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She Needs Votes
hey guys one of my good friend entered a photo contest and i really want her to win she seems down or upset she i want her to cheer up so if u can click on the link it will take you to the pic in the contest ty guy it means alot too me :) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1029198&albumid=914764&i=4072505365&idx=4

Treat Me Like A Dog
Now to lead me around on a leash doesn’t sound like my cup of tea so let’s get to what was meant when i chose to use such a title. First my dog is named Bailey, Mr Bailey half the time and the thing about having him in my life is i can’t wait to see him and it hurts my heart when i have to leave him to go to work. but no matter how good or bad my day has been it’s even better when i get to come home to see him there waiting for me. now Bailey is a great dog, but when he was younger he did things wrong like dogs will but i never questioned him. i never thought he did something just to hurt me . if i lost a shoe do to his need for a new chew toy i never hated him for it , yes i was upset but never did it crossed my mind that he had done it to spite me. if his tail knocked over and broke something sure i was sad to see something broken but never would i think ill of him for braking it. So why can’t we treat people in this manner? why do we have to assume they meant to do us harm or why c

Bubble Play
Its not spring without bubbles. With Easter around the corner I had to get into the spirit by playing with bubbles. Come see how I caught the bubbles and how wet I get. What a BLAST I had. http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/fotos012.htm -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Family .....
I JUST WANT TO SAY I THINK FAMILY IS THE MOST PRECIOUS THING THERE IS TO LIFE.THEY ARE THERE FOR YOU WHEN NEEDED OR MOST OF THE TIME ANYWAY. I KNOW MY FAMILY ROCKS AND I THINK GOD FOR THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT THEY ARE MINE. AND I JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS TO ALL OF THEM .AND LOVE YOU ALL MY FAMILY.

Sea Of Razors Lyrics
Slow Death, Calling Me, I jump out into the sea. This Prison, Holding Me, Calling out to set me Free Slow Life, Leaving Me, I leap out into the sea. This Freedom, Slashing Me, Cut away all the Misery Sea of Razors (It's Tearing me apart) Sea of Razors (It's Pulling me Closer) Sea of Razors (It's Dragging me Farther) Sea of Razors (It's Bringing me Down!) Cut alway all My Hopes and Dreams, Shut away from the world I Fear, It Hurts so much I can Hardly Scream, OH GOD MY TIME IS NEAR! Slow Life, Killing Me, I swim out into the sea. This Prison, Binding Me, Lashing out to set me Free, Slow Death, Holding me, I wash out into the sea. This Release, Hounding Me, Crying out to Break me Free Sea of Razors (It's Tearing me apart) Sea of Razors (It's Pulling me Closer) Sea of Razors (It's Dragging me Farther) Sea of Razors (It's Bringing me Down!) Cut alway all My Hopes and Dreams, Shut away from the world I Fear, It Hurts so much I can Hardly Scream,

I'm Stateside
Sunday was the longest day of my life. I got up at 0515, which was about an hour and 15 minutes later than I wanted to. I got a shower, and was at the bus by 0530. Then we rolled at 6:00 to the airbase. We sat there all day, went through three briefings on standards of conduct, no alcohol, customs brief/clearing, no alcohol brief, the chaplain's brief, and then finally got on the road to the airport. I got lucky, and was able to get on Baggage Detail. This meant that we got the VIP seating, which wasn't that VIP. We had a bit more room to move, but not much, and we only took about 5 minutes to load 200+ bags into the plane. I slept off and on for the next too many hours of flying. I know that I got at least a 2 hour period of sleep, only cause apparently I slept through the movie. We stopped off in Germany, got to stretch, get some drinks, and got teased by the alcohol in the "canteen". I got to Atlanta, and my original flight at me getting into Maryland at 1630. I

Time To Say Goodbye
Sometimes its hard to say goodbye. Especially when you really wanted to try. Sometimes you screw things up really bad. But you pray that you can fix it. Sometimes someone gives you that hope and then suddenly takes it away. So it's time to move on and say goodbye. Tomorrow is another day.

Distorted Reality Lyrics
Distorted Reality... Defines me and it Binds me, to a place I know Distorted Reality... Refines me and it Builds me, And makes you so Lame Distorted Reality... Twists me and it Burns me, Forms me into Shape Distorted Reality... Draws me, and it Colors me, Inside the Lines Ultimate... Fantasy Distorted... Reality (x4) This world, I dont need a Reason, This world, I don't need Control, What I reap, You will Sow, What I kill, You will Eat, What I touch, You will Feel, What I cut, You Will Bleed, Ultimate... Fantasy Distorted.. Reality (X4)

School Photo
ill get one up here in the next day or two. it takes me forever to convert the shit from webcam to jpeg. anyways most of yall will get a kick out of em. heres what we wear. Kakhi pants, dress shoes, button down white shirt, and the senior tie. every senior wears the exact same shit. same for the entire school, only the lower classes cant wear white shirts. we gotta shave-no facial hair-and our hair has to be kept pretty short. so im growing mine out since im almost out. there is no stipulations on undershirts so of course i wear my colors proudly. usually one of my many black shirts, so you can read the band thru the white one- i wear my colors proudly! so anways be watchn here in the next day or two for them.

Dead End Road
Life is a deaded road that we must travel everyday only to find that we must turn around and start back to where we once was. The places we see and the ppl we meet will somehow fade away like waves that travel through the ocean. Some will stay by yoursaide and help you along your journey But no mater how far we travel its alwaz comes to an end untill we travel our own path of discovery

Four Letter Word
Love is just a four letter that means nothing anymore, To anyone in the this world. What is there to hold on to, You don't care anymore so why should I, Its like holdin on to water, the harder you try the faster it just slips away. Why must we find out the hard waywith everything in lfe, Why must We torture ourselfs to feel anything anymore.

A Woman's Worth
A WOMAN CAN BE A MOTHER, A TEACHER, A PROVIDER, A COMPANION, A INTIMATE SENSUAL GODDESS, A WOMAN CAN CURE A BROKEN HEART, HEAL YOUR WOUNDS, A WOMAN CAN TREAT YOU LIKE A KING. WHEN THE WORLD HAS YOUR BACK AGAINST THE WALL SHE SUPPORTS YOU, AND HELPS YOU STAND PROUD AND TALL. WHEN THE RAIN IS FALLING SHE IS THE SUN BEAMING THROUGH THE CLOUDS, THAT FIRST TOUCH OF WARMTH ON YOUR FACE AFTER THE RAIN IS GONE. A WOMAN IS SENSITIVE, THEREFORE SHE KNOWS HER INNER SENSE, A MOTHER ALWAYS TEACHES HER DAUGHTERS TO FOLLOW THEIR FIRST MIND CALLED A WOMAN'S INTUITION. BUT THIS STRONG DIVERSE WOMAN IS FRAGILE SHE CAN BREAK. AS THE STORY GOES 100 KINGS HORSES AND A 100 KINGS MEN COULD PUT THAT WOMAN BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. TREAT HER LIKE A LADY OR DON'T TREAT HER AT ALL, OR IT CAN BE A DISASTER FOR ALL

Slippin Away
The screams of a tourched soul fills the air, Tears fall from a battered face as blood stains the ground, The sky slowly fades to black. All hope slips away, The vision of you being with me quickly turns to ashes. An empty whole in a once love fulled heart is all that remains, Darkness is all these bloodshot eyes can see.

Just Another Rant...
Well I noticed something today. I noticed that a certain person has no creative bone in there body. I taught this person how to do html and they have decided to copy a tag line I use in every bully I make. This person makes the shittiest bullys I have ever seen. They put so much junk in them that I laugh everytime I see them. Now I don't know if I am just iritated cause I burnt my mouth on dinner or what but this just got under my skin. I take pride in my html skills which I myself sometimes just wanna get it done and don't do anything fancy but come on, to use something one person created and change on word in it and use as there own. I am really starting to think this person is just using people for what they have to offer and then find some reason to never talk to them again. The funny part is I made something for that person and they don't have the balls to tell me they don't like it they run to someone else and told them. I would have rather heard it myself and told them that ther

The Pen
Blood Flows from these hands like ink from a pen, The scars on my heart are deeper then the ones on my wristes. The words that have been said could never be erased. A once forgotten time of happiness now turns to nothing more but sorrow.

To Whom It My Concern
To whom it may concern, I am the owner of the heart you have broken I never meant to give you my heart if you didnt truely want it When I gave you this beautiful gift I never thought you would return it broken and torn apart. If you didn't intend to keep it safe then why'd you bother to hold on to it for some long. There are pieces missing and some dont even fit right. How could you distroy the only thing I could give you that no one else would. I guess I'm the one to blame really, I thought that when you told me you loved me I thought you meant it. Silly me. Well I guess I should be going now thanks for returning it I guess. If you ever change your mind and realise that you want it back it'll be here waiting for you. Just remember a heart is a fraigle gift that you must take care of and give it lots of love next time

Forgotten
Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words that fall on muted ears, The lingering feelings of you by myside dissolves.

Different Twist
Okay...now that I have vented...I will talk about the things that are going good in my life...lol! I have been up at Jeff and Julie's a lot...babysitting and whatnot. Jeff talked me into joining the church softball team this year...we start practiced this Saturday. I'm sort of excited about it! I just finished this quarter at Zane State with flying colors...a GPA of 3.823. I'm so excited...in a couple of months I should be starting at another...bigger and better college to work at my other degree. I cna't wait...I should get it within 10-14 months. Last night I went over to a friends house...I was there until 4:30 am. I was so tired this morning, but it was fun! Well...thats about it for now...I have to go...Hope everyone is enjoying these "INTERESTING" entries...lol! LUVS YAS! ~*~*~*~¢¾Rosie¢¾~*~*~*~*~

The Brain
There is this patient in the hospital awaiting a doctors report on what to do next with this patient. The doc walks in and says *Sorry but we will have to do a brain transplant* . The family sits bewildered. The doctor continues, * Well the cost of the surgery runs about the same as the usual transplants, but the brains is what is the decider as to what you are willing to pay*. The doctor looks around and says, *The cost of a man's brain to transplant is $5000.00 and a woman's is going to be $500.00. When you decide what you are going to do please let us know so we can make arrangements.* The family sits and wonders with a strange look on their faces. Then one woman pipes up and says,* Why does a woman's brain cost so little compared to a man's brain.* The doctor turns to her as he is leaving and states, *A woman's brain is used.*

Don't Mess With A Crazy Ass Bitch! Lol
I had a really good time this weekend despite it's start! We intended to leave by 3:00 so we could get up there early and enjoy ourselves. We should have been there around 5:30-6:00pm. Only there were a couple of snafu's! One is that I ran to Long's Drug store to buy me some new headphones for my Ipod since mine were borrowed from my son and somehow broke! Anyway, I had Chris with me because I had just picked him up from school. When we pulled up to our house, there were about 15-20 kids that looked like bad news walking away from our house. I asked Christopher if he knew who they were? He said no. One of Chris' friends was up by our door and told Chris that he thinks they were wanting to beat up my son! I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Peter was at the hardware store and not home. Chris said that a girl likes him at school and he doesn't like her so her male cousin was going to get some gang kids in Middle School to "jump" him. I about flipped out! I started wa

Life
A Shadowy figure of a man stands alone at the edge of a rock cliff. Wondering why it had to be like this.Thinking about the past, the image of her creepied from out the darkest part of his mind. A single tear he sheds as he watches the sun slowly rising over the ocean on the herizion. Listing to the waves crash againest the rocks below the soft sound of her voice echos "I’m sorry" in his ear. The last words she ever said have haunted him for years on end. the choice is clear on what to do next, but the out come is unknown.Steady he stands looking back on the past on which he regrets so deeply. Choices he’s made that slowly eating away at his very soul. Time once the only friend he had quickly turns the table and now is the enemy.

I Own, Or They Own Me?
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Will It Get You Every Where Or Not
every one has all ways told me tell the truth if will get you every where but i think telling the truth wont get you every where in my lifestlye truth is very inportan so i dont lie when i am ask about my self when i find a woman i like and want to get to know and i tell them the truth about me it get me shut down they dont want to talk any more to me why is that if i lie you will find out in the long run then i loss anyway

Surgery Canceled For Now
o.k... went to the doctor today and he said that my condition has changed/ got worse and that he wants more test before he does any surgery. when i first went in it was for pain down the left leg and hip....now both legs are numb up to the knees....woohoo...so no surgery for the time being. I want to thank all my friends for being there for me I apperciate u!!! I think i will have to have surgery at sometime down the road though.

Why The Drama???
Okay...I had to find a place to vent again. The drama has started again. Okay, it all started a couple of weeks ago when a debt collector called my house. I was not home at first so another person took the call and the collector said that they were looking for 2 people...me and this other person. I called them back and they told me that they wanted to let me know that my bills was paid completely off, they was looking for another person which I gave them their number that she had given me because they needed to get ahold of her. She is telling everyone that they called her to get ahold of me...if you think about it...you can easily tell thats a lie, because WHY would they want to get ahold of a person they just talked to????? I called their cell phone and left a message that the collector was trying to get ahold of them...I was completly nice...even thoug hI'm sure she will tell others otherwise. She called me back and cussed me out...I didn't get it. I let it go. Not to long after t

Kinky ????
You know your kinky when .......... = you keep fake hanging plants around the house ,just so your mother will never know what the ceiling hooks are really for. = You have more toys then your kids = You take up macrame,just learn some new knots . = You have a locksmith on speed dial =You try to get arrested, just for the handcuffs, body search and time in a cage . =Your kids ask if they can borrow your costumes for halloween. = Your body piercings set off the metal detector at the court house. = You spend more time on your knees then a catholic priest = Getting tattooed and pierced is merley forplay =Someone tries to talk you out od a blind date saying he is sick and sadistic and you say "God I hope so " = You can accuratley convert horsepower to # of ponygirls harnessed = Some one calls your wife a slut and you thank them. = You need to rent a u-haul to get all your toys to the play party. =Your toilet seat is leather = You call people

People Are Cruel !
SO, I am not who I was when I was here last. I was here about 6-8 months ago with a different agenda. I'm different now. I know what I want and I will not waiver from what it is that I want. I am really putting myself out there by saying all this but who cares. Yeah, I some may say I may never find it, but I have faith I will. Maybe not here maybe not on the internet at all, and that is totally O.K. with me. I am here to meet people and make friends. Not to find people to bed down with. I am better than that. We all are better than that. We all are selling ourselves short by doing that.

Just An Update
Just to let every one know Angel was an accident Over the week end and she is in the hospital. she has a few cracked ribs a broken Leg and a hair line fracture in her skull.But she has been awake off and on and the Doctor Has hope she will fully recover, it will just take time Thank you for making her feel loved and I will Keep you updated daily Krystal ( the roommate)

And The Winners Are....
The acution is now over. The winners are.... ۞ DJ Devil ۞ Devil's Train Founder ۞Relentless Radio ۞ DJ Sunshines BF@ fubar is now owned by ^sin^♥slave to Smex♥fu gf 2 sexy sheila♥@ fubar with the winning bid of 310K Fubucks Mudacon1-Check out my pics!!!!! Rate them if you find them funny!!!@ fubar is now owned by †Rain†~ Slave&Master of Olds's~Owner of MNG Michelle & Will~ Owner of WYKD@ fubar with the winning bid of a 3 day blast ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*

Thanks
Thanks for the month of VIP its been fun Please go to my store on ebay and see whats there and spread news i even got one i got to make this a success http://stores.ebay.com/A1-Specialities_W0QQsspagenameZMEQ3aFQ3aSTQQtZkm

The One
My LOVE, for YOU these feelings flow In my heart, YOU are the ONE, I know My soul knows YOURS, like an old friend This is a feeling that will never truly end Fate has brought U/us back from days gone by When YOU came into my life (again) I had to cry Happy tears flowed from my eyes Though I wanted to resist, I could find no disguise My love for YOU was too strong to hide away It grows even more with each and every new day My LOVE, YOU are the ONE my heart has been searching for More of YOU I want, need, desire,.... more, more, more!

What The Fuck?
ok whoever the hell went through and flagged 16 things from my stash please let me know! do you really want me off this site that fucking bad? let me know - i can and will delete my account here if thats what you fucking want.

Why I Stopped Smoking Pot...
when i was in college, the stoner crowd was composed of reasonably intelligent people who just happened to enjoy smoking - mostly artists and intellectuals. yes, we would get high. but we would pursue more worthwhile activities also. when i moved back home to my non-college town and had to go to a trailer park and spend time with people like this in order to get stoned, i decided that it was time to find a new hobby.

*the Promise*
You are my first romance And Im willing to take all the chance Just to be with you Forever I will be true to you Its a Promise to you I do Till my Life end... When darkness fall Just look up the sky When you see the rainbow up above Im there in its tail To follow you and guide you To make your Dreams came true... You are my First and Last My Love for You will Never Last Promise,You´ll wait for me Till the Sunset is gone When the Rainbows color vanished And the Rains rinse your Tears I´ll dance with you in Heaven With the sweet silver songs of a Lark Written By:Rachel Wiehl

Lazy
Thoughts run wild so much to do Yet my body is listless not following through Nervous energy flows in my veins Yet where is the physical forces am I going insane? I do not like to live in this clutter Yet all I can do is sit here an utter Utter contempt for the state things are in My mind fighting my body and the body does win This day at least is another victory won This day there hasn’t been anything done I have wasted my day in front of this screen And even this screen, my friends, isn’t clean! Ha!

Cheezy Toe Burgers
Real Simple. Make a damn hambuger.. I broil mine because i dont like my stove all greasy n crap.. Anywhoo.. Cut an onion and sautee it in worchersrekeltjakl sauce Cut a big thick piece of velvetta cheese put it on the burger let it melt in the oven (after it's turned off) put onions on cheese add bun. Best meal you could make in 20 mins.

City Kids Camping
Two boys from the city were on a camping trip. The mosquitoes were so fierce the boys had to hide under their blankets to keep from being bitten. Then one of them saw some lightning bugs, and said to his friend: "we might as well give up, they're coming at us with flashlights!"

Update ...thank S
To All my friends and fans......,the pouring of love and well wishes that i have received has been huge. Can't take the time to answer everyone individually because I just don't have the time right now. Please know that Yari is so appreciative and great full that you all have taken the time to pray for my grandma and/or send me your best wishes. It is a difficult time for my family, especially for my mom, its never easy to see a love one suffer and/or watch them as their end nears. My grandma like most of you know by now is critically ill. My mom is not ready to let go, and I understand her and support her decision to keep fighting for the woman that god used to bring her into this world. The end is near for my grandma, and we all know it, its just a matter of hours maybe days, so I spend most of my time in the hospital and/or picking up family members at airport that are flying in to see my grandma before she passes. It is an extremely difficult time in my life but when

Gitchy Gitchy Cherry Cheesecake..
Why Gitchy Gitchy? Because after you make the cherrys and put them on talk it does a tango on your tastebuds 2 sticks cream cheese 1/4 cup Sweetened condensed milk 1 to 1 1&1/2 cups o sugar 1/2 cup lemon juice Blend it all together till all the lumps are out. Keep tasting it till it's as sour as you can take then refrigerate for 4 hours. (yea i know thats a long ass time stfu.) For the cherries.. Cherry pie filling put it in a sauce pan add 1 tbs of butter 1 teaspoon of nutmeg and 1/2 cup of sugar. Continuously stirring till the butter melts and it looks thick. POUR OVER CHEESECAKE omfg.. Have an orgasm and a good day.

Value On Fubucks
CASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS: STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 FOR 4. IT BREAKS DOWN. sfw salute=20,000 nsfw salute=40,000

Magic Pringleburger Pie
THis is cool because the pringles dissolve Ok.. First you need to pick two cans of your favorite pringles and dump them in a bowl pick out the ones that aren't broken.....its tedious trust me helps if you have little ones with this one put they ass to work.. Ok.. Brown your ground beef and add black pepper and some mesquite seasoning After you drain the meat add two hand fulls of shredded cheese and sour cream (optional some people don't like sour cream) DO NOT ADD REG SEASONING SALT LIKE LAWRY'S OR WHATEVER IT'LL BE TOOOO SALTY 1ST LAYER- UNBROKEN PRINGLES 2ND LAYER-Meat and cheese stuff 3rd layer-pringles.. Keep repeating till your run out. Take the broken pringles and spred them on the top layer and over load the top layer with shredded cheese baco bits I dont know how long to let it cook because i just keep checking on it to make sure the cheese doesnt burn AND AS USUAL... DON'T BURN IT OR YOULL FUCK IT UP! When you go to eat it....the pring

Why Not?
Why is it all the girls out there are always looking for Mr Right but yet will always complain that they can not find anyone? Does the perfect BF/GF really exist? You find me the perfect person and I will find you someone that is tied of putting up with them. LOL

Mummers World
its quite amazing..how different crowds act on here. I have read 2 mumms regarding cheating. The one , got alot of negative remarks..about how she should keep her nose out of it. The second one I read.. had alot of positive remarks. I just do not get it. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=363071 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=363147 the 2 mumms.

Crock Pot Drunk Ballz
WARNING: DO NOT FEED TO CHILDREN UNLESS YOU WANT CPS CALLED. what you need.. Armour frozen meat balls 2 shots jack daniels 1 shot of capt morgan 1 shot Johnny walker Red label 1 Shot of Maker's Mark 4 Different types of BBQ sauce (your choice) at least 1 has to be Jack Daniels hickory mesquite Put all that in the crock pot and see what happens.

Bake Me Sketti
Make spaghetti like you normallly do. Then layer it in a pan with cheese and baco bits in between the layers. Put some fresh parsley on the top layer of cheese Put in the oven till the top layer o cheese makes a crust but it's not burnt! DON'T BURN IT OR YOU'll FUCK IT UP. Makes 2 pans. Bam! Dinner is Served.

Help Me Out, Please?
Dear Friends and Family, I have been participating in Relay for Life for the past 7 years. Of those past 7 years I have been on the committee 3 years. I have met many new friends and cancer survivors and Relay has become a huge part of my life. Relay this year is May 2-3 7 p.m. to 7 a.m. at Sunset Park in Mauldin, SC. I have set my own personal goal to $500. I am asking you to please contribute to helping me reach my goal. We have lost too many dear and close people to this horrible disease. Please help me in helping the American Cancer Society find a cure. If you would like to help me, my own personal donation page can be reached by this link. http://main. acsevents. org/goto/aprilt Thanks, April Titus

Get Laid Steak.
WARNING: The following recipe will get ya drunk and Laid. What you need 2 steaks 1 big bottle of corona (preferably) 1 lime or lemon 1 garlic (minced) half bottle of Worcestshlalier Sauce lol 1 pan (duh) and then you need 2 artichokes and some melted butter wiht chipotle mrs. dash or whatever seasoning you want to put in it put all that shit in a pan marinate it for a couple few overnight hours. Make sure you stab the steak and push the garlic down in the holes so it soaks in really good. When you get ready to cook it shake the garlic out of the steak. You can grill it or broil it. And then you need 2 artichokes (boil them in water with a pinch o salt. To make the butter sauce for the artichoke melt some butter and add chipotle mrs. dash or whatever seasoning you want to put in it Have fun Eat Steak Get Laid (In that order)

What I Learned In Last 2 Weeks
I havent been on much last 2 weeks.-been going thru some stuff here. Had this friend that met this girl online while back. The chatted alot-and even visited each other. 4 mths ago, he moved her out her (Indiana). She is from California. They got along well while chatting. But when they started living together , the true person surfaced. It just shows that ppl can really like each other while chatting and think they are in love--BUT once you live with the person,things change. She moved back to Cali now. Im no longer friends with my old friend ( her ex now).I lost two friends,but gained a new friend-a better friend!Idid have a rough time at first when he kicked her out and she came to live with us. Her b/f's roomate ( whom I work with) told me all these bad things about her- so I already had this image set about her, but still let her stay here ( my heart isnt that cold!)-well, once I got to know her, I found oput my other friend just wanted her out-I got to know her after a week. let m

Mel Sucks. :p
You Are A Weeping Willow Tree You are a dreamer, and you're into almost any kind of escapism. Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places. You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you. You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner. An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Don't Sweat It
Last summer was a disaster. I was walking around in Abercrombie jeans and a red Abercrombie shirt. Nike Shox covered my painted tootsies, and underneath it all were some fabulous boxers decorated with bananas. But someone forgot to tell me it was going to be hot as all hell today, which I didn't find out until it was too late. It was roughly about 95 Fahrenheit in the shade…dunno, maybe warmer... Imagine how hot Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie's kids would be. That was this particular day – but with flies. So I was walking around, not lost, but simply exploring an area I was unfamiliar with. After exploring for about an hour I noticed my legs were sliding off each other. Oh shit…I was suffering from a case of the dreaded slippy sack. It was as if my nuts were covered in Teflon, minimizing any friction between my ample thighs. This was bad – then it got worse. Moments later my butt-cheeks joined this game of slip-n-slide. You know that feeling you get in the

Dust
Ok, here is yet another addition to my pet peeve blogs. Have you ever owned a car that was a very dark color? Well, most of us have and can understand that they show dust on them very very well. My pet peeve about this is no matter how many times you tell people, they still think it is fun to write their name in the dust on your car. I guess they don't realize that when you do this it actually scratches your paint. Yes I know it is very small scratches but over time little scratches in your paint can cause pretty big problems. It can cause the paint to chip or bubble. This is a very costly repair that insurance does not cover. So if you must write "Wash me" on a car in the dust, do it to your own car not mine lol. Ok there ya go, my pet peeve for the day. Thanks for your time. It was well wasted. HaHaHaHaHaHa!!!!!

Sheamus Vs Vegans
I was waiting for the bus back to my apartment today and there is a protest group by the gates as usual. I always ignore them but one guy walked over and started handing things out to people waiting for the bus. He handed me this thing that looked like a slim jim and said "Here, try a hickory smoked soy stick". Apparently its national "meat-out" day or something hippie. From the name alone, you'd know it tasted bad but I tried it none the less. After chewing the first bite about 3 times I spit it out and said "That tastes like a hickory smoked asshole". It was terrible... like smoked sawdust. I then remembered that I needed to buy milk for the week and since my bus still didn't come for 20 more minutes a ramble across the street to the store ensued. The whole time my mouth has this horrible taste in it and it was on my mind as the I walked passed the meat section. So... I bought a steak for dinner instead of going home to my chicken/tuna. On my way back to the bus stop I showe

The Dark Side
As I look down upon the cold still body That once belonged to me. I see all My imperfections That no longer will be. For life became so hard And My mind had gotten so bad I could no longer control what I felt And it was slowly driving me mad I watched My sanity slowly slip away Drawing me deeper in to a pit >From which there was no escape Other than this life to quit So as I drew up my plans A happiness over came And I knew then and there That finally I would be sane It did not so bad A flash, a bang, a sting But no real hurt I felt Nothing, not a thing So now as I Watch the ambulance crew And suddenly feel so free For now no one else, Can tell me how to be me.

Mental State Of Your Mind
psychotic is just another word for nothing left to lose its like driving in circles but everytime you stop you are somewhere new why it happens is what you make of it you may be nuts you may be crazy or you are just like everyone else you just don't know it yet

What I Did This Last Year...
Ok, so some of you know me from when I was on here before but you didn't know about the changes that were going on. I had gastric bypass and was going through a major weight loss as well a being pregnant with my baby daughter. I was unhappy with myself and finally took a huge step toward finding happiness and toward becoming the person I wanted to be. Ultimately Cherry Tap (aka Fubar) became hard to keep up with while I was going through all these changes so I deleted my old account. I had been well over level 25 and deleted it all. So here I am, the new me, with my beautiful daughter and a life I'm happy to be living again. :) To those who knew about all this, thank you so much for your support! And to those who have just found me, welcome! :) Love, Wendy ;)

10 Worst Baby Names Ever...
Why do people do this to their kids?? Ptolemy: The only other one we know of is an ancient Greek astronomer, mathematician, and man extraordinaire. Actress Gretchen Mol reached a little too far back in history for this Mediterranean-inspired choice. No one will be able to pronounce it, and what happens when the kid studies his namesake in school? Ashby: If a name's going to start with "Ash" and end in a "y", there's just no question -- the middle's got to be "le." If you must mess with Ashley -– or any common name, for that matter -- please pick something that doesn't sound like a mispronunciation of the real thing. Come kindergarten, Nancy O'Dell's daughter is going to have a lot of correcting to do. E-: E...what? You'd think if you had to name your kid after a letter, Jay would be much better than this one, which was selected by parents in Washington. And while we're (grudgingly) willing to accept the use of apostrophes in baby names, we can't say the same for the hyphen.

Annoyed...is All I Can Say.
So unfortunatly my husband is now not coming home on the planned time he was supposed.I am so irriated right now because by the time I see him it will be nearly a year.Since his rank is lower a higher rank got to move Justin's leave time and replace it with theirs.I don't know just one of those times I guess.If I couldn't handle the long distance I know for a fact I would not have married into the Military but I guess its a good thing that I understand that plans can be broken and promises taken back.But anyways Happy St.Patrick's Day to all!

A Cruise....
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away - Rex A. Williams -

For That Some1
Your heart races everytime u hear his voice, you find yourself waking up in the middle of the night wondering where he is, and realizing he isn't anywheres to be found and your heartbroken. Your not sure you love him, matter a fact your afraid of loving him, but you never want to be apart from him. Your feelings for him are strong and it scares the living shit out of you! What do you do then? He'd do anything to keep you from getting hurt and he doesn't have to tell you that, u just know. He promises he won't ever leave you or your child, and for some odd reason you really believe he won't break that promise no matter how many times you think for a breif second he might not. He's the one you can confide in, he's the one you can let your whole life story out, he's the one you want to look pretty for but it isn't necessary because he thinks your beautiful all the time. Is that true love, or just a mere infatuation? If it's love will you run, because in all reality your afraid of it, or w

Have A Drink On Me!
Hello gang! Just wanted 2 take a moment 2 create my first blog~ Nothing earth-shattering, not the greatest blog you might ever read! But just a smile & thank you 4 all the adds, drinks, and being the best bunch of bar buds a guy and his spoted dog could ask 4! For that, i say cheers from the bottom of my heart, and the bottom of the bottle as well ~ So drink up, be merry, and Happy St. Patty's 2 all :) Silky ~

Sweaters For Sale
The folder Ebay items, are swweaters that I had listed on Ebay still have alot of them, only sold about 11 of them so far. THey are designer Sweaters that I was sellign at about 85% off of retail price plus shipping, I dont have any of them listed right now, but ifyou see any your intersted in let me know and I can see if I still have that particular one in stock. Marvin

Called Christians First
“And the apostles and brethren that were in Judea heard that the Gentiles had also received the word of God.” The eleventh chapter of Acts opens rather innocuously with a statement you’d think would be cause for the followers of Jesus to rejoice. Yes, people who aren’t Jews are also receiving this word of a Jewish Messiah who died on the cross and rose on the third day to be the bridge between them and God – and they’re accepting it! But not so; in verse two Peter is coming to Jerusalem and “they that were of the circumcision” or Jews who accepted that physical sign of God’s covenant (the removal of the foreskin) and afterward had become followers of Jesus – keep in mind the events here are about ten years after Jesus ascended into heaven, so nobody’s “born into the faith” then or now. The Jewish church members were complaining (that’s what “contended with him” means in a nutshell), but we’re not really told why in the first three verses. “But Peter rehearsed the matter from the

??? Interested ???
Hi everyone. As most of you know, we have recently relocated from NJ to PA and I am trying to make some extra cash. Until our NJ house is sold, we have two mortgages and it's starting to take a toll. If you would, please take a moment to check out one, if not all of my websites. There are some really good deals and it doesn't hurt to look. If you currently do online purchasing, you could find some great deals here. Thank you for your time. I look forward to hearing from all my friends!!! ~JERSEY BRAT~ FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO SHOP ONLINE, THIS SITE WILL PROVIDE YOU LINKS TO THE WEBSITES OF MANY WELL KNOWN BRAND NAME STORES: HERE IS ANOTHER ONLINE MALL WITH OVER 1,000 VARIOUS STORES TO CHOOSE FROM: http://www.mypowermall.com/mall/106209 THOSE OF YOU INTO ALL NATURAL BEAUTY PRODUCTS, HERE IS SOMETHING YOU WILL FIND APPEALING: AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTO NATURAL HEATH PRODUCTS, HERE IS THE LINK TO MANY OF OUR HIGH QUALITY NUTRITIONAL SUPPLEMENTS!!!

Awareness Is A Good Thing
Awareness is a good thing.... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, an

The Rules Of Engagement
PHASE 1 Theres a ticker of faces scrolling by.. hmmmm This ones interesting. ya click the pics.. hmm yea that'll work. Rate a 10, fan, buy a beer, add to freinds, 80% of hookups never get past this phase. Phase 2 This begins when the shoutbox freezes a couple of dozen times. You give your IM address. its getting serious now bcs there are sexual jokes and personal questions galore. The how far do ya live? how many of you have mapquested at this phase?lmao! Many of these stop here after a couple of chats,In fact the handbook says only 10% of attempted hookups get past this phase. BUT those that dont, Camming anyone?? One wouldnt think camming would be so more personal BUT it IS!! Yep if ya cam your there... PHASE 3 Camming is not the only criteria for phase 3, Dont have a Cam?? No problem... Giving of the phone number also qualifies you for phase 3. This is also the phase where you begin to here things such as " we should hook up for drinks" or "You should fly here and see me" Made

Happy St. Patrick's Day To All My Friends!!
Happy St. Patrick's Day to all my Irish and non-Irish friends!! Here's a small list of things I will be having to help celebrate today: 1 bottle of Jameson, 1 case of Killian's, Corned beef brisket with a mustard glaze(homemade glaze), Cabbage, Irish soda bread(homemade), Potato soup(homemade), Chocolate Bread Pudding(homemade), Coffee(that's what the Jameson is for). Enjoy this day everybody and be safe!! Happy St Patrick's Day Comments

To My Son
To My Son, I Love You I feel so fortunate to have you for a son I love your bright face when we talk seriously about the world I love your smile when you laugh at the inconsistencies in the world I love your eyes when you are showing emotion I love your mind when you are discovering newideas and creating dreams to follow Many people tell me that they cannot talk to their children that they cannot wait for them to leave home I want you to know that I enjoy you so much and I look forward to any time we can spend together Not only are you my adored son but you are also my friend I am so proud of you my son and I love you

To My Daddy
Daddy I know you may never see this, but I miss you. I sit and cry every day, worried about you. I know your not doing so good. You have some health problems. But daddy I pray for you. I pray that one more time, I will get to be with you, Daddy, Its been so hard without you near I dont understand why its this way. Its been rough in my life. I need you back. Daddy, I want you to know I love you. The past is the past. Everynight i talk to Tec, I tell him that I love you. We have a future ahead, let the past go. I really miss you daddy! But for now I must go, Love Your Baby Daughter, DJ!

Mobile Photo Uploader Instructions.
Send a photo from the mobile phone you wish to use with fubar to mobile-verify@fubar.com and enter the number 5933521 on the SUBJECT line! You *MUST* include the number 5933521 on the SUBJECT line! This photo will not be saved, it is only used to verify the mobile address. Once you've done this, you'll be able to send/upload photos directly from your mobile phone, to your profile and forward any LC alerts to your mobile! OR If Option A doesn't work for you, or if your phone doesn't allow you to change the SUBJECT (hi bill!) line when sending a photo... Enter the LAST 5 digits of your mobile number in the box below. After you click the SUBMIT button, send a photo from your mobile phone to mobile-verify@fubar.com. LAST 5 digits of your mobile number: 33051 you may begin sending photos from your phone to mobile@fubar.com! All Hebrew or Greek to me.Still to Complicated.Will continue to go to yahoo mail an continue to fight with bin files.The Computer

So True Poem
Definition of a friend? All I want is someone to trust, putting your worries to dust, Words are free, nothing to withhold, whenever they could be warm or cold... Someone being able to know, someone who listens, ready to bow, Where feelings are one, someone that takes ready-to-bow equally as poke fun... Someone to be proud to have, that one that’s ready to save, Someone I know we will never leave, just that one thing that makes life a relief! That one that is there, even when you are flying above the clouds, above the world, above the sky, in the air, The one I will give my word of 'I will be there'! It's such a filling feeling, the one that gets you off (or on) the ceiling, That one that sometimes brings mess, being to be able to confess ... Someone who you could trust your tiny life, even if he is man or wife, A word is worth a 1000 lines of feelings, you'd better be less on those ceilings ! He accepts you whoever you are, Whenever you like the

I Have Twice As Many Friends As Family
and that just dont make sense to me........i am going to work on either evening the number up or just deleting people. how can you be a friend and not a fan?????anywho if you notice that i am your friend and not your fan please let me knw asap and i will be sure to fix..........and i am goin to do the same

I Am
I am desire and despair I am the glow inside your beating heart I am the love that leads you there I am your soul I am the darkness where you disappear I am the light that leads you safe I am the shepherd of your laughter and your tears I am your pleasure and your pain I am your truth, I am your destiny I am your soul, I am the faith that leaves your spirit strong I am the sunlight in the rain I am the universe inside your mind I am your pleasure and your pain I am your soul I am the courage that inspires you I am the knowledge that you gained I am the people you will choose to be I am your pleasure and your pain I am your soul... Thank you JWH.

It's My Time To Be Set Free
IT'S MY TIME TO BE SET FREE My eyes are open but I see no light My heart beats but only in spite It's my choice I can act freely now Today I will give the last bow Left completely alone, empty, and hollow Unclear of whats next to follow I reach out but theres nothing there to grab my hand I try and kick but no one wins against this quick sand They scratched the walls and feels like they almost got stuck Welcome to my world that would of just been my luck I hear my phone ring and the sound just burns my ears I hate that hair raising noise It brings me to tears What the fuck does everyone want from me Why won't they just chill and let me be It's getting so hard to breathe the air is so thin I can feel it now its beginning to make my head spin I can't think I don't know what to do I hate myself for ever trusting in you There is so much commotion up in my head I think now would be a good time to wish myself dead What's the reason for me to stay I'm not worth shit on

Keep Me Out Of It..damn!
I'm getting so damn tired of hearing my parents argue all the time...then they wanna put me in the middle of their arguements most of the time....one of these days imma just go off on both of they asses....they need to get some counseling or divorce....preferably divorce...I'm about ready to just leave...leave all this bs behind and just start over....there's not one day they don't argue...some days i just seriously feel like breaking anything and everything that's possible...i can't have this going on...i have a job and i dont need to be stressed out seeing as how i deal w/ ppl all day long and me being stressed and bitchy aint good i can't wait for the day i can move out.....

Who Needs This Shit Anyway????
Who Needs This Shit Anyway.. This shit sucks I hate this crap I know its nothing more than a fucking trap What bullshit is that anyway Wont see my ass there on any day Im no fool in need to be schooled Look at all those perverted fucks who have just drooled Sad pathetic thoughtless scum Touching themselves begging just to cum Simple little minds with no heart Dont ask me cause where would I start I wouldnt waist my spit Id rather just split Dont harm but love and cherish them respect the lady Ya right, bullshit such bullshit therere fucking Shady Kill or be killed is what I know The lame pussies cant even bring home the dough So ask me again why would I waist my time I was dumb drunk caught up in the wrong line I cant help but to think what a joke all this shit is I just wanted to chill I didnt want a kiss Relationships are over rated and detrimental to my health They sneak on in and rob me of all my wealth I never asked for this It isnt worth piss For all yo

For A Friend
I posted a blog a few weeks ago about Chefwabba's mom having a stroke and being put on life support. I am so sorry to say, that she passed away Sunday night at about 2:00am. I have no idea what it is like to lose a parent but I do know that he is really hurting right now. He could use the support of friends. So, you already know what I am asking. Stop by his page if you get a chance and let him know that his friends are thinking of him. Thanks so much! Mary chefwabba@ fubar

I Don't Know Why
I Just Don't Know Why I stand here alone surrounded in darkness, confused and disoriented unsure of which way to turn.I don't know why.Left deserted, hollow, and brokenunsure of why my eyes have filled with tears.I don't know why.I do know it means something.I just don't know what.I see a little book here at my feet.It is familiar but foreign just the same.I just don't know why.These words I have heard before.I read the pages and I see me.I just don't know why.As I read, a movie appears before my eyes,I have the leading role.I just don't know why.I cannot help but to be mesmerized unable to turn away.I just don't know why.These are my words.I can hear myself saying themand it's I that I see struggling for air.I just don't know why.One simply little breath I see myself prayfor there in the grip of the beast I lay.I just don't know why.That's him the beast.He's what has consumed my sleepless nightsand tormented my days.I just don't know why.He is real, he does exist,and there I am.Tha

Red Flags ~ Don't Close Your Eyes
Signs to look for in a battering personality Red Flags Many women, young girls and the parents of them are interested in ways that they can predict whether they are about to become involved with someone who will be physically abusive. Usually battering occurs between a man and a woman, but lesbians can be battered too. Below is a list of behaviors that are seen in people who beat their girlfriends or wives; the last four signs listed are battering, but many women don't realize this is the beginning of physical abuse. If the person has several of the other behaviors (Three or more) there is a strong potential for physical violence. The more signs a person has, the more likely the person is a batterer. In some cases, a batterer may have only a couple of behaviors that the women can recognize, but they are very exaggerated, e.g., will try to explain their behavior as signs of their love and concern, and a woman may be flattered at first; as time goes on, the behaviors become more and

Seduction Style Guide Results
Seduction Style Guide Results Passion Preludes: The Big Picture of Me Shady is not necessarily a prude or a “saint,” but the overall answer patterns suggest that Shady is probably very cautious about to whom and under what circumstances to surrender to romantic urges. People in this category may be inherently careful and skeptical by nature, may have been deeply hurt or had a negative sexual experience in the past, or may just prefer taking things slowly in making someone’s acquaintance or in getting involved in a relationship. In wooing such individuals, you may find that it takes them a while to “warm up” to you, though this should not be misinterpreted as disinterest. Sexually speaking, they may not appear easily aroused, despite being totally titillated, with many quite adept at subduing their response until you’ve gained their trust. Once their guard is down, you will find the rewards great, with these individuals often wildly uninhibited and receptive. What Makes This Ty

My Stats
Hope this helps you know me better. Name:Jared Michael Kinter Age:26 DOB:May 14th 1981 Sign:Taurus Place of birth:Somerset County Hospital NJ Hometown:Bound Brook NJ Height:5'8 1/2 Weight:190lbs Hair:Brown with blonde streaks due to the florida sun. Eyes:Hazel/brown with blue and gold Mother:Karen Father:Carl(Deceased) Brother:Devin,Dan Uncles:Marc,Richie Aunts:Patty,Janice Cousins:Emily,Brian,April,Collin,Joey,Steven,Anita,Jeff,Joshua Grandfathers:Joe,John(deceased) Grandmothers:Irene & Gina(both deceased) Great Grandparents:All Deceased Demeanor:Jay is a sweetheart by nature, is really caring with a big heart. Seems happy and carefree but uses this as a front to hide his pain.Jay has his fathers temper but is good at keeping it at bay.Known to be jealous at times and a bit cynical and is known to not take shit from anyone. Stress level:Moderately High Energy Level: Extremely High due to ADHD Successful Relationship level:very Low Mood Stability:Moods are usu

What Now?
Well, I am sitting here realizing that what I thought was love and life I wanted to have for the rest of my life all was one big LIE!!! I found someone whom I adored and loved with all of my heart, I moved seven hours away and started my life with the man WHO WAS the love of MY life, BUT I WAS NOT HIS REALITY CHECK!!!!!......Well life works in mysterious ways, things you think are real are not so real after all, things you thought were reality turn out to be as far from reality as you could imagine. Someone whom you truly did not know at all. I found out someone I fell in love with was not the man who he portrayed to be. I am hurt, sure who would not be, but now I am not sure where to begin my life again..... I sit and wonder if anything was ever true that he said, or claimed to have felt......or was it what I wanted to hear so he could have his fantasy life and someone to work and clean up in his real world and pacify her as needed...... WHAT NOW? HOW DO YOU MOVE ON FROM SUCH A

Happy Green Beer Guzzeling Day!
So,... Happy Green, pissing, glitter, shamrockin, beer drinking, getting stupid for no real reason day! To all whom left comments on my page,... here is to you! Something special at the bottom here. The rest of ya,... Um,... No-no,...Here,... No-no,... here you go,... No-no,... You can look to,...

2day
1. for those who wondered about King Jared... well he's off the computer for a while. School work, things he needs to do. Not sure when he'll be back but when he does I'm sure he'll change his status to show he's back. 2. my work/ not according to my publisher but according to myself... I'm very behind... I wanted the story to be done by now and just work on the pictures. I have pleantly of time but i'm going to cut myself on the time i'm on fubar and internet in general... that includes city of heros. 3. yesterday I was sick... I'm only sharing this because I got sick for the fact that I didn't have any coffee at all that day.... god damn if I ever stop having it i'll have to ease off of it... it's my drug. lol. Could be worse but well i'm glad it's not.

I'm Gettin Pimped Out. Check It Out
Hey everyone. Just wanted you all to know that im being pimped out in a fubar auction. My friend Shauny (owner of the Mile High Club) is auctioning off me and several of my friends. Please check it out. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=239503&i=1300919261

Oneness
Spring turns into Summer Summer into Fall Fall Into Winter And Winter Into Spring. And So is the way of life. Things Are Always Changing It's up to us to accept them Whatever they are And go with the flow Because with change comes Knowledge Pain Sorrow Wisdom Fights that we've won Battles we've lost For with each change that comes We ourselves grow So accept change Know matter what fears you may have Because friends come and go Are family ushally parts ways We need to allow ourselves to be Both teachers and studants When we can be both of these things We go far beyond What we poosibly think We can accomplish in our lives So accept change And be one with yourself Do what is best for you And feel the oneness Withen yourself With a special friend With nature Be one with the oneness Once again And you will see What the oneness can do for you....

Never Ealize What You Have Till Its Gone
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

A Poem To Live By From Nelson Mandela
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves Who am I to be so brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually who are we not to be? You are a child of the universe… Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that others won’t feel insecure around you, We are all meant to shine, as children do, We are born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we’re liberated from our fears, our presence automatically liberates each other.

Miles Apart
Miles Apart I want to hold you in my arms, for a long time, just to make sure that you are real, I want to feel your warm breath on my neck, I want to feel your hair on my shoulder, I want to feel your soft cheek against mine, I want to feel your tears fall down my back, I want to feel you wrap your arms around me tightly, I want to feel your breasts pressed tightly against my chest, I want to hold you forever in my arms, But we're miles apart. :(

Schizophrenia
If this god is so wonderful, why does He speak through narrow-minded, cynical fools? WHY HAVEN’T THOSE PEOPLE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH SCHIZOPHRENIA YET? I would like to point out that usually when someone claims god has been talking to them we classify them as insane and send them to therapy. And yet a regular recipient of god's personal messages is currently running this country and now others are making even more headline news by telling the masses that Jesus Christ is coming. It really saddens me that people who say things like "God spoke to me and told me to help the poor" are thought of as insane and the ones who say "God spoke to me of terrible things to come!" or "God told me to kill the unbelievers!" are allowed to have positions of power. When you talk to God, that's Religion; When He talks to you, that's schizophrenia. I predict that no later than the end of 2008 the religious BULLIES will make other stupid predictions! God spoke to me and said he does not exist.

Easter
Ok, I'm going to be working alot starting tomrorow with the new store open and then I will be on vacatin starting with Easter Sunday for 1 week, will be gone for a few days to Nashville, Tn to check out a college thatmy son will probably be going to this fall. so I wont be online mucht the next 2 weeks, but I will have a friend log in and use my 11's for me so some of you will be getting hit with 11's but I might not be here lol I'll be back to my regular schedule 2 weeks form today 03-31-08 Thanks, Marvin :-)

Creed
My creed: To love justice, to long for the right, to love mercy, to pity the suffering, to assist the weak, to forget wrongs and remember benefits, to love the truth, to be sincere, to utter honest words, to love liberty, to wage relentless war against slavery in all its forms, to love family and friend, to make a happy home, to love the beautiful in art, in nature, to cultivate the mind, to be familiar with the mighty thoughts that genius has expressed, the noble deeds of all the world; to cultivate courage and cheerfulness, to make others happy, to fill life with the splendor of generous acts, the warmth of loving words; to discard error, to destroy prejudice, to receive new truths with gladness, to cultivate hope, to see the calm beyond the storm, the dawn beyond the night, to do the best that can be done and then be resigned. This is the religion of reason, the creed of science. This satisfies the brain and the heart.

A Drunks Poem
A Drunks Poem Starkle,starkle,little twink, who the hell your are i think. I'm not under what the call the alcofluence of incoloe. I'm not as drunk as thinkle peep, I'm just a little slort of sheep. Tee martoonies make a guy fool so feelish, don't know why. Rally don't know who's me yet The drunker i stay the longer i get so just one more to full my cup, I've all day sober to sunday up!

Happy Saint Patty's Day!
Happy St.Patrick's day everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lotsa luv to ya'll and hope everyone is having a fabulous day today... Today is a big anniversary for me since 2 years ago today, i found out I was pregnant with my lil princess, Chloe'... Was a massively crazy day, and having to spend the night in the ER with an IV in your arm is not a groovy way to celebrate it! But she's good, I'm good, we're all good...although i am incredibly exhausted after like 3 hours of sleep... but i'm actually more fun when I'm sleep deprived! WOO HOO!!!!lol everyone be safe!

Own My Sexy Ass
SKULL is on the Auction Block! myspace Stuff Click this picutre and check him out: Here's what you can get from SKULL: RATE PIX 11 DURING HH 5 PROFILE COMMS A DAY RATE STASH DURING HH ADDED TO TOP 5 IN FAMILY AND FRIENDS 1 BIG PIMPIN GIFT OF MY CHOICE PERSONAL PHONE CALL **IF WANTED BY OWNER 2 PERSONAL SFW SALUTES IF A VIP IS OFFERED AS PART OF THE BID..... 1 MONTH = 1-K 2 MONTH = 40K 6 MONTH = 100K IF A BLAST IS OFFERED AS PART OF THE BID.... 7 DAY BLAST = 20K 30 DAY BLAST = 75K NOW FOR THE BONUS LADIES.....IF THE WINNING BID HAS REACHED 400,000 FUBUCKS AND AT LEAST A 3 MONTH VIP I WILL SEND THEM THE INFAMOUS ORANGE HOODIE FROM MY PIX!! OMG LADIES CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THE MOST WANTED HOODIE ON FUBAR IS UP FOR GRABS..... **PLUS I HAVE ADDED A FEW EXTRA THINGS FOR THE WINNER.....GOOD LUCK EVERYONE Don't forget to Add/Fan/Rate the Auction Hostess to gain access to the Auction Folder if you aren't already her friend... ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUC

Here's The Scoop
due to a bunch of bs, Dylon blocking and deleteing me and some divas turning their backs on me b/c I had to much going on to be a part of the group and not taking too fondly of being lied to; I am not proceeding with the activity since I am not welcome to Dylon's Divas. I am sorry, but was gong to go ahead and proceed with it til Dylon delted me and blocked me and was told by a Diva who I considered a friend and will remain nameless to be respectful, to "tell someone who gave a shit". I am sorry for recruiting my friends to this group as I thought it was an awesome group of women. I have met A LOT of amamzing women b/c of it, but finding that some of the members were only pretending to be my friend. For those that are real I hope we can still get a long amongst all this chaos... just not into drama. If you want to be childish and leave hateful comments go ahead and show ur immaturity, and get the whole story b4 u plan to leave catty remarks. ~Love to my friends~ ~Dream~

Sacto Area Peoples!! We're Playing In Fair Oaks This Thursday!!
Hey everyone, if you're in the greater Sacramento area, and want to have something fun to do this Thursday, come out to The Vent in Fair Oaks (corner of Fair Oaks and Madison) for a kickass rock show, cheap beers, and one of the most amazingly hot (and sweet) bartenders I've ever met. Oh, and cheap beers, too. :D Add our band's Google Calendar to yours, or track it in Outlook, iCal, Thunderbird, etc! The Vent is at the corner of Fair Oaks & Madison, just a bit behind the Carl's Jr on the corner. If you need further directions, let me know. And for updates and random stuff, follow me on Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/tf5_bassist See you there! You can insert this piece of Flash joy onto your websites by copying and pasting this code into your website, myspace, blog, etc, and we'll love you forever if you do!

Show The Bad Girls Luv >;}
Come and Check out Fetish Girl Shasta and her Bad Girls Club Girls...they are drop dead gorgeous....Add/Fan/Rate/Comment... Show these Hot, sexy and wild ladies some Mad Love!!!! Fetish Girl Shasta Fetish Girl Shasta...Founder: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar And Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club Girls Chita->;}Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar HellzBelle"Your Most Beloved Blasphemous Child"Otep.Member:Fubars Ultimate Bad girls Club@ fubar ¢¾¡ÚISIS¡Ú&hearts Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club, (Club President)@ fubar The Sexy Little Dead Chick@ fubar (¯`v´¯)F£iRT¥»GiRT¥(¯`v´¯)® Fu Wifey of ♥Courtney♥ Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girl@ fubar Ashley~Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club~@ fubar BondageBarbie~Property of Fetish Girl Shasta~Member :Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girl's Club@ fubar Ready for anything... Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club (Promoter @ Taboo)

Reasons To Forgive
Somebody out there likes me I can see it in your smile. Every time I think of you I know it’s only a matter of time. Before I’ll be looking into those deep sincere eyes And out of this masquerade. You reasure me everything is gonna be fine. I hung no boundaries I feel my spirit shine. I’ve glanced over the precipices Your presence pulls me back. All the good in me Is finally set free. Though I’d love to hold you Give you my affection It’s only right to share this beautiful air without despair. Somebody out there knows me You reflect it in your mind. Something that I may forgive The times when I don’t try. I focus on the positive Remember why I live. Thank you for reminding me Reasons to forgive

Animals Better Than Kids
Dear Dogs and Cats: The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn’t help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but sarcasm. For the last time, there is no

Stuff You May Or May Not Know About Me!
Ok So I am bored and in a lot of pain today so I thought I would write a really random blog! Here goes! My Name Is Jill, I am 32, married for almost 13 years and have three kids, I should have four but my middle child was a twin and I lost one of them, before they were born. I have really cool eyes that change colors depending upon my mood, and moods are as follows..haha Dark Blue, usually sad or upset Silver..usually horny lol Light blue..I am happy They also change with what I wear, If I wear blue I appear horny! TMI I know but thought that this would be fun! I suffer from a lot of illnesses, and I am now disabled because of my many problems, Fibromyalgia, is my main "syndrome" and it is my most troublesome, especially with the vast weather changes we are having now! I live in pain daily, hugs hurt, touching hurts, and basically everything I do hurts! Coming here helps distract my mind from the pain! I am losing my hearing and I am almost deaf in my left ear, and my r

Long Time, No See
I do apologize for not contacting all my wonderful friends in such a long time. I have been having issues with my computer, and I am still working 6 days a week. So, it is a rare occasion when I can get online for 5 minutes, let alone to individually send greetings. My computer is almost perfect now, so you will be seeing/ hearing from me more often, in the near future. Hope all is well with everyone. Take care of yourselves, and I will talk to you soon! Love ya!! H

Some Insight
Let me tell you...I have never been happier to be single! I see all these women getting hurt and played by stupid ass men and in some cases, I am seeing men too pussy whipped to see them getting played and I just sit back and laugh! You dumbass people really need to wake up and read the rule book of the Game again so you don't endure it. Play the game to the fullest and may the best person fuck and win! HAHA!!! I'mma sit here and just watch with a smoke and a drink and then I'm gonna go shopping! ;)

The 80/20 Rule In Marriage/relationships
Not only for those who are familiar with the term from Tyler Perry's "Why Did I Get Married," it is based on a principle that basically states that 80% of all results are from only 20% of effort. The rest all being irrelevant! When I saw them make a reference to that in the Tyler Perry film in regards to marriage I thought it was wonderful. After having read "Living the 80/20 way" a couple of years before the movie (which I totally recommend for the avid readers) I wondered what people felt about that same concept? As we all know there is no 100%, no one is perfect, and often times we might realize that's what we were looking for, and then sometimes people referred to their end result as "settling". I have now come to believe that you are capable of having only 80% of true and complete fulfillment from your other half, it is inevitable to give up 20%. Where the question comes in is what 20% are you willing to give up and do without KNOWING that we can't have it all. I hope I'm no

A Wish
Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching... Sing like nobody's listening... Live like it's Heaven on Earth. May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your windowpane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain; May the hand of a friend always be near you; May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

Irish Farmer
His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved. "I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved my son's life." "No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. "Is that your son?" the nobleman asked. "Yes," the farmer replied proudly. "I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my

Read This
What goes around comes around. I guarantee you will remember this tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now... A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and 4 yr old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together every night at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. 'We must do something about father,' said the son. 'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.' So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden

Own A Goddess!!!
myspace Stuff It's Almost Her Birthday! Come show her lots and lots of Fu Love and BID, BID, BID! Click her sweet face... Make this a very special Fu Birthday for this Goddess! Look what you'll get in return... Daily 50 11s Daily Comments SFW Salute Permanent Blog Pimpout WOW! Fifty 11's everyday? That's Awesome! Happy Early Birthday Ecuadorian Goddess! Be sure to Add/Fan/Rate the Auction Hostess to gain access to the folder... ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar

Epiphany
i just spent the morning job shadowing on a cancer floor at the hospital. one of the patients was dying...very close to death. she is 57 . her husband of 37 years has been by her side for days on end....holding vigil. two things i realized........ one....this is where i belong. this is were i feel fulfilled and validated, caring for the dying. two....this is what i want..a man to stand by me when i am at my worst no matter how painful it may be for him, selflessness... this is not what i ever had....and so, it has made this day a good one, as i go thru the grieving process of another failed relationship.

St Patricks Day Happy Hour....
The Official "Liberated Spice" St Patrick's Day Happy Hour Annoucement May the lilt of lush laughter lighten ever road, May the midst of Irish magic shorten every road. May you taste the sweetest pleasures that fortune ever bestowed, And may all your friends remember all the "favors" you are owed. You All Know Here, She's The One That Shows Up At You Your Time Of Need. The One That Whole Heartedly Promotes You, Spanks Everything Ya Got, And Just Shows The Love For Friends, From A Heart Of Gold. That's Right People, Teresa Aka "Liberated Spice" And She Is Having A Special St Patrick's Day Happy Hour For All Her Friends To Enjoy Her Very First Happy Hour Ever!!!! So At 5:00 Pm Fubar Time(8:00 Eastern) Get Your Irish Up, And Show Her The Love, She So Deserves!!!! There's a dear little plant that grows in our isle, 'Twas St. Patrick himself, sure, that sets it; And the sun of his labor with pleasure

To My Friends, Family & Fans
I just wanted to post to say thank you to all of my wonderful friends, family & fans! Everyone has been so kind to me on Fubar... I really have enjoyed my time here so far and hope to make many more friends. Thank you for all of your wonderful fans, rates, photo & profile comments. I try to post on each one of your profiles, read them and rate them... may each day put a smile on your face. Just a little bit about me, I grew up in the midwest. I'm just a girl that loves computers, reading, and art. Photography & Music are my passions. Please dont ask me to webcam or share in instant messengers. I'm here to have fun and make new friends along the way. P.S. Since music & tv shows are fun & enjoyable to me, I'll be experimenting with My Stash collection and some blog experiments. Please rate them if you get a chance... Hugs! Luv, Jess

10 Things That Sidetrack A Good Life
1. Unfinished business: Free yourself from the past by identifying and cleaning up your unfinished business. Call an end to whatever you started - a project, a diet, a feud, a commitment - by dumping it, delegating it, or doing it. 2. Ignoring the Present: Today is a result of all the Today's that came before it. A well lived present will naturally produce a wonderful future. Save a dollar today, and you'll have a dollar tomorrow. Eat 500 calories less today, and you'll lose weight tomorrow. Only what you do TODAY can affect tomorrow. 3. No Priorities: Never trade what you want at the moment for what you want most. If you just react to the next thing that gets your attention, you'll never have enough time for what is important. Don't schedule your time around your priorities. Schedule your priorities around your time. 4. Betraying yourself: Telling lies to yourself is the most hurtful form of disrespect. Write out the ways in which you have been u

I Want Answers
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

A Good Woman.
A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, and a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her

Thank U
I just wanted 2 say thank u for the ones that have helped me these last couple of days...i have been goin threw phyical problems ((2)) and alot of u have been there 4 me n i wanted 2 say thank u sooo much and 2 someone that means the world 2 me has been by my side helpin me get threw this baby i love u n thank u 4 bein here 4 me my love u r my world

Dude That Test Soo Blew
Okies, so I tried to stay up and study last night for my test that was today. Just got done taking it. It sooo blew. I know I failed it, I think everyone in the class did. It was sooo much harder than the other tests that we have taken.. overall yeah we all feel it blew..if its tooo bad than I can only retake it for atleast a 75% and thats just passing... I dont need to fail this course.. I am diddling around on the comp right now waiting for her to post the grades... lol

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1.I chain Smoke when im bored 2.IM not concieded but i check my reflections in car windows and such 3.i can sleep until4 or 5 in the afternoon easily 4.i have a very bipolar music collection 5.i am completely in love with body modification (tattoos and piercings) 6.i have 9 piercings only ones i kept are my ears and lip 7.i have way more shirts than one guy should have 8.im constantly trying to fit random objects in my gauges 9. when walking around i love to have ld ppl stare at me it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside 10.im always changing my look my apperance to see what works best for me Who I tag Playprecious Bud Spike budy25 GT

Need You To Rate
Ok I'm wanting people to go and level up my brother, He's going to do his picture thing when he hit level 10 and at that time he'll go ahead and do mine seeing as he was the cam. so go rate, fan, befriend him, what ever it takes to get him to lvl 10. There is going to be prizes: if yo are not on my friends list then you get an add so you can see my pics, if you are I will send you a personal photo of me doing whatever(you pick). now that goes to the person who gets him up a level.and yes if you lvl him twice then you get both and so on and so on, ok the person who puts him at 10 joins the family and getts to see my really good pics or if you are already in my family well then I'll let you pick the prize..hehe.. so let the games being Oh here's his link http://fubar.com/user/203856

A Time Out...
If you are wondering where I am.... My BF and I have went our seperate ways....With losing my mom too, I have not bee handling it well...Email me for my Number....KEEP ME IN your prayers...I am hoping he comes to his right mind, ASAP

Supreme And His Features
Hare Rama___ No body has been able to discover his beginning or end. All assumptions are based on the version of saints and the ancient books along with the teaching of sri Vedas on the subject of supreme. It is very defining all the way that he is free from the orbit of illusion as he is too lord of illusion. On the verge of illusion one needs hands to act, feet’s to walk, ear to listen, tongue to taste, need mouth to reflect a speech but being supreme on the subject of life he manage all with this helping modes on the subject of life. He touches with out a body, sees with out eyes and catching the order with out a nose. He does not need any sense organ to perceive the modes of life and to reflect his version for life. His ways are thus supernatural in every respect and his glory is beyond description. He is sovereign of all creation animate and inanimate, the witness of all hearts, If one chants his name or glory at heart even in the state of helplessness, sin committed th

Sporks Update Bleh
Mother extradited from New York By Nathaniel Lukefahr The Facts Published March 9, 2008 It took 24 days to bring Caren Kohberger back to Brazoria County to be charged with child endangerment. It took 17 minutes for her to post bond and leave the Brazoria County jail. Kohberger, 27, the mother of a 3-month-old boy whose body was found Jan. 29 in Galveston County, flew Friday morning to Houston accompanied by two Brazoria County Sheriff’s deputies, Sheriff Charles Wagner said. She was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center at 9:20 p.m. Friday and released 17 minutes later after posting $20,000 bond, according to the sheriff’s office Web site. “She appeared in front of a New York court yesterday and chose to waive extradition,” Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. “The state did not oppose a bond reduction, and she was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center.” Angleton lawyer Jimmy Phillips Jr., who is representing Kohberger, could not be

Where I Stand
Friday, November 16, 2007 Reflections Category: Writing and Poetry where i stand in life...Alot people want to know where i stand in life so here it goes...I have been through alot..i lost my husband 4 yrs.. ago he was shot I have 3 boys that are very wonderful...I lost every male in my life my dad died 6 mths after my husband was killed...So I guess I learned a lesson in life that some people never learn..To love and respect those you have because when there gone there is no turning back..I have learned honesty is the most golden thing you can do..I have alot of problems in my relationships with people like who i am until i date them then they want to try and change me..well i think there is somebody for everybody why try to change anyone..I expect very little i just ask for respect i don't even care if anyone ever loves me as long as they respect me...and honesty with loyalty...i do give it all and am not wrong for expecting it...people come and go in and out of my l

Come Show Butterfly Some Love
i won her in an auction and you can go show her some love if you like she is a nice person to talk to (SIS )butterfly (zman of 530k is a winner)member of loveley angles lounge and SISTER 4 LIFE& SECERIT@ fubar

Life With Three
Glory of lord speaks in clear words that can the dark of infatuation and attachments ever approach him, the sun of whose wisdom drives way the night of metempsychosis and the rays of whose speech delight the lotus like sages. According to Vedas there are three kinds of peoples in the world or the embodied soul as human being, the sensual, the seeker and the wise. Sensual who remain on the mode of celebration with out realization their in on the subject in its true pace, seeker who remains on the verge of wishes for more and more from the orbit life on the subject their state of mind and heart interact in a indifferent manner than to attain the final beatitude. Wise always remains in the orbit or tend to be in the orbit of realization for self and the supreme. Wise evaluate the state of satisfaction in them to reach at the core of self to visualize the wisdom of supreme. All kind of spices in life needs feeds to carry on and sensual feed to carry on the spice except the human,

When We First Met
When we first met I tried all i could to not think about you, It was more than I could do... So i would simply walk alot to occupy my time.. But then I would end up where I started from with you back on my mind... you see you have something special that i can't quit explain.. I knew you we're dangerous before I knew your name... It wasn't my fault it happen on its own.. so now that we are together you will never be alone...

Astro_mode
Glory of lord reflects on every sphere of life either it is a life of social stream or a life of wisdom. Astrology and astronomy are more or less two wings of a bird which fly to guide the life for its destination their in to achieve success in missions it undertakes. In day to day life astrology speaks for every bit of event for its commitment and commencing on the subject of success their in. As per the Vedic culture and the version of saints on for life it is taken as universal belief about the influence of stars upon the human affairs and in day to day works of life being guided through the principles of astrology in secular as well religious activity. Even while undertaking journey one needs to require astrology helps for its comprehensive success in older times and if astrology never supports the journey which needs to take with immediate effect taken with norms of hour profile so called hora, by preventing rahu span in the sky for its influence on the life or as such to c

Link To Auction
Okay guys here is the link to my new auction on my fu wifeys page plaease show her some love and bid on this sexy dirty bitch MWAHHHHHHHHHHH!href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=981568&i=2708205750" target=_blank>

Saint Patrick
St. Patrick (March 17) Co-patron of the city of San Francisco, Patrick (born 390) was the son of a deacon and the grandson of a priest. After Patrick was snatched from England and sent to slavery in Ireland, he returned to England and was ordained a priest. He then went back to Ireland and evangelized the country from his see in Armagh. From his own hand are Confessio and the Letter to Coroticus, protesting British slave trading. The famous "Breastplate" (Lorica in Latin) praise of Christ is probably his. The legends of his driving the snakes from Ireland and using a shamrock to explain the Trinity are later embellishments to his life. He is the patron of Ireland and Nigeria and, in keeping with his legend, is invoked against snakes.

Language Of Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

All I Ever Wanted..
this is of course for my papabear.. and brian melo(the singer) looks JUST LIKE CHRIS! it freaks me out :| I love you papabear. All I ever Wanted.. Slow down make it last I’m having the time of my life And take a photograph I don’t wanna leave this behind What seemed so out of reach We’re holding it right in our hands Let’s give up everything Let’s jump in and never look back (2x) This is all I ever wanted But life got in my way You’re all I ever wanted I didn’t see how it could change That something was missing until today The city comes alive As soon as you walk through the door Another sleepless night But I don’t wanna sleep anymore I don’t wanna sleep anymore This is all I ever wanted But life got in my way You’re all I ever wanted I didn’t see how it could change That something was missing until today Climbing so high Just don’t look down We can see everything from here For once in my life Feet off the ground I don’t wanna come

Climb, Slip, And Fall
Past... Six years ago we locked love filled eyes There was no desire for speech; it was clear Your alluring gaze held a beautiful fairy tale Blissfully teasing me of our happily ever after From that moment on you captured my heart My soul yearned to CLIMB that endless barrier To lastly reach the gates of your treasured love Present... Melancholy days passed without a word shared The color in my eyes vanished; bleak hope fades You left without a single farewell; days darkened No desire left in my young heart to smile once more Until the moment you walk back into my life again I stumbled and merely SLIPPED on broken promises Murky clouds loomed closer; hope no where near Future... It seems the haze is clearly; illuminating eyes in view My heart just giddy with pleasure unable to sustain Once delightful dreams filled me with joy at night Now seem to brighten my days with carefree reality I can hear your voice calling from a mere distance Be patient my dear for

Irish Toasts
Irish Toasts A large collection of Irish toast for many different occasions. Irish Drinking Toasts A bird with one wing can't fly. (to encourage someone to take a second drink) It is better to spend money like there's no tomorrow than to spend tonight like there's no money! My friends are the best friends Loyal, willing and able. Now let’s get to drinking! All glasses off the table! Here's to a long life and a merry one. A quick death and an easy one. A pretty girl and an honest one. A cold pint-- and another one! Here's to a temperance supper, With water in glasses tall, And coffee and tea to end with-- And me not there at all! When money's tight and hard to get, and your horse is also ran, When all you have is a heap of debt, a pint of plain is your only man. Here's to being single... Drinking doubles... And seeing triple! I drink to your health when I'm with you, I drink to your health when I'm alone, I drink to your health so often, I'm sta

It's Ok
It's cold outside, I can hear the rain fall Inside I've closed you out, I've realized- You gave up long before I could let you go Was to blind to see the emptiness you showed Just before you finally go just know I gave you all that I knew but it wasn't enough for your love I wanted so much to believe Could be all that you would ever need Though I know now that could never be but it's ok-know that I will be fine Please take a coat outside its very cold No need to look back, you were already gone I know you will find who you need n it's ok, it wasn't supposed to be me N though it hurts so much to let you go Don't need to worry about me, he will need you more I know I never had the right to hold on Should've let you go when I saw it first I only thought I could love you better But it's ok--- I gave it all I knew it wasn't enough Trusted all I could n there you went But I will move on, n he will love you too N I know your love for him with be true More then I cou

Bed Of Roses ..in Loving Tribute...
I saw a kick butt concert with Bon Jovi/Daughtry in concert last night at the Greensboro Coliseum in NC....and met someone special who was fulfilling a promise he made to his soulmate wife, who died of ovarian cancer...She and her hubby are die hard fans & love all of their songs...so to David & his lovely "brown sugar baby", Sandy....I dedicate this song to u...your wedding song....Bed of Roses....it was such a pleasure to meet u and your buddies and their wives...im glad I went, even though I was alone...I did meet some wonderful ppl last night...Dianna xoxoxoo BED OF ROSES ~ BON JOVI Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head And some blonde gave me nightmares I think she's still in my bed As I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps its own b

Adapted
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Irish Joke
An Irishman wants a job, but the foreman won’t hire him until he passes a little math test. Here is your first question, the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" The Irishman says, "Dat is easy." And proceeds to draw three trees. "What’s this?" the boss asks? "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make nine," says the Irishman. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here’s your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Irishman stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it’s dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he’s going to actually have to hire this Irishman, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again, but represe

A Child Need A Love
With your strong degree of confidence, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner. Given how much you value family life, you probably get along best with people who share your values and beliefs. In fact, it’s likely that you maintain close connections with members of your immediate and distant family. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also values domestic life. Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be

Did You Ever
did you ever love someone? did you ever love someone and know they didn't love you you'd cry at night and wonder what good it would do did you ever look into their eyes and say a little prayer did you ever look into their heart and wish you could be there did you ever watch them walk away not wanting them to go when you whisper "I love you" but couldn't let them know you'd cry at night in misery and almost go insane for there is nothing else in this world that causes so much pain if I could choose between love and death I think I'd rather die for love is fun at first but the price is just too high that's why I say don't fall in love because you'll hurt before it's through you see my friend, I ought to know for I'm in love with you

Who Am I
Who am I, love? What am I supposed to be? One life alone, Oh somehow it’s made for me What do I do? What can I say? It’s nothing new, The choice was made But what if I lose my way? And run right into you, Deep inside we’ll never be anything other than lonely Tell me what does it take? To breathe it into you, Weak inside we’ll never be anything other than lonely One bleeding scar, Still feels how it used to feel It’s all so wrong, No easy way to believe I wanna ride, I wanna hide, What I’ve become Now you’re no longer mine I wanna feel, Something that’s real, Somewhere inside What do I do? What can I say? It’s nothing new

Theory #1
Life is actually a dream. You are in fact a higher being for lack of a better word. You are sleeping right now, and your mind has created an alternate dimmension that is real. Every being creates their own dream dimmension,and every one of these dream dimmensions are independant of everyone elses yet still woven together to the point where we are interacting, much like individual threads are woven together to make a piece of yarn. When you wake up from this dream, your whole sleep universe is destroyed, erasing the "people" that aren't part of this sleep machine, people your mind made up as "life" filler. Tomorrow: Quantum immortality and how it applies to mirror people.

Get Out
Wake up n get out, Your pretend heart is not welcome here Don't tell me you care I won't play your games no more Just a second place dream of an often let down phrase So get out, I can make it on my own I don't need your 'love' no more I'm not as fucked up as I seem You don't need to pretend I see through your game Can't hurt me, my heart is closed So get out, my world is better with you gone Stop acting on my weakness My life is not on the ground You pretend to care, you act to love Your actions speak louder then I want to hear Get out, I don't need you You weren't there, you walked away A laugh a joke, I don't care no more Get out, I don't want you We never seen it eye to eye Fuck if I care you never tried I'm much better then I was before I picked up my own pieces and moved on I don't need you, Get out My heart, my mind, my life Fuck you I don't need you

I Have A Stalker
PENGY STALKS ME OUTSIDE MY BEDROOM WINDOW AT NIGHT! :-O I caught her last night.. staring at me through my window.. licking her lips.. it was kinda scary. The shadow of her figure from the reflection in my window enveloped my room with a sense of a dark purpose.. she was DUN DUN DUN gonna steal my panties again. Surely enough I woke the next morning and my panties were gone! She left a flipperprint on my dresser drawer! I woke up the other night.. and she got into my room I don't know how! But she was humpin the bear! I got scared so I went back to sleep. THEN the next night I woke up.. and she was staring me right in the face! WHAT OH WHAT DOES SHE WANT FROM ME????? Maybe I should just give in and let her have her way with me.. and all this will stop.

Goddess In The Sun
When This picture was taken, it was a very defining moment in my life. A special moment. A moment where I decided to live for myself. I have recently been bombarded with comments (from family) on it, and how 'disgusting' it is...imagine...a picture of myself having an orgasm on a bed! *gasp* Well, not to disapoint anyone...But that is NOT a picture of an orgasmed enthralled Laurie. In fact not once in the.. *garblegarble*.. years I have been having sex...have I EVER had an orgasm with a complete and udder relaxed look on my face. What it is, is a picture Taken by my (then) 5 year old daughter in the January sun. It is my favorite picture, because it was happenstance. It was my daughter asking to take pictures of me. "Close your eyes mom...let me move Your hair" And so she did. So. While I can see what you MAY be meaning by your disgusted comments of my daughters BEAUTIFUL work...I think you should get your mind out of the gutter and see instead the light on my li

Kids
Ok I am trying to make up my mind to let my daughter move back in, I don't care for her boyfriend, I really don't like him but she is old enough to know what she is doing so I am trying to stay out of it right now.....had a great weekend got to see my grandbaby and went shopping...kids are doing good in school and looking forward to spring break (I'm not).....but any way can some help me make up my mind aboput letting my daughter move back in....

Thought For The Day Monday 03/17/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And the day began. Yet as the sun broke the horizon, the light evaded me still. Moments of splendorous delight in this soul are burdened and chained. Disdain fills my cup and surrounds me, but for moments of want or need, the feign demeanor, brighter than the day and seen by these eyes. The struggle within, seemingly insuperable odds mock any advanace. This spirit provides reproach to its own blood, and it flows according to the indistinguishable emotions its kindred grasp so tightly. Admonished is the man, and vacant is the space, which once was filled with admiration. The future, always open to change, and it is this day, as well." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Feelings
I hate the way I am feeling, I feel empty inside my body I feel like I am just a hollow shell just left here on this earth to make other people. Well when is it my turn to be happy. I miss my happiness, my world. I want it back.

Time Magazine's Article On Autism, Vaccines And Public Health Could Have A Significant Impact On Pediatric Medicine
When Time Magazine talks, people listen. That's why this week's story, "Case Study: Autism and Vaccines," is drawing attention, raising concerns, and perhaps pushing forward the notion that autism and vaccines could be connected. Time reporter Claudia Wallis was careful, in her article, to address the complexity of the Hannah Poling Vaccine Court decision. She made it clear that the case was unusual; that experts in mitochondrial disorders found the decision surprising, and quotes a statement from the United Mitochondrial Disease Foundation saying, "There are no scientific studies documenting that childhood vaccinations cause mitochondrial diseases or worsen mitochondrial disease symptoms." She also quotes Dr. Julie Gerberding, Director of the CDC, as saying "the government has made absolutely no statement about indicating that vaccines are the cause of autism, as this would be a complete mischaracterization of any of the science that we have at our disposal today." But when Wall

A Kick-ass Irish Song
The absolute best I ever heard The Foggy Dew As down the glen one Easter morn to a city fair rode I There Armed lines of marching men in squadrons passed me by No fife did hum nor battle drum did sound it's dread tatoo But the Angelus bell o'er the Liffey swell rang out through the foggy dew Right proudly high over Dublin Town they hung out the flag of war 'Twas better to die 'neath an Irish sky than at Sulva or Sud El Bar And from the plains of Royal Meath strong men came hurrying through While Britannia's Huns, with their long range guns sailed in through the foggy dew 'Twas Britannia bade our Wild Geese go that small nations might be free But their lonely graves are by Sulva's waves or the shore of the Great North Sea Oh, had they died by Pearse's side or fought with Cathal Brugha Their names we will keep where the fenians sleep 'neath the shroud of the foggy dew But the bravest fell, and the requiem bell rang mournfully and clear For those who died that Eas

What A Fuck Stain
jay_blaze: hello.....i was curious if you might be willing to help me with my panty fetish???? please???? ->jay_blaze: fuck off cum stain jay_blaze: awwww was just curious as to what ones on no was all ->jay_blaze: go fuck yourself and die ok? jay_blaze: =( ->jay_blaze: go cry somewhere else i dont want you in my shout box yes another fucktard i collect them :D

Freedom
What is freedom , What does it mean to live as a free man or women ? They say we live in a country of freedom, but do we really live as free people ? We might have things that other countries don't, But By no means do I , or Will I say " I am Free ", For I would be telling a lie. We are the sheep being led to the pastures for the sake of herder, for the betterment of the flock. There are no longer free grazers , anything and every thing will cost you more than you really have. There are also those that wish to take your things you work so hard for , they want more than they need , yet still want whats yours. They are taking our god givin rights from us, and in return, make us live in fear and strife. What rights do we have any more ? Where are the family morals, what happened to human morals , and when did we all become so self centered ? When did we forget what was really important, and who are true freinds were ? When did we place ourselves as judge, jury,

St. Pat's Day Special
My favorite rebel song: Johnson's Motor Car (Look it up on itunes!) 'Twas down by Brannigan's Corner, one morning I did stray I met a fellow rebel, and to me he did say "We've orders from the captain to assemble at Dunbar But how are we to get there, without a motor car?" "Oh, Barney dear, be of good cheer, I'll tell you what we'll do The specials they are plentiful, the I.R.A. are few We'll send a wire to Johnson to meet us at Stranlar And we'll give the boys a bloody good ride in Johnson's Motor Car When doctor Johnson heard the news he soon put on his shoes He says this is an urgent case, there is no time to lose He then put on his castor hat and on his breast a star You could hear the din all through Glenfin of Johnson's Motor Car But when he got to the railway bridge, some rebels he saw there Old Johnson knew the game was up, for at him they did stare He said "I have a permit, to travel near and far" "To hell with your English permit, we want your motor ca

My Happy Hour
WOOOOHOOOOOO! LIBERATED SPICE IS HAVING HER FIRST HAPPY HOUR AND YOU ALL GOTTA BE THERE!!! IM SURE YOU KNOW HER...IM SURE YOU'VE SEEN HER..YEA SHE THAT LEVELER WHOS ALWAYS HITTING UR PAGE..HMMM HMMM.... LETS SPANK THIS SEXY GURLS PAGE WITH SUM LOVEIN TODAY!!!! ITS GOIN DOWN AT 5:00PM FUBAR TIME WHICH IS 8:00 EASTERN TIME!!!LOTS OF PICS AND LOTS OF STASH IM SURE U CAN FINE SUMTHING THERE TO RATE! LOL SHE ALWAYS RETURNS LOVE SO LETS SHOW HER HOW WE DO IN HAPPY HOUR! Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar PIMPIN'EM OUT AS ALWAYS: MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubarL

Own Up To Any Misfortune Even If Its Just A Lil Bit Your Fault....like Even If It From Being In The Right Place At The Wrong Time.
A burden you don't deserve It's easy to blame someone else for your troubles. Yet when you're truly honest with yourself, it's clear that blaming someone else will not add the slightest bit of value to your life. It seems fair and reasonable to expect your problems to be solved by the people who caused them, but stop and think about it. Do you really wish to give those people who caused your problems any additional control over your life and your future? To move your life in the direction you choose to go, you must be willing to take full responsibility for it. That means moving past what's easy and accepting that things are not always going to be fair. Perhaps life has given you a burden you don't deserve. Instead of seeing that as an excuse to give up, see it as an opportunity to give more. Though you may not have brought the troubles upon yourself, you can nevertheless make positive use of them. Choose to take full responsibility for your own situation, and you'll begin

Are You In Love???
Could you be falling in love? You have told yourself that it is just a crush. After all, you are just really good friends, right? Though a relationship with him would be nice and he is the right kind of guy... No, you're being silly; he is completely wrong for you - isn't he? Figuring out if it is love is never easy 1.While shopping, you spot a pretty outfit. It isn't your usual jeans and camisole, but you buy the outfit anyway. 2. Your heart pounds a little faster when you get new mail from him - and you haven't even opened the mail yet. True False 3. You can't help but feel good when he's around, and just the thought of seeing him again makes you happy. True False 4.When you doodle on a piece of paper, you find yourself writing his initials. Then you add yours. True False 5.You calculate the number of childbearing years you have left and try to imagine if he would be a good father. True False 6, He forgot a t-shirt at your place, and you keep putt

Pass Me By
"Pass Me By" "Does this excite you? Think about it! Does it not stagger the imagination? No builder on earth can concieve any structure to compare to the mansions above. Won't that be something when you go to live in your own mansion? There'll be no concern about paying for it, it's already taken care of. There'll be no worry about being moved out of it. It will be yours forever." [Shaggy 2 Dope] I got shot, ah!, the murder was heinous The bullet went in my eyeball and out my anus And I was hit, that was it, on the spot Flash, I woke up in a parking lot And I'm sittin in a '64 Reinkeys With Shaggy Dope written on the car keys I look around I can't believe that it's possible I'm dead, and I made it to the carnival I walk in, it's everything I dreamed of Everybody and they momma got clown luv Japanese, Lebanese, and Chinese, Portuguese, and southwest ghetto g's. (woowoo) Hangin' out with redneck truck drivers Instead of always givin' each other piledrivers I see

St. Patricks Day...
To all my friends that I don't get to send a message to this is for you... MYPROFILEKISSES.COM ...I hope you all have the best day and lucky times with whatever you do this week. Thank you all for reading this and being a friend, comment back if you feel the same.

Helllcats Hitlist 6/21 No Flying Monkeys But Wow Check It Out!! Pretty Cool!!
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Mr. Big
I would like to talk to you.. I can't even get on ur page.... My shouts to you don't show up on my screen.... what am i supposed to think? It says i'm in your family, but...... still no access to ur page. this user's permissions don't allow you to do this STILL NO ACCESS TO YOU!! I HAVE A LOT TO TELL YOU, BUT I CAN'T GET THROUGH!

Quotes To Live By....
Ann Landers: “If I were asked to give what I consider the single most useful bit of advice for all humanity it would be this: Expect trouble as an inevitable part of life and when it comes, hold you head high, look it squarely in eye and say, 'I will be bigger than you. You cannot defeat me.'” Robert Collier: “Most of us, swimming against the tides of trouble the world knows nothing about, need only a bit of praise or encouragement - and we will make the goal.” Chuck Palahniuk: “The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.”

True Beauty
BEAUTY COMES IN MANY DIFFERENT WAY'S, JUST NOT MANY PEOPLE REALIZE IT. THERE'S ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD THAT DONT REALIZE WHAT TRUE BEAUTY REALLY IS. SURE EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN BEAUTY, SOME SHOW IT OUTSIDE AND SOME SHOW IT INSIDE. BUT TRUE BEAUTY HOWEVER LIES WITHIN A PERSON. IT'S PERSONALITY,IT'S KINDNESS,IT'S THE HEART, IT'S THE LOVE THEY CAN GIVE, IT'S HOW THEY PRESENT THEMSELVES TO THE WORLD. A PERSON'S EYE'S CAN TELL YOU ALOT ABOUT THEM. IT'S THE EYE'S THAT WILL SHOW YOU SOMEONE'S TRUE BEAUTY. IT'S THE EYES THAT WILL TELL YOU WHO SOMEONE REALLY IS, THEY ARE THE WINDOW TO A PERSON'S SOUL AND THROUGH THAT WINDOW YOU CAN SEE WHO A PERSON TRULY IS. IF YOU CANT LOOK INTO A PERSON'S EYE'S AND SEE WHO THEY REALLY ARE AND ACCEPT THEM FOR THERE TRUE BEAUTY, THEN YOU YOURSELF ARE AN UGLY PERSON.

A Teenager's View Of Heaven
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote.." It also was the last. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him." Brian's Essay: The Room... In that place

!!!hello All N Thanks All !!!
thanks for coming to my profile and looking at my stuff feel like talk shout at me anytime anyday of the week i am mostly on 24hours aday so show me love and you will get some right back add me fan me rank me show me love and takecare from your friend bigben...

Why I Love Me The Most!
So last night Brittany and I were in conference chat with a friend and some guy kept IM singing to her like the flappy used douche sack he is so I made her give me his sn for fun time havings! Chastine: Hey sugar tits wanna start a panty fire? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:30 AM): what? Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:34 AM): A panty fire Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:39 AM): fire in my panties little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:54 AM): im not sure who this is Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:59 AM): you dont need to know Chastine (3/17/2008 2:41:05 AM): Wanna hear a song? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:41:51 AM): not really, bit busy at the moment Chastine (3/17/2008 2:42:22 AM): BAH BAH BAH BENNY AND THE JETS AH! Bip bop doo dah! bo wwwwwooooa If ya get a chance hop on over to lil' Benny's side of the world and glide him a tune! He gets all creamy about it!

Back To School
Hey guys, I'm back to school today after being sick. I'd dress like the hot little tease I am. Sorry guys, I have a uniform I have to wear. Yeah my skirts is about 3 inches shorter then it is suppose to be. My shirt tighter then it is suppose to be. What do you thing the "GOOD LITTLE CATHOLIC SCHOOL GIRL"? Maybe that is your tease? My tight little body all wrapped up in a Catholic School Girl uniform. Maybe that is why guys like drugging, and raping me. It definitely is part of why I love being raped and tortured. No matter what I want, no matter how hard I fight I have no say in the evil things done to my body. My person being worth nothing more then my pussy, tits, ass, and mouth. Its fun to watch my principal and teachers as I walk through the halls. The principal knows all my uniforms are way to short. I could be sent home to change, even expelled. Only about an inch lower then my pussy and the bottom of my ass. Truth is when I set down, their is now way for me

I'll Be Mia For A Bit.....please Read!!
Greetings to you All!, There is no easy way to say this, so I’ll just tell you. My job was eliminated on Thursday. The economy is in really bad shape and there’s just not enough people buying high-end railing right now. I wanted to let everyone know. I won’t be on for awhile. I have some prospects in the works and of course, I’m playing on the weekends, so I’ll be OK ‘till I find another job. Keep the faith and Keep on Rockin’ Eric

Please Keep This Going Don Let Him Do This To Women And Children
"http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=988846441 plz go to the link above n repost it az much az u can to keep it new? its very important to sum1 i love dearly to keep this assholez profile KNOWN since he likes to make death threats to women n kidz when he cant get hiz way. Blessed Be ~Tazy~" I AM REOSTING THIS FRIEND PLEASE EERYONE KEEP IT GOING COPY AND REPOST.

First Time For Everything
It Started out a quiet night. Home alone, a very rare event for me. I talked a little here and there with friends online, no one in much of a kinky mood. Soon I was fast asleep, that is until my computer started buzzing. You wanted to show me something. Half - asleep, I went to look at the sites you wanted me to see. As I viewed each little clip you would send me to, I grew more excited. You wanted me to see the things you had planned for me. Everything from mild to kinky, with each clip going a little deeper into what you wanted from me. Finally, I couldn't take it any longer, so I told you. You told me to go get my favorite toy. Laughing, I wrote back that I had never enjoyed cyber sex, had no web cam, all the excuses I could think of. You wrote back four words, 'go get it now'. So I did as I was told, still laughing at myself, but aroused enough to do as you asked. You had me insert it and sit straight up, then began showing me more clips, telling me what excited y

Do You Know What You Want?
To often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.

A True Boyfriend Does This...a Dying Breed
What a real man would do.... • Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her * • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her * • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you did • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS * • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. * • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; * "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Photo Shoot
I did my first photo shoot yesturday and boy I was terrified and excited! I wanted the pictures to justice to the two beautiful people, but as it was my first, I wasn't so sure I had what it took. They showed up mostly on time and I introduced Alicia to Jono. They seemed to be very nervous of each other as most drop deads are and took a while to settle in. My nerves didn't disappear until after the shoot was finished and I started editing. I don't think it helped that I had an entourage as well... A bag and cloths girl, a driver, two models and various on lookers. It went well and a couple of close friends got to see me at work.

Quotes For 3-17-08
Daily Thoughts St. Patrick's Day is an enchanted time. A day to begin transforming winter's dreams into summer's magic. --Adrienne Cook Never iron a four-leaf clover, because you don't want to press your luck. --Unknown May your blessings outnumber the shamrocks that grow and may trouble avoid you wherever you go. --Irish Blessing

Women
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimu

People Will Go
Nobody listens, nobody cares about it anymore jealousy, and I don't even know your name Everybody gets here, in a blink it leaves you cold and denied jealousy, burned into your memory... People Will Go, people will come people will lead you till your heart is numb Nobody listens, nobody cries about it when you're gone jealousy, and they don't even know your name But everybody gets it, in a blink you'll find you're Down to the wire jealousy, burned into your memory... People Will Go

History Of St Patrick's Day
The First Parade St. Patrick's Day is celebrated on March 17, his religious feast day and the anniversary of his death in the fifth century. The Irish have observed this day as a religious holiday for thousands of years. On St. Patrick's Day, which falls during the Christian season of Lent, Irish families would traditionally attend church in the morning and celebrate in the afternoon. Lenten prohibitions against the consumption of meat were waived and people would dance, drink, and feast—on the traditional meal of Irish bacon and cabbage. The first St. Patrick's Day parade took place not in Ireland, but in the United States. Irish soldiers serving in the English military marched through New York City on March 17, 1762. Along with their music, the parade helped the soldiers to reconnect with their Irish roots, as well as fellow Irishmen serving in the English army. Over the next thirty-five years, Irish patriotism among American immigrants flourished, prompting the rise of so-call

Helping A Friend....will You? Can You?
Okay so heres there deal.......everyone knows devils goddess, if not you will trust me. Shes awesome and is in a contest and I would personally like to see her win this...So I am sending her message out to all of you to please help her win this contest.... if you could please help me and rate and comment my photo for a contest im in ty mwah just click the link ty sexy http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=429545&albumid=871059&i=2920914964&idx=6

Happy St. Pattys Day
Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. Also hope you had a great weekend. Mine wasn't to bad. Worked 1/2 of it. I have been bothered some though. My ex bf from years ago.. the guy I dated before my hubby... I have seen at work. His dads up there,,dying. I feel so bad for him. A part of me still has feelings for him. We stopped dating, not for the reason of falling out of love. My dad, didnt care for him. My dads a little prejudice..and judges people. He thought my bf was trash. Its what I heard all the time..until I couldn't handle it anymore. I ended up breaking up with him. We both left each other with tears. It has always bothered me..and seeing him again..just brings back the memories. I felt so much like talking to him about it all but the timing wasn' t right. He came out to the desk a couple of times. We did briefly talk, but was about his dad. He gave me his number to put on his dads chart. I wrote his name down, and his mom says.. she even knows your name. I gig

Aaadd
AAADD- KNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ! Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow I feel better, even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, Put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, And notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back On the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, Since I'm going to be near the mailbox When I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my cheque book off the table, And see that there is only one cheque left. My extra che

Isaiah Chapter 59 Verse 19
send to me from my friend cecil jacob ISAIAH CHAPTER 59 VERSE 19 WHEN THE ENEMY SHALL COME IN LIKE A FLOOD , THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD SHALL LIFTUP A STANDARD AGAINST HIM. I believe that this can apply to all our lives ,many ways , ,the enemy has tried to hinder me from doing GOD'S will ,but I have a GOOD GOD WITH me and no matter what the enemy do , I'mm holding on to GOD , for i know i can depend on him , I've been in worst situations , vietnam, hospitals , my most recent operations , but GOD has delivered me from them , GOD HAS BROUGHT ME FROM A MIGHTY LONG WAYS , All we have to do is depend on him , just when you think you're at your worst , GOD MAKES A WAY , AND HE'S RIGHT THERE when you need him the MOST, no matter what the enemy throws your way , GOD IS IN CONTROL , just believe and you shall receive , you can receive healing financial blessings spiritual blessing today , if you believe, i know my blessings are in place , I'm passing this on you so you can g

Friends
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I get to heaven Before you do I'll cut a hole And pull you through I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

I Am
With the beauty, you all surround me with. You all mean so much to me, Trust and believe,my words are no myth. Each passing day and night, Your depths open more to me. Like a child hearing a bedtime story, I try to remember all that I see. Some are new,and I have not learned, Some are closer as some have drifted away. But to all of you who've touched me, In my heart you'll stay. I am only human,I am only one, I want to see you till the day is done. At night when I sleep dreams of you, Make me long for the morning sun. form my friend miki

Rest In Peace Bro. We Will All Miss You
THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN BY ME FOR A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WHO WILL 4 EVER BE MISSED. HE LEFT THIS WORLD ON 3-16-08 FROM INJURYS SUFFERED IN A CAR WRECK WE LOVE AND MISS YOU. HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. JB THIS ONE IS FOR YOU AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND I KNOW THAT I NOW HAVE ONE MORE ANGLE WATCHING OVER ME. Never Alone I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

Read And Enjoy
Apart by distance, but never in heart Although not together, we're never apart There is something written about our love In the sun, the moon, and the stars above Destined to be, thats what we are Distance can never be too far Hearts together, bound as one Souls united, a lifetime begun My heart, my mind, my body, my soul My hopes, my dreams, you have control My love for you will always stay Always, forever, plus a day!!!

Copper Comes Home!
By Roselee Papandrea / Times-News March 16, 2008 - 8:17PM SWEPSONVILLE NC - The missing 3-pound Chihuahua named Copper, that has been missing from his East Main Street home since Thursday, was returned to his owners Sunday morning. Amanda Cantrell's phone rang at about 8:20 a.m. Sunday morning. The woman calling told Cantrell that she had her dog. "I didn't get her name," Cantrell said. "I didn't ask any questions. She just said, ‘We have your dog.'" Cantrell threw on some clothes and headed to the woman's home on Swepsonville Road, which is about five miles from where Cantrell lives. She was thrilled to be reunited with Copper, a chocolate Chihuahua. Copper, a 3-pound chocolate Chihuahua, had been missing since Thursday. "Honestly, we were hoping we'd see him again," Cantrell said. "It was a welcomed surprise. It goes to show that prayers are answered." Copper got out of Cantrell's house on Thursday afternoon. He followed Cantrell's 5-year-old son out the door.

Birds
I think I've always noticed birds but I started getting into them as a hobby after college. I graduated from a small college in Georgia with a degree in Geology. (I know, wtf?). Anyway it was a fun major we went on lots of field trips into the woods and sat around fires and drank beer. It was a close knit group of about 15 of us, we were together a WHOLE lot. Anyhow our last set of finals was a killer. I have never been more mentally exhausted in my life as I was after that. I mean just dazed and spent. Everybody else was too and we spent the entire next week drunk on beer I think. That feeling of "I just don't want to think ANYMORE" lasted for a while. No one is ever gonna make me read a book AGAIN!! After a few month, I put up a bird feeder. I really enjoyed looking at the different birds that came to the feeder, and I wanted to know what they were. So I bought a bird identification book. I guess my mind just works that way, I want to learn about stuff,

Take My Hand
I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take your pain away, But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears, I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here and I will stand by you, Each hill you have to climb. So take my hand, let's face the world -- Live one day at a time. You're not alone, for I'm still here... I'll go that extra mile, And when your grief is easier, I'll help you learn to smile!

Happy Saint Patrick's Day To All
Good Morning. Happy Saint Patrick’s Day for those of us that carry Irish in our blood or those wanna-be’s makes no difference on this day we all have Irish eyes smiling down on us from above. No matter if the blood that runs thru your veins is Irish, Scottish, British, Asian and American or all others, this day is to honor Saint Patrick. Maewyn Succat The name St. Patrick was given to him later in life by Pope Celestine. Maewyn has many tales and legends attributed to him but why do we celebrate this day? He brought Christianity to Ireland and it also is believed he chased the snakes out of Ireland… The jury is still out whether or not there were any snakes to begin with…but the Holiday marks this day as the death of this great man. Interesting reading can be found under various search engines on Saint Patrick. So whether you believe in Irish magic, Leprechauns or the famous pot of gold beneath the rainbow Ireland is yet another great place on this big ole Earth that celebrates their h

Before He Left For War And Hurt Me...wrote On 1/28/08
DAMN I MISS HIM... WHY CANT HE BE HERE? WHY IS HE SO FAR AWAY WHEN I WANT HIM NEAR? WILL I GET TO SEE HIM SOON? DOES HE KNOW THAT I WOULD FLY TO THE MOON IF I WAS JUST ABLE TO HOLD HIM? I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO VERY VERY MUCH DAMN I MISS HIS LAUGHTER AND I MISS HIS TOUCH I MISS THE WAY HE WOULD HOLD ME WHEN I WAS FEELING SAD I MISS HIS LOVING WORDS I MISS THE WAY HIS VOICE WOULD BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH IT'S EVEN HARD TO SAY I WISH THAT HE WAS HERE WITH ME NOW MAKING ME NOT FEEL SO SAD I WISH THAT HE COULD HOLD ME AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEARS HIT MY PILLOW I WISH THAT HE KNEW HOW MUCH I MISSED HIM I TRY TO BE STRONG I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE IN HIS STRONG LOVING ARMS BUT I WANT HIM NOW DAMN HOW I MISS HIM I LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW JUST TO FEEL HIS LOVING GENTAL TOUCH I LOVE HIM AND I WANT HIM HERE NOW..... BUT NO THAT DAY WONT COME YET NOT FOR AWHILE IT SEEMS SO I HAV

Private Pix
Ok, here's the deal. I have some pretty hot private pics in my Ultimate Bad Girl folder. I do love to show off my body, but not to just anyone. You gotta spoil me first! Bling me! = 24 hour access Blast me/Ticker me/Bling pack me! = One week access Vip Me! = One month access Happy hour me! = Lifetime access And I will be adding new pics from time to time.

I Wrote This For My Ex B4 He Left For War...wrote On 6/21/07
Time is moving slow, this much I know. He is not here yet, and I am missing him so. I want to see his loving face. I want to be held in his loving embrace. But no he is not here, he is too far to hold He is off training for war. Why is it so hard to have to let him go? When the time comes for him to leave, I will have to be strong I will not be able to sing my cry for me song. I will have to move my life along. He will come back I know, so we can start our life again But till then, I will be strong No crying shall I do. For he would not want me to "Be brave," he will say, "I will be home soon, do not worry about me Crystal, I will be alright." "I will hold you close to my heart as I sleep at night." "No tears shall fall from your beautiful face don't worry hun it will all be okay!!" And worry I will not, but praying I will do a lot. Waiting for the return, Of the love of my life Till then I will say a silent prayer, and w

I Dislike The Word "hate" ..i Wrote On 6/20/07
I dislike the word "HATE" I don't use it at all It cause's to much pain to say it at all Never will I say it to anyone big or small It is not a nice word to use It makes people feel weak So many tend to use that word and it cause's so much grief "HATE" is not a good word to say Dislike is so much better in so many way's You can get your point across by using a kinder word You don't have to be so mean saying that very mean word So if you will remember this little bit of advice Say the word dislike it is a nicer way to say the word "HATE" Without hurting someone feeling's and causing so much pain

A Poem I Wrote B4 My Ex Went To Iraq 6/19/07
As the soft moon gently sweeps over his face, I see a tear running down his cheek I brush it away with a loving grace He takes a hold of my hand as we sit so close together As his hand holds mine, I know that I can't waste too much time I look at him with love in my eye's, as I gently sit back and cry I want to tell him how much he means, but I can't How did we get to this place in time When no matter what we said, sooner or later we would be running out of time If I told him how I felt, he would still go I can't tell him, so I wont this much I do know It is giving me heartbreak just seeing how he tries not to cry Thinking about the fact that he could die I try not to think about it to much I can't bear the thought that he may not return home So I sit beside him in the quietness, taking in everything around us "The star's are so lovely tonight", I whisper He just nod's his head as if he heard me, but I know that's not on his mind He is thinking about how much mo

Dont Listen To Them.....wrote On 5/28/07
there will always be people who try to start drama just look right past them and ignore what they say don't let thing's go their way don't let them get to you no matter what they say you are your own person you are different in your own way for thats how God made us if you really choose to let the drama in then that's your own fault from the start just remember to walk away keep your head high don't let it bother you just let it die away inside for people will always try to get in your way try to bring drama in your life just push it away and everything should be ok

A Poem I Wrote B4 My Ex Deployed 6/6/2007
to miss someone that is to far away and too far away to see everyday is making me feel unhappy i miss the one that i want so close no contact between us is killing me the most he is gone, but not forever i will see him soon, then i shall feel better right now i miss him more then he knows and i want to see him, to let him know but i can't for he is not there the distance is not as great as it will soon be i know he must leave soon for it is his job but how do i tell him, to be safe when i don't even know what may be his fate i don't want to let him go off to war but that choice is not mine to make you see for he is in the U.S Army the job he must do is something great protecting our country and keeping us safe so i will not say a word keeping it all in silence unheard

Poem I Wrote 6/8/2007
i recall a time when i was little that i would run and laugh with not a care in the world that everything i did was ok that i could never seem to do anything wrong but time's have changed as so have i no more of the doing what i want thinking only of myself there are people who need my help so i go and help out best i can not fully seeming to understand i want to do more for people you see i don't like all this death and distruction around me i want this world to be very safe so one day when i raise a family of my own my children will be able to run and be carefree just like i did when i was small not a care in the world as it always should be

Big Is Beautiful
I am letting ya'll to know that big is beautiful. I am proud of my curves. I am thick and I love it & so does my man. I turn heads where ever I go because of my curves. Ladies I want you to be proud of what the lord gave ya. Let it all hang out. You know what they say, if you got it ,well u know the rest. Be true to urself and others will follow. Stand up for urself and stop letting people and the media make u feel bad about urselves!!!! U are beautiful. To all my BBW, I think ur the best. a friend of mine wrote this and i totally agree with it.

Poem I Wrote On 6/19/07..i Love This One Alot
She felt the pain within his soul seeping out like no one would ever know trying to reach the pain deep inside only to let out a small sigh it was no use trying to reach the pain that he carried with him how could she help him if no one has ever tried the pain he has is from long ago not ever letting anyone know she wanted to tell him that she loved him but sometimes it was pointless he looked at her like she was not even there silence and pain was in his eyes years of sadness in those brown eyes anger and rage if you looked really close his gental soul was no where to be seen how could this all happen what could it mean she was not ready to give up with out a fight she wanted him to get through this she wanted him to surive but how could she help him if she was not even there a voice on a phone was all she was nothing could make her want to give him up but if he didn't soon open up the silence would kill her he loved her she knew but this silence that he som

Poem I Wrote On 3/9/07
I FORGIVE THOSE WHO HAVE HURT ME I FORGIVE THOSE WHO HAVE MADE ME CRY I FORGIVE THOSE WHO MAKE MY WORLD FEEL BLEAK I I FORGIVE THOSE WHO HAVE CHEATED AND LIED I FORGIVE BECAUSE W/OUT FORGIVENESS MY WORLD WOULD FALL APART W/OUT FORGIVENESS I WOULD BE NOTHING AND IN FORGIVING I ASK TO BE FORGIVEN FORGIVE ME IF I WAS EVER MEAN FORGIVE ME IF I EVER MADE YOU CRY FORGIVE ME IF I EVER HURT YOU IN ANYWAY FORGIVE ME IF I GOT MAD BECAUSE THINGS DIDN'T GO MY WAY I WILL ALWAYS ASK FOR FORGIVENESS EVEN IF I AM NOT IN THE WRONG FORGIVENESS CAN HELP YOU FORGET AND HELP YOU REMEMBER THE FUN TIMES WE SHARED TOGETHER

Poem I Wrote On 4/25/2007
IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN A GUY SAY'S HE'S NOT MARRIED THAT HE IS SINGLE..WHEN HE IS REALLY MARRIED IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN THEY LIE ABOUT THEIR AGE IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN A GUY LIE'S JUST TO LIE IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN A GUY THINKS IT'S OK TO HIT A WOMAN IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN A SOMEONE THINKS THEY ARE SO MUCH BETTER THEN EVERYONE IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN I SAY I JUST WANT TO BE FRIEND'S, BUT A GUY ONLY HAS SEX ON THE BRAIN IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN THEY SAY'S THEY LOVE YOU AND THEN THEY TAKE IT BACK SO IF YOU WANT TO MAKE ME HAPPY TRY NOT TO DO ANY OF THESE THING'S

To The New Friends
Hi all, I am very pleased, just to recognize here so many new friends. Thank you for the gift. Where is everyone? Usual has been participating in party? Have fun gatherings? Tell me some interesting things in party

A Poem I Wrote On 4/2007..but Its Me So Yeah..
WHY DO GUYS WANT NOTHING BUT SEX IS THAT ALL THEY SEE WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME I HAVE MORE TO OFFER WHY CAN'T THEY SEE THAT I WANT THEM TO SEE ME AS ME NOT JUST LIKE ANOTHER FUCK I WANT THEM TO RESPECT ME AND NOT ALWAYS THINK ABOUT DOING ME SEX IS ON THEIR BRAIN ALMOST ALL OF THE TIME WHY CAN'T I GET WANT I WANT JUST ONE LITTLE TIME WHY DON'T THEY NOTICE MY INNER BEAUTY AND STOP COMING AFTER ME JUST FOR SEX I WONT DO IT ANYMORE I AM DONE I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I AM JUST A GIRL WITH FEELINGS YOU KNOW WHY CAN'T THEY SEE THAT HOW DO I LET THEM KNOW I WANT IT TO STOP GET SEX OFF THEIR BRAIN'S WHEN YOU TALK TO ME RESPECT ME CAN'T THEY JUST DO THAT IF WE ARE FRIEND'S THEN I THINK THEY CAN JUST A LITTLE RESPECT JUST GRANT ME IF YOU CAN I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH THEY ALL KNOW THIS IS TRUE JUST PLEASE STOP THINKING I AM JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF ASS TO YOU

Congrats To The Auction Winners
"OWN YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN" St Patrick's day auction WON THE BID OF 4-Fubling 12 packs BY: SPIKE@ fubar WON THE BID OF 4 HH and a one month blast BY: Donna@ fubar WON THE BID OF 7 day blast, 1000 fubucks BY: laidbackguy@ fubar WON THE BID OF ONE HAPPY HOUR AND 4- 1 WEEK BLAST BY: LADY DI ...

Answer's
what did i do what didn't i do do i care to much do i not care enough am i not good enough for you am i too good for you do you really like me or are you just playing me like all the others did before you i don't have the answers i want them so bad but i can't have them why can't i have the answer's that i seek where did i go wrong what did i do what did i do.......

Daddy It Hurts
Body: daddy it hurts!!!!!!!! :( this is SOOOOOO SAD im not kidden! Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS YOU WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STORY . IF NOT YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! PEOPLE THAT DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO THERE KIDS SHOULD BE SHOT AND TORCHERED SO THEY CAN SEE HOW IT FEELS. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a ca

Chapter 4
4. Katy woke at seven thirty the next morning and lay in the bed, feeling Jared’s arm wrapped around her. She nestled back close to him and thought of the previous night when he had come home before bar closing time. There had been no fire fight this time, no dramatics from either of them, and he hadn’t tried to force himself on her. Jared even seemed mostly sober when he came home for a change of pace. They had sit and talked about how each of them had lost their jobs the previous day. They had decided not to make a big deal of it as they were even on this one, though this was Jared’s fourth job since they had been together and only Katy’s second. They had retired to the bed room and cuddled to sleep being very reminiscent of days past when life was good for the couple. Katy slid from Jared’s arm and went into the bathroom to brush her teeth and then have some coffee. Jared came in the kitchen just as the coffee was finished and they enjoyed a morning cup together with very

Blind To The Fact
i don't know what to think i don't know what to do how is my life turning out like this what should i do i thought i could be happy but just a few words made me feel so blue and now i don't know what i want to do i don't know why those few words hurt me so much but they did maybe its cause i don't have much trust i tend to be the one who gets hurt because i let my guard down and now i think it might happen again how can i be so blind why don't i ever see that guys don't really feel anything for me they don't care for me i am frightened that it will happen again i don't want it to but thats how my life story always seems to end

Thanks Every One.
thanks everyone for adding me as a friend.we have been busy getting ready to move so haven't had much time to chat.finally we will have a place to call home the kids are very excited. Thay can't wait thay all want to pant there rooms in the coler thay want.So again THANKS for all ofthe friend adds,hope everyone has a great day aand a better one tomarow but above all be well and be safe.

Chapter One Of Emerald
Emerald 1973 Rising. Up and up, rising to the sky still smoldering came the embers. Floating, twisting and turning, going in circles, they glowed the color of the burnt orange Challenger parked by the roadway. It was parked next to a Willy's wagon, one of the favored beach combing vehicles for the surfing and partying in crowd here. The Challenger, though, was new being this year’s model. 1973, the last year for the famous three hundred forty cubic inch, all American muscle, mopar engine under its finely detailed hood. Forty yards from the parked American muscle and the party wagon, the embers flew from the fire as a group of teenagers danced almost pagan like to the sound of Deep Purple and the taste of Pabst, the blue ribbon beer, at least that's what Billy called it. Billy had followed the Challenger here knowing that with it came Freddie Miller, Flagler Beach football hero, and boyfriend of Sarah Rosen. Billy watched as the drunken party moved closer to the waves

Secrets
There are secrets that we keep, Hoping that no one will try and seek. Secrets that are buried so very deep. Those are the secrets that we will do anything to keep. Secrets are private as some must stay, We keep them with us both night and day. Why should we tell what are some of our deepest thoughts and fears, Where as if we do it can affect us for many years. You can tell a secret to someone you trust, knowing they won't use it to hurt you, or twist it because of their own lust. Secrets are sacred, Not to be used against the keeper for hatred. Secrets are our choice if we choose to share, But sometimes to tell them is more than we can bare. So secrets we must keep close to our heart, The secrets we keep we will never will part.

Mind Is Thinking
dont understand exctly what i have done to make people not respond to messages i send them. but it is ok i have learned to deal with people i want to talk to not wanting to talk back. everyone has things going on in thier lives and i am always there to help out in anyway i can. i do all of this to keep friendships old and new and look forward to keeping them till the day that i die. i know there may be things i do that no one likes, and by all means if i do let me know. but also remember one thing the things i do are meant to improve my life and hopefully make things better for those around me.

Falling Into Darkness
Waiting in the darkness, For some light to shine, Ever since she left, My world has been dark and cold, Loss of all feeling, No more control over emotions, I sit here and wonder, Why life has left me all alone, No more love to give, No more tears to cry, Feeling cold and empty inside, As though sometime soon, I will be cradled in the arms of darkness, As my life slowly says goodbye.

Why
As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery?

Quickie
OMG St. Patty's Day!!! I'd like to take this opportunity to mention the fact that when I was a kid, the Irish blew up a prominent Manchester shopping mall (the city I'm from), killing a hundred or so people. The IRA received larged donations/funding by the wealthy US elite, who sided with these "freedom-fighters" in their quest to overthrow oppressive British rule. Whatever, the point is it's all bullshit. Irish vs. the UK, Israel vs. Islam, America vs. Al Qaeda, it's BULLSHIT. The IRA has for the most part quit their killing civillians policy, but here in the 21st century we see people blindly supporting the Bush administration and everything it does because Al Qaeda is the bad guys and "we're the good guys". Well generally the American public sided with the IRA a decade ago saying they were the good guys and we (the British) were the bad. What's the difference between the IRA and Al Qaeda? Very little, except of course the greater destruction in terms of scale inflicted by the lat

Bong Recreation Area
MY SON SENT ME THIS PIC I THOUGHT I WAS FUNNY, BUT CUTTERBUM SAID IT WAS ACTUALLY NEAR HIM AND SENT ME THE INFORMATION AOBUT THE AREA, THAT WAS VERY NICE TO KNOW IT REALLY HAD SOME HISTORY BEHIND THE SIGN!! Richard Bong State Recreation Area * Fun for All Seasons * How to Get There Once designated to be a jet fighter base, Richard Bong State Recreation Area is fittingly named after Major Richard I. Bong, a Poplar, Wisconsin, native who was America's leading air ace during World War II. The project was abandoned three days before concrete was to be poured for a 12,500-foot runway. Local citizens had the foresight to protect this open space for future generations. In 1974 the state bought the land and it became the state's first recreation area. Silhouetted trees around lake Vern Wolf Lake provides scenic beauty as well as fishing, canoeing, rowing, and swimming opportunities. DNR Photo by Jason Suleski A recreation area differs from a state park or

Nothing!
"It had nothing to do with whether or not you were going to be a better artist. Nothing! It had to do with developing your inner place, and once developed, you could apply it; it would automatically come into everything you did." -Paul Caponigro

Born Nude?! *le Gasp*
"Yet there are those who thought it was wrong for me to show a nude person. And I said to them all 'That means the Lord made a terrible mistake that we were born nude!' They did not like it, but it was the truth." -Ruth Bernhard

This Is Us
TOO RYAN . THE ONE IVE ALWAYS DREAMT ABOUT LOVING I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR SENSEUAL WAYS I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR COMMON WAYS I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR TONGUE AND EYES I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MAN I NEED I WANT YOU BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME I WANT YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE SOMEONE I NEED AND WANT TO HOLD I LOVE YOU IN SO MANY WAYS THAT NO ONE CAN COMPARE TO YOU I JUST WANT YOU. RYAN MY LOVER, MY FRIEND, MY BEST FRIEND MY ONE AND ONLY , I NEED YOU TO WANT ME AND I NEED YOU TO LOVE US, AND YOU DO AND SHOW THAT EVERYDAY

When Keep It Real Goes Wrong
Out of a million pplz..im..1 of the third who keeps it real but shited on most time. okay got sum freinds dont mind some new. 1 thing with me..i speak my mind so im free. i can never forget the day my father past. i would not ever hold any feelings 2 myself...cause u never know when some going go. i have met wonderful pplz hope 2 meet more IN this world u have to deal with evil and good..that just the way life is. this kushmoresim: so deal with the hand that given no matter if u have not the same pair

The Female Form
"I felt that so many artists treated the female form badly, like it was an object that was tied up with their own sexual desires. I wanted to show the female form as filled with grace. I think I was influenced by my father in this. He was a man whose frustration with women is reflected in his paintings. I find them offensive." -Ruth Bernhard

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Happy St.patricks Day!!
HERE'S SOME QOUTES AND POEMS TO REMIND YOU WHY THE IRISH ARE THE BEST!! Irish Quotes No man is an Ireland. - Chicago Mayor Richard Daley In dreams begins responsibility. - William Butler Yeats (1865-1939) Irish Nobel Prize-winning poet If the whole human race lay in one grave, the epitaph on its headstone might well be: `It seemed a good idea at the time.' - Dame Rebecca West (1892-1983) Irish-born author and journalist You've got to do your own growing, no matter how tall your grandfather was. - Irish Proverb Why should you never iron a 4-leaf clover? You don't want to press your luck. - Daryl Stout May your blessings outnumber the shamrocks that grow, and may trouble avoid you wherever you go. - Irish Blessing As you slide down the banister of life, may the splinters never point in the wrong direction! - Irish B

Nigga Logic...damn..say It Ain't So..!!
Niggas crack me up(And i mean every and any race on this planet type of niggas!!!) No matter how you slice it, the term "nigga" will always carry a stigma of racial subjugation and human indignities because it is derived from its predecessor "nigger", which is an imperialist term to justify treating black human beings as non-human, so that that the white man could own a black person as property and treat them like animals. But whatever. Modern black people have decided that they will own its derivative "nigga" and arbitrarily rationalize it as a term of endearment that they now own among each other. They "own" the word nigga, and they have "redefined" it to be a "positive" empowering term of endearment. Really? Can you really do that? Can you disregard centuries of inhumanity and a history of racial inequities just to redefine a piece of history on a whim? Okay. It's not my place to judge,

Pray For Hunter....please!
Earlier today my baby boy Hunter had what appeared to be a siezure and stopped breathing on our way home from the park. I was able to do CPR and restore breathing before paramedics arrived. He was rushed to the nearby hospital where they did a CT scan and some blood work which all came back ok. He will have to see a neurologist this week for an EEG to check for epileptic activity. Today was truely one of the worst days I've ever had and hope to never have again! Please pray for my precious lil man and keep him in your thoughts. He is so younge and normally such a happily lil guy and this episode was absolutely horrible for everyone. Again I just ask that you keep him in your thoughts and prayers during all this...thanks so much! Kim

Maladjusted
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So Its Been A While...
Been a while since I was on Fubar, haven't been on since I found out about the change of name from cherrytap. anyways, well i'm on again now...for how long, I have no idea. If I disappear, I guess I lost interest, but I hope the ladies haven't lost interest in me.

You Wane Own Me .......
READ ALL ABOUT IT...YES I GIVING A AUCTION FOR SOME FRIENDS ...RENTING THEM OUT LIKE A PIMP ...HE HE HE March 15th at 5:00 Pm pst and will end on March 29th at 5:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 65k RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. MINIMUM BID IS 65,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MARCH 15TH TILL 5:00PM PST MARCH 29TH 5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 7.

Just Wanting To Say Something
As some people may know Carl and I is trying to have a baby and only one. He has two from his previous marriage and I have one from mine. His kids lives in MS we only get them for the summer vacation so we have more time with them. Mine was living in town but my mother moved her up in IN I know I’ll see her again but not for a long long time. Carl and I wants to have a baby that just for us face it I have been wanting a baby for a long time now. See after I had my kid I did get pregnant again after a year in half but I ended up having a really bad miscarriage and the hospital had to do an emergency surgery on me and I had to stay there overnight to make sure everything went good. Since 1999 I have not gotten pregnant. Well just recently I have done some blood work to see if I can still get pregnant right now I’m just waiting for the results to come in. I’m nervous and scared thinking what if it says I can no longer have a baby, if that’s the case I don’t know what I would do. Maybe be

I Wrote This In A Time When I Was In A Very Unsure State Of Mind
who ever said we had to watch our step i want to understand what it is that keeps us in fear in a world that is so unsure and cold nobody wants to be alone we're no exception i wish i could find a way to make you see but does that mean i have to walk on water to breath is to live what is it that keeps us from holding our breath battling everyday wars are exauhsting but it's then when we find something more greater to live for if tomorrow it all ended would it change what you felt today after all, you and i must find a common ground we all suffer and exist together it makes no sence to hold back maybe it's our nature the future is so unclear...

No More Miss Nice Girl
*sigh* well my time has come, this Job has died, and has all my hope of it sustaining me, clinging to dear life, and barely surviving on less than what a person makes at mcdonalds with 20hrs a week is just Sooooo damned crazy, in an industry where I should be making at least 800 $ a week consistently, I have decided to quit the company of Knight Transport. Sure, I like driving...its my life..my love...but so is surviving. Today I pulled all my stuff out of my truck..which has been my home on wheels for the last four months. Nothing like moving...but when you dont have a home to move from...you begin to feel like the gypsy that often time flows through the blood of many nomadic wanderers who are themselves truckers.

My Shadows ....
Well I got approved for the state medical. Finally. Every day is a struggle to do anything. All I wanna do is just stay in bed and do nothin. When I wake up in the morning, all I can think is ’why get outa bed’ there is nothing for me. I have no life, no friends to hang out with. There is just nothing for me. Every relationship, every friendship I have had, I have ruined. I hurt people and push them away before they can hurt me. I "love" everyone I am with. At the time I mean it. I do love. But then when I am by myself with my demons and thoughts, I realize its not the love I want it to be. I am searching for that love that oversteps all boundaries. That loves back, when I push away. For years I have lived with these demons, this regret, this hurt. And Now finally, I have the resources to get help, to find a way to not feel this, not to be numb, to not have these demons. I connect to so many different people on so many different levels. I can give advice like there is no tomorrow, b

New Default Pic!
As an experiment to see just how uneducated and ignorant modern America is, I posted a new default picture: Michaelangelo's David. This has been a revered work of fine art for centuries. It is displayed with the utmost of respect, and is a beautiful example of art from the Italian Renaissance, not to mention that it's a representation of a biblical character - David from the David and Goliath story. I want to see how long it takes for some bible thumping, uneducated schmoe to flag it as NSFW. Any educated person will see it as a work of beauty (or, even if you don't like it, will accept it as a piece of art, revered by others). Only the uneducated American moron, who spouts nothing more than Jesus and War (along with a hefty dose of hate of Muslims) thanks to a fascist government would mark this work of fine art as NSFW. Anyone who marks this photo as NSFW is also likely to be someone who wants to burn books and lynch anyone different from them.

This Thursday
Well it has taken forever but this Thursday I finally get to go and talk to the specialist/micro surgeon about haveing my tubes untied so me and dave can have a baby. I have really researched it and based on the everything I have read and based on the type of surgery I will be haveing,I will have a 90% of getting pregant in the first year!And Id like to get pregent at the end of this year.I know it might sound odd but I would like to have this baby in the summer since my sons birthday is in December. I have even thought of what kind of baby shower I want and my mom thinks it will be great lol Yeah that how much I have thought about this and how bad I want it.ANd of course I would love to have a girl.I want pink! or atleast purple lol

I Am Up For Ownership!
I am up for being fu-owned go check it out and if ya wanna own me make a bid! Auction ends March 29th at 5:00pm This is what I'm offering: -make you my crush for 2 weeks -add to messenger -Put your owed by in name for a month -rate all pics 10/11's within a month during HH -rate all stash thumb up during HH -Will pimp out you and up to 4 friends in a bulletin. -have a link to your page on mine for a month. -Buy you a gift or drink everyday for a month. -Make a personal SFW salute for you. -Will add more if bidding is high!

Nicole Means....
What Nicole Means You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable.

Happy Birthday Barbara!!!!
Happy Birthday Barbara!!!!! Today is St. Patrick's Day BUT it is also my BEST friend on FUBAR's Birthday! So please help me send her some MAJOR birthday loving!! AND I will PAY YOU to do it!! For every 100 photos/stash I will make you 1 photo effect PLUS if you rate all of her photos/stash I will send you 10,000 fubucks on top of doing the photo effects! Check my photo effects folder to see what photo effects I am offering So go Rate/Fan/Add her if she's not on your list yet! And after every 100 rates please send me a private message so I can keep better track! When done send me the links to the photos you want and the number of the effect you want on it! This Birthday Pimp Out Brought To You By ~*TinkerbellMN84*~

To Know Me!
If you take the time to get to know me then you will find that there is more then you see. I am more then a woman a face in the crowd, I am also a mother and of that I am proud. I am more then a mother I am a girlfriend, I have found the man I will love till the very end. but I am more then a girlfriend I am a daughter and sister too, but even that isn't enough to know me true. If you were to know me then you would see, I am nothing and everything, I am just me!

And The Winners Are...
> > > > Rate Spankers Auction Results Thank you to everyone who entered, And everyone who bid! =) cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH is now owned by SBM08 ~Enforcer @ "THE VIP LOUNGE"~* Sergeant-at- Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~@ fubar Red Z28 is now owned by cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Swat Team}@ fubar Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier is now owned by L1PS♥FuWifey2MovingOn♥†KoPeS'PaRaLyZeR†Mgr@ClubRaven`GM@EoM`BdyGrd2King@ fubar fireforeman is now owned by ..chillie...@ fubar

Sex Poem
Sex My head explode I think of you and overload I want you close inside the most Dig in your heels use your toes pull my hair Oh how it grows Breath in Breath out Scream and shout Up and down In and out Faster slower almost over A thunder bolt A midnight stroke pleasure beyond compare Oh God yes right there Harder Harder Make it hurt Smack my ass That always works Faster Faster Almost there Release within I don't care All over We stop and stare Sweat glisten in our hair It is what it is and that is that sex is what you want and sex is what you got!

Judgement........
Today is not my judgment day, for I am still alive. I have lived by the ethics and morals that have been instilled in my very core: my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. My love flows deep and strong through my very being, just like the great rivers that course through this great nation. I stand up for my beliefs and would die defending those beliefs. I would die defending the things I love…..my children, my loved ones and my country. I have been broken….which has taught me strength……I have been hurt …. which has taught me to be kind......I have been made fun of.......which has taught me respect........I have been looked up to.......which has taught me humility......I have been lost.....which has taught me leadership……I have been loved….which has taught me compassion…..I have been in danger…..which has taught me to fear………I have conquered fear …… which has taught me percerverence…….I have been the protector……which has taught me to be selfless….. Judge me not for what you think

The Silver Tears I Cry
The torments of my past, crawl deep inside my soul no one can see the pain I feel, for the lie upon my face time in time, the build up cuts.......there needs to be release So, Blood red drops fill my cup with every silver tear I cry I finally feel at peace

Broken Heart
Today I cried, for I knew you could see it in my eyes. A simple kiss on the cheek, three simple words whispered in your ear What we've known all along, confirmed through all the tears Then, a simple kiss on the lips, we know what this must mean Alone we'll stand, alone to cry, two pieces of the whole ...for we have just said goodbye

For The Boys On This Site:
And yes I am talking to the boys and not the men. Because real men do not talk to women only to fuck them. They also do not immediately stop talking to them because they are taken. Boys do that. You know, the ones who rate you and fan you and then leave comments on your pics like "yumm" and "nice tits" or " I'd luv to hit that" (you know who you are). The boys who jump in your shoutbox and call you "baby" or get mad because you wont share your messenger screen name. Or even worse, the ones who do all of this at once. These boys are exactly the kind of males that should not be allowed to even masterbate just for the insanely small possibility that it could produce a smaller version of them. To those boys I would like to say this: Please stop listening to the regurgitated garbage being thrown at you by pop culture and start respecting women, not as things you would like to fuck, but as human beings. Maybe pick up a book or two or 20 and learn a new word in the english languag

Carebear Is Doing What????
Needing your help! If everyone on my friends/fans list and anyone that reads this could give me just 10 comments and a rate on the picture below, I would greatly appreciate it. Its for a fubucks giveaway. For the person with the most comments at the end of the giveaway gets a weeks blast. The person that leaves me the most comments, I will pimp them out in the blast. Leave me a private message with how many comments you left after you are completely done leaving comments. It will be verified. Thanks for any and all help! hugs and kisses Carrie aka Carebear

Sent To Me!
You say you don't inspire me, That statement holds no truth. You've helped me recapure something, I haven't seen since my youth. The days I was gone, Weighed like years on my heart. The sun didn't shine,no birds sang, my pen almost idle,I didn't know where to start. This morning when I awoke, And saw that beautiful face. My words sprang back to life, My heart back in it's place. You say you don't inspire me, On this you can rest assured. Without you my pen would fall from my hand, On that you have my word. ------------------------------------- You see me in different shades, In all different points or degrees. But when you read my words, Then you get the inner me. You may believe I'm something I'm not, my looks can be very decieving. If you take the time to read my words, Then hopefully your heart can start believing. When I look at you,I see your beauty, I feel your eyes,your smile,words that ring true. Now you know all of me, But do I know al

My Name
My name is not Hon, nor sweetie, or babe, the name you can call me is the ones that I gave. You can call me by angel or Jenni or such but the terms of endearment are reserved for my love. He is a fine man my sweetheart I'd say so that is a term I might send HIS way. If you cannot remember who you are talking to then I don't want to be talking to you.

How Dolly Ends Her Day.. Naughty Dolly...xxx~
I find myself laying in bed evry night trying to put my head on the pillow and fall asleep.. Instead, every night I find myself sooo fucking horny that I cant just fall asleep.. I start to think about all these naughty, kink, taboo things and then I find myself starting to run my fingers over my shirt, rubing my fgers over my nipples.. Feeling them get really hard.. I start thinking about you sneaking through my window while everyone (including myself) is asleep.. I think about waking up to you hovering over me with your cock right by my lips.. Its at that thought taht I take my mands and run them over my black lace panties that are getting very wet.. I begin to take my fingers and tease my clit with them.. I can feel my clit throbbing.. OMG Im so FUCKING HORNY!! I start to shift in my bed and my mind comtinues to wander.. I start thinking about how when I see you standing over me with you hard throbbing cock out, I want to yell out for help but Im too late.. You put your hand behind m

Just Venting
I am just wondering why is it that someone would want to keep something from you especially if you tell them you don't mind something, but you want to know what they are doing. Like you say you find something that kind of upsets you. How are you suppose to react. Are you suppose to say what the hell is this or what? Oh well, AND NO I am not talking about anyone in particular. So before you think I am talking about you honey I am not.

Once You've Learned To Be Lonely
myself by ~caravan on deviantART You're asking me to open up I'm tryin' my best to give enough To keep this love alive It wouldn't be so hard for me to do If it hadn't have been for all my heart's been through But once you've learned to be lonely And lonely is the only thing you've known It begins to feel like home It becomes your comfort zone Once you've learned to be without someone And settle for the silence of an empty room Oh,it changes you There's a lot you have to undo Once you've learned to be lonely It becomes a habit of the heart To be afraid and even start To try and love again I want to give you myself to you But I've been alone that I'm scared to move But once you've learned to be lonely And lonely is the only thing you've known It begins to feel like home It becomes your comfort zone Once you've learned to be without someone And settle for the silence of an empty room Oh,it changes you There's a lot you have to undo Once you've learned

If You Are Thinking About Asking Don't
No I don't have a webcam so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! No I don't have any other pics of me so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be taking any nude pics EVER so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! My bra size, my cup size, my jean size or any other size is none of your business so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be meeting you for lunch dinner or anything else you can think of so if you are thinking of asking DON'T! My relationship is great and I will not be changing it so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! This blog is not intended as a joke! I am tired of stupidity, so if you are thinking about asking about it DON'T!!!

Tone's Expressions
Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go accept challenges for tomorrow to be filled agree'd to reason myself show or not to show at all , yet seek passions beyond new horizons That Iam in search face to face onwards I'll press on from day to day wagering insticts perhaps if I shall fail agree'd to reason myself so what the hell Wont know if I get there or not when indeed where do I stop Exceeding challenges calls for taking chances I guess yesterday flew on by Today I'll collect and gather my tokens tomorrow I'll set forth , beyond new horizons Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go Agree'd to reason myself stand tall be bold upon within beyond new horizons agree'd to reason myself remain strong let it be known Agree'd to reason myself yes beyond new horizons

To All Those Naysayers And Non-believers
I found someone special! And I say that with confidence. And even though I have heard so many say that it's not "for real" or what not, I know what I feel, and what I've experienced over the past few months. A woman who has so many qualities I look for in a woman, plus so many other qualities I never thought I would find as amazing and endearing as I have found in her. "But she's so.....different!". All the greater reason to say she's special. She's unlike anyone I have ever met or known in my lifetime. I know it all sounds cliche', but I'm being honest with myself. I am happy, not just right now, but I can see me being very happy down the road. Hard to explain, but no explanation needed. And so many people say they're "looking" for all these intangible qualities in a significant other. Sense of humor, great attitude, as long as it's in a package with blonde hair and big tits. Good personality, and down to earth, as long as she has a firm ass. Sweet nature, beautiful smile, as lo

Internet Encounter Pt 5
I was totally in awww, There's gotta be something wrong with him.i sent him one last message , anthony.... yea , i enjoyed our date and there is nothing that could have made it better. i was shocked seeing you at church, i couldent quit thinking about you the whole time.well im getting off ,you have my number.feel free to call whenever. caio~ Joslyn. messaged sent ! i signed off, I sat there for a minute wishing i could see him right then ,right now! "the phone begins to ring' hello! hay baby! O hi Tia Lydia.... Joz i was so happy you came to church today,you know you arent going no where with out involving the lord in your journey! yes ti ti i know, is this why you called to preach the gospel to me? No baby I just feel the urge to talk to you! why tia you act like something's wrong! Are you ok? yesss! im mean yes baby im fine! oh ok. well jos i wont keep you long, I just wanted to call and tell you i love you dare. and i was wondering

Internet Encounter Pt 4
After Tia Lydia's long speech about being a lady we made our way up the isle where tia lydia claimed rank and shoved us in the first row of seats..the service today was nice and for once was not boring, especially sense the congregation had a new pastor. a young gentleman who could be no older then his early thirties.... after the service was over me, tia lydia and Lisa made our way around the church embracing each other and shaking a million hands. while the elders prayed over Lisa and I , and thanked god we returned to the church.Dang joz ! lisa mumbled, you would think we came back from the dead, the way these people are acting . but before i could get a word out tia lydia gave a quick nudge to lisa's side and at the same time managed to give me that look. you know the look that scares you way worst then the actually beating that usually follows... as we were finishing up our last round of goodbye's lisa disappeared and found her self welcoming the new pastor,

Who Wants To Own Me?? Hehe
IM UP FOR SALE IN PEBBLES AUCTION.. HERES PEBBLES.. BE SURE TO ADD/FAN/RATE HER TO GAIN ACCESS TO THE AUCTION FOLDER ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar SO WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR OWN QUEEN FOR A MONTH?? HERES WHAT IM OFFERING... Owned by in name for 1 month Add to top friends list for 1 month Blog pimp out Profile link pimp on my page for 1 month All pics rated 10s during HH ( 11s if I get VIP) All stash rated during a HH 2 gift per day Daily profile comment 1 SFW Salute 1 NSFW Salute CLICK THE PIC AND PUT UP A BID!!

Sex Application(lame)
1.Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position(s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. Lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.wats your number?( )___-____ 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Poetry/my Depression
*The Night* By: Danielle F.A. McDade The moon glows brightly In the darkened sky Dark like me All alone in the vast universe Alone like me It’s a curse People know it’s there They know I’m here They pass it by As they pass me by It silently weeps As tears flow down my cheeks The dark is its refuge It finds comfort in the night I am a shadow You wont find me in the light As the sun rises The moon despises All the glory And praise it gets It has to go through Another day of torture And waiting For the night to come So it can glow brightly again *Rage* By:Danielle F.A. McDade Windows, clear blue skies. Bright shining stars. Wishing – Hoping – Praying. He’s the one. Don’t compromise. Don’t settle for second best. Chaos. Crazy. Rage! Peacefulness – Meditation. Trying to do the right thing. Not succeeding. Saying yes. Wanting to say no. Feelings and emotions. Happiness and sadness. Hurting so much. Crying dry tears. Wanting – Alone. Rage!! Social misfit

Bitchslap.
It seems to me, that everytime I take two steps forward...I get knocked backwards a few steps. And I am not being gently blown backwards. No. I am being bitchslapped there. I wasn't in love with my husband. I have never badmouthed him. I didn't go forth and spew out hatred and stories about him to my family or friends. I simply stated... I don't want to be married to someone that I am not in love with.

Not "just A Mom"
Not "Just a Mom" A woman named Emily renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job, or are you just a... "Of course I have a job," snapped Emily. "I'm a mother." "We don't list 'mother' as an occupation... 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient, and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it, I do not know... The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ballpoint pen frozen in midair, and looked up as though she

My "fu-owner"
Yes, it's true! I am now "Fu-Owned" for a month, as of today by ~*~SWEET~*~ and she is just that, SWEET! :) She has been a good friend of mine for quite some time now and if you haven't already met her, you should click on the link below and meet her! She's an awesome woman and you'd never be sorry for visiting her page! She was the highest bidder in the auction I was just in, hosted by Sweet♥Judy and in exchange, she is going to get a lot of nice things from me during the next month! :) So, go check her out and if you want, tell her, her "slave" sent you! :P ~*~SWEET~*~ Read My Profile!!@ fubar

My Day
My day was okies chatted with loverboy for a bit...Man I miss him saying he loves me...but all comes in time...Gah I hate time...Lately i have been very confident in the way i look which is good cause i take better pictures.. Ummm i go back to school tommarow which is boring cause i dont know what to do...:C...boring nesss...On our last projects...weeee enjoyment... Man apart of me wants to go to texas and break down his door and just make him understand how much i care for him...wether it be tourturing his ass or smuthering him to death...LMAO

Drinking Guide 101
BEER TROUBLESHOOTING GUIDE SYMPTOM: Feet cold and wet: CAUSE: Glass Being held at incorrect angle. CORRECTIVE ACTION: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling SYMPTOM: Feet warm and wet: CAUSE: Improper Bladder Control CORRECTIVE ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about lack of house training SYMPTOM: Beer unusually pale and tasteless CAUSE: a. Glass empty. b. You're holding a Coors Lite CORRECTIVE ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights CAUSE: You have fallen over backward. CORRECTIVE ACTION: Have yourself leashed to bar SYMPTOM: Mouth contains cigarette butts, back of head covered with ashes CAUSE: You have fallen forward CORRECTIVE ACTION: See above SYMPTOM: Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet CAUSE: a. Mouth not open b. Glass applied to wrong part of face CORRECTIVE ACTION: Retire to restroom, practice in mirror SYMPTOM: Floor Blurr

Girls N Guys Only!!!!
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Dat520me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me On a scale of 1-10 10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No Send the results to me in

Body Image
for the last few years I didn't have a real good imagie of myself as far as my body and personality was. I just got out of a divorce which was mentally abusive...how i've learned time will heal and a person can grow. I've lost 40lbs since last July and i'm pretty happy about that...while there are areas that i need to work on there's other parts where i'm glad they are how they are now. I love my chest even as i have lost weight it's still there...i also like my butt...i'm curvier now but not blobby as much...now i just want to tighten things up. I'm not looking to be some size 8...i like my curves now and i've had some people notice how i look better so that makes me feel better. summer is coming up so i need to start working on my arms more. Like i was taught last summer...you have a beuatiful body why hide in black...your shoulders are great (thanks E)...i've even heard how my legs are just fine the way they are. Its just good to finally feel comfortable in my own skin and co

Don;t Ever Repeat These. Lol
10. That shirt is very becoming on you. Then again if I were on you I would be coming too. 9. Fuck me if I'm wrong, but is your name Frank? 8. The word of the day is legs, let's go back to my car and spread the word. 7. If your left leg is Thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas, can we meet between the holidays? 6. You look lost, would you like directions to my bed? 5. Good news! You're having my baby! 4. Hi, my name is Zeus, would you like to be my goddess? 3. Are you a thief? Because I just met you and you've already stolen my heart. 2. I lost my phone number can I have yours? 1. Baby, I'd drag my herpes-encrusted pecker through a mile of broken glass just to eat the corn out of your shit!

Ty All Soooo Much!
Thank You to EVERYONE who went out of their way to make me... I have some amazing friends who also have some fantastic friends! I can't possibly list everyone here because there are just too many. I will be working on pimpouts over the next couple of days. I feel compelled to get your "permission" to include you in a bulletin or blog due to recent events. I was told it wasn't polite to pimp someone without their permission when my intention would only ever be to help. So, if you helped and would like included please send me a private message and let me know. It was a great race and though I didn't get there first am proud to say WE DID IT IN 19 DAYS! I levelled to FuQueen on Feb. 24th and Godmother on March 15th! WOW! TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ...YOU ROCK! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar

Me....gettin Low! :d
SHAWTY GOT LOW, LOW, LOW, LOW, LOW! *winkz* LEMME KNO WHUT YA THINK OF MY LIL VID! DIS JUST A LIL SAMPLE BUT UMM SUM "WHITE GURLZ" CAN DANCE! :P WANT ME TO GET LOW ON U? *lol* :D MUCH LUV AND ENJOY! 8-P

G.o.o.d...
i will continue to write and support these people who do unselfish acts everyday just to keep us alive, safe and free. my mom gave me some papers that my pop had from world war 2,, he was awarded three bronze stars, for courage , bravery ,,, he was a scout and had done osme amazing things. i am going to actually post the letter that he received with one of his stars on here. reading alot of my pops world war 2 things omg people have no idea how brave and what courage these men and women have. sometimes i just sit and shake my hand cause i just dont get how people of america can not support people who help keep america free. my heart goes out to all of the families,, who have to wonder everyday if their loved one will come home,,the hardest thing for me is when a new baby is born and their father or mother is not there for the birth. omg! what heart ache,, there is a picture on here that i actually cry when i see it.. it is of a mom and newborn baby , and the caption is that the husban

Amen
It's another night in hell Another child won't live to tell Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death And as we sit free and well Another soldier has to yell Tell my wife and children I love them in his last breath C'mon now amen, amen, amen Habitual offenders, scumbag lawyers with agendas I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know what's worse Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors Now I'm scared to send my children to church And how can we seek salvation when our nations race relations Got me feeling guilty of being white But faith in human nature, our creator and our savior, I'm no saint But I believe in what is right C'mon now amen, amen I said amen, amen Stop pointing fingers and take some blame, Pull your future away from the flame Open up your mind and start to live Stop short changing your neighbors Living off hand outs and favors, and maybe Give a little bit more than you got to give Simplify, testify, identify,

Just Another Thing
Why do men have to be assholes? I have been in my fair share of realtionships and it always seems to be that the men say they are going to do something and don’t fallow through. Now if this happened only once or twice I would assume that they got busy or forgot. That wouldn’t be a big deal but when it constantly happens over and over again waht are we to think. Then I love how they are pissed that you get mad. Hell yes I am going to get mad. You constantly are saying that you are going to do some thing and then don’t do it. We are always put at the bottom of the list like you think that we aren’t going to notice that we don’t matter and that an "I am sorry" or "baby, I love you" is going to fix it all. They may work the first couple of times but after a little while we start to realize that we just aren’t that important to you and we will move on to some one else. There is a quote on my profifle that states "One day you are going to wake up and realize how much she me

Brazil, I Am In Love With The Country, But Not Impressed By The Quality Of Operation Of Their Airlines And Air Traffic Control
This is surreal .... Brazil has everything to please: great climate, lovely and in many aspects unique scenery, friendly population (yeah, you know me, I'm talking about those sexy women scattered around everywhere, I think it's the climate, I've seen the same in South-East Asia, women dress very sexy - well, at least to me, a silly European). BUT ... today I experienced again the total failure of their air traffic organisation. It started good though, only half an hour to queue up at the TAM desk (where supposedly my tickets were waiting for me). I ended up with a kind young man who said nothing more than "they are checking for your ticket, sir" and left me to myself. After 15 minutes, a girl appeared and she managed to print me my e-ticket in less than 10 minutes ... after which I had to go to another counter (of course) to get my boarding pass. I tried (and succeeded) e-boarding, so off I went, full of high experiences. Alas, boarding gate was a 'general' gate, meaning eve

A Word The The Wise
I am sure that I a very awesome bunch of friends however, may we all always realize that behind every momitor is a real person with feelings and a life and some people dont have the best of lives. This is why i always do my best to be as kind and loving as possible. Even when I am treated bad I never retaliate. It takes much more character and diginty to smile and move on and be kind tham be mean back. Aura is a bitch as is karma ( maybe the same) luv to you all !

Just Tired Of It All...
Its like no matter what I do, I feel either that Im bothering someone or that Im not worth a shit in the eyes of some. Maybe my kindness is my weakness. Well regardless its time fer me to do some house cleaning. I joined this site a while ago and never did anything on it. Then my friend told me to join and I rediscovered that I already had. Ever since then Ive met some awesome people and some people were just using me for points. Well guess they all got what they wanted. Im tired of the drama. Time to move on to brighter days...

Survey: Meg 101.
101. Do you want to be in a relationship? Not at the moment, but I wouldn't be opposed to it if the right guy comes along. 100. What's your profile song and why? My first profile song is "What A Wonderful World" by Louis Armstrong because it's a beautiful song that reminds people of what is beautiful about the world. We need those reminders, you know? :P I just love his voice too! 99. Do you have a job? Nope. I'm just getting back on my feet socially. I'm about to volunteer this Spring. 98. Last person you were in a car with? I was with my sister and nephew in her trizuck. 97. Do you have a crush on someone? Maybe. 96. Talking to anyone right now? if so who? At this very moment I am silent. 95. What is your current ring tone? Tamacun by Rodrigo y Gabriela. 94. Where was the last place you took a plane to? Arizona. My sister, nephew and his daddy are heading there tonight. I am seriously going to miss them for the next four days. 93. What is the last mov

Very Sick
to all my friends and family, i would like to apologize if i am not on talking or rating as you would expect me to be. I have been struggling with migrains off and on for some time now... and this weekend they have gotten me down. I cant sit up long, i cant handle any bright light, and any loud noises are killer. I have literally been practically bed ridden for the past 2 to 3 days. if i am not feeling better tomorrow, i will go to the hospital when a nurse gets here to stay with my children. as most of u know i have a son who is handicapped and can not be left alone and i have no family or friends in the area that can or will help me out. so i am stuck at the mercy of the cnas that help with my son. so please be patient .. i will get to each and everyone one of my friends pages as soon as possible. thanks for ur patience and understanding.

My Poem
Day By Day by: d.p I live by the way of my CHI finding the right beat to maintain my sanity cant stop rainy days from fallowing me my heart is right but mind is wrong listen to the wind with just the right ears you will see that breeze does sing a song my worries and fears haven't manifested in years so many times I've tried only to be denied when times get hard thats when i show my true scars and pried never been beat to the punch but it always seems to end with good luck my soul to be set free only to come back with divinity when walking on the wrong path just remember that you can always walk back realize that these eyes never cry even if out of trees to get high my way of living is to tough for most hate those people who always boast with the lord by my side i have never been afraid to die knowing that JAH will provide mother earth please don't cry she has been beaten and sucked dry to kill this cancer men have to subside their pried politics use hyp

Let It Go..
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over and you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when

And You Just Thought These Were Gone
IN THE PAST WEEK IVE HAD TO DO ALOT OF SOUL SEARCHING IVE HAD TO DIG DEEP DOWN AND THINK ABOUT ALOT FROM HERE AT HOME TO HERE IN FU-LAND. I HAVE A ISSUE WITH ALOT OF THINGS BUT WHATS REALLY IN MY CRAWL IS ALL THE NAME CALLING ALL THE CRAP THATS GOING ON HERE! IT NEEDS TO STOP! THE DRAMA NEEDS TO STOP! I WONDER AT TIMES THAT SINCE MY ACCOUNT WAS DELETED MAYBE I SHOULD OR SHOULD HAVE NOT COME BACK! BUT I DID AND I BROUGHT SOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS WITH ME IVE LOST ALOT AND MORE THEN ANY OF YOU WILL EVER KNOW BUT I FOUND ALOT. THERE IS GOOD ON BOTH SIDES BELIVE ME I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS AND MY NEW FAMILY AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED YOU ALL ARE MY FAMILY IF I COULD PUT ALL OF YOU IN MY LIST I WOULD BLAME FU ON THAT:p ALL I AM SAYING IS GIVE PEACE A CHANCE NOT THE DRAMA. I FOR ONE WILL HAVE ANYONE IN MY LISTS AND WILL HELP ANYONE I WANT AND IF ITS A PROBLEM THEN OH WELL ITS YOURS NOT MINE OK? OK IM DONE IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR I THANK YOU! ROCK ON FUBAR! THE WATCHER

Don't Mess With Farm Kids!!!
DON'T MESS WITH FARM KIDS A young boy comes down for breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores. 'Not yet,' said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little ticked off so when he feeds the chickens, he kicks a chicken. When he feeds the cows, he kicks a cow. When he feeds the pigs, he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. 'How come I don't get any eggs and bacon, and why don't I have any m ilk in my cereal?' he asks. 'Well,' his mother says, 'I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I saw you kick the cow so for a week you aren't getting any milk.' Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says, 'Yo

Update To Blog Posted 3/13/2008
I have made a change in my top friends again. Now the person in the #1 spot is a true friend. As for the one who was on the top of my list, he is now way at the bottom. I am putting things behind me and on my way to a new and better life. Going back home to Alabama soon. Have a friend or two from around there that I met here and can't wait to met them in person. One in particular, but that is another blog for another time. Thanks again to all those who have given me their love and support....

First Execution By Electric Chair
First Execution By Electric Chair On August 6, 1890, at Auburn Prison in New York, the first execution by electrocution in history was carried out against William Kemmler, who had been convicted of murdering his lover, Matilda Ziegler, with an axe. Electrocution as a humane means of execution was first suggested in 1881 by Dr. Albert Southwick, a dentist. Southwick had witnessed an elderly drunkard "painlessly" killed after touching the terminals of an electrical generator in Buffalo, New York. In the prevalent form of execution at the time--death by hanging--the condemned were known to hang by their broken necks for up to 30 minutes before succumbing to asphyxiation. In 1889, New York's Electrical Execution Law, the first of its kind in the world, went into effect, and Edwin R. Davis, the Auburn Prison electrician, was commissioned to design an electric chair. Closely resembling the modern device, Davis' chair was fitted with two electrodes, which were composed o

Amazing Story
well i had the most amazing thing happen to me sat night. and i want to share this with my friends. i have a daughter i havent heard from in many yrs we are talking like 10 yrs or so .and just because of the other side of the family had filled her head with so much bullshit. my beautiful daughter is now 27 yrs old and has 2 beautiful kids. i was on my email account sat night when i had a message come in saying i had a message on myspace i went to check myspace and when i did i had the most amazing thing facing me . i had a message from my daughter i havent talked to in all these years she finally found me i tell you i cant even describe the feeling i had it seems like a dream come true . i waited for so long to hear from her i knew in my heart someday she would find me when the time was right. we have been talking everyday on yahoo and on the phone . she is making plans to come and see me and her brothes and her other sister.so believe me this all made my weekend the best weekend i hav

G.o.o.d.....thank You So Very Much!!!
people really need to look around and see that this country is definatly the way it is because of all the volunteers, armed force personal, ff,policemen,. imagine if we didnt have these people omg we would be living in constant fear always looking over our shoulders. i value life and people who are willing to put thier lives on the line for perfect strangers,, can you tell me anyone who can beat them? unselfish,,, big time,,, i wish i could do more,, my dream is to one day get to go to germany and spend a week or month and help, visit and thank these amazing people. i wish i had money,, i would visit as many hospitals that i could,, it would be amazing just to meet anyone of them. i just dont get how people wont support them,, i really dont..

Nz Dolphin Rescues Beached Whales
NZ dolphin rescues beached whalesby BBC News NEW ZEALAND (BBC) A dolphin has come to the rescue of two whales which had become stranded on a beach in New Zealand. Conservation officer Malcolm Smith told the BBC that he and a group of other people had tried in vain for an hour and a half to get the whales to sea. The pygmy sperm whales had repeatedly beached, and both they and the humans were tired and set to give up, he said. But then the dolphin appeared, communicated with the whales, and led them to safety. The bottlenose dolphin, called Moko by local residents, is well known for playing with swimmers off Mahia beach on the east coast of the North Island. Mr Smith said that just when his team was flagging, the dolphin showed up and made straight for them. "I don't speak whale and I don't speak dolphin," Mr Smith told the BBC, "but there was obviously something that went on because the two whales changed their attitude from being quite distressed to following the

Fedral Government Economic Stimulis Rebate
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help & please support the US.

Matt
on Feb 02 2007 I lost my son Matt in Ramadi Iraq at the tender age of 18 from that day my life seemed to be spinning like a mini cooper on black Ice I went through the firsts ( first bithday of his first turkey day first christmas 1 year death 1 year buried ) now I am moving onward and hopfully upward going through a varied style seeing I've been here in Ct for 7 years now ( 2008 makes it 7 ) and losing a relationship of 5 years during the same year as my son new year new beginnings comming from Montana and being here as long as I have I still see problems adjusting to the differences between the 2 but I will dealk as best I can thus the debate about do I change and adjust or stay the same thank you for the votes. To be continued

20 Strange Coincidences - But True
20 Strange Coincidences - but true 1. James Dean's car curse In September 1955, James Dean was killed in a horrific car accident whilst he was driving his Porsche sports car. After the crash the car was seen as very unlucky. a) When the car was towed away from accident scene and taken to a garage, the engine slipped out and fell onto a mechanic, shattering both of his legs. b) Eventually the engine was bought by a doctor, who put it into his racing car and was killed shortly afterwards, during a race. Another racing driver, in the same race, was killed in his car, which had James Dean's driveshaft fitted to it. c) When James Dean's Porsche was later repaired, the garage it was in was destroyed by fire. d) Later the car was displayed in Sacramento, but it fell off it's mount and broke a teenager's hip. e) In Oregon, the trailer that the car was mounted on slipped from it's towbar and smashed through the front of a shop. f) Finally, in 1959, the car mysteriously broke into 11

Rangers 1 Gks Katowice 0 - Uefa Cup 1st Rnd 1st Leg 1988
Rangers 1 GKS Katowice 0 - UEFA Cup 1st Rnd 1st Leg 1988 Rangers 3 Gornik Zabrze 1 - EC Rnd 2 - 1st leg 1987 Paris SG 0 Rangers 0 Uefa Cup 3rd Rnd 2nd Leg 2001 - Match The Bears in Bremen RANGERS FC: ROAD TO THE CUP MANCHESTER (MOV00027.3gp) Rangers Football Club Rangers FC follow follow song

Hide Away And Tell Them Hankster Sent You
This is the greatest for friends and fun, get in there and shown the love, PLEASE WIN A 7 DAY BLAST!!! We Want your Friends and We are Willing to Award you for your Efforts!!!! Win a 7 day blast and $100,000 free fubux TONIGHT ONLY!! OFFER EXPIRES @ 10PM CENTRAL TIME!! ~*~TODAY ONLY~*~ Send people into The HideAway Lounge today & Have them Subscribe & Make Sure They Tell Us That You Sent Them or you will NOT get CREDIT for them!!! PUT A COMMENT IN THE COMMENT SECTION SAYING THAT YOU SENT THEM!!!! Easy enough, huh? 1DAY BLAST AND $100,000 FUBUX FOR THE MOST MEMBERS BROUGHT IN TONIGHT.... THEY MUST TELL US U SENT THEM, AND THEY MUST SUBSCRIBE, HAVE THEM PUT A COMMENT IN THE COMMENT SECTION BELOW SAYING U SENT THEM woohoo LETS GOOOOOOO !!! *HUGS&LUVS* mZmIC Just Click the pic below: This special event brought to you by: We will Be Giving away Blasts,Fu-bucks,Drinks and If you Come by and Stick around YOU

Screw It...
Problems with friends...they always seem to go after the same freakin guy I want and yet I am the nice and loyal friend and back down...but ya knows what, no more Ms. Nice girl whenever I see a guy I want damnit imma head after him no matter what they gotta say, they can just cry and boo-hoo on someone else's shoulder...No more runnin over top of me ya hear...tired of that issue, it's time I wake up and realize that I have a chance too!

"mad Issues"
****Words to think about**** Relationships Trying to be something you are not..... Learn to love, stop making it a game.... Stop making life such a confusion.....and maybe one day we will stop having........"MAD ISSUES"

In Time For St Patttys Day....an Irish Viagra!
AN IRISH VIAGRA! An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his advise in reviving her husband's libido. 'What about trying Viagra?' asked the doctor. 'Not a chance', she said. 'He won't even take an aspirin.' 'Not a problem,' replied the doctor. 'Give him an 'Irish Viagra' It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went.' It wasn't a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, 'Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!' 'Really? What happened?' asked the doctor. 'Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent me cups and tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and took me th

12 Reasons Chocolate Is Better Than Sex
1. You can have chocolate in front of your parents. 2. Nobody starts rumors about who you shared chocolate with. 3. People of the same sex can share chocolate without being called names. 4. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 5. Chocolate is satisfying even if it's gone soft. 6. No matter what kind of chocolate you like, it's legal. 7. You can have chocolate with a whole group of friends without being obscene. 8. If you have to pay for your chocolate, it's not too expensive. 9. Chocolate is just as attractive when you're sober. 10. A big piece of chocolate lasts longer, but even a small piece is satisfying. 11. You can have chocolate in the office without upsetting your co-workers. 12. It's easy to GET chocolate any time you want!!!

Come To Hideaway
WIN A 7 DAY BLAST!!! We Want your Friends and We are Willing to Award you for your Efforts!!!! Win a 1 day blast and $100,000 free fubux TONIGHT ONLY!! OFFER EXPIRES @ 10PM CENTRAL TIME!! ~*~TODAY ONLY~*~ Send people into The HideAway Lounge today & Have them Subscribe & Make Sure They Tell Us That You Sent Them or you will NOT get CREDIT for them!!! PUT A COMMENT IN THE COMMENT SECTION SAYING THAT YOU SENT THEM!!!! Easy enough, huh? 1DAY BLAST AND $100,000 FUBUX FOR THE MOST MEMBERS BROUGHT IN TONIGHT.... THEY MUST TELL US U SENT THEM, AND THEY MUST SUBSCRIBE, HAVE THEM PUT A COMMENT IN THE COMMENT SECTION BELOW SAYING U SENT THEM woohoo LETS GOOOOOOO !!! *HUGS&LUVS* mZmIC Just Click the pic below: This special event brought to you by: We will Be Giving away Blasts,Fu-bucks,Drinks and If you Come by and Stick around YOU can FInd oUT The REST!!!! So Click on the HideAway pic below and join us for the Festivities...

You
You At frist i felt like crying begging god to dry my tears i sit and reminisce about all the good times i stare at you across the way block that i still care i'm still in love with the way you run your hands around me i'm sick of crying you know i love you i should stop feeling down & blame you instead you'll ask me why my friends still vibe i'll turn and walk away i'll tell you that i hate you we'll have nothing left to say we'll finally think it's over that this must be the end than one day my heart will stop as you hold your new love i'll force myself to realize that in time my heart will heal the feelings that i once had will slowly fade away.

In Another Life
In another life you may have been my freind In another life you may have been my lover In another life you may have been my enemy In another life you have been my lord and king In another life you have been my sout mate But in this life we must begin again a new But in this life we must reach out our hands But in this life we must take the chance But in this life we must be open minded But in this life we must speek honestly and true For this life we live for today til our next life For this life we live for the happiness we share For this life we share our hopes of a better tomorrow.

Hope In A World Of War
Ok every one this is just one of my many poems that i worked very hard on. So please let me know what you think. Thank you Hope in a world of war She lies among a bed of rose in search for the light of hope in a dark sea of nothing puts on a smile to all the saddness she trys to rise adove all the pain her face still wet from the past and it's wounds she feel deep inside herself looks for a new streangth at last she sees the light of hope she grows wings so pure & flys away to find the one thing she's been lookinhg for her dreams did come true the wounds are healing her face no longer wet from tears of saddness and pain she has the streangth to go on she now sings a song of peace she found peace in a world at war.

Something Must Be Wrong With Me
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Jamiie, Thank You
A Tribute to those who served and died In time of War, they heeded the call They took up arms "Freedom For All" They went to serve in a far away land In battles they fought, they took a stand In honor of Country, their duty they performed For those who died, our Country sadly mourned There were many who fell and gave their lives Leaving behind children, mothers, fathers and wives They fought the fight to "Let Freedom Ring" In honor of that, their praises we sing To those who died, we salute you all And give our thanks for heeding the call!!