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Show My Friend Snakeman Lots Of Love
show him there are good friends to meet plz his bulletion on how he has been treated Hi to all :: I was gunna put this into a blog but im soo pissed now i want to take my self . im sick and tired of people naggin me about my snakes and how old I am on this site there are alot of women in this world who like younger and older and vise a versa too . I do nothin but respect each and every 1 of you and every time I rate dont you get a nice comment from me no matter what the pic is?? every sence i been here I have been nagged about my age and my pets im sorry I cant change my age and as for the pets and going into next yr I will have over 100 snakes why does that bother people ?? there are people out there with worse pets then that and I dont say nothin about it and I never will either.. thank you for viewing this but im thinkin hard about this... Jay bmxer@ fubar

Why, Oh Why?????
Okay, so I'm bored, and I got a bone to pick with all (most of...) you fellow meat-swingers. Why does every man think they have to prove their will and might to me??? I really don't care how tough you are, unless you are defending our country somewhere, okay?! I am sick of being talked to like you know me, because nobody ( save for a couple of locals in my town ) on the net knows me personally. It really irks me that some guys come on the net, and talk to me like they are gonna whip my behind and send me to bed without dinner! I have a dad, and I am surrounded in real-life by men that are probably MUCH more badass than you can dream. And then there's myself.... I am not Superman, but sometimes I come close!! I have been in construction all my life, I study mma, and I am 6' and 210lbs of pent-up aggression! I wont say for certain that I can kick your ass, but I can guarantee that you aint kickin mine!! Not to mention that most of you shit talkers couldnt even find my town on a map, let

Oh Well!
Once again I cleaned my friends list. If you find your removed then thats your fault. I want FRIENDS on my list that actually say hi to me every once in awhile. I dont add you on my friends list so I can see how many I can get. I add you hoping to become FRIENDS. I have noticed that the only ones that really rate, comment, or even bother saying hi to me are My Family and for that I love you guys. There are a few people on my Friends list that do bother with me so I thank you too. Didn't want to leave you out :) Love all you guys!

Q's
If you want guys to fill this out repost this as “Guys only” If you want girls to fill this out repost as “Girls only” Would you kiss me? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Already Did ***************************** Do I know you? [] No [] Yes [] Kind of ***************************** Would you hug me? [] Yes [] No [] Already did ***************************** Do you think I would go out with you? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] Will you? ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________________ ***************************** I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next gf or bf [] A friend [] future hubby/wifey ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe ***************************** Do you remember the day we meet? [] Yes [] No [] haven’t meet you **************************** Would you rather... [] Hook up with me []

R.i. P Miller
This blog is dedicated to my fish Miller. He passed on this afternoon. It's so sad cuz yesterday he was his normal fiesty self swimming around in his bowl trying to pick a fight with Jager (my roomie's Fish) in the bowl next to him. Now...he's dead. He will be missed!! In honor of my fish Miller...I would like everyone of my good friends to drink a Miller Lite beer and send a picture of it to me. I will dedicate a photo album to him. Rest in peace my fishy little friend.

Freaker's Ball
I heard that Freaker's Ball rocked hard last night! For all of those living in KC who missed it will me, we just have to catch the next one!! Listen up musicians!! Musician's Friend has some awesome deals out right now so go check us out on www.musiciansfriend.com! Give us a call so we can get your holiday orders in on time. Busy season is upon us so we will be hectic. I'm not sure what hours I am working yet but I will keep everyone updated!!

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I 'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. A

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Ok ya'll .. I'm in a rating sort of mood. If you'd like some rates - Let me know. I even have some 11's to give out. Tons of stash rates. I'm about to go grab a shower real quick - when I get back .. I'll start hittin up the pages that ask for the help.

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Mudvayns, Dig
Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I am Rearranging Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I was Slowly changing I Would love to beat the face Of any mother fucker that's thinking they can change me White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold If you're wanting a piece of me I broke the mother fucking mold I'm drowning In your wake Shit rubbed In my face Teething On concrete Gums bleeding Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I am Rearranging Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I was Slowly changing I Struggle in violated space Sell out mother fuckers in the biz that try to fuck me Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight I ain't selling my soul when there's nothing to buy I'm livid In my space Pissing In my face Fuck you While you try To fuck me Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I am Rearranging Dig Bury me Underneath Everything that I was You ain't fucking changing Me Dig Dig Dig D

My Opinions......
well, my first blog, so please be kind. my spelling is not always correct, and i have a nasty habit of saying WHATEVER comes into my head, so it doesn't always make sense. oh well. you always have the option of clicking the mouse, and making me go away. which leads me to the point of this. here goes.... i have found hours of great entertainment in the mumms. I have become a regular, and have had some great fun in there, as well as great conversations. But, as of late, some folks have taken it upon themselves to inform me that i possess an overabundance of stupidity, and I am apparently very closed-minded. I wish to inform everyone that this is DEFINATELY not the case! Quite the contrary. I used to be very liberal ( I AM an artist, for Pete's sake! ), and participate in the whole " protest the establishment" thing. I believed that everyone is equal, and should be treated equally. I wanted to save the planet, and i joined and/or helped create organizations to further the causes that i

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ive got this song in my head. prolly cuz...its delightfully fitting to so many things. yet i cant think of who sings the song... go figure. thats ok tho. i'll look it up later n figure it out. cuz im good like that. so on that note... i think i'll just leave you with the snippet of lyrics rattling around my brain. *music note* we dont need, who you are. we dont need, who you think you are. *end note* peace'd asshats.

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28 October 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, October 28: Someone near and dear knows your moods better than you do -- and man is that annoying to you! This revelation makes you seriously consider cashing in your chips and starting over.

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Movie Review:terminator 3-rise Of The Machines (2003)
This marks the second time that Arnold S. plays his Terminator role as a good guy. Plot: "John Connor is now in his 20's, and a female terminator, called T-X or Terminatrix, is after him. Another T-101 is sent back through time to protect John once again on the verge of the rise of the machines." (IMDB.Com) Likes: Great action scenes.; Fully explains to coming war that will start off between mankind and robots. Dislikes: Arnold S. isn't as funny as he is in "Terminator 2-Judgment Day". Rated R for strong sci-fi violence and action, and for language and brief nudity. Kid's Caution: Pretty violent for kids. I give it 2 1/2 stars. Needs more humor to go with the action.

Movie Review: Transformers-the Movie (1986)
They're more than meets the eye. Plot: "The Autobots must stop a colossal planet consuming robot who is after the Autobot Matrix of Leadership. (IMDB.Com) Likes: A great mix of combat scenes, dialogue and music that drives the story along at a good pace. Dislikes: The animation is ok for a feature film.; Having Optimus Prime killed off. Rated PG for mild language and tons of space violence. Kid's Caution: Very violent; Shows favorite characters being killed off quickly. I give it 3 1/2 stars. Good film, but could have had better animation.

Random Survey
1. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? didnt take pics together, but I have pics of her 2. Who's the last person you had a sleepover with? who knows how long ago that was 3. Do you swear often? Yes 4. Are you crushing? YES!!! 5. When was the last time you cried? Last night 6. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel? I do a lot 7. Are you ashamed of your past? Yes 8. Where does your grandma live? Indiana 9. Anyone close to you ever died? Yes 10. Who's always there for you unconditionally? My best friends mom 11. What is your favorite TV show? idk 12. What was the last song you downloaded? Don't wanna miss a thing by aerosmith 13. Who was the last person you yelled at? ummmmm 14. What was the last compliment you recieved? That I am a sweetheart 15. Do you have a laptop? Not yet 16. Are you going on vacation in the summer? lol prob not 17. Do you ride roller coasters? Haven't yet but I want to 18. When was the last time you saw your best friend? at her wedding

Movie Review: Fear Dot Com (2002)
Horror hits the cyber age in this internet thriller. Plot: A city health inspector and a detective look into the deaths of various people who have died after logging in on a reality website. Likes: The cinematography was interesting to watch.; Had a solid ending. Dislikes: Not very original since it seemed like a "The Ring" (2002) rip-off. Rated R for nudity, language and scenes of torture. Kid's Caution: Not for Children. I gave it 2 stars. Liked the cinematography, but could have been more original.

"what Men Shouldnt Say To A Woman"
For several years, a man was having an affair with an Italian woman. One night, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said. The wife obeyed and watch ed as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghett

Movie Review: Boogeyman (2005)
An aged old fright that terrorizes children comes alive in this film. Plot: A young man battles the supernatural as he tries to find out the truth behind his dad's disappearance. Likes: A good pace with a good set up.; Not too predictable with a good amount of scares.; It mildly reminded me of "Nightmare on Elm Street" (1984). Dislikes: The characters are under-developed so much that they are uninteresting. Rated PG-13 for scenes of horror/terror and partial nudity. Kid's Caution: It scared my youngest child (8 yo), but not my older son (11 yo). But there was no excessive gore, violence or sexuality. I give it 2 1/2 stars. It is an interesting film full of uninteresting characters.

Nooo More Pictures!!
Soo...I was uploading some pictures to my fubar site last night and got the little message that states that I am out of room. I ended up deleting some, but there isn't much room left. I know I am getting close to leveling, but I dont think you get that many more pics when you level. Soo...I was considering getting a VIP, but I dont know if I want to spend the money on it or if I will even like it. Maybe I will just have to stop loading pictures. Would that make you sad?? Any opinions???

Movie Review: Herbie Fully Loaded (2005)
Note: This is a movie that I have not seen all the way through, but I have seen in enough pieces to comment on it. Plot: A young racer rebuilds "Herbie the Love Bug" into a NASCAR champ. Likes: A family film that has plenty of laughs that kids like.; A typical Disney film in which the good guys (or in this case good girl) wins and the bad guys don't. Dislikes: Too cute for me to watch. Rated G since there is nothing bad for kids in it. Kids Caution: None My kids give it 4 stars. In fact they love watching it a lot. I give it 2 stars since I can barale stand watching it.

Chief Says
The Indian Chief stood on the corner, solemnly. He watched passing foot traffic, and when an exceptionally beautiful woman would walk by, he would raise his right hand, and say, "Chance." Each woman would give him a look, and walk on, until one woman stopped, turned around, walked bck tothe chief, and said, "Pardon me, Chief, but I thought indians said 'how'." The Chief looked at her and said, "Me knowum how, me wantum chance."

Movie Review: Cellular (2004)
The cell phone has come to age in our society as it stars in this thriller. Plot: A young man tries to save a family from some dirty cops after receiving a cell phone call. Likes: A nice commentary on good and bad aspects that cell phones bring to modern life.; A good pace with enough set-up, action and dialogue to keep the story moving.; Decent acting that made the characters come across very realistically. Dislikes: Some parts are just one long chase scene that could have been shorten some. Rated PG-13 for violence, terror situations, language and some sexual references. Kid's Caution: There is a lot of bad language in it, but the violence is about average and the sexual references are only jokes. I give it 3 stars. It is one of the better action thrillers that I have seen. It just needed to have one less car chase to make it better.

Sounds Of The Night
Passions revealed, desires sedated, never once believed, such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost, desire now greed, no estatic long nights, just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances, on satin smooth skin, through the night we languish, in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner, alone to test our will, champaine on ice , inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth, our only light, yet hold back the urges, as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair, a masage designed to please, your breathing grows soft, a sensual tease. Lips finally meet, so tender and hoping, tounges intertwine, searching not groping. Finger tips trace, from your neck down your spine, awakening nerves the pleasure , devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin they show, no rush no hurry all night, to take it slow. A trail of kisses, the soft backs of knees, bodys aching yearning, eager to please. By the

Movie Review: The Forgotten (2004)
A grieving parent's nightmare comes true in this suspense movie. Plot: A mother is the only one remembering a dead child that everyone has forgotten. Likes: A good use of a slower pace to tell the story.; The movie is filmed a very dark scenery to give a nightmare appearance.; Some good acting all around by everyone.; A good storyline. It is like a two-hour "X-Files" episode but without Mulder and Scully. Dislikes: The film is so dark that it is hard to see the details at times.; Not really a scary movie to watch. Rated PG-13 for intense thematic material, some violence and brief language. Kid's Caution: Not really scary nor lots of bad language.; Kids might find it boring to watch. (It put my wife to sleep three times.) I give it 2 1/2 stars. It has a good story if you can stay awake to see it all.

Pet Diary's
DOG DIARY: 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! CAT DIARY : Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I

Movie Review: Doom (2005)
The great shot-em up video game becomes a feature film with The Rock. Plot: Marines sent to investigate what went wrong on a space station, only to face a far greater evil unlike any other. (IMDB.Com) Likes: It expands a very simple "man versus the monsters" storyline by fleshing out the game.; It honors the game by using some of its basic elements as plot points.; It is like seeing a futuristic version of Predator (1987). Dislikes: Somewhat of a slow story pace.; Filmed with very dark lighting for a more scary effect that keeps you from seeing the action. Rated R for strong violence/gore, language and nudity. Kids Caution: Not for Children. Out of four stars, I give it two and half stars. It honors the video game well, but could have been filmed so you can see the action better.

Movie Review: Die Another Day (2002)
Here is a James Bond movie I caught on CBS a while back. Plot: It's up to James Bond to discover the connection between a North Korean terrorist and an adventurous diamond broker whose looks may be deceiving. (IMDB.Com); Also Bond has to try to see who set him up on a failed mission. Likes: It shows that even Bond can get captured and tortured like other intell agents.; A good steady pace with right amount of action and bedroom scenes.; Has some good acting by all the major and minor characters.; The new Q pays tribute to the old Q in a nostalgic scene involving old Bond movie gadgets.; Halle Berry plays an US Double-O agent that is a good foil to Bond's personality. Dislikes: A much more darker movie with little humor.; Bond is shown to be a little too human. He is almost an anti-hero.; Seemed long at 133 minutes. Rated PG-13 for action violence and sexuality.; It is at the same level of violence and sex as the other Bond films. Kids Caution: Not for kids under 13. Some

Movie Review: Angels With Dirty Faces (1938)
Today I would like to review a classic gangster drama that in its own way has a happy ending. I have always found this movie uplifting. Plot: The boyhood friends of Fr. Jerome 'Jerry' Connelly and gangster William 'Rocky' Sullivan meet up again after 15 years apart. While Rocky tries to get back into his mob family, Fr. Jerry tries to save him and a gang of young thugs from a life of crime. In the end, Rocky finds a way to be a good example for his young fans. Likes: The film has two main points. 1. That any of us can have a life of good or bad depending on our choices. 2. No matter what one does in his/her life, they can still redeem him/herself at the end of it.; Great acting by all.; Has scenes of humor and drama that is emphasized by the lighting and cinematography. Dislikes: None Rated PG for violence. Kid's Caution: While a bit gritty, it is a good lesson for older kids about how life can be tough. This classic movie gets 4 stars. It is worth renting or watching

Movie Review: Dirty Dancing (1987)
A classic 80's movie that reminded us how growing up in the early 1960's wasn't so easy. Plot: A coming-of-age tale of a young girl during a summer that would teach about life, love and dance. Likes: Great music and dance number that aren't too much to make the film a music video.; Shows the reality of growing up in changing times.; Lots of great supporting roles that drive the plot along. Dislikes: A bit sappy at times with a unrealistic ending. Rated PG-13 for Adult Themes and Language Kids' Caution: Not for children under 13 since it tackles the themes of abortion, sexuality and mature love. Out of four stars, I give it three stars. I loved the music but could have gone with a more realistic ending.

Space Rocks
Space rocks go under the hammer Some of the world's most famous meteorites are going under the hammer at a New York auction house in what is said to be the first sale of its kind. The pieces are drawn from collections across the world and many examples are richly coloured and intricately patterned. Price estimates range from $1.1m (£0.53m) for a 13-kilo (29-pound) piece to pebbles worth a few hundred dollars. Some of the lots for sale at Bonham's fell to Earth thousands of years ago. Only one is documented as having made a fatal impact. The fatality, in the case of the Valera Meteorite which hit a field in Venezuela in 1972, was a cow. "It's very rare to have a meteorite actually impact a living being... so now that particular meteorite is considered to be collectible," Bonhams meteorite specialist Claudia Florian told the BBC's Radio Five Live. Another piece in the 54-lot auction of "fine meteorites" comes from the l'Aigle Shower of 1803 in Normandy, France -

Movie Review: Forrest Gump (1994)
This is a visual classic as it combines real footage of past historical figures into a modern film. Plot: Forrest Gump goes though life interacting with history as he tries to stay close to his girl Jenny. Likes: It shows the ups and downs of American history through the unbias eyes of an innocent. This perspective shows how crazy things were from the late 1950's to the late 1980's without passing any judgment on the times.; Great acting by all characters.; A very moving storyline and subplot that you get wrapped in. Dislikes: It at times is almost a historical music video that overtakes the film's storyline.; Jenny is a total bitch that everyone sees but Forrest. I hated her myself. Rated PG-13 for Language, Sexuality and War-related Violence. Kids' Caution: Young kids may not really understand this film, but it would be a great film for older kids to learn about US History for an unique point of view. Out of four stars, I give it 3 1/2 stars. Great story that could

Samhain Plans
Usually since my parents hate the cold and my niece and nephews are either trick or treating or at halloween parties I pass out candy to the goblins and ghouls and the occassional pretty princess that shows up at the door but this year I'm doing something new. Samhain is the one time of the year when the viel between this world and the others are open. When the mist between this world and the world of the fae have parted. After all the festivities have died down (all the kiddies go home cause its a school nightlol) I will set up my alter as I normally would on this night accept this year somethign new will be added...a scrying mirror. Candles will be lit, the circle will be caste and I'll recite a blessing overthe mirror and over the entire scrying session. I plan to be out of my body for a while that night. I feel a pull this year, stronger than the years past. Maybe it's all the things thats been happening, I don't know, I just know I need to go... So if I'm not around

Killed In Action For N.j. Crete , May,1941
His chair at the table , empty, His home cloths hanging in rows forlorn, his baseball bat and cap , his riding cane, the new suit he had not worn. his dogs, restless, with tourtured ears listening for his swift, light tread upon the path. AND over there ---- his guitar! hush!hold your tears !!!! this does apply to today also

Movie Review: Oliver & Company (1988)
This is Walt Disney's musical version of Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens. Instead of being set in London, England UK, it is set in New York, NY USA. Plot: Oliver, a kitten, gets caught up in a group of golden hearted dogs. They work together to save a little girl. Likes: Uses the voice talents of Joey Lawrence, Billy Joel, Bette Midler and a few more to make the characters come alive.; Has a good musical score full of fun and inspiring songs.; A good happy ending for all. Dislikes: The animation isn't too thrilling nor groundbreaking. Rated G since it is your basic Disney family film. Kids' Caution: Great for kids of all ages. Out of four stars, I give it 3 1/2 stars. Great songs and storyline, but with no thrills animation.

How Good Am I
You Are 52% Good You are a fairly good person. You strive to live a moral life whenever possible. You are usually kind, generous, and loyal. However, you do have a dark side that even you may not see. When it comes down to ethical decisions, you tend to take the path of least resistance. So you may end up lying, cheating, or engaging in other bad behavior... because it's just easier to do so. You are also probably: Conflicted and confused about the current course of your life Right now you are on track to being: A slightly crooked politician To be a better person: Break one bad habit - whether it's telling white lies or spending too much money. How Good Are You?

Movie Review: The Four Feathers (1939)
I saw this film on Turner Movie Classics. I found it interesting enough that now I wish to see the 2002 version. Plot: A British army officer resigns his commission, and is marked a coward by his four close friends. He then sets out to redeem himself. Likes: It shows the honor-driven British army towards the end of the 19th century in all its glory.; It is very pretty visually with both it scenes of grand parties and battles. Dislikes: It is never really explained how the main character (Lt. Harry Faversham) is too cowardly to command his troops, but is brave enough to undergo a much dangerous mission to save his friends.; The ending is rushed after such a great set-up. Rated PG for battlefield violence and very mild language. Kid's Caution: Nothing too unnerving for a kid to watch. Kids may find it boring because there are a few slow moments. Out of 4 stars, I give it 3 stars. A pretty film about the British army, but is uneven in explaining and ending the story.

Movie Review: Fantastic 4 (2005)
As a kid, I always thought the "Fantastic Four" comic was the best. It showed how friendship and teamwork could united strength, stealth, speed and stretchability into an incredible fighting force. This film does this and more. Plot: Four superpowered researchers unite to battle an evil threat that is determined to destroy them. Likes: A good build-up and back story that shows how accidental normal people become superheroes.; Good special effects for all the stunts and superpowers.; Has a good pace. Dislikes: Has a predictable story line that leads into a sequel.; I think Mr. Fanastic/Dr. Richards could have been better casted with Jeff Goldblum. Rated PG-13 for sequences of intense action, and some suggestive content. Kid's Caution: I found nothing really alarming that a child might be scared by. It was no violent than any cartoon on now. Out of four stars, I give it three stars. I like the build-up to the climax, but the story was predictable.

He's Amazing.
the guy i'm currently dating is pretty great. he talked with me over the phone until 5 this morning. he likes to talk, which is good because i like to listen, and these are some of the things he said to me last night: 1-he thinks i'd get along with his mom more than i will his dad because i'm such a nice person and so's his mom. 2-he said he's pro-choice- but it's not that, if he got a girl pregnant, he wouldn't want the baby, but it's not his body. 3-apparently, his friend allie says i've changed him. when i asked him what she meant he said that he's nicer to other people now that he's with me. and then there's the things he says about me... which, to be honest, i've heard them all before, (i have a smile that lights up a room, i have beautiful eyes, etc), but it's still sweet. i love it when he makes me laugh too. but enough about that. i have things to do, in a manner of speaking. later.

Movie Review: Final Destination Iii (2006)
Can we cheat death? What happens when we do? According to this film, Death catches up to you. Plot: A couple of high school kids try to figure out who is die next in a group of students who didn't die when they were supposed to. Likes: Great special effects. A good steady pace that is not predictable. A good triology ending film. Dislikes: The deaths are full of gore that isn't needed. The high school aged characters are played by actors who look barely college-aged. Rated R for strong horror violence/gore, language and some nudity. Kids Caution: Not for kids at all. (The death scenes would even give me nightmares.) Prequel/Sequel News: This film is proceeded by Final Destination (2000) and Final Destination II (2003). Out of four stars, I give it 2 1/2 stars. The effects are great, but it could have used less gore.

Movie Review: Teen Titans-trouble In Tokyo (2006)
The Teen Titans are a collection of teenaged superheros consisting of BeastBoy, Cyborg, Starfire, Raven and Robin (Batman's sidekick). This is the first movie featuring them. Plot: The Teen Titans go off to Tokyo, Japan to hunt a crimelord and his ninja warriors. Likes: It explores new areas of the personalities of the main characters, especially the relationship between Robin and Starfire. It has a good fast pace with twists you will not expect. Dislikes: No new ground in animation is covered like it usually is in animated movies based on animated tv shows. It also takes a while for the story to develop. This film is Not Rated, but I would say it is a PG film. There is lots of violence and a death scene. Kid's Caution: Kids 10 and up would not be scared by it. Prequel/Sequel News: None at this time. Out of 4 stars, I give it 2 1/2 stars. I think if it had newer animation along with its good storyline, then it would have been better.

Movie Review: Poseidon (2006)
1970's disaster movies are revisited in this remake of The Poseidon Adventure (1972) that combined an all-star cast with a life-or-death escape on the high seas. This new version uses a modern all-star cast with a bit more campier storyline. Plot: A modern cruise ship is overturned by a giant wave, and a small group of passengers fight to get out to safety by working together. Likes: Good special effects with explosions and semi-gorie death scenes.; The underwater camera work is great. Used a lot of "Hollywood magic" to keep the overall story going.; The kid character of Conor James provided the best scenes for both laughs and bravery. Dislikes: The acting and dialogue was campy at times by the montley crew of actors.; The writers had a hard time making the individual sub-story lines believable. (For example: Emmy Rossum was too old looking and/or Kurt Russell too young looking to be father and daughter.); It was pretty predictable, but the path they followed wasn't. Rated

Guilt Feelings Are After The Fact>what We Feel>>
I for one know this , We do or say a wrong thing then guilt sets in..> we must remember we have chosen to do or say ; what is best to get on with living..> we must try to not answer in rage or haste ; But try to think the situiation thru before , we reply to another person. We must make a decision based on what well we feel is right, and that all can live with and get thru the problems of everyday life. Life is never easy but , its a great life , if we choose the best as we think it is to be. , we are only human and at times make grave mistakes , then forgivness is needed . hugs all diana

*whew* Dont Forget To Tip The Paperboy!
This by far was the most challenging daily post yet ... I mean I've made* indivual comments for 35 people that didnt take the time & effort that the "Sunday spotlight" *made as in drew/created I'll give the paper a month, if it doesnt show some interest from people I'll scrap it, Its just TOO much work for just a few . . . although I love the few that notices! I really need help from those who like it ... By reposting the bullentin - It gives it more exposure & a chance at life. I just want to see how it goes, I got a lot of things that can be done & pages to add to it each week. The next few weeks I will include letters to the editor & Comics! Also need writers! The "Whats Fu" is going to be for ANYONE who wants to contribute. Funny stories - screen shots are welcome! The whole page is for EVERYONE else! -Yeah U Fu- I'll have editorial weekly, so that & the spotlight is all the space I need ... The stories will be linked to YOUR stash/blog/piture ..

Depressed
Just so you all know that Jason and I are I guess no longer together. This is a very very hard time for me, I won't be here much but you can find me at myspace ( see my previous blogs for the addresses) Thanks to all, I love you ` Heather

Movie Review: The Green Mile (1999)
Based on the series of short stories by Stephen King, it took me three different sittings to see this film completely. And it was worth it. Plot: A possibly wrongly convected death row inmate can bring life back to the dead and dying during his last days in the 1930's. Likes: A great mix of major and minor characters that enrich the overall storyline of life on death row.; Good acting by all actors.; A steady pace that takes time to examine every character and his/her situation.; Only uses flashbacks when needed. Dislikes: It doesn't recognize the racial problems that would exist with a Black inmate on a mostly White death row. So it does have less authenticity . Rated R for violence, language and some sex-related material. There is a very scary death scene of an inmate on the electric chair. Kid's Caution: I have seen both the edited and unedited versions of this film. Neither are for kids because there are situations dealing with child rape and murder, and animal cruel

Me
Some people have left me comments that flash or scroll with bright colors It's not that Im unappreciative I am But Im seizure-prone due to my birth defect so bright colors in text and flashing graphics bother my eyes and head Just wanted to tell people now Thanks for understanding and I hope you do now I promise Im not upset

Movie Review: The Incredibles (2004)
Superhero movies come and go, but few look at what happens after the cape and mask is retired like this film does. For a kids film, there is much for adults to enjoy too. Plot: After nearly 15 years of forced retirement, a married superhero couple fights to save their family and the world from a super-villain out for revenge. Likes: Great animation.; Seeing how former superheroes adjust to "normal" life and deal with everyday problems makes a very interesting minor storyline.; It was more like watching a cross between a "James Bond" film and True Lies (1994) with a few adult themes and a bad guy who will kill anyone.; Each character is both defined by both his/her superpower and his/her individuality. Dislikes: The baby character of Jack-Jack is barely used. It is only towards the end of the film that we learn of his superpowers. Rated PG for action violence. But also sex and adultry are lightly mentioned. Kids Caution: Nothing really scary. Older kids will pick up on th

I Feel Like Bitching
when i log on to this fuckin site i look and see who added pics so i can rate them well most of them depending how many days i was not on for anyways ill hang out on this site 30 -45 mins rateing pics and shit then go do my thing the thing that i cant figure out is i got over 860 friends ha ha so called friends other then maybe one or two i acually talk to now not even on a weekly basis i been pounding pics up on this fuckin site all over again and cant get a fuckin rate if my life depended on it ok ok i get a strageler here and there or someone who has absolutely nothing better to do and the chours are all done and it 330 in the morning i might get a odd 10 so is it that im just ugly or what not female nudes enuff wtf the deal not that anyone is gonna acually take the time to read this anyways and ive typed so much i dont even know if this makes sence anymore well i just wanna say hey how bout a extra 10 for the fuckin bald canadain jesssssssus i dont care a bout leveling or anythiat

Movie Review: X-men: The Last Stand (2006)
In my experience, it is usually the third film in a trilogy that finally gets the characters and storyline right and ready to be wrapped up. This film is no different Plot: When a cure is found to treat mutations, lines are drawn amongst the X-Men, led by Professor Charles Xavier, and the Brotherhood, a band of powerful mutants organized under Xavier's former ally, Magneto. Likes: The cast seemed to really jell together, so their characters act more like an united group.; Special effects were good.; A good steady pace with little diversion into smaller story lines.; The casting of Kelsey Grammar as Dr. Hank "The Beast" McCoy was a great touch of both class and humor to the film. Dislikes: The teenage love triangle between Kitty, Iceman and Rogue was a stupid and useless story element.; Two major characters of the comics is killed off. This totally goes against X-Men canon. Rated PG-13 for intense sequences of action violence, some sexual content and language. (this easily c

Fly Little Bird
It was once said that if you love something so much and you felt you had to let it go you should......and if it returns to you then it was meant to be, but if it didn't then maybe it was not true love at all.........I guess if we are all faced with this situation most would be frightened to let go in the fear that it would not return...but I guess it is a chance that you have to take......never easy but all the same you have to take that chance........even the old DragonMaster..........and with this.....the little bird is free if it wishes........

Movie Review: Cars (2006)
Disney animated movies are known for two main things: teaching lessons of friendship, loyalty and doing your best, and inaccurately discussing historical people and places. But for once, they got this one right. Plot: In a world in which cars are living creatures, Lightning McQueen is the hottest thing on four wheels. But can he learn the importance of friendship on Route 66 in time to win the biggest race of his life? Likes: The story shows accurately how small towns along Route 66 rose and fell with advent of the modern interstate highway system.; The animation and star voices are great.; There good inside jokes about cars, racing and the automotive industry.; The racing scenes are really exciting.; There are a few slow points in the storyline that are used for character development, but they are done sparingly. Dislikes: None Rated G. Kid's Caution: Very small kids may be scared for LMcQ when he gets lost. Prequel/Sequel News: None at this time. Out of four star

Why I Am The Way I Am
life as everyone would put it is not all it is crack out to be.(don't take this the wrong way i am not talking about killing my self or anything like that) everyone has told me that at least once in your life you will find someone how will love you for who you are i found it once and i thought i might have found it again, this girl that i am talking about is what you would call someone you could help to the point of love, not always true but i will tell you this the next time around i get with this flicka its going to be the last time i am with anyone, so until then i will work and party to the point where everyone knows my name right i know it will happen this is the end of me carring about people and there problems, now it is my turn and i am taking most of my people i care about with me fuck this world it has nothing to offer anymore

Movie Review: Mad Love (1935)
On Halloween last year, I got to watch an old horror movie on Turner Classic Movies that would have been considered a psychological thriller by today's standards. Plot: In Paris, a brilliant reconstructive surgeon uses his skills to win the love of an American actress when he is called upon by her to rebuild her husband's hands. Likes: The horror is in idea that we sometimes can't control ourselves when we are either in love or angry.; The actors actual act in that they convince you they really are doctors or pianists.; Being filmed in black-and-white, it is more scary at times. Dislikes: The final battle between the two male leads over the female lead is a let down. It is over before it barely begins. While it wasn't rated in 1935, today it would have been rated probably PG. If Made Today: It would have to have more than one murder victim, be a lot more bloodier and have at least one sex scene. Kid's Caution: While the gore isn't shown, there is a very realistic exec

Pound Me
As my heart beats faster As the heat grows thicker I feel more and more desire As my adrenaline flows threw my veins As my fluids wets my inner thighs I feel more and more excitement As you caress my breasts As you kiss me on the belly working your way down I feel more and more lust As you lick it up and down As you push it in and out The more I yell for more The more you do it, the more I feel it Deeper harder faster...pound meeeeeee These feelings all at once Waiting to get out Oh God how good it feels When i flood the bed with my juices.....

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7 Days!!!
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 7 days, 1 minute and 5 seconds (7 days). I've not smoked 140 death sticks, and saved $24.51. I've saved 11 hours and 40 minutes of my life.

Movie Review:the Texas Chain Saw Massacre (1974)
On Halloween night, my wife wanted me to watch this "classic" horror film on FUSE. I don't know if I saw an edited or unedited version of the film, but it really doesn't matter. Plot: "Five friends visiting their grandpa's old house are hunted down and terrorized by a chainsaw wielding killer and his family of grave-robbing cannibals." (Source: IMDB.Com) Likes: It is the film that set the ground rules that future horror/slasher films would follow.; It uses little gore and much scary situations to enhance the fear level.; Leatherface, the main killer, shows that terror doesn't need dialogue. Dislikes: A very slow pace that drags on and makes the overall film boring.; The ending was the biggest disappointment of all. There is no final battle to the death nor hero saving the day.; At times, the cinematographer gets a little too creative so to make the film look too artistic at times. Rated R for scary situations and chain saw murders. Kid's Caution: Many fears of death, ske

Little Voice
How could I ever describe to him what he means to me? Words limit these feelings that run through my veins. How could I ever express the feeling that gives me goosebumps? The tingling on my flesh when I envision him near is eternal bliss, yet even that is an understatement. My gasp for air pierces the silence that surrounds me as I no longer resist the pleasure that fills my body, just from thinking about him. He's done so much for me and my life, done more than he should have. I know how lucky I am to even just know him, let alone be able to love him. To be loved by him. Curling up my toes, trying not to scream, suppressing any sound that I might utter. Digging my nails into my skin, needing more, wanting more. Biting down on my lip, eyes closed, concentrating on what's happening to me, on what I'm feeling. I love him, I know I do, hopefully he knows it too. I want him and I need him, I need him here. But he is here. He's here in my mind, here on my skin, soft tendern

Skinny Guy Joke
Skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him looks down and says: '7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown. The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, What's wrong with you?' In a weak voice the little guy says, What EXACTLY did you say to me? The big dude says, I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me... I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weighs 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown. The small guy says: Turner Brown?!... Sweet Jesus, I thought you said,'Turn around.

Movie Review: The Wiz (1978)
1978 saw two great musical films in Grease and The Wiz. Both based on Broadway musicals and were hits in the movie theatres too. Plot: An adult African American Dorothy tries to meet the Wiz so to go home in this modernized, urban version of The Wizard Of Oz. Likes: The songs are great because they memorable.; We see Diana Ross, Michael Jackson, Lena Horne and Richard Pryor in their prime. It just doesn't retell "The Wizard Of Oz" story, but adds the African American experience to the legion.; A good pace with decent action scenes. Dislikes: Character development is rushed so you don't get to fully understand the minor characters like Evillene (a.k.a The Wicked Witch of the West). Rated G. Kid's Caution: The Subway Peddler has some monsters that little kids might get scared by. Prequel/Sequel News: None at this time. Out of four stars, I give it three stars. Great music, but needed to slow down in spots to explore Evillene more.

In Your Eyes
love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your

Help Godmother Her
PLEASE HELP LADYGRAY GODMOTHER SHE HAS 389,347 TO LEVEL CLICK THE PIC OR TEXT WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? GO HELP HER GODMOTHER!!! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~ fubar HELP ME GODMOTHER THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~Seductive Princess Fu-Fiancee to Ser William and Slave Princess Co-Owner of Castle Secrets fubar

Movie Review: World Trade Center (2006)
The events of Sept. 11, 2001 changed the lives of every person on Earth. Oliver Stone focuses on four of them with an unusually bland style that he normally stays away from. Plot: Sgt. John McLoughlin and Port Authority Officer Will Jimeno become trapped under the collapsed World Trade Center. Meanwhile their wives wait for their rescue. Likes: Oliver Stone well researched the tale of these four individuals, and doesn't spout any conspiracy ideas of who caused the attacks.; The acting is very good by both the major and minor actors.; the film is shot in a very basic style that is void of Stone's usual artsy look. Dislikes: I found it boring at times with scenes that really didn't add anything to the overall storyline.; The violence was very PG-ish. We only see reflections of the horrors. I think the film would have more of an impact if there were more shots of the human cost. Rated PG-13 for intense and emotional content, some disturbing images and language. Kids' Cautio

Sunday Bloody Sunday
Majorly Tired today, spent last night at what was a great pub with the worlds worst bar staff. Beautifull outside seatng area, but it was taking half an hour to get served so off we went to the Good Mixer and sank a few pints... fast forward a couple of hours, and I find myself in a Karakoe Bar in Soho with no clue as to how we got there, singing Britney Spears and playing some insane drinking game, the rules of which appeared to be A- roll 5 dice, B- drink. Then the longest cab journey home ever, and the nightmare of removing full Zombie make up whilst horrendoudly drunk at 6 in the morning. I finnaly passed out watching Teen Wolf. Then I log on here to find out that I still cant comment on anything, and none of the tools who run this site are answering my email requests for information as to why and how long for. I was even on the verge of "offering" myself to Baby J if he'll let me mumm again. Then I sobered up. He'll never get a taste of this sweet cherry pie.

Movie Review: Superman Returns (2006)
Sometimes there are superheroes that surpass time, space and all forms of media. Superman does this in the latest and updated version of his adventures. Plot: Superman/Clark Kent returns after five years of soul searching. He tries to pick up his life in a world that has gone on without him. Oh, Lex Luthor is out to rule the world like always. Likes: Except for Kevin Spacey (Lex) and Kate Bosworth (Lois Lane), the characters are well casted.; There are great action scenes along with slower scenes that develop the main storyline.; The secondary storyline of Lois's kid maybe being a "Superkid" adds a great mystery to the overall film.; There are many tributes to the comic book and previous films. Dislikes: I thought Spacey wasn't evil enough in his playing of Lex. And Bosworth looked too young to be Lois.; There were no connections to Christopher Reeve nor Gene Hackman which could have bridged this film to the others. Rated PG-13 for some intense action violence. Kids Caut

A Conversation About Baseball
M: r u watching the Sox tonight? G:lmfao M: thats a no?G:lmfao G: ya think ? M: i just thought we could kick back a bit.... see what pops up..... LOL G: lol G: ohhhh G: ypu want to watch on my little tv , do you ? M: i always enjoy a good 'ball game'.... G: lol G: especially when its your balls...huh ? M: EXACTLY ! ! ! M: HAHAHAHAHA M: you can be the 'Bat girl' M: 'sliding into home' ????? G: lol M: fastballs - curves - its all good! G: lol M: maybe you'd like some 'batter' from the batter? M: L O L M: i crack me up : lol M: i'm figuring we'd play a pretty good game....... G: lol M: and we can share the equipment...G): lol M: i need a place to stick my bat - any ideas? M: in the dugout? G: you are on a fucking roll !!!!!!!!!!!! M: LOL M): i'll let you play with the foul pole M: looking forward to getting in the batters box G: lmao M: hitting a LONG DEEP DRIVE M: HAHAHAHA my sides hurt! M: i'll stop now G: no wonder G: i'm surprised you can still type

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10.28.07 - I Am In New Hampshire!
I am finally here in New Hampshire visiting friends for 2 weeks. I didn't get much sleep the other night. I was excited plus I usually go to sleep 'round 2. I tried sleeping on the plane (more like rested my eyes), but no help. But, eventually fell asleep after I had a little wine. lol I'm kinda well-rested now. Last night, us friends went to a Halloween party at a bar where Kari's sister Nicole works. It was good... some people were dressed in costumes as we were too (I went as a hippie). They had a live band. One of the guys was dressed like Gene Simmons (KISS). He definitely looked great. I took his pic twice. Other than that, us friends hung out. Even we had a little "bible study" that Kari and them do every day now. It's better than going to an actual bible study/school. This lasts usually 20-30 min. We just talk about God and all. It's really nice. Kinda wish to stay so I can literally join in on the talk. It's really nice. I am not religious, but am a bit spiritual and I

Iron Horse Saloon Is Now Hiring
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Effin Me Over!!!!
Do I have Pretend to love me , Shatter me, rip my heart out, and Eff me over royally, written on my forehead!!! Just curious cause seems to be tha going thing.... Let me know where it is cause I can't see it and I need to have it removed !!!!!! A.S.A.P... Thanks Effin' Princess

My Family
I joined a bomber family @ 3 or 4 months ago. It was the best thing I've ever done. I have leveled like 5x's sense I joined. You must like to help others first and foremost!! IF you are serious about bombing. We are the family for you Click on the link below and check us out. If you decide to join Let them know A$$HOLE showed you were to go. FU-Bombers@ fubar

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So Much To Be Thankful For Music And Lyrics
WHEN I LOOK AROUND AND SEE THE GOOD THINGS HE DOES FOR ME I KNOW I�M UNWORTHY OF THEM ALL BUT HIS BLESSINGS HE FREELY GIVES I OWE MY LIFE TO HIM I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO THINK HIM FOR. CHORUS : AND I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO THANK HIM FOR SO MUCH TO PRAISE HIM FOR WELL YOU SEE NOW HE�S BEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND WHEN I THINK OF WHAT HE�S DONE AND WHERE HE BROUGHT ME FROM IVE GOT SO MUCH TO THANK HIM FOR VERSE 2 : AND SOMETIMES WHILE ON THIS WAY I KNEEL I STOP AND SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU�VE DONE FOR ME ONE DAY I�LL REACH SWEET HEAVENS SHORE OH PLEASE JUST LET ME KNEEL ONCE MORE I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO THANK HIM FOR REPEAT CHORUS ONCE + TAG 1 & 2 : TAG 1 & 2 : AND WHEN I THINK OF WHAT HE�S DONE AND WHERE HE BROUGHT ME FROM I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO THANK HIM FOR 2 : THANK HIM FOR

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Why Guys Cry
Why Guys Cry Body: Guys cry because : 1. Girls screw them over. 2. They just got hit in the balls. 3. They're about to die. 4. Their heart is broken. 5. Because they are true men. GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, hug him close and hold him up as he gets over the pain of getting kicked in the nuts. Tell him he's not going to die, and if he's crying over a girl, hug him && kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did. Guys just want to know that our girls will be there for us to support us when we need them and help us get our mind off the pain of heartbreak, getting kicked in the balls, and knowing we're going to die. Girls cry because : 1. They're sad. 2. They're scared. 3. They're nervous. 4. They're frustrated. 5. They're missing someone. 6. They're alone. 7. They're PMSing. 8. They're pregnant. 9. Their heart is broken. 10. They're in love. 11. Their souls have been torn. 12. They met a boy they can't have.

Who We Really Are....
Have you ever let another person’s actions determine who you are? I did this without even realizing it! I have been married for quite a few years and the man I married is not the man I am married to today. All people change over time and married people either grow in the same direction or different directions over time. I think this is what happened to us. Neither of us are bad people we just aren’t compatible anymore. We have different priorities and outlooks on life. He sees things very differently than I do. I am not saying he is completely wrong and I am completely right, but knowing the details of our marriage I can tell you a divorce is inevitable. I was always a quiet shy person. I never spoke out of turn and I was pretty naive. After 18 years with this man I am none of these things anymore. I have turned into a controlling bitch (for lack of a better term). I have been forced by circumstances to be this way. While I am glad I am no longer too shy to stand up for myself

A Little Commenting Love Needed
Can you please help out this girl with as many comments under her pic as you can... She's a really sweet person, she does return the love, and she appreciates all help we've given her so far...

Omg
Today has not been good. I woke up and things were fine. Then because I disagreed with a friend of mine because I feel someone we both know needs a vacation we aren't speaking and he says it's his health thats affecting his attitude, BS I think he got sucked into the clique that has become that game we play and I have no place in his lef anymore. While it hurts to loose a friend anyone who chooses a game over a friend is about useless anyway. Then I got told that my brother woke up yesterday and couldn't see or feel anything so his wife took him to the ER where they found he has a leision on his brain. I'm scared not only for my brother but his wife and 9 month old daughter.

Me
What does one say to get noticed or what ever this internet/digital world leads to. Do you text, email, send pics... ect to get attention? I have no idea... I am me and that's that... what you see is what you get.

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My Grandma
My grandmother died when I was 19 yrs. old. I found her one moring in April 1996. To this day, I still dont like to talk about it, because it makes me sad. If only, I had gotten up earlier, maybe I could have saved her... My grandmother was someone I cuould talk to about anything and everything. She put everyone first befor herself. She had a massive heart attack. I still remember trying to give her CPR, I remember the purple toungu.. I remember the air coming out of her lungs. I remember the smell of death. I remember pushing the bathroom door open to get to her. I remember the ambulance. I went to the cemetary today, after having not gone for a year or so. It hurts to go there, to see her... It's like reliving it all over again. How does one get over the loss like that? I miss talking to her.. I miss the advice she would give me... Why did it have to happen like that?? I try to remember the good times..

Under The Boardwalk
Oh when the sun beats down and burns the tar up on the roof. And your shoes get so hot, you wish your tired feet were fire-proof. Under the Boardwalk, down by the sea On a blanket with my baby, is where I'll be. (Under the Boardwalk) Out of the sun. (Under the Boardwalk) Man, we'll be having some fun. (Under the Boardwalk) People walkin' above. (Under the Boardwalk) We'll be falling in love under the Boardwalk, Boardwalk. From the palms you hear the happy sounds of the carousel, and you can almost taste the hot-dogs and french fries they sell. Under the Boardwalk, down by the sea on a blanket with my baby, is where I'll be. (Under the Boardwalk) Out of the sun. (Under the Boardwalk) Man, we'll be having some fun. (Under the Boardwalk) People walkin' above. (Under the Boardwalk) We'll be falling in love under the Boardwalk, Boardwalk. Under the Boardwalk, down by the sea On a blanket with my baby, is where I'll be. Under the Boardwalk, down by t

So On A Sunday.
im drinkin some V8 and pondering the thought of 28 weeks l8ter. did not like it.it kinda pissed me off. the gore was good but the story line sucked. tis just not my kind of zombie film. HOWEVER on saturday night alyssa n i stayed up n watched childs play 1 and 3 and then we watched dracula with gary oldman OMG vampire sex.especialy when him n wynona r in that bed OMFG! ERECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao well i get my stitches out tomorrow,then i reckon imma start packing for alberta. gunna go for 3 weeks n ill be home intime for xmas.im just tryin to convince mum not to put the tree up without me lol ah well hope my laptop is fixed soon. xoxo

People Watching
I have been people watching the last few days and have come to the conculsion that the rude people out number the polite people... I choose to be one of the polites ones, it seems the older generations to me appreciate it... not sure about some of the younger ones??? Where am I going with this??? Not sure... Just blowing my own horn... becasue I'm a nice guy

Pride = Raciest?
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker,""Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" ... And that's OK. But If I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Mauled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day, you would call us racists. If

Need It Bad!
My first entry is that I've gone several days now without a cigarette. I don't need a cigarette. I may need to go clean again to get my mind off of the nicotine addiction. Fuck you! Remember, I bite first.

Moving
Hey everyone I would like to let yall know that Ill be moving really soon...like Thursday...and I wont be on very much at all...I dont have a computer but my husband is telling me he will get me one as soon as possible but I can get on when he is at home since he has a laptop...Im going to miss everyone...and hopefully I will be missed too lol....Ill miss my good friends off here and you all know who you are...thanks you for all the help and support that I got from you all...your all loved...and I will miss all of you...keep fubar real while im gone and make sure u put the haters in thier place. Horny and Monkey I hope yall have a wonderful time together... Dave...keep it real babe and dont change b4 i get back... Missy...I will never forget about you...and you better come and see me im just moving to the other side of the river... Tank...its been real...hope everything works out for you...call me sometime....ill give u my number... Terri...when i get up there we nee

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For October 28,2007 This is a better time for low-key fun than for heavy emotional processing. Try to make sure you've got time for playing with kids or just kicking back in front of the television at some point in the day.

This I Know Will Touch You
If this one doesn't move you, I don't know what will! It blessed me, it really did. Think on it.... I have only one word for you... SHARE A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce . "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..." It also was the last. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997 , the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. The Moores framed a copy of Brian 's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to sha

The Spirit Is Incomplete
subject: the spirit is incomplete post date: 2007-10-11 11:12:39 i beg for more to have your very soul inside me to part my lips and push to my very being to feel the rhythm as you dance within it becomes repetition as the sound of the beat i beg for more as the beat of the music quickens i taste the very thrust as it goes though halls the touch against the walls simulating my center soul feeling my lips fold with the very thrust the rhythm varies as my lust raises wanting more to feel the rush of the bliss which is at hand the sweet rush to calm the spirit before the breath the breath be out of control with each thrust the awaiting explodes into wonderness bliss wishing it to never end but to find i am still breathing that before the breathing was so fast that it stood still as it become calmer i find you have exploded too the walls have been flooded and is still pouring down as a waterfall pours it being serenity to the being the soul become calm and

A Lesson
A Lesson I've learned a lot of lessons In the short time I have lived I've learned how to appreciate And I've learned how to give. But in these past few months There's two I'll remember most I've learned how to love And I've learned to let go. You entered my life with such a force And left it with one as strong And though we tried to make it last We both knew it wouldn't be long. I lie at night and think about How I'm the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain. And so I spent each day of my life With my heart in pieces And when I thought it could never be cured, Something happened; I expected it least. I guess my soul was all cried out, And it was tired of being used. And even though I know I'm guilty, I was tired of being accused. And so I've learned to end this Without an urge to cry These are my final words to you, "I love you and goodbye."

This Morning
Lay a little longer this morning There's a robust scent of melon to you this morning So ripe with sweet juices, along with a few seeds so that I don't take your fruit for granted How could I when you drip like you do? Birds outside the window chirping ideas & demands at us as if we were on TRL They know I'll do whatever it takes to get you out of your skin & have you collaborate with them in making enduring moving melodies Let me suck on you a little longer this morning Till your moist sugar dries in unison with the dew on the window pane

Too Much, Or Not Enough?!?!?!?!
Too Much or Not Enough!?!?!? SO which one am I????? Too tall, or not tall enough!?!? Too dark, or not dark enough!?!? Too stocky, or not skinny enough!?!? Too much hair, or not enough?!?! Too nice, or not mean enough!?!?! Too ugly, or not hott/cute/handsome/sexy enough!?!?! Too picky, or not selective enough!?!? Or is everything just too much for me......................

Uncontrolled
subject: uncontrolled post date: 2007-10-11 18:55:20 he caused me to quiver as he touched me expecting to feel his tonque soon something i enjoy so much tongue trailing the inside of my thighs i feel his tongue tracing around my lips taunting me raising the fire inside me begging to feel the touch to my center soul feeling the separation feeling warmful couldnt feel the cool air cause the tongue the tongue replaced it so quickly feeling the his tongue probing around the roughness of his tongue was just right right places to be touched by the the tip around the outside of the lips the inside of the lips oh the burning pleasure desire raising inside flooding though the walls oh finally to feel it punge deep inside going down the halls feeling against the walls pulling on his head helping to go deep there in feel the rush flood my being to come to you

Here Comes Winter
so yeah still paying off the old room mates bills...should have a cell phone in the very near future for those who want to keep in touch that way...ganna try and get a lap top with wireless so i can come donw town to the library and get the net for free..until then im stuck here at the library and with winter comeing around...it will be weather permiting...welcome to the ride i call my life...screaming and flailing of arms is encouraged...enjoy the ride!!

Love Of Books
My little secret is my love affair with books. I cannot help myself... I adore them! I love their scent as well as the feel of their pages. Bookshops are one of my favorite haunts. Barnes and Nobles is wonderful, but the shops I truly adore are the ones found between a bakery and a fishing tackle shop...I am certain you have been there...you walk through the door only to find yourself surrounded by shelves containing the latest and greatest mingled amongst stacks of really ancient books... obscure ones! Those are the shops I fancy the most for I adore old books. The truth is... at times I simply search out an old run down shop so I can lose myself within the lovely smell and crowded aisles. There is usually a wonderful Proprietor hiding behind a pile of books (barely visible to the average shopper) but if one knows where to look, a wealth of knowledge can be gained during a simple chat... add that the discount achieved after purchasing half the store and a gal can't go wrong:) I

Hiring Djs
ANY DJ'S DAT NEED A NU LOUNGE N A NU HOME JUS contACT ME HERE, ON MY MYSPACE ( MYSPACE.COM/RKYVE ) OR MY EMAIL BENZITSP@YAHOO.COM YOU NEED TO PLAY HIP HOP R&b REGGAE OR REGGAETON OR SHIT LIKE DAT THERE ARE SEVERAL SLOTS OPEN. ULL BE PART OF A LOUNGE DAT IS USED 2 STAYIN AT DA TOP AND PUSHIN 2 GET BACK UP THERE HAD DA LIKES OF JEEZY HERE. N ULL B WIT FUBAR'S BAD BOY DIDDY N LYCAN, SEXY GODDESS I AM A REAL DJ! NOT JUS FUBAR! I AM A SIGNED ARTIST W/ REAL HOOKUPS. GET SONGS B4 ANYBODY ELSE. SONGS U HEAR IN FUBAR WAS PLAYED IN UNDERGROUND FIRST! SO DJ'S GET AT ME DJ BENZ STANG'S UNDERGROUND

With Love To My Friends
Hi....sorry that I haven't been on Fubar for awhile....had a lot going on here....please pray for my sister...she is in the hospital in MD and pretty sick....sure miss talking to ya'll....hope all is well in your lives and that love and peace surround you always....you are in my thoughts, my prayers and my heart...huggggggggggggggssssssssssss

What Do They Know
What Do They Know I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.

Gone But Never Forgotten
There comes a time in everyone's life when you have to let go and say goodbye. Even though it may hurt, and the outcome will make you cry. Holding on to someone that doesn't love you will only induce the pain, Of trying to figure out what went wrong, and starting all over again. You heart cries out every day for the person that you love, Only to be ignored, somewhat forgotten, never again being thought of. It hurts so badly, it cuts so deep, like a sword pierced right through the soul, When no one is there to comfort your heart, and just leaves you in the cold. You turn to your friends, you turn to your family, but no one could understand, However could you love someone so much, and yet still the love goes bland. No one could say anything; no one could comfort me now. Because I forever lost the love of my life, and yet I still don't know how. With the blink of an eye she was gone, just like a flash in the sky, One day we're saying "I love you so much", the next we're sayin

My Curse
Lost in all hope, lost in a dream..... Lost in empty promises from what it seems… You'll see her again, there's no other way… A lie I have to live with day after day…. As I dream about her, I wake up and laugh… Until I realize my life's been cut in half…. Half here half gone when she walked out… Not knowing what my next day will be about… Endless tears drown out my pain… Drowns out the sun, and brings forth the rain… I stand alone and try to make it through… But sometimes I just don't know what to do… My mind encircles my tragic loss… And brings a spiritual holocaust… I try not to think, I just try to fight… But it seems I can't even get that right… To what to turn, to whom to say… I just can't deal with this another day…. No silver lining to my dark cloud… No one to hear me cry out loud… Deaf ears they fall upon my words… They get me nowhere, like wingless birds… No wings to spread, no sky to soar… Everyday my hope f

The Definition Of Love
Love is a word that is most often we use... To describe what we feel for the person we choose… Love can be good or can be bad, and is most often known to hurt… And begins so innocently, starting out as just a flirt… Love is doing something nice, like flowers for no reason… Love is lying in the grass, in the sunny spring season… Love is caring when she's sick, like when she has the flu… Love is calling in the middle of the day, just to say I love you… Love is planting a garden, just to together spend time… Love is a candle-lit dinner, with a bottle of white wine… Love is holding hands in the summer, cuddling close in the winter… Love is feeding her fine chocolates, with cherries in the center… Love is telling her she's right, even though she's wrong… Love is calling up the D.J. and dedicating a song… Love is hand-picking roses to make a bouquet… Love is sending her a text, just to make sure she's ok… Love is building a snowman around Chris

A Father's Promise
Like fresh tulips in the springtime or new snowfall in december... The day that you were born will be the day I'll always remember… The day God's greatest blessing was given unto me… And made my most cherished dreams a great reality… From the moment of your first breath, to the first time that you cried… I felt our bond implanted down, so deep, so far inside… Your little hands and fingers, little feet and all ten toes… Your curly hair and soft brown eyes, and daddy's little nose… I thanked God at that moment, for my healthy little joy… And began experiencing the love parents share for their little girls and boys… My life at that very moment took a turn for a greater path… To watch you grow and learn in life, and do little cute things to make me laugh… To say that I am happy to have you is not nearly saying enough… And I never want to see you hurt so daddy will teach you to be tough… From teaching you to handle your own, when bad things come you

Sunday Cleaning Update. (at Bottom)
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now.

Inspiration
Inspiration can come in all forms, from many different places... It comes through words, it comes through actions, or smiles on people's faces… Inspiration can come from the closest of friends… Or witnessing that disabled person stand and walk again… Inspiration can come from the words in a song… That brings forth a hidden talent that was there all along… Inspiration can give you hope, push you well beyond your limits… It lies deep in the heart, born of the passion within it… Inspiration is engraved in sunrise, watching the world come alive… Storing peace within the flight of a dove, as it soars with pride… Inspiration comes in small packages, through the eyes of a child… Innocent, not bearing worries, making all of life worth-while… Inspiration comes in all four seasons, Mother Nature in all her glory… From family reunions in the summer, to winter holiday love stories… Inspiration comes through growing, gaining strength through survival… Sh

Above The Sunrise
Beyond the horizon exists there such a place... With flawless stature, created in exquisite taste… A vision created to perfection, from the eyes of the beholder… Standing still in awe of what gleams brighter and bolder… Pieced together with a dream of perfection, shadowing all in its being… Glowing with remarkable brilliance, born of imagination never seen… Above the sunrise angels wade in waters made holy… Bathed in waterfalls clear as crystal, for this purpose made solely… Rainbows stretched widely across meadows of silk… Next to that land promised, of honey and milk… Swans dance in lakes made of laughter and wishes… While angelic butterflies bring life to every flower it kisses… Children sing in great halls built for worship and praise… And all shout with joy as the sun tickles them with its rays… The gate in is guarded by great angels standing eight feet tall… Dressed in pure white Godly robes, with wings spanning like great walls… An

Whats Important
It's hard to know the difference of what we want and what we need... Therefore we most often confuse our neediness for greed… Wanting more of what we don't need, the things that don't matter… Losing focus on what's important, just to make our pockets fatter… That list of importance starts with God and His ways… Give thanks for the blessing of life all these days… Number two begins straight with the love of one's self… Because if YOU don't love YOU, how could there exist love for someone else… Next on the list falling in a number three… Is the love for what makes you, the love of family… Mothers and fathers, sons, daughters, sisters and brothers… Nieces, nephews, uncles and aunts, cousins, grands and all others… Each branch on your tree stands only as strong as its roots… There each stands in guidance, wisdom and love without dispute… Then in the heart with room left to spare… Is the love for your true friends who have always been there… T

Shadow Dancer
First thing in the morning as the sun breaks the shade... The birds begin to chirp as away the night time fades… Dew trickles down my window, drops too many to count the number…. You're the first thing on my mind as I begin to wonder… Was yesterday just a dream, please tell me it was real… Yet impossible so soon these great things that I feel… Your smile stands out, as majestic as a dove… With wings so beautiful and soft, like your hair that I love… I indulge in the sounds this beautiful day that make me dance… Sounds that pick me up from fallen ways and rekindles forgotten romance… I smile at the thoughts of you etched deep into my mind… While in awe of the great qualities you have, nowadays impossible to find… I could sit here forever explaining these things running through me… Thinking if you are as wonderful as you seem, how sweet really could you be… I can finally breathe, I can again smile where I once cried… I again know I can stand t

Who Saved Me?
This is a tale of one man's rise to fall... A call to doubt if love really does conquer all… It begins with him meeting the girl of his dreams… Turned onto a path of true love, and everything that it means… Their hearts grew as one, two people once lost in the winds… Looking for love in all the wrong places, they became the best of friends… One night as they sat she looks to him to say… "You have touched my life in such a positive way… From the very demons that haunted me, you have guided me through… You have saved my life, and one day I hope to do the same for you"… At that very moment he knew he found the love of his life… And without a shadow of a doubt, one day she would be his wife… They fell deeply in love, as it seems it was meant… Inseparable they became through every good time that they spent… Their days were joyous to no end, as time seemed at a pause… Until their days fell upon tragedy, with no apparent cause… One day she turne

Friends And Family
Just wanted to say I am sorry to everyone if it seems like I am neglecting. I have been trying to help my friend with this contest, and have been busy so I want to say I am sorry..:( I Love My friends! I Love My Family!! HUGS AND KISSES!!!

Release Me
Every morning I wake up and wonder why you're still there... Why can't I get over you, why do I still care… Why after so long does my heart still burn… Why for your presence does my soul still yearn… I still see you in my dreams; whisper your name through the night… Chasing thoughts of your return, as these old feelings I try to fight… But the more I try to forget you, the more I try to deny… The more I know I still love you, and I can't explain why… I guess some things in life you just can't explain… Like no matter how much sunshine you have, sometimes it has to rain… It's just that for me, whenever it rains it pours… Because my still present love for you doesn't just fly, it soars… My love doesn't just break barriers, it moves mountains… My love doesn't just fill cups, it flows over fountains… It fills the sky whole, from the heavens to the seas… It carries through the winds, like the pollen in the breeze… My love gives strength to the

That Familiar Place
I sit here once again in a very familiar place… A time again where my brain and my heart race… Race side by side but going not the same ways… Which brings me confusion, no hope for more days… Confusion in what to want, and what is best for me… Looking to the heavens I cry out desperately… Lord help me please, I don't know which way to turn… Which direction to put drive into, which memories to burn… I once gave love to someone, but in return there came none… Thinking that finally in my life, I came face to face with the one… Gave up to her my heart, put it all on the line… Put forth all doubt, and erased it from my mind… One day she said she loved me, the next day she didn't know… Then suddenly it seemed she hated me, her true side began to show… She left without good reason; she just didn't feel for me the same… It could not have in any way been true love, guess this time Cupid missed his aim… But yet and still I feel lost, like my heart

Sleep
slice of the wrist release the tension blood flowing free life misery fade no more pain no more tears no second chance i cant turn back pain flows out vision speech lost no more time no more dreams i feel nothing i am nothing i must change i'm out of time

A Thnx For Last Night
Darklings.... if you did NOT go to Taboo last night you missed the best party in town. SO many awesome acts and people.It was an excellent night of debauchery and good old Halloween fun.Top all that off with the best Fetish acts. Thanks to all of you that did come out and support the event.It was great to see so many faces that I've not seen a long time.Made some awesome new friends and already looking forward to next Taboo. Evan thanks for an incredible event that blew everyones socks off.I'm looking forward to the next one;) Pics from my acts will be comming shortly once I've had a chance to go thru them and get them ready for public viewing. Christina Ann you were awesome as my babydoll/school girl . Paddy and Evelyn Rose thanks for another amazing act.That one was definately different for me and was soooo much fun. Ok darklings... keep your eyes open for new pics within the next couple days. Have a Happy and Safe Halloween. Jezebel Tempting

Live Webcam : Looking For Spectators
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

So Has Im Adding People Back Today
I start getting flack from the guy who goes by PGMan. Boohooing about getting deleted when I started cleaning my list. I told him to read my blog. get responds with I did but how do I get added back and why did you delete me when I comment you all the time. I tell him that he will be added back WHEN I get to the page he fanned me on. he respond back with I think ill pass.. my reply....Thats great I hate pushy people. Now if anyone else feels like this guy you may feel free to leave my fan list and my friends list. Most of you have been supportive of me while im doing this and for that I thank you very much.

Good Ideas
50 most romantic things to do with your Girlfriend/Boyfriend Hearts 1. Watch the sunset together. 2. Whisper to each other. 3. Cook for each other. 4. Walk in the rain. 5. Hold hands. 6. Buy gifts for each other. 7. Roses. Rose Vase 8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together. 9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight. 10. Write poetry for each other 11. Hugs are the universal medicine. 12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it. Two Hearts 13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/ poetry etc. 14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Do not lie. 15. Spend every second possible together . Two Love birds flying 16. Look into each other's eyes. 17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly. 18. When in public, don't flirt with each other. 19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren'

Lifestyle Is A Learning Experience
This True & Proper Master JerryVG2 has experiences beyond most males and most humans for that matter *winks* It speaks volumes to the submissive as I answer from these experiences only and I never use quotes nor lessons from other sources outside of My Own Truth. This Master is by title: "Master of the Collage Arts - Feminine Eroticism" and this adds to what I actually offer to newly accepted submissives as what I refer to them as "My Next Canvas" The submissive will be trained online in the early beginning of our relationship. Also read through My profile where you will find deeper and more informative details as to how to go about discussing yourself and these opportunities I shall present to you. The submissive needs to please their Master and when they are unawares of why they hunger so often it becomes disturbing. Many partners in your Life? Nobody feels right to you. Submissive takes time and effort yet it is with these Supreme Guidances by the Ways of this True & Proper Ma

On My Own
subject: on my own post date: 2007-10-14 12:04:31 i was alone thinking about you the house is so empty now just thinking of wonderful times when i went to my room you and me had such wonderful times just thinking of cuddling when i went to my room i thought nothing of you had to do it on my own not just cuddling we did when i went to my room i hope i'm in your thoughts as we are in the naked embrace it is such folly to think of another when i went to my room all this is no good if you dont think of me cause my thoughts are of you when you went into my room

A Single Embrace Is Forever
subject: a single embrace is forever post date: 2007-10-14 13:51:52 dont let your memory fade of me you will always be with me but old memory fades fast if all you remember is i love you dont let your memory fade of me memories are for you and me I'll be lying here beside you i will always love you dont let your memory fade of me old memories fade new ones are made for always and forever memories are words you string so well dont let your memory fade of me Once again now One more time new memories are made of a single embrace forever

To Whom This May Concern
What was I ever to you? Did I even mean anything? Whatever was the reason you let me wear your ring? Why did you say you loved me, when you know it wasn't true? Why did you even pretend to care, when I never meant a thing to you… I realize now that you were just searching for a way… To ease the pain of your own lost love, to bring the sun back to your day… I realize that you were trying to make me into what I could never be… A mimic of the ex that left you crying, you never loved me for me… You bought me cologne for my birthday; I thought it was from the heart… But I realize now that it was just a reminder to you of him, before you fell apart… I guess you wanted the scent of him to linger for one last time… Well what about when we made love…even then was he on your mind? How dare you do this to me, how dare you lead me to believe… That I could finally rest assured in a love that was never even given to me… To say now I hate you would be too str

A Cry For Peace....shouts In Vain
Sometimes I sit, sometimes I stare, sometimes I dwell in wonder… What was the spell that my feelings sometime put me under… Why do I write? Why should I bother? What does it do to ease my mind… What will it solve? What answers to which questions will I find… I don't know…I honestly cannot say or predict… I cannot understand the mystery behind life's little tricks… All I can do is live, take each day as it comes… Some days I'm thrilled to be here, others I just sit, twiddling my thumbs… Wondering what more chaos could tomorrow possibly bring… Will I wake up to rain…or to the song that birds always sing… Will the sun shine through my clouds and show that there is hope… Or will I continue to be burdened…held down by these chains and this rope… Someone untie me please…someone…hello…is anyone there… Does anyone at all hear my cry for peace…or am I being heard and just no one cares… There are many many branches that reach abroad from my tree… But

I Cant Sleep
Frustration begins to set in as I open my eyes and realize it's still night… Time seems to not move, it stands still…something just isn't right… Burdens lay on my heart, troubles lie in my mind, sorrows they dwell in my soul… Good times gone bad, sun turned into rain, pieces now lay where I used to be whole… I don't know which way to run, or which way to turn, or even know where to look for the light… I can't even be certain I have strength left in me somewhere to fight… Open doors have gone shut, bright smiles have turned dull; the world looks different now… Reality has gone cold, some dreams turn to dust…I try to sleep, but I don't remember how… Instead I just sit; staring at the shadows on my walls…they don't move… They just sit and they wait…hoping…praying…for the pain to be soothed… Shadows do talk…shadows, they speak… they speak through their movements, not words… Like a ballet, majestic…peaceful…like a swan…most quiet and elegant of birds… I c

A Familiar Stranger
One night as I closed my eyes I heard a voice that said... "Sleep yet not, I wish to visit" as I sat up in my bed… I looked around; I stared about, but stood no one in my room… Dark as it was lit only by the power of the moon… My window closed, but still my curtains dance as if touched by breeze… The silence broken by sounds of giggles to give my mind a tease… "Hello" she said while standing there surrounded by a glow… I sit and stare in bewilderment at this person I didn't know… "Who are you?" asked me to this woman that made presence on this scene… Around her head wore she a halo, and white dress so pure and clean… My name to you this night is not important for you to know… Just concentrate whole-heartedly at the things to you I'll show… Then within a flash at once the angel left my sight… But yet again she did come back to me the very next night… But this time she said nothing…her words seemed at a loss… She just left behind a golden chai

One Wish
If i could make one wish, what would be my one desire.... would i wish that the world would be rid of such liars... would i wish to turn back time, to right all wrong doing... would i wish to continue the dream i once was persuing... would i wish for all treasures given to me at no cost... or...would i wish for her back, the greatest love i ever lost... no i cant do that, i wouldnt test fate or change my God given destiny... maybe i would just wish for an increase of the talents that rest in me... maybe i would wish for world peace, no more fighting and death... maybe wish for an increase of life, adding to the days i have left... maybe i would wish that it never rained; that the sun would always shine... or maybe i would just wish for that special someone, that i could honestly call mine... maybe i would wish that my car would never run out of gas... or maybe wish i didnt have regret, for the things of my past... maybe i would wish i could fly, soar proudly with birds...

"not Avoiding!"
BEFORE EVERYBODY THINK'S I AM AVOIDING THEM I AM ACTURALLY NOT! THIS HAS BEEN A REALLY DIFFICULT WEEK FOR ME. MY DAUGTHER IN SAN DIEGO WAS MIXED UP IN THE FIRES THERE AND WAS ASKED TO LEAVE HER HOME WITH HER CHILDREN....... I HAD NO WAY TO GET TO HER. MY YOUNGET DAUGTHER LOST HER BABY AND IT HAS BEEN REALLY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO COME TO GRIPS WITH THE LOSS. SO, PEOPLE...... LIFE AS IT SEEMS HAS TURNED DOWN THE WRONG STREET THIS LAST WEEK... SO BE PATIENT WITH ME AND I WILL ANSWER ALL OF YOU AS SOON AS THER IS TIME FOR ME TO!

What He's Done For Me
For so long I've been lonely Drowning in my tears, No one there to listen Or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me From this world so full of pain, No one showed me rainbows Every time I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn About my broken heart, No one to pick up the pieces Every time I fell apart. But, finally someone came along And took the time to know, All the hurt and pain That I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize How much I've had to pay, For every time I gave of me There was something taken away. He took the time to look inside This heart as cold as stone, He found that there was something there No one else has ever known. He found what I'd been hiding there Brought it out to show the world, That there was so much love inside Of such a lonely girl. He knew what I was feeling So he set my mind at ease, Then he did the impossible - He gave my soul to me. So, now I'm going to take this time To say "

Addicted To You
I wake, work, eat, sleep, and dream you. This emotional journey before us - almost too much to bear sometimes. Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone, or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you. But it is far more than that, and please listen very closely. I am a very reasonable and sane person, not given to idle whims or fancies, not taken in any more by false hopes and promises. Yet, somehow, you are different - very different. I don't know what happened, or how or why, but I feel as though I fell out of a cloud, tumbling down to earth to a sure death - and at the last possible second, you caught me in your arms. Yes, I am addicted to you, but I know the consequences of addictions, and, fear not, I will not harm you or cause you pain in any way. Of that, I give you my humble word. I want to breathe you, to feel you, to taste you, and to hear your soft whispers against the sensitive nape of my neck - telling me that you're addic

To Everyone
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .... not enough time in the mutha fuckin day lately... ya know? i need to vent.... so busy havent checked my myspace in 5 days... just working my ass off trying to raise the money needed to mix the record for myself... and all of you. in the meantime ive fallen back on shipping a bit.. so if u won a contest lately or ordered u will get the goods soon. appreciate ur patience.... can i vent for a minute? ya know.. u work ur ass off... dedicate ur entire life to something... u put ur soul into it, sacrifice everything in order to accomplish a certain goal.... that goal for me is KAZY. then u get a message from a contest winner of a free autographed CD saying that they are losing faith in you because u didnt ship their CD right away..... well... i want to apologize... and i want to say chill the fuck out at the same time. lol saying 'chill the fuck out' probably wouldnt be a good thing to a fan... but hey.. im aggressive right? thats how i react... emoti

Stopping My Tears
subject: stopping my tears post date: 2007-10-19 00:31:52 i need a kiss to wipe the tears from my eyes tight embrace rocking in your arms face to face forehead to forehead breathing in your breathe my tears wet your chest as i feel that i am not crying anymore the tears are running down running over my tummy feel your tummy wet with my tears you wipe the remaining tears with a kiss to my eyelids as they run down my cheek your embrace consoles me

Things Said To Me ..
Hi this blog mite cause me alot of trouble but who knows these days , I have been on this site now almost 2 yrs its been fun and alot of times it has not been fun women and me calling me names and even calling me ugly as you well know I have alot of pics on here and recently I have been asked alot to post some personal pics. I have been alil shy and not felt right about doin that but i did it anyways and what realy gets me is when people view the pics and rate them then message me and say wow your mind must be realy in the gudder the next person who tells me that im taken my pics off this site and me also . I have alot of close friends on here and you know who you are and them close ones even have my phone number my life on this site has not been all to great then i got people that open there mouth before they think . I like all my friends on here and cherish you all thank you for all the rates and nice comments and all the love you have shown also my close friend Kisses A.K.

On That Edge
Your lap straddled mouth to mouth caressing soft brushstrokes fingertips on my spine back of my thighs silence, except the rocking of my hips tells everything gives everything fingers strum taking your time I feel fire you give slowly taking me a shimmering note on that edge

Yearning For My Perfume
subject: yearning for my perfume post date: 2007-10-17 14:02:50 i know i cant help but know see you watching me everywhere noticed you look away when i look at you seen you looking when i was practicing i know i cant help but know showed off more when i see you looking strained my body in angles to show off my curves see you peeking when i was doing makeup embarrassed when you watching me eat please talk to me don't stand back heard you sigh as i walk by i know you think i'm unreachable even i know i'm an eyecatcher want you to talk to me don't be embarrassed if i catch you as you were looking at me love the admiring looks you give strained my body to get you to look more i'm not so innocent as you think know more about love than you think know the power i radiate i see the shine in your eyes with my every step with little twist as my booty wiggles heard you breathing deeper the aroma taking in all the scent of my perfume enticing yo

Take Eat, This Is My Body
I'm wearing your sweat like cheap lingerie As it clings to my breasts, fevered in its embrace And cool as your indifference, goose bumping marbled skin Slide over me over and over and over While the ridge of your ear falls to the siege of my tongue Like a battering ram between muscled thighs Defile my temple My breasts taste like apples from Eden And you know you want a bite.. Tear me from holiness with your sighs Make music with me Flesh on flesh like a primal drum Let me play your spine like a guitar Hymns to rock Hell My gates open to receive your pearly communion Take, eat, this is my body..

Yours
offered with eyes lowered breasts high nipples taut under an approving eye I kneel my mouth open hungry for Your pleasure my face kisses the floor in supplication hips high as a whore's my secret places open Yours

Take Me, Sir
holding me tight, Sir So close to You i can feel your heart beating we lock eyes smiling then the kiss long and wet and sweet and deep You are still holding me tight I am wearing a long dress with just a zipper in the back You unzip me the dress falls quietly to the floor I step out of it wearing only a push up bra black tight thong my hands slide down Your chest You feel them through Your shirt nipples taut i rest for just a moment on Your belt run my finger along the closed zipper and decide not to undress You yet i kneel down holding your eyes with mine You see desire hunger i kiss Your cock through the denim my hands on Your thighs moving them to your ass caressing as i kiss and nibble ever so gently my breath hot on Your arousal Your cock restrained, hard begging to come out to play Your hands stroke my auburn hair pulling me slightly closer to your groin Kisses and more kisses i reach up to undo Your belt unzip You i am

40 Random Questions
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? yes 2. Do you have any weird sleeping habits? not that i can think of 3. Whens the last time you swam in a lake? lake? umm never 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? either depends on the day 5. Where is the Wizard of Oz? emerald city 6. Do you consider yourself creative? nope im a total poser :D 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? yep i sure do 9. Do you stay friends with people that fuck you over? i try not to fuck anyone over 10. Do you know how to play poker? when im not drunk 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yes 12. What's your favorite commercial? Bow chicka wowow... 13. What type of food do you eat the most? Pizza and I love it. 14.When was the last time you had a lot of fun? Every day is an adventure. and i have lots of fun everyday 15. Have you ever had a Choco Taco? Yes. 16. Who Do You Think Is Better, The Boston Red Sox or the New York Y

The Scent To Remember
subject: the scent to remember post date: 2007-10-24 21:56:54 when we embrace you smell the perfume even after the scent is gone no more to wear the embrace is there so you will always remember me the scent in the embrace never goes away in my hair i wear the perfume remember you smelling my hair knew what to wear the perfume is there so you will always remember me the scent in your mind never goes away you will always smell the perfume even after the scent is gone no more to wear the memory is there so you will always remember me this girl never goes away isnt that the reason i wear the perfume remembered that was all you wanted me to wear the perfume is there so you will always remember me the scent never goes away

To Watch
To watch Your loving hand stroke where I long to be Up and down gliding over dusky softness essence starting to flow two precious drops linger 'til release You stroke my hair anointed now soft as velvet as the silk of Your cock I am in awe

Stupid B*tch! Hahaha
Boy do I have a storie for all you! I am going to make this sweet and simple. Some chick started to fuck with trav, I warned her to stop. She wouldn't. She went to choke trav and I beat her mother fuckin ass! Well needless to say the cops where there b/c of other things and I managed to get the fight outside, after I beat the piss outta this chick, I threw her out the door and I tripped some how b.c I wasn't letting her run away I kept ahold of her. We fell and I got on top and just started to hammer on her. Well a cop pulled me off and was getting to arrest me when trav told them they weren't b/c that bitch tried to choke him and I was defending him. They were going to charge me with aggravated assault. OOOPS. They dropped the charges and took her to the hospital for observation. Oooopsy. Anyhow then, they charged her with public drunkness and disorderly conduct b.c she wasn't keeping her mouth shut nor listening to the cops. So after the trip to the hospital they took her to the stat

All I Am I Give To You
i lay before You exposed and naked upon the banquet table secured by ropes and stays that only the tenderest parts be proffered to my Master To hear Your voice again though my eyes be shielded and tongue muted the flush of offered power tints my clit the sweetest pink my nipples taut and roseate invite Your teeth and tease accepted, the rush of power surges through Your quivering body Your cock admiring its captured prey in all Your raging passions Your touch and thoughts so soft it fuels my need to serve Again Your cock inside me releasing all that hinders You unlocking all the doors silken seduction the separation only a matter of air closer now than ever passions new and ancient familiar, intense, golden as bonds cementing the bricks of the pre-existing foundation laid in daily construction in a complex web of silken threads complete with nips and tucks all i am i give to You my will entwined with Yours

Dream
I had a dream last night your hands warmed the small of my back your kisses soft on naked mound begging moistened lips to speak of love and fire Will you find me in my dreams? Will you smile when I find the key to unlock yours? come share this midnight moment and speak of it at morning light

Is A Thorn Worth The Beauty
subject: is a thorn worth the beauty post date: 2007-10-25 14:10:57 a thorn is a thorn a rose is a rose there is no rose without a thorn so care for this thorn else there be no rose the thorn buried in your side if you pull me from your side i wont be nurtured on your blood and not grow into a rose there be no rose a thorn is a thorn this thorn can be nourish and grow without pain into flower with nutriment of your flesh be a rose ready for deflowering

Where I Am
Hey everyone! This really isn't much of a blog but more of a "just to let you know"....My internet at home is down, they can't fix it until early next week, so I ran up here to the library to use a comeputer here to let everyone know what happened to me and why I haven't been around! Sorry guys! I'll be back hopefully either Monday or Tuesday! Hope everyone is doing well, and I can't wait to get caught up with everyone! Hope everyone has had a great weekend, I know I have! (Well, except for the damn computer issue! LOL) Until next week....

Rayvenred's Bed Time Story's
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Rayvenredstorytime This is an adult group that combines the horror with erotica or down right pervertion. From hauntings, werewolves, vampires, demons and any other creature that has something freaky to share with us all. Feel free to add stories that you have collected or even written yourself. All are welcome as long as you are over 18 and you are respectful in your actions to all other members. NOTE: TO MAKE IT PERFECTLY CLEAR THIS IS X-RATED MATERIAL! EVERYONE HAS TO BE OVER 18 YEARS OF AGE TO ENTER. So with great pleasure at having you walk our hallowed halls...... WELCOME AND ENJOY YOUR TIME WITH US! If you have any questions you can reach me by emailing me rayvenred1@yahoo.com mark the subject "group questions" and I will respond! Wicked Kisses to Y/you all!

Hardship Of Life
Love is a intimate dance, the feeling of warmth when he touches your hand. Smell of the rememberance, sweet taste across the lips. A stranger at a distance, a lover in the soul. Sending a beautiful lady a drink, telling a man not to be so farward. How to be a true friend, knowing when it's time to let go. Tears have fallen, anger gone threw its coarse, Sitting in wonder how it ended like this. Moved by his charm, attracted to his look. Desire of wanting more, memeries made for safe keeping. Tides crashing down, damaging winds stirring. Electricity causing blindness, earths shaking trimbles. We have different ways of showing our feelings, time runs out as we cant go back in time. What are we really here on earth for, is there a true purpose why we live the way we do.

Nostradamus' Curse
Dear Readers: The "Lost Book Of Nostradamus" will be broadcasted a few times and I wanted to share the dates in case you missed the show: Rating: TVPG V Running Time: 120 minutes Sunday, October 28 09:00 PM Monday, October 29 01:00 AM Saturday, November 03 05:00 PM I am convinced by looking at those pictures that the Great Prophet denunciated the manipulation, the greed and abusive power of the church running these days where ignorance, fears and murders were a common thing to do to anyone challenging the church. Nostradamus used those pictures to politically and correctly "express" himself knowing the inquisition could easily get rid of him. Many of these pictures are totally and entirely representing the Prophet's astrological wisdom especially the Head and Tail of the Dragon. The taping in San Antonio took all day and I am not sure what segment or how long I will appear on this show. But what I can ASSURE you that UNLESS one practices the legitimate 1

Master You
I'll create a martial arts style just to make love to Your soul. the fluid motion of me inside You might lead to a solid version of dreams blown into fulfilled wishes.. i wanna know the motions your body imitates as well as the meaning of everything Your imagination creates. i want Your heart to rule in my honor and serve as a treasured servant. Beat to give me a sense of yesterdays smiles and proud to show me more. Your smile limits the ability for me to inhale a needed moment as it consumes idle thought ...EDML

Consumed
Time seems to stand still as I soak in the depths of our conversations. Hours seems like seconds and a brief hello is a pleasant yet cruel torture. You flow through me as if you've been injected into my soul, leaving me addicted. The circulation of you continues to intoxicate me when a fix isn't an option. I'm inhaled by and consumed with a Princess. Knighted by your grace and crowned King by your affection . You have slayed the beast of illusion and lit eternal flames of attainable desires. I want you for more than a moment and no less then forever... EDML

You Wish Lol
This blog is to all of you who know about my camera, printER, scanner situation (I dont have a printer/scanner etc for those of you who may not know. I HAVE A CAMERA WITH NO FILM WE CANT GET THE CAMERA TO WORK HUBBY HAS A CAMERA BUT FILM SITUATION.. WHO KNOWS I DONT HAVE ANY DISKS OR CDROMS TO PUT THE PIC ON ANYWAY..yeah i know I culd get it but not gonna happen yet lol. Just thought i would FYI everybody. Thanks

The Power Of Friendship
My soul had been lonely and , and my hope was about to wane and I knew you were waiting , just the same as me and I when I had found you, I would know my search had come to an end.you had lingered in memories not yet made.I had looked for the cure to my sadness in temporary things that had no lasting value and only then I was about to give up and and yet my soul ached to go on, because I was still so blue. I tried making friends to fill this emptinessand made an astonishing discovery one can make a million friends and still not have the bestI had been searching for someone who brought healing to me.In time my my wounds healed and my heart mendedand God did something wonderful for me. He sent me such an awesome friend, and bended were my knees because he sent you to me.Because in you I had found a friend thathad not looked for physical beauty, fame, or fortune and i had simply wanted the best friend to be hadI began to see GOd as a friend, and to Him I could commune.Beauty fades, moneta

She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Rig

Car Photoshops
If your a fan of cars or a nascar fan I can do you a photoshop of you with that car,nascar or a car of your dreams heres one I just made. Please repost Thanks! Sincerely, Brian just private messge me I'll just need a good image of you and the type of car you want me to use! My Wife in the first one! I Love her!! Examples I made! (R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husband♥~R/L Fiance~*Fuber Expert*~@ fubar I added the flames on the hood for a friend here!

My Mysteries Discovered
subject: my mysteries discovered post date: 2007-09-22 11:43:19 i can no longer remember life without you though it was only yesterday i know you exist your face fills my thoughts my skin longs for your touch your caress excites me excitement welling up inside me feel the love everywhere love fills my insides feeling it all around me in your touch as you caress the very mysteries of my body i am longing for your discovery of all my mysteries

Contest Open To Everyone
ULTIMATE TATTOO CONTEST OPEN TO ALL!!! Apparently there aren't enough females that have a sexy tattoo, or care to try and win a Happy Hour, so this contest will be open to anyone with a tat! WIN A HAPPY HOUR!! A 7 DAY BLAST OR VIP! A 3 DAY BLAST!! JUST CONTACT MYALERO WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE TAT PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR!(minumum 80,000 comments to win) HE WOULD LIKE TO START THIS AT 7 PM EASTERN TONIGHT!! SO HURRY AND SEND HIM YOUR PIC! Myalero Is Hosting His First Contest and He Is Ready To Give Stuff Away! Need Just a Few More Contestants! Contest Will Start at 7PM eastern tonight and will only last two weeks!! CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour!! (minimum of 80,000 comments to win) Second Place wins VIP or 7 Day Blast! Winners Choice! 3rd Place Wins 3 Day Blast!! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. Mus

Imagine It......
I know you're reading this and this is for you, lover. Take your clothes off, everything. Turn all the unnecessary lights off. Lay on your bed and get comfortable, for my fantasy begins now... Picture us in your house, sitting on the couch. The TV is on but we are too caught up with our conversation to watch it. My bangs fall in my face and you brush them away. We look at each other, silent vibes of passion flowing between us. You move to me and I to you, our lips meeting. Our lips open and our tongues explore each other's mouths. I run my hands under your shirt and over your stomach. You let out a quiet moan as I reach up to your nipples. I break the kiss and pull your shirt over your head. I lean down and take a nipple in my mouth. I run my tongue through the fine hair surrounding your nipple. You moan again, more audibly and I put my hand on the back of your head. I slowly move my lips across your cheek, over your chin. I slid over to you, straddling you on the couch. I

New Sex Positions
The CAT I'll begin with the Coital Alignment Technique because its simplicity and effectiveness in helping a woman achieve an orgasm makes it a valuable addition to your repertoire. In this position, the woman lies on top-face to face-with her legs inside those of her lover. This squeezes the penis fairly tightly and so caution must be exercised. She then shimmies upwards an inch or two on his pelvis so that her clitoris and surrounding region will be rubbed by his pubic bone. The movements made in the CAT, either circular or as small thrusts (or both-be creative!), allow a woman to mimic the sensations she gives herself when masturbating. The CAT is ideal as a second or third position when both lovers are aroused and perhaps the man needs slowing down while she needs now to concentrate on the right stimulation to build to orgasm. It also allows the man to rest after he has been engaged in more vigorous thrusting in other positions. Spicy Suggestion… Take your time and enjoy this s

Survey-halloween
What Your Halloween Habits Say About You A bit of an introvert, you like the special occasions just as much as everyone else. You just have your own unique way of celebrating Halloween. You definitely think of yourself as someone who has a dark side. And part of having that dark side means not showing it. Your inner child is open minded, playful, and adventurous. You fear those closest to you finding out who you really are. You dread people discovering your secrets. You're logical, rational, and not easily effected. Not a lot scares you... especially when it comes to the paranormal. You are picky and high maintenance. If you wear a Halloween costume, it's only when you really feel like it. And it has to be perfect. What's Your Halloween Personality?

Crazy, Sexy, Strange: The Top 10 Wildest Places You've Had Sex
When we asked you to tell us the strangest place you've ever had sex, we expected the usual -- backseats, bathrooms and parents' bedrooms. But we never imagined that one of you would actually have done it in a hot air balloon over Australia! Your answers ranged from barely naughty to brazenly illegal! Our criteria for selecting the top 10 were simple. Shock us. Or, make us jealous. And in case you're wondering, you did -- both. 10. Finally, a reason to go the library "During college I worked at the campus library with my boyfriend. One day he found me re-shelving books, and suggested that we take a break. We went to the top floor, which was a mezzanine with a few chairs and tables, and he made love to me right there in the open. After that, we never did get much work done together." 9. Beats watching a PowerPoint presentation "On the office conference table! I lost an earring and spent weeks discreetly looking for it at every subsequent meeting." 8. To think of all the l

The Angels Among Us Are You >>>your All My Angels >>>
With God as my copilot ; I try to show love and think of others . I try to help with what Ive learned or know . My knowledge as a living breathing growing person . ; I hope can help others. I show love in many ways to those hurting or sad or destilude... God leads me to them ; Or he leads them to me. I do say many a paryers for all . I Thank You ; God for all , He is all and can do all, thru us . One person can change a world . He did did.. Jesus Christ . He is the greatest story ever told A True Story..We will go on telling it . Amen to many . His word( God,s ) is true and His light is love. He ,Christ is a live ; A living God we have ; Yes I feel in my Heart ; Im doing the right thing by reaching out to others thru love and kindness ...> but If you as a friend feel an intrussion , please let me know for I don,t want to cause suffering or pain ..> I only want to help in some way . I am no angel of God , I have no wings , Im just a human being same as you all are. But Thank You

Social Networking With Your License Plate
It's a boring morning for me today so i was off browsing youtube. Than came across a video that kind of explains a new kind of social networking that's available. How it works is you register on the website (register with your license plate) and if you're out driving around one day and see someone you would want to socialize with you call a 1-900 number, punch in their license plate and it will connect you to that driver. Think of the idiots that cut you off everyday haha ;). Well...just wanted to share that with everyone, back to browsing i go

Halloween Party
So my halloween party was a great success!!!! So many people came and had a great time I was even impressed with the turn out...I hope to have pics up soon whenever I have the time to upload them... *KISSES*

Something Fun For Halloween... :d
Click the link @ the bottom to take this quiz and get somethin like this yourself..I'm still around, just gathering more proof for the next disaster...oh by the way, when listening to what people say around here, please consider the source first before you believe anything...lol. What Your Halloween Habits Say About You You're a friendly person, but not the life of the party. You like making someone else's day - and you'll dress up if you think of a really fun costume. You like to think of yourself as naughty. But compared to most people, you're actually quite mild. Your inner child is open minded, playful, and adventurous. You fear those closest to you finding out who you really are. You dread people discovering your secrets. You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it. You are a traditionalist with most aspects of your life. You like your Halloween costume to be basic, well m

101 Sex Positions
101 Sex Positions Man on Top: Bicycle Boston Brute Brazilian Bedlock Cat Close Embrace Corkscrew Cuban Cradle Double Legged Anchor Jack Hammer Moon Over Miami On the Prowl Raising the Mast Reverse Hot Seat Reverse Mambo Rock the Cradle Slider Sniper Star Gazing Tangled Spider Tequila Sunrise The Steer Tribal Dance Woman on Top: Bermuda Triangle Bronco Buster Didn't Receive 1 Eiffel Tower Kangaroo Shuffle Now and Zenvar Pussy Cat Control Rainbow Arch Reverse Frog Squat Swan Experience Threading the Needle Wild Rodeo Wild Stallion Woman on Top Rear Entry: Man on Top Fire Hydrant G-Spot Jiggy Ironing the Cracks Lock and Pose Lock N'Load Sniper Supported Doggie Stretch Rear Entry: Woman on Top Betty Rocker Bull Horn Drivers Seat Reverse Wild Stallion Southern Exposure Star Gazing

Hurt
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love, only

Halloween Personality Quiz ^(o_o)^
What Your Halloween Habits Say About You You're a friendly person, but not the life of the party. You like making someone else's day - and you'll dress up if you think of a really fun costume. You like to think of yourself as naughty. But compared to most people, you're actually quite mild. Your inner child is open minded, playful, and adventurous. You fear those closest to you finding out who you really are. You dread people discovering your secrets. You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it. You are a traditionalist with most aspects of your life. You like your Halloween costume to be basic, well made, and conventional enough to wear another year.What's Your Halloween Personality?

Memory
Dream with me, for I am nothing more than that fading memory, You try so hard to keep, but over time and trial I lose my glorious beauty. The wonder of my being so real to you once so long ago. A memory so clear like glass. You thought you might never forget the moment. You thought that each color each smell would last in your senses forever. But alas, here I am faded and dull, as you strain to see me there. I am no longer the beautiful memory, but more a painful recollection. And you remember that you used to be able to see me clearly but yet can't recall what I was doing, or what happened. Your tears are sad to me, for I feel them too, why cant you see me and remember the moment we shared? For I am no longer with you. I can no longer make more memories. I must rely on the hope that somehow you remember my touch, eyes, skin, voice even smell. But here I watch you and I am faded. fading away, more each day, weeks pass and still I linger softly like a hazy shadow as you pull the

Aromas
So we all know men love a woman who smells good. I've discovered over the years, however, that some men get totally turned on when they smell a certain perfume, and others could really care less about it as long a their woman smells good. So I'd like to know, how many of you have a certain perfume that drives you crazy, and how many of you don't really pay attention?

Like My Own World Series, Just Maybe Better!
I could sit here forever && try to think of the perfect words to describe him but, it would be impossible. All I gotta say is, He is amazing && by far one of the greatest things to ever happen to me. I honestly could not ask for more. & I wouldnt even if I could. Everything I want is all in him. Brandon, Your most def. my world series baby! OXOXOXOXO

Mrniceguy01 Needs Help Leveling
hey all please do me a favor and show ur love to one of my best friends on fu.... he needs help leveling off .... and he will be more than happy to return the love.... thanks mrniceguy01@ fubar

Saying Thank You
To all of my friends and family, I just have to say you are all awesome. Never does a day go by that I grow a little closer to each of you. Never does a day go by that i am truly amazed of just how nice, sincere, and truly amazing you are. For each and everyone of you my heart goes out and I sincerely appreciate you.

Succide Awareness>>> Yes Holiday ,s Are Near Ane We Need To Be Aware That This Happens When Some Be Alone Thru The Holidays
Courtesy of MsTags.com This is common and more likly to happen when a person is alone during or after Holidays , or grieving from a lost love on. So be aware and try to read the signs. depression , axneity, upset all time , feeling useless , worthless and so much more. tired or listless, always seeming to be alone and not wanting to care or dress or eat at times , cant sleep well at night.. Just be aware ok. diana

2nd Sts-120 Eva Underway.
Astronauts Go to Work Outside Space Station Image Above: STS-120 spacewalkers exit the Quest airlock to begin the second spacewalk of the mission. Image credit: NASA TV 28 Oct. 2007 12:00 P.M. Astronauts are working outside the International Space Station for the second time during the STS-120 mission. The main objective of today’s spacewalk, which began at 5:32 a.m. EDT, is the preparation of the Port 6, or P6, truss segment for its relocation. Parazynski and Tani began the spacewalk heading to the section where the P6 truss was attached to the Z1 truss. Once there they disconnected the umbilicals and bolts holding the two trusses together. Mission Specialists Stephanie Wilson and Doug Wheelock used the station robotic arm to remove the P6. They will place the solar array section in a temporary holding position for tonight before handing it off to the shuttle's robotic arm Monday morning. Tani performed a couple of inspections requested by mission managers. He i

Good, Better, Best ( Lmao )
GOOD A Bloomington, IL policeman had a perfect spot to watch for speeders, but wasn't getting many. Then he discovered the problem - a 12-year-old boy was standing up the road with a hand painted sign, which read 'RADAR TRAP AHEAD.' The officer then found a young accomplice down the road with a sign reading 'TIPS' and a bucket full of money. (And we used to just sell lemonade!) BETTER A motorist was mailed a picture of his car speeding through an automated radar post in Peoria, IL. A $40 speeding ticket was included. Being cute, he sent the police department a picture of $40. The police responded with another mailed photo of handcuffs. BEST A young woman was pulled over for speeding. An Illinois State Trooper walked to her car window and flipped open his ticket book. She said, 'I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the State Troopers Ball. He replied, 'Illinois State Troopers don't have balls.' There was a moment of silence while she smiled, and he r

Win A Happy Hour
ULTIMATE TATTOO CONTEST OPEN TO ALL!!! Apparently there aren't enough females that have a sexy tattoo, or care to try and win a Happy Hour, so this contest will be open to anyone with a tat! WIN A HAPPY HOUR!! A 7 DAY BLAST OR VIP! A 3 DAY BLAST!! JUST CONTACT MYALERO WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE TAT PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR!(minumum 80,000 comments to win) HE WOULD LIKE TO START THIS AT 7 PM EASTERN TONIGHT!! SO HURRY AND SEND HIM YOUR PIC! Myalero Is Hosting His First Contest and He Is Ready To Give Stuff Away! Need Just a Few More Contestants! Contest Will Start at 7PM eastern tonight and will only last two weeks!! CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour!! (minimum of 80,000 comments to win) Second Place wins VIP or 7 Day Blast! Winners Choice! 3rd Place Wins 3 Day Blast!! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. Mus

Why Can't I Just Tell You
why can't I ever reveal the tears that I cry. when I'm alone when I hurt. when I feel I'm about to die. why cant I just tell you how I feel. instead of lying. instead of hiding. instead of holding back whats real. why cant I say that I'm hurting inside. when your gone. when you don't call. why cant I say I want you by my side. why cant I tell you I'm dying inside. because I can't see you because I miss you. I've told my heart so many lies. why cant I say that I love you when I feel that. I feel it everyday every moment. and thats a simple fact ~~~~~~~~~Paul Moye~~~~~~~~~~~~

Things You Might Not Know .......
If you frequent the lounges here, some things you may not realize that happen are "Ghosting" - this is when a persons picture will stay showing in the lounge even when they're NOT actually in there, sometimes it'll even show as if they are in the lounge when they're not even online. Shoutboxes - Sometimes, if you haven't already noticed this , your messages won't always come through on the shoutboxes. Other times they'll come through twice! lol. Lag & what I like to call "blackout" - sometimes you'll experience some lag in the lounges , be patient with those that enter, they may be experiencing that themselves as well as they could also be havin a problem with the lounge page loading ,sometimes this takes forever to actually get IN the lounge and be able to type. Other times, the chatbox will actually be totally black and the person that entered won't even be able to see what's going on in there as far as the actual chat, please once again be patient with them. Show

For A Special Someone. U Know Who U Are
it is once said that a smile more than a gentile kiss, a smile more and more i seem to miss the thought of joyful excitment of exchanging thoughts, a warming connection longful saughts your kindness overwhelms my innocence and fancy's distraction, for playful and meaningful attraction laughter and laughter i tend to hear, closer and tighter all to well way to near thought after thought and fears after tears, closer and closer after time began so near hopefull of future meaningful conception, hearts full of mourning erection.

""family Members""
If you get removed from my 'family' list, don't take it too personally, it's just why bother having you on there if ya don't stay in touch w/ me. You can remove me from yours as well if it's the same way, I'll understand...sorry and thanx all . lol. :hugz: :)

Can You Help Me Doc?
A little dwarf lady goes into her doctor's office complaining of an irritated crotch. After an examination, the doctor sighs, "I don't seem to see any problem. Does it get better or worse at any time?" "Yeah, it's really bad whenever it rains," she replies. "Well, then," says the Doc, "Next time it rains, get in here at once, and we'll take another look at it." Two weeks later, it's raining really hard, and the little lady shows up at the doctor's office. "Doctor, it's really bad today. Please, you have to help me!!" "Well, let's have a look," he says, as he lifts her up onto the table. "Oh, yes, I think I see the problem. Nurse, bring me a surgical kit. Don't worry ma'am, this won't hurt a bit." The dwarf lady closes her eyes in painful anticipation. The doctor begins snipping away and finishes a few minutes later. "There you go, ma'am, try that." She walks back and forth around the office and exclaims, "That's great, Doc, what did you do?" "I just took a couple of inches off

Night
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT I CALL OUT YOUR NAME BUT THERE IS NO SOUND I GET UP AND YOUR NOT AROUND SO I LAY MY HEAD BACK DOWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT

So You're Going To Put Up Your Own Website?
If you haven't worked on the back end of a website, you should just take a peek at what makes one work sme day. I am no pro but being a webmaster is my second fulltime job. I got a great deal a few years back. I somehow hooked up with an affiliate site that gave me my own web site, this was a good one to because it allowed me to edit it. I thought , WOW! I can change what everybody sees on my website! You know what? I never did learn how I could change that page, and that affiliate is long gone........ Well I build .html pages, work in cPanel, FTP, PHP, Java and pearl. I have to say the scripts still are a challenge, but I have got to figure out haw they work..... and do. If you would have told me I would be able to do this back when I saw that first page of .html, I would have said "never!". Its a lot easier today to build a web page with the web site builders, WYSIWYG (what you see is what you get) editors, and even the content management script, but even

Sunday
So this is my first blog, I don't know what a blog actually is, but it keeps telling me to post one.. I never have deepthoughts so they can't go here. I tend to stash everything so go there if you want to know me. Have animals to take care of today, then its a day of Steelers and NASCAR!!!! If any of you read this maybe stop by my stash, Or keep me up to date if I need to get your stuff rated, I swear I have the most beautiful friends and family on this site

A Wonderful Awful Idea
I'm looking for salutes! Give me a personal salute & I'll return the love by making you a pictured salute with yours truly. You can check the one out I did yesterday in the "Minions" folder. The Grinch

To Support Or Not To Support
I've been in the US Army for over 4 years now, in the last year I have been away from my family, I have seen my daughter a total of 3 weeks and I haven't held my wife at night in almost a year. People hate us, say " we shouldn't be over here in Afghanistan and Iraq. Do not hate the troops for protecting your freedom, instead go and complain to your congressman and the president of the US. Tell them the things and the reasons that you don't believe we should be in the middle east and use your freedom of speech on someone that can actually do something about it, instead of hating on the meer people that make it possible for you to do the things that you do in your everyday life.

Dad
SAYING GOODBYE IS THE HARDEST THING I EVER HAD TO DO DADDY I REALLY MISS YOU EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT MEET YOU TILL I WAS TEN AND YOU MOLESTED ME AND BEAT ME OVER & OVER AGAIN I SOUGHT FORGIVENESS AND I FORGAVE YOU AND I WISH I COULD HAVE TOLD YOU WHILE YOU WERE STILL ALIVE,BUT I WAS SCARED OF YOU ,EVEN THOUGH WE WERE MILES APART BUT YOU WERE STILL IN MY HEART.I HAVE LEARNED THAT HATING SOMEONE GETS YOU NOWHERE IN LIFE THATS WHY I FORGAVE YOU. BUT I COULD NOT FIND THE STRENGTH TO TELL YOU,SO I PRAY THAT YOU CAN KNOW THAT YOU NEVER GOT TO MEET YOUR GRANDCHILDRENAND THAT IS GOING TO HURT ME THE REST OF MY LIFE ALL BECAUSE I WAS SCARED YOU WERE GOING TO DO THE SAME THING TO THEM THEY SEE YOUR PICTURES AND KNOW WHO YOU ARE I AM SORRY YOU NEVER GOT TO MEET THEM AND I HOPE YOU FORGAVE ME FOR THAT I LOVE YOU DAD AND IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU I AM THE PERSON I AM TODAY. MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE KNOWING THAT I FORGAVE YOU R.I.P. DAD

Thank You
Tagworld Thank You Comments SINCE IT WOULD TAKE ME FOREVER TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU PERSONNALLY , I'LL DO IT HERE......... YOU GUYS ALL ROCK.. I AM NOW AN OFFICIAL PIMP..... HAHA. I WILL CATCH UP TO ALL OF YOU TO RETURN THE DEED... SO WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT I'LL BE THERE.... HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY ALL.... AND TO A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THE DUHHHH PRINCESS.... YOU STILL ARE THE BOMB...:P later all

Foxyroxy
Foxyroxy has been entered in BBG's Fubar's Biggest Best Giveaway ever. She needs 10,000 comments to receive a month of VIP. We should be able to knock that out in a couple of days no problem. Please stop by her picture and show her some love and support. I would consider it a personal favor if you drop her some comments. Just click on the picture below and it will take you right to the page. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

This Girl Is The Bomb......hit Her Hard!!!
This girl is tha bomb....she is a real sweetheart and one of the best friends to have!! She is only 10,000 away from leveling and needs your help. Please go hit her page hard. She has stash and lots of pics to rate!! She will return the love and you will just love her!!! ÄRÌÈL ÄÐÐÌÇŦÈÐ ĦÈĦßÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ*Engaged to my Sexy LOCO*@ fubar Put on the corner by one of her closest friends: ~§ugähhh~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar

A After Thought Sobriety
I’am always seeing the things and people that are two inches away from my face. What I would like to be able to do is to see the things that are important , significant, blazing stars, life long influences. All to often those things and people get taken for granted, recede into the background. I feel so deeply loved by You. And I love You so much back! All through my life you have been there to spoil me to treasure me ,and as I’ve gotten older you’ve become my friend someone I can talk to & confide in. My mom always reminds me that there are people who are just completely ,basically good. And that you are one of them It feels so good every time I see you . Like the feeling you get when you are coasting to a stop after your favorite roller coaster ride.

Female Crap
just when you think you have a hard exterior to protect the inside, something happens to break it down. then what? then you're left to the crap where you care about things that you normally wouldn't. and even more knowing that you're the only one who does. you don't want to, it would make it so much easier, but you don't know how to stop without completely stopping everything. and even then, it wouldn't completely help. at that point, it would harden you even more to the point of being completely cold. sometimes you have to wonder what's better though... being cold and untouched, or warm and tainted. either way it's usually a no win situation. there can be good and bad to both sides. but still you wonder why you allowed yourself to get so deep.

Miles Away
MILES AWAY FROM THE ONES YOU LOVE STARRING AT THE STARS UP ABOVE WISHING ONE DAY YOU COULD BE HOME INSTEAD OF SPENDING THE NIGHTS ALONE DREAMING OF THE DAY YOU FALL IN LOVE WISHING TO THE STARS ABOVE WISHING THAT ONE DAY YOU ARE HAPPY TO HOLD SOMEONE AND NEVER LET GO TO EMBRACE AND ADORE TO CHERISH AND TO LOVE DREAMING TO THE STARS UP ABOVE MILES AWAY FROM THE ONES YOU LOVE

How F*cking Pathetic
fu husband and fu wife? give me a fucking break get your loser ass off the internet and get a fucking life. "oh i have a fu wife or husband,im too cool" no that means youre a fucking reject that everyone in your area turned down.

Love As Poison
Love as poison In the history of mankind, love has been compared to numerous things. Love has been a box of chocolates, love has been a game and love has been a tear rolling down someone’s cheek. It has been the subject of both tragedy and, comedy ranging from Shakespeare’s ‘Romeo and Juliet’ to the same playwright’s ‘Much Ado about Nothing.’ Love consumes us; a fire seeking to devour us whole. But of all comparisons, I believe love is most analogous to poison. Think about it. Many poisons can be commonly found in our homes, our schools or our work-places. It can be the air we breathe or the water we drink. Wherever we look, we can find it. When we think of poison, we think of something that can hurt us greatly. Indeed, poison can inflict great damage upon our hearts and minds. It can make our heart stop or our heads hurt with a sharp pain. We can be left breathless as a result of its tremendous effects. Once introduced into our bodies, poison inevitably spreads throughout our enti

Farmer
John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs (for you city folks). The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in hi

Just Here.....
End of October already.....wow..this year has flown....tomorrow is my birthday, gonna be 43 and it really is cool....no worries no bother.....this year i feel younger and better than ever....feel like wooohoooo. Went to a Halloween party last firday nite....what a blast, was with my co-workers.....so much fun. I've been not online as much lately, seems life has gotten busy, i hope things settle down some cause i seriously need to post and reconnect with my friends here....miss ya all. More later!!!!

Confession
i sat alone today got lost along the way in my mind i think that ill come back someday there's something i must confess before im in another mess and I see it crashing down on me you cant break me the lights keep shining down you cant break me im on my way forget the day close the door and close your mind walking darkness fall behind building walls hidden fear judgement falls wasted years there's something I must confess before im in another mess and it all comes crashing down on me im on my way forget the day finally free you cant break me

Got Trashed
So I ended up going to the bbq festival yesterday where I met Trisha Yearwood and some other random country stars. And of course I left my camera so now I'm stuck trying to find pics of me and them that other people took. Bot for the better part of life I went to a killer party last night, got trashed, made out with this chick who apperantly is one of my friend's ex girlfriends. Well soon she might be mine. Her homeboy was taking pics of us suckin, kissing, and licking and I forget to get her number or give her mine.

2 Cups Of Coffee & The Mayo Jar
THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE Body: THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. when the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly, The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up the box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. Three students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two

What A Loser
So some lame ass is creating accounts, rating my profile a 1 and then deleting their account. It happend so many times multiple times this weekend Get a life loser, IDGAF if you rate me a 1, and the fact that you have NO LIFE makes me laugh hardily at you. the fact your rating a 1 and then deleting your account lets me know your chickenshit as well cuz you cant even show your face. hahaha. people with no lifes other then online drama are funny.

Underwater Photo Class
Last night I took a class in underwater Photgraphy. It was taught by the owners of Island Photographers of Cozumel. www.photocozumel.com Holly and Armando are amazing. They really know there stuff. We spent the first two hours learning about all of the settings of our camera and what the optimal settings for shooting pix underwater. Until now, basically what I would do is take my camera underwater and shoot as many shots as I could. If I was lucky 1 or 2 would be decent. What we then did last night was shoot pictures on a simulated reef in the pool at my local dive shop. I have downloaded the pix and will load them soon. Really looking forward to my next dive trip to try this out further!

Today's Horror
"Your positive energy is perfect for movement of all kinds -- from travel to changes in career. Any new direction you choose to take right now should work out for the best for you in the long run." I HAVE been wanting a road trip or 2. Indiana calls my name as well as the other side of NC!! Working two jobs IS killing me... hmmm I need to ponder this. lol Interesting that my horrorscope goes along with my train of thought(s) today. Which reminds me, for those who do/don't know/care, I started back to college this fall to go into the nursing program. Working 2 jobs has been a necessity lately, for various reasons, but it didn't work with school. So, I postponed college until after Christmas. Wake Forest (yuck teams!) has an awesome nursing program as well as Bowman-Gray School of Medicine. However, I was exposed to paralegal work this week (don't ask!!!) and my brain has begun shifting gears. lol The nursing program... once you get your prerequisites out of the way, you must

Gold Diggers
Read this ad I found on Craigslists.. What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful (spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy. I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200 - 250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you single rich men hang out? Give me speci

Yeah, Yeah.
I joined a salute contest. Yeah, I know *shrugs* why not. So if you wanna go by and rate and comment bomb it, have fun! lol, luvs ya! :* http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1020195&albumid=641337&i=310226187 Oh, yeah.. it lasts for two weeks. Don't forget about it! :P

Nothing Is As It Seems
For the longest time I have suffered from night terrors, since i was 8, and for as long as I can remember I've taken catnaps so I wouldnt get to rem sleep and dream, but I've been sleeping longer now due to the meds I'm on and the nightmares are back. I try staying up all night and staying busy cleaning the house, feeding dogs, being outside, playong with my so, ya'll know what i mean. I can make it through 2 days no sleep, then exhaustion hits. WHAM and I go to sleep and the nightmares are back. Theyy've gotten worse since I came back from Indiana. I guess my fears of be left and not wanted have stirred up old memeories thats brouhgt back the dreams. I've tried everythind except the dream represent drugs...wont go there rather be emotionaly and physically drained than put a bunch of pills in me. Plus the fact I hate doctors and medicine dont work to well. So if ya'll see me on all night you'll lnow whats up, and if I dont answer right away, I'm either working on a pic or fell asle

Sexiest Cowgirl On Fubar
Superman is holding a Sexiest Cowgirl Contest I would love it if you could stop by, rate and comment on the below pic. Rate=10 points and Comments=1 so even if all you can do it rate that would be FABULOUS. I appreciate all those that have been helping me out. Much love, y'all.

Foolish Heart
I watched you walk away eyes never turning once my way I heard you mumble and say maybe I'll be back some day I never thought you'd be the one to walk out on me there you go just like the rest leaving me here broken heart in my chest you want time you need your space all this time's been a waste will I ever find someone to take your place I loved you so with all my heart alone again don't know where to start I feel so lame played your game U promised to change my name the ring's still here but its not the same here I am this damn heart I blame this cloud of pain sends rain my way every single eternal day your love is gone to god I pray please take this love away this heart of mine loves you so I just wish I could go back in time to the day you found your way into my heart so I could stop and turn away ~~~~~~~~~Paul Moye~~~~~~~~~

Satisfying Relationship
Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a woman that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find women that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of me that a women can't. I can find women that satisfy me in bed, and I can find women that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a female that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship?

Your Friends Have Not Been Deleted!
Tom myspace.com/tom Date: Sep 5, 2007 5:22 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: your friends have not been deleted! Body: Just wanted to update everyone on this issue. Last Friday we ran some database jobs to fix an inaccuracy in the way we were counting the number of friends each user has. WE DID NOT DELETE YOUR FRIENDS! We simply fixed the number that shows on your profile. You can read more about it in my blog! I know people are very worried they lost friends, but you did not - your friend count is just closer to being accurate. We're only about halfway through, so your count will still decline until it's completely finished.

Racism
Racism A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm, please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumst

Save Me
the day you left me without a goodbye left me in my tears to die.without knowing how or why.when will my tears run dry.and end.i miss you so dear its true wherever you are just know that i am near.your smile i miss like a warm sunny sky.when you left i was a mess my dear never knowing so please tell me the end is not near.i long for your touch forever feeling safe,come back and save me from all my tears.my heart has ran cold forever it will remain till you come and save me from my cold tears.life so empty so please tell me how do i go on.please come back and save me i need your near.my love forever yours from now until the end of time.just please tell me the end is not near copyrighted by catherine levasseur spt 2007

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The Bleedin Clown
Singer : Manu Chao Song & Lyrics : Manu Chao goes people grim when i come 'round and kids they call me the bleedin' clown i used to make the children happy now lil' girls cry when they look at me im going down down down im going down you're laughin' you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely you're laughin' you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely i lost my reputation crown theres nothing o' me but a bleedin' clown cos little girl found another boy and left behind just a broken toy you're laughin' you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely you're laughin' you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely goes people grim when i come 'round you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely and kids they call me the bleedin' clown you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely i used to make the children happy you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely now lil' girls cry when they look at me you're laughin' you laugh and im lonely you laugh and im

Life
In life, we cannot always choose whom we fall in love with. We cannot always choose the one who completes us. Who fulfills our passions and desires... Who we surrender our heart to. We cannot always choose whose touch we ache so intensely to have... Whose lips we long to passionately kiss... Whose body to make love with until the sun rises in the horizon. It is not always our choice, Who enters our daydreams... Who lingers in our mind... filling us with such vivid senses as the softness of their voice, The whispers of " I love you," The sadness of " good -bye." Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose.... teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that

Flying
as i lay in bed i ponder my true unknown destiny.where does my heart really lie.will i die from a broken heart,beyond fixing. i try to imagine what it feel like to soar in the sky above the clouds,never feeling pain.only love.to imagine a life so different and true.to the feel the touch of someone so rare and true.his kiss so deep and the passion is there flying free inloveand free oh what a feeling we share forever and enternity cpoyrighted by catherine levasseur done oct 2007

Dude... Why Do Peopel Gotta Steal My Shit
im a jerk... ok everone knows this... so... i let someone stay in my house... fine... but then here comeones someone else... SHE WOULDNT FUCKING LEAVE. Finally i tolf her politly to GTFO and she did... totally peaced.. no gratitude..nothing.. finally i see her.. confront her LIKE AN ADULT... and she plays stupid. As most that are close to me koe i am moving. I start to go pack some shit thats int he bath room. jewlery is in the bathroom in boxes... noone ever touched. of 2 peices that mean the world to me.. one is gone. it was white gold diamond and tanzinite ring that was given to me when my daughter was born. what...the wench couldnt steal oneof the 4 computer in the house, the 12004 TV MY FUNITURE... BED ANYTHING ELSE??? NO SHE STOLE SOMETHING THAT WAS PART OF MY HEART. i cant wear it. i had surgery on my arm and my hand is all swolen so its been in a box for 2 yrs. IM pissed. i will get the bitch.

Idfk
why do i cry everytime i hear his name? why dont the fucking pills seem to make everything go away? when will the madness stop? when will everything be okay? the thoughts of everything i had good...are gone. lost. forever. why am i like this? why does it have to hurt? people are probably thinking im like this for the attention. im not. the pain is real. its killing me slowly, day by day. im tired of the bullshit lies. is this just a dream, and when i wake up....everything will be fine? you might think im happy....but im not gonna be okay.

Paranormal Beliefs
Millions of americans, particularly women, share paranormal beliefs and experiences "that don't fit under any religious umbrella," says Christopher Bader, one of the Baylor University sociologists analyzing the Baylor Religion Survey. Overall, 52% of people surveyed say they believe in prophetic dreams. More than 40% agree that places can be haunted and that ancient advanced civilizations, such as Atlantis, once existed, just as writers from Plato to psychic Edgar Cayce have described. One question, however, drew such wide agreement that Bader suspects researchers' intent was unclear. "We asked whether 'Some alternative treatments are at least as effective as traditional medicine,' " and 74.5% said yes. "We were thinking of crystals, aromatherapy. ... But people may have read the question to mean acupuncture, vitamins or herbs," which have been scientifically studied and are widely used. About 25% use the Internet or books to research the prophecies of 16th-century astrologer Nostradam

Rainin In Paradize
Welcome to paradize (x2) today it's rainin (x4) Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin in Zaire was no good place to be this world go crazy it's an atrocity in Congo still no good place to be them kill me buddy its a calamity go Masai go Masai be mellow go Masai go Masai be sharp go Masai go Masai be mellow go Masai go Masai be sharp in Monrovia This (is) no good place to be weapons go crazy it's an atrocity in Palestinia too much hypocrisy this world go crazy it's no fatality go Masai go Masai be mellow go Masai go Masai be sharp today it's rainin (x4) in paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin In Bagdad it's no democracy that's just because it's a US country In Fallujah too much calamity this world go

Lost Girl
I scream for help, but no one hears. Is it true? This world doesn't care? They hide their lives by feeding your fears. I scream for help " Where are you? Where!?" Dry, cold, lifeless shell. Internally, externally full of tears. Cruelty for cruelty, Pain for pain. Happiness and joy, this flesh tomb restrains. A question asked to unmask fraud, with this life given to me is there really a God? Drugs hide pain, tears covered by rain All hope is forgotten in this lost girl gone rotten. That's all I have. Let me know what you think please.

~the Walmart Cat~
A blonde was weed-eating her yard and accidentally cut off the tail of her cat which was hiding in the grass. She rushed her cat, along with the tail over to WALMART! Why WALMART??? WALMART is the largest retailer in the world!!!

Being Humble Is No Weakness.
Humility In addition to persistent, ongoing effort, continued success requires humility. If you grow arrogant after a few accomplishments, you're not likely to have many more. With each success you gain more confidence, and that's great. When you've done it before, you know that you can do it again. Yet even as your confidence level grows higher and higher, do not make the mistake of discarding your humility. For humility keeps you reasonable, respectful, thankful, thoughtful and realistic, and those are all qualities essential for continued success. Thinking that you're entitled to something just because you want it is a reliable recipe for failure and disappointment. Humility reminds you that in order to receive value, you must create value in equal measure. While it is certainly possible to accomplish things without humility, those accomplishments will be empty and short-lived. Those people who enjoy meaningful success and fulfillment year after year and decade after decade

Fuck You Babyjesus!
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANNA TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS SCUMMY WEBSITE FULL OF OLD BITCHES WITH THEIR SAGGY BOOBS HANGING OUT AND PERVERTED OLD GUYS THAT PROBABLY MOLEST CHILDREN? I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL EAT YOU! YOU ARE A DESPERATE DUMBASS! EATING BABYJESUS, LOTS O. FUN

Wtf Is Up With Ppl?
i should be a bitch that way noone likes me cause it seems when im nice to ppl i get fucked with and ppl cant take no f0r a damn answer an still have to try to ask me out when i told em no the firsyt damn time well it resulted in my computer being hacked by that idiot cause i wont go out with him an im sick and tired of it kiss my fucking ass u sorry piece of shit u dont fucking scare me come to my house an see how fast u go in the hospital u sorry motherfucker stalk me online with everything im on u sorry pos cause u cant take no for a fucking answer here i hope u read this u piece of shit and get the fucking hint I DONT LIKE UR SORRY FUCKING ASS MOVE THE FUCK ON U FUCKING LOOSER U KNOW WHO U ARE IF UR ON HERE SM04CHYBRID ON CAMFROG

Another Lame Poser
Angelbaby@ fubar Yes folks, Its true...Someone else is posing as me yet again.... The kicker on this one is that I asked them NICELY in a profile comment to delete MY pics that they boosted from a free site and what did they do?? Can you guess?? ......... ........... ............ ............. They blocked me....And added MORE pics of me....The nerve! Please go show them the PROPER Fubar love they deserve for impersonating me.... Thanks!

Not Gonna Happen!!!!
its ironic how you think just when you think you've gotten to know someone or figured them out when in that very instance you realize you dont know them at all... love is a toxic poison...as soon as it gets inside you it takes so much to leave your system.... if one really cared for the other they would not cause you pain or suffering... there would be no lies or manipulation... im very strong and i am past the emotional bs... i had a moment of weakness...im past it... I AM ANGIE BABE AND I WILL NOT BE MANIPULATED!!!!!

Erotic
Laying there in the bed beside you, my eyes wide open. I roll over to watch you sleep. You look so handsome and so peaceful like that. I can't help but smile as I gaze upon you. In an instance my mind wanders. I find my mouth watering. My mouth is craving but one thing. It wants to feel you inside. I find myself squirming under the covers. My head now covered by the sheets and blankets. My hand reaches for your boxer briefs and carefully lowers the waistband, allowing your resting cock to be exposed to me. My mouth waters more, I want to make you grow in my mouth. I move in closer, lift your cock with my left hand, and then take you all in. Your cock is small and soft and my mouth enjoys having it. My left hand now cups your balls as my mouth begins to carefully suck. My tongue thrashing about, making sure to cover every bit of your cock. I can feel it begin to grow so I start sucking you in and out. I hear you start moaning; quietly at first. I suck a bit more til your cock has reache

A Trip To Immokalee
10-14-07. drove over to Immokalee to see Lake Trafford, a large lake a few miles west of Immokalee. I found it to be a cool-looking lake with a homey marina store, boat ramp, and picnicking area. Remnants from a prehistoric canoe, possibly several thousand years old had been found in the muck near the boat ramp a week or so ago. Archaeologists from Tampa were called down to take wood samples for radio carbon dating. Then I was curious about the Ave Maria University, reported to be a new concept in religious fundamentalism where 10,000 dwellings, shops, etc would become present , built around an architecturally monumental church, a religious-right university dedicated to fundamentals of Christianity, or something like that. Unable to locate the place right off, I found the local casino and decided to have lunch there. I have to say Immokalee is a roadside attraction in its own right; closer to my perception of a “thrid world” town, like one I’ve seen in old Mexico during t

You Might Be A Mommy If . . .
You Might Be a Mommy If . . . By Leslie Wilson Every shirt you own has spit-up on the shoulder. Must-see TV includes Barney, Arthur and Disney Playhouse. You carry a diaper bag instead of a purse. You analyze babies’ bodily functions with women you just met. Let go and know there is a love that sustains all "Sleeping in" is when the clock reads 6:30 a.m. You never go anywhere without baby wipes. You sleep with a baby monitor a foot away from your head. With each subsequent child, you’ve progressed from sterilizing the pacifier to washing it off to blowing on it, invoking the three-second rule. Your children are better dressed than you. You used to be known by your first name - now you’re Jordan’s mommy. You store five sizes of clothes in your closet. You call your husband on his cell phone in order to have a real conversation with him. You go to bed at 12:30 a.m. and ge

A Friend Needs Help
Well, a close friend of mine has been in a contest for a few days and she is finally starting to gain some ground. At the end of the contest the winner get a Happy Hour. It's getting down to the witre here, so I am calling on all those who have enjoyed my photos and who would like to see more, to come out, follow the link below and just comment on her at least 25 times.....thats not much to ask...IS IT? If you do, I know she...will show you love right back....So help her win this dame thing.... and tell her...i sent you...

October 28, 2007
Someone is trying to overload you -- or themselves -- with more work or stress than is realistic. Today is perfect for identifying deadwood and clearing it out of your life, so be ruthless about it!

Too Easy, Drill Sergeant!
So, I wake up Wednesday with a bit of a sore throat. No big deal, right? Half the population woke up with a sore throat Wednesday. My temperature begins to rise. 102.7? That's not too bad. Extra water and maybe some Ibuprofen should do the trick. My fever subsides, which is cool, but now I can't really talk, as my voice is dead except for a few manly grunts here and there, but hey, I'm Communicator Girl and it's what I do. So, I do my rounds, but I have to confess that there's a definitive lack of pep in my step. I don't get around to sleeping until Thursday morning and when I do sleep, I sleep for a good three hours, waking up every fifteen minutes or so. At this point, life is grand if you overlook the fact that I'm having difficulty breathing. I can actually talk a bit, though my speech is somewhat stilted, what with the lack of oxygen and all. I call to see if I can get an appointment. There's nothing available which fits my schedule. *insert sigh here* I get dresse

Please Read This And Past It On Tp Everyone You Know!!
TREVOR SMALLWOOD BRISBANE OFFICE Tel +61(0) 7 32221347 Ext 17347 Fax +61(0) 7 32221219 www.afp.gov.au PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of 'Osama Bin Laden Captured' or 'Osama Hanged' don't open the attachment. This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe .. Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached filed called 'Invitation' regardless of who sent it. It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which 'burns' the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list,

Taken
to those who keep asking ,yes i have a very caring boyfriend who lives with me,there is an age differance but we get along great as like others we have our spats but we are fine.no we are not swingers either.i dont share well with others.i just like meeting new people and talking to them i get bored ,when hes not around and all my friends are gone.no one left to talk to.

Ok I Quit!
I have decided I will resign as an adult and would like to accept the responsibilities of an 6 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant and then be able to afford a movie. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks and bask in the sun. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree with a drippy ice cream cone and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivi

Bondage Me Lightly ???
Free Photo Decorator Generator I'm not particularly into being dominated in bed, but I find that there's something extremely erotic about being tied up, blindfolded and completely at the mercy of my partner. The teasing, the sense of anticipation, not knowing where the next touch will be, or indeed what it will be with sends shivers of delight all through my body and plays tricks with my mind! The merest sensation of hot breath playing over my skin fills me with desire and longing and the more I am teased, the more excited I become!! Writhing and squirming until I can take no more and beg to be untied!! An ice cube here, a feather there, some slippery baby oil, maybe a little honey!!! Ooooooooh now I'm getting a little horny .....I shouldn't do this to myself.lol.Anyway just a thought and wondered what you thought on a little light bondage.Is it for you? Is this a fantasy you would like to play out???? Dare you tell me any of your fantasies??? Remind you som

Quick Update
I'll be offline til the 9th of November when my internet gets turned back on at my mom's. I no longer live with him. I completely left and the papers for divorce will be filed on wednesday. I hate that it came down to this. I do care about him, always will. Come on I spent 6 years with him and we have a child together. But I dont' love him anymore and its not fair to either of us or our daughter for either one of us to be miserable. Or as my brother put it, he's miserable without me, I'm miserable with him. lol. thats just not gonna work. Things will be better this way. Just gonna take time and patience with my daughter. She's going to be so confused and I hope she doesnt grow to hate or resent me for this decision because its going to be so hard on her. See y'all on the 9th

Samhain Dumb Supper
Just a quick reminder for those of us who will be giving a dumb supper for our deceased loved ones this Samhain... 1. The Dumb Supper must be held in Sacred Space. 2. All table service, plates, napkins, glasses and tablecloth, should be black. 3. No one may speak from the moment they enter the feast room until they leave. 4. Only lamps or candles are used for lighting. 5. Each living guest should bring a prayer written on a small piece of paper and a divination tool. Merry Samhain!

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when y

Slow Tears
Slow tears I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Best Come Back Line Ever:
> THIS WAS IN THE WASHINGTON POST... THE TITLE OF THE ARTICLE WAS "BEST COME > BACK LINE EVER." > > IN SUMMARY, THE POLICE ARRESTED PATRICK LAWRENCE, 22 YEAR OLD WHITE MALE, IN > A PUMPKIN PATCH 11:38 P.M. ON FRIDAY NIGHT. > > ON MONDAY, AT THE GWINNETT COUNTY COURTHOUSE, LAWRENCE WAS CHARGED WITH > LEWD AND LASCIVIOUS BEHAVIOUR, PUBLIC > > INDECENCY, AND PUBLIC INTOXICATION. > > THE SUSPECT EXPLAINED THAT AS HE WAS PASSING A PUMPKIN PATCH ON HIS WAY > HOME FROM A DRINKING SESSION WHEN HE DECIDED > > TO STOP, "YOU KNOW HOW A PUMPKIN IS SOFT AND SQUISHY INSIDE, AND THERE WAS > NO ONE AROUND FOR MILES OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT > > THERE WASN....'T ANYONE AROUND" HE STATED IN A TELEPHONE INTERVIEW. > > LAWRENCE WENT ON TO SAY THAT HE PULLED OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD, > PICKED OUT A PUMPKIN THAT HE FELT WAS APPROPRIATE TO > > HIS PURPOSE, CUT A HOLE IN IT, AND PROCEEDED TO SATISFY HIS ALLEGED > ....'NEED.....' "GUESS I WAS REALLY INTO IT, YOU KNOW?" HE > > COMMENTED

Das Beste
I found a treasure With your name on it. So wonderful and value And with no money of this world to pay. You fall asleep next to me, I could look at you the whole night. Watch how you sleep, Hear your breath Until we wake up the next morning. You have done it again To take me my breath away. When you lie next to me I cant believe it That somebody like me Deserves someone like you. Chorus: You are the best that ever happened to me. It feels so good how you love me. Forget the rest of the world, When you're with me. You are the best that ever happened to me. It feels so good how you love me. I don’t say it often enough Its nice that you are there. You laughing is addictive, A kind of not from this world. Even if your closeness would be poison I would stay by you as long until I die. You leaving would destroy worlds But I don’t want to think about it. To nice it is with you When we give each other love. Give me some power, Take my doubts from

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week- Ufc 74- Renato "babalu" Sobral Vs David Heath(undercard)
Buccs thoughts on this match....... "This match to me should have been on the main card. Undercard my ass- Sobral is a main carder. But he lost 2 straight at this point. This was sobrals chance to stay in the UFC. However- After this match- Sobral got fined 7 kicked out of the uFC(aint sure) but overall- good match-up of styles. Enjoy.....

Another Poem I Wrote
People Ask" How can you be friends with someone you have never met?" I tell them" You have never been online I bet!". It's something people offline will never understand. You open up your heart to friendship with your typing Hands. It's a world full friendship at your finger tips, there is so much. Online, it only takes a heart to reach people with your touch. First you start out online, surfing all around. Next thing you know a great friend will be found. You will chat a lot and surf cyberspace. Soon it will be your second home, a comforting special place. A Friend to share your dreams and your tears and to help each other wipe away life's fears. You will share life together and help each other along You will make it thru bad weather because friendship is so strong. No matter how far apart you go, your keyboards will keep you together. and in your heart you will know you don't need a face to be a true friend forever. So, How do you explain this to people who have never been online. I

Let Me Hold You In My Arms
Let Me Hold You In My Arms by RedyFrLuv (redbrs17214@fubar.com) My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go.

I Did It Again~
I entered in Will's contest! copied from Will's blog: im holding a any pic you want no rulez contest THIS CONTEST WILL ONLY LAST 6 HOURS most comments wins the prize im only taking 4 contestants, so speak up fast if u want in, starts sunday at 4pm pacific time {6pm central,7pm eastern time} this link is to his album area: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=333192 I will post the pic link once it is open. So, save a bit of time for me if you would. Thanks everyone! It is only a 6 hour contest!

Have A Heart And Pray For Her
she needs ur prayers now more then ever shes so sick poor baby.....the doc put her on meds im hopping she will do fine on em but if u could take a min out ur time 2 say a small prayer for her its not like im askin much and not like its for me its for her she needs all the prayers she can get......so have a heart and keep her in ur prayers plz and thanks.....and thanks for all my friends and family thats been there for me and my sis and family .....like to say thanks 2 steve for the comment he left me in my shout box ur a true friend just wanted 2 say thank that ment alot.....

Some Sayings That I Like
Someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted to be loved..If your someday was yesterday, learn...If your someday is tomorrow, hope...If your someday is today...cherish. Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live like your dying. Live life like theres no tomorrow for tomorrow may never come. Id rather laugh with the sinners then cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...only the good die young....(My friend John used to say this, he was a NY Firefighter, who died in the World Trade Centers) Someday you will be sorry, someday when your free, memories will remind you, that we were meant to be. You've got to live for something, or you will die for nothing. Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face. But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. Never apologize for saying what you feel, because

Fakes
Don't you hate it when somebody comes along that's new and try's to be something that there not? I mean why go through all the trouble to make yourself out to be somthing that your not knowing eventually you will be found out. It pisses me off and I just want to slap them around a little bit!!!!!!!!!!

Politik Kills
Singer : Manu Chao Song & lyrics : Manu Chao politik kills politik kills politik kills politik need votes politik needs your mind politik needs human beings politik need lies thats what my friend is an evidence politik is violence what my friend is a evidence politik is violence politik kills politik kills politik kills politik use drugs politik use bombs politik need torpedoes politik needs blood thats what my friend is an evidence politik is violence what my friend is a evidence politik is violence politik need force poltik need cries politik need ignorance politik need lies politik kills politik kills politik kills politik need force poltik need cries politik need ignorance politik need lies politik need force poltik need cries politik need ignorance politik need lies politik kills politik kills

Bill Cosby On Black America
"They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads walking around. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what ? ? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics. I am talking about these people who cry when their son is standing there in an orange suit. Where were you when he was 2 ? ? Where were you when he was

Need Help!!
NEED HELP! CLICK THE BANNER, SIGN UP, AND VERIFY THE EMAIL CODE. AND WHEN DONE SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME WHAT YOUR USER NAME IS ON THERE, AND GET 100 FUBAR BUCKS! YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY THE GAME, IM IN A RACE TO BE THE 1ST TO GET 10 PEOPLE TO JOIN. SO FIRST 10 TO JOIN GET THE BUCKS. PLEASE HELP ME (DJ DEVIL WITCH AKA ADOPT A SOLDIER)OUT

Oh Bother.....
The lyrics to the song "Bother" by Stone Sour sound like a match to my mood currently. Even the sound of the song feels like it matches. Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; My flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds Wish Id died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten With its memories Diaries left With cryptic entries And you dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds You

For October 28,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 28,2007 Someone is trying to overload you -- or themselves -- with more work or stress than is realistic. Today is perfect for identifying deadwood and clearing it out of your life, so be ruthless about it!

Daddy's Hookers And Momma's Whores
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... I've been pretty much in a fucked-off mood all evening... It all started with a bit of sarcastic humor, which escalated to sarcastic silly strange wit. To the fuckers that have pissed me off or made me tick tonight, ya'll are daddy's hookers and momma's whores. To everyone else, love me or hate me.... who gives a rat's ass.

Love Fights.
Argh so i just had one of those knock-down drag out fights with the boyfriend. It was one of those fights where one person says the most hurtful shit they can think of [ me ] and the other person is being too fucking sweet and trying to make it better. This is one of those moments where he may think that he's an asshole but I know for a fact in that moment that he isnt. Any other guy would have either let me dump them by now or they'd have cheated on me or lied to me. BUT no, this guy is so fucking amazing. I was saying the most hurtful things and i knew that they hurt him but he stuck with me and he told me that he loved me through the whole thing... GOD!!! Bitches must be jealous because ive got my prince ive got the perfect boyfriend. Ive got my everything god damnit im cheezy *hides*

Dream Questions Answered All In One
Dream-Related Questions What is the average amount of dreams a person usually has in one night? The average person has about 3 to 5 dreams per night, but some may have up to 7 dreams in one night. The dreams tend to last longer as the night progresses. During a full 8-hour night sleep, two hours of it is spent dreaming. Please tell me is it unusual for an individual to have multiple dreams during the course of one night's sleep? Is this normal? I normally dream two or three dreams in one night. It is not at all unusual for a person to have more than one dream per night. In fact, it is perfectly normal! The trick is remembering all your dreams. Some people have trouble remembering one single dream, let alone multiple dreams. Does a person dream all night? If not, when do they? No, a person does not spend the entire night dreaming. A person spends about two hours in the dream state per night. A person moves through the four stages of the sleep cycle throughout the nig

Why Do You Think That We Have Dreams?
This is still an unresolved topic amongst researchers as to the reason we have dreams. One theory suggests that dreams serve as a means for cleansing and release. During the day, we may hold back our feelings and repress our anger. Thus dreams serve as a safe outlet for us to release our negative emotions. Another theory says that dreams is a biologically necessary aspect of sleep. Research has shown that people who were prevented from entering the dream state and woken up before they can dream were more easily irritated, jittery, and performed far below average. I believe these are two theories summarize why we dream.

Do Dreams Have Any Significance?
Yes dreams have a significance. The images in our dreams always contain hidden meaning which goes far beyond the outer appearance. The language of dreams is symbolic and are not to be taken literally. The significance of dreams is personal and dependent on your own personal experiences. However, there are many universal symbols.

When Everything Hits The Fan
ever have them days where your out of state on vacation and you get a phone call saying your dog is at someone's house only to have another guy call you 30 minutes later saying your dog is in his front yard? well, thats how my morning started out. i had a friend watching my dogs while i was visiting family in illinois. so much fo that. 2 different guys called and said they had my black lab. okay, no big deal. only questions i have for my buddy is where the hell are my dogs. i just got a full grown adult male siberian husky 2 days ago and now i'm getting call about my lab. i haul ass home to find my lab in my fenced in yard and my husky gone. it was bad enough my truck broke down 3 times the night before. but it sucks that the husky is gone. and my 5 day vacation turned into 2 days of driving. did you know that the radar traps in illinois are off by at least 10 miles per hour? oh well i guess its not my problem. the nite turned out great taking my fiancee out for a romantic dinner and m

Is It True That Some Dreams Can Predict The Future?
There is no scientific proof that dreams can predict and foretell the future. Yes, many people have had dreams that eventually came true afterwards. This can be explained in how we unconsciously gather little information here and there and when you have a dream, it puts together all this unconscious information before you are consciously able to do so. In short, you unconsciously already know what was going to happen and it only appears as if the dream had predicted the future. Another explanation is that such dream are mere coincidences or is the faulty memory of the dreamer.

Do Children's Dreams Mean The Same As Adults? If Not What Is The Difference?
Dreams often reflect our experiences and life concerns. For this reason, children's dreams are different then the dreams of adults. The dreams of young children (3-5 year olds) usually have no real story line or any strong emotional content. Children around this age also frequently experience nightmares relating to their fears (strangers, monsters, loud noises, etc.) By the time children reaches their teen years, their dream patterns are matched closer to that of adults.

Does A Person Dream All Night? If Not, When Do They?
No, a person does not spend the entire night dreaming. A person spends about two hours in the dream state per night. A person moves through the four stages of the sleep cycle throughout the night. In the final stage of the sleep cycle (referred to as REM sleep) is where dreaming occurs. Each cycle of sleep lasts anywhere from 60-90 minutes and then will repeat itself throughout the night.

Horny!
Roses are red violets are korny, when i think of you ohh baby i get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Lesser Mortals
Your mind is in overdrive right now and you won't waste a moment trying to figure things out -- because it should all be plain as day. Have patience with lesser mortals -- you may need to explain a few things. Free Sample: Daily Grind Tarot Reading

What Is The Average Amount Of Dreams A Person Usually Has In One Night?
The average person has about 3 to 5 dreams per night, but some may have up to 7 dreams in one night. The dreams tend to last longer as the night progresses. During a full 8-hour night sleep, two hours of it is spent dreaming

Dont Speak
Sitting; Admiring an angel. An extreme triumph for god, Watching her dress herself slowly Floating on a high of love. Crouches down; Knee level. A soft kiss upon my head she Steps back up, level with heaven Stares into my eyes as she joins me in bed. Whisked of my feet from butterflies, Right arm wraps me up tight. Leans over to my face, The most pleasant experience in life. Repetitively kissing her velvet lips upon mine. Her hand massages my face Blue eyes glaring with passion I could be in no better place. A smile enlightens my world, Your heartbeat making mine so weak. Beginning to talk me i put my hand on your mouth, 'Shh, my love don't speak'.

Teeth Dreams
"My Teeth Are Falling" Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap.�Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean? One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our ap

Naked Dreams
"I'm Naked!" So you are going about your normal routine - going to work, waiting for the bus, or just walking down the street when you suddenly realize that you are stark naked. Dreaming that you are completely or partially naked is very common.�Nudity symbolizes a variety of things depending on your real life situation. Becoming mortified at the realization that you are walking around naked in public, is often a reflection of your vulnerability or shamefulness. You may be hiding something and are afraid that others can nevertheless see right through you. Metaphorically clothes are a means of concealment. With clothes, you can hide your identity or be someone else. But without them, everything is hanging out for all to see. You are left without any defenses.�The dream may telling you that you are trying to be something that you really are not. �Or that you are fearful of being ridiculed and disgraced. If you are in a new relationship, you may have some fears

Flying Dreams
"I'm Flying" Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams where you become aware that you are dreaming, known as lucid dreaming. Many dreamers have described the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.� If you are flying with ease and enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power.� Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life.�You need to identify who or what is h

Falling Dreams
"I'm Falling" Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall. As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.�When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life. Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.�

Test/exam Dreams
"I Failed The Test" To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way.�Such dreams highlight your feelings of being anxious and agitated. You may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test or that the test is in some foreign language. Is time running out and you find that you can not complete the exam in the allowed time? Or are you late to the exam? Does your pencil keep breaking during the exam? Such factors contribute to you failing this test. These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worst about yourself. These dreams also suggest that you may feel unprepared for a challenge. Rarely, are t

Chase Dreams
"I'm Being Chased" Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.�Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure. The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting thes

Humourous Poems For Moms Lol
It's A Mum's Life JOB DESCRIPTION This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, no one would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mother, Mum, Mama, Ma? JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities. Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs a couple of bucks . Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time,

I Want
I want to be the front row ticket, That's inside your beautiful heart, I want to be the endless video, That you play when we're apart I want to be that special star, That you wish on every night, I want to be the moon that hangs, When I one day hold you tight I want to be the soft sweet kiss, That lingers inside your soul, I want to one with your body, Make you lose total control I want to be that special man, Who knows how to make you smile, Make you laugh like crazy, Girl, make it all worthwhile I want to be the one person, That you're with for life, Well, I want to be your husband, But only if you will be my wife

Bullshit
well this past tuesday I left my house for a half an hour to pick up my kids from my ex's house and I was gone for no more than a half an hour and when I came back someone jimmied my window and got in and stole all my fucking dvds(I had like 115-140) and about 10 of my ps2 games, along with my digital camera. The funny thing(not really)is not one of my fucking neighbors saw any fucking thing at all and I have quite a few neighbors here and nobody saw anything. Fuck all of them and Fuck the cock suckers that ripped me off.

A Break From Fubar
Just to let everyone know.. I am taking a few days off of Fubar. I can't handle a few things right now.. and I need just a few days to clear my head. If you leave any messages.. I will return them when I get back.. Good bye Fubar Hugs and Loves Cassie

2 At Once...
I have 2 men chasing after me right now... NEVER had that happen in my life. Both are great in their own ways. One of them texts me EVERY day throughout the day, and calls me throughout the week.. I have known him since July, and it's going slow, but I will not complain.... It's nice what it is right now. He isn't pushing me on anything, nor am I. I guess sometimes being friends first, is the best thing?? I just wish I knew how he felt, but... he just got divorced back in May, so I know he is probably scared of being hurt... I have seen him twice.... And, yes, you could say.. I am gaga over him?? Then, the other one... is just as great, but is having home issues, and my hands are tied on that one.... What does a girl do?

Trials And Tribulations.....
So yeah, I am faced with issues just like anyone else is in life right. I am sure that whomever is reading this gets thier fair share of B.S. on a daily basis. However, I was informed if ur B.S. level exceeds more that good times by more than 60% than u need to change your situation. What is ur opinion???????? Doesn't matter if it is in Relationships, work, friends, family, or u I just want to know someone else's opinion on this aspect of looking at things. Well, thanx for taking the time to check this out.... laters

Torn
I have had the luck of meeting someone, that seems to be going ok, but for the last few days, has been stressful, because they are having personal problems. I am trying to be patient.. and yet, my heart is being torn right now, because it didnt end on a good conversation earlier tonight. I'm hurt and sad right now, and there isn't a damend thing I can do about it. The whole situation they are going thru is out of my hands, so I feel like I am right smack dab in the middle of it... Yeah, I am sure that all made a bunch of sense, considering, I took Fiorinal for my headache, but I just needed to get it off of my chest, which it seems to do no good, regardless. Why is it when you tell someone how you feel, you get shot down or they get pissy at you?

What The Hell Is Going On Here?
Ok, I was in a state of shock here, I always thought FUBAR was an adult only site but when I just did a search a few minutes ago, I found out that in my area there is 15 or 16 yr old males or females on this site! What the hell are we thinking here? This is supposed to be an adult only site for those over 18, and here I find by doing a search in my area that there is minors under the age of 18 here! I don't give a rats behind if a bouncer reads this or Babyjesus but something has to be done, because if that was me that owned this site, they wouldn't be allowed on here at all, they should be on a site only for teenagers under 18, not on a adult site when people might have adult pictures on here to begin with, plus this invite possible pedophiles on here too! I suggest changes should be made to this site so minors can't get on here otherwise you'll have more problems from minors and even pedophiles than you can possibly handle, I can guarantee you that!

Nesquik Sk8 On Second Life
Just so everyone knows Nesquik has a SK8 Park on Second Life. If you're on it, check it out. It's worth checking out at least just for the graphics. http://slurl.com/secondlife/ACTIV8/58/235/23/

You
thoughts of you and me linger in the air i know your there i can feel you i hear you calling out to me i try to reach for you but ur not here. you know all i wanna do is be with you i know you feel that way too my heart is bleeding and i feel crushed cuz i can't feel ur sweet loving touch i count the hours till you wake cuz i don't know how much loneliness i can take i am ur wife and you are my life the beat of my heart and the air that i breathe you are my everything my world, my life my body, my soul i am reaching for you will u take my hand to the deepest end?? will yiu stay and drown with me?? you are my gaurdian angel and for that i am so grateful. there's no question i love you forever baby with all that i am i give my self to you for now and forever comments plz

42 Weird Things
>1.) A shrimp's heart is in its head. > >2.) The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest >tongue twister in the English language. > >3.) Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a >million descendants. > >4.) Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your >ear by 700 times. > >5.) If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, >Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, >1969 make it illegal for U. S. citizens to have any contact with >extraterrestrials or their vehicles? > >6.) In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. > >7.) A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. > >8.) 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting >on them and photocopying their butts. > >9.) Most lipstick contains fish scales > >10.) Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. > > 11.) If you

~*~imagination~*~
I used to write Poetry all the time, but haven't written anything lately...I have to be inspired to write...This is a piece by me, written in 1997...Hope ya like it :) ~*~ IMAGINATION ~*~ I hear the sounds of hooves beating as the waves come crashing in, I hear the sound of thunder roaring as the white caps slap against the rocks; I hear the sound of laughter in the rustling of the leaves, I hear the sound of hearts beating as the eagle flaps its wings, I hear the sound of Angels whispering as the wind blows through the trees, All this I hear and more, as I let my imagination run wild with me. I see a thousand candles glowing as the lightning strikes across the mid-night sky; I see the tears of a million children crying as the rain falls from the heavens I see tiny fairies dancing playfully as the stars twinkle in the night. I see the face of God as the sun shines its warm rays upon the Earth, All this I see and more as I let my

Love, Thanks Sweety
Many are burned by love and then never try it again, as they are reluctant due to the pain it caused... to be loved, one must love themselves first..... to have love, one must allow love into their life to keep love, one must compromise with the one they love to keep the fire burning brightly.....to love..is simply to allow oneself to feel the heart open and allow to be loved.....dont be afraid of love, it can not kill you, only make you stronger .....granted it can hurt....but hurt is fixable, it can heal and it can make one wiser.... Put no demands on love, and love will bring you much. Give love away, and it will be yours in greater and greater abundance. With love, what was weak will grow strong. With love, what was impossible becomes real. Love can find the beauty and value in even the most desperate situation. Love will bring hope where nothing else can. Though love cannot be explained, it can never be denied. Love has its own reality that transcends the most oppress

I Bought A Bird Feeder Thanks Sweety
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used t

My Sister
Yes I have a sister who's name will be changed to protect her but I have to say that when we were growing up I was raised to watch over Eve but I knew I wasn't going to be there for ever, Yes I ran scrubs off many times but it was for her own good. Well I used to kind of pick on her, I would hold her down arms out and get in her face saying "Get up try to get up lil girl" of course she couldn't I'm almost 5yrs older than her. I did this to make her strong. Well I'm very proud to say that she is a very strong woman now. I know I don't tell her that like I should but when our mother passed I don't know what I would have done without Eve she was so very strong. I know sometimes she thinks she's not going to make it but I have all the faith in the world in her I'm sure our Mother would think so too. Eve has raised two girls pretty well by herself and has gone through a lot of crazy shit and still kept it together when I really needed her I just want to say thank you so very much for being

Wanna Kiss?
Hey all. I just wanted to tell you guys to go show some luv to the coolest guy on fubar. Click on the picture and go rate him and comment. The more comments the better, but even one helps. Thank you very much. Kisses from the LuvFairy!

Some Where Black Again
Hoping the time will fly by, as the anchor settles in my heart again, taken up residence until the time comes, when I can smoke it all away again. Hoping I can sleep the day away, as the fear claws at my brain again, chattering half truths in my ear, until I can make it go away again. Hoping the pills will work today, so the the light will shine on the darkness again, before it takes over me completely, and I fall away somewhere black again

What Was Gained......what Was Lost
American Heritage Dictionary de•spair (dĭ-spâr') intr.v. de•spaired, de•spair•ing, de•spairs 1. To lose all hope: 2. To be overcome by a sense of futility or defeat. n. 1. Complete loss of hope. The longer I live the more I see that life is a series of Opportunities and disappointments. Times in which our lives can go either way based upon the decisions we make. ‘The choices we make, dictate the life we lead..to thine own self be true”. We are faced with literally 100’s of choices in any given day, some mundane, others life changing. No one ever makes the right choice 100% of the time. That much is a given. I myself have been noted as having REALLY poor judgment on more than a few occasions. It never ceases to amaze me that life, our lives, hell everyone’s lives balance upon the edge of a knife. In an instant things change. What you thought you knew and the life you though you had can take a radical turn at a moments notice. Sometimes this can be f

My Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 134 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences.

My Contest
The Fu Bombers have entered me into one of BBG's contests, and I got the link late, but it's open. Please come by, rate the pic, and bomb the hell out of me! All help is greatly appreciated. Thanks! Roxy (Foxy Roxy)

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Hey you all sorry if I was not on rating pictures or comment bombing.. Some one hacked into my yahoo email account and I made a new one.. I will give all my info of the new account so you all can email me for right now I am trying to get everything switched over to the new account.. I will do what I am supposed to do let me finish switching my stuff and I am will be on my way.. Plz plz just wait when I get done ok thank you all Alisha AKa Virgo24

Truth
I don't know about everyone else but I like to be told the truth, no matter how painful it might be. Case in point, I meet this girl on here who lives close by. We have been talking for a couple of weeks, she started hinting around about a realionship, well tonite I told her that I don't want one for various reason. I told her that I have a lot of problems that I have to work out, mainly I have a hang up on one of my ex's, and that she has this hold over me and that I don't want to get involved until I work this out. She got pissed and said that I played her and called me some names. I don't see how I played her, and I feel it better to tell her the truth now instead of later when things maybe more involved, and I end up hurting her. Guess I come from a different world than most.....

Go Placidly
Go placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; the too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons then yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affections. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it it perennial as the g

What Is Love
Learning to love is hard itself. Trying to learn can make you a monster, Learning something within yourself, Teaching you to be a different character. We tend to leave the subject alone, Try to find something to take it off our mind, When we talk in a different tone, Being apart of unhuman mankind. It eats us up inside and we become a warrior, to defend our heart from ever being hurt, We turn into a protector, Not ever to be thrown to the dirt. As we learn different peoples' actions, Finding it hard to trust anyone, Love comes with different reactions, It really isn't fun. One day I hope to see the light, So beautiful it will glissen, That shines from this woman's sight, But what am I missin. Is love so hard to find like this, That it feeds to my very soul, Something that I long to miss, That will leave me in the cold. What is love?

This Is Who We Need To Work On Guys
THESE ARE IN ORDER OF PRIORITY, CONTESTS THEN GIVE AWAYS. MAKE SURE YOU RATE THEM ALL. PLEASE KEEP INTOUCH WITH MIZZ SHADY OR MS. RETTA DAILY TO KNOW WHOS NEEDS BOMBS THE MOST. WOW FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER WE HAVE A FULL BOARD OF CONTESTS AND GIVE AWAYS AND NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM IS A POSSE.. NOW THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.. THIS IS WHAT THE POSSE DOES.. YES WE SHOULD WIN COOL STUFF TOO.. BUT THE POSSE IS ABOUT GIVING TO OTHERS.. AND LOOK AT THIS.. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT WE CAN GIVE NOT TAKE... I LOVE MY TEAM.. SHE HAS A TIME LIMIT SO WE NEED TO HELP HER GET 30,000 GUYS SHES HELPED US.... THIS IS A FULL OUT CONTEST AND IT BELONGS TO THE CONFEDS WE DO THEM LIKE WE DO EACH OTHER.. KICK SOME CRAZY AZZ GUYS.. AND THEN WE HAVE PEDRO OUR BUY EM A KEG MAN.. ROCK ON. BOMBS AND RATES. sHE IS GOING FOR A YEAR VIC FOR 60,000 COMMENTS.. WAHOOOOOOOO 40,000 FOR A 7 DAY BLAST FOR A VIP 25,000 18,000 FOR A 3 MONTH VIP 15,000 for a 7 day

Suddenly
I SIT HERE THINKING OF YOU AND THE MEMORIES WE'VE SHARD TOGETHER.... SUDDENLY I START TO CRY AS I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE THAT I HOLD IN MY HAND.... THE TEARS FALL FROM MY FACE AND ON TO YOUR FACE...... THE MUSIC STARTS TO PLAY I REALIZE ITS OUR SONG, I TRY TO WIPE THE TEARS AWAY BUT THEY KEEP FALLING...... SUDDENLY YOU WALK INTO THE ROOM AND I RUN TO YOU BUT AS I REACH FOR YOU I FALL TO THE FLOOR...... MY HEART IN PAIN AS I CRY EVEN HARDER DON'T WANT TO MOVE FOR MY HEART MIGHT SHATTER..... SUDDENLY I HEAR YOU CALLING A NAME I REALIZE ITS NOT MINE YOU ARE CALLING FOR....... SUDDENLY I CRY EVEN MORE AND I WAKE UP AND REALIZE IT WAS ALL A DREAM..... YOU TURN TO LOOK AT ME, TO SAY I LOVE YOU I START TO TELL YOU MY DREAM BUT SUDDENLY YOU TELL ME SHHH IT WAS ONLY A DREAM.... I WROTE

Budweiser And America, True Story.
Subject: THE BUDWEISER STORY The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and to

Bunny Is Sick In Bed
hello.. bunny went to bed shes so sleepy and sick today. but she left her computer on so i am taking advantage of it. :D just wanted to tell you all hello and that i hope that your all doing well. and just to let you know she loves you all on here. thought i would share. have a great night you all kevin

Help Please
SEE THAT PIC? LOOKS TO NOT BE ONE RIGHT? WELL IT IS JUST CLICK IT AND SEE. LOL IT WORKS IT GOES TO MY FU-WIFES CONTEST SITE. GOING FOR A HAPPY HOUR. RUNS FROM THE 22ND TO THE 31ST AT MIDNIGHT. PLEASE RATE AND SPANK HER GOOD WITH COMMENTS. .

My Lil Angel Needs Prayers
my lil angel -boogie im not askin for much just a prayer for my very ill child, incase u havent read my last blog she has pneumonia,urinary tract infection and e.coli and i am a nervous wreck im in and out but i wanna thank all u who have been here and suported me when i needed it thank u all and much love

People On Here
why are people so judgemental on this thing. its getting old really fast. you rate people and they dont rate you back you add people as friends they dont except. ok i know i aint the most attractive person on here but i aint that bad. people need to lay off and grow up. i have a man, i aint looking for anything but friends on here so if that is you add me or rate me.

~+ÐrÀmÀ WhØrÊ Øf ThÊ WËÉk+~
CONGRADULATIONS JESSA!!!YOU HAVE JUST MADE NUMBER 1 DRAMA WHORE OF THE WEEK!! OH AND JUST INCASE YOU READ THIS =] HERES THE DEFINITION FOR YOU OF "OWNING" SOMEONE LIKE YOU SUPPOSIDLY SAID YOU DID =] OWNING-TAKING OF ANOTHER INDIVIDUALS YAHOO,MSN,AIM ETC SCREEN NAMES WITH A PROGRAM KNOWN AS A CRACKER =] ITS NOT CONSIDERED OWNING SOMEONE IF YOU ALREADY KNOW THEYRE PASSWORDS YOU DUMB BITCH HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY =] ☆J£§§Å ♥ §µãÐýj ***♫§ñãKê êýê ®ãÐ¡ø♫***@ fubar AND HERES THE PROOF THAT SHOWS IT!! JUST SO THAT ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO THINK LITTLE MISS JESSAS ALL THAT CAN SEE SHES AN ATTENTION STARVED FUCKIN DRAMA QUEEN Look Its Even Time Stamped Straight And Fresh And Brand New Out Da Archives =] See How Mrs Drama Whore Spewin Drama In A Mass As Usual And Anyone Whos Got This Bitch On There List Knows What Im Talkin About jessafarris (10/27/2007 9:34:31 PM): untill im not pissed anymore.. since you think I have serious issues bane.i have confiscat

Do You Know?
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on the "Start" button? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress? (What a silly question!) If flying is so safe, why do they call the

Would Like To Have Help....
I am in a Give Away and I need 300,000 Comments I get 300,000 comments Million Dollar Mansion,Happy Hour,VIP & Months Blast. So anyone shows Luv I will do the same in return and this is my first contest or give away.

Blog Train
THIS IS THE BLOG TRAIN THE ____RULES__ ARE QUITE SIMPLE FAN R8 ADD AS USUAL,THE FIRST FOUR PEOPLE TO FAN R8 AND ADD THE PEOPLE ON THE BLOG PIMPOUT WILL BE ON ONE OF THE 4 PEOPLES BLOG PIMOUT,YOU CAN BE ON THE TOP LIST OF ALL FOUR PEOPLE AND AT THE END REFER BACK TO CANDLE MANN TO BE ADDED TO THE CM PIMPOUT ,..YOU MUST KEEP CANDLE MANN AT THE BOTTOM OF EVERY BLOG TRAIN SO PEEPS CAN REFER BACK AND BE ADDED THATS RIGHT EVERY IS GOING TO BE PIMPED OUT EVEN IF NOT IN THE TOP 4..IF YOU ARE IN THE TOP 4 YOU MUST DO A BLOG PIMPOUT AS WELL (YOU WILL HAVE A TOTAL OF FIVE 5 PEOPLE COUNTING CANDLE MANN ... IF ANY QUESTIONS PM CANDLE MANN THANXAmber aKa CaSpEr - Dbo71's Woman - SCF Bombers Freedom Bombing/Leveling Family

Costume Contest.
We went to Wild Wing cafe tonight for a costume party. They held a contest and guess what? I WON $125.00 for SCARIEST COSTUME! no kidding. My efforts payed off. As I had told my friends here in SC, I AM HALLOWEEN.

For October 27,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 27,2007 You need to keep pushing through this phase and you might need to be extra patient with the people who are closest to you. Try to take a deep breath before dealing with anyone who tends to exasperate you.

What The F*ck...
Life sucks sometimes... I have given up a lot lately. I know I have made a good choice, but I know it is going to be a long haul to start all over again. Well my cell was shut off by my soon to be ex-brother in law. I was shitty at first, but I guess it is all part of the big "D". So if you get this and your one of my friends I will be in touch soon...Love you all...l8ters Vonda

Sorry
Hey there is a certain person on here that I just want to say sorry to if I pissed you off or hurt your feelings or offended you in anyway or whatever the hell I done. You know who I am talking about please talk to me.

Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your Heart that Something wonderful is about to happen Love your life Believe in your own powers And your own potential And in your own innate goodness Wake every morning With the awe of just being alive Discover each day the magnificent Awesome beauty in the world Explore and embrace life in yourself And in everyone you see each day Reach within to find your own specialness Amaze yourself and rouse those around you To the potential of each new day Don’t be afraid to admit That you are less then perfect This is the essence of your humanity Let those that love you help you Trust enough to be able to take Look with hope to the horizon of today For today is all we truly have Live this day well Let a little sun out as well as in Create your own rainbows Be open to all your possibilities All possibilities and miracles Always believe in Miracles…

Behind My Eyes..
I scream and yell till the voices within drive me crazy. They keep telling me to keep yelling, someone will hear me and help... but I can't believe that. Because my reality is so distorted I don't know who to believe or who to trust. Then they start to scream at me, "You know we are right. They won't help, they won't be there... but yet they just said different." The people on the outside pay no mind to the conflict which happens on the inside. Not once do I see a caring face or hear a caring question. Is it me that causes this effect? Is my mind and reality so disorted that I think this way? Is this truth or fiction that my mind has created? Or am I the reason for this effect, the reason no one sees the truth behind my eye's......