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Gentle Groove - Mother Love Bone
like my world i'm on fire cause i'm full of desire no more preachin on your part no more love on my pillow come dance with me in my room you can hold me hands i shall be your boyfriend and you can call me names and nobodies gonna change the way i feel, for my love nobodies gonna slow my gentle groove till kingdom come thy work is done on earth as it is in Dallas come play with me in room you can hold me hands i will be your boyfriend and you can call me names and nobody gonna take the power away, from my love and nobodies gonna slow my gentle groove and nobodies gonna take my love away and nobodies gonna slow my gentle groove till kingdom come thy work is done on earth as it is in Dallas ---

Us/we
HELLO EVERYONE WE ARE A COUPLE WHO ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN SEEKING OUT FRIENDS. NOT FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. NOT OTHER COUPLES. NOT OTHER SINGLE MEN OR SINGLE WOMEN TO PLAY WITH. WE ARE COMPLETELY HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER. WE ALSO ARE NOT INTERESTED IN ANY NAKED PICS OF ANYONE ON HERE AND WE WILL NOT SHOW ANY NAKED PICS ON HERE. DO NOT TRY TO FIND OUT WHO WE REALLY ARE. IF WE WANT YOU TO KNOW WE WILL TELL YOU. IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN ACCEPT THESE TERMS THEN WE MAY HAVE A GREAT FRIENDSHIP DEVELOP FROM HERE. IF AT ANY TIME ANY ONE CROSSES THAT LINE WITH US THEY WILL BE REPORTED AND DELETED. ALSO DO NOT BUG US ABOUT RATING YOU, COMMENTING ON YOUR PROFILE, OR ANYTHING ELSE LIKE THAT. WE WILL DO IT AT OUR OWN LEISURE. ONE MORE THING GUYS BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE JEDI MAY BE LOGGED ON HERE AND LADIES BE CAREFUL ALSO BECAUSE MELON MAY BE LOGGED ON.

Adrianna.. Rest In Peace
And another day I am awoken with a phone call that one of my best friends has passed away. Her name is Adrianna..I called her many things including Adiedoo, Adri-ya-ya, or just Adri. Her brother called me this morning, and I won't go into details because I am not sure what the family wants, but never the less, she is not here anylonger. I feel pissed at not only death itself, but at myself for the time I wasted not being around her. We were inseperable at one point, then when Dawn and I broke up things took a different turn. I suppose it was hard going from the "Trio" we were used to, down to dealing with me drinking my sorrows away at the local pub and watching me die slowly, and Dawn starting her new life, with her new college friends and new boyfriend. It was too much for her, and well..I was being selfish. I fucking hate myself for that. She saw both of her once "best friends" travel down different roads and become people she no longer recognized. Fuck man, thats just horrible. Tha

Free Photo Effects...
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1214258&albumid=920249&i=3801814893&idx=2 ^bomb there^ My friend Her World is trying to win a HH and is behind so I'm throwing free photo effects out there on top of her offer (contact her for more info on her offer) for every 100 comments I'll make a photo effect for you! Check my photo effect folder for the effects I can do... http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1377182&albumid=840540&idx=0

Love & Life In Definition.....
I go to sleep at night with morning sunshine on my mind... my eyes open and rain clouds flood my designs of whats good for that time... if it was simple i wouldnt exist...is it gone with the mist... of family and friends would be missed... a sit back and relax each day each hour... hoping for that everlasting love to shower...upon me and her unity as expected... in love not disected but standing tall is respected... a lonely path to what could be great and not forgotten...my head falls sobbing...and thoughts that are rotten... life will forever be what we make it...but never mistake it....for something less than we take it... i dont ask for much just the one who would touch...my heart for the very first time...and leave my goals to define....

Some Things About Me
I am scared of worms. Terrified. It is my worst fear. I am addicted to reality TV. The Hills is my favorite. I think Lauren and Lo are really my friends, and I talk about them as if we are. I can see a color, and then be able to pick the exact same color elsewhere later. My photographic memory talent extends only to colors. My favorite color is brown. I have had six different cars. My favorite was my Jeep Wrangler. It reminds me of fun times. I have an older sister. She is five years older and lives in Austin. We are more alike than we ever thought we would be. I can't function if things are too messy. Because of this, my house is clean almost all the time. I get my feelings hurt very easily. And I always assume I am being left out on purpose. I like to wake up before everyone else in the house. I like to sit quietly and drink my coffee. I am addicted to coffee. I get a massive migraine if I lower my intake. Which reminds me, I get migraines at least once

You's A A Ho
LOL..yes, I did just quote Ludacris. See, i'm pretty sure that in my former life, that's exactly what people thought of me. I am actually pretty sure that is exactly what people who remember me from a few years back still think of me. So I'm wondering if the actions in my past outweigh the actions of my present and if those actions have any say in my future. Let me back up a bit. The canvas of my sexual identity was written on before i ever had a clue it existed. From a very young age until my teenage years I was molested by a family member. As a result there was always a disconnect with me sexually between my body and my emotions. I had/have a problem placing real value on sexual acts because the first sexaul acts i was exposed to completely devalued me. Why am i on this kick? Simple visit to the doctor has reopened old wounds. So im filling out the paperwork and come to the questions about my sexual past. I normally lie, but I decided not to. Under the question ab

Everytime I Think Of You !
Every time I think of you I walk on air I see you there As I close my eyes Every time I think of you I recall your embrace Your fingers gently trace The contours of my face Every time I think of you I taste your lips Soft indulgent sips That leaves me breathless Every time I think of you You flame my desire Molten lust and fire Fill me NOW... I whisper Every time I think of you I crave that hungry surge As you thrust and urge Into the very depths of me I shout out your name As my orgasmic flame Erupts... flowing... Transcending into the light My body takes flight Setting me free I open my eyes Deep Whispering sighs Still feeling the embers As my soul remembers And wrap myself In the blanket Of my memory

Mike's Field Guide To Tough Chicks
WRITTEN BY~ Michael Gene Hendrix Tough Chicks are the coolest type of female around, except maybe for Tough Rich Chicks. But those are rare. All my life I've sought out Tough Chicks for hanging-out-with purposes, and it's always been extremely rewarding. I always just hated frilly, frowsy, helpless Gurly-Gurls. Southern Belles are the absolute worst type of Gurly-Gurl, by the way, and are the archetype by which the genre is defined. Avoid them like death; they're dysfunctional, whiny, clingy, deceitful, unintelligent but guileful, and generally useless. Please note also that Tough Chicks are not in any way to be confused with Hard Women, who are also must-to-avoid. The Tough Chick knows that violence is an extremely stupid and unproductive way to handle domestic disputes; the Hard Woman will suddenly smash a beer bottle over your head without warning and claim it was for something you said two weeks ago, even though she's always too drunk to remember what happened yesterday. Hard

About Me
Hey all help please, im in a ticker contest and need all the rates and comments I can get. Bomb the hell out of this pic. You just may find yourself with a gift for all the hard work. Sticky or repost please. Click here

The Most Functional English Word ..ever !!!
Well, it's shit...that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit out of luck, or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between Shit and Shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits, There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like sh

My Fu-owner----my Love
MEET MY NEW FU-OWNER * Spank His page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Tell him JC sent you * Send him a gift And why you ask should you do this??? I'll tell you.... 1. He is the sweetest guy ever 2. He is always willing to help a friend 3. He's AFREAKINADORABLE 4. I said so 5. Cuz I love him Rogue Assassin ~DJ @ DLS~@ fubar Brought to you by: JC - Promotions Manager* Owned By Rogue Assassin@ fubar

Too Old!!!
LOL ok I was told I was too old for a 20 year old today. What do you ladies think...Is a 16 year gap really that big of a difference?? Tell me what you all think I want some answers ... lol. I am still laughing over this one....

Shuggas Dark Poem
Mistress Dark of The Night. When the moon is full , darkness has set in you might want to take cover because that is when it all begins. When the moon is full and darkness has set in the fog seeps over the grounds, the air is crisp and not a living soul about. Except when the clock turns midnight then all the dead start lurking about. Dead meaning the non mortals the creatures of the night, the ones that stalk the living to take their souls, drink their blood, or eat their brains in order to survive. One in particular I could be speaking of is mistress of the dark , the most vicious woman you could do with out. Her known uniqueness she posesses can paralize the mind, drain the life one holds within themselves, then leave them to the children of the night. Her name is Vampress, She holds these powers true to her heart for if someone were to take vengance upon her they could kill her by drving a stake deep into her darkend soul. Vampress holds the striegth of 4 men, eyes that

My New Address
Hello ALL: I wanted to let everyone know that I have moved, and to give you my new address. I have moved from Beggars' Alley located on Poverty Lane at the corner of Bleak and Busted Circle. As of today, I have a brand new home. My new address is: Living Well Drive in the Abundance Subdivision, located at the corner of Blessings Street and thankful Peak. You get there by taking the Praising Him Interstate, which runs North, South, East and West. No Longer will I allow myself to travel on Begging Peter to pay off Paul Route, because it's located at a dead-end intersection called: I Don't Have that crosses Borrowers' Junction. I no longer hang out at Failures' Place near Excuses Avenue, next to Procrastination Mall. I've moved on to an upscale community called Higher Heights with unlimited potential and opportunities for me to Succeed--look at me!! Please know that each day that HE awakens me, I am thankful to be a product of my new environment. All of my clo

It Is Seriously A Poem Jim Morrison Would Have Wrote
Smoke clears the empty room and makes everything very open. As I awoke to find the innocence stolen. The joker laughs his head in a fog laughing and dancing as he slipped into a cold and unforgiving bog. He sings a song filled with gloom and doom speaking that god will save him. But the only thing that changed his jokers smile was the light that shined on his body. A light so bright it filled him with with fright the smell filled his breath as he fell into darkness and death.

He's Busted!!!!!
> OBJECT OF THE GAME. This Contest will be won just like any other,with photo comments and photo rates, "BUT" it has a twist! To win you must have the most photo rates,Now for the twist you need the least photo comments! So while you are having your pic rated you need to be bombing your opponents. At the end of each 24 hour peroid I will close the contest folder and tally all comments and rates and take screenshots. The contestent with the least photo rates and the most photo comments will be eliminated and the folder will be reopened. RULES 1.Most rates and least comments wins. 2.Good Sportsmanship is a "MUST". 3.Anyone can rate your pic. 4.You must be on my friends list and a saluted level 5 to comment, so if your friends are not on my friends list have them F/R/A me ahead of time. 5."NO DRAMA" "NO WHINNING"we are all supposed to be adults here "ACT" like it! Anyone found causing drama or being disrespectful to any other contestant,or bringing

Emanon!
I have to be the luckiest little slave in all of Fu-land! To have such an awesome owner as Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar So, take a minute to go spank him! I'm sure he will spank you back.... »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Öñ¥z, Èmåñðñ & Ðj þrï¢k@ fubar

Im Havin Pc Issues...
FOR SOME REASON MY PC WONT LET ME VIEW ANY FU PAGE WITH IMAGES IN THE ADDRESS SO NO PIC RATES OR COMMENTS TILL I CAN FIGURE IT OUT SORRY!! IF U GOT ANY INPUT AS TO MAYBE WHY IM HAVIN PROBLEMS GET AT ME PLZZZZZ!!! TY MUAH LOVE U ALL DAWN

~*~ Ain't Love Grand~*~ Trois (3)
Images Of You Inside Me by Blackwidow i saw my reflection in the mirror on the wall*and as i walked away*i felt the tears begin to fall*it seems like everytime time i try*to get you off my mind*everywhere i look your face i find*in the depths of my secret*i am aching down inside*but still i try*to run away and hide~there are images of you inside me~they will never leave~still i try to move on*but you are not gone~you are in my very soul~never to leave me alone~i tell you to take your love away~but you stay~why do i still love thee~all i see~ are images of you inside me*never again i say*will i fall so deep in love*for then would i see*all those faces haunting me*i wonder if a piece of me stays*everytime i walked away*do you feel the same*they say that once you love someone*they become a part of you*well i guess it's true~between then and now~i have never been alone~because everywhere i turn i see~ images of you inside me

Emotions
Emotions Don’t play with my emotions And make them a mess Don’t play with my emotions And lie to me again Don’t play with my emotions And tear my heart out Don’t play with my emotions And bring my tears no more Don’t play with my emotions And ruin me for another Wilma Walker 4-1-08

Help Level Passionman71 Please
Please help passionman71 to level up to the next level.Show him some fu-loving to his page.Here's his pic link just click on it.He has 15,567 to go Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Tippy162008~@ fubar

Fuck.
Well, no ifs, ands or buts about it. I'm pregnant. I uploaded some pictures, but I really don't have much to say right now. It all makes sense why I've been so sick and everything though. I need to get a hold of Pat. I'll update later.

I Won`t Be On My Computer For Alil Bit
Juss lettin all my friends, family, and fans know that I won`t be on my computer for a few days cos it`s down but I will be usin my moms computer till I get mine back up and runnin. Thanx...Luv Ya :) *hugs*

One Tip For The Future!
"Always Wear Your Sun Screen" If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you. Sing.

This Kinda Shit Makes Me Wish I Could Re-enlist!!! Love It!!
JUDGED BY 12 OR CARRIED BY 6........ Regarding the news blurb about the Marine who put two rounds ("double tap") in a wounded insurgent's head in Fallujah, here's a response from a Marine: "It's a safety issue, pure and simple. After assaulting through a target, we put a security round in everybody's head. Sorry al-Reuters, there's no paddy wagon rolling around Fallujah picking up "prisoners" and offering them a hot cup o' Joe, falafel, and a blanket. There's no time to dick around on the target. You clear the space, dump the chumps, and move on. Are Corpsmen expected to treat wounded terrorists? Negative. Hey Libs, worried about the defense budget? Well, it would be waste, fraud, and abuse for a Corpsman to expend one man-minute or a battle dressing on a terrorist. It's much cheaper to just spend the $.02 on a 5.56mm FMJ. By the way, in our view, terrorists who chop off civilian's heads are not prisoners, they are carcasses. Chopping off a civilian's head

Maggie
Ok, its April 1st and I just noticed a lump on maggie. Same ear she had her cancer cut out of. It wasnt there over the weekend, and I can't believe that something like that can grow over night. Its the size of a gum ball, how does that happen. I dont know if I should go have it cut out again $600 and its only been like 2 months if that, or just let her be herself, and just let it go for now. The vet said she would keep growning them back as they are taken off.... what do I do??????? It makes me so sad just to talk about it, the tears just pour down my face, how am i goin to cope with this, I cant even think of her leaving my life, its just so hard for me to hold her and love on her and know she is going to leave me soon. I have noticed lately at night she gets clingy with me, wont leave my side at night, just lays almost on top of me, maybe she knows something that I just cant even imagine or want to. I say prayers evey night for just peace within her and not to let her suffer. I won

"boyfriend Application"
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" > > Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" > > > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Fave Color: > > 4. Whats your sign? > > 5.Phone Number: > > 6. Location: > > 7. Height: > > 8.Hair (color and style): > > 9.Piercings/tattoos: > > > HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... > > > 1. Are we friends? > > 2. Do you have a crush on me? > > 3. Would you kiss me? > > 4. ...with tongue? > > 5. Would you enjoy it? > > 6. Would you ever ask me out? > > 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? > > 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? > > 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? > > 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? > > 12. WOuld you fool around with me? > > 13. Do you/have you talked about me? > > 14. Do you think I'm a good person? > > 15. Would u take a nap with me? > > 16.Do you think I'm cute? > > 17. If you could change anyt

1st Hh Plus A Rate-a-thon
photo hosting UPDATE!!! I am adding to my offer!!!...I REALLY WANT MY FIRST HH TO ROCK SOOO in addition to my offer below I will give 6,000 fubucks for EVERY 100 photos(rated 10)/stash rated!!!(you must message me after every 100)I have quite a few photos/stash so this could be a LOT of fubucks here so save your rates for my first HH!!!!!(if you're saving for spotlight this could help you out!) But remember this offer is only good during my HH Sat. @ 7pm fu-time!!! I am hosting my very first Happy Hour!!!! On Saturday April 5th @ 7pm Fu-Time!!! Now this is really big for me so I want to make it a great one! SO here is the deal! I have a folder with 100 penguin photos in it that I have titled HH Rate-A-Thon. So here is my offer if you rate all 100 11's I will give you 12,000 fubucks, if you rate all 100 10's I will give you 6,000 fubucks! As soon as you finish you have to send me a private message tell me if you use 10's or 11's {I will be checking} to get the fubucks...and you'l

I Am In An Auction ... Be My Owner!
THATS RIGHT... I AM UP FOR BID.. COME GET BID AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!! (CLICK LINK BELOW TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION!) [ fubar.com photo: 3551395619 ] I am offering the following Your name added to My name Rate all 11s during Happy Hour Rate stash during Happy Hour Daily comment Keep you shit faced Bulletin pimp out once a week Permanent spot in blog Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it #2 friend and added to family for the month you own me Added to yahoo Make them my crush for that month.. Will make a SFW salute.. SO COME SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!!

Hi Everyone
I dont know how often i am going to be online i am on an friends computer for some reason my laptop keeps re booting over and over and wont stop i will try and let everyone know on my yahoo and msn messager love to all

Fu-bucks Give Away Now Open!
I'VE DECIDED TO OPEN THE FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY SOONER THAN PLANNED! IT IS NOW OPEN!! PICK YOUR FAVORITE, OR PICK THEM ALL! JUST CLICK ON THE LINKS BELOW AND BOMB! ALL OF THEM NEED YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT TO GET AS MUCH FUBUCKS AS POSSIBLE! DJ CUFFED DESIRE STIX NIGHTOWL08 SEXY FREAK SATAN_THE_ÐARK_STONEÐ_Ð®ÂGØN BABYBOY6913 Devilnurbed2008 TEXXAS LOVABLE PERV FREAK RULES:

Disgusted
well, i post my first mumm quite innocently and was instantly innudated with a string of offensive crude comments. i had asked whether men prefer bitchy girls or nice ones. i get a few kind comments but mainly guys inviting me to suck their dicks. gee thanks, but i'd rather shove a porcupine down my throat. i was told this place was full of really cool laid back people , however i am starting to seriously doubt this assertion. it's funny how people magically get the gumption to say nasty things when they can hide behind a computer screen. i guess i've learned my first lesson here- always make mumms frinds only.

The Move Or Lack Thereof
OK here's the latest. We're STILL after over a week waiting to hear from mortgage company on them reducing legal fees. So once again closing date has to be moved I need a week to reserve truck PLUS don't have the money for it yet. Going to do another moving sale this weekend the weather should be better for it than last and maybe I can make more than the $16 I made for that one. So please keep fingers crossed say a little prayer whatever that I can raise the money. Thanks love you guys

Live Life To The Fullest
As each passing day go by so many things happen in a split second... Not a day go by that I wonder what life would be without Family or Friends and when something seriously happens to them thats when we wish we could have did or said something to them. At times we dont all get along but life is too short to hate or hold a grudge... So what I am trying to say is life is to short to be wasted and just enjoy and live life to the fullest and do it with no regrets... So live each day as though it may be your last...

Dues
HEADS NEED TO BRING ONE PROSPECT A WEEK ONCE THEY JOIN THEY WILL BE PLACED UNDER YOU IN A FOLDER YOU WILL BE INCHARGE OF THAT MEMBER AND WILL HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT MEMBER BRINGS IN ATLEAST 2 PROSPECTS A WEEK MAKE SURE THAT THEY REPOST THE BROTHERHOOD BULLETIN AND THE LOUNGE BULLETINS THY HAVE TO BE ACTIVE ON FUBAR AND THEY WILL HAVE TO MAKE A SALUTE TO THE HOMPAGE......

April Fools Not So Funny...
I'm having one of those days. Just when things are going your way and things in your life are set in motion..Boom...a wrench is throwin in the road. I have had this happen so much in my life, i'm feeling down, but i have to remember what a strong person i am. Then just keep on going..I am thankful that i have loving people in my life who care about me. I thank you all for being here for me.I hope i can do the same for you all sometime...

Love
She stands before me a Vision from My Dreams. It's my milky skinned Goddess. The Moon glows off her skin as she stands before me. A half smile playing across her silky black lips. The night is in complete Black eccept for the vision of my Dream. Dark hair cascading down her shoulders and back, her Hazel eyes bright with the sorrow that they have seen and with the promise of the love to come. She walks up to me and embraces me and tells me it's not a dream, I'm real. With a kiss from her Sweet and Tender lips I feel the love that we share and she whispers I'm your Black Rose, your Candy in Life.

Graduating
Well I've finally finished school, and now have my degree in medical assistanting. I'm excited in a way but worried about being able to get into my field being that I live in a smaller community that everyone in the medical field knows everyone else. It makes things really hard when I don't know anyone previously in the medical field to help get my foot in the door. I'd love to hear from ne one with ne advise cuz I'm struggling to stay upbeat with no hits on my resume. I'm a happy aunt though I now have a beautiful niece!!

Porch Monkey 4
This fubar member rated me a "1" and left a very ugly comment on my page. This was in retaliation to a comment I left on one of his recent blogs. He was totally downgrading our Military Personnel. All I did was send a comment in support of our Military. Please stop by his page and show him the same love and respect that he does for our Military Personnel...which is nothing! Porch Monkey 4 Life@ fubar

Dj Reverend Bulldog Is Cumming On The Air 3-5mst
All right DJ Reverend is back on the air Check him out M-F 3-5Pm MST If I don't have what you want, I'll find it, if I cant find it I'm sorry http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51031 http://aftershockradio.net

Pick A Flower
Spring has not only sprung, but is already in the full bloom here in the coastal swamps of the Redneck Riviera. The Bluebonnets and Indian paintbrushes vie for space in the roadside meadows against brown-eyed-susans, and buttercups and native grass. The result is an explosion of color along the roadsides. People stop their cars and take pictures of the children sitting in thick blue bonnet meadows. It is a great time to own a convertible. The colorful flowers are like a spring smile of hope against winter's grim frown of decay. From the chaos I call my mind...... Pick a flower Flashing climactically brilliant blossoming beauty as sensational plants procreating profusely beaconing busy bees to bumble within fragile desires detaining death's departure My hands hover gently holding the flower stroking silky soft petals between my fingers the blossom stains my nose with it's pollens as I inhale the subtle seduction that lingers Tenderly plucking precious p

United States Coast Guard - And I Quote..
"There are 39,000 men and women who make up the United States Coast Guard. This is because we are the Elite within Law Enforcement & Search and Rescue. We are the best of the best. When storms shut down entire ports - We go out. When hurricanes ground the United States Navy - We go out. When the holy lord himself reaches down from heaven and destroys his good work with winds that rip houses off the ground - We.. go.. out. So, if by some miracle, you actually have what it takes to become one of us - then - you get to live a life of meager pay, with the distinct possibility of dying.. slow, cold and alone somewhere in the vast sea. However, you also get the chance to save lives and there is NO greater calling in the world then that." United States Coast Guard Semper Paratus (Latin - Always Ready)

I'll Be Out Of Town , 4/2 - 4/8
Hi , and thank you for taking the time to read this . I just wanted to let you everyone know that I'll be going out of town to my Aunt & Uncles , The reason for this is because my Uncle had knee replacement surgery about a month ago , So he can not really get around to do the stuff that is needed. On Wed. The 2nd of April till the 8th of April . While I'm gone . I'm going to shut my messages off as I will not be able to see them all while I'm gone . Thank you for taking the time to read this . Please be safe and have a great week . Tom

My Brother...
My brother has been in Iraq now for about 6 months, he's been really down lately. I think he could use some support. My family does a lot for him. We talk to him as much as we can, and send him tons...But I thought maybe if he knew other people were also out there praying and thinking of him it might help...If anyone is interested in maybe writing him a letter or anything let me know! I'll gladly give you his address!

April Fools
Todays been a fun day. Before I headed to work.. I called in and told the charge nurse that I wasnt gonna be able to make it in. That my vehicle wouldn't start. Anyways.. I tricked her good. She ended up calling me a dog. Anyways , got her good again at work. The supervisor was near me..and I seen my charge nurse coming..so I started writing down fake info. She came to desk..seen the info and looks at supervisor and said.. we dont have no room. I bout peed my pants..and said.. April fools! She yelled at me again. lmao. Anyways.. it made day go alot better for being so busy. Now, I just tricked a friend on here.. Giggle!

Pain
PAIN IS SOMETHIN THAT I CANT SEEM 2 GET TOGO AWAY... IM HURT N SCREAMIN INSIDE N OUT I JUST WISH SOMEONE WOULD HELP ME OUT I CANT STAND THIS LIFE N THIS PAIN THAT SURROUNDS ME I CANT WIN IF LIFE WAS A WINNING GAME IM ALWAYS LOSIN THANGS OR PPL CLOSE 2 MY HEART THE FEELINS I ONCE HAD OF THANGS SO GREAT R FALLIN I CANT TAKE THIS NO MORE ONCE I HAD HAPPY THOUGHTS NOW I DONT THOSE THOUGHTS HAVE FADED INTO NOTHIN BUT DARK CLOUDS THE PPL THAT ONCE BROUGHT ME UP LIFTED ME HIGH R THE SAME ONCE THAT NOW GIVE ME PAIN I JUST WISH IT WOULD END PLEASE SOMEONE TAKE THIS ALL ALWAY IM SICK OF THIS PAIN PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY

Just One Of God's Angels
God Bless You Kate!! Will you be watching over her Will you comfort all her fears Will you stay beside her To wipe away her tears Will you be her shadow Will you be her guiding light Will you hold her hand and walk with her Will you sit with her tonight Will you shower her with laughter Will you take away her pain Will you show her that you love her Will your love always remain Will you bring to her my wishes My friendship and my prayers Will you bless her and protect her Will you let her know I care Jim

Bullshit
Never a dull moment...*sigh* My computer has been going downhill for the past couple weeks It's been a slow & painful process It started with the browser freezing up for no apparent reason. Then came the MEGA lag Next was a ringing/ticking coming from the speakers Last but not least came the browser crashing I have been running my scan daily & I've been clean For some odd reason today I decided to go snooping in my Control Panel I have NO access to "Add/Remove Programs", list never populates So here I am sitting here looking at my network report...Holy Hell Batman!! My computer has been maxing out bandwith usage 24/7...50mb ALL day & ALL night Apparently I have some company on my computer Someone has latched on to my azz & is using me as a server Oh Joy! Like I don't have enough fkn freaks from the Internet following my ass online minding my business now I have some freak in my computer Time to reformat...fun! fun! fun! NOT! So to all who read this if you

What To Do?
You know people....I really just joined this thing because I don't have a girlfriend and anyone including me likes attention. I am what I think to be pretty good looking. But sometimes I have a hard time approaching women in public. So it's easier on this thing..even though it won't go anywhere. It's odd it's like that with me since I am a Salesman. Cars, homes, all kinds of shit. But when women are too beautiful I freeze sometimes or just act overconfident because I'm a little nervous and that blows it. Divorced five years and just sick of the bullshit. But whatever I'm here and it's fun. Just wish when I turned this thing off I had someone shouting "dinner's ready". But if I had that goin on, I wouldn't be typin this damn Blog. I love all my fans and friends for being so nice. Thanks. Justin

Whats New With Me
workmans comp is the biggest joke i have ever had the displesure of dealing with!!!! I have been screwed over six ways to sunday . just looking for a little love to help get me through this mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Off He Goes
"Off He Goes" know a man, his face seems pulled and tense like he's riding on a motorbike in the strongest winds so i approach with tact suggest that he should relax but he's always moving much too fast said he'll see me on the flipside on this trip he's taken for a ride he's been taking too much on there he goes with his perfectly unkept clothes there he goes... he's yet to come back but i've seen his picture it doesn't look the same up on the rack we go way back i wonder about his insides its like his thoughts are too big for his size he's been taken... where, i don't know? off he goes with his perfectly unkept hope and there he goes... and now i rub my eyes, for he has returned seems my preconceptions are what should have been burned for he still smiles... and he's still strong nothing's changed, but the surrounding bullshit that has grown and now he's home and we're laughing like we always did my same old, same old friend until a quarter-to-ten i saw

What I Am...
I am me..a woman strong, uncompromising.. With a full heart hidden from unwilling eyes until assurance fills me with honey coated innocence and i allow myself to soar. I struggle inside myself wondering if my dreams are unreachable, do i want to much, are my expectations to high..I hear a voice that whispers warnings , bodiless of hope, so strong i can not breath until this bitterness is unmasked and the lies and unwanted memories lay trampled beneath my righteous tread..my tears fall from a nothingness, forming a retched pool about my tired feet standing upon a withered ground..I long for a measure of solitude, a wanted silence which revives me from my dreams and stills the wanting..I can be happy tomorrow, sleep is for the dead, as i cower hidden in a dark closet from ghosts that haunt my waking moments..I fantasize that i can live forever and time has only that which i afford him..I feel too deeply for my soul to be directionless, to real for imagination, yet familiar faces hold n

The Pain
Please someone take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can take it The pain is cutting into me like a knife The pain is making me lose my mind The pain is making me feel that I have no worth The pain makes me cry The pain makes me hurt The pain makes my heart break The pain is just too much The pain I just can not bare So, please I beg someone to take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can survive

Thinning The List
Today I went through and thinned my friends list and 1 Family member They were all 2nd alarm hotties and dream girlz none were blocked except the Family member and that made me sad to have to do that.The very nature of their L33T groups precludes them from being a friend to anyone not part of their L33T groups,and the constant begging for rates in the bullies I dunno about anyone else but I stopped reading them so if someone needed real help or had real info it wasn't getting read and yes I did help a few out by commenting and rating but never once did they return the favor or even say thanks for taking the time to comment or rate you just read in the next Bullies "Were are my true friends" does anyone really need that much validation LMAO I hope not.So in the future if I click on a pic and its a 2nd alarm or Dream girlz (hotties by a different name) I will rate you but not fan or add

Its Your Chance!
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Pervs/a'holes And The Breeding Ground
I am starting to think... after a few days here nonstop that this is the breeding ground for pervdom (which isnt so bad mind you- til it goes on and on and on for hours and days and such) and being a total d*ck (YOU know who ya are and what im talking about) What is it about the anonymity of the internet, that causes "normally" civilized people to turn into crass, inhumane, disrespectful, incoherent, ludicrous, asinine b*st*rds to people they dont even know? The Million Dollar question of the day!!! *kttn*

Is It Worth
I sit here and think Think about the things I do Think about the way I live Then I sit and ask myself Is it worth it? Is the way I live worth all the hurt I go through Is it worth all the pain, all the heartache Are the things I do worth the pain, the anger, the trouble Is it worth the disappointment, the hatred, the disrespect Is it worth losing the self respect that I have Is it worth losing the respect of others Is the way I live and the things I do really worth any of this

The Cruelest Prank Of All
So, I've been sick. Not the puking, feverish sick I was last week. The kind of sick that has had me writhing in pain and running to the bathroom so often I should have just camped out my bathtub. I've been occupying myself with Monty Python, "the innernets", books in between trips to the loo. Yesterday I seriously started to wonder what the hell was actually being expelled from my body considering I hadn't eaten in two days. Every time I went I was scared I would find a kidney or something in the toilet bowl. It's puzzling and quite illogical. Is the flu male, perhaps? It's really been awful. On top of everything, I haven't been sleeping. That's been a problem for quite awhile now, though, so I don't hold the flu responsible. I've had a crazy head as well as crazy bowels. Aren't I a lucky girl!? Anyway, when I woke up this morning (yay for FINALLY getting a bit of sleep) I had not one little twinge in the mysterious area that compiles my abdomenical (I don't think that's a real

Hate Me
Hate me for what I do Hate me for what I do not do Hate me for what I say Hate me for what I do not say Hate me for what I have Hate me for what I do not have Hate me for the things I can take Hate me for the things I can not take Hate me for all of these reasons But do not hate me who I am Do not hate me for who I am not

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Open Our Eyes, Lord
“In the beginning…” are the first three words of Genesis 1:1 in the Bible. There is something very relevant that probably 99.9% of us don’t even think about in our daily lives. What do these words mean to us Biblically? I heard an instructor once ask his class of Bible students this question and it was like ‘pulling teeth’ to get an answer from them. How difficult is it for you to answer? Are you thinking you need more to go with it before you can answer the question? Something happened here before “God created.” Does that kind of thinking mean we are ‘lacking’ in our understanding of God’s word? Does it mean we are ‘missing’ something when we read the Bible? Does it mean we aren’t ‘seeing’ with our eyes and ‘hearing’ with our ears? What is the answer to our question? “In the beginning…” tells us two things: the first tells us, if there is a beginning, there must be an end. The second tells us ‘time’ has been instituted and is now a part of the universe. If you are

I'll Read It!
This blog shouldn’t take long today, because I’ve got goals! But I’ve said that before … today at our house we’ve officially “inaugurated” eating meals from “The Biggest Loser” cookbook. I hate the show because you’d think the contestants constantly rub onions under their noses the way they cry at weigh-ins, those weekly ceremonies where after workouts, challenges, and temptations, they weigh themselves and the people who’ve lost the least percentage of body weight are up for elimination from the program. I love the food; this morning my sister-in-law Mary fixed her and me a “garbage can” omelet with (duh) one egg, sausage, cheese, red peppers, green peppers, yellow peppers, and onions. Only 213 calories in it too and really filling! Martha had for breakfast a whole wheat English muffin with egg, cheese, and sausage – I don’t remember what the calorie count was on that, but it was low and Martha said it was filling! Speaking of filling, I should fill our gas tank tonight

Reflection
Well, the past two weeks have just flown by. I tried to do 6 months worth of living in 2 weeks, but I realized that it just don't work. I spent 2 weeks trying to get all I could of my kids and everything I can here. I drank beer, ate food, went shopping at non PX type of stores, and of course, just hanging out. During the process, I hurt some people. I have also learned that some people are closer than I think. I learned that some people on here that apparently think quite a bit of me. A very close friend made sure that my birthday was special. Another made sure that I levelled up, and well, a lot of people I didn't know knew I existed made sure to send me good birthday wishes. Thank you to everyone of you. There are too many to list, but I'm going to list a few who really made me feel that good. Pebbles, you rock. Jolene, you are an awesome friend. Steffi, wow. Fair, as always, thank you. My Sweetness is Contagious, yes, yes it is. Your name is so true. Lacey, as

Battle Of The New Rock Music 3/31/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Monday 3/31/08.. Last Night It Was: Cinder Road - Shouldve Known Better V.S. Red - Already Over The Votes Were Slim But with a Vote of 2 - 4 Red- Already Over Was Victoriouse and will move onto Tonight's Battle With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonights Champion.

Rules Of Perception: Reality Vs Illusions
Rules of perception: We can only perceive the external world with our senses. And Our senses are unable to fully capture the amount of information surrounding us. Therefore: Our perception of what is real is limited by our senses. Therefore: What we perceive is not what actually exists. Therefore: The outside world is not what we perceive, all of our perceptions of the external are illusion. The object in your hand is nothing but pure energy represented by matter. Your perception of that matter is then limited to its mass and its ability to reflect specific wave lengths of light. The leaf is just an illusion of what is actually there, and whats actually there is so much more then what you feel and see.

My New Owner Milf
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Xanga Entry 1 April 2008:
Tuesday, April 01, 2008Currently ListeningPretty OddBy Panic at the Disco"Nine In The Afternoon" (Radio Edit)see relatedBack To A Room Where It's Nine In The AfternoonCOMMODORE'S LOG STARDATE 1 APRIL 2008"It looks like the end of history as we know" - Panic! At The DiscoI have been pondering this quote, well and the song in its entirety, along with one quote by John Lennon from "I Am The Walrus" which states "I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together"I've been in a somewhat down mood - some people piss me off way too much, they dont try to understand me. Girls still wont give me a chance, my friends sometimes walk all over me treating me as if my problems dont matter, and yet they expect me to solve their problems as if I'm some expendable advice machine... why cant they understand that we all have problems and that some of us would like to no longer be the advice givers, and instead would like to be the advise takers - I'm slowly thinking that they dont understand th

Beat Me Baby, Beat Me Hard!
Beat aka rate my auction pic plz That would be highly appreciated http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1037376&albumid=942232&i=4282206059 if you msg me and tell me you did I'll send a couple 11's your way =)

Naughty But Nice
Are you a fan of PDA's? (Public Display of Affection) Have you ever been caught making out? How many "bases" have you been to? Have you had sex on the 1st date? How many different people have you had sex with? Have you ever had a three-some? Do you kiss and tell? Lights on or off? Have you ever tried 69? Do you have hair down there? What about your mate? What's your favorite position? When did you lose your virginity? Have you ever given road head? Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? Did you ever have anal sex? Whats better pleasing,or being pleased? Are you a screamer, moaner,or silent? Have you ever had sex at school? Whats better a tongue,or a finger? Have you ever gotten the shocker? Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? Have you ever kissed you bestfriends boyfriend? Would u ever be a porn star? Do u think about sex all the time? Would you ever have a friend with benefits? How long was your last relationship? When was the last time you played with

God Is Confusing
Quote: I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved. - Genesis 32:30 No man hath seen God at any time. - John 1:18 I saw god once. He was wearing a funny hat and eating mashed potatoes. Quote: Happy is the man that findeth wisdom, and the man that getteth understanding. - Proverbs 3:13 For in much wisdom is much grief; and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. - Ecclesiastes 1:18 Because ignorance is bliss, except when its not Quote: The Lord is good to all. - Psalm 145:6 I make peace and create evil. I the Lord do all these things. - Isaiah 45:7 God is nice to everyone, except the people he doesn't like Quote: ... for I am merciful, saith the Lord, and I will not keep anger forever. - Jeremiah 3:12 Ye have kindled a fire in mine anger, which shall burn forever. - Jeremiah 17:4 And with god, forever really does mean

Election `08
Ken Blackwell - Columnist for the New York Sun It's an amazing time to be alive in America. We're in a year of firsts in this presidential election: the first viable woman candidate; the first viable African-American candidate; and, a candidate who is the first frontrunning freedom fighter over 70. The next president of America will be a first. We won't truly be in an election of firsts, however, until we judge every candidate by where they stand. We won't arrive where we should be until we no longer talk about skin color or gender. Now that Barack Obama steps to the front of the Democratic field, we need to stop talking about his race, and start talking about his policies and his politics. The reality is this: Though the Democrats will not have a nominee until August, unless Hillary Clinton drops out, Mr. Obama is now the frontrunner, and its time America takes a closer and deeper look at him. Some pundits are calling him the next John F. Kennedy. He's not. He's the next

Poem By Me - Being
I look at everything around me yet i am blind I write about feelings that i will never find I like a dream hit me harder i cant feel everythings not what it seems who are we to deside whats real just bcz you can see it, feel it, taste it doesnt mean its real we could wake up one day and it will all be just a bad dream or we could find out we just waisted 10 years just being not realli seeing never feeling just being

Poem By Me - A Place Where Nothing Moves
Time flys by as i stair out the window I feel like im looking at a real life painting nothing is moving life stands still beautiful rolling hills and hundred year trees and if they were still there would tell you of a land many years ago that was beautiful and full of life but that land is gone and nothing moves which goes to prove nothing is forever so keep on walking dont look back or one day it will get to you too A place where nothing moves

Poem By Me - The Melody
The Melody I listen to that melody playing my head its like a broken record that will never seem to end my soul is deep, deeper then the sea and when i write i drown in its beauty and when that melody seizes to exist i will be gone to a better place maybe not in spirit as that will always be but in memory i will disapear ill be just another casualty

Poem By Me - The Lucky Few
The lucky few All they do is push me down when i want up hold me back but i want out you can crush my dreams and brake my ribs too but your not going to stop me Ill take the long road some find its the high road why cant you except me for who i am im not that girl that came crying to with all her problems you held me too tight now my wings are broken its to hard to fly away Dreams get crushed or fade away sometimes you out grown them but the lucky few who dreams come true wont be me but it could be you

Hosting All Male Auction!!
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True Friends
OK IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT MY SO CALLED FRIENDS ON HERE ARE LYING TO MY FACE...BEING TWO FACED. SO DO ME A FAVOR IF YOUR FAKE, IF YOU TRULY DO HATE ME...TELL IT TO ME...NOT BEHIND MY BACK I'M SICK OF PEOPLE LYING TO MY FACE ABOUT STUPID ASS SHIT...FACE UP BE A MAN/OR WOMAN AND TELL ME THE TRUTH. THANKS

10 Commandmants Of Rugby
1. Thou shalt not hesitate at the breakdown, but be mighty to get your rightful ball; for though it is written that the meek shall inherit the earth, this is truly was a poor translation. The meek shall be trampled into the dirt is more to the point. 2. Thou shalt not speak profanely of the Whistler, nor question the purity of his birth, even though he be blind to transgressions by devils on the other team at the ruck and the maul, and whistles them not. 3. Thou shalt not smite an opponent with a clenched fist, yeah, even in retaliation; for it is written that the Whistler and the Flag Waver shall assuredly miss the cowardly first punch, only to see the avenging second. Believeth that what goeth around shall surely cometh, and verily, evil men will be found at the bottom of rucks. 4. Thou should not kiss thy teammate on the mouth when he scores; for such is an abomination unto God, especially kisses in tongues, unless you play football with the round white ball and

Lights
Turn the lights down low Something you got to see babe Got to let you know All thats here is me Say you want to go So we can both break free So when the lights are low You will always know That I will be here For you and me

John 3:16
This is so beautiful! John 3:16 A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman and said, "Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you ? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay." The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, "You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in." So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered. He looked up and said, "John 3:16." The lady said, "Come on in, Son." She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, and she

What Does Music Say About You?
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING. 1. How does the world see me?: Layla - Eric Clapton 2. Will I have a happy life?: The show must go on - Pink Floyd 3. What do my friends really think of me?: Sins of The father - Black Sabbath 4. Do people secretly lust after me?: The thin ice - Pink floyd 5. How can I make myself happy?: Hey ho lets go - Ramons 6. What should I do with my life?: Kick start my heart - Motley Crue 7. Will I ever have children?: This is how you remind me - Nickelback 8. What is some good advice for me?: I was made for loving you - Kiss 9. How will I be remembered?: I Disapear - Metallica 10. What is my signature dancing song?: Rock Lobster - B52's 11. What do I think my current theme song is?: Where ever I may roam - Metallica 12. What does everyone else think my current theme song

Look At U
Look at you You look fine how do you do Been a while since alone in your room Been around but havent found no one like you Dont you know baby there is no one like you So can you hear my emotions Sweet slowly Hear with your heart baby Dont speak Now with your soul tell me silently

Poem By Me - A Story
This is a story about a girl who loved but was never loved who cared but was never token care of who dreamed but it never came true who trusted but had no reason to who was there but always was lost who talked but never said a word who listened but never heard who lived but was never there who sang but didnt know the words who was happy for no reason who forgave but never forgot who isnt here but still lives

Top 10 Reasons To Date A Rugby Player
( ya baby ) 1. We know how to hit in all the right ways 2. Can anyone say spandex? 3. We always scream and yell 4. Open to performing in groups 5. We do it in 15 different positions.. repeatedly 6. We don't stop till we score 7. We're used to working with our hands 8. Not only can we tap that, we hit that.....HARD! 9. We know when to ease up and when to push harder 10. We're not afraid to get our knees dirty

Sent To Me By Tif
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. Old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.. They've outlaw

?????
I lift my face to You in sweet surrender You warm inside and out. I stand there just feeling Your kiss on my skin, longing to be closer, knowing that soon You will set again soon and I will miss Your warmth. You’ve set, yet here You are again. Your with my always. The same yet different. You warm me, guide me, and comfort me. In one form or another You are always there. Thank You.

Sticki Vicki
Sticky Vicki She was wandering down Sierra, With her hands in the air, Flaggin down tricks, avoiding the dicks, For fifty bucks she didn’t care. I gave her the money and some advice, Said she’d heard it all before, I’m thinking, “Please don’t give me disease”, Then I took a chance with the whore. Now, I’ve never been a one-night stand man, But somehow I ended up here, I miss my wife - Lord, I miss my life, For my soul I have a great fear. The candy man wants to settle the score, When he comes around I wont live here no more, I’ll be long gone when he knocks on my door, The candy man wants to settle the score. Just like a man I offer her a new world, Where she can live like a queen, She calls me a fool, says I think with my tool, And then she really got mean. She asked me what made me think, That her world was worse than mine, I lay in the joint as she made her point, Then I shot her with my nine. The candy man wants to settle the score, When he c

Something To Read Every Morning
Just for today I will not worry. Just for today I will not anger. Just for today I will be humble and grateful. Just for today I will do my work with appreciation. Just for today I will be kind to all. "Unknown"

Are We There Yet...part Ii
Sorry to cut the first part of this blog short, but I had to earn a wage. Funny but that wage keeps me in oreos. Anyway.....The first night was good. The kids behaved, they were all in their rooms by 10pm and the doors locked and taped. No one had planned the Great Escape. Yet. We hit the Smithsonian, Arlington National Cemetary and all the war monuments on Wednesday. The kids had to hike from the parking lot to the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. Quite a little hike. We had told them to dress neatly and wear comfortable shoes. For the most part, they dressed well. The shoes were another issue. Why do females think they can do heels or wedgies for miles on end? Female shoes are Satan's Master Plan to bring about the end of the world. After about 500 feet of walking, the girls were whining and carrying their shoes. They have yet to comprehend the fact or lesson that once a female takes her shoes off, she will never feel comfortable in those shoes again that day. Unfortun

April 1st
well lets see for all those that care. i am doing good. baby is doing great. I am having a boy, naming him Jonathan David. Right now i am 6 months pregnant dont really look like it. Have not gained a pound, which is wonderful and nothing to worry about. Jonathan is now 11 inches long and weights over a pound. The only thing that i can say is he is trying to see daylight already, and it pretty much sucks. Well if anyone wants to know anything just ask, i will let you know. Hopefully i will be telling you all more good things later.

Flowers And Honey
i hear you when i fall asleep and i hear you when i wake i see you in the night in dreams images of you i dont want to shake i see you smiling up at me i feel the warmth inside the feelings in my heart inspired the love radiating from your eyes

Deal 'close' For Mugabe To Leave
Deal 'close' for Mugabe to leave Deal 'close' for Mugabe to leave President Mugabe has ruled Zimbabwe since independence in 1980 The outline of a deal has almost been reached for Zimbabwe's President Robert Mugabe to step down, opposition sources have told the BBC. They say representatives of Mr Mugabe, military chiefs and the opposition have held meetings chaired by South Africa since Saturday's elections. The sources say Mr Mugabe is to give an address to the nation but urge caution until the announcement has been made. Zimbabwe and South Africa's governments denied any negotiations or a deal. But the US embassy in the capital Harare said Mr Mugabe was expected to address the people of Zimbabwe shortly. Claim and counter-claim Western diplomats had been summoned to a meeting with the government, the embassy told the BBC. ELECTION RESULTS SO FAR Parliamentary constituencies MDC-Tsvangirai: 67 Zanu-PF: 68 Breakaway MDC faction: 5 Yet to de

Hey, You All Should Read This What An April Fools Joke!
Note: everything I talk about here happen on another site mind you. So you may not know what I'm talking about on here when I say fan & rate and what not. But still a story that's funny to tell you on here or at least I think so. Long story short this person asked people to rate and fan them on this site and add them. I thought ok I'll add the person and tell them that if they add me I'll rate and fan them only if they return the favor. Because a good amount of the time people only add someone and that's it. It's a two way street meet me half way or make an effort at least. So anyway the person doesn't add me that's cool because I don't really care. I said... wow, people can fan you and rate you yet you can't even do that. Why should anyone do that if your not willing to do the same? Glad you didn't accept. Shows what kind of person you are. After I sent that I blocked the person end of story. The person then goes one step

Ladies
hey girls this is the guys and we have something we would like to say to u We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad.... It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel

Bulletin I Did For Ange...
I am holding and Auction for the Hottest Men on Fubar. This is my first Auction. Iam trying to save for Spotlight. so help me make it a Big One. You know who you are so come and let me Auction you. Woot!! Now get in here all you Hotties..NO FEAR!!!!!Entry Fee for this Auction will be 100,000 Fubucks and the minimum bid will be set for 200,000 and to ensure no one is cheated or anything if by some small chance someone who enters doesn't get bid on, and they are offering a good amount of stuff for their auction entry then i will bid 250K for the owning WOO HOO i own you... lmaoPrivate message me by clicking the link below and send me a link to the picture you will like entered into the auction. I will RIP the pic so that i can know who it came from at the end of the auctionPrivateMessageLinkClick hereStart DateApril 12th8:00 AM EST&Will End onApril 19st8:00 AM ESTRULES*Rates are not needed, though appreciated* No Comments Please, Only Serious Bids.*Can bid anything fubar related. bla

More Like A Joke..
From the day we met, you've surprised me, challenged me, and engaged me in a way that no other human being ever has Now we will feel no rain For each of us will be shelter to each other. And now we will feel no cold For each of us will be warmth to each other. Now there is no loneliness We are two bodies, but there is one life before us and one home. Before I knew you, I wasn't living. I was waiting I also trust in the stars. I know that no matter how rough the waters are, or how bad the storm....that sooner or later the skies are going to clear, and I will be able to see the north star....and she will guide me home. that's what you are to me. You guide me home.....You ground me.....You are my home. All I have to offer is me, my life and all that I ever will become.

Questions
Y 0 U [ .001. ] first name: Emily [ .002. ] middle name: Ann [ .003. ] age: 18 [ .004. ] nickname(s): Ema-hoe [ .005. ] gender: female [ .006. ] birthday: Jan. 25, 1990 [ .007. ] height: 5'7 [ .008. ] hair color: dark brown [ .009. ] eye color: dark brown [ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither [ .011. ] do you have braces: No [ .012. ] is your hair long or short: mulletish [ .013. ] where were you born: New Bedford, USA [ .014. ] current location: Surrey, BC [ .015. ] zodiac sign: Aquarious [ .016. ] how many languages do you know: 2 [ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: German [ .018. ] bad habits: nail biting [ .019. ] piercings you have: 14, 3 on each ear lobe, tragus, 2 cartilage, tongue, 2 on each nipple [ .020. ] piercings you want: i want side corsets. [ .021. ] tattoos you have: None yet [ .022. ] tattoos you want: Pink floyd prism, with music notes instead of the beam of light and rainbow, the notes are from the song brain damage, gu

Out Of The Blue...
Friends are a gift given to you They come into your lives from out of the blue At least that's the way to most it seems But God really sends them on magical sunbeams Some cross your path just for a while To help with some plan or give you a smile Some enter your life and stay forever Those special bonds you can never sever Some new friends you feel you've known a long time But figuring it out there's neither reason nor rhyme You fall into a relationship warm and true Which brings much happiness to both of you Friends can help you when you're at wits end They stand strong for you and never bend Their love for you is very real They tend to keep you on an even keel Friends are people in whom you confide No matter what, they're always by your side They comfort you in times of sorrow And you know they'll always be there tomorrow God knew you'd need special people in your life Who would always assist you in conquering strife Friends don't

.food.for.thought.
*Holdin Hands Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once. *Cuddling Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys : Automatically move closer to her. *Movies Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. *Loving each other Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it. *Laying below the stars Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

Airline Gripe Sheet, Very Funny.
After every flight, pilots fill out a form called a gripe sheet, which conveys to the mechanics problems encountered with the aircraft during the flight that need repair or correction. The mechanics read and correct the problem, and then respond in writing on the lower half of the form what remedial action was taken, and the pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints and problems as submitted by Qantas pilots and the solution recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has NEVER had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot.) (S = The solution and action taken by the engineers.) P: Left inside main tyre almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tyre. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loo

Is.it.true?
hey girls this is the guys and we have something we would like to say to u We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad.... It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel

Flight Announcement
You've Never Heard a Flight Announcement Like This Wouldn't you love to have this attendant on your next flight? Thanks to a retired Delta Captain for sending this "paraphrase" of a memorable safety PA (public announcement) from their Flight Attendants. In the Captains own words.... "I was flying to San Francisco from Seattle this weekend, and the flight attendant reading the flight safety information had the whole plane looking at each other like "what the fuck!?!?" (Getting Seattle people to look at each other is an accomplishment.) So once we got airborne, I took out my laptop and typed up what she said so I wouldn't forget. I've left out a few parts I'm sure, but this is most of it." (BEFORE TAKEOFF) Hello and welcome to Alaska Flight 438 to San Francisco. If you're going to San Francisco, you're in the right place. If you're not going to San Francisco, you're about to have a really long evening. We'd like to tell you now about some important safety features of

Top Cities For Jobs
Best Places For Business And Careers by Kurt Badenhausen, Forbes.com Mar 26th, 2008 ARTICLE TOOLS: Email article Printable view IM article Save to del.icio.us Bookmark What city is worth the high cost of living? Companies in the U.S. are facing myriad challenges, from the credit crunch to soaring commodity prices to corporate tax rates that are behind only Japan's among developed countries. What is a chief executive to do? Head south. In our 10th annual ranking of the Best Places for Business and Careers, the Southeast is home to half of the top 10 for a third straight year. But there is new blood near the top, including Lexington, Ky., Atlanta, Ga., and Richmond, Va. (Spokane, Wash., and Fort Collins, Colo., also made big jumps). Common themes for the business-welcoming metros include solid job growth, an educated labor supply and low business costs. Interestingly, six of the 10 metro areas are anchored by capital cities; maybe lobbyist spending boosts an ec

Some Thing To Say, I Guess
You never know when it comes to relationships. I have been in many that dont work. Ones that leave you wondering and broken hearted. Some where the guy pushes you away and says he is afraid to get hurt. Yet, at the same time says he understand the pain your goin through, and all the things you have been put through in past relationships. All the cheating that has been done, all the mental and some physical abuse, yet he says he is heartbroken. You have to sit and wonder. I am usually a very understanding person, but this last year or so, i have turned into a cold person. I have a wall around my heart and my soul because of people like that. I like to meet new people yet at the same time i cant stand people? Is that possiable? Or is it just fear that has me like this. I was asked out not to long ago by an ex, who i said yes to cause i actually still had feelings for, yet i was still gettin over a bad relationship. And i got the way i got treated was, he pushed me away and left me in th

Poem Of Seduction
I want to write you a poem of seduction. I want to examine our open palms and tell you that your fate-line crosses my heart-line. I want to whisper in your ear and assure you I would always take care of you. I want to decipher the hidden numerical meaning of your name, tell you mine is eleven and yours is the same. I want to tune into your aura and see it flaming bright orange and red, from the tips of your toes to the crown of your head. I want to know your passion is as hot as mine, that we have similar thoughts running through our minds. I want to make love to you on a phenomenally dark night that has no ending. I want to take you to heights unknown. Our core essence blending. I want to do devilish deeds that defy defined religion I want to transcend the trapping of tactile tantalization. I want to acid etch your eyes and smile into my mental visualization. I want your chi embedded in my souls memory. I want to feel y

You Are..
You Are The sunlight on my shoulders The smile on my face My secret weapon, my favorite place The reason my heart skips a beat The man that sweeps me off my feet A gentle inspiration My soul's salvation The half that makes me whole The gravity that grounds me The arms I want around me Never letting go All the love I want to make Every breath I want to take The rush that's running down my spine The touch that takes me every time My every hope My every dream You are my everything

A Classic - The Baby Surrogate
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No

My Hero
You come to me in my time of need. Comfort me and let me weep, for a love that is lost. It is with you, that I escape the realities of my world. To a place where . . . thoughts are deep, life has meaning, and love is eternal. I wake in a foggy daze and sometimes I laugh at my foolishness. Most times I cry wondering . . . Why couldn't we have met at another time or place? Where dreams of a love that is pure and true could have been fulfilled. So my hero . . . I close my eyes to sleep, hoping to dream, so that I can be with you once again . . . Six FREE things you can do with this poe

The Perils Of Being A Caffeine Junkie
i have this coffee cup. i guess it's not so much a cup as it is a small tank. it holds 32 oz of pure, mountain-grown bliss. i fill it up and empty it at least two times every day. i hate the thing. i got it during a moment of desperation when i was driving home from one of my many out-of-state work excursions. it's too big, has really stupid graphics on it, resembling tire tread, and the base is an actual rubber tire. i believe the base is designed so that it won't slide around when you have it sitting on the dashboard of your car. i can't set it on the dashboard because it's too tall, and the windshield prevents it from fitting. so i put it between my legs. i was driving back to work from lunch a little while ago with a newly-filled tank of coffee. i went to raise the tank to my face so's i could enjoy a sip of its divine nectar, but the rubber on the base hung up in my pants. i grabbed the tank by the top so's i could more easily pull it straight up, and the lid popped

You Are My Angel
Is like my love for you. Although we know it's there It's almost hidden from our view. The many shades of leaves Are like the way I sometimes feel - My moods in love are varied, As colours are - dramatic - As leaves are, very real. The waters of the lake are deep, And dark, and almost still - Like that, I cannot speak of our love, Not now, not yet, until . . . Some brighter time will clear the way, The waters will run bright, Clear and sparkling for all to see - No more as dark as night, and then one day I'll talk about our love, When freedom comes, and peace, When I can hold you, unafraid - And life seems not to cease. Until then, perhaps the way ahead Seems sad. But life is not a carousel, And often things seem bad. Our love can wait, the hope is there, And soon things will be fine, One thing I ask - I ask it now, Please let us have our time.

Natural Disaster
Natural Disaster You ever asked some one what their thinking bout......... yhea you have I've been asked question a lot in my life only to say ummm nothing but really do you want to know for that lil time for it takes me to say nothing on that given day a sharp pain of my child hood enters my mind with tha force of a category 5 hurricane an emotional force to move anyone in its path then enter tha many other memories of my come up like a flash flood warning drowning my mind in anger funny thing is just like a storm it over before you know it leaving way to make new memories

Secret Love
Is like my love for you. Although we know it's there It's almost hidden from our view. The many shades of leaves Are like the way I sometimes feel - My moods in love are varied, As colours are - dramatic - As leaves are, very real. The waters of the lake are deep, And dark, and almost still - Like that, I cannot speak of our love, Not now, not yet, until . . . Some brighter time will clear the way, The waters will run bright, Clear and sparkling for all to see - No more as dark as night, and then one day I'll talk about our love, When freedom comes, and peace, When I can hold you, unafraid - And life seems not to cease. Until then, perhaps the way ahead Seems sad. But life is not a carousel, And often things seem bad. Our love can wait, the hope is there, And soon things will be fine, One thing I ask - I ask it now, Please let us have our time.

Healing Love
You are the one who dried my tears And because of you I overcame my fears You brought back laughter and restored my joy I was such a mess when I lost my little boy But you came along as if by fate And put love in my soul where once there was hate You taught me once again how to smile And I knew I'd be okay after a while.

Longing For U
Deep inside my soul is aching Longing for your touch Inside my chest my heart is breaking I'm missing you so much You just don't know how much I love you How much I really care My feelings are strong and oh so true This kind of love is rare A life without you is not complete I'm so empty inside I long for the day we will be together And no longer have to hide.

A Day Closer!!
Soft clouds of white go passing by me floating across the sky slowly watching them lifts me upward to a higher place where I can dream of my love for you. The sun beats downward throwing its golden hues across my path putting a warmth inside my soul Making the love I feel for you forever present in my mind The nighttime brings the twinkling stars creating a tapestry of lights shining across the night sky The love I feel ever present as I lay my head down and wait for another day to bring me closer to you.

Trust Me!
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

My Angel
I am blessed with the love of a angel, who's smile is brighter than the sun, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whose kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of her precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream come true, and my love for her will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have and hold dear to my heart the linger of her last touch; until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!

Sweet Dreams
Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to me. It was of you and I, my love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, my love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, my love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed my lips to yours, my love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held me for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, my love, With a thought of you that stayed With me throughout the day, my love, And never once did fade.

First Time Love!
For the first time in my dismal life I feel love flow in my heart the same heart once thought cold and lifeless fills with glorious joy and happiness because of a woman whose spirit is full of passion her eyes that shine like sapphire stars filled with warmth and beauty a smile that brings happiness to my sad existence I have never known love until now because of the way she touched my heart took hold of my depressed soul and showed me the beauty of life's wonders everything that I thought impossible all seems to be within my grasp I see everything in a new light because of something I thought unworthy to feel to feel love's tender kiss and I bask in its beauty so because of the feelings of a woman whom I would love now and 'til my heart beats its final note to life's great song

A Sad Day For Me
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY, JUST HOURS AFTER PUTTING YOU AWAY I THINK BACK TO THE TIMES WE WAS LIL AND WAS YOUNG AND DUMB AND OVER THE YEARS WE MATURED INTO GROWN ASS MEN REMEMBER THE TIMES WE USE TO SMOKE AND KICK SHIT ON THE PORCH, START FIGHTS, WE DIDNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT FUCKING A WHORE BUT AS THE YEARS WENT BY WE SETTLED DOWN AND GOT ABOUT OUR BUSINESS I KNOW YOU UP IN HEAVEN SMILING DOWN ON ME, CAUSE IF YOU WASNT I DONT KNOW WHAT I'LL DO IT'S BRINGING TEARS TO MY EYES TO EVEN WRITE YOU I LOVE YOU LIKE A BROTHER, FUCK THAT I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY BROTHER. THRU THICK OR THIN AND WRONG OR RIGHT, ANYTIME I NEEDED YOU, YOU WAS DOWN FOR A FIGHT THE STREETS AINT GONNA BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU RUNNIN THEM WIT ME IT'S A COLD, COLD DAY IN KALIKO'S PERSONAL HISTORY SO TO THEM NIGGAZ WHO TOOK MY BROTHER'S LIFE, HA HA I LAUGH AT YA NIGGAZ BECAUSE YA TRIFE BUT BELIEVE ME RED, THEY WILL LIVE IN FEAR THEY DONT KNO WHERE, THEY DONT KNOW WHEN BUT I'M DO LIKE YOU TAUGHT ME EASY AND S

These Fu's R The Bomb!
Go show these Fu's lots and lots of Fu Love! Rate/Fan and Add each and tell them PebblesinAZ sent ya! Miss Wild....@ fubar BaBy BiZzLe@ fubar coz74{ENFORCER@THE SCOOTER BAR}@ fubar Tickle Me Edie@ fubar Mysticfairy@ fubar ♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED~ DJ KraZZed/FU-Owns DJ KraZZed/BABS~Kurrupts Krew~@ fubar Send me a private message when you are done so I can send you a surprise! xoxo SelfExam~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~@ fubar They are going out of their way to help me on my Happy Hour Giveaway! Click this picture to rate and comment!

Love @ First Site
Is there such a thing as love at first sight? That's the question I used to ask Until I laid eyes on you. How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger, a passerby? Love has no limits, no color, no time. That's when I realized I had fallen in love - Love at first sight.

Like A Dream
Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your hair Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare Becky, you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

Is It Just A Fantasy?
Last night at about 10 pm i was in the middle of watching a movie. A pretty bad ass movie, called we own the night. I was at the foot of the bed, laying on my frontside. My b/f was laying on his side of the bed with his legs and feet propped up against the the small of my back. Through out the movie, he would massage my back and ass with his feet. Granted that it felt good, i was too engrossed into this movie and i wanted to finish it. I mean, play with me after the movie...lol. right? anyways...i smacked him and told him to quit. He rises up and then starts massaging my ass with his hands and then kisses it with some nibbling. O.k...he got my attention. I then start focusing on him. What does he do? Lays right back down!!! Can you believe this? ok...so, maybe i sound a lil too easily aroused but dammit! Then, i lay there, shaking my head. He says, what? with a shit eating grin on his face. I said, you know what! Now, he does this alot. i can be in the kitchen cleaning

To My Husband
i love uuuuuuuuuuuu Cherished are the memories that Brought us to this day, For yesterday, was just a dream ... A wish to contemplate. A fantasy where in my mind, A fleeting glimpse I'd see ... A vision of the true desires I longed for endlessly. And when I dreamed, I did not know The love I'd feel today; The height of my true feelings, And the depths they would portray. And if I had one wish today, A simple wish t'would be ... Is that the love we feel this moment, Lasts eternally. Reality has merged now As you stand here by my side; And as I join your hand in mine, My heart does fill with pride. For as I pledge my love to you, I see in many ways, Reflections of my love for you Are mirrored in your gaze. And by our presence here today, And for the love we share, I thank you for our yesterdays That brought us to be here. But more than this, I vow to you, My wishes yet to come ... Tomorrow's dreams and fantasies, This day that we are one.

Mothers Day..a While Ago..just Saving.
Ok so here I am on mothers day..having a decent day so far. My kids are wonderful. I got a lot of string bracelets and necklaces (awesome!) I got some post-it notes with hand written reasons why "I love my mom" (awwww) I even got some home made sparkely bubble bath that smells like starburst! Am I one lucky mother or what??! I'm watchin out the window, the kids are playing in the yard keeping themselves busy by what appears to be throwing themselves around and getting dirty, I'm thinkin..man, that looks like fun!! So, without any intention of actually finding out how fun it is, I go outside to get a closer look at their choice of activity. I am quickly greeted with "mom! watch this!" We all know how dangerous those words can be, but I am happily watching what they are doing, enjoying it as much as they seem to be. I watch my oldest..rocking back and forth sayin"one...two..three" then she throws herself sideways in a great effort to master the elusive cartwheel..over she goes then BAM!

100 Things All About Me
1. FULL NAME?: Ashley Maria Johnson 2. NICKNAME?: Ash 3. D.O.B?: December 29, 1989 4. P.O.B?: Washington, D.C. 5. ZODIAC SIGN?: Capricorn 6. M OR F?: Female 7. GRADE?: College Frosh 8. SCHOOL?: Villanova University 9. OCCUPATION?: student 10. RESIDENCE?: Fedigan (at the moment) 11. Yahoo SCREEN NAME?: asherdoodle 12. HAIR COLOR?: dark brown 13. HAIR LENGTH?: Medium-Long 14. EYE COLOR?: Brown 15. BRA SIZE?: 36DDD 16. HEIGHT?: 5â€™5â€ 17. BRACES?: nope never 18. GLASSES?: Nope 19. PIERCINGS?: Both ears, tragus 20. TATTOOS?: Nope 21. RIGHTY OR LEFTY?: Righty Â»Â»Â»â—My Firstsâ—Â«Â«Â« 22. FIRST BEST FRIEND?: Michelle Cunha 23. FIRST AWARD?: some sort of ribbon in 2nd grade 24. FIRST SPORT?: Soccer 25. FIRST PET?: Snoopyâ€¦a beagle of course 26. FIRST NEEDLE?: in my butt when I was a baby 27. FIRST CONCERT?: U2 28. FIRST LOVE?: Alex Esteban Â»Â»Â»â—Favorite Thingsâ—Â«Â«Â« 29. MOVIE?: The Devil Wears Prada 30. TV PROGRAM?: Lost 31. COLOR?: Pink, blue,

It May Not Always Be So
it may not always be so; and i say that if your lips, which i have loved, should touch another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch his heart, as mine in time not far away;if on another's face your sweet hair layin such silence as i know, or such great writhing words as, uttering over much,stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;if this should be, i say if this should be--you of my heart, send me a little word;that i may go unto him, and take his hands,saying, Accept all happiness from me.Then shall i turn my face and hear one birdsing terribly afar in the lost lands EE Cummings

Beautiful Heart
Beautiful Heart written 6/1/2005 3 pm By Debra She's very fat and kind of plain Blending in, a no name jane People snicker and they laugh Calling her ugly and piggy fat They are beautiful people indeed On others self esteem they feed she used to cry wanting to die They didn't see the person inside If they looked closer they would see How beautiful this woman could be Every remark cut deep like a knife Leaving scars all over her life They smashed her heart all to hell In ways she could never ever tell And yet she did not hate them at all No matter how they made her bawl She wanted acceptance thats all she asked Her hurt and tears were hid and masked She was way more beautiful than they could be Blinded by her pain she just couldnt see The glow from inside her and the love she had Shined thru her soul no matter how sad It was a brightness that set her apart For they didnt have her beautiful heart

Can You Help A Cool Chick Out??
there is this really cool chick who is in a contest and she is a little behind right now and could use some extra comments... can you help her out?? even if you could only so like 20 that would be maybe 5 minutes of your time that would help out a great deal thanx for reading this.. click on the picture below if you can help out

Complete Surrender
Complete Surrender 7/2/04 1:00 am Debra For many years I stubbornly fought loosing my Identity for which i sought. Thinking by giving my all to one man would take away my purpose and my plan. Relationship after relationship it remained the same, ending in hurt and placing blame. Then one day you took me by surprise and showed me the answer before my eyes. By completely surrendering my all to you I discovered the things i never knew. When surrendering my all we became as one It didnt mean my own life and person was done. I brought into you all the things that I am Inhancing the qualities you have as a man In return you made me part of what you are And my life became richer n fuller by far We entwine so completely as lover n friend I'ts hard to say where you begin and I end I would not take back anything I've given you And my love and devotion stays tried n true In surrendering to you completely all of me I've discoverd the answer

Still Bored...
WrathWho did you last get angry with?I'm sure it was with the hubbyWhat is your weapon of choice?Knife.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?I have, not proud of it either.How about the same sex?I've done that, too. And I AM proud of that one.Who was the last person who got really angry at you?HubbyWhat is your pet peeve?When people sleep on the couchDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?I can hold onto something forever if I want.SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Clean the kitchenWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?Uhm.. 2pmName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?GrandmaWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?My hip hurts...Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?Guilty as charged.How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?None. GluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?Vanilla LatteAre you a meat eater?Yep. Yummy.What is the greatest amount o

Missing You
Missing You I lay here alone in the dark moving restlessly missing you no warmth in the cold sheets do i encounter when i move no sighs do i hear or light snores sounding much like purrs of a contented giant cat curled up sleeping soundly at night my body aches for your touch the feel of our legs tangled and your hands caressing me softly my head resting against your chest and breathing your male scent. making myself crazy with want of you knowing i cant sate this need to have you, to feel you in me and against me...loving me in every way sitting up with the light on now feeling the long lonely night move slowly towards another dawn into another day of missing you 9/7/04 2 am written by Debra

The Darkness
wrote this while at work yesterday....tell me what ya think of it Darkness takes over as daylight fades away Creeeping upon my soul like death slowly killing me Self destruction takes over my mind Life slowly fading me as i walk this hell bound planet Suicide plays its dreadful music in my head like a violin Weaving his spell upon my heart, I fall ill to the devils wicked ways As daylight faded away, so did my soul, taken over by darkness and for anyone that's gonna ask...no I'm not suicidal...just something i wrote out of complete and udder boredom....

The Scars
Deep Scars written 10/6/04 5 pm by debra You hid it well the scars you left Each bruise and mark made Hidden well beneath my clothes Tormenting me, making me afraid You played it out so perfectly The loyal and true spouse Before our friends and family Masking the chaos in our house Each cut you made on my skin And each scar you left in my mind Branding me in a perverse act Every way that you could find The burns and the beatings so cruel So much physical and mental pain Hanging my head down low I thought it my fault, I was to blame I covered for you out of love Thinking that would change it all Until I realized you were sick And saving you was not my call For years I blamed you for what you done Until I found the answer inside of me If I stayed I had no one to blame It was time to set myself free No more torture, no more pain Thats visable for anyone to see But in my mind it still remains So am I actually totally

Oh You Nasty
so im trolling once again and someone said i was nasty for asking to see boobies and pour hot sauce and or chocolate on them (whoopty do). like im suposed to be all e-hurt because one person said i was nasty and i have no life. (regardless of the working 50-60 hrs a week and doing the part time thing in the army, and also tring to raise my son)I GUESS I HAVE NO LIFE, but then again i don't troll mumms just to insult people and to hear myself talk. so what i like to bust balls. so what i like breasts. SO WHAT IM NASTY doesn't bother me so it shouldn't bother ya'll. name one straight guy in the entire world that doesn't like tits!! anybody well?? DIDN'T THINK SO!!! my thoughts, my actions, what i do, how i work, how i do things is me not you it's me get over yourself. you want to come through and say stupid stuff on the internet like your 18 or something still waiting on some mook to ask you to prom you better kick rocks with that noise and take it back to myspace. if you just c

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First Blog..
so just thought i would see if anyone really reads these. i know i don't, but if i took the time to write them, would people read them?? if your reading this, let me know, and give me a topic for my next one,or else you'll have to hear about my life, and trust me, that won't be any fun!

Damage Report
I keep finding myself asking myself the question, "When is it ever gonna end?" almost every day when it pertains to my health, and I don't see an answer coming anytime soon. But I really don't need an answer for down the road at this point - I'll settle for what is happening right now! Let me bring everybody up to speed as best I can. A lot of this I don't remember - a lot I am hearing from other people such as doctors and my family, but some of my thought processes and memories are pretty bad right now. Just please remember (or know - for the benefit of those who don't know already), I am typing this from a hospital bed! Saturday afternoon I was brought to the hospital by ambulance because I had a massive seizure. (My mother and sister found me convulsing and called 911.) I was brought into the ER and then into the ICU in critical condition. Many tests were run to find out what caused the seizure and how bad this one really was (if they have answers, I don't know them).

Mind Runner
Mind Runner My mind flows like rivers words hit like a blow to tha liver they get right to tha point its not tha point of gun that make grown ass men run... Its tha point that I make that says "Be easy Im not tha one Im not for fun you going need some time on this one " And just to think Im only pointing a pen writing out tha flaws and inconsistencies of these grown ass men. Lap one

Resurrection
When an angel is sent into the world, he is sent to spread light into a world of darkness. One such angel was discovered and befriended by many, yet the evil that lies within the hearts of those same men and women allowed them to betray him. They cast the spirit of that angel into the fire, thinking they had succeeded in destroying the soul that could help end the darkness - a darkness they are afraid to come out from. Months had passed when, from that same fire, came a light brighter than the flame itself, and a figure emerged from it, one with eyes brighter than the sun and wings as black as night - The Black Winged Angel, the angel they thought they destroyed, had emerged from the flames! The spirit of an angel will never die! He has returned to finish his mission - a mission that was written in stone from the beginning of time - the one he accepted and started long ago!

Boy Oh Boy...shish...
I nsfw most of my posts cause I use bad language and don't wanna piss the fubar people off. You know when shit like this is getting fucking old. Well, on my way to the eye doc today and I'm going down the road...time was of an essence but decided that I would use my cruise control. MPH was 55...I was set at exactly 55, and of course, my luck with the police has been the shits. Low and behold in front of me is a police officer lol so I pass him because he is going under the speed limit. He pulls me over and tells me I did an unsafe lane change. I asked him how so? He tells me that I swerved in and out. I said Bullshit...I put my signal ...went into the next lane beside you and then put my signal again when I got further up from you. He looked at me and said he disagreed. I told him I really don't care about his disagreement...write me up and I'll see you in court, you're just pissed cause I had the audacity to pass you. He smiled and said for two cents I would have you step o

Ultimate Girls Night Out !!!!
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Life
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

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Jane Says
OK so the names don't fit but.... Jane says I'm done with sergio He treats me like a ragdoll She hides The television Says 'i don't owe him nothing, But if he comes back again Tell him to wait right here for me or, Try again tomorrow' 'I'm gonna kick tomorrow...' 'I'm gonna kick tomorrow...' Jane says 'Have you seen my wig around? I feel naked without it' She knows They all want her to go But that's ok man She don't like them anyway Jane says 'I'm going away to spain when i get my money saved I'm gonna start tomorrow' 'I'm gonna kick tomorrow...' 'I'm gonna kick tomorrow...' She gets mad And she starts to cry Takes a swing but she can't hit! She don't mean no harm She just don't know... What else to do about it Jane goes To the store at eight She walks up on st. andrews She waits And gets her dinner there She pulls her dinner From her pocket Jane says 'I've never been in love - no' She don't know what it is She only knows if

So Sorry
So sorry for you that you did not see the beautiful qualites in me.. So Sorry for you that you did not see that beautiful heart within in me. So Sorry for you that you will never know what could have been. Another lesson learned, another fish in the sea. So long..good friend... You will be missing me.

Wow
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Help Me! Help Me!
Come and help me in this contest. My goal is 50k+. It is running for the month of April. You need to F/R/A the hostess first. Here is her link if you dont already have this wonderful lady on your list. ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE FOR LIFE~*S*U*P*~@ fubar Come and leave me lots of comments! hugs Carrie aka Carebear Here is the picture link below.

Paranoid
You can look, but you cant touch I dont think I like you much Heaven knows what a girl can do Heaven knows what youve got to prove I think Im paranoid And complicated I think Im paranoid Manipulated Bend me Break me Anyway you need me All I want is you Bend me Break me Breaking down is easy All I want is you I fall down just to give you a thrill Prop me up with another pill If I should fail, if I should fold I nailed my faith to the sticking pole I think Im paranoid Manipulated I think Im paranoid Too complicated Bend me Break me Anyway you need me All I want is you Bend me Break me Breaking down is easy All I want is you I think Im paranoid I think Im paranoid Bend me Break me Anyway you need me All I want is you Bend me Break me Breaking down is easy All I want is you Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me Maim me, tame me, you can never change me Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me Please me, tease me, go ahead and

High Fuel Prices Caused By Government!!!
Some of you are already saying, "yeah, right". Well lets look at it the way I see it. Maybe I am wrong but I don't think so. First off the government caped off a lot of oil wells back in the 80's. Prices went up and we started buying more from over seas. So that in fact started raising prices. We are heavily reling on forgien oil now adays then in the past. If we uncap this oil wells and then drill in the gulf coast and Alaska we would not have to buy any forgien oil for hundreds of years. Now for the other reasons for higher fuel prices. Last year the Government emposed a hefty $19 Billion dollar tax on the oil companies. These companies have to pass the cost on down the line. Also last year, The Government raised taxes twice, for everyone. this includes companies like oil companies, transportation, Gas Station and well everyone. This gets passed on down the line. Now at the pumps, the minimum wage went up and who hires minimum wage workers? Gas Stations? Well thie

Lust?
away from everything i never wanted only to find i was right back where i least deisred to find myself lost in a daze of lust and infatuation choked by the longing left breathless carelessly spiraling the air seems thin in my delusion to remind me of this not quite reality i hold within my grasp so fragile but a whisper too careless it will fade into oblivion no trace but the trail of blood and tears left in the invisible wake.

April Fool's Day
Origin The origins of this custom are complex and a matter of much debate. It is likely a relic of the once common festivities held on the vernal equinox, which began on the 25th of March, old New Year's Day, and ended on the 2nd of April. Though the 1st of April appears to have been observed as a general festival in Great Britain in antiquity, it was apparently not until the beginning of the 18th century that the making of April-fools was a common custom. In Scotland the custom was known as "hunting the gowk," i.e. the cuckoo, and April-fools were "April-gowks," the cuckoo being a term of contempt, as it is in many countries. One of the earliest connections of the day with fools is Chaucer's story the Nun's Priest's Tale (c.1400), which concerns two fools and takes place "thritty dayes and two" from the beginning of March, which is April 1. The significance of this is difficult to determine. Europe may have derived its April-fooling from the French.[1] French and Dutch ref

Before He Cheats!
CARRIE UNDERWOOD LYRICS "Before He Cheats" Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blond tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karaoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name i

Life Of Illusion
Once again, songs say it better than I can.. so here come a slew of songs that seem appropriate to my mood. Sometimes I can't help the feeling that I'm Living a life of illusion And oh, why can't we let it be And see through the hole in this wall of confusion I just can't help the feeling I'm Living a life of illusion Pow! Right between the eyes Oh, how nature loves her little surprises Wow! It all seems so logical now It's just one of her better disguises And it comes with no warning Nature loves her little surprises Continual crisis Hey, don't you know it's a waste of your day Caught up in endless solutions That have no meaning, just another hunch Based upon jumping conclusions Caught up in endless solutions Backed up against a wall of confusion Living a life of illusion

The Wall
They were cemented by delusion Each brick of deceit and pain Securing me from loves intrusion It was the wall to my domain Silent with my secrets i sat Not answering hope's knock Fear nibbled in me like a rat Inside my self made cell block Many tried to climb and penetrate The exterior of my lonely wall In fear,i would only retaliate One by one they'd tumble and fall I didnt see the gradual crumbling Around each brick of pain Or the ray of light that it did bring Inside my cold and lonely domain When i realized, it was too late You had already gotten inside My destiny sealed by this fate I had no place to run and hide Then i noticed the warmth you made Inside my once lonely domain I found that i was no longer afraid Your love removed all bricks of pain The light you brought shines bright And warm breezes caress my being My heart takes wings in flight Free with this new found feeling .......

Memories Of You
Memories Of You You take the very life from me With each tear i shed The cuts in my heart bleed Sinking to my feet like lead Always was forever until the end And love knew no bounds Promises to always be my friend Are now but distant sounds Trust? doubt? fears run rampantly one right into another one Happiness keeps distantly Moving from me till there is none My fault or was it yours? hers? Doesnt really matter at all now Self blame covers me like many furs Their heaviness making me bow My soul bared wounds wide open The pain for everyone to see My love for you a vast ocean And the hurt i feel an endless sea There are no answers wrong or right For they escape my searching grasp Running from me into the dark night Sleep eludes me as time does lapse Permanantly etched on my heart Colored by love and memories That will always be a part thats kept hidden inside of me. RavensWitch © By RavensWitch On 6/18/2005 1:28:12 PM

Moving Day
Ok so we are supposed to leave for WA tonight i am overwhelmed with emotions lol. i don't know weather to cry smile or whatever..... I'm seriously excited I know that Make a new life with My Future Hubby Wade and it is a new place for me...... by NC i'll be back though. We want to settle in NC near my family which I LOVE the idea. but yeah just had to update everyone really quick lol

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Angel Eyes Adult Website!
http://www.ourangeleyes.com/ ...Or... http://www.ourangeleyes.com/index2.html Well, guess what everyone?...I now have my own adult website...its got all my pictures and two videos of me...if not free...DUH!...but there are things that you can check out for free...you get short clips of my videos and you can see small sets of pictures from all the different photo shoots I have done...and even just pictures of me goofing off...you should all really check it out...tell your friends about it...I dont care..but please join...there will be updates to the site as time goes by when there are new pics and new videos to be added...but thats gonna be alittle while for the simple fact that I still have alittle baby DJ to pop out and take care of...but it will all get done sooner or later...lol...but dont be afriad...you know you wanna look!...

Bothersome...
Okay..as pretty much everyone knows I've lost a considerable amount of weight in the last 22 months. I feel 100x better than I ever did. But something that really bugs me is when people tell me I was just as cute at 365 as I am at 235. It doesn't make sense to me?? At 365 lbs I was enormous, uncomfortable and had no confidence. Are people just trying to make me feel better about my past? I just don't get how its even possible. I feel I look wayyyyy better now that I ever did. I don't even know why it bugs me. Maybe its because I feel like I've done all this work for nothing. But then again, I feel better so it was necessary. Bleh.

For My Daughter
My daughter... Where do I start? How do I begin? To help you become the woman you are within. If ever you're doubting and feeling low, remember the things that you and I know. You're smart and sweet and kind and pure, you're generous and thoughtful, of that much I'm sure. From the time that you were an infant I knew, that as long as we're together, we'll always pull through. No matter how far you are from me, we have a connection. Our love is the key. For as long as you live I've got your back. Together we can overcome any attack. You've got me in your corner any time you're in need. Because to see you cry makes my Mother's heart bleed. Remember the things I've tried to teach, that nothing.. NOTHING is out of your reach. Whatever it is you do with your life. A surgeon, a singer, an artist, a wife. You can accomplish so much and be such a success. But if you fall, I'll pick you up and this I will profess. You'll always have your Mother's love from now until the end. I love yo

I Got Bored...
LifeIf you could change one thing about your past, without it changing every other aspect of your life, what would it be?Everything in my life has made me who I am. Why would I want to change that?Are you happy with where you are in life, at this time?I thought so.If you could travel anywhere in the world, without cost being a deciding factor, where would you go?Europe. Italy to be more specific.Do you get along better with the same sex, or the opposite sex?Opposite sex. I fucking hate most chicks.Are you the type of person who prefers one or two close friends, or lots of acquaintances?One or two close friends. Thanks.Are you still friends with anyone you went to school with?That's one of my closest friends.Are you a home body, or a social butterfly?LOL! Definitely a home body. I would like to get out more often. What do you enjoy doing on the weekends?Running away for at least a day.If you and one friend were asked to be on a reality TV show, who would you take with you?My mom. We've

Thanks For The Memories Natch!
What an incredible good-bye for the Nature Boy Ric Flair last night on WWE RAW! I sat watching, and was walking down memory lane after all the years (35) that Ric Flair was "styling and profiling". Legendary matches with Handsom Harley Race, Ricky "The Dragon" Steamboat, the Von Erics, Lex Lugar, and everybody else (which is a who's who of professional wrestling, and then HHH came out to say thanks....brough out the original Four Horsemen, and the trip down memory lane was complete. Love it or hate it, wrestlers are incredible athletes (nobody who is not could take the pounding), and last night one of the best to ever lace on the boots ended an incredible career. Thanks for the memories Nature Boy!

My Grandbabies
My GrandBabies We were blessed with your presence for awhile Brightening our days and making us smile One beautiful baby girl and handsome baby boy Brought to our world such happiness and joy You'll always be loved and remain in our heart Even though we are heaven and earth apart You'll never know heartache, prejudice or pain And all that comes from the world thats insane You did feel the love in your momma's arms, The safety they gave you from all sorts of harms I grieve for you selfishly as i wanted you here To lavish you with my love and hold you near But it was not meant to be me watching you grow I already miss you both and dearly love you so Someday we'll be together both of you and I And we will walk together hand in hand on the other side...love grandma Debra Sue Winter Copyright ©2008 Debra Sue Winter

Loosing You
Loosing You Twisting and turning My gutt a deep yearnig Unsaitable hunger for The one that i adore My heart deeply aches As if it will break Tears run down my face In pain i cant erase Engulfed in my sorrow For no more tomarrows Are in our future now They slipped away somehow Lost love, gone forever Going on i try to endevor All there is that remains Of a mind gone insane From loosing you. Debra Sue Winter Copyright ©2008 Debra Sue Winter

Been Busy
Hi Everyone. Sorry I havent been on Fubar for a while. Ive been very busy with work the past while and havent had the time to spend time on here. I havent forgotten any of you and I will catch up with you all as soon as I can. Love, hugs & Kisses to you all Willie XOXOXOXOX

Members List
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Finding Love.....
Im wondering if it is at all possible. For once I would love to meet a guy who makes me his everything instead of putting stupid shit before me. Every relationship I have had I have made my guy number 1, he's my king and yet I always end up getting the shitty end of the relationship. Sometimes I dont understand what I do wrong. I mean what do I do that sends them to go cheat? What do I do that pisses them off?? The major problem is no communication.... I love to talk about anything and everything with my guy...To me doing that is strengthening your bond. I also think a good argument is healthy. Im mexican and when i argue, I argue lol. Maybe thats an issue that can cause problems in a relationship.... I wanna find that guy that has my fire and passion...who will want to argue and scream at one another until our feelings are put on the table and then have the most incredible, hottest makeup sex....thats what its about right? I want laughter, random hugs and kisses, someone t

Enjoying Life Again!
Alot has been changing for me and well its actually making me happy for once for myslef. Things were hard for me in the past but thats now changing its ways! I am amking new friends and changing my attitude anymore. I have put up with alot of Bullshit in my life and now I aint taking it anymore! I go to court sometime soon for the finalization of my Divorce. I will be so happy when that is over with! I just want to find a good guy who will treat me right and knows what he also wants out of life! So hopefully that knight in shinning armour will come along and take me away from the life of Pain!

Kidney Walk
CLICK THE PICTURE It is that time of year again, time for the Boston Kidney Walk. My mother had a kidney transplant coming up on 7 years ago in October 2001. My uncle (her baby brother) was the donor for my mother. Eleven years ago my father was on dialysis before he passed away in 1997. If you could donate to help other patients who are suffering with chronic kidney disease. If you are interested in walking the Kidney Walk, let me know and we can all walk together. It is a fun event with free admission to the Franklin Park Zoo in Boston, MA. The date is May 18 rain or shine. Thank you, Emily

Twisted Whispers All Bombers Man Your Stations Please
The FREAK BATTLE is ON!! The first to 50,000 comments will win a Happy Hour. Two FREAKS remain. Only one will walk away with the prize. I need comments please!! Thanks so much!! I will be at work all day today with no chance of being online...HELP!!!! I will return around 7 pm est. Send private message afterwards, if you like, so I can return some of the fu-love!! Thank you for all the help I have already got!! XOXOXO Twisted Whispers(yep, thats me!!) CLICK PIC TO BE TAKEN TO CONTEST PAGE! (repost of original by 'TwistedWhispers-Wolves of Wiccan Family' on '2008-03-31 06:55:20')

Great Story. . .
A friend of mine sent me this story. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did. Have you ever met a man you instantly feared? Who made you quake deep down inside? I don't mean a physical fear. I mean a sexual fear. A fear that he would possess you as his own. A fear that he would reach deep into your heart to seize your innermost feelings, making you eager to do what he wished of you. And a fear he might do nothing. A fear that the deep gut longing that you have for him would be unfulfilled, leaving you aching and wanting. In my life, my real life, I'd never met such a man. Then He came into my life. Hot, prickly fingers walked down my spine. I flushed. Lights dimmed except around him. I was dizzy and nauseous. Every sense was overloaded. Heat flashed through me, like a heavy blush, leaving my nipples erect and a wetness seeping between my legs. I'd met him - the man who could possess me. The man who could take me and make me his. Never before h

Poetic Image
BEHIND YOUR EYES BHEIND YOUR EYES I SEE SUCH A GREAT PERSON WITH A HEART OF AN ANGLE AND THE BEAUTY OF A GODDESS WITH JUST ONE LOOK YOU MELT MY HEART FROM THE LITTLE THINGS YOU DO JUST TO MAKE ME SMILE AND I KNOW WITH JUST ONE TOUCH I WILL BE YOURS FOREVER FROM THE HOLD IN YOUR ARMS TO THE LOVE FROM AFAR MY HEART WILL BE YOURS AS I DREAM OF YOU AT NIGHT I FEEL SO WHOLE ON THE INSIDE IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE HELD SUCH A GREAT PASSION FOR LIFE AN I NEED TO SHARE MY FEELINGS FROM THE INSIDE AND LOT YOU KNOW JUST HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL I HAD FELT FOR SO LONG LIKE I HAD LOST MY LIGHT NOW THAT YOU ARE MYING MY LIFE FEELS SO COMPLETE AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE FAITHFULLY JUST FOR YOU

Master & Slave
A World Of Absolutes By Jack Peacock The world around us is one of situational ethics and malleable values. Everything is relative to the moment. The professed standards for today are compromised tomorrow for the sake of expediency. Some people thrive in an environment like that, while others feel as if cast adrift, struggling to stay afloat by clinging to a few straws of consistency. Some of us find those straws in a Master-slave relationship. An M-s lifestyle is one of absolutes. One's role in life is precisely defined. Obligations and privileges are spelled out in unambiguous terms. Two people enter into a partnership where one will take the lead, and the other will follow in support. There are no vacations, no time outs, no reversal of positions. Laws and rights are irrelevant; no outside agency dictates how they will live. The structure of their lives together is based on the trust, and faith, each one has in the other. A Master leads. Not just when it's easy or fun.

Rollercoasters
I'm beginning to wonder if the ppl who love going on rollercoasters don't have "enough" of that in thier every day life. I for one hate going on them. The rough jerking and long fast falls... why would I want to experience that on a ride? I have quite enough of that in real life.

My Condition Is Called Wpm
...I'm a fairly talented guy, who's done a lot, but hasn't really gone anywhere in life. ...Don't get me wrong. I've had a great time. ...But I've always fought a powerful depression that caused me to drift aimlessly into drugs and self abuse.A depression that crippled me...hobbled me..'til I was ultimately, a victim of my own misguided energies. ...I was so frustrated at my unused and wasted potential, that I let it eat me alive from the inside, turning me into a wretched, cynical, Scrooge-like,egoist. ....I call it Wasted Potential Madness. .....The only cure is for me to try and be the very best and complete version of me possible on a daily basis. Drown the bitterness in productivity, and use the time I have left to the fullest advantage. .....As soon as I realized this, I felt a sudden alignment with my, now deceased, relatives. My Mom and Dad, Sis and Bro. My Grandparents and their Parents. I feel them all standing behind me, cheering. ....Oriental cultures revere the eld

A.j.t.
Okay, Allan and I got back together and have been back together for a few weeks now. we are happy, and it is going really good so far. I do have a few issues though. His ex-girlfriend (the one he cheated on me with) still has not come to pick up her shit from his apartment. It is really starting to agravate me. I know she has left it there in hope that she will someday get him back, well it is NOT going to happen. I love him and will not give him up, especially to her. I just really wish she would come and get her shit, b/c it is causing arguments between Allan and I. I am meeting his family tomorrow, and i am excited and nervous all at the same time. Well i guess that is all for now...

Im So Sorry
5 years. And still the hole is so big. The anger, the guilt. The regret. I tried so hard not to let him see me cry. And now its like i just cant stop them from flowing. No matter what i do, i cant kill the pain. Kill the heartache. Kill the memories that cause me to be stuck in this pit of hopelessness. Its not fair. He was a good person, a good friend, a good father. He had so much more to do, so much more to teach me. I should have died. I should have sufferd. I feel like i died with him anyway, things woudl have been better off that way. I dont deserve any of this. I dont deserve to be happy. I dont deserve a good boyfriend and such a good family. I dont even deserve drugs to numb the pain. Im like a leech, a burden. I feel unworthy of everything that i have. Evenmore so since i have such nice things and i dont appreciate them, i waste them. Why would anyone want to care about me when i care so little for myself. I feel like such a dissapointment. Im nothing that i should ha

Jeff Walker's Product Launch Formula
Jeff Walker's Product Launch Formula Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE! Jeff Walker is the creator of the successful Product Launch Formula and he is going to launch Product Launch Formula 2 very soon. The prelaunch has already raised a lot of expectations. If you don't know who Jeff Walker is, then you should read the following paragraphs written by himself. "The odds are very good that you have never heard of me. That is because I have been sitting off in a little corner of the Internet since 1996, quietly running an internet publishing business. Most of my friends don't have a clue what I do for a living - but the ones that know what I am doing say that I have a license to print money. And the fact is, that is awfully close to the truth. The name of this site is "Six Figures In Seven Days". And yes, I have done that - I have actually made more than $106,000.00 in one seven day period. That was pretty thrilling, for me... and for my bank - the people at the bank just

If You Wanna See The Nsfw's
you gotta vote on each of these links for me link seven doesnt work but 1-6 does but not only do u have to vote but u have to vote twice a day, at least 12 hours in between and then after one week of doing it(that would mean u voted at least 14 times) then u will be given access to my nsfw's for two weeks each time. OR u can vote daily and never have to worry about being taken off. i DO add new ones often, im sumwhat of a cam whore lol anyways heres the links Please take the few moments of time and vote for Alternative RO [ vote 1 ][ vote 2 ][ vote 3 ][vote 4 ][ vote 5 ][ vote 6 ][ vote 7 ]

Things Happen For A Reason
There is a time and place for everything. Everything happens for a reason. These are things that I say so often to my children. They don't fully understand the concept of the meanings behind the sayings, but I do. I try my hardest to teach them to do things by thinking ahead of the consequences, the rewards, the reactions others may have and so on, and as with most children... they don't. They do first and ask questions later. I try to think of what my actions or words would do to someone or how they will feel based on my actions or words. As much as I know I can't please everyone, and at some point someone will get hurt.. I still try. I have made decisions in the past months that have hurt a few friends of mine. For this, I am deeply sorry. One person said my words hurt him so bad, that he now never wants to speak to me. I know in my heart if I had done things differently, he wouldn't be so mad. I truly hate losing a friend. I know that I can't hold back thi

Fake Ass Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletiLet's see who n. the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends"

Given To Me A Long Time Ago!!
I never dreamed that love could be What our love has become I'm not sure where it began But I do know that it will never end It is more than a feeling or just words It is a heart change that changed who I am and who I will become Your love completes me

Walk Now For Autism
I am participating in Walk Now for Autism to help find a cure for autism. Autism is the second most common developmental disorder in the United States affecting one in every 150 children born today. Despite some promising discoveries, the cause of autism is unknown and a cure does not exist. Research is crucial. Every 20 minutes another child is diagnosed with autism. Not only must we find ways to improve the quality of life for children and adults with autism, but we also must find a cure, and soon. Walk Now for Autism is our chance to make a difference in the fight against autism by raising money for autism research and heightening public awareness. Please join me in my fight as I raise $500.00 + to help fund essential research. I will be walking on April 12th and would like you to support those affected by autism. You can donate to Walk Now for Autism and join my team online through my webpage at www.walknowforautism.org. Please join me in my fight against autism. Thank you

Please Show Some Love
I want to introduce everyone to my Fu-Owner.He is a wonderful guy and a great friend.His name is Taz and here he is.If he is not on your friends list then he should be. He is one of the best people to know on fubar.FAN HIMADD HIMRATE HIMTaz E Devil@ fubarHe loves to get bombed with photo comments so stop by his page and show him mad love.This Pimpout Brought To You ByJUMPINJOY2DAY~~DREAM GIRLZ~~OWNED BY "TAZ" ME LIL DEVIL!!!@ fubar

Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. ♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥ Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. ♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥ Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. ♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.

Missing You Is The Hardest!
In memory of my mother, Catherine Ann You were a precious gift from God above, so much beauty, grace and love. You touched our hearts in so many ways, your smile so bright even on the bad days. You heard God's whisper calling you home, you didn't want to go and leave us alone. You loved us so much, you held on tight, till all the stregnth was gone and you could no longer fight. He had called your name twice before, you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore. So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away, knowing that with our love we will be together again some day. R.I.P Mom, Love Dani

Fu Femme Fetale Contest
This is my brain child, to have a little fun, allow me to be creative, and do something for others. One thing I notice, as I peruse the site, is the many girl groups like Dream Girlz (that I help recruit for), The Ultimate Bad Girls Club, Badazz Vixens, etc. The list goes on and on. So, I thought I'd hold a rates only contest to see who Fu votes as the sexiest Females on the site. The girl clubs could compete against each other, I wonder which group would have the most Fatales?... This should be fun! However, If you weren't aware, many guys on Fubar think its lame that contests are popularity based. How can some of them win the sexiest Fu award when they are clearly not sexier than one of the other contestants? Well, we will remedy that... This will be the first TRUE contest, based on the votes from the esteemed panel of judges, and then who Fu rates the most. These are examples of the type of pics the winner would receive featuring Fu Femme Fatale Cover Gi

Website
well i just recently joined this website and i must say it moves at a fast pace thats for sure which is a good thing because myspace gets kind of boring lol well anyways i want to say thank you to my friend boo for showing me this website and to the people that have already made me a friend thanks to all

The Wrestling Experience!
Ok I was excited to get to go and I had so much fun! For the Belfast Brawl I was so rooting for Finlay cause JBL sux a** and can't believe he lost. The Money in the Bank match I wanted Matt Hardy to win. I am so glad HBK Shawn Michaels won the Career Threatining match cause I cant stand ric flair and it was his time to go. But when Edge fought Undertaker, I couldn't believe he tapped out I was so mad. I was the only Edge-Head in the whole arena and everyone else was rooting for the undertaker. But I had a seat close to the ramp where the wrestlers get to the ring and I stood in my chair and held up my "I LOVE EDGE!" sign and he looked over at me and saw it and smiled and so that really made my night. Even though he lost I'll still be a die hard Edge- head for life cause he's hot and such a cheater but that's what makes Edge the man he is.

Crack Whores
This crackwhore that mysteriously stays at the hotel I work at brought her lil crack whore baby with her and was showin off to everyone around. Except that I wasn't impressed. Is there a reason why I should be fascinated with her spawn that crawled out of her infested vagina to contaminate the world with those genes once again? Puhleeze, not impressed. She was in my face with that baby, and I just ignored her til she gave me an eye and left. pppfts

Jeff's Product Launch Formula
Jeff's Product Launch Formula Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker's is the creator of a very successful product launch formula (PLF) home-study course that teaches people how to maximize the earning potential of any product they create and launch. Unlike many of the more products sold online in this day in age, Jeff's is one of the products which actually works for the people who apply the teachings and methodologies within. Numerous people have applied the step-by-step launch process to generate 5, 6 or even 7 figure launches - both online and offline. The process and sequences themselves are an integral part of any marketing strategy that one must understand to get the maximum profit from any product. Some of the results of Jeff's students are nothing short of astounding and prove that it is possible to generate huge paydays in any type of market. Joe Mercola is a doctor who used Jeff's Product Launch Formula course when attempting to sell

Love Untouched
We danced as we had never danced. Void of touch, Eyes closed, Flesh alive. A soulful embrace. Spirits flying, invisible heat, Transcending time. Our hearts beat as one. Loud as thunder, Entwined together, Joyfully singing. My senses ache to feast. Delicious hunger, Tactile treat, Visiually intrigued. Passion erupts from within. Luminaiting us, Innocently calling, Spreading infinitely

Silent Protest.
I will not post a salute. Some of you do not deserve an explanation,but I will write one for those who I care for. I dont care about you,sorry asses,who need a salute to believe that one person exists.That only confirms your paranoid fear of being lied to.Newsflash:lies are a part of life. Ones who think that my pics are fake are not worthy of my attention nor my friendship. If Fubar managers decide to delete my profile,I will not be against it,because I respect the rules. Thats all.

Bully
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Important Info
State Police Warning I was asked to pass this along... please do the same: Please read this very carefully then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attenton to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shootng and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the Michigan

Hospital
Sorry to say but, Ms. Cleavage was admitted into the hospital yesterday afternoon and is being diagnosed with severe pneumonia. She is now in ICU at the hospital and will undergo some tests on her heart this morning for she is suspected of having congestive heart failure as the primary cause for her pneumonia. Updates will be sent out as warrented. Ms. C's husband

Inside A Girls Head
: When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and doesnt want to show she still cares ____________________________________ When a girl makes a fool out of herself on purpose She just wants to see you smile _______________________________________ When A girl says "I promise" She means it with all her heart ___________________________________________ When A Girl cant look you in the eye Its because she's afraid that you don't feel the same way as she does ____________________________________________ When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile =) ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug She will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into e

Anyone Got Some Cheese For My Whine???
So here's the deal, the past few days have SUCKED ROYALLY!!! I decided to do something for myself, which, as it turns out, completely backFIREd on me. All I wanted to do was to take some time away from this idiot box, get my head straight and stop stressin the small stuff. But someone, whom I thought was a trusted friend, took advantage of that and ran off everyone that I thought I could trust. Well as it turned out, I was the one that got stabbed in the back by friends that said they would stick with me thru thick and thin. I have come to the realization, with the help of Single, that these weren't really friends to begin with. Although I admit that I went about the whole thing wrong, and have apologized to each and every one of you, you still didn't have the guts to tell me why you all left. I don't blame you, but an explination would have been nice, so that I could begin to move forward without feeling like I was stepping on toes. To me, friends are friends, no matter what!!

Father John's Saturday Night Bath
It was time for Father John's Saturday night bath and the young nun,Sister Magdalene, had prepared the bath water and towels just the way the old nun had instructed. Sister Magdalene was also instructed not to look at Father John's nakedness if she could help it, do whatever he told her to do, and pray. The next morning the old nun asked Sister Magdalene how the Saturday night bath had gone. "Oh, sister," said the young nun dreamily, "I've been saved." "Saved? And how did that come about?" asked the old nun. "Well, when Father John was soaking in the tub, he asked me to wash him, and while I was washing him he guided my hand down between his legs where he said the Lord keeps the Key to Heaven. " "Did he now?" said the old nun evenly. Sister Magdalene continued, "And Father John said that if the Key to Heaven fit my lock, the portals of Heaven would be opened to me and I would be assured salvation and eternal peace. And then Father John guided his Key to Heaven in

A Blog Question On Leveling
Hello Everyone, I have recently noticed a profile that was made in the last two days from when I viewed it. And some how this female was a at a high level of 21 , 22 or something like that. How do you get to such a high level in just two day ?

C'moooooooooooon!! Spank Her With The Rates!!!!
We have another GodMother in the making here...I am asking for help getting there...She has been working extremely hard & returns the love!! Let's have her GodMother before the day is over, so we can add her to the evergrowing list!! Only 224,994 left..& dropping......help me spank her with rates!!!! ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar Tell her Mysticfairy sent ya!! LMAO...she is going to get tired of me promoting her....so go HELP her soooooooooooooon!!!!

Brave One
Another Jodie Foster movie that comes out rocking. Jodie Foster plays a radio host, who is engaged to a doctor. Of course they're incredibly happy, and leading the perfect lifestyle in I believe New York. Then they take their dog for a walk, and the life is ruined. Who knew that thugs hung out in a dark viaduct in New Your. They found out the hard way though! The rest of the movie deals with how she is coping with the attack. Thats right, Jodie Foster does Death Wish. I know what you're saying, the great Charles Bronson did it already, and I'm a fan, but they do it justice. Jodie Foster does her usual stellar job acting. She is probably my favorite actress. And playing a victim who fights back is her specialty. And she looks great still. Women half her age should hope to look that good. Another fine job was done by Terrance Howard. He plays a detective who befriends her, not knowing that she's keeping him busy. He's a detective who cares on a human level,

The Countdown Continues
Today is Tuesday, April 1, 2008. 11 more days to go until I can throw my ex-husband's last name in the trash! I am the luckiest woman in the world to have met a wonderful man as Brent! I never knew what true love was until he came into my life. He is definately my Prince Charming!! I would die for him and he knows it. He is My First Love And My Last Love!! I know I have been married before but I know I can honestly say there was no love there. Brent proves everyday that he loves me. That's why I can say he is My First Love And My Last Love. We have the love it takes to make it in this crazy ass world. I Love You Brent!

Are We There Yet?
Hello, my minions! The trip to DC was one for the books. No matter what I thought, the kids did their best to undermine the supervision. But then again, a 13 year old has delusions of grandeur....and I learned to curtail mine. The bus was supposed to leave the school at 5am. Needless to say, at 5:10 we were still waiting for some Johnny Come Latelies ( is that a word?). Not one, but three. Apparently, no one owns an alarm clock in those houses and they wait for the sun to come peeking into their rooms. That set the tone for that day. The other teachers, Sue and Jeff, and I thought we should have just left them behind. But the Principal was a no go on that thought. So, we still rewarded tardiness with a trip to DC!!!! YEA!!! We got to the airport and the place is a madhouse at 6am. Business travelers are not in the mood to deal with 40 kids that early in the morning. Trying to keep all the kids in line made me feel like a border collie. And of course, all the thing

Barbie Divorce
A man was driving home one evening and realized that it was his daughter's birthday and he hadn't bought her a present. He drove to the mall and ran to the toy store and he asked the store manager "How much is that new Barbie in the window?" The Manager replied, "Which one? We have, 'Barbie goes to the gym'for $19.95 ... 'Barbie goes to the Ball' for $19.95 ... 'Barbie goes shopping for $19.95 ... 'Barbie goes to the beach' for $19.95... 'Barbie goes to the Nightclub' for $19.95 ... and 'Divorced Barbie' for $375.00." "Why is the Divorced Barbie $375.00, when all the others are $19.95?" Dad asked surprised. "Divorced Barbie comes with Ken's car, Ken's House, Ken's boat, Ken's dog, Ken's cat and Ken's furniture."

Oh Noes, This Again
so you dont want to hear about my good song? and you dont want to hear about how i am getting on with all the things that i can get done the sun is in the sky & i am by my lonesome so you don't want to hear about my good day? you have better things to do than to hear me say god its been a lovely day! everything is going my way i took out the trash today and i'm on fire... so you don't want to hear about my good friends? you dont have the guts to take the truth or consequence success is in the eye of the beholder and its looking even better over your cold shoulder i'm not suggesting you up and line me up for questioning but jesus think about the bridges you are burning and i'm betting that even though you knew it from the start you'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart so go ahead and talk about your bad day... i want all the details of the pain and misery that you are inflicting on the others i consider them my sisters and i'd like their numbe

Any Ideas?
Hey everyone. Today is April Fools and I'm back to work. Well, I got back yesterday, and it sucks, after being off for almost a week. The vacation was wonderful though. I slept over half of the time, finally got caught up. Well, I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I need to have surgery on my hand. He is going to go in and take out all the metal and work with the scar to see if I can get my range of motion back. I'm tired of not being able to ball a fist when I want to punch someone out. Just kidding. The lady at the doctor's office is going to call me today to set up the surgery. Anywho, on to the purpose of this blog. Like I said, today is April Fools, and I always love a good prank. I can't really do any, because today I just can't seem to think of any. I heard a cute one on the radio this morning. Go into work early, before everyone gets there, and take the little ball out of their mouse. Then, when they get to work and try to work their computers, they will freak out

Real Gun Control.
Shooting in Butte, Montana Shotgun preteen vs. illegal alien Home Invaders Butte, Montana November 5, 2007 Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, probably believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things: they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from the 11-year-old's knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the stairs, he took a blast to the left shoulder and staggered out into the street where he bled to death before

In The Mist Of The Morning
Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray. Surrounding me taking me into its arms. Calling, beckoning, whispering softly it calls to me draws me near. Telling me I have nothing to fear I follow, listening, feeling. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray calling me. I feel a presence with me. Reaching out my hand, touching, grasping, warmth and comfort fill my being. And I know with out seeing I have felt love. Through the mists you reached for me, and guided my steps to thee. Love filled our hearts, and our souls became one. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray surrounding us.

Re: Un Could Lead New 9/11 Investigation, Says Japanese Mp
RE: UN Could Lead New 9/11 Investigation, Says Japanese MP ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 31 Mar 2008, 14:40 UN Could Lead New 9/11 Investigation, Says Japanese MP Japanese member of Parliament Yukihisa Fujita told the Alex Jones Show yesterday that a potential new investigation of the 9/11 cover-up could be led by global parliamentarians he has been in contact with, or even by the United Nations itself. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/033108_un_investigation. htm

Friendship
Friendship is the safest ship A good friend is like a computer: he Enters your life, Saves you in his heart, Formats your problems, and never Deletes you from his Memory... The feeling of friendship is like that of being comfortably filled with roast beef; love is like being enlivened with champagne

Re: Cia Boss Says New Al-qaeda Are White Westerners
RE: CIA Boss Says New Al-Qaeda Are White Westerners ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 31 Mar 2008, 20:31 CIA Boss Says New Al-Qaeda Are White Westerners Citing absolutely no evidence whatsoever, CIA boss Michael Hayden told NBC's Meet The Press yesterday that Al-Qaeda is training new fighters that "look western" and could easily cross U.S. borders, in the latest attempt to re-focus the mammoth apparatus of anti-terror against the American people. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/033108_white_westerners. htm

My Favorite Mummy's
It's been know to me (at least) that there is some REAL comedic talent going on in the MUMMs. Once in a while a clever MUMM is posted, but more often than not, the true genius is in the resulting comments. I'm going to add different categories and try to spotlight some of the people I think have talent and some that are just smart,, but mostly hot chicks I want to butter up, some of them just happen to be what i consider,, really freaking funny and/or clever. I figure that it will be an ongoing work in progress type of thing, because every day someone says something that makes me laff. Feel free to paste in comments, because i miss a lot.

Re: Cia And Google Team Up Again For More Spying
RE: CIA and Google Team Up Again For More Spying ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 31 Mar 2008, 20:34 CIA and Google Team Up Again For More Spying Google is supplying the software, hardware and tech support to US intelligence agencies who are in the process of creating a vast closed source database for global spy networks to share information. http://infowars. net/articles/january2008/040108Orbit. htm

Love Not Fails
I have realized that it is not love that fails, it is people. Those same people with anger in their hearts have failed to see that it was they who were not strong enough to wield love's power, not love that wasn't strong enough to transform them True Love is an outsource of the Heart: seeing with an eye of faith, accepting the outward with charity, and treasuring what is within Choosing a love, and then, being strong enough to live up to your commitment of love is the essence of love? True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes. And the hardest part is walking way.

One Word...ugh~
It has been a rough weekend here. I have one word...UGH~! I feel lousy. This round of chemo sucks~! My joints ache and I hurt all over....like the flu but we know it's the chemo. I only have 3 more treatments to go...HALLELUJAH~! I am just so ready for this to be over with~! I do hope all my friends are having great days. I am still on fubar but not that much these days. Please keep me in your thoughts and stop by to chat sometime....I am here and there most of the time. Leave me a message and I'll get back to you. ~~smooches~~

Product Launch Formula
Product Launch Formula Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product Launch Formula is the brainchild of Jeff Walker. Now in it's second edition it has proven to be one of the most powerful and profitable courses for many of the students who have applied it's principles. With so many junk products online Jeff's product is one that delivers on it's promises. One only has to listen to the case multiple case studies of his students to understand just how powerful the techniques are. Here are just some of the results of Jeff's students: Martin Howey is a high end coach who took a list of only 5,000 people and was able to sell 100 spots in a $20,000 coaching program, bringing in $2 Million in sales. So effective was the product launch formula in his process that he still has people on the waiting list, ready to pay him when more spots open up in his coaching program. Jose Espana created a product specifically for the Spanish speaking market. Again, using the sa

You Can Get A Free Autographed Copy Of Peter Britt's Cd!!!!
I am giving away a FREE Peter Britt CD with every hardcover copy of my book "All That I Am, I Think!" in April. Why? Because I want to get my book known. So why not help get it to the best seller level, it's going there. Be sure to order your book from the link BELOW the photo or I won't get your book order and your book will not be autograhed. I won't even know it was ordered. I think you will love the book, and the CD. Read some excerpts from the book below the links. Thanks very much for reading this. Now go get your book and FREE CD! Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt EXCERPTS "A quote of the heart from Peter Britt"

My Hate Is My Fuel
I have fucking snapped. I just dont give a fuck anymore. Everyone has turned on me. Even those that have claimed to love me betray me. I just dont have any emotions left anymore, with the exception of hate. "We are the Hate Breed" is taking a life of its own with in me. Its no longer a catchy slogan, its now who i am. I hate, and I dont think that there is a way back for me. Dont try and save me, because I dont want to be saved. Besides you will just turn on me eventually, just like everyone else. What is Hate...ME

Happy Hour Run
PLEASE HELP KING GET HIS HAPPY HOUR I am still trying to win a happy hour. If you could fan/rate/add Stephanie Lynn and in the note tell her King Domino sent you it would help me out greatly. It is that simple no bombing, rating pics, etc just add/rate/fan and say King Domino sent you. thanks everyone for your help picture link below. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar (repost of original by 'stormwoman~co of wolves of wiccan society~' on '2008-04-01 04:38:30')

April Fools Day 2008
Yeah. April Fools Day. (Insert obvious joke here.) Well. It’s about damn time my body’s almost through fighting whatever damn bug got me this year. I’m only coughing a lil bit these days! Yippee! Yeah yeah! Which of course means I’m now healthy enough to begin the annual Spring Cleaning. Yep, we do that here. But the real surprising thing is, I’m not only looking forward to it this time around, but I’ve jump-started it. I’M the one running around the house, uprooting people and moving more furniture, and detailing out what’s got to be done next. And that brings me to something else I’ve been meaning to blog about for some time. I keep having this real strong urge to clean the kitchen, the bathroom; buy nice things for said rooms, and just generally make things comfy. I’ve caught myself admiring new towels, washclothes, shiny new utensils and kitchenware, household cleaners, brooms, mops, baskets for the bathroom, cute lil containers to hold things, new bedding for the family,

Let The Games Begin
The Games Will Begin @6:pm CST Today April 1st Accepting Entries Untill Game Time PRESS PLAY! Do you think you have what it takes? Only the strong will survive,it's a game of wits and stratagey. If your feeling's are easily hurt this game isnt for you! OBJECT OF THE GAME. This Contest will be won just like any other,with photo comments and photo rates, "BUT" it has a twist! To win you must have the most photo rates,Now for the twist you need the least photo comments! So while you are having your pic rated you need to be bombing your opponents. At the end of each 24 hour peroid I will close the contest folder and tally all comments and rates and take screenshots. The contestent with the least photo rates and the most photo comments will be eliminated and the folder will be reopened. RULES 1.Most rates and least comments wins. 2.Good Sportsmanship is a "MUST". 3.Anyone can rate your pic. 4.You must be on my friends list and a saluted level 5 to co

Anarchy....(metal Song) Bio-slut
Demon eater Quench my thirst with the blood of the wicked Eating them makes me sicken Take back what was stolen only to be driven The fallen shall never be free Eat'in by themselves digested by GREED Their pains and screams are like music to me Cast the weak into the dead sea Can you guess my name... ANARCHY is my rain!!!! ANARCHY!!!! ANARCHY!!!! THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS THROUGH THE POWER OF AUTHORITY! ANARCHY!!!! ANARCHY!!!! THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS THROUGH THE POWER OF AUTHORITY! ANARCHY!!!! ANARCHY!!!! I was given the gift of foresight So when devouring demons it feels me with delight Their yells and blood curdling crys Helps me distinguish your truths from LIES Their one true goal to end all human lives As long as the demon eater survives They all shall meet there demise Who am i... ANARCHY!!!! ANARCHY!!!! THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS THROUGH THE POWER OF AUTHORITY! ANARCHY!!!! ANARCHY!!!! THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS THROUGH THE POWER OF AUTHORITY! ANARCHY!!!!

An Angry Episode Caused By The Pesky Nurse Again.
Read this at your perilf but I am so angry and rattled that if I don\'t write it down I will explode. If it doesn’t make sense then blame it on the pesky Nurse. Unfortunately, this morning I answered the phone mainly because \'he who knows all\' had gone to a meeting for business men. That is by the by but he is normally the secretary of the household when he is here. As soon as I said \'hello,\' the caller pounced on me after establishing my identity and started on about my seizures, the ones well one to be precise because the others were hypo episodes. Following surgery, I had one, after 20 months without. The caller was the epilepsy nurse, who makes my hackles go up anyway so I was on the defensive straight away. Apparently, she was asked to keep in touch with me to make sure I had not had any further seizures and I could not remember whether the real one I did have was before or after I saw the specialist. Now I think it was and he knows about that one anyway. Anyway, sh

One Day At A Time...
Our lives are made up of a million moments, spent in a million different ways. Some are spent searching for love, peace, and harmony. Others are spent surviving day by day. But there is no greater moment than when we find that life, with all it's joys and sorrows, is meant to be lived one day at a time. It's in this knowledge that we discover the most wonderful truth of all. Whether we live in a forty-room mansion, surrounded by servants and wealth, or find it a struggle to manage the rent month to month, we have it within our power to be fully satisfied and live a life with true meaning. One day at a time - we have that ability, through cherishing each moment and rejoicing in each dream. We can experience each day anew, and with this fresh start we have what it takes to make all our dreams come true. Each day is new, and living one day at a time enables us to truly enjoy life and live it to the fullest.

Treading Fast
The life i tread is a fast one Friends dying young people lying looking dumb Times are flying Woman in the streets crying While baby's are still dying I'm going to start fighting Cant hold me back I am black hat Move through the servers undetected Strike only when the time is right Never disrespected Don't piss me off or i just might let it... I am lose to the wind Damed by the darkness Light please come in Fear is never near So i hits the ever clear Bounce off the walls Trip then fall Slip and sip on that positive grip Battle this and end up sick Cant stop me My style is the lyrical tai chi Boots strapped tight Piss me off and i'll take flight Beat that ass all night Bare fist boxer Punch the concrete "Fuck you Officer, this is my beat!" A punk to the Core Anarchy is my roar Battle ground first sight Swing that pendulum just right Hours setting fast I was the first and she was the last Breaking bottles shatter glass Pour out some liquor and hit

Happy Annuversary Rock Bottom Lounge
Rock Bottom Lounge Happy 1 month Anniversary! Rock Bottom has been open a month today!Thanks all my staff for all the help.Thanks to all the members! You all are like family to me! I love you all and will help any of you if i ever can.Again THANK YOU ALL! Check out Rock Bottom Lounge! You will be extremely glad you did!

The Sign Of A Good Dj Is Diversity, I Guess! :d
My departure, as supported and told by many of my friends, from Blue Orion Radio this past Saturday may have been the best thing I have done to try to branch out in different directions. Quickly, Stryke, picked me up and offered me a spot to DJ in his CLUB GLOW, nka as CLUB MYSTIFY, lounge beginning on Monday (which is now yesterday)...and, Diva, offered me a guest DJ spot on her SUNSET CAFE lounge on Sunday, which I thoroughly enjoyed spinning tunes. Both lounges offer a variety of DJs and members and it was interesting to cater to slightly differing audiences while not deviating too much from my playlist that I had loaded up. My playlist has been typically a bit of a mix of genres - soft & classical rock, country, rhythm & blues, humor, soul, indie, light metal, new artists, forgotten artists, top 40 artists, artist from UK & Australia as well, etc. This morning, it was sealed, with the Master DJ @ CELL BLOCK 69, that I would DJ with them as well. They are a bit of a diffe

Fam 25 ][
to my fam twent five i got it never forgot it shit to raw to pause it drop that shit in my closet now look were time has brought us from my fam twenty both of us have whole new lives i will never forget that look in your eyes when you thought i might die it makes me cry the feelin inside of not bein by your side is the reason im alive a love no one can divide im alright inside you no know one can break my pride twin cameros racen side by side no one is perfect but you know i tryed even thoe it gets cold some times and its hard to follow the lines i know that you be haven my spine tryn they dien two stogs for life 'TEFLON DON'

So Close I Can Taste It
its so close now time is floatin bye and im never going to forget not even one lil second how hard it realy is to over come something that almost left me as a memorie they say god test you and sooner or later he will break you and they are 100% right life is flimsy grab hold of it and never take it for grantit cause its mind twistin how fast it can change or be taken from you i know i can fix my past but what i can do is use it to my advantage and look for forgiveness so to everyone that i have caused pain anger guilt sadness suffering with all my herat i applogize and thats real my eyes and ears are open cause ive spent to much time sealed closed "i can do anything through him that gives me streagth"phli.4:16 i turn to the heavens above and to those who love me with one question only "will you pray for me while im in the streets could you pray for me befor you go to sleep pray for me im in the game to deep"teflon don

As Time Keeps Passin Bye
as time keeps passen us bye the days get faster and soon i will be haveing all these tubes removed and some day i will be back to the orignal me but of course i will never forget that one night when i was left with blood leaking from my body the sound of sirens getting closer and closer as i had to fight for my life ,the echos of every one in my life that told me to calm down or one day you might get killed, is this the night is it true am i going to die tonight one shoot from a 9mm handgun.i thought to myself fuck they were right the truth be known i been shoot at the age of 26. not tonight thoe cause i aint ready to go then pitch black i was out and after 5 hours of surgery the doctors had put me back to gather and when i finally woke up i was surrounded bye family i was still alive it was crazy to think i almost didnt make it now i just sit and wait for time time to pass bye till im normal agin

Have You Ever...
Have you ever found a friend That makes your heart glow Someone who is wonderful You feel honored to know Someone to laugh with perhaps even to cry Someone whom you love no matter what they do Someone who looks up to you when you don't know why Someone who just seems to understand you Someone that you think of day and night Someone you pray for as you go to bed Someone who shows up when the time is just right Thoughts of them are always in your head Someone who shares with you all your ups and downs Someone who appears when ever there is a need Someone you share smiles with replacing all your frowns Surely you must know, God planted that seed These seeds God has planted here on earth Were planted deeply in our friend's heart They cannot be measured by earthly worth Only by God's values placed here from the start Value those friendships, honor their decisions Respect their feelings, never make demands Never try to make their dreams y

Product Launch Formula 2
Product launch formula 2 Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product launch formula 2 is in pre launch. Product launch formula 2 download should be available soon. Jeff Walker is going to announce this. Jeff Walker is a leading internet marketer who has made a six figure income within seven days. Jeff Walker says, "You cannot imagine the thrill of getting your first order over the internet. I remember when I sent out my first sales letter back in 1996. I did it late at night and then I went to bed. The next morning when I woke up there was a $700.00 order from Switzerland... you want to talk about being on top of the world - that $700.00 was 100% pure profit! Now you are almost surely in a much better spot than I was, because that extra $700.00 really made a huge impact on my family. In those days, that was an unheard of windfall for us. Since then I have gotten to know a lot of other successful internet publishers, and just about every one of them

Cold World
THE WORLD IS A COLD PLACE TO BE THESE DAYS SO GRAB A HOLD OF WAT YOU LOVE AND KISS IT GOODBYE NOTHING LASTS FOREVER ITS JUST A MYTH CAUSE IN THE END WHO REALLY GIVES A SHIT NO ONE I KNOW AND THEY WONDER WHY MY HEART IS BLACK ITS BECAUSE I VE BEEN STRIPPED AND HAVE NO LOVE TO GIVE BACK LATE AT NIGHT I SIT BACK WITH MY THOUGHTS AND LOOK BACK AT WHAT I FORGOT. WHAT MAKES ME SMILE........... ONLY THING IN THE WORLD THATS LEFT FOR ME THE LAST WARM SPOT..... MY DAUGHTER MY SOUL MY LOVE DADDY NEEDS HIS JACKET BABY GIRL WHILE IM OUT HERE IN THIS COLD WORLD ILL BE HOME SOON SO LEAVE THE DOOR UNLOCKED HOW CAN I MAKE THEM LOVE ME

Trouble In Bell Country...
Good Morning and happy Tuesday to you. I am not sure if this has happened to anyone else before and if so I am not sure what to do but I am open for suggestions. The neighbor called and said he seen our dog Lizard roaming around in his horse pasture during the day. I said well she is right here now. He mentioned he did not mind her running on his property but was worried for her safety, and knew how close we were to her. He did not want her to be hit by traffic do to the fact cars travel our road at a high rate of speed. I thanked him and we both wished one another a good evening. Well soon after I got off the phone I mentioned the fact to the girls and asked if Lizard ran away when you took her outside today? They both said no, actually they let her out on the deck before the rain and when they heard the thunder they allowed her back in. See, off our deck I fenced in an area for her to run and do her duties…not sure what her duties are but she always finds time to relieve herself whi

Notice Anything....
AIGHT, SO LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF POINTS AND DOLLARS AND ASK YOURSELF WHAT THE FUCK? THIS MORNING MY PROFILE JUMPED FROM A LEVEL 22 HENCHMEN, TO A LEVEL TEN FRIEND OF FUBAR, THEN BACK TO A LEVEL 22 HENCHMEN. ALL MY CASH WAS GONE. ALL MY POINTS, AND IT SAYS I HAVE TO EARN 2, 238,456 POINTS TO LEVEL AGAIN. THAT SHIT IS FUCKED UP!!! LOL. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND DOWNLOADING. Member ID: 158309 Member Since: Aug, 08 2006 Birthday: January, 20th Age: 27 Gender: Male Location: Ireland My Public Profile: http://fubar.com/colorblindcrimes Referral Path: white rob -> COLOR BLIND CRIMES Core Interests: none -- add some! Points: 8 [?] fuBucks: 8 [?] Referrals: 28 sent, 0 joined Henchman --> Insider 2,249,992 Points to go! Level: Henchman (22) [?] Rating: 10.09 (876) [?] Profile Views: 7,068 Fans: 184

Into Each Life...
Into each life a little rain will fall, but if you have a friend, you can bear it all, for a friend is an umbrella, to hold above your head, and help you think about, the sunny days instead. Into each life a little sun will shine, but if you have a friend, it will always be fine, for if you can share the sunny times, with a friend that will be grand, as you talk and walk together, securely hand in hand. Into each life a little wind will blow, but if you have a friend, to whom you can go, your friend can help to guide you, can help you make the choice, by offering their view, and adding a new voice. Into each life like leaves things will fall, but if you have a friend, you know that you can call, they'll always steer you clearly, when their counsel's sought, for a friend is like a safety net, in which you will be caught. Into each life a friend will come to you, for if you have a friend, you'll know what to do, when

Angel In My Heart...
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angels see us through. You are one of my Angels. Perhaps I am one for you.

Being Friends...
There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around. It's a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don't share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don't understand because you don't know enough about them. On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless. Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tel

What The Hell ????
why do ppl add u rate fan u to there list when no one leaves any comments or talk to u wat is tht all about and if u rate any of there pics or leave comments on there page why do they not return the favour and leave a comment bck well from now on dont add me if ur goin to talk or leave comments im cleaing my list of ppl tht dont do any of tht on my page sorry all but its how i am. thx to all the ppl tht do leave comments and talk to me i will eturn all love to all of u and continue to leave u comments thx bye

Stupid Retards
I love the fact that I'm normal. I have some common sense. Alot of people of this site dont have any. Trying to make somthing out of nothing. People need to grow the fuck up and gget over themselves they make stupid ass comments and wonder why they get blocked. It is simple if i dont like you im going to block you. you piss me im not going to talk to you. If you break my heart ill cry about it. LOL i made a funny. But it boils down to this. If you cant grow up you dont need to breathe. You should breathe the same air as good honest hard working people. Who actually give a shit about someone else's feelings. I sit and wait in a hospital waitng room scared shitless im going to loose someone that i love. But i sit here and wonder why people are so cold hearted and dont give a shit about anything but themseleves, and i pray that i never end up like one of these people if i did i would put a bullet in my head. Dont like what i write dont read it. Dont like the question dont answer it

The 10 Most Important Things
The 10 Most Important Things Are... LOVE The Special Feeling That Makes You Feel All Warm And Wonderful. RESPECT Treating Others As Well As You Would Like To Be Treated. APPRECIATION To Be Grateful For All The Good Things Life Has To Offer. HAPPINESS The Full Enjoyment Of Each Moment. A Smiling Face. FORGIVENESS The Ability To Let Things Be Without Anger. SHARING The Joy Of Giving Without Thought Of Receiving. HONESTY The Quality Of Always Telling The Truth. INTEGRITY The Purity Of Doing What's Right, No Matter What. COMPASSION The Essence Of Feeling Another's Pain, While Easing Their Hurt. PEACE The Reward For Living The 10 Most Important Things.

Jeff Walker Plf2
Jeff Walker PLF2 Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE! Product Launch Formula was created by Jeff Walker, and it was a huge success. Product Launch Formula 2 is going to be launched and you will find the Product Launch Formula 2 Review here. A little about Jeff Walker in his own words, "When I started publishing a free newsletter on the internet in 1996 a lot of people laughed - including some of my family and friends. And then when I told them I was going to start charging $700.00 a year for an email newsletter, they REALLY started laughing. That was in late December, 1996. And you know what? Right now I am the only one laughing, and I am laughing all the way to the bank. Now I want to be completely honest... so far, I have only done that "six figures in seven days" once. But I have done $20,000 or $30,000 in seven days many times. Let me repeat that... many times. Often enough so my bank no longer bats an eye when it happens. And to continue with the disclaimers -

The Most And The Greatest...
The most destructive habit ........................ Worry The greatest Joy ................................................. Giving The greatest loss ........................ Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work .................... Helping others The ugliest personality trait .................... Selfishness The most endangered species ........ Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource .................... Our youth The greatest "shot in the arm" ........... Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome ........................ Fear The most effective sleeping pill ............. Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease .................... Excuses The most powerful force in life .............................. Love The most dangerous pariah ............................. A gossiper The world's most incredible computer .......... The brain The worst thing to be without ................................ Hope

What If...?
What if...? God couldn't take the time to Bless us today because we could not take the time to thank Him yesterday... What if...? God decided to stop leading us tomorrow Because we didn't follow Him today... What if...? God didn't walk with us today because we failed to recognize it as His day... What if....? We never saw another flower bloom because we grumbled when God sent the rain... What if...? God stopped loving and caring for us because we failed to love and care for others... What if...? God took away the Bible tomorrow, because we would not read it today... What If...? God took away his message because we failed to listen to His messenger... What if...? God didn't send His only begotten Son because He wanted us to prepared to pay the price of sin... What if...? The door to the church was closed because we did not open the door of our hearts... What if...? God would not hear us today because we would not listen to Him yeste

If I
if i would tell u what i really want if i would tell u what i really need from u if i would tell u what my wishes are would u give me what i want would u do what i need u to do would u let my wishes become true im affraid to tell u im affraid to ask u i will tell god i will tell him all i will ask him for my wants and needs and wishes im not affraid to tell and ask him he understands me he knows the truth he will make everything happen i can not put my life in ur hands i can not give u my heart i know u will let me die i know u will break my heart i will give my life in gods hands i will give him my heart he dont let me die he dont break my heart why cant u learn from him? he is the best teacher u can learn so much from him and u really need to i learned alredy i learned a long time ago u saw it already u told me in ur words that u saw it but even if u saw it u didnt realize it if i would tell u everything would u listen an

Captured Fairy..
Dan Baines posted a Web page describing (and illustrating with detailed photos) the discovery of what appeared to be the remains of a "real" fairy. Baines claimed that the mummified fairy corpse was recovered along an old Roman road in Derbyshire, England, by a dog-walker who preferred to remain anonymous. The bones of its diminutive, human-like skeleton were hollow, like a bird's, making it "particularly light," an anatomical peculiarity whose contribution to airworthiness was enhanced by the body's extremely leaflike wings. Over the next several days Baines, a magician and prop-maker, received hundreds of messages from credulous and (and in some instances worried) fairy-loving readers. To put their minds at ease, he revealed the hoax. Eventually Baines sold his creation on eBay.

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[april Is The Cruelest Month]
I've never been happier to see the ten of swords. Hahahaha.... ... my favorite flowers are still chrysanthemums by the way. More midterms, and concluding papers. More waiting. More waiting. More insomnia. Jesus, I hope I'm productive and sane soon. Anyway, my response to the wise man Stan is "Nifty Answer, sorry I asked."

Hes Still In My Head.........
so a few weeks ago i met this guy online. we talked off and on for a while and this last week it been awesome. i have been on cloud nine all week. i know theres this stuff with online crap and fu wedding and stuff like this. but i believe that this could BE THE guy i want to be with forever. am i crazy for this? hes so smart, so sexy, the biggest sweetheart i have ever met! hes everything i am looking for. and my god he beautiful! its so crazy i find myself not being able to think cause i just sit there and think and think about him and his smile and what is would be like to kiss his lips. and i have never had anything like this happen to me before EVER! i graduate from college in a month and i am seriously going to touch him in person! so how many people think i am crazy? hazel= crazy ima out bye guys

Comeon Buy Them They Rock
March 30th now and will end on April 15th at 5:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 100k RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MARCH 30TH TILL 5:00PM PST APRIL 15TH 5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 7. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 8. THE BIDDER MUST PAY T

Prayers And More For ~michelle~
Once and a while... Life gives you the opportunity to meet someone amazing... some one who inspires you, someone who amazes you... One such person in my life is my friend Michelle. She is facing things in her life that I can not image what my own reaction would be. However, she has not given up or given in. She fights, she prays, and she hopes. She dreams of the day when all will be finished and life can return to normal. I ask that you help her please. Click the link below and check it out. Help her in anyway that you can... Just click this link to go to Michelle's Webpage! I Look Up At The Moon I look up at the moon As stars twinkle with delight But the sun it won’t be shining In my heart tonight I’m so alone and so afraid I’m not sure what to do I feel my heart is sinking I can feel it falling through My head it feels so heavy And my eyes are wept with pain I don’t think I will ever Learn to smile again The pain is swirling in

Grrr...
Sick and tired of hurting people I care deeply about. How in the hell do I manage to do this? MORE THAN ONCE? I have a very special bond with several people on here. I know their flaws, their special circumstances, and I try to work within them all. And I still manage to crush those I care deeply for. People with real hearts, and real lives. I know, it's only the Fu. It does make me wonder though... am I that truly lacking in my capacity to prioritize? Do I truly lack social skills? I promise, my next blast will give me all the credit for ineptitude that one could ever hope to hide. :-( Shoot me now, or forever hold your peace...

Incense
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Never Mattered
I NEVER MATTERED TO YOU NE WAY.. WHAT DO U CARE IF IM DEAD OR ALIVE.... I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU ... UVE KILLED ME INSIDE THERE IS NO MORE REASON TO GO BOUT MY LIFE.... U CANT UNDO WHAT UVE DONE... SO ILL SIT HERE AND CUT AND CUT AND CUT... TILL THE BLOOD IS POURING DOWN MY FINGERTIPS ON TO UR PICTURE ON THE FLOOR... WILL I EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH

Incense And Bathsalts Offer (hand Made)
Hey guys and gals like incense and bathsatls ????. Gimme a buzzz I hand make them my self 24 hour hand dipped essential bathsalts and incense gimme a halller on her and ill ship you 10 oz of my hand made bathsalts to you for 7.99 wit6h shipping included. 1.scent per month for 12 months at $ 7.99 per month!!!!! a great deal for evry Month you will get 1..... 10 oz package of my premium bathsalts delivered to youre door......contact me at spiritofthelakeincensecompany@yahoo.com...Iam tim the owner.... gimmeee a holler.

Leaving On A Jet Plane
just a reminder to all my freinds, i will be leaving for a month tommorrow morning. i have to go do some work at two bases in Italy. everyone be safe while im gone..and i will see you all when i get back

358am 4/1/08
so yah....its my favorite day of the year......JUST KIDDING... no...really...it is..... so n e way.... theres nothing i want more than to go out this year and do everything i want......and i will.... no matter wtf!... so im on a mission to do so much crap..... my birthday is on friday...ill be 29..... so the big 30 is coming soon...... so i have to do some crazy shit this year.... blah!... april fools is the fukn best day...so expect some foolish shit from me 2day!

Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate
Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review As a Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate you get to show others wonderful and real case studies of people who used the system to make some real good money. The first one is with Neil Stafford, who’s niche is teaching parents how to teach their kids to play soccer better at JuniorSoccerCoach.com. Their launch did almost $10,000.00 selling a low-priced instructional DVD. Chuck Smith did a product launch for a low-priced product in the “quilting” niche - it did approximately $3000.00, and then he followed that up almost immediately with another $4,000.00 launch. Kyle Battis did a launch of a $10 per month membership site in the “personal fitness” niche. The launch generated a continuity income of $15,000.00 per MONTH. product launch formula, product launch formula 2, product launch formula 2 review, product launch formula 2 download, product launch formula 2 affiliate, product launch

Dj Nilla And Dj Tazman Cash Only Auction
A Fu-Bucks Only ~ Battle of the Sexes Auction Who can bring in more fu-bucks?!?! You want to join in on the fun? Entry fee is 25,000 Fu-Bucks Starting Bid is 50,000 Fu-Bucks Entry returned upon no bids. Males... Contact the Auction Hostess, DJ Nilla dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!) @ fubar Females... Contact the Auction Host, DJ Tazman * DJ Tazman * DJ Mngr & Female Bodyguard @ DIRTY DEED$ RADIO.COM ~FU Owned and Taken by Steffi @ fubar

Remembering 4/26/04
OK all...this is what came to mind today so here I go. Most of you on fubar, were not part of my life to see this happen. BUT - On April 26, 2004, my life changed forever. I was traveling down Dixie Highway in Florence. This was at 4:15pm on a spring day. I cannot remember where I was going, only that I was outside of a grocery store. I approached, and stopped to cross the exit of the store. As I did so, a pickup truck came into view, and just then...the unthinkable. I was hit. The truck's driver did not see me cross in front of him, and he hit me, wedging my wheelchair (WITH ME STILL STRAPPED INTO IT), under his truck and proceeding to drag me 15 feet or more down the roadway. This was the resulting damage to my wheelchair: Yes folks...this is what happens when you're hit by something large, and it catches you underneath. I was not seriously injured. Thank God for that. Most people, that hit would have certainly been devastating. God was certainly with me on that date.

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Jose Canseco, Marc Maron, New O&a Videos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Podast Online, Animation Festival On June 5,
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch the infamous cake-stomping incident - online now!) It's April Foolz, bitches! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE on April Fool's Day for the first time in a Looooong time, kids...and you know what that means, dontcha? Well, good. We don't, so could you please tell us? Anyway, we have an exciting show for you today. Not only is our comedian friend Marc Maron coming in to hang out and talk politics... if you're not all laughed out, we have Jose Canseco stopping by to promote his new book Vindicated: Big Names, Big Liars, and the Battle to Save Baseball...so this is one you're definitely not going to want to miss. Remember, if you want to see any of these really important celebrities LIVE, in-studio... or stupid Bob Kelly, just remember to turn on your PalTalk!... you can watch the show LIVE, as it happens. Or, if you're anything l

Level Up
Go to this link and join the Fu Luv Bomb Squad http://fubar.com/blog/192972. RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter may too, but since we are new will keep it this way. *It cant be stressed enough that these rules are subject to change and all member

Dj Superman's Vip Contest!
ONE MONTH VIP CONTEST ~DJ SuperMan~DJ @ Club Glow~C/O Kryptonite Lounge~FU BF and Owned by DJ Devine TXRose@ fubar IT WILL BE 10,000 COMMENTS IN ORDER TO GET THE VIP THE CONTEST WILL RUN FOR TWO WEEKS AND THE FIRST 3 PEOPLE TO GET THE 10,000 COMMENTS GET VIP'S THE 2 NEXT HIGHEST COMMENT TOTALS AT THE END OF THE 2 WEEKS WILL RECEIVE FU BLING, MAKING 5 WINNERS ALL TOGETHER THE CONTEST WILL START WHEN I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRANTS, SO GET IN TOUCH IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, PLENTY OF WARNING WILL BE GIVEN BEFORE THE START OF THE CONTEST RULES AND INFO: *Pic provided needs to be SFW and will be ripped from your photos *Comment bombing is allowed of course, including self bombing *Rates on your photos will count as 2 comments *Prizes will be given out at the end of the contest and not before *NO Drama or Cheating of any kind *If any drama or cheating is reported or seen, the entry can be deleted without warning LETS GET THOSE ENTRIES IN (repost of original

Bombing Help Needed 4/1
CarlWolf is in a VIP Contest (3 month), need 16,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! No time limit. F@llenAng3l is in a VIP Contest (1 month), need 10,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! Time limit 8 wks from upload date

Contests & Auctions 4/1
PIC RATES F@llenAng3l is in a Fubucks Giveaway. She needs 1 rate from everyone! For every 100 Rates she will receive 50,000 Fubucks! Please take the time to click on the pic and rate her! If You can not get into the pic, Please FAR the Owner below~PebblesinAZ~ AUCTION Want to own her? She is up for auction, and the list of things she is giving away to the winning bidder is AWESOME! (List at the end of this Blog) How to Bid: Bid is at 1 bling pak and 100K Fu-Bucks. Bid with real money (Blasts, Bling Packs, Tickers, Happy Hour) Please click here to Bid! (Note, please do not comment unless you are giving a bid, ty.) What I am giving away: FAR #3 on Top Friends List for 1 month Rate All Pics (Up to 800) 11's During Happy Hour Rate all Stash (Up to 2000) During Happy Hour Have Fu-Owned by _ behind my name for 1 month 1 Profile Comment per day for 30 Days Bulletin Pimpout (4 total, 1 Bulletin per week for 4 weeks) Blog Pimpout 1 SFW Salute Pic 2 Pimped

April Fool Pranks
Ring your friend before he / she goes to work and say " I'm so sorry to hear you got fired ! " - Act surprised they didn't know yet. Wet a tissue with milk and run around holding the tissue to your eye pretending you stuck your pen in your eye, when somebody comes close, squeeze the tissue to make the Milk spurt out all over the place. Place Cling-film over the toilet seat - an old prank but a good one ! Ring your friend and pretend to be from the local GPs office. Tell them they might have Newcastles Disease ( a chicken disease - don't tell them that ). Sign somebody up to an embarrasing email newsletter. Go around the office and tell random people that a particular person (e.g. your friend) wanted them to drop over at 11am - they will be surprised when 50 people drop around to their cubicle at once. Start a rumour that your company is being taken over and loads of staff will be made redundant. Watch the onset of panic. Put loads of Pencil (scribble and really bui

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The room is cold and dark I sit and think A fever grows inside me My blood boils with thoughts of my wish A want to have you by my side I am ill . . . Outside, it’s raining ice . . . A coldness grows and a chill blows through my bones The warmth I felt inside my heart is gone My veins are icing too The darkness that was comfort grows in to unknown A want and yearning grows . . . for you . . . To feel you Your warmth Your touch Your breath Your kiss . . . The moisture of your lips Your caress upon my breast The heat of our bodies as they entwine All but memories of pastimes, dreams, and wishful thoughts Nothing tangible or real Nothing I can truly hold To feel you Hold you Kiss your lips . . . In more than just my thoughts My mind, my heart, my spirit . . . They hold you as my own But will I ever truly hold you once . . . Just once in my arms? Will you ever truly be mine . . . in every way? The darkness, once my comfort . . . Now a re

It Does Suck Bad
I BEEN ON HERE ABOUT 2 YRS KNOW..I WAS HAVING FUN TELL MY SO CALLED DAD JION ON HERE...AND EVERYTHING WANT BAD...HE THINK HE BETTER THEN ME CAUSE HE A DJ AT LOUNGE CALLED MYSTCAL'S LOUNGE..THAT THE LOUNGE I GOT BANNED FOR NO REASON...I THINK I KNOW WHO BANNED MR FROM THERE BUT THEY WILL NOT COME FORWAED AT ALL AND SAY THEY DONE IT...SO HERE THE THING IF I KEEP GETTING BANNED FROM LOUNGE OR THEY START WITH ME I'M DELETING MY ACCOUNT AND I'M NOT COMING BACK ON..WHAT STAY IN TOCH WITH ME JUST LET ME KNOW...

Dearest
Dearest Jerry, I Hurt so much that it is killing my heart and the soul I have left. I may have cried my soul and heart out. With the blood I have spilled and pills I have taken why not me? Why did it have to be you? My perception on life has changed. No longer do I seem to dwell on my past life but I dwell on ours. If I could have talked to you, Would it have changed your mind? Would you take causion? Watching your children sleep makes me cry. I am attached to you in so many ways. Why did you leave me? What do you want me to do? Loving you wasn't enough in life so how do I know what that love will do in death? Will we meet again? Would my blood put us back together? All I know is I don't understand these things and would love for you to tell me what to do.Do I come meet you or will your spirit let me know how to cope with such a great loss? Do I spill my blood to be with you again? Lost Cousin

Hot Sexual Taste
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel you

I Sob
please forgive me. please listen to what i have to say. please hold my hand. please call me out every time i wrong you. please accept me despite my faults. please let me be yours. please kiss me. please listen to my truths and forget my lies. please let me start over. please love me for what i am. please leave a message after the beep. please look into my eyes. please put your arms around me. please answer if i call you at midnight. please forget this ever happened. please. please don't assume that i'm just like her. please get me a drink. please drink with me. please treat me like you treat your sweetie. please tell me a secret. please come back to me. please don't make me feel guilty for being different. please kiss me again. please whisper "i love you." please let me feel your heart beat. please put your hand on my chest and feel mine. please don't tell me something that even you don't believe. please tell me what you want me to be. but most of all, plea

Is The Third Time The Charm?
Will the third time be the charm???? You got it ~BABS~ is hosting a Happy Hour!!!! 8pm Fu-Time Wed. April 2nd!! So save your 11's until then and help this wonderful kind giving woman ROCK THE FU!!!!! Come on y'all she's my best friend on here as well as one of my owners she has helped me and so many others so much all I'm asking is for you to go and show her some love during her Happy Hour! ~BABS~ "FU-KING"

Why Parents Drink
The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello?" "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No ." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman ". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy," whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard a loud noise in the backgroun

Cancer Sucks!!!
One day my family and I were at home here in the Inland Empire. The sun was bright, even a little bit blinding and nice an warm out. Earlier it had been cool and cloudy that morning, in a few hours, the day had changed dramatically; we were in a beautiful hot, SUNNY SOUTHER CALIFORNIA summer day. Minutes later, standing in the family room at my home, suddenly, the whole atmosphere changed. A huge wind came up out of nowhere, trees were being tossed every which way as the wind howled crazily down the hillside and blowing in a sudden rage around the houses. Leaves blew furiously high into the air, in every mixed up direction. I’d never seen anything like. And my huge sunbrella on the front veranda and blown down and into the front yard. In ten minutes it was over. As suddenly as it started, the trees stopped moving, the leaves fell to the earth, everything became quiet – and that beautiful, Southern California summer resumed as if nothing had happened. This is breast cancer,

Runaway Suv Knocks Man Off His Toilet
Just when you thought you could enjoy a nice morning shit. . . WELLINGTON, New Zealand (AP) ¯ A New Zealand man got the fright of his life when a runaway SUV crashed into his house and knocked him off the toilet, a newspaper reported Friday. The vehicle had been parked with its emergency brake only half on, and rolled backward down a 32 foot bank into the house Thursday in the southern city of Christchurch, "The Press" newspaper reported. Police said a building contractor working next door had parked the vehicle at the top of the bank minutes earlier. "He came back to his vehicle and found it next door, basically," Christchurch police Sgt. Kim Reid was quoted as saying. The paper said that when the homeowner was asked how the builder might be feeling, he said: "What about me? I got knocked off the toilet. I got a hell of a fright." The man asked not to be named because he is selling the house and did not want the incident to interfere with the sale. Police sa

Happy Hour Contest
This is just an update of the previous blog about my Happy Hour or equal value package salute contest for April. So I will have a contest starting on April 21 or April 28 where the lovely lady who wins will either get a Happy hour; or a package of fubar gifts of same value a 30 day blast, a VIP for a month, a ticker package and a bling pak. The choice will be up to the one who wins the contest. The contest entry must be a salute to me with my name on a card or on the lady who wishes to enter the contest. Also in honor of The Easter Bunny and the bunnies at Playboy I would like for the contestant either to be wearing bunny ears or wearing a Playboy costume. This is no longer mandatory more like a general theme but I will accept all types of salutes to me that fall within the guidelines. I am leaning towards letting the one who gets the most comments be the winner of the contest so comment bombing will be allowed and the one who receives the most comments will be the winner to avoid any

Butt Slap Leads To 45-day Suspension
Butt slap leads to 45-day suspension Published: March 29, 2008 at 4:54 PM Print story Email to a friend Font size:DENVER, March 29 (UPI) -- A Denver sheriff's deputy has been slapped with a 45-day suspension for slapping another deputy's buttocks, an incident that prompted the co-worker to quit. While Deputy Francisco Hernandez reportedly resigned after having his rear-end whacked, attorney Derek W. Cole has called Deputy Bobby Rogers' subsequent suspension an over-reaction, The Rocky Mountain News said Saturday. "It's gross overkill," Cole said. "It's like executing somebody for blowing their nose and not washing their hands." The incident occurred Aug. 30, 2007, when Hernandez bent to pick up some keys only to be "slapped hard on the buttocks" by Rogers, city documents said. "If you're going to stick it out, I'm going to hit it," Rogers allegedly said after the hit, according to documents. Rogers' version of the incident changed during interviews, while Hernandez

*sigh*
I sit and stare and wonder what is wrong with me why i feel so lonely and long for the touch of a man that i have no clue as to why i would miss him so much during the day!!! I'm used to the loneliness!! But yet this is different!! Makes me stop and wonder if maybe......just maybe i get my slice of life and happiness!!!! I give so much for my friends and family that i never slow down for me!! And anyone that knows me can attest to that!! The man intrigues me to no end and i long for the little time i can snag with him so i can find out more!!!! To see if there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel!! Hell i don't know!!! Guess i just need to get out of my head and just let things flow the way they have been for the past 2 years now!!!! FREE AND EASY DOWN THE ROAD I GO!!!!

No Air, No Air, No Air...
MyHotComments I often have a difficult time expressing how I feel about the love of my life. If you're reading this, then you've come across my page a few times, and that means that you know that my heart and soul completely belongs to Jimm {AKA Mr Hott}. There are so many people in the world who are looking for love. Some people are just looking for love wherever they can find it. On the internet, in a bar, in a bottle, and various other ways. I have to be honest, I was NOT one of those people. I lost my husband to cancer January 22, 2007. I honestly never really thought I could or would want to love again. Then one night, right here on Fubar, someone on my friends list status changed. That person was having a bad night. I sent them a message to encourage them. That person was Jimm. He and I began to talk...and when I say talk, I mean for hours on end! We talked on Fubar, messenger and on the phone. Before I knew what was happening, I had fallen head over heels in lo