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My Heart
My Heart © By Trisha I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire

Circut Court Misdameanors
It seems in the state of michigan while on at work you can get screwed In 1999 while on duty delivering keys to a hold up alarm I was in a auto accident i plead no contest to the accident due to the fact I can't remember what happen now I can;'t get a decent job unless I pay a lawyer to get my records cleaned and I can't get records cleaned with all my money going to gas and child support wow what a way to keep people down. They told me some one was killed in the accident I don't remember anything about it and now it seems it will haunt me for life

Focus Far Away (sedoka Varient)
Focus far away allow your mind to succumb to where winds of whither blow open dreams of yesterday Unfocused at last real-time illuminations take shape in symbol and form from ancestral memories 8-2-02

More Poems Just For Me
TheDark... member is Buildings burn. People die. Real love is forever Under the shadows of your soul I creep Under the bowels of false pretenses I keep Born of fire, darkness, secrecy and lust I am the lurking forgotten thought Made of the needs that you have fought Ready to take over your life if given a chance Ready to unleash my fury at a second glance A moment of weakness and I explode Covering your soul with my addictive intentions I am the shiver you feel behind your monitor The desired pain which has no gain That which makes your blood boil Watching, waiting, desiring for you to find I haunt your dreams and poison your mind By the moonlight I breed Your inhibitions of which I feed I am Passion And I am here to stay TheDark... member is Buildings burn. People die. Real love is forever As the darkness falls and all is black Do you feel yourself scared to turn your back When all is quiet do you run or d

A Dream...they Live For Ever
i had a dream...that my love came to see me unbeknownst...as i looked out the window there sat a saturn and my vision eternal...the reunion was magic and oh so wonderfully sensual...from one sense to another to another and yet another...time knew it as endless...as we spoke but one phrase over and over again...without words.... to love as now i do.... prior incarnations seem so unreal and trite. i cannot even begin to describe the physicality of my heart's sensations.... we would laugh at how alike we were to school kids just discovering love and its intensities... but this-its that and so much more....the pangs from the distance of miles and time-even but a moment seems an eternity... no child or youth...no adult save for us could ever feel this way my darling... and i live for the dream...for the moment of reuniting... all my everything....

Love Of My Life
Love of My Life © By TRISHA Like the stars in the sky, I am calling to you. From the heavens above, I am looking for you. In the depths of my soul, I will live and breathe for you. Sadness dwells inside you; You have nothing to fear, for I am next to you. I can feel your sadness; Let me be sad for you, so you will feel love once again. Worry not about life, let me worry for you. You should always love life, for it is a part of you. I'll be there when you fall, to catch you and say I Love You...

Newsest Member(s)
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Grrr
So for those that care or friends that wanted to know.. the wedding is still on for october and the stress for that hasnt completely set in,,, but however my best friend of 23 is getting married in 3 weeks and im her maid of honor and that im stressing about.. soo much to finish planning from the bridal shower, to bachlelorette galore.. who knew hers would stress me out more.. though im sure mine will when time gets closer... but for those that dont care oh well you shouldnt be reading this.. but those that do.. i have of course the place reserved and paid for.. we are getting married outdoors and we have this huge clubhouse rented out as well,,, i have booked my dj, planned the food and such.,,, i have my dress and the bridesmaids are on order.... the biggest part now is the massive amounts of beer and liqour and alcohol license i need...lol.. but hey its not worth losing my mind over.. i might just need a shot before i walk down the aisle...!!

Donate 2 My Spotlight Fund
Make this BEAUTIFUL FU... SPOTLIGHT! This sweet, gorgeous, giving Fu gave all she could to help so many others get Spotlight when they wanted it! WELL, now it's her turn! Give big, give small, give everything you can. It all adds up and will help her get there. *Pink0828 *@ fubar If you want a lil BLING, BLING for helping we have options! HEHE! Donate $100,000 FUBUCKS and get a Diamond Bling! Click here to bid on a Bottle of Cristal! Anyone that donates will be included on daily Thank You Pimpout! So, you can't lose! With Much Luv: PebblesinAZ

My Ghost (a Rubai)
My ghost knows what it is doing; it has control for this life is borrowed Is it vain to imagine immortality in the decaying corpse of a dying god? 5-11-03 (made a wrong turn, found myself going up an off-ramp and onto the freeway...when I corrected the issue and calmed down enough to do anything after that, this is what appeared)

I Cant Change
You cannot ask someone to change As a prerequisite to being with you I have struggled a lifetime to change myself With mixed success Do you think I could change for you Easier than for myself? I am who I am. With strengths and weaknesses. I should try hard. I can be motivated to be at my best. I want that external motivation. Someone urging me to improve myself, Further my goals, Succeed and prosper. But that is encouragement, Not requirement. I will either change Or I won’t. I’ll do the best I can No more. Love me for who I am now Or don’t love me at all.

The Bleeding
I remember when all the games began, Remember every little lie And every last goodbye. Promises you broke, words you choked on And I never walked away. it's still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty. I'm better off without you, you're better off without me. Well you're so unclean!! I'm better off without you, you're better off without me!! The lying!! The bleeding!! The screaming!!! Was tearing me apart!! The hatred!! Deceiving!! The bleeding!! It's over!!! Paint the mirrors black to forget you. I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass dead and wilted. To you this all was nothing, Everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy... I'm better off without you, you're better off without me. Well I'm so ugly!! You're better off without me, I'm better off alone!!! The lying!! The bleeding!! The screaming!! Was tearing me apart!!! The hatred!! The beatings!! Disaster!!! It's over!! As wicke

To My Only
Layin in bed awake last night just thinkin of you thinkin of you How far we've come how far how fast and wondering how does one define a thing so deep the depth so deep what went from us the perfect friends to now so heavy and deep so large as us the here and now. Wow! To rise a morning later not having slept for hours straight engulfed in thought with thoughts of you How far we've come how much we've breached and have we reached that perfect merge? What lies ahead I do not know. I cannot imagine a closer us. Could it still grow? And will we know? Can we make it to occur? What would it be like to bear the intensity of a more potent oneness? Could we stand the perfect bonding? I fear the power of more. And such were my thoughts until a moment ago last night.

Re-roomate
Well my good friend Ashley is likely moving back into the house, her and her man are having issues she says she can deal with no longer and asked if she could crash here till she found somewhere to live, I told her, no.. you can live here till you find somewhere to land.. She has been a very good friend since i met her, at the time her boyfriend stayed here and she eventually moved in later and when it came time for me to send him on his way due to his worthlessness.. I was sad she couldnt stay. she is a good roomy, probably the best one I ever had minus my great friend Craig which was my roomy in Knoxville for a long time and we really knew how to throwdown back then lemme tell ya! I welcome Ashley back, but for some reason.. I see "Party People"!! Lol let the good times begin all over again..

For Andrew
You ask "why the doom and gloom?" noone knows what Im truly like "You need to surround yourself with funner peeps" Im a flower that just wont bloom What makes you think you can talk to me? What makes you feel that you know me? What truly lies inside of me? What would you do if only you could see? The demons come ridin' stompin' through my brain Roaming inside slowly driving me insane Reality is not seen with your naked eye The truth is kept far within deep inside My false self greets you with a smiling mask Eliminating fear Gaining acceptance The truth is in my head The truth will turn you dead I want to show you how I want to show you now The demons come stopping only to torture me And I must fight to retain my sanity Reality is not seen with your naked eye The truth is kept deep inside Kept within behind the lies

Pick One
Pick Heaven or Hell One day while walking down the street a highly successful executive woman was tragically hit by a bus and she died. Her soul arrived up in heaven where she was met at the Pearly Gates by St. Peter himself. "Welcome to Heaven," said St.Peter. "Before you get settled in though, it seems we have a problem. You see, strangely enough, we've never once had an executive make it this far and we're not really sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in." said the woman. "Well, I'd like to, but I have higher orders. What we're going to do is let you have a day in Hell and a day in Heaven and then you can choose whichever one you want to spend an eternity in." "Actually, I think I've made up my mind...I prefer to stay in Heaven", said the woman. "Sorry, we have rules..." And with that St. Peter put the executive in an elevator and it went down-down-down to hell. The doors opened and she found herself stepping out onto the putting green of a beautiful go

The Touch...
The Touch... Wrap your arms around me and say my sweet name. Long for me, touch my body it is a passage to my soul. Look into my eyes they can tell you everything I feel. Press your body against me let me feel your want. Enter into me slowly inch by sweet inch. Arching my body to receive you but you make me wait. Slowly, slowly , slowly, driving me insane……

To All
i just joined this thing and all you guys are rating me. i really appreciate all of the ratings, it makes me feel so awesome, but i hate to let you men down but i a lesbian and have a girlfriend of 7 yrs. so don't try to hit on me or ask me out or anything like that cause i will just turn you down. thanks to all

Fuel The Flame
The wretched filth that pours from your mouth Will fuel the flame that burns down south The growing power of your hell To rot your brain and tell the tale Your putrid eyes can see the hate The corrupt future that is your fate Sights of anguish, pain, and sorrow Will be your future that is the morrow You've damned yourself to kingdom come It all adds up to a fatal sum Satan calls you to your place Corrupts your beauty with a rotten face Honesty will bring you down Jealousy will swirl around Lie your ass off and never care Let them catch you if you dare Your sanity crumbles away As your innocents is led astray What you reap is what you sow Despite the truths that you know There is no human left in you The person that you once had knew The monster eats the burning flame Rot away by sorrow and shame.

The Little Star
Tell me Little Star of your pain, you burn so bright, you should have no shame. "I am sad for I'm but a Shade..." The eerie voice of the star replied one day. Confused I cried, "A Shade? But why?" The weaker answer came made me cry, "I had Died so long ago and now as I say goodbye I begin to fade." "Well, Sweet Star, know you'll live forever. In our hearts because of your great splendour." "Forever? the echo whispered hopefully. "Forever and a day.Just you wait and see!" That star was painted rembered just as I'd said, and her memory will never be dead. So we can always shine on forever, with Liz, forever in the Heavens.

Staring At The Clock
Sitting here staring at the clock All the rage inside I try to block. My soul is in a pit of fire. Burning with a fuel so ire. Love and joy is frozen in an icy tomb. And darkness has began to consume. Consuming my mind, body, and soul. Swallowing my entire being up whole. Devastation will only be left in its wake. I have to fight for control for my own sake. If I dont I know Ill surely die. Goto hell and eternally fry. Sitting here staring at the clock. As the darkness continues to mock. Seeing I have no dignity nor any pride. For tears of hate is all Ive cried. I see how angry and cold Ive grown. Its the only thing my darkness has shown. Pushing away those who truely care. Because its only my cross to bare. With this Im destined to be alone. Into my darkness Ive been thrown. Wanting Death to put me in the ground. For my lunacy has become unbound. So I sit here staring at the clock. Waiting for that final tick-tock. Come Death, take me from this pl

Lame Gratitude
Part of me is engulfed with silenced sin. And when I want to shed my heart, all I do is hide in my skin. The pen won't release its ink, reflecting what I feel within. Rusty thoughts feast on my life, a trial made of tin. So I don't want to speak right now, I would only like to write. Humanity feels bleak to me because it's never been right. And to delve deeply within the depths of my undying plight, I'm never correct in anything, I lack divine sight And as we fly forever past my angst and through my mind, We'll find on this endeavor that the truth isn't kind. I wish I wasn't myself, in a time booth filled with time. I don't want to lend my mind and soul to the upkeep of mankind. I beg of you, teach me how to do it like you, please. I've reached the color where I can't handle these responsibilities. I'm not the sort of dog that is bred to succeed. In the double helix fog, you'll see that that's a seed. In the map of my mind, there's a hole in the middle. Even with the g

All Aboard The Locomotion
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Remember My Words
Another day, Another line. You choose him, time after time. I'll write yet another, poem about why I'm sad. I'm so sick of it all, I miss feeling glad. I'm tired of writing, these poems that never put me at ease. If someone knows the way out of this heartache, Don't hesistate to tell me, please. People say "You'll be okay", And smile right at you. And your thinking," Yeah right, you don't know what I'm going through". Do you know what it's like to feel, like you'll never feel happy? Or what it's like to feel like you have to scratch your eyes out, Just so you couldn't see?. Even as I write these words, my breath is filled with sighs. Because they remind me of you, so I slowly begin to cry. It's not fair, this feeling that's left me bare. It's not fair that I'm still missing you, and you don't even care. You made that obvious, when you let my world turn dark. I stare lifelessy at everyone, On my heart, you left a mark. My poem is done, my

The Gentle Rain
The Gentle Rain By:Heaven Come dance with me my love, let the moon and stars guide us, while the rain gently falls from above. Our steps will be as light as a dove, we stir up not even the dust, come dance with me my love. The our bodies will combine as you whisper,"my love" come dance with me my love, while the rain gently falls from above... yes, while the rain gently falls from above.

Come Dance At The Fu Land Sock Hop
Let's Go To The Hop A Sock Hop In Fu-Land Break out your penny loafers and poodle skirts... It's time to dance!!! Rate, Fan, Add each person at the Sock Hop. When adding a new friend, place "Joining/dancing at th

Musical Notation
Perhaps the celebration of life is the warriors most important moment. It is good times that helps us call reserves of strength through memories of what we fight for and why... Musical Notation By:Heaven Lyric drama is my fate, to dance with Nature becomes a must. The wind picks up a dancing leaf, calling to my inner vixen. Autumn colors add the spice, volcanic, fiery, and exuberante. Uninhibited I become lost in the musical notation. Music is my passion, nature? Well, Milton said it best, "Trip it as we go, on the light fantastic toe." Dance with me when Gaia beckons.

Pain Of A Thousand Years
I was going to write about your pain, how you must of felt, Then i started thinking, and i thought about me, Trying to remember whats in that lone hole, dug into my heart so deep, This whole thing started and i was so blind, it started in a week and i was terrified, But i had to live up to my word so i did it anyways, but forgot you forced me when i fell for your gaze, I loved you, and i always have, all these little things come up, all the things i think are really bad, I forget about the rights and start counting up your wrongs, the whole time thinking that everything, thinking its all my fault, I think about what's all changed about you, and i always think its because of me, How the pain must of changed you when i was to leave, But then i start wondering did you really change, or was i too blind to notices these things? I fall to my bed, just filled with the weight of my guilt, your so happy and have moved on, And then i start to think, did you ever really care about m

My Desire
I want your powerful big arms around me, protecting my fragility as if I'm breakable. I want to wake up to your serene angelic face. To that playful smile on your lips. I want to heed your strong voice, gentle and soothing while you whisper in my ear. Your alluring laugh, so deep and sensual, too tempting to resist. I want you to embrace me, strong with the gentlest of touches for me. I want to burn with the flame your lips promise. I long for our bodies and souls to merge together and become one. All of this I desire but one caress would suffice. But I'm denied even the simplest of things, because you stand on the other side of the world. And I have no way of knowing if the person I'm in love with is really you or but a fragment of your imagination.

What Iz Real
I loved this site for all the right reasons. It's way better than my space. It's more interactinve and it's bar oriented. NOW! Let's get to the real issue. RATINGS! People hand out 10's like there goin out of style. I understand the reason (points) but let's start something new on here. Give the points to someone you would REALLY give, not counting their feelings or points. Have an opinion, feel free!

Stain
i think i might of finally find someone cant say that he doesnt make me smile but for some reason your always still on my mind now that you've been gone it seems like you've always been on my mind i thought that once i found someone you would all of a sudden dissapear and that my tears would fade away and now im wondering if i made the right decision to make him the one without letting go of you first its not fair to him and only hurts me i never told you how i relly felt i never told you that every night i cry myself to sleep knowing that me and you just werent meant to be but now im scared you've been gone for so long i've shut the door on those old feelings and another one opened but i forgot to lock the previous and somehow those feelings snuck through the cracks and are eating away at my broken heart im lost and confused afraid that it'll all end up bad i love him so much nothing in this world can replace him but you've already made your stain on my heart

One Day In July No I'm Not A Hero
i thought i better write about this some are starting to hear about it yester i was on the beach i gathered my stuff and gathered my gregory and started home gregory was tired and was wanting to be carried and i was tired too so i was making him walk and we were slow goin very suddenly just a block from the beach i heard this "grrrr" off another street and screaming and saw a lil girl she was running in my direction then i saw a big brown dog almost orange in color i just reach for the girl when he just bite down on my arm before i knew i had swung my foot at him and he bite down on my foot which knock him off balance i seen he was getting around to charge omg i thought remember my defense and he charged and manage to flip him he went rolling heard yelling behind me and then it was over he was running the lady called me a hero but what was i to do seem to be just defending myself but the lil girl was never touched then i realized my arm hurt looking i n

R & R Much Needed!!
I am so tired! Looking Forward to getting My Seabee home, spending time with all of the kids, settling back into life, then planning a trip (alone time) to the Mountains of TN. Gonna rent a Cabin for several days and Relax with My Man, and a bottle of Jack in the Hot Tub!! Cant wait.................... Much needed time off after being apart for the last 10 months! Get reacquainted and back into reality!! This has been a nightmare for me... God Bless Our Troops! and their families and loved ones for what they go thru trying to keep it all together here at home while worrying about them so far away!! TTUL Southern Bitch!!

Shameful Defeatnes
We started out okay but he blew it all away My heart was hidden inside of him where no one could harm it but little did i know he was the man who would ruin it and rip my heart to shreds he told me he loved me and then he got what he wanted and left me tears after what he got what he needed to bare he said *you are nothing just a waste of time and air* i look at him and say *you are right* my feelings shred away leaving me with nothing but this desire to kill i look around to see where they have hidden my heart and soul put together the black roses fall against my smooth hardened skin the thorns cut me deep as the blood begins to spin the dark pool swallowing my feet and threatening to drown what is left of me and my ugliness of shameful defeat......

Soulmate
I wade through a life with no meaning, with no desire or aspiration, every day redundant of the one past. One day the sun breaks through the cloud that is my life, and fills my days with a blinding light. You. And everything becomes precious and sacred, you become my passion, my frenzy, my fantasy, my ecstasy. You are my every moment, my every breath. My soulmate.

Fuck You
If only I could cast a spell It's coils to bind you tight I could pull you down beside me To make love in clear moonlight. To kiss my lips and feel breasts Caught in your warm embrace I would cry and howl and claw And you would know my face But time and place elude me Only in dreams can I be lain All I have are aches and longing You can't ease my pain Time will bring my hearts desire Or so say those that know me But I have known lifes bitter tears That burn and scald me nightly You are bound and I am caught Nought can break that claim So I must live outside your life And tend my guttering flame.

You Cant Hear Me
I kept hearing them call my name. One soft, the other harsh voice connected together. Although I saw no one, I could feel them close by. And I heard cries and moans of other children, sounding as if they were coming from halls. That echo sound that lingers on. And long trails from up above hung strings or thread of gold. It's beauty cast it's colors upon my eyes. And I felt drawn to follow the glimmering reflection that seemed to be moving along the path. My name growing louder and louder as I pursued the gentle glow. The aria kept it's tune. The coldness that surrounded me seemed to signify all that darkness is all about. And when I turned and looked behind me, there was nothing in it's presence. It was like a hole and it seemed to be taking in whatever stood in it's view. Moving faster to escape this entity, no soon as a cast in the eye, I was at the bottom of a pit and I saw emeralds encased in the pillars that surrounded the circle above. And above me, ash-red s

Again..only In Florida
http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/07/16/911.billboard/index.html 9/11 billboard draws flak from Florida Democrats, GOP Story Highlights Billboards use image from 9/11 to encourage GOP votes 9/11 image wrong for ad, say Florida political parties Floridian praises President Bush, says ex-President Clinton failed to stop al Qaeda (CNN) -- A Florida man is using billboards with an image of the burning World Trade Center to encourage votes for a Republican presidential candidate, drawing criticism for politicizing the 9/11 attacks. "Please Don't Vote for a Democrat" reads the type over the picture of the twin towers after hijacked airliners hit them on September, 11, 2001. Mike Meehan, a St. Cloud, Florida, businessman who paid to post the billboards in the Orlando area, said former President Clinton should have put a stop to Osama bin Laden and al Qaeda before 9/11. He said a Republican president would have done so. "I believe 9/11 could have been prevented if we'd ha

Amanda
Am sry for hurting and saying stuff to my ex about u. I was trying to get her back am for the am sry but am done with her and her lies. I got someone who like me for me and might give me chacn but we are taking thing slowly. I will not say who she is bc i don't crystal or anyone who hate me ruin a good thing. What said on yahoo with u i meant it and i thought u meant to. I think if want to have friendship the let have one but not staping each other in the back. i just want friend with heart and soul lie i think u have.

In Another Auction Lol
Hey all its me DJ Tazman and im in a St Patty's Day auction so please come bid on me .I am offering 1.Rate pix durring happy hour. 2.Add to top friends and or family. 3.Added to fu owner blog. 4.Added to fu owner pimpout on my page. 5.I will make you 3 morphs of ur choice. If you cant bid please just rate the pic id appreciate it . Thank you for all the rates and bids in advance !!!! Just click the pic below to go rate and bid

Us
Thunder ripped through the skies while the clouds dripped blood on those that forgot the rules of the soldiers of the underworld. Multiple raging fires consumed the streets. Contaminating our minds, our bodies, and stealing our breath. The new dawn would escape into yesterday. Through this anarchy, I saw their anger, the narrow tightness that seemed unjust. And others I saw when self-control was lost and they bordered on madness. The pain of their weapons melted into our bodies. Shattered pieces scattered. Encased in the walls I could see the bodies, lined up one by one with their mission parameter of taking the fingers of the holders of hope. Where is my God to shine his light upon me? And I hid alongside the corridors and peered from side to side to find my safest exit. Through the madness I could still see that time was a race to survival. But there stand the faces of Death approaching waiting to complete the fate. I did not know the

Thinking Of Not Renewing My Vip
Hello all, Since Fubar decided to let members be able to re-rate profiles, I have been seriously considering not renewing my VIP come August because for one, if I did, that would take away from the 100 11's that I have and I don't think it's a real good idea to be re-rating profiles but as that saying goes, that's my opinion and you know what they say about opinions too. If there was a better way which I think there is, namely allowing members to use their fu-bucks to buy more 11's than I think that would make re-rating profiles a lot more interesting besides, for having over 700 friends, that would take 7 days or more to just re-rate everyone's profile, that's ridiculous! So I would say, it's a 60-40 possibility that I won't renew my VIP come August here so if I don't, I hope people understand that and not be upset with me about it either.

Alone
Now as the darkness surrounds me, I feel as I have never felt before. You look at me like I'm stupid, but you have no idea what I go through. I block your face out of my mind but you don't go away. I cant stand the way you look at me with that fake "I care" look. leave me alone you cant change me. I refuse to change. The more you try to get to me the more I will resist your words. Maybe one day you'll see, you can't change someone who is set in their ways Don't send me away it wont help. You're stupid you're crazy. But not as crazy as me. Your thoughts and words will not affect me. I have learned to ignore everything you say. Hopefully you will understand I cant change I wont change I WILL go my own way!

Stud Muffin Seeks Cupcake
"Must Be Nice And Sweet!" This is what's on the onesie that our son Jeffrey's wearing at Grandma's house today! Once again, I so hated leaving them to get to work, especially since our daughter Sarah ("I drive Mommy to work!") got to ride with us to my wife Martha's day care job because one of her coworkers hadn't seen Jeffrey yet. So we arrived there and Sarah and Jeffrey, when they weren't being "shown off" wanted to get on the floor and play with the other kids! We promised that next time we brought Mommy to work we'd show up a little earlier ... This past weekend was a pretty hectic one, not in the sense of exhausting (though there are moments) but rather because we'd put in our schedule (sometimes I feel more we let Martha's well-intentioned family schedule us) so full of having to be people-pleasing that I was ready to walk out a few times. I actually did that Saturday night; we'd gone to Michael's for our fifth anniversary dinner and arrived to be told there was a big pa

Where Is My Love?
Will I ever find my one true love? Do you believe there is such? I've reached out on a long search But never close enough to touch Couldn't find anyone to hold me Lost in nothing but my dreams Everyone I loved was false I said screw my self-esteem Is love just something you say To get what you want Because real love is fake You say the three words So that you can come and take Whatever you want All I ever wanted was someone To tell me he would be there To have that special felling But no one ever seemed to care It disgusts me that my one man Never came to cure my loathing It's over now no one to stop me Watch my dead limp body floating Is love just something you say To get what you want Because real love is fake You say the three words So that you can come and take Whatever you want A fisherman finds and pulls it in Still blood red from dripping wounds Watch me on the ten o'clock news Maybe my love will find me soon

Outta Here
okay, i hate blogs, and i generally don't do them, but this is a system wide message to my "friends" and anyone else on this site who may care to read. I am leaving this site and not looking back. I recently, very recently, had a VERY bad experience with someone from this site. My hsband and I were out at a bar having a good time when someone who saw me on this site came up to me at the bar and started saying some pretty damned ignorant things to me. my husband over heard some of them and wanted to take the guy's head off. I know he saw me on this page because of some of the references he made and my hausband does not know about this page, so he didn't catch on. Thank god, cuz otherwise I'd be looking down both barrels of a divorce right now. I joined this site for a little fun and excitement. but that was neither fun nor the right kinda of excitement. so for this I am leaveing fubar and not looking back. if ANYONE from this page EVER does anything like that EVE

Fault Line
I felt you cut free turning cold shoulders to me Growing blame lines communicating lies Nothing more to trust fallacies of love Killing all that holds you Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll she'd my skin these scars will mend Don't worry about me the heart is supposed to bleed Purity is drained Help each other die I see it, I see it in your eyes Killing all that holds you Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll she'd my skin these scars will mend Eyes twitch and lies itch of nervous Eyes twitch and lies itch from a nervous ending Innocence is ugly in the one who is guilty Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll she'd my skin these scars will mend

Your A Half Life
Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well Fictitious styles of living We've expected to work But this is all your giving Half of what your worth Pigeon hold in battles Overtones of snow in her clutch Falling through lines One more breath destroys the best of you The death of you Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well A precious gift embedded deep within your skin But parasitic pleasures are closer than kin Please expose your shadows Such concerns are products of love Falling in lies One more fraud destroys our trust in you Our love for you Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well As you kiss the abstract And pray it's everything you'd hoped for The smell of her, the thrill of her The fruit of her, the use of her Is killing everything that you've worked for The smell of her, the

Scream At The Walls
How long will you scream at the walls... For someone to listen? Surrender the right to resolve Cause no one will listen Confusion sets in With no beginning or end Frozen in place The scenery's unraveling Hanging on by a thread The child is screaming While holding her breath Hanging on by a thread The child is screaming While holding her breath How long will you scream at the walls... For someone to listen? Surrender the right to resolve Cause no one will listen Forever you face The fear of being erased No need to speak They'll pass you by and wonder why You're hanging on by a thread You throw away everything From holding your breath How long will you scream at the walls... For someone to listen? Surrender the right to resolve Cause no one will listen Biting your tongue The top of your lungs Biting Biting Biting your tongue How long will you scream at the walls... For someone to listen? Surrender the right to resolve Cause no

Emerveille !!!!!
En un monde si secret, existe un pays Ou parfois s' épanouit une fleure de pensée, Quelques gouttes de soleil, une caresse de vent, Ainsi s' ouvrent à la vie les yeux des petits Ainsi je suis née, sous le ciel d' Emerveille ok, for the ones who don't read French... In such a secret World, there is a country Where, sometimes, flourishes a flower of thought; A few sun drops, a windy caress, this is how really young ones do open their eyes; this is the way i am born, under the Emerveille's sky these lines are the 1st page of a book i gave to my daughters, and i love it (we all love it)

I Lost My Job
I lost my job last week. I was fired for something I did long ago, but was just recently told to my boss. The place I worked had a staff of 3 guys and 8 women. One day I was the only guy there and was having some small talk with the ladies. The conversation turned to talk of professional athletes. Or more accurately, the size of their feet and hands and what that meant about the size of other things. I was feeling a little uncomfortable, so I started to walk out of the room when one of them said, "What size shoe do you wear Alan?". I turned back and said "uh, 7-1/2". There was a little giggling, then I heard someone tell me to walk to the middle of the room so they could see how small they really are. I walked to the middle of the room and they all began to laugh out loud. I herd things like "no wonder you're single" and "Wow, it must get embarrassing in the locker room when you shower". I got a little angry and snapped at them, saying "If any one of you wants to grab

In A Auction Please Come Bid On Me
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So Long, Goodbye
Keep changing your mind. Like clouds in the sky. Love me when your high. Leave me when you cry. I know it all takes time. Like a river running dry when the suns to bright. So long this is good-bye. Maybe we'll meet again in another life. Like strangers passing by. Maybe we'll see clearly in a different light. Keep dodging lights. Like a thief in the night. The sun will rise and expose all the lies. So why deny that you and I lead different lives. The rivers from your eye's can't change my mind. So long this is good-bye. Maybe we'll meet again in another life. Like strangers passing by. Maybe we'll see clearly in a different light. Ohh... The rivers from your eye's can't change my mind. So long this is good-bye. Maybe we'll meet again in another life. Like strangers passing by. Maybe we'll see clearly in a different light.

Russian Roulette
It's Russian roulette with no luck. You can kiss it good-bye there's no such thing as sympathy. When the disease is entering. At first glance your instinct says this stranger's a little dangerous. The cat was killed the curious thrills. Now Christ has left the manger. The taste is so divine. So divine. A chemical come alive. Come alive. Welcome to your prize. Good luck with life. Cause you can't, you can't, you can't kill me that easily. It's so nice to meet you. It's so nice to know you. Now that your guards down let me show you. Superior rides from initial highs have now come back to haunt you. Your cravings back the strangers hands for a taste that so familiar. The taste is so divine. So divine. A chemical come alive. Come alive. Welcome to your prize. Good luck with life. Cause you can't, you can't, you can't kill me that easily. Why will you decide when your out of time? Cause you can't, you can't, you can't kill me that easily. The battle y

Paint Shop
OK, so I decided I need a new hobby, so I'm working on learning how to use Paint Shop to do things other than the basics... Hopefully. If anyone wants me to do a pic of them, let me know. I'm basically going through tutorials and stuff to learn how things work, and then I'll start doing some things on my own. Anyway, if you want a pic... lemme know! Hints and stuff are always welcomed too!

Picture Perfect ( In Your Own Eyes )
In your eye's is the picture perfect. In your eye's does the grass look greener. Have you seen it though my eye's. The world has caught on fire from what I've been told. These city lights are killing ever slowly. The sanity with in me. Maybe I lost in my creation. This isn't how I thought I turn out. In your eye's I'm picture perfect. In your eye's the grass is greener. Have you seen it though my eye's. Cause through my eye's. Stars are burning brighter. So bright we can't ignore. We're hypnotized drive by's, train wrecks tragedy are patient. Maybe I a product of my placement. Given no doubt to make up our minds. In your eye's I'm picture perfect. In your eye's the grass is greener. Have you seen it though my eye's. Cause through my eye's. In your eye's I'm so picture perfect. In your eye's the grass is greener. Have you seen it though my eye's. Through my eye's. Through my eye's. Through my eye's. Pay attention please. He who lusts through life

Dying Youth
Deep under the surface I keep the love. Older and aware of a hidden universe. I pray to be young and pray to be inspired. Words of your tongue blister like fire. I can't let you go. Slow down don't leave. Dying days of my youth. Over take me. There is a glimpse of death in your eye's. I'm not pre paired to let out those cry's. I plead to stay young soon will be expired. So lost in denial. I can't let you go. Slow down don't leave. Dying days of my youth. Over take me. Reach in her womb shelter from strived. Baring the gifts, burdens of life. I pray to stay young but soon will be expired. The age of innocence long sense gone. I can't let you go. Slow down don't leave. Dying days of my youth. Over take me. Fools who for looking back word. Chose to live as statues frozen fracture. Youthful laughter.

Your Drug Of Choice
Sex always sells. Death is a thrill. Imitate my lack of patience. How much we pay to be Taylor made. Fashions fade the trends will change. Now what is your drug of choice. Pick your poison and enjoy. Now what is your drug of choice. Pick your poison and enjoy. Disasterpation the thrill of a nation. Temptation is for sale. Disasterpation the death of a nation. Money collect yourself. Reality scripted TV. Chasseing fifteen minutes of fame. Fight over fuel. Violence in school. The youth our eye's confused as I am. Now what is your drug of choice. Pick your poison and enjoy. Now what is your drug of choice. Pick your poison and enjoy. Disasterpation the thrill of a nation. Temptation is for sale. Disasterpation the death of a nation. Money collect yourself. We're so. Weak for. Blaming persuastion. Now the. Lifes based. On imitation. On imitation. On imitation. So what is your drug of choice. Pick your poison and enjoy. Disasterpation the

In A Life Time
When I was young and in my teens I dreamt of things to be The day I got behind the wheel Would set my spirit free. I knew the time would surely come I’d hold that sweet diploma So full of dreams and youthful schemes The smell of sweet aroma. Thoughts of traveling the world filled my head Excited, could not wait Surely, I would find myself And come to know my fate. Into the working world I went A time to fill my cup. With wedded bliss, the one I loved This was my bag of tea A lovely home, children and a dog………. So much was yet to be. The ladder of success, I’d climbed I’d reached my goal in life With no time left for anything My life was filled with strife.

Beautiful
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with their style Your Cinderella story's for a price Vanity's a business built to fleece the unique Silicon and stars collide, the rest will fall in line Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as you are You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe you're alone for a reason, you're the reason It's so pitiful what you are, you should have seen this Coming all along Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as y

Why
I'm not saying I want my EX back but I would like to have someone in my life to share funtimes with besides my children. I love my children very much but there are times I long for the adult interaction and conversations. You get used to having someone around and then when your alone it hits you like a brick wall and it can get pretty damn lonely when you don't have a special someone in your life.

July 16th 2008:questions
its come across my mind that lot of women i met on FUBAR live far away from me and like me lots...some adore me some just like but most i met on here are taken and drop dead gorgeous (You know who u are) and either married or in a relationship. I have only known one for the longest time and she lives the fgarthest away, she is my heart n soul, she knows who she is..shes in New York and i love her so much...she knows this but we cannot see each other unles its here or on yahoo or msn. But im just curious is why do they have to live so far away.. i do know some who live a little closer but they are spoken for or just not wanting a realtionship lol. Oh well...Kayro syup (Que sera sera)

This Should Be Posted In All Schools
This should be posted in all schools and work places and at home! Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you mes

Will Rate For Fubucks
As some of my close friends know I am saving for spotlight. I havent been out begging for them been working my tale off to get them and yes i have had some donated to me (thank you so much the ones that have). So this is what i am going to ask of everyone else if you want rates (which will help your points) PAY ME FUBUCKS and I will rate your pics. I am still not going to beg but would like some help to get the spotlight. Also if you want a bulletin made for the people who dont know how to make them I will make them for $25,000. If you want me to rate your pics for fubucks or make a bulletin send me a private email please Thanks Guys Liberated Spice

Adventure Of Oddness.
So, it all started yesterday. Pickles and Brendan picked me off. The three of us headed off to newburgh Lake where we had planned to venture into a water drain and see where we ended up. Well, we found the end. Didn't explore it, need better gear first. Then we someone idk how, but somehow managed getting out and driving to this bridge. We heard music before we got to it. We walked down and seen some kid sitting on the other side. We walked along the side of the river, climbed up to the top of the bridge, rock climbed down, followed that side of the bridge to the kid. He was playing on a little wooden box, sounded like a xylophone for trance music. Was trippy as hell. He explained the bridge to us, we left. We went topickles house, and Brendan cut his thumb off with my Leatherman! He didn't actually quite cut it off entirely. Just kinda in half, idk. It was really bad. He went to the hospital, got it fixed. Then we went to Hippies, where idk. the rest of the night doesn

This Week At The Opera..
As the ringing screaching hums and ooo ooo ooo ooo's of the opera shatter the halls of my skull and I evaluate all my recent events and mishaps and exactly unthought out and spontaneous actions and reprives of miscontent that is me, twiddling my thumbs , racking my brain, doing all the checks and balances that are required day to day.. Im out of check, Im out of Balance.. Im out of Order, lacking purpose, lacking luster, lacking lacking lacking.. and then, another voice rings the halls, a fresh new sound for the audience of one that I am, very smooth, very exciting, its brand new, but its been there for a while.. always just as pretty always as if Id never heard it before, captivating, fascinating, fullfilling.. wow it makes ME feel fullfilled? Me of all people, the one who is always moving , like a shark in search for water to pass his gills.. this feeling, the one I have dropped to my knee's and prayed for so many times, excruciating to ask for simple blessings muchless for one so se

Winners Of My First Auction With Extras
My First Auction is now go check them out... go check them out... go check them out... vidorob*FU-Bombers*FU-Krew*@ fubar ...The Winning bid is...The Winning bid is...The Winning bid is... 7 day blast By ~*¢¾*~Rhonda aka RaRa~*¢¾*~ misses her Rob!!!!! xoxoxoxo@ fubar ~~Twisted Whispers ~~@ fubar ...The Winning bid is...The Winning bid is...The Winning bid is... 7 day Blast, $20 Bling Pak. by Tappinit~Fu Smitten and Owned by the Incredibly Beautiful, Sexy, and Sultry Linda~~@ fubar Kept In Corsets- ~Sarge's Bad Girls~, R/L GF and Fu-wifey of Cherry Blowpoppzz@ fubar

Everyone Plz
EVERYONE THIS WOMAN JUST DID SOMETHING THAT WAS SO SWEET.. I DONT KNOW HER ALL THAT WELL I JUST KNOW SPIKE LOVES HER SO SHES GOT TO BE GREAT.. AND EVEN THOUGH WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER ALL SO MUCH SHE STILL DID SOMETHING THAT WAS JUST MAJOR COOL.. ID LIKE TO REPAY HER BUT IM GOING TO NEED YOUR HELP MY FUBAR FRIENDS.. PLZ HELP ME GIVE THANKS TO HER AND LETS RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER PAGE PLZ GUYS.. TY TY ¡ÙWonder_Woman¢â¡Ù@ fubar

Auction
Hey now is your chance to own me or at least help me get a bling pack or blast click on this link and help me out [ fubar.com photo: 4172500677 ] ALSO IM IN ONE MORE AUCTION HERE IS THE LINK [ fubar.com photo: 194037964 ]

Way I Feel
I love the way I feel when you touch me. The way you Dominate me. The way you make me squirm. The goose bumps that run down my body with your touch, your words, your breath on my neck. You make me weak, you turn me on, you make me FEEL. I want to please you.I long to please you. YOur approval. I want to be at your control.....

The Locomotion
Choo Choo All Aboard!!! Get Your Tickets And Join In The Fun PLEASE READ THE RULES BELOW BEFORE JOINING ... YOU MUST RATE AND FAN ALL NEW FRIENDS BACK IN RETURN. IF YOU HAVE NO INTENTION OF DOING THIS, DO NOT JOIN. FAILURE TO FOLLOW THE RULES MAY RESULT IN YOUR IMMEDIATE REMOVAL FROM THE LIST WITHOUT BEING INFORMED!!! You are to leave a comment on members pages if already on your list, not send them a message, thanks! The passengers ... The Driver 1 ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ The Conductor 2 ♥ SexyGranny1967 ♥ Carriage One 3 Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original* 4 ****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe** 5 Lucie in the Sky

Growing Old
Old Age, I decided, is a gift I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother/father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.

I Feel Worthless
i feel worthless i feel worthless down right shitty i treated like shit and i don't know why did i do something wrong in a past life i want scream enough but then i just sit there take the abuse im handed as if i could do something to stop it if i don't take the abuse im alone if i do im still on the damned island I may be fat and i may be slow but when people need me im there and im helping so im lost where did i go wrong have i been taught old fashioned ways i know im going to hell and i act the best i can but im abused without remorse its all just good fun and no one got hurt i don't know what to do with myself ive lost sight of where i want to go i don't want to lead myself anymore ive been abused so much i just want to be lead

Baby's
PMTurn your sound on too !..YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday . London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so

Are We A Nation Of Winers????
Good morning world, on my first few min. up this morning while having coffee, I heard how good the high Gas prices are for America, the news now is trying to tell us that with hi gas prices as they are , air pollution will go down, it will curb the people of being over weight, and of course how much money it makes for a few people in the oil industry, or if you own land that oil is sitting on, I just have to wonder how many people will really take this to heart and believe it. but as Barnum once said there is one born every day, it also denotes how education does not really make people that much smarter. Here is an email I got this morning also , thought I would pass it on. http://www.cnbc.com/id/15840232?video=794502508 Dear James, How's this for the latest Republican outrage? A few days ago, John McCain's top economic honcho called America "a nation of whiners" and said that we're only in "a mental recession." Are we all just imagining $4.00 a gallon gas? Were

Fu Nazis
so,i get my salutes rejected ,when i ask why,suddenly my pics start getting flagged by the smae bouncer-van wrecker-wtf .a salute used to be an option,now its another way for these bouncer stooges to keep you down.fuck fubar

Never Too Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't be

Oxen
Oxen are the animals of agriculture and work. If you dream of oxen you may see yourself as wanting to return to a simpler, farm-based life, or that your work is never ending. Are you bearing the burdens of others unnecessarily or unfairly?

News For My Friends
Hello to all my sweet, wonderful friends.....I just wanted to give everyone a heads up on how things are going in my life..........I recently got married on June 27th, 2008 and everything was going wonderfully but things changed for the worst last Thursday night........The man I married, showed a side to me that scared me to death......A heated argument got out of hand and he assaulted me........I still am in shock but later I found out he was stealing from me, my family and he true side came out that night....I also found out that he was doing this to support his pot habit( which he kept from me)........The marriage is being annulled as soon as possible and I am just trying to get on with my life as best as I can.............Thankyou to all my friends for always caring about me..........Hugggzzz & smiles to you all.

Updates On Me * Like Anyone Cares *
Well this will be my first (bitchy blog) , some of you know the porbs that im haven in my life right now and some dont but here goes . First off my life sucks lol My kids are living with my brother b/c my x wife is a flake ( understatement ) my brother is doing a great job but my kids are all messed up from the way she treated them , my 17 yr old son has told me he is not going to collage he is going to be a bum !!!!! My 16 yr old acts like sis is 21 wanting to be her own person *( if that dont piss you off ) my 2 younger kids are getting better witch i think is great otherwise life is normal same shit different Day !!!!!!!!!!! see cya around the block !!!!! Dave

My Landlord Is A Cock Fucker
anarchy has a problem. my hot water tank is leaking. it's been leaking for about a month. i've called/texted my landlord every damn day! my basement is pretty much flooded! he doesn't seem to give a shit. he pays the water bill, so apparently he really doesn't care that i'm wasting water over here. now my basement is starting to smell! it smells like mold. and it's a pain in the ass cleaning up the water everyday. and even if i do it still smells! problem is...the landlord is actually a good friend of mine. and he's usually really good about fixing stuff. i don't know what the fuck his problem is this time. i really don't wanna have to call the tenants rights people on him. my mom suggested getting it fixed myself and taking it out of the rent. any other ideas???????

Special Poem For My Close Friends
Sometimes in life, you find that special friend; someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in this world. ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) ♥ Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ This is forever friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, I will lift you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full..... ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ Your friend will get you through the hard times, and the sad times, and the confused times...... ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ If you turn and walk away I will follow. If you lose your way, I will guide you and cheers you on....... ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ Your forever friend hol

Because Late Is Better Than Never!
This gentleman won me in an auction a few months ago. Right before I had a serious car accident. Anyways, I never did get to thank him properly so I'm doing that now. He is definitely my favorite person on FuBar so I'm happy to announce him as my owner. Please go and show him some 'McLovin'! McLovin ~~Back by popular demand~~Member of the JLM~~@ fubar Rate him, fan him, add him, send him plenty of booze. Thanks!!!! Sam

Just Typing Things Out To Think Them Through
i don't deal well with unrest in my life. i'm rather considered a peaceful person, i keep to myself a lot and do what i have to do without insinuating myself into other people's lives. that's just me. i like things quiet and peaceful. but drama seems to follow me. it's nuts. i go to work, mind my business, dress modestly and do my work and end up with a damned stalker. i contact a cop about the guy and he ends up asking me out to dinner and calling me off hours until i have to tell him off. it felt like that children's song about the old lady and the fly (she swallowed a spider to catch the fly...) i contact a cop to chase off the fireman... i come from this close knit irish catholic family, they got wind of my goings on through my brother - and now the pressure is on me to move closer to them. i've spent my entire life in the shadow of them... consequently i am moral by nature and do well with an authority figgure in my life. but hell. it gets a little old sometimes

Bush Term..part 3
http://thinkprogress.org/2008/03/13/rove-fox-mccain-adviser/ Fox News Refuses To Identify Karl Rove As McCain Adviser» Former Bush political adviser Karl Rove recently confirmed that he has made a financial contribution to Sen. John McCain’s (R-AZ) presidential campaign. On March 8, the Politico reported that Rove is “now informally advising” the McCain campaign. But Fox News doesn’t want you to know that. Since the Politico story, Rove has made four appearances on Fox News primetime in his official capacity as a political contributor to discuss the 2008 presidential elections. In those appearances, he has either praised McCain or attacked both his potential Democratic opponents — without being identified as a McCain adviser. Some examples of his commentary: – “McCain will be seen if the question is who should be commander in chief, John McCain will out distance his Democratic competitors.” [Journal Editorial Report 03/08/08] – “I’m happy to see [Obama] go after [Clinton]

Thank You Sassy, Congrats!!!
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MINUTE TO SAY IM VERY OVERWHELMED BY ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVED SUNDAY NIGHT IN MY EFFORT TO GODMOTHER!!! IVE GOT A LIST OF PEOPLE TO THANK THAT HAVE HELPED ME SUNDAY NIGHT AND A LIST OF ONES THAT HAVE HELPED ME ALL ALONG...WITHOUT YOU ALL IT WOULDNT BE POSSIBLE AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!! I WILL BE TRYING FOR THE NEXT WEEK TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE SO BEAR WITH ME. A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THESE PEOPLE!!! THEY ARE THE GREATEST PEOPLE EVER!! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar HE WAS ON A MISSION TO GET ME GODMOTHERED...TY SWEETHEAT!! YOUR THE BEST!! Mikey@ fubar FOR HIS GENEROUSITY ... NOT TO JUST ME ...BUT TO EVERYONE... THANK YOU HUN...YOUR AWESOME ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar SHES THE MOST AWESOME PERSON ON FUBAR TO KNOW...HER GENEROUSITY IS UNCANNY...I THINK THE WORLD OF YOU HUN...THANK YOU!!! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owne

Thank You Becky, Congrats!!!!
First off, I'm sorry it took so long to get this up, since fubar was down on Monday....so here we go..... A HUGE THANK YOU to everyone who helped get me to godmother....there are so many, I know alot of people hit my page during the week, so if you are not on here, please private message me so I can return the luv. That being said, here are the people who helped me level....if you notice, there are alot of you, I'll get to you, it just may take a couple of days...lol. The shadow levelers are an awesome family, and I'm extremely proud and honored to be a part of them. These guys are my fu-slaves, and they are an awesome trio.....I couldn't have done this without them, so show them lots of luv! Fu-King Yeahmon {Shadow Leveler} Proudly owned by Farscapecat~Proud owner of DoubleD~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Proudly Owned By Godmother ƒâRŠçÅÞë Çã†@ fubar Th

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Todays Subject is Native American Artifacts. These Artifacts could include such things as Lances,Mandellas, Feathers and other such things. We are to show reverance to those who own them in there home by not touching them or first kindly ask the one the owns it to touch it. If we are the ones that own it they are to smudged with either cedar or white sage followed by in most cases sweet grass in a circle motion clock wise this represents the circle of mother earth. In some cases some stop at the 4 directions and offer prayer. Hope this helps a little since it was a question sent to me. Many Blessings, Chief Native American Pride Miracle Monkey (Dave)

Hope Yall Are Doin Good!
WOW Long time no see!! Hope everyone is doin great and havin a wonderful summer!! Things have been pretty good here just been busy doin so much!! Im takin the kids out to the fair today so I cant make this too long but I had a free sec and wanted to jump on to say hey to everyone! I will get to my messages ASAP. Im so sorry I havent been on here in forever just cant seem to find the time to come sit down and play online! I really do miss everyone!! I have so much to tell yall but I just dont have the time to type it all out right now. Next week (I think I better double ck :P) my son has camp for Cub Scouts so I should beable to jump on here and spend at least an hour tryin to catch up with you guys! Anyway I do need to run but I wanted to say hey to everyone. Hope yall havent forgot about me! :P Lots of licks and spanks to everyone! XOXOXO

Mental Morsels
Just a few things, really. Life has been fairly boring, and no one is pissing me off lately, so I really have nothing major of interest. I watched August Rush last night. And I bawled my little eyes out. Pa-the-tic....I cry like a baby at those sappy romantic drama movies. That's why I prefer the action packed, blood-and-guts slashers and thrillers. No chance of a water works making an appearance. But it made me miss someone terribly. I know I might not get the chance to tell them that either...that despite everything, the arguing, the misunderstanding, the bullshit, I can't stop thinking about him. I suppose no one gets through life without some regret...so I might make him one of mine. I also had a wickedly funny dream about my ex last night....it included an elaborate plan by where I book flights to India, so we can take a vacation together, but conveniently do not have a passport. I tell him at the airport to go on without me, and I will meet him there. No big deal,

Grand Theft Auto
Don't push my redial button...you will be calling 911!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dialed 911 about an hour and 15 minutes ago...aprox. 2:15am. I was just headed into my bedroom, (the only window which faces the road and the front of our house), and was setting up a movie to watch, (thank God I stay up late), when I noticed 2 men walking suspiciously to one of the neighbor kid's vehicles parked out across the street on the road. Kinda seemed odd, but then they walked back towards where they came originally, (southbound-out of my sight due to our garage). Just seconds after I noticed them both returning to the neighbor's car even more suspiciously now....and then complete, no doubt about it...they were breaking into the car! The one male stood at the driver's side front quarter panel facing the road-facing my frickin house with me standing right in front of my window with my bedroom light on....clearly out for him to see.....the other male hunched ove

Help Jojo
my sweet friend goddess is going for spotlight and needs a little help. she is a great friend to have on your list always showing love to everyone!! i thought it would be awesome to help her out by asking a few of my friends to donate to this wonderful woman!! you can always rate fan and add her too she loves her friends!!! just click on her link below even the littlest helps and thank you all in advance..muahzzzzz!!! Ecuadorian Goddess*Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys*-Sarge's Bad Girls-Keno's Knockouts*@ fubar

Live Cam Here In Just A Few
COME SEE ME LIVE AT MY BLOG... PLZ WHILE YOU ARE THERE RATE IT A TEN FOR ME PLZ.... I'M ON MY LAST LEVEL GUYS AND ITS A KILLER OF A LEVEL.. I NEED MY FRIENDS ON THIS LAST MILE. PLZ HELP ME GET THIS OVER WITH.. ITS BEEN A LONG RIDE... RATE MY PICS AND STASH AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.. PLZ I WILL TRY AND RETURN THE LOVE THE BEST I CAN.. BUT FOR SOME REASON IT SEEMS LIKE I DONT HAVE AS MUCH RATING POWER AS I HAD IN PREVIOUS LEVELS.. I SHOULD HAVE LOADS OF RATES AND I DONT.. SO I CAN ONLY RATE SO MUCH.. BUT PLZ GIVE ME ALL YOU GUYS GOT EVERY DAY.. HELP ME GET OVER THIS LAST ONE.. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH... ROCK ON..

To Every Girl
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees & open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to

The Pickle Jar
The pickle jar as far back as I can remember sat on the floor beside the dresser in my parents' bedroom. When he got ready for bed, Dad would empty his pockets and toss his coins into the jar. As a small boy I was always fascinated at the sounds the coins made as they were dropped into the jar . They landed with a merry jingle when the jar was almost empty. Then the tones gradually muted to a dull thud as the jar was filled. I used to squat on the floor in front of the jar and admire the copper and silver circles that glinted like a pirate's treasure when the sun poured through the bedroom window. When the jar was filled, Dad would sit at the kitchen table and roll the coins before taking them to the bank. Taking the coins to the bank was always a big production. Stacked neatly in a small cardboard box, the coins were placed between Dad and me on the seat of his old truck. Each and every time, as we drove to the bank, Dad would look at me hopefully. 'Those c

Real Women
I just saw a Blast that read, "Real women do not have to show off their bodies." The woman writing that message was close to being a senior citizen. Who the fuck to say what a "real" woman is? Hell, mofos are always sticking their noses in magazines looking for the newest definition of reality and whatever. Sometimes, comments like that can mess up a good thing. If a woman wants to show off her tight body, then what's the problem with that? It takes a lot of work keeping fit and in shape, but an old person sitting on their backside all day wouldn't know that. The woman who made that comment apparently new her own limitations and was seeking to slam women who show off their sexy bodies. Here's a "real" woman: 1. A real woman knows how to keep her body looking good. 2. A real woman knows how to age gracefully. 3. A real woman doesn't have sexual inbibitions and know how to let a man know what she wants. 4. A real woman is comfortable with doing her own

Meet My Fu-owner
MEET MY FU OWNER THIS LADY IS A SWEETHEART AND A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE LETS GIVE HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE AND F/R/A HER EVERYONE!!!!!!! ? Jµ§'Mê? Kå†h¥ ? ~ Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê' ~Club Unit@ fubar

The Power Of Your Passion
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 The power of your passion Though the odds may not be in your favor, you can do it. Though the challenges are great, you can make it happen. People will likely tell you it's impossible. Even so, you can find a way to make it possible and to make it real. When it means enough to you, then you can do it. When you are willing and committed and persistent, you will get yourself there. Look within yourself and find those values that you most earnestly desire to express with your life. The things that are most genuinely important to you are the things that will power your achievements. When you can put the power of your passion behind it, you will create it. Make the effort to find and to know that passion, and there is no limit to what you can accomplish. Be utterly true to who you are. And fulfill your greatest possibilities. -- Ralph Marston

Time For A New One.
Wahhhh! I went away for quite some time. And since a lot of you asked "Heather, what have you been doing all the time?", well I will go ahead and tell you. Let's start with, in the next 2 months, I will be moving into my own apartment with my HUSBAND. Yessir. You're young gal got herself married. Either way, all this time I spent away from here, I definitely realised there was less drama in my life. & yeah I know I got married SUPER fast, but it's something that was decided SUDDEN because we are made for eachother. By the way, to really keep up with me, or to continue talking/molesting me... my myspace is http://www.myspace.com/blood_drive6669 ♥/heather

My Goodbye
This will be both a Mumm and a Blog. I'm tired of fake people. I'm tired of no one being real. This is nothing but a popularity contest, and its kind of sickening. It was fun while it lasted, but I'm off to be in the real world. This is going to sound mean, but I won't miss any of you. Why? Because while I was here, only a small handful of you actually said a few words to me. You'll never see me online. Not even on Yahoo. If you have my #, thats the only way to get a hold of me. I used to be the nice, sweet guy. But the hell with it. Why be nice, when no one is nice back. Later. Will

Page 41/book
Have You ever seen those little girls that try so hard to be big and bad knowing that there really not and it makes you wanna walk up to them and slap them so hard that they wake up and put some mary janes on and walk to school all sweet like. well i do and there is this one little girl that when i see her i forget about the rush and just want to open her eyes to the world knowing that as soon as she is past me that i am going to go right back to my lust and forget that she was ever there that is untill her little wanna be smart ass walks back by

Page 40
Hate you start to hate that one friend that is making you get balls and is showing you that you can be yourself and happy without the rush that calls your name you know that she has only the best in mind but you want to kill her and run back into the arms of that one true love that has been by your side never leaving you once so you sit there and try to think of anything to keep your mind busy so you come up with this

Hey
HEY ALL WHAT GOOD TODAY.I AM ON HERE TO NEW FRIEND AND SEE HOPE I CAN CAHT AND TALTALK TO SO COME AND TALK TO ME AND GET TO KNOW ME AND I CAN GET TO KNOW YOU AS WALL. SO YOU ALL HAVE A BLESSED DAY. LOVE FORM MISS LIL MAMAM 26

Page 38/book
Use Slowly you get use to it and you start thinking of new ways to get the rush wondering what other drug there is out there that will make you happy lusting after anything that makes you forget that you should have a job and a life and love but opening your eyes to the fact that you have nothing and no one to care about you till you find that one smart ass of a friend that truly understands you and tells you that if you give into the rush one more time that she will slap the living hell out of you

Page 37/book
The Hunger Its like you have not eatten in days and you dont know if you should just give in and eat all you can or just go slowly eating every hour letting your body get used to it if you dont eat you go crazy thinking of it and dreaming of the food and you get flooded with the earge to just eat yourself to death but in the end you just go all out and wake up wondering what the fuck you just did and how you are going to cover up the mess you made eating that is...

Page 36/book
The Mess is about the only things that i hate having to clean up seeing my life on the floor in a puddle seeing my bodys hard work knowing that its making up for it yet deep down not truly giving a fuck but planing my next trip into my black whole knowing that i cant do it so soon because if they find out i will get killed because i might not think they care but they do and it SUCKS

Page 35/book
Looking Looking at the knife is the only things that she her i me who ever the hell i am gets a kick out of sitting there and staring at it knowing that for now i have some small power as to if i pick it up or wait another moment befor i give in anyway knowing that when i am done i might feel ashamed of myself but the thoughts of my brother no longer linger so closely to home and that i can no longer smell him like i do every time i wake up from those dreams that everyone thinks i should just ignore and not let run my life but i just give into the rush of the knife and let all else around me slip away not caring what happens that is untill i open my eyes and start looking again

Page 34/book
Back To the dreams that where making me sleep less and less every night making it hard to close my eyes at night knowing that i was going to wake up to in a few hours i see the hands on my arms and i feel them i see the bites on my neck and i whimper the dreams become more real and they keep me from the deep REM sleep that i day dream about once having so aften i fight to keep my eyes open knowing that i am letting him run my life even after i said i would not ever let my brother do that again but giving into the fear of another memory jumping back into my mind of my childhood stolen by a teen that could not keep it in his pants and hurt his little sister not caring that she was inocent of any wrong doings not caring that it would messing up her life and drag her into hurting herself to stay sane and being so galibel that she lets people walk over her not caring that they do

Page 33/book
Slowly I start sliping into the thoughts of how sweet it would be just to run that blaid so slowly across my wrist and watch my life leave just as fast as it came in the first place and the sad thing is those thoughts dont scare me like the once did and they dont stop me dead in my tracks instead that make me giggle like i had been sniffing cat nip for hours and nothing seemed to stun me anymore like the first time that i seen myself in my head doing the act that was always on my mind letting me remember that i was Crazy

Positives And Negatives
Interesting enough I have always been facinated with logically positive and logically negative statements, and how we as human beings react to them(rational, or reflectional), use them(linguistically, pragmatically, and practical reason). It seems strange to even wonder why we ought to look at such a thing under a microscope with philosophy, and examine what are two large categories that are necessary to the species of all declarative statements. I believe that the examination of these kinds of statements is important for a lot of reasons, but particularly, as in Wittgenstein, we are concerned with not the rational response, e.g. how these species of statements ought to be used, much like a Kantian imperative, but more so how they are used, and under what conditions, or rather what are the conditions that allow them to be used in such and such a way. Positive statements carry with them much more burden than negative ones it would seem in general. For to say that a thi

Page 30/book
The Funny Thing Its a funny thing when you realize that your not as free as you once thought you where and that in the end you are just a slave to the thing that you thought was making you free. all you want to do is stop cold turkey and really become free but guess what that never happens because no matter how many toxians you sweat out your mind goes back to thinking about it and how you want it so bad. you wanted to be free but that sweet voice keeps calling you wanting to hold you in its arms and rock you ever so gently back and forth taking you into a world of darkness that seems so peacefull that you huddle in a corner scared that you are going to be ripped out of there at the last moment and the worst thing is you open your eyes and realize that its not a dream and that you sliped up again and now you needed to clean the mess off the floor befor anyone wakes up and fides you

Up For Murder!!
This is really to find out who would be interested. If I wrote a blog detailing Butterflykisses1973 exact movements on a particular day, who would be interested in murdering her? The idea is that you write a blog showing how you would kill her and how you would ensure you got away with it...alibis forensic etc. Try to make it the perfect murder. who is up for it?

Page 29
The Sugar was starting to not be as sweet as i needed so i did the only thing i could think of dipped my finger deeper into the jar and got my rush more then i had ever in the past nothing would stop me and no one even tried they had no idea what i was back to doing what i did in the past they thought my demons had left long ago when i was in the hospital little did they know about me and little did they try to find out the more cuts i had the more i stayed away from them and out of there hair so in the end they all where happy to be free of me and i was just happy to cut my life away and be Free

Page 28/book
And I fell for it every fucking time he came back i opened my arms for him letting him come to my warmth hoping that if he felt it he would truly end up loving me and not walking off hurting me not making me go back to the evil friend that seemed to be the only one that stayed around i forgot once again the knife and let my love for him become my rush hoping that it would fill the void in my heart and let me live life like other people yet i still kept a saftly pin hidden laughing at the thought of how safe it really was and how such a odd name for something so sharp came around because in the end he run me over taking out my heart and breaking it shattering it drowing it and smothering it letting it die right there in his hands watching me fade away with every blank stair he gave knowing what i was thinking and what i was going to do can you guess what it was or do i have to give you a hint

Page 26/book
Running So i didnt what any 18 year old girl does i ran to another town hoping like hell that maybe i could get better or atlest move on and manage my addictsons but in the end falling more into the pain and letting the Knife run me not caring that i was killing myself and driving myself crazy with the thought of him running off me losing not only the child but the father as well

Page 25/book
"That Is Not Enough you dont love me like the first time that we fucked" Back when maybe you didnt give a damn but acted like it making me fall for your sugary sweet touchs that i thought where acts of love that ended up being acts of lust that drove me over the eage when you walked out on your 18th birthday leaving me broken and alone running back to my Friend trying to forget the 3 days of no stop sex we had befor you walked

Page 24/book
Those songs You know those songs that just happen to remind you of the person that you cant forget but try to hard to or those songs that say what you are feeling right then and there but know you cant say it out loud well i have found one of those songs and it just happens to have one of the best sayings in the world

Page 23/book
Tryin Not To Forget The six months of her kicks the six months a dreams trying to remember that shes in a better place but now my sugar is as sweet as ever and i was giving in because losing my baby was the hardist thing i have ever been though and i would not wish it on anyone no matter how much i hated them. she should have lived and no matter what others tell me i just cant be happy right now so i would rather sit in a hole of darkness and cut knowing that i was giving in then sit there and fake a smile just so people dont worrie about me let them think what they want i will be in my own world feeling the rush take over and remembering my angel

Page 22/book
I Do not know what the fuck i was thinking when i said i do to my first loves best friend or what i was thinkin when i ended up fucking my first love on my wedding day but in the end it paid off because he was the father and the husband was a low down asshole that just got a slap in the face for being a child and no seeing what was right infrount of his face...

Page 21/book
So I Thought Till once again things just happened to get out of hand with me and i found out things that i just didnt want to know like when i was gone that my love was off playing with 14 year old girls not caring that i loved him and would give up my soul for him no matter what he did to me like most dumb asses i started to dream up payback and in the end that kicked me ass as well

Page 20/book
Oh Man That first rush after a long time is like your frist day back at school seeing old friends for the first time in a long time showing nothing but happyness hiding all pain and lusting over the next rush you get lucky me i just happened to get dubble addictsons not only the rush of my friend the knife but it looked like my addiction to HIM was going to pay off he wanted to play and i was just in the mood to give in after all a girl can only go so long without a man and i could not last 2 days let alone 2 months without eather addictson so i did not slip into the pool i dived in head first bare ass naked just to get my rushes damn it was good to be home

Page 19/book
So pay back is a bitch and my mother was feeling it at full Force see i knew that when i asked for help that she was not going to Help and that was what i told her when she said she wanted me home NOPE i needed docters and i needed pills i needed to get away from her FREEDOM behind thick glass windows and white walls that dont change no matter what 2 months and in the end i come out knowing new tricks and still wanting my Sugar

Page 18/book
Tears fall ever so slowly from my mothers eyes when i finnaly tell them the truth as to why my arm is cut and then i uncover my vail and show the real pain letting them into my world or darkness and tears telling her how her son was not as sweet as she once thought and that i had to hide it for years thinking i did all the wrong then i looked them right in the eyes and told them to PUT ME AWAY I NEED HELP

Page 17/book
Philip no i didnt care that he was gay if he wanted to like men who i was to juge him sure he is not like all the other bunnys and yes he was pink but that just made him stand out plus he just happened to be the only thing my first love had given me so philip saved me more then once

Page 16/book
Blood is really the only thing that makes the people at the hosiptal really worrie about you and that is like heaven watching them sit there and stair waiting to hear the story as to WHY you are bleeding and why your holding a large pink bunny to your chest like a 4 year old would

A Break From My Change Of Pace...
I'm taking a break from "Forgotten Fire" and picking up something a little different, just because my interest is peaked. The Tao of Pooh Someone gave it to me as a gift last year, and I've never even thought about reading it until today. It's a nice copy though...as nice as a book from 1982 can be, I suppose... I probably shouldn't judge it by it's cover....

Excitement
Two guys are in a strip joint, one is sitting in front of the other. A woman comes on stage and starts stripping. The guy in back, Paul, says, "Oh yeah, Oh yeah!" Then the first guy turns around and says, " Hey Paul, shut up!" Then two women come out and start stripping. Paul, once again, starts, "Yeah baby..mmmm....yeah!" Once again the guy in front turns around and tells Paul to be quiet. So three women come out and start stripping. Paul is silent. The guy in front says, "Hey Paul, where's all your excitement now?" Paul says, "All over your back!"

Page 15/book
To Deep just my luck i just happened to feel the need to cut myself a little to fucking deep So i walk to my mom and to tell her that i wanted to die hoping that she would save me She told me to wait till her show was over so i got to sit there bleeding and looking over at my love wishing i was good enough

Page 14/book
He Took every part of me and slowly started to kill me not caring that it was hurting me at all. he knew what my drug was. after all he did get to see me with no pants not that i put up much of a fight for him it only took one look and i was ready for him to take that last part of me.oh and he did leaving me feeling like i was loved yet knowing that i was not his only lover that was intill he ended up moving into my hell that i called home being pushed into a bubble himself and slowly pushing me away causing me to run to the only friend i had that i could control oh how happy my friend was to be back and how happy my mind was with that rush

Blow Job
This boy has just taken his girlfriend back to her home after being out together, and when they reach the front door he leans with one hand on the wall and says to her, "Sweetie, why don't you give me a blowjob?" "What? You're crazy!" she said. "Look, don't worry," he said. "It will be quick, I promise you." "Nooooooo! Someone may see us, a neighbor, anybody..." "At this time of the night no one will show up. Come on, sweetie, I really need it." "I've already said NO, and NO is final!" "Honey, it'll just be a really small blowie... I know you like it too." "NO!!! I've said NO!!!" Desperately, he says, "My love, don't be like that. I promise you I love you and I really need this blowjob." At this moment the younger sister shows up at the door in her nightgown and her hair totally in disorder. Rubbing her eyes she says: "Dad says, 'Dammit, give him the blowjob or I'll have to blow him but for God's sake, tell your boyfriend to take his hand off the intercom but

Page 13/book
Love Comes out of no where and bites you right on the ass not like it really cares where it bites but sends new pains in places you never thought you had making you cry from the thoughts in your mind yet having to be with them at every moment. they become more like a drug and you forget that you already had one befor them so what do you do already being an addice you start to cling to them more sucking out every little bit of them that you can sending them father from you and in the end losing that drug and start running back to the old one when the new one leaves. but guess what. mine would not leave me so i was rolely fucked

Hard On
A guy dies whilst making love to his wife. A few days later the undertaker calls her and says, "Your husband still has a hard-on, what shall I do with it?" The wife replies, "Cut it off and shove it up his arse!" The undertaker does as he is told. On the day of the funeral the wife visits her husband for the last time and sees a tear rolling down his face, so she whispers in his ear, "It fucking hurts doesn't it!"

Just One Question!!
Here's a question that I ask each and every one of you for your own take and deducted spin.. Why is it so tricky, sometimes even difficult? Break my cryptic question down and translate it for me as you will..

Page 12/book
Battle i started fighting with my mind tring my hardist to pick what to do i needed to find a way to be more free and to get out of my bubble but who would help me with that surly not my mother who just happened to be the one to put me in the bubble not my best friend who was fighting her own demons and just happened to be winning so i was alone trying to be more free when he just happned to walk into my 16 year old life turning it upside down letting me free and yet ever so slowly making it worse and killing me he was my new addictsion and i slowly forgot about that knife that was wanting me but end the end i was not gone long

Page 11/book
Scars are harder to hide then people think see you cant just show them off cuz people start to ask way to many things and if you are smart you dont want people to know your shame so what do you do start cutting in places that people dont see but in the end forgetting that one day someone will see and that your ass is grass when they do. so when that happens you start wearing as many peaces of clothing you can get away with not caring if its 90 degrease out side. Your cold and want those pants and hoodie on ever so slowing believeing your own lie and allowing you mother to believe you are a little more crazy then she thought 2 years ago when you told her you liked boys and girls.

Bra Collection
i'm going to try to make the largest bra folder on here. But i need you help of course. If you would send me or let me pick a bra out of your album to pust in to mine that would be great. Not trying to be a perv. but do something fun.. P.S. YOU don't have to be wearing them just holding up ur fav.

Page 9/book
Addicted I never seen myself getting addicted yes i knew that what i was doing was bad but its not like i could Tell being addicted was so much sweeter taking every thought and just killing it so fast with just a little Cut thinking you have the power to stop when you want is like shooting a gun its a rush that you dont want to Kill but in the end you see that you cant pick if you are going to do it or not and that knife slowly starts to Burn

207k To Godmother!
Fallen Angel aka Liz needs 207K to reach GodMother! She has tons of pics and stash to rate so please stop by and show her some mad Fu Lovin'! Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~ Brought to you by: Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Rating Revolution+{Shadow Leveler}~Owned by Ashley~

My Poems.
All my poems or newer poems will bi In the dunno section In my stash,I'm back to writing but my poems are all dark for now.I found out something that made me very emotional today.That has really hurt me,so when I'm hurt my poems are dark In nature.My poetry takes on a writing style of how I'm feeling when I'm writing them.But I know that there are some of my friends that like the dark poems so you can read them If you want to do so.

Page 8/book
The First Cut is a rush of pain that is soon covered with nothing but happy it takes over your mind and all that you where crying over is now gone and left to drip ever so slowly on the floor its like the first taste of sugar that was kept from you because your mother was gready the taste is so sweet that your only thought is thinking about the next lick and slowly you forget about the one you just took so what do you do when that rush that just made every pain and worrie in your little mind go away starts to fade well you do what any other person would do you take your finger and dip it back into the suger to get one more rush and every thing is back to happy that is till that rush starts to fade and you have to take another Dip

Farts
An old lady came into her doctor's office and confessed to an embarrassing problem: "I fart all the time, Doctor Johnson, but they're soundless, and they have no odor. In fact, since I've been here, I've farted no less than twenty times. What can I do?" "Here's a prescription, Mrs. Barker. Take these pills three times a day for seven days and come back and see me in a week." The next week, an upset Mrs. Barker marched into Dr. Johnson's office:"Doctor,I don't know what was in those pills, but the problem is worse! I'm farting just as much, and they're still soundless, but now they smell terrible! What do you have to say for yourself?" "Calm down, Mrs. Barker," said the doctor soothingly. "Now that we've fixed your sinuses, we'll work on your hearing."

Page 6/book
Back To Now I sit here remembering everything of the first 3 years of my Red period and no i am not talking about that monthy thing that every girl gets. The time of when i was 13 to the time of when i was 18 is my red period where i seen more blood then any period could give me and yet i wanted it. to see the blood. to feel the pain to watch my life slip slowly into crazy and hiding more and more into my self. not letting a soul in. sure as hell not letting any grown ups who could have helped in. no i was in it alone Or So It Seemed

I Am In A Auction Can You All Come Help Bid On Me Please
Guess Who's Up For Auction??? ~*SexyBitch*~ That's Who!! Place Your Bid On Her Now Auction Starts On Monday, July 14th @ 2:00PM PT Auction Ends On Monday, July 21st @ 4:00PM PT Click The Following Pic To Place Your Bid .: Brought To You By :. Big Daddy Rate/Fan/Add Him

Page 5/book
Just Take Me With You I Remember Screaming For Her To JUST TAKE ME WITH YOU I Remember Cring And Fighting For Her JUST TAKE ME WITH YOU I Remember Beging For Her To Not Leave me JUST TAKE ME WITH YOU Guess What She Didnt Take Me With Her

Page 4 Book
My Mother I like All Other Pre Teens Had The Most Fucked Up Family In The World At The Time Of Corse. Who Would Have Knew That It Could Have Been Worse And That After Time It Ended Up Getting There.Thanks To Me. My Mother. Who Stoped Working Of Corse To Tak Care Of Me And Her Other Two Growing Off Spring Who (Little Did She Know ) Where Becoming Well Known In Town And Well Known In Jail And On Base. My Mother Who Sat Around Most Of The Day Thinking About Needing Another Pack Of Cigs And Hoping That Her Dear Husband Would Be Smart And Get Them On His Way Home From Work To Feed Her Nic Fix. Thank GOD That Need Didnt Pass Down To Me. (hahaha) My Mother Who Just Sat There When Her 8 Year Old Daughter Asked Her If Girls Her Age Could Have Babys. My Mother Who Didnt Understand That If Your Small Daughter Does Not Want To Be Left Home With Her Older Sibling Of The Opistet Sex Ment That So

Anniversary
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job."

Wtf
wow i was under the impression that i had some friends on this site. guess not. havnt been on in a while i even posted a blog and bulletin saying it and no1 even bothered to look. fuck why even bother no1 is going to even look at this one

2nd Page/book
UnCovering the truth See it all started when i was 13 You know the age where your life just falls apart with hormoans that you are just NOT used to and then things that your mind tryed to forget Just come back to hunt you even if you dont want them to and you fight to keep the things your mind is telling you to yourself.Some just ignore it letting there mind work around the things that they forgot and pushed aside as a child and working with trying to fit in with cisaity and life with friends at school and fighting there body to grow up a little more so they win fights with mom and dad but otheres, the ones like me sit there and uncover the truth of the shit that fills there mind at 13. Mine just happened to fuck up my life to all hell.Lucky Me

First Page/book
That Type Of Girl I Doubt you would see me as that type of girl You know the ones i am talking about That sit there in long sleaves in the summer tring there damned hardist to cover Every Mark I Doubt you would see me as that type of girl Who runs to the bath room during every class Taking out a safty pin and marking up her arms and legs Hoping like hell that the rush would make her forget Allowing Her To Breath I Doubt you would see me as that type of girl But gue

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leafs a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. by Robert Frost

Headaches
A guy is suffering from severe headaches for years with no relief. After trying all the usual cures he’s referred to a headache specialist by his family doctor. The doctor asks him what his symptoms are and he replies, “I get these blinding headaches; kind of like a knife across my scalp and...’’ He is interrupted by the doctor. “And a heavy throbbing right behind the left ear?” “Yes! Exactly! How did you know?” “Well I am the world’s greatest headache specialist, you know. But I myself suffered from that same type of headache for many years. It is caused by a tension in the scalp muscles. This is how I cured it: Every day I would give my wife oral sex. When she came she would squeeze her legs together with all her strength and the pressure would relieve the tension in my head. Try that every day for two weeks and come back and let me know how it goes”. Two weeks go by and the man is back. “Well, how do you feel?” the doctor asked. “Doc, I’m a new man! I feel great! I have

Emergence And The Paranormal
One major problem with the paranormal is that it can never be quite explained. Why is this? Is it because, as skeptics maintain, it isn’t there? Or could it be that its very nature disallows a total appreciation of what is going on? To the skeptic, this may seem like a cop-out, but in reality, some branches of science hold these same properties. Typical is particle theory, which includes its own uncertainty principle, giving a limit to what can be known. I’ve previously argued for ‘psychic syndrome’. Here, a paranormal event is made up of multiple causes, citing such known phenomena as cryptomnesia, multiple personality, hallucination, hysteria, split brain phenomena, etc. The process would work through ‘emergence’ – the way complex patterns can arise out of multiple simple causes. Placing a ‘holistic’ tag on such a process, the outcome is usually more than the sum of its parts. Cryptomnesia is vital to the process. When we use our senses we only ‘remember’ what we place

Hind-lick
Two men from Texas were sitting at a bar, when a young lady nearby began to choke on a hamburger. She gasped and gagged, and one Texan turned to the other and said, That little gal is havin' a bad time. I'm agonna go over there and help." He ran over to the young lady, held both sides of her head in his big, Texan hands, and asked, "Kin ya swaller?" Gasping, she shook her head no. He asked, "Kin ya breathe?" Still gasping, she again shook her head no. With that, he yanked up her skirt, pulled down her panties and licked her on the butt. The young woman was so shocked that she coughed up the piece of hamburger and began to breathe on her own. The Texan sat back down with his friend and said, "Ya know, it's sure amazin' how that hind-lick maneuver always works."

Wednesday 30-day Fu-marriage Results As Of 9:05am Est!
COOTER'S BARowned by: Rev./DJ Cooter¢â CLICK ON THE PIC OF THE PERSON YOU WANT BELOW IF YOU WANT TO BID! LEAVE A COMMENT ON THEIR PHOTO IN THAT ALBUM OF HOW MUCH YOUR WILLING TO BID! This officially starts Sunday, July 13, 2008 12:01AM EST/9:01PM Fu-Time and ends Saturday, July 19, 2008 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time! southern_angel_Promoter@Cooter's Bar is @ $25K Lucious9774 aka Mrs. Mater Manager@Cooter's Bar is @ $130K PIERCEDNURSE is @ $60K Cooter's Bar's FUKN Door is @ $41K Rev./DJ Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar is @ $127K DJ pinkypunk Angi *sarge's bad girls* is @ $400K sxymama4u Greeter@Cooter's Bar is @ $30K Rev. Kandi Cooter Mother@Cooter's Bar/Owner of Forbidden Love is @ $75K Big Daddy aka "BD" The Lounge Whore@Cooter's Bar is @ $35K

Not Much Going On
not much excitment going on Ya all probably been thinking.................Man he hasnt been blogging,e-mailing or nothing he must be doing some exciting things and having fun and being busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Naw not really just havent been having anything really interesting to say,LOL. Have been busy with work and the FD, went to a Lesbian wedding last sunday.......couple weeks before that worked fire and ems for a road race/climb, and spent july 4th 3 day weekend on the coast.....thats about it

2012: The End Game Begins
The world is abuzz with talk of the year 2012; however, not everyone is looking forward to the year with the same outlook or expectations. For some, the year hints at apocalyptic end times, a period in which the world will be thrown into utter chaos and violent upheaval. A turbulent and tumultuous epoch in which both natural and man-made disasters will decimate and possibly lead to the extinction of life as we know it. Other, more optimistic people perceive this date as a moment of awakening, a massive global transformation of consciousness…one which is to be anticipated with joy and celebration. Perhaps, the real outcome lies somewhere between the two extremes. The mythology behind the 2012 enigma focuses on the ancient Mayan Long Count Calendar which was a Mesoamerican calendar system that mysteriously ends on December 21, 2012. Interestingly enough, that date also coincides with the winter solstice. This date further corresponds with a predicted “galactic alignment” which is beli

Fubucks For Bling & Rates!!!! Paying 2 Million For An Auto 11 Bling!!!!!
I wanna make the Impossible Possible My man just got to Prophet...... But He has been on here 2 Years and I wish I could get him to Oracle Soon and that is gonna be hard, Yes I know you may be thinking (THIS WOMAN IS CRAZY!!) Yes I'm Crazy in love for this man!! Well my whole thing here is that I have seen people go down over 300k in one day without a Happy Hour and with the Auto 11 bling I have seen people drop over 1 million points a day...... I have Been trying to get one of my AUCTIONS to give to him or go and Exchange them for Fu-Bucks but I have Found nothing...

My First Hh Make Me A Godmother
OMG ITS TRUE I GOT MY FIRST HH.....I AM SO EXITED ABOUT IT....WOULD NEVER DREAM OF HAVING ONE...WELL GOOD TIME TO HAVE ONE..I NEED TO LEVEL UP TO BE A GODFATHER/MOTHER..... THURSDAY ITS GONE BE 4PM FU-TIME TIME USA...6PM EUROPE TIME WILL BE 1 AM(MY TIME LOL) THE UK WILL BE 12 MIDNIGHT.... ~Shauny32 ~owner of The Mile High Club~ Club F.A.R.@ fubar Music Video:PARTY FOR TWO (by Shania Twain featuring Billy Currington)

The Way I Feel
I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix the fence In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends I wont leave a note For anyone to find Tomorrow they'll know What I've done here tonight [Chorus] The drastic steps I've takin' Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me So what the hell I fought and lied I drank too much Hurt every one I ever touched Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell This is not some kind of cry for help Just good bye I wish you well Because I love you I'm gonna kill myself Now who is that In my easy chair Now wait a minute That's the old me sittin' there And I thank God The devil in me died I stand before you now A man changed and alive [Chorus] The drastic steps I've takin' Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me So what the hell I fought and lied I drank too much Hurt every one I ever touched Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell This is not some kind of cry for help Just g

My Yearbook Quiz Results
What animal-spirit lives inside of you? Wolf Inside of you, the spirit of the wolf is sleeping.The wolf is a lonesome traveler in the lonely prairies, the deep woods and the never-ending deserts of ice and snow of the Rocky Mountains, Alaska,the North pole and so on...The wolf is fine with being on his own and managing his days.So are you.But be aware of, that wolves also live in groups often , to support each other and to defend against their enemies with greater success.

Wonder If It'd Work For Us? --> Tasmanian Devils Fight Cancer With Sex
Tasmanian Devils Fight Cancer with Sex Jeanna Bryner Senior Writer LiveScience.com Mon Jul 14, 5:15 PM ET Tasmanian devils have for some years been plagued with a mysterious and lethal cancer. Now, the dog-sized mammals are fighting back: They are breeding at younger ages. Devils are furry marsupials, mammals that have no true placentas - females usually have pouches to carry and suckle newborns. They reside only on the island of Tasmania, though fossil evidence suggests that long ago Tasmanian devils (Sarcophilus harrisii) were spread across the Australian mainland. Devils are known for their offensive odor, disturbing screeches and viciousness when they eat, mostly carrion. Hunters considered the devils pests to livestock and took a toll on the population in the mid-1800s. Now the devil facial tumor disease is killing the animals within a year of reaching maturity. The infectious cancer is spread directly through biting. The tumors mainly affect adults at least 2

Drama
What is so funny this chick thinks I stole her man when I don't see no rings attached to them both or pictures of each other. And she wants to raise oh mighty hell and give my friends crap about me and talk major shit. GET OVER IT! If he wanted you he would of had you. If he loved you he would of said I love you to you! If you take care of your inner beauty it would reflect off your face and soul. So get over the fact that I stole your man. We were friends for sometime then lost touch. But I see that this is now the future and you didn't make it here with me so you were never really a friend to begin with.

About My Sexuality!
As far as I see it people have major problems with me being with a woman, as being their wifey and last time I checked its a FREEDOM OF CHOICE! People its only a website to have fun not to deal with so much drama. You can always turn on and off the computer. And for this matter yes I am Bisexual now what? Didn't hear it come from my mouth before well now you have! REMEMBER this also GET OVER IT!

Distance
Did you ever say I love you And the breeze took your words away Did you feel them as they lingered Then slowly drifted on their way Did they journey long, searching for The distant love you hoped they’d find Was someone out there listening For words from heart and mind Did you ever hear I love you As the wind blew through the trees Closed your eyes and felt them there As they came quietly in the breeze Did you ever say I love you And hear it whispered in return Feeling your distant love beside you And the desire within you burn Did you ever see I love you Floating quietly to you with ease Wandering peacefully there beside you Comes I love you in the breeze

Woman Accused Of Smacking Beau With Toilet Seat
Woman accused of smacking beau with toilet seat Mon Jul 14, 7:22 PM ET FORT PIERCE, Fla. - Police arrested a couple after the woman allegedly hit her boyfriend with a toilet seat. The woman, 18, told police that she found her boyfriend smoking cocaine in their bathroom and turned on the shower to try and wash away the drugs. The pair argued and when he refused to give up the drugs, authorities say the woman hit him with the toilet seat. The boyfriend was charged with cocaine possession and later released on bond. The woman faces a battery charge and was released without posting bond.

Lost - Katy Perry
I'm out on my own again Face down in the porcelain Feeling so high but looking so low Party favors on the floor Group of girls banging on the door So many new fair-weather friends ooo? (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost (V2) Caught in the eye of a hurricane Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade So sick of this town pulling me down My mother says I should come back home but Can?t find the way cause the way is gone So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost Another night waiting for someone to take me home Have you ever been so lost (BRIDGE) Is there a light Is there a light At the end of the road I?m pushing everyone away ?Cause I can?t feel this anymore Can?t feel this anymore (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost Another night waiting for someone to take me home Have you ever been so lost Have you

Friends!
Hey everyone just so you all know I am just not adding people no more just for the hell of it. I am looking for serious friends who can relate to a conversation and share blogs and videos and things of this nature. Hope you all have a great day!

Coffeee Talk...
I was pondering the effects of caffeine this morning, namely the effects produced by my daily cup 'o joe. This began as I was scooping indefinite amounts of coffee into the coffee maker this morning. I contemplated foregoing the actual brewing of the coffee and wondered if I should just take the spoon and eat it. I, of course did not, because that would be just foul. And then it occurred to me that I really don't relish the flavor of the coffee at all. In all actuality, it’s quite bitter and unpleasant. And now I am sitting here drinking my coffee with excessive amounts of sugar and non-dairy sweetened creamer (vanilla chai latte flavored to be exact), and I am thinking… why? How did I become so addicted to something that is well, quite frankly, unpalatable. I personally blame Starbucks. They have corrupted me with this illusion that coffee can be tasty and give you the instant high you need to start your day. Their coffee is beyond compare and so deliciously tasty, that I personally f

Women Arrested In Sex Competition
Women arrested in sex competition Mon Jul 14, 8:58 AM ET ATHENS (Reuters) - Nine British women were facing prostitution charges after being arrested at the weekend for taking part in an oral sex competition in the Greek holiday island of Zakynthos, police said on Monday. Six British and six Greek men, including two bar owners, were also charged in the incident, which took place at Laganas beach in the south of the Ionian island, which lies off the west coast of mainland Greece, police said. The women, who came to the popular resort on holiday, had been paid to take part in the competition, which was video recorded and was to be posted on the Internet, police said. The men were charged with encouraging obscene behavior. In recent years, Laganas has established itself as one of Greece's most popular destinations for twenty-something holidaymakers and is known for its wild party scene. Around 15 million people -- a fifth of them British -- visit the eastern Mediter

More Sex Means Less Chance Of Ed For Older Men
More sex means less chance of ED for older men Mon Jul 7, 11:16 AM ET NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - There's new advice for older men who want to preserve their sexual function: have sex, and have it often, researchers say. In a study that followed nearly 1,000 older Finnish men for five years, researchers found that those who were regularly having sex at the start of the study were at lower risk of developing erectile dysfunction (ED) by the study's end. In fact, the more often the men had sex, the lower their ED risk. The implication, say the researchers, is that men should be encouraged to stay sexually active into their golden years. Dr. Juha Koskimaki and colleagues at the University of Tampere in Finland report the findings in the American Journal of Medicine. The study included 989 men who were between the ages of 55 and 75 at the outset. Overall, those who said they had sex less than once per week were twice as likely to develop ED over the next five years

My Passion Is Blue-total Dream In Bedroom!! What Is Yours?
Your Passion is Blue You are a total dream in the bedroom.Sex is a fine art for you - and you’re a total Picasso in your pleasure making.You like to build things up slowly, savoring each moment.And you’d never think of skipping foreplay or afterplay... they’re part of the package. What Color Is Your Passion?..TABLE> ..TABLE> ..TABLE>

Tattoo Idea
I am in need of someone that can draw. I have a picture that I need made bigger for a tattoo, that I want to get. I wanted to try to post it on a MUMM, but I couldnt figure out how to post the pic on there, without people having to go to my site....they told me last time, that I was just trying to get people to visit my site, which made me angry....anyway, if you can draw, please drop me an email, and I can send the pic Thanks

Kiss Style Results--hot And Spicy For Me--can You Handle It?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They’ll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss.You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride.You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?..FONT>

Mirror Me
My soul reflects yours and transcends all doubts. Creating an infinite love our passionate feelings intertwine with the common thread found inside the linings of our hearts. This filament could never be stretched or torn unless the burdens of the outside world were to intervine. Love has no mercy for those who seek it. Let the angels guide us through the labyrinth of our minds. Shadows of ardor silhouette our hearts and drench our souls with elated bliss. Love is a canvas painted by God and simply embroidered with our imaginations.

One Last Cry For Help
My goat was originally my birthday which was this past Monday. So many great friends, new and existing, came out in force to help me. Then the power outtage of Monday night haulted everything. I'm am under 225k away. I know it seems like alot, but if all my friends help out, with as little or as much as they can give, I just might make it. All love given will be returned. Thank you in advance. Muah to you all. "ChelleBelle" Redhead, Pierced, Tattoo'd, BBW. Plz read profile b4 requesting to Friend

Baby
For those who knew I was pregnant. These last couple of days I have been in the hospital. I was about 6 wks pregnant. It ended in a miscarriage. I'm doing good. Just in a little bit of pain but I'll do alright. Any questions about anything feel free to ask. Love all yall. *MUAH*

Please Read - Rules Of Conduct
Hi All!!! Well here it is.... Early in the morning, and I was just wandering around FUBAR. And - YES I DO in fact read the "About Me" sections before adding someone... After all - if you have nothing to offer in the way of a personality - what good is a beautiful body?? Make NO mistake - I "Enjoy" a beautiful Female form in ALL it's splendor (I am a Man after all and NOT Infallible...), But I AM a "Gentleman".... I am NOT into Crass and Crude remarks on NSFW photo's - I WILL Look and rate, however - "Should" I make a remark, It will be either #1 Humorous or #2 Polite and respectful - but for the most part, Points are not awarded to rates on NSFW photo's. Now having said that - I have a few things to re-iterate... #1 Just because you are comfortable in your own skin and choose to show it off - Does NOT make you a Whore/Slut/Ho/subject to unwanted crass remarks. And I EXPECT the same in return (With the exception of a few Friends that I have known for years...) THEY are allowed t

Earth Mothers Caretakers
A philosophical issue arises when we try to define our place amongst the heavens. A discussion of religion, of belief, and of ideas generally ensues after such a question is asked. It has always been my belief that we as humans, being of a superior mind over all life on this planet, that we are the caretakers of life on this world. If this station is not imposed by God, a God, Goddess or whatever being one believes in, then the station should be appointed by ourselves. As humans, we take and take but we do not return what we take. We seem to think this world was made for us, and us alone. People think about themselves and how they can better themselves, all the while not giving a second thought to our home. We are abusing our power. We have a choice, there are two ways we can act. We can toughen up, suck it up and take care of this world... or we can be akin to parasites and use this world up until it can sustain us no longer. I choose to be a caretaker. I fight fo

Women A Question Should Men Or Shouldn't They?
Good Morning. How about a short missive this am. One that everyone can participate in. Ok here is the deal. There is a company that makes footwear for women called crocs however…it seems some men wish to not be left out………because I have seen them on some men…My take on this is this: Men stick to sandals and leave the rubber footwear to the women. I realize that crocs also produce items like flip flops and a softer sandal……but come on guys wear a manlier shoe or wear nothing! What’s your take? A huge hug assorted pats due to the skin crawling G-feeling Mart

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Mike Destefano, Boobs On Paltalk And Ratemywow, New O&a Video, Traveling Virus Tickets O
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Wonderful Women of Paltalk, who are helping to wake us up this morning through the gift of bosom. Thank GOD they spend so much time NAKED ON THEIR WEBCAMS, and have no problem being oogled and objectified. (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) Today on the Opie and Anthony POgram, we'll be hanging with our funny pal Mike DeStefano, whose website, in case you didn't know...is called Puppies and Heroin. Cool, right? ...speaking of comedians... let's take the time to promote this year's TRAVELING VIRUS Traveling Virus 2008 - Tickets On Sale Now: The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus hits the PNC BANK Arts Center on August 2nd, and the first batch of comedians has been CONFIRMED Get Lineup information and Ticket Links HERE Now, back to this Whip 'em Out Wednesday thing... If you want to get WOWed, you might

Hello
Hello I don't think anyone will even remember me on here I've been gone for work for a while I finally got around to quiting smoking cold turkey, been 3 weeks now and I think I'm over the worst of it. Also thank you for all those who sent birthday thank you and for those of you who forgot a great way you say I'm sorry is to sent a your phone if your single or your cute single friend if your not....Female btw I had trouble recently with people understanding that I really don't know why and no one can seem to give me a straight answer on the subject....

The Power Of Your Passion
The power of your passion Though the odds may not be in your favor, you can do it. Though the challenges are great, you can make it happen. People will likely tell you it's impossible. Even so, you can find a way to make it possible and to make it real. When it means enough to you, then you can do it. When you are willing and committed and persistent, you will get yourself there. Look within yourself and find those values that you most earnestly desire to express with your life. The things that are most genuinely important to you are the things that will power your achievements. When you can put the power of your passion behind it, you will create it. Make the effort to find and to know that passion, and there is no limit to what you can accomplish. Be utterly true to who you are. And fulfill your greatest possibilities. -- Ralph Marston

What Do You Expect From Me?
Think about what you've done first before you say anything to me! Just look at what was once a dream of yours but became my F#CKING NIGHTMARE! Its not what I did that hurt you so much that day ITS WHAT I DIDN"T F#CKIN' DO THAT HURT YOU! Lets be for real now IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,so don't think it can!

Help For Fallen Angel Pretty Please
Hey now...She needs some help... This is her second attempt at a contest and she really needs some bombers to get in there and show her some lovin.. 15k in comments in 2 weeks ... c'mon people... you can pitch in a little bit...

Guarding Angel
Guarding Angel When times are hard, were feeling low, We don't know where we want to go it's time we need to know. An Angel to guide you on your way An Angel to brighten your day When you need an uplifting thought A hand to hold or to hug a lot An Angel to sit with you awhile An Angel to make you smile Our Angel knows our dented soul. The friend comes from an unknown source and soon we feel complete once more. An Angel to encourage and guide An Angel to stay by your side.

Spanky Rambling.....
WOW....... Time goes by July 15th - my oldest daughter Torijean turned 13.. OMG.. She is getting so big too fast..She is now towering over me, yes im short. A whole whopping 5 foot. lol.. She is now about 5ft 5 and very beautiful. I remember bringing her home from the hospital just a few days old.. She was so small. Being 11 days early. Weighing 4#'s 12 oz. 17 inches long.. She was so little I couldn't believe it..She looked like a lil china doll. So small, fragile, petite. Like her mom I guess.. lol.. We got to stay in the hospital a extra day due to the heat wave we had that year. Wooohooo air conditioning!! When she was a year old she was admitted into the PICU (Pediatric Intensive Care Unit) for a hole in her right lung. That was the scariest day of my life. Seeing your child laying helplessly in a hospital bed with only a slim chance of surviving. Totally freaked me out more then anything i could have imagined. Her second day in the PICU they called the hospital priest

Justice
Justice When justice stands still only the fool hearted, will contemplate pursuing even the most just of causes, when justice stands still, the brave only will seek retribution for sins committed against them and their kinsman, can any gleamse of sovereignty exist where justice takes a tea break, and when justice decides to stand still will any sanity prevail, where justice once stood still, can any unity ever be restored once upon a time the jews were slandered and abused but they had the courage to stand up and refuse, when justice stands still, the supposed saviours become the enslavers, who then will stand up to refuse for the people when justice stands still, the law makers become peace detractors, creating laws meant not to ensure harmony, but to bring woo to the masses, when justice stands still, they will seek to devour, those they once vowed to protect, justice stands still, the eleventh plague, not just a biblical fantasy, but a present r

My Pimpout From Zatanna
Come Check Out This Great Fu-barian, My New Owner Kid SyN ~Juggalo Mafia~ Co-Owner of tha Carny@ fubar And if you have the chance come HELP him out by dropping some comments in the contest he is in Brought to you by Zatanna **Owned by Kid SyN**...Owner of CountryBoy Superman@ fubar

Birth Control=abortion?!
Family planning groups object to abortion plan By Maggie Fox, Health and Science Editor Tue Jul 15, 6:16 PM ET WASHINGTON (Reuters) - Family planning groups and at least one member of Congress objected on Tuesday to a Bush administration memo that defines several widely used contraception methods as abortion and protects the right of medical providers to refuse to offer them. The proposal would cut off federal funds to hospitals and states that attempt to compel medical providers to offer legal abortion and contraception services to women. The proposal circulated to media defines abortion broadly to include many types of contraception, including birth control pills and intrauterine devices. Health and Human Services officials declined to confirm the proposal, but noted their responsibility to protect against discrimination of doctors and pharmacists who object to abortion or birth control on religious or moral grounds. "This proposed rule will put women's acce

To Friends And Fans
if you can not wait to be rated or is getting inpaitiont with me cause i wont talk to you right now please dont come on my profile i am tryingto catch up with rating you there are alot of you and one of me ty

Well
well bald hunk you have been coming to my profil for awhile i have not had any complaints but yours,just because i wont talk to you,well hun you need too take a prozack and wait in line.and if you dont think im worth it then stay off my page and delete me as a friend!i dont need the dramma

Evans Blue - Over [lyrics]
You better crawl on your knees The next time you say that you love me Fall on your knees, cuz this time I won't be so kind Can't you see that this is life and life is killing me Is it yours? is it mine? Our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain Tell me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in Show me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in You better see how evil you can be When you see my evil smile It's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind Can't you see that this is death and death is saving me I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame I know it's hard but you... Tell me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in Show me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in

We Rock
Cause we rock, we rock, we rock on We rock, we rock on Come as you are You're a superstar World in your pocket and you know it You can feel that beat Running through your feet Heart's racing fast, you're rock and rolling All that you need is the music To take you to some other place Where you know you belong Raise your hands up in the air and scream We're find our voice, following our dreams Cause we rock (we rock), we rock, we rock on Nobody in the world's Gonna bring us down The louder we go Well the better we sound Cause we rock (we rock), we rock, we rock on We're finally letting go Losing all control Won't stop ourselves Cause we love it We're not afraid to be Everything you see No more hiding out We're gonna own it All that you need is the music To take you to some other place Where you know you belong Raise your hands up in the air and scream We're find our voice, following our dreams Cause we

Freakin Idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just can't believe how stupid and rude some people can be. I have been away from my pc for almost a week. Keep in mind that I leave my pc on most of the time with browsers up and open. When I first turn on my monitor I see I have both emails and shout messages from fjord83. here's what he wrote: sent 7/14/08 "Hey what's the deal? I sent you the 30K like you said in your blog and you still haven't opened up for photos for me yet." sent 7/15/08 "OK, so yeah. I'm sure you are way too much of a bitch to do this or even care, but gee since you decied NOT to open your picture for me AFTER I sent you the 30,000 fubucks, it would be very DECENT and PROPER, for you to send it back to me. But like I said, I'm pretty sure you won't." For the record he sent me the fubucks on 7/10/08 so it has barely been 5 days. He accuses me of lying about when i've been online, and lying to him about adding him to my family. of course I am now NOT going to add him to either my friend or fa

Evans Blue - Dark That Follows [lyrics]
There's just so many things you never needed to say like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face just like your empty words, just like the chemical just like the disease that stains your lips tonight you are the disease that's in my life if it's no ones fault, there just no one to blame and nothing to say this time it's no one's fault so there's nothing to save and no one to hate but I want to so bad...believe me there's just so many ways you never needed to be like I'm some empty space that never leaves your side now wipe that stupid look off of your face you're not the finest one, you're not the only one you're just a disease that stains her lips tonight and you are the disease that's in my life if it's no ones fault, there just no one to blame and nothing to say this time it's no one's fault so there's nothing to save and no one to hate but I want to so bad...believe me we're great in small d

A Must Read
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust, Goodness, you will reap friends. Humility, you will reap greatness. Perseverance, you will reap victory. Consideration, you will reap harmony. Hard work, you will reap success. Forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation. Openness, you will reap intimacy. Patience, you will reap improvements. Faith, you will reap miracles. But………………………………………. If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust. Selfishness, you will reap loneliness. Pride, you will reap destruction. Envy, you will reap trouble. Laziness, you will reap stagnation. Bitterness, you will reap isolation. Greed, you will reap loss. Gossip, you will reap enemies. Worries, you will reap wrinkles. Sin, you will reap guilt. So be careful what you plant now. It will determine what you will reap tomorrow. The seeds you now scatter, will make life worse or better. Your life or the ones who will come after. Yes, someday you will enjoy the fruits, or you will pay for the

Evans Blue - Cold (but I’m Still Here) [lyrics]
Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time Wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all Now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into YOUR lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time You're so endearing, you're so beautiful, well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do but I don't hate

Leave Me Alone (i'm Lonely)
Wanted to post this song because its always been one of my favorite songs and describes me too well whenever i am actually in a relationship. LMFAO! Go away Give me a chance to miss you Say goodbye It'll make me want to kiss you I love you so Much more when you're not here Watchin all the bad shows Drinking all of my beer I don't believe Adam and Eve Spent every goddamn day together If you give me some room there will be room enough for two Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely tonight I don't wanna wake up with another But I don't wanna always wake up with you either No you can't hop into my shower All I ask for is one ***kin' hour You taste so sweet But I can't eat the same thing every day Cuttin off the phone Leave me the ***k alone Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lone

Deleting My Account
for those of you that want to sincerely stay in touch with me, send me a message and let me know. the real people send me a message and ill give you my personal email and contact info. sorry just so sick of all the ake ass people on this site that im gonna delete my account. this shits to much like a cult for my taste. ill keep this shit open for a while just so all my real friends can stay in touch. to those who only befriended me to look cool on this site ......eat a bowl of dicks you poser ass bitches

*undecided Title Just Yet
If I silently love you... If I wait all alone... If tomorrow you think of me... Would you call me on the phone? If tomorrow could come now... Would you come to me? And love me forever... As I wish it to be... *this one can use tons of tweeking...but it was one I wrote while driving home tonight A.Boudreaux 2008

Randomness To The 74th Degree
1. Do you have any pets? Many. Seven to be exact. 2. What color shirt are you wearing? Brown. 3. Name three things that are physically close to you: Phone, cigarettes, water bottle. 4. What is the last book you read? Just Listen - Sarah Dessen 5. Are you or were you a good student? I was. Then I got into college, and completely bombed. 6. What's your favorite sport? Ice hockey owns my soul. 7. Do you enjoy sleeping late? Not really. Unless I really need it. 8. What's the weather like right now? Clear skies, cool. 9. Who tells the best jokes? Comedian wise? I dunno. I got lots of favorites. 10. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I don't remember my dreams. 11. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes. Been driving for 4 years. No wrecks yet ::knocks on wood::. 12. Do you believe in karma? Yes. What goes around definitely comes around and bites you in the ass. Speaking from first hand experience here. 13. Do you believe in lu

Awesome Girls
♥The Ladies Mean So Much To Me♥ If you are looking for true friends then make these ladies yours! Thank You For Being There When The Drama Gets Crazy or When I Need A Laugh! Show Them Tons Of Love!! Hump A Leg If You Have To But Show Them Lots!! PebblesinAZ@ fubar ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~@ fubar ~*Whiskey Girl*~ Argonutz's Angel ♥ DJ Kweefs Girl ♥@ fubar Just Jilly, is that better? :)@ fubar »-(¯`v´¯)-»♡Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§♡»-(¯`v´¯)-»@ fubar ♥SunySkyz♥@ fubar Hugs And Kiss *Pink0828 *@ fubar

Write For Me
Write for me... An artist you need not be, to prove your love to me. Create a perfect poem, or perhaps a perfect melody. Create a piece that takes me to a place, where the words create that smile on your face. spit out your lyrics so strong, that the love from your lips I can taste. Pen the words that show desire, tell me how of my love you will never tire, a sculpture is never needed, if you truly believe your love can take me higher. Craft a writing to bring me to my knees, create something of meaning not just to tease, put to paper all the ways to tell me, how it is only me you will always please. Just write for me, is all you must do, for your words always hit home and ring true, no other man can write what you feel, and in the end, I will return in words the way I care for you. (c)MadCurves

I'm Sorry!
I'm sorry that I like you so much. I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you're drunk. I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not a bitch. I'm sorry that I liked to spend so much time with you. I'm sorry that I would rather make love to you then screw some random guy. I'm sorry that I'm always the one you need to talk to but never good enough to date. I'm sorry that I am always there for you when you need someone to lean on, but not good enough to listen to me me when I need a friend. I'm sorry if I start not being there because it hurts being used as a doormat, only to be thrown to the side when the new bitch is around. I'm sorry if I stop answering my phone when you call. I'm sorry that I can never do anything right and nothing I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry that you can't accept m

Follow On From "inappropriate Comments"
Hi guys and gals! Thank you for your understanding over the approval comments. For Tra71 (Tracy) noooo it wasnt those naughty ladybirds lmao!! ... Just to clarify what I meant - things that are suggestive, like funny seaside posters, and usual fantasy art that shows a bit a boob or bum is fine with me after all you can go and visit a park or art gallery and there are topless paintings way back years. When we were in Spain we went to the Barcelona botanical gardens which was full of statues of that nature. You cant keep everything hidden even for a child/adult like Bex so please dont feel you got to send goody goody comments we all like that suggestive funny stuff. What started this off for me was a week ago ... as I explained to Adam and showed Porl I received one for humpday it was a video of 2 having sex but it was a closeup of private parts (you know the kinda thing) when I kindly told this person who I hadnt known long that was on one of the fu trains not to send any

Dreams
Dreams I was thinking of us last night And the times we shared How good we were But now we are apart Yet we still have our Dreams For in our Dreams we are together Holding hands on the beach Talking all night under the silver moon Kissing and holding each other tight In our Dreams... For no matter the distance Or the obstacle I will always belong to you For we are meant for each other not only in reality, but also in our Dreams

The Fireman
This was sent out as a bulletin on my Myspace page. I thought it was such a touching story that I wanted to share it with all of you. :-) Enjoy! THE FIREMAN In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true. " Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a

Help!!!!
there are just some things that you never wish would happen to even the worst of people....and one of the worst things happened to me when i was a kid. and for the last few day it has come back to haunt me. tonight for the first time in years i cant sleep because of it. every time i close my eyes to sleep i see that mans face, and my husben to be keeps telling that he wont ever let that man hurt me again but it is killing me slowly on the inside. i have snapped at him and every one else so much and so easaly lately that i had to tell him my biggest secret...we have been together for almost a year now and i never told him that, i feel bad but that was just something i didnt want to open up again but something happened and i flipped out on him and a couple of my closest friends so i let him in the darkest closet that i have been hidding from him and everyone else....now i just wish that i could forget that it ever happened... every time that i have tried to sleep tonight i see that mans

Do You Want To Own Me?
Check out what I am offering and place your bid. I can promise that whoever becomes my first owner will be given lots of love and I will definitely spoil them. You won't be disappointed. Just click on my picture below to check me out.

Take Me As I Am, Or Not At All
Read my page, it pretty much explains who and what I am. Like me or not, it doesn't matter, I get attention either way. But I am not here for attention. I am here for meeting people, creating friendships and aquaintances, and having a good time, be it at my expense, or yours. Down raters, and haters don't bother me. And I don't need to belong to your lounge or club, nor do I need to be fu-owned or fu-married to be someone; I am me; individual; faithful; up front and smacking with honesty about how it is. Good or bad, accept it; "breath in/breath out/move on". It is what it is, and if I can't change it, I let it go and move on. I have met some really cool people here, and I read people pretty well. I like those listed in my top friends list, but I also appreciate and do NOT dislike those that can't fit, or are not in my top list. I only have room for so many, and I will be swapping people around to give everyone a chance to see, be seen, and breathe at the top ... and, yes, I have met s

True Love Is Forever
She had been anticipating this day for months. Now that it had finaly arrived, she was as nervous as she was excited. As sge got ready to finally meet him she thought back... all the long telephone conversations, the webcam sessions, the pictures. All of that was about to be replaced and she would be able to touch him, feel him. A shiver ran through her and she thrilled at the excitement. Taking a deep breath, she grabbed her keys and headed for the airport. Upon arriving at the airport, her excitement reached a peak and she began to tremble slightly. Excitement slowly and slightly turned to worry. "What if he doesnt like me?" She thought. No, that was just silly. Bracing herself, she went to find the man she had been dreaming of. Looking around the airport terminal, she didnt see him at first. Checking with the clerk she found that his plane had just landed and they would be unloading shortly. She sat down and concentrated on breathing. Her mind began to wander towards t

Thank You All For Helping Me Win
id like to help every one that helped me win my hh here are a few that i bombed with myself you all rawk ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz PROUDLY OWNED BY FU-KING YEAHMON@ fubar Choppie ~Spankers~@ fubar ♥ Thörñz Öf Å Rø§ë ™ ♥@ fubar JOHNNY@ fubar !Starry!@ fubar The Spankers Club@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪@ fubar ♥ Smiles For YOU♥ ~ SPANKERS CLUB MEMBER~PROTECTED By BYTOR~@ fubar DJ Lusty* manager*@ Wicked~ member of the spankers~Owned by Mikey 69*Lizard's brat@ fubar ~ღHeatherღ* Member of the Spankers*@ fubar Devilish

As Promised...
Ok kids, I PROMISED I'd start really working on the weight loss this week and I've kept my word! I jogged about 1 1/2 miles today and walked approx 1 additional mile. It felt damn good to get out and move! :) I haven't done any jogging in years since my weight got so bad, so it felt great to be doing it again. I'm one of those people that once I get started with jogging, I want to jog all the time! Anyhow, I did want to let everyone know that I have been true to my word in my most recent blast that I'd start workin' my butt off! I have to get the last of the weight off and reach my goal weight! Thank you so much to all my friends and family who have been so wonderful to me! You guys are the best!!!

We Wouldn't Want To Be Called Biased Now Would We?
So, it seems there are certain people who love to stick their nose in other peoples conversations. You'll be chatting and having fun in a lounge with your friends, and they'll start shit with you, as if you were addressing them, then turn it all around on you, all the while gang jumping your ass; and blame the whole thing on you too. They'll have you backed into a corner, while they are still kicking you, and yet when asked what happened, claim self defense (among other claims like a 5000 song list, yet they have selective hearing of requests, and can't get a song on for over an hour, blaming their download or something)...now I know that not ALL people on this website are like this, but this is just a small number I have given the cute name of 'the ass trips', meaning triplets...all they do is sit around and complain to each other, pulling themselves into other peoples convo's and then, when one of the 'ass trips' leaves the argument, another will jump in and take over, even though th

White Sox Fan
n00bs believe everything! It's meeeeeeee... Punkin. A friend of mine said this dude was fucking with her, so I was bored and decided to hop in. I got blocked, so I jumped on the other compy, since Goatse was on, and had some fun with him on this account. Enjoy... this is ME being a MAN... lmao... and taking the same attitude my man would take... I kinda make him sound like a pussy, don't I? white sox fan: well im rollong out you have a good night white sox fan: if i got some lady on here that issing me off how do i get her ass deleted? white sox fan: are we cool white sox fan: i hear you i hear you man but you gotta know she did try to push my buttons rating me 1 sayin gi was a fucko all tha tother shit i just walked away and if she was my freind id be pissed to so i see where you and your g/f are comming from but i aint gonna argue no more with you white sox fan: they both pissed me off if you come at me real i can respect that i respect how you te

The Next Open Chapter
Well, as I sit here trying to begin the new life I know I must begin, I think Im finally unafraid enough to try. Note the I didnt say ready to, just unafraid enough to. Starting over scares me to death because as poorly as I chose last time, and where it left me and how it left me, Im not sure how big of a margin for error I can endure. All I know is, I cant continue through this journey alone. I have too much to offer, there is too much of me I want to give that to not try, to let it die like I thought it had, would be a tragedy. Esha showed me that my heart did still beat. But I came up with countless reasons to refrain from trying anything. I was actually afraid to kiss her. Tragic. But I chalked it up as a learning experience. And yet even after i had the dreaded "friend" label slapped on me, I still couldnt let it go. I was still fumbling around trying to make something happen although I knew how it would end. But as luck would have it, she met someone and that choice

Triathlon Results
2 hours, 30 minutes, 12 seconds. like sixth from last place. but whatever, i suck at swimming. the half mile swim took 30 minutes. think about that. every time your car's odometer 1/10 mile thing clicks, it took me 5 minutes to go that far with my dying frog half-assed backward breast stroke. but the best part: i smoked 2 carbon fiber-ed gear queers on the cycling section, plus 4 regular joes. suckers. nobody can stand up to the 25 pounds of steel, rubber, cock, and anger that is the 1980's lemond champion bike coupled with 70's shop class welding glasses. i'm in it to win it, chumps.

I'll Miss Yall!!!!
Just wanted to let yall know not to worry about me if yall dont see me the rest of this week and weekend... I'll be goin to my Mama's on Wednesday the 16th... Then up north on Thursday for a family reunion n wont be back in town until Sunday... But wont be back on line until Monday!!! I'll miss yall!!! Blessed Be, Sami Lee P.S. If yall leave love I'll make sure to return it when I get back!!!

Triathlon Pt 1
why oh why did i sign up for a triathlon? tomorrow, i'm out to prove that you can succeed without spending tons of money. i despise those god damn gear queers. they are convinced that blowing hundreds, even thousands, of dollars on the most advanced gear will make them better athletes. because everyone knows you need maximum moisture-wicking technology to curl 25 pounds at the YMCA or waste an hour on the treadmill. nevermind that the gear is actually designed for world-class athletes for whom an advantage of even a few seconds means the difference between gold and obscurity. which is part and parcel of the mindless consumerism problem in america: thinking that throwing money at pointless things will make your life better, instantly. you've seen a gear queer before: overweight dudes at the gym dressed head to toe in nike and underarmor, screaming and grunting while they heft miniscule weights, convinced that their vocal efforts will make them Spartans in a week. house m

The Truth About The Im's
I added all da IM convo's, cause it's time every1 kno, dat I am not makin' dis shit up. Dis bitch don' kno what all he said bout her & what all he said 2 me. Now, she does. It's time 4 Mysticfairy to take her nasty fat ass away from here & die. Stupid bitch, Guy don' wan' u. Can' u c dat? I really hate women like u, do u c how desperate he is. Tryin' 2 get ova u. Movin' on. He don' want u. He wan's new. Get da fukk ova him.

Head Over Heels
I woke at 2:30 am and couldnt get back to sleep, I have fallen head over heals and I am in way too deep! Fallen for someone, but they are so far away, show her my love, I try to everyday. Still her blue eyes haunt me from afar, damn I wish I had my own car. Making all of my days much happier and bright, my hearts on a string flying high like a kite. Just once I wish I could sing to her, and tell her how much I am in a stir. Words cant even explain what she means to me, all I can do is tell her and let her see. I dreamed if I could make her happy, that I had to choose between my life or hers ! I choose hers! Gave my own life so the one I love the most can live further on! Really I would do it in a heartbeat, if I only knew it would make everything right! That my friends is love!

The Truth 14
07/02/2008 8:47:40 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 8:47:46 PM kaileet69: u still mad at me? 8:48:11 PM dguydlow: yea 8:48:23 PM dguydlow: u still send her stuff huh 8:49:07 PM kaileet69: i sent her a message earlier 2 get her blood goin' 8:49:16 PM dguydlow: why 8:49:18 PM kaileet69: I kno she mad u dropped her cause of me 8:49:33 PM kaileet69: just wanted her 2 c, she isnt da only 1 u want 8:50:26 PM dguydlow: whatever 8:51:48 PM kaileet69: oh boo, u kno its da truth 8:52:42 PM kaileet69: she just needs 2 c it 4 herself dat u don' want her anymore 8:52:43 PM kaileet69: i am just remindin her 8:52:44 PM kaileet69: & hopin we can get back on track & make up 8:53:21 PM dguydlow: for? 8:53:30 PM dguydlow: in dont want get with u 8:53:39 PM dguydlow: thought i told u last nite 8:54:00 PM kaileet69: im gettin divorced 8:54:06 PM kaileet69: i moved out 2day 8:54:15 PM kaileet69: stayin w a friend right no

The Truth 13
07/01/2008 6:32:06 PM kaileet69: hiya boo :D 6:36:02 PM dguydlow: Hey 6:36:19 PM kaileet69: sup? 6:36:34 PM dguydlow: Notta u 6:36:57 PM kaileet69: waitin on Ash 2 get here 6:37:54 PM dguydlow: U want to come here? 6:38:17 PM kaileet69: isn't dat what we were talkin bout? 6:38:52 PM dguydlow: Yea 6:39:07 PM dguydlow: Just makin sure 6:39:28 PM kaileet69: u still want us 2? 6:39:45 PM dguydlow: If u serious 6:40:48 PM dguydlow: If u serious 6:41:18 PM kaileet69: we r serious lol 6:41:53 PM dguydlow: Ok 6:42:39 PM kaileet69: ok u still at work? 6:44:34 PM dguydlow: Yea 6:44:44 PM dguydlow: Bout rap it up 6:44:47 PM kaileet69: oh ok 6:45:01 PM kaileet69: i will let u get off work then, gonna go shower & get ready 6:45:17 PM kaileet69: ill get at cha when im done, so i can get directions 6:45:27 PM dguydlow: I figure u might chance ur miind 6:45:36 PM dguydlow: What we doin? 6:

Story
There is a story in everyone's life in all its glory and all its strife all the sadness all the madness when its quiet and peaceful when it's crazy and hazy when you feel like you are in a maze and there is no light at the end of your own plight there is always a story in everyone's life.

My Anniversary
Colour My World - Chicago Happy Anniversary Diana & Don 35 years..lets show her some Fu-luv click on this pic to take you there mommaduck This congrats is brought to you by your friends in The Friendship Circle (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-15 22:07:59'

Believe
Do you believe we all have a soul? Me ,I wonder somtimes. Why do we cry when our loved ones die? They aren`t going to be here forever, though we all wish that they could. Why do we all get so sad, I sometimes don`t , I get really glad. Because they actually go to a better place, lifted up to be in GOD`s grace. Yes, I believe in heaven and earth, and the angels, and even in God. How can people look at a child and not believe? Skys get the bluest of blues, different colors in the leaves and the flowers. Take a look around every once in a while, maybe stop just thinking of the bad. There are some things that are good, though sometimes in our world... those things are hard to see! All you have to do is Believe!!!!

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06/30/2008 10:19:14 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 10:19:19 PM dguydlow: hey 10:19:31 PM kaileet69: u took my name off? 10:20:25 PM dguydlow: bout to put it back 10:20:32 PM dguydlow: had to make soem adjustments 10:20:40 PM dguydlow: thats all u worried bout huh 10:20:56 PM dguydlow: i saw u came check me out 10:21:05 PM dguydlow: then left 10:21:21 PM kaileet69: i was goin 2 get u a gift but i saw my name gone 10:21:38 PM dguydlow: i see 10:21:47 PM dguydlow: thats all u wory bout is name 10:21:52 PM kaileet69: its all good 10:21:58 PM dguydlow: i see how that is 10:22:15 PM kaileet69: what u talkin bout? 10:22:33 PM dguydlow: u wory bout a name 10:22:46 PM kaileet69: I was gonna get u drunk but u were already drunk 10:22:51 PM kaileet69: then i saw my name gone 10:23:02 PM kaileet69: i was a lil hurt 10:23:03 PM kaileet69: so i signed out 10:23:10 PM kaileet69: but i came back on 10:23:19

My Words,. Your Voice
My words., Your Voice. Current mood: artistic Sometimes your going to feel as if the world is Falling down around you, - Don't let it crush you. Sometimes things in life are going to confuse you And overwhelm you, - Take it one step at a time Sometimes your going to feel as if Nothing in your life is right., - Wait.. The Thing that could make it feel right., could be right infront of you or right around the corner. Sometimes the air around you is going to feel heavy., - Don't suffercate, Simply breathe.. slow and deep. Life is going to be complicated,. But then again, No one ever promised it would be easy,. Just worth it,. Stop looking for easy way's out.. For there is No such thing.. You have to Fight get bruised up, Get beaten, and dragged around before your able to see life the way it was intended to be seen. Stop blaming other's for who you are, or who you have become,. people might have hurt you, or whatever... But you made the choice to let them change

Water Your Rose
It's utterly amazing. How just a short while ago, You could never get enough, no matter how much you worked,. No matter what was going on, There was always enough time., Now., Hell I'm lucky to get to hear your voice maybe once in 3 weeks. Before it was Hey beautiful, Hey love, Hey Dahling.. Hey something.. Now I'm left with a simple Hey. You blame it on being tired, & with that you tend to distant yourself from others,... But since when did I just become ., Yet another..... Have I become that unnoticable, that unwanted,. That.... easily removable? I know 'cause You've told me... That You used to think about me every min of the day,. Has it become that painful? 'cause I believe.. You don't even think of me at all anymore., I know you told me,. You love me, & It's just the way you are,. But.... This is me, I'm needy,. and I don't like when someone acts one way,.. Then goes to acting another.., This heart is ticking slower.... & When it stops., I doubt you'l

Mommaduck Anniverary
Colour My World - Chicago Happy Anniversary Diana & Don 35 years..lets show her some Fu-luv click on this pic to take you there mommaduck This congrats is brought to you by your friends in The Friendship Circle (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-15 22:07:59'

The Truth 11
06/28/2008 10:16:50 PM dguydlow: hey 10:17:28 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 10:17:37 PM dguydlow: sup 10:18:35 PM kaileet69: tryin 2 keep a signal..i dropped it last night & couldn get back on 10:20:14 PM dguydlow: oh ok 10:30:38 PM dguydlow: hows your mom 10:31:39 PM kaileet69: she is doing good. releasin her 2morrow if all goes good 2night 10:32:34 PM dguydlow: ok good 10:33:08 PM kaileet69: i kno i b ready 2 go home 10:36:02 PM dguydlow: yea 10:40:57 PM kaileet69: i thought u were goin 2 take the pics down when u got back online? lol 10:42:14 PM dguydlow: no 10:42:17 PM dguydlow: i thought so too 10:42:20 PM dguydlow: and u tld her 10:42:24 PM dguydlow: told 10:42:31 PM dguydlow: why u telin everythign? 10:43:05 PM kaileet69: i haven told her everythin 10:43:15 PM dguydlow: ok 10:43:19 PM dguydlow: lastnite 10:43:33 PM dguydlow: well she said she came on and u say stuf n her shout boz 10

Happy Ann. Momma Duck
Colour My World - Chicago Happy Anniversary Diana & Don 35 years..lets show her some Fu-luv click on this pic to take you there mommaduck This congrats is brought to you by your friends in The Friendship Circle (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-15 22:07:59') (repost of original by 'mamaduck/Proud Member of The Friendship Circle' on '2008-07-15 22:18:09')

The Truth 10
06/27/2008 11:18:13 PM dguydlow: hey 11:18:50 PM kaileet69: hiya boo, signal is weak, im n da cafe here 11:19:21 PM dguydlow: ok 11:19:41 PM kaileet69: how r u 11:19:51 PM dguydlow: im ok u 11:20:14 PM kaileet69: tired, moms n pain 11:20:21 PM kaileet69: just got her 2 sleep 11:20:23 PM kaileet69: snuck out 11:20:35 PM dguydlow: oh ok 11:21:13 PM kaileet69: i c u online 11:21:14 PM kaileet69: cool 11:21:20 PM dguydlow: yea 11:21:56 PM kaileet69: dat's good 11:22:34 PM dguydlow: yea 11:22:39 PM dguydlow: how was your day 11:23:14 PM kaileet69: i been here since 7am, pacin da floors & playin games on my laptop lol 11:23:31 PM kaileet69: da signal is 2 weak 4 me 2 get on myspace or fubar 11:25:32 PM dguydlow: oh ok 11:25:38 PM dguydlow: im on there know 11:25:39 PM dguydlow: now 11:25:44 PM dguydlow: tryin t catch up 11:26:39 PM kaileet69: oh ok 11:28:01 PM dguydlow: :D 11

The Truth 9 (con.)
06/26/2008 (con.) 9:58:26 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 9:58:51 PM dguydlow: Hey 9:59:15 PM kaileet69: sup? 10:08:22 PM dguydlow: How was work 10:09:12 PM kaileet69: tirin I just got off 10:11:20 PM dguydlow: Ok 10:12:38 PM kaileet69: how was urs? 10:12:50 PM kaileet69: u doin ne better since 2day? 10:15:59 PM dguydlow: Im ok 10:16:06 PM dguydlow: It was ok 10:16:08 PM dguydlow: Ty 10:16:44 PM kaileet69: 4 what? 10:19:55 PM dguydlow: Askin me 10:20:05 PM dguydlow: Checkin on me 10:20:49 PM kaileet69: oh yw 10:21:02 PM dguydlow: Muah 10:21:12 PM dguydlow: Im good 10:21:18 PM dguydlow: U sweet 10:21:37 PM dguydlow: I was ventin 10:23:54 PM kaileet69: yea i kno 10:23:58 PM kaileet69: im here 4 ya 10:24:48 PM dguydlow: Ty 10:25:25 PM kaileet69: yvw 10:26:07 PM dguydlow: Hugs 10:26:21 PM kaileet69: hugs back 10:27:08 PM dguydlow: Woot one day he he 10:29:07 PM ka