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Yeah! I Made $10..did You?
I found a new website, that you get paid for every post that you do. It's actually a really fun site, and I've already made the payout this month. The payout is $10 via paypal. Check it out, and if your interested, join :) http://www.mylot.com/?ref=jenni7202 ♥Jenni

Back From The Grave! So To Speak
yup, just got back from training about a month ago and havent had time to stop by and post something up..i work too much anyways, stop by say hi have drink or hell hit me up on msn, i am always online..doesnt mean i am there...

This One I Really Like. :)
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

First Hh Ever
Wednesday 6 PM FU-Time.... Double the points. Half the price for drinks and gifts and it's all because of DJ*CuffedDesire* Save your 11's, show her plenty of love. Go rate crazy when it's her happy hour! Rate everyone's stash! Vote on mumms till you can't vote anymore! Rate pics till you hit your max level! Leave pic comments till you can't leave anymore! Show as much fu-love during her happy hour as you can. Whether it's on her page or other people's pages! But be sure to drop by and at least rate her and show her a little love So drink up while rating like crazy all over the FU! Just remember...show a little love to the host who made it all possible for double the points and cheaper drinks during this happy hour! While you're at it buy her some bling Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com

My Grilfriend..
For those of you who may not know, I have been in a relationship for 9 months with a girl whom i swore i loved.. to the point i bought her a ring.. but she recently found out that i have been cheating on her. Please do not contact me on here anymore as i am no longer participating

Pics
Is it me or are people trying so hard to make their photo look so cool by making it move an shit until it becomes the most annoying fucking thing on this site to date.I mean sometimes I'll be checkin this hot girl out ,etc and her profile pic is tryin to grab me strangle me tryin to jump out of the fucking computer till I cannot rate anymore lol stop this still picture movement its killin your photo........Jason

Much Thanks
Just wanted to Thank everyone that had left gifts and messages while i was gone. Things are finally starting to calm down a bit around here , working on finishing up the homeschooling for the girls for this school year and still working on changing my eating to a healthy lifestyle....its been hard but it seems to be going well .....much love all around

Tuesday 3/25/08
today so far kicks ass.... my neighbor nikki has been like M.I.A. for like a few years.... so we went for a walk for like a mile.... we talked bout the good ol' days and totally had a good time.... shes seein an ex cop who got kicked off the force and blah blah.... crazy shit... but it was totally awesome to hang with her again after not seein her for a long time..... so im happy with that.... were goin out 2nite to see a moobie round nineish.... shes cool.... very pretty girl... to bad she fucked most of her life away..... she'll always be a friend tho... so thats awesome. and totally cool if she can stay on the straight n narrow. richard peirce

It's The Ass.
Your Inner Pop Princess Is Shakira "Baby I would climb the Andes solely To count the freckles on your body Never could imagine there were only Too many ways to love somebody" You're more a poet than a pop star. Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

Blonde Joke
a blonde is driving down the road. she glances out the window and sees another blonde in a rowboat out in the middle of a wheat field. the 1st blonde stops her car and gets out. she puts her hans to her mouth and hollers "it's blondes like u that give us a bad name. if i could swim, i'd go and kick your ass!"

D'oh!
Today is a "I can't brain today... I have the dumb" sort of day! First I went to make french toast and dumped garlic fricken powder in instead of cinnamon, and now I went to move all my tattoo pictures to a different folder and can't find where the hell the fuckers went. Sometimes I am amazed I can even manage to get my clothes on without causing myself serious bodily injury!

You Decide
Body: Aug 23, 2007 11:49 AM Subject: two tough questions Body: Body: 2 Tough Questions Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon , used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wif

Hehehe T/f?
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Tag, You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I was adopted. 3. I love to cook/bake. 4. My favorite color is yellow. 5.I used to have a cattery and bred show cats. 6.I was part of the team that was responsable for getting the IMAX camera operating on the space shuttle. 7. I hate yard work. 8 I grow orchids.. 9. I love classsical music. 10.I'm an amateur radio operator, and certified skywarn spotter/storm chaser. I am sending this to...Chell, Beep, Sylvia, Learning to Fly, and Cheryl.

My Name
well this is a blog and you are suppose to put what you are thinking right? so if you are not interested in my ranting then please exit this particular blog. I do not even know where to start. I have not felt so frustrated with my name since elementary school. I usually enjoy my name and how unique it is. It is indeed Candy on my birth certificate, SSN, drivers license, and marriage certificate. It is not a nickname or short for Candace. It is Candy. I understand that it comes with a certain amount of ribbing and teasing, but OMG how many yumms and mmms and I would like to________ can a person take in one day. I will not change my name just because some people can't help themselves. I will continue to put up with this sort of treatment for the rest of my life. I just wish people would try to get to know me before attempting to be cute with my name. Alas they never will and I will most likely feel better tomorrow, but today, I feel like I am in Kindergarten all over again.

Retards
A BISEXUAL girl kisses girls at home when no ones looking. A BARSEXUAL girl only kisses them in places that charge a cover. Cmon ladies, do it for da money hehe. No just kidding, both of them are degrading and pathetic.

No 5
If a boy flips off the bird its just an untold verb, raw, but none the less absurd. In a limbo, my thoughts pace back & forth then thaw, generating power in the world, such a deadly place. Among a crowd, faces tend to vanish. I'm reminded from memory, theres something I couldn't have, maybe it used to hurt badly but my angle isn't 45 degrees, I'm 2.00$ short of having 3.33

Striving
Once you work on something for some amount of time you usually want the outcome to be in your favor. Take me for instance. I've been in the army for 7 years, I'm good with ppl and don't really get into trouble.....I know my job, and I'm damn good at it. Yet all I seem to get is "You fucked up", or "You didn't do that right." I've been on three deployments. All I have gotten is a handshake. No awards saying that I have served my country, nothing, nothing at all. Shit I can't even get a fucking reach around, or have them use KY when they fuck me over. I'm sick and tired of striving in this life when all i get is.........nothing. Nothing to show for my hard work, and dedication to what i do and to what I love, and that is to the uniform i wear every day. The ppl that thank me everyday for serving my country is great, and I am greatful for it, but damnit sometimes you have to give credit where credit is due, and i'm on the deserving side of it.

Van Is Whipped
Just one more update before Sam heads home. Van traded phones with her because his was better, so he took hers and she took his. He admitted that he was whipped. She didn't want to leave because Van didn't want her to.

Reflection
Within the mirror lies a reflection, Deep within that, Reflects a unknown face. No matter how many times you run from the mirror, You always want to look back... Moreover, that reflection still lingers, wanting, waiting, For you to join it. As the mirror turns black, Your reflections grows stronger with it, Turning away the fright, You might try to escape. An unknow voice might call your name. You might resist, even turn away. Neverless, in the end your reflection will coax you to look back, Moreover, you will gaze at the mirror, Seeing the reflection staring back, The unknown face, Moreover, Together your reflection and you will become one..

Words To Live By: "i Went Into The Woods..."
"I went into the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life...to put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived." H.D. Thoreau.

Me
I've been broken I've been infected, I've been seen as I am, If you don't like it, I'm not worried, You will have your opinion, Whether I worry or not, I'm not cool, I'm not anything you want me to be, Judge like a pro, Be who you are, I'd like to thank you, For making me the focus of your conversation, You don't know me, You have no idea, What it takes to become, A beautiful thought like me.

Why You Never Question A Drunk
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local super market where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you are absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied: "Cause you're ugly."

Bank Robber
A man walks in a bank, gets in line and when it is his turn he pulls out A gun...and robs the bank! Just to make sure he leaves no witnesses..He Turns around and asks the next customer in line.. 'Did you see me rob this bank?' The customer replies, 'Yes!' The bank robber raises his gun , points it to the customer's head and BANG !!! Shoots him in the head and kills him! He quickly moves to the next customer in line and says to the man,'Did You see me rob this bank?' The man calmly responds ... 'No, but my wife did!'

Sex: It Does A Body Good?
If you're under the age of 21, your parents have probably told you very little about sex, except that it's bad. Very bad. It's as if the instant you lose your virginity, the sky will turn black, you'll contract some sort of incurable disease involving lots of nasty open sores, start buying guns and drugs, and you (or your partner) will get pregnant and after you have that baby, your life will be over. Though it's completely possible that any of these things could happen (though an atmospheric change would be utterly bizarre and coincidental), there's an even greater chance that, if you're smart when it comes to sex, they won't. In fact, quite the opposite could happen—the sun could shine, the birds could sing, and you and your (STD and baby-free) bf/gf could live happily ever after. Okay, well, maybe not quite that Disney, but a new study, "Rethinking Timing of First Sex and Delinquency," released by clinical psychologists at the University of Virginia, recently found that teens who ha

Everyone Gets Used N That Shit Sucks...
EVERYONE GETS USED N THAT SHiT SUCKS... EVERYONE GETS USED iT HAPPENS EVERYDAY BUT U GOTTA MAKE A CHOiCE DO YOU GO OR DO YOU STAY BiTCHES WANNA FiGHT ME THiNKiN iM THE ONE TO BLAME BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THAT THEiR MAN WAS THE ONE WHO CAME MY WAY i THOUGHT HE WAS SiNGLE BUT HE WAS PLAYiN ME TOO i THOUGHT i WAS THE ONLY ONE BUT THERE WAS ANOTHER GiRL, iTS TRUE. i LEARNED MY LESSON i GOT iNTO FiGHTS i LEFT THE GUY WHO USED ME AND WHOOPED HiS TRiCKS ASS ON THE SiDE. iT DiDNT MAKE ME FEEL GOOD BUT i REALiZED MY MiSTAKE NEVER AGAiN WiLL i GO FOR A PLAYA THEY THE ONES TO BLAME.

The Things We Should Have Done
It is all coming to an end now Everything is coming to an end There are only seconds left All that we were All that we are And all we were ever going to be The dreams, the hopes, the love Remember all the little things we were going to do The things we should have done The things that really matter We knew better to procrastinate But we made it all ok in our minds All the dirty little secrets All the things we would ask for forgiveness for later There is no more later Later is now Do you remember the time when you decided To turn into something you didn’t want to be To choose the easy way But you never get away There is no easy way All the mistakes you were going to make up for later Are mistakes held forever Shame on us all For all we have done So full of disgrace Choking on our own Dirty filled up hearts Shame on us all May God have mercy on us now

Icebox...the Way My Heart Is Now!!!
Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand (no) I got memories, this is crazy You ain't nothing like the guy I thought I knew you to be Good with my daughter, good with my friends I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no That means memories, and its crazy You ain't nothing like the guy I thought I knew you to be Boy I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin' And I really hope you still want me the way I want you I said I really wanna work this out, damn boy I'm tryin' Its no excuse, no excuse But I got this I got this icebox where my heart used to be I don't want an icebox where my heart used to be I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go I opened up, he let me down, I wont feel that no more I got memories, this is crazy He ain't nothing like the guy I thought I knew I don't know if it my past, or if its

For All My Divas!!!!!!!
DIVAS MEETING...SUNDAY MARCH 30th @ 5:30pm EST, 4:30pmCST,3:30pmMST & 2:30pmPST We will be having a Diva Meeting Sunday March 30th to talk about a bunch of stuff htat is goin on. The meetin will be held in the DIVAS DEN LOUNGE.....here is the link..... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52916 ALSO...Dylon is having a contest to win 250K in Fu-bucks. All you have to do is submit your idea for a new Diva badge. He will chose the winner on March 29th..He will tell us who won in the meeting on Sunday. So submit your new badges to Dylon before Saturday March 29th. See you all in the lounge...MSMaine

Yo Momma Jokes Contest
yo momma so ugly she made an onion cry? yo momma so fat she jumped up in the air and got stuck! yo momma teeth so brown she spit yoohoo well thats all for now but feel free to submit you own yo momma joke for judgeing winner will get a fuzzy navel have fun lokin forward to reading all submition ok i now have a date april 18 now accepting entrys no limit to the submition submit now submit tommorow submit yesterday HAVE FUN GOOD LUCK!!!

2008 Version Of Footprints
Looking at you with unwritten expression, But wanting to teach you, a valuable lesson, So I got out my pen, a notepad in my hand, And wrote you my version, of "Footprints in the Sand". One night I had a dream, I was walking alone with you, Across the sky I heard God telling me what I should do, Two sets of footprints in the sand, one mine, one yours, As we walked hand in hand, along the sandy beach shores. I prayed to God that he would help me through, Guide me through this time, when I didn't know what to do, I then looked behind me, and still saw two sets of prints, I better get this show on the road, I've already dropped hints. "I don't think this is going to work, you love her more than me," He looked at me, with impatient curiosity, I longed to say more, but saw his glazed eyes, Suddenly all I wanted to do was get lost in disguise. I knew he wasn't really crying, it was only a fake, I knew I had just made, the biggest mistake, I knew what he was capable o

Do You Love Me? Becasue I Love You
I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that first moment our friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say? You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that you would by my side forever

My Photos
ok please rate and comment all my photos.. .then and only then will i let you see the nudes.... if u buy me a vip or 7 day blast ... you will have unlimited acess to my nudes... and get to see photos a month befor they go on my profile.. and get to see a private sfw photoshoot i did and u will get nudes that arnt on my profile THANKS ALL FOR READING THIS KAY!

What Is It With Men?
WHY ARE ALOT OF THE MEN I MEET ASSHOLES. YOU KNOW I THOUGHT I HAD SOMETHING GOING GOOD WITH THIS GUY AND I KNEW IT WAS NEVER COULD GO REAL FAR CUZ OF REASONS I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT. BUT I WAS HOPING THAT THERE WAS A LITTLE SOMETHING THERE. I GUESS I WAS THE ONLY ONE THINKING IT. IT SEEMS WE ARE GROWING APART. ITS PROBLAY JUST ME. I'M TIRED OF BEING THE ONE TO MAKE ANY KIND OF MOVES. I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING PUSHY BUT BY GOD I CAN'T WAIT FOREVER. I THINK I AM JUST GOING BACK AWAY AND BE THERE AS A FRIEND BUT THATS IT. SEE I WANT SOMEONE THAT WANTS ME AND THAT I'M THE ONLY THING THEY CAN THINK OF AND THAT ISN'T AFRAID TO SHOW. I JUST DON'T THINK I WILL EVER FIND THAT. YOU KNOW I SHOULD JUST GO OUT AND GET LAID THEN I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER SINCE ITS BEEN SINCE THE OF JULY. TOO LONG FOR ME MAYBE THATS WHY I'M SO FURSTRATED. BUT THATS NOT THE KIND OF THING I WANT BUT IT MIGHT WORK. I DON'T KNOW PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.......

Mute
Hesitancy smothers my lips, holding back the secrets I hide. Doubt crawls through my veins, second guessing each thought on my mind. I can feel the hair on my neck rise, as my head and heart argue the truth. I'm incapable of being sure of myself, It feels as if there's nothing else I can do. I've found my words are useless, me speaking is just a waste. You dont need to pretend to listen, I have nothing left to say. My eyes have lost all interest, any care has been left behind. My voice is void of emotion, all my thoughts trapped safely inside. Nothing seems to matter anymore, everything's just another part of the game. So go ahead, think what you want; keep believing the smile stuck on my face

Parts 4 Sale
My name is Ben. I started this company with the intent to give you what you want on your car or truck at a decent price.We have a full custom shop.We also offer custom body work and painting. Suspension lifts,lowering kits,body kits, body lift, shackle reversal kits, and straight axle conversions.plus a full line of accessories. So if you want to get a price on something, give me a call.

A Woman
a Woman She is a woman, a mother sister , daughter and wife the best friend anyone can have yes -she is a woman. Her heart is like an ocean infinite in its depth She carries within her much joy and sorrow sadness and happiness the ability to love, and live laugh and cry and to give up dreams She inspires and protects all she loves Inside she stores her treasures Some are broken, many blessed and in all of it she gives as a mother, sister - brandi daughter and wife And as a woman - brandi March 2008

Waiting For Tomorrow
Nothing different, nothing new Just myself and nothing to do Need some alone time to get away Need some love 'cause nothing's okay Eyes closing, tears won't fall And I'm still stuck with it all This isn't how it was supposed to be A bird in a cage is never free Hurricane of emotions, trapped inside Mental suffocation: access denied Walking on a rounded track Wanna run away and never come back Living with the need to hurt, to scream Living when letting go is just a dream A dream reduced to ashes and dust And in reality, life has lost its trust Nothing's different, nothing's new Just myself, everyone, and you Tomorrow's just another day And in the end, things will turn out okay

Who?
I try to step back Every once in awhile Try to take in everything That I see going on I try to find the good in people While also taking in the bad I try to listen to peoples hearts And listen to what their soul is singing Of everyone I have ever met I don't think that I have ever found a person I didn't learn from That's when I met you Your heart was broken Your life was falling apart Tears stained your face And your soul screamed for help Your body was broken Your mind was confused Your eyes were empty And I could see you were lost And of all the people I've ever seen You were the most abused On the inside and out I'd never seen a soul take so much hurting That's why it surprised me When you smiled at me... Then I realized I was standing in front of a mirror

"friends W/ Benefits"
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Im A Rock N Roll Junkie After All (thoughts On Motley Crue)
So, past few days im doped up with rock n roll again, well, i should say Motley Crue to be exact. Discovering Nikki Sixx was the hit. Dont remember how it happened.......i think i found Tommy Lee on myspace first, and i started to serch him on Youtube, then naturally leads to Motley Crue, and Nikki. Ive always thought he's the cutest one on the Crue member. Then I started watching his interviews on youtube, found him on myspace, then i discovered Sixx A.M., his new band. "Life is beautiful" is pretty catchy and next thing i know, the song stuck in my head and now im addicted. I gotta get his Heroin Diary, along with The Dirt. Comparing to Tommy, who i used thought looked kinda alike, he seems more down to earth, dark, and a bit of a quiet type at first, but he is a wild cat, with a bit of attitude and twist. What i like about him......besides his good looks and low-moist sexy voice......something about him is dark and i guess that attracts me....Tommy is cute too but he seems more c

Rain
Rain Here I sit once again. The deep sadness engulfing me. Nobody is here to comfort me, or to hold my hand. Tell me truely, Did you ever really love me? Or did you just break my heart for no reason at all. How many times do I have to go through the pain of lost love? Maybe I shouldn't even try anymore. Many would say I was being stubborn, but I know for a fact, That because you left me, my life will never be the same. So here I sit once again, Under the gray clouds of loss, waiting for the drops of pain. The wind of loneliness blows down from the sky, And the leaves skatter about the ground. My eyes are closed, and my heart is empty. The first drop falls to the ground, and then it comes down in waves. People rush to take cover, but I just sit here, frozen in my steps. A solemn tear drops, joining all of the others. Drenched in my pain, I lay down and die. I never open my eyes again, and then you come. You find my bones, and wonder why you ever left. And then,

Politically Correct.
There was this plane flying from Ca.to N.Y. when all of the sudden there was engine trouble, the plane was carrying Sen. Hillary Clinton, Barrack Obama , Ted Kennedy, Rev. Billy Graham , and a little 8yr.old girl. The pilot said that there are only five parachutes and I need one to make the report, so he grabs a chute and jumps to safety, Sen. Obama said , " I am the first African American to run for President and I am too important to go down with the plane, he then takes a chute and jumps to safety, Ted Kennedy stands up and says Ive been a senator too long to die this way, so he takes a chute and jumps to safety,Hillary Clinton stands up and says I am the first woman to run for the White House, I am a genius and I am taking the next chute so she grabs for the next bag and jumps, The Rev. Billy Graham turns to the little girl and says , my dear I have lived a long life and I know God will be waiting for me in Heaven when I get there, so honey you take the last chute, the lit

My Son
i want everyone to know i need a lawyer to get custody of my son. so if anyone knows of a good one cheap or of any father groups that help to support the fathers please let me know i haven't seen my son close to half his life he is only 16 months old. so any help is good his pictures is in my profile thanks for any help you all can do thanks

She's Like A Wild Horse
... That night he dreamt of horses in a field on a high plain where the spring rains had brought up the grass and the wild-flowers out of the ground and the flowers ran all blue and yellow far as the eye could see and in the dream he was among the horses running and in the dream he himself could run with the horses and they coursed the young mares and fillies over the plain where their rich bay and chesnut colors shone in the sun and the young colts ran with their dams and trampled down the flowers in a haze of pollen that hung in the sun like powdered gold and they ran he and the horses out along the high mesas where the ground resounded under their running hooves and they flowed and changed and ran and their manes and tails blew off of them like spume and there was nothing else at all in that high world and they moved all of them in a resonance that was like a music among them and they were none of them afraid horse nor colt nor mare and they ran in that resonance which is the world

Bleeding Love
Bleeding Love Darkness in the night, even though it's full moon The moment is gone, nothing left in this room History unfold, but I never expect this too soon Shadows are gone, but still I smell your perfume An arrow of love has emerged into my weak body I saw you're there but then your light gone suddenly Probably I was wrong, but I never thought this could be In the deepest of my heart, it's only you the girl I see Faintly heard, mystically I was covered by sound of flute Machismo of love, but then it should be paid for good You've changed your mind and you also change your mood Tried to do my best but then it all ended in misunderstood A right girl has come, but she's never gonna be my wife True love that for so long ago, I've been trying to dive A little love deep inside, but it should be ended in the strife Bleeding love of mine, but I'll treasure this my whole life

Of Rage & War
You got Lybia, you got the Russians You got civilian planes crashing to the oceans Airports full of terrorists Nazi skins, anarchists When are they gonna learn Better listen to me you son of a bitch Better disarm those missiles sleeping in the ditch You have no goddamn right to do the things you do The world would be a better place if we were rid of you Of rage and war (4 times) Every country¹s got the bomb The scientists are working on Chemical weapons to melt the flesh With no source of defense Shoot me I¹ll shoot you Like there¹s nothing better to do Who¹s the loser in the end Better listen to me you son of a bitch Better disarm those missiles sleeping in the ditch You have no goddamn right to do the things you do The world would be a better place if we were rid of you Of rage and war (4 times) War broods in foreign lands Missiles launch upon command Islam Lebanon what the hell is going on Ambassadors who say they try Negotiating suicide Are they prepared

Just Bored. Veryyy Verrrry Bored.
1) Where is the person you like right now? Woooorkin' 2) Last time you consumed alcohol? Wow, ummmmmmmmmmm..... Like, 4 months? 3) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Feeding a baby. 4) What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Fubar things. 5)Are you missing someone right now? Yup, my husband... 6) How do you feel about the person who texted you last? I guess fubar shouts count as texts? She's pretty cool, I don't know her that well though. But what I do know is awesome =p 7) Have you ever been around someone who was high? Oh never =p Ummmmm, yeah. 8) Do you like your life as of now? I like your life. 9) Last thing you purchased? CiCi's Pizza. Uuugh, they're food is so nasty. 10) Have you ever drank with your number one? Too many times. Waaaaaaay too many times. 11) Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? I'm at home, and I feel like I will be at home tomorrow, but not here. It makes sinc

Contest
OK I AM IN A CONTEST THAT RUNS FROM 4/1 TO 4/4 IT IS FOR THE BEST ABS. I NEED Y'ALL TO HIT IT UP AND MAKE SURE I WIN. RATES ARE WORTH 10 POINTS AND COMMENTS ARE WORTH 1 POINT. I NEED EVERYONE I KNOW AND EVERYONE YOU KNOW TO HIT THIS CONTEST HARD. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1425415&albumid=934210&i=2931288599 REMEMBER IT STARTS 4/1 AND GOES TO 4/4 I'LL REPOST THIS AGAIN WHEN IT GETS CLOSER.

Oscw Next Show
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Sparks Of ???
As my mind wanders... I try to look forward to all I have coming to me... A beautiful woman who loves me for who/what I am; a loving and doting daughter; a new family to come out of it all. But, I am still overwhelmed. Certainly by not any of them. I am consumed by feelings of guilt, rage, bitterness, cynicism, FEAR, and doubt. The doubt is within myself, the fear that I am not who I think I am and the fear grows. I am in total love with a very wonderful woman, but yet I fear I cannot live up to be the man she fell in love with... There is a horrible monster inside of me, A monster I am not sure I can control. I want to and need to give her all of me, in the best of intentions, the man she fell in love with; but what happens when I fall short of that. I am so afraid of the bad side of me coming to bear again. There is so much I want to hide and yet I need to let it go. I am forever lost in an abyss. I want to be free of that monster... but I have no idea when IT wil

Fake People
I don't mean to sound sarcastic or anything (oh yes I do) but this site is SOOOOO great. First off I have 429 friends and umm, guess how many of them I talk to, can you guess how many of them even say anything to me? Well let me do some quick computing here........... Ok, I have the answer, ZERO of them say shit lol. Now listen, do I care at all that none of them say crap? Not at all but it just goes to show you that 99% of the people on this site are fake bastards. To prove my point, watch the number on my friends list for awhile, none of them read this shit that I write and I bet that I will still have 429 friends two weeks from now. I understand the concept of this site perfectly well and I guess it is sorta fun trying to get points and all of that bullshit but I swear, you assholes are all so damn fake it just makes me laugh. How is it possible for so many loser fake (gimmie some points) assholes can be found in one place? I mean seriously, if money could be made from gathe

Misfortune And Courage
...He said that those who have endured some misfortune will always be set apart but that it is just that misfortune which is their gift and which is their strength and that they must make their way back into the common enterprise of man for without they do so it cannot go forward and they themselves will wither in bitterness... [though] If one were to be a person of value, that value could not be a condition subject to the hazards of fortune. It had to be a quality that could not change. No matter what. Long before morning I knew that what I was seeking to discover was a thing I'd always known. That all courage was a form of constancy. That it was always himself that the coward abandoned first. After this all other betrayals came easily... I knew that courage came with less struggle for some than for others but I believed that anyone who desired it could have it. That the desire was the thing itself. The thing itself. I could think of nothing else of which that was true (McCar

Can We See Beyond
Can we see beyond the mistakes we have made, look beyond the stars, and pray that someday we will be together again. Can we see the beyond our mistakes, and know that through the mistakes we will learn how to be strong. Can we see beyond the life that is so dark and hang on to the memories that we have built through the years. Can we see beyond the pain and the tears and hang on to eachother. Can we see beyond the hope that has lead us this far and remember the dreams that we have built together. Can we see beyond the tears, and remember all the laughter. Can we see beyond the bad times and know that some where in time there will be good ones again. Can we see beyond the stars and make a wish in hopes that it will come true and that we wont have to say goodbye. Can we see beyond?

Women Drivers
Women should not be allowed to drive. This really pissed me off .... This morning, while driving to work on 680, I looked over into the left land and there was a woman in a brand new Cadillac doing 75 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner. I looked away for a couple seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup -- what is wrong with women!!! As a man, I don't panic easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, I knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Bob and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. There really should be a law against women and make-up ....

Depression
This was written by me 2-15-2008 Depression. you are in this crystal clear bubble floating around with lifes ups and downs. The bubble becomes filmy not quite as clear and still bouncing off lives challenges and pleasures. The bubble becomes milky and heavier. Not bouncing with the breeze, but rolling along getting by with life's quandries. The bubble begins to get greyer, darker, heavier. You must push to roll the bubble along life's downward spiral. The bubble becomes more of a dark grey translucency, becoming more a ball than a bubble. It feels like others are playing soccer with your bubble. Kicking you to get you to move. You push hard and fight to make the ball roll even just a bit. Trying to get over just a wee bit of ground. Fighting with all the energy you have left just to make it budge. The ball/bubble solid opaque. To heavy to move, to dark to see through. It just sits. To hard for others to play with, to heavy for you to move. Your ball is pushed aside waiting. The sile

Words
Catalysts of the existential sufferings, the words have the force and the capacity to transcend life, to exceed its condition, to change form. Put into sentences, the words wear clothes of joy, pain, intense memories drawn from childhood and adolescence. I wanted to share with you bits of my existence, of silences of childhood, the questions which were never asked, of the lack of love never expressed. Because you will find in these poems a little of your own existence, a little of your own interrogations and doubts that you perhaps never dared to express. Prisoner of my education. Prisoner of a society sensitive and afraid of asking the important questions, the human being carries the burden of his anguishes from childhood to the adulthood. I will tell u it can be different if the individuals speak to each other, listen to each other and respects one another. This while transmitting positive values from generation to generation instead of the incomprehension which closes the

Hahaha Thats True
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar. " The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out

A Single Tear
A Single Tear A single tear rolls down her cheek letting lose all her hopes and dreams as he tells her what he's done A single tear rolls down her cheek carrying all her beliefs and morality as he tells her his horrible deeds A single tear rolls down her cheek traveling with all her regrets and fears as he tears her heart apart A single rolls down her cheek moving with isolation and abandonment as he speaks with the intention of leaving A single tear rolls down her cheek with everything she ever thought she knew as he walks away.... leaving her with a broken heart and the single tear rolling down her cheek

Gotcha "also"
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I "ALSO" hate doing these chain blog. 2) I "ALSO" am pretty straight forward and tell it like I see it. 3) I "ALSO" tend to use the F bomb on more than one ocassion in a conversation, but I don't cuss around my kids. 4) Oh, yeah, I have two awesome squirts, ages 13, 11, and 6. 5) I "ALSO" have been married for almost 15 years but have been separated since November. 6) I "ALSO" think you have to be an awesome kisser to be good in bed. 7) I "ALSO" try not to judge other people unless I've walked in their shoes... 8) I like chocolate pop tarts. 9) I "ALSO" think a whimpy hand shake is a sign of a whimpy personality. 10)

Move Update
OK here's the latest crimp in my move. We've had to move the closing date back because lender is being a pain in the rear about reducing fees. Yesterday had to fax in a loss mitigation form with a hardship letter to see about getting the fees reduced. NOW we have to wait another day or 2 to get an answer from them I just can't win for losing. At least this gives me another chance at a moving sale without getting it screwed up with a blizzard. I'm doing it for 4 days so HOPEFULLY I can make a few hundred dollars more. Seems I'm about $400-$500 short maybe less on paying for truck and fuel to get the truck to Oklahoma plus feed DJMunsta Man, his fiancee and myself on the trip down. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO please keep fingers crossed I can come up with enough money to make this move work. Love you guys

Matters Of The Heart
... Es bonita, su novia? they asked, and he told them that she was very beautiful, and that she had blue eyes which they could scarcely believe but he told them also that her father was a rich hacendado while he himself was very poor and they heard this in silence and were greatly cast down at his prospects. The older of the girls said that if his novia truly loved him she would marry him no matter what but the boy was not so encouraging and he said that even in families of the rich a girl could not go against the wishes of her father. The girl said that the grandmother must be consulted because she was very important in these matters and that he must take her presents and try to win her to his side for without her help little could be expected. She said all the world knew this to be true (McCarthy 1992:243).

If Your Part Of Our Team Makesure You Hve All Our Girlz Rated/faned & Added Xoxox
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The Republic Of The Philippines
Manuel Roxas became the first president of the Republic of the Philippines when independence was granted, as scheduled, on July 4, 1946. In Mar., 1947, the Philippines and the United States signed a military assistance pact (since renewed) and the Philippines gave the United States a 99-year lease on designated military, naval, and air bases (a later agreement reduced the period to 25 years beginning 1967). The sudden death of President Roxas in Apr., 1948, elevated the vice president, Elpidio Quirino, to the presidency, and in a bitterly contested election in Nov., 1949, Quirino defeated José Laurel to win a four-year term of his own. The enormous task of reconstructing the war-torn country was complicated by the activities in central Luzon of the Communist-dominated Hukbalahap guerrillas (Huks), who resorted to terror and violence in their efforts to achieve land reform and gain political power. They were largely brought under control (1954) after a vigorous attack launched by the

World War Ii
War came suddenly to the Philippines on Dec. 8 (Dec. 7, U.S. time), 1941, when Japan attacked without warning. Japanese troops invaded the islands in many places and launched a pincer drive on Manila. MacArthur's scattered defending forces (about 80,000 troops, four fifths of them Filipinos) were forced to withdraw to Bataan Peninsula and Corregidor Island, where they entrenched and tried to hold until the arrival of reinforcements, meanwhile guarding the entrance to Manila Bay and denying that important harbor to the Japanese. But no reinforcements were forthcoming. The Japanese occupied Manila on Jan. 2, 1942. MacArthur was ordered out by President Roosevelt and left for Australia on Mar. 11; Lt. Gen. Jonathan Wainwright assumed command. The besieged U.S.-Filipino army on Bataan finally crumbled on Apr. 9, 1942. Wainwright fought on from Corregidor with a garrison of about 11,000 men; he was overwhelmed on May 6, 1942. After his capitulation, the Japanese forced the surrender of a

From Jodi: I Have The Best Friends On Fubar!!!
I have some of the most kickass friends on fubar! If you don't have any of these wonderful people on your list you should go rate/fan/add them! You wont be sorry! ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar Jer@ fubar LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar ♕NSFW♕@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother@ fubar SWEET~THING~OWNED BY LADY KATE~SPANKER FAMILY~@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar Cali Rain

From Tracy: Pimpin Out Some Hot Peeps!! L00k Inside You May Be Here!!
These are some of the best people on my family and friends list.. I want each of you to go show them lots of love... If you don't already have them on your list then go get em... If you do then buy em a gift or rate some pics and stash... Anything to show these kick ass friends some major love.... «LØN€L¥ $ØUL®»@ fubar »-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»@ fubar Perky ♥ Mr.D Owned by ßLØØÐ`Ñ`GØRE@ fubar Mя. Đ ♥ Perky ☠Owner of the Pitbull Mafia☠@ fubar DJ Carebear-- Pitbull Mafia**owned by Teresa Pitbull Mafia & Mikey Pitbull Mafia Hitman** ~owner of@ fubar ~♥Vinton♥~Pіŧßułł МãҒiã/Owned by Mikey/Own☠Trâçý@ fubar Johnny Price * Fu-Hubby of Hotpantz76*Owned by ABBY@ fubar Wishful Thinking ~ Owned by LilBamaGirl~@ fubar

The Commonwealth
The Hare-Hawes-Cutting Act, passed by Congress in 1932, provided for complete independence of the islands in 1945 after 10 years of self-government under U.S. supervision. The bill had been drawn up with the aid of a commission from the Philippines, but Manuel L. Quezon, the leader of the dominant Nationalist party, opposed it, partially because of its threat of American tariffs against Philippine products but principally because of the provisions leaving naval bases in U.S. hands. Under his influence, the Philippine legislature rejected the bill. The Tydings-McDuffie Independence Act (1934) closely resembled the Hare-Howes-Cutting-Act, but struck the provisions for American bases and carried a promise of further study to correct “imperfections or inequalities.” The Philippine legislature ratified the bill; a constitution, approved by President Roosevelt (Mar., 1935) was accepted by the Philippine people in a plebiscite (May); and Quezon was elected the first president (Sept.). When

Eve
Eve As she lay there resting, I watched her. Touching that place on my right side where she was taken mixed together and created from everything sacred, sincere and warm within me she laid there. Her breasts moving ever so gently with each breathe. A breath I could smell as sweet as jasmine and honeysuckle. With her every exhale I seem to inhale everything around and about her. Filling my lungs and every pore with her presence I wanted to bend over, taste her, be close to her. Her smile was as if you are looking at the sun glowing from within. Her form and shape was as desirable to look at to gaze upon as hearing the word of God. And I am her desire. She is much more she is my life. Her body every aspect of it gives. Her breast not only give milk but speaks to my longing to touch her be inside her. The hips spread like a valley fed with rivers of water quenches my thirst. I long to drink even when I am full of her loves. I never fail to want more. Yet no matter how much she

Just Click.
Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or 'blog

Revolution, War, And U.s. Control
It was the opposition to the power of the clergy that in large measure brought about the rising sentiment for independence. Spanish injustices, bigotry, and economic oppressions fed the movement, which was greatly inspired by the brilliant writings of José Rizal. In 1896 revolution began in the province of Cavite, and after the execution of Rizal that December, it spread throughout the major islands. The Filipino leader, Emilio Aguinaldo, achieved considerable success before a peace was patched up with Spain. The peace was short-lived, however, for neither side honored its agreements, and a new revolution was brewing when the Spanish-American War broke out in 1898. After the U.S. naval victory in Manila Bay on May 1, 1898, Commodore George Dewey supplied Aguinaldo with arms and urged him to rally the Filipinos against the Spanish. By the time U.S. land forces had arrived, the Filipinos had taken the entire island of Luzon, except for the old walled city of Manila, which they were be

Scattergories
Just stole this from Sandy Moo :D SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name: .........................Emma 2. 4 letter word:..............Evil 3.Vehicle: ....................Elise (Lotus) 4. A city:.....................Ely 5. Boy Name: ..................Elvis 6. Girl Name: .................Elaina 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Elderflower wine?? 8. Occupation:.................Electrician 9. Something you wear:.........Earrings 10.Celebrity:..................Emma Bunton (gosh I'm sad) 11. Food: .....................Eel (jellied.....ewwwww) 12. Something found in a bathroom.......Emma having a shower lol 1

Rantings..
Okay... So my friend Sam had a baby, and about a week after this beautiful angel came into this world, we found out she was dying. She had brain cancer and a hole in her little baby lung.... This beautiful girl lived for only a few months... She is still the best thing to come into my life... I think in all the time I was around her, she cried maybe once... And for a baby that was in this much pain, wow.... She truley is beautiful... I wish she could have made it longer in this world.... It's just not fair.... She was sooo young. November 30, 2oo7 - January 14, 2oo8

F.u.b.a.r Drama
Hello Fubar Peoples, I just want to get some stuff off my chest so I am writing a blog. Let me explain myself to you first and for most. I came online at fubar to get away from my real life problems and to meet new people and have fun with them. I went into a few lounges and meet some interesting people. I am a single guy and I start talking with a wonderful girl. She and I have had our problems within the 3 weeks of talking but we both have came to understand where our problems went wrong at. These two ladies start talking to both of us and start in telling us "we wasn't good enough for each other" both of them was on the phone with my gf and telling her a bunch of lies and then start in saying how I am a player and a user. I never onces played anyone on Fubar. I have told the truth about everything. Well, that cause alot of problems with me and my gf. Now, they are right back at it again. Telling their friends to go to my photos and rate me a 1 and leave nasty comments on my page

My School
They have fucked me over since the start, now they are saying I am going to be short credits(even though they said I had enough) Now they tell me "Oops" SO I am thinking of getting my GED(my college takes them) and I will start my schooling before most. I have decent SATs and I can get money.Any thoughts?

Help !
Something's burning Someone's getting to hot No one's learning Something is beginning to rot. Someone's crying Don't you even want to know why? Too much dying Too many living a lie. Something's shaking Could it be faith in yourself? Visions breaking Falling right off the shelf Someone's hurting Multitudes living in pain New springs spurting Deserts are praying for rain. The sky is falling The oceans are causing a flood Nature's calling Everyone is swimming in blood Can you help us We ask each other each day We always answer Only if your willing to pay What to do The answer is easy to see See what's true Teach love to humanity Can you help us? Can you help us?

True Love
... He counted in his heart the hours until the train would come again from the south which when it pulled out of Torreon would either take her or would not take her and he told her that if she would trust her life into his care he would never fail her or abandon her and that he would love her until he died and she said that she believed him (McCarthy 1992:253).

Gone Blonde
so i have this really bad habit about when the men in my life piss me the FUCK off i do something to my hair. i got no clue why but my hair it always pays the price. this is how i went from red to black one time, and how i went from hair almost to my ass to it slowly but surely falling just above my shoulder. well now today my ex (father of ashtin) calls me and we get into arguement over a bunch of shit... we are going thru court right now trying to get his rights to my son taken way..... and well i got royally pissed off, low and behold i have some blonde highlight creme under the sink so what do i do in my stage of pissed offness, i take it out, mix it up, and apply to random places on my head. now i have to wait 30 mins to see what i will like lol.... i've never done my own hair. woohoo hope it comes out good if not oh well i'll just dye it some new shade in a few weeks.

Marlboro Messiah.
Coffins on wheels we call cars. Can't finish our journey to the stars. Individual rights must come first. We're crying of hunger, we're dying of thirst. Can we believe, what our leaders say? They preach resolution, while running away. They say God is coming, but they don't know when. Please try to be good, until then. Chorus: I knew what I felt, I knew what was right. It was easy to tell the day from the night, But I think I lost the answer when the Malboro Man died of cancer. Love which was free, is now paid for with life. Strings we once tied, must be cut with a knife. You thought you were cool, but you were a fool. You tried to live, by the golden rule. Thanks for the visit, I just can't stay. If you act like the devil, while you ask me to pray. Our fate is sealed, by our very last gasp. When we try to breathe money, but we lose our grasp. Chorus: I knew what i felt, I knew what was right. It was easy to tell, the day from the night, But I thi

The Age Gap In Dating
The age gap between a man and a woman has always proven to be somewhat problematic in the dating world. If a man dates a significantly younger woman, he may be accused of robbing the cradle or taking advantage of a young girls inexperience. If the woman is older, he could be seen as a kept man or someone seeking out a mother figure. Dating someone noticeably younger or older than yourself can be very challenging, but it can also lead to a strong relationship based on more than just similar interests or life experiences. An older woman could provide a sense of maturity and emotional stability, while a younger woman could provide a sense of wonder or a renewed zeal for new experiences. Here are some tips for handling a significant age gap while dating. 1. Remember that age is truly just a number. Keep in mind that youll be dating a person, not a birthdate. The sooner you get that number out of your mind, the easier it should be to concentrate on the things that truly attracted you to

Sheep, Wolves And Sheepdogs
This letter was written by Charles Grennel and his comrades, veterans of the Global War on Terror. Excerpts taken from Lt. Col. David Grossman's book, On Combat. Grennel is an Army Reservist who spent two years in Iraq and was a principal in putting together the first Iraq elections in January 2005. It was written to Jill Edwards, student at the University of Washington, who did not want to honor, Medal of Honor winner, USMC Colonel Greg Boyington. Ms. Edwards and other students and faculty do not think those who serve in the U.S. Armed Services are good role models. ---------------------------------------------------------- To: Jill Edwards, Student, University of Washington Subject: Sheep, Wolves and Sheepdogs Miss Edwards, I read of your student activity regarding the proposed memorial to Colonel Greg Boyington, USMC and a Medal of Honor winner. I suspect you will receive many angry emails from conservative people like me. You may be too young to appreciate fully the sacrifices of

Night Hunger.
Who are those girls standing on the corner tonight. They'll spill all your pearls definitely make you feel right. You think you recognize one or two from your best magazine. You stare and fantasize about a wild unpredictable scene. Obsessively mad blocking traffic while circling by you want one so bad. It feels like you're going to cry. You've got a night hunger playing with your master and slave. Night hunger it's obvious from how you behave. Your night hunger never satisfies what you crave. Night hunger follows you to the grave. You need to tell your mama you're not the boy she thought that you were and your favorite panorama is hot legs in some boots and spur. The solution to your problem might be right in the palm of your hand, since although you want to rob them of their private possessions you can't. You've got a night hunger playing with your master and slave. Night hunger it's obvious from how you behave. Your night hunger never satisfies what you

Un Fucking Believeable!
Feds decide slain auxiliary police not 'real' cops, deny death benefits http://www.nydailynews.com/news/ny_crime/2008/03/25/2008-03-25_feds_decide_slain_auxiliary_police_not_r.html Tuesday, March 25, 2008 Feds decide slain auxiliary police not 'real' cops, deny death Sen. Chuck Schumer (right), with Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly Monday, blasts Justice Department's refusal to grant death benefits to NYPD auxiliaries Eugene Marshalik and Nicholas Pekearo. They died in uniform trying to protect New Yorkers from a gunman who shot up a Manhattan pizzeria, but to the feds, two murdered NYPD auxiliary police officers just don't count. Auxiliaries Eugene Marshalik, 19, and Nicholas Pekearo, 28, were killed, along with 35-year-old pizzeria bartender Alfredo Romero, when a delusional gunman went on a rampage last March in Greenwich Village. The officers were trained by the NYPD, wore NYPD-issued uniforms and carried nightsticks, handcuffs and police radios, just like reg

My Guy Loves Me!
my parole offic... (Online) M, 27 Maple Valley, WA Do I tell her or not created @ 2008-03-25 05:13:24 -- expires in: 15 hr [EVERYONE] I am falling in love with my girl, but I am in the military and those duties have called. In a undisclosed time I am deploying to kick ass and take names. The dilemma I am facing is should I tell her when I am leaving or wait till soon before I depart. If tell her I am leaving she might panic and be a nervous wreck through out the remainder of time. If she doesn't know when I am being deployed she will live everyday to the fullest and not have time to really stress. What should I do keep my deployment date secret till a appropriate time or tell her now. I do love this girl and plan on making her wife till death do us part.... 434 votes 1902 views 231 comments tell her my deploy date 85.5% (371 votes) enjoy time till then 14.5% (63 votes)

I've Been Misunderstood...
Wow...I just read my blog, and I understand why I was completely misunderstood. I will start over. My point was to note that it's sad that we males are forcing women to put disclaimers up because of our ceaseless vulgar commentary. I just wanted to suggest that we men think before we allow our instincts to take over. There is nothing at all wrong with displaying hunger for sexual gratification because we are in the animal kingdom, but to do it in a thoughtful, original manner is much more appealing, in my opinion, than saying, "Hey baby, wanna fuck?" If I'm wrong, please steer me in the right direction. Obviously, I'm guilty of this, too, sometimes, but wondering how I will be perceived really makes me rethink my actions before going through with them. I apologize for the confusion, but I can clearly see why it was taken as it was. Thanks for reading.

Bind Us *poem*
Come to me in the night, Share the moonlit darkness with me. What is given freely is taken with all my soul, submitted with perfect love and trust. Fly with me as lighting strikes the earth, carry us in the shadows of all time. Cover me with instinct and take from me that in which I give, take my lifes eccence. I offer up my life, so that you may feel the devotion I have for u. Share with me in this life time that which will build into the next, for I was made in eternity for you. Bind yourself to me as we do in each life time, Knowing we will find each in the next. I will spread my wings across your flesh, so that for always you will feel protected. Bind us in the stars and in the night, For will out you I am nothing. And without you I am lost.

*if A Man Wants You*
*IF A MAN WANTS YOU* If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat

Vote For Eric On Youtube
Just a few clicks each day will help keep me going, thats it! thank you guys so much! check out the banner below :) Hey Guys, I made it to the TOP 20 in the Schick contest on Youtube!! Im competing for the Grand Prize which will help me fund the recording of my next CD!!! You dont have to register or anything, just use the banner below to go to the page. Click "VOTE" and then click "NEXT" till you see my video (it will look like the screen shots below and have my name above it) and give it a thumbs up!! (you can also use the search feature on there to help you find it) It says you can Vote once a day through APRIL 8 so your steady support will make a huge difference!! The video is Co-starring my cat Leo lol. (hint: It also helps with the scoring if you vote against the other videos as you scroll through)

Hi To All My Friends
now i just started making tags on my myspace and on fubar so if you would like a tag made let all your friends know they r cool my fubar account at http://www.fubar.com/user/1716752 my myspace at http://www.myspace.com/pimpoutdesigns my wifes on my space at http://www.myspace.com/gothictags4u come see what we have and what you need thanks your friend darrell

What Is A Woman
WHAT IS A WOMAN A woman is the calm of a hurricane's eye Where a man finds tranquility As the storm passes by A woman is the softness inside the shell When the shell is bombarded By man's creation of hell A woman is the pillar of a temple foundation Where a man comes and goes With renewed inspirations A woman is the cloud that carries the rain Giving life to man's soul Parched from anxieties and pain A woman is the bank of the river flows Helping man's direction By being the woman she knows A woman is the sound of a Lark's song in the morning When mist covers life And man feels forlorn A woman is the emotions Shared with a man The climax of giving By the touch of a hand A woman is the flesh that holds the seed The miracle of birth Fulfilling human need A woman is the mother of a new generation A man is the direction Of that aspiration

Afternoon
Welcome to the MIdnight Special NOT SURE ITLL ALL FIT ON BLOG BUT WILL TRY TO MAKE SURE If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE TRAINS CRUISIN ALONG WHEN I ADD RATE N FAN U BACK IM MAKIN A NEW BULLET N THATS WHEN ULL B ADDED THANKS EVERYONE HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREATTTTTTTTTT RIDE OK SOMEONE REPOSTED ONE OF THE FIRST BULLETINS SO IF EVERYONE WASNT HIT BY THE NEW PEOPLE GO BACK AND HIT THEM PLEASE so heres the deal rate fan add EVERYONE thats on board IF U DONT HIT EVERYONE AND THEY LET ME KNOW ULL B REMOVED THIS IS MENT TO HELP EVERYONE THAT JUMPS ON NOT JUST THE FIRST 5 OR 6 PEOPLE SO READ THE FOLLOWING IF U CANT RATE FAN ADD EVERYONE AND SOMEONE TELLS ME U MISSED A FEW U WILL B THROWN OFF THE TRAIN AT FULL SPEED!!!SO IF U WANNA STAY FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE!!! OR DONT BITCH WHEN U GET THROWN OFF!! Repost bullletin !! meet some new friends and have some fun when ur done wit

Are You At All Like Me?
Have you been put together from earth sky and weather. Are you found of black leather and breaking every tether. Are you at all like me? Were you made with a soul that no one can control. In part or in whole to be your only goal. Are you anything like me? When they put together your kit, did they include every per tenant bit. Do you have have everything that you need. To be you? Did they wire everything just right. Not to loose or to painfully tight. Can you sail your ship with just a skeleton crew. Constructed from divine mire, betrayed by angelic desire, purge in intolerable fire, I wound up too hot to retire. Are you at all like me? Are we at all a like. Do we fit like 1,2,3. Are we at all a like. Are you anything like me? Are you at all like me?

I Am Back
I am back for now. Things have been crazy. My cousin did pass away. I did make it down to see him but barely. I am working on my new project my amateur web modeling site. I am enjoying it a lot. I hope to be back on Fubar like I was before. Things are slowly setting back to normal. For what normal is for me anyways. LOL

Going Out With Friends
Going out with Friends We were to be going out with friends. Well needless to say we were a little late. Ok a lot late. I started out in a tan shirt. But got wax on it and had to change. While changing clothes we got side tracked. LOL I ended up in a teal shirt and I curled my hair. It took 2 hours to do. It was well worth it. In this set you will see wax play, close ups, huge boobs, and nice smooth pussy. Enjoy Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Mistakes
MISTAKES, ARE LESSONS WE LIVE AND LEARN BY EVERYDAY THE OTHER NIGHT I MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE AND I ALMOST LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE BC I WAS BEING SELFISH AND NOT THINKING ABOUT HOW HE WOULD OF FELT... AND I ALMOST LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO COMPLETES ME AND MAKES ME WHOLE. THE ONE PERSON WHO TOLD ME ITS OK TO LOVE AND LOVE WITHOUT PAIN....HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND HE ISNT JUST MY LOVER BUT HE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HAS NEVER MADE ME SECOND GUESS HIM IVE NEVER HAD A REASON TO....AND NOW SINCE I FUCKED UP AND MADE THIS MISTAKE THINGS BETWEEN US HAVE BEEN SO AWARD AND DIFFERENT.....BC UNLIKE MOST FEMALES WHO WOULD OF HID IT I CAME OUT AND I TOLD HIM I DID AND SINCE THEN ITS JUST HARD TO TALK TO ONE ANOTHER BC IM SOO ASHAMED OF WHAT I DID AFTER I PROMISED TO LOVE HIM AND NOT HURT HIM I TURN AROUND AND I DO WITH OUT EVEN THINKING AND NOW ITS KILLING ME....BUT BEING THE GOOD MAN THAT HE IS HE DIDNT PUSH ME AWAY AND DIDNT SLAM THE DOOR ON MY FAC

Grief
In about 3 weeks, April 13, will be the 2nd anniversary of my brothers death. Being he died on Good Thursday of 06 even this month, with it having Easter, has been so hard for me. April I am not looking forward to and if I could hibernate I would, but where could I hibernate and not remember. It is always there. Even my birthday is affected, as it was on my 50th I was giving his eulogy, it is something I will always associate with that milestone. I come from a family of 6 siblings and I am the oldest,he was a year younger. Our birthdays were only 5 days apart. I looked up to my him, he was always there for me when I needed him, I miss that terribly. I thought for sure now that 2 years have gone past that I would have gotten over this terrible sadness that comes over me this time of the year. I haven't it still hits me. It has gotten better for the most part cause I can get thru most days without crying,though some things really hit me hard, holidays and April, and dentists, as h

03-25-08 (cabin Fever)
Hope this finds you with plenty of sunshine and clear thoughts as well as skies With the crazy weather around here as of late: Snow drifting one day Sunny Skies the next ... I've started to get cabin fever! I've always had some little alarm go off {inside my head} when March rolls in ... Now the rebirth of nature is being awoke with the morning chirps from our vacationing songbirds. Perhaps a new chance will fulfill our winters longings. Sweet blossoms spring, and the smell of freshness unleashes memories of past growths & changes the never last. Colors faded from the coldness, burst from the shades of gloom that still linger about. With the shine of br

How Do You Do It?
My problem is simple. I'm no good at seduction. When a man answers the door in less than a towel, I become a retard and don't know what to do. I had no boyfriends growing up, unless you count a first grade crush, named Blake. Blake would send me sweet little notes and meet me after school, and hold my hand and kiss my cheek. Things were awesome when Blake sent me a special Valentine card that he had cut into the shape of a heart using pink construction paper and a red doiley, and glitter. It said, "I Love You" on it, and he had made it with his own two hands and put it on my desk. I kissed him after school and when I showed the Valentine to my dad, he told me that I was too young for a boyfriend, that I couldn't have a boyfriend till I was 35 and that he would get his shotgun after him if he tried to take me on a date. My father of course, was being over-protective and kidding, but I cried that night and told him the next day that my dad said I couldn't have a boyfriend. I

Rate Her Salute Please!!
> > I don't ask my friends to "Bomb" me in contest. I don't ask that you to spend hours leaving comments for a 20 dollar prize. What I AM ask my friends for is 1 rate of a pic. No need for comments. This is my salute pic and it is rated #19. With the help of all my friends it could be in the top 10!! So take 3 seconds and click the link below. Rate the pic and thats it....you have helped me. Thanks in advance for the love!! Hugzzzz and kisses Fleetwood MacGypsyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by '~~Perkkey~~' on '2008-03-24 20:43:36')

Pic Rate Contest Just 1 Rate, Please
F@llenAng3l is in a Fubucks Giveaway. She needs 1 rate from everyone! For every 100 Rates she will receive 50,000 Fubucks! Please take the time to click on the pic and rate her! If You can not get into the pic, Please FAR the Owner below~PebblesinAZ~

To Feel Again...poem
In the darkness I find you again. The storms roll in and the lighting sets my soul on fire. Where have I been? Why was I so lost. In you I find the light that is missing from my soul. Pull me to you, shelter me, I beg of you. Share my soul...give it back to me for a time. Drink from me, and I shall give you the world in its eternity. Cry for me, scream for me as I give my tears to you as the fire is pulled from my body. Burn for us, and I shall bring you into my shadowed world. Let me touch you for now and eternity and let me...let us feel again. Papa Roach Videos | Rental Calendar | Tourrettes sur Loup vacation rentals

I Like Even Numbers :d
Subject: FW: 4 Favorite Things questionaire 1) Four places I have lived : 1. Cali (Born surfer chick hehehe) 2. Colorado Springs, CO 3. Henderson, NV 4. and now, Long Beach, MS 2) Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. Heroes 2. Dirty Jobs 3. Anything on the History and Discovery channels (except the Surgery shows...) 4. NCIS 3) Four of my favorite foods: 1. Organic fruits (Strawberries, kiwi, grapes, oranges, mango, cantelope, coconut, green apples, pineapple, etc...) 2. ITALIAN FOOD! 3. Steak (actually, any type of beef...) 4. Salmon 4) Four places I would rather be right now (in no particular order): 1. Maui, sipping beers on the beach with my Boozy 2. AZ - just to see my new nephew, my friends and my family 3. Oregon so I could be surrounded by big trees and pretend I was a fairy lost in the forest (I like this answer Meg!) 4. Ireland, Greece, Italy... cos I am adventurous deep down within (and this one, too!) 5) Four people that will respond: 1.

His Words
Loving you Missing you Seeing you inside my head And I become calm again The music is playing softly As my heart is pounding You kiss me You love me And somehow I know you do These feelings are growing It's something I can't deny. You some how understand me When nobody else will Take a second glance. Some how you move me And sooth me And speak straight to my heart.

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Drop Your Pants And Give Me Four!
Subject: FW: 4 Favorite Things questionaire 1) Four places I have lived : 1. Burnsville, MN... shit. I need to venture out some more. LOL... 2. 3. 4. 2) Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. Paranormal State 2. Everyday Italian. 3. Paula's Party. 4. America's Psychic Challenge when it's on air. :P It's a WONDERFUL show. I so way dig it. 3) Four of my favorite foods: 1. Organic fruits such as apples and grapes. 2. Pizza from Punch Neapolitan or Target's Archer Farms product line. 3. Organic cheeseburgers. 4. Anything Greek or Italian. I LOVE spanikopita. Spinach makes me hot like Popeye!!!! RAWR!!!! 4) Four places I would rather be right now (in no particular order): 1. Washington so I could hug my angel Jeffy. 2. California so I could be in my favorite sunshiney state and paint by the ocean. 3. Oregon so I could be surrounded by big trees and pretend I was a fa

Surgery Day
Hello Friends, Fans, and Family.. I might not be on as much for a few days or not at all. I'm having surgery on Wednesday, March 26, to have my gallbladder removed (it's full of rocks)lol. and a umbilical hernia repair. Yeah, lucky me, I get a couple weeks off work. I would have rather had a nice tropical vacation with one of the hot fu's of my choice but you know how it is, we don't always get what we want. I'm going to be fine, I'll miss chatting with my friends though. Don't let the place fall apart while I'm napping, I know how fast things change if anything good happens while I'm sleeping don't forget to message me about it and don't forget to keep me up on all the good stuff that is going on in fuland. Take care and behave yourselves. Don't anyone get deleted for being bad. No flashing, streaking, NSFW'ing in improper places! (unless I get a copy). Love you all... Amy

Bobbie Parkers ( Rio) Bull Shit
received: 03/23/2008 08:39 am Ahhh Harold...I am one of a kind..and its not all good. As you have seen, I'm possessive and jealous...I want a one woman man....cuz thats what he will get from me! Loyalty, honesty, integrity, passion, love, affection, compassion, passion, companionship, love, passion...lol You get the idea....I'm old fashioned in this regard...no compromise..no settling. Just a few hours later she told me that she had a boy friend the whole time! Talk about a lying hypocrite

The Winning Entry And Weekend, Easter
Sorry for taking so long to write this; I just finished a devotional I was writing today on Acts 11. I work in an office by myself when I'm listening to your station, and I can justly say it's impacted my life by ... well, re-read my first sentence. I've found listening to you has really focused my faith and helped me to see that the "heroes" of the Bible aren't super-heroic any more than you or I are. They and we are just people God uses to get His word out, even though we're often clumsy about it! KHRT especially helps me as a new father -- I have a two-year-old girl and an eight-and-a-half-month-old boy, and even though I read my Bible daily and pray for my family, I still screw up. Like everybody, I'm growing in my faith, and I am so thankful than I can look forward to programming that reinforces what I'm thinking about family and life. I may not necessarily agree with one preacher or another (personally, I sometimes take Joyce Meyer with a shaker of salt) on a particular

Thank You To All ..who Helped Me Godmother
I Want to Thank All that helped me Level to Godmother, Especially BooBoo and her Shadow Levelers > > I Would Also like to Thank My Fiance Andrew for even getting me this far. If it wasn't for all his hard work, I would have never made It. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART AND THANK YOU! WIZARD ~REAL LIFE FIANCE OF MISSSBUTTERFLY~ Once again Thank you So very much! All Love will Be returned!

The Ghost Of Lorna Darcy
The Ghost of Lorna Darcy [This short story was originally a part of my occasional series, Nancy of the Tenderheart, here we find a much older Nancy, now married and a mother.] It was a cold and bitter night as Nancy of the Tenderheart sat on the hearthstone in front of the roaring fire with her young twins Isa and Ingham on either side of her, and as usual they were pleading for a story, like all children, more to delay their bedtime than the desire for history. Nancy of the Tenderheart stared deeply into the flickering flames and said softly, “I will tell you a story of the bravest man I have ever known. He fought, not with a claymore, but with love and kindness.” She never noticed their doubting looks as she gazed deeply into the fireplace with unseeing eyes, remembering the touch of a lost friend on her heart. A tear slid gently down her cheek as she began to talk. Patrick Darcy was the kindest, most gentle man I have ever met. The twi

Not So Homeless Anymore.
Well I won't be homeless untill atleast October. It should of been April I went homeless. But my life is looking up. Well, its looking up...... KINDA. It seems I have more money than expected. And that will get me by till my apartment Lease is up. And by then hopefully I will have a job.

Congratulations For Becoming Godmother..from Booboo And Her Gang!
> > Congratulations too our newest GodMother !!! Stop by and congratulate her on making it. Thanks for all the love showed too get her here. }i{MisssButterfly}i{~FIANCEE TO WIZARD(ANDREW)~Member-The Friendship Circle~@ fubar

My Owner Needs You For A Few
MY OWNER TERESA NEEDS SOME HELP AND QUICK! SHE NEEDS 50K TO GET A VIP AND SHE HAS 21,4XX TO GO. GO AND SHOW HER SOME MAJOR LOVE AND COMMENT THE HECK OUT OF HER PLEASE! SHE WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!

50,000 For 1 Million!! Pls Help!
Hey there! I need your help please...to win this contest. to win 1 million fu-bucks I have to aquire 50,000 comments in 5 weeks..(.even if I only get 15,000 I still get 250,000)...if you could possibly click the pic below and go leave me as many comments as you can I would greatly appreciate it...I'd be more than happy to RTF!

My Touch Is Yours
As I sit here alone in my room Your voice echoes in my head The warmth of your words The caring in your tone The love that leaves your lips My eyes closed and imaging you here with me Without realizing my actions My hands wander across my soft skin The touch is not my own Your fingertips caress my soul Reaching my supple breasts Nipples erect in anticipation of your touch A slight pinch and twist sends a soft moan from my lips Hands continuing wander Reaching the soft bald mound between my legs Gently touching and slowly spreading the lips Exposing the moisture built up Glistening in the light from the lamp on my table Fingers excitedly reach my clit and firmly roll it between them Hips slightly rise Moans and desire fill the air I long to feel your touch Smell your scent Be held safely in your arms I see you with me Fingers feverishly working me into frenzy Without warning one finger slides between my throbbing swollen lips The wetness invit

Turning Myself Inside Out.
After a night of excess of many "things"...i sit here and realize that no matter how hard i try, im going to bury myself one way or another..As i put it to my mother the other nite on the phone , with everything going on with my health...i might as well go out balls to the wall!...as they say ..last born first dead!...or maybe thats just what i say. Hey at least i had fun, The way i see it now is this...im gonna enjoy every flippen moment i have left..if its for another 20 years or 1 year...fuck it...

Well Well Another Bloggers Heaven
so this is fubar. . . nice little thing here. . . well. . . hello happy people. . . what a day. . yesterday I got me some Everclear for my 20th birthday got fucked up. . . it was nice. . . and now I am on here. . . well just smoke some green and think of me peace kayo

Fuck You Asshole
i dont know who makes people think they have the right to do and say what ever the fuck they want but this bullshits going to fucking stop thebigbadwolf user just because you send someone a message on here doesnt mean they have to reply and if you dont like it too fucking bad.and as for all you other pricks with no lives i really dont give a shit weather you want to fuck me or not. just because i talk to you doesnt mean i want to date you. if your pushy then your just going to piss me off and well im a bitch so you dont want to do that ok? have a great fucking day

Thought For The Day Tuesday 03/25/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "This pain, unrelenting and unforgiving. This seemingly iniquitous existence as viewed by some, holds within it a heart, pure and filled with love. Surely, the heart which binds with another and protects all those whose same hearts are watched over, laid safe each night. It is those, which devour my own. Feast upon this soul with ravenouos delight do those who are protected. The life, the man, no longer admired or loved beyond condition. Only admonished does he stand, nearing his fall through the blinding tears which obscure his sight now. No longer does the light come in, it hides behind the stabbing pain in this chest waiting. It awaits the day, when the heart is healed, if it shall ever come." ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

He Needs Your Help Please!
HEY EVERYONE! GO AND DROP SOME COMMENTS ON JAMES AKA BIGSEXY'S GIVEAWAY. HE NEEDS 10K COMMENTS TO GET A VIP. HE HAS ALMOST 4K AS OF RIGHT NOW. HE IS A GREAT GUY AND HELPS OUT ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE. CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW.

Love!!!!!!
No Better Match I could sit, wait, and stare be late for something and wouldnt care because Im sitting there right next to you youve got me under a spell, theres nothing I can do, Give me your hand and Ill show you everything there is to show Tell you everything there is to know And give you piggy back rides Boy I just love those pretty eyes, I see you each and everyday Hoping youll never change and always stay the same I could spend the rest of my life with you thinking it was a dream, a dream to good to be true, Id give you pretty things like this and such And tell you I love you this much So please dont leave and let me be because theres no better match then you and me.

An Addition To Last Blog
someone just notified me that the link i sent did not work. the guy's nae is "Suave Da Great" and he's in my friend list as well as my fans off list. all you have to do is F/A/R him and then click on his million dollor contest folder. thanks to all that can help.

A Dream I Had
I had a certain dream one night That has not left my mind A dream that I was able to call a certain beauty mine The beauty that could leave anyone thinking of him for days His beauty that parts the clouds That could leave any person in awe A dream that I was able to touch the soft lips of my angel My angel of grace that is so special to many By seeing the angel that is him makes my days complete Even if he were not to feel the same way It would not take away the feeling that I get when I see him Wishing he felt the same It would make my life perfect And wonder if it was heaven A dream that is only a dream Making the dream a reality would be perfection Perfection that would make my life breath taking The beauty and angel is the same person all in one The same man I dream about This really is a special dream of mine

Enjoy!
This is me The words you read I'm not a mystery It's that simple Sometimes I'm the pebble Or I can be one of the ripples With these ordinary words I can make common sense sound absurd Or bring new life to the slaughtered This is a power we all hold The one thing we can control Use your words to reveal your soul Now is your chance Don't leave it to happenstance Speak what is real while you still can Or live with the regret Of things left unsaid Revealings of the heart trapped in your head

Katie
9 times out of 10. The times you'd pretend. Katie more times then not you're You're not my friend. So stop pretending while it's ending And it's time I start defending And protect myself from any more abuse The friendship was fictitious How could you be malicious? You haven't got a good excuse. You're just a waste of time to me Katie. And you're a waste of time and errant space. And I've been wasting time on you Katie. There isn't any time left I can waste. Oh your masquerade. It's pretty plain. Katie it's quitting time now Now I'm afraid. Now I've never been a quitter Now it's something to consider Just consider me somebody from your past. The only thing that's satisfying Is not the time I wasted trying But when I stopped that's when time ran out so fast. You're just a waste of time to me Katie. And you're a waste of time and errant space. And I've been wasting time on you Katie. There isn't any time left I can waste. No way! You're just a wast

I'm Here ...
Ok, I've settled in, sorta, in Delaware, but don't have internet at home yet. Why? Cuz I'm not sure if I'm going to stay where I am (a friends' home that is up for sale and they need someone to stay in it until it does sell) or move closer to my work, in Lewes. In the meantime, if you really want to chat w/ me, drop me a line at jlamborn3@gmail.com and I'll get back to you within a day or so, depending on my schedule. Thanks!!

Home
Here I come to find myself, catch the tide Looking for peace at the end of the line. Sometimes I can't help myself fever's high, I'm all at sea and so unwise. I'm so afraid I'll lose your anchor, as time goes by, But courage is a fire and a beacon so bright. The sunset built a memory, our sign, And all at sea we come alive. Will I wash away, turning like a stone I need a place where I belong. Call a setting sun to throw me down a rope And take me to a place called home. I close my eyes, I know you're there Standing on the shore in a world I design. The sunset fires a lonely flare into the sky, All at sea we say goodbye. Looking for a place called home.

Today
Today I feel nothing yet I feel everything at once Im not sure what to do Im not sure what to say Your everything to me yet your nothing at all It was supposed to happy yet im so sad Changes come and go yet everythings the same still feel the same if only for one more day

Don't Give Up On Me
Don't give up on me. I know there are days when I say things I shouldn't. I know there are days when my actions are foolish. Don't give up on me. Inside of me is a good person, though that person is not perfect. I laugh and I love and I cry and I bleed. Don't give up on me.

March 25th, 2008
just found out i am having a baby boy his name is going to be jonathan david. i am really excited now i am 6 months and showing just a little lol. no weight gain yet which to me is a good thing. well just wanted everyone to know.

To All My Friends
For all of my friends who have been stopping by and leaving messages: xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox :P (some tongue too haha) Thankyou. I have been so wrapped up in my studies this semester and other personal stuff in my life that I am not in here as often as I used to be. There are many of you that I think about often and many of you whom I have never me but cherish as best friends. God bless all of you who make a positive difference in my life...thanks so much cheeky aka ricki

Calling All Friends
Hey everyone. I really need help from all my friends, if you can spare me a little time. One of my best fubar friends (Shauny Owner of the Mile High Club) is in a contest. She needs people to leave comments on her contest pic. I have been dedicating time and comment bombing her every day lately and would like help. It doesn't matter if you can help me bomb her or if you just drop in and leave a few comments. All help is appreciated. Please take a few minutes and help. Just click on the pic below to be brought to her contest pic. Please stop by and lend a hand, it means alot to me.

People
how often do you put yourself out there? I mean, people come and go like leaves on a tree. How often do you dive in and tell your secrets, hoping that that one 'stranger' could be the one for you? My defination of stranger is one you hardly know anything about. Yes, you think you know things about them... name, age, location... but do you really? A smart person doesnt tell all at once. DUH it's the internet! Isnt that the place where you can be someone you want to be, not who you are? If you are playing that game, who's to say that they arent? --oooh... or even playing it better than you are? Think about it before you dive into a relationship with an on-liner. If you can answer the question of what they want for breakfast because you served it to them, or actually called their dog to you by name..perhaps you might have something. Otherwise... what are you really learning about someone?

This Is What Love Is All About
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, When an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his

Contest
hi everyone I'm in a bombing contest. please if you can try to help out. here is the link to the guy's site that is having the contest. http://fubar.com/user/1240728 cut and paste it into your browser. first to 5000 wins. all help is appreciated.

Poem If Tears Are All I Have
poem if tears are all i have when my tears fall like rain i never wipe away the pain i use the time to find myself to understand where i have been and who i am when i will get there and what i have done wrong or right to help someone else feel better in this life. written by a friend. very awesome:)

Beautiful - India. Arie
The time is right I'm gonna pack my bags And take that journey down the road Cause over the mountain I see the bright sun shining And I want to live inside the glow Yeah I wanna go to a place where I am nothing and everything That exists between here and nowhere I wanna go to a place where time has no consequences oh yeah The sky opens to my prayers I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, Please understand That its not that I don't care But right now these walls are closing in on me I love you more than I love life itself But I need to find a place were I can breathe I can breathe I wanna go to a place where I can hold the intangible And let go of the pain with all my might I wanna go to a place where I'm suspended on ecstasy Somewhere between dark and light Where wrong becomes right I wanna go to beautif

Find Out About A Man's Sign
About the Aries man A "specialist" in love at first sight, the Aries man falls in love immediately and does not take no for an answer, nor he accepts tarrying. He fancies thousands of plans including the chosen of the moment and he does it with sincerity. It's an adventure to date an Aries man. The chosen one can have all the joy she wants and sometimes even more. Her satisfactions with an Aries man are numerous, although living by his side can sometimes look like a bowling game with grenades instead of balls. Caught in a bustle in which everything happens by one hundred km per hour, the Aries man's partner can feel overwhelmed and she has to be very fit not to feel exhausted. Unfortunately, the Aries man's passion goes to waste very quickly, turning into ash after a very short period. Afterwards he falls in love again. The Aries man is not afraid to get married at a young age. He will do it, even... several times, if necessary. Paradoxically enough, beyond his lo

How To Build A Wonderful Life
How To Build a Wonderful Life Top 5 Ways to Build a Wonderful Life 1. Live Below Your Means There will always be temptation to forsake the future for immediate gratification. We all want to buy that new piece of technology, treat ourselves to an expensive night on the town, or take out a loan for the flashy car we can’t afford. It might feel great at the time but rash spending hurts a lot later on. Enjoy life’s simple pleasures and save as much as you can. Expensive things don’t create lasting happiness and security. Careful spending will bring you greater leisure and enjoyment in the long run. 2. Put Your Money to Work Saving is great, but to make the most of your money you need to put it to work. Good investments can be the difference between retiring in your 40’s or in your 60’s. A post today at The Simple Dollar really got me thinking. According to [1] Trent’s projections, if a person in their early 20’s invests 20% of their inc

Buc Is At It Again- Come Fuown The Bucman- It's Def Worthwhile
Okay- Buc is up for grabs in 2 auctions!! Lil Slave girls auction Also i am in JC's Auction! Good luck!! And may the best bidder win!! Read my blog for what i am offering or i'll link it to ya

Early History Of The Philippines
The Negritos are believed to have migrated to the Philippines some 30,000 years ago from Borneo, Sumatra, and Malaya. The Malayans followed in successive waves. These people belonged to a primitive epoch of Malayan culture, which has apparently survived to this day among certain groups such as the Igorots. The Malayan tribes that came later had more highly developed material cultures. In the 14th cent. Arab traders from Malay and Borneo introduced Islam into the southern islands and extended their influence as far north as Luzon. The first Europeans to visit (1521) the Philippines were those in the Spanish expedition around the world led by the Portuguese explorer Ferdinand Magellan. Other Spanish expeditions followed, including one from New Spain (Mexico) under López de Villalobos, who in 1542 named the islands for the infante Philip, later Philip II. Spanish Control The conquest of the Filipinos by Spain did not begin in earnest until 1564, when another expedition from New S

Gotta Love How Wonderful Our Government Is?
Pentagon admits mistaken arms shipment http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080325/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/missile_mistake Pentagon admits mistaken arms shipment By ROBERT BURNS, AP Military Writer 1 hour, 8 minutes ago The Pentagon announced Tuesday that the United States mistakenly shipped to Taiwan four electrical fuses designed for use on intercontinental ballistic missiles, but has since recovered them. The error is particularly disturbing, officials said, because of its indirect link to nuclear weaponry and because of the sensitivity of U.S. arms sales to Taiwan, which China regularly denounces as provocative. The Defense Department said an investigation of the incident is under way. At a news conference, Air Force Secretary Michael Wynne said the misshipped items were four electrical fuses for nose cone assemblies for ICBMs. He also said they were delivered to Taiwan in 2006 and had been sent instead of helicopter batteries that had been ordered by Taiwan. Wynne said th

I Give U My
i u my hand to pull me up and u hold it tight so i will not fall again. then u fall then i give u my hand to pull u up . i guess god gave us that because we care for other . so we let go our hands does that mean we never see each other again. or we help each other always and forever. so we must have our hand to hand so we can show our love ,care , friends.

Final Update
I know alot of you have been praying and sending me your best wishes and sympathy cards, most of you have been there for me thru my time of need and i just want to say thank you! Fubar has been the one thing that has kept me away from the sorrow cause even if there are some pervs which I block immediately I have made some good friends. I loook forward to reading your messages and I may not respond right away cause my family needs me and I am busy but I do read them and appreciate them. My grandma was suffering beyond what we expected and it was painful for us to see her that way, upon a family decision they agreed to take her off life support monday (yesterday) at 3:pm and she past away at 3:12 pm. So it's been very hard for me the past few days but I know now she is in a better place. Thanks for your love and support. xo yari

Sex Story #10
I call u up and ask if it is ok if we get together. I can tell in your voice you are very excited to hear me on the other end of the call. I say I will be over in an hour. You go around your place to light the candles and get some wine on ice. You want to make sure everything is perfect. I get there and wow, u have everything so beautiful. You led me to the couch, I have a seat, u pour us a glass of wine. You sit down beside me, lean over and kiss me gently. Such a soft, gentle kiss. We have a drink of the wine and talk just a lil about our day. I love how u are looking at me, and undresssing me with your eyes. I am getting excited. I put my glass down, I take yours and put it beside mine. I now get on my knees between ur legs and kiss you. I suck ur tongue into my mouth, sucking it as if it were your cock....in and out...u moan, to let me know you are enjoying it. My hands on your chest, pinching your nipples, lifting your shirt, while still kissing you deep and passionately.

Mumms
Everyone Knows that no matter what you say in a comment or what you post in a mumm that MOST MUMMERS that have nothing better to do then bash someone will be RUDE IGGNORANT AND JUST PLAIN ASSHOLES !! Do you ever take the time to look @ someones profile before you spew out such nasty comments ? I am so glad that my friends aren't ASSHOLES !! Get a life and stop critisizing someone elses !! When people post NSFW mumms about sex and drugs and who's bangin who's woman or man , you all think it's funny but when someone posts something serious , you still act like a bunch of 5 year olds !! I REALLY DON'T CARE WHO THIS PISSES OFF EITHER .. you wanna chit chat with each other then go find a lounge to chat in !

Life In General
so i am dealing with a lot of shit lately...between not being able to work due to my messed up back, and dealing with the fact that my taxes wanna take like WAY too long to get here and we need money NOW LOL. Most of my time lately is spent on the computer dj'ing in a great lounge called sex sells. I have a ton of fun in there hanging with my friends that are actually more like family to me. I don't get to see my real family much at all..maybe once every 5 yrs...so i hang with my on line family. I know i need a life, right?

Please Helppppppp !!!!
please add him and rate him so you can help me with my rates and comments, this is my 1st contest, i know i am a little peon but it would be nice if the lil guy(girl) would win for a change thank you very much Capt America@ fubar

Fear?
So what is this fear fad that some people are getting into? Webster's Says: fear(fîr)n. 1. A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger. 2. A state or condition marked by this feeling: living in fear. 3. A feeling of disquiet or apprehension: a fear of looking foolish. 4. Extreme reverence or awe, as toward a supreme power. 5. A reason for dread or apprehension: Being alone is my greatest fear. Alright I can go with that. So now that we all know what fear is, what causes it? Is it like number 1 says? Because of imminent danger? Nah can't be, that doesn't apply to the reason for this blog. Number 2 is out as well, same concept as number 1. How about 3 or 4? Nah those are both out too, there is no great power here and certainly nobody to look foolish too, except the one you face in the mirror each morning. SO it looks like our winner is behind door number 5. Alright now that we've determined it's a reason for dread or apprehension th

The Wedding
COME JOIN SyNfUl_DeZyRz Owner of Synful Dezyrz Lounge@ fubar AND UrNxtSyn69¢¾Ownd4rl¢¾Engadged2¢¾Synful dezyrz¢¾@ fubar ON WEDNESDAY THE 26TH @7P.M EST/4 P.M PST IN NIKKI'S SYNFUL DEZYRZ'S LOUNGE TO SHARE IN THEIR HAPPINESS OF FINDING EACH OTHER. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54930

Who You Are Does Make A Difference,
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra ribbons and said, "We're do

Decisions
hey guys..im thinking of leaving fu. in a very stupid move i introduced my ex to the site when we were together and honestly its just to painful to see him on here going on with life as if nothing happened. what can i say? i am weak. i feel like real life is passing me by as i use this site for escapism....and even for that it has lost its appeal. if i do decide to leave altogether i will leave up my yahoo and give the addy to any who may want it. bad day..bleh

Go Show Him Love
Please all Go Show my New owner some love.... Rate/Fan/Add Him Lets Make him godfather Click the pic below to get started dave >>> Crypt_Keeper Owned by SpizZyGooDNesS@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by : DJ~YUM YUM~WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~~Owned By DJ KiddRock, Beagle&Dave~ DJ Jonny B GoodE #1Hate Fan@ fubar

Judge Rules Against Home Schooling
March 25, 2008 Vol. 3, No. 13 A Big Win for Judicial Supremacy, a Big Loss for Government Language Lawyers and Another Example of Real Change Parents "do not have a constitutional right to homeschool their children." So wrote a California judge in a case that has ominous potential for the estimated one million-plus American families who have opted out of the public education monopoly and choose to educate their children at home. Although the ruling is being appealed to the California Supreme Court, as it now stands, the 166,000 California children who are home schooled are truant, and their parents are criminals. Welcome, as the Wall Street Journal editorialized, to a "strange new chapter" in the "annals of judicial imperialism." No Teaching Credentials? No Home Schooling. For background, you should know that although California's compulsory education law requires that all children between the ages of six and 18 attend a full-time day school, the state law also c

Gym Rambling
After taking a week off from the gym for Spring Break and another week off because of the stomach flu... trying to pick up right where you left off on the bike and weights will leave you barely able to move in the morning. I've gone from 149 back up to about 158 or so but thats ok, 2 weeks off was bound to catch up sooner or later. The new plan is to to not drop pounds but points off the body fat percentage. Yesterday I checked myself at the gym office and their little hand-held thing said I was 13.1% so the new goal is to hit single digits. I haven't been that low since high school but I want to see if I can do it in a healthy way. 5 weeks to go but this week will suck, 2 midterms and a paper... then another midterm a week from today. Time to go big or go home.

Safari 3.1, A True Competitor
By Ken Fisher | Published: March 24, 2008 - 11:55PM CT While pundits have been lamenting the fact that Apple's "software update" program on Windows is now pushing Safari 3.1 to users, we thought we'd check out Safari 3.1 to find out if Apple has made any real progress on the Windows version of this browser. After all, it's about the software, right? Related Stories * Hacker brings "Safari HD" to Apple TV (Updated) * Apple updates Safari 3 beta for Windows in wake of security issues * Finding a worm in the Apple? Secret APIs in Mac OS X * Safari 3.1 busts out HTML 5 support, offline storage We put the Safari 3 beta on Windows through the wringer last summer, and we weren't too terribly impressed. The problems were significant, such that we'd have a hard time recommending the browser to any Windows user. As of last summer, Firefox was still the Windows browser of choice here at Ars. Have things improved for Safari? Wow, have they. Compliance and memory usag

Music, Music And More Music....drool
Mile High Music Festival....I CAN'T WAIT!!! 2 days filled with music. OMG this is gonna be SO great!!! July 19: Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Steve Winwood, Michael Franti and Spearhead, O.A.R. (Of A Revolution), Spoon, moe., Citizen Cope, Brett Dennen, Newton Faulkner, Andrew Bird, Josh Ritter, State Radio, JJ Grey & Mofro, Bob Schneider, Meese, Born in the Flood, Railbenders. Sunday, July 20: Dave Matthews Band, John Mayer, The Black Crowes, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Colbie Caillat, Ingrid Michaelson, OneRepublic, Flogging Molly, The Roots, Leftover Salmon, Martin Sexton, Flobots, Grace Potter & The Nocturnals, Tea Leaf Green, Rose Hill Drive, The New Mastersounds, Serena Ryder, The Photo Atlas.

When Love Is Not Enough
What do you do when love is not enough? How do you convince your heart to move on when it hurts so badly it skips a beat? Whether its miles between you or an unseen distance how do you close the gap? How do you move on when your air is lost and you cannot breathe? How do you convince your mind to let go of the one you love? What do you do when love is not enough?

Bomb Me... Help Help
need help..... bomb the shit outta me http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1640394&albumid=932227&i=89039817&idx=3 and while you are there show my gurl skittles some love http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1640394&albumid=932227&i=2326740883&idx=1

Wtf
wtf So I know some of of you are woundering what’s going on. Why has Barry been MIA for the most part. Yes I have have been in school but I have managed to be on still and get stuff out to you. Why is this this time differnt? Wtf? As some of you know I was sick and through my back out. This keep me off line for the most part.. I missed a week of work in Feb. due this plus the passing of my grandfather. This never got better. I go today for chest x-rays. This so they can figure what kind of lung infection I have. I have no idea how bad it is yet. I do know it is not good at all. As of now I am working but no fire fighting. Both towns know about this. I hope that I will be able to finish school. There is a good chance I may not. I may be put in the hospital for awhile. I do not like to talk much about this. In fact my wife thinks Iam an asshole right know about it. She is right and I am sorry hon. Just be glad I didn’t marry you. Feel bad for Sue. S

Fu Broke?
The prizes will be fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - however many comments you have at the close of the giveaway, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so yes I multiply it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. (Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have At Least 2,500 Comments To Win Any Fubucks. Rates = 5 Comments Each, To Be Added To The Final Total. Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. You don't have To Be My Friend Or Fan To Rate or comment,but it will be helpful as i may post blog's or bulletins throughout the give away.However You MUST Have A Salute And Be A Level 5 And Above To

Bad Day
For all of you who are having a bad day, here is something to cheer you up...it's a crack up! Next time you have a bad day at work... Think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation Diver for xxxxxxx xxxxx in Western Australia. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to a radio station in Perth, who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won! Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wetsuit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to keep warm is this: We ha

Alice In Wonderland
*~Alice in Wonderland~* I R PWND by FREAK!@ fubar Alice was nice enough to sell herself for a VIP for me. I've shouted to Alice maybe twice, and she hardly knows me from Adam, but she deserves more than my crappy blogs that nobody reads! But she's been nothing but good, and helps others, so go show her some LOVE!!!

1986, Bitches
THE 1990's If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Keenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . . " You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember reading "Goosebu

Friend Quotes
If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. If I were to be anything in this world…. I’d be ur tears!!!… So, I can be conceived in ur heart, born in ur eyes, live on ur cheeks & die on ur lips!!!!! If u r a chocolate ur the sweetest, if u r a Teddy Bear u r the most huggable, If u are a Star u r the Brightest, and since u r my “FRIEND” u r the “BEST”!!!!!!!!! A memory lasts forever, and never does it die. True friends stay together and never say good bye.

Are They Just Words
Just three little words don't seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world. They don't seem like enough for someone who's always been there to celebrate with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though "I Love You" can't express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what's in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.

Contest
vote for me( 23 days late) and friend capt. america too!!!! most comments wins...be creative...be dirty...say whatever...i dont know what i win...i just dont like to lose. thanks carrie... your not in my family.....post the most comments....and you will be!!!! click on the pict....to vote

The Dreaded Diet
I've always had problems with my weight..In high school I suffered from both bulimia and anorexia..Mine actually started in Junior high... I attended a small community school...All my classmates a total of 40 something kids...boys and girls included...My physical ed teacher weighed every single one of us in front of each other..yelled out our weights so that her assistant could write them down...and..mine..well..let's just say that every kid laughed at me... I was humiliated...But..that was the day that I made a choice that I wouldn't be laughed at again...In a matter of 4 months...I lost over 92 lbs...I would eat at home..but..would end up in the bathroom with my finger down my throat...Even water was a no no...I could just feel the fat growing on me when I would drink...At school...while everyone else was at lunch..I would be in the gym...running...I would walk with my friends to lunch...but..would make an exuse to leave and go run...Since it being a small school..All grades at

Birthday Wishes
PROFILEPOUNDER.COM Thank you to all my wonderful friends family and fans for all the Birthday wishes, gifts, comments, and Instant messages. Yall are some kick ass friends, and thank you again. Much love and respect to all of you!! cammy

Vacation Update 3: O&a Return Live Tomorrow, New Podcast Online, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Interns Needed Asap, Animation Contest, New Videos Online
Soooo, this will be the FINAL vacation update before the Opie and Anthony Show returns LIVE to the satellite and terrestrial airwaves tomorrow morning at 6am, and then it's back to bidness as usual...so let's get on with it, shall we? Once again, if you missed any of The Worst Of Opie and Anthony, there are special episodes that were made just for this vacation that you can download via AUDIBLE: Download the O&A Show 3/17/2008 (Worst of Louis CK) Download the O&A Show 3/18/2008 (Worst of Jimmy Fallon) Download the O&A Show 3/19/2008 (Worst Of Mike Rowe) Download the O&A Show 3/20/2008 (Corey Feldman and Corey Haim) Download the O&A Show 3/21/2008 (Bret Michaels, Bill Burr, Fez) Download the O&A Show 3/24/2008 (Worst Of Louis CK) Download the O&A Show 3/25/2008 O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Opie carry his enormous TV into his apartment - online Now!!) The Opie and Anthony Show NEEDS INTERNS - Sign Up To be an O&A Intern TODAY! (must get college credit) Ji

Freak
Freak ~*~ Fu-Owned by Domking123~*~@ fubar Co Owner of the Freakshow, always helping others, and just a good all round person. Go show her some love, fill her with rates, and buy her bling.! Recently she was super kind to me, and very unselfish, and this is a little way of showing my appreciation!

Things Aren't Always As They Appear
So I am in the store buying diapers today which is nothing unusual.Eric is not with me most of the time when I buy them.This week the kids are on break so he was with me.I knew when I picked up the diapers someone would say or think something.When I get in line,here it comes.The lady says something about Eric and the diapers.That is when I tell her he is autistic although it's none of her business.After that she has her foot in her mouth.She tries to clean it up.Eric looks like a 5 yr old but hasn't turned 4 yet.It's not uncommon for a 3 yr old autistic child to not be potty trained.He may not be until he is 6.Who knows?We can't have a conversation with him so it's going to take some time.Anyway...It was nice to educate someone today and I think that she will think about it the next time she sees someone buying diapers

Righteous Beggars
The other morning while driving through town, I encountered a group of people standing at various positions around the stop light in the center of town... Each of them are holding out buckets with the name of some church plastered on them... These people are begging for money!!!! Some towns have laws that prevent bums from standing at street corners begging for handouts, but what is the difference here??? Since I live in the Bible Belt, I imagine that most people weren't offended by this... In fact I saw some people open their windows and deposit money into the buckets... I, on the other hand, shook my head at the begging man with the bucket... I do not support any church... I believe in spirituality, but not religion... I just don't understand why these people, in the name of religion, can get away with begging when a legitimate needy person can't....

Life After Birth
Once upon a time, there were twin boys who were conceived in the womb. Seconds, minutes, hours passed as the two embryonic lives developed. The spark of life grew and each tiny brain began to take shape and form. With the development of their brain, and with feeling, perception-- a perception of surroundings, of each other, and their own lives. They discovered that life was good and they laughed and rejoiced in their hearts. One said to the other, "We are sure we are lucky to have been conceived and to have this wonderful world." The other chimed in, "Yes, blessed be our mother who gave us life and each other." Each of the twins continued to grow and soon their arms and fingers, legs and toes began to take shape. They stretched their bodies and churned and turned in their little world. They explored it and found the life cord which gave them life from their mother's blood. They were grateful for this new discovery and sang, "How great is the love of our mother--that she share

Fat Sonny
~FAT SONNY~@ fubar Here's a little love to one of the greatest guys on here. Not only does he give me at least one laugh a day, he spends the rest of his time helping out others. Then whatever time is left, he pisses people off. So what's not to love. Go give him sore rates, add him, fan him, and thank him for making Fubar such a fun place!

Days Off
It really is detrimental for me to have so many days off in a row. Makes it hard for me to want to go back to work. Oh well.. Gotta work tonight, and tomorrow morning, and then again Friday. Shit.. glad I looked at my schedule. I actually don't have to work tomorrow morning, but Thursday morning. That's kinda nice. I'm hungry. But I don't feel like cooking again. Bleh. I start my prenatal classes next week. I'm excited :) :)

I Love English
Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce . 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead,if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row . 13) They were too close to the door to close it 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind< /U> the

Loss After Turning 36
Yeah, I'm single again. My luck has only been bad when it comes to men. Give me one that has a good paying job, land, and would pamper me till I couldn't stand it and I wouldn't pay a bit of attention to him at all. Now if he's homeless,jobless,pennyless, and just a plain mental case send him my way. That's how it's been all my life with the ones I choose to take home with me. Think I'll ever learn? I am gonna try to turn a new leaf over. I've got a few prospects, but I'm on the rebound from lost love, so who knows. Maybe turning 36 will help me to get a new look on life and find the one I am suppose to be with. If I don't oh well, I'm gonna have a great time looking. I'm trying to remember when life gives u lemons, make lemonade! Smile it makes people wonder what's on u're mind.

For My New Friends, And All :)
I wanted to invite all my friends, but especially those who are new to take a look at my blogs. A lot of interesting reading there if you like to read blogs. lol Anyway, please check them out if you like and leaving a comment would be greatly appreciated. Thanks very much :) Peter Britt

Guys And Girls Night Out(repost)
- I was really hoping that many people would please help me out so that things can be reposted for me and all that good stuff that i can get more people in there just as well.Im really looking forward for some people to come in my lounge and see what you like in there,if you seem to like it please add your name in there ok thanks

Help Him Level
AUSTRIAN HAS 16,450 TO GO TO LEVEL He's leveled TY ALL so very much :-) ♂ Ãù§t®¡åñ îñ §©ø†£ãñð ™r/l boyfriend of Hêãthë®@ fubar ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED AND ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED BY BOTH. HE'S A GREAT/AWESOME PERSON. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU ARE ABLE TO HELP. THANK YOU, HRTOFGOLD

My Happy Hour Is On Friday
hey peeps watch out for my happy hour on friday fubar time 9pm it was a hard earned happy hour so please give all your love to stephani lynn she is a great person to get to know tell her zman sent you

Coming Undone
I sit here as if in a fog. I'm lost and can't find the way. So many times I've tried to do things right yet so many times I've screwed it all up. Will there ever be a time when I can just have happiness? At this point it seems that it will never be. I just feel as if everything is coming undone. Someone please help me put the pieces back together. I am coming undone. I am coming undone.

Just Wanted To Share This With Everyone , Never Know Who Might Need It
Keep Walking Through Today's Scripture “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me…” (Psalm 23:4). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Everyone faces challenges and difficulties in life. If you are going through a valley today, know that you are not alone. God is with you! He is working behind the scenes on your behalf, and He will carry you through. Remember, your challenges didn’t come to stay, they came to pass. Don’t get stuck in the valley by allowing your setbacks to become the focus of your life. Jesus endured the pain of the cross for the joy that was set before Him, and when you focus on your victory, you will be able to keep walking through that valley! Shake off bitterness and self-pity today and be determined to press forward. With God on your side, no weapon formed against you shall prosper. As you keep an attitude of faith and expectancy, your challenges will become easier, and you will move forward a

Deluxe Chef Salad
Deluxe Chef Salad This salad is a full meal in itself. Arrange or layer the ingredients in a clear glass bowl, and toss with the Wish-Bone® Deluxe French Dressing right before serving in front of your guests. Beautiful! Serving: 6 Prep Time: 15 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 small head iceberg lettuce, torn into pieces 2 cups cut-up cooked chicken 1/2 lb. cooked ham, cut into thin strips 1 cup cubed cheddar or Swiss cheese (about 4 oz.) 2 tomatoes, cut into wedges 2 hard-cooked eggs, sliced 3/4 cup Wish-Bone® Deluxe French Dressing DIRECTIONS: 1. In salad bowl, arrange all ingredients except Wish-Bone® Deluxe French Dressing; chill. 2. Just before serving, toss with Dressing. Taste Tested Recipe from The Wish-Bone® Kitchens Source: Wish-Bone®

Chicken Breasts With Chutney Butter
Chicken Breasts with Chutney Butter Delicious and super-easy. The chutney butter can be prepared a day or two ahead. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 25 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 tbsp mango chutney, chopped 2 tbsp unsalted butter, at room temperature 2 tsp fresh cilantro, minced, plus whole sprigs for garnish 1/4 tsp ground red pepper 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves, about 5 ounces each 2 tbsp canola oil or other vegetable oil salt and freshly ground pepper DIRECTIONS: 1. Place a stovetop grill pan over medium heat, or preheat grill to hot and brush with oil. 2. In a small bowl, stir together chutney, butter, 1 teaspoon cilantro and ground red pepper until smooth. Cover and refrigerate until ready to serve. 3. Put chicken on a plate and drizzle with oil, turning to coat evenly. Sprinkle with remaining 1 teaspoon cilantro and season with salt and pepper. 4. Grill chicken, turning once, for 5 to 7 minutes on each

Greco Lemon Chicken Burrito
Greco Lemon Chicken Burrito This hearty chicken burrito combines the flavors of lemon, olives and cilantro to create a hearty dish with a fresh, tangy taste! Serving: 4 Prep Time: 40 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 60 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 pound boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into 1-inch strips 2 lemons, thinly sliced 3 cloves garlic, crushed 1 1/2 tablespoons olive oil 1 teaspoon ginger 1 teaspoon turmeric 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup chopped red onion 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley 3 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro 1 teaspoon butter 1/2 cup black olives, chopped 8 flour tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. In a bowl, combine chicken, lemons, garlic, oil and spices. Toss well to combine. Allow to marinate for at least 30 minutes. 2. Remove lemon slices from marinade, place chicken in saucepan, top with onions, parsley, cilantro, butter and 1 cup water. Heat to boiling and reduce heat to low. 3. Cover pan and cook unt

Today's Fried Chicken
Today's Fried Chicken Contributed by Katy Caudle, Florence, South Carolina. Serving: Serves: 4 Cook Time: 10 minutes Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts Garlic powder Paprika Pepper 1/2 cup lowfat milk 1 egg white or 1/4 cup egg substitute Flour, as needed Low-calorie vegetable oil spray DIRECTIONS: Cover chicken breasts with plastic wrap. Pound each piece until flattened. Unwrap plastic and sprinkle each breast on both sides with garlic powder, paprika and pepper. Dip in milk mixed with egg white or egg substitute, lightly flour and fry over medium to medium-high heat in a pan coated with low-calorie vegetable spray. Pan fry until golden brown, about 8 minutes per side. NOTE If you love fried chicken but are watching your cholesterol and fat intake these days, try Katy's version of her favorite dish. © 1996 Lifestyle

Tasty Tacos
Tasty Tacos Family meals are a great starting place for family fun. Let each person create a custom taco and watch the fun begin! Serving: Serves: 4 Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 25 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 pound lean ground beef 8 (8-to-10-inch) tortillas, corn or flour 1/2 cup chopped green pepper 1/2 cup chopped onion 1 cup cheddar or Monterey Jack cheese, grated Shredded lettuce, chopped tomato, sour cream, guacamole and/or salsa for garnish DIRECTIONS: 1. Heat oven to 350 degrees F. Wrap tortillas in aluminum foil and place in oven. Heat for 10 minutes and turn off oven, leaving tortillas inside to warm. 2. In a large skillet, brown ground beef 5 to 10 minutes or until no longer pink. Drain off excess fat. And add onion and green pepper; sauté 3 minutes more. 3. Place tortillas, ground beef, grated cheese, and garnishes as desired in serving dishes of appropriate size. Serve family style. © 2000 Lifestyle Cooks

A Different Point Of View
John Glenn said... This should make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us ; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives we re lost an average of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea North Korea never attacked us . From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost . an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 liv

Ok With You If I Keep My Dick?
It never ceases to amaze me how a woman can convince me to lose interest in her. Based on almost every girl’s comment in my blogs, most are looking for guys who are a bit on the manly side. Most of your manly men are not the sweet sensitive type. They live by the Theodore Roosevelt credo, "Speak softly and carry a big stick." Basically meaning, let your actions do the talking. One problem that I experience frequently is the demand for constant verbal confirmation of feelings or affection. Trying to get a guy like me to do that is a sure fire way to annoy the fuck out of me and make me feel completely smothered. It’s not that I am incapable of wanting to say anything sweet... But who the fuck wants to be told too? I guess I genuinely believe that words really have impact when they are not used as much as toilet paper. Not only that, but when its asked for, then you feel on the spot to say something good, and thats when a dumb fuck like me draws a HUGE fucking blank. Then, my u

Thank You From Miss Butterflu On Helping Her Godmother
I Want to Thank All that helped me Level to Godmother, Especially BooBoo and her Shadow Levelers > > I Would Also like to Thank My Fiance Andrew for even getting me this far. If it wasn't for all his hard work, I would have never made It. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART AND THANK YOU! WIZARD ~REAL LIFE FIANCE OF MISSSBUTTERFLY~ Once again Thank you So very much! All Love will Be returned! (repost of original by '}i{MisssButterfly}i{~FIANCEE TO WIZARD(ANDREW)~Member-The Friendship Circle~' on '2008-03-25 06:51:12')

Wtf
DJ Renegade: i hope you and your new club vengance gets things a going mattie snyder: why do u insint on bothering me DJ Renegade: how does it feel to keep being bother over and over again mattie mattie snyder: i never bothered u DJ Renegade: bullshit mattie DJ Renegade: i ask and your friends will tell you that i ask for a few days off DJ Renegade: and you know why i didnt call you last sunday mattie snyder: no i do not and u kn0ow what i am done with the bullshit mattie snyder: go play with ur STD two face bitch u guys are a match made in heaven DJ Renegade: now mattie they aint no name calling here mattie snyder: like i said i do not exist to you to poof be gone DJ Renegade: well i didnt exist to you and you calm we was friends mattie snyder: io was a friend DJ Renegade: mattie did you call me and tell me that it was a snowing DJ Renegade: knowing i was coming up to see you mattie snyder: your coming up wioth every excuse mattie snyder: I was at work and my job

Foundry Cams: Brianna Frost Rocks Out In Her F*ck Me Shirt
Beautiful, bendable, brown-eyed Brianna Frost (click for her profile) returns with a brand new FoundryMusic F*CK ME Shirt in her latest video, in which she's also sporting a pair of thigh-high latex platform boots, black panties, and a smile that will make you melt. Who knew the human body could move like this? Thank you, Brianna! Music by our friends at Carbon 9 CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO Then, once you regain feeling in your lower limbs, head over to FOUNDRY CAMS and chat with Brianna LIVE on webcam!

Sanctuary
There is a place within all of us It is sacred, so free of Judgement This is yours to share with who you wish This is your sanctuary... There is no boundry , no rule to adhere There is love, there is hate There is want, there is need There is greed... You can laugh, you can cry For you are free on the inside This is your sanctuary... Take this light Hold it high Feel it shine. I know now that here inside... This is mine. This is yours. This is our sanctuary...

The Cold Slap Of Reality
There it was like a slap in the face you feel through out your entire body. Reality starts to set in. First you don't believe it, you think no, this can't be happening. Then there it is looking you right in the eye. No place to run no place to hide it is just there! Is it fear or panic you feel first. Then its the whys and hows, but it was there all the time you don't see it becase you refuse to look. The truth can be so heartless and unforgiving but once it sets it's cross hairs on you everything you came to believe will go out like a light switch.

I'm Watching
I took a walk down the street to a common place Don't need a gun to blow my mind Carrying crosses for the longest time Why don't you see me go this way? I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold It seems so very real to leave With scheming ideas to excuse Deserted from Love they used to hang on I started to watch myself with mirror eyes I begin to slip away No one's here to reach the other side with me Why don't you see me go this way? I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold It seems so very real to leave...

What Is A Friend
A friend is someone Who’s always there, To love and comfort With secrets to share. To help you out When things look blue, To give advice and encouragement When you don’t know what to do. Someone to see you For the person inside, To partner your journey To share in the ride. To never ever judge you And understand your sorrow, To give you the strength For a better tomorrow.

Worth Fighting For
I had another rough night and woke up this morning tired, upset and ready to scream until the neighbors call the cops. I’m still pretty upset (lack of sleep and being away from the one you love can have that effect) but it is in these moments that I usually find a bit of clarity and inspiration. So I find myself asking a few common questions. What/Who is it you want most in your life? What/Who is it that you go to sleep and wake up thinking about? What/Who is it that is worth fighting for in your life? These are enough questions to ask but they are sometimes the most difficult to answer with any real certainty. Family is usually a good answer or even a specific career that would make you happy. I have my kids and I do write on the side (though I would love to make a living at it), so I look for something else. After a long search that I didn’t know I was making I have found love again. Or rather love has found me. It comes after years of trying to make things work at home and

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also

Beginning Ranks
Our Family General and Founder Rebel_128 Rebel_128~Last Tribe~General~R/L fiancee to Rebel'sAngel Colonel and Co-Founder Rebel'sAngel ¢¾Rebel'sAngel¢¾-R/L fiance to Rebel_128~Colonel for Last Tribe~ Major of Campaign Affairs wolfspirit8993 wolfspirit8993 Last Tribe Bombing Captain 6'1playground 6'1 Playground ~Last Tribe~ First Lieutenant to the Bombing Captain Dukie Dukie ~Last Tribe~ Members PEBBLES PEBBLES last tribe azhippie azhippie ~ Last Tribe Misti_1 Misti_1 ~Last Tribe~ luvslilblackwolves luvslilblackwolves State Of Shock state of shock Sassy sassy ~Last Tribe~ Java (her give a damn is busted...lol) Java ~ Last Tribe! My "Give a Damn" is Busted!!! Immortalfirewolf

A Blonde School Girl
A girl came skipping home from school one day. "Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were counting today, and all the other kids could only count to four, but I counted to 10. See? 1, 2, 3, 4, 5,6, 7, 8, 9, 10!" "Very good," said her mother. "Is it because I'm blonde?" the girl said. "Yes, it's because you're blonde," said the mommy. The next day the girl came skipping home from school. "Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were saying the alphabet today, and all the other kids could only say it to D, but I said it to G. See? A, B, C, D, E, F, G!" "Very good," said her mother. "Is it because I'm blonde, Mommy?" "Yes, it's because y ou're blonde." The next day the girl came skipping home from school. Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were in gym class today, and when we showered, all the other girls had flat chests, but I have these!" And she lifted her tank top to reveal a pair of 36Cs. "Very good," said her embarrassed mother. "Is it because I'm blonde, mommy?" no dea

The Wife Or The Dog
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you?

Ughghghghh... Drama!
My Fu-Fiance called off the Fu-Wedding b/c he thought I wasn't communicating with the powers that be planning the Fu-Wedding.... and then I wake up yesterday afternoon to the manager at Blue Orion putting me on suspension because I didn't have SAMS working just yet (and I had been trying for 8 weeks to get someone to get the darn program working for me). Dang, drama! (Remembering... this is only Fu-World and not the real life!) I get enough of it by the callers I receive calling in for crisis situations in at my real life work... and all this drama occuring yesterday (and/or finding out about it yesterday anyways) just slightly before heading off to my work didn't sit well for me. I wasn't in a good frame of mind for my real life job and I felt horrible for it. I should have called in sick instead of not being completely there in the moment for work, but it just wasn't that easy to shake off -- Fu World or not. I am a sensitive person... which is what makes me so good at

The Heart Vs. The Head
There is always a time in your life when you let your heart rule you head. Usually when your young and just don't give a shit. Things that are so difficult for your head to figure out are such a simple matter for your heart. Unfortunatly your heart never takes the head into consideration when it is in charge and usually leaves a mess in its aftermath. But your head has a tendency to over analize and misses some chances at being happy. Unfortunatly the reality is this; The heart is easily fooled. It wants so hard to believe that what it feels is real and mutual. The head is more skeptical. Though it may want to believe in the general good and honesty in people it knows deception is as much a part of life as truth. So where do you stand, who do you listen to your heart or your head. Either way if things dont happen the way you hope either one or both ends up messed up. So wich is the better one to protect and which is the easiest. It seems that when you try to have them work toga

Fuking Bs
Ok so I spend easter weekend with my fam and come back to total chaos. I hear that our graphics designer HOPE freaked out on one of the girls for using the banner she made. Well 1st of all it was her idea for all the girls to put it on their pages, so why she freaked out and called some of the girls c*nts is beyond me. Then she went and made a fuking bully and a folder called dream girlz asshat, like wtf how mature is that. She removed me from her friends list and I wasn't even around, blah whatever I didn't want or need the drama in the group anyways. Girlz remove her fuking banner from your page I'm gonna get a new one made. Honestly she can stick her graphics up her god damn asssssssssssssssssssss as far as I'm concerned.

Firefighters Rescue Child Stuck In Mud
CLARK COUNTY, Ind. -- A boy was rescued from a dangerous situation after getting stuck waist-deep in mud Monday afternoon. Officials said the young boy was walking along a creek when he got stuck. His sister called for help. Firefighter Tony Hughes rushed to the scene. "I started my way, working my way down and finally found him," he said. "When I found him he was already up to his waist in mud and he was sinking." Hughes said it was a scary situation. His first priority was to get to the boy, and get underneath him so he'd stop sinking. Once he was able to do that, firefighters were able to lift the boy out and haul him up the ladder to safety. But the rescue operation wasn't over yet, because Hughes became stuck. "That mud down there, it's unbelievable. It's worse than being in a creek bed that's really swift moving," he said. "It's like dough. Once it's on you, it stays on you." After some shoveling and maneuvering, Hughes was finally able to push himself u

Blood Red Butterfly
Blood Red Butterfly Rena's eyes flickered slowly open as she felt the gentle breeze caressing her cheeks. Hovering inches over her face was the most beautiful blood-red butterfly. She lay very still so as not to disturb it as it gently lowered itself towards the soft, white skin of her face, but she almost giggled out loud when its tiny legs landed on the tip of her nose, and tickled like the touch of the finest goose feather. She stared hard at it, and laughed softly as one butterfly became two when her eyes crossed and then back to one again as she uncrossed them, and then she tried to touch it with her tongue, but despite stretching it as far as it would go, she couldn't manage to reach. After a short while it fluttered gently from her nose and landed on the stone sill of the old castle arrow slit, and she struggled awkwardly from the stone crypt where she had slept away the day on this last stage of her long journey before she could start the long trek to Utopia.

A Perfect Moment
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection.

Wake Up People !!!!!!
WATCH VIDEO BELOW http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZiw3qVdFzw Just watched this vid. and it is very disturbing. Why is it just a small hand full of people really see what is going on? I have been asking questions like this for awhile now. Back in the early 90's when they tried to take down the World trade centers from the parking garage, what did everybody think, it didn't work they'll just stop? It took them a few years to come up with a plan but as history shows 9-11 happened. People need too WAKE UP and SPEAK UP before we have Marshall Law. Then you'll hear people complain about our civil liberties being steped on. So in short say nothing and you will have nothing later.

My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

A Poem....
~~The Thirst~~ A tiny prick To break the skin Biting, tearing The feast begins Voracious gnawing Clamping down Crashing waves of Blood red sound Sucking, chewing Plasma dripping Deliciously The flesh is ripping Delerious ecstacy Orgasmic trembles Hungrily circling The scavengers assemble Once the thirst is Satisfied They'll clean up the kill With lustful cries

Gun Totin' Humor
Welcome to my life. I'm in the kitchen makin' a delicious cajun turkey and swiss sandwich for myself and my mother (who is so sick and raspy that when she speaks, she reminds one of Marge Simpson) and my father comes into the kitchen. He's on the other side of the bar and he's got my mother's handgun in his hands.. he's loading it and it just so happens to be pointing in more than my general direction. I know the gun was out on the counter because my mother wanted dad to clean it before they went on vacation, so it wasn't a personal vendetta or anything. Nonetheless, I just couldn't help myself. I didn't miss a beat: "Did you clean the gun yet, Daddy?" "Wha? Oh yea, it's clean" he replies... (it's still pointing at me, by the way) "Oh great.. just wanted to make sure that it was clean before you shot me accidentally. I'd hate to get an infection from a dirty bullet." ** Ba Dump Ching**

Good News For Air Travelers...
Yippee!! Last year the Transportation Security Administration updated their list of what you can and cannot take on board an aircraft. Breast implants have been approved!! I mean technically that IS carrying liquids onto the plane in amounts probably in excess of 3 ounces. So according to this link I found on www.tsa.gov so long as you declare you have them to a member of security personel, you are AOK. Read it here... http://www.tsa.gov/travelers/airtravel/prohibited/permitted-prohibited-items.shtm

Poem
Love Why do so many search for love? Why do they sit and pray to the god above? Through all the trials and heartbreaks. Don't they know that's their first Mistake. Love is a mystery and myth untold. Fate has the story to be told. Within each we must find the ability to love ourselves within our minds. Then the winds of change you must ride. Don't run away and hide. To love yourself is the first trial. Then you may find love in the next mile. When you accept yourself in your own eyes. The fates will then decide. And bring him or her to your side. Carla Blackburn written Nov.28th,2007 for her cousin Debbie.

Depart Date!
I LEAVE MAY 5TH TO GET MY RIDE ON MAY 6TH. I START BASIC TRAINING MAY 16TH IN FORT JACKSON 2 DAYS BEFORE MY 22ND BIRTHDAY. AFTER BASIC I WILL BE AT FORT LEE FOR SCHOOLING. SO ILL BE GONE FOR A WHILE. BUT LEAVE ME MESSAGES N ALL N ILL GET BACK OK?

Im Over It
Drama has started on both of my names cause of One person... Named Amanda Ive never saw the bitch before in my life and don't know who she is.anybody that knows me.Knows I don't start drama.I'll walk away from a fight and drama at that.I shouldn't have listen to a bunch of she said this ... why r u lying and she said you had this why ain't you being truthful...I mean what the fuck!I have no problem blocking you! I'm over this shit...I'm about over fubar.Unless you give me a good reason to stay most likly Ill be gone soon..I cant take it anymore sorry.. xoxox Tori

Hopless And I Are Both Up For Auction!
Ok, my owner and I both are up for auction again! This is his link: AND THIS AUCTION CLOSES @ 10PM CENTRAL TONIGHT! (that's only 4 hours) And this is mine: Both of us have our offers listed on the pics (just ignore the repeated one on mine, I must have been sleepy when I did it). Go Bid on us! We'll make it worth your while! Please Repost

.....
I couldn't think of a title. I'm not thinking about punctuation or grammar. Its just an outpouring or rubbish...what I'm feeling right now. I have a habit of sabotaging myself. And taking other people down with me. I seem to be unable to let myself be happy...my own worst enemy in a way. I push away the people that I love and who love me and have no idea why. A friend worries more about any man that becomes involved with me than he worries about me because he knows...but doesnt understand. Did that make sense? Too bad. I really don't care. Another friend calls my pain poetic justice. The 3rd and best of friends is just like me yet different...stronger. It's her that I run to for advice because she is almost me looking in at myself. I should have listened to her when I had the chance but my pride and that need for self destruction bull dozed right through common sense and words of wisdom to leave me with the ruin I'm left with now. I love you Mel and thanks for

Is There Really A Sex Addict Anonymous?
I've been having sex.....let's say for over 10 years now and have never realized how much I truly enjoyed it until the last few years. I know I hit my sexual peak last year and damn I am enjoying the ride.........i feel like such a sex addict. Do I need to seek help? J/K.....

Energy Alert - March 24 !!
For energyworkers and those that are interested in one perspective on what is going on, energywise, I continue to post these Energy Alerts from Karen. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all my friends, family, and fans! Greetings! (Please note: For those of you who desire a printed version of the energy alerts, there is now a temporary “printer friendly version” link at the bottom of the energy alert page. This printer friendly page will allow you to print the energy alerts without the graphics. When David has the new site up and going, you will no longer need to access this printer friendly page as the newest alert page will automatically print without the graphics.) This is perhaps one of the most exciting energy alerts I have ever had the privilege of writing. In this energy alert: Information about completing the shift… Manifestations internally and externally; Much more about weight gain; Letting go of our responsibilities with n

4 Myfu-owner
*Be my crush for a month *Rate all stash during HH *Owners name as my status 4 at least 1 hour a day *Fuowned by them in my name for a month and on a 1 day ticker *1 profile comment a day for duration of being owned *At least 500 11's during the month *Link their profile on my main page *Pimpout blog *SFW salute

Venting
Well let's see what to talk about first. Well, my hubby has been deployed since March 15th, 2007 and will not be home for another couple of months or so depending on their relief unit. I have been doing ok I guess with it but one can not be 100% all the time when dealing with a loved one being overseas. I have a beautiful son (yes I know all parents say that) and I have been doing my best with keeping him healthy and learning and well everything I can think of really. My days are filled with paying bills, cleaning,doing laundry,doing the dishes, raising my son to the best of my ability and dealing with all the things back here on the home front. I know this is not an easy job to do but this is what I technically signed up for when I married him. I am not saying that I don't like it but it does get really hard. I don't got to support groups nor do I call people to talk when I get upset. I know that this is how life is and it is something that I will have to take one day at a time on t

Bearbear
she is as cute as can be a fuzzy little girl and her name is bear bear the ferret yes she is a little theif she will steal anything she can wrap her little paws around or hang on to with her little teeth and once she gets her paws or teeth on the item who knows where it will get off to cuz she has 1000's of places she hides things including but not limited to closets and the like and her favorite things to steal are maxipads and baby bottles :D so be aware of the willey and sneaky thief named ferret

Military Needs Help
A female service member in the ARMY needs your help.. Please go and show this SPC Flight Medic some love and help her earn a 3 month vip to continue giving you 11's. CLICK THE PICTURE AND RATE IT..ITS WORTH 5PTS...THEN LEAVE SOME COMMENT BOMBS IF YOU WILL PLEASE OH AND IF YOU LEAVE 150 COMMENTS YOU WILL GET 10,000 FUBUCKS FROM ME **Devil Witch**@ fubar **THERE IS A PAYMENT OF 25,000 FUBUCKS FOR ANYONE WHO STICKY'S THIS**

10 Things No One Tells You About Parenthood
By Craig Playstead Everyone has seen the “what to expect during parenthood” books and articles, but they never tell the whole story. While raising kids is the most rewarding thing you will ever do in your life, and the love you feel for them is unlike anything else you’ll ever know, there are a few pitfalls nobody ever tells you about. Read on, if you dare. 1) The way you view the world changes When you bring someone into this world, things like global warming, war and women in beer ads have a whole new meaning. You start actually looking at the impact these things have, and what the world will become after you’re dead and gone. Leaving a better place for your kids and grandkids becomes more than just talk. 2) You’ll feel like a failure There will be times when no matter how hard you try, your kids are never happy. You feel you’re telling them “no” too much, constantly harping on them to clean their room, or dashing their dreams of lowering their brother down the staircas

The Silent Ranks
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or whites, But I am in the Army cause I am his wife. I'm in the ranks that are rarely seen, I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the military world is the place where I live. I'm not in the chain of command, Orders I do not get. But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget. I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough. I'm the one who's left behind. My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man. And the call to serve his country not all can understand. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life. But I stand among the silent ranks known as the Army Wife.

My Visit To The Local Staples Store
Well I like anyone else has need from time to time to visit one of these office supply stores be it for a comfy computer chair or be it to take advantage of their great sale of the moment. Well, on this day it was to buy a certain software and grab a few odds n ends you always find you needed after getting there. On this day my real life slave of the time donna and I were having a pretty good day up to this point and had a light attitude overall. So beautiful in her leather collar and her adorable anklet that had these tiny tiny charms that had a sweet "shing shing" sound when she stepped. I so love the sound they made and it was part of her normal attire from the day she received it. It had already been a few months and she and I were very attached to the sound and was nice as it was not harsh at all but rather smooth and soothing. We proceed to enter the Staples and as always she knew what to look for and off like a good girl she went while I did "recon" looking for those things w

You Know You Have A Problem When Your Leg Is Riped Off...
Good Morning and how’s your Tuesday so far? Let me make you feel good about yourself. Thank your lucky stars you are not related to this gal? NORTH HUNTINGDON, Pa., March 20 (UPI) -- A Pennsylvania woman faces criminal charges after allegedly beating her sister with a prosthetic leg and threatening her neighbors, police said. Donna Sturkie-Anthony, 41, went to her preliminary hearing with North Huntingdon District Judge Douglas Weimer, but will continue proceedings later, allowing her to attend Greenbriar Treatment Center, WTAE-TV, Pittsburgh reported. She allegedly yanked off her sister's prosthetic leg and attacked her with it while they were arguing about Sturkie-Anthony's alcoholism, police said. Sturkie-Anthony faces charges of aggravated assault, simple assault, recklessly endangering another person and harassment for the January incident. Police said approximately three weeks after the incident, Sturkie-Anthony took her neighbors' phone without permission and said she

12 Types Of Females
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventua

Forever In My Heart
How can I feel the warmth of your body as I think about you night after lonely night? The sweetness of your kisses from lips I have never felt? Why does my body fill up with butterflies as I wait patiently to hear you voice? How can I love you so much, someone I may never have... with such a passion that my heart skips a beat each time I think of you? When I close my eyes, you are here... the love I have for you embedded deeply. And I think I will keep you here, deep within my heart. Today...tomorrow...forever! I wrote this Jamie

My Heart Belong To You
Expressed from you to me Need not be spoken. For its clear as it can be. More than time can tell. And all the ways of counting. My love is very strong. And each day is surmounting. The next time you have questions. About our love so true. know this my darling. My heart belongs to you. I wrote this Jamie

My Little Heart
We went to our second apointment, and they found the heartbeat. YAY! Good things, good times. We both have a really good feeling about this one. It's right where it should be, and making me sick as hell! A small price to pay for such a wonderful gift. Both Daddy and I are very excited and can't wait! We have two ultrasound pictures of him/her already and are getting a third on the 15th. Cheers and hope you all are in good spirits as well. -Kendra P.s I uploaded one of the two ultrasound pics in the "Baby" Album. Second will follow in a few days.

Perfect Star
Perfect Star 3000 miles from you to me, across the country, from sea to sea. One of these days, we'll finally meet, together as one, our hearts will beat. Whatever it takes, I'll go that far, you're perfect to me, my shining star. Love knows no boundaries, it has no leash, it may be far, but within its reach. I ain't gonna lie, It'll be hell, but I'll do it all for my Southern Belle. 3000 miles from you to me, across the country, from sea to sea. One of these days, we'll finally meet, together as one, our hearts will beat. Whatever it takes, I'll go that far, you're perfect to me, my shining star. I don't believe 'em when they say its wrong, love is deep, I know it's strong. It's within the person, how they feel, it's gotta be true, it's gotta be real. 3000 miles from you to me, across the country, from sea to sea. One of these days, we'll finally meet, together as one, our hearts will beat. Whatever it takes I'll go that far you're the one, my perf

You Have No Clue
You Have No Clue My resolve is weakening My pulse is quickening My heart is yearning for you but breaking in two Yet you have no clue I'm so good at hiding what is inside can you see it in my eyes I bring it upon myself this pain to wonder if you feel the same but you have no clue what if I just stopped hanging around you still would you pop up out of the blue you've kissed my hand and touched my heart but its not enough for anything to start and this I know and so do you

Support Linux
Since I joined Fubar, it always worked equally well on my Linux computer and on Windows XP, using Firefox on both of them. Suddenly about a week ago, as soon as I go to Fubar, Firefox crashes on Linux. No other website does that. I can access almost any kind of media with Linux, and java and flash work fine. So I must wonder, what changed in Fubar? Did the Fubar programmers, unfamiliar with Linux, erroneously add something incompatible? Or did Microsoft, desperately trying to maintain its monopolistically obtained market share, slip something into code they induced Fubar to use? Have any other Linux users experienced this problem? Have any of you avoided it? I'm running Fedora 6. For those who know little of Linux, it's a great operating system that is growing in popularity. There are several reasons for this. Many versions of it can be had for free. It is also open-source, meaning they don't keep the way it works secret. It is more stable and more secure. And thous

Feast Of The Broken (rhyming Version)
Belly up to the feast all you dream breaking fools hopeless hate is your fork as you break your own rules the hearts that are withered and broken up souls scatter the table as the banquet unfolds Showing no mercy to those shriveled hopes you spear with your knife and chew up the corpse Spit out the bones of dreams become waste those poor hapless lovers are just to your taste Salt with pure agony your hunger to sate eat up and be empty, you scavengers of fate. D. R. Hyden i actually wrote this twice...the first one didn't rhyme and was cool too, but i like this one, it was floating around in my head and i used the unrhyming one as an outline...

The Dangerous Journey Of Love!!!
The Dangerous Journey Of Love!! Love is a one way journey,in which it is easy to get in, every heart makes this journey,hoping someday they win, some hearts never stop and make this journey way to far, and realize their mistake,only when they end up with a scar. Every heart walks thinking their destiny is in this way, building dreams upon dreams,every night and every day, from their lips hundreds of prayers goes into the skies, hoping to meet their love,every time they close their eyes. Some get stranded in the middle,not knowing what to do, the pain begins to creep in,to break their heart in two, the path that was once was thought to be a bed of roses, seems to turned into a nightmare,as all the door closes. Still some pursue their dreams,hoping they will make it, shedding blood and tears all the way,and never say i quit, overcoming all the barriers,some somehow make it through, to just hear those three magical words,which is I LOVE YOU. Some set their soul

Dedicated To Every Girl In The World
Dedicated to every girl in the world Treat her like shes more than you want.. more than you could ever dream.. and more than she thinks she is... like shes everything youve ever wanted.. make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind shes more than just a girl... shes and angel without wings, shes the sweetest thing in the world, and is more precious than a thousand roses.. girls Never frown because you never know When someone is falling In love with your smile, let her know you care let her know by doing something special for her call her everynight just to make sure everthings alright and to remind her you still care..always wish her the sweetest dreams... when she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon, and cry with her, letting her know shes not alone, when she laughs let you be the first to hear her, when shes down help her laugh but most of all guys...when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes............

Meet You In My Dreams
Meet You In My Dreams Close your eyes and touch the air For in the breeze, I am there Surrounding you with loving grace Warming your body with my embrace So let's dream together and make it last We can take it slow or take it fast Because the only thing I want tonight Is for you to kiss me and hold me tight Gone is the loneliness from a discouraging day In our own passionate world, everything is okay The closeness of bodies gives warmth to each heart Even though many miles are trying to keep us apart Maybe someday we could be more than this To have and to hold instead of only to miss I'll never give up, no matter how hopeless it seems And until that day comes I'll meet you in my dreams

I Believe In You And Me, Whitney Houston
Dedicated to Jimm! I DO believe in US! I believe in you and me I believe that we will be in love eternally As far as I can see You will always be, the one, for me Oh, yes, you will, I believe in dreams again I believe that love will never end And like the river finds the sea I was lost, now I'm free I believe in you and me I will never leave your side I will never hurt your pride When all the chips are down I will always be around Just to be right where you are, my love You know I love you, boy, I will never leave you out I will always let you in, boy Oh, baby, to places no one's ever been Deep inside can't you see, I believe in you and me Maybe I'm a fool to feel the way I do But I would be the fool forever Just to be with you forever I believe in miracles, love is a miracle And baby, you're a dream come true 1-I was lost, now I'm free Oh, baby, 'cause I do believe I do believe in you and me (rpt 1) You know that I do I really do believe in you

Without You Here
Without You Here Without you here with me, It's like I'm not whole. It's like having a heart, without any soul, Without you here with me I feel scared, alone and cold. Hoping you were here with me, So I would have someone to hold. Without you here with me, It's only you that I miss. I miss your arms wrapped around me and the touch of your kiss. Without you here with me, I feel like I should die. Even though it hurts so bad, I try hard not to cry. Without you here with me, I wonder where you are. So if you read this and feel the same, Just think of me and with upon that star.

Masterpiece, Atlantic Starr
A simple touch of your hand, And everything is right. The gentle way you look at me, When we kiss goodnight. You've given me the freedom no other love has known And now I thank you girl , thank you girl The countless ways you've touched my heart Is more than I can say The beauty that you've shown to me takes my breath away A picture perfect painting, that's what our love is And yes I need you so, and now I know Chorus: ooooh I've found a masterpiece in you a work of art it's true And I treasure you my love ooooh I've found a masterpiece in you a work of art it's true And I treasure you Sometimes I wonder what I'd be Had I not found you A least and lonely soul this world could show me nothing new But now my life's a canvas painted with your love And it will always be And now I see The gentle walks together Through time will never pass This fairy tale we shared is real inside our hearts let it be forever never let it end this promise I can

One In A Million You, Larry Graham
Love had played its games on me so long I started to believe I'd never find anyone Doubt had tried to convince me to give in, said, "You can't win" But one day the sun came a shinin· through The rain had stopped and the skies were blue And oh, what a revelation to see Someone was saying "I love you" to me A one in a million chance of a lifetime And life showed compassion And sent to me a stroke of love called "You" A one in a million you I was a lonely man with empty arms to fill Then I found a piece of happiness to call my own And life is worth livin·again For to love you to me is to live A one in a million chance of a lifetime And life showed compassion And sent to me a stroke of love called "You" A one in a million you A one in a million chance of a lifetime And life showed compassion And sent to me a stroke of love called "You" One in a million you A one in a million you

The First Time, Surface
You know I won't forget the time we shared together holding hands And walking in the park Sometimes we'll have to do it all again we were so happy then I have no regret Can you tell from the look on my face that I love you more today Chorus The first time I look into your eyes I cried Do you remember the first time We fell in love You look into my eyes wiped the tears away The first time When we fell in love Although sometime has passed I still remember just like it was yesterday The time is moving fast The love I have for you Time won't ever change I'll always feel the same Now until the end Memories we've shared will live forever Deep inside my heart I know I'll never fall again

For The First Time, Kenny Loggins
Are those your eyes, is that your smile I've been lookin' at you forever But I never saw you before Are these your hands holdin' mine Now I wonder how I could of been so blind For the first time I am looking in your eyes For the first time I'm seein' who you are I can't believe how much I see When you're lookin' back at me Now I understand why love is... Love is... for the first time... Can this be real, can this be true Am I the person I was this morning And are you the same you It's all so strange how can it be All along this love was right in front of me For the first time I am looking in your eyes For the first time I'm seein' who you are I can't believe how much I see When you're lookin' back at me Now I understand why love is... Love is... for the first time... Such a long time ago I had given up on findin' this emotion... Ever again But you live with me now Yes I've found you some how And I've never been so sure And for the first time I am l

For You I Will, Monica
Dedicated to Jimm! I love you! Yes, when you're feeling lost in the night When you feel your world just ain't right Call on me, I will be waiting Count on me, I will be there Anytime the times get too tough Anytime your best ain't enough I'll be the one to make it better I'll be there to protect you, see you through I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do 1-I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will be your hero, your strength, anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all time, promise you For you I will, yes yeah, yeah I will shield your heart from the rain I won't let no harm come your way Oh, these arms will be your shelter No, these arms won't let you down If there is a mountain to move I will move that mountain for you I'm here for you, I'm here forever I will be your fortress tall and strong I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you right or wrong (rpt 1) Lay my life on the l

Get Here, Oleta Adams
You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can There are hills and mountains between us Always something to get over If I had my way, surely you would be closer I need you closer (interlude, then repeat bridge) You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can I don't care how you get here, just -- get here if - you can.

This Hole
I wish in my heart to be something more. More than a passing non-existant thought. More than the nothing I seem to be. Couldn't I stroke your heart a while? Give you a chance to care for me. Give you a chance to scream out loud. Give you away to the wolves outside. Wrong you until you cannot see, the person that brought this on was you. Letting me more to you, has left you to be nothing to me. So barely do I feel right now, I laugh at the way you call my name. So satisfied to see you fall, so full fucking filled to drag you down, This hole.

When I Need You, Leo Sayer
When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you It's only a heartbeat away When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day Miles and miles of empty space in between us The telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I won't be travelin' forever It's cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wanna give you babe It's only a heartbeat away It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey that's a heavy load that we bear But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh, I need you When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day When I need you I just close my eyes and you're right here by my side keeping me warm night and day I just hold out my hands

You Got It All, Jets
I, I was a game he would play He brought the clouds to my day Then like a ray of light You came my way one night Just one look and I knew You would make everything clear Make all the clouds disappear Put all your fears to rest Who do i love the best? Don't you know, don't you know You got it all over him You got me over him Honey it's true There's just you You must have been heaven sent Hearing me call you went Out on a limb And you're all that he's not Just look what I got Cause you got it all Over him No, don't let him worry you so Once I met you I let go Oh you can surely see You're so much more to me Just one look and I knew You would make everything clear Make all the clouds disappear You're better than all the rest Who do I love the best Don't you know, don't you know You got it all over him You got me over him Honey it's true There's just you You must have been heaven sent Hearing me call you went Out on a limb And you're all that he's

Clawing
Clawing from inside my mind. Trying to reach right through my skull. Why is this all so fucking hard? I can never understand myself. Walking through this vagrant land, unable to do a thing but breathe. Wishing that I could find the words, watching as my reality bleeds. Screaming and piercing my soul so deep. So shallow was I to let you slip through. Everything will break and crack. Leaving me only memories. I still don't understand the slightest thing. All of your actions bewilder me, All that I feel has crawled away. Silence this beast inside of me. Make me understand. Make me understand anything at all.

Together Or Alone?
As I sit and stare into space I think of what could be ahead of me! Alone or with you in my life. I don't know!! Together or alone? The things I wish for seem so unattainable. Running out of patience at times. Causing more trouble than I'm worth! Too much going on & ready to give up. Together or alone? Life is too short, making myself sick!! Stressing out beyond all levels. No confidence in myself and what i have to offer. Together or alone? Life is so unpredictable & frustrating too! Each new day it changes lmfaorofl!!! Together or alone?

Again Again
I asked you to let me know. I've waited so long. You've told me something. It may be true, it may be false. It may be killing me, It may be the end of you. All that I have is, had is, was... Never mine at all. Your answer was never the thing, that I needed to get fucking by. I waited to be coated, in bullshit so deep I could not hear your lies. See the way you turn from my eyes? That tells me they make you wet. The haste of your breath I would, match and exceed. Sacrificing my back to your nails. Carried away by the swells of your chest, loving the way your hips still buck. Spilling inside you. Oh so sweet. Throbbing until you drift on down, sighing until you fall asleep.

I Wanna Know, By Joe
Yeah, oh yeah Alright, oh, oh, oh It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away So I wanna know 1 - I wanna know what turns you on So I can be all that and more I'd like to know what makes you cry So I can be the one who always makes you smile Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no And he never took the time to make it work (You deserve more loving, girl) Baby I'm the type of man to show concern, yes I do, oh Anyway that I can please you let me learn So I wanna know Repeat 1 2 - Tell me what I gotta do to please you Baby anything you say I'll do Cause I only wanna make you happy From the bottom of my heart, it's true Repeat 2 I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh

Great Song
Chris Daughtry Home I'm staring out into the night, Trying to hide the pain. I'm going to the place where love And feeling good don't ever cost a thing. And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home. The miles are getting longer, it seems, The closer I get to you. I've not always been the best man or friend for you. But your love remains true, And I don't know why. You always seem to give me another try. So I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm g

Give Me Forever (i Do)
Looking out I see And I know just how much you're a part of me I see you and I, together in life So there's nothing I wouldn't do, To make you my wife. (Chorus) Won't you give me forever to show all of the love I have here for you. And if you give me my reason for living To love you, I love you, I do. Whoo... With this ring i'm bound And I'll promise that I'll never let you down. To family and friends and the Lord up above. I will swear I'll be true to you, And give you my love. (Chorus) Won't you give me forever to show All of the love I have here for you. And if you give me my reason for living To love you, I love you, I do.

Im Still Dead
its funny how people around you think your ok even though inside your dieing.i guess thats what my life is going to be a huge lie. thats how im living. plastic smile and a plastic life, just hiding the shattered pieces inside

Im So Sorry Dragon
I AM AWAKE AND THE HOUR IS LATE MY DRAGON IS ASLEEP AND RESTING HE WORKS FAR TO HARD AND TRYS SO VERRY HARD TO BE A GOOD HUSBAND AND FATHER I KNOW THAT I AM THE LUCKY ONE AND FOR THAT I PRAISE GOD DAILY AGAIN LAST NITE I ASKE HIM " DO YOU STILL WANT TO MARRY ME" AND AGAIN HE SAID "YES" I REPLIED "ARE YOU SURE" AND AGAIN HE SAID "YES" SO I ASKED IN RETURN "ANY DOUBTS" AND HE SAID " NOT A ONE" HOW CAN THIS WONDERFUL MAN LOVE ME???? I CRYED TONITE BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE DIDN'T WANT ME ANY LONGER BECAUSE HE HAD STOPPED DOING THE SMALL THINGS....SURE HE STILL SAID I LOVE YOU AND KISSED ME GOOD BY....BUT....ITS THE SMALL THINGS THAT COUNTS....WHEN I APPROCHED THIS SUBJECT WITH TEAR FILLED EYES MY DRAGON LOOKED AT ME WITH A HURT FILLED EXPRESION AND SAID" SINCE THE LAST OF FEB. I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY ASS OFF" AND LATER AS HE SLEPT IT HIT ME IF I HAD PUT IN 50+ HOURS A WEEK THAN CAME HOME TO DO THE USUAL THINGS ON A HONEY DO LIST HELP WITH THE KIDS RUN FOR FAMILY THAN DROP INTO BED I WOULD PROBL

So Fucking Rude.
I fucking hate when I'm having a conversation with someone on an instant messenger and we're just chatting away then BAM they say bye and sign off all within a few seconds not even giving me a warning. I mean WTF?!?! At least say bye and let me respond. I fucking hate that shit. I understand when something comes up and you've got to run. But when the conversation is just flowing and you up and leave for no good reason without even a "bye" "talk to you later" "kiss my ass" or nothing it pisses me the fuck off. Here lately I've had a few friends do it to me on IMs and it's really getting on my nerves. SO BLAH! What the fuck ever. I'm going to bed.

Random Thoughts
PAIN AND EMPTINESS DARK SO VERRY DARK HURTING ,LONELY FRIGHTENED,AFRAID WONDERING JUMBLED THOUGHTS WHY WHY WHY IT ECHOS IN MY MIND SO MUCH LOVE TO MUCH PAIN DEEP IN MY SOUL SHATERING HELPLESS TO STOP IT SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG WHY DOES IT HURT HOW CAN I MAKE IT STOP NEED SO MUCH NEED CRYING, FRIGHTEND,AND SCARED TRYING SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND NO EXPLANATION JUST JUMBLED THOUGHTS GOD HELP ME!

Look Whos Turning The Big "30" Today!
Today is Lanes 30th Birthday! Go spank him real hard and tell him Jen sent ya ;) Happy Birthday 2 you! Happy Birthday 2 you! Happy Birthday Dear Lane....Happy Birthday 2 you! Love ya lots! Enjoy ur day to the fullest! xoxoxox sexymedic4u~*~Fu-Owned by Sweet Judy~*~Fu-owner of Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout brought to you with love & many wishes from...... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"@ fubar

Not Superman
Everyone always expects the most out of me. Family, friends all push me to be superman. I know it's not an on purpose thing. It's just trying to make me better. But, even as great as maybe I can be, I can only do so much. Sometimes it's just overwhelming. Expecially when I demand so much from myself anyways. One of my lines has always been. "Everyone calls on a hero to be saved. But, what happens when the hero needs saving?" I'm not asking to be saved. Just give this superman a holiday.

Love Of My Life
Like the stars in the sky, I am calling to you. From the heavens above, I am looking for you. In the depths of my soul, I will live and breathe for you. Sadness dwells inside you; You have nothing to fear, for I am next to you. I can feel your sadness; Let me be sad for you, so you will feel love once again. Worry not about life, let me worry for you. You should always love life, for it is a part of you. I'll be there when you fall, to catch you and say I Love You... I wrote this Jamie

Is A Bigger Brain Really Better?
Imagine you measure both the bodies and brains of all the primates on Earth bar humans: beasties like bonobos, chimps and gorillas. Then, using this ratio and based on the average human's size, you estimate how big our brains should be. To check your estimate you decide to open up your friend's head to take a peek inside. When you do, you're mighty surprised to find a brain about three times larger than you were expecting. "Aha," you say, "This is where our amazing capacity for language, emotion, social organisation and creativity comes from." This argument soon breaks down when you try chatting to an elephant.Naturally, then, it's an attractive idea that the bigger the brain, the more able the animal. This argument soon breaks down, though, when you try chatting to an elephant - an animal with a brain three times the size of ours. OK, you might say, it doesn't work across species, but maybe it works within species. Well, now trouble is not far away, and here's two reasons why

Fuckin Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
I swear to Christ almighty Cheryl Crow fucking lives here........ 2 yes I fucking said T W O squares of TP left on the goddamn roll!!!! AND NO BACKUP ROLL , NOT EVEN IN THE CUPBOARD UNDER THE SINK!!!!!!!!!! W!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is simply wrong on EVERY LEVEL I swear to god if I start living with someone other than my parents..... they better have some goddamn TP ready if the roll is low or they are gonna find their ass and their shit on the curb..... literally and figurtively. ok I feel better now........

Copied From My Myspace Blog.
"When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that." Okay... When Emma is quiet.... she is choosing her words carefully. When Emma is not arguing anymore... she realizes she was wrong. And will soon be apologzing. When Emma looks at you with eyes full of question... she just wants answers. When Emma answers with "I'm fine" after a few seconds... she isn't. And if she changes the sub

Through Eyes
So often I wonder what your eyes are seeing, what your heart is feeling. Do your eyes see before you a beautiful creation, so dream-like, yet so real? Do you see before you a face so fragile that your hand trembles as you reach to caress it? Does your heart soar with the eagles in a sky dazzling with the beauty of a thousand rainbows? Does your spirit dance with the angels during a tender kiss? Does your soul rest in the knowledge of Love's infinity? Does your mind wonder at the greatness, the mercy, the grace of that love? I wrote this Jamie

Love
how is it that someone can sit and say how much they love you an just play with your heart over and over and then choose a best friend over love and still keep insisting they love you just to keep breaking your heart until you think of nothing else but dying and wishing your time on earth ends? our souls and hearts are not tools to be played with but to love and cherish ..and when you find that special one that you know is true , loyal and most of all treats you like someone that really cares for that person why do you break ther hearts and make them out to be fools? they are the ones that truly can make you happy for the rset of your lives...not your best friend they come and go in life just like everyone else but true love only somes once in your life you should hold on to it with all your heart and soul...

Something I've Noticed
I was going to post this on someone's comment wall, but it applied to too many women, so here goes. Women are almost being forced to put disclaimers in their "About Me" sections saying they're not interested in engaging in all these sexual encounters in which they're offered to participate. I see this and I kinda chuckle to myself because it's pretty sad. I will defend my brethren on this and then will provide criticism. First, we're all very human, and the fact is that humans are animals. Testosterone is a powerful chemical, and obviously, the more you have in your body, the more aggressive you are. That being said, we are thinking beings, and my suggestion is that we think about our image and how we are going to be perceived before taking action. I will admit I'm a huge perv sometimes, and I really admire the female anatomy, but in the end, I'm much more of a thinker and understand I'm not attractive enough to secure attention from females like many Alpha males can. It take

I Know How To Bitch.
have never been so tired of drama in my life. I'm back at my moms house... PHYSICALLY AWAY from everything and the drama just keeps finding me. I swear right now if its not one thing than it is something else. Am flat out, I am tired of it. Everyone needs to calm down, cause I'm really starting to get mad... and I'm not trying to lose the people I do care about over corny shit. The following list is not for everyone. Really... each one is for someone else (two of them are for the same person) You really should know which one is for you.... if they don't apply to you then your cool. If you think it does apply to you... it probably does. But really... this is just some shit that needs to be said cause I'm tired of all of it. Stop talking crazy... I'm tired of hearing the bullshit lies that everyone feels the need to spread. Seriously... keep my damn name out of your punk ass mouth. Stop flipping on me over stupid shit... its uncalled for. I'm grown. You are grown. Act l

Things To Consider For 2008!
1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to. 3.Try to get enough sleep. 4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to____ today.' 5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 6. Watch more movies, play more games and read more books than you did in 2007. 7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, tai chi, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives. 8. Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6. 9. Dream more while you are awake. 10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. 11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan sa lmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts. 12. Try to make at least three people smile each day. 13. Clear the clutter f

Alexandria
Alex It was a very warm Saturday afternoon and I was at Bellevue Square, having a bite to eat when I saw her at the Nordstrom’s perfume counter sampling various fragrances. She was lost in the aromatic beauty of it all. As I approached I noticed that she had on very high quality clothing, designer labels by the appearance and she made them look good. She was in an eggplant colored dress that appeared to move even when she didn't, it simply flowed on her. It was a bit low cut and every so often you could detect the presence of what I assumed was a silk camisole. She had on very tasteful heels and was wearing glimmering stockings, the kind that requires a garter belt which I could just make out under the silky dress if I watched carefully. "Hot" came to mind as I admired her beautiful brunette hair. Her make-up was applied flawlessly and she had chosen a soft pink lipstick that seemed to have a hint of white floating above the primary color. From my proximity she appeared to have

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
PLEASE READ BELOW FOR ADDITIONAL PRIZES!! ?RogerLee ? Fu-Owned by Wonder Woman ?@ fubar Ok so here is the deal, first one to 25,000 comments wins a million fubucks, first person to reach 35,000 wins a million fubucks and first person to reach 45,000 wins a million fubucks!! THATS A TOTAL OF 3 MILLION FUBUCKS TO WIN. Lets say the first person to reach 25 thousand points, stops at 25 thousand, that means you could still win a million, or one person could win all 3 million fubucks, any questions?? I will give every player that reaches 5000 comments 100 thousand fubucks!! Let the games begin

Gonna Miss Ya!! :(
wellll, this is it. getting part of the big move done this week. i'm really happy about the move, it just seems to be taking forever. And we weren't able to get into our house right away, soooo...that sucks! we'll be moving all our stuff out into storage and then in a few weeks, move into our house, and in the meantime be staying with family. crazy crazy, but hey, sometimes ya gotta do what ya gotta do i guess :) unfortunately that also means that this week, my internet is shut off here, and i won't be hooking it up obviously until i get in the new place, soooo, we'll just shoot a time frame of 'i'll see you in May!!' will ya even notice or miss me? lol all i know is that with all this cleaning and reorganizing in the rest of my life, i may just have to do that to my online stuff as well! i've got my friends here who yes i know this and i totally apprecaite you dropping by from time to time! so this doesnt apply to you! :) *hugs* but i've also got a lot of...driveby friends

The Game
Landscape rests a serene sight though the demon put up a hell of a fight sleep finally comes naturally tonight implications yield a bright red for everything that was never said but new appears where old was shed heart-shaped ashes blood-stained slashes mark for experience a hundred lashes dimly flickering, a trace of hope but now at least the mind can cope without struggling to reach loose strands of rope for good or bad it is all the same it almost seems like such a shame to never get to play the game

Contest, Big Prizes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okies here is the deal, im going to have a contest coming up Friday April 4th. Its going to be a contest with 4 places....yes i said the top 4 people will win something!!! It's a comment contest and will be for the wackiest/sexiest salute to me. So I Need as many entrants as possible people!!! First place: choice of either 30 day blast or 3 month VIP Second place: will recieve choice of 30 day VIP or 7 day Blast Third: will recieve choice of 3 day blast or Bling pack Fourth: will recieve 50,000 Bux So Ladies, get the creative juices flowing and come up with something sexy for me. Fellas...think of something wacky. For all interested in entering into this contest let me know by E-mailing me: God_Moros@hotmail.com

25 Page Rough Draft...very Rough
25 page rough draft...very rough Category: Writing and Poetry I am curious as too whether to use this 25 page cut or not. So who better to ask than my readers. IF you are intrested in reading it and seeing what may or may not make the cut of the 9 please comment and let me know. What you vote for will make the final descion whether to keep it or delete it. Now, this is a very rough cut, it’s typing and mispelling at it’s worst. But, you get to see what it actually looks and reads like before I do revsions and several editing processes. Do you want to see it? Never seen before chapter and may never be seen. Vote now for it’s posting!

A Single Tear
A single tear falls the start of all the many emotions I've kept inside A single heart aches one that made so many mistakes and will never again find joy A single drop of blood oozing from my heart crying from the pain of being crushed A single tear falls the start of all these damned emotions that hurt me so!

Rock
aint ever gonna stop always gonna rock never gonna drop never gonna flop this shit's in my veins ima do this til u be usin canes this is my hip hop the rock is wut ima bring making the ladies sing and the haters bleed show them wut i can do merging the metal an the flow let them ppl rock at a show straight from the get go aint ever gonna stop always gonna rock never gonna drop never gonna flop gonna bring the rock til the music stops gonna bring the flow til the wind never blows

The Split Milk
This is a story about a famous research scientist who had made several very important medical breakthroughs. He was being interviewed by a newspaper reporter who asked him why he thought he was able to be so much more creative than the average person. What set him so far apart from others? He responded that, in his opinion, it all came from an experience with his mother that occurred when he was about two years old. He had been trying to remove a bottle of milk from the refrigerator when he lost his grip on the slippery bottle and it fell, spilling its contents all over the kitchen floor—a veritable sea of milk! When his mother came into the kitchen, instead of yelling at him, giving him a lecture, or punishing him, she said, "Robert, what a great and wonderful mess you have made! I have rarely seen such a huge puddle of milk. Well, the damage has already been done. Would you like to get down and play in the milk for a few minutes before we clean it up?" Indeed, he did. After

I'm Doin' Time Till My Baby Is With Me Again
Some of you who know me may think this is crazy. I'm writing this here and not on my myspace or my other blog because if "SHE" sees this well....It will be bad....Who is "SHE" you may ask.. its my husbands girlfriend....yeah thats who me and my husband has been seperated for 6 very long years...in that time I have been through all the emotions a girl could go through...me being bipolar didn't help matters none lets just say that. I blocked him as much out of my head as I could....but there is no denying he is a pretty damn good father besides the fact he is broke and working all the time and lives so far away he can't physically see the boys enough. But just as I saw Febuary when the going got tough and it came down to the wire he was here for me and the boys when it mattered most. and thats the most important thing. I realized with the help of my therapist that I am still in love and has always been in love with my husband...I have been trying to blind myself of this fac

Good Joke
2 blondes & a brunette are on an island. a genie comes along & gives each 1 wish. 1st blonde says "i want to be smart & get off this island". (poof!) she turns into a brunette-swims away. 2nd blonde says "i want to be smart & get off this island". (poof!) turns her into a redhead-builds a boat & paddles away. brunette says "i want to be smarter than both of them so i can get off this island". (poof!) turns her into a man-walks over the bridge! lol!

Confused
I have had a lot of up's and down's in my life. It has not been easy for me and i think the hardest is not being in a relationship. I gotten tired of bouncing from one relationship to another so i have just decided to stay single. In a chance encounter i met a wonderfull man. We started dating and on the first date is made clear from both of us that we did not want to start a relationship cause he was heading off to iraq. Well something just grew between us and every chance we had to spend with each other we did. In my relationships that i have had in the past after about a yr they fall to shit. So i am in a bit of a pickle at this point in my life. Should i wait a yr till he comes home and just keep in touch with him as i am now then pick up were we left off and see what happens..or should i try to find another to fill the void in my life. In my heart i dont want to start another relationship just to be put in tourmoil when brad gets back. Either way im sure i lose another yr of happ

I'm Amazed By You, By Tim Mcgraw
Every Time Our Eyes Meet, There Is A Feelin Inside Me It's Almost More Than I Can Take Baby When You Touch Me I Can Feel How Much You Love Me And It Just Blows Me Away I've Never Been This Close To Anyone Or Anything I Can Hear your Thoughts, I Can See Your Dreams (Chorus): I Dunno How You Do What You Do I'm So In Love With You It Just Keeps Getting Better I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life With You By My Side For Ever and Ever Every Little Thing That You Do Baby I'm Amazed By You The Smell Of Your Skin The Taste of your kiss The Way You Whisper In The Dark You're Hair All Around Me Baby You Surround Me You Touch Every Place In My Heart Oh..It Feels Like The First Time, Every Time I Wanna Spend The Whole Night..In You're Hands (Chorus): I Dunno How You Do What You Do I'm So In Love With You It Just Keeps Getting Better I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life With You By My Side For Ever and Ever Every Little Thing That You Do Baby I'm Amazed By You E

Crappy First Entry For A Blog
I'm thoroughly bummed. I have TWO dear friends in Alaska - Jack is a commercial fisherman who has appeared on the Deadliest Catch twice and Shirl (who introduced me to this wonderful man - who lives too dang far away) whose husband is also a commercial fisherman. I've received word that two friends of theirs - Eric and Dave perished in an fishing accident when their vessel the Alaska Ranger took on water and sank. The captain also died and there is one missing I'm glad my friend and my friend's husband are okay... but crappers... this happened on Easter. Shirl is the local postmistress and she said Eric has three packages from his mom unclaimed... crap. crapcrapcrap. I have to go to bed now...

Written By A Friend
Sitting naked, I teach you phrases in German, and with every correct pronunciation, you get to do what you want to me. Sitting naked, you're teaching me how to sing, and with every correct pitch, I get to let you do what you want to me. This could have been beautiful, the most pretty and content of its kind. I watch you on stage, and my lust builds a castle, only for your sweaty hands to storm. You sense me there, your desires expand and start to wander, but are captured with my wet lips. I have what you want, that no other woman can give you. You would have been complete. After every home run, I strip one more piece of my Red Sox gear, and you end up grand slamming. With every field goal kick, the Patriots take the lead, but they are not alone. Excitement within our own warped dimension would have kept us alive and free, since no one could have ever forbidden us. You leave for eternities and return, but without pent up frustration because I was there for you. I misse

Planned On You, By Sue Ann Carwell
I dedicate this song to Jimm, because I love you so much! I have planned my life, to the last detail With a story book romance to fill my days But the funny thing about answered prayer Is they come to you in unexpected ways How could I plan on forever? When I never planned on you Someone to fall for To love for all eternity Baby let's plan on forever And watch all our dreams come true You're what I live for Who I can give for ever to My destiny is you Cause you danced with me, and the earth stood still My heart can't quite believe how right this seems When you're in my arms the truth of us Is better than the best of all my dreams How could I plan on forever? When I never planned on you Someone to fall for To love for all eternity Baby let's plan on forever And watch all our dreams come true You're what I live for Who I can give forever to My destiny is you Sometimes the one you're right for is standing too close to see But u saw the light and never