REALITY BECOMES UNDONE!
All our illusions are just that!
You're the co-creator of your moment
Make it count, cuz life is
Always the Present
Play Ball
Shake Hands
Go deer Hunting.
Deceit is Unbelievable
And Hides behind it's lies
No matter what is believable
We all hide behind our eyes
What is happening now
Is temporary unless you're blind
Without me, there is no Me!!!
The only way reality becomes undone
Is if you Let it!
The Complete Rhetoric!
Mulch and Shit
The Thrill of It
The Sea of Piss Sustains
Cabbage Rinds
Filthy Finds
Let's Reveal The Stains!
We need a Dishwasher Stat!
Or is that all we really need at all? More can be said about what we WANT and what we really NEED. A moral stigma if there ever was one to believe in. Beliefs are stranger than usual in this day and age because of Everyone's varying views and perspectives.
Let Me Fish off Your Pier for awhile!
All the ways we medicate ourselves and get ourselves so intoxicated in order to forget bits and pieces of ourselves. It's understandable at times to purposely forget certain events in our past temporarily but at the same time, we are actually erasing the very brain cells we NEED for essential living instead of the ones that actually contain these memories we are trying to rid ourselves of. Do you think those with the Dis-Ease will even notice this fact before it slowly or suddenly kills them?
You got that right; They don't and never will unless they wake up, Fast! The End of The Beginning of The End is coming fast for them. Spontaneity Rocks, Be different and surprising on the Spur Of The Moment.
October 18, 2002
Damien Speaking of his first meeting with David Noel Alexson...:
The man was tall, probably about six foot, two with an average frame for his height, but it was his eyes that caught my attention. His eyes seemed to glitter and sparkle like stars of the Milky Way had collected behind them. The way he looked at people was scary. He seemed more to look Through people as opposed to At them. And he seemed to know everything about a person with just One glance in someone’s general direction.
How he did this, no one could really say for sure except that He just 'Knew'. How he got Here, No One Knew. He just WAS. No one really noticed Him unless they weren't looking. He was invisible to the conscious mind unless he allowed Himself to be seen by any particular person. So when I saw Him, I knew instinctively that no one else could really see Him and that I was the only one who was Supposed to. So, naturally, seeing someone So like myself, I decided I'd go and talk with this mystery man to see what He was all about.
CURIOUSITY IS WHAT KILLED THE CAT...
BUT SATISFACTION IS WHAT BROUGHT HIM BACK
AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN...
October 18, 2002
When faced with mortality, many people will cringe in fright and cower away from the Epiphany before them. They have no concept of it with which to compare it to and differentiate one from the other. With nothing to compare it to, it makes the Revelation stand out in Stark contrast to the Reality they've created around them.
October 18, 2002
Those marked by the All as Dis-Ease ridden infestations of the Soul will be knownst to those of us who 'Know' by their characteristic Un-Realness and Non-Existence in this Reality. They must be removed like the Cancer they are so they are not allowed to spread their sickness to others like they have for so long now. They must be stopped at all costs in order for us to be able to start our rebuilding for the All. How do we spot the Sick ones? How to see them for their Sickness? Tis really quite easy... Just LOOK!
"So how did you find me, I mean, like how did you know about me?" asked Damien.
"We've always known about you, Damien," replied David. "We've been watching you since you were born."
"Okay, but how'd you know about what I can do?"
"There were Prophecies written about One like you many millennia ago by Ancient Beings who basically Created You, in a manner of Speaking, for this Exact purpose. You are to be the one who Opens the Gateway between the Realities allowing the Old Ones to Return to their Rightful Places of Power. They created this whole race for doing their Bidding, so is it so hard to believe that they made You in order to bring this all about?"
"Who were THEY? Where did They come from and Why? Why 'Create' Me or whatever it was they did? Why did They come here in the first Place?"
"In due time, dear Damien, All will be revealed to you. In Due time. Patience Young Damien, you will find all you need to know is already there and you already Know. But you must first learn Patience before all else when it comes to working with the All."
I'm not responsible for your own actions you inflict upon yourself. I have released all liability for Your actions to YOU. You are responsible for Your own Actions. What you do to yourself is Yours, not mine. So when it falls apart, don't come crying to me about it, Okay? Oh, and make sure You Say Thank You! Remember all I have Taught you and told you, kuz from here on out, you are on your own. Any more knowledge WILL cost you dearly, so be careful and be sure to THINK before you ACT. When you go out there on your own again, make sure you know the whole story before you make any decisions at all. PERIOD!
I've learned over time that I am a healer, but only in certain circumstances can I perform this feat. Mainly on my own self can I heal, but for others, it's a whole different story. I can heal only small physical things. Spiritually, my healing power is awesome. But that is only by getting people to realize that they have actually got the power to do it themselves within themselves. And that's only by mere suggestion, if that. A few guiding words here, a few there in the right spots and situations.
Other than that, most of my healing power is for the damage inflicted upon me while going about my day trying to get others to save themselves. But eventually I begin to wonder if I should even bother at all with trying to wake these fools up after all the Bullshit I've seen them pull when confronted for what they Really ARE...
SIC!
I like eating Egg-Foo-Younggg!!! I'd rather not Think. It's way too depressing. It's way too close to home for my liking.
October 19, 2002
Everything seems to be Broken, and I'm not the one to fix it. If I get the urge to leave this place, it's not your fault. I just think it's time to leave. Something is telling me to Leave NOW. There's nothing more for me to do here now. So if the time has come for me to leave the here and now place, then it's time.
The Fairies have all gone now
The Crows have flown away
To you this Mystery (misery), I now bestow
I can't carry this Load again today
Take now this Misery (Mystery) I've reaped
And make it now your own
These Lost Souls for Whom I weep
Are the Steps upon which sits Your Throne!
So when the Day comes that I disappear, Weep not for me, just think back to the picture of You and Me So Happy and Pure, when our Innocence was there and we both seemed to know. The Happy times we both shared and seemed to think we could take on the world together. Those times are few and far between, so make the most of them when they do come around.
Damien to Lawrence (Troy to Daniel Menhennete):
I think I'm slowly dying right now and falling apart at the seams, so I want to get the most out of Life before I Do have to go, so stay out of my way. Because, I will do anything I can in my power to do what I want so as to make sure I do all I Have to do before I die.
Where do you think all of this you see before you came from? Just a Whim? Nope, I know I'm dying so I have to get all of this out before I die so as to preserve myself and Create my IMMORTALITY for the World to Remember ME by.
Yeah, it seems so Negative coming from such a POSITIVE PERSON such as myself. But at one point in your life, you may have to Realize that its not all Grapes and Berries, and that we are all just actors on a stage and there's only so much WE CAN DO.
Besides, What we put forth and present to the world IS NOT REALLY US, for Real, okay?
I love you Brother, and Forgive Them For They Know Not What They Do.
The Time Has Come
The Party's Over
It means more to some
Than it Does to Others
So Now I must Leave
For I'm not at Peace
So Uncomfortable
In this Time and Place
The Seed Of Never Is Planted
And the Pall-Bearers Reign
Take Nothing For Granted
And Leave None In The Rain
P.S. TIGGER SPRINGTAIL
Malibu Rum
Bacardi Light Rum
Captain Morgan’s Spiced Rum
O.J.
Seven Up
Tigger will Live, Forever More
Love Damien La Rouche (Troy Minks)
S.S. Porthole
San Pedro California
Second To Last Booth on the Right.
P.S.S. Lawrence, (Daniel) The Dis-Ease has had me all along, I just didn't know it.
LIQUID COCAINE by Tony (Tone)
2 Jack Daniels
2 Meyers Rum
2 Amaretto
1/2 cup of O.J.
Scoop of Ice
Blend till frothy...
October 20, 2002
Deutronic Noise Pollution, or just Psychotic? Just get up off your ass and come on down here. All the Angels are here, it's time to come out and play. It will always be here no matter what. I'm just not ready yet. Everyone has still forgot about the past. REMEMBER! What if I'm Leading something other than myself?
October 21, 2002
If it keeps up like this...
I'm not sure why but I'm letting it happen to myself again. If I let it keep going like this, I'm gonna hurt myself really bad. And I don't know why I'm letting it happen. An Experiment gone awry, nor do I wish to cry. As I watch the Man come closer and closer to me, I make no effort to turn away and avert Disaster. I just stand firm showing no signs of backing down from my final fight. I've written all I can write about the Man and all He has done, the story is written, and the End HAS come.
Do I think that Mankind will ever learn the reason for their existence and accept it for what IT is? I seriously doubt they ever will be ready for that kind of Knowledge. No matter how much you try to prepare them for it, they will always be stubborn and refuse to accept any kind of change of their thought patterns and ways of thinking because they are that selfish.
The Man that came to San Pedro has never left with His Red Pants and Ivy. He has been here since the Beginning and he will be here till the End of Time. His story will go on Forever, Never More.
We all know how these stories end, as they always have before. So don't be surprised when the Bodies wash ashore. Knowing what I know now, I cannot rightfully go back to the All feeling content. It would be wrong to be deceitful about what I DO know.
Something's gone really wrong with the Machine lately and I can't quite put my finger on it. It's just ALL Wrong and all Flubbed up. Whatever Is wrong seems to be creeping up on what is happening. It's like a parasite sucking off the Host, sucking the body Dry until it's nothing but skin and bones. BONE DRY comes to mind. The sickness has taken over completely and it dominates the Soul. Deconstruction of the Mind and Spirit has begun and is in full force now and there is not much WE can do to wake them up.
I've tried so hard to make them see what is Real and what is Unreal in the End.
M A
Damien:
The Allocations allowed for hatred have been far exceeding the limits in order for the balance necessary for Life. Thus, a Vacuum has been created within Karma. Then, this vacuum is what takes away the Good Karma for the person doing good and left wondering what happened to Their Good Karma. And the Evildoer gets the Break while we get Fucked with NO VASALINE!
"So sometimes we just have to Grin and BEAR it and ride it out while getting ASS FUCKED by a Chainsaw sideways and fuckin Get OVer It, Right, Lawerence?"
October 21, 2002
Damien, after Final Death:
When reflecting upon how they fell in line when the time had come to put it all in order, I realized how Sick ALL of us really were. We were all so sick that we were still open to the suggestion of others, that we were still not in control of our own selves. The Brethren Angels that are here with me have tried and tried to no avail with these beings to make it better. But they just are not ready to fix what’s wrong. They just wont let go of it.
The Spittle Of God
The Spittle of God
As We drown in the Spittle of God
Bouncing to and Fro in this overgrown toy
The Chess pieces wash upon the shore
IN the Flood of His Little Game
We are all just seeds in His Pod
Not knowing the point in this little ploy
We think we are learning more and more
Only to find, To Him its all the same
Take now thy Staff and thy Rod
Forever I walk with Helen of Troy
And the Reindeer Games are such a bore
For Your Lack of Interest, I am not to blame
So Now Forever Onward we slowly Plod
Unless in the meantime you completely Destroy
The natural balance within the core
Of the Machine Run By Those Insane (Inane)
For the longest time, Damien was well aware of his powers, but not the full extent of the meaning of His existence here on this planet and why. So he really didn't fully understand the meaning of all the little signs happening around him. All of the little things left unheeded and unnoticed everyday collected day by day and began adding up. Eventually it collected into one BIG SIGN that happened to Royally Wake Damien up to what Exactly He was and Why he was even here in the first place...
He Died...
