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All Of Me
My mouth does not say the things that I feel My mind does not stray wishing it was real My arms can not touch but they feel you still My eyes can not see the beauty that I need My legs will not move waiting for my time My ears will not hear until you appear My heart will not beat for no other one My love will not go even when I grow old I belong to you mind body and soul

Evening's Dance
Sun was setting in gold and blues, promising tomorrow will come true. Memories linger of hours passed. Crimson hues.. our shadows cast. Eyes of blue, sun kissed skin Lips like wine as night begins. Sun bestows its final wink. surf recedes in shades of pink. Mandolin cries faint and low. A warm embrace, a song we know. Rest your head, hold me tight. We move as one by candle light. Bodies sway with gentle sighs. Reflections play in loving eyes. Like petaled stem from virgin seed, A soft caress like a summer breeze. Against the walls and window panes, our shadows play like summer rain. Evening passes, music fades. Candle dims, moon invades. Filling within hearts and minds, like a love one feels or hopes to find. Now evening's kiss is on our lips. An evening's dance to reminisce. Whispers, soft, as you take my hand. Was it all a dream in the evening sand? The promises made, not in haste. Sweet thought of you like honey's taste. Betwee

Christmas Season
Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i never have the money i want to spend on people...I feel i always give shitty presents cause they don't cost hardly anything...But people say it is the thought that counts...One of my big reasons i hate christmas is my DADDY is never home anymore on christmas, he works in iraq for haliberton. So every Christmas day i come to my moms to see my mother, and my sister, sometimes if i am lucky my brother shows his face....It just doesn't feel like christmas anymore...I wish things could go back to when we was small when we had our family with us....I don't want to be young again i just wanted the feeling of christmas back...I miss my dad like hell i only see him 2

Me!
Ummmm ... let's see ... how to begin ... basic ... 47 female, born in California, spent most of my first 16yrs there ... grad. from high school at South Hills High in Covina, Calif. 1977. I lived in Taylors, South Carolina for about six months in 1972, moved into my grandmother's for a couple of months and then to my grandfather's in Maine. We visited relatives from NH, Mass, and knew my parents were really struggling for us to be staying with relatives. Texas was a strange land for me .. but after 31 yrs and living all over Texas thanks to my ex hubby, I have been places I would never live. I even spent a few months in Oklahoma. I got preggy with my oldest son, now 26, married his dad who was the love of my life or so I thought, lets jus say here life wasn't paradise was a living hell and I finally realized we would either kill each other or be in jail for attempted murder so it was best we went our own way ... cuz I wanted the faithful hubby, me me me to be his one and only.

Random
1. If your doctor told you TODAY you're pregnant what would you say? I would freak out 2. Do you trust all of your friends? Some 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? Depends on the state 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Of course 5. Can you make a dollar in change right now? Yea 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? not quite sure lol 7. Are you afraid of falling in love? Duh lol 8 is gone 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times? always. 10. Whats your most favorite scar? On my knee from when i flipped a bike lol 11. When was the last time you flew in a plane? May 2002 12. What did the last text message you sent say? I sent danny a text 13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex? Eyes & attitude 14. Fill in the blank. I love: my family. 15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future? Go

Girlfriend Application.....just For Fun.
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

Seether - Driven Under
Do you think I'm faking When I'm lying next to you? Do you think that I am blind Nothing left for me to lose? Must be something on your mind Something lost and left behind Do you know I'm faking now? Do you know I'm faking When I’m lying next to you? Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do? Must be something on your mind Something lost for me to find Do you know I'm faking? Then she told me she had a gun It sounded like she'd used it once before on him Then she told me she had a gun It sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man I guess you know I'm faking When I tell you I love you I guess you know that I am blind To everything you say and do Must be something on my mind There’s nothing left for me to hide Do you know I'm faking? Then she told me she had a gun It sounded like she'd used it once before on him Then she told me she had a gun It sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man We have to succumb to the feeling

Send A Thank You To The Troops!
Hi Friends, as you know my son is in the Army and currently in Afghanistan. My daughter sent me this site, where you can send a thank you note to the troops. This is free and would make a soldier feel good. Please take a minute and send one. http://www.letssaythanks.com/ThankYou.html Thank you

One Day
Lost and confused in a world of pain Searching for a door to stop the rain I've been up mountains but always fall down I'm just trying to cross this frozen ground I will look high and low so don't feel bad for me My heart will continue to beat its lonely plea On day I will find someone who understands All I have is love to give in this lonely distant land

Went To A Party Mom
Went to a party Mom... (read all the way to the bottom and sign your name) I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? A

Injured
I was injured at work back November 10th...on Nov 27th they fired me for being injured. LMAO!!! Time off how exciting. Actually I was in drastic pain and I still am. It was a matter of taking out 2 bull mastiffs on my own. Here is what escalated: I'd asked my coworker to help me take them out and she kept making excuses not to. I decided after 2 hrs that I'd waited long enough for her dumb ass. I took the first one out let him go in the yard. Then I went and got the second one. I knew he was the rowdy one. I wrapped the lead around my wrist, hand and brought him through the kennel to the outside yard. I released him..but just as I did, and I wasn't expecting it, he turned around grabbed the lead which was still attached to me and drug me down on the ground dragging me through mud...stomping on my neck, back and shoulder. I called for help but the stupid ass I work with didn't have on her radio. I'd never been hurt on the job before and that was my first mud facial..(lmao)...

Today! Please Help In My Giveaway, Need Lots Of Comments, Ty To All Who Has Been Helping And Will :)
MARK IS ON HIS WAY TO VISIT… BUT I CAN’T WAIT -- HAVE A NOONER WITH ME? (Well OK, just another Fu-bucks give-away…. But still -- could be fun!!) So here’s the deal… TODAY ONLY DURING MY NOON HAPPY HOUR (That’s 12/7 at 12 PM Pacific Time, 3 PM Eastern time) Pick someone out of my give-away folder (pick any person… including yourself if you’re a contestant!!). Give them 100 comments. I’ll give YOU 10,000 Fu-bucks. YEAH, that’s right… 100 bucks per comment. It’s a good deal… and you know you aren’t getting any work done anyway, right? SO COME ON… You’ll be helping someone else AND getting Fu-bucks too. Few simple rules • No NSFW comments are to be left. • You must private message me once you have completed the 100 comments. Let me know WHICH pic you chose. And I will promptly send you 10,000 Fu-bucks. DO NOT SHOUT ME please. • YES, you can do this multiple times during the hour… no maximum. Just um, be fast about it,

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Lonely Road
In my mind I see The children grow In my heart I feel The cold winter snow In my dreams I see The happiness that I need In my future I feel The fate that is me In my past I see Things that used to be In my soul I feel The cold lonely road

More From Him This Time Its All In His Photos File
Well He has had quite a few harsh words to say in his photos file, He has stolen pictures of me from on here and posted them on his profile and is once more talking shit. HERES at time line of realty for all I told Mike I wanted out 3 months before I went to jail. Augs 24th I went to jail (AT MY OWN REQUEST ) Augs 24th I was placed by a judge and the police in a safe house as they felt Mike was a threat to me Augs 29th I moved to Frostproof Sept 10th I went out with Viper (for the first time) moved in Sept 11th it is now Dec 7th I have only been with Viper 3 months mike would have you believe I was with him since before I went to jail he is WRONG and the reason mike is not in jail is only because i refused to press charges ALL I WANT IS MY STUFF, MY DIVORCE, And for Mike to quit slandering me on here AND mike and his crew will NEVER hear from me again and I will remove everything i have ever posted about him from here as well

Basket Case!!!
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Gettin Out Of A Ticket
This guy is driving along the highway and gets pulled over. The officer comes up to the car and asks if he knows why he was pulled over. "Yeah I was speeding." the man said. "Okay," the officer says," can i see your license and registration please?" "No sorry, I don't have it on me," the driver says. "Can you show me proof of insurance?" "Yeah", the man says," it's in my glove box next to my gun." "You have a gun in your glove box?" says the officer. "Yes i do," says the driver. "Is there anything else you want to tell me?" The driver thinks and says, "Yeah I have the gun so nobody steals the weed under my back seat and the cocaine in my trunk." "Really" says the officer," hold on a minute." The officer goes back to his cruiser and calls for backup which quickly arrives including the head lieutenant. The lieutenant approaches the car and says to the man,"Do you have any identification I can see?" "Yeah," the driver says and readily pulls out his license and registratio

Went To A Party Mom...
Went to a party Mom... (read all the way to the bottom and sign your name) I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? A

11 Days Away
MySpace Countdowns and MySpace Layouts from MakeYourSpace.com Yep the countdown has begun lol....for what you may ask....for my surgery. Finally I breathe a sigh of relief. I have dealt with this damn gall bladder...well all my life but it started acting up on me about 6 months ago...its been hell. Not being able to keep anything down and just feeling like crap all the time has gotten old. Wish me luck all....hugs and kisses to my friends...happy holidays and merry christmas!!

Calories Burned During Sex!
CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX! REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent 12 Calories Without her consent 2,187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands 8 Calories With one hand 12 Calories With your teeth 485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection 6 Calories Without an erection 3,315 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary 12 Calories 69 lying down 78 Calories 69 standing up 812 Calories Wheelbarrow 216 Calories Doggy Style 326 Calories Italian chandelier 2,912 Calorie

Therapy Is Good For Something
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's married and we can't go to h

Lost Soul
My soul is lost. It has nowhere to go. It is searching for a home. To shield it from all harm. Will someone please help my lost soul find it's way back to me? My soul is lost. I have looked all over yet my lost soul has yet to be found. It is all alone. Lost somewhere in this cold, dark city we all call a home. I guess i am destined to never have a soul. It will remain lost for all eternity. I hope someone down the line will show my soul it way home. Only then will i be complete. I will never be complete with out my soul. my soul is lost. 12-7-07

The Exam
A college teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's final exam. "Now class, I won't tolerate any excuses for you not being here tomorrow. I might consider a nuclear attack or a serious personal injury or illness, or a death in your immediate family but that's it, no other excuses whatsoever!" A smart-ass guy in the back of the room raised his hand and asks, "What would you say if tomorrow I said I was suffering from complete and utter sexual exhaustion?" The entire class does its best to stifle their laughter and snickering. When silence is restored, the teacher smiles sympathetically at the student, shakes her head, and sweetly says, Well, I guess you'd have to write the exam with your other hand."

Crazy People
naughtygur...: look she was right forget it maybe u should go get a job ->naughtygur...: that is quite crazy actually ->naughtygur...: i am lazy and afraid because i don't want to click on some random link you sent me naughtygur...: i guess she was right blks r lazy and afraid ok bye ->naughtygur...: i could care less about her i don't know her naughtygur...: what did u think of that girl ->naughtygur...: look at my friends list do you see any black people? naughtygur...: well i do will u please help us u can save he rpics send herot all your blk friends lol ->naughtygur...: i date white women big deal if people don't like it screw them ->naughtygur...: no i didn't look. i don't pay things like that any mind naughtygur...: here see her wanna be bad with her pics know any sites to pos ther on show her as a slut withher name steffany look at he r http:... naughtygur...: did u see the link of that slut i sent u she called my sister names for dating a blk man her and her dasddy

The 3 Wishes
An old lady sits on her front porch, rocking away the last days of her long life, when all of a sudden, a fairy godmother appears and informs her that she will be granted three wishes. "Well, now," says the old lady, "I guess I would like to be really rich." *** POOF *** Her rocking chair turns to solid gold. "And, gee, I guess I wouldn't mind being a young, beautiful princess." *** POOF *** She turns into a beautiful young woman. "Your third wish?" asks the fairy godmother. Just then the old woman's cat wanders across the porch in front of them. "Ooh - can you change him into a handsome prince?" she asks. *** POOF *** There before her stands a young man more handsome than anyone could possibly imagine. She stares at him, smitten. With a smile that makes her knees weak, he saunters across the porch and whispers in her ear, "Bet you're sorry you had me neutered."

I Believe..
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. ----------------------------------------------------- I believe -. . . That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I b

A Big Thank You!!!!
To all of you who helped in the contest that got me my VIP...I reached the 20,000 needed finally... Alot helped and I so appreciate it but one constant person never gave up till it was done... Love you Jer...You rock girl!!! Huggsssss n Kisses to all that were there to help!!!! MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts glitter-graphics.com

Drag And Drop Import From The Title Bar
Just because you have a file open in Photoshop or Word or any other program, doesn’t mean you know where that file is saved on your hard drive. For example, you may have double-clicked on a file inside your email client and found yourself editing an image in Photoshop or an RTF document in Word. But what if you now want to import that image or text file into Adobe InDesign? No problem: After you save any edits in your document, move your cursor over the little icon to the left of the file’s name in the title bar. Now hold down the mouse button and begin to drag the icon. You can drag that “proxy” icon into any other open window, including an InDesign document. If you can’t see the window you’re aiming for, keep the mouse button held down and press Command-Tab (the Mac OS X application switcher) to switch applications or use Exposé to find the window you want. This drag-and-drop technique is only available on Mac OS X, and only after you have saved a file.

Bouncer Name
Hey folks... I hate to sound petty on this, but please do not use the word "Bouncer" in your screen name. We have had issues with users who have used it and have been mistaken for a site bouncer. To avoid any confusion, we kindly ask you to please not use the word "Bouncer" in your screen name. If you have any questions, please feel free to email me. From time to time a bouncer may send you an email requesting that you change it. Please do not sweat them. They are only doing their job. Thanks

My 2007
As 2007 comes to an end......... 1) Where did you begin 2007? I had an awesome job 2) What was your status on Valentine's Day? happily single 3) Were you in school (anytime this year)? Yes 4) How did you earn your money? Working as an office manager now a server 5) Did you have to go to the hospital? Yeah 6) Did you have any encounters with the police? Yes & I HATE HBPD! 7) Where did you go on vacation? nowhere 8) What did you purchase that was over $1000? a mattress lol 9) Did you know anybody who got married? Yea an ex 10) Did you know anybody who passed away? My grandma Blanche Kelly & my dads friend from back in the day Mike Knoche 12) Did you move anywhere? No Where is 13? 14) What concerts/shows did you go to? Whoever plays at Hurricanes Tuesday & Thursday when i judge 15) Are you registered to vote? Yes 16) Who did you want to win Big Brother? Don't care...don't like the show. 17) Where do you live now? Huntington B

Joke
There was this Asian lady married to an American gentleman and they lived in Honolulu. The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but managed to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy pork legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got the message and the lady went home with pork legs. The next day, she needed to get chicken breasts. Again, she didn't know how to say, and so she unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breast. The lady got what she wanted. The 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store... What were you thinking? Helloooooooooo, her husband speaks English!!

Email Attachments Made Easy
If you want to attach a file to an email message, you can drag the file directly to Mail’s icon in your Dock. This opens Mail and creates a brand-new email message window with that file already attached. Sweet! Better yet, even if you drag multiple attachments, they all attach to just one email message (rather than creating one message for each attachment, as in previous versions of Mac OS X).

Please Write To Him
hey ladies i have a good friend who is corey he is in prison and needs all the letters he can get so write him you wont be dissapointed at all for some contact info his name is corey kitter he is at warden john prelesnik 1728 bluewater highway ionia mi 48846 his mdoc # is 447626 and his sid # is 2037606m you will need at least his mdoc # to write him he is in prison for a few more years and the letters you send him will help make it so he is not bored and it will give him hope he is 26 years old 5 foot 9 inches tall 130 pounds and has a built body for all you ladies who like a ripped chest and abbs he is your man well thank you let me know if you send him a letter ill come rate all pics a 10 and all stashes also well thank you sincerly josh ps. if you want to see pics of him they will be marked under corey

The Secret Screen Capture Shortcut
Okay, you probably already know the ol’ Command-Shift-3 shortcut for taking a screen capture of your entire screen, and you may even know about Command-Shift-4, which gives you a crosshair cursor so you can choose which area of the screen you want to capture. But perhaps the coolest, most-secret hidden capture shortcut is Control-Command-Shift-3 (or 4), which, instead of creating a file on your desktop, copies the capture into your Clipboard memory, so you can paste it where you want. (I use this to paste screen captures right into Photoshop.)

Scripts
ok I have Been asked how can i make all those scripts since they are involved and take time to make. Well first not all are anywhere close to being done i work on them as i feel the need and once you make some commands you can just add them to another script.My Personal ones are a never ending work in progress :S. If you Don't Know what an mIRC script is google mIRC, If you don't care lol this was posted for those that asked

Where Does That File Live?
If you found the file you were looking for, and want to know where it is on your hard disk. Move your cursor over the result in the Spotlight menu, and in just a second or two, a tiny dialog will pop up showing the path to that file.

Hell Hath No Fury!
I was driving home this morning from taking my youngest son to school, and I was channel surfing the radio, and I came across a song that I had never heard but recognized the singer. So I thought I would listen... By the end of the song I was so damn mad that i was in tears. How can singers and songwriters keep putting this shit out there to try and justify the deaths of our men and women, that are dying every day in this "War for Control"... I understand that some people in their narrow, fucked up mind, think these songs give a sense of comfort. That when a soldier dies they go to a better place, and their sacrifice was for freedom so that makes it ok. WELL FUCK THAT!!! AND ANYONE THAT BELIEVES THAT CAN FUCK OFF!!! I am the mother of a soldier, and i thank my blessed stars every day that he is not currently deployed. But I wake up every day wondering if today will be the day he gets that call and I lose my child. Yes I understand that It was his choice to enlist, and i under

Blonde Jokes :)
People like to send them :) One winter morning a couple is listening to the radio over breakfast. They hear the announcer say, "We are going to have 8 to 10 inches of snow today. We are asking everyone to park their car on the even-numbered side of the street, so there is room for the snowplows to get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car. A week later while they are eating breakfast again, the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 10 to 12 inches of snow today. Today you must park your car on the odd-numbered side of the street, so the snowplows can get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car to the odd- numbered side. The next week they are again having breakfast, when the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 12 to 14 inches of snow today. You must park .......... Then the power goes out. Norman's wife is very upset, and with a worried look on her face she says, "Honey, I don't know what to do! Which side of the street do I n

Please Pray For Allyssa New Update
HERE ARE SOME LINKS FOR SOME OF THE MOST RECENT UP DATES ON ALLYSSA. http://dailymail.com/News/200711300073 http://dailymail.com/News/200711260034 http://www.wsaz.com/news/headlines/11754056.html# http://www.myspace.com/we_love_allyssa SHE ALSO OPENED HER EYES ON THE 4TH OF DEC AND SEEMS TO BE DOING A LOT BETTER. Dec 6th surgery went well she is out and doing good. Tomarrow they will be taking the skin from her scalp and using it on her face. So keep the prayers coming, they seem to be working. Dec 7th she had her face surgery went well today but she is still sleeping 11:36pm. Dec 7th 10:30am Allyssa just came out of surgery and did very well again. She has her own skin on her face and a few of her fingers. Dr. Warner was telling me that her fingers for the most part are healing and that we might only loose a few finger tips. Her breathing is doing better and they are getting very few plugs out now. ALL THE PRAYERS SEEM TO BE WORKING SO KEEP THEM COMING!!

Dose Of The Stars.......
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For December 7,2007 You're riding an emotional roller coaster and while that can be fun about half the time, the rest can be dismal -- unless you remember that you'll be back on steady ground in the very near future. fitting isn't it... lol.. now i just need to get to steady ground... p/s happiness is around the corner from i know it, there is a light at the end of the tunnel for me yet...

New Town, New House
New House, New Town (Straight) It had been a year since Sara’s divorce became final. With her 45th birthday just a few months away, she felt a new job in a new town, was be just what she needed. She sent resumes to a several different cities, to see what offers she would get. She had spent her last eight years, as the office manager to an accounting firm in Chicago. After a few weeks, she was getting offers from coast to coast. After looking over a handful of nice offers, she decided to give Nashville a chance. She found a nice big frame house, just about 20 minutes from downtown. She knew it would take a bit of work getting it as she wanted it. Being on her own now, she figured she could take her time and fix it JUST to suit her. She was settling into her new job as office manager, for a downtown publishing company. The people seemed nice enough and the hours were great. She spent her first few weeks unpacking and trying to organize things at home. With

Wicked Game.. (him Lyrics)
World was on fire, no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) ..with you (this world is only gonna break your heart) What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) ..with you World was on fire, no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No, and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no No,

Potentially And Realistically?
A young boy went to his father and asked,' What's the difference between Potentially and Realistically?' The father answered, 'Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Denzel Washington for one million dollars. Then go ask your sister if she would sleep with Sean 'Puffy' Combs for one million dollars. Then come back and tell me what you have learned. So the boy went to his mother and asked, 'Would you sleep with Denzel Washington for one million dollars?' The mother replied, 'Of course I would. I wouldn't pass up an opportunity like that!' Then the boy went to his sister and asked, 'Would you sleep with Sean 'Puffy' Combs for one million dollars?' The girl replied, 'Oh my gosh! I'd be nuts to pass that up!' The boy thought about it and went back to his dad. His father asked him if he'd found out the difference between 'potentially and realistically.' The boy replied, 'Yes. 'Potentially' we're sitting on two million dollars, but 'realistically' we're living with two ho's

Men Are Truly From Mars!!
GAH! Why is it every man that I meet turns out to be something they're clearly not?!?! For example, I was dating this guy in the Navy who thought that he was quite literally GOD's gift to women. At first his confident/cocky attitude was a turn-on, but my mind quickly changed when I discovered he had been cheating on me. What's worse is he lied to my face when he was busted! You know the whole "wasn't me" Shaggy mentalitly! He totally thought that I was either too desperate or too stupid to figure out what he was up too and would just accept it. WRONG! Anyway's that ended in October and since then I've only met one guy. A total game player! Uh hello McFly, HS ended 15 yrs ago for me.. GROW UP!! Makes me wonder if I will EVER find a decent guy and build a stable relationship with?!?! *sigh* Maybe I'll just become a lesbian!!!

Fuglies And The Clues They Lack.
Alright so I was wandering the dank and dreary halls of early morning fu and I see this blast up in the corner. Gag. Why do ugly people have to post their condition online? It's not my choice to see your face plastered on my computer. First of all, you are ugly. Second, quit asking for me to help your ratings... I don't come here for you to give me props or for me to give you props. I come here to hang with my sister and entertain her friends with our amusing banter. While you're at it why don't you uglies get together and start your own club. I've noticed that most of you have similarly ugly friends. that's good. It will keep you away from the rest of us. Start your club, Angi and I will bring the kool aide. In fact, why don't you take the kool aide one step further and spike it with something toxic (any appropriate poison will do) and drink it. All of you. Drink it. Perhaps someone will mistakenly think you're doing some mass suicide for your righteous cult. Of course

A Special Place
A Special Place I walk along a path through thick greenery and discover my special place. This place has not been touched by the hard hands of man. As you walk in, you see a breathtaking waterfall flowing into a crystal pond. The pond is surrounded by a stand of trees, as if they are sentries guarding to keep the horrors that man reaps on the environment from it. There is a huge rock perfect for diving from into the cool crystalline pool or you can lay across the flat top of it to enjoy the sun and beauty. As you look down from the rock you can see the fish swimming by peacefully. Wildflowers grow rampantly over the banks of the pond. The air is crisp and clean filled with the sweet scent of the wildflowers. If you are very quiet you may even get to see a deer or some other animal approach the pond for a drink. The quiet serenity of this place helps me to shake off the worries of my days and brings calmness into my mind. I visit this place several times a day when I sta

Advice To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fas

Crushes
Ok im just curious....... I have a few Crushes and was wonderin who they was from..... Any clue how to find out yet who they might be...... Figured with the crushes i had they might of already re rated all my pics while i have been gone...and nope not back to stay yet...u will know when...... But anyhow it was cool at 1 time I think its kinda boring now not to know who they r .... so if its u send me $$$$$$$ lol...... sorry was bored....... Love ya all.... Tongue.....

A Small Angel Was Taken Away To Heaven Cause : Child Abuse Skaking Baby Syndrome
London. Marie Sherwood. 3 months old. bulletins tell all. God when will it stop our firture generations are being destroyed; our Childern and young being killed abuised in all ways. Killed and left mame and destroyed. The wee ones that should be full life have no harm and that are so innocent ; How can someone do this to any one ; a small child ; oh Lord watch out for them , help her mommy to live and to gain strenght now to make some sence out all this and do good from it.. . she needs you close by. Prayers for Marie too a small little angel you now took home..Amen why why Why?

Midnight Falls
The night is long and ever cold There is an echo within my soul Once there lived an optimistic girl Eyes wide open and ready for the world Today stands someone torn and broken Just a shell of the person that was stolen No bright future, no arms to hold Whispers in the night of love once told Carry my prayers and lay them on his ears Make my voice the only thing he hears Reach in his chest and calm his fears Lift him up and carry him to me Let him drop down to one knee Keep his soul and heart safe To dance with mine in the same place Endless hours when midnight falls Let him hear my every call

Goodbye For Now!
Hey everyone! Many of you know what has been going on in my life for the past several months. It has been nothing short of a constant struggle, and it has taken a huge toll on me, physically, mentally and emotionally. I have done my best to keep my head above water, yet I always feel in one way or another I am getting drawn into my own personal hell. I know that life and time wait for no one; it will keep going, even if I do nothing or I am not here...life goes on! So I know I have to deal with my issues and all I am going through before I become consumed by them. With that being said, I feel the need to say goodbye for now, as I will be taking a break from being here! I do want to say to those who know me and have been there or at least tried to be there, "Thank you from the bottom of my heart! It means the world to me to know that I am cared for and loved so much my so many!" To those who have not had the chance to get to know me yet or those I have spoken to but do no

Why....
Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day after day and year after year Love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothig evr changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair

Family Searches For Teen Who Disappeared From Nightclub
Family searches for teen who disappeared from nightclub By ANDRIA SIMMONS The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 11/15/07 Fighting off a creeping sense of dread is easier when you're busy. Erica and Steve Wilson, the mother and stepfather of 18-year-old Justin Gaines, have done everything they can think of to find their son since he vanished from Wild Bill's nightclub in Duluth two weeks ago. They've organized search parties, hired a private investigator, collected $50,000 for a reward fund for his safe return and just this week set up a toll-free tip line at 1-877-270-9500. Amid all this, Steve has been trying to keep it together for Erica, who in turn is struggling to hold up under the strain for the sake of the six other children in their blended family. But when the phone stops ringing and all the people leave, it's all they can do not to plunge into despair. "The worst thing is at night and in the morning, Your mind and hands are idle," Steve Wilson sa

Different Christmas Poem(tearjerker)
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Life!
2 People Current mood: touched Category: Romance and Relationships Think about that for a minute.......Now say you meet someone you are attracted to. What was the first thing that attracted you to him or her? Was it the way they dressed, the company they keep, the car they drive or maybe they have a great job and big fancy house. There are several reasons we are attracted to someone, these are but a few. The above mentioned are all superficial. Being , they don't matter. The fact they dress well, nice car etc. is irrelivent in all cases. The fact is, we have to be open to accept this person for who they are, their morals, convictions etc. Not who we precieve them to be. Fore, to precieve is to pre-judge.........we all do it, it's human nature, unfortunatlly. Something brought 2 people together for whatever reason. The key here is to get behond the inital attraction. If you are really attracted to this person, you will be patient, understanding with them. Don't expect t

Lmao... Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying 'Hello.' I politely said, 'This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?' Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear 'Get the right f***ing number!' and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled 'You're an asshole!' and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad d

Fire And Ice Family Members
Here is our list of members. Managment will be in my New Family Blog and not mentioned here! Please come here often as some will be added and some delted. Please make friends with all FIRE and ICE members!! Make everyone here your friends. Billy*Member of the Fire and Ice Crew*@ fubar Anna ~Member of Fire and Ice Crew~@ fubar ****lilmamma1***fire**n**ice** leveling** crew****@ fubar *Baby T*Rockstar*Fire and Ice Crew Member*Happily Taken*@ fubar Harley Member of FIRE & ICE Levelers Crew@ fubar blue eye devil enforcer of fire and ice leveling crew@ fubar ~Bombing~kat~member of Fire and Ice@ fubar ~Hottielips~.êl crØw,Dåddy'S lil gi®l & brØ¸.•´* fØ®gê± me ÑØ±`•.¸.•

Men...
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. Two very attractive blonde women from Kentucky named Roxxy and Liz arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. Liz said, 'I hope y'all don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude.' With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop the women jumped up and down and squealed... 'YES! YES! WE WON, WE WON!' They hugged each of the dealers and then the girls picked up their winnings and Liz's clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' Moral of the story - Not all Kentuckians are stupid and not all blondes are dumb, but all men are men.

Written For Dragon28
Every mountain that you climb, Every raging sea, Every road that you travel that seems to always have no end. Know that I will always be walking right beside you. Every tear that falls know that I wished i were there to wipe them away. Know that I will always be here for you. No matter how far apart we are you will always be close in my heart. Although you cannot see me, and the miles are long, if you look close enough you will see me standing beside you always. We may never meet, but you never know maybe someday we will cross eachother's path. but until that day, I will build as many memories through the talks that we have and i will always wish for you the best. So I say alittle prayer in hopes that you will find love and happiness no matter where you are at, and that we will always be the best of friends. God knows that I wished you lived closer so we could hang out and do the things that friends do, but since i can't be there know that in my heart

Re: What Really Happened To Chandra Levy
RE: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO CHANDRA LEVY ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jennifer Date: 07 Dec 2007, 07:23 WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO CHANDRA LEVY----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Third Estate, Second Estate. No, United...StatesDate: Dec 6, 2007 11:10 PMTwo women have gone missing doing the same job in WashingtonBryan Thanks to:§ Lori §Date: Dec 6, 2007 5:43 PM nierikaDate: Dec 6, 2007 11:33 PMhttp://www.geocities.com/vnorthstar/LEVY.html WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO CHANDRA LEVY During the summer of 2001, the BIG story was the mysterious disappearance of Chandra Levy on May 1, 2001. Levy had been romantically linked to California congressman Gary Condit. Rumors swirled about Condit's perverse sexual appetite, and how Levy had been done away with, directly or indirectly, by Condit, to keep her from ruining his family and career. However, there is an even more sinister side to this story.On September 11, 2001, Gary Condit, Chandra Lev

Please
http://www.myspace.com/wesupportour_us_soldiers im tring to make like a support page for soldiers please let your friends know and please add also you or someone you know is in the military and would like their or your photo up for support we will do that, its almost xmas time and we need to let them know that that are not forgotten and we think about them and pray for them to come home saftly and thank them for protecting us and our freedom!

Dec. 27th
HARD TO BELIEVE BUT COME DEC. 27TH I WILL HAVE BEEN ON HERE A WHOLE YEAR ALREADY!! JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE AMAZING AND FUN PEOPLE I HAVE MEET SO FAR, YES THERE HAVE BEEN SOME TRYING AND DIFFICULT TIMES BUT SO IS LIFE... SO JUST IF U GET A MINUTE TO DROP BY AN SHOW ME A LIL EXTRA LUV AN TO LET ME KNOW HOW U R DOIN I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT!! :) I WISH U ALL NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR THIS HOLIDAY SEASON AND GIVE YOUR LOVED ONES HUGS AN KISSES EVERYDAY LIKE IT IS THEIR LAST...FOR U NEVER KNOW! CHERISH THE TIME YOU HAVE WITH ONE ANOTHER... TAKE CARE AND MUCH LUV!!

Re: Baer Suggests Saudis Could Stage Terror In America
RE: Baer Suggests Saudis Could Stage Terror In America ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Dec 2007, 14:17 Baer Suggests Saudis Could Stage Terror In America to Pre-empt Iran Attack Former CIA veteran Robert Baer has suggested that a withdrawal from the possibility of striking Iran could be reversed if a terror attack was to take place in America - and he fingered America's ally Saudi Arabia as the most likely perpetrator of any such attack. Baer also questioned why the U.S. and its allies continue to protect individuals who consorted with the alleged mastermind of 9/11 before the attacks. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/120707_stage_terror.htm

Video Game Fubar >>>isnt?
Most in here play this site like a game , search , damage , destroy , some play to win and some looseer.too.. Well Fubar isnt a game ; its a real site with; real people and games and videos; we are not. There are emotions, feelings , pain , hurt , damage felt after a fall out , of lies and deciet, lashing out at each other playing Drama and other such games in here . Just remember its real; real people; not a video game or No Dramawanted ; show and tell sort thing in here or tract this girl or guy down play 20 questions and guys track guysand a ladys down to play 20 questions too to see if some one is a cheater .. hmm Not good .....hugs Diana

Music
what has happened to music in the last few years. Were are all the bands gone that actually have something to say, something of relevance? I remember back in the day you has people like Dylan and Morrison in the 60's and 70's, along with a whole loads of protest singers. Infact back then if you had an acoustic guitar you were a protest singer. Then along came the whole punk movement with rebelling against who knows what, but at least they were trying to prove a point, then in the 80's and 90's you had Morrissey and Rage Against the machine trying to prove a point through music. But today what do you have? I mean all the punk bands are just completely self obsessed, is it just a sign of the general malaise with society? Music used to men something, who can forget Geldof and the guy from ultravox during band aid / live aid. No what do we have, a whole concert against global warming that probably used up more fossil fuel to put on than is used to heat a medium sized town for a year. We

Friday - Dec. 7th
Today my starts early. I will be having a meeting with a possible contributor to our fund raising program who is typically a large contributor to other things around the community. After that I need to head out to our corporate office to deliver some items that I have collected over the past few weeks that they need to receive. When I return I will be spending the afternoon on the phone to remind some volunteers of their obligation tomorrow with some fund raising. I can't wait till Sunday ... sleep in and Seahawks vs. Cardinals at 1 pm.

Answer Them... You Know You Wanna!!
_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With? [_] Attractive? [_] Mean? Have You Ever... [_] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [_] Found Yourself Wanting A Kiss From Me? [_] Wished I Were There? [_] Had A Crush On Me? [_] Wanted My Number? [_] Had A Dream About Me? [

Arlington At Christmas
I had no idea this was done. I thought you might want to see it. Rest easy, sleep well my brothers. Know the line has held, your job is done. Rest easy, sleep well. Others have taken up where you fell, the line has held. Peace, peace, and farewell Readers may be interested to know that these wreaths -- some 5,000 -- are donated by the Worcester Wreath Co. of Harrington , Maine . The owner, Merrill Worcester, not only provides the wreaths, but covers the trucking expense as well. He's done this since 1992. A wonderful guy. Also, most years, groups of Maine school kids combine an educational trip to DC with this event to help out. Making this even more remarkable is the fact that Harrington is in one the poorest parts of the state.

I'm Ready
I have realized that it's time to do for me. I'm tired of trying to help others and getting nothing in return. Call it selfish or whatnot, but at least I'm honest about it. With my birthday quickly approaching, I have decided to finally do for me. I'm not going to reveal what the transformation is going to consist of but I know some will be upset and others hopefully will be happy for me and support me. I need to make a life for me and my kids, I need to make sure my children are happy. My children are what I am living for...no one else. My happiness will come one day, I can feel it, but I'm always helping others and forgetting about myself, which is unfair to both me and my children. I will always be here for those close to my heart but I want to have what everyone else has as well. I'm not getting any younger in life and if I don't make this transformation than who will? I am always here for you all...

Surrender
There's something about just submitting, loving, wanting his love, his control, his protection. Nothing compares to the complete surrender of heart, mind, body and soul, and it be accepted and cherished Dont say no...

Have Not Cried So Hard In A Long Time.. Keep The Name Of The Man That Did This In The Forefront!!!!
December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO LIVE SHE WOULD BE A VEGETABLE.... SO I DID WAT WAS RI

Marry Christmas
Christmas Carols for the Psychologically Challenged 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are 3. Amnesia --- I Don't Know if I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants......... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Full Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why 9. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells ... 10. Agoraphobia --- I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day But Wouldn't leave My House 11. Se

Mami Is...
the funniest lady ever. Had me and my sister laughing hystericall yesterday in the kitchen so we decided to return the favor. It's very hard to make my parents laugh, especially my father, but we cracked Mami yesterday. She was regailing us with stories of when we were younger and how failure wasn't an option in school and how we were the best behaved kids on the block blah blah blah. I looked at Dy and said, "Care to tell her why we were the best behaved?" She goes, "Yeah Mami, we were scared out of our my minds every time we got the talk." Let me explain. Every time we arrived at a destination, EVERY DAMN TIME, as soon as Pa would turn off the car they would simultaneously turn to look at us and give us the same speech. "You will not misbehave." "You will ask for NOTHING." "You will not speak unless spoken to." "You will not interrupt the conversation of adults." "You will sit it one place and stay where you are seated until it's time to leave."

There's Something About...
There's something about Being pushed up against a wall, face first Cheek resting on rough wallboard Breath caught in your throat Listening to the growling in your ear And trying to remember your own name There's something about being Pushed up against a wall Your back flat up against it Staring straight into eyes that see through you Swallowing hard Waiting for your heart to start beating again There's something about Being made to crawl across the floor To a seated Man, staring into your eyes Not letting you not look at Him Not letting you stumble Drawing you to Him without a word Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat There's something about Being pulled up by your hair Feeling that hand slink up your neck Into your tresses, close to the scalp Grabbing, gripping it, guttural sounds emitting from His lips The pain not nearly as strong as the urge To cry or bite a hole through your bottom lip There's something about Being bitten Especially on the

Rules For Being Human
1. You will receive a body. You may like it, or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called life. Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons, or think them irrelevant or stupid. 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial and error and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ultimately "works". 4. A lesson is repeated until learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can then go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better place than "here". When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there"

Sorry For Being Impolite
I would love to get a hold of all of you to thank you for your kindness and for being my friend. However I've been dealing with the death and last days of Father and have not found the time or will to do the fubar thing. So, please forgive me for being impolite and soon I'll back to narmal and fubaring like mad again.

Do You?
Do you ever stop to think? Wonder what you're doing here? Life can be full of so many things: Challenges, excitement, laughter, fear. Do you ever stop to think? What your true place in life really is? To have a feeling your ment for more but your just not sure what it is. Do you ever stop to think? Do I matter, does what I think and say truely affect anyone around me? Can I make a difference for myself and those I love and care for around me? Do you ever stop to think?

The Global Bombers}
Make our Family yours Hey Ya'll!!!!!!! Are you tired of being told how to think,who you can have as friends,what kind of background you can use on your page??? If so come join a family whose rules are practical and life-oriented.... You must have a salute on your profile(and if you don't know how to do that we'll help) You must go through a short probationary period to make sure bombing is what you really want to do... You must read,acknowledge,and ABIDE by the rules of the family.... You must wear the name of the family in your tagline with pride.... There's probably a few other things I haven't put on here,but if you read one of Corky's bulletin's he spells it out pretty plain..... Just get in touch with one of the three listed below if you're interested in joining a great bunch of folks.... The Global Bombers@ fubar Sweetbaby~Partner/Owener~Of~GlobalBombers~Wanka-Tanka-Clan@ fubar

Gone For The Weekend
Well, I thought this weekend would never come for us. I found a sitter last week for the kids and we are gone~! I will take the kids this evening to my sister and then tomorrow morning Jeff and I get up and leave for his company Christmas get together. It is in Myrtle Beach and I can't wait. I have never been to the beach during Christmas time. And I have never been to a show at the Alabama Theater~! So I am really looking forward to it. Not looking forward to wearing a tight girdle and hose but still looking forward to getting away with my hubby. He has to wear a tie so we will both be uncomfortable.....give me my jeans and t shirt anyday~! can I get an AMEN?!?! So, friends, have a safe and wonderful weekend. I will be off and on today but then I am gone till Monday...I'll get some pics of me and Jeff all dressed up for you to see we do clean up nicely~! hehe~! And I have some pics of my huge Christmas tree to post too....there is just not enough time in my days.....

Miracle Of Life...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

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Journal Update
12-07-2007 I'm listening to Christmas songs as I write in here. I sat and watched my favorite Christmas movie last night "A Christmas Carol" with Alistair Sims. I really like that one and there is one other "A Christmas Carol" and I think I found it on line it is the one with Reginald Owens it is the one where he takes toys to the Crachitts. I'm listening to Christmas music which is unusual for me. My back is bothering me so I will relax on the heating pad today. I don’t decorate not that I don’t have some but not a lot of decorations But just being alone I don’t really get into it. I noticed this morning while having coffee trying to remember some of the Christmas' as a child. Well a cup of hot chocolate sounds great. I know I totally understand where I come from in my mind thinking there things been 6 years and my ex remarried within 2 years and what got me it was a guy who wouldn’t work so she lost everything well they say paybacks are a bitch. I know how I wonder if I will ever

My Fine Is $650.10..what Is Yours?!?!
This is fun to do. Just read the “offence” and if you’ve done it, you owe that fine. Then add up your total fine. You don’t have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Good luck to you all – I’m sure a couple of you are going to be broke!!!! Smoked pot — $10 Did acid– $5 Got drunk—-$10 Ever had sex at church — $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you– $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace — $25 Had sex for money — $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican — $20 Vandalized something — $20 Had sex on your parents’ bed — $10 Beat up someone — $20 Been beaten up — $10 Crossed dressed — $10 Given money to a stripper — $25 Been in love with a stripper — $20 Kissed some one who’s name you didn’t know — $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work — $15 Ever drive drunk — $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk — $50 Used toys while having sex — $30 Got drunk, passed out and don’t remember the

Not Too Happy
Can’t say that I am happy about it You know I love kids and I get excited whenever anyone is pregnant but this situation with my ex has me scratching my head. The only reason I am not happy about it is because he had his life set. He was going to live his dream and go back in the military and now his so called girly gets pregnant. Yes it takes two to tango but I can't help but think she did this shit on purpose. They have been together for a year and a half and I know my ex is a horn ball LOL hello I had a kid with him within the same year of dating him. She was on birth control and didn't want kids. She also did not want him to go back in to the military and now is pissed he is even still considering it. Well WTF dumb ass? What else is he suppose to do? My God! I mean your baby will have health benefits and if he goes in the National Guard he won't be gone too much and even if so fucking deal with it because I know what deployements are like and I took care of three kids while my hu

Farewell
I have finally come to the decision that i will be leaving fubar after this weekend. I apprecciate everyone's friendship and help with the issues I have been having in my life. But I think at this point I can not continue with my fubar account. i wish everyone all the best a very Merry Christmas.

Unreal...
It's really insane how some of these crazy umm.. should I call them b*****s?? or just cuckcooo broads?? anyway.. if they spent less time stalking and more time at their shrinks office, the world would most definately be a better place. They have definately crossed more than a few lines and it's really sad. Sad that they have to try to interrupt others lives to make their day more pleasureable. Sad that they don't have love that they need so they make a false life to try to fill that empty void. Sad that they make stories up to get sympathy and love from people that normally wouldn't give them the time of day. Saddest, is that they don't even know what they are doing. Cuckcoooo. If you think i'm talkin about you, you're probably right and perhaps you should get your nosey ass out of my blog? Please, take your meds today and call your doctor. You realllllllly truly need some help. Have a great day!

Hair
I am going today to get my hair cut.... Don't worry Hair Lovers.... It's not all going away today! Just some simple stuff for today.... I am waiting for my friend to say go, and we will be cutting our hair to donate to Locks for Love.... Then it will be gone. At least for a year. My hair tends to grow fast. I am ready for a change and the next time will be drastic!! To be continued.......

Owne Me For 2 Month's !!!!
THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING, Fu-Owned by "you in my profile. Rate all pics,stash & blogs. 1 SFW salute 1 NSFW salute (your choice). Permanent pimping blog. Spot on my page for 2 months. and 1 cherry bomb from Abby. Auction opens Monday morning!! well posts a now blog win i git the link hop to see ya!!! :)

List # 2 Of Club F.a.r. Members As Of Dec. 06, 2007
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS BROKE DOWN INTO TEAMS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE & ROBIN...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... TEAM GREATNESS BiBabyGirl ~CLUB F.A.R.~ & SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar ~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R. #1 Team CPT~H.O.F.Fu Angels~ Fu Cruise~@ fubar ~*~Christine aka ♥SweetAngel♥@ fubar Ms. Mona Doll@ fubar ßãÐ Gî®L 4 LîFê ãKã LãÐý ®ãGË ~†~ Member Of Club F.A.R. (&) I.B.N. ~†~@ fubar

School
Gm everyone. I got a call from hubby this morning..at 7:20.. boys got a 2hr delay. Well,, around 7:35 neighbor calls to tell me this. Well at 8.. hubby calls again. I kinda got on him..sayin, well since theres a 2 hr delay.. don't ya think I would want to sleep in..or have the boys sleep in. Why do you keep calling. Well then he said that school closed. I guess we will be having make up days at end of school year.. since they already closed for the first 2 snows. Well, after got off phone.. 2 minutes later.. neighbor calls to tell me.. that school is closed. Out of all this..recieved 5 calls, within a hour. Does anyone need a phone? I am giving mine away! Working as a secretary.. I get many phone calls. Just don't need the excess phone calls at home. UGhhhh

Need Some Help
Written by honey for me and millerman THESE ARE SOME GOOD PEOPLE NEEDIN HELP ON A CONTEST I MENTIONED ONCE I NEEDED HELP ON MY CONTEST AND BOTH CAME AND BOMBED ME. EVEN THOUGH THERE BEHIND ON THERE OWN CONTEST THANK YOU MILLER AND TIGER FOR BEING SO UNSELFISH UNLIKE SOME OTHERS ON HERE THAT I KNOW HOPEFULL ULL GET SOME HELP FROM THIS *Just click the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=536764&i=2379762753 Thank you so much

Nightout.
Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married: The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution (even when totally smashed), in order to escape a possible conflict with him. The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him "Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said, "Oh. shit.", cuckooed 4 more times, cleared it's throat, cuckooed anothe

Radio Show Get To Know Me
Hey recently I had a chance to co-host a radio show at yourockblock.com, Some of my music is played throughout the show let me know what you think.I'm still trying to master this fubar thing any tips? rlb

Start With Joy
Friday, December 7, 2007 Start with joy There's a reason why the sunrise is so beautiful and magnificent. It sets the stage for a positive, fulfilling day. When you start the day by choosing to be joyful, you put yourself in a creative, effective state of mind. You'll make yourself better able to handle whatever may come your way during the day. A relationship that gets off to a positive start at the very beginning will quickly flourish and build great value. You can forge a positive relationship with each day when you begin it in a joyful way. Even if the day is gray and gloomy you can choose to start it with a positive experience of your own making. Fulfillment comes to those who make it happen, and there's no better time than the beginning of your day to start moving forward. There's an endless list of ways in which you can begin the day on a positive note. And the days that start well have the best chance of going well. A new day arrives, ready to be lived. Cho

Written For Big Papi (nick)
You have always been there for me, through the laughter and the tears. Always had time to stop in and say hi. I know we have never met but i am happy that i found you my friend. I will always be here for you, good times and bad times only a heart beat away. Because I keep you close in my heart. You mean alot because you are my friend. I am not there to wipe away the tears, give you a hug when you have had a bad day, but dont worry my friend we are standing under the same big sky. We cry, we laugh, we have good days and bad days so in away we are the same. i hope i have made you smile, even if it didnt last very long, i hope i made you laugh for just alittle because if i did then i know I have done my job. You have sent me a hug to let me know that you care, and that means more then anything. I want you to know that i will always be here for you no matter what. I am so happy i found you my friend. Written for BIG PAPI thank you for being my friend i c

More Damn Drama
Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor. There is cement under the tile. Then he came over and sat down and I told him he didn't need to throw my cat. he should of brought her to me like i told him too. He said well she hurt me. I told him that he needs to leave. He then kicked a huge whole in my fan. I got on the phone and called 911.

Loving Difficult People
Loving Difficult People [by Global Illumination on Myspace] Very often in life we come across difficult people. I regard difficult people as being; ''those amongst us whom we find it hard to get along with.'' Difficult people come in all ages, races, and sexes. When I use the term ''difficult people'', I do not believe that being difficult is a permanent personality trait. Although, some people do seem to be difficult the whole of their lives, I believe that being a difficult person is usually a temporary state, and so people often go through phases when they become difficult at various stages in their lives. Every difficult person has the potential to think, act, and behave otherwise. Most of us live or work closely with someone whom we regard to be a difficult person. What makes the difficult person most difficult to deal with, is that they seem to be against us, and this can make us feel that the difficult person is causing us misery. Difficult people tend to come ac

Metal
So, I think you all should know, I met Sam Dunn Last night, For those who don't know who he is, He IS The creator of the Heavy Metal Documentary, Metal: A HEadbanger's Journey. I feel like smashed assholes and now have to go to work. Wish me luck and all that good stuff, bbl

Calling My Dad...still A Work In Progress
Seven minutes of conversation become a night of introspection. How could 5 years have passed, and we just let it happen? I once was a little girl, and you weren't ready to be a father As the years passed by, we grew up together, myself an awkward drama queen, and you a broken man. But somehow, after all the silence, we find peace together. You are my daddy, and I am your daughter.

21st Birthday
I know that this is going to sound really weird. But I didn't get wasted yesterday and I didn't care to either. I spent my day with my children and enjoying their company. I got an ass load of gifts and I personally went to the liquor store and bought a mudslide. I will eventually drink it but I haven't yet. My best friend lives four hours away from me and so I went and got her Wednesday morning along with her boyfriend Doug. We went out to eat and I went to the Dollar Tree (Don't hate.. the dollar tree ROCKS < 3.) and we went to walmart. Mom gave me like $180 for my birthday. And I used it to get the kids some things. Then I had to get my cigarettes and put gas in my car. So that money didn't last long at all. Out of the $180, I spent maybe $30 on myself. And I had to get a belt. Since I've been losing weight, my pants are getting really loose. And mom wanted Becky, Doug, and me to go out to eat. But after getting gas and cigarettes and everything that the kids needed, I didnt have en

Pet Rules Copied Frm Dani
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - snout height. > > Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. > Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that > aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. > > The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. > > I cannot buy anything bigger than a king-sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end

Lub-dub
Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Like the banging of a drum. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Like the banging of a drum. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Like the banging o f a drum. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub The sound of life … my life. You are precious as life itself. You are the oxygen that pumps my heart. Bang that drum baby. Bang my drum baby. Bang it. Bang it. Bang it. Bang it baby. Bang my heart like a drum.

Ok, Our Very Own First Female Up For Grabs Lilpet
Ok our very own female up for auction guys!! as listed below is what she will and will not do wonts: wont change my name will allow access for 24 hours to my nsfws will go on cam for the winner after my kids go to bed (depending on whats asked who knows what will happen) will add to my yahoo messenger. will make a salute of their choice on most any body part for them will put won by such and such for 24 hours on my name. so bid away fubucks,vips,blast,and or big pimpin gifts will be accepted so guys bid ur hearts out have fun with her for 24 hours!! u ahould have any questions plz ask and ill answer highest bidder will pay largerthanhim before she is urs for 24 hours so lets have fun and be nice!!

Meeting New People :d
So yeah i have been talking to this one guy for a few days now..im thinking since the 4th or so..and ;0 he seems like a nice guy...we r going off this weekend soooo we will see how it goes :D Ive been needing some love in my life for a long time now...i dunno if this is it but he seems like mr. perfect to me :D One thing bout me he has to know..is im honest, sincere, giving, and ready to love again :D im not a jealous type person,and i dont go searching for drama..:D okie well i guess i will see how things goes this weekend :D

Ok Ladies Up For Auction Largerthanhim
Ok ladies up for bidding Largerthanhim our very own Pimp :D Anything goes he has no limit on what he will do for highest bidder! Bidding starts at 8am till 10pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping giftas, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to largerthanhim and he is not urs until u have paid him! any questions plz ask and ladies bid away who wouldnt want this HOTT MAN!!!

The Fairy Tale
I want a man who comes home to his family everyday and tells them how much he loves them and wants to be with them. I want a man who will just come up and hug or kiss you for no reason at all. I want a man who when you are walking down a street or in a store will just grab you and kiss you like it was the first time your lips have ever touched.

Bad News In The News Again...so I Am Writing About Me.
Good Friday Morning to you. How are you and how has the world been treating you? Me I am good, it’s misty, rainy, sleety, snowy out. Which makes the roads an utter mess but, hey it’s Michigan we are used to nasty weather… I am ready for spring! I so was a geek last night. Well not so much in the computer area as I was building up my Packer Shrine. Actually it is more of a shrine to Bret Favre then anything. I have so much Packer memorabilia oh him alone and the Packers as well it is uncanny. I feel like a kid again due to the fact I had the go ahead up changing up the front room as we call it not so much the family room this is the further place towards the front of the house and it doubled as a porch at one time until I vaulted the flat ceilings and dressed it up with tile, a wood burner and this year a pool table. So it is more so a game room. Bonnie mentioned the fact I should put some of my Packer stuff out there and get it out of the storage bins I have had it in for years. I hav

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Joel Mchale, Bill Burr, Amy Fisher!!! New Videos Online, Send Us Your Wedding Videos, Jim Norton Tix On Sale Now
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Are you proud of your bowels? Do you take impressive dumps? Want to share your poo with the rest of the world? go to RATEYOURDOODY.COM and show us what you got! Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, we're bringing back the mighty Bill Burr, and we'll be chatting with Joel McHale from E!'s The Soup. Finally, we're going to be talkingu to the one and only Long Island Lolita, AMY FISHER, star of AMY FISHER: CAUGHT ON TAPE....which we can't get enough of. New Years Eve with JIM NORTON - Tickets On Sale: Spend New Year's Eve with the one and only Jim Norton from the Opie and Anthony Show as he takes the stage at North Fork Theater at Westbury!GET TICKETS ONLINE NOW! SEND US YOUR WEDDING VIDEOS: Got an embarrassing moment captured on video at your wedding? We want to see it! Send your humiliating best man speeches (you know, shit that works on RADIO), humiliating moments caught on tape, or oth

Value Of A Woman
This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know.. and to men so they know the value of a woman.

Poet Tree
I look out my room's window and picture the things we dreamed about doing or Who we would meet or what they would say. painted love served on a silver platter. Everything is what it seems. I am always. I am never. ending in a tragedy.

Animated Fun
Ok sports fans lets get busy and dont say I dont give you educational information that is useful and humorous at the sametime. Enjoy and dont forget to stretch before you get into position...lol http://users.forthnet.gr/ath/nektar/kma/main.htm http://www.tollesburysc.co.uk/Knots/Knots_gallery.htm

D/s Is Not Just About Sex
D/s is not primarily about sex or sexual expression, it's about ... ...dynamic power exchange. ...exchanging power. ...mental & emotional needs and wants being fulfilled. The physical part is just a component of that, although a fun one. ...the emotions in both the Dominant and the submissive that can only be fulfilled through honest, open communication which leads to a relationship of Respect, Trust, Understanding, and the ability to satisfy the needs of one's partner in ways "ordinary" people would neither comprehend or accept. ...reaching a deep, erotic place in our individual psyches. It is about a higher, more extreme ecstasy. ...to me, it is a 90% state of mind; choice of lifestyle. The sexual is an added bonus. ...the consensual exchange of power and control between individuals. It does not need sex or rely on sex to exist. ...the sharing, caring, cherishing, freedom and infinite closeness that comes from revealing one's innermost pleasures/fantasies to o

Acceptence Of Who We Are Is The First Step.
Only people who have joyfully accepted themselves can take all the risks and responsibilities of being themselves. --John Powell If we have ever gone to school with a black eye, we know how embarrassing it can be. We feel self-conscious and ill at ease. Friends come up to us one after another to ask how we got it. We may want to stay away from people until the eye is better. All of us have things about ourselves we have a hard time accepting. It doesn't have to be as unusual as a black eye. We may think we're too big, too little, too slow, not good readers, not good looking enough, or not popular enough. We may need to talk about these things with someone else, so these bits of ourselves we don't accept won't limit our freedom to grow. By talking to another, we may find those traits aren't noticed by anyone but ourselves. We may also find that what we once thought of as weak points can be turned to strengths. We can turn weakness strength today.

Innocence
A virgin ship sailing, I embarked on the journey of you, My kneading fingers navigating your every position, Heart racing with power only a man can understand, Once he has bent to the desire of a woman, One who can take him, Wake the core of his erotic longing. You lay face down at my command, As you came around and bent legs spread, Drawing my head towards your bare intentions, Rubbing away my inhibitions. One stroke at a time, You rocked to my gripping rhythm, Ever so innocently brushing my outstretched shaft With your hair swept face. Swaying between my thighs, My sighs showing you appreciation, I could not refrain from reaching out my tongue, Aching for you to take me in, Stopping to cherish that moment in time, A moment of innocence between us, One that will never be again.

The Ache That Burns Inside...
just his presence sets her heart racing makes her body throb her lips ache for his his eyes, filled with fire turned banked embers to infernos, flames of need, filling her with molten desire and then he touches her lifting her fingers to his lips and a thousand volts course wildly through her heart does he know how she needs him how his presence reminds her of her total dependence on him does he know that a word, a glance, a touch, can send her into throes of delight make her inner core pulse in pleasure her eyes lock on his and she knows.. knows that he knows knows that he controls her and she trembles joyfully even in his absence the thought of him makes her wet with wanting sets her on edge, aching to please but when he loves her when he takes her body possesses her, fills her everything she is screams out for more, for the passion to last forever in their firey joining too soon the passion is banked to be stirred again at his whim

Our Day Is Our Choice To Start Off With.
Start with joy There's a reason why the sunrise is so beautiful and magnificent. It sets the stage for a positive, fulfilling day. When you start the day by choosing to be joyful, you put yourself in a creative, effective state of mind. You'll make yourself better able to handle whatever may come your way during the day. A relationship that gets off to a positive start at the very beginning will quickly flourish and build great value. You can forge a positive relationship with each day when you begin it in a joyful way. Even if the day is gray and gloomy you can choose to start it with a positive experience of your own making. Fulfillment comes to those who make it happen, and there's no better time than the beginning of your day to start moving forward. There's an endless list of ways in which you can begin the day on a positive note. And the days that start well have the best chance of going well. A new day arrives, ready to be lived. Choose to start it with joy.

Random Poem
The pain inside of me, Grows more everyday. The feeling of 'love'... Emotion's course... Is taking it's own way. I cant help this feeling that I have. I cant help but to feel... And I feel it, really bad. I'm sick of the stomach pains. Knowing there's a chance... We'll never be together... But the feeling will always last. I know, deep deep inside, That I love her with all my heart. But does the feeling, That I feel... Is she feeling it too? Does she know that I do truly love her? Does she know I wont hurt her? Will she understand, That I want to be there... Holding her in bed? I want to touch her warm sweet face, And hear the words "I love you" That would make me smile... And my heart would melt so quick. So the days will past, Get old they will... But I'll still be here waiting... For the day she she's me here, Her's for the taking. So please, dont make me wait, Much longer than I've already had. Even though I'll always be here... My heart is beating

Spanking
A snapping spank searing sting on soft scarlet cheeks render a visceral moan her ass shudders rises anticipating the next rise fall of my hand swooping down landing precipitously leaving its sharp burn etched like a fiery brand on her perfect pillow of flesh poured over my legs like a molten sculpture I clutch her raven mane the tendrils taught and twisted held fast in my fingers the turn of her eye whispers implores another perfectly placed slap so powerful so erotic so sensual I hear the breath pulled from her chest

My Yearning Mouth
With precision your thighs adjust accommodating my chiseled jaw; no movement is necessary. You respond however in thrusts that fire me as your hips move involuntarily in time with my yearning mouth. Fingernails in my hair maybe imagined for I am lost. Too dreamy to think rationally or to worry about consequences. Yes, people will be hurt but the pleasure is too perfect.

Hmmm...
a new place hiding, but looking i entered a place new to me a place of interest and frustration i explored and learned discovered exciting and strange places spent many hours looking...seeming unseen naive to things around me, watching me i found a piece of my heart that still felt and was broken learn explore, search i have come and gone and returned again and again to this place keeps me in touch with those from my past, and those of my present... maybe to those of my future with a click of a button i was in a new place

There Is Life After Ms
Believe Believe in yourself, Standing for what you believe in regardless of the odds against you and the pressure that tears at your resistance Means courage, Keep a smile on your face when inside you feel like dying for the sake of supporting others, means strength, Stopping at nothing and doing what's in your heart you know is right, means determination, Doing more then is expected to make anothers life a little more bearable without uttering a single complaint, means compassion, Helping a friend in need, no matter the time or effort to the best of your ability, means loyalty Giving more then you have and expecting nothing but gratitude in return, means selflessness, Holding your head high, And being the best that you know you can be, when life seems to fall apart at your feet and facing each difficulty with the confidence that time will bring you a better tomorrow. And never giving up means Believing in yourself... Multiple Sclerosis "The young woman listened politely. T

The Ultimate Adult Survey
The Ultimate Adult Survey (I don't make them up, I just pass them on) 1: Do you like it rough or sensual?: both 2: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite 3: How often do you like to have sex?: A lot more than I do............. 4: Is sex a top priority for you?: it's up there, but not number 1 5: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: sometimes 6: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: If I have to get drunk to do it, she probably isn't worth it 7: How do you feel about one night stands?: not my preference, but sometimes ya just gotta I suppose 8: How many one night stands have you had?: a few 9: What's your favorite position?: Wolfie style baby 10: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: doesn't matter really 11: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: both, there is a time and place for both 12: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yes

A Recipie For Passion...
A Recipe for Passion First you need the essentials (1)Start with two ingredients That will be you and your lover Now follow each step carefully (2)First warm up your two main Ingredients with love (3) Then knead all of the parts until they feel hot (4) Use 2 cups of oil (flavored oil is best) Pick one that can be enjoyed by both Warm oil in hand first before spreading on ingredients (5)After well coated make sure that it is not absorbed up too quickly (If need be recoat several times) If well lubed (Sorry coated) It’s time to work it up to a frenzy (6) Ad a dash of lust and a pinch of ecstasy now Please remember to have plenty on hand for later You will need it! (7) If one of the ingredients begins to rise don’t worry! Place it in the other hand and plan on repeating this step over many, many times (8) Make sure the temperature is set high and let stew for hou

Do Angels Exist?
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was travelling alone, But when they turned

Two Souls....one Voice...
Although two souls are meeting there is but one voice capturing the moment captivating and controlling the thoughts, actions, words leading the way for conscious desire and decisive emotion stories and daily goings- on are frequently passed between the one voice and the intermixed beings creating a warm happiness a sense of belonging an aura of completeness a comfortable existence time, a distant memory fading in and fading out, its power and autonomy fall on blissfully ignorant, yet distinctly aware, ears - focused and true with the quantity of well spent hours adding up and summarizing the feelings and beliefs shared and opposed, comes an ability to confide and uphold moments, eternities abundant with understanding. I dont know the author to this poem but I liked the words alot and has to do with people meeting on the internet for friendship and sometimes love. Anne

Remberin The Good Shit
HERES MY RESOLUTION BABY IM LETTING GO, ALL I NEED TO LEARN IS ALONG THIS ROAD, I JUST WANTED TO BE THE BEST MAN I COULD BE. ALL I WANTED WAS SOMEONE WHOD LOVE ME FOR ME, NOT THE THINGS IVE DONE, NOR WHO IVE BECOME, I FELT THAT WHEN I FELT YOU NEAR ME. I WATCH MY LIFE PASS ME BY, THE PICTURES ARE BECOMEING CLEARER, IVE BEEN DIEN INSIDE A LITTLE BY LITTLE. SHE BUILT IT UP TO WATCH IT FALL, LIKE IVE MENT NOTHIING AT ALL, IM HALF THE MAN I THOUGHT I WOULD BE. IM GOING OUT OF MY MIND, RUNNIN IN CIRCLES, OFFERING THE BEST OF WHAT I AM TO YOU, TAKE IT AS YOU WANT I GLADELY GIVE MY ALL. HOW CAN I QUIT SOETHING I NEVER GOT TO TRY. WITH ALL THAT IS GOING I TRY SO HARD, TO FIND JUST ONE VALID REASON WHY . WITH SO MANY DREAMS I DARED TO TRY, BEFOR THEY DRAINED THE LIGHT FROM MY EYES, SO IM GIVEING THEM ALL UP SURE IT HURTS TO LET GO I WANT YOU TO SEE, I NEED SOMETHING MORE, YOU KNOW MY HEART WAS BROKEN, YOU HEALED IT, KNOW THIS EVERYTHING YOU DO, ID DO IT FOR

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/7/07;
Something more from RL (real life); A student doctor asked me how some new shit, Lyrica, was working on my arthritis pain? His higher up was standing there as I said, "give me a fuckin' break doc I used heroin!" Attending laughed and said, "he has a point after opioids those things are placebos!"

A Song I Wrote For Adrin
Mmmm Mmmm Mmmm Mmmm... Naw I don't need rescuing Now I sit here reveling Yah, I think it's amazing Just how fast people are changing Being true to yourself Just not able to sell That to nobody no more Chivalry's dead that's for sure I know you feel lost Somewhat abandoned Your real friends feel responsible Like they had a hand in Why you're feeling this way You're feeling confused and isolated Wanting love but hesitating Cause you offered your heart on a platter You don't even dream like before Cause you don't think you're worth it anymore Wish you could see you The way I do, through the eyes Of another abandoned soul One who dares to care even though Their heart has been ripped out many times before I've been there before Aint got no feelings no more They're gone with the wind that's for sure The tears that you see Aint coming from me See I don't have tear ducts anymore If I had feelings, I'd care I know you're right there You're all outta s

We .....
we lay passionetly in each other's arms staring into each other's eye's while we give one another kisses here and there..... we enjoy each other's soft touches on every curve of one another's bodies ..... we lay and laugh at every little silly thing we share even if it ant that funny .... we whisper sweet nothings in each others ears tell one another blushes in embarressment .... we make all the right moves while we make love in the moonlight .... we slowly fall a sleep in each other's arms after we made the best love we ever made ......

Never Give Up...
This is very beautiful with so much meaning and would like to send it out to my friends. There is one in particular that has gone thru a bad time this past year and would like to show him there is so much in life to live for. http://positivepause.com/

Never Happy??
I don´t get it why is it that people are never happy with what they have? I know there are moments where we can be happy but then...come most of the time we are always missing something or we just want more.(It´s just the human in us I guess.)For example people who don´t have a significant other want one but when they have them they get tired...when you get money it´s never enough...I can jst keep going on and on but I would rather hear everyones opinion on the subject so please feel free to comment

Rock Band Video Game Contest
LOOK WHAT WE'RE GIVING AWAY NOW! ROCK BAND PRIZE PACK! We've got some nice stocking stuffers. rock band t-shirts, drumsticks, and stickers. EMAIL US TO ENTER! -Please include your full name and address!- Rock Band Coming to a City Near You MTV Games, Harmonix and Electronic Arts Kickoff Nationwide Tour East Coast11/27 Tallahassee – FSU – Union Green, Oglesby Union11/29 Orlando – Full Sail University – Semoran Blvd & University Ave11/30 Orlando – UCF – UCF Arena12/01 Orlando – Best Buy – E Colonial Drive12/05 Auburn – AU – Quad Dr/Student Union Bldg12/06 Tuscaloosa – UA – Ferguson Center Plaza12/07 Tuscaloosa – UA – Ferguson Center Plaza12/08 Birmingham – Best Buy – Riverchase Village12/13 Tampa – Best Buy – Grand Regency12/14 Tampa – Best Buy – 6600 22nd Ave12/15 Tampa – Best Buy – N Dale Mabry Hwy12/16 Tampa – Best Buy – N Dale mabry Hwy West Coast11/28 Phoenix – Arizona State – Palo Verde B

A Rollin' Stone
You can count on me To be a rollin' stone I don't know when I'll be home The way things are And the way they have been I just don't feel Like starting over again Love just aint All it's cracked up to be Maybe this is just how it is I dunno maybe it's just me All I know is, I had different plans Moving ahead as fast as I can Tunnel vision tripped up by love Pressing on when push comes to shove I'm really a pillar Not looking back Maybe looking for love Is not where it's at

Set Me Free
open your eyes to see , its no longer you , its now we step into a new fresh host , now in control iz the enemy ghost . awaking not quite the same, darkness before me iz the blame, ripping, tearin shreading my soul dark lord and master now in control. creep past the masters keeper, only to find the soulz reaper, no way to escape this hell watchin how the angels fell one by one ,here to earth a dark kingdom they will give birth sometimez spirtz speak thru me will they ever set me free. ~Grim

A Moment Of Passion
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

What Was I Thinking?
Keeping in mind I dunno how many times My world has come crashing down I build up a trust Well, I fell in love Learned the worst was yet to come I kept trying to be strong My head was telling me all along I just didn't listen to my heart That's when it all fell apart Love comes and goes I thought it was supposed to be forever Stars in the sky, walking in moonlight Holding hands and gazing into each other's eyes Fairytale romance, I guess is what I had in mind Now it's all outta rhyme Keeping in mind There's a fine line between what's real & fantasy What I desire, what I deserve according to some I don't wanna be selfish, no just wanna be loved Oh what was I thinking of?

My Gift To You...
i do not give the gift of my submissive nature it is who i am...i just "choose" with whom to share all of it i cannot give a gift of myself as long as i am wanting something in return. a gift is given without want ....

Words Shared....
"To capture a heart thats open is an easy thing, to keep that heart captured for a lifetime is a lifetime spent working on the little things that two people share, yet sometimes forget." "I do not give the gift of my submissive nature it is who i am...i just "choose" with whom to share all of it i cannot give a gift of myself as long as i am wanting something in return." a gift is given without want .... "I am I... and You are You... and neither of us are here to live up to the others expectations... But if we meet... Its beautiful..." " "People take different roads seeking forefillment and happiness. Just because they dont travel your road doesnt mean they've gotten lost" "Time is but an illusion the past is but a memory the future is but a dream so live time for now, not for then and let me walk into your dreams" To capture a heart thats open is an easy thing, to keep that heart captured for a lifetime is a lifetime spent working on the little things tha

What Women Need To Know!
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com Listen up, ladies! Men love it when you: 1. Have the ability to tease, be playful and take a joke 2. Know that men are not, in fact, from Mars, and women are not from Venus 3. Wear our T-shirts and boxers 4. Call us out of the blue (if we're dating; not if we're practically strangers) 5. Kiss creatively 6. Have a social conscience and enjoy a good debate 7. Have an easy-going attitude about watching or participating in athletic events occasionally 8. Are comfortable leading the whole way in bed 9. Ask for advice about non-stereotypically male stuff (yes, guys usually know what CD player to buy, but we like to be taken seriously about other things too) 10. Are charming and thoughtful to his mother 11. Can hold up your hair using only a pencil 12. Are sexy and smart at the same time -- for example, you do the Sunday crossword wearing a pair of flirty pajamas 13. Have the ability to remind us what gifts you like, without implying

Once Upon A Dream
Once Upon A Dream by BlueWolf © Once upon a time, in the land of my dream There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen He followed his quest and he searched all lands through He searched for his love, he knew would be true. She has eyes like diamonds, yet dark and so deep The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet She has hair like an angel, both raven and long She brings to my heart, love's simple song. He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell, To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells. He begged this magician, by all that is right, Find me my love, my soul's true delight. She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time, Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine, The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved, Was not a mere princess, but an angel from above. He said all the magic I have in my power Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours He said you should ask for the heavens to send One of God’s perfect creatures,

Do You Know The Truth???
This is a FULL film on what is called a Zeit-Geitst (which means a control) I only stumbled on this film because I bought a book with the same title and the book has nothing to do with this movie. This movie is 2 hours long. It informs you on the truth about amarica and who really controls it. I know at the beginning it defrauds Christianity but thats just a base on how this thing started. If your a believer in the bible and would get afended at the idea that its made up I'm sorry but there a more important issue here. The amarican people are being led into a trap that is being pushed by the amarican people themselves. Please watch this whole movie and if you agree with it pass it on. We must overcome this before its too late. Remember watch the whole movie before you start to form your opinions on it. thank you. Zeit-geist full movie click here or if the link dont work incert this into your browser: http://zeitgeistmovie.com/

Fu-bucks Give Away.
FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST ************************** WILL START FRIDAY DEC 7TH @ 10 AM PST AND WILL END ON FRIDAY DEC 14TH @ 10PM PST CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE LINK AND HELP YOURSELF OR YOUR FRIEND GOOD LUCK TO ALL CONTESTANTS FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST: FIRST TO REACH 25,000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE 500,000 FU-BUCKS FIRST TO REACH 35,000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE 750,000 FU-BUCKS + A RIDE ON WILDCAT TRAIN FIRST TO REACH 45,000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE 1,000,000 FU-BUCKS + VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN WITH 2 GUESTS. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND,ANY DRAMA STARTER WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE CONTEST. 4~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!!

Uh-huh
yeah so it's been ages ..... but i just figured i'd say that i have this "thing" for someone. just a thing though, i guess, maybe more, maybe less. either way...wanted to mention my THING. haha, thing, right....?!? what a tool!!! fun fun..

Trust In Bdsm
Trust is difficult to define because it means different things to different people. Some say that trust can only be given over a long period of time, during which the one requesting the trust must earn it. Some say that everyone gives at least a small amount of trust to others in order for a relationship to begin. I personally, agree with the second school of thought. Trust, is an integral part of a BDSM relationship. Without it, there can not be a relationship. A submissive must trust the dominant with their very life. Once a submissive is bound and gagged, nothing can stop the dominant from killing them if the dominant chose to. So it is imperative that the submissive plays only with a person they trust with their life. A submissive must also trust the dominant to have thier best interests in mind, and to care for them, not abuse them. A submissive must trust that the dom

Mistletoe Kiss Contest
Heartistic Soul created a holiday game, Mistletoe Kiss, where the one male and female that receives the most kisses would win some fubucks. Great idea, so I sent some out, no I'm not naming who they are, duh. While I most certainly didn't expect any to be sent to me, I received a total of 131, surprising to me, but thank you to who sent them. I do know who sent 10 of them, but the rest, no idea; guess that's the name of the game. I'm going listing the number of each kiss message and whether I know who sent them or not. Message 1 - 5 kisses sent - I know Message 2 - 5 kisses sent - I know Message 3 - 1 kiss sent - Don't know Message 4 - 20 kisses sent - Don't know Message 5 - 100 kisses sent - Don't know Who ever sent the last three, thank you so very much. I hope to one day know who sent them. To the one who sent the first two messages of 5, thank you so much. Now back to sending out mine. I have quite a few to chatch up, and lots of money to do it with.:)

Never Forget......
"Remember Pearl Harbor" "History in ev'ry century Records an act that lives forevermore. We'll recall, as into line we fall The thing that happened on Hawaii's shore Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we go to meet the foe Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we did the Alamo. We will always remember how they died for Liberty Let's remember Pearl Harbor And go on to victory. Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we go to meet the foe Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we did the Alamo. We will always remember How they died for Liberty Let's remember Pearl Harbor And go on to victory!" Written by Don Reid and Sammy Kaye Performed by Swing and Sway With Sammy Kaye Recorded December 17, 1941

Breakthrough
"Look! The way she trembles, even now, caught between fear and desire." Kusheil's Dart "When you find that special someone that wants to take you into the darkness, holding your hand tight, searching for the light. Dont say no... Just squeeze their hand tighter and walk slowly, trusting togethor, smiling with true tears of joy and forefillment at finally finding true happiness. " Its a dream I have.... Anne 2007

I Am A Submissive Woman
I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, t

Favorite Poem
He touched me, so I live to know That such a day, permitted so, I groped upon his breast. it was a boundless place to me, And silenced, as the awful sea Puts minor streams to rest. And now, I'm different from before, As if I breathed superior air, Or brushed a royal gown; My feet, too, that had wandered so, My gypsy face transfigured now To tenderer renown. Emily Dickinson

Forever Changed
"People take different roads seeking forefillment and happiness. Just because they dont travel your road doesnt mean they've gotten lost" They told me - You are Woman Go out and conquer the world They said - be strong Don't betray your Sisters You don't need a man You are sufficient unto yourself They told me 'submissive' is wrong and degrading that I need bow to no man I lived that truth Strong, Independent, Intelligent, Capable, In Charge, In Control Until - a new truth You told me - you are woman Go out and conquer the world Then come home and sit at my feet You said - come to me in strength and I will protect you and celebrate your strength You said - kneel before me give me your woman's body for my pleasure and I will raise you from kneeling to heights you never imagined You said - let me into those locked rooms .....give me access Trust Me with every part of you and I will treasure it all You said - there are

Something Else
something else lost in the swirling mists of the reality that crowds me dreams encroach on the waking world i go places, smell things, do things that cannot be the lonliness that precipitated the madness not as bad as you would think not all crying, not all fear, not all darkness there are moments dreams creeping in amongst the edges of the day fleeting thoughts of the curves that excite me minute glimpses of things that happened already the temptation of sights unseen the scent that lingers is lonesome, beckoning drawing you into the half remembered histories hot drunken moments, revelling in the heat under the seas of an emotion that has no name not lust, not love, not a thing like that, but a mid ground the caress of gentle wants, the fascination with another the currents of time pull me along tugging me further from the places i was before through the thoughts of another night wispy remains of a lust still clinging, clamoring for more remembered caresse

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through the air.

Doughnuts In Cardamom Syrup
Recipe 1. Ingredients1 3/4 cups warm water 2 (.25 ounce) envelopes active dry yeast 2 3/4 cups all-purpose flour, sifted 2 tablespoons sugar 3/4 teaspoon salt 1 cup sliced almonds 2 cups sugar 1 cup water 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 2 teaspoons ground cardamom 1 teaspoon rose water Vegetable oil, for frying Nutrition InfoPer Serving Calories: 126 kcal Carbohydrates: 17 g Dietary Fiber: 0 g Fat: 5 g Protein: 1 g Sugars: 10 g About: Nutrition Info Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database 2. Cooking Directions In a large bowl, combine the 1 3/4 cups of warm water with the yeast and let stand for 5 minutes. Using a wooden spoon, stir in the flour, 2 tablespoons of the sugar and the salt. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured work surface. Knead lightly until the dough is silky. Oil a medium bowl and add the dough. Cover with plastic wrap and let rise until doubled in bulk, about 1 1/2 hours. Punch down the dough, then let it rise again for another 30 minut

Potato Latkes
Email This Recipe IM This Recipe Print This Recipe 1. Ingredients1 1/4 pounds all-purpose or Yukon gold potatoes, peeled 2 large eggs, at room temperature 1 medium white onion, finely grated 8 scallion greens, finely slivered Salt and freshly ground black pepper vegetable oil for frying Nutrition InfoPer Serving Calories: 266 kcal Carbohydrates: 30 g Dietary Fiber: 4 g Fat: 13 g Protein: 6 g Sugars: 4 g About: Nutrition Info Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database 2. Cooking Directions Over a large bowl of cold water, grate potatoes into long strips, using the largest holes of a box grater. Transfer grated potatoes from water into another bowl. Pour off water from first bowl, reserving sediment. Add sediment to potatoes. Add eggs, onion, and scallion greens. Season with salt and pepper. Mix well by hand. Fill a large heavy-bottomed frying pan with 1/2 inch to 3/4 inch of oil until very hot, about 385 degrees. Drop 1 heaping tablespoonful of potato mixture in

What Would You Want
I was asked to be in an auction on FUBAR if I entered and you won me what would you want from me? I think minimum bid 100k fubucks leave me comments :) they make me happy some examples.... 200 11's or all pics,stash,blogs rated, a comment on your page everyday by me, "owned by your name" on my profile a phone call for 15 minutes, personalized salute....etc

All Change
I have spent the last 5 years hosting online pool,and while that may sound stupid to some of you,maybe others will know what I am talking about. Whiloe most of the time its been a lot of fun at others its been incredibly stressful,I have been away and back doing it again many times,but always come back as I really enjoy it. Well not anymore,I sent my letter of resignation to the admin of the league I host in yesterday as I am just so burned out its not real. I dont enjoy going to pool anymore as I know I am just going to get bugged to host and I cant and wont do it 24/7. While some (who I hosted for ) may think that this is a bad idea,to me its like a huge weight off my shoulders,its like having a job that you hate and dont want to do anymore,difference being that my job was voluntary so I dont have to do it anymore. Not entirely sure what I am going to do with my time now but I will find stuff,I have neglected things like my own website for a long time and maybe I will finally be

Club Adrenaline
HEy yall come check out club Adrenaline with the hotest djs on air Dj lick_da_cat Dj night rider Dj minx Dj Dragonman2001 And more Greatest music played all the time! We are also looking for staff of all sorts so plz stop buy and give us a visit. Were always welcoming new members to the Family. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50208

Cinnamon Raisin Flat Bread
Description This is a kid friendly recipe and a lot of fun to make! Ingredients 5 cups flour 1 cup sugar 2 1/2 tablespoons cinnamon 2 to 2 1/2 cups raisins 3 large eggs (whole) 1 stick butter (half melted from pot on the stove) 1 1/4 cups milk olive oil cooking spray Directions Mix eggs and cinnamon with a fork. Add 3 cups flour, 1 cup sugar, milk, and mix with fork. Add butter and raisins and fold them in. Add the remaining 2 cups flour and rapidly mix with the fork until dough starts to pull away from the bowl on the sides and bottom. Spread ample flour out on the counter and immediately place the dough onto the counter and knead it for about 10 minutes or until it's springy. Add a dusting of flour to the bowl and return dough to the bowl. Cover with a clean dish towel, and set aside for 1 1/2 hours to rise. After having risen, take the dough out and shape it into an oblong oval shape. (This takes only 1 minute.) Take the baking pan and spray it with cooking olive oi

Party Time In The Playpen
Fubar has a new rockin club The PlayPen Please come and say hello and show us some love and listen to our awsome DJ's. Dj Iroc, Dj Tinks, DJ, Chasitiy, DJ Hellfire, DJ Double Trouble to name a few. A Lounge with no Drama where all are Welcome Looking for staff as well some come on in and join our every growing family :D

Lonely But Gettin Thru It
well single again. y cant i find someone decent. someone that shows me they care and with respect. i was supposed to have gotten married then he ruined that one. then i thought i had met a nice charming and carin person then he pissed me off when he told a friend of my he wanted to be with me and then goes around and ends up with someone else. so now all i do is work and hang with my friends and sleep. its gettin old and its gettin on my nerves. im so tired of games. i dont know how much more i can take.

First Winner 12/6/07
The guy you wish you had at home to cuddle up and keep you warm at night. Help me level up fan, rate@ fubar Congrats to our first ever winner of Dj Shai's Hottie Of The Day Award! Go show him love and while you're at it...check us out too!!

12-7-2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 7,2007 Today's social energy brings a smile to your face and keeps you engaged with friends and well-wishers. You may want to take a little time off from work or school to spend more time with your people.

For The Soldiers
The Night Before Christmas T'was the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures, Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A proud army soldier. Was this the hero, Of whom I'd just read?, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families, That I saw this night, Ow

Where Have We All Gone
Sometime within the last fifteen years, it seems that we have lost our minds. we've all gone crazy. Maybe its the air we breath or maybe its the food we eat. nyway we seem to have become a society of obese fruitcakes. Seems we can't even go shopping in a Mall for Christmas without getting our butts blown away by some duranged phsyco lunatick. Is nothing safe? Next they'll be taking pot shots at little old ladys in a Bingo hall. Maybe we should all put on our christmas wish lists that whatever is causing the insanity cease immediately. We are all subject to this, all vulnerable, all potential victims all targets of some deranged pissed off idiot who wants to be famous. It is somewhat like AMERICAN PIE the old song by Don mclean. And what course of action do we have, except maybe bury our heads in the sand and hope we don't get our butts blown off in the process.

Consider Yourself Warned!
Today's horoscope: You're not in the best of moods right now, but you should still be able to get on with your daily business. Don't let anyone push you too hard, though, or you may end up biting their head off! How funny is it that these things have seemed to be pretty right on for about a week now! No, I'm not in the best of moods and if I'm pushed, I KNOW I will bite someone's head off! Especially if I think I'm being taken advantage of, lied to, or anything else that just really pisses me off that people seem to think they can get away with!

Ill Stand By You
My friends ill stand behind you to the end Oh why you look so sad The tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don’t be ashamed to cry Let me see you through Cause I’ve seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you So if you're mad get mad Don’t hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide I get angry too Well I’m a lot like you When you're standing at the crossroads And don't know which path to choose Let me come along Cause even if you're wrong I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you Take me in into you darkest hour And I’ll never desert you I’ll stand by you And when, when the night falls on you, baby You feeling all alone You won't be on your own I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Wo

You Make Me Feel
2 my baby you make me feel like i am on top of the world cause i am your turd and you are my baby girl im sorry i let him get to me but you should understand he brings out my negativity im just glad we are starting to make things right knowin that you love me meens ill sleep better at night

My Last
1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?. A friend 2. Where was the last place you went out to eat? Ohana Cafe 3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? Baileys & Hot Coco 4. How many significant others have you cheated on? A few 5. What is more essential - a pretty face or a great body? great body 7. Medicine, fine arts, or law? Fine Arts 8. When was the last time you got a good workout? Lol when u say ood workout what exactly do u mean lol 9. Best kind of pizza? Olive oil fresh garlic goat cheese, chicken no sauce 10. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first? The Mall 11. Where did your last kiss take place? My porch lol 12. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Saturday night? Im not the kind of girl to kiss & tell lol 13. Are you a quitter? No I am not. 14. Who was the last person you had in your room? Skarlet 15. Is your bedroom window open? Yes 16. Can you speak another lang

Poem 5
"So Why" I've always wonder why I was put on this earth I have thought about it since birth, My dreams of family have trully come Just when I thought that I was done, So why am I ment to do the things I need to And why am I always in love with you, My hopes of being the only one in his life Has done nothing but cut me like a knife, Cause there is always another in the back of his mind Ex lover, or just a friend of some kind, I try not to think of the past But I have a feeling that this wont last, I just pray that my life is real That anyone person don't have hate that they feel, Cause in the end Its all how you treat a friend.

Dahlia
The Calloused And The Resurection i thought i could never stand again my fall had been far, hard with no one to pull me to my feet i was too far down, out of reach of pain love safety security redemption i could not see light through my darkness my tomb of oblivion i had driven myself into i brought myself here on my own two feet and could no longer find them when all was said and done each passing day held the same lack of hope of a way out a way out of my calloused apathy i could not allow my heart to thaw to feel then from nowhere a dim light and with a hardened heart i could not open myself up you were my light growing stronger with every moment minutes to hours, hours to days slowly i became able to see the light for what it really was my way from the dark, the depths of my mind your warmth to my acquired cold you were everything i could ever

Poem 4
"Colors" Colors of the rainbow come about in the afternoon We hope love comes very soon, Colors is in our clothes shows who we are As people see us from afar, Colors we see in our eyes Are windows to the souls of life, Colors make us Artists and some want-to-bes Whats inside us wants to be free, What comes out is what we want to see.

Poem 3
"Why this Man" I don't know what I do wrong Or why my life is so long, I've been waiting for the man that I have now Don't know why I got so lucky somehow, God knew just what I needed to hold To keep my heart from growing old and cold, This man loves me so I always wonder in my mind How he could be loving and kind, When I don't know what I did or said To make him trun his head, How could he look at me Cause I surely don't know what he could see, I wish I only knew what or why Cause I hope its not one big lie, Don't want to wish upon a dream Cause life is full of scream, So I thank God day and night Hope he always loves me and stays in my sight.

Poem 2
Love Conquers All Feels like the end when you're closer to loosing your dreams than loosing a friend flying blind I will take another shot in the dark who will I find and if it takes all my life I swear I can deal with every strife on my way tomorrow I will try again soon I will forget the pain of another rejection words can't speak of the feelings of pain they linger on and on and if it takes me a life time I will know it was worth every heart ache some where there is a place in your heart where the pain just lingers well I know the feeling all to well but love conquers all.

Alive
alive and breathing kicking and screaming holding back all urge to combust into flames to burn the world alive the world so disgusting going outside requires intoxication peel off skin as proof of not belonging to this mess with the exception that everyone is ugly on the inside somewhere always will surface surface to decay alive and well but dying in this place suffocating in surroundings which feel all to familiar alive and well but dying in this place

Rant- Religion
as we go through our everyday lives, we pass people of different races, sexes, orientations, and religions. religion religion religion. the plague that has a way of infecting even those who seem the most immune. i have been on both sides of the belief line. and the most absolute truth that i have found is that there is no correct faith whether its even be a faith at all. what the fundamentalists and zealots cannot seem to understand is the simple fact that how can we as a flawed species know what is right for every living person? for as long as history as been recorded there have been wars over the question as to which god is the right one. and with all this bloodshed by people who claim to worship whichever peaceful god, how can anyone follow the words interpreted by these same self absorbed madmen? the point i am trying to make is this; i don't care if you are the most devout christian, buddhist, jew, muslim, athiest or even wiccan, just because you believe it does not mean that

Rant- Human Race
my current perception of the human race as a species: inherently selfish, corruptable, and genuinely disgusting. no, this is not some emo rant because a boy was mean to me. this is the conclusion i have come up with by looking at interactions throughout my life. i have found that humans, as a species mind you, are generally only looking for what they can do to help themselves. each and everyone of us. we ultimately don't care about the people making our food at mcdonalds for the kids in third world countries making our clothes. we care because we feel we should. not to say that we shouldn't care, but think about it, if there wasn't constant documentation and protest, we wouldn't bat an eye. and if we did care enough about the explotation of the underprivledged, it wouldn't still be going on. all we really want is what will cost us less so we don't have to work for it. the motto of the human race, get someone else to do it. our selfishness is inborn. we are all born with the idea of loo

Auf Der Maur-taste You
Oh my love, oh my love I can't hear you my love Tell me where have you gone? Oh my love, oh my love I can't taste you my love, Tell me what have I done? Plug it in, so I can digest you I will taste you Far away, far away I can't feel you today I need healing my love Appetite running fast Following my gut Turning up every rock You're disappearing my love, I need louder than this Please fill me up Goof tidings I bring To you and your sins I'll forgive Come to me Plug it in, so I can digest you I will taste you (Ooh ooh) My appetite in that hole Tempt you with it now I will taste you (Ooh ooh) Please shake me and tug, I need shaking my love Can't you be the one? I can't fake it my love, I need filling come on, I need it louder than bombs Come to me Plug it in, so I can digest you I will taste you (Ooh ooh) My appetite in that hole Tempt you with it now I will taste you (Ooh ooh) Feel that movement my love? Pulling up from above

Friends
Friends are someone who is always there they also wont lie to you or go behind your back. Friends will always stick up for you and have your back in a time of need. Friends are willing to lend a hand, whether it be a place to stay or something to eat. Friend always offer a encouraging word to brighten up your dreary day. Friends are so awesome. im glad to have some of the greatest in the world. you guys mean a lot to me and i love you all

Plz Help
can you plz help me win this contest i need 15k pic comments on my pic to win even 1 comment helps so any help u can give i will be greatful for thanks...ashlee aka girldeath69 okay a little has changed this is now a mini nsfw chat room if u will lol we are having so much fun i dont care abbout winning this contest anymore so cum have fun with us lmao

Maybe Next Year.....
Its 2006 now and I'm still the same Ol' son of a bitch in the wind I act like I did back when I was a kid But it hurts more than it did back then I go out on the town and make a fool of myself I run around with the same rowdy friends I get drunk and obnoxious And wake up the next day swearing I'm never drinking again My grandma still tells me enough is enough Life ain't a game son, its time to grow up Chorus: Maybe next year I'll start acting my age Turn a new leaf over my wicked ways Get a real job and start pulling my weight Only 365 days until I change my ways Maybe next year ... I dress like a slob, I never tuck in my shirt I let it hang over my baggy jeans Wearing an old baseball cap on the top of my head With the logo of my favorite team I still got the same dirty mouth that I had Since my first cousin taught me to cuss And I just quit my 9 to 5 occupation To play a whole bunch of songs I made up Yeah, I'm a big ole kid, but I

I Don Git It. Whut's Thu Problim??
Mich. Councilman Pushes Chicken Law Dec 2, 3:07 PM (ET) ANN ARBOR, Mich. (AP) - People who want fresh eggs should be able to keep their own hens around the house or yard, even in this college town, a city councilman said. Stephen Kunselman said a number of business people and residents support the idea and said he plans to bring a resolution before the council. Many communities allow chickens but not roosters, which can make a lot of noise at dawn, Kunselman said. He said regulations typically require a 25-foot setback from other homes to avoid disturbing neighbors. The chicken talk enlivened Saturday's council retreat in the hometown of the University of Michigan. "What's with the chickens?" Councilman Stephen Rapundalo asked Kunselman. "Chickens lay eggs," Kunselman said. "I want fresh eggs. It's just a simple ordinance change." "I want to have fresh milk," Rapundalo said. "Let's change the ordinance to allow cows or goats." "You can live in New York Ci

Help These People Level
Here's 2 that would like to level. All help would be appreciated. Thank you in advance. DJ LETTE NEEDS 3152 TO LEVEL Dj Lette Barbiiez playground owner♥P-Nasty Wifey/Wiccan Wifey@ fubar WESTCOASTRAVEN NEEDS 10,177 TO LEVEL WestCoastRaven@ fubar

R.i.p Rapper Chad "pimp C" Butler
Text Here Dec. 4th 2007 age 33...R.I.P chad (pimp-c) butler of UGK 1974-2007... Rapper Chad "Pimp C" Butler, who along with hometown pal Bernard "Bun B" Freeman made up the chart-topping group UGK, was found dead Tuesday morning in a West Hollywood hotel room. Paramedics and officers responded to a 911 call placed from the Mondrian Hotel on Sunset Boulevard and were directed to a room on the sixth floor. They found Butler lying on the bed, fully clothed. The Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department said the call came in about 9:30 a.m. A spokesman for the county coroner said that it appears the 33-year-old "Dirty Money" purveyor died of natural causes. No drugs or related paraphernalia was found in the room and it didn't appear as if anyone had been in the room with Butler when he died. An autopsy will be performed and a full report, including the results of standard toxicology tests, should be ready in six to eight weeks. "We mourn the

In Your Eyes
In your eyes I get so lost and forget quite who I am. A shadow from another plane or perhaps some shape of man. In your eyes all things burn and it's glory to behold. The passion filled so deep inside and shelters from the cold. In your eyes I find the dreams of every aching sound and though I so wish to fly find me fast to ground. In your eyes I see the way and know there is a light. For in your eyes where lovers lay, I look in them tonight

What To Join A Club?
I was just paying by debts off for my Happy Hour Giveaway (50 Happy Hour 11's) To the last two remaining participants of my give away ... When it occurred to me: Why don't I start a group of friends to help each other for a few days? I thought if 11 people got together, and promised (hopefully everyone's honest) to give each other 10 eleven's for 11 days, one of the 11 give 100 to ONE person - Each day rotating to the giver/reciever ... It would be nice way to get some points fast! I was thinking about adding 11 other things too! So, I'm going to try it - wont hurt to try ... And I think it would be fun to know for 11 days you're getting some good point AND helping others too! Please let me know if interested! Greg

Fuck The Popo
admit it we all feel this way sometimes!!!! Blue lights flashing, they had traffic stopped And Highway 11's done turned into a permanent road block I wasn't driving, my wife was my D.D. And she hadn't drank a drop, still got hassled by the J.P.D. And I said hey dude can't you just leave her alone She ain't done nothin' wrong man and we just want to go home Woah-woah And I was mad as hell, thinking fuck the po-po and they wonder why folks don't trust 'em no more Woah-hoah And I'm not gonna let this go, so I'm singing fuck the po-po So I got arrested, just for speaking up And that cop said boy the only right you have is to shut the fuck up Now I'm a jail-bird, I've done time in the pin And I've got a real messed up story to tell all my friends And my name was in the newspaper in my home town They ruined my reputation because I didn't bow down No-no And now I'm mad as hell singing fuck the po-po And they wonder why folks don't trust 'em no mo

Suicide
DOES ANYONE EVER REALLY THINK BEOFRE THEY JUST FIND PPL AND TREAT THEM BAD? NOT ALL WOMAN ARE JUST CAM SLUTS AND NOT ALL OF US JUST WANNA haVE FUN SOME ARE REALLY LIVING IN DEPRESSION AND REALLY DO AHVE AHEART AND I FOR ONE WAsNT PUT HERE TO BE APLAY TOY AND BREAK MY HEART AND TREAT ME BAD I HAVE AHEART OF GOLD AND I REALLY NEED TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO BE MISTREATED AND MADE TO CRY ALL THE TIME WHY CANT PPL JUST UNDERSTAND THIS AND TREAT ME LIKE I AM REAL ? I AM REAL

Written For Kim
every now and then you come acrossed a stranger, one that seems to stand out from all the rest. One that you believe will always be there for you. I believe you are the one. I know we havent talked, but in my heart i believe you are that special someone. The one i know i can always count on to wipe the tears away, lend a helping hand. To give me a shoulder to cry on. Make me laugh when i want to cry, smile when there's a frown. I believe that you are that special friend. When the roads get rough and the river begins to toss you around know that I will be there to pull you out. Every mountain that you climb know that i will be there to pick you up when you have fallen, so you can start again. Every now and then you come acrossed a stranger one that you have a feeling will be your friend for life. I believe you are the one. I know I dont know you, but in my heart i feel the friendship beginning to grow. I believe you are that special friend. In my heart i

Big Foot Is Bayack!!
Footprints seen around Mt.Everest stoke Yeti mystery By Gopal Sharma Fri Nov 30, 8:55 AM ET A U.S.-based television channel investigating the existence of the legendary Yeti in Nepal has found footprints similar to those said to be that of the abominable snowman, the company said on Friday. A team of nine producers from Destination Truth, armed with infrared cameras, spent a week in the icy Khumbu region where Mount Everest is located and found the footprints on the bank of Manju river at a height of 2,850 metres (9,350 feet). One of the three footprints discovered on Wednesday is about one foot long, or is of similar size and appearance as shown in sketches of the mystical ape-like creature believed to live in snowy caves, the TV company said. "It is very very similar," Josh Gates, host of the weekly travel adventure television series, told Reuters in Kathmandu after returning from the mountain. "I don't believe it to be (that of) a bear. It is something of a myst

This One Means The Most, Yet It's Untitled
If destiny was a rising sun I could stare my fate right into the sand They say you don't get far without the Good Lord by your side I say he left this child to walk a mile alone This pendulum of open doors and closed minds Cuts right down to the core of my being Selfish soul desire Nobody will ever know I wake up with my will at my feet Somethin tells me to look up But this crown carries a heavy load Promises are very convincing But I know I gotta keep moving on

Back In Hizzy
The house finally past inspection on the heating and air...it only took 4 times to get it right. I think that it's mad shell on there part.so now we are about a month behind so no moving in for x-mas. The contractors talking about maybe the end of next month.

Finger Eleven-bones & Joints
Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see I'm falling Every way I turn the same disease But I like it Brace myself and hit the wall with ease Colliding I'm not minding the pain I've been down here before All my bones and joints are sore Find my way out of the wreck again I've been down here before Lost myself and so much more Find my way out of the game again Open up my head and take it in Just like always Think about the bar and take a swing Loaded trapeze What you need the most from me is yours I'll continue to deceive you my friend You lost what made you you Or maybe I never knew I can't stay here anymore Give it all or you're on your own I will leave you I will leave you I will leave you I will leave you --------------------------------- jack be nimble, jack be here, jack likes to blow out his ear

My Birthday
So today I turn 32. I don't feel any different. In fact I still feel more like I'm 26 or 27. Perhaps it's because I'm young at heart. Just a big kid. I'm not sure what I'm going to do for my birthday other than go to work. I'll think of something.

Grandma
My son wrote this poem for his grandma "my mom".. In the Memory of Dorothy Jones From day 1 my grandma brought me in and welcomed me into her home she always would tell me that, I was like her own. When I was depressed and unhappy as a Lil kid there was no limit 2 the special things she did. She always said that she had a shoulder I could cry on that she was always going 2 be there but now that shes gone. Ima always keep her in my prayers. I remember the good times and bad times we had, but she never stopped loving me. She was special 2 every 1 in some special way. She loved to get together with all of the family and share stories, about when she was a kid. She was the sweetest person I could ever depend on no matter what it was. If i needed shoes she got them and if I needed clothes she bought them. the love I have for her will never part I loved her then I love her now but now that shes gone I know shes still with me in my heart. No matter what I did I

Prince Andrew And Princess Colypsia
Once there lived a prince. Prince Andrew. He lived in the Kingdom of Ghettoville with his mother Queen Lillian and the evil King william the terable (and perverted) and his sister Princess Bethany. Prince ANdrew and his sister were close. they would do everything together. They would frollic in the flowers and and talk about everything. The most joy he had was when she would play with her friend Princess Colypsia. The young Prince would look out the window and watch as they plaied and laughed. One day Princess Bethany saw the young prince looking out the window watching Colypsia. SHe beconed to him She doth be of age and single. and they ran off. The next day Colypsia came over with Chaz the worrior and DRew his servent. Andrew decended the castle and beconed to her. "Mi' lady might we goi somewhere and talk without your Protecton?" "yes prince Andrew we shall" they sat on a waterfall and talked as the moon rose. The moonlight shon down on them and it gave Princess Colysia an Angelic g

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~In Texas, it's against the law for anyone to have a pair of pliers in his or her possession. ~In Philadelphia, you can't put pretzels in bags based on an Act of 1760. ~Alaska law says that you can't look at a moose from an airplane. ~In Corpus Christie, Texas, it is illegal to raise alligators in your home. ~In Miami, it is forbidden to imitate an animal. ~It is against the law to mispronounce the name of the State of Arkansas in that State. ~In Illinois, the law is that a car must be driven with the steering wheel. ~California law prohibits a woman from driving a car while dressed in a housecoat. ~In Memphis, Tennessee, a woman is not to drive a car unless a man warns approaching motorists or pedestrians by walking in front of the car that is being driven. ~In Tennessee, it is against the law to drive a car while sleeping. ~In New York, it is against the law for a blind person to drive an automobile. ~In West Virginia, only babies can ride in a baby c

Sorry!..
I'm sorry you said you'd be there till the end.. Sorry that you up and left and got with your friend. Sorry that I wasted your time. Sorry that I wanted you to be mine. I'm sorry we fought and I up and went away. Guess I got scared for come what way. Sorry I know all your personal things.. Sorry I never got back my mother's ring... Sorry I believed you said I was great. Sorry I ever said I wanted to date. Guess i'm not worth two cents like I thought... Guess I better put those bears in the fire that I bought. I guess I should have never broke my heart. I'm sorry I ever broke my heart. Sorry that the pain ever had to start. But, put the blame on me.. put the blame on me.. i'll carry the weight of the world on my shoulders put the blame on me. I'm sorry I work a dead end job sorry you ever saw me sob. just continue with your happy life and put the blame on me. it's ok just put the blame on me... akon you're not the only one with apologies...

Questions
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

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~There are over 58 million dogs in the U.S! ~Dogs and cats consume over $11 billion worth of pet food a year! ~Fingernails grow nearly 4 times faster than toenails! ~Humans blink over 10,000,000 times a year! ~In the year 2000, Pope John Paul II was named an "Honorary Harlem Globetrotter."! ~Every second, Americans collectively eat one hundred pounds of chocolate ~A fetus develops fingerprints at eighteen weeks! ~The fear of vegetables is called Lachanophobia!.. More fears... ~There are approximately fifty Bibles sold each minute across the world! ~Every year, kids in North America spend close to half a billion dollars on chewing gum! ~An earthquake on Dec. 16, 1811 caused parts of the Mississippi River to flow backwards! ~A person uses approximately fifty-seven sheets of toilet paper each day! ~Honolulu is the only place in the United States that has a royal palace! ~One gallon of used motor oil can ruin approximately one million gallons of fre

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~During your lifetime, you'll eat about 60,000 pounds of food, that's the weight of about 6 elephants! ~Some ribbon worms will eat themselves if they cant find any food! ~Dolphins sleep with one eye open! ~The worlds oldest piece of chewing gum is over 9000 years old! ~In space, astronauts cannot cry properly, because there is no gravity, so the tears can't flow down their faces! ~There are more plastic flamingos in the U.S, than real ones! ~About 3000 years ago, most Egyptians died by the time they were 30! ~More people use blue toothbrushes, than red ones! ~A sneeze travels out your mouth at over 100 m.p.h.! ~Your ribs move about 5 million times a year, every time you breathe! ~In the White House, there are 13,092 knives, forks and spoons! ~Slugs have 4 noses! ~Recycling one glass jar, saves enough energy to watch T.V for 3 hours! ~Lightning strikes about 6,000 times per minute on this planet! ~Owls are one of the only birds who can see the

I'm About Fucking Stupid....
Ever have one of those days where you feel like a total, Grade A, 100% jack ass?? I did! and it was today...here is the scope, I thought that my girl had dumped me and didn't send me a memo, email, IM, voice mail, nada...Got that resolved. Well, I'm sniffing around her myspace page, checking her out, I mean come on, if you had a girl that hot, you would check her out too...DON"T GET ANY IDEAS, SHE"S MINE! But, I was checking her out, like I always do...I work 3rd shift, what else am I gonna do? but on with the show, there were some comments that bothered me, and things that were not adding up, and me being me, I called her out on it...Smooth Move there DB, you don't even have one, and you are acting like one...Nice work. Now I feel like I have hurt her feelings, just because of my paranoia and the damage and scars left by others. I told her how I feel about her, and when I was missing her bad, I realized how deep and strong those feelings really are. Now, I am looking for a way t

About Me
Ok Heres The 411 On Me I Am 34 Yrs. Old , I`m Hispanic(French,Irish,Indian & Spanish), I Have Brown Hair , Brown Eyes, i`m 5Ft. 11 In. I`m Not Giving Out My Weight lol You`ll Just Have To Guess On That One lol I Work On My HomePages My Websites And I Like To Meet New People I Like Making New Friends Male And Female And If Any Of You Would Like To Be My Friend And Get To Know Me More Please Feel Free To Add Fan And Rate Me And Chat And Get To Know One Another I`m Hoping To Find That Special Woman Out There Whether It Be On Here Or In The Real World Being Single Is Fun At Times But Gets Very Lonely Most Of The Time

Angst
Moonlight Madness Stark Raving Lunatic Sadness Desperation turns to despair Dispicable Deserted Desolation Demons Dancing in Rhythmic Romantic Resolutions Spreeful Exuberance in the trickling Mental Anguish Hollering Howls of Hallucinogenic Revelations Revealing in the Resurrecting of another lost sorrowful soul Spacious Inequity of a broken heart Death "the end of life" Plummting Pluralisms Persecutions Punishing Penniless Taunts Tightless textile tunneling temptaions of temperament Howling Screams of mercilessness pierce the cool calm damp night Windows and Mirrors Crack and Break shattering to the abyssmal pit if hell Cool Calamity Prevails over the vast Horizon Screachless scoundrels of cocks and cunts mimic the pure pristineness of a parallel universe of pure pristine pandomimes of good Shocking Horrors Ravage the Earth Back away from the sinless spasms of mutant grotesqueness Inherit the night, The Dark, The Unknown, As limited as the eye can see, the lost myth

Is This Semester Over Yet?
This semester is really starting to kick my ass. I am tired all the time, I haven't had any time to work out in like a month. I'm not getting fat though, you have to eat to get fat. For about 2 weeks I wasn't eating in the apartment, just coming home to pass out and shower in the morning. Only 11 more days till I can go home and my awesome break can start. Ugh... so much snow. comes the time for christmas And i really have to ask If this is feeling merry How much longer must it last I wish a one horse open sleigh Would come carry me away But i've been waiting here all day And one just hasn't come my way Now excuse me if i'm not being reverent But i was hoping for a miracle to hold me, wash me Save me from my righteous doubt as i watch helpless And everybody sings If it's chanukah or kwanza Solstice, harvest or december twenty-fifth Peace on earth to everyone And abundance to everyone you're with Laha da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da da da La da da d

Start Off The Way I Mean To Go On
You have a Seductive Bedroom Personality! You are all about the classic seductive style. You can get almost anyone to hop into bed with you based on your charm alone. You are incredible at reading people and know just how to give everyone you sleep with a unique experience. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

Shit List
I recently began a journey into a lifestyle of 24/7 BDSM. This fits me well for many reasons. I’m a freak. I like to be constantly involved in mental foreplay. I love knowing that I can make someone SO delighted. It’s like Christmas every day! Because of this, I almost diverted back to being the lonely needy girl I used to be. Falling for all the wrong guys is a bad habit to start back into. Luckily my experience in relationships has stuck with me like riding a bicycle. Always pay attention to the red flags! I don’t care how enamored he has you or how right it feels. If there are caution signs going up around you, there is a reason! I had to learn this from my true Master. There is no need for this to be anything but a fun and enjoyable lifestyle. My former master seemed so comforting when he needed to be most. He showed nurture and support as often as the devil himself could. He acted encouraging and so rewarding. What could a man so wonderful possibly do so wrong? Isn’t that t

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~Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969! ~In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes! ~There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo! ~Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution! ~Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second! ~The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card! ~There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos! ~There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants! ~The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows. It was the fashion in Renaissance Florence to shave them off! ~Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500! ~The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad! ~Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after

Thank You -g-
Ok ya'll - I have been blessed by a Angel to have a friend like my friend -G- there is nobody like him! I tell ya - no one an shake a stick to him. So I am placing this in my blog for all of Fubar to see =) well, anyone who looks at my blogs anyway =)... So a huge Thank You to my viewers and my friend Catch & Release look at my gift for a lifetime! Don't be afraid to click on the pic-his work is amazing! Rate him ya'll!!! Hope you all enjoy it as much as I have! ~*~Angel Baby~*~

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The name Jeep came from the abbreviation used in the army for the "General Purpose" vehicle, G.P. The Pentagon, in Arlington, Virginia, has twice as many bathrooms as is necessary. When it was built in the 1940s, the state of Virginia still had segregation laws requiring separate toilet facilities for blacks and whites. The cruise liner, Queen Elizabeth II, moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns. Cat's urine glows under a blacklight. The highest point in Pennsylvania is lower than the lowest point in Colorado. Nutmeg is extremely poisonous if injected intravenously. If you have three quarters, four dimes, and four pennies, you have 1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar. No NFL team which plays its home games in a domed stadium has ever won a Superbowl.(DAMMIT IS THAT WHY?) The first toilet ever seen on television was on "Leave It To Beaver". The only two days of the year

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111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321 If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. Clans of long ago that wanted to get rid of their unwanted people without killing them would burn their houses down - hence the expression "to get fired." Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, John Hancock and Charles Thomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2nd, but the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later. "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language. The term "the whole 9 yards" came from W.W.II fighter pilots in the South Pacific. When arming their airplanes on the ground, the .50 caliber machine gun ammo belts measured exactly 27 feet, before being loaded into the fusel

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Iceland consumes more Coca-Cola per capita than any other nation. First novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. In the 1940s, the FCC assigned television's Channel 1 to mobile services (two-way radios in taxicabs, for instance) but did not re-number the other channel assignments. That is why your TV set has channels 2 and up, but no channel 1. The San Francisco Cable cars are the only mobile National Monuments. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is uncopyrightable. Did you know that there are coffee flavored PEZ? The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days of old when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases. The airplane Buddy Holly died in was the "American Pie." (Thus the name of the Don McLean song.) When opossums are playing 'possum, they are not "playin

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Coca-Cola was originally green. It is possible to lead a cow upstairs but not downstairs. Hawaiian alphabet has 12 letters. Amount American Airlines saved in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served first class: $40,000. City with the most Rolls Royce's per capita: Hong Kong. State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska Percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% Percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% Average number of days a West German goes without washing his underwear: 7 (I wonder how they discovered THIS? I guarantee it wasn't original research on my part.) Percentage of American men who say they would marry the same woman if they had it to do all over again: 80% Percentage of American women who say they'd marry the same man if they had it to do all over again: 50% Cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 Average number of people airborne over the US at any given hour: 61,000

Time
the thoughts that go through my mind. Running around making it unable to function. Its time time to set my thoughts free. Out of my head and on to paper. or at least out of my head. So here they are I cant help but to think that no matter what i do something is always about to come along and kick me in the butt. I cant help but wounder if i am doing the right thing with my relationship. I mean at times I cant help but think that nothing is gonna change. I am having the hardest time trusting him to stay true. But other than that I have thoughts about my friends. Who can I really trust. Some here lately have proven night after night that they are untrust worthey. Then on top of it all my worst day ever is coming up. I hate December 10th. I hate that day. Yeah if you dont already know I am suppost to have three kids. But I miscarried that day. Every month sence then is a new reminder and a new pain. Somtimes I just want to up and disapear that day. But what makes it worse

"oh" No You Di'nt...
SO there I am, minding my own business, about to enter a club or something, i don't really remember what the circumstances were, when some woman ahead of me turns around and starts gushing,"OH MY GAWD YOU LOOK JUST LIKE SANDRA OH..." Now this is not the first time I have heard this, nor was it the most memorable instance of such a generalized comparison, yet it pissed me off just the same. I had gotten ready for a sexy night out, took the time to select a ravishing, put together ensemble, make-up, hair, the works. I left the house feeling like a million, knowing I looked smoking hot...Then this woman comes along, bottle blonde, outfitted in trendy so-cal hipster garb... the kind of trendy weird looking shit that seems to be everywhere, the sort I take great pains not to purchase in a fit of shopping insanity. I don't understand why the hip outfit of the 20-30 something female in Los Angeles usually consists of a top in a LOUD colored synthetic fabric, green in this case, rusched (mean

Update
hey all! hope everyone is doing good, me not so good, things arent going so well 4 me, cause someone either did or threaten to call CPS on me, it sucks but once again i'll get through it. but other than that its been alright. thinking of going to the gym and start working out, and i'm going 2 start looking for a P/T job after christmas season. zacky is doing really well, and i got his christmas shopping done! thank god lol. anyways hope everyone has a good night :D

To Trust
He stated to her once he would never trust a woman enough to let her tie him up , but the craving for him never escaped her mind . Sitting there smiling at him she whispered in his ear " I won't hurt you just want you to know....Trust me " Surprisingly he sat in the chair naked and unsure as she began to tie his ankles to the front rungs and his hands behind the chair . Naked she sat on him caressing his face with her hand blindfold in the other hand . "I want you to enjoy this so just relax and let your senses explore what you will not see " as she slipped the blindfold over his eyes . She stood and watched him his abs tight and body all tense she walked around him sliding the tips of her fingers up and down his body till she got to his side and hunched down to caress his neck with her tongue . Lightly sucking his neck she began to poor cool edible oils down his chest watching it trace his pecks as it glided south . His ass now pressed firmly against the chair as he feels the oils now

The Forsaken
The controlled distances of a life gone wrong Killing the rhyme, a broken song Turn off the lights and leave this hall You reached for the stars but you hit a wall A minute thought of doubt in your mind With it you force my hands to bind Continue on with your fashions of self Seek after contentment, your image of wealth Around in circles, Hell bent on success Your soul too often forced to a test Bow to a power of greater importance Stop pleading with feigned ignorance Your malady of guilt causes concern Gripping so desperately to that which you yearn And so you're destined time after time To give in to your heart at the smallest sign

Polycystic Ovary Syndrome Symptoms
Polycystic Ovary Syndrome Symptoms Part of the problem when it comes to diagnosing PCOS is that many of the most common symptoms of the disorder do not seem to be related to one another, at least initially. In addition to menstrual problems, women with PCOS may suffer from acne, excessive hair growth, loss of hair, infertility, and weight gain. Of course, every woman is different; while one woman with PCOS may experience all of these symptoms, another may experience just acne and irregular periods. Getting a better understanding of just what the symptoms of PCOS may be will help you recognize whether you yourself suffer from it. Menstrual Issues PCOS often comes to light during puberty due to period problems, which affects around 75% of those with the disease. Infrequent, irregular or absent periods are all common variations, many finding their periods particularly heavy when they do arrive. The period disturbance is a sign that there is a problem with regular monthly ovula

Do You Know Who I Am?(not The Final Copy)
Do you know who I am This woman that stands before you Strong head on her shoulders A person you can run to Passion filled mind Her soul filled with desire a mother a friend a true fire starter She knows who she is what she wants What she needs Often told she's one of a different breed but do YOU truly know her soul her mind or will you be one of those who are left behind never knowing only judging what you see in front of you instead of coming to me allowing me to know you so I can let down the walls that I have built so high so you can know that girl with the many guys the one that's sick of the games and ready for love for a REAL man to step up and place her above the otha bitches and hos that he's known all his life ready to make her his queen his own his wife Do you know who I am when you look in my eyes Can you see all the hurt from the past all the lies Can you see the heartbreak just the one that I've had Can you make me believe this one w

Boy Issues
I'm having a few issues... Boy issues. Sunday night (December 2), I hung out with a friend (his name is Justin) who I'm interested in. He's smart, funny, a great conversationalist, attractive. Totally my type... He expressed interest as well. And he has a girlfriend. He says he's been having problems and he doesn't think it's going to work out with her... he even let me send her a text message with his phone as him asking if they should still stay together, and she wrote back and pretty much said they were done... We made out. I mean, he started it, but I didn't say no... and until they are actually broke up, I'm racked with guilt over it. I don't want to be that girl, you know... the homewrecker or anything. And I do not play the "rebound chick" role. My heart isn't going anywhere any time soon. I've learned that lesson. It's just... he makes me laugh. And he makes me smile. And he's totally hot. At least I think so. I'm just dumb. I overanalyze every thing and make

Try Not To Cry
The surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will

My Christmas Gift To You
This is somewhat embarrassing to admit, but since I’m only working part-time, Christmas will be tight this year. In light of that, I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts so please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up sp

The Pimp Commandments
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com The PIMP Commandments I.Thou shall not snitch. II.Thou shall not infiltrate. III.Thou shall not perpetrate. IV.Thou shall not playa hate. V.Thou shall not hoe trust. VI.Thou shall not hoe say. VII.Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII.Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX.Thou shall not be broke. X.Thou shall not be without his necessities.

Robots And Nurses~oh My!!!
Oh HELL Yeah!! This party is gonna fuckin ROCK!!! I have tickets available for this show!! If you want to go, send me a Private Message here on fubar. I MUST know if you will be there by no later than Dec. 18. If you miss this show, yer a PUSSY!! See ya there!! Silver

Do I Need A Man?
You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One! You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around. Do You Need a Man?

2007 Awards
2007 awards best romance~ with out a doubt the only and best romance i have had this year goes to kevin. hes amazing.. and its been the best year ever! Best new friends of 2007 katey gets this hands down that girl just listens to me and seems like that no matter how bad it gets and believe me sometimes the shit is so deep you need knee high boots.. eddie you are just damned awesome and yes i stole this idea from you.. Parnter in crime~ hmmmmm.... good one im not too sure about this one yet most faithful friend~ jojo- because shes is my best girl and always ALWAYS has my back even from five states away and Kevin- even if im wrong he has my back friend off the internet~ phillip- he listens as well as any person i see and call best comment and pic award~ lucy hers ALWAYS make me smile Most wild friend~ huh? i dunno eddie i think next to me but i dont count as my own friend so eddie from all the stories i g

ÅlwÅy§
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always

Nsfw = Bullshit!!
OK, so I can understand why a pic may not be suitable for your main pic, but this NSFW is pure bullshit!!! First off if you are surfing the net at work then ya ain't working and ya boss ought to fire ya ass. Second, one of my pics got rated this I assume because it was a coupon for a free orgasm...give me a break...you can see and hear worse than that on TV...such as the retarded anti-smoking commercial from whadafuxup...I mean any moron knows that stands for What The Fucks Up in the stupid way the kids talk now days. As far as I'm concerned everyone here SHOULD be an adult and IF there are kids surfing this site then their parents are to blame if they see something they shouldn't because they aren't paying very much attention to what their kids are doing. This is a major problem in this country now, too many people (I say people because if they let their kids run rampant then they damn sure ain't parents in any form or fashion) not being responsible for their kids much less

...ÅnÐ Thën Thërë WÅ§ ŸØü!
So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All because there was you.

When It Comes To Men, Are You A Player?
The Only Thing You Play is "Cool" It's not that you don't have the skills to juggle a few men� Nope, you just lack the desire. You prefer dating to be a simple one on one process. No games, no other people, no drama - just you and the guy you're getting to know. When It Comes To Men, Are You a Player?

Thursday, December 6th
Tonight midnight my fu auction is over. Don't know if I'll be up at the fu time it ends. It was kinda fun. Thanks Nikki for your guidance and all. I even have bids in on a couple; am winning two at the moment. Should be the same bid but one is way more than the other; not my doing; guess it just depended on who had more friends, so if I win both, I'd treat them both the same. lol Me fu own two of fubar's finest. Oh yeah. lol Went to see my son in jail tonight. First time I actually saw him 'in person' since Thanksgiving. When Beate and I went to court last Friday, we only saw him on a video screen. That really sucked. So, I go home from work, stopped at Sonic so Zack could get his burger and Reese's blast, then sat on the couch for a bit until it was time to go to jail and sit and wait. Went last Thursday with Beate and it was first come, first served. Only four at a time go to each 'pod' and are there for 20 minutes only supposedly. We waited and waited. So ton

How Sarcastic Are You?
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

Whïlë ŸØü Wërë §lëëpïng
While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

Tough Love V.s. Spanking
Tough Love vs. Spanking Most of America 's population think its improper to spank children, so I have tried other methods to control my kids when they have one of "those moments." One that I found effective is for me to just take the child for a car ride and talk. They usually calm down and stop misbehaving after our car ride together. Sincerely, A Friend I think this will work with grandchildren, also.

12-6-2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 6,2007 Your reputation is stronger than ever and it should be easy for you to wow the right people without having to do much more than say a few words. Make sure everyone knows where you stand.

Do Men Think You're You A Tease?
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

How To Be A Pimp Part 4
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com How To Be A PIMP Part 4 ALWAYS..... *Find ways to keep your women without kissing there ass. *Seek knowledge about the pimp game. *Be positive in everything you do,especially the pimp game. *Take care of the little things,and if the female is qualified make her take care of the big things. *Keep your mind on your money. *Live by the rules you set on your women. *Keep the pimp/bitch relationship well defined. *Be a puzzle to your women, that's a way you keep them. *Reemeber what you are, a pimp!!! *Remember, the only heaven for a pimp is the one filled with women and money. *Remember a pimp's wardrobe has to be neat and clean, his ride must be eye catching. A Playa only plays for so long, then he's played out. A Hustler only hustles for so long, then he's hustled out. A Whore only whores for son long, before shes whored out. A PIMP only pimps for so long and thats for life!!! From all the PIMPS I've known

Just Made It To 10,000 Comments Yay For The Help
yeppers made it to 10,000 comments only 30,000 more to go i know we can do this click the link and come help out make some new friends in the preocess here is the link click and bombs away

How To Be A Pimp Part 3
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com How To Be A Pimp Part 3 Remember.... *There isn't a female you cant do w/out. *Pimping isn't a game o/ love. Your women should fear you. *Just like drugs,dont get high off your own supply and what you supply is women. *If you keep your money right, Mr. Justice will smile on you. *The world is nothing but a bitch,and you are her pimp. *Earn your pimping degree in whoreology. *You are not a gentlemen, you are a pimp. *You only get great by pimping by the rules. *Pimps are like cars. The best known may not be the real yardstick to the best one. *You dont have to pimp, you've got to pimp. *It's a violation of the pimp laws to quit a female who is bringing you money. *Money over women. *The pimp game is not for kids. *Never confide in your women, keep your thoughts seceret. *Never count your money until it is in your hand. *Pimping isn't a sex game, It's a mind game. *Just like a company, downsize and

What Each Kiss Means
what each kiss means - Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

How To Stay Young.......
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him/her. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." 4. Enjoy the simple things. Look around you: they are everywhere. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. 6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. Be alive while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it is family, pets keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. 9. Don't take guilt trips. Go to the malls, have an ice-cream cone, a cup

Now Shes Gone
Last year i had the best birthday ever. my mom came home from the hospital last year. best present ever. this birthday is going to be really hard. its crazy to think it was six months ago that she died. it seems like just yesterday.

My Results: "are You Ready For A New Boyfriend?"
You are Ready to Date Again If you're not out there already, you should be. Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship. Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage. Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him. Now, on to a better guy :-) It's time for you to start dating! Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites. Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights. Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

Things About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:marieBirthday:4-7-71Birthplace:georgiaCurrent Location:arkansasEye Color:hazelHair Color:brownHeight:5'0"Right Handed or Left Handed:leftYour Heritage:whiteThe Shoes You Wore Today:work bootsYour Weakness:johnYour Fears:losing johnYour Perfect Pizza:pepperoniGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:to be excepted into nursing schoolYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:w

How To Be A Pimp (part 2)
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com How To Be A Pimp Part 2 A Woman..... *A pimp with a fine female has to keep his game tight. *Females always try to find a weakness in a pimp. *A female will always leave you if she has money. Keep them broke. *A pretty black female and a white female are alike.They will try to destroy your stable and leave you broke. *The way you start with a female is the way you end with her. Pimp hard from the start. *If you chase a female you get a weak one,if you stalk her you get a strong one. *Don't give a trife broke female a second chance. *Taking their money is an excellent way to keep women. *Have your women give you your every time you see them. *Always keep your women on mental file. *There is nothing more important than what makes a new female tick and why. Make her tell you her life story. *Tell your women they can go down on a price,never up. *Tell her to recruit for you. *The tougher you are, the more

Claiming The Fifth
I sit with this riff in my head and a drink in my hand not worth drinking a note not sung nor a though not said nor worth thinking I sit and drink and think and stink cause showers are for not stinking girl grab that chest lest we invest in thoughts not worth thinking I sigh and take break! I love this time that I can't find crimes in rhymimg or that what's worth taking all these thoughts I lost and now costs so much more than their ranking think of me now, as an amount that's worth more than the taking I show up watch the games and see so much love, more produced in commercials than promoted in the love for love making that hasn't been yet a bite, I bite my lip in the hopes that it's all worthis worth this time it's been taking, this is all in hopes for a hope that the most exhausted and time consuming thought worth faking!

How To Be A Pimp
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com How To Be A PIMP/PIMPTRESS A Pimp/Pimptress... *keeps his/her emotions to himself/herself *is his/her own best company *doesn't get paid for screwing.He/She gets paid for always having the right thing to say to his females/her men. *with sense never lets a female/male go who still has some trick in him/her. *is really a bitch/dick who has reversed the game. *should be prince charming/angelic to females/males.They should think you're GOD!! *should always have one thought in his/her head, Pimp or Die! *should control the whole female/male,be the boss of his/her life,ever his/her thoughts. *should always be determined in any and everything. *should always recognize and respect other pimps/pimpettes. *should never accept anything but his/her money. *must be serious!!! *has to be married, married to the pimp/pimptress game. *could cut his dick off, and still pimp his ass off!!(Well a pimptress doesn't have

My Results: "how Do Men See You?"
Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You?

My Deepest Fear
Love turns to ashes as the story goes We've shared our ups and so many lows You helped me stand when I couldn't crawl Now you're not here as I start to fall How could giving up be so easy I guess you never even loved me So I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone, my deepest fear I knew not to trust my heart this time Somehow I got lost in your sweet sublime How many more times will I let you in Each time I die a little more within Starting over seems so futile I should just lose myself in denial Now I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? And I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone my deepest fear

Cruise Control
Here\'s something i didn\'t know -- hope it will be useful to you too! Driving tip that could save your life I WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT THIS? A 36 YEAR OLD FEMALE HAD AN ACCIDENT SEVERAL WEEKS AGO AND TOTALED HER CAR. A RESIDENT OF KILGORE , TEXAS SHE WAS TRAVELING BETWEEN GLADEWATER & KILGORE. IT WAS RAINING, THOUGH NOT EXCESSIVELY, WHEN HER CAR SUDDENLY BEGAN TO HYDRO-PLANE AND LITERALLY FLEW THROUGH THE AIR. SHE WAS NOT SERIOUSLY INJURED BUT VERY STUNNED AT THE SUDDEN OCCURRENCE! WHEN SHE EXPLAINED TO THE HIGHWAY PATROLMAN WHAT HAD HAPPENED HE TOLD HER SOMETHING THAT EVERY DRIVER SHOULD KNOW - NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR CRUISE CONTROL ON. SHE THOUGHT SHE WAS BEING CAUTIOUS BY SETTING THE CRUISE CONTROL AND MAINTAINING A SAFE CONSISTENT SPEED IN THE RAIN. BUT THE HIGHWAY PATROLMAN TOLD HER THAT IF THE CRUISE CONTROL IS ON WHEN YOUR CAR BEGINS TO HYDRO-PLANE AND YOUR TIRES LOSE CONTACT WITH THE PAVEMENT, YOUR CAR WILL ACCELERATE TO A HIGHER RATE OF SP

Should I?
Just curious and looking for an opinion on wether I should delete this profile or not? Since I don't seem to get many visitors or people rating pictures anymore so I'm wondering if it's worth the effort to keep this page going. comments welcomed.

Happy
I am talking to a new woman. I am hopeing that I dont fuck up this one. I just caint wait to deploy and come home and I just hope she is still there for me. I have had exspence in deploy with women because I am not the most easiest guy to be with when I deploy. I just hope that one day that the woman I end up with will be the one for me. I am takeing time to get to know this one. And if she goes then she goes but one day the gods and goddess will give me the one that I am meant to be with. I mest up one marriage I dont wont to do it again. The only I know is that my kids will always be the one that picks me up when I am down with a woman. They have gotten so big on me.

A "free" Christmas
Being out of work and low on funds, I thought it would be hard to get my three kids some Christmas presents. But I did. I went to MyCokeRewards.Com and redeemed some of my points. I got each of my kids a present that they would like. My son got a Nascar hat featuring his favorite driver. My oldest daughter got a "Pirates of the Caribbean III" movie poster. I got my youngest daughter a figurine issued by Coke. I still need to get my wife something. I will figure something out.

Bad Shot Of Reality
I'm qualifying myself for this one. Have you ever caught yourself thinking about someone all the time, about all the promises the two of you made and then have them shattered by a dose of reality? I just did. I knew it was too good to be true but for some reason I wanted it to work even though I knew it never would. I'm just a hopeless romantic *sigh*

Pleasing,serving And Obeying
Hi I had a Master with whom i would do anything for him.He always had something else to do or didn't have time for his slave.It hurts so much to think about why he did this to me.I always thought that when you give yourself to that person that they would take care of you.thats what i thought.He was a better Master when he was in Tulsa,but when he moved to Abilene he changed drastically.he didn't have contact with me for weeks on time.I was the one who had to call him.He was not being that dominating with me there.He wanted to be a Master but didn't want the responsibility of having a slave. I was with this person for 1 year. Are all Masters this way? I hope not.I have a Master now soon to see.This Master takes the time to contact me and i do have to say this whether anyone cares or not.but i have been told i will soon be punished for not obeying him.Whether anyone reads this or not is up to them.and to each their opinion.Everyone have a great day

The Christmas Pageant
You do not have to be a parent to enjoy this! My husband and I had been happily married (most of the time) for five years but hadn't been blessed with a baby. I decided to do some serious praying and promised God that if he would give us a child, I would be a perfect mother, love it with all my heart and raise it with His word as my guide. God answered my prayers and blessed us with a son. The next year God blessed us with another son. The following year, He blessed us with yet another son. The year after that we were blessed with a daughter. My husband thought we'd been blessed right into poverty. We now had four children, and the oldest was only four years old. I learned never to ask God for anything unless I meant it. As a minister once told me, "If you pray for rain, make sure you carry an umbrella." I began reading a few verses of the Bible to the children each day as they lay in their cribs. I was off to a good start. God had entrusted me with four child

Christmas Bonus
Well I said that I would make a new blog on this one.. The company that I work for has been going on and on about how well we are doing as a franchise and that EVERYONE was going to get a X-Mas bonus this year.. Well all of us "employees" started to get all happy and thrilled about the idea we might acually get something back in return for our blood,sweat and tears right?? Well there I was at work "like I always am" and we were discussing the party that is coming up and well what all we were going to bring and yadda yadda. Well the manager calls us and lets us know that our bonus is going to be put into our bank accts tonight and to check how nice they are.. so excited yet questioning we all go into our crap online to look at our most recent deposit from the company.. LONE BEHOLD THERE IT WAS....... A WHOPPING DEPOSIT FOR $30.80!! WOW that is such a AMAZING bonus to us all let me tell ya... all of us about fell on the floor laughing that they took the time to even put this s

If I Died Tomorrow
by Beki D If I died tomorrow Would you ever know, Truly just how much My heart did love you so? If my life were over And my words again you'd never hear, I hope you know how much You have changed all of my years. If forever's ended I hope that you will know I never forgot about you, Always you were in my soul. See you gave my life new meaning Brought true love into my life, It was you that taught me how To suddenly survive. So if I died tomorrow I hope someone shares with you, My simple words I have written For I loved no other but you. Great poem, except for the last line, one has to be in love to have loved.

This Is Deep!
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a court house. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this woman belongs in hell." He proceeded to

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Burning Multiple Times To The Same Cd
Generally, when you burn files to a CD once, you’re done — you can’t burn to that CD again. Unless you use this little trick: First create a new folder and give it a descriptive name (something like “burn baby burn!” Kidding). Now put the files you want to burn into that folder, then go to the Applications folder and open the Utilities folder. Double-click on Disk Utility. When it comes up, go under the File menu, under New, and choose Disk Image from Folder, and then when the Open dialog appears, find that folder with the stuff you want to burn and click the image button. A Save dialog appears in which you can leave the name as is or choose a new name (leave the other controls alone), and then click Save. In a few moments, a disk image of your folder’s contents will appear in the list on the left side of the Disk Utility dialog. Click on that icon, and then click the burn button at the top left of the Disk Utility dialog. When you click the Burn button, a dialog will appear asking

Why Condoms Come In Boxes Of 3, 6 & 12
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks. "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called Condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex". "Oh I see," replied the boy. "Yes, I've heard of safe sex in health class at School" He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high schoolboys, One for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks,"Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, Picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March.

Wow...
People must think I'm a fucking idiot and can't see what's going on. I hate when people try and play me for a fool. Anyway, I actually got about 3 hrs of sleep today. I can't remember getting that much sleep all at once in the longest time. I should go get some sleeping pills from my doc, but last time I did that, they made me see shit. Is Ambien s'pose to do that?

Work
Well I am not sure how to start this one so I am going to wing it here... No matter what I do I manage to find trouble rather it in my personal life or in my work life.. Seems that I have been getting myself in to alot of trouble at work...Yeah well I am human after all right... Here is my issue! I like to think of myself as someone alittle bright and well I can manage to understand english for the most part anyway "spoke it all my life" EXCEPT when I was stuck in baby lang phase but that don't count I was still learning and that was well over 20 years ago! ANYWAY! I made a few mistakes at work and this type of thing happens but here is the part that bothers the hell out of me.. Why is it that I always seem to get stuck with a manager that thinks she is smarter then me or means more in the world then I do? Nothing irritates me more than someone that talks down to me like I am a child! Mind you I manage to hold my tongue and keep my pissed off thoughts to myself at that point, bu

Not The Man
On the mourning you awoke 2 see Me, the man of your dreams was not me All the feelings i had inside Now feeling you had lied Not the man you wanted to be It was not true and know i see Trust is something you held from me And now that you left im feeling blue You have 2 loving boys i see Now another you look for another i see It hurts me to think of the things i didnt know Back when your love 4 me was possible Now im stuck in misery Knowing love between us can never be Was never meant to be For i am not the man you seek i care, i love, i am me Nothing i see you seek you see So look for someone to cuddle i see I want only someone who Wants to cuddle with me.

Everything To Me
Alright well here is a poem i wrote n ima put in sum1s xmas card but i was wondering how it sounds n such..i jus hope bozo dont read it hahaha i was tired of hurting so tired of searching. i been let down so many times b4 then you came into my life. i didn't want ne thing that would grow strong but now theres this feeling ive never known this feeling i cant explain. this is all new to me. your like ive never known. i had so many walls up had so many shields but it didn't take you long to knock them all down. from the moment we first touched. nobodys ever had this much control over me. if you wanted to you could make me look like a fool. i worked so hard not to let it build into something but with you i had no chance. you are so amazing caring incrediby sexy it was so hard to say no. the minute you held me the first kiss the first touch of your hand i knew this was something differnt. i wasn't going to be able to be strong i tried to run tried to hi

Tired Of Being Lonley
i am tired of being lonley. i wish i had a girlfriend to share all of my happy times with and to share all my sad times with. i want to find a woman who likes the samethings as i do. or one who would be willing to compromise and work togeather to accomplish great things with. i want a woman who will not cheat on me, one who will treat me right. a woman who loves attention. a woman who will give me attention and affection. one who shows compassion when i need it.

Message 4 Twisted Goddess
hey dumbshit , why would u think i'd be obsessed wit u? i only created another account since you blocked me you spineless tramp! and i had 2 get the word across 2 u. being that u had 2 start shit its obvious u can't finish it.ur name fits u well cause u really r twisted u skank!u obviously have things mixed up and u r so confused. besides u deserved 2 be downrated ROFL

I Miss You Every Day
It's been 2 years since my world crashed in, 2 years of every day missing and needing my husband. 2 years of forceing myself to get up and face the day, and thank god for my kids and now 7 grandkids, Cody 9 yrs, Sweet Jordan 7 yrs, happy Brooke 6 yrs, Fiesty Summer 3 yrs, Baby John 10 months who is named after you, And the twins Kayliegh and Hayden 6 months. I have made many mistakes over the last 2 years , and I have learned many things, But I try to remember the love we shared and the love I will always have for you until the day I join you, we had bad times , lord knows sometimes we wondered why we got married and why we stayed together. But the good times more than made up for all the pain ,anger and hurt that two people will always give to another person as they grow and learn. We laughed and loved, we grew together.We hurt when the other one was hurt, we went to battle when one was needed to protect the other, we stood together and back to back. We raised two g

Holiday
so, I was thinking, I'd like this to be a nice christmas. all the past ones have been chaotic, with running around to see both sides of my family and whatnot, it's a headache. I just found out I'm going to the sandbox. And I would really like for this christmas to be filled with copious amounts of fun and cheer with family and friends. I never write blogs, but I needed to vent. I hope noone reads this, as I hate blogs, bloggers, blogging, joggers (because it sounds like bloggers), eggblogg (the delicious alcoholic treat, tainted by teenaged angst), lincoln blogs, bologna (because it's a few letters off and it's disgusting), and any other combinations of the letters B, L, O, and G. I'm terribly sorry to offend if your name happens to be bolg. nothing personal, kidd.

Important Blog
This is utterly stupid that people get upset at me for not rating their pictures back. I have to ask, do you know how many picture rates and profile rates I get in a day? Over 300 at least! How am I supposed to return them all?! I have a life to live! I'd have to sit at the computer all day to be able to return them all! I try my hardest to return rates, but sometimes there are just too many! I appericate everyone that rates me! I just get called so many rude names for not rating back. And I'm getting sick and tired of it. So if you don't understand why I can't always rate you back, then I don't know how to make you understand. But I'm sick and tired of the rude names that I get called on a day to day basis by some of you. Please, its only FUBAR. Where I love each and every one of my friends and fans, I WILL NOT tolerate being disrespected by ANY of you. NONE of you really know me. So PLEASE stop and think before you decide to send hatemail my way. Because I'm TIRED OF IT!!! And as

Those Are The Words
I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul. Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost. Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain. Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane. I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow. The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow. Those are the words that open my heart up to you To show you how I feel about everything you do. Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside. All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide. I love you. Those are the words that is my gift to you from me. To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy. Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories They bring my

~ Christmas Lights To Silent Night In Sacramento, Ca~
Computer controlled Christmas lights timed to music. 2006 Features more than 100,000 Christmas lights timed to music with 288 individual channels, fireworks, mega tree and much more. The whole show uses custom hardware and software that is not available anywhere as it was built by our team for this show. The Show is in the Sacramento, California Area (Carmichael Specifically). This song is Silent Night.

My Mumm Got Removed :(
it was a good one too! it would have made it into the top mumms list...**cries** lol...its just ridiculous because it WASNT nsfw. here are the pictures that i posted on it : then the question was simple...do i look better in white or red fishnet. ugh...freakin gay anyways thanks to all of you who supported me by re-posting, and to alice for making my bulletin look fresh :) **muahs** oh yeah...11s to comments during happy hour :)

All Around Me
I love this song! All Around Me My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say We are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing Take my hand I give it you Now you own me, All I am You said you would never leave me I believe you, I believe I can feel you all around me Thic

Searching Just Your Bookmarks
f you’re trying to search for a particular bookmark, you’ll want to know this trick: First, click on the Show All Bookmarks icon in the top-left corner of the Bookmarks Bar. Doing this makes the Collections column visible on the left side of Safari, but more importantly, it adds a Search field at the bottom center of the Safari window. When you type search terms in this field, it searches just within your bookmarks, so you get super-fast results.

On The Wings Of A Dream
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

~ Christmas Lights To Carol Of The Bells ~
These incredible light displays are controlled by computer hardware and software specifically designed for this purpose and YES IT'S REAL! The display is silent to neighbors. The music is broadcast over a low power FM signal and a sign is placed in the yard to tell you what station to tune in to to hear the music. Pretty amazing!

Need Contest For King And Queen Of Fubar
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! STARTING TIME WILL BE 7 P.M EASTERN AND END 7 PM ON THE 13TH...........! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS HERE THE LINK TO CONTEST: AKAMRS. T/lil pleasure/ lil business@ fubar !

Great
so here it is i just finished taking my exam for vet school tonight. i do it online very hard.out of 5 exams so far i have only missed 2 questions. im so excited about it and thought i would share my good news with everyone. well have a good one peeps.

Hidden Talent
Rolling, flowing smooth black road trailing endlessly under the moon, a pitched shreek sailing along waves of cloudes. A brisk night, crisp taste sends lips licking red swollen lips. Black hair swaying side to side just enough to tickle her waist as she sways her hips slowly and suductively, arms reaching towards luna moon. Her wispers fast and rasping with gasps every so often. Her tiny cat like nose twitching as pesky pixies are fluttering all around her, pinching, prodding and poking her as she tries to call out darkness. peckish perskinskey pixies plodding angerling at her, then suddening a thunderously loud roar pours out a howl deafing the world around about. She breathes slowly and moves towards to the beast, as the pixies split buzzing away into the forrest pissed off at her. As she bends down to the beast as it growls at her. backing slowly away the beast stares at her intensely into her dark green eyes, seemed to have felt forever only it was in within moments that

Please Pray For My Beautiful Baby Girl Melunie
MY 3WK OLD BABYGIRL WAS CAREFLIGHTED TO CHILDRENS HOSPITAL IN DALLAS WED. MORNING WITH INFECTION OF THE COLON AND GUT. THE BILE IN HER SYSTEM HAD GOTTEN INTO HER LUNGS AND BLOODSTREAM AND WAS SO BACKED UP THAT IT WAS CAUSING STRESS ON HER HEART WHICH BROUGHT HER HEARTRATE TO 240 WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE ONLY BEEN ABOUT 150 OR 160. SHE HAD EMERGENCY SURGERY TO PUT IN A COLOSTOMY BAG WHEN THEY FOUND THE OBSTRUCTION. THEY CUT OUT PART OF HER BOWEL. SHE HAD TO HAVE A BLOOD TRANSFUSION BECAUSE HER COUNT WAS LOW AND THEY COULDN'T GET IT BACK UP. WHICH IS KEEPING HER FROM REGULATING HER OWN BODY TEMPERATURE. SHE WILL HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY AGAIN BUT IT WILL BE ANOTHER MONTH AT LEAST BEFORE THEY CAN DO IT. THEY WANT TO GET RID OF ALL THE INFECTION FIRST BUT THEY SAID MORE THAN LIKELY SHE WILL GET ANOTHER INFECTION BEFORE SURGERY. THEY SAID SHE HAS HIRSCHSPRUNGS DISEASE. HD IS A DISORDER OF THE COLON IN WHICH CERTAIN NERVE CELLS ARE ABSENT. SHE IS ISOLATED WHERE NO ONE CAN HOLD HER OR TOUCH HER EXCEPT

Bad News
I gotten a phone call 2 days ago and my dr. said my test results came back and that I have cercial cancer,It's got me really scared,I have to go in for surgery on the 20th of this month to have it removed the dr. stated that it will always come back but having it removed will help me live longer unless it his a main organ.I'm feeling very depressed cause I just had a baby 2 months ago and I have 2 other children that need me as well,I want to thank all my friends on here that has been suppotive during my time of need I love ya all

The Reiki Creed
Here are some simple ways to bring happiness into your life. I Thought I'd share with you the words of Dr. Mikao Usui, founder of the Usui Reiki Ryoho Gakkai method of Reiki: Just for today do not anger - Just for today do not worry - Just for today, be humble Just for today, be honest in your work Just for today, Be compassionate to yourself and others Earn your living honestly - Show gratitude to every living thing.