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Death Has Better Ways
As I watched the shotglass travel through the air, it seemed almost in slow motion. Maybe it was the effect of the whiskey. Fuck it, I thought to myself, as I watched it shatter to bits against the back wall. I bear no remorse for its loss. It was taking way too long using it as the middle-man. Drinking straight from the bottle is much faster. Each time I set the bottle back down, I give the revolver on the table a respectful glance, with the single bullet loaded into it. The life of a private investigator is never easy. You have to be ready to deal with the fact that no one loves you. Even the people who hire you think you are scum. That's why they came through your door. They hired scum to catch scum committing adultery, or pretending to be your child to get a chunk of your family treasury. No one likes you. You're alone. You're very alone. Eyeballing the pack of cigarettes on the counter, I ponder the ratio to that of the ammo in the gun. One bullet, one cigarett

Some Internal Wisdom To Share
written on my 21st bday the world around us dissolves to the touch of fear, expands to the heart of enlightenment. may the journey be fufilled, the thought of life surrounds a single stepping stone to the expansion of the mind. fear not , fear exceeds all recongnition, all placement and all hope. fear itself is home, the thought our existence, unknown. to master fear, is to understand the contentment of it.

Feel Great
Things are turning around for me. Turns out that the hardest part of being here is not being somewhere else. Im starting to accept that fact. All these fantasies ive had in my head for as long as i can remember still haunt me but not as much. I know what i want in my life. Im working hard to get it. Just need to keep a better grip on reality and not this online fantasy.

Check This Out
You Were Nice This Year You Were 40% Naughty, 60% Nice Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

Ain't It The Truth
You love her But she loves him And he loves somebody else You just can't win And so it goes Till the day you die This thing they call love It's gonna make you cry I've had the blues The reds and the pinks One thing for sure (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah Two by two and side by side Love's gonna find you yes it is You just can't hide You'll hear it call Your heart will fall Then love will fly It's gonna soar I don't care for any casanova thing All I can say is Love stinks (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah I've been through diamonds I've been through minks I've been through it all Love stinks (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks y

Soldier's Words
LCDR Jeff Giles, SC, USN 30th Naval Construction Regiment OIC, Logistics Cell One Al Taqqadum, Iraq Subject: A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I cre

Brown Sugar Made Me Do It
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 1. I was born on Travis AFB, CA, USA 2. I was blonde until I was about 8 3. I laugh at my own jokes even if they're not funny because I can't help it. 4. I have one brother, a younger bro who is 23 5. I have a fascination with Asian culture 6.I look serious but I'm actually a big goofball 7. I have never kissed or dated someone who is blonde 8. I am an excellent cook, I just don't LIKE to cook 9. I believe that a true friend should never be abandoned 10. I love to write when things are rough in my life, it's my way to release some of the stress

Goddess By My Side.. Invoke Upon Me
The Invocation of the ISHTAR Gate Spirit of Venus, Remember! ISHTAR, Mistress of the Gods, Remember! ISHTAR, Queen of the Land of the Rising of the Sun, Remember! Lady of Ladies, God of Goddesses, ISHTAR, Queen of all People, Remember! O Bright Rising, Torch of the Heaven and of Earth, Remmber! O Destroyer of the Hostile Hordes, Remember! Lioness, Queen of the Battle, Hearken and Remember! From the Gate of the Great God NEBO, I call Thee! By the Name which I was given on the Sphere of NEBO, I call to thee! Lady, Queen of Harlots and of Soldiers, I call to thee! Lady, Mistress of Battle and of Love, I pray Thee, Remember! In the name of the Covenant, sworn between Thee and the Race of Men, I call to Thee! Hearken and Remember! Suppressor of the Mountains! Supporter of arms! Deity of Men! Goddess of Women! Where thou gazest, the Dead live! ISHTAR, Queen of Night, Open thy gate to me! ISHTAR, Lady of the Battle, Open wide Thy Gate!

You've Been Tagged
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ~This is courtesy of MS NYMPHO, so anything for you sweetie!!! 1. I grew up IN A FAMILY OF 8 2 GIRLS 4 BOYS 2 PARENTS AND OFTEN A GRANDPARENT, UNCLE ,COUSIN, FRIEND ~~ VERY CROWDED!!! 2. I have been married ONCE NOW NOT HAS ITS GOOD POINTS AND SOME BAD 3. I HAVE ONE CHILD ~~ I ADORE HER~ THEIR ARE TONS OF PICS OF HER ON MY SITE 4. I have A LOT OF FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRY TAP BUT REALLY KNOW VERY LITTLE ABOUT MOST. THAT IS WHY I AM FILLING THIS OUT~ HOPEFULLY SOME OF MY FRIENDS WILL FILL THIS OUT AND I WILL GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER 5. My biggest pet peeves BULLIES AND JUST ARROGANT ASSHOLES 6. My dream is TO BE RICH ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MY D

A Different Xmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perha

Naked
OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 69 votes... what the fuck... help me out im in second place..NO GOOD...I NEED TO WIN.. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted. CLICK THE LINK HERE: [ CherryTAP.com photo: 202649423 ] Thanks Harleysportee69 PLEASE SHARE THIS LINK WITH YOUR FRIENDS....MAYBE THEY WILL VOTE IF YOU DONT.

Profile
Ok guys I am new on here and not sure where to get stuff for my background and profile things. Could you help me out a little, is this like myspace, yahoo 360. I would like anyone who is willing to help a lady in distress. Thank you. Kristi

Passed A Stone
Okay, first off, a little warning. If you are squeamish, you might want to stop reading now! I'll give you a minute to navigate away from my blog page. Okay, for the rest of you, I hope that you never have to go through what I have been going through the past few days. Last week, I was taking a piss, and the strangest thing happened. I'll describe it for you so you can get a visual of what I'm talking about. Have you ever gotten a fountain drink, and it has too much carbonation? Kind of squirts out all fizzy all over the place? Well, as I was nearing the end of my pissing, that happened to me, my urine came out of me like the aforementioned over-carbonated beverage. I was freaking out. It happened once again while I was at work, and then I experienced a pain like I'd never felt before in my entire life. After it happened at work, the pain finally subsided, and I put it at the back of my mind. Fast forward to the evening of my birthday. I was sitting at the comp

Hey, A Reverend Said It!
USA Today. And article about the church and it's stand against homosexuality: So anyways, a reverend wrote an article comparing the persecution of Galileo and the strife homosexuals are receiving from the church. He is concerned that they are making the same mistake they did back when we realized the Earth revolved around the Sun. He then goes on to say that there is more proof everyday that homosexuality in most cases is a triat you are born with, not a spur of the moment choice. Now, since i am not a religious man for many reasons, i really have a lot of respect for this man and his info about the bible. Leviticus 18, this part contains the text about no man shall lay with another as he would a woman. The reverend describes that in that whole section many things are punishable by death. Including, touching pork ( a football for instance ), menstruating and praying...i can't even remember the others. Basically, if you are going to follow one, you have to follow them a

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Everywhere I look today, all I see is lovers and yes I do take pleasure in the happiness of others but of the people out there, you'd think somewhere there'd be someone out there somewhere who's meant for only me Yes I've had relationships, and from them only pain sorrow and heartbreak time and time again mostly I'm happy for the people deep in love for those who go together like a hand fits a glove but sometimes the loneliness just gets to be too much I lie awake at night dreaming of a lover's touch and sometimes it's so bad I wanna break down and cry if others can find love well then why the hell can't I? It's just not for me is the only conclusion I can come to or maybe everything people have said my whole life is true I'm ugly and I'm worthless, I won't amount to anything I'll spend the rest of my lonely days making fries at Burger King Does she even exist or can there really ever be someone out there somewhere who's meant for only me? Right now I don't think so,

A Poem Without A Name
Remember the day way back when, when nothing else mattered besides being with you.. The days when we could love each other unconditionally because nothing else mattered.. The days when we could run from each other because of cooties.. The days when you decided you wanted nothing to do with me && I wanted everything to do with you..

Warning To All My Friends!!!!!
I have a stalker, and apparantly she is now going to all of my friends pages and leaving them picture comments, to try to trick them into adding her. I want to warn everyone this girl has serious issues. Fortunately, now, she has had to delete all of the pics that she had stolen from me and my fiance. She is so crazy that she actually had his picture tiled on her page as the background!!! She now has a stupid little blog posted that we are harrasing her, please note, when you read it, that on her FANS list and FAMILY LIST, is MY FIANCE!!! So you tell me, how much could we possibly be stalking her? Please avoid her! She will make your life miserable, and you could end up the victim of a crazy obsessed skanky girl like we did. Thanks, Christina Here she is..... meggie@ CherryTAP

Poetry
I wrote this poem about a year ago and it will be in Immortal Verses Series (scheduled to be released Winter of 2006) This poem was partly about my oldest brother who killed himeself when i was little. What do you think of it? cry for love, cry for joy dont you worry its no ploy tears come tears go Here is where I flow I'm safe for now until i see you and we begin to bow blood shed is shed far Im sorry he's gone I know it's still hard you'll see him soon he's in Gods hand Heaven will be the next kind of land but dont waste time it'll come soon you talk about him and people wonder who? i know you can not wait till he takes you but dont cut short God will tell you when its time to split

Ask Me Anything (or Damn Near Anything)
Hey Guys and Gals!!!!I am starting a new thing called "Ask the Portly Irishman Anything (or Damn Close to it)" and I will do the best that I can to answer you questions and I guarantee that if I do answer your questions I will shoot straight with you on the answer. So here is your chance to take your best shot and give me your best (or your worst) and this crazy whacked out bastard will do his best to answer it. Got problems at work? Fire the question at me. Problems with your significant other? Fire the question at me.Problems with your kids? Fire the question at me. Trouble with your dog/cat/other pet? Fire it at me. Need a recipe? Fire it at me. Computer problem? Fire it at me. My preferences for a date? Take your best shot. Why I write all of this shit? Go ahead and ask this nutty bastard.Neal

Original Poetry
The Fire Within Cat up on the mantle, fire burning, flickering bright. Lovers embraced upon the couch, their shadows dance in firelight. Windows open; breeze blows in, soft against their naked skin. Night sounds enter; natures din, to mix with sounds of sexual sin. The moment comes when passions rise; heartbeats pound as one. They look into each others eyes, and together sensual pleasures come. Kevin F. Dustin ©1998

Original Poetry
Passions Fire Heart and soul securely bound Satisfaction her desire For in submission she has found Release in passion's fire The pleasure of his soft caress Followed by the sting Of leather laid upon her flesh Such ecstasy it brings Patterns drawn across her skin An art form seldom ever shared Etched in pain and colored in Because her Master cared With passion lit and burning high Searing cross soft silken path To trace the way a tear she cries Afraid she's earned her Master's wrath As molten river seeks release And her body quakes in pleasure She cries out, help me Master please To give to you full measure Kevin F. Dustin

Original Poetry
Submission Earned Sounds that echo in the night Reminds her of the silence Filtered through her blinded sight And heightened in defense Goose bumps risen, hair on end Shivers up and down her spine Senses on alert ascend Adrenaline rush of fear sublime Flinching in anticipation Of the pain which she so craves Welts rise slowly, one by one Her body, heart and soul enslaved These marks a tribute to submission For a price paid very dear Though falsely assumed to be freely given ‘twas his earned trust which finally conquered fear Kevin F. Dustin

You've Been Tagged
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 1.The longest relationship I had been in was 8 months until I was 30. (When I got married) (2mos was my previous record) I've been cheated on in every relationship I've had. 2.I'm normally shy and quiet. I've never yelled. 3.I'm sarcastic to a fault. I can say most anything with a straight face. I never lie. 4.I've always been thin and lanky. I spent most of my teens and 20's trying to gain weight. I've gained 10 lbs. in 15 years. I'm hated for that. 5.Despite having an exceptional I.Q., I'm often seen as aloof. I have photographic memory (yes it does exist). I rarely remember what day it is. 6.I'm often called upon for my insights, creativity

Original Poetry
Bound and Gagged Bound and gagged on bent knees silent. Her Master’s pleasure she awaits. He enters in, her message sent, that she might try his pleasure sate. Her Master loosens cords tied tight, removes the gag between her lips. He reaches over, turns on the light, that he might see curvaceous hips. She lays back down on satin sheets, caressing hands’ cross silken thighs. Her fingers linger where her legs meet, coaxing out her pleasured cries. He takes her loving hand in palm, then suckles on her moistened fingers. Though lust grown strong he remains calm, entranced by that loving scent which lingers. With one quick move this trance he breaks, he reaches up and grabs her hair. In his mouth her tongue he takes, until her mouth is swollen fair. Kevin Dustin

Im In Need Of Some Help
I am sooooooooooo desperate right now,I wonder if anyone is as horny as I am right now? Can you ladies help me and leave some hott pic, blog, and voice comments or just give me some sexy comments? Id really appreciate it!! ;)

Original Poetry
Your Mark Conventions are the ties that bind, from new sensations keep me blind. Withhold from me no more the pleasure, of this pain I've grown to treasure. Exquisite pain...I seek release, send tremors through my body. Then leave your mark for all to see, that I might be set free. Your nails run deep across my skin, they leave behind their sensual trail. To be followed by your hungry bites, lasting long into the night. So when this night of passions over, and the heat of lust subsides, I'll trace those marks and reminisce, reminded of pains pleasure. Kevin F. Dustin

1000 Marbles
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of tho se lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom

About Me I Guess
Not too sure what a blog is or who looks at it. I'm blonde,blue eyes,5'5", I live in upstate ny,,So if your near that area or if your not feel free to chat with me. I'm new to Cherry so if you have any tips or lounges let me know. Thanks You have a sexual IQ of 119 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door j ust to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

New Blog!
I am excited today!!! I have been doing nothing today but being lazy!!! it is my day off so i can!!! well i really dont know why i am excited i guess i just had to say that to get peoples attention!!! hahaha!! anyways i just had to start a blog!!

Fuckin Sick And Tired...
I want you to know that I´m happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theatre Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I´m sure she´d make a really excellent mother ´Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you´d hold me Until you died, ´till you die But you´re still alive And I´m here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It´s not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I´m not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her ´Cause the love that you gave that we ma

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You?
What does your birth month reveal about you? FebruaryAbstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent andclever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Omg
I think ive found him.Im so happy. Is a white american man and i know we are gonna be together forever. Ill do anything for him.His coming down to see me in February valentine's day... I cant wait to put my arms around him and be with him forever.

You've Been Tagged!!!!!!!! Hehe!!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ~This is courtesy of Miss Skitz (Gayle), so anything for you sweetie!!! 1. I grew up with a single mother that worked 2 jobs, so MY job was to take care of my younger brother...so there was not much time for sports and other activities like that. I spent the majority of my time cooking and cleaning, and being a little mom myself. 2. I have been married twice, the first was kind of forced on us, and no I was not pregnant, but its a long story. So my 1st marriage started when I was 16 and lasted 5 years, and my second is still going..lol, been married for almost 10 years now. 3. I have 3 children, 2 boys and my baby girl..they are my life and my world.

Confusion
I had a dream last night. It so unnerved me that I am still trying to shake it from my mind. It wasn't necessarily a bad/nightmere. Well in someways to me it was. Its hard to write down my feelings about it. The dream brought back a lot of old feelings that I had thought put to rest years ago. I am not happy to have them brought back to the surface again. I never imagined myself being faced with all these emotions of someone that I am better off without. The fear of this person over rides any other emotion I may ever have of them. I never in my life had a man lay a hand to me in anger till he came into my life. I never had to deal with the abuses I took from him in my life till he came into it. I have blocked a lot of the abuse out of my mind in order to survive right after his attempt to kill me. I am now reliving some of the abuse in my mind again. Yet now after this dream all the old feelings of love that I had for him came back. The man that I thought he was, was

Words Women Use
This was sent to my mom (year of the dragon) by her friend Reapers Revenge! It is absolutely hilarious...and deserves a read!! I know that I think this way! words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut the f*** up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Do It and DIE! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of noth

Aloha
Its Monday night and since I don't want to pay for a cherry blast I just want to say thanks to the friends on my list that have left comments for me and rated me 10 cherries. Makes me feel good. I will try to be good about leaving messages when I'm at my pc and have time. Happy Holidays. Nice and cold in GA.

Is It A Full Moon??
Ok well tonight has just been strange at work!!Starting to wonder if it's a full moon out!Well first a guy is going through our dumpster.So we were looking up the number for the cops dispatch.Well I couldn't find it.So we had to call 911 to get the number.This bitch got an attitude with me cause the dispatch number was not in the phone book like it should be!By the time I got the number the guy was gone.So then after that we go to order pizza and I gave them the address and they say they don't deliver on this block after dark.I had to ask "So ya'll don't deliver to the hotel after dark?!?"When I've called several times before and they have always delivered no matter what time it was.So when the delivery guy showed up I had to ask about that.The girl that took my order thought we were the projects that's near us.Which I can see why they don't deliver there.So I guess now we need to say the name of the hotel we're at instead of the address.It's just been one wierd night!!Then a very good

Just Out Of Sheer Curiousity?
Just out of sheer curiousity. I want my friends on my list to answer a few questions honestly. I was reading Baby J's bulletin about default photos and for one, I am curious about everyone elses thoughts on it? If you haven't read it, its posted in bold below. i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us clean up the site by ke

Relationships
Relationships, r they really worth it? This was asked of me today, and this blog is where my answer wound up. GF's I know suffer through a lot of bs in their love or lust lives. And those who are my good GF's know I do too. Why do men think they are worthy of everything and we think we are worthy of nothing. Subjecting ourselves to torment both real and imagined for the sake of a relationship with another human being. Honestly, when you're not home do you think your cat is laying in someone elses lap or that the dog is chewing on the neighbors slippers?? We put ourselves through way too much drama. The guys or signifigant others in our lives never having a clue about it all. We sit around making ourselves miserable or letting them make us miserable for what? We as women, just for surviving puberty, or the 'joys' of motherhood, deserve more. Men have no clue what we go through. And yes they have for many years brought home the bacon, but there is only one butcher and has always

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NUMBNESS AND DRIED TEARS NO LONGER ABLE TO SING BETRAYED AND ABANDONED SADNESS PREVAILS IN THE DEEP LIED TO WITH HOPEFUL WORDS PAIN AND YEARNING FILL THE HEART FLOWING THRU THE VEINS WITH BITTERNESS USELESSFEELINGSPOURED OUT AND WASTED NEWNESS OF SUCH A QUICK REJECTION MANY CONFUSED THOUGHTS, HATRED,CYNICISM,CAUSTICNESS LIFE NO LONGER HOLDS MY ENERGY TIME HEALS ALL, BUT FEAR IS EVER PRESENT SHEILD THE HEART SHEILD THE PAIN DAN CELTICCHARMS

A Different Christmas Poem...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perha

Someone Was Mentioning....
that all of my blogs are like negative...so who wants a fully boring positive blog.... alrighty then lets see... I'm happy a lot of the time, I just dont' always look like it. I have a wonderful boyfriend named David, and have 2 dogs 2 cats a bunny 2 hampsters fish and things like that. I love life, I couldn't live without my friends that's who sustain me. They make life possible to bear. David drove my car last night, it was funny....he's only driven one other time in his life, so I let him, it was late at night in the back roads, and he let loose. Pretty funny if you ask me. There was a cop behind us, so I made him pull over, I didn't want him driving near any other cars anyway. I went to Karen's house sometime over the weekend, and I jumped in her bed, he sheets are soooo soooo soft, I couldn't get out. And then David left us in the bed to go downstairs to talk to her mom. Sleep is limited for me now, just because I have so much to do without any time. And my

A Few Things
I'll be away again for a week, able to use the site occasionally but on a computer, and using a browser, that really hate this site, and spending less time at the computer and more time, well- visiting family :)... If you do want to get in touch with me, shoutbox will be off, comments will be off (not that I'm expecting so very many but they do fall off the page; expect best ;^) ), but send a message and I'll catch the notification, get back on and try to respond. (This is public for a reason and does apply to anyone I haven't outright blocked, though flooding will get a fishie...er, poisson... erm, person blocked.) (Edit: I seem to have forgotten what the 'few' things were, but if you have my e-mail, of course, send to that...) -E who thought the Ringling Brothers might have been a name made up by PT Barnum (what. Would you put it past the man? For a moment?) But - no, apparently, there were five of them, and one of their descendants has an homage site set up.

Love
Love...ummm not alot of people now what this means and i am one of them i have never experenced love first hand...and thats not all i havent experenced maybe one day i will fine someone but tell that day i will be all alone... :) *tears*

The Hole 2
THE HOLE JUST GROWS WIDER AND DEEPER PERHAPS THE ANSWERS ARE UNATTAINABLE MAYBE EVEN UN NEEDED BUT THE DEEP DESIRE AND PASSION ARE JUST EXCRUITIATINGLY UNATTAINABLE MAYBE ACCEPTANCE IS THE ANSWER BUT THEN THE JOURNEY ENDS AND THAT IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE DAN CELTICCHARMS

Where The Hell Have I Been?
Life is busy, and it's not getting any lighter. The girlfriend comes home tomorrow, and hecticness will ensue. I've had no real chance to write much in the past few days because of it, and little chance of anything like that happening over the holiday weekend. Little time to spend here, also. Between work hours, getting ready for the GF's return and other responsibilities I just don't have the hang-out time. Which kind of sucks, as I've met some nice people here and I'd like to meet more of you, or at least get on with the ones on my friend list more. Oh well. It'll all clear up in around a week, I think.

Max's 8th Birthday
Today My little boy would have been 8 years old today. I am very sad today but I will get through this. I am asking everyone with children to show their kids lots of love. Read them a bed time story. Hug them and just be greatful that they are alive. I am going to go tuck my kids in soon. Have a great night everybody. Love you all.

Sexiest Military Man In Uniform
I have decided to hold my own contest and am looking for interested contestants. My contest will be deciding the sexiest male in military uniform. Now by holding this...I am looking for REAL military personnel so please no costumes or dressing up. I am looking for 20 contestants and will see if there are that many people interested and go from there. I am planning to start the contest on Dec 1 so that gives 10 days to send me a message with a link telling me you are interested. Please send a link with a pic of yourself in your uniform if you are interested in entering. Thanks so much!

Love
L--Live your life to the fullest. Never take anything that was given to you forgranted. Life is very special and we need to appreciate and accept the people and things that are in it. Be honest with yourself and live your life for you. O--Own up to all responsibilities and mistakes in your life. Never try to hide anything from the people who love you. Owning up to all of life' up and downs will make or break your life. Owning up to yourself is the very most important part of your life, you need to be happy with yourself in order to make others happy around you. V--Vow to cherish your life and other people and things in it. Never be afraid to express your feelings and bare your soul to anyone. Take that step forward and set your goals in life. Follow and acheive your goals and never be afraid to step forward and be who you are. E--Enjoy life to the fullest. Don't hold back any feelings or emotions. Be who you are and enjoy yourself in life, as this will help you to enjoy oth

Lets Keep Cherrytap Clean.........
Mike posted this bullentin, so I changed mine, not that is was bad, but it has to start somewhere, lets see, If everyone else does also, exspecially lets see if our Top 10 CherryTap members honor what Mike is asking, think anyone in color should honor his thought......... i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us cle

I Think I'll
skip my last class tommarrow, so I won't have to stay in this hell hole called marietta. I mean yeah I love the internet here, but its so damn boring other than that. I'll go back to my slow dial up(won't get DSL until next week)...but it's worth it. which means no leveling for me...I'll have to try and do that tonight... along with my 7 page paper.... oh well yay tommarrow hopefully will go by fast.

Thanksgiving Divorice...
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says," I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this," She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says,"They're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own way."

This Is All About Me...........=o)
A Bitch is a Bundle of Contradiction An angel of truth & a dream of fiction A bitch is a bundle of contradiction She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse But will tackle her man alone in the house She'll take him for better, she'll take him for worse She'll break open his head & then be his nurse But when he's well & can get out of bed She'll pick up the teapot & aim for his head Beautiful and keenly sighted, yet blind Crafty & cruel, yet simple & kind She'll call him a king, then make him a clown Raise him on a pedestal, then knock him flat down She'll inspire him to deeds that ennoble man Or make him her lackey to carry her fan She'll run away from him and never come back But if he runs away, then she'll be on his tracks Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose She'll win you in range, enchant you in silk She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk At times she'll be vengeful, merry & sad She'll hate you lik

I Still Love You
You are still in my brain You're causing so much pain I still can't believe You used my feelings For your foolish game Named love Held you close in my arms Felt so nice and warm I gave you my love I gave you my heart I gave you all I had got nothing back except Pain that's driving me insane You are still in my heart My love for you will never die My thoughts will always be with you And the pain I feel inside will always Remind me of someone I still love

Together Side By Side On The Beach
LET'S WALK ON THE BEACH ANY WHERE IN THE WORLD ON Nice NIGHT LIKE IS, RIGHT NEXT TO WATER WHEN SUN Going Donw IT TRUN INTO NIGHT WE BE WillTOGETHER SIDE BY SIDE JUST U AND ME! THE BAND PLAYING Greek & Reggea MUSIC ALL NIGHT LONG By CANDLES LIGHT ON BEACH WITH MOONLIGHT SKY UpoN US With Sweet Red Wine & Good food On Side !

The Kinda Guy Every Girl Dreams Of...........
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. Im

Run To Jesus
If we live, we are living for the Lord, and if we die, we are dying for the Lord. Romans 14: 8 Do you wonder where you can go for encouragement and motivation? Go back to that moment when you first saw the love of Jesus Christ. Remember the day when you were separated from Christ? You knew only quilt and confusion and then-- a light.Someone opened a door and light came into your darkness, and you said in your heart, "I am redeemed!" Run to Jesus, Jesus wants you to go to him. He wants to become the most important person in your life, the greatest love you'll ever know. He wants you to love him so much that there's no room in your heart and in your life for sin. Invite him to take up residence in your heart. WALKING WITH THE SAVIOR

Memories
I felt it would be better not to remember you, to never entertain the thought of your kiss upon my soul, but I long to feel the fire of your hot, hungering lips, lovingly pressed on my lips, the tender whispers you uttered softly in the night, once filled a part of my life I was a prisoner harnessed by your smile, led by your eyes, moved by your touch, and totally captivated by your being, but still, we couldn't make it through the storm, So now that things have changed, there will always be a special place you will hold deep in my heart, and I will cherish in my memories, the smile in your eyes, the softness of your lips, the sensuality in your walk I guess there will never by any describing, indescribably you.

Trust
Okay boys and girls....I got a question? What do you do when you trust someone that puts you in a VERY compromising situation???? I mean, if someone cares about you, would they put you in a spot where you gotta say...OH SHIT WHAT NOW????? This is why I am HERE now to be honest. I am tired of fake, phony, sometimey/good times only people.....you know them.....the ones from the imgonna tribe....lol I'm just venting cause I am tired of fake ass people that take advantage of me being a nice guy. Fuck em RIGHT.....their loss everyone have a kick ass week and THURSDAY IS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY...all I can accept are thongs, massages, (money's nice too lol), and someone to help me with my gynecology lessons; I'm passing but I REALLY WANNA DO WELL. love y'all chris

And They Were All Lies
I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer Life was just too much I never saw my life in future times Or happiness and love and such I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump And had become happy with thoughts of no pain Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse I had nothing left to gain The sun failed to shine In my world overcast Birds no longer sang And the first had become the last All things good and whole Had turned and went their way They were never to return to me So I felt I should just go away Consumption by hate, to save was too late Where should I turn now? Why do I get kicked when I’m down? When could I be happy? Or even better, how? Fallen and fetal I will return to the dirt Bittersweet battle within No longer would I hurt Smiles soon faded And hearts followed to break As I cried out for help I cried in heaven’s sake Routinely I cried For a hand to reach to me I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare And closed my eyes reluctantl

Another Short One.......=o)
He came home the house was cmpletely quiet. Where is she he wondered. He walked slowly down the hallway ....then he heard her moaning soft he crept up to the bed room door and slowly peeked in . there she was on the bed beautifully naked sliding her favoite toy in and out of her wet pussy. Moaning breathing hard and callin his name. while standing in the hall he slips off his clothes n walks silently into the room..Her head is thrown back her eyes are closed she never sees him .. but hwen he slips his head btween her thighs and his tongue touches her clit she knows he is there. Her hands entwine in his hair pullin him closer into her beggin for more of his touch . His tongue flicks her clit then slowly slides in side her....she has dropped the toy all she wants now is him. as he moves his tongue teasingly in her and she begs for more his hands slip up to her breasts he teases her nipples until they are hard pebbles in his fingers .. she maons louder...his tongue still workin her clit

Wtf!
It's time do do a spring cleaning a little early. I got people on my list who don't talk to me. I have rated a few people who didn't bother to return the favor. I post bulletins that very few read. If I have not rated u plz let me know and I will do so. If u care to stay and r going to talk to me plz let me know. I'm tired of sitting here trying to help people when I don't get it in return. Anyway I think I'm done bitching for now. L8er

Time
TIME The day is done, She watches the sun go slowly down. The sky's beauty compares to none, Its glory amazes her. She knows her lover in on his way, He comes with the dusk. She watches the forest animals at play, It helps pass the time as she waits. She sees him coming up the hill, The beat of her heart is wild. Her passion for him is real, She feels a tear fall. As he draws near, His smile is only for her. He sees her face and the trace of a tear, He knows she is only his. Their embrace is soft, Time is all theirs now. They kiss and hold hands as they go in the loft. She waits no more for her lover. Darla

My Love Left On A Saturday
My belt loosens slowly. Reminders of you stay fresh in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles. Wake me in the morning, when the sun shines again. It's frightening when all I know falls apart. And all I know is you. Hunger squeezes me tighter. My soul sags with exhaustion. Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights. Weeping intensifies my anxiety. Can tomorrow come without you... here today? The cheap chandelier falls on my face. The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands. Pain is unrecognizable. All I knew was you. You. My love.

Another Short One.........by Me
Angel sat at home alone on another Saturday night. She was completely bored so she booted up her computer . She had no idea turnin on that computer was going to completely change her night.................. When she finally got online she hopped into a chat room just to see if she could find someone to talk to . She had a lot of perverted offers n al ot of flat out "lets Fuck" offers ..None that appealed to her @ all. Then she started talkin to this guy..such a great guy SO FAR she was thinkin....They talked n talked n talked ..every subject you can think of they talked about. The more they talked the more comfortable they both got n the conversation took a more sexual course. On and on they talked deeper n deeper in description of what they both wanted and needed. Then he began tellin her how hed love to lay her down kiss her gently as he stroked her nipples til they were hard pebbles. he told her how hed love to suckle those nipples as his fingers slid inside her hot wet pussy

Last Resort
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces Ive reached my last resort Suffocation No breathing Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding Would it be wrong Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And Im contemplating suicide Cuz Im losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me Im fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me Im fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry Feeding on chaos And living in sin Downward spiral where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love up on a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cuz Im losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would

A Riders Poem - (was Posted In A Bulletin With No Author - If Anyone Knows Please Tell Me So I Can Give Credit
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Dear Mel......can Ya Do This ???
Dear Mel, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard....

Poem
How do I do this, how can I deal with the pain So many things is going wrong, so many losses with no gain So many mixed feelings, so many dark thoughts A never ending nightmare, with no lessons being taught You clouding my brain, hatred clouding my mind, My love clouding my heart, my hate clouding everything that’s behind What do I do, how can I make this end Do I take my own life, or let it go with the wind The sky is dark now, there is no place to go I don’t know what’s going on, and there’s no way to know I wish this would end, I wish I would wake So many things to wish for, nothing left to take This life is over, time to start a new No one left to start it with…..but wait…now there’s you… Ricky Dale Stone…. One life to live, one way to go No where to turn, y is there two roads No signs pointing, no hints to where they lead Nothing telling us what to do, no blood left to bleed No one here to help, does anyone even care Who thinks about me, who’s thought

And Todays Winner Is........
I had 2 shouts today... wanting to see my pics...I will REITERATE THIS AGAIN HERE I HAVE NO NAKED PICS KTHX!!! ghostrider...: when are u going to add me as family so i can see your private pics mmm...... ghostrider...: hey baby when are u going to add me i would love to see your private pics you added me as a friend Private Pics? Erm NO. I could care less about your penis and its insatiable need to be stroked. You got a problem go jerk off but dammit I dont give a shit if ur horny. OK? One more time for the slow people: I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP I am here to make friends :) I HAVE a man:) Theres plenty of women around here who show thier titties and more. I am not that girl...Look at me I am an average geeky chick..Now I think i am done. Stop treating women like sex objects. OUr one purpose in life is not to satisfy mens needs. And to all the good guys on here who dont ask to see private pics and ask to Yahoo.(Oh yea freakin YAHOO..I don't yahoo...never have never will.. Ihav

Pain Redefined
Failing, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? Are the rightful ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the early breeze of my life? Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Those who have fallen And memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Those who have fallen And please believe me That my eyes deceive me Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefined Shaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver I will lie to myself, so I can believe her As she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion Can I find a way to m

Another 1 Kinda Short!!!!!................
I pick up the phone and dial his #....I hear his voive " HI baby" he says ...2 small words that can make me feel 3 million things.......we talk nothing special just us talkin..then he whispers baby...I love you.......and thats the beginning of the end for me..........I walk to my bedroom shed my clothes n close my door. I know where this is headed .. I want him as bad as he wants me......I hear him whis[ering tellin me everything I want to hear .. i can feel him doing everything I want him to do.........I can touch myself and I can beg him to make me feel more...Yes baby its your pussy omg and I so mean that everytime i say it........he whispers again i love you baby ......and i know it to be true......time after time he makes me cum screaming his name grasping for one ounce of reality. i begin to cum one more time hes there with me going right over the same edge I do ...its amazing how much i feel how much he feels.........then its like we fall right back into where we fit we talk w

Poem
today was going perfect, i just turned 18 i saved up my money and bought u an engagement ring my grandpa bought me a car so i went and picked u up said goodbye to everyone and took u to lunch we went to the movies and i thought no not yet i cant ask her to marry me here, who would do that? so we went to the mall and walked around til night and all of a sudden the moment felt right we walkded outside and into the parking lot i walked to the car, went to open ur door and got shot you rushed to my side about to cry but i told u i was ok even though i knew i was going to die i told u to call an ambulance and hurry back and as u rushed off everything started going black i heard u come back and u kissed my cheek i tried to move but i felt to weak then i heard the ambulance and you tried your best to get their attention and i placed the ring on my chest you bent down to kiss me and saw the ring and i whispered "babe, will u marry me?" you whispered yes

Oil Change Instructions
Oil Change instructions for Women:1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change.2) Drink a cup of coffee.3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 ========================================================== Oil Change instructions for Men:1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00.2) Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home.3) Open a beer and drink it.4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands.5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car.6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it.7) Place drain pan under engine.8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench.9) Give up and use crescent wrench.10) Unscrew drain pl

If The Internet Were Reality(part One)
Have you ever noticed how random the internet is? For example, here's some stuff I've picked up on. If the internet were reality: Every girl would have DD or larger breasts It would be okay to drive by someone's house 25 times a day and never say hello Everyone would have tourette's syndrome Whole stories could be told using no punctuation and only one sentence It would not be necessary to say any words, everything could be told using abbreviations(LOL, ROFL, KMA, etc) One could be married, have five girlfriends and not be considered Mormon or a pimp It would be okay to hand out business cards to people with nude photos on the back I will post more when I get back from dinner...hope you're enjoying!

Moose!
I would always say "I never see Moose! Everyone says they see Moose all the time, and I've seen MAYBE two in my whole life!" You know "Moose"... Like the two "Canadian" Moose in Brother Bear, not the dude from the Archie comics. The other night, on my 12 hour drive from Grande Prairie to an oil rig out side of Grande Cache, I shit you not, I saw 30+ moose! It was like there was a McMoose Family Reunion or they were having their Winter Festivals and the meeting place was "The Highway". I saw baby moose, momma moose and daddy mooses! Some where wandering around the road (Maybe they like the "clicky-click" of their hooves on the pavement?) or trotting along side the road. Some were just hanging out in the ditch, while others were sticking by the tree line. They kinda just sneak up on you when it's as dark as 1 am up North, in the middle of no where. I would break and yell "BASTARD!" (Or the occasional "Shithead") when one was on or really close to the road. (Sorry for calli

Take The Test
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poem
I’m scaring myself my heart is pounding in my head I’m wishing you were here, im wish I was dead I reach for the cabinet and open the door Take out the pills and spill them on the floor Poor me something to drink my thoughts bursting in my head Remembering everything that happened and all the shit that was said Im sorry for breaking your heart for not always being there Im sorry for always pissing you off and rarely acting like I care I waited all my life just to be with u Did everything I could and finally my wish came true But I hurt you so much it will never happen again Even though I got you, your heart I could never win I scrape the pills up holding them all in my hand Throw them all in my mouth struggling to stand I take the drink and swallows the pills Stumble to my bed and try to lay still I hear the door open and see your face I wish I could cough up the pills but its already way to l8 You rush to my side, you know something is wrong But you have no idea wh

Music
In today's reflection which I meant to post the other day I was going over how powerful music is. I've heard this stated differently before but do you have any idea how powerful the words of music are. They can make you think of someone you care about, they can make a bad day better or sometimes it's just a good way to relax and take a step back. I've found I really enjoy just listening to soundscapes when I want to do some deep meditation or some writing. Words are a powerful tool and should never be taken for granted. Of course they should never be used for purposes other than good but this can't be stopped. Just something to think about.

Poem
Such a solemn stare with words unspoken Lonesome eyes, hearts still broken Looking away, thoughts of madness Staring blankly, feelings of sadness Hair rolls down across the face Blocking her view, empty space She cries secretly, you never see her tears Nor one heart broken word will you ever hear She lies face down on her bed So many thoughts racing through her head Holding her pillow, squeezing it tight Face flooded with tears all through the night Her hairs a mess, she gets up pacing Letting go deep sighs, her minds still racing Yet she’s always smiling, gleam in her eyes Holding all her feelings, saving all her sighs You hear her quiet laugh, you see her big smile And yet behind closed doors, she’s pulling her hair all the while Her emotions locked in a box, and she only has the key She waits until late at night to unlock it and cry herself to sleep Wakes up, make-ups smeared Yet she’s already smiling, her eyes already cleared Why does she do this each and ever

Poem
First the guy…. The truth is it hurts, no matter how hard I try Baby I must leave you I now must say goodbye I never meant to hurt you, I love u so very much And I know while I’m gone I will miss you a bunch But I told you it was coming, I’m finally letting go It’s something I must do, but babe I love you so Just try to stay strong, I know time will be tough And I hope the love I’ve given u will truly be enough I’ve tried so hard and I tried because of you But the truth is it hurts, my life is finally through I hope you can love without me, just think of me every night Before you go to bed while someone else is holding you tight don’t ever forget me or the times that we’ve shared And no matter when you need me, I will always be there So goodbye for now, sorry I’m not coming home to you And please remember, we will never be truly through Then the girl…. Baby I did my best, I tried so very hard But I cant live without you, I’ve spent every night at the bar You k

My First Official Blog Entry....yay!
So......Anyways....Yeah. First Official Blog. I don't even know what to type. So many things are battleing for primary focus in the war that is my brain. Lol. Where to begin...Hmmm....Well, for starters. I have a man whom I love very much.....Who's going through quite the hardship(s) right now......and Its so hard because...I just want to be there for him....help him out.....yet....theres really nothing I can do. This makes me feel helpless, which in turn, makes me fuckin pissed off like someone just pissed in the farm-fresh milk I poured on my Wheaties....only worse....Annnnnddddd....I dunno......Shit sucks sometimes you know?...Moral of the story? I have no idea.......I just love 'im...:P

Zen Sarcasm
Zen Sarcasm 1. Do not walk behind me. Do not walk ahead of me. Do not walk beside me. Just leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. Its always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. 11. If you lend someone $

Mike
Mike life is really bad right now. My Bf left to go to maryland this morning. He came home from Hargrave Militray Accademy that is 4 hour away. He left this morning and won't get back till saturday night. Then he going to saturday night church. Then on sunday morning he has to leave to go back to school. I miss him so much and i love him so much. Why did his dad have to do this? I wish he could be with me. Please help some one. It was our 6th month anniversary this past thursday and the only thing that we could do is go to a fucking birthday party for my god father. I hate my life. But I love mike way to much to do anything drastic

Left By The Wayside
I never thought i would be left by the wayside by you but i stand here a broken soul. Knowing i was cast off from you like a festering boil. I believed in you every step of the way yet here i am by the wayside all alone in the dark. Never again will this soul see the light of day. What did i ever do to make you leave me here. did i not please you? did i not love you enought? did i not do everything you ask of me? who else would love you as much as I? Noone would yet here i am left by the wayside by you the love of my life. Your busy chasing your youth. chasing what you think will make you happy. I hope you find it as I sit by the wayside.

I Will Need A Charge!
Hey all, Well as much as I hate to admit it, my batteries will be running low on blitz Friday. I am working at Wal-mart from 2pm until 11pm Tuesday and Wednesday. Thursday includes a six hour round trip drive to celebrate Thanksgiving and then on that dreaded Friday I work 5am until 10am. I guess it sucks to be me! Anyone else in same boat as me?

You've Been Tagged!!! Neener!!! =p
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 1.Ummm...my favorite color is green, always has been since I was this tall - lol. 2.I was a widow at the age of 37. My husband was 13 yrs older than me and died of heart failure in his sleep do to prescription drugs. God bless his soul. 3.I was the typical principal's daughter. Worked hard, played harder, got into lots of situations that I wish now I would of never had. 4.I was an exceptional athlete in volleyball, basketball, track and softball. Won state in track my senior year and was all conference and all state in volleyball and basketball. Went on to play college volleyball and track but my passion was basketball. 5.I care about someone ve

Comments
Every time i go to leave comments on my friends pages my computer is booting me from lost cherry so i am working on the problem and as soon as i can i will be leaving comments on your page until then i'm sorry and have a MySpace Comments Graphics

"for Real"
I can run, I can race for hours and hours And don't stop I can float I can fly us to the highest Mountain top I can breathe you, I can drink in your laugh I can... I can live on your smile I can trip and if I can fall into your arms I can Stay there my whole life [Chorus] I can live I can love I can be better with you, For real I can hear I can feel I can see I can tell You are for real I can stare; I can memorize your face, your hands, your hair Every part of you I can cut off any loose ends and not even wanna keep a few I can speak to you so honestly I can't even run any game I can hear a million angels singing in my ears When I say your name [Chorus] I can live I can love I can be better with you, For real I can hear I can feel I can see I can tell You are for real I can't smile, can't dream like a child Can't feel safe in this wide world without you I can't go can't disturb this flow Can't begin to know what I woul

The 20th ~ Poem For Bradley's Class
Daughter Defendant I'm on trial, but the judge, he can't hear me. Through I try my attempts growing weary. And my efforts to win seem to turn into sin as my pleas and my cries fail severly. They're trying to drown out the sound of my head beating into the ground. And the fire in my eyes only grows when I rise. I'm burning up here in their lies. Expectations that can't be attained Are the root of my self ridden shame They're pulling my arms towards direction of harm. One more step, someone sound the alarm. This pain of which I'm inflicted isn't physical, and yet I'm addicted. I'm mentally bruised emotionally abused and it's me, in the end, who's accused. My shield always shines with a smile but my core weeps with hurt all the while. For I strive to achieve and surpass their belief but esteem I will never recieve. You won't ever get to heaven If you've never been through hell.

The First Date
soo we have all been on first dates, sometimes last ones too haha. but they are probably the most difficult to do. its awkward, sometimes very quiet, you dont kno what to wear, whose gonna pay, ad the biggest question of them all... WILL THERE BE SEX? for the guys, sex might be their goal, a relationship, maybe not. sometimes guys prefer to have sex on the first date just to see if the girl is a slut or not. other times, they just wana see if shes good in bed and if she may be a keeper. sometimes if you are a keeper, you are just a booty call. how to determine that: the way a man acts in bed gives a window to what he wants, for example, if he doesnt realy look at ur face or kiss you, he prolly only wants a booty call, if ur any good. the other way around, HE LIKE A LOT !!! oh and if you fuck in the car, yea u can forget it, ur a slut, but theres nothing wrong with that. for the girls, now if we have sex on a first date we are ALL SLUTS right?? WRONG !! i know personally, i will h

Hate
yes its true hate is something in this world thats horribel...but i cant help it i lvoe to hate u hehe i love ppl to hate me...hate gives me life give memy ways to freedom...if ur hated enough eventually no one will care...hahahahahaha its working...soon hate will fill me...and it will be all over...so hate me HATE ME!!!! cause its not like anyone really gives a fuck...sure ppl say they do but hell when they gonna fucking prove it...come on hate conquers a lot...hate is the 1 thing in this world that keeps some ppl going..why? its simple...the need to hate is brought by the same reason to love...u want that something in ur life...u fall in love because of how a person is....u hate because of how a person is and what they have done...so shit...the power i get from hate is much stronger...so hate me al l ufucking want cause i could give a fuck less not like anyone gives a shit :) have a nice day :) :)

I Have Butterflies In My Belly!!
Wow Im getting so excited now I feel like running around like a lil kid screaming. You never know what it is like when someone is gone and they finally come back to you and you feel like its your crush or something. Last time he was deployed like this I don't know it was so much different but he has been gone now for a year and last time I got to see him a couple times througout the year. My daughter right now doesn't seem to really understand it all that her daddy is coming home but I think once she can see him she will be thrilled as much as I am. All I know is its the greatest feeling in the world to have him finally come home to me after all this time. Wow I just needed to get all of that out of me!!

Fecal Matters
Ok, before I start, I need to put a disclaimer on this...Don't read if you don't find fecal humor funny..(yeah, I know...shitty topic for a blog) I went to McDonalds the other day...and got food poisoning. It was horrid. You know, that first crap you take after you've eaten something rotten? You can feel your stomach gurgling, tears come to your eyes, you bite your lip, then it bursts out of you like a demon-child being spawned...the force of it lifting you clear off the seat as watery shit sprays out of your ass....it's humiliating to think about, you don't wanna say it happens...but we've all been there. So, that being over and done with...it made me think about writing a shitty blog...you know, the different types of shits we have? (yeah, whatever, you think you've heard em all before and you may have...but not put into MY words) First off...the ghost shit. ooooohhh.. the strainer. the grunter. The one you put your sweat and tears into, squeezing it out with your teeth cl

Relationships And More
for the past couple months a lot has been on my mind. luckily the guy i will talk about in this blog does not have cherry tap, therefore i can truly speak my mind HAHAHAHA btw i want feedback people cuz i am way confused so i was seeing this guy over the summer, from like april til september when he left for school. now... when he left for school all i said to him was "dont hurt my feelings" thinking that maybe hed get the idea right? let me give u a background... we graduated high school together, never really talked, then we hung out at a party, had sex, and there was our relationship.... that whole summer was filled with dates, parties, and sex. mostly sex. i kinda felt used but when i approached him with the thought he said never explained to me why and i felt convinced that he genuinely liked me. back to the problem: so hes at schoool. he called me a couple times, but we havent really kept in contact, i mean he is a deans list student with a very rough academic curri

Hot Mom Contest Info
If you fall into this category (Um, being a Mother), I gotta contest for you. Number of ratings and comments = a win. So... You know the deal. Have fun, repost for you friends and let's compete. Winner recieves an e-trophy. Rule 1: No insulting contestants in any form. Rule 2: Pictures can be any kind of YOURSELF and yourself ONLY and contestants of all sizes, skin colors and ages are welcome...

Response To Marrrvelous
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1. I Love Jack Daniels, I know ya didnt see that comeind did ya LOL! =D~~~ 2. I collect Hats and sunglasses. I have well over 60 hats and around 40 pairs of sunglasses. *and want way more there a must have accessory* LOL 3. I am a complete a utter gentelman, and believe in wooing a ladie, to me if you with someone that you shold see her and only her, i have no time for players... i am also a big family man and its the only way to piss me off if you upset someone in my family or friends all i have to say id ad MORTEM PUNIO!!! 4. I Love all kinds of music even country. 5. I love Multimedia Design and photo editing, also a huge ass online GAMER CA

I Hate You
I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate you for the love that failed i hate you for being you i hate you for not seeing me i was here all in your face you never seen me at all could not feel the breaths i take, where were you when i needed you most... when i cried did you even see the tears fall?? I think you walked away felling nothing at all..where you even here did you hear my call where you even here at all..was i something to fill the void?? Was i a game that you watched fall....do you even see me standing here waiting for you and the love you promised?? Did you really love me was it all a lie???? I gave you everything even my life if you asked...my last breath was for you i called out your name you laughed in my face like it is a childhood game, and now there is nothing left the tears have dried, i hate you,i hate you i hate you so...as the time goes by my hate only grows... i am under a spell so stupid in love..i gave my last breath as you stood and watch

Intolerance Blows.
Today the DJ on the local radio station was talking about Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes and basically berating them for being Scientologists...talking about how weird their beliefs and practices are. Can you say "intolerant"? I'm definitely no big fan of either of them. I think Tom Cruise is ugly and a marginal actor as well as being a creepy individual...and Katie Holmes without the makeup, mood lighting, and airbrushing is a scary sight to behold. I can think of many ways of making fun of them without their religious beliefs even coming into play. So why did this random small time DJ feel the need to attack them for their supposed "religious weirdness"?

People I Know
To all my friends that I know To everyone I greet I ask now that you please listen Take a breath, take a seat Life is overwhelming Unfair with great stakes This is why I write this The reason I'm about to break I've tried so hard to be my best And to do what is right Do good in school, surpass, And keep looking bright I have done these things As best that I can But somehow along the way I've lost the person who is Sueann Who am I? What was I before? I can't help but want to turn And walk out the door People are so cruel No nice things to say These are people that I've helped Along the path I've paved Why do they call me names? After I've helped feed them And hold them real tight What do they intend? I can't help anyone anymore Ill just lie here Cold and broken On the floor This is where the last person left me And where I will stay I have no more purpose Just to wait and pay All I did was good But all I got was bad Life was sh

Im Superwoman!
Your results:You are Supergirl Supergirl 90% Green Lantern 85% Wonder Woman 80% Superman 70% Robin 70% The Flash 70% Spider-Man 55% Catwoman 50% Hulk 40% Batman 25% Iron Man 25% Lean, muscular and feminine. Honest and a defender of the innocent. Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...

I'm Sick Of All These Whores
This site is full of people who are fakes, who create dummy accounts just to get points. Or who ask you to leave them lots of love without having ever once talked to you. Who have 3k "friends" but only talk to like two. Who talk shit about other people and have internet pictures as their main picture. Funny how everyone on this site is "model-esque." Or guys who rip pictures of women and post them all over their site just to get lots of hits. What good does that do you? Do you earn something in life? Does it boost your ego if you're rank number 25? If someone rates your pictures a 9, do you get pissed? Have you paid money just to get "more friends", ala those sticky notes or blasts? I bought a blast one time, but I didn't say one thing about commenting or rating me. And I don't care if you comment or rate my pics, I will still be your friend. Because when it comes down to it, this site shouldn't be about who's the most popular. It should be about who is the most interesting, who

I Got Tagged Biatch!!!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 10 things about me...damN you!!! I dont like to talk about myself hey thats one.... 1. I dont like talking about myself!! lol I find it hard because im very hard on myself, nothing i do is very good in my eyes. Yet im always told other wise. 2. I say lol waaaaaaaaaay too much its like a disease!! I can say lol three times in a sentence...beginning, middle AND end!! I think i need a "lol box" 3. I don't function without music. Take my music away and you take a massive part of me away with it. Music is an escape, you make it what you want and need it to be. I would rather lose my sight than my hearing if i had to lose one of them as hearing thing

Whats A Juggalo You Ask?
What is a Juggalo you ask? It's not an easy thing to describe, at all.. In fact, it's almost impossible to put in words, but I'm gonna do my best. The reason it's so hard is being a Juggalo means something different to everyone.. So this is my opinion on the word, if yours differs, more power to you. Many people believe that being a Juggalo is simply listening to Psychopathic Records music (For those who don't know, Psychopathic is the record label that puts out the music of Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, etc.). This is not true. To be a Juggalo is to be part of a family.. I'm not talking about your Moms and Dads, I'm talking about a huge, worldwide family. With millions of members. The basic creed of the Juggalo is to look out for other family.. Juggalos, as a general rule, are not accepted by the greater part of society, as it is.. We're different, for lack of a better word to describe it. But as long as Juggalos stick together, we're unstoppable. The fam

Actual Australian Court Docket 12659---case Of The Pregnant Lady
A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this, when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said 'Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling', and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, "William's Big Stick Did the Trick", and I could hardly contain myself. But, your Honor, when She moved the fourth time and sat under a sign that said, 'Goodyear

Hi
I really have no clue what the fuck to say. I work swings shifts which means im not on much. Thanks to everyone who still says hi when i have little time to say hi back. Thats it for now. Wanted to try this out. Spazz

Important!!!!!!!!!
A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she >filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the >voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that >something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. >The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. >She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, >once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She >proceeded >to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He >told her to calm down and listen carefully: > >He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of >her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. > >She became frightened and looked out in time to see her car door open and >the guy slip out. The report is that the new gang initiation thing is to >bring back a woman and/or her

A Hole
STRETCHING,REACHING, STRIVING PUSHING,PULLING,COVERING SLIDING,REGRESSING, DIGRESSING FEVERISHLY TRYING URGENTLY FILLING DESPERATELY MOLDING TRYING TO FILL THAT HOLE AS I PULL ONE WAY IT SLIPS AWAY BEGRUDGINGLY SCULPTING AS THE HOLE SWALLOWS UP MORE IGNORING, HIDING, SINGING LOUDLY LOOKING AWAY, PROJECTING, SUBLIMATING DANCING AWAY FROM THE SITE THE HOLE ALWAYS THERE ALWAYS PRESENT ALWAYS UGLY, ALWAYS ARROGANTLLY TAUNTING THE HOLE THE HOLE DAN CELTIC CHARMS

Care Bear
Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

My Love For You Is A Hunger
If I tell you the truth how I feel You will not be able understand How I am breaking up inside I feel this emptiness reside My love for you is a hunger I desire to quench this undending thirst Why did I taste the forbidden fruit on your vine Since that day I am never fine I should have known.... Your love is not the answer It just makes me fall to pieces every time Cause I can't take you home to be mine Now forgive me for love is sacrifice I love you, you taunt my deepest mind It leaves such an impact I never realize I wish I could be by your side But the hardest thing I have ever done Is to walk away and let you go But I have to let it be this way For it would be harder if you stay Cause the more I see you You live in my thoughts You live in my heart And when I go home I am falling apart

You Spark My Fantasy..by My Friend
I want to feel the wonder of you in me The touch of your lips and breath lost in mine You brand me and transformed a passion A rage of storm that triggers me each time I am lifted from your smile and tempting eyes With the wicked things you do You created in me a vibrant woman With pleasure of wicked sinful dreams of you So come under the moonlight Embrace me with you bear flesh of skin Let me feel the passion build once more The magnitude of your desire within Fall into my arms, drink my cup of wine Inhale intoxication and fulfill my pleasure of ecstasy Float with me in a drift of love to paradise My falling star shower me to spark my fantasy

Now That You Are Gone...
You said that you loved me. You said that you'd never leave me. You were the only good thing in my life. Now that you're gone, my entire life is shit. Now that you're gone I can't move on. I see your face everywhere I go. I just can't seem to let you go. I cant handle it. You were everything I lived for. You were the reason I was always happy. Now that you're gone I am miserable. Now that you're gone I can't sleep. I don't know why I'm getting so worked up. I guess it's because I loved you so much. You lied to me. You hurt me. Now that you're gone all I want to know is how do I go on with out you? Now that your gone all I want to know is why do I have to?

Empty Walls
White Blank Empty Space How it stares at you in the middle of your breakdown The walls speak volumes to you just standing there Memories once filled the humble structure Now it lies there so vacant it hurts The tiles stare back once played upon in your early days People who knows who just people new ones are coming The sun sets on your dreams of having a house How do you fill that solid hollow? Loneliness seeps into the cracks and seals them tight Walk out the door never to return again Closing the pathway to your childhood home

Bullshit
Ok all if you want to come to my page to be stupid and start childish shit then stay the fuck away. cuz quite frankly im sick of childish shit thats going on on this site! and if you don't fuckin have a salute pic of you up or more then 1 pic of you then don't fuckin worry about me adding you cuz more likely ur fake! so piss off

The Power Of Love...
Love is a game of fate; Played with passion and hope; Every one is in search; For that eternal joy; Some finds true happiness; And some seeks in vain; We meet and separate; For various reasons; By chance or fate; Passion becomes love; and love may become hate; Our tears and laughter; Our joy and despair; Are all part of this game; Love is powerful and dominating; It changes our character It weakens the strongest man; and made wise man fools; Some of us live in real happiness; Some of us live on past memories; Love may come upon you; When you least expects it; And may stay for the eternity; It may just deceive you; Leaving you in pain; When you needed it most...

Eyes Of An Angel
I know love is true, because I see it every time I look into the eyes of an angel. My heart turns blue, because I feel it every time I look into the eyes of an angel. I don't know why I love you, but my heart cant take it every time I look into the eyes of an angel. Kyrielle is a style that consist of 4 lines with the same sentence repeated at the end of every stanza. minimum of 3 stanzas.

I Call This "" I Would Love ""
I would love the sun, but her passion is to hot, I would love the moon, but the distance is too great, I would love the winter, but her scorn is too cold, I would love the summer, but her love is too fierce, I would love the spring, but her beauty is too fleeting, I would love the fall, but she would wither, I would love the wind, but she is untamable, I would love time, but she would outlast me, I would love the future, but I would never see her, I would love the past, but her love has gone, I would love the present, but she would pass me by, I would love the stars, but their love is too bright and cold, Then I found her, and I had found what I had sought, I found the warm embrace of summer, the beauty of spring, the charm of the fall, and the steadiness of the past. I found the loyalty of time, the spontaneity of the future, the passion of the sun, the brightness of the stars, and the mystery of the moon. But all these were nothing compared to what I saw in he

I Like Work?
Sickening You sicken me You make me fucking sick When I look into your eyes, I honestly want to slit my throat, bleed, and puke all over your fucking boots You didn’t hear me? You really want me to repeat the hate I just hissed? I said fuck you What? FUCK YOU, YOU STUPID FUCKING SHITHEAD; I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THE SEARS CATALOGUE UNDERWEAR ADS, YOU DUMB FUCKING IDIOT!!! You make me fucking sick

Just A Fantasy Tale I Thought Of
Warning... This may get a little explicit!!! It starts out as just a day with the sunshine and the pool, maybe a bar-b-que fired up. Friends start to pop over for drinks and swimming, and the fruit punch gets spiked in the usual fashion. The stereo gets moved out doors and the yard is jumpin. Maybe a dozen couples...More fruit punch is made...the grapes at the bottom absorb most of the alcohol and are quickly becoming known as depth charges. Everyone simply has to have a serving to try. After some time dusk settles in and the pool lights and patio laterns are turned on as much as the party goers. The occasional flash of flirting tittie is popped into view. A grope of some swelling crotches in the usual neanderthalic fashion. A bikini comes flying from the pool, and like sheep, everyone becomes erotically nude. Several couples in the pool are making movements suspiciously resembling sex. a couple of guys sit on the poolside ogling the women that are now stroking

Can You Read This?
Subject: I can read it fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS...

Survey: Have You Ever...
-100 Have You Evers- 1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?: I was a teenager once. I know, hard to believe. Wish I did it more often. Guys need to learn how to prolong foreplay. 2. Slept in a different bed? Different bed? Geez, who comes up with these things? If you never buy a new bed, and never leave home... you are a really sad sad case. 3. Made out in a movie theater? Nope. 4. Made out in the forest?: Yes, actually. Picnic table, Florida, 1988. He was bad at it. 5. Thought your cousin was hot?: I have several hot cousins. I can think they're hot without it being gross. C'mon, it's not like I was raised with them. They lived across the country. I saw them once every couple years. 6. Slept naked?: I always do, unless I'm staying at someone's house, or someone's staying at mine that's likely to wake me. (Nephews) 7. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?: Yes, although I admit I'm a water hog and honestly, no guy's made it worthwhile so far. 8.

Forgive My Fear
Forgive my Fear and the bleeding still as we walk in these moments together that I didn’t take the blows of life that I didn’t stand in the murders that I accepted defeat quit before you found me gave them the victory of breaking the spirit down forgive me m.e.j.

Today In History 11-20
1541 In Switzerland French reformer John Calvin (1509–1564) established a theocratic government at Geneva, thereby creating a home base for emergent Protestantism throughout Europe. 1572 The first Presbyterian meeting house in England was established in Wandsworth, Surrey. 1580 The Book of Concord was published. 1620 Peregrine White, son of William and Susanna White, was the first child born on the Mayflower (d. 29 July 1704). 1648 Sigismund von Birken (Betulius, 1626–1681), tutor and poet, was reemployed as a private tutor after the Peace of Westphalia was concluded. 1806 Baptist preacher Isaac Backus, an influential voice in arguing for religious liberty in Massachusetts and later the United States, died (b. 9 January 1724). 1838 The first group of Prussian Lutheran immigrants arrived in Australia, forming the Klemzig settlement near what is today Adelaide. 1839 John Williams, "Apostle to the South Seas," died (b. 1796). 1847 Henry Francis Lyte, Scottish clerg

Help
Hey all seem's I have been slammed all over the net today so I'm going to do my own lil damage control lol if you all get a min could u spare a vote for me? http://www.hotornotbbw.com/index.php?do=rate&act=profile&id=19

Chocolate-covered Oreo Cookie Cake
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Please Read It Is Important !!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mariah Date: Nov 20 2006 3:23 PM Repost this. It's important! Every parent (and child) needs to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: Images and video hosting by TinyPic would not repost so click on the link below and memorize the symbols... If you see these symbols on someone's Myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. Anyone with children, please visit Wikipedia's article on Pedophile Activism. Copy and Paste: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pedophile_activism

Super Hero
Your results:You are The Flash The Flash 90% Iron Man 80% Green Lantern 70% Superman 60% Spider-Man 60% Wonder Woman 60% Catwoman 60% Batman 45% Supergirl 45% Robin 45% Hulk 30% Fast, athletic and flirtatious. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

11.20.06
Demands and Excuses pieces of truth in your angry words but not a picture, complete questions and mistakes to face one at a time how do I tell you with no regard for the shame of years gone by to live, LIVE to your demands each moment that you see the truth on my face and I leave you to wonder how can it be said that I know the cruel and selfish truth of the coward that lies inside? and that the fear eating my strength is that I’m not enough Naked Before You everything else is an act and I’m tired of the lies woven for the comfort of others dancing in the steps that they expect and I am naked before you so when I show you the fear that I haven’t swallowed it was the truth you didn’t want that there is some weakness Will to Survive don’t want to die from the end of the hope that you brought you demand strength from the quiet girl thank you for your intolerance in the face of my fear when it’s over will you take my new heart? P

Guys
so why are guys so effin stupid...they dont want a virgin...but because i have two babies...then you dont want to date me...i want to have a baby...so i did...but because i do no guy wants to date me... "i dont want to be his daddy" that is what i hear all the time...i am not asking you to be their daddy...they both have a daddy that is in their lifes!!!! i dont let a guy met my babies unless the relationship is goin somewhere....i dont want my babies to met every guy or girl that i have sex with or a goin to have sex with....so y do guys act that way???? i dont understand....if i was a virgin no guy would want me...and because i have two babies no guy wants me....what the fuck....it is so stupid...but i am done bitching...i have to go be a mother to my babies...hugs & kisses tiff

Easy-as-pie Lemon "meringue"
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 5 hr min Makes: 12 servings 35 NILLA Wafers, finely crushed 2 Tbsp. sugar 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter or margarine, melted 1/4 cup sugar 2 Tbsp. cornstarch 2-1/2 cups water 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Lemon Flavor Gelatin 1-1/2 tsp. grated lemon peel 4 cups JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallows 1/4 cup milk 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Mix wafer crumbs, 2 Tbsp. sugar and the butter until well blended. Press firmly onto bottom and up side of 9-inch pie plate. Bake 5 min.; set aside. MIX 1/4 cup sugar and the cornstarch in medium saucepan. Gradually add water, stirring until well blended. Bring to boil on medium heat. Boil 8 min., stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Add dry gelatin mixes and lemon peel; stir until gelatin is completely dissolved. Refrigerate 1 hour or until slightly thickened, stirring occasionally. Pour into crust. MICROWAVE marshmallows and milk in large mic

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Maya Angelou wrote this poem and given recent events around here I think SOME of my friends need to read this! STILL I RISE You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like

No Bake Chocolate Cream Cupcakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr 10 min Makes: 2 servings, 1 cupcake each 1/2 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 2 oz. (1/4 of 8-oz. pkg.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted, cooled 1 Tbsp. powdered sugar 8 NILLA Wafers MIX 1/4 cup of the whipped topping, the cream cheese, melted chocolate and sugar until well blended. PLACE 2 of the wafers in bottom of each of 2 paper-lined medium muffin cups. Cover with 1 Tbsp. of the whipped topping mixture. Repeat layers. Top evenly with remaining whipped topping. Cover. REFRIGERATE at least 1 hour. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy a serving of this rich and indulgent dessert on special occasions. Jazz It Up Garnish with a sprinkling of unsweetened cocoa just before serving. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 300 Total fat 20g Saturated fat 13g Cholesterol 35mg Sodium 180mg

Philadelphia Sugar Cookies
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 40 min Makes: 1 pkg. (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 cup powdered sugar 3/4 cup (1-1/2 sticks) butter 1/2 tsp. vanilla 2 cups flour 1/2 tsp. baking soda PREHEAT oven to 325°F. Beat cream cheese, sugar, butter and vanilla with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add flour and baking soda; mix well. Refrigerate 1 hour. SHAPE, bake and decorate as directed for each variation. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy your favorite foods on occasion while keeping portion size in mind. S'More Sandwich Cookies Roll dough to 1/8-inch thickness on lightly floured surface. Cut into 66 cookies, using 2-inch festive cookie cutters. Sprinkle half of the cookies with colored sugar. Place all cookies, 2 inches apart, on ungreased baking sheets. Bake 12 min. or until lightly browned. Cool on baking sheet 1 min. Remove to wire rack; cool completely. Spread bottom side of each of the plain cookies wit

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I have a question... This has been driving me crazy! (A short drive, I realize...) But every year, around the end of October, when it begins to get cold and avian species begin their annual migration to southern, warmer climes, this particular phenomenon occurs which baffles me utterly. I see it tho a lesser extent in spring, but it is such an extreme in mid-fall every single year. Why? Why is it that, at every MAJOR intersection, in the early morning and late evening, I see birds? Not just flying, or camped in trees, but on every overhead power line, electric post sign and roof edge on the north side of the intersection? I rarely, if ever, see a large number on the south side of an intersection. Always, the vast majority are on the north side. And they park on both the east and west sides of the north/south street at these intersections, but ONLY on the northernmost side of the east-west street of the intersection. Below is an illustration - the top of the pic being no

8 Spots Left!
OKAY SO ALL THESE PEOPLE HAVE A HOTTEST FEMALE CONTEST. WHAT ABOUT THE GUYS? IM GOING TO BE HOLDING A HOTTEST CHERRY TAP MALE VERSION CONTEST BUT ONLY UNDER THE CONDITIONS THAT I GET ENOUGH PARTICIPANTS. THIS CONTEST WILL BE FAIRLY BASED UPON RATINGS AND COMMENTS ADDED TOGETHER BUT ONLY ONE VOTE PERSON ON A PERSON YOU CAN VOTE FOR EVERY GUY IF YOU WANT BUT ONLY ONCE. AND IF I CATCH ANYONE CHEATING YOU WILL BE AUTOMATICALLY DISQUALIFIED MY RULES FOR THIS CONTEST IS NO NUDES. YOU CAN HAVE YOUR SHIRT OFF MAKE SURE YOU GIVE YOUR SEXIEST POSE & PLEASE MAKE SURE IF YOU WANT IN THIS CONTEST YOU GET AHOLD OF ME BY THURSDAY @ 12PM EST. I WILL ONLY BE HOLDING THIS COMPETITION IF I LEVEL UP BY THURSDAY SO I CAN ADD THE GUYS PICS. SO IF YOU ALL WANNA SEE THIS CONTEST HAPPEN, GET ME LEVELED UP AND GET IN TOUCH WITH ME IF YOU WANT IN, IF YOU WANT TO RECCOMEND A GUY TO THIS COMPETITION LET ME KNOW AND I'LL GET IN TOUCH WITH HIM TONI * BELLA AKAK SUPERWOMAN (FUCK THE HATERS) @ CHERRY TAP

Otep
One of the best songs by OTEP...Suicide Trees Spent my whole life in love with despair Kept my lungs full with the breath of their air Mute, atmosphere, I became what I hate, And thus shall I remain, To give birth to a mighty assassin armed with a weapon of words, To defy the lies, to never compromise, No Today my name is pain I stood, beyond the world Whispering secret syllables in the eyeless dark Dancing wildly round and round on the rotting ground Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell This is how I delete myself and this is how I corrupt everyone else Obey obey, betray betray You are not unique you do not need to think Take it, take it, I will I will I will You succumb so nicely Like an insect starring back, like a dying dove My love, my love So here we are again Sheets are stained and bloodied Animals scratch at my skin Here we are again, Faces scrapped and bloodied Nothing left to give I wasn't there I'm not involved, I'

Family
Body: I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, Common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, You never saw t

Lawz Of The (*~wicked Nation~*) Updated
(*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) LAWS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*)MUST RESPECT ALL OTHER MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MUST RESPECT ALL MEMBERS OF THE RIDERS ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MUST RESPECT ALL JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~wIcKeD nAtIoN~*) MUST RESPECT ALL SUICIDALISTS, WARRIORS, CLONES, HELLRAISERZ, AND BEDLAMITEZ ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MUST WHEN DEALING WITH CHERRYTAP SUPPORT AND BOUCNERS MUST DO SO IN A MATURE AND RESPECTFUL MANOR. ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MUST REPSOT ALL BULLITENS LABELED OFFICAL (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) BUSINESS ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MAY SUBMIT A FRIEND FOR THE OFFICAL (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) FRIEND OF THE DAY EACH SUBMITED FRIEND WILL BE DONE. ALL MEMBERS OF THE (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MUST TAKE ALL PROBLEMS WITH FELLOW (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) MEMBERS TO THOSE MEMBERS. ALL DISPUTES OR PROBLEM

Self Confidence
You are a mirror of your inner self and what you project to others reflects on you and all that sorounds you. Live your life the way that you want, but be yourself and not the shadow of someone else, so many people want to be anything but themselves, because what they see in another, they do not see in themselves, we are all unique in our own way and being special is a right that was given to us at birth, the beauty of ones self lives deep within each and everyone of us. Feel the power of the spirit and your gift will become as clear as a unclouded summer day

State Of The (*~wicked Nation~*) Address
yes as most of you know. Zan, Callie, and many others have left Cherrytap due to the overwhelming drama from the Family and some other people who think that this is not juggalo. Callie has givin me full power to keep The (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*)going strong untill it becomes so srong that we overpower our natural ememy and i think alot of you know who that is. And my first act is to clear something right now. NO this is not a anti juggalo thing. this is a union of Juggalos and is a Juggalo friendly group. AS of now it is also welcome to Suicidalists, Bedlamitez, Clones, and Warriors. Zuggalos is also welcomed. In a few short moments they'll be a updated Laws of the (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*)posted and in closing. I wanna say that We wish Callie, Zan, and the rest nothing but the best as we will keep on their dream.. thanks -Killa-mo 187-

To Whom It May Concern...part Iii...
my love... was watching a japanese movie "shinobi" and i cried... i hate love stories....ironic 'coz i'm a romantic... thought it's a kind of magic/samurai thing...it's based on the 17th century...about two rival clans of warriors who practised the dark arts...the story started with both the future chiefs of both clans falling in love ...sort of like romeo and juliet...heading towards their inevitable tragic ending....he died by her sword...the ending sux...but before he died...he held her and told her "i'm happy we met"....and i cried....so heartbreakingly beautiful....yet you don't know what i feel and we've never met in person....heh....my own tragedy... take care my love....will write to you again soon.... a fool who'd rather love in silence rain

Not Here To Pick Up People!!!!!!
Ok people send me shouts wanting to hook up with me alot!I tell them I'm taken already!Just like now someone on here that doesn't even know and not even on my friends list sends me a shout asking me if I like older men.Well yes I do but I'm already taken by one!!I'm not here to pick up anyone!!I'm simply here to make friends.NOTHING MORE!

Why Its Useless To Yell At Men
as a man i have to totally disagree lmao WHY YELLING AT MEN IS USELESS...... When a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon! You and I need to clean up! Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, "C'MON! blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW!"

Going Back!!!
Well, it looks like we are getting called back up. This makes the third time for me. I hope everyone is well and stays well. I will drop in as much as I can, so be looking out for me. I still have a couple of weeks. I guess they need some more mean green to take care of buisness!! Anyway, keep supporting your troops and I'll see ya'll down the road! Todd

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz
I have NOTHING to do. I have clean house, don't work today (I hate days off) ... & it's nasty outside. Sitting here all day will drive me nuts!!! (edit) basically it will make my ass get bigger ... no mean to offend anyone.

Quiz
You are 70% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

Kitchen Bitch Lol
I got this in my e mail i wanted to share it I thought it was great.I hope you enjoy it. A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son say, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now....cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train.... cause we're going on down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two Hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will

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A Kiss For Erica
I grasp you by your hair. I smell your conditioner. I hold you close from behind I fell your temperature and heart rate rise, you slowly grind into me and you feel my massive hard on. I say quietly in your ear "I bit" before i can say anything else you are biting me so I feel your warmth in my crotch. I bit your neck and i hear a whimper from your mouth so I continue around your neck lifting your soft hair out of the way quickly dodging your ear and continue around to the other side just as i am approaching that area i notice you try to move your head to my lips. So I decide to tease you a little longer. I slide my hand down your panties to find a warn, wet, willing pussy asking for my mouths attention and yet I have one thing left to do before i get there. The tender, milky, white skin behind your ear. A gental kiss and your heart skips a beat your juices flow and the only sound from your mouth was full of extacy. Your body goes limp in my clutches! Now its time the real party begins.

A Letter From A Second Grade Teacher To Pagan Parents
A Letter from a Second Grade Teacher to Pagan Parents By Anne Nonymus Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way. Although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain until then from doing any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends

My Monday
one more day...a short day too!! oh thank GOD. we get out at 2 pm tomorrow instead of 2:45 pm. and all i can say is "THANK GOD!!" cept i wont have anything to do when i get home anyway, my reasons for going to wilson are leavin tomorrow (aka hanging out wit reese and her bf...but reese leaves tomorrow) so i dont have a reason to jump the metro and go see zack (if he's there anyway). told rachel about him, she thought it was funny as hell to tell me he is too old. meh, dont have a chance anyway. everyone LOVED my hair! it was so funny to see people's reactions to the blue. my carpool (who didnt pick me up this morning cuz he was late) guy, zack s., stated that he now wants a gf who had her hair the same blue as mine. i laughed when he told me he was gonna make his next gf (whoever she is) call me and i get to dye her hair! it sounds like FUN! we had a class meeting today...i wish i could kill all the people who talk while the grade head is talking. it's so rude and it k

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You know your an aging witch when... The ritual feast is puréed. Last Beltaine the coven decided it would be nice to go out to dinner to celebrate. The last time you tried to do a spiral dance your oxygen feeds got tangled. Viagra is kept in the coven supplies. The maiden of the coven is a grandmother. The ritual room is outfitted with defibrillators. The coveners drive their RV's to Scottsdale for Mabon. When you are at a festival you go to bed at sunset. It takes the whole coven to move the cauldron. The high priest still has a vendetta going against Richard Nixon. You find yourself using your pendulum over the stock pages in the newspaper. You tell an initiate that in your day you had to slog through 5' of snow uphill both ways when you did a Yule ritual. You drop your teeth in the ritual cup. At Samhain you see more of your coveners in the Wild Hunt than you do in circle. You put your athame in the chalice

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Buttprints in the Sand One night I had a wondrous dream, One set of footprints there was seen, The footprints of the Goddess they were, But mine were not along the shore. But then some stranger prints appeared, and I asked Her, "What have we here? These prints are large and round and neat But much too big to be from feet." "My child," She said in somber tones, "For miles I carried you alone. I challenged you to walk in faith, But you refused and made me wait." "You would not learn, you would not grow, The walk of faith, you would not know, So I got tired, I got fed up, And there I dropped you on your butt. "Because in life, there comes a time. When one must fight, and one must climb, When one must rise and take a stand, Or leave their butt prints in the sand."

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Since I've decided to use my blog space as a platform to let you all in on how my standup career is going, I figure i'll let you know how I did this past wednesday. I bombed. It is the most dreaded, expected, feared, and welcomed experience in a comedian's career. It happens in comedy. You go on stage, you tell your funny jokes and stories, and all of a sudden the tumbleweeds start rolling. This finally happened to me. It is very humbling. I could analyse and overanalyse why I bombed until I get blue in the face but nothing changed the fact that I bombed. There are one of two things I could do as a result, one is to give up on my standup career and just say it was shitty, or go the second (and best) route which is pick myself up, go out there again, and make them laugh again. I am going to bomb again. When and where it happens, I do not know. But every comedian bombs. When you look at two of the best in the business, I'll use George Carlin (50+ years in the business) and Jerry Seinfeld

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I'm in the process of getting ready for work. After tonight I have off for a while again. I'll be busy though while I'm off. I'm gunna try to take pics in the forest this time when I go to my parent's house. My mom should be calling me tonight I think.. I don't remember. Anyway, Yea.. I'm excited to go to work. I've been having a lot of fun again. I still need to find another job though. We need the money. I do believe Steavie is spending the night tomorrow.. at least that's what I think she said in her comment lol. I should really call her and just talk to her. I feel weird asking her online in and informal way.. ya know? Ugh.. my hair needs to dry a lil faster. I can't mouse it til it's damp.. and it's still pretty wet. Judy I do believe is fixing my pants. My button flew off at Keeva's head one day lol. I got some buttons for it so hopefully they will work. I don't know if I'm gunna wear my spanx today or not. I love those fucking things. I just feel unmotivated t

The Litany And Rules Of Conduct
The Litany The Goddes and the God are One. Life is a Gift to Enjoy. I am part of the Earth and revere Her. I am connected to all things and the Power therein. I am one with the All and the All is within me. I am kith and kin to the Elementals, aspects of the Divine. I learn from the Goddess and the God, Nature, and Meditation. I follow the Rules of Conduct as passed down to me. The Rules of Conduct 1. Be careful what you do. 2. Be careful who you trust. 3. Do not use the Power to hurt another, for what is sent comes back. 4. Never use the Power against someone who has the Power, for you draw from the same well. 5. To use the Power you must feel it in your heart and know it in your mind.

Mexican Word Of The Day
Mexican word of the Day Body: Harassment: The teacher asked Paco to use "harassment" in a sentence. Paco smiles and says......... "Orale vato (homeboy)...Mi ruca (my girl) caught me in bed with my sancha (lover), pero ( but) that's okay porque (because) I told her that... HAR ASS MENT nothing to me." if u think this shit was funny, repost as: "Mexican Word of the Day

Ok...now Someone Is Starting Something With Me....
I had a great day today until I get online and because I asked MY FRIENDS to help with a worthy cause about the petition blog...Someone who is NOT my friend nor am I fan of their's...has to send me a private message that reads as follows... Folder: INBOXSENT from: The Cerebrate date: 2006-11-20 09:27:41 subject: Stop srpeading your slander. read receipt: Yes replied: 2006-11-20 13:44:37 block user You think that by allowing jsut christanity into our schools that people are "Free" that miss is bull shit. Christantiy shouldn't be allowed in schools no faith should because then it would be forceing it upon everyone within those schools. If you want your kid to partice a certian relgion then take them to a relgious school. Stop trying to force your god upon everyone. Not everyone is of the same faith. ------------------------------------------------- So now where did I say I am twisting your arm, or I am holding a gun to the duck, or I am going

Tagged.. Again!!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! {tagged TWICE now.. once by Bella and now by Exxie.. I think I should play now lol} 1. I totally agree with Exxie here.. online friends and family are real people too. There's SOMEONE behind that damn monitor talking to you, that has feelings and opinions just like you do. People who say "oh it's just online" are full of shit and don't know what they're talking about. 2. I hate fake people.. don't say you're one thing and then go out and act like a different person. It shows me that you don't know what you're doing and that you'd rather put on a fake persona than be yourself. Screw that, if you can't be yourself, then who can you be? 3. I'm a nice per

To Be A Witch
To Be A Witch To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything, and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a Witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a Witch is to share and to give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods, and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magic, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is good and right. To be a Witch is to is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon. To be a Witch is to be one with the gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be both the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to ack

A Kiss On Her Neck
this is for the hot and horney Erica i was not real sure what to do so i wrote 2 different things for her A Kiss Behind the Ear You will beg me You will want more You will shudder You will want it hard You will want it fast You will scream my name You will love it You will have multiples You will be flush You will be in exctacy And You will sigh with releif After I kiss you behind your ear

Some Quotes I Like...
These are just a few quotes that caught my eye (and mind) and I thought I'd share. Enjoy! "Anyone who clings to the historically untrue, and thoroughly immoral, doctrine that violence never settles anything I would advise to conjure up the ghosts of Napoleon Bonaparte and the Duke of Wellington and let them debate it. The ghost of Hitler would referee. Violence; naked force, has settled more issues in history than any other factor and the contrary is wishful thinking at it's worst. Breeds that forgot this basic truth have always paid for it with their lives and with their freedoms." -Robert Heinlein A pint of sweat will save a gallon of blood - Gen. George S. Patton I base my calculations on the expectation that luck will be against me. - Napolean Work fast, learn slow. Work slow, learn fast. - Maestro Ramon Martinez The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing. - Edmund Burke Those who for

A Witches Resolution
A Witches Resolution May I be as the one who weaves the cloth in a forest deep and hidden. May I sit at work uninterrupted. And may I remain an outcast if that is what it takes. May I know the seasonal procession in my spirit and in my body, celebrate cross-quarters, solstices and equinoxes. May each full moon find me looking upwards at trees outlined on luminous sky. May I hold wildflowers, may I cup them in my hand, may I then release them unpicked to live on in abundance. May my friends be of the kind who are at ease with silence. May they and I be free of pretension. May I be capable of gratitude, may I know that I was given joy like mothers milk. May I know this as a dog knows it in her bones and blood. May I speak the truth about happiness and pain in songs that sound the scent of rosemary as everyday and ancient kitchen herb strong. May I not incline to self righteousness or self pity. May I approach the high earthworks and the stone circles as a fox or moth and d

Witches
WITCHES We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at t.v. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more than you think. Author Unknown (Borrowed from a bulletin and just had to stash somewhere to share.)

Argh!
I suspect that I am some sort of pond scum. You know, the kind that doesn't feel anything or express any emotion or have any sense of right or wrong. A humorless, stinky, floating mass of goo on the surface of one of those giant pools of raw sewage that you find at the water treatment plant or just off the Jersey shore.

Ouch
lol this is funny someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! Lol the funny is, I dont get much visited so I know who is who the person that rate me with 1, for me is ok but hahaha is funny

Ouch
Ive told a few people.. But im telling everyone who cares to read this.. My new years resolution is to lose wieght and to all around get back into shape. Cuase you dont know.. I used to Just chubby.. now ima fatass.. So for prolly 3 months after the new year.. Ima sorta dissapear for a while.. If Im not at work Or sleeping ima be working out.. One cause.. I know this isnt attractive.. 2.. cause its depressing and most of all.. Cause about 2 months ago I was at a friends house.. Just chillin.. and I had a sharp pinch feeling under my left boob.. lol.. And right afterwards my left arm was tingly.. And we all know what that means.. So its mostly for health reasons.. So basically if you still wanna talk.. i should have my phone on by then. if you dont.. i kinda take that as you dont care and dont support my desicion.. if tahts the case.. fuck you.. pardon my french.. But if you Have any advice. or words of encouragement.. by all means send it. Oh. I almost forgot.. Just to keep track of m

New To Cherrytap
So far, the site is incredibly interesting... but I'm not meeting anyone at all. -.- I'd like to meet some nice guys, get to know them, see where things go. The lack of search features between members, at least at the level I am now, is disappointing... If you're reading this, help make my CT experience better! Thanks! ~ DQ ~

Getting Worse
So me getting fed up is getting worse. The "I love you" messages and the "I miss you" messages are to much! When it's now pretty much coming from two people, not just the one, it's time for me to react. It's to the point where I don't know who I can trust around me and the person I'm with. We had such a good week this week and I don't want things to start going down hill because people can't leave the past, well past. So I suggest people do, that's all.

Give Me A Break...
Alright, you guys know it has to be pretty bad for me to blog, since I NEVER blog on here... Since I am the insomniac from hell, I enjoyed looking thru mumm and giving my opinion (I am good at that~~~really I am;-) It's bad enough that that we put up with attention seeking and drama on bulletins~~~now it is seeping over into the mumms. It is just another opportunistic feature for people to cry "look at me", which is getting really old. )ANd since this mumm is public and current, I am not pointing out something you can't all see if you click on the link on your page~~~but this is the mumm that pushed me over the edge~~~ http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6736) and then in another mumm, she has the nerve to cry that everyone that said she was an attention whore is just mean~~~I thought this site was for adults~~~~~ When I first came to Lost Cherry (yes, it will always be the LC to me), I really enjoyed this place. It was a great place to meet people and I spent many h

What Are Witches?
Witches can be many things...they can be loving, they can be terrifying, they can be lovers, healers, daughters, sons, mothers and fathers, brothers and sisters. Witches are not just women...they are men also. Witches are people who believe in the magic of birth and of death and of life inbetween. Witches believe that they are always learning and that they have the power to bend things to their will...in other words...they have the power to understand and make things happen. In a sense we are all witches...only some of us would rather keep it hidden or ignore it and others like myself are not afraid to try it on for size, let it shine, praise it and have pride in it. Most Witches believe in a Mother Goddess and a Father God rather than just one male deity or perhaps they only believe in a Mother Goddess or perhaps they simply believe in an entity that has no gender at all. Witches are as old as time ancient, but as new as tomorrow reborn. I think the most important thing about

Soldiers Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Quiz Results
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Middle Urinal
To all you guys out there. I have just a few words for you: Stop using the middle urinal! Whether you're first into the bathroom, or last. There is no reason for anyone to use the middle urinal. If you're first, pick a side. Give the next man a place to pee without having to rub thighs with you. If you're last, use the stall. Don't try to cram in between me and the other person who are following the rules of a one urinal buffer. It's very simple, with a three urinal system the middle one is there for just show. So guys, from now on, when you walk into a bathroom and you see that middle urinal open. Either pick a side, or hit the stall, because that urinal is off limits.

Snow Job
This is neat... > http://www.star28.net/snow.html > 1. Go to the above web site > 2. Type in your name (just your first name Or nickname) > 3. Be patient and wait a second (watch until the skiier gets to the end >of the run).

Beginning Today. . .(from Ctexastornado)
Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift and I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me with courage a

Unlikely Star
I gazed at the glowering midnight sky Where darkling clouds filled the view When through a gap there shone a star I couldn't help but think of you. Into my stormy fear-clouded heart You snuck in and shone so bright You left no room for doubt and mistrust Inside my darkness you are the light. And looking upon that beacon of hope A query arose in my soul so scarred I wondered if you were gazing up too And wishing for me on that unlikely star. (c) 2006 D. R. Hyden

Yup More Of The Mushy Junk
Sweet desires that draw me in Makes me think sweet thoughts of sin To take you and hold you in my arms You smile and I fall for your charms You lead me into every lasting desire And now my loins burn with the fire For you have caught and held me true And heart and soul I belong to you And give myself freely to you alone You’re the one for whom my love is shown So take me and hold me as your man my dear You are the queen of my heart so never fear For what we have may be heaven it seems You’re the woman of my hopes and dreams

Im Done
i received a phone call last night from my ex. informing me he was expecting half my family allowance for support for ryan who he has living with him. after i informed him that it was mine to keep til the government got the paper work straightened out on it. i told him they would then tell me i was over paid and and fix the account. well this sent him into a whirl wind of hate. if i were to give it to him now all that would mean is that when it was all said and done he would get the money twice because i know he would never reemburse me he turned very hateful at me. he informed me he was going out west and taking my child with him. i guess he doesnt know the meaning of dont piss a mother off. the threats he made against me blew me away. i am still in shock. he wont allow ryan to come here...the things i have at his house the my deceased sister gave me he will no longer let me have...hes told me i can have brandon until which time i have a man come into my home..then he will come

After Awhile!
After A While.... After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth And you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn.....

Mating Season
Subject: Mating Season > > Two Indians and a Tennessee Hillbilly were walking through the woods.All > of a sudden one of the Indians ran up a hill to the mouth of a small > cave."Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!"he called into the cave and listened > closely until he heard an answering, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Woooooo!" He then > tore off his clothes and ran into the cave. > The Hillbilly was puzzled and asked the remaining Indian what it was all > about. "Was the other Indian crazy or what?" The Indian replied "No, it > is our custom during mating season when Indian men see cave, they holler > 'Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!' into the opening. If they get an answer back, > it means there's a beautiful woman in there waiting for us." > Just then they came upon another cave. The second Indian ran up to the > cave, stopped, and hollered, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" Immediately, > there was the answer. "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" from deep inside. He > also tore off his clothes and ran

Wildflower....
Anybody but me know this song....its so me... Wildflower She's faced the hardest times You could imagine And many times her eyes fought back the tears And when her youthful world was about to fall in Each time her slender shoulders Bore the weight of all her fears And a sorrow no one hears Still rings in midnight silence, in her ears Let her cry, for she's a lady Let her dream, for she's a child Let the rain fall down upon her She's a free and gentle flower, growing wild And if by chance I should hold her Let me hold her for a time But if allowed just one possession I would pick her from the garden, to be mine Be careful how you touch her For she'll awaken And sleep's the only freedom that she knows And when you walk into her eyes you won't believe The way she's always paying For a debt she never owes And a silent wind still blows That only she can hear and so she goes

Response To Marrr's "tag! I Hate These Things." Have I Called You Out?!? Chex For Your Name!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ::: copied from Marrrvelous ;}~ ::: 1. I Love and Have Mad Respect For My Online Family & Friend As If They Were Here In Real Time Because They ARE Here In My Real Life... I Am SICK Of The EXcuse... "What?! It's Only Online"... Like There Aren't Real People Behind The Keyboard. It's Your Responsibility To Take The Time & Get To Know If Someone Is Fake Or Not, Then Treat Them Accordingly. 2. ::: Totally Agree With Jen Here!::: "I hate fake people or people who do not have class. It takes only a fraction of your personality to show through more than showing a piece of ass, and you will be more remembered for it if you reflect some sort of personality." 3

My First...pop!
well this is my first blog here and just wanted to let everyone know that I love this place no stupid myspace police and now you have full freedom to do and post just about any thing you want ... THAT ROCKS!!! well thats about all i have for today ifi dont get in here again before turkey day i haope you all have a great one and remember to not drink and drive!!! eat lots and lots of turkey and enjoy your family and friends much love, KoRnHoLiEo

She Cries
She cries Like a blood drop rain She cries Like a sick twisted being She cries For you and what you say She cries Like you cried Atop a mountian with snow coverd peak Her hair hanging around in her face A tear slides down her cheek she looks up and you see she is failing to be Atop a snow coverd peak Wind blowing in her face A tear in the snow you see that it mealts away She cries Like a acid drop rain She cries Like a hurt torn being She cries For you and what you do She cries Like you cried when she said she was going to die Atop a peak Wind no longer blowing in this place A tear shape marks her final resting place She cries No longer for you

One Wish...
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Keeper Of My Dreams...
Keeper Of My Dreams When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The man who holds my heart in his hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

Reflections
Reflections.......... Can you see your reflection in my eyes? Bathe yourself in the warmth of their azure pools Let the world slip away Fall deep inside them Where the love from my heart overflows And reflects back to the world the image of you.

Beginning Today!
Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift and I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me with cour

What Taror Card R You
You Are The High Priestess You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed. You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light. You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two. Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets. Your fortune: Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward. You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination. And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end. You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open! What Tarot Card Are You?

New Preacher In Town
A new preacher was visiting in the homes of his parishioners. At one house it seemed obvious that someone was at home, but no answer came to his repeated knocks at the door. Therefore, he took out a business card and wrote "Revelation 3:20" on the back of it and stuck it in the door. When the offering was processed the following Sunday, he found that his card had been returned. Added to it was this cryptic message, "Genesis 3:10." Reaching for his Bible to check out the citation, he broke up in gales of laughter. Revelation 3:20 begins "Behold, I stand at the door and knock." Genesis 3:10 reads, "I heard your voice in the garden and I was afraid for I was naked." "A cheerful heart is good medicine" (Proverbs.17:22)

Another Weekend, Ksex And Psk...
Can't complain about the weekend one bit. It was the clam I needed after a tense week at KSEX. It wasn't tense for any drama but everyone seemed on edge at the studio this past week for various reasons. I chalk it up the stress of the holidays approaching. Hopefully this week will be a bit smoother and everyone (including myself) will be in a better head space and mood. I spent most of the weekend working on finally making my apartment's living room look like Konnie and I actually live there instead of looking like we just moved in. IKEA and Target were the stores of choice as I picked up a coffee table, side table and various little decorations. Once I get a bit of extra money, I need to pick up some artwork for the walls and another a small table for the stereo to rest on. I have a feeling the employees at both stores will get to know me quite well before Iâ€™m done. The other half of the weekend was spent getting the P4 1.3 computer rebuilt and set up in the living room. M

At A U-2 Concert. . .
At a U2 concert in Glasgow, Bono asks the audience for some quiet. Then in the silence, he starts to slowly clap his hands. Holding the audience in total silence, he says into the microphone "Every time I clap my hands, a child in Africa dies." A voice from near the front pierces the silence; "Well, stop fucking doing it then dude."

I Got My First Tattoo Today
So...i have been wanting to get a tattoo for awhile...and today i did it...it is so cute and i am so glad i got it...it is a lower back one with a butterfly....it is so cute and i just love it...lol....so take a look...

We Have Babies :o)
HA, no not me... Not sure if I mentioned it or not but about 3 1/2 to 4 wks ago I finally caught a cat that had been running around our neighborhood... I had been trying to catch her for awhile, I guess at that moment she was just to cold and hungry to run anymore... I brought her in and she ate and ate and ate... I noticed a little bulge on her belly and thought "UH OH, what have I done!!", LOL... When she first came in the house she was pretty scared of us, not wanting us to touch her to much... It only took about a week or so for her to realize that we weren't going to hurt her and then she turned into a LOVER!! Always wanting to be in my lap and even wanting the kids to pet her... Oh yeah and her belly kept GROWING and feeling them moved only confirmed she was pregnant... About two hours ago "KiKi" (that's her name) came out and rooted her way inbetween my laptop and me... She layed down and purred and then fell asleep on my legs... I guess she was there for about

Uzume
Uzume, Goddess of Laughter Before the Cave of Heaven where Amaterasu Omi Kami, the Sun Goddess had hidden her radian face where all the assembled Gods and Goddesses had tried and failed to lure her out I stepped up to the Cave with utmost seriousness with grave determination with proper decorum and a lofty mien and with a bump and a bump and bump, bump, bump, bump lifted my kimono and revealed myself in ways that caused the mouths of the exalted ones to water and fall open Then I played puppet with my labia and paid myself a little lip service I heaved my breast over one shoulder then the other over the other and I landed on my backside with a bump and a bump and a bump, bump, bump, bump amidst the explosions of laughter and merriment of the esteemed crowd with breasted tied in a knot my legs spread like a welcome mat I called in the Spirits and offered them my body but they refused to take it The crowd howled and laughed as I continued my dance till Amaterasu Omi Kami couldn't stan

Posted Missing...lol
Hi folks....just to let you know that I don't have an I.S.P at the moment, and can only get online by using my mates computer. I am not going to abuse the priveledge, so I will not be on very often. My new i.s.p. will not be active till the middle of december....till then ...keep the faith...hope you will all still be here when I get back online. cheers Adam

Thanksgiving
Old Rhyme: Thanksgiving The year has turned its circle, The seasons come and go. The harvest all is gathered in And chilly north winds blow. Orchards have shared their treasures, The fields, their yellow grain, So open wide the doorway ... Thanksgiving comes again!

Hey
please feel out the information below so i can know somestuff about u Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriate spaces) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__

I Hate Catty Bitches
1. catty Usually used to refer to those of the female gender, describing the typical "high-maintenance&qu ot; girl. Synonym for (or may be used in conjunction with): petty, bitchy, conceited, malicious. Alyssa, the particularly catty girl down the hall, loved to spread rumors to instigate fights amongst the other girls. THAT is all! Thank you!:)

Hot Hot Hot
It was late and there was no one else out on the road. The party had been boring and she couldn't wait to get home. With the radio up, and the air turned low, she pressed her foot down on the accelerator and her mustang sped up to 80. Her friends had told her she needed to get out more, be more social. She'd worn a short red dress and high heels that said "Fuck me" but that hadn't worked. All the men at the party were either gay or first class assholes. She wasn't going to waste a night with an asshole and the gay men weren't interested. So, here she was alone on an empty road. She was lost in her thoughts and the music when she heard the first blare of the siren behind her. Fuck was the first thought in her head. She looked in the rearview mirror and saw the red lights on the patrol car behind her. Pulling off to the side of the road, she stopped her car and waited. This was the perfect ending to a shitty night. She watched as one officer got out of the car but another stayed b

Pics
So, I posted some private pics and I've gotten some flattering comments on them. It makes me feel really good about myself, but at the same time I feel a little erked knowing that these people I barely know are looking at me naked. haha. Weird I know, but just a feeling. Anyway, I want to post more pics but I'll wait til later to do that. Til next time boys and girls.

Monday Mutha Fuckin Fundays
Ok so not really but its what u make it right...? So ya i dont have 2 work till Wednesday..and i have no fucking clue how to spend it...so i figure ill just keep smoking till i do! So break out the Bongs, fill it up with some ice and water...and away...we...go! Blazed, JR

Unknown
lost and cold broken and brusied trying to find a place to hide no where to go my past follows me everywhere I cant take it no more my past is eating my insides out im so alone no one wants me i dont even want me im dieing no one there to stop me everyone just left me here all alone im lost here im cold im broken and im bruised i want out now

Blah
I am having such a blah day. Ever just feel blah? Yea well thats me today. I love the holidays but I hate them! I am just sad.I miss DJ. And this is the first thanksgiving w.o my gramma. She always cooked so its just hard. I am also saddened by the drama on here. Don't ask me to repost drama. You can all tear eachother to shreds but Im staying the hell outta it. I try to be friends to everyone as I have said before. When a friend does ask you a question I hope you do not ignore them and answer them honestly. No answer at all pretty much answers it. Anyhow I will comment back I just need to get over this Blahness. I hope at least one of u, enjoyed my other blogs today!

Haters - A Special Breed Of Assbag
IN THIS GREAT GAME OF HIGH SCHOOL THAT THIS HAS BECOME, LURKS A SPECIAL BREED OF ASSBAG, THE HATER. HATERS COME IN ALL SHAPES AND SIZES. SOME HATE BECAUSE OF YOUR RACE, YES PEOPLE THERE ARE RACISTS ON THIS SITE. SOME HATE BECAUSE YOU BELONG TO SOME GROUP ON HERE, I.E. FAMILY, LO OR LETTE, OR SWAT, ETC. SOME HATE BECAUSE YOU HAVE A CT WIFEY OR HUBBY, OR THEY THINK YOU'RE FAKE, OR HATE YOUR BLOGS. THE POINT IS THERE ARE VARIOUS REASONS THAT HATRED SPREADS ON THIS SITE. AND I'M SURE THAT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU HAS HEARD IT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. THERE ARE BULLETINS ABOUT IT EVERY FIVE SECONDS ON HERE. BUT I HAVE ENCOUNTERED A SPECIAL TYPE OF HATER ON THIS SITE. THE COWARDLY HATER. THE COWARDLY HATER LIKES TO GO BEHIND YOUR BACK AND SPEW THEIR HATRED THEY HOLD FOR YOU TO OTHERS. THESE HATERS LIVE FOR THE DRAMA THEY CAUSE. YET NONE OF THEM ARE ADULT ENOUGH ON CONFRONT THE PERSON OR PERSONS THEY HATE HEAD ON. SO FOR THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE THAT READ THIS BE CAREFUL I SAY. JUST RE

Prejudice Verses Racisim!!
Our connection to the Earth, each other, and future generations is central in understanding many of the problems we and the earth are facing. Facing Our Future: from denial to environmental action, Jim Cole Facing Our Future Together: a Trainer's Guide, David McMurray One Illness, Many Symptoms: Prejudices and Environmental Denial Might our difficulty with accepting diversity and our failure to respond to threatening environmental crises be related? The problem seems to be rooted in our definition of who we are in this universe. Are we a generation of people with a common language, here only for ourselves, to compete with each other and all other people and life forms for domination of this space and time? Or are we organisms that are deeply rooted in this ever-growing web of life that has been unfolding from the beginning of time? Do we dominate and exploit all those we find an advantage over, or do we accept and cherish all life forms, knowing that we are inseparable pa

A Hug Means
What does a HUG mean to me oh it just makes my heart dance and sing. A HUG that is given to me makes me realise that I am liked and loved. A HUG makes me feel oh sooo warm inside keeping the chill outside. A HUG makes my worries seem less with other peoples thoughtfullness. A HUG can mean so many different things depending who the HUG is from. It is such a dark and cold world when a HUG is deprived from ME. It makes my world so cold and dark and everything seems so black and stark. So HUG everyone you like and love bringing them the sunlight back in their lives and keep the coldness away outside where it should Always Stay!!!

Who Knows What To Call This One
I feel a storm raging in my soul an angry hunger out of control it feeds upon ones insecurities so intense it brings one to their knees the waves are crashing tossing me around I try to find solid ground then in one single flash a bright light appeared so calming it was you...... then without warning the storm reappeared and left me tattered and my soul shattered so now all that is left is this empty shell and I go back to my living hell

A Kiss
An angel came to visit me last night and filled my room with such bright sunlight. This angel bent down and kissed me ever so tenderly upon my wet cheek. This angel came and sat upon my bed she/he whispered such soothing words in my ear and dried my sobbing tears instead. This angel whispered in my ear angel's are always here and they are always near to wipe away your sad tears. Remember when you are sad just call on me and I will come and comfort you and bring to you a smile:) instead....

Can I Simply Lose It All To You?
Stop. I need to be on some other medication rather than lexapro because I'm driving myself crazy. Or maybe this doesn't require medication. I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster except this one isn't fun at all. I'm torn. Into pieces. I'm being thrown in so many different directions. I have to let myself go. I have to let you go, but why can't I? You won. Congrats. This is what you've always wanted. You've strung me along for the ride, now please, let me go. This hurts more than you can ever imagine.

The Cabalistic Candle Ritual - From Dr. Turi
The Cabalistic Candle Ritual - From Dr. Turi Instructions for cleansing your physical and spiritual selves: The Cabalistic Candle Ritual is designed to clear negative energy and should be performed after a dramatic experience such as the loss of a loved one, a lover, a pet or any difficult mental or spiritual situation you find yourself going through. You may also use the Cabalistic Healing Ritual to remove negative thoughts incrusted in your apartment/home walls that could harm you by initiating a depressive mental process. Someone may have died in the house or suffered drastically and the thoughts could be still very much alive. This negative energy MUST be removed if you want to feel good or sleep peacefully. The Cabalistic Candles Ritual is for removing basic negative energy only. In most severe cases of depressions, bad luck, bad health, possession by evil spirits, negative entities can only be cured with a three to four hours Cabalistic Healing session in my healing room

What Kind Of Angel Are You?
What Kind of Angel are you? ANGEL OF WINSDOMYou rule yourself, sometimes hepl, sometimes destroy... but you still have a soulTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Great Cherry Tap Experiment Part Ii
OK. I BLOGGED THIS BEFORE BUT I WILL TRY AGAIN. THIS TIME LETS SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE RESPOND. I'M LOOKING TO TAKE A PIC WITH ANYONE/EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. I WANT TO START WITH ANYONE THAT IS CLOSE TO MY AREA (LOS ANGELES) THEN GO FROM THERE. I WANT TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE ON MY LIST I CAN ACTUALLY GET A PIC WITH. SO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED THEN SEND ME A MESSAGE OR A SHOUT OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG. THANKS

Seven Kinds Of Sex
The Seven Kinds Of Sex The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex This is when you have been with you partner a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kithcen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex This is where you have been with your partner for to long. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex in the bedroom. The 4th Kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex This is when you have been with your partner to long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say screw you. The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex Which means you get Nun in the morning. Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex This is whne you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you infront of everyone. And last bu

Never
Never will I let my guard down for anyone to break my heart. Never will I let my heart feel, for it only ends up broken. Never will I believe just words, when actions speak volumes. So don't try to ambush me and catch me off guard. Don't try to make my heart feel. Don't speak......just do.

Sex Story
... the fact that when I see a pussy, I know exactly what the gal feels like when she's having it touched, licked, fucked... When I see a picture or a movie of a pussy, my pussy tingles as if what's being done to that gal is being done to me. I can feel every touch, every lick, every stroke. It drives me wild. Not to mention the fact that there's just something so erotic about a pussy.. In the evening after a nice hot bath or shower, right before bed, is my favorite time to explore my pussy. It's nice and clean, fresh, and warm... not to mention a little pinker than normal, so I don't have any problems exporing the full depths of it. Just the thought of what I'm about to do makes little electric-like tingles course through my pussy. My nipples become erect in anticipation. In my bedroom, I have a clost with a full sized mirror on it. There's plenty of room in front of it, so that's where I like to be, so that I can get a good view of everything. I place blankets on the floor in f

Sex Story
... their eyes having adjusted to the dark room gently lit with moonlight, Jack is laying on his side watching the moonlight dance on her satiny skin. jill rises and asks jack to sit up in the bed. He takes the position of Indian style as jill leans back with her legs spread wide, giving jack the most perfect seat for the erotic show about to begin. jill rubs her fingers gently over her swollen lips, separating them softly as if to show off the flower within, and massaging the hood of her thick clit, slowing and seductively coaxing it out to be played with. jack smiled as he thought about how sensitive her clitoris is. The sight of her hips slowly beginning to rise and lower in front of him is like erotic art in motion. Her thumb and forefinger relentlessly rub and squeeze her throbbing clit. Knowing that orgasm is imminent, jill raises her legs in the air and ever so slowly inserts two fingers into her hungry pussy, moaning softly as the feeling surges through her and her pussy coats

Everything Happens For A Reason
I know that everything happens for a reason but why? Are these reasons really that great? You have something great starring you in the face and you pass it up for the possibility of something you have wanted for a while and that turns sour and the person you passed up ends up in a fucked up relationship or so called relationship. You find something with somone else that has the possibility of being good but you still wonder what could have been. Why did you pass it up? Why did you let the power that the other person had (has) over you control you? And what about this new person who you have strong feelings for? Were you supposed to be with the person you passed up or are you supposed to be with the person that you might have something great with now? Did you do the right thing by this or did you totally fuck up your life as well as the life of someone else? You see what it has done to you and to the other person and no good has come of it but you still have this other person who says

Being Blocked
Your choice to block me i dont care you didnt want me on your friends list anymore and i was keeping your wishes you neednt have blocked me personally i find it kinda amusing so i became your fan i needed a good laugh today thank you have a nice life hun

Vasectomies
Two men are in the doctor's office waiting to get vasectomies. A nurse comes in and asks the men to strip and put on their medical gowns while they wait for the doctor. A few minutes later she comes back, reaches under one man's gown and begins to masturbate him. Shocked, he says, "What the hell are you doing?" To which she replies, "We have to vacate the sperm from your system to have a clean procedure." Not wanting to cause a problem, the man relaxes and enjoys it as she completes her task. The second man watches all of this and by the time the nurse turns to him, he is quite ready for his turn. To his surprise, she drops to her knees, opens her lips and begins to give him a blow job. The first man says, "Hey, what is this? Why is it that I get a hand job and he gets a blow job?" The nurse says, "That, my dear sir, is the difference between Medicare and private insurance

What Group Are You? Quiz Results
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth90%Rocker, Mosher55%Skater40%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev30%Emo20%Trendy0%Prepy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Did U Think?
FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS..... This is kind of weird... Follow the exact instructions! NO PEEKING ahead!! Free will or synaptic wiring? You be the judge. Check out the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow. There's no trick or surprise. Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can! Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until you have done each of them... really. Now, arrow down (but not too fast, you might miss something)......... What is: 1+5 2+4 3+3 4+2 5+1 Now repeat saying the number 6 to yourself as fast as you can for 15 seconds. Then scroll down. QUICK!!! THINK OF A VEGETABLE! Then arrow down. Keep going. You are thinking of a carrot, right? If not, you are among the 2% of the

Guys Suck
ok so anyways fuckin my ex bf chris doesnt understand what the word NO means cause he wants me back and i cant i dont want to get hurt again i feel like im about to go over the edge and not come back and the worst part is that we work together so its like i cant get away from him but other then that i think i might have a lil crush i dont know yet but we have a lot in common so i dont know but she has a bf so i dont know if it will work out but anywho ill write more later i have to go sara

The Old Days
The Bigotry of Worn-Out Stereotypes By Suzanne Fields "Americans are too racist for Barack/Americans are too sexist for Hillary." Says who? So says Benjamin Wallace-Wells, an essayist prominently displayed in The Washington Post. The headline makes the case that rednecks, male chauvinists and secret segregationists in the suburbs are insurmountable obstacles blocking the path to the White House for Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama. The Post puts no question marks after his assertions that the American public may not be ready for either of them to lead because of his race and her sex. But, perhaps thinking better of it, the Post added question marks in its online edition. But even as questions, these ideas are remnants of an out-of-date bigotry. They clearly don't apply to the senators from New York and Illinois, and there's growing evidence that they don't apply to anyone else, either. "Recent polls have found that the percentages of Americans who say they would not vote for

Answer Me This.
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 29 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY. 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Do we know each other outside of cherrytap? 10. Whats your philosophy on life? 11. Would you have my back in a fight? 12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 13. What is your favorite memory of us? 14. Would you give me a kidney? 15. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 16. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 17. Can we get together and make a cake? 18. Have you heard

Whoops! I Fucked Up!
I sit here... holding my knife to my skin. I stare almost like im counting the layers... the layers of skin between my knife and blood. Just a flick of my wrist and i could be dead. I try despratly to stop myself from going any further... but i feel it, my blood, coursing through my veins. I feel it burn. It swarms to my head and pushes... pushes in all directions. I wake to a beeping noise. My wrist hurts. Well you can guess the rest...

New Here
Ok well I'm new here, its takin me a while to figure my way around this site but im learning. I'm so glad to have a few people i can ask if I have quiestions. Well I hope to make some friends on here. Hope to get to know alot of you! Loves hugs n kisses

Where Would U Be
WHERE WOULD YOU BE: IF - YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES? IF - YOU HAD NO WORRIES? IF - YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU? IF - YOUR BATHWATER HAD BEEN RUN? IF - YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS? IF - YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU, WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES? SO, WHERE WOULD YOU BE? HELLOOooo!!!!!!!!! YOU'D BE IN THE WRONG FUCKING

A Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR

It Is Impossible To Be That Dense
I am sometimes frightened by the depth of stupidity displayed by my customers. After all these are people who work in Doctor's offices, in most cases these are the DOCTORS themselves. Doctors...people trust them with their lives surely they cannot be THAT stupid. Even more frightening is the knowledge that these people have the potential to breed. I just spent 2 hours and 45 minutes on the phone with a certain difficult doctor. He is a bit on the infamous side in the office, to the point that he is automatically passed to me because 9 times out of 10 his problem is himself. Talk about your ID-10-T error. Some background on the situation: He bought the computer software from us three years ago (you'd think that he would have learned how to use it by now....but no...not him). Up until six months ago he carried a support contract with us, but when it came time to renew he decided that he would pay for support on a as needed basis. Now I have mentioned how I am th

I Got Flowers Today
I Got Flowers Today We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last

I Luv You Women
OK i had to repost this one with some adjustments.. now this isnt along my normal rants and raves gripes and moans...its still may classify as insane but i just felt like typin this and saying it.. I LOVE WOMEN. I LOVE LOOKIN AT NEKKED WOMEN, AND I REALLY LIKE PORN (amature porn though i get sick of looking at mainstream stars) all yall are some sexy azz biatches and i mean that in the most endearing way.. nothing like grabbing a woman by the hair lookin her in the eyes and tellin her what a sexy lil slut she is then kissin her full on the lips... womens bodies and builds are so fuckin amazing,everyone of ya, from the biggest heffa to the smallest, youre fuckin gorgeous even all you ugly ones out there i like lookin at you too. now of course the way i say it sounds mean, and yeah it probably is pretty mean, but i still luv ya all and luv lookin at all of ya.. and i gotta tell ya i'm a sucker for pretty eyes, and sexy legs...and a nice ass...oh who am i foolin, i like every

Christmas Dinner
A woman goes to her boyfriend's parents' house for Christmas dinner. This is to be her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eating a fine meal. The woman is beginning to feel a little discomfort, thanks to her nervousness and the broccoli casserole. The gas pains are almost making her eyes water. Left with no other choice, she decides to relieve herself a bit and lets out a dainty fart. It wasn't loud, but everyone at the table heard the poof. Before she even had a chance to be embarrassed, her boyfriend's father looked over at the dog that had been snoozing under the woman's chair, and said in a rather stern voice, "Skippy!". The woman thought, "This is great!" and a big smile came across her face. A couple of minutes later, she was beginning to feel the pain again. This time, she didn't even hesitate. She let a much louder and l onger rrrrrip. The father again loo

When U Need Me
If one day you feel like crying.. call me i don't promise you that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you If one day you want to run away.. Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stay, But I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anybody, Call me.. I promise to be very quiet. But, If one day you call and there is no answer.. Come fast to see me, perhaps I need youMore cool stuff at YourCoolProfile.com!

What Is A Worrior Insight You Ask?
My Uncle Phil Messina is a decorated retired NYPD. He is the first and only man to have won the Susan B. Anthony award for community service. I AM VERY PROUD OF HIM! PRESS RELEASES New York, November 1, 2005: Federal Law Enforcement Foundation Recognizes 20 Years of Service Ø Phil Messina and Elizabeth Kennedy both honored as First Civilian Awardees by the Prestigious Foundation Philip Messina, President of Modern Warrior® Inc, and Elizabeth Kennedy, Vice President, were both honored to be awarded the Civilian Service Award at a ceremony on October 27, where former President Clinton followed as the keynote speaker. Dignitaries and luminaries in both government and business were present at the luncheon where the awardees presented in front of the dais, and where their “commitment to excellence and dedication” to the Law Enforcement Community was noted. Vice Admiral John Cotton, presenter of the Annual Awards, noted about the Awardees, "These people are the

I Am Done
Okay if anyone actually pays attention, I have removed the Juggalo family/juggalette homie name from my name. I am very sad to do this because I love my juggalo family but i am ashamed to have the tag on my my name right now because of all the hate among the family. So i am just going to be me from now on, no tags. And for the few that have shown me the true juggalo love, i am sorry to hurt you like this but it's what i need to do right now. I will have your backs as always just not the name tag. MCL baby girl

Human Body
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for as long as you live. How you take care of it or fail to take care of it can make an enormous difference in the quality of your life. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called Life. Each day, you will be presented with opportunities to learn what you need to know. The lessons presented are often completely different from those you think you need. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation. You can learn as much from failure as you can from success. Maybe more. A lesson is repeated until it is learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it (as evidenced by a change in your attitude and ultimately your behavior) then you can go on to the next lesson. Learning lessons does not end. There is no stage of life that does not contain some lesson

Wake Me Up When September Ends
this is my fav. song from Green Day. Wake me up when September ends Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my fathers come to pass/ seven years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ summer has come and passed/ the innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ ring out the bells again/ like we did when spring began/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my father's come to pass/ twenty years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ wake me up whe

Just Bored
So it's like 2 in the afternoon over here and I am like soo fricken bored. I have school tonight that I'm not to excited about, i'm just about out of cigs, and i'm hungry so I'm gonna make me and my son some lunch.... I thought i'd share that cause i dunno i'm bored...later

Fucking Government
isn't the government so great you fucking work 7 years and one day you end sliping and falling for doing the job you where working right and you go to the dr and they tell you you can work you need theripy and social services are dumb fuck and cus the they ask for like a form but never send it you have to suffer and then on top of that you find 2 month that your ex had a kid it was your and it is 4 years old on top of that not getting anything any assistance cuz they think I can work so now I my not be on here go a whild they shut off my phone already oh yeah now how am I supose to get a job there so bright wiwl they all need a fucking bottle of sun in so the fucker would know the godamed supid well thanks for letting me bitch but this my ve the last time I am on for a while hope every one has fun I will miss you all

Love
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times

Ok All Listen Up Here
I have a new name on here as well now and will be here and there workin on gettin everything transferred to there but for all my friends and those that wanna add me as a friend and so forth here is the link to the new profile http://cherrytap.com/user/441487

To The Man Haters
I hate these bitches shooting down men all the damn time, like they know what each of us is like. Sure sure all men are ultimately after the same thing. we all need a little bit of pus to poke. i mean you lesbians know how hot, hot chicks look well we think the same way. just when a chick hits on a chick it's fuckin hot she doesn't have to try hard but when a guy does it he has to try to impress you. thats what society has caused. Some of us go about it the wrong way. Not all of us are ass holes and pricks. Even though most people would tell you if you want to pick up a chick you sort of have to be an ass. It's not all our fault ladies. If so many of you go for that type of man then a man will change his attitude from nice to dick just to attract a woman because it's what works. believe me i get this spam in my e-mail every day from this dude telling me to ignore chicks because it makes them think your not interested and when your talking to them degrade them a little. and

Hello
hello to all the cherry bunch. well the rodeo season over and now i got trime on my hands.I miss going to the finals by a few 100 dollars but i had a good year i like to thank the people who been nice and rated my profile and for the people i meet on here it be fun so far.I have meet some nice people and hope to meet more stop by and say hi

Call Before You Come Over
i had to set someone straight the other day..for some reason they thought that the term call before you come over meant to call me when they where right up the street with like a 2 minute notice, so i said hell no you cant come over... now i was doing anything special and i wasnt going anywhere, but i had to make a point...call before you come over DOES NOT MEAN call me when you are in my driveway talkin bout you on the way over as you walk up to knock on my door.. that shyt does not fly...and YES i AM anal about calling before you come over to my house, bootycall or not. i like my privacy and to tell you the truth i dont care for company too much..i like my space.. ok done with that one ... heh heh heh

I'm Sorry
to all you ladies out there to all you ladies that do this, and don't say, aw nice guys just aren't accertive enough or confident cause that's b.s. I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and

Darkness
Darkness The yin-yang is black and white with a little black in the white and a little white in the black because whether you are fighting for good or evil - each of us has a little of the other in us. Said in other words: you cannot be good without having at least a little darkness inside of you. In fact, the more you fight for good, the more personal shadows you will have to overcome. Fighting for good can be an external battle by physically challenging the wrongs that happen in life, or an internal one by working hard to be a become a better person. Either way, we are going to make mistakes along the way and it is important to realize that if we choose to struggle, we will always grow. No one has ever achieved the level of perfection. There is always a constant battle to strive to be the person who you desire to be. Some days the battles are harder than others and you slip up, and think that's not who I want to be. It's the ability to acknowled

Random Updates
Blood and Ramen Noodles-Horrible Blood and Chocolate Mild-Bad Blood and Mt. Dew-Tollerable Blood and Ice Cream-Good Blood and Chocolate Syrup-OMG!! I got a tooth pulled...the last baby tooth. Yeah. It sucks. Uhh...random update of my life since...whenever. 11-6-06 Dad got an espresso machine. Yummy!! I had one this morning. Twas much good. Uhhh...Ok...from Thursday. I got my hair cut after Tech on Thursday. Maybe I'll have some pictures up later. I dont know yet. I havent taken any, really. Well, aside from some Signs for some people on Gaia. Sarah had a dance to go to Thursday night. I took her and went to Jeanne's. We talked about a lot of stuff. I even got my palm read! When we got home, I got to play psychologist. It turns out, Sarah's having some of the same problems I did in Middle school: people talking about her, liking the same guy her friend does, and just being a young teen. Also, her English teacher died from Cancer. So I'm playing therapist for Sarah and a

God?
An 89-year-old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, "Brian, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?" Brian replies, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof, the light goes on. When I'm done, poof, the light goes off." "Wow, that's incredible," the doctor says. A little later in the day, the doctor calls Brian's wife. "Ethel," he says, "Brian is doing fine! But I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof, the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done poof, the light goes out? " "Oh my God!" Ethel exclaims. "He's peeing in the refrigerator again."

Honor
Honor Honor is not something that can be touched, counted, or even be evaluated in any way that those who limit themselves to a single lifetime can understand. Yet honor is the only thing of such high value that ordinary people can earn the right to stand amongst their God or Gods once they truly possess it. Honor is the "golden token" that assures that even the most fallible of humanity, to pass through the gates of eternity. The true warrior, a fallible creature, learns from the mistakes they inevitably make. This warrior struggles for a goal he or she can never find - perfection of character. There is honor in this worthy goal, and it is part of a warrior's path to eternity. **************** Do you know what to do if you are a hostage? What would you do if a loved one was taken a hostage? What if you are unarmed? Not sure? Take the CAST Course!! Confined Area Safety and Survival Tactics held in NY, August 8-10. Training is divided between a mat

It's Fucked Up.
People only talk to people who are hott or showing it all. You're all shallow fuckers. That's really fucked up. And no one will read this b/c you're all so interested in nudity and sex. I bet if I name this naked pictures or something like that everyone would read it and then complain b/c there wasn't any nudity. Bastards.

Brain Teasers
Brain Teasers 1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? 2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? 3. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How could you put all of this water into a barrel, without using the jugs or any dividers, and still tell which water came from which jug? 4. What is black when you buy it, red when you use it, and gray when you throw it away? 5. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday? 6. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual abo

Answers!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from Bella :)) 1. I think that snakes are one of the most gorgeous creatures on this earth and I would maim/torture to get a pet black mamba. 2. I'm going out with a rugby player who is deathly afraid of cats stalking him at night. (trust me, you don't want to know.) 3. I will eat mostly anything and everything, except for spiders and rabbits. 4. My dad was in Vietnam during the war, as a sailor on a cargo ship. 5. My aim in life is to make pictures with soul. 6. If I couldn't write I'd wither away and dessicate. 7. My secret aim in life is to be a ballerina by day and assassin by night. 8. I don't believe in the lottery.

Innocence
In the Guise of Innocence The Responsibility and Accountability of Doing Nothing by Phil Messina (from: http://warriorcomments.blogspot.com/) The truth of it is as plain as the face of evil itself. In the battle between good and evil, those who choose to stand aside and take no side ultimately have chosen the side of evil. In the battle between good and evil, only evil gains an advantage from those who do nothing. Some people refuse to believe in good and evil, and that is likely because admitting good and evil exist would require taking a stand. Those people would rather have others take a stand for them, and prefer to be recognized as "neutral" and thereby "innocent". Well, when it comes to fighting evil, neutral does not mean innocent, neutral means cowardly. Those who can watch a crime victim being victimized, without so much as even notifying the police or being willing to testify are really no different than the so-called "innocent civilians" who a

Come Gangsta!!!
yaknow normaly ppl should be happy. at least thats what cherry tap as lost cherry was spossed to be. but.. Dj JoKaZ~JUGGALO~FAMILY~ 2006-11-19 20:39:50 AS OF RIGHT NOW I AM DECLARING WAR ON EVERY SINGLE 1 OF YA FOR ONE REASON IF YALL WHERE TRUE TO THE JUGGALO FAMILY YOU WOULD NOT HAVE ANY FUCKIN TAGS BUT THE ONE YALL SHOULD BE REPPIN IS THE JUGGALO WORLD SO FUCK YALL BITCHES dude ur looking at shit the wrong way. the very wrong way. i told ya to keep shit cool dude but i always knew u'd be a racist idiot again just like Tyler pointed out and schooled ya. yea thats right u got schooled that day by a Jew. a racist persons favorte person to make fun of. So to them racist ppl who say i am not a juggalo, to the people who claim to be "FAMILY" and pretty much to everyone. if u don't like whats going down. fuck ya'll. this nation is real. and i am reel gangsta. and it's not R.I.P boy it's R.L.P think about it.

Ego
Ego Ego is the downfall of the arrogant and the sneaking surprise attacker of the complacent warrior. It should not be confused with self confidence or self esteem (which are essential aspects of leadership). In fact, where self esteem and self confidence fly like an eagle to be admired, ego hangs like an albatross around the necks of those who think they are more than they actually are in the eyes of others. In battle as in crises, ego is likely to blind the warrior from the true dangers that exist. When that happens, the warrior's attention is shifted to things that are not true threats. He or she focuses on imagined threats which were stimulated by ego and not awareness. The warrior that carries ego into battle will always face at least two enemies. The true warrior must always be on guard for that comfortable and sly foe, ego. This warrior is fully aware that self esteem and self confidence are earned, while ego is empty, unfulfilling, and sel

To Be A Southerner
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't " HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin! Only Southerners grow up knowing the difference between "right near" and "a right far piece." They also know that "just down the road" can be 1 mile

Creativity
Creativity Creativity is what lies between what is and what can be. It is the ability to see not just the spaces between what already exists, but also what should exist to fit between those spaces. To be truly creative one must be able to take the sum of what is predictable and bring it to an unpredictable end. It is being able to reach one’s goals without taking the normal routes which others have taken to reach those goals. Common sense can at times be a hindrance to creativity, simply because common sense tends to lead to predictable actions. Once an enemy or rival expects you use common sense, they have the tools they need to counter your actions or get out ahead of your intended path and wait in ambush to catch you by surprise or to undermine your efforts. A true warrior learns not just how to utilize common sense, but also to defy common sense periodically, so that an enemy or rival will only see randomness where there is in fact a predetermined pu

A Bored Diatribe...
Well...Here's some crap I wrote a while back... NOT FOR THE EASILY OFFENDED. Well...Not that it really matters... Have you ever seen the fat guy that'll stand next to the road holding a sign that says "will work for food"??? My old hometown has one now...There for a while he was standing next to the entrance to Wal-Mart, beside Captain D's... Hold up a second, Barrell-Ass...You're what, 6 feet tall, probably weigh twice as much as I do, and dress like white trash in a ratty ass sweat-suit...What's wrong chubs, sell your food stamps for the carton of Newports you've got sitting next to your jacket? Newports cost over $5 a pack...and you've got an unopened carton next to you? That's what...Almost $60 sitting next to your shit? Maybe you should think of your stomach before making sure you've got your daily fill of cancer. That or I'm sure you can sell your sweatsuit...Go find a hesher that's still into the grunge phase, and tell him it's what Kurt was wearing when his brains hit

Who's Going To Msg Me????
post this saying "Ask Me Out Already i like u" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" (DON'T BE EMBARASED) Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if taken, if not u will have bad relationships for ten years

Father And Son Hunting...
A father and son went hunting together for the first time. The father said: "Stay here and be very QUIET. I'll be across the field." A few minutes later the father heard a blood curdling scream and ran back to his son. "What's wrong?" the father asked. "I told you to be quiet." The boy, bless his heart, answered; "Look, I was quiet when the snake slithered across my feet. I was quiet when the bear breathed down my neck. I didn't move a muscle when the skunk climbed over my shoulder. I closed my eyes and held my breath when the wasp stung me. I didn't cough when I swallowed the gnat. I didn't cuss or scratch when the poison oak started itching. But when the two squirrels crawled up my pant legs and said, Should we eat them here or take them with us?' "Well, I guess I just panicked......"

Ted Nugent
Ted Nugent, a heavy metal guitar legend and devoted (bow) hunter, was being interviewed by a French journalist. Eventually, the conversation turned to his love of outdoor pursuits. The journalist asked, "What do you think the last thought is in the head of a deer before you shoot it? Is it, "Are you my friend?" or maybe "Are you the one who killed my brother?" Nugent replied, "They aren't capable of that kind of thinking. All they care about is, What am I going to eat next? Who am I going to screw next? and, Can I run fast enough to get away? They are very much like the French in that."

Confused....
Saw you last night What a surprise You came up to me And looked into my eyes Asked me how I was doing If I was okay I looked at you and said I live by each day I didn't know what to feel Or even if I cared cuz i don't want to fall So I just tood there And you just stared I wanted to say something Anything at all But I couldn't find it in me I just didn't want to fall Fall in love with you is to SOON! So I sat there and listened As your smile that had disappeared Soon sparkled and glistened There it was The smile i dreamed of And sooner than ever we walked about to your room Saying goodbye And giving me a smile I didn't know what to do I was in denial (scared of falling and not being caught) i walked away for now the time was to soon Cause I realized That you're just my friend but i want more... to be continued.... Khristinafaye2006

My Chosium's Prince
A mystical breeze Blowing in my hair The magical scent of the ocean's sea Pale moonlight I now approach your castle Tintagel My Chaosium's prince Opens the doors Awaits for our forbidon love Love that was never meant to be Uncontrolled my soul still traveled to the one I dream of A liquid filled bottle I carry in my pouch Filled with a potion of love for you and me Together we will cheer our souls of meant to be I am the white hands Born of the kings and Queen's of blood Dukes before them A cruel spell of never meant to be Here I am Enchantress of love Claiming my prince who owns my heart and soul For we can not live or die apart Entwined together for life and death Forever a destiny Approaching your wooden castle doors You run to me embracing me in your arms Worlds apart We were never meant to be Strength to remain strong Passion's that are meant to be Unlike Tristan and Iseult Forever together we will be No man can destroy this force filled love betwee

Calif. Couple Calls For Orgasm For Peace
SAN FRANCISCO (AP) -- Two peace activists have planned a massive anti-war demonstration for the first day of winter. But they don't want you marching in the streets. They'd much rather you just stay home. The Global Orgasm for Peace was conceived by Donna Sheehan, 76, and Paul Reffell, 55, whose immodest goal is for everyone in the world to have an orgasm Dec. 22 while focusing on world peace. "The orgasm gives out an incredible feeling of peace during it and after it," Reffell said Sunday. "Your mind is like a blank. It's like a meditative state. And mass meditations have been shown to make a change." The couple are no strangers to sex and social activism. Sheehan, no relation to anti-war activist Cindy Sheehan, brought together nearly 50 women in 2002 who stripped naked and spelled out the word "Peace." The stunt spawned a mini-movement called Baring Witness that led to similar unclothed demonstrations worldwide. The couple have studied evolutionary psychology and

New Satin Babies!
We have new Satin babies born on November 08, 2006 to Jeana's Rome and VinnyJeana's Rome was a first time mom, and the babies have been through quite a lot! Born on the wire, fell out of the cage, you name it. But we managed to keep 7 of the 9 alive. Mom and babies are all doing great! Rome just loves to dote on the babies now. Here they are!

Motley Crue And Aerosmith On 11-12-06
Was by far the worst concert I went to. Not due to the performers of course. I had a series of disappointing events that took place that night. FOR INSTANCE: State decides to do highway work the night of the concert. Closing many exits, freeways, and causing the biggest traffic congestion that I have ever seen. To move 1 mile, took nearly half an hour. Waiting in this line like everyone else. When the worst happend. My car decides of all nights to break down, that was going to be the night. Blew off a new hose to the radiator!!! Great, now I am more reason to hold up this traffic. Desparetly seeking a spot to pull off, or turn around the people did not budge. So I took the dirt road off to the side there, and to my surprise started being attacked by pissed off concert goers. They would take their cars and litterally try to push me into the side walls or hillside there!!! Some cam real close to hitting me. Meanwhile I try to explain my car is breaking down on me and

Native Friends(dont Be Offended)
Native Friends(don't be offended) WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food INDIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. INDIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. INDIAN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. INDIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. INDIAN FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. WHITE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. INDIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. INDIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. INDIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I' m home!" WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while. INDIAN FRIENDS

Sorry
Sorry, i haven't been able to leave any comments or message anyone in a while. I have been extremely busy and haven't had a chance to get on my computer in a while. Thank you every one for the nice comments you have left me and keep it up. You all are great and I will get to all of you as soon as I can.

My Name
R: Fuckin crazy Y: One of the best damn bf/gf one could ask for. A: Very broad minded. N: Loves to Party Thats a great name! Ur Turn: A: Very broad minded. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N: Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Yahoo Mumm
Hey everyone, I made a MuMM about whether or not I should download Yahoo Messenger. I know a lot of you on here use it. So if you would be so kind as to go let me know if you think I should download it, and if you have it so I would actually have people to chat with LoL thanks :) Also, I still hate messengers, but I figured I would have it because sometimes I do get in the chatting mood, but it isn't something I would be on all the time. Let me know what you think :) You can get to the MuMM straight from my page.

What Kind Of Person Are You?
What kind of person are you really? NormalYou fit into the mold of what people think a person should be. You have your quirks, but you can blend in easily and can get lost in the crowd if you choose to. You are normal, but that does not mean that you are mundane. What is normal anyway? Take this test

Wicked Prayer
i am making a role play chat on another server. if you would like to join, here is the basic information on the role play. i haven't got it put up yet but when i do, i will give you the link and more information on it. email me at crazyrailz04@sbcglobal.net if you would like to join. its going to be called wicked prayer so put that in the subject line. thank you and i hope you consider playing^_^ The war that everyone has feared has come. The war that tore the world apart. The world between heaven and hell. The poor world between the two had no chance of surviving. Hell won the war so now the earth belongs to hell's ruler. Earth is now in ruins while demons and blood angels run the land. There are very few humans and few other creatures that roam the earth. Most fear for their lives so they hide among the ruins in groups. There is a group of some of the remaining species left who have become demon hunters. They seek out the demons and blood angels destroying these blood thirsty

Dear Friends Are Always Close
“Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart.” "Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything." "Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears." If I'm in heaven and your not there, I'd carve your name in golden chairs, for all the angels there to see, that I love you and you love me. If your not there on judgement day, I'll know you've gone the other way, so just to prove our love is true, I'd go to hell to be with you.

~`~ Fever ~`~
Fever Come to me you are my king Touch my flesh With sensual caress A feather like tip Trip your fingertips Igniting inside Fever Heated flames Deeply inner burning need Boiling Is the desire Love filled fire Behind the door is our Backdraft of Fever Rising temperatures Unknown heights Glowing red Shoots through the Night sky Meshed flesh Upon flesh Melting mist Escaping blaze Of sensual haze Scorching treats Of flavorable Fever Darkness of night Climatic fo heights Hot wet lava Pouring freely Covering our thighs Endless is the river Filled of passion Ripling is the current Heat controling plead Fever Pleasure of paradise Exceeding farhenheight Degrees never climbed before Our temperatures raise Thermometers of melting love Eternally welded as one

Brand New Jones
Some like to keep heat on Some never hot enough See I sleep with nothing on Cuz I'm always burnin up But we all wanna try To see each other's side And I'll try Til she takes my pillow mmm She'll say I'm lucky She'll say I'm the man We'll talk on for hours As long as I understand I'd go on without her see see but everyday ain't the same ain't the same ain't the same I feel like a puppy when I get time to play I've got a brand new jones And nobody even knows When my baby is gone It's my thang, my thang Sometimes I can't let go So I've got to be alone When my baby is gone It's my thang, my thang alone Some like a sweet romance and some wanna travel far but I like a three point stance and I hate to drive my car But I'd go round the world Just to please my girl and I'll fly if she takes my pillow Ooh She'll say I'm lucky Then say I'm the man We'll talk on for hours As long as I understand I'd go on without her but everyday I feel like a pu

Leaving For Clincals... See Ya Tuesday
well leaving for clinicals. wont be back online to chat til tomorrow when i wake back up. have a night shift. so when i get home and shower i will be ready for bed!! Hope everyone has a great day!!

You Know What?
It is sad how long it takes me to admit to myself things that I am aware of. I try to convince myself that my feelings are wrong. They never are. ... was gonna say more. but I don't want to say anything that can be used against me in the next few days

Paradise, Beyond
Crystal creations Luring temptations It's her touch he hungers for Yearning deep A pounding need Feeling his lips pressed upon hers Burning sensation Tingling deeply in each others flesh This moment they have only dreamed of As they begin to make love Finally upon them The time is here All their fantasies become real A dreamy fate Completely embraced As hands begin to explore Clothing drooping To the floor Inner passions begin to soar Flesh upon flesh Sweet gentle caress Teasingly he tickles her breast In between her knees Is where he longs to be As they both fall to the floor Between her thighs He now becomes As his enlarged manly hood Enters deeply into her walls Fires ignite Two souls combine With every pleasing thrust Sensations now peak As they rain the satisfaction of their love Forever together as one

More Pics Of Me!
Come visit me on MySpace website. I have more pics and descriptions of me on there! Would like to hear from the LADIES! Drop me a line and say hi, share a pic, or tell me about yourself! http://www.myspace.com/waterskiguy my Yahoo IM is: jeffsh_5817@yahoo.com

Papa Roach - To Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be love

Name Game!
M: Makes dating fun.. A:Very broad minded N:Loves to Party D: Has one of the best personalities ever. A:Very broad minded. L: Loved by everyone Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. N:Loves to Party N:Loves to Party Thats a great name! Ur Turn: A:Very broad minded. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N:Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Poem 3
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta –

Which Flower Are You?
Which Flower are You? You are a Lily:You are graceful, gentle, calm, and pure and perhaps a little shy (though your shyness is part of your charm). You are a very honorable person who always wants to do the right thing. Your calm attitude has a soothing effect on others.Symbolism: The lily has long been used as a symbol of majesty, honor, chastity, and purity of heart.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Poem 2
by Emily Dickinson , The word Seduce in this poem wasn't in original poem, not sure of the word, but thought seduced sounded better. Were I with thee, Wild nights should be Our luxury! Wild nights. Wild nights! Futile the winds To a heart in port Done with the compass Done with the chart. Rowing in Eden. Ah, the sea. Might I but seduce Tonight with thee!

Poem 1
by Heinrich Heine The pearly treasures of the sea, The lights that spatter heaven above, More precious than these wonders are My heart-of-hearts filled with your love. The ocean's power, the heavenly sights Cannot outweigh a love filled heart. And sparkling stars or glowing pearls Pale as love flashes, beams and darts. So, little, youthful maiden come Into my ample, feverish heart For heaven and earth and sea and sky Do melt as love hath melt my heart. (translated by David Doggett, 2002)

Which Greek Warrior From The Iliad Are You?
Which Greek Warrior From The Iliad Are You? Odysseus: Always remembered as the clever one. Fortunately for you, everyone seems to overlook your hypocrisy in staying faithful to your wife.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

I Thank You My Love By Jorge Campos
A beautiful poem I came across.... I fall asleep every night with a smile on my face, Since I know you'll be there for me to embrace. I awaken every morning with the same tremendous smile, 'Cause I know I'm gonna be with you for quite a long while. I truly can't believe that you're actually mine, I thought the love of my life would be much harder to find. You brighten my day you're such a beautiful girl, You're my sweetheart - to me you mean more than the world. Aside from being beautiful - you're also so smart, There are so many reasons why, I know we'll never part. No words can describe the way that I feel, It's a good kind of pain which I never wanna heal. No other beauty can compare to your alluring eyes, All I have to do is look, and I'm hypnotized. That beautiful smile of your's, shining so bright, I've never ever seen such a beautiful sight. I love caressing your gorgeous long hair, Finding a precious girl like you is extremely rare. Kissing your bod

Ashamed At Myself
Ashamed at myself Sometimes it is hard to understand the decisions you make in your life. Especially when it affects others. I can say that I made some bad ones. I know when I have angered someone. I know it. I know when I have disappointed someone. I have done that today. I hate the feeling. I try so hard not to have my life complicate others that I do exactly the opposite of what I should do. I accept my mistakes. I try to learn from them and not make them again. Easier said then done. I am not perfect and when stressed I do not always make the right decision. Sometimes I want to hide and hope things go away. I know that is stupid. Of course it is, but it is sometimes my wish. I am ashamed of myself lately. I think because I am disappointed in myself. My decision have not always made sense to me even after I have done them. I accept that. I am still ashamed of myself.

The Rain
The Storm she sits and waits on the hill she feels the breeze begin to pick up The clouds begin to churn The sun begins to fade she lifts her face toward the sky and closes her eyes she is alone and wonders why she watches the animals run into the brush There is no movement from her...waiting The clouds darken; the rumbling begins The crack of the faraway lightening The first drops of rain touch her face and open bosom Shuddering with the assault she becomes still she knows it is what she wants The rain pours on her drenching her every curve... every part of her skin Laving back and watching the clouds strengthen The lightening hitting the ground; the surge it puts through her body The tingling through her sweetness, her bosom The rain beating on her in rhythm She cries out knowing she wants more Knowing The Storm is her Master; and she merely wanting to be the rain

The Good And The Ugly
well today is a good day but then again its an ugly day as well.... well iam gonna have to make up a new account on here cause iam blocked from posting bullitens here on this name grrrrrrrrrrr but ill keep this name as well the good for today is that i went for an interview a little while ago and i start my new job tomorrow YAY its ONLY been a year in a 1/2

Life
Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will. Jawaharal Nehru The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it. Seneca (7 B.C. - 65 A.A.) Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other. Thomas Fuller Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgment difficult. Hypocrites After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box. Italian Proverb Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think. La Bruyere Life is like a library owned by the author. In it are a few books which he wrote himself, but most of them were written for him. Harry Emerson Fosdick The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live. Elbert Hubbard Life's a voyage that's homeward b

The Rain
Listening to the rain pour out its melody In the otherwise quiet night, I feel safe here, lying beside you in the dark. Wrapped in your arms, I feel the strength of your love, And know that nothing can harm me. The rain and your embrace are my reassurance. The sound of the rain seems to have washed away Even my most permanent worries. I will be able to welcome any dreams tonight. -RKE

To My Wican Family And Friends...please Read!
Hello!I have been reading bulletins and blogs about your beleifes and oppressions. I wanted to come and tell you this... I am a Christian.I do beleive that they have taken God out of a lot of places and that even if I was not a Christian I am sick of the words they allow on telivision. But here is what else I beleive. I beleive that most Christians don't know how to use their Bible and a Strong's Concordence.If they did...they would be able to take the word witch that is in the King James Bible and trace it to it's root.It's root is where we get our word Phamacutical...when God is telling us to kill the witches...He is talking about the people that make illegal drugs. I also had the privelage of growing up in Chiloquin,OR and I was taught so much by the Klamth,Modoc and Chiloquin tribes. I have a lot of the same beleives that most wicins do...I beleive that everything has a spirit.All spirits are connected.It is like this...the earth and it's soil nourishes the plants..

Don't Pray For Me...
I've been involved in a conversation on a message board regarding this whole Taliban thing. The subject turned to the possibility of a war to end all wars over Israel, what many consider to be the holy land, and it's brought me to one simple conclusion. Religious zealots really freak me out. Any religious following that holds it's beliefs to be the only true beliefs and consequently berates and belittles the beliefs of others does not deserve to go on...and that includes the Christian majority in this country. God is intangible. It is something that, by it's very nature, requires faith because it is something that can neither be seen or known. So is someone else's faith any less valid than your own simply because they choose to put it into something that contradicts you? In the end, so many of the wars fought in this planet's history have come down to religious differences. It's laughable that so many people feel the need to fight over something that no one can even be 100%

Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration and genius--one and the same. Victor Hugo Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings. Ralph Blum To find what you seek in the road of life, the best proverb of all is that which says: "Leave no stone unturned." Edward Bulwer Lytton Every artist was first an amateur. Ralph Waldo Emerson No great man ever compains of want of opportunities. Ralph Waldo Emerson Men do less than they ought, unless they do all they can. Thomas Carlyle Let thy words be few. Ecclesiastes 5:2 from Words of Wisdom Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true. Leon J. Suenes The power of imagination makes us infinite. John Muir First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do. Epictetus Never let the fear of striking out get in your way. George Herman "Babe" Ruth

The Cage
The Cage Hmmmm......Don't know where to start. Can only say that this one loves the cage. What does she love about it.....The hardness, the cold metal, or maybe it is just the pleasure of knowing that you are kept. A kept slave. You are forever in their control unable to leave. You are totally in the power of the other......It is barbaric in many ways but in others it is the fantasy that you are so important to the other person that they must keep you under lock and key so that you do not escape. It is the beautiful bird syndrome. You buy a bird and put that bird in a beautiful cage so that you may keep it with you. You listens to their sounds, you take care of their needs, and you admire them. You are the Master to the bird. Everyone has thought about this.......When has a man not wanted to have a woman locked in the bottle like a genie. This is a cage; not a typical one but it is. When has a woman not wanted to be the genie in the bottle or for that matter have a genie in the bot

Shells
empty just like a shell...... extremely heartless... but looked out for his crew you know the prime example of someone who lost their sanity on the street. you know i didnt know you much now that you mention it no one really did... but fuck it... you saved me a few times so you deserve my rightful respect for a shoutout you know... i love you just the same cuz always got the crew in my heart. peace

Love Poem
YER BREATH WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU I AM WEAK WITHOUT YOU HELD CLOSE TO MY CHEST I'M NOTHING BUT A FREAK YOU KEEP ME WARM YOU KEEP ME CALM YOU KEEP ME SAFE WITHIN YOUR ARMS YOU CHILL MY TREMBLES AND SILENCE MY SHIVERS ALTHOUGH I AM NOT WITH YOU THRU MORNIN NOON AND NIGHT YOU ALWAYS KNOW RIGHT WHERE I AM YOU CAN ALWAYS FIND YOUR WAY DEEP DOWN INSIDE MY HEART YOU KNOW YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME YOU KNOW THIS ALL SO WELL BUT YET TIME AND TIME AGAIN YOU STOP TO TOUCH IT ONCE AGAIN AND REACH INSIDE MY HEART AS IF TO SAY YOU DO NOT KNOW AS IF TO SAY YOU CAN NOT FEEL WHAT YOU KNOW IS SO DEEP AND YOU CAN FEEL IS SO REAL YOU KNOW MY WEAKEST MOMENTS YOU KNOW MY BREAKING POINTS YOU KNOW WHAT TURNS ME INSIDE OUT YOU'VE REACHED YER HAND INSIDE MY HEART YOU'VE LIFTED ME WITH JUST YER WARM AND TENDER BREATH CARESSING DOWN MY NECK YOU KNOW MY LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT Y

Reflecting
As I sit here today, I start to reflect over the past few years of my life. None of which have gone how I had previously had forseen them going. I always had seen myself going somewhere in life, going off to college and then landing a great job. I think in our teenage life we all live the dream that we are bound to do something big. I invisioned being something great. I didn't know what just something. When I was twenty those dreams that I once had slowly started to fade as I had learned I had become pregnant. My 21st birthday certainly didn't go as planned being as I turned out to be the designated driver due to my pregnancy. After my first son was born to a father who really didn't want him I felt my life was over. It was time to give up my life and become what the woman of generations before had become just a mother and the house wife. Something I never truley respected. The years went by and the more I felt sorry for myself reflecting on what could have been and the what if fact

Why The Hell Not...
I have been wanting to do all this dental work since I was a kid, and especially since I was 20 and bit through all of the caps on my upper 6 front teeth. Well, it took that dental emergency about a month and a half ago to get on the ball about it. Today we start the first of the 3 steps necessary to putting in the bridge. The bridge is the last step in repairing the damage I incurred in the emergency that started all of this. I also have My new contacts coming in today, and last week I finally got My glasses replaced. This I had been putting off for sometime just because I didn't care about glasses since I still had plenty of contacts, but last week I though I lost My last pair, and I know I have lost My sheet from My last optician, which had My prescription, and even if I had it it was so old they would more than likely insist on an new exam anyway. I spent this morning working on My phone session lines, but stayed off cam since last night was the start of the monthly femal

31 Questions??? (re-post In Proper Spot)
1. What time do you get up? 7ish 2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? The guys from Tool 3. Gold or silver? Silver 4. What was the last film you saw in a cinema? BORAT!!! 5. What is your favorite TV show? WWE, Good Eats, Iron Chef, Southpark, MythBusters 6. What do you have for breakfast? Cereal 7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? One of my old bosses 8. What or who inspires you? Life 9. Beach, city or country? Country or Beach near a city 10.Favorite ice cream? Mint Chocolate Chip 11. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn? Butter and salt 12. Favorite color? Dark Blue 13. What kind of car do you have? 1999 Toyota Camry 14. Favorite sandwich? Prime Rib 15. What characteristic(s) do you despise? Stupidity, ignorance, closed-mindedness 16. Favorite flower? Orchid 17. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Italy or Japan 18. What color is your bathroom? Off W

Broiling Steaks In An Electric Oven
Ok... Times may vary. I stole this one from Alton Brown (Good Eats on The Food Network). The times here will take a good "thick cut" steak (I try to go for Ribeyes) to about medium rare, and the thicker pre-done packaged bacon-wrapped chuck fillets to rare deliciousness. Turn the broiler on its highest setting and make a snake out of foil to keep the door of the oven open (very important to keep the heating element on the whole time. While it is heating up, season one side of the steak 1/2 of what you would put on it, flip it and season the other side totally. When the oven is hot, put the steaks in the MIDDLE rack with the fully seasoned side up. Let this cook for about 2.5 minutes, flip it, add the rest of the seasoning and cook for another 2.5 minutes. When that is done, flip the steaks and pull them out and put them on the top rack and cook them for 1.5 minutes or so per side to "grill" them up without overcooking them. They come out awesome (not quite a real grill, but as da

My Profession
This might be funny if it were not so sadly true. Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school 1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie.

Our Own Lil Family Of Ole Timers!!!
IF YOU ARE AN OLD MEMBER OR A NEW MEMBER AND YOU ARE HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS,THEN THIS IS THE FAMILY GROUP FOR YOU.ITS NOT ABOUT HOW POPULAR WE CAN BE OR HOW MANY POINTS WE CAN GET..ITS ABOUT HAVING FUN TOGETHER,HELPING EACHOTHER OUT,MAYBE PLANNING A FEW GET TOGETHERS TO MEET IN PERSON,ENJOYING EACHOTHERS FRIENDSHIP.AND MAKING THE BEST OF THIS SCREWED UP WORLD..ITS ALL ABOUT HAVING FRIENDS YOU CAN COUNT ON WHEN YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON,A LIL ADVICE ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE OR JUST PLAIN OLE FUN.WE ALL EXSCAPE REALITY AND COME HERE TO CHERRYTAP(LOSTCHERRY) TO FRIENDS THAT WE HOPE WILL BE THERE WHEN WE NEED THEM.I WILL BE THE HEAD OF THIS FAMILY HERE,AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I AM THE MOST ABSENT MINDED OLE TIMER THERE IS..LOL AND BEING BLONDE DOESNT HELP THAT OUT AT ALL.SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING APART OFD THE OLE TIMERS SOCIETY..THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND FOR BEING A FRIEND. LISA

My First Blog!!!
Ok, so this is my first blog here.. figured it was high time to pop my own cherry! lol.. soooooooooo nothing to insightful for today... but I'll be sure to keep erryone of you updated.. hopefully I'll get sum more feedback here then in the other spots im normally on.. seems like no one ever answers me anymore.. Ok.. Love yall ~AIG

Baked Salmon
Baked Salmon Ingredients: â€¢ 4 salmon fillets, about 1 pound (450g) â€¢ 4 hajikami pickled ginger shoots(you can find in some sores and most Asian stores Marinade â€¢ 3 tablespoons soy sauce â€¢ 2 tablespoons sake â€¢ 5 tablespoons mirin â€¢ peel of 1 yuzu, grated Place the salmon fillets in a casserole or other wide shallow dish. In a small bowl, combine the ingredients for the marinade and mix well. Pour over the salmon slices, and marinate for 4 to 5 hours. Preheat the oven to 350Â°F (180Â°C) and cook the marinated salmon for 10 minutes, until golden brown. Serve each fillet with a shoot of hajikami pickled ginger

Hmmmmm......
What do you do when faced with happiness you have never known?? What do you do when fear is preventing you from being the happiest you have been in 9 years?? Why do we let let fears keep us from love and happiness?? Well I have found that when this happens you question it, you push it away, you fight it, and almost lose it. Luckily if the person you are fighting against is strong and feels for you what you are afraid to feel for them then more than likely love will happen. Not only love but a friendship, a companion, and a lover unlike you have ever had or experienced. I tried to fight it, I tried to shove it away but I lost and I am so freakin happy now. I have found happiness, inner peace, and more love than I have ever known.

Good Ridance!!
This is a short story of how a father has lost 1 more son due to his evil,manipulative,caniving ways.A fathers son(me) who has been thru countless uphill batteles in life and is struggling to survive informs his father of a recent dilema of a car (lack there of)situation that is ongoing and causing problems.After finding out that his son(me)is in desperate need of a car he offers up one of his cars saying it needs alittle work done,well after all is said and done the son(me)goes down to cali to get the said car and drive it back to vegas.Son(me) picks up the car and parks it at his brothers house where he is residing at the present time until he can get proper paperwork from the dmv to drive it home.After contacting the dmv we(me&brother)discover why he was so willing to pay $250 to get it fixed,you assume out of love or kindness....nope....cuz the asshole hasent registered it in 2 yrs and theres $560 of registration fines to pay but he was hoping id hurry up and drive it back to vegas

Teach U A Lesson
U feel so good U smell so good U feel so warm Just like I knew u would I can't let u go I can't let u go I can't let u go U were late 2 school Im gonna have 2 see u after class Uve been a bad girl Someones gonna have 2 teach u a lesson Uve been a bad girl Someones gonna have 2 straighten u right out Uve been a bad girl Someones gonna have 2 teach u Teach u teach u teach u U can call me professor But baby u broke the rules U wont get the grade u want Unless u stay after school U can work it off Baby I can give u extra credit But theres something else U were late 2 school Teach u teach u teach u Girl can I frisk u Search your body 4 You look so guilty 2 me If I make u nervous Its cause youre hiding WMDs And Im gonna sentence u Baby u can do your time on me I cant let u go I cant let u go U were late 2 school Im gonna have 2 see u after class Uve been a bad girl Someones gonna have 2 teach u a lesson Uve been a bad girl Someones gonna have 2 st