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Fire Fighter Needs Prayers
Please pray for the families of the 2 Boston FF who died a few weeks ago. The media is having a hay day raking leaked reports of drugs and alcohol on board during their deaths. TY for all the prayers for a fellow fire fighter. He is back on the job and as healthy as ever!!!! This site just keeps getting wierder all the time. Has any one ever got this error message before? Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. It will keep me from rating any of your pics until tommorrow!!!

Lyrics From Favorite Songs (why Say It Again If Someone Has Already Said It Better)
How To Save A Life The Fray Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose t

Disaster Day
Bad news . Mother passed away at 9:15 pm GMT today 21/02/07 Just returned from hospital for a break. Have been informed that mother has got cancer and that it is terminal. doctors have done everything that they can but are unable to do anymore. Mother is slowly slipping away. Her prognosis is not good. They think she has only a few days left. Her condition was not diagnosed early enough. As a consequence it has progressed to a point at which the doctors hold no hope of recovery. It is too severe and she is too weak to fight it properly. all they can do is make her as comfortable as possibland to make her remaining time painfree as they can.

Just A Thought...
I love CT and all the friends I have made here..You are all awesome. I have been having some computer problems and missed being here for abit lately.. My real close friends here know that also my family members have been having a rough time of it. My mother has bad diabetis and also Hepatitus, my dad is also a diabetic with a blood and breathing disorder and my sister has recently found out she too is a diabetic. My daughter is going thru a difficult pregnancy and I am still dealiing with my heart thing. So to all of my friends please do not think I am ignoring you, just had a bit on my plate of late. I recently lost a dear friend to cancer and another has only been given months to live. So I am trying to help him get his life in order so to speak. I promise I will be back throughout this week to comment pics and help vote on those in contest and catch up on my page comments...Those of you who have send me messages and comments thank you so much - they helped a great deal....Luvs y

Angela's Raves And Rants
You paid attention during 63% of high school! 51-67% You are smart enough to be ashamed of still scoring so low; remember that there are books in the world, full of information? Yes, books are our friends.Do you deserve your high school diploma?Create a Quiz You Are 74% Obsessive-Compulsive! You're a overly meticulous with routines and cleanliness. Still shouldn't be OC but you're on your way there. Just give yourself a little more randomness now and again and you should be okay.How Obsessive-Compulsive are you? You are 79% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

Writing
He blew in like the wind On a warm October night Carefree and wild With his smile, his charm, And those deep eyes you could swim in He tousled my hair and caressed my skin, Covering every inch of me, Whispering sweet nothings into my ear, And I believed them to be true At once, the sky turned gray and unstable, Forcing me to find refuge away from him, To let go of him for my own safety Just as suddenly, the air was clear and stagnant, For he was gone, swept away by the same wind that blew him in If only I could have made him stay, Held on tighter, been more than I was If only I hadn’t been foolish enough, Foolish enough to believe the stories, the fantasies Foolish enough to believe that he could be caught But like the wind, he slipped through my fingers Note: I wrote this like 5 years ago, so it's kind of depressing, which doesn't really fit as well with me at this point in time. I broke the Mirror what I saw in it I didn't like The face of a

Not Depressing Stuff
At times the days seemed so long; I thought I'd never make it through, Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key, Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me, But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, You've changed my world wi

Fantly Fantastic
Someone ran to the CT Shop and told them I had NSFW photos and marked some that way. My main photo of my cousin I and her friend, they said that is NSFW. WHAT! Nothing is showing! It was the idea of what it implied that they decided was nsfw. Now, as I went and made a folder for them (they also threated to delete my account) and made the folder NSFW I see someones cock ass fucking someone go scrolling by. I guess the real thing is ok and not the suggestion. Dumb asses. Ok getting ready to leave again xoxoxo until later, P Well, my sister and I discussed things and we’ve decided to move back home. When we were home for the holidays we realized how much we missed it there and how much we missed being close to the rest of our family. So, once I’m done with classes we are going back home! Woo hoo! Don’t worry, I wont be getting rid of Cherry just wont be in the states anymore is all. I think our city is the prettiest of all the cities in Can but that’s

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
center>free enneagram test The Caring, Interpersonal Type: Generous, Demonstrative, People-Pleasing, and Possessive Basic Fear: Of being unwanted, unworthy of being loved Basic Desire: To feel loved Enneagram Two with a One-Wing: "Servant" Enneagram Two with a Three-Wing: "The Host/Hostess" I guess it doesn't Profile Summary for Enneagram Type Two Healthy Levels Level 1 (At Their Best): Become deeply unselfish, humble, and altruistic: giving unconditional love to self and others. Feel it is a privilege to be in the lives of others. Level 2: Empathetic, compassionate, feeling for others. Caring and concerned about their needs. Thoughtful, warm-hearted, forgiving and sincere. Level 3: Encouraging and appreciative, able to see the good in others. Service is important, but takes care of self too: they are nurturing, generous, and giving—a truly loving person. Average Levels Level 4: Want to be closer to others, so start "people pleasing," becoming overly f

Life Is...
I didn't pick these...who would you have picked? The people who spend their whole lives caring for their own well-being are not loving themselves...they're embalming themselves. Drop thy still dews of quietness Till all our striving cease; Take from our souls the strain and stress and let our odered lives confess The beautiy of thy Peace.

Just Some Bs, Nothing Special
TROJAN CONDOM COMPANY, INC. 6969 SLIPPERY ROOT DRIVE DROP TROUSER, NC 21692 May,07,2005 Dear Mr. TomTom We regret to inform you that we have rejected your applications to model and represent our product, Trojan Condoms. Although your general physical appearance is not displeasing, our Board of Directors feel that your wearing our product in advertisements does not portray a positive, romantic image for our product. A loose, baggy, and wrinkled condom is not considered romantic. We did admire your efforts to try and keep it on by using Poly-Grip, but even then it slipped off before we could get the photographs taken. We would like to note, however, that your's is the first we have seen that looked like a bicycle grip. We appreciate your interest, and would like to thank you for your time. We will retain your application for possible future consideration. If by chance we decide there is a market for mini-condoms, we will contact you. We se

Poetic Ramblings
Change...shit...it's exciting...yet frightening. And it's a shame how some people, out of fear, seem to cling to this mindset of...embrace the old...screw the new. But as for this lonely poet...I'm ready. Ready to adopt a new philosophy. Ready to change my current direction cuz quite possibly there's nothing for me where it's headed. Ready to take steps along this new road that to my peers...just appears to be dreaded. Ready to pour out my heart and soul creating something better than Keith and if you don't like it...Fuck you...that's right, I said it. I'm ready for my world to revolve around ME. I'm tired of you How do you respond to that? Family is supposed to have your back But no matter how far I back track I can't justify her saying those words to me. From my brother...maybe cuz since he was a baby he's been in my shadow following in my foosteps and when he didn't, it was deemed failure? just cuz he didn't follow in my success? Shit...years down the road an

Love
Hi Guys, Please sign on my world map and join me when you visit my site its will take a minute.. thank you Have a nice day.. He says: "Give me a call" and gives you his number The book says: "When men want you, they do the work. Don't do their job for them." He says: "I love you" --- but only when he's drunk The book says: "He doesn’t love you unless he says 'I love you' when is sober" He says: " I Love you" – but still cheats on you. The book says: " He is not into you if he cheats, whatever he says afterwards." He says: " I'm not sure if I'm ready for marriage and children." The book says: "If he's unsure, then that's the same as a 'no'. If a guy truly needs to take things slow because of personal reasons, he won't keep you guessing because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated and go away." He says: " How are you?" through lots of phone calls and e-mails, but never asks you out. When you say you are fine, he say: " COOL." The

Tirred Of Being..
Again. my ex. Josh. Is tryin to get me back with him. sike. that isnt goin to happen. Me & my best friend Jamie came up wit a plan tho. So hehe, its time to turn the tables on him. Ima play him like he played me. but its really a bad idea to piss me & Jamie off, & he did a fine job of that so this should be fine. Im goin to make him think that ima take him back & get a few things out of him & then break his heart like he did mine. He said that he loves me & only me, and I even went off on him about him sayin "I love you" to EVERY single girlfriend he has had. Ive said it once in my life to one of my ex's & I meant it. Plus me & him went out for longer then a year & a half before we ever said it. so yeah. If he thinks Ima believe him when he says I love you to me he is on crack. But he said he was gona send flowers up when he gets his check in 2 weeks. I had my ex Jake tell him to get me something other then flowers, and he said he'll do that instead. So lets see if I get anything

Songs Of Mine
when you kiss me This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me-- When you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you Adore me--oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me ONE LOOK IN YOUR EYES One look in your eyes I know we two would alwa

Random Strangeness
Mmmmmeee me meeee...ahem!*clears throat*Hey, is this thing on...?*taps mic*Oh! Well, here we go... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Everywhere I go... 'Cos my gift-wrap skills are awful, And 'cos I'm a lazy ho ho ho.... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, I'm not falling in the wrapping trap. Going to finish this junk as fast as I can So I can go take my nap. It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags. No more paper by yard and ream, 'Cos if I have to look at one more crap gift I think I'm going to scream! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Don't tell me I'm starting late! YOU come wrap all this "festive" shit And see if you don't meet the same fate! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags For ev'ry sweet adult and tyke. But I'll be using the Wal-Mart bags For the family I don't like. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Alternative sexuality + disability= one very, very grouchy me. So much shit has gone on since last year, it's not

Working Through It....
I am working through all of this. I don't want the other girl to feel any ill will, or that she can't let this happen. Maybe it is just semantics, maybe I am just insane, and I am prolly making a mountain out of a mole hill.I don't know why I feel the way I do, and it prolly has no rational grounds to stand on, because I do know " Love is". We talked about bringing this girl into our relationship. We both love her, We both care for her. It just never crossed My mind that He would fall "In love" with anyone else but Me. Does that make sense? I really don't even know why Him being in Love with her effects ME this way.Why does it mess with My seance of security? Why does it hurt so much? Rationally I know that it takes nothing away from Me. Rationally I know things will work out as they are suppose to, and rationally I know everything happens for a reason. I do want this to work out for everyone... right now I just don't know how to deal with what is happening. Am I suppose to deal with i

Ravings Of A Madman
Lately I keep seeing these commercials about this manufacturer or that auto maker has 5 or more cars that get better than 28 MPG. In these days of highway robbery gas prices, I'm sure this seems like a big deal. After all, we have to make every drop of the precious petrol count, right? Funny thing, though, I had a 1974 Plymouth Valiant with a 318 (V8) that had well over 150,000 miles on it, and I got around 28 MPG (highway) with it. A car from the days of "goes really fast and gets really shitty mileage" gets about the same miles per gallon and we should enthralled that auto manufacturers are doing the same thing now? I have vague childhood memories of my Mom having to wait in long lines with her Duster at the gas stations when we had very little oil. Iran had stopped oil production, the Saudis were jacking up their prices, and here we had the "Energy Crisis". The sudden lack of fuel gave everyone of the day a reality check, as one could get gas only every other day, some stations

Stop The Guessing!
$29 + 3 people @ $29 x 6 months = $11,562.00 per month Ask me how? Complete overview: Join Us Here: MySpace Comments Graphics Do Crack have this reaction in anyone you know? And if so, please do your part. Get them some help! Answer: Can't give U a Cherry 10 - if I don't know who U R. Show Me Da' Cherry 10 and I will return 10 HOT Cherries 2 U!

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Name: Sean Birthday: 21 Oct 1970 Birthplace: Indianapolis, IN Current Location: Doha, Qatar Eye Color: blue Hair Color: blond Height: 6" Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: American The Shoes You Wore Today: Desert Combat Boots Your Weakness: Breasts (hey, I'm being honest) Your Fears: Being alone Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and Mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 10th marathon Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL (I really am laughing) Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN O-Dark-30 comes fast Your Best Physical Feature: Stamina/Endurance Your Bedtime: 2300 Your Most Missed Memory: Poker nights in HS Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonald's or Burger King: McD's baby! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Karaoke! Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Been (BS, MS) Do you want to get Married: Done Do you belie

Well, the popular Yankees Franchis originated in 1901 as the Baltimore Orioles. In 1903, it moved to Manhattan Island because of the AL president Ban Johnson who wanted at least one team in New York City. Then, they were named as Highlanders for the popular elevated ground on which their own stadium was built. This was a good stadium; though the franchise struggled in its new home. Then they moved to Polo Grounds in 1913. This stadium was also shared by some other teams of the National League like New York Giants and San Francisco Giants. With all their diligent efforts, Yankees struggled until 1920; when they went on to purchase the contract of Babe Ruth from another popular club Boston Red Sox. With his tremendous talent Ruth went on to give some incredible results like 54 home runs during his very first year in New York. This was a record score which he scored and it was more than any other major league team. In 1921, he led the Yankees to their very first pennant. He ended t

Starting A New Year Out With Ct
Hello and Good Evening to all... I was sitting here thinking about all the ratings I have been giving and not getting any in return... I like to help people get there ratings up and I would also like to get mine up as well... I am sure that I anm not the only one who feels this way, If you feel the same way PLEASE REPOST, Dont get caught being the last one to hold this in your hands...DONT LET THE LOVE STOP WITH YOU!!! Take Care my CT Friends and always REMEMBER YOU HAVE A FRIEND when someone is willing to give you the shirt off their Back.. Jim (Taz) Malone Please CUT and Paste and add your name to this list. I just started with CT and I am having all kinds of fun, I Brought 2007 in with a BANG!!!! This Angel was sent to me and I thought it should be shared with everyone... SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVA U LAST NIGHT, BUT IT CAME BACK... I ASKED...WHY? & IT SAID... ANGELS DONT WATCH OVA ANGELS ******SEND THIS ALL DA PEEPLE U REALLY CARE ABOUT***** 20 angels are

Poems
Should I stay or go, Its yes or no. I try to run, Cause I realize everything is done. There is very little in this world to trust in, There is no way to win. Should I play by my own rules, Make everyone else look like fools. All this is tearing me up inside, To think of all the tears ive cried. Lonely time can heal a broken heart, Although not taking you back would have helped from the start. I was falling for you, And I thought you felt the same too. I guess all you are is a heartbreaker, And I was your sucker. I would have never broken your heart, But you tore mine apart. How much time do you have to waste, You just like the chase. You underestimate the condtion of my heart, You thought that i'd fall apart. I dont care what I have to do, But im going to be done with you. You not good for me, So you need to let me be. Copyright ©2007 Jennifer There is always something between us, And now thats over cause I cant take the str

My Poetry......aka Death Trick
Deep in the depths of pits Shallowness of the none Faking all your lives In the state of a blitz Your work is never done Falling down the shallow hole Be at one with nothing Having fun for something Down below there is nothing Up above....... Dead Bodies KLINZ 9/13/05 Mortality of your death giving one last breath Two lives to live, before you take you must give Your flesh and blood it will die But it resides in your eye in my vain and in our brain you and i are one I have made you to contain me and you desire it all the same In time you will see all there is and all I have seen Then you will find it's utterly sublime The way the light moves and flickers its a continual journey of amazement For i have given you my Dark Gift KLINZ 3/15/98 Fear forever cause its never You will die when you view that black cape approach For your first shall become last and walls drenched in blood fill your thought Going insane is

My Poetry Book Part 1: Poems For My Ex-girlfriend Katie
Blue Is the color of your eyes Like the sky above You are as graceful as a dove Blue Is the color of your shirt I like the shirt You look so beautiful in it Blue Is the color of my heart Now that you left me Please come back All the time I think of you And all the fun things We used to do All the time I am reminded of you And because you are gone It makes me blue All the time I am depressed I’m sorry that sometimes I was a pest All the time While you do what you are doing All of the memories of you and me Keep on blooming All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad All day I daydream about you About if we were married And had a family That is what I want All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad All day I wish you would take me back Because I would be happy then Because you make my life worth living Please take me back

Just A Story About A Girl...
It's no small coincidence that I'm working towards being a literary scholar.... I love when things are much more complex than they seem. I love digging underneath the surface, picking out details that may typically be overlooked, eating up contradictions, and arguing for the multiple ways a text can be interpreted. I also prefer my narratives to be non-teleological; that is, I don't like being told that there's some unified, orderly sense of "truth" I'm supposed to believe. I revel in deconstructionist thought and love teasing out the "warring forces of signification within a text." I believe that meaning is never inherent or natural, and that it's all produced by the discourses that rely on it. This explains why I'm drawn to movies and books that mess with my sensibilities and why I disdain anything heavy-handed that seems to bonk me over the head with its message. Even as a kid, I always wondered what happened after "happily ever after," and never bought into anything that Catholic s

Manda
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend. Laughing. Laughing. At my jokes. Screaming. Crying. Inside of me. Having fun, with my friends. Streams of tears drip down my heart. I smile, when I see you. You smile, when you see me. I bleed, when I see you. You smile, when you see me. Screaming. Crying. Inside. Laughing. Smiling. I wave to you. A dark world for only me A dark bond one cannot see It wraps me up in its cocoon And holds me fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling me to the fold Like silken thread it holds me fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind me close

Dreams
NEW WEIRDEST DREAM to date The dream starts during the daytime as I'm being driven somwhere in a large van or transport. I'm in one of the front seats while there are some more people in the back. we're moving something in crate under heavy guard. we eventually make it to an old farm with some leafless trees are the perimeter. we drive down a dirt road to make it to the place that sits on uneven ground. We take the crate from the back and move it into the rundown barn but inside is a holding cell with all sorts of lights and locks. There's a lage window on the cell where i can look in and see lighted plates on the floor. The crate arrives and i find out what we've being moving all day. a vampire with short dark hair and a goatee gets pushed out into the cell. I stand there watching him for a few minutes before the vamp makes a move against the cell and cracks the window and wall open. i reach for this garlic mace from my belt and begin spraying the hell out of the plac

My Fkn Sk8 Park
In today's world we have pets with microchips.Cellphones that have little chips in them that we carry.Or maybe it's that Low-jack for our tools and vehicles.And I can't leave out OnStar that is supose to make our lives so much easyer.All these are really neat gadgets in the realm of technology.However,They are also really neat tools to track you down when and were the government may see fit.I know you say they wouldn't do that.Well,we are liveing in an age of terror laws instead of laws of the land.to put it simpley.The way democracy was described to me and one way I subscribe to it.Is fairly simple,it is a means that you can travel about the country and the world anonymously as your right as a law abideing citizen.yet there are those whom think that we are not educated enough to think for ourselves.They may be your neighbors or maybe those scholars that work in you community.Who knows,But what I wanna know is when did we stop minding our own buisness and start minding others?Well,if y

First Entry
My damn laptop is acting like a bitch again! my whole damn desktop disappeared. another virus may be on it, so im not gonna be on so much until i get it back to good shape again. so if u need me call me on my cell or room phone (678)953-0772 & 229-903-6721. Hey im looking for someone to be my valentine this year. this is gonna be my first time celebrating it in years. So any females interested, feel free to leave a response and i will get back. let me know why ur interested and what will make u the best one for it. until then, take care. cant wait to see who all is interested. ~ Stinger Nitro Just to let u all know, I will not be online a lot since I am back home in atlanta for the summer. I have a greaat idea for you all. I know most of you hate the fact that you cant talk to me now for a good minute. so here is the deal, I am going to give out my number for you all to reach me at. Feel free to call at anytime 770-997-8495 - where im located now 404-691-4232 - where i may be once

Doin' It To It!!!!
Well if your bored I uploaded some new photos in my fun alaskan stuff album so look away and rate to your hearts content and enjoy. Love Peace and Chicken Grease, for now Fuby Peeps!! Nothing seems to sum up a good saturday night after working 10 hours behind a desk and a computer all day then a good movie, some Girl scout cookies (thin mints) and my computer! "Amen to stress free saturday nights!!!" well, deal with me, I am tring to figure out things and as I do my page will look more like a real cherry page!!

Kitchen Witchery
Witch jars are quick, fun, and typically created with supplies found around the home. For this Witch jar, incorporating items that come from the house is a great way to link the protective magick for your home back into the spell. Look around and see what you can find to personalize this spell. Work this spell on the night of the full moon. For this protective spell you'll need an old glass jar, like an old pickle jar or jelly jar. Wash the jar and lid out thoroughly and allow them to dry. Take a permanent black marker and draw a pentagram on top of the lid. Add to the jar several of the following items: * A clove of garlic * A few stray pet hairs (to add protection for your pets) * A cobweb from your walls * A few leaves from one of the trees in your yard * Old nails * Straight pins * Small bits of broken glass or a few colored marbles * A small pebble or rock from the yard * A straw from your household broom * Sea salt or table salt * The stub or drippings from an old pr

Champions League
Now this shit is really pissing me off about the ballot and bloodly season ticket holders not getting them. ffs they are Guaranteed all the home league matches at a cheaper rate than if you by 1 for each game from the ticket office, and they get all there home cup tickets sent to them, while i have to queue outside the ground at all hours in the morning or rush to the ground after work just to make sure i get i bloody ticket, and then you hear them bloody moaning that the cant get a ticket, if i didn't get drawn would you have seen me moaning no you would, the only think i'd moaning about would be UEFA not giving us a proper allocation. I didnt moan when i was a season ticket holder and didnt get a ticket for Istanbul and i'd been to every home game plus you had to queue up for the tickets then not just tick a box and wait for every ticket in the mail it really does piss me right off atm RANT OVER getting closer to gettting a flight why do they have to go home when people a

Die Hard American's Blog Central
Does anyone know the what the word contest means? Comment Bombers welcome and needed!!! Post, repost...your link so people can bomb you.... I am enetered into a best cleavage contest...My my muscles are cleavage..Comment bombing allowed..Come on and go bomb me... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221890&albumid=176858&i=1566321860 right click copy and paste...and please repost... Folder will not be open until 1:00 pm /cst...but here are your links........... Alex http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=459436&albumid=314413&i=733688889 Shayne http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=459436&albumid=314413&i=1715002450 Bratt http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=459436&albumid=314413&i=977501181 lindsayinokc http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=459436&albumid=314413&i=499489052 Tattoo70 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=459436&albumid=314413&i=3677172288 Dr. Melissa http://www.cherrytap.com/viewim

The Sagas
Well now some of you might not know it but the Gods can be injured maimed and yes Killed!Wow well here my freinds is the Saga of the God Baldar's death. Baladr is the son of Odin and Frigga and by all a counts the biggest hottie in all the nine worlds every woman alive wanted to be with him! and every male wanted to be his best friend!In other words he was HOT! But one nite as he was sleeping he had this werid dream. So he went to his Mom Frigga and said Mom I had this weird dream and in it I get killed! So Frigga says dont worry sweetie ill take care of it. So she asks every being every thing God Giant even that trickster Loki agreed to never ever kill Baldar!But yep here comes the but she forgot the Misteltoe that grows on the oak ! Opps and you guess it Loki saw this and put it back in his schemeing brain! Well Frigga calls all the Gods together and annouces that NOTHING CAN HARM OR KILL BALDAR! Well natualy the Gods gotta try this out so they do there best to kill Baldar and n

My Blogs
You're Makin Me High lyricsI'll always think of youInside of my private thoughtsI can imagine youTouching my private partsWith just the thought of youI can't help but touch my selfThat's why I want you so badJust one night ofMoonlight, with you there beside meAll night, doin' it again and againYou know I want you so bad(Baby, baby, baby)babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyCan't get my mind off youI think I might be obsessedThe very thought of youMakes me want to get undressedI wanna be with youIn spite of what my heart saysI guess I want you so badAll I want isMoonlight, with you there inside meAll night,(ooh baby) doin' it again and againYou know I want you so badBaby, baby, baby, babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyI want to feel your heart and soul inside of meLet's make a deal you roll

Pyro
I enjoy making banners for cherrytap to place on the layouts I make, but I don't know what words to place on them. Please share your ideas. Maybe you have a favorite quote? Anything that would be cool! Submit colors too if you like and I'll make the layout. this made me happy when I logged in to class yesterday. aaawe This weeks gonna suck. I still have my husbands bug + puking. oh, sorry. tmi? too late anyway. I have about 10 major project due for school this week. Before you say "why didn't you start early" I go to an online school. We can only see the week's assignment on sunday. So, my layouts are on hold for now. Feel free to rip my skins! That's what they're there for. When/If I get to a high enough level I'll make a lounge and start skinning for those too. See you next week!

Rating
To everyone, especially the downraters,, I'm tired of the ppl that are "new" or just here to cause trouble. if you want to rate pics as a 1, make yourself a second profile and go back and forth on yours. if you cant rate someone elses pic a 10,, DONT RATE IT! AND DONT BE AN ASSHOLE! plain and simple. We are all here to have a good time and be with friends, and the next 1 rating I get is going to have it's downside, that person better expect about 2000 1 ratings right after that. so how low can you go? If anyone is in a contest and they havent even rated my page, dont ask for , or expect my vote!I will only help those that have helped me get where I am now, I have over 700 friends but less than 200 ppl have rated my page. Thats all I have to say! What I said in the subject line is on most profiles, every profile I've been to I rated a 10 but not even half of the ones I rated returned it. whats up with this?

Dear John Letter
1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of Fubar and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 20. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 21. Tell me one weird fact about you: 22. Do have any pets? 23. Do u know how to do the macerana? 24. What time is it where u are now? 25. What is your favorite flower? 26. If you could change o

Online Tests Etc
Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 86% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com What Kind of Dater Are You? Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com You Are 60% Weird You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! How Weird Are You?

Long Night... Longer Day...
sigh... so the title says it all... mostly... my lap top is gone for about 2 weeks... until then im stuck using the pc... (havent used one of these in a long time... ) so i wont be online much right now and it sux cause im in a contest... it was much easier to keep a handle on my position and shit with the lap top cause i could use it while bartending and while im chillin at the bar etc... oh well... i do them for fun anyways... today was one of those days.... dell called me up first of all saying that my lap top was considered stolen... WTF? no way... the girl told us to get a hold of the store we bought it from.. Vamp called... "bring it here" i saved everything i could think of that i didnt want to lose on disks i borrowed from my boss... (cause shes cool like that) and said goodbye to my baby .. the guy spent three hours on the phone with dell.. and finally they are gonna honor the warranty... ::does a "its about mother fucking time they are ta

Tiggerswords
Ten Rules for Being Human by Cherie Carter-Scott 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mir

Flow Of Life
Those whp that have lived in darkness for along time will know what im goign to talk bout the despair that flows with in that creeping clutch of deaths chilly hand, we see more things on a different spectrum and we think on a total higher level, Ive lost a lot of things nad gained alot in the past 2 yeaers, friends, loved ones, friendships, but its nto to bad i guess u just gotta shove back when that darkness of life comes hurling at you u win some u lose some and im sry for alot of things but they hapen for a reason, but its my life and i choose how to live it not you or no one else The day has passed beyond our power. The petals close upon the flower. The light is failing in this hour. Of day's last waning breath. The blackness of the night surrounds The distant souls of stars now found, Far from thsi world to which were bound, Of sorrow, fear and death. Sleep, love; forever sleep. Your soul the night will keep. Embrace the darkness deep. Sleep, love; forever sl

Awwwwwww
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Roll Wit It
tara krysta -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com in a life where love is the only thing, in a world where love does not exist. a heart that is full of passion, endless space and nowhere to go. a need so great to give it away, never having a place to belong. the weight of so much happiness, that dies because noone cares. the greatest gift of love's emotion, so unwilling to be given, or recieved. paths collide every day, seconds come and go by the hour. missing your chance to make someone smile, is when tears fall down like rain. Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Surveys And Random Crap
nataliedee.com so this is me...being the croco-kitty hunter. complete with awful awful accent! hahahaha perfect. jack is the black one...but we call him yacky...because we are weird...and that's how we roll. zero is the fluffy one...i call zero a girl a lot...but she's really a he... and she totally sniffs jack's butt in this clip. the croco-kitty hunterAdd to My Profile | More Videos so...this is what i did for a few minutes today...to relieve my boredom. *shrugs* meh! :) me singing, yo.Add to My Profile | More Videos

About Me
When my best friend calls me in tears because of a stupid fucking guy. So she's talking to this guy and he's all touchy feely on her. He left Sunday to visit his family for two weeks. She calls him tonight to say hi and see how the trip is going. His friend calls her back saying why are you calling him, he's down here visiting his FIANCE! He was like he told you he was engaged. WTF IS THAT SHIT??????? First of all, he never fucking told her that. He was like we should take things slow blah blah blah. Kissing her out in public and shit. I'm so pissed off. You don't treat MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND like that. His ass is grass when he comes back! So some of you on my friends list know from talking to me that I have just started the divorce process. I decided to be nice and tell my husband that he could stay here until he found a place. Well this morning he didn't have to work. He let me sleep in and even brought me breakfast in bed. Which he has never done the whole time we have been

Come Visit
my parents..... god ........ my siblings ....... my roomates ....... my friends ......... my relatives ...... but need one special person who is that ????? my dog tango,,,my puppy trixie and a special friend nellie who is as sweet as peach cobler pie............!!!! bomb the crap out of my ass ok show me how much u love me,,,,,,,,find him in my fan club ok thanks Nickole Benitezhttp://nickole678.bebo.com/

Yuck
You Should Be A Capricorn You Are Coke A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr PepperWhat Kind of Soda Are You? Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!Are You a Good Kisser?

Poetry
How can I tell you when tears fall and words scar my broken heart? How can I deny you when all's lost and you're there lost and alone? How can I continue when our love and shared dreams just aren't enough? Metallic shine silver Embossed symbolic pride Motherland incarnate Flawless, precious. Dulled luster fades Engraving withered, gone Balding near extinction Broken, dying. Two sides come together Night into day, black to white Merged, unstoppable Both priceless. Silence hovers over as a cement weight ready to obliviate, blessed escape release. Tension stifles as a smoke filled wind unbearable, caustic, then clarity. Fury burns as kerosene volitile, explosive smothered.

Lisa's Chants
ok i made a naughty folder n started out to be some1 im not lol...but reality grabbed hold n i deleted my folder..im not about to keep my nakkid ass online just to get a rating lmaoo...i know im better than any rating so why prove it heehehe... plus im not out to become popular on here...just to meet NEW REAL FRIENDS who might enjoy a conversation or 2.... stay real guys 1ST....... ANd FOREMOST IM NO SEX OBJECT N NO EASY PIECE OF ASS IF UR LOOKIN 4 A FUCK LOOK ON CAUSE YEA I CAN TALK SHIT N MAKE THE DICK RISE BUTTTTT THATS AS FAR AS THAT GOES ! HELL ILL LOAN YOU MY VIBE IF U WANT LOL 2ND.... IM NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT YET I WONT RUN FROM IT EITHER.....BUT TO GAIN MY RESPECT U GOTTA GIVE RESPECT FROM THERE ILL BE YOUR DREAM..... My Son @ 17...also my wanna be bodygaurd lol... My daughter at 7....think im gonna have 1 helluva time keepin the guys away haha

General Bdsm Information
I was looking through some old files on the computer and decided to repost some here for the benefit of those who read here. These works are not by me and the authors are credited at the end. Also i dont agree with every tip but most of them are good. Tips for Slaves · Never, never lie to your Master, even about the smallest things. The first time you lie makes the second time easier, and before you know it, nothing will be real anymore. Work diligently on prescribed chores. Don't cut corners. Don't expect thanks or pat yourself on the back for fulfilling your obligations. · Never complain about your Master to someone else (you will be ashamed of yourself for having done so in the long run.) Learn to pick up after your Master as you do yourself. Learn to pick up after yourself if you need to.) Ask for His advice. Then take it. If you don't feel He is better at making most decisions, why is He your Master? · Ask Him for reassurance when you need it. Unless there is a fir

Please Rate,comment, Fan, And Add Me
May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage And may you always have an angel by your side May you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely May they give you the kind of gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to keep you warm And may

My First
did you know that here the fire department will not get a cat off a roof. nor will the animal control officers..guess thats why they dont have a show on animal planet.. how do i unsubscribe to this place? i dont want a site that tells me i cant have a creepy pic unless i mark it NSFW. stop surfing the net at work! try working! plus i dont like to have to buy or earn things just to send messages or leave comments. this place sucks! at least myspace is totally free. no having to earn cherries to do things! i'm outta here. been house hunting. man its a bitch! found one we like but damn the paperwork is a bitch!!!and our realtor is an idiot!!!!he keeps 4getting things,telling us things late..i hate him!!!!!cant find an inspector that can come at a time when me or my wife can be there. our schedules suck..HELP!! it shouldnt be this hard......we dont have the money for rent cause of lost hours when we had the ice storm here in tx...we are fucked!!!!!

Poem I Wrote For A Friend!!
This prayer that I say tonight Is for my spouse who must fight for you see, he is away from me Keeping his country safe and free This is the one that I love And so I ask you Lord above Please keep him safe while under way and bring him home to me someday While he is gone, please hear my prayer And let him know I will be there Waiting for him upon the pier Hoping and praying with some fear This prayer is not for him alone But for all military far from home I ask you to keep them safe and sound On their way to where their bound We love these men (and women) that are asked to fight So, keep them safe for us tonight. Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential

Dangerous Emotions
The very "thing" I loved tried to hurt me tried to crush me tried to erase my soul feed off my drainning self -esteem and laughed as I cried tears of pain and suffering distored and perverted the word called love Ignored my dreams tht warned me of my forseen fate my soul taken away and I becomming the Girl I never thought i could be Finding the courage to Say "this is enough" not willing to let myself grow cold and empty I found light that was within me and drove away the darkness i am free. IF I WERE TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO HEAR WOULD IT MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? WOULD IT EASE THE PAIN THE FEARS FADE AWAY WOULD IT HEAL THE WOUNDS WOULD IT DRY THE TEARS WOULD IT FREE YOUR MIND, HEART AND SOUL WOULD YOU SAY GOOD BYE NEVER LOOK BACK AND LEAVE ME ALL ALONE? I am my problem. I am my solution.

Legend Of Kane
A 20 YEAR OLD THAT SEES THE WORLD THE SAME WAY AT 70...HAS WASTED 50 YEARS OF THEIR LIFE.... LOVE ISNT LOVING A PERFECT PERSON... ITS LOVING AN IMPERFECT PERSON PERECTLY... IT TAKES A MINUTE TO MEET SOMEONE.. AN HOUR TO KNOW THEM.. A DAY TO LIKE THEM... A YEAR TO LOVE THEM... AND A LIFETIME TO FORGET THEM

Poetry At Its Best
Today I take a walk, down memory lane Today I take a walk, in the rain Today I take a walk just because of you Tomorrow my walk will never be the same. Tomorrow what shall i do If all i had, was done for you Tomorrow, life may never be the same, Because of yesterdays hurt and pain. Yesterday my life was taken away Yesterday was sorrow as my life swayed Yesterday has gone I shall no longer be, My life has now been written in history. I Love you the same today as was yesterday but not as much as tomorrow. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool. 11/05/07 To be sure of Love Love is being patient Love is being Kind Love is being happy Having a clear but conscious mind Love is sharing special moments Love is taking a walk with the one you love Love is being able to say NO and Yes when appropriate Love is mainly being yourself to the One you LOVE Love is all of the above and more As we should all give our upmost To the one we adore, when we

Workin
Well i stumbled in the game of love but im back. Now i am searching for that one and only that i know is out there. I found out just how tuff i really am and man im proud of it. I can take one hell of licking and keep ticking. IM INVINCABLE. Just test me you will see. isnt it funny how love can stand and look you spare in the eyes. Yet you dont know it and it illudes you all your life. I beleive when you look into a womans eyes with true fellings frome your heart you open the door to their soul. You see their heart. But that can be a double bladed ax. Because if that woman does not have feelings for you you are trapped in the afterlife whit no hope of return. Ive seen true love and it is not mine for the taking. so i guess im just S.O.L. love is very illusive you cant hold it and expect it to live true love is free as a bird you can call it and listen for the answer that is never heard. a very close friend of mine makes a good point as long as the love of another is in your he

My Life
I have never ever lied about my illness - I had this posted once before and I will repost it - Tiger cleared it out when he cleared out all my blogs for me, but here it is again, I will state for the thousandth time - I DO NOT HAVE CANCER - FUCK I WISH I DID - IT HAS A CHANCE OF BEING CURED!!!!!!! I have what they call Scleroderma, only about 150,000 Americans have this disease - arent I lucky? I've always had to be different ;)) its an auto-immune disease of the connective tissue, is characterized by the formation of scar tissue in the skin and organs of the body ( at some point the organs shall need to be replaced but I will worry about that when that time comes) it leads to thickness and firmness of involved areas. It involves symmetric thickening of skin of the extremities, face, trunk (chest, back, abdomen, or flanks) which can rapidly progress to hardening after an early inflammatory phase. Organ disease can occur early on and be serious. Organs affected include the esophag

Poetry
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I whisper like a lover in

An Engel's Sanctum
This article can be found at http://www.americandaily.com/article/12389. I just thought it was interesting among other things. Hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Home of the Brave? By John Steinsvold (03/14/06) Economists concede that economics is an inexact science. What does that mean? Perhaps it means their economic forecast is better than yours or mine. Recently, economic indicators have been rising and people have their fingers crossed. Economists have given us reason to hope that the job market will improve and that the stock market will continue on a steady climb. Yet, the newspapers continue to report more layoffs and more jobs going overseas. Meanwhile, our economy is getting more and more complex. We associate complexity with progress for some ungodly reason. The following problems, however, have become inherent in our economy. What does that mean? It means they will be around for a while: Needless poverty, unemployment, inflation, the threat of depression,

Ahhhhhhhhh This Sucks
i hate greyhound. i got home 5 hours later then i was supposed to b/c goin into nyc the driver got lost. then leavin penn station n jersey the bus died. so the trip home was 5 hours longer then anticipated What can we do when engulfed in darkness and we feel we shouldn't fight this battle any longer. Friends come to pass resurface and yet we know not what to do. Why is it in life we sense the pain knowing full well that the reaper will appear at any moment if we should fall or come to fail in life should we bother to try in the next. As thunders roar and lightning licks the earth still we travel onward. But on the day when the wagon comes i'll be all to happy to jump on and say goodbye. Well my ex had to meet with a fed today for with holding info from the recruiters. Hehehe idiot. Anyway frienmds kids into stuff so i gotta finish later.

Though's
It’s early Monday morning and I’m anxiously waiting for my plan to land in Boston. My hands are shaking and thoughts are just running franticly in my head. The question of is this right? Am I doing the right thing? OMG I can’t wait to see you. Even threw my nerves I can feel my damp panties as they rub against my throbbing pussy. My sweet juices slowly flowing from the thought of meeting you and from the knowledge that by the end of the day you will be mine. I can’t stand it much longer the intense feelings running threw my body. I reach under my skirt and run my hands up my leg starting at the knee feeling the smooth cool material of my stockings give away to the even softer feeling of my thighs knowing that not much farther and my fingers will touch my wetness threw the opening in my panties. Touching myself feeling skin that is as smooth as the day I was born. Letting my index finger slowly slip between the damp folds, barely touching myself. My finger gently touches

~all Me~
Send this to all you friends and ones you care about. Mix it up a little bit, make it funny, make it real. It's up to you, have fun. Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) SO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :) Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [

Alone In The Darkness.
Dancing alone in the dark, fear no longer a worry, I walk in silence watching people live their lives in a hurry. Loneliness welcomes me into its solemn embrace, my tears used to flood but they no longer race. Moisture never comes to my eyes only sadness, all because I'm used to being alone in the darkness. Sacrifices are made, regrets begin to form, sadness becomes as wild as the raging storm. Raindrops fall, ticking off another minute of life gone by, Staring at him with anger I wonder why I even try. Material things are of no value when given as a gift of lust, a relationship is meant for love, respect and trust. I know you don't respect me because of the way you act or speak, terror fills me at the thought of laying awake to listen to the floor creak! When it comes to women I can't trust you out of my sight, why, when I try to tell you my thoughts do you not listen, you just fight. Am I just your personal maid and private whore, please tell me, I w

Come See What Love Can Be
www.hostdrjack.com somewhere along the way i fell in love with you not expecting to love you so soon i tried to hide my feelings from view i kept my love bottled up inside tring to keep it from you you left me torn and blue from the war you fought just to lose i dreamt that one day you feel it too i sat back watching and waiting until you gave me a clue i staied your friend not care how long it would take you to see the love you had staring right back at you at one point in life ithought you would never leave but i had to seeyou were over me to know that you were gone and i was all alone that you had finally gotten over me was the hardest thing to ever know and now i have to move on and finally except you are gone to realize you are truely over me www.hostdrjack.com i saw you and i knew you were the one i looked into those eyes and saw the angel inside you and yourangel eyes had my he

Friend And Fans
thx to all the peps and family that should so much love to jessie i realy appreciate it a lot jason jessie has never won a contest so all the help we can get would be great and paid back anytime I NEED A PIC OF THE CROW SITTING IN THE CHAIR CAN ANY ONE HELP OUT

Things About Me
Ok never did get a chance to do this the right way so here goes. My Name is Ben I live just outside Cincinnati, Ohio. Has lived here my whole life, except for a 3-year tour in Europe courtesy of Uncle Sam, which at 18 years old I loved. But that’s getting ahead of ourselves. I was born in the mid 50’s, went to various public and catholic schools through out my early years. Both my parents are still living although not under the same roof. I grew up in a neighborhood called Clifton Heights, It is were I work now and is the home of the University of Cincinnati. And during the 60’s with all the hippie movement going on I was right at home lol. I have 3 Brothers and 1 Sister. My oldest brother was in a ban called the Naked Watermelon. I used to go watch them play at the many places around the university. That is where I got my love for the 1st song on my page. They did Iron Butterfly’s song so dam good. It was fun growing up in the free love movement. In High School I playe

Of Absolute No Importance
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you." For

Fantasies
She sits on the edge of the bed nervous with anticipation. Blindfolded, naked, unable to see what is going on, only hearing, feeling, tasting. Turning her head as she hears the door open, she hears his footsteps as he crosses the room. She reaches out to touch him, but he steps out of her reach, taunting her with a laugh. "No, not yet, in time", He says. "When?" She asks. He replies "Patience, my sweet, patience". He tells her to lay back on the bed, she does so, obeying his every command, helplessly she does his bidding. She feels something glidling lightly over her body. Tickling her inner thighs, sliding over her belly and softly carressing the nipples of her ample breasts. A feather?, she thinks. No, it can't be. What is that fragrant smell? "A rose?" she asks, as he carresses her face with the object. "Yes", He replies. He runs his finger tips across her stomache, she shivers at the trace of heat he leaves across her flesh. She reaches out to touch him, he sternly tells h

Sherry's Crazy World!!!!!
This blog is going to tell you a little about me and my life...I am do to this site I joined it when my husband sent me a invite.I am not use to this site lol. But on too a little about me and my life.... I am a 34 year old female I live in Toledo,Ohio with my husband for 15 years come March 6,2007. I have three wonderful children Timmy is 14 1/2 years old Kevin is 13 1/2 years old & Courtney is 12 1/2 years old .My children live with my MIL because we fell on some hard times and rather them go in foster home or be adopted out we felt it was in their best interest.But just because they live with my MIL does not mean I ababad mother or not a mother. They know I am mom and I love them very much and I do support my children. I work as a direct care giver for the MRDD which is a most rewarding career I have ever had. I also help my family and friends and I babysit from time-to time.I love to spend time withmy family,friends.I have been going to Weight Watchers sense January 3rd to loose

What If I Did This?
When I was quite young, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember the polished, old case fastened to the wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother talked to it. Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person. Her name was "Information Please" and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anyone's number and the correct time. My personal experience with the genie-in-a-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no point in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy. I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway. The telephone! Quickly, I ran for the footstool in the parlor and dragged it

Tongue Twisters
A fat hen A fat hen, a couple of ducks A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailing sailing the seven seas A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailing sailing the seven seas, eight egotistical ecologists evaluating the earths expectancy A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailin

Are You Aware.
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are urged not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. Getting angry can sometimes be like leaping into a wonderfully responsive sports car, gunning the motor, taking off at high speed, and then discover the brakes are out of order. The word über comes from the German language. It is a cognate of both Latin super and Greek &

My Rants And Raves
Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!! WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!

Venting Garden
It's Sunday morning and the kids are in bed. This means it's quiet....for now. of course Buddy our dog is up, but he's not scratching at the door to go out yet, so all is well....for now. I love the weekends because most of the time, there is nowhere I have to be. I relax, get my laundry done, and get on the internet. I do, however have to walk Buddy. I wish I could just open the door and let him go "do his business", but he would just take off. He has gotten out before and come back though. I was told once that if a beagle runs away, they come back if they're loved. Maybe that's why he came back. He knew we loved him. I love my life. I'm very satisfied. I hate winter, but I realize it makes me appreciate the warmer temperatures. I guess I've learned to take the good with the bad. If we didn't have the bad, we probably wouldn't appreciate the good, would we? Aah to be satisfied. There's nothing like it. i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i

Places To Be Naughty!
Places to be naughty!!! Add a place to have sex 1. the bed 2.The car 3.bathroom 4.pool 5.kitchen floor 6.the sofa 7. Mutha F'in School 8. in da shower 9. on the counter 10. on the beach 11. in a hot tub 12. on a trampoline!!! 13.in a tree house 14. in a lake 15. Outside in the pourin rain 16. in a mr. john (portapotty 17.back row at the movies 18.the park 19.mom's bed 20.front steps 21. someone elses car...while they're drivin 22.in the locker rrom 23.in a pavilion 24.on a baseball field pitchers mound at night 25. in a public bathroom 26. a park slide...haha i bet aint none of ya thought of that 27. Granny's rockin Chair 28. In my room *wink* 29. a roof top 30. in public 31. in an ikea room!!!!! 32. ON the dryer 33. On a boat 34. Sauna room in public, yep and a kid walked in absolutly horrible 35.Reynan-dressing room of Nordstroms 36.At my work; Marriott Hotel, just check in a room when we arent busy and go!!! 37. D'Anna---in a tanning bed!

Kareoke Update
OK, I decided to try some new stuff. I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby. Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice. Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work. Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well. Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me. Learned my lesson. Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs. Tonight, I tried something totally different. I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat) I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat) I sang George Michael's Faith I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar I sa

Hello
Ive since had this dream several times over the past few years... Ok this may seem wierd, and belive me it was for me as well... Ok in my dream I was at my house and decided to go over to my granparents who lived about 4 miles from me. For some reason in my dream I owned a 1987 Chevy stpe side pick up that was brown ( I distinctly remeber the truck from my dream for some reason) Anyways To get to my grandparents I had to drive this lil old road throught the woods just like ive done many times b4 in real life. On the way there the road sharply turns to the left, you cross a bridge over a river and sharply turn back to the left. Well in the dream I remeber that I knew i was going to fast to make the turn for the river, but i didnt slow down for some reason. Naturally I didnt make the turn. I hit the concrete embankment for the bridge and flipped into the river. The dream seemed so real that I could feel the cold water feeling the cab of the truck, and At some point I could actual

Msde
'For the First Time' Experience the beauty of everything around you--the people, places, things, and events--with fresh eyes. I'm tired of the old idea of living today as if it were my last. What about the first day? There's so much emphasis put on memories. The moments we remember, both good and bad, seem to make us who we are and influence how we react to the present. I love to remember. I love to slip away from reality and go somewhere I've been, be with people I miss, and stay awhile there inside my yesterdays. It's nice to remember, but dangerous to stay there too long. By doing so we often miss the "now" events that could one day be a treasure to return to. Today I thought about my favorite "firsts." The first time I saw my children after they were born. The first time I tasted Kona coffee. The first time I heard Johnny Mathis sing. The first time I saw my wife, and the first time I saw an eagle fly. I love the feeling of remembering, but oh, the thrill

My Life
New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) New Pledge of Allegiance! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the ru l e For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and d

Sultry Thoughts Of A Goddess
Kelly stretched then rolled over. She silently admired the way the moonlight fell over Rick's bare skin, making her want to reach out and touch him as always. This time though she stilled the urge to run her hands across his skin and delved quickly and quietly under the covers with a purpose in mind. Her mouth closed around the softness, loving the way the satiny flesh felt in her mouth. Her hands began to play, letting her nails barely graze the skin of his thighs all the way downward to his ass as they touched the bed. She felt him shift under her mouth, hips moving ever so slightly in his half awake-half asleep state, pushing the now full engorged length deliciously against the back of her throat as her tongue teased the base. She grazed her fingers lightly against his ass as she brought them up to gently cup his balls while her mouth moved up and down caressing his shaft and thoroughly enjoying the way his hard length filled her mouth. Using one hand to follow her mouth on a las

My Life
Down in Beantown (Boston) for the summer to take care of some stuff and get caught up with some old friends before I go traveling again. This weekend I am out in upstate NY attending my niece's 10th wedding anniversary. She has me doing all of the cooking for about 60 people. This song has some very special meaning to me as I remember that when this song first aired back in 1997 I was living in New Hampshire and at the time this song had hit the airwaves we had just experienced a wave of tragedies when two New Hampshire State Police troopers and a judge were murdered by a lone gunman who later was killed by police in Vermont after a shootout and the following week another police officer was killed in the town of Epsom NH by someone who had just gotten out of prison on parole. The irony with that one was that the young officer in question had just come back from the funeral for the two troopers. Alabama Videos | Movie Clips | Columbus Lofts Hey all out there in blogland. I have

My View Of Things
To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun. A time to be born and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill and a time to heal ... a time to weep and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance ... a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to lose and a time to seek; a time to rend and a time to sew; a time to keep silent and a time to speak; a time to love and a time to hate; a time for war and a time for peace. Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others; it is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important; only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or the future; by living your li

Wiccan
Imbolc is one of the four principal festivals of the Irish calendar, celebrated either at the beginning of February or at the first local signs of Spring. Originally dedicated to the goddess Brigid, in the Christian period it was adopted as St Brigid's Day. In Scotland the festival is also known as Latha Fhèill Brìghde, in Ireland as Lá Fhéile Bríde, and in Wales as Gwyl Ffraed. While in the Northern Hemisphere Imbolc is conventionally celebrated on 1 February, in the Southern hemisphere it is sometimes celebrated on the calendar date, but those who see it primarily as a celebration of spring may move it to 1 August. Imbolc is traditionally a time of weather prognostication, and the old tradition of watching to see if serpents or badgers came from their winter dens is perhaps a precursor to Groundhog Day. Thig an nathair as an toll La donn Bride, Ged robh tri traighean dh' an t-sneachd Air leachd an lair. "The serpent will come from the hole On the brown Day of Bri

Dolphin
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Clearing My Head
I often wonder just what the hell goes through my head sometimes. Normally, I know my own mind very well. Recently though, it feels like somebody else has inhabited my head. I fear nothing, few things make me uncomfortable, and I know where I stand on almost everything. Yet here I am, balanced on the razor's edge. So what gives? When anger hits people, many times we will say things we don't really mean. I did that Saturday night. And again, I hurt someone. As usual, it seems. Why??? Why do I hurt the one I love most? Why does anyone give everybody else their best attitude and affections and leave the crumbs for those closest to them?? I am tired. I am sick in more ways than one. I want only to give myself, but that self is broken, bleeding and unacceptable. Not worth the trouble to fix. Not worth the trouble to love. I want only one and because of that, am isolated from that one. Am I too eager? Or is it somthing else? I don't know and that is a cause of gre

For My Friends
Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you There are at least two people in this world that would die for you You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. WOOT WOOT WOOT MY NEPHEW WAS FINALLY BORN TODAY AT 8.05PM GMT 5POUNDS 6 N A HALF OZ (BRITISH TIME) TYRONE BILLY WOOT WOOT WOOT PICS TO GO UP WHEN I HAVE THEM this is for all my friends who are always there for me when i need someone to talk to or to just vent or even when i have a problem i love you all and i cant thank you enough for your friendship it means the world to me more than you can imagine you have all b

Limericks
There once was a man from Peru Who dreamed he was eating his shoe He woke with a fright in the middle of the night To find that his dream had come true. There once was a man from Peru Who had a lot of growing up to do, He'd ring a doorbell, then run like hell, Until the owner shot him with a .22 There once was a man from kanass Who's nuts were made out of brass in stormy weather he'd clack them together and lightning shot out of his ass

A Friend Made Me This
WOW! IT SEEMS LIKE NO MATTER WHERE I AM EVERYONE THATS MALE SEEMS TO ONLY MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT HOW I LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE. "YOU HAVE A NICE SMILE, DAMN, YOU'RE HOT, I LOVE YOUR HAIR, YOU GOT A SEXY BODY" AFTER A WHILE IT GETS A BIT REDUNDANT AND QUITE IRRITATING! FELLA'S WHERE IS THE ORGINALITY?,BREAK OUT WITH A SONNET, OR FREESTYLE RAP OR SOMETHING! LOL SECONDLY, MA, MAMI, BABE, HONEY, AND SEXY OR SEXY ANGEL OR COMBINATIONS OF THE WORD "SEXY" AND ANY OTHER CUTE THING YOU GUYS COME UP WITH TO TRY TO WOO MY EGO AND SELF-ESTEEM ARE QUITE OVERLY COMMON. WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY? FIND WAYS TO BE SPONTANEOUS WITH YOU THOUGHTS AND BE UNPREDICTABLE WITH YOUR ROMANCE. THANX DANI~~~~

What Has Become My Life.....
Drifting by Sondra Beautifully Broken I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my s

Hey All!
I just thought I'd toot my own horn since noone else is going to do it. I've realized that I do alot and so do most people and we should get thanked sometimes for it. I go to work and work 40 hours then come home and clean like a good little maid, pay all the bills, do laundry and dishes, and make dinner, and take care of the animals, and then in my spare time after doing all that is mine time. I know I'm not the only one who does all this but dammit..I'm deserve a little gratitude from the people I live with. So instead of them giving it to me, I;m giving it to myself..I fuckin rock!! Okay..you people fan me, rate me, add me as your friend..which is all fine and dandy I like it..I'm down...but how come yall don't fucking talk to me lol. I'm here to make friends! And do I need to say I'm bored. All I do is rate, and add shit to my page to make it better, and maybe go into the lounge and when they get boring I bolt! Just wanted to thank yinz for the warm welcome..and all the comm

Porno-graphy Make Me Go Hy-per
July 26-29 = Highlands war, which means a nice peaceful weekend in the tree covered mountains of Flagstaff. It also means I get to hang out with Holly, and see John and Aja and Steele, and getting an AMAZING massage from a pseudo-lesbian(who happens to give the best massages I've ever felt in my short life) July 29th, I'll head back down to Tucson, hang out with Miku and hopefully get my hair cut and re-dyed. Sometime either that night, or the next morning (I still have to talk to her about that part) we'll head up to Burbank, California to see + (Last Call with Carson Daily taping). Thennnn either after, or before AND after the taping of said show it will be ME + MIKU + RICHEE + MIKE DIVA AND MAXXXXXXXXXX JENGA + GODSCOLON +

Quotes
Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. By:Antonine de saint-Exupery The loneliest place in the world is the human heart when love is absent. By:E.C. McKenzie Laughter is the shortest distance between two people. By: Victor Borge I ne'er can love another As long as life may stand. No maid the wide world over Shall hold this heart or hand. Anonymous Take away love and our earth is a tomb. Robert Browning And I shall find some girl perhaps, and a better one than you, With eyes as wise, but kindlier, and lips as soft, but true, and I daresay she will do. Rupert Brooke Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. Anonymous The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. Anonymous Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until t

Random Crap
GO SEE SiCKO. Eye opening, whether you like Michael Moore or not. Why don't Americans care about each other anymore? And why are we so afraid of our government? They are supposed to be there FOR us, not us for them. Please please please give this situation the attention it deserves - the attention WE deserve. You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Save me from the dark of night I'm drifting like a satellite Miles from understanding Where this love will end Heaven let your light fall down on me Now I'm over-thinking Love can't be this hard We seem to be spinning worlds apart Sometimes truth is hard to touch We give too little, expect too much Promises forever Hiding in our eyes Worlds of chances passing by No

The Big Blast Contest
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Momma Mea
My Monologue! (Old woman homeless laying under black steel steps partially hidden under cardboard and news papers talking to herself only the sound of cars and people walking in the distance) I just lay here waiting as the room fades to black... Listening to everything my hearing making me believe the night is calm, but I know it is not (pauses to smile) life is simply an illusion masking the simplicity of deception and worries... Everywhere you look you see happiness but it is all lies (covers herself a little more so now all you can see is her dirty face) or a cover up rather, a cover up of the truth. But you can see it in the eyes, eyes tell all. (Starts rocking gently back and forth) They tell stories; stories of the cheating and remorse maybe even guilt or doubt. Even more the eyes show temptation and treachery, seduction of the best sort, (smiles) full of knowledge, knowledge of the weak, the niave, or just the stupid followers. (Pause) everyone is a follower though. Not m

Optical Illusions
Where is Waldo? Can you spot him? It should be easy to find him, since he is the only one wearing glasses. It's hard to believe there is no water on the sidewalk below! The hose, drain, puddle... everything is painted on the sidewalk by Julian! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YA RUN FROM GIANT FLIES!

L T's Bitchin Hour....
First-time Fatherhood: FAQs by Michael Shaw Dad or Dad-to-be, you've absorbed every word of ChildbirthSolutions (even the accessorizing hints for the modern on-the-go doula). But amazingly, you've still got questions. What's more amazing, I already know what those questions are, and here are the answers. So read this and set your mind at ease. Still got questions? We all do. Welcome to parenthood! Q. "My wife just told me she's pregnant. How could this happen?" A. No one is quite sure what causes pregnancy. While current research has revealed a possible "love virus" that stays dormant until some causative agent interacts. (Often the music of Barry White or Frank Sinatra.) Other scientists theorize that certain chemical agents are often involved. My wife and I conducted a painstaking review of all activity leading up to the conceiving of our second child, Liam, and concluded a bottle of Merlot probably played a significant role. As for the mechanics of conception, ever play

Babygurl2006
HEY EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET ALONG AND THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST IM SAYING THIS ESPECIALLY TO ICEBITCH LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE AND QUIT MESSING WITH MY FRIENDS. ITS RIDICULOUS HOW PEOPLE THAT ARE SUPPOSE TO BE GROWN UP AND RESPONSIBLE HAVE TO MEASURE TO SUCH STUPIDITY AND IMMATURITY. WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO ACT IT. my son is almost 3 months old his name is john jr or jj for short. man babys get so big so fast lol. it still feels like yesterday when i had him hes already eating baby cereal mixed with his formula hes rollin over and hes trying to crawl. the baby is due october 22 2007 we are not sure on what we are having but i will keep you posted

Good Tune
As seen on KickAssMovies.com Celine Dion: The Power Of LoveAdd to My Profile | More Videos Why do people on here have too pretend to be someone they are not. Where does it get them? Are they afraid they wont be liked? Are they married and dont want whoever they are trying to get the attention of to know? Are they that ashamed of themselves that the only way they can be happy is to be someone else? It is sad when you find out that someone you made friends with is not who they really are. Come on people we are adults, if you dont know by now that it should not matter who, or what you look like, its the fact that you have made a new friend. I dont know about the rest of you, but if you dont like the way i look, or talk, then move on..... Cause myself i am not here to impress anyone, You will like me for who i am or go to hell....Because i am me, and i happen to like me! Im not ugly, but im not beautiful, im not tall im short, im not fat, im skinny, who gives a shit. I want people to lik

Myspace
ughh.. it sucks cuz i deleted myspace becuz of those friggin' idiots!! they won't leave me alone.. they keep postin rediculous pics of me and writing stories about "how heidi is a fungus" and "we are saving our wise oak tree from the fungus" and "we are here to protect you from the fungus" (that one is about ruining our marriage and HOW) IT'S FUCKIN REDICULOUS!! IF THEY WOULD FUCKEN LEAVE ME ALONE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO ALL FUCKEN PSYCHO ON THEIR FUCKEN HUMPBACK WHALE ASS! FUCK! UGHH... why dont i leave? cuz i have no place expect my parents an their not gonna drop the subject forever.. well.. i guess the good news is the lease is up in a month in half.. in mid may i'm moving to the new apartments my husband and i are getting and i will wait for him... the lease in this hell house doesn't end until the first week of june. so i will be by myself for a couple of weeks... how sad.. LOL Tomorrow" And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Ya I try to believe you,

Off The Top
Its about time the Congress did the right thing and killed for a second time that bill on imagration. I have no problem with people comeing to live in the USA leagally. You shouldnt get rewarded for breaking the law and thats what this bill would have done. Mexico needs to stop trying to dump there unwanted people off on us. All i wish to say about the killing is my condolences to everyone hurt by this act of violence. These acts are unacceptable the time is now to dig past the usual reasons most give and get to the heart of what causes someone to snap like this. I just saw what had to be the most discusting act i have seen in quite a while. A 91 year old man was beaten badly by some young punk trying to take his car. That is bad enough but what really got to me was 5 or 6 people WATCHED IT HAPPEN AND DID NOTHING. Have people quit caring so much that they can watch someone get beat and sleep at night. This poor man fought in WW1. He deserves nothing but respect from everyone

Relationships
I REGRET BRINGING YOU INTO THIS WORLD. ALL WE DO IS KILL. OR DO SOMETHING TO HURT YOU. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR WAY THROW LIFE. ITS JUST NOT RIGHT. YOU CANT EVEN GO OUT AT NIGHT. WHAT HAVE ARE CHILDREN DONE. THEY HAVE NO TIME FOR FUN. THEY HAVE TO WATCH FOR THE DRUGS AND GUNS. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE DAY WILL COME. YOUR CHILD MIGHT NOT EVER COME HOME. YOU MIGHT BE THE ONE THATS HAVING TO SAY GOODBY INSTEAD OF GOODNIGHT. AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE. WHY CAN WE CHANGE. BEFORE ITS TO LATE. YOU MIGHT NOT WAKE UP TO SEE TOMORROWS DATE. THE PAIN OF LIFE. ITS A HARD ONE. THE THINGS WE GO THROW. THE THINGS WE HAVE DONE. THE PAIN WE LEAVE ARE LOVE ONES. THE WOUNDES THAT HEAL. THE WOUNDESTHAT BLEED. THE RAZER BLADE OF LIFE WILL ALWAYS PEIRCE THE SOUL. ITS UP TO YOU IF THEY HEAL. OR IF YOUR SOUL WILL SLOWLY DRAIN FROM YOUR BODY. THIS WILL TELL YOU IF YOU TURN COLD OR STAY WARM.IM A LOVING PERSON BUT MY WOUNDS HAVE SLOWLY DRAINED MY SOUL.LEAVING ME SO COLD. I HAVE NO LIFE RIGHT

Artwork Links
http://www.taboogallery.com/ http://www.aumania.it/fa_cleavenger1.html For those that are fans of the artwork of Boris Vallejo, here is a link to a site with almost 300 of his beautiful creations. http://fantasy.bratsk.net/

Attention Contest Entry's Needed
Just Heard This Had To Repost It Marine and Tampons (awesome story) > > Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good >story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother >of a Marine in Iraq. > > My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent >them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy >we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a >hard time. > > My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion >and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it >from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he >wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about >Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's >for him too. > > He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, >Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started

Poetry By Stinger Nitro
I just want to know one thing. People say that they are your friends, but then you find out that they are only using to get by with life. I thought that was over. I guess it is not since I am in college and the same stuff still happens. That's messed up, when they need you, you're there to help them, but when you need them, they're never around or make excuses. Many people wonder why I do not communicate with many people, now you see why, and it is not just because I am a shy person. Just when I come out, I get placed back in because of something physical about me. This may be the main reason I havent been with anyone on a date, in a relationship, or hanging around with. I get more luck over the phone than this. I read my friend Mia's note. She's right, who u may think are your best friends forever, are truely not. Man! where are the true people at in this world? If there are not any, I just say, it's whatever. everyday is a struggle, everyday is a battle. never knowing what to expec

Chante's Poems
Unexpectedly you came into my life. Unexpectedly, everything took a turn for the better. The sincere way you spoke, your warm eyes, your melting smile, and the kindness you showed me, unexpectedly all became a part of my life. As unreal as it is to me, I discovered real beauty. Unexpectedly you unfolded yourself to me, for I have never seen so much gentle in one person. Unexpectedly you showed me I could do the same. Unexpectedly you were slowly making a place in your heart for yourself. It may seem hard at times to feel so close in a relationship, but unexpectedly it became easy to feel so close to you. Now I realize that I had never known what it ment to be loved. Until, I was unexpectedly loved by you. Chills run up my spine A soul slowly turning cold Maybe this is like a sign Of what was about to unfold.. Blood stains soft wrists Sobs echo deep inside Curling fingers into fists These tears, I must hide.. Leaving me alone to die Watching me rip apart Laughi

Cherry Tap
To those of you who are legends, there is no way you can fan everyone back who has fanned you, so this doesn't apply to you. So this is for everyone else. How annoying is it that your Fan and Fan Of lists don't match up? A few month's ago, Bella came up with the idea that users could have icons indicating who did what for you, so you can return the favor if you so inclined. I thought it was great idea then and still one now. Coming over from that other place whose name shall not be mentioned so long ago, the LC, now the CT used to be a far superior alternative to that other place. People were spreading the word left and right about how great this place is and it was expanding faster and faster every day, and probably still is. While that place most people left was constantly buggy, the CT ran like a swiss watch, and after all that Happy Hour, ViC and Blast money kept rolling in, it seemed to get even better, at first. Then things started to go downhill. People who you thought were c

Valentines And The Meaning
Saint Valentine's Day or Valentine's Day is on February 14. It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other; sending Valentine's cards, candy, or donations to charities, often anonymously. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day. The holiday is named after two men, both Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished. The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines". Modern Valentine symbols include the heart-shaped outline and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten notes have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards. The Greeting Card Association estimates that approximately one billion valentines are sent each year worldwide, making the day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year behind Christmas. The association estimates that women p

Truth
Can’t hold on anymore .. Current mood: done with life Can't hold on anymore my heart sinks into the void now back from my time away and I relise it was for nothing Here or there I am alone nothing to really call my own I need to break free of this grim fate I see for me All those in my past have the lives I wish to have I could only dream of and will never have to my own So I just let the void take me soon it will be over and done and I will only feel the cold embreace of the nothing that must come to everyone... Is there anything beyound this life I fear that is nothing for me . but yet I will jump freely into the abise of nothinness just to let my soul be free I see nothing left in this life for me nothing at all so alone and unknown but I soon will be free from all of this pain The darkness in me just grows and grows.. I feel nothing anymore as I slip into your hold so free is my soul nolonger in this world This empty fee

The W.t.f Files
Well for anyone who has young ones who aren't in school yet you have a huge idea as to what I'm bloggin' about. So it's been officially a week ago that my son and I watched blues clues on nick jr, well the episode we were watching delt with the issue of anger management know to adults as daily life but yet to a growing little mind it's called Frustration. So as we watched intently and learned from blue and steve, there are 3 steps to dealing with frustration... as said by steve, you must STOP, Breath, and THINK, sure sounds easy enough to as we repeated all the steps together, that is my son(4yr old) and I, He started to understand what to do when you get frustrated and can't seem to get things right, you just follow these steps and you'll be ok well 4 nights ago, we had bought a new tooth paste by good ole' tom's organic grape flavored kids toothpaste, we had to brush our teeth with it, well I had misplaced it and couldn't find the damn bottle of tooth paste, as I retraced my st

Even At Work.
A man boarded an airplane in Sydney, Australia, with a box of frozen Crabs. A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's Refrigerator, which she did. The man advised her that he was holding Her personally responsible for the crabs staying frozen, and Proceeded to rant and rave about what would happen if she let them Thaw out. Shortly before landing, she announced to the entire cabin, "Would The gentleman who gave me the crabs in Sydney, please raise your Hand?" Not one hand went up ... So she took them home and ate them herself! Be Well and Laugh Often... Yeah!! Ok I can see My Shoutbox but can't send, I can read PMessage's but can't get in too write and ect WTF is going on. For the women who have spoken and wished that they could immediately take the words back or that She could crawl into a hole ? She was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. She was unhappy with the women's type She had been usi

The World By Me
I have always been the careful type when it comes to my heart. I'm not the one that would give his love easily or fall easily but it has happened. I do wish to thank this site for helping me find my love, my best friend, and my soul mate. She and I are so happy I didn't know I could be this happy ever but I am. We started by chatting in the shout box to yahoo chatiing and then I desided it was time to meet face to face. I drove down to her house last weekend. We went out to a chinse food, played pool, I sang keriokie for her we had a beautiful weekend. On Sunday she drove me to Estes Park and we walked and I sang songs to her while we walked ate icecream I did want the weekend to end. When I started home all I could think about was her. I stopped at a McDonalds to eat and texted her several times. That next night on Monday we both desided we were in love. I connect to her in such a deep way I thought was never posible I have never felt this and it is so wonderful I wanted to shar

Comments
Well on Saturday night (3-27) My Dad had another stroke,not as severe as his first one back in Oct,it appears...I do not know if I will be here a lot as I never know when I will have to go.This is one time I wish I lived closer to my parents as I am about 1.5 hrs away,but it could be worse. A huge thanks to my #1 family that I was able to get a hold of that logged in to get rid of my 11's...Will try to keep you updated in the future.... Hugs Julie I am so sick of pounding autos for some friends and not getting anything back such as a thank you,profile rate. I am gonna be more pickier about who's autos I rate on my friends list.I will never have a auto . I see people activate bombs who's autos I have rated,and very few have bombed me.I will never have a bomb to pay people back. I am getting very close to godmother so any help would be appreciated.. I almost left the site the other night but a couple of friends talked me into staying. Have a good night!!!!!!!! To all who

The Adventures Of Drake Tauru
Circles February 2007 Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. Friends could be lost and lifes ruined. "Nothing happens without purpose." May 2002 Our hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. He will take back his life or die trying. "Fear is the mind-killer"¹ Summer 1998 Our Villian is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. But fate has something else in mind. Our villian has nothing to say because he only cares about himself. September 1992 Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everyth

Through My Eyes...
Sapphire and I went to an erotic arts ball. The ball was kind of boring so we left to go fuck. As soon as we got to my car I bent her over and fucked her a bit and then quickly got her back to the hotel and got my dick in her mouth. She sucked it real good for Daddy so I rewarded her by bending her over a chair and then letting her sit on the dick I finished things off by busting all in her mouth and like a good girl she swallowed every drop. EuftisEmery at Rude I’ve had the opportunity to check out Club Onyx and I must say that I’m very impressed. The first thing that I’d like to mention about the club is the security. Before you can even drive into the parking lot you’re stopped by armed security that checks your glove compartment and trunk for drugs and weapons. So don’t drive to the spot dirty.Once you get past the security in the parking lot you then have to get a pat down before you walk through the door and walk through a metal detector. Securi

The Battlefield I Walk Upon
Sighs. I don't mind my job..I truly don't. My pay is actually pretty damn good for what I do. But you know, this isnt what I want to do. This isnt what I am meant to do and it drives me nuts going there every damn day. I have my goals, I have my dreams..I know what I need to do to be able to make a difference in this life but you know what I dont have? MONEY. It is sad that I am unable to do what I am needing to do...it is sad that I am not being given the chance. I will be 22 in April, I am still young and I still have time, but I am truly beginning to wonder if my time will ever come. Hopefully, starting tonight, I will be able to post a little more in this specific blog. I would like to use Cries of the Spirit for my poetry and other writings, however, I am discovering my life is a giant battle and I would like to get into that alittle more in this blog. I am realizing that I do not have too much time to post right now as it is almost 6am and I have to be at work at 7am

Life
I have one question...How come when someone says that they are to good for you they dont even approch you..dont you think that you should at least get the courage to give that person a chance.. Happens all the time men say they dont have a chance well how do you know if you dont give yourself enough courage to go up and say something to her..i see it all the time excpecially at bars on the weekends..it funny because the girl can really like you and think you are hot..and yuou wouldnt even know.. so in conculsion men you have to grow some balls and go after what you want..dont give up because then you are a quiter..and quiter are not sexy..quiters are just chicken shits and well if you read my other blog then you know how i feel about chicken shits..women need someone that is not going to be afraid to go after what they want..women love when a man chases or really goes after something. i need some comments on what you guys think and why this happens.. i would first like

Joyz Bloq
Please go to my page and add yourself to my guestbook! Thank you. While you're there, feel free to rate, fan and add me. I LOVE blasts! Then again who doesn't. If you're feeling generous, you can always get me a blast.Thank you sooooo much! MUAHZzzz Joy ... FAN Me & i'll fan you back TY @ FuBar I still don't get the point value system for FuBar, can anyone help me out? Exactly how much do you get for rating photos, stash, fanning, adding etc.... So far this is what I've gotten...please correct if wrong and add to where I don't know yet... I don't know why they don't have this stuff already listed in the FuBar Bible. Anytime I get more info on this, I will update this bloq, so keep checking if you're interested. Thank you!!! ~PROFILE~ 1. rating a profile gets you ~6 points {if you rate their profile a 10} ~ they get 12 points 2. they rate your profile, you get ~5 points 3. commenting a profile gets you ~4 points~ they get 12 points 4. they comment you ~5 points 5. you fan the

Something New
I've got 1028 points to go to my next level. If you can help me out, please do. Thanks in advance for your help!!!! Show me Yours, and I'll show you Mine! He he he Click below to go to the pic that needs comments. Click ^^^^^ Here to go to the pic that needs your comments. Thanks in Advance for your Help!!! Hey Everyone! I need a little help leveling up. If you can spare a few moments, and you haven't already, rate my pics, and my stashes, and don't forget to fan me, and rate my profile! Any help will be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks! Billy

Poem
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the

True Minnesotans
78~~~~ ouch! I'm a bad influence. Body: If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. done drugs. TOTAL: 10 1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. TOTAL: 9 1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to

Hey All You Sexy Cherries
ok I am soo thrilled my frist Friday night show!! and I am trying to get a 20 to get this I need more and more to start listening .. soooo if you are not already tuned into me then get your hinnys to www.crush.fm and start listening ..just go to tune in section on the left and pick the way you want to hear it .. I am on till midnight and after that :) if you want to request and let me know you are there just register and request away .. with over 5000 songs I am sure you will find something! :) hahaha OK Go help me get my 20 ;) Hugs bratty lil kitten Blah so I Dj at crush fm .. and we still are trying to get listeners up .. we have live djs throught the day till about 12 am then ppl run auto but the requests are still on .. I am starting to wonder if ppl dont like to register to request and that is why noone wants to listen.. we have sexy ass women with really hot voices on .. and great guys as well .. but yet I struggle to get in enough requests.. I am always on air .. and

Shop O Torture
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187 2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical 3. What Happend? Ft Tyler 4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187 9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187 10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8 11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187 12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187 13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper 14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler* 15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap* 16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187 17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187 *-Not Completed yet Keep checking thursday for a download link The all New Album! 23 new songs! Wicket World Order (Audio

Cota
THANKS TO ALL WHO KEPT TAYLOR AND OUR FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. SO FAR ALL SIGNS ARE GOOD. http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=6114930&nav=menu35_1 THE LINK ABOVE HAS THE OFFICIAL STORY AND VIDEO THE LUNGS HAVE BEEN TRANSPLANTED. SHE HAS TO STAY ON A VENTILATOR FOR 24 HOURS TO SEE IF HER BODY WILL ACCEPT THEM. WE'RE HALFWAY THERE. This is my sister-in-law's younger sister. Keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Shes an awesome little girl. Please post this link and help out ant way you can. The projected cost of the operation is $750,000 http://www.cotafortayloramiem.com/

3 Day Blast Give Away Pls Help Me
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?

"i Reject Your Reality And Substitute It With My Own."
mother (mo-ther) ˈmə-thər: noun,verb, adjective, transitive verb. The word \'mother\' can mean anything and everything. Because anything and everything is what mothers do. In fact, if families would thank a mother everytime they did something for them, that is all we would say, and never be able to get another word in at all. Maybe that is why mothers don\'t hear thank you enough. Mothers do the hardest and most thankless job there is. So thank you. I LOVE YOU The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not wit

My Poor Poor Mind.....
W Well here it is I live in Knoxville, TN and I am loving it here its pretty cool. I work at a retail store as a cashier/electronics overnights and I love that to. I have a cat named Honey she is about a year old almost two and i love her to death. I also own two frogs and a fish. Right now I am a single woman just looking at possibilities in life. I am hoping to start college next year kinda torn on my major but I do know that I want to do something with kids. I would love to be a teacher if I can get enough college funding and stuff. Umm.... Well thats about it folks. If you want to know more let me know. I will be glad to answer questions. Okay so like I called the guy at work when he was working again and we decided to reschedule the date to this wed. and I think it will work out this time I hope so cause I think he is a great guy. Oh and he has the sexiest voice in the world lol. Anyway yeah other than that mostly working but I did make some new friends. I have hung out with them

Whatever
There has been a lot of talk about 'point hoes' lately. I would just like to clarify for all those who read this... i am not a point hoe. I didn't join this site just to gain levels. I have only asked once for help to level (yesterday) but that was only cause i had something stupid like 900 points til my next level.... and it was annoying the shit out of me. If i was a point hoe, i would be asking for people to rate/fan/add me for more points still, even though i have just leveled up. i ain't gonna do that. People can do all that stuff for IF they want to and WHEN they want to. I joined this site to talk to people. And the people i have spoken to so far are great people. I am glad to have met them. I will now apologise though for not talking much to you all. But I do have a reason. I am only on dial up at the moment. It takes about 5 minutes for a fubar page to load up on my computer. This makes it difficult to chat to people on here. Which is why I try to catch up with people on weeke

Just Me
ok you walk up to some one and your like all serios and your like hey have you ever seen an asshole thru plastic???? then they pause and there answers are like no or ewwww. then you say well can i see your license or id then. well im having fun with this cherrytapping blog making sound listening ppl poking site to me its fun as hell. its like a game the points that is speaking of games i spend most of my time playing runescape its a mid evil quest game with lots of stats to build up in lvls and money to make hahahaha not real money you silly gooses fake money. well look for gtorg1 if ya join again have fun and please for the love of god keep tapping me I LIKE IT lol. gto@ CherryTAP

Ulster Volunteer Force
In memory of fallen volunteers we stand here proud of an army such as ours we are the peoles army since 1912 to present day For they shall not grow old as we are left grow old age shall not weary nor the years condem at the going down of the sun and in the morning This is dedicated to the officers and volunteers of the Ulster Volunteer Force and Red Hand Commando for their dedication and sacrifices over the years. NO SURRENDER. \"For as long as one hundred of us remain alive, we shall never in any way consent to submit to the rule of the Irish, for it’s not for glory we fight, but for freedom alone, which no man loses but his life\" PREPARED FOR PEACE, READY FOR WAR U.V.F. - The Peoples Army - Y.C.V. FOR GOD AND ULSTER Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country. ___=//\"\"\"\"\\ |....__UvF-------- |=|\",\",\",\"::::::==\"---- |_---\"\"\"/_/-\'\"\"\" U. V. F. \" STILL UNDEFEATED \" \"READY TO DEFEND ULSTER WHEN NEE

Kim's Thought Of The Day
well as you all know i broke my leg 2 days before christmas well today FINALLY my doctor said i am good everything is looking great!! and i am so happy cause i feel like things are going good for me FINALLY! I HAVE MEET A MAN THAT HAS GAVE ME LIFE AGAIN HE MAKES ME FEEL SO ALIVE! AND I CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE! anyway i just wanted to let the world know... until next time love ya bye Well today it stopped raining finally!! I am going to be working on my house the next couple of days! I am going to be painting(how fun) Also I have a new job! I am very happy about it! Yesturday I helped my sister in Mississippi with her kids science report! It was over saving energy! As you all know James had surgry today and things went good so please keep him in your thoughts he has a long way to go to get better!! Well I think that is all for today! OH PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND PUT YOUR PICTURE ON MY GUEST BOOK!!!! I HAVE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD ON MY PAGE!! LOVE

Oi Oi Savaloy!!!
Finally seen my baby boy after 4/5 months , and ive got to tell you this my jaw is aching so much from smiling its unbearable ha ha ive never stopped smiling and it was hours ago,*SMILE* ive missed him so much never gonna let it happen again!!!! smile.x How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straight in the dryer (1"ft away) dry em!!! put em in the washing basket! then go to put them away! there's alway's "ONE" missing??? were do they go?? why do all the ones yu got left after every wash never match??? let me know........:-( what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooi

Confused!!!
okay im totally new and confused! hahahah how do you go about getting cherry bucks, without getting those stupid adds cuz personally i dont like junk email! how about you??? Jennifer i need like a little over 200 pts to level up!

This Is Only A Survey
there is a guy by the name markymark that is easy going and have lot of fun if you like. (he is looking for someone that is going to be more then a friend and a good fuck.) here is his information on cherrytap it is nick_lee76@company.com yahoo leeman278@yahoo.com msn leeman278@yahoo.com THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE MEN OUT THERE. IF YOU SAW TWO WOMEN MAKING OUT WHAT WOULD YOU DO? LEAVE OR WATCH for all those ladies out there here is a single male that is looking to have some fun. hit him up. nick_lee76@company.com

Hey! I'd....
420 was awesome! I got so ripped and seen the hemp man.... then I got drunk :) 420 was awesome IM DRUBKJ HERY PPLS GHEHE wazaaop I Dont want to get married, because being attached to some1 is a trap. I will never have kids because I hate those lil fuckers. If I ever do become preggo I will get an abortion. I hopefully wont fall in love because love is lust and it comes with stupid problems that I dont need in life. Like lying cheating abuse fighting... small penis... lmao And I will hire a man maid to clean after me becuase we woman don't need that stereotype anymore. And I will watch him clean and cook for me in a thong (jk). Ill also be either a therapist or a psychologist. And figger oiut why I am a nympho... oh yea and why people do the things they do. AND THAT THAT OTHER SHIT CAN SUCK MY KISS :)

Rosabean
Well folks here's the deal. Sorry I've been away but I've been in a bit of a funk lately and I haven't been able to drag my sorry ass to Cherry Tap for a while. I'm better now and hope to be doing more here on my CT page. If you read this blog, please, tell me what you like and don't like. I'll try to add more stuff that you like. I love the old 80's video's as you can tell. I also like some of the older stuff like Janis Joplin and Hendrix and think their performance vid's are cool as hell. On to the news of the day. Well it seems bald ass Brit and K-dred have hammered out the details of their divorce. Yippee fucking skip. Now we can all rest at ease knowing the fate of their 2 kids and her money. But what about her hair? I mean my GAWD! And what about the Anna Nicole Smith family saga? Are they gonna dig up her son and re-do the autopsy? For pity sake, let the dead rest in peace! Quote for the day "I found a head in a bucket of paint once!" I'm back again, t

♥tiffany♥
I.... Remember..... Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. (played this game in school a lot) Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers.

To All My Friends On Here
If my wish came true, I'd spend the whole day in bed with you. I love to imagine all we could do, if we made our erotic dreams come true! oxoxoxox Preston The Drug Addict's Marriage Creed So now little man, you've grown tired of grass L. S. D., goofballs, cocaine and hash, And someone pretending to be a true friend Said, "I'll introduce you to Miss Heroin." Well, honey, before you start fooling with me Just let me inform you of how it will be For I will seduce you and make you my slave. I've sent men much stronger than you to their graves. You think you could never become a disgrace And end up addicted to poppy seed waste. So you'll start inhaling me one afternoon; You'll take me into your arms very soon. And once I have entered deep down in your veins The craving will nearly drive you insane. You'll need lots of money (as you have been told) For, darling, I'm much more expensive than gold. You'll swindle your mother; and just for a buck You'll turn into something vile a

The Alter Reality That Is Vixen
The memories flow even when you wish them not to, They wrap themselves around you and awaken who you used to be. Once opened they can't be contained They seek you out and call you by past names. Its in the blood, its in your genes. You can try to escape them but its not within your means The rhythum flows like a long forgotten dance Entwining them with now you can't escape your past. Eons come and eons go Time isn't linear it just flows Like a web you stay entwined with the same people time after time Like celtic knotwork a perfect maze Beginning without end we start another phase Does destiny control us or do we make our own Perhaps we choose to repeat the things that feel like home We weave a pattern throughout the realms We each create our own heaven or hell So stop and listen softly to things that you once knew We each walk through the realms holding pieces to renew In this time and the next The cycle will repeat Sometimes we are but pawns in a tale t

Lines From Lucious Lesley
Hey everyone, Just wanted everyone's thoughts on this one, Friends at work... Do you think it is a good idea to make lots of friends at work?? or do you think it could be a hazzard to your job?? A penny for your thoughts... luv ya's all. As the rain falls gently from the evening sky The cool breeze sends me a shiver I see the sparkle in your smiling eyes And it makes my lips start to quiver You reach out and touch my hand Then look into my eyes with love How you found my soul I just don't understand You must be my gift from the Lord above Every moment that we share Feels like perpetual bliss You hug me close to show u care As we embrace in a sensual kiss I taste the sweetness from your lips The emotions etch into my soul You place your hands upon my hips And I whisper "please don't ever let me go" My heart melts with ur charm When you promise will we always be together You hold me tighter in your arms As we vow to love each other forever. Written B

Just For Fun...
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? alive 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? budweiser 9. Your dream/goal? Independent 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? husband 18. Where you grew up? anadarko 19. The last thing you did? drive 20. What are you wearing? dress 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? no 23. Your computer? storage 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? ok 26.

No One Cares
Reporter: Stefanie Silvey New Media Producer: Rachel Beavin Update: The dog dragging case goes to court in Owensboro, and 14 News is learning more about the man accused of killing the dog. William Bowlds is charged with a misdemeanor in the death of Buddy. The animal was chained to the back of a vehicle and dragged to death. Police say Bowlds borrowed the dog to breed him. The courtroom was crowded with people who want the penalty for such cruel acts to be more than a misdemeanor. One woman even booed Bowlds as he came into the courtroom. And Buddy's owner told 14 News it never entered his mind Bowlds would harm his dog. We have learned that Bowlds has a lengthy criminal record: 36 charges in Kentucky including domestic violence, terroristic threatening, assault, manufacturing methamphetamine, possession of drugs, theft, burglary, and Previously: A dog dies after police say it was chained to the rear of a vehicle and dragged for a mile. Daviess County, Kentucky sherif

Videogames Anonymous
well basically to sum things up simply I dont drink or do drugs and im right now I like to cook play videogames listen to waaf and just be chill im currently struggling to survive looking for my soul hows that for you.And im straight not gay or fucking bisexual...So motherfuckers back off Can you wait until happy hour to rate my photos please also notify me that you have done this I will do the same okay? www.stickam.com ask me for my link www.myspace.com ask me for my link www.gorgeousgamers.com ask me for my link www.myyearbook.com ask me for my link www.tagged.com ask me for my link Yahoo Aim Msn Ask me for my screen names Im not from boston its just a listing Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It... 1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are. 2.) They're useful. In this tech-savvy world, it's great to have a b/f who can ma

Baby Files
Ok gang its 1:52am here and i am exhausted i am running on 2 hours sleep at this point so i am gonna give you the stats for now and will do pics and whatnot later. Name: Eljin Kai TOB: 1:44pm Wgt: 7lbs 1.4oz Length: 20 in Hair: Brown Eyes: Blue He and mom are both doing wonderful and i will update you more later Well we are in the final stretch now. In 6 hours I will take my wife to the hospital and they will induce her labor. So in less then 12 hours I will be a daddy yet again. GHod am i nervous. You would think that after having 3 children already i would get used to this, but no matter how hard i try i still get nervous. My heart is beating out of my chest right now just thinking about it. I am amazed at how many thoughts are running through my head right now. Sleep will probably never happen for me tonight since I am so excited. Hopefully i will catch a small nap at least. I will post all the pertainent info as soon as i can tomorrow and let all those who have been ke

Poems
In the pouring rain droplets falling every splash full of life every litte drop precious I find myself in your arms standing here with only, one care in the world gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes letting you know i love you, even with a gaze, droplets running down ure face carresing your beauty, it's undeniable, our love slowly i bring u closer , feeling the gentle assurance of your warmth against my body i kiss you filled with all my emotions just a single kiss to let you know, I love you and always will, walking into the rain holding your hand, I am content, Our love is lasting~ So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate m

Badkitty30075
"You!,Come to me and preach of Faith and Love!" You want me to see how they must be ,what do you know of Faith and Love? You can not change me ,for I see me , ME! I am Faith And Love It grows in me ,breathes life in me Your illusions are nothing compared to what I see. Faith! Faith gives me strength to be willing and free to make the choices to love me and every one around me! Faith is in me ,it is strong and your illusions are week,you grow pathetic and harsh as we speak! Love!,you know nothing of, it is not found,it is not given or earned or taught .It is nothing but something we all have inside.Love is endless,immortal,and eternal,love changes to fit its own design never the same at one time . It breathes from me it is me I am Love cant you see love is me !? So you grow week from what you begin to see in me.Something unattainable but free,you illusions shattering as wee speak,your heart beats your thoughts race you life a steady pace. You come to Me to and preach of Faith and Love

Looking For A Juggalettes
She has the beauty that will make your heart miss a beat. Her smile alone makes anyone want to just kiss her shining pink lips. Her eyes can open your heart into another world that you never thought existed. I call her red because of her beautiful wavy red hair, and the way it blends in with her nice soft skin that will make your mouth water. Her red hair is so attractive it makes the word "red" compliment her. She's not my red, but I know wherever she goes there is always going to be somebody admiring her red beauty. She's not literally red, but that color alone tells everyone she has the beauty like a red rose. Always activated and still broken the things you hate are tumbling inside your darkest dreams so another kid laughing and crying out loud another scheme of life.Try to bleed when you are frozen its another cold thought of society left for your decayment watch as the heat burns out the cold of there hearts.Its like another paralegal activity in this career of life a

Sex Stories
One day I was trying on some naughty clothes. You know its hot red with thigh highs and holes where your tits are. hehe Any ways I was trying it on and the door bell rang so I threw on some shorts and tank top over top of this other outfit. Well I'm sure it looked funny when I opened the door to see me in shorts and tank top with thigh highs on. yah I was thinking that when I opened the door and there was this hot guy at it. He was there to show me a demonstration on a vacuum sweeper or some thing well. A little did I know he started flirting with me. All I was think was how bad I wanted in his pants. So he was talking and showing me things and he spilled a drink on my top. I wasn't think about what was under I just took it off and then I was like opps I'm sorry I forgot I had this on. I'll be back I'm going to go change. I got up and he said no please wait. I love that outfit I want to see more cause I would like to buy one for my girlfriend. I was like are you sure? Ok I'll show I d

Kiwi
go comment bomb the shit out of me. i wanna win. and zac? i wanna see a vote from you on there. or a rate... do it. because i said so. :P when there's every reason in the world not to trust again, how do you learn to trust?

Moving On
I'm sorry If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry... my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short for you. I'm sorry.. If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. Beauty dies with time but a good heart will always be young. Just sit in your chair, exposed to Me, legs parted. Sit there with your hands on the arm rests, unbound yet forbidden to move. Hold yourself in that position and watch me play with myself mere inches from your face. Here, I will steady you head with my hand, force you t

Hello
I hadn't posted in here in a while so here I am again. Just killing time and wasting away the beautiful day by being online. Have a great Thursday! :) Well another Hump Day is here and nothing has changed in a week...the planet still spins, the sun still rises in the east, gravity keeps us all from flying off into space So go out and enjoy today as if there's no tomorrow because if you don't, it will be just as boring as the past week has been! Hello and welcome to my blog I would like to thank my new friends for adding me and invite all my future friends to say hello

Things That R Goin On
Sorry I haven't been on in a while,but some things have been goin on in my life lately,& was taken a break from the pc. I found a lump in one of my breast last wk,been freakin out bout it too,gettn a mammagram done today to find out,so all my freinds pray for me & wish me luck! I'll be bck later to let u all knw how it went! Peace & Lv to all! Subject: Wearing Red on Friday's SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a pu

Im Just Me
Being a bitch means... I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts and do things my way. I won't compromise what's in my heart. I live MY life MY way. I won't allow anyone to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty I hold within. You WON'T succeed! If that makes me a bitch, so be it. I'm proud to be so! (1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when thay are right and you need to shut up. (2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been givin five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that end bigin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". (4) GO AHEAD:

My First Rant!!!!
Why am I finding making a video so freaking hard for me to do??? Is it because its a reminder of how I lost touch with my family and never got to say Goodbye to my cousin before she died?? Is it because I never got to tell her how much she meant to me in my life?? I lost touch with everyone when my dad passed away. He was with me one minute gone the next without any warning. The depression I suffer from this traumatic episode is so incredibly great still after almost 13 years!! I cry everyday for the chance for my children to meet their grandfather. A day I know will NEVER come. I hide my grief behind a fake smile. Never bringing it to the surface!! My dad was my life my world!! I was a daddys girl and still am to this very day!! I was the only one with him when he fell in the hospital after getting a blood test done and died. An 18 yr old girl alone in the hospital unable to reach anyone in her family. Not even her mother or brother. An 18 yr old girl crying out to her

Life Suck And Sometime Even In The Good Way
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkl

I Swear It Sucks
Friday, July 06, 2007 Who needs men if they are all liers Current mood: irate Category: Romance and Relationships Let's a Big Breath Out...Where do I start. My chest tightens just at the thought of writting this. First of all I know people are getting mad at me because I am not commenting or paying enough attention to them, I wish I had all the time in the world to do so. I can say I'm just about as sick as I was in January when I went in the hospital. How is a single parent suspose to get help when they have no one to watch their child. I didn't mean to start this blog so harshly but its true. Everything is falling apart and I can't keep it together....people are just making it worse. Friends want me to go places with them, I really need to be at home resting and cleaning house. I get online and I get bombarded with IM's Sarah..sarah...are you there hello Hello...If I wanted to talk to you I would say HELLO. I really didn't mean this to be so harsh. I love al

Check Out The Nightstalker Hq & The Darkside Guys & Dollies Hangout
Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredi

In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face,stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. >> > > Mbembe never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Mbembe was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures

Voices
When I close my eyes, I think of you, I wonder when my dream mite come true. I feel the wind blow through my hair, as i wonder if you even care. The tear drops fill my eyes, and i try o' so hard not to cry. Is it me he thinks of at nite, or is it her he is holding tight. Am i just a fool, as I sit and wait for you. The sun comes up to brighten the sky, just another day as I wonder why. why am I allowing myself to come second you just dont know what you mean to me I reckon. So before I let the last morel I have go, I one last time will let you know. how very much I love you and this is why I'm letting you go! By:cici34 I hear the voices in my head, telling me no more days, will I dread. Close my eyes and feel no more pain, as my heart slows, and the light of day no longer remains. It is a very dark and cold feeling, as the blood stops flowing, it is my soul your steeling. Why did you let me go, my heart

Just Poems
Why do I wait instead of fight, Why do I care so much, Why have I gotten hurt an still go back, Why have I fallin, Why I dont even know if he really cares, Why do I want this bad, Why am I so scared of getting hurt again, Why is this so difficult, Why cant there be a way to where we want to go, Why is there this wall, why cant we be what we want to be. Still we have not talked, Still we have not seen each other, Still I am wondering if were ok, Still I am falling for you by the days, Still I am scared of getting hurt, Still I am wanting this more then anything, Still I'll do anything to make this what we want, Still wondering whats going to happen in the future, Still wanting you more and more by the days. We miss You In loving memory of landon sanderson It was dark outside, The new day was coming, Thats was a bad time, As I was asleep, I didn't know, What had happened, I lost a great friend, he was coming home from work, He was almost home, He drove to f

Question Of The Day.
Why is my dick hard? Hmmm.... Realest What is a hater? What is your interpretation of a hater? So, I been off for a minute, came back and saw all the new pics from over half my friends and fam. Most were very impressive, some were the same thing just on a different day. SO...my question...drum roll please... What kind of pics do you find interesting and worth a rate AND a comment, so I can get some ideas of what I'm going to post here in the next fewdays? This is semi serious, I'm in a mean need to rack up points. So what would you like to see????? Realest "I'm not a realist, I'm The Realest."

What I Want
Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again? HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do" WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do" WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, those ar

Disturbing Thoughts
This thing inside this place, Is a living thing that can't be replaced, It's a power, a lust, never to rust, Unrelenting furry and psychotics not mirrored, Calm, Calm, Then the darkness decends, Proving catalsyt to the mayhem, Eternities children gather in cover of night, To let the world see our fight, Do not hesitate to move in push in, Then the womb opens and the children dance, The blood soaked womb is a fast, Swirling, beating, breathing flying, It is alive, A new creature, Born of furry, Created for hunger, We throw you in, You can't get out, so push, push, push... This is one of my favorite songs from Mushroomhead...it's how i feel right now... "Is there really anyone there, Fall on deaf ears all of my prayers, The mother of nothing, The mother of sin, The farther of decedance within us, A brother of suffering inside, Is there really anyone there, Why can't you look at me now? I hope you like what you've done to me, Drown in your misery, Wai

In Heaven
IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOU AGAIN, IM FEELING THAT MY LIFE IS COMMING TO AN END. FEELING THAT YOU NO LONGER WANT ME AROUND YOU ANYMORE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THEN BEFORE. IM SCARED OF YOU SAYING GOODBYE, YOUR FULL OF LOVE AND SUCH A GREAT GUY. I CANT HELP TO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, THATS WHY IT HURTS ME AND MAKES ME FEEL SO BLUE. IM SCARED OF YOU LOOSING WHAT WE HAVE TOGETHER, BUT IN MY HEART I THOUGHT YOU WOULD LOVE ME FOREVER. PLEASE DONT STOP LOVING ME IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART, I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO IF WE FELL APART. IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOUR HEART AGAIN LIKE I DID BEFORE, I WANTED US TOGETHER FOREVER MORE...... MY MOM MY BEST FRIEND 04-08-56 - 12-05-2008 THE TIME HAS COME TO DO THE WORSE THING IVE EVER DONE, TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, MY MOM. YOU WERE MY BACK BONE AND I WAS YOUR ROCK, WE STOOD TOGETHER AND ALWAYS TALKED. I WASNT READY FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME LIKE THIS, YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND THATS A BIG PART IM GONNA MISS. NOT HAVING YOU TO

Hey Everyone
When I try to go onto someones site and it says error users permissions dont allow you to do this or something like that, does that mean they have blocked me? I havent run into that before on the sites? The way they do that that is. I have been on here a little while but havent really given this site much time. I would like to make some good friends on here. I am still trying to upload some pictures which with the computer I am using is very difficult. Talk to you later. I changed my profile name to Wildthing, I dont know if it worked or not but I thought I would be different on this site so there you go lol. Take care everyone.

Dead Stares And Blank Thoughts Or Epmty Minds
Body: 1. Anal or oral? oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? both 3. Ice or feathers? hmmmmm.... 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 girls, 1 guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? neither, fucking sex!!! 6. What do you wear to bed ? what ever i please 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave ? yes 9. Spit or swallow? neither... 10. Do you masturbate ? nope, it's called sex 11. Whats your turn on ? i have many 12. Whats your favorite position ? i have a few 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends... 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? hmmmm i can think of a few places, but most of all in a confessional 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) a while 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? well in a jeep in a parking lot.... 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? why do you want to kno? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? MY NICK!!!!!

Fun Stuff
hey all my fubarian friends and such! I am gonna make a new album here on fubar entitled "My Fubarians". I would like to rip a photo from my nearest and dearest so that all can see who holds my heart here. If you are up for this idea, let me know which pic I can rip so I can place in my album and more so into my heart! lixx and such to yall running a contest of my own, person to show me the most luv in an unusual fashion by my b-day will get a nsfw pic folder. try: comments blasts links well, i never thought about it before but there is a comfort in the single life. I have one friend who could be more, but why push it? We are comfy doing things or just kickin back doing nothing. If I throw in a relationship, will that comfy old t-shirt feeling stay? i doubt it. Soo I say yea for the single life, easier to stay Sane this way! lixx and such

Rosey's Attic
Well, here I am again, belonging yet not belonging to the world I live in. Trying to figure out what it is that I'm supposed to be doing, ideas and possibilities whirring through my mind, yet no single thing stands out prominantly among them. Growing up, I was told you are born and have a path, a destiny of sorts, a purpose...I have yet to find mine. It seems that path not only twists and turns, but one can actually fall by the wayside, never making it back...which would make that particular life rather pointless in my view...I just can't believe things are that cut and dried. I now understand why The Ancestors held trees in such high regard and how they likened them to one's life...you have roots...scattered but ending up in one place...your life....you live during your formative years growing strong, building to adulthood...in that beginning adulthood you have many choices...what you can or should do with your life....call those limbs...there are usually several on any tree. Ba

Just Stuff
so yeah as of today i started a new diet. dont get me wrong i know im not fat but im just not quite as happy with my body as i was pre-baby and he's almost a year old now, so the belly fat isnt cool by me anymore. so im only gonna try this for a month wish me luck. im taking the diet pill SlimQuick, drinking one engery thing called Energy Shot, eating less than 1200 cal, and exersiceing. so im hopeing that i'll get rid of this little bit of extra weight around my tummy in a month. i started today and i'll end on June 30. a whole month and one day. please feel free to leave your opinion on this matter here or privately email your thoughts. you can support me, fuss at me, or remain netural its your choice. and no this isnt the first time i've done the weight loss thing, more like the 5th. thats right i wasnt always little even before baby, i was a big girl in Middle School and part of High School. but back then when i got tired of my body i lost weight the WRONG way. thats right folks i

The Way Life Goes
Through the Never Through the never, We shall pass. Into darkness, Rather fast. A beam of light guides the way, But do we go or do we stay? Fear Consumes you, Reality eludes you. For endless aching miles. Insanity starts to creep, And bares its evil smile. Pride? Confusion. Reality? Illusion. Its mangled and stripped away. No longer knowing up from down, Because the dark hides the day. Midnights Rain The sorrows of today, lead us to the happieness of tomorow. But all the while, The pain lingers on. In darkness of shadows, to the mysteries of night. We search for the happieness, Thats far from our sight. the never ending quest, To subdue ones pain. Finds them stranded alone, In the cold midnights rain. I sit alone in a world that has no time. Confused on what is real and what is not. Am I cursed to wonder alone in a crazy mixed up world? With no companionship? In my mind I see wha

Fucked Up
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! (5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for you

Patience
Well thank-you all for stopping by and rating I hope I returned all of the favors if not tag me up and I will...kids were ill all weekend so I didnt catch the net..hope everyone got a little this weekend have a good week to come I have a touching story for anyone who wants to read on...on saturday april 7 God put me to good use...We were taking a family trip when we came upon and accident...I asked my boyfriend to turn around to see if we could help cause everyone else seem to keep driving by...I am glad we did...as I got out of the care I saw a woman screaming and crying and another holding her, a young boy crying and alittle ways from them a man holding and infant over his knee...the infant was motionless so I ran to tend to the infant first....The family was mexican so not much english was spoken very well but enough for me to understand that the baby had not been breathing for approximately 5 to 10 mins....so I took the baby and felt for a pulse no pulse, blood from nose, ears...I

Strange Facts
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.

Rope Journal
There has been little sightings of the elusive willing damsel. Still the hunt continues. These are beautiful and gorgeous creatures, to understand them i know more than any other. To actually snare and capture one is a whole new story. The Hunt still goes ont hough knowing I will sek one out and find the prize that will be hers and mine it is day 4 of the hunt and the trail is luke warm at best...but i still hunt with trusty rope in hand for that elusive creature the willing damsel....... I was offered bait today but refused it must be a willing damsel with no bait needed....the true hunt must go on without any source of bait. The hunt for the willing damsel continues and she is hard to find....but we still look for her...knowing that she is out there somewhere...I stopped for a rest today but continue on

Sex Sex Party Party
i like me a girl that loves black and loves to play rough if you are one then message me later sex and partys are a drug but this ype of drug gives you a speacal high if you know what i me so come in pass the booze and go crazy when the lights go out we can have even more fun then we do in the day

Hey!
What I hate is when people accuse you of lying because you didn't tell them something or ommitted info. Thing is you can't always remember everything, or maybe it just didn't occur to you at the time. An Ommission isn't neccesarily a lie, a person may not of had the intent to omit or they did not have that information available at the time of questioning. New Here, Thanks to all those whom have welcomed me. Anyone here into Star Wars? Ever since the "prequels" came out, I've become reborn a Star Wars Junkie. I've even been messing with ideas for my own Star Wars Novel. Still considering titles and characters to deal with, any ideas? If you don't know much about Star Wars and just want to make wise-ass remarks, keep it to yourself, yet if you would rather contribute because you know quite a bit, I be please to hear your input. Physiologically, The Brain & Heart are interdependent, they need eachother to function. They logically, and Spitritually in the context of love, your "heart" w

Welcome To My World
Somebody from down here in the last one: God, the world is right again. I dunno how we seem to just pick up right where we left off, or how it seemed like I'd know you forever the first time we met, but I'm not gonna look that gift in the mouth. Somebody new from down here: Mind-blowing sex; why did you always have to feel guilty about it? And why did we even do it in the first place if you feel so guilty? You're cool, and I hope that you find an amazing girl AFTER you work through some of the issues you have. My boss: Fuck that, I'm not your slave, or one of your kids. Don't fucking micromanage me - I know what the fuck I'm doing. Maybe it's that precious son of yours that you should double check up on .... Somebody from back home with a cool car: God, I learned a lot from you in such a short period of time. And you're a freeaak. Who'd'a thought? Thanks for trusting me with your car, mostly, and for being cool. Sometimes, I wish life was different, but I won't fo

New
....... ARMS ....... There's one place where we both can turn when things don't go are way. Or when we're tired from all the cares we face from day to day. A place where we know everything will somehow be okay~ Within the safety of each other's arms.... And that's forever the love we share has deepened, as it's grown, And brought us joy that's so much more than we had ever known~ For together we're much stronger than we each could be alone~ Within the safety of each other's arms..... With all my love..... """""""ROSE OF A LASTING LOVE""""""""" The distance between us, Only makes me realize, more each day. How very important you are, to my life....... I can't put into words, All the special feelings I hold, For you in my heart..... But until I see you again, Please remember that my, Memories and dreams are forever filled, With the beautiful thought of you..

Hello Friends
Mel is my bestest friend and she joined a year ago and did not come back. Well now she is here and ready to make some new friends. Please go make her feel welcome so she will stay this time! She has not posted any pics yet, but she is in lots of the ones on my page. look in the folders called friday night fun and saturday night fun....also the folder old time pics. thanks for your help!! mel@ fubar Ha ha, I saw this and thought everyone would enjoy! Tips for ladies in year 2008 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every color. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just my personality . 8. I know

Lacrystal
please my darling loves no more private messages or and i can't shout back to anyone.as much as i wish i could i can't and try to pretend the worlds smallist violin is playing. IF YOU DON'T TO GET ON METH STAY AWAY FROM SALINA TIE ME UP AND SLAP MY XXX BUT WHEN YOU STOP RUB IT IN A SMOOTH ROUND MOTION ,BLOW ON MY XXX GENTLY AND I WILL SAY NAME AS I SLOWLY BREATHE.

Stuff
A good friend helped me realize.... ...that i am a very strange friend. very few understand the real me. very few know why i act the way i do- why i can be so distant at times. why i hide from the world and depend on a select few to shed light on the ambiguous thoughts my mind dances with. very few know that i am often sad, lonely, and forgotten. ....that life never goes as planned. love comes and goes, people come and go. true love is far fetched and hard to find. those who love you the most hurt you the best. those who claim to know you and still hurt you eithter a) don't know you at all or b) could care less about your feelings. ...that i do deserve a good man. well, dang. i don't need to say anything else about that one. ....that consistently inconsistent people usually have inconsistent emotions... or just bad luck. that you shouldn't judge someone from your experiences/interactions with them. you'll probably never know the plan for their life. there's just a great c

What I Think About Things...
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because .

My Written Words....
There is nothing worse than the first week of a break up First week of a break up is like the first time you have sex It's akward and borring and we both keep telling each other that we're doing good but it's a lie First week of a break up you're on my mind more than you ever were So I clean everything in my apartment Clean my way in to forgetting But then I find things that I couldn't when we were together Your shirt...your favorite cd...reasons that I liked you Until the room reeks of your influence See I keep wanting to invite you over but love can't live here anymore She might bring her two children jealousy and neglect Those two always run around breaking shit and I can't ever seem to clean up the mess They tend to ruin romantic moments with questions and lies And I can see they're children when I look in to their eyes It's you and I Not sure when we had them but now they live in the next room Always barging in saying they're having nightmares and ca

Hacked On Yahoo
Someone to love 8/03 I found someone to love It was right under my nose all this time I took them for granted cuz I knew they were kind I was aware of the presence Just never paid them any attention And not to mention They are loyal kind and funny And has no problem spending my money Trust is 90% of love I trusted that person But didn’t have the nerve To give them the love that they deserved I found someone to love I found love I found me I BEEN HACKED ON YAHOO THE GUY IS ASKING FOR C2C.. NOT ME NOT MY STYLE Yahoo closed it, but i lost my 3,000 pix and all my contacts, oh well, at least i have my new yahoo name joefresh86

A friend received this from her Blue Cross Blue Shield Rep. Please pass it on. All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain ) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone ( even children ) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plu s Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Sinus Effervescent Alka Seltzer Plus Night-Time Cold Medicine BC Allergy Sinus Cold Powd

About My G/f
I'm going to make this a little short but to let everyone know, Angel got to come home today. Everything seems to be looking good now, her blood count is still a little low but it's ok. She also wanted me to tell everyone, Thank You for everything, she really appreciated it. Now, I'm going to spend sometime with my baby, it's been to long. Talk to everyone later. Blessed Be, Wildman Well, gang, we got one more day until Angel(my g/f) goes in to have her surgery. For those of you who don't know about it, read my other blog, "About my g/f", it will tell you whats going on. If you have not stopped by her page yet, swing in there, say HI, wish here the best of luck, fan her, rate her, add her if you like. I will let everyone know tomorrow night how everything went and how she is doing. Thank you, Wildman Here's her link: lildevil@ CherryTAP ust thought that I w

My Poetry
In the darkness I hide my fears. In the rain I hide my tears. As the thunder rumbles through the sky, I watch as lonely souls pass by. Deep in shadows is where I hide, Consumed by all my foolish pride. To angry to love, but to caring to hate, So in the darkness, alone I wait. Deep inside my heart, it burns, For a tender touch, my body yearns. So much pain, I feel so lost, Frozen over like a winter frost. In the darkness my fears will hide. Alone in shadows I will reside. Lost and lonely, I shall cry in the rain, So no one else will feel my pain. Scarred by love, I wander alone, Never to let my feelings be known. Trapped in this prison I did create, Lost and lonely in the shadows I wait. Douglas J Griffin From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by, Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry. I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone, But I am just too proud to let it be known. Just once I would like to feel as they do

"insomnia"
(a persons beauty is never just skin deep my friends) "THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT." THIS NEXT POEM I WROTE IS ABOUT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLE

Out Of My League
I always run out of photo rates in the middle of rating wtf is up with that? I have been here for quite a while now. I like this site it has an incredible mix of beautiful people. But lately I have been wonderin why the haeck I stay here, I get maybe one person viewing my profile per day. Some days I dont even get one. I mean am I that disgusting looking that I scare people off before they even get to my profile???? oh well guess I'll never know Yep another blog ... Just wanted to say that I hope I havent offended anyone with my comments on their pictures. I mean no disrespect. I love the photos and especially eyes.

Interesting :p
There was a time not long ago when i thought the stars could get any brighter nor the grass any greener. Today i look apon the same things and yearn for the brightness that once was. i yearn for the magical touch of you hand that makes my life complete.The soft feathering touch of your lips on mine. You brought the color back into my life and for that i have no regrets. i wish you love and happieness in all you do.Remember as life takes us on our paths that i will always love you. Your Hippie Chick Name Is: Bittersweet Hippie Chick Name Generator Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Bloging
I don't know how else to put this. It's taken me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. Patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go. Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. I get to go home in one week. But I'm leaving home in three weeks. They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. I'm following suit and directions. I crawl up inside for protection. I'm told what to do and I dont know why. I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I dont really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to l

Poems Wrote For My Daughter
Hole. Sep/11/05 There is a hole in my heart You can not see it but it's there. A hole so deep it hurts But it doesn't show. Sometimes it bleed's But you can't see it Till it's to late And I've let go. This hole in my heart Will not be filled till You say the words I long to hear. I LOVE YOU MOMMY! Feelings 9/11/05 These feelings I have Are sad but yet I smile. How I felt is scared But yet I laught to Hide my true feelings. How I view thing's is A blur like when you First wake up and Rub your eyes to make Everything clear again. Should I feel this sad Knowing your always Going to be mine, And no one can take That from me? I don't know much but I do know how much I feel and what I feel Is love for you always! Wish. Sep/11/05 There isn't a day, Something Or someone goes by I don't Think about you. The things I hope

Whatever
Being a single parent (as most of us know) can be both trying and rewarding. My daughter is a honor roll student, band geek, and pms queen. My son is a video game freak and just gets what needs to be done in school. I try my darnest to balance their needs, work and my own schooling and sometimes it doesn't seem to be enough. This past week I believe my daughter may have gotten a view of how "bad" other parents can be -- her best friends parents came home drunk - one thing led to another - the kids were taken away again. I feel for the kids, they are good kids. The parents, I'm not too sure. I guess I do not understand the power of alcohol - I battled with drugs about a decade ago and know its evils. If a person REALLY wants to "come clean" there are so many programs and so much help BUT they have to seek it out for themselves. I pray that these parents can do what they need to form a family again. As for myself, I will continue to put my childrens needs first and hope that one day th

Guts Or Balls
WELL ITS AUCTION TIME AGAIN .. STARTING MON OCT 20 YOU HAVE YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ME... CLICK THE LINK BELOW http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1608789&albumid=1265908&i=3091237059 Wanna own me heres your chance click the link below... Sunset http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1465206&albumid=0&i=3806887455 Shawty http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=34807&albumid=0&i=3336024056&idx=1#

Gonna Have Some Fun
i gotta say i was on the verge of leaving fubar.....until recently i met a few great people on here and have actually made some good friendships...so i guess things DO have a way of working out....we shall see. Im discovering a lot of very very cool people who are right here under my nose the whole time! And to think we could have been having fun like this for ages! who knew they were right in my backyard???? Its been a long time since Ive been out for a good time. Im going to take the opportunity to remedy that just as soon as I can! Got any ideas?....Let me know! LOL (I can't wait to see these) *winks*

Just Stuff
You Are a Realist You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope. Are You An Optimist or Pessimist? Dissillusioned Heart Break Can Haunt Thy Saddened Heart's Own Loss. A very slow dripping dropp o' salted rain fro' thy eye's own heart... Shed the tear of broken love drifting two lovers lost apart. How did'st thy heart fade fro' thee? ... How made i mistakes of loveless flight fro' me? Where did'st thou feelings escape fro' mine tightened grasp? ... Crymental statements seem saddend not ment to last. Shattered broken heart fallen off edged... Moral shrunken as stolen and emptied as dredged. Lost horizons of the hearts lost.... Can to sudden stopped to lowest saddened delayed of

Nationally Known
How was everyone's Christmas break? Tell me one thing that you got that was absolutely wonderful. And tell me one thing that you wished you would have got, but didn't. Have a great New Year's Day, Ciao!!!! Yep, it's official. I did my first full week of work last week. This week is a drag though. All of the work that has backed up :( I was really getting used to Kelly and mostly her hot friends coming over with food, beer and creative ways (very creative) of keeping me occupied and trying to forget my pain. As I try to kick the painkillers and various other medicines, I'm going totally caffeine free and mostly water the next few weeks. Headaches will be prominent and I hope that Kelly is ready for it... CIAO Although, feeling better is great, the bruises are still a bit hideous. The overexposure to sleep and painkillers has been giving me nightmares. 1 year out of 9 in the military brought me to Iraq, the only source of these nightmares. Good night sleepytown!!

Check It Out!!
Try out this mobile phone tracker, it's great, using a satellite map track any connected mobile phone with coverage anywhere in the world!!!! Log on to www.sat-gps-locate.com Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I felt better immediately never knew eating right could be so easy. Our repairman went to our dryer and pulled out the lint filter. It was clean. We always clean the lint from the filter after every load of clothes. He told us that he wanted to show us something. He took the filter over to the sink, ran hot water over it. Now, the

Good Reads.
Keep this on the Fridge Did You Know That? Drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately -- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know thatColgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer . Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infe

Inspiring Articles...
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

Lawn Mowing Weather
Saturday morning, I read a bulletin on myspace that said "In Loving Memory of Missi Holderman". FUCK! I dont live in South Florida anymore. I havent since 1996. But I GREW UP there. That is my home, or the place I have always called home because it was where I was born and raised. Missi was a friend of mine. After Hurricane Andrew, she was one of my best. When I first found out the details of her death, I was mad, Then, on the way to work, the sadness hit and I began crying as I drove down the road. My daughter was in the car with me. She said, "Mom, whats wrong?" I replied "Nothing baby." She said, "Why are you crying?" I said, "I'm sorry, baby. Mommy just found out an old friend has died." She said, "So thats not good is it?" I said, "No baby, its not." She said, "Did you love her?" Thats when I lost it. I once found Missi on myspace, about four months ago. I sent her a message to see how she was. She was fine. She isn't anymore. She is gone now. Forever. La

Nascar Blog
Don't forget to ride the Cherry Train!! Lots of friends to make there!! Hugs..Laurie http://cherrytagz.com/Train/index.php http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=358111&albumid=286858&i=3110506427 Oh boyyyyyyyyy Jeff Gordon got upset with Matt Kenseth!! Matt got a little too friendly with Jeff's backend!! LOl crash!! oops

Stories From The Criminally Insane
shinytime see those smiles....they are'nt for you...not the real you . they are because the faces see through you or more likely because the faces are just like you they shine whenever the world says it's shinytime...... even if thats not what they feel behind the mask at that time . you let them validate you and you don't think too deep it all comes out when I hear you crying in your sleep. they can make or break you and that makes and breaks me I want more for you...more than I want for me I will still return your void smile and thoughtless stare, I will never run too far just ask andI will be there. but, remember ...no matter how sour or unattractive my face is...my smiles for you are always real... and you will realize one day too late that my shinytime means more than all the rest because it is real and that is all too rare something has to spark my interest. something has to chase the threat of me away. someth

Misc.
Aaarrgghhh! Gotta vent. This blog was originally titled something else but my husband got upset because I told a family member about what I spoke about in this blog previously when according to him: "I specifically asked you not to tell anybody about ....." so I got rid of the posting here. So now I'm just venting. If for some reason my marriage doesn't last 'till death do us part' I am not doing it again! It is so frustrating. We actually talked earlier today and I thought we made some good progress about my expectations and his. So now that I have done this thing he asked me not to do I just feel like all that progress made has gone to hell in a handbasket! Mostly, the family member I told this thing to doesn't TALK TO ANYONE ELSE so the 'secret' won't get out to the wrong people. I tried to explain that to him but he just got stuck on the idea that I did this thing he asked me not to do. I understood, when he asked me to keep quiet about the event, that it was mostly so

Damn, Another Blog For Raven!!
If I could, I would find a way to get this bitch out of my house!! I swear she doesn't realize that she is a quest, and HIS fuck partner, and he uses her because he doesn't have something better to fuck, other than his hand. She is so stupid, and I believe in this case, fugly and stupid is a nasty combination....Wasn't it Ron White who said you can't change stupid? It's so damned true!! She already cause some grief yesterday morning-I think that this is going to be her way....dumb, untrusting, ignorant and snooping bitch!!! Making accusations before thinking! The female numbers in the id coulda been my friends...or his, she needs to think before being stupid...oh wait, yeah-you can't change what you are!! I know that things won't work out with those two, and I can't wait-it stifles me, because I can't have my friends over, and guess what? I MIGHT WANT TO GET LAID TOO!! I might want my friends to come over too. Maybe I should just invite them over, even if she is here, the

Sweethoota's Blog
SORRY I HAVEN'T KEPT IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL. MY MS IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME AGIAN. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T REPLY BACK I AM ABLE TO SEE WHAT YOU'VE SENT. THANK YOU SO MUCH! XOXOXO-VERONICA When we say we can't do something because we don't feel well, put yourself in our shoes by using the examples of our symptoms below--- What You Can do To Understand Painful Heavy Legs... Apply tightly 20 lb ankle weights and 15 lb thigh weights then take a 1 mile walk, clean the house, go shopping and then sit down - how ya' feeling now? Painful Feet... Put equal or unequal amounts of small pebbles in each shoe then take a walk. Loss of Feeling in Hands and/or Arms... Put on extra thick gloves and a heavy coat then try and pick up a pencil, if successful, stab yourself in the arm. Loss of Feeling in Feet and/or Legs... Ask a doc for a shot of novocaine in both of your legs and then try and stand up and walk. TN (Trigeminal Neuralgia). ..Take an ice pic

Being Mommy
~My 2007 Awards~ 1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR My 12 yr old cousin just playin! 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Glo-Nuts 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND? Im averaging about 3 a day 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk! 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much 5) BEST HOLIDAY? presents 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? hostile? 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? fuck...no one 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? With My son of of course 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? My son's Date 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? CHILLLI's baby back ribs 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? Ghetto Nation 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? T

Poetry/songs
I love you for so many reasons And I love you in so many ways I love you thru all of the seasons I love you more than these words can say. If some day you find yourself Alone and free at last I hope and pray it's me you call For the dream to come to pass. And if that day should never come When I can say your are finally mine My eternal love will not come undone To deny that would be my crime So I end this with an "I love you" And pray you know this to be true I was born for one reason, Tammie That to be the man loving you.. how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become n

Short Stories.
so... apparently it's "BETA BREAKERS TODAY!" as i walked along sutter street, all these fucking people dressed in group costumes were parading around my neighborhood on Nob Hill. i felt as though i was back in high school again..and all i wanted was to buy cigarettes and lasagna.... yeah... the pretty boy guido ass douchebags in the store decided to pretend as if i did not exist and just bustle their way past me all nasty like. little did they know i could EASILY break thier skinny punk fuckin' asses in half over my knee... have i mentioned that these people woke up at, AT LEAST 6-7am to do this gay ass race, and MY ass has STILL not gone to bed yet? YEAH. i'm CHILLAXIN... singin' karaoke with ma'self. SO WHAT?!?!?! I'M A FUCKING ARTIST! GET OFF ME! heh. pee ess: the "lasagna" isn't even LASAGNA! .... bastids.. red sauce is disgusting when it's sweet. *honks* exactly fifty minutes ago, the pigeon who roosts in my blue plastic flowerpot outside my window, d

Poems
A Letter To GOD by Jayma God i pray each night about my love that is now gone and how i need him back in my life i don't know if my prayers will ever come true so i thought this letter was the best thing to do So you could make my dreams come true God i cant seem to understand what should i do? When the love of my life is in love with someone new I cant seem to go on I'm sitting here waiting for him and i feel like a fool he has left me and i don't know what to do What do i do? when a love so true is gone out my life? how can i sleep knowing he wont come back in my life God you have forgiven me for all my lies and sins all i had to do was confess them and that was the end But i confess them to him I told him my lies and sin after i told him the truth our love that was true came to and end He could not forgive me oh lord i just don't understand why after all we had he doesn't want to give us another try Lord i just don't kno

Madlibs.
Deep in the rainforests of snipulosis seven lives a baby flabberbabber named gigglepiss . gigglepiss loves pissing in the trees and eating sauteed beef shank cocktail all day long! gigglepiss 's family helps to watch for garboly predators like mome wraths . It can be very fary living in the forest, so everyone watches out for everyone else. But one day, gigglepiss wandered too far away from the others while playing. " poop pow! !" thought gigglepiss . A(n) hairy tird brown tuna fish lurked behind a tree, and wanted to have gigglepiss for dinner! But gigglepiss 's mother came to the rescue, and scared the tuna fish away! That day gigglepiss learned that when you're a baby flabberbabber in the forest, you better stay close to home. After such a(n) rifftacular. day, gigglepiss fell into a deep sleep that night, and dreamt of playing again the next day! Father Goose Rhymes Old Mother Hubbard went to the game To get her saucy clitoris a bone. When s

Dee Dee Dee !
OK! So heres the deal i dont talk to good god more then half of you so therefor why the hell would i wanna vote for u in a contest or care about ur fuckin drama!! If u cant talk to me on my page through shout sometimes STOP sendin me shit that says ur friend thought u might like to see this... w/e BECAUSE guess what i DONT!! Anyways if u read this and get offended then that means ur the ass who sends me 30 fuckin messages a day to read somethin i could give 2 shits about! If u wanna delete me as a friend! Or hell block me i dont care! Whatever makes u happy and makes ur day run smoother feel free LMAO!! But please .. I dont wanna press the stop sendin me messages button either to u smartasses who r thinkin that right now because i wouldnt b able to get messages so yeah! OK! I'm done now! Leter Heather

Me And Lifechoices
I am talking about the yen and yang of the BDSM lifestyle and how so many live it. When the life goes in a circles and they seem to attract more tit he circle that travel in a continue motion…round and around….. Where you have Masters find that special one but then moving on as soon as He finds fresh meat, another conquest. To be used then dropped as soon as He get bored with her. Sand she the submissive who is always seeking a better Master, who will drop her Master like a piece of dirt toilet paper. Simply because the new one is a smooth talker, might be His looks,,, His voice…. So these are the ones who travel in the yen and yang lanes of the BDSM lifestyle. Always circling around seek the better, fresher, toy for the week. They both travel down the road on a single lane, both seeking what they seek and never happy. There are some lucky one who have found some one to hold on to share there thoughts feeling and needs with. These are the one who travel the sam

Thunder492
im sitting here this morning and was think about all the things that have happened to me over the years while driving a truck. i have been robbed, had things stolen from my truck , and learned alot about the old adage " wrong place at the wrong time" But one thing has always intruged me, and that is the flasher. Your driving down the road when a car pulls along, some time they honk most of the time they dont. then a girl sitting in the car pulls up her shirt and flashes you a big smile. then they're gone driving on down the road. Even on your worst day you have to smile and wish for a second look , most of the time there gone before you even have the chance to look twice. i admit some guys run trucks that are not governed so off they go to try and get a second look most are stuck whatching the car zoom away. looking and wishing. but over the yaers i have never had anyone tell me why they do it is it just for fun? are they as bored as i am as we roll down the road. was it a be

Rate Me
Hay guys and gals I am going to be turing the BIG 40 this year and I need ur help on were to go for that big bash. U know the saying is that the 40 is the new 30, well just look at my phots and u tell me if I fall into that catagory or not. And please post a commoit on my page on were to go or what to do for my 40th B-Day. Thanks, Patrick Penn Hay guys and gals I need ur all help in some thing. U see I will be turning the BIG 40 thios year on November 3. And I would like suggestions on what to do that is not too expencive but I will still have fun doing it. Please let me know what u all think by answering this blog or just send me a e-mail at charlesppenn@yahoo.com. Thanks, Patrick Penn Hay guys and gals check these 2 blogs out and rate them and tell me what u all think. 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why do

F******hot's Pimp Outs!!!
Here comes Cherries!!!!!! from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week. There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out. also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!! THIS WEEK THERE WILL BE 4 CHERRIES PIMPED OUT!!!! this weeks males pimp outs are ~Brian~@ CherryTAP a very sweet and caring man that i adore very much and... SIDEKICKSI~UK~ INFERNO MUSCLE~STALKER OF SKITZ~@ CherryTAP Simon also a very great guy to know and our female pimp outs for this week!!! *ANGELKISSES* ~RIDE IT LIKE YOU STOLE IT~@ CherryTAP as her username allready says!! a true Angel!! and..... SheerLeggs@ CherryTAP gorgeous looking lady with some fine legs!!!! gotta show em sum luv peepz these are friends that are there for you and show back all the love you give them. Go show these awesom cherries some love!! come on you can't miss out on these cherries for maybe next time it might be you ;)) This pimpout has been

We're All Bent Anyway...
So, every so often I get one of these "Get to know you" surveys that ask a bunch of personal questions (see below for the latest one). I admit it's kind of cool to learn more about your friends, but maybe you should learn my NAME before you ask whether I would sleep with you... And half the questions are usually about what I think about you. Um, if we've never spoken, I'm probably not thinking about you at all...lol Having said all that, feel free to send me your answers! :D ------------------------------------ Subject: Let Have Some Fun....!!!!! Between us and only us whoever reads this I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (inbox) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! send this back to me answered that's the whole point 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color? 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: 8. Are

Previous Blogs From Another Place
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating someone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriouisly. No one else does. 5. You don't have to win every arguement. Agree to disagree. 6. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 7. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 8. Makes peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 9. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 10. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living or get busy dying. 11. You can get through anything if you stay put in today. 12. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else. 13. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take "NO" for an answer. 14. Over prepare, then go with the flow. 15. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple. 16. No one is in charge of your happiness ex

Mass Deaths Iraq?
http://www.iraqbodycount.org/editorial_feb0704.php http://www.afsc.org/iraq/news/2004/10/100000-civilian-deaths-since-iraq.htm MEDIA ALERT MEDIA ALERT UPDATE: John Sweeney Responds on Mass Death in Iraq On June 24, 2002, Media Lens published a Media Alert: 'John Sweeney Of The Observer And The BBC on Mass Death In Iraq'. Also on June 24, we received this reply from John Sweeney: "I don't agree with torturing children. Get stuffed." (Email to Media Lens Editors, June 24, 2002) Having dealt with the mainstream 'liberal' media frequently over the last few years, this is pretty much what we have come to expect. Arrogant and cynical though they are, mainstream politicians have a vestigial sense that they should at least +appear+ to be accountable to the public. Not so journalists. They work for large businesses - media companies - and their job, as far as they are concerned, is their business and no one else's. This is understandable enough - executives in other industries wo

Updates On What I Am Up To Lol
On Monday 4th of June ill be off to Alabama for 10days so you all have to bear with me in replying once again lol. Sorry everyone but this trip is a definate must. I just hope and pray it goes well which right now i think it will. Will explain more another day. Hugs to you all Tigsy Hi Everyone, Just wanted to stop by and say hi to you all. I am sorry I am still not on here much but I hope you all understand. I know some of you know what is going on and some do not...I just need some time to sort some things out..I will stop by as often as i can and will try to reply to you all....just might take a little time. I hope you all have a safe and wonderful July 4th. As some of you already know I no longer live in Wisconsin. I now live in Mobile, Alabama so I am looking forward to seeing how the South celebrate the 4th. You all take care and stay safe feel free to email me at nughtybutnice110@yahoo.com. Hugs Tigsy

I Had To Dedicate A Lil' Something To My New Found Obsession......
"The Kill" What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me d

Rude People
will be back on as soon as i can ok is still without my pc and im usin my sisters as often as i can so ill be around and i really do miss bein here alot. Its a beautiful day out hope everyone is out having fun in the sun. Or not,,which ever it may be have a good one...Have a double shot of Crown Royal it does a body good. My thoughts are if you go in and look at pics and then rate them a 1 at least have balls enuff to admitt you done it instead of hiding from it..Thats The Chicken Shit Way Out..not to mention the one whi rated my photo a 1 "you probably arent no damn better".

This Stuff Is Bananas!
I feel your breath on my neck as I lean back in my chair wishing for the world you were right next to me. That I could be in your arms. I look over and you sit there never looking at me. Never touching me. Never telling me how much you need me. Is it as painful for you as it is me. Do you feel our love being torn apart by your silence. If I close my eyes I can feel the blood running down my arms. Wondering if it would get your attention. My heart filled with hope you would hold me then. My body trembles with the memory of that feeling. My heart stops as I see the reason for your silence The red marks on your chest and the aftermath on my torso. I wanted you to say something...anything. You didn't even scream...just looked at me. The pain of your silence will haunt my heart forever my love. I know that I have not put in a blog yet but I dont like to babble on about nothing. But here is a vent... My husband joined the Army shortly after we got marrie

My Paranoia
The following is a piece of poetry i wrote last year Darkness all around me Theres darkness everywhere No one for miles Why do I bother No one cares Not worth a tear With all my doubts And all my fears All I have is my darkness To keep me company The following is a story i wrote roughly 2 yrs ago. Early Morning Wake Up Call Lifting my head from the pillow i blinked a few times before glancing at the alarm clock. It was just another early morning for me as i lay next to Michelle enjoying the sweet perfume she wore. The alarm showed 4am as i moved a little closer to her and placed several soft and lingering kisses over her ears , even blowing into them. One long slow lick followed by several soft bites were placed along her neckline as my fingers traced downwards over her stomach. I felt her body move involuntarily to almost laying on her back as i moved closer to her. Hearing her heart beat a little faster as her breathing changed i smiled and traced a long li

Poems
Can i count on you if i bow my head and pray can i trust the words you send and make it threw the day i need your guidence to piont the way because the path is not yet clear i NEED YOU to piont the way because of all my fear I was lost and all alone until i saw the light but i was saved by love alone because it shined so brite thank you lord for hearing my heart when it needed you the most NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE OR YOUR DREAMS I walk alone on the beach out near my home im living with no one. im left on my own. my wife of ten years past away just last year and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears. we bought this land to live out our lives but my heart is still empty missing my wife . i walk alone on this now empty beach i love my lost soul mate, i love wife . i look out upon her and take my last breath and i will join her in eternal rest So when you come calling here,s what youll read. we were so happy me and peach

Contest!!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL

My Life!
What color is your bra? UHH LiKE iM GONNA TELL YOU TAHT!!! THATS FOR MY HUBBY TO KNOW!!! Hair, up or down? UP! Do you straighten your hair? YEAH SOMETiMES! Do you worry about the size of your boobs? NOPE NOT AT ALL! MY HUBBY LOVES THEM SO YEAH!!! What's your favorite girly magazine? SHiT iDK! What's your Favorite mascara? MAYBELiNE! Small or large purse? MEDiUM! In your purse, what are your must haves? CELL PHONE AND MAKE UP!! Jeans or skirts? Jeans! Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? NO.. LOL! Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? UHH NO!!! What's your favorite color(s)? BLACK AND BABY BLUE!! Do you consider yourself girly? NOT REALLY.. i MEAN SORTA!! Heel or Flats? FLiP FLOPS!! Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? SOMETiMES!! Would you leave the house without makeup on? YEAH! Wal*Mart or Target? WAL MART!! Do you consider making out "unladylike"? NO! On the scale o

Fuck It
sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted like i thirst for the attention but i don't even know why then other times i don't want to be bothered it's not that i'm depressive i think i'm a lot of fun i just have changes of mood lately things aren't satisfying food is good, but there's nothing i crave sex is decent, but it's only with myself i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either and i sit and think about what really makes me smile usually the insignificant things a surprise phone call a piece of candy someone gives me a good story told by a total stranger and what do these things reveal i like to be thought of i want to be wanted i just want to die i dont know what is up and what is down i dont know some one please shoot me the days are long but the weeks fly by the clock ticks the second hand waves goodbye the days are hot but at night i sleep peacefully because i know someday soon you will be with me

Good Friday
show somw luv yall bomb me plz http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&i=2429522696 all juggalos order merch. from hatchetgear.com, this order i placed on 4-6-07 and i got it in the mail today only five days to ship to me in west bend,wi. bomb this pic as many times as u want http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&i=2429522696 thank u

Easter Tidbits...
The egg is nature's perfect package. It has, during the span of history, represented mystery, magic, medicine, food and omen. It is the universal symbol of Easter celebrations throughout the world and has been dyed, painted, adorned and embellished in the celebration of its special symbolism. Before the egg became closely entwined with the Christian Easter, it was honored during many rite-of- Spring festivals. The Romans, Gauls, Chinese, Egyptians and Persians all cherished the egg as a symbol of the universe. From ancient times eggs were dyed, exchanged and shown reverence. In Pagan times the egg represented the rebirth of the earth. The long, hard winter was over; the earth burst forth and was reborn just as the egg miraculously burst forth with life. The egg, therefore, was believed to have special powers. It was buried under the foundations of buildings to ward off evil; pregnant young Roman women carried an egg on their persons to foretell the sex of their unborn children; Fren

All Things Beautiful. (writings)
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back,

Karaoke Contest!!!
I edited it... what do you think? I got the first song from Thursday Night on video... here it is... (By the way, I am not really completely comfortable with this song yet, so I don't do much but stand there and sing it... sorry if you are expecting more, but maybe when I get use to it.) lol Okay, so I got a little bit more info on the contest. As you know, the next round is going to be at the Serra Bowl on May 13th. There will be 12 Singers competing that night and 2 will move on to the next round which will be on May 19th at the Serra Bowl. There will be 22 people competing there from other bowling alleys and 11 will move on to the next round. I believe those 11 will then be competing in Vegas and the Winner will Open for Leann Rimes and receive $5,000 dollars and a recording contract. John, the KJ, will be getting more info for me. If anything is wrong I will repost this. Here's some more Info: Contestants from all over California, Nevada, and Utah will come to

Book Worth Having.
Author: Irma Louise Chase-Sholes (RIP) Front Back Entire painting by my Uncle Charles (RIP) I have blogged a few of her poems also. A journey, through poetry and verse written by my Grandmother to her children and loved ones, she wrote of the seasons, her emotions and feelings, relationships, and life. This collection of poetry has helped me to get to know my Grandmother, even though she passed away a year before I was born. Since publishing this book and passing it on to my loved ones I have decided that my Gramma would want me to share her work with the world and use it for good things. That being said, I am going to donate all the royalties from the sales of this book to the American Cancer Society, as well as to the research of the cause and cure for Alzheimer's Disease. I have chosen these research groups due to the fact that I lost my Father and Uncle to Mesothelioma and also I have several relatives that are stricken with Alzheimer's Disease. I know that

Alone
well lets start off with i got laid off from work. at 3:45 today i was called into my bosses office where i work and he told to have a seat and he said i have to lay u off. i asked why he told me the most meanist thing i ever heard from a boss he siad that i was to fat and that i cant keep up with the othe employees witch is wrong, and he told me that if i lose 50 lbs in 2 weeks he will higher me back witch is imposiable. so me and him got into a lil arguement and i chose to leave without doing something stupid but the ass hole followed me out and i slamed the door in his face.. then i leave call my mother and told her about it cause i worked with her and she is right under the boss she went bannas and got upset and called the big big boss and had a shouting contest with him and he told her the same reason he fired me. well my mom hung up on the big boss lol.. at the end of the day my boss asked my mom to go in to office and talk so she did and it got real loud in there real quick

Blogs For Helping Me While Billy Is Gone...
Hey Ya'll, Just recieved the news that Billy's deployment will be February 6-10... God, please make sure to say an extra prayer for Billy for a while... He is due back in September... Again will keep you updated... Huggs and kisses to all, ~ Sadie Grace ~ Hey there everyone, Hope as is well for everyone and that everyone has had an awesome summer so far... I know I sure have missed you guys and gals since I have been away... Have good news to share, Billy is Leaving Iraq on Sept. 18th to come home... This tour has had it's ups and downs that's for sure... I am including his bulletin from myspace... get the chance and have myspace, please stop by his page and tell him hello and that his Mama sent you... http://www.myspace.com/loser1_l1 well this deployment is coming to an end. What a freaking deployment!!! this was suppsoed to be the easiest and turned out to be the worst. I came with one company as the comm cheif and a SGT, and now i leave with a diffent comp

My Random Thoughs
isn't it funny how when you block someone from your profile, they don't get the picture that you don't want them in it. i mean if i wanted them to have anything to do with my profile, i would not have blocked them in the first place. i left myspace because of certain people and guess what not even 2 days later, at least one of them shows up on here... i don't want to have to leave CT because of those certain people. stay out of my profile/life... worry about your own pathetic life/profile..... enough said......... Make your Comments HEARD using CommentYou2.com this is so funny.........and somewhat true.. MomOf3Kids, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Hurley "For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. Y

Men
You came into my life on a cold January day I got to know you and you took my breath away Before you I didnt know what my heart was for You taught me it was for loving you and all I want is more! We may have rough roads up ahead But if we believe in every word thats been said Then we can get through this just fine And we'll be together forever and all time. You're a great guy you have to believe its true I only tell you this because I believe in you You're the only one in the world for me Baby, I love you and this you need to see. I want to hold you and kiss you for the rest of our lives I cant wait for the day i'm finally your wife Until then everything we do or say is meant to be For it will make us stronger, closer, and yes even happy!! Men suck! I know I'll probably be called a hater but at the moment I dont care. Guys Lie, Cheat and have no real feelings for anything or anyone. I hate them! Your with her not with me But you and I are meant to be I love yo

Afghanistan
Who's Who The ISAF mission has many levels. NATO’s role The Alliance will be responsible for the planning and command of the peacekeeping force. This will include providing a force commander and headquarters. Allied Joint Force Command Headquarters Brunssum responsiblity The operation will be conducted under the overall command of the Allied Command Operations and will be run by the Joint Force Commander, Gen. Egon Ramms (German Army) , at NATO's Allied Joint Force Command Headquarters Brunssum (JFC HQ Brunssum). Commanders appointed The Supreme Allied Commander Europe, Gen. John Craddock, has appointed Gen. Dan K.McNeill (US Army) as the Commander of the ISAF mission, Maj. Gen. G Robison (UK Royal Marine) as the Deputy Commander of Stability, Maj. Gen. Meulman (Royal Netherlands Air Force) as the Deputy Commander of Air, Maj Gen S R Layfield (US Army) as the Deputy Commander of Security, and Maj. Gen. Kasdorf (GE Army) as the Chief of staff. --------------------

~*~how I Feel~*~
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL Fa real tho. Bahamians BE We be the B in Bitch, We be the A in Attractive, We be the H in Honest, We be the A in Articulate, We be the M in Modest, We be the I in Intelligent, We be the A in Animated We be the N in Nice, We be the S in Sexy, We are just dat damn good B A H A M I A N S 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away fe

My Poetry
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you Life’s Challenges. One day I woke up like any other ordinary day, with My Mom yelling in the background “ Get Up for School or else your not going to be going to work tonight.” Sounds like any ordinary life right? Wrong? My life is far from ordinary. I live in a weird fam

How I Am Made.
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? table width=270 height="220" background="http://www.wishafriend.com/pf/sn/bg.jpg" align=center cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2>Your Name Is Pretty Sexy! :) Your name scored 126 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? Your Rising Sign is Virgo Well put-together and elegant, you sometimes seem standoffish. And truth be told, sometimes you do feel superior to those around you. A bit shy and introverted, you tend to stay quiet - even if you're feeling social. At parties, you can seem like you're very serious while you're having fun. You clever and ingenious, with an alert and active mind. Good at facts and figures, you excel at

The Paths Of Life
As some of you will find out the more you get to know me, I had a really big struggle with drugs for many years. I started out just experimenting, trying it for fun, and kept using. I abandoned my newborn baby girl at only two weeks old and left her with my parents. I continued to use til I found out a couple of months later I was pregnant. (yes, again) I quit using and became a mom, I had missed all the important things in her life already though. First words, smile, steps. I had my second beautiful baby girl at only 18 years of age, she lived for a month and a half. There started my downward spiral into hell itself. After ten years of killing myself and everyone around me I got sober and while in my first year of recovery I wrote this for my beautiful daughter destiny who has had a rough life. This is called the Paths of Life. As I sit here and think of all the joyous wondersI missed over the years For you honey it fills my head and heart with fears Because I wasn't t

Me
I hate it that my boys are leaving me, until another year. i hate that they are so far from me. but i know their daddy takes good care of them, and that i can see them anytime i want. so dear boys, be good nuntil nextime mommy see's u again. You know ppl get on this site for nasty reasons. I think those ppl are fake and insecure. Why can't ppl just be real and not hate on others. If u ever visit my page u will know that i am a very real and honest person on and off the computer. But it seems to me that ppl get on the computer and turn into somebody that their not, why? I am here to find REAL FRIENDS not FAKE FRIENDS. COMMENTS WELCOME

The X-shunscript 2.0 Files
Today's tip is How to Make an Invisible Button. First thing you need to do is make a rectangle using the Rectangle tool. Don't worry about the color, shape or anything yet, since it can all be changed at any time, and the color won't be visible anyway. Double-click said rectangle to select the Stroke and the Fill, and hit [F8] on your keyboard. This will bring up the object creation dialogue box. The name of the object will be highlighted, so just type the name you want in the text box. I prefer to name my objects with no spaces and each word in the name capitalized. LikeThisPhrase. Now before you hit [ENTER], you want to check the option beside the word "Button". Now you can double-click on the rectangle, and then change the shape to whatever you want. Now most of the time, you'll want an invisible button because you want a text link without the html-style interface, so add a new layer inside the button, make sure you're on the new layer, and enter the text you want in w

Romance And Relationships
You made me so happy, By opening up your heart, I am so very glad, That we had a start, I hope you understand Just what you do to this man, I hope I give to you, All that you give to me, In such a short time, You helped me to see, That love can grow So easily, No matter what I ever do, My greatest joy in life is truly loving you. I want her still, her touch, her kiss, her hands interlocking with mine. I feel her deep inside herself, touching her very soul. I have my legs wrapped around her, I feel her heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of my body penetrating her. She pulls me close, her breath is my own. Entwined as her body becomes mine, filling her with such ecstasy that I move towards her with a new connection, reaching beyond the physical realm and moving into the spiritual realm. Reaching such heights of orgasmic bliss, I feel the waves moves through out her entire being rushing into the depths of my body, the explosion of passion spil

What Is Wicca?
The five-pointed star, or pentagram is one of the most potent, powerful, and persistent symbols in human history. It has been important to almost every ancient culture, from the Mayans of Latin America, to India, China, Greece, and Egypt. It has been found scratched on the walls of Neolithic caves, and in Babylonian drawings, where it marks the pattern the planet Venus makes on its travels- a secret symbol of the Goddess Ishtar. Scriptures, especially Hebrew, are abundant with references to pentagrams. So, why does this symbol have such a sinister reputation today? The Pentagram in the Ancient World The earliest pentagrams were rough diagrams found scratched into stone age caves. While they are believed to have some spiritual significance, the meaning of the star-shape to early humans is a mystery. In the civilizations that followed, it held various meanings, usually astronomical and religious. Pentagrams served to mark directions in Sumerian texts, and represented the five vis

Family Poems
Family First Friends may come and friends may go Family is first and this I know Putting friends first is a mistake And not one that you should make Family’s forever and this I know Friends enter your life and then they go Making friends is fun trust me with this But not something you would miss Love your family while they are here Keep their love very near Family can leave the world at any time So don’t make yourself feel like slime Family is here to comfort you I know your friends do this too Without your family you would be lost Hold on to them no matter the cost That is why I consider All of my friends, Family Family Comes Together Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes to

The Hell That Is My Life
In my desperation to find people to date, I put a profile up on True.com.... I guess I'm TRUEly pathetic to have to resort to an online dating site.... Well, in my time having the profile up (weeks or so?), I've gotten all of 3 e-mails from people anywhere near Jacksonville.... for the most part it's 50yr olds in Montana or some shit. In perusing the profiles... I've noted that mostly the people are all looking for taller guys. I'm a mere 5'7.... too short, apparently, even for girls 5'3. I know girls like to feel all comforted by someone bigger than themselves.... I get it. But damn... What's a short bastard to do? My height is a point of much insecurity, especially as I tend to like girls my height or slightly taller. I can't explain it. I love girls shorter than me to... don't get me wrong... but most guys wouldn't consider a girl that's taller than them... just like most girls won't go near a guy shorter than they are. I guess I can relate though... as much as

Mad Mad World
Too many subjects to fall into one genre Current mood: awake Category: Life Might I wander through these Fields in Knowledge...Aware...Impressed upon...Spoken to by the Voice which spins these Universes...these many Fields which Move these Revolutions. These Revolutions. May I wander and Wonder in amazement at the Beauty which Surrounds our Simplistic Capabilities. Might I remain humble as I squander this gift among those who may not See. May I be Blessed enough to be given the Audience to which I am received in Honesty. Who might Hear me in Truth...more than simply to the Crowd which Emily Dickinson referred to as "the admiring Bog...Who am I?" Shallow narrowness is so much Easier for the Crowd, is it not? Pass it by. Live in the Box which you yourself have Created. Choose Ignorance...it is a Simpler Path...little or no complication. Effortless and unrequired. No need to Participate. So, I am on my soap box just a preachin' away....but if you stop to Listen...there are Pearls

Poems
Where do I go from here Now that you are not here to hurt me Nothere to get mad at me,if I want to go somewhere There is nothing left but cold lonely night Wondering if I can handle everythig now I'm on my now I'm wondering what I'm going to do now I'm not ready for dating quick yet I can,t handle haveing my heart shatter agian Sign:marion g. I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw I cry the blues when you left me I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain Seem like everything came to an end in my world My heart was reap a part Everybody said it would get easier I couldn't see how I was so miseraale I didn't care if my world turns or not Just wanted to be left a lone Nobody seem to understand why I wanted todo that I was trying to deal with what you had done to me With your cheating and lying ways I will not deal with it any more You need to go away I only ask y

Poems-1
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me I sat down and read them And the tears started to flowing down my checkss They talk about our hopes and dreams What we wanted for our future But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should You were gone more and more I could not understand why Thought you wanted the same things I did I guess I was wrong about that We didn't have the faith to make it work That was so many years ago Time to throw out the letters And the memories that go with it Looking forward to better days With out you,good-by for ever Sign:marion g I was threw my jewlery box Found the wedding band you gave me The memories came flooding back Of all that you put me threw Pain and the hurt that I still feel Just like it was yesterday I started to cry I pick up the ring threw it cross the room Wondering how you could have done that to me I don't want you part of my life Now its time to pick up up the pieces Move on with my life

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
can someone talk me through changing the language for windows xp from japanese to english? we have a foreign exchange student and everything is japanese and i can't help him... please help! thanks!

Funnies
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow andasked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were l

Music
Aight these 2 ladies kandi 4rm Xscape and u seen her on E40 song u and dat has formed wit my sexy babe aka georgia peach 2 make Peachkandi and the single they got is called BAm now thats a good song so chekc it out aight get at me Aight yall to me im shouting out a artist i think who deserves to be notice and thats Tamia she has a song im feelin thats called "Me" its a song thats basiclly tellin your lover that when it comes down to it you will lways go with yourself so when you get time just sit down and listen to it closely its on fire to i love that song Man Soulja Boy is wild this man got some crazy songs but the best onehe got is called "booty meat" its just a song for the ladies to say shake that booty meat ha ha but you can check out the the dances on youtube.com cause they get down t soulja boy

Things To Share
I have learned a few things from this site and others like it.... First of all, it IS possible to make a few real friends who just want to see you and talk to you without expecting anything in return..Those few you can count on to help join the party when you are laughing and having fun...and who bring a smile to your face and heart on those days when you feel like burying your head in a pillow. Second, there are many more who are here for their own self-gratification...and can't find it in real life so they use people and say anything and do anything to feel special even if for just a second. It's the second group of people who make this site increasingly frustrating. It seems the more drama you stir up the more points and higher rank you get on this site. I have to say...if that is what it takes to get ahead on here then no thanks...I will stay right where I am....I have gone out of my way to rate, fan, add, help in contests, do HH's and blasts for myself and others. For

Cupids Bow
Hot Chocolate Kisses It was only our third meeting but I knew what would be happening. Our first outing had been a time just to get to know each other and a meeting called you away before either of us was brave enough to sneak a kiss. Later we both admitted we wanted to. We got on great and wanted more. Our second had been so hot. You picked me up at the office and we made out like high school kids in your car. The first kiss just happened out of the blue. One minute we were talking and the next our arms were intertwined and our tongues were tangled. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other, whispering heated and lusty words in each others ears, wanting and needing more. As your hand drifted down to my denim covered pussy my legs spread willingly for you. The heat and dampness of my pussy radiating through my jeans, showing you just how excited I was to be in your arms. Time was our enemy though and you were needed back at the office. Damn meetings. Finally we were abl

My Daughters School
WWE.com learned from an interview conducted Tuesday by Vancouver’s News1130 that Chris Benoit’s son Daniel possibly suffered from Fragile X Syndrome, a genetically passed-on condition that results in impairments ranging from physical and learning disabilities, to more severe cognitive or intellectual disabilities. In the interview with News1130, Pam Winthrope, whose own 12-year-old son suffers from Fragile X Syndrome, recounted how she and her husband talked to Benoit about the condition five years ago. “We talked to him because I was trying to set up a support group in B.C. and in Canada; we only have a couple of them,” she said. “My husband was struggling when we got diagnosed with our son, and Chris was struggling with his. They talked for a few minutes, and then he said he didn’t want to be a public face for Fragile X. He just wanted to keep it really, really quiet.” A source close to Benoit recalls similar conversations with him, where he described his son

A Lil About Me....
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question. "Grab life by the horns. Live it, share it, breathe it in. Take a walk in the rain, catch the snow on your tongue. Never be afraid to love, take what you want now because tomorrow may be gone. True love is only a heartbeat away, don't be afraid to let it beat." This is an old question that is asked all the time... "What do you want?" Well here's hat I want. I want my son to grow up knowing he is loved. To know that he can reach his dreams no matter what others say. I want to live comfortably in a cute little house that is my own. I would like to believe that I will find someone who loves me for who I am, not just what I look like or what I can do for them. I want to get married to my prince. To wake up every morning in his arms. I want a man who will kiss me where ever we

Bubble
it would be nice to get laid... damit it would be nice to go about six times and all night .... i guess i'm a nimpho and fuck i spelled it wrong but i ( DONT care) The thing's i could do by my self but it really wouldn't be any fun =( Ladies Donmt be shy... and i'll admit i like both but i dont get it very often lol yeah my tit's are huge and yeah i've worn a pearl Neckless beofre lol but it's funn when you got them peaerced an nippless but what are boobs realyy usesd in life for Bubble Where did mu bubble go???? Work It sucks.....Bites.... I some times want to shoot it but i can't,,,, FUVKERS

Thoughts
We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never apart Then one day, something sparked The next thing I knew, you had my heart. The days flew by, I lost track of time Everytime I was with you, I was on cloud nine. Then one day, I asked you to be my girlfriend I exclaimed, yes you said! and prayed we'd last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy, Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your arms, you told me you loved me, Then gently I kissed your forehead and you gave me a squeeze. I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends That's when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't believe you no longer felt something. I lay in

Demons
My back is blood, flesh, and bone. I bleed on the floor of my "home". Anotherhit for every drop. I wonder if you'll ever stop. I fall flat on my stomach, you kick me once, twice. I drift away in a sea of ice. But no, you see me drifting away. Into unconciousness where I would stay. And no, no that is no "fun" for you. So you call me back for more things to do! You tie me down and gag me tight. The horror you bring every night. You hurt me again and I want to curse.But if I do you'll make it worse. You beat me bloody, hurt me bad. If I fight back, you'll only get mad. then it hurts more. As you throw me to the floor.You're on top of my again before I can run. You want to have lots more "fun." I scream you "disgrace". I spit in your face. You break my jaw. You beat me raw.You reach up and grab a gun. I guess this means no more "fun." Beyond the light shadows arise From somewhere in the darkness All the pain and misery Walls blank with starkness Beyond the call of sanity Wh

Buglet To The Extreme?
So I've been in a major funk lately. Can't seem to amuse myself, and being at home 4 days out of the week in a newer city with no friends is starting to get to me a little. Mickey works on the road mon - thurs or sun - weds, leaving me alone with my dog and no friends. And of course, the store I work at, all the other employees are like 50's. So here I sit once again on a Monday night with nothing to do, trying to amuse myself until Felica gets home so I can at least talk to her online. Yeah...I'm a loser LOL Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why

Poems Of Him
Years pass me by in minutes Without you by my side Everyday I'm haunted By a love to strong to die I cant let go of this false hope I'll wait for you long after I'm gone In this life or the next,we meant to be together You come to me,drunk as I remember you to be youvebeen looking for answers,in the bottom of your bottle,you drank away another dream,Now your looking for some comfort,the kind that can't be bought.You know I'll take you in,you know I'll I'll treat you right.And in each others arms,we try to take this road to nowhere,somewhere for a night. Now I remember being warned,by our buddy John, he said,your not the type to count on,he drinks to much and he's always wanted by the law,he's just not what you need.At the time,he was all I ever wanted,wish I would have listened to my wisened mentor.Cause for 3 years now we've been basterdizing this road to nowhere,trying to make sence of our situations. I've been running in circles,looking for you in ev

Bored.....
god im so horny tonight? u know what would help? seeing some naughty pics some of u guys got!! So if u got any naughty pics let me know so i can rate them for u!! Damn i love being naughty lol!! OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck 7 people has a crush on me!! I didn't know i was that lovable lol!! I love u all!! Thank u!! Muah!!

Blueangelmomma
My Loving brother...Rest in Peace... Robert S. Culver Jr. 2/3/1963 - 2/13/2008 Do you ever wonder why some people are sick and some aren't...I seem to be one of the people who are sick all the time...if it isn't my asthma it's something else...most of this year so far i have been sick...just when i get better with one thing i get sick with another...now i am having to go to Cleveland Clinic to be checked out...I hope ya'll wish me luck and those of you who pray put me on ya prayer list..i sure could use it...Take care everyone and have a safe week!!! It's a wonder how people on here can be so very stupid..I sit and wonder if they just don't have a life or if they think long and hard how to make people just want to smack them...I am married...i have it posted on my profile...i make it no secret...I don't "play" with men on here I don't do anything inappropriate however...some really stupid people assume i still want to..why is that?...People need to put a cork in their heads to fix th

Kim Kline Next Diva Of Rock
I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life the other day. I was on a plane returning to LA. The woman sitting across from me was balled up in the corner crying uncontrollably. I couldn't help but to wonder and worry what could be soooo wrong with her. I felt compelled to say something to her but at the same time, I felt it wasn't my business. I continued to sit and watch this and could no longer stand it. I simply leaned over putting my hand on her back to console her and said "I know it is none of my business, but are you OK?" She was so visibly shaken and about to burst into tears again. With all she had, she mustered up a smile and just said thank you. Much to my surprise at the end of the flight she leaned over and handed me a 2 page letter she wrote to me. She explained to me her sister was going through her 3RD battle with cancer and to talk about it out loud was just far too difficult. She had been with her sister at the hospital in Brownsville, Tx. She was

Loss
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now! I woke up to find Major laying peacefully in his bed. Just like his mother Sissy, He passed away sometime during the night. And j

Ramblings Of A Dime-store Philosopher
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation. First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also. So why do some people learn faster than ot

Hurt And Upset
FIRST I FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER HALF HAS STARTED SMOKING AGAIN. I ASKED HIM WHEN DID HE START AND HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. THEN I TRIED TO CALL HIS CELL PHONE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE BENOIT FAMILY AND THE PHONE WAS OFF. HE NEVER TURNS THE PHONE OFF. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I SHOULD TAKE FROM HIM. I REALLY CARE AND LOVE HIM. BUT I CANT TAKE THE LIES AND NOW HIDING THINGS FROM ME. I WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME WHY HE IS DOING THAT. IF HE WONT TELL ME THEN I AM JUST GONNA FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. GIVE HIM SPACE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS. I HAVE BEEN THRU WAY TOO MUCH IN MY PAST TO GO THRU IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT HE IS GIVING ME. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT IS GOING ON. TY WELL IT LOOKS LIKE MY OTHER BLOG DID NOT SHOW UP. BECAUSE I DONT SEE IT. I HAVE BEEN GOING THRU ALOT THESE PAST 2 DAYS. NOW I AM BEING BLAMED FOR THE PROBLEMS THAT ME AND MY OTHER ARE HAVING. HE TOLD ME THAT IT IS NOT HIS FAULT THAT I AM INSECURE ABOUT MYSELF.

Bitter Poems
You maze watch wonder where roadblock stop and stare tunnel deeper cower low stall shuffle never go hide lock toss the key walls slam not free why when look high blind walls above sky © J.Simon Oh, I can't believe you! Why did you do it! I don't even know what you did. I just saw the aftermath. But, it sure must have been bad because there were a lot of police and the assault rifles drawn at your home. What, why did you do it??? You had a rough life okay I know that. I know your pain was so strong. I knew you were wounded I just didn't know that you were so mortally wounded. I think you did it this time. I think you're lifes over. How, how could you have done this. How could you have DONE THIS!!!!!! I just want to scream at you. You had help. We helped you. We did everything for you!!!!! How could you do this? I just don't understand how... How could you turn you back and forsake your own self to be addicted to be a slave to substance...so m

Dreaming Differently...
i dont trust anything...or anyone sometimes....i think all this is a joke to me....you see i want to find something new..someone new and this place builds your hopes and crushes them because no one is themselves on here,...very few are and i know who you are....you do too so dont fret....but i am not happy with the way things are going....so change my opinion?...i doubt it but you can try...either way ill be here none the less huh?....stupid shit...ssdd.... later Update on life... I am currently working my ass off 5 days a week, starting cancer meds, and keeping my head up.... I am still single, but thats ok.... yes i know i should be with someone but thats just not a priority to me right now...itd be nice to date and all but i am in no rush either...Well any comments, questions, concerns? message them to me :) HUGS TO ALL! goodbye....ill be on off and on..but im moving from this shithole called garner...outta state hopefully... i dont wanna talk about it really...just need to let yo

~~ Random Thoughts ~~
I would write you a love letter, but there's not enough paper to write down everything wonderful about you ~ the way you laugh, talk, and kiss, the way you do those little things that make me so crazy about you. I would write you a love letter, but there're not enough pencils or pens or ink to put down how you make me feel ~ how you make my heart beat faster and my breath catch whenever we're close, how you stay with me like a love song I can't get out of my head. I would write you a love letter, but there aren't enough hours or days or lifetimes to describe all you mean to me ~ the way you've changed my world and made me dream things I never dared dream before. I would write you a love letter, but I can't … I love you too much. ~ Author Unknown ~

Poems That Help Me Grieve Over My Mom
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free. I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joys. A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free! "Happy Mother's Day" means more Than have a happy day. Within those words lie lots of things We never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you

X_law
Visit our sitewww.heritagetoday.infoOr visit the profile on Cherry Tap! Heritage Today Country Radio 105 Cherry Tap Profile I've just been reading to get past level ten you need a salute, now salutes can be a good way of proving you are you, but in the wrong hands they are also a good way for someone else to "prove" they are you. Let me tell you what happened to me 7 months ago. I actually wrote a little bit about this tonite, before I read that you need a salute to level up past level ten. I used to have a salute on this site, before you ever needed one, and I thought I was being clever having one, because I'd seen them on plenty of other sites, but someone who was here at the time, and decided to make trouble for me, ripped my salute from this site, and then proceeded to use it on other sites as a means of verification. As the salute spread around the net more and more people started to use it, and I had a hell of a job trying to keep up with things, and to protect my id

Hey Everyone
Well im woundering if there is really ture happiness? or is it just something we all wish for as we are growing up?? I think there is real happiness.. kisses to all my friends who make me happy everyday of my life.. I love you all Well this is a little note to you all I talk to on here, that I will not be on for a while after next week. I will be moving from California to Oklahoma. It's a big move, but its something I need to. My grandparents live in OK. and well they are not doing very well. So the family is moving out there to be with them while we can. Im not sure how long it will be until I get back up and running online but you can count on me being back at some point lol.. I hope you guys are all safe and sound while im away I will miss you all. Remember just because im not on here dont mean you cant keep the love coming to me here. On the bright side of things I will be able to go to OU!!!!!!!!! something I wanted sence I was little lol yay for me !!!! Well I think I ha

Pndoras Box
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/realisticweightcontrol http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mid-life-divas http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Kathouseretrokitchn Title: Kathouse Retro Kitchn' Description: Getting in the Mood Do you like pinups, Burlesque, Retro, music, style? C'mon in!!! Subscribe to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/kathouseretrokitchn You fill up my senses, like a night in a forest. Like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain. Like a stom in a desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. Come let me love you, Come love me again! Come let me love you Let me give my life to you Let me drown in laughter, Let me die in your arms. Let me lay down beside you, Let me always be with you. You fill up my senses, Come fill me again!

X_?
Autumn has always been one of my favorite seasons, I'd have to rank it somewhere in the top five, for sure, and I have so many happy memories of fall time. I remember when I was young, we had a couple of huge trees in our back yard, and every autumn my dad would be out there with his rake, raking all the leaves into a huge pile, and then I'd come running out of nowhere, and jump into the pile and go "Woo! Woo! Woo!" & then he'd pull me out, and brush the flames off... CLICK HERE Boy did I smile when I heard her exclaim "Wow, I've never seen one that big before", although I wasn't quite so happy when I saw she was looking at my Azalea in the corner of the room...

Alone
well here we are its my birthday.... again alone... got my eye on someone but hmmmm thats not going well.... so heres a bday no gifts no cakes... but i have one thing worth way more... my baby daughter ... she spent 3 weeks painting me a picture for the place i am moving into.. going to get it framed it means way more then any pricy pic i could find to hang up i have fanned every person on my friends list pleas do the same What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

What Makes You Cringe??? Does This???
Ok people you may well look at me in a different way after you have read this story. But i dont care lol. I can laugh now but, at the time it was very disturbing im sure you will agree. See if this makes you cringe and has anything like this ever happened to you?? I want to now what makes You cringe, whats the most embarassed you have ever been for yourself or even for someone else??? Im sure all my CT friends and fans have a story to tell... Ok ill start you off!!!! One of my very embarrassing moments, and believe me I could write a book. It was a night out with a mate I hadn’t seen for a long time. We were both young free and single and getting lots of wanted attention from guys all night. The night was coming to an end and we had, had lots of fun. I noticed a cute guy watching me that caught my eye earlier in the night, I smiled and he came towards me to and started talking to me. While I was talking away I started getting stomach cramps and feeling light headed

My Rants, Life, And Other Things
so I fuck up my knee the other day. I got it look at today and will have it look at sometime this week and also have it in a cast, its one I can take off but I can't move it. SO it looks like I will be doing nothing for a while. ok I got this from the local newspaper....... Jillian's clears tables for good Downtown bar, restaurant closes after 9 years Beacon Journal staff report Jillian's restaurant, one of the cornerstones of downtown Akron's renaissance, closed without warning on Memorial Day. By Tuesday morning, many of the furnishings had already been removed from the restaurant and bar on South Main Street. The once-profitable location lost money for the past 14 months, said Chuck Corcoran, vice president of marketing for Jillian's parent company, JBC Entertainment of Louisville, Ky. ``These decisions are always tough,'' he said. ``We hate to leave the city.... We just couldn't get it back to profitability.'' According to an e-mail from a laid-off employee, about

*insert Witty Blog Title Here*
I ran out of Cymbalta (antidepressant) a little over a week ago, and yet I've been feeling better without it. I'm on Zoloft, Lithium, and Xanax though, and Zoloft acts as an antidepressant. Now I can't remember why I was placed on Cymbalta in the first place. The Xanax helps with my Anxiety problem. Being "bipolar" (supposedly), I'm also on Lithium as the mood stabilizer. It doesn't do much for depression, but it's supposed to keep my moods from getting too manic (and manic does not mean "happy".) In fact, most of my manic episodes have been what is known as "dysphoric" feeling a lot of irritability and rage. The problem with Lithium is that it is a very old drug and can cause many problems, especially with the kidneys. i have to keep it monitored, despite the fact i have no insurance and the tests will probably cost at least $200 out of pocket. My grandmother annoys me with her constant worrying over my money problems, despite the fact that I have not yet gone under $200 in my bank

You Hate Me But You Don't Even Know Me
if you love a good dirty joke see my stash over 350 jokes and still adding 10.take a shower 9. watch a porn, or a movie 8. go swimming, ride a bike 7. clean the house, apt, your room, whatever 6. make some mac & cheese, a grilled cheese with ham 5. workoff that mushroom top 4. wash the car 3. go shopping 2. read a book, newpaper, listen to some music 1. do whatever it takes get ya game up. upgrade your life style make it better for your family on the real hateing is for losers that don't won't nothing in their life and is fine with working at a gas station for five years so if i hurt someones feelin with this one it just means you are a hater so don't take it personal don't hate me hate yourself

Life
Been a while since I've been on this site and I see that I've really not miss a damn thing. Used to almost live this site till I met up with a very dear special man . The thoughts of this site getting in our way drove me away from here only to learn that he's more wrapped up in it then he ever claimed he'd be in his life.. but Oh fu_ky well. Women and men I guess you could say , beware of telling other of your feelings toward someone else .. I have found that most ppl here are always waiting and watching for time and place to make thier moves and you'll find yourself out in the cold .. Theres a few things yet here that I'd like to do before leaving but in the next coming days I'll be gone.. I'm not falling in to this trap of being a fulander or living this site. It's pointless .. and very very few people here are even remotely real. I have found a few great friends here and a few of them are still around others wonder off like stray pups. Learned a hard lesson here and thought li

Spring Of 2007
ok.. to let all of my sexy friends of mine on here.. friday june first.. my appendix burst. and they have to do emergancy surgery on me friday nite.. it took them 3 hrs for the surgery. because they couldnt control my bleeding or my blood pressure.. so they almost lost me twice.. im home now.. recovering.. i got out of the hospital today at 2 pm.. by the grace of god.. my blood pressure went back to normal.. i have over 100 staples in my tummy. they had to reopen my hystroectmony(sp) to find th bleedin.. from havin my surgery. will its been painful but relaxing and not has painful has was before.if that made sense to any of you sexy people.. Today bein the 3rd day... not havin to really worrin about nurses or drs commin in to check up on u. was great.. but again i dont have that choice on gettin the strong meds.. the manly meds.. like i did while in the hosptial.. But that i have to get use to.. right.. will im goin to let u all sexy people go.. (ATTENTION PLEASE) if u all want me

2 All Those Who Know Me
please let me know how toget those interesting cherrries so i can let all yall know what im doing so yall could know if i could chat to ya or not just to let yall know yer fun loven Cowboy is back ive ben gon long time due to a Walstib, but im back so huddle up n have sum fun when i fully jooin tha fun and yalls comments and fotos stay in touch as always yer buddy in Texas -- aka Texi :D Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Submissive
Make a slide show, scrapbook or ecard One day you may walk into a room And people say to you What you like is not what is right What are you going to do Do you say ok I stop then And then just walk away Or do you say stop, hold on now I live my life my way Would you be able to argue To tell them who you are To claim the right to be yourself To stand up for what you are That is what you do here today you are a submissive you do not conform to the norm you live your life your way Well here l am still trying to find my way around cherrytap l think it's a brilliant site but l also find it a little hard, so l hope all you lovely people out there who have left comments on my pics will understand if l don't reply back straight away l will in the end, so please just bear with me a little longer. l would also like to thank tammy and the rest of my friends on here for there help. all have a wounderful day luv julie xxx

Poems!!!
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free. By Dimitri Shostakovich A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would

Wtf
i just got back from my vacation so sorry i havent been here i ll try to get caught up on all of u soon . see i cant figure out y dick heads like sexygordonfan84 whos still freash meat has 1 picx and want to rate a 6 he s not the only one ive seen 7s ,9s those aint to bad really not like the 1s and 2s some newbies give andf i usally just let it go but tonight its bugging me im sick of my friends beeing messed with by ass holes and low rating prick . likle i sayed im just venting . lol wtf is with this site?? ihate the music i have on here but 1 or 2 songs nad it wont let me change them and its just pissing me off . sorry just venting .lol

This Could Be You???
a All you hear about is horror stories about internet relationships. You never hear too many success stories. Hi, My name is Charlene and I have a special request for the holidays. Wouldnt it be wonderful for the FU family to actually participate in the reuniting of FU found love. > > My story begins like this. I only joined Cherrytap to find friends. I wasn't looking for love. Well, after awhile and several months I started talking to a guy named Chuck and we instantly hit it off. The more we talked, the more we are interrested in eachother. About four months later he flew 2200 miles to spend his vacation time with me and we fell mad crazy in love with eachother. > > Unfortunately :( we are unable, financially to unite for the holidays to begin, what I feel would be, a Reunited, FUBAR, Home For The Holidays, True Love success story which would be a wonderful theme for FUbar to advertise on it's site. Maybe a new column for, Love connections on Fubar, success Story column. A n

Common Sense
im not going to stress over you anymore it isnt worth it i tried to work something out but you just ignore it im not trying to say i dont want you because i definitely do all im saying is im done chasing after you There are more collect calls on father's Day than any other day of the year. There is now an ATM at McMurdo Station in Antarctica, which has a winter population of 200. The estimated value of services provided by the global ecosystem (water, food, materials etc.) runs between $16 and $54 trillion per year. Japanese lead the world in vending machines, selling $100 Armani ties, $30 bottles of whiskey, and $5 glasses of beer, right next to soft drink machines. It is possible because of low vandalism and petty theft. In 1995, Toys R Us sold more than $9 billion of goods in the U.S. alone. The average one-dollar bill wears out in less than two years. A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! The 3 most

Funny!!!!!!
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got

Poetry
I wanted to put this out there just in case you were wondering. I suffer from Depression big time. I eats away at me almost on a daily basis. Some days, the grip is so strong that I cry at the simples of things. Writing and poetry, especially poetry, soothes my ravaged mind and I can function again. Therefore, look upon this as a warning, my poems are dark and sorrowful, but when it's been raining for several days, you'll take anything you can get... Upon the solitary gallows I'll make my stand This last act of defiance with a noose in my hand There'll be no tears Gone is the passion, honesty and hope I'll chase away the lies with the snap of a rope Call it what you will Call it a fool's blunder I only know one thing in this moment, I shall.... Surrender She thinks I don't know But I saw her with my eyes On this day, I came home early and betrayal was my surprise I let the flowers fall from my hand they hit the floor He pounds her again and again and

Ratings!!!!
I wish to give all my friends on FUBAR a sincere and happy wish for a Merry Christmas and a Happy and healthy New Year in 2008. I have found a wonderful woman to spend my Holidays with. Someone who has restored my faith in life and love. I really believe that 2008 will be a great year for me. I fully believe that I will be married again. I wish happiness to everyone. You all deserve it. Doc (John) Have fun! Doc I just found out that Chris Benoit and his family was found dead in their home this morning. He will be sadly missed by wrestling fans including myself. His Wife and Son also died this morning. May God bless the Benoit Family, Nancy, Daniel and Chris Benoit. Doc

Dawn Of The Golden Age
Theories’ about the world and the craft, forced many people into a life of hiding. The practice of secrecy was of importance to everyone, within the Holy Roman Empire. Closed borders’ protected trade secrets’, retained values’ and traditions’ as well as upheld the laws’. Alchemist could brew their compounds’ and experiment in secrecy, while catering to royalty too. John Dee would do his sorcery in the same castles’, where Queen Elizabeth laid her head at night. Media was born with the printing press, allowing information to travel more freely. Ideas’ of freedom, injustices’, and unfair treatment of the common man began to emerge. Francis Bacon, King James, and many others’ flocked to Shakespeare, where homosexual activities’ occurred frequently. John Dee was trying to communicate with Angels’, and to do all of these perverse things’, secrecy was needed by everyone. Francis Bacon and Christopher Marlow,

H@ppy Momm@s D@y
»-(¯`v´¯)-»9/11 WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR FALLEN HERO'»-(¯`v´¯)-» Cool Myspace Comments THIS WAS A DAY WE WILL ALWAYS CARRY ON IN OUR HEARTS. GOD BLESS ALL HELP ME !! WITH COMMENTS N LOTS OF THEM PLZ. ITS A DIMPLE CONTEST!! Starting: August 20th@ 8:00PM EST Ending: August 27th@8:00PM EST This is a bombing contest.It will run for 7 days.All entrys are allowed to self bomb as well as their friends. No DRAMA will be tolerated.The prize will be a 7 day blast or 1 month V.I.P. GURLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!!!! Hot Myspace Comments Freindship, I will give thee I need to show Just a little space Thats in my heart For a special friendship I always have a space there For a friend to rent For the length they choose To keep in their thoughts To listen to them Keep them warm, dear, and near Once, they decide to keep us It'll be there home forever Never moved fro

Pass This On.........
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I hope you all have a great Father's Day!!! Take care and Hugs~ Jilly Hey all I have added a new toy on my page, Please go check it out!!! Thanks have a safe one, take care, Hugs ~ Jilly chelle pastor: baby_gurl_smurf_2003 (5/12/2007 7:41:29 PM): Kim Dutton (4/18/2007 8:37:03 PM): This is Yahoo President Jay Russell, I am sorry to announce that Yahoo has reached its maximum number of accounts two million. If you would like to keep your account for free send this to everyone on your list. This way we can know which accounts are being used and which accounts we can delete. Send this within 8 days and your account will remain free. Once again I am sincerely sorry that I have to do this. Please start sending. Jay Russell, Yahoo Management Renee: WHOEVER DOESN'T SEND THIS MESSAGE YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE DEACTIVATED AND IT WILL COST $10.00 A MONTH TO USE IT! TO SEND 2 EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST, RIGHT CLICK ON YOUR GROUP DO NOT DELETE

For Fun
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on........ My night began as any other normal weeknight Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I

Happiness
I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music. I LOVE music..... Happiness is the thing we lose every day that we choose to deal with negative people and situations. Happiness is not something you have to find, it is something you choose to experience... Did you notice that when someone say's "you changed" It's usually because you stopped living life their way...

When Will The Madness Stop!!
Man charged in 2 teens' deaths 23-year-old could face life in prison in West Allis shooting Posted: Sept. 14, 2007 A 23-year-old Milwaukee man was charged Friday with two counts of first-degree intentional homicide while armed in the shooting deaths of two teenagers in a West Allis home. According to a criminal complaint, Lee A. Parker shot Amber M. Lewis, 16, and Thedovonzail "Theo" Loyd, 19, Tuesday morning in an upstairs bedroom of Lewis' home in the 2400 block of S. 84th St. According to the complaint: Lewis, a sophomore at Nathan Hale High School, had started dating Loyd after breaking up with Parker several weeks before. Monday night Parker confronted Lewis in her home, accused her of being involved with Loyd and struck her twice in the face. He then left the residence but returned the next morning with a revolver and shot both victims in the head, the complaint says. Loyd, of Milwaukee, was also shot in the left arm and neck, the complaint says. Lewis

Hi Guys
well i am proud to say that fubar did a hell of a job matching two great people on this site and brought them together.i am so happy as a mother to say thank you all for this wonderful young man.hes truly a angel.muah to fubar.my daughter is angeleyes23,and her man bobby i love you both. ok im removing ppl off my list cause if yaull can tell me all the time yaull are horny and cant talk no other time than yaull aint my friends.peace ok now friends and fans leave me a voice mail call.

My Blog
I need some help me to win the contest and I am in 4th place and got 2 more day to win here is the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=137642&albumid=552286&i=3811002910 thanks Can anyone comment or rate my pics. I am in my first contest and I never been in one before so feel free to comment or rate :) Thanks 8-p http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=137642&albumid=552286&i=3811002910 I am thinking about hosting contest soon for the best gal on fubar. I will let you all know when the contest start and how many people should join the contest and should i host for 10 to 20 days please let me know thanks :) Prize will be announced soon :)

Ramblings
My friends and I have thrown 4 games of drunken kickball. We rent a baseball diamond for 4 hours or so and get a beer permit which is about $70 total. After that we get a keg for about $70 and if we get enough donations from the players we can get another keg when the first one runs out and keep playing. Every time we play it gets bigger and bigger and the last two times we've played its been swarmed with weird little emo kids. Some are alright to talk to but most of them are just cocky douche bags. Mostly, they suck at kickball and they suck at being cool... all they do is drink and eat and consume far more than they have or ever will contribute. Last night, my team kicked the emo team's ass by 6 or 7 points, because thats how we roll, we're just fuckin good at our shit. The game ended early though cuz the keg was tapped but we had about another hour and a half on the permit. Since some of these emo fags brought underage chicks and the people we actually like were already drunk

To My Ldc Family And Friends
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN .....? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took 5 minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was every

Bloodflowers
A shadow perched on the rooftop of the building above, watching all the people like insects below, all dressed for the drama that was Saturday night in Deep Ellum. Yet the attention of this predator was only on one- and when her scent wafted through the cool September air, he made his way below, effortlessly leaping down and across buildings to the streets, crimson eyes glowing. Leighondra walked out of the Galaxy Club out onto the busy sidewalk of Deep Ellum, lighting a cigarette as she walked to the next club, the next gig. She lived for the weekends when she could prowl the clubs, dancing, drinking in the music that was her addiction. The thick soles of her boots made her stride silent, purposeful- her mother often accused her of walking like a football player. Leighondra felt she simply walked- efficiently. Suddenly, her senses tingled, the hair standing on the back of her neck. She looked in front of her to see a shadow come from the alleyway, mingling with the crowd. The m

Friends
A 7-year-old boy in Lancaster, Ontario who is fighting leukemia is hoping people here will help him fulfill a birthday wish. Shane Bernier wants to receive the most birthday cards ever so he can beat a world’s record. That’s 350 million cards. Bree Bullock, an employee of Ponderosa, has set up a box to collect cards for the young man at her place of employment. The business has agreed to ship the cards it receives to the boy. You can also mail a card to him directly at PO Box 484, Lancaster, Ontario, KOS 1N0, Canada. Bullock can be reached at home at 573-747-1391 or at work at 756-1158 for additional questions. “I was just very touched by his story,” she said. “I hope people will help him fulfill his wish.” Bernier was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was 5. He has recently had a relapse after 108 weeks of 130 weeks of treatment. His birthday is May 30. He hasn’t asked for toys or money, just a birthday card from anyone who’d like to se

My Daze
just wanting to wish everyone a very merry christmas! Sexy Comments Galore! i'll have to see if i can get a pic of what my floor will look like. basically it will be 3 rows of tiles. and carpet laid in the middle. should turn out pretty sweet. well i haven't updated my blog in an age, but i wanted to let everyone know what i've been up to. i went back to school and i'm studying to become a paralegal. my last test i made 108! i missed 2 questions, but scored 10 bonus points. WOO HOO! not to shabby for someone who's been out of school for 15 years. just trying to keep my head above water with homework, papers, and tests. i don't remember it being this much trouble. LOL hope everyone is doing well! take care!

Things That Piss Me Off! Like Child Abuse
SUBJECT: A PHONE CONVERSATION NO CHILD SHOULD EVER GET! OK,THIS IS WHERE THE STORY BEGINS! IT WAS SATURDAY NITE(5/19/07),MY 17YR. OLD SON & HIS GIRLFRIEND(who lives with him)(she a very sweet girl)CAME OVER TO VISIT HIS DAD & I, I NOTICED HER FOOT WAS SWELLED & HAD A BIG NASTY BRUISE ON THERE,I ASKED HER WHAT HAPPENED,SHE SAID SHE FELL DOWN THE STEPS @ THEIR APARTMENT, IT LOOKED LIKED IT COULD OF BEEN BROKEN & SHE NEEDED TO HAVE A DR. LOOK @ IT,WE TOLD HER TO CALL HER MOM CAUSE THE GIRL IS ONLY 16 & HER MOM WAS STILL RESPONSIABLE FOR HER,(we couldn't sign papers),BUT WE WOULD TAKE HER,NOW GET THIS....HER OWN MOM DIDN'T WANT TO GIVE UP HER LIL' CAMPIN TRIP TO SEE TO HER DAUGHTER'S NEEDS FOR A FEW HRS. NO INSTEAD SHE CHOSE TO CALL HER DAUGHTER & PERSEED TO TELL HER(this is all true BY THE WAY)NOT TO CALL HER ANYMORE,NOT CALL HER MOM ANYMORE & THAT SHE WAS NO LONGER HER MOM,& ALL THIS SHIT CAME OUTA NO WHERE! HELL,WE ALL THOUGHT THEY WHERE GETTIN ALONG JUST FINE,SHE JUST DIDN'T WA

Best Freinds On Tap!!!
a_bashful1@ CherryTAP thanks sweetie!!! 1 step closer!!! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ this is what he responded too btw :P Hay YA'LL.... I really need your help!!!! I am in a contest ,.. Who is the Coolest, Hottest TOP woman on CherryTap?!!! And guess what,.. its actually a fair contest!! no way for anyone to cheat!!!! Thats right.. after a year on Tap.,, i might actually be able to win a friggin contest!! LOL But i need your votes to do so!!! Thats right.. just one vote... no comments bombs!!! If you could go to this link.... and log in.. then vote for me... by looking for the link to contests at the end of a post at the bottom of a page (in orange).!!! http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php?action=register and here is a link to the actaual contest once you register!!! if you have problems finding the contest ;) http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,3230.0.html Others in the contest are promising NFSW pics and g

Step Into My Shoes
yesterday at work... we are suppost to tell people the lil notes the pharmtist leave for the people well yesterday one of the notes were max of eight tablets daily. so i tell the person there is a max of 8 tablets daily they go..so i can only take 8 tablets in a day?? ......... uh what?? walk away b4 you get hit!!! i cant beleive they asked me that!!!! did you not just hear me?? what do you think i mean when i say max of eight tablets in a day???? think i was yankin your chain or something?? holy shit people are stupid...doesnt help that i was sick and impatient. lets see other stupid stuff. uh cant really think of any right now but i know there is much more! AS YOU KNOW THE WORLD OF MODELS TODAY ARE NOTHING BUT STICKS WITH WIGS... SICK! WE ARE LOOKING FOR REAL WOMEN WITH ATTITUDE AND LIVING AN ALTERATIVE WAY OF LIFE, WAY OUT OF THE NORM... GOTH, ROCK, ROCK-A-BILLY, PUNK, CYBER, ECT. ECT. FOR OTHER INFO AND OR QUESTIONS SEND US A MESSAGE HERE OR EMAIL US AT sinisterminions@gmai

Serious Stuff
Are YOU a snowbird, or have parents who are? Don't want to do 'the drive' to the winter home this year? Then hire me! See the following web site for more details! HireMeToDriveYourCar ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dave Date: Jul 17, 2007 11:36 AM our beautiful planet!!!MY FRIEND, FOCUS TODAY ON THE HEALING OF OUR BEAUTIFUL PLANET.Yes, you can make a difference! You can help HEAL OUR PLANETNo matter what you religious, political, social or cultural beliefs are."When the earth is sick and polluted, human health is impossible.... To heal ourselves we must heal our planet, and to heal our planet we must heal ourselves.- Bobby McLeodNamaste My Friend, Together We are More!DaveHarnessing the Power of Online Spending to Support Charity 1. The June Christine Lembo Foundation is a registered 501(c)(3) non- profit organization. All donations are dedicated to raising awareness of Lam and funding research. It is essential to raise awareness in both the m

The Various Cellular Companies Out There
For each of the post paid blogs I will have a legend to follow the abbreviations. pk=peak time(7am-9pm) N&W=Night & weekend min(9pm-7am mon-friday and (pm fri-7am mon) kb=kilobit mb=megabit m/a=monthly access m2m=mobile to mobile(which is to any same carrier customer{which are unlimited for most carriers if not I will notate) For all plans any unused pk minutes rollover at the end of billing cycle! $39.99 m/a =450 min pk and unlimited min N&W $59.99 m/a= 900 min pk and unlimited N&W $79.99 m/a= 1350 min pk, Unlimited N&W $99.99 m/a= 2000 min pk, unlimited N&W $149.99 m/a=4000 min pk, unlimited N&W $199.99 m/a=6000 min pk, unlimited N&W All plans are Nation wide long distance, Roaming, call forwarding, call waiting, 3-way calling, caller ID. To get unlimited text to anyone add $20 to the prices above for what Verizon calls Select plan.(i.e.-450 min plan goes from $39.99 to $59.99 if added as a select plan with unlimited text) if you don't go with

Torture Chamber
THINK U GOT WHAT IT TAKES.................HAHA U KNOW U DO! JUST CLICK THE PIC! ITS THAT EASY! FEATURING TORTURE CHAMBER AND ITS KICK ASS FAMILY....... GET OUT HERE JOIN THE FUN JOIN THE FAMILY ALL NUT CASES WELCOME! TORTURE CHAMBER'S ONE & ONLY!! JUST CLICK THE PIC! ITS THAT EASY!

Thought Provoking....
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn ' t loud, and it wasn ' t too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn ' t quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

How Would You Like To Work For Me
please come along to the hideout and be there for myself and dani love you all slim Hi i am looking for someone to run my night till i get my head sorted out so if you are intrested please get back to me asap or i will have to shut it down for good.slim I AM LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO WOR FOR ME AT THE SLIMS NIGHT CLUB SO IF YOU ARE INTRESTED THEN COME AND C ME

Hello Cherries
Wow, it's so hard to believe this much time has gone by, since my ex gf left me. My first weekend off since I started my new job was a blast. I suppose a little positive affirmation was just what the doctor ordered because I found out that, yes, other people still find me attractive, and, yes, I can sill dance my ass off. That means a lot to me since my ex never wanted to go out with me, other than dinning, and tried to tell me I was too manly because I never wore make up, or dressed all girly girl. Well what the hell would I dress up for just to stay home? Why wear make up and never set foot outside the house except to grocery shop? Work? Too hot to wear makeup. So, it's all good. She is missing out, now, because I will be going out more, now, and being all girly girl, and having a blast without her dragging me down. There is Life After Love is over. Damn! I hate this post brake-up crap. I'm having a lot of mixed feelings about it, and it's making me nuts. I know that I deserve far

Clan Lupin
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. For many years the Wolfen or werewolves have guarded the family with there lives, now it is once more time to make our clan strong as this wonderful family needs our kind once more, we are the watchdogs and personal body guard¡¯s to the family, members that are dedicated to the family and everything it stands for, High Elder Wolfe Alpha Of the Clan. We are now able to except applications for the clan from outside the family look at rule 9 for more details thank you ^_^ To join one must be loyal to the Clan & the family and faithful to the point that you Could turn away from friends, now I don't say this lightly as if it where some game! The Wolfen must be Watchdogs to the family and as such we are honor bound to the family if you think you have what it takes to be a Wolfen of Clan Lupin then go to ether High Elder Wolfe and £ost ÍnŤheÐark Secound whose links are on this b

More Myspace Funnies
Add lots of friends LotsOfAdds.net New State Mottos - Mostly Rejected ! Alabama: Like the third world, but closer. Don't tell MS, but we're ALL sportin' boners right now! Because SC is a Little Too Progressive for Some of Us Keeping it in the family since 1819. Alaska: Colder Than a Witch's Tit -- and Prettier, Too! Yeah, but it's a dry cold. We Get to Kill Whales and You Don't! We're cold and lonely: LET US HAVE OUR POT BACK! Arizona: The Pacific Coast State! Oh, crap. I guess now WE'RE gonna need a new motto, too. Arkansas: It's Trailer-rific!!! Honest, we were just try'n to get that sheep back over the fence. Attention, K-Mart Shoppers! ) California: Caution: Large Fake Breasts On Board! With Satan, too, all things are possible -- and way more fun! What the hell's up with VT??? Silicon Valley in the North, Silicone Hills in the South! Colorado: Now

For My Girls
So you took *PS Pinup Girl* from your username? Well guess what? You got deleted from the pic gallery. Out of 53 girls I had, I have 31 left who remained faithful out of the bunch. Thank you ladies.... To the rest of the females on FUBAR who would like to become a PINUP, here's the deal: 1) Name must change to include *FUBAR Plus Pinup* NO EXCEPTIONS (You can't do this, you don't become a pinup.) 2) You must have a full body photo...Lingerie and sexiness is encouraged...We're pinups, not office workers. 3) CARRY the TITLE and BE PROUD OF IT. Yes, it's true, I was gone for awhile, but I'd never just "lose interest" in my girls...Thanks for believing in me those of you who did stay. 4) From now on, I WILL HANDPICK THE GIRLS. NO MORE NOMINATIONS. WITH **ONE** EXCEPTION: YOU MUST BE SERIOUS ABOUT BEING A PLUS SIZE PINUP. THIS IS N-O-T A CONTEST...THIS IS A PINUP GIRLS SITE. THERE WILL BE CONTESTS, BUT BEING A PINUP GIRL IS NOT ONE OF THEM. 5)If chosen, the PINUP GIRLS sit

Important Information
USDA Food Safety and Inspection Service Massachusetts Firm Recalls Chicken Sausage Products Due to Undeclared Allergen (Fri, 18 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) Kayem Foods Inc., a Chelsea, Mass., firm, is recalling approximately 35,580 pounds of raw chicken sausage products due to the presence of an undeclared allergen (wheat) Michigan Firm Recalls Beef Products Due to Possible E. coli O157:H7 Contamination (PDF only) (Fri, 11 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) Davis Creek Meats and Seafood, a Kalamazoo, Mich., establishment, is voluntarily recalling approximately 129,000 pounds of beef products, due to possible contamination with E. coli O157:H7. Minnesota Firm Recalls Beef Trim Due to Possible E. coli O157:H7 Contamination (PDF only) (Thu, 10 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) PM Beef Holdings, LLC, a Windom, Minn., establishment, is voluntarily recalling approximately 117,500 pounds of beef trim products used to make ground beef, due to possible contamination with E. coli O157:H7. California Firm Recalls

Emotions
I am leaving fubar. I have not been on my page since the begininng of the 2009. I have no idea who my friends are, nor do i know what's going on. I might return sometime later, and change my whole profile. I'm not sure, but it's a thought. I spend most of my free time on facebook. Onyx_sons is one of my friends there. Anybody interested in following me there, do come n check out my page. U'll find it under Rose or creative09. Mystic n Emma, if you read this, i will miss u the most. Only because you n i acknowledged our friendship. It's been grand, and i will miss u. Angel07/Rose Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember. I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember. Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest.. i would greatly appreciat

Songs
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with

Tests
You Are 100% Bipolar You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life. Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder. Are You Bipolar? My score on The What type of MAN turns you on Test: Action movie star(You scored 70% masculine, 64% athletic, 63% exotic, and 56% refined!)You love a manly man and you don't have time for boys. You like someone who looks exotic and who takes care of his body and hygiene. That is a good idea in case you are trying to eat jello shooters off of his beautiful 6 pack. Someone like.....Jean-Claude Van Damme, Belgium's hottest export. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test! Link: The What type of MAN turns you on Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating) My score on The Your Type of Girl Test: The Hot Friend(33% Sexy-Cute, 48% Dark-Light, 46% Artsy-Stylish) img.catIMG { border:1px solid #000; } td.sexy

Interesting Things
TRUE SAMOANS Roses are red SAMOANS are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My SAMOAN pride I will not hide My SAMAON race I will not disgrace My SAMOAN blood flows hot & true My ISLANDAH peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our SAMOAN flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows SAMOANS ARE THE BEST!!! SAMOAN Pride in my mind SAMOAN BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the SAMOAN crew Lifes a bitch and then u die but if your SAMOAN You die with good ass pride!!!! JUST SHOWING SUM LUV.... AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess

Lil One's Blog
I'm sitting here and thinking, Of what someday I'll be. And I have to wonder, If this was ment for me. My life it seems is endless, To drag on day to day. But I have to stop and wonder, Will it always be this way? I streatch and then I look around, and emptyness I see. I have to wonder if this was the way, Things were ment to be. I look about as I wonder, If I'm doing this right. Before I try to lift the stone, while straining with all my might. I move on through the timeless, Rivers of the soul. And as once more I wonder, I take another spoon from the bowl. Through all my hardest trials, And my unseemly fears. I can only hope and pray, That I will be held dear. But if that isn't ment, To be. Then what will ever, Come of me? None of us ever stop to think about how short life really is. But then what do we know about it? We know that it could come upon us at anytime, anyplace, at any age. And we know it doesn't descrimanate... Or d

Fun Events!!
Lagging behind in my first contest, cause I don't have a ton of bomber friends. Help me out guys. Show me some love and I'll show you love. Let's do this yo!!! :) XOXOXOXO MamacitaTia AKA "Fun Dip" Click pic below and comment the heck out of it!! :) Just wanted to thank everyone that helped with my contest....may take a while, but hopefully I'll be able to return the favor! You guys rocked! My first contest and we took it like champs. :) By the way, my party KICKED ASSSS last night! So much fun, ya'll shoulda been there. :) Loves to everyone! Have an awesome weekend! Just wonderin if I can get some help in the Sweetest Candy Contest! Click pic below and drop me some comments...I'll comment back anyone that does. Thanks guys...this is my first contest, so I wanna try to place well. :) Loves. XOXOXO

Surveys/quizes
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You? You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You? Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You?

Wow
So when do you say enuff is enuff??? How do u stop loving someone so much to just walk away. does the pain ever stop. I am caught between a rock and a hard place right now. I have a man who i just found out married me for all the wrong reasons its been 2 years a 16 year old daughter. I know i have to walk away but cant seem to bring myself to do it. I give this man anything he wants when he wants, I clean do laundry amongst other things, and it seems like nothing I do satisfies him. I am wore out, I dont even know if I want to try to please him anymore. It just doesnt seem worth it anymore.. He told my daughter that he has 2 years left, she asked for what, he said till your gone then I can get up and leave. How would you take that??? I really want to sit down and cry to get it out but I feel like if I do he won and somewhere I lost more of myself than I already have. Just had to vent for a little while You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to he

Depression
A year and a half ago, I had surgery to prevent having more kids. I did this only because the doctors and my husband said that because of my health, it would be too risky to have another one........I wanted one more. After my surgery, I spent days crying because I wanted one more, just one more. It was taken from me. I was robbed of my biological right to reproduce. As I cried, my husband told me it was silly and stupid to cry over it, because we didn't need another baby, it would just be another mouth to feed.......That really hurt. Well, now we are divorcing and he has a new girlfriend and I'm happy for him........BUT......He informed me yesterday that he and his new girlfriend are going to try to have a baby.........I cried. I love my children, take care of them love being a mother probably more than anything.....but I can't have my last one. But HE can go ahead and continue to reproduce when he doesn't take care of his children, doesn't doesn't see them as anything but "mout

New Beginnings
Everyone at some time in thier lives meet someone new. What that person means or will mean to you will all be understood later down the road. After the talks, the fights, and the meaning that is created in your heart. The beginning is always the most difficult. The questions lurk like demons waiting to pounce on an innocent. Are they liars? Are they playing with me just to score? So many questions for something that could be one of the greatest things to become part of your life. Why are there so many fears and questions when it comes to something new coming into your life? Why does what someone else does to you create this defense mech. that gives you reason to destroy something before it even has a chance to grow and become something worthwhile? Why do things have to be hard? Life should not be this hard! You meet a new person, why does it have to mean they want in your pants and not your heart? Other ppl that hurt you, why do they decide your next experience? How did they get contro

Saspanda's Garden Corner
my youngest daughter is going to be a mother for the first time. Here is our # 3 grandchilds first introduction :) Ultra sound http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=47737753 glitter-graphics.com In the still of the night upon the water I can hear the sound of peace. The boat gentle rocks as the star and moon light my way. The gentle breeze, tosses my hair and I am warmed by the beauty I see and caressed by the calmness I feel. by Saspanda 9-11-08 I was reading this and thought I would share it with all you gardeners out there. Park Seed Company 1 Parkton Ave Greenwood, SC 29647 Park Seed and NASA -- Seeds in Space I, II, and III Park Seed joins forces with NASA in exciting experiments! On July 4, 2006, Park Seed Company and NASA began the third leg of their long relationship, known as "Seeds in Space." SEEDS stands for Space Exposed Experiment Developed for Students. And just as the name implies, this unusual

Celebrity Crap
Paris back to jail for FULL 45-day sentence! Spoiled cry baby...okay, maybe she shouldn't be put in solitary (that's a little severe), but absolutely NO jail? I don't think so. you may not have known! 1. She is related by marriage to BOTH Elizabeth Taylor and Zsa Zsa Gabor (!!!) 2. She dropped out of a private high school in NYC in her junior year, but then got her GED (!!!) 3. The name of the school? The DWIGHT School, which, back in Paris days, was jokingly known as school for "Drunk White Idiots Get High Together"!!! Emergency hearing at 9 AM tomorrow to discuss why judge's original orders for NO home-monitoring and house arrest were overturned...and Paris must attend! The sick, psycho saga sadly continues...

Bbw/bhm Bombers
i dont know wats goin with this family but sum of you act like you dont have to bomb , well u dont have to, when your in a contest dont come look for the family to help , so remeber wat you give out is wat youll get in return sum of us worked really hard in the fathers day contest for grey wolf (shadows husband) came in secound not bad for our first contest , come on lets do the same for the blast HERES THE LINK FOR THE BLAST CLICK HERE bbw/bhm/bombers Make your own Custom Comments COME AND JOIN THE NEW FAMILY>>>>THE BEST OF THE BEST BBW/BHM BOMBERS!!!!! !!!!!RULES!!!! !!!!!!!!ADD/FAN/RATE EVERYONE THAT IS IN THE FAMILY! IF THERE IS A CONTEST GOING ON IN THE FAMILY AND YOU ARE ASKED TO COMMENT THEN WE WILL SHOW LOVE IF YOU DON'T SHOW LOVE FOR YOUR FAMILY IN A CONTEST YOU WILL BE REMOVED!!!!! All Members must Rate pics and Stash of the owners! We Must do the same for all members! We Have a Lounge For all Members Meetings BBW/BHM BOMBE

Cool Things
From a Mathematical Viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 1 9 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% but, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the Love of God will take you L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the

My Words, My Soul, And A Lot Of Good Dirty...
Lisa, Hey, I hope this is your car, I’m pretty sure though, because it’s the one I saw you drive away in, had to wait a long time for you to come out. Look I really enjoyed meeting you the other night, well not meeting you, really, but the way you smiled when you handed me my drink… and that coffee you made was the best ever! Anyhow is that your usual shift? I’ll make sure to swing by on my way home tomorrow night to see. See you then, I hope! Tim ------------------------------------------------ Lisa, I saw you inside, but you were really busy. Did you hear me laugh when you dropped that mocha? Why were your hands shaking so bad? Are you sick? I hope not, nobody, can make a mocha like my Lisa. Ok well, I’ll try again tomorrow. See you then Baby. Love,

Dad
I surrender, heart and soul to your unyielding demands. I crumble at your feet waiting for your harsh reprimands. Mercy is a myth that I do not expect nor care to receive. I choose this punishment though it's harsher than you may believe. Your will I bend to, your bidding is what I seek to do. Nothing can compare to the wrath I feel when I disappoint you. Pain and torture is what I know I will gain. Just for being in your presence the scars will long remain. This body, this life is nothing without the reassurance of your glance. Some may call me demented, others just the victim of circumstance. They know nothing of the joy that you do bring. They only see the terror that in my face does ring. They tell me that love should be cherished, that I should be your charm. Not a hand should reach out towards me with the intent of harm. Do they not see that it's the pain that makes me this way? Can they not understand this is my choice no matter what they say? One day I will not awaken, I wi

Help Me Please!
a href="http://www.imagechef.com/" target="_blank"> What a shame it is that I have 330+ friends on my list and 15 in my family and goodness knows how many fanned people, and yet only 2 people have bothered to help me in the least little bit in a VIP giveaway I am in. Hurts my feelings alot. I am always the first in line to help bomb or rate or whatever to level my friends and or help them in contests, but seems as though it was all in vain. That really makes me so sad. So much for being nice to people I guess... Even the guy that pointed me to the contest has pimped out one of my competetors and not helped me even a little even though I helped him as much as I could when he was trying to level to Godfather...Really just ugly how things get on Fubar and how people, even in a cyber world disappoint you. Have a nice day all and good luck doing whatever you might be doing this weekend. Just in case you feel the need to drop by, here is the contest pic link.... PS

Thoughts And Opinions
As it applies to real life of course.It seems to me that today dating isn't even worth trying anymore. It is a wasted effort. If you are not the hottest thing around you really don't have a chance with the opposite sex in your area. Men and women are both guilty of it, so don't say it is only the other sex that does it.I see it everyday, people ruining good relationships over the next " Hottie" that comes along. They also ignore potential lifetime mates to chase these impossible dreams of happy ever after with these fake or uninterested people. WAKE UP PEOPLE! You are setting yourself up for failure for which when you do settle down with someone, that someone will not be able to A)live up to those standards or B)have to put up with the emotional and sometimes physical baggage that you bring into the relationship. Now I know they say it is healthy to dream, but I think it is highly unhealthy to chase a dream that you honestly know is never going to be happy. If you are looking for someb

Women
Well, the army did 3 things for me. 1: It gave me alot of training I'll need for combat, and survival. 2: It got me back in shape. 3: It destroyed any chance of getting a descent job. Yea, ya see, I'm in the reserve, which means I can't work one week a month, and I'll be going out of country next fall; no big rite? Well apparently not to employers. I lost my job in may, and I only had that job because it was a friend. I have been trying for 6 months to find a new job, but every time an employer sees RESERVE, it's an automatic DENIED. I know this because I have talked to the managers at 4 companies, and they all said the same thing. I may be a good worker, and I may be more than qualified for the job, but being unavailable any time, as a big problem. Now I can't pay my rent, I can't take care of anything. I'm just luck that my gf's mom likes me, and let me stay with them. All I have to do is take care of the house, and take care of what bills and expenses I can with what ev

Weeeeeeee
OK GOOD PEOPLE HERE AT DAVES HIDEAWAY WE ARE HAVING A SPRING CLEAN AND THE PROPRIETOR HAS DECIDED IT IS TIME FOR NEW STAFF. SO ALL YOU BUDDING WAITERS/WAITRESSES......COCKTAIL BAR STAFF ...BARTENDERS.....GLASS COLLECTORS PLEASE CONTACTDAVE or DJ LINCOLN with a PM LETTING US KNOW HOW QUALIFIED YOU ARE AND WHY WE SHOULD TAKE YOU ON BOARD . ALL WE WANT IS THE BESTSTAFF POSSIBLE. WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR THE WORLDS BEST DJ'S SO IF YOUCAN SPIN THE DECKS SAME GOES DROP EITHER DAVE OR LINCOLN A PM STATING WHERE WHEN YOU have been A DJ BEFORE AND THE REASON WE SHOULD TAKE YOU ON SO COME ON JOIN THE LOVING AND GROWING BAR AND STATION. THANK YOU ALL IN ANTICIPATION. HERE ARETHE LINKS DJ_Brown_Eyed_Dave~(Perv Crew King)~(Dave's Hideaway Owner)@ CherryTAP AND .... DJ Lincoln~Manager @ Daves Hideaway~ DJ AngelicBabiigurls CT & soon to be R/L Hubby@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'DJ Lincoln~Manager @ Daves Hideaway~ DJ AngelicBabiigurls CT & soon to be R/L Hubb

Announcements
I will not be on much for a while. wha involved in a bike wreck today, a woman in an Explorer ran a stop sign not 25 feet from in fromnt of me, Totalled the bike and did a number on me as well... road rash all up my left side and staples in my head and stitches in my ear hugs gonna take a while to recoup. I wanted to let my friends know I did not desert them. Roadie 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked

Usa Today
B-52's 'Love Shack' re-opens It's been 15 years since the New Wave quintet has put out an album, but the wait is almost over. The B-52's, who've holed up in Athens, Ga., for two months to record the still-untitled album, have put together 11 new tracks. The band plans on an early 2008 release. "There's more electronica on it," singer Fred Schneider said in an interview from his Long Island home. "It's up-tempo and a bit sexed-up. It's sexier than ever." Will the B-52's revamped sound resurrect their careers? Will they revamp their look too, or will Cindy Wilson and Kate Pierson threaten Amy Winehouse's title as queen of the beehive? Afternoon news roundup Here are a few nuggets to shake you out of your midday slump: - It seems like Amy Winehouse is swimming in newlywed bliss. The singer, who married Blake Fielder-Civil in a small Miami wedding in May, says she'd happily hang up her career to be a mother. The Long Blondes have plenty of bounce The dance floor was o

Xxxplicit Erotica
(Inspired by the track "H." by Tool and a friend) "Transition" I leaned up against the wall. My eyes looking up to the place where your eyes will be, staring at me staring at you. I can feel your soul and my clit jumps. That warmth, wetness and aching emptiness for you between my thighs...I close my eyes. My heart's pounding and I recollect a memory of a touch I have yet to feel. Soft yet firm, pleasure and pain. My back arches to you, my invisible lover, my dear friend. I turn my head to the right and expose my neck to you...to...devour me....consume me. My hands find their way behind my back and they stay there. Phantom fingers pry at my soft folds...searching for deliverance. Ahhhh.......slick, salty & intoxicating. You plunge your hands into the core of my soul. Your mouth searching hungrily for...more. Biting my lips, sucking my tongue...writing stories to me with your tongue on my neck. I'm moaning but keeping my station on the wall. OMG....my

Just Stuff
The Legend of the Christmas Spider Once upon a time, long ago, a gentle mother was busily cleaning the house for the most wonderful day of the year....The day on which the Christ Child came to bless the house. Not a speck of dust was left; even the spiders had been banished from their cozy corner in the ceiling to avoid the housewife's busy cleaning. They finally fled to the farthest corner of the attic. T'was the Christmas Eve at last! The tree was decorated and waiting for the children to see it, but the poor spiders were frantic, for they could not see the tree, not be present for the Christ Child's visit, but the oldest and wisest spider suggested that perhaps they could peep through the crack in the door to see him. Silently they crept out of the attic, down the stairs and across the floor to wait in the crack in the threshold. Suddenly the door opened a wee bit and quickly the spiders scurried into the room, they must see the tree closely, since their eyes weren't accustom

¿podría Esto Sea?
well i went to work today and I went in about 11am. I had to go to the police department at Kings Island and notice my ast. team leader was there after everything that happened. Well the police accoused us for taking the money cause I was working on cash register last saturday. So after I clocked out, me and my ast. team leader had to count the money and everything. We did not take any money. Ive told the officer 5 times excatly what happened and she thought I was lying to her face. I know what happened and me and my ast. team leader was telling the trurth. After we got done, we sat outside and tell each other of what kind of question they asked us and my team leader told me that i clocked out and walked out. BULLSHIT! i had to stay after to count the money after i clocked out. So they said an ivesengator gonna invegesate everything, if they found out that we told the truth, they are gonna pay us. so my and my team leader planned that we look for another day so I cant stay at work like

Random Journaling.
I, a child Try to reach the stars. . . Sirius is so near. I run to the nearest hill My reach is always too short Wait till I am a grown man! Now, I am old and bent with years No more running to the hill and mountaintop-- Yet, a warm, steady, life-giving glow Reaches me from Sirius . . . the unattainable. I collect White iridescent and evanescent starbeams For my trip home to Sirius the dog star. --Boris Levinson "Dream" i love you, Moxon, and miss you terribly. sleep well. For a long time, I thought that perhaps I wasn't cut out for the field that I have chosen. I just always figured that I would do it until I failed. . .I'll take those upper-level biology classes, and if I fail, I'll know that I'm not meant to do this. But, I never failed. . .so I just stuck with it; I didn't

Welcome To The Life Of Me...
Let me be so dead and gone, So far away from life… Close my eyes, hold me tight, And bury me deep inside your heart… At the end of every week, each of us becomes a freak. Tonight the DJ makes us move, under the sweat drops from the roof. Each time you let the base beat hard, To know we all spend now apart. Just activate your energy, Lets sing the song and come with me. The speaker system brings the sound, And light effects are spinngin round. All the people on the floor, They shake their bodies, And they cry for more. Never let this feeling go, And let the music take control. Forget your problems and be free, Enjoy this moment, come with me! note:I didn't write this, but I love it and I have used it in some art work of my own. Try me once, and I might let you go. But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. I'll be in your thoughts, I'll control your mind. I'll own you compleatly, you will be mine. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do. But you came to me, not I t

I Am The Mother Fuckin' Princess!
Women have strengths that amaze men. They carry children, they carry hardships, they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy, and laugh when they are nervous. Women wait by the phone for a "safe at home call" from a friend, after a snowy drive home. They are child care workers, executives, attorneys, stay– at–home moms, biker babes, and your neighbors. They wear suits, jeans, and they wear uniforms. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up against injustice. They walk and talk the extra mile to get their kids into the right schools and to get their family the right health care. Women are honest, loyal, and forgiving. They are smart –– they know that knowledge is power. But they still know how to use their softer side to make a point. Women want to be the best for their family, their friends, and themselves. They drive, f

Poetry
i saw a child on a bike today he reminded me of my youth of days where i would ride all day never worried about anything except the summer passing too soon and it always did pass too quickly my youth, like summer ended early days of bike riding replaced by an adulthood come too fast the fort in the woods forgotten when i had to be the adult as my mom fell deeper in a bottle i grew up while most kids still had a summers of playing most people think that distance is a physical space between people i have found that just isnt the truth i have slept in the same bed with someone who was 5 thousand miles away i would lie there, awake wondering how that happened when in reality we were never in the same hemisphere In time I left and vowed never to live with someone who doesn't live with me instead of a half a world away ~me, EMB 6/23/07 you've been the light that shined so brightly in the darkness I called my life when i couldnt see anything else i could see

My Blog Spot
Thanks to Ms. Cleveage! When WW III Started ~~~ 1979 ! US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was, but I think it should have been "Get Out of Bed!" In fact, I think the alarm clock has been buzzing since 1979 and we have continued to hit the snooze button and roll over for a few more minutes of peaceful sleep since then. It was a cool fall day in November 1979 in a country going through a religious and political upheaval when a group of Iranian students attacked and seized the American Embassy in Tehran. This seizure was an outright attack on American soil; it was an attack that held the world's most powerful coun

Just A Few Tributes
A military wife's stance.... I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with longneck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared away" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me

Life
Great American comebacks > When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by > the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example > of empire building by George Bush > > He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many > of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom > beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in > return is enough to bury those that did not return. > > It became very quiet in the room. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ At a conference in France where a number of international engineers were > taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the > French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the > latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to > Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, >

Damn
the blind mans death were walls speak chairs walk away with you taste bitter....unrequainted love love...lust...to sides of the bed foggy eyes see clear in the fog time speaks.....words dont hear damn thats sharp....dont know what the wetness is damn cant see....must be my back words we got none....never really say more then hi still love ya...hell if i know why maybe its the other side of the bed..... i dont know its the damn fog..... if beauty is skin deep then why is she under my skin her voice crack cocaine... love like heroin the sound... damn puff-puff give on them like so... um taste the the coco tip..splif blow..haze yaa got the buzz..zooted..on that smile.. red light stop..take a sip-sip go.. green light--open door...curtains spread.. coco temptations givin' way to coco sensations.. cinnamon spice that taste so sweet... got me ex'in on this trip... lsd..love soon devoured..acid burns my lips.. taste the puff... mocha temptations with a hint of cinnamon.

Freelance Bombers Rules
Group 1 is Mya Andy and Bev group 2 is Honey Georgia and Tasha group 3 is Mick Clair and Em the founders and home page will help out mainly on contests any questions contact both founders please Thank you Ok .... whats going on with all of you?? We currently have one person to bomb a family member and only one of you can be bothered to help and that person wasn't even the person in the giveaway .... go figure. If you no longer wish to be a Freelancer please let us know in a mail if you want to be removed from our friends list also so you no longer get our blogs/bulletins please add that to your mail. We need people that will bomb to be able to make a difference to someone in a contest we dont feel confident enough in getting your help to be able to offer our help to anyone at the moment. We understand its the summer and people have holl's booked (be nice to get a mail to let us know when you are going) and familys that mean things pop up but to see how few of you are actua

Ass Of The Day Award
My NSFW pics are now closed for good. It appears someone I trusted to be on my family list has a need to stir up drama. I had 2 pics in a NSFW folder accessible only to family and someone decided to flag one of the pics. Kind of stupid of them since they already were labeled as such..Since one idiot has to screw things up, no one will see the pics. They were not even nude pics as those of you who have seen them know. So to the person who did it, and we both know who u are, thanks for nothing and congratulations on receiving the dumb ass of the day award, Hugs, Laurie aka Private Nurse This started out because this thing downrated me twice on the same pic lol. (And yes I did say thing, instead of person). I went to his profile to rate him an 11 and explain that just because he chose to act like an ass not all of us would also choose the same. Upon getting to his page I then saw what this thing was about and observed all his personal attacks on o

Spiritual Thoughts And Ramblings
I do have tendency to confuse a lot of people when I mention just how old I am. If you count my age in the same manner as you would my ancestors, then I am 322 years old. In my bloodline, there are two direct lines to the clan of the wolf in two different tribes. Strangely enough, the story about the clans orgin is the same. You see it happened long ago.... Back when man and animal lived in peace, and the people were in harmony with creation, the great wolf, the first of his kind was hunting near a village. He saw a very beautiful young woman there, and feel instantly in love. He went to the creator. "Make me human, for I love a woman of the people." "I cannot, for you are the father to all the wolf people." "I beg you creator, if you do not, I shall die." The creator granted the wolf's wish, but only for one year. The manwolf went into the camp and quickly won the young woman's heart. And, when it was time for him to return to his own people, she gav

Dantes Inferno
Bulletin Message DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BOUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WTH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to wether or not the pitbull BECOMES one, due to wether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pitbulls, really, are as SWEET as can be ;below are pictures of pitbulls who were bred in a SAFE & peaceful, caring enviroment.THEY'RE AS GENTLE & LOVING AS EVER.........So wha

Poem?
In a land of bleakness, waiting with the raven, stag and wolf dreams of crosses and of dragons threaten alway to engulf the mind, the distaff and the pagan counterweave Blood spills into wine and into puddles undermining what you would believe Drinking wine for blood or blood for wine philosophies cross a crooked line The sun god rends the heart and laps the blood: for Christ's sake, it becomes spiritual food emblazoned now across a holy rood. But in the darkened alleys, late at night disturbing faiths interpolate the plight of others Veins swollen and throats bare they stroke the dragon Thirsting for a sip of life's arteriel wine Intoxicated by warmth and life and proximity We fall into another world's sublimity We cross the line to drink of mortal wine The stag observes the raven flies above the ravenous wolf kills whom she loves The wine upon our lips begins to clot in trying to become what we are not (-Please do not think I am submissive be

Bored
I made my very 1st cheese cake...and its EDIBLE... YAY!!!! Trying to help my score, please rate, fan etc... ok .. so as of last night.. I am an ordained ULC minister.. the reason i did it ..so i can perform weddings, commitment cerimonies... love confermations, etc etc...

Poetry By Wildman
With the problems that the world has now, with presidents who disavow any knowledge of the things they have done, please tell me why they even run for offices they can't even hold. For few are smart, and none are bold. Perhaps we should regain a king, or better yet a queen, in England they don't complain. Admidst the fog an all her rein, she sits there in diaphmorous clothes,calmly sniffing a bloody rose. While the world below her screams an shrieks, while sneaking for to take a look at riches that were once theirs, but now belong to her, our queen. I am sore afraid the time shall pass when all the fortunes we amass will meekly begiven unto her, the veritable end of the American Dream...