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Love Is... (6/5/02)
Love is fake Love is blind That stupid a**hole on your mind Love is selfish It's not the real deal Your heart breaking is what you feel When you're hurt and when you're down Love will always push you around Love never lasts Love is not forever You won't stay together Love is worthless Love is sad When you're crying and feeling bad Love is a turncoat Love is emotion When your heart has no devotion Love is nothing Love is hate Love comes from below

The 3 Trees
This is about 3 trees that had loft aspirations; an Olive tree, an Oak tree, and a Pine tree. Each tree had a great dream to become something special i nlife. The Olive tree dreamed of becoming a finely crafted trerasure chest. It would hold gold, silver, and precious jewels. One day a woodsman chose the one Olive tree, our of all the others in the forest, and cut it down. The Olive tree was so thrilled. But as the craftsmen began working on him, the tree realized they weren't making him into a beautiful treasure chest; they were making him into a manger to hold food for dirty, smelly animals. Heartbroken, his dreams were shattered. He felt wortless and demeaned. The Oak tree as well dreamed of becoming a part of ahuge ship that would carry importnat kings across the ocean. When the woodsman cut down the Oak, he was so excited. But as time went on, he realized the craftsmen weren't making him into a huge ship. They were making him into a tiny fishing boat. He was so disco

Something Different....
I figured instead of the repeated "hey all...still paying off these bills"...i would change it up a bit and post some of my poetry...i have these posted in another Fu blog but you folks tend to read this one more often..so I will start reposting them here...fel fre to share your thoughts! i figured i would start with "eye opener" to really get your attention..this one is called "Wild"...enjoy! Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongu

He Said...she Said
he said icare about you she said that is nice he said i love you she said oh thats nice he said my heart is breaking she sais thats too bad he said i am crying she said you're too sad he said i give up she said good bye he said iam dying today and she asked "WHY" FIGGERS EH LOL

Yule
~~YULE~~ December 21 -- Winter Solstice -- Yule The sun is at its nadir, the year's longest night. We internalize and synthesize the outward-directed activities of the previous summer months. Some covens hold a Festival of Light to commemorate the Goddess as Mother giving birth to the Sun God. Others celebrate the victory of the Lord of Light over the Lord of Darkness as the turning point from which the days will lengthen. The name "Yule" derives from the Norse word for "wheel", and many of our customs (like those of the Christian holiday) derive from Norse and Celtic Pagan practices (the Yule log, the tree, the custom of Wassailing, et al). Yule Or winter solstice happens near December 21, which is the longest darkest night of the year. The dark of Winter is safe like your bedcovers at night. Dark whispers of a Mother's love caress you. In the darkness of the Mother's womb, the void, you are safe, sustained, at peace. and can move inward, into your own dar

Who Am I?
In my role as a "Spiritual Director" a large part of the conversation is based in the directee considering two questions: "Who is God/god?" and "Who am I?" I was reminded of that aspect of my profession as I opened my fubar account mailbox to discover a hurting person who disagrees with the religious nature of much of my stash left me 5 private messages and 3 shouts. It always interests me why people so insecure in their faith, whether Christian, Atheist, Muslim or other religious adherents feel the need to absolutely denigrate anyone who disagrees with their particular worldview. So let me try to answer some of the questions addressed to me in some quite rude messages, because I do wish the person to be at peace and have a blessed life and somehow these questions must really haunt her. I do not wish to hurt someone so, thus the answers to your questions. Let me say, I thought about just responding in a private message, but these questions might be on other peoples' minds too so thi

Caring
It is weird how you can care about someone over the net and not have met them or maybe met them once but feel like you have known them for ever.To tell them you care and to be told they care for you.To share your heart with them your pain and anger.Have them do the same to you and to want to always be there for them.To be there friend there lover there everything.Life has good and bad things hurt and happyness.It has suffering and sorrows.but all I can say is I want to be there to help all I can in all ways needed.Life is pain but life is also joy and happyness.

He Lives In Me
I shall see him In the beauties of the earth, In the lovliness of the summer sunsets And the lonliness of winter winds. In the delicate new life Of spring trees. In the blazing glory Of fall's bright leaves. I shall see him in the faces of the youth Seeking, straining for love and truth. And in the peaceful face of age Completing the journey of our days. I shall see him In the ocean's mighty power I shall see him in the wonder of the stars I shall see him in the face of happines and care I shall see him everywhere

Icp's Hallowicked
So last night at work we had ICP's Hallowicked. Basically it's the biggest ICP concert of the year for those who don't know. Picture people from the ages of 17-22 running around with face paint and spraying Faygo pop all over the place. It was a sold out show, almost 3,300 people. You'd think it 3,300 people there would be some hot girls. Guess again. This was the bullshit of all bullshit. Being a bartender one of the perks is getting to flirt with good looking ladies. Last night, not so much. To make matters worse, ICP fans are the worst tippers ever. None of them have money. Bunch of broke asses. Not to mention the majority was underage. So I got to listen to shitty music all night, get soaked in nasty pop, look at ugly face painted freaks and not make any money. Sounds great, can't wait til next year.

Pickup Lines
1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. My love for you is like diarrhea, I just can't hold it in. 7. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 8. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass!!!!! 9. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 10. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 11. Your parents must be retarded, because you are special. 12. Can I touch your belly button . . . from the inside? 13. I'm not too good at algebra, but doesn't U+I

Health Update
Yesterday I visited the doctors surgery twice. One in the morning to see about my Carpal Tunnel Syndrome problems. I have now been referred for decompression surgery at my local hospital. I have been informed that the waiting time for this kind of procedure should not be long. In this case I may well be looking at surgery before Christmas this year. The recovery time differs for each patient but I have been informed that for me this will be somewhere between two weeks and three months, quite a wide time-scale! From my point of view the sooner the better as I may be requiring time off work around this time. I have increasing problems with my arms so I would very much like to have my surgery and get back to normal now as soon as possible. Later in the day I saw my other doctor regarding my blood pressure. I had been suffering from a constant dry throat from August until the start of October. This was diagnosed as being caused by a water tablet which I take to accompany my bloo

Stopping Drama Before It Starts
OKAY LISTEN UP YALL AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY PAST WITH FIREMAN185 WE HAVE BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN AND AS FAR AS DRAMA AND BULLSHIT GOES I'LL NOT HAVE IT WE HAVE GOTTEN PAST THE OLD DRAMA AND ARE JUST FRIENDS NOW SO PLEASE IF YOU WOULD ALL SO KINDLY NOT TO JUDGE ME OR EMAIL ME STUPID SHIT BECAUSE I DONT WANNA HEAR IT POINT BLANK AND IF I DO YOU WILL DELETED AND BLOCKED SIMPLE AS THAT.LET THE PAST LIE WHERE IT IS BY GONS ARE BY GONS. THANKS FOR READING! PINK

New To Fubar
So, this is my first blog.Im not quite sure what Im doing. Just going with the flow right now. Im 21(freshly) and I live in IL. Im new to this state. I am originally from florida. I kinda just want to meet/ talk to cool people. well... i got mail... gotta check it out pieces ~DE~

October Driving Trip North To Nj
My Dad came and spent the night last Tues and early Wed a.m. we drove to Charlotte on our trek to NJ for the funeral. We got to my brother's in NC and stayed the night; Thurs we drove to Richmond and stayed with dad's childhood friend. They were awesome -- they took us a a party and lets say everyone was hung over the next day.... (except me). Amazing, huh. Anyway - it brought back wonderful memories from my childhood - being in Virginia again. We didn't get a chance to go by my dad's parent's graves though, there in Richmond, so I could take a picture. We drove by Fairfax, VA where I went to Elementary School - more good memories! Then through Maryland where I was born... (Takoma Park area). Past that we hit Delaware and then Pennsylvania - and then into NJ. I saw family from LA, NY, and Australia - it was a family reunion - albeit a sad one. On the way home, my bro, my dad and I drove the first day back through the Shenandoah Valley - WOW - it was so beautiful. I had

Happy Halloween!
Hi all..... My Halloween night was awesome! Me and the kids went to my mom's house, and had homemade chili and then went trick or treating down her street. I don't trust/know everyone down my street, but I know pretty much every one down my mom's street. I went trick or treating down the street when I was a kid, and most of the same people are still there! So that was fun. We ended up walking the whole street which is about a half mile down and back, so a good workout!!! We met up with my younger brother, and my younger sister and hubby and her three kids. I got lots of pics of them all dressed up and cute! My sister was sick, and at work...... so my two boys and I , and my brother-in-law and his three kids, took off at about 6:45 or so and didn't get back til almost 8:15 or so.......... we had lots of fun though. Along with the awesome homemade chili and all the treats it was an awesome night! I can't wait til monday........... PAY DAY!!! I am sick of these little paychecks and the wh

50 Things Women Do Wrong In Bed........
(Pay attention to numbers 9,21, and 37...they are the best!) 1. Assuming that sex means a relationship. The only relationship you have is that he has now stuck his hoo hoo dilly in your cha cha. That's as far as it goes unless otherwise noted. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but wh

Grrrrr
ok ive had 5 letters sent to my fubar mail these guys saying i wanna f.ck u other girls on here might like it but i dont i will talk to you i will rate you fan you but when it comes to that i dont put up with sh,t like that next person who sends me letters like that there will be problems

Game Day Recipes
Cajun Injector brand does not need to be used. This came from their site that's why it says to use their brand.... Grilled Wicked Wings Prep Time : 45 Minutes (Soak Time 30 Minutes) Cook Time: 15-20 Minutes Per Batch Yield : 2-3 lbs. Per Batch as determined by Grill Size Ingredients: Brine: 1 Gallon Cold Water ½ Cup Table Salt 1 Cup Sugar Or Inject ¼ tsp. Cajun Injector Brine Solution in each Wing Segment Olive Oil Cajun Shake Seasoned Salt or Louisiana Wicked Wing Seasoning Original Louisiana Wing Sauce Preparation: Separate Wings at joints and discard wing tips. Rise Wings in cold water and immerse in Prepared Brine. Stir occasionally. After 30 minutes, drain and blot dry with paper towels. Brush wings lightly with Olive Oil and lightly sprinkle with seasoning. Grill over medium heat (350-400 F.) Grill for 3-5 minutes per side for 15-20 minutes until skin is crisp and brown, and juices run clear. As always with poultry, be careful not to underc

Away For A Bit
First: THANK YOU ALL FOR THE COMMENTS AND SUCH and BIRTHDAY WISHES :) (BLUSHES) Just letting you all know I been away from Fubar spending time with fam and was also scaring people on a Halloween trail on weekends. That is all done, but still with my fam. I will be back home sometime again i na few days and will return any replies and such and talk to you all again soon. HUGS

Nov 1st News & Bombing
Welcome to November!! Well October has come and gone, so has Halloween. It was a good month but November is going to be even better. Many things coming up and lots of activities too! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Starting today November 1st - Feast of All Saints Day! At 10 pm Eastern Standard Time, the Thursday Throw down sponsored by BBG and Stephanie Lynn. This is gonna be one great contest again this week. Our contestant for this week will be our very own Michelle. Bless her heart we are gonna get this girl a VIP. We have commented her own the other contest and tried to maintain a Third place spot, but we can not compete against the odds. Once a situation gets so far out of hand theres not a thing we can do except back out gracefully and find an alternative. I believe we have - this contest is for 2 hours, its a Bomb off and you know how we do on these. So suit up, put your game faces on, and be ready to Rock and Roll at 10 pm eastern,

Hi Everyone
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About What I Want....
I am a single mother of 2 children. I am looking for someone to spend what little extra time that I have with. I'm sick of all the bull with trying to go out to meet people. Just looking for someone to treat me good, respect me, and will put that dang toilet seat down! lol. It would also be nice to bring me roses and possibly cook dinner at least once in a while... lol. I know that's pushing it, but at least the roses would be nice... lol. We're both adults here so why play games? Let's call a spade a spade. So man to woman, tell me what you think... I am a real woman and not a door mat for you. I have never been married. I'm not really sure what it is that I'm looking for. I have just about giving up hope that there is someone out there for me. So with that said... I figured that I would go with something like this... By chance... The next best thing happens to read this (ok, a great guy willing to treat me good and my children) (The best thing in life right now is my children, so h

Scars
My eyes are sore I can cry no more My tears are stone But then again Now so am I You've taken my heart Pulled it out Grasped it with your hand Squeezed it tight Drained it of all it's blood You Made me believe I'm wanted You Made me believe I'm cared for You made me Believe I was safe I can't belive I believed you When you were the one that has left these scars Scars on my heart Scars on my soul Scars on my trust Scars on my Belief Scars on my life I hope you get what you deserve You lying Cowardly Bastard

Old Soul
Here I am So alone Wanted by many Loved by few Here is my body It is but a shell I am much more I have a soul It dwells in this hollow shell This young body Is tired out It's soul is keeping it going But now it's slowing The demand for it to be gone For nothing to be For me to just be A play toy This old soul Wants so much more Wants love Freedom Happiness To share it's feelings With another To feel like it belongs Safe and sound But now it's being brought down Bound up By Sex Lies Betrayal And fear I'm too young to want to give up But here I am This old soul wanting to drown out the world

Mud Or Grass
A farmer had five female pigs. Times were hard, so he decided to take them to the county fair and sell them. At the fair he met another farmer who owned five male pigs. After talking a bit they decided to mate the pigs and split everything 50/50. The farmers lived sixty miles apart so they agreed to drive thirty miles each, and find a field in which to let the pigs mate. The first morning the farmer with the female pigs got up at 5 A.M., loaded the pigs into the family station wagon, which was the only vehicle he had, and drove the thirty miles. While the pigs were mating, he asked the other farmer, "How will I know if they are pregnant?" The other farmer replied, "If they're lying in the grass in the morning, they're pregnant . If they're in the mud, they're not." The next morning the pigs were rolling in the mud. So he hosed them off, loaded them into the family station wagon again and proceeded to try again. This continued each morning for more th

Middle Fingers In Pics.
When I rate various pictures, I notice that about 1 in every 10 pictures has a person or cartoon character holding up his/her middle finger. Why do people do that? It isn't funny, but ugly. It is rude and not polite. It is the "adult" version of a kid sticking his/her tongue out at you. There is enough rudeness, ugliness and hurtfulness in the world already. We don't need it here.

Distance
I will always cling to the darkness. Even in the pitch black. I feel blessed. I wear the dark cloud, like a halo. I don't care where angels go. You'll never know. I just go with the flow. Please just go. I am distance. You'll never come in. I hold my stance. This is the last stand. I burn from within. You can't be my equal. Closed off and there is no sequel. There is nothing to save. Alone is all I crave. Please give me, my darkness. I want to feel the light within. Like angels do. It's all too cruel. So go alone like I do.

Things That I've Learned...
As I have matured... I've learned several things and thought that I would share them with ya'll. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... lol... (I really didn't learn that, but thought it was cute anyways...) I've learned taht no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. This is a real deal one here... I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD UP TRUST, AND IT ONLY TAKE SUSPICION, NOT PROOF, TO DESTROY IT. I know this one for a fact. I've had this to happen. To love someone with my heart and trust them, but they were always weary of me. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. This is very true and I know some of these people too... lol. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished... I know this one for a fact. I've been pregnant twice and have had many a hang overs.... I've learned tha

Pilot Of Plane That Dropped A-bomb
Pilot of plane that dropped A-bomb ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: A-Bomb Date: 01 Nov 2007, 10:32 Pilot of plane that dropped A-bomb dieshttp://d.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/p/nm/20071101/2007_11_01t124112_361x450_us_tibbets.jpgCOLUMBUS, Ohio - Paul Tibbets, who piloted the B-29 bomber Enola Gay that dropped the atomic bomb on Hiroshima, died Thursday. He was 92 and insisted almost to his dying day that he had no regrets about the mission and slept just fine at night.Tibbets died at his Columbus home, said Gerry Newhouse, a longtime friend. He suffered from a variety of health problems and had been in decline for two months.Tibbets had requested no funeral and no headstone, fearing it would provide his detractors with a place to protest, Newhouse said.Tibbets' historic mission in the plane named for his mother marked the beginning of the end of World War II and eliminated the need for what military planners feared would have been an extraordinarily bloody

The Best Ounge Ever
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Holloween
Opps I need to change the name of the Blog don't I lol... I just had my First Holloween with my Son Connor and I know he had a blast.I mean I never herd my son talk so much in public before, My son is only 11 months and last night seeing him walk around in his costume ( he was a little Devil) made my heat drop, he even picked up his own candy when the people who's door we were at would put the bowl in front of him. and almost ever single one gave us extra candy saying oh he is just so cute here have some more... I had fun and I didn't need to go out and party for once. this Holloween I went Trick or Treating with my Husband and son and came home right afterwards. I have to say it was a blast, the best Holloween ever.

Gotta Blowwww Dat Sh*t Out
OKAY LATETLY I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN ME. JUST WASN'T FEELING THIS WHOLE CONCEPT CALLED LIFE AND DEATH...YEA I MAY SEND YOU A DRINK OR A NICE COMMENT FROM TIME TO TIME-BUT OVER HERE ON MY END...I'M F*CKED UP IN THE HEAD.I TRY TO STAY FOCUSED,KEEP MY HEAD IN THE BOOKS BUT SOME F*CKED UP THOUGHT ALWAYS DERAIL ME. OKAY SO I'M ON HERE RATING PICS,READING BLOGS,MESSING WITH FRIENDS AND I COME ACROSS EVIL TONGUE'S BLOG ABOUT HIS SISTER(MAY SHE REST IN PEACE)AND IT STRIKES A NERVE- NOW I'M THINKING ABOUT THE PAIN HE AND I SHARE OF LOSING NOT JUST A LOVED ONE- A SIBLING.I READ THAT THE DEATH OF A SIBLING IS THE HARDEST,EVEN HARDER THAN LOSING A PARENT. I WENT THROUGH LIFE FOR MONTHS THINKING,WISHING,PRAYING THAT I WAS JUST HAVING A BAD DREAM THAT MY LIFE WASN'T REAL-NOT SLEEPING, SCARED TO SLEEP BUT WANTING TO WAKE UP FROM THIS HORRIBLE DREAM. BUT I THINK THATS WHAT KEPT ME GOING NOW AS I AM SLOWLY SNAPPING BACK INTO REALITY I FEEL IT WAS WAY OVERDUE TO LET THAT SH*T

In Love
In Love Do you notice when you're in love, How everything looks different? The leaves look greener more Color a beautiful thing to see, The clouds seen fluffier, The sky looks bluer.. Even rainy days seem so pretty, Seeing the way water covers flowers.. Long roads turn short, The stars shine brighter.. The Birds sing louder, The air smells sweeter. When you're in love The world looks beautiful everyday, Love is magic for you and me....

Depressed
Depressed Another slow starting day with waking To depression deep in my soul. I've cried so many tears, you'd think I could cry no more, all I do is long to be happy with you.. But once again I toke a wrong turn, Now I am back to being depressed. How this world can be so cruel! Another slow starting day with Depression deep in my soul.. There is no easy way to get away From all the pain, I know I've tried many times before.. Now I need to fix my head before I can fix things with you and me, In the end I shall win, Because I long to be happy with you..

My Very Best Friend Wrote This For Me Years Ago She Is The Best Thank You Girl
"Inspired By You" Dedicated to my bestfriend, Mickey Cogburn. Thank you for being you! When my world comes tumbling down And my voice is lost in the crowd.... I am "Inspired by you". When I lose sight of what should be And I'm reminded of what to see.... I am "Inspired by you". When my heart is breaking in two And my thoughts are down and blue.... I am "Inspired by you". When the days seem to long And my anger seems so strong.... I am "Inspired by you". When all is said and done And my hopes and dreams are gone.... I am "Inspired by you". When nothing seems to go quite right You always seem to shine your light.... I am "Inspired by you".

O To The Drink
well i have been thinking alot about how life is going and i dont really like the way things are going so i am chance alot of things it is came down to it and i am going to stop drinking and try to turn things around and see how that helps with the shit

My Girl
My Girl To my wonderful daughter Jazzmen N. Cogburn. I brought you into this world Not knowing what to do. How tears of joy rolled down my face, The second you was placed in my arms. Looking into your trusting eyes I cryed, Wondering why God brought you to me. So scared of messing up your life I just pray of doing things right. I loved you then, and even more so now How I was blessed with A wonderful little girl. No matter what you're always my Girl whom I'll love for life..

My Heart
My Heart You hold my hear In your hands, So do as you will with it. You can crush it to fill Me so full of pain, You can lose faith and, Leave it to bleed.. You can play games with it To let it believe you love it, Or you could be true, And love it like like no other... You could show you have faith, No matter how long it takes, You could keep it safe To show you care.. Just remember, No matter what you choise, Without a doubt I shall always, Love you with my heart!

Ocean Dream
I sit on a cliff By the ocean shore I am watching As the sun sets The first my eyes Have seen this site As the sun and ocean Meet this night I watch with magic eyes As from the ocean Dolphins dance in the sky A dance no human eyes Did they let see before I sit on the cliff And watch the scene As sun and ocean Join this evening As dolphins dance Their nighttime lullaby And in the distance I hear their song So soft and lovely That I drift to sleep And wake next To see a rising sun In my bed I realize That I had dreamed of a site My eyes had not seen For no ocean is near My landlocked home

Life
Life Life is a long road You face different ordeals Alot of tears will flow Down your face... You will find yourself asking Why does this happen to me? Well my friend I must say Life happens to everyone... Just wipe away the tears Be stronge and hold on So you can face another day... Don't give up things shall change Give it time,and remember your not alone...

Farm Girl Birth Control
There were three gals who were getting married and all met at the marriage counselor's office to discuss the options of having or not having a baby right away. There were two city gals and one farm gal. The counselor asked them if they planned on having a baby right away or were going to wait awhile. They all agreed that they had discussed this with their potential husbands and all agreed to wait awhile. Well, the counselor asked the first gal what type of birth control she planned to use. Her answer was, "The rhythm method." "That will work," said the counselor, "if you keep a good record." He asked the second gal what system she planned on using. "I plan on using birth control pills," she said. Again he said, "Yes that will work as long as you don't forget to take them." He then asked the farm girl what system she was going to use. Her answer was, "The pail and saucer method." After a short delay, he told her that should also work. He asked them all to come back in on

Mumm
if you put mumms or blogs on here and people are being rude to the question your asking they dont need to be reading them any way if they pop up on your screen dont look at them alot of people are rude on here you can say whatever you want to anout this blog i dont care i speak my mind alot of people on here need to grow the f.ck up

Before Mornings Light
Before Mornings Light If I die before mornings light, You should know you are not right. All the things you thought you knew Is so far from the truth. Did I lie, did I cheat? No way, I am here to say You don't want to see the truth, So now you see I am ready To say good-bye! Right now death looks better, Then the pain of life. So I now must say good-night, If I die before mornings light....

My Love, Do You
My Love, Do You My love, do you? Do you see the tears rolling down my face? No, and just why not! Do you hear the hurt I have each day? No, and just why not! Do you see how much I trully love you? No, and just why not! Because you don't love or care enough too, Open your eyes and heart, To see me, my love and pain! You don't see that you could lose me, Open up please, before it's to late. To The Man I Trully Love Forever,

New Truck
about to retire with in a year, need to get a new truck. i have a f-150 now a 94 4x4, so iam kind of stuck on that ,but i reely like the toyota tundra,or tacoma. so iam giving it to you out there. so any one got any problems with or had any problems with so that can help me make my choice?????

"one More Time"
"One More Time" Just one more time would I like, To see your smile again, To look upon your shinning eyes.. One more time to feel your lips on mine, Just to have you touch me with your hands.. To hear your soft words in my ear, Just to be near you one more time would be dear... One more time to see your tears of love, Roll down your face for me! One more time to feel your love Run through me... How I so need you trully, I love you. For someone who will always be dear to me..

My Little Girl
My Little Girl My daughter Jazzmen who's 4 She is now 10 You came into my life one evening, So little, so beautiful, so full of soul, God gave you to me for keeps, you're a joy I couldn't ask for a more perfect, Loving, caring, little girl. You give out your love to me with no limits, I have no doubts you'll go far, Because you're so smart at a young age, But no matter what, You are my little girl..

Child In Need
Child In Need Do you know how hurtful it can be, For a Mother not to be there for A child in need.. What a child grows up to believe When a mothers not there If only you could see, the hurt I go Through because you are never there for me.. You claim you love me, But without a price you are not here for me. To My Mother who I shall not name!

They Come Back !!!
Last week in Hollister (California) is gone - The Greatest Museum of Strange Things come back to Riverside, CA. 10901 Arlington Ave. Riverside, California USA - The Greatest Museum of Strange Things was opened by last spring. Come and see the strangest things you'll even see. WonderCammer - look at things you never saw before ! The project is going along with Troll's Garden company - the global leader in the production of rings, fossil reproductions, Human Skulls, Walking Sticks, Knives, bone art, hand Carved Dragons, pipes, etc... .

Where 'm Going
So if you're reading this, you're one of those oddities that likes me and, God forbid, spends your time chatting with me. Well I regret to inform you I'll more than likely be unable to be online from November 3 through November 29. I've got this joyous little hiccup coming called National Training Conference. What's that you may ask? Well it's basically where the herd us all to the desert in California and put us through the wringer with training as close to actually being in Iraq as humanly possible. It's going to be long, with very little sleep, working showers maybe only half the time..yeah I'm excited. So if you send me a comment or a message and I don't respond, you'll know why now. Alot of the close people here, Aradia, Amanda, DJ Minou, my little Busdrivertohell...I talk with you guys more than I do my own friends I grew up with these days. I'm going to miss you all very much. Take care of yourselves, and I'll see you just as soon as I can. All my best, Spc An

Night
Every night before you sleep you feel warm air brush past your face it tickles ever so slightly like angels breath of grace tis the night angel kissing the moon goodnight The night angel hugging the moon so tight drawing her light from the moon which helps her wings to fly she kisses the moon so gently gives her thanks as she passes by Kiss the moon goodnight dear night angel in the sky we take comfort in the warmth you bring as you kiss the moon goodnight

An Awesome Lounge Check It Out
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The Next Day
ok so today trying to get kids ready for school and what do they do but think im not looking and fill there nap sacks with candy bad little kids lol... anyways im sort of sore my tummy abbs are killn but im not taking any time off ...i feel great after dancing.... so dude at the dealership still hasnt called such a piss off but again hurry up and wait lol.... i need to find my book ...have paper work to do, and who am i kidding i will be doing it tonight at 1 am lol anyways got stuff to get done cheers

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The Void
( i think it would have been better if the blog didnt mess up it was more natural ) There is this void in me I cant see it I try to fill it Its a blackhole Ever growing All i wanted was love I guess i asked for too much I am sick Being to sad to cry Its over whelming me Now im drowning Passed screaming No one ever looked anyway Everything happens for a reason they say I just wish it would work out in my favor Timing is everything right? Well, I always had bad timing. I want to know how it is going to end I wasnt one for surprises anyway Im sick of the lies you all tell me The evidnece shows differently... Im still alone... My hand has no extra fingers in it The other side of my bed is always cold And I wash my own hair...

Jc's Haunted House
I took my son to the Jc's haunted house last night it was fun! First of all my son is not sscared of anything. Last night the monsters had my son junping and not letting go of my jacket. the jc's set up there haunted house with a movie theme. there was the saw room, psycho bathroom, pin head was walking around. There was Afew tunnels to crawl through and a slide. At the end was a maze of solid black plastic that you had to make your way around and out the other side. It was cool! My boy said he wasn't scared we will just go with that!

All You Muthafuckers Are Just Cocksuckers
in this day and age it's not all that hard to find something to complain about..from the stupidity of Mr Bush and his government too the price of gas, we north americans have lots of inconsequential things that we get to bitch and moan about. I sit here watching the snow fall, seeing it slowly hide all the imperfections of my lawn.And I wonder, what would it take to bring everyone in this world to the same even playing field. What would it take? I would willingly give up my car, t.v. computer, hell even most of my house, to help someone. Now I know some people send money to charities to help the poor peoples in other countries...but in all honesty how much of that money actually gets to these people. I guess I'm just a bit frustrated at how extremely broken our world is. For all our modern toys and experience we still haven't seemed to learn the most basic truth...which is this. "Love thy neighbor as thyself" Now im no christian...im not really a part of any organized religion (thoug

Shame On Me!!
I so just totally had a bad thought so disappointed in myself I'm not even saying it out loud...... whats happend to me!! haha Ive become mean?? shrugs I know people think the same thing I just thought and they probably think it about me .... but I'm sitting here thinking ohhhhhh dear where has the good lil misti gone??????

11-1-07
Concentrate on the big picture today -- you need to ignore obtrusive details. That might not be easy at first, but if you can pass them off to someone else or just let them ride, things will be fine. ***************************************************************************** Hmmmmmm well that is just dandy what is obstructing me I dunno.

It's About Time...
It's about time...getting nearer to the end of the year and time to start fresh with a new year. I think about the changes that have taken place for the in 2007 and all I can say is wow. Who knew? I have made some very good friends...became separated and now I am filing for the divorce. Along the way those friends have stuck by me which I am truely grateful because I don't know what I'd do without them. I have found me this year...what makes me tick. That is a good thing. I know I can be independant and be alone. I am dealing with the insecurities of the past and trying to address them. Be a even better mom. This time of year is always very difficult for me so friends hang in there with me I'll need ya!

No Fubar Salute Will Be Deleted Off My Friends List
(NO FUBAR SALUTE WILL BE DELETED OFF MY FRIENDS LIST) Hello Everyone, How is everyone today?I decided to look through my friends list today and have noticed that half of my friends have no Real Salute....so i decided that today i will clean out my friends list.I will be deleting my current friends with (No Salute)...i am sorry for being a Bitch about it but its my friends list and i only want to keep real people on it with a fubar salute.So for my friends who do have a fubar salute you will remain on my friends list. And for the current friends who dont have a fubar salute and are pissed at me you can remove your self so i have less to do ..Thanks Sincerely shawty with the apple bottom booty

Games Part 2
That's why men and women alike find it hard to have a relationship someone because you have to figure out if they are sincere or not. It's so hard to open up to people as it is and then you add the game players to the mix. The ones that care nothing about the other person, only want what they want. Then when you do find that female or male you question their motives. That's due to the fact of the person that played games with your heart the first time. Why let him or her in they are probably like the rest. The new man or woman has to prove theirselves over and over again. And why, due to the game player that broke your heart. I just don't understand what happened to true love. The kinda of love you feel like yal are the only two in the world. Almost everything is about games and drama these days. WHERE IS THE LOVE!!

Trying To Be Smart, You Aren't.
My friends hate me because I'm stupid. They always have to rub in how smart they are, but instead of making me think they're smart, it just makes me feel more stupid. They use big words and make up overly thought out responses to everything I say. I'll mumble, "Man it's cold out." They'll yap back, "Actually, according to the laws of thermal dynamics, space-time fluctuates relative to the magnitude of heat radiation, therefore it is not actually cold." Seriously, who the fuck cares? Knowing the physics of whatever-the-hell-I-said will not make my fingers any less numb. I'm by far the dumbest kid out of all my peers. We hang out at a restaurant and while they talk about crazy philosophical nonsense, I doodle on a napkin and play with myself under the table. Every once in a while I say something out of boredom, but they're quick to tell how stupid I am and that I should shut up. I never understood why people want to be smart. All I need out of life is sex, drugs, and food. Fortunate f

The Void
There ithis void in me, I cant explain it, cant see it. and i keep trying to fill it with love, Love is all i ever wanted i hate this feeling of being to sad to cry it over whelms me like im drowning and then it too late i just wanna know how the story ends ive always hated surprises anyway. everything happens for a reason they say. well when is it going to work in my favor? timing is everything? well i always have had bad timing... i just wanna know why it always seems im doing it all wrong

Cut My Wrist And Black My Eyes (lyrics)
Cut my Wrist and Black my Eyes Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all. Where you are and how you feel. With these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on. Slow things down or speed them up. Not enough or way too much. How are you when I'm gone? And I can't make it on my own. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. So I can fall asleep tonight, or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone. Spare me just three last words. "I love you" is all I heard. I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

Horoscope!
Since I first logged in to Fubar, never looked at its horoscope. But it just caught my eyes!!! Says: "You're feeling a bit out of sorts, but you need to be careful not to unleash your mood on your friends or family. It may be tempting, but you'll find that people get pretty snippy pretty quickly." So, I am planning to keep my mouth shut &.....do what I like...cheers all.

Big Ziplock Bags For Organizing Receipt/odd Papers
This morning, I spent a mere hour cleaning up my office/bedroom. I used 1 gallon ziplock bags and got rid of the small crap laying around. 1 bag was for receipts. 1 bag was for returned postcards from business mailings (had hundreds lying around) 1 bag was for vitimins/supplements/health things. 1 bag was for office type supplies (all pens, staplers, etc in here) 1 bag was for varoius notes (notes taken on index cards, 3x5 notebooks, etc. If i knew it would be that easy, I would have done it a year ago! hope it helps someone!

Racist On Here!
There is a guy on here with the title name C.hr.iS. and he is an extremely racist person. He did not know me at all and began to write me asking my why I am with a "spic" and began saying that people are "white trash" when they are with "monkeys and spics"!!! Then he was saying how he wants to know what kind of f*** up childhood I had that i ended up dating a "spic". He said that the white race is superior to all races and are just made because "spics and monkeys" need to follow whites orders. He also said that I make the white race look bad by lowering myself to giong with a "spic". He also began saying that my boyfriend and mexicans and blacks in general look like "pieces of sh**". This guy needs to learn that the world is forever changing and inter-racial dating is more common than ever. Color should not be a factor in any matter, as well as sexual preference, relligion, and ethnicity! Its a shame that there are still people out in the world that are completely racist!!!! BEW

Well Would You???
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] give me your screenname? ______________ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] Let me see you naked? [_] Send me pictures? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? Do You... [_] think im cute? [_] think im pretty? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want

Revolution? Hardly Likely.
[my response to a MUMM about starting a revolution of the poor against the rich in the USA] the truly poor do not have a computer. The truly poor are not on fubar. We all have money problems but people you consider rich, many of them honestly believe they're poor. I didn't have cable TV 'til I was 12. Did that make us poor? No. That makes us without cable TV. My clothes were all Goodwill and hand-me-downs until I was in high school. Some were my older sister's clothes, for whom my very smart mother bought BOYS clothes and made them girly for her, then when it was my turn, they became boy-y (boy ee?) Did that make us poor? No. Beyond all of that: A revolution. Hmm. Not likely to happen. And if there ever WAS a revolution, here's what would happen: The infighting within the revolters would kill the movement. Or: Let's say the revolution was a success. Then what? The "winners" of the revolution would have power. What happens when little people get powerful

Letter To The President
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere ossessio

Help Save The Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME ON EVERYONE. LETS SHOW THE GHOST RIDER A LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPIRIT. HE NEEDS 11,4OO COMMENTS TO WIN HIS 3 MONTH V.I.P, SO HIT THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN THE CREEPY FUN. HIT THE GOOD FELLOW AS HARD AS YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU ALL CAN DO IT. Fire My Words

Summary Of My Last Year
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER - I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish . I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that

New Pics!
Hello, I am going to have some new pics of me taken tuesday maybe even some on sunday. I thought it would be but to ask what you would like to see and take some especially for my friends. So if there is something you want to see say so and I will try to take a picture just for you!

The Rules Of Hotm!!! All Hail The Mark!!!
1. Worship The Mark! 2. Comment Bomb The Mark Till Yr Fingers Bleed! 3. Give The Mark All Yr Love! 4. Go to This Link Post Haste And Comment The Mark! 5. Never Talk About The Mark In Third Person! 6. Click The Mark! 7. Worship The Mewbs! http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1088986993

Why
it would seem as of late that people want more from me then i will give. and it is makeing so called friends back off .so i will say up front that i dont buy blasts or spotlights to me that is like buying a friendship. why should i have to buy that. it is just not me .if people want to be a friend cool but i dont ask for cams ,i dont ask for phone sex so it would seem i am an odd ball here then .so if this is what u think of me then dont be a friend .i try to be a nice guy but if i thought all ladys were the same i would get bitch slapped lol so why think all guys are the same .so i will leave it at that sorry i had to bring this up .but it hurts when some one says they are a friend then do this .so i will go back into my cave if u want to get to know me knock on my cave door it is always open to real friends

Happy Holiday Season!!
First, I hope everyone had a safe and happy Halloween. Second, the holiday season that runs from Nov. 1st to Jan. 2nd has started. I saw two Christmas commercials on tv last night already. Third, MyCokeRewards.Com released its 2007 Christmas collection today. They didn't really add anything new this year, but you can donate points towards the USMC's Toys For Tots program. So if you have been collecting Coke points, then give some up to help out some kids.

Dragon
A Dragon I know the passion and love Of a Dragon. I need the passion and love Of a Dragon. I want the passion and love Of a Dragon. I desire the passion and love Of a Dragon. I crave the passion and love Of a Dragon. I love the passion and love Of a Dragon. I Love My Dragon,and Will For All Of Eternity!!!

Fubar....
Here's something I've learned. A lot of people are on here evidently for the points and rankings only. Me personally, if I add you, fan you or buy you a gift, I'd like to get to know you. I'm not here to look at your tits. I'm not here to worry about how many points I get. I genuinely want to know you. I don't want to be fanned or added if you don't want to actually chat and get to know each other. That's fine. I have no problem with that. Everyone has different opinions. I respect that, but....don't add or fan me if you don't wanna chat. I'm a big boy and it won't really bother me! Cheers!

Great Quotes By Great Ladies
I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrows. > -Janette Barber- Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. > -Lily Tomlin- A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. > -Carrie Snow- Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry with your girlfriends. > -Laurie Kuslansky My second favorite household chore is ironing. My first being, hitting my head on the top bunk bed until I faint. > -Erma Bombeck- Old age ain't no place for sissies. > -Bette Davis- A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. > -Rhonda Hansome- The phrase "working mother" is redundant. > -Jane Sellman- Every time I close the door on reality, it comes in through the windows. > -Jennifer Unlimited- Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. > -Charlotte Whitton- Thirty-five is when you finally get your

I'm The One.......
No rush though I need your touch. I won't rush your heart. Until you feel on solid ground Until your strength is found, girl. I'll fill those canyons in your soul. Like a river lead you home. And I'll walk a step behind In the shadows so you shine. Just ask it will be done. And I will prove my love Until you're sure that I'm "the one" Somebody else was here before. He treated you unkind, and broken wings need time to heal. Before a heart can fly, girl. I'll fill those canyons in your soul. Like a river lead you home. And I'll walk a step behind. In the shadows so you shine. Just ask it will be done. And I will prove my love Until you're sure that I'm "the one" Trust in me and you'll find a heart so true. All I want to do is give the best of me to you. And stand beside you. Just ask it will be done. And I will prove my love Until you're sure that I'm "the one"

My Feelings
My Feelings I'm in love with you,but: My Feelings are: No matter what you choose to do in life I just want you Happy. My Feelings are:Not as important as your Heart and Healing it. My Feelings are:If she makes you Happy then I fly away! My Feelings are:She better love The Dragon Too Or I will!!

My Shoutbox.
HEY.. I LOVE TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. U KNOW WHO U ARE.. ;) AND OTHER FRIENDS,THAT I HAVE JUST ADDED,I AM VERY REAL AND HONEST,SO READ MY DEFINITION HERE BEFORE WE CHAT,IT WILL SAVE BOTH OF US SOME WASTED TIME IN CHATTING, Honesty is telling the truth. Honesty is straightforward conduct. Honesty is being sincere, truthful, trustworthy, honorable, fair, genuine, and loyal with integrity THANKS,AND I REALLY ENJOY MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND CHATTING WITH FRIENDS.... BTW I AM SINGLE AND LOOKING..AND DONT BE SHY.I DONT BITE,I KNOW WHAT I WANT.. ;p BUT I DONT EVEN BOTHER WITH MEN THAT ARE PLAYERS..AND FEED ME BULLSHIT... PLEASE,I AM WAY PASS THAT.. XXOO RUTHIE

I Just Love This Guy. He Makes Me Laugh!!
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large a collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive side. They share a bottle of wine and continue talking and,

If You Only Knew
if you only knew.... How much i care about you How much i love you How you make me smile and how make me feel if you only knew..... that i want to be with you by your side, to comfort you when the times you cried, if you only knew.... if you only knew... How my heart aches for you and how when i see you i yearn t o touch you the softness of your kiss the softness of your touch to hear the angelic voice of you. If you only knew...that i am nothing with out you

Yoga Blows Ass.
The goal of yoga is to connect your mind and body with your spirit and ultimately attain nirvana - a state of oneness with the universe. This the biggest crock that I've ever heard, not so much that I disbelieve in enlightenment, but because I refuse to think that such a thing would be acquired through contorting my body around like a gumby doll. Yoga is getting big in America because we love stealing ideas from foreign cultures. If Yoga were native to the United States and being lazy was an ancient Eastern philosophy, everybody would run around insulting yogis while bragging about how lethargic they are. Nobody has any sense of what's actually cool anymore. The whole idea of yoga is actually fake. It is nothing more than the game "Twister" without a mat. I automatically hate everything new and unfamiliar. I never allow myself to develop an educated opinion about anything before I judge it and let myself get worked up over my own ignorance. For example, I went to my frie

Love Comes Walking In
contact is all that it takes to change your life, to lose your place in time contact asleep or awake coming around you may wake up to find questions deep within your eyes now more than ever you realize and then you sense a change nothin' feels the same all your dreams are strange love comes walkin' in some kind of alien waits for the opening simply pulls a string another world some other time you lay your sanity on the line familiar faces familiar sights reach back, remember with all your might ooh, and there she stands in a silken gown silver lights shinin' down and then you sense a change nothin' feels the same all your dreams are strange love comes walkin' in some kind of alien waits for the opening simply pulls a string love comes walkin' in oh, sleep and dream that's all I crave I travel far across the milky way to my master I've become a slave 'til we meet again some other day where silence speaks as loud as war earth retu

*a Step Back In Time*
The perfect age is somewhere between old enough to know better and too young to care. How many of these do you remember? Candy cigarettes Plastic Army Men Wax Coke-shaped bottles with colored sugar water inside Soda pop machines that dispensed glass bottles Coffee shops with tableside jukeboxes Blackjack, Clove and Teaberry chewing gum Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers Chief Pontiac Signs P.F. Fliers Telephone numbers with a word prefix...(Raymond 4-601). Party lines Howdy Dowdy 45 RPM records 45 rpm spindles

I'm Back Online And Finally Have Time To Post An Update. . . .
I have been home for about a week and a half now. I still struggle with things sometimes, but I feel like the time I spent away was good for me. I'm still not 100%, but I'm working on it. I have been struggling to get enough sleep, but I am eating again. My medication has been changed, I was having bad side affects from the medication I was taking . . . . my dreams became more vivid and real to me and it wasn't good. I've been getting help dealing with my past so things have come out a lot lately and it's tough. I'm just glad that I'm able to get the help now even if it is several years later. As far as other things, I'm just taking it one day at a time. I haven't felt like talking much since I got home, just trying to get back in the swing of things. I'll be looking for work and all next week and trying to figure things out for myself and the family. If you still have questions or feel like talking, leave a message and I'll get back to you or if you have my yahoo we can chat

Ode To Plurals
Ode to Plurals We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes, But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes. One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese, Yet the plural of moose should never be meese. You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice, Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice. If the plural of man is always called men, Why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen? If I speak of my foot and show you my feet, And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet? If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth, Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth? Then one may be that, and three would be those, Yet hat in the plural would never be hose, And the plural of cat is cats, not cose. We speak of a brother and also of brethren, But though we say mother, we never say methren. Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, But imagine the feminine: she, shis and shim! Let's face it - English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplan

Surgery
just givin yall a short update. the surgery went well on friday and i came home yesterday. im not sittin up alot right now cuz well it hurts too bad lol. i am on fer a cpl of short periods of time. generally if im online im in diablos den with friends. if ya wanna catch me there then see my lounges fer the link. anyway just thought id let yall know what all was happenin. i will try to send an update every so often. hugz to all!!

Clutzzzy Much 8-p
I just feel down our steps :/ Left to go pick Jordan up from school to bring home before dentist appointment and yeah.. just feel right down them :O Now needless to say.. I'm hurting a bit. And I noticed when I turn my head or refocus on something I feel all most light headed :/

Ass Knowledge.......
Some "ass knowledge" that is interesting but kinda useless. "Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand ...And "lollipop" is the longest word typed with your right hand. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in order: "abstemious" and "facetious." A cat has 32 muscles in each ear. A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds. A "jiffy" is

Can You Help Me?
HEY, I HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN A 30 DAY BLAST, AND I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD HELP ME! THESE TWO LADIES WILL GIVE ME A 30 DAY BLAST IF I SEND THEM EACH A 150 PEOPLE THAT WILL FAN,RATE AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND! cAN YOU PLEASE GO TO EACH OF THEIR PAGES AND DO THAT AND IN THE FRIEND REQUEST TELL THEM GOLFERCHICK SENT YOU? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! IF YOU DO THAT THE 150TH PERSON TO SEND ME A SHOUT OR A COMMENT SAYING THEY DID GETS A BIG PIMPING GIFT FROM ME! HIT THEM UP PLEASE! bbGŠPassion's Purity@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

31 Things You Should Know About Women!
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. If you do cheat on them do not ever tlak to the girl or see the girl you cheated on them with. They will be hurt , no matter what they say. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. Go to your girl right now and tell her how much u like her and how beautiful she is! 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. No really, you did! 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're g

Bigfoot?
Mon Oct 29, 7:57 PM ET ** THE ASSOCIATED PRESS CANNOT AUTHENTICATE THE CONTENT OF THESE IMAGES ** This image provided Monday, Oct. 29, 2007 by hunter Rick Jacobs shows an image taken by a camera with an automatic trigger set up in Pennsylvania's Allegheny National Forest on Sept. 16, 2007. The only thing certain about the critter photographed by a hunter's camera is that some people have gotten the notion it could be a Sasquatch, or bigfoot. Others say it's just a bear with a bad skin infection. See pic at url below..... http://d.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/p/net/20071029/capt.76f68acf986b804a0396fc80d63e75c1.jpeg?x=400&y=300&sig=qUggV6K40zFBNQq5cP1YBw--

Eating Grass
A man and a woman started to have sex in the middle of a dark forest. After about 15 minutes of it, the man finally gets up and says, "Damn, I wish I had a flashlight!". The woman says, "Me too, you've been eating grass for the past ten minutes!"

The Drill Sgt.
When I was in Basic Training, I got stuck on five weeks of straight Kitchen Patrol. One day while we were serving lunch, a Drill Sergeant came through singing very loudly: "It's my Party and I can Cry if I want to...cry if I want to!" I turned to the recruit next to me and asked, "What's he smoking?" Without missing a beat she replied, "Privates."

Im Doing It For Fitz Please Help
CONTEST No set time limit First 5 people to reach 17,000 comments Wins their choice of either A 7-Day Blast or 30-Day VIP + = Contest will open when I have 10 entries However anyone may join in at any time Rules are simple This is a comment bombing contest Self bombing is encouraged Your goal is to be one of the first 5, to reach 17,000 comments There will be no drama Cherry blasters and scripts prohibited Play fair, play nice If you wish to enter, send picture link to my mailbox ¢¾DAWN¢¾ please repost (repost of original by '¢¾DAWN¢¾ Superman's Wifey' on '2007-11-01 07:32:38')

Y'all Don't Know Canada, Eh!
Let me start by saying something I could never say last year. My best friends are American. Now, with that being said I decided I would look for a Canadian TV Special called "Talking to Americans". It was one of the funniest shows I ever saw. In fact, I was talking to a friend about a week after it aired and she said she saw the funniest show that she ever saw. I said, I know what one you mean. It was never intended by the show and definately not by me, to slam or insult any Americans. The humor here may be funnier to Canadians because we know the Canadian inside jokes invoved, but I am sure you will find it funny and laugh right along. The same pranks could have been pulled right on Canadians with the same results. The show is hosted by a guy named Rick Mercer, a popular Canadian comedian. Remember tho when viewing the clips, the comments on the page have nothing to do with the show's producers or by ole Habbbbb. The amazing thing is some of the people they bamboozle, like G W Bush an

Miskatonic Mansion
OK I know I am a day late but hey I have been very sick all week LOL anyways I used to go to this site every year but they took it off & now its back I don't know how many of you have been there but I love it =D It's like being in a real haunted house :) * before doing the tour make sure you read the important primer * or most things in the house wont work http://www.miskatonicmansion.net/

New About Us Profile!
Welcome to Mark and Lina's Cultcuts Fubar page! Below is some info about us together and individually! Enjoy! We are a couple who enjoy each other's company very much. We love each other and our lives just the way it is. We love sharing our photos, sexual and otherwise, but that is all. We also love checking out other couple's pics. We don't wife swap! We don't meet people in person that we meet online. We encourage comments on our pictures very much however and appreciate the boost to our own self esteem when people enjoy our pics. PLEASE COMMENT THEM! We do the same! WARNING: Some of our pics are extremely explicit, but to us none of them are gross! They are very sexual in content, so be forwarned. If you don't want to look at us naked, then don't! If you do, we hope you enjoy them as much as we did making them!!! Mark and Lina A word up to all the men who constantly ask to become friends to look at our naughty pics - My wife is shy and has very low self est

The Truth About Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanuts Anyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its tim

People Pictures
Unusual old pictures! Look closely at the pictures, they are soldiers and sailors. AWESOME !!!! During the WW I years, Arthur S. Mole and John D. Thomas Made some incredible human pictures by using Thousands of sailors or soldiers in uniform to create the following images.

The Diference Between Sabbats And Esbats
What's the Diference? Aren't they the Same? The answer to this is NO they are Not!.... I know this is simple information for most of you....but there are many many people out there who do NOT know what the difference is....a couple of minor misconceptions if you will...So my aim here is to be extremely short and sweet! lol Sure!....I will try! Sabbats are the Eight 'Holidays' of Wiccans/ Pagans. Centered around a "Wheel" of the year. I am going to do a break down of each of the separate Sabbats. Giving each their own page, So that you may read of each without having to endure an entire deal just to get the one you want to know about! The Esbats are the 13 separate Full Moons within a given year.....not minor holidays as some have come to believe. And this has caused MUCH confusion out there! I shall also do a page on the different phases of the moon and what they mean.... One simple way to remember them and keep the two apart... Sabbats....Some

I Like Candy......
Ah Halloween.. filled with tiny ghosts and goblins.. little princesses and witches.. a few power rangers, some teenage mutant ninja turtles, a storm trooper or two... a cat.. some more princesses.. a very rotund Dorothy from the wizard of oz... so cute, so adorable in their little costumes, and so gosh darned GREEDY! I sat outside last night watching the mayhem unfold and dishing out treats to the little munchkins, and I made some rather disheartening observations. First let me tell you... I ran out of candy. I bought a substantial amount mind you as I do love Halloween, and more importantly I adore candy. I had hoped to have some left over for my own enjoyment (not that I need it... but I do love it). But alas, I was thwarted. How did this happen? The answer leaves me saddened and disappointed in society in general. The children came in many shapes and sizes. Some were timid... or perhaps frightened by the contents of the glow stick my husband dumped on the sidewalk and kept referin

Endings
ENDINGS "Verily, the soul has no birth, no death, no beginning, no end. Sin cannot touch it, nor can virtue exalt it; it has always been and always will be, and all else is its cover like a globe over the light." Hazrat Inayat Khan This past weekend the whole family drove down to Virginia. My wife, my step daughter, her two children and I all went together. I had been going to go by myself but we decided it would be a good thing to go as a family so the kids could see a bit of Wash DC. This was a secondary reason. The primary reason for going was to meet my brother and his wife and to scatter our mother's ashes in a park she loved. Readers of my regular blog will remember that my mother died last May and I wrote about it on June 6. A few weeks after that a package arrived in the mail from the funeral home, it was a box containing her ashes. For the next few months this box sat on my desk. Occasionally I would look at it and wonder about my emotions. What did I feel?

Halloween Is Better Than Sex
TOP TEN REASONS TRICK-OR-TREATING IS BETTER THAN SEX. Number 10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. Number 9. Once you've done it, you don't have to wait an hour to do it again. Number 8. The uglier you look, the more likely you'll get some. Number 7. You don't have to make small talk with the person who gave you the treat. Number 6. The person giving it to you isn't fantasizing that you are someone else. Number 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last for 9 months. Number 4. If you wear a mask, no one thinks you're kinky. Number 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. Number 2. The next day you don't have to call the person that gave it to you. And the ..Number 1 reason trick-or- treating is better than sex..... Number 1. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door!!

I Am Makin Progress
well if some of you don't know i was in a car accident a month ago...well tuesday of this week i went and talked to a lawyer and he is helping me with taking the person i was in a car accident with to court...i am still having trouble from my car accident..part of my right knee i can't feel i can touch it and everything but can't feel it...since my accident i have been getting really bad headaches every single day and they hurt like a mofo lol..so hopefully my head gets better but i doubt it...also since my accident i have been afraid of being with any1 that puts their car in reverse...my friend that i was with when it happened put her car in reverse and stomped on the gas and we ran into a post office...its funny now but no we did not check the mail while we where there...we tried to make sure they had a drive through!!!! i laugh about it and not only that but i am going to see what my lawyer plans on doing...i kno he wants me to see if she has insurance on her car the car that we ran

Find The Time!!!
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do.. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time"

Drama
Ok so i dont understand why bitches think, its fun to ALWAYS start DRAMA....Here i sit minding my own damn biz and this ONE BITCH..has to make sure to call my house, send shit to me, etc...dont she understand, she is makin herself look like a fuckin fool, and also, ima freak out on her ass, and fuck her shit up!!?? UGH..there is NEVER a dull moment in the LIFE OF BOBBI!! ;0)...So i guess i just needed to get this off my chest!!

Kiss A Nun??
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I a m and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!" "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," says the nun, "why a

If You've Ever Been Misunderstood, Read On.
misunderstanding is part of the fun of living in a society. You say "A dog farts in the wind while a rainbow kicks a leprachaun's ass". the other person only hears the word "rainbow" and says, "You like rainbows? You pansy!" "no no", you reply "I'm talking about dog farts". "WHAT!?!?", they reply, "You like ass?" - etc etc... Bad communicators pick ONE WORD out of the previous thing you said and expound on it, rather than hearing the whole thing. It's their mental deficiency, not yours. What do you think?

Cruisin' The Country...
Good Morning All... Finally made it home once again, and will be headed back out into the wild world of Dumbass 4-wheelers again tomorrow. Just did 4,000 miles in 5 1/2 days and damn I'm one tired pup. Oh well, Dirty job but somebodies gotta do it. Next week is gonna be pretty interesting...I have to make a run that a sleeper team couldn't do. Damn I love my job. Leave Idaho Fri. afternoon, have to be in Carthage, MO. by Sun. morning, Leave MO. By Sun. afternoon, have to be in San Antonio, TX. By Tues. Morning @ 7am. Leave San Antonio, Tues. Afternoon (At least I hope it's afternoon, Gawd I'm gonna need a nap by then)..And be back in Idaho by Friday Morning...Hmmmm Will be Quite interesting, no doubt. Damn I LOVE MY JOB!!!

Moon Phases For November & December!
November The Elder Tree The Elder tree was sacred to the faeries and branches were hung above stables to protect horses from evil spirits. It was unlucky to burn Elder and an omen of death to bring it indoors. Elder people are self sufficient, lively, impetuous and outspoken. They dislike routine and refuse to be pressured by others. Restless and highly energetic, they thrive on change and need constant mental and physical challenge. The Ruling Deity - The crown Goddess and celtic tribal mother Cailleach Beara rules this sign. The Druic Animal - The Raven symbolises healing and protection - Elders must learn to use change as a positive force in their lives or they can become reckless and confused. Planetary Ruler - Saturn Ogham Word - Ruis *The Snow Moon Winter's cold descends and outward growth slows. Make this a time for inner growth. Learn a new craft or study thwarts of divination. When the Moon is full do a reading for yourself or your friends. Develop your psychic t

Police Guilty Over Menezes Case
Police guilty over Menezes case London's police force has been found guilty of breaking health and safety laws over the shooting dead of innocent Brazilian Jean Charles de Menezes. The Metropolitan Police unnecessarily put the public at risk in chasing a suspected suicide bomber across the city, an Old Bailey jury decided. Armed police shot Mr de Menezes dead at Stockwell Tube station on 22 July 2005. The jury said police chief Cressida Dick, who led the operation, bore "no personal culpability". The Met faces a potentially unlimited fine over the botched operation. The unprecedented, highly controversial trial came after prosecutors said that no individual officer could be held responsible for the electrician's death. Instead, they said the force, represented by the Met Commissioner's Office, should be tried for failing to protect the public from the risks posed by a suspected suicide bomber on the loose. Your concern is the past and what happened on Ju

The Mask
Take off that Mask. Take off that mask you wear so well, That cast iron fascade that hides your hell. Nothing in this world could dull your pain the way you wish it would. Take off your Mask and show your face that thing of grace and beauty. A mask but masks the lies you tell, those lies that run as deep as a well and all this time for what? To save a face? to save your place? to fall that much less from grace? The truth will set you free but not for free for freedom has its price to bare and its that price we bare thats so unfair, so unjust. But we pay that price and sometimes thrice, because good things come in 3's, or was it bad things? Well things come in 3's and whether you like it or not it never comes how you draw it up in your mind. A choice is left. One that is placed neatly before you. Do you stand or do you sit? Are you a passenger of life or do you ride with it? Do you put on your mask and mascarade through the great parade of life, or do you lift

A Wonderful Story
What a scared little seven-year-old boy I was when the orphanage finally let me out of that dark closet, after two days. I took my bath, brushed my teeth with soap and dressed myself for school in the clothes that the matron had laid on my bed. Clothes that were always too big, or too small for me. When I reached Spring Park Elementary, I just kept walking past the school building, because I was so afraid the other kids in my classroom would make fun of me because of all the black and blue marks on my legs where I had been whipped with the polo paddle. I walked and walked for what seemed to be hours. Finally, I came to this great big wide street which was at the end of Spring Park Road. I had never seen a street that big before and I had never seen so many cars in all my life. Across the street was a big brick store and the sign on top said Preston's Drugs. There was also a sign in the window that read "Everything you'll ever want is here." It took me almost an hour to g

Help
My Birthday is on November 8th, and i would like to become Rock Star for my Birthday,so i am asking all who have not rated my pics,stash and what not to please help me hit my goal of becoming Rock Star for my Birthday...please and thank you very much.

Saturday Night
I have had one particular guy ask lots of questions about hand jobs and other activities between my husband and I (you know who you are ... lol) So I thought he would like to see this story and I thought I would send it around once again for all to see. It is not for everyone but it does seem to have fans with those here. I hope you like it. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It was a few minutes after 11 pm when we finally went to bed. I was following my husband down the hall to our bedroom when he entered the room and I walked up behind him as he stopped to pull the blankets back. He stood before me with his back to me only wearing his boxers. I reached around his chest with both of my arms and gave him a big hug. I made sure that my breasts pressed up against his bare back so he can feel them give his shoulder blades a hug while I pinched his nipples that he loves so much. I took my fingernails and ran large circles around

Leaving
Hey everyone! how are things goin for ya all?things are ok with me but i am leaving this site for a while, i cant stick around.... alot goin on in my life and i have to straighten things out or i wont be around permanatley... if you all know me well enough then you already know what happened and i wil keep in touch with all that i can whoever knows my # may call me anytime they feel like it... Goin through This ordeal will help if i have my close friends around and supporting my choices I have to give great Special thanks to my family members on here you all are truely the greatest and a select few KNow HOW VERY TRUELY SPECIAL you are to me and I LOVE YA Thanks for you love support and honesty through it all i will be back on but not till i know exactly what i am gonna do and where i am gonna move and what i am gonna do with all this crap Hope you all show me some love before i leave so know how truely special i am to you all and those who do care and didnt have a chance to show it Yo

I So Want To Put Your Name Here Baby...(my Love)
My Love, You're a sweetheart, You have problems just as we all do, But I am here now to help you through them, Please open up to me and allow me to be there for you, You're my sweetheart, My Love. 10-30-07 ~*Lauren*~

Re: "war Criminal" Ex-mi6 Head Dearlove Confronted At Event
RE: "War Criminal" Ex-MI6 Head Dearlove Confronted At Event ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 Nov 2007, 06:48 "War Criminal" Ex-MI6 Head Dearlove Confronted At Event Author of the infamous Downing Street Memo and ex-MI6 head Sir Richard Dearlove was confronted and branded a "war criminal" by audience members who attended his talk at the London School of Economics last night, before being hounded out of the building - but subsequent media coverage of the event completely failed to mention the controversy. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/011107_dearlove_confronted.htm

Boy Oh Boy Just Shoot Me Now
GOOD god all i can say is thank god November is here because October sucked like a hooker having a going out of business sale. JUST yesterday alone, i was basically called uneducated, a hypocrite, a racist, got played for a complete idiot when i went out. I almost didn't get out of bed and just basically said to hell with work today. Now i realize i may not be the most EDUCATED person in the world, and a lot of what i say gets taken out of context, even when i attempt a dumb joke and get into a political history debate. I guess i won't go trying to get into any sort of discussion with any doctors because I'd hate for them to laugh in my hick face for saying something totally uneducated. I also realize i may not be the BEST looking person in the world NOR the nicest, BUT i am a little Naive at times. Case in point i agreed to a date with a friend for tonight as a matter of fact. I went to a little local bar (you know where us uneducated go to drink ourselves into a deeper

Just Plain Mine
I find myself crying, Tears of remembrance. Remembering how I thought that the one that I found, would be the last I would ever need. I must stop and realize that life doesn't always work out that way, And I'm not all that sorry about that. If the last one wouldn't have messed up, I wouldn't have met you, my love. You, who I have so much in common with, it scares even ME, You, who I'm already counting the days until I hope you'll come and see me, You, whose voice sends shivers up and down my spine, You, who I adore above all others, You, the amazing man that I find myself falling for deeper and deeper. Falling for you isn't scary, My Love. You are my sweetheart, my love, and just plain mine. 10-31-07 ~*Lauren*~

Today On World Rock Radio
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Hello To My Friends
AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I'M IN A CONTEST UNTIL NOVEMBER 10TH. UNTIL THEN I HAVE TO WATCH MY RATING AND COMMENTS DUE TO BOMBING MY OWN PIC,LOL FOR THE FRIENDS THAT ARE HELPING ME I ALSO RATE THEM IN RETURN. I PROMISE WHEN THIS CONTEST IS OVER I WILL RATE YOUR THINGS:) FIRST AND LAST CONTEST FOR ME THATS FOR SURE! FOR THOSE OF YOU, MY CLOSEST FRIENDS WHO ARE HELPING ME THANK YOU SO MUCH. WHEN THIS IS ALL OVER I'LL MAKE SURE TO DO A BULLETIN THANKING YOU ALL INDIVIDUALLY. BLOODY KISSES AND HUGS MINA WTH THE LEVEL IM AT I ONLY GET TO RATE SO MUCH AND COMMENT, IM FINDING OUT EVERY NIGHT IM RUNNING OUT FAST AND I FEEL BAD WHEN MY FRIENDS ARE UPLOADING AND I CANNOT RATE. IM VERY SORRY FOR THIS. IF YOUR WONDERING ITS A TATTOO CONTEST THIS PIC WILL TAKE YOU TO THE LINK THANK YOU

Unkown
I'm married to a great looking guy that really treats me well. We've been married for over 15 years and I can say that I never thought marriage could be so good. We're not only best friends, but we also have a great sex life. I had sex with probably 10 guys before we got married but I've been faithful and satisfied ever since. I'm 5'9" tall and have long legs and nice firm breasts. I've got mid length blond hair and small petite lips. Sometimes, just for fun, I imagine that I'm with someone else when my husband and I are making love. I'll bet most of you guys don't realize that your wives frequently are thinking about some other guy while they're having sex with you. I don't call it cheating, I just call it spicing up our love life. My husband doesn't necessarily know that I was imagining that I was riding my cute doctors' cock when I cumming last night. If he asked me who I was imagining I w ould tell him... but he's too proud of his penis to think that I would want

Thursday
I could not believe we had kids show up until 9:30 last night for Halloween. We even had a woman about 40 years old show up at the door with a bag and she said Trick or Treat. She did not even have a costume on. My husband said she was probably homeless and found this to be a good way to get something to eat even if it was candy. Today I will be heading south to have several meetings with principals, teachers and parents at schools ... one lasting late. I will not be home until 9 or so again tonight. Only 2 more months left in the year and so much to do yet before our fund raising campaign begins in January... Hey hubby... you are going to get it this weekend. To make up for all the time I have been away from home.

Going To Tunica
hello everyone. I have a favor to ask. this saturday the 3rd of november i am taking a road trip to tunica to pick up my daughters for the weekend. this trip will be ruff for me as i will be geting off of a twelve hour night shift and will be extremely tired. I am asking that one of my friends here who lives in the area ride with me to keep me company and awake. you need not bring any money as I will provide meals and any other expenses that you might need. If you are interested please let me know. thanks Tim

Love Is...
What is love? Love is dangerous, when you would take a bullet that was meant for someone else... Love is unpleasant, when you love someone so much that you help them find someone new to love... Love is a crime, when someone steals your heart... Love is hurtful, when someone walks away, taking a piece of you with them... Love is deadly, when someone decides to rip your heart out and stomp the son of a b*tch into the ground... Love is amazing, when you find someone that loves you for who you are, not what they can change you to be... Love is sweet, when that special someone kisses you and all you feel is their love for you and yours for them... Love is beautiful, when you and your special someone love each other so much that you make a child together... 10-31-07 ~*Lauren*~

Update
well i talked to my mom. she's doin alright. they won't let her eat. she's stuck chewin on ice chips. she has to have her gal bladder out an they're gonna do a probe to find out where the bleeding is coming from. when i find out more i will be sure to post a blog for everyone who cares :D ty all!

N.a.p.rule..
1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED. 3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS. 4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IT IS UP TO YOU.THIS MUST STAY ON YOUR PROFILE AT ALL TIMES. 5.YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE ALL MEMBERS. 6.IF YOU HOLD A POSITON YOU MUST HONOR THE N.A.P GUIDELINES,POSTIONS WILL BE GIVEN TO PEOPLE OF OUR CHOICE. 7. WE WELCOME ALL PEOPLE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE O

More....
So I ended up deleting 900 friends in total as of this morning....I have no intentions of deleting anymore, so if this popped up in your bar tab, then I am keeping you as a friend...I know, you are just over joyed by this information.... I am feeling a little hopeful today, a little less heartbroken, and really hoping it stays that way... Well, hope you all have a good day, I'll be around for most of the day, but not sure how active I will be...

Life's Full Of Choices
Filling life with value Even though there is much work yet to be done, and numerous obstacles still to be overcome, there is no reason to be dismayed. Because as each moment comes, you can fill it with effort and value, and your life will continue to grow richer as a result. It's a mistake to assume that effort is something to be diligently avoided. To wish for a life free of challenges is to wish for a life in which it would be impossible to find any kind of real fulfillment. Look back at where you've come from and you will understand. The times that have brought the most value and richness to your life were the times that demanded the most of you. Find your joy in the challenges, in the efforts, in the living and in the giving. The moments when much is asked of you are the moments when great richness is added to your experience of life. Think of what a valuable and magnificent opportunity it is to be able to work, to learn, to grow, to accomplish and to find sweet fulfillme

Have Spicific Direction
Know your desires If you could snap your fingers and make the life of your dreams instantly appear, exactly what would that life look like? While you're working so diligently to move forward, do you have a clear and detailed definition of where you intend to go? An essential part of achieving what you desire is to know exactly what it is. Unfortunately, the people and events in your world often discourage and dissuade you from seriously considering your own ideas for what life at its best can be. If you're not diligent about exploring and clarifying your own authentic desires, the world will impose its pre-packaged, shallow and empty desires upon your life. This can leave you frustrated, discouraged and unfulfilled as you strive to work toward goals that have no real meaning for you. On a regular basis, allow your desires to come bubbling to the surface, so you can more fully understand them and connect with them. Enjoy the fact that there are things for which you truly long, a

Friends Plz Read
ALRIGHTY! HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVEN BOTHERED TO "READ" MY PROFILE??? ANYONE??? ANYONE??? NOW! SEEMS THERE ARE SEVERAL OF YOU ON MY LIST THAT JUST SIT THERE DAY AFTER DAY AND SAY NOTHING TO ME. EVEN AFTER I RATE ALL YOUR STUFF FOR YOU. NO, I DON'T EXPECT TO BE BOMBED BACK, BECAUSE I AM DOING IT ON MY OWN ACCORD. HOWEVER, WOULD A SIMPLE COMMENT SAYING "HAVE A NICE DAY" OR "THANKS FOR THE RATES" BE ALL THAT MUCH TO ASK???? OR EVEN A SHOUT WHEN YOU SEE I AM ON???? HERE'S THE DEAL FOLKS! I WILL BE DOING A MASS DELETING ON MONDAY OCTOBER 1ST AT PRECISELY NOON, CST. IF I DO NOT HEAR FROM YOU BY THEN, I WILL ASSUME YOU NO LONGER WISH TO REMAIN ON MY LIST! AND IF YOU HAPPEN TO MISS THIS BULLETIN...JUST GOES TO SHOW ME THAT YOU DON'T CARE ENOUGH TO PAY ATTENTION EITHER! THOSE OF YOU ON MY FAMILY LIST NEED NOT EVER WORRY ABOUT BEING DELETED. THERE IS A SPECIAL REASON WHY YOU ARE THERE! WHY THE F*CK WOULD ANYONE WANT TO ADD SOMEONE TO THEIR LIST WITHOUT READING THEIR PROFILE ANYWAY??

And One More Thing
you all know we just moved...well, our dogs bark all the time at night. It gets frustrating~! We just thought it was them not used to being in this new place...well on the way home we came over the RR tracks behind the house and there stood 1...2...3 deer! Just as pretty as can be at 10 at night. One did kinda shy away further but 2 of them just stood there looking at us. Of course the dogs were going crazy. There are some woods beside our house and then the tracks. It was weird seeing deer this close to town. At the other house it wasn't unusual seeing deer in the yard under the tree because we lived in the country. Now I know why the dogs bark all the time~!

Oh My Word~
so last night I was going to dress up...I chickened out. I didn't want to be the only adult to dress up so I didn't. We were invited to a friend's home for dinner and then walking around their neighborhood. So I just fixed my hair and make up and wore my jeans. My daughter is 13 and she is too old to go door to door. So she stayed at the friend's house with his wife and handed out candy while me, Jeff, and the guy took our son through the neighborhood. We had a blast and she enjoyed passing out candy. I did get Jeff to take a few pics of part of what I was gonna wear and look like. I still have glitter all over my face~! We had fun though and that is all that matters~! Today I am busy on the curtains again. I only have 3 more to make.....woohoo~! I hope everyone is having a good day and staying well. With the weather here in the south...it was so warm last night. I was expecting cooler temps but it was warmer. We all over dressed of course. My daughter woke up this mor

Suspension
He has a bed at home, which He self-built with me in mind. It has four posts with various metal rings on the posts to tie me up in any position imaginable. Above the bed, is a metal ring hanging from the ceiling... Today, when He came home, He was extra nice to me, He made me dinner and ran me a bath, kissing me and holding me, making me feel so loved and alive. He lifted me into the bath, and carefully washed me, starting with my hair, then picking up a sponge and washing my breasts, my stomach, from the bottom of my feet, up my legs, and between my thighs, with a gentle circular motion. After He finished, He picked me up, wrapping a towel around my shoulders, drying my body. He took the towel of my shoulders, ran it down my chest and stomach, drying in between my legs, and kissing my soft skin. He lent down behind me where there is a cupboard, and bought out two scarves and some rope. He ordered me to close my eyes, and kissed my closed eyes gently, putting a scarf against the

Joke Of The Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, "GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE." THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, "YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!" "DEAD?" SAYS HIS FRIEND, "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER." HIS FRIEND SAYS, "I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH." "A WITCH, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK AND I GAVE HER A LITTLE BITE, THEN SHE FARTED AND FLEW OUT THE WINDOW."

Halloween Nightmare!!!...
Aight so picture this....A relatively handsome dude is at work doing his usual thing. Working like a field hand for The Man. And then this hot truck driver lady pops up out the blue to pick some product up. So me being the gentleman that I am proceeds to help get everything ready for her to deliver. Well I'm putting this and that box together so they can all fit on her truck. Well I look out the dock loading door and I see the oldman who I can't stand at work sitting infront of my truck in his car. "Hey fucker get your ragedy ass car away from my truck before I kick your ass!!!."...Needless to say he moved.....lol..So back to pulling the order.... Well the hot girl is talking to me all the time I'm pulling stuff. So I have to go to the back to get somehing and I leave her on the dock. The next thing I know, I'm walking all around her butt ass nekkid...She's just talking to me like she don't even notice...lol..That's not the nightmare part so shut up!!!...hahaha... Well

A Cynical Willyiam For The Fuckin' Day 11/1/07;
I was talking to someone, new here she said, "I'm sorry for Americans; everything revolves around money!" I told her, "Try sleeping in the King's, or w/e rich got, palace one night! *IF* you get past the guards you'll be swept out like the fuckin' dust! Everything revolves around money, every fuckin' where!"

10 Reasons Holloween/candy Is Better Than Sex?
Read from BOTTOM to TOP: 10. You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9. If you get tired, wait ten minutes and go back at it again. 8. The stranger you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gave it to you. 6. Person you are with doesn't fantasize you're someone else, you already are. 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last nine months. 4. If you wear leather and chains, no one thinks you're kinky. 3. Doesn't matter if kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2. Less guilt the next morning from over-indulging. 1. If you don't get what you want at one place, you can always go next door to get more

Heart Broken
Halloween will never be the same. Yesterday as of 10:30 pm I lost my sister. On her way to pick up my niece from her fathers she was in a car accident. Anyone that knows me knows I have a big family and we are a really close family. My sister Kayla was my best friend my heart is shattered and my niece lost her mommy. How do you get through something like this how exactly does it work? How do you just breathe because right now im finding that very hard. I miss her so much already and nothing is ever going to be the same again. How will my niece ever know just how wonderful her mommy was? I will forever miss her laugh...her smile... Kayla called me Tess she always said that Contessa was just to long of a name .... I feel as if someone has my heart in the palm of their hand and they are just sqeezing it so hard....... so please forgive me if i do not seem the same..... Best wishes ...Tess

My Tower And Me
just something i built and am curently using is a Pentium(R) D CPU 2.66 GHZ 448 MB Of RAM I'm adding a GIG in a few weeks 160 GIG HD Space...Phillips DVD/CDR/CDR-RW 52X and DVDR+-RW 16X Makes good DVDs... There alittle bit of me in there too at the end...ENJOY!!!

The Baptist Church In Kansas.. Got Sued.. Pure Justice From A Marine Dad!
I watched the news this morning. These people are out of control. They apparently have NOT read their bible. Either these morons either can't read, or can't comprehend what the hell they are reading. They do not go over to fight a war for homosexuals of the war.. what the hell are these idiots thinking? It is a Baptist church. They same religion that bands cartoons, everything under the moon and stars.. They have no control over anything. I believe in the Creator. I also believe he did NOT preach in a church either. He preached outside. These hypocrites of the world are the ones damaging our young kids. These children are going to grow up believing all military personnel are gay.. Isn't that passing judgment on someone you DO NOT know personally, and doesn't the bible state not to pass judgment? what gives these idiots right to pass judgment? They need to get their damn facts straight before protesting on something they have NO IDEA what it is about... I believe if they have a pr

Why I Hate Rochester Area School District
To Whom It May Concern: It has come to my attention that my daughter Cherish Wwho is a 6th grade student in the Rochester School District has been given lunch detention because of an incident with another student. Well I'm informing you as of this moment my daughter will not be serving this detention because of the fact that she is terrorized on a daily basis before school , during school and after school by D'Andre , Tynecia , Tiffany ,and also a girl by the name of Aneesia in the 6th grade. Its getting to the point where Cherish is almost afraid to go to school. D'Andre actually spit in Cherishs face at a football game , he has walked past my home threatening her , and her younger siblings , telling her he's going to beat her ass in school or have someone do it , he has also stolen her property on a number of occasions . So until this problem is addressed you can forget about her taking the detention . Deal with the problem students who are bullying al

Never Been So Lost
NEVER AGAIN WILL I TRUST JUST ANYONE , AND NOW GOING TO LOSE WHAT I FOUGHT TO KEEP , NEVER BEEN AT MY LOWEST POINT EVER , AND ITS SO SUCKS , AND JUST TOTALLY LOST HERE , BEEN POS HARDLY EVER NEG. AND JUST GOIN DAY BY DAY , KNOWING THE PERSON WILL KNOCK ON THE DOOR AND HAND ME PAPERS FOR COURT , AND LOSING MY APT , WELL , I GUESS THIS IS LIFE AND , I WOULD LOVE FOR HER TO GET HERS . YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD THURSDAY BREW IS SO LOST

Cecilia
My Sister is gone My heart is in pain They say it gets easier They say it will stop Who are they to tell me about the feelings I got I cry for you still My Heart feels the drain As I drive home I speak to you Tell you about my day I tell you about the kids About their crazy ways How their gestures remind me of you Your smile was always radiant Always so happy and secure When Moms wasn't around You would keep me out of trouble My protector My Big Sister Now your not here and I feel alone Why couldn't I protect you Why couldn't I keep you safe Now you rest finally at peace. I will see you waiting for me With my last Breath.

Cyber?? Lmao
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Blessings
On life's busy thoroughfares we meet with angels unawares-so father make us kind and wise so we may always recognize the blessings that are ours to take the friendships that are ours to make if we but open our hearts door wide to let the sunshine of love inside-for god is not in far distant places but in loving hearts and friendly faces.

An End... A Beginning
Couldn't sleep much last night.. maybe from too much sugar, maybe from too many thoughts in my head. Not sure why, but my mind kept taking my thoughts to an ending. Rather than looking at it in a negative way, or with each beginning there is an end that must eventually come, I tried to focus on a positive approach. With each ending there is a new beginning. Whether it is a relationship or job that ends, the loss of something or someone important, even in death itself, those ends will eventually lead to a new beginning. Perhaps I am wishing for an end to the stress and disappointment that has surrounded me, though most of that is because I allow it. I just don't know what it means yet.

Making Choices
Carefully consider your choices. But don't get so consumed with making the perfect choice that you fail to make any choice at all. Most choices will involve some degree of compromise. In the real world, the perfect option may not be available to you. Instead of holding out for a perfect choice that never does come, make the best choice from the options available to you. It's better to move forward with a slight degree of disappointment than to be endlessly stuck on making a decision. Carefully and wisely consider your options, then go ahead and choose one. Take what you have to work with and begin actually working with it to create real value in your world. Remember that the fulfillment of your dreams is a journey and not a single step. It is unrealistic and counterproductive to expect that a single choice will solve all your problems or instantly bring you everything you ever hoped for. Over time, careful, intelligent choices will get you precisely where you want to go,

For November 1,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 1,2007 You're stuck dealing with a kid or customer who just doesn't need you as much as someone else apparently does. See if you can extricate yourself easily, but don't make waves if possible.

Thurs
In Pittsburgh today...Ya Me!...At least its Thursday..1 more day...I think im heading down to middle of Virginia..at least im in the same state i live...if u call what i do living?..Prob gonna pic up a load going back to Va Beach area...Im starting to wonder if going back long haul is in my future? I did absolutly nothing yesterday...my load was never ready..so i just cashed my check an hung out at the shop..blah...blah...blah!

What Each Kiss Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS Body: - Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Its Time!!
so tomorrow i pack the rest of my things into the car and i drive away and try not to look back! getting ready to move over the last few weeks has been really hard on me. to spend so much time in one house and then just switch is dumb, but its what i need to do. i sadly have to leave Tuffy at the old house with Harold (mom's ex husband) because the yard isnt big enough for her at the new house. i cried, shes like my kid, ive had her for 9 years and to let her go like this kills me inside. sure ill go see her but its not the same, i cant wake up and go outside and be welcomed by her jumping on me and giving kisses. the kittens are what worry me the most though, i have no idea how they are going to react to the new place. there are a lot of stray cats where im moving but thankfully mine arnt outdoor cats. im sure that when i leave there will be some tears, after all ive spent most of my life in that house. there are so many memories. both good and bad. i wouldnt trade any for the wor

Crazydave Designs
Recently people are starting to charge FU Bucks for graphics. People who know me well know im totally opposed to this. So I have started my own Comment Designs, which are totally free, all i ask is if you use them to rate them and leave a comment. You will find them in my Album Crazydave Designs, which I will be adding to gradually I Have now got a Christmas Album as well Here are a couple of samples

This Is What I Get....such A Fool
you know yesterday, and then again this morning....i keep hearing those damn songs from his playlist....(my friend, i thought could be the one) never hear these songs much and those i never heard except on his freakin list...and now all of a sudden....the songs are freakin every where. we only knew eachother a VERY short while, but talking every day almost all night long...that stupid connection we had.....and then its taken all away.....and it is stupid it hurts....ya know...i mean its not like my marriage ending...this is what should hurt, and it does, but not as freakin much....stupid, STUPID!! this is what i get for being an open, caring, trusting person....not the same in return but hurt......im stupid!! lol i dont think ill learn ya know... that is part of the reason for my "..strong" blog last night. im so fu**ed up right now....my freakin emotions are in turmoil....before last week i only had my crumbling marriage on my mind and heart....aaarrrrrgggghhhhh im such a foo

The Next Few Weeks
I am so sorry I have not been around as much as I would like to be and I am sorry if I have been neglecting any of my friends ... the fact is I would NEVER do that intentionally and the reason for my absence is WE ARE MOVING! Yes, we are moving to a bigger house in the country and I am being spread thin between this and everyday life. The move may be as soon as this weekend, if not, within the next week. As soon as we get internet back, I will let you all know and the comments will resume. Thanks for all the love you all show me and I will miss you all. For those of you with my cell phone number, I still will have the same number however the house number will change. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers and I will do the same for you. Continue listening to the best station on the internet, www.hotrocksradio.com and before you know it I will be back. Love and hugzzz to you all. Forever in my heart you stay, Sharky

Hey..
there was a bad guy who fel inlove with a good girl...the guy really love the girl so much that he will do anything jut 2 make d' girl hapi...d' girl told the guy 2 stop all his rumbles an dd' guy agreed...1 day d' girl heard a news about a rumble...she ran 2 d' place and saw the guy bloody and dying...d' girl cried but the guy smyld and sed.."i did not fight back bcoz u might get angry"..:(

N.a.p.family Rules
THIS IS AN ADDITION " EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO JOIN MUST HAVE A SALUTE FIRST " AS FOR THE MEMBERS WE ALREADY HAVE PLEASE AND I STRESS PLEASE GET YOUR SALUTE DONE THIS IS A MUST . 1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED. 3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS. 4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IT IS UP TO YOU.THIS MUST STAY ON YOUR PROFILE AT ALL TIMES. 5.YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE ALL MEMBERS. 6.IF YOU HOLD

Thursday Links: Penn Jillette! Dane Cook! Slash! - Turn On Your Paltalk! New O&a Video, New Uncle Paul Animation, Sound Clip Contest Continues, New
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning and happy POvember, folks! This month, we pay homage to Master Po! We have another INCREDIBLY BUSY SHOW for you this today, so if you haven't done so already, turn on your PalTalk and head to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room to check out our fabulous in-studio awesomeness. Check out what we have going on today: - Penn Jillette from Penn & Teller will be stopping by the studio. - The one and only Dane Cook will be joining the fun to promote his Rough Around The Edges Tour (click for tickets!) - The one and only SLASH is coming in to promote Guitar Hero III and his new autobiography, SLASH. WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every day, for about a month, the Opie and Anthony Show is going to

A Malaysian Rain
A simple element, Takes many forms, From tempestuous Rolling, thundering Gothic darkness. To soft whispering mists That caress my thoughts, Cleansing. Gently flowing rain clouds Skip lightly Across an endless ocean. Whitecaps rising Beckoning me Like fingers curled In come hither to trace Tats on body painted Henna. The emotional tenderness Of red-orange Lips, slowly murmuring A story told of Women adorning themselves, Painting their bodies In preparation to meet Their promised loves, Of Anath adorning herself To celebrate Victory over the enemies of Baal. I wish my wings were to Unfold to fly, Fly across to you In dreams of a cleansing rain To embrace an elemental Form. Poet

Games
Are there any sincere men left out there all!! Don't get me wrong guys I know women play too!!It's seems like realtionships have gotten to where who can play who the best. Realtionship are rarely about love anymore. It's about who can play the best game and get what the want. To some people it doesn't matter who they hurt with their games. As long as they get what they want it doesn't matter about the other person. What ever happened to loving someone so unconditional?

Romantic Nov 1
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Thursday, November 1: You're a social dynamo, especially when it comes to planning just the right chemistry for a party, or any gathering. Your sweetheart loves seeing your particular brand of social genius at play.

2 Hour Stand Off Who Will B Left Standing?
TWO HOUR STAND OFFWHO WILL BE LEFT STANDING? Thrusday night, TONIGHT 10PM ~ 12AM!!! It's a two hour stand off with none other then our good friend WATCHER... The contest link will not be active until the contest start.. We all know how this works.. I have also attached WATCHER'S Profile link down below so you all can add him, fan him, and give some love to his page if you so wish... Take my word for it guys hes a good friend to have and if you take care of him then he will take care of you.. I trust and have faith that you my POSSE and FRIENDS will take it upon yourselves to do whatever it is in your power to insure WATCHER is the one standing at the end of this stand off. We unite as one, stand tall, stand strong for each other and nothing but amazing things happen.. We've seen it to many times before and we will continue to see them tomorrow.. Lets stand behind WATCHER and bring him to a victory.. Thank you, Mizz Shady WATCHERS PROFILE LINK The Watcher ~~ Proud Memb

Is It Big Foot?
Submitted by Stance, Howlieman: It's furry and walks on all fours. Beyond that, about the only thing certain about the critter photographed by a hunter's camera is that some people have gotten the notion it could be a Sasquatch, or bigfoot. Others say it's just a bear with a bad skin infection. Rick Jacobs says he got the pictures from a camera with an automatic trigger that he fastened to a tree in the Allegheny National Forest, about 115 miles northeast of Pittsburgh, hoping to photograph deer. "We couldn't figure out what they were," Jacobs said of the images captured on Sept. 16. "I've been hunting for years and I've never seen anything like this." He contacted the Bigfoot Research Organization, which pursues reports of a legendary two-legged creature that some people believe lives in parts of the U.S. and Canada. "It appears to be a primate-like animal. In my opinion, it appears to be a juvenile Sasquatch," said Paul Majeta of the bigfoot group. However, the Pennsylvania Game C

Halloween Here In Lithuania
HELLO TO ALL AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE IT. Actually here, in Lithuania, traditions differ much from your western ones. Being mostly Catholic nation, Lithuanians tend to have less fun in any of the festivities. We don't have Halloween as a such. We celebrate ALL SAINTS DAY (November 1) and ALL SOULS DAY (November 2)by going to a church for a mass (those who are more practicing Catholics) and the rest have a 'duty' to visit all relatives' tombs wherever they might be. So all country starts travelling to the smallest village cemetries to visit their grandparents and great-grandparents in that way. They bring flowers, and candles and in the evenings the whole cemetry looks like a small separate town with lots of lights on. There is no fear, no haunting, no scaring over these days; only memories, attention and very peaceful, spiritual atmosphere, with huge family reunions. This is what I wanted to share with you today. Thanks for reading.

=new Boyfriend=
i'm watchin SUPERBAD, minding my own, smokin a fattie, and i check my fu-see some asshat is in my shoutbox raggin the shit outta me - and without any provocation whatso ever from me..... *I LOVE MY WIFEY*@ fubar ****read bottom to top, as per fu-gheyness**** ->HoeHunter ...: they in yer mouth ->HoeHunter ...: you got balls dude ->HoeHunter ...: lol ->HoeHunter ...: me? ->HoeHunter ...: wait...who is bugging you? *I LOVE MY...: Ok, obvious you are loving this. I have to get to bed anyways. Don't trip, go bug someone else. ->HoeHunter ...: lol ->HoeHunter ...: pardon the pun ->HoeHunter ...: cat got ya tongue ->HoeHunter ...: whats wrong? ->HoeHunter ...: lol *I LOVE MY...: Ok, stupid misunderstanding apparently. Once again, let it go!!! ->HoeHunter ...: in RIALTO anyways ->HoeHunter ...: well ->HoeHunter ...: you are the coolest mawfucker on the planet ->HoeHunter ...: two large outbursts...trying to slag a stranger - yer the

Whats Goin On.
Ok i know not everyone got my mass IM last night. But i gota phone call at 8:30pm est. My mom is in the hospital with a gal bladder attack pancritus ( spelling) and has internal bleeding and the dr's don't know where its coming from. She won't see the dr's for that problem until today. So please all i'm asking is keep my mom is your prayers and i will post a blog about what is going on when i know more. Thanks you guys rock i love you all :D

Thinking
im at work its 523 am just been doing alot of thinking about my life and thing that are in it like my job and people well a certain person that i love very much and care for very much i probably love him more then i sud but i cant help it u cant help who u fall in love with right? but anyways i was saying ibeen thinking maybe its just time for a change been thinking about takeing a different job and moveing to a different town i love my job dont get my wrong and i love the people i work with for the most part there just so much bullshit happening im so tired of it one person can only take so damn much iv been at my job for almost 7 yrs and they are like my second family for the most part a lot of my co works i known since i was lil and are like second mothers its really hard to just walk away for a job u love y cant people just keep there nose to themself they may think they know what going on but in all reality they have no clue. Then there well this person in mylife that i care for s

Children Of The 80's Unite!
Children of the 80's unite! Okay Okay I know it has been awhile since I blogged. But you know me I don't blog unless something really hits me. So I'm sitting here yesterday trying to clean out my computer. I come across a program I forgot I had Limewire. So I starting looking up songs I grew up with.. okay I was feeling a little nostalgic..sue me. My roommate and I (which btw is only 2 years older than me) starting playing 80's music trivia with the songs that I had downloaded until 3:30 am. But then I really got to thinking about it. We are not really "Generation X" or the "Baby Boomer" generation. I would like to define us as the Children of the 80's! And there is NOTHING to be ashamed of that. Yes I owned a Rubiks cube... A real one. There was one word in fashion back then IZOD. I remember when MTV didn't even exisist and when it did come one it was not 24/7..it signed off just like the rest of the channels did. And dammit it played music videos!! (Trivia question: What was th

I Just Couldn't Help Myself...
Good Morning this day after Halloween, I trust everyone survived it. Hopefully anyway. This story intrigued me… Oh sorry the one I am about to tell, not Halloween in general. Have you ever been in a grocery store and seen a child or perhaps not even a child age person open up a can of soda or rip into a bag of chips or whatever… just could not help themselves to helping themselves. Well the next story is sort of along those lines and I am almost shocked this has not happened before and it perhaps has but has never made the news due to…well basically advertising it and it then would happen over and over again. Here is the story: Man accused of guzzling at Wis. Wal-Mart THE ASSOCIATED PRESS MUKWONAGO, Wis. -- A man told police he couldn't help himself when he took seven bottles of a spiked lemonade drink from the shelf at a Wal-Mart Super center and drank them in the liquor aisle. Police Chief Fred Winchowky said the 43-year-old town of Eagle man claimed he was a recovering alcoholic an

Add Fan And Rate
Please srop by Sammy's page and show some love, add, fan and rate Sammy is one of the nicest girls i have spoken to on Fubar. Because some of us refuse to join the Brits group, our so called friends have left and forgot about us. Take a min to check her out and leave some love. Thank you.. xsammyx@ fubar

Can Michigan Take Any More?
Just when all in Michigan thought nothing more could go wrong in this State, Chrysler is announcing later today over 2,000 jobs to be lost locally. Not just layoffs, but jobs totally disappearing due to restructure and consolidation. This State has lost over 600,000 jobs in the past 5 years already. The highest unemployment rate in the country is in Michigan, and people are moving out in herds. Who's to blame? That's the question going around, and each political party blames the other. Guess what people? The blame is ours. We allowed it decades ago when unions demanded higher wagers which made the cost of cars skyrocket. We allowed it when we let manufacturers begin to hide absortant amounts of profits. We allowed it when we started to depend of oil and gasoline from foreign countries so much. And only we can stop. Elect new representatives into government and hold them accountable. If the job isn't done, make sure they don't get another chance to screw up again. Even if you don't k

Eye Candy
Look at this eye candy, I think he is nice. I wonder what he is doing tonight. If I could find him, I would tie him up. Go down him, Give him a great fuck. As I was doing it, I would make him scream. Yeah beautiful lady give it to me. The I would tell him it is my turn. I want tied up, I want smacked on my ass. yeah down and dirty baby, Could you do that. Eye candy makes my imagination run wild. This is for my girls, Want to come along? We can pretend, We can get with that. Even though I know, It isn't reality, It isn't a fact. I like to have fun with my girls. We can talk about it all night long. No I could never forget some of you have men. Hell the eye candy, Will make you want them. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Team Photos Taken Today
I dressed up real nice today *grins* our team was gonna have our pictures taken for our company YearBook. I am the one dressed in striped long sleeved shirt and pants, my Team Leader is the one in green short sleeved shirt and wears glasses! *LOL* we had fun posing wanting to strangle him! *LOL* Have posted those pictures here but it's only open to friends and family!

Interesting Facts...
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq ... 17. The wise men were from Iraq .. 18. Peter

Give And Take (strong Language Lol)
Give and Take by Nikki Name without a face, face with no name You shove me 'round, drag me down Feeling no shame I’m a pawn to you, I’m onto you See through the lies I wish you'd see just what you put me through See through my eyes Disregard, disrespect you used me till there's nothing left I give, you take, what the hell do you want from me? Took everything, left nothingness Wrecked it all, made emptiness Sucked the life right out of me Can't give you any more There's nothing left of me Can't take it any more Wish you'd just fucking leave This give and take is breaking me! You first, me last that's how it's always been Put you in the past and won't let you in again I was there for you, but where were you when I needed you most Cried for you, my heart died for you my soul decomposed Can't believe I listened to your lies, never realized how much you enjoyed hurting me Seeme

Fun With Fear
Every other day of the year we hear news of terror and terrorists, and how much our President thinks we should be afraid, but on Halloween we have fun with fear. It can be fun because the fear is real only to the extent that we are willing to suspend disbelief in whatever supernatural concept is contained in a movie, story, or costumed friend. Real terrorists try to instill fear of something real, something that could conceivably happen to anyone. How they do that depends on what result they hope to achieve, and what they have to work with. The small groups desperately trying to resist exploitation by powerful nations may kill a number of people, hoping to scare many more. It usually doesn't work very well, because it causes anger as well. Then, we have the opportunistic politician who uses someone else's terrorist acts to frighten his own people, who he promises to protect, if only the people will give him more power. This seems to work all too well, as we in America have

We Have Even More New Members
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We Need Help!!!
OK ... NEW links :) I still need as much help as I can get with the 95,000 comments... glitter-graphics.com Sassy is in a contest and could use some help as she was bombing another member the last few days glitter-graphics.com Get Goth & Dark Comments from Bella's Dark Graphics

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Downrater
DOWN RATER AND PROUD OF IT! SHOW HIM SOME 1 LOVE! ID NUMBER 837657 ->comixjay: if your on a ADULT SITE act like one! ->comixjay: why do people have to act like they are 2? ->comixjay: it will be commin! comixjay: go for it ->comixjay: ill be sure to send everyone to ya for some ONE love! comixjay: your welcome ->comixjay: thanks for the 1 buddy!

Top Ten By Kissamedeadly
While gender roles have often been set in stone so to speak in western culture, those roles are changing and the line between what guys and gals are supposed to be doing becoming blurred or erased all together. In an age where women can be astronauts and brain surgeons, why cannot men be stay at home dads? The trend is becoming more and more popular as the marketplace opens up for women to earn and do as much as their male counterparts in predominately male occupations. Couples choose to have the man stay at home and raise their children for many reasons. Sometimes the woman has a higher income or is on a fast paced career track that is monetarily beneficial for the family than the mans. Sometimes the man decides to stay home to be more accessible to his children and deal with a child crisis such as an illness or behavior problem. Sometimes the couple decides even before they have children who will stay at home. Whatever the reason, Stay at home dads are just as vital to the up rearing

You No I Am No Good
i dont really know why i am made that the title of my bog other than the fact that the song is stuck in my head.its been a really long day, some things good and some bad and a lot of drama. i took my son out trick or treating. he was so cute, he loved it. the way russell looked taken rai to each house made me love him so much more. i know how lucky i am to have such an amazing man in my life. i love the way he loves our son as much as he does. ok so that was the good now for the bad. i got in this big fight with my friend who is always full of drama. so i think i will no be friends with her anymore. also i had a mumm post about me, where the person who was writing said i was playing innocent, i am sorry but i am. i have told this woman she can speak with my bf, i have told her nothing is going on, i have asked her to leave me alone. does she do any of this nooooo. so thats it i am done playing games, done with all the drama. I have nothing to hide. anyways now it is late and i can

New Virus
SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST!! A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified by Microsoft as the most destructive ever. This virus was discovered yesterday afternoon by McAfee . This virus simply destroys Sector Zero from the hard disk, where vital information for its functioning are stored. This virus acts in the following manner: It sends itself automatically to all contacts on your list with the title: "You've received a Post Card from a Family member". As soon as the supposed virtual card is opened the computer freezes so that the user has to reboot. When the ctrl+alt+ del keys or the reset button are pressed, the virus destroys Sector Zero, thus permanently destroying the hard disk. Yesterday in just a few hours this virus caused panic in New York , according to news broadcast by CNN. This alert was received by an employee of Microsoft itself. So don't open any mails with subject: "A Post Card from .." As soon as you get the mail, del

A Slave Wandering....
Thats a bad thing. A slave wandering...loose...in Fubarland. LOL. You kno being a wandering slave, I had to go and ask advice from a couple of other Doms. I went to 3 actually. Mostly because I was confused. I felt withdrawn I guess is the word there. When I really sat down and talked with 2 of the 3, and they kno who they are, they made me realize how into this lifestyle I truly am. Being depressed over my life with Jeff wasnt what was making me saddened. Nor the stress over my financial circumstances. It was the longing of a slaves life. Things that I felt I wasnt getting that often. Which, made me very unruly as a slave. I guess rebellion. "If you arent gonna do this, this and this...then I am gonna do that that that." I wasnt being ruled over. When I was saddened, it was because I was withdrawn. I wasnt where I wanted to be. I would be saddened because I felt abandonment. And Dom's kno that isnt a good thing to have their slave/sub feel that way. Which is why I

Archangels Contest
THIS IS A NO THEME CONTEST, & ANYONE CAN ENTERTHE PRIZES CONSIST OF THE FOLLOWING:FIRST PLACE~~ 3 day blastSECOND PLACE~~ 750,000 fu buxTHIRD PLACE~~ corveteBASICALLY THIS CONTEST HAS NO RULES. JUST HAVE FUN AND DONT HARASS OTHER CONTESTANTS. COMMENT BOMBING OF COURSE IS A MUST AS WITH ANY OTHER CONTEST.CONTEST WILL START ON SUNDAY NOV. 4th AT 10AM EST AND ENDS FRIDAY NOVEMBER 9TH AT 10PM EST. TO ENTER SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME.NO SHOUTS PLEASE. (click link below to contact Archangelbulletin created by:ღJÃÐ£۞Riddles' Baby۞KCL Ðjღ@ fubar

Work.
so some motherfucker broke in or more appropriately used a key to get in, or even more likely, dumbasses didnt lock the front doors at work and a huge as fuck flat screen tv got stolen like a month ago. fuck this. not my problem. i lock doors. i check doors. i wasnt even working when this happened. yet still or ass of a boss talks down to me like im retarded or something. dude. im 27. im not retarded (all that much). and im not a little kid. so i dont have to be, or should have to be told "dont leave the door unlocked, okey? can we do that?" and then given that stern, almost father-like seriousness of a look. jesus christ. then these people wonder why im an ass. or have "an attitude". because. stupid gets stupid. plain and simple. so i stand there. may as well cross my eyes and drool. uh. so we cant have the door unlocked anymore? no. thats what i just said. oh. i wasnt sure. and then i walk off. fuck that. i haTe people.

#18 10/29 - 11/04
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 10/29 - 11/04 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... ¢@NDLΞ M@NN 361,863 Points to Henchman **********************************************

Here I Am Again..
so its past 3am and i have been trying to sleep since 11pm with no luck. thoughts just keep racing through my head. i cant get them straightened out. i cant cope with it all. i feel so restless, so broken inside, so completely destroyed. i dont know what to do with myself anymore. all i can do is think of HIM. and i hate that. he knows it too, and he doesnt do a damn thing to stop it. he knows im hurting, he knows i wana fucking off myself coz i miss him so bad... and nothing. i hate that the most. it used to be he couldnt go 2 days without talking to me, missing me, calling me at 1am to tell me he loves me and he needs me. asking me to meet him somewhere so we can be together. but he hasnt done that this time. and i hate it, coz i always looked forward to him needing me, coz i need him too. i need him so badly. what am i supposed to do when i cant go bck, but i cant move forward? im stuck. i'm lost. im dead.

Lessons In Logic!
Lessons in Logic If your father is a poor man, it is your fate but, if your father-in-law is a poor man, it's your stupidity. ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... I was born intelligent - education ruined me. ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... Practice makes perfect..... But nobody's perfect..... . so why practice? ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... Since light travels faster than sound, people appear bright until you hear them speak. ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... How come "abbreviated" is such a long word? ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ........

Facts About Me
efore you read any further.... read this... and if you don't like 1/3 then you wont like me. If you dont like me and I think you are my friend... kindly send me an email telling me to unfriend you. Not trying to be mean I just don't want ppl getting the wrong idea about me... Can you deal with me? Here is some insight and background on me: # I don't rate my popularity and the size of my buddy list. I don't "friend" people that just want to add me. If I dont know you don't ask to be my "friend". You'll see this over and over as u read along to make sure that it is well recieved. # I am not a pervert but do like to talk about sex especially since I am in Iraq. If you don't .... sorry. # I have posted nude pics on a voyeur site because it was a thrill. I love parts of my body. I am proud that I did it. # I flirt cause it makes me feel good when women respond to it. # I used to blend into social groups to make friends. After so long I forgot who I was. # I love to read just hate

Me
My Ponders 1. Knowing how to talk well get u places, knowing how to flirt gets you places.......and laid. 2. Are you looking for mr/mrs right? Stop it! It's like watching and waiting for water to boil, just when you see a bubble it stops or blows up in your face. 3. Life may suck but with out it you would be dead, and that doesn't sound like much either, does it? 4. In all situations, hope for the best, however never forget that the worse could happen, but don't drive for the worse unconsciously, cause that's what you'll get. 5. It's only work if you don't want to be going it or you want to be somewhere else. 6. Life is only cruel....if you look at it that way 7. Don't drown yourself with the past and keep your head up, on your way into the future 8. Peple say,"Be yourself" and for some people that is the hardest thing to do cause they don't know who that person is.

Slightly Sick...
So i was looking thru someones pictures that someone had posted, and they are pictures of dead iraqis... the pictures had me near tears and sick... why is it ok for there to be pictures taken of half naked dead men laying in the street or a picture of a man with his brains hanging out of his skull? or a man who was missing limbs? if they were pictures of americans they wouldn't be posted... but since they are middle eastern its ok? just becuase they are middle eastern doesnt make them ALL bad. there are bad people in america but that doesnt make us ALL bad people they dont all want to kill us they dont all want to blow us up they have their fair share of bad people but that doesnt mean its ok to post shit like that i just thought i would share my thoughts...

Male Stages Of Life
Male Stages of Life AGE DRINK 17 beer 25 vodka 35 scotch 48 double scotch 66 Maalox AGE PICK-UP LINE 17 My parents are away for the weekend. 25 My girlfriend is away for the weekend. 35 My fiancée is away for the weekend. 48 My wife is away for the weekend. 66 My second wife is dead. AGE FAVORITE SPORT 17 sex 25 sex 35 sex 48 sex 66 napping AGE DEFINITION OF A SUCCESSFUL DATE 17 "tongue" 25 "breakfast" 35 "She didn't set back my therapy." 48 "I didn't have to meet her kids." 66 "Got home alive." AGE FAVORITE FANTASY 17 getting to third 25 airplane sex 35 ménage à trois 48 taking the company public 66 Swiss maid/Nazi love slave AGE HOUSE PET 17 roaches 25 stoned-out college roommate 35 German Shepherd 48 children from his first marriage 66 Barbi AGE WHAT'S THE IDEAL AGE TO GET MARRIED? 17 25 25 35 35 48 48 66 66 17

First Ever Blonde Guy Joke
The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait !!!! An Irishman, a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction w ork on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, " Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping.She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of corned beef and cabbage, I n

Happy Halloween 2007
=Happy Halloween 2007 - Deaths Caused by The Internet= The internet is a cool place - it enables people like you and me to download stuff, and get connected to the whole world. But to some people it has been frightening, and even fatal. Here’s an overview of deaths that the evil internet has caused and references to prove their worth. With many thanks to wikipedia. * 1996: Sharon Lopatka, an internet entrepreneur from Maryland allegedly solicited a man via the Internet to torture and kill her for the purpose of sexual gratification. Her killer, Robert Fredrick Glass, was convicted of voluntary manslaughter for the homicide. * 2001: Armin Meiwes chops off Bernd Jürgen Brandes’s penis, and sautéed the penis in a pan with salt, pepper, and garlic. After stabbing Bernd Jürgen Brandes to death in the throat, he hung the body on a meathook and tore hunks of flesh from it, he even tried to grind the bones to use as flour. Bernd Jürgen Brandes responded to an internet ad pos

Tomy Cella Sticker Machine
Tomy Cella Sticker Machine Click here to buy Tomy Cella Sticker Machine Tomy Cella sticker machine is a innovative product introduced by Tomy group. It is one of the best selling toy for this year on Christmas sales. The special thing that made Cella among the top selling toy for Christmas 2005 is its unique design and creative features. Tomy Cella is already listed in all online and other toy shops. Cella has created a craze for customization this Christmas 2005 it is has scored the first in the list of top ten toys 2005 selected by kids. Cella sticker machine can be used to make stickers or badges from existing pictures. making stickers out of Cella is so simple that it takes only a twist. Cella has lot of designs and can be used in any kind of papers or fabrics. It is seen that stickers made out of Cella stays for a long time. Research says that toys like Tomy Cella help in improving kids creative ability . kids enjoy playing with Cella making their own funky sti

Razorblade Kiss (lyrics)
"Razorblade Kiss" I taste death in every kiss we share Every sundown seems to be the last we have Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting Every time we touch we get closer to heaven And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven You on my skin, this must be the end The only way you can love me is to hurt me again And again And again And again Only inside I'm free I'm tired of waiting You've got to let me dream inside you baby I'm not afraid to feel I want you to love me Cause you are the one Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips

Fuck You
Fuck you For Every thing you did Brings back memories that I hid For they hurt me like you do Your the reason why I hate this world and want to die It All makes me want to HATE YOU YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN MADE A MOCKERY OF MY NAME YOU DROVE MY HEART TO PAIN YOU KNOW I HATE YOU YOUR A FUCKING LIAR I FUCKING HATE EVERY THING YOU DID TO ME I FUCKING HATE ALL THIS PAIN YOU CAUSED ME Fuck you Every thing says your fake All you did to me I fucking hate AND YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON ME YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN MADE A MOCKERY OF MY NAME YOU DROVE MY HEART TO PAIN YOU KNOW I HATE YOU YOUR A FUCKING LIAR I FUCKING HATE EVERY THING YOU DID TO ME I FUCKING HATE ALL THIS PAIN YOU CAUSED ME Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you FUCK YOUUUUUU (Every body is such a damn fraud, Isn't it fucking odd that people do what they do to me, Every one is fucking fake an eye for an eye is how I take My revenge will not make me bleed) YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN MADE A MOCKERY OF MY NAME YOU D

For You
Something sparkles in his eyes, not certain what it is. I hope he truly understands, how much i care for him. Encircled with his flaming warmth, i melt into his arms. When i catch his loving stare, My mind floats with tha stars. His heart is like a blooming rose, that will never wilt or die. With thorns so strong and dangerous, there's a chance you'll make me cry. When you gave me your heart... I took the thorns... And threw them to the floor. No need for something so sharp and hard, With a heart as sweet as yours.

Hott Bombers
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) We Need New Members! Want A Chance to Win Happy Hours, VIP's, and Blasts? Then Let Me or Briguy Know! Send Either One of Us An Email With The Subject Line..I Want To Be A Member! As soon as enough members are in place we will activate the team. We will both be posting a blog with the rules of the team. You will have to add both of us as a friend so that we can put you in our top 100 list! JOIN US AND HAVE A CHANCE AT SOME PRIZES! Contact one of us in an email! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

~*~halloween Bash @ The Viper's Pit~*~
~Report and Results of the ALL DAY Halloween Bash~ Live from The Viper's Pit~ Halloween Contest and Attendance Prizes 7:00 AM Attendance Prize - Michael Myers 8:00 AM Attendance Prize - LaUgHiNgGiRl 9:00 AM Attendance Prize - angellegs6900 10:00 AM Attendance Prize - h@rleyb@by69 11:00 AM Attendance Prize - MICHELLE 12:00 PM Attendance Prize - White Lioness 1:00 PM Attendance Prize - Witchie Woman 2:00 PM Attendance Prize - Krazychick 3:00 PM Attendance Prize - AlyCat 4:00 PM Attendance Prize - shady326 5:00 PM Attendance Prize - Tigg Daddy 6:00 PM Attendance Prize - ~Ancient1~ 7:00 PM Attendance Prize - Cassie1971 8:00 PM Attendance Prize -Pockets 9:30 PM Philburgs and SugarSpice's wedding 10:00 PM Attendance Prize a Rolex won by PAINTER 10:15 PM Attendance Prize a Rolex won byGomez aka WSC's Ozzfanatic2 also at 10:15 PM a diamond necklace was won by Infarred. Attendance prize winner Morticia aka WSC's LuAngel won a Big Screen TV and a 64 Imp

Air Scrabble -keep It Going
! CHANGE ONE LETTER OF THE BOTTOM WORD POSTED AND SEE WHO GETS STUCK AND CAN'T CONTINUE! RULES: YOU CANNOT ADD LETTERS YOU CANNOT USE FOREIGN LANGUAGES YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE ONE LETTER Send it back to the person that sent it to you, plus 10 new people. STARTING WORD: foot

Aussies, Brits, Canadians, Americans
Aussies: Believe you should look out for your mates. Brits: Believe that you should look out for those people who belong to your club. Americans: Believe that people should look out for and take care of themselves. Canadians: Believe that that is the government's job. Aussies: Dislike being mistaken for Pommies (Brits) when abroad. Canadians: Are rather indignant about being mistaken for Americans when abroad. Americans: Encourage being mistaken for Canadians when abroad. Brits: Can't possibly be mistaken for anyone else when abroad. Canadians: Endure bitterly cold winters and are proud of it. Brits: Endure oppressively wet and dreary winters and are proud of it. Americans: Don't have to do either, and couldn't care less. Aussies: Don't understand what inclement weather means. Americans: Drink weak, pissy-tasting beer. Canadians: Drink strong, pissy-tasting beer. Brits: Drink warm, beery-tasting piss. Aussies: Drink anything with alcohol in it. Americans:

Want To Be A Team Member?
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) We Need New Members! Want A Chance to Win Happy Hours, VIP's, and Blasts? Then Let Me or Briguy Know! Send Either One of Us An Email With The Subject Line..I Want To Be A Member! As soon as enough members are in place we will activate the team. We will both be posting a blog with the rules of the team. You will have to add both of us as a friend so that we can put you in our top 100 list! JOIN US AND HAVE A CHANCE AT SOME PRIZES! Contact one of us in an email! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Happy Motherfuckin Halloween
okay so Carissa came to pick me up so we could go trick or treating....there was some random dude walking down the street and carissa pulled a U-turn to go and ask him if he wanted to go trick or treating with us. It was funny we never met this dude before but she asked him anyways...he turned out to be pretty cool his name was Chris. So first we went this this neighbor hood which kinda sucked balls cause there was like barely any houses handing out candy the first hosue we went to gave us fucking popcorn lmao but we came up to this house that straight up smelt like weed. there was like clouds of the shit coming out it was fucking awesome. Carissa was like your house smells awesome you can tell he was high cause he got a paranoid look on his face kinda nervous laugh said yeah lol. There were these little fucking emo kids chillin up by a car was like your too old for halloween i was like well your too ugly to be outsides...fuckin gikes should go slit their wrists and cry black cause th

Mississippi Mud (camp Recipe)
Mississippi Mud Cake 1 Yellow cake mix; prepared as directed Mud: Â½ cup cocoa powder 2 cups brown sugar 1 cup water 2 tsp vanilla 1 tsp. cinnamon Topping: 10 oz bag semi-sweet chocolate chips Â¾ cup chopped pecans powdered sugar Line the bottom and sides of a 12 inch Dutch oven with heavy foil. Pour prepared cake mix into the oven and foil. To prepare the Mud: In a separate bowl, combine all mud ingredients and stir until well mixed. Pour mud mixture over the cake batter. Bake: Cover Dutch oven and bake using 8-10 briquettes bottom and 14-16 briquettes top for 60 minutes. Sprinkle chocolate chips and pecans over top of cake about 5 minutes before cake is done. Dust the top of the cake with powdered sugar just before serving. Serve warm with whipped cream. Serves 10-12

Aunt B's Fruit Salad
Aunt B's Fruit Salad 20 oz. can pineapple chunks drained 16 oz. can peach slices drained 11 oz. can mandarin oranges drained 3 medium bananas 2 medium apples cored and chopped 3 3/4 or 3 5/8 oz. pkg. instant vanilla pudding 1 1/2 C. milk 3 oz. frozen concentrate orange juice thawed 3/4 C. sour cream Combine fruits. Set aside in refrigerator. In small bowl, combine pudding, milk and orange juice. Beat until blended. Beat in sour cream. Fold in fruit mixture, cover and chill. Garnish with mandarin orange sections.

Ritzy Chicken Casserole
Ritzy Chicken Casserole 8 oz. cream cheese 1/2 C. sour cream 1 (10 3/4 oz.) can cream of mushroom soup 1 (10 3/4 oz.) can cream of chicken soup 1/2 C. finely chopped onion 6 C. diced cooked chicken breasts 1 roll Ritz crackers (50 crackers) 1/2 C. (1 stick) melted butter 2 T. poppy seeds, divided Soften cream cheese. Add sour cream, soups, chopped onion and chicken. Pour into a 9 x 13-inch ovenproof baking dish. To make topping, crush crackers to make crumbs. Combine with butter. Add half of poppy seeds. Sprinkle over chicken mixture. Top casserole with remaining poppy seeds. Bake uncovered at 350 degrees for 20 minutes. Serves 10.

Taco Squares
TACO SQUARES 1 1/2 lbs. ground beef 1 c. sour cream 2/3 c. mayonnaise 1 c. shredded sharp cheddar cheese 2 tbsp. chopped onion 2 c. Bisquick 1/2 c. cold water 1 to 2 med. sliced tomatoes 1/2 c. chopped green peppers Heat oven to 375 degrees. Grease 13 x 9 x 2 baking dish. Cook beef until brown, drain. Mix sour cream, mayonnaise, cheese and onion. Mix bisquick and water, pat in pan pressing 1/2 inch up sides of baking dish. Layer beef, tomatoes and pepper. Spoon cheese mixture on top. Bake about 30 minutes. I have substituted 1/2 cottage cheese, 1/2 light sour cream instead of all sour cream has worked very well.

Sloppy Joe Casserole
SLOPPY JOE CASSEROLE 1 lb. ground beef 1/2 c. water 2 c. Bisquick 1 c. ketchup 1 pkg. sloppy joe seasoning 2/3 c. milk Brown beef and drain. Add ketchup, water and seasoning mix. Simmer 5 minutes. Mix Bisquick and milk to make a soft dough. Spread 1/2 of batter in pan and spread meat mixture over it. Drop remaining batter by spoonfuls on top. Bake 30 minutes at 400 degrees.

Skillet Coconut Chicken
Ingredients 6 medium skinless, boneless chicken breast halves 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. ground black pepper 2 Tbsp. butter 1 14-oz. can unsweetened coconut milk 1/3 cup cold water 1 Tbsp. cornstarch 1/2 cup coarsely chopped almonds 1/2 cup snipped dried apricots 1 tsp. finely shredded lemon peel 2 Tbsp. lemon juice 1/4 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. cayenne pepper 3 cups hot cooked rice 1/3 cup golden raisins 2 green onions, thinly bias sliced Directions1. Sprinkle chicken with the 1-1/2 teaspoon salt and black pepper. 2. In a large skillet cook chicken, half at a time, in hot butter over medium heat for 12 to 15 minutes or until chicken is no longer pink, turning once. Remove chicken from skillet; cover and keep warm. 3. For sauce, add coconut milk to skillet, stirring to scrape up any browned bits. Bring to a simmer. In a small bowl combine water and cornstarch. Add to skillet, stirring constantly. Cook and stir until thickened. Stir in almonds, apricots, lemon

Son Of A Gun Stew
Son-of-a-Gun-Stew Meat: 3 pounds chuck or other inexpensive beef roast 2 pounds pork roast or boneless pork ribs 2 bay leaves, broken in half 1 teaspoon dried parsley 2 cloves garlic, chopped 1 tablespoon dried, minced onion flakes 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1 tablespoon instant beef stock or 1 can beef broth Water Vegetables: 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 medium yellow onion, chopped 1 green or red bell pepper, seeded and chopped 2 large carrots, chopped into small bite-size pieces 4 medium potatoes, peeled, cooked and cut into eighths 2 tablespoons butter 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour Juice from the cooked meat. Cut the meat into chunks small enough to fit in your crockpot. Place the bay leaves, parsley, garlic, onion flakes and Worcestershire on top of the meat. Mix the instant beef stock with a cup of hot water and pour over the meat, or use the beef broth and pour over the meat. Add enough water to cover the meat, cover and cook on high for 1

Chuck Wagon Stew
Chuckwagon Stew 2 1/2 lb Beef cubes (5 cups) 2 Tb Flour 1 Tb Paprika 1 tsp Chili powder 2 tsp Salt 3 Tb vegetable shortening 2 Sliced onions 1 Clove garlic - minced 28 oz Can of tomatoes 3 Tb Chili powder 1 Tb Cinnamon 1 tsp Ground cloves 1/2 tsp Dried & crushed red peppers 2 cup Chopped potatoes 2 cup Chopped carrots Coat beef in a mixture of flour, paprika,1 tsp. chili powder and salt. Brown the beef in hot shortening in a large Dutch oven. Add onion and garlic and cook until soft. Add canned tomatoes, chili powder, cinnamon, cloves and peppers. Cover and simmer for 2 hours. Then, add the potatoes and carrots and cook until vegetables are done (usually about 45 minutes). Serves 6 hungry cowpokes.

Roasted Garlic
Roasted garlic can be prepared easily at home. The store-bought varieties tend to have lost a lot of their flavor by the time they are purchased. Pre-heat your oven to 400. Loosely wrap whole garlic bulbs (skin on), a little olive oil, a dash of salt and a few grinds of fresh pepper in aluminum foil. Place on a cookie sheet and bake for 45 minutes. Cool slightly and squeeze the garlic from its skin. Place in a covered container and refrigerate until needed.

Peaches N Cream Bath Salts
Peaches & Cream Bath Salts in a Jar Guest Author - Susan Materials and Supplies for Peaches and Cream Bath Salts: 12 tall jelly (12-ounce) canning jars with lid and rings 2 4-pound cartons Epsom Salts (approximately 16 cups) 4 pounds sea salt or Kosher salt (approximately 6 cups) 1/2 teaspoon glycerin, divided 12 to 15 drops peach essential oil 12 to 15 drops orange food color 2 pieces cardstock (for tags) Instructions: Wash, rinse and dry canning jars. Empty one carton Epsom Salts into large mixing bowl or batter bowl. Add 3 cups sea salt, stir well. Stir in 1/4 teaspoon glycerin and 6 to 8 drops essential oil. Mix well. In second large mixing bowl, empty one carton Epsom Salts, and add 3 cups sea salt. Stir well. Add 1/4 teaspoon glycerin, 6 to 8 drops essential oil, and food color. Stir until completely blended. Color should be even.

Milk Bath In A Jar
Milk Bath in a Jar Guest Author - Susan You will need: * Dry milk * Scented oil -perfume oil or essential oil Mix 1 cup of dry milk with 5-8 drops of oil. Mix well. Add more oil for a stronger scent. Place in a container for gift giving. Include a card with directions: To use, add to running bath water. You come out soft and smelling good!

Peanut Chicken Skewers
INGREDIENTS 1/2 cup creamy peanut butter 1/2 cup water 1/4 cup soy sauce 4 cloves garlic, minced 3 tablespoons lemon juice 2 tablespoons brown sugar 3/4 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves 2 cups shredded red cabbage Sliced green onion tops DIRECTIONS In a saucepan, combine the first eight ingredients; cook and stir over medium-high heat for 5 minutes or until smooth. Reserve half of the sauce. Slice chicken lengthwise into 1-in. strips; thread onto metal or soaked wooden skewers. Grill, uncovered, over medium-hot heat for 2 minutes; turn and brush with peanut butter sauce. Continue turning and basting for 4-6 minutes or until juices run clear. Place cabbage on a serving plate; top with chicken. Sprinkle with onion tops. Serve with reserved sauce.

Grilled Shrimp Salad
Grilled Shrimp Salad Ingredients 1/2 cup italian dressing 1/2 cup lime or lemon juice 1 lb. medium shrimp cleaned, grilled 2 medium red peppers, chopped 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 celery stalk, chopped 1 Tbsp. chopped cilantro 1 lb. romaine lettuce, torn Procedure: Pour dressing and lime juice over shrimp in large bowl; toss to coat. Add all remaining ingredients except lettuce; mix lightly. Cover. Refrigerate about an hour. Put lettuce on serving plate; top with the shrimp mixture.

Hooter's Buffalo Wings
Hooters Buffalo Chicken Wings Vegetable oil (for frying ) 1/4 cup butter 1/3 cup Crystal Louisiana Hot Sauce 1/4 teaspoon ground pepper 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 cup all-purpose flour 1/4 teaspoon paprika 1/3 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1/4 teaspoon salt 10 chicken wing pieces On the side Bleu cheese dressing Celery sticks Heat oil in a deep fryer to 375 degrees F. You want just enough oil to cover the wings entirely - an inch or so deep at least. Combine the butter, hot sauce, ground pepper and garlic powder in a small saucepan over low heat. Heat until the butter is melted and the ingredients well-blended. Combine the flour, paprika, cayenne pepper and salt in a small bowl. If the wings are frozen, be sure to defrost and dry them. Put the wings into a large bowl and sprinkle the flour mixture over them, coating each wing evenly. Put the wings in the refrigerator for 60 to 90 minutes. (This will help the breading to stick to the wings when fried.) Put

Pina Colada Cake
This cake is awesome!! Pina Colada Cake 1 pkg yellow cake mix 1 cup pina colada drink mix 1 can sweetened condensed milk (Eagle Brand) 1 carton cool whip Bake cake as per instructions on the box. While still hot, poke holes in cake with a meat fork and drip drink mix and then condensed milk on cake. Allow cake to cool and set for 1 hour. Top with Cool Whip

Cherry Breeze
1 - 8oz package cream cheese 1 can eagle's brand milk (*sweetened condensed) 1/2 cup real lemon juice 1 T. vanilla 1 cookie crust (prepared) cherry pie filling (or pie filling of your choice) in large mixing bowl, whip cream cheese by itself. Add condensed milk and blend until smooth. add lemon and stir with a a spoon (or else it splashes) then add vanilla and stir again. pour into crust and refrigerate at least 2 hours. top with pie filling, or can be eaten plain. Very easy and yummy.

Cran Apple Spiced Cider (fall Recipe)
INGREDIENTS 8 cups Apple Cider 1 apple 1/2 cup whole cloves 1 cup fresh or frozen cranberries 1 medium orange, peeled and sectioned 1 cinnamon stick DIRECTIONS: Using a slow cooker, pour in apple cider, add cranberries, orange pieces, and the cinnamon stick. Poke the whole cloves into the apple, all around it then drop it also into the cider. Slow cook for 2 hours. The longer it sits with the spice, the stronger it gets. Strain the fruit and spices out with slotted spoon before serving if desired.

Pizza Roll Ups
INGREDIENTS 1/2 pound ground beef 1 (8 ounce) can tomato sauce 1/2 cup shredded mozzarella cheese 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 2 (8 ounce) cans refrigerated crescent rolls DIRECTIONS In a skillet, cook beef over medium heat until no longer pink; drain. Remove from the heat. Add tomato sauce, mozzarella cheese and oregano; mix well. Separate crescent dough into eight rectangles, pinching seams together. Place about 3 tablespoons of meat mixture along one long side of each rectangle. Roll up, jelly-roll style, starting with a long side. Cut each roll into three pieces. Place, seam side down, 2 in. apart on greased baking sheets. Bake at 375 degrees for 15 minutes or until golden brown.

Living Within Our Fantasies
Although I love you so and most likely always will. But the time has come to let you go, No matter how I may feel. For darling it's like living worlds apart. You in your own world And I am in mine. Know that you'll always be deep within my heart. From now and until the very end of time. Each night I feel so empty and so alone, A deep yearning to be held by you. Yet I know that it will never be. For the closest we get is only by thought. Oh how I long to feel your tender touch. Yet your touch I never will know. This distance between us is just too much. Although I love you dearly I must now let you go. For what's the point of holding on to a dream, A dream that most likely will never come true . I have lived in our world of fantasies. Believeing that oneday it would be me and you. Oh how this is ripping me apart, For baby i'm going to miss you so. My love for you will live on within my heart. Although I must now forever let

Pumpkin Fudge (fall Recipe)
PUMPKIN FUDGE 3 cups sugar 1 cup milk 3 tbsp light corn syrup 1/2 cup mashed cooked pumpkin 1/4 tsp salt 1 tsp pumpkin pie spice 1 1/2 tsp vanilla 1/2 cup butter 1/2 cup chopped nuts, optional In a 3 quart saucepan, mix together sugar, milk, corn syrup, pumpkin and salt; bring to boil over high heat stirring constantly. Reduce heat to medium and continue boiling. But do not stir. When mixture registers 232 degrees on candy thermometer (or forms a soft ball when dropped into cold water), remove pan from heat. Stir in pumpkin pie spice, vanilla, butter and nuts. Cool to lukewarm (110 degreees on candy thermometer). Then beat mixture until very thick and it loses some of its gloss. Quickly pour into a greased 8 inch pan. When firm, cut into about 36 squares.

Coconut Shrimp
Coconut Shrimp 48 medium shrimp, peeled and deveined Salt Pepper Garlic powder 1 1/2 cups flour 2 eggs, beaten 3/4 cup shredded coconut Season the shrimp lightly with salt, pepper and garlic powder. Dredge each one in flour, then dip in egg, dredge again in flour and then roll them in coconut, coating thoroughly. Arrange the prepared shrimp on a baking sheet and bake in a preheated 425° oven until golden brown, 12-15 minutes. Serve with dipping sauce, if desired. Makes 48 appetizers

Adream Not Forgoten
In the early morning a whisper comes to me A love so pure and tender beckoning to me come hither say the voices crying out in dreams. Abandon inhibitions come to the angels' den Where desire mixed with feeling and the golden light of love is sprinkled as a perfume throughout the air. Where is this poignant perfume that permeates the air? Breathe deeply the forgotten dream it is everywhere.

Salute?
So I was looking over my pictures, and I've saluted some friends, but no one has saluted me. Yet people continue to ask me to do it. So here's an idea. If you make me a salute, and tell me that you did and it's a decent salute, I'll give you a gift. Granted it's an internet gift, but it gives points. It's up to you if you wanna do it. Spanks and licks, Laura.

Rough Night
this is how my night went. started off getting all dressed up in my sexy kitty cat costume with plans of taking pictures (never happened). my boyfriend shows up and starts things off with a nice comment about how i need to work on my belly fat. so i was mad for a little bit then got over it. we went to dinner which was nice, came back and he answered for me definitivly that he is not seeing other girls (i had wondered for his lack of sex drive lately, but he says he was just giving me time since i've been dealing with so much. ok then we had sex, which is always good. just as i was walking him out to his car we discover my roommate in the street looking for (not chasing after... LOOKING FOR) my cat. now my cat tends to rush doors, so i've told him over and over and over til i'm blue in the face when you open the door, check where she's at and all you have to do is put your foot out towards her and she'll back up, then you can go out. really not that hard to do, you just have to r

Editing The Friend List
I am done editing my friends list for the night, so if you made it through the first cut, and this showed up in your bar tab....congrats!!! You are at least safe until tomorrow! I went from 1240 friends to 369 friends....thats a lot of deleting, and it was rather frustrating too.... Not to say I won't add any more, lord knows I don't have everyone I want on there, but if you are in my family list or a TRUE mummer, then you have nothing to worry about at all! Well, goodnight all....

Ok Halloween Is Over Lets Get Down To Business
COME ON EVERYONE. LETS SHOW THE GHOST RIDER A LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPIRIT. HE NEEDS 11,4OO COMMENTS TO WIN HIS 3 MONTH V.I.P, SO HIT THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN THE CREEPY FUN. HIT THE GOOD FELLOW AS HARD AS YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU ALL CAN DO IT. Fire My Words

In Tha Booth Halloween Special.
IN THA BOOTH HALLOWEEN SPECIAL. YEA I'M BACK IN THA BOOTH AND MICK MYERS IS WALKIN DOWN THA STREET HE GOT DAT BIG ASS KNIFE READY TO END MY LIFE I CAN'T GO TO SLEEP CAUSE FREDDY WILL BE IN MY NIGHTMARES & DREAMS CAN'T GO OUT TO THA LAKE CAUSE JASON WILL BE STANDIN DERE TRIN TO MURDER ME WITOUT ANY MISTAKES,BUT I'M READY TO FUCK CLEAN OVER ALL DESE CATS,CAUSE I'M A DOT CIZZILE AND I CAN'T BE BEAT BY SOME MAKE BELIEVE FREAKS TRIN TO STACK UP MY STREAKS FUCKIN OVER DESE CREEPS,BUT JEPPERS THINK HE GOT THA UPPER HAND JUST,CAUSE HE CAN FLY MANE DEY BOUT TO FEEL THA PAIN WHEN A BUST DEY ASS WIT THA GAME FLIPIN OUT UR MINDS IS MY DREAMS AND HOBBIES

I Failed
i failed at life icant do anything right i at this moment is crying thinking of how i really screwed up my life i am struggling to survive i let my teeth fall out cause im a stupid idiot ever since i was molested i wore something humiliating to bed to protect myself i still live with mom how stupid is that i have become an alcoholic even though i havent drank in over 2 weeks the only true friends i have are in studio 54 and pimpin and i aprreciate all of the m but in real life i cant find the right one for me im shy bashful and the ladies around my area laugh at me and judge me for what i look like i really cant control my self anylonger

The Lost Meaning Of Halloween
All Hallow's Eve, Hallow E'en, Halloween, Day of the Dead, Samhain. By whatever name it has been called, this special night preceding All Hallows day (November 1st) has been considered for centuries as one of the most magical nights of the year. A night of power, when the veil that separates our world from the Otherworld is at its thinnest. As ubiquitous as Halloween celebrations are throughout the world, few of us know that the true origin of Halloween is a ceremony of honoring our ancestors and the day of the dead. A time when the veils between the worlds were thinner, and so many could "see" the other side of life. A time in the year when the spiritual and material worlds touched for a moment, and a greater potential exists for magical creation. Ancient rites In ancient times, this day was a special and honored day of the year. In the Celtic calendar, it was one of the most important days of the year, representing a mid point in the year, Samhain, or "summer's end". Occ

~*~wicked Storm Crew~ November 1st - Bombing And News~*~
Welcome to November!! Well October has come and gone, so has Halloween. It was a good month but November is going to be even better. Many things coming up and lots of activities too! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Starting today November 1st - Feast of All Saints Day! At 10 pm Eastern Standard Time, the Thursday Throw down sponsored by BBG and Stephanie Lynn. This is gonna be one great contest again this week. Our contestant for this week will be our very own Michelle. Bless her heart we are gonna get this girl a VIP. We have commented her own the other contest and tried to maintain a Third place spot, but we can not compete against the odds. Once a situation gets so far out of hand theres not a thing we can do except back out gracefully and find an alternative. I believe we have - this contest is for 2 hours, its a Bomb off and you know how we do on these. So suit up, put your game faces on, and be ready to Rock and Roll at 10 pm eastern,

The Athiest & The Bear
An Atheist was walking through the woods. "What majestic trees"! "What powerful rivers"! "What beautiful animals"! He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder & saw that the bear was closing in on him. He looked over his shoulder again, & the bear was even closer. He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw & raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out, "Oh my God!" Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. "You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident." "Do you expect me

Fuckin Deer Vs My Zx2
i was on my way home from work 2night and i was up on rte 885 cuz i wanted to take th long way home to avoid goin thru dui points on lebanon church rd and all of a sudden a fuckin deer comes out and runs right into my right front fender. he smooshed it in 2 different spots on the fender and bangd it in so much that my passengr door wont even open now.and the fucker musta been a buck cuz my car bra is ripped and the hood is dented. the driver side headlight is even knockd loose.i even got fur stuck iin th passenger side headlight.im so pissed nowi gotta get a fender and possibly a hood now from the junk yard

Pagan
They say an eye for an eye makes the world go blind. Well who ever started that breaking news dumb ass ITS ALREADY HAPPENED. On my religious rights site I got a message calling me a murder and telling me to go shoot up schools then kill myself because I am a gothic Pagan. The stereotypical bull shit that many try to pressure on many in my beliefs. A pagan is nothing to do with shooting up schools or have any thing to do with murder. We are a nature and astrology based religion. We are nothing like satanists, We and satanists as well do NOT sacrifice living things like virgins,children,animals,or any thing to be exact. We do not worship your man made scapegoat "the devil"Some of us acknowledge Jesus christ as a god others do not. To me my beliefs is based only and very loyally on the Egyptian Goddess Bast or Bastet the cat headed female Goddess. I do follow a dark path but of healing and getting my enemies back with hexes if they cause me danger. Being Pagan We do enforce love and bani

Because I Guess This Was Fun
What mythical beast are you? You're a hydra. You have many different outlooks on life, and know how to utilize each one to make the best of any situation. Others may mistake this for hypocrisy or even insanity, but you know yourself better than that. Indecision is your greatest flaw. Your alignment tends slightly towards *evil*.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Birthday
Thanks to all my fubar friends and family for making my birthday very special! I have emailed a lot of you today but I found out that the email is not working. Sending back blank messages. Just want to say Thank you again. Love you all! Keep smiling!

My Experience With Being A "kid Again"
The other day I went to my son's football practice....it was a beautiful fall day. The wind was blowing and the air was nice and warm. My hair was down and I remember the wind going through it and giving me that feeling a "wow, this feels great!' Do you know of the feeling? I'm sure you do. Well anyway....my little one, Danni asked me to push her on the swing...i was in a playful mood..so i said sure and went over with her. She sat down on the swing of her choice.. and I gave her the biggest under doggie push I could muster. LOL so after watching her a minute I thought that looked like fun..so i decided to take the swing next to her. Oh my! i havent been on a swing in a really long time. Sitting there getting myself swinging.. i looked at Danni just beside me. The smile on her face was worth a million smiles on mine. I got a good rhythm going on the swing. I was going way high. I made me feel like a kid again. I just happened to look over and Danielle again, im not sure why, to make

You Know You Are Too Old To Trick Or Treat When..
You know you are too old to Trick or Treat when.. 10. You get winded from knocking on the door. 9. You have to have another kid chew the candy for you. 8. You ask for high fiber candy only. 7. When someone drops a candy bar in your bag, you lose your Balance and fall over. 6. People say: 'Great Boris Karloff Mask,' And you're not wearing a mask. 5. When the door opens you yell, 'Trick or .' And can't remember the rest. 4. By the end of the night, you have a bag full of restraining orders. 3. You have to carefully choose a costume that won't dislodge your hairpiece. 2. You're the only Power Ranger in the neighborhood with a walker. And the number one reason Seniors should not go Trick Or Treating ... 1. You keep having to go home to pee.

The Haunted
Come on into the most kick ass lounge on Fubar, The Haunted. Kick ass people, and kick ass tunes. I promise you won't be disappointed. I would love to see you in there. Much love to all, Hugs, DJ SXYYVONNEKITTEN http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50913

Ahhh...the Good Life ..
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's, 70's and 80's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and

More Beautiful....
The question asked, " Is there anything more beautiful in life than a boy and girl clasping hands and pure hearts in the path of marriage? Can there be anything more beautiful than young love? " And the answer given. "Yes, there is a more beautiful thing. It is the spectacle of an old man and an old woman finishing their journey together on that path. Their hands are gnarled, but still clasped; their faces are seamed, but still radiant; their hearts are physically bowed and tired, but still strong with love and devotion for one another. Yes there is a more beautiful thing than young love. Old love."

Halloween 07
Well tonight was interesting to say theleast..My teens stayed home and pestered me all night....They didn't get to go out due to the crazy people in this town...I worry about their safety and the things that have happened here in the past...... i hope everyone had a wonderful halloween and a safe one...........

The Sandpiper....read It To The End!!!
She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sand castle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea. "Hello," she said. I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small child. "I'm building," she said. "I see that. What is it?" I asked, not really caring. "Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand." That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sandpiper glided by. "That's a joy," the child said. "It's a what?" "It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy." The bird went gliding down the beach. Good-bye joy, I muttered to myself, hello pain, and turned to walk on. I was depressed, my life seemed completely out of balance. "What's your name?" She wouldn't give up. "Robert," I answered. "I'm Robert Peterson." "Mine's Wendy... I'm s

Halloween Blog.
I figured with today being Halloween, this may be a good blog subject: DEATH. What is it about DEATH that scares us so much? Is it mainly just a fear of the Unknown? A fear that one minute you could be talking to your best friend on the phone, then two minutes later, you're walking out to get your mail, only to be ran down by a passing motorist. Or is there more to it? Could it be just the fact that you're being forced to leave every single one of your loved ones immediately, without being able to say goodbye. Maybe it's even just the fear of going to sleep, and never waking up. Maybe it's just because DEATH is such a permanent result. Once you are dead, you're not coming back. Maybe also because DEATH is inevitable. No matter how many times you try to defy it, eventually, it gets you. DEATH does not care who you are, what your occupation is, how much money you make, or anything like that.DEATH is uncaring, cold, and inhumane. Yet, in a strange twist, DEATH is crucial to Life. DEATH

Most Beautiful Flower !!
The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree. Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent ..ging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose and declared with overacted surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying or dead. Not vibrant of colors: orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. S

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22 Ways To Make Her Smile.....
1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy or CUTE) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes

A True Friend
A true friend Doesn't scam on your man. A true friend Doesn't hurt you when you are at your lowest. A true friend Is there when you need them most A true friend Makes you laugh when you wanna cry. A true friend Cries with you when you are crying A true friend Doesn't just hand you a tissue they dry your tears A true friend Puts their arm around you and comforts you A true friend Doesn't stab you in the back then say I'm sorry. A true friend Loves you no matter what and is always there. Are you a true friend?

To Every Cowboy.....
To them Cowboys! To every Cowboy that doesn't drink, smoke or dip. To every Cowboy that's said, "Sex can't wait, wait min. that came out wrong" To every Cowboy that's said, "You're beautiful Ma'am." To every Cowboy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every Cowboy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every Cowboy who has given her flowers just because. To every Cowboy that said he would die for her. To every Cowboy that really would. To every Cowboy that did what she wanted to do. To every Cowboy that she cried in front of. To every Cowboy that holds hands with her. To every Cowboy that kisses her with meaning. To every Cowboy that hugs her when she's sad. To every Cowboy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every Cowboy who would give their jacket up for her. To every Cowboy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every Cowboy that would sit and wait for her for hours

Hold Me Safe....
Falling Falling through time and space Oh stop me falling hold on tight Stop this eternal plunging towards the nothingness of death. Oh angel above swoop down low Catch me now hold me safe Show me the warmth and the fulfilness of life Show me how to hold on tight Broken from my ties no place to hide Adrift and falling through time and space. Alone and empty afraid and small Floating through time with no one at all Oh help me please to hold on tight Show me the love and the warmth inside Fill my heart with light and wonder Hold my hand and take me through Make this life full of joy and smiles Heal my heart with ties that hold Take me now and hold me safe

Colonoscopy?
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated,

Is This Just A Popularity Contest
IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THE ONLY WAY TO GET RATINGS IS TO BE A HOT, RIPPED STUD, OR HAVE REVEALING PICS!! NOBODY TALKS OR CHATS. IT'S ALL ABOUT "RATE ME, ADD ME." THIS HAS GOT TO BE ONE OF THE WORST SITES FOR FRIENDS, OR TO MEET OR INTERACT WITH OTHER PEOPLE. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FINDING NEW PEOPLE TO TALK WITH THAT HAVE SIMILAR INTERESTS, OR PEOPLE IN THE SAME AREA THAT CAN MEET EACH OTHER? THIS SITE IS A JOKE!! HOPE YOU ENJOY TRYING TO BE POPULAR!!

Boyfriend/girlfriend Applications
never hurts to see if there are any applicants.lol. i actually got sent this from kevin this week someone had filled this out and sent it to him. so he filled it out and sent it to me. BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite band 3. Do you drink/smoke/use drugs?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Woul

Three Things In Life
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back - 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person - 1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable - 1. Love 2. Family &Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain - 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person - 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work Three things that are truly constant - Father - Son - Holy Spirit I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today; to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through.

I've Learned....
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you. I've learned... That love, not time, heals all wounds. I've learned... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am. I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile. I've learned.... That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies

Nsfw
Is it just me or should all rates be considered for points. I understand and kind of agree to the NSFW rule. But it does kind of get to me. I mean if your at work shouldnt you be working and not looking at what is supposed to be an adult website. I mean this isnt MySpace is it? And there is a area for you to update your profile not to show a photo that has been set as NSFW. Were adults here or so I thought. So why not act as one. Also if you have folders set for friends only then not just anyone has the ability to view the folder. Why not also have FUBAR set to where if a photo has been marked NSFW by someone why not let the account know who has marked this photo as such so that you can at least delete them as a friend. Cause obviously if they are marking a photo as NSFW and they are on your friends list they are not much of a friend. So allow the adults to take this child off our friends list.

I Wonder
So, my bday is on the 10th. I am taking Fri-Mon off. I wonder if I'll get to do anything fun or if anyone will end up showing me a good time. Most likely, all I will do is at the most hang out with Family. I say that because the guys i've recently been involved with.... well nevermind. I just wonder who, if any will step up to the plate :)

God Is, And Nothing Else Is
what if this world was just a dream, and things weren't what they seemed, and outside of the dream was a better place, where attack and anger were replaced, by the treasure of limitless love, nothing to measure no below or above, or here or there or black or blue, trade you judge me and i judge you, for the light in me salutes the light in you, yes, this place would be quite nice, this place would parallel paradise, to exist in this place there is no fee you're there right now, you're there for free, you're with your whole family tree that consists of God's Sons and that includes me here we rest for eternity, a constant sense of equality and the hush of Heaven falls apon us, we feel the rush of God call on us as co-creators we co-exist, at home with God safe in his fist you've never left but you did start to dream, of separation from God and fearful screams bodily limits and awful things, the good news is from dreams

Wars
Hi all know this isdnt a great subject but in Australia we just lost 2 soldiers in Afghanistan which is awful not sure what you think but should we all now pull out of the war in Iraq or keep our troops there? seems wer'e fighting a losing battle.

For All The Men I Have Loved
In every life you touch, You cause so much hurt, and so much pain, You cause people to not want to live another day. You cause best friends to hate, Sweet people to do bad things, You cause sane people to take thier own lifes, You're such a wonderful thing that cause people to do many evil things.... In every life you touch, You bring so much hope, and even more happiness, You make people think this world is so great, Then you take that hope and happiness and snap it like a twig. You make people want you so much, Then you make them fear you twice as much, I will never turst you, need you or want you ever again, I'll never give you the power to hurt me again, I "HATE" you, can't you see!!!!

The Good Life.....
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's, 70's and 80's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO O

Games You Play
I need just a minute some thing has knocked me down again I read all the wrong sign posts lost myself to internal violence I keep beating on myself the bruises I leave there I still find regetable and when I hide from you it's only that your pain I still find unsuitable I rip the walls down for you and all you do is look away I hide the pain I feel for you and still I find I have to play your toughtless kind of game

True Friendship....
Love starts with a Smile, Grows with a kiss, And ends with a tear Don't cry over anyone Who won't cry over you Good FRIENDS are hard to find, Harder to leave, And impossible to forget U can only go as far as u push Actions speak louder than words The HARDEST thing to do Is watch the one u love, Love somebody else Don't let the past hold u back, You're missing the good stuff LIFE'S 2 short If u don't look around Once in a while u might miss it A BEST FRIEND Is like a 4 leaf clover, HARD to find And LUCKY to have Some people Make the world SPECIAL Just by being in it BEST FRIENDS Are the siblings God forgot to give us When it hurts to look back, And u r SCARED to look ahead, U can look beside U And UR BEST FRIEND Will always be there for U TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS Friends are forever Good friends are like STARS U don't always see them But u know they are always THERE Don't frown U never know Who is falling in love with

Where Do You Fit In?
I have been taught the following, my grandfather was big on this phrase 1. Common people talk about other people 2. Normal people talk about things 3. Great People talk about idea's where do you fit in? where do you want to fit in? I believe this has something to do with the "law of attraction", this has been around for years, recently was bundled up with a little mysticism and a Australian Voice to form the secret, its been around for ever though, the old adage " birds of feather flock together" still rings true

How To Sleep Well On Halloween Night!!!!
The thing to remember when you go to bed Is hang strings of garlic high over your head, So werewolves and vampires won't come to call. In fact you won't get many callers at all 'Cause garlic is smelly, besides its success With magical creatures who visit distress On humans who read scarey stories at night, And sleep in their bedrooms without a night-light. The thing to remember when you go to bed Is putting a cross at your foot and your head, 'Cause witches and vampire bats are religious And touching a sign like a cross gives them hideous Goosebumps and warts, hives, the welts and the itches, Which nobody likes, even vampire bats and witches. But try not to toss or to turn in your bed. If you kick off the crosses you're gonna wake dead. The thing to remember when you go to bed Is watch out for goblins who munch on your head. What stops them is water, so ask for a glass, Then pour it around so the goblins can't pass. Or else make a run for the

Happy Halloween From Intoxication 2007
halloween party tonight join da warrior dj kaijaw in his lounge and he is gonna hook you up with some other cool lounges tonight thats right he is spreading the love tonight... for halloween is among us and you should come listen to the heavy shit with him and party hard for it's halloween tonight yes... HALLOWEEN join him on air... he is gonna give away gifts and free drinks ROCK ON EVERYONE IT'S ME DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW... HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND GET YOUR CHOCOLATE AND ALL THAT STUFF CAUSE TONIGHT IS A PARTY... ! HAPPY HALLOWEEN from INTOXICATION HOME OF THE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTY'S AND AWESOME PEOPLE INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and crazy parties and AWESOME people we have got a new home now.. so please join us click this picture banner and save your self from another night of lounges with rules and harsh people we here don't judge and we for sure have fun INTOXCATION is a great place for you to come and play requests tunes and all t

My Mentors
Enjoy the days - make of them what is allowed, play as hard as you work, don't forget to DO WHAT YOU WANT TO before it's too late even if you could later do it. Old folks who have money and no memories are pretty boring company, so that should NEVER be a goal. Who I am doesn't matter - it's who we BECOME that might one day improve the world, if only by a fraction. My "Heroes" wear the Unform of the USA, my mentors have been those whose lives have changed the world for the better. Be they good teachers, great Doctors, hard-working scientists, engineers, realtors, lenders, store owners, single Moms/Dads, if their lives somehow improved theirs AND others', I listen carefully to all they have to say

Would You Believe...? They Actually Do Exsist!?! :o
Ok So your goin to ask me What the hell? What Exsists? BigFoot? SuperMan? Aliens? Ghosts? What? This weird term "Gentlemen"... That weird unseen unheard of "thing".... They Actually exsist! How do I know? I met one! This guy Opened the doors for me, he paid for dinner, he didn't have to keep his hands and lips on me at all times, he asked to hold my hand, he made sure I was comfortable! I have already talked to a few friends about this guy. And He knows who he is *Jeff*. Sunday, I went over to his house to hang out with him and see him. He took me to dinner At Red Lobster *which for me is kinda like a Fancy Resturant* (and he paid, not the usual I have to pay kind of thing), He opened the car door for me, He opened the doors for me to go in and out of the resturant, He looked at me when he talked, I mean AT ME not at something behind me, he asked me if he could hold my hand. He actually just looked at me and smiled, like I was something. I mean *SOMETHING* Saturday night

Ihumor Makesthe World Spin
INSPIRATION gets you going and MOTIVATION keeps you going. Funny One Liners Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. Diplomacy is the art of saying good doggie while looking for a bigger stick. Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive. For Sale: Parachute. Only used once, never opened, small stain. Honk if you want to see my finger. I didn't say it was your fault. I said I was going to blame you. I need someone really bad. Are you really bad? I used to be indecisive. Now I'm not sure. I'm writing a book. I've got the page numbers done. Love may be blind but marriage is a real eye-opener. Multitasking means screwing up several things at once. Sex is like air; it's not important unless you aren't getting any. Wanted: Meaningful overnight relationship. Women who seek to be equal to men lack ambition. Guts vs. Balls We've all heard about people

Almost
MY BIRTHDAY.. I GOT 19 MORE DAYS B4 I TURN A YR OLDER... YEP BIG OLD 29. A YEAR CLOSER TO 30. MAN MY PARENTS WERE RIGHTS. ONCE U HIT 21 IT ALL FLYS PASS... MAN DONT I WISH I WAS A TEENAGER AGAIN.. WILL THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE SOMETHING.. ITS BEEN AWHILE... BYE O AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Everything Is Good
so i have to say that this mont has been hell for me but in the last week it has gotin so much better iam a lot happier with my life and with where iam at and how my life is with all my friends i don't see me wanting any thing to change. the one thing i have always want as happend iam not saying any name cause all that matters is the know whot the are but it is a he and he has made my life just the way i have always want we are not toghter but that fine by me cause it something i have allways want someone who there for me like a bf but who not my bf he treats me great cares for me a lot and is there for me if i need him no matter what and lets me be me if anything i can be myself around more then any man as ever let me he may not think it a times but he realy is a good person. pretty much he is my bestfriend the best male friend i think i have ever had before. and i hope he knows that iam there for him as much as he there for me he got my back and i got his.cause it hard to find friend

I Dont Care This Is For Kev... If You Dont Like It Suck It
Love like I know it. I sit here, I wonder, I feel strong, I surrender. We laugh, We cry, We hold hands, We deny. Why? I'm sitting here, again, I'm wondering, again, I feel strong for a second, and that second derives and.. I surrender, again. Why? My love isn't love as you know it, It's love for a friend who I care for, Much more, I realise, that needs me for. So, I grasp my hands as you used to, So, i lift my head like you used to, and I smile they way you made me smile, Because, love is a word, love is a meaning, you are a love of mine, through out, beyond, all time.

Top 10 Reasons Trick Or Treating Is Better Than Sex!!
Number 10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. Number 9. Once you've done it, you don't have to wait an hour to do it again. Number 8. The uglier you look, the more likely you'll get some. Number 7. You don't have to make small talk with the person who gave you the treat. Number 6. The person giving it to you isn't fantasizing that you are someone else. Number 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last for 9 months. Number 4. If you wear a mask, no one thinks you're kinky. Number 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. Number 2. The next day you don't have to call the person that gave it to you. And the ..Number 1 reason trick-or- treating is better than sex..... Number 1. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door!! Happy Trick or Treating everyone!

Hard To Breathe
Sometimes i can't breathe certain thoughts take my breath away and make my chest hurts...or sometimes it's something that a person says after years that just makes me lose it. Things that shouldn't bother you now do all of a sudden it's like opening a door i tried so hard to lock and when it fly's open a freezing cold blast of air hits crystalizing my lungs and making it hard to breathe.

Asshole?
Sorry, but I still think that laughing, making others laugh, and having a good time are important. It's not meant to harm anyone, and if you can't laugh at yourself, you may be out in left field too, or at least another field than me. Because I have to be one of the stupidest, goofiest mother fuckers I know, and leave my mom out of it, if you want to make fun of me, go for it, I'll probably laugh right along with you. If someone can't take a joke that's meant to make them laugh and feel good, then they've got the issue. Just like any other asshole, just talking shit!! Have a good night!

So The Gods Must Be Crazy?
Older dude stuck in a younger persons world. All good, make the best of today , learn from yesterday and make the best of tomorrow!! Peeps are always going to hate, but why? WHY NOT?? STOP! !!! Explore the differences and enjoy! Differences are what makes life richer!!! You gotta look out for yourself, and try and be righteous to others. But who draws the line? And where? My opinions sometimes out rule my ass on the checks it can cash, Butt,,,, Etc.... "Why can't we all get along?" Don't we all basicallly want the best for ourselves and our offspring? Can't we achieve our goals without fucking over others? I sure hope so!! Tommorrow has to be better!! So, I am crazy?!?!?

I Choose To Be Strong
i will be strong.....i choose to be strong....i have to keep telling myself that. i find myself thinking "so what im unhappy, anything is better than to be alone"....so not the right thing to think. i will be alright on my own...i can stand on my own for my babies sake...my sake....this will be good...i will be happy finally and better than ever. alone is good....after all i have been alone all along. i will be strong...i dont need anyone to make me feel whole, besides myself. noone else to make me who i am, but myself....this will be good....i chooose to be strong and continue on this path....

I Need You
i need your advise on a manner. my friend has a man that sometimes treats her very good and then he sometimes acts like an ass to her . but she doesn\'t want to him to leave cause she is afraid of being alone / \\\\ what should i do for her? please try to help me and my friend,

New Top Friends Feature
Just found a great new feature added to Fubar. Goto your friends tab, click on "see all" and there's a button to "manage your friends" It gives you the option to see what your non family friends are up to and gives you the option to ad them to a "favorite friend list. When they are online now, your friends will never complain about not being seen. Very cool addition Fubar staff, 2 thumbs up on this one

Our Solemn Hour
Our Solemn Hour Sanctus Espiritus redeem us from our solemn hour Sanctus Espiritus insanity is all around us Sanctus Espiritus! Sanctus Espiritus! Sanctus Espiritus! In my darkest hours I could not foresee That the tide could turn so fast to this degree Can’t believe my eyes How can you be so blind? Is the heart of stone, no empathy inside? Time keeps on slipping away and we haven’t learned So in the end now what have we gained? Sanctus Espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour Sanctus Espiritus, insanity is all around us Sanctus Espiritus, is this what we deserve, can we break free from chains of never-ending agony? Are they themselves to blame, the misery, the pain? Didn’t we let go, allowed it, let it grow? If we can’t restrain the beast which dwells inside it will find it’s way somehow, somewhere in time Will we remember all of the suffering Cause if we fail it will be in vain Sanctus Espiritus, redeem us from our solemn hour Sanctus Espiritus, insan

4 Days Left
Four days are now left the days grow near.. Tomorrow when I wake they’ll be three days remaining oh how the excitment grows I can hardly contain myself. I can’t wait to great Him at the door in my corset with my leash in hand, on my knees, head bowed….. The beginning of what shall be…I can’t wait to be there.

Never Ending
~~ Never Ending ~~ These scars around my heart hurt and I know will never go away. Time heals all wounds and I hope that happens one day. Memories haunt my mind yet I seem to lose track of time. Sometimes my brain won't stop, it's like a never-ending clock. Without anything to replace them tears fall down my face. One day the sun will glisen across that one special place. Until that day arrives and I see it with my own eyes, Let me have a moment when I can see a never-ending blue sky! ~*Flyin High Solo*~

Horoscope 10/31/07
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 31,2007 Women are even more important to you today than usual and you should be sure to spend more time in their company. Your own gender doesn't matter, as long as you're able to relate to feminine energy. Hmmmmm threesome maybe????8-P or just some hot lezzie sex:P lmfao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Country Wars
Hello All! Well...some of you might know by now that I play in a local KC area Country band named "RiverGard". Well...we have been involved in a local Country Battle of the Bands called "Country Wars" that is being produced by acclaimed KC producer Jim Kilroy of Banzai Magazine and Club Wars fame. Well...if you weren't aware then I guess you are now. Furthermore we are in the Finals which are taking place on Friday November 9th at Harrah's VooDoo Lounge in North Kansas City, Missouri. The show starts at 9pm (21 and over) and there will be a cover charge of probably $5.00 at the door. We can use EVERYONE that can come out to bring all the people that you can, come early, grab a ballot and VOTE FOR RIVERGARD!!! The scoring (and the winner) is determined by a combination of Judge Votes and Fan Votes. We need to get more fan votes than the other 3 bands to get the most possible fan vote points. The band with the most fan votes gets 5 points (the max points available for fa

Pointless Quiz...but Hey, You'll Learn Stuff About Me!
1.NAME: My alter ego is Sheridan Darby. In certain darkened bed chambers, I have been referred to as Miss Dominique:P Laugh as you will. 2.BIRTHDATE: 6th February, 1983 (the year of 'Flashdance'!!!) 3.WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: A rubbish hell hole called Torquay in the UK. 4.ASTROLOOGY SIGN: Aquarius. 5.RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single...and I'm not looking! 6.CURRENT MOOD: Indifferent as always. 7.EYE COLOUR: Pale blue 8.HAIR COLOUR: Chocolate brown. 9.FAVOURITE COLOUR: Aquamarine. 10.FAVOURITE NUMBER: 6 11.FAVOURITE CANDY: M&Ms (chocolate) 12.FAVOURITE ANIMAL: The (not so) humble cat! ——————————————————————————————————— THE RANDOM QUESTIONS… 1.DO YOU ENJOY WATCHING TRAGEDY ON TV? Oh it brings me much pleasure. I'm only happy when I'm crying or bleeding lol. Oh my god, I AM an emo! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! 2.DO YOU HAVE A SECRET? Not telling. 3.DO YOU HAVE A PERFECT ENEMY? Myself of course. 4.ARE THERE JUST GOOD AND BAD PEOPLE? I believe there are

(avm)
ALITTLE OVER 2 YEARS AGO I HAD BRAIN SURGERY FOR AN (AVM) IN THE CENTER OF MY BRAIN WELL IT DIDNT WORK BUT I FOUND OUT THAT ANYBODY CAN GET AN AVM IT CAN GROW ANYWHERE IN YOUR BODYIT IS A BIRTH DEFECT THAT CAN HIT ANY OF YOU LIKE IT HIT ME PLEASE GET A CHEACK UP FOR ITBECOUSE AVM CAN HIT ANY ORGAN YOU HAVE KINDA LIKE CANCER PLEASE GET CHECKED FOR IT

Pointless Friends
If you're reading this then I have decided to keep you. Today I went through and deleted all but a few, and yes I mean a few, friends. I was tired of people who are point whores and only worry about their status on here. It says a lot about a person. Fake ass people is what I prefer to call them. I kept you because I consider you a friend. We have talked or just met and have just started talking. If you don't like me, delete me. I am not here for points. I just use this place to make friends because I do not have a lot of time to meet new people and I am shy. Now you know why I have been single for almost five years. Anyway, feel free to let me know how you feel about this. Hopefully all of you will stay my friend and we can continue to get to know each other better. Until next time, take care of yourself and others!!! Rian

Ohio
Body: You know you're from Ohio if:: You know all the 4 seasons: winter, still winter, almost winter and construction. You live less than 20 miles from some college or university. You know what a "buckeye" really is, and have a recipe for candy ones, and usually look around when someone says that they have buckeyes. Michigan usually brings a scowl. (unless you live in toledo) You know if other Ohioans are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths. You know how to correctly spell Cincinnati. You know what's round on the ends and hi in the middle. "Vacation" means going to Florida, Hilton Head, or Florida. You measure distance in minutes. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day, and maybe even use the "defrost" and "A/C" in the same day. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's

Top 5 Friends?
What the hell is going on here? I thought this wasn't Myspace. We already have a Family list. Now we have to pick our five favorite friends? Can you say "drama in the making"? Anyone who spends too much time here is going to have all sorts of new enemies when "Little Billy/Sally Attention Whore" doesn't show up on their Top 5. And from what I've seen, it doesn't even work yet. Honestly, how many friends lists do we need?

Untitled
Written for a friend...what I heard through his words...just listen Brother when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know In cellars hot with searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be there at your side The house from which I now respond Is overstaffed with heroes gone Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well As firemen we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway That card is something we ignore As we crawl across a weakened floor For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I knew throughout the years As I did the job I loved to do I pray

Happy Halloween!
Well my son got his wish after all. Oh, what was his wish? Well, he wanted to be a butterfly for halloween. It would have broken his hard if I wouldn't have let him be what he wanted for halloween. I just uploaded a picture of it. He's so adorable.

My Love
If i gave to you all that i had would that be enough to keep you glad or if i came to you for just one day would that be enough or would you want me to stay if i told you i love you would that be fine or would you wonder what i had in mind. If i was one man in your world of ten would you chose me to the end. IF I TOLD I WANTED YOU TO THE END WOULD YOU SAY LET OUR LIFE BEGIN.

Fun Factoids
[note- some of these things are NOT true - but still, they're fun party "facts" - hence, factoids! -Ken / simplify3] Fun Facts In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have 'the rule of thumb' ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled 'Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden'...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can - women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It

Something To Consider
Every now and then I will read something that will stop me in my tracks, and this did. Funny how this was written by a professor almost 20 years ago and still applies today. Even though I am in an interracial marriage and think that I understand more than most, when you read this you realize that you are merely an embryo on the road of understanding. Without further ado... This poster is for people who are interested in exploring the topic of racism, and would like to start developing a better understanding of Whiteness and White privilege. Rather than taking a “colorblind” approach to racism, it is actually quite helpful to examine race and color, in order to understand their meaning and function in society. Race-based inequalities and privileges are well maintained by the fact that we rarely acknowledge or critique them. In 1988, Peggy McIntosh, a professor at Wellesley College, wrote an article detailing how White privilege works in her life. Her helpful list of 46 White p

The 1st Mas Family Wedding
imikimi - Customize Your World Just copy an paste the link http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50224 and u will taken to the Fu Chapel where Wild Horse... Wild Horse ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar will be performing the Samhain nuptials

End Of October...finally..and Some Thoughts....
.....thank god that's over. What a month it's been this October of 2007. I dunno which part to start with the real life part of the fu part. Dunno really. Let's just blah @ it all... ..for those who know, October for the past well, as long as I can remember, has been a disaster. You name it. It goes wrong. You name the life-changing event. Done. So this one well, yeah pretty much followed suit with the rest. It started off bright and early on October 1st with me getting this new job at this lovley prison-esque financial institution, then being sick for most of the first two weeks of the month kinda made for a miserable start. But then, ok, whatever. Let's try to flip script midway through, realize that what you're doing isn't working and try a new, kinder, happier approach. Yup, that really worked out well, rofl. As the nicer and more tolerant I was about certain people and things, the worse things got and eventually well, people wound up leaving and lying altogether and another mons

Caring
Maybe you've read in the paper where a mother picked up a car that had fell on her son. Or where a brother donates one of his kidneys to save his brother. The power of love, true love can make people capable of superhuman acts. It just makes me wonder if real love can be strong enough work miracles. Say a friend has medical problems. And the bond between you two is strong. Can caring and love help the friend that's ill? Sure it can provide comfort, but is love strong enough to cure? I belive it is boundless enough to help. Caring is an emotion we seldom control if it is true to us. You can't make yourself care just as much as some fight themselves not to care and fail miserabally. Be true to yourselves, care openly, love freely and we all would feel a little better in our world.

Memories
Memories In this world you tried Not leaving me alone behind There's no other way I'll pray to the gods: let him stay The memories ease the pain inside Now I know why [Chorus:] All of my memories Keep you near In silent moments Imagine you'd be here All of my memories Keep you near The silent whispers, silent tears Made me promise I'd try To find my way back in this life I hope there is away To give me a sign you're okay Reminds me again It's worth it all So I can go home Together in all these memories I see your smile All the memories I hold dear Darling you know I love you till the end of time