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Gender Roles And Fantasies
Do you believe in traditional gender roles? For instance; Is it okay, in your book, for a woman to: ~make the first move? ~send you an unsolicited e-mail? ~ask you out on a date? ~move in for the kiss? ~grab for your crotch when making out? ~call you for a second date? ~initiate sex? ~plan sexual adventures? ~request sexual activities? I find myself very conflicted. When it comes to dating, I am very old fashioned. I like a man to make the move; to be the hunter, so to speak. I like the man to send the e-mail, to call, to ask for the date,but as I said I am very conflicted because I find myself wanting to do it first as well.Like in my fantasy below that I will write..Anyway Once I've become intimate with someone, that changes for me. I have no qualms requesting or initiating sexual adventures. I don't hesitate to make sexual advances, plan sexcapades, or ask for or offer sexual pleasures. Are you most comfortable with traditional gender roles? Do you like when the

Alot On My Mind
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For October 22,2007 You've got a lot on your mind and your spiritual side may be more fully engaged. Now is a really good time for you to integrate your deepest desires with the mundane reality you navigate every day. THIS IS SO TRUE...I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF ON MY MIND ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.

It's Possessed
I have this old stove.. and its time for a new one. It's more than just the timer on it, but that's the possessed part lol. Like I said its old and the buzzer is the really loud annoying buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. So Sat night just as I was going to bed at 1:30 the buzzer goes off. No, I wasn't cooking anything.. it just goes off when it wants to. So I got up and went down and turned it off. 2:30 comes around......... BZZZZZZZZZZ.. stupid thing went off again so I went down and turned it off. Same thing at 3:30.. 4:30.. 5:30.. 6:30. But as soon as it was time to get up and make breakfast for my son... no more buzzing. Only while I try to sleep lol. Last night I unplugged the stupid thing before I went to sleep. Another night of that and I would have been taking a sledgehammer to it.

How Did You Survive That Fall From Heaven?!
Holy Shit! How did you survive that fall from Heaven?! Are you okay?! Wow you must be an angel! ...Well now that you're down here, Do you have a map? I need directions to your heart but I keep getting lost in your eyes. I am guessing you are either an angel or you are just so beautiful that instead of you exploding on impact on Earth... God spared your life because he didn't want to put all that beauty to waste. You're so pretty.. It looks like you got way too much beauty sleep. You need to tone it down lol You need some ugly sleep.. You are way too pretty :P No no no no.. We may have to bring out the big guns. You are just way too beautiful.... You need some FUGLY sleep for at least 72 hours to balance out the universe. And uhh... A little advice for use in the future.. Next time you fall from Heaven, just ye ll "KEVIN!" and I will come and catch you ;) ..Remember that 'Kevin' rhymes with 'Heaven'. ;] Hell, you might want to conside

The Ethnic Vampire War
The Ethnic Vampire War A thick layer of fog lay captive in the valley below the castle. It was the Ethnic Vampire Wars. By 2075 AD the vampires had swallowed mankind, a new species rising from the earth. But unlike that first earth man who was made pure of heart, the earth had now belched forth a species born from evil. Kreef stood on a precipice overlooking the valley below, once a city of steel meshed with common man going about his common business. But all of that was a thing of the past.... The brisk north wind was strong on top of the mountain and Kreef was forced to gather his cloak to him. He was actually stronger than the wind - considered by all vampires regardless of ethnicity, the strongest of his kind. But numbers had a way of tilting the scales, including the scales of injustice. Although most of mortal man's ideas and ideology had been erased from pages of the future, some phobias still existed. As men were all once men and as now, vampires were all va

Im Done
I have decided I will resign as an adult and would like to accept the responsibilities of an 6 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant and then be able to afford a movie. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks and bask in the sun. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree with a drippy ice cream cone and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I wan

Update On Fires
Here I am in Rancho Santa Fe in San Diego County with my friend, Ellen, that I've known since 6 years old... the fires got worse during the night, the winds picked up much worse and quicker than they anticipated, and now whole communities are evacuating all around us. We have been on phones for 2 hours (it's now 6am) calling friends and family to see what we can do. Ellen and her husband Bill are packed up with important things to take, and Im here to help with them and neighbors...this fire might be worse than the one 4 years aggo, right to the week that burned so much of Los Angeles down to San Diego. We can hardly breathe even inside with the smoke being blown this way. Winds have been gusting up to 100 mph in areas and at times pushing flames across highways and such. Not sure how Im getting back up to Anaheim an hour north of here later on today. But I'm here with friends and helping, that's the important thing to me.

Humorous Sayings
1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. 2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. 3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. 4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. 5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water 6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? 7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. 8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? 9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. 10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. 11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. 12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number. 13.

Snake Eyes Radio
Okay everyone, there is a new lounge out there called Snake Eyes Radio. It is with all the djs from Spitfire and that is where some of the members of Spitfire has gone. It has the same music and even better music that you probably don't find in any other lounge. The DJ's Do take requests no matter what kind of music it is and the place is the best place to be...We would really like it if you would come and join and hang out with us. Some of the DJ's in there are: DJ Thump, DJ Klyde, DJ Rev (he is the one that created and owns Snake eyes Radio) DJ Lady C and much much more...If you are looking for a good time, want to meet new friends, Awesome Music and Friendly people then SNAKE EYES RADIO is the place for you. Please come in and become a member..and if you do then we will all say to you WC 4 LIFE cause once you join, we wouldn't want you to leave us...

Shout Box Funnies
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Guilt
Guilt. Recently I was thinking about the concept of guilt. Why is it that guilt is so important to us? I mean it must be important because we embrace it so much. Sometimes it’s even the major driving force in our lives. But do we HAVE to feel guilty? Let me start by saying that I firmly believe that there’s absolute right and absolute wrong in this world. And I also believe that since we are human beings, we WILL make mistakes. So there is quite a potential for feeling guilt. And I also believe that we need some guilt in our lives. But just enough to make us realize that we made a mistake and that we are sorry. After that, we should let the it go. But too many people keep the guilt. They keep it way down inside where it becomes part of them. It’s almost like they are hording it. But why? I think a lot of it is that we were raised that way. I think it rather humorous that so many ethnic backgrounds claim that they are the masters of guilt. Irish, Italian, Jewish, a

How Do You Deal...........
How do you deal when the one person you loved more than anything in the whole world (next to your own child) passes away? I found out today that the man i have been in love with since i was seventeen years old, passed away. It feels like a pieve of me got ripped and taken from me. Maybe it seems like i am crazy, but in all actuality, i loved this man so much, it was unreal. i dont know exactly how to deal with it right now... i am really hurt and shaken.... Maybe to some of you out there that dont know how string a love can be, wont understand it until you go through it yourselves..... Its hard for me to comprehend at the moment why he is gone... i know that when god is ready to take you home, he will take you, but why does it have to hurt so damn bad?

Love Him Or Loathe Him.
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per m

I Got So Fucking Voted Before I Drunk.
I was pretty nervous when I voted, but a huge wave of relief washed over me when I saw that it was multiple choice. Those written answer problems are a bitch. I probably failed anyway because I didn't study at all. I was trying the theory that getting drunk before you make important decisions will improve the outcome. It has worked for Bush the past half decade so why not? I was so drunk that I didn't get the check marks anywhere near the boxes and the entire ballot was written in Russian. Probably because of all that vodka I downed beforehand. Then I got frusterated and started poll vaulting all over the gymnasium. It was like Chris Farley in Black Sheep only there were no old ladies to splinter in the face. What do you think of the outcome? Bush in office for another four years. Woohoo. To be honest, I only supported Kerry because all my friends told me to. Now that it's over I can come clean and say that I never gave half of a shit about any of it. We're doomed either way

Level 58
Wow, I didn't think I could do it but I've hit level 58 and am off to the outlands. In theory I should have hit level 60 by labor day, but I've not even been playing for a year and I'm still doing good. Then after the glory of hitting level 58 with my undead warrior, Olisena, I log in this morning and in 3 kills I hit level 37 with my blood elf hunter, so I rejoice in that for a few and log my banker, and I've made 21 gold in the auction house, which will be needed since I need 90 gold for my hunters mount at 40 and oh... 600 gold for my epic mount for my warrior at 60. Cool!

The Heart
A nice story to make you think and pray This might have been around before, but it gave me chills again. Peace! The Heart "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, “I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done". "But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there " The surgeon left.

Truth
Sometimes we learn from the smallest among us. Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for the four-year old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any

Wise Sayings
Words to live by: 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember: half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much de

Immaturity At It's Best!
It never seems to amaze me how stupid and immiture other people can be. Seriously, have you ever encountered someone who CANNOT get over something, and they have the constant need to bring up old shit! This, to me, is a sure sign that they have NOTHING going on in there life, and my life MUST be more interesting than theirs. This is PATHETIC on so many levels!! Grow up, get a life of your own and stay out of other peoples lives, LOSER!!!

Life's Lesson
Sometimes, humor is the best teacher. One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotte

Life Is Too Short
Life’s Too Short I have a dear friend who uses the term “Life’s too short” very regularly. And I know that she truly believes it. And through her, I have come to believe it too. So I visit my parents more and do whatever I can to help them. I volunteered at Habitat for Humanity and will probably do more of that in the near future. Life’s too short not to help. I laugh with my friends even if it’s at myself. I tell those around me how much I appreciate them. If they don’t care or respond back, well, I walk away. Life’s too short for bad friends. Life’s too short to hold a grudge, life’s too short to be angry, life’s too short to feel guilty. So remember: · Don’t worry about things you can’t control, let them go. · You can’t change yesterday & tomorrow will come whether or not you want it to. · You are only responsible for your own happiness. It’s not your job to make someone else happy. · Life is too short not to be happy!

My Fave Artist On Deviant Art
There's a lot and I do mean a lot of wonderful work on Deviant Art...and right now I would have to say that my fave artist on there is Angelreich I faved so many of her prints that I had to put her on my watch list. Go and check out her stuff, she is just awesome. You can also check out some of my work on Deviant art by visiting PunkyInstigator You don't have to be an artist to join the site...I'm sure there is something there that will interest everyone. Have a blessed day!

Bad Friend :-(
So I have been negilgent in my friend duties -- rating and commenting especially, and I apoloigize. I promise to make it up this week as best as I can. I's love to hear from you too :) Stop by and drop me a line, let me know how you're doing, and start conversing ;-) You might even like it a little...LOL

Blah Blah Blah.
I'm totally out of things to say. This site sucks now. A lot of people have been emailing me telling me this, and I totally agree. What can I say? There's only so many times a webmaster can talk about masturbating before it just gets old. Wait, I take that back. I got one: The other day I was masturbating and my balls fell off I made them into devilled eggs. That one wasn't so bad. Survey says.. That blew. Dammit. Okay, on to more feeble joke attempts to try and prove myself as "still funny." - I thought of a new name for Tori Amos - Toremy Anus Terrible. - I went to a pawn shop to buy chess pieces. How ironic is that? That one might take a while. Fuck it. - Alcohol is an acquired taste, but I'm not in a choir. Jeez man. - I don't do anything half-assed. Unless it's a girl with one butt cheek. Ugh. Awful awful awful. I've definitely lost it. Or, lost whatever I may have found. Maybe I just need a break from writing.

Good-bye! It's Been Fun!
I just wanted to let you all know that I am basically going to be getting rid of this account. Based on recent crap, I have learned a huge lesson about people, and I no longer have a desire to meet people this way. The only reason I am going to be keeping this account open is because it is the easiest way to talk to my best friend... everything else on here will be gone. For those of you who I do consider friends, you have other ways to get in touch with me, and I hope you use them!!! It's been fun, but my time here is done! Good luck to all of you!!! Michelle

A Friend Needs Our Help
A close friend of mine needs my, and hopefully your, help to win a Happy Hour. Right now she is behind in the comments, but with your help, she can pull ahead. She has helped me and others to win various contests......she is the reason for both my level and my VIP status. And given the chance, she would help you with whatever you needed. Please stop by and comment on her pic.....any amount of times would be fine.....I know for those who really help, she will send her love your way......So, come on....help her....If you need help...ask me too! Here is the link to her photo:

Poem, Prayers & Promises
“I’ve been lately thinking about my lifetime. All the things I’ve done and how it’s been. And I can’t help believing in my own mind, I know I’m gonna hate to see it end.” Many of you may recognize these words as lyrics from the song “Poems, Prayers and Promises” written by John Denver many years ago. I’ve sung that song many times but recently the words have begun to sink in. I’m at an incredible stage in my life right now. I have two great sons who have grown to be respectable, contributing members of their communities. Sure they fought while growing up but they are very good friends now. They were each other’s best man and now their kids are fast friends. Oh yeah I have 4 grandchildren – 1 grandson and 3 granddaughters and I love them all to death. I thought the sweetest word I had ever heard was “Dad”, but I have to tell you hearing “Pop Pop” makes my heart dance. And I treasure every little hug. This year, thanks to my company having an early retirement clause, I wi

Dui Ohio Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in COLUMBUS,OHIO after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot,

~*~wsc News And Bombing ~*~monday, October 22nd~*~
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Short Bus Lounge And Sbradio Halloween Bash
Halloween Bash In The Short Bus LoungeOctober 31st All Day Until Midnight Sponsored By SBRadio ( Short Bus Radio ) Official Station Of The Short Bus * Live DJ's * Halloween contest Best Over All( Primary Photo )( Ticker ) * Over All Male - Rolex ( Donated By DJ Lacey ) * Over All Female - Diamond Necklace ( Donated By DJ Lacey ) * Sexiest Male Primary - FUBAR Condom * Sexiest Female - FUBAR Edible Panties * Halloween Contest for Best Halloween Morph ( 3 Day Blast See Details Below ) * Must Be Listning and In Lounge To Win Random Door Prizes handed out every hour During Event. * All Around Fun Fest Click To Go To The Short Bus Lounge SBRadio ( Short Bus Radio ) Contest: Best Haloween Primary Pic, Do Not Need To Enter, Just Be in Lounge. People in the Lounge get to vote on best Halloween Primary Pic and Best Halloween Morph Send Entries for morphs to Short Bus Home Page Link Below, Halloween Primary Pic will be chosen via Yahoo Vote

Good Fun!
The Nightmare Fair Last night myself, Chris, and Cass went to the nightmare fair to see if it was scary. When we got there we couldn't hear people screaming so we thought it was going to be crap... Til we went into the damn Halls of Horror. I Don't understand myself sometimes, I refused to go into the Trail of Terror because I was afraid of the clowns and shit popping out at you, but knowing full well that you get CHASED in the Halls of Horror I walked right in with my head held high. I now know that if I was ever in the situation of having to run for my life, I'd totally succeed. There was this one room where when I saw the strobe lights I wanted to die cause I hate those and it was a prison maze. So as we're going through all I heard in a manly voice was "RUN!!!!!!!!" I turn to look and it was Chris! LOL! I never laughed so hard in my life, but when I looked behind her I saw that some weird thing was chasing her, I shoved Cass out of the way and navigate thru that maze

Kid With Pet Contest!
Kid with Pet contest! I need kids with pets pics for this! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/23 thur 10/30 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

I Hope To Hear From You. Lets Talk If You Want?
It has been awhile since I have talked to some of you and I hope we might talk and rekindle some lost friendships. Well, here is some info about me. My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTS

Warm Gental Breeze
when u look up at the stars, and close your eyes that warm gental breeze lets you know that you are alive. its always the things u can not see, that gives you hope and makes you belive you see that single leaf twirling and swirling so careless and free. gliding thought the air as it has no where to be. this is the moment in your life, that lets you see this is how life works and its your time to figure out who you are suppost to be. when you feel as if you are lost and all alone, just close your eyes and let the wind guide you home. home as in the one place that makes you feel nothing could go wrong, the one place that always makes you feel loved and it always plays your favorite song. the place you always feel that warm gental breeze, and insteadly your mind is at ease. it make take a day, weeks,even years but you have got to take the time to learn who you truely are and your pourpose in life. and at that moment you will find your one true mr. or mrs. right so the next tie

Pretty Lady Contest Scores Are....
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 2284 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1520 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 714 comments! 4th lady is...... with 55 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 23 comments! 6th Lady is...... with 4 comments! 7th Lady is...... with 2 comments! 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ *

Makes The Heart Grow Fonder
Distance makes the heart grow fonder... I was missing you, As I searched for a star. It made me realize you are not that far; Even though tonight we share the same shining moon. And I know you'll be here soon. Right now our hearts are far apart, Though the distance makes no differance, for as long as we are both under the same starry sky. I know it will always be YOU and I.

The Vampire & The Cowboy
Vampire Vaquero, The Vampire & The Cowboy A Humorous Vampire Cowboy Story He had ridden so far, so long, that Jack's thighs still smelled of smoked leather from the saddle that sat astride his twenty-year old mare, Ladonya. And the horse wasn't happy about the extended ride. She had been blowing through her nostrils at him for the last ten minutes, the last gust a gnat's ass from Jack's ear. Jack ripped off his worn out, 10-gallon hat and gave Ladonya a swat. "That's enough of yore protesting, panting and prodding, you old nag, you!" He paused to compress his lips into a nasty gnarl, then continued at the somewhat shocked Ladonya, "I knowed yore too ancient for riding hell bent for leather! I am, too!" Jack paused to put a plug of sweet apple tobacco between his leathered cheek and gum as the horse continued to grumble, now that she was over her initial shock. He eyed her, then continued with a cocked head, wanting to keep his distance from the temperamental beast.

Getting To Know A Dragon
Unfinished Short Story When you first meet a dragon, there is this fear. Dragon fear some say. You want to run but your stunned. You want to scream but you've lost your voice. The beauty and the enormity of it all is beyond comprehension at first. Then it speaks to you in the most kind and submissive voice. The voice seems to be magik, it doesn't sound as it should, coming from such a creature. You feel protected, loved, and accepted unlike any other encounter you've had in your life. You want to please the dragon to get more of the magik you felt at your first meeting. Eventually you get too comfortable around the dragon and forget what your really dealing with. Your rude to the dragon during your coversations. Your unthoughtful and uncaring. You don't visit the dragon as promised or keep your word. Then you begin to learn the rules. At first the dragon calmly and peaceful relay to you its concern. Over and over with kindness this great creature of magik pleads ever so softly on yo

Genral Chat
Hiya every1, well i woke up to the darkness of winter yet again this morning. It was cold and one of those mornings you wish you could stay in bed. How long did it take you to get out of bed this morning? I wish i was still there do you??

36b
36B chest I say no every time you ask me 'cause I think my size 36B chest isn't big enough for that kind of play.But after that amazing orgasm you just gave me and seeing the look on your face as you're straddling my waist and the huge hard on you have, asking again I say yes. A huge smile comes to your face as your reach for the baby oil beside the bed, pouring some into the palm of your hands, and then rubbing them together to warm it. You lean forward and rub it on to my tits caressing and teasing as you do. I take your cock in my hand stroking it while you get my tits all oiled up. When you do you move forward placing your cock between my tits then I push them together wrapping it in them. You start to move up and down slow at first and every time you come up I lick the head of your cock with my tongue, sometimes giving it a quick suck. I'm watching your face and the expression on it is sheer pleasure. Your strokes start to pick up speed I push my tits together a little harde

Todays Comment Wasn't Directed At Anyone I Promise
The comment I posted today wasn't directed at anyone I promise, it was a quote I found and so very true. People tend to believe rumors without knowing all the facts and good friends are lost because people are afraid to ask is something wrong. Hugs to you all

The Rat Within
The Rat Within The flame of the candle flickered through the darkened hole of a window, the only evidence that the tiny cottage was occupied. Mammoth-sized rats had slowly eaten their way through the thatched roof, allowing the elements of nature to steal inside. One of the braver rats had made himself at home by soaking up the warmth of the candle, his silhouette outlined as one watched in the distance, a shadow of mystery, of darkness. Greta listlessly ambled towards the candle, acutely aware of the rat's presence, though not of the one that watched from afar. As she approached the rat, he did not move, he did not cringe, he did not twitch for he was accustomed to the young woman's presence. Nor did Greta fear the large, sparsely haired vermin, rather found him a comforting companion. It was lonely, locked in the cottage with no one about. Yet, she was safe here in this wooded haven of lost souls, which she had claimed as her home ten years gone by. Due to a cruel

Women Unite
first posted on my myspace page thought i'd share it here too. For those that know me I don't hold my tongue for nobody..... AHH the truth, a girls best friend, anyways. Today at work was busy lots of people to meet and talk to. Well later on in the day there was a very stunning woman and her dead beat boyfriend.{I didn't think he was much to look at} She had her hair in a french braid pony tail with the back of hair flowing down her back. Nice short skirt and knit turtle neck top. While I'm busy with what I'm doing I begin to notice a crowd of people pointing and laughing at her. Couldn't figure out why at first until she turned around. At the base of her braid where it begins on her scalp was a very large bald spot. Have to stop here cause this is what burns me. She was with this guy I guess her boyfriend He had of seen this bald spot and he said nothing.... hence the dead beat comment. I was pissed, one of my biggest pet peeves is to see someone needed assistance and not

How Good Is Greed?
OK LET ME FIRST START OFF BY SAYING THIS IS MORE OF A RANT THAN A BLOG...SO BEAR WITH ME HERE I'VE NOTICED AN ABUNDANCE OF PEOPLE ON FUBAR IN THE UPPER LEVELS 20-25 ASKING PEOPLE TO SPEND MONEY ON THEM SO THAT THEY CAN LEVEL UP AND GET POINTS AND FU-BUCKS AND WHATEVER. BUT WHERE IS THE RETURN ON THIS INVESTMENT...A SHOUT OUT ON YOUR BLAST THAT SOMEBODY ELSE BOUGHT YOU?...HOW ABOUT RETURNING THE FAVOR YOU GREEDY LITTLE BRAT (TO ALL WHO THIS APPLIES TO) THESE GREEDY BITCHES TAKE ABSOLUTE PRIDE IN HAVING EVERYTHING HANDED TO THEM AND RETURNING NOTHING!!! SO TO ALL THE GOLD DIGGERS OUT THERE....I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS!! I WILL NOT RATE YOU...COMMENT YOU...OR GIVE YOU ANY KIND OF ATTENTION WHATSOEVER. I CAN NO LONGER CARE LESS ABOUT YOUR TITS...AND THATS ANOTHER THING...SOME DAY YOUR TITS ARE GOING TO CEASE BEING YOUR MEAL TICKET AND YOUR GOING TO HAVE TO EITHER A) DEVELOP A MUCH NICER DISPOSITION AND PERSONALITY...OR B)TAKE YOUR BODY TO THE CHEAP STREETS TO GET BY ON WHATS

Contest And Leveling
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A Breakin' Heart
I've noticed you, but do you notice me? In evry crowd,it's you I seek. In my heart I keep the words I wanna say, To your sweet face and make your day. I see you from across the room and I smile, To know you're near me keeps me happy for a while. We've never spoke, but I long for that moment. It seems like I could careless, don't it? But really I'm just scared whenever you walk by Cuz just the scent of you sends me on an emotional high. I can't keep this secret in too long, Cuz my feelings are too strong, It's burning a hole inside my heart, I wanna tell you, but I can't find the words to start. You're the only one able to set my soul a flame, Wishing you would only tell me the same. You're constantly running through my mind, It seems I think of you all the time. I love the way you walk,talk, and laugh, You're the one I need to have, To get lost in your beautiful eyes, And have your smile keep me so hypnotized, Someone to share all my dreams, And show me what they

Monday Links: Louis Ck, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Sound Clip Contest Continues, New Videos Online
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Please All Staff Read..
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A Moment Without You......
a day without you is like a world without people to tell you this feelings it is a little bit awful but what should i do cause my heart is only yearning you a night without you is like a world without love so silent like a place without dove a night could be wonderful if i could touch your body a moment without you is like a song without melody it would be so nice if you were here near me i know you're the only one that can make my life so completely I wish all the moment of time you will here with me

Man Falls For Woman...doggies Are In The News Again.
Good Morning, happy Monday to you. I trust and hope you survived the weekend. I have heard people fall hard for the opposite sex but this is just a little ridiculous. PERTH, Australia - An Australian man wearing only his underpants survived a 98-foot fall from his ninth-floor apartment after trying to walk to a neighbor's balcony while balancing on a plank, police said Tuesday. A garden gazebo broke the 35-year-old man's fall, and he was taken to a hospital in a serious condition. Ros Weatherall, a spokeswoman for Western Australia state police, said rescue workers found the man, who was not immediately identified, wearing only his underpants… hmm I wonder if the Undies were Geranamals. Do they even make that brand any longer? I think it used to be a Sears brand for kids. But what kind of idiot do you have to be to use a plank to cross a balcony to I guess peep in on another or perhaps visit that person. I mean dang, the elevator is pretty quick…apparently this dude was all lubed u

Rambling
every time I try to do anything I get 20 questions. Why do are most of your referals men. why this why that. im just so tired of always being questioned for everything i do. Is it wrong for me to try and get ppl to join the best site on the internet. the greatest place to hang out??? can anyone answer this for me????

How Do I Solve This
how many people have been in this position? you want something so bad and no matter how much you want it you just know you aint going to get it? if you have been there and got what you want please tell me how you done it and if it is rude send it in a private message.

Adoration
Adoration by Bumpa (http://fubar.com/user/820627) Crown of golden glory, eyes so deep and pure, Lips so soft and tender, one kiss could long endure. Cheeks soft smooth and warming, your nose of perfect form, A lady made in heaven, I wish she'd nere more roam. Your neck supports first glory, that which first sight is seen. And all that is remaining, young miss, is so supreme. One small touch of your sweet lips, shiver me to my finger tips. Sweet as wine and send me high, jouous pleasure, hear me sigh. From the depths of what makes me, thank you precious majesty If all I were to know of you was of your little toe I'd find a perfect and complete part to get to know It's shapely form, and tender skin, and perfect little nail would make the perfect offering if any was for sale. And I do discover, a wonderous thing indeed I find that you have ten of those, enough to fill the need.

The Morning Paper!
He came out in his boxers to get the paper, never thinking anyone would be about at that hour. He reached down to get the paper and looked up in time to see her stop and turn toward the street. He could see she was wearing a white t-shirt and boxers, similar to his. She had earphones on and was looking straight out to the street as if searching for something. He watched as she put her arms above her head and stretched - her back arched back and her head followed. He saw the long black hair flowing down her back , blowing in the wind and lightly lifting away from her body. She continued to stretch and he could see the outline of her breasts against the t-shirt as she turned from one side to the other. Her feet rolling up to her toes - her calves, thighs, ass all tightening at the same time. He felt his cock start to get hard just watching as she stretched and harden that sweet small body of hers. He thought what a way to start the day, a hard cock and a beautiful woman - how to get th

Desolation
My heart beats wildly Like lavender growing in a field The perfume of his essence Invades all my senses My heart renders its lament My soul cries for his return Thoughts of all we had Erupting with the fury of a volcano My tears fall like raining embers His name like fire on my lips My arms embracing his memory The cravings for him Have captured my dreams As I run this way and that There is no escape Thoughts of him engulf me With hot molten lava I am prisoner to this love That has turned cold as stone Forever enveloped in rock Surveying the desolate mountins That I once climbed with passion Scurried fearlessly its cliffs Driven by hope to its peaks Captured in its Desolation Visit www.hostdrjack.com ...

~ Harley Davidson - Hog Fiesta At Fuengirola, Spain ~
16th European H.O.G. Rally at Fuengirola, Spain, 2007 Harley Davidson Biker's Fiesta in Fuengirola 16th annual Harley Owners Group European rally is set to break records Between 21st to 24th June, some 10,000 Harley Davidson riders are set to descend on Fuengirola, Spain, for the 16th annual European H.O.G. (Harley Owners Group) rally. There will be extra reason to celebrate at this year's gathering, as the ever popular organisation welcomes its 100,000th member in Europe. Nigel Villiers, director of the Harley Owners Group Europe, Middle East & Africa, says: "There's a real sense of anticipation around this year's event. Not only is Fuengirola a fantastic venue for the rally but we're also celebrating the arrival of our 100,000th European H.O.G. member - a tremendous achievement since our first rally in 1991." Last year's hugely successful rally took place in Killarney, Ireland, and attracted a group of over 10,000 Harley-Davidson devotees. This year's event is set to be

Need Help!
This lovely lady is trying to win a happy hour.. Please go help her out in this contest.. Even if you do not bomb, I ask that you go and rate the pic and leave a comment for her.. Every comment counts. Thanks (repost of original by 'ICANBURS~Please Read My Profile' on '2007-10-22 04:33:42')

Ahaha How Sad!!! Lmao
hahaha.... you know.... there's nothing more pathetic than a grown man acting like a child... a man with such low self esteem and self worth that he has to find a decent woman and woo her into falling in love... now me personally think the foolish man fell in love too but that has yet to be confirmed... aaaannnyyyyywwwaaaayyyssss.... said man opens up his heart to girl... confesses feelings and insodents of his life to her.... she accepts them openly and lovingly... said man asks girl to move across country to marry him, or he will move to her, nothing else matters except that they are together... girl unexpectly cannot go to him as planned, said man then turns around and gets new girl... hahahahaah... new girl is a wham bam thank you ma'am. but they are "happy" kudo's for the new couple... here comes the interesting part... said man fucks old girl in ass with sandpaper, BUT STILL GOES TO NSFW FOLDER TO GRAB ONE LAST LOOK BEFORE DROPPING HER FROM FAMILY AND FR

Effortless Effort
Effortless effort The direction you're headed will determine how easily and gracefully you make progress. When you're moving toward your most authentic desires, the going will feel almost effortless. Sure, there will be effort involved, and indeed it may be quite complicated and challenging. Yet when that effort is applied in a direction that's in harmony with who you are, it won't feel like effort at all. It will feel like adventure and it will feel like fulfillment. Because that's exactly what it is. If your efforts do not feel effortless, if you struggle against them and resent them and avoid them, something is surely wrong. Look closely and carefully at where you are headed, and make sure your actions from moment to moment are in line with the things you value most. Even the most difficult challenges, even the most demanding efforts can bring real joy as you work through them. When you're serving a purpose that has real meaning for you, every step is something to be tre

Rumsfeld Charged With War Crimes In German Court
Rumsfeld Charged With WAR CRIMES In German Court There is HOPE! Jeremy Paxman talking about Rumsfield, Being charged with war crimes. As the German lawyer said, first go after Rumsfield and then the "Others" Will follow

Poem Ravens Dream
Ravens Dream In darkness I feel a pull, a kinship, a longing to be whole. I feel detached from the present, the world, the now My time is passed, yet I dwell in this bee’s nest, this world. Why am I here? what purpose unknown? out of context lost in the maelstrom? 6 billion minds fill my head a cacophony of the mundane the bizarre. Where is tranquillity, where is purity of thought, the simple? The beauty of life tainted with selfishness and greed. It saddens my heart, threatens to overwhelm and corrupt my spirit With dark sticky fingers false promises to beguile and dazzle. A candy apple with inner gift gnawing unseen within yet, there may lie the reason for detachment… my defence, a mechanism against the ugly the unclean the unsaid. I look on, insulated from the pain, distant, safe, yet, there is no pleasure in detachment and watching. Judgments sword easy for those who watch, but are detached. I stare into the abyss, confront my soul strive for comprehension

Remembering You
My heart is no longer broken, It has had time to mend. Now I sit and wonder, Should I do it all over again. Will another bring me pain, Will he bring sorrow of my heart? Will he say there are no tomorrows, Just when I am ready to live. The risk is great, I can a test to that. I would have risk it all, If you would have came back. I have to sit and wonder why should I even bother. You are ever present, I feel your energy. Could I find another, That would want to dance with me. These are questions always being ask, But answers are never found. I know you are the only one, Who could make me feel like that. I am glad my heart has mend it, And it doesn't feel any pain. I think I should leave it like that, Until God is ready to take me home again. I have serenity, I have piece of mine. I must admit though, I think of you all the time. You put a smile on my face, As I recall all of our beautiful memories. I fought hard to keep them. I couldn't let them be taken

My New Website #1 Post
Ok all ... here it is ... BBW women are wonderful and we all Love Em ... so here you are you can now buy Pictures and Videos of Larger women From my new site. Larger women who like to model or who are not embarrassed to show their bodies and those who WANT to are welcome to message me about getting your self a model section on the site .. .those who LOVE BBW women are welcome to come by the site ..rate, Comment and even Purchase some of our Content, as well .. we are trying to set up a monthly news letter with new pictures that you can Sign up for ... as well as working out a better payment system for posters prints and DVD's as well as Digital content. So please come by and i hope to see you soon Http://www.notsoskinny.piczo.com And for all those who find themselves good with pictures logos and Photography are welcome to contact me for positions as well ... we are always looking for more photographers, Clothing and Make-up experts as well as someone who is good with

Symbolism
The Raven, with its glistening purple-black plumage, large size and apparent intelligence has inspired man from ancient times. He is regarded as an omen of both good fortune and bad, carrying the medicine of magic. Europeans often associated the Raven with war, death and departed spirits. But the Raven has not always been associated with death, spirits and darkness. Quite the contrary, the Raven was believed by some to be the bringer of light, truth and goodness. It is the brighter side of the Raven, this intelligence and ingenuity, an ability to use cunning – this association with light, illumination, truth and goodness, that we bring forth here. The ancient Greeks included a Raven in their mythology. They used the terms for “crow” and “raven” interchangeably and in their stories, Corvus, the Crow, is allied with Apollo. It is Apollo whose chariot provides daily passage across the sky for the sun and it is under Apollo’s influence that life was illuminated by truth and exce

~ Harley-davidson Shovelhead Chopper In Tokyo ~
I just can not believe this dude is Lane Spliting in Japan with a Long Fork Harley Can you say Dump Ass? On bord camera. Harley-Davidson shovelhead Longforkchopper in Tokyo.

October 22, 2007
You can usually get by with a straight read of what people are saying, but today you need to listen more to your intuition. You should be amazed at what it comes up with, especially when people are confused.

9/11 Truthers Disrupts Bill Maher Show Looks Like Eggs On You Mahers
9/11 TRUTHERS DISRUPTS BILL MAHER SHOW LOOKS LIKE EGGS ON YOU MAHERS i love the fact that they did it tho...this is exactly what we need to be doing....haha,they disrupted a live TV show....-MARVELOUS!

No ,not Upset At All , Just Blah Blah Blahing Lmaoo :d
I was just thinking ..... yea, I know that's something that "I" shouldn't do but , hey, it happens LOL ....... anyhow, with the way things seem to have changed sooo much over the years, does love even count for anything anymore? I mean, it's become such a 'throw away' society that, in my opinion and thoughts, seems like we're all throwing away each other as well....? Thing is, nothing and NOBODY is going to ever be 'perfect' so I guess it boils down to being with the one that has the least amount of 'flaws' as you can stand? lol. I just wonder about things like this especially after being through things myself or knowing what others have also been through with that nassy lil four letter word called "love". People like to throw it around too fast and too often and all that ends up happening is one or both people end up so hurt, jaded and less likely to 'trust' the 'next one'. Men and Women aren't all 'that' different when it comes to love, we want it and want to hear tho

Looking For My Heart
I AM LOOKING FOR THAT GUY WHO WOULD TREAT ME LIKE HIS QUEEN NOT IN WEALTH ,IN LOVE .... LOOKING FOR THAT SOMEONE WHO DOESNT SMOKE OR AT LEAST DOENT BLOW IT IN MY FACE!!! I ALSO SEEK A GUY WHOS AGE 35 TO 50 FOR ROMANCE AND POSSIBLY MARIAGE WE WILL SEE WHERE IT GOES !!! I AM ALSO LOOKIN FOR THAT GUY WHO CAN STAY WITH ONLY ONE WOMAN NOT HUNDREDS!!!! MEANING IM LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESNT CHEAT!!!! AND I DONT TOLERATE HEAD GAME PLAYERS THATS FOR KIDS!!!

Pet Contest
CONTEST HAS STARTED!!!! PLEASE ANYTHING WILL HELP! I HAVE MY PETS PIC IN A CONTEST STARTING 10/22/07 @5PM FUBAR TIME RUNNING FOR A WEEK...IF U COULD PLEASE COME BY AND COMMENT OR COMMENT BOMB THAT WOULD BE GREAT..... THIS IS THE LINK...THANK YOU IN ADVANCE... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=630488&i=2409312062#

Omg All These Ppl Listed As 'friends' And Only A Handful Help Hmmmmmm Help Meeeeeeeee ( Send Fumail To Let Me Know If Ya Do Thanx )
HEY, I'M IN A HALLOWEEN PIC CONTEST, PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT N RATE & COMMENT BOMB MY PIC? LUBZ YA'S!! JUST CLICK MY PIC TO GET THERE......THANKIES!!!! XOXOX'S

About Lil Me
Heyy I'm Hel-aka: Tink! I live in a small town in Washington State, and I go to college. Another fun fact is I'm a stripper. I havent been doing it that long, but it's fun and good money...Anyway, I love to laugh and just enjoy life-I DONT put up with petty bull shit anymore. Overall I'm a fun person so...Yay me! Haha.

Why Do They Talk Sex To Me?
it’s really just the title of a poem, i swear. nothing to it. tess, collects it three years after raymond’s wet death. gets an earful. and writes a poem about it, one without any kisses, in a collection devoted to lip lock. it resonates like poetry does, and like poetry, it preempts its future. the future bar fubar, that is. where the men are always young and virile… and always getting busy. that is one of the effects of a bar with 1,257,643 inmates and counting. what need is there to speak to the woman next to you who can only remind you of something you wanted once and can no longer have? look again. there is no bar stool next to you. there is only constant rotation. no trace of lost sweetness? it is grueling work for the imagination, too, which is marred by this constant prolepsis (the clicking sounds). next assignation, next opportunity, if only to witness, hit by a realization of desire, lit by its virulence—what is left of a bar if it bans the second hand smoke that could get so

Take The Test...
The Bathtub Test It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from Time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked The Director what the criterion was which defined Whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then We offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the Patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person Would use the bucket because it's bigger than the Spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull The plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Perfect Diet
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina Dog Chow for the dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because even though I'd lost 50 pounds, I'd ended up in the hospital last time, awakening in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and with IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is that you load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again.(I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb t

Alway's There For You
love can b so cold & loneliness gets old more than words or broken promises i want 2 show u what tru love is im always there 4 u ill always stand by u when the world has closed that door & u cant go on anymore im always there 4 u youve been hurt b4 and u dont want anymore theres a better way 4 u believe in me ill see u through im always there 4 u ill always stand by you when the world has shut the door im always there 4 u

~ Islam To Destroy Israel And United States (hear The Man Yourself) ~
Iranian speaker talks about Destruction of Israel/USA Cant spin this away Iran has called for the DESTRUCTION of Israel and to defeat the USA. That islam will rule over the world. Says they have hezzbollah cellls all over the world waiting for the order to strike to spread Its values. Exporting the revolution. A global threat with a nuclear program scary stuff And some of your Presidential hopefuls want us to Talk to them?

Internet Predator
beware of this profile....another fake yet again.... except this is dj darkwarriors fake profile... it seems he has made a lot of enemies and is getting to ppl through this profile.... so ladies please be very careful... he is very much an internet predator... he will use you and then leave you high and dry just like he did to me, his children and other women on here... hard core punker@ fubar

Changing To Much!
A middle aged woman had a heart attack and was taken to the Hospital. While on the operating table, she had a near death experience. Seeing God, she asked, is my time up? God said "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live." Upon recovery, the woman Decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, brow lift, lip enhancement, boob job, liposuction, and a tummy tuck. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital. While Crossing the street on her way home, she was hit and killed by an ambulance. Arriving in front of God, she demanded, I thought you Said I had another 40 years ? Why didn't you pull me out of the path Of the ambulance? God replied, "Girl, I didn't even recognize you".

~ Iraq - Al-qaeda Link? Nah They Said There Was None ~
Saddam-Alqaeda linked evidence - Post Media Reply You judge the evidence. Hosting zawahiri, giving money to zawahiri, indirect involvement?. Its obvious there was some form of connection you be the judge of this information.

88 Precepts
88 PRECEPTS By David Lane (P.O.W) “We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children. Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth.” Before we start I would like to say that until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, ever writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law. The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The wo

Oh My God!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, sooo, this apartment complex i live in is doing construction riiiight???? Which is cool cuz they're remodling and it's going to look awesome when they're done.... but in the meantime they're ripping off the roof... SOOOOO it starts pouring down rain right?? YEAH... Our apartment has started to flood... it's coming straight through the ceiling... through the WALLS.... it's fucking INSANE... And I am SOOOO fucking pissed off... OOOHHH MY GOD!!! I am sooo not happy... stupid fucking idiots! What the fuck were they thinking... I mean, Seriously what were these idiots thinking???? I am so fucking mad, if you can't tell... stupid fucking rain... stupid stupid stupid rain, flooding... uuugghhh this is so much bullshit!!! Ok, so thats my rant at 3a... raining flooding bullshit... So i'm gonna go stay with my grandpa. Fun Fun. Cept he's gonna be in Lake Tahoe all week... so we'll be there alone... but oh well. It should be fun... laters

October 22, 2007.
Key to Your Heart (For Hannah) If I found the key, to open up the pages of your heart, if I take my time, to read them all, what would I find? Would I find things that touch way too close to my own? Would I read a story or two, darker than I can imagine? I am curious to know, all of your stories, my only friend, I would love to see, all of the moments where you shine. After that, if I were allowed, I'd read on much farther, because I truly do, want to read all there is about you. I want to share your emotions, and cry when you have cried, and when you laugh or smile, I will be the richest man alive. Now that I have read every page that there is to your heart, allow me to be yours, until the last page is finally written. © Mitchell Brian

I'm Thinking Of You...
sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does She think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a gal I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you.

Come On People...tell Them Dre@mer Sent U
WANT A BLAST? This is how it works... You get your friends to RATE... FAN... ADD... bbG and Stephanie Lynn... And You get a blast!!! 25 fan rate adds 1 DAY BLAST!!!! AND A SURPRISE BIG PIMPIN GIFT! 50 fan rate adds 7 DAY BLAST!!!! AND A SURPRISE BIG PIMPIN GIFT! 150 fan rate adds 30 DAY BLAST!!!! AND A SURPRISE BIG PIMPIN GIFT! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! SUCH AS... Joe Schmoe sent me to rate fan add you. AND BE SURE TO LET bbG KNOW THAT YOU ARE PARTICIPATING... AND GET TO SENDING YOUR LOVE THEIR WAY SO THAT THEY CAN SEND A BLAST YOUR WAY! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~ bbG ~ Anyone Seen My Gerbil? and Stephanie Lynn repost REPOST repost Gerbils - ZaZaZooo GerbilsZaZaZoooGerbilsZaZaZooo

Missing Pieces Of My Heart
NEED A NEW LIFE OR A DIFFERENT HEART THAT HAS NOT BEEN HURT SO MANY TIMES. I WISH I COULD HAVE SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY FROM ALL THIS GRIEF AND SORROW. LIKE THE SONG GOES, GUESS I HAVE TO PICK UP THE PIECES WHEN YOU ARE GONE. BUT STILL WILL HAVE A BROKEN HEART THAT CAN NOT BE FIXED.

Since You Asked... Begged, Pleaded
I'll probably be on cam again early morning, it's 2am cst right now and i'm going to try to sleep for a couple more hours, but i'll probably be up at 6am cst at the latest, considering i'm sleeping 2-4 hours at a time. so add another like 5-10 minutes for hair and makeup, lol and i should be on :p this is as close to a scheduled show as i'll probably be doing for at least the next week, as you guys know lately i just say i'm goin and disappear... so if ya catch this, yay for you, and if you don't... i give up :p info for how to find me: Post link: HOT SEX see you later... er you see me later... oh fuck it, you know what i mean Love ya, Sin

I Give Up!
I have never, not once, ever lied to a friend on Fubar. Not ONCE. So it hurts, a lot, when a friend calls me a liar and blocks me without barely a word. I have spent a while worrying about them. They just had a medical procedure. Now they are back. And when they asked for my yahoo instant messenger address I gave it to them.. and then got back a message saying that "the name doesn't exist." Then I offer to try from my end and they say that I lied, and no thank you, and dropped me as a friend. So thats what friendship is worth. Hooray.

Ez Way 2 Get A Blast
WANT A BLAST? This is how it works... You get your friends to RATE... FAN... ADD... bbG and Stephanie Lynn... And You get a blast!!! 25 fan rate adds 1 DAY BLAST!!!! AND A SURPRISE BIG PIMPIN GIFT! 50 fan rate adds 7 DAY BLAST!!!! AND A SURPRISE BIG PIMPIN GIFT! 150 fan rate adds 30 DAY BLAST!!!! AND A SURPRISE BIG PIMPIN GIFT! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! SUCH AS... Joe Schmoe sent me to rate fan add you. AND BE SURE TO LET bbG KNOW THAT YOU ARE PARTICIPATING... AND GET TO SENDING YOUR LOVE THEIR WAY SO THAT THEY CAN SEND A BLAST YOUR WAY! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~ bbG ~ Anyone Seen My Gerbil? and Stephanie Lynn repost REPOST repost Gerbils - ZaZaZooo GerbilsZaZaZoooGerbilsZaZaZooo

Missing Piece Of My Heart
Do you remember your first special kiss? That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul. Do you long for that kiss to happen again? Close your eyes, picture that moment in time.. I remember the moment before our lips met, Her eyes gazed to mine, our lips just an inch away.. I held on to her hands and said, "I'm yours forever.." Kissing her softly in my room.. Suddenly.. Leaves are tapping down the window She stopped kissing me and said, "It was just the leaves." I said, "It's God blessing us from above." "Can you feel the angels, they're watching us." We were still gazing outside the window.. The sun starts to sink in the horizon.. I whispered, "I love you, You're my only one." Tears run down her face.. And she held her arms around me.. I whispered, "Your eyes are the window to your heart.. "And your tears are a proof that you have one." "God gave us two feet, two hands, two ears and two eyes.." But only one heart.. I came closer to her and said.. "Becau

The Day The Evil Came This Way
It was a cool autumns day when the evil came this was. The sun went away an the sky turned black.black like the Angel that lives on his arm. The wolfs cry in fear as he drowse near,the smell of death was in the air he was near but where?Where was he?Rain falls from the black sky's as we listen for his battle cry's.The thunder rolls an blood fills the streets as they knelled at his feet to beg forgiveness's for there sins on the day the evil came this way.

Thirst Of Love
It has taken to long for this day to arrive but never the less all good things come to those who wait sometimes the waiting is longer than expected. I am with longing of our first touch and kiss when two bodies come together with love and a desired passion to move into each other and quench the thirst of love and be bountiful in the connection. A touch a kiss a whisper and a burning fire of longing for fulfillment, the need is overpowering with strength and virility we will succeed my sweet lady. Remember love will prevail true love is our destiny we have survived the distance apart we have weathered all the storms the sea will be calm and we will have tranquility. Trust in your feelings be not afraid to open yourself to love and passion let our lips seal our fate and love will endure. Just a thought for the day. Denno.

You Werent Supposed 2 Go
my angel has left im not sure if she will return cause of my tear's my eye's now burn please come back into my life i need you 2 take away my pain & strife cause without you im all alone im like an ice cream with a hole in the cone im one big mess this is true i must confess i am down on my hands and knees ready 2 beg please say you forgive me and ill admit i need 2 be taken down a peg

~ Police Chase Man On Motorcycle In Michigan ~
Police chase man on motorcycle in Michigan - Great footage of chase and arrest...guy goes speeding past cops and they take pursuit,they clip his back wheel at one point but man regains control....they finally knock him off and arrest him.

Mmmm Just Venting.... Enjoy
You know something! I seem to always start my blogs with such things like! “You know” and shit like that..... Lmao!..... I’m such a spaz!... Anyway this is beside the point! That is if I was trying to make a point in the first point which I don’t think I was.....how confusing.... ah well... I’m reading a new book its called through the looking glass and what Alice found there.... its good... confusing as hell on ice but still interesting!.... I’m in a dark mood today! But when I got up I was in a good mood! That changed very quickly!.... Firstly I feel as though I want to give up!... finding a job is hard!.... no....NO!?! Dammit! I will not start to moan and wine about my life! Not now!..... I’m not some emo little ..... Never mind!.... anyhoo.... I just realized that all I am is fake! Not online! ... No.... online is where I get to be myself! But when I’m offline I am nothing... I’m just some nobody that no one wants to talk too... that no one cares about and well... ok I will be h

Desire
Pouring out my heart With a pen and a pad Bleeding deep thoughts On these solid lines Poetic justice Soothing my soul Easing the pain Cause I can't turn back time Living each day With you on my mind It tears me up That I lost your love Lying awake For countless nights You're the only one I seem to be thinking of Touch like an angel Smile forever bright Just want to hold you All through the night Gave it all up When I should've kept it close I've always wanted you more Now I want you the most © Spider 2007

What's Meant To Be
Has the wait been too long has your emotions gone stale Has the new worn off has love grown frail Have you ever imagined you without me As more time passes are we where we should be We made plans or were they dreams Have we let nature take it's course or have we gone in opposite extremes If I gave up on you would your heart break Or would you be angry for wasted times sake If all things in life are what they're meant to be Then as time passes I would still be with you Would you still be with me?

Poetry
Cool night, starlit filled steamed breath, hands chilled Within your heart the fire burns Lost in love like the tide that turns taking me where reality meets the unknown Where there's more love to find then ever shown Seek for me within the wind embrace the dream and ride it to the end I am here yet I am there you're never alone, this I swear If you ever need me, just whisper my name My heart would find you in the driven rain

~ Phony Soldier Admits He Lied ~
The Main Stream Media ate this up and showed it, with some in congress eating it up also. But do you hear about this now? No You only hear about how Rush Limbaugh called the soldiers Phony. When you hear the whole broadcast you can see THIS IS THE MAN HE WAS TALKING ABOUT. Dam guy gets on TV and talks about the horrible things our Brave Men and Women are doing and he NEVER even made it out of Boot Camp. The MEDIA HAS TO HAVE MORE responsibility Dam it!!!!! Anti-War YouTube 'Vet' Admits He Is A Fake & Liar In Court gets 5 months in jail September 21, 2007 A Washington man, whose claims to have slaughtered civilians as a U.S. Army Ranger in Iraq were seen by millions on YouTube, admitted in federal court in Seattle today that he was a fake and a liar. Jesse Adam Macbeth, 23, pleaded guilty to charges he faked his war record. "He was in the Army for 40 days before he was kicked out of boot camp for being unfit," said U.S. Attorney Jeffrey C. Sullivan. "He was never in

Pleasure Night
DJ KAIJAW ON AIR he is going to be having an auction in unholy alliance lounge and having a party in intoxication join him while he is rocking the air waves.... THE UNHOLY ALLIANCE lounge unholy alliance will host a auction for pleasure night tonight... join the locals in there INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and great parties and AWESOME people intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play games.. talk about any thing you want and dance naked and all kinds of stuff so join them and party hard with us any day of the week just join up and rock out to the tunes of mad cat radio.... MAD CAT RADIO TAKING REQUESTS AND PLEASING THE LISTENERS

Tootsie Pop's Health
Well some of you know and have given me advice for Tootsie Pop not eating and so forth! Well this is an update...he is doing much better!! Now he is eating and playing out of the tank and in the tank also! I am going to be working on getting a bunch of new pics on here of him and maybe even more of myself!! Anyway....I am very glad and thankful that he is doing much better and he hasn't been handled much except when I change his water and clean his toys in the water! I also found he likes the turtle pellets better than the shrimp or bloodworms (ewwy)!! Well hope everyone has a great day!!

Relationship...thanks Tiff
RELATIONSHIPS!!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently

For Someone...
And why, you might ask? Well... 1. Because it’s how you make me feel! 2. Everytime the phone rings like this, my heart gets all twittery 3. Where I’d go with you 4. You already took this heart of mine… 5. Because I’d fuck you stupid to this song! 6. It really is all about us… 7. I’ll be the butterfly to your samurai any day 8. My version of this song is so much more entertaining 9. …makes me wanna run away with you! 10. Prove that you love me (as though THAT would be hard) 11. Exactly where I’d like to be! 12. Sweet and different…just like us! 13. I’d develop a stutter just so you would kiss me to cure it! 14. How I fell for you… 15. Sounds like the start of our relationship! 16. LONG LIVE LABYRINTH! 17. Because I’ll always be here when you need me 18. Without you, I am… 19. …be my hero? 20. Not only do I wanna dance to this with you to this, I wanna act it out…repeatedly!

Robbie's Poem
Darkness falls upon still waters another soul sent back to the father In the ground now he lays tears of pain run down my face another battle lost another soul to pay the cost He smiles at us from above just to remind us of his love He knows this was my hobby I lvoe and miss you Uncle Robby in the arms of angels he shall fly to sit with the lord on high Before any one judges this I wrote this as a ulegy for my uncles funreal thank you

I Am Moving Home
Hi Friends, A note to let you all know that I am moving home .. As such I will have no internet access until my ISP sorts out the new line and hits the keys, switches the switches or finishes scratching its ass ..Having an XXL Ass I expect this to take up to three weeks :-( :-( ..It would be great if you could drop me a Fu Mail when you leave me some love so I can come 'n' Luv you back when I visit or return :-D :-D ..Wishin Ya A Great Break from the Great Me .. Hee Hee .. 8-p 8-p .. :-D :-DSoooooonly Mhuuuaahhhhss

New Dragonball Series Called Dragonball Af In Production. I Have The Info All Here. Read
DBAF takes place around 120 years after the Frieza Saga. At this time Goku is off going from planet to planet training and he comes across one planet which looks absolutely beautiful, he goes onto this planet for training and finds that all the people there look perfect, and also the gravity is 1000 times that of earths so he figures its ideal for training for a little while. He also meets this stunningly beautiful woman there who try's to seduce Goku however Goku resists because of his heart belonging to Chi-chi, she senses this but makes love to him in his dreams. Shortly after Goku leaves the planet and as he leaves, the planet turns into silver and it disappears totally as well as everyone who inhabited it! Since the woman was a god and created a perfect illusion for Goku she also sensed how powerful he was, she wanted to have his baby and create the ultimate being. Anyway around 120 years later she gives birth to a child named Xicer who is naturally born as a super Saiyan 5 and is

A Poem For My Kids...
"My Love....My Life"(my boyz) They r my love,They r my life. They keep me going day and night So many times i've tried to end the light, but I think about all the pricous things I have in life. Where would they go, If i left them with no one to look up to... Who would they be if they did't have a mother as loving as me. So in the end... To all the mothers out there Who think they can't take life anymore.. Please remember those precious children we so adore.. love them with all your might 'Cause they could be gone by tomorrow night. THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY 5 BOYZ: JOSHUA THOMAS KNOX SKYLER WAYNE JACKSON DaSHAWN BRUCE KNOX ISIAH EXAVIER CLYDE KNOX BRANDON LEE WISDOM (JR)

My Best Friend
my best friend liz is finally gettin married after 5 years of bein with a man who cheats when givein a chance and he's also the father of her 2 year old son. i dont even want 2 be there 4 the vows am i a bad friend???

Would You?
lay my lips upon yours, I kiss them tenderly, I find myself wondering !!, Can he really care for me? ~ I wonder what your thinking, Do you long to hold me tight? Would you hold me in your arms? Would you keep me though the night? ~ Would you whisper in my ear? Tell me the things I long to hear? Would you assure me all will be right, Would you wash away my fears? ~ Would you call me on the phone from work, Just to tell me that you care? Would you lay your lips upon mine, Would you run your fingers though my hair? ~ If I entrusted you with my heart, Would you protect it with you soul? Would you return this deed with your love, Would you make our two halves whole? ~ If I told you that I need you, Would you run or would you stay? Would you hold me close to your heart? Would you let me know all will be okay? WOULD YOU ?

Love Me
~Love Me~ Love me in the Springtime, When all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, When the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, When the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, When the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, And even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, Or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, Or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, Or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', In the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', After all is said and done, Love me always darlin', Until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', For I'll be lovin' you

3rd Kid
one of my ex's is havin his so called 3rd kid and has been on and off sayin he still and always loves me and wants and has asked 2 marry me. i have feelins 4 him but when we dated and i went 2 f.l 2 take care of my kids needs. he cheated on me more then once and these chicks r nothin like me. now he's havin a kid with one but only cause she tricked him= she stopped her birth control and lied 2 him, yes i know 4 a fact she even told me she wanted not 2 lose him and she's even told me that he's only there with her cause of this kid. i told him 2 just stop talkin 2 me cause i cant and wont deal with all this drama. the ? is am i doin the right thing by leavin him alone? let me know i dont even c him nor talk anymore i just feel werid about lovin someone 4 so long and then never talkin.

Crazy
Here lately it has just been so crazy at work! We are up in sales by like $6,000 or something like that just for the week. Then they had that stupid White Castle day where they sold the burger 8 for $.80. That was totally insane an not thought out very well. I worked third shift that night and had to clean up the mess that was left behind! OMG!! The floors were black and the grills excuse me griddles were even blacker cause they had a women who works at the office downtown working at our store and she doesn't know anything about how to run one of our grills/griddles!! It took almost all night to clean just 2 of the grills/griddles. I was miserable that night cause of all the cleaning plus we had people coming through at like 12am or 1am ordering crave cases which is 30 burgers or one whole grill/griddle! I did more money that night then I would have done in a typical monday night. And to top it all off I only had myself plus two people that was not fun! Plus after 2am I lost one and it

Romance Mathematics
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman,

Re: Re-post, Please Read & Help This Child's Dream Come True, Ty
----------------- ----------------- From: Doug Date: 20 Oct 2007, 15:44 ----------------- -----------------From: JAMES AND DADDYDate: Oct 20, 2007 5:12 PMplease forward this bulletin on to your friends and tell them about me. you can get the code for the banner by hitting reply. Thank you so muchjames

Factors To A Healthy Relationship
Factors to a healthy relationship. . . A Healthy Relationship Learn to calm down: by maintaining your calm, you will be able to better resist the urge to insult and criticize your partner during an argument. Learn to Speak and Listen Non-defensively: Try not to assume that your partner is putting you down as soon as a discussion begins. Try to separate the issue under discussion with the emotions the issue brings to the surface. Validate your partner: Try putting yourself in your partner's shoes and understanding their viewpoint. Praise and admiration can also help reinforce a sense of love and support. The fourth factor is to practice the above three behaviors until such time that they become automatic and constant in your everyday life.

Good Men
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

The Letter
In a house ionce did dwell I ment a man I loved so well in this house he took my heart in two weeks time he blew it apart I went home and thought all day not a word did Isay my mother found me dround in the tub she tryed to wake me with a shove she found this letter by the sink before I took the big drink on the paper this is what was wrote atleast I didnt slit my thoroat In cold water now I lay Chris you lost you best firend today bury me slow but bury me deep place a rose at my feet place one red rose on my grave if not for lov emy lifew ould have been saved

Whatever Happens, Happens For A Reason...
Whatever Happens, Happens for a Reason Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we wil

"let's Make The Best Of How This Sucks!"
After fight, airport embraces SUX code Sun Oct 21, 5:25 PM ET City leaders have scrapped plans to do away with the Sioux Gateway Airport's unflattering three-letter identifier — SUX — and instead have made it the centerpiece of the airport's new marketing campaign. The code, used by pilots and airports worldwide and printed on tickets and luggage tags, will be used on T-shirts and caps sporting the airport's new slogan, "FLY SUX." It also forms the address of the airport's redesigned Web site — http://www.flysux.com. Sioux City officials petitioned the Federal Aviation Administration to change the code in 1988 and 2002. At one point, the FAA offered the city five alternatives — GWU, GYO, GYT, SGV and GAY — but airport trustees turned them down. Airport board member Dave Bernstein proposed embracing the identifier. "Let's make the best of it," Bernstein said. "I think we have the opportunity to turn it into a positive." He noted that many airports, including some

Bits And Pieces
Well lets see, I added about 40 poems to my stash. Yes they are all mine so please dont rip em off and claim them as your own, Do go read and enjoy, please leave comments. To give you background on the poems in my stash they were all wrote years ago, there's nothing real current in there. For more current work, please see my other blogs "poems", "my angel series" and "journey" as always comments are always welcome. I'm thinking about starting a Q&A blog when you guys can post questions that you want to ask and once a week I'll pick a few to answer since people say that I dont have alot on my profile. Honestly I'm not sure what to put there so I think the Q&A blog might be fun. Let me know what you guys think. I'm also thinking about doing a weekly video blog. I've seen other do it here and I always thought it was cool. So let me know what you guys think about that as well. I'll be adding a new poem to "Journey" in a few days. Until next time.... ~Tony

Hmmmm
So, I am tired, working way to much I know. Time seems to be dragging not passing quicker. Days go by slow. People getting weirder. Work was tough the last few days. 2 domestic assaults, gang fights, todays, we found out after the police got there, they had automatic weapons in their truck. An assault on a juvenile child, simply over a gang initiation. Auto burglaries, 3 in two days. So, makes me wonder how tomorrow is going to be. I have a feeling its just beginning, and thats not good :( But yet I keep going. I keep thinking how much my girls need me to keep going. Makes it all worth it, doesnt it?

Bagage?
so i realizee that i have alot of fears when it comes to realtionships or falling for someone and i hate it. i wasnt always like this but once 5 guys cheat on you you start to worry about this kinda stuff. it takes me so long to fully trust a guy or let myself like him and open up. all i want is to find one guy to prove that guys arent all the same. and i hate the fact that i get jealous sometimes. not that possesive kinda jealous but the why doesnt he say that to me kinda jealous. i wish i wasnt like this but its hard to get over stuff like that. so if you think oh i wanna date her you should probably rethink that and read this blog then deside. love yall

Mma News- Former Wwe Champion & Superstar Brock Lesnar Officially In Ufc
BROCK LESNAR IS THE LATEST HEAVY HITTER IN THE UFC® International Superstar Joins Stacked Heavyweight Division Cincinnati, Ohio (USA) – International superstar Brock Lesnar has already achieved high grades for his transition from pro wrestling to mixed martial arts. Now the former NCAA Champion and four-time All-American is ready for the next step in his career - taking on the best heavyweights in the world in the Ultimate Fighting Championship® (UFC®) organization. UFC President Dana White announced the signing of Lesnar to a promotional contract during the pay-per-view broadcast of UFC 77 at the US Bank Arena. “I don’t think there are any other pro wrestlers that can make the transition to MMA, except for Brock Lesnar,” said White. “And if you look at his amateur wrestling credentials, his size, and what he’s done, this guy can end up being a force in the heavyweight division of the UFC.” “If you want to go with the NFL of the fighting game, it’s the UFC, and it was

2 Jokes I Found Funny
What do you get when you cross a donkey with an onion? A piece of ass that'll bring a tear to your eye. Why are blondes and tornados alike? At first there's a lot of sucking and blowing, then you lose your house.

He's Abusing You
He's Abusing You © By BlueWolf Roses are red, Violets are blue Why is your man abusing you Long stemmed flowers, And a card to match Sweet soothing words, For another sudden dispatch Elegant gifts He spent half his paycheck on It seems like one minute he cares And the next he's gone Loud vicious screaming You have done something else wrong Patronized force He has gotten so strong Wild punches Gashes of blood You hear nothing But each powerful thud He tells you he loves you As he cries on your shoulder He's sorry that he hurt you But its to late now your black and blue From each deranged attack Your latest pummel Was only a smack The next time will be worse His angers are too strong But he's already convinced you That with him is where you belong So you will stand here and take it Until death does you part Because you've been brought to believe He really loves you somewhere in his heart .....My friend he is abusing you......

The Beginnings Of Me:
THE BEGINNINGS OF ME: TODAYS DATE: October 21, 2007 MY NAME IS: Wayne AND I CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON: January 20, 1955 IN THE CITY/STATE OF: Abington, PA THE DOCTOR YELLED: its a boy AND MY FAMILY RESPONDED WITH: I don't know! MY FAMILY CONSISTED OF: Mom and Dad (I’m the oldest) THE CURRENT ME: NOW I RESIDE IN: Pennsylvania WITH: Me, myself and I MY HAIR IS NOW: short and brown AND MY EYES ARE: hazel IVE GOTTEN TALLER TOO; IM : 5'8 1/2 MY BODY IS BEST DESCRIBED AS: cuddly AS FAR AS TATTOOS GO: I would love to have one AND AS FOR PIERCINGS: nope MY BEST FEATURE IS: personality IVE INHERITED MOST OF MY LOOKS FROM: my mom .. AS FOR GLASSES/CONTACTS: l wear glasses l would be as blind as a bat without them AND MY SHOES ARE A SIZE: 11 1/2 IM MOST COMFORTABLE WEARING: jeans and t-shirt MY LIKES/DISLIKES: AS FAR AS SMOKING GOES: I ‘m quitting AND AS FOR DRINKING: Folger’s coffee, and Philadelphia water (yuck) AND WHEN IT COMES TO DRUGS:I take N

Silent
Silent Paws Silent paws trotting on a well beaten trail, alone in the wilderness, so young and so frail. Little yips go unanswered, the moon is now his guide, looking for ones just like him, or have all of them just died? He sniffs the dampened ground and senses man everywhere, the silence is deafening no howls in the air. Oh why did he venture so far from his den, while his pack fell silent at the hands of men? His stomach is growling but the hunger he’ll endure, his pack family is out there it’s their blood he smells for sure. He stops in his tracks and raises his head up high, the terror overwhelms him as he lets out another cry. But still there’s no answer he can’t understand why, he’ll follow their trail or he surely will die. For days now he’s traveled his spirit and body gone weak, he lies down in white clover no more energy left to speak. Soon the soul hovers over this tiny, frail pup, whose future now will be guarded as his soul tr

Profile Pics
call me crazy but i dont understand why some people fill their profiles full of pics and mark each folder "private" so no one can just view them without permission. Ive seen some profiles that have at least 10 folders and all marked private. Then ive seen some that have many folders and only a very few are marked private. I can see marking a few and asking for permission but every single folder that just seems nuts to me.

Screw It
ok imma just withdraw from my contest .. i dont need the fucking grief from it and its not even fuckin started ... i might even just delete my account on here fuck it man ... just too much drama and bs lately

Entangled
Hey there... please rate my blog and lemme a comment if you can... Entangled There are rooms in my mind The sun can’t seem to find Darkness battles the light. Things I could never tell Wish someone would cast a spell And just make everything alright. Entangled by thoughts so confusing To some they would be amusing Right now things seem so obscure. My brain won’t shut down Just keeps spinning around Making me feel so very unsure. Decisions are never easy for me Makes me pass up opportunity But I’m learning to cope. Afraid to breathe relaxation Each day full of anticipation And I never loose site of hope. Copyright 07 BEG

Do Not Add Me Just To Mum!!!
Well as you all know the price of mums went up to 5K I enjoy rating & commenting...however what is pissing me off at the moment are people asking to be friends just to add to their friend list because that only costs $100(i think...anyway it's allot cheaper)I happen to value friendship & would do most anything for my friends(i have made some awesome friends on here!)So if you want to be friends for only that reason...FORGET IT!! I know this is a site only for fun,but i am irritated & just need a moment to vent...that you for listening & have a great week!!

The Woman In The Car
The rain beat against her windshield as she just got out of work and got in her car ,It was only 11:30, but by this time all the malls were closed and as it was the middle of the week, people didn't have a reason to be out, so she practically had the roads to herself. And how she loved it; normally she would drive fast, just wanting to get home as fast as possible, but tonight? Nah, tonight was beautiful, it was simply beautiful, the rain pounding against the roof of her car, demanding entrance, which caused her to smile secretly. Trying to force penetration; yes, that's the word that ran over and over in her mind, penetration. Her fingers tightened their grip over the steering wheel as she shifted her hips, painfully teasing herself. Ah, erotic. That's what it was, sinfully erotic and there was nothing she could do about, except allow herself to be swept away, give into the most basic human instinct. Allow her mind to be drowned out in pleasure, his soft, alluring voice filling her e

My Recurring Urge.....
I keep having a recurring desire to get decked out in camouflage and lurk around on rooftops with a paintball gun, maybe a sniper-style. LOL So that's all fine and dandy that I have the urge to do this, but once I get to that point, then what??? LOL

Do The Monster Mash
Howdy people!! Just wanted to let you know that i am about to post my pics from a halloween party I was at the other night. Super-awesome party as usual. There was an outdoor scavanger hunt that is spread out over 40 acres of land. There was a maze in the cornfrield and everything!!! It was awesome and probably the most fun I have had in a long time. For those of you that are good friends or regular visitors...you might know that it was my exboyfriends sister's party. I was nagged to come by both of his sisters and his mom so...I came despite the recent breakup. Besides...we agreed to be friends. So...when you see him in the pics...no...we did NOT get back together. While I still wish we would...I won't push it! Have fun looking at them. Some of them are a riot.

The Never Ending Nightmare
I don't know why but tonight I'm feeling pretty down. I was talking to Michelle tonight, and I just really felt like being a bitch. Why? Because if it werent for me, her and jeff wouldnt even have *met* and he tells me that i'm his best friend all the time, and yet i havent heard from him in over a week All he talked about was visiting me, and yet I never saw him. And as of late, It just feels like he's got better things to do. I'm happy that they're happy together, but I guess them being together comes at a price, and I have to sacrafice my friendships with them, so that they can have their lives together. Or at least thats just the way it seems tonight. I'm tired of living my life for everyone else. I bust my ass to make sure everyone around me is happy, and I get jack shit in return. Aaron is trying his hardest, and I'm fully aware of that, but then again so am I. I've been *trying* to get a job. Going to interviews. Getting applications. Doing ONLINE applications. You name it, I

Quiz
You Are an Alien You're so strange, people occasionally wonder if you're from another world. You don't try to be different, but you see most things from a very unique, very offbeat perspective. Brilliant to the point of genius, you definitely have some advanced intelligence going on. No matter what circles you travel in, you always feel like a stranger. And it's a feeling you've learned to like. Your greatest power: Your superhuman brain Your greatest weakness: Your lack of empathy - you just don't get humans You play well with: Zombies What Kind of Monster Are You?

It Sux
SLEEP 10/20/07 I won't fight for you I'm tired of fighting Fighting for me Fighting for them they never asked to be here they never asked to live or breathe I have no more fight to give I have no more love to give it's gone, it's over I just want to sleep I hate you because you want her I hate me because I still want you I hate her because she has you and doesn't want you I hate them because they don't care I hate all and it doesn't matter You said nothing matters anymore My feelings don't matter my heart doesn't matter my love is nothing, just wasted emotion I dreamed of soulmates I dreamed of beach houses I dreamed of ponds and parking lots, Malls and parks and football games I dreamed of 13 being nothing Just a number, no more, no less I dreamed of nothing becoming something Nothing being something beautiful you said you are falling but you won't let me catch you you won't let me in and you won't let me near once you did, but no more don't you see

On A Cloudy Day This Is How I Feel
One last breath I sometimes crave. This body of mine is tired and sore. But my mind endures, it longs for more. My heart yearns for its partner in crime. The kind of love to last thru time. While my body is weak, I still fight to live. This life has to hold more for me, cause more and more I give. In to the idea of letting it all go. Come let me lay my frail head into your lap, come show me that love can truly heal the soul.

Fuckers
Today sucks monkey nuts.... no particular reason why, it just does. Perhaps it has been my attitude, though, because everyone I have dealt with today in person is/has been an asshole. All, with the exception of my good friend VG. Anyways, I'm feeling kinda crappy this evening but am thankful and glad that she's keeping me company right now. What a good friend.

A Yellow Rose
A yellow rose symbolizes friendship I thank you dear friend for showing you care being in a rut, thought I wouldn't get out then you came along and made me smile 1 yellow rose, that's all it took to make me smile, to brighten the darkness it lingers above shedding some light I don't fear anymore, for the yellow rose is lighting my way back.

Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.8
Mozilla Firefox - faster, more secure, easier to use and sporting a new look, this latest Firefox release sets a new standard for web browser innovation. Mozilla Firefox project (formerly Firebird, which was formerly Phoenix) is a redesign of Mozilla's browser component, written using the XUL user interface language and designed to be cross-platform. It is small, fast and easy to use, and offers many advantages over other web browsers, such as the tabbed browsing and the ability to block pop-up windows.

These Five Months
These Five Months im pulling the trigger again these five months have come those five months have fled they scream their stifled whail in my ear the calm settles in though i can't quite breathe and im sick once more and im free once more but those chains were my comfort i let them be placed there by you now id offer my wrists if you'd just take me back as yours last selfless wish for you to be free from what im eternally bound entwined with you don't need the plague in me the hate in me no you dont need me at all

Thoughts Of A Biker
Thoughts of a Biker By: BlueWolf © God, yes, I'm a biker. Yes, your know what its like, You feel the vibrations, hear the sounds; You shift into gear and move away with easy, balanced, grace, Up hills, down hills, and long stretches of hi-way; God, yes, I'm a biker. You feel the wind, smell the earth, discover life, Twisting and turning, or running straight and true; You may chase a golden eagle, high in the bright, sunlit sky, Or seek a star at midnight, on the moon-lit horizon; God, yes, I'm a biker. You know freedom such as no other, You seek adventure, you seed solitude, you seek friendship, You are a friend to all and all, a friend to you; You are a nomad, exploring life, seeking your way, Without charts or directions to guide your way; God, yes, I'm a biker. Your know the feeling, seeing, smelling the early morning foggy air, As it gently caresses your face, and greets you on your way; You wave at others, as you pass by while they wave back, Wishing they w

While On Vacation!
A family was on holiday in Australia for a week and a half when a husband, wife and their 15 year-old son decided to go scuba diving. The husband had been in the Navy and had some scuba experience. The son wanted a picture of his mum and dad in all their gear so he got the underwater camera on the go. When it came to taking the picture the dad realized that the son looked like he was panicking as he took it and gave the 'OK' hand sign to see if he was alright. The son took the picture and swam to the surface and back to the boat as quick as he could so the mum and dad followed to see if he was OK. When they got back to him he was scrambling onto the boat and absolutely scared to death. When the parents asked why, he said 'there was a shark behind you' and the dad thought he was joking but the skipper of the boat said it was true and that they wouldn't believe him if he told them what it was. As soon as they got back to the hotel they put the pic onto the

Stupid People!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
->mike: Darlin if u have to ask like that you have not the class or the tongue to do it right! ->mike: lords this must be why y are single eh?? mike: can i eat you out ->mike: whatever why are you being so silly?? mike: i will block you mike: you can block me ->mike: whatever good bye then mike: ok later ->mike: chicken he cant see what I am doin mike: 35ave bell mike: ok later ->mike: where are you?? me 67th ave and osborn This is just a part of the dumbest conversation Ever!!!!

Please Read
ok i joined thomas contest since i had no chance in the other one .. too many friends were in the same contest with me ... but im excited bout tryin to win a happy hour .. i know a few of u i can count on and im askin pretty please for the rest of u to help me out :D u must fan and add thomas to be able to comment and no scripts or cherry blasters allowed »†HøĦå§«@ fubar this contest start the 25th till nov 1st

New Job!!
I now have a second job. Michelle hooked me up and get me a job at Adam & Eve. I am so geeked. For those who don't know, Adam & Eve is an adult store. It's the perfect job for me. I start on Tuesday and I can't wait.

The Cry
The Cry He stands alone at the top of the hill And sings his mournful cry, His mate and cubs are missing He's not certain why. He had been out hunting Was gone for only a day, And hurried back with empty jaws So scarce now was their prey. He wasn't gone long Eager to get home, But the den was cold and empty And he sensed something was wrong. The smell of man was everywhere With footprints in the dirt, And blood shed from his family He knew they had been hurt. He sat and waited day by day With hopes they would return, There wasn't much he could do Except quietly sit and yearn. Why would man come all this way To hunt and shoot them down, To interrupt their quiet lives When no harm had been done? Their territory plainly marked And not once did they stray, For they would rather starve to death Than to get in man's way. The smell of chickens, cows and sheep Were so tempting at times, But instincts warned not to hunt them Or they would lose their

Deleting This
Hey just wanted to let everybody know that I am not going to be on this account anymore I am starting a lot of things new in my life & this is just 1 of them...If u want to know how else to contact me on here or any other sites let me know if u don't know already :) Thanks everyone!!!

Oh Wow! What A Weekend!
If I had to sum up this past weekend in one word, it would have to be 'insane'. As much as I don't look forward to the end of weekends, this has to be one of the few times I will make an exception. Friday, I had the doctor in the morning. We reviewed what we were gonna do next and we set a date to start the next wave of chemotherapy: November 9th. He then said my blood cell levels (both white and red) were too low. He decided on giving me Neulasta that day and Procrit I will get later in the upcoming week. So from now until November 9th should be quite the trip! (Ugh!) I ended up taking a long nap after that, and with good reason. I was doing an intervention on my brother. His girlfriend told me he is drinking again and he is getting worse, so she and I, as well as a handful of others he knows, went to talk to him. I haven't had a physical showdown with my brother in years, but we almost had one that night. He went to leave and I stood in front of the door. He put his

Why Do I Care?
Five minutes of your time Is all I'm asking for Something that says u care I make a daily effort I know its not ur fault Long hours and deployment On the horizon Keep you from me I care enough to wait And be there when u can Baby I miss you More than you know Why do I care? Because we want this to work And I have seen a rare side Baby I miss you

Any
Have you ever been in a relationship that was fine. Then one day it all changes and now your left uncomfortable? You act the same but its just different? Almost like the feeling your just wasting time till one of you finds someone else and makes the break. Strange how it seems to short and not you beening the one that wants it to end. So you try and try not to bring it to a end. However when your left in this situation the only thought that comes to mind is somethings are hard when they are the smartest move. I'm sitting here now with a song in my head. Nope it isn't a happy one. Garth Brooks "Whats She Doing Now". The wind brings you certain things in your life. Direction comes and goes like waves on the shore. Constainly splashing till one gets you wet, or in this instance. "Last time i saw her in was turning colder." Its October....moods are quite fiting with the line also.

Secret #2
Well, it's that time..gotta give up the ghost.. Secret number 2... I am a recovering addict. I am addicted to opiates. I started taking painkillers after a serious car accident and one thing lead to another. I tried to quit several times on my own to no avail. Four years ago I decided to quit with the help of methadone. THAT STUFF IS BULLSHIT! I became addicted to that stuff... finally, on July 4th I chose to quit COLD TURKEY! That was the WORST 6 weeks of my life! I still have bad days when I wanna give in to the cravings but I find ways to devert my attention. Ive taken up skateboarding again. SOmething I had not done since I was 19. Im actually pretty good!! =0)p... On that note, today is my birthday!! HAppy 28th to me!!! ~mj

Metrosexuality
Metrosexual From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia • Interested in contributing to Wikipedia? •Jump to: navigation, search It has been suggested that Übersexual be merged into this article or section. (Discuss) Metrosexual is a neologism generally applied to heterosexual men with a strong concern for their appearance, and who display many of the lifestyle tendencies of stereotypical gay men. According to the Oxford English Dictionary, the etymology and definition of the word are: [< metro- (in METROPOLITAN a.) + SEXUAL a., punningly after HETEROSEXUAL a. and n.] n. A man (esp. a heterosexual man) whose lifestyle, spending habits and concern for personal appearance are likened to those considered typical of a fashionable, urban, homosexual man. Debate surrounds the term's use as a theoretical signifier of gender deconstruction and its associations with consumerism. Contents [hide] 1 Evolution of the word 2 Other terms 3 Narcissism 4 Changing masculinity

My First
The sky was dark The moon was high All alone just she and I Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow.....

To All Military Wifes/girlfriends/fiances
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. *This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty b

The Hacker House
Ok so the hacker house last night was pretty good. I usually do not get scared by haunted houses well I can't remember what the guy did but I was in the back of the group and just the way he looked at me scared me to death! I started yelling OMGOD and were like trying push the people in front of me to get out of there lol! besides that one time I wasn't really to scared it took us a little while to get out of the maze at the end! I have to work at a haunted woods thing this weekend for school so it should be cool! much love !its brandi!

My Mom
My 73yr old mom broke her hip today.. I am prolly not going to be on that much this week, and maybe even next. :( She is supposed to be getting surgury either tomorrow or tuesday. I will keep you all posted. What a week here.. :(

Friend
Cheyenne My best friend is truly misunderstood She comes from nature like the earth and wood. All the misconceptions about her, she must defend They can't see, she has the gentleness of the wind. My friend is mischevious; that's not just a rumor But it's only her way of showing a sense of humor. She has love and respect for the human race Which never seems to be returned; what a disgrace. My friend has a heart full of loyalty and love Her grace and beauty were gifts from above. She loves to frolic and run just for fun Otherwise it's shade she seeks, to be out of the sun. There are times you may not see her standing there But, of your presence, you can bet she is aware. When I look into her eyes, I see age old intelligence When others see her, in fear they wince. I love to watch my friend as she runs so free Because my friend is a beautiful grey wolf, you see.

The Booger Bandit
Ok so Monday I was sitting in the cafeteria at my beloved Cermuntiti Cerlloge ( Community college for the slow people) where I am a student. For those of you that don't know of Edison, the Cafeteria is where me and my classmates from English class meet up and before English in the morning for those of us that don't procrastinate until the last minute to get outta bed, and after class just to grab a bite to eat and shoot the shit and so on and so forth. Well Monday Im sitting in the cafeteria after thomas, Christy, Maria, Kevin, Mary,Marissa, and Kory go off to their class and Im minding my own business looking in my pottery barn catalog when all of a sudden..I hear this ... gurgling noise.... this guy that is sitting where our group usually sits where the big couch the futon and two cushy chairs are hocks it up.. I'm serious it was a phlegm hock that came from his chest up his throat and out of his nose and mouth..I looked over with a look on my face like what the fuck is his problem

Alone
Amber Eyes With amber eyes he watches. Over his pack, his family. Strong together as they hunt for survival. With angry eyes he sees. Fences across land, men with guns, and a thrill. He only kills to survive. With sad eyes he looks. At sharp traps, the soft furs of his pups. They didn't run to survive. So he asks, why did he survive?

I'm Tired Of The Fakes
I posted this on my "About Me" area. What can I say about myself? Well I am 39 years old, seperated and the father of 2 great guys ages 12 and 15. Basically I'm just your average guy. I am just tired of a lot of the players and liars and such you see on here. I read rate/fan/add me, lets be friends. But when you do, you never hear anything from them. I thought being a friend was chatting and such. I haven't seen that yet. I am wantimg to make new friends and maybe, even eventually find something more. I'm not looking for camming or cyber sex or such. Your NSFW pics are great, but there is more to life than just that. If you want to be a friend, then be a friend, act like one. If not, then just go on. I've been seperated for 3 years, I miss a lot of things. I miss chatting and talking with a woman, I miss the feeling of holding and being held by someone. I doubt if I can feel it out here, but if you are real, you can still at least chat. Anyways, enough rambling, if you want to b

Poem
The Lonely Loner Chased from the world I once shared with man Now I must seek asylum wherever I can Blamed for so many things I've never done They point and say "there, he's the one". Once like the buffalo my numbers were great But now for some company I constantly wait My sleep is filled with dreams of days gone by and each morning I awake with a tear in my eye. They call me a predator, they don't understand I'm simply a hunter with no gun in hand I desire no trophy to hang on my wall But just a full belly when night starts to fall. Envious of my dog cousins and his master's love And howling with loneliness to the Heaven's above Though I long for a touch or a pat on the head By nature's decision I'll have freedom instead. Married for life to such a beautiful mate Until last winter when a bullet decided her fate The pups are all grown and gone from the den And I'm too old and stubborn to start over again. Now I'm truly a loner the legend is tru

Missing Pauly
This is old i wrote this back in january But I'm saying I miss my Pauly. My Sexy Umpire Why the fuck did it snow today? Why am I listening to Hall & Oates? because your kiss your kiss is on my list ...one of the best things in life.. Why... am I out of Pop. And why am I jamming to this song. Why is this making absolutly no fucking sense whatsoever that the kids have a 2 hour delay tomorrow morning because of snow when the roads arent even that bad? And why the hell is my math class full of peoples. I don't like Big Classes I miss my pauly. I made grilled cheese and tomato soup for supper. with velveeta. Now I have to poop. Why is my Uteri in agony. I don't plan on reproducing anymore so why do I even have one I should sell it on ebay This shelf on my back aka my ass is going up for bid as well. i'm going on a diet. yogurt and fried chicken i'm kidding I don't "fry" anything but I've been killing the popcorn

Who Likes Me?
Who Likes ME? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repo

Darkness
It's different now, it's not the same no parties, no clubs, nothing to see you call it home, but tomorrow it won't be the home you once knew is lost forever everything's gone, not a thing left to save starting over, but not in your head happiness is long forgotten, he took that too darkness surrounds you, the sun can't be found it will return, you keep telling yourself in the meantime, you sit in darkness, praying, hoping, waiting.

A Talk With Granny.... Good Lord Lol
I was talking to my granny today.. She told me her neighbor was moving and decided to move some of their stuff out at 230am and it wok her up. The walls in the duplex are thin and if you stand next to the laundry chute you can hear the neighbors arguing about whatever as if you were standing in the same room. Well she goes on to tell me that the daughter in that family is a bit Promiscuous and some nights she can "hear her" moaning and yelling and then the next nite you can hear the boyfriend moaning and yelling.. Ok The last thing I wanted to hear out of my sweet lil granny's mouth is the word moan for one thing. She goes on to say that the girl has kinky sex. OK OK I so didn't expect to hear the word kinky come out of her mouth omigawd. So we continue to talk and something comes up about the sex stuff you see on the tv (she said it in those exact words) I'm on the other end of the phone like Granny just made a reference to porn. OMG, what does this mean? I Told her you never had sex

What's In A Cyber-name?
I'm really curious to know where my new cyberpals picked up the user names they've adopted, so I'll spill where I got mine and maybe you'll comment with your story? ChewToy4Max: I was taking care of my Dad in his last couple of years on earth and when I arrived back in Texas, I found that he'd adopted an adorable mixed breed puppy/crocodile named Maxine. Dad was already in the hospital and had been too ill to properly train Max. My brother/best friend Dave and I found Max living in relative squalor, thanks to the half-assed efforts of a neighbor who was supposed to be taking care of her. So, between us (mostly Dave, an experienced breeder/trainer) we got her relatively well-trained in just a few weeks. Since I was there most of the time, Max pretty much adopted me as her chew toy. It got pretty comical when I'd mow Dad's lawn with Max on the loose; you see, she's part retriever, so every time I'd find a stick and toss it away ... there was Max, dutifully returning it. There a

What Is A Gyrl To Do
So tell me wise ones, wtf ? Listen i will tell you a story bout a gyrl who is 42 lookin like she is not even thirty yet, finds her self single and what is there to choose from omfg NOthing NOthing. Like not even any one to be a booty call, well one but we won't talk about him much too young ,, ohhh my but so tasty . So now what do i do invest in new toys and hope for the best ? So nanaimo dudes don't be scared i don't bite too hard . ask me out, don't be shy just freakin do it .... i am getting really impatient here ya know ? And i would hope that one man would get courageous and help me restore my faith in man.

Cradle Of Filth-nymphetamine
Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to thy razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, a vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl Wracked with your charm I am circled

If My Life Were A Movie..
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie Casey's LIFE SOUNDTRACK: Opening Credits: About A Girl Nirvana Waking Up: I Will Survive... - Cake First Day Of School: Don't Let Go- Weezer Falling In Love: Feels so Good- 311 Fight Song: Strangers- Rahemm Devaughn Breaking Up: I love you more today than yesterday Prom: Life: Bold As Love- Jimi Hendrix Mental Breakdown: Brand New Jones - Robin Thicke Driving: Tear- Red Hot Chilli Peppers Flashback: Blind Leading the Blind- Geto Boys Getting Back Together: Atom Heart Mother- Pink Floyd Wedding: Trouble Man- Marvin Gaye Birth of Child: Jean Genie- David bowie Final Battle: Nightrain- Guns N Roses Yea baby! Death Scene: 5446 That's My Nu

Just So Y'all Know...
Having a headache, while you're pregnant, BEFORE seeing your obst. so they can ok using Tylenol... SUCKS ASS. *whimpers* I really want someone to play with my hair right now, that would be more effective than the pills anyways. *whine whine bitch bitch moan moan* boys suck. no xoxo for you.

Yep
Dancing with the world, I call my own Stringing along my hopes and dreams Impatient anticipation Fulfilling my every move Wondering gaze of confusion Tailored needfulness Taking deep breaths of conspiracy Holding my own but running short. Timing my mental motivation Running Walking Crawling Shaun McLean

Wake Up
lapping up time as if it had no hold playing life being bold staging a place to hide your fears turning away to hide ones tears forever placing others above laughing away the feeling of love ripping at sanity from within your sky forever asking when and why playing with your train of thought a rampent mind tends to rot you've gone within and became confused ripping out emotion like a fuse Now place your head upon your hands and pretend you've dug it deep within the sand Shanu AJ McLean

Watch Out Ladies!
watch out for a guy that goes my chubby chaser! i chatted with him a little bit and now he thinks i'm his girlfriend and he won't leave me alone. i had to block him because he wouldn't stop leaving comments for guys to leave me alone because i'm his girl! he's scary and gross so be careful!

A Rambling
with daylight fading landscape changing we settle with what we got tickled by emotion Rampent with commotion we struggle with our train of thought we lick our wounds we pay our dues always trying to make someone happy but still we strive and continue to revive those who make us feel crappy Forget the day and continue to say ""It's me i should worry about"" cause if you don't live for something you will die for nothing one thing you should never doubt

Milestones...
In celebration of my divorce... I give you.. Milestones Dec 4,1997 Guy:You know I think youre cute wanna go out Girl: Are you serious youre like, white... sure whatever Dec 27,1997: Guy: I love you Girl I love you too Jan 1, 1998... Hump hump swim swim Sperm:" hey dude we're almost there.....swim swim Egg: whats all that noise? Sperm: Hey let me in there!! Egg: No you bacteria go away get the fuck outta here! Sperm: ....muuahahaha i gotcha bizznitch!! Jan 21,1998: Dr.: Youre Pregnant Girl: Sweet Guy: Cool Feb 4 1998 Nurse: Omg there's two in there Girl: Shit. Guy: Sweet May 2, 1998.... blah blah blah blah blah I do bla bla blah blah blah I do " kiss kiss kiss August 25, 1998: Girl: Get this thing outta me! Nov Girl: I HATE YOU Guy: I Hate you Too! Jan 1999: Girl I love you Guy I love you too.. Dec 29,2003 Dr: It's a girl!!!! Feb 2004 I hate you!!!!!!!! Feb 2006 Guy: Let's get divorced Girl Ok coo

He Only Knows
a forgotten place a deep dark space the walls bleed from within the tears they fall to see for all the aching has lost its control it began to heal it had started to feel there was almost some hope insight but a complication a morbid abrasion struck the man to his knees he had his goals watched it unfold and in the end it failed now he's stuck in the end with no room to bend his eyes are hung with sorrow Shaun McLean

Prayers For Many Tonight And Always >> Lord
We need you o Lord in our lives to show us truth light and the way home . To help keep us stay strong and help us to love, show love and forgive as You do us . May you help us in our hearts ,souls and minds to be free and, to want you totally with all we are, all we have in us . Oh Lord keep us close to thy bosom now , for the end be near and we all, need you always and forever . eternally > Amen!!!!!

Y=mx+b
I am math challenged and I hate the "idea of finding unknown values but adding subtracting and multiplying and dividing FUCKING LETTERS". I mean honestly if x hadn't wandered off y wouldn't have to find it. Stupid bastard ass x... always getting lost and shit. I just wanted to point that out to everything. If it's not 1+1=2 or 4/2=1 I want no part in it. gawwwdddd I need a drink RIGHT NOW! WHO'S GAME? Fucking math (shakes head)

Second Update On My Dad
Spent the entire weekend at the hospital with my dad... He is in terrible pain....and so far they have not been able to give him enough Morphine to make him comfortable. He is supposed to have more MRI's done so they can target the cancer and know where to use radiation in order to help with the pain but so far he is not able to do the tests. He is hurting too bad...I have been a nurse for almost 20 years and I have never seen anyone take this much Morphine without it knocking them on their ass. Not my dad, nope he is a hard head, he has had enough drugs to drop a buffalo in it's tracks, and he is still awake talking...making sense most of the time. but still hurting. As a nurse I have a very hard time with the fact that my dad is having to suffer and I can't do anything to fix it. Gotta say it really humbles you and shows you that as much as we like to think we are in charge...it isn't true. There is definitely a power much higher than us who has a plan for us. We may not unde

The Bus Stop Nazi..
This happened a couple weeks ago. Thought I'd snatch it from my myspace page so yall could read it.. Yea thats me Over there. It's 7:45 AM, I'm dressed 3 year old by my side and a cup of coffee in my hand escorting the twins to the bus stop. Everything is copastetic until BAM... this heathen of a kid decides to manhandle my daughter because while he was off running around she took his place in line.. So I yell KNOCK IT OFF! and what does he do... Pushes her again. Ok now I'm pissed because this is the same inbred kid that decided to pull, pinch and scratch my daughter on the bus last year. And because my daughter has been taught to "talk things out" we mildly reverted from that and she was instructed to punch him in the face the next time he put his hands on her. Well she must've forgot because the next thing I know Im hollering at this kid like he's in basic training or something. Well I knew what would come of this, so after the kids got on the bus I walked to this kids house (bec

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Sexy Lil Sharky Needs Your Help!!
My request is simple .. please stop by my page and sign one of my guestbooks ... if you feel like leaving a comment, that is fine too, but I have noticed many have not signed my book. Thanks and have a wonderful evening. hugzzzzzzz, Sharky

Possible Slogans For National Condom Week
01. Cover your stump . before you hump. 02. Before you attack . her wrap your whacker. 03. Don't be silly . protect your willy. 04. Don't be a loner . cover your boner. 05. When in doubt . shroud your spout. 06. You can't go wrong . if you shield your dong. 07. If you're not going to sack it . go home and whack it. 08. If you think she's spunky . cover your monkey. 09. It will be sweeter . if you wrap you're peter. 10. If you slip between her thighs . be sure to condomize. 11. She won't get sick . if you wrap your dick. 12. If you go into heat . pack your meat. 13. While you're undressing Venus . dress up your penis. 14. When you take off her pants & blouse . please suit up your trouser mouse. 15. Never deck her . with an unrapped pecker. 16. Espically in December . gift wrap your member. 17. Don't be a fool . vulcanize your tool. 18. The right selection . check your erection. 19. Wrap your dipstick in foil . before you check her oil. 20. A crank with armour . wi

Should I Go To Cali Or Not
My aunt has asked me to move down to California with her and her friends. I would not have to pay as many bills and could catch up the ones that I have. My roommate is not wanting to go because it is too hot and if he don't like it he don't know how he could come back. Any suggestions.

My Son's Guardian
MY SON'S GUARDIAN This story is lengthy but the details are necessary for you to understand what happened to me. I have only related what happened to a select few family members but after recently stumbling onto this website (thank goodness) and reading about other people's unexplained events, I've decided to share what happened to me with people who know the difference between what some would say is "imagination" or "dreams" and what is real. I didn't "imagine" any of what transpired. I am a sensible, logical and "down to earth" person...and I don't lie. It was late autumn, 1978, we (my husband and two- year old son-"Daniel") had been living in Colorado as my husband was stationed there in the Army. After much discussion about whether to stay in the army (and make it a career as his father had done) or try something else, I finally convinced him to take us back "home" to Maine-he had served four years. I am the eldest of six children and my entire family was back in Maine. I

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Fusista's Bombing & Leveling Crew
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Whats Up Friends And Folks
SDMF to my BLS brothers and sisters and hello to all me friends and folks on here sorry if i havent had time to chat with all of yall i be busy as heck with these crazy work hours well hope to hear from yall KEEP THE GEARS SPINNING AND THE BEAVERS GRINNING

Unearth-sanctity Of Brothers
A west side run through. One string away from taking the lead. We stalked the streets at night to live, to feel, to breathe. Bring back those days of gold where the torch was ours to bare. A troubled youth to some, to us our crown to wear. I see a time, a sanctity of brothers. We knew another world, A west side horror. A torch burned out before his own time. We close our eyes at night to hurt, to heal, to breathe. Bring us back to the day. Bring us back to our ages of innocence. Our times to live forever. Our worlds will meet again. Worlds.

Halo 3
mmhmm....after preordering...and standing in line for 3 hours...and finishing it on legendary... i would say i would totally do it all over again and even tack on another 3 hours in line! hahaha The Halo series is quite possibly my favorite of all shooter games. I'm glad that the storyline continued and for the most part I forgive them for how halo 2 ended lol the new weapons were awesome! and i discovered that i really really like chucking grenades ^_^;; it was just bad when you stuck a grenade on one of them and they actually RAN AT YOU. lol then it was all jumping back and shooting yelling 'get away!!' lol I also don't know why my friends and i didn't think of this earlier but for the multi player gaming we actually took turns setting up the weapon/regen rules for the stage lol one free for all would be nothing but rocket launchers and grenades the other one would be nothing but sniper rifles and canons sooo much fun and craziness ^_^; Unfortunately I have yet to master a

Just Thinking
Do you think its possible to feel something for someone that for all you kno may not exist? To meet someone you've never met in person and start to have some sort of feelings for them, and even if you did, would they be real and how could you trust your heart that it wouldnt set you up for failure, i met someone and when i first got on here was for the pure intentions of just meeting friends, but its strange because i found myself "needing" to hear his voice and "needing" to kno that he was ok, could i have been lieing to myself the whole time, or had i finally found a guy ive dreamed myself to be with, i dont kno its weird because i started falling for someone because he made me feel the way ive always wanted to feel and he excepted me for what i was and not who i claimed to be, he saw into me and i could open up to him and tell him everything and it was weird how he had that hold on me, but then tonight i find out he was speaking with someone an im glad i found out now while i could

Just Take A Moment
Give thou thine heart to the wild magic, To the Lord and the Lady of Nature, Beyond any consideration of this world. Do not covet large or small, Do not despise weakling or poor, Semblance of evil allow not near thee, Never give nor earn thou shame. The Ancient Harmonies are given thee, Understand them early and prove, Be one with the power of the elements, Put behind thee dishonour and lies. Be loyal to the Lord of the Wild Wood, Be true to the Lady of the Stars, Be true to thine own self besides, True to the magic of Nature above all else. Do not thou curse anyone, Lest thou threefold cursed shouldst be, And shouldst thou travel ocean and earth, Follow the very step of the ancient trackways.

Need Help Please? Does Anyone On My Page Even Read My Blogs? If Not Let Me Kno Not To Post Them! For It Takes Time!
We need help bad on this one. anyone whom helps will get a gift!!!! is that good enough to get some help from friends whom just sit on my damn page. Another friend that needs help!

Wicked Wisdom-bleed All Over Me
I love your pain And how it makes me feel inside I love your pain And how it opens you so wide And I love the way You bleed all over All over me And I love the way Your aching sits in My heart seat I crave your pain And how it soaks me in I crave your pain Cause I’m its only friend And I need the way You bleed all over All over me And I need the way You feed my hunger My hunger’s greed Can I hold your suffering Let me feel your suffering Can I touch your suffering And I love the way You bleed all over All over me And I need the way You bleed all over All over me I love the way You suffer I love the way You bleed Come bleed all over me

Venting!
ok so I know i usually write poems and sexy stories but I just so need to vent about what I am not sure everything and yet nothing at the same time. Basiclly I am just stuck in a rut very unlucky but lucky all at the same time. I know that makes no since but listen read pay attention and it will. I have two beautiful little boys have found the love of my life (I hope) and have to beautiful little girls added to my life couldnt ask much better except for us to become a family one day which we already consider ourselves one but at a distance and not a 24/7 one yet(big dreams) That is the lucky part of my life couldnt ask for anything better. Now the rest MY reality is my nightmare and my dreams I want so badly to finally become my reality which still isnt possible as of yet I finally found a babysitter but cant get a job on the right hours for her finally eligable for my intern ship for school which is paid and would be the right hours but cant find a company as of yet Th

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Nervous Priest
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spooky. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*! t out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock and wa

Cuddle Buddy
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Killswitch Engage- My Last Serenade
This revelation is the death of ignorance Tangled in a state of suffocation Slave to self righteousness Damnation is on your lips From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution, From sorrow to serenity, its on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself you can't run away It's your choice, point the finger But it's on your head Your destination is a choice within yourself Will you rise or become a slave To self righteousness Open up your heart and gaze within

You Know You Are From Clovis Nm If.......
you know your from Clovis NM if...... -You know where NorVaJac Studios is. -You remember when Leanne Rhymes was in town. -The fair is the most exciting thing to happen in your life. -You know that Marshall Junior High used to be the highschool. -You've heard that Marshall used to be a prison. -You know that Gattis is for gangsters and Yucca is for preps. -You know the location of all eight hundred elementary schools in town. -Most of your highschool buddies went to college at ENMU, UNM, NMSU, or Texas Tech. -Clovis Community College, halfway to your future. -You went to Blackwater Draw in fifth grade, but still don't know anything about the Clovis Man. -When someone talks about going to 'the lake', you know which one they're talking about. -You can make it to Lubbock or Amarillo in under an hour. -You take the back way to Albuquerque because there are no cops that way. -You go to Sonic to order an Orgasm. -You've spent at least one year of your life on Main Street. -

Ryan
"Lost and found / Missed Encounters" post for someone with whom I lost contact. Ryan - (Gainesville) Ryan, you and I used to get together for occasional trysts for almost a year. You were at UF, but from up North. I was/am older than you, lived in a condo about a mile from your apartment. We were together briefly, lost touch when I started dating someone seriously, then reconnected after my breakup for an even better time than the first go-round. You dated my friend for a while before you met me although we didn't realize that initially. We would watch a movie (Happy Gilmore had me in stitches!!!), have a drink (Cranberry juice for me), make out furiously on the couch (because we rarely made it to the end of the movie) and then to your bedroom for the Main Event on your satin sheets. You were so sweet, very affectionate, fantastic in bed....mostly because you were sensitive and kind-hearted. You were always so...."stimulating". ;) You loved my back scratches, I loved your

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Shoot For The Stars
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Static-x-dirthouse
My dirthouse Watch it happen form the box Mind wanders Dirty dirty word My dirthouse This is where it all comes down Look into my eye You feel my skin, it's dirt Drive me wild Remember when you blew my mind? Cut through me Living in the dirt These dogs are curled up in a little ball These dogs are freezing their asses off Go, go, go Pick up the pieces I wanna call this my home Go, go, go Pick up the pieces I've got some paint of my own Open the box See what's inside You make the call Sick of it all again Tear me down Pushing on my every nerve Scares me I hope I don't get burnt Look closer Look into my dirty mind Feeling sick inside My blood has turned to fucking dirt

Libra - Oct. 21st, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 21,2007 Life is fun for you right now and your positive energy should influence those around you as well. Someone close is trying to get you out into some new situation, which finally sounds like a good idea.

Closet Bbw Love
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A Few Old Chestnuts That Get Me Giggling
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HEY EVERYONE, I SUPPOSE I GOT YOUR ATTENTION IF UR HERE. I JUST WANTED ALL OF YOU TO KNOW I'M IN A GIVE AWAY WHICH REALLY WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME IF I GET WHAT I NEED. I NEED 18,000 COMMENTS. I'M LOOKING FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP ME OUT HERE.SO PLEASE COME BY AND HELP. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO MY GIVEAWAY. Fire My Words

Confessions
There’s something I have kept inside Keeping it deep down Now its becoming something I can hide It consumes my mind I thought for years I can live without love And I thought everything was alright But then slowly you entered my world Then I realize I have found What I have waiting for a long time Its you all along It been lonely in the land of fools That’s what I realized Not loving I have nothing to loose And so I thought But when I met you I was wrong I have been trying to come up with the right thing to say Been trying to tell you But when were together it all melts away Now every heart beat turns into heart ache Coz I cant express the love I have for you No this is not an invention of the heart I know that every girl needs love in return But only one is all I need and that is you I will be your shade from the sun When the night gets cold I will wrap My arms around you to keep

Yay
today has been a really good day dallas cowboys won their game (woOt), i talked to my husband today twice, and i found out i get financial aid for college i am so happy right now. cant really think of anything to complain about at least for the moment

Love
I can't help but feel guilt when i share these feelings i don't want our love to wilt can you prove to me that I'm not just dreaming... we started out as just friends you were with her i was with him but the more i got to know you the less i wanted to be with him the more i longed to be held by you those feelings i tried to push aside and i had decided that just being friends was alright the time then came not too long after my heart got broken and i couldn't find my laughter you were there beside me when he broke me down you stopped my tears and did all you could to not let me frown you said you loved me that you always had you said you would never hurt me you didn't want to see me so sad then you kissed me my heart skipped a beat or two the feelings that we had kept from each other we then both knew but i knew we could never have been because you were still with her and loved her more than me within that was the last time that I've se

Omg Thank You
OK THANKS FOR ALL THE LUV DURING MY HH. THE GIFTS,COMMENTS,RATES,ADD REQUESTS,FANZ, ETC.. WERE AWESOME !! AND 398 LEVELED SO CONGRATS 2 THEM. AND AGAIN BIG THANK YOU TO ORIGINAL FU-DADDY FOR LETTING ME JOIN CONTEST WHERE I WON HH.I WILL RETURN THE LUV JUST GIMMIE A FEW CUZ THERE WAS ALOT OF YOU THAT STOPPED BY.SO LOTS OF XOXOXOXOX FOR U ALL !!

Inspired
The Perfect Picture This journal is inspired by http://www.bequite.deviantart.com/ Everyone inspires me in different ways of course and a comment she left on http://david6of7.deviantart.com/art/The-Merry-Thoughts-PRINT-67759518 inspired me to write this journal entry - not to show off but hopefully inspire you as artists - no matter what level you are on. I have been taking pictures for over 15 years - I stopped counting because I suck at math but I do remember being published for images I took in Desert Shield and Desert Storm where I served aboard a warship. Over all this time and even now as I write I have no idea how the stroke of luck hit me and things fell into place for my becoming a photographer. I realized how lucky I was to have a decent camera that could record things as I wanted - being that it has been due to luck I worked super hard to study pictures, photography and shoot tons and tons of film all in the hopes of getting better not just shooting to sho

Gail Is Hosting A Halloween Contest
My good friend Gail is hosting a Halloween contest. The most comments takes home a 7 day blast. Any halloween costume photo will do , a new one or old one. I need at least 10 contestants to start the contest. Time is running out so message her if you are interested . Gail ~AMAZINGGRACE~ founder and proud member of SuNsHiNe AnGeLs@ fubar why dont ya get in on the fun this halloween ?

We Shall See
We shall see It is necessary that we shall also see That day which has been promised Which is written with God's ink We shall see When the mountains of cruelty and torture Will fly like pieces of cotton Under the feet of the governed This earth will quake And over the head of the ruler When lightening will thunder We shall see When from God's Mecca All the idols will be shattered Us people standing in the mosque Will be elevated to a higher platform All the crowns will be tossed All the thrones will be toppled Then only God's name will remain Who is both absent and present Who is both the observer and the view itself When the anthem of truth will be raised Who I am and you are as well And the people of God will reign Who I am and you are as well We shall see It is necessary that we shall also see We shall see

Tease In Youngsoldier917's Contest!!!
YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young soldier in Iraq!!! His entire contest album is here: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! TODAY’S PIMPOUT IS FOR TEASE COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please comment bomb and help support this young soldier in Iraq! Thank you very much! AngelinOK (D)(D)(D)

Nightswimming
Dark winds excite my skin, I am aroused and breathless, caressed Staring into dark water below, Bare feet clutched to the shore You smile at me naughtily, “Water’s fine,” and I hesitate Knowing that in those chilly depths, There’s no place for this swimsuit My fingers shake under my top, Struggling pulling it over my head, Noticing your breath catch even from here And you quickly fight to regain your cool I pull my bottoms down to my ankles Step over the bottoms, and toss them behind me, I think about you, naked, wet, waiting Jumping is almost too much for me

I Really Dont Know...
well, i have this feeling that someone i've recently talked to isnt telling me the whole story and i dont know how to comfront them about it. i trust this person but it's just been really weird since the last time we talked..but moving on from that. my sister went back to her abusive boyfriend and i try to play " i dont care" off but deep inside i'm worried. they've got two littl girls and she is pregnant again. i'm so afaird that he is going to seriously hurt her and the kids. I've done everything i can think of to help her out short of going to california and dragging her and the kids back here. But i've never met the guy and i dont know what he is like besides from what a few of our family members have told me. i just dont know what to do.moving on from that...there is so much on my mind and getting my shit together is harder and taking alot longer then i thought it would. i'm wearing myself out thinking about everything and i dont know how to slow down and worry about just one thin

Making Strides In Indianapolis
Saturday, October 20, 2007, was a great day for me. I was fortunate enough to get to participate in the 10th Annual "Making Strides Against Breast Cancer" walk in Indianapolis. It was a wonderful thing to see all the supporters out there. My friend Brenes Dillon-McCoy passed away in November 2006 after a long fight with this dicease. She left behind a beautiful 7 year old daughter and a loving family. She will always be in my heart and my memories.

Oops! I Forgot Your Name!
And everything else about you... So I'm online and I have my yahoo messenger open. My list is pretty short, consisting of only 10 or 11 people now. About 4 years ago, my list probably had over 60 people on it. I've slimmed it down a little, and am quite happy with the few people I have on there. One thing I am going to complain about, is when people IM me and get upset when I can't remember who they are. "We chatted about 2 years ago! I'm the guy who lived in that one city and worked at that one job! Remember me now?" When I say no, some of them act like I've insulted them. Well I'm sorry if I've hurt your internet feelings. On another note...this really has nothing to do with what I was talking about before, but I'm going to say it anyway. People ask where I'm from and I tell them, Madison Wisconsin. Then they proceed to say, "Oh yeah, I drove through Wisconsin once!" What am I supposed to say to that?? "OH YEAH! I remember you! You're a great driver! Love how you

Musica Nocturna Playlist 10/21/07
PUSCIFER - Rev 22:20 EGO LIKENESS - Severine PHANTOM DIVISION - I Die TYPE O NEGATIVE - Wolf Moon CLAN OF XYMOX - I Want You Now FIELDS OF THE NEPHILIM - Preacher Man VNV NATION - Genesis EVIL'S TOY - Transparent Frequencies MINDLESS FAITH - Down Here IKON - Subversion III ROSETTA STONE - Subterfuge XANDRIA - The Lioness NEW ORDER - Thieves Like Us (7") THE CREATURES - Exterminating Angel THE LORDS OF THE NEW CHURCH - Open Your Eyes AND ONE - Krieger (No Future Popmischung by Olaf Wollschlaeger) I:SCINTILLA - Havestar ANGELS ON ACID - Shadow Dance WYNARDTAGE - Feel My Silent ZOMBIE GIRL - Go Zombie NACHTMAHR - Deus Ex Machina INKUBUS SUKKUBUS - All Hallow's Eve THE CULT - Rain RED LORRY, YELLOW LORRY - Hand on Heart THE CULT - Rain THE BOLSHOI - Away NOSFERATU - Farewell My Little Earth SERAPHIM SHOCK - After Dark VELVET ACID CHRIST - Blood VOLTAIRE - The Vampire Club A great show, as always...thanks for tuning in and joining us in the chatroom! As a

3 More Ghost Stories
Ghost Bite The scariest ghost story in my life happened when I was nine. As are most little kids, I was afraid of the dark. My little bee night light glowed through the my dark cloaked room. I tried to imagine a nice bright sunny beach, no use. As I pulled the covers up over my head, I heard a soft padding in my room. Like that of a small puppy. I tried to convince myself to just forget and fall asleep. The padding continued. It seemed to be getting closer to my bed. And it actually was. I peeked over the top of my covers and whimpered. There on my bed was a dent. It looked as if something was sitting on the side of it. And something was. All of a sudden in the place of the dent in my bed growled. I thought, "A ghost of a dog has come to kill me. It's mad!" But I had never harmed an animal in my life! I just didn't move, and breathed quietly, trying not to anger the thing. But it was no use. A rush of wind just came at me and I felt pain on the left side of my face. Then everything

My Brother Pooped! Ha Ha!
to all 232 people who read my friend's fubar - my brother pooped! And the answer was: ::: drum roll please ::: CASTOR OIL! I found a bottle in my medicine cabinet. Gave him 4 tablespoons. 2 hours later - it was TIME! He left the dart game in our barn and said "Success!" and went up to the house. Nobody thought of that - although everybody had FANTASTIC ADVICE (I think!!) - but it's what we had at hand, and it worked. The answer is had.

What Do You Think
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10 Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon ! saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq . 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq . 17. The Wise men wer

Corpsman Awarded The Silver Star
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel and Michael & Susan Date: Oct 21, 2007 6:15 PM Corpsman Awarded the Silver StarNavy News | October 19, 2007Newport, R.I. -- A ceremony is scheduled to take place at 2:00 p.m., Oct. 22, in the House of Representatives Chambers of the Rhode Island State house to officially award the Silver Star Medal to Hospital Corpsman 3rd Class Joshua T. Chiarini for gallantry in action.As a hospital corpsman assigned to 1st Platoon, Battery G, Battalion Landing Team ½, 22d Marine Expeditionary Unit (MEU), Special Operations Capable (SOC), 2nd Marine Division, 88 Marine Expeditionary Force (forward), Chiarini was recognized for his conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity in action against the enemy in Al Anbar Province, Iraq on Feb. 10, 2006. Chiarini has had three deployments to Iraq. Chiarini, currently assigned to Naval Health Clinic New England – Newport, was born and raised in Coventry, R.I. He graduated fro

Bed Sheets
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied:

Just Thinkng
Hey every one reading my blogs and poems mail me and let me know what you think there are more where theses came from I justed posted a few to get a feel out there in the Fubar Cyber world Thankx forch ecking them out cant wait to hear back

Story Done Jamie
Jamie... I finished your story and attached it to an email right back to your email address. I hope you like it. It was very long!!!!!! Wow... you left me breathless and nearly unconscious in this story... you are an animal. I loved writing it. I look forward to hearing back from you and tell me what you think of it.

Hospital
will this my first ever blog so i hope i do ok im in the hospital for the 6th time this year and im tired being in here my body hurts so much from this surgery they cut me open and did a rectum removel ill spend at least 2 weeks more in here and ill spend my bday in here as well

My Weekend
So far this weekend I have cooked, cooked, cleaned, cooked, and cleaned again. And then I finger painted with the girls outside. It was fun. Other than that, I have not done anything else. Been a pretty boring weekend. I need to do some laundry tomorrow.. thats about it... lol Nothing too exciting... huh? Well, Tash is going to be a Zombie for halloween, Lexi is going to be a ballerina. I'm still not sure what I'm going to be. I may not be anything, I just go as a mommy... not sure if I'll wind up going to any halloween parties or not. Kinda depends how everything goes between now and then i guess.... Anyways~ Just wanted to stop in and say hi to everyone... i wont be online much tonight or tomorrow... so feel free to IM me, or text me. Much love to you all

Downrater!!! Amanda (no Fan/rate=no Add) Downrater!
Be careful of this person: Amanda (No Fan/Rate=No Add), I went on her profile and rated/fanned and sent a friend request. Sent her a nice thank you, rated a few of her pics '10's, then she comes BACK on my profile, RE-rates me a '1' then blocks me!!! She is an irish down rater, be warned.

Un Named
Another day ahs come and gone another voice sings the same old song board asc an me alone in my misery but through all of this I shead not a tear for in the world of the forsaken, you never show fear I will never show anger or pain erased, but never turly gone like a blood stain but theres a shimmer ofhope I pray is true there is something between me and you

House Searching
yay think we found a house today the other one i posted the mumm on was allready taken this one is 3 bedroom two story sits on about half a acre land for 650 a month just outside clarksville tennessee we went and saw it today OMG talk about gorgeous gonna call in the morning yay hope all goes well with the rest this is a steal!

Need Prayers!
hey this is an emergency. my momma went into the hospital this past sunday. she found out that she has to have part of her colon removed. she stayed 3 days. And they fed her antibiotics. Now she has to wait 4~ 6 wks for the meds to run through and then, she has her surgery. So once again, please pray for her. Thanks guys! Much love!

I'm A Dj!!!
I am now a DJ for a wbsite site called Provocative Radio!!! WTF, who would have thought? me a DJ...lol, anyways, I'm on air Wed and Sat nights from 7pm-9pm. The other DJs are awesome and have took me under their wing so check out DJ Blazin, DJ Sticky and DJ Plato. There is a schedule on the site to say who is on air when, we are also looking for other DJ's as well:D So come check us out@ http://www.provocativeradio.com/_sgg/f10000.htm Thanks and hope you can tune in for some great tunes!!! DJ Midnight

Thought For The Day & Days Adhead
I sit back and remience about the week and how quickly it has went by and I know my days off will even go faster! But the most important thing we all tend to forget is we are to cherish every moment of life we have and the people who is in our lives and comes into our lives no matter what we are still to cherish, even the enemies (lol) even though it hard too, it is just a learning process to make us stronger.

Day Dreams
Why do I worry,why do I care when i open my eyes , he's still not there I dont want to lose him ,why cant he see In his arms is where I long to be But Im confused and sometimes lost if I wait to long my heart will pay the cost Do I ris kmy heart,and jump right in? or lock up my feelings and keep them within? I lay awake in my bed at night wishing he was there to hold me tight I sit in the darkness and cry Every time we say goobye I want to be with him I truely do And whisper in his ear I love you

Poetry
FEAR Can't Locate Reason, Deny its treason, Answer for pain, Fire and Rain, Conceal my heart, My mind apart, Say the thought, Bullet I bought, Knowing its power, My darkest hour, Open to advice, The feelings concise, Hiding my true, Bleeding for you, Loathing in emotions, Dark Cold Oceans, Lurking my soul, Feeling the Whole. Brandon copyrighted LONELINESS BREAKS THE FALL I've only the company of solitude to guide me, The reality of an unwanted life I choose not to see. My mind escapes beyond my youth, A soul dying to find a different truth. Apathetic glances towards my yesterday, Choking on the words I can never say. My lifes one big lie after all. At least the Loneliness will break my fall. Brandon copyrighted ONE MORE NIGHT I scream out your name late at night. Wanting you here to hold me tight, I just lay there alone and cry, then when all my tears are d

Love
A happy life, and hopefull dreams but nothings ever what it seams Love hurts thats lessons well learned I have played with fire and I have been burned with your love nothing can comepare with you forever my heart I will share life is my candle, your love is my flame I give you my heart, for you to tame you give me strenght to do what I will and all ofyou dreams I hope to full fill in this world not all things are true the one truth I know is that I love you

Too Much
just a touch makes me shiver your words make me weak, i cant breathe why did you never tell me these words that now flow so freely from your mouth that sweet mouth i wish to taste again begging me to let you touch me feel you deep inside me craving you more than i ever thought i could those times we shared making me scream in ecstasy your fingers explore my body your tongue reaching places i never thought possible telling me your deepest fantasy making me wet with anticipation your eyes showing me your enjoyment as i please you take me there again one more time to heaven again as you make me cum over and over again I'm not sure if I can surrender so soon! Bring me down, toss me around, seductively, productively, you know you want, and so you taunt, I don't know if I can even go on! You're just too much...

Poetry
WINTER PAIN I am comfortable in the silence of winter As the world sleeps beneath a blanket of white This is where I belong. Not hot not cold but both existing together The wind at my back The sun on my face This is where I belong. I am reminded of you as I stand in this place And I miss you in this moment This is where I belong. The memories of that day replaying in my mind A tear tries to fall stopped only by the pain This is where I belong. It hurts too bad to find release It is silent and it is winter and it is pain This is where I belong. Brandon

Hi
im 26 live in springhill florida ihave 2 kids im in college at Rasmussen college to get my CMA and i love life and want to live it to the fullest im outgoing sincere and a loving person um yeah well i guess thats me ina nut shell

Un Named
Longer days and longer nights DO not make my mornings bright clouds of darkness hang over my head sometimesI feel as if Im Dead I try to sleep ,but all i do is cry WHY oh Why did he have to Die Hehas been gones a very long time But late at night I wishhe still wasmine But many days and nights have come and gone and Im learning to move on

Re: Rip Paul Raven...ministry Bassist :(
RE: RIP Paul Raven...Ministry Bassist :( ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: KisaMogwai Date: 21 Oct 2007, 17:46 thanx for posting DJ DETONATOR (f.k.a. Thermal Detonator)Date: Oct 21, 2007 8:07 PMSaturday, October 20, 2007 - The 13th Planet family is saddened to confirm the devastating news of the sudden and unexpected death of Ministry's bassist, Paul Raven. Raven was working with French recording artists Treponem Pal on their new collaboration with Ted Parsons (ex-Prong/ex-Killing Joke/Jesu) and members of The Young Gods in a small village on the French/Swiss border. Initial reports indicate Raven's passing was the result of a heart attack.Our thoughts and prayers go out to Raven's family and friends around the world. His love of life, artistic creations and joyful laughter touched and moved all of us deeply. The loss of this extraordinary artist, unique individual and loyal friend will be felt by many. The impact of his talents will be remembered

Sweet Girl
Your strength and beauty is inspiring Passion exudes you with each breath Through the rain you radiate sunshine The pain doesn't stop your sheer will Tommorrow brings promise of neverending joy Happiness like you've never yet known Love will strike out the sickness and pain Nothing will bring down my sweet girl Love you Amanda, Chelle

We Need Another Teddy Roosevelt
"Behind the ostensible government sits enthroned an invisible government owing no allegiance and acknowledging no responsibility to the people. To destroy this invisible government, to befoul this unholy alliance between corrupt business and corrupt politics is the first task of the statesmanship of today" - Theodore Roosevelt 1906 Hello, it's time for me to once again warn my fellow Americans about our current state of affairs in the United States. So far, all these so called presidential candidates are in some shape or form in the breast pocket of corporate America. You can look this stuff up on the internet and see where their contributions come from. What was true in 1906 is true today, only President Teddy Roosevelt had the guts to break up the monopolies of the day to protect the people, the working folks, average joe. Today, it's worse than ever. There are so many special interest groups in Washington D.C., that you could lay them down on I95 and they would reach from

Equipment Malfunction
My wife came home today to find that the hose from the overflow on my reef tank came loose. This resulted in about 10 gallons draining onto the living room carpet and some very unhappy coral and fish. The sump was almost totally drained. Luckily I just bought some more salt mix because I had to mix up double the amount I usually use on a water change. I fixed the hose and everything seems to be alright. Geesh!

If Ya Want To Join In My Family! Rule's
first you need a salute photo,and not to belong to any other bombing families, and not be in any contest upon joining and for 30 days after, you must check with the home page in order to get your approval before joining any contest, we r a leveling family as well, so if you r close to leveling please let the home page know and we will get every1 together to help you level, we will be assinging every1 to certain contest in which you will have to bomb in that contest picture until u r out of comments each day for that contest, please check in on the home page everyday for new blogs and repost all bulletins each day as they come which is a must, then go to the profile on spirit bombers home page and all existing members are located under the about me section click the pic of each one fan/rate profile/and send friend request,in the friends request type joining spirit bombers so that they know who you are.we also ask that you repost bullitens and read all blogs sent from home page and

Any Staff Or Members Want To Have A Special Event!
To any Staff or Members of The Playboy Club, If you are wanting to hold a special even in the lounge please email us here with ALL the information needed.. Then either Playboy, Hawaiian_doll or Wild Angel will get back to you ASAP.. Please give us atleast a weeks notice so we can put the word out to all our members.. Thank you... Management

To Be Wanted
To be wanted andto love to have the gifts from god above wondering through a would unknowen as silence falls, I know Im alone as darkness seeps into a broken heart dreams of happiness fall apart as death comes I sit alone anmy tears fall formy broken home

Carless...
I was in a car accident on Friday. I was turning left from my road to the main one and these guys in this Explorer hit me and flipped over onto the roof of their SUV. My car sustained some damage to the passenger side front bumper and on the hood (passenger side as well) but their vehicle was pretty much totaled. One guy had to go to the hospital and get checked out (both police officers and EMTs told me he was fine) and the other guy didn't speak English. I think they were just flying down Blue Lick Rd for them to flip over after impact. I mean, my air bag didn't even deploy and it's still drivable (other than the embarrassing body damage). So now, until I get my car fixed, I'm pretty much stuck at home. Unless I can talk someone into driving to the south end of Louisville to come rescue me for a bit. I'll let you know about any updates. But I'm still pretty shook up from the whole incident. But fucking hell, can't life give me a chance to catch my breath before it knocks it

Hop Hop Hop... Bunnies Everywhere....!!!
Come on in meet the bunnies.. They are hopping all over the lounge.. But beware of the bouncers lurking in the shadows.. Play nice with oour Bunnies... Roxy Princess ~ Playboy’s Cutie TX Angel ~ Playboy Bunny Chickaterra ~ Playboy Bunny Kendra ~ Playboy Bunny Vicious Vixen ~ Playboy Bunny Cowgirl 1985 ~ Playboy Bunny Blondi ~ Playboy Bunny Princess of Darkness ~ Playboy Bunny Dew Shine ~ Playboy Bunny

My Dj Bully
♥~♥IT'S THE WEDDING OF ALL WEDDINGS! YOU NEED TO COME IN TO FIND OUT WHAT THE FUSS IS ABOUT!♥~♥ ♥~♥BUTTERFLY WARRIOR AND DIRT WOULD LIKE TO SHARE THE CELEBRATION OF THEIR LOVE WITH YOU♥~♥ ♥~♥THE MEMBERS OF K.O.P.E. AND THE GUARDIANS OF HELL LOUNGE WELCOME YOU TO JOIN US FOR THIS VERY SPECIAL OCCASION♥~♥ ~BE THERE OR BURN IN HELL~ ♥~♥THE WEDDING WILL TAKE PLACE DIRECTLY FOLLOWING A LIVE NO HOLDS BARRED INTERVIEW WITH THE K.O.P.E. FOUNDER AND DIRT HIMSELF K.O.P.E. CO-FOUNDER. INTERVIEW WILL BEGIN AT 9:30pm EST. THIS IS ONE YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS!♥~♥

I Had Time To Think About It..
Read my last blog, this is a continuation. Entitled My Reputation has been hurt. Recently, my reputation was scarred. I was lead to believe that several people (employed in both lounges) have complained about me for doing or not doing things. Then I had time to step back, breath, and really look at the situation. There were only 2 people employed at both lounges, myself and someone I trust with all my heart and soul, and had nothing to do with it. So no one lied ABOUT me, just lied to me... and made me doubt my friendship with innocent people. I am truly offended and hurt by this. I take my friendships very seriously. I don’t let just anyone in my heart, I don’t trust people easily. And when someone outright lies to me, about why something happened, and covers it up with another lie just to look like the innocent party. I DO NOT TOLERATE LIES! I feel like someone I adored, trusted and confided in, backstabbed me in the worst possible way one friend can do to another.

Bartenders... Oh Yes We Have A Bartender..
Come on in an meet Sexi Mami.. She is our bartender and Limo Ride host.. Drop her a line if you want to have a special Limo Ride.. She will take you up mountains, fun in the sun.. or even to see the lights in Vegas.. Sexi Mami ~ Playboy’s Sexi Bartender

Y My Nick Name Is The Unforgiven
for the love of one , for the loss of one , for the lonley nights that sem as endless as the stars filling gods cold vlear night skies, for the want of a love to glide through the years as gracfully as two dancers across a ballroom floor , for the desire of a love to shine through the years as brillantly as diamonds on a peice of black silk these are the things we all want at least at one time or the other but for me these are the things i have wanted all my life but have fucked up and have dreamt of these are the things i will dork for till i find the one!!!!!! but i also will keep on doing even after so y do i call my self the unforgiven because of the ones i let slip away and for the ones i have never met so if u feel the same then let me know and if u just think im bullshittin then try me till then later and im the unforgiven

We're Drama Free. Ya Gotta Join Lol.....?
BOMBERS NEEDED FOR A DRAMA FREE FAMILY!!!!!!! JUST GO AHEAD CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND SEND A FRIEND REQUEST THAT SAY’S. I WANT IN LOL!!!! Explosive Drama Free Bombers@ fubar

I Got Rated A One
Dont know this guy or why he did it but he rated me a one! :( I have when people do that shit ya know!? Its just wrong! So I thought Id let yall know about him so U could be on a look out so if he comes on ur pro! jerry@ fubar

The Bouncers ~~ They Might Be Luring In The Shadows...
Meet our Bouncers ~~~ You never know they might be lurking in the shadows of the club... They are here to protect the bunnie and make sure all stays well in the Club.. Please respect there decision.. Thank you - Management GhostRider ~ Bouncer Jab2 ~ Bouncer Lil Momma ~ Bouncer Precious ~ Bouncer Streatch Johnny007 ~ Bouncer

You Trapped Me In The Dark And Stabbed Me In The Heart
by me(all blogs on my profile are all written by me) YOU TRAP ME IN THE DARK AND STAB ME IN THE HEART i pull the knife out of my back and stab you in the heart how could you do this to me i only loved you i used to say you loved me. but it was in my mind in your hand was my heart the key you couldn’t find i could see it your eyes you were planning tragic pain infecting me with your poisoned words damaging my brain how could you do this to me i only loved you everything i did was everything for you you kill me i can do nothing and you said to me that day i’ m your only one you need i just look past your eyes when your mind set on greed i cant follow through with you you kill me off inside telling me that its okay and no one hears you lie i did this for you how could you do this to me i only loved just you everything i did was everything for you YOU KILL ME and i can do nothing you took me and trapped me in the

Hit My Girl Up!!!
Guys Show some love to my good friend Crazy Gem...She lacks about 1200 to go to be a pimp and she needs love! Can you throw her some rates and show her all kinds of good fubar loving? I know you can!! Hit her pic and get on it...LOL Hugs and kisses! crazygem@ fubar Show her Love! crazygem@ fubar Rate Her crazygem@ fubar Fan Her crazygem@ fubar Add Her!! crazygem@ fubar

I'm A Little Tired Of This . . .
Okay, I am REALLY beginning to get tired of this. I've ridden right past annoyed, and have started to become pissed. I am so sick to death of people either messaging me, or IMing me, for the SOLE purpose of ripping me apart for what they read in my profiles. Who made you (and I use the term 'you' as a generalization) the Internet Policeperson for my profile? If you do not like what is written in my profile, quit reading and move along to another profile you WILL like. It's not MY fault that YOU can't handle blunt honesty in a profile. I AM a vampire, whether you believe me or not. If you don't believe it, fine. That's your problem, not mine. But e-mailing me, or IMing me, for the purpose of calling me 'crazy', 'psychopathic', or 'dangerous', just because you don't believe I am what I claim I am, shows exactly what kind of judgmental asshole you truly are. But the above actually bothers me much less than this: You have absolutely NO right to judge my lifestyle, or

Wildangel... General Manger Of The Playboy Club..
She can be Wild, but she can be an Angel. But she is the General Manger of The Playboy's Club.. You have any problems with members or staff please drop her a line with all the info.. Wild Angel ~ Manager

Your Love Poison
by me .... you just let me cry in all my pain ,i bleed you’ve got me trapped inside and you i cant believe i swallow words of lies all that you have said you cant dig them up cause they’re burned into my head this would’ve never happen’d but you tricked me into your thirst i had to cure that quench i had to have you first so i drank your love poison you reached into my chest you ripped out my whole heart you drank up all my blood i had no idea ,that you would be no good! but you just let me cry in all my pain i bleed you trapped me deep inside you i just can’t believe i swallow words of lies all that you have said you cant dig them up you burned them in my head you reached into my chest you ripped out my heart how was i to know that you’d rip me all apart whenever i drank your love poison

Hawaiian_doll.. Co-owner... Aloha!!!
Meet Hawaiian_doll.. She is in charge of getting bulletins out to Staff and Members.. If you want to join the Playboy's Club Limo ride, email her with your request. Any Staff or lounge members wanting to do a special event.. Drop her an email with all the information.. Much Aloha's !!! Hawaiian_doll ~ Co- Owner

You Need To Start Rating My Sfw.....
I KNOW YOU GUYS LOVE SEEING MY NSFW PICS, YOU NEED TO START RATING MY SFW PICS. As of Today , all NSFW Folders will be for family only until you guys start rating some of my SFW pics. I don't get points for NSFW. Please rate them and I will gladly open them back up.

Southern California Wildfires
By Hector Becerra, Los Angeles Times Staff Writer 1:39 PM PDT, October 21, 2007 The fires burning across Southern California today are being fueled by unusual hurricane-force Santa Ana winds that topped 100 mph, and forecasters say the winds and heat will worsen in the coming days. At Whitaker Peak, elevation 4,100 feet, gusts were clocked at 108 mph. The measurement on the isolated, tumultuous peak spoke to the strength of the winds hammering Southern California. "The strongest winds have not occurred yet. They're going to peak [on Monday]," said Ken Clark, a Rancho Cucamonga-based expert senior meteorologist for Accuweather.com. "This is not just any strong event. This is one of the strongest events you get during any Santa Ana season." In the Newhall Pass and in Port Hueneme, winds gusted up to 78 mph Sunday, qualifying as hurricane force gusts. Generally, gusts were measured between 30 mph to 60 mph, including in Malibu and the major wildfire areas. Early last w

Destined To Be Alone?
Ok...I have to get this out I guess..LOL I went on a lunch date with this guy and had a great time. We drove around for a bit, and really seemed to hit it off. So well that we planned a golf date...:) So here is the story Set it up for Saturday...and of course stuff happened, but to make a long story short I ended up being late. Mind you I had to drive an hour to get there, and there was an accident I didn't plan for, and construction work. But I did Make it just late. I had his number to call when I got there, but of course..stuff being the way it is and me being rushed..I left it at home. Some you know I have no phone of my own , neither home or cellular, by the way..:) So I end up hunting this golf course on my own with the hopes that he was there waiting. He wasn't. He apparently called and cancelled the tee time. As soon as I got home I got on the computer and wrote a message as to what happened with no reply from him. Today, he gets on Fubar and rerates me a 1 f

Your War Killed My Heart
i was always hurting myself just to make you see that i’ve tried way to hard and i needed to you to believe i was ready to leave, you were hurting me you didn’t even care i said good bye and left like that while you sat to watch me bleed you’re terrible and i hate you how could you so where is your girl tonight i hope you see what you have done i cant believe you traded me and i thought you were the one,for me she’s not even with you my time is done it’s all over now you’re now all alone cause she’s gone and so am i we’ve faded away between the words of all your lies you’re terrible and i hate you how could you how could you ,do this to me i was the one you loved you’re so terrible i hate you.... and where is your girl tonight i hope you see what you have done i can’t believe you traded me and i thought you were the one for me and she’s gone and i hate you your war killed my heart

Undeniable
The slow shift body weight combined His centering atop mine gently nestling together warm thighs instinctively beginning the dance of slow seduction spreading, unspoken timeless acceptance arms reaching enfolding Him into the softness slow ripple of shudder bathing heat wet velvet breathless sighs capturing Him by sweet degree Nothing more alluring the intensity of simply looking up into those eyes burning quiet fire down into mine Captured moment in the forever of time sinking fully as lips part hands slip beneath shoulders gathering precious cargo drawing my kiss up fully deeper bearing into me hard Holding fast not moving tongue penetrating in time don’t let me go holding deep He’s not moving I am shudder rippling deep kiss me please hard don’t let me go ever

Sex Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 134 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Tax
Tax truth > > At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. > Be sure to read all the way to the end! > > Tax his land, > Tax his bed, > Tax the table > At which he's fed. > > Tax his tractor, > Tax his mule, > Teach him taxes > Are the rule. > > Tax his cow, > Tax his goat, > Tax his pants, > Tax his coat. > > Tax his ties, > Tax his shirt, > Tax his work, > Tax his dirt. > > Tax his tobacco, > Tax his drink, > Tax him if he > Tries to think. > > Tax his cigars, > Tax his beers, > If he cries, then > Tax his tears. > > Tax his car, > Tax his gas, > Find other ways > To tax his ass > > Tax all he has > Then let him know > That you won't be done > Till he has no dough. > > When he scr eams and hollers, > Then tax him some more, > Tax him till > He's good and sore. > > Then tax his coffin , > Tax his grave, > Tax the sod in > Which he's lai d. > > Put these words > upon his tomb, > " Taxes drove me to m

It Drives Me Crazy
It drives me absolutely crazy when people don't follow through. I can't stand it when people SAY they are going to be somewhere and then at the very LAST minute decide not to go. If you never had any intention of going, then don't say you will. Or at least let people know a few hours beforehand, not a few minutes.

~ Our First Time Xxx ~
she unlocked the front door and stepped inside. Her Living room was reduced to an eerie grayish blur of odd shapes and forms She had left the kitchen light on because she didn't want to come home to a dark empty house. It wasn't living alone per say that bothered her. She just didn't like sleeping alone at least not every night . And all she ever thinks about is being in his arms . Could he sense that she wondered all the way in Germany? Possibly he thought she was on the prowl, he had told her he had trust issues, After they had just met. A few weeks before they were virtual strangers. They very thought of getting to know this gorgeous man excited her so she left him a message . Since her divorce she had buried herself in work as a marketing director for one of the biggest firms in the city, and busied herself with decorating and furnishing her new home. She suddenly realized she was driving herself so hard because she was so unfulfilled. A long list of important clients and att

Navy Life
look im in the navy and let me tell you that it is no fun at all. the navy has a tendency to take a good person and turn them into an asshole and not reallize it. for example one of my friends brought it up to me that I used to be a very careing person and now he tells me that im an asshole at times. I now have tried to change that but with the navy being like high school all over again that can be very hard to do. now dont mistake me for being something im not, I am still more thoughtless of myself than I should be but thats what happens to people and it my sound funny but thats also almost the standard. I mean when most people join they expect to do better then they are doing but then they join and they find out that it becomes a let down and they change. look my point is that if you join or want to join then talk to someone other then a recruter about what your getting your self into. or you may not like what happens to you.

~ Let Love In~
Let Love In~ You wait, wanting this world To let you in And you stand there A frozen light In dark and empty streets You smile hiding behind A God-given face But I know you're so much more Everything they ignore Is all that I need to believe You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in I wish Wishing for you to find your way And I'll hold on for all you need That's all we need to say I'll take my chances while You take your time with This game you play But I can't control your soul You need to let me know You leaving or you gonna stay You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in There's not

Make Me A Henchman Please
I need 298, 000 points to Henchman. I would love it if i could level by the end of the month. I know with all my great friends i can do this. I have lots of stash and pics to rate. All love will be returned. Muahs,Lucy

~ Love Is Not Dead~
No, Love is not dead in this heart in these eyes in this mouth which announced the beginning of its burial..Listen, I have had enough of the picturesque and the colorful and the charming I love Love, Its tenderness its cruelty. My Love has But one name .. but one form. All passes Mouth pressed against Mouth. My love has but one name .. but one form..And if someday you remember O form and name of my love , One day on the ocean between America and Europe, At the hour when the last sunbeam reverberates on the undulating surface of waves, or else a stormy night beneath a tree in the countryside or in a speeding car. A spring morning on the boulevard Malesherbes, a rainy day, At dawn before sleeping Tell yourself I command your familiar spirit.. That I alone Loved you More...and that it is sad you should not have known it Tell yourself One must not regret things..Ronsard before me and Budelaire have sung the regrets of women old and dead who despised the purest love When you are dead...You

~ The Truth About Fubar , Myspace Etc ....
just because i have myspace and it says i am a swinger.. doesn't make me a slut... Infact truth is I havent had sex in weeks , and its by choice. Not because I havent had offers etc .. but because I feel like My body belongs to 1 person and 1 person only and why betray myself? . just because i have semi nude artistic photos of myself doesn't mean i want to have sex with you.. I dont! the only man I want to have sex with knows who he is .. and Trust me its NOT YOU... just because you masturbate to my photos doesn't mean i do the same to yours.. just because i talk to you.. doesn't mean i want to fuck you.. and here is a message about friend requests.. Before you send that request please note... Just because you happen to be living in the same area does not mean that I should automatically feel the need to "hook up wit ya" or just because you sent me a message that said, "bitch you fine. hit me up on my IM" can't do it. If I don't know you, chances are pretty slim that I am goi

Early Morning
Early morning. Your hardness pressed against me I wake with a craving, a need to feel you inside Your fingertips, like butterflies Barely there, everywhere Your lips on mine eroticism in the flesh so tantalizing so inviting Tongues intertwined slow penetration deep, searching rhythmic in our newfound ecstasy Coming to that place the space between not wanting to, and needing to let go Motionless concentration It hits hard and sudden Unexpected rapture From the depths Passion unleashed Your body warm, snuggled into mine Pure relaxation contentment and adoration. Good Morning…

~ Im Conversations With F@#$s!
kelly_martinnel: sup with you Jess: nothign Jess: just got in and was reading emails before i went to bed.. kelly_martinnel: ohh cool kelly_martinnel: am kelly kelly_martinnel: and you Jess: hello kelly Jess: I am me Jess: lol Jess: Jess kelly_martinnel: jess as in jessica Jess: yes Jess: as in jessica kelly_martinnel: am i right Jess: correct BUZZ!!! Jess: what kelly_martinnel: still there Jess: yes kelly_martinnel: my pleasure meeting you jessica Jess: thank you kelly_martinnel: so what you do baby kelly_martinnel: ? Jess: i do plenty Jess: baby? Jess: hahah Jess: I am not your baby kelly_martinnel: am so sorry Jess: its fine .. kelly_martinnel: hope u will forgive me kelly_martinnel: ? Jess: no big deal kelly_martinnel: kelly_martinnel: thanks a million kelly_martinnel: u married Jess: no I am not kelly_martinnel: you serious about that Jess: yes Jess: i am quite Jess: I am divorced Jess: why do you ask kelly_martinnel: just wana know ba

~ Soulmates ~
Karma is a responsibility shared between soulmates~ Someone mentioned to me the Possibility of soul mates today and it made me think for along time about what he said~ he said this " I believe there is a soulmate for everyone, someone who is drawn to you by the traits and qualities others have called flaws. They love and respect you for who you are and what you stand for regardless of what other people think. And don't try to change or mold you into what they consider right."~ I think Craig was more right then he knew at the time~ how often have you just stared at someone and just wondered about them who they were what makes them tick~ your sitting there going through the random pages of quazi odd internet friends on myspace or a similar mindnumbing destination, and this one person always makes you stop and look deeper into the pages of there life~ Maybe its how they look … maybe its what they say .. in Your case maybe I loved you for the things you didn't say~ and maybe its something

~ Silent Plea~
Invoke My name Pilots steer according to my eyes Builders grow dizzy listening to me Architects leave for the desert murderers bless me flesh quivers at my call the one I love does not listen to me the one I love does not hear me the one I love does Not awnser me

And Before I Sleep...
... i spend from yesterday saturday to this sunday evening with my cousin and his wife and baby in Basel we enjoyed the time together, and ate yummy food (wow he cooks! hehehehe), drank beer as everyday and we drank a yummy shiraz red wine from argentina (ohh so nice haha) note in the side: did i tell you before this familiar weekend, that the swiss guys rocks? :) sorry i'm still drooling over a couple of them (ahh and it's so nice when i'm treated like i want, meaning like a princess!!) well time to hit the sack or call Morpheus to put me to sleep *nite nite everyone*

~ Alaska ~
Redemption~ Wind blows looking out at the water , thoughts of you . The broken pieces of us all over the sand. How do we fix this? I pick up a piece of you and you pick of a piece of me .. Can we put us back together again? Its been so cold and lonely here without you and I miss your laugh . I loved all the things in you I will never be I love the person you are.. I miss the tenderness in you scared by the bitch in me. I miss the ability to tell all my secrets and have no fear. I Just Miss you . I hate the hate in me that smothers my words with pain and all that comes out is rage. I hate the little girl in me that still is so tragically wounded by words that mean nothing. I miss your eyes Lighting up when I walk in the room~ where do we unravel this mess.. Where do you begin and I end? Can we meet half way? If I close my eyes I can smell you I love you . I am so sorry I am so broken sometimes

~ Mental S & M ~
Can you see me looking it at you .. Watching your life like a old movie On a screen .. I sit there in my crushed red velvet chair .. I am alone .. The projector spins its ticking melody that gently rocks me into a trance .. Your smiles your skin your laugh going so fast past my mind naked and oblivious just going about your day .. The smell of old newspapers and then suddenly a fresh sweet stench thats your sweat and cum .. As the lights dim lower flashes of light just show me the contour of what is you . I strain to see more .. I grip the set in front of me almost kneeling on the concrete floor beneath me just to get closer .. Then again the images change and your moving so fast .. Never looking back at me .. You just dont see me .. I still sit in a silent protest to the time thats going by so fast .. Look back at me .. Reach through the screen and touch me .. I am alone in this room .. Waiting for your one small gesture to make you my reality . Your silver smile and your dark eyes ..

~ Jessica Pieces~
I love how tortured you are, she said. She told me a story of her Unicorn and I hung on every word understanding the last word written on ten thousand tears~.. Feel that .I felt that I know this.. All her words all sweetly screaming the agony of her blissful bleeding ruby heart~ She was right , I am tortured By all the things I am all the things I cant be all the things I desire all the things I feel , trapped and tortured in my own box on misunderstanding. Trying to keep my head above water just to see where the whirlpool I am in takes me I feel like I am torn always torn in so many pieces , scattered to all the winds. Everyone gets a piece a prize a place in line at the freak show that is my life . The audience participates leaves a mark , carves there name into my soul and my flesh . Whats left of me? Who am I? why cant I see? Why do we always throw away and push away what we really want ? Whats a soul mate? Why am I in this life whats my reason? Why do I care? I want to give it all

~ Intrigue~
Funny the way life tosses you about like a hurricane .. and then suddenly slows to a gentle caress.... I am intrigued .. curious .. and cautious ...and my mind has been wandering around in your circles today ... I am what was the word you used... "peaked" with the wonder of who you are beneath. whats visible to everyone ....Smiling ...asthetics aside, theres so much to tell ... xoxoxo Jess

Christmas Wish List
Dani's Christmas Wish List! I would like to have a new kitchen sink faucet! I would like to have a Big Massaging Shower Head. I would like to have a new bagless vaccumm cleaner. I would like to have new DVD releases. Horror, Action, Drama are my Favorites, I have almost over a hundred movies so anything that is a new release I will most likely not have yet. I would like computer games that I can play on my laptop. My system is Windows Vista which is higher then windows '98 just so NoOne is confused. I like anything that is not stupid, but I like word games, challenging games but not annoying ones. I would like a couple T-Fal pots and pans I would like a few things for oven use. But please note that my oven is small and a normal size cookie sheet will not fit in the oven and allow the door to shut properly. Thanks I would like gift cards to Sears, Wal-mart, JCPenny's, Dillards, or any place really. I would like Gift Certificates to Xenon's so that I may be able to have a rel

~ Crack Smoking Dr Suess Readign Lethargy ~
Because there was nothing better to do at 4am .. and the bookstore was closed ..I was out of ambien and the bar was closed...well you fuckin asked bitches! So to be one of the myspace girls I exploit .. you know the 21 year old let me ride you harder daddy types with lil dogs and tank tops that say sugar on them .. I am going to indulge you all with my ability to have 1 brain cell..... enjoy. 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Hmmm at this moment ... some perfect guy in Florida, other then that dead realitives always rock 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yeah, i totally return it, hard. hahahahah I love you G 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? me fuck that I am anti social .. ok ok everyone stop choking on yer beer now. I am shy ... hahahahahaah 4. Do you take compliments well? Not at all. Im super suspicious. Yer all abunch of lying fags 5. Do you play Sudoku? I play sucku, and suckhe

~ Jaded ~
~ Single for LIFE! ~ fuck men yep if your a man and you read this that means you .. fromt his point on i will NEVER date anyone seriosuly again! EVER ... its not worth it .. I have come to the realization that A) I cant be in a relationship with a normal guy because I am not normal and they fault me for it. B) There is no one as sexual as I am C) men say one thing and do another and D) My heart has so much duct tape on it its ceased to beat ! and Finally E) I am tired of being thrown back in the water after being caught hook line and sinker! Why I am single Let me start off by saying.....If I can have the beginning feelings of when you first meet someone you like. That intense physical and mental attraction. The crazy emotional wild love making last for ever I would be more then happy to commit to love....I am not turned off to the idea of someone trying to fulfill that role and make me eat my words below if their up to the challenge. BUT ----- Through the