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Comments...and How They Relate To A Male's Size!!!
(Copied from White Boy Dancing) White BoY Dancing!!!@ CherryTAP I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appreciate that guys want to comment, but for pete's sake, make us look like more than neandrathals! I mean I look at some womens pics and it is like cavemen!! CUTE! MINE!! FUCK!! NOW!!! LOL Go ahead...grab her by the hair and drag her back to your cave! LOL Therefore, I propose that men actually take a moment and think before commenting...yes, I realize that this could be a life changing event for most men. Take the opportunity to say CUTE...or SEXY in a slightly better way. Or...keep saying it in one word and "tell" the world t

Crying On The Inside
how can i sleep tonight? how how can i when i no i am going to wake up the same way tomorrow? i fear tomorrow... i no im going to wake up to this life of mine in which i wished was just an illusion just a dream all day i go without a simple hello which would simply make my day just to see and hear someone say i care, ill be there maybe just maybe someone who loved me? is that to much to ask? if it is im sorry its not like i ever asked for anything else the loneliness kills me all day i go and no one ever knows im crying on the inside I CANT EVEN PRETEND ANYMORE! I CANT FUCKIN FAKE A SMILE I CANT FUCKING FAKE IM OK... people lie to me people cheat me ....when all i want is for them to be a friend IM SORRY I DONT NO WHAT I DID BUT I APOLOGIZE ...for everything ive done everything i havent done ...everything i have yet to do i am terrified i dont know wat to do with wat im feeling who can i talk to if i have no one? i only no to hu

How To Be A Good Cherry
I think some of you all need a refresher on What it means to be a good cherry!!! Ten Ways to be a Good Cherry! 1. Show love(Comment your Friends, Random acts of Kindness) I do this as much as I can. I try and show my friends I care even if I am BUSY! I may make them a graphic or leave a comment or send a gift. 2. If you visit thier blogs... Comment them. You took the time to go see what it was leave a comment ...its nice to do so.Rate them as well. 3. Help fellow cherries out. IF someone needs help, do what you can! 4.At least once a week pick 5 new cherries that just joined and befriend them!! 5. Stay out of the DRAMA. You can be a good friend with out getting involved!! 6. Do not put NSFW pics up as your display!!!Save them for your ADULT folder! 7. The most important thing! When you become friends with someone...DO NOT ASK THEM TO SEE THIER PRIVATE PICS!!! Its disrespectful. 8. Become a fan!!! Its awesome to fan people...its flattering! 9. Make a Sal

Leaving Cherry Tap
YEP, YOU definately heard me right. Im sorry but I have to leave. I want to thank all of you for showing me such love and support. You will be missed so very much. My departure date is 12.01.06 To those of u I speak to on a daily basis I will continue to do so via phone n messenger. Here's to making good friends, laughter, and LOVE. Always Your Night Angel Miss. Savannah

"tim Mcgraw" - Taylor Swift
You said the way my blue eyes shined, Put those Georgia stars to shame that night I said: "That's a lie" Just a boy in a Chevy truck, That had a tendency of gettin' stuck, On backroads at night An' I was right there beside him all summer long An' then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone But when you think: Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song The one we danced to all night long: The moon like a spotlight on the lake When you think happiness, I hope you think: "That little black dress" Think of my head on your chest, An' my old faded blue jeans When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me September saw a month of tears, An' thankin' God that you weren't here, To see me like that But in a box beneath my bed, Is a letter that you never read, From three summers back It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet, An' lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe: When you think: Tim McGraw, I hope

Placard Of Guilt
i've become the mastermind in this languid state the existance belongs to those who actually care about what they see facing them in their horrid reflection. do you see what you want to see? do you see what you need to see do you see what you really are? i'll hide you until i myself can't find you anymore, inside a once cold and ruthless heart, filled with tangled vines and constant tumultuous agression and pain. i want you to see what's really me i need you to know what i am i dare you to climb inside. i've banished all ideals that have anything to do with joy and the emancipation of my grief and constant guilt that has driven me for years. i beg you to know these eyes i beg you to touch this skin I beg you to work your magic. and now, in a weakend state of appeals against the raging madness that has awakend, do I? or don't I? and who is really going to answer me this time? i've begun to loose all hope i've fogotten

The Perfect Husband
THE PERFECT HUSBAND There are several men sitting around in the locker room of a private club after exercising. Suddenly a cell phone on one of the benches rings. One of the men picks it up, and the following conversation ensues: "Hello?" "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" "Yes." "Great! I am at the mall two blocks from where you are. I just saw a beautiful mink coat. It's absolutely gorgeous!! Can I buy it?" "What's the price?" "Only $1,500.00." "Well, OK, go ahead and get it, if you like it that much ... " "Ahhh, and I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the 2001 models. I saw one I really liked. I spoke with the salesman, and he gave me a really good price ... and since we need to exchange the BMW that we bought last year ... " "What price did he quote you?" "Only $60,000 ... " "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." "Great! But before we hang up, something else ... " "What?" "It might look like a lot, but I was reconciling your

Jokes
THAT'S LOVE! An escaped convict, imprisoned for 1st degree murder, had spent 25 years of his life sentence in prison. While on the run, he broke into a house and tied up a young couple who had been sleeping in the bedroom. He tied the man to a chair on one side of the room and his wife on the bed. He got on the bed right over the woman, and it appeared he was kissing her neck. Suddenly he got up and left the room. As soon as possible the husband made his way across the room to his bride, his chair in tow, and whispered, "Honey, this guy hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw him kissing on your neck and then he left in a hurry. Just cooperate and do anything he wants. If he wants to have sex with you, just go along with it and pretend you like it. Whatever you do don't fight him or make him mad. Our lives depend on it!. Be strong and I love you." After spitting out the gag in her mouth, the half naked wife says: "Dear, I'm so relieved you feel that way. You're right, he hasn't seen

Changes In Marriage!
CHANGES IN MARRIAGE When you are dating..... Farting is never an issue When you are married ....You make sure there's nothing flammable near your husband...... at all times When you are dating..... He takes you out to have a good time When you are married ....He brings home a 6 pack, and says "What are you going to drink?" When you are dating..... He holds your hand in public When you are married ....He flicks your ear in public When you are dating..... A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad When you are married ....A King size bed feels like an army cot When you are dating..... You are turned on at the sight of him naked When you are married ....You think to yourself...."Was he ALWAYS this hairy????" When you are dating..... You enjoyed foreplay When you are married ....You tell him "If we have sex, will you leave me alone???" When you are dating..... He hugs you, when he walks by you ...for no reason When you are married ....He grabs your boob any chance he gets When you

Love, Lust, And Marriage
ARE YOU: IN LOVE, LUST OR MARRIED? LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room. LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love. LUST.......................all other times. MARRIAGE............what's intercourse? LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have. LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot. MARRIAGE............when you argue over money. LOVE......................when you share everything you own. LUST.......................when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. MARRIAGE............when the bank owns everything. LOVE......................when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. LUST.......................when the relationship is over if you don't climax. MARRIAGE............what

Pool Cues
Alright, this is more for me than anything, i just wanted to complete this tell a little of the path i have taken to get to this part. Any how, I was a bit bored and like all cue builders before me have said and ill say it to, I wasnt bad at pool and liked to play quite a bit even joining league wich i played for about 5 years or so. Any how for me personaly i was always fascinated by the equipment, and had wondered how to build a pool cue. well I am an unrepentent tool junky so i wasnt out anything if i started procuring tools in such on this adventure. well now i wasnt getting fartrying to teach myself, so i hung out at the moose loge in minot and becoming a member, as its more of a blue collar rtirment club, organisation, etc. and jackpot, kinda lots of wood workers, so i learned how to use those tools well, wich was damn helpful building cue blanks. then i was stuck, i couldnt turn those blanks into butts, kinda, i could turn them down by hand on a wood lathe, but then i would h

From A Myspace Bulletin, With Notes By Me
I'm NOT religious, personally, and as such, I've removed the prayer at the end of this. If you are religious, feel free to add your own prayers on the end, as you are moved. I'm posting this because it demonstrates a current trend in government that I am also opposed to. Anyone that knows me, knows that I am most certainly NOT 'P.C.' in any way, shape, or form. I don't approve of the government stepping-in in ANY way to tell us how we can live our day-to-day lives, whether it be in how we are allowed to take care of our children (we're not allowed to discipline them, but we're supposed to take responsibility of how they act???), or our rights in smaller pleasures (like smoking, for instance! Living in KY., we USED to be proud of being tobacco growers! It was one of the things this Commonwealth was KNOWN for! Now that we've caved in, we as a Commonwealth pretty much depend on horse-racing and the Downs both for our identity, and our revenue. Our Government even bases it's laws and excep

Check It Out
For those of you who may not read my bulletins but check out my blogs... Please go and check out my page - I have added some holiday cheer to it. Let me know what you think.... much love, ~Heather Heather-fuking-tastic@ CherryTAP

School!
Hello everyone! Just updating on my school situation. I'm almost at the end of the first semester and things are going great. I still have a LOT of work to do, in a short amount of time, to finish up, but I 'THINK' I'm getting a good grade in both of my classes..yayy! lol Also, I registered for next semester, which will be on the MWF schedule, and I'm excited about that. :) Wish me luck on my last few papers and quizzes and of course the finals! Big loves and hugs to you all.... Jessica

Tat2's
Any how im pretty much here for freinds and to maybe get laid (hopefuly? lol) anyhow, i have been around alot of budding tat artists and until a portfolio is built up its hard to be taken seriously (im no artist i cant draw a stick person) so if anyone knows anyone in north dakota that wants to get started im a free canvas so give me a holler and shit if you want some practice, you may be asking why? well im broke and i need! more work done lol, so thats that

Irreplaceable
To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet that’s my stuff – Yes If I bought it nigga please don’t touch And keep talking that mess, that’s fine But could you walk and talk at the same time And It’s my mine name that is on that Jag So remove your bags let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard telling me How I’m such a fool – Talking about How I’ll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute matter fact he’ll be here in a minute – baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone And call up on that chick and see if she is home Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn’t know What did you think I was putting you out for? Cause you was u

So True.....take Time To Live And Love
A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Take the time .. to live and love.

..when You Can't Remember...
yes life is hard when you get so flippin drunk on yer birthday that you can't remember all the fun you had.. apparently i have a dark side ..lol.. too bad they didn't get it on video cuz that woulda been the shit to watch.. gotta luv gettin old!

Featured Radio Stations
Club Illusia ~ Owners ~DJ Clandestine and WhiteRider®™Club Illusia has been on CherryTAP.com since November 21st and are growing bigger everyday. The lounge is the place to be when the DJ's are in there laying down the tunes. They have some pretty awesome DJ's. DJ Abnormal, DJ Crazyeyez, DJ Nykon, EXPERIMENT 626, DJ Knightwalker, DJ KinkyScreams and the 2 newest ones to the crew DJ Shylo & DJ Sis. So click on the picture above and join us in our lounge. Also check out our CherryTAP page @ http://cherrytap.com/clubillusia Want good music,GOOD FRIENDS AND TONS OF LAUGHS?WELL THEN HEAD ON OVER TO CHERRYLICIOUS RADIO!!NOT ONLY ARE WE AN ALL REQUEST STATION BUT OUR DEDICATED STAFF OF OWNER'S, MANAGEMENT,DJ'S & BOUNCER'S ARE AVAILABLE IN THE LOUNGE 24/7!! OUR DJ'S ARE THE LIVELIEST, FUNNIEST AND MOST INTERACTIVE ON CHERRY TAP AND UNLIKE SOME STATIONS WE ACTUALLY CHAT IN THE LOUNGE TO GET TO KNOW OUR LISTENERS!! IT'S NOT ABOUT NUMBERS FOR US! WE JUST WANNA BRING YOU THE BEST SHOW OU

15 Things....
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you w

A Poem I Wrote A Few Months Ago
You've Taken All Of Me Now Please Let The Rest Of My Body Be I Cant Take The Pain You've Put Me Through Why Do I Still Love You Little By Little I'm Falling Apart Every Time You Break My Heart No Longer Do I Want To Fall But Your Name Seems To Be All I'm Able To Call Late At Night I'll Cry My Empty Tears And Remember The Days When You Were There To Take Away My Fears I Believed You When You Said "I Love You Too" I Believed You When You Said "I'll Always Be There For You" But Now I Sit Here Awaiting The Day When I'll Finally Be Able To Take Away All My Pain The Worst Part Is You're Not Here It's Starting To Seem Like You Dont Even Care

Longing To Be What A Man Wants
I believe I am quite the woman, yet I remain single...Why is that?.....Im not asking for the world, Im not asking for money, material things, nor do I seek 24-7 devotion....Yet I havent had the opportunity to establish a friendship long enough to even grow into a loving relationship??.......I see couples and sometimes I wonder what am I missing, that she may have?? I put blame on myself......hmmmmm....I know I have alot to offer, Yet I cant keep the attention of a man long enough for anything to develop.......Do I intimidate them? Am I too aggresive? Maybe I am too vocal??I guess only I know...I dont want to change , I shouldnt have too, Yet I look into myself and wonder.... What am I "missing" .....that a man may want? Most days I have to reflect on my inner image and know there isn't anything wrong with me..But with each passing day I still remain single??? More days then not it hurts when I go to bed alone, wake up alone, lay on the couch and watch movies alone...... I

Deleting Assholes
**JUST AN UPDATE.. I HAVE ALREADY DELETED ABOUT 30 OF THE "ASSHOLES"..and I do know who my friends are. I know that it is difficult to talk to all the friends we get but those you that i have spoken to will not be deleted unless of course you really piss me off...lol Hey everyone.. I figured I would give fair warning to the "ASSHOLES" who wanted to be my friend to gain cherry points. WELL IM DELETING YOU HA Not that they are going to read this but I had to get it off my chest. So many people on here are so fake and just in for the "points" FUCK THE POINTS... Im here to have some fun & meet REAL PEOPLE well, maybe not really meet you but internet meet you at least for now. Well, I guess I have rambled on enough and I will now go to DELETING those of you who fall in the category of ASSHOLE

Grawr!
Trig test and other shit in the house. A brief overview? Good. Gran is in pain. She's old, and she's on a lot of medication. Add a depression to this, and it really really isnt good. I'm all worried about that and stuff. Sunday night I was crying about the above thing. Mother heard me. A little background info: Since the situation with my frist boyfriend, my parents dont know about any of my emotions. They know happy and angry. Sunday mom saw throuogly scared and depressed. In the past, I have gotten in trouble for being an introvert, for hiding my emotions. I showed her some of them and was told to "suck it up and pray about it." dot dot dot. Not good. I'm not happy with my mother. Thanksgiving was good. We had the whole family from my mom's side up, pluss V and his mother. Twas much crowded. After stuffing our faces with Italian food and chocolate covered coffee beans, we all pretty much mellowed out, 'cept for mom who tried to throw some guy off the roof. Yeah. That was gre

♥ My Rising Sign ♥
Your Rising Sign is Cancer You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security. And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice. Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good. But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be. You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family. For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust. What's Your Rising Sign?

Why Me
I'm a single mom with no finacle help from my kids dad. I got a stack of bills I can't pay. My cell phone is turned off and I'm risking my electric being turned off no too, cause it's due by the 29th and I don't get paid until the 1st. Don't know how I'm going to afford Christmas for my kids and the ex is talking about coming down here to El Paso to visit for a week. I just want to pull my f-in hair out sometimes. Ok I'm done for now.

Curious
Not to cause a fuss, but I always wondered if slaves were ever sold with mail-in rebates. Like, buy one get one half off after mail-in rebate. I should ask the Slavic people, as they are probably the most versed in having been slaves. I do worry what kind of proof of purchase they would require for that rebate though.

God I Love This Song...i Think When I Get Married [again] Im Def. Going To Play It...lol
I am ready for love Why are you hiding from me I'd quickly give my freedom To be held in your captivity I am ready for love All of the joy and the pain And all the time that it takes Just to stay in your good grace Lately I've been thinking Maybe you're not ready for me Maybe you think I need to learn maturity They say watch what you ask for Cause you might receive But if you ask me tomorrow I'll say the same thing I am ready for love Would you please lend me your ear? I promise I won't complain I just need you to acknowledge I am here If you give me half a chance I'll prove this to you I will be patient, kind, faithful and true To a man who loves music A man who loves art Respect's the spirit world And thinks with his heart I am ready for love If you'll take me in your hands I will learn what you teach And do the best that I can I am ready for love Here with a offering of My voice My Eyes My soul My mind

Rant!
Eh if your ShoutBox isn't broke, and I send you a shout, and you don't respond, Heres the Great Idea. DELETE ME! (I totally understand if you logged off and didn't see it or somethin') But come on if your online and see it say something? fuck off, hey, just don't ignore someone, and again if that's what your about, DELETE ME! Thank you for your time..................X

Your Birthday Month Is It Acurate
JANUARY Stubborn. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Never looks at people's flaws or weaknesses. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tense. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Loving and loyal. Loves children. Has great social abilities. Money cautious, can budget successfully. FEBRUARY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on th

Walk
Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing your song? Those same friends tell me your every word (Pre) (Chorus) Are you talking to me? No way punk

Fitness And Health
go to my best friends on web site he can help you...No excuses...!!! XCLUSIV - ONLINE STORE Hey everyone! Xclusiv Fitness has just launched its online store! You can now order supplements and clothing online and have it shipped right to your door. We've also set up a section so you can purchase training sessions, nutritional consultations, and sign up for our boot camps online as well. Have a look! www.xclusivfitness.com Love ya gabe .........

Do U Ever Really Know Someone
Do u ever really know someone? Well Im afraid not. You only know as much as they have disclosed or shared with you. If they havent disclosed it, Is it lying? If they only shared bit and pieces of the Truth, Is it the Truth ? I can honestly say, Noone knows me.. Though 1 day I would LOVE to share all my life with someone. This person will become the closest to ever know who I really am! So until then...Only I will know ME

Bobby
Great thing to see Bobby the movie ...stars sharon stone harry belafonte demi moore, etc. lots of other incredible actors... had a five minute standing ovation after it was finished and it changed my friends perspective of everything... I highly recommend to see it .. I thought if was incredible and everyone that has seen it has found new hope, light, and inspiration .. It has amazing street scenes and action.. Bobby... the movie will give your life a new meaning... IT is so intense you got to see it. v.

Don't Know What U Got Till It Gone
can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt So long ago, I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of you love It falls like rain, ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't Take another day, who's to blame If we take some time think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggin' baby

No One Plays These Dayum Things...lol
Tag your IT! Okay so I got tagged by EYEIZ and from what I understand I'm supposed to tell 8 things that no one knows about me. Hmmmmmmmmm!!! 1- the home i lived in growing up was haunted 2- I have the softest skin, I can promise! 3- I have written poetry since the age of 10. 4- I have loved whole heartedly. 5- i can drive a forklift 6- I have the worst penmanship. 7- I have the most wonderful friends!!! 8- I know how to load and have fired a gun before.

Two Travelin' Angels
Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose

Oh The Holidays Happy Happy Joy Joy :))
Christmas just is not my favorite time of year! I love seeing family but the stress of it all gets to be to much! I want to get my kids the same things everyone else is getting! EGO! This year is not much different from all the others but yet its worse. I love living in Arizona but the summers can kill you if you don't have proper cooling system which guess what? I don't. Just my luck lol.. I have to keep a sense of humor about all this because other wise I would be getting very depressed. My first summer Bill hit me in May 298.00 and just kept going up another hundred every month. my last bill was oh about 500. and some thing. The heat here where I live can reach 130 NO Shit I'm not lieing! I have a car that doesn't have airconditioning the summers are hell lol but if you go fast enough its cool when your sweating your ass off !! I just kept working and if you know arizona or neveda for that matter the wages are not like you can earn in calif. Lets just say I make under

Ment Strike Back Lmao
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men fart more than women? Because women can't

Nothing In My Way - Keane
Music Video:NOTHING IN MY WAY (by Keane)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Nothing In My Way A turning tide Lovers at a great divide Why d'you laugh When I know that you hurt inside? And why'd you say "It's just another day, nothing in my way I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay So there's nothing left to say?" And why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say A tell-tale sign You don't know where to draw the line And why'd you say "It's just another day, nothing in my way I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay So there's nothing left to say" And why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time You're having

Im Addikkted...lol
My name is shae. I am a ct Addict! Im not sure what I am addicted to though. I dont have conversations on here: unless its in the comment box. That lasts bout 5 mins. Im not addicted to craving guys attention:cuz thats just meaningless. Im not addicted to flirting: cuz Umm. That only takes 1 line. Any more lines after that, its pure fantasy. Ummm Boring! Im not addicted to photographs: cuz im just not a visual girl.....well cept my background, dayummmmmmmmmm.............LMAO Im not addicted to Anything but logging onto it I guess. What I really am addicted to is: Sitting here, clicking my mouse and eventually reading and commenting on someones blog then seeing its past my bedtime! HA Oh Ya: And well the articulate minds on my friends list Stimulate me..... Oh ya I log onto MYspace too, but thats boring....But I did find this one chick who met this guy, they hooked up, n then she dumped him for a new guy. She got pregnant by the new guy and well is back with

Ken's Christmas List! :o)
Ken c/o Mattel, Inc. El Segundo, CA 90245 Santa Claus North Pole, North Pole December 23, 2005 Dear Santa: I understand that one of my colleagues has petitioned you for changes in her contract, specifically asking for anatomical and career changes. In addition, it is my understanding that disparaging remarks were made about me, my ability to please, and some of my fashion choices. I would like to take this opportunity to inform you of some issues concerning Ms. Barbie, and some of my own needs and desires. First of all, I along with several other colleagues feel Barbie DOES NOT deserve preferential treatment - the bitch has everything. Along with Joe, Jem, Raggedy Ann & Andy, I DO NOT have a dream house, corvette, evening gowns, and in some cases the ability to change our hair style. I personally have only 3 outfits which I am forced to mix and match at great length. My dec

Barbie's Christmas List! :o)
Barbie c/o Mattel, Inc. El Segundo, CA 90245 Santa Claus North Pole, North Pole December 23, 2005 Dear Santa: Listen you ugly little troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas Present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from one too many tea parties, and I hate to break it to ya Santa, but IT'S DEFINITELY PAYBACK TIME! There had better be some changes around here this Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you won't wanna be around to smell it). So, here's my holiday wish list for 2005: Santa: 1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and velcro crawling up your butt? 2. Real underwear that

A Cool Place
FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY,I HAVE MEET ALOT OF COOL PEOPLE ON HERE. IT IS SO TRUE WHAT THEY SAY.... CHERRY TAP IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN MYSPACE,I'D ONLY BEEN ON THERE FOR 4 MONTHS,IT GOT VERY OLD! THIS SITE IS COOL,FUN AND VERY ENTERTAINING! I CAN'T WAIT TO GET UP IN THE LEVELS!IT IS ALOT OF FUN!WELL IF YOU READ THIS,SHOW ME SOME LOVE !!! PLEASE I WILL SHOW YOU THE LOVE RIGHT BACK!!! IT WILL BE A LOT BETTER WHEN I FIGURE IT ALL OUT SO....BARE WITH ME! I KNOW I WILL BE HERE FOR AS LONG AS IT IS HERE!!! EVERYONE IS SO COOL!!! I LOVE ALL THE CHERRY LOVE!!!

One Of My Poems
Well I like writing poetry and I figured I would put a new one of mine on here. I am not sure what people will think of it but every one has their own opinion. If you want to let me know what you think of it that would be cool. So here it goes. My Way Tears running down my face As I sit here wondering why I see you and want you more To have you is to try It has been so long That I have this need I want so much To have bloom this seed To say we are as one Together as I want to be I want to make this happen You don't seem to see me I am trying to change this I go day by day I will do as I can To have this my way I wrote this on October the 28th 2006,,, and as I said you can let me know what you think of it

Dont You Just Hate It
I braved to the freezing wind today to take some new photos of where I live. I started out Climbing the hill up to the Roam fort and took some photos there or the reconstructed Gatehouse and the Roman Villa, then across to the Beacon Lawe, this are was the highest point and it overlooked the entrance to the river, whilst there took some snaps of the 2 old guns that used to defend the town. I followed the river round to the statue of Dolly peel, here she stand looking out to Sea. Dooly was a famous Smuggler in Shields. I finished off taken some of the declined industry on the river. Having rushed home ready to upload them, I had the camera on the wrong settings and everything was dark, argh well better luck the next time

And God Made Woman
One day the great creator Looked down upon his world And noticed Adam , lonely So, he thought he'd make a girl He started out with Adam's rib Then thought that will not do For it was much to bony He'd have to think this through So, he plumped the rib a little bit And gave it eyes , two, blue With lids that blinked both up and down For he knew what those would do. He topped them off with lashes Just simply for effect And then he added eyebrows And then thought, now, what the heck So, he made two ears, two rosy cheeks And a smiling mouth you see And topped it off with curly hair And found it brought him glee So he took that bony body And made it curve just right With luscious things to torture Some poor man in the night And then so it could hold some guy And never set him free He added lovely arms and hands And said now let me see And then he thought it needs to move To get from place to place So he designed a pai

Power Metal:still A Valid Choice(just Please People,get Better Vocalists) :p
Me again,in one of THOSE moods.Been pondering,why the FUCK does it seem like all newer power metal bands cloned the same dude on vocals?Where are the Bruce Dickinsons,the Hansi Kursches,the Michael Kiskes nowadays?I love the genre..but sheesh!We need individuals.I'm probably as guilty as the rest,being my clean vocals sound at times,a LOT like certain other,better vocalists..but I've ALWAYS tried to maintain a sembalance of my own identity,even when doing covers.It just bugs me a little,when I can hear 4 bands,and not be able ta distinguish between them.(And no,I'm not just picking on power metal;Lord knows,black metal,death metal,grindcore,etc are JUST as guilty..only in those cases,being the vocals are gutterals,I suppose it's harder ta sound unique.Clean vocals should have more of an identity to them,I guess.)Anyways,this is just my opinion,I am NOT God.(Just His left hand,lmao.)

The Sounds Of Silence
I sit at the ocean's edge lapping waves are the sounds I hear soothing away the events of the day and to dry the painful tear. I feel the cool moist salt air blowing upon my face A calm enters my very being as this time I embrace. I pull a blanket around me to break the chill of the fallen sun watching the moon beams dance upon the waves for this audiance of one There is nothing to intrude upon this moment I hold so dear my whole life lies before me and my choices are oh so clear. In this life we travel there a many roads to choose If it is done with a pure heart and honesty we surely can not lose. My life I wish to share and to have this heart dance with one who is kind and true to embrace my sounds of silence

Stay Or Go?
I stand in the doorway knowing this will be my last time. I am beyond the cutting heartache... You know the one that binds the chest so tight breathing is all but an impossibility... That hurt of facing this so many times before has numbed me in preparation for this moment. The final moment. I can't look back now To say good-bye to that one love you searched and prayed for. How could I have been so wrong? I knew this was the one ... I just knew God had sent me my soul mate. But instead it was another lesson in life. Harder than any other but alas another growing experience. I can't look back now Should I stay or go ? There really are no options here I have to do what is in my best interest My heart yearns to stay and to give it another chance, but chances have run out. When the heart grows cold it is time to go. So I take a deep breath Wipe the tear from my cheek and put one foot in front of the other not a

Sad Grrrl
And I cry and no one can hear, inhale.. The blinded eyes that see the chaos Bring the pitiful to me Even though I'm wide-awake, I will, And blackes night and I wait for you It's cold in here there's no one left And I wait for you, and nothing stops it happening And I knew, I'd cherish all my misery alone And I wait staring at the Northern Star I'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere, He's so cold, he will ruin the world tonight All the angels kneel into the frozen lights And they paid, I cry and cry for you Ghosts that haunt you with their sorrow I cried cause you were doomed Praying to the wound that swallows All that's cold and cruel Can you see the trees, charity and gratitude, They run to the pines It's black in here blot out the sun and run to the pines Our misery runs wild and free and I knew, the fire and the ashes of his grace... And I wait, staring at the Northern Star I'm afraid it wo

No Dreams Left
Are there no dreams left for me Have I used my limit Were they wasted were they a short term visit. I can not believe the love with in this heart is to be left void and never given another start. Deep with in my heart I know There has to be life after love This cant be all for nothing I still believe he will be sent from above So patiently I sit ... I wait ... I watch ... Your face may be a stranger to these eyes But an old friend you will be to this heart of mine for you have been held tightly within since the begining of time.

Finding Answers
It is to the sea where my search has led So many thoughts that are running through this head I need so much to try to understand for on your comments you could not expand I know that it is for your self preservation, but I trusted you without reservation. I understand your worry your concern... your fear It is the same that has been in this heart for more than a year. But your fears are misplaced and sadly misdirected and the course you are on will leave you alone and stranded Who was their target before my arrival How could you forget the treatment so brutal. Once I am gone and the fever rises again There you will be standing alone and in pain. You now place your trust in those who betrayed before do you not realize what lies in store. So as in the beginning alone I stand ... Confused, hurt and an empty hand I pray God to protect and watch over you and to stop the evil. It is long over due. My dear friend just know with eac

Not Taking Things Personal
People love picking on me, cuz I dont take things too "personal".. This morning I walk in to fiestas, A Conservation Officer says" So when can I move in?" . I was like what? He says "Ya, dont u need a Role model at home or sumthing, maybe a plumber, carpenter, or maybe even a boy toy"..........LMAO.....Ya OK! I walk in to get coffee, in my kitchen my daughter says " dag mommy..ur hips still look big in blk, why U wear all Black today, ".........LMAOOOOOOOOOO I walk into the kitchen area, the my moms says" U look so nice today" I was like "Thanks" then she says" How many months are you"????????? LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO...This is the same woman who told me I can have lots a babys, cuz I look like a model? She says see even Julia Roberts did it and she is OLD too!! LMAOOOOOOOOOO I walk outside to help a the neighbor, 1 girl stops and say "I love those shoes, but they look like the abusive, sadistic, whip using woman type of heels?"............LMAOOOOOOOO...they are Blk, with a lil

Wounds Of Love
left hand on black turning the night on seven years and then come back greater things to come I can feel you want it I can feel you near when you feel me crawlin will you still be here a long night in a long black dress as the moon shows you come to me looking for the pain only a lover knows i can hear you cry my name i can feel your tears long for me to play your game trembling with fear pull your hair as you scratch my back only stars above move within as you arch your back licking the wounds of love I can hear you call my name I can hear you all look to me and call my name ill catch you when you fall

Some Things To Ponder
Some things to ponder 1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. 2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. 3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. 4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. 5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. 6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? 7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. 8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? 9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. 10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. 11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. 12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right num

A Naughty Survey
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neithe

Sexiest Military Man In Uniform Part 4
I finally reached the minimum number of entries I was hoping to get....got to 10 but still welcoming more before the start of the contest on Dec 1. I am currently working on the certificates that will be sending to the top 3 winners and trying to raise more money to make the prizes even better. If you stand behind my mission to draw attention to these men and all the men like them that deserve attention and recognition...please stop by my page and do anything you can to help me earn some cherry bucks to buy the winners some great prizes. thanks much! Angie

Try'n Not To
Is it a Pandora's Box that I dare open When to you my heart is given I've never fought love so hard before I've never feared so much that slamming door But to envision a tomorrow with out you Oh please tell me I will never have to do The contents of your heart to me is unknown but I understand why your feelings go unshown The fear of a painful love of a distant past upon your future a shadow it does cast I guess it is trust I ask you place in me to allow what could be to run wild and free My heart will you ever lovingly embrace or will it be pushed back in my face Please help me know that in all I do That it really is ok My loving you.

Shoes
I showered and shaved............ I adjusted my tie. I got there and sat.............. In a pew just in time. Bowing my head in prayer......... As I closed my eyes. I saw the shoe of the man next to me..... Touching my own. I sighed. With plenty of room on either side...... I thought, "Why must our soles touch?" It bothered me, his shoe touching mine.. But it didn't bother him much. A prayer began: "Our Father".......... I thought, "This man with the shoes.. has no pride. They're dusty, worn, and scratched. Even worse, there are holes on the side!" "Thank You for blessings," the prayer went on. The shoe man said............... a quiet "Amen." I tried to focus on the prayer....... But my thoughts were on his shoes again Aren't we supposed to look our best.. When walking through that door? "Well, this certainly isn't it," I thought, glancing toward the floor. Then the prayer was ended.

Sex Anyone....
Sex Anyone??? Ok, well not too many people that know me on and off-line know I wanna be a Sexaholic!! Yes I am kinda perverted, N as Diddy would agree, Im a Freak!My mind is always on SEX, or is Sex always on my mind? Either way , It Sex!!It hasnt been physical, but mental... But I will admit I dont get it often, actually maybe 2 times a year if Im feeling Trampy and just wanna "get it on"....Im single and with that its hard...ere one wants to hump...but not get serious now adays..lol..Ya Ya......anyway!!!!!( N no I dont need a sympathy f*ck, now that ya'll know) LMAOOOOOOOO If U took me to a club in your City, Would I leave with a guarentee I would "get in on" afterwards? Lol..look at cha thinking about it...lol ...see your perverts too...Lol

To The Keepers
TO A KEEPER!!! One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . .. and care for it and fix it when it's broken . . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us

Inside Of The Eye Of A Storm
Inside of each of us...we'll experience this Nothing can change life like a storm Something that will challenge a soul It's something that will make you think Daily challenges will bring us to this here Especially now.. you're inside of the eye of a storm Oh you'll see the walls that are formed all over For there's only a short window that you can see That swirls and has that awesome appearance Hold onto your hat and baton down the hatches Even right now you'll see the calm suddenly change Exhileration...fear...those will be the things swirling Yes...inside of the eye of a storm you'll reflect Even get a chance to change things...before this happens Of the fate and destiny...suddenly the winds pick up For you'll feel the fury of life trying to knock you down An intensity begins and now it's decision time there So...are you going to succumb to the fates or fight Taking that energy on full force...I'm ready here Oh I'm going to weather this here..I can't gi

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Images
the road to heaven aint as easy as it seems I keep on fallin in the same old messed up dream im fallin down feel like the bastard son at the family reunion hang around now if you dare hang me in the public square im hangin down saw my dreams thru a pawn shop window had to leave them behind try walking in my shoes theyll return me to you all you poets and prophets tell lies youre all panhandlin to the next life all your images in disguise

Band Logo Required
Hey, my symphonic Black Metal project, Earthwhore, requires a logo! All artists please help! Earthwhore is a project based on the concept that we need to fight back against those who are damaging our sacred Earth, via any means necessary, including depopulating and helping conserve what's important about our world. It's also a mourning of her damage suffered, and expresses so many other emotions. It's fairly melancholic in places but in others it's pretty heavy and blasty but there's always classical influence and symphony if that helps set the mood for it! Logos should be at least slightly BM style and remember the guidelines, inverted pentegrams, crosses and illegibility are all bonuses! For other BM logo designs check out this page: http://www.rockfiend.net/logos.html

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hierophant
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Insomnia Mania
There are many things that keep me awake in my bed at night And I will often toss and turn until the dawn’s first light I am plagued with Persistent nagging thoughts from within For instance who put the Alphabet in the order that it’s in? Why is it so hard to remember how to spell mnemonic? And why is there not a shorter word for monosyllabic? I even try to imagine a world with no hypothetical situations? And I ponder if it’s possible to have too much moderation? Oh God please let me sleep even a nap would be such a treat? Instead I can only think what is the street value of a street? I find myself wondering if a fish gets cramps after eating? Why do flammable and inflammable mean the same thing? How does the snowplow driver get to work in the winter weather? Why do they call them apartments when they are all stuck together? Why does sour cream have a 'sell by date’? Does it turn sweet? And if vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat? Another hour s

Ever Wonder Why Men Are Happier?
Ever wonder why Men are Happier? Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100 People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You k

A Gurl's Guide To Condoms
Picture Images @ Bopmyspace.com WARNING: Boys cannot read this. If you are a boy and are reading this, stop immediately. The following article is chock-full of highly intimate girl secrets that will be 10 times more embarrassing than any TV commercial for feminine-hygiene products you've ever seen. So quit it. I mean it. You'll be sorry. Condoms Demystified There are basically three kinds of condoms: unlubricated latex, lubricated latex, and lambskin. The lambskins are no good because they haven't been proven to be a barrier to infection. Anyway, they're really made of lambies and that makes us sad, especially around Easter time. (The real reason we don't like them is that they actually smell like lamb. One is tempted to lubricate them with mint jelly.) There are variations on the basic latex condoms. Some condoms are prelubricated, with spermicidal jelly, even. Others are not. Strictly B.Y.O.K.Y. The strangest variation by far is the ribbed latex condom. Why are these

Although My Bay Gyrl Will Be 14 ...gesh I Hope I Dont Have To Go Through This.....lol
Ummmm Birds & the Bees A father asked his 10 year-old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. don't want to know!" the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me!" Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'there's no Santa speech'. At seven, I got the 'there's no Easter Bunny' speech'. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'there's no tooth fairy speech'. "Now if you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for." (sheesh sounds like my Life Story...LMAOOOOOO)

Poetry Of My Body
X rated As much as I would love for my 5'7 -190lbs bodice to be caressed. I would love you to search deeper then my firm D cup breasts and seek my Soul. As Much as I would love to feel your hands upon my waist as it curves to my 37 inch hips, I would love for you to really touch my heart. As much as I would love for your eyes to roam my softness of silk,the shaven spot of purity. I would love for you to mentally open your eyes to Whom I really am. As much passion that may be felt from my lips, The juices really escape my mind. Would U ever realize that? I am beyond the physical...I am a psychological lure, with a Mental Escape But you will never know if U dont close your eyes and open your MIND!

I Am Art
You Are Romanticism You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is. You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of. For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero. You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals.What Art Movement Are You?

Guys Posing As Women!
Ok is it just me or what? I am on several swinger sites and several sites like this. I can smell a fake a mile away. I love women, yes I do but come on guys. Just because a girl likes girls doesn't mean she is going to send them nude pics and videos. And drop everything because a few messages on a shout board! We REAL women need proof that we are talking to a Real girl! You build up to that after phone calls and IM's and text messages. These guys that pretend to be women to try to see us REAL girls naked. Grow Up! If you are that desperate for porn there are plenty of sites to go hit up all you need is a credit card! LOSERS!

Lifes Ever Changing Madness And Sadness
Well folks, it finally happened, after 14 yrs of having a best friend, we have split up. She has gone the way her life needed too and I have gone the way I needed too. We just had two very different ideas of paths. I really thought I could handle what she was doing before she left her husband and after she left him. I helped her move out of her house and set up her new apartment. I met some of the men she messed around with and her new friends and some of them were really great people too, but I kept getting emails from the future ex and these new friends telling me that she was not the kind of friend that I thought she was. I was blindly loyal to her. I hadn't always been so I felt that since she had stuck with me and put up with all my life stresses and troubles, I finally had my head straight and was going to stand by her side no matter what.I soon found out that was a huge life decision that I had over a year to figure out and chose like I have many times in my life, the wrong c

Memory Lane
Close your eyes... And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light , Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones! Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Cereal boxes

Cookies! Yum!
Cuervo Cookies I know it's a little early, but it is time to start baking for the holidays. This is the BEST Christmas Cookie recipe EVER! Christmas Cookies 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turn er. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for to

White Rabbit?!?
You scored as White Rabbit. You're constantly worrying about everything, and always in a rush. If you were diagnosed with any psychological ailment, it'd probably be anxiety disorder.White Rabbit75%Queen of Hearts63%The Mad Hatter63%Caterpillar50%Tweedle Dee & Dum38%Cheshire Cat25%Alice0%Which Alice in Wonderland Character are YOU?created with QuizFarm.com

A Women's Perfect Breakfast
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing wit

Ok Guys This Is It
OK GUYS I'VE GOT ONE MORE THING TO SAY THEN I'M GOING TO SHUT UP ABOUT THIS.. I HAD SOMEONE COME BY MY PROFILE AND LOOKED AT IT YESTERDAY THAT WHEN I WENT AND LOOKED AT THEIRS AND I ALWAYS DO LOOK AT PEOPLES PROFILES THAT LOOKS AT MINE.. ANYWAY THEY HAD A PICYURE ON TTHERE THAT REALLY UPSET ME BUT INSTEAD OF GOING TO A BOUNCER WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHO THEY ARE ANYWAY.. I POSTED A COMMENT UNDER IT.. WHEN THEY GOT IT THEY EXPLAINED WHY THEY HAD IT UP THERE.. IT WASN'T FOR ANY REASON OTHER THAN A JOKE.. SO OK THATS FINE,BUT FOLKS WE ARE NOT INGRAMMER SCHOOL HERE ANYMORE.. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT YOURSELF THEN GO TO A BOUNCER.. SO ANYWAY THE MAN APOLOGIZED TO ME..SO EVERYTHING IS OK.. IT WAS A REMARK ABOUT TEXAS!! AND ANYONE WHO HAS SEEN MY PROFILE KNOWS HOW I FEEL ABOUT TEXAS AND THE UNITED STATES!! SO THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR NOW.. THANKS FOR READING MY BOLGS AND EVERYTHING.. YOU GUYS ARE THE GREATEST!! MARY(TEXAS GIRL) PS..IWON'T DO ANOTHER ONE UNLESS S

50 Things About Me
Put your name on the title line. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little things about your friends, if you did not know them already. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 5:05 am 2. Diamonds or pearls? DIAMONDS 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Davinci Code 4. What is your favorite tv show? CSI 5. What did you have for breakfast? Coffee and a ENGLISH MUFFIN 6. What is your middle name? SHAKEEN..Lol..TRY PRONOUNCIN THAT...LOL 7. What is your favorite cuisine? ITALIAN 8. What foods do you dislike?CAJUN 9. Favorite chips? Umm NONE? 10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? RACHELLE FERRELL 11. What kind of car do you drive? VOYAGER 12. What is your favorite sandwich? PBJ..Lol 13. What characteristics do you despise? Too many answers for that 14. What are your favorite clothes? I love no clothes, but I guess night shirt, just cuz I cant do the naked thing..LOL 15. If you could go anywhere in the world

Still Lossing Weight!!
Oh yeah baby, I just weighed my self. I am now 188 lbs. Almost to my goal weight, woo hoo!! I am hoping to get to at least 180 lbs. by New Years and then by my birthday to my goal weight of 160 lbs. I hope I can do it. We had a good Thanksgiving. It was great to see my gf's family just take us in and treat us as one of the family. I wasnt sure how they would act to us. It was a big relief. I had met some of them before at her son's bday party. But wasn't sure how they would feel with me taggin along on a family holiday. I just hope that one day my family will be that way with couple. Well not much else to say right now. Hope everyone is doing well. Take care and may the Godess watch over, protect and bless you all.

6 Wierd Things/habits
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog..." 1. I began my working life as a farm hand just 2 days after leaving school and was amazed to be fired after just five days with the explanation that i had no experience lol. 2. I still find it wierd that i didnt begin to enjoy the company of the fairer sex until i was almost 22years of age. 3. I once had a BJ (blow job) in the middle of a field on France. 4. Spent 30 years in the transport industry then decided i didnt like it lol. 5. My favourite habit is enjoying the company of beautiful women usually online. 6. And my second favourite is watching my football team Manchester United i now send it to 6 of my friends -- Aquacatlady-

Some More Thoughts
you know,i posted a couple of bulletins to ask for some help to level up,the first one, no one even read,i hardley ever ask for help,but sometimes it just seems like it takes so long to get to the next level,so it helps sometimes to get a little help to get there,heck im only on 8,and i dont think i will ever make it to level 9 more less any higher.i love ct,and i thought i had made some good friends here,and there are a couple that do help me when i ask,and i dont like to ask.mabey im not high enough in the rankings to ask for help,but it isnt something i do everyday.but it doesnt matter,i will get there sooner or later,i still love ct,and all my friends...

Angel's Teardrops
Angel teardrops fall from the sky All for you, but never question why For each is your path, your journey through time As you wipe each away, closer to Heaven you climb Guiding you straight to Heaven's pearly gates When you're time has come,you've met life's fate No need to fear, your Guardian angel is around You can't see or hear her, for she never makes a sound She cries her tears, up to Heaven's gate Helps you climb, to master your fate Peace and harmony, she places in your heart As your life for all eternity here does start When your time arrives, please do not fear Angel teardrops will make your passage clear Head up the staircase towards Heaven's light Where in the Maker's arms he'll hold you tight

Innocense
My eyes behold its beauty As my hand Reaches out for its touch While my face Feels that certain tingle That makes me love Snow so much! My heart embraces its coming The way a child frolics In the fallen snow! My beautiful snowfall Brings joy to my spirit And sunshine to my day. It doesn't matter Whether it be a blizzard Or a dusting of flakes Snow falling from the sky To me looks the same Any old way! Snow my ever lovely snowfall! Be it Valentine's Day President's Day And yes Be it Groundhog Day! Let it snow I walk in it As well as sing in it! I play in the snow And build my favorite snowman Then chase Each falling flake As fast as I can! Each breath of air Feels crystal clear Making Winter so very dear! Each descending flake Falls as if it were A blessing from the angels Appreciating this gift Of nature from God More than any other Man created pleasure! Let it snow As well as Let the winds blow! I wait fo

Things Money Can Not Buy
As I found myself deep in thought Something came to mind Of how some people think that 'things' They shop for and they find I can remember when I was young I knew that was not true One does not go out shopping For the 'thing' I need is you I tried hard to explain this That what I was searching for Don't even spend your money For it is not in any store What I wanted then ~ as now To know your love is true How can you express this In what you say and what you do I think this is not easy For you 'cause your a man Some women pretend to get it But even they don't understand Perhaps that is a yard stick Some measure when in doubt I think you can not measure love Think of what life's about Some people might be shallow Somehow they don't understand For they are really into 'things' That is their life's plan When one stops to think a bit Whan all else is gone What you need the very most Is a shoulder you can lean on To know you are so special Th

Today
It's cold out, and I still took my three plus mile walk, which made my calves scream in pain. I don't know why they do, but I need them to stop!!! Interesting concepts came to me over the weekend, concepts for short story collections, some good, some bad, some naughty. Ask me, I might tell you.

4 Those Who Cram To Understand...
True People do come into your Life for a REASON, Season or a Lifetime. Right now, I may touch someones Life, but it will be just for a Reason. I am on a Personal Spiritual Journey. One I NEED n WANT to do. I cant lose Focus, No Matter how much I may be intrigued. I just can't. I'm Sorry!! I need to do this so I can be the BEST Woman, not just the Better Woman.

Be Not Afraid
To those of you walking in darkness To those of you living with fear Quiet your heart, just you listen And you'll find that your God is so near He hears every word that you whisper He sees every teardrop that falls He knows that your thinking is clouded And he can take care of it all He knows you need sunny tomorrows To block out the cares of today For in your life the raindrops are falling And the birds songs have all gone away He told you that it was not promised That all of your days would be bright But he gave you his word and he keeps it He's always there in the dark night He know when you get tired of walking He knows when to send you a friend And he'll wrap his strong arms around you And carry you until the end And then when your journey is ending And the breath of this life is all gone He'll send loving angels to get you And with their bright wings fly you home And there at the gateway to heaven When all earthborn

I Know But This
I wonder God how did you know that I was here You have so many children each and every year How can you remember each and every one Yet you have ever since creation was begun My heart keeps telling me not to ever question why And yet, at times, I do whilst looking into sky At fluffy clouds - are angels there Oh, if only we could see them - would God care I praise you Lord for taking such good care of me You do so much that others never see You lift me up when I fall down When I am sad you wipe away a tear and frown You always know when I am in despair How do you do that? I really am aware You have children everywhere and yet There is not one that you ever do forget You are the 'everything' in life that is love Way up in Heaven - far, far above Could we but see those streets of gold And all the beauty there could we behold It is as if I can hear what you would say 'In time my dear, not yet today' And so once again I turn and go Int

Xaemyl's Tale Ii
The following day, he emailed her, asking her if she had a good night... What a fabulous invention email was! Any enterprising daemon took advantage of being able to spread his insidiousness as quickly as possible. It had been through the Internet that he'd located her... or she, him. Her reply was quick; confirming that she'd had the most delicious dream of him. He was amused that he knew her so well, and his pleasure was tangible in the reply he sent. It detailed what he would do to her, how he would touch her, how he wanted to feel her flesh against his, and taste her mouth, skin, breasts, and pussy. He knew it would drive her wild with insatiable desire, priming her for his taking this evening. “Yes,” he thought as a nefarious grin overtook his face, “Tonight is her night. A night she will never forget.” He wanted to watch as she read his erotic email, knowing she would be unable to resist touching herself after taking in his words. He wanted to see the shock, fe

Stressful, 'times.'
When stressful, times.. have come, to call and 'Super-Man' .. 'Is, out!' what stops you now .. from .. standing tall to run .. and scream .. and shout It's at our lowest.. one .. must see a universe, with doors and each .. a story .. 'History' that one should .. now .. explore To see, a new world.. filled .. with, wants and never.. have .. that quest to see a world.. of sights .. to see and know .. you've .. done, your best To reach a point.. where not .. is want to love as .. would, the season to hear a baby .. screaming out from pleasures .. of, the teasing To see a face .. you've, come to know each line .. a story .. told to see a smile.. that turned .. your world to something .. to .. 'Be-hold!' .. Stressful, Times ..

Can I Lean On You
Can I lean on you If I need to Will you be there for me No matter what Can I cry on your shoulder And tell you all my fears If I tell you I’m hurting Would you just Send me away If I tell you I need you But I need to be alone too Would you understand What I am saying to you Can you read between the lines Or would you turn And go back home And leave me here To cry all Alone If I was to cry on your shoulder But I did not say a word Would you pat my back And let my needs go unheard Or would you say to me Just take your time When your ready You can tell me What’s on your mind What has caused your tears If I told you my fears Would you help me overcome them By standing by My side Or tell me I must face them on my own They are my fears not yours I must overcome them By myself Are your shoulders strong Can they handle the weight That I might put upon them When I am in pain The Heartache is so g

Friends
A friend is like a candle To help you light your way As you travel through this life They light the way To help you handle Life’s worries and woes They light the way Along the path So you don’t stumble and fall When you are trying To get to an open door When one door is closed another will open And a friend will light the way If they light your path Life with be easier on you And even thunder lighting and wind Can not put out the light That they have lit For you When you are feeling down and blue And everything seems dark A friend will come along And give a candle a spark And light it up And they will help To brighten up your day When things are going rough And life is getting tough They will come along With a candle burning strong And help you to see The light And to help you To make things Alright Never blow a friends candle out For that would break their heart No doubt If for some reason The f

Growing Up
Some of us while growing up Did not have a lot of toys Nor fancy clothes But the one thing we had Was love Love surrounded us And Family did too That made up for Any material things We lacked What the world needs now Is more of that More Families Spending quality time Together Sharing laughing loving Just being with One Another We need to be there For our Children Listen To what they have to say Love and guide them Along life’s way Parents are so busy These days Or so it seems No time to spend Just to listen to their Kids Material things They give now instead Of time and guidance That is a shame to me Material things We can get later in life When our kids are grown And on their own What the World needs now Is more laughter And less tears More sharing Less taking More me Less I We need to come together And be One big happy family The way It used to be Fancy cars Dia

Thanksgiving Blessings
On this day of Thanksgiving, Let us pray for the dead and the living. Thank God we are still alive and fit, In this year, Two-Thousand-Six. We were put here by God for some reason, The same as our four seasons. He put humans, animals and plants, And on the Earth, worms and ants. He gave us the strength to labor, Our body and soul was given to us by Jesus our Savior. He gave us a touch of love and feeling, To each and every human being. We are so thankful for what we work for, All these things and more we can't ignore. We Thank God for a good Thanksgiving Day, We'll eat good food, after we pray. Everyone is happy at what they are seeing, As our elders explain 'Thanksgiving meaning'. After the meal, they all begin to sing, 'Thank You God, for everything'. On Earth give us good health, Until the day of our death. Thank You for life's reward, 'Thank You God, Thank You Lord'. This year’s Thanksgiving Day season, We will all pray for our own special reaso

Some Have Nothing
Be it ever so humble There’s no place Like home Sadly Some have no home To call Their own Torn and tattered clothes Holes in their shoes No food No warm place to sleep Sadly many people Live on The streets Parking lots Or storefronts Maybe inside A cardboard box Is where They make Their home They carry Everything they own Which is not much As they roam The streets Both day and night Looking for food And shelter For the night Donated clothes From area Churches Some that don’t fit right But they are thankful For these clothes That help keep them Warm at night Searching through dumpsters And trash cans Looking for food to eat A half eaten lunch or dinner That people like you and I Throw out It’s a meal to them Sometimes The only one they eat That day Some push Around shopping carts Looking for cans to collect So they can cash them in And get some things They need True So

Hm
01. My hair is still its natural color. 02. I have eaten till I've thrown up. 03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story. 04. I like to wear pink. 05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really well. 06. I drink a lot of water. 08. I like musicians. 09. I'm such a health freak. 10. I love taking pictures. 11. I have really tiny wrists. 12. I can identify some close friends by smell. that would be weird... 13. I'm far too nice. 14. I hate when people confuse "your" and "you're" 15. I think dorkiness is attractive. 16. I've never had a fake screen name. 17. I wish I had a pug. ferret 18. I miss middle high school. 19. I have pretty good eating habits. 20. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes. 21. I wish my hair naturally curled. UGH! I HATE IT! 22. I can't live without chapstick. I wish I could sing. 24. I like classical music. Striped pants are hot. 26. I think Skylar is a cool name. 27. I usually don't get sarcasm. 28. I w

First Entry
I'm bored as hell, so thought I'd start off my blog finally. I put in as much pics as I want, and I think I left comments on all my friends, or at least rated their profiles anwyays, lol. Guess I'll just have to go do some of my housewifely duties *sigh* I'll be back on in a little while.

Karma.....
What is karma? Cause and effect. Whatsoever a man soweth, that he shall also reap. For each action there is an equal and opposite reaction. There are a lot ways to describe karma, but it is essentially the belief that your present circumstances are the product of previous actions, and what you do today will affect what happens tomorrow. Karma is also associated with past lives -- each time you're reborn, the energies from your previous lives influence the conditions of your current life. ABSENCE IMPLIES PRESENCE, BE HOPEFUL In the similar manner the dishonest person is showered with each and every luxurious means to test to what extent he can flourish and what are his limits. Here absence of grief too implies that it is present, it is just a matter of time! But how virtuous action can be distinguished from the vice one? Is there any fixed rule? As the judge is none other than you yourself, why not ask the judge to guide? By yourself we are

Somebody’s Eyes
She said she can tell who Iam when she looks into my eyes I tell her that’s a big fat lie For I wonder what could she possibly see When her eyes stares back at me Iam completely different can you tell? She hid things from all and She rebels She don’t let me get close for me see Her heart has too many enemies I don’t know how you feel I don’t drive the front of your wheel I can’t imagine why you lust for love Because that’s the place where you can reach above Why do women think they can define me by walking into my life Your eyes are visible when they are covered by the night She said she can tell who I am as she looks into my eyes But in mind I say that’s a big fat lie

Just Can't Stop The Thinking
I'm driving myself crazy - I feel and look fat! I hate that I do - and I know it sounds like a wah wah party for myself - I'm just not feeling comfortable with the way I look right now. That's just blunt and honest. Sorry. I keep putting on different clothes and I don't feel sexy or beautiful lately. I'm in a FUNK! Even the other night when I was out and about in San Antonio, I got all dressed up and just felt uncomfortable in my own skin. What the hell is wrong with me?! HELP! I need some suggestions as to what to do

Devon (angelbitten)
You have done so much for me You lift me up when I'm sad You listen when I'm mad But you must now know What you have done for me Is deeply appreciated When we talk When we cry You truly touch my life Even though you might not know it Girl you brighten my life up So this is to my dearest friend Devon You have done so much for me You have been there for me So just remember I love you so much I am here for you Cause even though we both are young It seems to me you are the grown up one Love you girlie You mean so much to me

Finally!!
finally I can say that I am truely happy. I have a boyfriend who actually cares about me. I am with him alot. Alot of people that have met him like him. And! he's the first guy that I HAVENT met online. its refreshing because all the guys I've dated from the net have turned out to be bad. and the relationships ended pretty harsh. Although I am friends with my exfiancee. I can say I am happy that my ex broke up with me.

Men...
I dont ever expect to understand them but still...... I have "openly" dated in the past. Which to me means that men do and are aware that I still have guys I will go on "dates" with. Seeing as "dating" only consists of spending time with someone. I wasnt dating anyone serious. Movies at the cinema' or at their place or mine. Out for Lunch, Supper. Drinks at a club, lounge or bar. Walking. Shopping. Just normal stuff. I dated KEVIN-age 34. N got, I got a call from SHARIEF. So I chat with sharief while Im at kevins's. Then kevin starts tickling me , to get my attention off the phone. sharief Understood but still why did kevin do it? I was at lamont's house-age 36 and got a call. lamont grabbed the phone n told the guy " U r taking away from my time so please call her when she is not at my place"..n hung up the phone....LMAOOOOOO.....It was kinda funny. But really why did he do that ? I dated quick this year-age 32. And we plan on seeing each other this coming weekend. Its

Dear Santa
Barbie's Letter To Santa Dear Santa, Listen you fat troll, I've been saving your ass every year, being the perfect Christmas Present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in December and dressing in fake Chanel at sappy tea parties. I hate to break it to ya', Santa, but it's pay back time. There had better be some changes around here, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown, and trust me, you don't wanna be around to smell it. These are my demands for Christmas 2006: 1. Sweat pants and an oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker in hot pink bikinis. Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and Velcro up your butt? I don't suppose you do. 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. That cheap-o molded underwear some genius at Mattel came up with looks like cellulite! 3. A REAL man... I don't care if you have to go to Hasbro to get him, bring me GI JOE. Hell, I'd take Tickle-Me-Elmo over that pathetic bump of a boy toy, Ken. And what was up

Well Hell I Might As Well!!!
WELL I MIGHT AS WELL GO FOR BROKE ON THIS THING.. WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS ARE WE AS ADULT SUPPOSED TO LEAVE? SOMETHING TO SAY HI,HELLO OR WHAT.. SOME OF THOSE ARE PRETTY EXPLICIT.. MY KIDS LEAVE MORE ADULT STUFF THAN THAT ON MYSPACE!! IF THEY ARE TASTEFUL THEN I REALLY DON'T SEE WHERE THE PROBLEM IS.. I CAN UNDERSTAND IF THEY ARE XXXRATED.. IF A PERSON WANTS TO LEAVE SOMETHING LIKE THAT THEN WE DO HAVE PRIVATE MESSAGES,THATS WHAT I DO.. I MEAN WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE,SO WE SHOULD ACT LIKE ADULTS RIGHT.. I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF WEIRDOS THAT I,DIDN'T CARE FOR AT ALL.. I JUST GO ON ABOUT MY BUSINESS AND LEAVE THEM ALONE.. THERE HAVE BEEN A COUPLE OF PEOPLE ON HERE THAT SHOULD BE HUNG UP BY THEIR FEET AND FED TO THE ANTS BUT ITS THE ONE THAT DON'T SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!! IT TAKES ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE TO MAKE UP TE WORLD SO WHY CAN'T WE JUST BE ON HERE TO HAVE FUN.. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE REST OF YA'LL BUT I LIKE TO BE ABLE TO LEAVE CERTAIN COMMENTS ON MY FRIEND

Men What Is Your Sensitive Spot
Ok My last blog brought attention to some area's involving Men. Lol... After recent Study here are my Results: 1.they will never be understood 2.they can be territorial 3.they can say 1 thing and mean another 4.they dont like their time being taking away by another 5. their ego can be bruised In conclusion....Awwwww MEN ARE SENSITIVE! Or It could it of been SHAE being "Insensitive" Awwww whats worse? HA!

She's Lost It
Forget the indespensable, the vile and reprehensible understand the violence that comes in silence. Describe the manifestations profound alterations beyond the desires inside all liars. Bound in confusion blackend illusions forgiveness is lost martyr and it's cross. Unveil the deceptions many masked intentions if it's really just a game no desire to blame. Incrimination with sound the voices all around I've given all my power in my soul's final hour....

To All Of My Friends
This is for everyone on my friends and family.However if you do send me a comment i will return the favor. if i don't send you something right away, i will when i get back online. i love you all. Courtesy of MsTags.com

Leavin
I'm out of this hellhole in six months and that I am glad for. however I still will have to deal w/ the bullshit w/ kira for those months still.god she is such a bitch and I hate her for it. if anything will get me through those months my hate of her will do it.

What A Week!!
Nine whole days of Thanksgiving week. A whole week with the kids home. Lots of Family, food and football. Go Cowboys!! And of course Frantic Friday. The day after Thanksgiving that everyone goes shopping for everyone on there list because everything is for sale, at different stores, of course. But we made it. The kids are back at school. And I am here sitting alone in a quiet house reflecting on the past week. looking forward to 3 weeks from now when we do it again. accept for 2 weeks this time. Just remember What the real reason for this season is and have a very Mery Christmas.

The Last Play
Front of Program I just got through doing something that I enjoy doing. I run lights and sound at the local playhouse. We did the Broadway play ‘You’re a Good Man, Charlie Brown’. In all our plays, everyone is a volunteer and no one get paid anything. We all do this because we enjoy working with the theatre. Well, except this time, we had to pay the piano player because he is a student at Georgia Southern University and he drove 145 mile round trip three times a week for about 3 weeks. This play music score was so hard none of our local piano players had the time to learn the music. The Director Each director has about 6-8 weeks to get actors and for them to learn their lines before the play is begun. Each play is for two weekends. Our theatre can hold up to 250 people at a time. This play only average about 90 people a night because for some reason people thought this was a children play but it was not. Photo of cast and crew Each night of the play,

90's Kid
You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC and wouldnt miss it "Miss Susie had a tug boat, the tug boat had a bell..miss suzie went to heaven the tug went to hell_o operator please give me number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll chop up your behind the refridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and ripped a piece ass_k me no more questions, please tell me no more lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies, are in the medow the bees are in the park .......................... boys and girls are kissing after D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K dark" HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! down down baby down down the roller coster sweet sweet baby Ill never let you go..chimie chie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock, chimmie chimiie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock..... You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Sel

Featured Cherry - #1 Angela
FEATURED CHERRY #1 innocentprncss™@ CherryTAP She has a page dedicated to pregnancy and infant loss awareness and supporting the troops. Her blogs reflect the trials and tribulations that come with being elated about pregnancy and the pain that comes with its loss. She want men and women to know they arent alone in this loss and dont have to grieve alone!

This Was Too My Ex
I MARRIED YOU AT THE SWEET TENDER AGE OF 24.I HAD WE BORN 3 KIDS INTO OUR MARRIAGE.REMEMBER WE BOTH WERE YOUNG AND ALL WE HAD WAS EACH OTHER AND THE CLOTHES ON OUR BACK BUT WE STRUGGLED AND MADE IT.I PUT OFF ATTENDING THE ACADEMY SCHOOL AND TOOK CARE OF THE GIRLS WHILE YOU ATTENDED AUTOMOTIVE SCHOOL.YOU GOT YOURS AND PROMISED YOUR FAMILY ALOT.I WENT ON TO GET MINES ALL THE WHILE WITH A PLAN TO BETTER THE FAMILY.NOT KNOWING YOU WERE MAKING YOUR OWN PLANS THAT DIDIN'T INCLUDE YOUR FAMILY.YOU WALKED IN ONE NIGHT AND WITHOUT WARNING TO ME ANNOUNCED YOU HAD FILED FOR DIVORCE...WELL YOU MIGHT HAVE NOT SAID IT IN THOSE WORDS [BUT THE SMELL OF SEX CUMIN FROM YOU OTHER THAN MY SMELL]..SAID IT TOO ME..NO EXPLANATION WAS EVER GIVEN TO ME.I CRIED LIKE MOST WOMEN WOULD OF ,BUT I NEVER BEGGED FOR YOU TO STAY.I GRANTED YOU YOUR DIVORCE,ALTHOUGH I STILL LOVED YOU VERY MUCH.I KNEW IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GET OFF THAT EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER I HAD BEEN ON FOR THE MAJORITY OF OUR MARRIAGE.AS YOUR WIFE I

Thinking Of Starting What Is Pretty Much Your Own Business!
Well 1st off I hope everyone had a wounderful thanksgiving. We did despit the snow keeping us home. We didnt get to see my sister and her family which compleatly sucks We were looking forward to that. Ok anyway to the point of this blog lol I have been thinking latly that i need to would rather do somthing I like and possibly make more money If I put the time in to makeing it worth it which I an willing to do:)I want to start my own business as a Mary kay consatant :) It fun the products are great and there is always new things to try ! Right now I work for daiy Queen which is fun in its own, but making 7.75 sucks, I would so rather do something that is on my time and lets me be home with my kids more :) You get to sell makeup and other things and you also get to have partys which are fun and meet alot of new ppl So if I get the 109.00 together to stat this I'm going to It will be a wounderful new oppertunity and lots of fun. well hope you all have a nice day!

Just A Little Update
well, work is still going great. I had my first doctors appointment yesturday, and I have my first ultra sound tomorrow. Me and James are both verrryyy excited. I'm 9 weeks now! and my EDD is july 5th :) well I need to go get ready for work. I hope whoever reads has a great day!! -Jess

Unknown Author
"Veni, Vidi, Vici"((I came, I saw, I conquered))"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot shoot, the courage to shoot the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies." Unknown author...lol...

Here's The Shit!!!!!!!
Well were to start I am not proud of the things I have done but I will say it anyway because some peeps on here like to drag shit through the mud.....well here goes...... I have dated younger guys and I have dated my own age which is 44 ....and i have dated older men ...the ones that are the nicest to me are the younger guys and you know what it don't mean a fucking thing when you are in love not lust with people.... LOVE HAS NO BOUNDERIES...of AGE, COLOR, OR RACE,or even SEX....when you love someone you love them ...you can't help that they are younger or older or black or white or hespinac,,,ect...you get what I am trying to say....... There have been rumors that I like stalk younger guys.....WRONG ...THEY COME AFTER ME...........they are the oneS that tell me not to worry about the age ....... You know why they come to older weman now instead of younger .....I have been told this by several people .....because us older weman

Just A Wonderful Day
There was an angel that fell from the sky, he landed near the window near by, I looked out to see that the angel was looking at me. With his smile I seen the hope, the love and the future of knowing there is a tomorrow.. BY ME...shy... HUGS SHY

Woop
Guys Like That You're Charming You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't! What Do Guys Like About You?

Upcoming Contests
CONTEST #1 *SEXIEST MALE IN UNIFORM* hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/27105 contest starts december 1st and ends december 15th winner determined by number of votes (needs more entries) CONTEST #2 *TOP CHERRIES OF CHERRYTAP* hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/189014 contest starts November 29th and ends December 6th winner determined by number of ratings and comments (needs more entries) CONTEST #3 *SEXIEST SMILE* hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/243035 winner determined by most comments. no nude pictures contest starts as soon as enough people enter CONTEST#4 *QUEEN OF CHERRYTAP* hosted by: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/407377 winner determined by most comments contest starts December 5th @ 1:00 pm and ends on December 8th @ 1:00 pm (needs more entries) CONTEST#5 GRAPHIC CONTEST hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/140500 RULES FOR ENTERING: 1) One image per contestant. The image you submit MUST be created by you(not a friend, not your uncle

Why Is It So Hard Respectin..
WENT TO MY BEST FRIENDS B-DAY PARTY in SEPT....PARTY WAS VERY NICE I MUST SAY. Shae WAS LOOKING ALL GOOD.YOU KNOW HOW I DO IT.TELL ME WHY DO MEN DO THIS.I WAS SITTING CHILLIN ,GETTING MY DRINK ON ,MINDING MINES,WHEN THIS GUY WHO I MIND YOU WAS THERE WITH MY BESTFRIENDS SISTER WAS TRYING TO GET MY PHONE NUMBER. MY BESTFRIEND IS STANDING RIGHT THERE AND HEARS HIM AND START CORRECTING HIM .TOLD HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND HE WAS LIKE BUT YOUR FRIEND IS SO SEXY. SO WHEN MY FRIEND AND HER SISTER WASN'T AROUND HE COME BACK AND ASKS SO YOU NOT GONNA GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER,MY RESPONSE WAS NO.THEN HE SAYS GIVE ME YOUR MOTHER,DADDY OR SOMEBODY'S NUMBER SO I CAN GET IN TOUCH WITH YOU I WANNA TALK TO YOU.I WAS LIKE HOW RUDE CAN YOU BE..

I Quit
A Christmas Story > > 'Twas the night before Christmas an' Old Santa was pi**ed, He cussed > out the elves and threw down his list, Miserable little brats, > ungrateful little jerks, I have a good mind to scrap the whole bloody > works! > > I've worked off my arse for damn near a year, > Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? > The old lady bitches 'cause I work late at night, > The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. > > Rudolph got drunk and screwed all the maids, > Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS, > And just when I thought that things must get better > The bloody Inland Revenue sent me a letter, > They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny > Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? > > And the kids these days-they're all the pits, > They want the impossible - the mean little shits, > I spent the whole year making wagons and sleds > Assembling dolls...their arms, legs and heads > In all the letters I received,

Santa Got The Boot
Santa wore a bright red suit He had a job till he got the boot Now he stands there unemployed His bank account says null and void He was the boss at the north pole Then the elves united in whole Upped and formed a union did they Demanded that them he start to pay With rising feed for the deer And a new sleigh seat for his rear Money became very tight Then the seven dwarfs added to his plight Seems that grumpy aided by the rest Had some liquid cash which to invest With no money left which to pour Santa lost in a hostile take over Now grumpy dwarf called the shots And changes he was making lots No room for a fat man dressed in red Twas dopey driving the sleigh instead Now he’s left out there in the cold No chance of work cause he’s old And a pension cheque he cannot get Cause he aint paid into it yet So next time when to the corner you go And see a man in red yelling Ho Ho Ho Take a very close look and see For the real Santa that just

Finally
going to be meeting up with a guy called Steve on Friday, i got introduced to him by another a friend called Tanya, he does websites and stuff and hes going to come and have a look at me scarybirds site and help me fix it up properly. I cant wait.

Sick
I haven't been coming around because I have been pretty sick recently.. Sorry too all that have come by and heard nothing I will hopefully be back to my old self soon I hope everyones turkey day was fun and yummy take care !!

Ideas And Information
This will be updated as we get ideas and submissions! Feel free to add your ideas DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING YOU WANT FEATURED? Everyone is welcome to submit info to the newsletter. DEADLINE: All submissions must be sent in by Saturday evening. Anything after that time will not appear until the following issue. HOW TO SUBMIT: To submit to the newsletter please do the following. Send a private message (not a shout or a comment). The subject line MUST include the topic of your request (for example; "My Contest" or "My Birthday," etc...). Please be clear about what you would like posted, and provide any necessary links to images. You must also include a link back to your CT profile so we can find you. DISCLAIMER: We expect to get many many messages a week. If your information does not make a submission we apologise in advance. Please keep trying until we get the kinks worked out. Thank you!

Business As Usual
Two hookers were on a street corner. They started discussing business and one of the hookers said, "Yep, it's gonna be a good night, I smell cock in the air". The other hooker looked at her and said, "No, I just burped."

I Infect Your Soul
I Infect Your Soul My darkness fades from view And enters deep into you I infect your soul Let my darkness swallow you whole You are part of my dreams I am the precursor to your screams I engulf your spirit And take you to the limit Taking you over the edge Leaving you dangling on the ledge To jump and die Go on, pretend you can fly Let me watch you fall to the ground I will watch with joy unbound Let me take away your life Let me hand you this sharpened knife End it all And beware the fall Deep down into my dark black hole I am the keeper of your poor lost soul Come join with me Embrace me Clutch me to your breast Let my dark magic do the rest We are the terrors that fly in the night There is no point in putting up a fight Let us entwine Your wretched soul is mine Let us again embrace And leave behind this damned human race Your body is nothing but an empty shell Your soul belongs with me

Night Of Silent Contemplation By Demonrobber
Night of Silent Contemplation The pills and razor blade rest at my side This is not the end but the beginning I have had my low points I have taken a few pills in the past Only to obliterate the world from my mind A few moments of peace Before everything comes crashing down Disjointed memories of an ambulance and a hospital Drifting in and out of consciousness How in God’s name has it come to this? I reached out to so many souls But they were too busy living their own lives Moments of enlightenment followed by days of depression But that was the past Today is the dawning of a new reality I have taken all that this world can throw at me The pills and razor blade still rest at my side But they are not going to see any action tonight It is a night of silent contemplation I put everything back in their proper place This world can be a better place I will fight on a little longer The pills and razor blade will always be th

10 Trivial Things U May Not Know About Me!
10 trivial things you may not know about me!! ---------------------------------------------- 1. my real name contains the letter "V". 2. I am terrified of spiders and Roller Coasters. 3. I am obsessed with Olives...YUMMY!! 4. I grow my own Vegetables. 5. I was an English tutor in college. (i know...u can't tell by my spelling lol ) 6. I love to go spelunking (exploring caves) 7. Its been 18 years since i last ate a hamburger! 8. My elbows are double jointed. 9. I love to take trips on the spur of the moment. 10. I love to trash talk about football and racing!! ---------------------------------------------- OK NOW ITS YOUR TURN TO LEAVE ME ATLEAST ONE TRIVIAL THING ABOUT U! *HUGS* :)

Thoughts For The Day...
Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. It is easier to ask forgiveness than permission. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. Men are from Earth. Women are from Earth. Deal with it. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need i

Valentines Day Lament By Demonrobber
Valentines Day Lament The Georgian mansion feels cold and empty Memories play on the crystal chandelier Darkness holds me in its relentless grip Red roses lie randomly on the floor And a glass of white wine rests in my hand The roses have died and turned black Black roses on Valentine’s Day My love is far away It may be many years before we meet again Angellica left me five years to the day My dear love was on her way to meet me And enjoy a romantic meal at Luigi’s, our favourite restaurant But her red Ferrari spun out of control On a tight bend near our home She died instantly in a tangled wreck of metal So each Valentine’s Day I drink a glass of wine I drive my black Mercedes to her grave And place red roses next to her grey headstone “My beloved wife, so beautiful and pure,” “ Who’s life was so cruelly cut short,” “You are always in my thoughts” I live comfortably in my exclusive Californian mansion But all the lux

The Music Box By Demonrobber
The Music Box Serenity sat on her bed and listened to the music Playing over and over on the music box It was her most treasured possession It had been a birthday present to celebrate her tenth birthday It was a haunting tune and the pink ballerina pirouetted and danced To the tune and the music box play on and on Serenity was now 35 and had lived here for 10 years She had been engaged to Steve They had first dated at the school prom Just after her 16th birthday They had gone on holiday to Spain and Cyprus Bought a home together And soon they would be married But one night he found Steve in bed with her sister Sapphire She had screamed at both of them She screamed so much that she passed out with nausea She was taken to hospital and stayed over a few nights When she returned home Steve had move out A week later she discovered he was staying with Sapphire They both laughed at her and shouted "poor Serenity" One night soon a

Summers Long Ago....
My teenage years were never fun. We moved across town in the summer between 6th and 7th grade, into a brand new house. It was much bigger than our old house, and the space was needed, even if it was only my sister, father, and I. We used to end both lots at the end of the block, a street that ended suddenly into a drainage basin. There were dust pathways leading off in both directions, connecting the end of the street to busier roads, but they werenâ€™t traversable; our little corner was just that, ours. Both lots on the west side of the street were ours. Aaron and Eric lived in the house opposite us, and Jason and Josh lived next to them on the end of the block. Our property line was distinct, marked out by the tall brush that formed a small island in what is now the complete block behind us. Across the street, things never changed; far enough in their backyards, we had a few small trees to climb and some brush to hide in if we wanted. We rarely used it, though. There

Through The Darkness By Demonrobber
Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are

Ok Ill Share If U Share
lets see if your brave enuff to reply to this and then post if for me to reply to yours? When was your first kiss? When was your first erotic touch? When was your first orgasm? When was the first time you were naked in front of someone? When was the first time you saw someone naked? When did you have sex for the first time? When was the first time you had an erotic dream? When was the first time you had an orgasm? When was the first time you kissed a member of the same sex? When was the first time you touched a member of the opposite sex? When was the first time you touched a member of the same sex? What was your first fantasy? Who was your first crush? Who was your first sexual experience with? Who was your first bad experience with? Who was your first really kinky moment with? What was your first time like? What was your first kinky moment? What was your first threesome like? When was th

New Places To Add Profiles And Meet Fun People
its pretty new and needs some people in it. I made my page last night. http://www.byoweb.net/lorie/ some other neat places to go too. http://www.tagworld.com/loriesc4/ and my naughty girl group its hot!!! got to the groups in tagworld http://www.tagworld.com/loriesc4/GroupSearch.aspx Naughtygirl Private Hey there, This group is private for fun adults like me that love meeting people from the net. ... Created by loriesc4 September 21, 2006

Friend Requests
When I get a friend request I think "Cool! Someone who either knows me personally, or someone that has a/some common interests. to I get to wondering about the others, you know, the ones that have the little prissy girls. Im not one of them! For one I hate your 50 Cent, Christina Agulara (whatever way you spell it), Hillary Duff...I hate it all, rap, r&b, pop. Two, I dont dress like you, I hate pink! I hate flowers on the things I wear (unless its black or red). Im not a priss! Im a Old School Metalhead Goth Chick Who's Pagan! If this upsets some of you, well its just my thoughts. To those who understand where the hell Im coming from, Rock On!!!

So It Begins
I just finished my first dj mix of some of my favorite bands. In the mix includes Suicide Commando, Funker Vogt, E Nomine, Nightwish, and more. I love it and i cant stop listening to it. now if i could only get it on CT for my page music or even in my stash so that everyone else can enjoy it also. If anyone would like to hear it let me know.

Music
Well i updated my list of videos, i didn't think anyone had them until i went searching this morning LOL. Damn they bring back some good memories. Recently i've been getting some strange phone calls. Usually if i miss the call i check the number but as they are withholding, then there is no way of checking who it is. Now anyone who withholds their number has a reason, but i got a message from a so called information centre saying that there was a message left for me. Well the number spoken was for a rented number, and doing a search on google revealed that the company renting the number can earn up to 4p a min. Now multiply that many times and you can see that if enough people phone to see what the message says, they will make a tidy profit. ok i remember what i was going to say the other day, it was about making bulletins sticky. I wanted to see what happens when you try to make one sticky and found out, it costs you $5 for 24 hours. At the time that seemed excessive but then i

A Prayer For Our Troops
Psalm of Protection The Lord is my light and my salvation—whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid? When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh, when my enemies and my foes attack me, they will stumble and fall. Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though war break out against me, even then will I be confident. - Psalms 27: 1-3 The Bible (New International Version)

The Woes Of Turning Old
When the husband finally died his wife put the usual death notice in the paper, but added that he died of gonorrhea. No sooner were the papers delivered when a friend of the family phoned and complained bitterly, "You know very well that he died of diarrhea, not gonorrhea." Replied the widow, "I nursed him night and day so of course I know he died of diarrhea, but I thought it would be better for posterity to remember him as a great lover rather than the big shit he always was." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An elderly couple were on a cruise and it was really stormy. They were standing on the back of the boat watching the moon, when a wave came up and washed the old woman overboard. They searched for days and couldn't find her, so the captain sent the old man back to shore with the promise that he would notify him as soon as they found something. Three weeks went by and finally the old man got a fax from the boat.

Grandpa E. Brown
Once a soldier that survived a nazi death march and carried his wounded commanding officer barefoot in his boxers about 500 miles to the allied lines. On November 26th 2006 the man responsible for raising me from 3-13 joined my Grandma in the next life. I feel alone without them but somehow I know there in a better place. This holiday is unlike any other Ive ever known. the whole world feels like its left me. Im cold and alone In the future I will think of you and smile instead of shed a tear For you taught me to be tough and to strive for another year. I'll miss you Grandpa. I'll try to make you proud. T. Brown aka The Shackled Spirit

It's Christmas
k its getting near christmas and love is in the air but since you opened the bulletin you will be: single foreverrrr -or- have the love of your life taken away from you unless you repost this bulletin with one of these song as the title you got 5minutes after reading all of these good luck :) ¢¾ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU¢¾ if your crushing on someone and want them for the holidays ¢¾JINGLE BELLS ROCK¢¾ if your single and loving it ¢¾LET IT SNOW¢¾ if your just letting things flow for now ¢¾BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE¢¾ if your taken by somone very special ¢¾ILL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS¢¾ if confused and lost ¢¾RUN RUDOLF RUN¢¾ if your wild, flirty, and horny;) ¢¾ WINTER WONDERLAND¢¾ if you have absoluty no idea wats going on in your life and wish everything would fix by itself.. and soon

I Dont Know What To Call This List Of Books..... Number 16 Is My Favorite :d
1. "You Were An Accident" 2. "Strangers Have the Best Candy" 3. "The Little Sissy Who Snitched" 4. "Some Kittens Can Fly" 5. "Getting More Chocolate On Your Face" 6. "Where Would You Like To Be Buried?" 7. "Kathy Was So Bad Her Mommy Stopped Loving Her" 8. "The Attention Deficit Disorder Association's Book of Wild Animals of North Amer - Hey! Let's Go Ride Our Bikes!" 9. "All Dogs Go To Hell" 10. "The Kids' Guide To Hitchhiking" 11. "When Mommy And Daddy Don't Know the Answer They Say God Did It" 12. "Garfield Gets Feline Leukemia" 13. "What Is That Dog Doing To That Other Dog?" 14. "Why Can't Mr. Fork and Miss Electrical Outlet Be Friends?" 15. "Bi-Curious George" 16. "Daddy Drinks Because You Cry" 17. "Mr. Policeman Eats His Service Revolver" 18. "You Are Different And That's Bad" 19. "Daddy's New Wife Timothy" 20. "Pop! Goes The Hamster...And Other Great Microwave Games" 21. "Testing Homemade Parachutes With Your Own Household Pets" 22. "The Hardy Boys, The Barb

Dr. Pepper Is Evil!!
LMFAO anyone else herd of the movie 23 comeing out with Jim Carrey and Elisabeth Shue in it. Well basicly it's about this guy's life getting changed by this book that has to do with the devil putting subliminal message's thought he number 23. Because 23 divided by three or something equals out to .666. Anyway Dr. Pepper's slogan is 23 does that mean the good Doctor is Evil!? O.o yeah now I've got you thinkin..

Naughty Poem
A Naughty Little Poem She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!!

27 Ways To Please Me
TAKE NOTES GUYS lol just kidding *27* ways to make a girl smile . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. *17 . L

End Of November
Ohhh what a birthday I had! Two of my best friends flew out from the east coast, and along with a couple others we spent all WEEK playing. (amazing meals, lots of drinking, the arcade, movies, adult board games- I won those cause I'm the biggest pervert...) First of course, came the birthday present from the boyfriend- lack of sleep. He was more than happy to keep me up all night, my neighbors probably thought someone was being abused. Well... actually.... lol. I didn't complain about having to function on two hours of sleep... he made breakfast for me and all my friends. Crepes. Yum. Talk about a fantastic fucking boyfriend. Then it was off to do some go kart racing... I beat everyone- thoroughly. Oh and then we had a crazy orgy.... my boyfriend, me, and four of my girl friends. 8 pairs of hands, 6 mouths... licking, screaming, begging for more.... Oh wait that was my dream last night. Nevermind. Now I have to make xmas plans... and new years too.... I'm thin

You'll Need A Tasty Bevi After Eating Some Of These Fiery Chips!
Mama Zuma's RevengeNow if you like seriously hot food, I'd recommend trying some of these fiery Habanero kettle chips.....oh so crispity and crunchy, and flaming lips hot......I find them truly addictive.... Any bag of chips that has a warning : "These chips are made with some of the hottest peppers on the planet" ...warrants at least a try.....Just don't claim that I didn't warn you... Thanks Route 11 Potato Chips!

Last Night!
After me and my fiance' came home last night. He got out the body lotion had me lay on the choach with nothing on giving me a full body masage. He did that for about 30 mins maybe longer. Going slow and deep making me moan a little. While he was doing that he was also talking dirty to me, and he took my hand and put is on his penis. He was about half way hard from just masageing me.After, he is done caressing me, he takes his clothes off and graps me by the legs, has me in a angel on the choach. He asked me, "how did I want it." I said," Slow and deep." He started out very very slow. Then he pull almost all the way out. Then does it back in harder,deeper and faster. Oh my God I was lovin it. I was screaming so loud. Cumming every 2 mins. He was soaked, the floor, my ass was dripping cum off of it. Now, this went on for another hour. I must have camed about 50 or 60 times. After we was done. I told him now that was the best making love that I have ever had. Not even my ex could

When Lighting Strikes Forbidden Love
WHEN LIGHING STRIKES FORBIDDEN LOVE..... WRITTEN BY: YOURS TRULY ( CHRISSY) copyright© THEIR EYES HAVE MADE CONTACT AND THEN SAW EACH OTHERS SOULS THEY'VE KISSED EACH OTHERS LIPS , WITHOUT WORDS BEING TOLD HER HANDS HAVE TOUCHED HIS FACE AND MEMORIZED HIS EXPRESSIONS SHE HAS TAKEN IN HIS SCENT AND HAVE MADE IT HER OWN OBSESSION HIS HANDS WERE SO SOFT WHEN HE LAYED THEM ON HER SKIN WHEN HIS BREATH CARESSED HER NECK THERE WAS ECTASY TIME AND AGAIN THE TIMES HE SAID I LOVE YOU, MADE THE TEARS WELL UP IN HER EYES BUT TO CALL OUT HIS NAME IS WHAT SHE DID SO HE WOULD NOT SEE HER CRY WHEN THEIR BODIES FINALLY MET SHE FELT THE PULLING OF HER BEING SHE WONDERED IF HE FELT THE SAME THE LOVE THAT SHE WAS FEELING AS HE WAS LOOKING DOWN ABOVE HER, SHE SEEN THE SADDNESS ON HIS FACE SHE ALMOST HEARD HIS THOUGHTS , FOR HIM TO SPEAK THEM COULD NOT BE ERASED HE KEPT HIS FEELINGS DEEP INSIDE AND SHE KNEW HE HAD HIS DOUBTS BUT THEY COULD NOT STAY AWAY 'CAUSE THIER SPRIRTS COULD NO

Comments...and How They Relate To A Male's Size!!! Haha
I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appreciate that guys want to comment, but for pete's sake, make us look like more than neandrathals! I mean I look at some womens pics and it is like cavemen!! CUTE! MINE!! FUCK!! NOW!!! LOL Go ahead...grab her by the hair and drag her back to your cave! LOL Therefore, I propose that men actually take a moment and think before commenting...yes, I realize that this could be a life changing event for most men. Take the opportunity to say CUTE...or SEXY in a slightly better way. Or...keep saying it in one word and "tell" the world that you are hung like a rabid field mouse! So, with tha

Random... Just A Look Into My Day Today
Had clinicals last night. Just woke up to go to work. fun huh? Still kinda tired. Nothng like running around 7 floors of a hospital to make you want to just lay in bed. Hmm whats on todays agenda. Have to work til 6. Then going to go watch Morehead play Marshall in basketball. That should be fun- hopefully. Tomororw have a test... well know I have at least one. Prob have a quiz or two as well. Always seem to. Also have a class presentation to do... ummm but its an internet class... so guess I am just going to throw together a webpage, since the teacher said we could use anything but powerpoint to make our presentation. Also need to finish up a 7 page paper due by midnight tomorrow. Have two peer reviews to do. And upload some revisons on another paper. A care plan on a pt from clincals is due tomorrow as well. And I am sure there is more that I will remember as I do my homework. lol- guess i need to start spreading it out a big more.. but it always seems all of my ho

Oh Looky Me, I Think This One Is More Bitching
I just realized something else.. wow I'm doing just great today on that. I am on the net on the time, to have a social life that i can't have locally. But the thing is, if i have a problem, who's there for me, if i need advice who's there for me... I'm all on my fuckin own, I guess I'll just keep letting the tears roll down as i pat myself on the back trying to assure myself everything will be ok.. HAHAHAHAH YEA THAT DOESN'T FUCKIN WORK. that' relieved only about 2 % of my damn stress woohoo!!! go me for helping my fuckin self.. one step up to being independent.. hah what the fuck ever

I Find This To Be Truthful And Interesting
YOU KNOW DAY AFTER DAY WHEN I GET ON HERE. THEY HAVE THE CONTEST WHICH ARE FUN TO BE IN AND TO VOTE FOR PEOPLE. IM NOT GETTIN DOWN ON THEM. BUT I FEEL THAT THIS IS NO DIFFERENT THAN HIGH SCHOOL. PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY NEED TO BE IN THE POPULAR CROWD. THEY WANT TO HAVE TO LET PEOPLE KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND THATS FINE. BUT FOR SOME PEOPLE ITS LIKE A EPADEMIC ALMOST A PLAGUE THAT THEY HAVE TO BE THE POPULAR KID THAT IF THEY ARE NOT THEN THEY CANT SURVIVE. DONT BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO BE IN THE LONER CROWD. AND BECAUSE SOMEONES OUTWARD APPERANCE ISNT WHAT YOU THINK IT SHOULD BE. TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO BE FAKE AND IT REALLY GETS TO ME. YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE THE SIZE CLOTHES THEY WEAR OR IF THEY SHOW THEIR TATAS OFF OR THEIR PRIVATE PARTS. TOO MANY WOMEN OUT HERE GET BOTHERED BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE THOSE THINGS ON HERE THATS FINE IF YOU WANT TO SHOW THEM BUT THE ONES THAT DONT DO NOT GIVE THEM A HARD TIME IT DOESNT MEA

Italian Ricotta Torte
Ingredients: * 8 eggs, separated * 1-1/2 cups sugar, divided * 1-1/2 cups ground blanched almonds * 2/3 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup water * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1/2 teaspoon almond extract * RICOTTA CHERRY FILLING(recipe follows) * COCOA WHIPPED CREAM(recipe follows) * candied cherries or sliced almonds(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 375°F. Grease bottoms of two 9-inch round baking pans; line with wax paper. Grease wax paper lining, leaving sides of pans ungreased. 2. Beat egg yolks in large bowl on medium speed of mixer 3 minutes. Gradually add 1 cup sugar, beating another 2 minutes. Stir together almonds, flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add alternately with water to egg yolk mixture, beating on low speed just until blended. Stir in vanilla and almond extracts. 3. Beat egg whites in large bowl until foamy. Gradually

Chocolate Almond Torte
Ingredients: * 4 eggs, separated * 3/4 cup sugar, divided * 3/4 cup ground blanched almonds * 1/3 cup all-purpose flour * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 cup water * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/4 teaspoon almond extract * CHERRY FILLING(recipe follows) * CHOCOLATE GLAZE(recipe follows) * Sliced almonds, maraschino cherries or candied cherries, halved Directions: 1. Heat oven to 375°F. Grease bottoms of three 8-inch round baking pans. Line bottoms with wax paper; grease paper. 2. Beat egg yolks on medium speed of mixer 3 minutes in medium bowl. Gradually add 1/2 cup sugar; continue beating 2 minutes. Stir together almonds, flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add alternately with water to egg yolk mixture, beating on low speed just until blended. Stir in vanilla and almond extract. 3. Beat egg whites in large bowl until foamy; gradually add remaining 1/4 cup sugar

Respect
TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING ELSE BETTER THAN TO PUT THEIR BODIES ON DISPLAY FOR THE WORLD TO SEE YOU MIGHT WANT TO BE A LITTLE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS AND READ THEIR PROFILES BEFORE YOU SEND THEM THINGS THAT ARE UNSUITABLE. IF YOU DON'T HAVE RESPECT FOR YOURSELF MAYBE YOU NEED TO HAVE RESPECT FOR SOMETHING ELSE LIKE MARRIAGE AND KEEP YOUR NAKED PHOTOS AND UNWANTED UNSOLICITED COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. THERE ARE THOSE OF US WHO DON'T APPRECIATE IT AND DON'T WANT IT IN OUR FACES. IF YOU WANT TO SOLICIT SEX DO SO ON A STREET CORNER NOT HERE. IF I SEE IT I WILL REPORT IT WITH THE QUICKNESS. IF YOU THINK I'M BEING AN ASS THAN MAYBE I AM BUT NO ONE VIEWS YOU AS ANYTHING BUT A QUICK PIECE OF ASS WHEN YOU POST YOURSELF ONLINE FOR EVERY TOM, DICK & HARRY IN THE WORLD TO SEE. IF PLAYBOY HASN'T SNATCHED YOU UP YET THAN MAYBE ITS NOT WORTH LOOKING AT AND YOU PROBABLY NEED TO KEEP IT HOME FOR THOSE WHO REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

Speaka De English
> NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH > A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated > conversation. > > The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention > is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: > > "Emma come first. > Den I come. > Den two asses come together. > I come once-a-more! . > Two asses, they come together again. > I come again and pee twice. > Then I come one lasta time" > > The lady can't take this any more, > > "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig," > she retorted indignantly. > > "In this country. we don't speak aloud in Public places about our sex > lives. > > > "Hey, coola down lady," said the man > > "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell > 'Mississippi'." > > $5.00 says you're gonna read this again!

A "trick" For Getting A Woman's Number
A "Trick" For Getting A Woman's Number >I get a lot of questions about how I learned this stuff about women and dating. If you'd like to read my story, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave, Your material is awesome. I have met more women in 4 weeks with your material than in the previous 4 years of dating! I have, however, come across a problem which requires your expertise. I can easily obtain a woman's email and during the follow up email get their number. However, I get their voice mail often when I call them up. What is your feeling about leaving a message with them? I mean if you call several times (and they have caller I.D.) and don't leave a message they will think you are some kind of weirdo. For example I got this hot woman's email but whenever I call her (3 times in the past week) I get her answering machine. Should I leave a cocky/funny message on the third attempt or should I email h

Schadenfreude Evolving
schadenfreude ..SHOD-n-froy-duh.., noun:A malicious satisfaction obtained from the misfortunes of others. = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Perhaps it's just me.....but "CherryTap" seems to be a breeding ground for voyuers, stalkers, and other ilk of general creepiness..... Why else would I have hundreds of hits with only a few people I'd consider actual friends.....why after only joining a few weeks ago would I have >90 views on ten blog posts (1 of which is only viewable to 1 person). Its's not like I'm out there calling people over to look at my stuff....I'm not that interesting, I like what I like and it gives me a chance to write, which I don't do enough of. And maybe, just maybe a few folks like what I do and comment but that seems few and far between perhaps 1 comment per 10 views (just feel like if you look you should comment or at least rate).... I'm sure there are plenty of people who feel they need the attention and adoration ...Not to mention

Just To Cute Had To Post This
THE KITCHEN B*TCH A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off,get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks. The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the boy came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon."She heard her little darling continue..."For those o

House Renovation Headaches!
God it's a nightmare!! Save me from Double-glazing salesmen! First you have to be brave enough to actually ring them (OMG now they have my phone number, they will never leave me alone....Noooooo!!) Secondly you need to know exactly what you want, and stand your ground, once the salesman is through the front door! 1 x Light Oak Bay window 1 x Light Oak Bedroom window 1 x Light Oak Front door with Top Light "That will be fine thank you - No I don't want the rear windows doing! No thats what the pile of glass blocks are for! Nooo Trust me when I say I don't require new back windows, I'm taking 3 of them out, bricking one up and replacing 2 with Glass Blocks, Yes, very trendy! ... No, No I don't want a conservatory, I need planning permission, no seriously I already have an extension, so have to get planning permission!... yes I understand that could be a problem...." Sheesh!! Thirdly, you have to hope and pray that once you've signed the piece of paper that says; YES your

Curveballs!
It is funny how life likes to throw curveballs at you. I was having what I thought was the worst week of my life but now it seems to be getting better. It started out that I lost my job and now I can't find another one but I will keep looking until I find one. So I am getting worried about that. Then I have an ex-husband that keeps telling me that he is going to take me to court over my son. He wants custody of him. Well he is not going to get it. He is getting married and I personal think that is the only reason that he wants anything to do with my son is because she does. The one good thing that is happening right now is the fact that I am seeing this great guy right now and he is behind me 100% of the time. He would do anything for me and my son. Then this week I ran into 2 people from my past that I haven't seen in forever. That is just too freaky how life does things like this to people. Well that is all that I have for now. Talk to everyone later.

I Keep Wishing That A Comet Would Just Crash Into This Place When No One Is Here But Me.. I Don't Have A Path.. Nothing.. Gone
Yes I know for the people that read my bulletin earlier about the blogs this isn't one of them. This is on 100% serious note that I don't even think I can crack a joke about this. It's because I know I'm so fucked I just don't know if I could get myself out of this. To people living in a populated area it's going to seem like nothing, but if I lose my transportation I'm done. I have nothing at all. This is gonna be a long story to tell. well to me it seems like it would be but I'll cut it short. Once again I doubt anyone will read this and I totally doubt my bf will even read this. But whatever right now I just need to vent in some way. I went up to Illinois last month to work with my brothers dad. Well I only worked 2 wks due to issues between them two and I came back home to missouri after three weeks I think. I had some money to get my car fixed and money already put down on my car payment. So I was like, hey this should hold off until I find a job. I have been bust

Just A Little Something !!!!
Little Johnny gets home and has to learn the difference between theory and reality. He goes to his mother, Mom do you know the difference between theory and reality. His mom busy making dinner, asks johnny to go ask his father. Johnny goes to the garage and asks his father, "father, whats the difference between theory and reality?" The father replies, thats easy son. Johnny I want you to go ask you mom if she would sleep with someone for a million dollars. Johnny goes to the kitchen, says "mom, would you sleep with someone for a million dollars?" Mom after thinkin for a few minutes, says " well Johnny we could use a new washer, dryer, fridge, and some other things, so yes I would sleep with someone for a million dollars." Johnny runs back to his father, Dad!! "mom said yes, we needed new stuff, and yes she would sleep with someone for a million dollars" So the father then says to Johnny, well son go ask your sister if she would sleep with someone for a million dollars. So JOhn

Theory And Reality
Little Johnny gets home and has to learn the difference between theory and reality. He goes to his mother, Mom do you know the difference between theory and reality. His mom busy making dinner, asks johnny to go ask his father. Johnny goes to the garage and asks his father, "father, whats the difference between theory and reality?" The father replies, thats easy son. Johnny I want you to go ask you mom if she would sleep with someone for a million dollars. Johnny goes to the kitchen, says "mom, would you sleep with someone for a million dollars?" Mom after thinkin for a few minutes, says " well Johnny we could use a new washer, dryer, fridge, and some other things, so yes I would sleep with someone for a million dollars." Johnny runs back to his father, Dad!! "mom said yes, we needed new stuff, and yes she would sleep with someone for a million dollars" So the father then says to Johnny, well son go ask your sister if she would sleep with someone for a million dollars. So JO

An Offer For My Friends (not Selling Anything)
If you're ever in need of some PC advice, especially around security and keeping your kids safe online, don't hesitate to look me up on yahoo or MSN at: yahoo - peterjhillier MSN - peterjhillier@hotmail.com I have lot's of free resources and can almost 100% of the time find you a free one!

Hope Arden - Broken From The Start
Hope Arden asked me to review her video Broken From The Start v2. I don't usually like doing reviews or critiques, because it's difficult for me not to inject honey or venom into the review - I can't easily remain neutral. But here goes... I like the song - it strikes a chord (so to speak) with me - I have had several relationships which made me think there was something wrong with me. The song itself is simple, yet hauntingly effective. "Broken From The Start" questions a lover's decision to leave the relationship. The singer tries to sort out her feelings as she deals with her loss of her lover - "Is it MY fault you left? Are you going to return?" Loss of a lover is never easy, and the singer gives the viewer the depth of her pain - "Was I broken from the start?" The song is simple, yet well-crafted, helping the listener to feel as the composer does - a real tear-jerker. The video is cool. The INXS-like use of the signs is a cool way to emphasize the lyrics. The B&W home movie

Butcher Of The Night Chapter One.
Our world was once full of hidden things…vampires, lycans, and other things that crept in the night…however in the year of 2010 they were all exposed to the public finally and with them came us. The hunters…the people who have been silently protecting the world from all the corruption. Now however activists have risen giving the vampires and there lot right’s in various counties’ including the United States. Some of them aren’t so bad I guess or so we thought till the “true generation” came about. Now there are bounties all over place worth billions…and I plan to claim them. My name is Doctor Arkbane Vox and I am a hunter. Location London, England somewhere just outside the city limits. A lone man walked alone body covered in a suit of black a small scarecrow looking hat resting upon his head. He held a bag with a large red cross on it seeming not to mind the darkness of the forest about him. He knew she was there watching him the countess known as Raven. Her bounty was rather smal

Worms
A professor of chemistry wanted to teach his 5th grade class a lesson about the evils of liquor, so he produced an experiment that involved a glass of water, a glass of whiskey, and two worms. "Now, class, closely observe the worms," said the professor while putting a worm into the water. The worm in the water writhed about, happy as a worm in water could be. He then put the second worm into the whiskey. It curled up and writhed about painfully, then quickly sank to the bottom, dead as a doornail. "Now, what lesson can we learn from this experiment?" the professor asked. Johnny, who naturally sits in back, raised his hand and wisely, responded confidently, "Drink whiskey and you won't get worms."

Poetry I Wrote
little things my love; gental as the rain my heart; free of pain sheltered by the love of one my desires on the run unstoppable passion from with in tearing at my soal, let it beguin my future; your future together my heart is yours now and forever our love was painted never to be tainted or influenced by hate it has been our fate to fall for one another there is, for me, one lover i crave something real; so my heart may feal i`ve found it true i only have eyer for you

After The Day We Meet !!!!
Looking through the old times And wondering why Things had to turn out like this The happy times sure did fly Sometimes I can't remember But sometimes I really miss you I guess the feeling's not mutual I wish you'd miss me too Sometimes I get a word from you At some random time But I guess it means nothing Which leads me to this rhyme So I guess I'll sit and shrug it off Those months of happy tears Cuz back then you use to be my saviour Who'd fend away my fears I felt so lucky to have you But now I feel betrayed And I feel so damn pathetic Looking at this poem I made Why do I waste my time On dwelling on the past Besides, I have new friends And time's still going rather fast But as I read through it All those funny carefree days I must shake my head And change my ways So sayanara buddy I'll try to forget But I know I'll always remember those good times After the day we met

I Confess!!!! I Am A Point Whore
Here is my confession....I have numbered them so you can all discuss my sins: 1. I care about leveling up 2. I care about rankings 3. I care about fans, profile rates, and pic rates. 4. I wouldn't mind getting into the top 10, or being at the top of the legends. 5. I check to see if I have top photos (which I RARELY do..unless I've bid on a spotlight) 6. I pay attention to when I bid on my last spotlight so I can start bidding on the next one. 7. I take pictures just for CherryTAP keeping in mind which ones people will like the most 8. I get disappointed when I fall behind in rankings like I did for the last two days 9. I enter contests ALL the time and request my friends to vote on them. For the record this actually gets me NO points. Only occasional ego boosts, although usually I lose! Now I say SO WHAT...I think it's fun. I'm a point whore and I'm proud of it. I also attempt to answer every email (yes sometimes it takes me a very long tim

Just Another Somber Holiday
Well, I have began to write a book to my son, Hunter. I started yesterday. I think that it will help me cope with his death alot easier. He will have been gone almost 6 months and now his dad and i are having problems. I think that it is just a reaction to the holidays but im not sure. I started to write this book so i can let my feelings and thoughts out. I am telling him bout when i found out i was pregnant and his birth and all the things he went thru. Idk if i will post it or not. If i get a lot of requests i just might. Thanks for listening ppl!! MUAH!!!

Different Kind Of Contest.......
Contest starts this Friday OR after the first 20 entries are selected and will last for exactly one week. 1st and 2nd prize will be given to the person with the highest VOTES and/or COMMENTS!!!! Send a Private Message to me with the BIRD Pic you want to enter... BIRD Pics must be of yourself... Get you entries in early.....

Pimpinho
I totally forgot, I am in a contest for sharpest dressed and haven't done any PR/pimping/self promotion etc. I am so far 1436 votes behind the leader and your nobby needs you! Drastically. And apparently according to the landlady I am the most handsome bloke in the damn contest, so should win!

The Wasted First Kiss.....
When i'm all alone, tears run down my face, my mind sends torents of pain to my cracked and bleeding lips. First come thoughts of when we were ment to be, before you changed, before the pain, before i wasted the first kiss. everything seemed so perfect that night surounded by friends, such a good time, a time to good to be true, i seized my one opportunity without thinking bout what to do. i crushed my lips against yours, it seemed so good then, but now as i tink of the way it felt, i tremble inspite of my self, as i remember that truly wasted first kiss. From there it just went downhill, you became a cocky jerk, i kissed not the guy i love, but an alien invading his skin. I honestly don't know why you changed, i was now a possesion, instead of person, i was turned to a prize to be won. you showed off infront of the other guys, obbsesed with making out, as though you were showing that i was yours, you wouldn't let me be myself. In the end i

Part 2
Up until I started working at Pizza Hut, I never thought people were completely stupid and un-reliable. Partially stupid, perhaps...Partially suffering from some oddball mental illness...Perhaps...But jesus christ, I think I found the human epitome of the word stupid. Now I know I'm no Einstein, but this fat guy at work takes the cake. (And eats it, too) How hard is it to make a pizza? Honestly? How goddamned hard can it be to make a single fucking pizza with a single motherfucking topping?!?! Ya' get your dough, spread your sauce on it, sprinkle your cheese, throw it in the oven, and voila, you've got a fucking cheese pizza. Today, it took this fucktard FIFTEEN MINUTES to make a fucking cheese pizza!!!! FIFTEEN MINUTES!!! The 'tard doesn't do drugs, and has no mental illness. He's just plain old got fucked in the brains department at birth.((And by fucked I mean smacked in the forehead with a crowbar at birth, and then used as a fucking mop in a toxic waste dump.)) This retar

Dreamin
you ever have one o those dreams that just REALLY fucks with ya? of course of course...everyone has. that was stupid. well anygay, last night, wow. this dream was like BAM! whered i wake up and blow my nose and still think i was in the dream, but i wasnt, and i was sweaty and confused. it was good stuff though. one o them ones thats makes you feel like you watched a REAL good movie but you were in the movie and experienced it as you watched it. i enjoyed it. COMTRAX. the night time ones. they fuck you up. they are a cold pill, but they give me wicked dreams. well, i have purty wicked dreams anyways, but those just make it crazier. fuck. bored. sick. bleh. so. whos comin over to keep me company? itll be a good time i swear. i wish i could take a nap. or maybe go to the movies? thatd be cool. oh...someone posted a mumm i read earlier. but there was no vote to it. what the shit? um...its called BLOG. the funny thing is, some people did vote on it...whatever it was. holy crap a slurpee sou

Forever Is A Lie !!!!
Falling faster for his sweet lies Only you, he says, is his love Roses of black, lying on your bed Eating away what was real. Velvet tears streaming down your face Escaping all the fears Resting within your beautiful mind Inside, hidden what was never real. Sealed up with estrus urge Alone, but he's always there Like a throbbing pain that won't go away Insecurities running deep Every inch consumed, trapped within his curse.

Hello Everybody
I am in need of some good old banter / flirting today. Anything to cheer me up to be honest. I have been in meetings ALL day (9-4pm without lunch) and it's depressingly dull and fustrating. So........ message me, tell me a joke, write something funny blah blah etc

This Is Stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL I DON'T KNOW IF THIS WILL GET ME DELETED OR NOT!! bUT I JUST GOT A REPLY TO A BULLETIN THAT I HAD POSTED FOR A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE..THIS WOMAN HAD POSTED A FEW PICTURES NSFW SO THAT THEY WOULDN'T GET RIPPED!! SO NOW SHE CAN'T BE AWARDED POINTS FOR THOSE..NOW IS THAT RIGHT? I DON'T THINK IT IS!! HELL EVEN MYSPACE DOESN'T HAVE ALL OF THIS CRAP!! YOU MAY NOT PUT UP ADULT PICTURES OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT THEY DON'T KEEP CHANGING THE DAMN RULES ON YOU!! I'M NOT ONE TO BITCH ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS BUT THIS SHIT IS GETTING STUPID.. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ADULT PICTURES OR CONTENTS THEN GET THE HELL OFF OF HERE!!! YOU SHOULDN'T RIP PEOPLES PERSONAL PICTURES ANYWAY!! UNLESS YOU HAVE THEIR PERMISSION!! I MEAN I WANT PUT UP NUDE PICTURES BUT THATS JUST ME.. I DON'T MIND RATING THEM,ALTHOUGH SOME SHOULDN'T PUT THEIRS UP!! BUT WHATEVER TRIPS THEIR TRIGGER!! ITS THEIR OWN BUSINESS!! BUT IF YOUR GOING TO BE AT WORK THEN WORK.. THIS SITE IS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR PLAY!!!!!

Mind Games
I've fallen in love, she says There is no doubt If you fall in a ditch You can't fall out You play games with his head You cause pain to his heart Come on, let's play Grab another dart How do you do it Every single time Is it one snap of your fingers And you're, Oh look he's mine! Stop playing these mind games His brain is too small He really can't take it He's not bright at all Oh nevermind Forget it, whatever You're both idiots You're meant to be together

Do I Wait For A Greater Loss ????
A few years ago I made a friend But now shes ditched me I fear shell face an ugly end I worry for this friend Because her latest editions Are two drug obsessed alcoholic wild girls Each day I see new scars On her arms It makes me sad It makes me mad To see how far shell go Her two new friends As wild as wolves Tell her to smoke instead They tell Her to drink Promised to make it better I worry for I fear That this friendships end is near What if she over doses? I dont want her to die Like Tino did I couldnt stand the loss Do I cut her off? Or do I keep trying To prevent the loss?

Xx--tears--xx
when my world fell apart you were there to help me mend my broken heart but now that you're the source of my pain the tears fall like drops of rain now who will help me now that your gone now that you've left me to fend on my own i shall never regret meeting the boy that made me forget the boy that took away my pain again & again & again & again but now you've left me like you said you never would and i shall never forget the sound of your voice or your beautiful grin i'll never forget you forever, you win

A Guy Like This...
Cold and alone he watchs her, A shiver down her spine, The events are catching up to her, The pain she can't decline. Nothing more she can do, But sit and wait, The pain will set in, The sadness her fate. But that one person comes to talk to her, To tell her it's alright, To hold her close to him, All through the night. As a thankful guesture, She gives him a weak smile, She cries onto his shoulder, Holding him close all the while. He never once fights back, Or tries to push away. He just lets her cry, Until she is okay. Every girl deserves a guy, To hold and love forever, That will only leave you, Eight years after never.

Yea I Am An Odd One...
Sorry to those who read the blogs I post, If they all seem like they're all based around me...Most of the time, what I post is usually just a thought that won't stop ricocheting around the inside of my friggin skull...Like this... So, there's a ton of women on here that enter their ugly vaginas in all of the "who's got the best cunt contest", right? I want to know why some of these women even think about entering those kinda of contests... There seriously needs to be some fucking guidelines to those contests...Like the following...1) If you can't walk without tripping over your pussylips, don't even think about entering in this contest...2)Please don't post pics of you with a cucumber in your vagina. That poor cucumber did noting to you to deserve that fate. 3)Fisting pics...Wow...So there is a reason, other than the psychological scars for why you're a lesbian...You can't feel most men, So you go for women with very big hands...I now understand how that works... Instead of cal

What? What? What?!!!
my fucking ear is clogged and hurts.... my eye is leaking...i thinks and now im coughing THIS IS DUMB oh wait...yep my sinuses are being homo as well jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez i couldnt freakin sleep for nuttin now i cant sleep either *COUGH* this is crap. period. PISS!

Have You Ever
PRESENT 01. Is your hair wet? 03. Do you miss someone? 04. Are you wearing makeup? 05. Are you wearing chapstick? 06. Are you cold: 07. Are you tired: 08. Are you excited? 09. Are you watching tv? PAST. 01. Recently done anything you regret: 02. Ever stuck gum under a desk? 03. Ever kicked someone? 04. Ever trip over your own feet? 05. Ever cried so hard you almost threw up? TODAY 01. have you cursed: 02. have you yelled at someone: 03. have you gotten mad at someone: 04. have you cried: 05. have you called more than 3 people: 06. have you im'd more than 3 people: Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now? A 01: Q 02: where is the last place you went? A 02: Q 03: who is the last person you called? a 03: Q 04: what's the last piece of advice you've recieved? A 04: Q 05: do you have any siblings? A 05: Q 06: do you smile often? A 06: Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? A

Some Things To Ponder
1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. 2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. 3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. 4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. 5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. 6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? 7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. 8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? 9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. 10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. 11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. 12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number. 13. Th

Fairy Tales (my Own)
So now I live here, in an abandoned castle in the Forgotten Forest. It turns out not to be too far from the Isle of Avalon. I reside here in secret so that I may try to unravel the mysteries of my re-birth and possibly the resurrection of my "love". I believe that all of this has happened for a reason and am hoping it becomes clear soon. To just have woken up here as if I fell asleep one night and awoke the next morning is so strange a feeling. For I know it was hundreds of years later. How did I get here? Who helped put me here? Is it all just magic? I want to know the secrets of this mystery for it haunts me in my dreams. . .

Mia
ok, i am going to be MIA for a couple of days. i may pop on during that time i'm not sure. i know i know, you all are going to miss my insane ranting, bitching, and things that chap my ass, but when i get back i'm sure i will have a whole new set for ya. i am going to be at a hospitol, so YOU KNOW i'm going to have some good rants out of that...rofl lmfao

Love Survives
Love Survives Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me His love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs His need for me And mine for him Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done He - is my rising sun. - by R.K. Charron -

27 Ways To Make Her Feel Special
*27* ways to make a girl smile . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. *17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. *1

27 Ways...
TAKE NOTES GUYS lol just kidding *27* ways to make a girl smile . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. *17 . L

From Theunloved’s Somewhat Twisted Mind.
From TheUnLoved’s somewhat twisted mind. I have written of “Dreams” times before. Of how they are just that “Dreams”, And may never come true. My beliefs on this are changing. I now know “Dreams” may come true. If you pursue the “Dream”, and give it Hope, and nurture it into “Reality”. TheUnLoved® Somewhere there’s Someone Who Dreams of your Smile And finds in your presence That Life is worthwhile So when your lonely Remember it’s true Somebody Somewhere Is thinking of you Hold Fast to Your “Dreams”!

The Past
Many people are so caught up in their past. Either because they think it was better than their present or they use it as a crutch for how they are now. The majority of people I've seen use the past as an excuse to be difficult, bitter, depressed, unmotivated, etc... Then there are those who always want to relive the past because, in their minds, they have made it out to be some kind of paradise. They think their present is so bad, they have purposely forgotten the rough times in their past. I guess what I'm trying to say is, most people are so busy looking behind them, they don't see what's in front of them. None of us have really had it easy. Every person can look back and at some point in their lives, and pick out more than one traumatic moment. Abuse, neglect, a loved one dying, being picked on... Some big, some small. Fact of the matter is, we all have those things in our past. Here's the trick. Learn from your past, but don't dwell on it. Recognize it, own it, accept

Nsfw........
Here is how Cherry Tap defines it..... What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity Yesterday I had to change the folders that I posted some of my photos in... It seems that some of my pictures were deemed NSFW... I have a couple that just don't understand why... For those I will put them In a Folder titled : NSFW by CT. One of the pictures I am blowing out a candle...But the body art one was fine!! I know that some of these thoughts may be out of line.. But If the folder is titled ( ADULT) ....To me that means proceed at your own risk !!!! CHERRY TAP formerly know as LOST CHERRY makes me think 18 and older...Just by the name.. If that is the case.. Why do we have teenagers that are 15 and 16 years old on here ? Saw two yesterday ! And yes they even said so in their profile ! Teens under 18 need to be on a d

..and Then It Started To Bite Me.
So you have over 100 pictures of yourself in your gallery, photo thingy. I don't think there are 100 photos of me in existence on this entire planet. Planet is an odd word. How often do you take the time to sit back and contemplate the speed with which this particular planet is hurtling through the universe on a collision course with the giant marshmallows?

U Think U Know Someone......
i have this friend right...and she is fighting with her man. they have been together for almost 3 months. about 1 month into the relationship he tells her that he loves her and wants her to be is wife! so was so happy to have found someone that wanted to be with her and marry her and have kids with her...so on so forth. so she called me last night to tell me that she thinks the relationship is going sour. i asked her why and she told me that for the last couple days they have been argueing...he's been telling her she needs to grow up and to stop letting other people walk all over her, he tells her to go out and make new friends becuz she only has me and that aint good enough i guess....why do u have to have alot of friends to be loved...why is such a big deal for u to go out and have fun? why isnt it ok to just want to sit at home with ur family? i dont understand. so anyway then she told me that he told her that he thinks they are moving to fast...ok but hello he is the one that told

If We Met Under The Mistletoe
If We Met Under The Mistletoe Would You kiss ME? [ ] YES [ ] NO If YES... [ ] CHEEK [ ] LIPS anyplace else???______________ Do you even need a mistletoe to kiss me? Do you WANT to meet me under the mistletoe?? Repost this in next 30 seconds or you will have the WORST Christmas ever. repy to my inbox...

Freeeeeedom!!! Yeeehaaaa!!!
Scottish independence and the end of the UK It has recently emerged that almost 60% of people living in England support the idea of Scotland being made independent. In Scotland itself the figure stands at 52%, according to an ICM study undertaken on behalf of the Sunday Telegraph. The telephone poll, conducted on November 22 and 23, interviewed 1,003 Scots and 869 English people, so it is by no means all-encompassing but its findings come as quite a surprise, given English apathy towards the issue in the past. The report also revealed that 48 per cent of people living in England are in favour of complete English independence – so more people appear to be in favour of ditching the Scots than the Welsh and Northern Irish. SNP wants more The Scottish National Party (SNP) claims that Scots are fed up with being ruled by London and that now the country has a devolved parliament, it should progress to having a real parliament with real powers. Since Scotland regained a parliament

Sex
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m . The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, Peter, Peter, something or o

L D R
life the absolute , the glory of the sun, thye balance of the day before the night death the fallen, the shattered moments of a day darked, the lunar essence before us, the closing of the dusk rebirth the voyage, the passing of the sun the moon and stars , the day to dusk to twilight.. the emergance of the soul to godhood

We Are Making Changes...
Hi All... We will be making changes to our site. Trudy and I have combined out sites, not just LC but we will be doing the same with MySpace too. So hang on and be patient as we make some additions, deletions and changes. Thanks, Chris and Trudy

Hot Music
Yo just lettin everyone know that I have the hottest music on CT in my profile so if u stop by chill for a min and hear some shit u know and some shit that aint even on the radio!!!!!!!! Ya Dig!!!! I made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com.Check out this MySpace MP3 Player!

Hoildays Seaon
hello How is every one after thinksgiving. this is my 2nd blog just like to say it fun being on here and i meet alot of people on here and hope to meet more. to the people I meet on here thanks for being nice to me. and hope for more people to stop by and say hi.happy hoildays to all. also if any one got yahoo messenger u can add me kevin_burditt@yahoo hope to hear from y'all

Wanted.....
WANTED Apparently, no matter how pretty, sexy, funny, smart, successful, sweet, caring, interesting etc. I am, it all boils down to one thing: fucking. Fine. I give up. You want to fuck? I can fuck. WANTED: a guy to pull out his big, thick cock within five seconds of our first meeting. I want to kneel at your feet and worship you (and your organ) like a greek god. I will take your throbbing love-stick in my mouth and service you like a pro. I will lick the head of your penis, concentrating on the sensitive spot underneath the head, where it meets the shaft. I will then take you fully into my mouth, and move my head all the way down, swallowing the entire length. When you're all the way in and I'm fighting not to gag, I will move all the way back to the tip, then repeat. I will continue, up and down, until I feel that you're about to cum; then I'll stop, lick my way down to your balls, and take take them both in my mouth while stroking your cock with my hand. I will then move

I Live Again (well, Almost!)
Hey guys and ghouls, how've you been?? I finnaly had a break recently when my housed mate revealed that the computer is finaly fixed and should be returning home soon!! Its impossible for me to do my page at internet cafes and its sooo hard not being able to come online, I miss all my friends so much. Not much else to report, working lots, getting really busy for Chistmas and hitting the clubs real hard when Im off. Oh, and go see Tge Prestige, its an amazing movie... Ciao, J x

Thankful
How can I begin to be thankful for all that you have blessed me with. Never thought I would be so grateful to be so love sick. Never thought I would be so content on being with just one. To be so content to love just one and be done. I'm so grateful you brought order to my chaotic life. No more sharing lovers or taking another man's wife. I know I was living life wild and crazy. Now I'm so thankful that those days are so far behind they have become a distant memory. Like a cardiologist you performed open-heart surgery not only on my body but my soul as well. So with the same skill and precision I will carve out a life for us straight from a fairy tale. Every morning I will honor you my queen. Celebrate every day and make every night a romantic love scene. So to be thankful for one thing is really hard to do. So I'm thankful for everything that is you.

I Need U Here
I wish you were here to hold me close for you to be near when i need you the most I need ur advice when I'm in doubt Because i'm not sure how to work it out my life is wrong I need you here I'll feel safer If you a near I need ur arms tightly around me To see ur eyes as brown as can be I need u here to hold me close I need u near because i need u the most!!

First Day Of Kindergarten
On the first day of school, the Kindergarten teacher said, "If anyone has to go to the bathroom, hold up two fingers.” A little voice from the back of the room asked, 'How the fuck will that help?"

Dictionary For Women's Personal Ads
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish.............................................49 Adventurous................. Slept with everyone Athletic...................................... No tits Average looking.................... Ugly Beautiful........................... Pathological liar Contagious Smile.................. Does a lot of pills Emotionally Secure...................... On medication Feminist.......................................... Fat Free spirit.................................... Junkie Friendship first.......................... Former slut Fun.......................................... Annoying New-Age............ Body hair in the wrong places Old-fashioned............................. No BJs Open-minded................................. Desperate Outgoing...................... Loud and Embarrassing Passionate............................... Sloppy drunk Professional....................................

When Jane Met Tarzan
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? "Tarzan not know sex." he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said "Oh,....Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree." Horrified Jane said, "Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly." She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. "Here" she said, pointing to her privates, "you must put it in here." Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to grasp for air and screamed "What did you do that for?" Tarzan replied, "Check for squirrel."

Carry Mr Closely...carry Me Near
Carry me closely, carry me near hold me tightly, i have this fear I'm afraid you are leaving, your going away Our friendship is drifting, i feel it...please stay your words of wisdom that once rang true are now words of horror of me losing you your feelings i'm not sure of, they don't seem the same Was it a dream i was having, we're you playing a game? If I could hold you once more,something i could feel Then i'll know if what we have is real! So please carry me closely, as close as can be I'll love you forever...so please try to remember me

Happy Holidays Gramma
My Gramma passed on the day after easter this year. This was her season. She loved the holidays. I have mentioned in my other blogs I have all of her ornaments to put up on my tree this year. I wrote this about her. My Gramma I only got to know Gramma for 29 years. In those 29 years I learned a lot from here and I also have a lot of great memories that some others will never have. I remember being a little girl and visiting grammas house. We would take the bus to the port authority in New York and then we would get the bonanza bus to New Milford Connecticut. I remember the goodie table. She always had all kinds of goodies to eat and a candy dish it was always full and later on in life it would be one of my jobs to go buy her candy for that candy dish. She would take me to the windmill diner where she would always order the same thing. Fried Shrimp We would have to go after 4 so that they had baked potato. When I was about 7 we moved back to Connecticut and next door to gramma.

Do They Understand How Insulting It Is?
I just watched a television show on Atlantis and I wonder if the people who say that Atlantis was/is real understand how disturbing their beliefs are? Not the belief in Atlantis itself. That is an innocent belief and it may be true. I'm speaking of the believes many of them have that all the ancient civilizations are just offshoots of Atlantis. Easter Island - Atlantis. Angkor Wat - Atlantis. Egyptian Pyramids - Atlantis. Mayan Pyramids - Atlantis. Stonehenge - Atlantis. And these are just off the top of my head. Do they understand how demeaning it is to take the achievments of a race of people and say, "Sorry, you are too unsophisticated to have thought up this wonder. You must have had help."?

Just Had To Post It
I know its not my beloved Oilers, but the highlights rocked! It looked like a great game Devils vs Kings http://www.nhl.com/video/app?page=GameHighlights&service=page&gid=349>id=2&season=20062007&media=/20062007/02/0349/IH_NHL_2006_2007_349_2_700K_continuous.wmv

Miss You Dad!
Dear Dad, There isn't any way for me to mail you any kind of letter; you won't get it where you are. So, I thought that maybe by just typing something it will just help me get through the day. I could never tell you how much I miss you. Things are so different since you've gone. I still have your number programmed in my phone... and when I hear certain songs I still cry. I hope you are proud of me and aren't judging me too hard. Your grandson is getting big quick! I show him your picture and let him know your his grandpa. Sorry we didn't always get along and that I am so hard headed sometimes. I am really greatfull for the good years we did have. I wish we had more of them. Ok ... I need to stop... I can't believe its a year today! You're missed and loved.... Wish I could stop by your grave but its too far away. If I liked beer, I'd have a bud for ya! I love you always, and will see you some day I hope.

Lost Love
Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!

Need Help
so me and benny are travelling through the states these states are a def yes california,arizona,new mexico,nevada,utah,wyoming,colorado and most of mid and southwest,new york,also canada and mexico we plan to fly out to the niagra falls ad buy a car there and then just drive through to the west coast i will need information on travelling by car, campings,ghost towns,native american culture and ancient burial grounds;national parks and all sorts of cool stuff to see,metalbars,rockbars,countrybars...... if anyone knows of any websites where i can get free brochures, please let me know if you think your state is interesting enough for us to visit, let us know and tell us why we should come love nat

Snow Prince And Princess
Create Your Glitter Text This will be a contest for the Snow Prince and Princess of CherryTap. We will take 10 Guys and 10 Girls. Voting will be by comments and you can comment as many times as you wish. In the event of a tie the winner with the most rates will win. It will run Friday at noon til Sunday at noon!!! Couples are encouraged to enter!!! But you don’t have to be a pair..it wold be cute tho!! Shell and I will run the contest. The prize will be a VIC gift and a special tag that Immortal Love will make!! This will be fun so come on and send me a message if you want in! Evil Overlords kicked ass lets make this one as much fun!!! ♥Immortal♥Love♥@ CherryTAP

Still Here
Still Here Nov 27, 2006 Hello Friends... Been awhile, but just wanted to let everyone know that we (the band) are still here. As I mentioned before, our part of making this record is pretty much done. Now comes the waiting. In all fairness, I'm glad to be away from things. Living, breathing, and loving this record has taken its toll. I'm tired...no strike that...beat. You know you need a break when the sweet taste gets to be a bit sour. Have no fear...Thanksgiving has come and gone, and brought with it much needed clarity. So much to be thankful for these days, and I continue to count my blessings. Thanks to everyone who has made this year possible, and continue to support this project. We love you all! and it goes on... -T

X Men
You Are Rogue You're reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal. You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can't control. Powers: absorbing other people's memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touchWhich of the X-Men Are You?

Da Police
After reading.. that tragedy in NY.. Police shoot a drunk brother cuz he hit there unmarked survellence van .. they were looking to kill them !! not arrest them! I'm reminded where I LIVE again. How the whole usa fears a man based on his color. Sad really.. all this talk about feedom and I'm still not free. Sure that guy was drunk on his final night as a single man. But you arrest a man not shoot him to death! He was shot to death because he was black. But.. It will be ruled as a "clean" shoot.. they were following him.. yeah right.. He looked suspicious.. meaning.. he had rap music up in his car. or wore certain clothes. My friends in Europe say.. travel outside the usa.. not inside it.. And when I read about a guy like me getting shot up and he didn't have a weapon . I think there right! I was in a local VP at night.. with my buddy on my lunch break.. The guard.. had his hand on his pistol the whole friggin time I was in there.. un

Only Bored Once Again
Hehe.. Well just got back from a mission so.. figured I would write a blog about nothing.. Like most of them are haha.. So how is everyone doing? Im just great. Still here.. So can't say much hehe.. Anyway Ima get heading out and loading some pics up.. so talk with ya all later :D

My Jokes
A farmer is growing a field full of dildos. Apparently his biggest problem is squatters. A female terrorist believed to b part of the al qaida was 2day found dead. Police believe she got her anthrax mixed up with her tampax and blew up the wrong cunt. A jewish boy has been born with no eyelids. Doctors say they can operate using old foreskins but his mother is worried it will make him cock-eyed. Viagra..... Now available in powder form to put in your tea. Does fuck all for your erections, but stops your biscuits from going soft.

Driving To Work
Just another case of losing my mind by finding it type situation this morning. You know the kind, when you understand you are wasting your time understanding stupid shit. I was watching every other driver on the road and mocking their every mistake. Or dickhead maneuver. As I continued into work this morning I came across a truly useless revelation, that in turn became something of value. They were late, just like me, the only difference being that they cared. Let's face it, I drive like that too when I am on my way to get someplace important. Like picking someone up or making sure you can get two in before happy hour ends. I was wasting my energy on anger that was not going to change a damn thing anyways. Then came the smile. I was allowing the stupid to make me act stupid, and knowing that I recognize that, I can stop. I can go back to just enjoying the daily crap we all deal with, and just laugh at how moronic life can sometimes be. Come on, laughing at your mistakes is half the fu

I Cryed
" I CRYED TODAY NOT BECAUSE I MISS YOU NOT EVEN CAUSE I WANT YOU BECAUSE IM FINALLY OVER YOU!" YOU BROKE MY HEART AND ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS. I TOLD YOU NO BUT IT ONLY ENDED IN ABUSE. WHY DO YOU WANT TO LOVE ME? GET OVER ME JUST LIKE I GOT OVER YOU. LOVE EMILIE XO

Training Day
NO I didn't shoot anybody like Denzel did. lol Anywho.. Last night.. my buddy fritz had to train this brunette girl. she's a good worker.. a single mom 2 kids. and barely 21. She kept hitting on me. complimenting me.. some sounded fake..so i just rolled my eyes.. lol She's cute but.. my rule is.. She served in Iraq and for that I have great respect for her. But don't hit on me at work.. its annoying.. lmao NO WOMEN AT WORK CUZ MY BUTT CAN GET IN TROUBLE AND MY JOB IS WORTH MORE THAN SOME GIRL I WORK WITH!! LOL "She says.. Roy you have a kind aurora" " are you single?" "your so sweet" Don't say that around guys ewwwww.. what are you doing? if you like me thats okay.. but.. Don't fawn on me.. I mean.. geezz.. its me ! nothing special.. I saw how those guys were giving me that hater look! so I kept her away from me .. She kept following me around.. Don't follow me around I have like 1 billion things to get finished before 7am.

The Koala And A Joint
A koala is sitting up in a gum tree .. smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says, "Hey Koala ! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints. After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "Hey

Where My Name Came From!
If anyone wants to know what my name saddrabbit means: Well I did the easterbunny and santa at the local mall here where I live. I have seen so many kids that I wished that I could do more for but could'nt. It make me sad to se kids like that so my boss started calling me the saddrabbit and the name stayed with me.

Thinking Of Us....
You came to my door with a dozen red roses in a vase, and a white silk blindfold in the other. I take the flowers and place them on the table; you came up from behind give me, and placed a gentle kiss on the neck, and place the blindfold over my eyes. Then you lead me out to the car. I'm both scared and excited. We drive neither saying a word . Finally, you stop the car and get out, open my door and the smell of wild flowers is the first thing I notice. The next thing I sense is the silence, the only sound is the babble from a near by brook. You lead me to an awaiting a picnic basket, and a spread out blanket. There you seat me and open the basket , it has fruits of all kinds and a bottle of white wine. You feed me the fruit and we drink some of the wine, you tease me with different foods from the basket. Touching my tongue, some rolling over my body, and some squeezing juices out on me . After your finish you reach out and kiss me softly on the cheek, and follow my neck down to my sho

Xms Questions
1.Have you been naughty or nice this year? I've tried to be nice 2. What do you want most for Christmas? The mighty boosh Live dvd 3. Do you believe in Father Christmas? A fat man in a red suit that only visits once a year?? Sounds a bit of a perv to me. 4. What is your favorite food at Christmas? Selection boxes 5. Have you started your Christmas shopping yet? No I don't get paid until Friday 6. Have you finished your Christmas shopping yet? Read above 7. What is your favorite Christmas song? I don't have a favourite song. Favourite christmas album though gotta be Taste of Christmas. 8. What is your favorite Christmas movie? The Grinch hands down 9. What is your best memory of Christmas? I don't have one 10. What do you look forward to most at Christmas? A break from work for a couple of days. 11. What are you doing for Christmas this year? I finnish on the 23rd so xmas eve it's down the pub and boxing day will proberly be at the flicks. 12

It Is The Law
I am not an extremely religious person. But I am tired of all the ACLU court actions. If you look at the original ACLU charter, it was based on Communism. They have modified it to be more politically correct, but their goal is still the same. I received this email and thought it was appropiate. Some of the laws and actions our courts are taking do not mirror the majority opinion. Religion and Immigration are both at the top of bad decissions. When you read this email, I take the word GOD as being any God regardless of religious affiliation. The Ten Commandments are from Christianity, but all religions have them in one form or another. THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law a

Finally!!!
oi.... today i leave to go see tommy... i swear to god the time isn't going by fast enough. i know i only have 2 hours until the cab gets here... but still... that's 2 hours... lol. anyways. i will be there for 2 weeks... maybe sooner if we decide to come back early... who knows. it's odd... this seems so unreal. hehe. like a dream. it won't hit me i guess until i step off that bus and into his arms. :D lol... i swear i feel like the luckiest woman in the world right now. hehe... so yea... thats what's going on in my lovely little world right now. anyways, i'll try to be on here while i'm down there... i'm just not sure exactly how much. lol. love you all!! talk to you laters! ~cola~ p.s. for those of you who have had our backs throughout all of this... thank you for everything! it really means more than you know... ***hugs to everyone***

Not Safe For Workplace (nsfw)...getting Out Of Hand
ok...I sorta understand why they did the nsfw, but at the same time i don't. I mean someone showing their ass covered without their face is a lot better than someone showing their crotch without a face that is uncovered, but now I believe that they have gone overboard with the nsfw in the comment box. You mean to tell me that I now have to sit and wonder if my account is going to get deleted because of some comment that might be mistaken as not safe for someone at work? I understand a lot of people like to look at cherrytap at work because they get bored, but don't punish the rest of us for what they shouldn't be doing at work. I am sorry if i stepped on some toes, but this whole shit is getting out of hand. Are they going to start controlling our blogs and whatnots?

American Cities That Best Fit You??
American Cities That Best Fit You: 65% Atlanta 65% Washington, DC 60% Austin 50% New York City 45% Chicago Which American Cities Best Fit You? Funny... I'm glad Austin is on the list because I feel best here.... :D

Xmas Quiz
1.Have you been naughty or nice this year? Nice all the year round. 2. What do you want most for Christmas? my gig ticket from my auntie. 3. Do you believe in Father Christmas? Duh of course, he parties with the Easter bunny while torturing the tooth fairy. 4. What is your favorite food at Christmas? sprouts 5. Have you started your Christmas shopping yet? no. 6. Have you finished your Christmas shopping yet? no, not even started 7. What is your favorite Christmas song? War is over – Street drum corps feat Bert McCracken or alone this holiday – The Used 8. What is your favorite Christmas movie? I don’t have one really, miracle on 34th street is a sweet movie 9. What is your best memory of Christmas? I don’t really have one, I guess spending Christmas in spain with my rents, my auntie and my grandparents was fun, granting the weather was horrible, the food sucked, but it was nice to have a holiday with the my family. 10. What do you look forward t

More Of The Same
Laziness Never put off until tomorrow what you can do the day after. Anyone can do any amount of work provided it isn't the work he's supposed to be doing at the moment. --Robert Benchley If it weren't for the last minute, nothing would ever get done. A conclusion is simply the place where you get tired of thinking. Never put off till tomorrow what you can avoid all together. Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. Early bird gets the worm, but the second worm gets to live. Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy.--Charlie McCarthy

When Things Go Wrong
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 When things go wrong When things go wrong, stop and ask yourself a question. Do you want to make circumstances worse, or do you wish to make things better? Getting angry and resentful will take a bad situation and make it even more difficult. Focusing solely on who is to blame and seeking some form of retribution will not solve the problem. Instead, step back from what's going on, and make every effort to look objectively, with an open mind, at all the factors involved. Take a few moments to calmly put everything into perspective. When things go wrong, you will always find an abundance of opportunities for making a positive difference. Difficult situations, as undesirable as they may be, often carry with them valuable possibilities that cannot be found anywhere else. Look for a way to respond that will end up putting you in a stronger position than you were before the setback occurred. See the situation as an opportunity, and that's what it

Humor
Humorous Sayings In Order to get the handsome prince, you have to kiss a lot of toads. Never forget a friend, especially those that owe you--Chinese Proverb If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking, and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong? Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot. Everyone is gifted. Some open the package sooner. Suburbs are areas where they cut down trees and then name the streets after them. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. You can't have everything, where would you pu

Unanswered Questions
Unanswered Questions Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? OK, so what's the speed of dark? Why do psychics have to ask for your name? If a cow laughs hard, does milk come out its nose? If the #2 pencil is so popular why is it still #2? If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing in the store is free yet? The "Psychic Friends Network" went out of business... didn't they see it coming? Is it possible for someone to become addicted to therapy? And If so, how would you treat them? Why do we drive on the parkway and park in the driveway? If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostag

The Big "o"
By Kara Jesella Health.com Adjust font size: Decrease fontDecrease font Enlarge fontEnlarge font When Meg Ryan faked an orgasm at the deli in When Harry Met Sally, audiences were embarrassed and a little shocked. That was 1989. Today? Orgasms -- real ones --are everywhere. The interns on Grey's Anatomy seem to have them regularly, and Sex and the City's Samantha thrashes and moans two nights a week -- in prime time! It's enough to make the average woman feel like a bit of an underachiever. While we all suspect that endlessly orgasmic Samantha isn't entirely "normal," we're not sure we are, either. The truth is, only one in four women regularly has an orgasm during intercourse, and a third rarely or never do. This news may be reassuring -- or depressing. But what's healthy when it comes to orgasms, anyway? To find out, Health went in search of a sexual reality check and uncovered everything (well, almost everything) you'll ever want to know about the Big O. It isn't all easy

Christmas Safe
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, A

A Part Of Something Old With Something New!!
I think I'm in love with someone. Only problem is i'm sure he has someone already. Damn how I wish you were here with me. You rule my dreams as well as my heart. When I close my eyes I only see you. When I feel myself I feel you. When i think I see you. Your deep eyes,your sweet lips, your smooth skin,your long hair,above all it's your voice that haunts me the most. So what is someone like me going to do. How does one go on with out the one whos a part of them. which is why I was shocked that Jade and I made it as far as we did. For I've been inlove with someone eles for a very long time. It seems that this other person has been a part of me as far back as i can remember. i don't even know for sure his name but I believe his close to me in some way. How strange it feels to be a part of someone and yet never to touch skin to skin. Yet I find myself apart of him as air is a part of breathing. I find myself longing for him,so much that it hurts to breath at times. Thats how I feel. I won

A Letter Home!
Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food. But tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route" marches, which the Platoon Sergeant says

Fascinate
A grade school teacher in Kentucky asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Keep It Going!
Name a band (or artist) that starts with the next letter, and keep it going!! A - Abba (Aaron) B - Black Sheep (Andrea) C- Coldplay (Stephanie) D- David Bowie (Kendra) E - Evanescence (Eny) F-Fat Boy Slim (billy Joe) G- Get Up Kids (sarah) H - Hoobastank (anthony) I- Incubus (Trace) J - Journey (Brandy) K - KISS (Martha) L - Lynyrd Skynyrd (of course)..(David) M - Matchbox Twenty (Sheila) N - Nirvana (Scott) O - Outfield (Karen) P - (the) Pretenders (Char) Q-queens of the stone age.(CAYCIE) R-Rascall Flatts (Samantha) S- Smashing Pumkins T-Three Six Mafia U-Uncle Cracker V- Velvet Revolver (Jill) W-Whitesnake(DonnyT)-I love the 80's X-X the Band--punk from L.A. (Carlie) Y - YANNI Z - ZZ Top (Dude) A- Audioslave ~Cheryl B- (the) Beatles C - CONVERGE D-Drysocket E- Eagles F- Fuel G-Godsmack (Hayley) H-Hole (Sully) I - ISLEY BROTHERS ( nicole ) J - (the) Jackson 5 (Fatso) K-kacy and jojo (april) L-Linkin Park (Clint) M-Metallica (Missy) N--Nirvana

Say It Aint So!
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .......Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... The

This Is Funny!
I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to sta

Quotes Of The Week
"A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on." - Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965) "Don't stay in bed, unless you can make money in bed." - George Burns (1896-1996) "Pitty is given; jealousy you have to earn." - gmbo(2006-)

Tuesday Trite
You can only be young once. But you can always be immature.- Dave Barry Integrity without knowledge is weak and useless, and knowledge without integrity is dangerous and dreadful. - Samuel Johnson If we were not all so interested in ourselves, life would be so uninteresting that none of us would be able to endure it. - Arthur Schopenhauer

Nyc Cops And Al Sharpton
SO, NYC COP SHOOTING AGAIN, SHOCKER. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES COPS SO TRIGGER HAPPY IN NYC? IF THERES 4 OR 5 PEOPLE IN A CAR, AND U DONT SEE ANY WEAPONS, WTF, WHY SQUEEZE OFF 50 ROUNDS AT THE CAR? FIRST OFF, UNLESSS THE CAR IS COMING STRAIGHT FOR YOU, THEYRE NOT SUPPOSED TO SHOOT AT A VEHICLE. EITHER WAY, IF THEY WERE JUSTIFIED OR NOT IN THE SHOOTING, DOES IT REALLY TAKE 50 SHOTS TO STOP A FEW PEOPLE? I DONT THINK SO. AND THEY CLAIM THE ONE COP FIRED 31 ROUNDS? IF THATS THE CASE THEN HE HAD TO RELOAD AT LEAST ONCE IF HE WAS USING A 15 ROUND CLIP. DONT BELIEVE ANY OF THE SHIT IN THE PAPERS TODAY, B/C ITS ALL BULLSHIT. WAIT FOR THE INVESTIGATION AND SEE WHATS UP. I DONT KNOW IF THEY WERE JUSTIFIED OR NOT BUT I CANT IMAGINE JUSTIFYING 50 SHOTS AT ANYONE. 41 SHOTS WERE FIRED AT DIALLO, FOR GOING FOR HIS WALLET. ANYWAY, I DONT KNOW, MAYBE IM MISSING SOMETHING BUT EVERY TIME IVE DEALT W THE COPS, BE IT NYC OR NJ, THEY PRETTY MUCH ARE RUDE. EVEN ASKING FOR DIRECTIONS I GET ATTITUDE IN NYC, THIS

Canadians Not Protecting Identities
Canadians not protecting identities Ottawa RushHour Many Canadians, especially young people, are failing to protect themselves from identity fraud despite growing concern about the problem, according to a survey released today. Nearly one in three adults are failing to shred or destroy personal documents destined for the garbage bin, the poll says. That number includes half of Canadians between 18 and 24 years old. One in 10 people surveyed from this youth demographic keep their bank PIN number inside a wallet or purse. Despite the lack of vigilance with some people, 70 per cent of Canadians say they’re worried about the threat of identity theft and fraud, as Internet financial transactions continue to grow in every-day importance for many people. The survey, carried out by TNS Canadian Facts, is considered within three percentage points, 19 times out of 20.

Workplace Diversity
Okay, so now it's getting kind of ridiculous. Here's the situation. My place of employment recently got a new director of human resources. He is a middle aged black guy with oily, curley hair. Since his appointment to the position, the quality of employees being hired has drastically declined. Actually, a majority of the newhires, and I am talking a vast majority, have been black as well. This has not gone unnoticed by those of us who have been there for a while. Especially since these new black guys are averaging about two weeks of work before they quit or get fired. The majority of them are lazy. They come to work at the very last second, then do the bare minimum required. There have even been several instances of these "young men" being found asleep at they're work stations. Now this is a heavy industrial facility. Sleeping on the job can be deadly. Not only to them. If it were just a danger to them, I would have no problem with it. But it could also get others killed. And to

*a Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime... Thanks Jp*
To The People In My Life I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their email. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When You know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need You have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away, sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What

A Litttle About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rebekah Sue Post (Becky) Birthday: March 30, 1981 Birthplace: Beaverton OR Current Location: Battle Ground WA Eye Color: Greenish Blue Hair Color: Brown, turning white (what my family gray's early I can't stop it don't want to. I really hope it turns all white soon.) Height: 5'5 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German, Irish, Welsh, Dutch, American Indian (blackfoot) tons of others I forget though. The Shoes You Wore Today: work shoes (non slip) lol Your Weakness: sex Your Fears: people Your Perfect Pizza: light sauce, chicken, bacon, cheese, and garlic Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get my own apartment and away from my family for a while. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol Thoughts First Waking Up: â€Itâ€™s morning already canâ€™t I sleep just a little longerâ€ Your Best Physical Feature: eyes idk Your Bedtime: Iâ€™m 25 whenever I damn well please. But normally whenever I get

Why In The Hell?
YES I am headed towards being my name...taking lessons from people who get places in life... FOR EXAMPLE!! A WOMAN who is slime treats a man like shit several times, HE keeps fuckin going back!!! WHAT THE FUCK? SO A NICE WOMAN...like I ummm was...can bite the fuckin dust! SECOND EXAMPLE!! MEN who spit Game and get what they want especially from NICE WOMEN! Seen it happen with...ummm ME! THIRD and FINAL ONE! Stabing people in the back! Being a bitch or a dick...has made many people rich and succsessful! SO the key is NOT TO CARE! Wait there is a FOURTH! People that you think love you! Want to make you miserable everyday just because it is ok for them and they feel better! See I guess with out caring for PEOPLE MY LIFE SHOULD TURN AROUND 100% HUH? FUCKIN BITE ME!

The Inbetween
A world with no darkness,a world with no light, A world without black , a world without light. We live in the shade of grey , with no time of the past , the future lays waste . We search for ourselves inside everyone we meet , but we cease to look within ourselves to see who we really should be . The time has come and now is gone , and we still sit one our lonely thrones . Life will pass us by if we do not see it , and it will be gone if we dont live it . Live life to the fullest , treasure every day that you get , take all chance and make that bet . You only get one chance at life , so face with with honor , fear or strife .

For God So Loved The World...
John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” A boy was having difficulty living the Christian life. He went to his pastor who told him to go see a painting. The caretaker at the gallery took him to a large room where the painting adorned an entire wall. The young man was repulsed at what he saw. It was a painting of Christ on the cross but the perspective from which the artist painted it was off balance. It looked grotesque. The caretaker said, “Son, you need to get closer.” The young man came closer. “Son, you need to get lower.” The young man got lower. “No, closer and lower.” Before the young man knew what was happening, he was kneeling at the foot of the cross and when he looked up, he understood the entire painting. Until you are willing to take your place at the foot of the cross, the Christian life will never make sense to you either. Spend

*me & My Catholic School Vocab! Thanks, Jp*
Your Vocabulary Score: B You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying. Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated! How's Your Vocabulary?

Bad Day At Work But Atleast I Came Home
hi all sorry to vent these feelings on u all. Well as most of u know i am a volunteer fire fighter, but my 9 to 5 job is with a roller door factory and today at 2:50 pm we had a work place incident. i was at work doing my job when an employee came running in and said we need an ambulance, having first aid i responded to the scene of the accident to find work mate laying on the floor bleeding from blunt force trauma to the head. i proceded to administer 1st aid until the ambulance arrived but sadly the employee passed away before he got to hospital. so this blog is in memory of him (Marvyn i am sorry i tried but could do no more for u buddy i regret the fact that u drew ur last breath in my arms, and that ur kids will never know how hard i tried to bring u back to them, but rest assured mate i did everything i could). Please everyone be careful at ur jobs and go home to ur loved ones and when u do send a prayer to Marvyn and wish his family all the best. thank u all for reading thi

My Friends List
much to my dismay....i have become a friend whore....going after that level and rating....i like to chat and comment with all of you! so i am gonna start deleting those who i never hear from....and go back to my self imposed age rule....hugs and kisses...just Becky