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I'm In The E.r.I'm in the E.R.
for what seems a spider bite.
Cartoons on TV.
How can I read my poems
when Mouse hits Cat with anvil?
10-28-02
(trying to read but the stupid TV was stuck on, loud)
Just Complicated Sh*tWhen people said life would change when I got older I never really understood what they meant. Now it has flooded me and I am afraid I might not be able to handle it. Love is not how it is in the movies. It is dark nightmare with glimpses of light. I also made promises to myself. That I would never drink till old enough and NEVER smoke but that has blown in my face. I am just a whore and that is all I will ever be. I had found a guy that honestly loved me but I couldnt see it and I played with his heart and things will never be the same between us. I couldnt just tell the guys on here and other various sites that I was madly in love with him and now I fear I may never have his trust again. I am posting this now because this feels like it is my last chance to save what little love he still has for me. I love him more than anything and even though I am not the best at telling him how I feel. I Love him and I dont want anyone else.
Slon-gutSlon-gut;
A Gaelic word...
It is handy at times,
better than just out and saying
"goodbye"
1-10-03
StarMy Star keeps me company...
and leads me through the night...
My Star watches over me....
and fills my dreams with light....
Some things change
but some things shine
forever as they are...
In the sky...
shining high..
My Star.
...............*sleeps*
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Top 10 Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legalized!!!The Top Ten Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legal
High Times. Posted September 1, 2007.
Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana -- it's time everyone faced this and the rest of the compelling arguments for legalizing it. Tools
Editor's note: There are millions of regular pot smokers in America and millions more infrequent smokers. Smoking pot clearly has far fewer dangerous and hazardous effects on society than legal drugs such as alcohol. Here is High Times's top 10 reasons to marijuana should be legal, part of its 420 Campaign legalization strategy.
10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana. The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is
Eh.Just some little things that are happening in my world.
I'm gonna probably be looking for a new job soon. Just for weekends, because I'm really not getting the hours I want anymore.
It's motherfucking cold here.
Kay. Right now my hands are dry and cracked and bleeding from washing them so much at work. I mean they look horrible. I'm gonna have to start the vaseline and lotion treatment on them again.
If history repeats its self, I will be allergic to nuts in the next few years. My mom was allergic to shellfish at my age, but somehow grew out of it. Now she's deadly allergic to nuts. I now have to watch my nut intake. [[stfu]]
I'm single now, and kinda liking it. He still talks to me like we're dating and it's kinda annoying.
Other than that, nothing new in my world. Gots lots to do tomorrow, so I probably won't be around.
Life Didn't EndNov 21, 2008
(Chorus)
I never thought that I could love anyone, the way that still I love you
I never believed that anyone could hold my heart the way that you used to
You were always the one that I had dreamed of for all time, no one but you
No, no one but you has ever filled my life the same way that you did
(Verse 1)
Now I know that the love I feel for you,
It may never go away, it may never fade away
But there will be others, others that can fill it like you used to
They may not be as precious and they may fade away
But life didn’t end for me, when you went away
(Repeat Chorus)
(Verse 2)
Now we have drifted apart and I wish it wasn’t so
My love will never fade, it will never go away
It doesn’t matter what you say or do
I’m sorry for all the times in our life that it wasn’t quite right
I loved you though the tough times that seem so far away
I wish I could change the way and make it all right
(Repeat Chorus)
(Verse 3)
And in the end when our path
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UpdateSo, I went to the hospital around midnight. Got a tetanus shot and they prescribed me some kick butt expensive antibiotic. They think I have cat scratch fever. The swelling has progressed from my finger straight down to like half the top of my hand. It looks so pink and gross. I'm supposed to watch and make sure I don't get rabies.
Oh joys. Oh joys.
The Day Purity Picked Up A Prostitute!!!!!!!!!!!why it doesnt pay to be nice lol
ok so i was on my way home from a friends house tonight and i stopped at 7-11 for gas, a pack of smokes and a lemon pepsi (soooo tasty!)
i pulled in and theres a drunk lady hanging outside looking for a ride home so being nice i told her i would. She said "Oh ill wait outside
for ya" so i said ok. I go in to by my stuff and i come back outside. She spots me and asks me to come to the side of the building cause she wants to ask me something.
So being the nice guy i am i walked over to see what she had to say. SO GET THIS! She says to me "Look, im not a prostitute or anything but ill suck your
dick for doing this" then she starts kneeding my junk like two hard boiled eggs in a tube sock! i kindly replied "No thats ok. You don't have to suck anything" She then asks for 20 bucks
and still offers to suck my cock. Now lets get one fact straight! SHE WASN'T ATTRACTIVE IN ANY WAY,SHAPE, OR MEANING OF THE WORD ATTRACTIVE!
So i pump my gas, she gets
Funny In Flight Announcements1. "As you exit the plane, please make sure to gather all of your belongings. Anything left behind will be distributed evenly among the flight attendants. Please do not leave children or spouses."
2. "Last one off the plane must clean it."
3. After landing: "Thank you for flying Delta Business Express. We hope you enjoyed giving us the business as much as we enjoyed taking you for a ride."
4. As the plane landed and was coming to a stop at Washington National, a lone voice came over the loudspeaker: "Whoa, big fella. Whoa!"
5. After a particularly rough landing during thunderstorms in Memphis, a flight attendant on a Northwest flight announced: "Please take care when opening the overhead compartments because, after a landing like that, sure as hell everything has shifted."
6. From a Southwest Airlines employee: "Welcome aboard Southwest Flight XXX to YYY. To operate your seatbelt, insert the metal tab into the buckle, and pull tight. It works just like every other seatbe
SuspensionLately I'm alright
and lately I'm not scared
I've figured out,
that what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air.
I don't need to know right now
all I know is I believe
in the very thing that got us here
and now I can't leave.
Say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.
Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
and I'll beg for nothing more.
I'll plan all day and drive all night
you'll love what's in store.
I can't seem to stop this now
even if it's not so clear,
and I'll take what I can get.
If you want me here (If you want me here)
Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe.
Cause I'm caught in suspension.
It's enough for me to get excited,
It's enough for me to feel...Oh!
Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this.
Your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh, p
A Seperate PieceWondering around on the earth,
searching for a purpose
is hard.
Swimming the deepest oceans,
searching for strength
is hard.
Climbing the tallest mountains,
searching for courage
is hard.
Being lost in your thoughts,
trying to figuring out who is missing from your life
is easy.
Who is missing from your life?
Is it a best friend?
Is it a lover?
No matter who it is,
they are missing from your life
and you are miserable.
Running around like you're ok,
but deep down inside
you feel like the world
is coming to an end.
Flash of black come before your eyes,
what does that mean?
Are you about to die?
Are you just blinking?
So many questions inside your head,
you have a headache pounding you
like a strong hammer on a weak nail.
Wondering around on the earth,
searching for a purpose,
is hard.
But being lost in your thoughts,
trying to figure out who is missing from your life
is easy.
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The PainIf you wish to be killed you will be
If you wish to live then you shall live
If you try to survive then you shall die
And all the world will run and hide
Please save us from this stormy tide
Ours souls have gone and hate has come
Your minds will walk and join as one
To fear this pain is true and clear
But still you wish to drink that beer
Save for time and live for taste
Your mind will be a barren waste
Drink the blood of a thousand men
Taste the foam of your true sin
Drink it down
Drink it down
Let your pain become then drown
Drink it down
Drink it down
Fear yourself and not the pain
Drink this drink and go insane
You say to me that you will
But still you want to go and kill
Your body's pain is yours not mine
Save yourself and free your mind
Try and you shall surly fail
Drunk and weary you will cry and flail
Drink for me and not for you
You speak all that is not true
For now I see that it is not you
Save for time and live for waste
Your min
I Want!! Could It Be You?I want...
I want someone that will hold me
I want someone that will love me
I want someone that cares for me
I want someone that will always be there.
I need someone thats not the same.
I need life's true gentleman
I need the hero of my dreams
I need the one that will prove they're not the same
I pray to one day have you near
I pray you keep yourself safe
I pray to one day hold you
I pray for your love my dear
OMG i wish to one day have someone that will say I love you.. I will love you past your pain, i will love you everyday. I want someone that will always want to hold me and will always need me.. I hope that he is the one for me and "HE" knows who I am talking about because I have told him already how I am starting to feel.
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Once Upon A FearSometimes it may seem
That life is but a dream
And when the world seems so
You are left no place to go
You live only in your mind
And seek only how to find
What it is you need
You feel only when you read
What you want to see
Is locked within your me
For just a simple fear
That requires not a tear
Chooses you for attack
And steals the moment back
You know what needs to be done
And it seems like it’d be fun
But forever are you bound
Never to utter a sound
But if only she could hear
How it went once upon a fear
Copyright ©2001 Zachary Christian Virden
The BeginningLife comes.
And life goes.
Forever endless.
Never changing.
Always different,
Always the same.
Lost and alone,
When the house is full.
Searching for a place,
Inside someone’s heart
Crying, waiting, wanting, searching, seeking,
Seeking that One.
That special One.
To fill the hole.
Anyone will do.
No one is quite right.
They all seem good.
They all feel bad.
I see the One,
She’s not so far.
Where did she go?
Where has she been?
Never.
Never.
Now I must go.
The pain is too great.
The loneliness has come.
I need to stay,
I have to leave
I just can’t learn
I just can’t feel
The heart is gone
The love is lost
It’s been so long
And never again
Never
Never
I have to bleed
Maybe then
Maybe
I’ll feel again
But wait
On the tomorrow
Is that what I need?
Is that how I can feel?
But no
It’s only another dream
I must wake
Can’t sleep again
It’s all a dream
It’s just my life
It’s gone awry
It’s just right
It’s all wrong
Bleeding, screaming, fight
The Stranger Part 2 (companion Piece To Part 1 Written By Me)As I sit underneath her in awe of her beauty and running my hands over her unbelievably soft skin, my hands trying to touch her everywhere at once. Her hands fumble relentlessly with my jeans. Her eyes staring into mine like twin emerald suns. I gain a little of my control back and stop her hands.
“Wait a moment, let me stand.” I whisper softly into her ear before playfully nipping the bottom of her earlobe.
She leans her body to the side so that I can slide out from underneath her to stand, the supple leather of hers boots as they graze my legs through my jeans sends tingling sensations down my spine increasing my desire by ten fold, I had forgotten she was wearing them.
As I stand she settles onto the couch in front of me, and without my hands to distract her she immediately returns to the front of my jeans. Unbuttoning and unzipping them in a flurry of movement, she yanks my jeans down and manages to take my boxers with them. My cock now freed from its restraints stands imm
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I NEED A PILL TO ERASE MY MEMORY THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER FOR ME. ITS HARD MOVING ON AND LETTING GO...MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH. IT NEEDS SOME RELIEF..
Some Crap About MeI find myself looking at the world from a viewpoint that no one seems to understand so I will try to explain how and why I feel the way I do and do the things I so that at times make no sense to people.
I truly am a loner, I seem to be happiest when I am completely alone. I like to read, so much so that I tend to forget about the world around me in such a way that you could probably walk up in front of me and stab me in the face and I wouldn't notice until the knife went in. I force myself to be sociable and in the end I just end up being uncomfortable and usually make a fool of myself, which I don't mind so much cause I do get lonely, but that gets into even deeper things which I will talk about a bit later. .... I find that when I have conversations with people I have to change the subject quite a bit because when I do stay on topic it either scares people or they think I'm crazy, and sometimes they just never quite understand.... for that here is a simple list of things to help
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Nickelback-far Awaythis time.this place misused.mistakes too long. too late who was i to make you wait.just one chance.just one breath.just in case there's just one left.'cause you know.you know.you know.that i love you. i have loved you all along.and i miss you been far away for far too long.i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.stop breathing if i don't see you anymore.on my knees.i'll ask last chance for one last dance.'cause with you.i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand.i'd give it all.i'd give for us.give anything but i won't give up.'cause you know.you know.you know.that i love you.i have loved you all along.and i miss you.been far away for far too long.i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.stop breathing if i don't see you anymore so far away been far away for far too long.so far away been far away for far too long.but you know.you know.you know.i wanted.i wanted you to stay.'cause i needed.i need to hear you say that i love you.i have loved you all along.and
Ordinary WordsThe art of being happy lies in the power of finding joy in ordinary things...Life does not force us to be the best; it only asks that we try, remember this old wish:(live well, love much, laugh often).
Rest In Peace Jazzy Screen Shots. Bulletin By StrykeOK SO WE GOTS YET ANOTHER SCAMMER
THIS ONE IS TAKING THREE MILLION FU BUCKS IN RETURN FOR AN AUTO 11 BLING AND ONCE SHE HAS THE FU BUCKS SHE BLOCKS THE USER.
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Another Lil Something:pA 50yr old lady is dying of cancer, she asks God to give her 25yrs more. God approves. After her successful operation, she gets facelift, lipo, tummytuck. When she went out of the hospital she was hit by a car. Then she asks God.."Lord you told me that you gonna give me another 25 yrs to live. God answered: Sorry girl i didnt recognized u........hehehe!
Difference Between Special And Important....SPECIAL....someone you'll not forget for the rest of your life....while.....IMPORTANT....someone you need for the rest of your life. Now, I want you to know that you're so special and important to me!!! Always take care and God bless you...Hugs lolly
"small Minded People"Small Minded People
I live on a street with manicured grass
Where all of my neighbors are stiff middle class
By the way that they act you’d swear they were rich
All gathered in cliques, to gossip and bitch.
Me, I am different, I do not pretend
Sometimes to my lawn I do not attend
That was all that it took to start all the strife
With the small minded people, in need of a life.
First they got bitter and said unkind things
Then they hurled the insults they were hoping would sting
The last straw came with a rock through my glass
From the small minded people, such a pain in the ass
Did I get angry, did I fire back at them?
I can say I did not but I resolved there and then
To teach them a lesson they would never forget
But there were some things I first had to get
I found all the books, I had much to study
And then I made nice, like I was their buddy
I invited them over, and 8 of them came
Unknowing that they were now playing my game
I threw quite a party, I
My Rants 'cause No 1 Else Will ListenI feel like a tortured soul, it's been 2 months since he walked away and hasn't returned! His touch, his smell, his laughter still linger in my mind like a catchie sound you just herd on the radio. After almost 17 years of LOVE! how can he just walk away? I catered to his EVERY beck and call. He got more respect in one min. that most people get in a lifetime! Woke up almost every morning the way men like too! Fed him, cleaned his house take care of our family, I did everything for him! And HE JUST LEFT! No explainantion, nothing just an I DONT KNOW! Is it over? He wont say! Is he coming home? We'll see! With these stupid holidays coming up all I want is HIM HOME! Or to sleep till The middle of Jan. All I want to know is WHY WHY WHY! What did I do? He calls or sends me texts, gives me momey, his ring is still there, but he... is not! Come home Papi! Please come home!
Its Truethis is the myspace for grown ups. lol. its good to be at a place where you can actually know who you are talking to.
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My Thoughts On The Male Race!!Okay so i have been thinking and all men will never change! And we as women will never understand them. Men are cocky, stuck up, jerks, and throw bigger fits then females do when they don't get there way. Besides MOST males are addicted to sex, give it to them once, and thats all they want. Now some of you guys will say, yeah what ever or shut up its not true while reading this but honestly.. THINK ABOUT IT!
Us as women ten to be ignore when it come to what WE want or what WE like! especially if it interferes with "GUY TIME". And you all know what I'm talking about, its when a guy gets into his thing, like sports or a job or some stupid hobby... Examples: FIRE FIGHTERS! No matter how important any female is to any man we get the back seat to this passion. AND honestly IM SICK OF IT!! We as women deserve better then all of this. We deserve better then to have things said like "I can't talk to you right now, I'm with the boys," OR "The boys come first babe." SCREW THAT! We are stro
2009 Spring Events At The Folk SchoolGreetings Kindred!
It is that time of year again and I am working to plan our next season's events as this season winds down!
February 26th-29th, 2009 (Andie's Birthday! What a gift!)
S.O.N.G (Southerners On New Ground)
Poor People Of Color Conference! Wow! In one of the most racist counties in Mississippi! Winds of Change are~a~blowing! SONG/LIGHT/LOVE!!
March 20th - 23rd, 2009 (Spring Equinox)
P.A.G.A.N. Event (Pagan Awareness Gathering And Networking)
This event is a regional event to host pagans from the Gulf South area and beyond. We are starting to come out of the "broom closets" in a big way and we need to start figuring out how to best use our resources to educate about our religion. Anyone interested in doing workshops, entertaining, and vending should contact Andrea! Witch Hill will also be celebrating Don and Amanda's Wedding! Y'all want to see an incredible ritual?! This will be one for sure!! We throw down and raise the cone of power UP in a big way!!
Rambling And Obama Ordering Pie.Check out my latest blabbing on this blog I've maintained now for 4 yeas and change! Much longer than my FUBAR account! Yeah:
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"the Death Of St. Nick."“The Death of St. Nick.”
It’s that wonderful month, a special time of the year
When the boys and girls pray the big day is soon here
But in this holiday season lurks a cruel fateful trick
The ends in the death of jolly old St. Nick
It was Christmas eve in my wilderness shack
With a warm fire raging and my young boy on my lap
And the glow of the flames gave it such an appeal
When young Thomas glanced up and asked, “Is Santa real?”
“Of course my dear boy, and he’s coming tonight.”
His young face it beamed, it was quite a sight
“He’ll slide down the chimney once he lands on our house.”
“But for sure you won’t hear him, he’s as quiet as a mouse.”
His hot chocolate done, I tucked him in bed,
And he was left to his dreams, face rosy and red
Children are stunning, I thought to myself
Because they still believe in the jolly old elf.
My boy fast asleep and not making a sound
I unpacked his presents and arranged them on the ground
At the base of the fir, our grand
With All My Heart I Want 4 A Masall i want with all my heart for christmas is...
Body:
what i wish for on every shooting star
on every first star i see at night
everytime i blow out a candle
and everytime i fall asleep
is a guy who can fill the empty void in my chest
and take my dark chaos of a life
and make me happy, and giv me reason
to wake up every morning just to see him and hear his voice
and would do my very best
to do the same for him
♥
thats all iv ever wished for
and ill continue wishing
the exact same wish
till then
"the Gingerbread Men"“The Gingerbread Men.”
It was now 6:00 and the baker himself
Closed up for the day, and put his hat on a shelf.
He turned off the lights and locked up the door
And heading for home as always before
And later that night in the dark of the shop
If one listened closely, you could hear small voices talk
They spoke of revenge, of getting even, and then
They plotted the rise of the Gingerbread Men.
They whispered of outrage, of atrocities old
They shared tales of relations who all had been sold
Chewed into bits as the humans, they ate
Yes, devoured alive, a horrible fate
So together they plotted and hatched a grand plan
A way to pay back that horrible man
By giving them life he had guaranteed gloom
He had condemned their small souls to a horrible doom
All through the night they planned and they schemed
Of a perfect revenge, their small brains did dream
And then in the morning, when the baker came back,
They all laid in wait to begin their attack
He walked to
Finally....I weighed myself this morning and was real happy with my weight loss. YAY!!! Haven't seen myself that low in a while. Even though I probably gained it back today but I'm not gonna weigh myself in a while. Gonna stash that stupid scale somewhere and keep that low number in my head to keep me going.
Members Blocked As Of 11-28-2008Below is a list of members I have blocked (list updated 11-28-08):
...User #2255000 (doug)
...User #1004471 (raleighfella)
...User #530529 (irandkim26)
...User #2250848 (Blade)
...User #1342101 (johnnieangel77)
...User #2242256 (havefun)
...User #1767682 (TLoveHer)
...User #1689833 (wraithe23)
...User #1115618 (chris_turner67)
...User #1868977 (shianz)
...User #2123817 (baby cakes)
...User #2273599 (guyinmirage)
...User #1338888 (helpme)
...User #2228344 (big m)
...User #1651405 (fat boy joe)
...User #1911076 (country boy)
...User #975367 (Anthony Flora...NJ Original)
...User #1995183 (rollo69)
...User #2226661 (Wildstar71)
...User #2301205 (aarondeyton)
...User #2294272 (ddianeepooh)
...User #432391 (432391)
...User #2273328 (fireboy)
...User #764084 (shutterbug)
...User #1604705 (casser)
...User #2300018 (NOCTURNAL NIGHT)
[4 attention seekers not included in list]
Nsfw SalutesI haven't been getting any love shown lately. Im stuck on this level and I want to level up. If you would be nice enough to Bling me an Auto-11, I would gladly reward you by making a Personalized NSFW salute to show you my gratitude. Please help a girl out?
Train Out Of HellYou know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone...send a message to me (Ike) to be added to the list (if you do not message me, I do not know you have completed the list).
Rate the Fire & Hell folder to get your personalized tag.
The Riders...
1. Ike™
2. ♊aGEM4life♊ {Shadow Leveler} ღOwner Of The Life-Savers Familyღ
3. UnknownCowboy~Husband of Learning2fly
(Account is set to friends only...simply send him a private message saying Train Out of Hell)
4. The BULLdaddy~Be Real or Be GONE~
5. HersheyK
6. jc9764, Fu Owned by Katt1114 , Promoter for Hocking Radio, Member of The Life-Savers Family
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~ My Tomb ~Alone again in the darkness of my room,
in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb.
Night after night i wonder where you go,
I stare out the windows cuz i just dont know.
I gave you a rose one day,
and you held it to your heart,
and promised to all that is holy in life,
that we would never part.
But here i sit alone again,
and the walls are closing in,
you have the nerve to wear my ring
but not to tell me where youve been.
The pain i feel within my heart
is caused by only you,
i know your in the arms of another,
while i sit here with nothing to do.
Alone again in the darkness of my room,
it wont be long now
before it turns into my tomb.
I cannot live much longer
while you continue to play with my soul
its inevitable, that death will come,
for misery is taking its toll.
I should have seen this coming,
when i sensed you didnt care,
but i held on hoping, and praying,
now its just to hard to bare.
Its getting hard to breathe now,
too d
Blood BeautyBlood Beauty
As I stroll along the walk
a soothing breeze brushes my face
I smile.
This night is refreshing
as the diamonds high above
shine down their sparkling
song of whisper...
the sweet chimes reaching
my ears turn my
thoughts from light to
dark, snugly drunk off
the beckoning aroma of enchantment
leading me to your presence
My pace quickens...not only
my steps, but my heart as well
Anticipation burning through my
nerves, each sense is at full
attention, aware of even the
slightest shift of temperature
My blood is boiling as I break into a sweat
A feverish wave of frantic feigning
as I muster all the strength and
speed I can as I race to the
calling of my captivation
Rounding the final corner
I stop short
Blindsided by the magnificent
yet terrifying image before me:
you.
Streaming lines of ruby tears
and succulent lips of pout
Your eyes like crimson
discs floating in a pool
of cream
pleading me to
For My Friendsso i have over 1,000 friends on here i talk to maybe a handful of them so i've decided to clean house. so you all know what you have to do, let me know if you want to stay or not. i'll give you all a week.....
Heralding BellsHeralding Bells
To what dawn does this night lead?
To what dream will I awake?
When morning comes (heralding bells!),
Will I find myself still asleep?
I wonder what will become of you?
3-9-00
Sweet EcstasySweet Ecstasy
Oh – sweet ecstasy!
Once upon a time –
I see –
A kingdom,
Vast, radiant.
A satyr free roams unbidden,
Unhampered, unchained…
His soul
Unstained.
12-12-98
Of Love And LossSo the prince would like to tell me a poem of love?
whilst bent on knee with ring in hand?
You will never age for me, nor fade,
nor die.
VIOLA
Nor you for me.
WILL
Good bye, my love, a thousand times
good bye.
VIOLA
Write me well.
WILL (VO)
whose soul is greater than the ocean …
and her spirit stronger than the sea's
embrace … not for her watery end, but
a new life beginning on a stranger
shore
The MercenaryThe Mercenary
Patient at the edge of the stage,
She slips smoothly into glide.
This dancer with the mercenary heart
Parades a passion play for pay.
Death stalks her serpentine, sinuous curves.
12-21-98
Love For My Friends~If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there
The Man I AmThe Man I Am
Jealousy does not own me.
I am my own arbiter of emotion.
I dare not let such dread thoughts,
Such a dread emotion as jealousy,
Enter my heart and warp the man I am.
4-9-99
Reasons For Change In This Country."Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening?
Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder.
We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right
over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we
can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car.
But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads
when the politicians say, "Stay the course"
Stay the course? You've got to be kidding.
This is America , not the
damned "Titanic".
I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!"
You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and
maybe I have. But someone has to speak up.
I hardly recognize this
country anymore.
The most famous business leaders are not the innovators but the guys in
handcuffs.
While we're fiddling in Iraq , the Middle East is burning
and nobody seems to know what to do.
And the press is waving 'pom
Obsidian EyesObsidian Eyes
A Rondelet
So heavenly,
Like the diamonds that grace the sky.
So heavenly,
In their obsidian beauty,
That I could scarce suppress a sigh
And my heart was wont to fly.
So heavenly…
8-9-00
What Sins Will I Remember?What sins will I remember?
What sins will I remember
When I too am old?
Will I remember the days of freedom
When, with open heart and uncarved mind,
I scoured my reality to find
The sensual core of my mortal soul?
3-19-99
Reasons.....Well I have been a lot of thinking of late, and I realize that some questions in my life need answered. I have been asked why I am still single and such, well it’s quite simple really, and I don’t want to be in a relationship! And I have my reasons; my heart has been so broken that it may never heal. I got so fucked over by my last love that I don’t want to be with anybody. But that is just one reason. I am bipolar, and most people can’t handle someone like that, they just don’t understand or have the patients that it takes to deal with someone like that. I have been rejected because of it, and made to feel as if I am not good enough. Me being sick is not my fault! Its not like I choose to be like this, I really didn’t and if I could I would change it, but I can’t, so I deal with it. Also I don’t want to be in a relationship because I just don’t think I can love anyone ever again. I gave so much of my self to my last one that I just don’t think there is nothing left. I don’t believe in
Goose BumpsSounds that echo in the night
Reminds her of the silence
Filtered through her blinded sight
And heightened in defense
Goose bumps risen, hair on end
Shivers up and down her spine
Senses on alert ascend
Adrenaline rush of fear sublime
Flinching in anticipation
Of the pain which she so craves
Welts rise slowly, one by one
Her body, heart and soul enslaved
MemoriesOnce upon a time there were 2 lovers. Hand in hand they walked through the chilly drizzle with warmed hearts and contented souls. They were surrounded by people, yet alone were they. HE saw what was so familiar to HIS eyes, but so new to hers. HE saw tears and wonder in those perfect new eyes, and he reveled in his role of tour guide, protector, and lover.
Happily ever after is an understatement
MovingGot new orders and looks like the powers to be are sending me to Portland in June so hope its a good tour :P
Meet Our Amazing New Owner AnnaHey Everyone....
We had the pleasure of being "bought" by the same wonderful woman in our recent auction!!
So please meet our amazing new "Owner".........
ANNA
Anna~Shadow leveler~The Pegasus Project -council ~ Teddy Bear Beer Hunter is my owner
This is a Great woman!! She does so much for so many friends on here!! If you don't already have her on your friends list, you should go F/A/R her now!!
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Another Path In My Lifeas i walk down the road and looks behind me and sees what life ha been and what life has 2 offer i see the happiness that life has to offer me ive gone from a very unhappy life to a life of love ,caring and gentleness a man who really loves me and doesnt try to change me accepts me for me and doesnt try to change that . I am the luckest woman in the world to have found this man Irocz i love you so much and thank you for coming into my life
***meeting***Ok...the last meeting never happened..everyone was busy one day and others the next so I figured I am just going to call for a meeting tonight and see who shows...we will go from there...We have a few things to cover but mostly just get to know each other a little more and actually try to get this group rolling...Sorry things have been slow lately a lot has happened on the home front...soooo::::::::::::::
Tonight...Nov 23, 2008
The VIPER Pit
6:00pm central time
An invitation will be sent out to remind everyone about 30 to 15 minutes before the meeting starts...
Hope to see you all there!!!
Scarlet & Toad
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Friends....JESSICA~Kaleolani~
November 20, 2008 10:44 PM et's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!!
One day, when I was a freshman in high school,
I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.
It looked like he was
carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?
He must really be a nerd.'
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.
His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.
He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes
My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I ha
Im Just A Girl..............IM JUST A SIMPLE GIRL,LIVING IN A WORLD OF ....WELL WHAT IS THE WORLD REALLY COMING TO....LAUGHING AND MAKIN PPL LAUGH IS A DAILY MUST DO.IMMA DORK AND I LOVE TO BE SILLY. LIFE IS ABOUT TAKING THINGS ONE DAY AT A TIME AND LIVING IT LIKE IT WAS YOUR LAST DAY. I'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH IN LIFE AND I DONT LET IT CONSUME ME.IM SCARED OF SO MANY THINGS,BUT IM NOT EVER AFRAID TO LOVE.SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH BUT WHEN I LOOK BACK AT WHAT I'VE OVERCOME, I FEEL LIKE IVE DONE MY BEST,WITH NO REGRETS. LOOKING BACK ON THOSE MISTAKES THAT WE ALL MAKE SEEMED RIGHT AT THE TIME AND YOU MUST MOVE ON AND MAKE BETTER.LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TESTS.....NEVER REGRET SOMETHING THAT ONCE MADE U SMILE. I GET JUDGED ALOT BY PPL EVERYWHERE...SHES MATERIALISTIC..SHES A BITCH...SHE CARES ABOUT NOONE BUT HERSELF....SHES MEAN OR THE BEST ONE...SHE WOULDNT GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY. TRUTH IS IM JUST A DOWN TO EARTH GIRL,WHO REALLY JUS WANTS TO HAVE HER KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR, WHO CAN RESCUE HER AND HER RES
*sigh*For those of you who know me, ya'll know I'm not really into mushy love movies, but last night I had a moment of envy. I was in bed watching tv, mad as hell from a series of events that probably shouldn't have happened. I was channel suring and came across a movie that I've always been fond of. Diary of a mad black woman. I realized after watching this moving, fuming and steaming that I was envious of the romance that I was watching.
After finishing the movie and having a few quiet moments of self reflection. I found myself thinking...damn, why can't I have that?
*Inhale....* Yep...I hate my life.
Why can't I have a love like that, someone who's genuine and kind. Oh freaking wake up...that crap doesn't exsits... I think.
CourageI'm gonna throw a few of these in here. They're little pieces of my favorite book. It's called the Book of Qualities by J. Ruth Gendler. Had this book for a long time and it's just one of those things I can pick up any time at all and see something totally differently than I did before.....
Courage
Courage has roots. She sleeps on a futon on the floor and lives close to the ground. Courage looks you straight in the eye. She is not impressed with powertrippers, and she knows first aid.
Courage is not afraid to weep, and she is not afraid to pray, even when she is not sure who she is praying to.
When Courage walks, it is clear she has made the journey from loneliness to solitude. The people who told me she is stern were not lying, they just forgot to mention that she is kind.
PleasurePleasure is wild and sweet. She likes purple flowers. She loves the sun and the wind and the night sky. She carries a silver bowl full of liquid moonlight. She has a cat named Midnight with stars on his paws.
Many people mistrust Pleasure, and even more misunderstand her. For a long time I could hardly stand to be in the same room with her. I went to sleep early to avoid her. I thought she was a gossip and a flirt and she drank too much. In school we learned that she was dangerous, and I was sure she would distract me from my work. I didn't realize she could nurture me.
As I have changed Pleasure has changed. I have learned to value her friendship.
New Auction.. Come Own MeYepp yepp, I'm at it again.
It's been awhile, but I figured I'd give someone a chance to call me their own!!
Come see what I'm offering, and make me an offer I can't refuse!!!
Bad ConversationistIt seems like people nowadays are getting very difficult to deal with (now im not talking about anyone in particular......okay maybe i am, but chances are this is not about you). Even talk to for that matter. Now i say this because when i talk to some people via text message, or instant messenger, or email they only give you one word answers.....and by that i mean answers like ya, na, lol (or any variations of), nm u, o i c, nice, or things like that. Basically close ended answers to which you cannot reply to without changing the subject. See it wouldn't be so frustrating if they didn't want to talk that second now that is understandable, but what's worse is they get mad when you don't reply back or stop you talking to them!!!!!
If the one word answers are not frustrating enough, what you talk to people about is just as bad. Now no im not saying the only thing that people should talk to me about is sex or nudity or whatever, im not saying that at all. Im saying that there ar
"overthrow The Government" Reviewed In Wildy's World!Review: Steve Lieberman - Overthrow The Government
Steve Lieberman – Overthrow The Government
2008, Steve Lieberman
Steve Lieberman is an artist who lives with Bi-Polar Disorder, an obsessive adoration for Jethro Tull and a very unusual view of the world. Lieberman’s brand of psychedelic rock is the emotive and logical overrun from a square peg trying to interface with the round holes of society. Steve Lieberman has been very prolific, producing 2-3 albums a year since 2002. We’re not sure how many albums Lieberman’s made, and we don’t know if Leiberman himself is sure, but there are at least a dozen for sale on his website. Lieberman’s latest (purportedly his 15th), Overthrow The Government, rocks out with its tzitzis out.
One of the most wonderful (and frightening) things about any Steve Lieberman recording is that there are absolutely no filters whatsoever. Lieberman pours whatever he thinks into his songs without care. His songs are at times hysterically funny, blatant
Pick Your Pie Pizza Contest Full Waiting On People To Finish Thier ObligationsUPDATE:All pizzas taken waiting on all to complete comments and rates
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How many times have you been sitting on Fubar wishing you had a Pizza? Ahhh Yes, delicious Pizza! Well wish no more! Mama Lucretia to the rescue!
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TruthAll truth passes through three stages.
First, it is ridiculed.
Second, it is violently opposed.
Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.
Arthur Schopenhauer (1788-1860)
A Different Point Of View...How Thanksgiving Became the National Day of Mourning for the Wampanoag Native Americans
When I was young, it was O.K. for people to celebrate the myth of Thanksgiving as it had been told to us for hundreds of years. The Pilgrims landed on Plymouth rock and were met by some very friendly “Indians”.
These Indians quickly became friends with the Pilgrims. In a way of celebrating both the Pilgrim/Indian friendship and the wonderful harvest that the Pilgrims and the Indians worked together to cultivate… Thanksgiving was born.
Now as time goes on and the country becomes more and more politically correct we can see that the story behind Thanksgiving was based mostly on mythology and it has gone through great changes. This is, in part, due to the Wampanog tribe of Native Americans but more specifically a man named Frank B. James, the one time leader of the Wampanog tribe.
How did the Wampanog tribe of Native Americans turn Thanksgiving into the National Day of Mourning?
The Comm
Miss YouWhen things get rough, I look for you.
When life is a big mess, I look for you.
And when im looking theres nothing.
Because your no longer here.
You were taken from us far to soon,
Its just not fair that life is made this way.
I always though, hmm will she see me meet that right guy, or see me with my 1st child.
I always thought you would be there.
I never thought that u wouldnt.
I guess to me it was so much easier to be dumb to reality then to believe it.
Now im needin you for all ur advice, and theres nothing.
I sit outside and I think if I talk to the stars, just maybe you can here me.
And just maybe you could show me alittle sign.
I miss you so much, I love you.
Hi Mom And Dad!Today I had a chance to sit down for a nice meal with some of my golf buddies. We met along with about 100 other people at Quinets Restaurant to celebrate our friend Mark’s graduation from college. Quinets hosts such events in a room with photos of local sporting events and athletes spanning almost a century. As we sat down one of my friends asked, “Is that Lou in that photo?” Sure enough, it was one of our golf buddies in his Marshall University basketball uniform. Beside it was another in his high school uniform, the same school where I graduated and played. I asked if they had all heard the story of Lou’s game against the great Oscar Robinson. Some had not, and so I told it, trying to tell it exactly like Lou has told us a few times.
This is a true story, and if you know Lou or any Shortliner, it’s certainly believable, if not heartwarming and hilarious.
Lou Mott might be the greatest basketball player to come out off my high school. He later became one of the greatest ever t
Twista!Do You have what it takes to come and listen to the Twisty Slide? Or are you too chicken?!
Calling All Fubar Beauties....I've been around this page site long enough but I wanted to do a little something fun around here. So this message is for all of the ladies here...I'd like to rip at least one photo from those on my friends, family or fans list for this special album. Just send me a message or a shout to let me know you want in.
Thanks 4 the time and take care of yourselves.
Is Obama The Messiah That The Muslims Are Waiting For??Is Obama the "Messiah" that the Muslims Are Looking For?
Bible-believing Christians are joyfully anticipating the return of Jesus Christ, the true Messiah. Islamic followers have a false “Christ” for which they wait. He is called Mahdi, which means “Divinely Guided One.” The full meaning is “a messianic deliverer who will fill the earth with justice and equity, restore true religion, and usher in a short golden age lasting seven, eight, or nine years before the end of the world.” (Britannica, 1991 Ed. Vol. 7, Page 696.) It is scary to hear the hyper descriptions, reports of emotional titillation, and the actual term “messiah” being assigned to Barack Obama.
Muammar al-Qaddafi, president of Libya -- one of the nations to join Russia and Iran in marching on Israel -- recently endorsed Obama. Here are his words, “There are elections in America now. Along came a black citizen of Kenyan origins, a Muslim, who studied in an Islamic school in Indonesia. His name is Obama,” said Qaddaf
A New Book I Am Beginning Work OnHi all,
As some of you may know, I currently have several published books to my credit and the positive feedback I have recieved from many here and elsewhere regarding my dark poetry has convinced me that I will now author a new book featuring the stories posted here and many more not yet posted.
This new self published book will be called, "Too Twisted For The Campfire: Dark Adult Poems of Horror, Madness, and Death."
I am sincerely hoping that I can involve two of my good and talented friends, Scabby Cadaver and Seth Rose, both of whom have worked with me in the past on my live performance photos and in creating original dark artwork for my promo materials, to provide sinister photos and artwork to grace it's pages.
I will keep everyone updated on it's progress.
Cheers, Steve
Not That Anyone Cares.Do you believe in angels?
Because I sure do,
The first time I saw you,
It was too good to be true.
For everyone there is someone,
And for me its you.
I can?t believe this is happening,
Its too good to be true.
I love you!
Random Feelings.You are the most beautiful thing to me.
You brighten my day with your smile.
You make me feel so special when I am around you.
You know exactly what to do to make me in a better mood.
You know that I love you.
You know that I can?t stand not being around you.
You are my everything.
You are the one I love and the only one I love.
You are my princess and I am your prince.
You are who you are and that?s why I love you.
That?s who you are to me.
~thanksgiving Wishes~~~~~~~~~THANKGIVING WISHES~~~~~~~~
Well it's finally here, or nearly! I am packing and getting ready to go see my son in Ft. Worth~ I will leave in the morning and I will get to spend the whole week with my baby! Yes..... (He is 21, but he will always be my baby!) Lol.. I haven't gotten to see him, since my Birthday in August! He is on shift at the firestation, and couldn't come home for Thanksgiving~ SO I am taking Thanksgiving to him! Like I said he is 21 , and I haven't ever spent one holiday without him, and I am not starting now! Lol.. For the last 17 years, I have always cooked Thanksgiving Dinner at my house, I still didn't get out of making 80 quarts of dressing, so I will be leaving some of it, for those left behind! Lol.... And transporting some to Ft. Worth~ It will defintley be a different Thanksgiving, without all of my family~ My mom has been in the hopsitol for most of this month, from complications from her breast cancer surgery~ Our plans were that sh
For My DaddyMy mind says "jump!"
My heart says "wait!
You're putting too much upon your plate!"
If this love is true
It won't go fast,
If you don't push hard it's sure to last!
I need his love
it feeds my soul,
He's the half that makes me whole.
I can't believe
that this is real,
I love the way he makes me feel!
A gentle touch
a goodnight kiss,
I swear I must be dreaming this!
Is this a dream?
Am I awake?
Is it real or is it fake?
I think of you
each night and day,
hoping that you're heare to stay!
If there's one thing
I know is true,
it is this, baby I love you!
Becoming Screen LiterateBy KEVIN KELLY
Published: November 21, 2008
Everywhere we look, we see screens. The other day I watched clips from a movie as I pumped gas into my car. The other night I saw a movie on the backseat of a plane. We will watch anywhere. Screens playing video pop up in the most unexpected places — like A.T.M. machines and supermarket checkout lines and tiny phones; some movie fans watch entire films in between calls. These ever-present screens have created an audience for very short moving pictures, as brief as three minutes, while cheap digital creation tools have empowered a new generation of filmmakers, who are rapidly filling up those screens. We are headed toward screen ubiquity.
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Video Citing: TimeTube, on the Web, gives a genealogy of the most popular videos and their descendants, and charts their popularity in time-line form.
When technology shifts, it bends the culture. Once, l
Thanksi wanted to thank everyone who left comments and voted on my mumm. I needed to hear everyones opinions. i didnt do it for attention. i just wanted to know what was up. and like i said i know every stripper excuse is they are stripping to pay for college. but i really do need help paying for school. i have been in college for 5 years and just dont want to throw it down the drain. Yes i can get a part time job. but that is not going to help me paying for my school. i have to pay rent, car payment, lights, food etc. im not trying to be a bummer either. you know its just a crossroad i need to make. but once again thank you for all of your support. RAch
Illiteracy....Why do people get mad when you don't accept them when they don't even take the time to read a profile?
It's like if you read it and did NOT do what u just did like a blank request and all that stuff everything would be straight, because I for one hate it when someone adds you then doesn't speak to you at all. Just sayin yo, I know I'm not the only one...
The Piano (poem)This entry was inspired by a news item I caught this evening about a piano found abandoned in the woods of Harwich near Cape Cod Massachusetts. The Baldwin piano, which required 6 men to lift it into a van for removal, was found in tune and perfect condition along with a piano bench.
The Piano
A swirl of autumnal leaves cascade
‘round the piano in the wooded glade
Pagan pianist unknown unseen
Composing ballads to his forest queen
His melody haunts the icey air
Deep within his arboreal lair
Her ethereal form floats by night
Disappearing with each morning’s light
His muse from which inspiration springs
Accompaniment to the song she sings
Phantom fingers on ivory keys
Unlock the forest’s mysteries
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The Tapestry Of DreamsThe Tapestry of Dreams
As I weave my possible futures
On the Tapestries of my Dreams
A great host, with the greatest hopes
Are golden images of thee
Yet I know full well, with heart accepting
That I may never realize these scenes
It is my greatest desire and my strongest hope
That together someday we’ll be
InvitationInvitation
An invitation I offer
An evening dinner with me
Serene and together
In perfect intimacy
Your hand I ask
Your company to share
At a table set for two
A dedication and celebration
Of the short, sweet time
I’ve known you
SexSaturday, August 02, 2008
eyelashes
every inch is one step closer to your destiny
your door is alot easier to break into than you think,theres no lock that can keep me out;by hook or by crook i will enter.i stand and gaze at you for awhile,taking in all the flood of memories as they rush into my mind.the overwhelming flow of negative emotion is empowering,for i know in this moment that my actions will finally put it all to rest.so i casually stride over,and gently kiss your forehead.admiring the delicacy of my advantage.i raise the mallet above me,then suddenly bring it down full force,and mid swing i scream,awakening you a split second before your face caves in,bone crunching and ricocheting off the satin pillows.the look in your eyes was delicious,and i savor it alwaysand forever.
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in no apparent order
Current mood: aggravated
so,theres this guy joey-disgusting fucking pig.i keep asking f
SevenishWednesday, June 18, 2008
ceasing to vibrate
the war within is called off victory declared
too late your legs have been shot off youll never be the person you were born again so why do you keep on struggling friend,just let it go dont be afraid youll see your fallen comrades soon walking the pathways of peace on the stones of war youve laid its all just a sickness,an imbalance of chemicals in the mind or is it a power most possess but are scared to let shine
let it out let the hatred flow let all the problems and painful feelings go dont think ahead the moment wont be there intermingled with blood and bone and bits of your hair it was a lifetime of misery and it went up in a spark a bullet shining in the moonlight temporarily before hitting its mark
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lyrics for h8red
hatemyself,hate it all make the paingo away
living thislife of pl
Climate ChangeOk not a new issue right? Well this is a issue that has recently sparked my interest as i learn more about it. I have been looking at the IPCC reports (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change) and what i have read so far is very disturbing to say the least!. You can view the report here: http://www.ipcc.ch/#. So anyway, this is a panel made up of 100's of scientist from all over the world. So we arent just talking about some basement hobbiest here. They are saying that yes,global climate change is caused by humans and that if we dont do something about it right now, we are in big big trouble. i dont knoow about you but that concerns me. And this isnt the only source of my concern, also the AAAS (The American Association for the Advancement of Science's ) and the NAS (National Academy of Sciences) has put out simialar reports. Well actually not reports but a warning with a call for action! These are the biggest and most respected organizations on the planet when it comes to the scient
Have You Ever Seen...Have you ever seen...
Have you ever seen a woman
so lovely and fair
As beautiful as her
with her golden blonde hair
Her hazel blue eyes,
see how they shine
See the curve of her smile
as I take her hand in mine
Do You Know LoveDo You Know Love
(a stave of six)
I ask you, do you know love?
Do you know how it feels to soar on it’s wings?
Have you ever felt the pure elation
The overwhelming joy when Cupid’s arrow stings?
Have you ever felt your heart with passion fly
When you’ve tasted the fruit, the apple of your eye?
I have, with my heart fully aware
Felt such a love so true, so honest and alive
That when threatened with dark destruction
Toward it’s continuance and preservation I strive
And now with armour donned yet my heart bare
I prepare to petition for the hand of my lady fair
It is a fool’s folly to surrender so quick
A coward’s game where love is destined to fall
The end game of such a path is always dark
As the evil emotions cast their shadow over all
For when two choose such a course as hate
They deserve the pain and suffering which is their fate
Love, though, is the goal to be sought
The never ending quest to b e held always in sight
The purity of it’s truth, the
Wanna Own Me????EVERYTHING GOES AUCTION
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ClothingSo I'm curious to know what is your favorite kind of clothes to shop for, wear, or look at ;p I've recently been thinking of going out and buying stuff not so much my norm but stuff that I still love, and doing a photo shoot. So I've been looking into corsets and leather, which I adore, but let's face it isn't something you don't see everyday. I've never been much of a lace fan but have even considered that at someone else's suggestion. My tastes for everyday stuff is whatever is clean and comfortable but...I do profess that I enjoy the more exotic/erotic leathers and satins and velvets. Textures that grip or are just down right fun to touch. So hell, thought I'd get some opinions or comments, and for men I do really enjoy looking at the more biker / badboy leather pants, trench coats, long hair, I suppose you could say Neo in Matrix but I'm really even more into the look Lorenzo Lamas had for that Bounty Hunter show. *Showing my age methinks* Anyways, feel free to shoot me a msg ;
XtinaWhen I look inside myself to find what is there, I find nothing. There is only me the seeker looking. But is this just a tautology? What else could there be except what I find - the witness to the enquiry. Clearly, the seeker is the sought, but does this mean anything?
Maybe Im Missing Something Herebut it seems like fuowned is just throwing fubucks down a hole.to spend upwards of 11k,just to be reimbursed 2k when they sell is a ripoff.
Our President ElectI got this in an email today- provoked a thought or two in my little mind...
Fellow Business Executives:
As the CFO of this business that employees 140 people, I have resigned myself to the fact that Barack Obama will be our next President, and that our taxes and government fees will increase in a BIG way.
To compensate for these increases, I figure that the clients will have to see an increase in our fees to them of about 8% but since we cannot increase our fees right now due to the dismal state of our economy, we will have to lay off eight of our employees instead. This has really been eating at me for a while, as we believe we are family here and I didn't know how to choose who will have to go.
So, this is what I did. I strolled thru our parking lot and found 8 Obama bumper stickers on our employees' cars and have decided these folks will be the first to be laid off. I can't think of a more fair way to approach this problem. These folks wanted change; I gave it to t
Things To Say At Thanksgiving1. Talk about a huge breast!
2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist.
3. It's Cool Whip time!
4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!
5. Whew, that's one terrific spread!
6. I'm in the mood for dark meat.
7. Are you ready for seconds yet?
8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it?
9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some.
10. Don't play with your meat.
11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in.
12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?
13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once!
14. You still have a little bit on your chin.
15. How long will it take after you stick it in?
16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up.
17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that!
18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen!
19. How long do I beat it before it's ready?
Happy Thanksgiving
Public Enemy (rough Draft)Falling a downward spiral
Trying your hardest
But you can't give up
Public enemy is where you'll end up
Constant testing
Insistant oppressing
Becoming an insomniac
Because your head will not let you down
Forced out of your shell
Comfort becomes foreign
And what do you have?
Time cannot be wasted
You only have one single short life to live
And this is it
This is your test
People will sooner kick you when your down than help you up
And people will love to watch you fall
Be SafeI want to wish everyone a safe and happy holiday season
ContestIM HOME ....Everything is going better thank you all .....Now I need a favor I need help bombin my pic for my contest so come lend a hand all will be returned thank you
Thx Mz.Belle
Here is the link...
Contest Starts November 25I HAVE ENTERED GARY'S AUTO-11'S CONTEST. IT STARTS TOMORROW, NOVEMBER 25TH AT 9:00 AM EST. BELOW IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST.
I HOPE THAT ALL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WILL BE THERE TO HELP ME. THIS IS THE FIRST CONTEST THAT I HAVE EVER ENTERED SINCE I JOINED FUBAR 2 YEARS AGO.
IF I WIN FIRST PLACE, I DO NOT INTEND TO KEEP IT FOR MYSELF, INSTEAD, I PLAN TO GIVE THE AUTO-11'S TO 2 WONDERFUL LADIES, WHO I HOPE WILL GODMOTHER WITH THE HELP OF THE AUTO-11'S.
THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR HELP AND SUPPORT.
CONTEST LINK:
About To SnapThis is the sound of a heart spread too thin
spent the treasure buried with in
given out all hes got
wishing he was someone he is not
beating his head against the wall
hoping this isn't his final fall
picking wounds open not to let heal
letting them bleed just to feel
giving self is the greatest gift
watching his life turn to ashes he will sift
fuck it all and get it all back
this motherfuckers about to snap....
killing himself killing his fears
what blood is spent will be payed back in tears
the tears of regret are cutting deep
they return to haunt him in his sleep
hes tired from being the damned
fears the slaughter for being The lamb!
giving self is the greatest gift
watching his life turn to ashes he will sift
fuck it all and get it all back
this motherfuckers about to snap....
death is coming from a far
mourning his life from the dark
curled in the corner for all to see
wishing they all would let him be
crying on the inside looking strong
but
Easy Ginger Bread CookiesQuick and easy Gingerbread
Serves 8
2 ¼ cup sifted (11 ¼ ounces) unbleached all purpose flour + some for the dusting the pan
2 teaspoons ground ginger
1 teaspoon Dutch-processed cacao
1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
½ teaspoon ground cloves
½ teaspoon fresh grated nutmeg
½ teaspoon ground allspice
½ teaspoon baking soda
½ teaspoon salt
8 tablespoon (1 stick) unsalted butter melted and cooled to room temperature
¾ cup milk or light molasses
¾ cup (5 ¼ ounce) sugar
1 large egg
½ cup buttermilk
½ cup milk
1
Adjust the oven rack to the middle position an heat the oven to 350 degree.
Grease bottom and slide of 11 by 7 inch baking pan; dust with flouer, tapping out any exess
2
Whisk together flour, ginger, cacao, cinnamon, cloves, nutmeg, allspice, baking soda, and salt in a medium bowl.
3
Beat butter, molasses and sugar in a large bowl with the mixer on medium speed until combined. Beat in egg until incorporated. Gradually add buttermilk until combined. A
Randomsands of time slipping slowly away falling gently
to the bottom of the glass while fate and destiny
do battle for control of your soul in there cruel dance of life bringing uncertainty of what the future holds or tomorrow will bring happyness
sadness whos to say all you can do is live for today never sure where you stand in this world
never sure which way to turn
Not So Random ThoughtsAttitude Is Everything.
Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.
After all, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.
-REL
Adults That Act Like Everyones Mother And A Spoiled Ass Child!i really dislike people who try to act like my mother when they are clearly not. Plus they also act like spoiled ass children aswell. all i got to say to that is get a life and stick to you own kind(age, sexual preference, and lifestyle status). all people like that want to do is start drama where it is not needed. OH, when you get called on your bullshit own up to it like an adult.
I DONT HAVE TIME FOR HATERS, FLAKES OR FAKES!!!
if you are one of these people dont bother talking to me or cominng near me cause i dont have time for your drama in my life.
I LIKE MY LIFE JUST THE WAY IT IS WITH OUT YOU IN IT.
Men And Their GamesI hate when men have to play games with me. I had one that wanted me to take my NSFW pics down because he was jealous of the other guys that saw them. Then he turned into a royal asshole because I did not want a relationship with him after I told him I needed time. I was not playing any games with anyone, but he insisted I was. Thanks Eddie. Then, I tell a friend how I feel about him. I can understand saying lets just stay friends,ok. But he had to lie to me. And its apparent now that I was a piece of ass because thats the only times I saw him. So Im done with games. Go play them somewhere else.
Tao.Baptized are these eyes of hatred
Into a world full of greed and disgust
Swollen these wounds scream at the ignorant
As these weapons slowly but surely rust
For what is a world that constantly looks for a Savior
While they yearn for an excuse to forever stay in the gray
This soul desires to stand firm
And this heart wishes for these cravings to decay
Wishing for a better path
As these tears of madness caress my spine
Show me again what is to live in Honor
Teach this insubordinate devil to leave the ways of the swine.
Vampire Love For The Boogieman..The love of a vampire have for the Boogieman..You donot see that every day in your life..I am part of the night he is the master of the night..So when you have to ppl of the night together so weird stuff can happened..
QualitiesHmm, I've come to notice that people tell me i'm an interesting person. But as long as I've known myself I just can't figure out why. I mean I'm generally a quiet person that ppl mistake as this whole leave me alone crap. Not true btw.
So I wanna know from my friends here or anyone that knows who i am otherwise why that is.
My RealityIn life you experience pain and it is something no one can avoid. Pain is normally a thing that goes away so it only effect your life for a brief period yah it sucks but you know it will pass. For me is it a content thing, sleepless night after night so many tears pushing me to the point of just wanting to end it,these are the bad days and they are hard on me, not only the pain but the disappointment in myself of not being able to take care of myself let alone my home and my children and as if that isn't enough stress I have to be strong in front of my children so they don't have to see that it is too much on me, if I show I am weak in front of them then it effects their lives. I lie in my bed in the dark try to fight my way through the day in hope tomorrow will be better
Post Op UpdateOn November 24th, 2008, Angel returned to see her orthopedic surgeon for her follow up visit post op. She was informed that during the surgery on her right leg, two plates, twenty screws and grafted bone were used in the attempt to repair the damage. The incision site is about five inches long and required around 12 staples and one suture. Those were all removed during this appointment and the incision has healed nicely with no infection. Her surgeon has ordered her to continue with no weight bearing for a minimum of six more weeks and she is getting around with the aid of a device called a "roll-about" which is similar to a Childs scooter but modified so that she places her knee on the seat and pushes it with the other leg. It was determined that this device was needed due to the fact that her previous injuries to her hip and pelvis have not healed completely and cannot endure the stress of having impact on them without re-injuring her. She remains optimistic in general and excited ab
No LoveStaring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh no So what will you do?
Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your c
Stupid Ass Drunk Drivers! I Don't Like You!(Okay this poem made a huge impact on me when I turned 16, I have lost many friends because of drinking and driving and it's very important to me that I try and change this problem...even if it's just all of you reading it...)
Hope it effects you like it did me!!!!!!!!!
Somebody Should Have Taught Him
I went to a birthday party
but I remember what you said.
You told me not to drink at all,
so I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
the way you said I would,
that i didn't chose to drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.
I knew I made a healthy choice and
your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my own car,
sure to get home in one piece,
never knowing what was coming,
something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement.
I can hear the policeman say,
"The kid that caused this wreck was drunk."
His voice seems far away.
My own blood is all around me,
as I try hard not t
In The Wood.Ah, alone in the wood.
Just the Mother and I .
It has been so long,
since she and I were one .
It is good to be home.
Good to feel the Earth beneath my bare feet.
Here,
alone in the wood
I can tell my Mother of all the things I have learned,
And she can tell me of all the things
I have forgotten
She welcomes me into her bosom,
Let’s me drink from a cool stream.
Her soft breezes touch my skin
and awakens me once again .
It is good to be home!
You Hear My Voice…You hear My voice….”Take off your clothes”
You have been here before… you know to do as you are told.
You slowly undress…. neatly folding each garment, then placing them on the only shelf you see.
A pretty girl enters the room …and blindfolds you… you are alone again… naked….
A chilled breeze brushes across your skin. Raising every little hair on your body….
You wait…
You hear someone enter the room. you feel cuffs being placed on each wrist… then each ankle…
You are lead into another room… pushed against a cross…. One arm lifted up then fastened into place above your head…. Then the next.
Your ankles are then locked down.
The blindfold is removed.. the room is pitch black.
You are alone…
You wait in the dark
It’s quiet…. Very quiet…. So quiet you can hear your heart racing..
A strobe light fills the darkness and your senses… flashing so quickly that your eyes cannot focus.
You think there is someone else in the room now… but you are not sure.
You wait…
You think you fe
Deleted BombsI have put up with a lot of crap here in fubomber land. Someone tried to run me off & I was ignored by most fubombers. She was supported by Peggy. Look woh stayed & who left - that person left & formed her own bombing family with friends & took most fubombers.
HAHAHAHAhAHA I stayed putting up with the shit I have seen. I just sit in my corner bomb my necessary then who I want to help cuz they have helped me or other.
I was given a contest & bombed 80% myself using my IDs & other friends' IDs. I never got my fubomberday for the family to help. I entered an outside contest & asked for help on 2 occassions & never got help
After Harleys contest I didnt see a status as to who to bomb next so I set up my status to bomb SITH LORD MORTE (bottom of the list) - he had a contest on Crazymama's page who left fubombers (who also caused all the problems I had) After dropping over 150 bombs was told by Peggy that we arent helping him cuz he hadnt been bombing himself. I went on to who she t
Truth Is Im Done PretendingA thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me want to run till' I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love re
Thoughts..so my thoughts on a few different aspects of peoples opinions...
how come its alright for a guy to sleep around with as many girls as he wants too and he doesnt get called a whore. but a woman sleeps with 2 or more people and she's automatically a skank and a whore and a slut and everything like that..
i think thats a sexist excuse to get out of trying to bring a males ego down from a womans perspective...no offense to anyone this is just my opinion. i think if the whore card is going to be thrown out there, it should be able to go both ways...
manwhore is the term they use but the use its meaning as a joke amongst themselves...
but when you call a woman a whore or a slut they take it the wrong way and get all emotional and freakout sometimes.
Now me, if you were to call me a whore i'd probably use some smart ass comeback like i do... im not a whore im a dick Connoisseur theres a difference!!!! or im not a whore im too dumb to charge and i make their insult into a joke an
Tag!!Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.
1. Cotton balls make me cringe
2. When I was pregnant I developed an allergy to kiwi
3. Ulysses S. Grant is somewhere in my Family Tree
4. I hate fu-sluts who beg for things like a picture their name on my ass for 15k
5. I can clap with one hand
6. I'm insanely shy when first meeting people in person
7. I wish I could be pregnant ALL the time but actually have no more then 3 kids
8. I'm addicted to hazelnut flavored coffee
9. I can't stand JELLO
10. It's very rare for me to watch an entire show/movie and not cry at least once
11. I once threw up in my own purse while partying.. outside..
12. I can't leave the house without my mp3 player and a book
13.
Single Or Taken?1) Taken or Single?
single.
2) Do you like it?
sometimes.. sometimes i don't.
3) Would you kiss your ex?
no.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
oh yeah.
5) Do you believe certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
NEVER! if you don't want to be with someone; then don't.
6) Are you missing anybody right now?
yessss.
7) Do you want kids?
no. NEVER.
8)Would you consider adoption??
a chinese kid maybe.
9) If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
YES!
10) Do you wish you were with your crush/boy or girlfiend right now?
i don't know about 'with,' but i wouldn't mind doing my 4th favorite thingg.
11) Do you want someone you cant have?
i
Damn Truth"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best. M.Monroe"
"ten Steel Pins."“Ten Steel Pins.”
I met with the curator, and he showed me around
The most twisted machines that ever could be found
He showed me the rack, that stretched a soul tight
And the old Iron Maiden, such a sinister sight
He warmed to his task, and in the telling he basked
And I quietly listened, no questions I asked
He explained all the manacles, the screws, and the vices
The ultimate examples of infernal devices
Then I asked his opinion, if he would be willing to share
Which was the most brutal device, in all of his care?
He led me to a display case by the far wall
And showed me the very most cruel of all
They did not seem like much, I have to admit
I thought I’d seen it all, toured the worst of it
Yes, these were just pins, 10 of them all told
Coated in rust, no doubt they were old
But here my grim terror started to ebb
Until again he spoke, and his words filled my head
He said, “Yes, they’re just pins, to both you and me.”
But their proper application could c
Real Life Obituary Of My Beautiful MotherALLO Funeral Homes
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Harley Coolman, Director
OBITUARY
CHRISTINE MARY (MULLICAN) WILEY passed away after a long illness on Tuesday, November 20, 2007 in Powers, Michigan . She was the beloved wife of John Wiley; loving mother of Aaron E. Metschke of Frederick, MD; Heather J. Stone (Carlos) of Frederick, MD; Constance N. Wiley of Spalding, MI; and Margaret K. Andrew (Kevin) of Frederick, MD; cherished daughter of Constance and the late Russell Mullican of Silver Spring, MD; and sister of Cathy J. Swecker (Samuel) of Rockville, MD. She also is survived by one nephew, Samuel Eugene Swecker, Six grandchildren; Miriah and Eric Stone, Samantha and Corrine Moulds and Serenity Andrews and Davis-reinhold Dauther of Aaron and many other relatives and friends who mourn her passing.
A private service will be held at a later date at the convenience of her family. The Allo Funeral Home, Spalding was in
Just Shooting The Breezewell how is everyone in fubar drunk i hopemy fav drinks are budweiser and whiterussins the drink that is lolwell cheers all have a good night.
Thanks For Nothingi opened up my heart
only to get hurt
i sit here and cry
not caring what i write
i don't care about the fact that i am crying
i don't care about the fact that i feel used
i don't care about him
i hate him
...
i cant hate him
i love him
but i hate the fact that he hurt me
i hate him for making me trust
i hate him for making me feel like a stupid little child
i hate the way he made me feel
i hate him for making me feel like i could love and
i could trust again
then fucking me over
i hate it
i hate it
I HATE IT!!
Don'ti am done
no more will i fall for some one telling me they care for me
i know now that i am to be alone for the rest of my life
i don't want to say that but i know its true
all i ever get from guys are lies
nothing more but lies
don't tell me you love me if you really don't
don't tell me you will never hurt me if you are going too
don't tell me that i can trust you when i know i cant
don't tell me that you never want to see me cry
when you are the one that makes the tears run down my face
don't let me believe you when you say that everything will be ok
don't let me believe you when you say you will never leave
don't tell me that you love me ever cause you know you will go away
Lie'sLie's
You Lie to someone you care for,
To try an keep something hidden, something
that cant be explaind.
Something your scared of.
You lie because you don't
want to hurt
the ones you care for.
You lie inhope that it was all
just a very bad dream.
You hope the dream would just fade away
into the dark.
But the bad dream is not just a dream
it is your life ,
it is what is happening to you.
Your scared you don't know what to do.
So you lie,
You lie in hope to never have
to tell the one you care most in life for.
Lying is never the way.
But indeed it is a way for some.
But all in all
lie's never help in the end.
You will ALWAYS lose the ones you love most!!
By
Ashley V,Lindsay
Don't lie it never helps
Happy ThanksgivingHappy Thanksgiving To My most amazing
True!Honest!Real!Fu Friends & Fam!
I'm not gonna mention any names or put any links in here because i dont wanna leave anyone out!But You all know who you are & i just wanted to take a Quick Min away from rates,bling,points etc To let ya'll know that i'm Thankful for your Friendship & all the love you've shown me!
I have met some pretty amazing ppl on fubar!
Ty everyone for being who you are! Being Real!Being Honest! & Being True!!
&
Have a beautiful Thanksgiving!!
This pimpout was brought to you with lots of
Love & respect by..............
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DELETING FUBAR ACCTS
SO IF U KNOW HIM PLEASE CHANGE YOUR PASSWORD
ON FUBAR SO U DONT WAKE UP WITH A DELETED ACCT
ABK@ fubar
WELL THIS GUY USED TO WORK FOR ME, I GAVE HIM MODS,
HE WENT ON A POWER TRIP STARTED BANNING PEOPLE FOR NO
REASON AND I TOOK HIS MODS , NOW HE GOING AROUND TRYING
TO GIVE PEOPLE VIRUSES THROUGH YAHOO SO IF U SEE HIM ID
DELETE HIM FROM YOUR FRIENDS AND GOD FORBID DONT LET HIM WORK
IN YOUR LOUNGE AND BY NO MEANS DONT GIVE HIM MODS AND DONT
GIVE HIM YOUR YAHOO
ABK@ fubar
ABK@ fubar
UpdateLet's see. I am now living with my master! No other man will ever touch me! I am desired by many but he owns me. He came to Ohio to help us move.
My daughter drove most of the way in our Conestoga Chrysler. We brought 3 dogs and part of our lives. Cait is now in New York and be home for Christmas.
I am looking for a job and have some good prospects. I am glad to have left Ohio behind. I am staying in contact with my friends and making new ones.
I love being with master. I am exploring my sexuality and making up for lost time. I have new toys and I love to play. I have learned so much more about myself. I always loved sex but now it is on fire. He desires me and we spend a lot of time playing.
Breathe Life.Life is beautiful.
Not sure which hip hop song i got this from, but i know it was atmosphere that said that "life isn't a bitch.. she's beautiful" explaining how just cuz we never get what our simple minds desire and complain how miserable the circumstance is.. but thats all it is.. CIRCUMSTANCE.. a small episode in your life to remind you that you're not perfect and NEED someone in your life to smack you or even better.. love you when no one else is giving you the love that your heart truly needs.. cuz thats what provides our lives with energy.. LOVE.. now dont' confuse me with some hippie tree huggin pot smoking tard.. im talking about REAL LOVE.. the love that smacks you in the head when you're being retarded.. the love that kicks you in the nuts when you're being disrespectful.. the love that shows you that you need to wake the fuck up cuz your family or friends need you.. THAT is what makes life worth living for.. but if you cant see the message im trying to give you.. its abou
Conqueror WyrmTo dust
our flesh it blows
the Wyrm drinks up our souls
in his hunger he holds one thought
Conquer!
The World As It Is For Me.....AH, HERE I IS WRITING IN THIS THING AGEIN...OK TODAY IS THE DAY BEFORE ME BIRTH DAY, UGH......THAT MEANS PEOPLE GOING TO BE BUGGIN ME AND BUYING ME GIFTS...OK WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG U CANT WAIT TO BE OLDER, WHEN U GET OLDER U TRY TO FIND WAYS TO REVERSE THE SHIT....WHERES THE STOP BUTTON!!!!.....ITS VERY THOUGHTFUL THAT FOLKS DONT FORGET ME AND I LOVE THAT ITS JUST.....IM GETTING OLD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAMN IT!! SOME HOW FOLKS MAKE IT A POINT TO ASK HOW OLD ARE U, YEAH IM GONA LIE.....LIE MY ASS OFF, UMMMMM 25 SOUNDS GOOD HAHAHAHAHAHA....ANOTHER THING I HATE ABOUT MY BIRTH DAY IS THAT IT FALLS CLOSE TO THANKSGIVING YEAH KINDA SUCKS BECAUSE THAT CLOSE TO FAMILY TIME PEOPLE DONT FORGET....SO NOT ONLY AM I BEING TEASED BY MY FOLKS BUT THE WHOLE DAMN FAMILY....I THINKS ILL HIDE, MAYBE ILL JUST GO SOMEWHERE QUIET THAT WOULD BE NICE.....OR GET CALLED INTO WORK, HMMMMMMM THATS GOOD HEHEHE...AH WELL FUCK IT CANT RUN FOR EVER HUH..WHEN U GET OLDER THINGS SEEM TO SPEED UP,AND MOVE SO FAST I WANT T
Asshat Nonpayer In Fall Fu Festival... Kudos Goes To Lou Cypher!!= Sold down the river...
lou_cypher owned by SweetSexyLatina♥, and Cindy "Rose" and owner of Qüéêñ ☼ @ fubar
IF New Owner has in status "Will pay 3 mill for a AUTO 11, anyone interested?"
AND "Last Seen" says "this week"
AND there is other comments on his page that say "I WANT TO KNOW WHEN THE AUCTION ENDS ON THE AUTO 11 BLING YOU OWE THAT TO THE BIDDERS!!"
AND Your OWN AUCTION HAS BEEN CLOSED FOR OVER 9 days and you have sent him a few emails and left comment reminders....
AND Your New FU Owner has Already Uploaded a pic of HIS New Fu-Owner from The SAME Auction 2 DAYS AFTER the CLOSE of the Auction!!!
I think You CAN Consider YOURSELF FU-SCREWED IN THE FU FALL FESTIVAL AUCTION BY LOU CYPHER..
there's no way in hell he can afford to HONOR his BID of 2.5 million fubux and a 65bling pack! Really sad that he had me build up his build in his auction for him, pathetic of ya Lou :(
RebornIn you
I become God
dying a little death
to feast in your sacred garden
reborn
Time #1Tread soft
quiet phantom
you steal our golden youth
and plunder our hopes and dreams
mercy
Sweet NirvanaDream this
sweet Nirvana
marijuana kisses
brewing rich dreams fantasy borne
kiss me
A Song That Reminds Me Of Reeces Dad I Dunno WhyRunaway Train lyrics
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep there's no way out
This time I have really
led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a oneway track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seems worth while?
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so dated
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
Everything is cut and dry
Day and night
earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way o
Love Still Remains..We both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess thats why they say
Chorus:
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the dj say loves a game of easy come and
Easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that youd be here right now
If I could have let you know somehow
I guess
Chorus
Though its been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
But the scar, that scar remains
Solo
I know I could have saved a love that night
If Id known what to say
Instead of makin love
We both made our separate ways
But now I hear you f
Love Sucks..There seems no justice when you fall in love
It gives you blindness when you are the one
The one that's hurtin' Cause they've got the gun
There seems no justice when you fall in love
Save me Don't let me fall Heaven sent I heard the call
Stop me Don't let me go Touch my heart And let me know
CHORUS:
HEAVEN SENT Thought you would set me free
HEAVEN SENT Thought it could never be
HEAVEN SENT If I had only seen
That you were burnin' the fire in me
You turned my passion Most of my soul
But I will come back Baby Stronger than before
Take my feelin's Leave me in pain I will forget you One of these days
Stop me From feelin' this way Heaven sent You drive me insane
Hold me Don't let me go Touch me now And let me know
CHORUS:
Passion burned I felt the fire Touch my soul I felt desire
Now I see Where we went wrong Am I to blame I'm fallin' in love
LEAD
Passion burned I felt the fire Touch my soul I felt desire
Now I see Where we went wrong Heaven sent But you
Drain-oRotting corpses stink
And require lots of Drain-o
When shoved down your sink
When A Man Loves A WomanHi,I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober for 184 days. I drank my first beer beer when I was nine years old. My father was an alcoholic, so my mother liked to blame my problem on his bad example, that way she could hurt us both at once. Anyway, I liked my beer and the ones that followed. And about a year ago I got drunk...and I couldn't stop. It's never quite happened like that before, and I still don't know why. I've lied to everyone I know, everyone I loved. I was ashamed, terrified and humiliated everyday. One day I got out of the shower, grabbed a towel and decided to go get the paper. It's a good thing no one saw me go out the door or at the curb, because i went out there with the towel in my hand. I know how lucky I've been. Because there were times I drove my little girls around just ripped out of my mind. One Saturday I took my baby girl on errands and when I got home I realized she wasn't with me. I had left her somewhere. And since I couldn't remember where I'd been, I had no ide
Hold OnSometimes we get caught up
In a dream within a dream
Until one day we wake up
And the dream is not what it seems
You've found yourself in a nightmare
A scene you know ain't right
But there is nothing you can do
Except hold on fucken tight.
While it's all playin out around you
You try to come up with a plan
Find some way out of the hell
Your left with if you can
No matter how you try
With every beat of your heart
All you can see around you
Is your whole world falling apart.
Until one day you get so far
You look up and you see
That though your life is empty
You are now flying free.
Free to hope and dream again
For what may come with tommorrow
Free from the crap of the old life
That only brought you sorrow.
So you take a deep breath
And slowly start the walk
For the time for talking has ended
It's time to walk the talk
As screwed as all seems at this point
You know that there is hope
Because you believe again that all in your life
Is a reaping
Oh WellI'm now 5-7 in fantasy FB and out of contention for the playoffs. :( Ohwell my first year doing the live draft thing, so maybe next year I can do better.
Other then that alls well with me
Online Dating, Etc.Okay, so maybe I'm wrong in calling people stupid for the things they do. It's a real shame that I don't care.
I mean, you've got dudes online who will e-mail women pictures of their wangs and expect a positive response. That rarely works, but they still have the nerve to get all bent out of shape when it doesn't. Honestly, I'd say buy a hooker if you need to get laid THAT bad. I mean, it's a whole lot less work.
Then there are some women who post nothing but pics of them in their underwear and have profiles that brag about their "assets" THEN whine about how all guys want from her is sex. Um...would you like to buy a clue? Seriously. That's like owning a bakery and saying: "You only come here because you want cake! What about my feelings? WAAAAAH!"
Seriously, WTF?
WISE UP, PEOPLE!
Killin Me"Killin' Me"
Like cigarettes and gasoline
I light a match and watch this scene
Burn away in front of me
Ashes of my misery
I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me
I swear it's killin me
All our shattered hopes
And our long dead dreams
The wreckage that we all try to keep
From coming to life
And tearing us apart at the seams
Sun bleached bones and withered trees
Slowly rotting just like me
Empty bottles broken glass
My resolve is fading fast
I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me
I swear it's killin me
All our shattered hopes
And our long dead dreams
The wreckage that we all try to keep
From coming to life
And tearing us apart at the seams
Godess Of The FlameLONG NIGHT SITTING BY THE FIRE DRUNKEN LUST
DEADLY DESIRE FEAL THE HEAT BUT NOT FROM THE FLAME. EYES BLAZING WITH THE LIGHT OF HER FIRE
DROWNING IN THE CARNAL LUST BROUGHT OUT BYE THE GODDESS ACROSS FROM ME FALLING INTO HER TRAP TEMPTING THE FATES AS WE STARE AT EACH OTHER THROUGH THE FLAMES WONDERING WHATS ON HER MIND IS OUR THOUGHTS THE SAME AND FOR THIS LUST WHOS TO BLAME. LOST N THE EYES OF THE GODESS OF THE FLAME BRING THE PAIN FOR MY SOUL SHE SHALL DRAIN THROUGH THE FLAMES
NurserobynneToday Nursey has a funeral to go to. Her aunt died. Please show her some extra luv today. I know you will. You guys rock. :)
http://www.fubar.com/user/1887057
Plz Help Mish Sticking Together Is What Makes The Differencehi my fabulous friends lol
i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it.
please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much.
i need lots of help to keep the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place in the space of 1 hour to nearly 1000 comments.
1st place has the git r done bombing family, train riders and others helping him. i have no bombing families helping me, just a few of my awesome friends :o)
rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks.
here my link ...
i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o)
thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o)
don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some love too!
please repost as often as you can, thanks so much
have a g
Hello AllHey all how is everyone doing? As you can see i am in pain... I tripped over my own feet fell and sprained my ankle yesterday. Thank god it isnt broken.... But i might have torn ligament in my foot and ankle have to see dr on monday.... damn it
Ah,yea, Ok ThenMale Escort: Boy George Handcuffed, Whipped Me
11/24/2008 4:50 PM, E! Online
Josh Grossberg
Boy George really did want to hurt him—with whips, chains and S&M toys...
A male escort recounted in a British court Monday how he was allegedly handcuffed to the wall of the Culture Clubber's London home and beaten with a metal chain.
George, whose full name is George O'Dowd, is on trial for false imprisonment of 29-year-old Audun Carlsen. The entertainer has pleaded innocent to the allegations, but today it was Carlsen who got a chance to share his bizarre story.
He claimed to have met the '80s popster through the U.K. personals website Gaydar. After several weeks of "bizarre" email exchanges, he claimed George invited him over to participate in an erotic photo shoot at the singer's home in Shoreditch.
When they got to the bedroom and snapped some shots, Carlsen said, the 47-year-old George suddenly invited a second, unidentified man to join them.
"As soon as I saw the other guy t
I Guess I Screwed Up..So my friend that I expressed my feelings for claims he didnt lie to me, though his words were contradicting, fine, whatever. But what do you do when youre told you blew it cause you got a boyfriend? I felt beneath him and that he desereved better then me, so I didnt say anything. I got a boyfriend, that didnt last long. Now Im told its too late, I just dont know what to think. He said some pretty mean things to me. Its quite obvious he doesnt know me well. Hell he couldnt even spell my name right. He has no idea how my mind works and claim I act like the world owes me something. When I asked how, he didnt answer. So the only thing I wonder about, is should I try to wait to see if he changes his mind or just walk away for good? I didnt want to lose him as a friend, but Im pretty sure I did.
Confusion At It's Best.Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard t
Onions N Christmas TreesA family was at the dinner table. The son asked
his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?'
The father, surprised, said, 'Well, son, there
are three kinds of breasts. In her 20's, a woman's breasts are like
melons, round and firm. In her 30's to 40's, they're like pears, still
nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they're like onions'.
'Onions?'
'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.'
This infuriated his wife and daughter so the
daughter said, 'Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?'
The mother, surprised, smiled and said, 'Well,
dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20's, his willy is like an
oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it's like a birch,
flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it's like a Christmas tree'.
'A Christmas tree?'
'Yes. Dead from the root up and the balls are
just for decorati
Zippety Zippers10. The cucumber has left the salad.
9. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells.
8. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position.
7. Paging Mr. Johnson.. paging Mr. Johnson..
6. Elvis is leaving the building.
5. The Buick is not all the way in the garage.
4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction.
3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones.
2. Men may be from Mars.....but I can see something that rhymes with Venus.
And the 1 way to tell someone his zipper is unzipped:
1 . I always knew you were crazy, but now I can see your nuts.
What My Name " Spanky " MeansWhat Spanky Means
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard
Help Me Out??Hey beloved friends of mine...I am in a contest to try to win myself an Auto 11, any help you could spare would be great! If you could at least rate it for me I'd be greatful & if you have any free time please comment away...I will return ALL love, give drinks, gifts, etc...help you in a contest whatever just let me know what you need...thanks in advance everyone...much love...Miss Bitch AKA Amy
Promotions/swatHI 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!! HAVE YOU CONSIDERED BEEING A PART OF THE PROMOTIONS OR SWAT/IA TEAM???
IF YOU WANT TO BE IN THE PROMOTION OR SWAT TEAM PLEASE CONTACT*Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief Deputy of 2nd alarm hotties*@ fubar
Been A While...need To Ventok, I know it's been a while since I updated my blog but I am doing ok these days. After treatments were done I just chilled and relaxed. The kids were in school and I had the house to myself!! SO now I have anew puppy...cause I got lonely! Well my family wanted one but I had the final say so since I will be the one taking care of the thing. I finally gave in and we got a Chihuahua. She is now 8 weeks old and she is def mine!! She whines for me when she doesn't see me...she lays in bed with me under the covers...I can't go anywhere without her. (I'll post pics later)
Now I need to vent for a moment......why do so many people get the auto 11s...someone goes to rate your pics...and leave a comment...but the comments are not allowed!!!! I don't rate just for the hell of it! I like to look at pics and if I feel led to leave a comment I would hope the pic poster would allow me to say something about the pic. Besides I am taking my time to help you by rating your pics. I also d
Heaven Or HellSo everyone with religious beliefs strives to go to paradise, Heaven, and avoid damnation, or Hell. Heaven has all these promises of eternal happiness and bliss, or Hell with it's eternal suffering and pain. So with this expectation of greatness, what if Heaven isn't what it's cracked up to be? What if it turns out to be disappointing? If you expect the worst from Hell and it's not as bad as that then you're pleasantly surprised. My point is this, I would rather expect the worst with room for improvement than leave myself open for disappointment. Worst case scenario it's just as bad as i expected. Just my thoughts though. Let's party Satan.
Joey's Diamond AuctionWell hello :D
I Figuerd since the first auction i made Was good so why not make another auction?
Well i will be giving a Diamond Bling To Whoever Signs up!, and also will Run A Happy Hour To Invite The Whole Fubar Peeps To Come And Bid On You! and i will give a free auto 11 to who ever gets the hightest bid! For you and for the person who placed the highest bid! isnt that just great, ah am a giver and it makes me feel good :P hehe, and the rules are simple! and they are:
1) Once Your In, U Cannot Back Out!!
2) The Person who placed the bid, has to pay first, in order to get what they placed thier bids for.
3) IF Your a Woman Then Love Me!!! lool
So If u want in! just sent me a private message with the pic u want, and What u are offering!! auction starts tomorow!!!
Life [(is)/ (can Be)] A Grand Adventure.A grand adventure
Don't back away from life just because it gets difficult. Instead, jump into it more fully.
Don't slow down just because the road upward becomes steep. Speed up and get that extra momentum to carry you forward.
There's no good reason to let the challenges get you down. Choose instead to be energized and motivated by them.
Life is a grand adventure. You wouldn't want it to come too easily.
You have all sorts of wonderful skills and abilities. Relish the opportunities to put them to the test and to make them even stronger.
Live with passion and purpose and the resolve to handle whatever may come your way. Never stop discovering how much more you're able to do.
-- Ralph Marston
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All music is what awakes from you when you are reminded by the instruments.
--Walt Whitman
A small group of friends sat in a room around a record player. It was a heavy old thing, with parts that had to be operated by hand a
Beauty Of A RoseThe beauty of a rose
Can mean that I love you
The beauty of a rose can mean
That I care
The beauty of a rose can even mean
Just because
So take this rose
And keep as a reminder
That you are always in my heart
- Me
Jezebel Tempting And Kordelia Devonshire...vids Vids VidsSooo after spending two days with hot sexy fetish model Kordelia Devonshire I've got some good news to report.I will soon be opening my very own clips4sale store.Kordelia and I shot several hot fetish vids and I have quite a few sitting in my vault that have never been seen.I now feel like I have enough to finally open my store.
I'll be working with several local area models and will be speaking to many national models as well to work with.
I'll be sure to post up the link to the store once it's up and open.I'm hoping to open it just in time for the holidays.Be sure to tell your friends and have them come join us here and get all the latest updates on what's going on in my little world.
Happy Thanksgiving my darklings and heres to a wonderful Holiday Season for all.
Dark embraces,
Jezebel Tempting
The DickThe Dick
Once a weapon of mass destruction
Now relieved of his tension
Sacrificed for womankind
Well-used, worn, and beaten
Gone are the creamy spurts and manipulation
Finally free of the boss' fornication
Soft and harmless upon the curly knoll
Tired from her teeth raking your balls
Greedily swallowed by mouth and womb
The stone reads "Woody lies here because of you"
Light a cigarette, enjoy the solitude while it lasts
Wipe away the remains of your love on her ass
Never forget the days of her nails raking your back
The quiet is only temporary, until the next hungry gash
Bon
Before I Was A MomBefore I was a Mom
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom. I didn't know the feeling of having my hear
My #3My #3 friend/family is new to fubar. Just got his account today. If you could F/A/R him, that would be great.
A Little About "pegasus" And The "pegasus Project"A LOVING NOTE FROM DOVE… About “The Pegasus Project“Dove GoddessCoFounder of The Pegasus Project Pegasus was a mythical creature said to have been born from the blood that fell to earth during the slaying of Medusa. This magnificent creature spent it's life assisting in the battle against evil and wrong doings in the universe, and was honored for these loving acts through the gift of it‘s own constellation at the time of death… this gift stands as an eternal reminder of the true treasures of life.
(Visit The Pegasus Project)
Some say that everywhere that Pegasus stepped upon the earth, new life was born and the beauty of spring would be come fourth. There are many different versions of this mythical creature's life and image. Some depict Pegasus as a winged horse, others a winged unicorn... but all tell of Pegasus' life long assistance in the battle against wrong in the universe in order to bring fourth justice, beauty and/or love. No matter which version of the myth you wish to emb
Sex IqYou have a Sexual IQ of 159
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com
Poem Of The DayWhat Is It That I Love?
If asked why I love her I would say
It’s the sway in her hips,
the thickness in her thighs.
It’s the lust in her lips,
the love in her eyes.
It’s the softness of her skin,
the silk in her hair.
It’s the twist in her walk;
it’s the sweetness in her talk.
It’s the way she loves me
that makes me love her each day.
That is what I would say.
You Will LikeTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WIL
Another Contestso im tryin again for an auto 11bling...contest runs till december 4th..most rates and comments wins! some come spank me yall :D any help would be greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance to all who help me! luvins, Trixxy
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A Lil Something Darkfol Had Written About Me & I Luv It!!!OK YA'LL IMA LET YA'LL READ THIS MY FRIEND DARKFOL HAD WRITTEN ABOUT ME,4 ME. LOL AND I JUS LUV IT& THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT! IF YA LIKE THIS, YA'LL SHOULD CHECK OUT ALL HIS BLOGS. THEY RAWK!!! HE IS NUMBER ONE IN MY FAM, IF YA WANNA FIND HIM:p KK HERE IT IS, LET ME KNOW WHAT YA'LL THINK. *~HUGS & KISSES DIXIE~*
LONG NIGHT SITTING BY THE FIRE DRUNKEN LUST
DEADLY DESIRE FEEL THE HEAT BUT NOT FROM THE FLAME. EYES BLAZING WITH THE LIGHT OF HER FIRE
DROWNING IN THE CARNAL LUST BROUGHT OUT BYE THE GODDESS ACROSS FROM ME FALLING INTO HER TRAP TEMPTING THE FATES AS WE STARE AT EACH OTHER THROUGH THE FLAMES WONDERING WHATS ON HER MIND IS OUR THOUGHTS THE SAME AND FOR THIS LUST WHOS TO BLAME. LOST N THE EYES OF THE GODESS OF THE FLAME BRING THE PAIN FOR MY SOUL SHE SHALL DRAIN THROUGH THE FLAMES
Are We??are we really that desperate that we grab hold of the first thing that passes by and says hello or looks in our direction.
HappyProud Of Myself!!!
Current mood: accomplished
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Hey all! I know I have been out of the swing of things but that is because I back in Feb got myself mixed up in a lot of drugs and drinking. I did this for many months till i got really ill in August from not eating and keeping my health up where it needs to be. So I decided I could not do this no more, especially after waking up in a puddle of blood from falling on my face from doing drugs and drinking. So I a week later put myself in the hospital to get some help. I spent only a week there. They discharged me and sent me to some out patient therapy which has helped me a lot, but I wanted more knowledge of what I had gotten myself into, so I decided to make a call to an inpatient rehab. I finally was headed on on a road to recovery. I went to Florida to a place called A New Day, I was scared, nervous, I didn't want to be there, but I did give it a chance and I am so glad I did. I learned a lot while I was there. I s
Holly RockstarHey Hey Girls Tomorrow Is Hollys 1 Year Fu Anniversary, She shows All Of Us LOTZ Of Love ALL THE TIME!! So lets Show Her Lots Tomorrow !!! Thanx
What I Am Not - RevisedGoing into my 4 month
Addict name Carlton. I am going into my 4 month, a 107 days to be exact. I was looking at my life in dept and I noticed I came a long ways in short period of time. I feel like superman transforming from an active obsessed compulsive addict morph into a striving to be a dependable, sociable, willing and able, contributing member of many arenas that society of any kind will admire by my attraction instead of looking to hear my promotion.
O my, what a difference I made when I realized what being obsessed with being high was. I can now focus on my different disabilities and know they all resulted to mismanagement quickly escalating to unmanageable I allowed. I had all the warning signs flashing in my face. Anyone who notice or is told that all of sudden their in capabilities are due to the desire not be manageable, because of drugs better listen. In me, all things slowly started happening, but in reality, they was moving quickly. After awhile it, were no option
The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear plexiglass visors, not face-concealing ones.
2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through.
3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell of my dungeon.
4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies.
5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fire guarded by the Dragons of Eternity. It will be in my safe-deposit box. The same applies to the object which is my one weakness.
6. I will not gloat over my enemies' predicament before killing them.
7. When I've captured my adversary and he says, "Look, before you kill me, will you at least tell me what this is all about?" I'll say, "No." and shoot him. No, on second thought I'll shoot him then say "No."
8. After I kidnap the beautiful princess, we will be married immediately in a quiet civil ceremony, not a lavish sp
Creation Of A KittySeven wise men with knowledge so fine,
created a pussy to their design.
First was a butcher,
with smart wit,
using a knife,
he gave it a slit,
Second was a carpenter,
strong and bold,
with a hammer and chisel,
he gave it a hole,
Third was a tailor,
tall and thin,
by using red velvet,
he lined it within,
Fourth was a hunter,
short and stout,
with a piece of fox fur,
he lined it without,
Fifth was a fisherman,
nasty as hell,
threw in a fish and gave it a smell,
Sixth was a preacher,
whose name was McGee,
he touched it and blessed it,
and said it could pee,
Last was a sailor,
dirty little runt,
he sucked it and fucked it,
and called it a cunt.
Christmas With The TroopsTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE ,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE .
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT ,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS .
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS ,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT ,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WE
:(listen. i know youre reading this. whatever happened, im truly sorry. i didint mean to ruin everything. all i ever wanted was to make you happy and see your smiling face. if i could hold you in my arms for just a minute id be the happiest man on earth. im miserable without you. i miss you like crazy, and your not talking to me is making things worse. i dont know how to express what im losing... but i know its the best girl ive ever met. i love you. i miss you. i dont know what to do. im lost without you.
13Tuesday, November 25, 2008
childrens tears
there is no joy in this
the tragic rape of innocence
muddying the waters of the mind
with evil actions and words unkind
purposely twisting the perspective of young eyes
spawning rebellion and blasphemous cries
leading the sheep astray even as they themselves are shown to be blind
falling into the abyss,victimized by a disease within their own minds
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when its love
when its love,time ceases to matter,seconds and hours,days and weeks-all fade and blur into one whole block of joy
when its love,there are no wasted words or glances.every action is designed to elicit pleasure
everytime i stare into your eyes it radiates all my heart holds and mere words can never properly express
you dance in my playground of thought without a care in the world and forever will you remain
love come down and surround me,hear my cry in my times of
Gummieshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z09wUEpP08M
My Turn Off And Turn Ons__________________________________________________
Turn ons
__________________________________________________
_Physcial_
1. Guys with tattoos (hawt!)
2. Facial hair (nicely trimmed)
3. Strong hands
4. Dimples (when you smile not in your bottom-lmfao)
5. Piercings (Tongue, lip, eyebrow, nose)
6. Dreamy eyes (looks like he's always turned on)
7. Really rosy or milk chocolate skin.
8. Long hair (wavy or well kept)
9. Green, hazel, or eyes that change.
10. not skinny but a medium build
_Personality_
1. Caring, concerned, not selfish.
2. Funny (can make me laugh)
3. attentive
4. good listener.
5. understanding
6. not conceited
7. has manners (I hate ignorant ass ppl who burp, fart, and curse around elderly people)
8. a gentleman
9. rough around the edges (not really a yes man knows when to put his foot down)
10. real (straight forward)
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Turn
Happy Thanksgiving.!!!!Hi there all it has been a good while sence my last blog and now it's Thanksgiving wow how time flys huh.
I hope all of you will have a Happy Thanksgiving with all your friends and family hope everyone is doing ok so far, it has been a while sence I have been on here, I now have 4 ferrets 3 girls and 1 boy.
I will leave another blog soon I stay busy now with 2 jobs and gym time, take care everyone and
have a Happy Thanksgiving.. Jay
99Patience and perseverance have a magical affect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish. - John Quincy Adams
Need A Hand Please?Hey all lost in the dark here so i am here to ask if i can get some help for me and my baby hit 21 if you please it would be great and thank you all very much i will return all the love i get here are are profile links and how much we nned to lvl up
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A Gift Of The HeartLetting People Know You Love Them
It’s easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone’s life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words – I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way.
It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or worry th
The Day's ClosingEvenings
From the beginning of time, a richly colored twinge of dusk touching the eastern horizon, the lengthening of shadows, and the appearance of the evening’s first star have let us know that it was time to rest, relax, and retire from the pressures of the day. For human beings and other living things that tend to be most active in daylight, evenings can be less hectic and more relaxing, as we prepare for sleep and spend quality time with our loved ones. But evenings are about much more than dinner and the feel of a cool, soft pillow. Evenings are a wonderful time to catalog the events of the day without distraction, to revel in gentle solitude or silence, to end the day in serenity, and to commune with your inner self.
There are many ways to turn the evening into a nurturing and soul enriching experience. A simple stroll through the realms of dusk and darkness can show you two different worlds: one winding down and one just coming to life. In the evening, the sounds we human
2008 Wild Horse's B/d .. His BullyOk.. Let's make this simpleToday is my birthday so I included the stupid Video of the day!Wild Horse~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~
(repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~~Lounge Expert~' on '2008-11-25 07:15:13')
DistanceDistance
I stand here alone
Among you all
Physically close
But a huge gap
Spirits won’t connect
Realities harsh dose
I try to plant roots
To connect to the world
Feel the need for living
I only draw death
Souls drained
The pain it’s giving
I can’t make my way
Upon the nearby shore
Drowning in tears
As my blood dries
Depravity
Whispers in my ears
Is my fate fixed?
Can I escape destiny?
Struggle through
Now if only I was heard
Screaming for release
Dieing for something new
ShitSHIT"
Manure... An interesting fact
Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be
transported by ship and it was also before commercial
fertilizer's invention, so large shipments of manure were common.
It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than
when wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier,
but the process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is
methane gas . As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what
could (and did) happen.
Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below at
night with a lantern, BOOOOM!
Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just what
was happening.
After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term 'Ship
High In Transit ' on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high
enough off the lower decks so that an
Empty Seat/clouded ViewEmpty Seat/Clouded View
I invited you here
To sit beside me today
It seems you will not show
Maybe you got lost
Somewhere along the way
I doubt I will ever know
Maybe I’m the one that’s lost
Maybe my rhythm dry
Maybe my song silenced
I only know I’m lonely
Shattered dreams on which
I have had reliance
The path that lead me
I walked alone
Feeling all my defeat
When I look left or right
I only see one thing
Just an Empty Seat
Maybe you are standing
Across the water
Peering through the mist
I know our love
Simply has no form
No direction floating adrift
I wish I could hold you
Whisper in your ear
Tell you of my love so true
But circumstance buries
Any chances of this
Giving a Clouded View
Thanksgiving PrayerAs we gather today to celebrate this great feast with our friends and family.
We have set a place at this table for the High Gods.
Blessed one’s, come eat and drink with us.
We offer you the hospitality of our home.
How wonderful, How marvelous.
This food is a gift of the earth from which it grew.
This food is a gift from those who drew it forth and prepared it for us.
This food is the gift of the gods and goddesses.
We give in return, our thoughts and prayers, our words and deeds.
A gift for a gift, with thanks to the givers for this feast.
Blessed Be
Half Of MeHalf of Me
What you see now
What is left behind
Is an empty shell
As fate has been unkind
Just when I started
To have time by your side
The house was emptied
And my life lost it's stride
You Are the best part of Me
Now I have nothing left
Taken from me was my heart
Under the rug my feelings swept
Now when the world looks
A formless shadow it will see
A faded mirage in the distance
All that is here is Half of Me
I Missed The Rain AgainI Missed the Rain Again
Her words came through clear
It rained here again without you
But this was the kind of rain
In it there’s so much to do
Running around in slow motion
Feeling it soak into your heart
Stopping every few seconds
Come together then apart
Dance and twirl about
Clothes soaking wet but who cares?
It’s time for freedom
Let the rain wash away the despair
Frolic around in nature
Roll around in the grass together
Lightening illuminates your lips
The thunder shakes your feathers
Angelic in the rain you are
Child like passions roam
So pure and innocent in heart
Moving into an unknown
Two act as one here
As the storm rages
We were finally set free
Like animals from their cages
I missed the rain again
I pray I don’t ever miss another
To get a chance to dance with you
Under clouds dark cover
Open SilenceOpen Silence
Gasping for air
Lungs filled with despair
Screaming your name
Wearing my shame
Pitch black eyes
Murky cries
Nobody cares
About lies I wear
Gone from my sight
Sickly fright
The pit beckons
Time for check in
Fires scorch flesh
Like wheat to be threshed
Laughter at my expense
Nothing but open silence
Selling Husbands...lol...A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates:
You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building!
So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads:
Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs.
She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:
Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids.
'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.'
So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads:
Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking.
'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to kee
Marley ~the Old Hag That Tries To Split Up Couples~This woman (and I use that term loosely), Marley, came to Demonhunter666's page and
rated him a 3. He asked her why a 3, and she started goin all screwy attemtping to flirt I guess, and ask about me. THEN she went psycho on him when he told her she was in menopause.
Then she came to my page and just sat there. Came to my page a total of 4 times. I went to her page and rated her a 3 back, sicne she rated him a 3. THEN she decided to shout me, and start cussin me out, AFTER rating me a 1.
Below is her conversation with me, and below that is hers with Demonhunter666.
She is obviously out to ATTEMPT to break us up. So I am putting this up for those of you who are couples on here... She will TRY to cause problems for you...
(Read from the bottom up...)
MY Conversation with Marley
->MaRLeY: Yesh you are. Bye!
MaRLeY: oooohhhh im scared!!!! what a fuckin loser !
->MaRLeY: Yep, Ima put you on a bulletin so everyone can see what you are. hahahahah
YupPlease don't tell me not to cry.
Please don't say there was a reason why.
You don't know what I am feeling.
Or how much I hurt.
The wet spots are from the tears on my shirt.
You think I should go on with my life.
Forget about it and be strong.
But, deep down I am sad and I don't want to go along.
I don't expect you to understand why.
For no apparent reason I break down and cry.
My life has changed forever, you see
Thats the reason I'm not acting like the same ol me.
So, please dont act like nothing has happened
Because it changed my life forever.
I will never be the same again.
Not today, Tomorrow, but never.
The best thing you can do for me is just be there.
Just like always my friend.
My heart is broken
and will never mend.
Another Chapter Of The Life Of The Dark LordWhile sergio stands over his new queen.and watches his servant depart.he quickly takes the woman into his arms and gentley sets her down on a near by well cushioned sofa.as he stands there waiting for his servant he watches the day pass through the window enjoying for the first time the feel of the sun's warm rays on his skin.he quickly turns back to his new love and kneels beside her and whispers in her ear"don't worry my love all will be fine just rest for now.soon my servant will return and you will have fresh blood to feast on."he then rises and starts to depart the room to finish getting everything ready for the move,as he stands there looking around,he remembers everything he must do and quickly leaves.walking down the hall he stops his servant and tells him"also make sure to hire alot of people to help with this move and arange their passage on this trip as well for she will need plenty of blood on this trip,for i do not want her growing weak."the servant replies"yes master.her
Contradictions.You guessed at my intentions
then you ran away in fear.
You cowered there behind your wall
and said none may enter here.
You showed me glimpses of the truth
then denounced it as a lie.
You hid inside your heart of glass
and glared at passersby.
You gave me so much pleasure
then assaulted me with pain.
You told me there was sunshine
where there was only rain.
You showered me with kisses
and then pushed me far away.
You told me you would listen
but you don't hear a word I say.
You said you couldn't catch me
before I even thought to fall.
You gave me everything there was
but what I wanted most of all.
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EverythingHello Everyone!
My name is Teeah P. I'm going to be 20 on Dec.28,I'm pretty excited about it.
I live in Oregon,I live with my family who love very dearly.
I love to draw anime,I'm not afraid to say what's on my mind.And when I get bored I watch T.V. or get on the computer.
So if it sounds interesting to you from just reading this,you should become my friend and find out how I really am!
Heavens WaitingSometimes I feel just like a bat locked in a cage
It's hard to live beyond the walls
It ain't no life at all
But don't you tear it down
Chorus
Take your chances, I'll take mine
Chasing thunder is only wasted time
Got no reason to walk that line
Heaven's waiting if I can make it home tonight
And with the years I've found a faith that gets me by
It shows me the truth in a hurricane of lines
My baby's left a light for me
That's really all I need
They won't bring me down
(Repeat Chorus)
Aimlessly rushing leaves you with nothing
You need some loving to make you feel alive
In less than a moment, life can be stolen
I know where I'm going, gotta get me there tonight
I'm holding on to what I can
Like any other lucky man
Love won't strike me love won't sell me out
HeyMAGIC MERLIN LOOKING FOR YOU
Hiheres my yahoo messnger and msn ... cutesofia09@yahoo.com
cutesofia09@hotmail.com
GalapagosGalapagos from Darek Sepiolo on Vimeo.
7 minutes of underwater Galapagos shot September 2008 with Sony EX1 and custom made housing. It's just a short video inspired by Hans Zimmer's music.
Rate & Add Me If I Am Right!! Its Chalange 4 You!!12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone
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TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.
ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.
TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.
NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.
SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.
FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.
FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.
THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.
TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.
ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.
NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST.......
This Is What I'm Like When I Get On My Sleeping Pills.... Ha HaPunkStarChik81: PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:38:58 AM): takin my sleeping pill now...timing myself to see how long it takes me to see odd things ha ha
akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:40:06 AM): lol ok
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:40:28 AM): i love it...it gives me a bit of a high feeling...i dont always remember what I do or talk about..and I see weird stuff
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:40:38 AM): and it helps me sleep good of course
akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:41:15 AM): hahahaha
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:45:18 AM): hehe
PunkStarChik81: PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:51:49 AM): ;,s
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:51:51 AM): lmso
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:51:56 AM): lma;p
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:52:05 AM): lmao
akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:52:15 AM): wow..drugs are bad mm kay
akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:52:15 AM): lol
PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:53:03 AM): yeaji i workin now
akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:53:13 AM): i can teeelll
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My Insanitytoo many things, too many voices,
too much shit, too many choices.
where is the light, i can barely see...
and who will be the one at the end,
waiting for me?
i have one that i love, too many love me.
for reasons unknown, and it keeps haunting me.
i just want to cry, scream out in the night.
i wish for the silence, a quiet mind.
bit it never comes, the voices get worse,
and come early morning i just want to curse,
the light and my life that i cant recognize,
as the tears flow freely from my eyes.
who am i, what am i, do i even exist?
am i even alive, or just a mist, of
the remnent of love, when will it end?
please someone come save me, at least
just to lend,
an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry, a heart
to love me to never ask why...
save me from all these voices, chaos in my mind.
are u the one to save me???
we will see in time.....
I Want To Love Again......all my dreams
i can see
floating high above me.
all of them just out of reach.
i cant explain the way i feel.
so i pray to God
on my knees i kneel.
i need to learn but who
is here to teach???
to show me what i'm doing wrong.
to take away this weakness,
i want to be strong.
i want to feel love again.
to help me grasp onto what i need
to erase my fears and make them flee.
help me through this pain,
i want to feel love again...
I'm SorryIm sorry i'm a fuck up
and cant get nothing right.
im sorry that i cant sleep
thinking of u everynight.
im sorry you will never know
the love i truley feel for u.
im sorry this is the last time
that i'll say i love u.
im sorry for never making sense,
when the answers were so clear.
im sorry that i couldnt make
u smile through all ur tears.
im sorry that i couldnt make u see
that you really had my heart.
im sorry you didnt trust me,
not to tear urs all apart.
im sorry how i ramble on
and never stop to rest.
im sorry that you couldnt see
that i was giving u my best.
and mostly i am sorry for
the things i didnt do...
and knowing that i have to
spend my life alone, being in
love with you.......
Vote For Me On Tjeforum.comhey yall iam running for juggalette of the month of the tjeforum.com so g and vote for ninjette jingles666 and help me win iam trying to show that you dont have to dress slutty and show ur tits to be juggalette of the month so any help will do thank luv yall byeeeeeeeeeee
I Have A Secret....i have a secret, known only to me
of a love i am holding
in my heart so deep.
who? do u ask.. thats why it is
hidden.. noever to be touched,
it is forbidden.
coz this love that i have
will never be..
tho i love him so much
unfortunatley.
no one will ever know
no one will ever see
coz this secret is hidden
deep inside of me.....
The Shield Last Episode...--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
FX cop drama “The Shield,” created, written and produced by Rockford native Shawn Ryan, ended Tuesday after seven seasons.
Ryan told GO Columnist Georgette Braun last month that Rockford would be mentioned in the one-hour-45-minute finale, and he was true to his word.
(SPOILER ALERT — do not read on if you don’t want to know how the show or series ends.)
In one of the final scenes, Corrine Mackey — ex-wife of “Shield” main character Vic Mackey — and her children are relocated from L.A. through the Witness Protection Program to Rockford.
The town isn’t mentioned by name, but as the family is introduced to their new house, a federal agent tells them about the “quiet” town where the “schools are getting better, there’s an ice rink a couple of miles away” and a “museum here with an actual dinosaur. The largest and finest juvenile T. rex in the world is right here at the fabulous Burpee Museum. He
Good Morning To MeSo I live in a duplex, and the neighbors are always partying and raising hell at all hours. I have repeatedly asked them to quiet down, people do work and my kids need sleep for school. Well Monday night was the last draw..it was 12:30 in the morning when I heard screaming and fighting..so I called the cops. I am best friends with the sister we had made plans to hang yesterday morning..well i arrived at her house at about 8AM and the brother( who is on parole) and the girlfriend were there...that is when hell broke loose. The girlfriend started yelling at me telling me I should not have called the cops, and I told her I would not have had to call if they were still not going at it and raising all kinds of hell. I mean how many times does someone have to ask before the others take you seriously?
That is when she got in my face nose to nose, trying to pick a fight. Well I had my 3 yr old with me so I was not about to fight her...I told her to back off but she was not backing off so i
Things I HateOk, lately i've been sitting around and can't help but think of all the things I hate either on fubar
or outside this addicting thing.
Guys with tongue rings, ok well not the tongue ring in general. But when they stick their tongue out in pictures in an attempt to "lure ladies" with their mouthing skills dude I fucking hate that. its unattractive.
I hate that fat girls try and mask themselves, by making up this stupid BBW shit, trying to justify that they are unhealthy. news flash fatties, guys don't like blubber, ok some do But they ain't cute so i guess you get what you get. being OVERWEIGHT is NOT I Repeat NOT ATTRACTIVE
I think ugly girls should not be allowed to post NSFW pictures. Hey ugly girls! just because a hottie says "lookin good" he's just being nice. he then saves your picture and shows his buddies so they can laugh at you..shit I do that.
I hate those cocky people who think that they are better than everyone else "so i'm buying 6 HH's, blah blah blah" Hey
Doing The Right ThingWell somethings haven't changed. I feel like I'm put in the middle and being asked to choose between my oldest and my relationship. Why can't it be just simple. I love both and they love me. The tension at home is very strong. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop
Re: Cost Of Bailout Hits $8.5 TrillionRE: Cost Of Bailout Hits $8.5 Trillion
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 26 Nov 2008, 14:14
Cost Of Bailout Hits $8.5 Trillion The total cost of funds committed to the bailout in its various guises has now hit $8.5 trillion dollars, up from $7.7 trillion in just two days after the federal government committed an additional $800 billion to two new loan programs on Tuesday. http://www. prisonplanet. com/cost-of-bailout-hits-85-trillion. html
Re: Russian "infowar" Analyst Says U.s. Will Break ApartRE: Russian "Infowar" Analyst Says U.S. Will Break Apart
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 25 Nov 2008, 18:02
Russian "Infowar" Analyst Says U.S. Will Break Apart A renowned Russian political analyst has repeated a prediction he made ten years ago that the economic and political turmoil in the U.S. will lead the country to collapse and divide into separate parts. http://www. infowars. net/articles/november2008/251108Panarin. htm
Re: Iceland Riots Precursor To U.s. Civil Unrest?RE: Iceland Riots Precursor To U.S. Civil Unrest?
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 25 Nov 2008, 17:12
Iceland Riots Precursor To U.S. Civil Unrest? Riots and protests in Reykjavik calling for the government of Iceland to resign have increased following a financial catastrophe that has wiped out half of the krona’s value and put one third of the population at risk of losing their homes and life savings. Could similar scenes of civil unrest be repeated in the United States as the economy continues to implode? http://www. prisonplanet. com/iceland-riots-precursor-to-us-civil-unrest. html
Re: Cynthia Mckinney Prevented From Leaving U.sRE: Cynthia McKinney Prevented From Leaving U.S.
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 25 Nov 2008, 14:18
Cynthia McKinney Prevented From Leaving U.S. Former Congresswoman and presidential candidate Cynthia McKinney has been prevented from leaving the country after she planned to give a speech in Damascus Syria at a Conference being held to commemorate the 60th Anniversary of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights. http://www. prisonplanet. com/cynthia-mckinney-prevented-from-leaving-us. html
Re: Obama's Economic Foxes To Guard Financial HenhouseRE: Obama's Economic Foxes To Guard Financial Henhouse
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 24 Nov 2008, 19:07
Obama's Economic Foxes To Guard Financial Henhouse Today President elect Obama officially introduces his economic team to the world. What many may fail to recognize, however, is the fact that those tasked with rescuing the economy are the very people who helped create the financial crisis in the first instance. http://www. infowars. net/articles/november2008/241108Foxes. htm
Re: German Intelligence Agents Caught Staging False Flag TerrorRE: German Intelligence Agents Caught Staging False Flag Terror
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 24 Nov 2008, 12:37
German Intelligence Agents Caught Staging False Flag Terror German intelligence agents have been caught staging a false flag terror attack against an EU building in Kosovo, apparently in an attempt to create a pretext for EU police to be deployed in Kosovo after government leaders rejected the UN-mandated proposal. http://www. prisonplanet. com/german-intelligence-agents-caught-staging-false-flag-terror. html
Re: Zinn: 9/11 Truth Is For "fanatics"RE: Zinn: 9/11 Truth Is For "Fanatics"
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 21 Nov 2008, 20:07
Zinn: 9/11 Truth Is For "Fanatics", Has "No Practical Political Significance" Just days after left-wing anti-war icon Howard Zinn told an audience that he didn’t care if 9/11 was an inside job, he has repeated the sentiment, stating that questions regarding the attacks have "no practical political significance" and that 9/11 truth activists are "fanatics" who are wasting their time. http://www. infowars. net/articles/november2008/211108Zinn. htm
ThankfulI didn't think a mum was appropriate for this so I put my thoughts here.
It has been thirteen years since I had open heart surgery. The surgery took place on the day before thanksgiving (today) and on Thanksgiving day I was still on a vetalator waking up. I have to give thanks to the doctors, nurses and all the people that took care of me while I was in the hospital back then and for all thoes who have helped my since that day with the six strokes,two heart attacks and the brain surgery I had in July. It has been a long road traveled and don't expect to end my journey for a long time to come. I hope you all have a Very Happy Thanksgiving. John
A KissI love his kisses
ripping out my soul
Hands groping my body
throwing me around.
Thinking of him constantly...
desperatly cautious.
I could easily lose myself in his eyes...
no matter how hard I try.
Holiday Thank Yous For Troops!I AM SENDING OUT A BUNCH OF HOLIDAY THANK YOU CARDS TO DIFFERENT TROOPS THIS YEAR. IF YOU KNOW ANYONE THAT NEEDS ON OR IS GOING TO BE AWAY FOR THE HOLIDAYS LET ME KNOW NAMES AND ADDRESSES SO THAT I CAN SEND ONE TO THEM.
THANKS
222.5Haven't made it to the gym for a bit because i have been sick but I decided to weigh in just for giggles and still loosing weight. Can't complain!
....Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.
~ Aristotle
Sick Of It!It really has become very pathetic that in a place where we can be our selves that so many hide behind false mask's. The whole of the internet has become corrupt. It was supposed to be a place where people can come, escape reality and BE THEM SELVES. Yet how many people fain at friendship, only to sit there and talk smack behind your back. I guess I shouldn't be surprised. The art of flaming has evolved. People need to wake up, this place, the whole of it not just fubar, has become a breeding ground for hatred and bigotry. I'm of a much older skool of net head's, back when it was pure, before the day's of flaming other user's. We are a community with out border's. I am who I am, I say stupid shit, I do stupid thing's. By no means am I perfect, nor do I wanna be perfect. I am happy being imperfect cause it is my flaws that make me who I am. All these whiny ass attention whores and false faced retarded monkey's need to wake up. This is not what the internet was designed to be. From here
MaybeMaybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,
often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even
see the new one which has been opened for us.
Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Maybe . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten
past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let
go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.
Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life
I Have Not Been Abducted...but Might Need A Probing ;-pyeah, i know...i havent been here very much the last few weeks...here's the rundown of whats goin on...
My little girls mommy is getting deployed to Iraq, but she wants Audrey to stay with her parents in New Mexico while she is gone. I dont agree at all with her decision, but since i have no legal rights (she isnt mine biologically...biology sucks) i dont have much of a say...SO, because i dont want to sit around for 6 months out here in the snow and ball shrinking cold, i decided to keep myself occupied by picking up a 2nd job...I figured at my age, the best thing to do would be a WalMart greeter, but Audrey liked the idea more of her daddy working at Target. So that's where i am nights and weekends....
The weather is starting to turn really cold here, and that means that it is getting busy at my day job at AAA again. I dont know what it is about people, but its usually a good idea to check your antifreeze BEFORE your car starts getting coated in ice...and stop driving through s
Thank You All.I wanted to thank everyone for all the rates and comments you gave me while the Auto 11's were on. I especially want to thank this wonderful lady for giving it to me ..~*♥ ÐRËÃΜΖ♥*~@ fubar, Thank you so much. I also want to wish everyone a wonderful and blessed Thanksgiving. . Thank you all again. Tom
Judge For YourselfHow to Poop at Work
We've all been there but don't like to admit it. We've all kicked back
in our cubicles and suddenly felt something brewing down below. As much
as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable.
For those who hate pooping at work, following is the Survival Gu ide for
taking a dump at work.
*CROP DUSTING* When farting, you walk really fast around the office so
the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff, but
doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not
stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to
make sure the smell has left your pants.
*FLY BY* The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and
check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and
come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may
become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom.
*ESCAPEE* A fart that slips out while taking
New Way To Buy CondomsI was at the bar where I work at the other day, not behind the counter for a change. This time I was the one making demanding drink orders (not really that demanding) and I got a little silly... I decided to bar hop in town (very small town) in nothing but panties and a tee shirt that says "Santa... I can explain". So, I went to the three bars in town, bought condoms in each men's restroom vending machine, and returned to my seat at my bar. Sooner than later, I was dared to go next door to the deli and boy a box of condoms. The deli was PACKED, no one thought I would actually follow through, but guess what!!!! I DID!... no tits! ALL BALLS!... so thing is... now my Best friend is pissed at me because people are talking trash about me around town, I think they are all just jealous, but my friend thinks I ruined my reputation. I don't really care.. should I?
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Alone In SuicideWho cares, who weeps? All is lost and the sickle reaps. Blank eyes look deep; love and hope crumble to my feet. I don't care if I've made my mark on this angry world that's left me in the dark! Just cut a message on my stone, "I want to be alone" Feel the knots twisting inside
as I look to the bullets to be my guide. In a razor's edge should I confide to open my veins and bleed them dry? The endless pressure, how can I cope? I try to release but the valves are broke. A psychotic grasp upon my throat I wanna hang the rope! Death I feel is my friend
as it calls from the black unknown. Voices hounding at my mind echo to the bone... Alone in Suicide
I used to honor my day of birth. Cherish life and place it first but now I view it as a curse. Dig my grave and rent the hearse! Every night I take a walk that leads me trapped in an empty box. A liar's face and the voice that mocks, I want to stop the clock!
Happy Thanks Givinghappy thanksgiving everyone its not gona be to good for me idont relly have much family yea im goin to my bros for dinner icame home from work bandit my black and white pitbull ihave alot of his pics in my pics is very sick hes gona be 13 in june hes not gona make it he can hardly move ihad to pick him up to take him out not to easy hes 100pounds ijust hope he dies in his sleep ive had him since he was 4weeks old alot people have told me how pretty he is hes been agreat dog not amean bone in his body ijust felt like writing and tellin everyone
Little Johnny Goes FishingLittle Johnny and Grandpa go fishing...
Grandpa asks little J to pass him some coffee,
little johnny asks, " can I have some?"
"Well little J," Grandpa asks "can you take out your dick, put it in your ass, and fuck yourself?"
"No Grandpa, I can't, replies little J."
"Then no coffee!"
Later that day, Grandpa asks little johnny to pass him a beer, "can I have some Grandpa?" johnny asks as he gets the beer.
"Can you take out your dick, put it in your ass and fuck yourself?" Grandpa asks again.
"No Grandpa, I already told you I can't"
"Then no Beer, Johnny."
Later that night, after they are headed home from fishing grandpa asks little Johnny, "are you gonna share the fish that you caught today, Johnny?"
"Well Grandpa, can you take your dick out, stick it in your ass and fuck yourself?"
"Why yes, little Johnny I can!"
"Then why don't you go fuck yourself Grandpa?"
FAMILY LOVE!!!!!!!!!
Sex CouncilingA couple is having problems with their sex life so they decide that they are going to get some medical advice. They go to a doctor one day and tell him their concerns. The doc takes each one of them onto a separate room and gives them each an examination. He then takes them both into a room together and sits them down for a talk. "I can help you, " says the doc. "all you need to do is go to the store and buy some grapes and some doughnuts. When you get home with the groceries, get naked, sit on opposite sides of the room and play a little game. Miss, you try and loop the donuts onto your man's erection, and sir, you try and shoot hoops, (so to speak) with her v." the couple goes home and tries it and has the best sex they have ever imagined.
A couple weeks later the girl is telling one of her friends about the doctor visit and her newly found sex life. The friend decides to take her man to the doctor with her to see if their sex life can be improved as well.. so same thing... doc tak
StaindAs many have noticed I've added a lot to my stash the last couple of days, all have some meaning to me. The Staind videos mean the most, Aaron Lewis' music tells you of the pain and hurt in my soul and the video of "believe" speaks to me about some one I truly love and respect, he has taught me recently that I am a beautiful, intellingent, strong woman and no one can take that away from me. However, this person has made me fall in love with him so that song has special meaning to me for that also.
How Many?How many country singers does it take to screw in a light bulb???
3, one to screw it in and 2 to sing about how much they miss the old one.
Brainwashed!How do you brainwash a blond?
Turn her upside down and give her a douche.
Not Again!Nice to know that people are back lying about us again. First we were lyers, but NO ONE could tell us what the hell we lyed about. NOW all of a sudden we are stealers!!! First off, I have NEVER taken anything from anyone WITHOUT asking first!!! I was raised better than that. I may JOKE, on that subject, but I would not accually do it. I mean come on people. Where the hell are you getting this crap? Why would I steal something from a kid, i was WORKING as a babysitter MAKING money, what reason would I have to steal from some kid!!!!!!!!!! It makes no since what-so-ever. I was making $50 a week babysitting for Jess and Billy...... so why would I steal from some kid? I mean think about it, with the 50$ I was getting thats a game for my brothers Xbox360, or a few wal-mart 2 for 10$ movies...... or even something eles that I may want to spend money on, like wrestling gear..... I don't know who is now telling others that I stold something or in fact anything!!! But I am saying this right FZ*
Grown Up SurveyAdult survey
Body: For those of us older than High School age!
Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids?!'Have you ever kissed someone?''Missed someone?''Told someone you loved them?''Drank alcohol?'...
49.. questions for the people who are a little older
1. What bill do you hate paying the most?..
Rent because it takes the most of the money..lol
2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
Ya know, I don't think I've ever had a Romantic Dinner, how sad.
3. What do you really want to be doing right now?
Sleeping, but it's too early
4. How many colleges did you attend?
One
5. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now?
Because I had to work..lol
6. What are your thoughts on gas prices?.
Amazed I am paying half the price I did 2 mos ago.
7. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?.
I woke up an hour before the alarm..lol
8.Last thought before going to sleep last night?..
Umm yeah OK
9. Do you m
Souls MergedAlone on this path, I wonder
Searching for meaning
I roam alone seeking.
Mist all around
No light shines through
Darkness envelopes
My heart echos
No answer.
Smoke and fire abound
I seek what's behind
The curtain of flames
A figure stands alone
Holding out an offer
Gazing upon his hands
I see a key
This key he says leads to the way
The way of happiness and fulfillment
All that is required
Is the willingness to serve
An Era of service
To be found at the end
Lead souls to this place
Take their hands and hopes
Shattered dreams
Lead lost souls to me
Gypsies all
With this choice I make
Spend an age alone
Spend an eternity dreading
Actions rendered
I accept on one condition
That after this Era
I be allowed to choose
Who I shall spend eternity with
Agreement reached
Service complete
Eternity now to spend with one
The one who holds the key
The key to my heart
Once was lost in desolution
Now there is light
Where once there was none
Searching the soul
L
U.s Service Men And WomenThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perhaps a
Yes,no,or Maybe..Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back be honest!!
Kiss me:
Hug me:
Date me:
Get tipsy with me:
Kill me:
Love me:
Hate me:
Hold me:
Lie to me:
Hurt me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Touch me:
Lick me:
Fuck Me:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Make a move on me:
Play with me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift:
Caress me:
Let me borrow your car:
Let me see you naked:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Take a shower with me:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Go to sleep with me:
Do me:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Look if i was naked:
Take advantage of me:
Let me take advantage of u:
Hangout with me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Give me a lap dance:
Tell me you love me:
Let me call you:
Get drunk with me:
What would you do if you woke up next to me ?
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Want Me To Make OneI have been spending a lot time in photoshop making some stuff for the wife and I. I want to expand and be creative for my friends and family. Here is some examples of some of the things I have been making. If you like a style or have an idea let me know. All I ask for in return is to make an offer on some Fu bucks for the time spent making it. I can also make name tags and morphs but my specialty is graphic design.Here is some of the examples of some of my work.
Made For SDMF ASHLEY
My New tag
Made this for my step daughter
Made for DJ chaotic Evil
Made this one just for fun
Made this for my wife
Another I made for the wife
This is my main
was bored
Some of the tags I made
Shadow leveler tag
Made for my wife
Auto 11's tag I made for myself
Hey Boysim so sorry i have not got to return the favor to all of you. i can only get on now when im at work or at my friends house. but i have not forgot about everyone. so be patience and ill make it up to all of you. ok take care
Something ElseTitle: Something Else
By: detox
Numb
I can't feel a thing
Wondering
Will this ever change?
Can I make it through
Am I lost in thought?
Or is this a memory I've already forgot?
Is this pain all in my mind
Or am I a failure by design
A broken soul inside and out
Just something else to write about
Something else to settle the score
There has to be something more
Something more than what I became
Someone else to place the blame
Something other than hurt and pain
Something else I can't explain
In My Suffering..Not being able to hear your voice and know you're okay,
Sends tears down my cheeks on this day.
This pain won't be washed away until you return,
Without you here I promise you, things aren't normal.
No, I'm not even close to be okay, I'm falling apart.
It's almost as though I'm dying, desperate for your love
To keep my heart whole, but it lacks your presence...
Leaving me empty, cold, and alone with nobody to hold.
Thoughts of sadness and fear swirl around my head,
As I try to sleep but knowing you're not here awakens me.
All that I can think of is you and how we love each other,
And how I'd give anything to speak to you for a moment.
I just want to be able to talk to you and say I love you.
My stomach is in knots, I'm so sick, I can barely breathe.
Nothing seems to distract me from these thoughts,
It's like they are permanently stuck with me, impossible to remove.
Will they keep haunting me or will they disappear today?
The only thing I know for sure right now...
Is
This Touched MeThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perhaps a
Just A Quote That I Found.. && I Liked It.."I won't hurt you,
I won't be like them,
I'm not that kind of guy,
I'll be better than them."
--Translation--
"I will tear you to pieces,
Worse than they did,
I'm just like the others,
Only I'll play you better than them."
&& Why does this seem to be so [true] most of the time???
A Lost Child.My sweet mother so high in the darkness. Shine your plae love light down on your lost son. Everyday I feel closer to death, preying for it.
Ive forgotten what its like to run with the pack and feel the forrest in my veins. The afterlife beckons....
I have nothing left to keep me here, so I walked on padded feet slowly to my own death. She is beautiful in her black garbs as she opens her embrace to me.
I meet her lips for an instant and I am no more. Another lost child of of the past finding my home where all things long since lost have found thier rest.
More From The Uno Files.18 THINGS YOU CAN ONLY SAY AT THANKSGIVING!!!
1. Talk about a huge breast!
2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist.
3. It's Cool Whip time!
4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!
5. That's one terrific spread!
6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat.
7. Are you ready for seconds yet?
8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it?
9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some!
10. Don't play with your meat.
11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in.
12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?
13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once!
14. You still have a little bit on your chin.
15. How long will it take after you stick it in?
16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up.
17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that!
18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen!
Happy Thanksgiving!
30 Most Satisfying Simple Pleasures30 most satisfying simple pleasures
1. Sleeping In on a Rainy Day
2. Finding Money You Didn't Know You Had
3. Making Brief Eye Contact with Someone of the Opposite Sex
4. Skinny Dipping
5. Making the Yellow Light
6. Telling a Funny or Interesting, True Story
7. Seeing a Friend Stumble Over Himself
8. Hearing the Right Song at the Right Moment
9. The First Sip of a Beverage When You're Thirsty
10. Catching a Glimpse of Bare Skin on the Opposite Sex
11. Saying the Same Thing Simultaneously
12. The Pull-Through Parking Spot
13. Realizing You Have More Time to Sleep
14. People Watching
15. Putting On Clothes Straight from the Dryer
16. A Familiar Smell
17. The Feeling You Get When Your Idea Works
18. Fresh, Clean Bed Sheets
19. A Beautiful View
20. Reminiscing About Old Times with Your Closest Friends
21. Receiving an Unexpected Compliment
22. Having a Good Laugh
23. The Feeling After a Healthy Workout
24. Receiving
Fallen AngelI've loved this image for a long time. It has always spoke volumes to me. For years I've always seen the fallen angel in the foreground and related to it.
You see, I've always felt that the fallen angel was one that could fly until the day he fell. The wings were broken and flight was then impossible. So he did the unthinkable and replaced them. He mutilated his very body in an attempt to get the freedom of flight back. He went from something beautiful to the miserable, broken, and flight-less thing you see in the picture. Then she came along...
I relate to that more than anyone can know. Except for one person I mean. You are my angel of grace and mercy, my dear...my katzchen...my beloved.
Dont EverDont ever go to my friends page again.It is disrespectful to me and to him.I have submitted to him and I have made no fucking secret about it.It happens again your off my list and blocked.I don't check up on you I deserve the same back
Stay off of Guido's page
Pregnant Turkey StoryPREGNANT TURKEY STORY
One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my
Sister's' house for the traditional feast. Knowing
How gullible my sister is, my mom decided to
Play a trick. She told my sister that she needed
Something from the store.
When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of
The oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen,
And inserted it into the turkey, and re-stuffed the
Turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven.
When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the
Turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the
Stuffing.
When her serving spoon hit something,
She reached in and pulled out the little bird.
With a look of total shock on her face, my mother
Exclaimed, 'Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant
Bird!'At the reality of this horrifying news,
My sister started to cry.
It took the family two hours to convince her that
Turkeys lay eggs!
Yep.................
SHE'S BLONDE!
1st BullyLets Get It On - Marvin Gaye
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! LETS GIVE PARADISE GIRL SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!!
CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!!
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2nd Bully!The Crowing - Coheed and Cambria
LUV UP THE BEAUTIFUL PARADISE GIRL!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!!
CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!!
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BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE
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(repost of original by '▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼' on '2008-11-27 00:55:31
DramaTO all my friends:
no, I havent been neglecting you by not calling on the phone at work (you all know my number anyways)
I have been feeling physically shitty lately, and mostly spending my time on my favorite sites, and working on my hobbies.
do not think I have forgotten you, those who know what I'm talking about. ARHH!!
Even ThoughEven though the road be tough
It isn't rough enough
To bring me down for long
From singing my own song
Even though I fall from grace
The smile may leave my face
But rise again I will
To be better still
Even though they take me down
They'll look like clowns
When I stand and rise above
With the aid of love
Even though they feel their fear
Whenever they are near
They cannot break me soul
Or prevent me reaching my goal
Even though I make mistakes
And cried tears in lakes
I stand tall and proud
To walk through another cloud
Even though they think they are right
In the darkness of the night
And the sweetness of my dreams
My heart is at peace it seems
To All On FubarI hope u and your family have A Happy Holiday season,God Bless
This ThanksgivingMay your stuffing be tasty, May your turkey plump, May your potatoes and gravy Have nary a lump. May your yams be delicious And your pies take the prize, And may your Thanksgiving dinner Stay off your thighs!
Be ThankfulEarly this morning. a 19 year old local girl passed away, from a cancer she had been fighting since February. So every year from now on her Family has to deal with Thanksgiving as the day their daughter died. So please everybody enjoy what you have and be thankful for it! Things are just things, it's the people who mean the most to you that matter. Rest In Peace Danni!! God Bless your family on this Thanksgiving day! *hugz everybody!! Happy Thanksgiving!!!
http://dannifrain.blogspot.com/
that's blog page her mother kept up to date if you're interested in checking it out.
YummyHappy Eat Until You Puke Day. I'm cooking dinner so I won't be on much & Cowboys play at 3 so....eat my pie!!!
♥
I Love YouA GOOD MORNING KISS AND HUG JUST FOR YOU
I LOVE YOU MY SWEET MORE THEN YOU KNOW
I HOLD YOU SO TIGHT IN MY ARMS AND MY HEART
SO NOTHING WILL HURT YOU OR SCARE YOU MY LOVE
I KISS YOU LOVING AND GENTLE AT NIGHT
AND WAKE YOU WITH ANOTHER AT MORNINGS
FIRST LIGHT
YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT SHINES
IN MY LIFE SO BRIGHT
YOU ARE THE VERY REASON
I WAKE TO GO THROUGH THE DAY
I LOVE YOU MORE NOW THEN I DID BEFORE
AND EVERY MOMENT MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS
I LOVE YOU ROSE WITH ALL OF MY HEART SOUL AND BEING
AND THIS IS FOR YOU FROM MY HEART WITH ALL MY LOVE
YOUR HARLEY
Sharing Thanksgiving MemoriesThanksgiving Memories...
What are you most fond of?
For me, it wasn't the "Family" gatherings, because we didn't have those. Being a Filipino family not raised in any single tradition, we didn't have the normal holiday celebrations..lol OK, maybe it was just "my" dysfunctional family..
My BEST Holidays came after I moved out and was on my own. In my early to mid 20's my Best Friend and I would make a ham and a turkey and all the trimmings and host buffet type gatherings at Thanksgiving and Christmas for all our Military friends who couldn't make it home for the holidays. It was good times with good food and good friends.
Today, I am spending it alone without friends or family since they have other plans and I am working.
So take a moment if you have the time to share your fondest memory to date, thanks for for reading!
Doesn't Maxine give the best damn advice..lol
Best wishes...
Parts One - TwelveWandered here to mesmerize
stayed here to scrutinize
layed here to buglarize
our souls from our own eyes
like a damn cheapshot
waiting for daylight
when we'll raise arms and fight
until a thousand midnights
go by my train of thought
Fears have been stirred
as our dream are brutally massacred
now our lives, blurred
as our speech is slurred
because our eyes are bloodshot
feeling like a hired gun
and I'm trying to outrun
the blast from a shotgun
on top of my train of thought
Entering this sleep, hypnotic
the world around me, chaotic
why is life considered exotic
when everyone here is psychotic?
thinking as an afterthought
the only thing left is doubt
are we all supposed to fade-out?
because someone sold out?
are our minds that distraught?
As my emotions swung
to my slain dreams, I clung
the pain stung
and screams unsung
can't be heard from a blindspot
realizing, shock
seeing your own cellblock
like a movie from Hitchcock
floating through my train o
This Poor Dog....I've been broken through an through, torn apart only to be stuck with the pieces of my broken mind an heart...
I wish things could have been different but i kept setting myself up for pain. Like an unending cycle i kept going for more over the years months would pass i still search for what i crave what i desire...
I hope one day i'll find it but till then i'm content with what i have.
I have so much more i need to change about myself so much learning so much healing i need to push myself towards my thoughts my mind my emotions all jumbled into what seems to be a fucked up working mind i can't keep thoughts steady instead i go from one thing to another everythings just so rampant...Makes my recovery a lot harder then need be.
It has been brought to my attention all my flaws i've noticed all that is wrong with me an i'm trying to fix them now so i can atleast learn to live with myself the things i've done in my life i'm not proud of...
They say every man has his secrets.
Shameless...I recently saw a guy's profile which stated, "Do not ask me for bling, VIPs, etc." and I was somewhat taken aback at the thought that not only do women ask but apparently they ask often enough that the question has to be cut off at the pass.
I just don't get the kind of chicks who would hit up what amount to total strangers for money and gifts. Maybe it's because I've never been "the pretty girl" by society's standards so have never really been able to take advantage of that. Or maybe it's just that I'm not a selfish whore who believes the world owes her something for just being on the planet. I dunno... one of the two. ;c)
Happy Thanksgiving all!
Well, or happy Thursday if you're not in the states.
"capeesh""CAPEESH" Capeeshe Italiano........
I'm sending this out to every person I know who is Italian, could
be
Italian, married an Italian, lived with Italians or wants to be
Italian......!!!!!
Let's start at the beginning.
Come stai? Molto bene. Bon giorno. Ciao. Arrivederci. Every Italian
from Italy knows these words and every Italian-American should.
But what about the goomba speech pattern? Those words and phrases
that are a little Italian, a little American, and a little slang .
Words
every Paesano and Bacciagaloop we have heard, - words we hear
throughout
our
Little Italy neighborhood of New York
This form of language, the "Goomba-Italiano " has been used for&nb sp;generations. It's not gangster slang terms like "whack" or
"vig", if
that's
what you are thinking---nope, this is real Guido talk!
The goomba says ciao when he arrives or leaves. He says Mama Mia
anytime emotion is needed in any given situati
Unconditional LoveThe best love to receive,Is unconditional love.Hold it close to your heart,Because you can never get enough.When you have been loved unconditionally,No matter your faults or mistakes,There's nothing better you could have,This kind of love is absolutely great.It's a love with no end,It's a love that will always last.It just gets better everyday,No matter what hide's in your past.This unconditional love,It's better to give than receive,So I will love you unconditionally,If unconditionally you'll love me.
Well I Guess I Have A Strange Mind!If you can read this, you have a strange mind too
Can you raed tihs? Olny 75 plepoe can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The ph aonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
Hellcat This Is It Woman Right HereBeyonceMe, Myself And I
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Beyonce Knowles Me, Myself & I Lyrics:
All the ladies if you feel
me, help me sing it out...
I can't believe I believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive of me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong
I can't believe I fell for your schemes
I'm smarter than that
So young and naive to
believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now I moved on
Cuz I realized I got
Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cr
This Is Not Finished* Don't Read Yet*As I sit here,I'm so cold!
Getting older,and just a lost soul!
As I walk around here,I'm so cold!
I wonder this earth,the same dirt i walk on
will walk on me some day....
Thoughts And Sayingsa conscience is what hurts when all other parts feel so good.
do you ever notice that when you're driving anyone going slower then you is an idiot and everyone going faster then you is a maniac?
redneck work of the day: Cedar : i knowed she ain't got no panties on cause i cedar cooter when she bent over!
i bought a race horse and named it "myface" ! not that good of a name but imagine everyone yelling cum'on my face cum'on my face.
is it in? (ya) does it hurt? (uh huh) k i'll put it in slowly, still hurts? (ow it really hurts) k lets try another shoe then! pass this on you perv.
Why People Have To Feel The Need To Report A PicSome clown comes into my photos today after this pic has been in my folder for almost a month now and the bouncers never marked it as NSFW but some wanker decides "oh lets have a report day on pics" and what do ya know BINGO the bouncers are up me ass and therefore send me the lovely message
One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of fubar. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning.
Click here for reported image.
WTF is up with some ppl are ya jealous of the person or the persons pic at the time ya viewed and reported? get a go
Sinful ClimaxSEXUALL TO THE TOUCH
HER CURVES AND LINES FLOW ENDLESS
AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALONG HER BODY
MOVING SO SWEET VOID OF SOUND
TOUCHING HER BREAST SOFTLY
SHE SIGHS SLIGHTLY WANTING MORE
AS I MOVE CLOSER SHE SIGHS AGAIN
YERNING TO BE TOUCHED ONCE MORE
FELING HER SWEET SOFT SKIN
TAKING HER HAND LEADING HER INTO THE DARKNESS
LAYING HER DOWN AND LAYING DOWN BESIDE HER
HAVING MY WAY WITH HER
IN CONTROLL I RAVAGE HER BODY
BRINGING HER TO A SINFULL CLIMAX
LISTENING AS SHE SCREAMS OUT IN EXTASY
TIED TO THE FOUR CORNERS
REACHING FOR HER THROAT I SQUEEZE
MOUNTING HER AGAIN FOUR ONE LAST RIDE
AS SHE GASP FOR BREATH I CUM
MY REWARD IS IN HER DEATH
HER BODY NOT YET COLD
GAZING INTO HER SOUL I RELEASE
BEAUTIFUL TILL THE E.N.D.
3 Libras3 Libras - A Perfect Circle
Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same
Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through,
See you naked but oblivious
And you don't see me
But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see, see through it all
See through, see you
'Cause I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy
Oh well, oh well
Apparently nothing,
Apparently nothing at all
You don't, you don't
You don't see me
You don't, you don't
You don't see me
You don't, you don't
You don't see me
You don't, you don't
You don't see me
You don't see me
You don't, you don't
You don't see me at all
What The Fuck Is A 1 Rate For?Normally I ignore people who rate my pictures low, but today some one rated my default picture a 1. Now, I realize it's sort of a philosophical photo and not everyone is going to get it or like it, but a fucking 1?
I thought about rating her profile and pics all 1's, but realized that was petty and vindictive. I also thought about sending her a message, but that seems rather...in poor taste. I think what I will do is block her and just call it good. She doesn't like my photo, she doesn't need to see it or rate it. Hell, I've been rated less than 10 a few times, but I've never gotten a 1 before. It's annoying and slightly discourteous I think. I mean, hell don't fucking rate someones picture if you don't like it. Just leave a message, I think your photo sucks because...at least then I can take the criticism. But just saying it sucks for no reason is rude. Ah well, such is life...but I can still bitch about it.
Sonmy son is sick and all he wants to drink is milk. the milk wont stay down. what can i do to get him to drink something other than milk and keep it down?? i am worried about my son.
Hmmmm...oh YeahWell, here it is, 27 November and I am sitting here watching Jeff Dunham's Very Merry Christmas Special. I am sitting there letting my belly settle, and am thinking of popping open a can of beer or maybe pouring a glass of Wild Turkey.
I had a good Thanksgiving Day. But that is not why I am here typing at 8:45 at night. I am trying to let a few of the people who care know what is going on with me, not to me, but with me.
I have been good. I get a little frazzled at work due to so much going on at once, and my knowing so little. Luckily, I have a great group of Soldiers working for me. (I keep trying to say guys, but I am the Equal Opportunity Leader.) I do have a couple of problem children, but am working on them and think one for sure is coming around.
I am enjoying life here. I even went out with some friends last weekend and had a fricking BLAST! Had a friend call me up, and ask if I wanted to come over for a couple of drinks and maybe go out. I tried to get
Tatty Teddy (me To You Bear)The oldest, smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down. All the things that once made the house nice and cozy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden, from the soft springy bed the owners slept in, to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on……and even, surely by some mistake, a little brown teddy bear.
He was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things, and couldn’t move. Then, one day, a very cold day, something fell from the sky… a little snowflake.
It landed on the teddy bear’s little nose and then was followed by many more. He began to get cold, very cold indeed. More and more snow fell, heavier and heavier. The little bear was now so cold that his nose started turning blue… so cold that his brown fur started turning grey.He was cold, unloved and all alone in the world, and felt very, very sad.
Winter finally passed and the weather got warmer. One beautiful spring day, a little girl was playing near the old house, when she spotted t
Can Ya Help A Man Out??Please help my friend Art out, Like me he has been stuck at level 21 for what feels like forever! Show him some love!
art@ fubar
PoemThis is my world of sorrow
to which no one may enter
I cast a blame apon myself
and deal with the guilt alone
This is my world of pain
to which no one is allowed
I endure this pain everyday
and seldom let it out
This is my world of regret
to which no one may intrude
I relive my life day after day
and wonder what I could change
Welcome to my life
to which no one knows anything about
PoemThroughout this twisted world of hatred there is a certain thing which is pure and true.... This is Love .. no matter how far you go or how long you search, you will always find Love no matter where you are.
Meiam surrounded by nothing more then darkness in my own mind the more i try to change my self for my self iam even more lost then i was before i started its like my eye are shut my tongue is riped out so i can speak on how i feel all i can do is hear and feel its like a big dark pit where i can find the exit at i cant climb out of the pit cant call for help and it gets worse everyday i push alot of people away even online alot i dont no how to act any more when iam nice its like iam lying to my self but when iam a asshole it feels like i cant be good enough there suppose to be a happy medium like with the whole good in evil yen and yung
iam so confused with everything and about my self
specially now since iam moveing out on the first to move in with a few other people into a house at first its a great thing i only have to pay 300 something for rent but at the same time i cant help but thank of the negativity i dont plan on paying my rent where i live if they take me to court
DrunkDrunk and stupid is no way to go through life. Well at least not stupid. Drunk seems to be getting pretty easy to live with. A lot of things seem to make me yearn for the painless oblivion of really intense, hardcore drunkenness these days.
I have the best job in the known universe, truly. I work with awesome people, wear shorts and flip flops at my leisure, set my own hours, and make pretty damn good money. Yet, everyday when I leave work I face the ridiculous choice of either getting drunk (often on generic, store brand blackberry brandy, or the like) or opening an artery and watching all my worries drain thickly out onto the carpet of my car, filling in the cigarette burns and slowly but steadily staining the door panels a vaguely morbid but curiously soothing crimson hue. Why? Well, in truth, there exists no plausible explanation. Of course there are things I have to deal with. Whining customers and lackadaisical (borderline disrespectful) employees who take advantage of my gen
Fallen AngelOh sweet angel why does your halo fall?
Why such tears stream down your rosy cheek?
Blood is dripping and stained on your skin which was pure
Why so mute? Is there something to be hidden?
You were so full of life, and no care in the world
What happened dear angel? Why does your halo fall?
You said you could always talk to me, why is this any different?
I fear for you, your changing so rapidly
Keeping to yourself, so skinny and pale
What's happening sweet angel? Why does your halo fall?
Your clothes are changing along with your personality
I've been to your room which is so dark and full of sorrow
Everyone is so worried, for you stay into trouble
Please dear angel why does your halo fall?
One night while everyone was gone you called and told me what you've done
Next thing I remember was staring at you on the operating table
Looking at me with such pain in your eyes
What has happened my angel why does your halo fall?
Laying unconscious on the hospital bed
I too
Wow, This Is A Little Scary.I wanted to give everyone a heads up that if you tend to give gift cards around the holidays, you need to be careful that the cards will be honored after the holidays. Stores that are planning to close after Christmas are still selling the cards through the holidays even though the cards will be worthless January 1. There is no law preventing them from doing this. On the contrary, it is referred to as 'Bankrupcy Planning. Below is a partial list of stores that you need to be cautious about.
Circuit City (filed Chapter 11)
Ann Taylor- 117 stores nationwide closing
Lane Bryant, Fashion Bug ,and Catherine's to close 150 stores nationwide
Eddie Bauer to close stores 27 stores and more after January
Cache will close all stores
Talbots closing down specialty stores
J.Jill closing all stores (owned by Talbots)
Pacific Sunwear (also owned by Talbots)
GAP closing 85 stores
Footlocker closing 140 sto res mo re to close after January
Wickes Furniture closing down
Levitz closing
PoemThroughout this vast universe there is something stronger than the forces that hold this universe and all it's inhabitants together.....this is true and pure love.....
Though some say true love doesn't exist, it does; even in the most vial places where murder and rape threaten everyone, love still exists..
Understand ThisA veteran is someone who, at one point in his life wrote a blank check made payable to
'The United States of America '
for an amount of
'Up to and including my life.'
That is Honor, and there are far too many people in This country who no longer understand it.'
Chris's LoveMom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!
Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.
Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.
Sarah: Okay.
Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.
Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.
Chris: I know..
Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking.
Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..
Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies.
Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?
Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.
Sarah turned to look away from Chris.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she does
Dry TearsThe days go by so fast now and yet I wonder why I have left myself open once again to be filled with nothing but pain and hurt.
The nights turn to my own worst enemy now when before it was my only comfort from the pain of the day time world.
I try and try to let the tears flow to release the hurt that is deep inside of my heart and yet nothing comes from my eyes.
I try to feel something for you like I once did before and yet I can't feel anything for you anymore because my tears no longer fall.
I was always by your side for everything that you needed at yet I got shoved to the back burner when someone new came along.
I was always use to being placed last till you made me feel like I was more than last and better than what I ever thought of myself.
I know sit and try to cry tears that refuse to flow because you have done nothing but turned me colder than ice.
I sit and wait for you like a puppy waits for his master to come and show it love and affection and yet you
Dad At Mall!!Dad at the Mall
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenage boy sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time.
When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?'
Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'
I got this out of my aol mail funny shit.
Health Concern!readfor days i have been under so much stress!my doctor is actually mad at me.my back is in knotts no kidding.my stress level is bananas!its high very! and if i don't find ways to relax i will explode!i have to learn how to relax and not get stressed out over anything.so for next few days or so it looks like its bed rest for me.i have horrible headaces,back aces,and im throwing up like crazy!food makes me sick!i didnt want to tell everyone about this cuz i dont want people to worry.dont ask what iam stressed about its personal i wish i could say.
just be there for me.be my friend! thats all i ask and pleaseeee NO BS DRAMA!around me i don't need it!!!peace love to all my fubar friends and family...
And The Auctionees Are!!AUCTION CLOSED!
CONGRATS TO THE OWNERS!
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♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪
I've Come Along Way....I try an try but i've gotten to the end i have to change i dont want to lose what i have gotten...I want to be able to enjoy this for aslong as i possibly can.
things will get better i hope... since it's all up to me to make the most of this.
Forgive me for being a stupid fool...that's afraid of what he wants most....
Ten Comandments...wva Style.....West Virginia Ten Commandments
Some people in West Virginia have trouble with all those 'shalls' and 'shall not's' in the Ten Commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms.. So, some folks in West Virginia got together and translated the 'King James' into 'County' language..... no joke, read on...
The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at First Baptist Church in Summersville, West Virginia)
(1) Just one God
(2) Put nothin' before God
(3) Watch yer mouth
(4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin'
(5) Honor yer Ma & Pa
(6) No killin'
(7) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal
(8) Don't take what ain't yers
(9) No tellin' tales or gossipin'
(10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff
Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think?
Y'all have a nice day.
Today Is Native American Heritage DayNational heritage day honors American Indians
By MARY HUDETZ, Associated Press Writer – Fri Nov 28, 8:10 am ET
PORTLAND, Ore. – For the first time, federal legislation has set aside the day after Thanksgiving — for this year only — to honor the contributions American Indians have made to the United States.
Frank Suniga, a descendent of Mescalero Apache Indians who lives in Oregon, said he and others began pushing in 2001 for a national day that recognizes tribal heritage.
Suniga, 79, proposed his idea to a cultural committee that is part of the Portland-based Affiliated Tribes of Northwest Indians. The organization took on the cause of a commemorative day, as did the National Congress of American Indians and other groups.
Congress passed legislation this year designating the day as Native American Heritage Day, and President George W. Bush signed it last month.
The measure notes that more Americans Indians than any other group, per capita,
Fubar Problem.Okay So I Had Like 500,000 Fu-bucks Last Night When I Went To Bed And I Woke Up This Morning And Now I Only Have 171,653 Fu-bucks. Fu-bar Bouncer In The Fu-bar Support Lounge Said There Isn't Any Settings That Keeps People From Doing This Kind Of Stuff. I Think They Should Put More Protection On Here To Keep People From Going In To Other Peoples Accounts.
American Kids Vs. Italian KidsAmerican Kids vs. Italian Kids
American kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents.
Italian kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved enough money for a house, and are two weeks away from getting married.....unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds.
American kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings a Bundt cake, and you sip coffee and chat.
Italian kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings 3 days worth of food, begins to tidy up, dust, do the laundry, and rearrange the furniture.
American kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them, and it's usually only on special occasions.
Italian kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads show up,unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00, and starts pruning the fruit trees. If there are no fruit trees, he'll plant some.
American kids: Always pay retail, and look in the Yellow Pages when they need to have something done.
Italian kids: Call their dad or uncle, a
I Just Got It, Damn I Am Kinda Blonde Sometimes (no Offense Lisa)March 28th, exactly 8 months ago today, coincedentaly, I found out my husband of 10 years had fallen in love with a woman on the net. ( We met 11 years ago on the net, I mean hell, left his Country for me and traveled 3000 miles to be with me.) He told me that night after much discussion to listen very closely to one of my favorite songs. All Saints, "Never Ever". I know the song by heart, of course. I listened to it, got through the first part of it, burst into tears, and turned it off. Just hearing and remembering the words about not giving enough affection, blaming herself for him not loving her anymore, etc. Only thought of his words a couple of times since then and wouldn't listen to it again. Well the holiday spirit of blues and all, I decided to listen to it today and realized, he was trying to tell me it wasn't really my fault. It kinda made me feel better. That's a good thing for me right now. Ok enough rambling. If you got his far, watch the video :P
Who Cares?Who the hell cares? i sure as hell shouldn't anymore, i'm sick to death of being taken for granted. It hurts me, and i'm tired of letting people hurt me. It's all good though. i'm fuckin used to it!!
Change Is Not Your FriendFunny how things can change on you. Change doesn't sneak up on you or loom threateningly on the horizon, it lurks around the corner and jumps out at you when you least expect it. Often scaring the living shit out of you in the process. There you are, cruising along, oblivious. Totally complacent in your certain knowledge that you are invulnerable, bulletproof, super-human even. Then that nasty fucker leaps out at you, no warning, and no pretense. The stupid snowman's arm falls off and everything is different. Everything. Things you have taken for granted for decades are meaningless, the people you have built your impenetrable, yet eminently fragile, wall (thank you Mr. Waters) with are no longer there for you, and that kind of makes you happy. You feel relieved of the burden of expectation. All those years walking around telling yourself you don't care what people think become a farce. You start to feel like you owe all those people you disregarded a second chance. And then you feel in
Rosetta StonedAll righty then. Picture this if you will.
10 to 2 AM, X, Yogi DMT, and a box of Krispy Kremes,
in my need-to-know post just outside Area 51
Contemplating the whole chosen people thingy when
just then a flaming stealth banana split the sky like one would hope but
never really expect to see in a place like this
Cutting right angle doughnuts on a dime and stopping right at my Birkenstocks
and me yelping... HOLY FUCKING SHIT
Holy fucking shit
Fucking shit
Holy fucking shit
Holy fucking shit
Holy fucking shit...fucking shit...fucking shit
Then the X-Files being, looking
like some kinda blue-green Jackie Chan
With Isabella Rossellini lips and breath that reeked of vanilla chig champa
Did a slow-mo Matrix decent outta the butt end of the banana vessel
and hovered above my bug-eyes,
My gaping jaw,
And my sweaty L. Ron Hubbard upper lip,
And all I could think was,
I hope Uncle Quark here doesn't notice
That I pissed my fucking pants.
So light in his way
Like an appa
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I Stopped Talking An Hour Ago.i appreciate your concern,
but in actuality
how dare you say he better be a "good guy",
when you were the one who defined for me what good is not.
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BlahI am so tired of this... watching you wither away is killing me.. Why won't he listen to the damn docs and pull the plug? I know you would want to kill him for this shit and I do not blame you.. I am so sorry I am failing you.. but you married him so he outweighs any decisions I know you would prefer.. I love you and just want peace for you... Blah FUCK i hate this shit.. you no longer here while all these fucking morons still get to populate the fucking planet.. Ugh...
My New ScreennameWell, yes, it is funny!
I dont think I am the greatest now or something, lol.
A good friend gave me this name a while ago.
It always makes me laugh when he called me that.
I have no clue why, I never asked him about it.
Its just funny enough to use it and thats all.
I decided to get a new name on here (again ;) ), because I thought about deleting this account (again ;) ) but a friend made me stay, so I thought this would be a good time for a change.
Any comments? lol
The Death Of A DragonThe Death of a Dragon
Silver is a majestic dragon over a wind swept sea,
The glow of the full moon against
a pale winter’s night sky,
The swing of the Reaper’s blade.
Silver tastes of a glistening blade
as it slices through innocent flesh,
And of the Sphinx’s ancient riddle.
It is the scent of a relative’s casket
closing for an eternity never to open again,
Of twilight on a dreary moor in autumn.
Silver is the sound of a dragon’s rushing wings,
Bone shattering into millions of pieces,
The cry of a dying animal’s last breath.
It is the loneliness of anticipation,
And the extinguished fire in a dragon’s heart.
Silver is the graveyard at twilight,
The very depths of my mind,
And being condemned to an abysmal stay
in an eternally closed crypt.
It is riding on the back of a soaring dragon,
And running your hand over a coffin
you know will be forever shut.
Silver is having boldness from a false truth
while staring in the face of fear,
And knowing the c
Just For FunRemembering Childhood Joys
As adults, we often get so caught up in "grown up" business that we can forget how to have pure fun. This isn’t the kind of fun that comes from doing a specific kind of activity or being in a specific mood for fun. Rather, this is the fun born from the state of pure being. You see this kind of fun in small children who are so busy being fully present to their lives and in their own bodies that the glow of fun radiates from them just because they are alive: the delight that flashes across the eyes of a child who discovers that water flows with the turn of the tap knob or the squeal of pleasure from a young baby whose tongue is being tickled by cold ice cream; then there’s the full, infectious laughter of a child watching the same hat trick for the fiftieth time.
Back when we were children, this experience of pure delight didn’t have to come from a heightened, heady event in order for us to feel like our day had been made; and it can be that way for us ag
Universal TimingLife’s Natural Rhythm
Nature’s natural rhythms orchestrate when day turns to night, when flowers must bloom, and provides the cue for when it is time for red and brown leaves to fall from trees. As human beings, our own inner rhythm is attuned to this universal sense of timing. Guided by the rising and setting of the sun, changes in temperature, and our own internal rhythm, we know when it is time to sleep, eat, or be active. While our minds and spirits are free to focus on other pursuits, our breath and our heartbeat are always there to remind us of life’s pulsing rhythm that moves within and around us.
Moving to this rhythm, we know when it is time to stop working and when to rest. Pushing our bodies to work beyond their natural rhythm diminishes our ability to renew and recharge. A feeling much like jet lag lets us know when we’ve overridden our own natural rhythm. When we feel the frantic calls of all we want to accomplish impelling us to move faster than is natural for us, w
TapestryLeather falls collide with ivory flesh,
Marking crimson paths on virgin skin.
Candles flicker in the wind —
The echo of ebon strands soaring past
Again and again they crash into her,
Suede waves breaking on her body’s shore,
Scarlet sweat trickles down her back
Fresh-born tears pierce her eyes —
Streak her cheeks.
Sighs and moans woven together,
Create a tapestry of pain.
Mingled with her cries and screams
A whisper, a breath, a breathless sob,
Begging, pleading, whimpering,
“Please Sir, please – hurt me more.”
Erotic MuseThe pen waits patiently
ready to caress between the lines
It teases open the notebook
waiting for the muse to respond
to the rhythm of the rambling pen
Dipping into her ink
inviting, urging, begging her to come
Penetrating the imagination
fantasies flowing onto paper
Words spilling on the page
Orgasmic inspiration
Repeat BroadcastSwitch the radio on,
combat the solitude
rendering my bed
desolate,
lonely,
vast.
Concerto for bass guitar.
And orchestra.
Laugh through the tears.
Heard this once before,
in bed with Him,
spooning,
sleeping,
sort of.
Deep electric voice
echoes through my abdomen,
reverberates my cunt,
swells,
moistens,
tenderizes.
Mim the empathy
tests the waters,
teases the short hairs
that curl across my slit,
presses wet lips
between wet fingers,
massages the hot flesh
dripping with juice.
Masterful and soft,
He strokes my arrogant clit.
Familiar fingers,
nails cut to the quick,
rub harder,
faster,
longer,
stronger,
trigger explosions
from the arch of my lips
clear across the galaxy.
What is the difference
between a memory
and a fantasy?
Memories
can be switched on
by a bedside radio.
By a concerto for bass guitar.
And orchestra.
Self-preservationHe used to love to watch her come. Not even touching her, just lying beside her, his attention wholly focused, watching the way she stroked her clit with her fingers, gently inserting one into her slick pussy from time to time as she arched her back and moaned and gasped.
Then she’d come, thrashing and screaming his name, and automatically reach in his direction. He’d catch her hand in his and hold it to his lips, murmuring softly against her fingers as her frenzy culminated and then calmed.
Thinking about it, she massaged her clit slowly, sliding her hand lower at times to feel the wetness she was creating. She moved her fingers faster, feeling her climax build. When it came, she reached out to her left where he used to lie.
Her hand hit the bed with a quiet thud. She gripped the blanket, bunching it into a ball with her fist as the orgasm consumed her body. When it was done, she released the blanket and turned her head.
He wasn't there. Her breath caught, even as her body
Not EasyIt is not easy to refuse a dream. Esp the dream that let yoy smile, that let you breathe & that made you feel so very good. However, there is a moment where you have to come down from up there & so you see that everyone around you is unhappy, even the one sharing your dream. So you simply sit in the shadows & think think think. And do the moves that you think are the best in the situation. Even if it hurts badly. The ones that love you, will eventually understand & forgive, you hope...
(to be continued)
You Won't Ever Be Lonely(Andy Griggs/Brett Jones)
Life may not always go your way
And every once in awhile you might have a bad day
But I promise you now you won't ever be lonely
The sky turns dark and everything goes wrong
Run to me and I'll leave the light on
And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely
For as long as I live
There will always be a place you belong
Here beside me
Heart and soul baby -- you only
And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely
It's still gonna snow and it's still gonna rain
The wind's gonna blow on a cold winter day
And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely
You're safe from the world wrapped in my arms
And I'll never let go
Baby, here's where it starts
And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely
Here's a shoulder you can cry on
And a love you can rely on
For as long as I live
There will always be a place you belong
Here beside me
Heart and soul baby -- you only
And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely
No, no, you won't ever
The Diary Of MeI sit here thinking looking back at my life not wishing things were different because everything happens for a reason but hoping and praying that i can learn from my mistakes and become a better person. I am me and that's all i can be. I have nothing to offer n e one other than me and just me should be good enough.
People tell me that I am an awesome friend that I will make some man very happy someday but I feel like I am losing hope. I have met many people and thinking that a few of them would be the one. In the long run tho they ended up being just another guy looking to try to use me as there toy. Last i knew i was real i have a heart and i have feelings and my heart does break and my feelings do get hurt. How many chances does a person have at finding love finding someone who loves them for the good in them and the bad?? Now I am not saying it should be easy finding the right guy but gosh why did God have to make it so damn hard?
Now I know women can be just as rude
Eulogy - ToolHe had alot to say.
He had alot of nothing to say.
Well miss him. (2x)
Were gonna miss him (2x)
So long.
We wish you well.
You told us how you werent afraid to die.
Well then, so long.
Dont cry.
Or feel too down.
Not all martyrs see divinity.
But at least you tried.
Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice that was strong and loud.
Well miss him. (2x)
Ranting and pointing his finger
At everything but his heart.
Well miss him. (2x)
Were gonna miss him (2x)
No way to recall
What it was that you had said to me,
Like I care at all.
But it was so loud.
You sure could yell.
You took a stand on every little thing
And so loud.
Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice so strong and loud and i
Swallowed his facade cuz Im so
Eager to identify with
Someone above the ground,
Someone who seemed to feel the same,
Someone prepared to lead the way, with
Someone who would die for me.
Will you?
Will you now?
Would you die for me?
Dont you fuckin lie.
Say Whatok so i just dotn get it.... why is it when you tell a man that your a momma they freak out like you hae a plague.. where are all the good hearted men who know how to live life and still love a woman... this keeps up i am so going to turn to women instead seriously at least we know how to treat someones feelings....
Peaches Are For Eating Not-----perhaps
perhaps we trample the garden in order to see it destroyed
maybe sometimes we wish to see if it is strong enough to take it
perhaps it is a good motive,just perverted and twisted
could it all just be pure spite?to make tears flow both day and night
to take a beautiful smile and cast it aside
to hurt something fragile to nurture foolish pride
but ask yourself at the end of the day
why would i choose to let anyone ever make me feel this way
when all it takes is a simple action
ignore all the hatred,its just another distraction
its easy to make it all cease to trouble your soul
reclaim your heart and stand up again whole
in strength-in beauty-and in love
amen and amen
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after all
ILLUSION: no more sadness,no more tears,let my caress,dispell all fears,allow this embrace to wash the pain away,awaken tomorrow and enjoy the fresh new day
Thank You Mizz ShadyWHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
THIS IS A SPECIAL TIME FOR HIM GUYS. THIS REALLY MEANS A LOT AND ITS NOT LIKE WE ALL GET TO HAVE THESE THINGS EVERY DAY.. HELP MAKE IT A SPECIAL TIME FOR HIM PLZ... HES SUCH A NICE PERSON.. AND YOU GAIN FROM IT JUTS AS MUCH AS HE DOES..
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Bullet For My Valentine - All These Things (revolve Around Me)Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this
Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
The best place to be when you're feeling like
Me (me), yeah (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me (me), yeah (yeah)
Just back off before I snap
Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?
Oh yeah (yeah)
Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like
Me (me), yeah (yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me (me), yeah (yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you’ll
See (see), me
Quote Of The DayA Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything,
I'll be there."
True Love says:
" You'll never need anything;
I'll be there."
Live SuicidesDAM RIGHT I'M PISSED AND I'M GONNA STAY PISSED TILL I DO ALL I CAN DO TO HELP STOP THIS CRAP..YOUNG PEOPLE AS WELL AS GROWN UPS ARE COMMITTING SUICIDE ON VIDEOS LIVE IN FRONT OF ANYONE WHO WANTS TO WATCH. WHAT REALLY BOTHERS ME IS THAT SOME OF OUR YOUNG PEOPLE ARE CHEERING THEM ON AS THEY DO IT...GRRRRRRR...WTF???
Our SoldiersOkay, I have seen so many things about how our soldiers are stupid for being over there fighting a war that isn’t ours. First off, they don’t have a choice, so calling them names is pretty pathetic. It is their job, it is what they do. It is not their fault that our Government sends them in to "police" the rest of the world instead of taking care of the problems we have at home. As I said it is their job! You do yours and they do theirs, pretty simple concept. They don’t go on TV talking about what an idiot you are for doing your job, but they are protecting your rights to call them names for theirs. Some of you even have the nerve to go to their funerals and spit at them and say crazy shit. Now, I’m not a believer in Heaven nor Hell, but if there is the later of them, I sure hope you find it a broil in it’s glory!! When my husband wanted to join I was always telling him hell no, but in the long run, it’s a guarenteed paycheck! I know when he gets paid and a round about amount. So what
LostI'm lost, all alone
I thought I can make it
On my own
Since you left
I can hardly feel happy
Sorrow gets in the way
When I tried to smile
I wandered through the night
I can't seem to find my way
Searched through myself
To find the right way
All I find was memories of
You and Me
I know, its a matter of time
Time will erase the past
Maybe not all but bits of it
Life isn't the same
Without you
But, I guessed
I have to live on
Someday, I will find the way
to mend my heart
What Christmas Ornament Are You?You Are a Bow
You don't think of it as the holiday season - you think of it as the present season!
What Christmas Ornament Are You?
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Purple PaladinPlayed this song all day while painting.. seemed to fit.
Tonight 11/29/08Come out and meet
me see the band
Have some fun
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Just Me Rantingwtf...?
i sit and ask
how could she do this
i did what i needed to do
yet in the end i am the one that got screwed
i helped her out the best that i could
i tried to help her with things she couldn't do
yet here i am sitting wondering what can i do
i tried to help her with unpaid bills
yet she kicked me out cause it has not came through
i paid my rent like i was suppose to
yet her light's get shut off and i am the one screwed
2 days she said to get my stuff
just two days
that's not even enough
yet my bills got paid all in time
yet here i am running out of time
i tried to be a good friend like i was suppose to
yet she didn't even care
wtf ?
i sit and ask
yet no answer's will come
for i know them all
she doesn't care about the way her hurtful words make me feel
she never did
so i will leave like she asked me to
go home to my family at lest there i know i will not be hurt by friends
cause what she is doing now a friend would never ever do
Right Now…Somebody is very proud of you.
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody misses you.
Somebody wants to talk to you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wants you to find him/her.
Somebody is celebrating your successes.
Somebody wants to give you a gift.
Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot.
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody loves you.
Somebody admires your strength.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
Somebody thinks the world of you.
Somebody wants to protect you.
Somebody would do anything for you.
Somebody wants to be forgiven.
Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.
When Girls Dont Put OutWhen girls don't put out!!
This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart.
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor!
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.
FOR EXAMPLE:
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.
Well,
the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'
I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'
So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...
'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'
She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'
Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.
At Last We MeetAt Last We Meet
I have lived my life for his moment
But was it a life worth the time spent?
All has culminated to this every deed
For good or evil for what it’s all meant
Nothing I have held dear
Would be carried over to the other side
As my life is released from my grasp
No more do my sins hide
Since there is no life left to live
For MY HEART My ANGEL IS gone
She took every breath and beat of my heart
Now I will never see the beauty of dawn
Why was I not enough?
Did I not let her know she is loved?
Did the words freeze on my tongue?
Or did the words get pushed and shoved?
I hoped MY ANGEL would have arms open
But I have lost my chance to come home
Now nothing matters anymore
For I crossed the finish line alone
Faint ImageFaint Image
Sitting in your shadow again
Light barely streaming in
Darkness binds my skin
Reflections in the glass
Faded history flies passed
The cold winter winds
Begins memories of when
I held you close in time
Briefly we did shine
Where are you now love?
You always stood above
I could never quite hold
For your hands were ice cold
Messages flowed from my heart
Now they are shattered apart
But I still see you so clearly
And though I do miss you dearly
You are still my opened up page
To you I’m just a Faint Image
For One DayFor One Day
How many times do we find love?
I guess that depends on your view
How do we decide what love is?
Do we base it off what we have been through?
I can only speak for myself
When the words escape from my lips
I know what is deep with in my heart
I don’t want to be another passing ship
My heart cries out to My Angel
I know she has a tough road ahead
I wish to be by her side always
So that in one spirit we are lead
My hands are open and extended
As I lay my life before her
All I have is opened wide
My thoughts submerged in desire
I hope you can hear me My Angel
There is so much more to say
Freely I would give up all
To feel your Love For One Day
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