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Women & Their Ass
Women's Ass Size Study There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty shocking: 1) Only 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2) 10% of women feel their ass is too small. 3) The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway.

What I Am Not (part 2)
Still here?? Wow, I am impressed! You must really be interested so I'll hit ya with my next list. Hope you're not hungry or in a rush. 1. I am not lazy - I work two jobs and keep a fairly clean house. My ass never sits (well, of course unless you count the time I took in front of my computer writing this) 2. I am not a fake - What you see is what you get. I will tell you my likes and dislikes up front. For example, I don't like sports. I would not accompany you to a Bengals game to root for the home team. Save the foam finger for some other lucky lady. I'm not going to tell you that your John Denver collection is bitchin'. If I don't like your type of music I will tell you or take a sledgehammer to your stereo. The choice is yours (again, just kidding) 3. I am not crazy - I am a fairly normal person leading a fairly normal life. I don't hear voices. Well okay once I heard the voice of Betty White but it was after a Golden Girls marathon and all she said w

The Name
How does DJ Devine sound???? lol.... I am exploring a new realm of things in getting set up as a DJ on Blue Orion... (See below more about the lounge......) I haven't ever DJ'd before, but I love tackling new adventures, as well as having more opportunities to meet folks and spread the joy of devine happiness throughout FUland. :) This weekend I am working to get my computer geared up for the debut -- which, hopefully, will be next week all things following through as anticipated. If you can think of a better DJ name for me, please let me know.... If you are interested in DJing too, please let the staff know. There are more DJ slots yet to be filled!! BLUE ORION LOUNGE INFORMATION ******************** New Lounge on Fubar Offically open~ Come Check Us Out~ Member's Have Customer Rewards At this Lounge~~ So Join Become Part Of Are Family And Come Gits Some!! Owner Gave 7 Blast Away Just Last Weekend?? Get in on Giveaways ~ Need to Be a Member To Win ~ You Neve

Life
ive been thinking about a lot of things lately. some concern me physically, some emotionally, and some mentally. i would have to say that ive never been as depressed as i am at this point in my life. it has taken a year to hit me completely, but my life as i knew it, ended on december 27th, 2006. im not going to go into detail, but everything up to that point didnt seem to have very much impact on me. then one phone call sealed my fate. ive thot about it daily. i find myself thinking about it out of nowhere, but its too late to change anything. i guess in the end i got what i deserved, or at least earned. my biggest fear was that i would die alone. for awhile i defied the odds. i read everything i could on the subject and i thot maybe i would avoid the mental and emotional devastation that so many before me have suffered. i was wrong. i know im deeply depressed now. ive lost interest in everything that i used to care about. ive closed myself off and ive lost all hope. the worst part is

Little Fire Fighter
Little Fire Fighter The fire fighter is working on the engine outside the fire station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over totake a closer look. 'That sure is a nice fire truck' he said with admiration. 'Thanks' the little girl said. The fire fighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. 'Little Partner', the fire fighter says, 'I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar instead of it's testicles, I think it could run faster.' The little girl replies thoughtfully, 'You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren.

Close To You
I can feel you all around me, Your smell still stays strong As if you are lying beside me Your memories so clear In this lonely silent night I can hear your voice,so calmly Whispering in my ears Saying,"You are mine forever" Isn't fate kind to us, To bring you to me You are my inspiration My strength to carry on I cherish all you gave me, Everyday The love lasts forever I wish upon tonight To see your smile Even it's only for a minute Fly me to where you are In the distant cold A breath close to you To know you are there A breath away not far

Microsoft Exceeds Expectations Again
By JESSICA MINTZ 01.25.08, 2:05 AM ET Popular Videos Ledger: Batman Loses A Star Richard Branson Goes Galactic Davos: Damon's H2O Africa Davos: Notes On Globalization Education Primes Third World Related Quotes GOOG 574.49 + 0.00 GS 198.85 + 0.00 MSFT 33.25 + 0.00 Most Popular Stories A Recession-Proof Corner of the Tech Sector America's Most Lucrative Neighborhoods The Other Green Engine: Diesel? The Secrets of Smart E-Mail Marketing What Bugs Apple Fans SEATTLE - Microsoft Corp. forecast a rosy 2008 - despite broader economic worries - after it blew by Wall Street's expectations for a second consecutive quarter. "We will be impacted just like everybody else," if the U.S. falls into a recession, Chief Financial Officer Chris Liddell said Thursday. "But overall, we feel very optimistic about our second half." Company officials touted rising sales in each of Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people )'s business divisions, a slate of importa

Afterthought...
what kind of pissed me off more than anything over these events is that other people out there have tried to say that they were the ones who did them. to my knowledge i'm the only person who has done solo responses on large gigs (that were exected to be so much trouble beforehand as opposed to quiet sort of gigs which there has been plenty of people do that) i have been told by production people that i know that there have been people going for interviews for security positions that have tried saying that it was them instead.

The Verve
The Verve @ Wigan 1998 After what had happened at Maine road i spent a lot of time really down on myself, even more that before it. As far as i was concerned i had not just let myself down by crying like i had but i had let my whole family down. There was a lot of shame that i felt about it. I still do. I spent a lot of time trying to prove myself, trying to prove that i was a man, trying to prove that i was able to do my job. I went into every bit of trouble that happened at work and also out of it. A couple of years after Maine road there was what i felt like another chance to prove myself and what i hoped would be something that i could start to feel less ashamed of myself. It was being billed as a big home coming for the band, much the same as the Maine road gigs had been for Oasis. Just like at Maine road i was on site all the way through the build up and take down of the event. Also just like at Maine road i was to be covering a solo response role. We were at a golf course

Wake Up
This is probably not going to be taken well at all but my desire and wish is that maybe just maybe it might touch someone. Recently , I have been exposed to blatant racism, by choice that is, on several levels. So let me first take responsibilty for that. By that I mean I chose to continue to go to this specfic chat rm, I chose to not use the ignore button. These are my choices. Which may not be the smartest considering what it is doing to my spirit. I mentioned the above to let you know that I realize I have these choices. Let me add this, its justifaction i know but i feel it needs to be said. I frequent this room because I have met and befriended with several of the regulars. I am proud to say that I consider them my friends. Initially, this blog was going to deal with racism, hmmmmm, but often we find ourselves driven to speak out on a deeper levels. So even ask I type my mind is trying to find agreement with my heart. Honesty............ courage, integrity hmmmm. Im sorry bu

1 Happy Hour Giveaway
hi to all For the first time i have a giveaway from SPIKE THE ORIGINAL (TY Kelly 2 you) Since one year i'm on yhe fu i have helped a big lot of ppl in contests or giveaways so i hope to see yu on this giveaway for me to win an Happy Hour i need 60.000 comments to win it so i hope somebody could be able to give me a little help Thank you very much to all helpers you know that i always return the luv here is the link ty again my friends

Busy Busy
Well, for about the past 2 weeks, my life has been hectic as hell. Between finally getting my drivers license back, getting my car fixed, starting school, and attempting to get my computer fix so I can give the computer I've been using back to my brother, I've been busy as hell. I'm hoping here soon that I can get back on here regularly and hope that you all don't hate me for being gone so long. Gotta get rolling here...got reading that needs done for my physics class(fuck physics). Please leave love!

Yahoo, Please Put Up A Fight!
Written by Sramana Mitra Yahoo has lost about $20 billion in market cap over the last two years. The fight that it was supposed to put up against Google has been full of Brownian Motion, generating no real momentum. Yahoo has a staggering 500 million users. However, it does a rather poor job of monetization. The vision that Yang shared at CES last week (“At Yahoo we want to be the most essential starting point for your life”) can come true if the key activities that we perform online are channeled through its My Yahoo service. And on the financial side, each of those activities needs to be backed up by a monetization model that takes full advantage of the traffic that Yahoo consistently manages to generate and preserve. I have written endlessly about Yahoo’s turnaround strategy, making no bones about the fact that I believe Yahoo is in THE most promising position to be able to leverage Web 3.0. And yet, Yahoo continues to falter. The company will report its fourth-quarte

Life Sentence.
I went from victim to killer without even trying I never chose to suffer but I did the truth is you're really playing the part. I've taken the blame for things that aren't my fault and now you're taking the pity somehow that doesn't quite seem fair. I don't have the strength to be fighting a losing battle you can't keep someone close by cutting them down and keeping them in a cage. I just want to be happy when did that become a crime?

What I Am (part 1)
Alot of people tell me they want to know more about and I get tired of repeating myself so I thought I would make a list of things that I am and am not. You might want to grab a snack or something to drink for this one....here we go. 1. I am a mom - I have four beautiful daughters that are my pride and joy. I also have a beautiful baby granddaughter. (no penises allowed here folks). I have a relationship with my kids that most moms would die for and if they say any different I will ground them for all eternity. (just kidding) 2. I am funny - I've learned to see the humor in all things. I've had too. My life has been a series of hard knocks and without a sense of humor I wouldn't have survived. I've been known to make people laugh at a funeral (sorry, Aunt Ruth....no disrespect was intended). My sense of humor can be described as witty or sarcastic at times but never harmful. I don't say mean crap to people. Mean people suck. 3. I am getting a divorce - I am pres

Dead Girls Are More Fun.
Everyone knows that necrophilia is far superior. Sexually, as well as relationship-wise. Dead girls are more fun, less judgmental, and will never ever leave you. Unless a dog finds them. Sex with a corpse is way better. Toss her around, kick her in the ass, punch her upside the titbags. Sometimes they fall apart, but it's a finesse thing. For example, if you like loud girls, blow into her lungs and then push down on her chest. The air will come out her vocal chords and make sexy sounds. Sometimes this will bring her back to life so it's important to keep a pick axe nearby. And you can use the axe to put a new fuckhole in her chest plate. It's soft, lubricated, and ribbed for your pleasure. Many people claim the best sex is when you can open up to your partner. I say sex isn't great unless you can open up your partner. Getting head from a dead girl is far better than a living one. No gag reflex, no whining, no spitting out, and no cleanup. You don't need a tongue or dirty talk

Cousins
The Cousins- The ones you dont get to see enough as you get older. Your best friends thru growing up, might as well be sisters/brothers with some, others you take on as your own little sisters and brothers. I am lucky to be close to 11 of 13 cousins. But special one, Breanna, she was my flower girl when I was married at 20, she was 7. She loved hanging around where-ever I was. She followed me everywhere and I always adored her. She was such a beautiful girl. She had these long blonde curls and was so quiet when others were around, but always had a special place in my heart. As my life went on, she grew up and had a baby of her own. Her daughter is now 3. The call came last night. Somehow, whether she mis-read the directions, or just had a counter-reaction to the meds the doctor gave her last week, Breanna died last night. They caused her to have a heart attack. I am not sure how I am feeling right now. I havent seen her for about 3 years. Her image is so very real in my mem

Whoooohoooo !!!
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Mardi Gras!!
OMG I RIDE IN ONE MORE DAY!!!!! I can not wait!! I am so excited!!! Please pray that the weather is good and that I have enough beads to ride. I freaked out when I went to load and I saw what everyone else had to throw!! I don't have a quarter of what they do. So if I see ya and just wave, take a pic and wave back. LOL Or give me all your beads he he!!! I am just bouncing out my skin waiting!!! I haven't been this excited in ....... hell I don't even know!!! Thanks Dawn for asking me to ride!! Although I'm broke, I am so glad that I'm finally riding!! I've always said that I wanted too and life is just to short to keep putting it off!!! No more waiting for the time to be right!! Live each day as if it were your last!! Right? I've wasted too much of my life already!!! Next on my list is getting a stamp on my passport!! HINT HINT!!! lol And then one big camping trip with all my friends!! I know Cassie is ready!! he he Who else? I will make a kayaking trip this year too. Karl wil

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Bob Kelly, Jeff Ross, Wwe Wrestler Mvp, New O&a Audio Online, O&a Podcasts, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check out Opie and Jay enjoying a quiet evening!) Happy Friday, everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony Show is chugging along nicely on this frigid Fridee. We have our pals Robert Kelly and Jeffrey Rossare stopping by to bring the funny. Bob is at the Stress Factory in New Brunswick TONIGHT and this weekend, and Jeff is at Caroline's on Broadway this weekend. Also stopping by is WWE Wrestler MVP to promote this weekend's Royal Rumble at Madison Square Garden (click for tickets!) Remember, if you want to see any of this in-studio goodness, turn on your PalTalk!... you can watch the show LIVE, as it happens. Or, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies Of Paltalk, who like to show off on camera...showering, dressing, changing, or sleeping nude... O&A INTERVIEW WITH JJ ABRAMS - Audio Online: Our revealing interview with JJ ABRAMS (Cloverfield, Star Trek

Help Her Out!!
Come on friends and fans o'mine!! Let's help this woman win a Happy Hour!! Just click on her photo and when the picture comes up, leave lots and lots of comments!! Thanks for your help, I know she'll appreciate it!!

In Their Eyes
A starless night She sat All by herself Waiting for her man to come home Holding her fears in her heart Her pride fly high On the other side of the world, The dust storms blurred his sight As he goes out on his mission All those lonely nights Knowing her beliefs in him He woke up with her strength every morning His fearless heart stood firm She is no angel She is a woman She sees the truth in him She is the source of his strength She is everything of what he is In his eyes, she is the reason he is fighting And in her eyes, He is a man that loves her

012408 Fluffy Starr Blog
VLOG: "Arnold Schwarzenegger’s School of Cheesy Slogans" Yep. There is no explanation for THIS. It just is what it is, yo. I had a small look at the "Ask Fluffy" questions tonight. Some cool stuff there! Thanks, everybody. So in the next couple days, when I have someone here to help me choose which 10, then I shall do so, and then post the winning questions. And after that, the actual "Ask Fluffy" vid, (cut into two parts this time). Went to sleep at a semi-decent time last night. Woke up feeling human again. Today, I will attempt the same. I don't want to be nocturnal anymore! Humans need daylight. I realize it now, because I was starting to act crazy and be cranky as all hell. So, night night... x Fluffykins. P.S. That guy is The Jimbot. He is in my top friends. He's a total freakshow.

Meditation.
As I step to my workbench, putting my dydidium shades on my face, my thoughts dissipate from the day’s or week’s experiences and feelings. Everything, every thought, exits the “building” of my brain as the process begins. I organize my tools, for accessibility, I lay out glass rods and color stretchers with no anticipation of any specific desired goals-only to have everything in comfortable range. I pull a pack of cigarettes and lighter out of my pocket, savoring the last nic fix prior to my day’s meditation. Then as the last drags cease to calm my nerves, I turn the dial to release the propane. That smell… the smell of suffocation, and fuel, explosiveness and creation. I love that smell. It signals the entrance into my meditation. My lighter strikes at the head of the torch, and with a whoosh-a soft bushy orange flame appears in front of me. Adjusting the dials, tweaking the oxygen and the propane just right, until the whistle of a perfect flame begins to emerge. The ambient

What The Hell, What, Confused
ok i dont no if i am still with this guy he called me about a month ago and told me his ex maybe going to have his baby so we stoped seing one another then on jan 6 we got engeased he went back home to norfolk va and everything is so fucking confused he just wrote me a e mail saying he wants to be with me but he cant right now and he cant stand not being by my side everyday. so i am ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and to top it all off i think i am going to have his baby but he has to much on his plate right now and i dont want him to worry about me i am a big girl i have gone thou it with my other baby.

Ashes...
A simple question burns inside... What do you want? I answer but the words fall short Why do you want it? The answer is so obvious... A burning flame thats waiting to be revealed The words never truly meant to be spoken Burn away the encasing Ashes left to bleed My heart beats...

Hd Disc War Not Over Yet:
Upon the release of recent news on Warner Bros. shifting its HD home video support from both formats to only Blu-ray, many of the mainstream media outlets quickly jumped to the conclusion that “the HD format war was over.” The idea of the format war being over couldn’t be further from the truth, although Sony’s Blu-ray is without question picking up supporters. Conjecture from the recent Consumer Electronic Show suggests Sony is helping their cause with as much as $500,000,000 per studio willing to jump on to their sidelines, but that support and the figure have not been easy to confirm so far. The same rumors surfaced when Sony was battling for high-resolution audio supremacy with their SACD format vs. the also-doomed DVD-Audio format. Sony knows the stakes are high, but so do the likes of Toshiba and Microsoft. The pace of this war is playing out quickly, as HD DVD had booming sales at the end of 2007. Prices for some HD DVD players dropped to as low as $99 per unit. Then Blu-ray

When A Woman Lies
Whenever a woman lies One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. "Is this your thimble ?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.

Some Film Makers Just Don't Get It...
Good Morning, I am thinking if this writers strike doesn’t end soon, some film makers will… Take for instance this one guy called Morgan Spurlock a film maker, from Park City, Utah. PARK CITY, Utah -- Morgan Spurlock insists he really did set out to find the world's most elusive man. In "Where in the World is Osama bin Laden?" the documentarian travels throughout the Middle East chatting in his playful and pointed way with religious leaders, activists, military personnel and everyday people. After an outrageous opening sequence featuring an animated bin Laden dancing to MC Hammer's "You Can't Touch This," the film unfolds as a series of mostly subdued conversations about the war on terror, the reputation of the United States, and yes, the leader of al-Qaida. The movie, which premiered this week at the Sundance Film Festival, will be released by the Weinstein Co. in April. Ok here is the deal straight forward and to the point. If Bin Laden is alive and there are no safe counts th

Different Drummer
"If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away." ~ Henry David Thoreau

Staying -
I WILL BE STAYIN GON FUBAR UNLESS THINGS GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE I WANT TO THANK MY REAL TRUE FRIENDS COW GIRL IN PINK, FF JOHN OWNER OF FF HALL, GDOG HOTPAPA, AND MY B/F FIREMAN185 AND TO THOSE THAT POSTED NEW BULLY'S AND COMMENTED ON MY BLOGS THINGS GOT OUT OF HAND THE PAST FEW DAYS AND I WAS FEELING LIKE MY MAN JUST DID NOT CARE HOW I WAS FEELING AND THERE WAS NO NEED FOR ME TO STAY BUT WITH GREAT FRIENDS LIKE THE ONES ABOVE THEY GAVE ME THE COURAGE AND ABILITY TO REALLY TALK TO FM I LOVE YA GUYS THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID LOVE MERCI

Just Writing
Good Morning everyone. Just saying hello. I changed my status on my profile to be viewed only by those that are on my friends list so this will slow down all the women that are insecure over there men or there so called men they have never even met. I personally am so glad I found this little button.It will also slow this little page down a lot.Oh well thats okay it is better than getting trivial emails and then when you choose to write them back and ask politely to stay off your page they block you. At least now I can focus on who I have as friends and try to get to know them. If I have ignored anyone please do not take it personal it has been the whole page with the exception of one.So many childish games that had to iron out. So hello from me to you for those that read this.

Second Interview!
Well, in 5 hours, I have my second interview for a management job! Everything with the first one went great, I'm hoping the second one does too! With any luck, I'll have a job by 11AM! Thanks once angain for all of your thoughts and prayers for me over the past 3 months! Love to you all!

??
Rain down upon the sacred Nevermore to return To this blasphemous paradise Where on crucifixes they were burned Bound and gagged to immobilization If I may say so myself Was never a realization of the pain That hate can spell And Nevermore To be plagued Nevermore to be wasted Cut down the hope that blinds us Repent against the Inhumane So many goals that will never be reached Ending life as it begins Blame it all on the politicians when you All become your own worst nightmare

A Soldier's Woman
It's time To send him off A long year of separation Unbearable Still,she say,"Goodbye." Just to rest his worried heart She hold back her tears As she waved goodbye A long year of separation Lonely nights An empty bed Without him Life will not be complete She is tired, But,she stays strong Sleepless nights Praying for his safety Asking God,"Please, let him come back safely." Keeping her heart one As she awaits his return The life of a soldier's woman Bless their heart

Red Eye
Drink Name: Red Eye Category: Shooter Glass Type: Highball Glass Ingredients: 1/2 bottle(s) Beer 1 shot(s) Vodka Fill glass(es) V-8 Juice 1 - Egg (raw) Directions: Pour beer into glass, add shot of vodka, and fill with V-8 Juice. Crack the egg into glass. You now have a Red Eye. Slam it down - 1 gulp. You may have to add more/less of V-8 for the right visual effect.

I Am Tired....
Ya kno...this shit is getting old. More security drama. The black cat superstition is beginning to make me feel like its true. I am just fed up with things. I hate just waking up anymore. Yes I am whining...so fuk off. Dont like it hit your back button...want to laugh go ahead...you'd be doing me a favor. At least someone would find some humor in this bull shit. Have you just ever wished you never woke up? When you have felt like you have sunken so far in your tears too drown....you just hope you never wake up. I am there. Too much stress. I just feel like I am a zombie. My life is sleep...go to work...sleep...go to work...sleep. I just feel like I have hit rock bottom on anything and everything in my life right now. Home drama, work drama, bill drama...never ending cycle. Past day or two, I have been thinking about just packing and moving...but I wont or more like I cant. I am just stuck...I guess I just deserve it. I deserve everything I have gotten. This al

A Poem
I wish that I had told you all the things I didn't say. I wish that when I'd had the time I'd also known the way. I wish I'd said I loved you in a way that meant much more. Then I wouldn't be missing you now that you walked out the door.

Free To Fly
If loving you Is a burden to you I will set you free Let your heart go To find the love you pray for Knowing that will tear my heart into a million pieces If loving you makes your life miserable I will let you go hoping one day you will come flying back to me some day You mean the world to me I never want to see you get hurt When love is no longer mine I will not keep it locked You are free to fly

Leaving 2/1/08
Ok, so I have finally come to a decision and find that most of Fubar has lost the fun idea that was this site and instead have turned it into a competition based upon pure vanity. It's unfortunate, but such is life. So, that means that I will completely delete my profile and not be coming back. I will leave on February 1st. If you have complaints or want to be able to contact me through other means and don't yet have those IDs then just ask. If I don't talk to you before then, well hope you have fun and I suppose I may see you around, though I highly doubt it. - D

Doont Know How To Feel
now i dont know if u know about seth the poem a farwell has his but now it also seems like justyn which oddly enough also went toward the tattoo i wanted with toxic love in it anyways... seth is clearly going to jail or prison for a long time and i just dont know how to feel the last things he did to me makes me hate him and i know i didnt deserve that but yet i love him... and yet i didnt want bad for him and sadly yes even though i didnt want to talk to him hoped id see him soon but with this i think it makes it offically final because after that he wont be the same and all with all that time to think and such its sad but i dont care does this make me a bad person that i dont care that the person i love is going away behind bars??? i feel so apathetic at times... sigh i just want to be loved and he finialy did for a long time was truly the only one i guess elfishly i know now i am truly alone

So What
sometimes i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont know i just feel the need everything inside ties me in a knot it seems like its the only release i got they tried to say it was all for attention motherfucker wheres all my tension i hurt inside til i dont know me when i feel pain it sets me free its not the same as what you did you broke my heart and then you hid so, i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont care i just feel the need

Laos
Back in Thailand, after 3 days in Laos. Had a great time. Met a bunch of my friend Jerry's Biker buddies. Also saw some cool temples, waterfalls, caves, and more. I have pics, but won't be able to upload till I get back to Germany. Gotta hurry we're getting ready to go to a party, will try to write more soon!!!

I Like To Say I Love You
I like to say I love you That's all I can think about When I talk to you I like to say I love you It's just 3 words But, they come from my heart I like to say I love you I find your presence in every heartbeat I like to say I love you And, I meant it so My heart agrees too You have bewitched my heart It's how I feel You know my love for you is much more than these words show But, I still like to say I love you

Levelling And The Oh So Painful Wait
Given to the straying hands of boredom, I think I will waste a bit of time by Fublogging! It's the perfect time killer because, as the little screen, on this page, dictates, more people surf for NSFW than there are people reading blogs. Besides, I got so caught up on the idea of getting bumped up from level 10 to level 11, I submitted a really bad cell phone pic, hoping that it will pass as a salute. I had gotten Kathleens' digital cam, out of her car, along with some sort of sedative. But, after spending a fair amount of time primping and posing for a pic, then taking about twenty of them, centering my "salute" sign into the pic, I discovered that, while her cam, and accessories, were in her car, the freaking firewire, for the COMPUTER was not here. DAMN. So it was "grab a cell phone and hope for the best!" It's a crappy pic, so don't judge me by it. I went where the lighting was good, and stopped being concerned with background, in hopes that the salute info would be legible.

A Poem
I wish you happiness in all you do. Where ever life takes you whatever you do. Keep the smile on your face shining bright and true. And know in your heart I'm smiling too. There will be ups there will be downs. Just so you know I will always be around. To love , support and pick you up if you fall down. Our friendship is real, honest and true. It will last FOREVER don't you know.

My Vacation To Texas
Ok so bare with me I have never done one of these before, but I want to talk about my upcoming trip to Dallas,Texas I have never been before and want to see something exciting.I am going to visit my godchildren so if there is an attraction or something I could take them too please tell me.Also I have never flown before so if any helpful tips on what to do to get over my fear,please help lol,thanx!

A Riddle
Hi I heard of a funny riddle today and felt like sharing it with you. Problem is that I didn't hear the answer, so please help me if you know it. "To be able to caress it on the front, you need to lick it from the back... LOL. What is it?" HAVE A NICE DAY anyway. Hugs, K

How To Change Your Homepage Style
1. Click on My in the gray menu bar, then select settings. 2. Look on the right hand side and you will see the 8th one up from the bottom where it says Homepage Style, Set it to either Power or Original. This will make it easier finding things on your homepage. 3. Then you save the changes by entering your password at the bottom of your profile page and clicking on submit. If you have any other questions please click on the banner below or come to the Support Lounge.

Winter Needs To Be Over
Seriously. This cold shit has got to go. So I should be in bed. Fuck it's 3 am. I should definately be sleeping. But I got home from work about 20 minutes ago and I'm a little wired yet. Liked I said I worked tonight.. I got to be the boss again. My store went absolutely amazingly. Only 3 corrections on fairly difficult areas. Sucks that they were all on one person though. But oh well... I had some problems with some machines but eh, shit happens. It all worked out in the end. I'm off tomorrow which is great. I was supposed to work tomorrow night up at Ft. Leonard Wood but since I'm scheduled for the following morning I told them I could do either one or the other. They decided to pull me out of tomorrow all together and add me to the earlier leave time on Saturday. Which sucks- but it's a couple more hours and that's fine. I'm missing out on about 7 hours in store, and close to 4 hours travel tomorrow though. Again that sucks but I'm good with my hours for my next check anywa

You Turn The Screws
You turn the screws, You tear down the bridge, Flimsy as it is, It's business like, You shake my hand, You break up the band, Flimsy as it is, It's open mike, Punk rock, Red white and blue, You twist the knife, Then go home to kiss your wife, A bigger better slice, Is what you like, You kick the sand, You get the upper hand, You sell it to Japan, It's natural, Punk rock, Red white and blue, You turn the screws, It's what you choose to do, You think that I, Must turn them too, You think that I, Must be so satisfied, I stay inside, I wonder why, And the cement, Makes or gets him, already, One good time at a time, They're pouring it slowly and steady, You're showing me where I can sign, What I can expect to find, But how can you say, You'll be happy, When you turn the screws, You turn the screws, Is what you choose to do, You turn the screws, Is what you choose to do, You think that I, Must turn them too, You turn the sc

My Food For Though.... Things That I Take To Heart!
My food for though.... things that I take to heart! Sent to me, by my daughter but Echos my own views and thoughts...& Beliefs... "Justice and power must be brought together, so that whatever is just may be powerful, and whatever is powerful may be just." "Power is when you have every justification to kill someone, and then you don't" I am not interested in power for power's sake, but I'm interested in power that is moral, that is right and that is good." The best ammunition against lies is the truth, there is no ammunition against gossip. It is like a fog and the clear wind blows it away and the sun burns it off." Values are not just words, values are what we live by. They're about the causes that we champion and the people we fight for." "Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it." The sign of an intelligent people is their ability to control their emotions by the application of reason Laugh as

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs...
Ok I got this off a new friends blog, I am suppose to post it now on mine :P ~~~~~~~~~ If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

I Thought It Was You...
Today I heard your voice behind me And turned to you with a smile. Can't believe I misplaced that sound, Even though it's been a while. Yesterday I laughed out loud And turned to tell you why. Too late, I remembered the truth, As a tear came to my eye. Even now I see your face And feel your arms holding me tight. Yet your shadow flees at my touch For I am alone tonight. Someday I'll turn and you'll be there. Your smile - your face - will be real I'll put my arms around you and know- This is the way love was meant to feel.

1-25-07
I will take my cloak off and let it fall. Down to the ground and I will reveal it all. I know you will take me as I am. Crazy, baby, I know with me You'll stand. Because through the years you/ve always been behind me. And through the tears your arms always held me tightly. I know I'm crazy, yet I know you'll still love me. I'm crazy but I know your still beside me. It amazes me to see how far we've come. My fever mind always telling me to give up because you'll run. Of course I never listen, Even tell it to shut up. It's always talking nonsense. But you've shown me enough. I will try to be better. I'll need doctors and such. I need to fix myself for I feel I can't Love you enough. I've hid my pain not wanting to hurt you. It hasn't helped that much. I tried it alone but it was too much. The scars I bare won't hurt, Just only remind of the times I lost all control. Just take my hand, It's trembling lightly. Kiss my lips that are trembling in fear. Push me

Will You Ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

My Postings For Marine Wives...
THESE ARE DEDICATED TO MY DAUGHTER AND ALL THE OTHER WIVES OUT THERE ... I THOUGHT OF CHANGING THEM TO MARINE SPOUSE...BEING I WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS COIN FOR A FEW YEARS.. BUT IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIER VALUE... AS THEY WERE WRITTEN... THANK YOU FOR READING THESE...

A Marine's Wife...2
A Marine's wife is full of glory She sees in his eyes his full life story She's a patient woman of great understanding She states her opinions and is rarely demanding In moments of sadness or unexpected sorrow She'll liven the day for a better tomorrow She gives him warmth when his life is cold For he holds the key to her heart of gold Her ultimate test of being a Marine Corps wife Is bearing the absence of the man in her life "My duty comes first," she remembers him saying. "I may go abroad, but for you I'll be praying." Her reward will come, very soon one day When her Marine comes home for a lengthy stay For this is their castle, She is the queen A very proud wife, Wife of a U.S. Marine.

God Bless My Marine
GOD BLESS MY MARINE by Diane Sarlow God bless my Marine, and keep him safe for me, Whether in the air, on land or on the sea. God bless my Marine, and bring him safely home, Guide my letters to him, so he won't feel alone. God bless my Marine when I'm not by his side; Please let him know I love him and let him feel my pride. And when he does come home, and better days are seen; I'll always thank you, God, for blessing my Marine.

A Wife's Prayer For Her Marine
Courtesy of Leatherneck Magazine Dear Heavenly Father, Now the evening shadows gather, the lonely night is here. This day which has been so empty is almost gone. Oh Dear God, be with my husband who is so far from home. Help him when the thoughts of his loved ones bring the awful heartache on. Lord, let him know that with Your ever-lasting love, You are right beside him With Your loving mercy from above. Help him with his heartache, with the closeness of a friend, a smile of understanding. It will lift the burden from his heart. Let him also be a blessing to one who needs him. Let him feel the prayers of his loved ones whose thoughts are always with him. And, Dear God, when the tide has turned against him, His whole world seems upside down, Let him see things more clearly. Show him how to love Thee more dearly. Let his faith in Thee stay unbroken. Inspire him with new courage every day so that he will soon be with us. Make him strong to run the race. Amen

A Marine Wife
Military Wives Poems & Words of Inspiration Loving a Marine Loving a Marine is not always play; Loving him truly is a high price to pay. It's being alone with no one to hold, It's being young and feeling so old. It's having him whispering his love to you; It's whispering back that you love him, too. There comers a kiss and a promise of more, and in his mind fond memories he will store. Reluctantly, painfully, letting him go, while your dying inside from wanting him so. Watching him leave with eyes full of tears, standing alone with your hopes, dreams and fears. It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down, to your far away love in a far away town. It's going to church to kneel and pray, and really meaning the things you say. Weeks are like months, and months like years. You wait for the day when you'll have no more fears. Days go by slowly, how many have passed? And suddenly you realize that it is here at last! Yes, loving a Marine brings bit

So You Know
Ok this is so that everyone knows...I have applied to get into an appartment 5 minutes walking from my work, and there is a good chance that I will be getting into it. In that I will have to get my laptop before I get to be back online, so if in the next week or so you start to notice me being gone this will be the reason for it. I am not leaving fubar or my friends or my yahoo, so just bear with me until I get my laptop. Wish me luck I'll be needing it :D ~McLoving A.K.A. Mac, Ken, Ken-Z, Mac Ken Z, Mackenzie

This Is To All
tonight i was sitting here and i realized out of all my friends tonight i had one man come and talk to me ,his name is (digmyboat) he was polite and we just sat and talked about alot of things. never once did he disrespect me by talking dirty or anthing like that. He knew i was depressed and just wanted to stop in and make sure i was ok and to let me know that he was re to help if he could even if it meant that he could only listen ,so i thank him for that .to me thats a true friend. None of my other friends bothered to come and see if i was ok or if there was something they could do or just to listen ya know ... i have learned that being on these sites that when ppl ask how u are doing they do not want to know the trueth they want to hear that everything is peachy and ok and happy go luck some ppls lives are nothing like that and they actually think that someone would care enough to listen when well i really do not

Frustrationness
I just dont' get it. I mean I am an honest caring girl...sure i'm selfish but at least i TRY To not be selfish...which is a lot cuz i am very about myself. I don't ask for much...and i'm honest about my feelings for others. i've spent my whole life beeing single out of my 23 years of living i've had a total of two boyfriends. everyone else just uses and abuses me and then walks out of my life...i'm so tired of people telling me they care about me just to fuck me. i'm not a toy. this is why i don't do relationships...the one time i finally think i'm ready to start somethin I Am to late...it's not the right time. UGH is what i say Fuck it. I'm fuckin single for life as far as i'm concerned cuz i can't deal with this shit. it's to back and forth.

R.i.p. Olivia Jackson
I just want to say that my heart goes out to those who know Olivia. I say know because even though she is no longer here, she is still alive in the hearts of many. 20 years old, she barely began her life. That of her unborn daughter didn't even get to have one because the life of this child and her mother were taken by the same man on the same night. Olivias boyfriend Sidell Fox. This piece of shit diserves so much more than whatever they give him which I could not even say. How could you take the life of you unborn daughter who had only 7 weeks to being born as well as the mother of your unborn daughter? You and anyone else who conspired in this don't even diserve to die. You diserve to be tortured. You took 2 innocent peoples lives out of many peoples hearts. Her parents now have to LAY THEIR DAUGHTER AND GRANDAUGHTER TO REST BECAUSE OF YOU!!! I hope everytime you look into a mirror you see the terror in Olivias face as you pointed that gun at her and pulled that damn trig

My Angel Poem
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so. Author unknown

Off The Grid
damn, ive been gone forever. to those who give a damn, ianyway, its kinda wierd, m a'ight. i mean, i got this kick ass laptop. plus i go to school now so i can be better at making money. yay. anyway. im tired cause homework kicks my ass. laters

Nsfw My Ass
I don't maybe its me but I don't see how a picture of me pointing my m-4 at the camera is marked nsfw. now I don't think fubar themselves did this. I'm saying it was some liberal puke who marked it nsfw. Now my msg to that person is this. Are you a complete fucking idiot born that way or were you dropped kicked as a child. think about it take a good look at the pic, what am i wearing that is a military uniform, and behind me if you stop putting flowers in your hair you may notice im in a military barracks imagine that. I think its safe to say I'm military don't you think, now anyone with half a brain knows that military use weapons including the one I'm holding. now if you would be kind enough to pull your head out of your powdered ass you may come to see the fact that this is my fucking job. Yes I kill people, they happen to be the same people who want nothing more than to cut you worthless head off on t.v. now if you would be so kind to go back with your tree hugging hippies and leav

Stompernet Going Natural 2.0
StomperNet Going Natural 2.0 Stompernet Review Social Marketing Is Huge. I don’t know about you, but I can’t keep up with all the social media and Web 2.0 talk lately. Not a day goes by where I don’t get some notification from Facebook and given the growth numbers the site is putting up, it won’t be long until Facebook rivals MySpace, the current traffic leader. Then there’s YouTube, the video sharing site that apparently every single American who uses the Web goes to watch at least once every day. I found my earnings dwindling, my website was "Google Sandboxed" and I was paying way too much for PPC's. That is when I discovered the initial StomperNet "Going Natural" videos on SEO. Yes, this video seems so old now, but the ideas and suggestions regarding SEO were (and still are) so powerful...and I implemented many of the suggestions discussed in these videos. Sure enough, a couple of weeks later I found myself out of the Sandbox and getting some rather respectable page one o

Who Am I?
I know what you asking yourself, "Who th ehell is this guy? Well, I am just a regular. I don't have a a Masters Degree or a PHD. I have never held political office or been the CEO of a huge corporation. On the outside I appear to be a nice, mild mannered guy. Someone who you would imagine was an engineer, architect or computer geek. You would never guess that I have a closet full of leather and am as kinky as they get. But hey, does that really matter, YES! Trust me, it's very hard to maintain a relationship with a Woman when you want to server worship and obey her like ishe was a queen. It's really funny, you always hear how Woman want men to pamper them, jump when they say jump etc. But when a Woman gets a guy like that they no longer want it. So, if your not scared to let a man submit to you send me anote and we'll talk.

Something Written By Me.
“Reign in Hell” You won’t see it coming; you won’t feel the fury as I strike you down for the last time. You think that that you can run away and hide but sadly you are mistaken, as I take your life away and watch you die. I’m going to cry unto the heavens for the blood that I have spilt this night. Brutality will be the word of the night and the sun won’t rise for you no more. It’s over my enemy, my love, my friend it’s over. As the last breath flows out of your useless body I will fall onto my knees and feel my work complete. The beast within has been let out and its hunger for blood has become unquenchable, this is the beginning blood will flow and rise into the heavens itself. In one single moment your life ends at the power of my hands. A life so unworthy, so wasted, as yours deserves to be taken away and my mission is clear to rid the world of your kind you selfish mother fuckers. In my mind this is all a simple plan being carrier out full force. Your loved ones

I ♥ My Friends!!
THIS IS PIMPOUT #3 FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HARDLY EVER GET PIMPED. THESE ARE SOME AWESOME PEOPLE SO PLEASE MAKE SURE TO STOP BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE.I KNOW ITS LONG BUT PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO GO ALL THE WAY THRU, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE IN IT. ·· . .JÇ. .·· . .Ð£§ Promotions Manager åñd ÐJ £ÁÐ¥ £ÚM¶§. .··Õwñê® øƒ Ð£§ Â$$håt Ë£ÏmÏñåtÏøñ Ïñ©@ fubar ~ItsUrAngel~@ fubar «§tevens³»~Fubar Bouncer/Lounge Expert@ fubar ♥Licia™ ♥@Too RaW~Flaw's babygirl@ fubar

My Pimp Out From Mish
Hi everyone I'd like to introduce to Di aka PinkLady, my best fu-friend ;o) Her link .. ~PiNkLaDy ThE oRiGiNaL~ She is on her way to being the very next British Godmother, so can you please go show her some fu-love and help her level? She needs 230,073 Points to go! Please rate, fan and add her too if she's not already on your list, shes a great friend to have. Don't forget to tell her that Mish sent you too. This pimpout was brought to you by .. ¢¾ MishNumber1 ¢¾ Please repost so others can meet and help her as well ;o) Thanks so much for all your help ;o) Have a great day Michelle xoxox (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ¢¾ W.I.S.E U.K Friends Owner ¢¾ S*U*P & Club FAR' on '2008-01-24 06:22:04')

Vip/1,000,000 Fubucks
I've entered into a giveaway for a 1 month VIP and all I need is 10,000 comments! (Rates DO NOT COUNT) I would really appreciate any and all help at this! Also Add/Fan/Rate the host plz! 'I only need 10,000 comments for a one month VIP' @ fubar I'm also looking for someone to be my Valentine ;) So who want's to buy me hearts? Create cool Profile Comments

Dreamin Of You.........
JUST SITTIN HERE REMEMBERING THE TIMES WE SHARED, HOW MUCH FUN WE HAD IN THE COMPANY OF EACH OTHER RATHER IT BE NEAR FROM AFAR.THINKING ABOUT THE WAY I GOT BUTTERFLIES EVERYTIME I HEARD YOUR SEXY VOICE.OR HOW I WOULD BE NERVOUS WHEN YOU HELD ME CLOSE. NOW I'M REMEMBERING WHY I LOVED YOU THE MOST. LOVE THE WAY YOU MADE ME SMILE,I HAVEN'T FELT THAT WAY IN AWHILE. WONDERING WHY YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY MAYBE I WILL KNOW THE ANSWER ONE DAY. BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL CONTINUE TO REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE ME FEEL,FOR ONCE IT MY LIFE SOMETHING ACTUALLY FELT REAL.YOU TOUCHED ME DEEP-RIGHT DOWN TO MY SOUL...NOW WHEN WE SPEAK YOUR WORDS ARE SO COLD. BUT THE SPELL HAS NOT BEEN RELEASED AND MY HEART IS STILL WITH YOU-SO FOR NOW I WILL JUST KEEP.....

Nsfw Galleries, And Other Crap That Pisses Me Off!
okay so this is pretty much a rant about a couple of different things... 1)what the hell is the point of females putting NSFW pics that say either "do not ask to see" if you dont want guys to ask, dont put those kinds of pics up! 2)telling guys if they wanna see your pics they have to buy you either a vip membership, or blasts. I know personally I will never use my own money to buy something of that sort. It's kinda like paying for sex. and if you guys pay for that, than that is pretty sad... 3)i am probably one of the only ppl who reads the "about me" part of a user's page and when you say you like to talk to and meet new ppl and then i send you a message in either your shout box or send you a message via your mail box, and you don't respond what is the point of saying that shit in your profile... sorry for the rant these things have just been bugging me for a while so i thought that i would finally say something about it...

Kaos
My girlfriend is having mental problem and she thinks that no one understands her. I understand and she doesn't understand that I understand. Anyway apparently while I was asleep tonight someone had to take a knife to her throat after she blackedout. Because her dad was bitchin about bills. Well, she is fine for now her mom stopped herfrom actually doing it. Thank God she is okay. If something would've happened to her he would have been dead in like 2.5 sec cause I would have personally killed him.

Some Good News And Other Updates
They moved Kiley back up to the pediatric epilepsy from ICU tonight. She is still going good with no seizures. Thank you to all that have been praying and for your continued prayers because she's still not out of the woods yet but at least there is more light in this part of the woods! Plus my sister isn't as down as she has been this break Kylie's getting has been really good for Mandy too. Sarah still isn't doing well please keep praying she is really weak right now and needs God's strength right now to help her keep fighting. Also please add Erica to your prayers she's my best friend's cousin and they found tumors in her uterus and are still waiting for the test resluts back on them.

Kneel And Desire...
In her mind she had found the one and true man that takes you to the moon and back and then some. She felt very invigorated by the fact that she could serve her Master and he rewards them for doing so... he does the same in return. She felt a connection between the two. But then a thought came to her... she loved being a servant... a slave... so much so that she could see things happening with her master... and the levels that they could and would reach. She thought. If for just one moment to be able to come before her Master and say just four little words.. love me ...want me... need me... She could only live one day at a time with him, so there is a way to keep his attention but She was very lucky she thought... She made a choice right then and there... it was a n honor to just be able to be in his presents and serve him. But in the back of her mind ... she had the thought of her being loved... wanted ... needed.. and loved. Suddenly he walked into the roo

Pearanormal State.
This weeks case involves a woman that heard strange noises, grones and what not, and her daughter was attacked. THe daughter, Kate, Was attacked agin the mornign before the team arived. Kate had only seen it out of the corner of her eye and she never sees it as a human, it is some kind of creature. Her bestfriend saw it full on. The land was baught form native americans, and a native sprit gide says the land is unhappy. The phyice says it loves the reaction it is getting from Kate. Thay did get rid of what was in the house but there is still something on the land.

Why Is It...
That nobody feels the urge to tell the truth any more, and when they're caught in a lie there's always a good reason or an excuse? That nobody thinks before opening their mouth anymore? That the word "love" is becoming an expression like "hello" or "goodbye" or "have a nice day" instead of having a true meaning all of its own? That everybody claims that the happiness and well being of their family and friends are what's most important to them when the truth is that their true number one is them-self? That wanting someone to live the life they know they deserve instead of taking the fast way out is wrong? That I'll lose sleep over something as silly as this blog post, not expecting anything in return? Why is that?

I Want To Know U...
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in

What To Do When Your Mind Wonders?
What to do when your mind wonders and get you introuble? I have a bad habbit of letting my mind wonder and get me in trouble. I dont want it to but it happens. I have to find a way to keep my mind oppoucred. Antone have any ideas. I know what I wanna do but I cant and that sucks.

Friend In Prison
OK i'm gonna use this space to give my friend in avenol some love and see if i can get any of you hotties to write him. he's down for a minute and doesn't have alot of girls to write him and when you are in the pen its always great to have some females to penpal with so if any of you great girls would like to write him here's his name and addy..... John Tapia K24316 (250-118up) P.O.Box 9 avenol ca 93204 he's a really great guy and i would be nice of you to drop him a line

Naughty Quiz
Are you a virgin? (If yes, you're not going to get much out of this).: NO. How old were you when you lost your virginity?: 18. What is your sexual orientation?: BI SEXUAL. Have you ever done anything sexually with someone of the same sex?: YES. Would you?: HELL YES. Would you ever have a threesome?: YES. With someone of the same sex?: YES. When was the last time you had sex?: LOL, HMMM... Have you ever had cyber/phone sex?: YES. Would you ever pay for sex?: FUCK NO. Would you ever have sex for money?: FUCK NO. Have you ever been forced to do something you didn't want to?: NOPE. Would you ever have sex with the person who posted this before you?: I DONT KNOW WHO POSTED THIS, LOL. How many people have you kissed?: HAHAHAHAHA. What do you consider your best physical feature?: MY EYES, ASS, AND BOOBIES! What is your best sex skill?: MMMM, WOULDNT U LIKE TO KNOW, LMAO!!!! What is your favorite position?: DOGGY. What is the

Changes In The Air...
So. I'm thinking of getting my hair dyed and getting a nose piercing! Nothing huge...just a stud on the left side. I've been debating both the hair and the piercing for a bit now and I think I'm actually going to make it happen in the next week or so. I'm feeling black and blonde streaks for the hair, maybe a bit of a different style, more poofy... I just need some change. Feel free to share your thoughts on this pressing matter :P

16 Thoughts
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2.. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved and never will achieve its full potential, that word would be 'meetings.' 3. There is a very fine line between 'hobby' and 'mental illness.' 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment. 11. There comes a time when you should stop expecting

Rotten Day!
I thought things were finally getting on track for me, then I went to class this morning. I should've known when I left work for class and 5 miles down the road it was POURING snow!!! Of course, my luck ran out and halfway there I had a wreck. Not ju a wreck... but one that is my fault. Thank goodness neither of us were hurt, but waiting on the OSP to get there and file the report felt like it took forever. And that made me late. And of course I couldn't reach my instructor. And of course my car looks awful (thankdfully it's still driveable). And of course it put a damper on my whole day!!! I haven't had a wreck since 1987!!! This totally SUCKS!!!! Oh well...I'm glad it wasn't any worse than it was. Thanks for putting up with my rant.

Jay Leno's Wisdom
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four

Feeling Down?
With people’s desire for tranquility and stress relief stronger than ever, fresh research takes an insightful look at flowers and the important role they may play in our daily lives. A behavioral research study conducted by Nancy Etcoff, Ph.D., of Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School, reveals that people feel more compassionate toward others, have less worry and anxiety, and feel less depressed when fresh cut flowers are present in the home. “Other research has proven that flowers make people happy when they receive them,” Etcoff says. “What we didn’t know is that spending a few days with flowers in the home can affect a wide variety of feelings.” The Home Ecology of Flowers Study at Harvard uncovered three main findings: Flowers feed compassion. Study participants who lived with fresh cut flowers for less than a week felt an increase in feelings of compassion and kindness for others. Flowers chase away anxieties, worries and the blues at home.

The Nu Xtream Soap Box - Show 5 Part 1 ... Soon To Be The Next Best Thing...
Take the Nu Xtream Challenge and Check Out this Video... if you like it and it make you Laugh or Smile then pass it to at lest one friend to view just like you got to.... The Nu Xtream Soap Box Episode 5 Part 1Add to My Profile | More Videos At the end it said look for #4 part 2... it should be #5 part 2... how ever i have not finshed editing part 2 yet.

Poem
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane I would walk right up tp Heaven and bring you back again No farewell words were spoken no time to say "goodbye" you were gone before I knew it and only God knows why My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow what it meant to love you no one can ever know But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more to remember all the happy times life still has in store Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today a hollowed place within my heart is where you will always stay

01-24-08 (hospital)
Sorry for not being able to get you a comment today. I knew that Thursday was going to be sad, being my sister was returning to Vegas ... Turned out even worse than I thought. My oldest sister ended being rushed to the hospital and had to have an emergency pacemaker put in around 6am So we all ended up saying our good-byes to Gena while more worried about my oldest sister Becky NOT saying good-bye to this life! Been chaotic week, but Gena called and made it back home all right -- and Becky's stable. Feels as if someone ripped the proverbial rug from under my feet as I'm exhausted with everything that's happen in the last few days.

Just Written On Jan. 13, 2007
Just leave, Just forget about me. Just go on living, Just go on believing That you did nothing wrong, And I'll keep on believing I don't belong. Just stop all hope, Soon I'll learn to cope. Just stop loving me, Just keep on knowing we'll never be. Just move on, Just stay gone.. Just let me be, And we will see, Just what you will mean to me.

Try Your Luck At Winning A Free Date With Free!!!!
Free Date With Free 2008Add to My Profile | More VideosWin a Free Date With Free. Enter to Win by sending and E-Mail to freedatewithfree@gmail . com send your Name, Birthday, and the crazy thing you would do to win this date. Enter between Jan 29, 2008 to Feb 28, 2008. Winner will be contacted on March 5, 2008. Date will take place on March 7, 2008 Mini-Golf, Dinner at Brew Moon, and Going to First Friday at Downtown Honolulu. Must be a Hawaii Resident to Enter

This Is Me Written On Jan. 10, 2007
This is me if you don't like me that's on you. This is me I won't change for anyone. This is me and all I can be. This is me, you don't like it you ain't gotta look at me. This is me take me as I am. This is me and my broken heart. You want me then this is me. This is me, I am not perfect but I am me.

Dragonforce- My Spirit Will Go On
Dragonforce Videos | Availability Calendar | Seattle MLS Life is a misery, don't know how it's come to be Death, the epitome of all of our days In the past we had no choice to hear or to be the voice Close your eyes and visualize the demon to arise You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be And now that misery has taken a new stand In the land of a thousand souls we will carry on through the rain In the sun we will move along with the memories of the slain When I see this humanity and the evil that they have come to be We've come to the point of no return and you beg for just... One more time to escape from all this madness One more time to be set free from all this sadness And one last time to be the one who understands My soul and my spirit will go on, for all of eternity Foreign the currency, your payment in blood to be Death is the destiny for all of our ways In the dark you hide away for who or what you can't say When I see the power of the demon c

Tables Have Turned Written On Dec. 25, 2006
Days come and go and I sit and think about ways to torture you. You have no idea what i have in mind. I'm coming for you. I won't rest until I have your soul. You are going to die. Just the thought of you screaming in pain with fear in your eyes brings joy to my life. Scream all you want your lifeless body is what I will flaunt you can run but you can't hide. Come on let's go for a ride. I will enjoy to see you cry. This is no dream, this is real, no joke. My first cut will be simple I'll aim for your throat, but it won't be deep I want to watch you bleed. One by one I will snip your fingers with dul scissors. You can't take the pain your body starts to shiver. We're almost there we are close to the river. I'll stop and leave you here to recover you are too far away from home no one will find you not even your mother. no one will ever know that you are gone there will be no worries no concerns. Hell is where you will remain, where you will rot and burn I'll tie you up tight and firm. T

All Of This 'rate Me' Stuff
ok, so people here are primarily interested in showing up on a person's page and saying oh hi.. and rate, fan, me blah me and yada yada me such crapola... what kind of site is this? is this a video game or a social enviroment? fan me rate me? yeah hello to you too

It's Over Written On April 26, 2006
Take the time to breathe Just walk away and leave. Bringing it back how it used to be. Watching the mirror break and shatter. Changing a life is never a mistake. She will be the one you will love to hate. Nothing will be in her way she got faith. she will be here. no one will come near Her heart is strong and in time it will be bolder until then it's over. Written by: Melissa Fernandez

The One We Lost
The day we met was on a day that was a special day. From that day on you became my best friend not knowing my name you wished me a Happy Birthday. That meant a whole lot to me. You made me laugh on this day. We had so many things in common. We were two peas in a pod. On October 22, 2006 I remember hearing your voice when we said goodbye. I felt the world crash down on me. I knew something was wrong. The phone call I got the morning after filled the room with tears and sobs your tragic death brought the "Trailer Park Family" closer together. "Boo" we miss you so much. In Memory of Brandon Earl "Boo" Knowles Feb. 16, 1985-Oct. 22, 2006 May you Rest In Piece

Freshman Written On Oct. 9, 2006
Little freshman who think they bad, Trying to beat up seniors it's really sad. It's the other way around we'll be kicking their ass, Try it Bitch I'm on a rampage I'll see you after class. Now who do you think is bad turn that frown upside down and pretend to like me. What? You think I'm clowning around. Get out of my face, I'll put you in your place. Get out of the way you ain't shit. We run this Bitch!! Written when I was a senior in high school and couldn't stand the freshman class lol

Every Second Counts Written On Jan. 18, 2006
for everyday I don't see you I remember the last second I seen you for everyday I miss having you here I remember the last second you were here for everyday I miss your smile I remember I'll see you soon and I'll treasure every second of it I'll enjoy every second of your smile and every second you make me laugh I'll enjoy every second of our kiss because Every Second Counts Written by: Leslie Brooks Dedicated to everyone who has a significant other in the military and overseas

"it Couldn"t Be Me"
Death surrounds me always, A day doesn't go by when I don't cry; Everyone around me starts to decompose. I drink the alcohol to help me think, I smoked the weed to help woth the pain; I popped the pill to disappear. I took the knief to help forget, forever. The pain is so, strong it does not belong, Not in this world not anywhere; No one can be ashamed of me, The thought of death frees me; But, I sit and watch everyone else; They go so, fast it's like a rollercoaster. It gets my mind moving to speeds unknown, The things I can see sometimes scare me; Now, I stare at the needle I behold, It's not a game but, it could mean fame. No more pain as death starts to drown my soul. I have no more control, The needle has taken it's toll!

You Know You Are A "swinger" If.....
1. You are wearing wristbands in most of your vacation photos. 2. Half of the numbers on your cellphone are listed only by screen names. 3. You are running out of reasons to tell your coworkers why you can't go out with them this weekend. 4. You have over 100,000 frequent flyer miles on Air Jamaica. 5. You know most of your friends' names only as couples (Rich and Joy, Frank and Jen) but you don't know their last names. 6. You go to a convention with three huge suitcases, yet are wearing the same outfit when you return as you did when you left. 7. You had already seen pictures of your friends naked before you ever met them in person. 8. You position the computer screen in your home office in such a way that your children can't possibly sneak up on you. 9. You can't remember the last time you had pubic hair. 10. Before traveling somewhere on business or to visit relatives you look up couples in the area. 11. You worry about explaining to the neighbors why 1

"pain At Hand"
This is the end of all that I am, The pain witheld inside, I tend to hide; Not knowing what could be of anything. I can't keep myself from feeling this pain, The thoughts I put in my head; Painless without them. I can't help but, make myself feel unwanted, Why must they do it to me? I let them walk all over me, I suffocate myself with pain; I drown myself with sorrow. I plant the seed of anger inside of me, Which grows in to the unknown; Anger from my pitiful life. The anger wants to come out, But I hold in with the thought of hurt; The hurt towards others. Nomatter who hurts me, I keep myself from hurting them; My pain built up for years and years to come.

"safe & Sound"
I have waited and waited to see you again, Wondering everyday if you would come home okay; Now, you're home and the worry is gone. But, when I see you I have nothing to say, I missed you so, much; I'm just glad to see you home. Safe & Sound! Watching the news while you were gone made my heart feel so,much pain, Wondering if you were hurt, But, now you're home; Safe & Sound! Our Marine who fought for us, You did your deed; Now you're home, Safe & Sound! We are so very PROUD

Confused Hearts Written On Dec. 16, 2002
you say you love me but you think of her. I am confused. Don't play mind games with me. you say I'm all you ever wanted but you wish to be with her. you say I'm your wife but you want to marry her. I am wasting my time. It's time to say goodbye. Written by: Melissa Fernandez

"a Feens Dream"
Death is stocking my soul, In the hole of my soul; Death starts to take it's toll. It's in control. Inside my body holds evil, I injected the evil with a needle; Some say I'm a feen. But, in my world it's all a dream, I see dancing demons wearing red; All over my bed. Now, I start to realize I'm dead, My body alive on the outside; My soul is in control on the inside. By the injection of my needle, That comes from the outside; So, out comes my evil. That was injected with my needle, Only I can see what is; Many things are happening all at once. Oh, here come the demonds, Oh,god my god help,help I'm dying; But, no one hears me. OVERDOSE!

A Memory Written On Sept. 14, 2006
Lie to me, Tell me we'll always be. Together we can do anything, Your touches and kisses make my heart sing. Your smile makes my heart skip a beat, When you look at me that way my heart drops to my feet. Without you I am nothing, Remember that you gave me that ring. You promised me once that you'd never leave, You really did deceive. How could you do this? You left me with nothing but a memory of our last kiss.

What Do You Do?
What do you do when you have a friend that needs help, but there isn't anything you can do about it? I know that I should try my hardest to help them to the best of my ability, but I don't know what I can do! It's nothing that I can really help with. I want to help, but how am I supposed to do that when I have other things that I have to worry about? Getagrrr!

Cherrypopped 2
THIS IS THE REAL DEAL...ONE OF THE REALEST CHICKS I KNOW. IF YOU DON'T HAVE HER AS A FRIEND YOU SHOULD. YOU WON'T REGRET IT. LET'S SHOW HER SOME LOVE!! Cherrypopped 2:~ Amitekyuman ~ Return of Desire@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ¤£a$Ŧ ♠ oƒ Å ♠ D¥in ßŖΞΞd¤ ÅĶÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ β*ŦÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar

Rock The Boat.
Come To The Place Where Everyone Is Dying To Get In Slasher's Slayground!! Where Everyone Is Living It Up Like The Living Dead. So What Are You Waiting For Get In Here And Rock Out With The Awesome Dead Crew!!

Nsfw Pics Very Important Please Read!
ATTENTION FRIENDS AND FANS(FAMILY THIS DOESN'T APPLY TO YOU): MY NSFW PICS ARE NO LONGER GOING TO BE ABLE TO BE VIEWED BY EVERYONE. ONLY PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY WILL HAVE A CHANCE TO VIEW THEM. THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN VIEW MY NSFW PICS IS TO: 1 DAY ACCESS: EITHER A ONE DAY BLAST, RANDOM BLING, OR 50,000 FUBUCKS 7 DAY ACCESS: EITHER A 7 DAY BLAST,BLING PACK, RANDOM BLING WORTH MORE THEN 5 CREDITS, OR 750,000 FUBUCKS 30 DAY ACCESS: EITHER A 30 DAY BLAST, 25 CREDIT BLING PACK, ANY VIP GIFT, HAPPY HOUR, AUTO 11'S BLING, OR 3,000,000 FUBUCKS I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE SENDING ME SHOUTS AND BEING PERVERTED AND SINCE THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I AM GOING TO STOP THIS THEN SO BE IT. FAMILY YOUR FAMILY FOR A REASON DON'T ABUSE IT. AS FOR FRIENDS AND FANS WELL IF YOU WANT TO BE IN MY FAMILY THEN ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS ONE OF THE FOLLOWING ABOVE OR JUST TALK TO ME AND BECOME BETTER FRIENDS AND EARN YOUR TRUST. SORRY IT HAS TO BE THIS WAY BUT THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS ALL. THIS

Federal Reserve Fraud – What Our Government Does Not Want You To Know!
Money as Debt Paul Grignon's 47-minute animated presentation of "Money as Debt" tells in very simple and effective graphic terms what money is and how it ... all is being created. It is an entertaining way to get the message out. The Cowichan Citizens Coalition and its "Duncan Initiative" received high praise from those who previewed it. I recommend it as a painless but hard-hitting educational tool and encourage the widest distribution and use by all groups concerned with the present unsustainable monetary system in Canada and the United States. Monopoly Money (Federal Reserve Fraud) The Federal Reserve, or the Fed as it is lovingly called, may be one of the most mysterious entities in modern American government. ... Created during Wilson's presidency to protect the economy in times of financial turmoil, its real business remains to be discovered. During the Wilson presidency, the U.S. government sanctions the creation of the Federal Reserve. Thought by many to be

Darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DARKNESS!!!!!!!!! THE DARKNESS HAS SET INTO MY HEART COLD & BITTER THAT IT IS..DARKNESS IN MY HEART THAT IT IS SO COLD IN BITTER THAT IT IS,GOING THROUGH MY WHOLE BODY THAT IT IS GROWING OVER MY EYE'S FOR ME NOT 2 B ABLE TO SEE MY WAY THROUGH LIFE ANYMORE..I DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY TO TURN OR WHICH WAY TO GO ANYMORE.. I TRY TO FIND MY WAY BACK BUT THE DARKNESS HAS SET IN..MY BREATH IS SO COLD & MY HEART IS SO COLD NOW THAT MY PULSE IS SLOWING DOWN..DEAR LORD PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK SO THIS DARKNESS DOSEN'T KILL ME..PLEASE LORD HELP ME PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK...BUT IT'S TO LATE THE DARKNESS HAS SET IN & MY PULSE IS SLOWLY FADEING, FADEING AWAY & NOW I'M GONE... THIS IS BYE ME JASON B. 1/24/2008

Back To Back Happy Hours!
^Sin^ and MrMischief are having back to back happy hours! Friday at 11 AM Fubar Time, ^Sin^ is hosting a happy hour! ^sin^-enforcer @ the playpen@ fubar Friday at 12 PM Fubar Time, MrMischief is hosting a happy hour! MR.MISCHIEF*^SINS^ FU-HUSBAND@ fubar Click on their profiles and show them lots of love during their happy hours! This Happy Hour Announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter ~ SgtRaider's Bad Girl/Sisters 4 Life/FuOwned by ^Sin^@ fubar

New Rambo Movie
I just finished watching the new Rambo movie. Although it is a relatively short movie,( 87 minutes to be exact. ) There is plenty of action for any Rambo fan. It is even more graphic then even the Saw movies. For people who thought Stallone was getting to old to play one of his most famous roles. It does not disappoint the avid Rambo fan.

Don't Let Me Die Still Wondering
I walk these streets where my soulless feet Haunt the ground where it was I once tread On Grafton's Arcade pours the rich commerce rain Though the voices I no longer hear speak Heaven's to blame so on that I'll abstain Best clean the church from my cracked fingernail But don't let me die still wondering What it was I left behind From God's golden plate begrudgers they eat Till their belly's burst ignorance bliss Never they roam a wanderless home Is as far as their sorry eye sees Give me a rusty ol' goat well trampled and soaked Until these ashes and blood mingle deep But don't let me die still wondering What it was I left behind Though I've been that face before Slammed every open door Squandered once scattered beliefs So when the waves come crashin' in I'll swim as the ocean swims Out with the morning tide Then back for my tea So I'll do as I please like the well-tempered breeze Blowin' which way I see fit I'll grey with the clay seven days till the day

Say What!? Lol
Did I like nut another to it send retard a like this reading time sweet your took you since. (SCROLL DOWN) > > > > > > >> > > >> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >> > "> > > > > >> > > > > > > > LOL NOW READ IT BACKWARDS! :P

Pretty Ricky-get You Wet
Bet if i suck on dat pussy dat'll get you wet An rub my hand on dat clit dat'll get you wet And rub my tounge down ya neck dat'll get you wet bet if i suck on dem tities bet dat'll get you wet I wanna lick you up(baby) I wanna lick you down(baby) I wanna make you scream(baby) I wanna make you shout(baby) I wanna put it in yo guts(baby) I wanna make you nut(baby) cuz all i wanna do is, cuz all i wanna do is dont wanna fuck up ya panties you betta take em off finna play wit dat pussy till i get ya moist, I cant fuck ya when ya dry cuz dat'll turn me off if i can smell it den baby i dont put it in my mouth i wanna suck on dem tities cuz dey look soft, n do me a favor an keep ya legs uncrossed so i can lay on ya dick out boxers off got ya bitin on ya lip cause ya cant talk, and after i give you dis dick i bet i'll change ya walk an ima play wit ya clique want you ta pull it out get ya wet first den fuck ya to akoma long as ya pussy stay wet i can fuck ya how i wanna

Aww... Isn't It So True Or At Least Relatable And Sad
To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other g

~breakfast In Bed~
It's a quiet night and you can hear the crickets chirping. I'm sitting on my bed in my white see through button down top exposing a glimpse of my breasts and my Grey push-up bra, and my short shorts and my green satin thong the hugged me in the right ways, wrapped in a throw to keep warm since not much is on me. My hair is pulled back into a ponytail and I have some bangs dangling down. I am watching some television when I hear the doorbell ring. I walk up slowly to the door not knowing whom to expect because it is 1:00 a.m. I look through the hole to see who it is and I open it to find the most gorgeous guy staring back at me. He was wearing this tight fitted shirt that showed his abs and said a catch phrase on it and some pants that looked so good on him with this spiked belt.. His hair was short and spiked with blu tips and he had a soft, soft tan skin tone on him. His beautiful big green eyes stared back at me while my blue eyes were dazzling into his. He a

~pure Pleasure~
I woke up this morning and reached for you.. you were not there so I went back to sleep and dreamt you were... I love waking up entwined in your arms... and so in my dreams I did... wake up in your arms... my head was on your chest as usual and I reached out and traced your nipple sensually with my tongue... you stirred gently and made a slight moaning noise... good, I have his attention I thought, as I reached down and cupped your balls and gave them a slight squeeze... sliding my hand up slowly up to your flaccid cock... it immediately recognized my touch and stirred... I carefully slid my palm under it and let it stretch out in my hand.... gently I lifted it as if weighing it... weighing my options is more like it... my mouth is now salivating and I am trying to decide what I want to do to you first... I lean over and kiss you on the forehead and whisper I love you in your ear... you smile... I get a mischievous grin on my face and giggle.... I lift the cover

Rugs And Squirrels
Ever wonder how many squirrels would it take to lift you off the ground? And I dont mean big super hero squirrels. Those just dont count! Also why do people need rugs and if they do need them how many do they need? Whatever that number is (of the necessary rugs) Is it really a good number or is it too many rugs in the life of a person?

Re: Corporate Media Ignores Ron Paul's Second Place In Louisiana
RE: Corporate Media Ignores Ron Paul's Second Place In Louisiana ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Jan 2008, 21:04 Corporate Media Ignores Ron Paul's Second Place In Louisiana Presidential candidate Ron Paul has finished second in yet another state caucus this week yet there has barely been a murmur from the mainstream media once again. http://infowars.net/articles/january2008/240108Louisiana_ignored.htm

I Thought I Just Put A Subject... O.o
Well, first off... I would like to take the time to inform you that I am, and in the future WILL, delete anyone off of my friends list that has an exhorbitant amount of people on their friends list. Why? I hate those "compulsive people collectors"... And, I'm a free man, so I can do as I please. Don't like it? Sucks to be you then. (This goes for the exception of people ACTUALLY TALKING to me.) If you actually talk to me often, I'll keep you. AND, Don't call me "Jug", Or "Jugga". PLEASE?! The name is James. Refer to me as such. Thank you for wasting 20 seconds of your life reading this. =) Makes me feel appreciated.

Life As We Know It
ok so... i have no job right now and havent in the past 4 months because the bitch at my last job said that i wasnt doing what i was supposed to be... and that has made my life a living hell since she fired me... i lost my car.. i have no money... and now for the first time since i was 15 i have to rely on others to help me... and the ironic thing is the ones that i have to rely on i have helped so much through the years and they complain and bitch about having to help me... knowing that i dont want their fucking help i would much rather just do things for myself... and on top of it all i cant seem to find anyone that would want to be with me... a couple that showed a lil promise are now either with other ppl or just ignoring me for some reason...im really starting to feel worthless... i have nothing and i really dont see any point in my life right now...im really starting to understand why ppl commit suicide.. although i feel i amd stronger than that and i could never do that to my fa

Releasing Splinters
You can keep pushing me down, but all I'm going to do is brush that dirt off and keep standing and get stronger. Nothing you say really suprises me. I've been through almost all you can put me through. I know you think you can blind me with the mud, but it'll wash off as soon as it rains.

Waiting To Be Someone's Everything
I want to be someone's everything.. It's hard for me to sit here and wait for that special someone and just talk about it. There are so many guys out there. But it's not like going to the store and pulling something off the shelf. There's too many fine prints what guys are looking for now days. Too many standards too many googley eyes lookin for big breasted women or straight teeth. Ya know what I don't qualify in either of those. Matter fact I don't even want a guy in my life that cares for that crap. Just want the guy to care for me and my kid. Take my life as is into their arms, love me conditionally like it should. Not all women bite ya know! Guess I'm just thinkin out loud too much.

I Give Up.
I understand I really do now. It seems that people use this site to be a jackass since apparently that is all some people know how to do on this site. BE A JACKASS. I have tried and tried to teach those that would listen what I know. I may be young but I know a far bit more than most people twice as old as I am. This site proves that. 40 year old men and women on this site acting like children and harshly judging people just becuz they violently disagree with a statement or cuz they just want to be ignorant fuckheads and just cause drama. It isn't worth it. DRAMA is for LOSERS who DONT have a life. For people who constantly only think about themselves. They live in a sorry existence and should be dealt with. How? Well, I will just let your mind wander on that one. I don't know what you believe you people think you are doing on this site. You exercise your right to freedom of speech without regard to the consequences of that speech. Well, I guess when you sit on

Orange Peel Fight!
Today was a nice day outside so I went out there with my daughter. Peeled an orange threw them in the yard. Made sure Nichole picked some up and I did as well. Then there were flying peels all over the yard. Hitting each other with the peels on the head or on our belly it didn't matter long as it hit. That was a great game wish I had a video to show everyone it was fun and a laugh and a half. Nichole loved it considering I was doing most of the chasing in the yard. I about fell over the grass a few times running after her so close.

Yup, I'm Back N So R My Rantings!!!
Well, it's official. I'm back n bloggin!!! Most of u are old friends on my list, some r real life friends who never knew me on CT before (Lost Cherry was the original name, then it changed to Cherry Tap, where FUBAR came from is beyond me, but hey.........) Anyway, I'm constantly bloggin n bitchin, but tonight, I had this CRAZY conversation on yahoo. Ya'll know what I do with these guys, so, instead of really bloggin about it n bitchin, I'm just gonna copy n paste!!! Hell, I'm not blockin out names either anymore, fuck privacy. If ya wanna clown n sound ig'nant, then by all means, lemme help ya silly ass out!!! Well, enjoy. Feel free to speak ur mind with a comment. U KNOW I LOVE MY COMMENTS!!! Much Love! whi_guy: hello, please pardon the interruption, just wanted to say you are georgeous..... if you don't mind a white guy saying so.... thanks, Brad 48 thkwhytgrl: thanks....but how do u know this?? whi_guy: your profile pic.... whi_guy: like a blond gretchen wilson

Fantasy
Fantasy All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

A Year Of Tears
subject: A Year of Tears post date: 2007-12-15 04:49:18 views: 62 comments: 4 ratings: 0 Foreword: I posted this a week or so ago on my MySpace blog but ended up taking it down because it was largely misunderstood and harshly criticized by a few. This is actually a type of poem/writing that I began over a year and a half ago. I found it a couple weeks ago and decided to finish it. Please know that it is not about anyone in particular and is not even necessarily about what is going on with me right now, but rather an expression of feelings and experiences, some real, some imagined. I hope many people can understand or relate to what is expressed. If you don't get anything out of it, I'm sorry but please don't judge. This is not about "me", it's about hurting, healing, and learning to love again. So once, again, I'm going to try to share this and hope someone, somewhere, gets it. Dig it or don't. A Year of Tears It's been a rough year. I lived, I loved, I lea

Hmmm Wax?
I was on the phone then all the sudden I smell something. Could it be wax? I don't know so I went over to my candles nothing smelled like it. But it smelled like those wax lips in the air very strong. I keep smelling around and freaking out cause I don't know where the smell is coming from. So I start smelling my hair. No that's not it what can it be? Hmm starting to get stronger as I walk around where is it? Nowhere to be found yet. I walk outside with the scent in my nose I still smell it. I smell my fingers, for some reason it's there for a split second. Then it goes away I walk back inside there's the smell again I look around and finally spot it. Guess what it is... You'll never guess I bet ya! It was IcyHot. I know that's just weird but when you grow up with smelling wax lips from the candy truck you'll notice more.

Violated
Keep flapping those loose jaws No one listens It only makes you weaker to those who see it Cruel bully Ignorant fool You, the Fanged Beast Attacking me at the jugular Ripping me to shreds Go away I hope a hunter catches you, mutilates you Run and hide, little creature That's all you can do now One word And you'll be a wretched, Hairy carcass You've violated me, you've won Cease to exist, Pathetic fool

Clash Of Swords
Even as I lie here Bound, I know you, My Captor, I know your scarlet skin Better than my own blue: Every scar, blemish, flaw You may have my body Simple flesh, canvas, nothing more Your desire not within your reach Consumed, my heart, in shell, Protected, withdrawn, isolated, fragile My mind, the toy Your child inside cannot play with So you desire the blood Bursting veins Take your fill I will annihilate you once these chains are broken I will never beg I will never stop fighting

Could You Be The One
Could You Be The One For Me? Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind

Esbat/moon-worship
arms raised to the sky fingers grazing the stars magick surging a tornado a torrent of heat as the bonfire blazes a sheet of flame before me it guides the energy out of my body blasting from my fingers into the universe

Help Me Get My Hh Plz
I Could really use the help people plz. I have been trying for 4 months to get this HH and instead of working on it i have helped everyone who has asked for help. Come on give me a hand. is still need 34K in comments. come on and show me some love back... for all of those that have been helping me thank you so much love you very much.

Plumb-damage
Dreaming comes so easily 'Cause it's all that I've known True love is a fairy tale I'm damaged, so how would I know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm ashamed And I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Will anyone get close to me? I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know There's mending for my soul An ending to this fear Forgiveness for a man who was stronger I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

Tribute To Wannabe Player
i want to hate you I want to rip your cold heart From your chest Just to show you how black it is I don't know what happened Or why you insist on tearing me apart I tried to show you what love is I tried to be comfortable with your lifestyle I can't shake the feeling You've lied to me this whole time I trusted you and thought you really loved me I came out of the emotional barriers for you And you broke me in half I hope you're happy with yourself I hope she was worth the pain No amount of I'm sorry will ever Bring me out again.

Plastic
I read your words They are plain to me and lifeless I've studied every stanza carefully They're dull, like the edge of my knife You're a rubber doll You pretend you are everything to everyone Speaking supposedly magnificent phrases When you really say nothing Your impact is so minute Behind your tinted Oaklies Underneath your black, silken skin Lies simplicity, loneliness, fear So you use words to get your way, But like I said, you say nothing Those mumblings in the dark Have no texture...smooth as glass And they are polished like a beautiful jewel They are plastic, they are nothing They are like You.

Violet
Violet, the minister's daughter, Seemed innocent and pure, yet she loved her Games, this child of the night, Who treasured every torturous second of Making her lovers scream; After tying them to the bedpost In her lantern-lit dungeon with thick, Ratted rope and bulging steel chains Her leather-clad body stood before them, Cat-O-Nine-Tails in her hand, striking their Legs sadistically, her grin from ear to ear; She dragged her razor-sharp nails Like ten miniature swords down their Stomachs until deep gashes remained She sponged the sweat off their faces And the blood off their bodies, and Tossed the sponge back into the wash basin Violet would place her lips upon her lovers' Necks as she drank like sweet wine from a Silver chalice.

Naughty Games!
This is called the "NAUGHTY GAME". Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... Mark all dat apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of

High
The first hit Taken in full force Rips through her body Convulsing excessively Writhing, yet laughing Sending her emotions Onto the ultimate Rollercoaster ride Her best high Came not from A puff of smoke Or liquid injection But from living life In the chemical generation

Walk With Me
Walk With Me Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Erupt
Erupt A beach covered in thick, grey ash Strewn about, the bodies of Islanders and tourists Their clothes ripped and matted Drenched in blood; their skin Charred Cajun-style, Crispy and black And the vast mountain beyond Exploding a million fireworks, Salivating bright orange magma, Rumbling, as the mount And it's surroundings implode Leaving nothing to exist

Gotta Luv Lil Old Ladies Sometimes...for My Work Friends!
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves, you're going to smile when you think of this: A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. 'Do you know how they make these gloves?' he asked. 'No, I don't,' she replied. 'Well,' he spoofed, 'there's a building in Canada with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size.' She didn't crack a smile. 'Oh, well. I tried,' he thought. But five m inutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. 'What's so funny?' he asked 'I was just envisioning how condoms are made!' Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working

He Calls To Me
He Calls To Me He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear him now. He calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now. He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now. He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling.

The Curse Of The Being A Cancer...
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others. You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. You have a strong need for emotional security and a sense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: your heritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you. Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation. You have powerful emotional attachments to the past, your family, your childhood, those places you associate with safety and security and your beginnings. Maintaining a connection with your roots and heritage and keeping family bonds strong are very important to you. Loyal, devoted, and sentiment

New To This Shit
So yeah have never been to this FUBAR thing and got asked to join so now I am here. Problem is that I have no idea what I am really doing so if anyone has any pointers feel free to stop by and help a sister out! Peace out girl scouts and talk to you later hopefully!

Dream
waking up from a bad dream isnt new to me, but i still dont like it, and still not used to it. Why do i have these dreams? Is that because i think about it? It really bothers me cuz its about what hurts me. I shouldnt let it affect me, but sometimes it reminds me of the pain. How do i move on?

My Love For You
My love for you is deep but I don't know where all to put the feelings I have. Should I hide it in a waterfall where it will drift away in the shallow deep end where it disappears like dust in the wind? I need to know where this is all going. My heart says I'm far away and you're trying to step closer. Things tear us apart so many times but you keep trying to come back and find me again. I am being pulled different ways in life, and I don't know if we'll ever be the same like we were before. I'm happy either way life leads me no matter where you or I go. I will still have love for you even if we're not together.

Tiny Bubbles©
Cool to the lips. It's crisp, clean appearance can mesmerize. Tiny spheres dance throughout, each an explosion of flavor on the palet. To sit and watch them dance upwards, leaving small trails behind, their leaving making new designs behind, never repeating. It seems so strange that if the soil is just right, the weather oh so perfect, the rain fall in proper amount, the juice of the fruit aged to perfection, stored at a temperature with no variance, locked in the dark for years. I find it funny that is was a Franciscan monk that came up with the idea and the process that is still used today. We are all familiar with his name, in fact, his name sake is probably the most famous where this product is concerned. Friar Dom Perignon, is credited with inventing the process for making champagne. Since then Love and romance have never been the same. Something about the smell of country cooking that makes your mouth water. The unique, yet familiar smells can bring back the most vivid of

Sleepless Nights
I toss and turn, with every breath missing you beside me. I think of you constantly, not knowing where you are or what you're thinking. Please come home and lay next to me. The warm kiss, and your gripping arms around me has been replaced with a memory. Nothing more is lonely than these sleepless nights going through my head. I stay awake, waiting at the door thinking you'll be coming home.

Venting
So basically I don't understand guys Whatever happened to forgive and forget I can do it Why cant they? The shit that comes outta my mouth isn't right 100% of the time Just to put it out there And Whats up with the bitch ass comments when I post mumms Who the fuck says I'm a slut One guy girl right here... Fuck this site fucks with my mind lol Now that it's out I can get back to studying

When Lights Go Out
When the lights dim, and you're laying in my arms. I feel at peace knowing you're dreaming in that little head of yours. You soothe me with your eyes closed shut, and your lips quivering from the words you speak in your head. My sweet little angel, I hope you sleep tight when the lights go out at night. I kiss your head, for a reassuring secure place to sleep and dream away.

Not The End
Not The End Drenched in defeat, I just can't win Can you make this rain, rain go away If I just let go-- If I just give in -- Won't have to drown another day Droplets of moments poured into years Each day more trying than the last Burdened by guilt, consumed by fear Shackled by shame and tragic past Tormented by time I see no reason or rhyme For me to stay around Wonder how this world would be Without the likes of me Bringin' it down This is So Hard No one told me this would be So damn hard Such agony I try So Hard This is kiling me But I've come So damn far This is not the end of me The sun will surely rise again It's never let me down The rain is gonna come again But I'm not gonna drown If I keep on marching on my way Into the horizon Every new day starts the same old way The sun is always risin' Every day's a brand new start To live and learn and

Just Wanna Cry
i'm in so much pain right now all i wanna do is cry. my meds aren't helping... i can't seem to stop feeling exhausted... my 4 year old lil girl is constantly climbing on me, kicking me, hitting me, pushing me...and she's literally pushing me over the edge. i'm not sure if i can handle this much more.. i feel like i'm going insane!! it feels like my flesh is being ripped from the bones, like i've been beaten and battered and dragged behind a car for hundreds of miles. i can't get any rest...i try..but it hurts soo bad. i take my ultram and it does absolutely NOTHING.. and on top of that, i woke up this morning with what feels like bronchitis starting in my chest... again... i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up for weeks... can someone please put me in a coma?

Quick Sex
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... But she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, 'I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you.' The girl looked at him and then said, 'NO.' Eddie said, 'I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up.' She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend, She called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, 'Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He wont even be able to get his pants down.' She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, 'What happened?' Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, 'The bastard had all quarters!' Management lesson: Always consider a business proposition in its entirety

Hell Hath Frozen Over
So what's up peoples? Nada here. I'm in Iraq, chillin. For those of you who don't know me, I'm Jonathan and I'm with the 5th Special Forces Group, out of Fort Campbell, Kentucky. I enjoy long talks, romantic walks on the... What the fuck am I saying? No I dont! Hahaha... I'm a cool person to be around, the light of EVERY one's life, my mother's son. For those of you who do know me, WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN??? Its been about 4 months since I blogged, normally its on Yahoo 360 (360.yahoo.com, SN valkyre68) figured I'd give my devoted followers something to read today. Its 4:20 am, (coincidence I swear to God) and all is quiet on the Western Front. It snowed here two weeks ago. I guess it was the first time in 26 years. I bet them insurgents were saying "What the fuck is that shit? Today isn't a good day to fuck with the Americans, Muhammad is pissed." Hahaha... I'm sorry, was that considered offensive content? Oh well. This site is free, no sweat off my back... Shit is mellow

Prvt
(repost of original by '~DJ~CRANK~@~ DIABLO'S DEN~' on '2008-01-23 15:33:16') (repost of original by 'Angel Diablo's Den Greeter' on '2008-01-23 16:21:15') (repost of original by '~DJ~CRANK~@~ DIABLO'S DEN~' on '2008-01-23 18:47:16') (repost of original by 'Angel Diablo's Den Greeter' on '2008-01-23 20:19:43') (repost of original by '♥Scarlet Witch♥DiablosDen†HeadWitch†DiablosHighPriestess8-p' on '2008-01-24 17:45:34') (repost of original by 'ÐJ.ÐÌÅßLØ ☠ Scarlet's best kept secret...☠' on '2008-01-24 17:48:23')

Mediocrity
MEDIOCRITY Here you go rearranging my life Never a care for the feelings inside So much to give if you'd really want it Guess I'm just along for the ride Excellence lost in the mix True quality has no purpose so focused on your "big picture" can't see beneath the surface You've taken all that's good in me in your quest for mediocrity and I don't know how much more I can take Can't you see I'm failing miserably Just the excuse you need for leaving me here Bent so far you know I'm bound to break Is that what you want Harder, faster "Yes, my master" Harder, faster "Yes, my master" I'll do your bidding Just like you knew I would Suffer, defenseless Just like you knew I would Clock keeps ticking Just like you knew it would But all seems so senseless I'd change it if I could So weary and tired, you've made our bed Our broken wings suffice you well Ensuring the status quo Leading us to the dept

Today Lol
well as usual i get to drive all over the damn place yet i always seem to be bored lol i read i watch movies but nothing seems to help one way or the other i end up bored. if i were a scientist i would work on a way to cure boredom lol i know that there is a cure its called sex lol but given my job i cant do that unless i take a woman with me and i dont know of anyone i trust enough to take with me that is single lmao oh well looks like i am just gonna have to deal with it

Take It Away
You say you gave me the world on a string, well take it away.... The stars, the moon, well I never asked for a thing so take 'em away 'Cause the stars don't shine just for you anymore And this smile and this laughter's not for you anymore And if this life is the 'after' take me back to 'before' Just take it away....Take it all... Away. The material things just don't mean anything I wanted love that was true And if you can't provide what my heart needs inside baby, I'm leaving you Don't try to make me feel guilty don't put up a fight makin this feel like a crime Don't you get on your knees beggin' me please Honey, I've done my time You say you gave me a house and a home, well take it away Diamond and pearls, you put me up on a throne well take 'em away Everything that glitters isn't always gold Every fairy tale story has a lesson to be told You know what they say... "be careful what you wish for" I learned that today. These warm, lo

Flutter
subject: Flutter post date: 2008-01-04 18:29:44 views: 27 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This day's been shitty, such a pity I couldn't share it with you I've been missin all your kissin and the things that you do to me Since I woke up, since we broke up I've been doin so much thinkin wanna fly again, try again instead of feelin like I'm sinkin Now I got the note that you wrote It's really got me reelin' Can't believe you called, and said it all Just what I've been feelin' oh what you do to me your love sets me free... My heart goes pitter-patter thump-a-dump flutter you're makin it melt like a warm pat of butter this fever's got me so chilled, I just shudder my tongue gets twisted and my words come out stuttered and I can't get control but I dunno if I wanna if I wanna Gettin crazy, bein lazy, it's all good to me I'll do 'bout anything baby, if you'll do it with me Feelin wild now, like a child now so happy and free and so glad you're back h

Don't You Hate It When
You think you have something good going The person you like tells you that you make her Feel happy and comforted. And her she is, talking about how bad things are in her life with the guy she is going out with and yet she tells me i love you? Thats just plain old fucked up! I'm using my blog to vent. Fuck people like that. Fuck life and everybody that tries to keep your spririts up to only have it shot down?

Why Can't You See I Had To Let It Go?
Have you ever had to make a decision that you had no idea how to make? A decision that affects the rest of your life but you can only base it upon the information that you have at hand? Yeah, I know we all do it, but this last one I made is killing me. I made a big decision that I am not sure I made correctly. So, what do you do then? I thought for so long and so much about the problem that I couldn’t have thought about it anymore. I asked everyone I could think of their opinion. I spent countless nights crying and losing sleep over the issue, but could still never find a resolution. So, after months of this torture I had to make up my mind for better or worse. Now, I am not so sure that I am going to get the better part of the deal. I talked to a friend one day who told me that if I had to think so long and so much about something then why was it worth the trouble and pain of doing so. That statement right there made me think that maybe I am thinking too much and if i

Thanks Everyone !
I JUST WANT TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO EVERYONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO SHOW ME LOVE !!!! I'M TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH PASSING OUT THE LOVE THAT IS DUE, HOLD TIGHT EVERYONE, YOU'LL GET SOME !!! MUCH LOVE ~LiL MiSS HeLLyEaH

Honestly.....
I do not get it...... Why do ppl lie? What is it that they get from it? How can the live with themself once they have lie'd? Do they realize that it hurts the ones they care about? If they don't care about them, then Why lie? I just don't get it........ WHY??? (no I have not had a recent event that brought this up, it is just a question that I have never got'n an answer to)

Learn
Hey, I heard the news Some that's good and some that's bad--you win, you lose So I guess things haven't changed Just hoped that some day you'd be walkin' in new shoes Now looking back to the times we shared long ago I guess I should have seen how this would end But if I could go back, I would not change a thing I'd make my mistakes all over again 'Cause I've learned what to do, what to say, how to get through each day how to feel, what is real, what to say and not say what to wear, when to care, what's inside of me how to love, who to be, how to really be free I've learned You, you struggle still You know we all do now and then but where's your will? You've gotta stop and soak it in Figure out what needs to change and then begin When you look back on your life, do you see what could have been and how today might be worth it if you'd believed in yourself to achieve some sort of peace and if you'd believed you

First True Story (cheesy)
Time seemed to move so slowly, once you told me that you it was time to move on. Nights became longer, and evenings became empty, and morning just brought forth another repeat. Day in and day out, the only thing on my mind was you. The phone never made a sound anymore. No more texts, or calls. No cute picture messages to look forward to. Reality became to set in. What had been once taken for granted, now felt like a necessity. The more I sat alone, the more you came to mind. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the phone finally vibrated. You actually wanted to meet up for a while. The plan was to pick you up and hang out for a little while, hopefully to talk about things. I didn’t really have a whole lot to say that wasn’t going to sound repetitive, but that’s how I am. That’s probably why you felt like you needed a change of pace. I wasn’t going to argue with your reasons for wanting to hang out, I was just going to be excited to see you again. It had fel

Super Sad
I recieved this from my aunt and and had to post it because the pictures above are of her and her 12 year old daughter who is struggling very hard with cancer please repost. This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the bo

I Wish
I wish you knew how I once loved you Do you remember that at all? I wish you knew how scared I was And hoped you'd catch my fall I wish you knew that leaving Was hard for me to do But there was a life inside of me More precious than me or you I wish you knew I hoped you'd change And someday make things right I wish you knew your son did, too And prayed for that each night I wish you knew how much joy he brings To each and every day I wish you could someday experience that, too If ever there were a way I wish you knew how hard I've worked To keep it all together I have to--I'm the only one To make the bad days better I wish you knew we speak of you With disappointment, not with hate Our hearts are heavy with sadness for you Always hoping it's still not too late I wish you knew how smart your son is Ranked 2nd in his class An honor student, a math whiz A mind sharp as broken gl

Dirty Bitch/bastard Lounges
OK TO ALL DIRTY BITCH /BASTARDS AND PROSPECTS::: THIS IS A LIST OF LOUNGES THAT OTHERS ARE INVOLVED IN PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO VISIT/ SUBSCRIBE AND GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERYONE OF EM. YOU WILL NOT MEET A BETTER BUNCH OF PEOPLE THAN IN THE DB CREW. BLACK DIAMOND http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52468 FREAK ON A LEASH, BOO BOO , LUMINA, SCONEE, BIKERBRAT,HATE-ME, LAID TO REST ETC.... AREA 51 (MUSIC STREAMED BY BLACK DIAMOND) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56411 WAKKO, WIKED, PIXI, TRIPPER ETC.... KEGS, LEGS N BIKER PEGS http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55794 BRI (HE ALSO BOUNCHES AROUND) UNHOLY CONFESSIONS http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53864 MASS, BADAZZ, HZL, NOLI ETC... REJECTS IN THE RAFTERS http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54101 DJ OZZMAN OR YOU CAN FIND OZZ ALSO IN WILD CHAOS http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50239 DJ OZZMAN BEAUTIFULLY MORBID http://www.fub

My Age...boy Is This One Accurate!
......You Act Like You Are 20 Years Old........You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.........What Age Do You Act?..

Disappear
DISAPPEAR I'm livin' inside of my mind Inside here I'm just fine Am I fine to you? I'm half-aware, got my head in the clouds I don't wanna come down If I don't have to I'm walkin behind the shadows Just a casual observer Of my own life Suffer in silence, won't ask for your help I can do it myself No matter what the price So independent, you know I don't need you And I know that just leads you Away from this I wanna let go but something won't let me And what will that get me But loneliness Watch me disappear I'm melting, fading away If I go now Would you Even know I was here? I'm fading fast It's like I was never here Fadin' away Watch me disappear I wanna tell you just what I feel for you Wanna make it real for you But don't know how I start to speak but then something stops me You think you've lost me But don't give up now The guards stand steady at the walls

The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her s

Yah.
Oh that beautiful breaking point. ---------------- I think I'm really,really outta place on this site. I mean, I goto a lounge and it's : 1. cyber sex or something similar (hey that rhymes). 2. non stop ICP,Metallica,etc. To be brutally honest, I don't listen to Rock,Metal,or anything remotely close to it. I've grown bored (incredibly) with Ebm-Industrial music. Synthpop is ok...but it's getting to that point where I don't even bother throwing a cd in anymore. Blah. I've always listened to House and it's stupidly amazing amount of sub genre's. It really suits me to a T. I mean, I like my music anonymous. I don't really care who's in the group,who looks like what,etc. The music is key not the image. ---------------------- This weekend I might do something that I rarely do. Venture out. Might even goto the City. Yes,NYC. Where am I going...do you even care? To a ball of course! What's a ball? Well let's have wikipedia answer that,shall we? http:/

Wasted
So is this what you had planned? Time's just slipped away Like sands right through your hands Driftin' right into another day Every second growing older And it shows upon your face Got the devil on your shoulder Tempting your next fall from grace The seeds you have sown Have since all grown Sheltered from your wayward winds And big dark cloud that followed you behind See how they've thrived As said, the strong survive Their mothers gave them warmth and light Assuring them that things would turn out fine But where were you? I feel so sad for you, your life is wasted So much is gone, like you erased it It's such a shame you'll never really know the ones who are just aching to know you And I'm mad at you because your life is wasted and there's nothing I can do So is this the life you wanted? Would you do it all again? You've run from those who loved you Searching to numb away the pain Each day, each passing year Just seems to disappear Dark days become

Seeing As It's About Time...
HAH! I made a pun! Be looking for a new pic or two of me in about a week. I FINALLY got off my arse and get my eyes checked and ordered new glasses! I ALSO will get the stupid sault pic taken care of *grumbles* ANYWAYS...wish me luck! lol

Damage At White House Offices Being Handed Over To The Bush Administration From The Clinton Staff-truth!
Summary of eRumor: When George W. Bush took over the presidency in 2001, his new staff arrived in the offices of the White House to find that there had been widespread pranks and vandalism by the departing Clinton staff. Published reports said computers were left unusable, pornography was found on both computers and walls, and telephone systems were trashed by the cutting of cables and wires. bullet The Truth: The final, official report from the Government Accounting Office was released on June 11, 2002. The 220 page document says there was damage, although not as much as some of the early reports had suggested. The GAO says the damage included 62 missing computer keyboards, 26 cell phones, two cameras, ten antique doorknobs and several presidential medallions and office signs. The damage estimate was about $20,000. Clinton critics say the report proves that the departing Clinton staff members acted recklessly and disrespectfully. Clinton supporters say the report show

Stay Asleep
WAKE UP WRONG Last night I dreamed a dream of you You've been on my mind--am I on yours, too? I guess I'll never know just how you feel But in my dreams your love is real I was standing in a grassy field So far from anywhere I heard your voice call out to me But I couldn't find you there Surrounded by people, all of them needing attention from you, their eyes sad and pleading I was lost in the crowd, searching helplessly But your eyes saw no one else but me I fell into your arms, your warm embrace You kissed my cheek and softly touched my face And when you whispered in my ear The words that I so longed to hear... I fought so hard to stay asleep Wanna stay here in this moment with you, fast asleep If I wake up, will you still be gone? This feels so right, Don't wanna wake up wrong. So real, I could feel your warm breath on my skin Felt my heart melting from deep within The most perfect place on earth, to me Is in your arms where I wanna be You s

Women! Gotta Love Us
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have inoperable cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order." The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well, Daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I've been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered,

Gingerbread Man
Gingerbread Man by Nikki You call yourself a man but you're a concoction, a confection. Sweet on the surface yet bitter within. A scared little boy, running away as fast as you can. Running for fear of your head being devoured. Running until you are out of breath, unable to speak a word to me. What in the world are you running from? Silly boy. There's no one chasing you.

Tattoo
No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed That truth is a stranger Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong And then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on And leave you behind I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking sides When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could Stop, admit that I'm wrong And then change my mind Sorry but I gotta be strong And leave you behind can't waste time so give it a moment I realize, nothing's broken No need to worry 'bout everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once, needed protection You're still a part of everything I do You're on my heart just like a tattoo If I live every moment Won't change any moment

Share This Please
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. What would you do if I... I made a move on u? I kissed you? I lived next door to you? I started smoking? I asked you on a date? I was hospitalized? I ran away from home? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? "X" marks the spot []Kiss me.. []Hug me.. []Date me.. []grab my ass.. []Kill me.. []fuck me ... []Love me.. []Hate me.. []Hold me.. []Lie to me.. []Sing with me.. []Dance with me.. []Grind with me.. []Cuddle with me.. []Let me make a move on you.. []Make

Clintons Stole White House Property From Day One
TRIPP: ''Most [White House gifts] didn't make it to the gift unit" Report claims Clintons took White House furniture a year ago. February 9 - One Clinton critic says the former president will become a 'poster child on how not to leave the White House.' NBC News' Lisa Myers reports. By Lisa Myers NBC NEWS CORRESPONDENT WASHINGTON, Feb. 9 - Twenty days after he left the presidency, there were new questions Friday about whether the Clintons removed even more government property from the White House without disclosing it. The new questions come to light from a government list of furniture the Clinton's returned to the White House on Wednesday night. IT INCLUDES not only $28,000 in gifts listed on their financial disclosure sheet but also six new items that the Clintons had not even reported taking with them: a gaming table inlaid with the presidential seal, a television armoire, two prints and two more tables. The Park Service says virtually all the items

For Everyone
My name is Jory Bruce.Im 6'2 185Ilbs and im in the national guard.I live in Lexington,TN and in my free time i like to hang out with my friends and party.If you hav any more u want to know anything else about me let me know and ill and more will be added to this blog

Valentines Day
so if you haven't noticed by my new default pic I am not a fan of Valentines Day. I find the day overrated and a bunch of propaganda for the flower, card and candy makers out there...seriously you need a day just to send flowers and say I Love You why not surprise your significant other and just do it on a wednesday in june for no reason. Yeah I know alot of people are like "we'll you're single and jealous" ummm no that's not it, remember in grade school when you had to give the smelly kid a valentine and then of course for the rest of the year he thought you liked him...it's was all a lie but nooo you coudln't be mean and leave him out. Now where was I? Oh yeah so do something else for V day like adopt a new pet now there's something that needs some love.

Broken
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words

"putting Out Crap No One Likes Since 1971!"
yeah--that's the headline on my myspace music page. i must be self-effacing in a big way to help deal with my feelings. the truth of the matter is-although i surround myself with musical instruments everywhere i am--at work--at home, at the computer--i am mentally unable to play. i haven't played a note on anything since about 12/21/2007 when i finished my 20+ song album in 2 weeks while in the state of hypermania. i may never write or play ever again and the thought of going on stage send me into a tail spin-which is all well and good. although 2007 was a monetarily profitable year musically-with royalty figures 170% greater then that of the previous year-and much time spent on the road-with the charity cd-"Last of the Jewish Pirates" raising $275.00 for animal charities-i see the whole music thing as a great downfall-i failed to realize that many just don't get what i do-i just stray so far from what is acceptable and don't really care if i ever return--albeit it was something

Petstores
i was talking to a friend today about how animals are now being tortured and abused for meats and furs...but of course i for got to mention petstores... i already knew that most animals were being treated like shit in the petstores...the dogs come from puppy mills, nothing is ever fed, no exercise or proper sheltering... then i decided to check my email after our conversation and i had a new email from PETA about just that...the petstores...specifically petsmart..the one store everyone thinks is right.. well i opened it and it talked about new abuse that an undercover person had found out about...how the animals were forced to breed, surgeries were never done the right, PAINLESS way, loose animals were killed in an ignorant uncalled for way, even the cleaning of an animal after a surgery was wrong... animals were stepped on, squashed, forced to breed, nails pulled, clorox was used for cleanup, animals were drowned in their cages from their water, most were being thrown in containe

True Diva
A TRUE DIVA: Diva's are women who are past their mothering stage and have some serious life experience behind them. Diva's do not suffer fools and are never hesitant to forge ahead when no others would.. Diva's are secure in who they are and know what they have to offer in this life. Diva's are unable to see the world as mundane. Diva's see magic in every thought, move, process and every moment. They could not look at life differently if they tried. They are able to find hidden truths in all things. Also, do not get in her way. Diva's love children and friends greatly and are capable of glorious romances and loving relationships with spouses or partners. Their friendships are deep and abiding, usually with one or two particularly tight bonds and several additional pals in their realm of influence. They do not require validation of themselves from others to feel good about themselves. Though they do enjoy compliments!!! While their bonds are very close, they are experienced enough to h

Inspiration
INSPIRATION Expand Contract A mother feels a new life beginning to emerge from her womb She breathes In and out, in and out Submitting to a force That will not be denied Until finally The moment of creation Her labor is done They are no longer one She has a new son We are born Each of us Gods and Goddesses of Our own private universe A microcosm of the infinite Reflecting the beauty and awe Of a power as old as time We breathe Inhaling sights and sounds From all around

If One Day You Feel Like Crying
If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk or how close you are and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Woman
1) "What did you do to your hair?" Unless we've cut our own hair—this is not common—someone else did something to our hair. It wasn't us. And most likely we've gone to a lot of trouble and expense for it. "I like your new haircut" is infinitely better, and shows you're paying attention. It's also far superior to the generic "You look different," which tells us you're as clueless as ever. 2) "They both look the same to me." We understand you care a lot less than we do about the outfits or the registry dishware we're asking you to compare. But they can't possibly look exactly the same, can they? Give us something. Anything. Mentally roll the dice and pick one, so we don't worry about your vision—or worse, that you don't care. 3) "Relax." A kissing cousin to "Don't get so worked up," this generally creates the exact opposite effect you're shooting for. When you say "Relax," what we hear is that you think that we're being irrational over nothing, and this makes us do anything but

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Guy
1) "That looks cute." For the most part, men hate cute. We don't want to hear about it, we don't want to see it, and we sure as hell don't want to be it. If we come down stairs after getting dressed and you tell us we look cute, there's a 100 percent chance we're changing. We're supposed to be your protector, your rock, and cute does not fit into that picture. 2) "We need to talk." These four words shut off a man's brain faster than long division. When men hear you say that they immediately go into flight mode. And anything they can do to get out of this conversation—and better yet, your apartment—they will. There are plenty of other ways to approach a delicate conversation, and getting us in a place where we feel comfortable is a good start. 3) "It's just a game." Actually, it's not just a game. Sports are a major part of our lives and the outcome has as much to do with our mood as just about anything else. Is it fair? No. Is it right? No. Is it immature? Maybe. But it's life

Just Another Day
Well good evening everyone this is just another blog from a soldier to the world. I am just sitting here watching a movie and being bored out of my mind. I went to work again and got off early again so you know its pretty cool. But it seems like after work I have nothing to do lol. Its not like I can just get totally shit faced because I have to wake up and go to work again the next day lol. But yeah thats pretty much how my day went. So well I guess I am signing out for now but I am looking forward to all yalls fubar friendships and everything else this site has to offer. Daryl

Mythbusters Picked My Idea !
Sp yeah...Im kinda geeked out by this. But anyone who nows me knows that I love airplanes. So I ran across this thing on youtube where people were discussing wether or not a plane could take off from a conveyer belt. Yeah...I know..very geekey. Cuz you could never have one thatbig to fully test it. So I thought hmmm..maybe I cod send that idea to Mythbusters and see if they could at least do a test with an R/C plane. So Im watching Tv last night, and there was a commercial for next weeks new Mythbusters show and THEY FUCKING ARE DOING IT!!!!! Exactly the way I wrote out how to test it!! He he he he!!! I was freaking out. No I dont get any money and no they probably wont say my name on the air ( but IM gonna tape it anyways) but still...it was weird, just weird. I mean Ive been on TV before and done commercials and stuff, but this was kinda a random geeky thing. OK Im done gushing...so yeah..Wednesday 9pm, Discovery Channel!!!! The airplane myth was my suggestion...patting myself o

Everyone Please Read And Sign
A dear friend of mine's mother found her daughter dead in the home of her biological father in 2005. The case was supposed to be sent before the grand jury, and so far, they have put it off and put it off. This is the link to the petition to send the case before the grand jury...Please sign this. Her mother deserves justice. http://www.gopetition.com/online/15887.html Here is the link to her memorial complete with pictures if you'd like some more information. http://butterfly.muchloved.com/frame.aspx?df=false It only takes a few seconds to sign the petition...Thank you so much...

Lounges
So far I've had 3 invitations to various lounges.I assume that by my accepting the invites the person that invited me gets points/fubucks. Judging from the way I've been 'welcomed' at the lounges,one or two cursory "Hello"s,then silence,I can only infer that new people aren't welcome and that the people who invited me only did so for the points/fubucks. Is there something in my profile that is so hideously repellent that warrants ignoring me? I'd surely like to know.

Passion
Passion is so much Like a drug It draws you in And holds you snug Makes you want To have much more A desire like You've never felt before It draws you in So very deep A feeling you always Want to keep It fogs your mind And floods your heart Even the strongest Tend to fall apart So give it to me I don't mean to bug Can't get enough Of my favourite drug!

Sweet
In lieu of something happy to write about, and as I am tired of venting. I will write about what always makes me happy. My sons are fricken awesome, and I love them so very much. No matter how low I get, just the thought of being able to be in their lives brings a smile to my lips and lightness to my thoughts. It never ceases to amaze me how two completely amazing boys have found their way into my world. That being said, I will return y'all back to your regularly scheduled lives, with my thanks for allowing me to intrude with some happy thoughts for once.

Men
This is to the guys who can't accept the good women for who truly they are: **************************************************** I'm sorry that I have morals and did not let you hit it on the first date. I'm sorry that I expected you to open the car door,and pull out my chair like I was raised. I'm sorry that I am actually nice and I didn't treat you like shit. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home talking to you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry That I am always the one you always need to vent to, but never good enough for you to be with. I'm sorry that you can't accept me for who I am. I'm sorry that you tell me how much better I am, yet I am not good enough for you. I'm sorry that I'm attracted to your personality instead of your body or your wallet. I'm sorry that I was always the one that listened when you were going throuh drama with you ex, but I was never someone you could really see yourself with. But I'm sorry when I start not b

Passion Poem
PASSION Innocent yet detrimental you are. Bringing joy for most, then others just pain. Making some interesting, repulsive to others. Making rich your life, only to scare away those you desire. Driving some to glory only to see that unhappiness is their only friend. Thinking that alcohol, drugs, sex, and other vises mean so much. While money, friendship, and love are lost because of it. Bringing some into your life, only to make the ones you seek run from you. Healthy for the ones that are fortunate. Life threatening for the weak or unknowing. Bringing success at one moment, desperation the next. Some admire you for having it, yet they hold it against you. Something that comes so easily to some, tho others will never experience it. Why is something so natural so harmful? PASSION, like everything, is double sided, it must be appreciated yet feared.

March 25th Pimpout!
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Part Of Me Is Lost
Part of me is lost. I don't know who am I anymore. The true friend have came and gone. Either move on with there own lifes or I just lost contact. I wanted so much more and yet I have nothing to show. Time to revalulate my life and start living it for myself and fuck what everyone else thinks. Today is a new day, so if you dont like me or who I am. Stay the fuck out of my way because i'm tired of getting used and goodbye sweet, kind hearted Krystine and say hello to the bitch known as Skky. Now for those who are not users, abusers, lyin piece of shit and judgement pricks if you think you have what it takes to get to know me "the new me" hit me up. Or if you are one of the people I am talking about and want a second chance be prepared to have to work at it and trust me be willing to go through a lot of pain.. I'm not just doing this for all those who have used me but those who think they can get away thru life using others for personal gain. So here I am, trying to make this wor

Black Reflections
I am standing here, All dressed in black. Reflecting back on what once was. All those beautiful memories, Have turned to dust. Filed away to a place, That maybe on the occasional once in a while, You will be recalled. I did what I needed to do. It was the only way to break free from you. Now my feelings have all changed. The love that I held for you has turned bad. It was unhealthy to say the least. Precious time wasted, Well , at least to a point. You changed my perspective totally. I view it a different way now. I am harder than what I use to be. Boundaries where never my finer point, But since you have gone they are the point. Stronger, more courages ,and wiser, you left me. In my room of memories is where you will remain with me. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Firework Pics
Hey Sweeties I have 16 days left of this trial program I am using to make these firework pics. So if you would like one you better get one now! You don't have to do anything for them! Just doing them to do something nice for my friends :) Just let me know if you want one, what picture you would like me to use and I will be glad to make you one or 2.

Relationnships
It's incredible that the ones we trust the most are usually the ones who hurt us the worst. It is only when we make ourselves vulnerable that we give another being the power to break us. We make it so easy for them to hold our heart in the palm of their hands as we unknowingly just sit back and watch them squeeze it tighter and tighter until it no longer beats. We rather sit in denial because we do not want to accept that the one we hold so high could care so little. We look away and make excuses for their behavior. How long can we look away and pretend? Still, at end of it all we are left to pick up the mess and gather our emotions- and then the only regret is not getting out sooner. The time you wasted on someone that did not appreciate you, used you, and allowing yourself to let your guard down. EVERYTHING in life, both good and bad IS a learning experience. Though through the fog of pain it's impossible to see, there is always a clear purpose behind it. You will b

Doctor Appt.
it is truly awful when you go to the doctors and have to be ran around all over the place... but at least i got some news and some more tests done. There is no sign of the cancer in my chest area and so thats a good thing...but there was a few things wrong that showed up that has him worried as well as me...he thinks it might have gone to my lymph nodes and so now tests are being run again. No matter what, I want all my family and friends to know that I love you and I'm going to stay no matter what.

The Dream Girls Real Life Adventure!
Join "The Dream Girls" On Their Real Life Adventure! This Is A Real Life Adventure For Everyone In The World! This Is the FUTURE of a NEW ERA OF REALITY TV! We Are Creating WebCyberCam Reality TV INTERACTIVE ENTERTAINMENT! & Pop Divas Of The Future and Beyond! These girls From All Over The World will be the best Entertainers in the World! The best Models, Fashion Designers, Actresses, Dancers, Spokes models, Singing Pop Divas, Bikini Girls, Glamour Girls, Sexiest Girls in the world! You will get to be the judge of "THE ULTIMATE GIRLS From All Over THE WORLD"

Whats Left Of Me
Caught up in a moment again, just not sure where it is to begin. Seems my thoughts are scattered as if I am a child, and being in this mood makes me become wild. One looks at their own past and tries to move on, never looking back at the times that have gone. Memories seem to stick inside of my troubled mind, at least this time they are without dread. Many things I am not proud of that I may have done, regrets I hold I can not even count of one. Mainly because when you live life you also learn, and sometimes my words come out a little stern. Even though we may cross each others path, I dont want you left behind in my aftermath. For I treat you as a good friend should, I would do better if only I could. Someday I may be able to open up and show, how much room you left me with to grow. With the pain and emptiness around that I see, you can just have " whats left of me " !!

Never Fear !
All anyone really wants is to be loved . To be someones EVERYTHING. The first and last thought of the day. To see that some bodys smile, and know everything is okay. Having arms envelope them and all worries fall. Once in life they may cross your path. So hold on tight and dont let go. It may be a ride you havent taken. Trust me my friend its worth it . Just to know something you have never had. Scared,and confused you may feel at first. NEVER FEAR! Together you can make all your dreams come true!

Just A Dream
The rain starts and I shiver . I tend to get chills up and down my spine. I look out across a dark and gray sky. Dreariness is what most see. My vision is of promise and hope. Wondering where I get it . Is your glass half empty or half full ? I woke up today in a terrible slumber. Dis-oriented, Weathered,Broken , but not Defeated. We all may feel down and out at times. I just try to make it the best way I can. Friends and family help get me through. Why do we feel the way we do at times ? Humans being human! Or is it just a dream?

Read Htis Im Going To College To Be An Animal Doctor This Ant Right What They Do To Them
It’s fairly well known that animals are poisoned, blinded, and killed in outdated product tests for shampoos, household cleaners, cosmetics, hairspray, and other personal-care and household products—but would you have ever thought that animals were being tortured and killed to test juice? It’s true, and it’s a new low for an already atrocious animal-testing industry. * In one shocking experiment, a juice company paid researchers to cut open dogs’ chests, intentionally damage critical arteries in order to induce blood clots, and pump the animals full of grape juice. Afterward, they collected blood samples by “fresh puncture” of the dogs’ hearts to see the effect of grape juice on blood clots. * One juice company funded an experiment in which researchers infected 120 mice with H. pylori, a bacterium that causes painful stomach ulcers. * Another experiment paid for by a juice company involved forcing monkeys to breathe in massive amounts of cigarette smoke and consume purpl

Keepin It Casual ;)
Just had a fun casual set this week, kickin back in a fave pair of jeans....but of course it's always more fun *out* of the jeans!! *wink* make sure to check out my new set on the site! www.kayleekurves.com Thanks for the luv and support!! Make sure if you haven't yet, to get joined up now for the site...I have *loads* of material to celebrate February...my favorite for all the *Lovin* and it's my Birthday month! :) Figured i'd treat us both! ~Kaylee Kurves

So, I Tried An Online Tarot Reading - Think It Is Correct?
how you feel about yourself now (The World) You are about to reach, or are already enjoying, a period of total fulfilment, wholeness and satisfaction - the arrival of your hearts desires. You feel satisfied with what you have achieved and are enjoying the rewards of past efforts. A time of happy outcomes, material wealth and greater spiritual awareness. what you most want at this moment (The Emperor) The cards suggest jessie, that what you most want at this time is success and achievement, and the support and influence of perhaps your father, husband/partner or a man of significance in your life who you believe could help. your fears (The Hierophant) Are you really your best counsel? Probably not at this moment in time. You are worried that you will sell yourself short and agree to something that you don’t feel morally comfortable with. For example you may really desire marriage but the offer has been ‘let’s live together’. You may be looking at a job or busines

Yet Another Flavor...
Here's another for your amusement. It comes from my first novel "The Truth About Vampires". Morigana sobbed heavily as the tears coursed down her face. She still clung to the lamppost like an injured child to its mother’s leg. Her knees gave out and she quickly found herself slumped on the cold, hard ground. The betrayal was still a very fresh wound and her heart bled with every little reminder of how much Renee had hurt her. “There she is,” a female voice softly said off to her right. Morigana looked up, her sight clouded by tears. She saw a woman of small height and build dressed in a black leather jacket with purple trim. She had an oval face, pretty blue eyes, and short blonde hair. Her leather pants were tucked into a pair of biker boots that sparkled with shiny buckles. Beside her was a pair of very large men dressed all in black and wearing ski masks. Fear rose up in Morigana and she tried to scramble to her feet, only to rip and tear the fishnet stockings,

Youtube Expands Mobile Video Service
By MICHAEL LIEDTKE 01.24.08, 6:28 AM ET YouTube is expanding its mobile service to include virtually all of the videos available on its Web site, hoping to widen its sway on pop culture. Beginning Thursday, most people equipped with the latest generation of mobile phones will be able to peruse tens of millions of YouTube videos. YouTube first began showing videos on phones in 2006, but only a few thousand clips had been available until now. Besides opening up its vast video library available on so-called "smart" phones, YouTube also is providing mobile access to many of the same features that have become staples of its Web site. The additional mobile features include the ability to rate videos and share clips with friends. More than 100 million devices worldwide should be able to access the expanded mobile service, YouTube estimated. The handsets must have streaming capability and have a 3G operator. YouTube, which is owned by Google Inc. (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ),

Oh Shit Son
my life is better not knowing, when you will fall, i cant remember a happy time, with you, i fall out of grace, into the hands of nothingness, a mistake, but i try to find something good in you, you dont give me much to see, maybe lifes alot better without you, maybe you are just coming apart at the seams, but i know, You will never break me you will never take me down to your level, your disguise, your terrible lies, you hide your face, to keep the scars from the surface, but you cannot hide, cause you are ugly on the inside,but your pretty, but not in your heart, so i breath a sigh of releif when you leave every morning, because you are not fair, and you are not there to try to stand for the right thing, so ive had enough, but i try to find something good in your, but you dont give me much to see, maybe lifes alot better without you, maybe you are just coming apart at the seams, but i dont care, i am tired of your bullshit revelations, trying to make up for the blackness that cover

Fundraiser
Kyle and I are planning a pasta dinner fundraiser for February 16th at the Knights of Columbus Hall on Providence Street here in Putnam, CT. from 5:00-7:00 pm. We are raising funds for a very special program the Hole in the Wall Gang Camp has. It's called the Milmoe Fund. This fund was set up by a very special family who lost their son some years back. The Hole in the Wall Gang Camp and the counselors were very important to this boy. After his passing the family set up the fund so when a child was in the hospital a distance from home, camp would send a counselor to be by the side of the camper. You can't believe how important this is to both the child and the parents. When Kyle was in Cincinnati for his spinal surgery, camp sent two of Kyle's favorite counselors to be by his side. Abby Gross was there a week early which gave Kyle the person he needed to have fun with. We went to a amusement park with her and she was the one who went on the fast rides with Kyle, because of his surgery

I'm Back..woo-hoo
I'm finally back online..woo-hoo!! I have missed all my family/fu-friends very much. I want to thank everyone who helped me in Painters Contest and all those who helped me level up. I will surely return the love....huggzz...Rox *Indian Princess*

Another Taste....
For those seeking another flavor... here's a sample of a few paragraphs from my novel "Love Spell" available at Renaissance E Books (www.renebooks.com) “Darlene, I say is you sick?” he demanded with a nervous look on his handsome face. “Ladies’ Room,” she managed to spit out. The two word answer was enough as her date took her by the arm and led her around to the back of the grandstands. The smell of the forest struck her nostrils as they rushed into the semi-darkness behind the stadium. Looking up it seemed as if she was at the foot of a tall, insurmountable man-made cliff. To her left a tall fence paralleled the back of the concrete stands. There were sparse and floodlights hung at regular intervals above the narrow path between the grandstands and the fence. These dim, ancient bulbs cast light poorly in a strange, yellowish hue. It was an eerie scene that would have bothered Darlene a lot more if she hadn’t been fighting off the cramps gripping her across the middle

Lesson Of The Day - Never Lie To Your Mother
Brian invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but notice how beautiful Brian's roommate, Jennifer, was. Brian's mom had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Jennifer, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Brian and Jennifer than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Jennifer and I are just roommates." About a week later, Jennifer came to Brian saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said,"Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure. So he sat down and wrote: Dear Mom, I'm not saying that you "did" take the gravy ladle from the house, I'm

Not Your Ordinary Skank.
I am at a point in my life where i just think it's time for a change, time for me to grow without any restrictions..Become sure of myself, become real, become honest, become strong. And to do this i need to work soley on myself before i establish anymore bonds with people. I keep certain people in my life who i feel already have earned the right to be there or i just think they have the potential to stay down with me. Anyone who wants to call me fake or whatever can go fuck themselves bc honestly i just cut off the unnesscisary ties in my life. When said people WERE in my life, they did nothing but bring drama to it, caused me to be depressed or just plain pissed me off. And most of these people couldnt EVER handle me being honest...whenever i would say what was on my mind they would get offended and freak out. I dont need those types of people in my life. I can be social most of the time but i'm really out growing this whole "being anyone's best friend" bc very few people can handle

Time Is Precious!
Time is Precious! Time is precious... perhaps our most valuable commodity.... think about THESE when you're wasting some... Ask a divorced couple or a prisoner about the value of a decade. Ask two recently split high school sweethearts about the value of four years. Ask a student who failed his final exam about the value of one year. Ask the mother of a stillborn the value of nine months. Ask the mother of a preemie the value of one month. Ask the editor of a weekly paper the value of one week. Ask two lovers waiting to meet the value of one hour. Ask the person who missed the train the value of one minute. Ask an accident survivor the value of one second. Ask a losing Olympic medalist the value of one millisecond.

Those Hips
I cant stop thinkin bout the time when ii way layin on my back on the bed and she was standing over top of me. hips dont lie came on the radio and next thing ii know she was belly dancing. the angle was great. well ii cant say wat happened next, not appropriate, but it was hawt!

Tonight It's Going To Be Hot
DJ SLUGO, THE KING OF JUKE WILL BE IN THE BUILDING ALONG WITH VIOLATOR JUKE SQUAD DJ, DJ RABOO! THIS IS SHIT IS GOING TO BE OFF THE CHAIN! THE YAHOO CHATROOM CAN BE FOUND AT STREETBEAT_MIXSHOW! DJ FELINE WILL ALSO BE JACKIN IT TONIGHT, DON'T MISS ONE BEAT! BROUGHT TO YOU ALSO BY LOWERLEVELRADIO.COM LET THE HOSTILE TAKEOVER BEGIN THE STREET BEAT MIX SHOW/LOWERLEVELRADIO.COM FAMILIA

Interesting Facts
A zebra is white with black stripes. All the planets in our solar system rotate anticlockwise, except Venus. It is the only planet that rotates clockwise. Hummingbirds are the only animal that can also fly backwards. Insects do not make noises with their voices. The noise of bees, mosquitoes and other buzzing insects is caused by rapidly moving their wings. The cockroach is the fastest animal on 6 legs covering a meter a second. The word "listen" contains the same letters as the word "silent". The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning it's head are the rabbit and the parrot. A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second. India invented the Number System. Zero was invented by Aryabhatta. The whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound. A hippopotamus can run faster than a man. India never invaded any country in her last 10000 years of history. 'Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia'

A Little Taste....
This is a short paragraph or two from my novel "Ghost Lover" on sale at Renaissance E Books (www.renebooks.com) Enjoy! -C The Featured Entertainer They came. One by one, sometimes in twos or threes, they came and sat in the darkness and waited for her. The burly Latino bouncer, with his arms covered in outlandish Oriental style tattoos, took their money for the cover charge and watched them suspiciously from the front door. The place was small and dark. A few neon signs advertising different beers lit the back wall and a centrally located bar took up the middle of the strip club. The rest was filled with round tables and well worn chairs. Behind the bar was Cherry. Blonde and slim, but at thirty-two years old she was too elderly for the dance floor. She drew beers and poured shots with a weary, exhausted, and bored expression. The main feature of the club was, of course, the stage. The long narrow peninsula of a dance floor protruded from the right wall of the st

Im Not Going Down
I am tierd of everyone trying to bring me down.. If your not happy with your life why would you want to bring me down??? Does anyone know why this is?? Why is it that un-happy people feel its nessisary to bring everyone else down?? If your not a happy person, please just stay clear of big mic... Im going to keep smiling and there is nothing u can do to bring me down!

He Knows I Love Him
Guess it's just my thing to write these things down when I don't really have an escape for my heart. I'd rather die a thousand deaths than to know that my child is dealing with things at his age that are painful lessons. Needing to be strong sucks because I want to be anything but that for a change. I want to crawl in my bed and sleep.. days, weeks, months , years.. let it pass as if a dream and wake up to him being all of a 3 yr old boy running around with boundless energy, abundant laughter, and infinite happiness.. But that's just not what life is like is it? There's trials and tribulations. Hard knocks and pain... Reasons to feel sad, depressed and angry... I know it will all be okay.. I was promised that it would be and I'm holding Him to it. For now, I'll keep the faith, and let my son know that no matter what.. I love him, I'm here for him . Just needed to bleed a bit to release that pressure.. I do it with my pen.. or in this case... the keyboard

Why Condoms Come In Boxes Of 3, 6, And 12?
Why Condoms Come In Boxes of 3, 6 and 12? A man walks into a drugstore with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh, I see," replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March ......."

Can U Read This?
I'm one of the 55. Are You? fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ip morantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Broken Heart
Have you ever felt like you really liked a guy and wanted to be with him, and you wish for him to hug you when your sad or just want one? And all your feelings for him are like I can't stand looking away from him b/c he's so cuteee. Well your not alone. I liked tons of guys and I admitted to them that I like them and such. But then you finally find out he doesn't like you. Or some other dumb reason. Well that happend to me today. I'm not going to mention his name b/c I don't want to be mean and that's just not me lol. But seriously, I feel sad about that though and feel hurt inside. But someday there will be a guy for me that will love me forever and I'll be happy

Holy Shit
So lately i've been really stressed . To the point where i just feel like breaking down ...I have so many things i've been worring about lately that it sucks the wang...but on a better note....Next friday Feb 1st is my bday i jus hope i can have some fun and be able to relax..well l8er felicia

Fix Me?
Dusts off the little soap box and begins.... Anyone who seeks to "fix me or change me" can leave right now and please be careful the door doesn't hit you in the ass on the way out. I understand it confuses the hell out of some people when they run across someone who is completely different from what they consider "normal" but oddly enough that is not my problem. I am so tired of those well meaning people who seek to improve my way of life. Thinks...... Save me from my wicked ways?~ perks a brow Who's to say your way is not the one I should fear? I have seen your ways.. judging......... prying.... dividing... and blaming and yet from all of this I do not seek to judge but only ask for freedom from your efforts. Part of life is to walk the path meant for you. I found my path though it is not always smooth it is mine and I welcome it with open arms. Hops down and neatly tucks away the box once more.

Bloodlust
i can taste your blood on my lips. so sweet, like pure sugar. my taste buds in a frenzy, wanting more. have to pace myself, for this bloodlust i do adore. your sweetness like a drug to me. never more than enough. this now i see.like water in a tub, in your loving essence i do bathe. have to be careful, for this bloodlust i do so adore. so intoxicating, for that brief moment. as light as a feather. suckin on your essence, your life couldnt make me any deader. have to take my time, dont want to lose you. for this bloodlust i do so adore. your sweets drippin off my chin. carefulluy i wipe it with my finger. my tongue slowly lickin, cleaning. again in a frenzy, have to beware, for you i dont wish to scare.have to watch myself, your taste so divine. this bloodlust i do so adore. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! lost control, fuckin come here!!!!! your sweetness has me, i need more. ;) careful. Richard 'Kindred @ Broken Heart' 6 Dec 7

Don’t Mess With A Marine Who’s Trying To Eat:
Police investigate the scene – The 71-year-old retired Marine who opened fire on two robbers at a Plantation, FL , sub shop late Wednesday, killing one and critically wounding the other, is described as John Lovell, a former pilot for two presidents. He doesn’t drink, he doesn’t smoke, he works out everyday. Lovell was a man of action Wednesday night. According to Plantation police, two masked gunmen came into the Subway at 1949 N. Pine Rd. Just after 11 p.m. There was a lone diner— Lovell, who was finishing his meal. After robbing the cashier, the two men attempted to shove Lovell into a bathroom and rob him as well. They got his money. But then Lovell pulled his handgun, opened fire, shooting one of the thieves in the head and chest and the other in the head. When police arrived, they found one of the men in the shop. K-9 units found the other in the bushes of a nearby business. They also found cash strewn around the front of the sandwich shop accordi

Frustration
since my divorce...and probably even before...i have noticed patterns of my behavior that are very damaging. i push ppl away. when ppl get close to me, i make sure to crush any relationship i have. this includes anything with men but also with friends. wtf is wrong with me? i take the most tender and innocent well meaning ppl and put them thru the ringer. now i do always regret this......but you see the damage has been done. im posting this blog becuase i have no insight into why i do this. i am hoping maybe if someone else has this problem they might share their thoughts. so i am admitting to one of my darkest features and reaching out to cyber space hoping to find redemption. i have lost a few wonderful ppl in my life from my own doing. i have caused damage...how do i go on?

New Tags
I just wanted all to know that new memeber tags are in the works. If you are a new memeber or have been one for some time and do not have a meember tag please send private mail to Mistress Broken. She is in charge of making them. Now if any of the other memebers wants one too just let her know and she will be happy to make one for you. The new ones do look different from the old but, she needed to make them simple so it wouldn't take her so long to make them. Thank you all for your help! Ice

Hmmmm Will U Be Him????
Be My Valentine Application. " Everyone knows that Valentines day is about a month away so get an early start also everyone knows there's at least one person on here that you wants to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I: I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to ma

To The Bad Comment People
I don't see why you think your awesome if you make fun of other people with a serious question. I understand the truly stupid ones, but there are people who really wanna know something. People like to get the thoughts of strangers. how would you like it if you were bashed like that. Im sure you have stupid questions. These others who actually put them up are either trying to have more fun or get a answer. Get over yourself. The age old rule about what you say, Say something nice or dont say anything at all. Thank you

It Strikes Again!
Once again, I was amazed by the stupidity of people. I went out today to buy smokes at a tobacco shop in Kentucky (they're much cheaper there), and while I was inside, making my purchase, something happens. No, not inside the store, but outside. I go back out to leave, and to my surprise, I'm stuck in my parking space. Why? Because some idiot can't park. Rather than take a few extra seconds to back up and pull into the space properly, they decide to leave their truck where it sits. Now, they've pulled into the space in such a way that they almost hit my car as it is... less than 4 inches between their front bumper and the side of my car, and if that's not bad enough, they're a good 4 feet away from the front of the parking space. I was nice. I approached the passenger in the truck and asked if they could please back up their vehicle so that I could get my car out and be on my way. I was told to mind my own damn business and wait. Meanwhile, driver of said vehicle is inside the stor

Who I Am
Who I am ... I close my eyes and lift my head to the sky and feel the warmth of the sun on my face. The sky I know is so blue and soft billowy cottony clouds floating all around making this day so beautiful . I feel a breeze blowing only slightly to add its own specialness to this day. I open my eyes and there before me is a field of Daisies growing so thick and beautiful wild between the long overgrown grass. I begin walking in this field my hands out beside me palms down flat feeling the grass tickling my soft palms bringing a smile to my lips.I stop and close my eyes and head up letting the sun continue to warm my face still smiling and I smell ... yessss thats what it is ... the sweet smell of honeysuckle what a sweet scent my mouth watering for the small sweet drop of nector of the honeysuckle blossom. Opening my eyes and looking for the blossom and find a shade tree in the distance I walk towards it still teased by the scent of sweetness. I finally cross the distance between me a

Friendship
When is a friendship truely over? I sit here and wonder that sometimes. I have a friend who we used to be closer than sisters. Whatever went wrong in my life, she would be there for me, and vice versa. Ever since I have been with my husband (the past 7 years) weve been at odds off and on again. I ran back into her and we became good friends again. But as soon as my husband is around, she finds excuses for why she can't hang with me. She promises time and time again for us to hang out just the two of us. But then she brings along another person or friend, and I can never have a heart to heart with her. I honestly don't know what to think anymore. Does she not want to be my friend anymore, or is it she dislikes my husband, and feels uncomfortable around him? And if she does dislike him, he's my husband, and wether or not he's a dick at times, I still love him, and I still believe in our wedding vows! Is it time for me to end this friendship, or should I just chalk it up to we don't see e

Snake Bite Radio
ARE YOU A LOUNGE OWNER/CO-OWNER INTERESTED IN A NEW STATION OR THINKING OF OPENING A LOUNGE BUT NEED A KICK A$$ STATION TO GO WITH IT??? LOOK NO FURTHER!!!! SNAKE BITE RADIO WANTS TO INVADE YOUR LOUNGE!!!! THAT’S RIGHT, SBR THE UP AND COMING ONLINE RADIO STATION IS LOOKING FOR COOL NEW LOUNGES. WE HAVE ROCKING DJs TAKING REQUESTS. IF NO DJ IS LIVE, DON'T WORRY WE PLAY MANY DIFFERENT TYPES OF MUSIC, COMEDY & SOME STUFF THAT WE HAVEN'T REALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT TO CALL IT. ALWAYS A GOOD TUNE AND AN EVEN BETTER TIME. IF YOU THINK YOU MAY BE INTERESTED DROP ME A MESSAGE. IN THE MESSAGE PLEASE LEAVE THE NAME OF THE PERSON TO BE CONTACTED & THE LOUNGE NAME WITH THE LINK. (PLEASE NO PRIVATE LOUNGES.) WHATS THAT??? YOU DON"T HAVE OR WANT A LOUNGE??? DO YOU LIKE MUSIC? DO YOU LIKE PEOPLE??? WHY NOT BECOME A DJ??? YUP YOU READ THAT RIGHT. SBR IS ALWAYS ON THE HUNT FOR NEW DJs. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING A DJ @ SBR, DROP

Solaris
Solaris - 2003 Superstar George Clooney turns in a stellar Performance in this "brilliant Sci-fi movie" from academy award winners Stephen Soderbergh and James Cameron. Aboard a lonely space station orbiting a mysterious planet, terrified crew members are experiencing a host of strange phenomena, including eerie visitors who seems all too human. And when psychologist Chris Kelvin (Clooney) arrives to investigate, he confronts a power beyond imagining that could hold the key to mankind's deepest dreams...or darkest nightmares. Co-starring Natascha McElhone and Jeremy Davies, Solaris is "mind-bending". Okay the back of the movie always talks it up. But what was not mentioned was the vagueness of the plot. I walked away from watching this thinking "why the hell did i buy this trash?" The movie was slow, hard to keep my attention to. This might be attractive to some but i have to say that this movie was a big disappointment to me. I usually like Clooney's work but good actors

Love In The Woods Fanasty
Today's Featured Idea... Love in the WoodsI am in a long-distance relationship, and I always try to do things to keep the fire burning. We talk about romantic ideas on phone, and I’ve always talked about what I would love to do if we got to make out in the woods. So, when we decided to take a vacation together, I figured it was time to make that fantasy come true. The place we were staying at was really far away from the woods, so I decided to bring the woods to her. I got some leaves and some candles and got to work on my hotel room. I spread the leaves all over the room -- on the bed, the floor, over the dressers, etc., and then placed the candles around the room on candlesticks to keep them far away from the leaves. I added some fruits just to give the room a bit of a tropical feel. Then I dressed myself up in leaves -- no clothing, just leaves, and added some honey to “sweeten” the deal. I called her on the phone and asked her to meet me up in my room. She opened the door and, we

New Atm Procedure
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender." ************ ********* ********* * MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ************ ********* ********* * FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4

Just Things To Think About
If it's true that we are here to help others, what are the others doing here? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put whe

Written By A Guy. Everyone Should Read It
***Guy's point of view*** written by a guy! You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The s

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Well my family has done gone it again. My uncle *who is from my dad's side of the family*, has been in the hospital pretty much all of 2008. No one told us until last night.He has had diabetes for as long as I can remember... and He's not really taken care of it the way he should have. In the past 5 or 6 years, he's had about 3 or 4 of his toes removed.... So, my other uncle, came over yesterday and told us that the uncle was in the hospital. Well tomorrow he is due to have his right leg amputated(sp?) So - if ya'll can find it in you - Please keep my Uncle Mike in your prayers & thoughts tomorrow. And if you have diabetes - take care of your fucking self. Or you'll someday end up like my uncle.

Dream Girl...........
To the mystery girl that’s on my mind, to which I’ve only seen in my mind....... Just the thought that you are there, turns my thoughts to dream. I dream of a secret rendezvous, in a dark secluded place. Me in bed and watching you as you slip from silken lace. Your lips are so inviting your skin soft to my touch. Your eyes bright and wanting, and I need you OH so much. As I move you and control you, you know just what to do. With every move a counter move, a bond between we two. But alas I have to clear my mind, for I can not stay there long. Or the real world would be so dull, that I could not go on. With only thoughts of you and not the feel of your beautiful body and the sweet smell of your hair.......

Info!
hiya! I'm a just a girl who likes to have fun. I love to flirt with guys of all ages, and in general have a good time when I am sitting online. I am looking for guys in my area.. Thrills me to know if i wanted to i could meet you at anytime.. I like things a little different than most.. but i'm honestly a good lil girl :) UPDATE: lookin for guys in my area (Burbs of chicago Il)

Body Scan
OK SO I WENT FOR MY BODY SCAN TODAY AFTER MY 10 DAY PERIOD OR RADIOIODINE THERAPY. IT ALL LOOKS GOOD SO FAR SO I GET TO TAKE MY THYROID SUPPLEMENT YAY!!! THIS IS GREAT NEWS TO ME AND THE CANCER IS NOT SPREAD THROUGHTOUT MY BODY EITHER!!!

Medicare Coverage In A Nutshell
The phone rings and the lady of the house answers,"Hello." "Mrs. Sanders, please." "Speaking." "Mrs. Sanders, this is Doctor Jones at Saint Agnes Laboratory. When your doctor sent your husband's biopsy to the lab yesterday, a biopsy from another Mr. Sanders arrived as well, and we are now uncertain which one is your husband's. Frankly the results are either bad or terrible." "What do you mean?" Mrs. Sanders asks nervously. "Well, one of the specimens tested positive for Alzheimer's and the other one tested positive for AIDS. We can't tell which is your husband's." "That's dreadful! Can't you do the test again?" questioned Mrs. Sanders. "Normally we can, but Medicare will only pay for these expensive tests one time." "Well, what am I supposed to do now?" "The people at Medicare recommend that you drop your husband off somewhere in the middle of town. If he finds his way home, don't sleep with him."

For Her Ty And Mom Helen
imikimi - Customize Your World FOR NOSSIE AND MOM HELEN LETS KEEP THESE TWO IN OUR PRAYERSFree Comments & Graphics " MAY GODS ANGELS WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND THEM AND PROTECT THEM ALWAYS" . WROTE BY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW 3/14/97

Original Writing #8
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 your the man Current mood: calm Category: Romance and Relationships i want to be the woman just the woman not the man not the one who wears the pants just the one who washes and irons the pants not the one who brings home the bacon just the one who cooks the bacon not the king of the castle just the queen who sits beside the king i dont want to do the bills thats your job, your the man im the woman and thats all i want to be i want to stay home and raise your babies do homework and join the PTA i want to make 3 square meals a day....from scratch i want to keep your house fresh and clean i want to meet you at the door when you come home from work with a kiss and a little something special beneath my robe i want to love you and care for you and tend to your needs im the woman, your the man your my man your my king your my daddy let me be your everything

Snake Bite Tour - Update
The Snake Bite Tour Please see Schedule Below Off Site Feb 1 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Mybabespace.com FUBAR Feb 2 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Dysfunction Junction Feb 3 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Club Erotic Feb 4 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Spirits Den Feb 5 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Club Twisted Feb 6 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Club Erotic Feb 7 2008 - 5PM - 8 Pm Central - Rebel Lounge Feb 8 2008 - 5PM - 8 Pm Central - Not Your Average Lounge This gives us Time to prepare for the indivdual Lounge or site music taste and to schedule DJ's To handle each event. Contact KrazyChick for Request, Playlist for your event or other info. ~*~Krazychick~Owner Club Erotic~SBR Promo Mgr~RLGF & FuEngaged to DJ Bartab~*~@ fubar

Original Writing #7
Thursday, September 06, 2007 Im So Sorry Current mood: sad Category: Romance and Relationships as the tears stream down my cheeks my mind races to find all the good times the happy moments the smiles and laughter the births of our children first days of school holidays our first home businesses accomplishments it searches for the kisses and the hugs, the passion and the unconditional love nothing i could do to make you go away you have made it your choice to stay through thick and thin nothing i could do to push you away forgivness has been your M.O. and why why do you continue to forgive me the things i have put you through would make any person run in the damned opposite direction but not you i almost wonder if you like the hurt the pain and the tears i cause as i try and force love to my heart so that i wont hear the sadness in your voice or see the tears run down your face it strugles to be found it is there but has diminished to a

The Beginning
Okay, here's my first entry for my being pregnant. First off, I'm so excited and happy, it's unbelievable!!! Soooo, I found out (unofficially) that I was pregnant January 21st just after midnight. I was about 1-1/2 weeks late on my period, and had some nausea, my boobies hurt, and my jeans were getting tight. (Oh well, no more size 4's for a while). Today, I went to the doctor and she told me I am definitely pregnant, and put me at 6 weeks. She also gave me a due date of September 17th, 2008. So, now I have to go for my ultrasound on February 19th (which is just before 10 weeks), and my first full check-up is on February 25th. I'm going to attempt to do something this time that I've never tried before. I hate keeping receipts, but just for giggles, I'm going to attempt to keep every receipt possible during the pregnancy and as long after the baby is born as possible, and keep everything in a spreadsheet, or maybe I'll even program myself a data application to use. M

A Redneck Valentine
A Redneck Valentine Kudzu is green, my dog's name is Blue And I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's And without all them fleas. You move like the bass, Which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales But I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry Jist a-dancin' in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop Right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we're in a crowd. On special occasions, When you shave yore armpits, Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits. Still them fellers at work They all want to know, What I did to deserve Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape Yo're there fer yore man, To patch up life's troubles And stick 'em in the can. Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler Racin' through the mud, Yet fragile as that sanger Named Naomi Judd. Yo're as cute as

Why It's Time To Kiss Ie6 Goodbye:
There was more news on IE7 today, as Microsoft announced that they would be making the current browser more widely available through Windows Software Update Services, a facility for larger networks to run their own internal update server instead of having all users access Microsoft's Windows Update server. It's time for everyone who is still using IE6 to be asking: Why am I doing this? Windows users need IE, at least some of the time, such as to run Windows Update. There are also applications and sites which clearly prefer IE, and there are hacks and vulnerabilities which prefer it too. IE6 is documented to have many more vulnerabilities than IE7, not to mention plain old non-security bugs. No doubt there are applications and sites which work on IE6, but not IE7. The time has come to stop waiting for them to be fixed. It's something like 15 months since IE7 shipped, and they've had plenty of time to make the necessary changes. IE6 users are also behind the times. Microsoft say

Sense Of Humor
One for the Ladies/and a few men with a good sense of humor One for the ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ----------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ----------------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good lo

Impromptu Stir Fry
I have a stif fry cook book, but I couldn't find any dishes with the ingredients I had. So I winged it. I boiled rice with carrots until they were soft and then I heated the wok with a mix of olive oil, vegetable oil, soy sauce, garlic powder, hot sauce. Once heated I dumped in the carrots and rice and then added bean sprouts, mushrooms and peppers. I didn't feel like defrosting any meat so I took a turkey burger from last night and diced that up and tossed it in. I let all cook and then I beat an egg and threw that in as will. I let the egg cook and seasoned to taste. It was pretty darn good.

Tennessee
So, i'm down here visiting my gurl charity.. having a blast i might add. i cant remember the last time i laughed so hard and so much. It sure is nice to get away from everything once in a while. it seems though i never leave the house and i'm always demanded upon. I ve been seriously contemplating leaving my home and starting a new life here in tennessee. things here sure would be different. sometimes different is good. sometimes life has a funny way of making us look at things differently.I was just recently diagnosed with being diabetic. so life has taken a sharp unexpected turn on me. Its interesting. eh.. i'm strong i'll find a way thru this tough time even if i have to pave my own way. sometimes it would be nice just to have it easy.

Season Of The Bike
Subject: Season of the Bike There is cold, and there is cold on a motorcycle. Cold on a motorcycle is like being beaten with cold hammers while being kicked with cold boots, a bone bruising cold. The wind's big hands squeeze the heat out of my body and whisk it away; caught in a cold October rain, the drops don't even feel like water. They feel like shards of bone fallen from the skies of Hell to pock my face. I expect to arrive with my cheeks and forehead streaked with blood, but that's just an illusion, just the misery of nerves not designed for highway speeds. Despite this, it's hard to give up my motorcycle in the fall and I rush to get it on the road again in the spring; lapses of sanity like this are common among motorcyclists. When you let a motorcycle into your life you’re changed forever. The letters "MC" are stamped on your driver’s license right next to your sex and weight as if "motorcycle" was just another of your physical characteristics, or maybe a mental condition.

What Is There To Worry About?
From the reports I have read today, it is basically official about the tax rebates. The scarey thing I am finding out right now is that no one is paying attention. As much media coverage this is getting, it seems like everyone I talk to do not know anything about it. That is kind of shocking considering it considers a good amount of money. People need to start paying attention a little bit better. Anyhow the figures changed for some reason. A day ago it was going to be $800 per single, and $1600 per family. Today I seen it as $600 per single and $1200 per family. I did not catch on why the decrease, but there is a lot of stuff going on in this package. It seems as though everyone is driven on "fear" of this economy. Every headline and story includes the words "fear", "for fear of", "anticipating a recession", etc. etc. It does seem to some degree we are scaring ourselves into a position more so than actually in the position. I am not stating that there is som hard ev

Married Life
The Sweetness of Married Life A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know...they have frozen glasses.. " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer , so f rozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The hu

The Ten Dollar Bill
Grandma and Grandpa were driving from Washington to Florida to attend their grand-daughters graduation from medical school. Halfway through their trip, they stopped to visit one of their sons in Kansas for a night. Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in the medicine cabinet. He asked his son about using one of the pills. The son said, 'I don't think you should take one Dad, they're very strong and very expensive.' How much?' asked Grandpa. 'Around $10.00 a pill,' answered the son. I don't care,' said Grandpa, 'I'd still like to try one; we'll be leaving early in the morning, so I'll put the money under the pillow.' Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He immediately called Grandpa on his cell phone and said, 'I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00. 'I know,' said Grandpa. 'The hundred is from Grandma

Stone Soup
The fable of the stone soup is about co-operation amid scarcity. In varying traditions, stone has been replaced with other common inedible objects, and therefore the fable is also known as button soup, wood soup, nail soup, and axe soup. The Stone Soup Legend There exists a tale, handed down from times long ago, of two travelers on a pilgrimage. Hungry and tired from a long day’s journey, they come to a small, impoverished, medieval village, where they decide to rest by the side of the road. One of the travelers builds a small fire, upon which he places a large pot, while the other, having drawn water from the town well, fills the pot and places into the vessel a simple stone. As the two men sit by the fire, bringing their "stone soup" to a boil, the local villagers become inquisitive of the curious antics of these strangers. Eventually, several townsfolk decide to investigate the matter and approach the two travelers to engage them in conversation. Shortly thereafter, there

Allyssa Walks
Just goes to show you the powers of Prayer Allyssa after 2 months of not knowing We all know now Allyssa is a Fighter and has taken her first of many steps ..yes thats right she is walking Michelle is never gonna be able to keep her still again *smiles* We are still all praying for Allyssa so that her scares wont be so bad and the troubles that still lay ahead will be few and painless We Love you Allyssa you are my Hero This is the LifeBy Hannah Montana/Miley CyrusBest Video Codes

Music, Ignorance, And 'race' Issues
Ok. so I met someone on here. All she had to talk about, at first was her cousin, which i thought was odd in and of itself. she didn't ask me anything. just started talking about her cousin. Then, we start talking about music. She lists: Britney Spears, Prince, Patti Labelle, and some others. I tell her, I don't like most of what she listens to, based on that sampling. She TELLS me I must not like "black people's music" (WHICH IS RACIST in and of itself...) THEN she procedes to ask me what groups/ artists i like that have black lead singers. I told her, I don't know because I don't think about music that way. She says "you must only like white music"..... .... ...??????? Who the HELL are you to imply that I am racist because I don't like modern RnB (which used to be good music back thirty years ago) or rap, which there is plenty of good rap out there. just not this mainstream 'bitches, bling, and gats' SHIT. and on the other end of the industry, I don't listen to most pop rock/pun

Grasping At Ghosts
The smile of your face, the touch of your skin You broke my heart, where should I begin You walked down the isle, me at your side Now you run away from me, trying to hide I gave you my heart, all I could give You were my world, my reason to live I made my mistakes, you walked away I cried all nite, with nothing to say I cant take back what I have done I wont get to see my boy who isnt my son I had my chance, but I was too blind I am too far away, too far behind I would give all to you who I love the most But all I am doing is grasping at ghosts

Name Change Again... Life Sux
Well its official boys an girls... when the end of Feb rolls around.. i will BE HOMELESS is there anyone in the area that would like to HELP me out for a little... as well as help me move my shit??? im gonna need all the HELP i can get.... so my life has gone completely down the drain... its no longer just swirling the drain any more... those of you that KNOW me for real .. or atleast talk to me on a kinda normal basis know whats going on... if anyone else wants to know.. just ask me an ill try an tell for now.. i need to look on craigs list an see if theres any work i can find for quick money... and maybe a place to live too....

A Real Boyfriend
When your on the phone arguing [ NEVER hangup on her] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ she rea

Nice Guys
To every guy that's said, "SEX CAN WAIT" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she is beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To every guy that tried to show ho

Re: Forget 1987, This Could Be 1929 All Over Again
RE: Forget 1987, This Could Be 1929 All Over Again ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Jan 2008, 13:28 Forget 1987, This Could Be 1929 All Over Again The huge debt bubble, which has artificially propped up the stock market since the turn of the millennium, could cause a new great depression according to one expert, who also predicts that investors will flock to buy gold as the dollar continues to plummet. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012408_over_again.htm

Questions
Why is it that we tend to trust those people who hurt us the most? Why do we give and give and give when we know we are gonna get hurt in the end? Is it so wrong to ask for a favor when you have given so much? Do people deserve another chance when they know they were wrong and would do whatever it took to make right that wrong? There are so many questions and every answer just leads to more questions. We get hurt but forgive and get hurt again. It seems like an endless cycle we go through. The hardest thing is loving someone who doesnt love you or rather use to love you then stopped. Does the pain every really go away or do we lie to ourselves that we dont hurt in order to cover it up? Again more questions. Do we really want to know the answers? Will it makes things better or will it hurt even more once we know? Love is a small yet extremely complicated word. Who knew that such a small word could cause so much pain when it is meant to be one of joy. Will we ever truely know the answers

Computers/technical For Goobers!!
Obviously some retards ..need help..so here we go..lmfao cpu = computer the tower main component..duhh monitor = unit connected to computer mouse, keyboard, mic, webcam, memory stick/flash drive = other components..yeah I know duhhh!! to most... oh here we go for those other retards!!! cpu can be a ...desktop, laptop...yeah I know people are stupid!!! different types of cpus..mac/hp/apple/compaq/dell/gateway/ibm to name a few... Operationg systems = software that runs your computer.. for example... linux, unix, Windows, dos, Mac OS...and some others but don't want to confuse your ignorant azz worse than what it already is now!!! haha Now for those who need real help...or are just plain as stupid as the ones above!!! Web browsers ... yes that's the software use to surf the web!!! you know what your doing now idiot!!! anyhow some web browsers are ... internet explorer/opera/firefox/Mozilla makes a few diff versions/Maxthon...and some other ones not mentionig just

The Walk
The Charity walk was about to begin, on what was a beautiful sunshiny day. The breeze was gentle and felt good through my hair and the sun was not too hot so not a bad day for a 5 mile walk. I had been chosen company rep along with a guy from Security, Jack. Wearing some khaki shorts, a tan tank top, hiking boots with white socks, and a bra, I never wear panties. Jack was wearing blue denim shorts, a Chicago Bears t shirt, socks, and gym shoes. We had seen each other many times around the building but had spoken only in passing. He had acknowledged me when he arrived and we checked in together, and went our separate ways. When it was time to walk, I did not know where he was at. A short time later he was at my elbow explaining how it was more fun with a companion and I had to agree. We were a couple of miles in when the terrain went uphill, and the going got slow. We talked about work mostly but we shared a little of ourselves. A person ahead of us fell and Jack rushed to the woman’

Help These Out Thanks
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Movies
Memorable Scenes from "Transformers" In no particular order: [Ratchett has run into some power lines, suffered a shock, and collapsed on a Green House] Ratchett: Wow! That was tingly! [tries to get up, strains] Ratchett: You got to try that! Ironhide: [sarcastically] Yeah, that looks fun. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Sam Witwicky: You can't put girl jewellery on a boy dog. He's got enough self esteem issues being a Chihuahua. Judy Witwicky: That's his bling! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Ironhide: Why are we fighting to save the humans? They're a primitive, violent race. Optimus Prime: Were we so different? They're a young species. They have much to learn. But I've seen goodness in them. Freedom is the right of all sentient beings. You all know there's only one way to end this war. We must destroy the cube. If all else fails, I will unite it with the spark in my chest. Ratchett: That's suicide. The cube is raw power. It could destroy you both. Optimus Prime: A necessary sacrifice to

Duck Hunting Accident
A duck hunter was out enjoying a nice morning on the marsh when he decided to take a leak. He walked over to a tree and propped up his gun. Just then a gust of wind blew, the gun fell over and discharged, shooting him in the genitals. Several hours later, lying in a hospital bed, he was approached by his doctor who said, "I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that you are going to be OK. The damage was local to your groin, and we were able to remove all of the buckshot. The bad news is that there was some pretty extensive damage done to your penis. So I'm going to refer you to my brother." "Well, I guess that isn't too bad," the man replied. "Is your brother a plastic surgeon?" "Not exactly." answered the doctor. "He's a flute player in the local symphony. He'll show you where to put your fingers so you don't pee in your eye."

Quizes
Take the Sexy Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz Seductive Sexy You've got all the right moves without going over the top. Intimacy is a fun and enjoyable experience for you, so you don't need to force it, and you don't worry about expressing yourself too openly. You are confident about yourself and your sexuality and there is nothing sexier than a girl who is comfortable with who she is.

Needing A Beer..
ok so i've been in a really crappy mood the last few days,and seem to be freaking out basically on everyne. I always tend to read WAY into things,and over react. I've been through alot over the yrs,and it's deeply effected me(apparently). I always care (I guess too much) about people,and think the worst about a situation. Sometimes i can be comeopletely laid back,and 9 out of 10 times, I'm the one who needs space,and doenst call people back for days at a time.I honestly normally don't care.. but then there are the times when you really feel bad,and want to help,and fell helpless when you can't. I end up lookking like soem crazy,clingy,little girl,when i truly am quite the opposite.I'ts hard to act a certian way,or portry your true self i guess.. when you dont know people too well(or they havemt know you long). Evryoen that knows me,leans on me - and i love being able to do that,and be there. That;s who i am.. i'm just sorry that it can have negative effects..esp for people who have m

From The Mouths Of Babes…words Of Wisdom
Little Melissa comes home from 1st grade & tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. 'Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint, and we're Jewish,' she asks, 'Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says: 'No, I don't think God would get mad. Whom do you want to give a Valentine to?' 'Osama Bin Laden,' she says. 'Why Osama Bin Laden?' her father asks in shock. 'Well,' she says, 'I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them, and how he didn't hate anyone anymore.' Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. 'Melissa, that's t

Hymn To Physical Pain - Rudyard Kipling
DREAD Mother of forgetfulness Who, when Thy reign begins, Wipest away the soul's distress And memory of her sins. The trusty Worm that diest not - The steadfast Fire also, By thy contrivance are forgot In a completer woe. Thine are the lidless eyes of night That stare upon our tears, Through certain hours which in our sight Exceed a thousand years. Thine is the thickness of the Dark That presses in our pain, As Thine the Dawn that bids us mark Life's grinning face again. And when thy tender mercies cease And life unvexed is due, Instant upon the false release The Worm and Fire renew. Wherefore we praise Thee in the deep, And on our beds we pray For Thy return, that Thou may'st keep The Pains of Hell at bay !

Lotus Touts
Lotus Touts: You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Touts has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so far. Do not keep this message. The Lotus Touts must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams

New Fubar User
Well thank you for the welcome to fubar. I heard about this from a friend and decided that I am extremely bored with Myspace and would try this out. Bear with me while I try to figure out how to make my profile pimpin'. Any suggestions or hints are much apperciate..... Well for now, TATA FUBAR FRIENDS!

There Are No Words/poem For Lostchild
There are no words that I could say But I can sit here and wipe these tears away Your life will forever be broken without those little words that once were spoken I can feel your pain I can see your strength just the same There are no words that could heal that empty place inside There are thoughts of you I share with pride When you have thoughts of doubt think of your love he couldn't live without Take a look inside yourself you'll see You are the Mother noone else could ever be He has earned his "Angel Wings" I am free he sings Don't think of me as gone Think of me as Life's Happy Song I know You and Daddy Miss me so But now I am in heaven shining from the stars I will forever grow and glow Don't cry Mommy I am alright Dry that tear Keep me in sight I will forever be here I will be in your dreams So please don't cry for me I will always walk with you so take my hand Mommy lead the way I will follow you through each struggling day When you drift off to sle

Is There Life Out There?
She married when she was twenty She thought she was ready Now she's not so sure She thought she'd done some living But now she's just wonderin What she's living for Now she's feeling that there's something more Chorus: Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home Shes done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there She's always lived for tomorrow She's never learned how To live for today She's dyin to try something foolish Do something crazy Or just get away Something for herself for a change Repeat chorus There's a place in the sun that she's never been Where life is fair and time is a friend Would she do it the same as she did back then She looks out the window and wonders again Repeat chorus twice

Poppie Lost His Mother . . .
Some of you know Poppie. He’s an awesome man. He just lost his mother. Please drop by to say hi and add him if he’s not already your friend. Poppie@ fubar glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com

Keno's Kos
HOT! HOT! HOT! Join this new HOT GROUP! Im still looking for new officers such as promoters, recruiters, and small workers to help me run this group smoothly. HOW TO JOIN? 1. Send me a private message inquiring that you want to join. 2. You will be givin an application form that must be filled out and sent to me via fubar mail b4 u are approved. Ive had too many members join and jus want certain things or join and then concentrate on others groups so this time ima make sure i pick the right members. 3. YOU MUST EARN YOUR MEMBERSHIP CARD!! This will ensure that you are not jus trying to join for a membership card. 4. There will b 3 folders dedicated to the KO girls. (1) for the membership cards (2) for the members (3) for newbie members that must graduate into the main members folder This is group is no different from any other fubar female group. Its basically a group of the hottest ladies on fubar. Different events will be held such as small raffl

A Bit More Of My Poetic Point Of View
If you could see through my eyes Maybe then you would realize Why I feel the way I do About everything about you From the way you smile To your indelable style From the way you look at me To the way you set my heart free Your beauty you couldn't deny If you could see yourself through my eyes

Ain't Nothin Wrong...
With a big girl. I see past size and look at character. Big girls and skinny girls can be sweet or total super mega bitches. Size doesn't matter...its alll about personality, character, and how you carry yourself that makes you attractive...not if you're a single digit size.

What Love Should Be Like
The sound of our voice makes me weak When I hear your words I cannot breathe The thought of your touch It does so many things That I can't stand it, it's too much Your smile that is so true and calming In your arms I want to fall No thoughts of you ever harming I just want you and that's all Your hands touch me when I am away The thought of it taking my words I want to say so much but lose what words to say So much I miss you it hurts You are all I could want and are my soul You have fixed what was broken You made me whole All with no words spoken I have dreamed of you for so long Trying to put someone in your place I was so very wrong The faceless was always your face I have wanted you and didn't think you were real I could never explain to you How you exposed what was never allowed to feel Your soul is my soul Your heart is my heart Now that I am whole I never want to part I want you for you I promise to give all of me You have nothing but true What els

Rude Men On Here
Ok lately I have been coming across rude men on cherrytap (fubar) when they dont seem to get there way they tend to start with degrading remarks or they go and post pic comments that are rude AKA ugly your fat disgusting ect.. like today there has been a guy everyday that shouts can I see your private pics and thats the only thing he says and nothing more well today I told him no that he was just getting on my nerves and def would not get in to my private pics by just saying can I see your private pics.. and so he responds I dont care anyway your on the chubby side.. so I have resorted to changing all my pictures to friends only and it sucks because Im not one of those people that has set everything to private to get points on here.. I mean I have gotten my profile flagged by the people that look for stupid shit like you can see the very top of my bra and it gets flagged for nsfw content.. I mean its sad to think that the men on here act like grown toddlers when they dont get there w

Broke
Broke Can't walk away and can't hold on Lost somewhere in the middle feeling all alone Heart screaming with joy and dying all at the same time Love isn't suppose to hurt and destory should be sublime Even with the pain you know will be there you stay Must be something broke deep inside to feel this way Wanting so much more out of life then what is there Only having yourself to blame for not letting anyone else near Craving that dream you see only in books But yet too damn blind to see all the other looks Wondering just what it will take to move forward And again have those dreams to reach toward Only way to survive is turn it all off, be hollow inside Hope for that ember of someone new to turn the tide Give you the hope and strength to fix what is broke Become solid instead of passing through life like smoke Learning to live again instead of merely being alive

Crazy Bout This Song ;)halo Soundtrack...
Breaking Benjamin_Blow me away..and the games rules too :p "Follow" I'm losing sight Don't count on me I chase the sun It chases me You know my name You know my face You'd know my heart If you knew my place I'll walk straight down As far as I can go! [Chorus:] I'll follow you if you follow me I don't know why you lie so clean I'll break right through the irony Enlighten me Reveal my fate Just cut these strings That hold me safe you know my head You know my gaze You'd know my heart If you knew your place I'll walk straight down As far as I can go [Chorus] Cure this wait I hate this wait

I Juss Luv Dose Lyrics _breaking Benjamin_breath
I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet? In my head I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon (This will be all over soon) Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in [Breath lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you [Bridge] I'm waiting I

.better-than-ever Beef Enchiladas
Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 43 min Makes: 4 servings, two enchiladas each 1/2 lb. extra lean ground beef 1/2 cup chopped green peppers 1/2 cup chopped red peppers 2 cups TACO BELL® HOME ORIGINALS® Thick 'N Chunky Salsa, divided 1 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Sharp Cheddar Cheese, divided 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Light Zesty Italian Reduced Fat Dressing 8 corn tortillas (6 inch) 2 Tbsp. chopped fresh cilantro PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Cook meat and peppers in large nonstick skillet on medium heat until meat is no longer pink, stirring frequently. Add 1 cup of the salsa; simmer 3 to 4 min. or until peppers are tender. Remove from heat; stir in 1/2 cup of the cheese. SPREAD 1/4 cup of the salsa onto bottom of 13x9-inch baking dish. Brush dressing lightly over both sides of tortillas. Stack 4 of the tortillas on large sheet of waxed paper; wrap tortillas in waxed paper. Microwave on HIGH 20 to 30 sec. or just until warmed. Immediately spoon 1/3 cup meat mixture down ce

To All 1433 Friends
i am removing anyone that is on my friends and fans list that did not return the fan. if you want to stay on my friends list i ask that you look and see if you returned the fan favor. if not please return the love. i am so sick of having to do this..

When I Think Of You
When I think of you my body gets really hot. Fire flows through my veins straight to that special place. My chest starts to rise and fall rapidly as I think of your hands on my body. I tingle in places that I keep reserved only for you. When I think of you I touch myself.

Day 1
I sent out a bulletin on myspace announcing my profile here to which my brother replied and laughed at the FUBAR name sharing the definition of the word - the letters being a acronym for 'fucked up beyond all recognition' which i suppose could be true considering it is a internet bar. *smile* I forsee a new addiction in my life, 'Fubaritis' adding to my current issues with insomnia. I am still learning my way around and am here to explore and make new friends. I am from Texas (the Dallas Metro area) but I have traveled a good bit through out the continental U.S., Canada, The Yukon, Alaska, and a brief trip to Russia. Be friendly, stop by and say hello. ;)