blue butterflies
I'm always trying so hard to catch a butterfly
that blue one that just flew by
I feel the butterfly will bring me happiness
that happiness i have so hard to keep
there is a emptiness i feel so deep
that just so hard to fill
something missing so unwhole
the nothing the void
i feel not part of this world
that people don't see me
but i will not get too close
afraid they will walk right thru
am i just the nothing i feel
that butterfly just flew by again
i must have it in my hand
gaze into the color the beauty
maybe it becomes part of me
maybe i will become that butterfly
all i know is the more i want it
the harder it is for me to catch it
