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Sniper Christmas Carol.......for The Point Whores
You better watch out You better not cry You better not pout im tellin you why Sniper man is coming to town Im lookin at my friends list And I'm checkin it over twice Finding out for sure whos been naughty and whos been nice I know when you are Online I know when you are not I know if you have checked me out And I like that an aweful lot You better watch out You better not cry You better not pout im tellin you why Sniper man is coming to town There is over 500 of you That ive added to my list I know when you have rated my Stash My blogs and all my pics You better watch out You better not cry You better not pout im tellin you why Sniper man is coming to town So dont take this so personally If I take you off my list Its just that I know ive rated yours and youve not returned the love for SHIT!! You better watch out You better not cry You better not pout im tellin you why Sniper man is coming to town

Bye
as ppl thats do know me i hate saying bye so when i say it i mean it ill be leaving fubar on friday i have met some great frends on here and for those who still want to know me pleae me you yim and ill get back to you take good care bye

Poem... Death
; Death wont catch ya death wont win. Run run run to where love is , this is all new at the end of a rainbow , but you can achieve it as you run there though. As you go thru trails a blazing , but nothing will touch you not even a faze you. your mission is to achieve and out run death that trys to destroy thee.No doubts along the way . Think about the furure along the way, how you,ll over come and beging again...But Love is what a soul needs to be as beautifull as thee . With out love you,ll surey shrivle up and die. Love keeps the fire inside ones life. .. Hugs diana

My Bully
The 69th Precinct is open for business and ready to protect !!! Are you tired of Downraters degrading you? Are you tired of the DRAMA that occurs? Sick and tired of perverts harassing you and pushing you around? Want something done about it? Now you can!! The 69th Pct. is open and ready to protect and serve! How do you get there? It's simple.....Click on the pic below! Come let us PROTECT you at 69th Precinct Where Bullsh*t is not tolerated and family is honored!!! (repost of original by '

I Am A Warrior
✠ I shall not allow this to be just another day. As I am fighting my way through life. My currant mind state is not one of comfort. I am fighting the beast, resisting the attempt to be devoured by the many undesirable happenings, all recent in this existence I call my life. ✠ I saw myself beginning to crumble this last night. The effects of these tragedies had begun to extirpate my strength of being. Consuming all that is me. Asphyxiation,, bound with ropes of my own senses; Touch-razor sharp jagged and unbound. Smell-sour, lingering. Taste-a bitter harshness. Sight-stained with tears, uncontrollably running down flushed skin, leaving trails of pain comparable to third degree burns, memories and fears. Sound-indistinct whistling and hums rapidly growing louder and undeniably deafening. Emotions ravaging me, the attempt to devitalize all that is within me. ✠

Sammi Jo
Sammi Jo i love you to death babygirl, you leave this world i'll be nothing and i'll be so lost without u by my side... your the only person thats kept me around for this long...so your not leaving my side ever... even if i have to go down there and hold you and cry...jus to make u feel better..we've been through thick and thin together..and we're still as strong as ever..and it'll stay that way..and i dont think i'd be here without you..because you've kept me alive to this day..and if you died i'd go with you..and i dont think leaving me right now is gunna help either of us..bc were sisters and sisters stick together through everything...

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother

Bulletin With Background
This tutorial is made for a lounge bulletin, this can be altered for any other bulletin needs. Top Text Here Bottom Text Here ******************************** INSTRUCTIONS #1 Replace Background Image URL Here with the URL for the Background Image (use the DIRECT LINK code from photobucket) #2 Replace lounge link here with the link to your lounge #3 Replace picture link here with the URL to the picture you want to link (use the DIRECT LINK code from photobucket) #4 Replace Top Text Here and Bottom Text Here with the text you want in your bulletin #5 Set your Font Size and Coloring ******************************** Font Size and Color Codes Font Size Only Font Color Only Font Size and Color ALWAYS END FONT SETTINGS WITH ******************************** Example Font Coding This is an example ******************************** You can get font color codes from: http://www.

Anesthesia
Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two black entities 'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun No way to prepare, impending despair Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose" Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World renowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Options exhausted, except for anesthesia - anesthesia I don't feel anything.

Just A Car Crash Away
Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. She blew me her death-kiss And the mouth-marks Bled down my eye, Like her dying On my windshield. I can already feel Her worms Eating my spine. So how can it be this lonely? Is this all we get For our lives? Is love only sweeter when One of dies? Then I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns Down Everything you say. I knew that our love was Just a Car Crash Away.

Truly Great
Life is not always easy. And that is a major reason why it is so precious. Many of life's best rewards are possible only because you must work your way through difficult challenges to get to them. If everything in life were easy, there would be no opportunity for real fulfillment. If the only things you experienced were pleasure and comfort, it would be impossible for you to fully appreciate them. A life of total ease and a complete lack of challenge would be unbearably tedious. When the next challenge comes your way, when the next obstacle blocks your progress, find it in yourself to be thankful. For the difficulties provide you with truly magnificent opportunities to create value, to find meaning and fulfillment in living. The challenges enable you to give of yourself and to make a real difference. And that's something you desire at the deepest level. Life is not always easy. And because of that, you have the opportunity to make it truly great. -- Ralph Marston

1000 Fu-bucks For Just One Rate
I'm in a RATES ONLY contest trying to win the prize for a friend can't say who cos it's a surprise and i don't want her to see lol This contest ends in a couple of hrs and im behind so really need your help! PLZ RATE THIS PIC!!!!!! (DO NOT COMMENT) CLICK HERE TO RATE once you have rated send me a fu-message to let me know and i will transfer the fu-bucks (might transfer them tomorrow as its 3am here and i need sleep! lol) §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥@ fubar PLZ HELP ME WIN THIS FOR HER! and REPOST REPOST REPOST!

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email replies.

On My Own
see all those people on the ground wasting time i try to hold it all inside but just for tonight the top of the world sitting here wishing the things I've become that something is missing maybe I... but what do I know and now it seems that i have found nothing at all I want to hear your voice out loud slow it down without it all I'm choking on nothing it's clear in my head and I'm screaming for something knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

Unexpected Tragedy....
You just never know when life is going to take a tragic turn. Last week, after thinking to myself "thank heavens the kids are going back to school after Thanksgiving break!", I got a phone call. I was told that my 18yr old step son died in a car accident moments before. I still feel like I am in a dream and at any moment someone will wake me up. He died in Oklahoma, so my husband had to go out there and take care of all the arrangements. Now our son sits in a wooden container in our hutch in the living room. Each day I take him out and give him a hug, wishing I could have giving him one last hug and kiss before they cremated him. (I had to stay home with the rest of our 9 children, and all our farm animals). So for those of you who have children, cherrish them, love them, adore them. Life is too short to hold grudges, or to yell and scream all the time. Tell them every day before they leave the house that you love them very much. You just never know when it could be the last t

Not Just Hearing....but Listening Well.
Learning to really listen to another human being - beyond just his or her words - is critical to good communication. Valuable exchanges between human beings can occur only when each listens carefully to the other and tries sincerely to understand the other person's meaning. Much anger and frustration with others could be avoided if we truly understood one another. Constant thoughts running through our minds is a form of talking, and we can't listen to another (including our Higher Power) if we are still talking. Do I really listen? By trying to understand another, let me learn something about myself.

Pink Floyd - Welcome To Machine
GOOD MORNIN FUBARITES! GUESS WHAT ITS WEDNESDAY! WE MADE IT TO THE HUMP NOW IF WE GET OVER WE'LL BE JUST FINE FOR THE WEEKEND! STARTIN IT OFF TODAY WITH SOME PINK FLOYD HERE'S WELCOME TO MACHINE :D ENJOY Welcome my son, Welcome to the machine. Where have you been? It's alright we know where you've been. You've been in the pipeline, filling in time, Provided with toys and Scouting for Boys. You bought a guitar to punish your ma, And you didn't like school, And you know you're nobody's fool, So welcome to the machine. Welcome my son, welcome to the machine. What did you dream? It's alright we told you what to dream. You dreamed of a big star, he played a mean guitar, He always ate in the Steak Bar. He loved to drive in his Jaguar. So welcome to the machine.

Goofy Goober!
First of all, good morning. :D Secondly, Luvy has got to be the goofiest kid in the world. The movies she finds on TV kill me. Yesterday her, myself, sibbers, and nene were watching The Hebrew Hammer in my room. Seriously, find that movie. I laughed so hard that I thought I was going to have an accident. I gotta get it on DVD. It was the one time the three kids sat still and watched a movie and we were all laughing.

The Perfect Dress
well, I found it. I finally found the dress I need for a Christmas party Jeff and I are going to this weekend. And I even bought high heel shoes to wear. That should be funny to watch me walk in heels. I haven't worn heels in like 20 years.....I will have to make sure the video camera stays home so Jeff can't tape me... Anyway, my dress is black with glitter on it. We are gonna be so nice looking together. Like I said yesterday I am one to make sure we match and we will. I looked forever for the dress and finally after I gave up hope I found one on another rack. Then when I tried it on....it fits me snuggly~! I will be on a crash diet this week so I can be comfy in it. Nah, it has a sheer overshirt with glitter on it so that will help to conceal how tight it really it. I will get pics to post next week. I had a nice conversation with a young man last night. Some things have happened and he was defending his mom. He was being such a gentleman and just letting me know kin

I Will Miss You!!!
To all my friend I love you guys. You all rock!!! I am going through a very hard time right now. I'm moving out and leaving by my husband's request. I don't know when and how long I will be on the net until I get everything settled. This is going to be hard for me so I hope you understand. Being with someone for ten years and have it fall apart is beyond heart breaking. But, I understand people grow apart. Right now my big decision is if I stay in Oklahoma or move back to Texas where my family is. I don't know which I want to do. I would miss my friends here. Yes, I love my family but, I wouldn't want to be a burden to them and live off them till I could get a job there. My very close friend will hear from me and I will let you know how I am doing along the way. I do believe things will look up. I'm trying to be a strong person through this but, I will admit I'm not doing a very good job. I'm at a loss right now and don't know up from down. Anyhow I don't want to ramble on and put the

Foundry Cams: Ashleigh Strips Out Of Her F*ck Me Shirt
We sent the lovely young Ashleigh from FOUNDRY CAMS one of our F*CK ME shirts, and she was nice enough to make us another video. She didn't keep it on for very long, though. She throws off the shirt and shows off her tiny thong and amazing ass, which has us all drooling on our shoes. Music by THE CURSED CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO Then, once you're all frothed up, go to FOUNDRY CAMS at chat with Ashleigh LIVE!

Hello
OK IWANT TO TRY AND SEE IF I CAN GET A MILLION FRIENDS AND FANS SO IF YOU ARE A FEMALE OR MALE I DONT CARE I JUST WANT TO SEE IF IT CAN BE DONE I HOPE EVEYONE WILL HELP ME OUT ON THIS ... SO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE I WILL RATE EVERYONE WHO HELPS ME OUT THANKS AGAIN DAVID

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk, Denis Leary, Adam Ferrara, Porn Stars Bree Olson And Kayden Kross, New
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Are you proud of your bowels? Do you take impressive dumps? Want to share your poo with the rest of the world? go to RATEYOURDOODY.COM and show us what you got! Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) We have a busy busy show today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram. First off, our pal Denis Leary is coming by with some new music. Also stopping by is our comedian friend Adam Ferrara (from Leary's shows The Job and Rescue Me) to hang with the show and comiserate with childhood friend Anthony Cumia. Stopping by the Opie and Anthony Show today... HOT ASS. Yes, it's been a while, but we have the lovely Bree Olson and Kayden Kross coming in courtesy of Adam & Eve

The Midget And The Horse
A guy calls his buddy, a horse rancher, and says he's sending a friend Over to look at a horse to buy. His buddy asks "How will I recognize him?" "That's easy. He's a midget with a speech impediment." So, the midget shows up, and the guy asks him if he's looking for a Male or female horse. "A female horth." So he shows him a prized filly. "Nith lookin' horth. Can I thee her eyeth"? So the guy picks up the midget and he gives the horse's eyes the once Over. "Nith eyeth. Can I thee her earzth"? So he picks the little fella up again, and shows him the horse's ears. "Nith earzth. Can I see her mouf"? The rancher is getting pretty ticked off by this point, but he picks Him up again and shows him the horse's mouth. "Nice mouf. Can I see her twat"? Totally mad as fire at this point, the rancher grabs him under his Arms and rams the midget's head as far as he can up the horse's twat, Pulls him out and slams him on the ground. The midget gets up, sputteri

People Who Take The Net As A Joke
Its so wild how many people take the net for a big huge joke, its hunting grounds for people to toy and play with ur heart, really sad. We are humans behind these screens, so you should treat the net as u would the people in your real life. People shouldnt say things unless they mean them, Ive had several women hit me up in my shoutbox telling me about all the guys that have played them, and I have several guy friends that tell me about how women have done them wrong, It is really sickening to know people do these things and dont even care about the other person, they just wanna string them along and break their hearts for the hell of it. I know several people that have met from the net, fallen in love, got married, and im happy for them, thats wonderful, but theres still the losers on here that like to lie to you, play several people at once, those are the people that deserve to be alone, as far as im concerned. Lord knows I have been played tons and lied to, not a good feeling. I bet

Life And Love
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin

3 Common Drugs Trigger Most Er Visits By Seniors
3 Common Drugs Trigger Most ER Visits by Seniors Print This Page Send to a Friend Published: 12/04/07 TUESDAY, Dec. 4 (HealthDay News) -- Side effects from just three drugs are responsible for a full third of all U.S. emergency room visits by senior citizens who had adverse reactions to medications, a new study found. In 2004 and 2005, the blood thinner warfarin, the diabetes drug insulin and the heart drug digoxin caused about 58,000 emergency room visits a year in those 65 and older, the researchers found. The major problem is that it's hard to determine the correct dose for each drug, said study lead author Dr. Daniel Budnitz, a medical officer with the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). "It's challenging," he said, "and it takes work between the patient and physician to get the dose just right." Budnitz and his colleagues undertook the study to determine the danger posed to senor citizens by a long list of drugs that have been deemed "

'mens' Jokes
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know.....it never happened) And the personal favorite:

What Counts As Exercise And Why It Counts
Get Active and Track Your Activity What Counts as Exercise (and Why It Matters) Print This Page Send to a Friend Changing your diet is only one element to lowering cholesterol — exercise is the other. Not every health expert agrees on the precise amount of exercise an adult needs, or how often. But they do tend to agree that everyone needs at least 30 minutes a day to start to reap maximum health — and it's more than most people are getting now. That's a shame, since everyone can gain substantial benefits by committing to regular physical activity. Following is just a partial list of what you can achieve. Reduce your LDL cholesterol (the bad stuff) and increase your HDL levels (the good stuff). Retrain your heart and lungs to move blood and oxygen with less stress and strain. Lower your blood pressure. Prevent or delay osteoporosis. Reduce obesity. Relieve symptoms of anxiety and depression. Help alleviate arthritis pain. The hardest part is getting started

Stuttering Cat
Stuttering Cat A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well, she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!' 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say 'Fuck', the Rottweiler ate him!'

Onions And Christmas Trees
ONIONS AND CHRISTMAS TREES A family was at the dinner table. The son asked his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?" The father, surprised, said, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20's, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30's to 40's, they're like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they're like onions". "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum,how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiled and said, "Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20's, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it's like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it's like a Chris tmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" "Yes. Dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Blog 2 - Hurrah
OK time for another blog, i thought i my never get round to a second, but here we are. I thought I'd just thought I'd carry on from where i left off the last time, just wondering what is the point of a blog really. I mean, should i expect that people are going to read it and think, "wow he's so right I'm going to immediately change my ways", or should i be happy that someone's actually reading it in the first place, like only 15 people read the first one after all. I mean i do like to think that my opinions are valid and may actually make a difference to someone, even if its only a passing, yeah he might have a point. After all if only one person at least stops to think about things then maybe i have made a small difference. After all, If someone else was claiming to be some sort of new messiah, I'd be the first one shouting to pull them off the cross as we don't need another saviour. Surely by know people should have realised we are all responsible for our own actions, however larg

Thank The Troops!
If you go to this web site, https://LetsSayThanks.com/ you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and then it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed service forces. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site.Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Just Read It
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some t

Just A Rate
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Halloween?
All Saints day, Pooky, Puca (A Mischievous spirit) Hallows Eve, All Souls Eve, All Hallows Even, are all given names for Halloween (Haela'win) an ancient pagan festival held usually on the 31st October. It began in Ireland in the 18th Century, the Celts, Britain, France were the instigators, a harvest festival in Fall (Autumn) where masks were worn to scare of evil spirits so the crops wouldn't be hindered, they called it 'Samhain' and in Welsh 'Clan Gaea . In the 19th century immigrants bought different versions of the traditions to North America and today in most Western countries to some degree in some form'' Halloween' has been integrated into the culture, in America it was the pop culture. All Saints Day or Eve was a holiday a day of religious festivities held in Northern Europe with different pagan traditions, however, it was later adapted by missionaries who put a Christian slant on it. In European circles it was considered to be a time when the spiritual world made cont

Yet They Say We Won The War.
YET THEY SAY WE WON THE WAR. Sadly in a world where there is colossal sadness, loss, pain, death, it can overwhelm. In a supposedly enlightened civilization we are still fighting wars; it is true to say we do not learn from history for if we did war would cease. At the beginning when they were deciding whether to go to war against Iraq it not only caused leaders of nations to think it caused individuals like myself to think about going to war, and what we thought of war, and why if we believed in it we did or if we didn’t believe why we didn’t huge questions were being asked of every mature person. None of these questions are new however for each generation has asked them myself included. As I looked at the issue I found it not to be simple in fact I discovered it was complex, and one could see truth for both sides of the argument. YET THEY SAY WE WON THE WAR. Women in anguish. Agony…grief…. Weep tears that a lifetime will never Close the festering wound. Hatred bil

The Woman.
John hated he was listening as well as hearing, he’d begun to notice things about the intruder, small details, like the color of her hair the dress she wore. It enraged they penetrated the dark world he had lived in, ever since his wonderful Jeanie had gone. Jeanie OH! Jeanie! A weight of sorrow, pain, engulfed his being, every thought, memory that came of Jeanie, compounded his pain, loss, the emptiness, loneliness, causing him to die gradually and he was disappearing. To live was wrong, torture, living was futile and there was absolutely no joy without Jeanie his love. Talk! Man! She was a motor mouth, the first two or three conversations they had were draining and he retreated into himself like a turtle hiding under his shell, never responding to anything she said, do you think that stopped her? NO! Consequently gigantic silences occurred. In his inner eye he saw, felt, her squirming, wriggling, nerves jiggling, jerking, inside and outside, the silences were agonizing. The wo

Come And See.
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Tide
Dear Tide: I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband. What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you, once again, for having a great pr

That's Just Not Right!
I had to run for the train this morning! I hate running, or exercise of any kind for that matter. (Well maybe horizontal exercise is ok *wink*) They had the train on the opposite track this morning so I had to run down the stairs to the underpass to get to it. Running in 20 degree weather sucks big time. Damn near froze my lungs. Grat way to start the day. How is your morning going?

The Fight
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road and slowly the driver gets out of the car. . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, 'I AM NOT HAPPY!' So, I look down at him and say, 'Well, then which one are you?' . . . and that's when the fight started . . .

Enjoy The Season
I wanted to take this time to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New year . Please keep in mind what this season is about , we have fun but let,s keep Christ in Christmas.Take some time to remember his love.

Has This World Gone Crazy Or Is It Me (sorry For The Rambling Its My First Blog)
Im just thinkn out loud but what is up with this??? we have this war going on ok cool. why did this war start? was it the distruction of the twin towers? I think not. Was it because the leader of that country had wepons of mass distruction? i think not. is it because our fine president wanted a war so he could play army? i think not. is it because our fine president wanted to apiese the country because of the twin towers desaster? i think not. is it truely a war on terror??? i think not. to get to the world thing. in this country we had something called a labor union. does any one know why they were formed? if you know that than where have they gone? companies are making record proffit and workers are making record low wage compaired to inflation.(dont be telln me there is no inflation yall know thats BS) and thats up with the credit cards and the way they handle intrest and payments. banks have a licence to steal. if your account is over drawn

Christmas Poem - Bless Our Military (from The Bulletin Board)
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I¡¯d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/5/07;
Anybody trying to make friends had better be fuckin' ready to make enemies! If you think you won't you must still think you can please everybody, which is impossible NOBODY has EVER pleased everybody! To fuckin' try is foolish! I've made some friends, online some will get this, by not being afraid to make enemies!

Help Me Get Spotlight
I really need all my friends help right now! It would really mean alot to me to make it to spotlight. Its one thing I haven't done on fubar yet and I really want to have the chance to exp. it! I wanted to make it to Godfather without one spotlight and now that I'm here.. it would just mean alot to me! I'm not gonna refer abunch of people for pts.. I'm gonna do this the real way. Gonna do it, how I have since day one. Thats the fubar I miss.. well cherrytap Anyways.. if you could I'm not asking you to donate fubucks. If you want too omg that would be awesome!! It would be great though if you all could rate my pics and stash. As some of you may know and some not. That pic ratings get reset every week. At least what I got from it. And each time the rating and pts count. So what you rated along time ago you can again! hehe And you know whoever helps me I'm gonna return the love. Will rate ya back and will even make ya a glitter pic or something if you really help me out!

Bidding Is Open!!
WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH?? ENDS DEC.6 @ MIDNIGHT PACIFIC TIME. ONLY GOT 2 DAYS TO BID CLICK HERE NOW TO FU OWN ME FOR A MONTH: DON'T WASTE TIME..GET YOUR BIDS IN NOW WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME!! Got any questions or concerns. please contact me through message only. Fubar Auction Hostess: ¢¾heartme¢¾ aka dinarocks **FU OWNED BY TEXAS CAMARO NUT**@ fubar

Holiday Cheer....
Watching blood stained windows I must just love the pain See the children crying In my dreams my mother died again Dig her grave much deeper The fatal price she paid I hope I'm here to hold her When she comes back again I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come Is the armageddon Finally here at last? You may see the mushroom But you won't hear the blast Don't need a self made prophet Don't need a holy war Don't need another leader To even up the score I'm cursed with living on a fault line The doomsday clock was made by mankind No place to run I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come The Countdown's begun

Horoscope
SSomehow I have a wired feeling that the fubar horoscope does not reflect the truth, rather it’s trying to dictate you to be the person who you are not. I have been watching the horoscopes quiet closely for last few weeks. Don’t know if you all would agree with me or not, but I reached to my conclusion!

Did You Know....25% Of Males Have To Be Coerced Into..
Good Morning…brrrr….brrr and more brrr. It lake effected us last night. To the tune of about 6” or so. It is cuddling weather for sure. You know I read somewhere that 25% of males say they have to be coerced into cuddling…… I think for a second and want them to define coerced? … Well it is the rubber day of the week, Wednesday and hump day to be more precise. Mandy works later on in the day about 6:00PM I think so perhaps the roads will be a bit more traveled and cleaner then they were on my way into work. See we early birds tend to clear the path for the late rising chicks. Bowling night…oh joy…I have been just doing so so… I hope to break that with a huge series tonight… ya never know. Oh, Oh I almost forgot, for all of those who wondered if I was or had lost my mind… the jury is still out conveying on that little tid-bit but, the troubles I have been having with my work computer. Is solved. Well almost that is. Apparently it is a little issue DELL Computer has had and warranties

Wanna Own Me For A Month? :p
~*~Muerte Bella™...Baka's Wifey...DSD...EA Bunny...~*~@ fubar WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH?? COME SEE WHAT'S ON OFFER FOR YOU!! ENDS DEC.6 @ MIDNIGHT PACIFIC TIME. ONLY GOT 2 DAYS TO BID CLICK ON THIS PIC BELOW TO PLACE UR BID :) DON'T WASTE TIME..GET UR BIDS IN NOW WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME!! Got any questions or concerns. please contact DINA (link's below) through message only. Fubar Auction Hostess: ♥heartme♥ aka dinarocks **FU OWNED BY TEXAS CAMARO NUT**@ fubar **Please Repost** Remember...this is all in the name of FUN!!! :P ♥

My Life So Far...
My life is insanity. I'm a nomad, I don't know how to stay in one place too long. I went to 8 different schools in 9 years, and then left to be homeschooled so I could work professionally. I've lived in at least 6 different states. I've lived in about 25 different houses. All this before 22 years old. However, at the moment, I've stablized. Or come as close to stability as I get. I'm doing my second consecutive show at the same theater. I'm living somewhere I know how to get around. And after this, I'll be leaving immediately for WI, where I'll lose all that. However, I'll have like, 7 months to figure it out. Now, you may think 'Poor girl, that doesn't sound like any way to live'. You'd be wrong. It's what I want. It's all that I know. It's what I crave. I always have to be on the go. But for now, I'll try and remain content with waking up in the same house every day and buying my coffee at the same Dunkin's.

Great Story
NOW THIS IS A STORY WORTH TELLING. THIS STORY EXEMPLIFIES GUN CONTROL AS IT SHOULD BE. Shooting in Butte, Montana Shotgun preteen vs. illegal alien Home Invaders Butte, Montana November 5, 2006 Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, probably believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things: They were in Montana. And Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from the 11- year-old's knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the s

Chasing Cars
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and

Loser
so shave your face with some mace in the dark saving all your food stamps and burning down the trailer park yo cut it so head to toe i'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me (x2) he hung himself with a guitar string, snap a turkey neck and its hanging from a pigeon wing my time is a piece of wax falling on a termite who's choking on the splinters so head to toe i'm a loser baby so why dodn't you kill me (x2)

Update On My New Life
Dear Reader, If you're reading this, it means you want to know how I've been doing lately, I presume. Well, a lot has happened. I finally left my mom's house...first time for me. The boys and I moved out on November 3rd, 2007 and left for Wildomar, CA. God, I was so nervous. Still am, because it is all a bit fresh for me. I moved with my boyfriend Chuck to a temporary location. I am finally going to express my feelings on everything that has happened since that third day of November. The only way I can describe how I feel about leaving my mom is...WITHDRAWAL. I miss her. I get sad because she always kept me close to her, which I wish she didn't do because it makes it hard on me now, as an adult. I miss waking up to see her face. She's getting older, and sicker. Sometimes, I feel I've betrayed her by leaving. But, I had to begin my own, separate life from her, as we all do. Leaving the nest, basically. I try to call everyday. It can be hard, but we're hanging in there.

My Horoscope For The Day...hmmmm
Power struggles are going on all around you -- but you're above most of them. Your own sense of vitality is strong enough that you ought to be able to get others to take your side, if need be.

What Makes Me Happy?
whenever i feel like shit, one thing seems to always work wonders... what is it? LOLcats. primarily those on www.icanhascheezburger.com. Why? Well, let me show you... moar funny pictures moar funny pictures and one of my current faves... moar funny pictures Oh yeah. and Drist. Drist fucking owns. Go listen now. GH2 players will remember the bonus song "Arterial Black" (one of the best songs in the game), and GH1 players will recognize "Decontrol" (awesome song as well). They're just awesome.

A Few Different Emails Sent To Me By Robert, Very Nice Ty
My dearest and most precious fubar friend, I was just looking through your pics and profile and I just had to give you a message. The sheer beauty I see when I look at them is so overpowering! Your eyes just draw me inside to your heart. a world of mystery, yet, a world of passion and the promise of blissful love. your smile, your lips so iviting, drawing mine to taste the sweetness, passion and warmth. Both combined just have so much to offer. I wish to be in a lingering hug with you at this moment. To hold you so very closely, feeling the softness and warmth of your body. A body that I can tell is very senious, exciting and full of passion. I long for your soft touch and sweet words, whispers of sweetnes that could only come from such a rare friend and soul mate. Thanks so much for being the special friend you are. XOXOXO Robert My heart (Do not copy) since these are his ty :) Original and special poem Close your eyes Give me your heart Do you understand Do you fe

Bad Times..
Well today is the 2 year anniversary of the saddest day in my life, the day my son was paralyzed from his chest down in a car accident. What kind of life is that for a 16 year old (now 18), to be confined to a wheelchair! We hope & pray that a cure is found someday soon. Progress in stem cells does seem promising! Make your loved ones buckle up, and make your teenage drivers slow down. The car wreck occurred because the driver (another 16 year old) was going 85 in a 45. My son's injuries probably would not have been so severe if he hadn't been ejected from the car as it rolled, but when you aren't wearing a seatbelt, shit like that happens. Life can change in the blink of an eye, I will attest to that!

My First Time.. The Man In The Car
Tonight I did something that I use to just talk about doing. As I have stressed I am a very passionate and sexual person. I love to explore new ways to pleasure myself and others. So tonight with the help of a friend, I did it and you get to read about it.... so here it is..enjoy! It was a beautiful cool evening, a trip to the store to pick up cat food turned into a night of erotic passion. As I talked to a friend on the phone about the usual daily goings on, the subject turned into a sexual conversation. Walking to the car, I could feel the tingle in my body that told me I was feeling hot and ready to play. As our conversation picked up and we both were feeling very turned on. I told him I just couldn't wait to get home to touch myself and cum... as I sat back in my seat and unbuttoned my top to touch my hard nipples, I looked over and noticed someone two parking spots next to me reading a book. My friend said "let him watch you" I was nervous at first but he kept turning me on so

Events
I just woke up after an unusual dream. I was in a room and had to go to the bathroom. Something told me to duck down as 3 guys with automatic weapons walked out an elevator and began to fire. At that moment trying to crawl under the bed with no success I knew i was going to die. I woke up after that before i was killed. Also I decided to get a cell phone. From what i can tell they do charge for a deposit fee. I did not have one. which was cool...i am going got call just to make sure. Later in the day i mean. It's too early right now.

Grateful Heart
Grateful Heart by BlueWolf © My heart was once an open book Pages blowing in the wind Each page with a torn and tattered look Pages that seemed to have no end Each page was ripped out freely Their value left unknown For those pages represented me My heart beat on its own Once the pages were all but lost I opened up my eyes I needed help at any cost It was then I realized By tearing out my pages Giving without a cause Allowed me to be courageous Overlooking obvious flaws Mistaken feelings of love Were left in the open gaps Games I’d grown weary of Became a recurring mishap With only one page remaining I wanted to do things right Feeling frightened and untrusting Then I caught a noble sight I knew I’d seen an angel One whom I longed to be near I took a step, and then I fell Forsaken, I shed a tear For I knew this angel had seen me He’d reached out and touched my hand But his heart was under lock and key So with my open book I ran I don’

Time Marches On
I spent my evening at a funeral home last night, losing another cousin, this one 8 yrs younger. It can put so many things into perspective about life, family and ones own mortality when going through something like this. The bottom line remains the same as it has always been. Don't live life thinking there's always tomorrow, but that's not always true. Always be there for family, and make sure you tell them how you feel about them. You may never get the chance tomorrow. Don't let time be the thing that causes you to drift from family and friends. It can be as cruel as it can be a comfort. Love, it's what we humans do best, and helps us to be our best.

The Top Ten Questions
Okay, we all get tired of answering certain questions over and over...Well, here is my final word on some of those...If I am asked these in the future, I may refer you to this blog,lol... 1.)Are they real or bought and paid for? - They are,in fact, real. No Plastic Surgeon has altered them in any way, although they have been tampered with by a 'handful' of medical professionals during exams, including one dentist,whose name I can not mention due to our ongoing trial. 2.)Are you really Irish? - Hmmm...Let's look at the evidence. Red hair, freckles, green eyes, name Shannon... It's questionable... 3.)Why are you still single? - I live in a town,population 750,in the middle of a densely forested area...The closest supermarket is approximately an hour from my home...The only way to find a man here, especially this time of year, is to strap a pair of antlers to my head and prance around in the woods. And I am not much of a prancer. 4.)If you really like me, would you tie

Christmas
Little christmas angel there atop the tree Another year gone by Again its you and me Dear little angel I have a wish this year One of compassion To stop lonely tears I don't need presents under my tree Nor do I need money Just believe in me My little angel Carry this wish high So maybe I'll find companionship This lonely christmas night It doesn't have to be love That grows in time Just someone to hold and share my mind A kindred spirit to look into my soul And say they believe in me And make me feel whole So little angel I trust you with this dream Bring another angel Who might care for me

Good Bye Fubar!!
I am sorry about it.. i have made ggo froends here.. when I do come here I send all day & night here. I cant do thisd.. I need to stay away it is to addicting.. I am sorry my friends... I have much love for all of you... I am leaving fubar... call me what you want.. but I have a family & I need to be with them.. Kisses.. Millia

Stop Child Abuse
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

Celebrating Yule
Oh my my first blog........shivers..........how exciting..... I am lookig forward to celerbating Yule this year. It will my first Wiccan celebration..however it calls for going Sky clad (naked) and I am not exactly sure I want express myself to nature, naturally. lol. Not to mention it is getting pretty darn cold outside. I surely do not want frostbite on my.............toes :) Blessed be and I will let you know how it turns out

Fubar And What It Means To Me...
Greetings All, As time has passed and I have become more and more situated with Fubar and its inner goings and outer doings (hehe), It truly is amazing to see how self centered people are on here... I know I am not the only one but being a male it puts me at a disadvantage since 98.9% of the other gender on here or on the internet really only think of men online in one of two ways... Sexual predators who only have a one track mind in which all they want to do is see nude photos talk dirty or just act like a retard that most of guys are... Or... women are simply on here to get attention that they either crave or cannot get in real life... Which is simply sad.. If you really look at it.. It really is a sad thing to see for either male or female.. Myself? I am here because I love meeting new people and conversations that have no bearing on what your tits ass or any other part of your body looks like.. Dont belive me? Talk to me and find out lol.. Another thing that really pisses me of

Wowness
She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking, she's hated & taunted she's wanted & flaunted she's a puppet on a string, an angel without a wing, she's every girl you want her to be but she only wants her self esteem im not sure the feeling behind this one... thats just what my fingers typed

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Venting Getting Stuff Off My Chest 12-5-07 3:42 A.m.
yeah first off let me start out by saying i know it's 3:43 in the morning and this is a day I was scheduled to work and should be at work right now but I aint! I'm at home they sent me home at 3. I lost two people I hold purty close to me right after thanksgiving and now today well yesterday I found out my paw paw (last one living) was in ICU yet again. He and I have had our differences in the past but he is still my paw paw and was the one grand parent I was closest to the whole time growing up. And I love him dearly. He has been hospitalized a few times this year already for blood pressure and sugar dropping to the 30's, blacking out, congestive heart failure and other things. He was always the strong healthy one which was odd cause he smoked and drank daily and had been doing so for many many many years. We always thought though that with the others living so healthy he would be the first to go but his wife, my dear grandmaw was the first to go. well the first grandparent of mine he

A Day Of Oddness
so today my friend went to get coffee from 7-11 but they where close, also every time i try to look at my page or my blog, i keep getting checked by the bouncer, wtf, its my page, lol. anyways i am trying to pull an all nighter so that i know that i make it to school on time. so i feel a little crazy, lol

I Sold My Supra
Yesterday, i went to the this new Showroom called Red Line. and there i saw alot of exotic cars and some of them Muscles. like chevy, Dodge etc etc. for last some days i have been facing some problem related to my Ride. and i finally decide to sell it .I put my Ride on a Sale in that Showroom and put the estimated price of $80,000 including the Modifications and everything. and i am expecting the call from any buyer who fall in the price range. I didn;t want to and it hurt me so much when i did but i had to coz i don't want any more trouble from the freakin cops and others. ~SIGH~

It's Another Year Without My Angel.
For those of you who know me December isn't one of my best months it never is I have tried getting back into the Christmas Spirit if you have seen my page at all. I have gotten over the death of my daughter but December seems to always be my downfall, I know alot of you are going to say get over it it shouldn't bother you anymore it's been 10 years now you should be handeling December normally, Well I've got news for all of you. If you have never lost a child you will never truely know the pain I feel inside every year December is a bad month for me because not only is it the month my daughter died but it is also Christmas and I remember another year without her, It is also my birthday witch is 6 days after her death. So can you see where I am coming from. I miss my daughter I love her very much I know that she is in a better place, But this is the way I grieve every year. So please don't come to me and tell me that I need to get over it, please don't come to me and say everything will

Darkness
My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope Life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes To even care Would it...even matter Confussion and doubt Swirl around in my mind Like a dark foggy night Unable to see What use to be so clear So is this what they call living Or are we merely just excisting

Danieal
As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thoguht would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has brcome a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Where love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodby to a dear friend

Vows
My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before

My Love
As I dreamt you were mine With your beautiful brown hair and your lovely green eyes We lay side by side And heart to heart As we look into each others eyes With our arms embracing one another I whisper that I will love you forever As out two souls become one And our love strengths day by day I will always love you and never stray

What A Pleasant Surprise
I am completely floored. 31 mistletoe kisses sent to me in total. I'm shocked, and smiling ear to ear. While I know a couple who have sent 5 each, it still leaves 21 from 2 different people. I guess that really means secret admirer. Don't know if they'll ever make themselves know to me, but I'll say this to all: THANK YOU SO MUCH

Me Saying Hello To Fubar
Ok hello all hmmm Am not to new to this thing so each day am gonna try to add more to it.I see that there is no browse thing here on the blog,So sorry no Pic's here.Or if ya can add them I guess I will have to copy and paste them into this thing,If any one should read this little message .Please tell me how to up load pic's for it ok.Well this was just a hello to ya all,Don't know when I am gonna be back on here .I just don't have the time to chat here very much.And with the holidays and the darn rain here flooding so many people's home's I got to many friends around me I gotta worry about.Just to left ya all know you all me so very much to me ,And I really miss beening here chatting at ya . Hope that ya all can understand That I just am so very busy.Big HUGS FOR YA ALL.

My 5 Books
please check out my 5 books for sale at wordclay.com. 1.sin a memoir 2.this ole town 3.ghosts of bosque bello cemetary fernandina beach florida 4.spanish moss 5.prince all are fantastic christmas gifts for any fans of psychics.thanks.

Thanx + 1st Impressions
Wow, this seems like quite a friendly community, Compaired to other's i've been on recently! 2 days in and i have meet some real groovy people. A big thanx to all you lovely people that have rated my pix, given me some most excellnt comments and offered me help when needed! Take care and speak to you all soon =)

Santa List
I borrowed this from a friends page Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor and sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze, but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant window

Unfortunately
As unforseen circumstances have come up I will be gone for a short while....( hopefully not longer than 2 weeks) Will miss all of you and will be thinking of many of my friends. Hopefully those i know best wont forget me and keep in touch somehow....( if possible from time to time... i may be able to borrow a friends computer to say hi...)LOVE YAS...BIG HUGS AND ALWAYS WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS

Cancer-craves Sex Alot(6/22-7/22)
AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not REPost CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart.

Wyclef Jean Sweetest Girl(dollar Bill)
[Intro:] [Niia] ahhh ahhhh ahhh ahhh [Wyclef Jean (Lil Wayne)] Some live for the bill Some kill for the bill She wined for the bill Grind for the bill (and she used to be the sweetest girl) Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay they bill (and she used to be the sweetest girl) Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy on the bill [Verse 1: (Wyclef Jean)] High school she was that girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym (Just to get a peek again, she's a 10) High school she was That girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym (Just to get a peek again, she's a 10) Never thought she would come and work for the president Mr. George Washington (where my money at?) She thought he'd call (where my money at?) She had a good day, bad day, sunny day, rainy day All she wanna know is (where my money at?) Closed legs don't get fed, go out there and make my bread All you wanna know is (where my money at?) She ended up in a road car, bruised up, scarred hard All y

So Happy
you know what im just going to put what i think and fuck the rest.. I think that close minded people suck. I hate having to explain myself or the way i am to those who dont understand my ways. Im the queen bitch and I dont follow the rules.I make the rules and the only rule is I Rule.. thats it.. I hate fake fuckn people too.. they are nice to your face and then turn around and shit is just pouring from there lips like a waterfall.. I just want to bash there fuckn heads in.. Im not an angry person anymore but... BUT I can only take so much fakeness..before i snap.

Better Late Than Never
I do not wish you any ill or any pain or sorrow. You ask me how long I'll love you 'til? I'll love you 'til tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes they say so I'll love you 'til forever. I know that it's been some time since but it's... Better Late Than Never. ask again how long i'll love?

Pisces - The Sex Addict(2/19-3/20)
AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not REPost CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart.

The Bruisers-these Two Boots Of Mine
These two boots of mine have brought me a long way Through rain and sunshine, Through badlands and better days Well I've seen a thousand faces, and I'll see a thousand more This life is a long journey- And it's not over that's for sure So just remember when you're lying With your back against the floor And someone yells surrender But you want to fight more Just remember that feeling Gonna keep you alive Get you over hurdles and through struggles in your life So life throws you a curve and you don't know if you'll survive You withdraw from yourself; your luck has taken a dive You think to yourself, Could this really be the end You try to find your faith, But it's gone like a lost friend So just remember when you're lying With your back against the floor And someone yells surrender But you want to fight more Just remember that feeling Gonna keep you alive Get you over hurdles and through struggles in your life

Strengthen Your Positive Energy
Strengthen Your Positive Energy! We ALL face challenges virtually everyday, that tend to consume our thoughts and actions. Sometimes it seems as though every bit of our energy goes into dealing with these problems, and this can often leave us feeling drained. We might long for a life that's trouble free, but as long as we are in this world, 'negative' experiences of one kind or another are bound to find their way into our lives. So what are we supposed to do? Is there a 'magical' cure or solution to our problems? Maybe. First, it's important to understand that our thoughts have exceptional power to draw on the negative and positive energies that surround us. A well established spiritual 'law' is that everything produces after it's own kind. Positive attracts positive and negative attracts negative. Many believe the thoughts or energies they send out, are returned at least threefold! Thus a single negative thought or action could result in your problems being great

Good Bye
I said good bye to my sister when I moved down here to phoenix back before labor day weekend. Little did I know that it would be a final good bye. My sister passed away November 8, 2007. she was my baby sister. Always was. Her birthday was one day from mine. I was her hero. She is mine. She had such a rough life. Omg Ashleigh, baby, my Ashleigh. I miss you so much. Ashleigh was born May 2nd, 1976. when she was 3 years old she was ran over by our neighbor while out playing on my skateboard while I was at school. She was forever more paralyzed from the waist down. She was such a stubborn little shit. The dr’s gave her 20 years to live. She made it 25. it wasn’t always pretty. But she was. She had to fight. And fight. Just to be normal. She so wanted to just be normal. I remember her always wanting to follow her big brother wherever he went. Sometimes I would let her. Cuz she was so damn cute. She was my baby sister. I remember racing with her using only our hands, cuz she had to c

Mumm Contest
Tonight I posted a mumm contest worth 25,000 Fubucks. The response was pretty good and I think I'll do it again tomorrow. Keep current with the news of the day. I will likely base the contest on something that happens in North America. Tonight I wanted to know what sounds like a busy McDonalds but never eats a hamburger, its out at night when most kids are asleep, think Canadian, It often goes with the flow but at times doesn't. ANSWER Snow plows. Canada has had several huge snowfalls and the whole country basically is shoveling out tonight. Congrats to CrzyTracy for winning her 25,000 fubucks and pay attention tomorrow. I'll try to do the same thing after I get home from work. Usually 1 am EST

I Believe In Haveing Sex.
Body: Sex facts! Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natu

White Devil
They call me white devil, black jesus heaven closing, hell freezin ego's tripping, scrib's keep flipping, bloods keep blooding, cribs keep cribbin time keeps slipping and i keep falling i can't see what i hear them calling brawlers brawling, playas playing, haters fighting writers writing, don't bring it and i can keep making, no time for faking, you know what i mean they call me black jesus, white moses heaven freezing, hell closing kids are alright but i need my fix keeping it real and living like thugs kisses and hugs like 45 slugs got a look that will kill, voice that will carry half a dozen women i think i wanna marry trouble on my mind, reviewing the news still i gotta find someone to amuse gonna run spread the news, help spread the word jump the fuck back and sack like you heard they call me white devil, black jesus heaven closing, hell freezing black jesus, white moses heaven freezing, hell closing they call me white sinner, black martyr live wire

Poetry
the laughter of children. and shuffling of feet. makes the firt day of preschool. almost complete. first there is pencils. then paper and crayons. with teachers and parents. both making thier plans. the teacer gets ready. as kids take thier seats. with so much to do. so many to meet. the class room is noisy. and scary at first. but it quickly gets better. before it gets worse. there are blocks there for building. and toys to have fun. so much excitement. the days just begun. then come the cookies. and juice box galore. the kids become smiling. and yearning for more. what started as fear. has ended in glee. the children discovered. how preschool will be.

I Am The Master
The Master. Who is the Master? I am the Master. Many people may have a problem with what I type but a blog is to express One's feelings or what that person wishes. In My home, I am the KING, The Master. I have total control over what I own, and who submits to Me. Yes, I own a female submissive. she is proud to say I own her too. I have owned her for 6 years now. I have had as many as 4 females living under My roof at the same time. 2 were Mine, and 2 I was training to be a great submissive for their Master. God made woman for a rib of Adam. That makes woman an item placed on this earth to serve the Master and Mistress. This is were many both male and female start to fight words with Me. There is no fight, as it's My words, and My Life. I have heard both sides of the fight and yet I still believe in My lifestyle. The part that I always find is that so many females and males who are submissive try to stand up strong in front of others and friends. But get that submi

Disappear And Reapper
Hold and behold somthing from the past shall appear Something that left me and made me shead tear's Then appears n tells me she loves me and disappears Only to reappear Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true Did you come online to to flaunt Are here just to taunt You know I love you atleast I think you knew Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true I asked you to marry me You mad me so happy I wish you could've seen Then you broke my heart and I fell apart Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true I still think about how you told me That you still loved me But you miles away Yet I want you to be with me every day Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true

Mystic-illusions.com
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An Angel
Wanted to share a story about a beutiful little boy by the name of Jacob. His parents call him jakie or jakiepoo. He was born into this world in chaos. His mommy and him almost died that day. Jacob spent many days of his life in and out of hospitals. Through all of his pain, Jacob had a smile for everyone. He has 4 parents that love him so much. They have prayed for each surgery to help Jacob, for every new dr to find a way to make him better. They have fallen to there knees, to many times to talk to god, and beg for just one more day. God did answer many times over and granted the extra time. Now though Jacobs body has said enough, he wishes to go home now and be at peace. He will be missed, to think of never seeing that beautiful smile and those big brown eyes anymore, breaks my heart beyond belief. Mommy will miss you Jacob, we all will. Your dad, second dad, and other mommy. Your sisters Adriana, Avery, Livie, Lila. Your brothers Taylor,Kaleb, Keagan, and everyone that has ev

Gospel Of Peace
From the Gospel of Peace: In everything that is life is the law written. You find it in the grass, in the tree, in the river, in the mountain, in the birds of heaven, in the fishes of the sea; But seek it chiefly in yourselves. For I tell you truly, all living things are nearer to God than the scriptures without life. God so made life and all living things that they might by the ever living word, teach the laws of the true God to man. God wrote not the laws in the pages of books, but in your heart and in your spirit. The words of Jesus Christ as recorded by the Disciple John in the Gospel of Peace

Poetry
a memorie is sacred. so pure and so true. its with you forever. in all that you do. never forgotten. it seeds in your mind. sometimes it haunts you. sometimes its kind. the deep darkest secrets. that no one wil tell. are there in the shadows. of a memorie so well. if moments were minutes. and hours were days. then the thoughts of our memories. would soon fade away. so live for the present. forget not the past. and treat every memorie as if its the last.

What Is A Trucker
What is a Trucker? Truckers are found on highways, in truckstops, in service bays, on loading docks, on bush roads at fuel stops and often they are the first at the scene of an accident.Their wives/husbands help them. Little boys follow them. Relatives don’t understand them. Meals must wait for them. Weather can delay them. But nothing can stop them. A trucker is a paradox. He/She is a blue-jeaned executive with his office in the cab. He/She is a scientist who hauls dangerous chemicals and explosives, a purchasing agent in a baseball cap, a personnel director with grease under his/her fingernails, a poor eater with fondness for burgers and fries, a student of geography and a weather watcher. He/She likes sunshine, children, smooth pavement, good traction, clean loads, dinner at home, weekends with his family, an unbuttoned shirt collar and country music. And there is a special place in his/her heart for his rig. He's/She's not fond of cit

My Ex Husband Is A Stupid F**%$*g A@@hole
He is!!! He's just informed me he's taking me to court because he doesn't like how I chose to pay our son's university directly, because it's a bit different from the way it is in the divorce decree. And that's because his stupid company dicked around with getting ME the money from HIM for 7 MONTHS!!! I am trying to be grateful to him for showing me why I left his sorry ass in the first place. He's crazy and I got tired of hearing about how fat, ugly and stupid I was... Sorry to rant, and to use bad language, it's not usually my style, but I'm PISSED!

Life
There are many things in life that just dont seam to make sence.... why do people have to lie to make them look better/fell better or just to hurt other peple.... what ever happend to good old honesty... yeah it may suck to hear the truth... but it creats alot less drama.... if u wanna be mean to me... fine....if u wanna lie to me.....fine.... if ur gonna steal form me....fine... if ur gnnna do anything intentionally to hurt me.....fine.... just so u know i will be hurt, i will be sad and i will be crushed... but i will not start a fight with you over it.... i will just let it go along with you.... i have learned that people arent nice, they dont care, and they take advantage of every one and thing that they can. i am done playing into eveyones bullshit... so form now on you better think twice befor you try and pull and of your lame all immature, retarted, highschool, bull shit with me... cause im done being nice and im done giving....its time for the bith to start takin

My Grandmother!!!
My grandmother has been in the hospital for over 2 yrs due to her breaking her neck falling down the stairs at her house. She has passed away tonight at 12:10 am during her operation that she was having. Her heart failed. She was the greatest woman alive in my own opinion. She was the heart and soul of my family. Every single yr in the summer when i was growing up my grandparents would take care of my siblings and I. Since my parents been divorce my grandparents were like my parents. now that they r both gone it feels like my heart has been torn apart in so many ways. This time of yr i hate the most. Not cause it is Chrismas time. B/c most of the people i love so much have passed away around this time of the yr. This is a pic i have of my grandmother and my grandfather in my family album. It is the only pic i have gotten from my dad at this moment in time.

Poetry
a son and his mother. are two worlds apart. but they both love each other. right from the start. as a very young boy. about two maybe three. i hugged my dear mother. as i sat on her knee. she came to my bedside. to read me a book. she showed that she loved me. with one simple look. as i grew even older. becoming a teen. my mother still loved me. but said i was mean. becoming a man. i reflect on it all. and my mother has been there. since before i could crawl. so mother i love you. with all of my soul. im glad that you raised me. you played a big role. dedicated to my mother. you may have passed on, but your still in my heart. i love you.........

R I P Daddy
5/12/07 Awoken by the news that my dad had passed away this morning. After several attempts to fight his heart condition,it sadly got the best of him. My dad had been in hospital for almost a week now and last night he had a heart attack and had his life support line switched off. If you know what a fathers love is like then u can relate to the burnin sensation in my heart. I've cried non-stop since I got the news and its only the strength that keeps me standing. I know my daddy is ascending into heaven and now he's with my mother..watching down on me. He left behind : 6 children 5 grand children many nieces & nephewss 3 brothers and 4 sisters work partners &. alot of family and friends who will miss him unconditionally! R I P Mi Padre.... Jeffrey Gustavo Simone 21/08/55 --> 05/12/2007 x

Poetry
potatoes and gravy. like carrots and beans. go together like love birds. and kids in thier teens. like horse is to carriage. and sun is to moon. twilight to darkness. and day is to noon when two minds alike. come together as one. it makes life worth living. and brings so much fun. one thing i am sure of. and this is no lie. if i didnt have friendship. i think i would die. friends are forever. through thick and through thin. you know where your going. and share where youve been. when your heart becomes heavy. with nowher to turn. a friend gives you courage. and love to return. when two hearts are beating. like one single drum. then you know that the magic. of friendships begun. dedicated to all my great friends

Boulder At Night
Driving through Boulder at night leaned against the cab of a pickup leaned back to see the stars streetlights hurt the eyes at predictable intervals, on alternating sides when you're lucky you can just make out orion three staight stars in the western sky constellations never really meant alot to me occasoinal car star gazing always was enough for me taste the nicotine across the gums catch the moon on a long left turn holding the side to keep from sliding imagining every poetic thing that it could be not bothering whether it's clever or cliche' I'm partial to simpler things I'm thinking it's a lampost through the tree's

Long Days
Long are the days before, I leave for what will seem Like a lifetime Short is the time i have, To spend with the one i love. The road is rough, The soul is wanting. Never wanted unfinished things Unacomplished dreams, But now duty calls, And nothing means more Than the lives that I protect And the heart that i want. Hopeing for understanding, Walking away Never forgotten, Never forgetting, I leave, Hopeing to return, To the one i love.

Rob Brezsny's Freewill Astrology
Week beginning December 6 Copyright 2007 by Rob Brezsny http://FreeWillAstrology.com Grammar key: Asterisks equal *italics* SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): A man in Santiago, Chile won $250,000 in a contest held by his bank. There was only one catch: In accepting the money, Mario Habit had to abide by the bank's stipulation that he spend all of his winnings in one day. Summoning a manically relaxed concentration, he succeeded, paying off his substantial debts while also buying two cars and three apartments. I believe a comparable opportunity is about to come your way, Sagittarius. You will be offered a new resource or blessing that has to be used quickly in order for it to be fully available and effective. CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): The phrase "new roses" can serve as an antidote to neurosis in the coming days -- as a kind of magical spell. Invoke it whenever you're in danger of getting undermined by either your own neurosis or someone e

Celtic Blessing For The Season
glitter-graphics.com Celtic blessings for the season "Nollaig Faoi Shean Is Faoi Mhaise Dhuit" Knoll-ig f'wee haan ss f'wee shun-ah g-with (A Christmas of Happiness and Joy to you) (old Irish Saying) "May peace and plenty be the first to lift the latch on your door, and happiness be guided to your home by the candle of Christmas." "In the New Year, may your right hand always be stretched out in friendship and never in want." The Magic of Christmas lingers on Though childhood days have passed Upon the common round of life A Holy Spell is Cast

Jesus Was A Truck Driver
jesus was a truck driver he made big hauls at night and there's a story a'the rest-stop on i-40 how he got into a bar fight jesus had been drinking shots playing quarters with his friends some dude got mad made fun of jesus' dad it's hard to punch with nails in your hands soon the place was in chaos barkeep got his sawed-off gun "boyus, take it outside or get shot in your hide" and they all left in a manic run out in the parking lot jesus was the center of the fight they fought teeth and nails jesus had kung-fu skills but that didn't save him from the knife old kid johnny johnnyson was an awful trucker to see one-foot beard nasty greased hair and at least 3 dozen fleas old kid johnny johnnyson was too drunk to punch or kick pull out his 'fly knife swung it sky high and brought it down at jesus' neck there was a scream of pain blood splattered his holy head silence took over the crowd they watched jesus go down that dude was biblically dead

Tv Review: "tin Man" (2007)
I just finished watching the three part miniseries "Tin Man" that is a reworking of "The Wizard Of OZ". Plot: A young woman discovers friendship and family as she travels through the O.Z. Likes: OH MY GOD!! This is certainly a good reworking of the novel.; The story is unfolds slowly but is still full of action.; All the main characters become fully developed as the storyline progresses.; There are a few inside jokes referencing to the TWOO novel and film. Dislikes: Elphabia (i.e. the Wicked Witch of the West) is shown very little and not even mentioned by name. Kids Caution: There is some violence and language that may be too much for young children. Out of four stars, I give this miniseries 3 1/2 stars. A great miniseries that needed more WWW.

Poetry
there once was a baby. so pretty and sweet. a precious young smile. and cute little feet. she was born in the winter. so perfect and clean. the most beautifull creature. my eyes ever seen. the way that she giggles. just brings so much joy. when mommy and daddy. give her a toy. when she is sleeping. shes pretty and pure. she must be an angel. for this i am sure. and when her eyes open. im sure shell still be. the most beautiful baby. one ever will see. we love you brook

Truck Lights
It’s highway markers With bigger numbers. The lining of truck lights, That would make your mother cry. To the winner with the lowest bid. I moved on faster than you did. I’ve been in so many haunted houses I’m starting to think it’s me. It’s when all the connections Start becoming dissections. On a dark June’s wink passing prairie Don’t those truck lights look so scary? The plate in front just says, “REPENT” So you put it in reverse. Mind the photo of me you kept in your wallet. One hand on the doorjamb looking back. The red freeways of fabric on my shoulders. I don’t know if you still have it. I haven’t seen you in so long. I was going to ask you something. In the photo, I was going to ask you something. You must think I’m pretty means you must want to fuck me means you love me. I kept scratching at it and it never healed. I kept scraping and I’ve never felt better. God forgive me when I whine, I’m running away, the world is mine. I’ve been getting out

Murder!!!
Murder!!! This time i'm gonna rip off your fuckin faces This time im gonna spread body parts in different places There will be blood coming down, pouring like rain covering the streets as i scream out my pain personal hell burning away at my soul turning my heart into an empty black hole hate and murder start to fill the void gripping the knife as i become annoyed by all the bullshit and drama life brings listen close as this devil sings wanting your flesh wanting your blood drowning your soul with sin in one big flood for the torture will never again stop until your body bleeds its one last drop

Poetry
like morning dew. and rays of sun. our hearts are two. but beat as one. we share our thoughts. within our mind. and treat each other. fair and kind. when we are far. and long apart. our souls remain. as a beating heart. we have a valued. gift to share. a common bond. with loveing care. the night we had. our time alone. a seed of life. was brought back home. so now we share. just one more thing. the joy and thrill. a child will bring. dedicated to our daughter brooklyn ridge

Fucktards
OMG!!! It snowed to beat all hell for a day and a half.. we got dumped sooo much snow that we all got snowed in.. the snow wouldn't stop... then... oh yeah... THEN it decided to turn to rain in the middle of it all!!! It didn't stop raining for two days!! We got dumped over 2 feet of rain on top of the 4 feet of snow..Monday I spent ALL 13 hours IN THE RAIN trying to direct people away from flooded streets due to over flowing lakes, rivers and storm drains... yeah.. freaking crazy.. I thought people lost their minds in the snow around here.. wait for them to see a freaking flooded, blocked off road!! OMG.. you think you just took their first born child... and the morons think they are going to make it across!!!! Did I put the fucking baracades up for my god damned health? No wait, I put the road block and detour up just to make your life hell... yeah, that's it.. never mind the fact that there is 4 feet of freaking water over the road, never mind the fact that your freaking Ford Fi

Vhs Vs Dvd
I do not understand everyones problem with the need to constantly buy the new gadget... when it comes to recording/watching a movie, i am perfectly happy with the VHS.. most people started an expensive collection which is now worthless... at least offer people a considerably lower rate to trade in tapes for dvds of the same movie/content.... but so many suckers out there jump on the it's gotta be "new" and it must be "better" well, the VHS vs DVD came to my mind when i go to the local blockbuster to rent a flick... they do not offer VHS anymore at all.. they also do not offer full screen.. only wide screen... we're like rats in a cage and go for whatever they dangle in front of us... the VHS had less problems when playing... i could pop it in watch my movie and have it back between 5-7 days... but this DVD garbage.. i can honestly say i had to exchange a DVD once more than ten times, because each DVD was so scratched it wouldn't read the disc or just skip so much to a point

Darkness
The clouds begin to gather. The wind echoing my fate. Darkness surrounds me. How heavy its weight. My cries have now become silent. Not a word I can speak. The feeling as though I no longer have a tongue. I try to break free only to be held down tighter. Their wicked laughs and taunting ways have lead me to my end. The sadness feels my heart. My thoughts no longer heard. I feel their claws dig deep into my skin. They tear away at my flesh, leaving behind a bloody mess. My tears fallin, forming a puddle of fear. Now I feel death so very near.

Death Threat
Death threat Hearken to me, oh people of Earth For I have something to say to thee I have decided, upon pain and distrust To show you in truest form and fashion My displeasure of humanity's vain existence To denounce your selfish wants and desires To remove thy foul corrupt deeds and thoughts Through death and harsh judgement I proceed To eliminate humanity's stench of existence To finally be free of these bindings of vanity Of the selfish, dishonest, disrespectful curse Of humanity.

Bret 'hitman' Hart & The Montreal Screw Job
Well has it been ten years to the day already? Most know that i am a huge wrestling fan... and this incident really shocked us fans and still is talked about today... Wrestling is a business.. and like the rest of the world has turned out... in that business are control hungry greedy assholes!! My whole world started crumbling at this exact time ten years ago... Slowly my heros got buried both litterally and figuratively... I know how bad luck feels... and i know what it's like to be screwed over by those around you... So..... my "Hart" really goes out to that family for all that happened to them in 2-3 years time starting at this moment ten years ago.... NOT everyone turned their backs on The Hitman.. There are those still out here that are true to their word and genuine to those around them.... I AM!! Bret!! You're Still My Hero!! you were someone to look up to.... and someone that showed character... and compassion... There is more to wrestling than just beatin

Eternal Sleep
Eternal Sleep Eternal peace of Death Is what I ask It is what I want, and desire the most To be free of this mortal world forever To be free of this insanity called humanity Pain has become my lover, my partner In life all around me, both in body, and in mind Feeling it tearing and eating my soul Forever gorging itself on my fears.. I scream inside as I smile at the world Pretend nothing is wrong, lying to all A perfect lie of life as I walk down the road My soul crying, in pain as I laugh at a joke Someone end my torment of living hell Take my life from me, and bury this husk Burn and bleed out this body of mine So I can feel nothing and forget this life

The Forsaken
The Forsaken I'm trapped in this world Alone and in pain Seeing happiness around me Not having the courage To grab some for myself Its hard to look at myself To see myself sadden by life I look beyond my reflection To see life, world, and love I see what I need, and can't have I am the forsaken I am the lonely I am the one you pity I am in an eternity of sorrow You look at me, deep in self pity You see the pain I wear as skin You wish to help, to pity, to cry You can only stare and wonder You turn and walk away feeling better Death is the only answer For there is nothing To look forward too To encourage life to continue To give me peace and happiness Kill me now Why won't I die Take my life Give me peace

Of Wolf, Of Man
Of Wolf, Of Man I stand in the moonlight Bathing in its power Feeling the rage Feeling the hunger Of the hunt I see the world now In black and white Deep greys, so clear Makes it easy to see you As I hunt I smell your fear Taste the sweet sent My mouth waters My blood boils For this hunt You Run, and I chase Through nature you go Night blinds you You know you'er doomed Cause I hunt I chase you, taking my time Enjoying the thrill of the chase Laughing as you scream Craving you'er fear Love the hunt I leap, full of love You fall, full of hate I tear into you'er soul You pray for you'er life The end is near You fight for you'er freedom I kill for my hunger You'er body knows it's end My body is about to be fed Saticfy the hunt My claws and fangs Tear you'er flesh like paper You feel the pain as I mark you You'er flesh so soft So wet of blood Pleasure of the hunt Mark you'er Flesh From white to scarlet You'er insides become outs

Love A Joke
Love a joke Love, what a joke it can be A farse of humanity To be in love is such a lie A feeling called lust is reality You say you love, but is that true Do you have a clue? What true love is, I think Is just a story told to fool What is love Oppisite of hate The best discription as of yet Is just an insane feeling one gets Look at the Chaos love brings Death, murder, sadness ,failed Empires Does one really want that? Or maybe a nice hobby to keep the mind set Love is not for me Is not for anyone, I think Should you fall in love Run, run away my friend cause it will end all.

Up To It?
YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: closing time, semi sonic Waking Up: man in the box, alice in chains First Day At School: animals, nickel back Falling In Love: hero of the day, metallica Fight Song: by the way, red hot cheli peppers Breaking Up: smash, the offspring Prom: congradulations, blue october Life: figured you out, nickel back Mental Breakdown: lose it, emenim Driving: freshman, the virve pipe Flashback: one, metallica Getting back together: hey God, bon jovi Wedding: bang blame, rem Birth of Child: sound of silence simon and garfukel Final Battle: save me, shine down Death Scene: lie to me, bo

Es Ist Verloren
wanna make me bleed ? you sure know how i try to make things clear but it all gets lost somehow in my mind nothings fine but i make do i try to keep the vines from tangling like they always do i dont know why its always the same and pretty soon ill fall again but its expected now and then i wonder if ill ever stay up next time will i just become the ground ? i know you see me bleeding

I Am Thinking Of You
Know that no matter where I am and no matter what I'm doing, I am thinking of you. You're always on my mind and in my heart. When I'm feeling down or my day isn't going right, I just think of you and how much you mean to me. I love you...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Pride
I tell you, even rocks crack, and not because of age. For years they lie on their backs in the heat and in the cold, so many years, it almost seems peaceful. They don’t move, so the cracks stay hidden. A kind of pride. Years pass over them waiting. Whoever is going to shatter them., hasn’t come yet And so the moss flourishes, the seaweed whips around, the sea pushes through and rolls back – the rocks seem motionless. Till a little seal come to rub against them, comes and goes away. And suddenly the rock had an open wound. I told you, when rocks break, it happens by surprise. And people, too.

Shush Don't Let Him Know
He smiles at her after a relaxing dinner then guides her up the stairs looking over the balcony staring at the fireplace , her mind is racing in thoughts . Looking over the rail he slides up behind her feeling his breath on her neck , his hands at her waist he whispers " Tonight is my turn " . Smiling she feels the blindfold soft against her face then her arms being raised up above her head he binds them with rope . The dominant side of her inside is screaming . It is one thing to have another trust you but can she relax to trust him ? Standing there feeling him remove her clothes cool chills run across her body with his soft touch against her skin . Then he scoops her up in his arms and carries her to a spot on the floor laying her gently . Laying there feeling him breathing on her body she knows he is over her then feeling his warm moist tongue against her nipples she arches her back showing content . Wanting to touch him knowing she can't this is new territory for her and she begins

Nice Guys Finish Last
I have discovered that nice guys ALWAYS finish last. No matter how much I try down here I can't get myself a gf. I was raised by my mother to be a Gentleman to a lady. So I be a gentleman to those lovely ladies and I get close to them, when I finally get the guts to ask them out its always the SAME thing. "You are like a brother to me", or "We have a really good relationship as friends, and I don't want to jeapordize that relationship by going out". They may not use the exact word of Jeapordize but you get the point. It really brings me down when they tell me this. And I don't know if most girls know this but when you tell a man that, it hurts, It emotionally hurts. I don't know how to change they way I treat a Lady. For those ladies out there that I talk dirty with, you may not realize it but it makes me feel a little uncomfortable. I am used to acting like a Gentleman and so when I act like a "Bad boy" it feels...... strange. Its starting to drive me NUTS! If you have any advice plea

Lmao
A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . . . you started it."

Funny Gym Nicknames
The old Gateway Gym... i had a blast there during the early College days, i met a few older gals out of there... it was a good time... but you begin to get friendly with people and not know there name, just know they workout beside you everyday at the same time and are there for a spotter or so..... i had some funny ass nicknames for people that i observed there a lot, these are funny.. let me know what you think........ Mr Flirt.. this guy would come in, and not workout, just hang out up by the main desk and talk to certain women for a few hours J.R. Walker.... this guy did a set and then would proceed to walk around for 20 minutes at a time... Slow Ass.... this guy would take forever on a machine, he would do a set, but not walk around.. he would sit there for 15 minutes then do another set... here's a good couple.... the name even worked out with the one word in common correlation...........Rainbow Brite and Reading Rainbow Rainbow Brite... she always came in

Contest For Promoting The Beer Bar Lounge!
This is to help build The Beer Bar Lounge! The way it will work is between now and 12/9 sunday, whoever can send the most joined members into The Beer Bar Lounge will win. The way it will be tracked is that the members you have join will have to send me a profile comment telling me they joined the lounge and who brought them into the lounge! This way it is trackable to everyone so they know where they stand in the contest! I will verify they are members! Winner will recieve A blast, and 4 tickers! again winner will recieve a 3 day blast and 4 tickers! Let the contest begin any questions send me a message! AJ Owner of THE BEER BAR LOUNGE!

Real Boyfriend
NO! Dont close it. Read til the end....please When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] Wh

The Naughty Quiz
he ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave y

Sence 2002
Sence 2002 I Haven't Been With A Girl Sence 2002. I Been Single For 5. Years Now It's Hard To Fine One Never Trus A Friend They Come Up To You And Say Some Bullshit That Isn't True Plus I'm Sick And Tired Of This Shit I Just Need A Girl I Can Really Trus And Yes I Do Care About Them Alot I Would Do Anything For You Oh I Am Nothing Like William Peter Roseberry Jr. He Gose By J.R. If You See Him Please Don't Let Him Ask You Out Becuz He Has Been Hurtting A Lot Of Girls He Uses Them As There Fuck Buddy I Don't Do That Shit I Just Want To Be There For Them...

Words To Live By
Never lie......Never steal.....Never cheat.....Never drink.....but if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love.....If you must steal, steal away from bad company.....If you must cheat, cheat death.....And if you must drink, drink to the moments that take your breathe away!

Would You?
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Need Kings And Queen For Contest 2007-2008 Fubar Finest
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! STARTING TIME WILL BE 7 P.M EASTERN AND END 7 PM ON THE 13TH...........! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS HERE THE LINK TO CONTEST: AKAMRS. T/lil pleasure/ lil business@ fubar !

I Posted This As A Bulletin
what is going on here?? I post comments, I rate, but all but a few return the favor. All I see in the repeat ads for lounges, ways to make fubucks during happy hours. Where's the fun, the connection, the finding each other. Very few read my bulletins, my comments get messages in return, but then I reply to the messages and they are ignored. I have said it before, and I will say it again, we are losing the point of this site, which is to make friends, make connections, have fun. let's come together again, send fun comments, read each other's comments, bulletins, and enjoy each other. I can write this because I know few will read it and none will repost it, but at least I have said my piece.

My Heart
I have been seeing this guy for a little over a month now and we've been having alot of fun. We went out, we stayed in, he even got along great with Nicole(which is a must). But as things progressed, I became a little bit uncomfortable with the rate at which the relationship was going. Ok so no biggie. This guy and i talked, and agreed that it was going a little fast for both of our liking; that he was starting to like me a bit more than I liked him. His emotions were just going a little faster than mine, which is quite different for me. We decided to back off from each other a bit and just continue being friends. Although he says he's ok with it, I know he's a little hurt to know that I did not have the same amount of feeling for him as he did me. I feel like he feels led on. And now as I think about all of this more and more, I think maybe I'm scared. Scared of what?? I dont know. I know that the last guy who i honestly and truely loved did not really know me and accept me,

World Rock Radio Winter Prom!
WORLD ROCK RADIO's WINTER PROMstarts during DJ Cru's show Wednesday, December 5th, at 12am (midnight) EST and parties until 2am EST! Join us and win lots of fubux! Here is how the Prom game will work: Any male member of the lounge may invite new females to the prom. If she subscribes to the lounge and says "name of male invited me to the WRR prom" they each get 500 fubux. Any new female member of the lounge may invite ONE male member to the prom. If he becomes a member and says "name of female dumped her date for me" they each get 250 fubux. The new female members of the lounge may only dump their date once, but the male members of the lounge may invite as many female prom dates as he wishes. Current female lounge members may invite ONE new male member. If he subscribes to the lounge and says "female member invited me to the WRR prom" they each get 250 fubux. The new male member may then in turn start inviting as many female prom dates as he wishes for 500 fu

A Surprise For My Husband
I am trying and going to I hope I can do this along with me trying to move next June and I am going to try to surprise my fiance and my husband with the wedding of our dreams or at least something like it. I can't wait to see if I can do this for me and him cause we want to make this offical to everyone. In our hearts we are married no paperwork can ever change that no matter what. So I am hopeing I can do this for him next Christmas cause it would be the very first Christmas we will be face to face to spend together and that means so much to me, him and our daughter. I hope I can make all this work out. Thanks everyone for reading this and letting me share this with ya'll. Love Ya'll

Petals Of Her
Petals fall one by one... Crimson her lips begun... Linger the touch her hand felt... Mind races the wanders eye... Full climation heaven devine... My look to hold... Remember I do... Her every whine...

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Heck It's A Whole New Book For Cryin Out Loud!
Well it has been a year since i started my AA therapy, finishing the 12 steps in just 8 months. It has been 1 Hell of a year! From going through a nervous breakdown and almost committing suicide in front of my family to being totally and utterly grateful to be alive. If i wouldn't have been alive now, i wouldn't have met the most wonderful man that i am now dating. I had to kiss alot of frogs to finally get my prince! Let's see, i got a divorce in Feb., been through more relationships than i care to acknowledge, been used and abused through many, have been up and down in depression (which is a constant battle), finished up my 12 step program to have mental stability, been in financial upheaval, have had my life threatened a couple of times, babysat an alcoholic and tried to save their life and yet endangered my family by doing so, and all this within a year. Now my life is on the upside, and i have never been more happy than i am now! Things can only get better from here on out, right?

Kelsey Died From The Bulettin
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

How Many Of You Remember These?
How many do you remember? Candy cigarettes Wax coke-shaped bottles with colored sugar water inside Soda pop machines that dispensed glass bottles Hoola hoop contests Buying milk from a vending machine for a quarter, with your penny change taped to the side Coffee shops with tableside juke boxes Blackjack, Clove and Teaberry chewing gum Home milk delivery in glass bottles, with cardboard stoppers Party lines Newsreels before the movie P. F. Flyers Butch wax Telephone numbers with a word prefix .... (Drexel-5505 Peashooters Howdy Doody 45 RPM Records Green Stamps Hi-fi's Metal ice cube trays with levers Mimeograph paper Blue flash bulbs Beanie and Cecil Roller skate keys Cork pop guns Drive ins Studebakers Wash Tub wringers The Fuller Brush man Reel-to-reel tape recorders Phonographs The "twist", "mashed potatoes", and "funky-chicken" Tinkertoys The Erector Set The Fort Apache Playset Lincoln Logs 15 cent McDonald hamb

Quotes
There are a number of quotes that stick in my mind, "Only the dead have seen the end of war." by Plato, or Stonewall Jackson's last words, "Let us cross the river and rest under the trees." But there is one quote of Stonewall Jackson that is not as remembered, General John Bell Hood asked Jackson if he believed he would live to see the end of the civil war. Jackson's reply, "No sir, I do not, and should we be victorious, I should not want to." Stonewall Jackson, a hero of the southern states, actually did not want to see the south victorious, yet never wavered from giving his all for the Army of Northern Virginia. It makes you wonder at some of these men in history. Clearly they were not the icons of glory we have portrayed them, but human. The Duke of Wellington once said, "there is nothing so melancholy as a battle lost than a battle won." He was referring to the battle at Waterloo. Considering the sayings of some of the greatest military men in history, none o

Blogging A Mumm
alright so I accidently slipped out one of the gifts I was thinking for my girlfriend, but I say a cast iron mirror that matches a candle holder she has and I was going to get it with a stuffed dog and stuffed rabbit (dog cause she likes dogs rabbit cause of a joke between me and her) The original gift was a silver necklace set given with around the neck of a stuffed rabbit which should I do

My Birthday And My Life
sometimes i hate the fact that i am going to be 40 on the 21st of this month, my life is not completely on the track that it should be on. i mean hey have been married three times and in the process still of my third divorce, shit happens right? you fall in love with the wrong people sometimes cuz they say the right words to you and you fall for them. pretty lies is what my mother has always told me they are. i have a really amazing man in my life though i have hurt him several times i still love him and i know he loves me despite my faults or at least i hope he does. i guess turning 40 should have been a great milestone in my life, i have a so so job but i have five wonderful kids 3 of whom i have not talked to since 2000 on my birthday thanks to my second husband, men can be such asses at times and my oldest i talk to all the time via MSN or the phone got to see him when i went up to my step mom's funeral that was in itself not a fun event wish i knew her better before she passe

So There Is This....
cunt/hacker (Miss Taken) who APPROACHED me last night on my shout box under my friend Vikhil's profile trying to scare me away from my friend Vik and giving me this line of he is MINE stay away BULLSHIT along with changing things on his profile to her likings. My first conversation of drama for the night - vikhil: Hi. Dannielle.. Just to let you know, this is Vik's wife on his fubar. Why are you two going back and forth on this site?? ->vikhil: you are crazy he is 19 and not married vikhil: Sweetie, you like in NE. You don't know him. You are the crazy one. Why would I be on his account if I was not his? vikhil: Look at his marital status. Sweetie, If I were you I would give up. You have never met him, this is a dumb website. Why would he go after you anyways. ->vikhil: I know that you must have hacked him cus I have been talking to him for months and deffinately know he is not married vikhil: Sweetie men can hide these things, and no, he gave me his password befo

My Life'marryed With Childeren
my name is denise,im 46,5"1,140lb brown hair hazel eyes.i am happly married for 15 years.i have 6 kids and 3 grandkids and 2 more one the way.i have 17 tatoos and 5 body pericens.2 dogs,6 birds.i love to spend time with my hubby and kids and grandkids.i like gardening,cleaning,being with my friend and partying,to much some times.i don't drink just like to smoke a fat one.i love animals.i like to go for walks.hate tv,but love music.and would like to meet some new friends.im not as boreing as i seam just get to know me u will see.

A Lil Help Here, Please :)
Hello Everyone ! Im in Mummmmmmkey's (and his dads) contest :) So please rate and comment bomb ! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=730061&albumid=693927&i=1288607245 Thanks a BUNCH ! ! ! Hugs n Stuff ~ BAD DD ~

Confusion And Love
Ok so I found this really cool guy on here but the fucked thing is he is identical to my ex in which I had broken his heart four years ago it is nuts but well what can you do other than just face facts and deal with it right?

Music Is Life
I love any kind of music but mostly metal..FUCK YYYYEEEAAHHHH! my fav band of all time is tool...Maynard rocks!!! Seein them on the 13th BABY...cant wait, been a while for me. I have been into metal as long as i can remember starting with Metallica as a kid...followed System of A Down, Static-X since they were called just "Static", Snot (R.I.P. Lynn/Dobbs), Human Waste Project, Coal Chamber, Deftones, since they played in Hollywood not even signed....partied with them all...they were so down to earth, not so sure now though...k im tired of writin plus the victoria secret runway show is comin on...WHOOO HOOO!!!

Military Stuff
Well everyone. I have to go away to do my annual active duty training. For those who did not know, I am a reservist in the Coast Guard. I used to be active duty but a few years back, went into the reserve.I will try to answer or check my e-mail when I can bit for those who have Yahoo IM, let me know, I have Yahoo IM through my cellphone. I will be home before the holidays but I hope everyone will be ok and yes,I hope to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if you wish..... let me know how we might keep in touch, either through e-mail, Yahoo IM , or if you know or feel comfortable with me, we can exchange numbers or info..... let me know. Hugs to all of you and take care! Pete

R.i.p. Pimp C
If there is any hip-hop headz out there, It was confirmed today, this morning at a hotel in Los Angeles, Pimp C. was found dead. After playing a show with Too Short the night before.. Pimp C has been representing Houston, and Port Aurthor, since the early 80's. He and Bun B. started the crew " Under Ground Kings" aka. U.G.K. They along with others started the underground hip-hip scene here in H-Town on the third coast. He will be missed, but not forgotten. Big up's to the U.G.K. family, and Bun B. Rest In Peace, Pimp C. He'll be steady ride'n in our hearts and minds.. 104.9 and 97.9 the box will keep your tracks blazin' bro, all you got to do is ride on them streets of Gold on them 84's.. And if you don't know, now you know... Natas One..

Keep In Touch
Well everyone. I have to go away to do my annual active duty training. For those who did not know, I am a reservist in the Coast Guard. I used to be active duty but a few years back, went into the reserve.I will try to answer or check my e-mail when I can bit for those who have Yahoo IM, let me know, I have Yahoo IM through my cellphone. I will be home before the holidays but I hope everyone will be ok and yes,I hope to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if you wish..... let me know how we might keep in touch, either through e-mail, Yahoo IM , or if you know or feel comfortable with me, we can exchange numbers or info..... let me know. Hugs to all of you and take care! Pete

It Will All Work Out
Close your eyes and float with me. Let your thoughts go free. Feel yourself float, like a balloon. Sleeping time will be coming soon. When things don't go your way. Look to the sky and pray for a better day. When all the messed up crap brings you down Just turn the other cheeek and flip your frown Because it will all work out yes it will all work You may think that god's ears are shut but thats no reason for you to give up times may be bad and things might be rough but it's for god to decide when you've had enough so when it seems like everythings wrong, Just sit back, take a deep breath. Becaue it will all work out Yes it will, it will all work out

Somethin Like That
I am a BITCH and I dont give a FUCK.I'm one of those girls you either LOVE or HATE, there is no in between.I was raised with two brothers and I was in the middle. I cuss like a sailor.I am an old soul...I have seen a lot in my day and yes, there is still someone in the world with morals.I am outspoken, independent,and hard working.I cannot stand losers and deadbeats or liars because I have worked my ass off and if I can do it anyone can and I just don't have the time for any no talent ass clowns.If your name reflects how sexy you are, or how cool you think you are, or how I wish I had a boyfriend as hot as you....pass on by we probably don't see eye to eye on anything so maybe you should move on to the next SRH wifebeater wearing, raised Ford F-150 driving, misplaced soul you can find. Not that I'm any better than the idiots I just mentioned, I'm just a different kind of idiot. HA HA HA....sounds so brutal :)

I Will Not Be Online Much
Well everyone. I have to go away to do my annual active duty training. For those who did not know, I am a reservist in the Coast Guard. I used to be active duty but a few years back, went into the reserve.I will try to answer or check my e-mail when I can bit for those who have Yahoo IM, let me know, I have Yahoo IM through my cellphone. I will be home before the holidays but I hope everyone will be ok and yes,I hope to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if you wish..... let me know how we might keep in touch, either through e-mail, Yahoo IM , or if you know or feel comfortable with me, we can exchange numbers or info..... let me know. Hugs to all of you and take care! Pete

Military Reserve Duty
Well everyone. I have to go away to do my annual active duty training. For those who did not know, I am a reservist in the Coast Guard. I used to be active duty but a few years back, went into the reserve.I will try to answer or check my e-mail when I can bit for those who have Yahoo IM, let me know, I have Yahoo IM through my cellphone. I will be home before the holidays but I hope everyone will be ok and yes,I hope to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if you wish..... let me know how we might keep in touch, either through e-mail, Yahoo IM , or if you know or feel comfortable with me, we can exchange numbers or info..... let me know. Hugs to all of you and take care! Pete

Reserve Duty......
Well everyone. I have to go away to do my annual active duty training. For those who did not know, I am a reservist in the Coast Guard. I used to be active duty but a few years back, went into the reserve.I will try to answer or check my e-mail when I can bit for those who have Yahoo IM, let me know, I have Yahoo IM through my cellphone. I will be home before the holidays but I hope everyone will be ok and yes,I hope to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if you wish..... let me know how we might keep in touch, either through e-mail, Yahoo IM , or if you know or feel comfortable with me, we can exchange numbers or info..... let me know. Hugs to all of you and take care! Pete

Its All You
Can't seem to see where I'm going I put my heart in a glass on the shelf But you turned around and smashed it on the floor How could I be with you when you don't even trust yourself You are with everyone you can be You don't want to be by yourself Are you afraid of what you might see Are you afraid of who you really are Can you ever be on your own Or you just to scared to alone How many hearts will break Before you realize no one can love you Pretending to be someone your not You can't be two things at once The pain you give to others Isn't as bad as the pain you cause yourself The lies, the dreams are all one in the same Drama is what you cause to get you by But just remember that one day It will catch up to you.

I Believe
BORROWED TOO SHARE I believe we place our happiness in our own hands. I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do. I believe that drugs are a waste of life. I believe I'm loved when I'm completely alone. I believe in karma, what you give is what you get. I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned. I believe the only thing that should be seperated by color is laundry. I believe the grass isn't greener on the other side. I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye. I believe that trust is more important than people think. I believe that your most attractive feature is your ¢¾heart¢¾ I believe that family is worth more than money or gold. I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair. I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires. I believe forgiveness is they key to your unhappiness. I believe that God is the only one who won't let you down. I believe in love survivng death into eternity. I bel

I Won't
I Won’t Into the mouth of hell its deeper than your wishing well Drips of lust and despair but will I follow you there Hate and anger, desperation Desire, greed and no change in sight Do I do the deed Or do I say goodnight I won't follow you into that world I don't care what you have in store for me You can't control my hate and desire For you are the one who is the liar Darkness of tunnels Fought my way through The anger fills me but I'll break you in two You try your best to ruin me No that I know I am setting myself free I won't miss you, won't have you drag me down I will turn myself around Different life with differents dreams All I hear is your faultered screams

My Ex Husband Is A Fucking Asshole
He is!!! He's just informed me he's taking me to court because he doesn't like how I chose to pay our son's university directly, because it's a bit different from the way it is in the divorce decree. And that's because his stupid company dicked around with getting ME the money from HIM for 7 MONTHS!!! I am trying to be grateful to him for showing me why I left his sorry ass in the first place. He's crazy and I got tired of hearing about how fat, ugly and stupid I was... Sorry to rant, and to use bad language, it's not usually my style, but I'm PISSED!

"strangers"
One day we'll pass eachother on the street. It will be like we never once did meet. I'll look down and away as tears stream down my face. As I remember all the memories of us that I had forced my mind to erase. Your games were quite caddy. You played me like a fool. I finally got tired of hearing it. All the bullshit that you fed me til I was full. We knew eachother for seven years. Stuck our friendship out through all the liqour and the beers. Until you traded me for some piece of white trash at its finest. Just another idiotic ditz that you wanted to sleep with, to be quite honest. You never played a good victim. Everytime you were hurt you ended up at my door. Like some sick kind of stray dog that always comes back to you. But everytime your confidence was reboosted by me, you went back to the same whore. It's now been eleven months since we've seen eachother or spoken. It's getting easier to look back now and inside I'm trying not to feel so broken. Though

A Billion Dollars
Too true to be very funny!! The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A.

Watch Out For This Guy!
Just wanted to give all of you on here a fair warning of people to watch out for here on Fubar. FOR YOU WOMEN!! THIS GUY HAS AT LEAST 3 PROFILES ON HERE! Please watch out for him. He's the type of guy your parents always warned you about. Trust me. It's one thing to call us women hot or sexy or whatever, but he takes it way past what he should and gets pissed if you tell him to quit. These are the only 2 profiles I can link because he's blocked me on the 3rd. JUST ANOTHER MAN@ fubar Ohio State #1 LSU #2 Jan 7th 2008 **** SBG Bombers***@ fubar Please watch out for him, he's a major creep and we need to put him in his place!

How Much Is A Billion?? Read This And Then Think About It.
Too true to be very funny!! The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A.

Poetry
i love the four seasons. both summer and fall. but i love spring and summer. the best of them all. with spring comes the flowers. so brilliant and brite. and the weather is perfect. especially at night. and then there is summer so sunny and hot. theres swimming and camping. or sailing a yaht. but fall brings a change. in all that we see. like leaves changing color. that fall from the tree. winter will follow. the snow is so white. the landscape so breathless. what a wonderfull site. so in closing i tell you. and never forget. that all the four seasons. are the best free gift yet

Wow I Can't Believe It!!!!!
I just bought Roycie for a ring for her X~Mas Gift!! I am not a JOKIN & I am so Serious to garb her ring but have to re-size her ring to be 6 but I will get her ring by tomorrow at 5pm!! I feeling funny that I never have any girlfriend for about 13 years but I am single for long time!! But Roycie just found me and accept me and understand about my personal and naughty depressed and alone and not happy!!! But she got me!!! I will be her good husband in her future!! I will teaching her sign lang as soon possily!! Thank you Mike & Roycie!!!!!!

Fuck It!
THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG WINDED AND I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK HOW BAD OR WORSE THIS MAKES ME LOOK OR FEEL IN YOUR EYES. BLOGS ARE HERE FOR THIS REASON. YOU DONT LIKE IT DONT FUCKING READ IT. SO HERE IT GOES. I JUST SPENT 8 MONTHS OR MORE TRYING TO BE WITH SOMEONE. WHICH AS A RESULT OF TONIGHT IS NO LONGER. I FUCKED OUT OF IT! OH WELL AS THEY SAY. OR AS MY MOTHER PUTS IT SO WELL.............. IM A COX , NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES LIFE KNOCKS YOU ON YOUR FUCKING ASS. GET THE FUCK BACK UP DUST YOUR SELF OFF AND KEEP GOING. CAUSE THAT WHAT WE DO. WELL THATS WHAT IM GONNA DO ! I JUST BLED MY SOUL FOR THE ONE THAT HAS MATTER TO ME MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE UNIVERSE. IT FAILED. YES I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN EVER TELL YOU. YES YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME. SORRY FOR FUCKING BEING A REAL GOD DAMN MAN AND ACTUALLY GIVING A SHIT. SORRY FOR FUCKING MISSING YOU WHEN YOUR GONE. I DONT GO TO BED LATE DEALING WITH SHIT AND GETTING UP EARLY TO SPEND TIME WITH FOR MY OWN HEALTH. I ACTUALLY LIKE SLEEP. AND OH YEAH

Music Music I Hear Music!
Well well after taking a break 4 a bit ive decided 2 post some of my originalz on my profile. Az 4 letting people download/purchase them...its not been decided on az of yet. Kicking it off with "Newrize". Stay Tuned. Xavier

~what's "love"~
I beileve that the word 'LOVE' is a very passionate dangerous word that you should watch out for! I've been in many relationships where people tell me that they love me when in fact they don't and they start cheating and lying to me. Personally if anyone cheats and or' lies in a relationship with me then you can just 'LEAVE'! I can't stand it and never will!! I have a new guy Iin my life but my family DON'T see how happy I am, and they want me to be happy along with finding a decent non cheating non lying guy who will give me the respect and trust that I need, but I already have someone so how do I explain or atleast clue my familyin my relationship and get them off my back about hooking up with someone in my own state?! I mean I want them to understand me, be happy for me, and stand by my 100%, but I also don't want them bitching at me for not wanting to be with someone close to me!!!

My Biography
my name is jim. im 42 born to darrell and judith ridge on oct. 18th 1965 in detroit michigan.i was raised in taylor michigan untill my parents divorce when i was 12. i then moved to tampa florida with my father for 2 years, then relocated to muskegon michigan to be with my mother at age 14. from 1993-1997 i worked for walt disney world in orlando.during that time i worked in the enterainment department involving movies, shows, and commercials. i have been an extra in roseann, family matters, and step by step. i also worked with filming crews for many motion pictures, my favorite being marvins room. i gave all that up to move back to micigan to be with my dieing mother. i have 4 sisters and no brothers. i also have 4 children from ages 4 up to 21. i love writing poetry. it has been my passion since i was 5 years old. my wish is to publish a book of poems dedicated to my late mothers dieing wish. if any one has any ideas on how i can accomplish this please e-mail me at ridgejames22@yaho

Another Quickie.
WTF is up with people begging for VIP's,Blasts and tickers? I just had some chick offer to cyber me so I could buy her a blast. Geezus,if she wants a blast that fucking bad,maybe she should just show some cleavage or her naked stench trench ass on here and some pervert will buy her one. God knows, it works for a lot of other skanks on here.

Happy Holidays
Ok I made pics for those on my family list...if your not on the list and want one ...plz...plz... leave a comment on this blog....and you must have a pic of yourself...there's only 2 exceptions and thats it. Heres the pics made so far:

A True Boyfriend....
If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and dont say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal your favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When i sa

The Shores Of Avalon
The Shores Of Avalon Current mood: refreshed Rolling green hills, with pastures of green. That stretch from the hills, and out to the sea. Mist and shadows, cover the Tor. Useen Elves, walk the shores. Of a lipid blue lake, with inky black hues. Lush grasses grow from the water's edge, there where Merlin initiated Nimue. The ancients of , times gone by. Songs from the fairies, and ravens cry. From the shadows she emerges, the Goddess, the Queen. Mystical enchantment, She begins to sing. Goddess of horses, Goddess of the sea. Brings forth to life, all that shall be. She parts the mist, with but a wave of her hand. And steps her foot, upon dry land. Wherever she steps, new life grows. In the Moonlight, her long tresses flow. She calls them to her, the darkened mares. Some are dark bay, others with golden hairs.

Candy
[Kelis] I taste just like candy, candy I taste just like candy So dance with me [Foxy] Yo now let me paint y'all a picture Fox pimp hard, quiet just like a whisper Don't get it mixed up Bad little sista Not bad meaning bad, but bad meaning good Damn I'm so hood You should see me in them jeans It's hard to describe and Being cocky is just a part of the vibe I might stop and holla and pop my colla Maybe a little conceited but that's always needed Love attention when I'm passing by And I show a little cleavage and I catch his eye Just the thought of him eating, I was outside soaking Duke standing locing, mouth wide open I walked over, licking my lips And adjusting my xxxx and switching my hips xxxx he threw his hand on my waist Looked in my face and said he wanna know how I taste [Kelis] I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me V

Poetry
like fresh fallen snow. so virgin and pure. children are angels. i know this for sure. thier smiles are brite. thier hearts are so clean. they bring so much joy. if you know what i mean. never a day. not even an hour. that i doubt that thier precious. as a fresh blooming flower. as a ather i tell you. as sure as i breath. a childs the gift. that no one should leave. a childs our future. so give them your hand. and show them the guidance. to be brilliant and grand. AMEN i love my children

Troubles At Home And Everywhere Else!!!
Well my life really fuckin sucks right now!! I'm barely makin my bills and I'm not gonna have a christmas cause I'm broker than a joke! On the first I went to my mom's cause it was my dad's bday and my sister Tabatha was there. She told me she was pregnant. YAY right? Well today I go and get my niece Maria cause I haven't had time to see her in awhile. Well while I'm there gettin her my mom calls me and tells me that my sister miscarried at work today!..... It really sucks! Us Harp girls have what is called POS we aren't supposed to be able to get pregnant without fertility drugs to help us! Now she miscarries it tore her apart!! If it wasn't for my best friend and roommate I wouldn't have a home right now either! I can't get in a holiday spirit when I know I'm not gonna have one and every keeps talkin about christmas and stuff it gets to me! I'm just sooooooo stressed cause all this hit me at once this week and it really sucks!! I find myself cryin at random and it gets harder a

The Ancient Gift Of The Cat
The Ancient Gift of The Cat The Visions strike, as I try to sleep. Into my soul , and down to my feet. I start to shake, as the dream takes hold. I am beauteous, a wonder to behold. The power of Isis, flows through me. Giving to me, what I need to see. From across the ancient, lands of Khem. land of the West's, hot desert sands. Reveals to me, what shall be. Sobek the Crocodile, swims out to sea. Amun Ra's rays, warm the place. The wellspring and origins, of every single race. All Humans, we come from here. The Mound of Creation, is for all to share. Tefnut and Shu, Eset and Osir. And Nephtys , with her long black hair. Ancient secrets, of years gone by. The song of Nuit, as she crosses the sky. Beings from light years away, Came forth from Etlenty. With the Eight Primordials, and a Horn of Plenty.

He Man Woman Haters Club
I... Kyle... Member in good standing of the He-Man Woman Haters Club... Do solemnly swear to be a he-man and hate women and not play with them or talk to them unless I have to. And especially: never fall in love, and if I do may I die slowly and painfully and suffer for hours - or until I scream bloody murder. BOY DID THEY HAVE IT RIGHT!!!!

Not Just For The Dead.
LOL....I can't believe that I got downrated for making a comment about everyones greatest guitar god Dimebag Darrell. Its time to face facts people: The only reason he gets so much credit anymore is because he's fucking dead. The same rule applies to Randy Rhoads and Kurt Cobain as well. All three were marginally talented guitar players in popular bands at their time. Hell, Kurt Cobain couldnt even tune a guitar but I keep seeing people claiming he was the greatest songwriter ever. Randy Rhoads did nothing that Yngwie Malmsteen and Eddie Van Halen didnt do years before. Dimebag didnt do shit that Alex Skolnick and Kirk Hammett and Dave Mustaine did before Pantera decided they sucked as a glam band and started copying Metallica. So, if this is gonna be the case, then expect all you sheep to worship my scrawny pale ass when I die because I can play guitar just as good ,if not better than those 3. Go listen to some Clapton,Hendrix,Santana,Satriani,Eric Johnson and

Bump N' Grind
My mind is tellin me no but my body my body's tellin me yes I (baby) don't want to hurt nobody But there is something that I must confess........... (chill) [Chorus: repeat 4x] I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump and grind I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump and grind See I know just what you want and I know just what you need girl So baby bring your body to me (bring your body here) I'm not fooling around with you baby My love is true (with you) with you is where I want to be, girl see I need someone someone like me to satisfy your every needs [Chorus 4x] You say he's not treating you right Then lady spend the night now I'll love you like you need to be love (girl why don't you try some of me) No need to look no more because I've opened up my door You'll never feel another love you see I need someone, someone like me girl to make love to you baby constanly

Fat Boy
Tonight I thought I would write down the lyrics of a song that means alot to me....It isn't a famous song...but with me had and still has profound meaning. It's called FAT BOY. Fat boy goes to the pool, Sees his reflection Doesn't know what to do He feels little inside And filled with pride Oh fragile flame Noone sees the same Fat boy goes abot his day Trying to think of funny things to say Like "This is just a game I play" And,"I don't like me this way" Oh fragile flame When no one feels the same Hush, sleep don't think, just eat You're daddy's little boy, Your mama's pride and joy You know they love you But not because they hold you Fat boy says, Wouldn't it feel nice If I could melt myself like ice Or outrun my skin and just be pure wind Oh fragile flame...Sometimes I feel the same.

Poetry
i didnt see the traffic lite. or hear the tires screech. i was drinking with my buddies. on the way back from the beach. i could hear the siren blaring. as i senced the smell of gas. i could see the twisted metal. and shards of broken glass. i could see them pull my body. from the bloody grousome wreck. i could see the blood was gushing. from the gash inside my neck. i watched the paddles shock me. i knew i must be dead. i screamed for them to save me. from beneath the bloody sheet. no one seemed to hear me. just a body in the street. i knew they were preparing. to lay me down to rest. but i hoped that i was dreaming. and this was just a test. then im in a casket. as people sobbed and cried. thats when it finally hit me. i really must have died. dedicated to all the lives lost due to sensless drinking and driving. my heart goes out to those who have lost loved ones this way.

6900
hey everybody...another update...i only need 6900 more comments and i have my VIP!! I have 8 days left to do it. come join me in bombing...you know i will help anytime you ask for it so thats all im doing. im asking for your help. here is the link once again.

A Great Idea For Christmas - Or Anytime
A Great Idea!!! When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington,D.C. 20307-50 01

Pimp C
Texas rapper Pimp C was found dead in a hotel room this morning. Along with Bun B, the 33-year-old rapper made up the legendary Southern duo UGK. According to TMZ, L.A. County Fire department responded to a 911 call at the swanky Mondrian Hotel, located in Hollywood's Sunset Strip. Respondents found Pimp C, born Chad Butler, lying in bed in his sixth floor room, dead. UGK achieved national fame when the duo appeared on the Jay-Z track "Big Pimpin'" in 2000, and more recently with their hit "International Player's Anthem (I Choose You)" featuring OutKast from the group's latest album, Underground Kingz, on Jive Records. Jive Records has issued a statement to SOHH confirming his death. "We mourn the unexpected loss of Chad," said Jive Records president and CEO Barry Weiss via a statement. "He was truly a thoughtful and kind-hearted person. He will be remembered for his talent and profound influence as a pioneer in bringing southern rap to the forefront. He will be missed a

Zamn (dont Read This)
I went for the "Fuck Slut Rock" but all I got was the "Fuck Shit Slide" go figure, so I settled for Touch Me Dirty... yeah.... I'm your little dirty whor..... hi mom :) How you been LOL. So since you all don't want to play with me tonight I'm stuck playing with myself! That's what I hate about being 8 hours away you all have lives that don't revolve around me! Soon, SOON this will change for I will come into your life, take away your sanity and lead you by a leash with a spiked collar! Don't worry you will learn to like it as I spank you with a leather whip BYAH! My plans tonight include world domination as I round my seventh cup of coffee, I've started to realize a few things like Zombies Ate My Neighbors makes me want to kick small animals! So in memory of all the small animals I may kick tonight I will write this poem... Small and cuddley Cute and wuddley I may be dick So your tiny little ass I kick! The end! Because I'm so tired from kicking, I'm almost like an a

Pimp C Of Ugk
In light of the tragic and sudden death of UGK member Pimp C, many in the Southern hip-hop community have shared their thoughts about his music, his life and his legacy. The news of Pimp C (born Chad Butler) being found dead in an L.A. hotel room sent shock waves throughout the hip-hop community. Several artists and friends who knew Pimp voiced their condolences and offered their reflections on the life and influence of the Southern rap pioneer. "I was so very proud of Chad and the growth he has shown since his release from prison; as an artist and business man and as a person," Pimp's manager, Rick Martin, said via a statement. "As one half of the legendary Texas group UGK, Chad was finally seeing the results of the years of love and labor that he and Bun B have put in, culminating in the tremendous success of their album, Underground Kingz. Chad was set to soar with not only a new solo deal on Jive Records, but a lucrative publishing deal, a new satellite radio show, several

............
ok so here i am... sitting thinkin about..... well nothing really. just a bunch of random thoughts running through my mind. so which one do i concentrate on? i dunno. should i take the fact that i have to get up at 3am to go to work and go to bed.... or do i just let the randomness continue? i know that this wont make any sense to anyone, but its just more or less for me to just vent in suppose you could say.... so many thoughts, so little time. maybe just maybe one day ill figure them all out... doubtful but hell you never know. im tired... maybe i should go to sleep. but the mind wont shut up... so i really dont wanna fall asleep. thinking about people ive met, loved, would like to meet, places ive been and would like to go. i just wish that i could make sense of it all..... one day, some day the pieces will fall into place. maybe someone will help me make sense of it all... or will it all be a mystery till the end of my days..... no im not crazy, well not in a literal sense... im ju

Promised Empty Prize
Promised Empty Prize She taking me down Shes fucking crazy Meddling in my mind Raise the mark of love Lace the memory Promise an empty prize Come to me I'll take you back again To fade the line To feel so fine Promise an empty prize Thats where our love lies Shes raking me back again Promised empty prize I believe in our lie Come to me I'll take you back again To fade the line To feel so fine Promise me... Empty prize... That's where our love lies Carry me when loved no more Can't believe it's over Promised empty prize That's where our love lies This is real It's the pain I feel When we left so far behind Where our love did lie It's inside me it will never die I'm growing now while you seem to fade away I need you back in my veins No matter the time or hour Of this I will never feel ashamed Please lay.. Please lay... Me down, While you try to fade away Come to me I'll take you back again To fade the line To feel so fine Promise empty pr

Acceptance Part I
Yeah so I was invited here by the good graces of Will (ohsnap ugotdaaids)to impress upon all of you a certain amount of intellect you have been denied since your feeble existance! However, do not worry or be afraid for I am here to grace you for that in which you are lacking... there is plenty more to come after this. So before you go singing my praise in the streets gain the knowledge you need to know the difference between your perceived reality and my absolute truth... phase one starts now and is to be considered part of your indoctornation. Let the fun begin! Read down silly. Sex and coffee So it's been a while since I had either right? Right, well I just had one about 5 minutes ago.... Yeah everyone know's I'm talking about coffee, can't a guy just get laid? Nah huh, that only happens in the movies where you get to be all tough and save the big breasted nympho from some kind of danger... or maybe even herself- emotionally right? Right, because guys are so emotional... no

See Why I Dont Trust A Man
Mark Frizzell: have a nice fucking life, hope you find someone else to do this to and he beats the everliving shit out of you Mark Frizzell: you definately deserve it, but I'm not one who'd do something like that Mark Frizzell: so here's to you Mark Frizzell: good luck finding mr right Mark Frizzell: right upside your stupid fucking head with a bat all because we havent meet

Untouched
The sound of the deadbolt on our door and I am throbbing, pulsating hunger raging through me Heat, flushed skin my heart thumping in my chest You are my want, my desire, consuming me with your eyes I stand, inhaling you, savouring your scent on my tongue feeling your body radiating Lost in your eyes lost in the almost-feel of you lost in the anticipation Quivering with lust trembling with need My juices start flowing staining my thighs My core so swollen so slippery pulsing for you My breasts heaving tingling, smooth skin blushing rosy-brown aureoles puckered Nipples hard and stiff ripe like berries aching for your touch your lips, your tongue, your teeth Craving the feel and taste of you My teeth digging into my lower lip My tongue licking my lips, gliding so hungry for your kisses for your mouth, so sweet and soft Hot liquid honey flowing through my belly Molten fire glowing all over from my lips to my nipples to my navel to my cunt to m

Contest Idea
what about a contest in which a person get a a week worth of pimps out bulletins from us * the staff* ... yes ill make them* if they can answer five music questions that we come up with... they have to also be in the room for the week we pimp them out to recieve the full week pimpout... and yes our link will be in the bulletin too... let me know what ya think....

How Much Is A Billion?
Too true to be very funny!! The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A.

A Paper Rose
Paper Rose By: T.C. Current mood: depressed Within her ebony embrace once again lady darkness consumes my soul. Her blackened wings enrap my mind my pain is whole. For the one Ive lost with every peice of my broken heart do I yern. With every fiber of my batered being her trust I wish to earn. She feels betrayed and has the right. What they say is true about highensight. My intentions noble they may have been have caused her pain. In my despair redemption I see no way to gain. If I had one wish it simply would be for her heart to mend. I fear my life with her I have inadvertently brought to an end. As quickly as love comes it also goes. It all began with a paper rose. ©

Life
Life is cruel. You meet someone you like. You start getting to know each other and BAM it's finished. It has nothing to do with not liking each other. It's all just different lifestyles and one person unwilling to change. It's sad but it's life. I have been sad all day and I'm bored and I'm kicking myself for not trying all the things offered to me by this special person. Maybe I'm just too scared of being hurt again and I'm unwilling to take the chance. Maybe I feel guilty for starting to enjoy the company of another man after loving the same man for 22 years. I don't know. I have to accept that I will never find a man to share my life with if I stay in this mindset. I know this so why don't I change it? I can't answer the question if I myself don't know the answer. Isn't Chris an idiot? YES! I can answer that question. Ironic huh?

Forget Her
Forget Her Current mood: depressed Forget Her Forget her name Forget her face Forget her kiss Her warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember she has someone new Forget her when they play your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget the future that seems so dim Remember she has chosen him Forget how you memorized her walk Forget the way she use to talk Forget the things she use to say Remember she has gone away Forget her laugh forget her grin Forget the dimples on her chin Forget the way she held you tight Remember she's with him tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love the moved, its past Forget she said she'd leave you never Remember she's gone forever

Traveling Words
Fallow... The whispers... That then turn to screams... Words hallow... Mean nothing... Truths told... Lies found tomarrow... Acheing hearts... Then do hurt... Shallow minds... Scheme and find us... Words they fail me...

The Part I Play
The part I play Current mood: frustrated I have loved more deeply than most will ever know. For that love I have gone to the depth of hell where some will never go. I have fought. Ihave cried. I have bleed. And I have Died. My heart is broken and I fear it will never fully mend. Still i put on a smile and continue to pretend. No matter what in my heart she will always stay. In the sad story of life this is the part i must play.©

Strong
Strong The strongest people in the world don’t lift weights. They don’t stand up to face a fight. They don’t stand for nothing. The strongest people in the world are the ones that do what most can’t do. They understand things and do what is best for their surroundings. These are people that do what most simply can not do. No matter how hard the road is they keep moving forward to a goal. Small steps forward because there is always hills coming. Saving their strength for the big pushes in their road. Roads for these people vary in each case….no one case is the same. Outcomes might be, but never the road. They are always aware that the road has its obstacles and flaws that come with the road. Temptations are abound and desires to rush are always in their minds. Sometimes these people waver from the road due to these temptations. However the strongest find the end and the road ends. Their goal is reached….they succeed at the road. They take what they have learned on their journey an

What I Want
the things i want Current mood: depressed i find what i miss the most about being in a relationship is having someone to curl up with at night, someont to hold softly and keep cozzy and warm, someone to whisper goodnight to after they have already fallen asleep, someone i can lie next to and listen to her breath, someone i can wake up in the morning with a kiss after i have made her breakfast in bed, someone i can take care of when shes sick, someone who will make me sigh when we kiss, someone who will steal my hat just because she wants something of mine while we r apart, someone who will call me @ 2 am just to tell me she misses me, someone who will wrap her arms around me while we r out and kiss me deeply for no reason at all, someone i can lie in a field with on a warm summer night and look up at the stars with, someone who will tell the world that she is mine and that i am hers, someone who will give me her whole heart, someone who will take mine and treasure it, someone

Where I Shall Be
Every squeak and every sound Yet when i look there is no one around On a ship so far away from the land that i left yesterday In the sea - sea- sea Off to a place in the middle of no where For the seafood i shall deliver Money and a pay check that i need - need -need For my family i need to feed Some thing happened in the middle of the night One of my crew men died yet no one was around Rest of the crew remained in fright - fright -fright None of them seen a thing all they heard was a mysterious thing That lurked some where As the waves crashed agaisnt the ship Rocking it back and forth, what is going on? 2 more men where dead by sun rise All they could say is they seen a pair of red eyes Checked the ship left and right yet nothing was in sight Mind games begin, in the middle of the sea Where no one could hear me on my radio All me and my men could hear was voices from below As we continued to catch the fish, before night fall we made a wish To survive w

Cool Stuff Part 2
i have spent all day trying to figure out why i have been getting random gifts.lmao, when i said leave a gift i ment under my online tree that is on my profile, but thank you all for the gifts. see i just uploaded a tree where you can pick out a gift and leave one for me and a picture where you can give me a kiss under the misltoe, thank you all for the gift anyways. if you want to see this cool stuff than look under my about me on my profile thanks again p.s. if you put any of this stuff on your profile let me know and i will do the same for you

Cable Repairman Carjacked, Boyscout Robbed And My Ramblings
This city/state along with the rest of the country/world is just getting riddled with this kind of senseless, petty/deadly, stupid crimes and the police who are supposed to serve and protect are unacceptable and inexcusable in their behavior, apprehension, harassment of those who are the victims of these crimes committed by: unsupervised hood rat kids of all colors(whose parents will throw the race card at you and try to sue anyone they are able to), convicted felons, child molesters, rapists, drunk drivers, illegal immigrants etc who are trying to uphold and maintain a life while raising children /families.(can you say run on sentence...lol) most of the time these criminals are caught and released to do more harm, or because the jails/prisons are over crowded with Illegals who should be sent back immediately with a ......use your imagination not supported by the Tax Payers. The thing that always gets me the most is hearing these Liberals and multi initialed groups wanting t

Letter From Santa
LETTER FROM SANTA Body: 2 Cold Street North Pole, Canada H0H 0H0 I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year, and since you have, I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas. I was going to bring you all the gifts from "The Twelve Days of Christmas", but we had a little problem up here. The twelve fiddlers fiddling, have all come down with "VD" from fiddling with the ten ladies dancing. The eleven lords a leaping have knocked up the eight maids a milking, and the nine pipers playing, have been arrested for doing weird things to the seven swans a swimming. The six geese a laying, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtle doves, and a partridge in a pear tree, have me up to my butt in bird crap. On top of all this, Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, eight of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined Gay Liberation, and those dumb ass Newfoundlanders have re-scheduled Christmas for

Off
WOOOOOOO WHOOOOOOOOO Im off tomorrow and I have no clue what Im doing. I might go out, look stoopid all day, and I might sit around with my thumb up my ass, I really dont know what Im doing. So yeah thats all I got on this one. -Steven-

Chapter One
Chapter One: “The Believer” Gwjuan Robinson Miss Robinson more than likely doesn’t think of me as often as I do her. Talk about finding light in your darkest hour. Walking into my newest job, I knew no one, thought my manger was exceptionally attractive and hated kids. Not the ideal job for a teenage girl working at an elementary school in a ritzy suburb of Indianapolis. But when I walked through the double doors of the arts and crafts room, a heavyset black woman glanced up with a grin that will always be etched in my heart. I shrugged it off at first, checked in with my tall, dark and handsome new supervisor, and proceeded to stand in the middle of a room crowded with tables, chairs and screaming children. Counselors were being hounded by elementary aged school children that needed help with their pipe-cleaner projects. Looking back at those doors, I’m glad I didn’t make the b-line for the door at that moment, because next thing I knew, a woman approached me with a giant smile. S

The Beginning
The People You Will Meet By: Kandi Stevens Dedication: Miss Gwjuan Robinson, the woman who cared more about me than I did myself. Where it begins...: A young woman by the name of Naudia Clark combs her memory over for the significant people in her life. In no specific or chronological order, a list of names builds to form “The People You Will Meet”. There are Believer's and Naysayer's, best friends and plenty of foes. The collections builds and links back to other's as time goes on, but the message always remains the same. Take the things people offer you, good or bad, and help them shape what you want to be. ((I'll be posting new "chapter's" every other night or so. Be sure to keep checking back and leave me your feedback!!))

Thinking
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Fun Facts
* Tonight I'm speaking with a Spanish accent. I dunno, just trying to seem sexier I guess. * Every day I get a couple friend requests from people who have never been to my profile. Anyone else get those or am I just popular with fuktards? * I've never had a New Years Eve date, even though I've been married twice. * I don't think chickens are graceful...at all! * I'd love a TV that adjust the volume when the furnace kicks on. How about it, Sony? * I have a friend who thinks she's sexy. But I don't think she's know sexy if it bit her on the crotch. * That reminds me. Too many boughs of mistletoe are wasted on doorways. * I have an irritating cough right now. But I won't be satisfied until it irritates other people I am around.

Adding To The List Of Help...
I would like to thank everyone who helped out in the last two days: Along with Purplesky, Okie_Mom x 2 and Little Italian Nymph. In no particular order... Angel_Lips Shyinarizona the1anastasia Emily Gail Jen n Oregon fantasy81212 fat bottom girls make the rocking world go round (yes, this is their FUname) Thank you very much... Tom

Windows & Souls
Eyes... Hallow... Cold... Shadows speak... Events untold... Things seen... No one knows... Eyes... Think... Listen... Feel... Lose control... Soul unbound... Free to roam... I am me... Only I behold... (To Becontinued)...

The Information On The Death Of Hip-hop/rap Legend Pimp C Of Ugk
UGK group member Chad "Pimp C" Butler was found dead in room at the Mondrian Hotel today around 9am PST, after members of the rapper’s family contacted the Sunset Strip property to report the artist missing. In a statement released by the Mondrian, the hotel received several calls this morning from concerned family members inquiring about Butler’s whereabouts. "Security personnel went to Mr. Butler’s room and found him in bed, apparently expired," Gerald McKelvy, a spokesman for the hotel told AllHipHop.com. "A 911 call was placed at about 9:20 AM and paramedics from the Los Angeles Fire Department responded and pronounced Mr. Butler dead." The Los Angeles County Sherriff’s office has confirmed that their homicide department is currently investigating the crime scene, which, according to LASD PR Liason Dept. Oscar Butao, is standard procedure whenever a victim is found who did not die of natural causes. At press time, a cause of death had no

Huskies
MURDERED HUSKIES *R.I.P. Roscoe and Sophie* These are furry furriends of my cats Summer & Misha Sabrina on MySpace.com Please read their story... Reposted From: http://lvasianj.stumbleupon.com/ Tamela and Russell Harper had two kids......Roscoe and Sophie. They were not human kids but furry kids with four legs and unconditional love for their parents. As kids do, they liked to roam around and wander off occasionally. Last week, they got a little too close to a neighbor's chickens.....nasty creatures that piss from their skin pores. (Bet you won't eat the chicken skin anymore, huh?!). Well, the owner of those nasty chickens shot Roscoe and Sophie. Shot them DEAD and put their lifeless bodies in trash bags and then offered them back to Tamela and Russell!! How shitty is that?! Can you imagine the gut-wrenching punch to the stomach that Russell felt when he was told that? And then he had to go home and tell Tamela what happened? That their only

Military Men
-Underwear is entirely optional at all times -You have pooped in the same bag you ate from. -You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag. -You've pooped in a hole more than a porta potty -Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it. -You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security. -You have no problem running 5 miles drunk. -You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk. -You have no problems doing a 12-mile foot march drunk. -You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don't think it’s a problem at all. -You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he's an Infantry Men. -You'd fight your best friend, even though he's an Infantry Men. -Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show. -You know someone who has done the following: 1. Pissed themselves, shit themselves, puked on themselves, and in turn did all of the above on other people, and loved it 2. Kille

My Career In Music
A few of you Fubarians have asked me what bands I’ve been in, so I’ll try to recount here some of the more notable bits of my not-so-illustrious “career”: In High School (in Redlands, CA) in the late 1970’s some friends and I formed a band that we called The Astral Slayride. Our line-up once included David Lowery, who was later to form the bands Camper Van Beethoven and Cracker -- both facts that he will never let me forget! We tried to play slimmed-down versions of of some of the popular tunes from that era, covers of anything from Aerosmith to ZZ-Top, but mostly drug-induced psychedelic jams that we made up as we went along. It never went beyond playing a few parties, but it was a learning experience. I was involved for a while, starting in 1978, with Jimmy James (not Jimi Hendrix), who was then manager of KCAL radio, which is still a very popular Rock radio station in southern California. We tried to play Prog Rock, but never really found much time to practice and spent a lot

I Was Looking 4 U
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No One To Talk To!!
I had a really good day today so I thought that my night would be just as great! WRONG!! I am bored like crazy! I seem to always have someone to talk to but tonight, no one is talking...what's up with that?! This means an early night for me, I guess I'm going to bed. Night to all!

Another Tuesday
Watching my show i think way tooo much.. not being able to workout the nest i can is really upsetting me.. id rather work out at the gym less distractions.. will i ever get to what i want.. or maybe i see surgery in my future.. but i know it wont happen i am much stronger than that.. gym 3 times a week urgh. i hate it.. i want to go 5 times but i cant.. sometimes the af sucks and makes hubb working 12's.. but what can i do bout that nada.. smile and carry on.. i wont let this obesity.. (and yes i said it..) get me.. sorry if i repeat but i need to get it out

Love
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds . The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make s

Bubbas Bitches
I have done it yet again! muhhahhaha made someone my bitch!! thats right its Bubbas Pimp out back and better then ever!! make sure you show all my Bitches lots of love go rate add and fan them and i know they will return the favor Just tell em Bubba Sent ya!!!

Thank Yous!!!!!!
I wish to take this time to thank each and EVERY one of my friends who have helped me SO much by bombing like mad in order for me to win a VIP you are all AWESOME!!! thank you to "cup of Joe" for adding me to the comp !! please show this man sum serious luv!!!! Cup Of Joe@ fubar please show these amazing ppl some luv!! they are MOST deserving of it!! &hearts TumsFun &hearts UK Leveller & W.I.S.E UK@ fubar Daz@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubar Mr Pibb@ fubar ~SLIPPERY~ HEAD ENFORCER~INSANE ASYLUM ~ W.I.S.E U.K FRIENDS ~@ fubar GRAVEDIGGER@ fubar Jon@ fubar Eggman2u*CLUBF.A.R.*Taken by HotMammaJJ*CLUBF.A.R*.@ fubar HotMammaJJ&hearts CLUB F.A.R.++ МãҒiã'~taken by Eggman2u@ fubar

Yeah
Im tired and not happy. I'll offend a lot of you and I'm as immature as you think. I'll never grow up but at least I'm responsible. I'm a good guy sometimes, usually after I'm a lil unsober and you start looking better :) Just kiddin, not even alcohol could do that for you. I don't even know why I'm on this website. I think it's because of friends and boredom. I like lil freaks that are into all kinds of weird sex with parapalegic midgets and people on wheel chairs. Its okay I dont participate I just watch. Look I know I'm not attractive but at least I'm all full of sunshine and happiness. Some people think I'm a good guy, thats usually cause they only met me for a short time and I probably seduced them somehow. I'm not single, I committed to drama. If you really want to send me a friend request you need a head check, just send me lil gifts and we'll pretend like we know each other. I'm bored again...

Chinese
A Chinese couple gets married - and she's a virgin. Truth be told, he is not too experienced either. On their wedding night, she cowers naked under the sheets as her husband undresses. He climbs in next to her and tries to be reassuring. "My darring" he says, "I know dis yo firss time and you berry frighten. I pomise you, I give ou anyting you want, I do anyting - juss anyting you want". "What chou want?" he says, trying to sound experienced and hoping to impress his virgin bride. A thoughtful silence follows and he waits patiently (and eagerly) for her request. She eventually replies shyly and unsure, "I want to try somethin I have heard about... numbaa 69". More thoughtful silence, this time from him. Eventually, in a puzzled tone he queries... "You want... Chicken wiff broccori?"

Losing Weight
ok here is the deal the reason i havent posted anymore pics is because i have gain 20 pounds in the last 3 months i got out of the Air Force i am going on my low carb diet to try and help me get back to 170 i am at 194 now. The diet is for about 3 days try to keep your carb intake to 25 grams and under and on your carb day eat a moderate amount of carbs but eat good carbs and absolultly no sodas of any kind drink water only you will lose so much more weight if you stay away from sugars. This diet keeps your metabolism burning and eat alot of protien it keeps you feeling full and you wont be hungry and no night snacking. I will give updates on my progress and i will post new pics when i loss the weight. If you wanna Know more about the diet just shout at me.

Just One Rate
All I need you too do is rate the picture below.Just 1 rate..Not too much to do. No comments needed. She started this contest a day late. Help her out..Thank you everyone:) If you are not a friend of Sadistic Stop by and Fan,Add and rate her. She returns all love back ...Shes one person everyone should have as a friend. §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥@ fubar

Should I Slow Down?
So I have never been da type of person who likes hospitals, at all. They are a place full of death, disease, and germs. But I recently had 2 make a trip there, for 5 hrs. I was pretty worried bout what was wrong wit me, and I really started thinking bout what all I have drug my body through, n was thinking how much all dat could have taken off my life span. Well, I came 2 a decision and decided 2 slow down 4 a lil bit, not stopping cause I couldnt fully live wit out gettin 2 party, but I will slow down. Especially so I dont have 2 either compeletly stop, or droppin dead. It's better 2 live ne day I say!

My Old Play List????
Yea...I put it up and it spit out 2 songs....well I'll get back on it....I think I wrote thate song ??? yea that was V N B days ..if you know me you know!!!But I will update the fuckin player....

Look Asshats
You want to fuck with me I'll break your knees and slit your throat and watch you gurgle in your own fucking blood. Sound like a plan? Didn't think so, so come right or I might not be as nice as I am right now.

Paths We Follow, Thanks Jake :)
You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soulmate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close relationships, flow and evolve. You need to let people be who they are, not what you want

I Hate This Shit.....
Ok we all know I speak the truth an I cant stand a fuckin liar..... so here it goes. I recently found out that someone on here was posing as a women to get you guys to buy them HH's Blast's Vip's an Ticker's.A lot of you are falling for it so Im posting the proof I have... Its a chance Im willing to take.....There is some stupid shit in here but if you read it all you will see what im talkin about...... chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:31 PM): hey Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:36 PM): ya chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:40 PM): ya chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:43 PM): what did i do Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:48 PM): nothing at all Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:53 PM): im just in a bad mood Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:56 PM): sorry chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:00 PM): whats wrong hun Christine (12/2/2007 5:28:13 PM): nothing really chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:26 PM): i remade the profile Christine (12/2/2007 5:28:35 PM): what profile chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:40 PM): the crystal one Christine

What Does Love Mean?
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds . The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sur

The Dating Game
As it applies to real life of course.It seems to me that today dating isn't even worth trying anymore. It is a wasted effort. If you are not the hottest thing around you really don't have a chance with the opposite sex in your area. Men and women are both guilty of it, so don't say it is only the other sex that does it.I see it everyday, people ruining good relationships over the next " Hottie" that comes along. They also ignore potential lifetime mates to chase these impossible dreams of happy ever after with these fake or uninterested people. WAKE UP PEOPLE! You are setting yourself up for failure for which when you do settle down with someone, that someone will not be able to A)live up to those standards or B)have to put up with the emotional and sometimes physical baggage that you bring into the relationship. Now I know they say it is healthy to dream, but I think it is highly unhealthy to chase a dream that you honestly know is never going to be happy. If you are looking for someb

Who Are You Stealing???
A soul in the heart and in the mind No need to refine nor need to define No need of excuse's whats mine is mine Sure, You can obsurve object and show verbs Here's where I learning Not to be obscure i'll give you whats yours you leave me whats mine I'm not here for yours Your not in my time Michael T 12/4/2007

Off For A Little While
As some as you may know john is comming home well i have made a promise to him that i am staying offline till he leaves for korea in jan so i will try to chat as much as posssible by this friday i wont be back on here till jan so too everyone i hope u have a great holiday and a good new year

Update On Life
and hello to everyone... :) its hard to believe we've been here in this house for two weeks already... we dont have much unpacked as of yet, still getting the interior painted. My mums moving down to melbourne at the end of the month, so we're trying to get the major parts done before she's here... we're also in the process of getting a dog, I've finally caved into mikes demands lol.. plus a lady at work has to find a home for her golden lab because her son is allergic to it.. so that means this weekend is going to be spent putting the back gate back up.. and checking the fence for holes... but it will be worth it :) will be interesting to see how the cats take having a dog :) but anyway, I need to go get ready for work.. I'll try get some pictures posted when I have them... toodles :D

.......
Life is like a roller coaster ride, you have to buckle up and hold on... Alot of times I find myself caught off guard and I have to re evaluate alot of things in my life. I often sit back and look at different ppl the way they act,carry themselves, and treat others. Eight out of ten of those times I get upset and usually get my feelings hurt. People are very different and its a really sad world we live in. I am a very caring person and it's really hard for me to hold a grudge but oh boy as I get older and look around examining others it's simply ridiculous how hateful ppl are, and it's really sad. A close cousin of mine always reminds me of my age as I talk to her sincerly and she tells me "keep on living". Because the saddest part of this all is I have a long way to go and the hatred and spitefulness downright makes me sick to the stomach. Ppl love to see others hurting like the saying "misery loves company". Growing up I wish I could have been exposed to more things bcuz

Who Is Jack Schitt
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disposition name

Help To Level...
I ran out of rates trying to do it myself... I've had a great deal of help from some very sweet, sexy, and loveable ladies, Purplesky, Okie_mom x 2 and Little Italian Nymph. Show them the love and respect they both deserve. I sincerely thank you for the help... Tom

Mrs.claus
Twas the night before Christmas,and up in the bed,she had him tied up,while giving him head. He was moaning and groaning,and begging for more....Who would have thought that Mrs. Claus was a whore? She was sucking and stroking santa with much care,and quietly wishing a few Elves were there. Then she climbed up onto him,and said "I don't care who's been bad or good, before you leave this house,you're giving me wood!" Then bumping and grinding,and flailing about, he was pounding her good,and she started to shout.."Oh yes Santa...Im cumming you jolly ole soul... just keep pounding me hard with that long,firm pole!" ...... Now St. Nick was exhausted,and in bed he still lay, Mrs. Claus said "to hell with the people,this is now my day!!!"

I Need A Vaction
man i need a vaction. i need to go somewhere that is peaceful. where there are no kids no work just me. where i can just be lazy and do nothing all day for about a week would be good. but i know that i will never get it but it is on my wish list though.

Open Your Eyes
I have a question people. Is it just me or have we taken too much time worrying about the rest of the world? I think that we need to take a look at our own backyard before we play in anothers. It doesn't take rocket scientist to figure out that if we paid more attention to what goes on here, it might just be a liitle better here at home. I trust that you do pay attention at home some. Right? okay maybe not. That is just my point.There are a lot of things going on here at home that need our input.(Take your pick, there are alot to choose from.) Try the goverment educational process(aka the reeducation need).catering to the average or in some cases below average students in our schools. Instead try catering to all students according to their level and ability.Maybe then we wouldn't rank so low worldwide in literacy and scholastic achievement. Base our economy off what it originally was intended to be....free enterprise. You earn it ,you keep it. Plain and simple really. I'm not bit

Win Fubucks
plz send all answers to me the first right answer wins 10,000 fubucks its that ez!!! im going to try this out see how it goes and if there is a good turn out then we will try it again!! A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no types of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how?

Sanity Is For The Weak Minded!
Everybody talks about " The Norm". Define normal. I can't because for me it is different than most other peoples ideas. Who is to say what is normal and what is not? I have a thought, I'm normal and everybody else is crazy. I don't think that works either.I know I'm off my rocker. How about you? Ever stopped to think about it.Everybody is crazy in their own way. Everybody has strange hangups. What do you think fetishes are?Now there are extremes in every scenario ie.... Mass murderers,rapists,child molesters, but they're not crazy, just sick. Majorly sick. So i say to all those people who told they are totally crazy......ENJOY IT! Just remember that sanity is for the weak minded. Why be normal?

Life Without Love
Hey there people! I haven't written in a while and am probably a little rusty when it comes to blogs that aren't a bitch session. I am sitting here just thinking about what life without love would be like.It is just something I can not imagine being without.There are so many forms of love out there that I can't even begin to keep up with them all, much less understand them all.Though if they disappeared I would probably feel lost without them. There is so many forms of love, be it family, friends or just a good time.They enrich our lives. They make life something worth living.Worth enjoying. Giving us something to respect, to look foward to, even to the point of embarassment at times. It is worth it though.It is something that I,personally, couldn't live without. Little things like the love of good food, is something happy,but the love of our children or the love towards our parents is a very special thing that should never be forgotten or misused. I just cannot imagine a w

Just A Thought
I know a lot of people have asked to veiw my private pictures. Although, I cant add everyone to my family to view them, but if you send me a private message I will consider your requests. If you dont send me a private message I wont consider it at all. Thanks!

Pubic Grass?!
A nurse was on duty in the Emergency Room, when a young woman with purple hair styled into a punk rocker Mohawk, sporting a variety of tattoos, and wearing strange clothing, entered. It was quickly determined that the patient had acute appendicitis, so she was scheduled for immediate surgery. When she was completely disrobed on the operating table, the staff noticed that her pubic hair had been dyed green, and above it there was a tattoo that read, "Keep off the grass." Once the surgery was completed, the surgeon wrote a short note on the patient's dressing, which said, "Sorry, had to mow the lawn."

Paths We Follow
You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soulmate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close relationships, flow and evolve. You need to let people be who they are, not what you want

Horoscope For Dec. 4, 2007
Your life may feel a bit out of balance, but your brain is perfect for rearranging things so you feel better about all the elements of your life. You may need a little help from a friend with a different perspective Damn how true this is lately

R.i.p Chad (pimp-c) Butler
Dec. 4th 2007 age 33R.I.P Chad "Pimp-C" Butler1973-2007 Rapper Chad "Pimp C" Butler, who along with hometown pal Bernard "Bun B" Freeman made up the chart-topping group UGK, was found dead Tuesday morning in a West Hollywood hotel room. Paramedics and officers responded to a 911 call placed from the Mondrian Hotel on Sunset Boulevard and were directed to a room on the sixth floor. They found Butler lying on the bed, fully clothed. The Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department said the call came in about 9:30 a.m. A spokesman for the county coroner said that it appears the 33-year-old "Dirty Money" purveyor died of natural causes. No drugs or related paraphernalia was found in the room and it didn't appear as if anyone had been in the room with Butler when he died. An autopsy will be performed and a full report, including the results of standard toxicology tests, should be ready in six to eight weeks. "We mourn the unexpected loss of Chad," Jive Records president a

Alittle More Help
well im 3,900 away from getting my vip and i could use a little more help so please if you havent stopped b y to help me out i surely could use it now almost there. and i want to thank everyone who has already helped you guys are great heres the link: HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE KISSES

Sick
On top of all my health issues I have come down with a nasty sinus cold....complete with ear infection, congestion, and headache. So if ya dont see me on here for a cpl days u knw why...just thought I would let everyone know.

I Maybe A Scrooge ,,,but
Hi well after getting a explanation why for past 3 weeks I have not seen on bar tab any sign of ON LINE BONUS (** --explanation below ) to help with the increasing of FU BUCKS and of course valued points ,i inquired why it is so that they have because like the Sth aussie bush DRIED-UP and vanished into thin air ,,,soo with that in mind after transfering lump sums around the place being mr nice guy assiting ppl for what ever reason .......i'll have to apply a FU bucks squeeze from now on LOL in other words do as the banks do when a Credit sqeeze hits us ,,so loan not approved action sorry all but till i increase FUBUCKS account wont be possible to transfer untill we can swim the Birddville Track ...and that aint happened since the last Ice age !!! heheeh it appears from the advise i was sent your loved bonus is based on activity based in other words ya gotta be in the Top 1000 active ppl for that hour to recieve bonuses ,,and as a

Hunhh?
aight thn whuts goin onn? i dnnt kno either, i was solid but now im jsst runnin thru tha wrrld, who knos where i might b next, my preliminary list includes: Tampa Fla,{again} , N.O. La, Dallas Tex , an then who knos, gett 2 kno me

How Adam Got Eve- Priceless
HOW ADAM GOT EVE-PRICELESS Adam was hanging around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely. So, God asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, "This pretty lady will gather food for you, she will cook for you, and when you discover clothing, she will wash it for you. She will always agree with every decision you make and she will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will praise you! She will bear your children. and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them. "She will NEVER have a headache and will freely give you love and

True Tantra Teachings By A Tantric Master
TRUE TANTRA BY A TANTRIC MASTER Welcome to the infinite domain of tantra! I am a well traveled new worldly European tantric master. I am 5'9", 170, 8" cut, and blue eyed, shaved heads, sensual older male who has been teaching tantra for 30 years in North America. I first got interested in Tantra when I was 5 years old, but it took 17 years to figure out how to take that sexual energy that starts between our legs and use it for more than pleasure and procreation. Imagine being able to use that same energy that creates the miracles of new humans and transmuting it as it is written in the book "Think and Grow Rich" by Napoleon Hill, and being able to use it like the "Force" on Star Wars! That is the version of tantra I teach. It is a full body erotic tantra session using techniques which I have learned over the years to pull that energy out of you and show you what I can do with it. Sessions usually last an hour or more if you wish. Open to teaching men, women,

Voyage Of The Damned Start Time Announced
The official BBC Doctor Who website has announced that the forthcoming Christmas special, Voyage of the Damned, will be 71 minutes long - longer than either of the two previous festive episodes, and the longest single episode of the programme since its return in 2005. The report also confirms the start time for the episode - 6.50pm on Christmas Day, Tuesday the 25th of December. The episode will also be repeated on New Year's Day at 2.15pm, and with in-vision signing for the deaf at 1.15am on December 27th. Reported at The Doctor Who News Page.

My Son Had Surgery
i just got back i have been out for 2 weeks and im sorry to my friends and family that i havent been able to help yall out:( but my son had head surgery and he needs alot of attention so i'll help when i can thanks for understanding!!

She Make Me Smile...
whats up everyone in Fubar... theres this chick...i have been talking to her for a while now...shes make me smile all the time whenever we talk on the phone or online... i am hoping one day we get to see each other... i miss her when i dont talk to her... well anyway this is my first time posting this.. i will be back to post more things... goodbye

Learning To Cuss
A 6-year-old and 4-year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what?' says the 6 year-old.' I think it's about time we started cussing.' The 4-year-old nods his head in approval. The 6-year-old continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4-year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6-year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw, hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios.' WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother

This Ticks Me Off
Most of you know i dont send out bulletins or forwards much, but i found this to be very very important , so please watch the video and join me in boycotting Walmart , and places/companys like them.. I knew walmart was bad, but i didnt know all this, ty Rick for sharing it with me.. For those that know me, know this stuff really pisses me off and the tainted toys from china.. But what ticks me off the most is we all know this crap yet we dont band together to do anything about it.. so by doing nothing, we are allowing it. Thank You and Happy holidays all Lori Please Forward this along to your friends or at least tell them about it!. I know everyone is stressed out with all the loss of jobs and the economy the way it is here in Michigan and now reaching its way across the states.. So everyone is looking to find a good deal and save money. But PLEASE DO NOT SHOP AT WALMART!!! I am asking everyone to take a stand and BOYCOTT THEM!! Think of what the future is going to be

Immersing In My Virtual World
Today I was reminded that I live my life in a virtual world, and am nothing but a point whore with too many tit shots. So I figured why not just immerse myself in the Fubar world, I do love instant gratification. So boys and girls I ask you to fan me, rate me, add me, comment me, and if you're feeling really generous my birthday is Dec. 19th and I could use a blast, happy hour, ticker or whatever. Help me become the point whore that I so long to be. My gorgeous and wonderful friend Jon has bought me a VIP for two months now just because he's amazing and I want to publicly thank him for always being there for me, with or without the gifts ;) There should be more cleavage and smiles posted shortly since apparantly that's all I'm good for.

Funny Stuff
What Starts with F and ends with K A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think

Today
Ok welp. Me and the hubby got into another fight tonight. he sent me a text telling me "f**K you, im coming home to get my stuff and stayin in the barracks". i said ok. he came home, and went straight to his computer. after about two hours, i went in there and was like can you take a few mins away from your computer to talk about this. I basically told him how i felt he told me pretty much what he wanted to tell me ( i know there was more, he just didn't wanna say it) so i flat out told him, if u want a divorce then speak up, i wasn't gonna live my life, fighting, miserable and crying all the time. that he needed to let me know what he wanted. He looked @ me and went back to his computer. and i walked out. sorry just wanted to rant

Drama
im so sick of all the drama bullshit. i dont think it ever goes away. theres drama everywhere in life...relationships,friendship,work,school. im soooo sick of it. i try my best to stay away from it but it seems to follow me. i just dont understand...

Confucius (551 Bc - 479 Bc)
*What the superior man seeks is in himself. What the mean man seeks is in others. *When you know a thing, to hold that you know it; and when you do not know a thing, to allow that you do not know it - this is knowledge. *The superior man...does not set his mind either for anything, or against anything; what is right he will follow. *The firm, the enduring, the simple, and the modest are near to virtue. *Recompense injury with justice, and recompense kindness with kindness. *By nature, men are nearly alike; by practice, they get to be wide apart. *To see what is right, and not to do it, is want of courage or of principle. *Ignorance is the night of the mind, but a night without moon and star. *What you do not want done to yourself, do not do to others. ~The Confucian Analects

Why I'm A Trip... (read When High)
hells yeah im a trip! kahdsjhdjs you remember skip-it? now thatttt was a way to trip... oh and bigggg pants another form of tripping... me im a nut a cashew and a trip but not a skip it or big pants... yadamean? hahahaha now i got you thinking when your high and thats why i'm a trip! You know what else is a trip? Shrooms... omg the clarity you get out of those things... being an artist like me self can understand this... you ever wanted to paint your world, you can on shrooms... no not really cause on shrooms your already in your painted world which dosent count for much... shut up it soooo does count... not like 1,2,3, but gnomesyinnn? So this brings us to Angels... what are in angles? I always wondered... pumpkin pie? fluff? love? hmmmmm Coconuts? The Snuggle Bear? Because Angles are truley amazing... You know what else is AMAZING? That I'm sooooo not high right now! CAN YOU BELIVE IT? Chea... Im always naturally high, which kiccs ass! When I'm high, Im normal... funny! Anywho... thi