there was always something wrong in my mothers home but i am so creeped out and scared by it so much. i begining to believe it so. It's been really strange my mother has dementia and its only gotten worse since august and last night my best friend called and this mornin her dog started having seizures for no apperrant reason, though its been said so many times before from my daughters friends and people i bearly know something is very wrong a bad presence something evil.i never really believed and dismissed it it wasn't until i had a ghost that i started to wonder if maybe there is something the ghost is another story but this bad luck started a long time ago . Way before my father died i guess .
let me start the history of my story in 1981 my brother robert died they say hit and run but i think suicide. than again in 1986 a 2nd brother anton did commit suicide in our garage that put me over the edge i broke down completely i could not function because of it in 1989 my father died due to complications of many health issues. even though that man put us thru hell in our life i stayed. 2 years later my daughter was born. that was the only good thing that ever happened.
It seems everytime i move back to this house something goes very badly when my daughter was young my middle brother Frank almost lost this this house due to the fact that he sold drugs and housed felons MY mother allowed this and when i got married it stopped for a while. things were fine when my marriage fell apart and i lost my house I moved back home. big mistake, everything fine for awhile i went back to school . i'm doing well than again MY mother allows more crap from frank he and his friends burns treated wood and my mother of course allows this again drugs are involved my mother gets suied by my neighbors for millions of dollars because of this she wants me to quit school to devote all my time to take care of her needs I try to tell her Frank is the problem and she throws pots at me i end up homeless and broke after 6 months i find a place i'm happy but things go wrong again i lose the place and again i end up here it's bad enough the place is filthy cluttered no heat and frank lives here free does nothing to help my youngest brother works eighty hours a week and is broke do to trying to help my mother one month after me moving back i find her in the bathroom in a stupor and of course it's me and my younger brother tom who take care of her not him Frank. my mother's in the hosipital in a induced coma Tom and i go see her when we can often not frank. we find out its dementia and her not taking her meds for two years living in a house with no heat and a 5 thousand dollar electric bill I'm having a hard time finding a job Toms working. FRanks working but not contributing to the house and still doing nothing not seeing her God the bastard won't go to see his mother but he goes to a friends fathers funeral well i finally get a job for now its 4 the holidays but i am working. this week i have alot of odd things happen my ex lover actually is helping me fix the bathroom for my mom but he's very upset of the state of my living in this house. than I get a call my mother gets released from the nursing home early than planned last night my girlfriend called and said she will not step in this house because of the evil she feels lives here and she doesn't mean my brother Frank and Arielles friends feel the same way even my ex lovers daughter who is my daughters best friend says there is something not right in this house. Even some of the Men i've dated said the samething.
one thing i noticed about this place is sometimes outside i get a very creepy crawly feeling and a couple of times i noticed a black mist pass my feet and a date one night just stared a my garage and i just said do you see something there and he said how do I know and he kept saying it over and over till i told him about tony.
now I have a dog laying on her side unable to get up and i can't help her. i wish this gets better because my life is hard enuff right now i don't need this. Its suppose to be a happy time of year and again i find myself afraid and all alone i don't know what to believe in anymore is there a evil or just fear???
