Tribute!
Do you ever wonder if the world has a purpose in life or if god is real.....i do every day of my life its so hard to find truth in things every one says to pray and you will find the answer well guess what people im to lazy to find anything so why cant the answer come to me and find me i that would be some much more easier then finding things.....the only sucky thing about that is lifes hard and we have to do everything our selves we have to deal with every thing that happens and doesnt happen it sucks and i dont know you have to relize that every thing sucks and it d oesnt get any better than this....so i guess we'll just have to deal with it it will just habe to work out like it should well here i go again rambling on about my out puts on life but somebodysa got to do right and who knows we will see how the rest life turns out Love My love, my lust, my trust. Is all on you for now. Until you make that one mistake Then you'll loose me for good. Fate Everything

The Toys In My Attic
just a poem that makes me think.... JUST WATCHED IT. WOW! I'M FUCKED. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE ANYONE GOT A GUN?HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE DONT FUCKIN LOOK AT ME!! MOMMY!MOMMY! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH EHEHAHAHHEHEOHEOHEHOAHEHOHAEOHAOHOHE this is the ONLY story my mother EVER recited to me. it is one of her faves and her father read it to her as a child. it has since become one of my faves as well as the memories associated with it. The Cremation of Sam McGee Robert W. Service, 1874-1958 There are strange things done 'neath the midnight sun By the men who moil for gold. The arctic trails have their secret tales That would make your blood run cold. The northern lights have seen queer sights But the queerest they ever did see, Was that night on the marge of Lake LeBarge When I cremated Sam McGe

Men Only Answer Please
Application¢¾ Real Name: Nick Name: age: birthplace: current location: height/weight: zodiac sign: hair color/eye color: education status: school attending: favorite color: shoe size: sports you play: 21 Questions: 1.Have you ever cheated?(dont lie) 2.When is the last time you had a girlfriend? 3.What was your longest relationship? 4.What as your shortest relationship? 5.Are you a sex addict? 6.How ofen do you have to have sex? 7.How long did you ever go without having sex? 8.Have you ever hit a woman? 9.What is your greatest asset:What do you value most? 10.Can you kiss? 11.What is your idea of a good date?(place and time) 12.What is one thing you cant stand about a female? 13.What is the first thing that attracts you about a female? 14.Best featues of a female to you? 15.What is your definition of a well rounded woman? 16.Do you have any children? 17.If so, how many? 18.If so, do you and your baby momma still get along? 19. Why did you break up? 20.W

Crazy Thoughts Of A Insane Biker
ladies plz beware this guy is pretending to be a marine or miltary he tells them what they want to here just to get sex then makes up a big sob story frist it was a bomb then it was a 4 wheeler his name is brad jonthan latham or sopoe to be anyway his id is semperfibrad so plz girls dont be a fool the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley Dear friends ,family and fubar peeps, its been a while since i posted anything , but felt the need to get this off my mind ... like it , dont like it , read it ,dont read it, it dont matter to me this is for my own personal peace of mind .....

Sexuality
Walk with me, take my hand, lead me to the bedroom... Tell me I'm beautiful, touch my face, run your hands down my body... Softly kiss my neck, softly bite my lip when you kiss me like your my man... Show me what it's like to be craved, what it's like to be wanted by a strong man Undress me slowly, tell me what you want and what you're going to do to me... Lay me on the bed hard, show me this is your night, but all about me.... Take my body, make me shiver in anticipation of your touch..... Go slow, be gentle, be rough, make me want to never leave this room... I want to know that I am the only woman in the world for this night... Lets sweat, lose our breath and all track of time, the world falls away... Push me, my inhibitions, make me forget my flaws, leave me wanting... Give me all of you, dont hold anything back, I want it with out hesitation... Then keep it from me till I cant take it anymore then g

Family
HEY FAMILY WHY IS IT SO HARD TO REPOST THE BULLENTIN THAT BEIN POSTED FROM THER THE OWNERS hello candyrain called me last nite to tell us shes doin well an should be back soon she misses all please go to her page an give her sum love to let her know shes missed thaniks rubia hello family i just recived a text from shadow that she doin well an will be back soon she misses all alots of love rubia

All Friends
im not ignoring any of you, they shout my mail down, i don't understand it, This is the mail system at host mailgw01.cherrytap.com. I'm sorry to have to inform you that your message could not be delivered to one or more recipients. It's attached below. For further assistance, please send mail to postmaster. If you do so, please include this problem report. You can delete your own text from the attached returned message. The mail system, thats what they gave me when i complaned about not being able to get to my mail, im still to new here to understand all they are saying, just wanted to say i love you all, and im not ignoring you, love edna my first contest ( please repost ) 2007-06-21 15:03:11 (14 views) my first contest ( please repost ) 2007-06-21 15:03:11 (14 views)

Karmakisses66
What is your least favorite body part on yourself? All of it...getting old SUCKS You see a homeless women begging for money, do you give her any? Occassionaly Who is your favorite person? Candace If you could be any celebrity of the OPPOSITE sex, who would you be? Sean Connery Do you believe that Michael Jackson is innocent or guilty? Uhmmmmm strapping him to a chair and pulling his finger and toe nails off with a pair of pliers is too good for him!!! What would be the first thing you bought if you had one million dollars? My kids each a home What do you want your wedding to be like? You've bumped your head!! Take my ass to Reno!! lol Which is your favorite vitamin water? Lime Do you use the word 'trippy'? no Do you wear eyeliner? Sometimes Can you put your leg behind your head? yes Have you ever had seizure? yes If you could be any animal, which would you be and why?: A Koala Bear...they are cute and can hang on a pole Forever!!! Wha

Love Hurts
I'll let another tear drop fall to wash away the pain I'll let another tear drop fall to wash away my shame Another little tear drop will wash away your touch One more little tear drop for memories that hurt so much I'll let another tear drop fall to wash away the years And one more little tear drop to wash away my fears If I sit down and cry hard enough and let the tear drops fall, Maybe I will forget and won't remember you at all. Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken He's walking away from me. His back is tense, and I know he's angry with me. I suppose he's got a right to be angry. He's looking back at me now with that look in h

Thoughts And Poems...
Happy is the day when life seems to start going your way. Happy is the bubbling goodness that you feel inside when you know something to be right and true. Happy is the world around you when you are happy too. Happy is the feeling you get when you see a friend after a long time apart. Happy is when you spend time in your significant other's arms. Happy is the laugh of a little child. Happy is the knowledge that you have friends out there that care. Happy is achieving a goal that you have worked long and hard toward accomplishing. Happy is celebrating after achieving that goal. Happy is knowing that you are truly loved. Happy is having family that cares. Happy is laughter. Happy is a smile. Happy is a good conversation with a caring mother. Happy is reading a good book or watching a good movie. Happy is having a great day with friends or family. Happy is love. Happy is joy. Happy is peace. Happy is faith. Happy is gentleness. Happy is goodness. Happy is temperanc

Xanders Realm
You know I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about the whole race thing. Not really race, but the defining of someone by the color of his or her skin. It’s pretty sad that in this day and age that most of the humanity still thinks you should act a certain way because of your skin color. Your styles of clothing, the food you eat, the shows you watch, and even the music you listen too. It’s not just one group that does this either; it’s the bulk of humanity that does this. From their stand point Blacks should listen to rap, R&B, gospel, and they should have their pants down their asses, and speak Ebonics. Whites should listen to country music and rock, and wear cargo pants and button T’s or sweater. The same stereotypes apply to other skin colors as well. If you’re not dressing or acting the way the mainstream thinks you should then you’re “not acting your color”. This comes from the people of your color as well as from others. Well, lets get one thing straight right now

Angel_fire's Thoughts
Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember. I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember. Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest.. i would greatly appreciate it...TY PS. I will b updating my page asap. no longer do i have what i thought was the man i had been searching 4, altho we r still friends. I found out something about him, that i had thought i would've been able 2 4get and feel safe. But, that's not the case. It turns out that 2gether we r not sexually compatible, told me we would things out, and that didn't happen eother. He kept bugging me about something i refuse 2 do.....so as he said "I care about u 2 much 2 allow myself 2 control u in2 doing something u don't want 2 do" So, no longer is he in my life as more than fr

Trifficc Stuff
center> Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com What are you like in bed?Rough and WildYour very wild and one hell of an animal in the bedroom! You like to be spontaneous, rough and playful! You get what you want and you just do what you gotta do!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What Kind of Chocolate Covered Delight Are You?Chocolate Covered RaisinsYou are sweet with a hint of zestiness! Very unpredictable in the best way possible! Your friends love you because of you ability to become so adaptable to almost every situation and your spontanaity. You're always down for what

Not Stupid~
so last night around 11:30 at night i was woke up by my daughter having a seizure...so up i go and get the meds to inject her with to help her come out of the seizure...but had to call 911 because she couldnt come out of the seizure...so the mets and fire rescue come here and because this is a monthly thing they know shelbie and were very wonderful with her and she finally came out of the seizure... i am very tired today with no sleep ... but you know the thing that just makes me smile so very much is all that is "wrong" with my little girl you would never know it... she smiles all the time and laughs and is a miracle.... so i wake up this morning only to find out quickly that i have a headache......joy so i know right away that my suger must be high... has not been high for quite some time but i believe that i forgot to take meds yesterday so i get the joy of giving my self three shots this morning... give shots....take meds slap myself in the head for forgetting....and then

Snickerdoodles Recipe
Makes 18 servings.. adjust as needed..my org recipe is for 6 dozen lol INGREDIENTS: 1 cup shortening 1 1/2 cups white sugar 2 eggs 2 3/4 cups sifted all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking soda 2 teaspoons cream of tartar 1/2 teaspoon salt 2 tablespoons white sugar 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Grease cookie sheets. 2. In a medium bowl, cream together the shortening and sugar. Add eggs one at a time, mixing after each. Sift together the flour, baking soda, cream of tartar and salt; stir into the creamed mixture until well blended. 3. In a small shallow bowl, stir together the 2 tablespoons of sugar with the cinnamon. Roll the dough into walnut sized balls and roll the balls in the sugar mixture. Place cookies 2 inches apart on the prepared cookie sheet. Bake for 8 to 10 minutes in the preheated oven. Cookies should be slightly golden at the edges. Remove to cool on wire racks. Makes 18 servings

My Horrorscope
The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually. It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all. Did that idea really come out of your brain? And what's more, are you seriously promoting it as the answer to the crisis in question? Well, as they say in a lot of bad movies, 'It's so crazy it just might work!'

My Mental Meanderings
today is my 28th birthday I just wanted everyone to know :) as many people know from meeting me on the various blog sites i am on and becoming friends with me through msn myspace im and aim they know i am a very altruistic person i am always very happy and very eager to be able to talk to any of them but as i have exhibited before i am also very passionate in the words that i use even with couples that i meet (mostly the female counter parts). see when i make a friend i get to know them and we always have a good time and we always end up talking and laughing and having fun together. i always end up "falling’ for my friends in a purely plutonic way i somewhat develope feelings for them which for some people can come off as too strong and they think i am being too flirtatious or strong and that usually gets me banned from there lives and i never hear from them again. i am not really "apologizing" for being so "loving" or "amorous" i will never apologize for being me i just want every

Updates
well im back wont go on a trip with them anymore thow was not to go fishin like they said i think im cought up on evey on if i missed something just point me in the right diretion will take care of all my friend needs http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&albumid=606893&i=725248081# i am getting to be to busy to jump on here now and go throgh my tab to to rate will still rate if you are on when i am and add something or if you point me to what you want rated but please dont flood my email with all of them i can just as esaly move throw them if you point me to one thanks to all my freinds out there and injoy or if you see me on you can just shout at me and tell me you want me to see this

Life
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........ Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom an

This Is Why Life Sucks
Over the last months Julie has been telling me that she wanted me to stay here because she loved me and didn't want to lose me from her life completely. Well she lied... She is moving out of here and in with someone, don't know who, she won't tell me. She sent a text at 11 pm after she thought I would be in bed and told me she "isn't coming home". That was it... So I called her and she told me she is going to move and that she would leave her stuff her til I could go. Whatever... I am through with it all. Goodbye to those that I talk to on here I probably won't be back except to get my pictures. Ok the last blog I did was a rough one for me. I was entering into a state of depression that brought me to the edge of suicide. I hated everything in my life and I was about to end it all when something amazing happened. But I will get to that in a minute... To sum up what has happened since the last blog... I went to court for a restraining order charge that was placed on me by my ex that

Kids
well my daughter has been sick these few days. she was sick tuesday afternoon. she was running a real high fever and trowing up. i took her to the dr. that evening and they admitted her to that hospital. so we were in the hospital tuesday night untill this morning. the dr. didnt really know what the infection was. that is why we ended up there. but they kinda figure out it was probably a UTI. but she is so much better now im so glad. well just thought i would let everyone know that is the reason why i havent been on the past few days. well ttyl well my daughter is fixing to turn 5 this coming monday. im throwing her a party on sunday afternoon. it well be good for her. we are hoping that one of her friends from school gets to come that would be great if she could. but i havent talked to her mother so i dont know if she will though. so just to let all yall know i wont be on till that evening sometime. well i know that i told 1 or 2 of you that my daughter was has dental work done tod

My Poetry
Ok, So, Baby Roxan is in Pre School! For those of you who know the story realize exactly what kind of accomplishment this is! So her first school Fundraiser is HUGE for us as a family. For a child that was never supposed to make it to be IN SCHOOL and thriving makes the thought of chocolate from her oh so much sweeter :-) If any of you don't know about my daughter, feel free to ask. It is an amazing story!

Wtf!
I know this place is notorious for ‘show me yours and I’ll show you mine’... but what the hell is wrong with wanting to know a little about someone.... before you go flashin them what nature.. or man in some cases.. gave you? Is that so wrong? ~Candyce~ This is mainly to the jerk who keeps flaggin my pics.... Should I just save you the trouble of having to go through all of them and just mark all of my albums 'NSFW'!!! There a shitload of other more 'offensive' or shall we say..'flashin their shit to the world' pics out there you can jump on.. go find those!! Are you quick to judge before you know.. To act before you think.. Is that the way you go? Do you go for ‘blood’ and ask questions later... Does the truth to you.. even matter...? Aww.. Such is the world that revolves around ‘cyber’ too many quick to make enemies.. before knowing their ‘neighbor’ here in this place..where bruises don’t show.. and the nose bleeds wouldn’t drip t

Faith Related
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary, Sunday, 12/18/05. Herewith at this happy time of year, a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am I going to be called before a Senate committee and asked if I am a subversive? Maybe, but I just have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. If this is what it means to be no longer young. It's not so bad. Next confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people cal

Poetry And Such...
The Road Not Taken Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference ...Robert Frost What He's Done For Me What He's Done For Me BY: Lydena Toombs For so long I've been lonely Drowning in my tears, No one there to listen Or help me

Agree Or Not?
Give thou thine heart to the wild magic, To the Lord and the Lady of Nature, Beyond any consideration of this world. Do not covet large or small, Do not despise weakling or poor, Semblance of evil allow not near thee, Never give nor earn thou shame. The Ancient Harmonies are given thee, Understand them early and prove, Be one with the power of the elements, Put behind thee dishonour and lies. Be loyal to the Lord of the Wild Wood, Be true to the Lady of the Stars, Be true to thine own self besides, True to the magic of Nature above all else. Do not thou curse anyone, Lest thou threefold cursed shouldst be, And shouldst thou travel ocean and earth, Follow the very step of the ancient trackways. When in Doubt take a test... 1. Where were you TWO hours ago? In the shower 2. What do you think of your LAST kiss? miss them 3. Are you wearing S0CKS right now? WHy ...yes, yes I am 4. When was the last time you went out of STATE? When I drove from Alask

A Place In My Head
Beer vs. Pussy Beer VS Pussy ... Who Will Win 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and! you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One po

My Thoughts
ANARCHY and I are in a Happy Hour Giveaway we need to reach 50,000 comments each. I know it sounds like alot but with your help we will get there.... So if you could stop by and leave a couple of comments we'd really appreciate it :) ANARCHYS CONTEST PIC: MINE: Also FAN/RATE/ADD the hosts while you're there they are great ladies!! bbG©... Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL, HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT Ok im not sure if some1 was nice enough to reneiw my vip last month or not so im just writing a letter to first off thank them if some1 did and to ask them to drop in and let me no if they did so i no who im thanking for the kind gift unfortunetly fubar bein all great like it is didnt inform me of where this vip came from again thanks very much if some1 bout me one and if not thanks fubar for given me longer with it lol you may think this is stuped or what over i dont really care to be honest but my old dog died t

Battle Of The Bands-the Sweet 16
Round 16 Boston 52.6% (30 votes) Round 15 E. L. O. 57.5% (23 votes) Round 14 Queen 80.9% (72 votes) Round 13 Motley Crue 72.7% (48 votes) Round 12 Heart 64.0% (32 votes) Round 11 Emerson, Lake, & Palmer 60.0% (18 votes) Round 10 The Eagles 80.0% (48 votes) Round 9 The Beatles 54.2% (32 votes) Round 8 Lynyrd Skynyrd 93.8% (45 votes) Round 7 Aerosmith 83.0% (88 votes) Round 6 Journey 51.6% (33 votes) Round 5 The Moody Blues 53.7% (29 votes) Round 4 Tom Petty 55.4% (31 votes) Round 3 Van Halen 61.0% (36 votes) Round 2 Led Zepplin 82.4% (61 votes) Round 1 Metallica 51.3% (39 votes) I need input as how to match up the winners. Please comment. Round 9 EJohn 45.8% (27 votes) The Beatles 54.2% (32 votes) Round 8 Lynyrd Skynyrd 93.8% (45 votes) The Outlaws 6.3% (3 votes) Round 7 Aerosmith 83.0% (88 votes) Fleetwood Mac 17.0% (18 votes) Round 6 The Rolling Stones 48.4% (31 votes) J

Inside My Head...
In Flames Studio Diary - Episode 1Add to My Profile | More Videos In Flames Studio Diary - Episode TwoAdd to My Profile | More Videos I made this promo video for PiaPale of Compulsory Skin. I love Compulsory Skin! She is so amazing. She writes, sings mixes, does everything herself! My brother and I think she sounds/is in a way like a female Trent Reznor... Even more amazing is she has been making her own music since she was like 11. You can also see other video's I have made on youtube. www.youtube.com/love2reznor www.myspace.com/compulsoryskin www.soundclick.com/compulsoryskin Current Mood: Hurt, Sad, & Gloomy. My confession: Because I'm diluted, perfectly flawed. I shall live by passion & not by law. And I'm insecure I need aggression to feed the spiders of perception. and I'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers. A cannibal in the new church of cancer. But I'm nothing special I'm not unique. I have many secrets & I eat the weak. And I'm at an end. I'm at an

Paramedic Things
Glascow Coma Scale Infant Eye Opening Child/Adult 4 Spontaneously Spontanesously 4 3 To Speech To Speech 3 2 To Pain To Pain 2 1 No Response No Response 1 Best Verbal Response 5 Coos, Babbles Oriented 5 4 Irritable cries Confused 4 3 Cries To Pain Inapp. Words 3 2 Moans, Grunts Incomprehensible 2 1 No response No response 1 Best Motor Response 6 Spontaneous Obays Commands 6 5 Localizes pain Localizes Pain 5 4 Withdrawls f/ pain Withdrawls f/ pain 4 3 Flexion(decorticate) Flexion(decorticate)3 2 Extension(Decereb.) Extension(Decereb.) 2 1 No Response No Response 1 _____=TOTAL ->(GCS Intubate!)20 kg 10-20 kg 90 radial 50-90 femoral

What Does It Matter?
Ok,my friends and family this should be easy for you..Define "shake" There,are many that have written about their lifes influence,their friends and even their loves..Many,have asked me"who are you,shake"? Now,you have a chance to answer that question..Think,you can? There,among you that have gotten that close to be able to answer that Question.. I,am many or just one person..This,is yours to choose.. I,have left many comments on your stashs..Rated you high..Not,because I seek anything in return..I,have read your blogs,watched your videos..You,have given me insight to your thoughts and feelings..Not,many would ever let that happen in life beyond this computer..Think,about it,think about what Ive left you in your stashs..Then,one day you will read a comment that will make you laugh,then the thought process begins..Who,is shake? To my family and Friends.. Im,leaveing fubar..It`s not that I havent had fun meeting people from all over this big blue marble..It`s time to say goodbye and

My Soul
H-K's, fivesevens, forty-five's, magnums, still keep the plastic glock, cause that shit is drastic, when it comes to poppin heat, I got the shit mastered, if I put the semi on, I'll kill yo ass faster. Concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, drop you in the river, watch yo ass just sink, concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, Detroit river, watch yo ass just sink. 6 mile, wolfpack, we carry that heat, pop you in the dome, watch yo ass just leak, you had a twenty-two, but that shits not sweet, you thought you was a man, now yo ass just meat. 6 mile's hard and your crew is weak, you thought you was a don, but your future looks bleak, layin in the streets and yo ass looks beat, I put you in the trunk, and yo body just wreeks. Happy Halloween, I got a trick for your treat, some concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet. I stepped out the game, came back and got drafted, 6-mile LA down, PA's get blasted, wolfpack, n

Jana's Musings
I apologize if I have been crankier than usual to some of you today and/or a bit spacy. On top of the usual kid junk I'm having to deal with: Last night I chipped part of the back of one of my teeth so that hurts like heck. My son broke my TV this morning and I can't afford to fix it or get a new one. About 5 minutes ago I discovered something happened with the aerator on my sons fish tank so his 4th birthday present, his gold fish, is dead. On payday, we discovered the check was cut in half and I have checks bouncing so I'm stressed about that. I'm sorry, I don't mean to take it out on anybody. PS. Oh and my son took the fish out of the tank himself to "make him swim" and then was crying about his poor fishy. A dame that knows the ropes isn't likely to get tied up. A hard man is good to find. A woman in love can't be reasonable - or she probably wouldn't be in love. Any time you got nothing to do - and lots of time to do it - come on up. Anything

Random Stuff
Today's rank #314 woohoo!! Today's Rank: #944 9-01-2010 Today I made it to level 26.....let's see how long it takes to level again :P

Imposters!
Yesterday, a firestorm was created when a nosey person thought they would step into my bottle and demand something that they had no right to. I woke up to find some shithead using my pic. We all read that earlier. I wrote to a bunch of bouncers to get some much needed help. One replied, FyrTygress. As we talked in the shoutbox I copy/pasted our conversation into this blog so that when I got home I could reaccess what was said so that I could take action on my own. Apparently, Achilles or her saw it before I got home and it got turned around in a bad way. That being I manipulated the text to make it look like she was at fault in some way. Removing my words and name from the dialogue to show a one-sided point of view. Which when using the old shoutbox all it shows is one name and not both until you use the newer version. Which displays both. She was hurt, which I can understand. In no way did I change anything in the text of the conversation. Only saved it to protect myself later

Blood & Trust.
give me some religion pass the wine 'cause this time I can't hold it in like I always did give me some more TV make it loud, make believe I've a desperate need for some company attention this is not a test help me get this moving target off my chest from my closest friends save me from this hopelessness talk some sense into this head I'll stop this endless S.O.S. treading water with weights around my neck a shipwreck of reckless accidents overboard and I'm about to quit head first and dive in this deep end abandon ship 'cause it's sinking way too quick give me some forgiveness and I'll try 'cause this time if I pull the pin I'll be blown to bits give me some more music I'll sit and read the lyrics like a bible, a gospel, a sing-along attention this is not a test swim to shore before unconsciousness my hands feel like they’re made of bricks save me from my recklessness talk some sense into this head I'll stop this endless S.O.S. treading water wi

Poems
2 years ago at this time i was sleeping from being up 24 hours driving to get away from a storm that was unbelieveble.... i was woken up by my husband at the time crying thanking me for making him leave slidell ... our home... he was gonna stay and wait the storm out... he had told me there was no contact with slidell they lost all signal.... i was scared to death thankful that he had come with me.... then it hit me hard i thought of my children and there dad! last i heard he wasnt leaving he was staying... and with no phones ... tv ... no wazy of communication i was worried if my kids would ever see there father again...actually the only way of communication was nextel walkie talkie... . then i sat there and all i could hear about was new orleans they never ever said anything about slidell... just like now no hardly no words talked about slidell or mississippi who were hit the hardest out side of st bernard. and some what the east... 2 days later i finally got ahold of there dad he

Random Stuff
Another one from Dark Prof Have you ever gotten into an accident with you parents' car? Yeah, but nothing serious....although i did get the bumper hung up in someone's wheel well lol don't ask. Ever thought of just picking up and moving far away? Yep, did it too What's the wallpaper on your computer? a picture of me, KC, and Misty What is the last thing/person you took a picture of? ummm i think it was of Adam. What was the most difficult decision you've ever had to make? to leave everyone i knew and loved behind when i moved. Name a band/artist you like that isn't that popular. no idea What is the first vehicle you recall your parents/guardians owning? ummm it was a big pink buick lol i think You only have $5 for the whole week; What do you buy with it? Food. What was the worst job you've ever had? hmmm i would have to say micky d's Have you ever seen counterfeit money? yup Have you ever lost a pet you were attached to? Several. It is

Life
my brother and our family needs prayers ..my brother is 31 has 5 kids and works more then full-time as a mechanic ..yesterday at work while balancing a tire it blow up in his face and he has not had sight sense plz keep all of us in your prayers we need it he goes to the eye dr this afternoon pray its only temporary lol got a new cat yesterday and she loves to kiss i mean by that she will put her mouth on urs and sty there till you muah her lol tonight she is trying to make out with me lol im dying inside inside im lost inside i feel pain inside im dead im lost i cant find my way home im lost in peril i cant find the way ive lost the path wheres the way god im lost lost in my fears lost in everything

Etcetera
This one is over. My thanks to all who helped. ........................................... HELP NEEDED URGENTLY!!!!!!! I'm in a give away for a one year VIP. Need 60,000 comments. Click image MUST FINISH BY MIDNIGHT TONIGHT!!!!!!! LESS THAN 8,000 COMMENTS TO COMPLETE !!!!! ONLY HAVE UNTIL THE 19th MAY TO COMPLETE. REALLY NEED SOME HELP ON THIS!!!!!! Hmmmmmm. Seems that as soon as a person has something to do with one Family or another the BS starts. Well I've had enough BS. Don't like Drama, don't want Drama. If I want BS I'll go work on a farm, at least there I can shovel it out of my way and it smells better. I'm going back to doing my own thing of being a truly independant bomber. Can't live with that.... take me me off your Family list. Real Easy! Want me to help.... ask. Oh yeah, I have friends in several Families. I don't care about the inter-Family BS. My friends are my friends for who they are and not the Family they run with. LIVE

My Uncontrolled Rambles!!!
took my tabe test this morning.. i think i did ok. cant wait till friday to see how i did. i am going to be starting school in August to be a CNA. hate the bees more than ever!! cant wait to find a new slave labor job!!!! Today was really shitty. Everything just seemed to go wrong. my pay check sucked.. now im short on rent. work blew the other prep cook called off and out list was double a normal list for some odd reason. my best friend wrecked his truck, and when i came home and checked the mail my electric bill was there.. and its $260. OMG.. its double what my highest bill ever was. if my day keeps going like this i might just have to kill someone :(

Random
C- Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness. Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty. Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women. Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer. Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart. Carnophobia- Fear of meat. Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed. Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places. Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting. Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors. Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas. Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia) Chaetophobia- Fear of hair. Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia) Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals. Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety. Chionophobia- Fear of snow. Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched. Chirophobia- Fear of hands. Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera. Chorophobia- Fear of dancing. Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money. Chromopho

Saving Casey
Hey thanks to everyone who reviewed the last chapter. I was told to lean your head back when your nosebleeds so thats what I put. I have the characters OOC because I need them to be for this story. Yes anemia is a sign of Leukemia, I'm using it as a sign so Derek won't know whats wrong with her just yet until they tell him. Keep him in suspense and completely clueless. So heres the next chapter The next morning. George and Derek were loading up the SUV with the last bit of luggage that they were taking along on the trip and everyone else where getting there last minute items that they were taking along with them, such as, CD players, Ipods, books, toys for Marti to keep them content on the long drive to Florida. Casey was brushing her hair and grabbed her bag as she heard her mom yelling for her to hurry up, she started for the door and quickly turned around to grab the bottle of pills and headed downstairs, out the door to the car. George was closing the back hatch, Ed

Confussion
Sitting , watching and waiting, slowley the answers come........nothing said and nothing given yet still the answers come, is all that it once seemed, heart and soul, neither seem given, hearing words so sweet they seem but how true they may be, remains to be seen, yet slowly the answers come It never fails to amaze me how, in this life it seems that, just when you start to get back on your feet once more and everything seems just right, something happens to pull it all away from you once again.... It would seem that through sheer coincidence, someone very very special to me has mis-read something that maybe a thousand people had, at that time the same status I had for mine, but it woud seem that because someone else in my family had the same status it was read that the two were in some way related.....I can not speak for the other person, or know whom their status was relating to but I feel it was not for me.....so I guess it can be read in many ways by different people at

Stuff
All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be, I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate school mountain, but there in the sand pile at school... These are the things I learned: Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work some every day. Take a nap every afternoon. When you go out in the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands and stick together. Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup: the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that. Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little see

Our Troops!!! God Bless Them
The last sentence is the best) Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching

Just Blogging!
At school, a boy is told by a classmate that most adults are hiding at least one dark secret, and that this makes it very easy to blackmail them by saying, "I know the whole truth" -- even when you don't know anything. The boy decides to go home and try it out. As he is greeted by his mother at the front door he says, "I know the whole truth." His mother quickly hands him $20 and says, "Just don't tell your father." Quite pleased, the boy waits for his father to get home from work, and greets him with, "I know the whole truth." The father promptly hands him $40 and says, "Please don't say a word to your mother." Very pleased, the boy is on his way to school the next day, when he sees the mailman at his front door. The boy greets him by saying, "I know the whole truth." The mailman drops the mail, opens his arms and says, "Then come give your FATHER a big hug." There once was a lady who was tired of living alone. So she put an ad in the paper which outlined her requirements.

Chris
Tired of being single,been single my whole life.

Poems
The Darkness calls to you Beckoning throughout the night Oh you lost and lonely soul So wounded and so wise The spirits whisper your name They reach out to your mind But don't be afraid The unknown lies before you The ordinary lies behind This new world is black and cold But still feels so much more like home With every shadow you embrace With every fear that you face You know danger lurks behind every corner As does a dark beauty, a strange solitude An intriguing mystery, an unimaginable incident You are not blind like the others No veil of disbelief covers your eyes You see and hear and understand The Darkness gives you sight Gives you faith, gives you truth Gives you that much needed sanctuary To shield you from this life Oh you wandering and weary soul So miserable and so misunderstood The Darkness heeds your cries And offers you a place to stay A place to rest, a place to hide Whether your spirit is tormented Or content and at peace The Darkness w

Shadows Depth
Alone in this room… Silence of darkness moving around me… In this room My shadow is ma only mate… Gonna brk up this world coz No one gonna listen today The judgment will start wid ma melody Flood will go through this house storm will get destructive… Y u cant feel me? Y u don’t listen to me Y u cant’t find me? U cant brk ma heart U cant stop ma rhytm… I’ll brk everything n Make it as new Bt u wont b in my reality U wont b in my dream Go bk to ur room Destroy ur fake reality We r being enemy But u just can’t recognize Cause im just a mirror Where everything reflects except the errors A mirror that reflects u A mirror that views ur purified reflection All the pains u feel Is nothing but REAL N im laughing Coz u were silently watching Feel the pressure in ur mind Coz there u can feel me Who’s not acting kind M I just a voice??? Don’t u think-Im nothing but a freak

Life
So was the 70's like this? Did my parents have to wonder and worry about the same things I do? Was the world a better place back then? Was the news just as negative and make you say hmmmmmm everyday? I don't think so, I guess I will have to call my parents today. I seen on the news the other day about a man killing his wife and 4 children here in Mason. What the hell is wrong with people? Why did he snap? How could someone do this to their family? Yes this happens everyday, all over this country. We seem to be blind to it until hit hits close to home. Then we wonder, we think, we feel remorse for everyone involved, including the crazy dad. I am pretty sure back in the 70's, the only thing you had to worry about was a serial killer or two. Not your own family I see on the news everyday how there is a killing here and there all over this city. Even on streets I walked so many times as a kid. Places I would hang out all of the time. How have we allowed our neighborhoods to b

What's Up With This
A lot of words have been written about the summer of 1977 it was the year Elvis passed; the Bronx burned and it was the summer of Son of Sam. Those are bad memories that people tend to dwell on can't somebody think of something good that came out of the summer of 77 2007 marks the 10th anniversary of the passing Lady Diana; she was an ambassador to the world before during and after her marriage to Prince Charles.She was grace personified whether it was going through a hospital ward or dining at the White House no one can forget her smile when she greeted people or the way people just wanted to be near her. The British royals took a dislike to her attitude because she was the future of the empire and now she's gone but not forgotten in our hearts and minds she's very much alive and will be forever. Here it is the beginning of the end for Summer and some how I'm not going to miss it when it's over and done with. The reason I think that I hate summers lately is because when you're you

Starting A Bomber Family
I wanted to put this back on top so that all the members, new and old can read this... This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. If more than one family member is in a contest NO OFFICIAL help can come from the family, so it is better to check with me and let's make sure there is only one family member in any given contest to make sure we are effective at winning the ones we do enter. We bomb for contest that involve winning real priz

Tunes
You know what,if you're at work and MIGHT get in trouble for being online, then stay off the freakin internet!!! A freaking pic of a coupon people, come on!!!! " /> (repost of original by 'Silver-Angels of Submission-' on '2007-08-03 19:47:58') (repost of original by 'Ðj Ðrå¢ †hê våmþïrê ¢ð ðwñêr 𣠆hê våmþïrê§ låïr' on '2007-08-03 19:49:53') (repost of original by 'DJ~NightAngel~Vamperv~Princess~VDC~Knightwing's WIFE.' on '2007-08-07 07:34:35') " />

Just Stuff
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

My Health
What is a friend? For that fact what dose it mean to be a best friend? I'm not one to burden others with my problem but life really sucks and over the last twenty years or so it just keeps dealing me one bad hand after another, each one worse than the one before. They say that God don't give us things we can't handle but dam if my cup don't runnith over already! I guess my bad luck started about three years ago when I took in a bimbo bitch. In less than six months she made me get rid of my roommate and not long after that she had me arrested for domestic dispute. When I got out of the county jail two and a half months later coz the state drop the charges for lack of evidence she was gone…so was my apartment, my car, twenty thousand dollars of PA gear which I used to make a living with as a sound tech, my pass ports and everything else I owned in the world. It has not been easy to bounce back; heaven knows I always have before. A very short time after the above fiasco I was diag

News
If you could travel back in time , would you be a pirate ? Take all you can get , and give nothing in return ! McKerricher State Beach — On July 11, 2007 Tad Ulatowski and several unidentified witnesses observed a predatory attack by a white shark at McKerricher State Beach, which is located 3 miles North of Fort Bragg. The sky was clear and it was 7 PM. Ulatowski reported; “A large shark was observed by myself and several other individuals at the seal observation deck. It was chasing a small harbor seal about 20 meters from our location. The shark made a sudden lunge at the seal and the shark's head was briefly seen above the surface as well as the dorsal fin. After the apparent attack the seal could not be seen again but no blood was visible. The entire incident lasted less than 30 seconds.” Please report any shark sighting, encounter, or attack to the Shark Research Committee.

Personal Thoughts
Three and a half years ago my dear friend Cecily died from cancer. She was 33. She left behind my good buddy, and her loving husband, Jim, and their 2 year old daughter. Today she talked to Jim. Told him she loved him. Jim was waiting on a call and wanted to use a certain room in his house where there is no phone. So he plugged in an extra phone that he didn't normally use. He doesn't use it because it has an answering machine on it. When he plugged it in, he noticed there were some old messages on it. So he pushed the "play" button. The first message hadn't played a tenth of a second before he realized it was the voice of his dearly beloved wife. In his words (from an email I got from him today) "I gasped. It sucked the air out of the room, maybe out of the country. I burst into tears as if I'd been slapped, and yet it was from surprise, not pain. Even as I sat there weeping, hearing her voice talking to me in the very terms whose loss has riven my heart these three and a half y

Videos I Made
THIS IS A NEW ONE I MADE FOR MY MAN IN MY LIFE. HE IS PROUD OF ME AND HE WANTS ME TO PUT IT ON TO SHARe IT WITH ALL OF YOU HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY. http://www.livevideo.com FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL, ENJOY IT HUN.

Lyrics From The Distant Past
"Watching" by K.L. Scott 5/91 I can only move my eyes, watching you watching me My body's paralyzed, watching you, watching me What will you do?, Who will move first? Your eyes are evil, they place their curse Never a blink, a showdown stare I'm watching you, from under hair... I can only move my eyes, watching you watching me My body's paralyzed, watching you watching me You move around, you break the bind I'm losing you, I've lost my mind You start to shout, "Stop watching me!" But I've learned almost everything... (Guitar solo) Watching you watching me, -you see the eyes of insanity Watching you watching me, I watch your eyes as you're watching me... go crazy.. Watching you watching me, -you see the eyes of insanity Watching you watching me, Look into me eyes and you will see.. I'm crazy.. "The Warlord" by K.L.Scott, 1991-93 I see a door that says "Do not enter!", ...I give a mighty kick I pull my sword and I start to swing, ...The blood is runni

My Poetry
You brought me to the bridge you built of intoxicated nostalgia and romance fantasies, and as I crossed to the other side I evaporated, condensed, and fell as fresh tears. But I turned around in time to see my liquid reflection clinging to the rail. Claws in skin. You blinded me with a starry night and paralyzed me with what ifs, so that before I could react or see my heart some how got stuck to you. I did my best to rip it away, but flecks of you remained. Wool on velcro. You laid me down upon my back and exposed what no one else could. I was caressed with careful hands of electric current and silky words like "gorgeous" and "delicious," but as the distance grew greater each time it got harder to hear your song. Coda to decrescendo. You hid me in a secret drawer and while I waited in the blissful darkness, you always left the light on for her. She finally broke back inside with her hand-crafted key made from silver-tongued lies and jewel encrusted promi

Vampire
Author Bram Stoker, while in the throes of outlining what would become his famous horror story about an insidious Transylvanian count, planned to call his villain (and the novel) Wampyr. It doesn't take too long to figure out that wampyr is a Balkanesque word for vampire. But, as mentioned earlier in this report, Stoker stumbled onto the legends of Prince Dracula, and a name that has been unspoken in most parts of the world for centuries was resurrected to human consciousness � in a landmark way. If anything about the true-life Dracula stirred Stoker's blood, and chilled it at the same time, it was no doubt the stories he read of the man's cruelty toward his fellow Romamians. Even if the Gothic writer had not been searching for a particular prototype, how could he resist fashioning his nosferatu after he whom history books called the Impaler? Stoker couldn't use a lightweight to serve as his model of evil, and Dracula, in no way a lightweight, must have stretched Stoker's alr

Allmylifexoxo
a really good friend of mine was in a bad motorcycle accident the other day...he broke his arm, has his jaw wired shut, and may not walk again...he is only 20, full of life....he is a cali bro to the core, so losing his ability to walk or drive a truck or ride a bike would destroy him...please keep him in ur prayers, he means alot to me..thank you and always wear you helmet!!! well there ya go....listening to the same old music but the feeling has left me....that feeling of being looked at for more then a friend,it starts with a good bye, and ends in tears... and the middle is sadness and grief, losing someone so close to you hurts...hurts worse then you can imagine, i guess im going to have to cry until i have no more tears, i guess im going to have to look at my heart in a few pieces instead of being whole....and one day a man will come along and help me pick up whats left of me.. he will hold me in strong, gentle arms, look into my eyes and tell me its ok to be sad , and its ok to l

Light At The End Of The Tunnell
Tues July 31st marked the 9th week since I started the paper work for my wage replacement disability insurance. First check is finally in the mail today. I never said I was a patient person. The older I get the less patient I become. But I think I did rather well waiting for them to get their ass's in gear. I only drove my friends mildly crazy,(ok maybe a bit more that mild). I did call the main number to ask the status of my claim every other day. And knowing that they would never give me the real address to their office I did not hoard gas in my car so I could drive east to "talk" in person. I did how ever learn who my friends are. And I was very surprised at the level of help. I will never be able to give back all they gave me. And I'm not just talking money, which did help a lot! They hauled my sorry butt to the store, vacuumed my living and dining room. Dragged me out to dinner or lunch or both to make sure I ate healthy more than once a week. And unhealthy at least once

Survey Says...poomse!
Ok so after much debate (not really) I received my answer on my MuMM. By a vote of 26 to 20 I was asked to talk about Poomse or forms. Poomse is the set movements used in martial arts, in this case Tae Kwon Do. In other styles they refer to these as Kata. In Korean they are called Hyung. In all cases these are ways for one to learn how to move while striking, kicking, and blocking. These forms can be simple 2 or three step forms to massively complicated 70 + movements. My most recent form has 31 movements, not including stances (foot placement). many of these originated from one practitioner that would specialize in these types of movements, others were developed by groups of instructors and approved by the governing Kwan's (heads of Organization/style). In the organization I am a part of we use the Tae Guek forms along with Ki Bon basic forms. There are 3 Ki Bon forms and 8 Tae Guek forms. Ki Bon 1 Ki Bon 2 Ki Bon 3 Tae Guek Il Jang Tae Guek Ee Jang Tae Guek Sa Jang

Words2
I dropped by to see you late last night But you were out like a light wrapt in the calm cool insanity of sleep. Death is a good disguise for late at night Wrapping all its games in its calm garden But what happens when the guests return and all unmask and you are asked to leave for want of a smile But still we run and laugh and play oblivious of the arrivial of the calm cool morning -------------------------------------------------- I am troubled immeasurably by your eyes I long for the whisper in your soft replies A thousand voices run thick Disdain And my words hide What your soul already knows The monster has reared its ugly head once again Ripping at your heart with its best intentions Plugging into your soul Draining you Tapping in like a warm connector But when the story’s told And the truth is known The beast shall once again Remain alone Flattery means nothing When your angel’s flown away Presiding in her chaste, majestic gl

Poetry..words Of Meaning In My Life.
The stars streaked across the deep blue night Out into the world without the slightest bit of fright To the north and south, not a thing would stir My thoughts echoed, and in my head they blurred The rocks were scattered across the river before me With each step I took, it became harder to see The moonlight only reached so far The dark paths ahead seemed so hard Through the trees I now walk And to the smiling moon I talk Though no reply is received Every thought is believed Starlight faded to dawn in my eyes A tear came to my eye as I watched the twilight die The reality of my life soon faded into dreams And to this day, I still wonder what it all means My thoughts are scattered like the clouds above No light breaks through It veils all love My expression is as hard as the trees I pass by The limbs pat me on the shoulder And my spirit begins to fly Cue the sunrise on another dark day It struggles to rise But I still make my way So I turn the page on the book

Cujos House Of Pain
Oh shit Zug Izland is playing the boardwalk on Oct 10th. Fuck yeah I will be there. Yeah so I have been sick for almost 2 months. Just getting to the end of it where I have just a slight cough. So sitting at a red Light yesterday and cough and blam one of my ribs on the left hand side of my body pop out hell of loud and pop back into place. I cant breath from the shock and the pain shooting through my body and I start to pass out. Luckly I get off the road and spend the next 10 to 15 minutes relearning how to breath. So the rest of the night I try not to cough which means of course I cough, my holy body learns new meanings of pain and tears are flowing easily. Damn maybe icy hot this shit and get a good nights sleep will help. Nope my bad. Wake up and cant hardly move. Whole body is in pain, and I know I have to go to emergency room as my roommates are telling me to. Well dropping 100 (thank you medical insurance) I get told rib popped out and back in, but bruised a w

The Cowboy
I am starting a new chapter in my relationship. It feels wierd but I love him. If I never would of went to that bar I never would of kissed him. And we would not be where we are today. I know it sounds funny but he makes me happy. And though he kept a secret from me at first and I understand why. I am anxious about getting married to someone who is going to be in the Army. But I do not see that.. I see his loving personality and his smile. I look forward to spending my life with him I never thought I could care about someone sooo much and there be this connection. I have this man in my life now. Very different from the others and I am not sure how to handle him. He treats me like a Queen sometimes and knows what I like. I am nervous about him. Just talking to him has it's ways. And he has been there for me. I am happy to know I put a smile on his face after a long day. I am not use to someone being so into me and caring like he does. I hope it works...I know I can depend on him kicki

Linda Goodman Sun Signs
The ARIES Employee "/ scad it very loud and clear I went and shouted in his ear And when I found the door was locked I pulled and pushed and kicked and knocked. "But it's no use going back to yesterday Because I was a different person then." A job interview with a prospective Aries employee, if he's a typical ram, might run something like this: EMPLOYER: I see from your resume and references that you've been with six different firms in the past two years, Mr. Bootsikaris. ARIES: Call me Charlie, Mr. Flaxman. Yes, I believe in trying to advance myself. When you outgrow a job, what's the point of staying in a position where there's nothing more you can learn and nothing more you can contribute to the company? EMPLOYER: That's just what bothers me, Char-uh, Mr. Bootsikaris. I'm afraid you may outgrow us in a short ' time, also, after we've spent the money to train you. ARIES: I thought that might concern you. But you don't have to worry. I've investigated you

Meligirl
I just got back from the vet's office with Abby. She weighs 7.7 lbs now. Two weeks ago, she weighed in at 5.6 lbs. She is really growing fast and has a healthy appetite. Of course, the vet thinks not only does she have terrier, but schnauzer as well. I am so happy with her. She is smart, playful, and a good little pup. You gotta love a good nurse. A motorcycle patrolman was rushed to the hospital with an inflamed appendix. The doctors operated and advised him that all was well. However,the patrolman kept feeling something pulling at the hairs in his crotch. Worried that it might be a second surgery the doctors hadn't told him about, he finally got enough energy to pull his hospital gown up enough so he could look at what was making him so uncomfortable. Taped firmly across his pubic hair were three wide strips of adhesive tape, the kind that doesn't come off easily. Written in large black letters was the sentence: "Get well soon....from the

Mahtal Speaks !
That's right 2 life sentences, followed by 2 40 year sentences.

A Webpage Share Of Mine
http://www.angelfire.com/la3/louisianawoman36/Anyway.html "Something" http://www.angelfire.com/la3/louisianawoman36/Something.html My newest page on my website.. Check it out if you like and sign my guestbook. www.angelfire.com/la3/louisianawoman36/GiveMeTime.html

Others
IM JUST WANTED TO KNOW DO NE OF MY FRIENDS GOT YAHOO WOULDNT MINE ME HAVEING IT I NEED PPL TO TALK TO WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO THIS REMINDS ME OF TAINTED & RAY OF FAWKIN SUNSHINE LOL Gothic Rebels Family Guidelines Prior to Joining you must have a salute picture. You must be willing to bomb, If you do not know what bombing is then you do not need to join the family and waist your time and ours. If you are accepted you will be placed on probation until further notice and you be wearing NC = New Recruit on the side of ur name along wit the family name example Johm Doe NC of Gothic Rebels Family. During probation we will NOT bomb any contest or giveaways for you. This is due to the many people joining using us to win a contest then disappearing. DO NOT add The Gothic Rebels Family to your name until you are off probation. Just because you join the us does not mean you will receive any tags or rewards until you prove yourself to us. Just because you have The Gothic Rebel

F*** The Haters
i havent really been hearin a lot about haters and shit but, WTF is it... downwdrater week? shit...where do they come from and how do i get rid of them.. they are like a bugger stuck to your finger you just cant shake...shit, sshit , shit!! go AWAY...far AWAy OK I FEEL BETER..PEACE Y'ALL what the fuck is up with all this bullshit fucking drama disguised as bulletins? haters and bitcher EVERYWHERE. people actually wanting me to repost..or..take sides in the shit...fucking people. keep your dirties to yourself. sneaking in these "catch phrases" to get you to click the bulletin to find out it isnt AT ALL what the subject title is. if you retards post the title of what is REALLY in your bullein you KNOW we wont read it. you wana gossip, air you dirties, bhitch , snivel, complain..PICK UP YOUR PHONE ANF CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND, BUDDY OR MOMMY...LEAVE THIS CRAP OUT OF THE BULLETINS...SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKING HATERZ Fuck the haters, bouncers, fascism, censorship, absolutists, op

My Lyrics
She, strutted in like a ball of fire she, said baby can you take me higher she, was used to fine luxuries she, said baby can I have all I see I, said thats fine but you can't have me I ain't got time for women with money on their mind Shes, just a whore waitin for a wallet to walk through the door She, strutted in like a ball of fire she, was used to walking a fine line between what she really wants and how much she really has to flaunt She strutted in like a ball of fire You could tell she was a bit wild In and out of the sheets Wherever she went she was the treat She strutted in like a ball of fire She had that look in her eye You know the one I'm talkin' about She says "babe you better payout!" She strutted in like a ball of fire! If I could find the words That meant the most to you I would write them down And send them off to you But we don't mean everything we say We just go on living our own way So if you see me Standing o

Some Things A Friend Of Mine Wrote
February 02, 2007 THE CANDLE LITE,..THE STROKE OF YOUR HANDS IN MY HAIR AS WE MADE LUV,THE WAY YOU KISSED ME SO PASSIONATELY,...THESE THINGS, MADE ME REALIZE IT WAS YOU...NO ONE ELSE HAD TOUCHED ME SO GENTLE, SAID THEY NEEDED ME, LUVED ME',....YES BABY FEEL ME,KNOW THAT I LUV U',...JUST THE WAY YOU ARE ,..... March 02, 2007 SO GENTLE IS HIS HANDS,..WHEN THEY TOUCH HER.HE HOLDS HER LIKE SHES A PRECIOUS GEM...MAYBE SHE DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHY BUT SHE LIKES THE FEEL AND THE THINGS HE SAYS TO HER LATE AT NIGHT....HE RUNS HIS FINGERS THREW HER DARKENED HAIR,SOMETIMES TEARS COMES TO HIS EYES KNOWING HE CANT BE WITH HER EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY...TRUE MAYBE SHE DOESNT COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND WHY HE FEELS SO STRONGLY LIKE THIS FOR HER BUT SHE NEVER WANTS IT TO END,...... April 03, 2007 IT NEVER WAS ABOUT THE LOOKS BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM,...IT WAS THE UNDERSTANDING THEY HAD FOR ONE ANOTHERS FEELINGS ..SOME HOW THEY CONNECTED ON A LEVEL THAT HAD BEEN BEEN MISSING FOR YEARS FOR THE BOTH...E

Random...
So where do i begin? My anger is at the boiling point. So yesterday was hell at work. I had to go to trial for the bastards that robbed me over a year ago. No fun...another reset for them cause they won't take the deal. So more pain and the possible fear of one making his bond. So of course, my co-workers are the best, tell me whatever I need just call for they protect our own. So, I spent the afternoon working away and talking to my best friend explaining my worries. Leaving my phone for I didn't have time to talk for I was going from one place to the next with the guys and my bosses knew where I was at all times. When I get back to my office, I see several text messages from several people. One was understandable for she was worried but knew what was up for I told her how my day may be. She knows I will lay low if needed. I did lay low but it was work. The other...well let just say if I told you that I would call you to hang out I would. Don't ever assume a damn thing. And sorry if I

Myyearbook Battle
im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx

Help Needed Here
ALL MY FRIENDS I AM IN A GIVE AWAY PLEASE HELP ME OUT . I STILL NEED A 12K FOR A 7 DAY BLAST . I ALWAYS HELP WHEN NEEDED AND ALWAY LEVEL WHEN A POST GOES OUT YET I CANT GET MUCH HELP WHEN I NEED PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU HELP ME OUT . [ fubar.com photo: 114034837 ] these are friends who are in contest please help them out any love is better then no love http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=1135754443 she always helps when needed http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=985374&albumid=568093&i=733482737 his family is in the bombfest and he cant bomb himself yet so please so all the love you got thanks http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&albumid=474805&i=4136276600 IN NEED OF HELP CATCHING UP OR GGETTING AHEAD PLEASE COME HELP ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED

Meh.....
so should I be all or all Can't makeup my mind..... Its in the about me under the lyrics for gwen stefani's song .... ckick the arrow wow my voice on my page ... noway!

Love Poems & Story's Some I Worte Some I Copyed
one nite the moon asked a boy if you love her then why do you not tell her the boy repiled i love her to much to scare her and she is already with someone the moon replied if you love her then tell her and see how she feels towards you then you love can be the next the boy went to the one he loves to tell her and found her beaten on the floor crying he picked her up and took her home he layed her down and cleaned her wounds and as he did he looked her in the eyes and said i love you so much but i have been so scard to tell you the girl replied for all this time i have loved you as well but was to scared to till you then last nite the moon told me of a boy that would come and save me and when i told the moon i was with a boy and he did this to me and then you came and saved me are you the boy the moon told me about he cryed and said yes i am for the moon told me last nite that i should come to you and tell you i loved you over time their love grew and flurished they where unseperatable

No One Cares And Fake Friends
i am goin to bed and want to see if any one cares and who my friends are ? i got so many on my list yet no one really talks to me or reads my bulletins. why add some one if you arent goin to talk to them or anything? lol funny title i know but thats the small things in life that make me happy lol walmart shoes and hairdye lol........oh and new make up lol i am such a dork today sucks otherwise it is raining and lightning and me and the loin fruit are stuck in the effin house...argh. but yay new shoes and hairdye make my day HA HA FOUND THIS IN THE URBAN DICTIONARY TOO.... sex A painful activity in which a man, using the stiffest and pointiest part of his pelvic region, repeatedly stabs a female in her crotch until he feels satisfied. Can also take place between two men, in which one male stabs the other in the bum. Lesbian "sex" may be fun and all, but it aint real sex unless there is some sort of stabbling going on, perhaps with a cleverly shaped hand

First Fubar Blog..
Thats my daughters temp this morning. I am taking her to her DR office at 2:45 this afternoon. They can only get her in with a physicians assistant. I hope shes ok. After I gave her some tylenol this morning she was holding the medicine spoon and her hand was all skakey. Im worried... They checked her ears, her nose, and all that good stuff. Couldnt find anything. I told them that she woke up this morning grabbing her diaper so they wanted to take a urine sample. They put this plastic bag on her and we waited around trying to get her to pee. We sat there for over an hour, finally they sent us home with the supplies to take the sample to the lab when she finally pees. Well I just got back from taking that to the lab at the hospital. if she doesnt have a bladder infection.. they dont know whats wrong. Could be something viral and if thats the case there is no medicine for a virus.. so pretty gay appointment if you ask me. Shes not running a fever right now, but she was this morning and e

Movies
Christian Bale is an amazing actor!!! ----------------- --------------- -------------------- I love this scene he gets so upset --------------------- yet more great acting!! ---------------------- Great opening scene As one I will meet the sum of my own memories Inner seeking silence And know that I am just a shell outside I too have sacred joys inside of me This fear, I fight comforting silent side So free through flight comforting silence Infinity within my consciousness An ever expanding sphere Immortal spark ignites Spreads by the air of bliss Embracing warmth that heals No fear nor fight comforting silence So free through flight comforting silent side Ok so I love Dream Theater, and I love the drums... here is a kid rocking out to some of my favorite songs. ------------------

One Of My Poems
If I held you in my arms tonight I would not let go. To passions burning with so much light, a love I thought I'd never know. With your head, close to my heart, we silently listen to the rain. A moment in time, loves new start. we have bannished each others pain. Let the tears fall if need be. I'll always stand by your side tall. And let our love keep us free.. ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate To my eyes deceived The light that you shined. My pains not been releived, By lifes silver line. My eyes again see death, And life for what they are. Finally I get to rest, My soul has traveled so far. My scar'd up wrist's Are just a map of hells mist in a poets rap. My life is ending, I can feel the pain that my heart keeps sending, straight to my brain. With a final cut I start to bleed, No more lust, I'm finally freed... ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate Within a page, I am reborn Poetry within my blood. Never again will I be torn I've ended my s

Best Breast And Cleavage Contest Starting At Midnight Comment Bombing Needed Please!!
OK HERE IS THE DEAL IF YOU ADD ME AS A FRIEND OR WHAT EVER THEN YOU START TALKIN TO ME AND ASKING ME QUESTIONS LIKE DO I WANT YOUR DICK AND HOW DO I LIKE TO BE FUCKED THEN I ASK YOU POLITELY TO SHOW ME RESPECT.... DONT GET YOUR EGO HURT THEN CALL ME NAMES AS IN A FAT UGLY BITCH BECAUSE APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU ADD ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO TALK TO ME IN THAT MANNER FROM THE GET GO DONT EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME OR ADDING ME... YEAH I HAVE PICS ON HERE AND A LOT IN LINGERIE THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT DESERVE RESPECT IT MEANS IM CONFIDENT IN WHAT I LOOK LIKE WHAT YOU SAY DOESNT HURT MY FEELINGS BUT AS YOUR MOMMA SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU WHEN YOU WHERE YOUNGER IF YOU DONT HAVE NOTHIN NICE TO SAY DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!! IM TIRED OF THESE LOW LIFE GUYS ON HERE THAT ADD ME AS A FRIEND JUST TO SEE IF THEY CAN GET IN MY PANTS... IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN... IF YOU WNAT TO FLIRT AND BE FRIEND FINE BUT I AM A VERY OUTSPOKEN PERSON AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW W

Comment Bomb
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1074984&albumid=899858&i=1977280067 I'm in a contest.....yea I know I dont usually do them but please comment bomb my pets!! My fubar Stats My Info My Giftbox List Gifts Sent | List Gifts Received Heart from jb147(add yourself t... Official fubar Keg from LADY DI ... Diamond Earrings from claycastlesound - Do... Member ID: 211416 Member Since: Sep, 04 2006 Birthday: December, 14th Age: 40 Gender: Female Location: Pine Beach, NJ My Public Profile: (customize!) Referral Path: Red Core Interests: booze, smoking, movies, partying, traveling, volunteer work, ink Points: 170,137 [?] fuBucks: 151,647 [?] Referrals: 1 sent, 1 joined Idol --> Fu-gee 39,863 Points to go! Level: Idol (15) [?] Today's Rank: #180 Rating: 10.04 (1394) [?] Profile Views: 10,534 Fans: 509 See other members near me!

Great Lounges
i need to get drunk buy me a beer plz We got off the Titanic first. We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. We absently hum tunes from musicals without anyone being suspect of our sexuality. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin and gorgeous - guys look like complete idiots in ours. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. We can cry and get off speeding fines. We live longer, so we can be cantankerous old biddies wearing inappropriate clothes and shouting at strangers ... Men die earlier so we get to cash in on the life insurance. Taxis stop for us. We've never fancied a cartoon character or the central figure in a computer game. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 234 points to go plz rate, fan, and add me thx

Humor
OMGosh you just have to watch this. It's so funny, but so hot! Now if I could just get those two over to my place *teehee* FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door Massages my back and begs to do more. Send me a man who'll make love to my mind Knows how to answer to "How big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end And always be my very best friend. Amen MALE PRAYER I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with a firm body, big boobs, who owns a liquor store and a ! fishing boat. This doesn't rhyme and I don't care. Amen Thing to do in K-mart (and i have done some of this!) Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding the

Monday, August 13th, 2007
Of all of the new members in the last few days , please read the blog "Read before joining" and also "tips for successful bombing" I also post a blog every day and there mey be several blogs in that folder. That is how I keep in touch with you. If you get a shout or email from Rachel, she is the co-owner, or Zarrius the family manager....If you have any questions whatsoever, please feel free to ask any of us...but you can find the family officers in the photo album titled...you guessed it "family officers" Glad to have you all. Each new addition makes us a better , stronger bomber family..the best on the FU! Peggy Sue, Owner This si what we are bombing We meed two family members who love the family, love to bomb, and want to be recruiters....let me know if you might be interested. How I recruit is posting special bulletins often,posted blogs occasionally...but I also have a shout box message I spend alot of time shouting to random people and freinds(write it in a word do

Pagan Prose & Poems
Let me drink of Your waters That flow from Your spring, And ride Your mare's back To take me and bring, All the tree's secrets That are whispering low, To the winds in Your hair That speak as they blow. Let me fly with blue wings To Your moon dripping blood, And swim Your dark seas To Your bliss bearing flood Of all the Earth's passions That are whispering low, To the winds in Your hair That speak as they blow. Let me play in Your darkness That fills Your deep caves, And dance in the fires That are lit at the raves - Of all the Earth's children That are whispering low To the winds in Your hair That speak as they blow. How far have I come along the pathway from conception to the present. I have been the fetus growing in my mother's womb. I have been the infant loved and cherished, the child at play. I have been the teenager infatuated with love and life and the young woman on a splendid journey. I am the wife and mother and have shared my home

Good Karma
14 Best Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action Posted February 21st, 2007 by HappyOneaction anne frank compassion good karma help inspiration inspirational karma kindness peace quotes random acts of kindness take action wayne dyer world My 14 Favorite Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action: We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee. - Marian Wright Edelman Nobody made a greater mistake than he who did nothing because he could only do a little. - Edmund Burke Everything is perfect in the universe, including your desire to improve it. - Wayne Dyer Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. - Paulo Freire Everything you are against weakens you. Everything you are for empowers you. - Wayne

Angelface
AUDI Accelerates Under Demonic Influence BMW Beautiful Mechanical Wonder BUICK Big Ugly Indestructible Car Killer CHEVROLET Cheap, Hardly Efficient, Virtually Runs On Luck Every Time DODGE Drips Oil, Drops Grease Everywhere FIAT Failure in Italian Automotive Technology FORD First On Rust and Deterioration GM General Maintenance GMC Garage Man's Companion HONDA Happy Owners Never Drive Anything else.. HUMMER Huge Ultra-Magnificent Mega-Expensive Ride HYUNDAI Hope You Understand Nothing's Driveable And Inexpensive . . .. MAZDA Most Always Zipping Dangerously Along OLDSMOBILE Old Ladies Driving Slowly Make Others Behind Infuriatingly Late Everyday.. PROTON Possibly the Riskiest Option to Travel On-road Nowadays.. SAAB Swedish Automobiles Always Breakdown.. TOYOTA Too Often Yankees Overprice This

Truth
This has just gotten out of hand......boredom. Why is it when we get bored we find an insesive need to be validated buy others? I am very happy with being me and yet on occation, find my self needing the validation also. Is it a nother human nature thing or am I off and need help with something deeper. This seems stupid I am sure and then to others may seem to "deep" lol, but it is what I am thinking rite now. I am just bored and regardless of wanting to go out and do something, being married or having kids.......I do it all and still wind up with some level of boredom. Maybe I need something more? I just don't understand the crap one has to put up with on accation. the caliber in wich you have to put up with it and what the he#* is wrong with the people who dish it out. I don't put up with a lot and you have to be someone I really care for to put up with any of it but dam#, I still just don't get it. Am I so out of the ordanary that I tell people whats on my mind? That I don't an

Cool--i Can Post My Lyrics As Blogs!--yeah
EDIT# 2 MID-LIFE SUICIDE (STEVE LIEBERMAN) (JUNE 2006) gonna get me a lot of pills i'm gonna drink some whiskey gonna get me a pistol don't wanna do anything risky. THIS IS THE DAY I'M GONNA DIE FROM A MID-LIFE SUICIDE FOR THREE SEASONS DID MY WORLD COLLIDE THIS IS THE END OF THE BLEEDING RIDE gonna get me a big ol' knife gonna cut me 'til i'm depleted. this one-i aint gonna botch: a suicide completed. gonna jump off a building don't need no safety net or dive in a pool without water death without getting wet" STEVE LIEBERMAN MIDLIFE SUICIDE-EDIT #2 MELANCHOLIA FALLING 2006 love ya's all--thank you for everything xox "i hate myself but why do you hate me? i wanna love you but you only berate me i won't die for anybody else when i think about you i cut myself. i hate myself i want you to love me i'll bleed for you but you only shove me. i hate myself you don't even like me i'm so damn sad- i'm gonna strike me" i prayed for you whe

Random Stuff
Sorry I've been away for so long. We had a severe ice storm here and I was without power for about a week and internet for almost three. I now have both back! Yea!!! Just a quick update. Below is the start of a story that I srated writing about 5 years ago and then lost. Comments would be appreciated on how the beginning is going as well as if you think I should start to work on it again and maybe finish it. Let me know what you think! _________________________________________________ My Angel I had always heard that a persons eyes are the windows to their soul but I never believed it until I was drawn into the depths of Angel’s eyes. Caught within his gaze I felt as though I had known and loved him forever even though we had just met. I felt myself falling deeper and deeper into the arctic blue ocean that was his eyes. Within his eyes I saw myself and who I was to become. Within his arms I felt all the joy and bliss that could not be explained or contained even in one

Poems Written By Me
How I long for your touch, I never thought I could miss you so much. Some of the things you do should make me so mad, but instead I'm feeling to sad. How I need you in my arms _ _ _ _. I long to see you smile again when you look at me, everytime I look at you it makes me weak in the knees. I think of you each and every day, hoping one day you'll find your way. Find your way back into my arms, to keep me safe from harm. I don't mean to be so sappy, but when I think of you it makes me happy. Is this love I don't know, even if it was I wouldn't let it show. We are just friends for now, but with these words I vow, I will make you mine someday somehow. How I need you in my arms so I don't feel so sad, How I long for your gentle touch _ _ _ _! This one is gonna sound a little familar, yes part of it is from a song. It's about the same person. I don't want alot from anyone this is all I'm asking for, I just want to see my baby standing right outside my door. I just want him

Hmm
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 i play guitar and i think I'm mediocre 2 i have an odd obsession with cheez-it's 3 i will randomly start singing to some sappy song that most guys would not dare sing at in public 4 i will head bang to music when no one is looking 5 i love the smell of my deodorant 6 i love the band rammstein even tho i don't speak a word of German 7 I'm the youngest out of 5 8 i have one sister and 3 older brothers 9i cant eat tuna fish sandwiches without sour cream and onion chips 10 i will talk to myself when I'm trying to figure something out but i wont answer my own questions -------------------------

A Lil Bit Of Me
Sqweezing your exotic love as I migrated across silky sands the flow of colors full of delicous mystery the determind winds ceaselessly chanting desire On your life quest, if given reason, would you ask questions, to plea with Gods muses Take chancs and learn acceptance, even value your own talent Would you question Gods Lesson NuttinButtSexxy a butterfly that dances in the wind, is the sound of an echoing thought, of dreams that have no meaning, but is the silence that we draw upon, of the gift that is chosen, as the world that comes threw your window, is to see the sun shinning on your chin, that raises you from the vary depths of the winds holding you back, ever graceful, dance like the butterfly this was written for me by a friend... Thank You Telly

My Thought Process
Sometimes, I lose my way..... but then, I'll remember who the fuck I am, and I stand up tall again. I love my friends. To all of you, God bless you all. Most especially, Cat: You are the best of the best, and if it weren't for you, I dont know where I'd be. Teresa: It's all good, baby! I got a flip top head! Trish: Its good to know you got my back no matter what.. I got yers too James: Anytime I call, yer right there, brother. My third most awesome friend! Annette: Thank you for sharing your husband with me when I need to cry on a shoulder! Jerry Dean: Lets tear it up and burn it down, brother. Dennis: Something sweet...special... one day at a time. I have a whole nother plethora of friends who I did not specifically name. I still love you all, and even if your name isn't on this list, you are still special to me. Sometimes, I lose my way, but you guys... my friends, are the ones who help me remember who the fuck I am... and make me stand tall. Ne

Here's Where I Ocassionaly Empty My Head
Liz Phair .. "Why Can't I breathe " These are kinda represents the way i feel about someone right now .. Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you Why cant I speak whenever I talk about you Its inevitable its the fact that we're gonna get down to it, so tell me Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you (whenever I think about you Hello Disaster Your My favorite sickness and Your seeping into Me. Hold Me up burst my perfect bubble blow me off .. I dont care Your the subtle kind of cruel Your the dream and I'm the dreamer I'm fine, Ill be fine I know what I need when I'm starting to fall and I know where I'm going, slipping and tripping this isn't how I planned it , but Ill be just fine No words can get me through nothingness its nothingness and its fine . Stepping ... on the grounds of where tomarow things where clearer Visions a bit foggy , but I can see through You Ive spent all my time and money ... money and time hoping and wishing all the whi

About Me
http://xwars11.zynga.com/mwms/track.php?n=profile_clicked_1&next=index.php You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demandin

If U Want Some Den Come Get Some!
man i'm back on tha bulletin what i call in tha booth so test me and son will speak tha truth off tha top of my head if u willin to break bread den imma do tha same it ain't nothin fa tha chossen child to start flowin when i'm glowin in my spotlight showin all my words never fallin of tha curb u better respest me if u want respect back its a dot cizzile always ready to come back and attack u wit ur dick in tha booty spin around & touch ur toes ass face me and my dawgs runnin and takin over ur shit like tha louisisana purchase don't fuck wit me if u don't want ur feelins or emoitions hurt layin down in tha dirt wit dat fresh tee boy u got problems leve it up to me imma stop ur heart and ur breathin when u cheiffin on some of my weedin when u thinkin damn dis shit is good fuck around wit my family or my team u'll be seein u darkess fears smeared out all in tha field imma just be real fuck all dat what u talkin bout and what ya lookin at u see me in dat all black charger wit dem all black

Something I Wrote
Dear America, This is a wakeup call. No longer can we disregard our seed that will one day grow up to be the trees we need to proceed. While I'm on my knees begging and pleading, there are kids in the street crying and screaming. From the hungry and diseased with no mommy to claim it's needs. To the babies lost at sea, addicted to methamphetamines: Shaking like a feen before its face is ever seen. When will we wake up from this bad dream: Turn our eyes to the sky and start to realize. All the neglect and disrespect must cease before our children’s futures are deceased. Without them there is no us, now is the time to discuss, a strategy we must: Put in to play before the day we lose their trust. While we’re concerned with money and material things, little boys and girls are letting go of their dreams. Never looking past today because tomorrow’s just another day: Don't you see, we are what they need to succeed. We must pick up the slack and make a pact to get our child

Vacation..
Ok so I have not been on here in month's but now I'm back. I was moving, working, same shit different days. So I'm sorry to my friends that I'm close to and haven't spoke to in awhile, but I really did have alot to do, before I could play online. Hit me up sometime to say hi, or whatever. Julienia Ok well I had a great time in AZ with my dad and my daughter, it was something different seeing my baby and then leaving her there, but she has a great life there with her dad and he is doing a great job of raising her i think. Anyway now that my break from the world is over I guess it's time to back into the swing of things which is'nt easy so far.. I have really missed everyone and cant wait to get back in touch with you, so if you see me on then say hi, and I will love to chat it up with you. love ya all! Julienia ok two days left on my VIP so if anyone wants pics rated let me know, anyway thanks for being friends with me. I love talking to some, most or all of you, from time to t

Friendship
A Life??? by dreamerz she sits in front of the screen waiting....... In hopes he will appear waiting........ Lustful........ At last he is here He signals he is alone Sigh!!! Oops!! he is gone 'She' must be near Switch of names..like a sex change Now they can talk (generically) Lustful...hoping she leaves Using names on others accounts..can't have it on the print out!!! Maybe a life is what i need Find a man who is free At Random by Cheeky It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they'

Things That Make Me Think
#1 Throw out nonessential numbers This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them...that's what you pay him/her for. #2 Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches will only pull you down. #3 Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. #4 Enjoy the simple things #5 Laugh often. long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. #6 The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. #7 Surround yourself with what you love, weather it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. #8 Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. #9 Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, to the next country, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is. #10 Tell the people you love th

I Owe My Mother
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Life
if i were glass would you break me... if i was china would you drop me... would you carry me with the most gentelness... would you wrap your arms around me so tight to where i wouldnt fall... keep me safe... would you put me on the top shelf and forget about me and leave me to clooect dust... or would you take me out to display me as your lovely peice of china your perfect glass that you wouldnt break... sit me on a pedistole and say to me... i would never break you... i will never drop you... you are my perfect glass and my rare peice of china... Free Graphics & Comments Codes well its been 4 yrs ago i lost my youngest sister in a car wreck she was hit head on by another truck basicly killed her on the spot threw my neice from the car still strapped in her car seat broke a few of her bones and she had road rash and she survived my nephew was still in the car in his car seat with burns on his face from hitting the seat so hard like carpet burn..

Amy's Blogs
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinne

Stories
I'd been infatuated with Vanessa for years. Since before she started dating my brother, back when the three of us spent most of our time together. She was Edwin's age, two years older than me, and I knew that I'd never be more to her than Ed's kid brother. Particularly when their hormones kicked in, and they found each other's company more interesting than mine. We still spent time together after that, but never as much, and usually in the company of Vanessa's little sister, Virginia, a gawky, irritating brat who delighted in tormenting me. So I eventually lost interest in staying around them. Throughout college, Vanessa and Ed had a rocky relationship. They split op several times, only to make up during vacations when they would see each other again. Perhaps it was all of those breakups which led them not to rush into marriage after college. They did eventually buy a condo together, but I was in my senior year of engineering school when they finally decided to tie the knot. I th

Stuff
Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to work I go! To earn my pay; survive the day Hi ho, hi ho hi ho, Hi ho, hi ho, I hope I don't drive slow 'cuz if i'm late, I'll meet my fate Oh no, oh no oh no Hi ho, uh oh I think I stubbed my toe My leg's asleep, oh woe is me Uh oh, this blows, fo sho Hi ho, hi ho It's to the phone, I go To call and say I won't be in Todayyyy, this poem is very gayyyy. Suck it, I had 5 minutes to write it. Much love, and later! - Mike-e I'm sick of it. I haven't even actually had it yet, and I just hate it. It destroys so much, and ruins so many opportunities for me to just be happy and content, and to feel good about myself. I don't hate anyone who does it. I just hate how it makes things awkward. I know I play with fire alot - it's no surprise to me that I get burned so easily. I know it's not macho or anything to feel this way, but I can't help it. I just really want something real, I guess. :/ The show totally kicked ass! Everyone was

A Special Birthday In The House!
I just wanted to let you all know it's Devilish Angel's Birthday today. Please stop by and wish her the best. Drop a Birthday comment, and if you can't find one. I have provided one for you here. ~*Devilish Angel*~ ~~*Member Of BLAZING BOMBERS*~~ Please Sign My GuestBook@ fubar Here's a pic to drop off to her, if you don't have one in mind: This Birthday Pimpout Brought was brought to you by: ~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Please fan, rate, sign Guestbook ~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~@ fubar

Me
austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:21 AM): now for the levelers that are here austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:30 AM): Dan Runs this group austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:49 AM): matt and Liz will only be there to help out austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:17:07 AM): but he has that section austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:31:47 AM): the org idea of the levelers was voted out austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:32:06 AM): so me and dan created it seperate so it wouldnt effect contests austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:32:17 AM): new members etc ** just wanted you to see this before you read the rest** Liz Brown (9/13/2007 1:29:33 PM): I tried contacting you earlier today and you have not responded. Due to unforseen circumstances, we have decided that the HTA Leveling Crew does not need 2 Co-Leaders. And after speaking with several members of the Leveling Crew, we (matt and I) have decided that it would be in the best interest of the family if the Leveling Crew Leader would be Jenn. Since

Music That Is Me
Skin VideoSkin lyrics - Rascal Flatts lyrics Rascal Flatts Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Sarah Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well Since the day that she fell And the bruises just won't go away So she sits and see waits with her mother and dad Flips through an old magazine Till a the nurse with a smile Stands at the door And says will you please come with me Sarah Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white Something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten it won't come back again With the therapy were gonna try It's just been approved It's the strongest there is I think we caught it in time Sarah Beth closes her eyes She dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And the soft wind in blowing her hair Sarah Beth is scared to death A

The Reward
When I got home I was tired. I could hear my Ex Girlfriend in the shower. I assumed that she was getting ready for bed. I turned the TV on and lay down on our bed waiting for Bridgette to come out. When the bathroom door opened, I expected to see her in her nightclothes. Instead she was dressed to kill. Her hair was done up and her full lips were glossed over in cherry red lipstick. The tight black dress showed off her ample cleavage. Still trying to recover from the scene I heard her say, I am going out! I told her that if she waited a bit I would go too. She was obviously upset with me still from earlier in the day. No! she snapped, I want to have a good time and obviously you are too tired Before I could respond, she stormed out the door and left in the truck. Well I was tired and didnt really feel up to going out. Later, though, I began to feel bad about not going. I got dressed and headed down to the Jungle Garden where she usually goes. As I drove down the street, I saw her tr

Life Rants
Letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things you'll even have to do. The more alone time you spend, the more thinking you get to do, the more realization of truth you encounter. I think that once you balance out the reasons why you want to hold on and the reasons you have to let go, you will come to an understanding as to what you're really dealing with and see the true colors of the cards you are holding. Life brings people into your life for a reason and when its time for them to leave its because the lesson has been left and its up to you to see it, feel it, and live on what you've learned. I've recently decided to let someone go from my life. Although, its with a heavy heart that I make this decision, I decided it was for my own good and for the best for the both of us. We just dont see eye to eye, we dont think close to the same, we dont believe in the same rules, and we're in different levels overall. Sometimes being on different levels alone causes a

Fruit Basket
I am a Yuki/Tohru fan I know Tohru is Kyo girl but I think she should be with Yuki Beside Yuki a lot nicer then Kyo oh yeah I did not make these pictures ok people that made these pictures are wonderful artist

If U There Were Only One More Person To Be With U On The Earth Who Will It Be?
what is the best free music player on line that u can get What Pop do u like MOUNTAIN DEW Or PEPSI What Car Model U Like Better FORD Or CHEVY?

Wonders Never Cease
"One Last Breath" Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking Faust I was not myself last night Couldn't

Alone
I have decided due to some things going on in my real life that I am going to step away from Fubar and the internet world all together. I have some things I need to figure out. Fear not I will return in due time with a batch of new chapters in the life of me I promise. Cheers, C (Warning this makes no sense and turns in and out of Rant/bitch/whine mode) I have of late and I know not where lost my mirth. (Indirect quote from Hamlet) Okay I lied I have not lost my mirth. But I have lost my lighter and that is never a good sign. I feel like I am saying goodbye to so many things that have been in my life for so long and it is really starting to hurt. And so many of my friends find this hard to understand I guess. I am not a typical guy I suppose. I have morales and a code of conduct that I try to follow and when somebody tells me that what I am doing is wrong or does not fit with what they believe I find it hard to spend time with them or talk to them. I have spent a long time

Contests
Hey y'all the contest I entered ends tomorrow. Right now I am in 3rd place only 4 rates behind second place. If anyone could just take a few minutes of their time and rate my picture I would appreciate it. Thanks to my friends and family that have already helped me out!! Take care and have a great night!! Kassidy Here is the link, just click the picture and rate it, no comments needed. Thanks :) Please help me out in my first contest, I am in second place and I believe it ends Wednesday. For all of those that I have helped level and in contests please take a minute of your time to just click on the picture below and rate the picture, COMMENTS DO NOT COUNT. I am begging all of those that I have helped in the past to please help me now! Thanks to all that helped already and those of you that will help me out! Love, Kassidy Just click this pic and rate it 1-11 it's so easy :) Hey everyone I am still in third place in my first contest. If anyone coul

Soccer
so we won our first game. i should have had a goal but it hit the cross bar and my best friend headed it in. next week is holkyoke.tough team. wish me luck =-) we lost i almost scored a goal though. today was my last of soccer =-( i am very sad so we made it into tournmetn. we play october 27 away. i am so scared. i am praying we will win. after this year i am done with soccer for good. i cant do any more with my knees and ankles. i am praying that i dont need another surgery which i prob. do need. we are facing springfield. i know that we can take them. its just we need to be like the sox. 1 run 1 game 1 seris...... 1 goal 1 game 1 championship!!!!! GO WARRIORS

Random Thoughts
When we last discussed ACORN they were engaging in criminal breaking and entering of foreclosed homes. Before that, ACORN ran the largest voter fraud in American History, they were convicted of, or being investigated for voter fraud in 14 states (marked in red above-Map from Rottenacorn). Now the Democrat's favorite voter fraud group, the Association of Community Organizations for Reform Now (ACORN) has a new opportunity to destroy the constitutional right of "one man-one vote." They have been contracted by the Census department to hire local census workers. That's right, the same group that registered Mickey Mouse to vote in Florida, will now be counting him in the Census. This is President Obama's transparency and honesty at work: ACORN to Play Role in 2010 Census The U.S. Census is supposed to be free of politics, but one group with a history of voter fraud, ACORN, is participating in next year's count, raising concerns about the politicization of the decennial surve

Thoughts And Poetry
In the early morning a whisper comes to me A love so pure and tender beckoning to me come hither say the voices crying out in dreams. Abandon inhibitions come to the angels' den Where desire mixed with feeling and the golden light of love is sprinkled as a perfume throughout the air. Where is this poignant perfume that permeates the air? Breathe deeply the forgotten dream it is everywhere. Although I love you so and most likely always will. But the time has come to let you go, No matter how I may feel. For darling it's like living worlds apart. You in your own world And I am in mine. Know that you'll always be deep within my heart. From now and until the very end of time. Each night I feel so empty and so alone, A deep yearning to be held by you. Yet

Week By Week
Today is the day I find out what the baby is. My doctors appointment is at 1pm. As soon as I get back, I will let everyone know. I am sooo excited. WOO HOO!!! Fetal development in pregnancy week 8:embryo in second month Woohoo! You've got one whole inch of baby inside of you! Your little embryo has finally reached the one-inch mark (30mm). And if it were possible to take a peek, you could actually see your tiny baby without a telescope! What’s more, your baby is finally starting to take on some very distinct human features. For starters, their little tail (really just the spinal cord) has disappeared completely. It’s nice to know your baby can no longer be mistaken for a sea creature! Additionally, both their toes and fingers are prominent with very little, if any, webbing. Upper and lower limbs all show recognizable joints (elbows and knees) and the lower limb bones are starting to ossify. But don’t expect your baby to resemble either parent quite yet. Right now, your baby

In My Heart
I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me. Lonliness its all around me. Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing. Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others. Is there something wrong with me? Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't? Someone please let me know. I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval. Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game. Lonliness why me? I think back on all my past relati

So Emotional
That was my day today... Ok there was no actual ass-fucking but I felt like I got raped by the world today! My moment of happiness was short lived. I have no idea why certain people go out of their way to ruin my day and then tell me that they love me... Are all parents like that? And then she has the gall to ask me why I do not visit more often... Then I have issues with someone who has a longer conversation with this very same mother than they do me... I am so mad right now that I cannot even think. No, I am not mad. I am disappointed. I am very disappointed. I try to always be there for whoever in my life needs me yet I do not get the same. If I call you crying, don't tell me that you have to go talk to some guy about something irrelevant. That does nothing to help me get over whatever made me cry. As far as I am concerned everyone at this moment can bite me. I have nothing poetic to pretty up this incoherent rough draft of thoughts. This is me in my raw, unpretty and o

New Post
New blog post at my site... you can read it if you'd like here. once again a new blog entry is posted here As always, new post here

Manners
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at

Ramblings From A Demented Mind. Life, Sex, Love, Whatever........
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. Well...it took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving

Those That I Luv !!
Karen, Thank You for allway being there for mee!! Your a Great Friend and i am Lucky to have you as one!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is her Link .... Give this Wounderfull Women lots and lots of Luv!! Karen@ fubar Thank You, juju HELLCAT, what can i say about this special person??!! She is one of a kind!! My Big Sis and yes My Fairy God Mother in a Way!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is HELLCAT'S link ..... Stop by and give this women lots of Luv!! HELLCAT@ fubar Thank You, juju My Funn Loven' Sissy !! Your Great I love You!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is her link .... give it to her she wants it she need it SHE WANTS LOVE

My Life... Please Leave Comments
Well its happening I am moving! No more city life for me. I am gonna be bored I can tell already lol. I am moving to a beatiful home out in the country, Its really not that far from the city area about 10 mins or so, at first I was looking forward to it, but now I am realizing how far I am gonna be from all my friends. I know they will come visit, specially in the summer lol. how long of a drive it will be to go to work, even though I can carpool with a friend, who lives farther than me. And my kids friends will all be out by the old house, I know kids are quick to make new friends but you always miss the old ones. I know we worked out all the pro's and Con's before making up our minds about the move, but I think its all happening so fast I wasnt really prepared for it. Ive been busting butt trying to get things packed, and ready to move. and damn its alot of work. I also work full time plus, and trying to get everything done and moved before Easter. Yeah its gotta be that fas

This Is For Everyone...
OLD PEOPLE We love to see life Feel the glow of the sun, To feel the earth beneath our feet, see the water in rivers and streams run. We love to be with family We enjoy our friends, BUT What do we do? How do we feel? When they don't want us. Old people. We don't walk as fast, see as good, or hear as well as we did. We do talk about the past they feel, too much. We helped shape our world, Gave life to our children. We gave ideas and ideals to live by, and gave them a chance to grow. They depended on us as babies. Needed us as children. Tolerated us as young adults. They forgot us when they became adults. Old people become old because.... They are pushed back, overlooked ~ forgotten. WHY? They answer, you have done your part. Now it's our turn... FOR WHAT??? We are forced to grow old The world is only for the young NO WAY~NEVER~NOT ME I will fight, stay active and young at

Friends
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love Truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you Smile. MISSOURI FRIENDS FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " --

A Glass Of Perspective
Another presidential election is coming up on us and I've watched some of the jockeying for "poll" position by most of the major players. What I wanna know is, does anyone besides me think we're just as screwed with the pickins in this lot so far as we were with the last buncha no-brained loonies? Seriously, it seems to me like the big two don't give a crap about anything but the bankroll any more. Whatever happened to "We the people"? OK, that's it. Sad stories and healing. May of this year my nieces stepdaughter (my great niece), great nieces mother and her mothers fiance and younger half brother died in a car wreck. Four friends, people I loved, gone in an eyeblink, my family was shaken to the core. That's the basic background. Now my great niece, Champagne, was probably one of the coolest people I ever met, at 15 years old she was more together than most adults I know, her theme song was Move Along by the All-American rejects. After a couple of months of moping I realiz

News
Hey there, Rate Spankers! I haven't been around for a while and I have a lot of catching up to do! I made a promise to you all and I intend to keep it! We have just been having a family crisis around here lately and I haven't had a chance to be on. I will have to work on getting caught up! Thank you all for your patience! Thank you all Rate Spankers! I appreciate all of your help! I will keep going down the line and rating everyone each day until I get all of you and all of your blogs, pics, and stashes! Again, thank you all! Sorry to all of those of you in the Rate Spankers that I haven't gotten around to rating yet. I have been working a lot and it has me feeling under the weather. Be back soon! Sharon, wanted to give a shout out to you, Sis! I loves ya!

The Days In This Life Of Scarletrose
As most of my friends know today was the big test day. I was up last night worried to death I would not pass and awoke this morning mostly with the same fear. I poured over notes,attemped the final of the 60hr class which I knew by heart just once more,and even called a friend and future coworker to make sure a few things I had correct. Time ticked away from 8 am to 10 am in no time. I was nervous talking to friends for moral support befor heading out. My hubby got home and was ready to get going toward the Nashville test center. I finished up the test I was taking with a 76. Still not confident I had what it was going to take to pass the test I carried my notes along for the ride. I know better but decide to look over them going down the road...I do this until my hubby tells me to stop before I either get a headache or worse get sick. So I stop reading my notes and start talkin nonstop about this "test" until he tells me to calm down. The closer we get to Kermit Drive the more nervous

More Poems
My, oh my, your tits are lookin' good, With those nipples stickin' out like wood! They're poking out like a puppy's nose, And they're colored like a dark red rose! They look delicious, there, on your breasts, That they draw from me just one request. Can I give them my mouth's attention? To feast on them, is my intention! See how they harden from my sucking, They stir me so I'll want some fucking! They taste much sweeter than berry wine, You've filled me with joy, making them mine!! The great fucks in life what do you remember it’s not the orgasm but something small the way your shoulders shook when I held you in the rain how your cigarette smelled when you exhaled in my car or just watching you laugh discovering your joy I don’t want to belabor this what’s done is done but I can’t forget your throat or the way you talked to my cat in your cat talking voice and I can’t visit that now I can only be with you in the place that doesn’t begin or

Vilet's Blog
Thanks for all of the cards, presents and comments for my bithday! I love you guys! I wish this was a real place. When I go out it is hard to get guys to dance with me at the club or talk to me at the bar. I really wish I could get laid...That is all I found out something that has me very scared. Yesterday my tire flew off of my car. The mechanic told me someone loosened my lug nuts and sliced my tire with a knife. The problem is I don't have any proof or anyway of knowing who did this. We could have been killed had this happened on the highway. I will be living here until the end of the year and am scared. This is supposedly a safe suburban area, but because I am different I have been hated all of my life. Why can't I be like everyone else. It's not that simple. People can tell when you are fake. I have to be true to myself. What kind of example would I be? Oh that's right I would be like them and I threaten them because I am different. Get over it.

Things That Make You Say...hmmmm!
Paper cut on the fold of you pinky? or A piece of skin removed from cuticle on your pointer finger? Ouch!! to both!!! For me Pointer finger, I use it more Dam is hurts!! Keeped hurting it at every turn...lol Isn't always like that? Just Curious....lol Love You Guys!!! 6 Truths of Life 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. And discover that The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. I apologize about this. I'm an idiot and I needed company .... "WAS SENT TO ME" To love is to share life together to bu

It's A Conspiracy
Non calor sed umor est qui nobis incommodat. It's not the heat, it's the humidity. Revelare pecunia! Show me the money! Die dulci freure. Have a nice day. Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam. I have a catapult. Give me all your money, or I will fling an enormous rock at your head. Noli me vocate, ego te vocabo. Don't call me, I'll call you. Fac ut vivas. Get a life. Recedite, plebes! Gero rem imperialem! Stand aside plebians! I am on imperial business! Romani quidem artem amatoriam invenerunt. You know, the Romans invented the art of love. Utinam logica falsa tuam philosophiam totam suffodiant! May faulty logic undermine your entire philosophy! Utinam barbari spatioum proprium tuum invadant! May barbarians invade your personal space! Re vera, potas bene. Say, you sure are drinking alot. Canis meus id comedit. My dog ate it. Vescere bracis meis.

Fuck Them Haters
Got a couple days away from work this week so I'd gone out to Radio Shack and bought a couple walkie talkies. Nothin I gotten to use yet but prolly saving for Halloween. I like techie stuff but I hate cell phones, go figure. Lately I've been thinking that my neighbor's kid... well, he's in his 30s so he's not really a kid is he? I always see his room light on and once seen him get arrested for whatever. For all I know that little shit's been listening in on my calls so last night I gave one back. Took the cordless into the shitter with me to give him something good to listen to. Pervert. Is it wrong to not tip the pizza delivery person for driving over your lawn to get there? It looks like fuckin sled marks comin up my driveway. I'm not mad at the pizza guy. Gonna order again and invite him in for a 40. Nothin wrong with a little peace making.

A Life So Unordinary Its Well... Ordinary.
SO.. I went to Salem this weekend to visit my mom, sister, and nieces. It was a good time I guess except for the hangover that haunted me all day. After visiting with them I went to go see a few friends before I left town to come back to this hole in the mountain town called Oakridge. I went to see one and ended up seeing three all the the same place. Of course it was good to see them and chat for a bit, but I did get an earful about how I left town and it was like I fell off the edge of the Earth never to be found again. So on the drive home I was thinking about past friends and how what he said was true.. I do disappear off the edge of the Earth when I skip town. I guess I do it so much that I never really notice that I do. I also don't mean to disappear the way I do, but things happen, and I guess I get caught up with work and trying to make new friends in the new area. So to those folks out there.. sorry.. I will eventually come back around to say hi. Well thats whats sitting in fr

Thought For The Day
LET IT GO .... by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can' t make them stay. Let them go .. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I

My Blog
As we Sit next to a river just watching the water pass by us day or night, we see visions that we for gotten in our past some good, some bad, or others worse than others. We stare into the water starting to remember what great things we lost during our childhood and the friends we haven't seen since we moved away or they moved from us. Some memories we try so hard to block out and think we done that but we really diden't, and done so hard to get over it as well. Sad memories are very hard to get over, even the worset ones that we had to face its almost as if we wanted to cut that part out of our minds forever, But rivers cannot keep your memories locked in your mind for ever. It starts new ones for all. Thats why we see some people stare at the river passing on by with out saying a word because sometimes the are starting to remember something they for gotten. Memories of your past cannot change your future if you do not let them change your future life. You cannot let your bad history

Dickwolf
i realy need friends on fu bar the more friends that i get the better it will be. i do an internet talk show called the dick wolf show. it is broad cast on http://www.nowlive.com/dickwolf you can hear me every day from 7:00 pm to 9:00pm pst. callin have your friends join in the topic of the show is what ever you want to talk about. people comment on my blogs i will have a lot more posted in the future.

I Hate Being Sick
AND NO BODY WAS HURT IN THIS VIDEO I PROMISE

Real Easy To Say
If I had time to play a game it would be with you. if I had time to have fun it would be with you. If I had time to take a picture it would be of you. f I had time to love it would be you. If I wanted to see beauty if would be with you. If I had a smile it would be for you. So now that you know how I feel, come sit with me and lets me show you what I can mean to you. Written 9/24/2007 Madusa ->jjhooper21: what do girls really fall for this shit jjhooper21: u wanna find out ->jjhooper21: I do not know can you? jjhooper21: can i fuck lol! ->jjhooper21: can you what Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg

Best Cleavage Contest
Hiya my friends and fans... 3 days left to contest and I am falling behind...Can you please come help bomb my picture in the best cleavage contest..Anyone that helps me will absoletly get my help when they need bombing in a contest. The contest ends Oct. 3. If I can't win first place I would like to at least try for 2nd or 3rd. Thanks all Just a reminder you need to fan/rate/add Thomas in order to bomb in this contest...his link and my link are below.. Thanks again! Silverpixi »†HøĦ姫@ fubar Just a reminder you need to fan/rate/add Thomas in order to bomb in this contest...his link and my link are below.. Thanks to all my friends for our help. »†HøĦ姫@ fubar Hi friends, just a reminder that tomorrow is the start of the cleavage contest and I could sure use your help. The contest will begin at 5 pm pst. You will need to fan/rate/add him if he is not already on your list. Here is the link to his page: Thanks everyone!

Lost In Thought
This old saloon is dark and damp, the barstools reek of vomit and crap, the shots of Jamison

Stories
The light from the morning sun reflected off the thin ice that had broken under the weight of Eargrif's boots as he passed between two boulders half again his height. The road that had been there the night before had become lost in the mud and partially frozen puddles that now covered the world around him. The cloak retained Eargrif's body heat keeping him comfortably warm in spite of the constant wind. It was this reason that made Eargrif believe it was too warm for him to have to worry about ice, until he slipped down a small hill. Luckily he had not fallen and was sure to keep an eye on were he stepped. Even though the road had been washed away, some signs of it remained. By starting where he had last remembered being on the road the previous night Eargrif could see a rough outline of it through the hills and larger boulders. The condition of the ground slowed Eargrif considerably; however the change in scenery was a welcome relief. Unlike the grasslands that he had been travelin

Music Reminds Me.....
Taral Hicks - Silly Silly of me to think that I Could ever have you for my guy How I love you How I want you Silly of me to think that you Could ever really want me too How I love you You're just a lover out to score That knows I should be looking for more What could it be in you that I see What could it be Oh love, oh love, stop making a fool out of me Silly of me to think that you Could ever know the things I do Are all done for you Only for you And silly of me to take the time To call And no you're not there You're just a lover out to score That knows I should be looking for more What could it be in you that I see What could it be Oh love, oh love, stop making a fool out of me Silly of me to go around And brag about the love I found I say you're the best But I can't tell the rest And silly of me to tell them all That every night and day you call When you could care less You're just a lover out to score That knows that I should be looking for mo

In Love
J'ai été ainsi patient pour savoir le résultat, les mots vous disiez toujours la répétition dans ma tête. Mais maintenant je biseaute crois que ce que vous dites pour aucun effort a été fait à la fin du jour. Son tout ou rien comme je disais dès le début, maintenant le temps n'est venu pour que nous partie, après que toute cette merde vous reste à mon coeur. Well after a week of not knowing what the problem was we are speaking again..i had never felt so sad...communication is they key...we will finally be meeting in june 2008.. nothing is going to keep me from him.. Well I've finally come to the conclusion that long distance relationships DO NOT work...Sure it was still fun getting to know this person, the hours spent at the start chatting camming etc no grudges there but i think for it to keep working communication from both parties is the key lol.. How quick and easy is it to IM the other just to say hello, sorry im a little busy right now? I tried and it took 20 secs.

People
ITS MY SELFISHNESS THAT MAKES ME CRY, I WASN'T READY TO SAY GOODBYE. I WASN'T REDAY TO LET YOU GO. I PRAY YOU KNOW I LOVED YOU SO. ITS ME,NOT YOU WHO SUFFERS HERE. I KNOW YOUR LIFE GOES ON,SOMEWHERE. I KNOW THAT I SHOULD CELEBRATE. YOU'VE WALKED THROUGH HEAVENS GATE. BUT STILL I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF YOUR SMILE, YOUR TOUCH,YOUR SPECIAL LOVE. I KNOW THAT YOU HEAR WHAT I SAY. IT'S JUST DONE IN A DIFFERENT WAY. AND,SO I WANT TO SEND YOU THIS- TO YOU,THE ONE I LOVE AND MISS. ALL MY LOVE UPON AN ANGEL'S KISS.

Webcityradio
ok peeps if you like your partys then look no further friday 23rd may is WEBCITY RADIOS all new launch part 8 pm est dont miss it hope to see you all in there:) ok folks im live on air at www.webcityradio.com come along check us out if ya like rock classic rock country or oldies then maybe webcity is right up your street hope to see yall in here:) Ok peeps webcityradio is looking for new djs so if any one is djing in a lounge and wishes to up the anty and dj for a real radio station feel free to pop along into http://webcityradio.com and take a look at the schedual if there are any slots you think you could fill please dont hesitate to fill out an application and the management will get back to you asap thanks......

Kathy's Chaotic Life
today was a very hard day for me. i went to my paw paw's house with my lil sister and her bf johnny. we all went over there to put up my paw's christmas tree. this is the home of my grandma who passed away earlier this year. it was a very emotional day. i was so glad that my son was there to help lighten the mood. i am not looking forward to christmas this year. it's gonna be so hard without my grandma and my ex. i have so many houghts going through my mind right now. i want to talk to someone about them..but i am just scared that i will only upset my family. i miss my grandma so much..she was my angel..my heart..and the one person that i knew i could never let down. she made me feel so special and she was always so proud of me. i cry all the time at the possibilty that i have let her down with some of the mistakes i've made. i want so bad to see her..hug her..and just ask her advice. i feel so alone right now. i just want a friend to talk to about things and hug me and make it all bet

Life....
I have been on fubar over a year and seen alot of point whore, starlettes, those who will sell themselves for that almighty blast, VIP and HH..And I dont mean in an auction. Boobs for bucks, and the same for the men. I realize I would never do that, and I wont. I have too much pride in myself to offer a picture for points or rates. I am lucky, please dont get me wrong. I have some of the best friends here. You all have really been there for me since we met. But I can count those on my hands. I am going to be cleaning house I tihnk. My 8000 plus friends. Most never even say hi. I am not on alot, I know that, and havent in the last 6 months been able to comment daily, or say hi. But I do go to your pics, rate an comment. I let you know I was there to see you, check on you. From work, I cant chat, so its the best I can do. But I do that. I also am always there to help level friends, to comment bomb pics. The last contest I entered, I had 4 friends show to help me. That was my first and la

Doc's
Start the day with a lil KICK AZZ KHAOS add a few SOUND BITES Mix with a some WAVY GRAVY…that’s LOUD and PROUD, ROCKIN REBEL in the SNAKE PIT, with the METAL MISFITS, to get some MAYHEM AND RAGE ..while listening to the NICE FUCKIN SHOW…the DOR ..created some CIVIL DISOBEDIANCE in the THE LEATHUR LAIR so now we have to ROCK ON!! Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own! really hate when ppl use me to get to others ..thats all i got to say!

Grrrrrrrrr
OK JUST A QUICK NOTE....AND THIS IS TOTALLY MY OPINION ON THIS BUT ANYWHO....IF YOU DON'T HAVE A SALUTE ON HERE....YOU'RE A FAKE MUTHA FUKKA...SO UMMM YEA DON'T TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU'RE NOT...ITS SO...UMMMMMMM HOW SHOULD I PUT THIS...STUPID AND ASININE...DAMN...OH AND THE FUNNIEST THING IS..BITCHES THAT HAVE "RELATIONSHIPS" WITH THESE FAKE FUCKERS...HAHAHAHAHA..OMG..."PEACE OUT" MMMMMKAY...SO HERE'S ANOTHER GRRRRRRRRRRRR PET PEEVE THAT I HAVE....MUTHA FUCKIN' HATERS...SO I'M THICK....I HAPPEN TO THINK I'M SEXY AND DELICIOUS AND HOT.....IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH IT THEN WHY BOTHER SENDING ME AN SB TELLING ME HOW SEXY I AM...DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEE ITS ALL OVER MY PROFILE THAT I'M THICK...I DON'T TRY TO HIDE THAT SHIT...WHAT THE HELL FOR....I MEAN COME ON... DEFINITION OF THICK GIRL: thick- applies to a girl who isn't fat or skinny, but is well proportioned and has enough meat on her bones in all the right places, namely thighs, breasts, hips, and the ass area I PREFER TO THINK OF MYSELF

Another Poem
Yesterday i woke up crying Yesterday i missed you Yesterday i missed what we had Yesterday i was depressed, But today i woke up smiling Today i didn't miss you Today i missed nothing at all Today not one tear fell from my eyes Because today i'm over it all. I dont want to hurt you, You're famous last words. But nothing but pain follow them words It will be good call & we will talk I never call we never talk I miss the old days One day you will wake up and miss me One day i wont be there One day you will cry out to me One day you will shead a tear One day you will want me back But, one day i wont be there And one day ill be over you

Literary Gothic
Revolving in oval loops of solar speed, Couched in cauls of clay as in holy robes, Dead men render love and war no heed, Lulled in the ample womb of the full-tilt globe. No spiritual Caesars are these dead; They want no proud paternal kingdom come; And when at last they blunder into bed World-wrecked, they seek only oblivion. Rolled round with goodly loam and cradled deep, These bone shanks will not wake immaculate To trumpet-toppling dawn of doomstruck day : They loll forever in colossal sleep; Nor can God's stern, shocked angels cry them up From their fond, final, infamous decay. From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mys

Quizies
The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You? Your Flirt Quotient You are 27% Flirt Are You a Flirtatious Woman? So this kid knocks on the door at 11 pm tonight, started off like so.. "Hi my name is Josh, I just moved over there (points to the house acrossed the street) and was wondering if... say are you a nice guy or bad guy?" At this point I am holding my breath to see what dad will say when he harshly tells the kid that he is a bad guy. The kid is stunned and asks "Really?" Dad comfirms and the boy asks "Are you going to shoot me?" At this point I could the boy was scared so I am yelling at dad to be nice when dad laughs and says "I just might!" I blink cause I knew he meant, and then the boy asks "For real?" Dads says for really

What's In My Blog.
With nothing new worth seeing this weekend I took the chance to see a movie that came out a couple weeks ago: The Brave One. This was a very good film that looks into what someone would do when their lives are taken from their preseption of the world and can never look at it the same way agian. Jodie Foster plays a radio talk show host that looks for the the hidden bueaty of New York by walking around town and taping the sounds of the city. Her live is changed when she and her boyfriend are attacked by street thugs and she is almost beaten to death while her boyfriend died and the thugs took their dog. After a couple months of rehab she tries differnt way to put her life back together from going back to work buying a gun to feel safe to helping people she sees in trouble. What I really like is the film is unapologetic in its veiw and Foster's charater does back down. So may films would take this theme to the end and the main charaters will have a change of heart and the movie

Funny
you know you were an 80's child if... Body: You wanted to be on Star Search. (Didn't we all?) You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video. You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth. You wore French rolls on the bottom of your splatter painted jeans. You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once. You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. You knew what Willis was "talkin' 'bout." You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack." You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours. You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock. You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." You'll always hold a special place in your heart for "Back to the Futur

Live,learn,love
Turn your sound on.I'm sorry...I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this

Im Back
What a fools hanging around here! Reporting a picture of my hand as NSFW?! LMAO Dear new friends Im normally very kind and love to chat, but I cant chat at the moment. I had a surgery on my right hand for 2 weeks ago and Im right handed... The pain is killing me at the moment. Now Im going to take some rest and I love to talk to you asap. (Took me 1/2 hour to write this blog) Im so nervous, I think my spider is going to molt. She walked trough different stages and I think she's in the final one now. She is making a web now on the floor of her living area, she didnt eat for weeks and she doesnt have the beautiful glow anymore... I cant wait to see her molt, because she must grown bigger then she is already... Im going out shopping... cant stand the heat. Not my spider in the movie, but its interesting to see a molting.

Pain
i fell in love with this guy and he said he loved me too. everything was fine 4 the longest time untill he said he needed space, i thought we would get back together. But boy oh boy was i extreemly wrong. I guess i wasnt good enough or pretty enough. but i still love him and i always will but now he talks to me in anger sometimes and it hurts like hell. he knows that i love him but its like he dosent care any more. i waited 4 him to leave his gf i wasnt gonna force him to leave her i was cool with being friends but when i found out that he was single i got up the curage and asked him out. then after he asked for space he would still tell me that he loved me and like and idiot i still believed it. hell i still think that. everyone tells me i got played bad. but now i think that im just not wat he needed. and my heart might heal in time. but ill never 4get the love that i had 4 him. he was really sweet and caring at first then he got moody, i know im not perfect and that i do piss off al

Personality Test
Factor low score high score Gregariousness 42% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold Sociability 34% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting Assertiveness 34% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive Poise 42% uneasy around others socially comfortable Leadership 26% stays in background prefers to lead Provocativeness 50% modest, plays it safe bold, uninhibited, cocky Self-Disclosure 30% private, contained very open and revealing Talkativeness 18% quiet, stealthy, invisible motor mouth, loud Group Attachment 34% loves solitude prefers to be with others Understanding 70% insensitive, schizoid respectful, sympathetic Warmth 66% disinterested in others supportive, helpful Morality 58% break/ignore the rules play by the rules Pleasantness 62% aloof or disagreeable gets along with others Empathy 54% out of tune w/ others in tune with others Cooperation 58% competitive, warlike agreeable, peaceful Sympathy 62% socially inconsiderate socially conscious Tendern

Randoms
Is the all technology in my sad little world trying to thwart me today?!? Yahoo is my new enemy .. daily it turns craptastic and wont play well with others.. and now on here for some odd reason my blogs dont show on my page. Grrr~! "Your Bore" You make me feel like I’m a whore Like I’m the one who’s there to bore you now It’s always gonna be this way Get the fuck away ‘Cause I can’t seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I’m sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me You always wanna steal the light By stepping on the ones who fight for you It’s always gonna be the same Get the fuck away ‘Cause I can’t seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I’m sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me I hate what you are I’ll break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are I’ll break you and leav

Life...
finding a bit of a different way these days... 'cause at heart i love my chaos but it takes me out too far eyes gain shade, mind can blur yet what i want... to be that liminal creature who looks best at dawn and dusk who wakes with a smile to wax poetic over coffee throws good deeds at the day and spins fueled by smoke and fire into the night but this my body now disallows and 'yes' can't be my constant reply purple hair in the light...red up close what to say if anything, or how to fill in the air then we fell back again and listened to the talk words of happy or go lucky or you fill it in 'leave some balance baby' overheard in a day lit bar on purple brick wrapped by black iron spoken by a boy in black hair pulled by nervous, or anxious, or just plain bored hands maybe just the need to do something, subconcious action made by overmoving mind hand then he came that gap toothed smile well spaced friend the one filled with to

Poems
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes If I forget to communicate how much I care , for this love we share , forgive me it's not fair , when love goes unheard without a spoken word . I Love you . When everyday gets away, because we're so busy doing things . I want you to remember this as we touch, or as a kiss is shared , I Love you . So I want to know everything's all right , when I hold you in my arms , and squeeze you tight , and surrender to you totally unprepared . I Love you . Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

My Rants And Raves!
Freakishly accurate in portrayal and casting, I see this commercial and miss GEE and DJ Raven.... Although GEE is with his woman and happy and Raven is bouncing back and forth between all of his 'women' and admittedly increasingly sad, I miss them both a lot, pray for them every day and think of them often.. i DO loves you guys... GEE- holding boom box DJ Raven- dancing king So, I am helping a friend out and greeting and promoting the lounge she is DJing for now.... As part of the promoting (just like promoters in almost every other lounge here on Fubar) I have been greeting, rating, and inviting them to visit the lounge if they want (leaving a link in the comments, again like almost every other lounge promoter here on FuBar). Did the exact same thing I have done for the past week last night. Well, I get this comment from another member on my profile page about someone being their 'best friend' and the lounge they are a DJ for being better. Now mind you I had no idea w

About You, My Friends
I did one of these some time ago and got a little response. Hopefully this one will get me more strange facts about my friends. What I want is for you to leave a comment telling me 2 strange things about yourself that I don't already know. For myself: 1.) I love frogs but if you put a live one on me, I will freak the hell out. LOL 2.) I have a singing talent that not many people know about. I started singing in church when I was a very young girl and since then have won several talent contest and karoake contest. Now it's your turn. Drop me some facts about you that you think I will find interesting. Thanks for playing along!!! Hugs to you all!!!! Mary Another blog to find out a little something more about my friends. Sometimes a person's favorite color says a lot about them. My favorite color is black. I always associate black with a way of hiding things. And normally, unless it's one of my weak moments, I try to keep my feelings and emotions hid. This

Rebels Lounge
BELOW IS LINK TO THE LOUNGE ......ALL CHECK IT OUT...KOOL PLACE TO HANG OUT!!! LOUNGE OWNER/DJ BIGDAWG69 MANAGER/DJ $BABYBOY$ DJ TEXASCOYOTE MIKE (CO-Owner) DJ CARRIESHAY

Poetry
paper Aug 3, 2005 12:39 PM a peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. just a once white paper making my thoughts real. If I like it I'll hang it for others to see. This fine paper that reveals so much about me. If I hate it then it's okay for me to tear it to shreads. Because sometimes thoughts are fleeting and should never be read. A peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. Just a once white paper making my thoughts real. my unfinished song... work in progress Current mood: artistic Category: Music chorus- think you can tame me; claim me? oh no no no boy you're crazy, no maybe; and you hafta go think you can save me??? BUT I DON'T NEED A HERO!!! verse 1- used to find it funny how you followed me around i had you wrapped anround my finger, thats what i found yet you nev

Aussiekeith
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I Dont Know
Hiiii again!! Heres another treat from the dancing elfes !! just copy and paste and get a treat!! and laugh your ass off!! http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1114980780 KIDD Craig Rebbi Moose Cujo Cru Mystic Evil Kazz Brat Doc Shot Daddy

Levein Up
a yahoo sexbot is on the lose here on fubar. nuttin wrong with that. it started out innocently at first i should of carefully thought it though before adding this bot to my messenger i will remove that person. im posting this to warn anyone on my friend list so no one else gets took by this person. heres the link to her profile andreajoy69@ fubar im not pissed bout this or anything like that just posting this to warn everyone heres the conversation on yahoo larry somers (2/10/2009 3:06:06 AM): hey andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:06:21 AM): hey larry somers (2/10/2009 3:06:38 AM): whats up? andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:07:11 AM): great and chillin andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:07:13 AM): and you larry somers (2/10/2009 3:07:41 AM): im good and surfin the fu andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:08:52 AM): ok andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:08:54 AM): thats good larry somers (2/10/2009 3:09:02 AM): yea it is andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:09:15 AM): yeah larry somers (2/10/2009 3:09:17

Editing Blog Practice
- Get Your Own The Kingdom of the Wolves is growing,and in doing so has elected to start a new bombing platoon known as Spirit of the Wolf.... If you're interested in learning to bomb,have time to spend on contests helping our fammily members to win,have the pack mentality of INTEGRITY,LOYALTY,HONOR,then come join us.... Don't know how to bomb,not sure if you would like it???Come give it a try,we'll teach you how it's done...there's nothing like helping family to win....remember Spirit of the Wolf is a part of Kingdom of the Wolves....it's family... you can contac any of the 3 of us to inquire,just click one of the links below.... *FTW Shredded Heart *Fubar Wife To *Lord Wolf * First Lady To K.O.W.*R.B.W.*Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber@ fubar chrisgrl41~kow~~LONE WOLF~G-SPOTTER@ fubar Honey~Angel*proud subject of the Kingdom of the Wolves*advisor/mediator~ Spirit of the Wolf Pla@ fubar *LORD WOLF*Founder Kingdom of Wo

Hi To Everyone
Thanks to everyone who has given me a rating do you want to see my better pictures when im in swimming trunks and looking a lot better than i do now if i do then will you rate me a ten for every photo xxx good luck to you all WHAT DO YOU THINK OF JK SAT IN HIS CAR ? THIS WAS TAKEN AFTER HE HAD HAD A RIDE IN A F 1 GP CAR WHEN I SAY A RIDE WHAT I MEAN IS HE WAS SAT IN THE BACK SEAT OF A 2 SEATED f1 RACING CAR MAD BY MINARDI IF I REMEMBER RIGHTLY. IT WAS TAKEN AT THE ROCKINGHAM MOTOR SPEEDWAY IN CORBY, NORTHAMPTONSHIRE LUCKY BUGGER WENT TO BIRMINGHAM LAST NIGHT WATCH THE CHAMPION OF CHAMPIONS AND THE NIGHT WAS A GOOD ONE YOU ALL SHOULD OF BEEN THERE

Heroin Diaries Thru Video (6 Parts)
Heroin Diaries Podcast Part 1 Heroin Diaries Podcast Part 3 Heroin Diaries Podcast Part 6

Friends
Peggy Sue has opened a new lounge. Our favorite tree hugger now has her own treehouse for us to hang out in. Please stop by and check out her Treehouse. Everyone is invited to join the fun. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54536 Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 This is a new friend of mine so show her some FUBAR love...Add her Fan her rate and show her whats its all about...she will return the love Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 teeter@ fubar My new friend Spicy Angel needs your help. Her profile was recently deleted. She was a Rockstar before she was deleted. Please stop by her page and rate her pictures and stash to get her level back up where it was. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 Spicy Angel@ fubar

Life
All these memories Distorted, confused, unaborted You're discarding As a product of Circumstances granted existence Bestowed to me Give me closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? And so you've forgotten me The boy devoid of your nursery For these lifetimes gone by I can't help question why Through the years denied this Closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? Tears gone uncried Torrid inside And no face to relate to names to reply Especially when the memories Cut like a knife Left with just pages to which I confide Especially when the memories Cut like a knife Left with just pages to which I confide Give me closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? Especially when the memories Cut like a knife -am I still lost? Left with just pages to which I confide Especially when the memories Cut like a knife -am I still lost? Left with just pages to which I confide. I hide my love for you in a d

Really Bad News
Richard Jeremy Spires Commercial Diver CARROLLTON, Ga. - Mr. Richard (Jeremy) Spires, 27, entered into rest Wednesday, October 10, 2007 at the Tanner Medical Center. Memorial services will be held Sunday, October, 14 2007 at 2:00 P.M. in Calvary Baptist Church with Dr. Wayne Hunsucker officiating. Interment will follow in Hillcrest Memorial Park. Jeremy was a native of Augusta, Georgia and a Certified Commerical Diver. He was a member of Calvary Baptist Church where he taught Sunday School. He was well loved by the community and a friend to everyone he met. Jeremy has large extended family in the area including aunts, uncles, cousins, and adopted brothers and sisters as well as many friends. Survivors include his parents, Richard Eugene Spires of Charlotte, NC and Mary Hillman Williams of Beaufort, SC; maternal grandparents, Mary and Preston B. Hillman, Sr. of Augusta; paternal grandparents, Paul and Jennie Hankinson of Aiken, SC; daughter, Jasmine Nicole Spires of North Augusta, S

Hilarious
A man went over to his girl's place for a little bit of nookie between the sheets. He presented her with three choices of condom -- gold, silver, or bronze. "Silver," she said. "Why not gold?" "Because I want you to come second for once!" A young couple on their wedding night were in their honeymoon suite. As they were undressing for bed, the husband, a big burly man, tossed his trousers to his new bride. He said, "Here, put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your trousers." she said. "That's right,'' said the husband, "and don't you ever forget it. I'm the man who wears the pants in this family." With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. "Hell," he said. ''I can't get into your panties!" She replied, "That's right...and that's the way it is going to stay until your attitude changes." Do you believe this?

Poems From The Web
The Pussycat Song My pussycat was scratching out on the front door Scratched so long, poor pussy got sore Sore pussy! Sore…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was sitting out on the front step Sat so long it started to rain, poor pussy got wet Wet pussy! Sore…wet...pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was playing out on the back lot Played so long, poor pussy got hot Hot pussy! Sore…wet…hot…pussy Just a friendly little cat! I left my bottle of whiskey out last My pussycat drank it and got real tight Tight pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was rocking in the rocking chair Rocked so long, he lost his hair Bald pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…bald…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My neighbor and I are at the clothesline I said to my neighbor, “Won’t you look at mine?” My pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight

Why Cant It Be?
So I had a blind date this weekend...It was fun and he was good looking but it just wasnt there for me. The whole time I thought of the last guy I was with. As I found out that I might be getting more then friendly feelings for one of my closest guy friends. I hate how confused I am. I miss the last guy... I really am feelin' my guy friend...but the guy that I met this weekend isnt for me. I want things to work out for me. oi... i dont know what to say... i am way happy. but yet there is this thing bugging me and i am not totally sure what it is.. i want to be just completely happy... But its getting to me... I am slowly feeling more and more emepty inside. **sigh** what is a girl to do. ITS JUST SO LAME THAT EVERY GUY I FALL FOR TURNS OUT TO BE A FREAKING TOOLBUCKET. GUYS JUST TOTALLY CONFUSE ME! BUT THATS KINDA THERE JOB. I DONT SEE WHY MY EX JUST CAN NOT LET ME GO HE IS THE ONE TO FUCK UP NOT ME SO WHY AM I SUCH A BAD PERSON NOT TO L

Are You New?
Well the poser is now gone all and thanks for the support..LOve You all Hugs and Kisses!! PLEASE EVERYONE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, THIS PERSON IS POSING! SHE HAS STOLEN SOME OF MY PICS AND IS POSING THEM AS HERS. I AM GOING TO REPORT HER BUT CAN YOU PLEASE POST AS MANY BULLETINS AND BLOGS AS YOU CAN ABOUT HER PLEASE? HUGS AND KISSES!!!! sultry@ fubar If you have it...Use it! If you don't...Find it! Please! lol Hugs and Kisses! COUTH • couth • Pronunciation: kuth • Hear it! Part of Speech: Adjective MEANING!!!: Suave, sophisticated, cultured, well-mannered, refined in manner and manners. This is not meant for everyone as I think you all know...please do not take offense! Its meant for some, that seem to think its ok to start a conversation with impolite suggestions..:)

Uncle Clarence
I just got back from vacation to the beach with my family from Grenada -- and tonight I just got a call from my Mom. I found out that my favorite Uncle - Uncle Clarence - had a stroke. I can't believe it - I just saw him two days ago at the beach... He is a vibrant man - 75 years old. It's amazing to even think that he is that "old". He's had mini-strokes in the past, but he is healthy and active. He's my mom's favorite brother and my favorite uncle. He's been there for her thru thick and thin (he was the father she never had. And on vacation... he drank me under the table! I had to laugh - I make sure that I don't accident sip HIS drink - I'd pass out (just kidding). He is paralyzed on one side and I am devastated. He's so far away that I can't be there to hold his hand and give him a kiss. PLEASE - if you read this tonight - pray for him - Clarence Searles - in Wayne NJ. Thanks guys. Thurs 8 a.m. - I talked with my Mom this morning and my uncle has been moved to t

Funny
FOR MY BABY IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOUWONDERING IF YOUR DOING THE SAMEI SEE YOU EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYESI SEE YOU WHEN IM AWAKEI CANT GET YOU OFF MY MIND I LOVE YOU SO MUCHYOUR MY EVERYTHINGI HAVE ONE THING I NEED TO KNOWDO I MAKE YOU HAPPYLIKE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME HAPPY GOD I HAVE BEEN FLOATING ON CLOUD 9KNOWING THAT YOUR MY WIFE If You Have No Tunes Click Here Close That Tab And Refesh My face blazes red. He holds me tight. A smile spreads across my face. He places a kiss at the base of my neck. I intertwine my fingers in his hair. I press myself closer to him. Then he kisses me roughly and bites my bottom lip. I tug at his shirt while he tugs at my shorts. I place kisses upon his bare chest. He runs his hands up my thighs. Still, we hold each other closer. This love we share is strong. This love we have is beautiful. This love we know is amazing. This love.

Not Mine
Those quiet days of Yore Where have those quiet days of yesterday gone? Lost in the shuffle and bustle of today.. I am caught in the crosswinds, blown far from known waters. Where is the eye of the hurricane? That quiet point where all is still..... Somewhere In the middle as I recall. Is that all? No there's more... A dull roar.... Clashing and crashing the walls come down.. I have no fear of the things others hold dear. Things that seem so important and so dire.. I care only because I desire to be gentle. As I shatter the Illusions they cling to like life itself.. Why do I discard what I have known so easily while others only let slip a little peice at a time? Because after being shattered one or twice it becomes simple.. Easier to let go of what one never had for long.... Fragile is what describes it best.... Such a word......to mean so much...apply to so many things and moments. Existence hangs on a thread.. Trouble

Come Meet Playboy Club Staff Members.....
Meet our Bouncers ~~~ You never know they might be lurking in the shadows of the club... They are here to protect the bunnie and make sure all stays well in the Club.. Please respect there decision.. Thank you - Management GhostRider ~ Bouncer Jab2 ~ Bouncer Lil Momma ~ Bouncer Precious ~ Bouncer Streatch Johnny007 ~ Bouncer Come on in meet the bunnies.. They are hopping all over the lounge.. But beware of the bouncers lurking in the shadows.. Play nice with oour Bunnies... Roxy Princess ~ Playboy’s Cutie TX Angel ~ Playboy Bunny Chickaterra ~ Playboy Bunny

Random Stuff About Me
today i saw on yahoo news that a fellow soldier was murdered . she was a dentist and was found in a hotel room. they say she was pregnant. she just transferred to the 19th support as a dentist this is a sad blow for ft bragg and america's army. is it me or did i piss someone off on here? i got like 5 people that talk to me on a daily basis where did everyone else go? "sniff's armpits nope clean just showered" any suggestions? i swear lately it must be something in the air but has anyone else noticed alot of plain out rude people on here lately? you add them fan them rate them and their stuff next thing ya know its oh come to this lounge or help me in this contest then if you dont your made out to be an asshole by them. sorry this is a bit forward but damn enough is enough with the crap at least you could return the favor and rate the stuff of the person who is rating you.. another thing.... how hard is it when someone hosts a happy hour to drop in on their page show a little love maybe

Its Been A Long Time Since We Talked.
My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . I read your profile and thought I might stop by, say hello and see if you might want to become friends and talk? Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTSA or where ever. If you have children

Love Is
Why does it become so hard to express true feelings? When did it become so diffulcult to say what you really want? Why can't we see someone from across a room approach them and say "hi" without coming across as too bold? Is being honest really that bad? I mean shouldn't we cut through all the bull shit and say what we really want to without hurting anyone? I want to be able to convey how I feel and not be afraid that someone is taking it wrong. I believe honesty is better than lies. Lies catch up to you and they are meant to deceive. I want a relationship that is open and honest I want to feel I can express how I feel without someone telling me that its not politically correct not to play games. I don't want to feel that someone is sitting in judgement over something I do I want to feel free to express my feelings and not be labeled or branded one way or another life is too short to let others hold u back/ always be true to yourself no matter the cost

True Friends
I love you with all my might that i have in my heart. My love is truly the most real thing that I have to to offer you besides my friendship. The way you make me feel is something that I have not felt in a long time. When you hold or even tough me you put chills down and up my back, you also put butterflys in my stomach that flutter around in side my body. All I want to do is stay in your arms because when I'm their i feel as safe as I have ever felt in my hole life of living. When I am around you I feel that I can do anything that I put my mind on doing. There's something about you that makes me be the woman thats inside my mind. When we are togather you make me laugh at things that I would not laugh at before I met you in this time of my life. I have had a bad life in the few years of my life time. I have been hurt alot in the passed few years of living. So what I am trying to you is that please don't hurt me anymore than I have been, because I care too much for you to hurt me. It wo

Deep Thoughts
Happy news first the Laptop is finally ready for pickup. YAY and I was right it was the hard drive that died. Sorry havent been around will be around again soonGo me! and in answer to Alesta..... Here is what I got for the holiday. 1 belated Birthday present from Purple. - A black Fuzzy velour throw blankie. I wub Purple and my Fuzzy blankie. The real world presents: 2 Patricia Cornwell Novels in hard back - Two that I dont have and well I hope I moved the rest of my collection. 1 Black onyx and Silver Pendant with silver chain- From Kittenwithapen. I havent taken it off yet good sign means not allergic to it. 1 bath basket with assorted Vanilla products that are all natural including body butter and facials and incense- From Kittenwithapen. Wow she really knows how much I love Vanilla. and the shocker--- 100 hundred dollars from Michael's Grandparents. And one card from Misti *huggles to her* 4 Coupons from Alexander that he made himself that was sooo sweet. (an

Stuff
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Oliver Is Here...
then go to my website! www.oliverdouglasonline.com ! email me and let me know what you think Ok, so don't laugh right away, but I saw the Brave One last night. You know, that movie with Jodie Foster? Well apparently, you don't know. Apparently no one knows. Below is a picture to refresh you. It actually was an OK way to spend 2 hours (yes, 2 hours). Anyways, I started to wonder how people don't realize that Jodie Foster is a complete DYKE. I mean, not even the slightest bit of lipstick is on this lesbian. She now sports the haircut that all boyish dykes and also every gay, male hairdresser has. My ex had it. He is a hairdresser. Melissa Etheridge had it and Ellen still rocks it. Umm, I'm pretty sure Anne Heche had it. And that weird gay guy with the bloated chipmunk cheeks on Entertainment Tonight, Cojo. This is Cojo. This photo is not photoshopped. His cheeks are actually this bulbous. This isn't really the hair I'm talking about, but at one point, he had that haircut tha

Ha Ha Funny
FINDING LOVE AND COMFORT FROM SOMEONE ON LINE IS NOT A FORBIDDEN CRIME EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH ME DOES NOT MATTER IF WE ARE FRIENDS YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART TILL THE END WRITTEN WITH A PEN, SEALED WITH A KISSS IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLEASE ANSWER THIS: ARE WE FRIENDS OR ARE WE NOT? YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE SO I CAN SAY "I AM HERE FOR YOU" OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET YOU ARE THE ONE I WONT FORGET AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU DO ILL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU ILL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THEIR WINGS AND RISK THE LOSS OF EVERYTHING JUST TO PROVE MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT I CALL OUT YOUR NAME BUT THERE IS NO SOUND I GET UP AND YOUR NOT AROUND SO I LAY MY HEAD BACK DOWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT

Kiss'in Me
WOULD YOU SHOULD YOU COULD YOU LET YOUR EX WIFE LIVE WITH YOU FOR A WHILE WHILE YOU ARE LIVING WITH AND ENGADGED TO A NEW LADY IN YOUR LIFE OR MAN I KNOW CHILDREN ARE THE LOVE OF OUR LIFES AND I KNOW YOU WOULD DO ANY THING IN THE WORLD FOR THEM AND TO SEE THEM BUT WHAT ABOUT THE LADY YOU ARE WITH NOW WHAT ABOUT HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT THE OTHER ONE BEING IN THE SAME HOUSE AS SHE IS?AND AFTER YOU HAD A DREAM THAT THE EX WIFE TOOK THE LADY YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH? HEY I TRUSTED YOU SO MUCH....OH MY GOD!!!! YOU COULDNT KEEP YOU FUCKING BIG MOUTH SHUT COULD YOU???? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TELL EVERYONE MY FUCKING BUSINESS HUH???? I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID THAT....I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND....I GUESS NOT HUH!!!! THIS IS SO FUCKED UP!!!!NOW EVERYONE KNOWS HOW FUCKIN SEXY I REALLY AM!!! HA.HA.HA...LOL...SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR SEXY FRIENDS AND IF YOU ARE SEXY ENOUGH YOU JUST MIGHT GET IT BACK a very old man saw with his young son a pellet of VIAGRA (the blue pill) he said to him :hey this pill s

General Interest
I got a new dog, it is a Malti-poo mix. She is adorable or will be when her hair is grown out. I still can't believe someone would throw her out on a highway. She is house-trained and about 2 years old. A police officer rescued her and gave her to a friend who is a another police officers wife. She gave her to me, because she knew her husband would not let her keep the dog. Like a sucker for dogs, I took her. A co-worker at the jail kept asking me about the dog. She said she was scammed out of $200 to get a dog sent to her. I agreed to give her the dog, but so far she has not showed me that she really wants it. First day, she did not call me until very later. The next day it was pouring down and would have been a bad day to be on the road with the dog. The she told me someone said those types of dogs bite children. Then it was her phone service was down and she would give me her home phone number, which she never did. I am now on my 2 days off and now I am attached to the dog. She h

Stuff???
Today; I took down, my precious, sweet, dried, once given to me rose's, from the walls. Now, it seems so empty here in my solem flat... They were given to me from family, friends, & yes, even from my lover........ Time has a way of drying up all feelings. They had been tied & dried with ribbons and bows. Placed here & there to fill the spaces..... Memories of days shared. Places spent. Happy times, as well as some sad, sick ones also.. But, roses being my favorite. I could never throw them out. Today I looked. I decided it was time. I fingered the small ribbon, then began the task. To me they were still, stunning as the days I received them. Ever so slowly, I began the delicate dismantling... What am I going to do with all of these. 14 bunches...... Plucking the rose heads, I started. I was drifting with my thoughts. Does this really matter? It does to me... I stopped. I started to wonder.. Why does this effect me so? After choosing a large basket I decid

Please Read
dlurch@ fubar I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it's like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don't want to because you don't want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be

Please Help!
I have to run a few errands and would like to keep the commenting going if at all possible so the other team does not catch up! we keep getting and outstanding lead and then they start catching up real fast! if anyone needs something to do can you please go by the contest i am in and leave a few comments! it is greatly appreciated! thank you! Jennifer link: Please help! I need as many people who can leave a few comments for me! I am quickly losing my lead and do not know how much longer i can keep up. Please help! Pleeeeeeeeeeeeease! Jennifer Link: I am in a contest for a 3 month vip and would love to win! If there is anyone out there who is bored and needs something to do! Come on by! Thanks everyone, Jennifer Link:

Scorpio Articles.. Truth Or Myth?
Scorpio About the Scorpio woman The Scorpio woman, more or less beautiful, has a great sex appeal that sometimes she cultivates to vulgarity and sometimes she is not even aware of. She emancipates very quickly even if her behaviour sometimes shows traces of an involuntary primitiveness. Being in search for refinement is Scorpio woman’s personal charm as she is the bearer of one of the most important energies of human beings: the sexual energy. It is the energy she will have to cope with all her life. She will have to accept this energy, to know it, control it and share it with the others. This is not an easy task in the confused world we live in and this is why being less charming or not at all charming is the sign of a very mature mission of life. Don’t avoid the Scorpio woman and don’t underestimate her! She is strong, straightforward, with no obsolete ideas, but often with no courage. However, if she follows her heart, the Scorpio woman will be an overwhelming femin

Poems
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers Your hazel green eyes Are like woods on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of songful birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and dappled love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I see you and in your beautiful eyes i see eternity. I

If You Want To See
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?"Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? "Another mother asked President F.D.Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die ay Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W.Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" Another mother asked President G. Washington, " Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Long, time ago, a mother asked: "Heavenly Father why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar: So that other may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." P.S If you don't stand behind our troops, please feel free to stand in front of them. Oh what a feeling I get when I�m with you You take my heart into everything you do And

Life 2
I know I haven't been around here for a while but I was trying to spend as much time as I could with my dad. He has now passed away. It doesn't make it any easier knowing that this day was coming. I am grateful he isn't suffering anymore, the last few days were such a struggle for him. Might be awhile before I will be around again. Take Care, Susie I want to thank all of you that have sent me your wonderful condolences on my dads passing. It has been hard but I am getting through it. Your friendship means so much to me more then you can imagine, especially at this time that has been very difficult. I love you all! I just wanted to let you guys know I will not be around for awhile. So much is going on in my life now and I just don't have the time. My life has been crazy to say the least this year, and is really crazy now, esp with my dad being in the hospital again. It's not good and he is in ICU where they are trying to stabilize him so they can amputate the good leg he has

Endings
One day two small boys decided to play a trick on Mullah Nasruddin. With a tiny bird cupped in their hands they would ask him whether it was alive or dead. If he said it was alive they would crush it to show him he was wrong. If he said it was dead they would let it fly away and still fool him. When they found the wise old man they said, Mullah Nasruddin, that which we are holding, is it alive or dead? Mullah Nasruddin thought for a moment and replied, Ah, my young friends, that is in your hands! Mullah Nasruddin, why do you always answer a question with another question? Do I? Occasionally I noodle around on the internet just for the fun of it. Today I looked up Mullah Nasruddin found the story above. Reading it I thought of one of my friends, one of the people I guide, who is constantly accusing me of never actually answering a question. She says that I always reply to a question of hers with another question. She has been saying this to me for years and I kind of laug

One Of My Poems
eat me,beat me bite me,blow me suck me,fuck me very slowly if you kiss me dont be hasty use your toung to make it tasty roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed

Still Figurin' Things Out! *blushes*
First Glance Cinnamon and Steeped coffee.. Distant chatter of others with ragtime interlaced... Knees held together, toes turned inward... Face flushed... MY God, Anticipation! Peering through the reflective glass.. Tall and Handsome.. A smile that melts, At last! a HUG! Love from My Lips feeling you... enduring the longing... lingers in the exhausting breath that escapes my heart the exhale... is the scent of crimson rose to taste it on my tongue, pure pleasure.. exist in my mouth. my heart joins my hand as the sweet song flows from my lips. Embers of Life Letting go of the Fire, the witness to your existence, the pedestal of hope That held you high from Invisibility Grasping for breath, No one will know.. Secretly Loving, the deadly sin Envious Truth of Embers Burn deep smoldering to find one

Bad Days!!!
Some things that are so misunderstood should seem simple to another person. If you trust in ones thoughts, feelings and what they believe in. Shouldn't that be enough to hold something together if it's meant to be? Just cause a person is doin what they feel is right from your opinion, does that mean that the other person is wrong? No that's the difference in us as human beings. It's what makes this world go round. Some opinions don't mix well and some don't. But to make a person choice over another person is really something to think about. I have had my insecurities over the years with due right, but I learned to fight them and learned what it is that I needed to overcome them. If I can learn them, why are they being thrown in my face for? I can't haven't a clue. Maybe I was raised differently. I was raised to stand by my decisions if I truly believed in them. I am just rambling here, so I'm gonna end and edit this later.. Katrina You have been bitten now go and bite

To My Friends.
If there is anything you like to watch, you can find it at this site. http://www.ovguide.com You name it they have a link to where you can watch it. Sorry everyone, but I don't have the internet right now. I'm using a friends, I will try and keep in touch when I can. Life kinda sucks for me right now. Hugs and kisses to all the ladies and wazzup to the fellas. "Starship Troopers 3: Marauder" Genre: Action / Fantasy / Comedy / Adventure / Drama / Horror / Thriller / Western / Sci-Fi Release: 2008 July Rtg: 7.4/10 (774 votes) "The Eye (2008)"

Recipes
1 lb bittersweet chocolate, chopped 1 stick unsalted butter 9 large eggs, separated 3/4 cup granulated sugar, plus 1 tablespoon 2 cups heavy cream, cold Confectioners' sugar, for dusting Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Butter a 9-inch springform pan. Put the chocolate and butter into the top of a double boiler (or in a heatproof bowl) and heat over (but not touching) about 1 inch of simmering water until melted. Meanwhile, whisk the egg yolks with the sugar in a mixing bowl until light yellow in color. Whisk a little of the chocolate mixture into the egg yolk mixture to temper the eggs - this will keep the eggs from scrambling from the heat of the chocolate; then whisk in the rest of the chocolate mixture. Beat the egg whites in a mixing bowl until stiff peaks form and fold into the chocolate mixture. Pour into the prepared pan (spray the bottom with nonstick spray) and bake until the cake is set, the top starts to crack, and a toothpick inserted into the cake co

General Information
I cant remember where I found this, but its very intoresting indeed. Hope you enjoy it. Abdomen - to dream of seeing this part of your body suggests that your greatest expectations will be realized as long as you keep it uppermost in your mind. To dream of it in an unhealthy state suggests false friends around you. To see it swollen or protruding suggests trials and delays but your determination will win out if kept up. Abundance - to dream of this suggests a strong desire for independence, especially materialistically. Abortion - for a woman to dream she is undergoing this procedure suggests scandals are waiting in the immediate future. Watch what you do as it will backfire and keep the neighbors talking. Abuse - to dream of abusing someone suggests a period of bad luck in your affairs. Losing money through the influence of others can also be suggested. To dream that you are being abused suggests some sort of mistreatment in your daily life which you cannot justify.

Personal
Well I don't quite know how to begin to describe the day that I've had today. First thing today I got news that I'm basically screwed for getting back into the gaming industry unless I want to lie about my practical experience. Although I have 9 years experience doing EXACTLY what I did when I did it as a job...the JOB part is all they seem to pay attention to. So I can't hardly find a job in the games industry...BUT...I had a glimmer of hope until this morning. The studio I worked with in England posted a 'track designer' job (which is the job that I did for them on ATV Offroad Fury 4), so I applied and got the news this morning that while they were happy to see my application, they are looking for a candidate with a little more experience! Needless to say after that I was feeling rather sorry for myself. I sat back and took stock of my life, where I am, my eventual retirement (and lack of planning or saving for it)...and I was just about to (as we say in the games industry) '

Stuff On Fubar ......
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didn’t seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh it’s just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them

Need All To Join
if you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I said accusing

Blog
BLOG!!!!! look what I can do! BLOG!!!!!!! LMAO AND U THOUGHT I COULDNT DO THIS TIL LEVEL 5! hi everyone again! this blog is important this time. i know i dont know any of you personally but a very wise friend once told me that there is power in numbers when it comes to prayer and im askn for your help. my little boy is having surgery on the 23rd and im freakin out. i believe in my heart that everything will be okay but i would greatly appreciate it if you keep my little guy in your prayers that he will have smooth sailing so to speak and will recover quickly. if any of you are parents im sure you have an idea of what im goin thru right about now and i would really appreciate if you keep him in your thoughts. thank you over and over again. thank you fellow fubarians. it will not be forgotten. = ) okay so my new years resolution is to quit smoking and so far im doin pretty good but i need some support or tips or something. please fellow fubarians HELP!!!!! thanks and love you lots

My Country - Lithuania
That was on 13 January 1991 in the capital of Vilnius This is nowadays Lithuania So-called golden dunes... follow the story.... and excerpt from a dvd movie AMAZING BASKET OF SARUNAS JASIKEVICIUS FROM ALMOST 28 METRES AWAY! Three points last minute :) Pre-eurobasket tournament match August 16th 2007 in Gijón (Spain)

My Poetry
She walks slowly along the quiet street cars passing now and then a cigarette between her fingers and music in her ears to the left houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms to the right a body of water rolling lazily along all look quiet peaceful yet all hold their secrets the houses full of closets skeletons secrets the water nurturing life of predator and prey and she holds the secrets of her heart tumultuous emotions sugar sweet and blood red crashing together rolling along on the waves of sadness she stops and sits hoping to draw peace from the river not knowing they are the same full of secrets and hidden passions not yet ready for the world to see Walking through the door another new opportunity terrified and shy quiet testing the waters before jumping in getting to know people slowly letting them in into her life and loves her stories what she's seen who she is until finally she feels able to open her mouth like a store room tha

Mudvayne
"Cradle" Breathe... Push... ...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now you were never there for me never there to carry me, 26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to Me I can't bleed, I can't bleed, I wanna break for the life that walked away from me I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering, What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you. Look at me now, you left me so fuck you. Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me. Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head al

Trains
< Angel Among Us Train Angels Among UsBy AlabamaBest Video Codes A Poem For Our Troops one day in september not too long ago things were calm no way to know it was no matter then seconds life as we know it would change the terrorist dirty actions is what we had to blame many dear loved ones perished when taken by surprised as heartless men of terror came thru our own blue skies destroyed so much ,so many but it didnt break our faith thi country stands united thats what makes america great in god we trust is our motto and this shall ever be america built on god that's what keep america FREE ღHeart§OfLoveღ 2 Get A Tag Private Message GoofyLady.. When u pick up ur tag please rate all of them before u take ur tag..Click on the pic to get ur tag ~GoofyLady~

Heart Shaped Box
LOL, man i got a good one today. Where has all the damn honesty gone in this world? I have no frigen clue. All i know is its easier for people to just lie and say something that they think that person wants to hear and then be done with it, and then when that someone finds out the truth it hurts SOOO much. O.k. take this for example, i met this girl at a party, her name is Natalie right, so her and I and a bunch of friends go to this dance bar and have a great time, im holding her, and when i go to let go to get a drink or whatever she clenches my hands tight not wanting me to go. I thought things were great that night, i told her that i wanted to REALLY get to know her, and go at her speed, and that sex that night was OUTTA the question. I wanted more then that. Well she had somethings in her life goin on i understand that, and i stayed out of it letting her do her thing, bout a week later she finally calls me up, (I was so bout to just move on,) so anyway we hang out all week, i got

James
why cant people stay out of other people bizness what we do is are promlem a;ll they are doing is causeing trouble for a lot of people look at the new pic and rate them there in vacation rate me and i will rate you thankx you cant trust any one now days you think you know some one and they will fuck you over dont care how long you known them so yeah

Cece's Blog
it was the age of discovery dint know if you would if it was understandable but must break connection am watched very close for the age of discovery it was caught in the teens break ties so blogs stay much to everyones delight the blogs are available for all to see but not to add for the hundred will not grow maybe your memories are supplied by the blogs such memories we have there will always be there subject: Sorry post date: 2007-11-21 11:36:45 views: 23 comments: 3 ratings: 0 I'm sorry for any problems i may have caused here i dint intentionally be rude as i found myself to be first i let a cyber stalker make me so sensitive i was handling it well but i did conspire with others to that person who was maybe a bit overzealous but i became excessive myself maybe i did overreact next was downraters i dint really care about ratings it seems i did over analyze things i am beginning to become a person i dont like and that is one perso

Bikers
My friends are fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a LifeTime movie in the near future. Here goes: Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my fancy" is easily tickled. I had gone into the Star Market to pick up some milk yesterday and I bought a super-ball in the checkout line -- 50 cents. What a bargain! It tickled my fancy--still does. That thing bounces soooooo high, and it has provided me with hours of entertainment. It just doesn't get any better than that, now does it?). I'm so easily distracted. That dang super-ball is so much fun. So what were we talking about? Oh yeah, I bought something really cool at Larry's Pistol and Pawn last Saturday. The occasion was my 44th birthday and I was looking for a little something extra cool. What

Paulettea's
All Saints day, Pooky, Puca (A Mischievous spirit) Hallows Eve, All Souls Eve, All Hallows Even, are all given names for Halloween (Haela'win) an ancient pagan festival held usually on the 31st October. It began in Ireland in the 18th Century, the Celts, Britain, France were the instigators, a harvest festival in Fall (Autumn) where masks were worn to scare of evil spirits so the crops wouldn't be hindered, they called it 'Samhain' and in Welsh 'Clan Gaea . In the 19th century immigrants bought different versions of the traditions to North America and today in most Western countries to some degree in some form'' Halloween' has been integrated into the culture, in America it was the pop culture. All Saints Day or Eve was a holiday a day of religious festivities held in Northern Europe with different pagan traditions, however, it was later adapted by missionaries who put a Christian slant on it. In European circles it was considered to be a time when the spiritual world made cont

Wanna Win Me... Come Place A Bid
woohoo i went from 260k to 300k and now im up to a 30 day blast... yay i feel so loved now! hurry up and get ur bids in darlins, it ends sometime tomorrow! RATTO with the bid of a 30 day blast. poor fubarians gotta see me randomly pop up in that lil box for a month hahaha yes. thank u ratto u rock hun, i couldnt have been won by a better friend! go check him out now and rate if u fulove me ratto@ fubar u know u love me and wanna fu-own me. so why not take a chance and place a bid on me in this new auction being held by DJ FIRE. just click the pic and go place a bid on me, i'll love ya forever. starts march 8th

Blahhhh
just thought i wlound let every one know i had my kidney stones removed yesterday i am doing so so but tired and very sore happpy turkey day to all merry x-mas to all and a happy new year to all as will

Misc. Stuff
Just wanted to let everyone know I made it to Tn safely. I am not sure when I will be able to get online full time. I am using the Library right now to get access on here fubar. I am still looking for a job in Tn its tougher then I thought. WTF is the Im over qualified for jobs bullshit, thats some funny shit right there. I finally got to meet my online Sissy Cre... she is fucking hilarious gawd I love ya sissy. My roomie well, that is a different story, J/K. Yeah I meet him off Fubar too. He is pretty cool. I am trying to get online as much as I can so be patient with me. So SHOW ME SOME LOVE ya FOOKERS LMAO. ICE I just wanted to let everyone know that I will be moving today. I am leaving south dakota to go to TN. So please wish me luck send lots of love to my page. And pray for me lol i will need it. I will get back on as soon as i can. Love to you all Ice

Me
tell me which of my pix is the hottest,an i should use for my profile pic Im lonely as hell,somebody help me in some way!!!!!! does nebody kno of ne other good websites that r free?????

Men Problems
Dan I know you may or may not read this but I hope you do. You affected my life like no one else has please don't end it this way. You made me believe there was that special someone out there for me. I was hoping he was you but just one simple click and that changed everything. How was I supposed to know I was going to make you made? How did I know how you felt about that? You never told me these things really until after we had talked about them and then you decided you don't want to talk to me anymore. The things you said to me felt so right but at the same time too good to be true. Perhaps you were just leading me on to get my heart broke. I may never know and probably never will find out now. Just know I am very truly sorry and I really do care for you so much and love you so much. Dan Swanson you could have been the one for me. Adorablewolf@ fubar With this being said I am telling I am sorry and I hope you forgive me. I love you always and forever and w

To All My Friends...
Hey guys.. just thought I would let everyone know that I am officially living on my own with the kids. Because of this change, I rarely have time to get online and talk to anyone. Plus, I am working full time and also a full time student and single mother of 6 month old twins. Yea, I am very very busy. But please send messages and leave love and Ill return the favor as soon as I can. Thanks everyone for understanding. Just to let my friends know... I'm moving the rest of my stuff to the other apartment. I'll be staying there over the weekend once all my furniture gets moved which will be in about... 4 hours or so. But I wont have internet or phone until Monday. And yea I know I have not been on alot lately. I've been really really really busy between work, school, and the kids and moving and all that. I know that this is going to sound really weird. But I didn't get wasted yesterday and I didn't care to either. I spent my day with my children and enjoying their company. I

Stuff
Your Cell Phone Etiquette is 28% Bad, 72% Good Your cell phone manners are quite good. Not perfect, but almost. Occasionally, you do annoy people with your cell. But when you realize it, you stop. How's Your Cell Phone Etiquette? We are having our yearly HALLOWEEN PARTY on Nov.1 . We live around Charlottsville if you would like to know more just send us a message, and if you sound safe lol we can tell you all about it. You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Super Friend Requests - Take Note! Hehe
From ace31man: it was quite a pleasure to meet someone who likes superman. i am also glad you are upfront and forthcoming with your ideals and am the same way. i am requesting this friendship for exactly that. i do not play games and expect the same in return. a long distance friend who openly shares in good communication must be at the forefront. i hope we can take a journey on a long lasting friendship. let me know ok. thanks for your time. ---------------- Ok then, boys! Take note! Game on.....will you pass the test like SuperAce did? Probably not.....so I will just have to click "Deny". hehe Never before have I received such a lovely friend request by way of a private message: ----------------------------------------- "Hi. My name is Johnny. I saw your profile and looked at/rated some of your pictures. I have to tell you that you immediately stole my heart. My God you are such a Sweetheart. You look like an angel from heaven. I really couldn't get over just ho

What's Up With That Shit!?
It was only a day ago when I decided that I was going to drop school, drop the chance to get my diploma and move half way across the country for a guy I've fallen in love with. I checked my Fubar profile and found this.. "You may be just a bit more calculating than other folks, but today you should be ready to act on impulse when the time is right. A bold romantic move or a random change of plans can make a big difference." Isn't that the creepiest thing? I've never had a Horoscope that read so true. 10) Collect potatoes. Paint faces on them and give them names. Name one after your roommate. Separate your roommate's potato from the others. Wait a few days, and then bake your roommate's potato and eat it. Explain to your roommate, ''He just didn't belong.'' 9) Move everything to one side of the room. Ask your roommate if he knows how much an elephant weighs, and look at the floor on the empty side of the room with concern. 8) Draw a tiny black line on your nose. Make it bigger e

Meeting
Hello family!!! Weekly meeting Saturday night 10 pm eastern time. Just want to remind everybody that pics are due tmw for our first family contest! looking forward to seeing your evilness Should be fun Talk to you at the meeting.We have a couple new members this week please make them feel welcome!! Love RedHotMomma666~DarkVampiress To better facilitate things...we are switching the Family Meetings to Sundays at 10pm...hopefully this will help with a stronger turnout....also our contest is a success...it having ended at last Saturday at 10pm...we have noticed a few people that continued voting,but those do not count because it was after the contest had ended,BUT they will be be generously compensated for their time and effort...sorry for the mix up..it was our first contest..and we plan to be firing on all cylinders for the next..thanks to all that have participated...see you Sunday at the Meeting....Later! We have a last minute entrant...so we are up to 13...Woot!......Come On guys...

Just Some Thoughts
It is snowing like crazy here,a nd my dogs are in the back yard playing in it, they love it!!! Dogs can be so much fun at times. So now I can not only see if my friends are on line in my bar tab, but I can also see who they are leaving comments to. Wow, as if things werent bad enough with people getting all upset why I didnt leave a comment for them, or why I left one for so and so, but now they can see who is commenting who. This is going to cause so real drama here. Time to find out who your true friends are and who is just playing games I guess. Lets the games begin!! LOL Can any ladies explain to me why nice guys just dont cut it with you? What is it about the bad boys that makes them more attractive and more desirable than a nice guy?

My Poetry
Life is like a bowl of cherries. Seeming to be so easy. But When the cherries Have all been eaten. You are left with only the pits. It's here That you soon realize That life is truly really The Pits. Time It gives you a start And races throught your heart. It goes without saying And goes without paying. It gives you the gain That keeps you insane. It gives you the pain That gives you the shame. It gives you the laughter That forms into tears. It gives you the joys Which forms into fears. It gives you the challenges That never goes unchallenged. It gives you the ways That continues through your days. It gives you the questions Which never goes unanswered. It gives you the answers Which never goes unquestioned. It gives you the hate That keeps up to date. It gives you the saying That life is our fate. if man were made perfect -- Complete as can be -- Then God Would have never Created The 'She' For man is The Trunk, The Branch And

He Needs Help
DJ~~~CwayZee~~~@ fubarFLAMMING HEARTS AND TOTAL CHAOS HE NEEDS OUR HELP TO LEVEL LETS DO WHAT WE DO BEST THANKS LATINA69 smitty1865@ fubarOK GUYS ANOTHER ONE IN NEED LETS DO IT THANKS LATINA69 greeneyes2776@ fubarTO ALL MY PEOPLES MY GIRL SHELLY IS NEW TO FUBAR SO LETS MAKE HER FEEL WELCOME THANKS LATINA69

The Day At The Beach
OMG I had the most awesome dream last night, let me tell you all about it.you came over to me in the late hrs of the night, it was pouring out side so when you got here you were soaking wet,so i suggest you get out of those wet clothes and into some thing dry.as you went to the bedroom to change into a robe while ur clothes dried i came in to join you.as you sat on the edge of the bed i put some soft suductive music on and began swaying my body bk and forth.as you watch with such amazement on ur face you slide up to the bk of the bed to enjoy,as you begin to breathe with such anticipation of what was to happen next..i slowly removed my blouse undoing 1 button at a time very slowly,until it was totally removed and exposing my red silk bra, as i slid my hand up my arm across my shoulder to lower 1 strap at a time.then turning around to undo my bra, while dancing and swaying even faster to the beat of the music, i turn around with both of my hands covering my breasts allowing you t

Purgatory
With his eyes, he sees her beauty, But it's not the thing that pulls Him to her. With his ears, he hears her sweet voice But it's not the thing that pulls Him to her. With his dreams, he feels her touch, But it's not the dream that pulls Him to her. With his heart, he sees another heart, One that has been tormented One that has lasted even through The toughest of times. With his soul, he hears her soul Tortured to the point of tears, Yet standing strong. With his words, he tries to touch her, And prays that she knows that His words are true. He sees more than just the beauty That was given at birth, He sees the beautiful angel That no one else appreciates, That no one else truly knows. The one that may have a tarnished halo, And yes, she has broken wings, Yet, someday, those wings will heel, And she'll soar above him. He sees the goodness in her heart, And even through the pain, He see the blessing that she is, Not because of her eyes, or hair, But

Stripradio
i was watching a law program today and i was wondering what the hell is up with ppl in this world we live in , I mean if you commit a crime and get away with it you commit another if you get caught you blame the socity , if you cheat in your girlfriend or boyfriend it's because you were tired of their crap or you think it's thier fault and they made youu do it, what makes me all pissed is well blame everyone else for our bullshit when in fact we are our own problem so take some responsabiltyfor yourself and stop blaming everyone else and look to yourself i have 2500 left to level please help a blind man can still see a deaf man can still hear a mute man can still talk HOW COME YOU WITH ALL YOUE SENSES CANT

Lrtm
Goddess_Luna aka LRTM Cancer Horoscopes (June 21 - Jul 22) Yesterday | Today | Tomorrow Thursday, Jan 1st, 2009 -- This first day of the new year tempts you to withdraw into a world of fantasy, for your thoughts can easily float into conceptual realms where you are not bound by reality. At the same time, you cannot get away from those close friends and family who keep bringing you back to the present moment, making it difficult for you to fully escape. Resign yourself to living in two worlds now by balancing your subjective inner life with the objective outer circumstances. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2009 Love Forecast Optimism Leads to Opportunities by Jeff Jawer While the thump thump of the heart will never lose its lead role in the orchestra of love, a stronger supporting role than usual will be played the mind this year. That’s because Jupiter, the planet of optimism, is entering heady Aquarius in January where it will meet up with the Moon’s North Node on Febru

Contest
please click the link... thank you!! I wish to take this time to thank each and EVERY one of my friends who have helped me SO much by bombing like mad in order for me to win a VIP you are all AWESOME!!! thank you to "cup of Joe" for adding me to the comp !! please show this man sum serious luv!!!! Cup Of Joe@ fubar please show these amazing ppl some luv!! they are MOST deserving of it!! &hearts TumsFun &hearts UK Leveller & W.I.S.E UK@ fubar Daz@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubar Mr Pibb@ fubar ~SLIPPERY~ HEAD ENFORCER~INSANE ASYLUM ~ W.I.S.E U.K FRIENDS ~

True Love
My heart will eventually find a partner, whether its in the shadows of the city or in the penthouse overlooking it. -legacy Was the world one big tragedy? Roaming through the shadows of traveled roads Starving for a hope fulfilled, a dream that touches your hand. Motivation through the clarity of geniune thought, of what must be done No tragedy will deter the will of man, if in his heart he believes it must be done. What determines a man..... Strength, leadership, passion, loyalty, compassion, love, and sometimes fear. A life born to a circumstance unknown to him. A life that has the potential to see happiness. A child scorn for the color of his skin, the size of his eyes, and even the size of his waist. As the child grows to the body of his teens, eyes start to see someone that has always been there. Flattery...starts to change his path, as he views what seems to be the friends that everyone wants. A life becomes consumed by oneself. A life in the midst of others, becomes a wo

Work
Emergency Medical Services (stupid) Frequently Asked Questions with answers! Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it? A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it. Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions) A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here. Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital? A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in. Q. Do you like you like your job? A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job. Q. Do you make a lot of money? A. Not enough by a long shot. At least not after my State, Local, and Federal Government gets through with my check. Q. How come the Pol

Family Updates
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Contest
As many of you know Heartisic Soul has done it again, this time its "The 1,000,000 Valentine. This is the link to her blog: http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 She has also added an album "Giveaway for the $1,000,000 Valentine." By rating and commenting on these tags wins that person hearts. Each rate earns 2 hearts and each comment earns 1 heart. Well i have a tag in that album, here is the link to that tag: Please stop by and rate and comment on my tag. Thank you all, slavedolphin Heartisic Soul is a great person so go show her some luv, Heartistic Soul@ fubar Im in the hottest bi-female contest. Please come show me lots of luv. Tennessee Tiger is the host so please show her lots of love to. It ends Dec. 7. Please go vote for me, here is the link, Im in the hottest bi-female contest. Tennessee Tiger is the host so please show her lots of love to. It started today and ends Dec. 7. Please go vote for me, here is the link,

The Dance
Wow, I have not really logged on or even been on FUBAR here for a long time, it feel like 4eva. I don't even know excactly really how long it has been. Anyways man My pics seem like they look kinda old.lol.... I dont know excactly why I havnt used Fubar in so long, I think that I was just maybe possibly getting bored with it and other stuff,things have and were just happening and stuff and have had other things going on in my life that I guess I just kinda forgot about it and like was like eh Idk just idk tired of it I guess. Anyways so I undecided about it, I mean I will prob use it once a while but not all that often as I use to when I first started using it... So I apologize , things happen...and ya so take care people. Peace out I really need new Pics...LOL I am so totally madly deeply in

X"mas Songs.....
Josh Groban - Believe Mariah - All i want for christmas is YOU S - Christmas In My Heart

Come Join Me In The Chill Factor=)
HEY SEXY!!!Come Chill With Us "ENTER HERE" You know I'll be there!!! to get a "blast"?! lmfao!!!! COME HANG OUT WITH DJ WOODY & CO. MAKE A REQEST. WHATEVER.... PLAY WITH MEEEEEEEEEE

Im Leaving!
I made a Tribute page on Facebook for my husband Peter. Feel free to have a look and join the group please that would mean alot to me! Thank you! http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6806601615 === '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-01 19:40:04'.. > > My husband yes i was married died today in a accident at work and i now will no longer becoming on here anymore. I have my 3 kids to look after and thats all i need! Here is his link to his page! Luvlicks3@ fubar http://www.stcatharinesstandard.ca/ArticleDisplay.aspx?e=802773

Speaking of RIC FLAIR if people didn’t know Ric does a lot for WWE then just wrestle he writes a lot of roles on there he has been doing that for yrs the man is in a class by his self in the WWE , he is also going on 60 yrs old he has done his time as a wrestler now its time to move on and in join his family . but he is not done with it , he will stay and write for the younger wrestlers and help them out he need to become a manger SOUTH CHARLESTON, W.Va. - A gas station clerk is accused of defrauding her boss out of nearly $50,000 by selling fuel to her family and friends for a tenth of a penny a gallon. Police arrested 25-year-old Madeline Jordan on Sunday — along with her mother, brother, a cousin and two others — after setting up a sting at the BP station in South Charleston. The station's owner told police last week he had noticed a significant drop in his income and found receipts that listed the deeply discounted rate. Police alleged that for several months Jordan,

Rate This Pic
Pls help my sweetie with a rate and a few comments Maria is in a contest for a VIP she needs her picture rated. no comments pls.

Bigeds
I cant seem to figure this system out hell I cant even find the help section LOL I am so burned out cant wait to go on vacation, get some fishing and just relax, How cool is this Fubar on my Blackberry. It seems to work ok but is not as fast as my laptop. Have a great day all.

Native Roots
glitter-graphics.com Celtic blessings for the season "Nollaig Faoi Shean Is Faoi Mhaise Dhuit" Knoll-ig f'wee haan ss f'wee shun-ah g-with (A Christmas of Happiness and Joy to you) (old Irish Saying) "May peace and plenty be the first to lift the latch on your door, and happiness be guided to your home by the candle of Christmas." "In the New Year, may your right hand always be stretched out in friendship and never in want." The Magic of Christmas lingers on Though childhood days have passed Upon the common round of life A Holy Spell is Cast From the Gospel of Peace: In everything that is life is the law written. You find it in the grass, in the tree, in the river, in the mountain, in the birds of heaven, in the fishes of the sea; But seek it chiefly in yourselves. For I tell you truly, all living things are nearer to God than the scriptures without life. God so made life and all living things that they might by the ever living word, teach the laws of th

Riddles
I cannot be felt, seen or touched; Yet I can be found in everybody; My existence is always in debate; Yet I have my own style of music. What Am I? i am a soul! Only one color, but not one size, Stuck at the bottom, yet easily flies. Present in sun, but not in rain, Doing no harm, and feeling no pain. What is it. it a shadow lol! Two convicts are locked in a cell. There is an unbarred window high up in the cell. No matter if they stand on the bed or one on top of the other they can't reach the window to escape. They then decide to tunnel out. However, they give up with the tunneling because it will take too long. Finally one of the convicts figures out how to escape from the cell. What is his plan? they used the dirt from the plan to tunnel and piled it up to escape lol! kinda stupid

My Health
hello all I went to the Dr today and the counts came up again which is a good thing it came up 26 thousands more which is up to 86 thousands but the total that has came up is so far is 77 thousands it has came up they are hoping that in a couple more weeks that we can start taking me off the med's but I'm not holding my breathe I feel like the Michelin tire guy( the big white guy) or the marshmallow guy from ghostbuster I have gain a total 13 lbs in 4 weeks and I found out it all fluid and will hope goes away once I'm off the med's but the next appointment is 01/07/2008 and there keeping and eye on the sugar to because it could get high sugar with this but cross your fingers this doesn't this has been a real wake -up call for me and I'm doing the best I can with it I get really snappy at the kids and everyone but this will go away thank you !!!! I don't know how much more I can take but I will write again and let you know what comes from the next appointment happy new years all be sa

Blah Blah Blah
come on now come on now come on now you know you make me wanna... Big Easy Idol Karaoke Contest- Sponsored by Jekyll & Hyde Liquor Tonight - Wednesday February 27th 9pm-1am Drink Specials All Night Include $1 Drafts $2 - Mixed Drinks $6 - Bud Light Pitchers $6 Jekyll & Hyde Monster Bombs Prizes for best and worst singer, group, impersonator, and outfit include free bar tabs, Yankees & Mets Opening Day Tickets and More now wait a minute.... Big Easy Monthly Zodiac Party - Sponsored by Coors Light This Friday - February 29th 10pm-4am Last chance to celebrate your birthday month for all of you born in January or February with discounted drink specials all night, free giveaways, Tickets and of course another visit from the now infamous Coors Light Girls. (infamous you ask? yes click here to see why)Not born in January or February? Well, we still have some fun stuff planned for everyone else as well, and afterall your Birthday month is coming up soon, so be sure

Rescue
EMT Prayer LORD, Grant me the wisdom so that I may treat those of your children that lay at my feet. Let my hands be gentle, sure and swift to impart to them your sacred gift. Let me see only a patient's need not their color, race or creed. Help me always to be my best even when it's on my hours rest. Grant me the insight to understand why patients of mine are going to die. Let me remember that when they do there is a wonderful life in Heaven with You. Lord, if in the time of duty I should fall help my family to hold their heads tall. For it was You who decided that I should be one of your chosen few, an EMT. -Author Unknown EMS Tribute want to tell you lies I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't

Quotes About The U.s. Marine Corps
"Artillerymen believe the world consist of two types of people; other Artillerymen and targets." - Unknown "There is NO job in the Field Artillery for the weak, the timid or the indecisive." - Unknown "Artillery adds dignity, to what would otherwise be an ugly brawl" - Frederick the Great, king of Germany, 1740 to 1786 "Gunners will always fight together, drink together, laugh together, and morn together." - Unknown A Toast to the Guns By them we live, For them we would die. Whatever the Mission, We'll give it a try. We'll serve them with Honor For they are the ones; That make us Artillerymen, So here's to the Guns: TO THE GUNS!! - Unknown "You can't describe the moral lift, when in the fight your spirits weary hears above the hostile fire, Your own artillery. Shells score the air like wavy hair from a forward battery. As regimental cannon crack While from positions further back, in bitter sweet song overhead crashing discordantly Division's

Donna
COULD EVERYONE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK PLEASE If anyone is interested I know a guy who needs companionship. His name is Thomas is not relationship material but likes companionship. He is 47 yrs old. Lives alone and is very casual. This is his number if u are in or around Mobile alabama give him a call. 251-689-0713 ITS AMAZING HOW SOME PPL THINK THINGS REVOLVE AROUND THEM. HOW THEY THINK NO ONE HAS FEELINGS BUT THEM, PPL THAT THINK THEY ARE GOD'S GIFT TO THE WORLD AND THEY ARE MASTER WHEN REALLY ALL THEY ARE IS WEEK AND EXTREMELY ANNOYING AND I'M TELLING U AND U KNOW WHO IN TALKIN BOUT UR NOT ALL THAT AND ITS TIME U CHECK INTO REALITY GROW UP BEFORE ITS TO LATE HUGS EVERYONE ELSE LOVE YA

Life Is More Fun With A Sense Of Humor.
December 18 is New Jersey Day, the day New Jersey officially approved the United States Constitution, and I, for one, am ready to proclaim -- I love the Garden State and all its citizenry. After two years of living in the filthy, overpriced, nose-in-the-air concrete mold growth that is New York City, I went to the Jersey Shore for the Fourth of July and had one of the best weekends of my life. I fell asleep listening to Bon Jovi and woke up listening to Bruce Springsteen (not an exaggeration, that actually happened). Everyone was so friendly and intent on showing me a good time, and had I chosen to, I could have gone the entire weekend without paying for anything. Young women and 60-year-old-men insisted on buying me drinks. So when my lease ran out, I got the hell out of Brooklyn and moved to Hoboken, New Jersey, America's number one city for singles. So it would be my honor to take a few minutes to clear up the most outrageous and offensive slander about my adopted home state.

Own Me
Rate all pics 11s during HH only Rate all stash during Hh only Add to family while you own me "Owned" salute #1 friend for the month Pimpout in my About Me section for the month Lifetime pimpout in blog Autographed bra (worn in the salute) 4 salutes (2SFW, 2NSFW) Add to yahoo 4 1 hour webcam sessions (NSFW to be discussed) Personal phone call 50 Custom pics for your eyes only ps... I am throwin in my personal underwear in the webcam session.... Rate all pics 11s during HH only Rate all stash during Hh only Add to family while you own me "Owned" salute #1 friend for the month Pimpout in my About Me section for the month Lifetime pimpout in blog Autographed bra (worn in the salute) 4 salutes (2SFW, 2NSFW) Add

Funny Shit Lol
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Science
By Clara MoskowitzStaff Writer @ SPACE.COMposted: 12 February 200811:38 pm ETAstronomers have glimpsed what may be the farthest galaxy we've ever seen, providing a picture of a baby galaxy born soon after the beginning of the universe.Images taken with the Hubble Space Telescope have revealed the galaxy at almost 13 billion light-years away, making it the strongest candidate for the most distant galaxy ever seen, said European Southern Observatory astronomer Piero Rosati, who helped make the discovery.Since the galaxy is so far away, its light took ages to reach us, so what we see now is a snapshot of how this galaxy looked 13 billion years ago. At that point in time, the galaxy would have been newly formed, so the new observations provide a baby picture."We certainly were surprised to find such a bright young galaxy 13 billion years in the past," said astronomer Garth Illingworth of the University of California, Santa Cruz, a member of the research team. "This is the most detailed loo

Names
Your Villainess Name is The Blasphemous Enchantress Get your Villainess Name at Quizopolis.com Your Redneck Name is Bobby-Sue Beaver Get your Redneck Name at Quizopolis.com Your Ninja Name is Drunken Knight Get your Ninja Name at Quizopolis.com

My Writing
Crystal clear dreams and blacked out reality. I close my eyes to sleep. I want to enter the world of dreams. A world of fantasy pleasant and clear. A place where everything goes right nothing is wrong. It has become a drug to me. Over powering any sense of reality all that matters, all I want is to visit my wonderful world. I am never lonely I am never sad. Everything I have ever wanted to have and feel is there, surrounding me, pulling me deeper into my addiction. I am free to be how I want to be. Perfect in every way. Then like a whirlwind pulling me away I open my eyes. Reality is here once again all around me covering me like a dark cloud. Once again I begin to start longing for the moment that I can close my eyes again and just be. He watches me from a distance. I don't think he knows I know. Every time I catch him it send shivers through my body. We know each other but only through talking and exchanging pics but he still excites me with every word. I long to please him, be w

Funny Crap
You Are Bold and Fearless You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very charming... dangerously so.

Friends
Well for the better part of me some do not understand, I am who I am and that is all. I speak my mind and I don't let others run over me for no reason. I will be your friend as long as you don't do me wrong then I will do anything I can to get you back cause I don't take things laying down. I stand up for what I believe in and for my friends. I don't LIE OR CHEAT on the one that I am with cause I don't want the same done to me. If you want to know more then just ask,, but don't say I didn't tell you before hand that I will speak what I want and if I hurt your feelings then tell me but that is who I am. Want to talk:Yahoo IM ===Sinnamondarkheart My 2 biggest sayings are... Take me for me or don't take me at all. You have to give to recieve in life. If you need to know more,, Just ask and i will tell Name: Sinnamon DarkHeart Birthday: March 3, 1969 Birth Place: Alabaster, Alabama Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5' 5 Right Handed or Left H

A Soldiers Wife
MILITARY LOVE THE GREATEST LOVE EVER KNOWN OR FELT. THE WEIGHT OF THIS LOVE WE CARRY, SOME WOMEN CAN NOT GRASP WHILE OTHER WOMEN WOULD DIE TRYING. WE LOVE OUR MEN JUST HAS YOU DO.. BUT UNLIKE YOU WITH OUR LOVE WE HAVE TO KNOW PAIN, SEPARTATION, AND YES EVEN DEATH.. THATS WHY WE LOVE HARDER , STRONGER, AND ARE PROUD TO BE A MILITARY FINACEE , GIRLFRIEND, AND WIFE!!!! That Father's day the sun was bright, The morning promised joy I felt the trill of Father's day Like every little boy I still am very little, But even I could see, That something wasn't right that day Oh dear, what could it be? My Daddy was away that day And all the whole year through My Daddy's over in Iraq To safe-keep me & you My Mommy told me not to cry She told me to be strong She knew that I would understand Although this year proves long That morning I woke up with glee I knew just what to do I had to do Daddy would If he could be here too I took a bath quite leisurely I dre

Watch Out...
I'm going to be waiting a month to install this one. Why? I had a nightmare twice with Service Pack 2, until I learned that you have to have the patch installed IMMEDIATELY after you install the SP. the second time I installed SP2, my computer couldn't even open a window OFFLINE. When the update thingy said SP3 is available for install, I immediately did a google search for problems involving it. Sure enough, there were some potentially fatal problems with it, like random system crashes and the like. Yeah, I'm waiting a month for a patch before I even consider installing this one. I really don't feel like restoring my system this time. There are a few guys on this site I wouldn't trust to raise a pet rock, and MUCH fewer I would trust to raise a family. I honestly hope I'm one of the family ones, but someone here loves to start lies about me talking smack. Look, buddy, you know who you are and I don't want any part of this. I haven't said a damned thing about you or any of yo

Backing Up My Comp
Gloria Campos -Santiago Campos Maria Campos - Maugel Sandoval Kristina (kids names unknown) Tanis Sandoval - Dominga Henry Henry Jr Robert Rita Laura Marie Donald Alex (not known) Albert Daniel (not known) Rachel Ashley Joe B Gilbert Celia Manuel Jr None Frances *Clarence Grube Denis Michael Debbie Pauline- Jerry Weaver Linda -none Julie- none Delphina- John Clark Theresa Yolanda Jerry ? Maria Campos Siblings Clarence Campos 10 kids unknown Gilbert Campos Carmen Mother Sarah Lucero Father Bartolo Rodriguez Letiea Michael Kids Kids? Armondo Kids Kids? Margaret Kids Kids? Conney Kids Kids? Gina Kids Kids? Sarah Kids Kids? Michelle Kids Kids? Irene None Gloria Rodriguez - William Sr William Jr Joey Raylen Delia Rodriguez - Jesus Sandoval Sr Antoinette Ma

2007
thanks to all the levelers anytime any of you need something feel free to call on me 525,638 minutes to go until 2009 ok i'm going to have a contest soon open to all it is going to be the coolest person on fubar........first prize will be a 6 month vip if you are interested please send me a private message

Me
This is the witches star...notice how it looks this is what most pagans / wiccans wear or have. This is a pentigram....notice the difference pentagrams are used in the worship of satan, not the penticle so plz learn before you open your mouth and prove how stupid you really are. Thank you I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my problem...you can touch my soul with your songs, my mind

Drift Away
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone. The sting no longer sings within my flesh. I lay and lie and embrace the fates. The dark, the chill, like a blanket, surrounds and penetrates as anguish and angst give way to crimson slumber. My mind, calming. My heart, slowing. My soul, giggles as rivulettes drip my sanguine sins away. Found I am within ebony pitch, cradled and cold, dreaming of darkest delights, as life sails on and my soul smiles its rejoicing of deaths comforting embrace. L8r, T Sweet screams of s

Hey Bartender
Dear mama dont cry violence is just a part of life destruction inside will lead to thoughts of suicide but dont let it dive into your soul tears in your eyes with no place left to go on the wrong road but i found the right place just sitten back and watchin people change face so stay safe you can always rely on me no matter what you dont ever need to cry for me lifes changed for me the rules are now brand new but dont worry cus your boy is always watchin out for you no matter what! Im grown and im back now probably soon ill be fighting in Iraq now but ill promise ill swear to you that your son is comin home to ya just remember that youve taken me down a hard path but like a rock i took the pain and never looked back no graduation Irregaurdless of facts A legend in your mind Footprints in the sand Aplied there by time The essence of thought Eternal if that Estimates the time A person looks back A doorway to the heavens Leaves the body dormant and cold Watching as this l

My Blog & Welcome To It
My father has never really had a lot to hang his hat on when it comes to me. I didn't do much to necessarily make him proud. He was never fond of my chosen line of work...he always wanted me to find a real job. Yet, I always did things to try to gain my father's approval. It seemed to be so important and it was quite rare to get any kind of positive feedback from him. I've never really hugged my father and only told him once that I loved him since I became an adult. I've never heard him say it to me. He's not that kind of father, though. I suppose I have just learned to deal with that fact. Recently, he has been experiencing poor health. After years of heavy smoking, he now needs oxygen almost all the time. He is in the latter stages of emphysema and he can no longer live alone. He was recently moved to the home of a couple who take care of him and four other elderly people. He has his own room and the company of others in a house very close to where we all lived when

Tears.....
Words to a song that say some of what I feel... As your bony fingers close around me Long and spindly Death becomes me Heaven can you see what I see Hey you pale and sickly child You're death and living reconciled Been walking home a crooked mile Paying debt to karma You party for a living What you take won't kill you But careful what you're giving There's no time for hesitating Pain is ready, pain is waiting Primed to do it's educating Unwanted, uninvited kin It creeps beneath your crawling skin It lives without it lives within you Feel the fever coming You're shaking and twitching You can scratch all over But that won't stop you itching Can you feel a little love Can you feel a little love Dream on dream on Blame it on your karmic curse Oh shame upon the universe It knows its lines It's well rehearsed It sucked you in, it dragged you down To where there is no hallowed ground Where holiness is never found Paying debt to karma You

Some People On This Site!
Ugh so this guy who use to be my friend is no longer my friend because he is a bipolar mess... So the deal is i reposted and stickied a bully for Fat sonny... This person was pissed because he thought i said i hated sonny...Not True!!!! I NEVER SAID THAT! I said i was upset because he deleted me and wouldnt add me back... if the person would go back and look at message archives he would see that.. but no instead of listening to reason he goes and blocks me immediately from here and yahoo and then rejects my phone calls... I cant even explain myself or defend my self its basically i pissed him off and thats the end of our friendship. Which this guy i thought was my friend i decided to call and call and call to try and work out our friendship because thats what REAL friends do! Well instead of answering or even letting it go to voicemail he pickks up and hangs up! And then sends his little friend my number and has her call me to tell me to stop calling and i said not to be rude but

My Blog
OMG my BFF is someone's Fu-pet!! This site is crazy. Well im super excited now cause Im at my other home ..and im on a computer!!! Yay keyboard!! although i wish I was at Mikes on a computer... but i can shout out right now super cool!! Although im only talking with my BFF Amazon Angel/T-dog. Unfortunatly my new friend who dosnt like to blog :P lol is not online. So anyways my day was the same as usual...although I got Starbucks with Kaitlyn and got my xmas and birthday gifts woohoo!! I cant wait till Friday!! Me and my BFF our making salutes. hmm... Im also looking forward to the weekend after next cause Mike and I are going to see Cloverfield with his friend from work and his friends GF. Hmm other than that nothing much going on. Im sleepy!! See its not that hard now is it? hehe :D Im sooo bored right now. Mike has to work 2-10:30...it flippin sucks I feel like i spend more time waiting to see him, then I do seeing him. I was so tired last night that i could barely stay awake whe

Hot Mummer Contest!
I want to say thanks to J-Roxxx again for being such an awesome hostess. This was the first rates only contest I participated in and it was fun up until the end. I have to say if you are on my friends list and you in any way think I or any of my friends or supporters cheated in this contest you are sadly mistaken and extremely pathetic. Let me break down the final 24 hours for you. Everyday Misterfeet and I were back and forth and sometimes tied. It made it much more interesting I have to say. He had his friends helping and supporting him as I did...as it should be. One of his friend in particular had the spotlight the day before the contest ended and was able to reach a lot of people. I decided that I wasn't up to pushing anymore and was physically tired that night as well as tired of bugging my friends about the same thing over and over again. So, I let J-Roxxx know I would accept second and put up a blog thanking everyone for their help and that I was done. T

Goa, Goin', Gone But Not Forgotten
Now it seems that a friend’s request from an Indian Sikh has been lodged but he does not realise that he is already a friend on Slap and Tickle, well more an acquaintance whose paths crossed wires in Goa in November 2007. Well, following his request, I phoned him from a pokey ISD booth and unfortunately it was a Sunday so the call woke him up. This put him at a disadvantage and he was lost for words. I am not normally at a loss but what do you say to a total stranger, who incidentally gave me his mobile number and asked me to ring, when he does not speak to you. Then he wanted me to visit him but if you knew how big India was then logistically it was a no no right from the beginning. Goa is on the West Coast on the Arabian Sea and the Punjab is a long way up in the middle of the sub continent. Bless him, he did give me airports and instructions but as I was busy sorting the book out there was not much spare time. Goodness, if you ever go to India, make sure it is not when Diwal

My Stuff
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Poems
This is a list of obscure but (at the time I made this page) still on the books ridiculous or bizarre laws. Are you breaking the law and not knowing it?? Check your state to find out. .. Alabama It is illegal to play Dominos on Sunday. .. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in a church. .. Putting salt on a railroad track may be punishable by death. Alaska .. In Fairbanks, it is illegal to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. .. It is illegal to a wake a bear for the purpose of photography, although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear. .. A law in Fairbanks, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Arizona .. In Tucson, it is illegal for women to wear pants. .. In Globe, it is illegal to play cards in the street with a Native American. .. In Glendale, it is illegal to drive a car in reverse. .. In Nogales, it is illegal to wear suspenders. Arkansas .. In Fayetteville, it is illegal to kill any living creature, including insects. .. In Li

Things That Are On My Mind
how do u make someone that u really love & care about believe u with anything that u tell them or show them?? why does being in love have to hurt soo much?? i dont understand that does anybody have any advice or suggestions WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE A MAN & HAVE SOME BALLS & KEEP IT REAL TO ME?! WHY DO I HAVE TO THINK/FEEL THAT YOUR ASS JUST GOT CAUGHT? I'VE ASKED YOU PLENTY OF TIMES, BUT YET YOU TELL ME SOME BS EXCUSE I JUST DON'T GET! SMH NOW I HAVE DOUBTS ON YOU & THERE'S BARELY ANY TRUST SO WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR GAMES OF ANY KIND SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE DIFFERENT? I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS

My World...
My life is chaos I never denied it Walls crumble Others are fortified You can say what you want You can even tear me apart But my will is done Hate me Deny me Go ahead Sacrifice me I open up myself Reliving old wounds Painful reminders Of what I believed true Say what you want Tear me apart What's done is done Rape me Kill me Can't you see You only fulfill me MAN We have little say in who we love, The heart and fates dictate, Circumstances dissipate our chances, It’s up to cruel destiny to mandate. WOMAN Take my hand… ease my mind. I try to make penance… can’t confess to the priest. It’s been so hard… I chastise myself. How do I live without you? MAN We’re both young… can’t predict to what this will lead, Never asking for more than what you can give. Settling for looks and stolen caresses, Wondering how much longer before we give in. WOMAN I hear your voice deep within me, It calls out to me… beckoning.

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Lol
... CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she. The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know

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Family Updates
this is where we are at thanks for all your hard work needs 140,000 needs 140,000 this is where we are at till we can get these out of the way lets all pull together and get these out of the way. needs 140.000 needs 140.000 i am going to post just one picture for us today lets give her all we have got and see how close we can get her in just one day. needs 140.000

Good Day
This is going out to everyone on my messenger list...I am sick i do not mean just a cold i am severely sick medication doctors gave me is not working.. I have been sick since Saturday morning Cell phone has been turned off since then So please do not call house if you have that number....I am in bed complete rest..Going back to Doctors Wensday. Please lay off all the calls I will get back to you all when I am able.. For the ones that truely know me You know I never get so sick I am unable to talk or anything else So again I will keep you all informed when I am well again...Thank You all for understanding and goodnight The folowing is a news report My sister did shortly after her daughter was killed ina accident.. If anyone has teenagers You need to forever remember this.......... An estimated 50,000 young people will journey the streets every day this summer, selling magazines, candy and cleaning products. But before you let your teen take that kind of a job, you’ll want to he

Sheer Stupidity
I just started a new job last night as a cage cashier on a riverboat casino. I get to witness stupidity at it's worst every night at work. And believe me, there are some amazing displays there, as money and alcohol and slot machines or gaming tables are seldom a good mix. But, thanks to company policy and the state gaming commission... I'm not allowed to discuss ANY of it... and it's killing me. I can understand not being allowed to discuss it with neighbors, family, anyone else in my immediate area, due to confidentiality of the customers, but to be prohibited to mention it anonymously online seems a bit restrictive to me. After all, the chances of someone out there in fu-land actually knowing who I'm even talking about, without mentioning names and/or descriptions, is slim to non-existent. It would require either one hell of a guess or having actually been present at the right place and the right time to witness the specific example mentioned. And on a further note, I just read th

Boy Toy Contest
please help me im in a contest giveaway i need 50000 rates slash comments heres the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=598190&albumid=1175538&i=1420152621 i am in a giveaway please drop by and leave some comments and rates a rate counts as five comments i need 7000 comments in all

My Blog
It all started when our over-heralded star, The Black Rat, woke up in a secret vineyard. It was the third time it had happened. Feeling abnormally frustrated, The Black Rat backhanded a ninja star, thinking it would make him feel better (but as usual, it did not). Ever so extemperaneously, he realized that his beloved Spoon of Destiny was missing!

Speak Out
Have you ever pondered what a small gesture might do for someone. I dont usally think on it myself. Like most people I assume I have bigger things to worry about than simple things like a hug from a friend or a card, of a letter. Or maybe a phone call from out of the blue, no particular reason just someone had you on there mind. Now Im not saying Im unappreciative at anytime. The fact is, I sometimes take this for granted. This is a terrible thing to say but I do. That is until Im feeling like complete crap, and then all of a sudden get a phone call that makes me laugh or someone shows me on that particular day my strengths. Now , ohhhhhh, now I appreciate it. I can see how a kind word or an incouraging thought can turn a persons day around completely. I had this experience recently on both the giving and recieving end. The thing Im wondering about is why doesnt this stick with me. I mean when I take the time to put out positive energy, or a kind gesture its me that reap the rew

Love My Pimp :)
Wow! love is in the air and these are the people you will wanna love on. I love them all. People like these are the reason Im still here. In the begining fubar was about friendship. Now that fubar has lost its way go say hi to these people that prove fubar isnt just a game. I love you all! This one is beyond words to describe WickedAzz beotch piggy@ fubar She really is Hard2Handle alot of top rankers are fake and dont seem to have alot of personality but Michele here is an amazing woman with a spark of life that is her own. Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar Meet Ellie she's one in a million I like talking to her. McEllieMuffin♥Forbidden♥Fu-Wife & R/L Girlfriend 2 Mclovin@ fubar This one really is a rock angel shes been there for me when I needed advice. ROCK ANGEL

Smply Delicious Chronicles
I went into the gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas..... ..........The clerk farted and gave me a receipt. Ever have a day that for no apparent reason EVERYTHING just irritates you??? Not really like anything triggered it, I guess some solitude would be nice. Wait.... I know... EVERYBODY LEAVE ME ALONE AND GIVE ME AN HOUR WITH MY TOY DRAWER! That might help take the edge off! LOL Have to remind myself: "We have no right to ask when sorrow comes, "Why did this happen to me?" unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way." Many times I've read blog posts and comments about our lives. We wish...we want....we desire...and yet somehow...something gets in the way and all we can see is we didn't get the "gold". We think we have failed ourselves as we look back over the years. Then there are those that say "yes...I've done it....I got the gold!" Okay...so then what? If you look back at your life and think you have

Up For Auction
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The Fight
I am sooo exhausted. This was one trip I would hope to never relive. I landed and got to what was to be the room I was to stay at, hell no. A crack whore might stay there, but any undrugged person would know better. My dad is who picked me up at the airport, we put my things back in his truck, I checked right back out, and off to Fort Worth we went from San Antonio. I had no sleep, no shower, but was on my way to the race. LOL The race was so awesome, but I was soo tired. I will be loading pics from it here soon. I have discovered so many changes since I stopped actively following Nascar. LOL I now must not only follow Tony Stewert (but he remains tops with me) but also Dale Jr and Mark Martin. It was such a blast!!!! Heading back from the race, about half way back to San Antonio, had to stop and get a room. My dad and I were so tired it was insane. I had to be ready for court the next morning so if anything had to get a shower and change clothes. I did get about 3-4

The Passenger List The Magic Bus
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Fun Fun Fun
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What The Wolf?
Does anyone else get those FU e-mails that sneek up on you while your trying to look at your new e-mails from people you know? Now I know better than to go for those dang irritating all around pain in the ass store promos that ask for your e-mail address! I had over 60 promo e-mails from one company in one week! I have decided to send out some of my own FU e-mails to the same companies via their web sites. I would share some of my Fu-tard E-mails with you, but they would deffinately be under the NSFW catagory. The next time I'm offered a store promo if they really bug me I'll give them an alias that they'll never be able to e-mail and I'll find their web sites and e-mail them 666 Fu-tard e-mails! Anyone else Know How I can get rid of them? It's starting to drive me crazy, oh wait, I'M ALREADY CRAZY! There's always something new, even on a quiet site for Security. Well this might be funny now, though I was pissed about it then. All of my patrols finished, and still finishing off

Contest---june 2nd-june29th, 2008
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Pieces Of Me
You sit there my prince waiting and longing to be seen Silent in shadows you lurk longing for arms to hold you close as they once did. I hear you breathe a small sigh parts your lips as you become impatient in your waiting. My blood begins to quicken as you step ever closer near Pressing your lips to my ear whispering to me... to be with you. Your hand graces mine and no one notices You walk back across the room, your eyes never losing its gaze upon me. Knowing surely that my will can never be stronger than yours. So sure of yourself you smile slightly licking your lips to increase the intensity of the flames gathering inside my veins. Deepening your gaze and holding my eyes captive to your will. Everyone is gone now... no one is here in this place No one but you and I as it should be I feel you behind me, I feel your eyes surveying the contours of my body Deciding which to ravage first. I turn to find you but nothing is there Only darkness awaits You to

Getting Started
So I did a Mumm on Vista weather I should try to change (revert) back to XP. Athlon (AMD) X2 dual core 64 TK 55 1.80 ghz 1918 ram 32 bit operating system So I got alot of responses most in favor of XP which is turning out to be extremely difficult. It is running XP awful and I have to maually configure the Wireless which is very complicated for me so far. Just to give you an Idea of my background, I have been building and putting together system since 1997, and I have learned how to get the most out of almost nothing. To most novices I am a total whiz and to the real smart techs I am a rookie so somewhere in between but this new computer ia alot stuff way over my head and networking stuff has never been my forte even as far back as windows 3.11.02135 (!) So i guess I am gonna do some MORE MUMM on this subject. It was not only imformative but real fun. I am also planning on starting a Lounge review, which is quite likely to ruffle feathers, I have done forum reviews

Abunza Review
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Death Becomes Me
THE NIGHT I DIED Tonight I died well it happen the way I didn’t want it to happen. It was suppose to end like this. I was happy on could nine (if there is such a thing) I was enjoying my life and everything in it. I’m so much in love it wasn’t supposed to happen to me but it did. But who was to know that she would be the death of me. I didn’t think it would be. She didn’t even know she would be either but she was. Now back to the story. There I was trying to figure out how I was going to get to there to be wit her for the rest off my life. I’ve drove myself insane trying to get there. But everything I tried didn’t work at all. Out of the blue I got some news that I had an opportunity to get the great job. I packed everything I could to take wit me up there. I left half of what I owned and left the other have for a later date. All day long I had the shadow hanging over me. I couldn’t get that feeling out of my head. Hours later has past and I got everyth

Abunza Scam
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Friends
Death Death is forever So don't flirt with suicide Death is painful Stay away from knives Death is not for lovers So don't lie Death is not for me So don't even try Death is clever So be careful Death is never fun Stay away from strangers Death is never pleasing So don't get caught up in the hype Death is never fair So get use to it Death is always occurring So don't ignore it Death is never what you expected Sorry but it has to happen Death is not for you Please don't give up Death is forever Don't forget it Respect Respect each peer Respect each foe more Attributes stand next to your conscience’s core Respect each night Respect each day Actions reveal your character in every way Respect each creature Respect each beast Trust unveils truth hidden behind nature’s mist Respect each cloud Respect each grain of sand Mercy will offer you her helping hand Respect each color Respec

Abuse
Did you know... ...that these images are offensive? Though they may seem cute, fluffy or sexy and make you go "AWWWW".....they are offensive. They make me cringe, shudder and shake! Do you know why? I hope so. AND, if not, I hope you read on. Let me start by saying I am a PATRIOT! I am the Granddaughter of a Decorated WWII Veteran (RiP Pa), the Daughter of a Vietnam Veteran, the niece to many Uncles that served our Great Nation, the Ex Wife of an Operation Desert Storm Veteran, and ...I'll say it again...A PATRIOT! There is a game currently in play here on FU with an image of an infant swaddled in our Flag. Being me, of course I had to express how disturbed I was by the image to the Hostess. She is a friend of mine here on FU so no drama is to come of this blog. It is simply somewhere for people to vent or discuss if you wish your opinion on the subject. OUR FLAG IS NOT EVER TO BE LAID UPON THE GROUND, FLOOR or SWADDLED AROUND ANYONE! Unless it's your casket

Surveys.
I was born into it. My mother married my father, a man who couldn't resist violence as his outlet for emotion. I remember the way he would scream at her. I remember how he would grab hold of her arm and threaten her. I remember the day, when I was two years old, and he came home. He went into the bedroom because my mother had been crying. 1982 was the year her brother, my Uncle Brian, committed suicide. It was the year my then seven-year-old sister had a tumor removed. It was not cancerous. On top of that, my mother and I were in a car accident where a Minnegasco truck sideswiped us. As a result of that accident, my mom had whiplash. She was forced to stay in bed all day because of the pain she was in. My sister had to watch me, but she was not always attentive as kids should be kids. I remember him walking into their bedroom. My mom was crying uncontrollably. He grabbed her by the neck and started choking her. She kicked him hard, grabbed him by the ear and dragged him down the stairs

Curious
THE MEN I MEET JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. MET A GUY RIGHT......HE SAID I WAS VERY PRETTY AND BLAH BLAH BLAH......COMES OVER AND MEETS A FRIEND.......DECIDEDS HE LIKES HER MORE AND HOOKS UP WITH HER........DOESN'T EVEN GIVE ME THE CURTISY TO SAY HEY YOUR COOL AND ALL AND I WOULD LIKE TO BE JUST FRIENDS...BUT I HAVE MORE INTEST IN UR GIRL...NAH HE JUST QUIT TALKING TO ME ALL TOGETHER AND STARTS ANSWERING ONLY TXT MESSAGES SHE SENDS....I TOLD HER TO GO FOR IT THOUGH...WHO AM I TO STAND IN THE WAY OF SOMEONE ELSES HAPPINESS. JUST BURNS A LITTLE. I ALREADY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AS IT IS. THEN TO BRING A GUY OVER WHO I WAS TO HOOK UP WITH...AND UMMPHFFFFF SCREW U SHE IS HOTTER......... DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BOTHER ME THIS MUCH BUT FUCK IT IS AND IN A REALLY SHITTY WAY. GUESS I HAVE LEARNED A LESSON...NEVER LET A GUY U R TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH MEET FRIENDS WHO ARE HOTTER THAN YOU. SUCH AS MY LUCK I GUESS. SHIT HERE LATELY ALL I GET ARE ASSHOLES ANYWAYS SO WHY BRAKE THE RUTINE WITH THIS

Just Something I Wrote
My mom in law passed away today and it has been a long hard two weeks. She walks now with no pain and a smile on her face. Though this thought is comforting I am sooooo sad and will miss her so very much. Thank you to the people who sent me their warm wishes I appreaciate it more than you know. Dawn The Hidden Key I had closed the door upon my heart, and would let no one come in. I had trusted and I'd been hurt, and it would never happen again. I had locked the door; and thrown the key, as far and as hard as I could. Love would never enter there again, my heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life, and you made me change my mind. Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand, and showed me I was wrong. Inside it was the key to my heart, You'd had it all along. DMP 6/21/06 wooohooo, my daughter gave birth this afternoon to a 7 lb 12 oz baby boy and he was 21 inches long. They are

Help Help Help
HEY!! I FINALLY GOT 2,000 COMMENTS. I WOULD LIKE TO HIT 3,000 BY THE TIME I GO TO BED TONIGHT IF AT ALL POSSIBLE PLEASE!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!! Here we go again... you should know what to do by now... click the pic!! Show my sexy fu owner some love!!! Alright... you know what to do... Click the pic!! help him out!! he's a good friend of mine!!

A Fuzzy Mind
Thrown here by a treacherous storm, the wayfarer has been stranded for 2 months now. He has checked the tides carefully and studied the wind currents for every minute detail. He has formulated many plans to leave this place of lonely contemplation. He has watched the ships come and go near the edge of the horizon and waved to many. He rated them all with glee and hoped and dreamed of salvation. He studied their shapes and hoped for miracles. As the ships he has come to know pass other ships to and fro, he becomes just a blurr in the memory of many who knew him. He sets his sail on a flimsy raft of reeds and sticks, and drifts into history. No need to wave. No need to say good-bye. He bids farwell to desitny. Untold chemical reactions indulge my mind when I glance upon a beauiful woman. A pleasing sensation engulfs me, and I wither to her fantasy's wrath. Captivated I am, bound to her sensuality, and pleasing persona. Her eyes pierce me whole, and nothing is l

Great Stuff!!
Ok alot of people have been asking me to make graphics for them now that I know how. So heres the deal. I have a folder in my photos with graphic backgrounds. If you want a graphic made please go to that folder and pick your background then let me know the number of the background you want and send me a link to the photo you want used. And I will get the graphic sent to you as soon as its done! Thank you!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME PLAY THE ONE WORD COMMENT GAME!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!

Sassy_ass's Stuff
my daughter wrote this about her dad who passed away june of 93. She then asked me to read this and i cried Daddy What If You Came Back Daddy what if you came back. Would things be the same. At night I hear mommy scream. She is screaming your name. Some nights I pray and some nights I don't. You hope you could stay but, I know you won't. What can I do to bring you home, if only just to share with you an ice cream cone. And for you to share one with mommy too. Oh, how much I love you daddy. Please come home. Come home and make mommy happy. I just can't take my mind off that stone. Some days I need your help getting rid of my runny nose. Some days I really want to squirt you with our old hose. Daddy if you came home what would you do. Mommy says she loves you Would you say I love you too. Fuckable: Why do men or women think that this is a compliment....Everyone is fuckable to someone. If your a woman your fuckable because you hav

Abunza
Finally, make real money online TONIGHT Abunza is a direct sales business opportunity created by Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldarriaga. Abunza was chosen as the name because it means “abundance” in Spanish. The Basics Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own “store”. Members are also able to use a site that is completely translated into Spanish to target that market in addition to the English speaking population. -: As there are over 100 Million Spanish speaking users on the internet today according to internetworldstats.com, it makes sense to target these individuals in addition to the English speaking population. Since the call center representatives are bi-lingual, someone can take advantage of this business opportunity even if they do not know a single word in Spanish. The addition of travel certificates gives this program a huge boost. When first launched, it

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Life After Death
They say that there are seven natural wonders In this world, But then they have not been blessed with you in their life. They say that angels only exist in Heaven, And can only reside above, But they have not been gifted with your presence. To travel to the ends of the earth, Will not be too far, To have a moment in your arms. To travel to where the four winds would blow, Will not be too far To look into your eyes. To travel to the depths of hell, Will not be too perilous to venture To be with you and show you the love That has come to me since you. They say there are only seven wonders, But they would know that's not true Because on this earth, there is an angel, You are that angel, and your are a wonder That would be a blessing to any man, And I have seen the eighth wonder, And I am blessed by knowing you And I am a man that will hold this discovery to himself, And share the wonder with the world By shouting from the mountain tops At the end of the earth whe

My Oxymoron Mumblings
http://fubar.com/user/140500 I am entering a contest held by 'STIXX - Founder of the Top Shelf Crew'. It starts about 10 pm Eastern time. I don't have a link to my page and might not be on in time to get it before he starts. Please rate and message my pic! It is the same one that is my profile pic. I left his page link for you to fan him and if you would like to comment and rate me please!!!!! Hey everybody! I hate to promote myself in a contest, but I am in the process of moving and don't get more then a couple of hours in a day to bomb myself! I was wondering if you guys wouldn't mind helping me? I need 13,000 comments and have a little over 1,000!! just click on the link below, email me and let me know if you do, so I can give you back the fu-love! If you have or are rating and commenting me on the contest, please leave a message letting me know so I can return the favor!

Definitions!
Arbitrator ..ar'-bi-tray-ter..: A cook that leaves Arby's to work at McDonald's. Avoidable ..uh-voy'-duh-buhl..: What a bullfighter tries to do. Baloney ..buh-lo'-nee..: Where some hemlines fall. Bernadette ..burn'-a-det..: The act of torching a mortgage. Burglarize ..bur'-gler-ize..: What a crook sees with. Counterfeiters ..kown-ter-fit-ers..: Workers who put together kitchen cabinets. Eclipse ..e-klips'..: What an English barber does for a living. Eyedropper ..i'-drop-ur..: A clumsy ophthalmologist. Heroes ..hee'-rhos..: What a guy in a boat does. Left Bank ..left' bangk'..: What the robber did when his bag was full of loot. Misty ..mis'-tee..: How golfers create divots. Paradox ..par'-uh-doks..: Two physicians. Parasites ..par'-uh-sites..: What you see from the top of the Eiffel Tower. Pharmacist ..farm'-uh-sist..: A helper on the farm. Polarize ..po'-lur-ize..: What penguins see with. Log On: Makin' the wood stove hotter. Log Off: Do

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Wishful thinking for things to change but they haven't budged..... ==================================== Today does not seem any better then yesterday. In fact, it feels a little bit worse. How can I learn to hide my crying eyes and emotions? I want to be able to block them out from other people, but it seems I can't. Last night I jumped on a very close friend, and it hurt me more knowing I did that. I wish I could block things out like he can. Be able to set my mind to different things and have things to do. Unfortunately at this moment in my life, being a puppet on a string I don't have the capability to be doing other things. Last night I took 3 tylenol pm's. Sure they helped me sleep but they didn't stop the pain when I woke. How can I fall asleep in tears and wake up in tears? The walls I once had now are totally dimenished and gone. This may sound funny but at least I have American Idol to look forward to tonight, something to take my mind off of things e

Ponder This....
There was a professor in a large college that had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, ' Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke.' You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day, you put a fence down one sid

Abunza Leads
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Reverse Funnel System Team
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Abunza Mlm
Do you want to QUIT your job and make real money? Abunza MLM takes the physical products out of the mix so that you can sell digital information such as an e-book or vacation package to someone in another part of the world. Abunza is multi-national with an English AND Spanish site that offers hundreds of millions Spanish-speakers a ground-breaking opportunity unlike any they have ever seen. Abunza will do the closing for you, so that you can focus on telling your story online to millions of people and enjoying life anyway you want. Abunza is one of the only companies that can offer true 100% commissions! Plus, their products literally sell themselves (such as how to market online, or a discounted 5-star resort vacation in Fiji)! The true opportunity with Abunza is not its products, its becoming a member and generating tremendous wealth and abundance. Abunza MLM Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secret

Abunza Travel Rewards
Abunza Travel Rewards Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? As you may know there are tons of online marketing opportunity and high ticket programs available. So what makes Abunza travel rewards different from all others?...The difference is the sponsor and mentor you have behind the system that will help you generate income. This business is not hard at all. It will take a few days to get setup correctly and learn some of the effective advertising strategies but at the end of the day you will be in profit mode if you follow the exact step by step system available. This Abunza program is not MLM, you will not be cold calling folks and there is no need to even leave your house, because this is not a hotel meeting setup. All of the marketing is done right through your finger tips with your computer right from home. Abunza travel rewards, abunza MLM, abunza lead, abunza money, abunza scam, abunza, mlm, cruise to cash, edc gold, gregory drake, home based bu

Random Rants
Makeshift Patriot The Flag Shop Is Out Of Stock I Hang Myself at Half Mast It’s the Makeshift The Patriot The Flag Shop is Out of Stock I hang myself... via live telecast Coming live from my own funeral, beautiful weather offered a nice shine Which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline When times like these arrive I freestyle biased opinions every other sentence Journalistic ethics slip when I pass them off as objective "Don't give me that ethical shit." I've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable American kids And it's time to show this world how big our edifice is! That's exactly what they attacked when a typically dark skinned Disney villain Used civilians against civilians and charged the Trojan horses into our buildings Using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction Pregnant women couldn't protect their children Wheelchairs were stairway obstructions Now have to back petal...from the shower of glass and me

Poetry
The soft whisper on the wind eases her out of peaceful slumber beckoning her out of bed a languid spell she's cast under. Clad only in a white shift she tiptoes down darkened halls guided only by the luminescent moon and candles flickering against the wall. Enchanting music adrift on a breeze flows steadily into her ears.. helpless to resist the pull as it soothes and ceases her deepest fears. Following the music outside eyes dazed, mind in a trance she lets go of inhibitions with grace begins to dance. Shadowed and mysterious he waits in still silence following her every move waiting to offer expert guidance. Her movements liquid against the black velvet of night graceful in poise and flow, embraced by a halo of moonlight. He glides out of shadows and hovers nearer her form a shiver runs down her spine her body loses it's warmth. An eerie calm settles around her sh

My Life
If only I could describe into words the feeling I have inside.

My Photo Editing
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Salute To Black History Month
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Deeply Confused
I need boob salutes!! Fuck this point whoring crap. Aren't you all tired of the morons on this site having a longer list of boob salutes, let us unit as females (no moobs :P) and send me salutes so I can be a complete annoyance to Bounty Hunter and company. No nips necessary, I have my own touching my knees right now Just write "monica rules" across your cleavage I will be happy to return the favor, although that is a creepy reason for helping a sister out. Soft touches sweeping across my skin I find myself falling completely into him Life was simple, until you made that move then my world shifted time vanished into the caress of your powerful touch reeling under the pressure of the growing strength your motives prove our new covenant, it has been formed from struggle all that languishing doubt that was born of banishment and pain Now vanquished from my spirit for you when slid into my thoughts I climaxed with that first great thrust I have learned

My Life
silly little girls! HONESTLY how could you ever think that MY MAN would want you! you know who you are... those desperate girls that gotta jump on whatever dick shows just the littlest bit of attention. Look at me than at yourself see the difference I'm what you'll never be a woman who is happy being herself. He tells you that he loves you {bullshit} he tells you that we are getting a divorce {really bullshit} even if he left he would come back cause NO-ONE does it like me. He might talk to you ....he holds me! He might call you... he kisses me! he might get you off...he MAKES LOVE TO ME! If you believe you are anything more than a game your wrong sorry to burst your bubble. so keep blowing up his cellphone and playing the clingy bitch... hes my husband and i don't give up MY THINGS without a fight. that ring is like a brand his ass is mine along with his heart. so really if I'm a skanky hoe or a fat bitch i must be doing something right if it takes him 7 days to recover from me fuckin

A Special World
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart

Just Things
Love after Love

In A Giveaway.. Please Help
I am in need of as much help as I can get.. Im about 12k comments short of getting an auto-11s bling.. any rates or comments that I can get would be so very much appreciated.. and please while you are at it.. please go by and Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment the host.. She is a very sweet, caring and kind friend!.. Anyone that has had the opportunity to chat with her will know what Im speaking of.. she goes out of her way for her friends and doesnt think twice about it.. I think she's amazing and an angel here on earth.. Below you will see the pic that is in the giveaway I am in.. please click on it and if possible just rate it and maybe throw in a comment or two if you have time.. any and all rates and comments will be greatly appreciated.. *Also... IF YOU CARE TO HELP ME WITH COMMENTS I AM PAYING 5k FUBUCKS PER 100 COMMENTS.. BUT.. YOU MUST NOTIFY ME (*AND LET ME REPLY TO YOU SO I KNOW*)BEFORE YOU START SO THAT I KNOW YOU ARE HELPING FOR FUBUCKS.. SO PLEASE CLICK ON MY P

Poetry From The Darkside
The 9Th Day By: L. G. Olson "I've seen the darkness. I know the secrets that it hides and I have felt the pain. I have felt my own blood pool under me. I know the price it holds, and on the 9th day I will pay that price." The 9TH Day: Introduction Lifeless, Broken, Hatred, Brutal. I was afraid of being part of life and even worse, I would miss it. A marriage based on lies, I fell so hard that the blow has left me cold and broken. I hated life for what it did not give me, and the man who had taken it all from me. I could not be touched and I was too empty to see that all I had to do was reach out; but I was too scared to act on it. To broken to heal the endless wounds. Find a stranger and you'll be safe, find a stranger I'll be safe. A stranger found me. I remember the pain. So much pain and the evil that follows in the wake of its destruction, the fevered rush that surges through your soul

Buddapass
The directory is buddapass referencing websites . The positioning on search engines, 3 links hard by indéxé site. A better positioning on the internet SERP. The guide has a web of Google pagerank 3. The directory creates a detailed sheet extra for a referral site. An update of the day sites directory. Each website at its sticker in his image. More than 180 categories to optimise. An automatic detection of meta tags. Each site is checked manually The listing on the directory is completely free. No link back required L’annuaire de buddapass c’est le référencement de sites internet Le positionnement sur les moteurs de recherche , 3 liens en dur par site indéxé . Un meilleur positionnement internet sur les SERP . Le guide web posséde un pagerank Google de 3 . L’annuaire crée une fiche détaillée supplémentaire pour un référencement de site . Une mise à jour journaliére de l’annuaire de sites . Chaque

For My Love
I Am Here When you smile I'll be there. When you laugh I'll be there. When you have had too many drinks I'll be there. When you need to lean on someone I'll be there. When your world has turned black I'll be there. When you can't see the light I'll be there. When you are scared and alone I'll be there. When you need a friend I AM HERE. ok...my last blog was angry and upset. as of last night i am so much better. i finally talked to my love and he told me why he was blowing me off. i finally feel at ease again. what i am still not sure of is why he couldnt just tell me what was wrong to begin with. i mean do i give off the vibe that i am not understanding? anyways...it doesnt really matter why he didnt tell me...what does matter is that he finally told me. even though some things have changed, i am glad that we still talk now. i will always love him and he knows that...at least i hope he realizes it...but i will take being his friend over nothing. i am yet agai

Life
The Death of Freedom The rights of ordinary people to speak out against an unjust war and atrocities unleashed in their name are being crushed. Fascism is at the door. Who else will fight it? by John Pilger On Christmas Eve, I dropped in on Brian Haw, whose hunched, pacing figure was just visible through the freezing fog. For four and a half years, Brian has camped in Parliament Square with a graphic display of photographs that show the terror and suffering imposed on Iraqi children by British policies. The effectiveness of his action was demonstrated last April when the Blair government banned any expression of opposition within a kilometre of parliament. The high court subsequently ruled that, because his presence preceded the ban, Brian was an exception. Day after day, night after night, season upon season, he remains a beacon, illuminating the great crime of Iraq and the cowardice of the House of Commons. As we talked, two women brought him a Christmas meal and mulle

Music Vids With Meaning
The person who dedicated this song to me knows who they are. Hes my world...him and my lil girl are my everything. I love you babi This song so explains the way my babi makes me feel when we are together Really dont think I need to put an explination under this one. To all the loved ones of a soldier or those who are serving

Erotic Stories
Giving all

Randomness.
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The Asylum
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND COME TO THE LOUNGE, GIVING GIFTS OUT TO ALL THAT COME IN AND JOIN*~ OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interstedin being a DJ please contact me for more information. Also i need DJ skin, and Kaijaw to message me. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND CO

Letter To Self ?
Doesn't it feel like there is always one song that describes exactly what you're going through, and all you want to do is play it over and over? Lately I've discovered that the song "Wrong Again" is perfect for what I'm going through. Its unbelievably exact. Everything that was wrong in my life, he was there for me, and I choose to give up my life to share it with his, I was so sure of his lies. I was told that when he pushed me away it was because he was scared of finally finding happiness, and like an idiot I believed, at one point he'd told me that things always end up bad when he finds happiness. I was so wrong, this wasn't my prince charming after all. As soon as I got pregnant with his baby, its like i have some horrible disease. His stupid friends from online talk crap bout me on here, and he does nothing. It hurts so bad to see the person you love mistreat you, all because you have nowhere to go anymore, because if you leave, then you know you've really lost the battle. I love

Dark Plum
TarRum TarRum Tum The drums are calling Pay heed and listen Thump Thump Thump The beat intrances Hear the calling Invoke the rites The drums are calling Feel the rythem Sway to and fro TarRum TarRum Tum Give your offerings Lend your spirit and rejoice Thump Thump Thump Freedom for the taking Luster bound in dance Float on feather clouds The drums are calling TarRum TarRum Tum Dark Lord, Master of the Deep; How low does your premise seep? Chant your mantra, flick your whip. Cast your desires with sweet re-equip. Behold the smell of mystic leather. Secom to the tainted feather. Don your sleek crystal scepter. Bind with your solid heavy chain. Seek naught mortal distain. Crack your long wooden cain. Swirling pleasures of pulsing pain. Shackles of the hardest steel; How cold do they really feel? Present your burning wax seal. Sear the flesh with curious zeal. Blindfold of the deepest black. Suspended on your solid metal rack. Silver spikes on soft

Please??
Name and middle name? Regina..... the rest u don't need 2 know What holiday is your birthday closest to? Thanksgiving Favorite flavored Pie? Apple Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they dont? Sometimes Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit Is there something special you want for Christmas? Laptop When was the last time you went swimming? This summer Do you like cheesecake? Yeah Have you traveled outside the country? Nope Do you keep a planner or calendar with daily events? Nope. I'm unorganzied. I just go with the flow Does anyone love you? Yea. Me Do you have any strange pets? My cat is a very strange pet. Lol What is your dream car? A donkey What did you do today? In bed sick Are you bipolar? No. Well, not diagnosed yet. LOL What is the main ringtone on your cell? Name and middle name? Regina..... the rest u don't need 2 know What holiday is your birthday closest to? Thanksgiving Favorite

If...
If today was the last day that I would ever live, if for some reason today was the last day I would take in a blissful kiss from the wind, then a number of things would be on my mind.... But the most important would be to figure out what to do with the rest of my life before the 24 hours had succeeded... I would climb a mountain top, where I could view the ocean as it traveled miles and miles into the sunset... I would find my best friend and sit with her, telling her how much she meant to me... I would find my true love and kiss him with a sad kiss goodbye. What would you do? I would take my family and play with them, being merry and gentle in ever way possible. I would write a will, making sure everybody I loved was taken care of... I would let everybody know my darkest secrets, giving the fact that my life was no more eligible for embarrasment and prejudice. I would even find my ex-boyfriend and confirm to him that I secretly loved him still.. tell him that deep inside my hear

Twighlight Temptressez....
YOU DONT WANT TO MISS THIS!!!! Come out and party with the girls from the Twilight Temptressez! Drink, dance, and hang out with us Saturday night! Make sure you wear your pink, black or something with skulls on it to show your support for the Temptressez! We will be taking fan pics by Underground Zero Photography ~ so get your smiles ready because this is goin' to be a fun - big - crazy night! XOXO ~The Temptressez~ HERE ARE YOUR DJS FOR THE NIGHT...SUPER HOT LINEUP!! -DJ MAXX DA MONEY - THE NAME FITS!!! THE ORIGINATOR DJ WHEEZY - THE KID FROM WYOMISSING...JUST SICK!! -DJ G VANDAM - ONE OF ALLENTOWN'S HOTTEST, MOST FOLLOWED DJS -DJ GREEK!- "THE LADIES MAN", "THE SHOWMAN", "MR TALENT" -DJ KID KARISMA - WORKING THE MC THIS WEEK, RUNNING THE KARISMA CAM!! BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!! EACH DJ INVASION GETS MORE AND MORE PACKED!! THESE DJ INVASIONS ARE PACKED WITH A FUN, CLEAN, CROWD!!!!! THE BIGGEST DJ EVENT EVER TO HIT BERKS COUNTY - 4 OF THE AREA’S HOTTEST DJS S

Posse Bombs
hi my fabulous friends lol i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it. please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much. i need lots of help to get back the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place to nearly 1000 comments behind, i was that much in front before i went to bed. i've been leading nearly all the way through the contest. rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks. here my link ... i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o) thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o) don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some love too! 1st place has the git r done bombing family, train riders and others helping him. i have no bombing families helping me, just a f

Under The Hammer Lol
Come Get A Bad Girl & Help Sarge's Bad Girls Get Spotlight.. Do You Want To Own A Bad Girl?? Come Bid On These Bad Girls (Fubucks Only Bids & All Bids Go To Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight Fund) Tulsa's Angel Meagan Ticha MissHoneypie DJ_Lette FakeFruitCake Here I Go Again you want a peice of me Check out what im offering got to worth a bid lol I would luv just one rate too please the one with the most rates at the end of the Auction gets a bling pack and as most of you know i love giving out bling :-D But please only leave Bids in the comments or ill get my ass kicked and I dont want my a

Moments Passing
did you ever wonder why we had to run for shelter when the promise of a brave new world fell beneath a clear blue sky...... when i was 18 every thing was a f@#$ing blast..nothing but fun it seemed....3yrs later and nothing....isn't there a option between fading out and burning out.....where is all the fun shit? isn't it a shame we don't through our selves into friendships or relationships the way we did before we got hurt!!!!!!! LOnging for what was missing what might be searching for the cause nothing left to see empty words echo ringing in your ear does any one know whats behind the mirror shallow souls shine through smiles all so fake anger starts to stew how much till you break going on their way nothing seem a miss how their minds do stray searching for their bliss Purple clouds do drift about this world seems so odd moments filled with dought a world with out god murder fills the night plunder all the same none of this is right hearts fill up

The Wolvenheart Fu-blog
Check out abood, a real brave piece of work who insults those that confront him on his behaviour, then blocks them from his page, and posts some lame childish half-assed comment that's supposed to be an insult on their pages or pics. The behavior he gets confronted on that results in him acting like that?Hitting on women, trying to play them, then getting all pissy when they see through it and turn him down - at least, that's what I'm guessing is what made this particular little piece of queerbait go and spout vulgarities and half-assed attempts at insults in the comments to a woman's pics. His bravery shows not, though, in how he blocks those that confront him on his behavior, or even in his half-assed attempts at insulting the women.It's showing truly in how, after his attempt at insulting the woman in question, he quickly removes his default pic, and switches to another.This is certainly how a brave Jordanian acts... heh...A brave Jordanian who tries to play women, then gets all p

Thoughts For A Day!
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching... Sing like nobody's listening... Live like it's Heaven on Earth. May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin o

My Poems
Life is a deaded road that we must travel everyday only to find that we must turn around and start back to where we once was. The places we see and the ppl we meet will somehow fade away like waves that travel through the ocean. Some will stay by yoursaide and help you along your journey But no mater how far we travel its alwaz comes to an end untill we travel our own path of discovery The screams of a tourched soul fills the air, Tears fall from a battered face as blood stains the ground, The sky slowly fades to black. All hope slips away, The vision of you being with me quickly turns to ashes. An empty whole in a once love fulled heart is all that remains, Darkness is all these bloodshot eyes can see. Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words t

Fubar Invitational Tournament
Down to 8! No need to hate! They will fornicate on the first date! But only if you blast or fu blinginate! Oh yeah go vote too. Well that's another round finished! We are down to 16 of Fubar's finest point whores. The tension mounts as the tournament draws closer and closer to an end. Who will be left standing? Tune in and find out. Same bat time, same bat channel. Round 1 is in the books. In true march madness fashion there were a few upsets thanks to you great band of mummers. One number one seed fell in round 1 which has never happened in the real tournament of course, but hell we all know anything is possible on Fubar. Round 2 is under way now and well it can only get more intense as the point whores fall one by one. Luckily for you all there are only 16 games in round 2. Round 1 took quite a bit more time than I thought it would because there were 32 games. Oh well anyhow, do what you all do bitch, moan, and yes vote.

Pimpouts
YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL YOU MIGHT JUST GET BURNED BY THIS HOTTIE. SHE’S SWEET SEXY AND ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~ NoSalute=NoAdd Please read profile before adding, ty @ fubar NOW HOW CAN YOU RESIST A FACE LIKE THIS

Life And Love
Well, as a lot of you know, my girlfriend, Rhonda, was moving up here to Washington. She made it here safely on May 5th, 2008. It is going to be one of my greatest memories. She called me a lot while she was one the road to get here. And then when she was close, I was on the phone with her, giving the final directions to me. Then I ran to end of the driveway and was bouncing up & down as she was driving up the street. When she parked and got out of the car, I took her in my arms and gave her the most passionate kiss and held her close to me. I am as happy as I can be now that Rhonda, the love of my life, is here with me. I will tell you all about some more of our adventures soon. Right now, all I want to do, is be with her showing her and the rest of the world how much I am truly and madly in love with her. I love you, Rhonda!!!! "It is not just the words that are said, but how they are said and why." There is several reasons I say this tonight, and I have felt it for

Thoughts
why is it that when you are drunk all you can think about is things you really don't want to?

03-19-2008 2:30 Pm
I'm In My Very First Auction Ever. I See All These People Go And Check My Auction Pic Out But None Of Them Make A Bid. What Is It About Me That Nobody Wants To Bid On Me. This Auction I'm In Isn't Called "The Sexiest People In Auction Contest". IT'S NOT A DATING CONTEST, NOR IS IT A "AUCTION, BID, OWN, SLEEP WITH THE OWNER CONTEST. I Mean Heck I Know I'm Not Hot Like A Super Model Nor Do I Have The Body Of A Porn Star But I Have One Of The Biggest Hearts ever And I'm A Very Good Friend. === 'Wants Her 1st V.I.P Pass. Who Ever Helps Me Get It Will Get Rated 11's On Picz, Stashes, Comment' wrote the following at '2008-11-21 03:55:46'.. > > > > > > > > > > FUBLING ONLY AUCTION > FUBLING AUCTION STARTS 11-21-08 AND WILL RUN TO 11-30-08 > ANY COMMENTS LEFT PRIOR TO 11-21-08 WILL BE DELETED > > ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS TO BE OFFERED > NO VIPS, NO BLASTS, NO TICKERS, NO HAPPY HOURS!! > > > > > CLICK FOR ALBUM & HAPPY BIDDING > > > > >

Peoms 3
People turn thier heads, As they pass by, He always wanted to ask, Because he never knew why. He would look in the mirror, To find any little defect. It all appeared good to him, There was nothing he could detect. Still noone would come near, Till one day it all came to an end. And with the sadness gone, A new way of life could begin. What was his problem? What was it that set him apart? Ever since this man was born, He has let out one long continous fart. If we had never met, Would your life still be the same. Could your world still be intact. Without even the slightest of change. If this is true,then I have done wrong, To think possibly never having you friend. Having that kind of hole in my life, And not knowing till my times end. In a world where everyone, Does and can not trust. In your heart and mind, To be a better friend,I must. Now that this has been said, A stronger friendship will now stand. Never will I find another like you, Her

Green Love
it's easy to stop smiling when backs are turned. that's when it's ok to bear the fangs. the ones you sink into trusting necks. They'll never know who wounded them! the fangs sink deeper into backs than they ever could face to face. but you already know that. and you know how much more pain jumps through the body when the cut is deep; the harsh criticisms spread and the damage is done. and all the while you're distracted by your own self pitying, self promoting evil. it may be unseeing, but it keeps you busy and concealed. your biting inconsistencies will be your downfall. today i sat in that coffee shop booth. i looked around. everything was exactly the same as it has ever been, and yet, it all seemed so hauntingly unfamiliar. it was like a negative; everything was the right shape, but the wrong color... the right place, but the wrong order. or something... and as i glanced at the other people in the room, each one usually so different from the others, i saw absolutely noth

Auction
The auction is officially open...Do want to fu-own me..then come check me out...it's just a click away.. Auction ends April 1 Come look into my eyes...deeper...and tell me what's your bids going to be to own me. This is a dual auction and contest..so don't forget to also rate the picture.. Let's get the party started and have some fun...come and bid to own me Also please go show the hostesses some love. Thanks, Silverpixi Hiya all..hope all is well...There is still time to join in the fun to bid to own me... This first auction is a dual auction and contest...so if you can't bid please just drop a rate. Both auctions end July 31...Happy Bidding :-D Hugs, Silverpixi

Contest
WANT TO OWN ME. ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW. COME HELP ME OUT. RG’S UNDERGROUND RAVE IS HOSTING THE MILF CONTEST. I NEED RATES & COMMENTS. CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR HELP.

My 1st Fubar Blog
Killing this good ole boy. Oh what I wouldn't give for a swimming pool. When does the fall season begin?? We had my 2 little nieces,ages 3 and 5,birthdays yesterday on top of the mother's day bbq. 4 kids and 1 uncle wanting to please both nephews and nieces. Sooooo tiring,yet fun fun. Kids...gotta love them!! :) First I wanna give a shout out to my grama who turned 75 years old today. Then I'd like to say hi to my little niece,Brianna. Had a great time hanging out with her today. She is the cutest,sweetest baby girl. Uncle Jake Loves her ever so much. :)

Voodoos' Words
I really have not been in a celebratory mood. Lack of finances, the recent passing of loved ones, the economy and general uncertainty about the future just makes it hard to get into the "Christmas spirit". Yet, the closer we get to the date, the more I feel almost guilty for not putting up a front. But, ultimately, I'm gonna go with the way I feel down deep and... yeah... Bah friggin' Humbug! Was watching the local sports news on the TV... The Texas Rangers have paid 52 million dollars to some Japanese team just to TALK to a Japanese pitcher in baseball. With the economy the way it is, why couldn't they use that 52 million to help feed the hungry here in the U.S.? Grrrr!

Diary Of A Mad Woman
So yeah my ex bofriend hurt me a lot. I had cried my eyes out monday night and didnt get much sleep. But then again I had started realizing something out of all this. I found out that the dude wasn't as innocent as I thought he was. It turns out hes abusive, and not only that but she has had issues as well because she hates her self just like me. Shes been molested and raped as a kid and then she was raped as she got older by others. It made me realize the reason why she started cheating. Its normal for victims to act out sexually and not only that but he wasn't at all helpful to her. Even though I am angry and upset about what he did, It just seems like talking to her made me understand the situation better. I even gave them tips and advice on how to improve their marriage. I first suggested counseling for the both of him because he needs to work on anger management. I think his anger and abuse stands from the loss of power he feels while growing up in a divorced family. There could b

Bully's
DJ AERITH IS KICKIN ASS ON AIR IN ACE CAFE, YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS OUT ON HER, SHE'LL RAWK YOUR WORLD!! DJ AERITH IS KICKIN ASS ON AIR!! Click on pic to enter! center>

Please Help These People
This is a pimpout for Loving Mommy Please help my friend level She is trying to get to fuberlord Loving Mommy@ fubar needs 79,702 Points to go! (as of Monday 9:50PM PST, Tues 12:50AM EST) please repost This pimpout bully/blog was brought to you by: ~MC is My Angel~CLUB F.A.R. Member~Owner of Kingdom of Dolphins~Shout box is Friends Only!@ fubar

Auction
hi everyone, I've been asked to host an auction, so after a couple of days of planning and discussions (and before we saw any others similar LOL), I've decided to host the guys side of an auction and Michelle is going to host the ladies side of the auction on her page. Her link ... ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ Entry fee is just 15K fubucks, thats right, just 15K, not 50K or 100K other people charge for auctions LOL. Lady entries must send your fee, pic and offer to Michelle at the above link. Males must send your fee, pic and offer to me ASAP Please rate fan and add both of the hostesses when you enter if you haven't already, this is a join fun auction, thank you. Auctions are a great way to make some new friends and have some fun. BONUS - The male with the most rates at the end of the auction will receive 30K fubucks off me and female receives 30K off Michelle. Here are our rules ... PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THEM BEFORE THEY

Sex Sells
COME BID AND OWN THE SEXIEST DJ TESHA SHE HAS ALOT TO OFFER HER OWNER!!! I WILL RATE EVERY PIC,PIMP OUT ON MY PAGE, 2 SALUTES ONE NSFW AND ONE SFW, GIFT EVERYDAY FOR A MONTH, COMMENT DAILY FOR A MONTH,YOUR NAME IN MINE FOR THE WHOLE MONTH,ADDED TO MY FAMILY AS WELL AS YAHOO ONE HOUR CAM SESSION FOR ONE MONTH,30 MIN OERSONAL FONE CALL FROM ME FOR ONE MONTH!! MORE TO COME SO LETS DO THIS CLICK LINK BELOW AND BID ON THIS HOTT LADY :p DJ Tesha -Engaged to Dj Bear- -Pimpette to Master-Dj @ Sex Sells@ fubar (repost of original by 'DJ Tesha -Engaged to Dj Bear- -Pimpette to Master-Dj @ Sex Sells' on '2008-04-05 18:14:12') (repost of original by 'Jarhead' on '2008-04-05 18:24:16') imikimi - Customize Your World Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul,

I Know U
Sitting here all alone, thinking one day my life will come alone. I sit here "by myself" I sit here "by myself" heart sinking in sorrow, not able to move, eat, sleep or drink. Wondering if you are somewhere thinking and feeling me the same way. Praying that you come back this way to me and feel my heart with song and laughter. Oh this was not the plan, not the plan, not the plan. While I'm setting here all alone "by myself". PEACE..... You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31 For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are w

Idk Anymore
Whats good everyone. Its been about a year and a couple months.. I met this chick off fubar and went to go meet her.. Apparently, one of her "friends" didnt like that idea so he would text her and tell her all these different things about what he would do for her and to her.. Nigga is quite funny. So she would text him and talk to him, u know, the type of shit young females do. How he wants to eat her out and he wanted to do it so bad. So anyway, we stop talking becuase she wanted to tell him what goes on in the bedroom and tell him she wanted to be with him. Which i dont understand since he has a girlfriend. But get this, he gets happy as hell that we stop talking, he tried to write a "blog" about me sucking in bed.. Sounds kinda homo, right? I mean, why does it concern him how i am in bed.. Sorry dude, i dont swing that way. Now here is the funniest part.. Me and his "girl" are close friends and i have learned something about him. Whats fucking with all this time he hating on me, he

Poems
Dear best friend, I hope you read this I hope you realize why I did what I did sis. I can't explain what I went through To get me where I am But all I know is I need you My sister and my friend Lets not let our differences Tear us further apart I'll be sitting here in silence Until you have a change of heart Please don't leave me waiting For it's times like these you see When all around me walls are breaking I need my sister beside me So, please best friend and sister, read this And realize I only do the things I think are best. Running through the night Going from shadow to shadow Trying to hide from everyone The traces of my pain Nothing seems to be going right The shadows close around me Pulling me into their midst Into the depths of their disdain The stench of death surrounds me As I am further pulled in Hands reach out and grasp At what they think is their gain Then suddenly a light appears The shadows all d

Ranting
Ok, so this is a bit tricky to follow, so keep up if you can, lol. I have this friend, Jason, whom is married to Amber, and together the have a daughter, Taylor, who is only 7. Now, these people had absolutely no place to live. Me, and my family, took them into our home and welcomed them with open arms because I thought that Jason was one of my BEST FRIENDS. He had never done me wrong, always stuck up for me no matter what, etc. So, I told them they could stay here a week because we really didn't have the room. During that week they were suposed to be going to welfare to get food stamps, cash, housing, etc. Anything they could get, just to get them by until they got jobs. No problem. They went, got emergency food stamps and medical covers and they told us that they had to wait on their cash because something about the government being behind, which IS true because we checked. Doesn't sound like a big deal, right? WRONG! What was supposed to be one week turned into an entire month. I

Missused1983
That the ones that hurt, never speak. (I'm breaking this up because no one would read any of it if it were two miles long.) I occasionally post some of things in my life that stress me out... I never really get much in the way of response or they turn into empty promises. But like I said in "einz" it's too much for me and no one has time for me. I take that back. One person did, I happened to be at my father's crying. And my phone had died. I've seen a lot of shit come and go in my short 26 years... a lot. A lot more than most see in their lives. I have been abused in every way imaginable from just about any person you could think of that could. I have seen death. In the droves. I have been shoved down, kicked and then maimed mentally, physically, verbally and psychologically. I have been mind fucked and mind bended. I have been lied to, made to lie, seen someones lies. I have been made to be silent. And made to scream. I had to deal with watching the one person that I belie