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You Are Heaven-
You are a woman of wisdom, which grows through the seasons. Hiding away the light of the sun in your smile. You created the stars to match your eyes. The curves of the milky way matching your sensual frame. Your touch like the fires of an undying sun. Your lips as cool as the backgrounds of space. Your hair flowing bright like the moons shimmering glow. A woman of wisdom who thinks on the breeze. A Goddess who's whims bring mountains to there knees. I feel your presents in the northern lights. A Goddess of nature, in whom all of earth delights.

Haha
1. If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it) 2. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it) 3. A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes. (In my next life I want to be a pig) (How'd they figure this out, and why?) 4. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Still can't get over that pig thing) (Don't try this at home...maybe at work?) 5. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (Is that why Flipper was always smiling?) (And pigs get 30-minute orgasms? Doesn't seem fair) 6. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmmmmm........) 7. Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do. (If you're ambidextrous do you split the difference?)

A Candle Light
A prayer never said, or that promise never kept. A hand never offered to help, or a smile never offered in friendship. A hurt never forgiven, or a wound never healed. A kiss never asked for, or a hug never accepted. A love never pursued, or a dance never danced. A song never sung, or those words never spoken. A child never born, or a flower never allowed to bloom. A risk never taken, or a room you never come out from. A wall never climbed, or that path never taken. A child never knowing their Grandparents, or that card you never sent. A mercy never given, or a hate never left behind. A baby never suckled, or a tear never shed. Light that candle that sits so gloom and cold, bring a truth to your life before you are to old.

Letting Go
My best friend and roommate moved out tonight... This is for her. You'll never know how much I cried. You'll never know how much I hurt. No more late nights laughing together. No more days of just being us. You're leaving. You are moving on to something better. I'm staying here. I'm going to try to make it work. Nothing is the same without you. Nothing seems as fun. I look at your bed and the pain settles in. You'll never lay there ever again. I'll lay here every night, looking at that bed. You've been with me for so long. Always by my side. My partner in crime. My shoulder to cry on. I haven't been without you since we met. Until I die I'll be here for you. I can't wait to see you on your wedding day. I can only imagine how beautiful you'll be. I'll stand beside you, bouquet in hand and watch you leave me again. I love you more than anyone I know. It's so not easy letting go. One last hug before you leave. I'll see you soon my ve

All About Lilith
Lilith is the Goddess of every woman claiming her own right to pursue her goals. Jewish mythology teaches that she was Adam's first wife, but she refused the submissive role of a help-mate, and left the garden to wander in the wilderness. Legend also has it that she was there before the earth was formed, and is made of the stuff left over when God diminished the moon so it wouldn't fight with the sun. In her right hand she holds a star, which represents her strength of will. At her left flies an owl, which represents the wisdom she has gained in discovering her independence. She stands upon a rocky outcropping overlooking a river valley. Behind her on her right is a pomegranate tree, a symbol of life and rebirth, and some say it was the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil. *October 24th, Lilith's Day*: # Presumably the day that Lilith left Eden, or possibly a Sumerian Holy Day the celebrates the harvest (sort of like Thanksgiving). Whichever you prefer. *Lilith Aromatherapy*: #

Some Jokes
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE." -------------------- A man scanned the guests at a party and spotted an attractive woman standing alone. He approached her and asked her name. "My name is Carmen," she told him. "That's a beautif

-your Ways-
Soft Silken Your skin is... Hypnotizing Mezmerizing Your scent is... Sweet Alluring Your taste is... Wet Lustful Your body is... Addictive Captivating Your eyes are... Strong Powerful Your mind is... Willing Able Your heart is... Witness Admirer I am yours... Stunning Amazing You are to behold... The ways of a Goddess as they unfold. Do you see it now?

-goodbye Kiss-
You never know when your going to die... So this morning i kissed you goodbye. The scent of your hair and the shimmer in your eyes. You never know when, so i kissed you goodbye. The silk of your skin as i kiss down your thigh. You never know, so i kissed you goodbye. The warmth of your insides as you breath slowly, tears crawled from my eyes as you whispered...hold me. I don't know when, this is why this morning i kissed you goodbye. At the table we ate, seat close. Simple favorites as eggs and toast, i don't know when, but i know why. And this morning i kissed you goodbye. At the door our lips met, wanting you more with every step. Now on my way, i traveled briskly, pass swifter vehicles as one did not miss me. As sharp pains clawed in my chest, i struggled for my last breath. My soul passed through my eye's, but i could not cry. Because this morning i kissed you goodbye. Can we live like this?

Funny
The founder of the Harley Davidson Motorcycle Corporation, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "You've been a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world. Your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "So you were the one who invented the Harley Davidson motorcycles, eh?" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me..." God commented, "Well, what's the big deal about inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run without a road!?!" Arthur was embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me but aren't you the inventor of woman???" God said, "Ah, yes." "Well," said Arthur, "Professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: **1. There's too much inconsis

A Great Sigh Of Relief
Well campers, that's the end of the semester...well not officially, i still have a small test to take on tuesday, but otherwise the semester is over. I'm sure I did well in my classes, and the hard work I've been putting in the past few weeks will be worth it. I haven't been around as much as I usually am, and I'm sorry if anyone missed me at all (not that ya'll have i'm sure) but I should be back around for the next few weeks at least :D So someone help me celebrate winter break by showin me some love ok??

Marriage
I don't know what is going on with people these days?? What happened to marriage being something that is taking serious and very precious. Marriage is something not to be entered into lightly. Why do people jump in bed with another person before they have had time to heal. You are taking the emotional baggage of your marriage to that next man or woman. Do you actully think that new man or woman is going to want to deal with that. The other thing, if your marriage is not working out why do you still sleep with them and maybe have sex with them? If it's not working you are giving that person you are married to false hope because you are going on like it's nothing wrong. If yal are not getting alon get your bags and get to steppin. Why stay somewhere you are not happy. Then I hear those men and women say "I stay for the kids". They are going to be more messed up watching you be unhappy and most likly yal arguing all the time. The child or children will be messed up more. If you are going

Taken By Love Ii
Since telling loved ones she was taken by love. Years, came and went. Our stay together grew, long gone are days of bright summers and warm morning dues. Our surroundings are new, aching morning glances and soft visions of you. Once Taken by storm, now the seas are calm and cool. Every once in a while the winds brew and the water chops steadily. Our first traces of gray, are now dyed away. Now past plans of marriage, everyday she wakes up in my arms. A day can't pass when I don't thank her for the visit, which turned into a tour of my truest feelings. Commiting all and eternity to her ways and faults as she did mine. Til death do us, taken by love I was, a second time. Kaizer Sozei Valentino

R.i.p. Goldy!!
Another one is gone =[ Body: Today my little girl and I had to leave to take Goldy to the vet and have her euthanized. There was no hope.. we went 2 3 vets.. no one would help us because we couldn't pay 1300+ 2 have them even tell us what was wrong with her.. Desperately we wnt from vet 2 vet untill we gave up because she was in such pain... We took her to the Humane Society expecting to just have her put 2 rest... how surprised we were to find a vet in a department of the Society that doesn't even treat animals iother than nuetering and spaying, who cared enough to make her comfortable.. He knew we had no money, he didn't even hesitate to treat her.. my baby and I cried and cried and battled with this decision... what 2 do??? Put her 2 sleep peacefully or take her home at a less than 20% chance of survival... After 45 minutes of crying and talking it over we finally had her euthanized... God how we miss her.. how we cried... she was part of the family... Isn't it

Up's And Down's
Life is filled with ups and downs.. Lately mine been down.. I not sure if its the Christmas season or what. My weight is effecting me alot lately. I had hopes to be down 50 pounds by now. But things happen and losing the weight did not happen. Gyms need to have a play room so I can bring my kids and still work out. Or Pol (hubbies work) needs to get off 12's.. I watch what I eat but i will sneak some sweets now and then. It is much harder for me to workout at home because there are too many distractions and my foot is acting up. Where is my luck lately. Things need to change and soon because I cant deal with the added weight. Its hard not to let it get to me but it does.

Taken By Love
I met a close friend today, who waved and smiled as she walked my way. Out of plenty of things I planned to say, all my thoughts were lost when she put her arms around me. Surrounding me, surrounded in ... her deep felt joy and creamy soft skin. When I held her our lives became one, her soul...my soul, our minds become one. Her flowing hair danced across my arm, her sparkling eye's mimicking the stars. She looked at me with deep content, breath taken by her smile emotions began to vent. Forget the light through yonder window, my close friend was beautiful, plain and simple. She took my hand and lead me home, our place was together we were meant to be together alone. End of Part One.

Fubar Admin Deleted One Of My Pix As 'nsfw'--but==
WELL GUYS--i don't have any NSFW pix here--didn't for 4 + months---so i ask: 'which one of my pix do you deem NSFW?'--and guess what --24 hours after asking that question--it remains IGNORED---and I HATE BEING IGNORED. especially after being accused of something. i had no 'nekid' pix there--cept the one that says i'm nekkid--which is from the neck up and still remains--maybe it wasn't nekkidness--but offensiveness cause i looked ugly--but damn it why doesn't someone tell me

Going Back To Seattle
Well, I can't stomach any more hardship out here in Chicago, so I've decided to make the move back to Seattle. I gave it a try and just couldn't make things work. There comes a point in every battle in life where you have to realize that you're being beat and if you don't step back and regroup you may step over a line to a point of no return. It's time to relocate and try a new attack. I have made a number of decisions in my life that have turned out pretty poorly and I hope that this isn't another one. I guess we'll see. Wish me luck.

My Website
OMG!! MY WEBSITE IS FINALLY PUBLISHED.. WHEW!! IT'S BEEN ALMOST 3 MONTHS NOW.. AND WHAT A LABOR OF LOVE IT'S BEEN THRU TRIAL AND ERROR.. I FINALLY DID IT.. I HAVE A CREATIVE SIDE AND LOVE TO MAKE THINGS AND LIKE DESIGN AND COLOR. SO STOP BY AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK. YOUR OPINION MATTERS TO ME.. AND IF YA LIKE CLICK ON THE AD'S IT WILL GIVE YA XTRA POINTS..LOL .. IF YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN.. XOXOXO THANKS. MUCH LOVE. WWW.ANYWAYLIFE.COM XOXO NICOLETTE

** 134 Now On Fubar's 1st F/r/a World Cruise, 3 New Crew Members *
Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking. Welcome aboard Fubar's very 1st world cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fu gifts. It is free to join us, but feel free to buy the crew members a drink or any other gifts during happy hours LOL. The few simple rules to join us are as follows ... 1} You MUST rate, fan and add all crew members and the passengers. Remember to put Fubars Cruise in the add request or the passengers may not add you. If you do not do all 3, you will not be added to the cruise. 2} Once you have done number 1, you send a private message (not a shout) to the Captain, who will then add you to the next update. 3} Passengers must have a passport (default) photo and be level 1 and above to be added to the passenger list. 4} You are asked to repost bulletins so that more passengers can join in the fun, thank you! You are not required to have Fubar World Cruise in your user name and do not have to leave a

Fred Phelps
This guy and his followers are nothing but peices of shit...i never knew a whole lot about this idiot..but to watch this crap on tv...made it obvious that this is a cult..talkin about how god hates fags...as they put it...and how they were wishing how all troops were dead...WTF gives them ANY right to proclaim they are ANY servant of god..wishing that sort of thing on our troops these peices of shit are trampling the american flag...isnt that ILLEGAL...why arent they getting put on trial... im ashamed to be in the same state as they are...if i ever run into them face to face...any one of them..ill pummel their asses to the ground and i wont stop till im in prison...i hope someone bombs their asses... such a waste of human skin..a bunch of worthless socialy inapt shit bags...they WILL burn in hell following that godless freak of nature. to think people are actualy sending this fuckwad and his family money to do this shit..apparently has raised some 10mill for his cause....is

Us Refuses ' Any Wounded Soldier' Mail
By JAY REEVES, Associated Press Writer Tue Dec 11, 2:22 PM ET BIRMINGHAM, Ala. - Hundreds of thousands of holiday cards and letters thanking wounded American troops for their sacrifice and wishing them well never reach their destination. They are returned to sender or thrown away unopened. ADVERTISEMENT Since the Sept. 11 attacks and the anthrax scare, the Pentagon and the Postal Service have refused to deliver mail addressed simply to "Any Wounded Soldier" for fear terrorists or opponents of the war might send toxic substances or demoralizing messages. Mail must be addressed to a specific member of the armed forces — a rule that pains some well-meaning Americans this Christmas season. "Are we going to forget our soldiers because we are running in fear?" Fena D'Ottavio asked. The suburban Chicago woman was using her blog to encourage friends to send mail to unspecified soldiers until she learned of the ban, which she called a sad commentary on society. Last season, d

Red Eye Flight To Remember!
I’m on my way back to North Carolina after a 12 month tour of duty in Thailand with the U.S. Air Force. It’s 1 o’ clock in the morning and I’m on a DC-10 from L.A. to Chicago, the “redeye flight”. With the time changes and long flying hours, I’m restless and too wired to sleep, so I open the latest issue of Penthouse and start to “read”. The plane is almost empty except for a few people sleeping in 1st class, the flight crew and me in coach. We had just gotten to our cruising altitude when this beautiful redheaded flight attendant sits down beside me. I put my magazine in the pocket of the seat in front of me and we start to talk. Eventually the talk turns to sex. She tells me that she has always wanted to have sex on a flight but has never had the chance (she was a fairly new flight attendant). I told her this seemed like a perfect time to make it come true and gave her a big smile. She returned the smile and at the same time found my zipper and released my ever hardening peni

It Means
Fly off the handle A watched pot never boils. Every dog will have it's day. Easy come, easy go. The light at the end of the tunnel is not an oncoming train. Ice. You really need to read "What's it mean" first. The answers make no sense without the linked question.

New Husband Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructionsat the entrance: "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" sh

The Cowboy Is Gone!!!
After further debating... I have decided to totally get rid of fubar all together... So come tomorrow morning... This account will be gone... If you wanted to say good-bye to me before I do so... speak now or forever hold your piece... If you wanna add me to your myspace... Go ahead... http://www.myspace.com/supermanjlm and the email is supermanJLM@yahoo.com

When Times Are Down
When Times are down By Eric Ethan When times are down I feel lost and with out I feel alone and crying when nobody is around I’m scared to let my feeling out Some days have some much anger in my heart I want to yell out But I bottle up. There are days of feeling of things that are on my mind and I pause and scare of fright to say what’s on my mind with out people thinking wrong of me I’m in that world I let my anger and turn green like the hulk, with rage I feel like animal caged and want to get out When I burst out I look around and I scream out loud with a big roar like a mighty lion and stand tall like Giant Grizzly bear Then I hear a kind voice I turn around I hear a sweet voice saying my name come here Ethan and give you that hug I’ll make those demons go away, I walk to that sweet voice as I walk my color of green started to fade away each step I took. I got there and there was th

Isis
Isis, Egyptian Goddess of Magic and Giver of Life Isis, the Egyptian goddess of rebirth remains one of the most familiar images of empowered and utter femininity. The goddess Isis was the first daughter of Geb, god of the Earth, and Nut, the goddess of the Overarching Sky. Isis was born on the first day between the first years of creation, and was adored by her human followers. Unlike the other Egyptian goddesses, the goddess Isis spent time among her people, teaching women how to grind corn and make bread, spin flax and weave cloth, and how to tame men enough to live with them (an art form on which many of us would welcome a refresher course!) Isis taught her people the skills of reading and agriculture and was worshipped as the goddess of medicine and wisdom. More than any other of the ancient Egyptian goddesses, Isis embodied the characteristics of all the lesser goddesses that preceded her. Isis became the model on which future generations of female deities in othe

Happy Hour!!
I've purchased a happy hour tonight at 11 pm central time everyone be sure to fan add rate crush all you can!!!!! thank you. I showed my love to all of you by cutting costs by half and doubling your rating points, be sure to show me the love back!!

Reason For This New Blog
Since joining Deviant Art, I have run across many wonderful Artists--all who work in different mediums; different styles of art and so on. And I've done it in the past -- and recently -- made a post concerning one of my fave artists with links to the site, their gallery and or their profile. This is to help them get exposure -- not they need it :) and to maybe open some eyes to all kinds of artwork that is available. Most of all of the art on Deviant Art is available for sale. I hope you enjoy the artists that I will feature --the goal is to feature one or two artists a week. Have a blessed evening!

Aphrodite
Aphrodite, Greek Goddess of Romance and Beauty The Greek goddess Aphrodite, the original "Golden Girl", perfectly attired for the occasion in a simple string of pearls and a couple of strategically placed scallop shells, stepped out of the ocean on the island of Cypress and set the ancient world on its ear. Aphrodite, goddess of romantic love had finally arrived! Never had there been such sensual beauty and impeccable taste. The other Greek goddesses now had their work set out for them . . . a new standard had been set, and the world would never be the same! Henceforth there would be candlelit dinners, heart-rending arias in operas, high-heeled shoes and bright red lipstick (not to mention soap operas). Romance was here and planning to stay. It is not clear how the Greek goddess Aphrodite (also known as the Roman goddess Venus) came to be "sea-born". One legend was that Aphrodite was the daughter of the Titan Uranus, formed from his genitals that had been severed and tossed

Re: Ed Brown Is Dying In Prison
RE: Ed Brown is dying in prison ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] -RONPAUL2008- Date: 13 Dec 2007, 22:58 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Vance...what a goddamned circusIIDate: Dec 13, 2007 4:57 PMHe committed no crime. The criminals rule us.Thanx to:Bryan Maxfreedomfighter4allMatt Probert Matt (Pro U.S. Constitution, Pro Ron Paul 08)

Why Is It?
Why is it just because you are a staff member of one lounge that other lounges have you blocked??? Makes no sense to me..... I get banned from a lounge because I'm staff at another??? Oh well..... Not MY loss!!! I wish some people would grow up on here!!!

Is It Possible To Feel Hapy Like I Do Now
well i am goin to start off by saying hey to every one. i know its been a while since ive spoken. well there has been alot of crap that has been goin on here at home, with my dad and his situation getting worse and having to put up with his crap along with the illness tell you its starting to get to me. well to the reason i am writing this. last night i went to see the lights in McAdenville. i met a really good person to take a stroll through the lights and got to admitt i had one hell of a time. i never thought i would feel safe talkin and opening up to another girl. but last night i had no worries at all. dont think i have ever laughed and had as much fun. it really sucked when tina had to go home cause all i could do is think of her. think this is a beautiful start of something good for once in my life. ty tina for a great time last night hope we can get together soon and do it again hugs n kisses

Job Application For Real
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Walmart in Arkansas . They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Old Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place DESIRED SALARY: $185,0 00 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAV

External Hard Drives Your Best Computer Investment...
Archive Apple Chips D Demo Digital Cameras Displays Internet Microsoft Miller's Choice PC Hardware Phones Show Reports Software Never miss a story. Add our RSS Feed to your favorite feed reader. Michael J. Miller's Column Got a Question? A Comment? E-mail Michael! Wednesday December 12, 2007 External Hard Drives: Your Best Computer Investment (But Still Not Perfect) Categories: PC Hardware Tags: Backup, Hard Drives, Storage Whether you're getting a new computer for the holidays, or just dealing with an existing machine, I'm convinced the best investment you can make for your computer is an external hard drive you use for backup. For years, I've been imploring friends, colleagues, and readers to backup their systems, but too often I've heard from people who just weren't backed up. Today, the information we have on our machines - from business files and tax records to digital music libraries and priceless collections of digital photogra

The Truth About Sex
Sex Statistics!!! 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural",

Re: Odds Say 2/1 Ron Paul Will Smash $10 Million Barrier
RE: Odds Say 2/1 Ron Paul Will Smash $10 Million Barrier ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Dec 2007, 22:54 Odds Say 2/1 Ron Paul Will Smash $10 Million Barrier In One Day Donations Betting odds on how much money Ron Paul's campaign will raise in one day this Sunday suggest that bookies believe the Congressman could easily break the $10 million mark and stun his constant detractors by raising close to $20 million in the fourth quarter. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/131207Odds.htm

Th Treasure Chest
The Treasure Chest By Eric Ethan I give you this Golden Key for you to open this treasure chest It is full of happiness and smile when you look in When you open the chest you will notice there is pearl and jewels from all over the world But when you open this golden box that has your name on that same golden key will open that golden box. The box is open you will notice a golden heart It shines so bright and just right to enjoy the smiles and laughter and good feelings to make your night. So when you are down you always have that golden key to open that golden box enjoy the golden heart of friend that made you smile a lot to get you through the day with smiles and laughter with in your heart The End

Don't Judge Me Before You Get To Know Me
I am tired of the bullshit on here with some dumb drama bitches on here who are jealous and wanna start trouble, if you don't have time to get to know me before u get to know me, I suggest you go on your merry way and delete me before you believe on what other people say since u don't know me at all, I appreciate the same respect in return, I am sick and tired of all the bullshit and drama and two face bitches on here, I do not truly care what people think of me on here, I am here to have fun and make new friends and fans, I am not here to cause problems like some people are on here on my last blog are, so I suggest you talk to me and get to know me as af riend, I have true friends in my family list that know me will tell you I am a cool ass chick and a very nice person and drama free, so please get the fuck out of my friends list and off my page if u gonna start shit, I have 100% friends in my family list who will back me up, at least they don't judge me before they get to know me, AT

Christmas Thoughts
‘Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-is-ty Are words that were used to intimidate me. Now Daschle, Now Dard

Re: Peter Power Flees From Confrontation On 7/7 Terror Drill
RE: Peter Power Flees From Confrontation On 7/7 Terror Drill ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Dec 2007, 22:43 Peter Power Flees From Confrontation On 7/7 Terror Drill The managing director of the company that eerily, and some charge suspiciously, were running drills identical to the events that unfolded on 7/7 in London had to flee from members of We Are Change UK this week when he was asked to explain who had hired his consultancy firm to run the exercise that coincided with the bombing. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121307_power_flees.htm

Same Sh*t Different Day 2
just got a message on msn from my ex saying that the toy I got him was a piece of shit it didn't last a day. Then she went on to say that she was pissed at me because I didn't send a christmas card to him and that I didn't love him anymore and that I was like her ex boyfriend. I feel like shit now and I shouldn't I did my best

Im Back Home ; Im Fine Ty All Oh Ty All
My surgery went well, no problems. but have heard about the nodule on my lung yet > Go back in 2 wks , gt checked. Ty all; Your prayers really helped . I love you my dear friends . Hugs Diana

Update On Me
HEY EVERYONE!!!! MY SCAN CAME BACK CLEAR!!!! HAHAHA!!! WHAT A CHRISTMAS PRESENT!! I am DONE with Chemo!!! YEAH ME! YEAH US!!!! I have a hernia so I will need surgery to repair that but it is an overnight thing...no biggie!!!! What a blessing this year has been and a growing experience! I feel so blessed to have my friends and family, and all the prayers that we have recieved... ....The blessings i have received are immeasurable...and this email would get quite long if I tried to mention all of them......But thank you to everyone that were parts of and contributed to them, and thank you for your prayers....my family can finally be more normal now than we have been in 6 months!! I will continue to get CAT Scans ever three months for the next two years...then they will spread out a little more for the years that follow until I am at 1 or 2 per year. Again Thank You all for everything!!!

Beware Ladies
I did a sticky bulletin on this today but I'm blogging it too for further updates. No it's not drama, just truth. Women need to beware. He prays on the vulnerable. THIS IS TRUE...I KNOW THIS GUY AS WELL AND HAVE BEEN CONTACTED VIA EMAIL ALSO. HE HAS USED AND ABUSED WOMEN ON MYSPACE AND FUBAR AS WELL. AFTER I GOT SEVERAL EMAILS FOR A WOMAN HE GOT INVOLVED WITH I PERSONALLY LEFT HIM A MESSAGE ON HIS KYREDNECK FUBAR PAGE AND THE NEXT DAY IT WAS DELETED. HE CONTACTED ME VIA YAHOO MESSENGER AND ASKED WHY I LEFT THAT. I PLAYED DUMB AND HE SAID THAT HE LEFT FUBAR BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE LYING ABOUT HIM. YA. TELL ME ANOTHER ONE. THIS CHICK WAS GOING TO TRY TO GET SOME OTHER PICTURES BUT HASN'T YET. THIS BULLETIN IS TRUE. I AM GOING TO STICKY IT. SORRY I DIDN'T SEND SOONER BUT THINGS HAVE BEEN CRAZY IN OKLAHOMA WITH THE ICE STORM AND BLACKOUT. STAY AWAY FROM THIS GUY. 1-270-314-2618 IS HIS PHONE NUMBER IF YOU WANT TO CALL HIM TO GIVE HIM A PIECE OF YOUR MIND .... UNLESS HE CHANGED IT

Want To Be In The Family? *read First*
Okay I get asked everyday so many times if someone can be in the family so My beauty and I talked and we will be starting a new family list. Here is how it is going to work: Everyone will be expected to make me, OR us a personalized salute (see my salute album for an idea) Also you must have your own salute on your profile page if you want to see the family albums from now on. Also Once you are added we will want you to comment some if you want to stay in the family because we enjoy reading your thoughts as you view the pics, We do not get upset by dirty talk it turns us on so say what you feel. I/We will also make a salute for you if you'd like just send me the request and if it is not too nasty we will do our best to comply. The only ones we will keep on family are those who have done this,all others who want to join the family are expected to send a salute first. Sorry it has to be this way but we have had too many bad experiences as of late. BeautysBeast

Poem 4
Mornings To Come Morning comes and I awaken to an empty bed as I reach for you and you’re not in your place. Emptiness is the loudest cry my ears have ever heard. I get out of bed searching for the biggest sign of your presence; calling out your name over and over. I learn that silence can be the deepest of pains to ones heart and soul. I walk from room to room looking for your things to be in their usual place; I see nothings there. I feel blinded by the empty space that surrounds me. I don’t know what to do or say, I’m lost in the wilderness of my fears. I drowning in words too confused to come out of my mouth fearing the world of loneliness. You were everything to me and more; you’ve taken away the air that I breathe. Please give me back my fantasy; the courage that I need to live. All I’m feeling at this time is the purest of pain. I rush to the phone dialing home and you’re number echoes through my head time after time and you never answer. Tears begin to stream do

I Guess Somethings Never Change.....
I think it's funny that guys (not all) on this site think your hot until you reject them and call them out. How sad your life must be if your hitting on girls you assume are internet whores, only to be rejected and later cover your ass and get defensive and it's even better when they block you because they know your right and have no grounds to base an argument. And people wonder why I don't spend alot of time on here anymore.....it's always nice when everytime you log in you see this crap in your shout box.....

Avon Opportunity
If anyone is interested in selling avon please send me a private message with your name and number. To start selling avon: YOU MUST BE 18 years old or Older. It costs $10 and you get all the supplies you need to start. For the first four campaigns you earn 50% of what you sell minus cost of supplies and things you order. After the 4th campaign your earnings depend on how much you sell. You can earn anywhere from 20% to 50%.

First Time For Everything
Well today has been a very excellent day. After getting a great deal on the materials to finish the basement, I went to meet for the very 1st time my half-brother, from the USA. My father is his father. The man is 54, has 3 grown daughters, and 10 grand kids of his own. He looks like our father to a tee.....same facial structure, same build, but with his own personality. He is in town to meet the family and to see our father for teh 1st time too (Our father is very ill, and is currently in the hospital on a permenant basis). Tomorrow (dec 14th) is his 74th bday, so we are all going to go see him. I will update as I learn more about my new brother.

Poem 3
A MILLION & ONE A million times you’ve always said you would love me forever. A million times you’ve promised me you’d always be there for me til end of time. Now you say it’s time to go and that love doesn’t live here anymore. Now you say you’re unhappy after a million smiles and a million sunrises in my arms. A millions times I’ve heard your voice whispering in my ears at night as if I’ve heard a million questions in my head. Now that I have all the answers; but I have no one to give me any questions. A billion tears have sent chills down my face as they flow down in the form of a waterfall. So many times I’ve questioned God and why he has taken you and your love away from me after so many years. I see you from time to time surrounded by walls of empty flesh; keeping me away from you as if I were a virus, plague or disease. I some times wish I had a million bullets; for what I don’t know at this point in time. I want to leave this place, this world, this galaxy caring m

Journal Entree...2== Hanging The Headless- A Series Of Random Thoughts
2323232323232323232323232323232323232323232323232 The face a wear is not my own.. Have i transformed myself into something I've never wanted to become? If i have become something I dont want to be than who am i and why do i refuse to see who i "really" am? rob, IM SORRY IVE BEEN SO DIFFICULT MY BAVIOUR IS UNINTENTIONAL I FEEL DISCONNECTED WHETHER FROM MYSELF, AND THE REALITY I LIVE IN BASED UPON MANNERISMS THAT I HAVE PLACED AND EXPECTATIONS THAT ARE FARFETCHED AND REDICULOUS AND UNREACHABLE I HATE WHAT IVE BECOME HAVE I BECOME MORE SELFISH THAN EVER? I MAKE LOUSY EXCUSES FOR MY BEHAVOIR I MISS THINGS I SHOULDNT MISS I WORRY TOO MUCH AM I SELF DESTRUCTING OR DO I JUST THINK I AM? dO i NEeD TO cHANgE? iF SO wHERe DO i BEgIN.. aND hOW dO i gO aBOUT dOInG iT? i WEAR mANy mASKs tHAt aRe fAKE hAS mY oBSEsS1ON wITH mANSON gONE oVeRbOArD? wHO aM i? i WISH i WAS aS hAPPy aS i WaS wHeN i wAS yoUnGeR aLl i wANt iN lIfE is tO BE hAPpY.. i aM

Take Me
Take me as I am, no presumptions, no demands. Don't categorize me don't abuse me. Open my mind and let my thoughts and desires escape. Touch me in places I have only dreamt about. Bring me to heights I've only read about. Take me tonight, no expectations just desire. Explore my body inch by inch and let me touch you however my hands may desire to. Kiss me here.. Kiss me there.. let me run my hands all over you. May I explore you from deep within, may I let go of any inhibitions and do to you as I wish. I will let you do the same. There'll be a couple restrictions, none un reasonable. I yearn for your touch, my body aches for yours. Let's spend the entire night together and just explore one another...

#19 12/10 - 12/16
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 12/10 - 12/16 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... ¢@NDLΞ M@NN 9,571 Points to Freak **********************************************

Poem 2
Love Is! Love is having you by my side And in my dreams, you're always there Love is knowing you're wherever I go Just like the skies You're everywhere Love is lying down at night And before I sleep Your face is the last thing I see When I wake to the early morning That happy face is there to greet me Love is knowing that truly You are the one I'd spend the rest of my life Love is knowing how wonderful it would be To live as husband and wife Love is knowing that in my heart That what we share is strong and true Love is so many things I know But most of all, I know love is you.

20 Days Left
Yea thats right, i got 20 days left till i move to missouri for my training... anyone live in missouri??? lets have a beer in person then. first round on me. but anyways, yea im nervous but ill pull through

All About Me
I have been living in raceland since July with my husband. I am happily married since august of 2004. I'm an Avon Representative and have been since May of 2006. I also have a seizure disorder but I haven't had a seizure in also 2 years.

Poem 1
HEAVEN AWAITS She’s got the softest lips I’ve ever felt pressed against my body, as she slowly makes her way towards me. Slowly crawling over my naked warm body, her hair drapes over my face; she has the sweetest scent known to man, the scent of lust and passion over-whelms me. I feel weak and yet strong at the same time; I confused, I want to destroy her body, but start off as gentle as a lamb. I lay back and enjoy the moments as she stares deep within my eyes. I give her complete control as her teeth embrace my neck; I give out a slight moan. She starts to go back down my body leaving a trail of fingernails clawing over my chest gently fading into the night. She reaches her destination engulfing her favorite toy as sweat trails down the side of my face, racing down my neck deep within the sheets. I begin to speak in tongues as I reach for the heavens to help me in my quest only to make it half way there. These few minutes seem like an eternity of standing at heavens gates

This Shit Is Really Starting To Piss Me Off Here And Badly
SORRY FOR NOT EXPLAINING BEFORE BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED HELP IN LEVELING.. TWO OUT OF THE THREE LOST THEIR ACCOUNTS WITHIN THESE LAST THREE DAYS.. SCOTT WAS LEVEL 17 AND BRI WAS LEVEL 24 GETTING READY TO HIT GODFATHER.. THIS HAS ME UP SET.. TALKING MORE SO ON BRIS ACCOUNT.. THAT GUY SPENT SO MUCH MONEY JUST TO LEVEL THAT ITS CRAZY HOSTING HONEST CONTESTS.. TO WAKE UP THIS MORNING AND HIS ACCOUNT GONE.. WE NEED TO HELP THESE GUYS.. SCOTT IM WORKING TO GET HIM BACK TO LEVEL 17 BRI IM HELPING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND THAT YOUNG LADY ON HERE SHE A FAVOR FOR ANTOHER FRIEND I RATED HER WHOLE PAGE TODAY.. LETS HELP THESE PEOPLE PLEASE.. TY TY scott@ fubar ~ÄRÌÈL#1ßÄÐGÌR£™~ღ♥£ÄÐ¥ õҒ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§®ღ@ fubar BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar RAVEN QUEEN * PROUD MEMBER OF THE SISTER HOOD 3 giveaways to go until I quit bombing@ fubar http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3480107 http://fubar

Pineapple Delight Cheesecake
PINEAPPLE DELIGHT CHEESECAKE This luscious tropical cheesecake can be made ahead of time for easy entertaining. Preparation time: 30 min Baking time: 1 hrs 10 min Yield: 12 servings Crust Ingredients: 1 1/3 cups graham cracker crumbs 1/4 cup LAND O LAKES® Butter, melted 2 tablespoons sugar Filling Ingredients: 1 cup sugar 4 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, softened 4 eggs 1 cup LAND O LAKES® Sour Cream 1 cup sweetened flaked coconut 1 (20-ounce) can crushed pineapple in juice, well-drained Topping Ingredients: 1/2 cup sweetened flaked coconut, toasted 1 teaspoon freshly grated orange peel Heat oven to 325°F. Combine all crust ingredients in small bowl. Press crumb mixture evenly onto bottom of ungreased 9-inch springform pan. Bake 10 minutes. Cool completely. Combine 1 cup sugar and cream cheese in large bowl. Beat at medium speed, scraping bowl often, until creamy (3 to 4 minutes). Continue beating, adding eggs 1 at a time and beating well afte

Soldiers
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit

Winter Weather Message-kansas City Eax 3:47 Pm Cst Thu. Dec 13,2007
000 WWUS43 KEAX 132147 WSWEAX URGENT - WINTER WEATHER MESSAGE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE KANSAS CITY/PLEASANT HILL MO 347 PM CST THU DEC 13 2007 .ANOTHER WINTER STORM TO AFFECT THE AREA WITH ACCUMULATING SNOW BECOMING INCREASINGLY LIKELY. A VIGOROUS UPPER LEVEL STORM SYSTEM WILL PUSH TOWARD THE AREA TOMORROW WITH AMPLE MOISTURE OVERSPREADING THE AREA. THIS WILL LIKELY LEAD TO EFFICIENT SNOW PRODUCTION ACROSS THE WATCH AREA BY FRIDAY EVENING THROUGH SATURDAY AS THE STORM SYSTEM PASSES ACROSS THE REGION. KSZ057-060-103>105-MOZ028-029-037>039-043>046-053-054-140600- /O.NEW.KEAX.WS.A.0009.071214T2100Z-071216T0000Z/ MIAMI-LINN KS-LEAVENWORTH-WYANDOTTE-JOHNSON KS-PLATTE-CLAY- JACKSON-LAFAYETTE-SALINE-CASS-JOHNSON MO-PETTIS-COOPER-BATES- HENRY- INCLUDING THE CITIES OF...PAOLA...MOUND CITY...LEAVENWORTH... KANSAS CITY KS...OVERLAND PARK...OLATHE...PARKVILLE... PLATTE CITY...WESTON...LIBERTY...EXCELSIOR SPRINGS... KANSAS CITY...INDEPENDENCE...LEXINGTON...CONCORDIA...MARS

City Ham By Alton Brown
City Ham Recipe courtesy Alton Brown See this recipe on air Wednesday Dec. 26 at 2:00 AM ET/PT. Show: Good Eats Episode: Ham I Am 1 city style (brined) ham, hock end* 1/4 cup brown mustard 2 cups dark brown sugar 1-ounce bourbon (poured into a spritz bottle) 2 cups crushed ginger snap cookies Heat oven to 250 degrees F. Remove ham from bag, rinse and drain thoroughly. Place ham, cut side down, in a roasting pan. Using a small paring knife or clean utility knife set to the smallest blade setting, score the ham from bottom to top, spiraling clockwise as you cut. (If you're using a paring knife, be careful to only cut through the skin and first few layers of fat). Rotate the ham after each cut so that the scores are no more than 2-inches across. Once you've made it all the way around, move the knife to the other hand and repeat, spiraling counter clockwise. The aim is to create a diamond pattern all over the ham. (Don't worry too much about precision here.) Tent the

To Everyone
I've been in the process of moving, so I haven't been returning rates, messages, comments, etc.. Will anyone who has sent me anything within the past week and a half please leave me a comment on this blog so I can play catch up. Thanks again for all of your support and kindness. And to all of you {{{KISSES}}} Love Ya Niki

I Write This Letter....
I write this letter because I don’t know what else to do. I’ve told you that I love you and you told me you loved me too. We both believe we have found our soul mates within each other. When our eyes connect our souls begin to dance with happiness. My heart is filled with completion because I have found you. I’m sure that there are some words to tell you how much you mean to me but at this moment all I can do is dream of you and I together forever all our lives. You told me once that you could see us growing old together sitting on the front porch swing. I think of that moment with every breath I take. Knowing that I have you; someone that every woman dreams of having. This man that makes me forget all my troubles and makes me feel like the most beautiful thing he has ever seen. You are my one and only. For there is no other to compare. What we have together no one else could share.

Why Do I Long For My Master
I long to be with my Master first because, I submit to him completely, freely, and with every part of me. He has awakened a deep desire within me that longs to be with Him and please Him. I love it when he whispers in my ear that I am His. I am His slave, that makes me so wet. I crave for him to touch my nipples first a gentle pinch, twist, then it gets harder and he will even bet them while I just keep getting wetter and wetter. I am wishing now that he would just ram his cock into my pussy. But instead he takes his fingers and works them into my pussy, I’m so hot and wet I wish He would let me cum but he continues with his fingers and works his way to his first ramming it in so hard and I let out moans of pleasure as he is driving me crazy. He sucks on my tits and bites my nipples, oh how I’m almost to my breaking point, ready to explode, the pain the pleasure feels so extraordinary mixed together. Then he removes his fist, and while he’s kissing me deeply he thrusts his cock into m

Google Launches Toolbar 5
Google launched the latest version of its Internet Explorer Toolbar plug-in today. Available as a beta download, Google Toolbar 5 introduces a handful of improvements over its predecessors. The latest version of the plug-in features a new-found integration with Google Gadgets, letting users access and distribute Gadgets such as Google Product Search from their browsers. The new AutoFill feature makes it possible to save address and contact information to the Toolbar with improved accuracy and multi-address options, allowing users to differentiate home and work addresses, for example. Users can also access their customized toolbars from multiple computers, making it possible to view content such as bookmarks and customized button configurations from any PC with the toolbar installed. And Google Notebook has been added to Toolbar, so users can collect and share info pulled from the Web in text and image form. Toolbar 5 also circumvents the standard 404 and DNS page errors, offeri

I Have A Friend
I HAVE A FRIEND I have a friend who is perfect just like me She listens to all my shit No matter how dumb it may be She full of herself just like most women maybe And that will never change for again she is perfect just like me And that will never change you see She was shy on the phone But she would still text And we would text for hours About nothing at all We would text about love and life And discuss what cougars and kitten may want to be She knew just how I felt And how happy I could be to follow in her foot steps and be a cougar you see. She listens to me patiently But never judges what I do or say Just tells me I full shit and move on my way She helped with all my problems And never went away I never once felt judged by her How much that meant to me That I could tell her all my dreams And she would listen to me My friend never goes and tells What is dear to me She keeps it all bottled up inside And doesn't spread it like a bee I am thankful

121307 Word Of The Day
cacophony kuh-KAH-fuh-nee, noun: 1. Harsh or discordant sound; dissonance. 2. The use of harsh or discordant sounds in literary composition. New York was then a cacophony of sounds -- a dozen accents ricocheting off surrounding buildings as immigrant mothers called their children home for supper, noon whistles blowing, vendors hawking their wares on the streets, children shouting, horses whinnying, and people yelling. -- Herbert G. Goldman, Banjo Eyes The mammoth central station towered over the platforms, and with the cacophony from whooshing steam, shrill whistles, shouts and the heaving of hand and horse carts, not only was it the biggest, noisiest, most confusing experience any of them had ever encountered, but the city was almost unimaginable. -- Christopher Ogden, Legacy: A Biography of Moses and Walter Annenberg Cacophony comes from Greek kakophonia, from kakophonos, from kakos, \"bad\" + phone, \"sound.\" The adjective form is cacophonous. The opp

Words--ryan Adams
Ryan Adams - Words Found at skreemr.com If everything you want is something you couldn't have Go outside a while, look up and count the clouds Can you draw a picture of the backyard of the house You grew up in, can you remember how it smelled? Don't worry up your mind People are sick and mean sometimes They're only words They're only words If everybody is grateful, how come nobody's satisfied If a tree falls in the woods and there ain't no one around If you heard it you could go over and whittle out a wishing box You could write her name on something and put it inside Don't worry up your mind People are sick and mean sometimes Don't worry up your mind They're only words It's only words It's only words

Written As A Comment For One Of My Pics . And Very Beautiful So I'm Shareing . Ty Eros
November 30, 2007 @ 9:55 am The wind slows the moon dims, and the sun fears to rise beyond the horizon. Waters still, the fish lay deep below the water, and the trees could not stand to drop a leaf. Your presents bewilder them and the earth takes a gasp, and takes in your beauty. EROS

Poem To My Fantasy Love ( Was A Dare In The Den From Liz Lol )
I've thought about the passion that tears us up inside the raw desire that we have to sometimes hide if I could have you in my arms right now I'd make to you a solumn vow to never leave you to hold you dear to love you till the end and make sure you know my love, my dear our touch would be soft our fire would ignite in to flames our passion would hit the top and our love for one another would never stop

Ladies, Peanuts, And Spider Stories
I keep a note at the top of my Yahoo! 360 blog that I’ll be the same person I am now in five years’ time except for two things: the people I meet and the books I read. Well, in December five years ago I was living with Martha in Halliday, North Dakota about two hours southwest of where I live now. We were engaged to each other at the time (our wedding wasn’t until the following July) and Martha was just approaching Christmas Break at Halliday Public School, a K-12 school where she was director of the music program – heck, she WAS the music program. With about fifty kids in the entire school from Halliday as well as the surrounding communities of Dunn Center, Killdeer, and Twin Buttes (about sixteen, twenty, and seven miles from Halliday respectively – we were really out in the middle of nowhere!) Martha’s year at Halliday was one she learned a lot from. So did I; namely, that I was fed up working at convenience stores! The nearest job I could find was in Killdeer (the twenty-miles

Time To Escape
The way he treats you, is such a disgrace. Using intimidation, to "put you in your place". You say when he's not drinking that things are just great. Though as I recall, he broke your nose while he was straight. You don't deserve these bruises, punches and slaps. It's time to escape, get away from that crap. You say that you love him, you say that you care. Do you think he loves you, when you're knocked through the air. Maybe you're afraid, of being alone. It's still better, than the "love" that he's shown. He squeezes your throat, as you gasp for a breath. If you don't get out now, he'll be the cause of your death.

My Absentee
hey everyone that reads this. well sorry for my absent from here just been busy. also i hurt myself at work and now i'm off.i think the hardest part is getting phone calls from coworkers and my boss asking me when i'll be back or having a coworker yell at me over the phone telling me i'm not putting any effort into work and having my name pulled from the staff christmas gift list for secret santa.also i've seen the dr three times in about a week because of my knee. i work at a daycare and at a school and i'm missing both because i fell at work.anyways thanks for reading this and letting me vent.well gotta go talk to you all later.m

Our Troops And Their Familes
A very specil thank you to our men and women in uniform.I would like to thank you for everthing you are doing and let you know that you are apperciated .And you and your families are in my prayers. And to our soliders thank you for the sacrifices that you make everday. Some of us don't understand what you go through everday. The long days and the short nites not getting any sleep and getting right back up and doing the same thing over again while we are home in our safe warm bed. Just a note to say i support our troops .And thank you. DARLEE

Today
So IE is acting wonky so I'm trying to use mozilla... but I don't really like it. I'm going as far as trying to get IE7- which I wanted to wait to do for a long long time. I need to update yahoo messenger too. Probably not a horrible idea but I don't like change. Oh well. Work went well today. Fairly short but longer than 2 hours which is always nice. Oh does anyone know if my bookmarks will automatically transfer over to IE7? I miss my bookmarks. :( OH! And I'm still waiting for the answer... am I going to get one or should I take being ignored as a no?

The Secret
To All My Friends Here... Dec 12, 2007 11:32 AM Take a few minutes to read this... Something worth the time to read and think on...Even if you don't like getting these things some are worth the time to read and worth Forwarding to those who do...Have a good day...Smile to know someone thought of you when She read this...Sincerely Anna ************************************************ The Secret One day, one friend asked another, "How is it that you are always so happy? You have so much energy, and you never seem to get down." With her eyes smiling, she said, "I know the Secret!" "What secret is that?" To which she replied, "I'll tell you all about it, but you have to promise to share the Secret with others." "The Secret is this: I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and to meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply accord

Only 20,000 More To Go Come Help
please come and help me i only need 20,000 more comments i know we can get this today please come and help i know with all my friends on my list 100 comments each we can do it please i will show all of you luv with 11's and fubucks so i know we luv them fubucks so please come help out please and thank you

If They Only Knew
She gets up early, stretches her arms out as far as they will go. She drags herself to the bathroom to turn the water- waiting for it to get warm, she undresses. As she gets into the shower, she begins to visualize what she will wear to work that day- and her thoughts wonder of how the day might go. She knows what she will do as soon as she gets to work... she just wishes she could be a better person. She rushes out the door- speeds to work just making it at 8:05. Damn, no matter how hard she tries, she's always 5 minutes late. She sneaks in- opens her drawer to her desk and gives a great big grin "Good Morning" she says out loud. As her co-worker hears her, every morning, thinking she is talking to her- she replies back "Good Morning". She gets her coffee cup out, smells it, hurries to the break room hoping to get first pot- always too late. Pouring her coffee, she grins at everyone as she is anticipating the days work. She carefully rushes the hot coffee cup back to her de

What Nerve
I can't stand people on here or anywhere really that are so full of themselves and think they are God's gift to the world. I recently was talking to my sister and some guy kept bothering her numerous times to rate his profile and pics. He thought he ws just the shit. Well she finally said whatever and rated him. She's an honest rater so she won't rate you a 10 if she doesn't feel ya deserve it. SO she gave him still a high score. She gave him a 9. WEll he flipped and said that was offensive and he deserved a 10 or 11. And then started going off on her and then blocked her. This guy is known for rating people ones if he doesnt get what he wants....Uh duh idiot rating people ones won't effect anything they still get points. But then this guy had the nerve to go to my page rate me a one and have his friend who was newer to this site take my pictures and name{old name} and create a fake profile. On top of that he put suposed fake naked pictures of me in this profile. I have never taken a n

That Time Again. :d
It's that time again! Once again, thank you to everyone for your help. I appreciate it greatly. I'm currently sittin at about 6,200 Comments and I need 10,000 I need all the help I can get. Please swing by and help me out. :D Thank you. Just click my pic.

Pray For My Friend Sam
Please pray for my friend Sam. My good friend Sam is in trouble again. This time for forgetting his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him, "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds... AND IT BETTER BE THERE!" The next morning Sam got up and left the house very early. When the wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a gift-wrapped box in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe, went out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Sam has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him

Sex Store...
I cannot now write a beautiful porno a horrible one. I contemplate only in my mind which is virility? How does a woman feel, to be? Where do I enjoy from most? How could one get more for a day hours? And it also room how for the workday should there be in the fantasy world. And on the contrary. It is wonderful to be a woman in my opinion. Srong, loyal, empathic and charming. And sometimes funny. When there is enough laughter for chin aches, the years increase. I will be in the range of fanatic and my worded chest, of course, can fire if it is needed. But I am a kind. Perhaps sometimes even too kind. The counterbalance is the one shining to be a naughty bitch. I love in my fantasy, when my body is totally yours. And sometimes however I want my womanhood to be impudent teasing virility. I want that I am wanted much intolerable. AND I enjoy your use. Yesterday I was looking new sex toys in store. At the cash desk the seller noticed that the man and the woman arrived with him, a c

What All Kisses Mean??? Bah
From a bulletin I read. I'm not buying them all. WHAT ALL KISSES MEAN -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. ~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.

Pissed Off Aussie (plz Explain Nsfw)
i had 5 photos flaged as nsfw,now im not one to be a so and so and go marken stuff as nsfw or let alone get involved in any of the crap that go`s on in this joint but come on a pair of bloody footy boxers hasent anyone got better things to do then to make a person life misrable yeah i know i could and can re upload the pics but why the hell should i. NOW i see a lot of desplay pics showing bits and peices so tell me whats the diferance of a woman showing a little clivage to bearing all well its that showing clivage is that they are covered and bearing all well not so covered and wtf is the differance to a guy wearing no shirt or singlet to a chick been topless hell idk i give up and i guse this blog will be marked as well

Contest Contest Contest
ITS THE HOLIDAY SEASON..SO ITS TIME FOR A CONTEST....THE CONTEST WILL BE THE MOST ORGINAL SEXY HOLIDAY PIC... RULES ARE...NO NUDES...UNDER NO FORM WILL "PARTS" BE SHOWN ...BUT ...U CAN TAKE A PIC WITHOUT CLOTHES AS LONG AS CERTAIN BODYPARTS ARE BEING COVERED AND DONE IN A TASTEFUL MANNER... AGAIN THE IDEA IS HOLIDAY..SEXY...AND ORGINAL SO GUYS LETS SEE WHAT YOU CAN COME UP WITH... USE ANY ITEMS YOU LIKE THAT IS IN THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT...YOU CAN EVEN WRITE WORDS ON YOU..SO GUYS LETS GET CREATIVE...CONTEST STARTS NEXT FRIDAY DEC 21 @ 10AM EST TIME AND ENDS DEC 23 10PM EST TIME... I NEED ALL PICS GIVIN TO ME THUR DEC 20 BY 10PM EST TIME... PRIV MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU GUYS WILL BE IN THE CONTEST... COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED... IF 5 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 15K IF 10 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 25K IF 15 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 35K ALL WILL BE ATTACTED WITH A BIG PIMP GIFT ASWELL... SO LETS GET STARTED!!!

The Bidding
Ok.. So, to be like all the cool kids around the Fu-Hood, I've decided to put myself up for AUCTION!!! SO! Pull yourselves together and lets get the BID'S rolling!! IF YOU WIN YOU WILL RECIEVE: 1 SALUTE, OF COURSE IT HAS TO BE SFW! FU-OWNED BY _______ FOR 1 MONTH! WEEKLEY BULLETIN PIMPOUT FOR 1 MONTH! YOUR LINK ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH! ALL PICS, ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS RATED! SOUND GOOD TO YOU? WELL THEN... GET THE BIDDING STARTED!!! FuBucks are what I'm looking for! I'm really looking for a SPOTLIGHTSomeday!! but make me an offer i can't refuse, and who knows! Click the link and send me a message!!!! Drunk1@ fubar

A Friend
My friend Ramo a good one and cute he's shy and sweet. He's in the army and is so glad to be getting out soon he's already talking about what he want's to do once he's out i wish i had a pic of him to show to cute maybe i should start writing storied on here nah not my goal maybe someday but not yet.

Away
i had a love that went away thought it would be here everyday never again will i be this sad live for the good and not the bad he treated me dirty and with disrespect now i hope to find someone and really connect the only good thing outta the whole 12 years is the two awesome kids that i hold dear when i look at their faces i cant deny the love i had wasnt all a lie they bring me love that i cant replace but his love can and will be someday i will find someone to make me complete and when i do ill consider it defeat he says ill never find a love like his well hes wrong and i will so FUCK HIM

Settle
Ladies, why do we always settle for Mr. Right Now instead of Mr. Right. It seems tha Mr. Right Now always breaks our hearts and we enjoy what's not good for us. Sometimes I think Mr. Right takes forever to come to us. The waiting for Mr. Right can get to you because you wonder is he out there or should you settle for Mr. Right Now. Waiting on Mr. Right can be the hardest thing to do. Because, you desire that love and time with that someone special. Mr. Right Now will only give you so much. I think I would wait on Mr. Right because Mr. Right would have that beautiful conversation. He would make love to my mind before my body. He would want to get to know me as a person and not want to jump straight into bed. He would like or love me for who I am. He would be faithful, loving, and trust worthy. He wouldn't have to be a knight in shining armor. He would just need to know how to love totally and complete without holding anything back. That is my Mr. Right

Life
A little bit about me. I try to live for the day, I can't say that this always work, but I sure do try. I'm sometimes a little to blunt, and I don't think before I speak. Some people might think that this is part of my charm, others think I'm a bitch. Think what you will. I will drive for hours, just so I can clear my head. Small things, make me smile, like little gifts from friends just for no reason. I think that's about it for now. Thanks for reading my first blog :) Cheers! Andrea

Mitchell Report
i don't know maybe its my nonchalant attitude towards most everything but im pretty sick of the steroids talk in baseball. i guess my underlying feeling is it happened, the players know it, the coaches know it, the owners it, the commisioner knows it,and we the fans know it. but my god can we please move on. steroids were used in the past by top tier major leaguers. barry bonds mark mcgwire roger clemens andy petite among others. problem is that was the past. you cant put an asterisk around this whole era of baseball because that would damage the perceptions of players with outstanding numbers of this era that have not been implicated such as alex rodriguez derek jeter randy johnson curt schilling among others. plus i think what no one seems to bring up is although steroids are illegal by law when not received for medicinal purpose, steroid usage in the major league was not illegal or better stated swept under the rug by the higher ups in the league. morally, sure taking ster

Very Urgent Safety Warning >>>>
I wonder how many people know this ? A 36 year old female had an accident several weeks ago along the BALTIMORE INTERSTATE SYSTEM 95 north and Totaled her car . A resident of NEW YORK as she was traving between Baltimore and NEW YORK It was raining , though not excessively,at the time when her car suddenly began to hydro-plane and literally flew though the air. She was flown to BAL:TIMORE SHOCK TRAUMA with serious injuries and stunned at the sudden occurrence ! WHEN she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened he told her something that every driver should know -NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN /NOW OR ICE WITH YOPUR CRUISE CONTROL ON . SHE THOUGHT she was being cautious by setting the cruise control and maintaining a consistent speed in the rain . But the TROOPER STATED that if the cruise control is onwhen your car begins to hydro-plane and your tires lose contact with the pavement , your car will accelerate to a higher rate of speed making you take off like an air-plane . S

To Be In Love With Love
To Be In Love... To be in love with love is to gain a soul, to sit on the throne of hearts. To love the world is to be afflicted. Later the secrets start to make sense. Don't be a bramble, become the rose. Let your maturity unfold. The brambles will only burn. Prayer was created by God so man could ask for help. It's too bad if you haven't learned to ask. Accept the breath of those who are mature- let it become your divining rod. If you obey your self, things turn out wrong. Renouncing the world is the beginning of worship. If you are a believer, believe this. Respect your parents and ancestry, and you will have fine green clothes of your own. If you earn the complaints of neighbors, You'll stay in Hell forever. Yunus heard these words from the masters. If you need this advice, take it. They say one who is received by a heart becomes more beautiful.

The Four Agreements
agreement 1 Be impeccable with your word - Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love. agreement 2 Don’t take anything personally - Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering. agreement 3 Don’t make assumptions - Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life. agreement 4 Always do your best - Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment,

Missin U
now im sittin here sew,sew alon.tink im going 2 loos my frikkin mind. i look & look butt you're nowhere i kan find. these feelingz i hve i kant kontrol. i need u 2 let me kno how u reeli feel sew i kan let go. 5 mthz latr i find im still lookin at you're pag. sew many emotionz yet sew much rag. how kan we b sew distant? with all these thoughtz im gonna krak. mab now itz tyme 2 nevr look bak. just membr ..... ILL ALWAYZ KARE.

Flaws
I guess I can write whatever the hell I want in here because no one can see alerts for things their friends post any more and so there's a good chance I'll be writing this to myself. It's a flawed system but it's all we got. Nature is that way, which is why it's so beautiful. Almost everything is constantly adapting to it's environment and working with it's non-perfections. Imagine a dear poised perfectly without a hair out of place or a muscle flexed in preparedness. If I were photographing it I would wait for something to happen. I've never seen a perfect body of water, now would I shoot it or even enjoy it. I would look until I found something unsymmetrical, something out of place o that tells a story about it's life. A bed of roses, each grown to the same height, each the same perfect shade of red would be boring. One rose, it's stem bent under the weight of praying mantis eating aphids would be beautiful. Those things are very apparent to us, always, until we step in front o

To All Concerned Of The Git-r-done Rebels Family & Bombsquad
A Letter from Hitman 6 A LETTER TO ALL GIT-R-DONE REBELS I hope your holiday seasons are going great! I wanted to inform all about what is going on with myslef and TweetyJinxin (my wife) and why we have not been online much. I have been working nonstop hours at work because we are in the middle of a shutdown. TweetyJinxin has also started a new job which has kept us both from being online. The hours will not slow down until after Christmas. So, if you have any questions or issues with anything. Please contact Aimee because she is in direct contact with myself and TweetyJinxin on a daily basis. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season. Happy Holidays! Hitman6 P.S. Those of you that are not online much and only check for updates through my page. You might want to take a look at the homepage at the new list of people in the family and bombsquad. It has been cut down tremendously because of many reasons. Either it be due to inactivity to the famil

The Drama
Man it is said how so many people take things so personal on here. Yea I am real and I tell it like it is. I come here to talk to certain peaple becuz they are cool and really nice. The drama kings and Queens need to delete themselves from my page. As far as have an actual serious relationship on fubar come on peaple this is internet GET REAL!!!!! Friendship is an actual thing that can happen but boyfriuend girlfriend get real. Possibly getting interested into meeting even but stop taking stuff so personal. I am always here for my friends and individuals who are real like flirt , countrygirl, mama rox,mistic angel, and a few others.... but if your not real like these peaple do not add me as a friend.......

Xmas Spirit??
Lmfao...ppl are asking wheres the xmas spirit....id f*&%ing love to know too. You soon find out who the "FAKE" friends are and who the real ones are. If i remember right, most of mine r "FAKE"....Thanx for making me feel really welcome guys!!! Ill remember you all when i write my xmas card list next year.....

Joinnn
1) Facebook makes over $8 million a MONTH from advertising alone. 2) Myspace makes almost $25 million. WE, the users, don't get any of this, even though WE are the ones making the pages, writing the blogs and uploading the pictures! There's a brand new social networking site called Yuwie, which actually pays it's members just to use it! You think Facebook has everything you need - That's fine! I love facebook, and only use Yuwie to make money. Simply join Yuwie with this link, http://r.yuwie.com/joestattoo and then you can do the same!

Please Pray For My Aunt
I AM NOT VERY GOOD AT ASKING PEOPLE TO DO THINGS LIKE THIS AND I MYSELF AM NOT VERY GOOD AT TALKING TO GOD ...I DONT USUALLY DO IT THAT MUCH EVEN THO I KNOW I SHOULD BUT THIS WEEK I REALLY NEED..HELP... FROM EVERYBODY!! PLEASE IF YOU CAN READ THIS PRAY FOR MY AUNT! .....ON MONDAY DEC. 10TH SHE WAS AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE OUT LOADING UP WATER FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDNT HAVE ANY, MY AUNT WALKED BACK ON THE BACK PORCH OF THE HOUSE WITH MY PAPAW.. SHE HEARD THE BIG OAK TREE IN FRONT OF THE DOOR CRACK FROM THE WEIGHT OF THE ICE ...SHE ASKED PAPAW IF ANY OF THESE BRANCHES FALL CAN YOU RUN OUTTA THE WAY...JUST AS SOON AS SHE SAID THAT I LARGE BRANCH FROM ABOUT THE MIDDLE PART OF THE TREE FELL ON TOP OF HER SHOVING HER UP AGAINST THE CONCRETE AND HOUSE...HER LEG WAS BENT BACK BEHIND HER AND SHE HAD A LARGE GASH IN THE BACK OF HER HEAD.... MY GRANDPARENTS COULD NOT GET THE BRANCH OFF HER THEY CALLED EMT TO COME OUT THEY TRASPORTED HER TO THE LOCAL ER... THERE WE FOUND OUT THAT SHE HAD SUFFERED AN T

Loves Deathly Grip
Love stalks me, wondering ever so near as to taunt me in ways that i can not perceive. Never before has it wasted its time on my worthless presence and yet now it finds me. She arouses questions which frustrates, yet gives hope to future events. A curse yet a joy that a person only receives once in their pathetic life times. I never believed that i could find someone that could bring me this joy while at the same time making me lose control of everything. With her i have no control what so ever....not matter what I try i know that i will be submissive. I worship her to no end, a slave to my heart. For it is my heart that is slave to her. I wonder if this is right or wrong. At times it makes no sense. I've know her for a small matter of time....yet it feels that we have been together all my life. Should i feel this way...love won't let me know....its like a knife that stabs the heart....yet it plugs the wound and keeps like drawing. She is the knife. Every tim

Joke
A tourist walked into a pet store and looked at the animals on display. While he was there, a Marine Corps Gunnery Sergeant from the local Air Station walked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll take a 6114 Monkey, please." The clerk nodded, went to a cage and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it to the Gunny, saying, "That'll be $ 1,000." The Gunny paid and left with the animal. "That was a very expensive monkey!" said the tourist. "Why so much?" The shopkeeper replied. "That particular animal can rig aircraft flight controls, set up perimeter defense, and perform the duties of an SDO with no mistakes. He even scored 300 on the Marine Corps PFT. He's well worth the money." The tourist spotted another monkey selling for $ 10,000. "Wow!" he said. "What can it do?" "He's a 'Maintenance Supervisor' monkey," replied the clerk. "He can instruct all levels of maintenance, supervi

My Wife
Let me remind you that you are the one who called me crying and telling me how depressed and homesick you were and how you miss your sister and her new baby and telling me how the boy you are with is misstreating you and all and wanting me to get you home to oklahoma remember YOU CALLED ME so I cannot believe you would let him block the only way you have to find out anything about the wrest of your family.

When I'm In Love
When I fall in love I give my whole life To the one who falls in love with me And there's no one who with the power to dispel what I feel for you They say that I won't know To look for flowers for you That I won't be able to offer Any gift They say that I have suffered Of bad loves And that my heart has not healed yet My girlfriend knows that it's not true My girlfriend knows that when – When I'm in love I give everything good To the one who's in love with me And there's no one Who can change me Who can take me from her When I fall in love I give my whole life To the one who falls in love with me And there's no one who with the power to dispel what I feel for you To the one who says live another day Everybody will understand That when When I fall in love I give my whole life To the one who falls in love with me And there's no one Who can change me Who can take me from her When I'm in love I give everything good To the one who's in

The Path Of Life
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Woohoo! Grocery Day!
HOT FREAKING DAMN! I am soooo glad its payday. I am so sick of Ramen noodles its not funny! LOL. Sucks when your poor. Well...I found out what happened with my Fubar account. Apparently, 2 blasts that I purchased, were returned and when I checked up on it...they were done in October when PayPal had a old account of mine that I hadnt deleted. But I had it set up to where if that account didnt have the funds, it was to go to another account and PayPal didnt do it. Oh well...what can ya do. So I am starting over. I am doing TWO profiles. I am doing one which is just myself...and another which is my naughty one. If you want on my friends list on my naughty one, go to my friends list and friend #1 is the naughty one. I am gonna be doing NSFW blogs on that one and my everyday shit here. I am getting a Turkey for free. I have no where to put it, except up certain peoples ass, so I am giving it away. I think my 2nd shift supervisor, Jody, is jealous of me. He told

Rodriguez Finalizes $275m Deal With Yankees
Dec 13, 1:23 PM (ET) By RONALD BLUM NEW YORK (AP) -Alex Rodriguez set another record for baseball's highest contract, finalizing his $275 million, 10-year agreement with the New York Yankees on Thursday. A-Rod set the previous mark with his $252 million, 10-year deal with Texas in December 2000. Traded to the Yankees in 2004, he opted out of that contract Oct. 28, during the final game of the World Series. Yankees senior vice president Hank Steinbrenner said New York would not negotiate further with Rodriguez because his decision eliminated the $21.3 million subsidy the Yankees were to receive from Texas from 2008-10, a figure negotiated at the time of the trade. But Rodriguez then approached the Yankees through a managing director at Goldman Sachs and negotiated his new deal in early November without agent Scott Boras. "It seemed like the whole thing was a roller-coaster. It was very emotional," Rodriguez said on a conference call. "All along, I knew I wanted to be

Illusion
One has imagination using it to distinquish what they desire... Only it's an illusion of one's fantacy... For when the truth steps to reality... We are dismayed by illusion of our souls desires.. You look hard, you look deap within your soul... You realize what you want wishing for one to fill the gap that keeps you searchin... You look to the universe, you ask for a gift, from the godds above... Within time the Godds answer your prayes, You hear the words, feel the emotion Only to lock up, from past fears... You bein who you are, clames up an closes the door... When you should push it open, to claim your shootin star... When all is said an done... All your left with is to be Dismayed by Illusion..

Against Abortion
Hi Mommy! I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not

Im Not Stupid...
IF U REALLY ARE: 1. a HipHop Barbie Slut 2. an avid fan of anal sex 3. a redneck by day and Vampire on the internet 4. not the person in your default pic 5. hoping i'm as unconditional as Jack Sprat 6. so man crazy that you spend entire dinner dates on your cell phone 7. on drugz (Xanax included) 8. taking being called a MILF az a compliment 9. claiming that Black metal iz your favorite type of music 10. ranking HIM as your favorite band 11. thinking criss angel izn't a poser 12. tilting the camera 2 show your cleavage while hiding your double chin and belly 13. considering S&M a form of pleasure 14. here 2 meet guyz by claiming 2 be BI 15. Bi 16. running out of things 2 believe in since britney cut her hair 17. not a lady 18. under eighteen 19. a natural born A cup under your implants 20. depressed and lonely 21. only using the internet to pick up guys 22. only using the internet 2 find acceptance 23. being treated for phychological problemz 24. Thinking that

Thrusday
~H E L L O~ Happy Thirst-day! Man, the holiday seems to be rushing Full force and relentlessly ahead! (ugh) Funny - Last week it was snowy with the seasonal appropriate weather, Now the closer it gets to 'the' day... the less it seems like snow (here in Ohio - that is) I cant recall a December 25th with snow since I've moved back here from Vegas ... Matter of fact, the last TIME I played in the the snow during 'that' day -WAS- in VEGAS! Seriously, we cooked steaks on the grill Xmas day - then went up to the mountains early in the evening and filled the back of the truck with snow and took it home for a 'snow' ball battle (more like slush, but ...) Its one of the few days that I really enjoy that icky white stuff. So, do you all enjoy having a white Christmas? When the last Xmas morning you woke up ... and the first thing you did was: LOOK TO SEE IF IT SNOWED? So I hope this finds you all in the Holiday spirit. I w

Another Rant
When I was a kid in my mid-teens, my sister who is 4 and a half years younger than me, would steal stuff from her family to give to her friends. In later years, she would snub her family to help her friends. We, my wife at the time and myself, were living with a friend in Texas when her electricity went out, My nephew and her son blew the box on the pole. It was going to cost $3000 to fix and for some reason the city would not fix it, even tho it was their box on the pole. Well, my friend was my ex-girlfriend and my sisters best friend. When we lost power, my wife was about 3-4 months pregnant. My sister took in her best friend and her two sons, one was 10 and the other was 15. Meanwhile, we were had no where to live but in a trailer with no electricity and no heat. I was working, but was making only $6 an hour, and being in Texas, the rent was more than we could afford in every place we looked at. During this time, we were watching my friends dog. The trailer got infested wit

Fund Raising For The Animals
Ok people, For those of you that know what I do for a living, and those of you that do not. I am the Director of Animal Services at the Escondido Humane Society. In March we always hold a dog walk to raise funds for the shelter. This year there is some heavy competition for which team in the shelter will bring in the most money. The Animal Control Department came in second place last year. We need your help to beat the pants off the Animal Care Department. So please this year when you are out getting your last minute gifts, remember the many animals that are houses at the Escondido Humane Society Shelter. On my home page under the about me, there is a green box that says First Giving. Please click and follow the instructions. Thank you again from all the animals that are waiting a loving home here at the shelter.. Traci and her furry friends

U No Ur From Lynn
u no ur from lynn Only in Lynn .... A day with no shootings or stabbings is considered abnormal. Can you say "the black lady on Boston St." and people know exactly which homeless person you're talking about. Everyone knows what a bluezone from the Med. is. You can go to about 6 different high schools, but the newest one is sinking. Double parking on every single one way street is just another obstacle instead of something illegal. A pitbull is considered the dog of choice. Harry Agganis is more popular than the President of the United States. You can find 18 Dunkin Donuts within 3 minutes of each other. You hear a whistle from a field and know it's a Mexican soccer player. Our beautiful beaches also smell like sewers. It's not "the projects"...it's "which projects?" The news shows crimes committed in other states..and you know the accused is from your hometown. We actually have a day care in a high school. Road rage isn't giving the finger;

U No Ur From Mass
u no ur from mass lol You Know You're From Massachusetts When The person driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you are cursing him for going too slow. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke...not quinine water. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. You almost feel disappointed when someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Haverhill, Barre and Cotuit. You have driven to New Hampshire on a Sunday in order to get beer. You know that there are two Bulger brothers, and that they're both crooks. You know what they sell at a packie. You know at least one bar where you can get something to drink after last call. You can actually find your way around Boston. Evacuation Day is a recognized holiday. You know what First Night is. You know at least one guy named Sean, Pat, Whitey, Red, Bud or Seamus. You think t

Please Tell Me...
WHY DO YOU MEN ON HERE THAT ADD ME WHY DO YOU INSIST ON DISRESPECTING ME I MEAN SERIOUSLY YES I HAVE ADULT PICS BUT IF I WANTED YOU ALL TO SEE THEY WOULD BE OPEN FOR VIEWING THEY ARE THERE SIMPLY FOR PAGANCOWBOY31 FOR HIS PLEASURE IM SO SICK OF YOU MEN NNOT READING MY PROFILE AND THINKING YOU CAN TALK TO ME ANY WAY YOU WANT IF YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAD HER PICS ON HERE WOULD YOUO WANT EVERY FUCKING MAN TO SEE THEM? I MEAN DAMN PLEASE STOP ALREADY WITH THE SULTRY COMMENTS AND SLEEZY EMAILS BEFORE I REALLY GET IRRATE ON YOUR ASSES.

Ta Da!
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Are You Ever Really Happy
Are you ever really happy Just when you think things are going great you seem as happy as you can be you have to step back and wonder if it is true happiness. Sometimes we feel things in our life is perfect but you wonder is it just an act or is it the truth. Some times it is hard to tell the difference between the two. You become so caught up in having everyone think things are perfect that you start to believe the happiness yourself. Then it may hit you are driving in your car or sitting alone in some place and your realize that all you feel is not true happiness but an act and you start to wonder why you do this who is it helping this act this sham that you have come to believe yourself. You sit back and you look at the things in your life and you wonder are my friends my friends because they love the real me or because of the ever so happy me. Do you know how hard it is to act happy all the time to try and be so many different people you lose yourself. I have to wear

Strange Facts......
The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time television were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Coca-Cola was originally green. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Hawaiian alphabet has 12 letters. Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better. City with the most Rolls Royce's per capita: Hong Kong State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska Percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% Percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% Barbie's measurements if she were life size: 39-23-33 Cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 Average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. The youngest pope was 11 years old. First novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. The San Francisco Cable car

Work..
Okay, I am really begining to think that I am like nurse death or something. I bounce in and out of the long term care facility in town whenever they need help and work all shifts noone else wants to.. which isnt a complaint cause they pay me much more money to do less work! anyhow, I have been in four diff. places these past three weeks.. and to be expected there are people there dying and whatnot, but it seems like the ones that are doing fine seem to die when I go near.. the day before yesterday which was a tuesday I had to do CPR on cause she like was not breathing.. and yesterday.. I walked in to a room where the guys respriations were eh.. so so but he had no damn pulse anywhere on his body and no blood pressure.. So assuming I am like hard of hearing or something I get three other opionions.. and to each.. NOTHING!! Okay, the week before I had a guy die on me.. who was doing fine at the time.. and then I had this one guy i just filled his cup of water for he wasnt even mine.. di

Fu Bucks For Salute?
hey guys. im trying to help my friend get a spotlight and i have no fu bucks to give him. I need to go on fu welfare i think :(. Im not one to ask for things but I'll make you a salute from me for 20k fu bucks :)... Let me know -Ash

Things I Hate...
1. bills. 2. people who judge. 3. the way I acted in my past. 4. the fact that I will be alone next semester. 5. sometimes, me. 6. sometimes, everyone. 7. "friends" that don't really give a damn. 8. fubar. 9. calculus. 10. being alone.

What The?
BRIGUY'S ACCOUNT WAS DELETED! BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar HE WAS 2 MILLION POINTS FROM BEING GODFATHER! PLEASE SHOW THIS MAN SOME LOVE! RATE HIM BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar FAN HIM BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar ADD HIM AS A FRIEND! BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar HE DOESNT HAVE STASH YET OR MANY PICS BUT PLEASE DO WHAT YOU CAN FOR HIM! IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ME! THIS MESSAGE BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~ Phoenix FuOwned By SantaBuff~@ fubar

Wiccan Pentacles Grace Veterans’ Markers
Wiccan Pentacles Grace Veterans’ Markers A WPR Feature Produced by Brian Bull 5/28/07 Wiccans have sparred with the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs in court for years, to have pentacles approved for fallen soldiers’ headstones. A settlement in late April has allowed the symbols – which some consider Satanic – to join nearly 40 other religious icons approved for markers. This past Memorial Day, Wiccans gathered to commemorate the first of several V-A approved markers, bearing the controversial symbol. Brian Bull reports on the Barneveld ceremony… Running time is 3:04 Listen to this story now using RealPlayer Wicca is an earth-based religion which some believers describe as "neo-pagan". Its principles and teachings are largely based on a reverence for nature and the elements of earth, water, fire, air, and the soul. The five-pointed star contained within a circle -- or pentacle -- is said to represent these elements. But Hollywood movies have shown the pen

Lacuna Coil-within Me
Something about you that makes me feel bad I wasn’t there when a thin line destroyed your soul I search every corner There’s nowhere to hide How I feel ignorance Sacrifice some days it’s harder Let’s face it, it’s all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Life’s crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there will be another way I’m leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Something about you will make me stronger Now I’m aware when a man falls rebound, my fault I search every corner Just nowhere to hide [Within Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] How I feel ignorance Sacrifice some days it’s harder Let’s face it, it’s all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Life’s crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there will be another way I’m leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Here I wanna be No more lies! Deep within me Life’s crawling and wasting my days Another night go

Computer No No's......
First of all, you should never turn your computer off while you're in the middle of a program or if you have a bunch of windows open. You need to always close out all your programs and windows before shutting down your computer. If a program freezes up on you, always try to use Ctrl + Alt + Del before you do anything else. Another thing you should never do is turn your computer off and then turn it back on without waiting at least 60 seconds. The system needs at least that long to calm down a bit before you put it back to work. Here's more! Never remove a disk or a CD from their respective drives until the drive light has turned off. It usually takes a few seconds for it to turn off, but if it's still on, don't push that release button! Here's an interesting one: don't ever use a magnet around your computer, the monitor or around a diskette (floppy disk). Magnets are bad news! Also, don't ever try to force a disk into its drive. If it doesn't fit, you may have it upside down or back

Stop Sb 861
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥ Ω BoNeZ.iNc Ω ♥ Date: Dec 12, 2007 6:44 AM . This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible. ..

Thinking.
im feeling a bit frustrated by the fact that im not being told things that friends tell their friends, good or bad. so yes im feeling let down. disapointed by the secrets, and the walls. you wanna be my friend... you need to confide in me. i cant help you or be there if you need if im caught unawares. and i am not here just for the goodtimes, what kinda friend does that???

Waiting There For You
Waiting There For You If all the stars fell from your sky, And you dont know what to do. Just reach down deep inside your heart, I'll be waiting there for you. I'm as close as your next heartbeat, And within your heart I'll stay. I will be there when you need me, I will never go away. If your burdens become to heavy, And they seem to much to bear. You know that I will share your load, I will always be right there. Always in the background, And that is where I will stay. Untill the day you call my name, I wont be far away. I will be there in the sunshine, As it shines upon your face. When you feel its warmth remember me, I'll be waiting in my place. I'll be there in the soft breeze, As it dances across your skin. So quietly I will be there, Like a whisper in the wind. So if your stars fall from your sky, And you dont know what to do. Just look for me inside your heart, I will be waiting there for you. i dont know who wrote this but it is bea

Frosty Cocktail
Frosty Cocktail Recipe courtesy Sandra Lee See this recipe on air Sunday Dec. 16 at 12:00 PM ET/PT. Show: Semi-Homemade Cooking with Sandra Lee Episode: Holiday Cocktail Party Frosty Cocktail 1 shot vodka (recommended: Blue Ice) 1 shot blue fruit- and cognac- liqueur (recommended: Envy) 1/2 shot orange-flavored liqueur (recommended: Cointreau) 1 cup ice cubes Add all ingredients to blender and blend on high until smooth. Pour into glasses and serve with straw. Use a martini glass or margarita glass for this festive look below. Dip the tip of the glass into honey, then coconut to make this effect:

Shopping~
well, I am almost done with shopping. I went out yesterday while Jeff was at home and could watch our son and got their gifts from Jeff's dad. He always just sends them money so I have to go out and get a few gifts then they get the rest of the money. So I spent about $125 on each of them. I came home and wrapped like crazy cause I had a lot of stuff to wrap. Jeff played ref guarding the door from our 2 nosy kids.....anyway, this morning I took my son to the store so he could get his sister one more thing (had to make it even). Besides a few stocking stuffers and a bean bag chair I am done~! As you can see today is my birthday....nothing special is planned as far as I know. I don't think I will cook tonight. I am having a craving for pizza so we might go out or I might just call Little Caesars. Who knows?? Well, that is about all today. I hope you all have a great day and I look forward to chatting with everyone soon~! ~~smooches~~

I H Hurt The Wittle Wanna Be Masters Feelings Boo-hoo
WELL MASTER HAD HIS WITTLE FEELINGS HURT HE SENT ME A GET WELL CARD A TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF SO IN TURN I SENT HIM COAL...LOL BOUT THE ONLY THING HES WORTH IF YOU ALL GOT MY EMAIL BLOG PLEASE DROP THIS PIGS PAGE AND LEAVE HIM SOME COMMENTS MEN LIKE THIS ARE WHAT WOMEN HATE... LEFT IN MY SHOUT BOX LOL masterfulo...: cute rating me a 1 are u always this immature bitch? TO HIM HED BETTER ADDRESS ME AS THE MOTHER FUCKING QUEEN BITCH..LOL

Hurts My Soul...
Now I ain't tryna be the greatest I used to hate hip-hop... yup, because the women degraded But Too $hort made me laugh, like a hypocrite I played it A hypocrite I stated, though I only recited half Omittin the word "bitch," cursin I wouldn't say it Me and dog couldn't relate, til a bitch I dated Forgive my favorite word for hers and hers alike But I learnt it from a song I heard and sorta liked Yeah, Fur and Ice, glamorized drug dealin was appealin But My Pop's thugs kept it from in front of our buildin Gangsta rap-based filmings became the buildin blocks For children with leakin ceilings catchin drippins with pots Coupled with compositions from Pac, Nas's "It Was Written" In the mix with my realities and feelings Living conditions, religion, ignorant wisdom and artistic vision I began to jot, tap the world and listen... I had a ghetto boycott, a Jay-Z boycott 'Cause he said that he never prayed to God, he prayed to Gotti I'm thinkin godly, God guard me from the

Fine Lines Drawn In The Sand......
Fine lines drawn in the sand ..... There's a fine line between: Love & Hate Distortion & Reality Friends & Enemies I love fucking you & I fucking love you Darkness within & Darkness without Spirituality & Sanctimony Passions & Emotions Life & Death Love & Lust

In Memory Of David
In Memory Of David And so was gentle David taken from us Those that he loved all filled with such grief Beloved by all, he held all our trust We are sadened, as he has gone on beyond sleep The lord, his sheperd, does now hold him close Does look down in sadness at those left behind His mother, his sister, his lady, her son Did stand united, in heartbreak, they sighed His friends, they were many. His vices, so few He had such great love of nature and life His movies, his music, his computer, his joy He always combatted all sadness and strife He always helped others, tried never to harm He took care of a lady that couldn't herself The greatest of hearts possessed he in truth His generosity showed his emotional wealth At age three and thirty, his tale it did end To the weeping of family and friends all bereft A son and a brother, a lover, a friend A father in soul, from our lives he has left. wrote for me by a friend in IMVU

School 1957 Vs. School 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI is called, Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police are called, SWAT team arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Teste

Phone Numbers
> Name: > Number: > Best time to call: > text messaging (yes or no) > phone service: > > > > > > I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. > If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] > Repost as: Give me your #

Loyalty
Oh,my....so boring lately....not enough backstabbing,backbiting,biting back,name calling.....fubar has become tame for the holidays.....or has it? What does the word LOYALTY mean to you? To most it means absolute faith in a person's goodness....the belief that they would do nothing to hurt you,as they are your friend.The only being to deserve that kind of faith is God(and for you atheists,sorry). True loyalty is understanding that human beings are at best fallible and at worst just plain mean creatures,whose primary interests are themselves,their families,their friends(and yes in that order)who will do thoughtless,hurtful,mean and even sometimes viscious things and still you go on believing in the basic goodness of the human spirit(even your enemies)for to stop doing so is to stop being humane. Loyalty to certain people however and the constant betrayal of it can lead one to the path of just such inhumaneness as believing that all people are not to be trusted and therefore it

Meaningful Quote
I read everyday. I pick up a book and read even if I only have time for a few paragraphs. Sometimes you read something that applies to your life at the momment. The following comes from one of my favorite writers Terry Brooks and his book "The Scions of Shannara." "We cannot pretend the world begins and ends at the boundaries we might make for it. Sometimes, we must acknowledge that it extends into our lives in ways we might prefer it wouldn't, and we must face up to the challenges it offers."

Gaurdian Angel
One day while you were crying, An angel came to you. He lingered for just a little while, To let you know you would see him soon. How gracefully he flies On angel wings so light. And goes back up to heaven, Then returns to you each night. So as you live your life, And each day is at its end. Remember your special angel, From heaven he will descend. He will watch you as you sleep, And meet you in your dreams. He's your guardian of the night, Coming down on moonlight beams. So when you lay your head to rest, He makes sure everythings allright. Protecting you as he promised, By watching you all night wrote for me by my sister Jacqui

No More Scary Gary.....yipppppeeeee!
Last night turned into a very busy night. What we planned to make for dinner was not enough since our daughter informed us her boyfriend was coming over and my son had his girlfriend over so we ended up getting good ole' pizza! The kids were all about decorating the tree until Peter spent an hour and a half trying to figure out why the lights on the tree weren't working and then realized that the power strip he was plugging them into had an on/off switch! Brilliant Peter! So I ended up decorating the tree all by myself. No one but me put ornaments on the tree. Very pathetic! It does look pretty. I do it in white, clear and silver ornaments of all kinds. I stopped doing the "kid" tree 2 years ago and started doing the tree how I wanted to have it done. Selfish? Maybe. My freako neighbors from next door had their house go into foreclosure. They moved out last weekend. I feel bad for the old woman but so glad I will never have to deal with her psycho ex son-in-law agai

My Thoughts Today...........
All of us on here have been through relationships that have touched our lives in so many ways...Some endly badly and some are always in our thoughts of how it used to be....There are alot of divorced people on Fubar and we all have been through so much....But I am here to tell you that whatever we go through in life, just makes us stronger...Life is so short to hold grudges and have negative feelings.......I have also learned that everything happens for a reason.....Everything happens when the time is right for both people involved....So if you are alone and are waiting for that one person to enter your life, don't ever give up, it will happen, and it always happens when you least expect it...Also remember it starts with a wonderful friendship and then if its right it will grow into something so wonderful that will last .......One more note....this is a time of giving, not of materials things, but of ourselves, there are so many people that want and need our love and friendship, remem

A Different Christmas Poem.......
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

American Terrorist...
Close your mind. Close your eyes. see with your heart how do you forgive the murderer of your father? the ink of a scholar is worth a thousand times more than the blood of a martyr we came through the storm nooses on our necks and a smallpox blanket to keep us warm on a 747 on the pentagon lawn wake up the alarm clock is connected to a bomb anthrax lab on a West Virginia farm shorty ain't learned to walk already heavily armed civilians and little children is especially harmed camouflaged torahs, bibles and glorious qurans the books that take you to heaven and let you meet the Lord there have become misinterpreted, reasons for warfare we read em with blind eyes i guarantee u there's more there the rich must be blind b/c they didn't see the poor there They need to open up a park, instead they just closed 10 schools we don't need em can u please call the fire department they're down here marching for freedom burn down their schools, turn their TV's on to teach em....

This Just In ...
Its has started snowing here and I cannot see anything out the window! From the Weather Channel: SNOW WILL QUICKLY BECOME HEAVY AT TIMES AND SNOWFALL RATES OF 1 TO 2 INCHES PER HOUR ARE EXPECTED...WITH POSSIBLY UP TO 3 INCHES PER HOUR IN SOME LOCATIONS. THIS WILL HAVE A MAJOR IMPACT ON THE LATE DAY COMMUTE AS THE HEAVIEST SNOW AND LOWEST VISIBILITIES WILL BE DURING THIS TIME. THE SNOW SHOULD QUICKLY TAPER OFF FROM WEST TO EAST BETWEEN 6 AND 9 PM THIS EVENING. A HEAVY SNOW WARNING IS ISSUED WHEN AN AVERAGE OF 6 OR MORE INCHES OF SNOW IS EXPECTED IN A 12 HOUR PERIOD OR FOR 8 OR MORE INCHES IN A 24 HOUR PERIOD. TRAVEL WILL BE SLOW AT BEST ON WELL TREATED SURFACES...AND QUITE DIFFICULT ON ANY UNPLOWED OR UNTREATED SURFACES.

Christmas Soldiers
Please remember our soldiers during this holiday season!!! (I love you Nate) A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark o

Flvanna Cops
Ok why in the hell do we have cops that think they are ABOVE THE LAW? Not all cops in Fluvanna are like this but most are. Here is the newest thing they have done and NOTHING will be done to them. Will I get in trouble for this post? Ummm HELL NO it is freedom of PRESS.

The 10 Commandments
The 10 commandments 01. The two should never irritate themselves at the same time, this means preventing the explosion. Qto more the situation is complicated, but the calm is needed. 02. Never shout with one another, unless the home is catching fire. Who has good arguments need not scream and the more someone shouts, less is heard. 03. If anyone should win let the discussion is the other. Losing a discussion can be an act of intelligence and love. 04. If it is inevitable criticize, do so but with love. The other side needs to understand what is said, aims to add, not divide. 05. Never play in the face of the other mistakes of the past. The person is always greater than their mistakes. And nobody likes to be characterized by their defects. 06. Be displicente with anyone, least with his cônjugue. In the life of two all can and should be important. The happiness was born of small things. 07. Never sleep without having reached an agreement. If it does not, the pro

Another Dumb Fuckc Tard Bites The Dust
WELL FUBAR HAS YET ANOTHER STUPID DUMB FUCK ON HERE THAT LIKES TO CALL WOMEN CUNTS WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHIING YOU WANNNA BE MASTERFULONE YOU DISGUST ME AND YOU MAKE ME SICK IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO MY PAGE AGAIN YOU WILL BE SORRY SO YOU JUST KEEP ON WALKING AND THINKING YOUR A MASTER BECAUSE YOU DUMB FUCK ARE NO MASTER SO KISS MY COUNTRY ASS...YOU MESS WITH ME OTHERS WILL FOLLOW BECAUSE NOW YOU HAVE BEEN BLOGGED LICK MY FUCKING BOOTS YOU BITCH! masterfulone@ fubar -HAVE A NICE DAY YOU FUCKING SCUM BAG OF THE EARTH GO BACK TO THE HOLE YOU CAME FROM. me:>masterfulo...: GET THIS FUCK TARD FUCK OFF THAT WASMY BOYFRIEND TALKING TO Y OU AND FOR REFERENCE IM NOT A CUNT YOUD BETTER WATCH WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAY TO ME OR YOUR ASS WILL BE BANNED FROM FUBAR YOU NO GOOD DIRTY STICKING MOTHER FUCKER NOW YOU CAN KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING PINK COUNTRY ASS YOU FUCKING DOMINATE WANNA BE BITCH masterfulo...: a life? hmm I am breathing

Baked Chicken Chimichangas
Baked Chicken Chimichangas Here's how to enjoy all the crisp savoriness of chimichangas without deep-frying. Make this dish once, and it's sure to become part of your standard rotation. Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 2 garlic cloves, minced * 2 tablespoons olive oil, plus more for brushing on chimichangas * 1/2 tablespoon chili powder * 16 ounces salsa (choose your favorite) * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 2 1/2 cups cooked and shredded chicken * 6 (10-inch) flour tortillas (if stiff, warm before filling) * 1 cup refried beans * Sour cream, for serving * Guacamole, for serving Directions: In a large saucepan over medium heat, saute the onion and garlic in 2 tablespoons of the oil until tender. Stir in the chili powder, salsa, cumin and cinnamon. Stir in the shredded chicken and, if you like, salt to taste. Remove from the heat and let cool for a few minutes.

I Just Realized...
As I was whining about the snow this morning and not being able to go out tonight, I finally realized something. I am inside and have HEAT and layers of clothes. Some people are not or do not. What do I have to whine about?

Why Am I All Alone??
Why am i all alone in this world? no one knows wats going on. Its like im loosing my self. i just dont know wat im gonna do any more. i keep fearing that im gonna just give up because i have nothing to hold on to any more. mabe i should give up on this fucked up life i live. it feels like no one cares about wether i live or die. i want my dad. i need a friend. god gave up on me. i know it sounds like im having a pitty party but im just lost.

My Resurrection....
I came back. In the same suit that I was buried in. Similar to the one my grand father was married in Yes... I was still fresh to death. bling, two ear-rings, a chain laying on my chest. I still had it cuz they couldn't find it And the bullets from my enemies sat like two inches behind it. Smelled the Hennesy from when my niggas got reminded and poured out liquor in my memory, I didn't mind it, But... I couldn't sip it fast enough. So the liquor was just filling the casket up, floating down by my feet was the letter from my sister Beautiful hand-writing simply read "I miss ya" Suit jacket pocket held my baby son's picture. Right next to it one of my man's stuck a swisher. I had a notion as I laid there soaking Saw that the latch was broken, so I kicked my casket open............ Not at all nervous as I dug to the surface. Tarnished gold chain is what I loosened up the earth with I used my mouth as a shovel to try and hollow it and when I couldn't dirt spit...I s

Drunk Dialing
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing. Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. It’s okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over? Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes

My Moment Of Glory
I was doing my normal bench press workout yesterday morning. The benching area is in the back of the gym. After each set I get up and walk around. I looked up towards the front of the gym and couldn't help noting that after set quite a few guys were looking my way. So I said to myself wow, they are looking at me. I begin think like why? Its not like I'm some adonis, nor I am lifting a record setting amount of weight. Then it dawned on me. They were looking at the attractive woman who was doing some lifting near me. We were the only ones back there. My moment of glory was over.

Marine
Singer : Vincent Delerm & Peter Von Poehl Song & Lyrics : Vincent Delerm Quand je connaissais Marine poster adieu Philippine elle mettait des collants verts je la connais depuis peu au niveau collants c'est mieux disparition du poster je ne peux pas effacer le garçon juste avant moi il faudra diviser certains sentiments par trois quand je connaissais marine cheveux courts dans la piscine à peu près deux fois par mois le dimanche soir nous marchons autour du square Montholon nous aimons bien cet endroit je ne peux pas effacer le garçon juste avant moi il faudra diviser certains sentiments par trois quand je connaissais Marine cendrier dans la cuisine on ne se comprenait pas bien je ne la comprends pas encore son visage quand elle s'endort je regarde et puis j'éteins je ne peux pas effacer le garçon juste avant moi il faudra diviser certains sentiments par trois

I Hate The Snow
Its 12:30 in the afternoon and its snowing like mad....the kids have been let out early.....What the hell... I hate the damn snow... and I hate living in New England..... This weather sucks...its cold....its slippery....and now it is infested with the children....LOL....Please I need a drink... for we shall all be stuck for the next few days........

Sex
You have a Sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Ripped Pics
With the holiday season here and everyone making pretty things for everyone just some wise knowledge DONT RIP YOUR PIC you wont get any points for it right click save it and then up load BUT make sure you give the person the love they deserve..... Just wanted to give some friendly advice

There's No Need To Fear ...
Underdog is here! Sometimes the weirdest stuff gets stuck in my head. I was just thinking about the impending snow storm and I couldn't help thinking about the episode of Underdog where Simon Barsinister created the snowmaking machine to cover the earth in massive amounts of snow. Simon says: Go Snow!!! Yeah, I'm weird. Tell me something I don't know!

More Of My Random Shit
I sit here this evening, or morning I should probably say, contemplating life. I have developed new theories on life the past few weeks. Life, as I see it in it's full brutality, is one pain in the ass after another. There are fleeting moments of happiness. But depending on who and/or what makes you happy, they are few and far between. It always seems when I somehow find a way to take a positive step in life, something will happen that throws me back further than I was. Now that I've gotten my logical bullshit out of the way... The emotional rollercoaster has come to a hault. It's a good thing I think. Not with the outcome I would have preferred, but it works. I've found ground to stand on. Which is always nice. Yesterday, I turned down a job offer. Not just any job offer really though. The one I'd been waiting for. The one that could either fix, or end, my life. I'll just let you all imagine what the hell it could be. But, I turned it down. I made a promise, and

I Was Pissed In This One
well here we are, a beautiful thursday. work wasn't too bad today. did some admin stuff at the office and tried to hit my business list up. a good friend of mine actually stopped by my mother's yesterday while i was getting something to eat. i hadn't seen him in forever. we went to military school together and continued our friendship after school. so it was good to see him. other than that, I can honestly say it has been the ultimate of very shitty weeks. There's nothing quite like having your heart ripped out, somehow trying to concentrate on learning the recruiting biz, then geting to go to a brigade goat screw at ft. leonardwood. at least i'll be able to play with guns this weekend. as for the heart being ripped out thing, we'll stay away from that topic becuase it's just a tad touchy. although i did relize that, in all actuality shit like this happens, even when you aren't expecting it, so i might as well fuckin deal with it. so life goes on. if fate deems it necessary t

Create A Custom Desktop Slideshow
Changing your Desktop picture is easy: Just click the Apple menu and choose System Preferences. Select Desktop & Screen Saver and click the Desktop tab. Then select Choose Folder and navigate to the folder containing the picture you desire. You can also create a custom desktop slideshow by putting the images you’d like to use inside a new folder, navigating to it as described above, and selecting one of the images. Before you close the Desktop & Screen Saver window, select the Change Picture checkbox. Using the pull-down menu, specify how quickly you’d like the images to change and whether you’d like the images to cycle in random order. To keep things tidy, you may want to store your new custom picture folder in the same location as your default Mac OS X desktops. They reside in your root-level Library folder, in the folder called Desktop Pictures.

Just To Make U Feel Better
After having been through my first real love drama I know now why they say it makes you a better writer so if you have loved and lost like me then this is for you: How sweet the life I once pursued When all were fun and games And once through lifes raptures I perused My wild heart love could not tame Till the day my eyes beheld The angel in Disguise Twas then my heart felt love compelled And my mind was hypnotized Then she took me to her fields Her gold trimmed paradise Yet for all her wealth could yield Only her love would suffice So we sat in silent bliss Enjoying a euphoric state Enthralled inside a passionate kiss Unaware of the cruelty of fate And as we listened to the wind And the birds sang madrigals I heard the voice from deep within And my heart began to fall For then I knew the time had to come For us to say farewell And after all was said and done Only my heart could tell Now in reminiscent regret I spend my time ensued And think back

This Is A Narritive In Progress. Just Some Random Writing I Do
As I sit here this evening, contemplating life, it's ups and downs, more downs usually that ups it seems. And with no sleep in sight, I deal with this problem so to speak with a dream, my dream. The piano sits alone in the center the stage of the concert hall. It's keys shining like diamonds amidst the deep blackness of it's body. Every string tightened to perfect tension. As elaborate as the piano may be, it looks stunningly beautiful and simple alone on the stage. Hushed whispers and the rustling of crisp programs is all that can be heard as the crowd slowly makes their way to their seats. As I peer through the long curtains off stage, I begin to wonder how many people there actually are, filling the seats of the hall. Hundreds? Thousands? My heart begins to race as I grow more and more anxious. As the lights dim further towards complete darkness I know that the time has come. My time. I make my way towards the edge of the stage and my hands become

More Surgey
Well as alot of my close friends know I went under the knife in an emergency surgery back in August of this year. It was a hell of a time recovering but the outside is healed up very nicely but the insides will take another good year. Muscles take forever to heal when they are paper thin...lol Ive have been having more health problems so I went to the DR and had a battery of tests again, blood, ultra sound, CT scans and MRI. Got the results this morning. Im going under the knife again. They found a huge tumor that keeps twisting and cutting off blood flow. So If its not removed ASAP it will be fatal.So I will keep you all updated on when I will be going in the hospital...Dr is planning on day before Christmas.But we shall see. Thanks for being such a caring bunch, luv ya all.

More Into Me
well, as i sit here at my office, i'm bored. i have to go see a friend of mine at the airport here soon. but, i was thinkin of bringing some of my bloggys from other sites i am on so you people can get a better idea of what runs around in my head over here. so be prepared. they will be loaded up soon.

Re: Ron Paul Warns Middle Class Being Wiped Out In Final Debate
RE: Ron Paul Warns Middle Class Being Wiped Out In Final Debate ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Dec 2007, 14:27 Ron Paul Warns Middle Class Being "Wiped Out" In Final Debate In the final Republican debate before the 2008 primaries, Congressman Ron Paul slammed the destruction of the dollar, warning that inflation was wiping out the middle class, while also pointing out that Americans did not need to reduce their standard of living so long as a foreign policy of funding a ballooning empire was changed. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121307_wiped_out.htm

People In General.
I don't understand some people. Sometimes I think I have everybody around me figured out. Then something happens and it causes a domino effect and nothing makes sense anymore. To make a long story short.. I met a bunch of new people in my life about 6-8 months ago and I was loving it. I loved going out every weekend with a bunch of people I didn't really know too well, and I got along with all of them so great. Then things just took a strange turn, and again with the domino effect.. people just turn on you for a reason to turn on you. Suddenly you feel you can't trust anyone anymore. I'm not sappy, and I'm not depressed about this.. so don't think I'm whining. I just wish people would grow a fucking brain sometimes and atleast come up with a good excuse for themselves. Half of the time people do retarded shit and then kind of walk away from it and watch the shit crumble like they had nothing to do with it. Put your fucking balls on the table and just say what you want to say. You can c

Winter Solstice Ritual
Into the forest, lilones feet silently cross the barren woods. With only moonlight to guide her to the sacred space she performed the rituals of the Wiccan seasons. Tonight of all nights, she welcomed the winter season. Her thoughts were of the One she wished was there with her to celebrate the Winter Solstice but knew it was not possible. But her fantasy and dreams were always filled of Him, her handsome Master. lilone did not know if she shivered from the cold or from the thoughts of how her Master controlled her mind, spirit and body. As she built the pyre for the bonfire to start her ritual for Winter Solstice, her thoughts were of his hands caressing the cold skin of her nipples. His hands sliding between her soft sun- kissed thighs, roughly tearing away the wisp of panties making her tremble with anticipation. She shook her head and trying to clear her mind of the erotic thoughts beginning to over take her. Striking a match she lit the bonfire and the fire caught t

The Blonde Lady Driver
The Blonde Lady Driver A state trooper was driving along in the country when he noticed a small black coupe swerving all over the lonely back road. He put on his flashers and pulled the car over. Hopping out of his cruiser, he then approached the blonde lady driver. "Ma'am, is there a reason that you're weaving all over the road?" The blonde replied, "Oh officer, thank goodness you're here!! I almost had an accident! I looked up and there was a tree right in front of me. I swerved to the left and there was another tree in front of me. I swerved to the right and there was another tree in front of me!" Reaching through the side window to the rear view mirror, the officer replied, "Ma'am...that's your air freshener."

What Did You Say?
So it's finals week. Not as many people are in school at the normal times due to the schedule change. There are alot of junior/senior high school students that also attend my school. So the other day Im in the cafeteria sitting and talking to my friend Thomas about whatever when this girl from one of his classes sits down with us. First of all she was chatty as fuck. Second I really wanted to tell her to shut the fuck up. That was until I was trying to block out her voice and then i heard her say "So and SO has to go to court tomorrow and I have to testify. I don't want to go to the winter formal because everyone thinks i slept with the Band Teacher" She goes on to tell me that "nothing happened that all they did was hang out and watch movies" Umm yea thats all i did in highschool was hang out and watch movies too yea uh huh thats it." WHat the FUck.... So today like right before i started this blog i turned on the tv and the news at noon was on, and who's face do i see on t

On And Off And On And Off, My Sad Story.
Basically since they deleted my first account in october, life has been rolling with and against me. I didn't really care because i lost my job in the same week. bigger problems to deal with. I spent a month only doing artsy projects on the PC, not much chat or nothing. also, I went to visit friends and family. along the way, I met a woman who made me realize there is something missing. for a while, she filled it. Well it seems the woman only inadvertently filled this so called void, because she is happy with her boyfriend. so, what I'm going through is trying to reestablish my connection to a stable life where i don't feel like I need anyone. at the moment, it just seems like a lonely prospect. so the last account delete was my own. I am basically irrational while I suffer this, and assumed that I would only bring bad news to the table. I can take a punch to the face, I can lose any friend or job. but situations where my heart is set on something that fails, pu

Update
hello all.if it seems like im lurkin around your page then dont worry im not stalkin u.im just makin sure i rated & fanned u is all.if i forgot to rate & fan u plz let me know & dont forget to rate & fan me while your at it.i alwayz return the favor.ty & have good day all :) ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (b)

Blue Elephant
I don't know why, but I loved you. You allowed me to cry. You held my hopes and dreams in your hands, you listened while my heart beat for you, you showed me how to soar.... I've never fought so many bloody battles. I've never experienced so many wonderful adventures. I've never laughed so damn hard. I've never felt so much pain...................... and now I've never cried so hard. I miss you. .............................I'll always love you. But it's time to move on.

Skin
Her skin, I love to touch, I love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. I love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, I love to touch.

Dec. 13, 2007 @ 10 Pm Eastern 9 Pm Central
After months of being illegally fu-married Lovely Lesbian and DJ Phyre Phli Will be leagally FuWed In a Ct Ceremony That will be held at Fubar's Afterhours. All are invited and the bottles will be poppin' all night. Come kick it with the Brides-to-be and you may win a few fubux in the process! The party starts @ 10pm eastern Or 9pm Central ~*lovely lesbian*~@ fubar ~&clubs DJ Phyre Phli &clubs~FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™ DJ@ fubar DJ Ackrite A.K.A. Jeezy Will Be Rockin The 1's and 2's RJeezy aka DJ AckRite۞Neabears husband ۞Owner of Fubars After Hours@ fubar

Wwe Money In The Bank Ladder Match
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For You
You dream about your daughter Disturbed in your sleep Your body starts to tremble Painfully you weep Your soul lost forever Roaming endlessly Memories kept in your heart for all eternity You fell asleep when I got here; now I'm looking down on you Pain scarred in your mind life's deepest tattoo's Cover up your tortured self with all the ink you want just know I see right through that " Superman " front Daddy, be careful in life In eveything you do And know that in my eyes... No one's as perfect as you !

Favorite Video Games
In no particular order(listed on my profile)City of Heroes/VillainsFinal Fantasy VII, X & X-2Civ IVDisgaea 1&2.hack// Series 1&2DDR (Specifically Supernova, but all are good)Rock Band 2Fallout 3Naruto: Broken Bonds(unlisted)Dungeon RunnersEvil GeniusSid Meier's PiratesTetrisHalf LifeUplinkGuitar Hero 2Star Wars GalaxiesEverquest 1Temple of Elemental Evil (List to be appended at any time)

Liar Liar .....
Yo Liar liar pants on fire... Liar liar... Hey naw Liar liar pants on fire ain't nobody getting no higher FUCK THAT where's my lighter Sick of all you lyin' typers We getting higher higher smoking on a vaporizer Eyes red blazed up smoked out I'm tired as fuck We got that supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

School Board Meeting
Tonight I will be making a presentation before a school board meeting regarding the clubs I am creating and hopefully it will be successful. I also have a meeting today at lunch with my boss and our fund raising chairman to get some plans started. No... it will not turn into a threesome ... silly.

The Worst, The Best (and [thr]all The Rest)
'Demon' DieTrich Thrall circa. October 2007The Worst, The Best (And [thr]All the Rest)The Best, the worst, and the general fucking awards for the Fall 2007 'Deja Vu' MARAZENE / Mushroomhead / Psyclon 9 tour. Well it's official. The tour is over and I just wanted to thank everyone for the support that was shown by old and new friends along the way. Soo much fun and what better way to recap than an official 'Best of tour' Amazingness. Hold onto your hats ;))Best of MARAZENE/Shroom Fall TourBest Show: Tie:1) Orono, ME 1) Fort Worth, TX You might get a different answer from someone else but those two are my favorite for completely different reasons. So many good ones this time around. No particular order: Madison, WIJacksonville, NC (again)Allentown, PA (again) Chicago (Mokena, IL) of course. Peabody's with DOPE.Best Post Show: For different reasons and in no particular order... St. Petersburg, FLFort Worth, TXAllentown, PA ;))Poopy Show:The Pit in Jacksonville, FL. Very odd to have gone f

Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

Last Minute Gift Suggestions
Automotive Gift Suggestions - Just in Time for Last Minute Christmas Shopping If you have an "Automotive Minded" person in you life, these gift suggestions should be considered. 1. Tire Air Change Kit. This kit comes with everything you need to change the air in your tires. This highly recommended but often overlooked maintenance item is much easier now. Remember to change your air every 3000 miles or twice a year. $25 2. Blinker Fluid. You knew it existed but, WOW, is this stuff hard to find. 4oz bottle. $12 3. Synthetic Blinker Fluid. Better yet! 4oz bottle. $24 4. Light Bulb Filaments. Why throw away a perfectly good turn signal or stop light bulb when you can just install a new filament? Premium Filaments, made in the USA! $1 each. 5. Manifold Heat. Yes, your exhaust manifold should be HOT. If it's not, you may need this item. Sold by the pound. $3.50 6. Steering Wheel Gaskets. All SIZES available! Email for specific application. From $9.99 7. Tie Rod Tensio

Pity Party Ova Here
y'know, its hard to remember at times, especially when i *really* like someone, that i'm viewed as a sexual object. but then again it shouldnt be hard to remember at all. its how i portray myself. and even though it is part of who i am, its not how i want to be looked at *all the time*. how do i go about correcting this situation? i distance myself from people. and you know what? it isnt working. as soon as i come back, the views are still the same. somethin has *gotta* give. and i'm tired of doing the giving. ...and shes out.

My New Years' Eve Concert At The Royal Albert Hall
Okay, so I'm not really performing at the Royal Albert Hall in London this coming New Years' Eve. Heck, I won't be anywhere near the place! Still...got you to look! LMAO It is in fact much more likely that if looked for I will be found at home alone, passed out with a large, near-empty bottle of Jack Daniels and a plate of chicken bones close by, dreaming of performing at the Albert Hall. Happy friggin' New Year.

Wow
Wow! A year ago today I was bored as heck and looking through my sons KiteBoarder magazine and saw the add for this place. Not sure of the name back then CherryTap/LostCherry. So I thought why not join? I have to say I am glad that I did. I have met so many amazing people here that I don't just consider it an online thing but have made real life friendships with some of you. I never thought that I would have met some of the most amazing people here. A lot of you have been with me through a challenging year. The death of my friend, getting back to the working world after years of being a stay at home mom, the end of a relationship, the illness of my dad. I don't know how I would of gotten through these things without some of you. It's weird how a lot of people who interact with others online think of it as nothing. I feel that interacting with people at places like this should be treated the same as the "real world" as some would say. Being frequent in the mumms I am someti

You Know Your From Kc When
You know you're from Kansas City when... ...you know that Kansas City is actually two cities in two states, and you make sure people know which one you're from. ... you know just how fierce the KU vs MU rivalry is; and that you'd best pick a side and stay loyal. ... you've given the following answers: "Yes, we have tornados." "No, I don't know Dorothy." "No, I've never met the Wizard and I've never been to Oz." ... you whined through the 90's about Marty ball and now wish he was back so the chiefs could just make the playoffs. ... you think that every year is the year the chiefs will win it all. ...you know the royals suck, but you refuse to let any Cardinals fan forget about the 1985 world series. ... you know the following numbers: 648-8888 and 321-2277 (and can sing the accompanying songs).

Former Kiss Guitarist Bruce Kulick Attends Gene Simmons Roast - "he Asked For It, And He Got It"
The GENE SIMMONS Roast was held on Tuesday, November 27 at the Key Club on Sunset Boulevard in Hollywood, California. Former KISS guitarist Bruce Kulick was there and offers up this report: "Got an invite to the Gene Simmons Roast and it was a hilarious evening. It ran so late I couldn't even stay till the end, but some of the jokes about Gene and KISS in general were brutal, but very funny. He asked for it, and he got it. I also had the pleasure of speaking with Nicholas, his son. Imagine a young, spitfire version of Gene, without the knowledge of fame and fortune. A classy offspring, so Gene and Shannon (Tweed) have done great with their unique style of family. He is a family jewel! Sophie was not in attendance as it was a bit blue and, shall I say, inappropriate. Also spoke with Geoff Tate from QUEENSRŸCHE, ALICE IN CHAIN's Jerry Cantrell, and Scott Ian from ANTHRAX. METAL SKOOL was the house band, and they are very funny to entertain. I know they will have to edit this even

Joke
Two couples were playing poker one evening. John accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed Bill's wife, Sue, wasn't wearing any underwear under her dress!! Shocked by this, John, upon trying to sit back up again, hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, John went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bill's wife followed and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" Surprised by her boldness, John courageously admitted that, well indeed he did. She said, "Well, you can have it but it will cost you $500." After taking a minute or two to assess the financial and moral costs of this offer, John confirms that he is interested. She tells him that since her husband Bill works Friday afternoons and, as John doesn't, he should be at her house around 2 p.m. Friday afternoon. When Friday rolled around, John showed up at Bill's house at 2 p.m. sharp and, after paying Sue the

If U Dare
FRIENDS WITH BENIFITS ! Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fubAR that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LoL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your migente that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Master Abducts His Pet
she went into the bedroom and undressed, pet walked naked to the shower, feeling the rush of hot water caressing her skin. Thinking to her herself to hurry because Master was coming to visit her as she quickly poured shampoo into her hand, then lathered her auburn hair, she felt the suds slowly drip down her nude breast as she began to rinse the lather from her hair. Quickly washing her nude body she finished her shower and reached for the thick towel that hung loosely near the door of the shower. She felt the tight grip wrap around her hand as she felt a sack come down over her head. The male voice told her not to struggle as he gagged her then expertly tied her hands and feet. she felt her body being lifted and carried what she thought was out side because of the cold bitter bite of the wind on her skin. She felt her hip slam against the car seat as she was dumped onto it. she felt the car begin to move, she didn't know where she was going only that her Master would be v

Life
Well I dont know where to start..Life started getting great for me a few months back..I was so happy with my life...Then it started going downhill slowly..Then just all of a sudden just dropped...Now here I am..Things finally started looking back up for me..Things were getting good for me again..Then here comes God slamming me on my face again...When am I supposed to be able to just enjoy being happy for more than just a few weeks..Why cant I have a chance to live a happy life??I hate it..I try to do right..I try to do good..And nothing comes of it..I dont want to be forced to leave this joy I feel behind because someone doesn't like me..It is not right at all!!!

The Love Story Of Ralph And Edna (email)
Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Ralph hanged himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go

Cake Or Bed
Body: CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, "HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW". HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, "FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO". FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, "WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT " TO WHICH HE REPLIED, "FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO". "FINE", SHE SAYS "THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE F RONT DOOR? THEY A RE ABOUT TO BREAK " "I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS". HE SAYS, "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! " SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATE

Ween-tried And True (live)
At the dawn, I woke, I was alone, rising I called you on, the force, of time and space, calling And as she came, to me, I fell back down, realizing Oh that it's cool, for you, to love me now, I'm everything Everything - 'cause tried, and true, I see the light in you Oh han you dig in my soul, could you smell my whole, life? You bent the edge, eclipsed, and turned around, aligning And though the dark, sparked rays of violet light, blinding I went about, the job, of sowing thoughts, and feelings Oh some were good, some bad, I felt the cries, of healing 'Cause tried and true, I see the light in you Oh can you dig in my soul, could you smell my whole, life? Rise, my Dawn, you've been awake too long Let me rest in time, while I blow your mind At the dawn, I woke, I was alone, rising (I got ya) I called you on, the force, of time and space, calling (see them) And as she came, to me, I fell back down, realizing (creation) that it's cool, for you, to love me now, I'm

Give A Gift She'll Love And Thank You For!!!!
It isn't too late! You can get Peter Britt's book for Christmas. Do you know a woman who WOULDN'T want this book? No, me either! All That I Am, I Think! is "The Woman's Nightstand Companion"! All the woman who have read this book agree. It is insightful into women in a way 99% of men do not understand. It is also viewed as a book which women will enjoy extremely because of the deep and passionate nature of the author. Don't delay, click on a link below and get someone you know their own copy today for Christmas! Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Pray For Brittany's Family
Winnabow | A 16-year-old high school student was killed Tuesday morning in a two-car crash shortly after she left her home while on her way to school. State Highway Patrol 1st Sgt. Al Morris said Brittany Elizabeth Brendle, of 1272 Cherry Tree Road in Winnabow, died in a two-vehicle accident. Brendle's car was struck while turning left at the stop sign at the intersection of Crabapple and Green Hill roads in Winnabow, about a mile west off U.S. 17. Brendle's vehicle, a late-model Volkswagen, was hit by a 2000 Ford Ranger traveling east on Green Hill Road and driven by Matthew T. Morgan, also 16. The accident occurred about 7:15 a.m., Morris said. Neither vehicle was traveling at excessive speed, he said. Brendle died at the scene, the trooper said. Both drivers were wearing seat belts. Morgan was "shaken up" but uninjured in the crash and was not taken to an area hospital. After giving his statement to authorities, Morgan told the trooper he was returning home and would lat

Week One Part 5
HEY LADIES! Want to join the SAINTS AND SINNERS TRAIN and be added to our weekly pimp out bulletin? All you have to do is follow the three steps below! 1) Fan, Rate, and Add all of the ladies already on the train. 2) One you have done that just tell Persia, Ruby Cairo, or Louise about it by MESSAGE (Not shout) so that they can add you to the next week's pimpout! 3) Once you are added... just repost the weekly bulletin! That is all we ask! Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾ ¢Ó Co-Skank to NSF You ¢Ó@ fubar ¢¾Louise¢¾ *Owned by Thelma*@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC} FuGF of Persia & Elizabitch@ fubar ღღ Lady Sunmaid ღ I.B.I.C. ღ RL & Fu-Girlfriend to CELTICTHUNDER72 ღ@ fubar ~* ¢¾ Lil' Kitten to DJ John ¢¾* ~ ....Member of U.B.A......@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar

Warning To All Ladies...this Is Not A Joke (from The Bulletin Board)
THIS IS TRUE...I KNOW THIS GUY AS WELL AND HAVE BEEN CONTACTED VIA EMAIL ALSO. HE HAS USED AND ABUSED WOMEN ON MYSPACE AND FUBAR AS WELL. AFTER I GOT SEVERAL EMAILS FOR A WOMAN HE GOT INVOLVED WITH I PERSONALLY LEFT HIM A MESSAGE ON HIS KYREDNECK FUBAR PAGE AND THE NEXT DAY IT WAS DELETED. HE CONTACTED ME VIA YAHOO MESSENGER AND ASKED WHY I LEFT THAT. I PLAYED DUMB AND HE SAID THAT HE LEFT FUBAR BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE LYING ABOUT HIM. YA. TELL ME ANOTHER ONE. THIS CHICK WAS GOING TO TRY TO GET SOME OTHER PICTURES BUT HASN'T YET. THIS BULLETIN IS TRUE. I AM GOING TO STICKY IT. SORRY I DIDN'T SEND SOONER BUT THINGS HAVE BEEN CRAZY IN OKLAHOMA WITH THE ICE STORM AND BLACKOUT. STAY AWAY FROM THIS GUY. 1-270-314-2618 IS HIS PHONE NUMBER IF YOU WANT TO CALL HIM TO GIVE HIM A PIECE OF YOUR MIND .... UNLESS HE CHANGED IT OF COURSE. HIS EMAIL IS BELOW AND YOU CAN USE THAT AS WELL. TULSA'S ANGEL ---------------- I just want it to be known about a certain guy who is causing a lot

A True Story
MY Friend ask me Last night By Eric Ethan My friend ask me last night What makes me tick what makes me smile What he and his wife seen was so amazing in that hospital That I brought cheer to everyone with love and happiness in their heart And things I do they witness people smile in front of them , helping their lives be full again and laugh again feel the love again to spice up their life, they just don’t understand it you touch people hearts so many ways. Bring people to make them smell the flowers to touch and not be scared of things. You never ask nothing in return my friend said You amaze people a lot Last night I seen a lot of things that my wife and I seen last night ,People where dieing or sick but you gave them the chance to feel love in their heart , laugh again and smile to feel the feeling they missed in years or memories in their heart. Last night my friend said last night they went ho

Some Thoughts In Life
Some thoughts in Life I have been in a spiritual mood lately. Just thinking about life in general and how much I appreciate it. I feel blessed to have such wonderful friends and family. This is for all of you. It's unusual for me to write anything deep. So don't think I'm turning soft all of a sudden! I would like to hear your thoughts! Peace. God has granted us the gift of free will. The paths we choose to take. The paths we choose to cross. These decisions will impact our lives. Sometimes these decisions come from the mind. Sometimes from the heart. Sometimes from the soul. I believe all life has a purpose. Even a reason why some paths cross at all. We learn from our life experiences. We grow in body and soul. Our friendships make us stronger. Our families bring us closer. Appreciate every moment of life. Find your strength from within. Live life with a purpose. Treasure the gifts that God has given us. Stay creative and

Started New Job
well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for oriantion and was put to work that day. which was good cause i need the hours. but i was really surprise that she put me in so quick. but i have a friend that works there and she is training me. tomorrow ill be doing it by myself though and that is kinda freaky. but it will be ok. i know i can do the job it is not any diff from what i was doing. well just thought i would share with ya that i got a new job.

I - Tit
Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The i-Tit will cost $499 or $599 depending on cup size. This has been hailed as a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them. Happy Holidays......hope you smiled.....Peace

Mem Lie
Men Lie for alot of reasons! They lie to make themselfs look good. They lie to not hurt some people that love them. They Lie because they can not help but lie about everything they do or say! They also will lie to keep someone that is good to them too. I have learn over the year the only time I believe anything that ever come from a mans mouth is when I see it is for real. Some just lie because they dont care how much it hurts others

Bc1
COME SEE BI CHICS THAT ROCK AND HEAR THE ROCKEN TUNES FROM VOODOO RADIO!!!!CLICK PIC TO ENTER BI CHICS THAT ROCK!!!! COME SEE BI CHICS THAT ROCK AND HEAR THE ROCKEN TUNES FROM VOODOO RADIO!!!!CLICK PIC TO ENTER BI CHICS THAT ROCK!!!!

Freedom And Friends
Freedom and Friends "The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level. It's got to happen inside first." ~ Jim Morrison. Great quote! Stop being someone you're not and be yourself. I have always tried to live my life this way. Be a leader not a follower. People should like you for who you are. Here's another great Jim quote I will leave you with... "Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is." Here's to all the true friends. Cheers!!

U2-sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own
Tough, you think you've got the stuff You're telling me and anyone You're hard enough You don't have to put up a fight You don't have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own We fight all the time You and I...that's alright We're the same soul I don't need...I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own I know that we don't talk I'm sick of it all Can - you - hear - me - when - I - Sing, you're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me... Where are we now? I've got to let you kno

Once Loved
i 1ce had love 4 u but now it is gone cus u cheated on me n played me like a pawn i cant believe that everything u said was a lie tomorrow is my funeral cus my heart n soul jus did die thanx 4 turning out 2 b what u said u werent thanx 2 u i am toast cus ive jus been burnt i hope u will be able 2 look urself n the eye knowing what u told was one big lie will i ever trust again who really knows wen ive lost my bestfriend n it truly shows i wish u the best cus i moved on ur ex turd who shoulda ben named pawn

Here I Am Again
Well its apparent my so called friends could give a fuck less if im here or not i could be dead and wow i dont think it would matter thats nice thinkin why am i even gonna bother gettin back online fuck it for those who care you got my number and for those who dont you can FUCK OFF!

Always The Set Backs
well i have hit a setback.turns out the landlord that was going to let us in before the end of the moth has decided not to let us in till the first so,,,,its a homeless xmas this year.shit keeps being shitty i suppose.im not going to let it bug me though,just going to smoke a load o weed and pretend there is no xmas.

E Viva Espania!
Well folks, we´re still in spain but we´re coming home tomorrow. Its been a totally fantastic time here in Calella and we´re sorry to leave, but alas, we have to! Expect photos and more when we return home

Pure Love
So tired My mind is restless Body sinks into the unconscious Dreams fill my head Nightmares fuel the screams Laying here I can only think of you Nodding off into their world I wanna stay here with you You can save me from them all Tell me you need me You're everything and more to me Forever in my hear Never to forget Hoping you feel the same Share your life with me Gave up my every for you And still I'd give more Just to be the one The one you think of, dream of, love I'd do anything for your affection Believing everyone is wrong You're always so right I'm full inside with you Tasted to swallow Drink it all away.

Alive Inside
Laying here in my bed all alone I'm still and breathless Waiting for you to enter my dreams Dont fail me now. Like the cold rain in summer You come down around me Surround me and leave me wet Never thought I'd be the one you loved Only here to bleed for you tonight The winds start to change Take you farther away from me I'm so empty without your touch Wanting to hold you, never let go I just dont understand The pain still remains I'll be there for you when you cry Take the hurt and release it in me I'll take it it all away No one makes me feel the way you do Make me or break me Take me, I'm yours to have Tomorrow may change So make up your mind Cuz you make me feel so alive inside.

Flowers
Your secrets are unfolding The flowers come to bloom Deadly but beautiful Its poison makes me ill The wind carries your seed Plant it in my heart I'll shower it with love And never let it wilt Its leaves, like your wrists Hold the veins that you slit Showing me all thats inside Your flower has just died.

Suicide
Loving you has made me this way Pull the trigger Give me attention Never enough affection Drown my sorrows Stick the needle in my skin Bleed me dry tonight Tears for you thoughts I'll die in your arms So cold and stiff You sill wont care Black as the night You have made me stone Numb my body and soul Open my eyes Glued shut once again You're looking for a fight I'll kill me with this knife.

Written About My Step-grandma.
Turn from the rage Escape to a haven of bliss That seduces my senses Interupted by the strangle Wrapping her hands around tighter Watch my life float away Too dead to be alive This is hell on earth everyday Rather be lonely in my room But I'm bruised from the struggle Scared of the psycho living upstairs Lived this way for 8 fucken years You say I'm a liar Well I'm calling your bluff Dealing with your sickness You've dragged me down with you Leave me be - you're a selfish bitch One hell of a cold hearted witch I dont need your rules No longer controlled by your demon Let me go and be free We part on bad terms as he cries One day when you finally rest I'll be spitting on your grave.

"friendship"
It's not something you get wrapped up with a bow. It's not something you get by just saying hello. It's the respect you have for each other It's the admirations you have for each other. It's being a should to cry on It's giving an ear to listen It's doing something we it's least expected. A friend is hard to come by A friend is someone you hold on to A friend is always there wheather they agree or not. A friend is the greatest thing anyone could have. A friend is you.

Willy's Vagina Shrinking Formula From 05
WILLY's VAGINA SHRINKING FORMULA By WILLY In my never-ending attempts to make some fuckin' money online, refer to my "Fuck it Suck My Butt Cheeks Kit," and all the other shit I've tried. (That one is mentioned here because it's the fucking only one that made me a few dimes, i.e., $10 bills)! Well, this time I really think I've got it; if you've been online for any length of time you've been constantly bombarded by all the fuckin' "Penis Enlargement Pills" popup ads! Now being that sex is a two-way thing, even you one-way's can benefit from this, I've decided to go at it from the opposite direction by offering "Willy's Vagina Shrinking Formula" available in pills, and cream! Unlike the "Super Dick" pills, that men have to take forever, chicks can take a pill approximately one hour before intercourse, effects last up to eight hours! And the pussy will have tightened up! Or failing that use the cream, quicker acting but lasts half as long, by applying it to your cunt! Warning; don't go

Just Let It Go
Swirling sea of emptiness Your world has made me broken Feel the motion of your ocean Just to see how the hate will flow I wanna be the one you run to And I wanna be your only one I wanna be the one you turn to And I wanna be the one You gotta believe me You cannot deceive me You gotta be my everything That I ever wanted Will you stand by me See what I see Will you be every little thing to me Loss of time is felt here Burning brick of mind Like a cancer growing In the minds of the divine Make a change, gotta rearrange Idle minds crushing time Sweet razor wound Deep down slice my groove Just let it go.

Great Gift Idea For Tight Budgets!
My Dear Friends, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, but quite typical for me, Christmas will be tight this year. So, I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient sizes: Regular, Light and G

Notice
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3 In A Day
I sat at the bar and had two drinks, thinking I just need to be alone and was about to go, when a woman's hand touched my shoulder, as I turned I saw it was Sherri, which brought a smile to my face. She asked if I was ok, and using the old line I said I am now! She gave me a kiss on the cheek and sat down ordering us another drink. She could see I was upset and asked if Bill blew the meeting. That took me by surprise, and she saw it. She told me she saw how he was on the boat trip and could tell he was uneasy with me. We sat there for quite a while drinking and talking for several hours like we were old friends. She had a soothing way about her that made me feel at ease. As it got later I did not want to leave, but the bar was closing so we bought a bottle of tequila and headed toward the beach. As we walked along the streets toward the beach we chatted and laughed having a good time. As we neared the beach, Sherri grabbed a bed sheet off a clothesline and giggling ran to the beach. No

What Kind Of Dater Are You
What Kind of Dater Are You?Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Personality-Emotion Quizzes

Living Will ....lol
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Thank God For The New Year
This year has been a bittersweet year for me, more bitter than sweet! The one thing I have had to deal with alot this year has been with cops I have seen way to many of them to make me happy, Dont get me wrong I have a few freinds that r cops but I dont deal with them in uniform some of these cops can be asses some can be real nice either way it seems that now that I have a record they come after me for some petty shit, there are real criminils out there yet lets bug the 35 yr old mom of three cmon! Well I make it all the way home from work last nite and believe it or not I get pulled over in front of my house DAMN the man.Anyway I tell the cop Im home he still does his job and yep I get a 75 dollar ticket man I have had enough,stupid shit was not speeding used all signals it was a simple expired sticker he knew I had just got home he knew what I have been through this year just by running my name knowing I was home ya would think he would be kind and just give me a warning not to driv

My Friends
this is for my buddies angel and jenny. You know we have all had fun times. Like with me and angel at the fair when i got hit in the face and you was there to help me b/c of that dumb bitch. andriding down 81 next to matt and kenny in our bra's and seeing there faces was priceless. And going to club zero wit robert. WOW! Fuckin marshall. damn!! and me and kenny and you and matt all "together" and all the shit that happened than, and playing 3 man with me for the first time and calling kenny, jeff when he came into lay next to me when i was passed out. Or you me and jen drivin down the rd after my christmas party. Hell and me and jenny driving around pissin off byron and jeff and there new gurls OMG so much fuckin fun. Or jenny me and you and r drunk party that was funny. I love both you all your my gurls b/c THATS HOW WE ROLL!!! We all got it like dat.

Road Trip
My company had just informed me that they were sending me on a business trip to the Caymans. I was so upset, NOT. They did say I was allowed to take my wife. This would work great we needed to get away for a break. Her firm had been working her pretty hard. I was so excited about the trip I called Karyn to let her know. Of coarse I had to leave a message on her phone. When I got home that night she had already gotten there. We kissed as I walked in, but I could sense something was wrong. She told me that she would not be able to go with me on the trip. Her firm just picked up a new client and she was assigned the job. She could see the disappointment in my eyes. But she said she had an idea. She asked me if it would be ok for me someone else? This shocked me, then she explained. She wanted me to take a friend of ours, (her best friend) Jill. This really shocked me! She told me that Jill really needed a vacation and could never afford a trip like that. I told her I could work it out,

Epic Battle!
i just had an epic battle with this hoity toity calculator that thought it was the shit by eating the calculator tape and then REFUSING to give me the scraps..... I got so angry I kinda tore the top off and had to put it back together afterwards. lol. I dont know if that part was supposed to come off, but it's removable now. :D I rule. p.s. I need anger management.

So Much Love
A new poem I found some old song videos from 1 of my fave movies Xandu. I added them to my profile too If you wanna see them too.It's a movie abut muses,They are magical creatures that Inspired you to be succeed In life when you lose hope on everything.Well anyway I've lost hope before all though out my life but there was always something there to picked me and Inspired me to succeed In life.It took me over 15 yrs to write a book of poems but thats almost done too.I believed my muse to be my online girlfriend,because when I meant her I was stormed with a poetic vortex of Ideals.I clanked out 45 love poems about her In last then 2 months.But the sad thing about a muse Is that they tend to fade away when they do their job that they are sent to do never to to be seen again by the person they helped so much In life.Well I'm getting all mushy again and I need to stopped that.Before It gets to bad for me.Onto the poem: So Much Love My heart have so much love to give y

My Baby Died Tomorrow
Those of you that know me know that Stanly (my puppy) is like a son. He is a BIG part of my world!!! He has been VERY sick lately and is suufering way too much. He is either in pain or drugged. He can barely walk and has lost sooo much weight.He has arthritis in his lower spine and nothing can be done for him. Yesterday I decided it would be best to let him get some peace. That was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. Tomorrow at 5pm I take him to the vet. .....................

Onions And Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?" The father, surprised, answers,"Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions". "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it is like a Christmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" "Yes - dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration". A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?" The father, surprised, answers,"

Bauernfruhstuck (farmers Breakfast)
Yield: 4 servings 4 ea Potatoes; Medium 1/2 ts Salt 4 ea Bacon; Strips, Cubed 1 c Ham; Cooked, Small Cubes 3 ea Eggs; Large 2 ea Tomatoes; Medium, Peeled 3 tb Milk 1 tb Chives; Chopped Boil unpeeled potatoes 30 minutes. Rinse under cold water, peel and set aside to cool. Slice potatoes. In a large frypan cook bacon until transperent. Add the potato slices; cook until lightly borwned. Meanwhile blend eggs with milk and salt. Stir in the cubed ham. Cut the tomatoes into thin wedges; add to the egg mixture. Pour the egg mixture over the potatoes in the frypan. Cook until the eggs are set. Sprinkle with chopped chives and serve at once.

Banana French Toast/ww
erving Size : 2 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Breakfast French Toast Hand Made Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 6 tablespoons Plain nonfat yogurt 1/4 teaspoon Vanilla extract Sugar substitute to equal 1 -- ts 1/2 cup Egg substitute 4 slices Reduced-calorie white bread 1 medium Banana -- sliced 1/4 cup Red.-cal. maple-flavored -- syrup 1. In small bowl, whisk together yogurt, vanilla, and sugar substitute. Set aside. 2. Pour egg substitute into shallow bowl; dip bread in egg substitute, coating both sides and absorbing all liquid. 3. Spray large nonstick skillet with nonstick cooking spray; over medium heat, cook bread until browned on both sides. Remove to heated platter, cover, and keep warm. In sam

My Chakra - Interesting
You are radiating positive energy from your: 6TH CHAKRA This chakra is located in the center of your forehead and is often called the third eye. The sixth chakra represents one's ability to see and really know truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your sixth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to be accepting of the people and events in your life, rather than pass judgment on them. You're also likely to have developed a higher level of intuition than most people have. People like you who possess strong sixth chakra energy seem to be able to look past superficialities to see life's core realities. Not only that, but when a situation is murky, you're usually one to actively seek out the truth. At times, this positive flow of energy from your sixth chakra can even height

The Howling
Here is a random conversation I had while watching The Howling on TV last week: D: Why doesn't she just stake it in the heart? Me: That's for Vampires Well, how do you kill a werewolf then? Silver bullets Where do you get silver bullets from? Coors

All-in-one-breakfast
1 slice Whole wheat bread -- toasted 3 Tomato slices 1 tsp Butter 2 tbsp Grated parmesan cheese 3 Fresh mushrooms -- thin sliced 1 slice Bacon; crisp -- drain/crumble Place toast on baking sheet. Spread with butter if desired. Cover with mushrooms and tomato slices. Sprinkle cheese and crumbled bacon on top. Bake in 350 degree oven until cheese melts. 1 serving - 147 cal or 1 bread, 1 fat and 1 lean meat exchange (without butter) or 182 cal or 1 bread, 2 fat and 1 lean meat exchange (with butter).

Amish
An Amish farmer walking through his field, notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand. The Amish man shouts: "Trink das wasser nicht. Die kuhen haben dahin gesheissen." Which means: "Don't drink the water, the cows have s___ in it." The man shouts back: "I'm a Muslim, I don't understand. Please speak in English." The Amish man says: "Use two hands. You'll get more."

Hey!
well here it is dec13th.year 2007 is almost most over all ready it feels like yesterday was like march. it's crazy to sit back and and think bout the year.!!!WhooHoo i manage to piss off alot of people.lmfao i love it!!but hey thats me right? i be damn if some is gonna walk all over me nope dont think so i stand my ground. i am about to be a aunt again to a lil boy!! i cant wait when he is born that will3boys and 3 girls..i love them withh all of my heart!the friends i made and the times we had.goof off or ridin down 81 being stupid wink wink.or watchin out for each other trash talk men bashin down right and dirty talk.sit back at laugh At the HATERS because thier mad cuz they dont have what we have thats our friendship.lol bobbie my home fry..lol my left lung.omg girl we have done so much shit together...go with you to stalk your ex's so that way when their girl would come out that no body jumped your ass. lol "Cuz That's How We Roll' or sit outside and be drunk as shyt and goof the f

Who Gonna Give Me A Birth Day Gift?
MY BIRTHDAY IS DEC 24TH I WILL BE THE BIG 40..YUCK FEELING A LITTLE DOWN THIS TIME OF THE YEAR. WHAT MIGHT MAKE ME SMILE IS A BIRTHDAY BLAST ,OR A VIP.BE WONDERFUL. FUBAR GIFTS WOULD BE NICE AS WELL TO HELP OUT THIS LONLY SOON TO BE 40 YEAR OLD IN NY... MY FUBAR TREE IS BARE I NEED LOTS OF PRESENTS TO HELP FILL IT UP..WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE BACK..YOUR FRIEND CHRISTOPHER, P.S.PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS.

Finally I Am Free
Have you ever had the feeling of finally..That finally you are doing it right,finally you feel no fear and finally you feel you can love the way you have only dreamt about.. If you have read my other blogs you have idea of what I did when I was on this site before,even got to a level 21,but on the way there I hurt some one because of my revenge against someone else and couldn't come clean with him over my deceit over who I really was..It was never done intentional,but all the same I did this deed.I not only did it once but twice.. I love this person I just didn't know how to be me.I got so wrapped up into the character I was portraying that I got lost in it all,I was becoming this other person in so many ways. Now I can only be me and you know what he accepts me for who I am and he really loves me too.He looks over my flaws,he looked over what I had done,even though I did so much wrong,he stayed by my side and still is..It has been a hard road to get back to us and yes we still

This Guy Is Amazing :d
I am Fu-Owned by this wonderful man. RATE/FAN/ADD HIM PLEASE Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman@ fubar What can I say about this guy?? Well, he is absolutely amazing :D He always stops by to top me up when I'm dry...lol...and he is always there for his friends...he is so friendly and such a sweetheart...he'll do anything to help you out in a pinch :D And, of course...the Godfather list...he puts so much work into this list...to show us all how much we have to go, and to get us help from our friends...and even after my reset, I had all the points to go....and he still included me on the list :D He has been such an amazing friend to me....

Self-healing Ourselves
To heal ourselves is a reclamation of the power we all have as living beings to live in harmony with the life energy and to fulfill our potential as creatures among many on this planet. --Chellis Glendinning We live in a world that tells us healing only comes from outside ourselves. To some, it may seem odd to think each of us has the ability to heal ourselves. How is this possible? Easy - we can do it if we believe we can. Whatever we believe we cannot do will remain beyond our ability. But believing we can heal ourselves gives us access to many healing ways. Self-acceptance is healing. Singing, playing, walking by a river are healing. Even helping others with their problems can be healing to us. There are as many ways of self-healing as there are people in the world. Once we experience what is healing for us, we can go on to discover many more healing acts to share with others. What healing things do I like to do?

It's Really Not That Difficult To Do.
It's not that difficult to be disciplined. It's just a matter of choosing to be, again and again. It's not that difficult to avoid destructive habits. In fact, all you really must do is nothing. It's not that difficult to take positive, productive action. You simply choose to put yourself into motion. Success is not that difficult. It's mainly a matter of doing it, and you're completely capable of doing whatever is necessary. Your willingness is the most important factor. And willingness comes when you connect to a solid, meaningful reason why. Discipline, integrity and effective action are tools that you can use at any time and in any situation to achieve valuable results. Follow a purpose that is truly yours, and it's not that difficult at all. -- Ralph Marston

Leave Me A Present Under My Tree..plz
I HAVE REALLY BEEN A VERY GOOD COWGIRL ( MOST OF THE TIME ANYWAY ) SO GO AHEAD AND LEAVE A PRESENT UNDER MY TREE...YA KNOW YA WANT TO...LOL..MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL..HOPE YOURS IS FILLED WITH LOVE ..PEACE..AND JOY...( GOD BLESS )

Oh I Wish!!!!
That the snowstorm scheduled for later would come tomorrow instead. lol. I've got a show to get to tonight and I'd like to get to and from in one piece. I mean the world would be lame without a crazy ass like me in it. (At least I hope so. lol) In other news if this storm is as bad as everyone is staying I'm staying at Chris' tonight. I think we're programmed to misbehave when we're within 200 feet of each other! So much for sleepin.... lol.

3 Quotes For Today (email)
"If you would not be forgotten as soon as you are dead, either write things worth reading, or do things worth writing." -Benjamin Franklin "Glory is fleeting, but obscurity is forever." -Napoleon Bonaparte "Let us take things as we find them: let us not attempt to distort them into what they are not. We cannot make facts. All our wishing cannot change them. We must use them." -John Henry Cardinal Newman

The Hypnotist
THE HYPNOTIST It was entertainment time at the Day Centre for the elderly and the Amazing Claude was topping the bill. People came from miles around to see the famed hypnotist do his stuff. As Claude went to the front of the meeting room, he announced, 'Unlike most hypnotists who invite two or three people up here to be put into a trance, I intend to hypnotize each and every member of the audience.' The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a beautiful antique pocket watch from his coat. 'I want you each to keep your eye on this antique watch. It's a very special watch. It's been in my family for six generations.' He began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly chanting 'Watch the watch, watch the watch, watch the watch ....' The crowd became mesmerized as the watch swayed back and forth, light gleaming off its polished surface. Hundreds of pairs of eyes followed the swaying watch, until, suddenly, it slipped from the hypnotist

Who Was King Arthur
Most people have heard of King Arthur, but how many really know what he really was? We know of a character half mythological in his existence, but is there more to King Arthur than meets the eye? Indeed, in understanding King Arthur, can we grasp a better understanding of other icons, such as those of the present day like Elvis Presley, or Marilyn Monroe, or Diana, Princess of Wales? I think the Arthurian Legend speaks volumes. CAMELOT AND CO The story is a simple one. A questioning boy realises his destiny when he pulls a sword from a stone, guaranteeing him invincible powers. This is the beginning of the story of the greatest of British heroes, King Arthur. And what we see is a representation of spiritual action leading to a form of charisma, as if young Arthur has transformed himself from a doubting wreck to a potentially great man. It is the story of all mythological heroes. Arthur goes on to establish Camelot and his Knights of the Round Table, assisted by the magician Me

This Morning
Woke up this morning to dang freezing rain outside! OMG it was so cold! Anyway had to leave for work at 4:20 am and be there by 5:00 am. Go out to start the car and scape the ice and low and behold the ice scraper that I just bought and was using for the first time broke! So had to hunt around in the dark for the peice that broke off and finish scraping my windows. Ok yes It has been a very yucky morning! Much Love Darla

Crimson
standing there fists clenched, stepping into every bar looking for that anger to step itself up to feel the tightest come alive and see the next victim the victim who will be seeing the light once its up it doesn't die down until one of us is staring up through the crimson mask standing there wearing crimson gloves, flowing freely through the swollen circles that use to look like knuckles knuckles that have paved the way for the beast within to come out and breathe again smashing a beer can against your head to give yourself the crimson mask you require to awaken the beast to set the beast free and watch it go you come out of yourself and watch it ravage the poor bastards who have been caught in the path of fury a fury like that not seen since the gods unleashed hell aheel that looks like heaven compared to what you will do unless you have that person with you who can slow your breathing you did to breath nice and slow through the nose and out the mouth staring at the

Santa
I took my daughter to see Santa last night, After she was done and had went outside he said he wanted to talk to me, I was like OOHHH NOOO this can't be good if Santa wanted to have a personal chat with me. His first words to me was, OK first time in thousands of years I have a dilemma and it had to do with me, OK SANTA ... What.. He told me I was both on the Naughty and Nice list, causing conflict with my presents.. So after a few minutes of working this out we decided on my presents but also I have to receive handcuffs for when I am bad..( I didn't tell him I already had several of my own) I told him not to go light on the naughty stuff it's OK if he must give me a lot of those. ( Turns out Santa really does know ALL!). So to all of you .. GO SEE SANTA.. it just might really be a Merry Christmas.

Want A Blast
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Want A Blast
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My Husband Thee Asshole
JUST A RANTING MANY OF YOU KNOW I AMM STILL MARRIED TO A REAL ASSHOLE WHO TREATS ME LIKE SHIT AND OUR KIDS SO NOW HES BACK TO THREATING TO KICK ME AN OOUR KIDS OUT AND WE ARE NO GOOD AND EVERYTHING BUT A WHITE PEOPLE TO HIM WHO IN THE HELL DO I GET HIM TO LISTEN WHEN I TELL HIM TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOME HES ALWAYS COMING HOME ACTIING LIKE A FREAK AND ALWAYS BEING MENTALLY AND VERBALLY ABUSIVE WITH ME AND OUR THREE CHILDREN...PINK IS SERIOUSLY ON THE VERGE OF LOSING HER MIND..AND JUST A WORD TO THE WISE TOO YOU MEN OUT THERE WHO KEEP TALKING IGNORANT TO ME IN MY SHOUT BOX I GOT TWO WORDS FOR YOU FUCK OFF AND QUIT ASKING TO SEE MY NSFW PICS THERES A REASOON TO WHY THEY ARE CLOSED READ MY PROFILE DUMB FUCKS!

Losing My Dad
How can I put this? Earlier this year my dad had a heart attack. It triggered something that I thought I wouldn't have to face for years to come. His time here on earth is now limited. Yes I know that we all lose a loved one at some point in our lives, but to lose a dad is almost to much. Today he has to go in and get an operation to get rid of a blood clot from his leg. But there is bad news with that. The doctors told my mom that with my dad's current condition, he only has a few months to live. No he don't have cancer(thank goodness for that), but his body is slowly shutting down and before long it will shut down completely. And that is something I know in my heart, that I won't be able to handle. As I write this, I am crying. I know that my dad wont live forever, but damn it, Why couldn't his death be easier? I know the death of my son was hard, But I don't want to lose my dad too. So if anyone who reads this has lost a parent, your input will be greatly appreciated. I know I wil

My Favorite Toy
Christmas Comments | Online Mall My Favorite Toy My favorite toy, Is my bullet. I like its vibration, Against my clitoris. Gryrating, Vibrating, Spinning around. I start to tense, before I explode. My muscles squench as I am about to cum, Letting my juices run down. I reach down, Once I am done. Finding the nectar, For my fingers fair. I bring them up, Right to my mouth, Licking everyone. MMMMMMMMM,"'I say" As I taste, Wanting more of it. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

I'm Slippin, I'm Fallin, I Can't Get Up
I try to remain optimistic and it doesn't work. I try to focus on anything that's positive but it just doesn't work. I don't want to go to work, I don't want to even wake up. I'd like to just stay in the dark and forget about everything. For every one thing positive, seven negative things come at me. I need a break and I can't get it. I'm losing my mind and I feel weak. I've always believe that every bad thing you do comes back to you. I'm trying to think what I've done in the past that's catchin up with me. Everyone has a breaking point and I think I'm close to it.

Please Read This
ok for the record yes im single but you need to be also no married women or involved women either sorry but dont need extra bullshit why should you peace out oh and rate me as well and ill return the favor thankx

Good Morning!
Hello all! Hope you are having a good morning. Its Thursday already! It was cold as heck waiting for the train this morning, 25 degrees. They say we are getting snow today. Its supposed to start around noon and drop 8 inches. Then there is supposed to be another foot this weekend. I'm just not ready for that. Have a great day all. Hugs

Where Do I Want To Be?
I'll tell you what. I love the army but i would like to stay home long enough to do what i want when i want. So like a dumb ass i signed up for eight years. So for eight years i'm going to get fucked over. Sounds like fun. I'll ask you guys a question. If someone told you that you can not have sex, drink, dress a way they approve, and pretty much listen to what they tell you or you will pay, what would you do? Someone you doesn't know you but will put you in a area that you could die in. Sounds kindda mean doesn't it. Welcome to the army. So like i said, i wish i was at home all the time so i could drink have sex and do what i want. What would you want to do?

Philosophy
Philosophy There are to many cliches in the modern world about love. Most of them never capture the true spirit or meaning of what it is to truly love. Many of us live in the paradox of striving to maintain our individuality yet at the same time there is the deep seeded feeling from deep within that all alone we are just incomplete. The human need to seek out the simplest way and simplest explanation for things leads many down the dead end roads of believing in "fairy tail" love or even the dubious "love at first sight". While these things are interesting or even desirable in my opinion they do not foster the enviroment for true love to prosper. The true love that I speak of is a decision much more than it is a feeling. It is a goal , if anything, when an individual arrives at the conclusion that a life spent without the target of there affection is a lesser life than one without. However, once the decision is made it morphs into a feeling a deep emotion which drasticall

Very Own Head Pimpette Own For 24 Hours
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Swan Song..
Again the children at the yard you can see Under your window playing their games Again there at your spot at your window you stay You fly years back Those memories get you under their power everyday They are again looking for a singer for the Swan song Again looking for a singer Those moments from birth to death when shades to the eyelids Makes some to believe maybe in God others in Satan, or anything but however not in this world You once found also it that half century's love It was easy to you to be happy Now what you'll do with your instinct when birds have flew away from their nests There's only photos which have turned yellow You glance them trough again and again You may not need my pity But it wont stop the pain That pain writes this song That pain catches everyone Griefveil I can see Five years ago it could breathe Swan song then made you cry I would like to be like then When you're covered by the white veil It has already remained on

Christmas Poem
PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

In Memory Demarcus Thomas-rip
http://www.journal-news.com/news/mplayer/news/48146 HAMILTON — Neighbors are calling 12-year-old DeMarcus Thomas a hero. imikimi - Customize Your World "He saved his sister...he got her out," said neighbor Carrie Parker. "He was a hero... I truly believe that with all my heart." Get latest headlines via RSS feeds DeMarcus, a sixth-grader at Adams Elementary, was killed early Wednesday morning in a fire that destroyed a duplex on Hueston Street in Hamilton and left six other people homeless. His sister, Deona Thomas, 11, was able to jump out the second-story window of the burning home into the arms of a neighbor. Carrie Parker's daughter, Casie Parker, 15, said she remembers playing four-square with DeMarcus after he moved into the neighborhood several years ago. "DeMarcus was nice and he was so sweet ... and funny, extremely funny," Casie said. As teachers, friends and neighbors talked about the young man, who's favorite color was Hamilton High School blue, tears a

A Raven @ Work
What happenin!! What? Ain't shit ova here? You do ya thang, I know, I can digg it. Salutes all day. Nevea one to hate on tha next! Invest in me and ya'll get good results. Thats my word. Forget a interlude. Would like to seduce you with my selective words. I want to get down to tha business. Why beat around tha bush when ya can slide in! I'll be your Interier Designer! Brake your walls down, Jus to fit in. And rebuild them like Bob tha builda! Why lie? I jus know what I want out of life. To see you perform tha role of you. Desired With Sweetness!

When Girls Don't Put Out!!
George Baker added this Comment December 11 6:06pm When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was goi

60 Thingsz Weman Should Know About Men
1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than ALOT OF GUYS..you're a HOE) (Also this one, i'll change if people want me to, people have different life styles) 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. NEW*5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile when there attracted to them 6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

What Are People Thinking
They Walk Among Us I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it Back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor And gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was a University of Southern California graduate and knew what she was doing, and Returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened to me in Austin At MoPac Blvd and Parmer Lane ..............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a Sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that Said 'buy one-get one free.' 'They're already buy-one-get-one-free,' She said, 'so I guess they're both free' She handed me my free sandwiches And I walked out the door. ..............They Walk Among Us

Broken
Broken By: Raso She has the eyes of an angel that has lost its wings. The life she knew destroyed, torn apart. Her heart beats empty echoes.useless to her now. Yet continues, relentless, unwilling to stop. Tears replaced a numbness. Questions of confusion, shock. Replaying moments in her head. What should be, what was, is not. Sorrow replaced by rage. Rage replaced by a memory. A time of pure emotion, of bliss Recorded in one tear stained page of a diary. Thumbing through pictures Of smiles, unstaged, pure never to be shared together again burn brightly in the fire, to see them, to much to endure A vow at that moment never to be exposed again. To barricade herself not to feel With emotional instincts wrong, and lies believed Forever to carry internal scars. The scars which never heal.

Beware Drama Queen
LatinaLover1 Founder Of Total Chaos@ fubar buttafli kisses@ fubar same person with two different profiles don't know shit about me, causing drama and problems, so family/friends beware of this drama queen who likes to cause problems who doesn't get a chance to know people when she wants to here false information from other people.