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Thank You
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, Career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear Across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his Busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no Time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and Nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The Funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old Newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought Of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack Said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you Were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his Side of the fence' as he

Orpik To Play
October 15, 2007 Penguins' Orpik cleared to play despite concussion Associated Press Oct 15, 2007, 6:16 PM EDT PITTSBURGH (AP) -Penguins defenseman Brooks Orpik sustained a concussion while being leveled during Saturday's game in Toronto but is expected to play Wednesday against New Jersey. Pittsburgh coach Michel Therrien said Orpik passed a neuropsychological test and was cleared to resume playing. Orpik didn't practice Monday. Orpik was hurt while trying to check Maple Leafs forward Simon Gamache, who appeared to hit Orpik with his stick and forearm. Orpik dropped to the ice and stayed there for several minutes before being assisted to the locker room. Also held out of practice Monday were defenseman Darryl Sydor (groin) and right wing Georges Laraque (groin). Sydor expects to play Wednesday, while Laraque is listed as day to day. Backup goalie Dany Sabourin, who received stitches in his head to close a cut that occurred during Saturday's game, returned to pract

I Hate Ppl
I have a fault, it is called being too damn nice. Well there is one person that I am DONE with. Damn person likes to start shit. Running their mouth about things they have no knowledge about. That is one thing that pisses me off so fast that it makes me sick. Right now I am furious. I guess being a nice person is my downfall, but I don't know how to be a bitch. Well not the kind of bitch I am learning I need to be. Ok enough of this little rant. I'm sure there will be more of them to come.

My Dear Friend
A friend is someone who listens and cares, a friend is someone who's always there. A friend brings happiness that can warm and mend. I'm glad that I can call you a friend. A lot of people have entered my life, but one thing remains true... I've never met a single soul who has touched my heart like you. Thank you for being a friend.

Confused
I am always surprised at people. No matter where I meet you I am still going to be protective of myself until I know you better. I had some guy that I thought I was working on a friendship with tell me I am not a person cuz I didn't work on our friendship enough. Well, he was never online or if he was I couldn't tell. He never did reply when I would say hello. So, I put the ball in his court. What does he do but get online last night and call me a point whore and a sad individual. I was very confused at where this was coming from so I tried to talk to him about it and the more I talked the ruder this person got. He then told me I am nothing but a waste of time and have no personality. Wow I couldn't believe it an before I could reply and figure out what was really going on he blocked me. People confuse me sometimes. I guess I am better off. I love my friends and I am glad for everyone of you cuz you don't confuse me and after all I am blonde!! Smooches to all h

To Love Is Awsome ; To Forgive Devine
To love with all your heart and soul , this is what we should be taught. From young to old , we should show love to all we can. To forgive too all those that hate, so would be wonderfull though most dont. To speak kindly to all and know their feeling ,s and not make them cry. You try not to bring hurt or pain of any kind . To be there for a friend and when they need you most ,you lend your hand. Knowing they do this to for you if you were ever in need. With out doubt you,d both be pleased to know that your friendship is one that God blessed to be. Forgivness and love to be there thru the yrs. As you to grow closer to knowing that love and friendship forever is what life be about ; That our Lord is the truth and way and we do follow in his likeness every day. > Cause this be our Lords Way ,so we know His beauty and Grace and walk in His glorious ways... The way of truth be not easy to go. If we have a unshakeable faith in Our Lord will gui

Hey Guys!
So, we are new to these 'parties' and we are just trying to promote ourselves... This is what we did last weekend!!! http://galleries.aebn.net/beta3/index.cfm/fa/gallery/genre/gangbang/refid/AEBN-044896/tid/13975/layout/mgp_layout2.cfm We are looking for some well endowed guys to join us. Email us for rules and directions. I can tell you now you need ot be D&D free with proof!!! We are and want to keep it that way. It will be a wild time. See you this weekend in Las Vegas. We will waiting for you. Email us for directions. tonyskiadas@yahoo.com Don't forget to bring the sex toys. http://www.funsextoys.adameve.com Love the 3 Amigas. Tony Jessica Monique

Decorative Switchplates
This is a great gift! We continue to marvel at the growth and the quality of switchplates being produced since SwitchHits.com first launched in January 1997. From the moment the idea was originated, we have been committed to fulfilling our mission—to offer one central resource for the world's largest selection of unique, handmade, 'Oh, WOW!' light switchplates (no plastic or decoupage). We have traveled the country dozens of times searching for and finding brilliant artists who were able to design one-of-a-kind switchplates that we believe meets both our—and YOUR—high standards. We pride ourselves in the ability to be your first resource to gift-giving and dressing up your home.

Donation
A crusty old man walks into the local First Baptist Church and says to the secretary, "I would like to join this damn church." The astonished woman replies, "I beg your pardon, sir. I must have misunderstood you. What did you say?" "Listen up, damn it. I said I want to join this damn church!" "I'm very sorry sir, but that kind of language is not tolerated in this church." The secretary leaves her desk and goes into the pastor's study to inform him of her situation. The pastor agrees that the secretary does not have to listen to that foul language. They both return to her office and the pastor asks the old geezer, "Sir, what seems to be the problem here?" "There is no damn problem," the man says. "I just won $200 million bucks in the damn lottery and I want to join this damn church to get rid of some of this damn money. " "I see," said the pastor. "And is this b*tch giving you a hard time?"

Happiness Is Overrated
Happiness, we all look for it, we long for it and we always love it. Why? Its usually just a few moments and then we're hit with the fact that it'll be over in a flash. Some have it everyday, assholes. I dont remember the last time I was truly happy. I look for it just like others do. I only find it when i'm alone. Able to reason and lie to myself that its real and going to last forever. The one thing I know will make me happy is a million miles away and seems impossible. Circumstances and bad luck will keep me from it. Oh well, this life will be over and the few things and people that made me happy even for a moment will get me through eternity. Wont have to worry about that anytime soon...knock on wood... BTW if u read this and leave me a smartass comment, youll be blocked ..i dont care who u are..u wanted to know what i think about and shit..here it is..

Physical Exam
An eighty-three year old lady finished her annual physical examination, whereupon the doctor said, "You are in fine shape for your age, But tell me, do you still have intercourse?" "Just a minute, I'll have to ask my husband," she said. She went out to the reception room and said: "Bob do we still have Intercourse?" Bob answered impatiently, "If I told you once, I’ve told you a thousand times... We have Blue Cross!”

Crack Cocane
Tropane Alkaloids: Contain a methylated nitrogen atom (N-CH3). See tropane alkaloid structure. Some of the most potent tropane alkaloids are atropine, hyoscyamine and scopolamine. These alkaloids affect the central nervous system, including nerve cells of the brain and spinal cord which control many direct body functions and the behavior of men and women. They may also affect the autonomic nervous system, which includes the regulation of internal organs, heartbeat, circulation and breathing. One autonomic response of atropine is the dilation of pupils, once considered to be a beautiful and mysterious look in Italian women. In fact, belladonna means "beautiful lady," so named because sap from the closely related belladonna plant (Atropa belladonna) was used as eye drops to dilate the pupils. Tropane alkaloids are found in many other poisonous plants of the nightshade family (Solanaceae), including henbane (Hyoscyamus niger), pituri (Duboisia hopwoodii), deadly datura (Datura & Brugmansi

Children Halloween Costume
Children Halloween Costume Shop for special boys and girls costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! Children Halloween Costumes are outfits worn on or around October 31, the day of Halloween. Halloween is a modern-day holiday originating in the Pagan Celtic holiday of Samhain (in Christian times, the eve of All Saints Day). Although popular histories of Halloween claim that the practice goes back to ancient celebrations of Samhain, in fact there is little primary documentation of masking or costuming on Halloween before the twentieth century.[1] Costuming became popular for Halloween parties in America in the early 1900s, as often for adults as for children. The first mass-produced Halloween costumes appeared in stores in the 1930s when trick-or-treating was becoming popular in the United States. What sets Children Halloween Costumes apart from costumes for other celebrations or days of dressing up is that they are often designed to

Doyle,s Dash >> This Is From My Uncles, Funreal Noteice>please Read>>>>it I Is Beatiful Tribute >>..
Doyle,s Dash............. To read of a man who stood to speak. at the furneral of a friend He refered to the dates on his toomstone From begining to the end He noted that first came his date of birth And spoke of the date with tears. But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those yrs. Doyle,s dash will repesent all the time That he spent upon this earth... And those who really know and love him Know what that little line was worth. For it matters not, how much he owes ; the cars .. the house.. the cash.. What matters is how he lived and loved And how he spent his dash.. He always managed to slow down enough To consider whats true and real, And he always trys to understand The way other people feel. He,s been quick to anger, and showed appreciation more, He loves the people in his life, Like they,ve never felt before. He treats everyone of them with respect. And more often wears a smile... Remembering that special dash Last on

Old Man Just Can't Accept It.
So i posted a mumm about the first social security applicant from the baby-boom generation. This old fart started bashing me and my inbox. Here is the mumm. Here's the story. Read from bottom up. (i give in)514x0r:Your probably right, government agencies do mistakenly put huge images saying things that are not correct. my fault you win. On 10/16/2007, whitebyrd@fubar.com wrote: (can't admit defeat) The ball your worried about I don't give a crap about as you haven't done I planned for my retirement & don't need SS so Go talk to SS before you quote them! On 10/16/2007, k514x0r@fubar.com wrote: Here's where i own him I don't think the media is god by an means. What i do believe is that when the media says something the world seems to prepare itself and situations get labeled. I guarantee you will see more and more of this bullshit as the year goes on. And why dont you look at the big fucking image on the social security website the ball is in motion my friend. http://w

Of Course They Are Scissors....lmao
Quote from the mom: "This is my kindergartener's artistic rendering of a pair of scissors. I wonder what his teacher thought. I allowed myself just a small smirk when I saw it. I waited until he was out of the room before I started crying, from laughing so hard." Well, of course they're scissors. If you know someone with small children or you are a teacher...you will love this! I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... ?

I Need To Keep Busy.
You when you get so bored, you can write alot of nonsense and I find my self here writing this just to blow a couple of minutes. With 24 hours a day, I can work up to 12 hours and sleep for six and yet I kill the rest of my time here. WHats wrong with me?

The World Of The Helpless....or....cell Phones Are Out To Get Me
I needed a new cell phone last week. My battery wasn't holding the charge and I kept losing calls. I went to the Mecca of Cell Phones and found that my battery wasn't holding the charge because I had condensation in the inner workings of the phone. You might wonder how they know this....a piece of felt that changed from white to green. Apparently, I had taken the phone into the bathroom while I showered and was waiting for that phone call that will put my life on track. Anyway, this blog includes a friend from this site who was unfortunate to be writing back and forth with me while I played with the new phone. Unfortunately, I can't cut and paste the whole conversation because Fubar wiped out alot of items this weekened. It started out with me not being able to set the password. Me: US Cellular lies. The code to unlock everything is supposed to be 0000. It doesn't work. Friend Who Shall Remain Nameless: I can hear your brain formulating a new blog....like a h

Cute Kid Score Updated!!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... With 9302 comments! 2nd Kid is...... With 1840 comments! 3rd Kid is...... With 1147 comments! 4th Kid is...... With 301 comments! 5th Kid is...... With 87 comments! 6th Kid is...... With 12 comments! 7th Kid is...... With 3 comments! 8th Kid is...... With 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ *

Wooooooooo! Myspace Fight
this girl got so upset when i posted a bulletin about keeping god off of myspace and being the asshole i am i posted a bulletin called "Did Jesus Really Die On The Cross For Humanity?" with this pic in it and this girl got even more upset. here we go...it goes from the bottom up i'm sorry if that's really what you believe. People die, that's something thats gonna happen to everyone, bad or good. You may not like it but it's gonna happen to you too. God has a plan, it's greater then you or me. There's a reason for everything and you know what, ur not always gonna know the reason or understand it but you just gotta except it! You can take it as a bad thing that they're not with us anymore but personally, if they were saved then why are you all sad about it? Have you never heard of heaven? I personally would rather be there then alive now, so instead I celebrate that I ever knew the person and that they're in a better place. I know not everyone sees it that way but if you wa

Early Update
Hey everyone... We had fun at the benefit, good food, good friends and a great time! I had a chance to hang out with Debbi for a little bit, she paid for her fun though, and I know how that feels. Apparently it took me three days to get payback. I have Chemo THIS week! I wanted to send it out early instead of not being in the right mond and trying to send one after chemo too soon. So I will send one after chemo but it may not be right away..don't worry it just means I want to be able to see straight before I email! LOL We bought all of our halloween costumes! Gracie decided ona barbie cheerleader, Mattie a ballerina, Chris a Grim reaper, creepy one too, Perry a 8 foot headless man carrying his own head!, Chaya is going to be Rainbow brite.....I loved that cartoon when I was little, and I will be Marilyn Monroe! Hey she was plus size ya know! LOL....I tried to get Perry to be Joe Dimaggio or keneddy, but it didn't work out! LOL Anyway the kids are really excited to

10-16-07
Your way with words is helping you in every aspect of your life from career to romance. Whatever you need to say, you can find precisely the right phrasing to get your point across perfectly. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ What do you think? Do I have a way with words???? Wishing you all a great day:D Much Love, B. E. P.

He He He He
I am NOT ashamed or afraid to forward it on…..in fact I agree 100000000000% !!! Subject: FW: Do You Understand? my country. Let me make this perfectly clear! THIS IS MY COUNTRY! And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor! Get a place to lay your head! Get a job! Live by OUR rules! Pay YOUR taxes! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SECURITY FUNDS TO YOU TO MAKE UP FOR ''YOUR'' LOSSES. If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone, then YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! When will AMERICAN'S STOP giving away THEIR RIGHTS??? We've gone so far the other way ... bent over backwards not to offend anyone. But it seems no

Please..
Ok seriously... this is pathetic about people whining about not being able to rate. Makes it sound like that's all you can do for points. Makes you sound like that's the only reason your here. I mean, I've seen a STUPID amount of bulletins about everyone complaining/whining about this rate thing going on.... I have 3 words for you.... GET A LIFE!! Find something else to do. Go for a walk, cook/bake something, watch t.v. if your not into going out into the REAL world. God forbid you have a real life!!! I could care less about the RATES on here. I'm here for my friends!! Its been like that from the start and will stay like that through the end. I had to rant about this, because believe it or not, we're NOT all point whores... *case closed*

Five (5) Lessons About The Way We Treat People.
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely, " said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, a t 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side

Erotic Confession ~ Awaken
Disclaimer! Please Read!! This blog will contain things that are not exactly suitable for all, and will be a little sexually graphic in nature. Hell, it will also be VERY long, and is a testament to naughty my mind can go. If you DO NOT like sexual fantasies, and you especially don’t like ones that might be a little over the top, then crying to the blog server , your friends, me, or your mommy, will not overcome the fact that you are an idiot for reading past here. Thank you … For those of you still here at this point, grab your popcorn and pull up the chair, kick your feet up. And now for the regularly scheduled irishchik program! I awake to the feel of Your hands on my wrists. Slowly, as from a daze, I realize I am being removed from my bed and carried downstairs to our play room. My pulse begins to race as a blindfold covers my eyes and my body is bound, spread eagle. As the leather straps are tightened around my ankles and secured; my heart catches in my c

Alive?
Alive? My mind is screaming to my brain Let loose and join the birds I've pushed too far I cannot try But attempt I must indeed New depths come to my strength Compassion won't let me pass The head is numb and legs gone weak Now breath comes once again Come hold me in your arms my friend Slow down my racing heart Confirm my shaken grip on life Our loves that cannot touch

I Don't Know How They Do It
Brief background: Most of my friends here know I'm in nursing school, and am graduating in May. I work as a nurse extern on a medical floor. I love it. The other day I worked with a new nurse. Just barely got her license about 6 weeks ago. Together we had 5 patients, all difficult. High acuity, we call them. So she passed the meds and I did most everything else. It was a long day. I ended up spending most of my time in one particular room, where we had 2 patien, both aphasic (could not speak), bedridden (could not walk), with NG tubes (could not eat), continuous IV fluids (could not drink). They were both total care patients. Could not do anything for themselves. They were restless. One was violent, although we all knew he didn't mean to be. The other pulled out his NG tube and tried to pull out his IV and foley. So I was busy, along with a "sitter" (someone who watches patients to make sure they don't hurt themselves or someone else), trying to keep these two patients calm and

Love Number Two
where do you stop/ where do I begin when my soul flies into yrs and yrs mine in with yr strokes up and my strokes down until the air is heavy smells like sweating separate sex but feels like one flesh braided by eternity keep threading my needle with yr thick string cure my insanity with the pleasure you bring and ill unstitch yr velvet cries with my thighs and unravel the satiny smoothness in yr eyes with my grinds until hair sweats and knees quake and even brief separation makes our bodies ache when lips forget talk and legs will not walk ...then I'll ask you again where do you end and I begin mingling of spirit nothing like sin....

If Tomorrow Never Comes
make sure you tell the ones every day how much you feel about them.... cuz who knows tomorrow might never come! today that came into realization to me... this morning Chris was driving to come see me and he fell asleep at the wheel ... and thank god he's okay. but we never know when we're gonna leave this planet... sooo spread the love don't hold back. and don't hold back things you that you feel. cuz you might not get to see or be there with the people you care about again. live life... make the best of it..

A-rod: Who's Your Daddy?
A-ROD: WHO'S YOUR DADDY? Remember Pedro Martinez and the "who's your daddy" comment after the Yankees beat up on him in the play-offs a few years ago? That is exactly what is happening now between Scott Boras and Alex Rodriguez; " Hey, A- Rod, who's your Daddy?" A-Rod is Scott's bitch. Plain and simple. "A" will do what Boras tells him. If Boras tells "A" you are going to L.A., then he'll be "L-A-Rod", if Scott says Boston, he's there. "A'" will not make the call on where he plays next season, Boras will. What "A" seems to be missing is that Boras is the guy who landed him in Texas in 2001, by passing on legitimate deals from the Red Sox and Mets. Boras said Texas and "A" said giddyup! "A" also forgets who bailed him out of that last place Texas lock-up, the Yankees. How about some loyalty to the posse that sprung you, cowboy? After the Yankees playoff loss to Cleveland, "A" claimed that he had not given any thought about his opt-out clause. YES Network announcer David

How To Spot A Hoax
How to spot a hoax By "HELLFIRE" HANNAH WIEST Star-Tribune staff writer [oas:casperstartribune.net/features/range:Middle1] The managing editor of Skeptical Inquirer, a magazine that critically investigates claims of paranormal activity, has a haunted front door. Ever since he moved in five months ago, Benjamin Radford has heard a loud knock around 7 a.m. every day. But, when he opens the door to check it out, there is nothing there. It is not the paperboy. It is not an animal. It must be a ghost, right? Wrong. Radford's door -- painted white inside, dark red outside -- faces east in sunny New Mexico. Every morning when the sun rises around 7, the door heats up, expands and makes a knocking sound. But, Radford says, his mysterious door is just the sort of thing that can be mistaken for a ghost when it actually has a natural cause. Call him a Halloween spoilsport -- a poo-pooer of all things that go bump in the night. A 2003 Harris Poll found that more th

People Who Ignore You...
So the whole reason I've continued to be active here on Fubar is because there seems to be a whole lot of people, and most of whom seem to be very cool people as well. People I'd like to meet and get to know. But why the fuck is it that most people seem to not care to talk, or don't make any attempts to reply back to you? Is it that hard? Is it just me? Am I seriously that ugly or not scene enough that you don't care to even reply to a "Hey, how's it going?" Why is it that you're constantly active, but never reply? And if you don't want to talk to me, then fine. Be ballsy enough to tell me straight up. If I'm bothering you that much, then delete me from your friends list, block me, wtf ever, but be honest enough to just tell me. This sort of lame attitude is seriously making me wonder why I spend time here, save for a very small few whom I actually talk to. Like, a whole two or three people (and you know who you are, and I love you mucho!). So, the fact is that so many

If You Really Know Me!!??
Good morning peeps.....this is to see how many people really know me and what I am about....If you know me you know I love TRUE friends and will not be a fake for anyone!! SOOOOooooooo...... This person has shown himself to be a friend and took the time to stop and talk without trying to...well you know.....be a perv!! Please add/fan him since you can't rate.....sucks right??!! Thanks to all of you who take the time to be my TRUE FRIENDS.....I LUV YA.....MUAHHSSSSSSSS:):) Myspace Comments

Making A Marriage Last
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Oct 16, 2007 7:51 AM The secret to a happy marriage to me is the simple things; always be honest with each other, respect each other, forgive each other, and simply be kind to one another. A good marriage is like a campfire. Both grow cold if left unattended. A good marriage is at least 80% good luck in finding the right person at the right time. The rest is trust. The secret to a happy marriage is the ability to keep having fun. Once the fun dies the marriage follows very quickly. A long marriage is two people trying to dance a duet and two solos at the same time. Marriage should actually be like a duet~ when one sings the other claps. The only thing wrong with marriage and true love is you don't see enough of each other. A happy marriage is a long conversation which always seems too short. Take each other for better or worse but not for granted. One way of making a marriage work is to treat all disaster

Erotic Confessions ~ Missing
Disclaimer! Please Read!! This blog will contain things that are not exactly suitable for all, and will be a little sexually graphic in nature. Hell, it will also be VERY long, and is a testament to naughty my mind can go. If you DO NOT like sexual fantasies, and you especially don’t like ones that might be a little over the top, then crying to the blog server , your friends, me, or your mommy, will not overcome the fact that you are an idiot for reading past here. Thank you … For those of you still here at this point, grab your popcorn and pull up the chair, kick your feet up. And now for the regularly scheduled irishchik program! The floor is cold under my knees, bare concrete, but smooth. I can feel the cool metal of the handcuffs behind my back and can just make out the shadow of You, Master in the dim light. "Did you miss me, baby?" You coyly ask. My body trembles in the cool air, naked from where my clothing has been cut from me with Your knife, nipples achin

Better It's Done Right And Takes Awhile
and it can take awhile. (Immediately in reference to moving the rating network - "A has rated B this much etc. etc.", I don't know what information they store but it's certainly multidimensional, hence consider an array the size of the number of users of the site, squared, at least- configurations may need changing on the new machine, also... this again, at least)

Father Time
Periodically, I'm just gonna post a song or poem that is running through my head. For some inexplicable reason, this song has been ringing in my ears of late. If I can snag to MP3 or track, I'll post it in my stash, but for now, here are the lyrics... Father Time Music and Lyrics: Richie Sambora Father time I couldn’t make her want to stay Couldn’t seem to find the words to say Now I have to live in yesterday Father Time I thought that you were on my side. I thought that I could keep our love alive Thought that I could keep her satisfied. But the clock keeps ticking And I keep on thinking bout you. I’m knocking at the door of her heart and I can’t break through CHORUS Father Time Grant me just another day Of our love I tried to make her stay Father Time Don’t tell me it’s too late All my life You know that I would wait Father Time Now she’s gone She didn’t even say goodbye I guess she didn’t have the heart to try She didn’t even have the guts t

Would Like Some Help Please Repost
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL.I KNOW SME OF YOU ARE ALREADY BOMBING CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS BUT IF YOU COULD POSSIBLY STOP BY MINE AND LEAVE A FEW I WOULD DEFINITELY APPRECIATE IT. Fire My Words

Women Vs. Girls
Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own

Make Like A Dolphin
People often ask me, “Chrys, what’s with the dolphin tattoo?” It just doesn’t seem to have any rhyme or reason to fit in with the rest of my tattoos. Sure it, it may not have an Irish / Celtic/ luck theme to it; however it does fit with ME. This was the 2nd tat I got back around 97. It was a night of birthday, good parties, good times and good friends deep in the streets of Austin Texas. Austin had become a popular hang out for me in college. My best friend at the time was from there, so we were constantly taking road trips. Those were some of the best times of my life. So many stories, so much fun. I was sitting here today, thinking about my life long ago. Well it seems to long ago. I thought I had life figured out. I thought I knew exactly what path I was to follow and where I was going to end up. The dolphin was more then just a symbol of life for me. It was what I wanted to do with life. My dream of being a marine biologist and studying dolphins was shattered. For

50 Yrws Ago
See what 50 years will do... Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his, to show Jack . 2006 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey

Being A Sexaholic Really Isn't Easy
You ever consider really who you are? I have. Me I mean. I don't like it much. I don't like it a lot. I go back a long way. Doing this and that. Peeking at this and that. Touching this and that. But never having enough nerve to really express myself. Well now I have the nerve. But no one cares. I care. I went to see a prist. That was a thrill. Turns out he's worse than I could have ever been. I have a lesbian friend I can talk to but she is with her out of town lover this week so who to talk to is rather limited. I sat out in the patio this morning and watch the sun come up over the trees and roofs. It was beautiful. The birds are feeding in the feeds I have set out. I love to watch the birds. The squirrel that runs along the cable company's line is cool. I have three dried corncobs set out on fence posts. He'll have a lot to store up for the winter.

Feelings On Friends
THESE ARE FOR ALL OF MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE..I JUST WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I CHERISH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND YOU ARE ALL THE GREATEST...... I HOPE YOU ENJOY READING THESE...SOME WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH AND SOME WILL MAKE YOU CRY. BUT REMEMBER IN READING THESE THAT I HAD ALL OF YOU IN MIND. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THEM IF YOU WANT... XOXOXO TO ALL OF YOU Listen Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok. ************************************************* Always W

Why ?????
WHY CAN'T I BE THE PERFECT EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO BE WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME MOVE ON WHY CAN'T I RID MYSELF OF ALL YOUR PAIN WHY DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU WHY DO I LET YOU GET TO ME WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TO BREATHE THE AIR THAT SURROUNDS ME WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE YOU HATE ME I LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY IN EVERYTHING YOU WANTED FROM ME YOU HAVE TURNED ME EVIL AND COLD IM DARK UNABLE TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY THE HATE EMINATES FROM YOU I HAVE NO TEARS TO CRY ANY MORE THE HATE DRYS THEM UP I WANT TO SCREAM AND BEAT YOU DOWN I FUCKING HATE YOU AND ALL THAT YOU DO AND I HATE WHAT I HAVE BECOME BECAUSE OF THIS HATE A HATE THAT CONSUMES SWALLOWS AND IS UNFORGIVING HAND ME THE GUN ILL DO IT MYSELF I WANT IT OVER GONE DONE DARK BURIED ENDED COMPLETE YOUR SEED WILL MOVE ON AS WILL EVERYONE ELSE I DONT MATTER ATLEAST NOT TO YOU I DONT THINK I EVER DID JUST SOMETHING TO TOY WITH A PLAY THING FOR YOU TO BREAK SMASH KILL CONSUME EVI

I Want A Man Like This.....(know Anyone?)
Body: If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When I ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and dont say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal your favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] Whe

Takin Some Time Off
hey all i will be takin some time away from fubar as much as i am addicted to it but i need to take some time to regroup and get things in order. i will miss u all when i am gone but i should only be gone for a few days a week at the most. i will check messages and such once a day more then likely before i go to bed but no more then that. talk to you all in a little while ~berta~

Continuation
The fight did not end on Monday or Tuesday really. Once I got home from work it continued on. When I expressed that I didn’t think it was right for him to get so mad when I decided to do something different than what he wants. I gave my opinion on something and went against him and he acted like a child. He threw a fit. And he wonders why I just agree and don’t ever give my opinion at all on things. Well this is why…when I do he gets mad at me. This continued till he changed his story and said that it wasn’t me that had him upset it was the fact that my daughter got her way and was treating him like crap. Slamming doors and not listening to him. My daughter was clueless as to what he was talking about, but anyway we appeased him. He threatened not to go on our trip, which was his idea in the first place, and I threatened back that if I went on a vacation (that he wanted to do) without him that I did not want to come home to him and he should be gone by the time I got back. He did not l

Seether And Amy Lee
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore --------------------------- I

Adding Families
I created this page for all BOMBING FAMILIES If you would like your family page added just send me the link and message you want displayed. I am here to have fun and Bombing is fun to me but I choose to be independent. I LOVE ALL!

How To Survive The Apocalypse.
Anticipating the end of the world causes a lot of anxiety and overwhelms us with the fear of dying. Before working on post-apocalyptic survival, we must remember that once the world dooms itself and we're all in hell, we really won't be missing much. When the world goes to shit, so does everything on it. This includes weed plantations, ISPs, and probably a large percentage of the hot chicks. When Armageddon happens, pretty much the only things left alive will be cockroaches and telemarketers. Those annoying little insects will never die, I swear to god. Whenever I see one, I stomp it with my foot. Regardless, they always scurry away and move on to annoy other people - disturbing everything and ruining everybody's appetite. Seriously, they really piss me off, and so do cockroaches. If you're still not convinced to go down with your ship, I know a few secrets that will help you survive. First try killing yourself over and over until you become reincarnated as a cockroach. Once

I Did It!!! It Was All Me And No I Will Not Go To Time Out!!!
I JUST MADE IT INTO THE UAB SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING!!!!!! THAT'S RIGHT NO MORE UNDECLARED MAJOR FOR ME!!!! I have also discovered my calling in the field. I am no longer double majoring in mechanical and electrical.. just in mechanical with a minor in business. The US economy is going to shit b/c we are importing more than we are exporting and our quality of products is not as good. I plan to work my ass off to help solve this issue. HOORAH!!! I don't know if I will be designing cars, medical equipment, etc... yet.. BUT I will figure it out!!! I love you all and thanks so much for your support!!!! ~Alysia

Weed Is Great; The People Who Smoke It Aren't.
I love weed, but I can't stand other people who do it. Nearly every pothead I know is greedy, selfish, and never willing to share any of their drugs. These people will use anything as an excuse. Potheads take the word "flakey" to a new level. Making plans with a weed addict is like fucking a prostitute - they tell you that they're coming, but you know it's a lie. Stoners only talk about one thing: weed. I can't stand being in a room and having to listen to a group of them argue and engage in long, heated discussions about it: Stoner #1: "Dude, this is fuckin' dank herb man!" Stoner #2: "No way, that's just green bud, it ain't shit." Stoner #1: "Naw man, this is the bomb dizzity dank. It doesn't look like it, but this stuff is insane." Stoner #2: "Seriously bro, my friend had that exact same shit, it aint no thang." Stoner #1: "Yeah but he prolly got a stem, this shit's pure, dawg. Trust me." They go on like that for hours and it's ridiculous. Weed is weed; you s

Joint Custody?
On Sunday, I felt like everything was going so well...I found myself on a Roof Top wrapped in a Red Garment at the top of a Fire Escape, being Photographed by a Photographer from the Arts League of Philadelphia..Beautiful day..Sunny wind in my hair.... Later that day when I got home, I worked with another Photographer. We made some real soft photos. I may have worked hard that day but it felt so rewarding. I worked this week at my regular job. All seemed well but I feel like the CHAOS levels increase constantly. The politics and office BS I can not feed into. Not worth it plus I have far too much work to do to be drawn into that. Feeling a little under the weather since the Roof Top..probably because I modeled nude there for 4 hours...I have felt the increasing tightness in my chest. Funny how things happen...my ex husbands wife calls me..explains my daughter had an asthma attack at school. Since day 1 the school has not called or sent any correspondence to me. Joint Custody? Shar

Echo Of Us
Every time I close my eyes My body remembers our 69 And I quiver still feeling your tongue Flitting, tickling, dipping inside Mouth open wide Call and Response At its finest Floating, climbing This passionate spiral of sensation Heading upward Two bodies conjoined Two minds heaven bound Enjoying the ride From these sensations there is nowhere to hide And I know I should be satisfied But I am caught up in the echo of us The memory of you inside of me As I grind till I nut Has me enthralled I am appalled at my own greed My need to relive, And Relieve And Retrieve myself from this place inside my head Squirming in my bed Multiples offering no cures Only multiplying this ache I hope that you can at least relate To what I’m going through And if not, If this is a contest I surrender On the condition That memory on repeat in my mind Bounces off the walls in yours Hits the

Whisper
a whisper blows from the southern breeze tingling my neck caressing my body time has show an age of innocence drawn by night devoured by the day shooting through the universe emptiness surrounds me loneliness is a cry a cry for hope as a new morning breaks a whisper blows once again filling my sould with empty promises once again

Need A Little Help
hello alll my friends and family i need some tiny help with a tiny problem i need to come up with a new yahoo so i can get all my friends and family on it my old one is messed up and does not work right i need a name if anybody can make any suggestions i would love the help Thank You All ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Why The Hell Do I Want To.....
Tell me why I would want to see your cock. Is there a spot on my profile that says "I want to see cocks"? I don't remember putting that in there. Come on guys, GROW UP! Not every woman wants her Shoutbox hit with these questions. In my opinion, when you ask questions like this, you are trying to compensate for a low self-esteem or you are lacking in the IQ department. Which is it? Sersiouly, if you can not think of anything better to talk about, than don't talk.

Some Great Advice!
BAND GIRLFRIENDS GUIDE TO KEEPING YOUR MAN (by those who know) ================================== -Don't try to be the "manager", do not get involved with band business, that is for the band. -Don't ask his bandmates for relationship advice. -Do Not complain when your (insert holiday here) date gets cancelled because a show has been scheduled. Holidays are no longer yours. Even Valentines Day! ***-It's NOT mandatory that you are at every show.*** -Do not get jelous when your boyfriend talks to groupies. They are the one's buying the CDs and merch, not you, so let them have their time. And remember...you get to go home with him! -Babies don't make men quit bands....especially if you were a groupie. -No, the band does not want you to go on tour with them. Like your going to sleep in the back of a van and eat ramen for 4 months strait!? -Don't make the following introduction: Hi! I'm _____. My boyfriend is in ______. -Don't follow him around at shows like a lo

I Am Back!!!!!
I am feeling alot better now and back to being ME! I know I will be going through tough times off and on about my mothers passing but I realize that it is all about finding me as for who I am now. I wanted to let ya know I am moving on in the moment and being happy!

Stupid Guys
ITS JUST SO LAME THAT EVERY GUY I FALL FOR TURNS OUT TO BE A FREAKING TOOLBUCKET. GUYS JUST TOTALLY CONFUSE ME! BUT THATS KINDA THERE JOB. I DONT SEE WHY MY EX JUST CAN NOT LET ME GO HE IS THE ONE TO FUCK UP NOT ME SO WHY AM I SUCH A BAD PERSON NOT TO LET HIM BACK? AND THEN THE GUY I HAVE BEEN HAVING A THING WITH IS SO ON AGAIN, OFF AGAIN IT MAKE ME JUST WANT TO GIVE UP ON GUYS AND TURN INTO A NUN OR SOMETHING. GOD!!!!!!IT JUST DRIVES ME CRAZY. WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. HA HA LIKE THAT IS GOING HAPPEN OR WHEN I THINK IT HAS HE GOES AND FUCKIN CHEATS ON ME... Oi!!!! XOXO YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME! MARY LEE

Consumable
consumable sitting at my desk with face perched on the palm of my hand, i think to myself "uh, what a man" naturally arched brows, bedroom eyes, and hershey kiss lips. mmmmm, consumable. the way denim compliments your "mama's home cookin'" ass, consumable. milk chocolate skin, clean shavin' and hair wavin' got this pussy cravin' for some of that "so amazin'" consumable. bulging biceps, triceps, .......all of your 'ceps make me skip a few beats and a couple of breaths, consumable. those long legs that seem to curve outwards, muscle tone shown through black slacks when you walk, base in your voice, get hot when you talk, consumable. deep crease down the middle of your bodybuilded back, smooth chest, strong hands and a grip to make me obey ALL commands consumable. your cologne working with pheremones got these hormones pacing and heart racing. i could just, eat you treat you to some of this good luvin', give you a nice, tongue rubbin' everything

High School Graduation Licks Balls.
High School graduation ceremonies are terrible from start to finish. The only way to keep one's sanity is by playing tick tack toe. Make sure you bring extra writing utencils and several pads of paper because not everyone is thoughtful enough to bring their own. They start with the ever cliche principal introduction (Example: "We are here today to honor these fine young pupils as they transcend upon the next doorway into their [analogy involving the words 'path' and 'journey'] of life... bullshit... bullshit... bullshit...). I'm so sick of life being referred to as a "path." Last I checked, we are not strutting down a lovely walkway with pretty little flowers and a nice warn breeze flowing by. Life isn't a path. Fuck no. Life is more like a tight rope on fishing line with a mile long drop into pirahna infested lava. You can take your theoretical "fork in the path" and shove it up your theoretical asshole. [picture of a guy wearing a graduation robe getting eaten alive by giant

George Carlin On Life
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

Difference Between Girls And Women
so I stole this from a mumm that wasnt really a mumm but whatever haha I thought it was cute. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of

Something Fun To Do , Share It W/ Your Friends Lol
1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH! *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get

Mrsa
My boyfriend passed away from MRSA so I write this in hopes it can help someone else..before it's too late..I also, dealt with it 4 times since he died but had the proper medication to get better... What is methicillin-resistant staphylococcus aureus (MRSA)? Methicillin-resistant staphylococcus aureus is a bacterial infection resistant to antibiotic methicillin. Staphylococcus aureus, sometimes referred to simply as "staph," or "staph A" is a common bacterium found on the skin of healthy people. If staph gets into the body it can cause a minor infection such as boils or pimples or serious infections such as pneumonia or blood infections. One antibiotic commonly used to treat staph infections is methicillin. While methicillin is very effective in treating most staph infections, some staph bacteria have developed a resistance to methicillin and can no longer be killed by this antibiotic. The resistant bacteria are called methicillin-resistant staphylococcus aureus or MRSA.

Libra - The Harmonizer
VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Al ways wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. ARIES - TheDaredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREME

Asperger's Syndrome
Asperger's Disorder was first described in the 1940s by Viennese pediatrician Hans Asperger who observed autistic-like behaviors and difficulties with social and communication skills in boys who had normal intelligence and language development. Many professionals felt Asperger's Disorder was simply a milder form of autism and used the term "high-functioning autism" to describe these individuals. Professor Uta Frith, with the Institute of Cognitive Neuroscience of University College London and author of Autism and Asperger Syndrome, describes individuals with Asperger's Disorder as "having a dash of Autism." Asperger's Disorder was added to the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV) in 1994 as a separate disorder from autism. However, there are still many professionals who consider Asperger's Disorder a less severe form of autism. What distinguishes Asperger's Disorder from autism is the severity of the symptoms and the absen

Sex Me
sexing me smile for me pearly whites ignite this flame heating me ever so, gently look at me brown eyes piercing moistening lips causing hips to, gyrate. slowly. arousing me. invoking lightening tightening walls. so much thunder under my dress. touching me. skin's changing texture as smooth as your, pleasure. fingertips slide down me. push in me. seducing me. kiss me. forehead captured. webbed in the rapture of wet affection, erection brushing my thigh. you are, making me high sexing me. licking me. tasting, basting my surface with your, sweetness. intoxicating yourself with, mine. sexing me. penetrating at last the waiting is, over heels rest upon shoulders she pulls you deeper. sexing me. you caress her frame. sexing me. she's glad you came. sexing me she, calls your name completely forgetting hers and you're to blame she, thanks you sexing her....

My Life ...
For those who don't know that much about me..here it goes...The first thing I usually tell someone about myself is my children because they are my world! My oldest son, Robert, is 12 and will be 13 yrs old in Feb...He is a very bright little boys- gifted and talented art in school, learning drums- he has a good heart...Joseph is 11 yrs old and alot like ME..he is shy, keeps to himself alot by choice- struggles in school because of attention issues..has a HEART OF GOLD...he is the type of child that will give you the last piece of food he has even if he was starving..he's an angel! He was born a few weeks early with the cord wrapped around his neck twice, he was purple in color and wasn't breathing well...I thank GOD he was born early or he wouldn't be here right now...Matthew Dylan is 10 yrs old and lives up to his name~! He is a hell on wheels type of boy..he faces any challenge head on! He does pretty good in school but would rather be out in the mud playing- a typical boy eh? He is

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Love The Compliments An Rates,but Please??
I love all my compliments an rates,TYVM!...But please check out my profile an quit askin me if I'm bi-sexual and/or dropping comments like oh God wo you're HOT!!!!!!!......I'm strictly dickly for the lady folk,ok??.....Please an thank you!....Peace out!

Girls Or Grown Women
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.

Girls Vs Women
ok i stole this from 2 different girls but i had to pass this on.. Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home.

Black Stallion
Tonite, I feel compelled to jump on my Black Stallion and ride ride into the nights dimlit moon settles on the back of my Black Stallion revealing every curve and telling why I stride... on my Black Stallion I feel the urge to ride until I reach a peak I've never before been A place with no comparison as I ride my Black Stallion he strides with pride to know he got Me to our destination safely...

Make Love To Me
don't just make love to me and don't you dare just fuck me, make fuckin' love to me. i want deep long, strong, slow, grinding strokes. i want my sheets soaked. pretend that you are thirsty and my juice is the last you'll ever taste. don't waste one drop, don't stop if i say so. just go deep. deeper and the pussy only gets sweeter. talk to her, let her know how much you need her. don't just lick my body and kiss my body suck my body. be roughly gentle. don't just caress me and hug me. rub me, squeeze me, don't make it easy, tease me. make me work for you. sprinkle yourself down the seam of my back. NO, as a matter of fact, let me digest you and try my best to invoke a tremble i want to watch you release as you cease to..... make fuckin' love to me.

Spread Some Love!
Find someone you really like or love or just plain looks like they could use a hug an give em one!......Share some love an leave em with a warm smile!....It's contagious you now!....HUGS for EVERYONE!!!...Peace out yall an feel the love!

Story
I can hardly believe all this is happening. When we met I thought it would be no more than a physical thing and I'd be done. he tried to warn me, he told me" You gonna fuck around and fall in love with me." I told him "It might be the other way around, you might fall in love with me." Look where I am now helplessly in love with this man, this God, this king. he completes my world and with him I am satisfied I want nothing about him to change especially the way he loves me. This morning he called me it was 5:09am on the nose I had only been asleep for about 2 hours. The phone rings I answered it was him immediately my panties got wet cause I knew why he was calling. He said" I wanna come see you is it o.k?" My reply was simple" YES." I had been calling him the whole night while I was out with my girlfriend I couldn't even enjoy myself because I was feenen so hard for some of his sweet lovin. Needless to say I hopped out of bed and began to prepare myself to receive him. I

Dic-matized
Deep, fulfilling, meaningful, love, passion, beauty are all the lies that his body tells me as he lies between my legs doing what he does oh so well. His eyes look deep inside my soul and he sees the curiosity sparking within me. That’s when he digs deeper, strokes slower, kisses deeply, fill me with him, speaks to me with his body, and loves me passionately. I look into his eyes and see all the little white lies, shit; the big black ones too. My heart breaks, my mind races, but my body opens up and lets him in. I cry silently wanting to know how is it that this man between my legs has me so DICK-matized. I ask myself, “Do you love him? Yes, I do.” I close my eyes and picture the man that I used to love, how he used to make love to me, how he used to kiss me, how he used to touch me, how he used to be and my blood is flowing through my body making me feel hot. I open eyes only to have my vision taken from me by the evolution of the man that used to be. He’s grown into something I don’t

Please Remember, Im A White Girl.
"wat it do Ma How U do wit that sexy red hair of yourz" I dont understand. I shouldnt have to translate, This is a 24 year old black male, not unattractive, looks intellegent. Why cant anyone say, Whats up? "wat it do" how hard is the H? what?. Is "It" me? is "It" the day? and how about making it a real sentence by saying "Whats it doing". Which translates to me as What are you doing?, except im slightly offended at being called an "It". lets move on. "How U do with that sexy red hair of yourz" "How u do"? is that like "How do you do it with that sexy red hair of yourz?" or is it, "how are you doing with that sexy red hair of yourz". No offence to dude or anything, s'why i didnt post his name, but damn, this happens alot and im so tired of it. I CANT TRANSLATE. Im not gunna get on someone for simple mistypes or spelling errors, thats normal. but when I have to sit down, and try to translate, because I cant tell when your saying to me, we have a problem.

Cpl.ronnie G Madore Jr. Fallen Hero ,feb,14,2007
IN HONOR OF PRINCESS DARKNESS & HER RONNIE A FALLEN SOLDIER CPL.RONNIE G MADORE JR. FALLEN HERO ,FEB,14,2007 Spec. Ronnie G. Madore Jr. Hometown: San Diego, California, U.S. Age: 34 years old Died: February 14, 2007 in Operation Iraqi Freedom. Unit: Army, 1st Battalion, 12th Cavalry Regiment, 3rd Brigade, 1st Cavalry Division, Fort Hood, Tex. Incident: Killed when a makeshift bomb exploded near their vehicle. Related Links:http://www.dbc3.com/Fallen/monthly_html_pages/slideshow_Feb_2007.html vis it these site http://www.dbc3.com/Fallen/monthly_html_pages/fallen_Feb_2007.html He left behind his beautiful wife Princess of Darkness.princessof darkness@ fubarimikimi - Customize Your Worldimikimi - Customize Your World Some dont think or even think war is wrong.And some dont really realize just what our troops gives for us. There is so much they give up for us.And some gives their lives.Lets not ever forget or let their memories die with them.Always remember thei

Morning
Well, I woke up. ABout twenty minutes ago. Made the girls breakfast, and sat down. Read all me messaged from last night (how many people can really text you from 2a til 930a???) My horoscope was pretty cool... it made me happy... Other than that, nothing new. Same shit different day. My fucking nose is stopped up. I was thinking i may have a cold, but then someone suggested it may be allergies. Although, I wouldn't know what it would be per se, but i think i believe it. My nose is stopped up, I have a slight headache right in the front, I keep sneezing. It bites. SOOOO, yeah... thats my day, sneezing stuffy allergies!!! BLEH!!!

Quotes On Friendship
Never shall I forget the time I spent with you. Please continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours. - Ludwig Van Beethoven Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive. - Anais Nin Friendship is a treasure that always help us overcome any kind of difficulty, Friendship is a comfort for, somehow which always understand worries and emotions, Friendship is a blessing because it teaches the way to live. - Unknown Friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine. - Thomas Jefferson Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself — and especially to feel. Or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to — letting a person be what he really is. Most people

Stupid Nswf People
To the asshole who likes to mark things NSWF...you are officially an idiot. Tell me why a carebear w/ a weed plant is NSWF...yet a pussy picture is acceptable...stupid fuck...I swear stupidity should be a crime...you know who you are STUPID.

When A Girl Misses You.......
When a girl stares into your eyes she wants you to kiss her then and there. When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl say

Hit Me Harder Today..
Well if anyone is reading my blogs you know about the passing of a very close friend of mine. Well just saw the obit in the paper today and although I knew it was true, deep down I guess I was in a bit of denial until I saw it in the paper today. Hit me like a ton of bricks, so I feel even worse now than before.

Me
Today I woke up with a headache took some med and went back to sleep, woke up 2 hours later when my alarm went out feeling much worse, I have so much to do today to feel like I am not a falure and I dont need this fucking headache. I need a job and my plan was to leave warly this morning and go to work force and do some major hunting. so I am writing this to tell myself that I have to figure something out to make me do what I need to do even though I feel like shit. I have been starting to fall into depression sleeping more and feeling like i am ugly a total falure and that is not a good state to be in while searching for a job. Note to self YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, AND THOUGH YOU DONT HAVE A JOB YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN UP SO YOU ARE NOT A TOTAL FAILURE. STOP BEEING AFRAID TO DO THINGS THAT YOU ARE SCARED YOU WILL GET REJECTED AND JUST DO THEM. TAKE CARE OF YOUR SELF AND START LOVING YOURSELF A LITTLE.

On The Wings Of A Butterfly
THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY ANGEL OF LIFE... Your friendship is special Like the flowers that bloom, Or when a butterfly emerges From within its cocoon... You remind me of that butterfly, Loving and free, Bright and colorful, For the world to see... We will share sunshine and rainbows; Sometimes, the rain and the snow; We'll stand together through it, While the cold winds blow... When the time is right, We won't stop to ask "Why?" Our friendship will take flight On the wings of a butterfly ... TEJANA POR VIDA...

Feeling Romantic!
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he is interested in you When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you til your done When a guy says, "I miss you,". he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else Girl Facts When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later..

Feelings
I want to be able to hold you in my arms..I want to be able to feel your touch...i want to be able to tell people that you are mine..I want to feel loved...I want to tell you that I love you with all my heart..I want to be able to kiss you all day and all night long...I want to be able to feel your body against mine while we are in bed sleepin next to each other...I want to be able to fall asleep in your arms..I want to wake up in morning with you lookin into my eyes sayin good morning baby "I Love You"...God do I want that so bad...I want to be able to wake up every day knowing that you are mine always and forever...Missin you everytime that you walk out that door...Waiting for that time for you to come walkin back through that door knowing that you are home to stay..Always and Forever!..MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let No One Keep You From This Charge
I loose myself in thought, Pondering what to say, I tremble yet contain, I hide yet I remain. Looking beyond what sits right here, A thought does yet form, Gestures of kindness and affection, Would likely be whats appreciated. I seek to show respect, Yet want them to understand, That deep inside my moral fiber, Lies a man who seeks appreciation. With the love that can give, I venture forth to you, Your acceptance I so seek, Love and hope I do wish. So love me forever please, Hold me in your arms, Care greatly for my heart, Let no one keep you from this charge.

Still Not Here
I woke up this morning from dreaming of you, I sat at the window and watched the sun rise, a world came awake but my heart was froze, we instant message, there is always the phone, but always inside me I'm lost and alone, without you to hold , there is empty cold, darkness and grey, I live for the moment, our eyes first meet, the touch of your skin, tast your warm lips so sweet, only to be with you makes me complete, I cherish you always with unending love, till we meet baby I'll swallow the tears, fight back the pain of you being, Still Not Here...

~*~ News And Bombing For October 16th~*~
Wicked Storm Crew! News, Views, and Bombing for TODAY!!!!! Don't forget the recruiting challenge. We need new members! The challenge is among the WSC crew to see who can recruit the most new members. I see new faces so somebody is taking charge!! The 15 days, are dwindling down.... Midnight(Eastern Standard Time) October 27th is coming up fast. How many you got?? It's not to late. Everyone you can get to sign up as a member counts towards your total, make sure that you let them know who you are so they can say "so and so" recruited me. Rain and I are keeping track. The prize at this point is a 1 day blast, but the higher the scores go, more will be added to the prize pack or a bigger gift will take its place. Get on with it!!! Who We are Bombing.... Wicked Storm Crew Member Majically Delicious MILF is in a battle against time, she needs 50,00 comments by Midnight the 18th of October to win her prize. All she needs is 6600! Wooo hoo! The link will take you

The Stone Door
A path opens before you, you have come this far, but what next. Do you go towards the cliffs, the door that falls a hundred feet? Or do you turn back, and seek a different route. So you choose, you venture forward.... The fall approaches, the cold brisk wind cuts through you. The colors of the trees do change, from greens to yellows and reds. The forest yet growing colder, has life still. It calls to you, chills you, yet appeases you. Birds chirp in the distance, a pair of chipmunks scamper among some already fallen leaves. You look up and the sky grows gray. One is lost, chilled, uncertain any direction. Straining to hear, a waterfall is heard, a sight one must behold. You venture forward more....you move towards the sound of water trickling down a rock, you move towards that door. The trees do thin out, and rocks beneath your feet become more abundant. It is here a cliff opens before you. You step out on to it, and a view you do see, as far as the eye can see. Multitud

Cubans Are Cubans
Cubans are Cubans St. Peter came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you." We have some Cubans up here who are causing problems. My flute is missing, mojo sauce is all over the place, they are making guayaberas from their robes, they have domino tables set up in the cafeteria, and they're wearing baseball caps instead of halos." "They refuse to stop making Cuban coffee and doing BBQs on heaven's stairs and some of them are walking around with just one wing." The Lord said, "Cubans are Cubans, Peter. Heaven is home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, ask the Devil." Peter calls - the Devil answers the phone "Hello? Damn, hold on a minute." The Devil returns to the phone, "O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?" Peter replies "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having down there." The Devil again says "Hold on, Hold on........" The Devil comes back to the phone .

Feeling Blue
A Farewell With all my will, but much against my heart, We two now part. My Very Dear, Our solace is, the sad road lies so clear. It needs no art, With faint, averted feet And many a tear, In our opposéd paths to persevere. Go thou to East, I West. We will not say There's any hope, it is so far away. But, O my Best! When the one darling of our widowhead, The nursling Grief, Is dead, And no dews blur our eyes To see the peach-bloom come in evening skies, Perchance we may, Where now this night is day, And even through faith of still averted feet, Making full circle of our banishment, Amazéd meet; The bitter journey to the bourne so sweet Seasoning the termless feast of our content With tears of recognition never dry. ************************************************** his is a lesson to be learned. When a girl says that she's ok, everything is wrong. Wh

Mercury Retrograde
10/16/2007 Dear readers: As you know Mercury retrograde or "Supernova window" will always bring the people or the affairs of your past alive again and at 4.30 am today I received a call from Philippe an old friend of mine I did not spoke for over 35 years. He shares a very important part of my life especially with my old friend Massimo who become insane and fade away from my dramatic life during the same time period in 1973. Another friend from Switzerland typed my name on the Internet and found me, he immediately placed a call to Paris to let him know and from there he went to my website, saw my picture and decide to call me right away. I could feel the emotion and the excitement in his voice and after apologizing a few times for the early hours we spoke for about 15 minutes. Incredible memories of those long gone days made me feel so happy and so sad at the same time and I could not get back to sleep thus here I am writing again. The experiences I went through i

~*~bombing & News For Tuesday, October 16th~*~
Wicked Storm Crew! News, Views, and Bombing for TODAY!!!!! Don't forget the recruiting challenge. We need new members! The challenge is among the WSC crew to see who can recruit the most new members. I see new faces so somebody is taking charge!! The 15 days, are dwindling down.... Midnight(Eastern Standard Time) October 27th is coming up fast. How many you got?? It's not to late. Everyone you can get to sign up as a member counts towards your total, make sure that you let them know who you are so they can say "so and so" recruited me. Rain and I are keeping track. The prize at this point is a 1 day blast, but the higher the scores go, more will be added to the prize pack or a bigger gift will take its place. Get on with it!!! Who We are Bombing.... Wicked Storm Crew Member Majically Delicious MILF is in a battle against time, she needs 50,00 comments by Midnight the 18th of October to win her prize. All she needs is 6600! Wooo hoo! The link will take you

More Hell From Family
I have a biological daughter that is 18 yrs old. I had her while I was in high school. My parents adopted my daughter and raised her, but she always knew I was her mom. When my mom found out I was pagan she refused to let me see, talk, phone, or even write my little girl for 6 yrs. Alot ask where her father was in all this, well A.J. died when my daughter was 6 months old so there was no help from there. From my profile a lot of people know that Torrnado Firemagikk and I are together, well we also plan on getting married next July. I went to Indiana with my son Ryan. We made the decision that we wanted to stay with him, but things didn't work out and we had to come back to Kentucky for awhile. And before the stupidity starts up, no me and Jimmy are not broke up....we're trying to get it fixed to where my son and I can come home to him. Here's where the hell begins...coming back here to KY. My daughter so far to this date has harassed Jimmy's family, called the Indiana C

Well Heres What I Am Looking For In A Relationship Since Many Of You Ask What I Want In One....
Well I can honestly say I don't want control freak...Don't get me wrong alright its nice when a woman say hey I don't want ya doing this or going here and ect but after my last girlfriend...I don't want anymore relationships like that... I just want a woman that will love me for who I am. Someone that is caring, trustful, honest, respectful,Who has goals in life. Someone that knows what they what out of life itself. someone with a good head on their shoulders... I want someone that will enjopy me for me and enjoy the things I do for them as well. You know cuz I am a big hearted young man. I want someone that will not cheat, lie, steal, nor hide things from me. I am the kind of guy that if you do any of the follow four I am packing my things and gone... For most of all, I want someone that can be my friend at the same time...You know being friends as you grow stronger together is the best way to keep a good relationship alive you know... I want someone w

What The Scariest Movie You Ever Seen
ok every one what was the scariest movie you have ever seen. mine would be the excorist becuse its the greatest horror movie of all time. i remember when i was a child having a nightmare from it.but the movie rules. so please give me some comments and tell me everyone scariest movie

Group Hug!!!!
I just want to tell all of you who are on my friends list how much I love and appreciate your friendship. Especially those of you on my Family list, because you help me make it through the day. You are all special to me. Sometimes we forget to say that to the important people in our lives, so I thought I'd just get that out there. (I know Persia, I'm being Gay and Lame, but sometimes you just gotta!)

Tv Show Trivia
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Hubby Is Up To It Again
Well lets see where to begin. Last week I had to go to my hometown (about 2 hrs from here) to take my mom to the dr. The reason i had to is because her car is not able to make the 45 minute trip to see him. My husband buys cars and pays insurance for his family, but wont fork out a penny to help my family. Well, anyway on my way back he told me that i was going up with him on Saturday with him, because i was not to be left at home alone. So I stayed home Saturday. That really pissed him off and we fought all night. Sunday he called me and told me he was coming to get me and when he got home he went to the gun safe and pulled out one of his rifle and amo. He didnt point it at me but i guess he just wanted to scare me. He did. I just didnt let him know i was. Then later that day he told me that he wanted to put his hands around my throat and choke me untill my eyeballs popped out. He has only been violent with me once and at that time he put a plactic bag over my head. I couldnt move. H

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 16,2007
Your way with words is helping you in every aspect of your life from career to romance. Whatever you need to say, you can find precisely the right phrasing to get your point across perfectly.

"paper Thin"
~Paper Thin~ These thoughts of you- They feel as if a spreader is tearing up my sternum, exposing my bare heart to be disposed by you. Discarded isolation, a masquerade in session. Through masks of wax and melting facts I see your eyes. This palace is convincing, a timorous persistence. However, in my shell I try to act the part. The wind unleashes spells That tell insipid tales, My mind tears up my spine and I collide with time. These thoughts of you- They feel like shredded paper In an undertow of dreams- a desert in a crescent lunar scheme of broken wings. Deflowered apparition, the death of all ambition- a spiral web of roses in my teary-eyed demise. The world that you created are words that dissipated into a distant legion of mere artifacts. Frail and thin, yet walls are closing in. Clones of sin now march upon my skin. These thoughts of you Oh, how they burn within.

Never Underestimate Blonde Logic!!
Last year I replaced all the windows in my house with those expensive, double-pane energy-efficient kind. Yesterday, I got a call from the contractor who installed them. He was complaining that the windows had been installed a whole year ago and I had not paid for them yet. Hellloooo? Now just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I am automatically stupid. So I told him just exactly what his fast-talking sales guy had told ME last year... namely, that in just ONE YEAR these windows would pay for themselves! Helllooooo"? (I told him). "It's been a year"! There was only silence at the other end of the line, so I finally just hung up.... He hasn't called back, probably too embarrassed about forgetting the guarantee they made me. Bet he won't underestimate a blonde anymore.

"in A Crystallized World"
In a Crystallized World Thunder penetrates the silence of her mind. Unspoken words become entwined with the ghostly white reflection of a storm. ::Lightning calls for rain:: These virgin droplets call upon the wind of the Northeast. Her voice becomes composed of truth and nature, as her words are fortified by the infinite divinity of space. ~Silence once again~ Darkness steals the light away. Broken fragments of a fading life reconstruct themselves into a solid-haunting prayer of nocturnal whispers… thus bringing out the summer sun. Her eyes become fulfilled with a spreading vast illusion, a transparent institution of abundant radiant rays that rapidly construct a rising shelter of concrete and stainless dreams around her pure and fragile heart. The wind begins to fade: Silence once again…only now it arrives in peace. A sweet and picture-perfect congregation of exquisite wonders dancing lightly through the delicate glare of a crystallized world tha

Soldier's Playground
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A Little Of Whats On My Mind This Morning ....
Well I slept very little last night and am a bit still tired today. I guess I have alot on my mind these days. I haven't been high in over a month now...lol Which in a lot of ways is a good thing I guess. I haven't drank a beer in over 9 months as well as for me having sex...I haven't had any in about 3 years to be honest if you don't count my hand lol. while its on my mind I know I have no chance in hell in the one thing I dream about everynight. Meeting a woman that likes guys and other woman as well. Being able to have a 3sum with her and another woman. like people really say today...Dreams never do come true just like things in life.But like I say (It never hurts to try). I just don't get it, Hell people like my so called best friend sit there and bullshit their way through life and lie and steal and use others and then they all kiss his or her ass right afterwards. But me i d things the right ways and the best I can, and I get hurt in the end. Heres an e

Youngsoldier917's Contest!!!
YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young soldier in Iraq!!! His entire contest album is here: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! I’m in the contest, and this is me, AngelinOK: However, please feel free to comment bomb my picture or any of these fine people: Beautiful Goddess Kisses 5 X for Candyman Only The Mike and Roy Show Sondra and Paul Crazy + Beautiful LadyloganDJ:RadioGoddess HeatherFeather Founder Texas Wolves Softball Junkie Hot Mama of the Godfather Family Daughter of a Butterfly

U'r Book Of Teachings
You taught me many things while you were near.. You taught me how it is possible not only to shed a tear but how to sob..for days s on end..until my eyes were red and swollen..and then all you could say was want happened to you? .."You" I just couldnt say, afraid to disgust you even more, you were already turning your head away and looking towards the door. You taught me that gifts and random acts of kindness dont matter and should never do things of such matter.you thoughht if i was nice then I would expect that of you ..i just like to payitforward. .it is a good way to live... i thought it was called love and respect. you just wanted what you said and to do what you did or didnt do.. with your limitations and lack of respect .. You taught me it was okay to be late and not call and if no one showed that that is fine ."Really you need to get a clue...I should have figured it out and did something alone..or with someone else." or so you said..you never cared

Cute Kid Contest Score Updated!!
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One Kiss
~One Kiss~ Remember how we used to fuck the world? Sodomizing every existing breath…fantasizing about unicorns and pixie dust as we wrapped constellations around rainbows. Remember how we used to fly? Butterflies dipped in magic trails would follow. Hollow and shallow was the world and all its words were hard to swallow but we held dimensions in our wings, for the wind was made of wormholes gently dipped in incantations. Remember how we used to sing…transcendentally migrating toward higher planes by simply diving through the windowpane of life? It’s quite difficult to comprehend how this all occurred with just one kiss.

My Best Friend
See I have this best friend and this person is amazing. I love em to Death but theres a problem that always gets in the way from our friendship the other half. Always controlling and always is a bitch. I really cant take no more. I can barely ever talk to this person when i want to. Once again the bitching starts. Sometimes its like i dont have a best friend even though i know we are always gonna be like that. Just the thought of not talking to this person why i need them the most, makes me upset. Maybe thats the price i pay for being there for everyone and anything.

"she's Probably Dead"
~She's Probably Dead~ A storm formed a shipwreck of thorns performed by what was unborn- a dawn built out of the norm just to deliver the unknown. Cascades of glistening stones poured down her life’s uniform and when she begged to reform… …fate trapped her withering bones. And the wind blew cold Planting echoes in her mold And before she realized The light had passed There was no one in her hold. ~Poor girl, she’s probably dead sprawled out in her lonely bed. Twirled world, all tangled in shreds, tainted by the hatred she fed~ Her words were white unicorns that lived but chose not to learn and so her voice raised concern... …until it finally burned. And the wind blew blue Through the venomous truth And before she knew The new had passed, There was no one to turn to. ~Poor girl, she’s probably dead strung out in her morbid head. Her world revolved in regret, It killed the prince she had met~ Poor girl, she thinks she’s so strong but life r

"hologram"
~Hologram~ Phrases flow down our cryptic path culminating in our beauty’s ‘last’. But don’t you let the grains of time stop us now, for it is only us…right here: living life through mutual breaths. What occurs outside our sphere is irrelevant- It has no meaning, it is transparent, it doesn't have a heartbeat...it doesn’t bleed if cut. It only exists between distant planes, invisible to our human hearts. Take my hand and let my warmth caress your flesh. It is only us right here, right now. The world around us had stopped spinning but inside us life goes on. Kiss my lips, don’t be afraid to hold me close. Let us be united under one sentiment. Look at me…look even closer. Now crawl inside me through these eyes that ache to greet you. The external creation is now crumbling but it doesn’t matter: let it rattle…let it shatter. It is only us right here, right now. Now let me inside you and let me touch your fragile soul. I will be gentle, I’ll lose my walls- toni

Why I Am Home Today...
Wouldn't most people be happy to have a day off? Well, I can't afford it right now. I got up this morning, took my shower, got dressed an ready, fixed my son breakfast, drank some coffee, fucked around on fubar for a bit.. Then was getting ready to leave and realized that my daughter had borrowed my car and would still have my keys. This happens alot, she is even on my insurance. I go upstairs to get the keys outta her purse, and no daughter, no keys. I come downstairs, look around, no daughter. My car is outside in the front. I try her cell and she is outta minutes. I try her dumbass boyfriend's cell and no answer. Pretty soon I have to call work. I ask if they can send someone to pick me up. (I used to be asked to pick up people ALL the time.. and I did) Sorry, new wal-mart policy, so until my daughter calls me back I am home.. I am prolly just gonna take the fuckin day off and relax. I was way too upset about this.. punched a door.. my knuckles are red.. duh.. acting l

Buzzing
You awaken to s buzzing and a pleasurable sensation from below. You open your eyes and find that you see nothing. You try to turn over and find you cannot. You find yourself bound and blindfolded, tied to the bed spread eagle. You call out and a finger is put to your lips and a voice you recognize and trust tells you that you will not be harmed, but do as told and stay quiet. You feel something cold running along your arm, it feels cold and metallic. You realize what it is as you can feel your pajamas being cut from your body. You feel the buzzing between your legs but it is just a teasing sensation as you are still unsure of how safe you are. You feel the cold of the steel press against your breasts as your nightshirt is cut away from your body; your nipples harden at the cold. You feel a hand pull the waistband of your pajamas away from your body and you hear the fabric being cut and you feel the fabric being pulled from each leg as the knife cuts down the legs and laid to the side.

Sorry
Hey all just to say that sorry I haven't been on in a few days but internet has been switched off at home so using a friends comp at min only on to say that due to finacial problems I will most likely be away for a few months. I hope that I can get sorted and be back on in the new year. Love to you all and sorry mum love and miss you loads xxxxxxxx

Didnt Want Me
As i walk away don't look on, Don't watch me as i walk alone, I'd rather you not see me cry, It's hard enough to say goodbye, To leave the thing i truly need, But to love enough to up and leave, If it's meant to be then it'll come back, But that's hard to believe when you're left with jack, When you made me feel i could do no wrong, Then I'm left by myself to walk a road that's so long, Without you here my future looks bleak, Yet no words of comfort have i left to speak, I said i love you but you didn't hear, Now my love is spilling with every tear, Amazing love, I've never felt that way, It was good it was great, if only for one day, I hope it was the right decision you made, And soon from your memory I'll start to fade, But remember my song, remember my words, You're the best don't settle for seconds or thirds, If i could live just one more day, It'd be with you and in your arms I'd lay, They speak of love as if it's a need, But it's just a never ending greed,

My Past Ruining My Future.
What is it with me. So much bad shit has happened in past relationships, and now I have to take it all out on the one girl I believe truly loves me. I have a huge issue with trust and I take things to heart alot more than others. I live my life afraid that she is gonna leave, because it has happened before. I believe everything is going great and then BAM! "I don't wanna be with you anymore!" I guess I shouldn't be scared because if it's gonna happen I can't stop it, I should just live life and let whats gonna happen happen, but that's easier said than done.

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, 80's New Wave Tuesday, Imus Returns, Logan Levkoff, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Sound Byte Contest Continues, More
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Great Scott! It's ROCK SCREAM TUESDAY! It's 80's New Wave Tuesday! It's also EROCKTOBER! (Week 3, bitches!) This month, we honor EROCK (err, Sexbagel, Hawk, Erik, whatever you want to call him) and all of his fumblings. Have yourself some hot tea, warm up those vocal cords, crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Tommy Tutone impression (you know... the 80's thing)... then eat some cookies and break your fridge in honor of EROCK. WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every day, for about a month, the Opie and Anthony Show is going to give away ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS to a lucky listener. Here's what you do: 1. Listen between 7am and 7:30am for the sound of the day 2. Today's sound is 'Thank you!' by Jim Norton 3. be the 10th caller to 1-866-212-OandA 4. That's it. Pretty simple. Try not to fuck it up. New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to a loyal female fan, as wel

So Alone
I sit alone in this cold dark room Holding myself, keeping warm Hiding from the glinting image i cant even bear to look a whisper enters this lonely mind telling me I'm worth the dirt leering on what i already know i grip my hair fighting it away But i know the truth None to care None to love None to run to None to understand What can i do i cant escape these voices are screaming these tears are blinding I stand and run But theres nowhere to go I'm lost I'm confused i yell out loud Someone please help But my worthless cries rebound right back I'm stuck here standing the water flowing i stare,unwillingly at the glinting image so pale, so frightened So alone

My Secret-revealed..
I've always been a bit of an introvert..u know- kinda quiet about personal things... however, Im gonna give away one of my secrets today. Im gonna try to do this once a week... this week its something that one a select few people know.. its nothing major, but here goes... I love BONDAGE.. i like being submissive mostly. There are times when I LOVE being dom too. Its not something I do "regularly" (nor as often as I would like) Its not the humility of it- that part is BS to me... I just like having lack of control; of "the situation" from time to time.. perhaps that makes me strange.. I dont think so tho.. I think sexuality is something women are way too restrained with. I know a lot of women are afraid their guy will think they're crazy if they make an unusual request.. all I can say about that is- it's not true--- in fact, men LOVE that stuff.. and more than likely be grateful for the suggestion! I have more to say, but I have to get to work.. I will come back and add more to this

Re: New Hamshire Federal Judges Running Scared - Why?
RE: New Hamshire Federal Judges running scared - WHY? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Old Buck (ready) Date: 16 Oct 2007, 05:18 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------Concord Second judge asks out of Browns supporters' trial Death threats lead to multiple recusals By Margot Sanger-KatzMonitor staff -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- October 16. 2007 12:05AM The federal district court is running out of judges to oversee the trials of four men accused of helping Plainfield tax protesters Ed and Elaine Brown escape capture. A second federal judge opted to bow out of the cases Friday, citing his close friendship with Judge Steven McAuliffe, who had already recused himself from two of the cases. McAuliffe, who presided over the Browns' trials for tax-related crimes in January, became the subject of repeated death threats from the Browns and their allies after the

My Eyes Are Red
My Eyes Are Red By Trina Wray “My eyes are green, Mommy,” my three-year-old daughter, Maddison, tells me, making the sign for “green” with her small fingers, as we lie in her bed. “Very good, honey! You’re getting really good at your signs. I’m so proud of you! What color are Mommy’s eyes?” Maddison stares intently into my eyes, a puzzled look on her face. “Um, your eyes are red,” she says, twisting her fingers around each other and dragging them down her lips, the sign for “red.” “Red!? My eyes are red?” “Uh-huh.” She nods her head enthusiastically as young children do, and points her finger to my eye. “They have red . . .” Unable to adequately describe my eyes with her preschool vocabulary, she makes a squiggly motion with her hand, indicating to me that I have red lines on my eyes. “And a little bit of green.” “Only a little bit of green?” She squishes her pudgy forefinger and thumb together and smiles, “Only a little bit.” She pauses as her fa

Wishing You Were Here
Bend me over, hit it right Show me the best time I'll have tonight. Kiss me softly, bite me too Tonight is the night I will make love to you. Caress my back, my body is yours If you touch me right, you will see my rain pour Give me what I want, you know what I need Give it to me now, don't make me plead. I long for your lips to kiss the right spot You know what to do, you know what gets me hot Down, deeper, harder, a constant beat Imagine how you will feel, once our bodies meet It hurts so good, a pleasurable pain You're bringing me to the edge, I am singing your name I'm all done now, gasping for air I open my eyes, to my surprise you aren't there So much love, given to me by my man But when I look down, it's only my hand

Need Military Friends Advice!!!
I sort of off handedly mentioned this in my last blog about today being my daughters birthday.My son who is 16 has talked about joining the milltary for a couple years now but I never really took it all that seriously.He originally wanted to be a Navy pilot but due to his eyesight-(he wears contacts) that could never happen.He has been maintaining honor roll and even high honors occasionally since 6th grade.He has several advanced classes and even some college credit classes.He has already had several pamphlets and information sent to him by different school and hes BARELY into his junior year.Has made plans to attend either a technical school for computer programming related studies or electronic engineering type things. He got a job at 15 and pays for his own cell phone, gas, car insurance.Hes very responsible yet lately has gotten a bit unappreciative and a tad disrespectful towards me and my bf. I know I'm babbling but the background is relevant to my questions lol OK so he te

I'm 34% Adelaidian(australian's Only)
[x] You were born in SA [] You drink Farmer's Union Iced Coffee [x] You meet people at the "Malls Balls" [] At least half of your neighbours were born before 1950 [] You grew up on Fritz & sauce sangas? [] You eat Fruchocs [] You've never watched NRL [x] You've been to the Christmas Pagent [] You drink Coopers...(if hav to drink beer lol) [] It's the best beer in the world? [x ] You consider 40 degrees to be a bit warm [] You've eaten a Balfour's frog cake [] You find it hard to tell whether or not marijuana is illegal [] You know that a berliner is something you eat [] You miss Magic Mountain [x] You've driven a Holden or its your family car [] You like YoYo biscuits [x] You have a Hills Hoist in your backyard [] The opening of a new airport is an exciting event for you [x] You can drink SA tap water without noticing any unpleasant flavours [] You call the corner store a 'deli'? [] You pronounce graph as "grarph", plant as

Need Advice From Military
I sort of off handedly mentioned this in my last blog about today being my daughters birthday.My son who is 16 has talked about joining the milltary for a couple years now but I never really took it all that seriously.He originally wanted to be a Navy pilot but due to his eyesight-(he wears contacts) that could never happen.He has been maintaining honor roll and even high honors occasionally since 6th grade.He has several advanced classes and even some college credit classes.He has already had several pamphlets and information sent to him by different school and hes BARELY into his junior year.Has made plans to attend either a technical school for computer programming related studies or electronic engineering type things. He got a job at 15 and pays for his own cell phone, gas, car insurance.Hes very responsible yet lately has gotten a bit unappreciative and a tad disrespectful towards me and my bf. I know I'm babbling but the background is relevant to my questions lol OK so he te

Re: Experts Fear Repeat Of 1929 Economic Crash
RE: Experts Fear Repeat Of 1929 Economic Crash ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Oct 2007, 05:03 Experts Fear Repeat Of 1929 Economic Crash Two prominent economic experts have warned that "insiders with conflicts of interest" allied to the Fed's policy of tanking the dollar to bail out Wall Street could lead to a repeat of the economic crash of 1929, during a segment on Bill Moyers' PBS show. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/161007_economic_crash.htm

10 Reasons Sex Is Good For You
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities

Cherokee Syllabary And Sounds
h, k, l, m, n, q, s, t, w, and y as in English. g nearly as in English, but approaching k. Syllables beginning with g except (ga) can have the consonance of k. (do), (du), and (dv) are sometimes sounded to, tu, and tv. Syllables starting with tl [except (tla)] sometimes vary to dl.

Why Your Great-grandmother Wasn't A Cherokee Princess
Why Your Great-Grandmother Wasn't A Cherokee Princess Question: Why do we have this family myth about a Cherokee princess in my lineage, when there's really no such thing? It seems like a lot of young people these days are searching for an elusive ancestor who was a Cherokee princess. Usually they reveal this family history proudly to a bunch of Indians in a chat room or mailing list somewhere and get laughed off the Internet. Why? Well, there is no such thing as a Cherokee princess. They're not real. We never had princesses, and we still don't, unless you count the winners of beauty pageants. But, I don't like to call people liars for no reason. So giving these seekers of their family history the benefit of the doubt, here are some possible explanations for anyone who has been told they have a Cherokee princess in their family tree. 1. "Princess" may be a very poor translation for the daughter of a chief. Cherokee chiefs were not kings. They were chosen by the community

Cherokee Cook Book
Bean Bread tu-ya ga-du Submitted by Joann Cordell, Eastern Cherokee How bean bread is made. You take wood ashes and pot them in a pot with water. Bring it to heat; add shinny corn, not the other one and boil. Every once in awhile you remove a corn and check it to see if the outer part will slip off. When it's ready, you take it to flowing water, either your spring or now a days to the kitchen tap and rinse off the husk and rinse until water runs clear. Now you gonna pound that corn, while all this is going on you are cooking some beans. People use pinto beans now instead of the old wild beans that grow here in the East but with no salt. Salt makes it crumble. So, when you got the corn all pounded and the beans cooked, you either have your hickory leaves or your corn blades ready to use. If you are using corn blades you have dried from harvest, you pour boiling water over them to make them back flexible. You mix the corn and beans together with a little bean juice an

1 Year Ago Today....
Let me share with you what I was doing 1 year ago today...a year ago I was sitting in the Room of my wuelas at Addelson Hospice...I was holding her hand and talking to her. Take into mind she had not opened her eyes or communicated with us in days. I sat there and talked to her, I knew she could hear me. Wuela could always hear when we talked to her it was a gift for her lol... As I sat there talking to her I notice the flem coming up..I ran to tell my mom who went and told the nurse...The nurse told us words we didnt want to hear "her time is coming"..I felt my heart stop beating...so The nurse cleaned her up and we went back into the room. We sat there for a while until her breaths started coming faster and shorter. We called my wuelo back to the hopsice because the nurse said it would be anytime now...Her whole body was so cold already... As we gathered around her bed and watched her struggle..I was crying those silent tears that no one ever realizes that they are crying. My w

Gater Stole My Thong!!!
Okay, so its late and I get a phone call from an ex-boyfreind. He wants to meet up and do some catching up on each other [ahem!] Well, he comes to pick me up and we grabs some beers from the local Handy Way. We go and sit at the dock and shoot the breeze, smoke a little, drink a few, listen to some toons. We decide to do some ridin, so we ride around a little while. Soon we end up at the boat ramp near the local bar. As we are sitting on the dock, we can hear the gaters croaking and growling becasue it is gater-matin season. We giggle about this and start getting it on too. Well, we get down hot and heavy, and decide its time to get dressed. He quickly gets dressed, but me being a woman and all, it takes me forever to find all my clothes. I looked around for my panties. My favorite black thong with the laces up the back and leather trim. I looked twice. They were not there.....I asked him if he had them [he would do this.....crazy fool that he is]. I looked

The Seven Ceremonies
The Seven Ceremonies by Rob Wood This article represents a brief introduction to the seven sacred ceremonies of the ancient Cherokee. For the most part, this information comes from Tribes that Slumber Indians of the Tennessee Region. It is never a good Idea to present information from a single source, especially with such a complex subject; however, time limited the ability to do more research. Undoubtedly, each ceremony deserves several pages. Hopefully, in subsequent articles more in depth research will be possible, and details from a variety of sources can be included. Two numbers are sacred to the Cherokee. Four is one number, it represented the four primary directions. At the center of their paths lays the sacred fire. Seven is the other and most sacred number. Seven is represented in the seven directions: north, south, east, west, above, bellow, and "here in the center" (Lewis & Kneberg, p. 175), the place of the sacred fire. Seven also represented the seven ancient ceremonie

Cherokee Phrases
all right ha wa anothers grandmother e-li-si bad looking u-ho-i di-ka-no-di-yi big spoon e-qua di-do-di butterbean game du-ya di-qua-na-yo-s-di come in! gi-hv-ha digging in several places ta-s-go-la do you know? hi-ga-ta-ka-tau do you want bread? tsa-du-li-ha-tsu-ga-du down the hill ga-da-li empty vessel a-tsi-a-do-di falling flowers tsi-la-do-o-s-gi fat meat u-li-tsa-he-dv a-way get into the water ha-la-ta-du-ga a-ma-yi glass bottle gu-gu go out do yi go to work wi-di-tsa-lv-wi-a-da-si going back u-tsu-dv grandmother of group of children u-ni-li-si grown person u-dv-na hanging down u-ne-sa-dv-i- his arm, her arm ka-no-ge-ni his neck, her neck a-gi-li-ge-ni hominy place ga-no-he-no-i- I know tsi-ga-ta-ha I shout ge-lu-hv-ga I want bread ga-du- a-qua-du-li-ha I wish I had that yo-se-i- ya-ge-i- in front e-gv-yi-tlv

What Happening
has everyone become so thin skin that they can not define something that is for fun is just that . i am really disappointed at a mumm i post was takenoff . it was not pointed at anyone it was just for fun . just 1 person thought he would b smart cause his life is so boring . and he has no control over his own life ths is the only way to get at someone . i see these peple on the road and they just so anti fun that they try to bring create drama. and soon there so many of them that they will bring down another fun site .

Cherokee Nation
They took the whole Cherokee Nation Put us on this reservation Took away our ways of life The tomahawk and the bow and knife Took away our native tongue And taught their English to our young And all the beads we made by hand Are nowadays made in Japan Cherokee people, Cherokee tribe So proud to live, so proud to die They took the whole Indian Nation Locked us on this reservation Though I wear a shirt and tie I'm still part red man deep inside Cherokee people, Cherokee tribe So proud to live, so proud to die But maybe someday when they've learned Cherokee Nation will return Will return... Will return... Will return... Will return." John D. Loudermilk

Early Detection & Screening
http://cms.komen.org/komen/AboutBreastCancer/EarlyDetectionScreening/index.htm Getting tested regularly for breast cancer is the best way for women to lower their risk of dying from the disease. Screening tests can find cancer early, when it’s most treatable. In this section of About Breast Cancer, we discuss the strengths and weaknesses of each of the standard screening tests currently available to women—mammography (including digital mammography), MRI, clinical breast exam and breast self-exam—as well as what happens if a test shows something abnormal.

Maestro
NuttinButtSexxy I HEAR THE FLUTED HARMONY OF YOUR WORDS, IT RIVETS ME INTO A HOT THRUM OF STILLNESS, I REACH FOR YOU AS YOU TURN TO LEAVE ME HERE IN MY SONATIC PRISON OF LONLINESS, I FEEL THE STING OF LOVE'S BROKEN HARP STRING AS IT LANCES MY DREAMS OF A FOREVER BOND, AND MY BLOOD OF COMMITTMENT FLOWS IN RHYTHM TO MOZART'S MOST BEAUTIFUL PIECE, IT'S WEEPING SOUND SO LOVELY IT BEGS FOR QUIET OF SOUL, A MELODY STROKED ON LOVE'S CELLO AND LED BY YOU MY MAESTRO OF WHIMSICAL WORDS, FOREVER PATIENT AS YOU CONTROL THIS HEARTBREAK SYMPHONY, LOVE SOUNDS FADE AND CAN NO LONGER BE CAPTURED BY THESE DEAF EARS TO GIVE THEM MEANING, AND ALAS, COMES A DEEP SILENT SLUMBER

Why Am I'm Not Married Lol
You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married, and by then

Writing Perhaps A Little Bit Later Or Even Tomorrow..
Good Morning. Well I choose not to write about or talk about some of the issues on MSN home page today due to the severity of some of the stories. One was suspect arrested on rape of tot, and the other was man to die for girl’s gator death. Oh I read both stories and was horrified. My own take on these two is only that there is reserved a special place in Hell for both of them…. You ever get a story so entwined in your head you just can’t function? I think I am there and wished I had not viewed either story. Perhaps tomorrow or later on today I will perk up and write something amusing but at the current time I just wish to sit here and shake my head in disbelief of how someone could be that deranged… A hug and a pat Mart

New Lounge I Made For Texans And Friends
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50939 Texas Saloon It's for Texans, former Texans, friends of Texans, displaced Texans, overseas Texans, born again Texans, Texans in the military, and those who weren't born here but got here as soon as they could..... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50939

Ageless Mother River
Ancient valley deep within the mountains Where nobody goes, the river flows Roaring, tumbling over cliffs, through caverns Where no light has known, no bird has flown Blood of Sacred Mother flowing effortless forever Worshiped in bygone days, Our Blessed ancient ways Black cloud looming in the highlands Pouring torrent, raging flood Tearing boulders from the hillside Claws shearing stone to mud Mountains washing to the ocean Mighty trees come sweeping down River reclaims plain and valley Biggest city, smallest town Sunlight shining on the azure waters Quiet serpent twists through the mists Fertile giver our Mother River Murmur peaceful song, soft and long Danu by a willow sings to the river daughters Lullabies, shining fireflies How powerful our Mother River Her ageless beauty flowing free Peaceful blessings for our orchards Bringing life to bush and tree Turn high mountains into powder Carving canyons through the land Ripping down the strongest fortress

Oct 16 Romantic
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, October 16: The big questions concern both you and your beloved right now. Engaging each other's brain is where it's at. The more you discuss intellectual matters and philosophical topics, the closer you feel emotionally.

A World Within
There is a place beyond the world Through the veil, behind our eyes There is a time beyond time That lies in the centre of our soul A place of peace, a place of joy Where hopes and dreams come true look within to look without To time everlasting shining through Lord and Lady guide me true Take your children by the hand, lead them to you Through forests dark and green and oceans blue Through fire, fog and fury guide me true In days of old, through mists of time, In deepest caves glowing in the firelight Inside our hearts, inside our souls The chants of the Gods that make us whole © Paganii 2007

Poem: What My Husband Will Get From Me
Though I have always said, I dont need a third to know how stupid the first two were for me. But if all is how Im about to describe. I think if marriage becomes an option for me. Here is what would happen if you/we were married. Each morning bonner wouldnt be just cause you need to pee. If your good to me, each morning youd wake up with breakfast & coffee. & Even make time for a quickie. At lunch you'd find notes that would only leave you lusting for me. You'd come home to fresh home made cooking. If you come home dirty. I'll strip you down while we are knecking. Id join you in the shower scrub you up then either bend over with one legg up. Or Just do those things to you, those things that pleases you. Those things that make you tremble in the knees, cause you. Let me do as I please to you. You eventually take time to wine & dine me. We see a movie, then off to some chinese. We get a booth. Im in a skirt. Your in a suit. We're looking/lu

Poetry
hell awaits me. life has drained me, as i die a little more each day. life is shallow, and all is void. a pennance too all things done in veign. my life is broken my dreams are stolen. and now i am left with all this pain. and hell awaits me.

So What Does That Make You?
Some people...never cease to amaze me. I put my heart out on the line and I get bullshit back. Well fuck you too. I don't do mind games and I don't guess at your feelings. If you never wanted me to begin with, all you had to do was say so. Don't lead me on. String me up. Set me up to fall. I never did that to you when all I did was like you. You never called me. You never texted me back on anything. You never answered me back on myspace. So what else am I supposed to think? I know you're busy and you've got shit going on in your life but so does everyone else. But you weren't too fucking busy to go to a party and get shitfaced. Too busy to call me through, right? Too busy to come and see the person you called your girlfriend. Even when she relapsed. Even when she needed someone there and when YOU said that YOU would be there. That you would never leave. So what does that make you? Busy or a liar? "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on

Happy Ending
Cowboys ride into sunsets The good guy always gets the girl Cinderella has just fit The glass slipper that changed her world We all know the stories We all know the fairy tales We all get the glory Of making it for ourselves From the beginning We're all looking for a happy ending Every dream of winning Every love we'be been in Right from the beginning We're looking for a happy ending We come here with nothing And take it with us the day we leave The first and last breath don't matter It's all the ones that are in between It's the reason for living It's the reason the caged bird sings It's why we sit in the movies All the way to the closing scene And for all the dreams who have come and gone Who have reached for the stars who have overcome You're the hope, you're the wish, you're the truth Baby here's the proof Baby's born in the ghetto Baby's born with a silver spoon One tells his mama, "I'll have a dream." One tells his mama, "I'll walk the moon."

At All
Life’s mysteries Gnaw at my very core Dark phantasms Chase me into the light Crossing those thresholds Of sanity And instability That calm façade Seen by most Hides The passionate beast That only the privileged Or the cursed See Touching the dark side To expose my truth Multiple pieces Of a fractured puzzle Which when complete Shows all But only small bits Are shown At all Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007

Of Me
Silly hopes Whimsical visions My twisted mind Continues to twist My soul Reaching out My delicate hand Embraces the skeleton In my closet Drawing the darkness To me Inhaling it deeply Once again Making it apart Of me Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007

Silly Words
Silly words Fill my memories Causing tears Bringing laughter Silly words Cut me to the bone And lift me higher Than ever Those silly words Of love Of hate Of support Of denial I run towards Silly words I crawl away from Silly words I want to embrace To make my own While cursing them As I utter them Silly words Formed from the slime Of my darkness And the sparkle Of my passion Over and over I hear them Over and over They haunt me Those silly Silly words Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007

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Submission
Submission standing in nothing but a blindfold tingling with anticipation a breeze of warm air across my breast a pressing i have never felt before a gentle touch and a kiss the desire has begun a smack and pull of my hair my body is tingling with passion he becomes more aggressive a pinch and a nibble i feel the moisture from my desire please tease me more make my desire hurt with delight a whip Stokes my breast a sting and a burn again and again his fingers all over me again the whip my ass this time again and again a kiss the heat is so sweet my breast are pounding with Desire my heart has began to pound with passion he kisses my body wow how much will my desire grow biting my nipples again and again till i cant stand any more and with that he will leave me till he is ready to play some more so i stand here thinking of all the things he will do with me my desire continues to grow..

Hot
HELLO....FRIENDS...BOMBERS...2ND ALARM HOTTIES... CONTEST IS ALREADY IN SESSION SO PLEASE HELP OUT! I AM YET ONCE AGAIN IN A CONTEST...YES THIS ONE IS BIG AND IM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GONNA NEED YOUR HELP ON THIS ONE! I AM GOING AGAINST 18 OTHER PEOPLE FOR THE PRIZES. I HAVENT DONE A CONTEST IN A VERY LONG TIME SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE IT A SHOT AND HAVE FUN WITH IT. SO IF YOU COULD PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME(NO LIMIT) AND RATE ME ALSO OKAY CUZ RATES DO COUNT. ALSO PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD TO HELP ME OUT AND JUST DO WHAT YOU CAN. THANKS SOOOO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP!!! CLICK HERE FOR THE CONTEST!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXO

Please Read Me Just To Let You Know
hello everyone,first thing is sorry not been around much not been feeling myself lately,need abit of advice got on here yesterday and noticed the same person had visited me alot then looked abit closer and saw a pic of me i did freak out thought i had a twin i never knew about,after then been plagued with i love you and marry me comments on my page,my pics getting private messages saying the same things,he is not being nasty but i'm getting abit uneasy about it,i've visited his page a read what it said he reckens he knows me he might do i dont know or he could me some sort of stalker,i dont wanna block him just incase he is a friend from the past i've asked who he is he just says his name begins with g,should i ignore him or ask him stuff only he would know about me if he was a friend, just thought you should know just incase you see my pic on another profile that its not mine ,thank you for listening much luv and hugs xox

Be Informed
This isn't a pimpout..or a silly bulletin, but this is something that is very important... This year alone, the American Cancer Society estimates 22,430 Women will be diagnosed with Ovarian cancer and at least 14,500 women will die from Ovarian Cancer. Currently there is no effective means of early detection for the disease. As a result, ovarian cancer is usually diagnosed in advanced stages and only 50% of women survive longer than five years. Today, only 25% of cases are diagnosed in the early stages, i.e., before the cancer has spread beyond the ovary to the pelvic region. However, if ovarian cancer is detected and treated early, the five-year survival rate is greater than 90%. Until there is an effective way to detect ovarian cancer, all women are urged to become educated about the disease so she can act independently to protect her health. Listen to your body. Do not ignore symptoms. Below are some helpful links with more information on Ovarian Cancer.... http://

Be Honested And Critique - First Attempt
The Capture Victoria woke to complete darkness. She wondered where she was and why she couldn’t move. She yelled for help and heard only her echo. The darkness was interrupted by light that shone down on her. She looked around for anything to tell her where she was but to no avail. She realized that she was restrained to a wooden chair with leather straps and stripped down to her red corset and matching lacey panties. She tried to struggle but the restraints were too tight. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a blinking red light on the wall and figured someone was watching. “Hello? Is anyone there?” she cried but the echoes of her pleas gave away to silence. A man stepped out of the shadows in front of her. As he came closer, she remembered that she saw him before. She recalled that earlier that night (assuming that it was the same night) her girlfriends and her went to a club as they did most weekends to levitate some of the stress of the week. They

Lol
A 10 year old boy was watching a movie on the couch with his mom when an adult scene came up he asked her "Mom,what are they doing"?She replied "they're baking a cake". The next day she took him to the zoo,and when they walked by thew monkey cage 2 monkeys were mating.The boy asked"Mom,what are they doing"?She again replied"they are baking a cake".The boy asked "like you and daddy baked a cake last night"?"How do you know about that"she asked him. He answered"this morning I went into your room and licked the icing off the bed".

Poetry Failings, Part Ii
~1.04am~ Sleeping cold, Alone, Remembering what it felt like To be one with someone, To have their arms Holding, Pulling me close, Not even sure If it was ever even real Or if maybe It was all just a dream Incorporated into this wavering reality. * ~A Confinement of Life~ Like a slow torture, Each heartbeat, Each breath expelled Pulls us closer to the disintergration of hope; The only indication of life Is slashing its way to get out But stuck still Beneath the prison of the flesh, Encumbered with the delusion That the chance is just waiting to be met. Outside of this facade, Just skirting the fringes of our dreams Laughs our soul's desire, Taunting, Daring us to truly live. * ~burn~ your legs intertwine with my own and i feel the burn of your skin from within as your kiss sears my soul. * ~Love~ I can take what you give And give what you want, Feed your soul with my poison love, Corrupt your flesh With the touch of my tongu

E-mail Threat
This makes better sense when you read it from the bottom up. Since this is the e-mails... the most recent is on top (from me to him) Brace yourselves, there may be more to come. And if you're wondering, yes, this man is on Fubar as well. Protect your children at all costs!!! Heather: park mgr Dan: park owner Tristan: little boy that gave my daughter a black eye for no reason. Parent's excuse-- he was out of meds. Wow... Your intelligence level is lowering my IQ. I think you just need to back off and stop trying to have the last word. this is a battle that you are not going to win. The only people that need to know what is going on are Heather and Dan, and they already know that you're just blowing shit out of your ass because you're still pissed about the eviction of Lot 4. They all know that you're just trying to get even. and you've already stated twice that you want me to move. so there's your motive. Even though I just moved here a few months ago, I am

Hypocrit Or Just Ignorant?
I had a recent issue where i Dr'd someone's pic,because they had a (what i considered) offensive pic (it was a Pro hitler pic) in their album. Now yes, i should have looked @ the profile a bit better, where the person said if you dont like it, move on.( this is my fault, and ill admit to this much) but after i Dr'd it, the person Re-rated me a 1, then blocked me so i couldnt return the favor,LoL. @ that point, i then started getting "visitors" to my page who would do the same( my opinion: chicken s@#$'s) and actually helped me level,lol )The irony is, is that she is either a lesbian, or bisexual, and given that from memory, these people were treated not much better then the Jewish people ( Anyone from the LBGTQ community also) i found what the woman did to be almost entertaining. )I guess i should have put the warning i put on there just recently, a bit earlier huh? oh well her loss of a decent friend.

Poem I Like Very Much
Blue Without You... My red heart is blue, because I'm missing you. Every day, I think about you, and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced love to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop loving you. You're the world to me, in brilliant colors. You're my best friend, a favorite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, that you'll walk through the door and take this heartache away.

Deep
I look into your eyes and I'm lost. As soul so deep, I will never see the end. Do I loosen my chains and take a chance? Do I hold tight and let nobody in? Do you care? Do you want to be here? Running, hiding, chasing, being. Send me home I'm tired of being alone. Hold me close. Never let me go. But first, You have to see me.

Poetry 101 (.....yes, I Failed)
my thoughts turn to her more and more, like moments filling up the day, like moments completing my life. __________________ there's more poetry burning now, there's more i wish anyone could see of me; so much that aches and reaches and may never feel. every day i catch more and more of a glimpse of it and every day i have to hold my hand from giving in to it. if never what i feel is loosened i know i have no chance of ever mattering, of ever loving completely and where i move towards will there ever be fulfillment, will there ever be the beauty of life shining above all else? __________________ ashes of yesterday still carry on the winds and the whispers that echoed like gospel under the moonlight now sound like the streaks of broken tears. the luster of twilight clouds gray with the shadows of loneliness while dawn's embrace stays riveted with January's frost. the warmth of love keeps scars from every really healing and it's only

Lmao
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Quiet Times
Look, it's not a secret, I try to hide the fact, I want nobody, it doesn't make me strange, just alone. Nothing wrong with that, not empty, just empty of everyone else, not needing to be filled, just empty and and quiet, in these times. Not a word, not a touch needed, still.

Loss Of My Stepmom,,r.i.p.
Hall, Helen View/Sign Guest Book Munford - HELEN HALL, 58, retired from Turner Dairy, passed away October 14, 2007 at Methodist Central Memphis. The family will receive friends from 9-11 a.m., Tuesday, October 16 at Munford Funeral Home - Munford Chapel. Service will be at 11 a.m. at Munford Chapel. Burial in Helen Crigger Cemetery. She was preceded in death by a brother, Buddy Glover. She is survived by two daughters, Brooke Marbry of Covington and Tawana Warren of Munford; a son, Elvis Warren II of Brighton; mother, Betty Pennington; two sisters, Brenda Womack of Atoka and Patsy Overbough of Springtown, TX; and seven grandchildren. Munford Funeral Home Munford Chapel

Sidney Jourard - The Transparent Self
“If we want to be loved, we must disclose ourselves. If we want to love someone, he must permit us to know him. This would seem to be obvious. Yet most of us spend a great part of our lives thinking up ways to avoid becoming known.” “Indeed, much of human life is best described as impersonation. We are role players, every one of us. We say that we feel things we do not feel. We say things we did not do. We say that we believe things we do not believe. We pretend that we are loving when we are full of hostility. We pretend that we are calm and indifferent when we are actually trembling with anxiety and fear.” “Of course we cannot tell even the people we know and love everything we think or feel. But our mistakes are nearly always in the other direction. Even in families -- good families -- people wear masks a great deal of the time.”

From The Bulletin Board
This is my daughter, Sandi. She was last seen in the Sacramento area. Sightings in North Sacramento, Del Paso Heights, and most recently in the Broderick and Bryte areas of West Sacramento. If you know her or have seen her please contact me here and tell her Momma loves her very much and needs to hear from her. Chautauqua Breeze~Member of Devils Own Rebel Family~Nighthawks Bombers@ fubar

Tequila And Salt!
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 12. I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone! 13. Good friends are like

Me Doesnt Belong Anywhere....
mkaayy... its about time.... to write a new blog :) its october now...means the year is almost over... and its unbelievable how much more shit happened lol... sad thing is i am on a point where i know it can always be worse lol so i wont complain too much... well..my subject kinda tells how i feel lately.... i meet people... i get close to em.... and then i figure that they just cant stand me... i always thought i just meet stupid people lol but i guess its really me... i dont belong to anyone... i dont feel home... or good or... secure with anyone... what probably means i have a problem ... i am not someone who blows sugar in asses the whole day... and i have problems to open myself to someone... and if i do it they hurt me with the things they say to me....and i feel like... "fuck it" and back off... giving up is most of the time way easier than fighting ... but who is worth fighting for ??? sometimes i feel confused and i dont know what to do cuz i cant help the way i fee

Friendship-poem
Friendship Friendship isn't something that comes every day, Friendship is something that takes time. Friends forever we shall be, till time has come to say good bye. But even though I'll be with you, through it all piece by piece. Meet you in heaven either way it shall be Frienship for eturnity... Made By Bonnie Sizemore 10-16-07

Just Another Day
I've been sick with bronchitis or some viral infection and I've been on anti-biotics for the past few days. I can't wait to get back to work because I'm sick of just sitting at home, not making any money. I'd love to get another job, but I'm stuck where I am for right now. Hopefully, things will improve and maybe I'll get my bonuses up (and better attendance because I've been so sick lately) and then maybe I'll be able to get a promotion or move on (even though I heard that a promotion actually means taking a pay cut). Who knows? My boyfriend John spent the day with his nephews. One is two and the other will be a year old in February and they're both so adorable. I hope that someday, I can call them my nephews. But since we're not married, it would be too confusing for them.

Crush To Give Out!
Ok heres the deal... I want to give a crush out to someone... But i wont give it to just anyone... The first person to rate me a 10 (or 11 if you have them) all my pics 10+, leave a profile comment, fan me (if you havent already) and add me to your family... and i'll give you my crush! Now get to it! *kisses* ~Amazon~Angel~

Scared To Death Please Help
i am going to court this morning at 830 am for someting i never did long story this girl i used to be friends with said i hit her son witch i never did i would never touch anyone kid **child abuse** i have a hard time hitting my own kid thats why she dont mind anyway i am so scared that i might go to jail over this and i may lose my daughter i can care less what happens to me as long as my daughter knows i love her and alwyas will im just worried she will never forgive me if i lose her everyone keeps sayings its all gonna be ok but how do they know how do u know anything i cant stop crying iver the lilest thing i miss my bf and i wanna talk to him but hes pissed off at the world right now and it just seams like no one gives a fuck about me latey and i though i had friends this just goes to show i dont i know who my real friends are and just to say thanks j you know u are i just want everything to work out for me and everything just keeps falling outta place im love struck i wanna tell

I Feel Like Dying
Only once the drugs are done Den I feel like dying, I feel like dying I am sittin on the clouds I got smoke coming from my seats I can play basketball with the moon I got the whole world at my feet Playin’ touch football on Marijuana Street Or in a marijuana field, you are so beneath my cleats Get high, so high that I feel like lying Down in a cigar, roll me up & smoke me cuz I feel like dying Only once the drugs are done Den I feel like dying, I feel like dying Swimming laps around a bottle of Louie The 13th Jumping off of a mountain into a sea of Codine I’m at the top of the top but still I climb [I Feel Like Dying lyrics on And if I shall ever fall the ground will then turn to wine Pop, Pop, I feel like flying, then I feel like frying, then I feel like dying Only once the drugs are done Den I feel like dying, I feel like dying I can mingle with the stars & throw a party on Mars I am a prisoner locked up behind Xanax bars I have just boarded a p

Slightly Intoxicated
I've decided: Alcohol increases a person's libido. That being said I've noticed that there is an abundance of alcohol and a scarcity of feminine attention in my life. I've decided to quit drinking. The End

Dt The Mirror
Temptation- Why won't you leave me alone? Lurking Every Corner, everywhere I go Self Control- Don't turn your back on me now When I need you the most Constant pressure tests my will My will or my won't My Self Control escapes from me still... Hypocrite- How could you be so cruel and expect my faith in return? Resistance- Is not as hard as it seems When you close the door I spent so long trusting in you I trust you forgot Just when I thought I believed in you... It's time for me to deal Becoming all too real living in fear- Why did you lie and pretend? This has to come to an end I'll never trust you again It's time you made your amends Look in the mirror my friend Let's stare the problem right in the eye It's plagued me from coast to coast Racing the clock to please everyone All but the one who matters the most Reflections of reality are slowly coming into view How in the hell could you possibly forgive me? After all the hell I put you th

For You (for Jeff)
I love you more than words could ever say, I feel it growing in my heart each and every day, All this love I feel Has never felt so real You give me something no one has ever given me, It's something you cannot see Love so strong, and so true It makes me think of only you This wonderful feeling you have given me Makes me want to be with you endlessly I want to be in your arms To feel your warm embrace It makes me feel so safe from harm Plus, I love to touch your face I love to look into your eyes To look through your disguise To feel your warm hands within mine As our fingers gently become entwined Your kisses so soft and sweet It makes me crave a thousand more I wonder how your heart keeps a steady beat, Because mine just soars I love the way you let me know How much you love me so I love how much you care The love you show to me is beyond compare, I love the way you smile That compliments your sexy style My eyes are kept on you all the while I lov

Darkness Of The Night
As I sit here tears rolling down my face, wonder why my life has made me such a disgrace. Pondering wondering why didn't life consume me, I look to the skies where I see a glimpse of shimmering beauty. As I bow my head back down all I can see is the meak darkness, whispering softly into my ear you are worthless. The Chains of depression grip round my wrist tightly, Gasping from pain and the failure from fighting. I try to tell myself it doesn't matter, but in all this chaos and termoil I get sadder. My head racing and my heart pounding my fists clenched with rage, almost is if I were a beast trapped in a cage. The depression and sadness still lurking beyond, as if to call out. Saying, "kill yourself, Come on." I grab my head fearing what I might do, not regarding the consequences and effects it would have on you.. With a heavy mind on the breaking of the night, hoping someone would hear my body screaming and come help aid me in my fight. When all at once headlig

Reptile (guess What Album I'm Listening To)
she spread herself wide open to let the insects in she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin seeds from a thousand others drip down from within oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness I now know the depths I reach are limitless oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure

Why I Love Nin
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stain of time The feeling disappears You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Brick House Contest
I need 10 of the sexiest women for my Brick house contest...here are the rules... 1. MUST HAVE SALUTE 2. MUST RATE/ FAN THE HOST 3. SELF BOMBING ALLOWED 4. ALL PIC NEED TO BE ABLE TO RIP 5. NO DOWN RATING ALLOWED/ OR CHEATING 6 CONTEST WILL RUN FROM OCT. 17-20 5 P.M STARTS AND END 7. ALL BOMBERS MUST RATE/ FAN THE HOST PRIZES 1 PLACE DIAMOND NECKLACE OR RING 2 IS A BIG PIMPING GIFT(DIAMOND EARRING) CHANGES PLEASE READ!

Athought For All To Think On
"SITTING ALONE THINKING" I SIT HERE ALONE THINKING ON THE PAST THOSE I HAVE KNOWN THAT ARE NOW GONE FROM MY LIFE AND THE IMPACT EACH HAD ON MY LIFE . MANY SAY THEY DONT HAVE AN IMPACT ON OTHERS. I KNOW THIS IS WRONG CAUSE ALL THAT HAVE CAME INTO MY LIFE NO MATTER HOW SHORTOR LONG OF A TIME HAS HAD AN IMPACT ON ME . I KNOW I AM WHO I AM TODAY CAUSE OFTHOSE WHO HAVE CAME AND GONE FROM MY LIFE AND THOSE STILL HERE TODAY . SO NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO SAY I CANT HAVE HAD AN IMPACT ON THAT PERSON THINK ON WHAT YOU KNOW IS TRUE . NO MATTER WHAT WE THINK THERE IS AN IMPACT ON OTHERS SHOWN OR NOT IN THE LIVES WE TOUCH EVEN FOR JUST A BIT . SOME THE HURTS THAT MAKE US STRONGER . SOME WILL SHOW US THE LOVE WE NEED TO CARE FOR OTHERS AND OURSELVES. SO FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TOUCHED MY LIFE KNOW THAT I THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF WHAT MAKES ME WHO I AM TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Prisson
locked up inside, no way out. the prison of hatred, this prison of doubt. this prison of sadness, and all this pain. it's just enough, to go insane!!!!!! i've created a prison, because of my past. wondering how long, this anguish will last?? this prison called life, weaken's the soul. all i need, is that one to hold... by;Paul A. 10-16-07

So What Am I Gonna Do Next Summer?
Pretty far away I know, but its not bad to think ahead or is it? Anywho, I was thinking of going to a surfer camp to learn how to surf. That would be fantastic! That's probably one sport I would mind trying out. Sure its hard, but if I learn to get through the obstacles, I know I can do it. Speaking of which I'm coming up with a new shell necklace which inspired me from the movie "Surf's Up". Sure that's a kids movie, but the effects are almost mind-blowing. What else? Well, a good paying job would be very nice. But all of these jobs I keep applying for are just becoming more and more stereotypical and contradictory. They want workers, but the applicant needs previous job experience. Dude, that's flippin ridiculous. What if I was this homeless guy that wanted to apply? Bush says there is improved job ethics in today's market. That's bullshit, because I still have yet to get one. I sure hope I can get one soon. Its really hard to do anything when you don't have anything. Almost like a

Mommin It Up..
It's been 10 days now that I have been alone with my kids. Funny how things have a way of taking care of themselves. My only problem now is where to move. I'll lose his 3 kids, again, but they'll always be with me and my daughters, no matter how far. I don't see any way to keep this marriage. It has been less than a partnership for the past 5 months, and the 3 years before that are most forgetable. He is not even worth the tears I have thus far barely shed. Maybe I am just numb, still in shock. He's not even really dead, just to me and the kids. We don't think after 4 times in jail, that he'll ever be the partner and parent he represented himself to be. We were all so fooled, and feel deeply betrayed. Living with such strong emotions (especially a child) is so very difficult. The good thing is, we will heal with time.

♥
You are like a drug to me, I cannot go to sleep without talking to you first, You are the first thing I think of when I wake up, I have this feelings of need to talk to you I have so much of desire of wanting to be with you I love to see you all giggly-- it melts my heart You have been on my mind since day 1, You have those charming way that I can actually feel it miles away I am always hungry for you There are so many time I wanted to be at your end instead here. I could feel myself reaching out to you, just like as if you are right in the front of me I can taste you right off of the tip of my tongue You are the first one ever that I felt this way. I never had this so much of desires before and it is scaring me. My heart and stomach always feel so upbeat when I hear and see you Just like a child opening up Christmas gift on Christmas day. You are my heart.

Thoughts On Vernon Bellecourt...r.i.p.
It is always hard to put into words our feelings when someone passes, even more so when that someone has had a great impact on your life. So it should be no surprise that adequate words escape us at this time. Vernon Bellecourt, a long time friend and supporter of the Oglala Commemoration has passed. Yet these words are not nearly enough to convey what Vernon really was...to me and my family, he was a friend, an uncle/grandfather, an inspiration, a mentor, a guiding light in troubled times...this, and so much more. As I have seen so many others write recently, Vernon was truly an inspiration to Native people everywhere. His strength and courage was infectious...you could feel the power of his words as he spoke about issues facing Native peoples...especially as he spoke them in the proverbial "Lions' Den". Outside of Jacob's Field in Cleveland, he steadfastly conveyed the message that using Native people as mascots continues to dehumanize and objectify us, even as drunken fans dressed

My Lady
my lady is a woman who is happy of her own acomplishmets,who's beauty is with in aswell as out.a family person, one who likes to laugh and have a good time, one who loves me,and wants to be loved, most of all that she would laugh at my jokes, and to be truthful,honest, giving and likes to be herself not something shes not.

"my Fears"
Now that I finally opened up my heart to someone, Will he even want it? I have put my heart on the table Will he take it? I have said my words Will he even listen to them? I had sent my kisses Will he kiss me back? I had given my hugs Will he hug me back? I shared my feelings Will he understand my feelings? I had given my body to him Will he cherish it? I had given my soul to him Will he preserve it? My fears would be--- He would close his heart to me He would put it in the trash It would go to one ear to another ear and laugh at me He would wipe off my kisses He would just handshake me instead give me hugs He would walk over my feelings like a doormat He would treat it as if he rapes me He would allow it to became rotten Then whom am I to him?

A Song That Has Ment Alot To Me Andmy Friends Through The Years
Lyrics I've paid my dues Time after time I've done my sentence But committed no crime And bad mistakes I've made a few I've had my share of sand Kicked in my face But I've come through And we mean to go on and on and on and on We are the champions - my friends And we'll keep on fighting Till the end We are the champions We are the champions No time for losers 'Cause we are the champions of the World I've taken my bows And my curtain calls You brought me fame and fortune And everything that goes with it I thank you all But it's been no bed of roses No pleasure cruise I consider it a challenge before The whole human race And I ain't gonna lose And we mean to go on and on and on and on We are the champions - my friends And we'll keep on fighting Till the end We are the champions We are the champions No time for losers 'Cause we are the champions of the World We are the champions - my friends And we'll keep on fighting Till the end We are

Heartache Every Moment
From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment Im lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so worn Oh its heartache every moment From the start til the end Its heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling Its heartache every moment Baby with you And we sense the danger But dont wanna give up cause theres no smile of an angel Without the wrath of god Oh its heartache every moment From the start til the end Its heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling Its heartache every moment Baby with you My darling with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I am lost And we sense the danger But dont wanna give up Oh its heartache every moment From the start til the end Its heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering

Funeral Of Hearts
Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With its glow so vulnerable and pale Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears here for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine Pray to God whos deaf and blind The last nights the souls on fire Three little words and a question why Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for merc

When Love And Death Embrace
I'm in love with you And it's crushing my heart All I want is you To take me into your arms When love and death embrace I love you And you're crushing my heart I need you Please take me into your arms When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace

A Thank You
THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD FOR BOTH OF US AND AM GLAD FOR THE DAY WE MENT I CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH YOU HAVE HELPED ME AND THE RESPECT AND CARING I HAVE FOR YOU ALONE TO SAY IT ALL WOULD TAKE THE REST OF MY LIFE TO EXPRESS IT ALL THE FRIENDSHIP YOU GAVE TO ME WITHOUT WANTING SOMETHING IN RETURN IS VERY RARE FOR THIS WOMAN THE MAN WHO DOESNT JUST SEE ME AS A SEXUALL TOY BUT ALSO A FRIEND EVEN MORE RARE IN THIS DAY AND AGE THE MAN WHO EVEN THOUGH HE CARES GREATLY IS NOT AFRAID TO LET ME BE WITH ANOTHER IF EVEN FOR A BIT THE OTHER BRINGS HAPPINESS TO ME BUT ALWAYS THERE WITH OPEN ARMS WHEN SOMEONE TO HOLD ME WHEN HURT I AM A DEMANDING BUT CARING LOVER IN YOU HAVE I FOUND THE BEST KIND TO ME THER IS YOU MAY WISH YOUR OWN PLEASURE BUT ALSO MAKE SURE OF THE OTHERS ALSO YOU TAKE INTO ACCORD THE OTHERS FEELINGS IN ALL TELLING THE OTHER THE LIMITATIONS BEFORE EVER STARTING YES I KNOW OUR BEING LOVERS IS ONLY O

Join Me
Baby join me in death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death We are so young our lives have just begun but already we're considering escape from this world and we've waited for so long for this moment to come was so anxious to be together together in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death This world is a cruel place and we're here only to lose so before live tears us apart let death bless me with you Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death this live ain't worth living this live ain't worth living this live ain't worth living Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Baby join me in death

This Week....
The past 7 days have been HELL for me. A lot of reasons, some i can't explain... some I can. The doctor... him dying... thats really messed with me. Being alone... really bothers me. Dennis constantly yelling or bitching... bothers me... needing to escape. Needing to be so far away from here. I made a huge mistake moving back in with him... i knew that... but it was the best thing at the time... i hate my life. i hate who i've become. i try to be someone i'm not. i want so badly to have someone care, that i do some of the stupidest things. like, have sex... may sound stupid... but it's why... i just want to feel something... does it work?? no... i'm back to where i started... miserable. in the past 24 hours... a number of things in my world have just blown up. I've truly realized how much of a bitch i can be for no reason... and how naive. only a handful of people will truly understand what i'm talking about, and only one will read this... and she knows what i mean... i do some dumb th

I Love You
I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you Cant you see my darling That the harder I try The more we grow apart Please believe me The sweeter the kiss The colder turn your arms And the colder grows your heart And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you And youre in my heart my darling The closer I get The more youre out of love Dont you feel it The colder your touch The more it turns me on And the faster beats my heart And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And baby more I love you I see it in your eyes I feel it in your touch I taste it from your lips And

Down With The Sickness
Can you feel that? Ah shit... OH-WA-A-A-A! OH-WA-A-A-A! UH UH!! UH UH!! UH UH!! Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel Will you give in to me? It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing... in me Will you give in to me? Looking at my own reflection, When suddenly it changes, Violently it changes! OH!, there is no turning back now You've woken up the demon... in meeeeeeeeeee!! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! Open up your hate, and let it flow into me! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness! You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness! Madness is the gift that has been given to me... I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel Will you give in to me? It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in

Voodoo
Im not the one whos so far away When I feel the snake bit enter my veins. Never did I wanna be here again, And I dont remember why I came. Candles raise my desire, Why Im so far away. No more meaning to my life, No more reason to stay. Freezing, feeling, Breathe in, breathe in... Im coming back again... [repeat chorus] Hazing clouds rain on my head, Empty thoughts fill my ears. Find my shade by the moonlight, Why my thoughts arent so clear. Demons dreaming, Breathe in, breathe in... Im coming back again... [repeat chorus 4 times] Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo, voodoo. [repeat] [so far away... Im not the one whos so far away... Im not the one whos so far away... Im not the one whos so far away...]

I Stand Alone
Ive told you this once before cant control me If you try to take me down youre gonna break I feel your having nothing that youre doing for me Im thinkin you are a fake, you are that way I stand alone Inside I stand alone Youre always hiding behind your so called goddess So what you dont think that we cant see your face Resurrecting back before the final fallen Ill never rest until I can make my own way Im not afraid of fading I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside me Im not tired forever I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone Now its my time Its my time to dream Dream of the sky Make me believe that this place isnt made by the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out before you can breathe Breathe into me I stand alone Inside I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside me Im not tired forever I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone Inside I stand

New Call Me Feature
This is a great new feature fubar is now providing for its users. It allows you to leave voice messages for other fubar members without giving out your real phone number. Every member of fubar is set up to receive voice messages from other fubar members using Jangl. If you want to call someone and leave a voice message, Jangl makes that simple as well, using your Jangl account. To call someone and leave a voice message, click on “Call Me”. This link is located on every member profile, immediately below the member name. Next, verify the phone number from which you will be calling. You must use the phone number of the phone you will be calling from. (Jangl gives you the option to store phone numbers in your Jangl account.) Jangl will have you set up a pin number to use to log into your Jangl account. Make sure you read the Jangl terms of service and check the box that you agree to them. Complete these quick and easy steps and you are ready to make a call to anyone that has a fu-m

Things I Have Discovered:
You can never have too many friends. The prettist thing you can wear is a smile(and nothing else.) Big Beautiful women(BBW's) are sexy. You are only as good as your word. The world owes you a living, you just have to work like Hell to collect it. NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO...THERE YOU ARE.

Very Erotic Questionare (for Women Only)
Very erotic Questionare (For Women Only) Every man send to your g/f, wifes,or whatever you got into thier private message and see what they say in your inbox Would YOu? 1: Let me take control? A: 2: Give me a BJ? A: 3: Let me eat you out? A: 4: Want me to put it in you? A: 5: Do Anal? A: 6: Take a shower with me? A: 7: Love me? A: 8: Let me hold you? A: 9 let me love you? A: 10: Sleep with me? A: Multiple choice 1: Where would you have sex A: In public B: In the house C: The Beach 2: Whats you favorite position out of these three? A: Missionary B: Over the shoulder C: Doggy Style 3: Where would you like me to cum? A: Ass B: Pussy C: Mouth 4: Choose one country where wou ld you have sex at? A: Paris B: Bahamas C: Italy 5: Would you have sex in your backyard under the right conditions? A: Yes B: No C: Depends 6: Which of these would you have sex on? A: Trampoline B: Bed C: Kitchen floor

I Think Too Much....
LOL At least I think so. I was listening to some sad love songs today at work. Only station I can get in besides country...LOL. They played a few that made me almost cry...I did say almost. They played Garth Brooks, The Dance. Which that one is a instant tear jerker for me. That one and Friends in Low Places. They have meaning to someone I knew long ago. But dont most songs. So...it brought back bad memories. Hence why I dont listen to Garth Brooks...lol no song has even been worth me listening that he sung that makes me happy...maybe some year. LOL Then I started listening to a few others. The ones I did listen to made me think of my marriage to Jeff. We would have been married 7 years as of the 14th and the 26th we would have been together for 10 years. I just cant believe that he just changed in that instant right after marriage. I mean how many wives do you kno that would set up a FMF 3some? He wouldnt take advantage of it. He wouldnt tell me anything sexua

Leopard Facts
Leopards Facts (black Panthers) Leopards facts •Leopards generally live to about 12 years of age in the wild and up to 20 years in captivity. • All black or melanistic leopards, sometimes commonly called Black Panthers, are born in the same litter as spotted cats and also carry the rosette markings, although these are masked by the darkness of the fur. • Each leopard has its own spot pattern, just as people have different fingerprints. • The average life span for a leopard in the wild ranges from 10-15 years. In captivity they have been known to live to 20 years. • Leopards are capable of carrying prey 2-3 times their own weight up into trees. • There are three different species of cats called "leopard": Leopard (Panthera Pardus), Clouded Leopard (Neofelis Nebuulosa), and the Snow Leopard (Uncia Uncia).

The Panther Sings To Us
The Panther - in Mythology Quoted from "Animal-Speak" - Author Ted Andrews Of all the panthers, probably the Black Panther has the greatest mysticism associated with it. It is the symbol of the feminine, the dark mother, the dark of the moon. It is the symbol for the life and power of the night. It is a symbol of the feminine energies manifest upon the earth. It is often a symbol of darkness, death, and rebirth from out of it. There still exists in humanity a primitive fear of the dark and of death. The Black Panther helps us to understand the dark and death and the inherent powers of them; and thus by acknowledging them, eliminate our fears and learn to use the powers. When the Black Panther enters your life as a totem, it awakens the inner passions. This can manifest in unbridled expressions of baser powers and instincts. It can also reflect an awakening of the kundalini, signaling a time of not just coming into one's own power. More so, the keynote of the Black Panther i

I'm Not Dead
Just so everyone knows, I'm alright and not dead. I haven't been feeling well lately for reasons I can't figure out. I am sneezing and somewhat coughing. My head gets dizzy spells now and then. Hugs are always welcomed. I've been playing Halo 1 and Guild Wars to pass time as well as playing Final Fantasy VI on my PS2 to get my mind off of feeling this way. I'll do my best to come on as much as possible, and if you want to check out my new poems, go to my main poetry site at: http://stormdragonz.deviantart.com *hugs to everyone*

Empty Dreams
Empty dreams consume me Empty dreams confuse me Empty dreams persuade me Empty dreams intrigue me Empty dreams preserve me Empty dreams influence me Empty dreams seduce me Empty dreams surround me Empty dreams corrode me Empty dreams kill me Empty dreams love me Empty dreams kiss me Empty dreams hug me Empty dreams are just Empty dreams

A Dream Of A Woman.
The feelings I have for a special woman in my life Is a little hard to explain and I don't know why. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen reminding me of a young princess or queen. Her eyes shimmer and dazzle brighter than the sun in the sky, with a mezmerizing smile making the night moon cry, With hair so soft, nothing compares to the way it feels. She is also honest, loyal, and down to earth and real. It was love at first sight as she walked through the door,Along with weak and quivering knees that made me fall to the floor. When I looked up, I had a feeling she was the one. No woman has ever mede me feel so nervous and stunned, All I can say now is that my love and heart is your's to keep. Without you in my life, I would be incomplete. By:Jason Hughes Written Oct 12,2003

Times Of Life.
Times of life is what pulls us through the days. Never knowing the way things are meant to be. As is already we don't really deal with life. We are always in our own little world to make it how we want to see it. Putting all reality in the back of your mind just to live in a fantasy world for a moments time so that we don't have to deal with our actual life. So make it what you want and live it to the fullest. Times of life is how we imagine it.

Vip's
I'm sitting here bored like the rest of you and this thought came to mind. I'm a VIP and have 100 11's, with no way to use them until the rating update is complete. Why not let us keep the 100 11's from today and let them rollover to tomorrow? I mean, since we do pay for our VIP's there should be some compensation for a situation like this.

Wrote For My Wife While She Was Preggers.
I have a new life that I am bringing to this world. It is the happiest thing that I could have ever experienced. Sharing it with the woman of my dreams who loves me as I love her. The pride and joy that she now carries will be the blessing I have been awaiting. Nothing in this world will ever displace or discourage me from what I love and will always love.

Word Of Enlightenment
No matter how hard things seem to be, don't let it get you down. Just remember that you will always succeed in what you do. When something knocks you down,pick yourself up and continue on. There is always going to be bumps in the road, trials and tribulations,but hey, that is life. akot of poeple say they are happy with their life but in all actuallity they just content with it because that is how they are used to living it. ever notice that the poorest poeple are always the happiest and the rich are always saying they are, but if you look at it in reality, the rich are sad bc they try to hide what is real. But the poor are real and deal with real world shit. No one can say that they live a full and happy life bc there is always going to be something that is going to get in the way, or maybe they are hiding it. Just remember that no one is as good as the next, we are alike in one way or another.

Please Give Feedback.
"Recognizing Love" Love is the greatest feeling in this world. You don't choose it, it chooses you. You'll never know when it'll come to you. All that you'll be able to tell is that your feelings just grow together. You can tell by the certain ways you act or the way that you and your mate look at eachother. You can tell by the little things that you do just to make him or her happy. Always remember that the way love makes you feel can be very exciting,but it could be also cause problems. Don't move to fast,but don't move to slow. Love isn't something that money can't buy nor is it something that jewelry can bribe. It isn't the big things or the materialistic things that count. It's all the small things that matter the most. Like cleaning after cooking or a single compliment can change the way they feel for the rest of the day. Always remember that love is the most postive feeling in the world. Keep a smile and have no worries about what people might say or think about you. So if y

I Was Bored!!! Made This Shit Up.
I will unlock all your pain and suffering to the better. I put a mystical love feeling all over your body with joy,happiness,and all the love in this world from one simple kiss. "100 words Of Truth" 100 words couldn't bring you to me, I know because I tried. Neither could 100 tears, I know because I cried. I left behind a broken heart and some memories too, but I never wanted memories, I only wanted you

How I Used To Feel
"Feelings of Lonelyness" Why is it everytime I think my life is going good, something always pushes me back and knocks me down? Am I one of those poeple who isn't suppose to make a good and honest living? Now I can see why people don't want me around and ignore everything I say. Maybe I just need to stick to what I know and which is staying to myself and being a loner once again. I've never really had any real friends and I don't know the meaning of going out and having a good time. I guess it's the fear of saying something and feeling completely stupid and looking like a total dilatant. I admit, I can't handle stress or depression to well. I even thought about suicide and still do but if I wasn't such a chicken shit, I'd be dead right now. Maybe everyone was right, maybe I am just a waist of gods good, clean air and space. And I will never make anything of myself or my life. The way things are going, it seems like it. Hell, I have no job, no transportation, no money, I have home bu

For The Dying Breed
this is for all the men who say they are the dying breed the, men that say all women pass them up for the "jerks" (the bad boys that treat women like shit).... well i am here to tell you men your not the only ones who get passed,up lets talk about us women who treat a man like a man and get passed up for the "gold diggers" (women who use men for what they can get and treat them like shit) so instead of saying your a dying breed do something about it and stop passin the ones of us that dont want what your money can buy us, just what comes from inside your not the only dying breed us women are too

Friendship Bracelet
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you,Sorry,and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted? Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, beco

Hmmmm Where Oh Were
hmmm ... i wonder where oh where is my friend i havent seen him in a few day i hope things are ok i knwo things havent been easy for him i know that he has been have troubles but i still wonder is he ok is he safe is he hurt or has he desided that his frineds that are on here not really care i hope he knows he has me i hope he know that i care i hope he know that he mean soemthing to me.. a best friend you may even say when push comes to shove. i hope my friend comes back i hope my friend lest me know i hope he is ok please know my friend.. i care, and i luve ya.. as only a friend can

Time Passes.
Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT........ Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without wom

My Realizations........
1) Time doesnt heal ALL wounds. 2) No matter how much good you do in life, sometimes it just doesnt matter. 3) Nice girls really do finish last.... 4) Just when you think life is going to bless you, another battle begins. 5) Rather then be hurt, I would much rather never open my heart again. 6) Morals an values are wonderful traits. But having them only brings loneliness and solitude. 7) True love is just a trick played on your heart. 8) Being a workaholic isnt a bad thing. Thats it for now. Just my feelings tonight and the things these last 2 weeks that have finally become very clear to me.....

Feeling Trapped...........
OK newest in my "Feeling Trapped" Saga as I've now dubbed it. I started movin bits and pieces of my stuff to my moms attic. Stuff that wont be so noticable at first because its stuff i had stored under the house. But its a start. I'm tryin to hold off til after christmas because it is the holiday season. Dunno if I'm gonna make it that long bein in the same house with him though. He's driving me crazy! I friggin hate him. I know you're not supposed to hate people. But he is one person I can say i truely hate.

To Whom It May Concern.....
To whom it may concern, this will be my last time on here. I have made a few good friends while I was here. No I'm not deleteing my account. When I get off of work, I am going to give into my deamons and take my life........I have just gotten so tired of life, I can't do it anymore. I hurt everyone who has ever loved me pushed them away from me. I am tired of the phsycal pain the mental pain, I just can't do it any more. I am so tired of everybody getting rid of me because I have problems. I'm not a bad person, just messed up. But every body gives up on me to easy. If someone would just hang in there and help when the stroms come they would see. Maybe they will remember me when I am gone. Goodbye all.

Arkansas
Two hillbillies walk into a Dairy Queen. While having a couple of Blizzards, they talk privately about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, eating a chicken sandwich, begins to cough. After a while, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue, eyes widen and shakes her head no. The hillbilly strolls over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a long lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. She begins to breathe again, the hillbilly ambles smugly back to his table. His buddy says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it .

Who R U
Find out what type of supernatural creature you would be!!!created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Ghost You are a ghost. You find your center by keeping to yourself, and thinking. Being so quiet and shy, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, and SPEAK UP!!! because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, and get your vioce heard. Ghost88% Elemental81% Fariy81% Demon69% Mermaid63% Magic user63% Mortal44% Vampire44% Warewolf44% Elf31%

Im Very Sad Right Now
to all that read this im sorry it has been a bad fucking day. first i had to work all day long today. and then i go to talk to my friend that i havent talked to in a while. he ends up all pissed at me. and i didnt mean to piss him off. he was mad at what i put on my messanger last night. but then i go and expain my self that i wrote it him. and i tell him everything else that i did he dont believe me. which i guess i dont blame him for the way he was thinking but he didnt even reply to hardly anything that i wrote him. and then he logged out and i dont even know if he read any of it b4 he left. he dont even know that im sitting here crying my eyes out because of him . i just dont know what to do. since he started working nights we dont hardly talk and he was off these few days and i was working and it was football weekend. so im missing him like crazy i dont even know if he knows how much i look forward to talking to him even if it is about football and stuff. so idk know what is going

I Am Sorry
Turn your sound on.I'm sorry...I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this

Zombies And Fallen Leaves
It was fall, when they came after us, we had hid up in the tree lines, but they were zombies after all, hunger and a feasting deadline. Suppose we couldn't hide, no matter what we did, firearm noise and small town raids, our strategy aside, we lay low, the team did what I said. We had our guns, they came out of the forest, I shot the slow ones, I saved the last round for myself.

Thanks
Thanks for all the late night chats, talking until 6 AM on the phone, I can't believe how quickly we became friends, wow time really sure has flown. Thanks for that Internet chat that started everything, you know when we talked until 3. I just sat there typing to you in disbelief, YOU were actually talking to ME. Thanks for letting me know that you're there for me, thanks for letting me know that you care, You're one in a million, no one in a billion, a friend like you is SO rare. Thanks for allowing me the privilege of knowing you, I'm the luckiest person alive, I didn't know miracles could happen, until into my life you arrived. Thanks for being so nice to me, I don't deserve kindness at all, I just want to be able to do the same for you, so I hope you know I'm always here for you to call. If it seems no one else understands something going on with you, and you just want to cry, Call me and I'll do the best I can to make you happy, I don't promise I will, but I promise I'll try. Than

Friends
SOME OF THE FRIENDS THAT I STAY ON FUBAR FOR GO AND SHOW SOME ♥ TO THEM WHEN YOU VIST MY PAGE !! =D WELCOME BACK BRANDY I MISSED YOU BABE ♥ THAT YOU ARE BACK YOUR ONE AND ONLY DJ BABY BOY AKA WILLIE YOU KNOW WHATS UP BABYGIRL!!! =D puddinpop@ fubar SEXY DIVA IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME SHOW SOME LOVE ~ Sexy Diva ~ Sign my Guestbook~@ fubar ALSO HERE FOR ACIRE AKA MAMI MUCH REPECT AND LOVE FOR HER ACIRE@ fubar CARMEN IS A SWEETHEART MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR THIS CUTIE =D ♥MÂЯ¥JÂÑΞ™♥ Ï.β.Ï.Ç.♥ ÇΘΘĶÏЄ™@ fubar KELLS IS A DOLL ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT !! =D FACE DOWN A$$ UP..KEEP IT REAL OR KEEP IT MOVING!@ fubar Amber Masters SUCH A SWEET FRIEND MUCH LOVE FOR HER AND RESPECT :O =D ~*~S3ximama-S3xilicious21~*~@ fubar shannon revels SWEET AND I KNEW HER FOR A LONG TIME!!=D shortcake24@ fubar CHRISTY ROUSE SUCH A SWEETHEART AND A DOLL =D

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week- Ufc 47- Chuck Liddell Vs Tito Ortiz
Bucs thoughts on the match......... "A true main event indeed. Both are versed in well rounded skills. Chuck has better stand - up, tito has better ground. Awesome style parings. This i picked Tito to win. Honestly the match would have been better if the belt was in titos posession and we could have had the best title fight that year. aside all that -this helped launch the popularity of the UFC. Enjoy all!!! Chuck Liddell vs. Tito OrtizAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Worst Cold Ever
so on saturday I came down with this really really horrible cough...it was weird cuz i never ever start out a cold with a cough. Sunday it got worst. I woke up at 2am sunday night (monday technically) and i had 101 fever. my cough was worse and i started to get nasally. then i tried to fall back to sleep after calling in to work and woke up shortly after with pain in both of my ears. so i went to the doctor today and I have bronchitas, middle ear infection and a sinus infection. I had get get 8 prescriptions which cost me $102.00. now hows that for a shitty day...ugh...

If Anyone Out There Knows
IF ANYONE COULD NOTIFY ME VIA EMAIL OF ANYONE HOLDING A CONTEST WHERE THE WININGS ARE A BLAST OF A WEEK OR MORE PLEASE TELL ME.. I NEED IN IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.. REALLY I NEED THREE BLAST CONTEST.. SO PLEASE KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN FOR ME.. THANK YOU MY SHOUT IS TEMP OFF RIGHT NOW.. IM STILL WAKING UP FROM SLEEPING AND MY HEAD IS KINDA HURTING.. SO CONVERSTATIONS RIGHT ISNT A GOOD IDEA.. THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU DO FOR ME... ONES ACTIONS DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A SMILE AND A FROWN..

Is It Possible
I was gonna mumm this but figured i didnt want to hear sarcastic comments from a bunch of other ppl. Is it possible for a person to fall in love with two ppl at the same time? My husband and i split like 4 months ago and i fell for someone. shortly after i fell for someone else. I was confused on what i wanted. One was closer, could provide a stable home and said all the things i wanted to hear. the other was just natural at showing how he cared and it was so easy to fall for him. so i ended up going with the first one and he was the wrong choice. but i just could not decide that is what made it hard. I ended up hurting the second one and i can understand how he feels. I really wanted to try to work something out with the second one and now he wont, says he needs time to think about things. I know he feels rejection, i completley understand that, but if he loved me as much as he said he did, why not give it a go and see what happens. nobodies perfect and we often take the w

I Don't Want To Be In Love
The highs are oh so marvelous, But the lows, they tear your soul, The second that you lost, You knew you'd never be whole. A moment lost in time, But frozen in your mind, The two that said forever, Left that world behind. Her heart still beats for him, But nothing good can come, From the chaos they've created, The creatures they've become. She cannot stand the mirror, A reflective crown of thorns, Eyes once full of promise, So empty as she mourns. In younger days, she'd always pray, That love would find its way, She never once thought to ask, If it would come to stay. She gave her heart and came to learn, There is no guarantee, You roll the dice and take a chance, And hope it comes to be. Spirit tired, faith expired, She wants for love no more, She just prays that she will make it, Not drown before the shore.

Lots Of News... Getting Back Into Life. :)
Hello to everyone! I've been away for about 6 months (it is all on the profile) and I am just getting back to life. I'm working to get some new blogs over here. I got so behind on work that now I am attempting to play catch-up with 4 new books coming out, 10 inspirational videos, a new independent film based on one of my scripts, and filmed interviews with artists from around the globe, plus working to get my home finished... all of it, finally. We built a very large place a year and a half ago, so the illness hit at not the best of times to be sick. We had not been in long. I want to thank everyone for hanging in while I was away, and many thanks go out to my staff that took on my life all those months. It is my hope that I can be here more now. :) I hope you enjoy the fun new videos on site now and the great music while you browse around. You can also find me at: www.myspace.com/leetravathan (base site) www.myspaace.com/leetravathan (music site) and at http:/

Bedtime For Me!
Too Bored Tonight! Gonna crash early and I just want to say everyone have a great night..:) imikimi - Customize Your World If they get the rates up please remember me! LOVE YOU ALL Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Sexiest Picture
1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin... 2.) Pick their SEXIEST picture and post a comment under it saying: "SEXIEST PICTURE " * * NOW THE FUN PART * * 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get on your own pictures...

Another One... Lol
okie... so as many of you know i had my daughter on wednesday of last week... as lets just say that after i had her my hip pains that i had been having got worse! so i went back in on friday when the family was taking kaelyn home and talked to a nurse... they asked me to come back in so that they could examine me... well when we got home hayven started like barking when she coughed... so we took her in and found out she isnt covered by ma anymore... when she should be!!! so thats total bullshit... then i went and saw the nurse again and she told me that it could just be inflamition from the pregnancy and that things should get better... so she put me on an anti inflamitory med and a sleeping med because the pain gets really bad and then i cant sleep... then she told me that i need to set up an appt with physical therapy so that the inflamition does go down and what not... she also said i should get this belt that pregnant women wear when their backs hurt... but we couldnt find one whe

So I'll Have Something Left To Give
Come Swing with meeee We'll dance and smile and laugh ourselves to sleep :] can we just go somewhere and color our lives a different shade? make it all just go away, we'll just make it all go away. I'm in love with you, dear, I'm in love, are you in love too? do you want to hold me and scream inside your heart? just break away from the mundane and come to this little park... we can swing in a world apart from everyone else's. Growing up is overrated and I'm not being pulled down with the world... By lisa

My Life Story.....
ok so here it goes, to save time we will do the condensed and slightly dark version....I was born in goshen among the amish to a couple of pothead alcoholics...moved to plymouth and lived in the middle of the sticks while attending a christian private school until my mother pulled me out of there because it was ran by a bunch of sexist morons....then we became broke moved to a trailer park and I started public schools and was introduced at age six to lots of swearing and heavy metal and a magazine called hustler....through out these years my parents fought, threw heavy glass objects at each other and I got really good at ducking.....fast forward to 1989 and I finally get to move into a house with my parents and start dating...since I am poor and kinda a dork I got the ugly chics with no personality and this weighed heavy on me for a number of years....then uh-oh parents are broke again because they spend too much money on alcohol instead of paying the rent and we move to a one bedroom

Last Wednesday Was The Day!!
okie so for those of you who dont know tuesday night when i went to go get tony... i started having mild contractions... and so we went got me some food and then went home and they got worse... so we went back to my moms... then they got worse! so i went and woke my mom up at like 1:00am and got my bag and everything ready for the hospital... started timing them and waited... so then at about 3am i went down to the er at omc and was admitted... they checked me and i was 4 centimenters and about 75% effaced... then they let me rest and monitored my contractions... they were about 3 minutes apart and really bad... so then at about 8am they checked on me and i was all the way dialated and effaced... and my water kinda broke... so then they gave me an epidoral (spelling might be wrong!) at about 10:30ish... and waited some more... then at 1:00ish they told me to push once to see how things were going... they said that i was ready to go but they needed me to wait 30 minutes so that the doct

Feeling A Little Blue....
Wednesday is my birthday and I have a lot of friends who care about me and make me feel like I am just packed full of energy everyday. I hope that my friends are enjoying themselves...What am I saying I know that they are... Anyway my brother sent me a card for my birthday and I have been going through a lot and I really don't want to celebrate my birthday this year but everyone seems to think that I do... So I went with the flow and boy did I flow. Anyway my brother never sent me anything like this before so I want to share this with all of u... A SISTER IS A LIFETIME OF LOVE.... A Sister is a part of your passt... Someone who shares the same memories, the same values and traditions-- A sister understands where you've been. A Sister is a part of your present... Someone who makes life's successes seem all the more important, life's disappointments more bearable-- A sister knows and appreciates who you are. A sister is a part of your future... Someone who is always on

I Need Bombers
I need bombers BAD.. My friend Bones is in a contest and he has fallen behind and some of us bombers have ran out of photo comments.. For those of u that know how to power bomb..... I will give all of my 100 elevens (during Happy Hour) and a gift to each person that power bombs and runs out of photo comments or at least 500 comments. If you have any questions on how to power bomb and are willing to help, please contact me.. We only have one day left to do this. Please see other bulletins on how to get to his photo.. Thank You So Much!!!

Cute Kid Contest Score Updates
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... With 8517 comments! 2nd Kid is...... With 925 comments! 3rd Kid is...... With 858 comments! 4th Kid is...... With 301 comments! 5th Kid is...... With 87 comments! 6th Kid is...... With 12 comments! 7th Kid is...... With 3 comments! 8th Kid is...... With 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRc

Why Do So Many People Equate Being Online With Being Rude
What is with this attitude that because fubar is a virtual community, that courtesy, and manners are dropped at the door. I act the same way online as I do in r/l...in fact I tend to be a little more polite, and considerate online, because it's harder to know if you have hurt someones feelings online. Just because it's the net, doesn't mean that people are any less likely to be hurt, or upset by cruelty, rudeness, and the like. It hurts just the same as those same things do in r/l. Some people seem to lose all civility once they are sitting at their computer. It's like the keyboard disolves all the restraints they have in r/l on what comes out of their mouths. I suppose a certain amount of it is due to their anonimity here, and feeling that because they face no, or no real perucussions, and don't have to see the result of their words in person, they are now free to turn into some kind of savage spoiled children. Their attitude of if you don't like it you can always leave, rea

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What's The Point???
I have been a member of fubar for a lil while, and I've noticed some things... 1. This site is mostly about the Fu-Bucks, Points, and levels. 2. Almost every rating someone gets is a 10! It's not beause that's what they really think, it's because people BEG for the 109's so they can get the points and level more. 3. Add/Fan/Rate - Why? So we can see the pictures you stole off of google images? Or is because you want to see that impressive # go sky high only to have people look in NSFW folders that contain retarded pictures and drawings? 4. Mumms... WTF? (no comment needed) And lastly... 5. PHOTOS - This has got to be the dumbest thing I have ever seen. It's one thing to post pictures you made/altered/took/HAD taken... but, all hese pics fo weird shit..... come on. You just want all those points to become what, Barfly? Fan of Fubar????? Someone give me ONE GOOD VALID reason to keep fubar. I know I have a few friends on here who actually communicate with me, and thos

No Means No Asshole
Guy:"Can we have sex now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do .." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over t

Fighting Stance
A sword was tattooed along her spine The word Brave branded the back of her neck Courage etched on the inside of her right wrist Strength could be found written on her left She gripped her little boy’s hand Clutched her baby girl closer to her chest Her eyes never left the gazes of strangers Silently braced herself for the long trip ahead Her body was Rome And every man she met was Nero Constantly burning her down in their grandeur Leaving her to slowly rebuild from the rubble Each of the fathers left her The way they came in The front door Not even leaving a forwarding address She changed her number So the first one couldn’t solicit her pity She moved to a different town So the second couldn’t infest her doorway with his shadow Relationships had become war Battling over the division of her body Men were eager to seize the area below the waist Taking her heart and soul as hostage Her emotions were casualties Happiness, love, trust slaughtered, hung

My Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Friends
i dont understand why peeps accept u as a friend u try to talk to them but they ignore u , why would peeps accept me and nit talk to me @ least return , the HI or something ,I dont get it but hey I am new @ this I guess I would get it eventually

Omega-3 Supplements Rapidly Eliminate Add, Adhd And Bipolar Disorder In Children
Researchers at Massachusetts General Hospital have reported that omega-3 fatty acid is highly effective in treating children with ADD, ADHD and bipolar disorder. The study was reported in the journal European Neuropsychopharmacology in February 2007. "Results from this prospective, open study of monotherapy with omega-3 fatty acids in the over-the-counter product OmegaBrite suggest that manic symptoms can be rapidly reduced in youths with BPD with a safe and well-tolerated nutritional supplement," wrote lead researcher Dr. Janet Wozniak. The high-EPA supplement of Omega-3 fatty acids, called OmegaBrite, was tested for effectiveness and safety on 20 boys and girls with bipolar disorder, ages 6 to 17 years old, over an eight-week period. Half of the participants experienced a rapid 30 percent reduction in symptoms with no side effects. "What this study shows is that every child with ADD, bipolar or any other mood disorder should be on OmegaBrite," said Dr. John Ratey, author of

I Wish...
I wish this site was still called Lost Cherry. I liked the old ways when everyone was referred to as a "Cherry" and you could "pop someone's comment cherry." CherryTap was an OK name. Better than Fubar I suppose. I just miss the old site and some of the people that used to be on here before people could buy their way into internet "fame." Also before all the ridiculous ads and notifications every 5 minutes that you are prequalified for a stupid ass survey. Oh well.

Contest
Hi all it is that time again to start posting a blog seems I have entered a contest and need some help the contest will run from Oct. 16th till Oct. 23rd the one with the most comments wins so please just a little help here is the link thanks in advance Tami

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Funny As Hell
i find this absolutely hilarious that people have online mommies and daddies dont yall ?? that they report everything to that person despite what sarcasm may lie behind it!!!!! lmao how many people think i would actually tell someone to let me see them naked in public ??? cause you know what i would just to piss em off Re: Re: Re: Re: tits lmfao Hide header Date: Mon, 15 Oct 2007 20:05:24 -0700 From: Size: 6 KB To: pilo2001@fubar.com Reply-To: nice to know that pagan has a mommy online good looking out for your daughter im proud so that must be the kid you care about right ???? On 10/15/2007, pilo2001@fubar.com wrote: Wow.. that was a nice attempt, really, but yet not effective. Sorry. and I'm pretty sure that you have to be sexy in order to show off sexy pictures. I could be wrong... but I'm pretty sure that's how it works. On 10/15/2007, windows_3rr0r@fubar.com wrote: well however we will do this i will fix your girls problem and also i will not arg

How Do You Say Goodbye
in a world where peer pressure and racism have crowded with the ever changing politics that have engulfed our government and invaded our lives, i am forced to leave behind those struggles of defeat only to be beat down with my own demons that have haunted me for some time now, that sence of security that comes with health has swept through my life like a theif in the night and has robbed me of my sanity and stripped me of my zest for life and longing for my success, taking away my joy and leaving me sadness taking my happiness and replacing with pain taking my goals and adding defeat stealing all that i have within me to give me back heartache, although its hard to give up this life that was once full of fun and laughter and smiles and tears of joy rather than pain, the easy part is that i have no love no husband no kids no parents no siblings no one person left to mourn me except maybe a freind or two in passing, i however do leave behind a man that makes my world glitter and sh

Episode 10/15/07
Well, so far, my most favorite ladies on the tv show of The Bachelor have survived all the cuts....I like Sheena and Bettina myself....and yes, the biggest part of why they're my favorite is because they most closely resemble what I'm looking for in my dream girl out of all the other ladies on the show....I like Sheena more than Bettina in one way because Bettina has been married and divorced.... To be honest, I do want to see them in bikinis, in their undergarments and in the nude....but then again, I just have the fascination for seeing more skin on a woman anyways....I'm a virgin myself and have made a promise to God that I would never have sex with a woman unless I was married to her....I have kept that promise for about 13 years now....and the older I get, the stronger my hormones get.... Another thing that I like about Sheena over Bettina is that Bettina's hair looks like it's dyed....what is her natural hair color? is it actually blond?

What Gender Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involvedWhat Gender Is Your Brain?

Boredom !!!! (help)
omg i'm so bored and soooo tired i still have an hour til i can go home i so did not miss babysitting late nights why why why was i asked to do it now -cries- i need some unbored meant if not pshhh on you and your little ass hehe

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What She Said
I was talking to a friend of mine about an ex I have and she told me the most significant thing that I have ever been told. I have never heard any better advice in my life. She said Don't expect him to become what you want because if he is a real man he will become what you need instead Now think about that and see how incredible it was for her to say

Come Back Home Love
Come Back Home Love I remember the first time that we meet I had to have you.When the day I ask you to be my wife was the best day of my life;now I'm here alone crying my lover and friend cause I hurt you love,so now I'm here all alone wanting you back and asking you to forgive me and come home. Poem By:Charles LaMark Nelson

Good Tips For Meeting Someone From The Internet For The First Time. (repost)
1) Meet in a very public place where there is plenty of people. 2) Never get in there vehicle. 3) Never let them in your vehicle. 4) Don't go to their place until after second or third date. 5) Don't invite them to your place until after the second or third date. 6) If you don't follow these tips, you should have a back up plan just in case things get out of hand. This ensures that you and your friend both are safe. There are a lot of people out there on the internet worldwide. You never know if they are a predator looking for a victim. They don't know if you are a predator looking for a victim. Please repost this so that all your loved ones and friends can see it. You could save a life.

What Branch Of Service Are You?
Which branch of the Military are you?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Marines Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admiration of everyone else (except maybe the Air Force, who may view you as just a dumb grunt. Perhaps it's true, but you just want to fight).Marines93% Navy68% Air Force61% Army54% Coast Guard36%

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost e

Omg
OKAY I HAD GONE ALMOST A FULL 24 HOURS WITH NO SLEEP.. I AM TRYING TO WORK FITZ, RETTA, AND BREAK THE RECORD AT THE SAME TIME.. I JUST GOT ON LINE 10 MINUTES AGO TO A MILLION MESSAGES SAYING FITZ IS IN TROUBLE.. I NEED TO KNOW HOW THAT IS POSSIBLE? I NEED TO KNOW IF HE LOST HOW THAT IS POSSIBLE? I'M COMING OUT MY SKIN RIGHT NOW AND I DONT CARE WHO GETS PISSED OFF AT THIS BLOG.. WE HAVE ENOUGH MAN POWER TO WIN THAT CONTEST DANCING ON OUR HEADS.. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING ANY ONE OF OUR POSSE COULD HAVE BEEN DOING IF ON FUBAR DURING HIS CONTEST WOULD BE DOING WHATEVER WAS IN THEIR POWER TO INSURE HIM THE WIN. JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES FOR YOUR CONTSTS.. I HAVE TO SLEEP SOMETIME AND IF I LEAVE DO TO MAYBE EFFING EATING OR SLEEPING THAT SHOULD NOT MAKE AN IMPACT SUCH AS A LOSS... I MOVED 150,000 POINTS TWORD MY RECORD BREAKING LAST NIGHT, I HAVE RETTA IN A STRONG LEAD AT 5,000 AND FITZ AT A 1200 LEAD WHEN I COULDNT EVEN STAY AWAKE TO FINISH LOADING STASH.. I WAS PASSING OUT IN

Rainy Day.
It's crazy I think... I could do absolutely nothing all day and be so miserably tired JUST because it's raining. I just got my internet back up and running... after haven was born things went kinda crazy, trying to get some redecorating done -- still not done, im going to try to finish up painting the living room while mom has the baby, then if i finish in time --which i should, i have to go do some winter clothes shopping. i can't stand being cold. next week im off to see my aunt in kentucky, she wants to see the baby. By the time i get back it'd be just in time for haven's 4 month check up & shots... i hate shot time :( im tired. will post another time. rox

Why I'm Not In A Good Mood...
I'm pissed is what i am i'm sad, scared, pissed, this year 2 of my relatives died in a car accident. the second one happened yesterday morning. a fucking 22 year old was not only drag racing, was drunk or high, and had a baby in the front seat, the baby has only minor injuries.... but that... ugh, that fucktard ran a red light into my dad's cousin. killed her, got my cousins husband in the hostile. in the I.C.U. if anyone out there prayers... please just leave a prayer... anything. I'm typing this partly to help me out... let me express myself. all this happening, all i can think of is a song that has nothing to do with anything...

Faster-than-light Take: Across The Universe In A Yellow Submarine For Tomorrow Never Knows
It occurred to me I've just watched my 17th or 18th movie at a theater this year alone. A huge personal record, especially considering I get to see perhaps 10 flicks at the cinema per year on average. Most of these have been solo trips, either out of timing or because I don't want to be seen with any of you. Just kidding!! It's still National Sarcasm Month. It may also surprise some of you to know that I actually made it out to a film musical. At the theater. Really. I mean, it's not that I'm a fan nor a hater of musicals, may they be stage or screen. I'm just indifferent. But it has to be material that truly captures my imagination. I've enjoyed the '80s version of Little Shop of Horrors, as well as Godspell, Joseph and the Technicolored Dreamcoat, the movie version of Jesus Christ Superstar, been a part of a high school production of JSC, seen the Waters version of Hairspray and, thanks to a drunken late night with some pals, Moulin Rouge. I guess you could count the original

Mid October Madness...
...well, many of you are probably looking for something here in regards to the whole "fake referral" accusations or maybe even the scripting, the blaster usage or are looking for something to call someone out on doing or whatever reason you may be reading this. I regret to inform ya'll that that isn't happening (well, at least not yet anyways, pending certain circumstances) but rest assured the information and what the "normal" people on here see is all over the place. Alot of it is rumor I'm sure so until I at least sort through SOME of this stuff and find out what's fact and what's not I'm not going to say anything public about it because well, I try not to post things that aren't accurate, but with that in mind.... ...then again, why should I even care right? Most people don't realize that next month will be the one year anniversary of the infamous Greasemonkey scripts. And it's coming up also on the one year anniversary of that other infamous you-dumbasses-are-f

New Postage Stamp
This one is impossible to believe. Scroll down for the text. If there is only one thing you forward today.....let it be this! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of PanAm Flight 103! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the Marine barracks in Lebanon! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the military barracks in Saudi Arabia! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the American Embassies in Africa! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the USS COLE! REMEMBER the MUSLIM attack on the Twin Towers on 9/11/2001! REMEMBER all the AMERICAN lives that were lost in those vicious MUSLIM attacks! Now the United States Postal Service REMEMBERS and HONORS the EID MUSLIM holiday season with a commemorative first class holiday postage stamp. REMEMBER to adamantly and vocally BOYCOTT this stamp when purchasing your stamps at the post office. To use this stamp would be a slap in the face to all those