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Dont Piss Off A Woman
Dont Piss Off a Woman Spelling to get into Heaven A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" a nd Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you b

This Is Me In A Nut Shell
I'm a 26yr old Bi-female, I've got light auburn hair. For right now! Yep I change it with my mood sometimes. I'm from Cashville,Tn *From those who don't know what that is Its *Nashville,TN* But I was born in WV. I enjoy the south. People are nice. AN there is some really great place down here to have fun at.I enjoy alot of thing's. Bowling,camping,horses back riding,hanging with the girls and the guys. I enjoy going to the local clubs and having a good time. I've started my enrollment for school this spring so that's good. I really really enjoy the old music the kind that you can make love too. I enjoy having a good time. I try to make alot of my friends happy. But this yr alot of my friends say this is the year from me so I'm taken this year to find myself. And really enjoy life to the fullest. I've got a great group of friends. But you know how it is a girl can never have to many friends. So maybe I'll make a few here at Fubar!!! SO Hit a girl up! I don't bite unless you want me too.

Who Says I Can't...
so i am sitting here lost in a thought. with all this bullshit goin on around me, why do i ever get out of bed? i mean come on. i wake up go and do what i must and when i can, do what i want. it makes me sick when i look at the world through eyes wide open. which brings me back to my point, that annoying thought. "what is freedom?" well i feel freedom is earned, not by birthright, money, writing on some moldy old paper. nope it is something that can be fleeting and even unatainable to some. so i say why is it i hear people use that word freely in today's scocity? when i talk of freedom in my life i talk of the only true freedom "I" have in my life. so i am asked how do i earn my freedom? simply put i think as only i can and follow through with action on those thoughts. i take the time to look around and see what is going on and see if there is anything i could to do help with what "I" feel is fucked up and in need of repair. i like anyone can be selfish but, i prefrom more a

Poem: I Cant Stand It Anymore.......
I bust I bust my ass to make things good for other's. I do so much on so many levels. I get used, treated badly let alone given credit for what I do. Thats just in my own work life. & here in fu-land, Im accused of being selfish, yet, my accuser doesnt seems to see what I do, do for other's. & Then uses what I do as a tool, to justify his selfishness. Im called a theif for a gif someone else made for me. I deal with assholes in my shout box that insist they are above or more speacial then the rest so they can be in my fu-family list. & never seem to grasp my policy let alone conceive the concept. Those that are in my fu-family list are there cause they earned it. I dont ask for blast's, HH let alone real cash. I pay for many & my own stickies & blasts. I figure if your here enough you should be rewarded. I spread myself thin. In trying to make up for those whom take their time for me. I do what I can for what little time I do h

Stop Fucking With My Head
First of all just so everyone knows ahead of time and dont need to ask I am not okay. I dont know how to explain it but all i know is it is happening again my mind is racing a million miles a second and i cant stop it long enough to form a thought of my own the only things i seem to capable of doing at the moment is write my story I wonder how i stopped my mind from racing last time I cant seem to remember I guess I just have too much running through my mind again and without sleep please expect me to be very grumpy and not very talkative for awhile i apologize in advance for the things i say and do in the future i just have way to much happening upstairs again and it is giving me a headache from hell. but for now im getting off here and am going to make another attempt to get some sleep g'nite all. I call this insanity. am i wrong?

My American Accent
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The South The West North Central The Inland North Philadelphia Boston The Northeas

I/can't/dream/tired
Ever feel like your living a lie? I do, everyday. False smiles, empty words. I say what you what to hear. I do what I'm expected too. I'm a good robot. I comply. I obey. I....am nothing. I've grown tired. Tired of everything. Tired of feeling the way I do. Tired of being tired. Tired of life. Tired..... I can't think do anything right. I can't think coherently. I can't sleep. I can't ..... I dream...of love. I dream...of success. I dream...of the future. I dream...of you. I dream.... I see...only misery. I see...self loathing.. I see...tears. I see... I see that my existence is a utter waste. I have failed on so many levels. I have disappointed all those around me. I have disappointed myself. I had so many dreams and aspirations. I have such high hopes. I have none now.

Auctions
The hottest cowboy on Fubar... Countryboy Superman is up for auction in 2 different Auctions... That gives you twice the chance to win Countryboy Superman... This bidding has already started... better go place your bid while you can... Just click on one of the links below

No Sleep.
When it's dark enough, they say you can see the stars. It's hard to believe cause it's so dark, and I'm still behind bars. Tomorrow is a new day, but I know I will still feel the same way. God will only give you what you can handle, Lord knows I'm not handeling well. Why do people call it a secret, knowin somebody always will tell. There is no reason to love, because life is for sale. You can buy, trade, or cash in, an you can do it before your day's in. All that matters is family and friends, but what if you don't matter to them?

Karaoke @ The Dolphin Lounge Anahiem California
SUNDAY, SUNDAY, SUNDAY!!! mark your calendars because... THE BOYS ARE BACK IN TOWN!! Thats right kids, The booze brothers are bring our unique brand of karaoke to the Dolphin Club in Anaheim. Our kick off party is on February 17, 2008. The Dolphin Lounge is one killer Sports bar/night club offering Karaoke, Affordable Drinks,. The Dolphin offers: pool table, dart boards, Plus...its local. so all you people who thought we hosted out in BFE will be happy. And for you smokers out there...this is a smoking bar. This show is brought to you by "Cowboy" Dan a REDNECK SING-A-LONG DJ, and Jafo Daniels, a Tilt A Whirl Karaoke DJ. Come on in and Have fun at the partyof the year with tons of fun loaded with karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose from, and save cash with The Dolphin Cove's affordable drink prices that wont leave you broke at the end of the nite. So, pick that song you best in the car, the shower and When You think Nobody Is Looking.. Since this is our first

Sick..... Ick.........
I have been in bed for the last two days. I am still down and out but there is only so much of laying around I can stand. So the overwhelming urge to play on my new computer for awhile has won, and here I am, on my new computer, already contemplating going back to bed till I feel better. I have been spoiled, because while I have been sick, my hub and mom inlaw have been taking care of the kids and house, but in the morning, I have to get up because hub will be leaving for work at 6:30 a.m. my stomach is queasy, my body aches, head, shoulders, neck, back. I just feel completely icky from head to toe. I doubt anyone has noticed that I have been gone, but yep, I have and just incase anyone wondered, I thought I would come leave a note. Gonna try to stop by and show my true friends a little love before I go back to bed. xoxoxoxoxox everyone. love yas

Precious Life And Death
After the Superbowl I witnessed on HWY 196 (for those from here... ) a truck that recked and I was the first on scene... There was so much debre from the wreckage and so poor lighting I could not see the driver. I called 911 and The Fayette County Fire Dept. was there in minutes, and they found the man DOA. I feel... numb, I don't know what to say else... I just had to tell someone about this experience outside the Highway Patrol.... God Bless you and everyone you love.

Untitled Poetry
A lover's Dream Is a dreamer's love Head in the clouds Heart in your hands My life now belongs to you Pray the days are long ad full Bloodlines merged, life continues My wings stretch wide Enclose around us Love embracing, holding so tight Crushing bodies and souls Gods behold this horrendous love Condemming tortured souls Into an eternal Hell May the Gods help us all...

I'm Surrounded By Idiots
So I recently spent some time in Stockton. Been about a year and a half I lived down there. And I'm just hoping to God I get to move back to Sacramento soon. Anybody else been through Stockton? Sucks ass doesn't it? It does, no joke folks. I've lived all over the country, ok? My family was one that, every few years, tended to, oh do I say this? Wear out their welcome? *Voice of Bill Lumbergh* "Hey folks, what's happening? Look, glad you guys could stop by but, uh, yeeaah we're done. If you could just, ya know, pack up, move on, not make a big scene that'd be great. Mkay?" But anyway, I swear to Christ, Stockton is one of the worst places I've ever lived. It's like the New Jersey of California. Even people from Jersey are like "Uh uh, we ain't that bad, fuck yaself." For those lucky bastards out there who've never been, let me just paint you a picture of what it's like down here. First off, you only meet two kinds of people in Stockton; The ones that have lived here their

Cookie Monsters
Girls man, you have to truly appreciate the ladies. Women are special, they're all wonderful and unique. They've each got these wonderful defining characteristics and you love them all, by and large, for the same reason. Boobies. It's true. If guys had tits *poof* gone, you would never see them again. And it's not because they're new and different and we've gotta check 'em out. It's cuz they're magic. I swear to God! Girls, anytime you want something, ever, just say it with your tits. Wiggle them, squish 'em together, hell for you adventurous ones show a little bit off, I swear by all that is holy whatever you wanted has appeared faster than you could finish making up your mind. "I want a candy bar *wiggle wiggle* but I'm not su- "*poof* the entire front shelf of a gas station register is now in your lap. But you have to treat women with respect. That is one thing you can never take for granted, women are special and wonderful and individual. They're like... cookies.

Myth Of The Full Body Orgasm
Why is everybody hyped up on this "full body orgasm" crap? I'm serious, you see it everywhere, all the magazines in the checkout line at grocery stores "Find ALL his pleasure spots" or "Stay in bed all day and enjoy it!" I do, it's called sleep. Might not start till 4 o'clock in the morning, but I can garauntee it'll last till 2 or 3 pm. But honestly, it's not hard to have a full body orgasm. Not hard... and not fun. Because the full body orgasm does not originate in the genital region. I'm sorry ladies, it's just not there. No, the full body orgasm is when you get that spasm... don't look at me like that. Every single person reading this knows exactly what I'm talking about. It's that spasm where you burp, sneeze, hiccup, cough, fart, laugh and crap your pants all that same time. It's like "HIccUrpchooGAahchUAgppfftTThaHAHaoops...uhoh" Now all of a sudden you're rolling on the ground, foaming at the mouth because a warhead just went off in your chest cavity. It's like

Ufo Sighting
HBCC UFO Research Note: I am not exactly sure when this sighting took place, but will see if I can narrow down a time frame for this sighting. The reason why this is an important sighting is due to the fact that many witnessed observed a saucer shaped craft that landed at this airport the eyewitness speaks about some years back. So I will be checking into this and see if I can contact all of the folks who were involved. We all turned and looked and in the sky was a saucer that was spinning and it looked like it was made of stainless steel. As it spun, it would wobble a bit and reflect sunlight at us just like a mirror. It was low enough that I could see grains in the metal hull as it spun. There were no windows, doors or any other markings on it. And it did not spin perfectly, there was a wobble and ripples. You could see ripples in the hull as it turned. We sat there and just looked at it for a few minutes and no one moved. I felt like running to it. As we were looking at it, it

Window Lickers
SO U RIDE THE SHORT BUS Hi! the owners of a new group called W.L.A which stands for Window Lickers Anonymous are looking for new members to join our fun group of short bus window lickers. We will have a Lounge and are excited to get the word out to those out there that would love to be a member, all u have to do is make a salute with ur tounge sticking out and a sign saying W.L.A member and u will be a member. We will be posting a Blog shortly on our page to show the rules of the group and we look forward to making new friends with fellow window lickers. Come join the fun and good times.

Work In Progress...
Looks are nice. They don't really last and once they are gone what do you really have? After a while you realize you just want to be with the person who makes you laugh. That person who can keep that smile on your face. Even if he or she makes you crazy or upset, they are the ones who know how to bring that smile back on your face. A person can make you crazy. People can hurt you. Liars, cheaters, whatever they are, they are still human. ok i'll finish this later lol sleep time...

Montel Williams........fired!!!!! After 17 Years...
For just over three minutes on Saturday morning, TV talk show host Montel Williams owned the hosts of Fox and Friends. A former Marine and Naval officer, Montel lectured the stunned hosts on the stupidity of spending air time on the death of Heath Ledger, rather than covering the war in Iraq. It was a spectacle rarely seen on live cable television, as Montel exposed and condemned both tabloid "news" shows and much of American culture for what they have each become: shallow and greedy. Three minutes into this awkward segment on Fox, one host cut off Montel in order to go to a commercial. Montel did not return after the break. Four days later, after 17 years as a television host, Montel lost his job.

Coming Together
(written for someone i know would truly appreciate many aspects of this story) He took her into his arms and kissed her deep. It hadn't been that long since he'd seen her but they kissed like reunited lovers a decade away from each other. Her tongue drove into his mouth and forced itself against his, and when he tried something similar to hers, she accepted and sucked his tongue harshly like a small cock in her mouth, sucking it as deep into her mouth as she could manage. He loved that eagerness she sometimes offered him and showed her just how much as his length pressed hard against her belly and she moaned softly. Their bodies were not together long when her hand found it's way down, stroking softly passed the rough-lined waistline of his faded jeans, tracing their tips along the underside of his shaft throbbing against her touch but he had a different look in his eyes… one that said, you first. He never spoke a word to her only exhaled heavily over her ear causing her t

God Please Hear My Plea!
i love her more than anyone in this world will ever know and i need all the prayers i can get from ~ALL~ my friends please. tonight i asked my oldest daughter,whom some of you know ~Marisa~(my babygirl) to talk with me and we had just gotten a new car, so she drove down to a church near by our house. i heard something from my child'd mouth that would make any parent feel as if their world just came to an end..as we sat under a street light parked behind the church she says to me " mom i think about suicide alot"...my world stopped and now all i can do is worry about her for the rest of her life..i always knew i would from the first time i held her, but now it is different everyday will be a struggle..do i think for one second she is kidding about suicide..hell no...cause my close friends that know me know that i have attempted it and it just was not my time..but why does my baby have to go through this shit...God if there is only thing i could ask for in this whole wide world it would

Time To Edit Once Again
Hi All! Well, my friends list has once again climbed to an unmanageable 770. Since I want to be able to get through it each day to send comments to my "real" friends, I need to edit it down to around 650 or so. As always, for those of you who have stayed in contact with me, one way or another, please know you are friends for life (especially my tried and true friends)! For the others, who probably won't be reading this anyway, syornara, arrive derci, auf wiedersehn, hasta la vista and/or good-bye!

Real Close Friends!!!!!!!!!
she is on the left ..i am in the pink ..... we have been drunk all week and we leave tromorrow for our cruise for my b-day thanks for the cake and cards ...will be home saturday!!!!!!!! love you WILL miss you!!!!!! and i will take bunches of pictures!!!!!!!!!!

Read And Comment Please!
Family is suppose to treat you like your family right? Show you what Love really is, and what it is meant to be Loved, Right? They are suppose to be there for you every day of your life and show you that blood is thicker than water. Not abuse you or treat you like shit, or tell you that your a worthless piece of shit that will never amount to anything, that your fat and ugly. They are suppose to Care for you and Love you, and ask you how you feel about things and what your thinking. If your ok, or mad or sad. They are suppose to comfert you when you are down, not kick you to the kirb like a piece of shit. A family that has abuse and alcoholics is not a family, it is a Disfunctional Home. For all 19 years of my life I have been treat like shit and abused. My mom is an alcoholic who would argue with me and hit me almost 3 times a day, but some times it wasent that bad, but at times it was. My sisters would fight with me every day almost. I never talked to my step-dad (or Mike as I call h

What A Sore Loser
On more than one occasion this year, Bill Belichick and the Patriots have run up the score on an overmatched opponent, and forced an opposing coach to sit there and watch his beaten team go through the motions while their heineys were being handed to them. But when the shoe's on the other foot, and Bill Belichick's team has been beaten, he can't sit there and take the pain for a few seconds. With :02 left on the clock, and his team just having failed on a last chance 4th down effort, Bill Belichick ran onto the field for a quick handshake, and then bolted for the locker room. Belichick's an important guy and everything, but I wasn't aware that the league had given him the authority to decide when games end. There's time left on the clock, his team's been humbled, outplayed, and lost their chance at history ... and Bill Belichick doesn't have the stomach to sit there and absorb the pain until the clock read 0:00. That's unsportsmanlike at best, disrespectful at least, and a

Standing Alone
Standing Alone I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose. See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals. As long as I am, I will be. The flower will never wilt or die. As my life grows back, I shall become strong. I shall become only dependent on one. That one will be me. I will rise with my petals high. My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow. I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as awesome as the rest. I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul. The tears will be far from my smile.

Naughty2
Whipped cream, wet dreams Sugar's so sweet Red lips, fingertips Spiked heels on my feet You're wishing, body twitching Melting in the palm of my hand Deep moaning and groaning The sweetest sounds from a man Whips, chains Pleasure pains Your desire My gain Bare flesh, full breast Down on hands and knees Wet spot, so hot Tightens to please Erotic, hypnotic You want it, I got it On bottom or top Harder now don't stop Heart bleeding, heavy breathing mmmmm..., feel's so good hip shaking, cunt aching thrust deep and nail me to the wood.

Shitty Pics Getting Shitty Ratings
Why is it that if i rate your shitty ass pic a 1, cause you are either too old to be wearing some of that shit or, your an old guy with a my space pic lookin all gay and tryin to pick up some teenage girl, you gotta rate my funny pics a 1 and block me? Pussy's, it is what it is so you can suck my dick ho cake mother fucker!!!!!!!! Now what?

Naughty
we had fucked in the car before but never like this tangled in the backseat flinging our clothes away we fumbled, you grabbing my hips and thrusting into me my head banging into the door you pull me up slide you hand between us "i can't, i can't," i breathe "yes you can" - and i do, the world bursting apart behind my eyelids but when i open them you are staring then pushing me roughly over onto my knees my shoulder a dull ache as it presses into the door - it will hurt for days your hand tight on my thigh hips banging into mine and then i feel you come, smacking my forehead into the window as a final insult but i can only laugh i hear your deep chuckle too as we search for my panties but somehow there is less light because we have fogged all the windows

His Poem
I lay asleep one night I dream of all that fight I see the wars of all time, World War Two, Korea, and 'Nam, The soldiers dead stand before me, and put me on the judgement stand. They ask why, and i ask why about what, They part and i see, people buring the colors of the free. Then again they ask why, I say I am not a judge of them, I am a soldier just like you. I put my life before theirs, and I judge their actions not. Again they ask why and again i have no answer. Then their tears fall, and their words flow, to me they explain the colors true. They say in unison with love and devotion, THE WHITE STANDS FOR USE THAT WILL FIGHT, THE BLUE IS FOR FREEDOM WE SERVE TRUE, THE RED IS FOR THE BLOOD WE ALL HAVE SHED. And again they ask why, Now with tears in my eyes, I understand and say, I can judge them not. They don't know, they don't relize. Then I say forgive them, and ask me not to judge for i see it as you. Because I now serve as you did, they bow to me and ask f

Spaceballs
SpaceBalls - 1987 May the farce be with you in this hysterically funny space oddity, created by comic genius Mel Brooks, that will send you into hyperspace with fits of laughter! Lampooning everything from Star Wars to Star Trek, this outrageous send-up of epic sci-fi movies is full of cosmic crazies who score "eight trillion on the laugh-o-meter" (Gene Shalit, NBC-TV) Fearless - and clueless - space heroes Lone Starr (Bill Pullman) and his half man/half dog sidekick Barf (John Candy) wage interstellar warfare to free princess Vespa (Daphne Zuniga) from the evil clutches of Dark Helmet (Rick Moranis). On the way to the rescue - in their Winnebago - they confront the huge, gooey Pizza The Hutt (Voice of Dom De Luise), sassy robot Dot Matrix (voice of Joan Rivers) and a wise little creature named Yogurt (Brooks), who teaches them the mystical power of "The Schwartz" in order to bring peace - and merchandising rights - to the entire galaxy! Spaceballs is another Mel Brooks ma

Doin The "deed"
OK so I have decided to terminate my girl at work who I have been told is stealing. I'm not going to tolerate it. I'm going to do this deed on Wed. She's off the next 2 days and I have a knot in my stomach and I hope it goes away after that morning. It is on one of my days off from the shop but I'm going to have to work for a few hours that morning. Then I will also have to work a lot of over time for awhile until I get the schedule straightened out. I hate being the bad guy. She's a really nice lady, but ya know there are just some things that aren't working out.

Screw The Writers - For Me, Please.
I was pretty pissed off today when I saw the networks and the writers' guild were nearing a settlement on their impasse. This writers' strike has been quite the little boon for my sex life! Not that I was a big TV watcher prior to the strike, but I am generally a big labor kind of guy and I really like sex. Don't get me wrong, I miss "The Office" and "The Daily Show". The newly formatted "A Daily Show" just isn't cutting it (kind of like Jon Stewart's stand up), but I couldn't give a shit about anything else on the tele that isn't news. So I'll take the sex. I read on CNN that 90 million people were expected to watch the Super Bowl. What the fuck are the other 210 million people doing? Everyone I know watches that shit. The tv was on today, and the Nurse is asleep on the couch.

Raindrops
How sweet are raindrops Tears without reason Just to wash and cleanse To refresh and revive The great feeling of pureness Grasping nature's conscious and unconscious After flying through space On a long and precious journey Never to miss anything Seeping to seek the impure Cool and clear meeting hot and unclean Petting the skin of all Comforting the anguish of time Embracing to protect what's left Of a burned out and tired time Trying to re-grow other seasons Of the more colorful and fresh Taking precious and valuable time to work wonders And change everything back To the lovely days they remember

Goodbye Finally
Goodbye now, I am ready to leave this world, my heart has passed on and my soul is struggling through hell, all thats left is an empty shell, no emotions, only tears, no happiness, not even fear. Goodbye now, I am ready to leave this world, if you see me...it's not really me, mind is swimming through a sea of thoughts, good natured i think not. Look forward to...give me a reason, maybe there is time, more than likely not...still gotta decide how it's gonna be done. Goodbye now...for I am already gone.

Fucked Up
Restless sleep is restless dreams, tossin...turnin, adrenaline rushin through my veins, thoughts invadin my mind, cant remember half of last night. It gets to me so much, i dont want it to be there. Cant change how i feel, cant change what i want. Got one more violation, any more and ill be fucked. If only there was trust, i can hope all i must, there still wont be just.

Abusing Me
My sanity, I feel as if I'm losing it. While I'm going insane, your over here abusing it. I'm all alone, and you occupy your time, taking advantage of me being gone. Your ding the things, the very things I told you that break my heart. You've promised, and promised, those very things would stop. Your intent on doing it, hiding it, and I feel like I'm losing it, all over again.

Arg, Internet
After being without computer for a little over a month, withdrawals! I live on it. And thanks to Trisha for showing me this site, where I now live. People here seem cool and not full of themselves like on myspace, which is over populated. Now buy me a drink! I been DRY way too long. I joined some lounges and spoke in one. Got a friend request and it's all good. Joined that damn club pogo site too and wasted another day on the internet.

Why I Need A Real Man
ok, some of yall know me pretty well. ya trust men about as far as i can throw them because of what they've put me through in the past. i've been through hell, thanks to them and i'm afraid to do it again, i mean come one, my ex-husband was a drug addict and he'd get all coked up and beat the hell out of me anytime he wanted. i lost my first kid that way and it really tore me up. from there i went to a guy who tried to strangle me cuz he was hung over n in a bad mood, but i was smart with that one, he actually went to jail, then he called me cryin n stupid me took him back. that lasted about 4 more months then i couldn't take bein afraid anymore n i left. after that there was the guy that wouldn't let me out of the house without him, not even to work, which didn't last the usual 3 years, lol. i've been single since and not really lookin for another relationship. they scare the hell out of me, just the mention of marriage makes me run like crazy, but i do want to get married again, i wa

Love Hurts
When I was growing up nobody ever told that love was gonna hurt you. Or that love would make you do the craziest things. Nobody ever tells you the true story of how love is gonna effect you in the real world on a daily basis. Love is the one thing that I have found in my life that can make somebody kill or make somebody turn their life around. When I feel in love I mean really in love with man it felt so good to be loved by him and at the same time it hurt like hell because we didn't want to let the other one get to close for the fear of being hurt again so deeply so we did the worst thing in the world and split up. I came to find out to late that he was the one meant for me and that I was the only one meant to be with him for all these years. I have gotten this man back in my life by doing alot of soul searching and telling him that I was so wrong for letting him go and for not staing by his side as I should of when times got hard. I should of never left him and I hate

Realization
I have come to evaluate my life yet again as my 29th B-Day draws near. And I have come to a crossroads. Moving on.............or hanging out a little while longer to see how it all unfolds.I have been lost in the perils of my own mind. And I think one thing I might need to do, is get off this site. I don't know yet, but by my B-Day, either I will still be here, or I will have deleted my account. If I go, I will give my yahoo and myspace to those that want it.

Voodoo Penis
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip, so he Thought he'd buy his wife something to keep her occupied. He went to a Sex shop & explained his situation. The man there said, "Well, I don't know that I have anything that will Keep her occupied for so many weeks, except... The Voodoo Penis!" The husband said "! The what"? The man repeated " The Voodoo Penis" and Pulled out what seemed to be an ordinary dildo. The husband laughed, and Said, "It looks like a dildo!" The man then pointed to the door and said, "Voodoo Penis, door!" The Penis rose out of its box, darted over to the door and started pounding The keyhole. The whole door shook wildly with vibrations, so much that a Crack began to form down the middle. Then the man said "Voodoo Penis, Return to box!" and the penis stopped & returned to the box. The husband bought it.. He took it home to his wife, And after the Husband had been gone a few days, the wife remembered the Voodoo penis. She

The Girl Inside [a Perfect Lie]
The Girl Inside [A Perfect Lie] A perfect face Was said to be An imaged mirror That wasn’t me A perfect smile Not quite the same As the one I feel To hide the shame Of something they expect But I will never be Nevermore who I once was Trapped, I am not free A perfect world A perfect lie Trapped inside I awake to die For no one knows How hard I’ve tried.. No one knows The girl inside.

Big Fuckin Deal!
so no i did not watch the superbowl, and yet im seeing tons of people freaking out that the patriots lost, i say who fucking cares! big deal they lost! these fuckers are being payed millions of dollers win or loose they have nothing to cry about! Untill the NFL instates a law where the loosers of the superbowl get exicuted these idiots have nothing to cry or be sad about they are still getting payed millions more then we will ever be payed so there for no reason for us to freak out when one of the teams looses...but i do think NFL instating that law would be great, would attact people who dont even like football! hell id sure watch! well till they do instate that law we have nothing to freak out about that one team of millionares beat another one!

The Edge
The Edge Two steps from the Edge I poise myself to fall There’s poison in my head I won’t miss this place at all My heart beats cold As cold as the snow in my hands I’m one step from the edge My love Ready to fall And never land There’s nothing in this world That could make me want to stay here Living in this dirty world; Living in my greatest fears: That someone just like you Would take my heart away Squeeze it in your hands Drop it, and walk away You never said you didn’t love me You said you couldn’t walk away But nothing mattered in the end You knew you couldn’t stay. Who I was before No longer will I be The Monster I am now Continues to DESTROY me One step coser Death must be the next step I take I feel myself… …falling… When I hit the bottom, Will I awake?

Who Is Barack Obama?
Who is Barack Obama? Something that should be considered when you make your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...it is very scary to think of what could lie ahead for us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white Athiest from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocated to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in a Catholic sc

She Died Alone
She Died Alone Alone, inside this world; she ran A little girl: afraid Scared to live [to breathe this air!] Stumbling to where her demons laid. Captive in her dreams She cried and hid away Waking in her screams She searched for.. Another way A mist her fearful nights An angel called her name Promised her the world [promised to ease her pain] Awaken in her dream [she runs] To find a world Full of demons and guns She beckoned her demons leave Pleading death; she cried In love with her angel; she sighed Afraid to live; She died.

I'm Not Angry
I’m Not Angry I’m not angry I never could be Even at night When you lied to me Even at night When you cried to me When you were far away I couldn’t cease the day Because you were apart of me Without YOU, I wasn’t ME… But lately, even next to me You seem so far away from me I fear this is.. the only choice you leave… [You will never again be apart of me.] Now.. [Sweet love] I set you free.

Asleep
Asleep Asleep inside this dream, I lay Praying the night Would take the day Awaken in my dream I stand To see you off To a distant land Now manifested fears Nighttimes filled with tears I scream to you and cry to find NO SOUL shall ever hear Empty canyons in my head No sunlight shall I see Running out of time I stand And stare at the floor To watch my heart beat.

Broken Valentine
Broken Valentine [Tears falling] It’s raining…on valentines day And I can think of nothing But how it will feel When I hear your heart breaking. [It wasn’t meant to be this way..] You promised me that you’d love me You promised me that you’d stay You didn’t count the possibility.. That I would walk away… … I have nothing more to say… [It really wasn’t supposed to be this way.]

Check List For Myself
Soooo... From February 3rd - March 3rd I am Fu - Owned by BooBoo. As I complete my tasks, I will be marking them off here. rate all stash during HH rate all pics 11's Fu-Owned by ______ Salute picture - SFW! Add to Family Added to Top Friends Daily comment Big Pimpin Gift of my choice Crush for a month Pimpout Blog Pimp Out Bulletin ~ Stickied if I have funds @ time

Why
why is it i am an evil hateful person....i wish i knew...what i say and what i do...makes me angry at times that i lose control ...makes me feel like i have no soul...i know i have said it a million times before....to you it's just a bore...i wish i knew what to do....cause in reality i do care for you why am i the way i am...i have no clue and i am losing myself all the time forgive me please when you are ready

Cleaning My Page
ok ppl i have tons of ppl on my page that i dont talk whit .im sorry but if i dont talk whit you im deleteing you .if you want two stay let me know on this blog ok .if not it was nice knowing you

Show Me Some Love!!!
COME HELP ME WITH MY NEXT VIP! I am in a giveaway for my next V.I.P. I need 15,000 comments/rates. So if you aren't a bomber, please just drop by and leave a rate. It all helps! Even leaving ten to twenty comments is AWESOME! Anybody that bombs and spends extra time will be made a personal salute. Please & thank you! >

K-9 Congressional Medal Of Honor
The K9 above is Brutus, a military K9 at McChord. He's huge - part Boxer and part British Bull Mastiff and tops the scales at 200 lbs. His handler took the picture. Brutus is running toward me because he knows I have some Milk Bone treats, so he's slobbering away! I had to duck around a tree just before he got to me in case he couldn't stop, but he did. Brutus won the Congressional Medal of Honor last year from his tour in Iraq. His handler and four other soldiers were taken hostage by insurgents. Brutus and his handler communicate by sign language and he gave Brutus the signal that meant "go away but come back and find me". The Iraqis paid no attention to Brutus. He came back later and quietly tore the throat out of one guard at one door and another guard at another door. He then jumpe d against one of the doors repeatedly (the guys were being held in an old warehouse) until it opened. He went in and untied his handler and they all escaped. He's the first K9 to receive this

Answers
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I c

The Magic Bus / Passenger List On Board Now
The New Owner & Driver / The Magic Bus ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar blythebecky My Part-Time Driver of the magic bus@ fubar The Old Owner And Driver Soul / The Magic Bus ~§øü£~@ fubar All The Old Passengers 1 2.♦Èvî∫ Àñgë∫™♦ †Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш†@ fubar 3. 4.Soul Searcher Spirit Warrior Leveler@ fubar 5.~RescueDiva~@ fubar 6.Military Supporter{~Owner of Military Family Bombers~}~The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew~@ fubar 7.LaUgHiNgGiRl {fu-Owned by Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~ @ fubar 8.monna *Sisters 4 Life*@ fubar 9.~sassybrat~Rider of the Love Machine*fu-angels*fu-bratz

What Did I Just Do
Ok I just made the worst mistake in my life...I ended a 7 year friendship for nothing...I was completely mean and an azz about the whole damn thing.....and now this person is out of my life...not that i can't blame her...someone get a barbwire baseball bat and bash my skull in thanks

You're Turn
hello valentines apply here 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8. Hair (color and style): 9. Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give m

Short Bus Window Lickers
RULES AND GUIDELINES FOR THE W.L.A 1. You must make a salute of a goofy pic of you sticking your tongue out holding a sign saying W.L.A. 2. You are never to cause drama or trash talk other short bus window lickers. 3. We are all here to have fun and have some laughs so enjoy yourselves. 4. You must add all the other fellow window lickers when ever you can.

A Jackson Comback??
On Feb 12th Michael is releasing a 25th anniversary edition of thriller, which will include all orginal tracks, 2 bonus tracks that didnt make the album, 5 modern day remixes of songs including:wanna be startin somethin 08 with akon, the girl is mine 08 with will i am, billie jean 08 with kanye west,Pyt 08 with fergie and will i am,a never heard before remix of thriller,A whole new cover, and a dvd, i for one am kinda excited because that album was and still is one of my top 5 favs of all time!!

Sad Cafe
The Sad Cafe Out in the shiny night, the rain Was softly falling The tracks that ran down the boulevard had All been washed away Out of the silver light, the past came softly calling And I remember the times we spent Inside the sad cafe Oh, it seemed like a holy place, Protected by amazing grace And we would sing right out loud, the Things we could not say We thought we could change this world With words like "love" and "freedom" We were part of the lonely crowd Inside the sad cafe Oh, expecting to fly, We would meet on that beautiful shore in the Sweet by and by Some of their dreams came true, Some just passed away And some of the stayed behind Inside the sad cafe. The clouds rolled in and hid that shore Now that glory train, it don’t stop here no more Now I look at the years gone by, And wonder at the powers that be. I don’t know why fortune smiles on some And let’s the rest go free Maybe the time has drawn the faces I recall But things in t

I Ask Myself Some Stuff...
Why is it that you leave some stuff behind to be free and the stuff you did not leave becomes a bigger deal.... EX: I quit smoking.... Now I love drinking.... etc.... It seems that the problems are a sign of us trying to compensate for a need not fullfilled... So even when I choose right, I will inevitably also choose wrong a few times to remember I am human.... The moral to this.... I try but fuckit I cant get rid of this self destruction tendency I have... So dont ask why I can be so nice and just be a crazy man in bed.....lol What about you?

How About Them Giants? Who Woulda Thunk It? :p
Let me say first, that both teams played hard enough to win the Super Bowl. And it was a defensive struggle on both sidelines. But with all the hype and spotlight on the Patriots, it is nice to see the underdog come out the winners. Now don't take anything away from the Patriots. They had one of the most memorable seasons in history. Even if this whole "Spygate" controversy hovers in their near future. They played a great season and deserved to win just as much as the Giants did. And since my Colts didn't make it back to repeat, I am usually and AFC homer. But a big part of me wanted to see the Giants win. And I am extremely happy for the New York Giants for coming through and winning in such nail-biting fashion. Congratulations to all New York Giants' fans!!! You had one hell of a roller coaster ride, but ended up with the ultimate hardware. Much deserved!!!

Omg What A Weekend!
Well, we have survived to Sunday =) This weekend has been insane. Yesterday my son's friend STEPPED ON my bird, my female sun conure, Kiwi. So needless to say I am devastated. Enjoy your week! Kisses, Kel =)

Auction Is On Bit On Me, Wanna Do It :p:d
Well I am up for auction come bid on me :-D alot to offer click link below and higgest bidder will own me for one month......No drama Bids r place in comment form and keep it clean plzz vip blast and tickers etc outbid fubucks so plz keep that in mind http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=840427&albumid=823984&i=1697420379

Underdogs Come Up And Win! Thank Goodness Someone Did!!!
Today has been a rough day for me. For many that know, I answer crisis calls for a living. That, in itself isn't too bad because I generally can separate myself from their pain and move forward to the next caller. Today, it has been different. Perhaps, it is because I have never worked in this field on Superbowl Sunday; I don't know. It seems like I had before, but I don't remember it being this rough. Superbowl for most people can be all fun and games, but from the domestic violence perspective it can be quite the opposite. I have been receiving higher risk crisis calls today percentage wise than I ever have, I believe. I mean, usually, it is just calls wanting more information or how to plan to help from friends or family members OR understanding how they need to understand why they need to stay away from the abusive person OR some students wanting help on their projects. Today, though.... * a woman's face was bashed in by her ex and she just returned home from the

Thank You All!
You all are such awesome people. I got so many get-well wishes in the past few days, and I wanted to thank you all for taking the time and energy to check up on me. I am flattered and humbled at the response. Also want to let you all know that I am almost fully human again! Well, as close as I get to that status anyway... :) I have gone from a head full of cotton and out of breath all the way to just a slight occasional cough. All that positive FU energy transferred itself into a big foot and kicked ass on my malady! I couldn't have done it without you all. As I bow and scrape, I cry "I'm not worthy!" But I am pleased to bits that you think I am. Love to all, you know who you are! me

Private Photos
You're staying late at your sister's photography studio. You promised you'd help her out and do her last appointment for the night because something had come up and the client wasn't able to reschedule. You're lounging on the sofa in the entryway when a beautiful woman walks into the store carrying a duffel bag. She looked around the room then she saw you sitting there, "Ummm, excuse me, I have an appointment. Is Paula here?" "Ummm, no she had something come up but I'm here to fill in for her." "Ummm, okay. Are you sure this isn't going to make you uncomfortable, the pictures aren't exactly normal ones?" "What do you mean?" "Ummmmm they're boudoir photos, as in me posing in lingerie." "Oh, for you're boyfriend?" you ask, trying to hide your disappointment. The thought of just getting to see her in her sexy lingerie makes your jeans go tight as your cock starts to thicken and pulse. "No, they're just for me. I want to be a model but they say I need different types of

I Tried...
To all my friends on here, I know I have been here for a while but things have taken place to question my still needing to come here. I have gotten close and maybe too close over time that I think I should just disappear. I have been planning to do so for a long time but couldn't as long as I had my VIP. Now, I can and just wanted to let you all know what I was planning to do. I have been arguing, fighting, and seen the my friendships diminish and it just isn't worth it. I am sorry to those that are close to me but you all know how to reach me. Love You all.. Take Care...

I'm Turned On By Humor.
Admit it - you like funny people. As much as you value physical appearances, your heart just melts when someone makes you laugh. You enjoy sarcasm and wit - and value great conversation. The quickest way inside your pants is through tickling your funny bone - and your partner knows all about it!

Fubar Vs. Bar
Its really goes to show how immature ppl are here on fubar, Ive seen alot of h8 more than love. Im glad I dont go to bars with alot of you stale ppl. Cause if this is the way yall h8rs act in real life you can go play hide and go screw yerselves. I mean seriously. Do ya act this way when and if you go to bars just get yerselves a little excitement by getting someone riled up about little stuff. YOU definitly are the ones that go to the bathroom and piss on someones shoes just to get in a fight. Same rules apply if ya cant behave yerself in real life dont go anywhere as for here the same if ya cant seem to keep your composure and be happy then do us all a favor and sell your computer for booze money and go to a real bar where you can act out and really get your ass handed to you. PPL stay home and come here for fun...actual fun not to meet someone that likes drama, ya like drama go watch soaps it has no place here. To some this is a sanctuary from all tha h8rs in real life.

To You All!!!
Hey all you people that have had bad things happened to you when it comes to the love factor! I've got a little something to say! I have had really bad experiences when it comes to this!!! I say this because of the fact that I thought i was in love with a guy who turned out to be the very best thing that could ever happen to me and also the very worst thing!!!!! Now before you close this blog, read a little more and find out why I say this!!! I say this because, there are a lot of things thats you can learn from your past relationships that will help you along the way to find that LOVE OF YOU LIFE!!!!! I know because thats exactly what happened to me!!! So take it from me!!! After all I have been through, I FINALLY found the one I plan to spend the rest of my life with!!!!! So don't give up on love, fight for it!!! And remember, once you do find it, NEVER EVER take it for granite, and NEVER EVER let it go!!!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL!!!!!

Snow
So yet again it is snowing in Illinois. No big deal right, happens all the time. But this snow today something unusual happened. There was thunder and lightning while it was snowing!!! I am in shock. Does that really ever happen? I have lived in the middle of the cornfield here in Illinois, and I have never seen that happen before. Has anyone else seen this happen before? So now there is a few more inches of snow on our already snow covered streets. Also, the Giants won. Ha ha ha Emmy....In yer face.

Help Me Win This Milf Contest!!!!
Hey guys!!! You will find that the letter below explains what this is about!! I need YOUR help!! I am in the MILF contest held by a local radio station... please take the time to vote for me!!! Voting starts on Monday, Feb 4th at 7 pm and ends Friday @ Midnight!! HELP ME WIN!!!! Here is the link.... www.wsnx.com/pages/freakshow_milfs.html Thanks so much for your help!!!!!!! PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE!!!!!!! Hi Brianna - Just wanted to let you know that you are a contestant in our Feb 2008 MILF contest !! Voting starts Monday at 7pm and ends Friday at midnight. So tell all your friends, family, MySpace and Facebook friends and whoever else to go vote for ya! This month, the first place winner will score gift certificates good towards salon/spa services at the new Douglas J Aveda Institute in downtown Grand Rapids. You can check out what they do at http://www.douglasj.com/. The webpage you'll go to for voting is: http://www.wsnx.com/pages/freaks

Needs A Break
Just wanted to let those that have been wondering where I am that I am gonna take a short break from Fubar, no im not leaving forever ,I will still be checking messages here and for those that know my yahoo , you can catch me there...

Obama
Okay, what I want to know is what is so freakin great about Obama. Why would anyone want to elect a person who does not even say the national anthem let along put his hand over his heart while it is being played. Secondly, if he was president, I can see the US being in a world of hurt. Right now there are a ton of African Americans out there that feel that are owed something because of the past and slavery. Now a days though, they have just as much if not more opportunities than the white man. Hell, they have the Black American beauty contest, they have the black music awards, do you see anything that says White or something. I was even looking at different scholarships available, they all are available to black people however, there are scholarships out there that only black people can apply for. How long is long enough before they forget about the past and just go on and stop trying to live off of tax peoples money. Hell with the new bill coming out where people will be getting 300

Tysvm!
Tysm to everyone who helped me win my Happy Hour, I couldnt of done it without all of you, it means alot to me to see so many people care so much and pull together to help each other out. xoxoxox 2 u all! My Happy Hour is set for Saturday Feb 9th at 11 pm pst :) ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*DSC*~@ fubar

Human Jinx 4 Hire
I have learned a lesson about myself. I have learned that when it comes to sports. I NEED to root for the team I dont want to win. Why you may ask, I think you know the reason already. Im the JINX. Everything, sports related I have rooted for have turned out bad. EVERYONE of them. SO. I am making it a point to give life the ole reverse psychology. From now on I will be rooting for the teams or persons that I do not want to win. SO, that is my new job for all you betters out there, hire me I will root for the other team. It hasnt failed yet. FOR HIRE: HUMAN JINX I like the sound of that hehe. And no, I dont come cheap. If this is the way it is then why not capitalize on my so called misfoutune.

Needs A Break
Just wanted to let those that I know that I am that gonna take a short break from Fubar, no im not leaving forever ,I will still be checking messages here and my yahoo name is on my profile. See you all when i return

Saying Goodbye
Well folks my time here has come to an end. I spend more time on the internet then I would like to and it's time for me to admit my problem and walk away. Dont be sad. I'm not. I met some great friends here and I had alot of fun but this year I need to make some big changes and spending less time here is one of them. If you have my phone number please call or text me anytime. If you would like it let me know. I will still run YIM while I'm at work so you can catch me there too. If you want my ID send me a note. It's been fun but my life is calling and it's time to answer. I will leave my profile open until 11 pm eastern Time Friday February 8th so stop by and say goodbye.

Taking A Break
Just wanted to let those that have been wondering where I am that I am gonna take a short break from Fubar, no im not leaving forever ,I will still be checking messages here and for those that know my yahoo , you can catch me there..... xoxoxoxo

One Of Many Desiresa
I love what it is like to take all of you inside of me. It is in your eyes It is in your touch It is in your movement. Love. Who needs to sleep when our nights are like this? With the moon, the stars and the sky When you take me in your arms Laying your body so close to mine. Love. I want to lose my mind inside your head I want to know you and you me. I want and need to understand the mystery Of who and why we've become one. This is only one of my many desires... Love.

Leather Fantasy
I play the game well I tease, torture, tantalize I am the Master- The Master of Disguise. You think I'm in control: I know all the moves, just what to do. I'm dying to give up power. I want to surrender myself to you. Tear down these walls I've worked so hard to build. Hold me fiercely 'Til all my doubts have stilled. Take me gently, Break my chains, Remove my fears, Let trust remain.

Fire And Rain
Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the metal roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you to the sheepskin rug by the fire your clear blue eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I sip the wine you poured feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Smirnoffbabe29
go out with me? give me your number? kiss me? let me kiss you? watch a movie with me? let me take you out to dinner? be my bf/gf? have a fling with me? take me home for the night? Would you let me sleep in your bed? re-post this for me to answer your questions? give me a piggyback ride? have a relationship with me? Dance with me? Help me with homework? Tickle me to death? Let me tickle you? Stick up for me if i was being put down? Play strip poker with me? Say yes if i asked you out? Get wasted with me? Instant message me? Greet me in public? Hang out with me?

Re: *** Ron Paul On Cspan Now ***
RE: *** Ron Paul on CSPAN now *** ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change NYC Date: 03 Feb 2008, 02:30 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: MAX FAN (LSU/Ron Paul/Cowboys/NASCAR)Date: Feb 2, 2008 2:07 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Flo4RonPaulDate: Feb 2, 2008 6:01 PMPaul on nowREGISTER TO VOTESTOP THE NATIONAL I.D.STOP THE NORTH AMERICAN UNION!TOM CRYER - LAWYER WHO BEAT THE IRS (Watch all 4 Videos)

How To Fuck Me
I'm your girl. Not your wife, and not yet your lover. But I'm yours, no matter what title or position you've given me or that the world sees. You've earned your way into my life by putting in the hours. When I talk, you really look like you're listening. And even better than that, you respond intelligently and can repeat back to me what I've just said. That elevates you very quickly in my book of respect. You astound and amaze me with what we have in common. Our interests, our quirks. What we don't agree on, you quietly accept with a smile. I love that. We can talk forever without arguing or feeling like we're spending crucial hours defending our principles and morals. I don't want to fight or debate with you, not all the time. I just want to get to know you, and give you the honest chance to get to know me. Check another one off for you because you're doing this part so well! You've wined and dined me. A few flowers here, a pretty shirt on your credit card over there, and dinner

Game List
Ok for the gamers out there here is my run down and list of games i have played for 3 months or more in beta or live. I have played since 1997 so i have alot of experiance. For those unfamiliar with these terms Free to Play is F2P and Pay to Play is P2P. The diffrence is F2P has no monthly fee, but might have a purchase fee. P2P normally has a Purchase and Monthly fee from 10-15 dollars a month US. Due to the rules on this site, and im unsure if its ok to blog a url, i will be leaving the url's and company names out of this list. However you can google them and find them, if you find one your interested in and want you can pm me for the url. Silkroad Online (F2P) This is a cool asian game, you are hack and slash style game but the fun part is the PVP system. Instead of open pvp, or clan pvp. (which might be added by now) you have a trader sysetm. with traders, theifs and hunters. You buy goods in one town and transport them for good money to another town, and theifs (players)

Re: The Bush Legacy : Setting A Standard In Fear - Mongering
RE: The Bush Legacy : Setting A Standard In Fear - Mongering ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 04 Feb 2008, 00:48 Bush legacy: Setting a standard in fear-mongeringRichard A. Clarke is former head of counterterrorism at the National Security Council When I left the Bush administration in 2003, it was clear to me that its strategy for defeating terrorism was leaving our nation more vulnerable and our people in a perilous place. Not only did its policies misappropriate resources, weaken the moral standing of America, and threaten long-standing legal and constitutional provisions, but the president also employed misleading and reckless rhetoric to perpetuate his agenda. This week's State of the Union proved nothing has changed.Besides overstating successes in Afghanistan, painting a rosy future for Iraq, and touting unfinished domestic objectives, he again used his favorite tactic - fear - as a tool to scare Congress and the American peo

Omg .. I Cried
Yesterday i went to my favorite book store and found several books . one being "a child called it" .. Omg ..i couldnt put it down . cried through most of it .. even thou it was a horrific story of one of the most horrible child abuse cases in California .. it is by far one of the most amazing stories of a child making it thru all of his own personal hell days .. be prepared to grab the tissues . and hope that no other child will have to endure such horrors .. Ill let you know how the second book is ..called the lost boy .. have a wonderful sunday . .and hoping you all enjoy your week HUGS Wen

Prothink Asks Congressman About Dual Israeli - Us Citizens
PROTHINK Asks Congressman About Dual Israeli - Us Citizens Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: JOIN THE PROTHINK CONTESTS FOR TRUTH! Date: Feb 3, 2008 5:31 PM Yes thats right. My last video of me addressing Feingold got Puke R. from Nyc Wearechange to call other chapters and ask them to not support my work. Why is the WeAreChange leadership trying to protect to Zionist Mafia? Other Chapters contacted me to say it sounded like he was taking "orders" to call people and try to get them to ignore my work. Why are people still hiding why Dan Wallace died? 23 year old healthy people don't just turn up dead... NOW WHAT LUKE!? Step aside PUKE, you pissed off the wrong activist. I have no fear.

The Tease
I desperately yearn for his body Already moist with anticipation I plead with him to enter me But he won’t Teasingly he turns me over Onto my stomach And places himself between my legs With his forefinger He lightly traces The length of my spine His feather kisses cover my back His hands caress my breasts And nipples Already hardened As his lips move upwards So does his body Until his rock hardness presses tantalisingly Along my split I raise myself to a kneeling position My elbows holding up my body I press against him And feel the juices oozing from me In invitation But still he resists He nibbles at the weak spots on my neck And licks the lobes of my ears Whispering words of desire My body tingles Hyper-sensitive to every touch A wave of sexual tension grows deep within my womb My body screams for release Instinctively I reach down My aroused clit responds immediately Instant orgasmic relief But not enough I scream for him to

Life,love And Getting By
well it has been 9 1/2 months since unholy passed away and it feels like yesterday but it feels like forever ago...if you can understand what i mean sometimes it doesn't feel real and sometimes i am holding him in my arms and hes dying all over agian everyone says things will get better and i guess inevitabley some things have, i no longer cry when i go grocery shopping. i can go to a flea market without completely loosing it..not the ones we went to.. i havent tried that yet but 1 none the less. we use to go every weekend almost and at least once a month he would buy me a new rebel flag shirt well i havent had a new shirt in over a year now and though i love those shirts its not the shirts that boother mne its the fact that he knew i wouldnt buy it for my self i would say i was going to then say forgewt it get you or the kids something but he would make me pick some out..i wear those shirts almost every day..those things are falling apart but its my way to be close to him.. i know

The Perfect Encounter
The Perfect Encounter It was cold out tonight. I shivered in my leather mini, which bearly cupping my ass. It was soaked from the showers, thundershowers, not the kind I was looking for tonight. I stood there in the club, drink in hand, eyes gazing over the dance floor. It was crowded tonight, that was always good. You can get away with things easier with sweaty bodies all around. I noticed the familiar down to her ass long, auburn, locks of hair I'd seen here months ago. I was with my ex that night and we were working on taking her home with us, but my ex drank so much, he ended up in a fight. But this sexy little kitten, got left behind. I'm pretty sure it was a done deal. She and I had some pretty strong vibes that night. Plus, she was fairly easy, I could see that by watching the guys taking turns dancing with her, groping her as they pleased on the dance floor. The song ended, and she started to make her way toward me. She stopped at the table ju

Do You Think You Should Be My V-day Date?why?
So who thinks they should be my V-day date?Why do you think I should have you as my date?Click the pic to tell me your reason on why you should be my V-day date and make it good.....

Help
hello every one its thAT dark juggalo from the other side ducky. and im here to askk all my fam and friends out there to help me level up i been at this one for to long now like 7 mounths i soo need help could some one lend me hatchet?

No Support
Here is the deal. I am taking CNA classes. Well it seems that the people that should be supporting me aren't. Infact some of them are saying that I am going to flunk out our drop out.Now mind u have not given any of them any reason what so ever to say things like that. So, I am a little unsure and annoyed about all this. I work hard for everything that I have now and everything that I will have in the future. I suppose the thing for me to do is to do well in the class and graduate and prove to everyone that they are wrong.

Who Are You?
10-14-2006 Who are you? Can this be true? You seemed too dark and empty A dream you must be. It was a cold winter night All around me, no light I couldn't see My eyes were black and empty. Your foot steps I was hearing My heart suddenly stopped beating I thought you were just like all of them around me But the glow in your eyes revealed your true identity. You were too pale to be real The beating of my heart you could feel For I could feel it dying inside As you stood in the shadow by my side. A giant stature beside me was standing As he stepped out of the shadow bleeding But on his lips was the blood of another creature That he has killed for his own pleasure. The blood on his lips was red as the rose The glow in his eyes told me I was the one he chose It was dark and cold, I didn't know what to do As you drew closer, I stepped back away from you. I was afraid, but I was drawn to your charms You went down on your knees and opened your arms Want

Shadows
Shadows written date: 10-02-2006 07:13:59 I can feel her presence ever so close. But yet I see her not. As I look into the mirror every night, I see nothing, but rather feel a strong presence of some dark shadow watching from close by. I can feel the soft touch of her hand on my shoulder, I can feel her chin resting on the other shoulder. I can feel her ever so slowly caressing my neck with her tender lips. Slowly I turn to embrace her, but no one is there, only a disappearing shadow on the wall. As lie in bed awaiting sleep, there she appears again. Not adorned with the human flesh, but only as a shadow, as a dark angelic being. She lies by my side, I can feel her soft skin brush against my back. She slowly runs her nails up my side, in a pleasurable motion. I feel her breath against the back of my neck. Slowly I turn to her, our lips begin to close the distance between us. Closer, and closer, until I awake, only to see the same disappearing shadow once more.

Fu Wedding Tonight
Come join with us as we get Fu Married Tonight at 10:00 p.m. Est in the Martini Lounge. We would love too have all our friends there too join us. ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar gary1210WRR FAN~rl b/f of Christina~shadow levelers~FU OWNED BY~♥ BooBoo♥ Founder of@ fubar Standing for us.. Man of Honor ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar Best Women ♪LilBamaGirl♪~Shadow Leveler~Taken By BamasKeeper@ fubar Click on the Martini too enter the lounge. Pastor Andy will be preforming the ceremony stop by and show him some love. Pastor Andy ~LoL Family@ fubar

"under The Silver Moon"
"Under The Silver Moon" I was taking my usual evening walk along the beach, just as I had done many nights before. The night was rather a peaceful. The tide seem to roll upon the beach tonight, not like it’s usual crashing like thunder. The moon was especially bright for this time of year. Unlike it’s harvest glow of Autumn Oranges, tonight it looked almost Silvery. As I walked even farther along the beach, I would look back at the beach house. Soon I could not even see the lights that lit the path to the front entrance. I begin to stop, and look out over the ocean, amazed at it’s beauty. As I continued my walk, I begin to notice a dark figure in the distance ahead of me. I couldn’t quite make reason of what it could be. I had walked this beach many times before, but had never notice anything being in that area. As I walked on in the direction of the image, I begin to realize, this figure that I had seen from a distance was not an object at all. But it is a women. Not just

An Empty Boat
An Empty Boat Theres a Zen story in which a man is enjoying himself on a river at dusk. He sees another boat coming down the river toward him. At first it seems so nice to him that someone else is also enjoying the river on a nice summer evening. Then he realizes that the boat is coming right toward him, faster and faster. He begins to get upset and starts to yell, Hey, hey watch out! For Petes sake, turn aside! But the boat just comes faster and faster, right toward him. By this time hes standing up in his boat, screaming and shaking his fist, and then the boat smashes right into him. He sees that its an empty boat. This is the classic story of our whole life situation. --Pema Chdrn, Start Where You Are from Everyday Mind, edited by Jean Smith, a Tricycle book

Unless You Know For Sure, Don't Say Nothing.
I am just sick and tired of other people worrying about others on this site. They go around telling people one thing that is not even true and then you have to try to set others up with the truth. What ever goes on, on this site its almost always all talk. If I want to show pics of me in little to nothing that is something I will do, they are just pictures. If people don't know me and whats goin on with my life I wisht they would not go around and tell people one that is not even true. I am just venting I bet because I am sick with Strep so almost anything is pissing me off right now just let me bitch til I'm not sick any more. So just don't get mad if I say something that you don't like. I hate that I keep finding out more and more about what people are saying. I know what I am doing and who I am doing if I am doing anyone. If I start to see someone that is on me, then people will know. If I am not seeing anyone the that will be knowen, but people telling others things about me

Obituary
Obituary Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for

Complication
Organizing my life has never seemed so complicated until I decided to walk in my own shoes. Doing one thing the right way is only the wrong way in another's eyes, but I must continue to move forward. I make decision based on the experience I have, yet what experience do I have when none is taught? I grope, feel, and reach for an outlet, but Through blurred vision, I am blind and cannot see between the line. Wrapped in a blanket of feelings of love and deception. Each corner I turn, each page I riffle through, every thought I have is a suggestion of complication.

Valentine"s Confession!
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The Dixie Cups
The Dixie Cups The Dixie Cups originally consisted of sisters Barbara and Rosa Hawkins with their cousin, Joan Johnson. They were pursuing a singing career in their native New Orleans under the name The Meltones. The Dixie cups scored a hit with their smash "Chapel of Love". Other hits would follow, like "You Should Have Seen the Way He Looked At Me," "Little Bell," and the delightful chant "Iko Iko," which along with "Chapel of Love" has become the group's signature tune. Today, The Dixie Cups continue to perform on the concert circuit, thrilling audiences with their pristine harmonies. Current members of the trio are Rosa and Barbara along with their sister from their Neville Brothers family, Athelgra Neville.

Dance On The Water
dancing together, water and sun as the wind swirls the two across the lake entwined as one,as lovers do to the music of the swaying trees, light flashes, sparkles, shines, as the dancer return with the breeze

Irma Thomas
Irma Thomas The unrivaled Soul Queen of New Orleans -- a title officially bestowed by local officials, no less -- Irma Thomas ranks among Crescent City R&B's greatest and most enduring musical ambassadors, never enjoying the coast-to-coast commercial success of contemporaries like Aretha Franklin and Etta James but nevertheless breathing the same rarified air in the minds of many soul music aficionados.

(hadith) Strong Person - Kuat Orang - ÇáÔÏíÏ
Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said, "A strong person is not the person who throws his adversaries to the ground. A strong person is the person who contains himself when he is angry." Al Muwatta Hadith 47.12 Yahya related to me from Malik from Ibn Shihab from Said ibn al-Musayyab from Abu Hurayra ******************* "When one of you becomes angry while standing he should sit down. If the anger leaves him, well and good; otherwise he should lie down." Al-Tirmidhi Hadith 5114 Narrated by Abu Dharr ================ Prophet Muhammad (perdamaian di atasnya) said, "A kuat orang tidak adalah orang yang melemparkan musuhnya ke tanah.Orang kuat adalah orang yang menahan sendiri kalau dia marah." Al Muwatta Hadith 47,12 Yahya yang punya hubungan keluarga dengan saya dari Malik dari Ibn Shihab d

Tips On Women
Just some little tidbit ground rules: - If we hang up because we're upset, CALL US RIGHT BACK. If you don't, it shows that you don't care we're upset. And maybe it's stupid and maybe it's a testing thing, and if you don't like it then don't call back, but I can guarantee you it's more trouble than it's worth if you actually like this girl. Just call back. - Try not to check out other girls when we're out with you. You don't have to be perfect, just try. - Never ever ever forget a date. Or our birthdays. - Always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!). - If we answer "I'm Fine" in an angry tone of voice, you're in trouble. If we say it in an upset tone of voice you are in a LOT of trouble. If our voice is neutral, you need to get on your knees and very quickly figure out what it is you did so wrong. - We know when you're attracted. We can tell when you're about to kiss us. We can tell when th

My Poetry
Just was in the mood to express some of my poetry..... A Love To Call My Own I knew from the beginning you were just a flirt, but i fell in love with you knowing I'd be hurt. I thought I could tie you down and make you love just one, but how could I do something no one else has ever done. I know you'll never love me and I'm trying not to cry, but I must find the strengh somehow to kiss your lips goodbye. When you ask for me again you'll find I won't be there, I want a love to call my own not one I have to share. Just Wondering As the lips that once told me they loved me claimed to love me no more, I wondered how to stop the tears that flowed so freely to the floor. As the eyes that once held a look so warm could no longer hold my stare, I wondered if there was a time when those eyes really did care. As the arms that once held me and comforted me now just push me away, I wondered why my time was threw and why I could not stay. Waterfall The wate

Anal Sex
Anal sex can be immensely pleasurable for both the giver and receiver. The plethora of nerve endings around the sphincter causes the intense pleasure that can felt during anal sex. However, anal sex is not something you can just dive right into. If the receiver has never participated in anal play, it may take anywhere from a few days to a few weeks to get her ready to graduate to something as large as a penis or dildo. There are several keys to working your way up to anal sex. While not all people will need to follow every step, they are good guidelines to follow in order to make your anal sex encounter as enjoyable as possible. Relaxation: Very important for successful play, relaxation can make or break your session. No matter how turned on she might be, if she's tense when it comes time for insertion, she's not going to enjoy it as much. Many actions can be taken to relax and prepare her. Soothing music, a glass of wine, even a hot bath beforehand can all lend to relaxation

My Pimp Out By Angel
FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY !!! THIS GIRL IS AWESOME AND I WANT YOU TO GO CHECK HER OUT... SHE ONLY HAS 23,205 POINTS TO GO TIL LEVEL... SO HOW BOUT YOU GO SHOW HER HOW WE DO IT AROUND HERE... RATE HER... FAN HER... ADD HER AND SHOW HER SUM LUV !!! THIS PIMPOUT MADE BY AND APPROVED BY NONE OTHER THAN.... ♥Angel♥ (repost of original by '♥Angel ♥ Manager @Club Adrenaline~Bartender for Blue Lounge~Owned by Punk' on '2008-02-03 16:32:40')

Another Erotic Thriller I Wrote
Her collection As Amy reached for the closing elevator, another hand grasped the door just as she did. She made eye contact and saw that it was that hot little cunt who had been working a few cubicles down from her since she had been Flown in as a contractor for an assignment. She gave Amy a shy smile and looked down at her feet. Amy kept her eyes on her. "Lil_wet_slit" as she called herself on the internet. She and Amy had talked quite a bit on instant messanger since her arrival. "Talk to you later sweety?" Amy inquired with a wink as she got out of the elevator. Sarah, her real name, blushed and nodded. Amy stopped at the corner liquer store for a bottle of White wine on the way to her apartment as usual. She threw her purse and briefcase on the couch as soon as she got into the door. She found a wine goblet in the cubbard, retrieved the corkscrew from the drawer and opened the wine. Pouring her glass almost to the top, she thought about her next move. She sat down at the compu

Gettn Good Head
My girlfriend never wants to go down on me." How many times have you heard that or even said it? "She thinks its gross." "She says it makes her sick." "She's a prude, a bitch, frigid." "That's not gonna change; it's just the way she is and she ain't never gonna change." Not necessarily. She might never change, that's true. But what if maybe...just maybe by following these 7 tips you could change things. You could get your girlfriend to change from being a fellatio-phobe to being a fellatio-phile. Think of it, a girlfriend who's not only willing to go down on you, but who loves it. You dream of it, it don't you? Instead of bob-bob-bob okay, all done; you get a long, deep, wet blowjob. You could have a girlfriend who slobbers all over your cock; who "paint's the tree;" who does the Tootsie-pop™ suck; who does vacuum-powered, golf ball through the garden hose, chrome off a trailer hitch, eyeballs out of your sockets, high powered cock sucking. A girl friend who'll not only go dow

Google Attacks Microsoft-yahoo Deal
By MICHAEL LIEDTKE 02.03.08, 7:09 PM ET Popular Videos Microsoft's Mega Yahoo! Bid The Baby Borrowers Buzz The Business Of Fashion Reality Cheerleaders A New Generation Of Gamers Related Quotes GOOG 515.90 - 48.40 MSFT 30.45 - 2.15 YHOO 28.38 + 9.20 Most Popular Stories Schools With The Most Professional Athletes Greatest Athletic Achievements Where The Most Wealth Is Stored Rules On Talking Politics In The Office Tips On Calling Home From Outside The U.S. SAN FRANCISCO - Google Inc. raised the specter of Microsoft Corp. using its proposed $42 billion acquisition of Yahoo Inc. to gain illegal control over the Internet, underscoring the online search leader's queasiness about its two biggest rivals teaming up. The critical remarks, posted online Sunday by Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people )'s top lawyer, represented the Mountain View-based company's first public reaction to Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people )'s unsolicited bid for Yahoo

::i Won't See You Tonight Pt. 1::
"I WON'T SEE YOU TONIGHT PT. 1" - AVENGED SEVENFOLD Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight. And while I'm gone, everything will be alright. No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight

To All My Friends
I just wanted to say sorry to all my friends on here for not being around much lately. I am in the middle of moving and i havent had the time to get on here, i will be back in the next few weeks like i used to be so stick around if you want. i have been re-rating a few of my friends pics on here when i do get the chance to get on but i dont see anything in return so when i get the chance i will be cleaning out my friends list once again for all those that dont bother coming back to return the rates. hopefully ill see all still around once i get back online take care for now.

Spring Fling Layered White Cake
1. 3 3/4 cups cake flour 2. 1 1/2 cups SPLENDA(R) No Calorie Sweetener, Granulated 3. 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder 4. 1 teaspoon baking soda 5. 1/4 cup sugar 6. 2/3 cup unsalted butter, softened 7. 7 egg whites 8. 1 1/4 cups reduced-fat buttermilk 9. 1 tablespoon vanilla 10. 1/2 teaspoon almond extract 11. 1/2 cup light butter, softened 12. 1 cup SPLENDA(R) No Calorie Sweetener, Granulated 13. 1 pound fat free cream cheese 14. 2 teaspoons vanilla 15. 3/4 cup reduced sugar apricot preserves 16. 1 pint strawberries, thinly sliced Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 272 kcal * Carbohydrates: 35 g * Dietary Fiber: 0 g * Fat: 10 g * Protein: 8 g * Sugars: 8 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Lightly spray two 9-inch cake pans with baking spray. Set aside. 2. Make cake. Sift flour into a large mixing bowl. Add SPLENDA(R) Granulated Sweetener, flour, baking powd

Chocolate Heart Layer Cake With Chocolate Cinnamon Mousse
1. 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted 2. 1/3 cup All purpose flour 3. 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 4. 1/4 teaspoon salt 5. 4 large eggs 6. 3/4 cup sugar 7. 1 cup heavy whipping cream 8. 4 cinnamon sticks, broken in half 9. 2/3 cup cherry jam 10. 2 tablespoons kirsch (clear cherry brandy) 11. 4 ounces bittersweet (not unsweetened) or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped 12. 1/2 cup heavy whipping cream 13. 1/4 cup water 14. 2 tablespoons light corn syrup 15. 1 teaspoon chai-spiced tea leaves or Lapsang souchong smoked black tea leaves 16. 5 ounces bittersweet (not unsweetened) or semisweet chocolate, coarsely chopped Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 1249 kcal * Carbohydrates: 138 g * Dietary Fiber: 9 g * Fat: 72 g * Protein: 15 g * Sugars: 74 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. For cake: Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Place 8x8x2-inch heart-shaped cake ring on sheet of foil. Wrap foi

Finally, A Date!
Way back when, I was really into a guy named Kurt. I only had a couple of entries about him because we never got the chance to meet but I was all swoon-y over him and really hopeful for what might be. But then he and his family made the decision to move to California and things never came to pass. We've IMed every few months since but mostly just "Hey, how ya doin'?" In October, he messaged me that he was going to be up here but it was right after mommy died and I told him I just wasn't in a mindset to be meeting anyone. Then last month he messaged again but this time it was right after grandma's stroke. Again, I said that the idea of meeting someone was too much stress for me to bear at the time. Then last week I happened to see him online and thought I'd say hey and ask about his trip. It turned out that he is back in town and looking for work up here as they want to move back. I worked up the nerve to take a chance and we set up a date for breakfast this morning. He is ever

The Last Football Of The Seaon
Ok for the ones who love football, who is everyone voting for? The Pat's or The Jiants?Who is everyone going for and lets see who wins this year lol< Hope the for the best game wins,Good luck, You all decide who you want then lets see who wins the moat and, how many have or had votes for tonights game?Its up to you all who loves football,Enjoy the season for tonights game 2-3-08.

To Whom It May Concern....bravo
Well, I just want to thank the person that turned one of my new stash items as NSFW. If any of them were to be considered NSFW it might as well be about 10 of them. So why don't you go run and tattle, so then my account will be deleted so then YOU don't have to worry about looking any anything else I would put on here for fear your saintly eyes will burn in hell for seeing something that we all know damn good and well you have seen worse! AND there are worse things on here than anything that I have ever posted on here. Some people need to get a life and grow up! Carrie aka Carebear Oh don't read if you don't like swear words cause I said 2 bad words in this bulletin! oops my bad!

Heart's Desire
Have you ever wanted something so bad, that it consumed your thoughts, your dreams, your desires for months & years? When you get close to getting your hearts desire, how it takes your breath away?? Only to have it taken away from you yet again....and be left with the ache, the need, the craving? Have you tried to make someone, or something in to your hearts desire, only to come to the realization that it's just not possible, and the let down, the blow that you feel, knowing you will never have what you want so much? Knowing that it is just out of arm's reach....the pain of being able to FEEL it, but not actually have what you ache for? Makes you feel completely empty inside. void. nothing.

Why Am I Dying? (new Poem Of Mine)
“Why am I dying?” I am slipping into darkness. Can you not even tell? I know that you have not been feeling too well. The thing is, there is this cut that you have left within my heart. It’s bleeding me dry and tearing me apart. My body wants to shut down. The more I try to fight, just seems to be the more that I drown. I trusted you with it since you said you would always be mine. At the rate the bleeding is going, you may as well toss it in with my body in this box made of pine. I think you have no real clue what you mean to me. The sad thing is, by the time you do, that man will be dead and gone. If I really knew I meant so much to you I would keep fighting to hold on…. I need more than just your words to me. I need to be sure it is you I am talking to and not people just pretending to be you in some way. That little fact right there is just not okay. I need to know that others do know about us and that we are together. I am not just your buddy. That I am not jus

Gd Haters...lol
This guy made my day... Devilman d...: lol fu-choke? wow you have NOOOO LIFE ->Devilman d...: go fu-choke on something.... Devilman d...: Hey the first thing i seen is we should have sex...first thought is WOW what a whore ->Devilman d...: thanks for givin me a 2 .........you just made my day I fucking love fubar..hating son of bitches.I guess Im The fu-whore ....Cause of teh icon in my pic wtf. Wow people really take shit serious on here.Im not going to say another thing about anything..I have a life..:(

Hurt
So like the title says, i'm hurt. I got imjured at work in the most ridiculous way when a bathroom door slammed into my lower right side. It wasn't the whimpy little stall doors, this was a single bathroom with a heavy and fast closing door. So i strained my back and i have a contusion on my lower stomach/ovary area. This freaking sucks. I cant get comfortable at night or day. I have a hard time walking, standing and sitting. Not to mention sharp shooting pains running down my lower back. So what scared me, and i went to an urgent care center. However because this was an injury at work, they wouldn't help me. I had to go to my place of work, which is a hospital, to get help. And they were not very nice to me either. At least i have vicodin now.

Never Too Late Lyrics
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong

Foods That Are Body Parts
Foods that are body parts. This is interesting info... You are what you eat, so eat well. A stupendous insight of civilizations past has now been confirmed by today's investigative, nutritional sciences. They have shown that what was once called "The Doctrine of Signatures" was astoundingly correct. It now contends that every whole food has a pattern that resembles a body organ or physiological function and that this pattern acts as a signal or sign as to the benefit the food provides the eater. Here is just a short list of examples of Whole Food Signatures. A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and science shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart is red and has four chambers. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food. Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. E

Four Short Stories
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. It became very quiet in the room. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he int ended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals

Having Pc Problems
pLEASE DO NOT THINK I AM IGNORING ANY OF YOU..i AM HAVING PC PROBLEMS..SHOUT, RATES,COMMENTS..iM...NOTHING IS WORKING..I CAN SEE NOTHING AND DO NOTHING PERSONAL ON HERE...I AM NOT EVEN SURE IF THIS WILL POST..BUT THOUGHT I WOULD TRY IT AS A MEANS TO COMMUNICATE WHAT IS GOING ON.

Help Me
ok here's the deal I am in a contest that is for a 6 month VIP. Who ever has the most points wins and I need your help to get this VIP. Click on the pic below to take you to the contest. Plz repost this as well if you don't mind. Thanks to everyone that helps out.

Before Leaving Me A Comment - Read This Please.
Okay. So I woke up this morning to a rather, inappropriate comment on my page. If I wanted to see a cock on my page, I'd put it on my page myself. By putting it on my page - you put ME at risk of losing my page - and yourself as well. The following comment types will be deleted: 1)anything that is 100% NSFW. I don't mind clevage and lingerie and stuff like that - but if you have your dick or your twat on my comment page - Its getting deleted. 2)Anything that has music or sounds. Videos are OKAY - as long as they do NOT auto start. 3)Anything promoting yourself (or a friend) in a contest. I will help you with contests & giveaways - but NOT if you leave it on my comments page. Thats what they make bulletins for. 4)Anyone promoting their lounge. If I wanted to join your lounge, I would have clicked it myself. I really am NOT a lounge person. I am really sorry for sounding like a bitch - But ya know....How would I have explained that if someone had been sitting her

Home Again
I had to visit some family this weekend. One was in the hospital while we stayed with another family member. Things might be a lil' hairy for a bit till I see how things will be. For the time being I think all is well.I hope everyone else had a great weekend! sweet and sassy

25 Signs That Computers And The Internet Rule Your Life
1. You can't remember the last time you wrote an entire paragraph using a pen and paper. 2. You consider internet a basic utility. 3. Between your Internet and your TV, you would rather lose your TV. 4. Between your Internet and your phoneline, you would rather lose your phoneline. 5. The Internet IS your phoneline. 6. You carry a flash drivein your purse or pocket. 7. You carry a LAPTOP with you wherever you go-or you wish you could. 8. You have a callous on your right wrist, where you rest your hand when you use your mouse. 9. Your “diary” is not protected with a lock and key, but with a username and password - and it is open to be read by anybody in the world. 10. You've joined an online forum and regularly post messages on it. 11. You are - or have been - a member of a Yahoo group. 12. You've watched 1,500 orange-clad prisoners dancing “Thriller” on YouTube. 13. You know the meaning of the word “google” - and if you don't, you simply

The Thimble
One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. "Is this your thimble ?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy. Some years later, the seamstress was walking with her hu

Urgent Message: Please Read!!!!!
Crucial Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children,everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody

Life
wat makes life worth livin?when u lost the one thing or person that means everything 2 u.why stay an live w/the pain.that hurts us so much.when your alone u have nothin 2 do but sit an think.wat could have i done different.wat do u come up w/the more u think the more it hurts.

My Shattered Bones
Dr. Mohler's report for expedited authorization of my CT scan says I have "comminuted fractures of the distal radius and ulna." Comminuted is a fancy medical term that simply put means fractures that shatter the bone into a lot of small pieces. He also states that "both fractures are articular", articular means joint, and my "radius is moderately shortened and angulated-about 10 degrees dorsal angulation. There is considerable dorsal radial metaphyseal comminution" which means the under side of my radius between the end and the middle of the bone, the wrist, is shattered into a lot of small pieces... but, "the radiocarpal articulation appears anatomically aligned." radiocarpal articulation = wrist joint. So, both arm bones are shattered into a lot of little pieces, near the wrist/hand joint end of both bones, the largest bone being "considerably" shattered at the wrist as well.

New Beginnings
Its always fun when you meet new people. I met someone awhile back that is really awesome. This guy opens doors (even the truck door, whether i'm just gettin in or getting out, he comes around and opens it. One of the rare gentelmen). Even though there wasnt music playing, he still grabbed me and slow danced with me. It was just so sweet!!!! This is really cool too. We were hanging out last night, and he tells me... "I'm very attracted to you, you're one of the most beautiful women I've ever laid eyes on. I hope you're not offended by what I have to say". I was thinking "uh oh". But it was allllllll good. He tells me he wanted to "cultivate a relationship" with me and that he was intrigued by my personality and everything about me. I told him well that didnt offend me at all. He said "well good then" lol. He must have thought I wouldnt like hearing that or something but heck I thought it wonderful :)

Just Blabbing
I love to dance, play sports and things so active like that. Then i had an accident as a child and now i cant do any of it. I loved wearin heels. The doc told me I cant even do that. All cuz i broke my back. I guess this is the reason i'm really not lookin for anything. I mean I would be work if any man had me. I have to wear a back brace under my clothes lol. I sound like such a loser. Wonder if there's any support groups for broken dreams? lol

Excited Excited Did I Mention Excited????!!!!
I AM EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just found out I can call in the morning to schedule my interview at federal penitentiary!!!!! I've been waiting on an email notification from them to do this for about 4 months. I am really excited. I hope that I do well with this interview, then I have to do my physical examination so that should be fun lol. BUT Come on, the pay is WAY better than I am making working for the state as a C.O. almost $16,000 more a year!!!!! Way i see it , I love being a C.O. and yeah it will be diffrent going from working with kids to adults. But the worse thing I can think of is get there not like it, but i'd stay for the extra pay it brings. Only bad thing is i have to drive almost an hour to get there. Good thing I have a car thats easy on gas LOL

Super Bowl "the First Half"
We started to get ready for the game. The food was cook and the chips and dips were out. You were dressed in your favorite jersey and jeans looking as beautiful as ever. At kick off you smiled and kissed me playfully telling me you were better then the silly game. Knowing you were in a playful mode I teased but Hun its the giants super bowl. Pouting you playfully stomped your feet, shaking your sexy bottom as you left the room. Only to return in your jersey, now cut down the front exposing most of your sexy cleavage. You teasingly swayed in front of the TV tantalizing me. Not wanting you to know how much you were turning me on I said Hun it's the game. Now biting your lip in a sexy pose you teasingly move to the table. Picking up a hot dog you sat across from me and said well baby wish this was you. I watched as you teased the hot dog and myself. The movement of your mouth was tormenting me. Still playing uninterested I turned back to the game. Hearing you sigh you again

Hurt & Pissed Off Leader!!!!
Today something happened. I was so hurt when it did. I now think maybe I'm the biggest push over ever. You know being one of the leaders in a yahoo family is not the easiest. I have always been known for the hard ass I am. Suddenly I have been ignored so many times it is uncalled for. Why does everyone feel the need to act like I dont exist I have no clue. What hurt the most is that a close friend did it today. That hurt me the most. Maybe I'm not cut out to be the leader I should be. The friend did apologize to me, however at the same time it's like the others still don't care. This really made me open my eyes and see that they dont respect me for who I am, nor respect me as a leader. I am always trying to do what is best for everyone in this family. Hell there are times when I am working so hard on things for them all that I dont even have time to talk to most of them. Then to think the same people I am working my ass off for is ignoring me and treating me as if I'm a nobody like I h

Yah Mon.
Gonna be wiping people who I have yet to get any sort of reply from. After that, it's those that never write back (2 weeks is long enough I think). After that... gonna play it by ear. Hope I keep you all. --- Recently removed a large number of people. Anyone not on my friends list will likewise be removed from any other lists that they are part of. (02-23-08

My Real Name
I went to Cajun Cherry's blogs and found this interesting so I thought I would do this. HowManyOfMe.comThere are 0 people with my name in the U.S.A.How many have your name? WITH THIS BEING SAID NO ONE SHARES MY REAL NAME DOES THIS MEAN I AM SPECIAL ?

I Cant Believe She's Gone!
Heart Broken This morning I had to say goodbye to my first born. at 11:37 am Anage Marie Drush driffted into heaven as I lay next to her stroking her hair and her arm. They said she was brain dead this morning after she had an anurisim. I made the decision to take her off life support after I was sure she was not there anymore last night. I sung her a song this morning before the anurism and I said a prayer before her heart stopped. God who arnt in heavin hallow be thy name thy will , will be done on earth as it is in heaven.... Please release my daughters spirit into the high heavens and take away her pain forever more. I stayed until the coriner came and got her body and I left. I'm hoping to have services on Sunday but we'll have to see what happen's with the autopsy. Because they'd never seen a tumor / cancer of the magnitude in a child in this place before they asked if they could do an autopsy to see just how far the cancer spread in hopes if they see it agai

Crying
Why do guys always turn out like jerks? seriously i dont understand.. all they want is sex right.. but in order for a guy to really respect you and want to be with you for more than sex, you cant act like a whore.. but the only girls that get a lot of attention on here..DO! we have to show our tits... have nsfw pictures.. be "hot"... in order to get the guys attentions! and if youre skinny that helps.. so if you arent you have to show off those tits more so that they will notice you. the self esteem issues i have etc... its not like you understand.. but im sorry if YOU are going to be mad about me having to show myself. how about you tell me how to get their attention. over 1/2 the guys on here are just here cuz they want some or they are completely old and ugly and have never had anything in their life so the net is all they have. i just want to talk to someone who doesnt care that i have nsfw pictures and just wants to talk to me and get to know me.. and is my type of co

My Everything
With just one touch You make me realize so much How i have never loved someone so much And how I coul love you so much more Than I thought I could Than I thought I would But I want you to understand I'll always be here to lend you a hand I will always believe in you And I would never think of being untrue I want my love to be your blanket in the cold And for our love to never grow old Every moment we share I will try to show you how much I care If I ever fail to express... It's doesn't mean I love you any less Just look into my eyes And you'll see no lies You'll just see how much you mean to me You'll see that you will always be The person who makes my heart sing You are simply, ......MY EVERYTHING!! By: Samantha Lewey

Brown 'unaware Of Bugging Letter'
Brown 'unaware of bugging letter' Downing St says it has no evidence that the PM received a letter from the Conservative party warning that an MP's conversations may have been bugged. Newspapers have alleged that Labour MP Sadiq Khan's discussions with his constituent Babar Ahmad in prison were monitored by anti-terrorist officers. Shadow home secretary David Davis says he wrote to the PM in December, but No 10 says it has no record of the letter. A government inquiry is now under way into the prison bugging claims. Mr Ahmad faces no charges in the UK but is awaiting a decision from the European courts to discover if he will be extradited to the US, on suspicion of running websites raising funds for the Taleban. Police are entitled to monitor prisoners' communications, but such operations must first be approved by the surveillance commissioner who considers them on a case-by-case basis. Inquiry announced The Sunday Times claimed Mr Khan's visits to Mr Ahmad

Can You See It In My Eyes?
You dont know how I am feeling I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I am near you Heat travels up my thighs And I want you with an urgency That I just cant describe Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Cant you see it in my eyes? I long to tell you how I feel But am scared of your reply Terrified like a child I have become paralyzed The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries And yet I just cant tell you Dont you see it in my eyes By: Samantha Lewey

I Want To Know
I want to know the you That has yet to be introduced I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself I want to know your most recent fantasy You know, the one that just tickles your fancy I want to know each and everythought So I can lay back and contemplate making them reality I want to know the spot That seems to be under so much stress Because as your body's physican I have the answer It just needs to be caressed I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked, or kissed Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed I want to know what makes you happy What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry If I have to take a dive And explore the deepest ocean I'll find out And bring it back to shore I want to know That no matter what you're going through Whether life is sunny or blue I want to know - Do I have a friend in you? By: Samantha Lewey

All For You..
Last night I broke the stars Across the galaxy And painted the ocean blue But I didn't do it for me Last night I planted flowers Between every single tree I appreciated their nature But didnt do it for me Everythign I do And everything I say I do it not for me But all for you Last night I watched the clouds Bounce and play with glee I reflected on life and love But didn't do it for me Everythings I say And everythign I do I do it not for me But because I Love You! By: Samantha Lewey

Just 5 Minutes Of Your Time
OK MY BISHES, IF YOU LOVE ME, AND I KNOW YOU DO, PLS COME OVER FOR 5 LIL MINUTES TO HELP THROW A FEW COMMENTS DREW'S WAY FOR HER CONTEST...I'M SURE THE FEELING OF HELPING HER OUT ALONE WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE...THANK YOU MY BISHES...TINA

So Far Apart...
This is killing us I can clearly see Because I know that I want you And hopefully you want me Yet you say nothing Do nothing at all I try not to think about what was And keep building up this wall Thinking of you There's a pain in my heart We're so close together Yet so far apart And to see our love Was truly meant to be That I shoud be with you And you should be with me By: Samantha Lewey

Get Real
So someone please explain to me? WHAT is the Thrill and excitement of being FAKE? I am tried of getting f*cked around and dicked off by people that think they are cool by being how they're not. GROW THE FUCK UP! If all you are here to do is Fuck with people then you have issues you need to have checked. Seriously don't you have better things to do than just see how many people you can tear apart or make feel like crap. Here's my thought.... you have to make OTHERS feel like SHIT because YOU think you are special. NEWS FREAKING FLASH!!!! ALL YOU ARE IS AN ASSHOLE with NO LIFE..... STAY AWAY from my life if all you wanna do is start drama.....don't need the shit.... Alright i vented yet agin... wtf people grow up

Always....
I am always thinking thoughts I always lay and cry I always here this voices And I'll always live these lies I always hear your words You never understand I always try to make you But I don't think I can It's always clear to me Your always somewhere else So wrapped in those shallow things So wrapped in yourself And I'll always wonder Why you're never wrapped up in me I always am of course Though I'd rather not be Still thinking those thoughts Always wondering why I'll always wait for something I think I'll always cry By: Samantha Lewey

Burning Down The House
My right hand holds the matches My left hand holds my past I hope the wind catches And burns it down fast I am going to step into th fire With my failures and my shame And wave good-bye to yesterday And dance among the flames Don't try to save me now Just stand back and wait til the smoke passes Let the walls of my world burn down I will slowly rise from the ashes For all that I am losing Much more I will gain The hard part is choosing what needs to be changed MY steps will be much lighter With these demons off my chest I am now a better person I've laid the old to rest

Untitled
Everyday I need to see your face You put my happiness in it's place See you take away all the pain And all the tears that fall like rain I really do love you And will be through whatever you may go through I'll be right by your side In me, your dreams, you can confide Spending everyday in your arms can't be wrong Because what we have is so strong No matter what life might throw at us It will be me and you; our love our trust. By: Samantha Lewey

Tag Your It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I consider Olympia, Washington my hometown. 2. I hate being nagged about stuff or told I cant do something... 3. I love arts of many kind, both as paintings and as tats... 4. We have had WAY too much snow this year... I am in the wrong state lmao 5. I am very very opinionated and love to question things I dont think is right. 6. I can handle beer, only after I have had some hard stuff first. 7. I can read about a book and half a day even with the kids fighting. 8. I love to clean so it only takes me an hour and a half at the most to clean my house... 9. I collect roses and collectors plates 10. I k

Would You Be There?
If I needed you so desperately To come to me To take my heart into your Comfort Zone Where I am neither alone or lonely Would you take the time to be a friend Cause in the end All there is, is LOVE The eternal bond between us Would You Be There? When the lights are low And I am feeling insecure With my bed so big and cold With only memories to hold It's your voice I need to hear To help me overcome my fear I need your hand To keep my heart from weaking If I told you I couldn't bear to be alone Would You Be There? And if I said I need your heart to be my home Would you let stay there? Would You Be There For Me? By: Samantha Lewey

I Am The One
The Perfectionist (the One) Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals. How to Get Along with Me Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work. Acknowledge my achievements. I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am. Tell me that you value my advice. Be fair and considerate, as I am. Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive. Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first. What I Like About Being a One being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal working hard to make the world a better place having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions being the best I can be and bringing out the

Out Of Dreams Came You
Deep in silence, one nightfall When the moon sat still and shone bright Came the utterance of one single moonbeam At my window... tapping ever so light And in a flicker of one swift instant I felt it's warming embrace It encompassed me and then I trembled As before me appeared your gorgeous face Then the radiance of that gentle smile The love shining in your eyes Began to penetrate with the moonlight Straight through me, to deafen the cries Now, no longer am I lonely With each nightfall there's you adn love so true In the darkness, I seek out my moonbeam and out of my dreams.....came you. By: Samantha Lewey

What A Night
Wow last night was crazy. I never thought that I could get so damn drunk as I did yesterday. Oh my god that was nuts. I got so drunk I finally threw up. For those that know me know that I have never thrown up while drinking until last night. It was probably the craziest thing ever. LOL well I had fun. And my roommate took care of me as I paid homage to the porcelain god it was great. But now I am paying the price. I am so freaking hung over. I went over there just to hang out and ended up FUBAR lol it was great.

Thinking Of You
As long as my dreams are of you As long as a couple means two As long as forever contains me and you I'm thinking of you.... As long as the moon shines As long as faith never dies As long as there's love between you and I I'm thinking of you.... As long as our eyes meet in burning flame As long as trust means no one's to blame As long as the hurt ends in no shame I'm thinking of you.... As long as we survive as a pair As long as I know you'll always care as long as love remains true and fair I'm thinking of you! By: Samantha Lewey

Why?
I am bursting with emotion And I don't know what to do My heart feels torn in many ways And it is all because of you Each night I lay in bed to sleep But all I do is cry You've hurt me in so many ways I feel like I could die My hopes, my dreams, my happy thoughts They all have faded away And everything would be different If only you'd stay I use to trust so easily But you made it disappear When you left you took my heart Now all I feel is fear I fear that I might once again Be caught in someones trap And in the end alone again My mind it just might snap Someday I hope to love again Someone who'll always be there I can't help but wonder Why didn't you just care? By: Samantha Lewey

Something New
I sit here in the night Staring at the heavens above Wondering why I am so lucky To have been given your love See the moment we met I was absolutely sure I wanted to get to know you And everyday learn a little more You and I have a lot in common We share similar taste To me you're special You've filled my hearts empty space I want to share my life with someone like you All the smiles and the tears I want to learn to trust again Something I haven't done in years You mean so much to me You've kindle something new I need to feel love in my life I need to be with you. By: Samantha Lewey

5 Minute Orgasm
So, what's the point of this blog? Well, most guys can wank in about a minute. Most of us ladies need a little more time than that. Like Jeff Foxworthy once said, women are like diesel engines. It takes us time to get going, but once we're running we can go a LONG time. This technique will get you off fast, so you know you're not left waiting several hours until your not-in-the-mood man's asleep before you can get some relief. Here's the scenario: Your man just called. He had a shitty day at work, and he's all pissed off. He is so grumpy that all he does is grump at you, and you try to placate him with soothing words and promises of a peaceful homecoming as you gently end the call. Meanwhile, before he'd called, you'd been thinking about what sexy lingerie you should have on for him when he gets home. You have on his favorite heels and everything, and you've even cooked his favorite meal. Your pussy is moist and your nipples are tingling. You imagine his lips brushing the side o

Clubbin It!!!
You and you're girlfriend are at a night club and you've been dancin extremely close on the crowded dance floor all night. You whisper into her ear that the two of you could have sex right there, right now and no one would ever know. She whispers back that she's game. You feel yourself growing just at the thought. She's only wearing a very short skirt with thigh highs and just a thong underneath. She reaches down between your bodies and carefully pulls out your erection. You back her up so her back is against the wall. Someone bumps into you just as you thrust into her. The bodies around you keep bumping into you, causing you to thrust harder into her. The two of you are pretty worked up from all the dancing and grinding. You can feel her body tense all around you as she climaxes, bringing you over the edge with her.

I'm A Wild Thang!
Damn, you sure have the wild thing down. Crazy parties, extreme sport and just about anything else deemed wild - and you're in. You're friends love you for it and others wish they could be as carefree - but alas, responsibility holds them down. You know you only live once and you sure are making it count!

Slave's Contract
I am your servant. I shall not be free. You will protect me; you will keep me safe; you will guard me. You will keep me sound; you will protect me from every demon." An Ancient Egyptian woman's slave contract that was shared with me.

Alarm For My Jeep Wrangler
I have a Jeep wrangler, with a soft top. I need to get an alarm for it(a good one) because im moving to Chicago in 3 months. I do not have a hard top. Any advice or an alarm that offers what I need? Motion Sensors, shock sensors, long range notification, and ive heard of heat sensors too.. I need advice/experience comments.

What Is Wrong With Singles Now Of Days
why do people treat people like shit and the when you become single no one wants to be with it takes months for you to get a date with some one and then you fine out that she or he is not the right one for you .

Glad You Understand
Now that i've pissed you off maybe you can try to learn what a slave is. You are just a sub. You do what you choose to do in accordance with your Master's wishes. You give no regard for his feelings, desires, or concerns. As long as he exhibits control over you, you are satisfied, although that control is not and never will be real. Do not continue to slander the reputation of the slave. You will find yourself punished more than your Master ever could imagine.

Our Journey
Life is nothing more than our path to death, We are born to walk with each breath, To enjoy our walk is up to us alone, Through us the truth is always known, Beauty, ugliness, and all we see, This in truth is our legacy, To close our eyes as we take this walk, To never take the time to hear or talk, These are things we must not do, For this path we take is our legacy true, To share that which we observe and learn, These are things for which we all yearn! This is my take on life I hope I didn't offend anyone.

I Got Bored Hell I Was Born In 1980
f you're under the age of 15...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not When everything was settled by: -rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum i

Survey From Stacie
The Basics Your name? Nathan Birthday? June 15 Zodiac sign? Gemini Where do you wish you were from? Earth? Where do you wish you lived? Somewhere warmer! Are you married/single/divorced/player? Single...:D Vehicle Safety How long have you been driving? 6 Years Ever wrecked your car? Nope...had a few close calls though! Gotten a ticket? Two for expired plates...and I'm at 9 speeding warnings...:D Had sex in the backseat? -clears throat-...that would be a yes Played chicken? Not on purpose Likes Color? Green Brand of clothes? My Urban Pipeline jeans...:D Time of day? The night time is the right time! Thing about the night? It's dark Book? 10 Little Indians Movie? Too many to choose from...but i watched Snatch last night! Television show? Entourage Holiday? Thanksgiving...for the food!...:D Video game? Guitar Heros or Oblivion...Halo works too! Song? The Entertainer by Scott Joplin Type of candy

Its Patrty Time In Here
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Newest Demon Crew Members As Of 2/3/08
Announcing our newest members! Please welcome them to the family and show them some love! pedwardw---demon crew member@ fubar ICE *Mgr 2Club Poison/ Demon Crew/DSC/Sister4Life/Club FAR/Stiletto Girls*@ fubar The Demon Crew Roll Call List can be found in this blog:http://fubar.com/blog/138584 1. We are a BOMBING FAMILY, therefore, if you are not serious about bombing in contests, then there is no reason to join our family. 2. If you don't bomb in other members' contests, then don't expect others to bomb your contest. 3. If you are in a contest and don't bomb yourself,then other members will not bomb your contest. 4. You need to notifiy me BEFORE you enter a contest. That way, we can ensure that we have enough support to help you win your contest. 5. If you are in a contest BEFORE you join the family,you may not have complete family support in that contest. 6. If you are a new member and enter a contest within

Steam Room
It was around 4:00 in the afternoon when I finished my workout. I had an hour to shower before I had to get to work, as my shift started at five. I had pushed myself really hard today, trying to stick with my new year's resolution that has already helped me tone up quite nicely. I thought to myself, "Since I have an hour to spare, I'm going to treat myself to the steam room". I love steam rooms. The heat, the moisture, the smell of eucalyptus. I can feel the wonders it's doing for my body, ridding it of all impurities. The gym was fairly dead, and no one had even used the steam room all day it seemed – there was barely any steam and it wasn't too hot. I turned on the system and walked across to the far corner and sat down on the top step. Within minutes the faucets were pouring jet after jet of hot steam into the room. It became very dense in the air, and I inhaled the heavy scent. The heat slowly draped over my body, sending shivers up my spine. This seems like as good a place

Decided To Post On Here Rather Then Myspace
Remind me of the things I could never have, the things you give to those you love. Give me your lies, hate and broken promises for you are my gift from above. Can't really go from there, so i'll stop it for now. Change it to something else. There is something so familiar about you, are you real, is it true? Your smile is warm, but your eyes are cold... You are beautiful, if I may be so bold. Steal my soul, and break my heart, careful, the shards are sharp. I'd hate to have you hurt becuase of me, i'll pick up the pieces, with out my heart I cannot bleed. I'll be alright, i'll be okay, choke me with those loving words you never say. It's alright, if not so well, living in thise place I call hell. All for now, maybe some more later... Sorry, they are incompltete.. Can't keep a thought long enough anymore to finish

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I got this profile comment just a little while ago, stating that I "stole" the nickname I use, and have used ever since I have been on Fubar (or Cherry Tap, or even LOST CHERRY!!! Oh yes, I've been on here since THOSE days lmao). What's funny is that I look at who "viewed my profile", and the so-called "REAL CATDADDY" viewed my profile first. Then all of a sudden, this woman leaves a comment stating what you see above. First of all, "Catdaddy" is a nickname, kinda like Peanut, Sunshine, or Boo-Boo Kitty Fuck. I got that nickname over 15 years ago as a misnomer. And it grew into a nickname that is synonymous with me amongst those who know and have known me. Also, it is my truck driving "handle". And I've had the nickname on here for going on 2 fucking years!! So why is it an issue now? There isn't a "real" Catdaddy. If you chose to have the nickname "Catdaddy", guess what, you're "Catdaddy" too!! There's no ORIGINAL to it!! It's like some woman on here complaining that someone el

The Pacific Northwest According To Jeff Foxworthyþ
I thought Jeff Foxworthy did Southern humor but he seemed to nail this One... The Pacific Northwest According To Jeff Foxworthy: 1. You know the state flower (Mildew). 2. You feel guilty throwing aluminum cans or paper in the trash. 3. Use the statement "sun break" and know what it means. 4. You know more than 10 ways to order coffee. 5 You know more people who own boats than air conditioners. 6. You feel overdressed wearing a suit to a nice restaurant or to church. 7. You stand on a deserted corner in the rain waiting for the "WALK" Signal. 8. You consider that if it has no snow or has not recently erupted, it's Not a real mountain. 9. You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Seattle's Best, and Veneto's. 10 . You know the difference between Chinook, Coho and Sockeye salmon. 11. You know how to pronounce Sequim, Puyallup, Haceta, Yaquina, Yachats, Issaquah, Oregon, Yakima and Willamette. 12. You consider swimming an indoor spor

Tag! You"re It!!!
I got tagged by my lovely friend Ems Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) My favorite cereal is Corn Pops. 2) My worst habit is smoking! (cigarettes) 3) I played football, baseball, and wrestling in High school. 4) My favorite past times is fishing and martial arts. 5) My favorite place to go and relax is the Blue Ridge Mountains in Front Royal Virginia. 6) My worst childhood memory is my parents divorcing. 7) One thing I would like to change about myself is my weight. 8) I am obsessed with sharks due to being bitten by one at the age of ten. 9) My favorite car is a 1985 Monte Carlo SS. 10) The most hilarious thing to ever happen t

Time
Tides rise and, tides fall; time heals all. The sun rises and, the sun sets; in time there are no regrets. The moon waxes and, the moon wanes; the soul is refreshed; with the rains. Sands do blow, I think of you, I begin to glow. The islands and, the seagulls call; Time heals ALL!

Listen Up!!
Before we go any further ..lets get this straight...I love Fubar..I really do....But What made me leave last time..was all the freaks and assholes that come out of no where just trying to get off..and the point whores...so im gonna say this now... I am an Intelligent woman..In most cases more than you are...I dont need the bullshit and I dont want the bullshit..Ill pack it up and go instantly..gone..again for the final time. Do not ask me to add you or rate you or come to your fucking online club...If however I want to do this ..I will..I dont need the beggers....I am not here for relationships or an online fuck...I dont need this either... I am here...for conversation and have a little fun....so ..if your not looking for the same..DO NOT bother to come back to my profile!! You will be blocked!! Wow now that thats out of the way...To my friends..I LOVE YA...You know me..you always will :)...TY

Thoughts To Ponder...
Thoughts to Ponder... *I can please only one person per day. Today is not your day. And tomorrow isn't looking good either. *I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem. *Everyone has a right to be stupid. Some just abuse the privilege. *Young at Heart. Slightly Older in Other Places. *Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, "Where the hell is the ceiling?!" *Show me a man with both feet firmly on the ground, and I will show you a man who can't get his pants off! *We have a strange and wonderful relationship. You're strange and I'm wonderful, or should that be I'm strange and you're wonderful? *Never put off until tomorrow what you can avoid doing altogether. *If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain whales? *It's gonna be like threading a needle with a haystack. *The trouble with being in the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. *Am I g

And The World Keeps Spinnin'
So, just needed to vent here. The woman I love has two children. I have come to care about these boys through the stories andconversations we have about them. I haven't met them yet in person, because we have chosen to take that part slow. I have no problem withthat, as I also am easing her into the lives of my daughters. That said, I just need to vent about the father of her youngest son. Today, she took the little boy to emergency care because he had a fever. When she called to let me know, I was informed that the boy's father had refused to come to the hospital. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MEN LIKE THIS? Look, if you don't love your child's mother anymore, fine. Don't. That part of your life is over. BUT STAND BY YOUR CHILDREN. STAYING HOME TO REST UP FOR THE FUCKING SUPERBOWL IS THE MOST ASSININE EXCUSE EVER. If YOU are this type of asshat, I seriously hope sometime in the near future you get horribly disfigured in an industrial accident. I don't want you dead. I want

Diary Of Aninsane Mind Pt. 3
I like booze; booze provides you with that temporary esacpe from reality that everyone needs from time to time... but as a musician I have realized that we need it more than others we are the rejected the heartbroken, the torn apart...normal people live their lives to please other people...ans we live our lives to please ourselves but we always end up pleasing them too...so what does that tell you about us? we are providers of something greater...we give you all without taking any for ourselves. I have experienced alot over these past couple of months...extreme pain...pain and more pain... than self induced happiness... and lung cancer...my final stand against a world that took my world from me...I am free from you my world...mi vida...you no longer control me I choose to cling cause it feels good. I have dealt with alot and i am changed no long the man I was before...yet through my rough exterior my former self shines through just a bit...here...and there. I no longer feel the

Poem For Someone Special
Close Here we are a world a part why do you feel so close to me you make me smile bring laughter too help wipe away a tear or fear you enrich my life with kind words kindred soul open loving heart amazed to find you in this world that can be unfair a twist of hand you are there swaying the balance

Page Three
And now the latest news on my...umm...condition. LOL! The condition to which I speak was a compleat removal of all my natural teeth. They were in very bad shape and had to come out...even the doctor agreed and that doesn't happen very often. So for now I am toothless...yes, I can already hear the nickname "Toothless Todd" making its way thru the progression of my lifetime...and I'm still a bit puffy. I never realized how old one can look without teeth. My face has sunk in just a bit and I've aged considerably. I try not to be too vain about my appearance, yet I don't relish looking like some kind of evil butler for too long. Hopefully, once I get my "falsies" in place, I'll fill back out to a more normal appearance...if you can call my appearance normal. Okay, it is 3:44 PM EST as I type...so let me just say I have always been the kiss of death when picking winners in major sporting events. With that in mind, GO PATRIOTS!!

What Kinda Of Tarot Care R U?
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

Do You Wish To Bid On Me! Auction Tonight!
DO YOU WISH WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT TO OWN ME! WELL TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT TO MAKE A DREAM COME TRUE! SWEET DREAMS TO ONE THAT WIN ME IN A BID! " PURPLESKY" CHECK OUT MY BLOG FOR COOLEST SPACE SHUTTLE ON FUBAR! FROM YOUR HOST PURPLESKY

Stroke Your Dicks
It is 10am. I already talked to you once online today. Told you about my morning shower I was so horny I brought myself to three amazing orgasms. Thoughts of last night had gotten me so excited I couldn't control myself. Last night was fun. I made you cum with just my words. Typing out a seductive fantasy that got you so hot you just had to release. It was such a rush knowing I had that kind of power over you. And it made me so fucking horny. At least it was a quiet day. I could sneak off to the bathroom and cum again during lunch. I checked my email, went on Facebook and played a turn at scrabble, made a few calls. So frustrating when all I wanted to do was lie in bed and fuck myself into a blissful coma. That's when the Fedex arrived.....I weren't expecting anything......Oh my god! It was from you. I couldn't imagine what it could be but after last night the ideas that flashed through my head soaked my panties. I hesitantly opened the box, trying to be discreet so my co-wo

In Canada Does Not Respect Human Rigth
In canada does not respect human rights, reminiscent of the unjustified detention of condorito, police canada does not respect human rights Detencion de Condorito en Toronto Canada Chile Entero ¿Exije una Explicación?

Yes I See You
You cannot tell me you are a slave when you go behind your Master's back and do things you know he would not approve of. You are a wannabe. The sad thing is that i told this to your Master and he says that i am the wannabe. I am the one with the real life Master. I am the one with the real life collar. I would never dream of stabbing my Master in the back. Get a real life. Quit being so damned codependent and start being a real slave or give it up.

Wildcat's Valentine Pimpout
۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ŦRÄÌñ۞ THE MOST WANTED PEOPLE ON FUBAR 4 BEING REALLY BAD!!! TRAIN FARE INFO. 1~THIS TRAIN IS NOT FREE,IT COST 7 DAYS BLAST 2 PROMOTE U. 2~ YOU STICKY UR TRAIN. 3~IF U WANT 2 BE THE CONDUCTOR BRING A NEW MEMBER 2 SPONSOR THE TRAIN & U STICKY IT. 4~IF U WANT 2 BE A V.I.P.ITS 1 DAY BLAST OR MORE. 5~TO GET A V.I.P. CART & ADD 2 OF UR FRIENDS ITS A 3 DAYS BLAST OR MORE OR IF U CAN BRING ANOTHER SPONSOR & UR CART WILL BE FREE. 6~ALL NEW CARTS WILL BE ON THE TOP.U'RE FREE 2 ADD COUPLE FRIENDS FOR 1 TIME 2 PROMOTE THEM. 7~AND THIS GOES 2 ALL PEOPLE ON MY TRAIN: (((U have 2 rate,fan & add all the people on the train each time U're on it check 4 the new members,,,also rate all the conductor's pix and you have 2 rate as much as U can from the stewards & the VIP members 2.)))OR YOU'LL BE REMOVED!!! HERE IS SOME AWESOME & SEXY TAPPERS ON WILDCAT TRAIN THEY LOVE 2 FAN,RATE,ADD PEOPLE & SHOW SOME LOVE THEY'VE BEEN SO BAD LATELY,I MEAN

The Touch Of A Man
I long for the touch of a man from within The gentle caresses, the lingering kisses The stares from eye to eye as he touches my hair The way he holds my face The way he gently runs his lips down my neck Firm steady pressure upon my warm skin Seeking my soul, trying to get in My body seeks pleasure as skin touches skin As your body lowers, mine rises from within The touch of our hair, the touch of our skin Seeks to find pleasure from without and within Warm to the touch, hot to behold Forgive me for being so bold As I search for another, day after day There must be one other, I continually pray That touches my psyche, as deep as the sky Yet again and again I fail, as I cry I cry silent tears, no one ever knows Where my head wanders, where my heart goes The glistening glow of an ember inside Makes me too vulnerable, from others it must hide My body is yearning for skin upon skin My heart is pounding, blood rushing in To keep

Another Great Song!!!! Yay Chaotica
Unstable Lyrics © 2006 by CHAOTICA www.chaoticamusic.com Gotta run Gotta run 'Til I fall, Gotta keep on Feeding the crave. Gotta build Gotta build Up my wall, Gonna keep on Digging my grave. Gotta fight Gotta fight 'Til I bleed, Gotta keep my head Screwed on tight. Gotta stay Gotta stay In the lead, Gotta make sure I win this fight. It's okay if I'm A bit unstable, I've been doing Just fine on my own. I don't care if I am In denial, It's a mild syndrome. Gotta deal Gotta deal With the pain, Gotta put up With all the lies. Gotta break Gotta break Off the chain, Gotta silence All of the cries. Gonna lose Gonna lose My own head, Gonna finally Run out of luck. Gonna fall Gonna fall 'Til I'm dead - And frankly, I don't give a... The more I try, The less I'm free. The more I fail, The more I hate me.

Im Stuck!
ok now i have even posted a mumm about this but it got deleted cuz ima tard and forgot to but nsfw..but im jus all confused.....i really like this guy but he is like a best friend....i kno we both like each other just becuase the way we act but what i wanna kno is.....should i hook up with him and potentially ruin a good friendship or should i play it safe and jus be a good friend???

Consumed
In another day, [you're gone] in a moment, [perhaps for years] In another day, [I die] Contemplating my greatest fears In another dream [you touch me] In another reality [I scream] In another moment I'll deny myself Confiding in only my dreams. That you will still be here even when you've closed the door that you wil still be longing for the heart you now implore.. Maybe in a moment [I'll learn to say goodbye] Yet keep you in my heart ... keep you in my life... For nothing in this world Is ever as it seems I could never leave you even in my [poisoned] dreams Perhaps life cannot be fair Perhaps it is loved you long to be Lost without you I am consumed Perhaps [someday] this love will set me free.

Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy
Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? What Jay Kubassek Carbon Copy does is helps pre-qualify people by having them fill in a questionnaire after they have paid a $49 fee and those willing to pay the fee would be much more serious in the next step and that is purchasing a financial course for $2,000 dollars because let face facts if someone is hesitant about spending $49 then the likelihood of them purchasing a cours for $2,000 is less likely as well. Now.Jay and a few other associates spent about $50,000 developing the Carbon Copy Pro system to help the average person become above average. The Marketing done by Carbon Cop Pro is done for you by professionals who help sell your customers the program plus the web page that is built in helps to cover your cost of marketing but what makes the system very lucrative is the potential commissions of $1,000, $5,000 or $8,000 paid directly to you once someone decides to join Wealth Masters Internation

Ok Im Still New Here
ok ive been here a week now and im still getting the hang of this site. Ive had a few helpers and i tyvm for that kinkstar princess rbk and iriegirl. Mostly ive just added random people and rated pics and what not to increase levels(hated being a newfu lol). So now im gonna post this blog to see which of all the people i added actually wanted to meet or just wanted points too. I am 37 years old and a single father. I have 2 teenage kids(one boy, one girl) and i have them full time. I like a very wide variety of music and movies, it mostly depends on my mood for the day. I consider myself to be intelligent and every1 on my friends first comments about me would be that im funny(not on this blog obviously but get to know me you'll find out). Imvery open minded and completely non judgemental. I dont have the time in my life to point out what other people should or shouldnt be doing and its not my place anyways. I love all of my local sports teams(i live in the detroit area). I like t

Come One Come All To The Tï††¥ Twï§†êr!!!
Come on in to the TITTY TWISTER!!!! This is a FAN/ADD/RATE bar! It’s a great way to have fun, have a few drinks and meet new people! HOW TO BECOME A PATRON: To become a patron all you need to do is Add/Fan/Rate and buy a drink for EVERYONE in the bar! HOW TO BECOME A BARTENDER, BOUNCER ETC.... 25,000 fubucks will get you a position in bar (as Bartender, Bouncer, DJ, Stripper, Designated Drunk Guy/Girl) 25,000 fubucks will get you your own table (as Waiter or Waitress) 50,000 fubucks will get you BOTH, your own table and a position in the bar ALL WHO HOLD A POSITION IN BAR (Bartender, Bouncer, DJ, Stripper, Designated Drunk Guy/Girl, Waiter, Waitress, etc.) WILL BE ENTERED IN A MONTHLY DRAWING FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP!!! THE RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS... 1. You MUST fan/add/rate and buy a drink for EVERYONE in the bar! 2. You MUST have a salute to enter the TITTY TWISTER 3.If you were invited by someone or found this bar through som

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Feb 3, 2008 11:35 AM I have manic depressive disorder I have mood swings at the most unapporpriate times, about things that really bother just me. I have been suffering from the lost of my father for almost 10 years now, and it feels as if it were yesterday that I lost him. I am a seasonal manic depressionist. It generally starts late December and runs through early April. I feel that my world falls apart and I don't want to function, I can't function, I try hard to be an active member to those who love me and the world around me.... and most of the time it just slams in the face. I hold on to the memories of all the good and stuff... the moments leading up to my father's diagnosis of Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma High Grade to his death, that is when I started to fall apart at the seams. There were other things that I refuse to write about it, those will always remain in me as a personal hell. Only a few people know what these other things are... I love you Andrew and Irene for the love

Angry
The sun's still setting over Venus Cupid cannot see to fly It's only been a while But the change in me I cannot deny No place to venge my anger bitter words you've never heard Escape my mouth in fragments leaving me disturbed [...You wouldn't recognize me anymore....] My heart now beats with no discern A bitter scream I watch it burn Cold, Indignified cursed by your lies The anger in me I can no longer hide I turn to you to scream I don't love you anymore! Someday you'll find I've paniced broken, and crushed myself to the floor.

Last Chance To Enter Cutie Pie Contest!
table Last chance to enter!! entries end at midnight tonight!! Cutie Pie Contest Host Of Contest Is The Watcher Contest Will Start Monday at 5pm cst! Contest Will Last 10 Days; The Contestant With The Most Comments Wins Winner Receives Their Choice Of A 7 Day Blast Or A 1 Month V.I.P. Rules: All Contestants And Bombers Must Have A Salute. No Exceptions! No Drama, Scripting, Programs, Harassing, Down Rating No N.S.F.W. Pictures If Any Problems Arise... Contact The Watcher Or GeeGee Please Submit Pic By Fu-Mail To The Watcher Only

02-03-08 (super Sad)
Feb. 03, 2006 Hello sports fans? I'm excited and bothered at the same time - Knowing this is the last game of the season ... Kinda takes away from the "Whole" event for me. I mean - I don't really care much about either team. So I had to buy into a poll just to perk a little interest for me. Funny thing: When I say buy in ... It's just fubucks Did anybody else figure out that if you put the 50,000 on both teams ... That the worst you can lose is 25,000? Compared to 50,000 I'd say that's the way to go ... But I didn't have enough for both. so ...

I Am Alone (2002)
It feels like mid December ...lying naked on this ground Cold, and breathless in this winter My demons dance around... Another sheet of ice cuts through my flesh like glass but the pain Not quite as tormentous as the memory haunting my past Comfort doesn't come here In this hell I call my home.. and God he is not here I am all alone...

Out-of-body Experience
The out-of-body experience can be a dramatic one. Clinically, this falls into a phenomenon called dissociative experience or disorder. Often times, the experiences that create this feeling are powerfully ecstatic or traumatic. In either case, the feeling is similar to watching oneself in a movie. Basically, whatever is going on in the dream is so powerful that the dreamer is separating herself from experiencing it directly. The result is a self watching the self in a moment of life. Dreams of this nature can be very revealing about the self at work in the world (see Medard Boss). Lucid dreaming can also create this feeling. In lucid dreaming, the dreamer is conscious of dreaming and may be watching herself in the dream. Dreams of this nature may create a feeling that the dreamer has projected herself into another sphere of reality, creating a sense of astral projection. This idea has been popularized by certain paranormal studies on perceptions of reality. Native American cultur

Fubar Points Break Down
This was given to me from a friend thanks alan:) FuBar Pts. Break Down WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 pts for rating a profile 2 pts for leaving profile comment 1 pt. for rating a photo 1 pt. for photo comment 1 pt. for stash rating 1 pt. for stash comment 0 pts for fanning someone THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS 11 pts for you fanning them 6 pts for you rating there profile 6 pts for photo rating 6 pts for photo comment 6 pts for stash rating 6 pts for stash comment 5 pts for page comment Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out when your helping others :) ... And a side note too....you DO NOT get any points for Ripped Pics or NSFW...might pay to have a folder of ripped pics for viewing only if you are interested in building up your points

Unfair. (2002)
It Began with a smile a Few tears, here and there.. When that Coffee Shop closed I knew life wasn't fair. Summer days were over Bitter nights would soon become: my only source of existence. My Greatest days were done. As a child, I knew I was beautiful not a fallen star in the sky... could take away my pride; could make me want to die. As much as I know now, I'll never be the same.. I'm left with all my grief.. left with all this pain. The year you came to me held the worst days of my life You made me smile a bit- You made the world look bright.. Even when the Blood was spilling from the war... You were smiling there When I was on the floor: Begging me to live when EVERYTHING was gone.... The year you came to me Was the Year the Hate was gone.

Anti-valentine's Campaign
Hey all, It is that dreaded time of year again; Valentine's Day is rapidly approaching. I know most of the ladies LOVE Valentine's Day. I AM NOT ONE OF THEM. Ladies, all you need to do is watch your men shop for your card to know that this is not his idea of love. I watch them every year scramble to get a card on the 14th and none of them have a look of love in their eyes. Why force men to proclaim their love for you on this one day of the year. It is not really meaningful when they are forced to buy you flowers, jewelry, and candy. So I propose that everyone express their love every day of the year, in ways special to the individual. Men, give your ladies a single rose tomorrow and when she asks why, you can tell her it is because you love her. She is more likely to remember that than some lame ass saying by Hallmark. Ladies, wear that little lacy number tonight and give it to your man like you did when you were first dating. And as he reaches that special point, whisper

Answers
SMART ASS ANSWER #6: It was mealtime during a flight on American Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast

Funny Or Not
Sticks and stones my break my bones but whips and chains excite me And everytime you lift my legs,you thrust ur cock inside me. You thrust it in then thrust it out,and i watch as the pre-cum comes out. You lift my legs so very high and thrust that cock so deep inside. I give a scream,i give a shout now thats what fucking is all about.

Hate
One of the things I've always struggled with is hate. It's a very strong and potent emotion. Entire nations have built armies on hatred alone. The only problem with hate as a motivator for life's actions is that it's self consuming. It works great! It's like putting a cruise missile on your car and driving down the highway, you go very, very, fast but in the end you crash and burn. When most people think about hate they usually imagine that someone decides to do ill will toward another. For example, if you discover your spouse is cheating you'll very likely hate the person that is sleeping with your spouse and probably your spouse too. That's hate in its most basic form, but hate is like Sherwin Williams and comes in many colors. We all have our favorites. For me, hate was a great way to achieve goals. I would consider all of those who had done me wrong and paint their face across my psyche as I attempted to succeed in my ventures.* school, family, work* I would imagine ho

The Global Bombers
The Global Bombers@ fubar hello all fubar members.I am the owner of the Global Bombers and we are looking for members that truely know what a family and friends are meent to be,we just had a recent change in some things cause people dont understand the true meaning of family and friends.but i am here to tell u all the Global Bombers are here to stay no matter what goe on we are here and going to be,now all i am asking is u check us out and if u truely are interested in trying to help we will be glad to welcome u, have a wonderful day, ty corky1952

Relationships
This is an attempt to analyze and try to better understand relationships. In this I will try to answer some of the burning questions that a lot of people may have. I am not an expert, I'm just a guy that has been in a lot of relationships and one engagement. I feel at this point, although I'm not an expert, I have a considerable amount of experience in this topic. I'd like to start with my definition of relationship. I define it as the ability of two people not only to co exist, but consistently enjoy the experience long term. I think we are all guilty of mistaking infatuation or lust for genuinely feeling you are able to maintain a relationship that could lead to something more. I firmly believe that you have to discard the first three months of any relationship, or what I affectionately call the "honeymoon period." In that time everything is not only acceptable, we even find it cute. "Give it time" my mother used to tell me, "whatever you sought of don't like about a person in the

To See My Private Pics
That's right. Since nobody can be nice around here I'm just going to let certain people have access to my private albums now. If you would like to have access to my private albums you can do so by purchasing me a blast, Happy Hour, or V.I.P. 3 day blast - 5 days access 7 day blast - 10 days access A 30 day blast will get you a month of access A Happy Hour will get you 8 months access 1 Month V.I.P. - 7 days access 3 Month V.I.P. - 3 months access 6 Month V.I.P. - 6 months access 1 year V.I.P. - 1 year's worth of access (One day blasts do not apply to this)

Habanero Hellfire Chili
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 pound bacon * 1 pound ground round * 1 pound ground pork * 1 green bell pepper, diced * 1 yellow onion, diced * 6 jalapeno peppers, seeded and chopped * 6 habanero peppers, seeded and chopped * 8 Anaheim peppers, seeded and diced * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 1/2 tablespoons ground cumin * 1 tablespoon crushed red pepper flakes * 3 tablespoons chili powder * 2 tablespoons beef bouillon granules * 1 (28 ounce) can crushed tomatoes * 2 (16 ounce) cans whole peeled tomatoes, drained * 2 (16 ounce) cans chili beans, drained * 1 (12 fluid ounce) can beer * 3 ounces tomato paste * 1 ounce chile paste * 2 cups water DIRECTIONS 1. Place bacon in a large soup pot. Cook over medium high heat until evenly brown. Drain excess grease, leaving enough to coat bottom of pot Remove bacon, drain on paper towels and chop. 2. Brown beef and pork in pot over medium high hea

I Will Be Away For A Week
I just thought I would let you all know that I will not be around for about a week. I wished I had a new laptop computer so I can continue to keep in touch with you all. I will be away on duty with my unit. For those who do not know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard. I will be in Corpus Christi for a week and I do hope I hear from each and every one of you. Please take care and I hope all goes well for those who take the time to read this. You have my deepest thoughts. Pete

Mumm Joke Brought Out The Comic Geek
Superman was feeling bored after a long day of crime fighting and wanted to go out and party, so he called Batman to ask if he wanted to go to a club and pick up some girls. Batman said Robin was ill and he had to look after him. A little disappointed, Superman called Spiderman to see if he fancied a few beers. Spiderman told him he had a date with Catwoman As a last resort, Superman flew over to Wonder Woman’s apartment to see if she was free. As he landed on her balcony, he saw Wonder Woman naked on the bed with her legs open. Superman thought to himself: "I'm faster than a speeding bullet. I could be in there, have sex, and be out again before she knew what was happening". So Superman did his Super Thing in a split second and flew off happily. Meanwhile on the bed, Wonder Woman said: "Did you hear something?" "No", said the Invisible Man, "but my ass hurts like hell." ok i know its like whats the fucking point..well the point is that the entire..3r

Peace Of Mind Eludes Me
The sun shines in my window, sliding through the blinds to grace my eyelids. The room is alight, the shadows hide beneath me. I am nothing, I am air. The chords in my head are striking my silence, my nonexistence. They sing to me, they lie to me. I need to escape the music that impales me with its disturbing cries of memory, its blood of reminder. Earplugs are out of my budget, and I am lost in my past.

Just Something Silly....
This just caught my attention and made me smile: A papa mole, a mama mole, and a baby mole all live together in a little mole hole. One day, papa mole sticks his head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Yum! I smell maple syrup!' The mama mole sticks her head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Oh, Yum! I smell honey!' Now baby mole is trying to stick his head out of the hole to sniff the air, but can't because the bigger moles are in the way. This makes him whine, 'Geez, all I can smell is.... MOLASSES

What Makes Me Who I Am
People like to look at the outside of the person but I look at the inside... If people tok time to get to know the persons heart they would find out there are ALOT better people ion the world...

American Ingenuity
Ok so I had flipped on the news by accident and they had an old news story up about how a whale had washed up on the beach dead in the 70's....It was starting to rot and the smell was horrendous. What do we do with it, how do we get rid of it was the question. The Dept of Transportation had no idea what to do about it. For me, being a rational man, common sense would tell me to just toe the carcass out to deep water and let the scavengers feed on it. Now this was my thought, just making it clear......Well they started debating what to do and they came to a consensus that it needed to be cut up so they could dump it somewhere to let the wild life feed on it. They then decide to use the method they use on large rocks. They blow them up....lol...Well they contact the Navy and the Navy wires the dead whale up with explosives to break it up into pieces. In reality, they prolly put enough explosives on it to sink a destroyer. They ignite it before crowds of people to see how it'd wor

Sundays Suck
so i pretty much suck at life i put myself in this position to get fucked over and now i live with my grandparents like a loser i miss the life that i used to have no matter how unhappy i was at times it was still better than this.... and thats the saddest part. at least i was miserable with someone instead of miserable and alone im never leaving my room again

To All Will Girls He Been Talk To This Is His Wife!
look truthfully i caught him cheating alreadly and sending messages to 5 girls abiout wantting to sleep with them some are local , we have 1 yr daughter , and im married in real life to him , im www.fubar.com/kristenvictoria , im not mad at angirls who he might be talking to i know not ur fault im just trying to find out whats going on if i alreadly asked and u replyed igore message cause im sending them to all girls on list babe has he hitt on u badly or send u messages about his email or call you? please let me know

Trippin' On A Hole In A Paper Heart...song Lyrics
Trippin' On a Hole in A Paper Heart by Stone Temple Pilots Dont cut out my paper heart, I aint dyin anyway Take a look at eye full towers Never trust them dirty liars Sippin lemon yellow booze `ole leadbelly sings the blues All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin anyway I am I am I said Im not myself, but Im not dead and Im not for sale So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade Fake the heat and scratch the itch Skinned up knees and salty lips Ill breathe your life vicks vapor life And when you binge I purge alike Let go its harder holding on One more trip and Ill be gone So keep your head up Keep it on, just a whisper Ill be gone Take a breath and make it big Its the last youll ever get Break your neck with diamond noose Its the last youll ever choose I am I am I said Im not myself, but Im not dead and Im not for sale Hold me closer, closer let me go let me be just let me be

A Valentine's Poem
a valentine's poem today is a special day, a day people all over the world share at different times or ways hearts, candy, balloons, teddy bears and all the fine things u can imagine well that day is call valentine's day where u take a chance in your life by showing through a card, flowers, songs and whatever u can think of the day where cupid plays and where love is made so today, i'm asking u to be my valentine's day what do you say?

Great Read
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship religio

Times Like These...song Lyrics
Times Like These by Foo Fighters I am a one way motorway I'm the one that drives away then follows you back home I am a street light shining I'm a wild light blinding bright burning off alone it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again I am a new day rising I'm a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight I am a little divided do I stay or run away and leave it all behind? it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again

Marriage Ending
you know it is really bad when you think all is going good and that bam life as you know it fucks you i though all was good in my life i was getting my family and we were trying to make things work but then thing just went down hill i dont know what to say or do but i know i just must move on let things go i am done fighting for him there sarah damn it are you happy you can fucking have him i am not a dumb ass i see things i see the fact that he was not over her hell what is his plans to go back and get an apartment with her she is not so sure if she wants to but he is anyway eddie leaves after we get taxes heather is going to keep staying with me and bradley ill be looking for a car here soon so anyway right now i dont have my phone it is turned off till i get it paid tuesday or wednesday so if you need to get ahold of me i work sunday night at 230 and then i have off monday and work tuesday well anyway have fun all comment as you please byebye

Stop And Think
Mandy and Austin have been going out since 7th grade, now they are in 11th grade. Mandy has been thinking of breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Mandy and Austin where talking over the phone: (Phone ringing at Mandy's house) Mandy: Hello Austin: Hey Baby Girl, how is it going? Mandy: Alright, u? Austin: Pretty good, so are u still up for the movie? Mandy: Im sorry i can't go, i promised my little sister that i would take her out to eat today. Austin: That sucks Mandy: Im really truly sorry Austin: Its all right, so can u got tomorrow then? Mandy: I cant, sorry, i have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. Austin: U know, it seems like u have been avoiding me this past few days. First u cant go out to dinner with me because u have a paper due, then u cant come over because u are to tired, and today during passing periods u totally ignored me. I had something i wanted to give to u. Mandy: Im sorry, im

If Only I Knew
If only I had known,the regret you had inside If only I had seen,the pain you tried to hide If only I had realized,the things werent just quiet right If only I had looked and seen the pain you alone could fight Maybe if I had done this things You would still be here Now theres naught I can do, But cry another tears If only I had been there,If only i had known this regret,it fills my heart a pain that over time grows...

Poem #8
Love: What I want is you. I want you to know my love is true. I want to go to sleep with you beside me. And wake up to your shining beauty. I want to wrap myself in your sweet embrace. And never go a day without seeing your shining face. Around you I shed happy tears. Around you I have no fears. I am yours to have and to hold. Your kisses save me from the greatest cold. I don't want your love to go away. But I also want you here to stay. In my heart I want only you. To be there in whatever we do. I shall not push you to stay, But my love for you shall never pass away. Take my soul, body, and heart. I just hope that we will never part. Take these words and keep them near. Because in my life, I already hold you dear.

Just Where You Are
Some people confuse me Most of people i do not understand Across the sea and across this land Views and opinions range from left to right Agruments and disagreements Coming from any where Never a time of silence, this is not fair Yet i am aware, indeed i do care Turn on the Tv or listen to the radio People calling each other many different things Violence and negativity, where is the responsibility? So i rather sit here and write than fight Weather changes, people get scared too quickly today Just sit down and relax, maybe have a beer or two As i see the world moving very fast I'm sure for most this fairy tale will not last Read a book , read a magazine All i see is "How to get thin" and still drink caffeine Shake my head and roll my eyes, look to the skies What is going on in this once peacefull place? Wake up, go to work, and back to bed You sure life is ment to be a race? Cruise control is the gear i truely run on While many are stressed or a sleep o

The Last Ledgion
It takes place in Rome. Its the story of the child cizer. its a very good movie, a good story, and a nice plot. It gets you involved in the story. One of the Constantinople fighters is a HOTT girl, which is totally kick ass. she is a bad bitch. I give this movie 3 stars!!! * * *

I Miss Her!
February 13th is almost here again and that means that it has been almost 1 year since I lost my Mom to Pancreatic Cancer. She fought a long hard fight for almost 4 years but in the end, the Cancer won. My brother and I went up the week before to see her and spend some quality time with her and watched her stand up when we walked in the door to being bedridden in that one week. It hit hard and fast. It was a horrible thing to watch but I am so glad that I went. I would not trade this experience for the world but I have learned alot in the past year from that. My mom would never say the "C" word. She had alot of faith in her doctor's and in God. She just knew that she would beat it but you know how that went. I wish that I could get her back cause there is so much left to say to her and so much yet to learn from her. I really miss her alot! God bless you Mom and I really really miss you!

George Bush Needs A Job!!! Lol
This person needs a job. This individual seeks an executive position. He will be available in January 2009, and is willing to relocate. RESUME GEORGE W. BUSH 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue Washington, DC 20520 EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCE: Law Enforcement: I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine, in 1976 for driving under the influence of alcohol. I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's license suspended for 30 days. My Texas driving record has been "lost" and is not available. Military: I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went AWOL. I refused to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug use. By joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat duty in Vietnam. College: I graduated from Yale University with a low C average. I was a cheerleader. PAST WORK EXPERIENCE: I ran for U.S. Congress and lost. I began my career in the oil business in Midland Texas , in 1975. I bought an oil company, but couldn't find a

The Taco: Food Of Kings
Everyone knows that tacos are so mother f-bombing good they must have been handed to Moses by God himself. God would have instructed Moses by saying "Thou shall enjoyith the Tacos like whoah" and it was so. With all the shit that happens in the world: the wars, death, starving children, Bush in office, and all the other unimaginable horrors and tragedies; it's definately easy to get discouraged. Thankfully there are four little letters that represent all which is good and righteous in this world: t-a-c-o Man may be a royal fuck-up, but he certainly made up for all his shortcomings by giving us this heavenly fruit. Oh, the taco! You are a perfect creation...with your cheese stacked high, and your shapely body. If you could say "Yes", I would marry you The Taco. To understand what makes the taco so fucking delicious, we must analyze its parts. * Taco Shell: This is the skin of the taco. It can be hard or soft....kinda like a peni

Judy Jetson Was Hot
So, insomnia, once again, stole away my night. Normally I would have spent my time in "The Real Deal Lounge" with my FuFriends, who Fu-Rock. But my mood was lacking. So, instead of bringing the online party down, I opted for point whoring. Well, hours later, and so many pics, mumms, blogs, and stashes rated... And like a grand earning of a few hundred Fubucks and a few points, I decided I might just waste soem time blogging. 12:22 in the afternoon,and I just broke down and took some of my narcotic medication. I usually try to avoid these meds for the simple fact that they are narcotic. But, with a documented diagnosis of post traumatic stress disorder, sometimes necessity gets the better part of valor. So, Xanax induced blogs are what my Fuworld receives, from me, today. I would post a Mumm for some really easy points. But I have yet to get used to being called "gay", "ugly", "huge eared", "retarded", and the plethora of other insults that the Mumm folks love to toss around

So Why Do...
the bitches, sluts and hos on here fill their albums with slutty, hoed out pics, then bitch about "sexy comments" in their shout box and mailbox? You dumb hos, thats what you get. You dont want to be viewed as a piece of meat, a slut or a ho? DONT ACT LIKE ONE! DONT POST PICS like one. Its comes with the territory you dumb sluts. You get what you get, deal with it or dont post the pics.

I Am Not Ashamed!!!
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship religio

Take Me
The touch of your fingers on my skin Tingles run up my spine the feel of your lips on my neck my senses arch my hips raise to your touch teasing, nibbles, kisses on my skin you find the trigger a flick of your tongue a moan escapes me my eyes close, body tenses I can feel the energy mounting you back of slightly keeping the release just out of reach my fingernails dig into your shoulders my body begs for that sweet slip into ecstasy you look up at me fire burns in your eyes a silent communication you want to take me there one more flick of your tongue building to the carnal crest my body responds, you have me, heart and soul take me again, the the gates of paradise

Redneck
a redneck was stopped by a game warden in central mississippi recently with two ice crest full of fish .he was leavin a cove well-known for its fishing the game warden ask the man ''do you have a license to catch those fish?''naw sir ''replied the redneck.'' i aint got none of them there licenses .you must understand there here are my pets fish'''pet fish'' yeah every night i take these here fish to the lake and let 'em swim round for awhile then when i whistle they jump right back into these here ice chest and i take 'em home''thats a bunch of hooey!fish can't do that ''the redneck looked at the warden for a moment and then said ''its thetruth mr.goverment ''ok''said the warden'' ive got to see this the redneck poured the fish into the lake ans stood and waited after several minutes the warden says ''well?''well what?says the redneck the warden says when are you going to call them back? '' call who back ? '' the fish replied the warden ''what fish?replied the redneck

Omop! O My!
When I moved into a three-bedroom house with hardwood floors, I bought a mop. I never used it. In my childhood home, my mother never used a mop. Instead, she would get on her hands and knees and scrub the floor by hand - the only way, in her opinion, to really get it clean. She opined that mops just push dirt around. My reasons for not using the mop may have been less noble. Regardless, when I moved out of the house and into my one-bedroom apartment last fall, I sold the mop - still in the plastic - at my yard sale. My apartment has polished cement floors which, as you might imagine, aren't very pleasant to scrub. Polished concrete, while looking really fucking cool, is actually really fucking cool. Cold, even. Especially cold on one's knees and wet hands. And so, last week, I purchased a mop. Not just any mop, mind you. The omop. I'd been staring lustily at the omop for some time now. I'd taken it off the shelf, examined the oblong plastic container, gazing

My Thoughts!!! So Dont Fuckin Ask
I woke this morning and had this addressed to me in my shout box.. hello... you are a good slavegirl material?? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day Link: http://fubar.com/user/1369265 Blogs:http://fubar.com/allblogposts.php?blogid=171799 What kinda of bullshit is this?? How could any woman degrade and disrespect them selfs as to be called a SLAVEGIRL? Its beyond me..And pretty well fucked up.. I will never lower myself to call a man "SIR" This is not who I am, I have high morals and great respect for myself and I do exspect my man to treat me in such away.To get respect you give respect right?? Now with love that you share with a man or a woman, Its a secret th

Duty Calls
I just thought I would let you all know that I will not be around for about a week. I wished I had a new laptop computer so I can continue to keep in touch with you all. I will be away on duty with my unit. For those who do not know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard. I will be in Corpus Christi for a week and I do hope I hear from each and every one of you. Please take care and I hope all goes well for those who take the time to read this. You have my deepest thoughts. Pete

Yoga
If yoga is a feature of your waking life, then dreams of it usually do not have substantial interpretative content -- they are merely replays of normal events. However, if you are not a yoga practitioner in waking life, this dream may indicate a desire for more mind-body balance or harmony with the universe. Or, it could indicate some sort of reference to a convoluted situation in your life.

Which Shirt Should You Wear?
Which Of These Shirts Should You Wear? You have a creative personality and like bright,unique clothhes. You invent your own trends, and don't follow others.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The War Again
Recently a drum forum buddy of mine was called up and leaves soon for Iraq. There was a guy there bashing away about the unrighteous war and the thousands of kids and women killed and how the United States has blood on their hands. Remember now I am from Canada. These are just my thoughts on hearing what other people are talking about. I support the soldiers and their efforts. Anyone from Canada who thinks the United States is there for just political strong arm think again. Those terrorists are here too. The 20 or so found in Toronto last year should serve as a wake up call. Recently in Windsor the police found a drug ring, all had high powered assault rifles, money and drugs. 2 were found to have links to terrorist groups. All 4 men had Arabic last names. The cops figure that they may have found a sleeper cell here? Hmm think about this, Windsor has the busiest United States/ Canada crossing with billions of dollars in trade going across ever hour. 4 young Arabic men found with

Imma Bird Too..
Everything that you mentioned in your blog. plus tears. I promise not to question your love,or stop loving you and charlene.. I was ment for you and you were ment for me. I love you chris,I honestly dont think I tell you enough. love Natasha

First And Goal!!!
OK Sports fans its that time of year when nearly everyone gets a chance to get stupid and scream their lungs out at TV screens in bars, at parties and practically every Best Buy that allows loitering... lol!!!!! Of course ANYTHING is possible in football, especially in the SuperBowl where the odds-makers can take a beating... It is conceivably possible that the Giants could pull out a miracle or get a couple lucky plays or take advantage of questionable calls and pull out a win... I am not saying its going to happen but it is possible... and then there would be records set on that side of the coin as well (First time two brothers go back to back winning a Superbowl) Rumor has it that the patriots taped the rams back in 2002 during their warmup on superbowl sunday and beat them even though the rams were the favorite. Combine that with the taping earlier this year we could have a scandal (for media whores only... but what is the news service these days anyway?) Personally while

My 100
Ok so here it is the "Essential 100" songs of my life.. the hardest list of songs I've ever had to compose in my life.. I'd like to thank those of you who gave me input into this list, I received a few lists from friends that were excellent as well as some song suggestions that made me go.."ok really WTF? do you really know me by saying THESE define and or describe me?" So without further adieu the 100 songs that define my life.. going to start off with the top 3, this is the only part of the list where the songs are actually "ranked" the rest of the list isn't in any sort of chornological order or form like that 1. Men Without Hats- Safety Dance (Greatest song ever...period) 2. Warren G- Regulate (wedding) 3. Drowning Pool- Bodies (Makeout music) None of my friends should question the presence of these 3 at all..the reasonings should be fairly simple.. Now to more songs that remind me of well me and some my friends, family and those who have been in my life... it

Look At These......
LOOK AT THESE GOOFBALLS! VOTE ON THE FUNNIEST PIC OUT OF THE FOLLOWING WITH JUST A QUICK RATE! Please REPOST and keep this going for THEM! I'm still laughing and glad I had some friends that actually got off their butt to participate!

Untraceable
This movie was actually better than I had previously thought. Acting was good, the story line was alright. It could have been better of course. ****Spoiler Alert!!!!!**** In the movie, about not even half way in, they reveal the identity of the killer to the audience. Not the motive though. I thought that it should have been kept secret longer. The movie itself kinda followed suit with the Saw movies in such a way that the people were tortured then killed. They were not however offered life as in Saw. But I think that it shouldn't have been let known so soon. This is basically how I think they should have wrote it: Starts out the same, killing small animals then moves on to bigger and better prey, humans. FBI looking for him, keep getting turned around, blah blah blah lol. Little by little we learn his motives until almost at the end where we learn why all of this has been happening. Then we see that all this killing, torture, planning, evasion, was all by a kid

Carbon Copy Review
Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Carbon Copy Review - As a business person you have a sales staff ready to take calls, you have a high value service to offer to your clients. NOW WHAT? How do you get the phone to ring? Carbon Copy Pro has all the great ways to spread the word both online and offline. Things like mailing campaigns, opportunity calls, great websites and personalized advertising all come with the package. How can someone get to Six Figure Income within 6 months? One of the ONLY ways for any business to enjoy that kind of growth is with the power of the Internet. It's being proven day after day, but these companies work as a TEAM. One person can't do it alone. So the trick is who to put on YOUR team. Carbon Copy Pro supplies the sales people, the 'Six Figure Wealth' coaches provide all the marketing materials (online and offline) and GUARANTEE that the businessperson will succeed by following their model. Another good feeling I received was th

Ugh, I Guess...
just about every chick on here smokes. Fuggin ridiculous. Whats the point of inhaling poisonous hot gas? Needless, mindless self destruction. The sign of a weak mind. Low rent and trashy. DIE on the next puff.

Last Day
This is mister B and I know you want to own this man... hell ya thats what I'm talking about.. but first you must win the highest bid and so far that stands at a 7 day blast and 100K fubucks and getting all his pics ratted... I know someone can very easy beat this bid... I'm telling you this man is well worth it.. Below is what hes got down on the table for you all so far... But I'm sure if the price is right and want you want isnt on the list then talk to the man and see what can be done... I'm sure he will work with ya.. MR. B IS OFFERING TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER: Rate all pictures and stash during Happy Hours for you and a friend 50 11s daily Owned by you on profile Keep you sh!tfaced for the month **Contest comment bombing on request for you or your friends** Daily Profile comment Daily pimp out bulletins Any other request may be considered Dont wait to long this ends today!!!!!!!!!

Imma Bird......
I dont want this weekend to be the begining of us falling apart.I dont see anything that is capable of pushing us apart,but life is trying to.I will not back down.I will not give up.Please promise me the same.I need you like the first time I saw you.I love you like the first time I said it.I refuse to let anything get in the way of my heart.Dont for one second doubt my feelings for you or that I am willing to do what needs to be done for us.Part of me died yesterday and I dont ever want us to feel like that again.No one in this world will love you like I do.And until the end of time,Im here. Love, Chris

Help Me Win My Lovie
I know alot of people hate to comment bomb. I havent done much in awhile But my bestie for life has started a contest To be her valentine and I sooo want to be her valentine! Shes my tennie love! So please help me, drop one or a few, or as many as you can and help me win my love! I dont care about the prizes I just want to be her Valentine ;) I will ravish your page with rates and love if you help me out! MWAH MWAH MWAH!

Art For Sale!
As of today, I am now selling my all photos that are posted on my FUBAR site to anyone who wishes to have a copy. I will be selling various print sizes as well as digital print sizes. Please let me know if anyone is interested! Contact Info: Jpcphoto@gmail.com Phone Number: Currently broken, but will get a new one and will post number when available. Be sure to check back on my blog for it! HELP ME GET THE WORD OUT! Thank you for your support! Sincerely, J. Costa AP

She Needs Help To Win This One...
Yep she is in another contest already... This one is on Marks page... the link is below.. Here is the link to Jennifer's contest first..... Here is the link to Marks Page. ... check his blogs out while your there... Mark11779@ fubar

Tag Your It
I got tagged by my lovely friend Moon. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I was born with no left hip socket, so to this day I can not sit Indian style. 2). I had an article written about me in the local paper when I was 11 years old. 3). I am a self taught ambidexteri due to breaking my right arm in the 3rd grade. 4). My place of solace is a baseball field. 5). I am a sports fanatic, my teams being are the Chargers, Mets and Devils!! 6). I love music and singing, everyone else wishes I wouldn't sing :P 7). I am a loner by nature, and have a very hard time making friends who last. 8). I enjoy walking on the beach 9). The sound of rai

Thought For The Day Sunday 02/03/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "I remember yesterday when my dreams and aspirations lived. Yes, those days were full and exciting. The morning brought with it, a tingle if you will, a magic suggesting there was so much more ahead. It was as if the sun had risen to guide me to the next, highest point. Alas, today, only clouds ring in the morning now. The sun, it rises for another, no longer these dreams. A precious few see behind these eyes and know he, who lives within them. Rapacious are those who feast upon this soul. They offer no deference to the heart, or the man. This hand extends only to find a contemptuous expression. The paucity of hearts that embrace a tattered remnant of a soul, those few surround the man and are entwined within. Unrelenting, their grasp and fervent intent to never release it." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Tag Your It
I have been Tagged by the lovely Moon Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I still smoke 2. I love the Dallas Cowboys 3. I lived in alaska, nevada, washington, and now texas 4. When I am stressed I listen to music 5. Friendship is really important to me 6. My family like me all have a weird morbid sense of humor 7. I have three kids 8. I hate loveless relationships 9. OH and I love to write when I can find things to write about. 10. airc, prue, knightrider1, nana

Fishing Logging Tool!
I just finished a fishing job on Paterson Rig #627 for a logging tool. My hats off to all the crews on that rig. 6 days tripping pipe and these guys maintained a great attitude the entire time even though Baker Atlas supplied us with all the WRONG information. These guys attention to detail and dedication to safety is one to be followed by all. It has been a long long time, since I had the pleasure of fishing on a rig where ALL the crews are professional ROUGHNECKS. In todays oilfield, 99.9% of the rigs are crewed up by a lot of worms that think they know something. The new wave roughnecks are out there making em bite, but don't want to learn anything. Time will tell. Check out the pics of the boys on Patterson #627.

Internet....
if for some reason anyone tryies to chat or what ever and i dont respond im not ignoring you. I currently use my cell phone as a modem for my laptop and when i get txt or calls into it it boots me off of the connection. when it gets really bad i will go to a free wifi hotspot. if anything feel free to call me lol ;)

Rio Dances Samba Till Dawn For Carnival
Rio Dances Samba Until Dawn at Carnival Sunday, February 3, 2008 RIO DE JANEIRO, Brazil - Brazilian beauties wearing only sequins led carnival parades lasting until dawn Sunday as second-division samba groups used a kaleidoscope of colorful dancers and floats to launch the biggest part of Rio's five-day bash. Led by a two-story golden lion, the samba group Estacio de Sa kicked off the party in a hail of fireworks and roars from crowds waving the flags of their favorite samba groups at the 85,000-seat Sambadrome stadium. Backlit with a purple neon glow, the towering float was surrounded by scores of dancers in skintight lion costumes and followed by an army of women spinning in gold and red hoop skirts and elaborate headdresses fashioned from crystal globes and feathers. Argentine tourist Edgardo Levita, dressed up as pirate, marveled at the scene as he swilled beer and tried to hit on scantily dressed young Brazilian women swarming into the stands. "This is great, the bes

Meet The Spartans
This had to be the dumbest movie I had ever seen. I did have high hopes for it. All of the previews I saw looked funny, unfortunatly those were the only funny parts. By the time I saw the movie I was numb to them. Over all the movie quality was awful, the story line sucked, and even for a so called comedy, it was the worse acting I ever saw. On a personal note, had Kevin Sorbo's acting career really fallen to this point, to do a movie such as this? I mean, my god even he sucked. I do not recommend this movie for viewing at all, unless you're looking for a reason to kill yourself but can bring yourself to do it. This movie will do it for you. The thing I couldn't belive is the people who cam to see this movie. I know the movie was rated PG-13, it should have been Rated R for it's sever sexual content. I am far from being a homophobe, but for kids as young as 4 this movie is highly inappropriate. There's a lot of potty humor, gay jokes, and damn near full nudity. Oh

I Needs Your Comments
I have entered a cleavage contest and the link can be found on my page in the interest section. The one with the most comments win. Ths contest closes on February 8th. Click on raerae and go to her pics and find the Cleavage Contest Album......find me and comment me as many times as you would like........ Thanks for all you comments in advance......

Autism
From the very beginning I knew there was something "special" about Ian. And when I say "beginning" I mean from pregnancy. He was my second child so his was not my first pregnancy. I had feeling of euphoria, tho I did not know that is what I was experiencing. I would just describe it as a deep feeling of love and happiness for no reason at all, it would just overwhelm me all of a sudden. The day before Ian was born I had an ultrasound and the Dr. finally said I was having a boy. I had known all along because I had bought nothing but boy clothes and I had everything I needed way before he was due to arrive. But I had never really wanted to have a boy, because of a friend who had 3 boys who were very hyper and unruly and me being a very patient individual says a lot if I thought they were crazy boys. So that night I was falling asleep I rubbed my tummy and told Ian "It's ok Ian you can come out I'm gonna love you more than you can imagine." I was in labor all night and thought it was

Tag Your It
I got tagged by my lovely friend Ems AKA ET...lol Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I was born in Germany lived there until I was 2 2) I have traveled the US except for 7 states (Alaska, Hawaii, Maine, Massachusetts, N. Dakota, S. Dakota, and Montana) 3) I love to watch Hockey, Go Avs! 4) I am double jointed arms, hands, hips :P 5) My favorite past time for stress relief is coloring 6) I had an article written up about me when I returned to the states at the age of 2yrs. 7) I stopped smoking, April will be two years 8) I like collecting dragons 9) I find serenity in the ocean 10) I'd love to be a zoologist/ marine biolo

My Eyes,her Mirror
Those eyes of hers, Everyday make my heart melt. Her smile trembles me, More than I've ever felt. Without even hearing her voice, Her glow brightens my day. I wonder when she sees her reflection, Does she see it in a different way. Someone with such beauty and grace, Could reach her hand out to me. With her,God has given me a gift, I hope forever my eyes will see.

I Got Tagged!
I got tagged by my lovely friend tra71. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I've nearly been hit by lightening 5 times. 2) I'm owned by two cats and I'm allergic to cats. 3) I collect gemstones. 4) I collect mooses. 5) I'm allergic to pork. 6) My thumbs and pinkies are double-jointed. 7) I enjoy old musicals. 8) I enjoy reading sci-fi. 9) I've been on crutches 13 times and now own my own pair. 10) I have werewolf blood from my mom's side of the family. I tagged: MishNumber1...WendiPooh...sxyrebel...JADE aka Flirtin With Distaster...kenny the concert man

Titty Twister (come Get Drunk!)
Come on in to the TITTY TWISTER!!!! This is a FAN/ADD/RATE bar! It’s a great way to have fun, have a few drinks and meet new people! HOW TO BECOME A PATRON: To become a patron all you need to do is Add/Fan/Rate and buy a drink for EVERYONE in the bar! HOW TO BECOME A BARTENDER, BOUNCER ETC.... 25,000 fubucks will get you a position in bar (as Bartender, Bouncer, DJ, Stripper, Designated Drunk Guy/Girl) 25,000 fubucks will get you your own table (as Waiter or Waitress) 50,000 fubucks will get you BOTH, your own table and a position in the bar ALL WHO HOLD A POSITION IN BAR (Bartender, Bouncer, DJ, Stripper, Designated Drunk Guy/Girl, Waiter, Waitress, etc.) WILL BE ENTERED IN A MONTHLY DRAWING FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP!!! THE RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS... 1. You MUST fan/add/rate and buy a drink for EVERYONE in the bar! 2. You MUST have a salute to enter the TITTY TWISTER 3.If you were invited by someone or found this bar through som

Today On World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at krayzeecreeme Click banner to visit Cujo's MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at jrmoose75 Click banner to visit Moose's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio Click banner to visit Evil's MySpace page! 6:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio Click banner to visit Evil's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio Click banner to visit Evil's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at cajunbeauty985 Click banner to visit Trudy's MySpace page! 12:00AM EST (Midnight)

I've Been Tagged.
I was tagged by my awesome friend,tra71, she ROCKS! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a technophile, started as an audiophile, become a videophile, now this. 2. I like many types of cuisine and like spicy hot food especially. 3. One of my favorite mottoes is "Variety is the spice of Life!" 4. I don't own a car but I do know how to drive. 5. I like all types of music, favorites are Metal and Industrial. 6. I have 2 sons, 23 and 20. 7. Skiing is my favorite pasttime. 8. Photography is also a hobby of mine. 9. Se habla espanol. 10. I don't act my age. I tag Dove, Lady of Chaos, Synderela, Peeksta, and RubyCairo.

Concern Over Rising U.s. Military Suicides
WASHINGTON (CNN) - Every day, five U.S. soldiers try to kill themselves. Before the Iraq war began, that figure was less than one suicide attempt a day. The dramatic increase is revealed in new U.S. Army figures, which show 2,100 soldiers tried to commit suicide in 2007. "Suicide attempts are rising and have risen over the last five years," said Col. Elspeth Cameron-Ritchie, an Army psychiatrist. Concern over the rate of suicide attempts prompted Sen. Jim Webb, D-Virginia, to introduce legislation Thursday to improve the military's suicide-prevention programs. "Our troops and their families are under unprecedented levels of stress due to the pace and frequency of more than five years of deployments," Webb said in a written statement. Sen. Patty Murray, D-Washington, took to the Senate floor Thursday, urging more help for military members, especially for those returning from war. "Our brave service members who face deployment after deployment without the rest, recovery and tr

My Very Own E-love
I was feeling a bit jealous of Jim, cavorting about with Olga, his Russian e-lover, so I was excited to receive the following message: Hi I am Richard I have 43 years old I am Italian I born in Piacenza near Milan.I live near Milan in Italy. My parents are Italian. I was studied until the first year of university ( science of information ) I am electronic graduate. I was in Military service for one year.I worked as a techical writer and logistic engeneering for 8 year.I opened my factory in 1994.My factory work about building,plant,finished,service for factory end every kind of techical services.I am preparing one world franchising and a small city in Capo Verde.I speak Italian,English,French.Spanish and Portoughese.I travelled about Austria,Swiss,France,England,Portugal,Cabo,Ungheria,Cipro Verde,Usa,Canadian,Brazil,German,Czec republic,Slovakia,Romania,Poland,Slovenia,. I was divorzed in 1996 I dont have children.I am religius.I dont smoke,drink,never drugs,no medicinal

No "f" In Valentine
This is the "I Need A Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Height: phone number: Do you Drive: State You Live In: perfume you wear: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u? I kissed you? I lived next door to you? I asked you on a date? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]K

Start With A Little Success.
If you can't bring yourself to be positive about the big things, then be positive about the little things. That's easy enough to do, and it can make a surprisingly significant difference. You're not going to solve the world's major problems before bedtime. And yet, you can surely make a little positive progress in your own way, and that can be a big help. The little annoyances, distractions, challenges and difficulties in your world may seem minor when viewed separately. However, they can all add up to create a major negative drag on your life. You can easily choose to rid yourself of those little negative influences, one by one. Before long, the positive effect will be dramatic. If you spend the next few minutes doing nothing except worrying about your problems, you'll just end up even more anxious and worried. If, instead, you spend that same five minutes to overcome a relatively minor problem, you'll end up feeling a little more empowered and in control of your own destiny.

7 Months Today
Been seven months today since the old lady passed away. Some days are good, some days aren't so easy. Trying to do what she'd do today, having my morning coffee in her favorite cup, watch the game tonite like we would have. Maybe play some of her Pogo games that she liked. Yeah, I know.. I should just move on and deal with things. ..but its not as easy to do as it is to say.

I Got Tagged.....
I got tagged by my lovely friend Metal Sandy Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have a pet rabbit and cat, both of which I'm really allergic to and now on tablets every day! 2) I love musical theatre and went to dance school until I was 18. 3) Terrified of fireworks - I actually run away from them! 4) My favorite larger is Peroni - but will drink anything lol. 5) Favorite colour is purple. 6) I can't drive but will be learning this year, watch out everyone - I get road rage when riding my bicycle! 7) Fav food is Thai, Japanese or Chineese. 8) I sing in a local choir (not a church one) and do a few concerts with them a year. 9)

I Got Tagged....
I got tagged by my lovely friend Sandy Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) My middle name is Tracey - so I am ET!! Thanks mum and dad :D 2) I have two cats although I prefer dogs! 3) I love speed (not the drug!!) and want to learn to ride a motorbike - I would love a Yamaha R1. My gawgus mate in the States is gonna teach me YAY 4) I used to cheerlead for an English American Football team 5) I lived in Germany from about 6 months old til I was 5 6) I love music and sing badly 7) I have a designer handbag and sunglasses fetish! 8) I have a weird sense of humour 9) Most of my friends think I am completely random :D 10) I'd love to be

Nightmares Are A Blessing
Darkness is my kingdom as astral vapors swirl about me, swaddling me in a blanket sewn of cosmic wind and undiscovered memories. Hidden within a locket lie all the answers the world has ever known and many more we dread. Aeons passed as nothing filled the endless void, a great black sea alive amongst the absence of life; great infernos rage, tumultuously tossed amidst illusion and unvision. Astral winds carry a scent of death and mystery, reminding us of a time when we were more than what we are now; a time of eldritch lore and cyclopean myth, where great creatures roamed, and we were free as we had never known; free to explore the cosmic sea, the astral void that we called home.

Hatred
To hate, I need not try; A gleam within mine eye. I only know, To make you go, That I must make you die. Your life I need to reave; Your head I make to cleave. I only know, To make you go, That I must MAKE you leave. Darkness o’er my heart, Our sweet love made so tart. I only know, To make you go, That we must finally part. My love has turned to hate; No happiness as of late. I only know, To make you go, That I shall seal your fate. You’ve refused to bend; Our love can never mend; I only know, To make you go, That we must finally end.

Beowulf
Pools of lava burble around, I watch the beast between the eyes, Raise my sword to slay the beast. The beast lets loose a deafening sound. As I devise his demise I promise to avenge the deceased. The beast lunges, I swing my sword. The blade ricochets off scales, Bending the fine steel. My courage restored, I search for tiny details, The world seeming surreal. I grab the blade made by Giants. I throw the blade fast, Watch the terror in the beast. As I make Death’s newest client, I feel relief at last, As the beast becomes the deceased.

It Will Make You Laugh.
Sat Feb 2, 12:00 AM ET yahoo news A collection agency tried to collect a $16.96 debt with an letter that addressed its recipient with a four-letter word for excrement. "Dear S---," began the letter attempting to collect from an old record club membership. The word was spelled out in the letter, which arrived in an envelope addressed to "S--- Face." "I've never seen anything quite so brazen," said attorney Kenneth Hiller. He said his client plans to sue Nationwide Collections Inc. of Fort Pierce, Fla., next week. Under U.S. law, debt collectors are not allowed to use profanity to collect a debt, Hiller said, nor are they supposed to threaten legal action over such a small amount. Nationwide President Phillip McGarvey said the October 2007 letter was automatically generated after his company bought about 350,000 Columbia House accounts. "S--- Face" is the name under which the account was opened and the way the coupon to start the club was filled out, he said. Hille

Have U Ever!
Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything To make them understand Have you ever had someone Steal your heart away You'd give anything To make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have you ever found the one You dreamed of all your life You'd do just about anything To look into their eyes Have you finally found the one You've given your heart to Only to find that one Won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait For the day when they will care Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right Have you ever What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, Baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand How

A Vampire's Battle
In a cold and desolate moonlit chest A pale gray body lays at rest. His eyes glazed over, rolled back in his head, His heart is stopped, his body dead. Blood does not flow through his veins, His body cold, immune to pains. Bare white fangs sit in his head, The signature mark of the undead. Undead strength clenches a clawed fist, His anger flares at years he missed. He attempts to flee his silver coffin, But pauses when he finds he’s locked in. With one strong arm, the lid he smashes. With anger at the world, he lashes. Slaughtering victims, vengeance he needs. His call, his undead minions heed. He finds his enemy heavily guarded, an army at his side. He makes an army of his own, his time he does bide. A vampire legion he does make, Drawing souls from the fiery lake. Great battles rage, vampires prove stronger, Able to fight the battle longer. Fallen soldiers hit the ground, Their slaughtered bodies strewn around. At his wounded enemy he stares, With

The Battle's Fire
Thousand of soldiers, deeply devout, Their chances to live are extremely dire. The warring starts with a single shout, Fighting the enemy with furious ire. Swords clash and metal rings As soldiers die for jealous kings. Rockets fly and dying men wail, Hoping their comrades will finally prevail. Bodies fall and horses die; Morale is in short supply. Vastly outnumbered, the soldiers sing And pray and hope for better things. Kings fight wars with other men’s lives, And make widows of women who used to be wives. Blood stains the ground, As fallen warriors lay all around. Men fight and main and kill; Their king’s will, they must fulfill. Yet, when the brave warriors die, The mighty king, he does not cry…

Touch Me
Baby please just touch me from my head down to my toes Baby touch me everywhere take your time real slow Oh I love your fingertips leaving a trail of fire Baby please just touch me you are my one desire Trace a path down to my breast how they ache and swell Now my bodies burning up wherever your fingers dwell Now your hand moves lower my legs I willingly spread just to feel your fingers there followed by your head Baby please just touch me see how weak I am and all because of touches from my Lovers hand

Arlen Specter
This whole Spygate thing is really bothering me. It's bad enough that the New England Patriots have been accused of cheating - maybe they did it, maybe they didn't - in the grand scheme of things who cares? If you can get an advantage on an opponent to ensure victory, go for it. If the opponent doesn't take precautions to ensure the secrecy of their "signals" or practices, or plays - they are stupid. It may be wrong - but what really bothers me is the fact that (R) Senator Arlen Specter decides that he has to stick his nose into the whole thing. Please tell ne that a US Senator from Pennsylvania has better things to pursue than the sanctity of the National Football League. To you Arlen, I say - go fix the economy, go stop the war, go get us a working medical coverage plan, go get us alternative fuel vehicles, go stop the poverty in our country. For Christ sakes - go do something that will have an impact in the history of the United States. Football is a GAME!!!! The record or integrit

Darkness Falls
A cold and lonely moonlit night Plays on a child’s every fright. A whistling wind there, a shadow here Amplifies a child’s fear. Cold dead leaves crunch underfoot, The child trips on a gnarly root. The trees are demons, hiding a beast Hungry for his little boy feast. Tears stream down the child’s face His body stuck, frozen in place. The demons are coming, he hears their calls As they issue forth from Darkness Falls. The child runs fast, to mountains end. Chills down his spine, the demon’s send. Closer now, the beasts draw near, Playing off his every fear. Long curling horns, flaming red eyes, Ensuring this young boy’s demise. Hooves made of steel, claws of flame Weapons used to cut, kill, and maim. The child backs out onto a ledge, Rocks and dirt falling over the edge. The demon’s breath, sticky and hot Ties his stomach into a knot. The boys limbs are seized, his body pulled tight. His cries ring out, cutting through the black night. H

When The Sun Goes Down
The sun goes down. Evil comes out. My mind goes numb, Enduring its final bout. My hand grips cold metal; From the barrel drifts smoke. To th ink, this whole mess Began as a joke. Pouring in sheets, The rain beats down. I lower the gun, My face in a frown. The adrenaline rush, The psychotic thrill. This innocent man, I ruthlessly kill. Spreading wide on the pavement, The blood slowly pools. Silently, I watch As the smoking gun cools. I hear the sirens, Begin to run. I chuckle carelessly; This is fun. Jumping a fence, Through someone’s yard, Running through an alley, Lungs pumping hard. Out of the alley, I see the lights. The blaze of fire Takes me to new heights. Pain sears my shoulder, I take no heed. I return fire, Appeasing my need. The officer drops, I double back. The criminal cunning, The officers lack. Back through the yard, Back over the fence. Into the street My footfalls commence. Pistol fire rings through the n

I Got Tagged....
I got tagged by my lovely friend Celtic Rose Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I listen to Rock,Metal and Blues music 2) I love to travel 3) I love Motorcycles 4) I love comedy shows 5) I love to watch films 6) I repair my own computer 7) I love unusual art stuff 8) I love sea side Chips nothing tastes better 9) I love Jack Daniels 10)I love Ice Cream. I tag the following... Sxyrebel.. Larry1963...Iron Maiden..Chrissy...Cuddles and Tall blonde.

Lynyrd Skynyrd ~ Southern Style Jamz
Southern Style Rock Lives On The Bands History 1964 Ronnie Van Zant hits a line drive that strikes Bob Burns in the head, who was watching the game with Gary Rossington. Burns is knocked unconscious but the three became friends and have a common interest in music. They soon form a band along with Allen Collins and Larry Junstrom. That fall 'The Noble Five' plays their first gig for $10. 1965 The core of Lynyrd Skynyrd- singer Ronnie Van Zant, guitarist Gary Rossington, guitarist Allen Collins, bassist Leon Wilkeson, and drummer Bob Burns- is formed at a high school in Jacksonville, FL, initially as the group, 'My Backyard.' The name is later changed to Lynyrd Skynyrd to immortalize school gym teacher Leonard Skinner, a legendary antagonist of longhaired students. Ronnie Van Zant enters into a brief marriage with Nadine. 1966 Ronnie and Nadine's daughter, Tammy Michelle is born. 1968 Lynyrd Skynyrd records 'Michelle' and 'Need All My Friends.' The latter is released

Hot Or Cold
Do you know when to use heat or cold therapy for an injury? If not, a recent review article by two University of Washington sports doctors, Matthew Karl, MD, and Stanley Herring, MD, can be your guide. Karl and Herring point out that the application of superficial heat to your body can improve the flexibility of your tendons and ligaments, reduce muscle spasms, alleviate pain, elevate blood flow, and boost metabolism. The mechanism by which heat relieves pain is not exactly known, although researchers believe that heat inactivates nerve fibres which can force muscles into irritating spasms, and that heat may induce the release of endorphins, powerful opiate-like chemicals which block pain transmission. Increased blood flow occurs in heated parts of the body because heat tends to relax the walls of blood vessels. That's one reason why sports doctors recommend that you steer clear of the practice of heating up already inflamed joints. Heat appears to be best for untightening muscles

True Love's Mask
It is the mask that clouds us all No matter how big or no matter how small. Forever it pulls you, throughout this so-called Thing that is love, and leaves you enthralled. True Love is clouded by his or her mask, But undoing this mask is not a small task. It requires a skill that was lost in the past That emerges to fulfill and usually last. Not always continue, does this thing called True Love, And sometimes it leaves on the wings of a dove. But you must push on, and keep your heart pure Because if you don't, True Love's Mask stays secure.

Ok Look
OK LOOK FUCKERS I MAY HAVE NICE BOOBS AND SHIT BUT MY BOOBS ARE MONEY...YOU AINT GOT THE MONEY FOR A BLAST VIP OR A HH THEN YOU AINT GETTING TO SEE MY BOOBS AND I WILL SHOW FROM NOW OWN AFTER YOU BUY ME SOMETHING...AND I DONT WANT FUBUCKS..I CAN MAKE FUBUCKS ALL DAY BUT I WILL NOT SHOW NOTHING ELSE UNTIL YOU BUY ME SOMETHING HERE

New Lounge!!!
Hey FU Peeps there's a new lounge called Latin American Xchange... Plays the hottest in Reaggaeton and had just opened.. Looking foe bouncers and greeters.. If intrested hit me up or just subsrcibe to the lounge