is doing well, and hopefully it won't be too much longer before I can be online again on a regular basis. Lots of love and hugs to everyone :)

Hot Cops Busted....
HOT COPS BUSTED LIST ! THE COPSAchilles@ CherryTAPAdopt a soldier.** #28 bomb squad**DJ ADAMS HOD(BBWF-Bartender){CT ShadowBombers}CONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAPFear The Grunts C.T.A.F - #34@ CherryTAPPaul@ CherryTAPTHE BUSTEDTHESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN BUSTED!!!In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an Great profile,kind and NICE, very few (NSFW) photos,No FAN me on your profile,SALUTE,and Not a drama queen.If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you.Also a BULLETIN (STICKY) every 2 weeks.Thanks Christian aka ACHILLES (PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD THE PEOPLE ON THIS LIST ALL HAVE BEEN CHECKED AND ARE DRAMA FREE!)beautifullove@ CherryTAPAdopt a soldier.** #28 bomb squad**DJ ADAMS HOD(BBWF-Bartender){CT ShadowBombers}CONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAPCTAF #22~ArousedByRage ~CTAF #22@ CherryTAPCanadian Ice Quee

Tenacious D And The Pick Of Destiny
I must admit, I came into this movie with very low expectations. Jack Black to me cannot carry a movie in my humble opinion, but I do like his music. I was surprised at how entertained I was. I'm not saying this is Blazing Saddles, but it did have its moments. Kyle Gas was very funny. He's Jack Black's sidekick in Tenacious D. He's also a pretty good guitarist. He played a pretty good straight man to Jack Black, and he got a thumbs up from me. Jack Black was predictable. He overacted. He was annoying. He was a scene stealer ...everything that makes me not like his movies. But oddly enough, it sort of fit the script. As a special treat, Dave Grohl plays the devil. That alone made the whole movie worth it. The songs are funny, very over the top, and theres is also a special appearance by Ronnie James Dio. As a special note, the kids who played the younger version of the two were dead on. Kudos to casting. I give it 6 stars, with one extra for Dave Grohl

David's New Lap Top
so i got a call from Vamp at the bar.. David bought a new lap top.... he was sending it home with chris and jason... cool.. i get to set up his new lap top... i open it, brushing off the fact that the screen was smudged with fingerprints.. i plug it in and turn it on... last time i got a lap top there wernt already 2 users set up to use it... and limewire and a few other programs wernt already downloaded.... ring ring its now a new lap top... they sold him a used one.. WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE????????????? (btw i know ppl buy refurbished lap tops all the time but this was bought as being brand mother fucking new) Vamp is gonna go back to radio shack and raise a shit storm over it... thats soooo fucked up.......

I'm Outta Here...
bright and early we leave for Seattle..our photo art club has been planing this field trip for over a year now and its finally happening!! w00t w00t! The place we are staying is amazing, and I can't wait to get there. Port Townsend is only 20 minutes away and has so many old historic buildings. Were also going to Fort Casey and Deception Pass.. places I used to visit when I was a kid.. Lighthouses, wildlife, wilderness, hopefully some whales.. Eeeeeeek!! *bounces in chair* I love that side of Washington. Im soo excited!! But Im also sad cause Im gonna miss my Wife n Daddy but i'll be back before you even have time to miss me.. No crying love.. *hugs her wife* Welp, I need to get to sleep so Im not sleeping on the drive there, hope ya'll have a great rest of your week and wkend. Happy Mothers Day to all the Mommy's out there!! *gimps to her bed n crashes*

Whats Your Element
Your Element Is Water A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?

Eggplants Stuffed With Crab And Shrimp
Eggplants Stuffed with Crab and Shrimp In this festive preparation, hollowed-out eggplant halves serve as an edible container for a fantastic seafood and vegetable medley. Better than a bread bowl -- and better for you! Credit: Encyclopedia of Fishing Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 6 medium-size eggplants * 4 tablespoons olive oil * 4 green peppers, chopped * 4 medium-size onions, chopped * 1/2 cup chopped celery * 3 garlic cloves, chopped * 1 pound shelled small shrimp * 1 pound white lump crabmeat * 1/2 cup chopped parsley * Salt and pepper * 2 cups fresh bread crumbs, or more * Paprika Directions: Cut the eggplants lengthwise into halves. Drop into a large kettle of boiling water and simmer until soft but not mushy. Drain, wait until cool enough to handle and scoop out the pulp without damaging the shells. Set the shells aside to drain. Heat 3 tablespoons of the oil in a large skillet and cook the green pepp

A Pick Up Line That Will Assure You A Date..
Here is a pick up line that will assure that a girl you meet will never forget you. First, never act that you are fluent in the language... Spanish accent would be an added advantage.... I'm kinda hungry, can I eat you out.....

Horoscope May 13, 2007
Some changes are coming your way when it comes to this funny thing called love -- especially regarding those rules you thought were etched in stone. This is a great thing: You can kick old habits that were holding you back. OMG! OMG! OMG! This is begining to freek me out just a little bit!

Believe
Can you believe? No wait, erase that, Is it comprehendable To imagine such a twisted knot of Ideas, thoughts and actions Bled out for no purpose but to find ones self And nothing found but Heartache, headache and a compleat destruction And the answer to find this lost soul Lies in the life before him But can not grasp it or will not accept it? Pain follows compleat disregard for self-rightgeousness Lies lied and fists clenched makes me believe a different story than what is displayed on the surface Like an irrational book Who's title diffuses the plot and the plot destroys the authors goal of a life lived for truth reach for the stars they would say but refuses to believe that the fight is worth the gain until it is too late And a fight not fought Leaves a life left to rot When the path became out of sight And it is too hard to find for it is Always night Disregard what is easy to know For it is not a new life that is to be prayed but for the ni

Am I A Firefighter Yet????
Am I A Fireman Yet?? > > > > In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year > > old > > son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > > > > Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling > > of > > determination. > > Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. > > Now that was no longer possible. > > > > The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to > > come true. > > > > She took her son's hand and asked, > > "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? > > Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" > > > > Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." > > > > Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come > > true." > > > > Later that day she went to her local fire > > Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a > > heart as big as Phoenix . > > > > She

Just My Luck
ok I thought that it was time for some new photos so since I was suspended from work I decided to put the new digital camera my christmas present to myself to use.its only been sitting on my desk doing nothing ;-) I had stumbled on a great spot when my girl and I were trying to locate a friends wedding a while back. so I pack my tripod, camera and off I go. being a country boy I decided to start out in the woods, took a few photos of the scene befored heading into the woods. I finally found a ridge that was perfect climbed up the steep hill with my gear, set up the camera on the tripod, even made sure to zoom in a little, set the timer..got in position...press the shutter which starts the 10 second timer....race back in position...camera shuts off..turns out the batteries died. packed everything up hiked back to the car and couldnt find a battery to save my life. went home cause I had to get ready for church with my mom took her someplace she always wanted to go. after church I hurried

Jc's Sweetest Twin & Ct Wife Of Scott
Pimp My Words This is my sis, Rhonda. We are not blood related, but we should be! She is, without a doubt, one of the sweetest people on CT! I met Rhonda through Jeremy Crow, and I will be forever grateful to him for introducing us! Rhonda and I are so much alike, it's scary! We even have the same "mood" colored eyes. Rhonda is one of those rare people who actually care what other people think and feel, and she takes the time to listen when needed. She is an extremely loyal friend, and she has and will protect and defend her friends when they need it. I can't say enough wonderful things about Rhonda. When I call her Sis, I mean that with all my heart. Those of you who know her, know exactly what I'm talking about. And for those of you who don't know her yet, go check her out! JC's Sweetest Twin' & CT wife of Scott@ CherryTAP By the way guys, she's happily taken by Scott. So don't get any ideas. LOL I'm not writing this as a "pimp out". I just want

Another Year Shall Come To Pass.
GREETINGS, PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. I'M STILL LEARNING ABOUT LIFE AND ANOTHER YEAR SHALL COME TO PASS IN MINE. LIFE HAS WONDERFUL MOMENTS THAT ARE FOREVER KEPT IN ONES HEART AND SOUL. TO BE FOREVER CHERISHED. AND THERE IS ALSO PAIN AND SORROW FOR MANY WITHIN THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS. I HAVE SEEN BOTH. THE GOOD AND THE BAD. ONE OF THE THINGS I HAVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS, IS THAT WE ARE NOT PERFECT NOR IS OUR WORLD. WE FALTER AND ERROR IN OUR TIME ON EARTH. BUT LIFE IS SHORT. PAINFUL AT TIMES, BUT NEVER THE LESS SO BITTER SWEET. I HAVE LEARNED TO FORGIVE AND TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. NOT TO HARBOR HATRED OR ANGER, TELL THOSE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE THEM, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR NUMBERS GOING TO BE CALLED. LAUGH, CRY, TALK ,HUG AND LOVE. MAKE THE BEST OF THE WORST. JUST LIVE, LIFE AND NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH . BLESSED BE. S.F. POWELL/ AKA SCOOTER BLACK MAY 14TH, 2007

Lost And Missing Children
I'm sure that you have all seen on the news about Maddie.The little girl who is missing.Well it's time to do what we can as parents and cherry tappers.So if anyone happens to see anything to do with little Maddie or any missing children you know what to do.May good be with the children that didn't make it home.If you have a heart repost these!

I Am So Lonely
I am here lonely and bored I have a poem to share with u all hope u like it .... When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

My Type Of Woman
People have often asked me what type of woman or female friend do I like. Here goes She's beautiful, intelligent, loving, caring, a good friend, a good listener, understands my sexual side, erotic,sensual, will let me be a man, has my back, ride or die with me, freaky, did I mention intelligent. Can't get down with a dumb chick. She'll do what she can to make me feel better, be truthful, no bullshit..that's all I got.

Outcast ( Another Of My Stories)
"Good night" "Good night." Heinemann closed the door and turned around. His wife, Leah, was sitting on the white sofa that dominated the whole living room. "I wonder if what they said is true", she began. "You mean about thinking alike? Unlikely. When we first met, we were such opposites that we hated each other for over a year!" "I remember", she said teasingly. "We hated each other, and look where we are now." She jumped off the sofa and gave him a strong hug, followed by a kiss. "I wouldn't change it for anything." "I better remember, Leah. After all, this get-together was to celebrate our fourth anniversary. That reminds me! I made reservations at the Palace for tomorrow and the day after." Her face lit up, and he kissed her again. "You mean a second honeymoon? What about little Joey?" "Mother will be here tomorrow to take care of him. Anyway, all we can spend there is two days and one night. We both have to work the day after that." "W

Five Little Hippies
Five little hippies, Looking for a score One smoked some rotten hash- Now there’s only four; Four little hippies, Freaked out on a spree; One went establishment- Now there’s only three, Three little hippies, Smelling like a zoo One copped some dial soap- Now there’s only two; Two little hippies Broke and on the run, One met a cop- And now there’s only one, One little hippie Zonked as he can be He revealed his stash Now there’s 43!

The Only 3 Ways To Attract A Woman
The Only 3 Ways To Attract A Woman >NOTE: If you'd like to learn more about this secret "language of attraction" that all women speak... but most men don't... then take a minute and read this right now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/SexualCommunication/?cid=9ZZZV7&lid=1&ll=1 Have you ever wondered why women you see out at bars and nightclubs (and even at malls and restaurants) sometimes dress so SEXY? It's an interesting question. I mean, let's think about it from the woman's perspective... An attractive woman gets attention from men all the time... no matter WHAT she's wearing. Attractive women don't have to "accent" their beauty in order to attract men. And the question becomes VERY interesting when you consider that often it's the most BEAUTIFUL women that go to the GREATEST lengths to enhance their beauty. You know what I mean... A perfectly beautiful woman gets an expensive operation to make herse

As You Leave
As you leave me sitting alone As you leave me here As you leave me wondering why As you leave me quivering in fear As you leave me standing by myself As you leave me crying As you leave me without respect As you leave me sighing As you leave me torn apart As you leave me in shame As you leave me Falling down As you leave me full of pain As you leave me thinking of you As you leave me wanting more As you leave me craving love As you leave me starnded ashore As you leave me in wasted time As you leave me in anger As you leave me, I say Please don't be a stranger

05-17-07
A loved one and you aren't on the same page. They understand what you're doing, but their response isn't as enthusiastic as you'd have liked. Don't automatically read that as disapproval. Go about your business.

I Am Your Friend....
Alone u were, in search of fun, Now I embrace you like the sun, I did warn u from the start, I’d draw u in, we would not part. So… accept me as your friend, U want me now, let’s not pretend, Just give in to what u need, Cause if u don’t, your soul will bleed. We run together, fly so high, Jump right up, we break the sky, Just u and me, behind the door, When this is done, u need to score. Nights we fill, with blazing eyes, I’ll give u more, u need to rise, U feel so good, when I’m around, Desire for me, u truly found. I’ll hit u up, u just lay still, Your empty veins I want to fill, Then let u lie, just for a while, U truly love and dig my style. U cant go back, I’ve cast my spell, Fall u have, I know u well, So get back up, and take that drive, For what u need, to feel alive, U know u want me, come this way, Go be a whore, so u can pay, I aint cheap, so make it quick, If u want me, you’ll turn a trick. I’ll be here for when u need Some of me,

Honesty
Honesty within a D/s relationship is by far one of the most important aspects of the relationship. At all times, both the Dominant and the slave/submissive must be honest. A falsehood can be extremely detrimental to the level of trust. It is especially important to understand that the slave/ submissive needs to be open and forthright with her Dominant. Failing to convey emotions, feelings, frustrations, hurts and concerns can result in a Dominant misunderstanding the true nature of a girls needs. A slave/submissive should never try to answer her Dominant with the answer she thinks He wants to hear, her answer should always be honest and truthful. A slave/ submissive also need to insure that she is not dishonest or deceitful by omission. Failing to provide your Dominant with information can be just as dishonest as outright lying. A Master/Dominant need not tell his slave/submissive all that he knows. He may r

Racism
First I'd like to paste a comment I left on someone's page. I do have one observation I'd like to make. and one comment. One it seems that a person can only be a racist if they're white. and a comment...not all afro american's are niggers. Being a nigger is a state of character not race. I know blacks who are great people who I'm very proud to have them as friends. I also know some niggers who I wouldn't piss on if they were on fire. I can say the same as whites, hispanics, and any other race out there. Now, why is it that only whites can be racist when there's plenty of racial prejudice directed towards whites? It's hypocritical that blacks can call each other niggers, niggas (etc it's all the same derivative) but it's racist for a white person to do the same. Though it's acceptable to be called a cracker or a honky. Are there niggers in the world? yes. Like I said in the comment being a nigger is a state of character not race. For every nigger I know I can give an example

Failure
This may come as a surprise to many, but failure is an illusion. No one ever fails at anything. Everything you do produces a result. If you're tryin to learn how to catch a football and someone throws it to you and you drop it, you havn't failed. You simply produced a result. The real quesiton is what you do with the results that you produce. Do you leave, and moan about being a football failure, or do you say, "Throw it again," until ultimately you're catching footballs? Failure is a judgement. It's an opinion. It comes from your fears, which can be eliminated by love. Love for yourself. Love for what you do. Love for others. Love for your planet. When you have love within you, fear cannot survive. Think of the message in this ancient wisdom: "Fear knocked at the door. Love answered and no one was there." Just a little wisdom to read today. Hope yall enjoy! ~DJ Paige aka Mel

Why Condoms Come In Boxes
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see, " replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, 0NE for Friday, 0NE for Saturday, and 0NE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men, " the dad answers, TW0 for Friday, TW0 for Saturday, and TW0 for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. 0NE for January, 0NE for February, 0NE for March....etc."

Whos The Best Bomb Squad On Ct Contest??? This One Should Be Interresting!!! I Know Who I Think Will Win He He He
"THE BEST BOMB SQUAD ON CHERRYTAP?? ARE YOU??? HUMMM LETS TRUELY FIND OUT...I AM HAVING A CONTEST THIS CONTEST WILL BEGIN JUNE 1ST AND RUN THROUGH TO JULY 1ST BOMB SQUADS WANTING TO PARTICIPATE PLEASE PM ME FAMILY TAG PIC TO ENTER INTO THE CONTEST WINNERS WILL RECEIVE THE TITLE " NUMBER ONE BOMB SQUAD ON CT VOTED BY SQUAD AND FRIENDS CT WIDE" I WILL MAKE A TAG FOR YOUR FAMILY WITH THIS. I ALSO WILL BUY FOUNDER OR SQUAD A MANSION AS A GIFT AND I WILL ALSO MAKE A BOMB ASS CUSTOMIZED SKIN FOR THE WINNING SQUAD!THE SQUAD WITH MOST COMMENTS WINS RULES ARE NO DOWN RATING AND THATS BOUT IT BOMBS AWAY WOOT WOOT! ENTER NOW!!!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS TO INFORM OTHER SQUADS THANKS ILLUSION MY LINK IS BELOW CLICK ON IT TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE EMAIL..GOOD LUCK!!ILLUSION ~ EXECUTIVE OF THE BLOOD, SWEAT, & TEARS FAMILY@ CherryTAP

May 25, 2007 Is National Missing Childrens Day (edited)
Please visit the following to see what you can do to help: **THIS ENTRY WILL BE UPDATED** I've seen ribbons for every cause imaginable, but I had yet to see one supporting missing children organizations...this one I feel supports them all. Feel free to rip it from my gallery. a>

I Banged My Crush Because I'm Sexy As Hell
Pick the month you were born in... 1 - I ate 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I shot 5 - I banged 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I killed 8 - I am shirtless with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I peed on/with 11 - I slept with 12- I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - a stripper 02 - a dog 03 - a jew 04 - a whore 05 - Santa Claus 06 - a homo 07 - Barney the dinosaur 08 - a prostitute 09 - my crush 10 - a jar of honey 11 - a whore 12 - a condom 13 - a bag of weed 14 - a pornstar 15 - a pickle 16 - the cool-aid man 17 - my lover 18 - a horse 19 - an orange 20 - a crackhead 21 - an easter egg 22 - trojan man 23 - paris hilton 24 - a toothbrush 25 - a homeless man/women 26 - a glass of milk 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - your dealer 29 - a French fry 30 - A lesbian 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - Because thats how i roll Black - because im sexy as hell Pink - Because the lil people told me to Red - be

Ocean Of Gold
When I see the ocean at sunset Tossed waves of liquid gold Quivering sparkles of glorious hues I think of you. You allowed me to slip into your waters Gentle golden sprays as you splash Do not speak of your power or strength Nor of your depth Your whispers beckoned me inside You hold me weightless molding my trust Swaying me back and forward As your tide choses. When I kick out and thrash around When my limits are stretched and unknown When I come back to stillness You gently enfold me again Yet I have barley felt your depths Hardley begun to understand Where the edges of your ocean lie Still your patience endures I paddle and bathe in the shallows Watching the sunset spin gold from your majesty Discovering as you allow, and wondering, If I am warming your soul

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some ne

New Homepage For Family Member's
OK GUY'S HERE'S THE DEAL IF ANY OF YA'LL ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO READ THESE.WE REALIZE THAT NOT ALL OF YA'LL WANT TO BE BOMBER'S,SO WE HAVE COME UP WITH A SOLUTION.A FAMILY HOMEPAGE FOR ALL FAMILY MEMBER'S.THIS PAGE HERE IS FOR MY BOMBER'S SO IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER SAY SO SO I CAN REMOVE YOU FROM THE FAMILY LIST OF THIS PAGE.THAT WAY I HAVE THE PEOPLE HERE I KNOW I CAN RELY UPON AND BETTER UTILIZE THE RESOURCES OF MY BOMBSQUAD FOR TOP PERFORMANCE AND RESULT'S. I ALSO FORWARN YOU ALL,IF YOU ARE NOT A BOMBER AND JOIN A CONTEST DO NOT MAKE THE ASSUMPTION THAT THIS SQUAD WILL BE THERE TO BOMB YOU.OUR FIRST RESPONSIBILITY IS TO EACH OTHER,OUR FELLOW SQUAD MEMBER'S.SECOND TO SUPPORTER'S I.E.THOSE THAT SUPPORT/BOMB WHERE WE ARE BOMBING,REGARDLESS OF WHAT FAMILY THEY BELONG TO AND THIRD TO FAMILY CONTEST'S,I.E.LIKE BOMBFEST WHERE IT WAS THE FAMILY THAT WAS IN IT.LASTLY WILL BE THOSE NON-BOMBER'S OF THE FAMILY,IF I HAVE THE MANPOWER AVAILABLE AND NO OTHER OBLIGATION'S THEN WE WILL BE THERE.S

Patiently Waiting
I'm waiting here Patiently Just around the corner Many people passing by I talk to a few They aren't the voice I need Several birds fly through Singing your songs Keeping me content I have been here for years It seems Time stands still at this intersection I could call a cab I could jump on a bus Maybe I'll just wander I won't drift far Just takin the scenic route For now I can still hear the birds I'm still waiting Patiently

Single Again...
Hey to all my friends... I am single again but I think this time I am gonna sit back and just go with the flow of being SINGLE!!! To explain the bitches part... My ex forced me into breakin up with him via-voicmail because his little bitch ass would not answer the phone so we could even talk... Why do some men have to handle shit like little bitches that is what I want to know... Is it that hard to pick up the phone and talk to a person... If there is a problem the other person isnt gonna know without talkin to them... FUCKIN STUPID is what I say... I got two words for ya MAN UP!!!

Broken Heart
I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Beaten And Broken.
Beaten and broken, I carry on. Live my life to the best of my ability. With all the hurt and instability. I once called home. I've never felt so alone. Beaten and broken, I carry on. At one time a hardass. Turns out I have a heart made of glass. So afraid to give it away again. I don't know if I can. Beaten and broken, I carry on. But I will do it again, and again. I desperately want to regain, What I lost, I've never felt so connected. Lost focus on the road, and I wrecked it. Beaten and broken, I carry on. No one will ever have a higher place in my heart. Than the one, who turned my darkness into a colorful work of art. I will always love her, more than anyone else could. I will be here for her like a best friend should. Beaten and broken, I carry on. Keep my heart silent. Drown the hurt, too violent. Fill the void with faces, And all the empty spaces. Beaten and broken, I carry on. I am happy with where I am at. We are still b

~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Now Open Come And Vote
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/23 thur 5/30 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

I Need Help
I need help! I don't have time for my friends anymore! Am I a workacholic??? or just trying to make ends meet??? Shit..... I have worked at the same job for 23 years ......ya I am damn good at it and I like what I do but..... its a J.O.B.! Just getting by! Think about it! working for someone else is always going to be a j.o.b.! Now I am building an online business in my spare time (like I have a lot of it). Have any of you tried that???? Theres shit everywhere telling you how easy it is to make money online...... Guess what......It doesn't work that way! Any way..I've been farting around.... hopping from one program or product to another for a few years, thinking I was going to start hauling in the cash with my work from home...online business..... Ha! The moral of this story is..... all of these great programs and products are leaving me in the same place!......YUP! a J.O.B. working for someone else!!!! The only advantage is.... if you are good at it you may be

Going To Fla, With Some One I Never Met
This is going to be a crazy trip I can tell, Stared out taking a old girl friend and last night got tired of her mouth and being bossy ! Wrong, So to night I'm on a site and see this hot girl and playing ? I sent her a message saying you want to go to Fla. ? She replyed hell Yes ! So we talked and we are going to meet up and go. I'm excited but nervous at the same time, Will finish ot this may be a start to a long story. We'll see ? Stay tuned ? Same bat channel same bat time ,

Application For Service To Mistress M (updated)
Fill this out honestly and completely if you wish to be considered for servitude to Mistress M. send it to Me by email for review at bdsmistress-m@hotmail.com. Name: Age: Weight & Height: Bust size (girls) / Penis size (boys): Eye & Hair Color: Which are you Submissive / Slave: Location: Orientation: Email address: Marital status: Able to travel: Education level: Employment: Income level: Skills/talents: Able to tribute (gifts / money) Mistress time is precious, if you want My attention you have to be able to tribute Me for it: Answer the following, should Mistress M require you for entertainment. I am available to serve most often at this time and on these days: I have a webcam/digital camera: Are willing to take pics with it to prove you did what I ordered you too: Length of time available for sessions: Toys, play clothing and bondage items you own: Living situation (alone / with others bu

It's Not Over
I was blown away What could I say? It all seemed to make sense You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that I try to see the good in life But good things in life are hard to find I'll blow it away Blow it away Can we make this something good? Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me but you're the only one It's not over I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We're wasting too much time Being strong and holding on Can't let it bring us down My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily I'll blow it away Blow it away Can we make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me but you're the o

If I Was Your Vampire, Marilyn Manson
6am Christmas morning No shadows No reflections here Lying cheek to cheek In your cold embrace So soft and so tragic As a slaughterhouse You press the knife against your heart And say that ‘I love you so much you must kill me now’ If I was your vampire Certain as the moon Instead of killing time We’ll have each other Until the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Hold my hands across your face Because I think Our time has come Digging your smile apart With my spade-tongue The hole is where the heart is We built this tomb together And I won’t fill it alone Beyond the pale Everything is black No turning back If I was your vampire Certain as the moon Instead of killing time We’ll have each other Until the sun If I was your vampire Death waits for no one Hold my hands across your face Because I think Our time has come Blood-stained sheets In the shape of your heart This is where it starts Thi

How To Make An Animated Button
First off, you probably have some idea what you want your animation to be. If not, then figure it out and make it yourself, because there are just WAY too many possibilities there. Once you have your idea made and animated (preferably with a gif animator like Photoshop or (my favorite) Ulead, you're ready to make it into a button. Flash can export gif files, but they come out REALLY grainy, so go with a dedicated gif animator. It just looks better, trust me. The first thing you want to do is open an unnamed, empty movie clip. Hit CTRL+F8 to do this, and you will open a new window with nothing in it and a generic title. Import your animation by hitting CTRL+R, and resize it to what you want your button to be. Now why are you making a movie clip instead of a button? Because porcupines are spiny. Just kidding. You have to use this movie clip because the button is only going to be on one frame itself. When you have your animation in the movie clip, go ahead and return to

Lots Of Bitching
I dont even know what to write. Im just frustrated. A few different bitchings here, if i dont bitch i might explode. ~I love how you say we use you. Your too much of a fucking alcoholic for us to use you even if we wanted. Remember when you OFFERD to change my oil, and then left the oil cap off because you were DRUNK? If you feel used DONT OFFER to do things around the house. And Guess what? I know what the word no means. If I ask you to do something around the house and you are A) unskilled enough/incapable B)too drunk or C) too lazy then feel free to say no. STOP SAYING YOULL DO THINGS AND THEN GOING BEHIND MY BACK TO OUR OTHER ROOMIE AND BITCHING. If you dont want to do it grow some fucking balls and say something to me you hypocritical alcholoic looser peice of shit. Stop being such a hermit, go get fucking laid and pull your head out of your ass for a few minutes. I know its been what... 3 years since a girl as even come close to touching you, suggestion... TAKE A FUCKING S

Making Decisions In Actionscript
Okay, you have made a movie clip, and you want it to change. Problem is, you have more than one change to make depending on the results of a user action or what-have-you... What do you do? Simple. You take the variable and put it into one of two types of condition statements: If or Switch-Case. The syntax is different for the If than it is for the Switch, but they do the same thing. They take the variable and give you different results depending on its value. "If" conditions are like Boolean variables. The result is based on True or False, or in the case of the Boolean variable, 1 or 0. "Switch" conditions give you three or more possible results. The SWITCH takes the variable and tells the rest of the statement to make a decision based on it. CASE is where the variable is tested for value, and it gives you a result based on one of many possibilities. if(variable1>=3){ gotoAndStop(2); } The above tells the file to go to frame 2 and stop there if the variable