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10 Rules For Thanksgiving Dinner At My House
(Print and give copy to each guest that enters your home.) 10 RULES FOR THANKSGIVING DINNER AT MY HOUSE 1. Don't get in line asking questions about the food. "Who made the potato salad? Is it egg in there? Are the greens fresh? Is the meat in the greens turkey or pork? Who made the macaroni and cheese? What kind of pie is that? Who made it? Ask one more question and I will punch you in your mouth, knocking out all your fronts so you won't be able to eat anything. 2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your butt down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them pecans and walnuts to hold you over until someone makes you a plate. 3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, I will escort their little butts to the basement and bring their food down to them. They are not gonna tear my house up this year. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle B

20 Signs That Your Drunk
1. You lose arguments with inanimate objects. 2. You have to hold on to the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. 3. Your job starts to interfere with your drinking. 4. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. 5. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. 6. You sincerely believe alcohol is the elusive 5th food group. 7. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case Coincidence?!?!? 8. Two hands and just one mouth now THAT'S a drinking problem. 9. Every woman you see has an exact twin. 10. You fall off the floor 11. Hey, 5 beers have just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! 12. Your idea of cutting back is less salt. 13. Every night you're beginning to find your neighbours cat more and more attractive 14. I'm not drunk you're just sober!! 15. Roseanne looks good 16. You don't recognise your wife unless seen from the bottom of a glass. 17. That dammned pink elephant followed me home again. 18. You ha

Nov 12th ~updates~
Good Day Wicked Storm Crew!! News for today, November 12th Hippie Daze Party in the lounge turned out awesome.Pnedis won best default pic,and recieved a Big Pimpin Gift,and a personalized Hippie Tag.Luangel,White Dragon,Pnedis,Michelle,Beautiful Nightmare,Will,Ozzfanatic,Lilmsmaria won a total of 10,000 fubucks during the Trivia Contest. Please go give thanks to Jokers Wild for donating prize money & DJ Mr. Nice guy for the awesome music. Next Saturdays Lounge Party Will be posted soon.Donations for prizes are being accepted. Big Thanks To Jokers Wild & Our very Own WSC member Will for the donations going towards the next party!!! We have currently went on a bombing strike.However we have obligations to prior contest.Feel Free to drop some bombs on the contest below.There are no end dates on most so even though the bouncer is aggravating we can drop a few here and there. This week I need you to gather together a folder of 1980 and 1990 items.Please limit y

Magic
I move my hand up your inner thigh, higher than higher yet till i hear her moan my name, she arches her back and makes her breasts and nipples. thrust out so hard and firm, nipples as hard as diamonds, wanted to be sucked and chewed which i gladly do, she moans, again and begs me to touch her wetness, i kiss her hard as i slide a finger easily into her. tongue against tongue like savages we suck and bite. each others mouths, she reaches down and takes my hand and pushes it hard against her wetness and my fingers disappear into her like a wonderful magic.

How Machiavellian Are You?
You Are Somewhat Machiavellian You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to! How Machiavellian Are You?

Re: Bbc To Apologize For 9/11 Truth Hit Piece?
RE: BBC To Apologize For 9/11 Truth Hit Piece? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Nov 2007, 06:35 BBC To Apologize For 9/11 Truth Hit Piece? The BBC could be forced to apologize and admit mass public deception for airing a documentary on the 9/11 truth movement that was clearly riddled with errors, lies and bias, as the scandal-hit corporation desperately squirms to avoid a potential court case brought by a British scientist. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/121107_bbc_apologize.htm

Korn - Here To Stay
This time, taking it away I've got a problem, with me getting in the way, Not by design (Could be "My violent side") So I take my face and bash it into a mirror. I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating. Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again. The hurt inside is fading This shit gone way too far. All this time I've been waiting No I can not grieve anymore. For what's inside awaking. *I'm done*, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore. My mind is done with this Okay, I've got a question. "Can I throw it all away?" Take back what's mine So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line Each cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating. Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again. The hurt inside is fading This shit gone way too far. All this time I've been waiting No I can not grieve anymore. For what's insid

What Color Is Your Passion?
Well, Purple IS my favorite color :p Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure. What Color Is Your Passion?

Soldier
I found this, and thought I would share it with you all. I come from a Military family and it touched my heart. The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. I never expected or had too much. I know I don'

Petty Drama In Adults...get Over It
this is just a comment on all the b.s. going on with this drama queen shit we all see being thrown lately. look people...if any of you have seen what i have...you would know how petty this all is...i saw my brother bleeding to death when we were both pinned under a wall...i could not get to him, i saw children burned over 90% of thier bodies...and they did not complain...i have seen double amputee`s do things you and i would not dare do...because they had to...and never ask for help...all this means absolutely nothing to me...we all have a right to choose our friends...and life is too short and fragile to deal with the small petty things....if you do not like who i am...then don`t let the door hit you in the ass...if you don`t like me for who i choose as a friend..then don`t let the door hit you in the ass again... just remember, the door locks when you leave..my son acts better than you guys...he`s 16...grow up and let life be...get over it

Would You Be Willing To ........
would any females be willing too make a pic with your face showing and your boobs with nipples showing and 13 above each nipple it is for my personal art project if you want too know what it is read my profile but noone else will see your pic if you send it too me unless you say i can let others on fubar see it but i will not post if you do not want me too post please help with my art project i am thankful for any that do help with my project thank you for at least reading and thank you for if you do send me pics too help this juggalo's art project

Elton John - Something About The Way You Look Tonight
say what ya want i love elton There was a time I was everything and nothing all in one When you found me I was feeling like a cloud across the sun I need to tell you How you light up every second of the day But in the moonlight You just shine like a beacon on the bay And I can't explain But it's something about the way you look tonight Takes my breath away It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside And I can't describe But it's something about the way you look tonight Takes my breath away The way you look tonight With a smile You pull the deepest secrets from my heart In all honesty I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

From The Book Tantalizing Erotic Thoughts By Monica S. Martinez
Tantalizing Pearls I’m home alone and it is quiet. I want to call you but decide against it. With you on my mind I go up the stairs to my room close the door. Reminiscing about you, the way you make me feel. How our sexual chemistry is on fire when we are together. My nipples are erect just from the thought of you. Standing in front of the mirror I start to disrobe and enjoy the view of myself in my panties as I didn’t wear a bra today. As I lay on the bed my panties are moist just from thinking about you. Reaching inside my dresser I take out my pearl butterfly. Closing my eyes as the pearl butterfly turns on with a click of a button. The tip of the head is moving around slowly as it reaches my sweetness. I bring it closer so that it can go deeper, it’s swirling as I imagine you on top of me. I’m moving myself with the motion of the pearls in the butterfly. Grinding my hips taking in the pearls completely inside of me, I start to moan. I grab my left breast imagining i

Psssst! You're Doing It Wrong!
We sure love our troops, right? Then why are 25% of the US homeless population veterans? Veterans only make up 11% of the US adult population, but they make up 25% of the homeless population. Is it that we love them only as long as we have a use for them? I wonder sometimes. It's why I see those damned yellow ribbons from China and the flag waving conservatives as insincere. Lying bastards is what they are. You love and support them until they come home and need a job. Some support that is.

11th Hour Of The 11th Day Of The 11th Month
11th Hour, 11th Day, 11th Month On the 11th hour of the 11th Day of the 11th month, the guns of World War I fell silent. And a war that should never have been fought – arguably by anyone, certainly by Americans – was done. Americans who know their history celebrate Veterans Day not to honor war, but to recognize the soldiers who died and the soldiers who survived the wars of the past – and, hopefully, to ponder the futility of abandoning George Washington's advice to avoid the entangling alliances of distant continents and the mortal combats of the kings and conquerers who intrigues Americans rejected when the United States revolted against monarchy, colonialism and the madness of empire. It is in that latter pondering that Americans would do well to recognize the courage of those who opposed the madness that was World War I, a courage born of a concern for America's troops that was not evidenced by their commander-in-chief. Wisconsin Senator Robert M. La Follette, the g

Pink Floyd - The Dogs Of War Live
Dogs of war and men of hate With no cause, we don't discriminate Discovery is to be disowned Our currency is flesh and bone Hell opened up and put on sale Gather 'round and haggle For hard cash, we will lie and deceive Even our masters don't know the web we weave One world, it's a battleground One world, and we will smash it down One world ... One world Invisible transfers, long distance calls, Hollow laughter in marble halls Steps have been taken, a silent uproar Has unleashed the dogs of war You can't stop what has begun Signed, sealed, they deliver oblivion We all have a dark side, to say the least And dealing in death is the nature of the beast One world, it's a battleground One world, and we will smash it down One world ... One world The dogs of war don't negotiate The dogs of war won't capitulate, They will take and you will give, And you must die so that they may live You can knock at any door, But wherever you go, you know they've been there b

Sweet Salvation
Oh, ask the dust No harm will come between us Oh beautiful, radiant child Eyes azure, vow to me Your golden heart Ooh, she moves in silence Then whispers to me Sets my soul harp on fire Sweet salvation, baby Melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation is For this man made of stone Please hold me and embrace my soul Seduced by your glance Overwhelmed and enchanted by you, baby Well, when the loving is good Do you feel strong now? You know past lives, they don't matter anyhow Oh, she moves in silence Then she whispers to me Sets my soul harp on fire Sweet salvation, baby Melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on, yeah Sweet salvation is For this man made of stone Please hold me and embrace my soul Sweet salvation, baby Melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation is For this man made of stone Please hold me and embrace my soul Oh... Yeah... Oh... Sweet salv

Im In Blacksburg Virginia
hey everyone, first off this library here wont let me read my mail on this site and keeps kicken me off here so e-mail me at stormi25night@yahoo.com so i get my mail. And i just arrived in blacksburg virginia for 30 days with work. So i'm cold ..haha....but its beautifull here... so please e-mail me if ya wanna chat.. hugs xoxooxxoxo

To My Friends And Family
I just wanted to let you know, I am not very well these days. So it can be I am not really here all the time to give your rates and comments back as I get them, though you see me online. I aprecciate all of it very much and I will give all back as soon as I can. Thank you so much for thinking of me! Luv y'all! Annie

Don't Leave Your Child (or Anyone Else's) Alone!!!
the link below will explain everything...you just never know how serious this issue is til it happens in YOUR area!!! http://www.joplinglobe.com/local/local_story_315234942.html it saddens me that David was such a sweet guy-i never saw this coming in a million years! what is the world coming to?!

Siloute - Smile Empty Soul
silhouettes above the cradle hold me down they won't let me go the wrong way my mother taught me all the fables, told me how in the end all the sinners have to pay but... [Chorus:] i don't wanna live like my mother i don't wanna let fear rule my life and i don't wanna live like my father i don't wanna give up before i die he worked so hard his bones are breaking he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how i don't ever want to end up like he did and... [Chorus] when i have kids i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't i'll tell them this there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough [Chorus x2]

Help Prove Them Wrong!
The sad thing about this article is that the essence of it is true. The truth hurts. I just hope this sets more Black people in motion towards maki ng real progress. Chris Rock, a Black comedian, even joked that Blacks don't read. Help prove them wrong! Read and pass on. Please Note: For those of you who heard it, this is the article Dee Lee was reading this morning on a New York radio station. For those of you who didn't hear it, this is very deep. This is a heavy piece and a Caucasian wrote it. Dee Lee, CFP Harvard Financial Educators Dee Lee : THEY ARE STILL OUR SLAVES. We can continue to reap profits from the Blacks without the effort of physical slavery. Look at the current methods of containment that they use on themselves: IGNORANCE, GREED, and SELFISHNESS.. < B R> Their IGNORANCE is the primary weapon of containment. A great man once said, "The best way to hide something from Black people is to put it in a book." We now live in the

Clouds On The Ground
Turning onto the highway, heading to work. Thick fog is all that I can see. Everything is a misty blue-grey color. There is no sky, no surroundings... just a patch of road that stretches about 100 feet forward then disappears into the same nothingness. I set the cruise control at 70, turn the stereo on. No-skip- No-skip- Ah... perfect.. The Doors, the intro to Apocalypse Now, off the soundtrack, complete with the heavy bass of helicopter props thumping slowly into hearing range, then so loud the car, and me, is thrumming with their sound. Drifting down the road, fog parting slightly for my passage through the ethereal wasteland. No sunrise for me this morning... Every morning I make the thirty minute drive to work. When I was younger, I'd have been pissed off just having to do it. Now, it's a blessing. I have half an hour to wake up, mentally log on to life, and adjust my attitude for the day. And heading east from my home, that is thirty minutes that I get to dwell on the

Some Things Overheard !!
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, "Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return." It became very quiet in the room. ****************** Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying "Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?" A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: "Our carriers have three hospit

I Pay My Money!
When they came up with the spam trap shit, I then took 15 dollars a month and pay for a VIC/VIP... In order to be able to leave the comments I make every morning, to all my friends. Without having to type or change my comments. And now I am told I am confused... Give me a break!!! It has worked for the past several months for me. But now if I rate, comment, fan, gift, or even navigate to another page, BAMMM. There the fucker is. Well I for one am tired of this shit. I am disabled and live on a limited income. So therefore can not afford to waste my money. I have a photobucket account that is free, I can store all the pics there I want to. If I cant be treated like a grown up I refuse to act like one. Just Meee

The Latest On The Nye Party
Location: Ft Myers Beach FL at the Lani Kai Tickets: $30 singles, $45 couples Sponsored by: Mad Mixture Show, Alliance Media Network and NowLive Join us for games, dancing, live music by Random Dream, a NowLive wedding (yes its the real thing!) and a 72 hour live remote broadcast from the Lani Kai Island Resort! Food, drinks and lots of fun to be had by all. Hope to see you there! Stay tuned for all the latest news right here!

Is This True??
Is there nothing to Fear but Fear Itself???? This is not a pity party okay just the opposite!! I have been through hell the past 10 years. I mean no exaggerations here. I am stronger, happier and more independant for it!! That I am thankful for BUT!!!!!! Now I find myself questioning everyone, and everything. I used to be so niave and believed everything and everyone and always saw the good in people. Is it wrong now that I don't even trust myself to make a decision. I look at everyone with questioning eyes, even though in my heart I truly want to believe everything they say. But I can't I try!!! I am so terrified that since I have taken these huge steps forward that I am fighting myself to be able to open up to someone!! I want to, but I am scared, but scared not too...I don't want to step back, I don't know that I am strong enough to handle it!!! Am I even makin since here... My question is do I go for it..do I trust as badly as I want to???? Or do I keep my

Letting Love Go !
Letting go of a Love you thought was true, but finally realizing it was only one sided. Remembering all the times We Smiled, Laughed, and Wrestled around, how you thought the other person didn't feel the same and it was all just a big game to play with the other persons Heart the way they did and make them beleive everything they said to be the truth, but it wasn't, none of it. But like always life does go on as it always has and you learn from your mistakes and hope not to make the same ones again or fall for anyone else's empty promises that can't be full filled.

Addicted
Have I told you how good it feels to be me, when I'm in you? I can only stay clean when you are around. Don't let me fall. If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain? Could I breathe again? [Chorus:] Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. I am wasted away, I made a million mistakes. Am I too late? There is a storm in my head; it rains on my bed when you are not here. I'm not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of losing you. [Chorus:] Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. When you're lying next to me love is going through to me. Oh it's beautiful. Everything is clear to me 'till I hit reality and I lose it all... I lose it all... I lose it all. I lose it all... Nah nah nah nah nah na

The Forever Friend
The Forever Friend On my own, but mostly the savannah, Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die, Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals, The glistering waters of the high seas Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam. I looked around but you weren't anywhere... You used to say that you would never die, But I took the wrong meaning into my heart. Now the sea is wild with despair, Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue, Where all children of God rest in eternal peace. I saw you at the end, You and I, brother and sister of nature, Brother and sister of heaven and earth, Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears, Bitterly falling one after one into a river, Then the river of life turned red in blood. My eyes watched in horror. Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned, You disappeared without saying good-bye, Not a word came out of your mouth. You became like desolation in its grave. When once the skies were a realm of stars An

True Love Forever Lost !
This is for the only man I have ever or will ever Truly Love, there are many men out there in this world, but in my eyes you are the only one I will ever want or need, you are the one who owns my heart and soul. I don't ever want to lose you ever, but as the days come closer to you being here with me the farther away you feel, I feel you getting farther and farther out of my grasp, there is times I think you are here and then I wake up to see it was only in my Dream. I feel so empty and hollow inside when I feel your not mine anymore. Please God don't let him leave help me to make him understand he is the only one I need, I do things without thinking or worring about how it will hurt him, but help him to understand he is my other half, and that I am the person with his missing rib. You are my Soulmate you are the one that makes me Complete, you fill the void in my life with everything you have done for me.

Could I Have This Kiss Forever
Over and over I look in your eyes You are all I desire You have captured me I want to hold you I want to be close to you I never want to let go I wish that this night would never end I need to know Could I have this kiss for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I have this night to share this night together Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time Could I could I have this kiss forever Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever Over and over I've dreamed of this night Now you're here by my side You are next to me I want to hold you and touch you taste you And make you want no one but me I wish that this kiss could never end Oh baby please Could I hold you for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I have this night to share this night together Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time Could I could I have this kiss forever Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever I don't want any n

So Alone !
There is times I feel so alone and then the phone rings and on the other end is my Heart & Soul, everything just seems to disappear, & he seems to make life worth living, and without him I don't think I could survive, although i know I only have him for a short time, & the love I have for him will stay the same, even after he rises above to watch over me. I won't want him to go, but i will, and i will Thank God everyday for bringing him to me, even though I may only have him for a very short time, he is my everything from now until it is my time. Everything about him makes me feel good inside and out, I long to have him lying next to me, whispering everything i want to hear, kissing me , caressing my breast, and making romanticly passionate love to me. Take my hand & lead the way, tell me all you want to say. You bring out passions deep within. Pull me close & hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of th

My Trip To Gatlinburg And Funny Man Laws.
Whats up everyone. I have to say that my trip to Gatlinburg and the Great Smokey Mountains was great. While I have never been to Vegas, Pigeon Forge seemed like the Vegas Strip at night. Lots and lots of dinner shows and cool activities to get wrapped up in. Very very touristy if that is a word. I stayed near I-40 in a Days Inn, very nice, very clean although the stupid lock did not work correctly, a bit frustrating. Saturday night we all went to see the "Dolly Partin Dixie Stampeed". It just so happened that we caught the first night of the Christmas Stampeed show. Was still loads of fun, and the food was amazing. We were given no silverware and were instructed to just eat with our fingers like they do in the south. The next morning we all got up around 6:30 and checked out, decided that we would have breakfast in Gatlinburg. Did I say that the traffic into Pigeon Forge was horrendous the night before? Well our thinking was that we should get up early and beat the tr

Life Is Prison
Life Is A Prison Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you.

The Touch You've Been Longing For !
He will be there in 20 minutes, and with that he hangs up. You rush to get ready and before you know it the door is opening. You rush to meet him, and stop and stare for a moment, needing him to come closer to you. He stands almost a foot above you and when he moves closer to you and takes you in his arms you feel tiny. His mouth takes yours and in the doorway you melt into this kiss. That perfect kiss with your lips so soft and sweet. The feel of his frame against yours is intoxicating. How long have you gone with out this kiss and embrace? You take a step back and drink it in, the strength of his jaw, the darkness of his hair against his skin. You smirk, and give a half knowing smile when he gazes on your scantily clad body. He knows this is for him. You move in for another kiss this time you take the time to enjoy the scent of his body, that rich fragrant aroma that only a man can possess. Fully clothed you can still smell him and you become drunk and weak simultaneously. You take h

Am I Alone
Am I Alone? I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me? Like I remember you? Do you spend your life Going back in your mind to that time? Because I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own And everyone can see that I refell And I'm going through hell Thinking about you were somebody else [CHORUS] Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely Somebody hopes someday you will see That Somebody's Me That Somebody's Me How, How could we go wrong It was so good and now it's gone And I pray at night taht our paths will soon cross And what we had isn't lost Cause you're always right here in my thoughts [CHORUS] Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely Somebody hopes someday you will see That Somebody's Me That Somebody's Me You'll always be in my life Even if I'm not in your life Because you're in my memo

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Love Of Ours !
This Love of Ours is so strong, to never let it go is something I never want to do, I will Love you till the day I take my Last Breath, cause not to far after that we will once again be together. To hear you speak the words I'll Never Let You Go , sends chills all over my body. The Song so suits us as to Never Letting Each Other Go, and always thinking of each other with every waking minute, feeling so Loved and being the Only One for each other, if you stop and listen to it, it is for us, and how we feel about One Another. I'll always be there for you to never leave you Alone. We have our disagreements but we always work through them and Oh My God the sex afterwards is so Passionate, and Sensual, Full body Shakes and Tremors sometimes its hard to beleive we have found each other, God made it happen. I will be your Guardian Angel amd Lil' Motivator as well as you being there for the kids and I. To all the Men and Woman out there whom Read This, know this " We " are very spoken for ,We'

Only Thoughts Of You !
We met as merely words upon a screen, It began as all fires do, a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight. You held my hand, became my friend, earned my trust and my future once again looked bright. Loneliness turned to hope, emptiness filled up with dreams. Hunger was satisfied, and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams. Disembodied souls who found a mate, Though mind alone, and unsuspected yearning.You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. The lines of age will etch their mark on us and time will take the strength from our bodies. That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory. Pure hunger that nor feast nor flesh could state, Two hidden flames fair fed by phrases burning. Most find their way by sight into the heart, Loving first what must most quickly change And only then what will the years endure. We

Forever !
I hope you are genuine about how you feel and not just playin games, I would give up everything, my feelings for you remain the same, and nobody can hold a candle to how I feel for you. As I lay in bed each night dreaming, I hope to see you there, but as the morning nears I've realized I missed you once again, I've missed everything about you, and long to hold you near. To even try to forget you for a second an eternity I will need. Whenever " Hi " flashed on my screen today with your name on it, My heart skips a beat, I forgot to breath, and then my mouth starts to curve to form a huge smile. I've missed everything about you, I miss phone calls. You are so near I can almost feel you, yet you are so far away, We talk, we laugh, we joke around, but the feelings are so real. Real enough to make me cry of Love, The feelings I feel for you, Deep inside, It feels so good, so right, But will it come True? We can talk for hours on end but its never face to face, I'd meet up with you in a seco

Mesmerizing Eyes !
Your eyes so Mesmerizing, They see things in me I've never seen before, when I look into your eyes I see all things I want to hold dear to me. Your eyes are forever seductive and hypmotizing they make me do things I've never thought of doing before. Your eyes combined with your smile and your voice is all things I Love about you. I'm sure once we are together, I will learn so much more about your eyes, your lips and everything else about you. I look at your picture and I get so mesmerized by them and lost in my thoughts of you. I will give you all of me and all i ask in return is to remain loyal, faithful, honest, romantic, passionate, and always be there when the kids or I need you. To no surprise your eyes do mesmerize, your voice so seductive it soothes me to sleep, your smile is a smile of a million stars. You brighten my day in so many ways , to hear your voice, to hope to see you when I turn my computer on and so many more reasons. Till the next time we talk, take my Love with yo

Remember What Veteran's Day Means!!
It is the VETERAN , not the preacher,who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press.It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial.It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran ,who serves under the Flag, whose coffin is draped with the flag,who gives the protester the freedom he abuses to burn the flag.ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all.

Destiny !
You make me feel so very special and complete. Tonight I sit and wonder if this is truly what you want, There will be ups and downs, what roads is there that is traveled that don't have a few bumps, but we will smooth them out just like we have every other time. The day we first met I knew to take hold of you tight and never let you go, that this is our Destiny to Forever Love Someone with All of Youself, and not part. A special world for you and me, A special bond one cannot see, It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake, To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you sho

Familiar Face !
On as usual, Waitin for a familiar face, When someone popped up, It was you, It all started with a " Hi ", Then went on, I couldn't get enough of you, I wanted to get on because of you, I wanted to tell you anything, I wanted to tell you everything, I never want to keep anything from you, I wasn't sure at first, But I felt this tingle when I saw that you were on, And then I knew what it was, I loved you, Even though I've never seen you before, I could tell that there was something special, I want to see you in real life, I want to hold you and embrace you, make passionate love to you, To tell you face to face of how I feel about you. We talk on the phone and your voice gives me goose bumps and butterflies, I never want to not feel the way you make me feel, you are my world now and I'm not letting you go till I have sometime with you, if god comes for you I will chase him away, I won't let him have you till I'm done. You will be mine for a little while longer then I will let you go, so

Stop And Stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah

Dreams !
Dreams of you are all I dream, Thoughts of you are all I think, Being in your arms is all I long for. You are my everything my Heart & Soul, to be without you will only make me half of who I want to be, I want you and need you more then I need to breath. I may talk to many guys, but you are the only one in my eyes, you are my shelter from the rain, My Protector from all bad things,You are the light that guides me through the night, You are my man that is to hold me tight and you know I am right. When Two Hearts like Ours collide, it is impossible to ever let them go. Never wanting to kiss is something I don't want to miss. The old me is gone and disappeared, all that is here now is things I long to hold near. All I know is once you are here, I will hold you so near to never let you go. I know you Love me as deeply as I Love you, your the only one I need. As of now you have said only a few more days and you will be all mine, as i will be all yours, to never be parted again. I have never

Our Passionate Love !
Baby as you look into my eyes you see right to my soul. When you kiss me it is so passionate and pure that I can hear your heart's every beat. When you touch my face and caress it the way you do, you show me how much you truly care, with love I've never felt from anyone before. When you walk in from work you take me into your sweet embrace and kiss me so loving, that one would think you've been gone for months not hours, the passion flies as our room calls out to us. As we lay on our bed you gently undress me and move down my body, all the while our passion and love unfolds with senses rising that we never knew we had, the wetness is so uncontrolable and flowing as to never be stopped, once again invited into me, movements and passion fill the room and our bodies, then there is the most sensual and romantic explosion that makes our hearts skip several beats. As we lay ready to rest in each others arms, we kiss and say " I Love You " and fall fast asleep in love, to rise again for yet a

Big Mother Fucken Balls
I was sitting around the other day admiring how big my nuts are, when I came to the conclusion that they are somewhere between fairly giant and super giant. It's like I have a pair of Epcot centers dangling between my legs. Of course, you have to have a pretty big pair to say some of the things I've said, and then go on national TV. That's part of the reason my balls are so astronomical. The last nine or ten false readings in gravity wave detectors have been due to the gravity field of my nads. They're just under critical mass, a few inches away from collapsing into a super dense vortex of nutsaqutron (a type of radiation given off by enormous balls). I don't even have an office chair anymore, I just sit around on my nuts. People come over to my house and they think I'm just sitting on a giant flesh colored bean bag. I once took a bullet right in the cojones just to prove how tough I am, but the bullet ricocheted off of a pube and shot some kid in the face. I almost felt sorry f

Useless Thing
I do not have a halo and I have no wish for wings For I am no kind of angel Just a simple, useless thing. No matter what may come, no matter what has gone, I'm just a simple person and often I am wrong. I never ask for anything I never care for myself I never see the beauty, I stay hidden on the shelf. I am what is expected of me Never dropping the facade, never showing what's deep inside, never showing the pain. I wish I was an angel a treasure to be loved, instead I'm just a useless thing, hidden in the dust. Someday I may be found by someone who will care they will wipe away the dust and leave my soul bare.

Apologize
I'm holding on a rope Got me 10 feet off the ground I'm hearin' what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down But wait You tell me that you're sorry didn't think I'd turn around and say: That it's too late to apologize Too late Said it's too late to apologize Too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you I need you like a heart needs a beat, it's nothing new Yeah I loved you with a fire red now it's turning blue And you say Sorry lord, the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize Too late Said it's too late to apologize Too late I'm holding on a rope Got me 10 feet off the ground

New Beginnings !
Feelings of Love, feelings of New Beginnings, finding the person you want to be with, confused about so much not sure what everything will bring, hoping for the best. Not being able to be away from that special person, wanting to always be with them and never not wanting to hear their voice every minute of everyday. Everything about this feels so right, the Love he has for her, the Love she has for him, the way they are always looking at each other hoping to one day know what the other is thinking, the way we make each other laugh and smile, the sex "OMG" the sex is so damn good , doing it in places and positions one can only ever wish for. Laying next to him/her feeling so warm, so secure, knowing that no matter what he will always be there whenever You or Yours needs him. The kids enjoy him always listening to what he has to say. He sings Love songs with a voice so soft, sexy, and sweet wanting to always hear him sing the songs to you, finding the words to describe these feelings is

Answers Please !
You ARE on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply to poster and paste. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. What’s your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in

How Does One Know If They Love Another?
" Love ", how does one know when they truly love another? I can tell you how I think you might know when you might love someone, but only the person in love knows the truth. So here are my thoughts on it. They are the only one you ever think about. You get this tingling feeling in your stomach whenever you see them. Everytime they touch you they send chills throughout your entire body. Everything you do, you do for them to make them happy. You look into their eyes and can see everything there is to see about yourself. You can't hide when your hurting or upset from them, cause they know you that well. When they take you into their arms and kiss you every problem just seems to melt away and you never want to leave their loving embrace.

Philosophical Ponderings
So i started thinkin about life since ive kinda lost the meaning of it n i think i might have come up with a new interesting concept about what life is and how the whole thing works. Ever thought about how weird life is? How come we dont get the choice to be born but we have the choice to die? Death can be in our own hands or someone elses. Seriously what kinda sense does that make? Wouldnt it make more sense if death wasnt our choice at all like birth? My possible theory on Life: Birth = Being of our journey to enlightenment. Exsistence of a soul/mind/spirit No choice we are just here Life = Equals what we make it. Life is the Lobby to enlightenment. Within that Lobby we created concepts for entertainment while we wait. Concepts: Family Morals Values Norms Culture Ethics Race Ethnicity Society .....so on Within that we devel

Love Is The Purest Feeling !
Love is the Purest of our feelings, when you Love someone, you love them with all of you, not part of you, you give that person your Heart & Soul for them to give you theirs in return,and you both do this with no hesitations, no second thoughts, and no limitations. As you can reach for the Moon & Stars, to never fall, as long as you two are joined hand in hand. You are the one who has stolen my Heart & Soul, Never abuse them and they will treasure you until the day I am no longer around.

Ink Contest
I THE OWNER OF I.L.I. HAS STARTED A BEST OF THE BEST TATTOO CONTEST SINKING INK TATTOO HAS STARTED A FILE CALLED THE BEST OF THE BEST....IF YOU ARE TATTOOED AND YOU WANT TO ENTER JUST SEND A PIC OF YOUR INK AND THE BEST RATING AND MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN (PRIZE 5,000 FUBUCKS) THIS CONTEST WILL RUN TILL THE END OF THE YEAR SO REPOST MAKE BLOGS GET MANY PEOPLE INTRESTED TO ENTER OR VIEW.....THIS IS HELD BY ME OWNER OF I.L.I. "I LOVE INK" WERE INKERS AND ARTIST JOIN TO SHARE IDEAS!!!! sinking ink tattoo Founder of -}۞{- I.L.I. -}۞{-@ fubar

Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris. I am three. My eyes are swollen. I cannot see. I must be stupid, I must be bad. What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong. I cant speak at all, Or else i'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake, I'm all alone. The house is dark, My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car. My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse, My name is called. I press myself Against the wall. I try to hide From his evil eyes. I'm so afraid now, I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping, Calls me ugly words. He says its my fault, He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me, And yells at me more, I finally get free, And run to the door. He's already locked it,

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For The Men
A MAN RIDING HIS HARLEY ALONG A CALIFORNIA BEACH WHEN SUDDENLY THE SKY CLOUDED ABOVE HIS HEAD AND, IN A BOOMING VOICE, THE LORD SAID,"BECAUSE YOU HAVE TRIED TO BE FAITHFUL TO ME IN ALL WAYS, I WILL GRANT YOU ONE WISH." THE BIKER PULLED OVER AND SAID,"BUILD A BRIDGE TO HAWAII SO I CAN RIDE OVER ANYTIME I WANT." THE LORD SAID,"YOUR REQUEST IS MATERIALISTIC,THINK OF THE ENORMOUS CHALLENES FOR THAT UNDERTAKING: THE SUPPORTS REQUIRED REACHING THE BOTTOM OF THE PACIFIC AND OF THE CONCRETE AND STEEL IT WOULD TAKE! IT WILL NEARLY EXHAUST SEVERAL NATURAL RESOURCES. I CAN DO IT,BUT IT IS HARD FOR ME TO JUSTIFY YOUR DESIRE FOR WORLDLY THINGS,TAKE SOME MORE TIME ADN THINK OF SOMETHING THAT COULD POSSIBLY HELP MANKIND."THE BIKER THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A LONG TIME AND FINALLY,HE SAID,"LORD,I WISH THAT I AND ALL MEN COULD UNDERSTAND WOMEN. I WANT TO KNOW HOW SHE FEELS INSIDE,WHAT SHE IS THINKING WHEN SHE GIVES ME THE SILENT TREATMENT,WHY SHE CRIES,WHAT SHE MEANS WHEN SHE SAYS NOTHING'S WRONG, AND HO

Vip Givaway
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS ~ÄRÌÈL~♥ßÄþ¥GÌR£♥®ĦÄÑÄGÈR @ ÑÌÑJÄ £ÖÚÑGÈ۞ ÈÑGÄGÈÐ to £ÖÇÖ۞~ I do not really ask for much around here but this is my first giveaway for a VIP can yall please help me get the comments so that I can have some good time showing the ‘11’ love to y’all. Lots of love, thank you very much ARIEL Just click on the photo PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!! Also, while your there, stop by THE DARK QUEEN’s site too. She is doing this special for me and we should thank her….with lots of love to help her level!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH ~~ÄRÌÈL~♥ßÄþ¥GÌR£♥®ĦÄÑÄGÈR @ ÑÌÑJÄ £ÖÚÑGÈ۞ ÈÑGÄGÈÐ to £ÖÇÖ۞~~ '~ÄRÌÈL~♥ßÄþ¥GÌR£♥®ĦÄÑÄGÈR @ ÑÌÑJÄ £ÖÚÑGÈ۞ ÈÑGÄGÈÐ to £ÖÇÖ۞~'@ fubar

To Those Born Between 1920 And 1979
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweig

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/12/07
Another in the, why is abbreviation such a fuckin' long word school of thought! Ever notice there are more words to describe dirty words then there are dirty words? I'm from NY here shit, piss, fuck, bitch, cunt, tits, cocksucker and motherfucker about cover it! But those can be talked about using curse, cuss, swear, risque, filthy, suggestive, saucy, lascivious, naughty, raunchy, rude, impolite, immoral, perverted, improper, scandal, obscene, strong, interesting, bad, foul, vile, vulgar, Blue, off-color, street/lockerroom/barracks language (yeah us men are the fuckin' ONLY ones), nasty, dirty, and many more! Let's not forget until, more or less, fifty years ago hell was a dirty word until used in a movie! That's fuckin' Hollywoods power over us, since at least the 40s, many Blues, Country, and Rock & Roll songs have had dirty language, so the Hip Hop/Rapsters thinking you invented something new! Same shit different snow blower! Thanks to George Carlins "7 Dirty Words" for inspiration!

90# A Must Read!!
This was forwarded to me and I did not check with any phone companies to see how authentic it might me. Thought others might be interested. Paul > >PASS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW > >I received a telephone call last evening from an >individual identifying himself as an AT&T Service >Technician (could also be Telus) who was conducting A >test on the telephone lines. He stated that to >complete the test I should touch nine(9), zero(0), the >pound sign (#), and then hang up. Luckily, I was >suspicious and refused. > >Upon contacting the telephone company, I was informed >that by pushing 90#, you give the requesting >individual full access to your telephone line, which >enables them to place long distance calls billed to >your home phone number. > >I was further informed that this scam has been >originating from many local jails/prisons > >DO NOT press 90# for ANYONE. > >The GTE Security Department requested that I share >this information with EVERYONE I KNOW.

Hi Everyone...the Weekend's Almost Over
Just wanted to say hello to everybody that showed me some love and all of my mothers friends, if I didnt rate you or get back to you im sorry, still learning the "fubar" system. Its so good to have my feet on American soil after a long two years and ten months away. And I can come home now and talk to some good people, so I appreciate all of you... much love to ya kirk

In The Class..
IN MY CLASS!!! HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD. WELL.. YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE. MY NAME IS ALICE SMITH AND I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 30-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GREY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL . "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED , "IN 1975. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!", I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. TH

Please Fill In All The Boxes That Apply....
Please Fill In All The Boxes That Apply.... Copy it then paste it then Put a X the boxes to your answers........................... send it now!! WOULD YOU? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] drive me somewhere [_] take a shower with me? [_] have a fling with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing karaoke with me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of petrol in the middle of nowhere [_] have a relationship with me? [_] Dance with me? [_] Let me make you breakfast?(I can cook promise) [_] Spank my arse? [_] Help me with homework? [_] Tickle me to death? [_] Let me tickle you? [_] Stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] Carress my body? [_] Play strip poker with me? [_] Say yes if i asked you out? [_] G

Memories
always leave behind more than you take, if a pictures worth a thousand words, it'll take a thousand pictures to remember how to put it into words, a message in the chest pocket knowone'll read, a suit case filled with memories, covered in red and black roses.

From A Ky Farm Kid In The Army..
FROM A KENTUCKY FARM KID, NOW AT SAN DIEGO MARINE CORPS RECRUIT DEPOT. Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. , but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc, but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys

"it Rubs The Lotion On Its Skin, Or Else It Gets The Hose Again"
with skin color thats so poor, I know shes doin dope more, she has nothing to show for, tells everyone she snow boards, out of 10's a low score, she knows what her throats for, just another old whore, with more than the common cold sore. Never got her food from the primary columns, all she really is, is a dietary problem, she never understood time is very option, she kept the baby tooth, no signs of adoption

Tarot Cards
so, i had my first ever experience w/ tarot cards tonight, . . and the person explained the cards that were picked, . .except, they didn't know what to make of one of the cards. . .the picture on the card was a 7-tiered golden castle in the sky, and a red beam was coming out from the bottom of the castle along with what appeared to be, i'm guessing, vegitation(because it was green). . .the red beam descended to meet the top of a pyramid surrounded by sand. . . that's the basic description of the card from what i saw. . .if anyone can explain the meaning(s) of this card. . .please enlighten me. . . thank you for your time. . .

My New Dog
I have a new doggy, need help to name it. I need a first and middle name. Olof Brutus Xavier Alexander Drizzt Do' Urden (yes, i read all the Forgotten Realm Books, and I used to Play D&D) laugh all you want.... Blitz Ivan Angus (german and the lead Singer of AC/DC!) Archon (german word for Prince) Tweek Skitz

People
I hate people. I went to see a movie the other day (big mistake). The theater was packed with loud, stupid, obnoxious, and smelly people. There were fat people, thin people, short and tall people. There were girls and boys, old people and young people. Some people were wearing baggy pants with bell bottoms and platform shoes, sporting the latest in fashion and trends; while others were wearing in-your-face No Fear, Mossimo, and Stussy T-shirts. And still others were wearing Billabong T-shirts, Doc Martin's footwear, and Banana Republic attire. Everyone seemed to have spent so much time on their appearances, making sure their precious brand names were visible. A countless number of dollars must have been spent buying their appearances. Who are they trying to impress? Why do they do it? I think it's a lack of dicipline. These days, politicians, the media, and even teachers are scared to say anything that might be deemed "politically incorrect". Handicapped people ar

A Telegram Wrapped Around My Ankle
To comb nature, thats a no brainer, the feather stroke diary of a home makers, break the policy like the seal on a road flare. Im just an old mare who hasn't been brushed, every nights the same day dream that keeps me out of touch, her hair is so soft, tearing up the split ends, bearly enough cuz the whip tends to knot, as do you not depends on strategy and plot, she keeps going and the batteries are shot, writing away...she composed Beeethoven's Piano Concerto NO. 5 in her sleep, inbetween jobs, and filing for devorse, riding out her high horse for weeks, the vocabulary translated into notes so distinct, she still knows to blink, the way emotions sink in the oceans wink, a poetry in sync

Come Check Her Out
HEY YA'LL I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WITH YOU ALL sHE IS IN NEED OF SOME LOVE SO PLEASE COME BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE SHOWN IT JUST TAKES A MINUTE OF YOUR TIME SO PLEASE GO BY AND RATE HER FAN HER AND ADD HER SHE IS AN EXTREMELY AWESOME AND SWEET FRIEND TO HAVE. Hells Phyre Freak Angel - †~DJ Rayne ~ † 's #1 Fan@ fubar

Granny
i know i should have wrote this 3 weeks ago but with working and dance comps. with casandras and going back and fourth from the hospital to home (1 hour drive one way) i really have not had time!but i want everyone to know whats going on...as everyone knows ..i think ... anyway my pawpaw has been sick and now my granny is ..they put her in the hopspital 3 weeks ago yesterday and they found out she has broken ribs! noooo she did not fall she just has brittle bones! from the time she has gone in things have not done anything but go down...and the doctors are scared she might not make it cause she is giving up the doctor told us last week that they have done just about all they can but it is up to her to get better and they are asking pawpaw and her do they want life support!(if it comes to that) well she has been soo out of it with all the pain meds and stuff she cant doo anything hardly at all ..i mean she cant hardy sit up on or walk a few steps or andything and she dont seem to w

Questions
QUESTIONS "Great knowledge is broad and unhurried, while small understanding is cramped and busy" Zhuangzi as quoted in The Great Transformation by Karen Armstrong I love Karen Armstrong's books. I always learn something new about history, religious or otherwise and I always enjoy the wonderful insights she brings forth when she writes about her subject. My fondest wish is to have a nice long conversation with her some day. The quote above is one of those sayings that you can use to examine the self. Is my knowledge broad and unhurried or do I remain small? My teacher, Pir Vilayat used to say something similar. He would say that we see ourselves as puny and unable to affect anything vast while our beings our magnificent and glorious. We live in a small illusion when all the while our true reality is immeasurable. As I read The Great Transformation I am seeing that one of the most important ideas or philosophies to come from the Axial Age is self examination or what the

It's My Time To Be Set Free
IT'S MY TIME TO BE SET FREE My eyes are open but I see no light My heart beats but only in spite It's my choice I can act freely now Today I will give the last bow Left completely alone, empty, and hollow Unclear of whats next to follow I reach out but theres nothing there to grab my hand I try and kick but no one wins against this quick sand They scratched the walls and feels like they almost got stuck Welcome to my world that would of just been my luck I hear my phone ring and the sound just burns my ears I hate that hair raising noise It brings me to tears What the fuck does everyone want from me Why won't they just chill and let me be It's getting so hard to breathe the air is so thin I can feel it now its beginning to make my head spin I can't think I don't know what to do I hate myself for ever trusting in you There is so much commotion up in my head I think now would be a good time to wish myself dead What's the reason for me to stay I'm not worth shit o

If I Ruled The Universe
If I Ruled the Universe First, I'd make everyone dress up like pirates or ninjas (because pirates and ninjas rule so much), and I'd have robots do everything (except for the work my slaves do; they'll be doing something pointless like trying to save the whales or something to that effect to keep them busy). Then I'd put all nuclear waste in Alabama (since the water there is already contaminated; how else can you explain all the birth defects? Inbreeding? Oh wait.. nevermind). Then I'd pass a law that made it mandatory for everyone to vote for me in every election (so I'd always win, bwahaha). They could, however, vote for someone else, as long as I knew who it was so I could bribe them ahead of time. Every once in a while I might fix the votes so it looked like it was a close election, but then I'd always win (because I'd pass a law saying so) to give people false hopes. Next, I'd take all the toys and candy in the world and put it in my pure ivory palace (I don't know what

Sharing A Really Good Friend
HEY YA'LL I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WITH YOU ALL HE IS IN NEED OF SOME LOVE SO PLEASE COME BY AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE HE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE SHOWN IT JUST TAKES A MINUTE OF UR TIME SO PLEASE ADD ,FAN,RATE, AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE SHARE HIS PAGE TO HE IS AN EXTREMELY AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE. †~DJ Rayne ~ † ScAtTeRsWORLD & SBG Underground Manager/Drama Killer@ fubar

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: New O&a Videos, Povember Continues, Sound Clip Contest Continues, Sunset Thomas Contest, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy MonDEE! We here at the Opie and Anthony Show hope you all had a fantastic weekend and are ready for a great week of broadcastin'. It's a chilly POvember morning in the big fat apple. For the month of POvember, we celebrate the silliness of Master Po, the trenchcoat-wearing buffoon who patrols the confines of the XM Satellite Radio studio in New York. We use the term 'buffoon' affectionately, of course. NEW O&A VIDEOS ONLINE: Thanks to Sam, we have some great reaction videos to the ultra-gross 2 Girls 1 Cup Video from our comedian pals: Bill Burr Reacts to '2 Girls 1 Cup' Adam Ferrara Reacts to '2 Girls 1 Cup' BABY BIRD REACTION VIDEO: So, you've seen the '2 Girls 1 Cup' Reaction Videos, right? We want to see how your friends react to the Famous Baby Bird Video! Just videotape your dumb friends watching our dumb video then mail it to me. If it's a good reaction, we'll push it to go vi

Want To Play Along? (please..lol)
You ARE on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply to poster and paste. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. What’s your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidenc

Error: I_really_f**king Hate You!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=819584&albumid=0&i=419816235 I've had that happen MANY times, ESPECIALLY during someone's Happy Hour; give a Thumb's UP to someone's stash and it looks like it doesn't take, click again and get this message!! And these people have the NERVE to censor pictures for what they consider unfit or NSFW? I can't understand why on a site that is "for adults", someone would in one instant, practice blatant censorship by masking someone's pictures with a Bag-head, or outright delete them, THEN have the audacity to leave a comment like this for an error that you have no control over, one caused because the site is overloaded with people trying to leave comments etc. I think that this is ridiculous. Supposedly we're ALL adults on this site, and that would go for our web-master and the staff. You can't have it both ways people, either let this be an adult site, where we flag our own photos as NSFW, or invite Jerry Falwell and all the other televangelists to

Your Guardian Angel
A wonderful friend had me to listen to this song and it makes me cry. Thought I would share a great song with my friends. Your Guardian Angel When I see your smile Tears roll down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok, It's ok, It's ok Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cause you're my You're my My true love My whole heart Please don't throw that away Cause I'm here, for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me y

Don't Know
all or nothing at all something not found in the bottom of a glass laid out along the grass eyes closed and full of thought when does it come to knowing when its real unable to hit the full drunkeness needing to feel numb unable to see past what could be or what once was pieces not quite fallin into place dreams cloud my thoughts.. come to me place your hand upon my cheek tell me it will be alright no fear no worry needing to fall upon my heart wishing it could last for life all must come to an end... til we meet again.... in another time another place... til the time is right waiting with every ounce of fight tears bottled up inside fighting them back with all might

Yeah So...
That Horrorfest movie we saw yesterday, "Nightmare Man"... I never laughed SO hard in my life. I mean everyone in the theater was cracking up. What made it better was the commentary from Chris. But before that movie rolled, there was a preview for THIS movie... I almost had a seizure. Chris had to like calm me down. Enjoy: Amusement

Guy's Rule
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us wit

Rain
another passing night my rain isnt there i stand outside hands towards the sky begging pleading where is my rain i know she will come when where soon i hope rain saves my soul frees my mind grows my love it hasnt rained in many a day when will she come soon i hope i lay upon the ground gazing at the stars sleeping dreaming a drop of rain another day saved another day of hope

Remember Our Soldiers At Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

What A Pain In The A$$!!!
There I was, innocently leaving comments for my friends, and this big burly guy stopped me after EVERY SINGLE comment I left. Not during, but AFTER the comment went through and before each friend's page loaded again. The comments weren't all the same, just the pic that went with them. All I wanted to do was spread a little sunshine on a yucky Monday morning. Grrrr!! So this is what I want to know...is it another wonderful Fubar glitch, or is the big guy out to get me? LOL Ok, that sounded a wee bit paranoid! I'm just wondering if anyone else is experiencing this problem. Are you? I hope all of you have a better start to your Monday than I did! *Hugs* to all!

Searching For Neice In Jacksonville Florida Area!
i am searching for my boyfriend's niece. she was as lynda michelle horn born in jacksonville, fl to lori moore horn and timothy horn? grandmother is linda moore. her birthday is 5-19-84 but due to possiblity of her being adopted at age 4 it could have been changed along with the spelling of her name. she may still be in the jacksonville, fl area or any other part of florida. her father's family have been searching for her since she was 4 years old. if anyone can help me locate michelle please please contact me. it is very important that we find her. if u are this person please contact me cause i have been searching for a vey long time for my neice. you can contact me here on fubar or on yahoo messenger at pagan.queen. my email is pagan.queen@yahoo.com.

1st Time At A Bar
well i went to a bar lastnight for the first time called the rocking horse here in charlestown. well it was ok at first i went to meet a guy friend of mine. well while me him and my friend jen was there and old drunk guy came up to us and just startd talkin to us and boy was he crazy. his name was cowboy. he was the craziest old man ever. hell i though saturday night was fun hell lastnight was great to.

Those Born 1930-1979
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930s, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this.

To All My Friends On Here!!!
Sorry that i haven't been on much. So much has been happening in my life latey, 1 I've been putting in ALOT of hr's at work, Working 6 on 3 off 12 hr's or more at a time.. 2 I just had SURGERY on my left arm again, They released another nevre and shaved the bone down on my ellbow.. Still in some pain, but getting better. I'll be off work for about 5 more weeks with pay.. I hope everyones doing ok out there... Sorry again, not trying to put anyone off.. Take care everyone, thinking about you all.. ALWAYS ME TAZZY.....

Wha Am I
You Are Upper Middle Class You're stuck in an interesting middle area between upper and middle class. You're wealthy enough for most people to call you rich (or at least comfortable), but you don't feel rich! Climbing your way to the top is hard work. And you've often feel stretched for time and resources. If only you had a little more money! You can't help but wish you had the lifestyle of the upper class. You may end up: A manager, high school teacher, or accountant. Other people who share your class: "White collar" professionals and business people What Class Are You?

The Bomb Finally Dropped... :(
About 4 nights, or mornings, ago, I woke up balling my eyes out. I wrote a mumm that described why this freaked me out. Here's a quick copy: This morning around 4 am, I woke up with tears streaming down my face, coughing like I'd been sobbing a while, and continued to cry, with a deep sense of loss surrounding me. This has happened to me 4 times in my life now, and it's always seemed to be a bit premonitory. The first time I woke up crying and feeling this way, I found out later that morning that my sister-in-law had passed. Second time, I found out two days later that the night I woke up that way, my best friend had been murdered that same night. Third time, my bf ended up breaking up with me later that day, got all his stuff while I was at work, and left my life, taking his little cousin who I'd helped raise for 5 years, with him. The last time I woke up feeling a huge void, and crying uncontrollably, later in the morning I got a call from my brother saying his hubby, who I'd

Bout Ma Mom
I have to say.. I really miss my "mom" right about now.. And laura and doug and basically anyone i could pawn caleb off on in atlanta for 2 or 3 days while i did my weekend study benders I am terrified of what tomorrow brings... I know i need another all nighter.. But i goto get caleb some attention too. I mean... i cant sleep all day away w/ barney on the tube.. oh what to do what to do... hmm blah nev mind i am str8 on sleep

Some Gave All
To all the men and women that have fought for our freedom I say THANK YOU!!! For all those that have defended our lands and lives THANK YOU!!! I am a neice of a Marine that served in Veit Nam. Free Comments & Graphics Codes

Today
i am so tired.... this past friday, saturday and sunday i have been getting up at 4am.. normally during the week i get up at 6:15am to start my day.. well been going to do my thing in the woods and the lack of sleep is kicking my butt today. its a holiday for the fed gov so we might be a little slow today at work, just not sure how it affects us since i have never been here this time of yr. but then again im in information technology so we never get a break. have too many projects and too little time going on. so if im not my normal self today, thats why... im not being mean, just tired ...

Torment
She slips the knife out of her chest. This will end the pain. The suffering. The neglect. This will end the nights of being alone. The time spent ponering. This IS the darker side of love. once upon a time....It was happy. like princes and princesses are supposed to be...but everything has an evil side.... And this is the darker side. As dark as the blood on my hands...

If I Had You
If I Had You If I had you we'd run like gypsies in the wind If I had you we'd count the stars all one by one If I had you we's sail the seven seas as one We'd be lovers and we'd be friends if I had you We'd make love till they were gone oh, if I had you We'd never say it can't be done if I had you Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin stronger there ain't no control And there's nothing, no there's nothing I know there's nothing that I wouldn't do If I had you thanks to minnesota40

Job Hunting
as i was leaving church yesterday, i was stopped by a friend of mine who is the plant manager at a cabinet factory. he offered me a job working in the shop there - temporary work while i'm looking for a job in my field. then last night my aunt called and said that a friend who serves on the county commission here wants me to turn in my resume for an IT position with the county. i don't know if i would want to work for a government entity, and it's been a couple of years since i last worked in any kind of client-server environment. oh well. i'll send them my resume anyway. it can't hurt. maybe i should dust off my UNIX and Cisco books... grrr i knew i should have renewed my CCNA certification last year. oh well. so anyway, i have a couple of leads. maybe something will turn up soon.

Freedom
http://www.save-a-patriot.org/files/view/whofed.html If the American people ever allow the banks to control the issuance of their currency the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the people of all property , until their childen wake up homelass on the continent their fathers conquered Thomas Jefferson Banking was conceived in iniquity and was born in sin. The bankers own the earth. Take it away from them, but leave them the power to create money, and with the flick of the pen they will create enough deposits to buy it back again. However, take it away from them, and all the great fortunes like mine will disappear and they ought to disappear, for this would be a happier and better world to live in. But, if you wish to remain the slaves of bankers and pay the cost of your own slavery, let them continue to create money . Sir Josiah Stamp (June 21, 1880-April 16, 1941) We are gratefull to the washington post,the NY Times,Magazi

A Simple Touch
A Simple Touch A Stroke of genius, A thought of a touch; An idea of the body, Your mind wants so much. To have a person, Embrace your soul; To hear my fingers, Completely take control. Stroking kissing, Caressing, Obsessing; Just using my eyes, To start you undressing. As our minds indulge, In a special communication; That provides our thoughts, The deepest of sensations! Deeper and deeper, My penetration flows; Harder and harder, My intrigue grows. Closer and closer, Our passions combine; Tighter and tighter, Our ores Inter-twines. Faster and faster, Your body heat implodes; Stronger and stronger, My diction explodes! We’ve waited so long, I know you can’t resist; For we’ve both been waiting, For our bodies and souls to kiss! thanks to jr69007

An Old Cowboy's Advice
Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight and bull-strong. Keep skunks and bankers at a distance. Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. A bumblebee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. Forgive your enemies, because it messes up their heads. Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. You cannot unsay a cruel word. Every path has a few puddles. When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. The best sermons are lived, not preached. Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen anyway. Don't judge folks by their relatives. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll enjoy it a second time. Don't interfere with somethin' that ain't botherin' you none.

New England Sunrise
I was outside smoking. 6.42 am I looked up at the sky. A single cloud was highlighted golden with pink hues... i stared at it for a moment... Completely fascinated i thought i should get my camera and take a photo.. Then i turned and looked at a plastic jack-o-lantern laying on the floor and thought that i should really clean up the cigarette butts acumulating in my back yard... then i looked back up.. and the cloud had turned gray Another thing of Beauty in New England that faded away too fast

Life's Ponders
Can you cry under water? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before

Not All Guys Are Jerks
GIRL: Slow down, Im scared. GUY: No, this is fun. GIRL: No it's not. Please it's too scary! GUY: Then tell me you love me. GIRL: Fine I love you. Slow down! GUY: Now give me a BIG hug. GIRL: *hugs him* GUY: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. GIRL: Alright, now slow down GUY: I love you babe (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this ....and....the love of your life will relize they feel the same .... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this b

Too Late To Find It Once It Is Gone
Well I did so much soul searching this weekend that I’m not sure how I can think straight now, lol. I looked at every single possible aspect of my life, the people in it, the people who aren’t in it and the people I want to be in it . . . Do you want to know what I figured out? That I am miserable, alone, and scared to death of remaining that way. I spent so much time crying over things, laughing over things, thinking of all the people I have met and why I want to know these people. My god I dissected every aspect of my life that I possibly could without breaking down completely. I reached so deep inside myself to find the emotions that I had that I am was sure I had torn all emotion out of me in general. But here I am at 6 am on a Monday morning writing this damn blog so I can finally move on and get to what I am looking for. I sat in a car yesterday for a long time with the girlfriend and we talked about so much stuff that we both are kind of dealing with. We are both dea

Ban Human Cloning
The international community faces a stark choice: outlaw human cloning or prepare for the creation of cloned humans, U.N. researchers said Saturday. Previous attempts to reach a binding worldwide treaty foundered over divisions on whether to outlaw all cloning or permit cloning of cells for research. The best solution may be to ban human cloning, but to allow countries to conduct strictly controlled therapeutic research, including stem cell research, according to the report from the Japan-based United Nations University Institute for Advanced Studies. Almost all countries oppose human cloning and more than 50 nations have introduced laws banning it. But lack of binding global legislation gives scientists an opening to create human clones in countries where bans do not exist. "Failure to outlaw reproductive cloning means it is just a matter of time until cloned individuals share the planet," said Brendan Tobin, a human rights lawyer who co-authored the report. "If failure to compromise

Nasa Told To Solve Ufo X File
For four decades, residents of the tiny Pennsylvania town of Kecksburg have told their story of strange blue lights in the sky one winter's evening and a fireball crashing into woods.On 9 December, 1965, they say, they saw armed soldiers cordoning off the area and a large metallic acorn-shaped object bearing strange hieroglyphics driven off at speed on the back of a lorry. They talk of menacing plain-clothes officials visiting homes and warning local people not to tell anyone of what they saw. Article continues Until now the US government has denied that anything sinister took place. It has maintained that a thorough search of the woods by the air force, the only federal agency to have acknowledged it was there, found nothing. But now Nasa has been ordered to examine its X-Files to solve the mystery.Steve McConnell, Nasa's public liaison officer, has admitted two boxes of papers from the time of the Kecksburg incident are missing. The episode has parallels to the 1947 Roswell incident,

How To Kill Yourself Like A Man.
I was applying for a job to become a suicide prevention counselor the other day, when the guy interviewing me started bitching about how boring his job had become. The only people he ever hears from anymore are 14 year old girls who try to overdose on Tylenol. YAWN. How about killing yourself with some style? How about killing yourself like a man? Here are some manly ways to shove off this mortal coil, along with ratings for each category from 1 to 10: Eat a tub full of beans: Manliness: 8 Style: 4 Awesomeness: 8 Mess: 5 What you need: a tub, enough beans to fill said tub. How to do it: just dig in, you chunky son of a bitch! Keep eating until you can't possibly eat anymore, then eat some more. Your gut will rupture and you will shit yourself. The cool thing about this method is that it's not only disgusting to clean up, but you'll probably be so bloated from the beans (choose Van Camp's by the way, not Bush's baked beans unless you like the taste of beans pickled

Influence Of The Occult
The Occult. The term sends a chill down the spine -for some. This is the world of evil and mystery, where sinister magicians prowl the borders between the physical and ethereal. Where the subject causes real fear, it is sanitised for western feeling, and images of Harry Potter fill our heads. Yet in reality the Occult has been essential to the life we live today. Its birth: The Occult was actually born following the life of Christ. Up until this time, most religions had been pagan, and even the few non-pagan religions maintained a spiritual tradition of mysticism. Survivals of this are the Christian tradition of Gnosticism and the Jewish Cabala. Both employing ritual and meditation designed to enter a more spiritual world in order to understand and manipulate the physical world, they enshrine what was to become Occult. The death and Resurrection of Christ was, infact, a deeply Occult event. What Christ symbolised was that man could descend to a God-head, manipulate the physical world,

Time
if time stood still would you love me forever, if time stood still would you become bored with me, if time stood still would you look into me eyes and see me, if time stood still could we hold on to each other, if time stood still does love last forever?

Series Of My Own Part 2
Written All the letters I never sent I should have sent litter the floor All the apologies explanations HEY! how are ya's get mixed together until they become one big jumble of the past for me to sort through. Which I do eventually and by that time I just laugh at myself and think of how big of a deal it was and how every word i wrote was so painstakingly thought out made perfect for you to throw away put out there for you to laugh as you rip up my pain in my face now you are back telling me you want me asking me the impossible wanting a life that is no longer ours and i look sadly at the pieces of my past scattered worn and well read on my floor and i wonder how this life might be if you had said yes and the irony of it all glares at me letting me know that fate is once again toying with me sending to me the only one i had truly loved saying that he has realized the same only way too late i am past it all i gave yo

Cutting
I counted them out; fifty, fifty new scars to remind me I'm not alright. Fifty new lines telling me its not ok anymore. cut my arms till it hurt to move, watched it bleed. washed it off and looked it over, realized I carved words this time in my fit, I sat there watching droplets forming quickly around the letters, they pool and run down my arm, rinse it off again, wrap it up and hide it away under my hoodie so no one sees what I've done, forever scarred now by four little letters, marked with my hate........

Series Of My Own Part 1
ok so i decided to open up a bit and put myself out there ... damn this is scary. *takes a deep breath* but here are a couple poems i wrote looooooong time ago. enjoy? Ami Ami sat waiting. Waiting for someone to care. Someone who would never come, and who would never care. She spent all of her time just waiting. Never understanding why. Just waiting

Personal Code
Okay, this is important. This is as close to a "Mission Statement" as anyone is going to get from me. This was a post, in the forums, on another site, in answer to someone complaining about "dominants" that get offended, when they don't get replies to their e-mails. The thread took a few "left turns" and the poster right before me (Whose name I've edited out, here because this is NOT to ridicule or pass judgment) included this sentence as part of their agreement with the main topic: quote:ORIGINAL: XxxxxxxxXxxxx Dom is just a title that some people hang on themselves." This is something which I have talked/posted about extensively. This is, exactly what's at issue! "Dom" should NOT be " ... just a title that some people hang on themselves.". It should a person that holds themselves to a certain set of standards and behaviors. True enough, since everyone's idea of what makes a good dominant would be different, the standards would be different but, I like to think th

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

Club Oxygen
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Everything
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I

Making Comments And Respecting Others
As some of you all know I do make comments about women being good looking or gorgeous or something positive and never negative and I do read a profile and if I see that the person is married or in a relationship than I respect that but what gets me a bit P. O'ed here is when some guy, like the one that I did have on my friends list that I added earlier here, immediately after adding them go to my girlfriends pic in my pics and make the comment that she is hot, which I agreed to but when I left him a commment back saying that she's my girlfriend and that the only way for him and I to get along is to respect that, he sends me a comment back saying that I need to get a f*cking grip! :-o Excuse me, but I don't need to do any such thing and I'll say it right now, if I can respect women when they are in a relationship or married than it's no different for other guys to do the same damn thing and if people DON'T or CAN'T do that then those people that don't won't be on my friends list here, i

Hey Everybody
hello everyone of my friends that is up right now and who every see's this later today . ok right now it is 2:06 am in washington and i am sitting up in my bed thinking of a wa i can be romantic to my baby i want to do a specail thin for her but i am kinda running short on ideas on what o do for her so if you thnk you can help me out leave me a message i will be on for anoth 30 to 45 minutes then i have to go to be so let me know thank you ~Lost In The Dark ~

Persistence Is Yours To Use.
What it takes to persist You already have what it takes to persist. For persistence is nothing more than continuing to do what you've been doing. Persistence makes the difference between no achievement and great achievement. And persistence is available to all who choose it. The enemy of persistence is that little voice you hear in your head that urges you to give up. When you hear that voice, remember that you don't have to do what it says, and you don't have to fight it either. Just listen to that voice, allow it to have its say, and then calmly let it go. Keep on going and you'll quickly be beyond it. Remember often, with great detail and passion, why you've chosen to do what you're doing. Keep your focus on the goal, and know that by continuing to progress on your journey, one step at a time, you'll get there. Persistence isn't complicated, and it doesn't require you to uncover some deep, dark, closely guarded secret. You have what it takes if you'll simply choose to

Restaurant Service
Why is it that when you become a regular at a restaurant that the waitresses start to assume that you like to wait longer for your food and not get refills on your water or coffee? I say the standard of service should stay the same or be better when you are considered a regular customer. You choose to spend your money there and therefore expect a certain level of service. Next time this happens to you remind your waitress that you still are a customer as well as a friend.

Nadia And I
September 22nd was the day that changed my life forever i will never forget how blessed i am everyday to see my angel wake up with her pretty blue eyes and stare up at her pretty mama ... She makes me want to be a better person to live a longer better life allready she has been born into chaos but damn i plan to make her life better.... Shes gorgeous and beautiful everything i could have ever wanted...Shes my mini- me and my heart. Everyday i will surround her with love and give her strength that she gave me thru those difficult 9 months . I will always love u my baby angel nadia

My Arm...still
Ok my arm is healing. Yea! The tattoo doesn't look as bad as it could have. I have 2 places that have been recommended over and over and over again to fix it. I've been in contact with one of them and hopefully I'll be able to get this fix soon. I'll post a picture when it's all done!

12 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, November 12: Don't focus so much on romantic interests today. A friend is in need of support, specifically yours. This wave of altruism stocks your karmic bank account. You have days of good fortune ahead of you.

12 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, November 12: A slew of meaningless errands for other people takes up most of your day today, and the scraps of time that are left end up being devoured when your loved ones insist on you solving their problems. Nothing new there ...

Test
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The Right Words " Charleston 9"
What do I do when I can't find the word I need to say Somehow my thoughts get in the way The right words so perfect so true I wish I could just say them to you I could say thank you but that isn't enough I could say I feel your pain and I know its tough We lost a friend We lost a brother Now We have to just hold eachother They fought the fire they put out the flame We will not forget their bravery faces or names They Were the first ones in and the last ones out Hero's among Hero's forever without a doubt We all say a prayer each time the bell rings Duty calls No matter the danger those flames may bring They stand and fight with all they've got And to a firefighter that means a lot They say "Its our job Its what we are trained to do" If I am lost inside "Just know that I love you" The words I need to speak today Somehow my tears keep getting in the way You made your way on this earth Fighting fires at their worst You didn't fear a single thing You c

Finally Out Of Michigan!!!!!!!!!
Well what can i say? I am finally moving out of Michigan. In roughly about 6 months I will be heading to Missouri to start my life over. I have to very dear friends down there to which I am thankful that I have them in my life. I will be looking to get back into the bar scene there and hold a day job as well to get my finances set up. I feel this is an opportunity of a lifetime to move on with my life and leave Michigan behind and the declining economy here. I have met some wonderful people there and cant wait to get there. I still have some unfinished business here that i need to tend to but once it is done i will be able to go. Chrissy and Eli you guys are the best. I couldnt have done this without you. Wish me luck!!! Ray

Pleasure
I feel your kiss apon my neck As my legs start to spread A twinge of wetness from down below As heat of passion starts to show I spread my legs to let you in You ask in a whisper where should I begin You kiss me softly softly to let me know your there Your lips touch the very skin that is bare The wetness you feel so sweet with taste You lick deep as not to leave no waste Your kisses leave me wanting more You leave no skin untouched that I'm sure The taste of your lips much sweeter than wine Our passion is the pleasure that binds You taste my nipples so hard and strong This heat is where we belong You run your fingers along my breast You leave me wondering where you will kiss me next You slide your pleasure in with ease As it is my desire you want to please I feel you deep within As my climaxx does begin You make me want you more every time My desire your pleasure does find Your fingers find my clit Whispers of yes don't stop you found it I f

Heaven
Everyday felt like I was in Heaven, I swear I was born all over again. The hugs all day long, and kisses galore! Left my body screaming, for so much more. My arms full of goosebumps, back full of chills, As I look forward to, the next day's thrills. Beads of perspire, run down your face, As I hold you close, in my neverending embrace. Meaningful smile, expressing eyes, I stare deeply within, where the truth lies. A soft, sexy voice, sings as my eyes close, No need to tell me, for baby it shows. But, still you tell me as often as ever, That we will break this relationship...NEVER. The soft scent of cologne comforts my soul, You constantly tell me, I'll pay the toll. Then we hold tight, and seal with a kiss, I ask myself again...What's not to miss???

Never
So very near yet miles apart To give myself would break a heart And I'm not strong enough to be All the things you see in me A different time a different place I'd be swept away by your lovely face Yet as todays will come and todays will go You'll disappear and I'll never know I'll never know your gentle touch How is it then I miss it so much I'll never smell you in the shower Dear God make this my final hour I'll never wake to find you there And gently stroke your long soft hair I'll never get to feel your smile As I hold you for a little while These and more I'm sure I'll miss for never knowing our first kiss

Scared Heart
A heart weary of tasting again Shattered not knowing where to begin Bruised and badly abused Barely beating within the accused Scared to feel her way around Always walking with her head hung down Broken to peices and slightly bent Not knowing for her what this life meant One day she looked up to see What was waiting in her life to be Her prince charming sitting with a smile He looks at her and said my you been gone a while He looked deep in her eyes Said from now on you don't have to cry Love stronger than she has ever known Forever my love you will be shown Night drifts by shes afraid to sleep Fear rages in her heart shes dreaming way to deep He tells her drift off to dream I will be here when the sun beams There he was standing by her side No emotions to hide He is there for her night and day Her mended heart is with him to stay

What You've Got
What You’ve ‘Got’ When you became a firefighter No one gave you a magic pill They trained you on what to do Put you through drill after drill But when the time comes to act You turn within to find the will Actions are what will show What it is you’re made of When you’re put to the test And push comes to shove All questions will be answered With some help from above Sometimes it’s rewarding And sometimes it’s not Sometimes it’s depressing And that happens a lot But it’s always a challenge To see what you’ve ‘got’ Have you ‘got’ the strength To drag a man out Of an apartment that’s ablaze And no one else about Do you have what it takes With no room for doubt Have you ‘got’ the courage To crawl into a room Heat and smoke charge the air Like a hot, musty tomb Do you have the balls To face your own doom Have you ‘got’ the heart To face all your fears And move forward still No time for your tears And can you do it again Year after year H

Feel Not Sorrow
Feel Not Sorrow Feel not sorrow on my behalf As I slip into the past For my greatest accomplishment Is a legacy that will last I’ve dedicated the bulk of my life To the service of my neighbor But I’ve been rewarded time and again For the fruits of my labor Long ago I decided to become A member of the “brothers” Not fully knowing at that time They were unlike all others Firefighters share a brotherhood Only we can understand Helping keep death and loss at bay Though woefully undermanned I’ve seen many of my peers step up Above and beyond the call Risk their lives for perfect strangers Their backs against the wall Even after their acts of heroism Are acknowledged with medals Still what remains as their bravest act Has lifted them to this level For merely signing up to do this job Takes a special breed It’s the willingness to risk so much That’s their most heroic deed It’s their bravery and dedication That sets them apart This is what makes

Did Ya Miss Me ?
Well it has been 2 months and things are still crazy and a mess but I need the pc back so here i am yet again only this time I have a plan . Yes i said a plan (((Start Shaking in your boots))) . I came to a conclusion in six months if things are not better financially ....well... I am gonna sell house and move back towards Indiana till the economy here on east coast is alittle better . My mom found out today my plans and she got pretty upset but I have to do what I have to do for my family . Since I have been gone not to much has really changed . But I did finally quit smoking and I didn't kill anyone in that process(So far)!! I do feel better . This is gonna be a crazy six months and in all honesty I am hopefull that something wonderful happens financially so I don't have to move . Win the Powerball!! LMAO Okay I am shutting up y'all drop me a line and say hi ~~Laters~ Lill ~~

Where Do We Go From Here ?
In the light we look all the same In the dark we hang our heads in shame When people notice we say nothing is wrong When alone we ask where do I belong Where do we go from here What do we do when we get there Walk in the shadow of the before Trying to settle the uneven score Pain is in the minds of scars Love only seems to merely exist in the stars The right to life has been taken away If only we knew that forever we could stay Break the barriers of the past Scale the the wall of looking back On a journey of life you see We ask the question what and where am I suppose to be Where do we go from here you ask Finding the answer our only task Life is a journey not often sought But with this silence is always brought Seek your life and see it clear Don't be afraid of the question Where do we go from here? By Tee Sherwin

Wouldn't You Know It?
My dreams are no doubt rated (R) material. I dreamed I was at your bed side. You didn't hear me come in and you were fast asleep. I just stood there for the longest looking at you. I pulled back the covers to discover you were wearing nothing but your birthday suit. My eyes gazed at your luscious curves as I rubbed my hands up and down your body until my hand stopped right over your warm hot pussy. I slowly creeped my fingers inside you moving them back and forward...You start to moan and as you open your eyes your lips greeted mine with a long, deep tongued kiss. The kind that makes you lose your breathe and start to feel light-headed. Your arms wrap around me as our embrace becomes more passionate. I feel you start to thrust your hips back and forward as my fingers become drenched from your wetness. Your hands reach for a belt or button to unfasten on my pants only to discover that I too am wearing only my birthday suit. Your hands caress my now very hard member as I

Level 1 Still, How Sad....
so my friend just joined and wants to be a level 3 so he can vote on mumms. will you help him? PLEASE!!! its really not that much that he needs, but he has no friends on here yet, so help him out. Knightmare In Shining Armor@ fubar

Horoscope
Your friends are important to you -- more so than you let on at times. Today is great for letting them know, preferably through your actions. When you make that big sweet gesture, they'll know what time it is. yes my real friends know they mean alot to me most are closer to me then some of my real family

Bling Bling!
hello all.kk this is like the coolest guy ever.hes been nuttin but nice & sweet to me he taught me couple tricks lol & alwayz helped me out.he gits me hot all the time.lol.so u just have to check him out & see for yourself.he just loves bein spanked.hehehe.so plz leave him ratez & comments yall...u wont b sorri PieDaDDY@ fubar ur awesum darlin...keep rockin & spank u :) this pimpout brought to u by: ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (b) (d)

Houseguest...
Hey there Ya'll... Hope all is goin' well for everyone, thanks for taking a moment to see what I have to chat about now...I had to put this in the God works in mysterious ways, because of a question my daughter asked...because the next day she recieved her answer... On Wednesday night we had a visitor come in our yard...at first we didn't know what to think, especially when they looked like this... She chased the cat and my son tried to stop her by acting like he was gonna hit her...Wrong thing to do, cause then she started growling at him and I told him to stop immediately...I then proceeded to call her and she followed me to the sidewalk, only thing was she wasn't going anywhere and after she gave me kisses that was that...Being on the side walk beside Main St. was not good, so I had the kids take her around the neighborhood to find her home, but to no avail... Now anyone who knows me knows I have 5 dogs already, but couldn't just leave her, for as you can tell she

Get More Traffic Workshop
Get More Traffic Workshop If you want to learn how THIS PAGE is on top of Google than you need to listen to Howie Schwartz speaking at the Get More Traffic Blueprint Workshop on Friday, Nov. 16 The Get More Traffic Blueprint Workshop is a live event and it's a true workshop… And it's all about getting more high-quality traffic to your website with the least amount of effort possible... by "least amount of effort possible" I mean... I'll be handing you an entire training manual filled with proven step-by-step action plans, instant traffic generation blueprints... and easy-to-follow process maps that you can use yourself for lightning-quick reference for grabbing more traffic, more leads and more business... or better yet... just hand it over to your assistants and just tell them to "get me some traffic...now!" When you attend my workshop you'll actually have the chance to work very closely with me, my personal staff of programmers and web guys... and my guest experts on

Can This Be Real?
I mean what i feel...this fast pumping of my heart when I talk to you....the palms of my hands all sweaty....i can't seem to type right when we chat.....so many misspelled words...My brain is flooded with thoughts of you....I think about you constantly...I know you are doing the same...I love when we chat and see one another over the webcam..the way you get all into it when you see me...how your face glows with excitement...Your smiles match mine...the way you laugh...the way you make me laugh...Yeah I be that brother I always talk about...you know...the one that be high up on that so called, "Computer Love". That be me right now...And I can't deny it...I am falling faster then a comet out of the sky...It's crazy...but I welcome it with open arms...Nothing has been set in stone...and it won't be, not online that is...she is better then that and besides....I'm a romantic...Rather ask her face to face...lol...maybe i shouldn't have wrote that, but who i'm fooling?...She knows what's up..

Lonely
being lonely is the worst thing in the world. standing in the background watching the world go by. feeling like everyone is passing you by and never taking a second look. living in darkness and wishing to see the light. slowly going insane. not haveing anyone to love is the worst pain. always wishing for something i feel i'll never have. crying myself to sleep, sometimes never wanting to wake up. just wanting to be whole againg.

Turtle As A Symbol
From history to present day there are many belief symbols. Some are of good omens and some are of bad omens. We even see some of these symbols in our dreams. Have you ever wondered what the turtle symbol represents in different cultures and meanings? In this article I summarize some of those symbol beliefs. Dreams... What do they mean? The turtle seen in a dream indicates an unusual improvement. This would be a positive omen. Turtles in a negative aspect means fear of facing responsibility or reality. However, a turtle can represent long life because turtles live a long time. They also have quiet strength. Spirituality: In the far east, the turtles shell was a symbol of heaven and the square underside was a symbol of Earth. This meant that the turtle was an animal whose magic united heaven and Earth. In the west, early Christians viewed turtles as a symbol of evil forces during war. In the Hindu myth the tortoise Chukwa supports the world. The turtle also represents t

Goofy
Jesse’s Confessions... * I know the girls from 7-11 stay up all night, but I don't particularly like to do it myself. * I don't like my coffee black, just my metal. Coffee needs Irish Creamer. * Writing a paper about Dr. Karen Horney, sounds like fun, but she does not live up to her name. * I tend to quote movies at the most inopportune times. Even in homework. * I like sleep, but, it seems to elude me more and more each night. * I bitch about my job all the time. I do like it, however, I don't like some of my co-workers. * I rant from time to time about everything and nothing at all. * Hot Pockets saved my life...take that for what it is... * Habitually, I chew on ink pens, so, don't let me barrow one...it will look like a puppy got a hold of it. * If Cartoon Network does not bring back any of the Dragon Ball/Z/GT series, I may go crazy. * I thought the characters from Jabberjaw and Scooby Doo were modeled after one another. * I wonder why Yogi Bear

I May Have Disturbed You
I may have disturbed you.... There have been many times when I may have disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your nerves with all the e-mails I send out. So today I just wanted to tell you..... Tough Shit! AND I PLAN TO CONTINUE!

Signs
Diary Continued...... Do Little Things 11:08 12 Nov 2007 Monday Just for grins, I checked our astrological compatability on a different site, this is what I got... Cancer and Taurus are the ultimate domestic duo. You lovingly whip up breads, pies, cakes, cookies and muffins, and your Bull is all too happy to help you eat them. Taurus, also a good cook, will gladly return the favor anytime. You two are happy at home, but you can get so cozy with each other that you forget there's a whole world out there, full of friends and family who would like very much to spend some time with you. Taurus is more stable and grounded than you are, and can adjust to the ebb and flow of your emotional tides easier than most signs. Love Compatibility of Taurus with Cancer Cancer knows the way to your Taurus heart - through your stomach. This Crab will woo you with domesticity, and you'll be more than happy to be on the receiving end. You both strive for luxury

Yet Another Blog Tonight.....
um...this isnt a normal blog, but really a random thoughts kinda thing....um....i really like someone....i'm going to go 2 college soon, zacky is getting alot of gifts, someone is getting a gift you know who u are....um theres more but i cant think of how to put it....um i'm going to vegas someday anyone want to join? lol thats it 4 now

Watt Woman Look Like When They Drink!!
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE THE KITCHE

Attention All Hip Hop Artists
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Music You Need To Listen To
Here's a list of music I think everyone should listen to, and most of it is in my personal playlist on my computer: 1. "Silver Lining" by Rilo Kiley 2. "Your Sister" by Sean Kingston 3. "The Moneymaker" by Rilo Kiley 4. "Paralyzer" by Finger Eleven 5. "Far Away" by Nickelback 6. "Music Is My Hot Hot Sex" by CSS 7. "Flesh For Fantasy" by Fiction Company 8. "God Only Knows" by Mandy Moore 9. "You Are The Woman" by Josh Kelley 10. "Angels" by Within Temptation 11. "Mary Mary" by Chumbawumba 12. "Love Song" by Sarah Bareilles Just recently downloaded a lot of that. Most songs that I download I've made into ringtones.

All The ???
Why is it building "buildings", shouldn't they be called a "built" when completed? Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car not called a racist? Why is it called "after dark", when it is really after light? Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio? Why is lemon juice mostly artificial ingredients but dishwashing liquid contains real lemons? Why is Mickey Mouse bigger than his dog Pluto? Why is there only one commission that determines monopolies? Why do banks charge you a "non-sufficient funds fee" on money they know you don't have? What's another word for thesaurus? What's another word for synonym? What is the speed of dark? What do you do when you discover and an endangered animal that only eats endangered plants? Why are there Braille signs on drive-up ATM's? Why do they sterilize

Even More??
Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together? Why do "tug" boats push their barges? Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways? Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game", when we are already there? Why do people without a watch look at their wrist when you ask them what time it is? Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? Why do we say things "go off" when they are actually turning on? Why does flammable and inflammable mean the same thing? Why don't you ever see baby crows or pigeons?

More ???
If the universe is everything, and scientists say that the universe is expanding, what is it expanding into? Instead of talking to your plants, if you yell at them would they still grow, only to be troubled and insecure? Isn't it a little scary that a doctor's work is called practice? Should crematoriums give discounts for burn victims? Shouldn't it be called a "near hit" rather than a "near miss"? There are 24 hours in a day, and 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? What hair color do they put on the driver's license of a bald man? What is a free gift? Aren't all gifts free? When you choke a Smurf, what color does it turn? Whose cruel idea was it for the word "lisp" to have an "s" in it? Why is there an eject button on the VCR remote? Don't you have to get up to get to the tape? Why are builders afraid to have a 13th floor but book publishers aren't afraid to have a Chapter 11?

Enough
J'ai été ainsi patient pour savoir le résultat, les mots vous disiez toujours la répétition dans ma tête. Mais maintenant je biseaute crois que ce que vous dites pour aucun effort a été fait à la fin du jour. Son tout ou rien comme je disais dès le début, maintenant le temps n'est venu pour que nous partie, après que toute cette merde vous reste à mon coeur.

A Few ???
Did Adam and Eve have navels? Did you ever notice when you blow in a dog's face he gets mad at you? But when you take him in a car, he sticks his head out the window! Do one legged ducks swim in circles? Do atheists get insurance for acts of God? Do vegetarians eat animal crackers? Does anybody ever vanish with a trace? How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead? How does a shelf salesman keep his store from looking empty? How fast do you have to go to keep up with the sun so you're never in darkness? How is the handicapped parking situation handled at the Special Olympics? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another? If a mute child swears, does his mother make him wash his hands with soap? If a synchroniz

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No Quarter
Lock all the doors, kill the lights. No one's coming home tonight. The sun beats down and don't you know? All our lives are growing cold, oh... They bring news that must get through. To build a dream for me and you, oh. Locked in a place where no one goes. They ask no quarter They have no quarter. Lock the door, kill the light No one's coming home tonight It's getting colder [7x] Locked in a place where no one goes. Lock the door, kill the light No one's coming home tonight They bring news that must get through. Dying peace in me and you Locked in a place where no one goes. We have no quarter We have no quarter We ask no quarter

21 Different Kind Of Girls At Bars - And How To Get Into Their Pants
21 Different Kind Of Girls At Bars - And How To Get Into Their Pants -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2004-03-21, 1:00AM PST 1: Top priced pussy - She’s hot, and she fucking knows it. Her last 3 boyfriends where great looking and were fucking rich. If you come up to her with a fake FUBU shirt on and a bus pass your probably not gonna get the pussy. I mean, do me a fucking favor, size up the pussy first, if she looks way to fucking good, you might be onto something. 2: Top priced pussys FAT friend - I hope you brought a wingman. Poor bastard.So, if your up to par with the high class pussy friend, your gonna need someone to take one for the team. He has to be courageous and faithful to the wing man rules. If you know a friend of this caliber, give me his number. I have had too many friends of mine who swore elegances to the wing man code, and then broke for the door on me when I needed them the most. But, besides that, if

Sunset O'er The Ocean
I was perving on the pics on here, (as we do), and saw a few pics of sunrises or sunsets, and the start of this came to mind... I'm gettin' kinda slow, though, this took me an hour to put together:( Sunrise o'er the ocean, I'm feeling the spring breeze My body makes no motion, As my mind's across the seas It's searching for the woman, That will bring me to my knees Not with painful emotion, 'Cos that, my friend, she'll ease But with her sweet devotion, And the way she likes to please Sunrise o'er the ocean, I feel the Summer heat In my heart I have a notion, At last, I've found her. Sweet! She lives across that ocean, So how are we to meet? In my mind there is commotion, This problem I must beat Sunset o'er the ocean, In autumn's colours I do stand With the strength of our devotion, A solution came to hand I sail across that ocean, I work as a deck-hand I don't want a promotion, 'Cos on the dock she stands Sunset o'er the oc

The Last Few Before My Birthday
Well its the last few days before I turn 35. A little recap of things since the last time I wrote... The house is coming along very well. Tomorrow they are starting on the cabinets and trim work. Then the flooring and electrical guys after that. Still about a month to go but soon... very soon!!! As I reflect back on the last year... hell the last few years... there are ups and downs in life, we all go through them. I can honestly say tho.... I wouldnt change a thing. I have an awesome Job... a GREAT kid (just gets really distracted)... and a great family. Treasure what you have... life is too short and things happen everyday that we cant control.

ßelieve.. Tru......
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10 Rules For Thanksgiving Dinner At My House
10 RULES FOR THANKSGIVING DINNER AT MY HOUSE 1. Don't get in line asking questions about the food. "Who made the potato salad? Is it egg in there? Are the greens fresh? Is the meat in the greens turkey or pork? Who made the macaroni and cheese? What kind of pie is that? Who made it? Ask one more question and I will punch you in your mouth, knocking out all your fronts so you won't be able to eat anything. 2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your ass down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them damn pecans and walnuts to hold you over until someone makes you a plate. 3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, I will escort their little asses to the basement and bring their food down to them. They are not gonna tear my damn house up this year. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle Butchie to start telling family stories about their mommas and p

My Poem
Lost in a way i can't seem to see what all this is what's happening to me? I sit here going through my thought's wondering if i am still lost in this madness How will You ever accept me if i can not see this person you say is inside of me Is she real or fantasy can i become your one ? Time and time i see things done i hope for all things to become a Reality still sit with all this knowledge you given me. thinking please through it all let me breath this is so new these feeling i have inside are they real? i see the passion in my own eye's then i turn to you are these all lye's? Can i Trust You enough to give me just a little faith and believe in me this subspace what is it will i need to see through or can i just focus on pain and hurt what will it all do? I see it all rushing through me saying to myself just focus till the time comes your inside me can you see all this i am feeling ? How can i do it without you? Is this my own reactions through seeking rea

Suicide.
She lay there silently after doing what had to be done. Her ignorant thoughts finally silenced as cuts throbbed with numbing pain. She's fallen again - fallen into the wrath of her deepest dispares. Gods sung as she bathed in the tormented bliss, remaining isolated from the demons who have once again locked her innocence away. Skin was torn from her fingers; her face, porcelain; frozen by pain itself. Angel was pushed - she was shoved by monsters; nightmares that filled her pure mind with the most vulgare thoughts. Purity herself lay dorment on cold slates of stone, surrounded with only the wine and blood of lost hopes, broken promises, forgotten dreams. The sacrement of love has yet to be found - angel living on nothing but the painful cries of lost wraithes. Wrists glistened with the trickle of essence leaking from the wounds of a ruined spirit. It all ends soon. The passion inside fading away like the romance in a stone. A deep kiss from Death himself rest 'pon her silky lips. Angel

For All Those On Vets Day
i want to wish all those that served in the armed forces a happy vet day. please do the same to all those u know that have from the mothers to fathers,sisters to brothers,sons to daughters, im sure they would apperate hearing it like i do. this is our holiday so anyone that is against this day , our armed forces , our services members , or any battle or war we are in or were in. please kindly shut the fuck up for this one day, and let us who have put our lives on the line or commited the ultimate sacrifice for this great nation of ours, have our one day out of the year that we earned. to everyone still serving as some of my very close friends still are, god bless you all, stay safe, hard charge and give them so much hell that hell itself would feel like a dip in a cold pool compared to it. semper mutha fucking fi

What A Weekend!!!!
WOW!! Thats all I can say about this weekend. lol For those of you that dont know I went out of town. It started off great I got an early start things were going good. But then some how I missed one of my exits and ended up almost 3 hours south of where I was supposed to be. But after flipping out and freakin, I finally got turned around and headed in the right direction. When I finally made it to my destination, and got checked into the hotel I was ready to just plain ole pass out. But I hadnt eaten all day so chinese was ordered in! After a peaceful nights sleep, and some much needed time, I was off and running again. Kinda just hung out and seen some sights. Oh yeah and I got pooped on! AND stepped in poop!!! lol (I know sounds shitty doesn't it? *giggles*) My drive home was even more interesting then the drive there! I once again got lost, I blame tears and truck drivers! I missed my exit and ended up 75 miles out the way, but got turned around and

With Friends Like These......
I now know why I spend all my time on the internet. I have some of the shittiest real life friends alive ever. My friend Al, decided to come over last night and set up a network so me and my roomies can all surf the net.What he did instead was fuck up my modem and none of us could do shit about it. Well, there isnt a mess he could have done that I couldnt fix. Then I shall go on to my friends Chaz and Gail.They recently celebrated their 5 year anniversary together.....by going out and smoking some crystal meth.Then they proceed to try and talk me into having a threesome with them which I couldnt have turned down fast enough.I would have been severly sick in the head if I went for it. Then there is my friend Steve,whom I have known almost 20 years.We were musical partners in crime,making some great music and whatnot.Nowadays he would rather sit at home and put various drugs in his body and killing whatever sanity and talent he ever had. Personally, Im glad for my friends

Wiccan Angel
(This was written by my good friend Nathan aka Shadow_of_God.. it was so good and so beautiful.. that I had to share it.) The Quiet enhanced the senses of the 6 in the room, they could hear, see, feel, smell, and taste better than ever, The silence soon after followed and off in the distance they could hear wut seemed to be a slight slurping sound, the followed the noise drawing closer to it, through the bushes they could see a figure on the ground, then with a small movement they noticed it was in fact not one figure but two, one lying on the ground the other hunched over, Suddenly one of the members stepped on a twig and *Snap* it broke alerting the figure, it rose and stared at the 6 new meals it had in front of it. From above the figure and out of the sky 4 others landed and gave Chase, one by one the members were ambushed by one of these strange creatures until only one still lived. For wut no one knew was that this one was in control of these Creatures, she was the Wiccan

About Me
Hello Fubar! Most people just call me G-reg.My friend Synasta introduced me to this place. So far it's been cool. I don't have much of a personal life because I work for an Audio/Lighting/and Staging company.Also some friends and I started a record label called No Luck Recordz. So being an artist and producing I don't have much personal time. It is funny up till about 3 years ago I was a full time cowboy on ranches. But I also grew up in the city with my friend Dj Organic so I 've seen both sides of the spectrum. I have a passion for music and respect for nature. I also love tattoo's and other forms of art. I really try to be a no bullshit save your drama for your mama kind of guy. I do occasionaly have BBQ's at my house( I love to cook). Well that's about it for now! Later Dayz G-reg

Recall..
All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increasedhemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or or ange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Sinus Effervescent Alka Seltzer Plus Night-Time Cold Medicine BC Allergy Sinus Cold Powder BC Sinus Cold Powder Comtrex Flu Therapy & Fever Relief Day & Night Contac 12-Hour Cold

Remember What Veteran's Day Means!!!
Remember What Veteran's Day Means!!! It is the VETERAN , not the preacher,who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press.It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial.It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran ,who serves under the Flag, whose coffin is draped with the flag,who gives the protester the freedom he abuses to burn the flag.ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all.

Supporting Our Troops
Hey everybody!! Just wanted to share with you guys that i created a myspace account for the project im currently working on called Care For Our Troops and basically its where i collect donations for our troops stationed in iraq.. items, not money.. but if you have a myspace account, check it out and add it as a friend.. www.myspace.com/carefotroops thanks in advance

Her Sweet Little Fanny Pictures..
This is one of my biggest peeves in life. When someone can dish it out but cannot take it. There is this little bimbo on here named Anastascia. We got on our friends lists and I was able to access her NSFW pictures. Those pictures included some wonderful pictures of her buttocks and not just in some tasteful ad like picture, it was her legs spread open and encouraging to be scored and wanted comments with an intro like she was some little prima donna. Well, as a normal human male, when I see his little blonde so beautiful showing her wonderful buttocks for all to see, then she opened herself up to comments. Not to be disresecting but if she was open enough to show her wares then she must be pretty secure with herself. I guess I made the mistake off savng her the embarrassment of leaving commments rather elaborate where all could read and left them private to her. Gee, Fubar.com left a place to click for private commments. She had a fit! Saying I am disrespecting her with what

Thought I Like To Thunk
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin

Want A Girls Night??
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Rip
The Messenger of Death has broken our family circle once again. Chris Merrill the Road Captain of N2 Deep MC –Florida, was involved in an accident Saturday, 10th of November 2007. Chris was called home at 12:30 AM, This is a great lost to the N2 Deep Family and the Motorcycle Community.Please Keep Chris’s Immediate Family and His Extended N2 Deep MC Family in your prayers. I will send you more info as it is given to me by N2DMC Florida Chapter. If you would like to send condolences, please send all Kind words, Prays and Condolences to AZ – President of N2 Deep MC - Florida at: N2DeepTampa@yahoo.com. Big Bear Founder/CEO N2 Deep Family Internet: http://www.N2Deepnyc.com/mc Myspace: http://www.MySpace.com/N2dmc I never learned hate at home, or shame. I had to go to school for that. Dick Gregory About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips | Contact MySpace | Advertise | MySpace International ©2003-2007 MySpace.com. All Rights Reserved.

Taking It To The Next Level...
So you saw somebody cute... and you rated her... and you fan'd her... but you don't want to friend request because that may be too forward, you haven't even spoken with her yet... What's your next move?

I Wish I Could
i wish i could go back in time... when boys didnt matter.. when a dollar was the best thing in the world... and candy was always wanted instead of dinner your only fear was the dark the monster under your bed or your closet when things were easier before you knew heartbreak before you knew love outside your mom and dad i dont care the it is better to have loved and lost shit... is only said by those who have... i know this you cant have good without bad happiness without tears and everything happens for a reason so some people are meant to suffer and be all alone to show those with that they actually have it made

To Vet's And All Armed Forces
This is a a thank you to all who have protected freedom. Thank you to all who proteect us all over the world. This thank you also includes firefighters and all police who protect. Thank you very much.

Tonght
well here i am again blogging....its usually about me complaining or venting or bitchn lol so here goes for all of the above ...kidding or not i'm not even sure what to put but i feel like writing ...its 11:11 GO FIGURE god i hate that number makes me think about someone i dont want to.... but yet everyday i do... why has this been so hard to move on... i wish i could just think ok he is gone out of my life never to see him again and everything is fine ...but its not and i dont know why.... I have met an amazing guy who loves me no matter how stupid or annoying i am and i have to say I wouldn't put up with me!!!...He has the most patience and heart i have ever met...and right now i could use his ability to make me calm and set me straight .... But its just me tonight...dealing with my thoughts so thats why i am writing here....it always helps so i was in such a bad mood today i spent 300 bucks on a jacket that i dont need...maybe i should return it...i shop to make me happ

I Normally Dont Complain
I am so tired of the bouncers I am in a contest and was self bombing my pic and do u know it took me 10 tried to get past the bouncers you guys need to go after the ones who are making fake accounts using scriptors and taking all the fun out of Fubar and leave the innocent ones alone....sorry just had to vent

Birthdays
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW AND DONT KNOW TODAY RIGHT NOW AND ALL DAY LONG IS MOMMS BIRTHDAY NEED TO STOP AND SHOW HER HOW MUCH YOU CARE-SHOW SOME LOVE HER WAY PLZ AND THANK YOU VERY SO VERY MUCH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMA T!(MSTONIB)

And I Will Go (not A Poem, But A Letter)
I wish I weren't as selfish as I allow myself to be. In the moment my minds eye becomes clouded with anger and rage that I can not see the fault of noone is none other than my own. And in the end through those I have hurt, the pain pierces my self image as well. You no longer want me around regardless of my past,present or future self because they are all the same.I am sorry I have wasted your time and hurt your pride amongst other things. Mostly i am sorry that I was unjust with children, your children. I am also sorry that I mistaking thought myself a parent as I am not, I have limits nor did I or do I have the right to test those limits. I have no excuse that will be good enough, and excuses really are lies we tell ourselves to feel justified in an unjustified act. I dont blame your anger for my actions and reactions. I don't blame the children for my anger nor you. Nor do I blame your lack of love or want of me. I am my own victim and in the process I have so made you and "your" ch

For Always
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Pic Nsfw...lmao
i had some fantasy art pics in my profile for some time, i read a friends bulletin about fubar bouncers and i left a comment that i agreed with her.then all my pics in my fantasy art folder which says, fantasy and erotic art NSFW, began missing for no reason.what did i do? the folder said NSFW and some pics are removed coz they werent marked NSFW. what the fuck is written in the title..LEARN HOW TO READ ASSHOLES!!! so i then put up explict pics on purpose 12 times i did in a row and now they are closing my account....oh fucking well!!!!!!!!!

The Contest Has Started!
whats up friends!! i hope everyone is enjoying the long weekend :D as for me...i just got home from working 7 days in a row; with another 6 in front of me. man am i tired!! well its a low stress job, but its just being on my feet all day. ahh well...it will be worth it when i get a fat check! so...in case you didnt know already, ive joined kristan smiths third contest :D i was in her first two, and with the help of some great friends i won them both!! i keep joining them because she is the sweetest most beautiful girl ive met on fubar, and she deserves to do well. this time the contest is a bit shorter than the others. it started earlier tonight and it goes till november 20th. the prizes are pretty much the same. im going for a 7 day blast.:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D its a bombing contest with rates worth 5 points and comments worth 1 point. you can comment as much as you like. :) i will be spending all my free time on it till its over, so if im at home...ill be bombing. if im no

Rockin Rack Contest
I have entered Cannibal's Rockin Rack contest.. my ID# is 1036R.. please vote for me.. just go to Cannibal's page.. and become her friend if you are not already and comment my pic.. only 1 per user.. no bombing.. :(.. voting starts Tuesday.. Thanks soooo much.. :D here's the link to cannibal's page.. Cannibal ~ Rockin Rack Contestants Needed@ fubar

My 70 Confessions
My 70 Confessions 1. Who was the last person to call you baby & meant it? don't remember 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Sometimes 3. If you got the chance to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? yes 4. Has someone ever sung a song to you? yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? no 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? yes probably 7. Where would you travel to with a free airline ticket? Germany 8. What age would you go back in time or to the future? 21 9. What would be your ideal way to spend a day? curled up with that someone special watching tv in bed, or whatever else comes to mind 10. Do you know what the GAS channel stands for nope 11. What were you doing this time last year? same old same ol 12. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first purchase? a house 13. Who would you take with you if you had to live on a deserted island for a year alone? probably no one...would enj

Veterean Day
lets show some respect for al our fallen troops on vetreans day,i know i did not spell it right.My father fought in the korean war.he has passed away.Lets show alot of respect for the troops who are not home.long live the USA

Happy Veteran's Day
Please take time to remember those that have served our country, those that are currently serving, and those that have given their lives serving our country. Many people have taken time out of their lives to serve because they wanted to do something for their country. I can tell you that they do not do it to get rich and they do not do it for recognition. Most that serve know that there are bigger implications involved when they volunteer and they realize that they could be asked at any time to put their life on the line. Those men and women that are currently serving are doing a tough job, and with all the negative media and the opposition that they get from groups around the country for the job that they are currently doing; they need all the support that they can get from those of us that appreciate them. If you get the opportunity, let them know that they are appreciated. Thanks

My Hero Uncle Story
Sgt Alfred H. Alonzo, Sr Birth: Jun. 28, 1922, USA Death: Dec. 31, 1953, North Korea More than a half-century ago in Tampa, two fatherless boys grew up a mile apart. The older one was Alfred Alonzo Jr.; the younger, Fred Alonzo. The two never met. Their mothers, the widow and the ex-wife of Army Master Sgt. Alfred Alonzo Sr., told them their father had disappeared in the Korean War in November 1950. His remains had not been found. But news last month brought the half brothers together for the first time. DNA evidence had finally identified their father. The remains of Mr. Alonzo, along with those of seven other U.S. servicemen, were discovered in the summer of 2000 near a North Korean village south of Unsan. His regimen, the 8th Cavalry, had been attacked by the Chinese People's Volunteer Forces. His first wife, Regina Alonzo, since deceased, never believed her ex-husband was dead. She figured he had escaped and was living with a Korean woman, said Alfred Alonzo Jr., a Vie

Lyrics
Becoming A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memory Of shame birthed its gift. No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one. Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming more Than a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burning To rise beyond Jesus. I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize I found my life was slipping through my hands. Perhaps Through death my life won't be so bad. I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. Staring through Your eyes. Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me, To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord. I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize

What Was I Thinking
Love grows in me like a tumor,parasites bent on devouring its host.I'm developing my sense of humor,till I can laugh at my heart between your teeth,till I can laugh at my face beneath your feet.Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the lucky one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love plows through me like a dozer,I've got more give than a bale of hay,and there's always a big mess left over.What did you do?What did you say?Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the special one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love tears me up like a demon.Opens the wounds and fills them with lead,and I'm having some trouble just breathing.If we werent such good friends I think that I'd hate you.If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were deadOh it's so embarrasingI'm this awkward and uncomprable thing,and I'm running out of places to hide

You Down With The Clowns?
Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Blunts For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pity, send my soul to Juggalo city, dig my grave six fe

Poor Pangolins
BANGKOK (AFP) - Thai Customs officers said Saturday they have rescued more than 100 pangolins and arrested three men attempting to smuggle the endangered animals to China, where they were destined for the cooking pot. Customs officers Friday intercepted three pick-up trucks of pangolins, or scaly anteaters, which were to be smuggled across Laos to southwest China. The pangolins, worth an estimated one million baht (29,400 dollars), were trapped in the Indonesian jungle and smuggled via Malaysia and southern Thailand. "We investigated and found out that those pangolins are from Indonesia," Rakop Srisupaat, director of southern region Customs, told AFP by telephone. All trade in Asian pangolins has been illegal since 2000. Their meat is regarded as a delicacy in China and their scales are believed to cure a wide range of ailments. Rakop said the three suspects had declined to give details of who owned the pangolins but admitted they were hired to transport the scaly mamma

Wake The Fuck Up!
Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths"

Carla's 21st
Friday night was our friend Carla's 21st bday. So, we took her out and got her totally trashed for her very first time! We created a slide show of our crazy night. As u can see, Carla is seriously fucked up lol........ or http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?source=ppsl&instanceid=90655155

Well
i dont know what the freek are bloggs for get one reader one rate heck are all u other people to bizzy for the little people in this world fann me rate me frind me hhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllppppppppp me i know some of yall got to be loaded if u read this that is hhhhhhhheeeeeeelllllllpppppp me hhhhhhheeeeeeeeellllllllppppppppppp me talk to me wouldya

Surgery Tuesday!!
Hi all... going in for surgery on Tuesday and will be away from the comp for a couple days.. Please show me love on my 1st contest while I'm out!! Make sure you add/rate/fan the host! Thank you all in advance!! Love the cupcake!!!

Fema Concentration Camps: Locations And Executive Orders
FEMA CONCENTRATION CAMPS: Locations and Executive Or Conveniently located in an town near you!!! FEMA CONCENTRATION CAMPS: Locations and Executive Orders Currently there are over 800 prison camps in the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive prisoners. They are all staffed and even surrounded by full-time guards, but they are all empty. These camps are to be operated by FEMA (Federal Emergency Management Agency) should Martial Law need to be implemented in the United States and all it would take is a presidential signature on a proclamation and the attorney general's signature on a warrant to which a list of names is attached. Ask yourself if you really want to be on Ashcroft's list. The Rex 84 Program was established on the reasoning that if a "mass exodus" of illegal aliens crossed the Mexican/US border, they would be quickly rounded up and detained in detention centers by FEMA. Rex 84 allowed many military bases to be closed

Goin To Nc Then Miss.....
well to family and friends ill b comin to nc. soon and will b comin to drew, miss by thanksgiving and staying till close to xmas...for friends or family leave a comment if u cant reach me ill get back to u....

Rolling Stones Article
Kid Cannabis How a chubby pizza-delivery boy from Idaho became a drug kingpin MARK BINELLIPosted Oct 06, 2005 12:00 AM Nate Norman was hanging out with his buddy Topher Clark when he came up with The Idea. The two friends were sitting around Nate's house, a dumpy little place near the cemetery, and both of them were extremely stoned. And yet The Idea had more legs than your typical pot-inspired idea. It did not involve a second Twinkie inside the first one. It did not involve genetically modifying the bugs so their blood would not be blood but windshield-wiper fluid. It was, in fact, based on a practical application of global economic theory. That, and cheap weed in Canada. At the time, Nate was a nineteen-year-old high school dropout who worked at a Pizza Hut in Coeur D'Alene -- a gorgeous but dull resort town in Idaho -- and sold the occasional dime bag on the side. Chubby and baby-faced, Nate had never been the type to come up with a million-dollar brainstorm. "He was one o

Theodore Roosevelt's Ideas On Immigrants And Being An American In 1907.
The year is 1907, one hundred years ago...... READ PRINT UNDER PICTURE Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American citizen needs to read this! KEEP

Hows It Going?!
So i am all moved in. Just have to get mine and the babys stuff all put together. 29 days and counting till I have my baby boy! The doc said he might be 9lbs or more! Now if i can ever get a hold of my ex-land lady. But the time i have is very little and she would be asleep when im up at night. Have to make a ton of calls tomorrow. And I hate work-too many dumb people(yeah Wal-Mart!)But how is everyone eles doing?????

How
How is it you know so much of me? You look in my eyes see right in my soul? You kiss my lips and take my breath away? You touch my breast and make me shiver? How is it you can just say what you want from me and make me hot? So hot I want you? Want you to make love to me? Oh yes make love to me. Give me all of you. Let me see you, smell you, feel you, taste you. How is it you know what I want without me saying a word? Were to touch me? How to kiss me? What to say? I can't help it I want you inside of me. Looking in my eyes, whispering in my ear. How is it your on my mind all the time? How you slide in and out of me making me wet, making me moan, making me holler? How is it your beautiful eyes tell me so much? What you want? What you need? How is it?

To Everybody..................that Lies,plays N Hurts Others........
QUIT PLAYIN YOUR GAMES, QUIT HURTING EACH OTHER....... WHAT WOULD IT HURT TO JUST BE HONEST, LOVING AND NOT PLAY WITH ANOTHER PERSONS EMOTIONS, HEART OR MIND? YOU'D ACTUALLY GAIN SOMETHING FROM BEING DESCENT TO OTHERS, A FUCKIN HEART!............ GOD BLESS & BE WELL.

Sad
So recently I had reconnected with a friend that I hadn't talked to in months. I was so excited & happy but sadly it just isn't going to work out. As hard as I tried; his mood swings are just awful. Tonight was the last straw. I'd post our conversation from yahoo but there's no reason to I guess. I'm sure he's posted a nice blog blasting me & if you're on his friends list; please don't share it with me. I feel bad for him. His demons are just too much for me to take but despite his treatment of me; I wish him nothing but the best. So Jay, I hope some day your life is all it should be, your hatred & anger towards those that want to be your friend & those that aren't your friend dissolves & you find yourself at peace & happy. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Coca Cola
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Plumbing the pages of Cokelore By Rich Maloof for MSN Health & Fitness Find More Weight Loss Can Control Hypertension Fried Food Compounds May Harm Heart More Diet & Fitness Articles Coca-Cola is acidic, but it’s not battery acid. Coke contains citric acid (naturally occurring in fruits like lemons and limes) and phosphoric acid (found in everything from milk to fish), but in low enough concentration that the soda can’t eat a hole through your stomach lining on its own. Left in a cup overnight, Coke does not have the acidity to dissolve a penny, a nail or even a housefly. Think about it: Coke is stored and shipped in thin aluminum cans and soft plastic bottles, and they don’t seem to be gushing open on grocery-store shelves. Yes, fer cryin’ out loud—Coke used to contain cocaine. When Coca-Cola was first sold in 1885, it was marketed as a medicinal tonic. It was held at the ti

Off To New York
HEY YA'LL...JUST STOPPIN' IN TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I WILL BE LEAVING FOR NEW YORK TOMORROW (11-12-07) AND WON'T BE BACK TILL THE FOLLOWING MONDAY. SO MORE THAN LIKELY I WON'T BE AROUND FOR THE NEXT WEEK!!!...IT'S MY FIRST TIME ON A PLANE SO I'M SCARED SHIT LESS...LOL...BUT I'M EXCITED TOO!!!...WELL DON'T YA'LL MISS ME TOO MUCH AND IF NOT SOMETIME THIS WEEK I WILL TTY NEXT WEEK WHEN I RETURN!!!...LOVE YOU ALL...LOVE JADE!!!ღÐj JÃÐ£ღ۞Ðj Riddles' Queen۞Qwner @ Club JÃÐ£Ð & Lionsden Music Radio@ fubar

My Ode To Strippers - Potentially Nsfw!
T’was the night after payday, When all throught the house The creatures were stirring, looking for mouse The pasties were hung from the titties with care, In hopes that big tippers soon would be there. The patrons were nestled all snug in their chairs, While visions of g-strings danced in their heads; Me in my leather, happy and cheer Had just settled down for a ten dollar beer, When out on the stage there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my chair to see what was the matter. Away to the stage I flew like a flash, Ripped open my wallet and pulled out some cash. The spotlight above illuminates below Show silicone objects for us to behold, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature limo, and eight shapely round rears, With a flashy old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be Pimp Nick. More rapid than eagles his dancers they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, DONNA! now,

Realizing Love
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love, my heartbrakes and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And i imagine the

Poem Of The Day
What is Love? Love is the scent with the lotus born. It is the silent choirs of petals Singing the winter’s harmony of uniform beauty. Love is the song of the soul, singing to God. It is the balanced rhythmic dance of planets - sun and moon lit In the skyey hall festooned with fleecy clouds – Around the sovereign Silent Will. It is the thirst of the rose to drink the sunrays And blush red with life. ‘Tis the promptings of the mother earth To feed her milk to the tender, thirsty roots, And to nurse all life. It is the urge of the sun To keep all things alive. Love is the unseen craving of the Mother Divine That took the protecting father–form, And that feeds helpless mouths With milk of mother’s tenderness. It is the babies’ sweetness, Coaxing the rain of parental sympathy To shower upon them. It is the lover’s unenslaved surrender to the beloved To serve and solace. It is the elixir of friendship, Reviving broken and bruised souls. It is the martyr’s ze

What R You So Affraid Of?
As I sit here behind these keys I try and determine what I could have done differently, and the more I try I keep coming back to the same question. What are you so affraid of? All I ever wanted was to show you how special you were. Last time I checked love is somthing that you shouldnt be affraid of. Our ability to love is the greatest gift god has given.. There are many reasons why I love you but I will have to carry them in my heart and never let them go, that way when I think about you I go to a special place and think of the good and not the bad. please dont ever forget how special you are and dont ever let anyone make you feel that you arent and if someone trys remember what I think about you and how much I love you... I have only one regret not knowing what could have been.. What are you so affraid of?

Are You My Friend?
Will you be there when I'm down, And catch me when I fall? Will you hold me when I need To feel the warmth of your touch? Will you laugh when I laugh, And cry when I cry? Will you let me rant and rave, When I need to let off steam? Will you discuss those painful things, That you'd rather not think about? Like the times we've hurt each other, And promised would never do so again? Will you say the right thing, When all I've heard is the wrong? And tell me soothing words, That make the pain I feel subside? Will you understand me when I say, "I can't see you now, go away"? Will you come back when I call, As if nothing happened at all? If you'll do these things for me, And keep smiling all the way. If you'll be with me through the bad times, As well as the good. Then truly you are my friend, My pal, my mate and my confidante. And that means so much to me. I thank you dearly, for being there, You, My Friend.

Wow Valid Point Here
sometimes the things i read seem to have a very valid point.. Jiddu Krishnamurti quotes on Love The demand to be safe in relationship inevitably breeds sorrow and fear. This seeking for security is inviting insecurity. Have you ever found security in any of your relationships? Have you? Most of us want the security of loving and being loved, but is there love when each one of us is seeking his own security, his own particular path? We are not loved because we don't know how to love. What is love? The word is so loaded and corrupted that I hardly like to use it. Everybody talks of love - every magazine and newspaper and every missionary talks everlastingly of love. I love my country, I love my king, I love some book, I love that mountain, I love pleasure, I love my wife, I love God. Is love an idea? If it is, it can be cultivated, nourished, cherished, pushed around, twisted in any way you like. When you say you love God what does it mean? It means that you love a projection of

I Am
Blue Moon I Am by BlueWolf © I am your night, you are my moon Only for you my heart plays a tune. I am your rose, you are my garden It's for you my rose keeps growing. I'm your blue sky, you're my bird Flying high with beauty as you soar. I am your wings, you are my angel My gift from god, my heart's savior. I am all your dreams you dream of Inside of your heart, I am your love..... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Rate Game
whats the point of the rate game if i have to rate everyone a 10.sorry but your all not 10 to me i rate on what the pic looks like and if your the type of chick ide bang sorry but its true.so if got a pic of an eagle infront of a fucking flag or some lame jesus pic,angels,your old,have bad teeth.(most likely a 3)your getting what i give u take it and STFU!!!! we are all not tens in this world.stop getting mad at me because your parents were brother and sister.

Whats That ? You Dont Get It ?
Whats the world coming to ehhh? You would think people would just shut the fuck up once in a while! Just stop talking and maybe it would save their asses... but they are more concerned about going out and fucking in backseats of cars with random stranger.. and hurting their supposed best friends. Well to be honest i am grown woman.. and it seems like all the people who "pretend" to be my friends are all younger then me.. all under 21 to be exact. and they just dont get how much ive been walked on and when i say HEY BITCH DONT FUCKING LIE... then hey dont lie.. it wont get your know where.. you know? What is the point of sitting there and being so dishonest to someone who was helping you? I am not just talking about one person... im talking about many... No I am not perfect and yes i have my faults. but i am far cry from what these people did to me. All i could do was let them go.. get them out of my life. and it wasnt easy.. it cut me deeply...and if i didnt do it now my kids will g

Scrolling
Was it the words that made me think about him all night or was it the smile that he brought to my face when I saw the E- Mail message that seem to shine so bright. Yes I feel so confused, How could it be? He stole my Heart away with the stroke of his computer keys. We chat, we talk its just not the same, there should be no reason I get so excited when I see his chat name. We are in a private room, designed for two, sometimes I think they designed one especially for me and you. We are chatting for hours when I realize, oops, I'm on the computer, I was lost there for a while, but His words they really make me smile. Communications is the key to unlock my heart, It's funny the computer has enable to get thus far. Cyber space is strange and that is true, But guess what - It Scrolled My Heart a Road Directly to you

Fubar
Fuck I really hate this fucking site. The fucking men are fucking dogs and dont know how to treat a girl. And the fucking women are NUTS!.. I really dont think i have a good enough reason to be on this damn site any more. Im just really fucking agitated right now, and i dont think there is one decent person that is on right now that i can fucking talk to.. fuck fuck fuck...i hate being an angry girl..men look at me like AHH!!! not to mention the jealousy ..i was never jealous in my life...and now i am..where the fuck did this come from.. someone come fucking shoot me.

Bed Time
Okay, lately my 3-year-old daughter has been trying to scam her way out of bed by making up practically any excuse her little brain can create. Her latest excuse is, "I have to go to work"...another night, "My toy is crying. It's mad at me, I think I need to go get it."..."I need to wash the dishes"..."I need to get some coffee."....

Let It Go!!!
It's about learning to dance in the rain! ********************************************************************************** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when

The Nitty Gritty
We've stated that I am a vampyre. We've stated that there are different types...and such. We've also stated that there is a difference between the spelling. Awakening. I went through what is called an "Awakening." It is a process that can be thought of as a second puberty...and it usually happens around 14-15 years old. Usually. It depends on the person. A person can go their whole lives and never awaken. We come to the realization of what we are and we learn from it because thats all we can do. Be it blood or psychic energy, its all the same. There is life in blood. Without it, you die. It carries the important things to where they need to go. It knows your body. Psychic energy holds the imprints of life. People you interact with on a daily basis, memories, places you go, your friends, desires, hopes and dreams. When you feed, you are taking a part of that person into yourself. There is a trust there that needs to be established. One, that they won't go and run a

For My Master
It’s amazing the way you dominate me, you inspire the inner me to belong to you, to completely surrender to you. You make me feel like no other and that power heightens my desire to please you. I trust you completely with me no matter what we are doing. I love to listen to you talk and learn everything you have to teach me, I still have things to learn but I’m eager to do so to become a better and more complete slave to you. Even when I’m being punished I understand that this is a learning experience and what I will gain from it. Thank you for this Master and in return I shall be loyal and devoted to you, and cherish your heart for as long as you will have me. When I am not near you I am longing for you, just to talk, yes I know sometimes I don’t say much, but that connection is there it’s like snuggling next to each other, you holding me close and so tight. Yes you have a way to make me feel calm and secure, and loved, sometimes I can’t believe this happened to me so quickly, for I d

Roflmao
This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. And Leno's comment upon hearing the story is PERFECT!!! Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere! Her companion suggested she try

Sex Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Natrual Mystic In De Air
Natural Mystic Artist: Bob Marley There's a natural mystic blowing through the air; If you listen carefully now you will hear. This could be the first trumpet, might as well be the last: Many more will have to suffer, Many more will have to die - don't ask me why. Things are not the way they used to be, I won't tell no lie; One and all have to face reality now. 'Though I've tried to find the answer to all the questions they ask. 'Though I know it's impossible to go livin' through the past - Don't tell no lie. There's a natural mystic blowing through the air - Can't keep them down - If you listen carefully now you will hear. There's a natural mystic blowing through the air. This could be the first trumpet, might as well be the last: Many more will have to suffer, Many more will have to die - don't ask me why. There's a natural mystic blowing through the air - I won't tell no lie; If you listen carefully now you will hear: There's a natural mystic blowi

Karmic Astrology{so True Its Scary }
Your current love life is deeply affected by past life romantic experiences. Your tastes in lovers and lovemaking, your fears regarding love and intimacy and the ways you instinctively or habitually behave in love relationships are all determined in part by past life love affairs. If you find yourself falling again and again into the same pattern of behavior with one lover after another, there is a good chance that that pattern is left over from a prior life. To put it more plainly, any unresolved love issues from your past lives will come up again for you now, affecting your current love life; and they will come up again and again until you are able to resolve them. This report is intended to help you identify any unresolved prior life love issues so that you can conduct your love life in the present, free of any negative or hindering influences from the past. Since this report focuses on love and past life influences and connections, it is not intended to be a complete inter

50 Odd Things About ^..^
50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! 1. Do you like blue cheese? i like blue cheese dressing 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? hell no 3. Do you own a gun? ummm no 4. Your favorite song of all time? Wake Up Call and The Way I Are 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? nopers 6. What do you think of hot dogs? cheap filling food and good with mac and cheese 7. Favorite Christmas song? Comfort and Joy 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee 9. Can you do push ups? lol ummm...i dont kno...probably not 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My pentacle necklace 12. Favorite hobby? FUBAR...lol....and making graphics 13. Secret weapon to get the opposite sex? my eyes, sense of humor, personality 14. Do you have A.D.D.? no...i dont suffer from A.D....OH LOOK A CHICKEN! 15. What one trait do you hate about yourself? m

More Blah
so i am getting tired of everything...it seems lately ive been searching for answers that just wont come (if by lately i mean the last 3 years)...everything i do i seem to screw up...like at work today...this guy was overly rude to me and i was rude back to this asshole and he complained about me being rude...but calling someone stupid to there face when they are bringing your stupid piece of shit loud messy white trash family food isnt rude...you know sometimes i wish i i lived in another town with another name and knew other people and had a different life...because this one is starting to suck but what are my options? we all know the answer to that and thats not a answer at all...it seems like the closer i get to what i want the fartherer away from it i get and that could be said for like 4 different aspects of my life...i just want to cook...as gay as that sounds when i am in the kitchen i am alive...my food comes to life through me and me through it...i just wish i could convey t

10 Turnoffs That Make Great Gals Wave Goodbye
Great Gal Turnoff #1: Showboat Sammy Maybe he owns a yacht off the coast of France. Maybe he has a timeshare in the Hamptons. Maybe his annual bonus is bigger than most guys' salaries. That's all well and good, but does it really need to be divulged on the first date? Great Gal Turnoff #2: Messy Melvin A-list celebrities can pull off the unkempt look. First-daters need to pay attention to shaving, clothing and bad breath. If the guy can't even put in the effort for a first impression, it doesn't bode well down the road. Great Gal Turnoff #3: Rude Ricky "Where's our drinks, lady?" If a guy treats the service staff with a lack of respect, a great gal will likely assume he'll do the same to her someday. The last thing anyone wants is to be talked down to or disrespected. Great Gal Turnoff #4: Cheapie Charlie There will always be debate about who should pay on a first date. Some guys are traditionalists and want to foot the bill; others expect a 50-50 monetary split.

I Miss My Friends
Ok, so as you might have noticed, I haven't been around here lately. I haven't had steady internet connection, but I am working on fixing that. In the mean time, please be patient and I will show the love when I am back 100% Hugs & Kisses!!!

Latin
Non calor sed umor est qui nobis incommodat. It's not the heat, it's the humidity. Revelare pecunia! Show me the money! Die dulci freure. Have a nice day. Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam. I have a catapult. Give me all your money, or I will fling an enormous rock at your head. Noli me vocate, ego te vocabo. Don't call me, I'll call you. Fac ut vivas. Get a life. Recedite, plebes! Gero rem imperialem! Stand aside plebians! I am on imperial business! Romani quidem artem amatoriam invenerunt. You know, the Romans invented the art of love. Utinam logica falsa tuam philosophiam totam suffodiant! May faulty logic undermine your entire philosophy! Utinam barbari spatioum proprium tuum invadant! May barbarians invade your personal space! Re vera, potas bene. Say, you sure are drinking alot. Canis meus id comedit. My dog ate it. Vescere bracis meis.

Even More Questions!!
I give you money and send you into the grocery store to pick up 5 items. You can only pick one thing from the following departments.. what is it? 1. Produce: Peaches 2. Bakery: Cookies 3. Meat: Bologna 4. Frozen: Toaster Strudels 5. Dry goods: Animal crackers Let's say we're heading out for a weekend getaway. You're only allowed to bring 3 articles of clothing with you. So, what's in your bag? 1. Jeans 2. My gray sweater 3. my van shoes If I was to listen in on one of your conversations throughout the day, what 5 phrases or words would I be most likely to hear? 1. ummmm 2. IM going to kick u in the eye 3. Im going to sleep 4. yea ok sure 5. (yawn) So, what 3 things do you find yourself doing every single day, and if you didn't get to do, you probably wouldn't be in the best mood? 1. Sleep 2. Kiss my bf 3. Drink some water You're driving down the road, and suddenly you're hit with this sense of road rage. What 3 factors probably contributed to it?

Bunny
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Adult Games - Chapter 2 , If Ya Care To Read It ...might Be Nsfw So Be Careful!!!
As I stand my knees go weak as you kiss me until my nerve endings are on fire, I want to drown in the way you surround me as you take my clothes off me kissing as you go, you then lay me down on the bed. Your hands run unchecked all over my body, learning every curve and hollow. You start kissing my neck and work slowly down my chest , going to each side to leave kisses on each of my breasts. Your tounge darting to each peak, teasing me until I can't stand it. I arch my back trying to get closer to you, but you keep moving further away. Your breath is hot on my skin, goosebumps cover my bare skin as you get closer to it. Your hands slide down my sides, working down to my knees as you slide to the inside of my thighs. They move closer to my center, but not quite touching yet. You start kissing down my stomach, working closer to where your hands are, my back arches high and my knees part hoping to feel you touch me. You move to place your body between my legs and run

Hit The Floor
On a recent weekend in Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dining room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. "I'll be right back and we'll go to eat," she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was big.. very big... an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don't be a bigot, they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn't read her mind - but God, they had to know what she was thinking! Her hesitation about joining them in the elevator was all too obvious now. Her face was flushed. She couldn'

My Dicshinairy
HEIDI - noun. Greeting. HIRE YEW - complete sentence. Remainder of greeting. Usage: "Heidi, hire yew?" BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." BAMMER - noun. The state west of Jawjuh. The capitol is Berminhayum. Usage: "A tornader jes went through Bammer an' lef $20,000,000.00 in improvements." THANK - verb. Ability to cognitively process. Usage: "Ah thank ah'll have a bare." BARE - noun. An alcoholic beverage made of barley, hops an yeast. Usage: "Ah thank ah'll have a bare." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ra

About My Dad
My mom called me today. She told me that she had to rush my dad to the emergency room last night cuz he couldn't breathe. They said he has bronchitist and its only getting worse cuz he also has Conjestive Heart Failure. I am still a little shocked by this all. I mean those words sounds so bad. Mom says he will be ok with the medication he was supposed to be taking before all this happened. He promised her he would take it, but I know my dad, he won't do it. I mean not less then a year ago he told me he wanted to die. This is just tearing me up, I don't know what to think. I want to go and talk to my dad and yell at him but mom says no, he is fine. I think she is just making excuses for him. I mean the man was a drunk since he was 14. He was suppossed to quit drinking years ago because of his heart problems and his diabetes. He does not take care of himself at all, and I don't know how much mom really cares and stuff. This is just killing me inside. I mean even though me

This Week
It started out great but has gotten absolutely hideous..with no one to blame but myself.. I really wanna vent about it.. but there is a ton of insanity and drama involved and don't think I wanna drag any of you down into it. So send me a drink or a hug.. I really need it now.

Questions!!
[One] Who was your last 3 texts from? i dont know i havent gotten a text in a long time [Two] Where was your default picture taken? im not sure [Three] What's your middle name? marie [Four] Your current relationship status? Taken! [Five] Does your crush like you back? hell yes he does [Six] What is your current mood? back hurts and i want something sweet and chocolate [Seven] What's your mom's maiden name? daily [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? purple [ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? Fuck yeah. [Eleven] Where was the last place, out of town, that you went to? kewanee [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? nope [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? Cuss, sex, eat brownies [Fourteen] Do you have a fondness for gnomes? no, effing creepy garden freaks [Fifteen] Who can you tell anything to? steve and jessica [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? I don't know anyone. [Sev

Northern In The South
* The North has sun-dried toe-mah-toes, The South has 'mater samiches. * The North has coffee houses, The South has Waffle Houses. * The North has double last names, The South has double first names. * The North has Ted Kennedy, The South has Jesse Helms. * The North has an ambulance, The South has an amalance. * The North has Indy car races, The South has stock car races. * The North has Cream of Wheat, The South has grits. * The North has green salads, The South has collard greens. * The North has lobsters, The South has crawdads. * The North has the Rust belt, The South has the Bible belt. * If you run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in a four-wheel drive pickup truck with a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't try to help them, just stay out of their w

So Facken Tired
i am so facken tired of ppl walking on me that its not funny... i have ppl here and irl that walk on me for this and that... i get asked to do this or that and then when i need help poof noone is around at all... so f**k it... im done... i guess if ya need something done .. do it yourself... that way ya can figure out how ppl who have been doing it for you have had to do it for you and for everyone else that wont do their own shit!... so have fun ppl.. im not a f**ken door mat anymore for anyone

Random Questions
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 23. 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? yep getting married in december 3. What do you look forward to most in the next two months? getting married & getting a job 4. Who was the last person you called? um my mom 5. Who was the last person to call you? mom 6. Who was the last person to text you? jessica 7. Sex, sex, sex, sex? yes 8. What were you doing at midnight last night? I was watching tv and eating chips 9. Parents separated/together? Seperated. 10. Last time you saw your dad? when i was ten 11. What happened at 10:00 am? i was sleeping 12. How many states have you visited? 10 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet 15. Are you a social person? no 16. What was the last thing you ate? fudge 17. Favorite ice cream? Cookie dough. 18. What is your favorite dessert? brownies!! 19. What kind of jelly do you like on your peanut butter sandwich? im allergic

My Crystal Blue Eyes
My Blue Crystal Eyes I am sad and lonely with out my baby. I miss her blue crystal eyes. Looking at me, Believing in me trusting in me. When i am there she is there. My life is lonely without her. Her blue crystal eyes. I am not the same, Dont feel the same, Seeing the world in a sad way without my blue crystal eyes I Love you with all my heart and i will never ever stop. I love you and miss you so much my blue crystal eyes...

Someone Tell Me Why?
What is it in life that they are givers and takers? I give and i give and i dont ask much in return!!!! People take me forgranted Dont get me wrong i do get tired of it!! But i still try.... I dont know why but i do..... I am at the end of my FUCKING rope One man can only take so much!!!! And i cant take no more!!!! Not saying i am perfect...... But i try to be..... Everyone knows me knows that i will help Walk to hell and back with most people.....Most not all Everyone should help the ones that help them!!! But i guess that is just not going to

Project Dumped In Lap
Greetings and salutations. Welcome to my first blog on fubar.com. Unfortunately, to those out there, this is not a blog where I would, via type on screen, verbally rape myself, let alone say anything even near the sort. Today's blog entry is nothing more than a rant on a project given to me. The newspaper I work for is changing the size of its paper from various forms down to a leaner, uniform size, as well as changing the size of plates needed to print all the lovely text and pictures onto said paper. This may sound not much, but there's a bit here than one would see. We have the individual page templates used on our various publications- from our 6-day paper, one weekly hispanic paper, 5 classified "shoppers", and three weekly newspapers from another office, to the all sorts of extra publications from schools and nonesuch that we print. Then there are the templates that are used to put pages together and lay it all out on a particular size plate, and there's more than quite a f

Sitting Alone
Sitting Alone " Better Days" Sitting alone thinking of you, Thinking about better days. Sitting alone dreaming of you. Dreaming about better days. Sitting alone wondering if you are being true. Thinking about better days. Sitting alone thinking of you. Thinking about younger days. Sitting here wasting my time. Thinking about wasted days. 18 years gone. Wondering where they went. Thinking about wasted days. There are few in between. Wasting my time and better days. I have lost my way. Help me back to the better days. Sitting alone thinking of you, Thinking about better days. Sitting alone dreaming of you. Dreaming about better days. Sitting alone wondering if you are being true. Thinking about better days. Danny 9-28-06

So Where Do We Go?
So where do we go? Lost in time without you.. Split between you and my feelings... All my life lost in a dream... But there is no place for me.. Even in my dreams.. I feel lost and confused... She is my life my demise... She is in my vains... She is my blood.. She is my heart.. She is my demise.. My heart is broken.. And she aint gone yet... So i try and continue on.. Trying has hard as i can.. Demise Demise Demise.... She will be gone... It is in her nature to leave.. I see it but i dont want to... Its the way she treats me.... The way she does me.. The actions speak louder than her words.. So do i fight her and hope she see's the love? Or do i give up.... I am already tired.. My heart and soul cant take the hurt... I cant take the hurt..... I guess it is good.... Because i am the man that i am.. But i always pick the wrong ones... Hopeing she would be diffent... Or is it a dream... That i am trying to bring to real life.. I know what i want... But

~marvelous Day~
One of my best friends in the whole world, "Chris" come to Vegas today, and we spent the entire day shopping, and goofing off in SIN CITY. Started out upgrading her MAC with RAM and the newest OS - X and then she took me to "PF CHANG'S" a Chinese Bistro here in Vegas that is simply delicious - have leftovers in the fridge that i can't wait to wrap my mouth around. P.F. Chang's The neat part of the day - Chris is a singer, a karaoke singer, and not just a "singer"...she preforms with all her heart, and can actually SING - it's her passion, and it's apparent in her delivery. When she sings, my socks fly off, and my dimples cave in to endless smiles and gaping grins that just can't be beat. Today, while between malls, she spotted a out of the way Karaoke store, and screamed for me to stop - i dove into the parking lot, and 30 mins later, she's got a handful of new cd's. No sooner then we are back on the street, she has the cd in the player and is belting out her songs - all to my

Wtf!!!!!!!!!
OK THIS SUCKS I JUST GOT STUCK HERE ON THIS SITE FOR 25 MINUTES WITH BOUNCER FLAGS NO JOKE I WAS TRYING TO RATE TWO PAGES AND EVERY TIME THE BOUNCERS CAME UP THIS WENT ON OVER 50 TIMES UNTIL I SIGNED OUT AND REOPENED A NEW BROWSER I GOT IT ABOUT ANOTHER 5 TIMES BEFORE THE FUBAR BOUNCERS ALLOWED ME TO THE PAGES WTF!!!!!!!!! BABY J THIS SITE SUCKS MORE AND MORE EVERY DAY THE FUN HAS GONE FROM HERE AS I AM SURE A LOT OF PEOPLE AGREE WHAT USED TO BE A RELAXING AND FUN PLACE HAS BECOME NOTHING MORE THEN A HINDRANCE AND ANNOYANCE SO I SAY ITS THEM OR US EITHER BOUNCER CHECKS GO (OR BECOME LESS OF A PROBLEM) OR I AM OUT OF HERE I CAN STILL CHAT AND CATCH UP WITH MY FRIENDS ON OTHER SITES EG FACEBOX, MYSPACE, NETVIBE, IMUV ECT OR EVEN THROUGH MY OWN WEBSITE WHICH YOUS FUCKS WONT EVEN ALLOW ME TO POST THE URL TO TALK ABOUT NAZI RULE OR WHAT!!!!!! SO HITLER OH SORRY I MEAN BABY J! ITS TIME FOR SOME CHANGE HERE OR I CAN GUARANTEE YOU! THE NUMBERS WILL DROP. PLEASE IF YOU AGREE W

Tattoo Questions
1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? Nope. 2. When did you get your first tattoo 20 3. What was your first tattoo? ying yang symbol on my rist 4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? physically its the one on my breast but otherwise i think all of them are close to my heart in their own way. 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? No. 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? No. 7. Do you have anyone’s name tattooed on you? Nope. 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? toss up between my chest and the top of my foot 9. How many tattoos do you have? 5 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed? yep i want more 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? nope 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? No. 13. Which one took the longest? my arm, it took about 3 hours 14. What is the biggest tattoo that you have and how long did it take? My arm bc it covers from

Musica Nocturna: M4ch1n35p34k V1.0 Playlist 11/11/07
A7IE - The Cage (X-Mix by X-Fusion) SKINNY PUPPY - PolitikiL TAU FACTOR - Motionless (Stasis Remix by PreEmptive Strike 0.1) NOIZ + ZILENTH - Immortal AGONOIZE - A Crippled Mind VIRTUAL EMBRACE - The Game ANGELS ON ACID - Nowhere To Run NOISUF-X - Orgasm ADAM - The Perfect Day To Die FGFC820 - Society SPINEFLESH - Destructive Logik X-RX - Drugs & Violence ALTER DER RUINE - Duck & Cover TERRORFAKT - Crown of Thorns FABRIKC - X3 KRIMINAL MINDS - You Are Nothing PSYCLON NINE - Better Than Suicide TYSKE LUDDER - Canossa (Noisex Zechedesschlafendenhundes Remix) NACHTMAHR - Deus Ex Machina GRENDEL - New Flesh GOD MODULE - False Pretense COMBICHRIST - This Shit Will Fuck You Up MENTICIDE - Painkiller DIE SEKTOR - When Porcelain Bleeds CONTAMINANT - Misleader ENDIF - Crackpipe ESA - Devoted Contortions (Scrap.edx Remix) KIEW - Exit FRONT LINE ASSEMBLY - Plasticity SCHALLFAKTOR - Zukunft THE RETROSIC - The Lucky Ones FUNKER VOGT - Tragic Hero (Haat Klapp Mix) DOL

Mary's Lamb
MARY'S LAMB GOT SUSPENDED Mary's Lamb Think carefully about what you will be reading. This is a new one for me... Mary! had a little Lamb, His fleece was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, The Lamb was sure to go. He followed her to school each day, T'wasn't even in the rule. It made the children laugh and play, To have a Lamb at school. And then the rules all changed one day, Illegal it became; To bring the Lamb of God to school, Or even speak His Name! Every day got worse and worse, And days turned into years. Instead of hearing children laugh, We heard gun shots and tears. What must we do to stop the crime, That's in our schools today? Let's let the Lamb come back to school, And teach our kids to pray!

The Way Things Go
The Way things go...... I dont know why things go the way they do.. I hear that is the way they just go. I am a beliver in your world is what you make it.. You put yourself in bad ways... Then you will be that way until you want out.. Even if you need help getting out.. There are people out there..."Friends" That will help you.. But if you dont want the help no matter how hard they try.. You will be there until you want the help.. Even if that person is trying really hard to help you... And let you know that they love you and wants to help.. It takes two people to make to fuck shit up or to make this better.. And it not always 50/50.. At anytime one person has to carry more than there share.. And thats ok... Because true love will see you two through it.. God knows that i have carried my share of the load.. And i always will as long as you are there to love me.. I am tired and wore out... But i will carry on....Doing what i do....I am me.. Its in me to do it and t

Sex Iq Test
You have a Sexual IQ of 131 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Join Us!! We"re Hott!!
JOIN A HOTT BOMBING TEAM! WE NEED TEAM MEMBERS! WANT A CHANCE TO WIN SOME PRIZES? JOIN A TEAM THAT WILL EVERYTHING IN ITS POWER TO HELP YOU WITH THAT! STOP BY OUR HOMEPAGE AND MEET THE MEMBERS! HOTT BOMBERS@ fubar IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A TEAM MEMBER BUT WOULD LIKE TO HELP, WE COULD USE IT! WE HAVE A TEAM MEMBER IN A CONTEST THAT IS CLOSE! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

The Hits Just Keep On Coming !
So there I was in Walmart this eveing with my kid and we decided to get the little dog some treats, we buy some milk bones and wag them ALL the way home. She brings the dog inside and tries to feed him one of the treats, NO DICE! He ain't trying to hear that noise. He leaves the treat laying on the floor, as he jumps up on her bed I tell her to try to give it to him again. Still nothing. This is starting to get me hot, I spent all that money buying the damn treats and the dog loooks at me like I'm on crack for wanting him to eat them. I tell the dog Scooter ( yes I talked to the dog!) I tell him " I bet if I rubbed one of those treats on yer ass you would eat it!" I tell the kiddo " reach over there and rub one on his butt and see what he does". The little bastard ATE IT! I was sitting there in amazement... I tell her to try it again, same results.HE ATE IT! I wanted to throw up in my mouth a little... that was just gross. So yeah, I just had to share a little of my day with you folks,

Whatever
You're feeling the good energy coursing through your mind now and you can tell that whatever you need to do today should go very well indeed. The more confident you feel, the better it will go! this is bullshit. a kitten died in my engine today and i'm suppose to feel good energy? i'd like to feel a good rum induced sleep. yum. rum and lime jello. and sleep. (something i haven't known in a while)

What Do Teachers Make?
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: "Those who can, do.. Those who can't, teach." To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?" Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) "Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor winner. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental. You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table.) I

Remember What Veteran's Day Means....
It is the VETERAN , not the preacher,who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press.It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial.It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran ,who serves under the Flag, whose coffin is draped with the flag,who gives the protester the freedom he abuses to burn the flag.ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all.

Faery Ring Tea- Magickal- Caution !!!
I decided I'd share the recipe for my Faery Ring Tea. It does have Hallucinates in it.. and technically is illegal if you make it as I do!!! Before you even attempt to gather or collect the mushroom ingredient in this make sure YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GATHERING. It is best to have a well experienced gatherer with you when collecting the mushrooms. DO NOT GATHER RANDOM MUSHROOMS AND THINK THEY ARE ALL SAFE! I've been making this very tea for years and years and I still check double check recheck and check again what I am using for this. I hold NO liability for sharing this recipe with you. There are MANY MANY MANY "Psilo" mushrooms in the world and almost all of them have DEADLY twins. Some of the best wild mushroom guides are - Americanmushrooms.com magic-mushrooms.net shroomery.org You DO NOT have to use "psilo" mushrooms for this tea.. I just do, well frankly because I can :P Also when using herbs of any magical reference make sure you know what exactly you are us

Caboose These Are Awesome Lyrics!
snapcase-Caboose do you know yourself do you know the others can you pull the weight that rides on another's shoulders once you've lost yourself to the acceptance mask well could you find yourself it's not a simple task self-inherence freedom comes from within take a different track it's time to see what you are made of can you expose yourself can you peel off another layer will you make the time the time to control because only you can save yourself only you can save your soul and once you save yourself insecurities will die genuine qualities and true character will shine now that you belong to you what will the others think well, soon they'll follow you you'll see they're all so weak come on can you, let go can you, be you

Life
life is full of suprises, u never know what is going to happen until it is to late, life is just one big rollarcoaster ride with no end the only way off is death, and no one really wants that. but you live and learn and hopefully don't make the same mistakes twice. one peice of advice is listen to your gut it normally don't steer you wrong, and if they do you obviousley you wern't listeneing right. well that is life and it must go on

My Love For U
ok you really want to know what i'm thinking .........you Your lips your arms your smile I am going to lay down and close my eyes and dream of you You are my first thought in the morning and the last thought at night You excite me and stimulate me and bring light in an otherwise dreary day You are affecting my concentration and jumbling my though pattern You heighten my senses and drive me crazy most of the time Its unimaginable the changes you have brought into my life A little poetic? Perphaps but thats all part of who I am and how I express myself. Love is more than just feelings and emotions.........Its the way you look at things and experience them Even if you said goodbye tomorrow I would hold the memories we shared in my heart forever. It is better to have kn

Hellcat My Friend
HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar this lady right here has watched over me , helped me and has acted like a real friend from the start. this is what fubar needs , is people like hellcat. i would like you all to go show this lady some love. she is in my family for a good reason. this is the lady i look out for. she is sweet careing, gentle and loves every one on fubar. i have never heard a bad thing about her. she is loved by so many people on fubar :) HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar

I Am Sorry
SORRY I am sorry I loved you I am sorry I cared I am sorry I waited for you I am sorry that I would die for you still I am sorry that you made me belive you loved me too . I am sorry that you didn't love me . I am sorry that you didn't trust me . I am sorry I changed for you . I am sorry I wanted to make you happy . I am sorry you were my world . I am sorry I didn't do everything perfect . I am sorry you left . I am sorry you didnt give me a chance to show you how much more I could be . I am sorry you moved on . I am sorry you probably forgot about me . I am sorry you don't want me when I still need you . I am sorry we can't at least be friends . I am sorry you erased me from your life . I am sorry for cheating . I am sorry I still think about you every day . I am sorry you will always have a place in my heart . I am sorry I can't forget about you . I am sorry your in my heart and mind whe

What Do I Do?
Ok, here is the story in a nice short version. I like guy, but he is not interested, then he is interested asks me out(i have known him 15 years or so, he is 35 i'm 27 so him not being interested is self preservation at the time lol)I have had a crush on him for forever, so we go out he bought dinner and we talked, we went to a movie and flirted, then we went parking and had some fun till 330am. the next night we went to a private party to have more fun and we had lots of fun.and when it was time for him to leave he stayed for another 30 mins saying good bye to me. i saw him quite a few more times in the following weeks but he never called me back.But when we talked he made several comments about how good a time he had and how nice it was to just chill with me. then yesterday we talked for a while went for a drive(to cold to have fun in a car) but he was dripping hints about comming to my place to chill. I of course needed to clean b4 i could bring him over. and then when i called

I Should Have Known
I should have known you were playing games, I shoulds have known you would forget me when you got your fame, I should have known you weren't the guy for me, I should have known, why didn't I see, I should have known to stay away from you, Now I don't know what to do, I am now a puzzle with missing peices, I should have known that your rage frequently releases, I should have known that you were lying, Thats why I always found myself crying, I should have known you never cared, And because of that i'm no longer scared, Because you made me that much stronger, And you made me that much Wiser

Life
Life is a gift from above, So cherish it with a lot of loyalty and love, Live life to the fullest, And please don't live life to the dullest, Some things in Life might be Dramatic, While other things could be very Tramatic, There are a lot of things in life to learn, Like not to let your dreams crash and burn, Follow through with everything you say, because God could come anytime for Judgment Day, Life is something you hold responsibility for, You not know it but everyday you open a new door, Don't let your life constantly rust and bend, Because sooner or later everyones life has

Pretend "hero"
My friend "can't say who" under threat of deleation! such a sweetheart!, just had a problem with a Wannabe Hero! "I'm in War Hero" type of guy.... you know the type! I have been there and done that! One thing I learned a Looong time ago is that Women are a precious gift to Man and not to take that for granted! If this Character is REALLY in "HERO", he was taught to respect others! If he has a MOTHER, SHE SHOULD HAVE TAUGHT HIM!!!!!!! I'm sorry if I am Venting! I despise "HEROS" that claim things they aren't! If a "HERO" like that ever came across someone who was "there" he should run... WE KNOW who you are! So "HERO" when you "COME BACK FROM THE SANDBOX" come see me.... we can "CHAT" about your "HEROISM"!

Statement At Footabll Game
Statement at Football game This is true.....see Snopes http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/outrage/prayer.htm ----- This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee , by school Principal, Jody McLeod. 'It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country.' Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it 'an alternate lifestyle,' and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, 'safe sex.' If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a 'viable! means o f birth control.' If someone is offend

And She Just Cant Win
I am sorry, but im... i have grown tired of the XY Chromosome Yep i think i am. no point in goin any further in this.. As far as i am concerned... A dildo is worth a thousand male headgames i am a lesbian now

Learn To Laugh
In today's world we all hear bad news everywhere we go. We hear it on the radio, watch it on T.V., read it in the newspaper. We also hear it from friends and loved ones. We don't really take time to look for positive news. News we can laugh at. We take almost everything so seriously, including ourselves, that we don't look for the humor in life. The little things that if we weren't so serious about things, we would find them funny. An example of this was something I did that just hit me funny. I was at a hayride with my wife and one of our granddaughters. While we were eating, I almost dumped my plate. Now, normally I would have been embarrassed, but all I could do was laugh.

Attitude
"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumastances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a church...a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so its with you ....we are in charge of our attitudes."

This Is My New
Yea I only been here for about two week and all, so things aren't the way that I want them yet, it takes a little time for things to happen the way I want them any way. But it is fun not to have anybody telling you what to do and what not to do any more most people know what it is that I'm talking about and if you don't than you haven't grown up yet.

Sincere Apologies To Everyone
Sincere Apologies to Everyone Over the past months I have forwarded funny pictures and jokes to friends who I thought shared the same sense of humour. Unfortunately this wasn't the case and I seem to have upset quite a few people who have accused me of being sexist and shallow. If you were one of these people, please accept my humblest apologies. From now on I will only send emails with a cultural or educational content such as old monuments, nature and other interesting structures. Below is a picture of the Pont Neuf Bridge in Paris. Regards, P.S. For those of you who are interested, Pont Neuf is the oldest bridge in Paris and took 26 years to build. Construction began in 1578 and ended in 1604. 'Le Pont Neuf' is actually made of 2 independent bridges, one with seven arches and the other with five arches. Kind regards

Come Give A Hand Please
Hey everyone...my friend Roe is in her very first contest and needs some help. Please stop by and leave a few comments and rate her pic. Rates are worth 10 comments so even if you can't stay an comment, remember to rate her :) Thanks guys...ya'll are the best!!!! Just click her picture below and you'll go right where you need to be :)

What You See... Is What You Get!!!!
IF YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING SUCCESSFUL, YOU WILL BECOME SUCCESSFUL. IF YOU SEE YOUR LIFE AS A PIECE OF SHIT- YOUR LIFE WILL BECOME A PIECE OF SHIT!!! SOMEONE IS EITHER FOR YOU OR AGAINST YOU-WITH YOU OR WITHOUT YOU - FIND OUT WHAT CATEGORY EACH FRIEND OR LOVED ONE FALLS INTO AND PUT OUT THE TRASH AND WATCH YOUR LIFE CHANGE!!!!!TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE AND BE WEARY OF THE PEOPLE YOU ALLOW IN IT!!!!

Types...
Okay...yes, there are types of vampyres out there. Just not the souless, blood sucking fiends 'o the night that most people THINK we are. Sanguine - Moi. Yes. Me. I drink blood. Its rather...old...persay, but I don't know how to psy feed and it gets the job done. My donors are selected carefully, gone through screenings and tested for everything from AIDS to Herpes and Asprin to Zoloft. There are Psychic Vampyres as well. General psychic vampyre - They feed from your lifeforce, your chi, prana...whatever you want to call it. Ethically, it should be done from a donor as well if you are going to feed from someone directly. There is a whole...thing that goes along with it that I would rather answer in questions then here...makes things easier. Emotional vampyre type 1 - They feed from a certain instilled emotion be it anger, sadness, happiness or even fear. Emotional vampire type 2 - These types are types of people that you generally think are the "drama kings" and "dra

Botanical Warning
Many people exhibit a dangerous tendency to assume that if a plant is used for magical reasons, particularly benevolent ones, it does not also create a physical impact. This is not true, and this assumption can lead to disaster. Botanicals are an holistic power: they affect us simultaneously on spiritual, emotional, magical and physical levels. It is possible to cast word charms, image magic or play with candles and crystals without profound physical effect. This is not so with plants. Plants are the basis of medical knowledge, and even magical plants have a physical effect. Because something has power, doesn't mean it is always the right power for you. For instance, many magic spell sites on the Internet offer directions for protective spell baths featuring the herb rue with nary a health warning, despite the fact that it has abortifacient properties and the British master herbalist Nicholas Culpepper said that he couldn't recommend that a pregnant woman even walk through a room