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Froggy Cupcakes
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Cupcakes Watery blue frosting Green gumdrop White chocolate chip black icing 1. Start with a batch of cupcakes frosted a watery blue. For each one, slice a large green gumdrop in half. Press the tip of a white chocolate chip into the cut surface of each half, centering it near the bottom edge. Squirt a dab of black decorators' icing onto each chip. Then press the frog eyes into the frosting.

Watching
as i lie here tossing in my bed, lost in my fears, remembering what you said and i'm trying to hide the truth within, a mask of myself shows its face again still i lie here time and time again, will you deny me when we meet again, and i feel like i'm falling further everyday but i know that your there watching over me and i feel like i'm drowning, waves crashing over me but i know that your love will set me free when i find truth where i've found it time before as i search for your whole i'm finding so much more and i'm trying to be more like you, i'm denying myself and pulling my heart in two and i feel like i'm falling further everyday but i know that your there watching over me and i feel like i'm drowning, waves crashing over me but i know that your love will set me free

BëfØrë I WÅ§ Å MØm
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never g ot gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my hea

Yepper!!
NOW... Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person? Rules: Answer this for the person who sent u this and then repost it for yourself! my answers 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer:yes as long as u could last i can 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: LOVE THEM ALL 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: HELL YES 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: HOW EVER U WANTED IT 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: maby yes maby no it depends 6. Give me a naked pic? do you whant one? I HAVE SOME 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: yes 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer:ok if it gives you plesure than sure 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer:If it will please you YES 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: looks personality 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: yes if you like it 12. W

Thë MÅn Rülë§
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down... Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1.

Lake Of Fire
where do bad folks go when they die, they don't go to heaven where the angels fly go to a lake of fire and fry see em again on the fourth of july i know a lady who came from the lourve, bit by a dog with a rabid tooth, she went to her grave just a little to soon where do bad folks go when they die, they don't go to heaven where the angels fly go to a lake of fire and fry see em again on the fourth of july people cry and people moan, look for a dry place to call there home, try and find some place to rest there bones, while the angels and devils try and make em there own where do bad folks go when they die, they don't go to heaven where the angels fly go to a lake of fire and fry see em again on the fourth of july "see y'all on the fourth of july"

True Christmas Story- The Birth Of Jesus Christ
Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com This story is a TRUE story and it REALLY happened some 2,000 years ago. Jesus Christ, the Son of God, came to this earth to suffer for OUR sins so that we may live forever in heaven with Him. The prophets Isaiah and Micah both wrote about the birth of Jesus Christ a LONG time before the events actually took place. No ONE can predict the future unless God gives them the vision. God shared these events in the future with Micah and Isaiah for a reason. God wanted EVERYONE to be able to identify the savior of the world when He was born. God left NO room for error. It would be impossible for Jesus to have chosen his own birthplace wouldn't it! We should thank God for giving us so much evidence to prove that Jesus Christ is the ONE and ONLY Son of God! Don't forget to wish Jesus a very Happy Birthday this Christmas Season! May your holidays be blessed by Him!

TØp 10 ThØüght§ Øf 2007
#10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax incre ase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE #1 THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one cow wi

L§u ~ Lë§' WÅy!
Twenty four days before Christmas, in a state in the south, Les Miles was pissed as he opened his mouth.“Miles to Michigan,” was reported as fact. To which Miles responded, “Herbie you don’t know jack!” The Tigers had suffered a gut wrenching loss, At the hands of McFadden and the rest of the hogs. And Bo in his sweatshirt, and Miles in his Hat. Were determined to prove they were better than that! When the Tennessee Vols ran out on the field, There were ruckus applause from the mentally ill. Still in the locker room, Les told his team, “This season ain’t over. We still have a dream.” The hurt throwing arm of QB Matt Flynn Meant Ryan was the man they put their faith in. Then the fans all heard, what Les said in the Dome. “I ain’t goin’ anywhere. I’m happy. I’m Home!” The fans were still thinking “This might be a trick.”‘til someone pointed out “Hey, this guy ain’t Nick!” The Hat took the field for this championship game, And he brought all his Tigers, and called

Westroads Mall Omaha Nebraska
at 1:40 this afternoon in omaha nebraska there was a shooting at a mall, my favorite mall, the mall i always go to..and i was lucky enough that i didn't go.. heres the whole story: http://www.wowt.com/home/headlines/12163196.html go there..what the hell is happening in omaha?! i have a friend who works there and was there today, but hes okay, and another friend who was there but got out..i just dont understand..why..

She's New
GIGGLES IS FAIRLY NEW TO FUBAR. SHE ONLY HAS 47 PICS BUT ONLY HAS 1571 TO GO, SO IF ENOUGH OF US RATE HER STUFF WE CAN GET HER LEVELED. ALL HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. giggels@ fubar

Cruelty.on Fubar At Its Worst
actually i dont know how this got start but it appears that two woman on here jumped on one because she asked a question. i read a mumm that laid it out somewhat until it got totally out of hand. a guy coming to the defense of the one girl. whether he was out of control he did supply some proof that the two woman double teamed and ganged up on the one. these two seemed to enjoy their cruelty. see for your self in this mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=250589 i then made a statement to the two "what's the matter with you". that being the only statement. soon after that i was hit with 1 and 2's ratings when i check it was someone on one of the woman's friend list. that is bazaar next i was hit with another from the other woman Notice Crystal on the friends list http://www.fubar.com/user/1205026 Notice DJ mische... http://www.fubar.com/user/1190795 Both involved in the cruelty and both i asked what the matter with you

"i Wï§h FØr YØü..."
Comfort on difficult days, Smiles when sadness intrudes, Rainbows to follow the clouds, Laughter to kiss your lips, Sunsets to warm your heart Gentle hugs when spirits sag, Friendships to brighten your being, Beauty for your eyes to see, Faith so that you can believe, Courage to know yourself, Patience to accept the truth, And love to complete your life.

§ØlÐïër§ ~twÅ§ Thë Nïght BëfØrë Chrï§tmÅ§
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DIS TANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DIS ORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW ! THIS NI GHT,

Woman's Only Flaw
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

Let Me Hear You
If you have viewed my page recently, you have noticed I have succumbed to the voice comment thingy..lol Would love to bridge the gap somewhat between online and reality with hearing your voices, so take a moment and leave me a message :) If anyone else gets one, let me knw and I'd be happy to leave some love :)

New Lounge Coding Place In Skin Section
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Christmas , Wats That?
*Was the month before Christmas*.. *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a " Holiday ".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* *Something was changing,something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets, were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas - was nowhere to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty* *Are words that we

The Sexiness Starts All Over!!!!
Fantasia back up and going strong!!!! come back and join the fun!!! The Fact that someone deleted Fantasia Once isnt gonna Stop us!!! DJ MINOU ON AIR JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO JOIN CLUB FANTASIA WHERE THE PARTY NEVER STOPS 24/7

Let's Level Her
CAN YOU HELP LEVEL HER. SHE'S A LONG TIME FRIEND AND I SEE SHE ONLY HAS 13,100 TO GO YET. I'M DOING THIS AS A SURPRISE FOR HER. ALL HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED. YOU CAN RATE HER STUFF WHEN YOU HAVE TIME, JUST CHECK TO SEE IF SHE'S LEVELED IF I'M NOT AT COMPUTER. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. Pamela@ fubar

Why Be So Open....
I was just asked by someone... "Why are so open in your blogs about your feelings and thoughts?" Well I informed them, its actually very simple... I really don't care what people think of me... We all have opinions and ideas about one another but if you get right down to it... We all pissed in our bed when we were babies and we all did stupid shit when we were young... (Some of us are still doing stupid shit) So why not be open? Of course they said after this... "Well if you are really open about yourself then you'll get used alot." Wow... Of course someone is going to try, and try is the key word.. But you have to let them hurt you. Granted you can't stop someone from using you or hurting you, but you can learn and keep an eye out for people like that. Plus I'm careful who I let in all the way into my life. But the main reason I wright my feeling down and tell people openly about me and my thoughts... is to teach and find people who agree with me... Nuff said.. Mike

Worth...
We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...Sacrifice... After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure....that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.. Today seems to be the day, when so many people turn t

If U Have A Problem With Me...
then please get off my friends list! i wuz just called a spoiled bitch that bitches about everything... who the fuck cares? duznt everyone here have that right? freedom of speech? so anywayz he blocked me before i could respond... damn... so again, please be my guest and delete me from ur friends list if u have a problem with me...

Cold Winters Passion
The cold night air creeps through an open window...gently caressing warm tender flesh... soothing the burning passion that dwells within...as two bodys merge in a dance of lust. Sighs echoe through the room with each slow driven thrust...sliding in and out...savoring the moment. Her warm tight wetness grabbing hold of his hard throbbing cock...as if milking it for each drop...squeazing hard and never wanting to let go. The fire burning between the two lovers eyes, ignite that deep passion that lays hidden inside... the thrusts begin to pick up... harder and faster... nails dig into flesh, as the crimson warmth flows...words are spoken with out even saying a thing..as he drives it to her HARDer...sweat begins to flow as the passion explodes....he lets out a deep growl as his teeth meet her soft subtle flesh...biting hard across her neck as his cock hammers into her.... she gasps...clutching his back....she lets out a moan as his hot wet mouth works downward...setting her nipples abla

Looking For Girfriend
I am very interested in finding a girlfriend. I’d like her to have a nice sense of humor so that she keeps me smiling all the time. I love having a good time the more fun the better. I a very interested in having a bisexual relationship… I am an owned slave and into the BDSM lifestyle and would love to bring you into a threesome also. I need this so I can further my experiences with my sexuality which is still a growing interest to me. I’d love for her to be a BBW and I would love to control her and order her to pleasure me. I’d love to have a female eat my pussy and make me cum all over your face, suck on my tits play with my nipple rings pinch them I like pain also. And you must not forget to kiss me I love that it’s a turn on for me, and my ears and neck, don’t neglect them either. Kiss them suck on them and even bite them. I love it. And if it’s a night my Master is there he could fuck you while you are doing this to me. I love to please Master and we can’t leave him out. When he’s

Illustrious Illusions
The anticipation builds....heartbeat races...sitting in that cold leather chair.. millions of thoughts running wildly through your head...palms sweaty...grasping the arms...knuckles turning white... you feel the cool balm..sliding across your bare flesh...the warm touch of latex....grasping your body...pulling and stretching the skin back... the buzz singing in your ears...then...Gasp...breathe deep...as metal slides into flesh...making that sultry bond.. of pleasure and pain... your sense run rampent..pupils dilate.. you feel your nipples begin to harden...as the needles slowly glide across your flesh....blood trickles... wiped away with a soothing spray... the ink seaps into your body...bringing forth beauty..beauty to what once was plain... after what feels like hours of raw passion ... you look down... your mark...your art permanently painted in your flesh gazes back at you... your Illustrious illusion in life....forever embeded in your skin.

Eulogy
On December 1st, my very best friend, Jason Heath Cook, passed away in his sleep. He was 31. These were my remarks at his services. Jason was my friend, advisor and bandmate. He was my confidant, my adversary, my brother, my inspiration, co-conspirator, salvation and reason for doing the right thing. Whenever I was scared and wanted to take the easy way out, Jason shoved me forward and made me live. He was always less concerned with us being safe than us becoming better people. Jason saved me from being scared, alone, and emotionally crippled with his humor, passion, intellect, and his drive for all his family to push it farther and be better than anyone on the outside thought we could ever be. That was kind of his style. He always worried more about us than he did himself. As proud as he may have ever been of me, I'm a thousand times indebted to him for playing such a big part in who I am. You see, I wouldn't be here if we hadn't stumbled upon each other as a couple

Cool Night Passion
Rain falls, meeting with hot flesh, leaving a steamy trail of passion flowing across the bare bodies of two lovers, lips meet in a burst of firey passion as two bodies become entwined, standing naked under the sky as it opens up.... thunder rolls as if singing in tune with moans of pure pleasure and excstasy...lighting flashes..highlighting every little curve... hands caress flesh... as the two dance the dance of lust driven madness... thrusting and rolling...feeling the heat from each other as the rain seems to steam and rise from their bodies...his hands caress her face....neck... and meet with subtle breasts...his mouth seems to dance across her body as her back arches...moaning with pure pleasure.. passion gives rise to pure lust as they collide.. kisses turn into bites... caressess turn in hard squeazes...as their hips collide... thrusting into her like a man driven mad... he grabs her hair..pulling her head back..as his firey tongue works its magic across her neck.. he bites he

Tis The Season
As I watch the snow softly fallin oh how it shimmers and glistens.Carolers singin sleigh bells ringing and oh the smell of freshly baked goodies. Oh how i miss the old fashioned days. Trees bein decorated by lovin lil hands hummin christmas tunes as they are tucked into bed,with visions of santa pracin in their lil heads.. Whatever happened witt the days of old? Has our world changed that drasticly so? It saddens the heart oh what a fright to ponder the mere thought of such a disasterous sight,no christmas to have the old fashioned way heaven forbid the tradional way So i say to you this holiday season, lets not forget the meanin of love and good cheer,for its the givin to others that counts the most, which in turn touches the heart and warms ones soul and eventually touches all those around us we all love and we all know...

Friends?
Ok... So I have noticed that I haven't been a socal butterfly this past year, due to foolish things in my life.... Such as trying to find a soulmate and being on the computer way to fucking much. But, I also noticed that most of the people that I used to hang out with all the damn time aren't even a blip on my radar... Granted I work nights now, but damn... where is everyone... I never really called anyone cause mostly they either called me or just showed up... But, Now I find myself calling people... Well... I think part of it is my fault with my job and being an internet whore... But I also think that this saying is true... "Friends are like tires, after awhile they get worn and need to be replaced" .... Guess i got replaced... Oh well.... shit happens... either we get bored with each other or find something new or like that the others don't... I think its time to find some new tires, or try to retread some of the old ones... We'll see what happens...

Sad Must Read Dont Drink And Drive
i was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly

Uncertainty
Things in life become uncertain to all of us through life when either changes or doubt enter the picture. I have had many of these in my day and thou, I tend to fight every problem that gets in my way, by myself. I tend to feel worn out due to the uncertainties that face me. I can't help but feel helpless when I end up not being able to control the environment around me or thing fall apart for me. The feeling of helplessness engulfs me and I try to think positive and hope for things to turn out in my favor. But, even thou I get through it all I end up torn and depressed. It pisses me of to no end... The biggest thing for me is unpredictable situations, that stops people and myself from moving forward down the road to the future. Unpredictable situations bring doubt, and doubts bring uncertainty. Its a fucking circle of bullshit I tell ya. So, what is it that I can do to lessen the burden of suffering on those I care about and on myself, from things of unpredictable natur

Let Them Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of goodbye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm f

To Be Online... Or Not
Ok people... here's a question for ya... and yes who ever reads this rant better at least say something, or answer this question... Is Myspace, Facebook, or Fubar the next new thing for social interaction? Are people taking this whole thing on making a profile and chatting with other people from across the country and world to a point of becoming a hermit in their own house? I have been online for along time and I have to admit I too have been caught up in being a social butterfly online... Dealing with fucking drama and heart ache and sever bullshit... Why the fuck did I put myself through that, instead of dealing with life around me? You know the life around you... Like going to the bar and hooking up with that Paris Hilton impersonator, or sleeping with a real live woman instead of phone boning some really fat ugly bitch with a hot voice and an old playboy picture as their profile picture, or cyber banging a hottie then finding out its some 300 lbs guy from Ohio with no li

Life Sucks
I spent countless hours trying to think of the right thing at the right time to make someone impressed when i realized that they only wanted one thing and found out things from people they grew up with. Basically i spent a greater part of my week trying to impress someone who is an over all asshole and should burn in hell for what they have done to me and others. So to that person FUCK YOU!!!!!! You hurt me and well hope you have a great life cock sucker/

1-900#'s
So I was talking to my friend hg tonight, and she tells me ‘brb’ Now when I’m usually instant messaging with anyone that is a very normal occurance, cuz conversations usually go into the wee hours of the night. I have to stay on my normal schedule on my nights off. Well the significane of hg telling me ‘brb’ is why I’m writing this blog. Now what you need to know about hg is that she is a phone sex operator. So when we are having our conversations about our lives she is at home working. So when she says ‘brb’ that means she just got a call, a client if you will. I guess its just funny to me cuz I don’t think about it for the most part. You know? And every once in a while my lightbulb in my head will go off and I’m like oh yeah… she’s off talking dirty to someone. Its funny to me cuz of how regular she is. Yeah I’m a dork. So what? :P HarleyGypsy: brb michael barela: lol k michael barela: so omg i just realized something... i am talking to another girl and she does insur

F'ing B-day
Ok... I'm sitting here bored at work thinking some really naughty thoughts about me having a three-some with a couple of nurses that come thru here every morning, when BAM!!! I see what date it is and think... Fuck me.. I'm going to be 35 in 2 weeks... Jesus Fucking Christ.. 35 years old... 5 more years and I'll be 40. I wonder if its ok if I can have my mid-life crisis now instead of 40... Hell I didn't expect to live till 40... Maybe I won't.. But damn... 35.. Where the fuck did the time go... Oh yeah.. mostly me just sitting around and wasting time by reading or playing video games... Oh well.. Fuck.. Bishop will be 34... and damn hes still kicking... I think I need to sell my house and buy a fast sports car to drive around and pick up hot young chicks to fuck and knock up... Sounds like a plan... NOT... Time to move to Florida... hmm maybe... at least things will slow down there till a storm comes by and raises my home owners insurance thru the fucking roof.... I got one thing t

My F'ing Thoughts
Fuck you..... Fuck this........ Fuck everyone........ Fuck this world and all these selfish cunts living in it....... Fuck this country and all these hidden agandas that these goverment twats have...... Fuck this State and the wast of money to pointless programs to help worthless fucktards who fuck themselves over cuz they don't have a mind..... Fuck the socal hypocrites that say one thing and do something completely different.... Fuck Big buisness for haveing no honor and not thinking about the little people that are the back bone to your money..... Fuck these selfish twats who only think of themselves and don't give a rats ass if your dead on the street.... Just Fuck off people, you will die in your arrogance and ignorance of everyone else around you.... 'Nuff said ok I feel better now

Lost
Lost ~Tony Martinez Lost Such a small word So many meanings Do you really know Lost and I are bestfriends Dare i say we are lovers we know each other so well You hold the key to so much Yet you dont even know it I sit and wait I stand and pace Still I wait I truly am not complete No direction You think I dont know You think I dont understand I know all to well alright I feel it damn it You are right there and yet Ahhhhhhhh damn it Hear me I am nothing Here I am Lost

Venting 101
Ugh...... Ok I'm going to go and vent on you people out there... I think I'm about done with all this random text messaging out there... got 6 today from number I have no clue about.. I finally called acouple back on the way home cuz I was bored and just stupid for thinking it might be someone important.. Well none of them were... 2 of them were from some ghetto chick with no grammer or the abilty to speak properly... Granted I am not one to talk when it come to spelling or grammer, but hell I'm a super freak genuis compared to this walking cum dumpster. Another was from a guy who sounded like he had Downs syndrom, "I ain't here.... I just ain't here now... Call back lay-der... " Fucking Tard... and last dozen they had the generic answering service so I had no clue.... sooo Fuck them... Anyway I'm done with that... if I don't reconize the number or you ain't on my call list... they are going to get a nasty gram back from me.... If I know you and you get one.. Its cuz I don't have you

Who Wants Me For Christmas Free Give Away
Repost this as "Who Wants Me For Christmas" The 1st person to message me saying "I want you for Christmas." will be my fubar sweatheart... You will be suprised just who wants to be yours...You have to do this even if you are taken or you will have relationship issues. GOOD LUCK!!!!!!

Ok Done With This Shit
Ok I am sooo fucking done right now.... I'm tired of being to nice and either not getting a thanks or just getting shit on... I'm so done with it... I think the saying is right, the one about being nice just doesn't pay. I try to be good and nice and listen to people and help people out or just being a gentleman and what do I get... Jack and fucking shit. I give my time and my money and my advice and people just waste it, spend it, or don't even listen.... Its fucking sad.. really fucking sad... I'm Talking about everyone.... Every asshole and uber cunt that I meet... You know I don't ask for much and give alot. I always take time to listen and have people complain and vent... but when its my turn... Nothing... I give people stuff and cook for them... but is there thanks or anything giving back... nope... I guess I'm not on anyones mind... I guess I'm not that fucking important to some... I guess me being nice just ain't worth it then... With general people out there... say fucki

Actions Speak Louder The Words
As the title says....... Actions speak louder then words... What does this saying mean to you? I find it something to live by. I always notice its the small things in life that one remembers years after it happens. Ones actions should be true and define who, what , and why they do or feel what they say. How many of us have fallen victem to people that say one thing and do something completly different. Hell I know I have plenty of times.. Like for example - my Boss saying that he willing to set up more training and such, but of course never does.... that shit irks me. I got one thing to say... If you say something, fucking prove it. I want to see it first hand. Am I wrong in asking any of this... Nope...I didn't think so...

What Is Loss
I resent What loss represents I resent What great loss presents So what’s the fuss about loss? Waiting! Debating! Contemplating! What is loss? Something you care about Taken away from you by force Creating total unforgivable chaos Thinking! Blinking! Seeking! What is loss It is a minus instead of a plus Hence the unmistakable fuss Death and sickness build up great grief Loss brings despair instead of relief And in loss itself I have no belief I resent What loss represents I resent What great loss presents Loss! An inequitable cause Thrown on you without a toss So you become very cross Because in your life you realize, you are never the only boss!

Semper Paratus
Means always ready... I got it tattooed with an anchor on my hip. mainly because -I will forever be ready for anything life throws at me - Its the Coast Guard moto (that & "so others may live") -To remember a friend who I had to break today...yeah I know. -FOR EVERY MEMBER OF THE COAST GUARD WHO DOESN'T GET THEIR RECOGNITION, RESPECT & WHO DOESN'T COME HOME THANK YOU!!!!!! also... someone give me a hug!

Have You Ever Noticed
Have you ever noticed that evertime you try to gain something that is important to you, it seems to just slip through your fingers at the last moment.... That shit happens to me alot. And, I know it happens to acouple of you too.. (looking at Bishop) That really irks me... Its like your in quicksand... the more you fight for air the more you sink into the bullshit. I mean granted, I am the first to say "If you fight for something that you want, you'll value it 100 times more" But Damn... I really think God is a cock teasing Whore... Some of the shit she or he dangles in front of us to make us look like fools, it's just maddening... Just wish we could get a small break.... something small.... like a million bucks...hehehehe wouldn't that be nice.... party at my place maybe...

Holding Something Back
I have live on this earth for over 33 years now and I have grown from a baby to a man. I have developed my personality through a wild range of experiences in my life, some good, but like most of you mostly some harsh things in life gave me an edge, a hardness. I have seen life being born. A child being brought into this world, a beautiful sight. I have seen evil first hand when I was almost raped at age 13 by a hispanic in the basement of BurgerKing. I have seen death first hand by either watching it from a far or holding Natasha's hand in a New Jersey Morge. I have seen growth, by watching my God Daughter Jessica grow into a beautiful teenager ,and I love so deeply with out asking much in return. I have seen sorrow and pain. I have felt fear and suffering. I have been happy and content with things. I have laughed and I have cried.... And yes I have regreted. I have been told I am a father figure, a big brother, and a best friend. I have been told that I am fearless and show

Bulletins On Myspace
i was checking out my myspace and my brother posted a bulletin. so i opened it. i got irritated with it (not realizing hes a 16 year old boy that takes everything seriously especially when it comes to the \"nasty\"//gotta make this SFW!!!) Thought id share what i replied to in my own bulletin//and blog. BC most myspacers wont read my blog bc its not a \'post or you will die\' type o\' thing::. Ok i do have to admit- i am one to see a survey and fill it out and repost them! but seriously- i just opened a bulletin and guess what IM GOING TO HAVE A BAD RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM FOR THE NEXT 10 YEARS... OH SHIT!!! MUST..........REPOST...........NOW......... Guess what- ive had relationship problems for the past year. Man- it must have been that ONE bulletin that i opened that my brothers friends uncles dog groomers grammas twice removed cousins stepdads beotch\'s neighbor posted in january of last year. shiit what am im going to do??? ITS CALLED EFFIN LIFE! And its going to happen no

Fears
Fears..... people have many fears in life. I have acouple that weigh me down also. But those fears of mine stem from past experience and situations I found myself in that I could not handle and did not have any control over. My fears are based on loss or to lose... To lose something so dear to you, and I couldn't stop it or prevent it. Oh and my fear of injections. But, thats is based on a bad expeience... *shivers* ugh I fucking hate that. But do I let my fears still slow me down when it comes down to something important... Fuck no.... I'm to much of a fighter for that... my fears piss me off and I refuse to surrender to them.. I don't understand why I would not do something cuz I'm afraid... Whats the worst thing that could happen... Pain... Death... even worse.. Rejection and emotional suffering. Fuck that... I can understand not everyone is like me that I would fight and fight and so on till I drop dead.. But if something and someone that you care for and need and such is in troubl

Warning! Plz Read!
Heads up girls! The Latest Scam: Robbing Females Using the Bathrooms at Shopping Malls. The way the scam works is, a man slips into the women's rest-room and sneaks into a stall. He waits until there is only one woman in the rest-room in a neighboring stall. The criminal then stands on the toilet and points a hand gun into the next stall, demanding the woman's valuables. After getting her cash and jewelry, he demands that she remove all of her clothing and kick them out of the stall. The thief tosses the clothing into a shopping bag, hangs an out of order sign on the rest-room door, and slips back into the mall. The out of order sign ensures no one will soon come to the woman's rescue. It usually takes an hour or two for the woman to work up the nerve to leave the rest-room in the nude, giving the criminal ample time to make his get away. The woman is left naked and humiliated in a mall full of strangers. The best defense, says police, is to never go into a shopping mall

Ugh Lungs
Well today has been a fucking blast.... For the past couple of days I have been haveing back and chest pains that I thought it was caused by me sleeping wrong. Well it wasn't. Get this shit, I went to the hospital after work this morning since I was getting sick of the pain, mind you that it wasn't very painful but a dull throbbing pain tends to irk me. So I went in and was seen at once. I'm thinking wow I don't have to wait, must be dead, Ehhhh WRONG!!! I was rushed in to go strip and wear that funky gown and lay on a bed to get an EKG done first. I'm thinking hmmm maybe my symptoms are alittle more serious then I thought. after that I was put bat in the Cardiac room and hooked up to an EKG, Pulse monitor, IV, and a blood presure machine. Now I'm worried. Then they get me to do an Chest x-ray, about 6 of them. (yes I'll be glowing in the dark for awhile) After that I sat bored out of my mind watching some old guy get staples removed from his head after he had brain surgery, which I t

What Love Means
Well, what can I say about this subject except what love means to me.. To me love is a partnership between two people that envolves giving and taking of emotional, mental, physical, and matrial things. But, mostly it envovles sacrafice... to give the person you love everything that is yourself with out asking for anything in return... If you have to ask for something in return then maybe its not what you think it is. Love is a great feeling to have and if you love someone it means you trust them with everything. Trust is one of the main keys to love, that and communication. Love fustrates us to no ends, and basicly it is a huge emotion that can really mess up someones life very fast if you think with your heart. You have men out there that feel that love is the permission given to own a woman and to control them, and you have women out there that feel that love is acceptable Forgiveness for anything a guy might do wrong. I feel that any women or man ever uses that phrase "but I lov

Old Fucks, I Mean Old Folks In Line At The Groc Store.
have ya ever been in line at a grocery store behind one of those old bitches, that claims she's shopped at the store longer than it even existed, and complains about every time i come here they got a new cashier and i gotta wait in line, bla bla bla, well, my answer to her old ass, is "were ya born a virgin or a professional at it, and further more the store hasn't been around a hundred years like your decrepit old ass has been, so shut the fuck up, and quit making the new cashier more nervous than they already are, and further more, if ya know who's new then either get the hell out of line and go to a cashier ya know, or have ya pissed all of them off with you sour ass attitude, or just get the hell out of line out of my damned way, the moral of the story we are all new to everything in life once. so if ya see one of these old fucks, i mean old folks in line bitchin, ask them "were ya born a virgin, or a professional at it?" that'll shut them the fuck up. robert

People Expect To Much
Why the fuck does everyone expect so much from others when they themselves only give a fucking 50 percent.I mean shit, didn't your cumdumpster of a mom and your walking sperm donor of a father ever fucking teach you that you should give it everything you have. Example when you walk into a local store and there you have a loser of a teenager sitting behind the counter with their $5.50 an hour job twilding their thumbs waiting for their shift to end, and you walk up to them and ask a simple fucking question. You know the type of question. Simple straight forward and you ask it nicely. The teenager of course sits there giving you a blank look for 5 min. trying to figure out if they want to be bothered, then point to where it is you need to go. FUCK THAT SHIT!!!! Get your selfish, lazy ass off that stool you fucking reject of improper breeding and move your slow ass shit to where I need to be you fucking twat. God I hate that shit. Customer Service you walking void, ever fucking hear of i

Own Me!?!
Wanna Fu Own Me For 1 Month.... This is what i am offering to my Owner... -fu owned for a month with name in screen name -rate all pics an 11 during hh -rate all stash -rate all blogs -weekly pimp out by her -graphics made by her -1 sfw salute and 1 nsfw salute AND MORE! Just click the pic and start your bidding...

Awww Damn Snow
Well here is my little rant on snow.... I fucking hate snow... we got 8 inches of the white powder and I can't make a dime off of it.... why couldn't it be the good white powder... you know the stuff... the type of white powder you have to sell your house for a fucking 8-ball... so here are my reasons why I hate this shit.... One... I have to shovel the crap... it looks pretty and all but why the hell does it have to weigh a ton. Two... it weighs down trees and they tend to break and fall on your house... example... Me... God damn tree fell and now I have to spend more fucking money in which I don't have... And, last but not least... Three... People are stupid enough as it is.. and when it rains their IQ drops alot when driving... when it Snows... WE GOT TARDS OUT THERE ON THEM HIGHWAYS... Ugh... 98.9% of people can't drive in snow... I hate that shit... So fuck it I'm staying in and watching reruns of I love Lucy till the plows come through... Maybe do some drinking and lots of smokei

Ufc 81- Breaking Point.
UFC Fans- Brock Lesnar will finally Debut in The UFC. The Match will be Brock Lesnar vs Formew UFC Heavyweight Champion Frank Mir. I am definitely interested in this match. I will have more details on the Card as soon as i can.

Old Fucks, I Mean Old Folks, In Line At The Groc Store
if you shop a place long enough, you know who the new cashiers are, and if you'r in a hurry, ya go to a cashier you've seen around a while, not a new one. ya take it for granted they're going to be slow. which in most cases, is true. so what's with the old bitch, in line in front of you that claims she's shopped here longer than the damned store has even been in existence, and starts bitchin, "ever time i come to this damned place ya got some new cashier, don't know what the hell they're doin and i gotta wait forever in line" my answer is "well bitch, first of all the damned store hasn't been a hundred years like your old decrepit ass has been and further more most of us were born virgins, not professionals at fucking like apparently you were. so shut the fuck up, and either wait your damned turn, and quit making the new cashier even more nervous than they already are, or get the fuck out of line and if you know so damned much go to a line where you recognize an experienced cashie

Fubar
I am so happy that my cousin got me interested in fubar, although I am now addicted. I have met some wonderful people on here and some not so wonderful people..lol but all the same I guess we get out of fubar what we put in it. I am very open about the man in my life because he is my other half, the man of my dreams. I am here to make friends and have conversations with people who are single taken married divorced. I will never turn anyone down so if you want a friend to chat with come my way. Im listening!!lol hugs!!

Thats Life!!!
Thats life By Starks7783 "A mother moans, A baby cries, A doctor slaps your ass!" A bright light a black moon not a bit of sense you walk through a doorway but your given no pretense and as you grow much older you mission becomes clear you thik that you have seen it all and begin to shed a tear CHORUS Thats life Thats life your born warm and you die cold yeah but Thats just life thats life so you've seen heaven and you've seen hell but you ain't seen nothing yet your luck comes and your lovers go your nothing but a pet as you story begins to unfold you think your life makes sense then it all goes bad but don't worry honey cause it ain't no sweat CHORUS Thats life Thats life your born warm and you die cold yeah but Thats just life thats life tossing and turning on life's taught thin line watching and waiting and biding your time hoping and praying that soon it will be Your turn CHORUS Thats life Thats life your bo

Life
When your just about ready to give up what do you do? Some people think of the positive out looks and some just try to make it better..If it wasn't for my niece i think i would give up on life..To me it seems i can not please any1. Some how some way i all ways let someone down.My worst fear is that my mom will die and she won't have me there..My mome lives in Alberta,Canada and she is my life and my world with out her i wouldn't have nothing. I was born on my mom's 20th b-day. June 10th of 1987! When i was born i was not breathing. The dr's had to do CPR on me and i was stuck in an inkubator. They realized i was not ready to come out. My lungs were not fully developed yet. Since i was born i have had alot of things wrong with me. i am allergic to over 110 things. i have atopicdertatitse i have really bad asthma and i found out in august that i have sist on both of my overies..And i'm also a risk for cancer just like my mom. I wonder why i seem to get teased alot and get put down by ppl

My Roots
In Cowboy Archaeologists: The Wetherill Family and the Birth of Southwest Archaeology, Paul Mogren from the Marriott Library and Chris Simon tell the story of a family of Quaker cowboys who made some of the most important archaeological finds in America, including ruins now protected in Mesa Verde National Park, Grand Gulch Primitive Area, Navaho National Monument and Chaco Canyon National Historic Park. Their discoveries in the late 19th century, and their subsequent actions, jump-started the discipline of archaeology, changed American attitudes towards the past, and ultimately led to the protection of ancient sites and artifacts by the government. Their dedication to the preservation of Ancestral Pueblo culture also led to the loss of their ranch, the scattering of the family and the murder of one of the brothers. i am sheri wetherill... decndent

Buy Me A Blast
ok, . . .so, . . .i know i don't have tits an' ass, . . .but, . . it would be nice if someone acknowledged, that i am an exceptionally wonderful person. . .so, if anyone would be willing 2 donate 2 my fund. . .it would be GREATLY appreciated! so, anyone that feels like i might be worth it. . .please hit me up. . .thank yoU. . .

Climbing
I felt like I was at the bottom of the wall I couldnt climb. Felt like I was running out of time. But now I made up my mind It time to go on the road. Be the best I can be. I want to drive to the sea. I feel my heart begin to beat. Faster and faster. It feels so wide. Its so deep inside. Thats where its starts. In my heart. Everything is so by like the wind. Don't stop you'll make it to the top. I look in the mirror I see you in the backseat. Thats not where you should be. Sometimes you don't feel like you belong. If you see, you really have all along. Don't stop for nobody, stay the way you are. Say Y'all, ain't, git-r-done. Smile it will feel real. So much energy will be released. Don't give up, not yet. Try one more time. See that wall its time to climb.

I Stand Alone!!!
I stand alone By Starks7783 I stand alone no one around walking these streets all through this town and im thinking about you and its not helping my mood wondering what i shouldve said and what i didnt do. i stand alone i look to the sky all of the stars shine so bright but there all out of view compared to you wondering what your beauty does that they could never do. i stand alone a man with no pride and all of these scars are so hard to hide but there all caused by you and you know that its true try to hide these tears i've cried but theres nothing i can do!!!

Italian Diet
The Pasta Diet and Your Health ITALIAN PASTA DIET -- IT REALLY WORKS!! 1. You walka pasta DA bakery. 2. You walka pasta DA sweets store. 3. You walka pasta DA Ice Cream shop. 4. You walka pasta DA pantry and fridge. You willa losea DA weight! AND... CONCERNED ABOUT TOO MANY CARBS IN YOUR DIET? For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth After all those conflicting Nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat And suffer fewer heart attacks than Australians. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat And suffer fewer heart attacks than Australians. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine And suffer fewer heart attacks than Australians. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine And suffer fewer heart attacks than Australians. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats And suffer fewer heart attacks than Australians. CONCLUSION

Unconventional Love Letters
To let you know I am thinking of you... Random reasons to adore you: When you asked in very specific detail about my ATM obsession, you had such a lucid and perceptive understanding. Why is this so significant? Because it not only shows that you are a sick, twisted cunt , but that you are psychologically astute, seductive, uninhibited and articulate. In one single exchange you revealed no less than five fantastically attractive facets. So I guess we can add ruthless efficiency... You have a smile which should carry at least a PG-13 certificate. You say how you feel, without reserve. There is so much we can accomplish together. There is so much I can teach you about so many things. So much fun we can have. Such a life we could build. I know we have come so far so fast, the pace can be giddying, but if we hold on tight I believe this could be everything we might have ever hoped for. If I had molded you myself from the clay primeval, picked your every trait and

Not A Drop
Not A Drop I ran round and round. Till my fat head got heavy and hit the ground. With a loud thump and a sock! I hit my big pumpkin head on a rock. Bing bang boom I was seeing stars. Concussion to my head my thoughts were ajar. Dizzy I felt the world still spinning. Drunk off my ass I was still grinning. Talk about stupid things you do when you are drunk. This has to be the dumbest thing ever I sat there and thunk. Stupid human tricks I thought I was on Letterman. Funny though... Some people would never understand. Why split your melon for just a drunken game? Cause if I would have said no I would be the one that is lame. But I am not lame... I am stupid that is why I play. Retarded as one of my close friends would say. I may have split my head but I did not spill my beer! Let me be the first one to point out that fact and make it perfectly clear. Yay! I have saved the day and there will be no gloom and doom! YAY! I did not spill a drop... Now... Take m

Needed To Share This
Having lots of Family, Friends, and Loved Ones either currently in or discharged from the Armed Forces, it's my pleasure to pass this story around. I've seen it before but it always puts things in perspective for me. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTUR

Tonight Was So Cool
Today was my son's birhtday and he just turend 17 and i still can't belive that its been 17yrs ago i had my son gosh time flies lol but anyways my son had a basketball game that he was in tonight and guess what? his team won tonight i was so gald and we were all there waching his team play too,Then we just watched the rest of the other games play too,then after the game was over it started to snow here in NC we wre thinking that it would come faster so that my son could stay home lol but it turns out its going to be ok for the next day for school.This weekend we are all going to celebrate his birthday even more good time then too.Well i don't want to write to much here so i just thought that i would just love to spread the word that today was my sons birthday and that we all had a good time.

Wish You Where Here [1 Of My Favs]
Yea I wish you where here Wishing I was watching you sleep The lovely look apon your face Makes my eyes leak So happy when Im wrapped in your arms Those long summer nights I can never forget Laughing for hours Captured by your charm The world matters not When I am hypnotized by your eyes When I am kissing your soft lips Laying beside you watching the sunrise Yea I wish you where here Our souls dance like butterflies in the breeze My worries long gone The world stands still, my dear Like a perfect picture in a magazine So loving and sincere My heart almost burst with happiness Everytime you are near Your my angel in the sky My gaurdian in the night Honey, I wish you where here Cuz then everything would be alright....

Just A Thought
Everyone says I trust to easily, and I am too naive. Well, I guess I am sometimes. But that is who I am. Am I going to change, probably not. I am, who I am. I learn from everything. Grow stronger with each new day. I never stop smiling, even when things tend to get me down. I think of it as a character builder when people try to bring you down. Just smile and go on, because a smile is soo much better than a frown. Will I ever stop believing? No way! For all my gullibilty, I still believe there are people out there who really are honest and true. And those are the ones who will always remain in and around my life. The others will pass by just as they were meant to.. Just leaving a mark of a lesson learned. So I will continue to dream, and believe in all that I can. For I truly do believe that dreams can come true and happiness is there to always be found.

Crushes?
I have many fans and friends...all of you keep telling me just how beautiful I am....soooooooooooooooooooooooo, WHERE THE HECK ARE ALL OF MY CRUSH'S...PEOPLE I HAVE ONLY ONE CRUSH...SOMETHING WRONG THERE? Crush me, fan me, rate me, add me and I will do the same for you! I promice...xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love Or Games?
Is it love or is it lust Are you someone I can trust? You tell me you want me That is obvious to see. Are you playing silly games Where you forget peoples names? My name seems to be upon your lips While your hands are on my hips. But will you remember me When I am not where you can see? Do you love me like you say? Or will i someday get in your way? I don't want to be your passing fancy NO! Dammit, my name isn't Nancy!

Worst Day Of My Life..12/04/07
Today is the day my mom lost the battle of liver cancer, I was told at work today that she had passed away. That's the worst feeling in the world . I know that she is in no more pain but I still find myself asking god every few mins why my mom, why take her from me and her grandbabies. I don't know how I will go on, she was my hero and my bestfriend and I'm dieing without her, I can only think of what my dad is going through I can only hold him and pray that he is strong, I don't know if I could bare losing him too.

Together Forever
TOGETHER FOREVER Grab my hand and hang on Going to fly like an eagles in the sky Reach for the rainbow and Follow to the magical land Chorus Line: So High in the sky We will soar together forever Like a Majestic Creature In the land and the air We will fly together like a peagus fly so high high up in the sky yes together forever Chorus Line : So High in the sky We will soar together forever Like a Majestic Creature In the land and the air Lets fly together forever Together forever and ever...........

Land Of The Beautiful
Land of the Beautiful Come on baby, lets go to the place called land of the beautiful where there is a beautiful sunset that shines off ur eyes and beautiful stars at night that glitters on ur eyes CHORUS LINE : Lets go to land of the beautiful where there is a lot of beautiful flowers made for you where there is a lot of flower trees that blooms when you are nearby Come on baby, lets go to the place called land of the beautiful where beautiful birds soar where the lions protects you and me by the roar where there is beautiful mystical creatures roam free Chorus Line: lets go to land of the beautiful where there is a lot of beautiful flowers made for you where there is a lot of flower trees that blooms when you are nearby because you are beautiful because you are beautiful........

Eagles
Protect the eagles This is the land of the free where eagles roam freely but now they are almost gone together we can save grow an eagles and set them free again in the wild chours: together we can save them prevent them from danger of dissappearing from usa together we can bring them back to the wonderful land of usa together we can set them free together we can protect them chours: together we can save them prevent them from danger of dissappearing from usa Together we can save them Together we can save them

Taking Chances
Sometimes we are looking so hard to find that right person. That we tend to miss what is right in front of us. Other times we are so afraid of the unknown or taking chances, that we never get to find out what is out there for us. We tend to settle for what is there, what is comfortable, or do what is expected. So afraid to take a chance or of letting someone down. Never really knowing what could be or feeling true happiness. Life is all about taking chances, ups and downs, making mistakes, and feeling pain. These are all learning and growing experiences, from which we really can benefit in the time to come. But sometimes we are just too afraid to take those chances. Go ahead and try sometime, you never know. There can be true happiness out there waiting for everyone..

This Is Me!!
We all walk thru this world alone at times and it sucks! But what does it really mean to have a partner by your side if they are not really there? With true love we should be willing to do anything in the world for that person, we should want to spend time with them, and really be a part of each other, not by anymeans to the point of smothering someone tho we all need our space! What the hell is "your just to nice" what is that? Does that mean guys would rather have a B***H for a girlfriend? I dont get that one! lol I dont ask for much just someone who can deal with all my insanities, someone who will love me for me and accept my girls as a part of me! Now I know 4 women in the house lol WOW yes Ill give you a weeks vacation away every month! LMAO No but seriously just some thoughts of mine what do guys want in a woman? Whats really important? The superficial? How much you party? Whether we have kids or not? People need to be real, now Im a beautifull woman but I have my imperfection

Let You Down
When you needed me I let you down Now I need you But your nowhere to be found My apologies and tears arent enough Can't get you back now The road ahead without you will be tough You say I don't exist Its cuts like a knife Like the blade on my wrist Are you worth my life? I take a chance Let my true feelings out And all you do is crush my heart Over and over again Revenge you set on me Hate it transcends I'm holding on to whats left of us A memory in the midst of the fire The images I can't suppress And Im wondering how I let you go Let you slip away What I got left here now Pieces all over, my hearts in dismay Cuz I let you down I front to whomever Saying Im better off While I lay in bed at night Wishing my limbs I could sever I stay in a daze Partially blocked off from the world In my own little universe Praying for today to be my last day The day I ride quietly in a hearse All because the day I let you down I let myself down too And this mistake

Kids Song
DREAMLAND I will see you in Dreamland Theres lots of candy and cakes For us to eat and toys to play I will see you in Dreamland Chrous: I will see you in Dreamland For we can have fun together Make a wish and ur wish will come true and there ur wish be there with you I will see you in Dreamland where things comes true with wish like I wish a flying Golden Fish I will see you in Dreamland Chorus: I will see you in Dreamland I will see you in Dremland

Now
Feel so alone when Im with you now An invisible wall Seperate air to breathe Different worlds we're in Nothings as it seems And I feel so lost now More astray as time passes Laughing with pain Blurred vision threw these glasses Weakness taking over my soul The earth spins I continue to stand still Not an ounce of control An emptiness I feel now My emotions dismayed Lost in a deep abyss My heart protrudes from my chest causing decay Anxiety and depression are all I see now This disease I imbue on those around me Will I ever recover? I suppose to some degree What will happen to me now Reality Ill choose to disavow Choke my emotions and thought With liquor and drugs And eventually I'll let go Eventually some how

Karma
Don't apologize Dissapear from sight No pain in my eyez These feelings Ill fight And from this I'll grow And so much I'll know No more scars on my arms No more tears on my face bound from doing harm Don't say it was a mistake Don't beg for my forgiveness This time around I'll be happy when I awake Cuz I'll be riden of your vicous path Revenge is the sweetest And in the days to come you'll feel my wrath Poisoned by thoughts of you and me Days without sleep But I swear you get it back times three Karma's a mother fucker Don't expect it now It choices to defer Waits for the moment when your life is just right You won't see it coming It creeps in over night And I promise you'll wish I were there To hold your head up Wipe your tears in your time of despair But my back is turned You had your chance And maybe from this the lesson will be learned

Can It Be
Laying on the sand, watching the water rush in. As the sun starts to set, on the horizon. Laying my head on your chest, feeling your heart beating beneath my head. I turn and look into your eyes. Thinking to myself, can this be real, or is it just an illusion? But as I see you looking back at me, I see the same passion in your eyes that I feel inside of me. I think to myself, I have found my heaven on earth, there in your arms, underneath the starry skies.. No other place I would want to be.

Why
Kiss Off i need someone a person to talk to someone who'd care to love could it be you could it be yo-ou the situation gets rough, and i start to panick its not enough its just a habit and, kid, you're sick darling this is it well you can all just kiss off into to the air behind my back i can see that stare they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind they'll hurt me bad they do it all the time yea yea yea they do it all the time yea yea they do it all the time yea yea they do it all the time do it all the time they do it all the time do it all the time they do it all the time do it all the time I hope you know that this will go down on your permenent record oh yea well don't get so distressed did i happen to meantion that i'm impressed i take one one one cause you left me and two two two for my family and three three three for my heartache and four four four for my headaches and five five five for my lonely and six six six for my sorrow and

Wonderful Friend
She held my hand today when I needed it most She's a wonderful friend I am proud to boast. She told me not what I wanted to hear instead She told me the truth, and got inside my head. I want to be as good of a friend as she has been Holding onto her hand like she has never seen. She really does know how much I care about her Though sometimes my life becomes such a blur. She's there when I need her and even when I don't I ask her never to leave me, she tells me she won't So I hope you have a wonderful friend like mine Someone who will be there for you till the end of time.

The Creature Of Night [1of My Favs]
At night I creep No sleep Only I and the moon I pray for the sun not to come soon Creature of the shadows Dead inside From the light I hide Conceiling my face from society Consumed with anxiety Never seeing the surface of sobriety And why you ask As a cloud of judgement you cast For I have seen the darkest depths of my heart Shaddered pieces My soul teared apart For which love I owe Was it the heavenly father who on me chose to bestow Or a dark force of evil From the soils below? Numb within Cold and afraid My tears like a beautiful cascade In all its misery so peaceful and pure My future ahead looks rugged and dim Small and obscure Will light ever again touch thy skin Of this Im unsure

Vomit!
emotions so twisted your stomach churns... you know you won't sleep tonight, yet your so exhausted that sleep is welcome... now your on your knees before the porcelin trying like hell to keep the contents of your stomach from coming up the way they went down... the cool of the bathroom tile a calming agent you just can't find through any other source. the wave of nausea passes so you curl up on the floor crying yourself to hiccups, then the emotions flood, anger, sadness, despair, hatred, agony, and loss... the realization that the one thing you held so dear, and took vows to protect is gone... death is nothing compared to this pain, and that thought rocks you to your core...

This Mess
And look at this mess you've left behind Dark circles under my eyes Every song reminds me I cant understand How could it be so hard to be kind How could I be so blind And look what you left here for me A broken soul Crumbling debris My heart black and scarred 1000 degrees of flames burning My insides burnt and charred Ashes blowing in the wind I had so much hope and faith The pain that of my body being skinned Bare naked with nothing to hide beneath And every now and then I bear a smile Laying on my bedroom floor free from thought I forget that I am dead inside just for a little while And for a second I forget this mess you brought

Always Dream
I dream a little dream, of just you and me. Never really knowing if it will be a reality. People think your crazy for wanting to believe. Is it really a bad thing, to hope and dream? That someday, someway, some dreams can be turned into a reality.. Well, as for me, call me crazy then. For I will keep dreaming and believing for things to become true in reality.

A Soldier's Prayer
A SOLDIER'S PRAYER Look God: I have never spoken to You, But now, I want to say, "How do You do?" You see God, they told me You did not exist; And like a fool, I believed all of this. Last night from a shell hole I saw Your sky; I figured right then they had told me a lie. Had I taken the time to see the things You made, I would know they weren't calling a spade a spade. I wonder, God, if You would shake my hand; Somehow, I feel that You will understand. Strange, I had to come to this hellish place Before I had time to see Your face. Well, I guess there isn't much more to say, But I sure am glad, God, I met You today. I guess the zero hour will soon be here, But I am not afraid since I know You are near. The signal - well, God, I will have to go; I love you lots, this I want you to know. Looks like this will be a horrible fight; Who knows, I may come to your house tonight. Though I wasn't friendly with you before, I wonder, God, if you would wa

Phil Collins-one More Night
One more night, one more night Ive been trying ooh so long to let you know Let you know how I feel And if I stumble if I fall, just help me back So I can make you see Please give me one more night, give me one more night One more night cos I cant wait forever Give me just one more night, oh just one more night Oh one more night cos I cant wait forever Ive been sitting here so long Wasting time, just staring at the phone And I was wondering should I call you Then I thought maybe youre not alone Please give me one more night, give me just one more night Oh one more night, cos I cant wait forever Please give me one more night, ooh just one more night Oh one more night, cos I cant wait forever Give me one more night, give me just one more night Ooh one more night, cos I cant wait forever Like a river to the sea I will always be with you And if you sail away I will follow you Give me one more night, give me just one more night Oh one more night, cos I cant

A Little More About Me
I got a boyfrined named Matt. I am very in love with him. we have been together for almost two years now. He treats me like a Queen. I also have a sister and one brother and a step brother. Dont Mess with me they will KICK ur A$$. I hate DRAMA, so save it for your moma. I love to hang out with my friends, Lauren is my best friend. I love the Aggies sorry Longhorns fans. I love Tony Romo he is so flippin HOTT. and if i have more I will be sure to make another one...

A Corpse [1 Of My Favs]
Never thought it would happen to me I'm a corpse cant you see? Now Im sitting home alone Wishing you where here Im not suppose to love you Im not suppose to care What happened to the girl I used to be She died a long time ago Wouldnt you agree? A corpse stuck here on earth was this my destiny from birth? To fall in love with someone I could never have Someone who will never share my feelings my secrets and dreams A corpse I am This wasnt suppose to happen Never to me I was always happy and care free What happen to the girl I use to be You killed my soul You let it fly away You gave me nothing but hurt And turned my world grey A corpse I am My mind a complete disarray Im numb and dead I'll just lie here and decay

Writing Again
Turn the corner, what do I see. Someone standing there, looking back at me. Just walking past, I give them a smile. They turn and say hi, and smile back at me. Will I ever see them again, I do not know. But they weill remember the kindness I showed. And I will remember too. Just a simple smile you see, can make a lasting impression to anyone you see.

Reason [1 Of My Favs]
Came to the conclusion That I dont even need him Just bored with life Searching for a reason A reason to wake up A reason to get out of bed My reasons for caring Believing the lies i'm fed Is the love lost Has that feeling gone away If so whats my reason My reason to stay Am I so use to drama, pain and dismay That I can't let go That I refuse to stray Maybe I still love you Maybe I still care Lying to the world A fake smile I bear Torn up inside Not knowing which way to go The hurt I've learned so perfectly not to show So my last lingering question Burried deep in my heart...... Whats my reason for still loving you When your tearing me apart

Cant Sleep
Cant sleep Filled with regret You broke my heart I'll try to fogive, but can never forget The emptiness consumes me Healing I cant find Ups and downs Highs and lows I hate you sometimes But cant let this go Cant sleep Got you on my mind Disgusted with myself For being so blind Laying in my bed Feeling so alone Stairing at my dark ceiling Waiting for a ringing phone Want to tell you how Im feeling Want to hear the sound in your voice Knowing this hate for you is building Cant sleep Feeling so cold Puffin on a cigarette These feelings unfold Love & hate Passion & detest Things i never thought I'd possess Eyes finally get heavy As I start to envision The solution to my great indecision A wonderful demise to this mistake For me to sleep and never awake

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My Bad Days
What I'm about to paste is a mumm I wrote I thought it time to elaborate on it a bit. The MUMM:All my life I've been the type of person you could count on for anything. Money, clothes, food, a shoulder to cry on. It's only recently, pondering over my life I've come to realize I have no one I can count on. Each and everytime I've gotten into a crisis I've had to see my own way out of it. I'm in a bit of pickle now and there isn't anyone I can ask for help. I've started to adjust my life to where if there's nothing in it for me I don't want nothing to do with it. Am I wrong for thinking this way? Or should I be who I've always been and deal with the hand I've been dealt in life? The Elaboration: On my bad days like today it seems to come about when I feel I have so little to offer anymore. I can be cold and uncaring. Thoughts race through my head wondering what it would be like to just disappear from everyone and everybody. I take time for myself most days now but still remains whe

A Perfect Red Rose.
As i looked out at the snow falling The white powder covered the earth Children making snowmen in their yards Another log was added to the hearth More children sledding down the hills People out cleaning off their cars I sit and hold the curtain aside Snowflakes looking like falling stars The stamping of feet to clear off their shoes Slipping on the sidewalk covered with snow I look at my watch to see what was the time I put on my hat and gloves cause we have to go Out in the snow thats coming down ever so quick We are going to visit some wonderful friends The roads are clear where the snow didn't stick My hat and my gloves covering my head and hands The beautiful flakes land on my nose The snow is covering just about everything Except for a single flower, a perfect red rose.

Juggalo 4 Life!
They think they know But they could never understand What is means to believe so stong in this To be one of a family with more love than they could ever imagine Where everyone loves you for who you are Not how you look or dress To be a Juggalo and run with the maniacs To feel at home at a concert Looking around and thinking.... "This is my family and I love them all" I don't need their approval I don't need their understanding All I need is my psychopathic family With my headphone blasting "Mass murder makes me happy!!!!" Juggalo for life I wear my face paint with pride Reppin the hatchet Tattoed on my heart The love grows stronger with everyday that goes by Cuz bitch wicked clown will never fuckin die!!

Right Here
When you think nobody else feels your pain Always remember Im here and I feel your strain When I look in your eyes and see the tears deep inside Love and compassion I'll do my best to provide Don't worry about the world around you Don't worry about broken hearts I'll be right here waiting Hoping we'll never be apart When your dreams come crashing down And you feel so alone Just turn to me I'll help you face the unknown Don't let nobody tell you your not worth it Cuz baby it aint true Your everything that is worth living for And for that I want to thank you You put butterflies in my stomach And a smile on my face Just thinking about you Makes my heart race So when you think nobody else cares Just remember every night before bed Your always in my prayers So don't worry about your problems And Don't worry about your pain Cuz baby right here waiting I'll forever remain

Dying Inside
Feels like Im dying inside Missing out on life From this I cant seem to hide Cant take much more The pain is overwhelming My heart is an open soar Trashing my emotions Not an ounce of love within you Caring less about my devotion Picking me up when you please Leave when youve had your fill Hurting me comes with ease You came and you went I scream and I cry Consumed with torment I feel like your whore My body's your interest But my love you ignore Feels like Im dying inside But one day I'll break from this Then the pain will subside I'll be walking out the door You'll be sorry I promise Maybe then I'll be something you adore

Best Friends
Best friends till the end thats what we always said And now I know its true Almost eleven years down the road Still just as close to you The things we say, They hurt at times But we can never part for long And this is what I promise today Friends forever we'll stay The fights we'll have And the laughs we'll share Will only make us stronger This I swear L.U.L.A.S. forever Our bond will never sever Like a sister you are to me Always will and always have been Sometimes it appears I have a twin You always know when I am sad Calm me down when I am mad Threw love and dispair We help eachother repair Broken hearts and hurt feelings Your my remedy for Healing Best friends forever we always said And I can only hope it will never end

Dear Santa, This Year Can We Make A Change?
(by the way this is what "I" WROTE/FEEL...I did not find this in an article or read it or hear anywhere, ever single word is from me whole-heartedly and soul) Dear Santa, This year for Christmas I have the same list that I've had for 3 years now. You have not given me one thing on my list. It doesn't cost as much as what is on other people's lists. I do not ask you for a sports car, diamonds, or even a house. I want AIDS to be curable and illnesses to stop multiplying, and start being more treatable. I want equality and justice. I want world peace, compromise amongst countries rather than hatred and pain in the world. I want the suffering of the poor and disabled to end, the malnutrition and poverty of children to stop. I want racism, sexism, and homophobia to end. I want the chaos of every nation to turn civil and not hostile towards one another. I want people to become more accepting of physical and mental disabilities and not pass judgment on those with these, stop picking at

Cant Take It
I just cant take it The pressures to hard Living life without you Has left me scarred Sitting home alone Saturday nights so cold Thinking of the precious memories The depression unfolds Running around town Pilled up and high Id blame you for these things But I cant take being dry Missing how much we didnt care Not thinking of the furture Seeing us apart was so rare I just cant take it The quite making my ears bleed Praying for you to forgive me Theres just something in you I need I fear I wont make it much longer Nothing can replace you Nothing could make me stronger Not without you by my side I just cant take it Just cant take it I thought from this Id grow But all I do is fall And this you'll never know Cuz I just cant take it

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

K-kun
My brother comes home from bootcamp and im scared, I dont want him to change or be different. I hate change..i HATE it..i dont like change at all. And i miss him terribly. I miss him so much. Matthew...i miss you buddy. Im excited that he comes home. He comes home friday.

The Sweetest Drug
Your love is the sweetest drug Ecstacy from a simple hug Needles peircing my skin Chermicals filling from within Constant ups and downs White stains on my evening gowns Eyes rolling in the back of my head At first glance Im seamilngly dead But my blood is flowing heavy While we lay in the backseat of your chevy My visions are so blurry Everyone will start to worry Addiction settling in The denile starts to begin Walking the cold streets Trying to be descrete Searching for my fix The withdraw hitting me like bricks Cuz boy your the sweetest drug You keep me sane I am your domain Control me and consume The candy has bloomed The sweetest drug of all For this I will fall.

Book Update
Well I just got a conf. From my publisher my book is on its way to print and may be in stores as soon as next month!!! *does a happy dance* So.. the day it hits stores I whole heartedly expect you all to go buy it :P lol

A Dream Come True
A Dream Come True Once upon a dream I met this boy Who was like a dream He was no ordinary Guy This boy was very special He had a heart That twitched all my vessels I knew then and there we had a start As I got to know him I knew he had to be true And that I had to be with him He had eyes of brown Skin so soft Just as a teddy bear Not to mention his beautiful brown hair Lips so perfect, smooth and real His body so beautiful and rare One night in September To this day, I can still remember This dream came true And to say the least: ‘I will always love you’ {(c.m)i am always thinking of you night & day }

Sick Crusade
Your disgusting flaws that make you true. The chemicals you abuse and reality you subdue Your Dilated pupils so empty and dark Your sense of pride and your rude remarks The independence you hold so tight The lies you believe and insist to recite The straws, the rocks, balls & blades Your life is just a sick crusade One of these days it won't be fun One of these days there will be nowhere to run You'll be trapped in this cage of powder and pills The dreams you have you'll never fulfill. Its all just a sick crusade But eventually it will all fade. And you'll realize it was only yourself you betrayed. And you'll wonder why you ever begun on that sick crusade

The Mall Today
Today was not a good day. But I am very thankful today because of what happened. There was a horrific shooting and 8 innocent people were killed. The shooter killed himself. He was just 19 years old. He left 3 notes. A will giving all his personal items to friends and family. A note saying he was going to go out in "STYLE". And a note saying he was finally going to be "FAMOUS". I am thankful that my friend and I decided to go to lunch an hour later. We were only about 2 miles from the mall. We had each individually thought of shopping at the mall after lunch. Her daughter called me after I got home in a panic to see if we made it for lunch. I had friends from out of town call to see if I was ok. And several local friends called also. It is so sad to be thankful for such a reason. I feel sad for his family and the guilt they will carry from now on. I feel sorry for the families of the victims. But again I am very thankful that my friend and I were not there. I don't th

Figured It Out!
Just shy of 30, I have finally figured out a small piece of my life. I'm tired of thinking I can fix someone. I want to be with someone who I love with all of my heart and they love me. I want to not look for friendship from the computer because it's sitting on the couch next to me, listening to music in the dark, having a meaningful conversation. I've spent too much time with "he's a good guy but....." Now to figure out what I want to be when I grow up and start working on that......

First Ride Of The Season!
Well took the sleds out for the first ride of the season, went with a buddy, put about 25-30 miles of small trail riding on them. Was a great first ride! Found a couple of back country trails that just wound through the woods, man was awesome, clear night, a ton of fresh powder! 2 months to the big MI. trip to the UP!!!

Taxes Realitys Harsh Truth
This is too true to be very funny The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it

I Am Your Puppet
You push me and shove me. To the point I can't breathe But I should forgive you with glee Im the one in love I should be walked on And I know if I didn't In a second you'd be gone My heart is ripping at the seams But you cant hear me Not even the screetching of my painful screams I am bounded by this love no escape You hold me with strings from above I am your puppet doing as you say The slightest move of a finger And of you I wont betray Entangled in your opinions And mangled by your beliefs The hopes and dreams I hold deep inside These are my only reliefs I am your puppet To you I will be loyal Till one day the strings break way And finally...... From you I stray

Never Let Go
I remember it like it was yesterday. Tattoed on my brain. I thought I had nothing to lose. And so much to gain. I was in my own world . Was it love? Or in lust I was twirled. Can't believe it's been over two years. The first kiss like a dream. When I close my eyes this appears. I know we'll only always be friends. Deep inside, you are still mine. This I pretend. But happiness I lack. Everynight in the dark. These thoughts. On my heart leaves a mark. Wanting and waiting. Should I let go? My heart and my head are negating. A constant struggle with oneself. But no I'll never let go. It starts to rip me apart and effect my health. All the memories are too much to handle. Your touch, your kiss, But to my heart your a vandal. Still I'll never let go. No never let go.

Love Is Dead
Ashes fall as my heart disinograits Love is dead At the bottom of the sea lies our soulmates. Now is the end romance is a breeze passing us by Ashes fall as my heart disinograits dying alone Its everyones fate. Its the reality That we've all come to hate. Nobody finds true love This has come so clear. So now is the end. Happy endings, we can no longer protend.

Trapped In My Mind
As I lay there in the dark of my room trapped in my mind is your intoxicating silhouette. I invision you by my side lying underneath the stars that make the midnight sky so beautifully irrisitable. Your arms rapped around me protecting me from the world. You kiss my lips and our tongues dance like a smooth summer breeze flowing threw soft silk curtains. Your fingers trickle down my torso sending my body into instant extacy. This night so perfect in its illusion of innocents. As I fall deep into a coma like sleep my vision becomes more clear as if this moment in time is accually occuring. We lay there in a state of hypnosis by each other eyes realizing that nothing else could make this moment more sensational I awake to find myself returned to the darkness of my room with nothing but the cold lonley breeze that creeps threw my window.

My Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Cold Winter Nights
Winter is settleing in, as the warm air diminishes and a cold breeze replaces it. As I lie in my bed at night, shivering with ice that runs through my veins, I wonder where did the year go. What happened to the long sunny days, and warm summer nights. As the days slowely disapear my sadness and lonliness become more clear. I am alone with nobody to cuddle with, nobody to make the cold bitter winter nights disapear into a trance. The summer has gone and theres no doubt about it, but I can't go another day without a soft warm body holding me close as I sleep. I need someones comferting breath on the back of my next while I dream the chilling winter away. Will you be that someone I can confide in as the ice breaks me down? Will you pick up the peices as the days pass? Will you be the soft warm body that lies next to me every night holding me close? Will your silk like breath dance across my neck putting me fast to sleep so I can dream the winter night far far away? Com

Demise
Everynight my heart dies While I lie in my bed Consumed with silent cries Why should I go on living The one I care for Thinks my love is non existing What do I have to do? To show you my love is true What do I have to give? This pain It repeats and I relive I will love you for eternity This feeling is not temporary The way I feel for you is everlasting The silence of you not near is blasting My love has no demise Can't you see it in my eyes? I'd give my life to you if only I could As I'd lay dying infront of you I'd whisper "Misunderstood" You'll never know how much I love you My conclusion is far overdue You are my demise These are my goodbyes

Drain Myself
Drain myself of you Let it all seap out Myself I will subdue Pain feels so good relieving myself of you You could never be understood Your ways of thinking To which I cared Starts slowly shrinking Of what have I become Feeling so cold and alone The pain starts to numb Walking alone in the dark Nobody can see the tears Or the dark gashed marks Trapped in my hearts abyss I lie there in suspence Waiting for my eternal bliss But you have come and gone To you I don't exist So I drain myself of you Hoping to forget No longer you I pursue One day you'll return I'll do what I must Reject you with contempt And drain myself of you

Masterless
IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME! Bexi Rate all pics 11s during happy hour only Daily Profile Comment Profile link on all new friends requests Personalized Salute 1 pimpout per week Fu-Owned in SN for a month 2 personal graphics Pimpout in "About Me" Section with a good write up for 1 month Crush you for the month you own her Rate all stash during happy hour only I'll also do 5 salute pics up to 5 personal phone calls when I get my voice back autographed unmentionables put in family for 2 months

Footin' It...
It sucks starting a new job with no money... So yeah I started my new job at the post office and it's been cool so far. So today I had to make a choice... not go to work because I only have money to get there, or go and walk home... So yeah I went with option number 2 and walked home. I mean I'm not complaining it was something that had to be done. The walk wasn't short either. The General Mail Facility is on the North Side and I had to walk to Mt. Washington. I get off at 9pm and normally on the bus I get home at 9:35 but walking tonight I got home at 10:55 which isn't that bad. A good person kept me company (no they couldn't pick me up) for the most part and I appreciated it..THANK YOU!!! That has to be the 3rd time I've walked from the North Side-home in my lifetime so far...

Our Fate
Use me like the whore that I am Control me just cause you know that you can Every emotion so cold and fake The shards peirce making my body shake There is nothing behind your eyes A blank stare into the sky Trapped in a whirlwind of Love and hate This seems like our erternal fate The only reality is my solitude Alone in my thoughts I see our prelude Did I expect this tragedy Now I search for a remedy But your company is my only relief Even if short and brief I want to hold you in my arms In a moment protected by all that harms This is just a fantasy Soon you will forget me Our parting is long overdue Time to start fresh and new You walk left I walk right Your silhouette still in sight We said our goodbyes Time for our lives to be revised

Fu-kit! Im Dun!
today i set up an account for Savannah Reina (yes my new chihuahua)... did 4 salutes and one wuz approved... figured, why not? i have seen a damn stuffed animal and 2 kittens, both with approved salutes! so i went for it! what could i lose, right? anywayz, the first salute wuz approved, but sum dickhead came along and wanted to be a smartass and flag it NSFW... so his little bouncer buddy came along and deleted the pic! wtf? by now i am highly upset... so i check the guidelines again and still am confused as to why it wuz deleted... so i made a few contacts to include the guy that flagged it... needless to say, people on here are uber retarded! omg! yeah im spazzin, but what can ya do? ur either gonna read this and agree or disagree... or not read it and move on... either way is kewl with me! so right now theres a happy hour going on with a guy that has no salute and is at level 24... now how the hell duz that work? yet they wanted to play games with Savannah's prof

How Do U Get Away, When Your Scared???
DAMN!!!! I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING DAMN CRAZY!!!! AND THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN BE MYSELF & GET SHIT OUT!!!!SO I'M GONNA DO JUST THAT. AS EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS KNOW, I'M MARRIED 2 A MAN WHO HAS IS NOT THE BEST HUSBAND HE CAN BE!!!! BUT I'M STILL HERE THREW ALL THE SHIT HE HAS DONE & KEEPS DOING CAUSE WE GOT 3 KIDS & I'M SCARED I CAN'T DO IT ON MY OWN!!!!BUT DAMN IT'S HARD 2 KEEP PLAYIN PRETEND!!!! ANY HOW, A FRIEND OF MINE THAT IS LIKE A BROTHER 2 ME & HAS ALWAYS BEEN IS HOME FROM IRAQ 4 2 WEEKS. SO WE HAVE ALL BEEN SPENDING SUM TIME TOGETHER. ANY HOW HE HAS BEEN HAVIN SUM REALLY BAD HEADACHES! AND NEEDED 2 GO 2 THE ER, WELL HE WANTED ME 2 TAKE HIM SO I DID. AND THAT LEFT MY HUBBY HOME WITH MY BEST FRIEND ANDI!!!! WELL SHE IS THE ONE PERSON ON THIS EART I KNOW I CAN TRUST!!!! AND WHILE WE WERE GONE SHE CALLED A FEW TIMES, MY HUBBY HAD BEEN DRINKING & SO ON. AND HE WAS GETTIN ON HER NERVES, LOL. SO I HURRY HOME & COME IN HTE DOOR & TELL HIM 2 JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME CAUSE HE BEEN DRINKIN

Somethin Really Fucked Up.. But Hilarious
One day a girl was sick and her boyfriend had come over to fix her up and make her feel better, so he brought some soup, brownies, and a tape with some re-runs of the OC and Laguna Beach. He makes the soup and sets everything on a table next to her and pops in the tape. She eats the soup and watches the video. Her boyfriend says that he's gotta go to meet a friend, so he leaves and she breaks out the brownies. She finishes them right as video tape was over, and right after Laguna Beach ends, it cuts to a scene with her boyfriend getting a blow job from her "best friend" and she spits his cum into the bowl of brownie mix. He looks at the camera and says, "You've just been dumped."

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Wrr Winter Prom
I need a date for the World Rock Radio Winter Prom! Accompany me to the WRR lounge tonight and say, "DJ~Craig invited me to the WRR Prom", then join the lounge, and get 500 fu bucks! But wait. Invite another guy in the lounge, have him join, and have him say "(your name) Dumped her date for me." and you both get another 250 fu bucks. Now you can only dump ONE date. So if you want to be my date. Give me a yell!

Thoughts
I stop and think what my life would be like if I had went a diffrent road, wonder who I would be, what I would be doing, or for that matter did I even have a choice for a diffrent path? They say every dission you make, opens a million ways to take. Is that really true?? If it is then how do any of us know we went the right way? Is it something that just happens, or is it the feeling of knowing all is well?? I had thought that life was to learn and grow, to teach and be taught, to love and hate, to die and be born. Life is really just a puzle that some never finish. As we grow older and see our mistakes as children we learn that puzzles can have a side efftect that is tramitising, or overly excidting. We all want to change something, someone, some way shap or form. No one person has two things they like about them selves, and if you do then you find the rest of your flaws and let them take control. People in genral are amazing. We lie, cheat, steel, even kill our own......how can a moth

Xmas Decor
Yesterday my roommates mother came by the house and the 2 of them opened every one of 2 dozen boxes of haliday decorations. The boxes all simultaniously exploded, now the house is decorated in all things x-mas. My roommate, Kim threatened to place a Santa in my room. I actually found one I would allow in my space. Its not a Santa though. Its a rather tasteful statue of Father Jul (yule). A figure from my religious beliefes. I'm not a christian as some of you may or may not know. I'm actually Heathen, if you must know. And before you die giggling. Heathenry is an actual religion. Anyway as much as I protest the explosive distribution of Xmas decorations. I actually found one so I won't feel out of place celebrating jul this season.

You Are Christ's Hands
You Are Christ’s Hands Christ has no body now on earth but yours, No hands but yours, No feet but Yours, Yours are the eyes through which is to look out Christ’s compassion to the world Yours are the feet with which he is to go about doing good; Yours are the hands with which he is to bless men now. Teresa of Avila (1515 - 1582)

Cucumber, Pickle, And Penis
A cucumber, a pickle, and a penis were all sitting around one day talking about how much their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my lifesucks. Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone cuts me up and puts me in a salad." "So," the pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone puts me in vinegar, puts spices on me, and sticks me in a jar." The penis glared at them both and said, "You guys think you have it rough? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, they put a rubber tarp over my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out."

Your Christmas Master
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. 10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIABLE FOR PAYMENTS FROM EITHER THE BIDDERS OR THE CONTESTANTS. ALL THE SHINY GIFTS YOU CAN WIN ON THE BLOCK: Ser William (

Joke
There was this businessman who was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort, so he thought he'd try to get her something to keep her occupied while he was gone, because he didn't much like the idea of her screwing someone else. So he went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except -- " and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" "Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is the 'vo

I Will Move To Canada If...................
Obama gets elected. I heard that there was terrorism in his background. He could get into office and allow all of us to be killed. This is my opinion!! I will move my ass to Canada if he is voted in. If the whole continent is destroyed then so be it. Don't say sweet and sassy didn't warn ya!! FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

A Insite.....
Just got a few songs on the player....if you got somthing I would like tell me!!!!And I got board and did a little bit about myself...not much though....I'm a hard case...just ask someone who knowes mew.....

Klayton(celldweller)'s Interview With Theoutview.com
Klayton, vocal e produtor do Celldweller , nos deu uma entrevista falando sobre o projeto do Celldweller, vida pessoal e sobre os fãs brasileiros. Ele também comenta sobre planos para lançar um DVD e o que ele estaria fazendo se não fosse cantor. Consegue adivinhar? De médico a ator de filme pornô! Por um segundo você desejou que ele não fosse cantor, não é? Mas não perca a esperança, ele ainda está solteiro e vem tocar aqui dia 15 de Dezembro. Leia a entrevista! (english version here) Outview - Klayton, como surgiu a idéia do projeto Celldweller? Klayton - O Celldweller foi um processo natural para mim, musicalmente falando. Fiz vários projetos anteriormente e finalmente me decidi por parar de usar tantos pseudônimos e fazer tantos projetos diferentes. Queria me focar em uma coisa só, então deixei tudo de lado e me foquei somente no Celldweller. Outview - Você planeja vir ao Brasil algum dia ? Há milhares de fãs do Celldweller aqui ! Klayton - Bem, espero poder

Ass*holes
DONT YOU HATE IT WHEN YOU THINK YOU CAN TRUST SOMEONE THEY TURN AROUND AND TREAT YOU LIKE SOME PIECE OF TRASH THAT CAN JUST THROW OUT AND FORGET ABOUT.... YEPP THATS ME... HAHA.. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT ID HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TOO.. NO ONE REALIZED HOW FUCKED UP MY LIFE IS BUT WHO CARES.. HATE BOYS.

One More Chance
One More Chance Visions of you race through my mind, Oh how I wish I could turn back the hands of time. A simple moment of utter joy and bliss, Could it have saved all the wonderful things we miss? The wind whispers your name as it passes my ear, Will it bring you back to me after all these years? Your never alone while I'm alive, It's the thought of you that helps me survive. Blocked by these cold walls of stone, A chill runs deep into my bones, yet I know. Through it all, I'll never be left alone. Some say your too young to love, I repent from them knowing your from up above. Your heart has been broken, pieces stole away, Still your love for me has yet to sway. A moments patience is all I need, To remind myself your right here next to me!

Camming
Well my birthday has passed and no young ladies wanted to give me a present. I received only one birthday card on here. This was very disappointing. So if any of the wild young ladies want to cam please im me on yahoo at yoda_40351.

Idk
So I decided to joint his shit a few days aga and so far so good other than the stipulation of me being able to load pics so I am adding and rating and fanning all sorts of people....another day another fu-buck lol anyway I am open-minded to all sorts of shit and well I thinks that why I joined so yeah umm yeah

Help
Just looking for some help with my contest. I need less than 2000 comments to win. My friend Zman is in there now boming away because i'm out of comments. Please help him or comment on his contest while he's helping me. Both our contests are listed in our blogs. Any help will not be forgotten. Thanks oh yeah piss shit cock and ballfuck

Love....
CORINTHIANS 1:13 Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited, it is never rude or selfish, it does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's faults, but delights in the truth.May you never lie, cheat or steal. But if you must lie, lie with each other. & if you must cheat, cheat death. & if you must steal,steal each others hearts & once agian fall madly in love withe each other

9 Words Women Use
1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

Winter Weather Message-kansas City Eax 3:57pm Cst Wed. Dec 5
000 WWUS43 KEAX 052157 WSWEAX URGENT - WINTER WEATHER MESSAGE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE KANSAS CITY/PLEASANT HILL MO 357 PM CST WED DEC 5 2007 .AN UPPER LEVEL STORM SYSTEM WILL MOVE INTO THE CENTRAL PLAINS AND MIDWEST DURING THE DAY THURSDAY. SNOW IS EXPECTED TO DEVELOP ACROSS NORTHERN PORTIONS OF MISSOURI...MAINLY ALONG AND NORTH OF HWY 36 WITH SNOW MIXING WITH FREEZING RAIN AND SLEET POSSIBLE SOUTH TO THE INTERSTATE 70 CORRIDOR. MOZ001>005-011>014-022-060600- /O.NEW.KEAX.SN.Y.0009.071206T1200Z-071207T0000Z/ ATCHISON MO-NODAWAY-WORTH-GENTRY-HARRISON-HOLT-ANDREW-DE KALB- DAVIESS-CALDWELL- INCLUDING THE CITIES OF...TARKIO...ROCKPORT...MARYVILLE... GRANT CITY...ALBANY...STANBERRY...BETHANY...MOUND CITY...OREGON... SAVANNAH...CAMERON...GALLATIN...JAMESPORT...KINGSTON...HAMILTON... POLO 357 PM CST WED DEC 5 2007 ...SNOW ADVISORY IN EFFECT FROM 6 AM TO 6 PM CST THURSDAY... THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN PLEASANT HILL HAS ISSUED A SNOW ADVISORY...WHICH IS IN E

Inner Strenght (not What You Think)
Inner Strength If you can start the day without caffeine, If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains, If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles, If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it, If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy to give you any time, If you can take criticism and blame without resentment If you can ignore a friend's limited education and never correct her/him, If you can resist treating a rich friend better than a poor friend, If you can conquer tension without medical help, If you can relax without liquor, If you can sleep without the aid of drugs, Then You Are Probably The Family Dog!

Freedom,the Skanks Of Fubar,and The Wonderful Unfullfillment Of Being A Vip
Ugh what a rotten day its been on Fubar. Once again, its been nothing but people begging for 11's and for me to buy them blasts and other crap.I will be so glad in 7 days when this VIP runs out.Then I can go back to being the lurker. At last count,I have handed out a 2300 11's and other than the 3 people that have added me,and 15 actually rated me back....it hasnt been that fun being a VIP.I know Alice meant well when she bought it for me but its really done nothing but make my experience on Fubar less than thrilling. I got a bunch more people that will never talk to me ever again when my name goes back to being grey. Its almost like escaping some sort of internet hell.I can go back to being Scrawny Pale Guy and trying to weed out the tards and point whores and actually get to talk to people.Thats the whole reason I even joined this place back when it was Lost Cherry. Im not like a bunch of people on here having to show their tits or whatever to get attention.I stay awa

20 Ways To Confuse Santa Claus
20 Ways To Confuse Santa Claus Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa." Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him

Footprints.....
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never kn

Fire And Ice
"Wow" she said as she walked in the front door just getting off of work . Her eyes gazed upon her home, fire place rolling and candles illuminating the house . She stood there for a second over whelmed in surprise. She wandered into the living room surprised to see him laying naked on the floor next to the fireplace. With a grin ear to ear he said " So honey how was your day "? Reaching around her back slowly unzipping her dress his eyes watching as it slides down her body hitting the floor , revealing her her bra and thigh high stockings and oops she didn't wear any panties to work . "Hmmmmm" he muffled . She reaches over him and grabs the champange out of the bucket on the fireplace ledge and pours herself a glass . Smiling as she sips she sees the blindfold and thin cord rope under the table just passed his head . She slithers up his body and sits on his chest reaching foward grabbing the rope and the blindfold she slides it down his arms then leans in and passionately kisses him .

Men's # 1 Rules{take Notice}
Men Rules You always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules and yes they are all # 1 Rules 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months a

Missing You
Missing you The pain consuming me is so surreal. I feel so hollow, so empty inside. I am sullen in my bitter loneliness. I don't want to be alone like this. Aching for you, my heart cries out in excruciating, murderous pain. . . and it won't stop. Wanting you, like some sort of addictive drug, I can barely live without your love. I want to die - the pain is too intense. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and the hole will never heal. Longing for your lips, I can't stop dreaming about you - but you're so far away. Missing you more each moment, I put on a mask and try to hide the anguish. Tormented without you, I cannot find myself in the darkness. I cannot think, for all of my thoughts are missing you.

Our Last Serman
Sup Juggalos, We left our homie Joseph at a big table eating with his brothers and making sure that his brother Benjamin who was the youngest, coming from his mother's side. As a reminder, Joseph's brothers still don't know who Joseph's real identity is. So Joseph is being like a ninja, hiding in plain view. Joseph pulls his steward aside and tells him that he wants him to load up his brothers with as much food as they can carry, give them back their money and then hide his silver cup (that he uses for divination, kind of like a crystal ball) and put it at the top of Benjamin's knapsack. His brothers get on their way and start making their trek back to Israel, their father. Joseph tells his steward, go chase them down and accuse them of stealing. So the steward comes with a small contingent of soldiers and stops them. He asks why have they repaid kindness with evil. Why did they steal from Joseph? Now the brothers were confused, in their minds they didn't steal anything. So on

This Song.......sums It Up!!
Woman----- Thats how much as I love you Thats how much as I need you And I cant stand you Must everything you do make me wanna smile Can I not like you for a while? (No….) Man------ You wont let me You upset me girl And then you kiss my lips All of a sudden I forget(that I was upset) Can’t remember what you did Woman----- But I hate… You know exactly what to do So that I cant stay mad at you For too long thats wrong Man----- But I hate… You know exactly how to touch So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more Said I despise that i adore you Woman---- And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah…) I cant stand how much I need you (I need you…) And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..) But I just cant let you go And I hate that I love you so (oooh..) Man----- You completely know the power that you have The only one makes me laugh Woman---- Said its not fair How you take advantage of the fact That I love you beyond the reason why And it just aint

My Dad, My Hero
LtCmdr.William H. Feyh Caldwell-William H. Feyh, 61, passed away Wednesday, Nov. 9, 2005, in Charleston, WV, of a sudden illness. He was born Mar. 20, 1944, in Columbus, OH, the son of the late William M. and Estelle McGinnis Feyh. Mr. Feyh was a Vietnam veteran who received two Purple Hearts and the Bronze Star among numerous other awards. He was a member and an Elder of Old Stone Presbyterian Church in Lewisburg and was studying to be a commissioned lay pastor through the Presbytery of West Virginia. He was the director of the Lewisburg-Fairlea Food Locker and on the Board of Directors of the Greenbrier Valley YMCA, as well as President of the Greenbrier East Band Boosters. He is survived by: his wife of 19 years, Leah Stuart Feyh of Caldwell; four children, William A. Feyh of Windson, CT, Kathleen E. Feyh of Austin, TX, and Andrew S. Feyh and Elizabeth M. Feyh both of Caldwell; sister, Carolyn F. Cartwright and husband, Jerry of Milton, FL; brother, Charles L. Feyh an

Fubar
im going to delete my fubar pretty soon, for my friends i already have that have my messenger and e-mails and shit y'all already know..much love w/e hit me up. but if there is anyone i missed that dont have my e-mails or w/e if u want to talk still or some shit hit me up wit ya e-mails and i'll try to stay in touch.

Friends......
I don't understand the point of adding all these people as friends and you talk to NEXT TO NONE of the people you have added. So if you arent going to talk or be a "friend", kindly remove yourself as my friend!! THANKS

I F I Was A Poet
If I were a poet, I would wrap you in my words, Roll you off my tongue with my soothing voice, Meet your every desire with the motion of my pen, Making your heart race every now and then If I were a poet, you would be my only passion, My inspiration in a world that, to me, is gone; If I were a poet, with you as my one and only love, I would lower to my knees daily and thank the lord above; And if I were truly a poet, I would swim through your deep oceans, Speak of all the wonders I see in the calming darkness of your eyes, And if I could find the words to describe my feelings for you, I could tell of the way my passion strongly flows - so true.

Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when you're not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away; Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for

Merry Christmas
http://www.juggalofaith.com/ Jesus is the Real reason for the Season! 2 New sermons posted today Nov 28th.God Bless..Rev.B-Lotus Open message to those who hate us and this site, you really don't have waste your time emailing, We get hate mail all the time, everything you say will most likely have already been said, all you have to do is click the back button, But if your really bored and want to rant that is your constitutional right, you can still email us through the following address juggalofamily@juggalofaith.com ...Thanks! Have you accepted Jesus as your savior yet???, if you want to and don't know how, email us through our contact form. Hey Ninjas, if you have a link you want to put up on our site, email us (juggalofamily@juggalofaith.com) with new link in the subject line and we will post it, if you have a announcement you would like to make to the Juggalo world, such a a birth or death, email us the info and pictures of the person if you have some and we will p

Escaping Hell
He watches from his perch above his head, The vulture that has circled him for days. He wasn't dying, though at times, He felt his soul being torn apart. He trudges through the demonic turmoil That is his life. The vulture watches. There's really is no life. He climbs each broken step, stumbling As he reaches past each twisted thorny vine. He bears the scars of the battles waged- Not on his physical being, But on his heart and soul. The vulture still sits eyeing him As if he was giving up the ghost. He pushes past the brimstone gates, And refreshing air fills his lungs. He looks out into the world in front of him, And sees the beauty unfold. He looks forward and sees a path he has never taken, Perhaps to some the "road less taken", And with a little fear and resolve, He steps into the world that is anew, And he is escaping hell. Robert J Nye (2007)

Its Like Im Truly Alone
Its like im truly alone like im invisible hello? is anyone there? No answer Its like... Whenever i walk in room everything stops the laughter stops the chat stops its just goes quiet so quiet... Its like.. Ive always done something wrong Can i ever make people happy? All my cries for help have gone unheard should i cry louder? try screaming?? will someone ever hear me? The doctor says i have depression he referred me to a psychiatrist! I am not mental! i'm lonely i'm sad I'm lost i'm broken Will someone ever find me will someone ever tell me everything is going to be ok? Is anyone out there? Hello?

When U Have A "i Hate My Job Day"
On your way home from work, stop at your local pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized." Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, "I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer Quality Control Department at Johnson & Johnson."

More About Me
What is the status of you and the last person you texted? a high school friend 2. Whats wrong with you right now? I bored 3. Do you miss your first love? Never had 1 4. When did you last cry? a couple days ago I needed 2 5. Who do you hate? no one. hate is a wasted emotion and life is too short 6. What do you want in your life right now? for people to come around 7. Are you happy? sometimes 9. What do you smell like? I stinky 10. Drinking? pespi 11. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? a woman lmao 12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? it will all be changing soon enough and i can't wait!!!! 13. What do you wear to bed? since it's winter right now, pjs 14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? sometimes 15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from? she loves her family 16. Are you friends with all of your exes? nope 17. What's something you wish you could underst

I Want You!!!
....to get your butts in here Mjr. DJ Foxy Bitch GM of FOC Radio & Fu-wife to Cpt. Tha Beast CAG@ fubar *~* CoL.OddLilGirlyGirl*~*HEAD barTENDER*~* Resident PERV*~*Co- GM FOC RADIO*~*Dirty Bitch Crew*~*@ fubar Cpt. Tha Beast CAG (DJ Manager) for FOC ~~ Fu hubby to Mjr. foxy karlah@ fubar (repost of original by '*~* CoL.OddLilGirlyGirl*~*HEAD barTENDER*~* Resident PERV*~*Co- GM FOC RADIO*~*Dirty Bitch Crew*~*' on '2007-12-05 17:41:32') (repost of original by 'Mjr. DJ Foxy Bitch GM of FOC Radio & Fu-wife to Cpt. Tha Beast CAG' on '2007-12-05 19:02:51')

If He Were Here...
If he were here, he’d hold my hand and wrap his arms around me and keep me warm. Then he’d whisper in my ear and say “hey babe, lets go back to my place.” Of course I’d accept. We’d get in his car and I would lean against him as he drove home. He’d put his arms around me holding me close. On the way home I doze off. When we get home I’m sound asleep. Not wanting to wake me, he lifts me from the car and carries me into the house, through the front door and into the bedroom. When he lays me down I awaken, my eyes open and he’s the first thing I see. I smile. He strips down to his boxers and lies down next to me. His right arm is around my waist and his left arm over the top of my head, running his fingers through my hair. We fall asleep together, a peaceful night. I wake up first and he is again the first thing I see. The one thing, one person I want to see is here, lying next to me. The one place I want to be is here in his arms. He’s so beautiful, even in his sleep. I just lay there

Random Acts Of Kindness
I just wanted to say I just watched Evan Almighty. The idea of the movie was that Evan was to build and ARK. At the end of the movie he askes GOD why.... How can one person change the world.? God said " ARK< Acts of Random Kindness. So, my daddy passed away. I almost lost my mom. My brother died at 18. I am wanting to spread something positive here. We all need to do little random acts of kindness and it comes full circle on you . I can promise that. Holding the door for someone, just a smile, a comment , sending flowers to someone who doesnt usually get them . Anything can be a random act of kindness and no one even needs to know you did it. But it will come back around. When it comes your time for a much needed act of kindness from a stranger, you shall have it. Remember we need to all love eachother. LIFE IS SHORT. We only have today. Lets Love, and have fun. Even on a bad day. We can change how we are reacting to it and can change the way we think and helping others is a go

Rip London
December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO LIVE SHE WOULD BE A VEGETABLE.... SO I DID WAT WAS RI

Just What You Want For Christmas! Me
HEY EVERYONE!! SLAVE PRINCESS IS HOSTESSING A CHRISTMAS AUCTION AND GUESS WHAT, I'M FOR SALE. YOU COULD HAVE ME UNDER YOUR TREE! RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATERS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. 10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIAB

Omg....i Love Me Some Dumb Peoples....lol
I just had to do this....now of course the conversation starts at the bottom and goes to the top, and I am to lazy to fix it for you....so read it in reverse and see if you can make sense of this whack job....on minute he's mad, the next he is complementing me....oh boy, I loves me some dumb peoples.....LOL I am not going to put this guys profile addy up here outta, well I kinda want to protect his dumbass from all you people that will do the silly shit you do so well to people like him ( sad ain't it? Me protecting him, I must be slipping or something....) have fun it is a good read.... ->Ninja Assa...: Nice...I see the public school system has done right by you.....thank you for your wonderful vocabulary....mofo....gee so 70's I LOVE LON...: WELL GET THE FUCK ON THAN ->Ninja Assa...: Now ring a bell so I can get my wings and fly the hell outtat here I LOVE LON...: THAT WHAT A HUSBAND IS FOR TOO PROTECT HIS FAMILY AND IF YOUR ASS DOES LIKE FUCK YOU...YOU RENTA COP LOOKIN MO

Night Silence
I sit in the night silence, thinking about you. I wonder if I will ever meet you, Or are you only in my dreams. You the one who would know me. The one who would value me, And cherish me. With you I would always count, There would never be any doubts. No lies or deceit. No mind games to figure out. In this night silence, I can see you vividly. I can hear your voice whispering, Saying I Love You. In the night silence, You are so real to me. I get to have you on my own terms. I get to love you unconditionally. When the morning sun begins to rise, The night silence is gone. You are no longer there. You no longer appear. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Hello Want A Free Blast
♥Stephanie And Mark are having back to back Happy Hours TONIGHT!!!! Wednesday (12/5) At 7 PM and 8 PM Fubar (PST) time.♥ During those TWO HOURS ONLY Steph Is Offering Free FuBucks!!! Click On My Giveaway Picture Below And Leave Comments!!! Every 100 You leave You Will Receive 10,000 FUBUCKS!!!! ♥•The Blast TWIST•♥ There will be 6 give-away pics designated as “Lucky Contestants”!!! Give one of THEM 100 comments and She Will also give YOU a 1-Day Blast! Give one of the “Lucky Contestants” 300 comments and she give YOU a 3-Day Blast!! If you hit a “lucky” contestant you will win the Fu-bucks AND the blast!! Come On people Help me out While you Help yourself out!!!! You Never Know. My Picture mig

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

**wild Wednesday**
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My Phuckin Day Sucked
Okay. i figure if i blog my bad day maybe it will help me to feel better. so here goes. as if life isnt already doing poorly with bad news and bad times for december, things seem to get worse. i am sick. and the meds the DR gave me arent helping AT ALL. i feel horrible. got called into work on my day off when mother nature decides to drop snow and ice all fuckin day, then come home to find my sister sittin in the living room bawling her eyes out!! for what reason? she pissed some cunt off in the bar room and the bitch called children and youth on my sister and claims neglect and abuse bc my sister was in a bar room at 2am. HOLY FUCK. she gets out one night a month when i watch my sisters 7 kids. WOW! you think she deserves a night out once in a while. i think so. shes like my superr woman. id do anything for her, and all she asks for is one night to be able to go out and have a good fuckin time. but noooo some bitch decides to pour beer on my sister and my sister flips out and the b

A Thought For The Holiday Season
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

My Wonderful Friends
I want to thank each and everyone of you. I was, and still am, overwhelmed by the all the beautiful messages and comments. Leaving love, support and comfort, during this sad and traumatic period in my life This maybe just a web site, to many folks here, but I feel honoured to have met some of the most wonderful, caring and loving friends that I could ever have wished for. You have shown me what true friendship is, and everyone of you hold a special place in my heart.

Pimp Out
Ok everyone.. could you do me a really big favor..this guy is really cool and I'm sure the mummers recognize him from the mumms.. he would NEVER ask for this himself so I'm asking.. could you please rate him up? bigdaddydell "DON'T HATE ME CUZ YOU AIN'T ME!!!"@ fubar Thanks everyone!

Is It Wrong
I make it a point to never cheat, but is being with a member of your own sex cheating? I love to kiss it's one of my favorite things to do. I can sit for hours and kiss, especially a pretty woman. I love a womans touch,smell,feel, caress, needing.. and yes TASTE! Don't get me wrong I love having a mans hands on me , knowing the feeling of the strong masculine hands caressing my body, holding me, needing me, loving me but really .... is it cheating? I often wonder. On Saturday night when I am picking a woman in the bar out to play with for the night... humm ok exciting myself. you get the idea.. what do you think?

Kidisms
We were driving home when Noah told me that he played a video game at his dad’s rated “M.” He told me he was good at it. I told him it was a shame that he was so young and someone wanted him to grow-up so fast. He then asked me what “mature” meant. Me: Well, I suppose it would depend on the context. A video game that’s rated “mature” is supposed to be for older people. The violence and other content is not something you should be exposed to yet. Noah: Well, it wasn’t that violent. Me: Well, that’s good, but I think it’s a shame because you’re only going to be young once and once you grow-up; you can never be “ungrown.” Noah: Well, if you build a machine to make you young again then you can be. Me: I don’t think that’s something that’s going to happen, dude. Noah: All you need is some metal. And some wire and know where to put the wires and you’re all set. Can we listen to Nickelback? Me: Sure.

Eternity
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Show Some Love To My Daughter Plz :)
MY DAUGHTER HAS AN ACCOUNT ON HERE AND IM TRYING TO HELP HER LVL UP SOME.HER ID IS GIGGLES.IF YOU GO TO MY PAGE TO MY FRIENDS LIST YOU WILL FIND HER THERE:)SHE IS ONLY LVL 3.ANY LOVE WILL BE APPRICIATED AND IM SURE SHE WILL RETURN IT WHEN SHE LOGS ON:) THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FAMILY TO BE APART OF :) MISSYBEAR

The Fucktard Crossed A Big Line
i have to blow off a little steam, today i feel like a really big line was crossed when a man named larry on this site got mad at me and my friend because we did not feel bad about rating his friend a 9, and then giving her a little bit of hell for being so over upset about getting it. let me state now, yes i do rate ppl 9's every now and then , i dont think this is a big deal, not every one gets a 10, i dont always get ten's and i am ok with that. i dont mind you getting pissed at me and calling me every name in the book because you are mad at me, call me a bad mom, that ok, but NEVER cross a line a say something about some one else child! i feel like someone named larry owes crystal and i a big i am sorry. please read below to see what was said, if you want to read everything that was said the mumm is called 9's and was posted by crystal thank you for your support Me: December 5, 2007 @ 5:15 pm #74 of 97 to be honest your friend was the first one to get in crystal's face

United States Soldier
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing, and reluctantly excepted the fact of eternal loneliness ...should I fall. I have seen the face of terror and felt the stinging cold of fear. I have loved, cried, suffered, and hoped, but most of all, I have lived times others would say were “best forgotten”. At least some day I will be able to tell my children that I was proud of what I was - A United States Soldier!”

Murphy's Law
If something crappy is going to happen it will for sure happen to me. Last night I went to the gas station for cigarettes and treats for the kids. The plan was to come home, get the kids to best, and by myself a month long birthday blast. I'll be 31 on the 19th. Unfortunately for me my $9 charge on my debit card was declined. I got paid Friday so this is not acceptable. I checked my bank online this morning and I was -&861.77. See a problem here? I have not received a single notice from the bank, and I have been in the negative repeatedly since the beginning of November. I have incurred more than $1000 in NSF fees. So I panic immediately and cry, it's 7 am, I call my mother. At 8 I call the bank, they tell me my mail has been returned for the past couple of months marked Recipient Moved No Longer At This Address. I have lived in the same house for five years. I call the post office, they assure me they have not been returning my mail. So the bank and the post

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Love Is....
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Home Stretch
It's a bitch. No doubt about it. If you've ever tried to reach the finish line after running a long, difficult race, that last stretch before you cross it is by far the hardest part. Persistence and determination are essential to reaching the end. The question is - do you have it and how much do you want it - especially when comes to that final stretch? Everywhere you look there are those who've fallen to the wayside. The landscape is littered with those who broke under the pressure and lay sprawling on your path - victims of overwhelming odds who gave up and have fallen right before they reached the goal. If you look behind you all you'll see are the defeated and spent -writhing in exhaustion and disappointment - never crossing the finish line and wishing they had one more chance. If you look to your right or to your left, those who run with you are just as tired as you are but you know the "secret to victory" and they don't. You actually believe you're going to win. More

Does It Really Pay To Be The "nice Guy" ?
There is a part inside of me starting to drive a knife into me......."Look what being a nice guy gets you." "You have all these compliments on what a sweet loving guy you are.....but you are alone and unwanted." So...I guess my question is....does this darker side of me have a point? What do I have to show for being such a sweetheart??? Yes I know I have good close friends......but I need someone who is that and more. I am tired of feeling like everyone is going to everyone else......and even more so tired of seeing such good loving hearts (ladies) falling for such assholes..... Sorry....but this is the mood I am in at the moment...and i am not keeping it inside to fester up inside........

My Man
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Bills....
'Twas the day after Christmas, and all through the house, Every creature was hurtin', even the mouse. The toys were all broken, their batteries dead; Santa passed out, with some ice on his head. Wrapping and ribbons just covered the floor, while upstairs the family continued to snore. And I in my T-shirt, new Reeboks and jeans, I went into the kitchen and started to clean. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the sink to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the curtains, and threw up the sash. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a little white truck, with an oversized mirror. The driver was smiling, so lively and grand; The patch on his jacket said "U.S. POSTMAN." With a handful of bills, he grinned like a fox Then quickly he stuffed them into our mailbox. Bill after bill, after bill, they still came. Whistling and shouting he called them by name: "Now Dillard's, now Walmart

Lesson For Men....
Lessons for the guys...... Nine Words Women Use Read This Carefully, and LEARN! 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right, and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Don't be mad about this, it is just the same 5 minutes you use when it's your turn to help do things around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine (see #1). 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can

Calling All Pimpettes
Ok ladies want to be a pimpette hit largerthanhim up he will get u set up come one come all :P He will be ur pimp!!! Just click his link for more info largerthanhim~~~Head Pimp~~~@ fubar Ok guys wanna join hit me in my sb ill be ur pimp muahzzz join plzzz need more people u know u love me hahah ♥ Largerthanhim Head Pimpette ♥ Married To Dino♥COUNCIL MEMEBER OF HOTTIES R US@ fubar

Photo And Stash Ratings
I have taken the time to rate all photos and stash before I ask for a friend and fan request. I have about 4 of the 9 friends I have that have returned the love. I even check back daily and rate anything new and rate new people till I run out of rates. I don't expect you to rate everything I have unless you want to do that but some rates would be nice. I have another Fubar account that I will be deleting soon because I did the same thing and that is not rating everyone like I should have. I plan to do it right this time and would like to get to know you. You can never have enough friends. The bottom line is I will start deleting the people who don't return some rates and I think that is the only fair way to do it. Thanks for your time and check out my profile so you can learn a little more about me.

Chances
It's time. It's been a long time coming, and there's only one way to get there. The stage has been set and the crowd is waiting - on you. This is quite possibly the most important moment of your life. At this very moment you have a decision to make. Do you take the stage and play the part you were born to play the way only you can play it, or do you hide behind the curtains and watch everyone else go on stage, wishing that it was you? The world doesn't need another actor portraying a part. It doesn't need another pretender who has memorized someone else's lines. The world needs an original. The world needs you. The power you have is immense. The crowd is desperate for the real thing and you have it. Up to this point you have toyed with the idea of what you could be and you have danced around the truth, wondering what it would be like to lay it out there for all the world to see - but in the end you shrink back in fear, preferring the anonymity of playing the part

Vampyre Wiccan Flyght 12-07 900 Pm Cst
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *@ fubar Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@ fubar blueeyes_dragon daddy of the midget mafia@ fubar NOSFERATU QUEEN Hig

Christmas Edition
Welcome to the "Christmas Edition" of getting to know your friends. Okay, here's what you're supposed to do and try not to be a SCROOGE!!! Just copy this entire email and paste into a new blank e-mail that you can send. Change all the answers so they apply to you. Then, send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. it's the season to be cheerful!!! 1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Wrapping paper 2. Tree--Real or Artificial? REAL 3. When do you put Christmas tree up? WHEN I HAVE THE TIME.. 4. When do you take the tree down? AFTER CHRISTMAS 5. Like egg nog? YES 6. Do you have a nativity scene? NO 7. Favorite gift received as a child? toys 8. Hardest person to buy for? my brother 9. Easiest person to buy for? mom 10. Worst Christmas gift? LOL 11. Mail or email Christmas Cards? MAIL BUT MAYBE E CARDS THIS YR.. 12. Favorite Christmas movie. the christmas story 13. When do you start sh

Skye's Rain Dance
I bid the rain to tumble softly into your skye with color and dreaming interlude Catch a kiss upon a drop as the moment takes your breath, Shall I make you a rainbow with all the colors dancing and I singing in your song ? For I chanced upon a wishing well and the skye fell, ..O P E N.. As I bid the rain to tumble softly, Least not a tender moment that you and I could share this dance bare, feet naked, In puddles.

Why Cats Are Better Than Men
Why Cats Are Better Than Men >^,,^< A cat always hits the litter box. >^,,^< You have a better chance of training a cat. >^,,^< You never have to spend time with your cat's mother. >^,,^< If you ask enough times, a cat may actually LISTEN to you. >^,,^< You can de-claw a cat...try to get a guy to clip his toe nails. >^,,^< It's okay if a cat rubs up against your best friend. >^,,^< A cat knows you're the key to his happiness...a man thinks HE is the key to your happiness.

Update On My Health 12/05/2007
hello guys how are you all ? i'm alive hahaha well where do i start it hasn't been a good week here i had to go to the cancer dr this week i don't have cancer that the good thing but there is a problem i have I.T.P ( immune thrombocytopenic purpura )which is a blood disease it won't let my blood clot right so i have to watch out i don't get cut because i will bleed to death i have to watch out for brain bleeds i call the dr because of black and blues and a rash and they did some blood work and found this it was the platelet was off big time but the other counts was really good so they put me on some meds i have to go back on the 12th to get more blood work to check to see if it working but it was kinda my fault i stop taking one of my meds for the thyroids but not one dr told me this would happen but like dad said we all learn from our mistakes but this is not one i wish i did have to go threw this could take 6 months or the rest of my life so like i always do is take one day at a time

Home For The Holidays
Home for the Holidays (Bi-Guys & Straight) It was our third year at University of Virginia, when my roommate “Jeff” asked, if I wanted to come home with him for Christmas, since he knew my family would be overseas this year. Jeff said there is always room for friends and will be plenty of food for everybody. I figured anything would be better than hanging around the empty campus and eating in the cafeteria. So when Friday came, we packed his car and headed out. He said it would be about a five hour drive to his folks house, in northern Pennsylvania. He called his folks and told them, his roommate “Frank” was coming home with him. His car’s heater was pumping strong, so we were just our jeans and t-shirts. After an hour or so, Jeff told me to reach over the seat and grab that gym bag. When I opened it, I see a wide collection of adult magazines, typical for guy away at college. He tells me he always brings them along, for long drives. He likes to pull off w

Master Card Wedding
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his best friend, the best man. The groom had gotten s

Passion
Upon the coming of the night you feel her breath so soft and light from whence it came you know not where standing alone you ponder there. Like a Thief In the night She steals Your Soul, you wait and wonder till you grow old, This lady i Speak is love so true ,She did it to me and will do it to you !! So Beware my friends , This Love of mine she has no Rules for which to bind, She lives on Love On Passion so True ,She will never Release her love To You. A ghost in the Night ,A Phantom so Fair She will Love and Leave you Standing there Known to man by Many a Name PASSION , My Friend there all one in the Same

This Wont Be Pretty...
I usually dont write blogs... or complain too much... but... I am today. If you think I'm an innocent sweet person, you may want to cover your ears (eyes) LOL. If you are in fact going to be a whiny ass LITTLE BOY and BITCH at me because I dont talk to you enough, because I dont pay enough attention to you... because you think I ignore you or I'm rude.... guess what ... I have a few words for you and a few directions for you to follow. hint... its realllly warm there. *wink* I'm not fucking here to babysit and entertain your sorry ass. Just because you dont have a life, doesnt mean that I don't. I'll treat you the same way you treat me. Didn't your mother teach you that? I'm not here to be a WHORE, SLUT or a pervert... sorry fellas thats just not me. I have enough class NOT to sell myself (unlike others) for points or gifts. I said it on my profile page and I'll say it 'til I'm blue in the face. I am here to meet interesting people WHEN I HAVE THE FUCKING TIME. I'm not

Bitten
As i sit alone in the dark wondering when this did first start, life as i know it wasnt always this way I use to frolic and welcome the days, Now i sleep my time away afarid to wake and walk in the day. I roam the nights alone in the dark wondering how to make a fresh start. To shake off the shackles and start again,knowing the night was never my friend. My dreams have been broken my life ripped apart, but it seems that Im cursed to walk alone in the dark. The crime here is simple the pain very clear, my life was stolen without a thought or a tear. My dreams and my passions are lost to me now, My heart has grown cold my soul has gone foul. To love and to live for me to be true, to once again walk in the morning dew is a fate im not destined its a thought pushed aside, its a dream not allowed of one such as i!!

5 Free Spots
Well I've freed up 5 spots. For those that were booted, I'm sorry but I have my reasons. If you want one, I'd rather you send me a private message. I'm not always online to get my shouts. And if I dont comment back after you've commented my pictures I'm sorry. If I'm not online when you place the comment I'm not aware that you've posted one and I only go through my pictures about once a week so I dont even notice them till then. So if you'd like to be a part of my family please let me know. And remember..Not everyone can be a part of the family!

Happy Hour
5 HAPPY HOURS will be given out for the first 5 to reach. 75,000 comments. Taken people in now! If you emailed already, please send it to me again. I lost all of them by accident! My fault! RULES!!!!! MUST BE A FRIEND AND A FAN OF ME! Taking default pics only. NO NSFW PICS!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YOU CAN BOMB YOURSELF! NO DRAMA EITHER CONTEST WILL START FRIDAY 4PM FUBAR TIME(THIS IS WEST COAAST TIME) EMAIL ME IF U WANT IN! Cup Of Joe@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ben Doveß®™' on '2007-12-04 19:32:39')

Annual Christmas Blog
Merry christmas!!! — Tuesday, April 11, 2006 The world has flipped upside down..... Thank you to all you who have posted rants about people saying happy hollidays now instead of merry christmas. It's something I was going to write about before and forgot. It still comes kinda hard for me to believe. How bizarre the world gets. But it's a very good thing. Things are finally starting to come around full circle... Yes, today in the here and now Christians, Yes you heard me right, Christians and their advocacy groups, are upset that people are complaining about the things they say. How dare they try to censor you guys. Not you who don't want walmart to sell cd's with cussing, or mature video games. Not you people who give me dirty looks and tell me to watch my language, not you people who feel the need to controll what other people see, hear, sell, and do all the time. How could anyone ever have a problem with the stuff you say? So say it loud, say it p

I'm Being Auctioned Off
Hey everyone, I am being auctioned off!! Here is the link to the Auction, and the rules and what I am offering are in the Christmas Auction Blog. You know you want me! Kisses and I cant wait to see who gets me! Raen

Patriots Strategy!!!
So I was pondering on why could the new england patriots barely win two games in a row after 10 blowout games.Here is my theory,The patriots are sick of hearing the whinning and the boo hooing over how bad they kicked the other teams asses. So in an attempt to keep peace in the nfl.The brilliant bill belecheck has devised a brilliant plan to keep order as to not cause anymore fucking crybabies. The patriots simply play just good enough to win.Giving the opponent false hope and avoiding any undue pissing n moaning by sub standard teams.In addition to this theory I also have discovered the secret to beating the patriots.The only way to defeat this team this year. Is to lock them in the locker room because if they step on that field they are going to win. FIN

Issues For Tonight
Here's tonight's issues; We got a foot of snow today. I've not been kicked off line but it's slow. I'm not fooling with videos and pics are loading slow. Some people have told me they need my sizes for Christmas presents. Magnums I'm on my second cup of Earl Grey tonight and I feel smarter already. Why is it during happy hour alerts run almost an hour behind?! Thanks for the mistletoe kisses, whoever sent them :)

Crap
Flushing Away The Crap: One Turd At A Time I can’t type and am wondering if I should be sitting here doing this. Listening to Rush. Love them…love ‘em. Subdivisions is hard for me to listen to as I don’t like to think about those days very often. They were not very happy, nor is there much I can take away from the experience except to be even colder, more distant and removed. …Not something one would ever guess. I put myself out there. Human interaction is key to growing as a human being. I would live a happy life of solitude. Don’t get me wrong…I love my friends. “Winter must be cold for those with no warm memories.” I love winter. I spent my adult years making warm memories to block the winter of my younger days. Now, when it’s cold, I think of someplace warm…in my mind and heart. Being lucky enough to have a past that includes people in places I would like to get back to, keeps me warm in the winter. I like to think that there is a future that is brighte

The Bone Yard
If there is one thing that seems to be a constant with me it is that I always seem to dream up some of my most twisted escapes while reeling in the fits or chaos or bleakest depression. And it was true again today when I recieved an e mail from my good friends SERPENT in Sweden. For those not in the know, SERPENT is one of the wickedest death and doom metal bands in Sweden and we have worked closely together for many years with them providing music for many of my extreme escapes and me in turn producing vidoes of said escapes and giving wide exposure to SERPENT's amazing tunes. Last year SERPENT released a new DVD/CD compilation called "Beneath the Forest of The Dead". In addition to some kick ass tunes the package also featured work by myself to SERPENT tunes. In the e mail to me tday from SERPENT, they suggested I do a "buried alive" escape from a grave to the title track "Beneath The Forest of the Dead" and produce a video of it to go in the next SERPENT DVD/CD releas

So Pissed
This was stupid but it got serious. I posted a mumm about giveing a chick a 9. Then 2 of her friends got on there and started complaining about the whole thing. I could careless this is what pushed me over the edge.... Larry stated... "you two are mumm fucks and dont deserve any more of my time the younger girl is no longer on the site too. i hope you dont teach your kids this kind of crap.. i wouldnt be surprise to hear about one of your kids blowing someone away in school cause they have an damm attitude" He went to far so I went off on him. I am really sorry to those of you who had to see that side of me but my children are my world and unless you truly know me its not yout place to talk about my children.

Hello
well this is a very first for me, thanks to my friend johnny 'doms_wizard' he always did get me into mischief, not that i can't do that myself, will use this opportunity (i so need a spell check) to say hiya to u all nice to meet u!

Christmas Auction, I'm For Sale.
IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME, ALL YOU WONDERFUL FUBARIANS!!! SO THERE ARE SOME OUT THERE THAT HAVE SOMEONE FOR THE HOLIDAYS... FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T, I AM HERE FOR YOU! I AM DOING MY FIRST EVER AUCTION, AND THIS IS GONNA BE LOADS OF FUN! HERE'S THE DEAL... YOU LOOK OVER THE LIST OF PEOPLE THAT ARE UP FOR AUCTION... YOU DECIDE WHO YOU WANNA OWN REALLY REALLY BAD (YOU CAN OWN AS MANY AS YOU CAN AFFORD) AND THEN YOU CLICK ON THEIR LINK AND PLACE YOUR BID IN THE COMMENT SECTION OF THAT PERSON'S PIC. THE MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS. WHY? BECAUSE THESE INCREDIBLE MEN AND WOMEN ARE WORTH IT!!! RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATERS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSON

Snow?????
Well ya all it has snowed where I am at right now. Now, I have to drive in it which fucking sucks ass! I am gonna be driving like a old lady. I have to work overnite tonite. This shall be interesting... Well I spent a couple days at my new Masters. Not quite sure about this. He knows my boundries and we did discuss them, I thought thoroughly but he said something to me which really hurt me deeply. He just says things in the moment...but still he knew my limits. I am kinda backing away now because of it. He did apologize, but I feel that I need to back off. He did use a new toy on me the other day. It was a bug zapper that looked like a tennis racket. He used it on my ass...I slapped my hand with it and talk about OUCH! LOL. But seriously, I am thinking about weening away from him. I just hate repeating myself and he isnt really showing how responsible he is IMO. I had a nitemare last nite about some guy that I met a long time ago coming after me with a gun. That w

No Vip For Me For 24 To 48 Hrs Or More
Well all, I won't have VIP status for 24 to 48 hours or more because of a mess somebody decided to create thanks to a Shoppers direct discount thing thru Classmates.com here that I had gotten free for 30 days and then after that get charged $10.06 or some crap like that so I had to call them up and raise hell with them, telling them that I didn't want it but anyways, that's why when I renewed or tried to renew my girlfriends VIP and mine, only hers went thru with the Credit card company so until I get the money to renew it again for my girlfriend and I here which may take 24 to 48 hrs to do unless somebody buys me one. Otherwise I have to wait of course. I just wish we could buy VIPs with our fuBucks but I understand though that BabyJ's trying to make money to improve the site of course too.

Family Full
Well my family is full--So I wont be adding anyone else until I am leveled up for more family space. I'm not going to pay for blasts or shit like that considering I dont think you should have to pay for a site. And I have a lot of points to go till I level up...So if someone wants to buy me a blast..haha...then fine. Otherwise, I'm sorry my dears, you'll just have to wait it out!!

10 Reasons Why Hockey Is Better Than Sex
10 Reasons Why Hockey Is Better Than Sex 1. Its legal to play hockey professionally. 2. The puck is always hard. 3. Protective equipment is reusable and you don't even have to wash it. 4. It lasts a full hour. 5. You know you're finished when the buzzer sounds. 6. Your parents cheer when you score. 7. Periods only last 20 minutes. 8. You can count on it at least twice a week. 9. You can tell your friends about it afterwards. 10. A two-on-one or three-on-one is not uncommon.

Ten Thoughts To Ponder
Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism Number 3 - Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

Humpday Party With A Bang In Bada Bing ... Every Wednesday Night1
Turn Up the Heat with DJ Queeny in Fubar's newest Smokin Lounge BADA BING! Its all about sexy Tonight... Sexy Tunes , Sexy Trivia, Sexy Drinks ... Come kick it with us in our Hot Humpday Party in Bada Bing! Every Wednesday Night 9PM est to 2AM ... Be there ..Or Else ... CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

Where Are You?
As life winds down slow, I find myself reflecting. A greater purpose in all of this. Why am I here? It is no shock or surprise to anyone that I have battled my whole life with depression. The peaks and valleys of a tormented mind cannot be understood by anyone other than the tormented soul herself. There were many days I stood in front of the mirror and tried in desperation to recognize the reflection. I have always shown the world one side, and kept the other to myself. In my mind I live for noone. The greatest secret I have ever kept...was myself. I have lived and been touched by things some people are lucky enough to never have experienced. I have had life given and taken from me, abused, molested, raped, beaten, abducted, tormented and a few other things that I will take to my grave with me. I have been loved, lost, used, cheated on, left and abandon. Through it all my heart has broken a million times, ground so deep into the dirt that I had no will left to even breath

Better Than Women
(Personally I don't think anything is better than a good woman except for maybe a bad one) ;) Top Ten Reasons why Christmas trees are better than women: 10. A Christmas tree doesn't care how many other Christmas trees you have had in the past 9. Christmas trees don't get mad if you use exotic electrical devices. 8. A Christmas tree doesn't care if you have an artificial one in the closet. 7. A Christmas tree doesn't get mad if you break one of its balls. 6. You can feel a Christmas tree before you take it home. 5. A Christmas tree doesn't get mad if you look up underneath it. 4. When you are done with a Christmas tree you can throw it on the curb and have it hauled away. 3. A Christmas tree doesn't get jealous around other Christmas trees. 2. A Christmas tree doesn't care if you watch football all day. And the #1 reason Christmas trees are better than women 1. A Christmas tree doesn't get mad if you tie it up and throw it in the bac

For You My Sweet Dggirl69! I Love Ya Girl
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Why????
so why is it a hard task to find some one that i can have a good time with and make happy .... a girl friend would be a better word for it .... is it how i hold my self ...is the way i look ... self dought is killing me .... but they all way say you will fine what your looking for when you stop looking .....but does that play with the rules that im just going out of my mind with out some one to hold and kiss and spend the time i have with them ..... but thing all way end up gray and white .... where i want coler ... reds and yellows .... i think im a good guy but that is what i see in my looking glass .... so can any one tell me if it just my looks of would someone out there like a date with a real nice guy that has a job and a car and show her a good time ....no matter where and when ... so some let me know

The Gift Of Friendship
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

The Blonds Of The Year (no Offense) Lol
Oh those blonds Blonde's Year in Review January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.......bottles won't fit in printer !!! March Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months..... box said "2-4 years!" April Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June Tried to go water skiing.......couldn't find a lake with a slope. July Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October Hate M &M's.....they are so hard to peel. November Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days .. instructions sa

One Album, One Song, One Band.
I have had a question in lingering for many years, one of those I think about randomly but never thoroughly, I'll get to it one of these days. Well, that day has come. One Band (Artist), One Album (CD), One Song (Track). At first I thought of just a Song. Then I played the Album in my head. Nope, Song first doesn't work. I need a complete Album, from beginning to end, one of those miraculous compilations that works from beginning to end. One so complete that I never start on any Track other than 1 and I would never, could never, skip any Song and will listen until the journey is complete. With that out of the way, now what? As I go through the library of my life I find many masterpieces. Sublime-40oz. to Freedom, Rush-2112, Eric Clapton-Slowhand, Little Feat-Waiting for Colombus, Fleetwood Mac-Rumours, Styx-Paradise Theater, Black Sabbath-Master of Reality, Men at Work-Business as Usual, Supertramp-Breakfast in America, Santana-Abraxas, Red Hot Chili Peppers-Uplift Mofo Par

Who Does This? Comment And Tell Me
1.Who runs around shouting "Where you be???" 2.Who hangs up the phone during a conversation?? 3.Who says "Death to America"????? 4.Who steals food from the drive thru??? 5.Who would take the time to read this crud??? ..............comment and tell me who

The Raven
The Raven Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door- Some late visitor entreating entra

Mrs.claus
Twas the night before Christmas,and up in the bed,she had him tied up,while giving him head. He was moaning and groaning,and begging for more....Who would have thought that Mrs. Claus was a whore? She was sucking and stroking santa with much care,and quietly wishing a few Elves were there. Then she climbed up onto him,and said "I don't care who's been bad or good, before you leave this house,you're giving me wood!" Then bumping and grinding,and flailing about, he was pounding her good,and she started to shout.."Oh yes Santa...Im cumming you jolly ole soul... just keep pounding me hard with that long,firm pole!" ...... Now St. Nick was exhausted,and in bed he still lay, Mrs. Claus said "to hell with the people,this is now my day!!!"

My Two Homes
My Two Homes I have never felt so lucky as I do now. I came home to see the hill that our apartment is set into, colors somber, compared to the colors at the home I just came from. These colors muted still beautiful with splashes of bright yellow and vibrant reds, accented by the quiet deep greens of the soft woods that never loose their foliage. I know that while I am coming home, I am coming from the place I have always and will likely always call home. I have spent years, in what I thought was only traveling, learning, about myself and life. While I was doing both of those things i was alsowas running from myself. I have recently been shown just how wrong I have been in at least a couple of things. For sometime now I had convinced myself that once Mom passed that I would loose touch with my family. I had further convinced myself that once that happened it would not touch me in anyway. For some reason that I can not fathom at this time I had come to the conclusion that my family

About Me!
heyy, As Tawny Roberts grew up in Dallas Texas, she would have never of imagined that she would become a Pornstar. I had thoughts of fashion, and design, in my head as I went off to college in Utah. Although after two years of college, I lost interest, and found myself moving out to Los Angeles. While in LA I found work as a retail manager, although I was still trying to figure out my what to do with my life. One night while going out with some friends in Hollywood, I met Jill Kelly. I really didn't know that much about Porn, but I did know two names, Jenna Jameson, and Jill Kelly. After talking with Jill, I found that she was really sweet, and down to earth. She gave me her card, and said to give her a call if I ever wanted to be in a movie. After calling Jill, she put me in my first feature movie, Immortals. I then spent the next six months trying to build a name for myself. I worked for just about every company, and every magazine, before signing my first exclusive contract. I si

Chrokee Of Old
Who were the Cherokees? Quick History: About 4,000 years ago, the Cherokee people left the southwest region of what would become the United States, in search of a home. They settled for a while around the Great Lakes region, but they were not welcomed. The Iroquois were not happy to see them. The Iroquois forcibly pushed the Cherokee from their land. The Cherokee moved on. They wandered finally into North Carolina, where they discovered a land full of forests, mountains, rivers, streams, and fertile valleys. Wildlife was plentiful. They settled down happily. Life continued for thousands of years. As their population grew, and as they conquered other tribes in the area, the Cherokee Nation grew. At one time, it covered 8 states including all or portions of the present day states of Georgia, Tennessee, North Carolina, South Carolina, Kentucky, Alabama, Virginia and West Virginia. It was not until the 1600's that the Cherokee met the first white man in their region. Wh

Question Time With Cathi
http://www.xanga.com/purplestardreamz/630738991/question-time-with-cathi.html You will want to check out the Cathi FAQ I am starting. You can also post questions here or there. However I will only post the answers on Xanga!

For Sale...one Sexy And Gently Loved Blinky...lol
Going Once, Going Twice, Going Three Times... Sold To The Highest Bidder As you can see, I am up for Auction....again. Go Show The Hostess Some Love Too PLEASE ~Slave Princess~ Fu-Wife to Ser William & Seductive Princess~Fu-Fiancee to Submissive Princess @ fubar This Self PIMPOUT has been brought to you by *Blinky*AKA*Girlblink182*StewieGriffin's Wife* @ fubar Bid High and Bid Often if You Want to Own Me For a Month!!

6 More Months To Go
I got to thinking today, only 6 more months till my 10 year anniversary of being told I had cancer. I can't believe that almost 10 years have gone by. For you that don't know, when I was 19 I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I had a lot of pain in my side and stuff so they did some exploring and found what they thought to be a cyst the size of a golf ball. Well after surgery they figured it was a tumor the size of a grape fruit. Good job guys!! But, come to find out I had stage 3 cancer. My tumor was sent to a few diffrent schools to get studied, cuz to be honest, the doctors had never seen something like that in some one so young. Afterwards I went through about 4 months of chemo. It sucked ass. I was so sick the whole time. Thank god for my family and friends. They were so supportive for me the whole time I was going through it all. I lost all my hair. My mom cried when she took me to the salon to have them shave it all off. My friend Karin was going to do it, but my

Send Christmas Cards To Our Troops
send a christmas card to the men and women of our armed forces! just click the link bellow and pick out a card to send and it will randomlly be delivered with your name and home town! its free so let our troops know we care!! http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

Another Mindless Rant :)
Ok the rant for today is status messages...And no I'm not referring to those of you with raging boners that feel like sharing this info with the land of fu...but let's say for example I say I'm not here...be back later...whatever the situation maybe, and this comes up in your bar tab...so you decide to send a message, sure, I'm willing to accept that I don't I exist until I'm in your bar tab, but is it really necessary to send numerous messages when I don't reply right away...I mean come on you just saw me saying I'm not here, so I'm not here damnit :P Please excuse my bitchiness and lack of sleep...I just felt like venting again :) Hope everyone is having a good evening :D and for the record, I'm going back to cleaning and getting Kirsten to bed, so I suppose I'll be awaiting the smart ass remarks from a few ppl, cuz I know what you're gonna do o.O lol blah! it's over...not too painful..

'adult' Drinks...lmao
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. Aftera while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue...salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys......smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it.... In one second the

Santas And Heavenly Angels
Sugar cookies may come in all shapes and sizes, but nothing says Christmas more than cookies dressed up like Santa or a heavenly angel. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 3 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 tsp. salt 1 cup unsalted butter, softened 2/3 cup sugar 1 large egg 1 tbsp. light corn syrup 1 tbsp. vanilla extract Santa and angel cookie cutters Tubes of white decorator's frosting Red and yellow sugar sprinkles M & M's or Skittles Fruit leather Yellow gumdrops Tiny white candy balls Blue and red gel icing 1. In a medium-sized bowl, mix the flour and salt. In a large bowl, cream the butter and sugar, and stir in the egg, corn syrup and vanilla extract. One third at a time, stir in the flour mixture. 2. Pat the dough into two disks, wrap in plastic and refrigerate for 1 to 2 hours. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. Roll out the dough to a 1/4-inch thickness between two pieces of waxed paper and cut into Santas or angels. 3. Bake on an ungreased cookie sheet for

A Soldiers Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

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Holiday Wreaths
These buttery wreaths are often called spritz cookies because they are squirted through a cookie press. If you don't own a cookie press, use a pastry bag fitted with a star-shaped tip (bags and tips are available at kitchen and party supply stores). RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened 2/3 cup granulated sugar 2 large egg yolks 1/2 teaspoon almond extract 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour Green sprinkles Red hots 1. Heat the oven to 375. In a large mixing bowl, use a wooden spoon to cream the butter and sugar together until smooth. 2. Stir in the egg yolks and almond extract. Gradually stir in the flour. 3. Assemble the cookie press and fit it with the star-shaped plate. Alternatively, fit a pastry bag with a star tip. 4. Spoon the prepared dough into the press or bag and check the consistency of the dough with a test squeeze. If the dough is too soft, place the press or bag and remaining dough in the refrigerator to make it firmer. (Keep i

If You Believe In A Higher Power, Pray For This Little Girl And Her Mom.
http://blogs.usatoday.com/ondeadline/2007/12/heroic-little-g.html This little girl shows a courage and bravery that our political leaders are incapable of showing. When her mother was injured and hurt, she threw herself in harm's way to save her. That, is courage. Courage isn't a lack of fear. It's doing what is right in spite of being afraid. She and her mom will be in my prayers. Tonight, and every night.

When A Girl Misses You
Girl Facts: ¢¾ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ¢¾ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ¢¾ When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ¢¾ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ¢¾ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ¢¾ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ¢¾ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine ¢¾ When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games ¢¾ When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever ¢¾ When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future ¢¾ When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that ¢¾ When a girl is mean to you after a break-up s

Redneck Dog..lmao
On a hot summer day, a redneck came into town with his dog. He tied the dog under the shade of a tree and went into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman came into the bar and asked who owned the dog tied under the tree. The redneck said that it was his . The policeman said, "Your dog seems to be in heat." The redneck replies, "No way dog's in heat she's cool kawse I got 'er tied unner the shade tree." The policeman says, "No! You don't understand your dog needs to be bred. "No way," the redneck says, "dog don't need bread, she ain't hongry, kawse I fed 'ER beef jerky this mornin'." Now the policeman gets mad and yells out; "NO! You don't seem to understand, your dog wants to have sex!" The redneck looks at him with a long pause and says, "Go 'head. I always wanted a police dog!"

Answer Too Riddle #1
Two convicts are locked in a cell. There is an unbarred window high up in the cell. No matter if they stand on the bed or one on top of the other they can't reach the window to escape. They then decide to tunnel out. However, they give up with the tunneling because it will take too long. Finally one of the convicts figures out how to escape from the cell. What is his plan? they used the dirt from the plan to tunnel and piled it up to escape lol! kinda stupid

Me..... Hehehehe
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Jeff Foxworthy's Take On Michigan
Are you aware that Jeff Foxworthy is now picking on Michigan? Read on. (pretty funny and accurate) 1. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Michigan . 2. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan. 3. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from October through March, you might live in Michigan . 4. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year, you might live in Michigan . 5. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Michigan 6. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Michigan 7. If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might live in Michigan 8. If your town

Christmas Divorce
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Birthday Love.......
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Home Remedies
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Tornado Christmas Story To Sheriff Kay , And Im A Dreamer :)
Tornado's Christmas Story Twas the night before Christmas Tornado was searching for Kays gift he knew it had to be better than socks or something to scratch and sniff He'd been pondering his list from Monday to Sunday, sheer see through nighties with small, lacy undies Lotions and vibrators, shinny ones that hum pink ones and chrome ones guaranteed to make her cum! little Tornado started stirring but none of the gifts seemed quite right so he set out for more shopping on that cold winters night he searched all the stores and all of the malls to but came up empty handed wore out his best pair of shoes then while sitting on a bench resting his tired, sore ass the answer stared back at him from that department store glass If the gift could not be found by fancy or whim the solution was so simple, the perfect gift would be, him! he bathed and he flossed put on his favorite aftershave the one that said right on the bottle, "this will raise 'er, even from th

True American
TRUE AMERICAN It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, 'One nation, under God.' You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say 'Christmas' instead of 'Winter Festival.' You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know

Christmas Joys...angi Style Pt. Iii
17) Sprinkle red and green confetti in your Christmas card envelopes. Angi Style: Sprinkle red and green confetti with a touch of anthrax in your Christmas card envelopes. 18)During the year, collect inexpensive antique napkins at flea markets and yard sales. Use them to line baskets of Christmas goodies. Angi Style: Save your bits of used kleenex for this purpose instead. Hey, we're going through a recession. 19)Don't give anyone a fruitcake. Angi Style: Don't give anyone anything. 20)Learn to say Merry Christmas in several languages. Angi Style: Learn to say "Fuck off, Asshole" in several different languages. They'll never know. 21)Design and mail a homemade Christmas card to each member of the family. Angi Style: Send a homemade Christmas card to to each member of the family telling them exactly why you hate them. 22)When a family member looks really stressed out, give them a big hug. Angi Style: Point and laugh. Their problems aren't your problems. 23)Video

Not Usually.
I'm not usually a Bleeding heart.. But when it comes to animals i am... I started looking up products that Use animal testing, and those that don't, and came across this HORRIBLE thing that Iams(the dog food company) is doing... Seriously.. it needs to stop... Please, just go read this... It saddens me to think about the poor dogs that they slice and dice for years on end... and then sell them to ANOTHER company that will do the same... :-( There are other ways people... http://www.iamscruelty.com/iams-feat-dental.asp

Take A Minute!
Go to this site... http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html Choose a card and personalize it by adding a message, your name, and hometown. Hit "Send". Xerox will then print your card and send it to a U.S. military serviceman or woman who is serving overseas. Show them how much they mean to us during this holiday season. Posted earlier by ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~' ^SOUTHERN HERITAGE & INDIAN PRIDE ^

Why?
Why is it that when your nice to someone it automatically gets misconstrued as flirting? Just because I say Hi DOES NOT mean I want to sleep with you! If I call you sure as hell dont mean its a booty call!!! Whatever happened to being JUST FRIENDS???? Does that not exist anymore? OMG!! Some people really should get a LIFE outside of the net.

Pleasant Surprises
So ya, this is my first official blog and blog entry. Why not start it off with a happy note? We went into town today to see my parents (they live in Lafayette, we're an hour south near the port) and take my mom to the bank and errand-running. Well, they were gone for 2-3 hours, worrying my dad to no end. The kids were very excited because they were at Poppi and Nana's house and the dog was hyper because her favorite companions had arrived. They finally showed up, carrying in lunch from Popeye's and Sakura Japan, a Japanese restaurant in the mall. While we were eating, my mom tossed David a catalog and grinned towards my dad, saying how proud he'd be of him. I eyed them and the book and asked what did they do and all they could do was laugh. He flashed a Kay's Jewelers catalog at me and smiled. Immediately, thoughts flooded my head. I knew what he had done. I could feel it. He put a down payment on a ring. It wasn't the exact one he had wanted (when did he go looking to begin

Brett Farve In Heaven
Brett Favre, after living a full life died. When he got to heaven, God was showing him around. They came to a modest house with a faded Packers’ flag in the window. “This house is yours for eternity, Brett” said God. “This is very special, not everyone gets a house up here.” Brett felt special indeed, and walked up to his house. On his way up to the porch he noticed another house just around the corner. It was a 3 story mansion with a blue and silver sidewalk. It had a 50 ft. flagpole with an enormous Dallas Cowboys flag, and in every window a Cowboys silver star. Brett looked at God and said, “God, I’m not trying to be ungrateful, but I have a question. I was an All-Pro quarterback, I won 2 Super Bowls and I even got into the Hall of Fame.” God said, “So what do you want to know, Brett?” “Well, why does Tony Romo get a better house than me?” God chuckled and said, “Brett, that’s not Tony Romo’s house, it’s mine.

Hockey
So my 11 yr. old daughter sends me a e-mail today. It reads as follows. Hey dud did you realize I have scored 15 of the 29 goals that my team has for the year. My responce,YUP. I remember every one of them!! Hockey may be expensive ,but damn well worth it!!

Another One
Don't look at me, unless you wanna see, the truth behind these eyes. What you don't know, what I can't show, is that I'm living one big lie. And I can't take watchin' the mistakes you make with other men. Sometimes I think, yeah I contemplate every now and then Is sayin you're my world, baby be my girl, but I never follow through. I just stay a friend, until the end, waitin' for you to... Pour your sorrow into me 'Cause you know that I can take it. I smile to help you cope with pain Even though I have to fake it. Do my best to treat you right While I watch you chase the bad guy. I can't help shaking my head Every time I've listened to you cry. Tell me how bad your life is When I'm the one who stays alone I can't believe you've banished me. To a life within the friend zone. I love the way you stare at me like it's a revelation. That guys out there, most don't care 'bout nothin but penetration. And then in spite of all the fights you've had with all those losers,

Cars And Computers....oh My!
I am worn out! Yesterday, I headed to San Francisco with Peter to buy my new car. I was very excited and anxious since I had picked out a color (colour) that I had never seen before. As soon as I saw the car I knew that I made the right choice! It is so beautiful, it is gray on the outside and black leather on the inside. It looks so nice with that combination. They took my car (Honda) out for a drive to get an estimate for a trade in value. Peter and I were worried that they were going to try to buy my Honda for little money. They were gone for a long time so it was making me a little nervous. I also left them no gasoline in the car either! hahaha So when they finally came up with a figure for my car, he walked over and said $20,000.00 which is a great trade in value for my car! We were both shocked they were giving me that much for my car. It was in really good condition and only 20,000 miles on it. I thought it was only 20 months old but it was actually almost 3 yea

Us Shoppers Killed In Gun Rampage
US shoppers killed in gun rampage A gunman has stormed through a shopping centre in the US state of Nebraska, killing eight people before fatally shooting himself, police say. A further five people were wounded - two critically - in the shooting at the Westroads Mall in Omaha. Police were called to the incident at lunchtime, when the centre would have been packed with Christmas shoppers. Police sealed the exits and emergency workers were seen ferrying stretchers into the building. 'Bleeding' Police were called to the centre at about 1400 local time (2000 GMT), after receiving a call from inside, said Sgt Teresa Negron. The incident is said to have taken place inside the upscale Von Maur department store, inside the shopping centre. At least some of the shots were fired from a balcony, police said. "We heard about 35, 40 shots, and on our way we did see someone down by the escalator, bleeding," witness Jennifer Cramer told local media, according to ne

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My Best Friend Jason
My best friend Jason is so cool.we grew up togather too. we've known one another since the 3rd grade, and hes been there for me ever since. everyday when i was in elemntary school, when i was getting the crap beat out of me by this guy named benji russell and his little friends, jason ("jase" i call him 4 short) was alwasys there to either stick up for me or help pick me up off the floor after the fights. he has ALWAYS stood up 4 me with everyone and anyone who has ever messed with me. i couldn't ask for a better friend than him. hes also the one that continues to keep renewing my VIP ststus for me every time it runs out, not to mention he spends so much money on me all the time. i love him so much. the truth is we used to just be best friends but lately that part has changed a little and we have actually grown even closer. even tho we've never been togather physically he is extra special to me more than anyone else or any other friends. and lately weve developed a special connection b

That's Right - It's My Birthday! :p
Well, I must say that I am truly overwhelmed with all of the birthday love that I have received, not only today but for the last few days! It all started Saturday morning when I woke up to this VIP that was given to me by Laurie... Then the beautiful bulletins started...*giggles*...(special thanks for creating them goes out to Laurie, Deb, SexySissy, Kirsten & YOTD). I love you guys and you know it! ALL of these bulletins were reposted and of course one was sticky and I can not begin to tell you how many people have stopped by and said hi, sent me birthday wishes...so many and I just want to thank you all. I know that so far, or at least I think I have thanked everyone up until the last hour but I've been working hard to return all the love and anyone who knows me knows that I will continue until I have returned all love! :D I truly have some GREAT friends!! And to think that I thought I was going to spend my birthday alone (yeah, I'm all alone on my

The Promises
The Promises The spiritual life is not a theory. We have to live it. We should be sensible, tactful, considerate and humble without being servile or scraping. As God’s people we stand on our feet; we don’t crawl before anyone. If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. That feeing of uselessness and self-pity will disappear. We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away. Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us. We will intuitively know how to handle situations that use to baffle us. We will suddenly realize that God is going us wh

Hell's Fury And Heaven's Touch
He trudges through the darkness of everyday, And forces his way through the murkiness Because he is stuck between Heaven and Hell- That's where his past has left him. He watches an angel above, He see her wings spread wide, But she carries a warrior's sword. Flaming beauty and vengeful coldness. His broken heart held in place by stubborness, And fused by the flame of passion in his soul. He knows that he'll never make it to Heaven, But does know that the inner fire that guides him Is fueled by the Hell that he has been through. His vengeful coldness- Hidden in his own flaming beauty. No one can see the pain, and no one cares, All they see is a man struggling to stand tall, A man seeking to be accepted for what he is- Not perfect, but he can speak the perfect words He writes with his soul every day, And still no one takes the time to know him. They see his gentle face and hear his kind words, But they know not the tortured soul That hides behind the green eyes. T

Rip Uncle Steve*sadness Fills My Heart*
It is sad that you have left us,you tried to be strong and hold on until christmas.I sit here not believing you are really gone,you will be missed terribly by all who knew and loved you.I'm sorry i didn't spend more time with you,i'm sorry I cant go to the funeral,or even send flowers to my aunt.I'm sorry I didn't write when i said i would,i'm sorry i didn't go visit you this summer,i thought we had more time ahead of us.Atleast you aren't in pain anymore,I know your heart so i know you are in heaven,and one day i will see you again,I will be sure my cousins know what a great man you were,and always will be in my eyes.I love you Uncle Steve,for ever and always your niece Mimi

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than one time and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and You'll eventually loose someone you love, so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.

Giveaways
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Send A Card To People Of The Military For Xmas
THIS WEBSITE GIVES YOU THE CHANCE TO SEND A FREE CHRISTMAS CARD TO THOSE OVERSEAS SHOWING YOUR APPRECIATION. GO TO THE LINK AND GET STARTED, CARDS ARE AVAILABLE ON THE SITE, VERY EASY AND ONLY TAKES TWO SECONDS, YOU CAN SEND AS MANY AS YOU LIKE :D http://www.letssaythanks.com/ThankYou.html

Sex Sex And More Sex
Sex Sex and more SexTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this survey if you openly talk about sexWhat is it that you absolutely need sexually? ExcitmentWhat is something you have always wanted to try? shurgs I have done damn near everythingWhat is something you have never done in bed before? Only the disgusting shitWhat time of day do you like to have sex? all timesWhat do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? A confident womanHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? about that longIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Excited more so if they were in the same roomWould it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? not reallyHave you ever faked an orgasm? Believe it or not yesWhat Part of your body are you self-conscious about? PenisDo you have any sexual regrets? Nope I regret nothingIf a lover cheated on you would you take them back? no that is a sinHow Important is sex in your life? VeryHow Important is love in

Well My Friends An Update On My Surgery -- Dr.... Appt. Today
Today I went to do my Follow up on my Novemeber Surgery . Today I set A Surgery date for my hysterectomy, Dec .11 -07 11;00 a, Texas time.. It is a total hysterectomy. Im haveing now cause it is urgent , so as for another cyst or ovary to bust causing me lot pain or death if an ovary ruptures. See there are veins and arteries ; and well I just dont want to risk it is all, to wait, lost to much blood last time in November 21. . . Dr says best to do it now, heal get better. So I agreed. but im a nervious wreck.. It will be abdomanal surgery...Pre op latter in the week . Blood test and all. Thank you my friends for being great friends I can count on , lean on .. hugs all you. diana

Awake Or Dreaming....
sweep away my thoughts, crushing in my head, like waves upon the ocean, tossing in my bed. kiss away the agony, left, i feel defeat, lost in my own shelter, walking lonley streets. blow your tainted whispers, poisoning my thoughts, caught within my grasp, reality is lost. lay me down to sleep, cuddled in angels wings, the beating of my heart ceased, no longer does it sing. blindly i search once more, for what i missed at first, greedily i drink you up, a never ending thirst. silently i fade to sleep, the world not what it seems, a place of silence in my head, awakened from my dreams.

"i Owe You Nothing. And You Are Nothing To Me. Thank You For Curing Me Of My Ridiculous Obsession With Love."
I first found out about fubar because my fiance comes in here. I was curious, what was the buzz... so since what is good for the goose is good for the gander, I shall explore the lounges of FUBAR and have myself a good time. xoxo

Hidden Darkness
It hides deep in his soul, Yearning to escape, In his words, it remains hidden, But you can see it in his eyes. The lust that lurks behind his kindness, The flame in his soul is filled With the stench of brimstone. He hides his horns beneath the wide brimmed hat, And no one would guess, That the hidden darkness is pushing At the gate. Ready to escape into the world. Would he cause havoc and despair, No one would know that his broken heart Is all that holds back the darkness. The hidden darkness behind his green eyes, Behind his gentle face. He is the devil... a fallen angel, But no one knows... no one sees... The hidden darkness. Robert J Nye (2007)

Men..be Careful With Your Secretary
Why I fired my Secretary. Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone " Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "T

Tags
I'm doing tags for all my friends for Christmas...if I havent got you yet, it will be tomorrow or the next day, and i will still be working on some tonight, so dont think I forgot you:) If you have certain pics you want me to use, let me know, otherwise I am stealing the ones I like from your profile:)

The Mall
The Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.

Finding Jesus
A drunk stumbles along a baptismal service on Sunday afternoon down by the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and stand next to the preacher. The minister notices the old drunk and says, "Mister, are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk looks back and says, "Yes, preacher, I sure am." The minister dunks the fellow under the water and pulls him right backup. "Have you found Jesus?" the preacher asks. "Nooo, I didn't!" said the drunk. The preacher then dunks him under for quite a bit longer, brings him up, and says, "Now, brother, have you found Jesus?" "Noooo, I have not, reverend." The preacher, in disgust, holds the man under for at least 30 seconds this time, brings him out of the water, and says in a harsh tone, "My God, man, have you found Jesus yet?" The old drunk wipes his eyes and says to the preacher, "Are you sure this is where he fell in?"

Prayers
Today i was told that my Mom is real sick and its serious!! it could be cancer or a tumor in her left lung. I will not know for sure til tomorrow! Anyone that reads this please say a prayer for my mom!! I can use all the prayers i can get! Thanks, Christine

(hadith) Lie
The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: “He who forged in order to put things right between two persons did not lie” "He who makes peace between the people by inventing good information or saying good things, is not a liar." Sahih Al-Bukhari Hadith 3.857, Narrated by Um Kulthum bint Uqba Sunan of Abu-Dawood Hadith 4902, Narrated byUmm Kulthum bint Uqbah al-Umawiyyah

Love
Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; it does not behave unbecomingly and does not seek its own things; it is not provoked and does not take account of evil; it does not rejoice because of unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; it covers all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Taken from the New Testament 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 The verses above are the Bible’s definition of love. Isn’t this beautiful, don’t you desire to have this kind of love? I do! I have been around long enough to know what is best and that is what I choose. So I like to give the opportunity to others who may not have

Onerepublic - Apologize Lyrics (how I Feel)
This song fits my mood so well right now :0). I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down... But wait... You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around... And say... [Chorus] That it's too late to apologize. It's too late... I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Yeah! [Verse 2] I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, But it's nothin' new. I loved you with a fire red, Now it's turnin' blue... And you say... Sorry, like an angel Heaven let me think was you... But I'm afraid... [Chorus] It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Whoa! [Interlude] [Chorus] It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. It's too late to apologize.

Heyy Fans!
Finally I have created my 1st. Fubar account, and yesss it's really me! lol I love my fans and try to stay as close to them as possible, b/c if it wasn't for you guys/gurls I wouldn't be here! hehe I will post limited content here, as there are restrictions, but I will provide links to sites I promote, where you can view me via live feeds ect. as well as my latest content, and heyy! feel free to drop me a line, I promise to respond, although keep in mind it may be delayed as I am not online every day, but I WILL respond, also my personal e-mail addy is provided in my account pro. well gotta run, I will update as often as possible, xoxo:) Love, Tawny

Fake
There were time when i was proud, and when i was with u there were times i wanted to scream it out loud. but, there were also times when i was sad. and goddamn it there were times when u pissed me off and i go so mad. i made u laugh, i mad u cry, i gave u my heart and all u could do was tear it apart? but about all u did i still gave u my love. i tried everything i knew to make it work i gave and i gave but all u did was take i thought what we had was real but in the end, i found out that it was all fake.

Listen To Your Heart
Have you ever been in a situation and you had no idea what to do? Such as being in a relationship and yet knowing you are not happy. All you want is to be happy and live again. I just got this to say...Follow your heart. The heart never lies or decieves you. Your brain may be telling you one thing because the other person may be very good at talking you into things their way or whatnot, but the heart can not be swayed. No one can control what the heart feels. No one can tell your heart to change. NO ONE!! You can apply this to anything in your life...your heart is the one true thing in your body that would never let you down or lead you in the wrong direction. Please, follow your heart and don't be swayed into something you don't want. Be happy and live for YOU and not for someone or something else. Life is too short!

We Finnish Last
Can someone please explain to me why this is. Why is it some guys are rude, ignorant, abusive and just all round dicks, yet in the game of love, the good girls go for that, and we good guys get stuck with the losers, liars and cheaters? I'm not calling any of my friends any of that above, not many of you know I just came out of an emotionally abusive relationship, where even though I was spoken for, I was still alone. I was for the most part a good guy, I would wake up early, call her in the mornings, every break, and after work, while she was going out sleeping around, starting new relationships online, and just plain deceiving me. I did learn from her not to fully trust females with my heart, can you blame me? I try to be as sweet as I can be to everyone I meet, some of my friends can testify to that, and out of it I do get the gratification of knowing they are happy and smiling. Thats always been one of the most important thing to me, is that I can make good friends, and keep them h