ok this a old poem I wrote in college about my first love
Well after not seeing him for 19 yrs we were reunited for a short period and again I fell for him. As my readers know he was and always be my first love.
well anyway we had assignment of writing a poem about love this was it I wrote it in 5minutes and flowed so nicely. I read it in class and of the twenty students in my class The women gave me a standing ovation and the teacher gave me a A and that was not surprising because i was published already in the college paper and was considered a gifted writer this and a essay will alway's be by my account one my best work. this man was my muse. so here it goes:
HEARTBREAK:
This game we play has given me worry
I turn around and your in a hurry
Love me love me not
What do we got
frustration, humiliation
You torment my mind
You don't give me time
We start and stop all the same
Someone needs to be tamed
Please baby,please stop
I did not trust you from the start
You've already broken my heart
I've given you my all
This is all familiar territory I Recall
Didn't we do this years ago?
Didn't we already see this show?
I've already walked out twice
You are not very nice
We both lied to our selves
I should have said "I love you " to your face
this was not the case
I just left without a trace
seventeen years go by
than again I catch your eye
In a split second the years never happened
My fear of this was real
My heart again you did steal
But again I fall into your trap
Boy, I am a sap
This time I see your not the same
Play this game but, your the fool
This time I will not lose my cool
I will say the words you don't want to hear
Words, I once feared are now very clear
My love for you never ended
My broken heart never mended
My pain is very real
But, you don't feel
Sorry my love I don't give a damn
You really don't know who I really am
I am not twenty-four and very naive
I've seen hell first hand and survived
Now I really have arrived
To understand my fate
I've opened up the gate
to a new beginning not a end
For this you must bend
Not me this time around
I give this to you when I make up my mind
Who you are to me in the future I will find
that's it tell me what you think, good or bad