Fubar Blog Posts 4

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
You could have heard a pin drop When in England, at a fairly large conference, Condi Rice was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. She answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. ' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up

The 13 Oral Techniques
The 13 oral techniques are as follows: There is the gentle suckling on the clit just as if it was a little penis using just a soft caressing up and down on the clit with the lips. Then there is the gentle suckling on the clit as if it was a nipple but also the using of the tongue to gently stroke the tip of clit. That one seems to be the favorite of those I tried it on so far. The key is to do it softly. Then there are those that prefer just running the broad part of the tongue back and forth side ways over the hood and the clit. Another favorite one is just taking the tongue and doing circles around the hood not really working on the clit much at all. In other words you are moving the hood around from side to side and allow the hood to caress the clit instead. Then there is another technique where you pull back the hood and just flick at the clit just as if your tongue was a snake's tongue. Now that can get very intense for a woman, but some women like that intensity in order to c

Oh Snap Yo!
Monday is my 21st Birthday. It'll be cool because i'll be able to buy booze and go to any strip club or what not. but it's gonna suck because all of my closest friends are still living in maryland, and i'm in california. Oh well, i'll just make do i guess

The Boat Ride
I turn the key and hear that sound....see the smoke trail by me.....my boat lurches forward and I head to my favorite spot....turn into the cove and drop the trolling motor...I make 2 casts and look down the bank....4 or 5 docks down I see someone sunbathing....wonder what see looks like.....I speed up just a little....I see she is laying on her stomach facing the other way....I can get a good look without her seeing me stare....I get closer and see she has her top undone.....gotta be quiet......I am at the next dock up and all of sudden I get a bite......I jerk and the fish breaks water she raises up and turns to look......she has no idea I am there and does not hold her top.....damn those are beautiful.....she sees me looking and gives me one of those smiles......and makes no move to cover up......I land the fish and toss him in the livewell.....I say do you fish......she replies I don’t fish but I like worms......with a sly smile......she picks her top up and places it loosely over

Kiss Of Time
The Kiss Of Time We all spend time one way or another, but we never spend time with one another. he said to her in a quite voice she said back,you made that choice. he thinks to himself what have i done, he knows there's only one way to have her heart won. and thats to give her time and make it count, for now and forever without a doubt. he says he wants her to be mine, so he gives her the kiss of time. David Alan Lee

I Was In A Car Accident!!
I WAS RUNNING AFTER MY BROTHER AND I GRABBED HIS CAR WHEN HE WAS GOING ABOUT 10 MPH. I HIT MY HEAD AND SLID ON MY HEAD. I HAD A CONCUSION. MY HEAD HURTS BUT YET ITS NUMB. IT HURTS TO EAT AND SWALLOW. I HIT IT REALLY HARD. I DONT REALLY REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED. I KNOW THAT I WAS HOLDING HIS CAR AND WAS GONNA RUN WITH IT. THEN I WAS ON THE FLOOR SCREAMING AND CRYING HOLDING HIS LEG. HE TOLD ME THAT I LOST MY BALANCE. SPINNED AROUND THEN HIT MY HEAD AND SLID ON THE PAVEMENT ON MY HEAD AND ARM. IM AFRAID TO GO TO SLEEP WHAT IF I DIE? I DONT WANT THAT. I GOT ROAD RASH ON MY SHOULDER REALLY BAD. I GOT SOME ON MY ARM AND KNEES.AND MY HEADS GOT A NICE KNOT. AND ITS GOT ROAD RASH ON IT TO BUT NOT SOMUCH CUZ I HAVE HAIR THERE. MY JAW ALSO HURTS AND MY SHOULDER. SAVE ME AND MY MOM WONT EVEN TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL BEACAUSE I OWE THEM MONEY. F*@XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX WIKID LETTE

Brad Paisley-whiskey Lullaby
she put him out like the burning end of a midnight cigarette.she broke his heart.he spent his whole life trying to forget we watched him drink his pain away a little at a time but he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind until the night.he put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger and finally drank away her memory.life is short but this time it was bigger then the strength he had to get up off his knees.we found him with his face down in the pillow with a note that said i'll love her till i die.and when we buried him beneath the willow the angels sang a whiskey lullaby la la la la la la la.la la la la la la la.the rumors flew.but nobody knew how much she blamed herself.for years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath.she finally drank her pain away a little at a time but she never could get drunk enough to him off her mind until the night.she put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger,and finally drank away his memory.life is short but thi

I Write...
Sometimes just to do that...write! Other times, I write to rid myself of foolish thoughts, good or bad, right or wrong. I write to vent, to let out the anger and frustration that resides within myself on trying days. I write to document daily actions, opinions, occurrences, relevant or not, to the reader, but to me an appropriate action... I write ridiculous, meaningless things. I write profound words. I write what I want, where I want and when I want. and about whomever I want... I write with overly embellished sentence enhancers, plainly, foul and sometimes nicely. I write just about anything that fancies me... well, how about that?

Keep Holding On
Mood: Lonely Listening to: Radio I've mangaged to go a whole day without talking to Dan/Dad. He's disrespectful and annoying and I can't keep wasting my breath on the man.He drinks way too often and I hate it when he's drunk and he's always trying to get me to drink. I just don't want to. I dont need to always be drunk or drinking. There's just no call for it right now. My job interview is on the 29...I'm so excited. It means I could have a job, some money and a way to get out of here on a regular basis.I really hope this works out. Although today was rather uneventful it was decent. As for my last entry...I thought about it while stuck in the car with Derek for an hour. I shouldnt have to force myself to grow up. Things will just get get old on thier own I guess.Although I should, I havent been feeling like being myself because...I've always had low self esteem and never felt like I was good enough since countless abandons, ect ect...all that bullshit. Could anyone blame

Big Business Meeting
Well folks things has picked up with my gun business wish since obama was elected. Some folks have this morbid fear obama wants to ban guns, which is total bullshit. He believes in waiting periods to buy guns, n a limit on hi cap magazine{ clips} on assualt guns. I'm not a big fan of assualt wepons anyway, but heah to each thier own. N i believe n background checks on guns too, thier are some idiots out there that dont need a gun. But i digress..... i have made some new clients who are very well off shall i say. They are going to africa to hunt cape bufflo with these guns that cost more than i make in 8 mo0nths. N they need a relible, gunsmith who will do a goodjob, n takes pride in thier work. I also dont over price my work either. But these folks have invited me to a fancy lobster dinner, to meet some new folks so i'm excited. Fer one i anit ever had lobster lol.So all yall send postive thoughts n vibes my way, n lets hope this works out well. N no matter what, i'll be myself. W

A Breakup Note
I walked away doesn't mean I stop caring It means there is no us anymore I left is not that I don't love you anymore Its the realization that our relationship is getting nowhere I've love you all my life To let go is not to hurt you But to allow us to have a chance To face new challenges Before we both fall into misery I know to let go is my choice alone Its never you There is never a problem There is nothing to fix Please don't deny it, just accept it Don't hold back, just let go Even if your heart cries in anguish Sometimes it is only through letting go The heart will find its way

Christmas Time
Does christmas mean more to you when you have family and friends with you at this time of year?, i know that some people are alone but myself being alone and religious person, i have lots of wonderful happy memories of those i have lost(my parents)i know that christmas can be stressful and not happy for some but just remember you are never alone, the lord (or who ever your god may be) is with you always...

Hubby Pimpout For Country
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Ur Eyes
I want to breathe you in Crawl inside your head Walk around for hours Exploring thoughts unsaid I want to taste your fear And swim inside your eyes Wrap up in your soul And feel your anger rise I want to lick your pain Bathe in all your tears Suffocate with memories You've gathered through the years I want to kiss your depth And wallow in your sin Feeling every single thing You've ever felt within I want to touch your anger Linger in your pride Soaking up the hatred You buried deep inside I want to smell your secrets Inhaling all the lies Relish in contentment That floats apon your sighs I want to hear your love Trail fingers down your dreams Soak my feet in happiness Of endless laughter streams I want to see your turmoil Get lost inside the lust Piled up in corners Collecting passions dust I want to grasp your innocence Submerge inside your guilt Tremble with perceptions That I have never felt I want to caress your consciousness A

Sarah Mclachlan - Fallen
Sarah McLachlan - Fallen Heaven bent to take my hand And lead me through the fire Be the long awaited answer To a long and painful fight Truth be told I've tried my best But somewhere along the way I got caught up in all there was to offer And the cost was so much more than I could bear Though I've tried, I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... We all begin with good intent Love was raw and young We believed that we could change ourselves "The past can be undone" But we carry on our backs the burden Time always reveals In the lonely light of morning In the wound that would not heal It's the bitter taste of losing everything That I have held so dear. I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... Heaven bent to take my hand Nowhere left to turn I'm lost to those I thought were fri

So Hard
lost and alone i cannot see i don't know whats become of me I've lost it all and don't know why it is enough to make this grown girl cry with life so mean and and people too why did it end with me and you i tried so hard to make it work i twisted and tried every little quirk it seems to never last for me me and love were never meant to be

Currently Not Accepting Friend Requests
This morning I cleaned out my friends list. Too many people wanted me to accept them and after I did they don't talk to me, so I cleaned house. I'm not bullshitting when I say that if your gonna send me a friend request, you better be DAMN sure you're gonna at least talk to me. Point whores are pathetic attention-seeking losers who only want online popularity. So as of right now.. I'm monitoring who adds me as their friend. Call me a bitch, I don't care. I refuse to be just a number on someone's friends list so they can be popular.

To All My Friends
Sorry I havent been on,and not sure when I will be back,I am moving and have so much packing to do.lol what a mess.... My daughter will be on my page to rate pictures for me now and then,dont want to lose my friends!!I hope everyone has a wonderful christmas and a Happy New Year!!!! Love you all, My Friends Vicki

Read This
Memorandum from God To: You From: God Take counsel. I hear your cry. It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam. I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross. Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm. I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure. You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years. You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure. You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security. You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse. You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you w

Christmas Spirit
I have been trying to teach my 5 yr old about the spirit of giving and it has been very hard.. Everytime we come across someone in need weather we can afford it or not we give atleast alittle. well i did my other kids the same way and i didn't think it took with them. Then i found out just how well my kids do take notice of wat i say or do.my kids got walmart gift cards from school so i took them in so they could buy them something and 3 of them instantly started looking for something for themselves then i noticed my 13 yr old daughter picking up little things that she didn't even like so i ask her wat she was doing..Her excate word were (Mommy i know you can't afford to buy much for Christmas so i thought i would be Santa this year) i stood there in the middle of walmart and started crying like a baby wat i had been trying so hard to teach my children actually stuck in the head and heart of one of them.I have to say that has been the proudest day of my life so far. i know this

Baked Beans
Baked Beans 2 15 ounce cans pork and beans 8 slices bacon Hot smoked sausage link sliced 1 onion chopped 2 tablespoons ketchup 4 tablespoons dark brown sugar 1 tablespoon worchestshire sauce Preheat oven to 350. Brown bacon and drain. Crumble bacon into pieces. Reserve 1 tablespoon bacon grease. Brown smoke sausage and drain. Sauté onions 4-5 minutes over medium heat. Combine ingredients and pour into a 2 quart casserole. Bake for at least an hour, hour and 15 minutes, depending on preferred thickness

Marinated Grilled Flank Steak
Marinated Grilled Flank Steak 2 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1 tablespoon grill seasoning, I use Montreal steak by McCormick 1 teaspoon smoked paprika or cumin 2 teaspoons hot sauce 1 tablespoon Worcestershire’s sauce 1/3 cup extra virgin olive oil 1 and ½ pounds flank steak Mix garlic, grill seasoning, paprika or cumin, hot sauce, Worcestershire sauce, and olive oil in a shallow dish. Place meat in a dish and coat evenly in marinade. I let it marinate for at least 4 hours. Oven night is even better

The Single Mom
The Single Mom On the coldest day July's ever felt Sits a mother With a heart to unmelt Children in the garden running through rows Making the best of their childhood woes While mother does tend their heart as she should Sitting alone in the fields near the wood Lost in her thoughts as the children do play Much Longing for warmth on this sumner's day A northern blows fury inside her skin Felt by none other than her from within She looks towards the youngsters who chatter near by Drags out a smile with sparkling eye Gives them a glance with a cheerful facade Laughs at them gaily and gives a pleased nod As they tumble 'cross ground like a rough jagged wheel dirt stuck on their faces and summer to kill Such innocence found in their hearts every day The ones she adores in every true way She pulls up some onion for a meal to prepare Trods to the cottage with no time to spare Clutters the counter with colanders and chives Pulls

Sex
Sarah, 24, suffers from Permanent Sexual Arousal Syndrome ORGASMS: Sarah By Matthew Acton, 04/11/2007 PRETTY Sarah Carmen is a 200-a-day orgasm girl who gets good, good, GOOD vibrations from almost anything. The rumble of a train on the tracks, the purr of a hairdryer, the rhythmic drone of a photo-copier are all enough to make her go oh oh oh, ahhhhh. She had FIVE orgasms during our 40-minute interview. But I can't take the credit—it was just talking about her sex life that set her off. Sarah, 24, suffers from Permanent Sexual Arousal Syndrome (PSAS), which increases blood flow to the sex organs. She said: "Sometimes I have so much sex to try to calm myself down I get bored of it. And men I sleep with don't seem to make as much effort because I climax so easily." As she chatted, Sarah became increasingly flustered. "Sorry, you'll have to excuse me for a minute. I'll be with you in a sec," she mumbled before letting out a long sigh. Sarah, from

Santa Isnt Comin..hahaha
It's A Devilish PimpOut Who Cares If Ur Naughty Or Nice, Cuz Santa Not Helpin Urs A$$ This Year.. He Done Seen Ya All Been Bad... So It's Up 2 The Devilish 1 To Get The Ball Roll! If Ya Dont Knw These Peepers Ya Should There Awesomest Ppl U Could Eva Meet!!!! So Help A Lady Out Give These Ppl Some Holidays Cheer Since Santa Not Visiting There A$$'s This Year! Auto11LordGreystoke422 The Oracle of New Orleans; Lousiana's First Oracle

Nova Has Auto-11's!!! All The Way To Disciple??
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? NOVA!!! *NOVA**{OWNED BY LYNNE&jade&jaksonsmom}**Club Mystic Member@ fubar HE HAS THEM RUNNING FROM NOON FU-TIME, SUNDAY, DECEMBER 21!!! THAT'S 2PM CST, AND 3PM EST!! LOTS OF TIME TO GET HIM TO DISCIPLE!!! WON'T YOU PLEASE HELP TO GET HIM THERE??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP TO MAKE THIS AWESOME MAN A DISCIPLE!!! HE BELIEVES IN RETURNING LOVE, AND I GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL NOT REGRET BECOMING HIS FRIEND! SO DON'T FORGET TO FAN, RATE, AND ADD HIM AS WELL, AND TELL HIM THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU!!! *NOVA**{OWNED BY LYNNE&jade&jaksonsmom}**Club Mystic Member@ fubar FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY: CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar AND Club Mystic!@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}Fu-owned by cindragon~Proud Fu-Owner of Scarlett, JonJon & Dirk McGirk~@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!!

Big Daddy's T Auto 11
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Has Auto 11's Hey Everyone I'm on my way to Godfather I have 2.6 million to get there. I am activating my Auto 11 on Tuesday the 23rd, come and hook me up with all the rates you can spare. If you haven't already Fan/Add me to your friend list also can alway have more friends. So tell your friends, its a great way to level up, I know personally that is how I got to where I am at now. ~BIG*Daddy*T~Promoter @ THE SKINNY DIPPIN LOUNGE@ fubar

A White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Some Boys Just Don't Know How To Take It Like A Man...
I bought a couple of friends. Just for fun. Just to show them I care. (This does not mean I don't care if I didn't buy you, by the way. ;c) So I get a shout from some idiot asking me to buy him. How fucking rude is that? Very rude, I say. It's as bad as those women I blogged about asking guys to buy them bling and VIPs. I don't even know the guy. Why would I buy him? I ended up blocking him just like I block any other spammer/beggar. Next thing I know, I get whiny shouts from a new account as well as a 1 rating. "Waaah! All I did was beg a stranger for something I don't deserve. Waah!" He also happens to have seen some of my naughtiness online so has threatened to repost them here. As if I care. I post that shit on multiple sites anyhow. Obviously, I don't mind if people see it. So if you'd like to see some of my naughty stuff, check out theprovoloneprincess28 to see if he's posted them there. Then don't forget to report him for not only stealing content but

Myspace Not Your
so there is this asshole who always has something to say about me.. with it be my phone my pics or my blogs.. oh wait and my bulletins too.. i flat out told him its myspace not urs so it doesnt matter what i put up wheter it is stupid or not.. im sticking up for myself but it only makes its worse because he is a major ass.. cant delete because long history with him.. and at one point he helped me out bad.. but does it give him the right to just pick on me every time i do something

Stop Crying Your Heart Out
A time when the tears flow faster than the tap a moment when the clarity of my emotions spill over the brim of a glass.. like the elixir I am pouring into it. Sometimes I make excuses for my behavior Am I just young? Am I just a woman? Or am I just a fool who needs to be satisfied with yourself alone? I fear one day these feelings will still be there I fear when the "one day" comes it will still be like today. Maybe I am over reacting. This is the song I listen to over and over again to try and overcome the times like now.. when I can't control it. Most times I can, most times i know I am better off by myself, but sometimes all I want is for an honest man to be by my side. Optimisim will kick in, sometimes it just hibernates. ............. Hold up Hold on Don't be scared, You'll never change what's been and gone May your smile, Shine on, Don't be scared, Your destiny may keep you warm, 'Cause all of the stars, Have faded away Just try not to worry,

On The Auction Block! Wanna Own A Dragon?
CLICK HERE TO BID!!! LOOKING FOR LEVEL 3 BLING PACK OR HIGHER, OR AUTO-11 BLING! my offers... stash rated (500 or more) all pics rated (100 pics per week will be 11's) pimpout on my page in about me for length of ownership bully pimpout for you, for any purpose, (level up, contest, giveaway, for friends, you name it!) 12 personalized graphics made by me using pics of your choice f/a/r your top 5 family and rate 100 of their pics IF BID INCLUDES AUTO-11 BLING EVERYTHING DOUBLES, INCLUDING LENGTH OF OWNERSHIP, AND NO LIMIT ON STASH RATES IF MINIMUM OF 65 BLING PACK IS BID, EVERYTHING DOUBLES AND WILL SEND AN AUTO-11 BLING TO YOU SOMETHING ELSE YOU WANT? MESSAGE ME, LET'S TALK!

0.o
A mommy at the school says, "i hide the vegetables in a tuna sandwich." Cock, I think. "All he tastes is the tuna fish." Cocksucker. "Or you can hide a piece of spinach between a cracker and a hunk of cheese." Lick my juicy pussy. "Peas are the easiest to get them to eat because they're sweet." Fuck me up the ass, soldier. Then dick slap me till I cry for mercy. -excerpt from 'Mommies Who Drink, Sex, Drugs, and other Distant memories of an Ordinary Mom

Something To Think About
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should have known…... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.. A MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL

Babyjesus Mumm??????
Ok so I know I'm not crazy but who knows maybe I am lol. I know i seen and i know i voted on this mumm. Babyjesus put a mumm in basically trashing BBW's and I thought it was so wrong of him as a owner of this site and businessman. Did anyone else see it. I think he deleted because I know I commented on it telling him that wasn't good business. Just curious and making sure I'm not losing my mind, the little I have left lol

Santas Final Results
Santa's Little Helpers Auction™ Final Results Your Hostess Owned By: BGF55 Winning Bid: 1 Happy Hour & $350 Bling Packs = $22,500,000 santa is my sancho Owned By: AUTO 11'S ON! Qüéêñ ☼ƒ ♥'š ~Fu-Married.to.DarkDragoon86 ♥~Fubar's "

Eat A Bowl Of Fuk
fuk i just want everyone to know and im not trying to be a huge bitch but if i dont know you and we havent ever talked then please read my profile first....if not fuk off...i dont like creepy guys nor will i give you my attention k- everyone one i know and love .....disregaurd this....muahh!

Holiday Secret Auction
Come Join The Fun and See Who's up for Auction!! Oh yea, you won't know who it is your bidding on untill you win!! Click on the pic below to go to our great host's photos... Look for the folder for the Holiday Auction. Ya never know... I just might be in there :) HINT HINT

Final Results
Santa's Little Helpers Auction™ Final Results Your Hostess Owned By: BGF55 Winning Bid: 1 Happy Hour & $350 Bling Packs = $22,500,000 santa is my sancho Owned By: AUTO 11'S ON! Qüéêñ ☼ƒ ♥'š ~Fu-Married.to.DarkDragoon86 ♥~Fubar's "

Women And Financial Planning
Dan was a single guy living at home with his father and working in the family business. When he found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a wife with which to share his fortune. One evening at an investment meeting he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. ‘I may look like just an ordinary man,’ he said to her, but in just a few years,my father will die, and I’ll inherit $65 million.’ Impressed, the woman obtained his business card and three days later she became his stepmother. Women are so much better at financial planning than men.

For My Baby
Honey, though we are far apart We are closer than you think For time is irrelevant Time is measured in a blink We are closer now Than we ever would have been You have looked into my heart And your eyes they have seen A Promise made is a promise kept And this promise I make to you That no matter how far the distance apart My heart will forever be true. †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar I ♥ You Baby

Mommys Little Angels
MOMMYS LITTLE ANGELS FOR MY TWINS 02/17/08 WELL MOMMYS LITTLE ANGELS I WANT YOU TO KNOW IM THINKING OF YOU. IT HAS BEEN 9 YEARS SINCE GOD TOOK YOU FROM US. I WOUNDER WHAT YOU BOTH LOOK LIKE AND HOW BIG YOU HAVE GROWN? WHAT YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM WOULD BE AND WHAT KIND OF TROUBLE YOU WOULD HAVE GOTTEN YOUR BIG BROTHER MIKEY IN? I STILL DONT KNOW WHY YOU WERE TAKEN? THE EMPTINESS I FELT WHEN U LEFT ME WAS SO PAINFUL. DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG THAT U BOTH DID NOT WANT ME AS YOUR MOMMY? DID GOD NEED YOU MORE? IF SO COULD HE HAD WARNED ME OF HIS PLAINS FOR YOU BOTH? DADDY AND I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED THIS. I KNOW THAT YOU BOTH ARE LITTLE ANGELS WATCHING OVER US, AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE UP THERE WITH POP, MOM, AND PAPA GAIL. I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. I WAS GIVEN ONE GIFT BEFORE YOU LEFT ME. I WAS ABLE TO SEE ON THAT TV IN THE DOCTORS OFFICE. HOWEVER, I ONLY WISHED I COULD HAVE FELT YOU , HOLD YOU BOTH AND EVEN TO KISS YOUR LITTLE HEADS GOOD NIGHT. I HAVE ALWA

Ummmmmmmmm Just Cuz It Has Meaning To Me Should Be Stash
If I were a boy even just for a day, I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys and chase after girls, I'd kick it with who I wanted and Id never get confronted for it cause they'd stick up for me If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her 'cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted 'cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I would turn off my phone tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone Id put myself first and make the rules as I go 'cause I know that shed be faithful, waiting for me to come home (to come home) If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl I swear Id be a better man Id listen to her 'cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted cause hes taken you for granted and everything you

A Tappinit Evening For You.
In keeping with the fine, Fu-Ho Tradition .. I will be turning on one of my Auto 11's tomorrow at 11 a.m. Fu-time. Come level up on me! (Gawd, that sounds Kinky!!) Gonna have a Happy Hour at 8 p.m. Fu -time also. So enjoy the largesse and rate/level/rate/level .. you get the idea !!! So hit me up .... Gently!

Recipe - Slushy Whiskey Sour
Slushy Whiskey Sour Makes 7 drinks per recipe below. You make it ahead and freeze it the night before. I put one batch in a gallon freezer zip-lock bags. 5 cups 7-Up soda 1 ¼ cup Whisky/Bourbon (I used Crown Royal) 4 oz. (1/2 cup, 1/3 can) thawed orange juice concentrate, undiluted 6 oz. (1/2 can) thawed lemonade concentrate, undiluted 6 tablespoon lemon juice Combine all ingredients. Place in the freezer bag, seal and freeze at least night before. Take out of freezer 30 min before serving. Serve when slushy. I recommend a ladle for serving.

Awweeee... From S51
My love for DJ C51 keeps growing stronger and stronger with each passing day. I love you baby and I hope we are together for the rest of our lives. ;) (repost of original by '†DJ S51 Boy† Surreal ♠~Dj C51's Hubby/ Co owner of Catacones~Dad to 5™ & DaMa~' on '2008-12-21 15:28:10')

Life
life isn't about keeping score. it's not about how many friends you have. or how accecpted you are. not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone. it isn't about who your dating, who you used to date, or how many people you've dated,or if you haven't been with anyone at all. it isn't about who you have kissed.it's not about sex. it isn't about who your family is or how much money they have,or what kind of car you drive,or whereyou are sent to school. it's not about how beautiful or ulgy you are,or what clothes you wear,what shoes you have on,or what kind of music you listen to,or what size you are. it's not about if your hair is blonde,red,black,or brown. or if your skin is too light or too dark. life is abut who you love and who you hurt.it's about who you make happy or unhappy puposefully. it's about keeping or betrying trust. it's about friendship,used as a sanctity or a weapon. it's about what you sayand mean,maybe hurtful,maybe heartening. about st

Stupid Love Poem
I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying

Please Show Her A Little Love
MEET MY DAUGHTER... Lace@ fubar She joined about 2 years ago but has been away for a while. She is starting to spend a little time on here now so I thought maybe I could get my friends to show her a little love and welcome her back. Let's show her what an awesome group of people we are. Thank you my friends...YOU ALL ROCK!! This Pimpout Brought To You By: ღAMANDAღ@ fubar

*penny For The Thoughts*
i just kinda realized that people like me, who does no harm in anyway to others, is loving, kind, giving...deserve the best most amazing kind of love...kind of heart, life, and happiness...just don't get it. and it's those who take for granted everything they have, and could only half ass care about what they have...those are the people that get it all. idk...I guess...I just want that amazing fairytale happy ending and I'm tired of being okay watching everyone else get it. I know I've screwed up good things before. But at the same time I screwed up because of lack of effort...I half ass cared. Those are past lessons learned for life. But now...especially now...I'm not out looking for it, because that's when things don't just "happen" correctly. So it's not like I chase after someone...but I do show interest because I don't believe in playing games such as acting like I'm not. I can't just "settle" for what's out there, because to me, that's not being honest with myself. Idk...just so

Long Stretched Night
Seeing down this long stretched night Cascading stones..there and here..in sight My past sinks in for me this night to bare To I,Myself with whom only here to share Wondering..Where..If a all My soul will come to..this wall Desperately needing,Peace inside My mind aching,To no longer hide Raging memories echo through In my heart it cannot be true And here I stand, Seeing so clear Damage of the past creeping near A whispering prayer I mutter out Searching for forgiveness without a doubt For thoughts unseen, Unclear to you To remain in my mind, Forever new Emotions adrift .. I apologize here My thoughts to paper my mind comes clear Seeking down this long stretched night Cascading stones..there and here..now aflight © Angel

I Hate My Job
ok i hate stupid people who come into work doing nothing but bitching from the moment they walk in the door and then to jump on phone in middle of a dinner rush and refuse to get off and then get mad at me because i unplugged it. then have the nerve to say that i was talking about her when i said hurry up with the trash so we can get the store straightene up before something else happens even though i was talking to someone else entiresly. so of course i had to tell her that the world dont revolve around her and she had the nerve to tell me the world dont revolve around me either. Excuse me i am the manager so as long as i am manager in charge the world of my job does revolve around me. then have the nerve to walk out and quit and expect me to write a letter stating that she quit. i am so fucking sure that i am gonna write that letter for you i will get right on that. dumb bitch. and then when i call for help no one wants to come in well guess fucking what if they need me on my days o

Blowjob Etiquette
Stole this from my bud Smooches but too funny... Blowjob Etiquette (by a female) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol.

End Of All
What is that in the distance you hear? Look over yonder, to the sounds of a horse pulling a wagon. It's coming closer and closer, down the old cobblestone path until you see the lone driver looming into view, it's the King of Death in all his glory!!! In his left hand he is carrying an hour glass as a reminder to live and in the other, waving a scythe that any one can soon be cut down. He is driving a gold-crested Victorian hearse pulled by a grand white horse. Who is on board on this moonlight night? Someone is riding home to the bosom of the earth. _____________________________________________ I went down to St. James Infirmary, Saw my baby there, She was lying' on a long white table, So sweet, so cold, so fair. Went up to see the doctor "She's very low," he said; Went back to see my baby; Great God! She was lyin' there dead. Now, when I die, bury me in my straight-leg britches, Put on a box-back coat and a Stetson hat; Put a twenty-dollar gold piece on my

Just For My Mommy, Dawn
Happy Birthday Mommy! I Love You So Very Much I Only Wish I Could Show You How Much You Mean To Me But I Had To Settle For This Instead Tons Of Happy Thoughts And Best Wishes Your Way! ♥ Dawn ♥ Fu-Wifey to Rock Candy-Pegasus Project Since You're Here You Think You Could Go And Show This Most Wonderful Person Some Love On Her Birthday? Hit Her And Hit Her Hard, 'Cause She Deserves It!

I Happen To Think Myself Witty
i can't wait ! Make custom Glitter Graphicsthis year for the holidays it's going to be nothing but peaceful quiet and solitude. i am so looking forward to spending some thoughtful meditation. this really is a blessing... ...because lately i have been ...let's just say... Music Playlist at MixPod.com get it? hehehe it's sarcasm. like a funny, ok?

Best Friends Forever,or My New B.f.f.
A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they are not so good and sympathizes with your problems when they are not so bad. Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends. A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. Friendship isn't a big thing-- it's a million little things. If your alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend I will just be me. A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out. Friends are kisses blown to us by angels. It is the friends you can call up at 4:00 A.M. that matter. A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart. A friend accepts us for what we are yet helps us to be what we should.

Christmas Secret
"Do you know the Christmas secret hidden in a cup of tea?" I was asked by Grandma as she served a cup to me. "Each teacup's a reminder of the never-ending love in which our lives are crafted by CREATOR up above. For teacups are just lumps of clay shaped by the POTTER'S hands, then put inside a fiery kiln to complete HIS master plan. That's how clay is wholly changed, made stronger by the heat. In that same way I've found that HE makes you & me complete. The things we fear and struggle with, the troubles we walk through, help make us strong and beautiful in what we say and do." So, I recall my Grandma when I sip my Christmas tea and how, through love, HE'S the mightiest 'teacup,' HE made you and me. Season's Greeting To You And Yours!

The 22 Towns With The Worst Names Omg Lol..
The 22 towns with the worst names... Posted: 12/22/2008 8:43:12 AM 22.c o c kburn, Western Australia Although this name is often pronounced "Coburn" by those who stand to lose from its awfulness, who actually reads that when they see this word? Oh, how it burns. 21. Twatt, Orkney, Shetland Islands, Scotland The Shetland Islands, pronounced "Shitland Islands" if you have an accent like mine, make up a happy little area north of Scotland where it's too cold for trees to grow. I am related to approximately half the population of the Shetland Islands, share a last name with a quarter of them, and can probably trace my ancestry back to Twatt if I try hard enough. The pride! 20. Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateapokaiwhenuakitanatahu, New Zealand Locals call this hill in Hawke's Bay "Taumata" because... Well. Just because. 19. Muff, Ireland We here at Drivl love puerile humour. They have a town called Muff. Har har har. 18. Looneyville, Texas, United States Little Loo

Need A Secure Man
Hello everyone, I just need to get something off my chest. I was wndering why me and my gf can't find a guy who can join us without falling in love...........hmmmmmmmm I mean I know its all good but we just want a man to play with us from time to time. Not get all caught up or mad if we decide to leave him out a time or two.....LOL We need a men who can handle it. Where are they?

Cold Dark Road
You abandoned me on this cold, dark road. You left me all alone to solve this impossible code. In this endless storm of tackling winds, blinding lightning, roaring booms of thunder, and stinging rain. With me forever feeling this pain. You walked with me but left like the other. They say you're my sister and he my brother. You abandoned me on this cold, dark road. You were with me for every twist and turn. Trust is a lie this all must learn. You said you would always help me. Trust comes with a hard fee. I trusted you then was abandoned too. Now that I look back that's nothing new. You abandoned me on this cold, dark road. Now I go every day all alone. Not a single thing I own. I couldn't take it I fell to my knees. Another one of lives cold hard fees. No more, that is the last time I will fall for this trick called trust. All will have good times as well as the bad times but all that is left for me is bad to be had. Besides the bad all i have left is this impossibl

The True Super Mario...(found This And For Any Gamer A Must Read)
I was digging through some of my old stuff and I happened to come across the original manual for my Super Mario Bros/Duckhunt which I thought had been lost through the passage of time. Surprisingly it's still in very good shape for it's age. I started reading through it and it's actually a pretty good guide to how to play the game. I really wished I had given it a read back then. But I was only like 4 years old at the time and it was it the first game I ever got(had played some before that) Then something caught my eyes, the storyline to Super Mario Bros. Let me just type it up so you can see what the original story for the game actually is. One day the kingdom of the peaceful mushroom people was invaded by the Koopa, a tribe of turtles famous for their black magic. The quiet, peace-loving Mushroom People were turned into mere stones, bricks and even field horse-hair plants, and the Mushroom Kingdom fell into ruin. The only one who can undo the magic spell on the Mushroo

Happy -early- Birthday, Sweet N Sassy. Autos Runnin' .....
Someone has a Birthday Wish! Sweet N Sassy wants to level to GodMomma before her B'Day on the 1st! Sweet n Sassy She got an Early Present, Auto 11's... So you KNOW it's Do-Able! Rate her up, Level her and make her B'day a memorable one! ... and enjoy those A11 Points!! Pimped with Love: Tappinit

Lawyer Arrested For Giving Client A Piece Of Candy
Ok I found an interesting article about a lawyer who got arrested for giving his client a piece of candy. This is one of the most ridiculous cases I've seen. Lawyer arrested for giving client a piece of candy Fri Dec 19, 8:38 pm ET PRESCOTT, Ariz. – A lawyer has been arrested after he reportedly ignored orders not to give his shackled client a piece of candy in court, a Yavapai County sheriff's official said. Damon Rossi, 38, was arrested at his home on Thursday, a day after he asked two detention officers if he could feed his client a piece of candy, sheriff's spokesman Dwight D'Evelyn said on Friday. Rossi went ahead and gave the inmate the food despite being warned against it, reportedly asking the officers "what are you going to do, arrest me?" Detention officers took no action at the time because they didn't want to disrupt court, D'Evelyn said. They turned the matter over the sheriff's criminal division and a decision was made to arrest the lawyer. "The concern w

The First Time I Love
For the first time you looked at me, was the first time I stared back eagerly. The first time I fell in love with you, was the first time my heart broke in two. The first time I heard your lullaby, was the first time I listened and replied. The first time I laughed and happy inside, was the first time I felt very satisfied. But the first time you shed tears, was the first time I show you my fears. The first time I saw your pride, was the first time I collide. The first time your love truly defines, was the first time I learned to read between your lines. And the first time you said goodbye, was the first time I died. I love you, Dee Big Dawg ~2008~

Lunch Time
Wow! Allen just went back to work. He came home for lunch, and what a lunch time it was! Nothin' like a good romp in the middle of the day! And a lunch-time romp always makes him work better in the afternoon. Only a lawyer can take two hours for lunch, and we put those two hours to good use! He came home, looking very sexy in his suit and tie, I might add, with that hungry look in his eyes. I knew he wasn't hungry for food, but for me. He came over and gave me a kiss and pulled my hair, our signal that it was time to "play". "Yes, Master?" I ask in response to his tugging. "On your knees, I want your lips around my dick, NOW." Being a natural submissive and loving to suck him off, I obeyed. Now, I am a natural submissive, but I don't always behave. ;) "Yes, Master, as you wish." I got on my knees and unzipped his fly. I was greeted by his member, standing at full erection. I open my mouth and take it all the way in. On a groan, Allen grabs a fist full of my hair and control

Best Christmas Ever
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing t

I Give Up
well i give up on haveing my own lounge caues yeah i have sum staff but everyone is in other lounges so im deleting it yet again and if u wanna come hang out with me im in a new lounge Far Beyond Driven http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=62540 so come in and check it out caues thats where ill be

Say It Ain't So
R.I.Fu.P. FAT SONNY Most of you know my dear friend Fat Sonny. If you haven't heard, Sonny has faked his fu-death like many other fubarians. Only he has made it known. Here is the obituary that was posted. " World-renowned Fat Sonny died today in a hospital at the Jersery Shore. Doctors are still unsure of what exactly caused the death, but believe it was due to complications after Fat Sonny ate peanut buttercups too fast and suffered pains in his ass due to the blockage . He was 36 years old. Fat Sonny was a kind person, who enjoyed everything about life. He was known for his passion for peanut butter cups, which he often ate 69 times a day. He loved to share peanut butter cups with everyone, and would even offer peanut butter cups to strangers. Fat Sonny also enjoyed traveling, especially to historical landmarks, and loved meeting people around the world. On his trip to the United Kingdom he even met the president (and yes, he offered him peanut butter cups). After meeti

New Years
The years have come and gone by Each one faster as time seems to fly Each new year that comes we say Today is going to be a new day I'll change my life I'll do it right Lose that weight fight that fight New year resolution mean shit Who's ever done when they said it? Same old promise every year done And never a goal not even one Mine is simple and what I'll do I do me. You do you. Don't judge my life nor ask for change Don't expect things outta your range I like my life just as it is So get on out and mind your biz!

Before You Let Me Go
is there someone to hold you? is someone there to comfort you? i wish i could tell you how i feel. before you go away. can i have one more night to tell you how i feel? if it takes my whole damn life i will wait for you. is there someone there to cuddle with you? is there someone to take your pain away? i put my life towards something. i will somehow tell you how i feel about you. i want to be that guy to hold you. i want to be that guy to take your pain away. before you let me go away. can i show you how i feel? i wish i see a falling star. i would wish that i can tell you how i feel. i wish i was the shoulder you would cry on. i needed you to know that i won't change my feelings towards you. is there someone to hold you? is there someone to comfort you? before you let me go away. can you let me tell you how much i love you? i wish i was the one you would give your heart too. i would hold it gently. i would never crush your heart.

Breaking Habits Like I'm Breaking Heart's
Been spending my time thinking about what I’ve done, Reading through all those letters shoved aside and forgotten. Every letter a memory in time that a heart reached out crying for love’s return, A mistake perhaps or a laps in judgment. Knowing you took a chance and then set them free, Imagining each and every face looking back at you. Now as well as then your heart was hesitant, afraid, Growing closer only to pull back and say I’m sorry once again. Have I done the right thing? All this time you can’t help but think, maybe I was wrong. Burning anything that could have come before it began, It’s just me; I need some time to think. Time to work things out, Sounds simple at the time when things get complicated. Love such a scary concept to a heart such as mine, Imagining chain holding me back. Keeping me from spreading my wings and living my life, Eating up my personality and breaking me down. I'm sorry I hurt you, May love find you again someday. Breaking hear

Can You Fit One More Thing On Your Christmas Lists?
CHRISTMAS AT ARLINGTON CEMETERY I wonder why the press hasn't enlightened the public about it?? Arlington National Cemetery Rest easy, sleep well my brothers and sisters. Know the line has held, your job is done. Rest easy, sleep well. Others have taken up where you fell, the line has held. Peace, peace, and farewell... Readers may be interested to know that these wreaths -- some 5,000 -- are donated by the Worcester Wreath Co. of Harrington , Maine. The owner, Merrill Worcester, not only provides the wreaths, but covers the trucking expense as well. He's done this since 1992. A wonderful guy. Also, most years, groups of Maine school kids combine an educational trip to DC with this event to help out. Making this even more remarkable is the fact that Harrington is in one the poorest parts of the state. Please Remember Those That Are Over Seas This Holiday Season

From This Moment
Right now where you are sitting what are you expecting? What are you thinking? What turn did you make on that dead end road that brought you to this very spot? Do you know, or have you even thought about it? Sure there is no point in trying to fix or change your choice. No point in casting the blame onto someone or something else. It was your choice to make that turn. The deed has been done. Can't go back in time, just have to readjust the future if you happen to be uncomfortable in your curent situation. Things happen for an unknown reason. Walking by faith, not by site. Making the hardest situation a positive one. These are all good ways of thinking. How true are they, and why don't they work for everyone? Because we choose to not be in the state of mind to make it work, to accept it? When we find ourselves in what we believe is the most difficult time in our lives, how do we handel it? Some keep a journal to vent (or blog). Some will confide in a close friend/family member.

If Knowledge Were Food
If knowledge were food I'd probably be a beggar, one of those cats wearing a hand-me-down Carhart jacket and oil-stained jeans holding a sign: "Will work for food." If not a beggar maybe I'd just be an obese bastard. I wonder, how many Americans would be malnourished zombies? How many of us would just be walking around with scrawny legs, big stomachs, bulging eyes, just used to starving? Not me, though. I'd eat everything I could get my hands on. But I'd probably be one of those Jenny Craig kind of folks calorie-counting every meal. The table of contents would be an equivalent to nutritional facts. Obesity would mean you were rich! Fat would be acceptable; that would make a lot of Americans happy. Snacks for me would be chewing on The Economist or Adbusters magazine— I'd pick my teeth with tabloids and refresh my breath with poetry chapbooks, and hope that when I burp, it will smell just like it tastes going down. If knowledge were

Freedom!
I am doing donuts in perfectly green grass. I am tearing shit up. I am running to the top of a sixteen-story building and screaming "FREEDOM" through the first window available, amazed by how far in the distance my echo carries the word: FREEDOM! When I listen, it sounds like a freedom that needs no flags to claim its Nationalism. No air strikes to secure itself. Just a straight-up FREEDOM. I am inspired by the sound. Through the height of sixteen floors, then higher— It sounds better with every echo. FREEDOM! (FREEDOM!) ((FREEDOM!)) —I am laughing at myself laughing at them.

O.j. Simpson....
One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. 'I don't know what to do here,' says the devil. 'You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves. ' OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. 'No,' OJ said. 'I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long. ' The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did wa

Thank You For Loving Me - Bon Jovi
Thank You For Loving Me It's hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes There's no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words tonight Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, you'd make believe That you believed my lies Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your own life to rescue me Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give

Soooo Sick Of This
OK...so anyone that knows me knows that I'm a pretty patient person. Y'all also know that if I'm able to, I'll do anything I possibly can to help you out--just ask, I'm not a mind-reader. However, it's come time for me to say that I'm really tired of being crapped on b/c I can't buy you bling or blasts, or VIPs...whatever. Not that it's a huge deal, but I've gone from being in the top seven of some of my friends' lists, to not being there at all. EVERYONE says it's not about getting in return, but it seems like the more someone buys someone else, the higher up on their friends list you go. For me, it's not about what you buy me, but the chats we have--that's how my friends list is set up. So do me a favor, if you read this and feel like I'm referring to you, just delete me and save me the trouble. I'm sick of it. All Fubar's come to is who has the biggest wallet.....and if you can't afford to do for others,you're not worth the time of day....that's not what friendship is based on--not

My Way To Disciple
First and foremost : Thank you Sumdaysoon! YOU got me the help I needed AGAIN! Then Wanda - Rooster - Smilll - Fallen Angle - and ALL the rest of you who made it possible! Thats what I call friends to call upon when one need help! You know I rate you back - just let me know when you need my help! Now I can rest until tomorrow - I dont have any rates left for today anyhow so I guess I just do something else ;-) I`m really really HAPPY for having friends like you all! Many never did show up even when I asked - but I guess they will when they see that I have AUTO 11 running...Strange but I guess its true...PRove me wrong! I know some of you never care if its 11 or 10 - you rate anyhow like me - helping each other out! Thats the way it should be! When Im asked to help - I do so! So lets see how many of those Ive asked to help me show up the next 20 hours... SO - thank you once more and a million times again for ALL the help! Hugs to you! From Torill aka

If You Just Believe....
Children sleeping, snow is softly falling Dreams are calling, like bells in the distance We were dreamers not so long ago But one by one we all had to grow up When it seems the magic's slipped away We find it all again on Christmas day Believe in what your heart is saying Hear the melody that's playing There's no time to waste There's so much to celebrate Believe in what you feel inside And give your dreams the wings to fly You have everything you need If you just believe Trains move quickly to their journey's end Destinations are where we begin again Ships go sailing far across the sea Trusting starlight to get where they need to be When it seems that we have lost our way We find ourselves again on Christmas day Believe in what your heart is saying Hear the melody that's playing There's no time to waste There's so much to celebrate Believe in what you feel inside And give your dreams the wings to fly You have everything you need If you just believe If

Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough
I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) It's always do this, do that, Everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Pushin me away [Chorus:] It's never enough No it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough No it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged) I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, Nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Shovin me aside [Chorus] I'm Done [Bridge:] In the end we're all just chalklines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you For everything you are Than ever love you For something you are not

Are You Really Real?"
Are You Really Real?"> I've spent a lot of time on this site. I've met some really great people..and some not so great people. I've forged some very strong friendships, and I've lost friends I thought I would have forever. The one thing that I have to admit, REALLY gets my goat (this goat is a figurative thing...not literal), are the number of Fakes around...and the flakes that stroke their egos. Number one? I don't understand why you have to create someone fake to be. Why misrepresent yourself to everyone? If you meet someone you actually like....what then? What story do you tell them. Number two? Ermmm..why do the fakes have to be hot, 20 something, always with "private" pic, fakes? Oh...and no salute? Come on now. LOL! If you can post 1000 pics of "yourself" on this site, then a salute is an extremely simple process. Number three? Why do guys buy these fakes blasts/blings and die to see the "private" pics? You can google them. Might take a while to find, but they ar

Another Idiot :)
I gave a girl a suggestion about something for her bf for christmas and.. here we go: lol it's from my shoutbox..so start at the bottom :) >BULLETPROO...: then have a good night again...I hope your wife can cheer you up..since you've been fighting for like an hour and something now BULLETPROO...: eh i;'m droping out of it there starting too steal pics of me an my wife not cool ->BULLETPROO...: If I was fighting I'd still be in the same mummm for like an hour ->BULLETPROO...: i wasnt fighting in fact i was telling her its not worth fighting BULLETPROO...: so its not worth fighting in the shoutbot but doing it in the mums is much better seems your pissy because i made you look bad BULLETPROO...: damn your dumb Here I posted a comment in the mumm because he started fighting with another girl in the same mumm so I was telling the girl not to fight with him because they were going at it for like 30 min and it wasn't worth it.. BULLETPROO...: eh its on line its all in fu

Random Thoughts.
Here we go... I hate it when it's freezing freakin cold! Right now, temperatures are so cold, we didnt even come close to 25 today. It was 3 this morning. Brrrr. I just wonder sometimes, why is it that we know what we should be doing, but yet we don't? That makes no sense to me. Seriously, we know we should take care of the people close to us, but yet we do the total opposite. Never understood that. I love you Tiff and Ariel. Just sayin'... I guess, no white Christmas here this year. :( Well, can't have it all I guess. But it would still be nice to see at least a bit of snow, instead of 50 degree weather. For pete's sake, it was 65 DEGREES on Friday! A Friday...IN DECEMBER! My family is coming from all over on Thursday for Christmas. And I mean all over. Hope Terry stays sober. I am looking forward to next Monday. I'm doing a co-hosting stint with my bro DJ K-I-D, during his Babydolls shift. My pipes will hold up, I know...It's my body I sometimes worry about ;) T

Bling Packs For Pics? That's Messed Up
Okay first off, this is a myspace for ADULTS, a place where adults can be themselves and personally I think this place is great and A LOT of fun. BUT, it's one thing to set your NSFW pics for people you know and you trust, but it's something completely different to whore out your NSFW pics for things like; Auto 11's, Bling packs, Happy Hours, Blasts, or even cold hard cash....This isn't a PORN SITE people! it's really pathetic and really speaks to the person's self-esteem and self image if you feel you have to subjugate yourself for something as redundant as bling packs or something of that sort. personally it's a real big annoyance, I can understand putting up an NSFW folder (probably beating a dead horse but dammit I'm ranting! LOL) and only showing them to people you set onto your family or your friends only, but again, it's completely ridiculous to sell your body out for some Auto 11's. Thank you and have a great day!! p.s. Please if you don't want people to see your boobs or

Cream Cheese Bacon Crescents
Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 16 servings, 2 crescents each What You Need 1 tub (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Chive & Onion Cream Cheese Spread 3 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon, cooked, crumbled 2 cans (8 oz. each) refrigerated crescent dinner rolls Make It PREHEAT oven to 375°F. Mix cream cheese spread and bacon in small bowl until well blended. SEPARATE each can of dough into 8 triangles each. Cut each triangle in half lengthwise. Spread each dough triangle with 1 generous tsp. cream cheese mixture. Roll up, starting at shortest side of triangle and rolling to opposite point. Place, point sides down, on ungreased baking sheet. BAKE 12 to 15 min. or until golden brown. Serve warm. Kraft Kitchens Tips Healthy Living To make a reduced fat version, use PHILADELPHIA Chive & Onion Light Cream Cheese Spread and reduced fat refrigerated crescent dinner rolls and save 30 calories per serving too. Try our healthy living version of Cream Cheese Bacon Crescents. S

What I Want For Christmas...
I realized tonight that what I want for Christmas I can't get here. By "here," I mean... my apartment complex, my town, my state, Fubar... I ask for too much. I remember back in October of 2006 when I packed everything that would fit in my car and drove 1,800 miles across country and settled in Plano, Texas. In the months that came, I lost my girlfriend, my social circle, and any hope of meeting people. I became a slave to the workplace... and was either there or home. Where are the friends? Where are the women? Where are the people I can call on the phone and carry on conversations well into the night? I'll tell you where... They're elsewhere. Christmas is coming again... It's this Thursday, in fact. I wish I could say something's improved. It hasn't. Hold your loved ones close. You don't realize what you have until it's gone. Happy holidays.

For My Birthday
Ive put alot of thought into what id like for my birthday. one thing is difficult, the rest are simple or rather simple. I would LOVE a VIP, for a month, or year, which i know is way too much to ask for lol. or salutes. I have yet to see a salute anywhere near as amazing as Rx Interlopers salute to me, and that goes for any salute made for anyone on the site by anyone else :P it can be safe for work, or not, doesnt matter, i will also only post it if given permission to. otherwise, i will keep it to myself. I sound kind of greedy dont i? oh well, i dont get to party or go to the bars for my birthday, so for nce im taking a stand ;) salutes can be sent to frozentundra58103@yahoo.com thank you for your time, and for those who read this, comment if youd like so i know whose seen it, and Merry Christmas to you and yours!

Fuck X-mas
1. Stop lying to your kid about an obese man that is in all right committing a fucking crime. 2. Holidays suck for the most part. When did you get something you really wanted and it wasn't a phase you were in? 3. In my defense I'm a little cynical but still have not proved there is a god so that rules out the birthday bullshit. 4. Most people really can't stand 97% of their "FAMILY" I can count on one hand blood relations I like. Only 2 of which I love at all. (yeah I know I'm a dick) In close "STOP WITH THE X-MAS SHIT"

What To Feel?
Flying home to Wisconsin for Christmas....and i'm going to see my boys i havent seen in 2 years. Way too long i know...but thats life sometimes. I think the closer the time gets here to where i see them,hold them again,play with them,rough house with them etc etc etc...the more emotions may hit me and get more intense. All in all i cant wait to see them again. I know they miss and need their daddy. THE END...hehe

Merry Christmas To All
Sexy Scraps for Orkut, Latino MySpace Comments It has snowed by day and night. I looked out my window and exclaimed what a pure delight! Everything looks so beautiful and bright! Look at the Christmas trees with all the red and green lights! Wow what a beautiful sight! Everyone came from miles around jumping up and down. As everyone is singing Christmas carols Santa starts to arrive. Everyone started to dance and jive. Everyone please remember the real reason for the season. Enjoy the parades and dinners too. Enjoy the season through and through. MerryChristmas to all and to all a good night! Sexy Scraps for Orkut, Latino MySpace Comments

Bling & Bux - 'tis The Season To Be Merry
Pre-Christmas Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 9am Fu Time. Please check your local time and cross reference it to the HH Schedule. 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 9am Fu Time-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 540 pic Bling-A-Rama Folder will win a DANCING SNOWMAN Plz Private Message me upon completion. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 2 Million Fubux 1 Million Fubux 500k Fubux Plz Privat

Daughter Rant
My daughter (turned 17 in Nov) and I had a huge fight last year and she decided to go live with her father. After about a month or so, she called to say she wanted to come home, because her father is a prick. I warned her before she went, but she was so mad at me she didn't care. I told her no, she made her choice, she had to live with it at least until school was out. This summer, she moved from her fathers to my sisters, instead of coming home. She said she didn't like my rules and her brothers were mean to her. These moves were her choice. I tried to warn my sister about her behavioral issues, she didn't believe me, until now. I got an email yesterday from my sister (my daughter is home with me for Christmas break) saying that she does not feel it is such a good idea for my daughter to live with her anymore. There have been behavioral issues. My daughter lying straight to her face, drinking, getting bad grades, and being ungrateful. I am fine with my daughter comin

Christmas Dinner
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. This won first prize. Christmas With Louise As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do? You're kidding me! Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. Finding what I wanted was difficult. Love Dolls com

Reflections
1017 am After much thought and after a conversation or two I had last night. I know my blog was depressing for those who read it. I was just feeling like that because I put myself in that situation. To be honest, it was refreshing to have someone slap me int he face with their point of views. You know, sometimes a girl needs that. I may not be expressive with words when I am in front of a person but I am expressive with my words when I do write/type them down. I had a decent conversation with a guy I consider my best friend. I knew exactly what he was thinking and what he was going to say but I guess I needed to have him tell me up front. Then about 2hrs later I received a phone call from a wonderful guy. I like him a lot. He told me how he felt when he read my blogs and also how he felt when I posted up some salutes. For that, I am sorry for not taking your thoughts into consideration. You're the one for me right now and I wouldn't want to do anything to ma

Mum
Just so we are clear, I've had my eyes opened slightly. I created a MUM about coming back to DJ. Very little views and fewer votes. So unless some christmas miracle happens I wont be back to DJ. I was hoping that with all the people that said I was so great and would be my fans forever was just internet talk for "yea whatever". Im disheartened greatly. I at least know who friended me for real and who did it just for points or to say that they know me. Also ive been putting my resume in at real radio stations locally and got nothing. Wanna impress me? x 103 and y 106 in indiana email them bomb them get me a job doin my show. Or at the least message me here. and if they want an audition ill hook up with a lounge and show them how good i really am. Thanks to all my real friends. If you have my old yahoo it is no more. If you want to get in touch with me personally contact swtchrrypie. See ya Dark Messenger

I Am..
I normally don't blog, especially about life issues. This is something I HAVE to discuss! Some of what I have to say may come across offensive, even sound conceited.. Ever wonder why the thrill of pay day is evaporated by the understanding that every cent in that check will go straight to bills? Nothin left over. Your paycheck equaled the exact amount of every bill you have for that time frame that must be paid. Just when you think you are finally ahead and can have a few dollars left for a comfortable start to a 'nest egg' .... your car screws up and you now get to use that money to fix it. Prayin that it's gonna work this time, only to start over with bills, putting money aside, somethin happening to delete your newly earned savings. Unfortunately most of you reading this know exactly where I am coming from.. but don't worry.. if you haven't chances are you will. Kind of hurts to know that everyone has to go through that rough time. That dry spell in finances. They say money

The Airborne Mystique
In French we are known as "Les Paras", in German "Die Fallschirmjager", in Spanish "Los Paracaidistas" and in English "Paratroopers". Whatever the language used, the connotation is that of Soldiers who are held in awe and respect by our Countrymen and adversaries. We form a body of tough,elite, highly disciplined troops for any Nation. For some, we have been held back as a generalreserve; for others, we have been the first forces employed in times of trouble. More than any other types, Airborne forces are most directly and effectively useful in cold war, limited conflict and general war. In cold war we represent the Nation's "hole card"---Mobile forces always ready for rapid deployment and so are a deterrent force. In limited war, we would likely be the first Army forces strategically deployed. In general war, we could carry out a variety of missions, such as reinforcing combat elements already deployed, filling strategic gaps where there were no deployments and interdicting enemy forc

Even The Ant World Has Its Suicide Bombers Two Days Before Christmas
All but the last four words of today’s title comprise the “Q&A” title in the current issue of “U.S. News and World Report”. It contains nine questions from an interview with Edward O. Wilson, a Harvard University professor known as the “father of sociobiology” who has among other things coauthored a book that’s the leading scientific study on ants as well as “The Superorganism”, a book on the collaborative nature of ants. The title refers to a type of ant in Asian and South American rain forests that blows itself up by contracting its body violently when near its enemies and spewing poisonous liquid from their remains. To the ant colony this ant is protecting, it’s the ultimate altruist. I read the article while I was watching Sarah and Jeffrey in our church nursery Sunday during the second performance of the Christmas cantata, and I like to learn something new. Something for the anthropomorphic – look it up – in our audience today: one question in that article that I liked beca

Are You Effing Kidding Me?
why cant us filipinos think of our own stories or concepts to make movies from!!! abs-cbn(a famous flipino TV station) is planning to do a tagalog version of twilight yes on television! and their casting two of my hatest local actors! ugh! filipino movies are so corny! all we do is copy stories from international movies! but most of it are so corny! dont you agree with me, my fellow pinoys? they did the same with gossip girl and now twilight? give me a fucking break!!!! they even copied the poster!!! pathetic pathetic! Cathy Garcia Molina you really fucked up this time. theres even a petition from twilight fans all over the world to stop the production. shame. TA TA!

Common Sense Is Gone
AN OBITUARY PRINTED IN THE LONDON TIMES. Interesting and sadly true. 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, 'Common Sense', who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouth wash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost g

Woman Like Me
[VERSE 1:] Do you think You could fall for a woman like me 'Cause I find it hard to trust I need too much And I really don't believe in love, no no Do you think That I could be the girl of your dreams Sometimes I don't let things go Get emotional And sometimes I'm just out of control [CHORUS:] You need to stop for a minute Before you get too, deep up in it (Too deep) 'Cause everything ain't what it seems It's hard loving a woman A woman like me (Woman like me) You need to think about it Before you get hooked on the venom And can't live without it (No no) Can't believe everything you see It's hard loving a woman A woman like me [VERSE 2:] Do you think That I could be the one that you seek 'Cause baby I'm one step ahead You're two steps behind But baby I don't mind Do you think That I can make you real happy baby Just don't get me wrong My loving is so strong But I ain't tryna lead you on [CHORUS:] You need to stop for a minute (No no) Before

A Very Nice Poem From Kimberlee, Ty So Much..we Loves You!
~~THE ONES I TRUST COMPLETELY, ~~WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE, ~~THE ONES I HOLD So DEAR TO ME, ~~MY HEART FEELS SO FULL ~AND~GLAD!~~ ~~NEVER IN ME LIFE, ~~HAVE I FELT SUCH STRENGTH IN FRIENDSHIP SO TRUE, ~~THREE VERY TRUSTED FRIENDS, ~~I HAVE COME TO FIND IN YOU!~~ ~~I CAN SHARE ANYTHING, ~~NEVER TO FEEL AFRAID, ~~NEVER TO FEEL THREATENED, ~~FEEL HURT,~OR~FEEL BETRAYED!~~ ~~I TREASURE YOU THREE, ~~I HAVE THE HEART,~YALL~HOLD THE KEY, ~~IN MY MIND THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT, ~~TRUE FRIENDSHIP WAS MENT TO BE!~~ ~~~WRITTN BY KIMBERLEE~THATS ME~~

X-posted From My Livejournal: Willing To Serve.
(For those of you interested in reading my previous LJ entries, here is the link: http://larrycar.livejournal.com ) Jesus, it's been far too long since I've updated this thing.. After the last time I posted, I visited my now fiancee Arlette for her birthday, and that was such a blast.. Met some of her family, friends, and coworkers, went to the Rocky Horror Picture Show live show in Houston with her, went out to eat with her Dad's side of the family, got a little tipsy one night and put on a show hehe, visited her workplace.. it all seemed to evanescent.. arriving and disappearing far too fast.. and I haven't seen her since, besides on Webcam and talking on the phone. She'll be coming back to visit in less than two weeks now, and I'm so excited. She gets to see more of my friends, go to a party, and experience a shitload of snow. And yes, we're engaged now, but not officially. See, the morning before she left, I brought her to Walden Pond for the sunrise and gave her my class rin

Rating People
ireally hate when i take the time to rate peoples profiles,pictures and stash and i get nothing in return not even a thank you for taking the time to rate me from now on i will not just rate people..if you cant even take the time to rate back the people that rate you or at least tell that person thank you i have better things to do and people to rate that will return the favor

Dreams
dreams remembered waiting to be fullfiled 2 Comments Erotica written 7 days ago by dragonaz I go out to the club or something that part is diff each time. But when I return I open the door to the apt and u are kneeling on the floor in lingerie. I drop everything shut the door. Walk over to u. U r crying. I take ur hands and lift u up to me. I put my hand under ur chin lifting ur eyes to mine. As I kiss u I lift u into my arms picking u up with one arm under ur knees like a bride. And hold u for a few mins then I take u into my room and lay u on the bed kick off my shoes and lay next to u we are like this for hrs. Just holding each other. Then I wake up with tears in my eyes. After a few hrs u look up at me and ask " master may I please u ?" I just nod. U undress me and and start to cover me in kisses knibbling and licking. After u take me into ur mouth and make me orgasm. U get up and bring me ur wrist and ankle restraints as well as my favorite whip. In almost a begging tone u say

If He Loves You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for him and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you right, then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think, "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. If something bothers you, speak up. Use discretion and wisdom in what you tell a man about yourself. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is mor

Drowning In Life
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Electric Train
A few days after Christmas, a mother was working in the kitchen listening to her young son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son said, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now, cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train, cause we're going down the tracks." The mother went nuts and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son comes out of the bedroom and resumes playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking from the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you w

Believe In Urself
Believe in urself - in the power u have to control ur own life, day by day. Believe in the strength that u have deep inside, and the faith will help show u the way. Believe in tomorrow and what it will bring, let a hopeful heart carry u through. For things will work out if u trust and believe - there's no limit to what u can do

A Talking Newborn
A baby was born who was so advanced, he could talk.He looked around the delivery room and saw the doctor. "Are you my doctor?" he asked. "Yes, I am," said the doctor. The baby said, "Thank you for taking such good care of me during the birth." He looked at his mother and asked, "Are you my mother?" "Yes, I am," said the mother. "Thank you for taking such good care of me before I was born," he said. He then looked at his father and asked, "Are you my father?" "Yes, I am," his father answered. The baby motioned him closer, then poked him repeatedly on the foreheadwith his index finger. "Hurts doesn't it!?!"

Just A Little Wish
I have a wish, its just a little one.......I wish I could make all of those who have hurt me and caused me pain feel what I feel! I want for them to feel all the physcal pain that I feel, I want them to feel all the mental pain that I feel, I want them to feel the pain that they them self have cause! So maybe just maybe they might understand me, and next time that they decide to cast out someone because they have "problems" they will think, would I want to be treated like that? Like I said its a little wish and I can dream cant I??

A Touching Christmas Story
There was a man who worked for the Post Office whose job it was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky handwriting to God with no actual address. He thought he should open it to see what it was about. The letter read: "Dear God, I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very small pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, which was all the money I had until my next pension check. Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited two of my friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me? Sincerely, Edna The postal worker was touched. He showed the letter to all the other workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet and came up with a few dollars. By the time he made the rounds, he had collected $96, which they put into an envelope and sent to the woman. The rest of the day, all

You Know You're From Pittsburgh When...
You don't see what all the hype is about Disney World when Kennywood is just around the corner. "N at' " is eloquently added to the end of every sentence. You know that the fireworks from the Three Rivers Regatta are the best when you can see the reflections they make off the PPG building. You have a taste bud for Smiley Cookies. Words like: hoagie; chipped ham; pop; and gumband actually mean something to you. You will defend with your life that it's called pop and not soda. You often go down to the "crick". You bleed black and gold... You wake up to KDKA. You go 'food shoppin' at 'Jine Iggle'. Chipped ham was always in your refrigerator when you were growing up. You believe that "Ize" is the abbreviaton for "I was" "Yinz" is part of common everyday language. You can find Zelienople on a map. You know what is meant by "The Point". You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius. You've taken deliberate field trips t

Erotic Thoughts
Your frame flows silently through the shadows of our dark room. Here and there caught by the light from the blinds showing the briefest glimpse of your soft effervescent skin. I lay here, impatiently waiting, where you told me to for the moment when our flesh melds into one. Watching you from this state of sensually heightened awareness you seem to glide as if your feet never touch the ground, drifting towards me on a cloud of erotic pheremones. The scent of your perfumes serves to cloud my mind and further feed the animal lust that lies inside me. You reach our bed and lean into me whispering softly "Tonignt is yours". Inside I know that all I really want is to see you pleased in everyway you Desire. You lay back and I begin to explore you, slowly inch by inch, savoring every detail of your awe inspiring body. You are a Goddess and tonight I will worship you. I kiss and caress as you heave and moan. Somehow it seems that my face has become one with your paradise and every shiver from

A Hero Amongst Heroes
Please read this, then send it to everybody you know. They'll thank you as they forward this to others as well. Don't know whether you heard about this but Denzel Washington and his family visited the troops at Brook Army Medical Center, in San Antonio , Texas (BAMC) the other day. This is where soldiers who have been evacuated from Germany come to be hospitalized in the United States, especially burn victims. There are some buildings there called Fisher Houses. The Fisher House is a Hotel where soldiers' families can stay, for little or no charge, while their soldier is staying in the Hospital. BAMC has quite a few of these houses on base, but as you can imagine, they are almost filled most of the time. While Denzel Washington was visiting BAMC, they gave him a tour of one of the Fisher Houses. He asked how much one of them would cost to build. He took his check book out and wrote a check for the full amount right there on the spot. The soldiers overseas were amazed to hear

Dawg Is Going For Gf!
BAD TO THE BONE69~Founder Chopper Bikers Club~ is trying to reach godfather he has auto 11 on ,so lets all help out and give him a early xmas present......Please repost often tyvm BAD TO THE BONE69~Founder Chopper Bikers Club~@ fubar (repost of original by '!!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Proudly Owned by~LadySnowOwl~' on '2008-12-23 12:16:23') (repost of original by 'BAD TO THE BONE69~Founder Chopper Bikers Club~' on '2008-12-23 12:18:43')

Class Project Gone Wrong
An elementary school class started a class project to make planters to take home to their mothers for Mothers' Day. They wanted to have a plant in it that was easy to take care of, so they decided to use cactus plants. The students were given green-ware pottery planters in the shape of clowns which they painted with glaze. The clown planters were professionally fired at a class outing so they could see the process. It was great fun! They planted cactus seeds in the finished planters and they grew nicely, but unfortunately, the children were not allowed to take them home. The cactus plants were removed and small ivy replaced them and the children were then allowed to take them home instead. The teacher said cactus seemed like a good idea at the time! See below!

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas From the bottom of my heart I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas [ Jose Feliciano Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] From the bottom of my heart Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas From the bottom of my heart I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas From the bottom of my heart Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad

To You And Yours
Lonliness is a son of a b*tch but also makes you hope and pray that others aren't feeling the same kind of pain you are. So on that note, I want to wish everyone a Happy Holidays with your loved ones and never take that for granted...ever!

Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
Are we growing up or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out Take our tears, put them on ice Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light We're the therapists pumping through your speakers Delivering just what you need We're well read and poised We're the best boys We're the chemists who've found the formula To make your heart swell and burst No matter what they say, don't believe a word Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it I'll keep singing this lie I'll keep singing this lie Are we growing up or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out Take our tears, put them on ice Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light We're traveled like gypsies Only with worse luck and far less gold We're the kids you used to love But then we grew old We're the lifers here till the bitter end Condemned from the start Ashamed of the way The songs and the words

I Was A Soldier
I Was A Soldier " By Colonel Daniel K. Cedusky, AUS, Retired I was a Soldier: That's the way it is, that's what we were...are. We put it, simply, without any swagger, without any brag, in those four plain words. We speak them softly, just to ourselves. Others may have forgotten They are a manifesto to mankind; speak those four words anywhere in the world -- yes, anywhere -- and many who hear will recognize their meaning. They are a pledge. A pledge that stems from a document which said: "I solemnly Swear”, “to protect and defend” and goes on from there, and from a Flag called "Old Glory". Listen, and you can hear the voices echoing through them, words that sprang white-hot from bloody lips, shouts of “medic”, whispers of “Oh God!”, forceful words of “Follow Me”. If you can’t hear them, you weren’t, if you can you were. "Don't give up the ship! Fight her till she dies... Damn the torpedoes! Go ahead! . . . Do you want to live forever? . . . Don't cheer, boys;

Thank You To All My Friends
peeps, thanks for the b-day wishes and gifts. i was really in the dumps today til i got on tonite and everyone here made my day, and i want to thank everyone for making my day. frank aka xx the genetic freak xx

Random Quiz
Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test... The DruidNinja, Monkey, Punk, Cowboy Druids are filled with a dramatic sense of wonder, viewing the world through rose-colored glasses as they watch everything come to life, from flora and fauna to mundane objects. They see the good in almost everyone and everything, yet struggle with the idea of ethical perfection (or lack thereof). They tend to turn away from the world and toward essence and ideal, and while they are concerned with all people and creatures, those things are valued only in that they are part of a greater whole; in this, they often struggle to find their place in things, and need to feel a part of whatever they are involved with. Fluent with language, they are keen to pick out patterns in people and things, although their somewhat otherworldly focus on the larger picture can lead them to seem somewhat absentminded. Nevertheless, they have a knack for explaining complex things quite simply.

Turn In Your Grave
TURN IN YOUR GRAVE As I come at your door I'll have you scream for more I'll make you run and bleed But when I leave you will fucking scream Your death is near Taken by the force of me you'll never be set free I'll make you turn and die Buried to lie forever my soul is much too clever I'll torment you endlessly Darkness surrounds you there is no escape As I torture you your mind is filled with hate But the forces of evil you are my slave Turn in your grave I am on an endless search trying to escape the church Look through my evil eyes you'll see through all lies Be one with my soul fear my present state or it will be too late I'll make you run and bleed Buried to lie forever my soul is too clever Torment you in fire

Solitude
SOLITUDE I'm sitting here alone in darkness waiting to be free Lonely and forlorn I am crying I long for my time to come death means just life Please let me die in solitude Hate is my only friend pain is my father Torment is delight to me Death is my sacntuary I seek it with pleasure Please let me die in solitude Recieve my sacrifice my lifeblood is exhausted No one gave love and understanding Hear these words vilifiers and pretenders Please let me die in solitude Earth to earth ashes to ashes dust to dust

Contest Time...
feeling in the mood to do a contest...I'm looking to get my rank beyond where it's at and I need your help. From now until Jan 2, 2009, R/F/A/C me or whatever you want to help me obtain my goal....hopefully to Level 20 (beyond works better). Everyday I will check my bartab and randomly pick a name (multiple ranks not necessary but will possibly grab my attention when I choose a name). On Jan 2nd, I will throw all the names into a hat and pick one. The winner of the drawing will win a bling pack courtesy of yours truly as my thanks for your help. The decision of yours truly is final and winner will be revealed within 3 days of end of contest. Good luck, have a happy holidays, and always think pink :)

Like Oh My Gawd .. She's Got Autos!
Silly ?? YES Cute? VERY Why a bully? Well, she's got Autos turned on and she's all twitterpated!! So go show her your best Fu-Lovins ..... Do a good job ... She'll be grading you, and there WILL be a test!! Pimped with love by: Tappinit

Another Closed Door
I ache inside when I think of you All that we had and everything that should have been I turned all my emotions into anger the day you walked away I felt lost and shattered yet still you didn't stay I tried over and over to stop thinking of you but my heart was plagued with guilt I could not shake your hateful words an echo repeating like a broken record that couldnt be stopped Time has past and the wounds you made did not heal The question why hangs unanswered as you continue to blame me Not once admitting you were wrong trying to play the victim Poor you was just a leaning post one you said I no longer needed You were wrong so very wrong my feelings for you were real One can't try to change another's thoughts when ignorance gets in the way So I am done letting you get the best of me no longer will you haunt my dreams Doesn't matter how many times you try to talk it will be like you are having a conversation with yourself Maybe in time I will fully heal but n

Don't Mess With Kids
A group of primary school infants, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field tripto Cheltenham races to see and learn about thoroughbred horses. When it was time to take the children to the toilet, it was decided that the girls would gowith one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's toilet when one of theboys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting theboys up, one by one, holding their willies to direct the flow away from theirclothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying notto show that she was staring, the teacher said, 'You must be in year four.' 'No, missus,' he replied. 'I'm riding Silver Arrow in the 2.15.'

Stuff
Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test... The AcrobatPirate, Monkey, Punk, Clown Acrobats are all about fun and excitement, and living life in the moment. They are the life of a party, spontaneous and impulsive, jumping from one social gathering to another, and one thought to another in their speech, which is at times incoherent. They are fond of telling stories, which are full of wit and mischief, and can talk for hours. They are in constant need of new experiences, and find dull logic boring, craving excitement and the next new exciting, dangerous thing, to the point of often ignoring the consequences of their actions. All the world is a stage, and they are determined to explore all of it. Ever optimists, they go with the flow, trusting to improvisation and skill to get them through tough situations. Acrobats tend towards a Borderline temperament, marked by an instability of mood, relationships and self image. They alternate between idealiz

Just Another Night
You promised me something. That I thought I could believe Thinking my wish might..have come true That i wished on that late september nite Sitting outside wondering if you were looking at the same star I was... As I wait patiently as i promised I finally got my chance That late night talk I told you everything ..And you were thinking the exact same thing Or as i thought you did. I told you every drop of detail...that i had been waiting to express to you Laying so close to eachother we could feel the tension Those times we had caught eachother staring back My body shaking because i was so scared... to be so happy and to believe what you were saying I actually thought that i had finally got my wish That harmless kiss on the cheek That long stroke down my back Laying by the fire Not giving a thought to what other people had said once before Both of us saying never to leave eachothers side And to never look at someone else as you look at one another. I was so happ

Her World
Watching her world go round Her dreams cracking Her image shatters Her mind is racing Her heart is falling apart Watching her world go round Her eyes are soaked Her fears are becoming real Her love becomes hate Her body is a toy Watching her world go round Her time is wasted Her thoughts become torn Her head is cloudy Her hands are shaking Her world has stopped Her dreams come true Her image is beautiful Her mind is calm Her world has stopped Her heart is healed Her eyes are dry Her fears are not real Her body is hers Her world has stopped Her time is cherished Her thoughts are to believe Her head is clear Her hands are held She never thought That her own head Could be an illusion October 25, 2006

Your Ghost
BCOMMENTED.COM Why do I ache for what has gone ? I am in love with a memory of the past The ghost of your face, haunts me like lurking shadows. Never here, never there the reality of now hits me in the face the past will never be. What you never had, you can never lose, the pain is not for what once was but for what will never be. The heart aches for memories that will never again be a reality of our lives, the tears fall for a dream. Shattered into pieces by my awakening, on I go, into the journey of life. The memory of our past eclipses each day and haunts me along the way. Yet, on I go, walking this lonely road, not knowing where it will lead, can't stop, can't rest, your last kiss lies silent upon my lips. . Forever searching, blindly walking not knowing what I am looking for fearful of what I may find. Where is this final resting place of mine that will allow me to put your ghost to rest? Lay a rose on my bleeding heart as

Merry Christmas
How " Merry Christmas " is said around the world in Another Language Afrikaans: Gesëende Kersfees Afrikander: Een Plesierige Kerfees African/ Eritrean/ Tigrinja: Rehus-Beal-Ledeats Albanian:Gezur Krislinjden Arabic: Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah Argentine: Feliz Navidad Armenian: Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand Azeri: Tezze Iliniz Yahsi Olsun Bahasa Malaysia: Selamat Hari Natal Basque: Zorionak eta Urte Berri On! Bengali: Shuvo Naba Barsha Bohemian: Vesele Vanoce Brazilian: Boas Festas e Feliz Ano Novo Breton: Nedeleg laouen na bloavezh mat Bulgarian: Tchestita Koleda; Tchestito Rojdestvo Hristovo Catalan: Bon Nadal i un Bon Any Nou! Chile: Feliz Navidad Chinese: (Cantonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Chinese: (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan (Catonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Choctaw: Yukpa, Nitak Hollo Chito Columbia: Feliz Navidad y Próspero Año Nuevo Cornish: Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth Corsian: Pace e salute Crazani

Lookin' For Love? Really??
To my closest friends who mean a lot to me; those of you who have made an impact on my life...with another year coming to a close, I wanted to share this with you...Food for thought if nothing else...if you are single, married, thinking about getting married, not thinking about it, if you have any friends or care about anyone in the world this is important- I wish I had realized this years ago and often wonder how or if things would be different. Its worth the read. Choosing A Life Partner: When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Miss. Right! If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married, they'll say: 'We're in love'. I believe this is the #1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound 'not p

Turning Forty
Hey everyone! So this morning I woke up 40! I don't feel any different but it's one helluva milestone. 22 years I might not have had if I had died in that accident. I feel pretty good today and am considering letting my hair go gray naturally instead of continuing to color it to hide all the gray. It's my believe that I went gray prematurely because of anesthesia from surgeries and that is why I am so white haired on the temples and sides. I don't really mind it much, but I asked my mom and she said I should keep coloring it. So I put it to you, does hair color really affect your opninion of someone? If so why? I am glad heavymetalmama turned me onto fubar, it's really awesome here! :D Merry Christmas everyone! :D

My Angel Name
[IMG]http://extimg.quizopolis.com/images/results/angel-name.gif[/IMG] [B]Your Angel Name is[/B] [B][COLOR="Red"]Hamaliel the Angel of Logic[/COLOR][/B] Get Your Angel Name at Quizopolis.com [URL=""][/URL] ROTFLMAO everyone that knows me would have said - Duh!

What Christmas Drink Am I
You Are Hot Chocolate Your holiday personality is generous. The holidays are your favorite time to practice the art of giving. You enjoy picking out presents, sharing treats, and making everyone's day a little brighter. And you don't even notice if you don't get anything in return. What Holiday Drink Are You?

Mistletoe Kisses
Mistletoe Kisses This Christmas you will receive the following kisses under the mistletoe: 13 kisses on the cheek 15 kisses on the lips 12 make out sessions Find out how many kisses you will get under the mistletoe this Christmas at Quizopolis.com

Undone
Crimson spills, it enraptures me, red and white, white and red, a bloody swath spread wide over snow, a moments grace, I tremble up frosty banks, white and black black and white glittering shadows of deep winter, I am enthralled, I am undone.

What Do These Words Mean To You
What do these words mean to you Survey Firstly Name, Age, Location? - Marian First thing that comes to mind when the folowing words are said.. are you ready? - yep Boys - hhhmm Girls - friend Drink - coffee Water - drink School - don\'t go Naughty - hehehe Love - always Kiss - special Touch - sometime Feel - good Music - country Dance - yes Car - no Loud - sometimes Hot - no Excited - very Ohh Yes - always Yum - cookies Spank - only if you can catch me Dirty - lol What word would you have added in here? - none Take This What do these words mean to you Survey and other Myspace Surveys at Quizopolis.com

Body
I recently took some pics because I lost 45 pounds this year. I always considered myself kinda gross on the outside but knew I was a beautiful person. I'm posting these pictures for me not anyone else, that doesn't mean I don't want you to enjoy them I still have issues with my floppy fat girl boobs my chunky butt and big thighs, I've struggled with my weight all my life and know I may never look this good again. So feel free to ask for a peek I hope you enjoy my body as much as I do. thanks J.

Christmas Thoughts
Ok I know I post this about every year, but its a true now as when I first posted it. :-D Enjoy. For some reason this has been on my mind for a day or so. No I'm not nostalgic to see people dangling from ropes at every town entrance, its more of the idea that once upon a time you could get enough people in a town to agree that they didn't like someone enough to take the time and effort to drag said person out to a tree an hang them. Seriously, that takes quite a bit of effort. Probably have to get at least 15 - 20 people together for it. When was the last time you saw 6 or more people agree to do anything? I guess what I'm more looking for is a time when people could agree that they either liked something, or didn't like something. I'm not talking about serious moral gray areas here, not like should abortion be legal or anything like that. I'm talking the no brainers here, murder, rape, theft, Nazi's, Martha Stewart, you know the big evils. I swear if WWII happened tomorrow a

Fu- Weddings -dec 24-25 /08
HI EVERYONE, I WILL NOT BE PREFORMING FU-WEDDINGS... I WILL BE ONLINE BUT FEEL THAT THIS IS THE TIME TO SPEND WITH FAMILY & FRIENDS ONLINE AS WELL IN R/L. THERE IS A PASTOR BLOG IN MY LOUNGE IF NEEDED. I ALSO WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR A WONDERFUL 2008 AS WE HEAD INTO A NEW YEAR. HOPE SANTA IS GOOD TO YOU ALL!!! :p HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! MUCH LOVE!! JUDGE WHITEDOVE

My New Fu Owner!!!
LADIES,(and the few gentleman on my page!)IM PROUD TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MS. SASSY!!! She is my NEW, and more importantly, FIRST FU OWNER!!! I didnt even think that i would get many bids in my auction, but this woman bid on me, and then bid again to win the whole SHABANG-A-BANG!!!! PLEASE go show her some luv by clicking the pic below, because she deserves it more than most on this site!! THANKS!! This pimpout brought to you by ☠☣FTW☣☠-FU OWNED BY MS. SASSY@ fubar

Djs Rules
SEXY'S HIDEAWAY DJ GUILDLINES: Here at SEXY'S HIDEAWAY we are all about having fun and making sure the people in our loungeS are having fun. We want to make people feel comfortable and get the visitor to join so do your thing and have a good time with it. Here are a few things that might help.... -Please check in 15 min before your shift with the dj who has air so that they know you are there and ready to go. (if you are late and they found someone its up to u to talk to person who is recieving air to see if they wish to give it to u) -We all have lives away from the fu so if you cant make your shift please try to find a replacement and let Sexyrebel,Wildwolfjuggalo,irishminx know on yim who is covering if they are not online leave them an offline message. There is a list on every sched of sn of all djs and of the relief djs. If you cant fond onyone let them know you wont make your shift... it happens and as long as someone can cover you its gonna b ok

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his e yesight was blurred, and his step faltered The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. 'We must do something about father,' said the son. 'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.' So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a woo

A Whole New Meaning
Merry Christmas to all my fu family, friends, and fans!! This year has been a doozy!! I have been through hell and back and now the holidays have a whole new meaning. I am very fortunate to have met some amazing people on the fu! You know who you are....if I were to try to list all of you, I am sure I would miss someone. Friends got me through this year...through all the chemo and then surgery and even radiation. I have lost my hair and that was devastating to me, to be honest. I have not posted any new pics yet cause I just can't seem to get one I like. I promise I will get one up soon. Any whoooo....I just wanted to wish everyone on fubar a very merry Christmas! If you are not my friend yet.....now is the time to come on over and chat sometime..... ~~smooches~~

Special Dedication To Beautiful Angel
You have always been there for me. Even when things suck for you, you have been a dear friend to me! We have been so close for so long its as if we are sisters not best friends. Love and heart breaks, birthdays and moves...we have been through it all. Theres not much we dont tell each other. I dont feel as I have told you how greatful I am to have you in my life though. Even though Ive been distant lately you are still my girl! The one who would help me think up an evil revenge against the one who's hurt me or a sweet thank you to the one who's shown me great respect. I would trust you ith my most valuable information and possesions. You are my firend, my girl, and my sister. Today, tomorrow, and forever I will love you and hold you dear! Thank you for always being there!

Special Dedication To Shadowwalker
Randomly we started talking one day and now we are great friends! You make a smile appear on my face each day when you take a minute to say "hi" to me. And when the world has me down its as if you know without me saying a word. Sending me sweet messages or a text when I need them most. You are a sweet guy even though you get the shitty end of the deal most the time. I hope that never changes...you being sweet that is. For having a friend as sweet as you makes my life a small bit easier. Thank you fo being my friend!

Shocking
This was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket > Taser" for their anniversary. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.

You Know That You Are Addicted To Coffee When...
17. You can jump start your car without cables. 16. You answer the door before people knock. 15. You get a speeding ticket even when you are parked. 14. You've worn out your third pair of shoes this week. 13. Your eyes stay open even when you sneeze. 12. You grind coffee beans in your mouth. 11. You can type sixty words per minute -- with your feet. 10. You soak your dentures in coffee overnight. 9. You sleep with your eyes open. 8. You have a picture of your coffee mug on your coffee mug. 7. Instant coffee takes too long to make. 6. You channel surf faster without the remote. 5. You don't sweat... you percolate. 4. You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers. 3. You short out motion detectors. 2. You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize it's not plugged in. and last but not least... 1. The only time you are standing still is during an earthquake!

Playful?
I find it hilarious that though my profile specifically states I'm in a relationship, and reading the actual information states that I want nothing to do with the horny idiots on the site, douchebags who refuse to read keep making vulgar passes at me. Read my lips: I. AM. NOT. INTERESTED. STOP. FUCKING. ASKING. GO. DIE. IN. A. CAR. FIRE. Thank you, that is all. Happy Holidays. Also, for the people who AREN'T worthless cuntfucks, I'll be on XBox Live most of tonight. Feel free to add me: GoddessOfVoid66

Update
So, I dont know what all went down exactly, but CarX never towed my car. The state police did when they found it at 9 o clock last night. So now we have to pay for my car to get towed twice, on top of the repair cost. At least we know where my car is now. But seriously wtf?

My Great Aunt
I got news that my great aunt has pneumonia, on top of emphazema, and has been sent home from the hospital to pretty much die. She never really fought the emphazema. She still smoked and most of the time she just kept her oxygen tank, which was sitting to a dozen other oxygen tanks, on while she smoked. So this is pretty much what she wanted. She's incohearent right now, so she won't know we're there to see her when we go up this weekend. We're going up to pretty much say our goodbyes, but to check on my great grandmother, who isn't taking burying one of her children so easily. I may be on and off, depending on how many times we go up there and how long it is before my great aunt dies. That's just the update. I have a Christmas dinner to go to, so I need to go change my shirt. Mine smells like baby formula. Merry Christmas. Keep your loved ones dear.

Advice For Men Buying Gifts For Women
Advice for Men on Holiday Gifts for Your Woman: Guys, you need to give your woman SOMETHING for the holidays. Try not to stress out about what to give her. Anything is better than no gift at all. You do need to gift-wrap your gift. Give it to her in a loving moment that is set aside just for giving her this gift. Don't just hand it to her in an off-hand way. If you're at a loss for what to say, keep it simple. "This is for you. Merry Christmas." (Or Happy Hanukkah, Happy Valentines Day, or Happy Birthday! These phrases have stood the test of time!) Just make sure you're looking in her eyes when you say those words. Here are my 7 Gift Guidelines for you men. The first 6 apply to a woman you have a romantic interest in. Tip 7 is for when you want to keep things less personal, at least for now. Tip #1: This is NOT the time to make frugality your number one concern. This is the time to go the extra mile - IF you can. If you are a starving artist, however

Put Up The Christmas Tree 2day...
so pops is all fuct up without mom here....so i put up the tree 2day.....and realized that last year...mom put up these ornaments... so it was pretty rough.....but someone has to do it. cuz mom wouldnt want us to be misrable on christmas.... the hardest about the last day or so was...wrapping presents for my sister that my mom actually bought her before she died. so my sis is getting presents from mom this christmas..... and its gonna be rough on them really really bad....so im doing my best to keep it together. ....someone has to! so with th@ merry christmas to all.....and ttyl ppl. RP

This Is For The Guys
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl 'Will you marry > me?' > > The girl said, 'NO!' > > And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles > and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and > drank beer and scotch and left the toilet seat up and > farted whenever he wanted to. > > > THE END

The Christmas Village Surprise
(originally written in 2005, occurred around 1997 - treasured in my heart forever.) I love Christmas. I named my daughter Savannah NOELLE, thats how much I love Christmas. I spend hours of my life's moments creating an idealistic miniature Christmas Village every year. I painted the buildings myself. Farm animals stand next to hay bales in mangers near the barn festooned in evergreen bows. A toy shop window glints with carefully painted shiny toys. A church stands on a hill created with a shoebox laid under the mantel of angel hair snow. Pine trees line a small town square where a trio of Christmas carolers are standing side by side with their carol books in their hands, mouths wide open in whats obviously one hell of a loud rendition of "O Come All Ye Faithful". A fiddle player stands nearby, his elbow high as he draws his bow across his instrument. A drummer boy beats a rat a tat tat while his dog sits nearby, a bow tied to his collar. One day I came home and stopped to admi

Nothing To Fear.....
will you miss me when i am gone away? will you remember how it used to be? noth think of the sickly mass that i turned out to be? not remeber the pain, just all the love in my eyes? even when i am gone it will still be there.... REALIZE... that even in death, i will live on in memories that u have, in our favorite songs. it wont be an end.. but a beginning for you a new chapter on life, so please dont be blue.. i was blessed to have you, so close to me... and you will be in my heart for eternity. please just smile, love, and dont shed a tear.. coz you Angel will be watching over you you have nothing to fear ...

The Coat
As I go in the door of my favorite grocery store………I grab my buggy………..damn the wheel rattles……….have to get another one………let’s see what kind of bargains I can find today………I start down the first aisle and look up and almost crash into the display of pickles………damn now that is one sexy shopper……… long black leather coat……..black boots that go out of sight………long black hair…….she looks my way and catches me staring……….i’m caught so I just keep looking………she smiles………puts her hands in her pockets…….pulls the coat open enough to reveal the top of the boots……….about 6 inches below heaven……..she turns and walks away pulling the coat tight on her ass………..both cheeks rise and fall with each step………click clack as those heels hit the floor……….damn I love high heels……….I finally move………quicken my pace so I can catch up………. I see her at the vegetable counter……..checking out the cantaloupes………..think to myself wish I could squeeze her melons………just then she bends over and her left breast peeks o

Want Club Mystic To Attack Your Page With Rates???
HERE IS THE DEAL!!! OUR DEAR FRIEND AND SPONSOR OF CLUB MYSTIC, "SPIKE", WILL BE RUNNING AUTO-11'S ON CHRISTMAS DAY, BEGINNING AT MIDNIGHT EST, THAT IS 11PM CENTRAL, 9PM FU-TIME! WE ARE TRYING TO GET HIM AS MANY RATES AS POSSIBLE, SO ANYONE THAT RATES HIS PICS DURING HIS AUTO'S WILL BE VISITED ONE DAY DURING THE FOLLOWING WEEK BY CLUB MYSTIC TO LAY SOME SERIOUS LUV ON YOUR PAGE! THE MORE YOU DO, THE HARDER WE WILL ATTACK YOUR PAGE! WOOHOOOOO!!! YOU MUST DO THE FOLLOWING... 1) F/R/A SPIKE OR RE-RATE HIM 2) LEAVE A COMMENT ON HIS PROFILE SAYING THAT YOU ARE THERE TO HELP CLUB MYSTIC RATE HIS PICS DURING AUTO'S 3) LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE, SAYING "RATED FOLDER FOR CLUB MYSTIC" 4) SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE CLUB MYSTIC HOMEPAGE WITH TOTAL NUMBER OF PICS RATES THAT YOU DID FOR SPIKE! (WILL BE VERIFIED!) HERE IS THE LINK TO SPIKE'S PAGE! SPIKE@ fubar AND THIS IS THE LINK TO THE CLUB MYSTIC PAGE! Club Mystic!@ fubar I

Just A Friendly Hello!!
Just posting this to say hello to everyone and thank you to all those who made me feel welcomed to the site. I hope we all can have fun together and get to be good friends. If you ever want to know anything about me feel free to ask!! Thanks 2 all those who voted me 10's !!! I will return the favor anyday of the week!! Much love peeps!!

My Wish For You
"My Wish" I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every

Merry Christmas Mom R.i.p
it seems so odd but its been 5 years and it still seems like yesterday that was the worst day of my life the day i lost my best friend and the person that was always there for me....i miss you very much mom and i love you.... merry christmas R.I.P mom...angels do exist

A Soldier's Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I

Merry Christmas
JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE I WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS! IT WOULD TAKE ME FOREVER AND A DAY TO LEAVE YOU ALL A COMMENT! AND I DONT WANT TO MISS ANYONE! SOOOOOOOO MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OF YOU! I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING CHRISTMAS AND ALL YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS COME TRUE IN 2009! MUCH LOVE KERRY XOXOX0

No More Mr.nice Guy
They say that nice guys finish last......Well after sum stuff that went down yesterday, yea nothing like being mind fucked on christmas eve! I am no longer going to be so nice! The only ones who I will be nice to are on here. In the real world, well lets just say they will finally see the Deamon that is inside of me! People will know why they should fear the dark...... "Let those who do not understand me, fear me. Let those who understand me fear them self!"

My Christmas Wish
In the dawn of a new year, a new president and exciting challenges for the entire world to look forward to. Today I would like to wish each and every one of you a safe, blessed and joyous holiday. I hope that this day brings you some sense of peace and satisfaction, a day of rest with family and friends. As corny as it may sound, be it ever so humble, there's place like home. Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday's to you all.....

Merry Christmas... And Other Sh!t
I logged on today to see what was going on in fubarville... And it was nothing new. Read a bulletin or 90 of bitches and hos that were dramatized by their fu-ex-husbands that they never met, or moved some fu-man in their homes after knowing him all of 3 fudays... Only to find out that he was a bastard. My lord... This place really is a soap opera.

Home For Christmas
WELL, I'M PRETTY MUCH HOME FOR THE WEEK SPENDING AS MUCH TIME WITH MY BECCA AS I CAN SLIDE IN. WE GOT OUT OF BED WEDNESDAY RATHER EARLY AND SHE RODE AROUND WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF SOME THINGS I HAD TO DO AT WORK AND THEN WE SPENT THE REST OF THE DAY TOGETHER. I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE FUN IF WE JUST RODE AROUND SOME AND WE WOUND UP AT THE BEACH WALKING AROUND IN THE SAND. I TOOK A FEW PIS AND SHE TOOK A FEW PICS AND THEN WE JUST HUNG OUT THERE FOR AWHILE. IT WAS A CHANGE OF PACE AND REALLY PEACEFUL TOO. EVERYTHING WE DO TOGETHER IS FUN FOR THE MOST PART AND IT REALLY DOESN'T TAKE A WHOLE LOT TO AMUSE EITHER OF US. WELL, I AM GONE FOR NOW. BACK IN LATER.

Oracle Gift.. My Happy Hour Today
Many of you have been through the chaos of my Oracle gift that I never got that Fubar decided some of us couldnt have them while others are still getting them. Im not wasting my breathe for I know it wont ever come. My Happy Hour today was a gift from Scrapper too cover for my gift. One thing in all of this I have learned you got money on here you get things. I want too thank you all for all the love and support in this. Im greatful for my true friends some of you have stood by me through day one in this. Thank you .I just wanted you too know it means alot too me.. I hope each and everyone has a very merry Christmas and a Happy new Year.

Gotta Be Somebody Lyrics
This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when, I

Military Sayins 6
"Let every nation know, whether it wishes us well or ill, that we shall pay any price, bear any burden, meet any hardship, support any friend, oppose any foe, to assure the survival and success of liberty." President John F. Kennedy

Yo Call Dis Christmas Vacation ?
here i am traveling so much fun chilling with ma music not even lookin out window its just a blurr anyway tight travel arrangement elbow to elbow no privacy just in ma own world with greenlight in ma headphone turn volume up ignoring other sounds conserving battery power cause long way i realize i have no dictionary no online available so am writing while chillin with jennifer hudson now she just in a spotlight while in the dark corner world clouds to look at as i fly at a blurring rate clouds only thing not blurred at this rate dream of star trek when traveling that i just beam across country i wish seeming a world away now no more friends too afar now thinkin to add more

For A Less Complicated Life
And under the tree there wasn't a sweet guy wrapped in x-mas wrapping with a bow. Poop. I slept in for the first time this year. I knew there was nothing to be excited about. Didnt get to shop this year not being able to find a job.Didn't exactly get what I wanted for thought about or even needed. But why complain? I'm alive and it's all that I need. But do I WANT it? Not right now. Sadly it's been a shitty month and I feel left out in the spirit ad giddy things. Would fake it but why bother if it isnt how I really feel? There are better things out there than all the material bullshit but sometimes, I find it hard NOT to cling so much to what I know is bad for my health.Mentally.

Ok Please Read I Am Going To Be Off Of Here Tonight
My nsfw's are open again get your last look boys! As of tonight I am closing the account, no I am not getting talked out of it lol. But I will before I close it send someone the FuMoney I got and the bling I have like 9 credits left. If you want to add me to yahoo my id is supergirls93638, please let me know who you are I have a horrible memory. THANKS GUYS AND ENJOY THE SITE!

Best Christmas Cake Ever
1 cup of butter 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit lemon juice to taste 1 bottle of Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it’s best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK. Try another cup, just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Check the Jose Curevo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. All onetabl

A New Year's About To Ring, And Will Be Filled W/ Bucks N Bling- But Dont Miss The Very Best Thing
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

Why Settle For I Guess?
It seems that as life goes on, we go from a want or like stage to an I guess stage. The thrill of life seems to get lost as we settle for less than our expectations or hopes. I'm curious as to some examples that you have of keeping your life fun and exciting. When was the last time you found yourself smiling for no reason? Just because we age, doesn't mean we should lose our right to make every day of our lives as exciting and fulfilling as possible! Thoughts, ideas, examples, pictures?

Friend W/ Autos
PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND OUT, SHE IS THE MOST SWEETEST PERSON AND HAS A COOL PERSONALITY. SHE ONLY HAS 300 PHOTOS, SO IT WONT TAKE LONG TO RATE HER. THIS IS HER 1ST AUTO 11. SHE ONLY HAS 5 HOURS LEFT WITH HER AUTO, SO PLEASE HURRY! ppisces17@ fubar THIS MESSAGE IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~coverdude~owned by r/l wife DJ velvet _raindrops@ fubar AND... ~Velvet~Raindrops~proud wife 2 Coverdude~CoOwner of DevilishlyDelicious@ fubar

Proverbially
&what if you don't get exactly what you want exactly when you want it? &what if i'm at home again and i want to blow my face off. not literally of course. please don't call the cops. i'm just saying lately (and i don't know why it is) there's something about this place... i feel like i'm suffocating. i wish i could figure it out i wish i could figure so many things out i wish you didn't always have to get your way. i wish i didn't always want to get mine. &what if he's too busy today he won't be he can't be he'd never-- see i've been bothered a lot lately by things that wouldn't usually eat me alive and i've been thinking like... but the air in here--the still, dusty... these are the kind of thoughts it puts into my head and makes me want to blow my face off. proverbially. of course.

Injustice Against My Brothers!!!!!
This is a direct Copy of the following website!! I did not write the following but i agree that Leonard Peltier should be a free man!!! FREE PELTIER!!!! http://www.leonardpeltier.net/theman.htm Leonard Peltier, Activist Leonard Peltier -- a great-grandfather, artist, writer, & indigenous rights activist -- is a citizen of the Anishinabe and Dakota/Lakota Nations who has been unjustly imprisoned since 1976. A participant in the American Indian Movement, he went to assist the Oglala Lakota people on the Pine Ridge Reservation in the mid-70s where a tragic shoot-out occurred on June 26, 1975. Accused of the murder of two agents of the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), Peltier fled to Canada believing he would never receive a fair trial in the United States. On February 6, 1976, Peltier was apprehended. The FBI knowingly presented the Canadian court with fraudulent affidavits, and Peltier was returned to the U.S. for trial. Key witnesses were banned

Hallucinations Again
there's this part of me that just wants to go to sleep. i just want to drift out and melt away. then there's another part-- and there are so many fucking things i want to do with myself. so many things i want to be capable of. so many things i think i can be capable of... am, even... and i want to do them. i want to fucking do something. i'm in a place right now where i'm just so crippled... and i can't. and i sit up late with a cigarette and a cup of cold coffee... and i can't move. i wish there were someone i could talk to but i can't... there are people out there who think they love me. but they don't know... they just don't know. i've been having hallucinations again. and i don't want to tell anyone... i've been so fucking disabled... so frustrated and so restless and so hopeless... and i'm just falling apart at the seams. and i've been staring longingly at the knife again, or at a pipe or at a bottle and i know-- i know that none of these are the

Not Mine ( A Song) My Mood Right Now!
32 Flavors Squint your eyes and look closer I'm not between you and your ambition I'm a poster girl with no poster I am 32 Flavors and then some. I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head. 'Cause one day you're going to be hungry, and eat most of the words you just said. Both my parents have taught me about good will. And I have done well by their names just the kindness that I've lavished on strangers is more than I can explain. still there's many who've turned off the porch lights just so I would think they we're not home. And hid in the dark of their windows 'til I passed and left them alone. God you help you if you are an ugly girl, of course too pretty is also your doom 'cause everyone harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room. And God help you if you are a pheonix, and you dare to rise up from the ash a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy, while you are just flying back. I'm not trying to give m

Your Love
deep inside me your love still grows ever blossoming like a midsummer rose the roots growing ever so deep without water it's flowers will keep like the times you dont call some blossoms will wilt and fall with just one call a new bud will grow giving a new beauty to the love that i know i've never felt a love like this i can only imagine what would happen with just one kiss like a soft soaking rain putting to an end my thirsting pain

W. H. Auden, Funeral Blues
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead. Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun, Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods; For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Sleepless
lying awake i cannot sleep pillow soaked from tears i weep thoughts running rampid through my head every night i lay in bed noone here to ease my mind so i think and my teeth i grind with my brain overloading eventually i'll sleep only to awaken from a dream i cannot keep

My Wish
I wish i knew the words, I wish i knew what to say, Yo tell you how i feel, Each and every day, I wish that you could see, How life would be for you and me, A life of love and happiness, So many things that i miss, Your soft touch, Your tender kiss, I wish things could be, So much easier for you and me, I wish again for my heart to melt, I wish i knew how you felt, About things i say, Until then, I await the day.

My Baby You
As I look into your eyes I see all the reasons why My life’s worth a thousand skies You’re the simplest love I’ve known And the purest one I’ll own Know you’ll never be alone Chorus: My baby you Are the reason I could fly And 'cause of you I don’t have to wonder why Baby you There’s no more just getting by You’re the reason I feel so alive. Though these words I sing are true They still fail to capture you As mere words can only do How do I explain that smile? And how it turns my world around Keeping my feet on the ground Repeat Chorus I will soothe you if you fall I’l be right there if you call You’re my greatest love of all Chorus you are the reason I could fly and 'cause of you I don't have to wonder why My baby you there's no more just getting by 'cause you're the reason I feel so alive Arianna I feel so alive

Sorry Seems To Be..............
What I got to do to make you love me? What I got to do to make you care? What do I do when lightning strikes me? And I wake to find that you're not there? What I got to do to make you want me? What I got to do to be heard? oooooooohhh What do I say when it's all over? (babe) Sorry seems to be the hardest word (That's right...) It's sad, so sad It's a sad, sad situation And it's getting more and more absurd It's sad so sad Why can't we talk it over? Always seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word What I do to make you want me? hmmmmmmm What I got to do to be heard? What do I say when it's all over? Sorry seems to be the hardest word It's sad, so sad It's a sad sad situation And it's gotten more and more absurd....ooooh It's sad, so sad Why can't we talk it over? Always seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word What do I do to make you love me?...oooh What I got to do to be heard? hmmmm What do I do when lightning strikes me? (yea

Scars
If you like scars Just take a look at my heart It hasn't been the same since She stole my name and left Up over that mountain range Just when I think I'm fine She calls me on the line Then I'm heading straight down again Ya I hit the ground and then The memories come rushing in Well there's a piece of her In every little word And I think it's beginning to show Ya I'm starting to let go Cuz Baby you're never coming back home Never coming home

38 Things Girls Don't Realize
=====FIRST OF ALL I DID NOT WRITE THIS====== It was copied from a chain letter around the net but I removed the crap from it. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. -Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. -Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. -Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. -Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. -A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. -Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. -Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. -Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh

Hurt....
to not understand is like not caring... to not feel when someone hurts..... to be who you are..... to be lonely.. you will be.. to hurt someone with malice... to walk by in there dire straits... to ignore the needs they might have.. you will lose... to learn what it's like... to feel they're pain.... to crawl on the ground in the night... when all is lost.. will you know they're pain?

Complaints About Fubar?
IF you complain about fubar. Why in the hell are you on? Me? Friends basically. Plain and simple. I try to ignore most of the begging for points , etc. Because it's no use and if you beg? You may be like that in real life. a whining beggar. wanting everything your way. Guess What? LIFE is NOT like THAT. get a grip. Life is more about feeling good about who you are in and out, mostly in. Life is about love, faith, and trust in others. knowing your limitations. Life is about pleasing others, but being good to yourself too. Life is a ying yang. You can't have the good without the bad. You can't have the bad without the good. ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS: You cannot have everything your way and secondly you're not ALWAYS right. Don't get offense when someone tries to be civil with you. They're not trying to hurt your ego. That's my GENERAL view on people who complain. your complaints are brought on yourself and only you can do something about it

Im The Girl......
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"Ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts IN her clothing in public... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And

Hopeless
Stand upon ones soul Free yourself from truth Following the endless pain Make your path into the unknown Seeking words with no value Hopeless Falling from overwhelming fear hopeless The path of right and wrong been choicen by you fall asleep no tears no shame just lay awake dream of nothing

Happy New Start! 2008
sorry..i thought you wanted real love..i know i did..different strokes ..i guess..i read your texts today that you sent about 6 days ago..now i read your page..okay.. (For now.. That's about it, As for about me, Basic construction carpenter guy, It's a living, Mostly easy going. I probably joke around a little too much, Some people dont know how to take it tell they get to know me, for things I like, You can figure that out by my photos, (Everywhere I go I hear your voice and see you face) Friends are suppose to be kind, There for one another, To aways do whatever they can to make life as good as they can for them, Worry, care, To always know you can count on them, Be loved by them, And never be hurtful to them, And to be best of friends, Step it up even more, What you dont do, toss them a side like they were nothing and smash them.) nice pic..a girl fucking with death.. thanks I see you have figured that out as well as i had back when I decided to really look into life and deat

Falling Away
Falling Away I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying

Lamb Of God 12/16/08
Ok so last week I went to see Lamb Of God in anaheim at the grove and it was ,in a word, AWESOME!! I fully recommend to any metalhead that hasn't seen them live, yet, to see them. Faceless and Job for a Cowboy weren't too shabby either. The pits were pretty brutal, but oh lordy, the LoG pit? INTENSE and the BEST EVER!!! What an aggression release! It was amazing. I came outta there with a few bruises, but face still in tact, and people lookin at me crazy b/c I'm this little ass asian bitch throwin myself around in this mean ass pit. HAHAHA But yeah, LoG is a must see for any metalhead.

Friday And Saturday With Rr
Thanks to Rating Revolutions they have decided that Friday December 26th and Saturday December 27th is my DOD days. On top of that Saturday December 27th will be my 1 year anniversary with fubar. On Saturday ONLY I will turn my Auto 11s on. I have over 1600 pictures and about 900 easy rates. For every 10 turned into 11 I will pay you 5k fubux and for every real 11 I will pay you 50K fubux. PM me when you are done rating and let me know how many you rated and how you rated. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and looks forward to a Happy New Year.

"ruin."
“Ruin” Constructed with care, now just old weathered planks This crumbling façade for which we used to give thanks It once was a haven, a shelter, a home And now just a ruin of timber and stone The doors are ripped off, and they lie on the floor And now they are walked on and not through anymore All the rooms vacant, and blending as one Filled with a darkness never gifted by sun It used to be that the basement was the only thing damp But now nothing is dried by the flame of our lamp Because the light it has withered, sputtered, and died In spite of our efforts, and the things we had tried Now other creatures are sheltered in there Amidst old peeling paper and the floors cracked and bare With red glowing eyes both brimming and sad They lord over the ruin of this thing we once had. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"broken" By Seether And Amy Lee
"Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

"surgical Steel."
“Surgical Steel.” This patient was dying, his heart cold and hurt When you furnished your skills, and bent to your work With a firm seated thought, you determined to heal Armed with only resolve and your surgical steel Your meaning was honest, your intent was so true And with the steadiest hand you went and cut through Flesh hard like stone, a wall that just wouldn’t yield Was no match at all for your surgical steel The bone was the same but it parted as well Under your training, your skill, and your spell Now the heart lay before you, to patch and to seal When kissed by the blade of your surgical steel But this one was tricky, yes, this patient’s heart So beaten and damaged, somewhat torn apart Yet you carried on, and you sealed the deal With your magic wand made from surgical steel Now the heart beats warm, indeed red hot All the wounds of the past repaired and forgot The scars of deception, exchanged for the real Shown the way, by your surgical steel

Broken Voices
Through the cloudburst Now the rain has gone Sky is clearing I can see Where we went so wrong Empty silence You were never there In your own space Now I can see You didn't ever care What you need What you breathe What you see Leaves nothing to me Broken voices Distant looks In your time I had to guess What was left to be saved Empty faces Now my eyes have closed Final kisses Now I can see How I will never know

Pulling Myself Back
Pulling My Self Back Once again I try to free myself But I pull myself back down I tried to make me vomit me All over the ground But the sins of my past Cement me to my present Retaining me for a future Of a torturous lament So many unanswered questions Maybe they have no real answer It seems my own actions Impinge on me like a cancer This toxic cesspool I swim Filled with haunting details Details of a life wasted Demons feasting on my entrails I am doomed to be myself To scream out into the black To bleed away to nothing A soul is what I lack My thoughts turn to ash Burning my flesh alive Or maybe I am already dead Just waiting for my casket to arrive

As I Watch
As I Watch She hides and struggles All I can do is watch For I have no say She is here but already gone She will make this choice And go her own way She will go for the wrong reason For a relationship that won’t work One that doesn’t last She will give herself up She will close herself off And her future will be like her past Not more than a last option I am just a worthless Useless Looser I lost to a man She doesn’t love And he still gets to choose her The torment and hell The mental pictures I have As I lay awake in my bed Thoughts of how Great You and I could have been Have now gone dead

Why Is It So Bad To Want To Give Oral Sex...
Kissing, licking, sucking and nibbling can feel good anywhere on the genitals of both men and women. The pressure (light, firm, and in between), speed (fast, slow, or changing), and the type of motion used can be varied endlessly to produce different sensations. In both practices, the warm, moist feeling of the mouth and the tongue on the genitals can be very erotic. Some enjoy a teasing, stop-start approach, while others prefer a more steady type of stimulation. So my question is why is ti so bad, when I want to give oral? Women don't want it or what?

"spoke The Spiders."
“Spoke the Spiders” “Step into my parlour.”, Said the spider to the fly To most kids it’s a childhood rhyme, a fantasy, a lie But not to you, my precious pet, my loving wife so dear For you a deep set phobia, for you a Hellish fear Your Achillie’s Hell so to speak, our eight legged furry friends Of whom the merest mention, into a panic sends Yes, just the thought sends you screaming, and clawing at the door Not to mention how you go insane when one is crawling across the floor Long ago I abandoned hope, in time I gave up trying To tell you they were harmless, when I found you crying Jammed into a corner, or huddled in a ball When one so small, it could barely be seen, hung there upon the wall But I never forgot the impact, that spiders had upon your mind The biggest ones or the little guys, suspended by a line The fear and terror they drove home into your pretty head Or the horror of an empty web, made from nature’s thread I always tried to shield you, from t

Idc
why is everything moving so fast..why cant it just all slow down..why can't i be happy, why cant my life be all good nothing bad...why does everything seem to hurt me anymore why cant i win freak it i give up i am just not going to try to be happy anymore why try when nothing works

I Wish I Wasn't Here
the little things in life suck even worse then the big ones... stress is an everyday thing with me i can't seem to find a time to get away and breath i try but it doesn't matter nothing helps being stressed out just takes the fun out of life i grow older and older every second of everyday having no reason to smile, not even on the inside but why would it matter anyway no one could ever care if i was truly unhappy no one would care if i hit the breaking point no one would care if i was tried of everything no one cares i get used and used and nothing to show for it why can't everything and everyone go away why can't i be alone why can't ppl just go away why do i have to deal with stress why do i have to be here why do i have to be me!!!

How Do You Sleep?
this was written right after Katrina hit, when the devastation had just begun, and 3 years later, it still is visible... How do you sleep? To New Orleans, and everyone left behind How do you sleep at night Knowing your life is ever changed? How do you close your eyes Not knowing where your loved ones are? How do you dream at night Knowing so many others are in pain? How do you go on with your life When everything you ever knew is gone? How could God change so much In such a short few hours? And how do we pick up our lives Like the whole thing is over? How can we do it When it all has just begun?

Silent
Silent The silent teardrops falling down the silent cries make no sound the silent life around me dies the silent woman next to me sighs The silent words are never spoken Only thought in mind the silent dreams are never revealed but only left behind. The silent hearts will go on beating but whom are they beating for the silent kisses go on happening behind the silent door. The silent life that I lead will only be for me in the silent night I go To that only I can see. And after the silent life is over And I am all but a memory Of the silent woman I was Not the woman I could be.

Not Real
i want to scream... but no sound would be heard this is fake not real life none of you would know if i cried myself to sleep at night none of you would know if i was hurting inside cause its fake nothing on here is real no one would truly care if i was to disappear no one would take notice cause nothing is real not on here no one would be able to see the pain in my eyes no one would be able to realize the hurt that i feel inside no one can see me the real me cause nothing is real

If You're Gone...
I think I've already lost you I think you're already gone I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire Now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure and I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm scared - I think too much I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home,oh come home There's a little bit of something me In everything in you I bet you're hard to get over I bet the moon just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind and I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - that I know too much I can't relate and that's a problem I'm

They Don't...so Idc
go away just leave me be i don't want or need the stress i don't want anything i just want it all to go no one really truly cares about the way i feel no one cares about what i think if they did they wouldn't hurt me in the first place if they cared they wouldn't stress me out they would stop and see what the fuck they were doing to me but no do they no do they really care no and should they no so i go on with ppl not really caring

Christmas
Sorry been busy alot lately. Hopefully by end of next month I will be able to chat more. A few have asked what I got for christmas..but not here long enough to really type it out to everyone. Anyways.. got quilt.. clothes..some perfume..bathrugs..a gift card for krogers(Which I liked..since moneys gonna be tight for few weeks)..plus some money. Thats about it. We got up at 640..did Christmas here..then went to inlaws..930 to 1240.. came home ..rested for 1/2 hour before my mom and dad showed up..which was unexpected. Usually we go there. They were stopping in to do it here..since they were on there way to see my uncle. My uncle is doing worst..hes home with hospice now. Think he probbly only weighs 100 lbs now. Not sure how much longer he can keep going. All I was thinking about lastnight for a hour was how can there be such a disease..to make a person suffer like this. After mom left..went to work..from 3 to 730. Got to leave early. Anyways..that about sums it up. Happy Ho

What Do I Do?
Ok I have been single for almost a year now. I don't bitch about I just starting to hate being single. how do people go years being single and not care if they have someone there or not? I just don't know. Other then that things are good I have the best friends in the world old and new. I'm roommates with one of them he is the best. he has a girlfriend that I love to talk to. she is the best when it come to girls. I don't like having many girlfriends cause I am a girl and I know how we are. but she is cool. and of Course there is my best guy friend he is the only friend that I have that will not hold nothing back from me. he lets me know how it is. and I love him for that. well just thought I would write something in here cause I have not done it yet.

How Do I Do This
i got hurt...and what is worse is i liked him....i thought that we were friends....but now i am not sure if we can be...i feel hurt and used...he didn't mean to but he did...i want to forgive him...no wait...i do forgive him but i will NEVER forget today...i can never forget the pain i felt when i stayed waiting for him...when i thought that maybe just maybe he would show..but i gave up...i just let it all go...he didn't come he wasn't here...and it hurt...i am sorry that i over reacted but it hurt...to think that another "wedding" i was to have didn't happen...another time of getting hurt..another time to lose that little trust i had gained... how do i say that i want to be friends but i am not ready...that i want to talk to him but am worried that i will get upset...why do i feel like this

This
Ok just joined.. and I'm still getting the hang of this. So if I dont write back right away or at all.. I'm trying to figure out how to do it!! IT's not because I dont want to talk to you. If I dont.. I would simply tell you I dont want too!! :) Have a great weekened everyone!!

How To Perform Fellatio
Here's How: 1. Start him off nice and clean. Social stigma seems to focus on the taste of women’s genitals more than men’s. In fact men can smell and taste just as strong as women. If you're new to fellatio, you might be worried about taste and smell. If so, suggest a sexy bath or shower together and start with a clean slate. You can also add a bit of flavored personal lubricant to his penis or put on a flavored condom, which is great for safer oral sex. 2. Physical comfort is key. You can’t have fun and perform well if you’re not physically comfortable, and fellatio can put a strain on your neck and jaw. Kneeling before him on a pillow, while he’s standing or sitting, gives you good range of motion and plenty of access. If you’ve had bad experiences with fellatio where you felt lack of control, have him on his back and crouch in between his legs. Giving head can put you in a major power position, if you like that feeling then go for it. 3. Tease him wit

Wii Kicks Ass
Remember Sony and Microsoft? No? Well, neither does the average Amazon customer. According to a release sent out by the online retail giant Friday, the Nintendo Wii and all its accessories dominated video game sales during the holiday shopping rush and not one mention was made of Sony's Playstation 3 or Microsoft's Xbox 360. "Nintendo Wii dominated the top sellers in video games and hardware, including the Wii console, the Wii remote controller and the Wii nunchuk controller," the release reports. What about all its competitors? Have they somehow entered the realm of irrelevance? I'm starting to wonder if they have. A quick glance at console sales over the past year tells you everything you need to know about the video game hardware business. With 43.75 million units sold, the Wii easily dominates the market, which is also home to 26.49 million Xbox 360 units and 18.82 million Playstation 3 consoles. I was hoping that Sony and Microsoft would have a stronger showing d

Update On My Neighber Who Has Cancer
My neighber got her bone marrow transplant on the 23rd of Dec. i talked to her doughter and she said her mom is doing really good she is going to be in the hosp for a while if the bone marrow transplant works and if it does work once her ammune system billds back up the docs said she can move into a trayler close to the hosp. once that happens she will be there for six months and then she will be able to come home if all goes right! Although once she does come home my mom says things will never be the same for her she wont go outside much because she will be to scared of catching a cold....but i cant blame her there the smallest cold could kill her but even once she has been better for a few years she will never be the person she once was she use to be so happy and outgoing she was always one to come around and say hello or stop by and hang out or even come by to pick the weeds out of my parents yard. the smallest things could make her laugh....i know this because i could always make

Hikayat Delivers T'wins, Pt. 4
Hikayat grabbed the back of Abe L.'s serviceable shirt as he started to dog paddle further out into the Chimera Sea in panic. Her other hand reached under the indolently swaying ripples of opalescence and yanked upwards with a handful of Red E.'s hair intertwined in between her fingers until his nose and mouth cleared the water and he gasped a breath almost too long delayed. Will N. was already staggering to his feet on the silken black sands of the beach. Surging forward with her less than adept bondeds in tow, they all fell upon the sand with a myriad of sounds. Will N. turned his delighted gaze from the foreign landscape when a shriek, a whimpered "wait, wait!", and a resolute, "So it must be meant.", forced his attention back to the sea of muted sparks, his bedraggled brothers, and the Stranger. He took a moment to consider that the woman was shining. Her rainbow scaled clothing caught the light of a single sun made of variegated lines of deepest dark and blinding light. She op

Bathroom Fun?!?!?!?!
1. Stick your palm open under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "oh shoot!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Darn, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place six to eight feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, "Whoa! Easy boy!!" 11. Say, "Interesting....more sinkers than floaters. 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop it under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, "Whoops, could you k

Auto 11's Party On Sunday??? Purchasing Up Tickets???
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Just Writing
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reach

Leaving
Keep talking fool. You are making it way easy for me to pack up. Keep running your game and see how easy it is for me to walk away For real If this is your purpose then it’s working like a charm. If this is an accident, then your accidents end with a purpose. Thanks for making my going a lot smoother. I was almost starting to second guess my decisions But you’re making it very clear to me. I am just someone to use. Someone to take advantage of Someone to do your bidding Thank you with all of my heart. You have shown me the light. Thank you for not making a bigger fool of me.

Never
We will never be together. There will never be one sweet day. Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say. You know why it is so easy for me to type out my feelings? When you say the words outloud to someone, it can never be taken back. But when you write you can always hit the delete button and it’s as if you have never said anything at all. This is my way of never saying anything at all. Because in actuality, nine times out of ten, I will never open my mouth.

Another Poem That I Wrote
Alone is a horid feeling all by your self thought you will give up on life wish you wasn't breathing. I was indeed a being untill one night. I had a heart broken feeling. Wishing that I would find. A person that I would call mine stranded throught twist and turns through out my life I just wan't one that would make my wife. One night while everything was dim I had a feeling that stranded that I don't want to become him A shivering of energy came apone me tears ran down my cheak can't seem to stand everything is weak fallen to my knees prayed to you know who Asked this wonders of a man if he would help I asked would you please. Send someone down my way my heart is ripped and torn beyound repair all I got was just a plain stare nothing not a glimps of fate this feeling I surely hate not knowing who it could be I know one thing she is not with me. As, I sleeped long and hard that night a knock on the door to reality has come to restore what a shame it is to be alone this long ever

And Another Poem I Wrote
Why dosn't life seem to be? alone tired sleepy conjested or just plain discusted through out the test of time why does everything has to be not so strong just like a tree going through wind,rain,snow,cold,hot,and humid weather but again nothing to bother strong and slender as it should be why can't we? guns violance murder and hate feels some eyes but to me theres no surprise everything goes so fast but memories will be left to last. Closing our eyes for the night after our hard work is done resting in our hearts content hoping our time with loved ones is well spent As we awaken from our slumber we open our eyes knowing its not our number.As time quickly comes as people go this is the time to watch our feelings grow tred lightly my dear friend walk tall be proud as you should know. But, I do have a question I must ask are we going to last? or are we going to let hate show I dunno but quickly I must answer I want to be that tree and spred kindness just like cancer strong and slender I

My Likes And Don't Likes
Well I like all kinds of music blues, rock, some country dont listen to it all the time makes me depressed and tv what I like to watch anything that has action horror and it has to make sense cops,car chases, wrestling and movies on payperview that I might see I like. I like to read books believe it or not but I cant seem to find the time to actually read a book. Im really a nice guy when you get to know me I dont hate anyone im not mean or a sex maniac im here to meet people and talk to my friends I dont mean or cause harm to anyone I will add just about anyone as long a they are nice and not a cam chick (if any are reading this please leave me alone) My hobbies are scale model building cars model trains when I have the time to And what I dont like mean people hateful people people that are rude and judge mental tomatoes beans etc. well, I hope this gives an insight on what im like the rest talk to me and just find out. I know I didnt post anything in my profile so I hope this helps.

December 26 2008
We are so accepting of everybody and so willing to believe we are safe from religous zealots that we denie that they would seriously hurt us.we have already forgotten the broadcasted beheadings of americans and even now as you are reminded you are excuseing it as our own fault. if that is you than you are an ignorant coward. right here in america islamic fathers have killed there own daughter for dateing and in some case's mearly haveing only spoken regularly to american boys. They have killed there own sons for confessing to and or accepting christ as there savior. in there own country this is acceptable, and allowed by islamic law. allthough the koran apparently (I have not and will not read it) dose not specificaly state certain things pertaining to killing infidels,they have non the less made it there mission in life. marderdom is there highest honor and dyeing while killing infedels (americans are infidels)is the most highly prized form of marderdom. just a few zealots you say wel

It's My Sister Mink's Birthday Today...
It's my real life sister's birthday today...so please help me level her to fu-king..She only has 35,992 more points to go. Show her the love...Click on the link to go to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thank you all Hugs, Silverpixi

"touch Never Felt"
Its so amazing how I have never felt your touch, yet every time I close my eyes I can feel you close to me. I see you walking towards me in the dim candle light. Taking me in your arms and holding me and kissing me as you stroke my hair. This is the day that we have longed for ever so long and the excitement and anticipation it so much greater than either of us could have ever imagined. As you look into my eyes, I softly tell you that I love you and you return the words with more passion than I have ever heard. Slowly you walk me over to the bed, where we sit and talk for a brief moment. Then you take me into your arms and lay me back on the bed and continue to kiss me and tell me that you love me and that it is so much more than you had imagined it would be. You softly begin to speak, "I want everything to be just right. I want you to be pleased and I want this to be a weekend that neither of us will forget. Hopefully this will be the first of many to come". I reply by saying, ""Baby,

..whats That In The Distance, Police Sirens
……..enter the sirens and the thoughts of why? Why do I live here? Oh…I remember now…..those sirens haven’t changed since I was a kid…..why so much crime? The answer could only be found in a pipe somewhere….CRACK, the dope game as some people like to call it……I cannot lie I have smoked weed…TONS of green sticky….and when was the last time someone got stoned and was “chasing Jason”? to get their next hit……ruining people lives by breaking in and stealing?…and when did someone die on weed? …come on ill wait……oh NEVER…..see if everyone just hit the grass…….which more people than you might think smoke this plant that is such a threat….threat to what? Pigs? Cops cant arrest people who are in their house…stoned on the couch……playing a video game just trying to relax…and have some good ole American fun? And you …just ..ummm set the plant aflame and…then it hits you …with just about any other drugs.. Except for a couple others….you have to stir it, cook it,,and do a bunch of other things to it…

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Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/ bathtub? Nope What are you thinking about right now? Nothing Do you just want to yell in someones face right now? Nope Was today a good day? Nope What do you miss about being a kid? No responsibilities What are you listening to? Humm of the AC Do you get enough sleep at night ? Recently I have been Would you move away right now if you had the chance? Maybe Can you cook? Yes When is the last time you ate cereal? Earlier this week Did you have a nap today ? Yes Do you ever take the time to look at the sky? Sometimes, evening or mornings. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? I think it was a gift last year Do you know anyone tha

Things That Make You Tick........or Maybe Even Wet
Walking up to your door , hoping that she's home. You open your door and call out to see if she is....... After finding out she is , you walk into the room she's in. As you look to her you drop everything thats in your arms and just stair at her till she feels you stairing. She turns around....and smiles. you walk up and gently kiss her neck saying hi. You don't stop with just one kiss though , it goes on.....your arms are around her now as you keep kissing , your hands are feeling her thighs , ass and on up to her neck. by this time you're hearing a little moaning , which is turning you on even more....She's turned on and starts to feel you , but you say no , not yet..... There's a table near by , you pick her up and sit her on top of it. You look at each other and smile You start to kiss a lil and holding her by her hair you start kissing down her neck again while pulling her head back to start down the side to the front for her . you've reached her collar bone and to the top of her

Thoughts
I am setting here wondering about my ex( the girls mother) I am thinking to myself why did she do the things she done to these beautiful little girls. I mean sure hurt me and leave me with the pain but leave my girls with emotional hurt and desires to be with their mom is another thing. I am also thinking about the one I have to let go. I used to be in love with you but you just don't know what happen to my love for you. I know you think I am the worse person on the planet for the tricks and the mind games that I have done, But you don't know the real person inside. I was dying of a emotional heart ache when you came into my life. I was looking for a true friend and a true love and you had it all until I found out that you was in it for the good times. I know now that love is out there for me and I need to move on for the best love of my life. I wish you would understand what you did to me by making me jealous, and ripping my heart apart. I will no longer call you or write you or maybe

Nervous Priest
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So the next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon return to his office after mass, he found the following note on his door: 1. Sip the Vodka, don't gulp. 2. There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3. There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior, and the Spook. 8. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the shit out of him. 9. When David was hit by a rock and knocked

A Females Status...
It has recently Come to my attention that there are about 5 different stages for a woman in a mans life. They are supposedly as Follows: Friend Friend with benefits Girlfriend Woman Wife If any women out there can clarify these differences for me please, Can you be so kind as to do so. I Mean Some Of These are pretty Clear even to a lame but my main concern are the three in the middle. The Reason why I would like to know is because i feel there are certain ways to be with each level/status. The Thing is that I may be mixing up the behaviors with the wrong status of female.

The Bliss Of Friendship
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Things Are Never As They Seem.
A good song said, there are three things that are for sure: taxes, death, and trouble. But I would like to expand on that. People are not as advertised. Things are almost never as they seem. And people will almost always, have an angle. Some are painfully obvious, while others, either by practice and design, or by an innate knack for subtlety, can hide it for a while. But the angle is there. There are very few actions made by people, that aren't done with a purpose and reason behind them, no matter how small. Listen to what people say, but don't hang on every word. Merely listen to pick through it to find the truth. Every good lie, has a measure of truth in it. And no matter how well you think you know someone, never pretend to actually know what is in their hearts, minds, or what they are capable of. Some people are good at hiding their intentions... others will change as quickly as the wind does. In short, people... are not as advertised.

Vip
ok people here it is,my first VIP contest i wanna start. Of course the winner gets a VIP ,but im having trouble thinking of a way to do it got any ideas? If you do please send me an Email about the way to go about it and the idea you have. The idea i end up using i may even be sending that person a special gift for the help. so send me those ideas and help a fellow Fubarian out PLEASE. Open to all sex to even though i love women LOL, will start it in a week after i figure out what im gonna do. the contest will run aproximatly 2 weeks or so to decide winner. The Original Mr.Brooks

To You My Brother, I'm Really Gonna Miss You
Really Gonna Miss You Really gonna miss you Its really gonna be different without you Time is gonna be hard and slow For the rest of my life Gonna be thinking about you (yes I am) Time came when you had to go I'll miss you my buddy I'll miss you my friend I promise my love for you will never end In your finest hour I was there with you And without you things wont be the same But there's a higher power that we answer to And you heard him calling your name Really gonna miss you Everything about you your smiling face I know you want us all to be strong Really gonna miss you I know your going to that magic place Singing you a brand new song I'll miss you my buddy I'll miss you my friend I promise my love for you will never end

Guiding Light
a world slipping away, tumbling out of control, Running lost through the world, Stumbling and falling through the night, Untill sudenly before me is a light, so bright and true it almost blinds, feeling safe again for the first time, loving arms around me holding me tight, whispered words sooth the tears, Light pushing away the darkness, Love turning away lonlieness, Sighing with a contentment thought lost, Again my heart melts, as he finds her once again. Kevin E Brooker

Breath Taken
alone he sits emptieness within, feeling as though his breath were taken, his very life a hollow shell without her, harboring hope that this isnt the end, That things can work out, in his eyes she has no equal, he knows that by her side is where he belongs, the love they share so deep, his vows always he will keep, his heart and soul are forever hers, she is his everything, his breath heart and soul, friend advisor lover, She is truly the woman of his dreams, he pushes her away out of fear and hurt, hoping beyond reason to have just one last chance, to show her how he feels, to treat her as she deserves to be treated, to Love her as she deserves to be loved, and to cherish her beyond reason... Kevin Brooker

Face Of An Angel
His heart leaps at the first sight of her, Melting completely as he looks upon her eyes, His gaze drinks in every feature,line and curve, Locking them forever in his memory, Sitting in awe of her beauty, The sight of her takes his breath away, His heart flutters each time he thinks of her, Never before has he gaed upon such beauty, The entire world melts away leaving only her, Her eyes like sparkling pools of saphires, Her smile as soft and sweet as swiss chocolate, Her voice as alluring as the sirens song, Her hair like strands of the finest silk, The thought of her fills him with a deep yearning desire, To hold love caress and cherish her forever, Surely he is looking into the face of angel... Kevin E Brooker

So True And Pure
ive found a love like no other, like a flame the gods themselves couldnt smother, a love that makes me feel alive and whole, a single look from her makes my heart melt, her every word touches my very soul, My every breath devoted to her alone, never before have I know happieness so deep, or a love so pure and true, there is nothing i wouldnt do for her, nothing could i ever deny her, wanting nothing more then to hold and protect her, for all the days of my life, to her alone my soul is laid to bare, no other could know me as she does, no other could touch me as she has, a heart the past had made dark and cold, she has made warm and whole. Loving me for who i am, forgiving me my many mistakes, always there when i need her, we have had our hard times, our love has guided us through, From the moment i saw her the love has grown, each moment it grows evermore, what did i do, to deserve a love so true and pure? Kevin E Brooker

Soulmate
he sits alone thinking of her, the one who has touched his very soul, the one whom has made him whole, without her love he could never be, the love he feels has made him see, though all the hard times they've had, From the moment he first saw her, he knew with her he would be forever, from the first word she spoke, His heart and soul she took, When she is gone hes never felt so alone, When she is arund his heart leaps with joy untold, Wishing with her he was there to hold, Longing in his heart to feel her touch, The yearning of his soul to have her close, No other could touch him so deepy as she has, For she is his soulmate and he is hers... Kevin E Brooker

Two Halves
Words spoken in anger and hurt, hearts torn asunder, loves lost broken and battered, mistakes made, souls in pain, whats meant to be blocked again, others comming between, parting of ways so hard to do, unable to breath unwilling to give up, wanting to run but facing the storm, hoping beyond hope the sun will return, why is he so undeserving of love, why does he make so many mistakes, why is all taht was good lost over the lesser of the bad, his mind says walk away, his heart and soul wont let him, hoping that somehow some way things will work out, His soul says yes but his mind says no, whising with all his heart that right is his soul, afterall how can part... two halves of the whole? Kevin E Brooker

All It Takes
All it takes is one look at your beautiful face, To know i have now what i have needed for so long A love that transcends time and space, The knowledge that with you is where i belong, Our love is the kind of love poets write about, The kind that leaves no doubt Knowing that you i could not live without we've had hard times without a doubt but with love we saw our way out Your love has made me whole You've completed my very soul In you i have complete and perfect trust Without you my heart would turn to dust You are my heart and soul My ever second is spent thinking of you Longing for the chance to join you Needing to feel your gentle caress... Kevin E Brooker

If U Want To Party Come Visit My Lounge Chill Lounge
starting today till a couple days after new years eve the staff at chill lounge wants to buy u drinks so stop on by and if u like the lounge feel free to jion our goal is to get every one that stops by shit faced

Truely Haunted
In the night I feel her essence She has barely lived a moment But her scent fills my night Behind the dark curtain of death I hear her song This haunted melody Leads me to her The blood from my open wrist Like dark rose`s on her grave Every beat of my fainting heart Carries me closer to her Leaning against her marble tombstone I close my eyes And I`m holding her in my arms Forever

Bloody Lost Love
Love is something you share only with the one you love. But love is not ownership. You are not owned, therefore, you cannot be shared. You are, your own destiny. You are my eternal love. As the crimson blood leaks from my open wounds Death is standing beside me as a dark mistress she invite me to one last night of passion Is this the end of life or the beginning How can love, create a new life and destroy one already existing the answer lies, in our souls it is carried away, by the winter winds. Goodnight my Angel As the blood leaks on the white marbled floor, It`s reminds me of Dark Roses on white lace, The memory of an angel, who has barely lived for a moment, But long enough to destroy a man and take his heart and soul away, An angel, so innocent, so beautiful, The blood leaks but the answer is still carried away by the winter winds. Just let me rest in your arms for a moment. Let me feel the beating of your heart

What Is True Will Persevere.
Live in truth What is true will persevere. What is false will eventually be consumed in its own contradictions. It may seem easier and more convenient in the short term to disregard or to hide from what you know to be true. Yet you cannot really hide from the truth. Instead of striving in vain to deny or to fight against what is true, put yourself on the side of truth. By fully acknowledging and accepting what is true, you can put that truth to work to achieve whatever you wish. Whether it is deceiving yourself or deceiving others, deception requires much time and energy. And because deception never really achieves anything of value, it is a great waste of your precious life and resources. Instead, put that time and energy into successfully dealing with the truth. After all, you'll have to deal with it eventually, and the sooner you begin the more you'll be able to accomplish. Live every moment in truth. Align yourself fully with the truth, and bring great power to your

Morning
This is my first blog entry here at Fubar - the sun is just now dawning over the hills - the sun looks like an egg sunny-side up - the bold blue sky is calling the birds to take flight. the waking spirit yearning for peace and all those dreams just out of reach - will I find them in the eyes of another - in the harmony of nature - within my self - the journey begins. I seek not words that are empty of purpose, nor those that bring no harvest, nor would I capture the wind in my grasp, but free it shall be. To wonder the mystery of eternity.

Leaving For Awhile
hey new and old friends i am taking awhile off here im sorry i hope it wont be long but if u have spoken 2 me u will know my situaion i am going threw but if u would like to stay n touch email me at hotsexyjamie03@yahoo.com hope 2 hear from u soon xxoox

Root Canal
On my first visit, I changed my mind. The endodontist Dr. Clayton used laughing gas, the O2 and N2O tanks for which were right behind the chair. Since I have very long arms, when no one was in the room, I could just reach the lever for the N20 and tap it all the way from the 4 setting it was on up to the top setting of 12. I got high as a fucking kite. Moreover, his assistant, Beverly, who looked to be just a few years older than me, was a piece of ass, bearing a strong resemblance to Suzanne Sommers--complete with big smile and big tits, but slimmer. She always wore those zip-up-the-front type of uniform tops, which displayed her ample cleavage quite nicely. He had a high-tech chair that lowered me down so he could work on my tooth from a sitting position, yet kept my feet raised up high. I was practically upside down, which gave me an even better view of Beverly's breasts, as she frequently had to lean across me to assist him. Ironically, I came to look forward to the ser

My Auto 11's For The Beginning Of 09
I will have auto 11's activate on new years day at 12:00 central time. All love will be appreciated and it will be returned also.Please keep this reposting for me i would like to get as much advertising in as i can thanks POOKIE Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven

You Can Make It If You Try.
Saturday, December 27, 2008 YOU CAN MAKE IT IF YOU TRY. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You can't be beaten at anything, until you quit in your own mind. There is no failure except in your not trying. There is no defeat except from within. You have no really insurmountable barrier except your own inherent weakness of purpose. The odds are with you if you keep on trying. Consider yourself on a very long journey. Sustain your personal vision of success until you achieve it. In the end, you can fail only if you don't try. Winning isn't everything, but wanting to is. Success is a road that's paved with perseverance. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =============================== Free Webinar: How to Thrive In The Down Economy Our e

Slave Positions
As a helpful hint, to get a feel for the emotions that are felt by a slave girl in these positions, and to help you better describe the positions, try practicing these positions in front of a mirror, wearing a short but loose silk blouse. Notice how these positions display your beauty and grace. The feeling of being a totally owned and submitted slave can be overpowering. The joy and freedom of being a bound slave burns in your belly and the Master's love seeing a slave girl kneeling at his feet. Tower slave position kneels body erect....head up..eyes lowered..chest out....thighs parted....tummy in.....hands on thighs palms down or crossed over her heart. This position is used by white silk slaves, slaves reserved for their Master's use, and for kneeling before a Mistress. Karta position used when entering a tavern or inn, or to make a request of a Master. Kneel in nadu then press your head to the floor, letting your hair spread out, your bott

A Slave's Ten Commandments
1. Master's word is law. 2. A Master's name is always to be capitalized. 3. A slave's name is always to be lowercase. 4. A slave never speaks unless spoken to first or given permission to speak freely. 5. A slave ALWAYS asks permission BEFORE they do ANYTHING. 6. All comments that could be contriversal are to be made in private or not at all. 7. NEVER touch a collared slave unless permission from their Master has been obtained prior. 8. ALWAYS ask your Master if you are unsure of proper behavior. 9. Respect and understanding is the key. 10. Never refer to your Master as anything but Master unless granted permission to do so.

Mink Leveled..let's See How Close We Get Her To Godfather
Thank you all that helped my sister level to Fu-King..You all rock!! Let's make her birthday special and see how close we can get her to Godfather. Just click on the link to take you to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thanks again for all that helped her. Hugs, Silverpixi

Where Can I Find "pepsi Stuff" Codes?
post date:2008-05-18 22:10:17views: 33 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Where are the codes located? And what should I do with the codes to get my 500 FU-Bucks?Participating Products:Pepsi, Diet Pepsi, Wild Cherry & Wild Cherry Diet Pepsi, Caffeine Free & Caffine Free Diet Pepsi, Pepsi One, Jazz Caramel Cream, Jazz Strawberries & Cream, Jazz Black Cherry French Vanilla, Diet Pepsi Vanilla, Diet Pepsi Max, Pepsi Lime & Diet Pepsi Lime**Check packaging for a PepsiStuff Label**20 oz (cap)24 oz (cap)1 Liter (cap)2 Liter (cap)8 pack - Fridge Pack (flap)12 pack - Fridge Pack (flap)12 pack - 16.9 oz bottile24 pack cans6 pack, 24 oz bottles32/44 fountain (cup)Pepsi codes will be 10 characters long. Once you get codes, send them here: http://fubar.com/privmsg.php?u=1928052 Post each code on a separate line with no spaces. (Ex: GR4DWE7RTVGH) Once verified, you will then receive your fu-bucks.

Finally.
back to the pavement. back to my life. back to ROUTINE. It's a glorious feeling. I've felt so detached this week. Not being able to re-walk my same footsteps everyday has me really lost. I have a hard time trying to deal with change. It's not something I'm really fond of, I kinda have to work myself into it before I can really accept it. So when a snowstorm of epic proportions strikes down for the first time in 40 years.. It gets all of us people with OCD freaking the fuck out. But that all changed this morning when i got to drive over the speed limit for the first time in a week. All in all I'm still not sure where my head is. It's not looking for love or acceptance... Maybe just validation? I've been getting plenty of that lately which feels really good. But physically I'm a hollow shell... These arms are empty. They're always empty. And hushed words late into the night never seem to fill the void long enough. I'm not sure I know what I'm getting into. :|

Shit Thats Been On My Mind
Alright, let’s check this blog shit out. I haven’t really done one but I got some shit on my mind maybe this will help. For those of you that don’t really know me read up, you might learn something. My name is Craig. I am from VA BCH, VA. I wasn’t always the Nice and sweet Mummer you have come to call NSFS. I used to be into Drugs and Alcohol in a big way. That’s all I will say about that. I used to use women to my advantage. I talked about respect for females at all cost. Though, to me it meant never hit a woman. As far as their Heart, and mind it was open game. I was a player! I would say whatever I needed to say to get them to spread their legs. I aint proud of my past, but I can’t change who I was. I guess I’ll have to deal. I had a lot of scary close calls. Shit I would sleep with some woman hours after meeting, like it was a fucking game or something. I would wake up and not even know if I used a Condom, couldn’t remember her name nothing. I spent a lot of time at the Free Clinic

Christmas Wish
Christmas Wish I made my list for Santa The usual clothes, CDs and Movies There was one thing I didn't put I thought he would know and get it for me I wanted you back in my arms Thinking he would know I though of you every night He sees me when I'm sleeping and knows when I'm awake I looked at your picture every night Christmas came and presents to open I never got what I wanted He never brought me you Instead he brought my movies and clothes He left me with a frown That I covered with a smile I didn't get my number on thing My Christmas wish

Caught Up In The Rapture Of You...
A chance encounter A friendship forged A longing established To feel your skin Pressed firmly against mine To feel your body So closely to mine Overwhelmed by euphoria Engorged by ecstacy Longingly lingering Wanting to be in no other place And finding myself Lost And not wishing to be found Until I'm caught up With you again

My Friends
YOU ARE UN BELIEVe ABLE, YOU ARE AWESOME, YOU AREHELLBEAUTIFULL,YOU ARE CREATIVE, YOU ARE FANCY, YOU ARE CHARMINGYOUARE GORGEOUS,YOU ARE FANTASTIC, YOU ARE MAGNIFICANT, YOUAREDASHING,YOU ARE AMAZING, YOU ARE FABULOUSE, YOU ARE LOVELY, YOUARECUTE,YOU ARE SMART, YOU ARE STYLISH, YOU ARE SEXY, YOUAREAMIABLE,YOU ARE INVINCIBLE, YOU ARE VIVIAN, YOU AREOUTCLASS,YOUARE WONDERFUL,YOU ARE SWEET, YOU ARE INVITING, YOU ARESMASHING,YOUARE EYE-CATCHING, YOU ARE WORTH WATCHING, YOU AREAPPEALING,YOU AREEXQUISITE, YOU ARE ADMIRE ABLE, YOU AREATTRACTIVE,YOU AREINTERESTING, YOU ARE DARLING, YOU AREEXCELLENT,YOU AREFASCINATINGY, YOU ARE DESIRE ABLE, YOU AREELEGANT,YOU AREFAVOURITE, YOU ARE INNOCENT, YOU ARE ADORABLE,YOUARE ENTICING,YOUARE SO LOVEABLE, YOU ARE TALENTED, YOU ARESIZZLING,YOU ARE HOT,YOUARE so sexy You ARE so Cute You ARE SONaughty You ARE SO Sweet YOUARE SO Cool YOU ARE SO Awesome YOU ARESO Intelligent YOU ARE SOAmazing You ARE SO Smart YOU ARE SO SharpYOU ARE SO Caring and a

"your Cup."
“Your Cup” I see your cup is empty, and I guess that’s why I’m here To crack another bottle, and fill it for you dear To share a joke or tell a tale when life is getting rough And make sure my best customer always has enough We will not talk of sports, cause that’s really not your style I know that’s not the reason why you linger here a while Unlike the other nameless souls I see just outside my door For you the norm is not enough, I know you’re seeking more And politics is not the thing of which you want to speak Who really cares who made it in, or wallowed in defeat? No, not you, you come to find, that little pick me up From the one who knows the proper way to fill your empty cup And your cup is often empty, because others drink it down Until the only liquid found are your tears upon the ground But here I always have reserves, of my special stock And sympathetic ears to listen, when you just need to talk Sometimes I reach for matches, to offer you a light

How To Catch A Sub To Spank Her
How to catch a sub to spank her 1st step... catch her. 2nd step... hold on to her. 3rd step... while holding on to her. Try to get to your cuffs/rope/ whatever you can get your hands on. 4th step... carry her to the bed/cross/whatever' s handy. 5th step... stop and try to catch your breath. (while still trying to hold on to her) 6th step... catch her again. 7th step... threaten her with bodily harm if she doesn't stand still. 8th step... catch her again. 9th step... threaten to gag her if she doesn't stop laughing. 10th step... drag her back to the bed/cross/whatever is handy. 11th step...secure her wiggling body. 12th step...take a nap. 13th step... choose your paddle/ crop/ flogger/ whatever is handy. 14th step... wake her up. 15th step...gag her to stop the giggling. 16th step...repeatedly smack her ass till she quits shaking with laughter. 17th step... continue spanking till she starts to moan. 18th step... give up. No m

Why If Any Should Life Be So Difficult Mean Is Easy And It Comes Natural To Me...
When sex sells in today's society why should life be difficult I see the world as a big mixing bowl and i hate everybody equally unless you piss me off then i will just rip your head off and piss down your throught that is life and i live this crazy mixed up world, love it or leave it i always say..... if your in the military you really know what i mean...

"old Town Square."
“Old Town Square.” It’s weathered street, just kissed by rain, lies glistening and wet The old town square, lost to time, the hallowed place we met Five hundred years past, or maybe more, when I first saw your face And still I see it, in all the things, that make up this ancient place I see it in the fountain, where people came to bathe I see it as the sun now strikes it, with it’s golden rays As they dance there in the water, shimmering and blue In every inch of Old Town Square, I’m seeing bits of you And by the hitching posts, where the horses were once tied And even those posts remind me of you, and I will not deny That you placed your reigns upon me, and a saddle on my back But you never had to bind me, because I’m always coming back To the right you know stood merchant’s booths, filled with exotic goods Bales of cloth and bangles of gold, tents stretching to the woods And near the forest I can plainly see your wagon standing there With you kneeling by the c

What Really Is Man's Ailing.....
"Brent had a deeply self-destructive streak. He didn't have much supporting him in terms of an intellectual life. I mean, I owe a lot of who I am and what I've been and what I've done to the beatniks from the Fifties and to the poetry and art and music I've come in contact with. I feel like I'm part of a continuous line in American culture, of a root. But Brent was from the East Bay, which is one of those places that is like nonculture. There's nothing there. There's no substance, no background. And Brent wasn't a reader, and he hadn't really been introduced to the world of ideas on any level. So a certain part of him was like a guy in a rat cage, running as fast as he could and not getting anywhere. He didn't have any deeper resources. My life would be miserable if I didn't have those little chunks of Dylan Thomas and T.S. Eliot. I can't even imagine life without that stuff." -Garcia On Mydland's Death This is the "800 Pound gorilla" in most lives these days. Without s

Argumentative A*s
Tonight's bike ride had me thinking again, specifically about how much of an ass I have been to people lately. I actually cursed at my mother the other day, and I have never even said a curse word in front of her before. I've been wrong to other people too, and I think to still more others that I haven't even realized. I may have stumbled upon the reason tonight, and I'll try to elaborate. I think it has a lot to do with my last relationship. I met this girl here on Fubar about a year and a half ago. It was one of those casual things, we setup rules early on, just for fun and that kinda thing. Wasn't a problem, I was down with it. We meet up for a party, have a good time. She tells me she's divorced, that's not a problem. We hang out a good bit, everything remaining casual. Then one day, she tells me she's fallen in love with me, she tried not to, but it just happened. I kinda had to re-adjust things, but I realized I was good with this change. Of course, that's also when she change

My Life As I See It 2
My life starts to change. My so called "Step Dad" could not wait to get rid of me. He took me home and commenced to totally blow me off. I went to live with my newspaper route manager and his wife for about a week. They were good people. His wife introduced me to cottage cheese and pepper. I still love it. I had hair down to the middle of my back. That was promptly cut off and new clothes were bought for me to attend moms funeral. I never understood the need to cut my hair. After all, mom had no problem with it. I guess they did. After about a week I was picked up and taken to my "Sisters". This is where I remained until I joined the United States Army. Now about my sister.....I had been to their house before, played with their kids and spent the night. Yet, I never knew she was my sister. Strange that she was my sister and yet much older than me. She had kids about my age. A son and a daughter. They my brother and sister. I still don't understand it. Guess I never will. At th

My Life As I See It 3
My return home I left the Army and returned home. It did not take long to see that some things never change. Hell, even my wife could see it. Nothing I did was good enough for the rest of the family. Not my wife, the car I had, my job. Nothing.....Looking back at it. They were correct on the wife part! After the buying and furnishing of a new house. The wife got home sick and just would not let up on it. So I sold it all and moved to Charlotte NC where her sister and her husband lived. So there I was in a strange town. No job and what money I had in my wallet. With a wife and my two step boys to take care of. Things couldn't look any worse. Especially with a wife that continued to spend money like I was getting paid next Friday. I stopped in an Exxon station for gas at the corner of Woodlawn Drive and I 77 to get gas. They had a sign on the door for help wanted. I talked with the manager there his name was Al. And left with a job a whole $3.90 an hour plus commission. Now that

Aunt Mildred
Aunt Mildred was a 93-year-old woman who was particularly >> despondent over the recent death of her husband. She decided >> that she would just kill herself and join him in death. >> Thinking that it would be best to get it over with quickly, >> she took out his old Army pistol and made the decision to >> shoot herself in the heart, since it was badly broken in the >> first place. >> >> Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and >> a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to inquire >> as to just exactly where the heart would be on a woman. The >> doctor said,'Your heart would be just below your left breast.' >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> Later that night........ Mildred was admitted to the hospital >> with a gunshot wound to the knee.

Milk Story
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 25 gallons of milk. When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 2.5 gallons. So he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, 'I found your note asking me to leave 25 gallons of milk. Did you mean 2.5 gallons?' The blonde said, 'No, I want 25 gallons. I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath so I can look young and beautiful again.' The milkman asked, 'Do you want it pasteurized?' Ø YOU ARE GOING TO LOVE THIS.... The blonde said, 'No, just up to my boobs. I can splash it on my eyes.'

Sixth Sense
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Proof That The World Is Nuts
Proof That The World Is Nuts *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Does it look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Saves you 'going blind' I suppose.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. The Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry. (Is there any job anywhere else in the world that even comes close to this?) *~*~

Awesome Anagrams
Someone out there Is deadly at Scrabble. DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: 20 When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: < br> When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S

My Life Part 5
The need for medical insurance Well, I got very ill no insurance in and out of the hospital, no one could figure out what was wrong, severe pain that brought me to my knees in my chest. I just knew I was going to die. Then they figured it out. I had a gahlbladder that was not functioning correctly causing all the pain. I had surgery was off work and got very far behind in bills. My wife did not work and she didn't then. She should have. I went back to work sooner than my doctor wanted me to. I had a wife and three step kids to support, but It was killing me I hurt it seems that some people recover more quickly than others. I was in the "Other Category" It took me a long time to get back to making good money again. I was paid by commission, so speed was important. I just did not have it at that time. We had to bail on the house and the car went back, I was barely making enough for utilities and food, much less anything else. My beginnings into Motorcycle clubs I had a fri

Ecstasy
in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

Was On Profile
~*POEMS*~ Death of me Let me be by your side please love me like I do you My heart has yet to subside let all see please don't justify who I rest my head, my eye lids heavy, sleep is welcomed here My limbs are weak, my mind is silent, this to you I swear I cry at night and hold me hard to calm the troubled nerves The quakes the shivers the tired eyes all this the heart serves Don't try to yell or talk me down sigh, give up and walk away Hold me hard, kiss my tears and force the fears to stray I'm scared and restless it is my heart who is the troubled one I tear and collapse fray and worry that love has left and hate has won I stare blankly space enveloped my time I'm scared of what will be I am all alone, and feel as though I'm weak, all of this because of me My eyes shut, my arms holding my own the darkness closing in I hear your voice you speak to me you hear silence… yet, from within The sounds I scream inside of me muffled yet clear to my ears I'm being pulled away forced

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Still Not Sorry
My heart still hurts and will mend in time I am sure. I think of you each and every day wondering if you are well and ok. I miss you every moment that I am awake, and grab my cell to text you when something occurs that I wanted to share with you. I wonder in my mind if the silence is because you were just too kind to send me away or if it is because what I said wounded or angered you. Then my mind begins to wonder in a bad direction and I worry that maybe something has happened to you, because surely you would not abandon the rest of your friends this way. I took the destruction of my cell phone to be fate telling me to move on, and still yet through all of this I am not sorry that I met you or even sorry for the time I was lucky to spend with you. I am only sorry that I asked too much of you. May you find what it is that you seek in this life and may it please you all of your days.

Amends (never Been On This Side Of An Amend Before)
When I was 17, my Junior year in high school, I lived with another family because things were dicey at my parents' house (violently dicey) and I moved out. They were extraordinarily kind and generous, They were stretching money and things were always tight for them, but they found a way to let me live with them for most of my Junior year, Two of the sons (there were 3 boys and one girl) were my best friends. When I came out, one of the sons, Phill, was not receptive about me coming out at all... he didn't react well. He couldn't accept me being gay... it was a very cold reaction. I didn't talk to him for years. I did talk to the other brother often for several years, but Phill was my best friend. It definitely left an empty spot in me... one I had forgotten about. I met him yesterday and he and his sister and I went to dinner. He made amends for the way that he reacted... it was tearful... It was amazing... It was amazing to me because he got to clear his conscience. H

My Wedding Poem
With you in my heart, my life is complete; you’re the air that I breathe and the food that I eat. You are my soul mate, the beat in my heart; it feels like a year each second we’re apart. With you in my heart I’m walking on air, I can imagine your cologne and you touching my hair. Your handsome eyes, so kind so true, the loveliest sight I have ever seen. With you in my heart, I am brim full of pride, it’s as though I can achieve anything with you by my side. You’re my rock, you’re my angel, my one true love, you’re my present from heaven, my gift from above, my answered prayer. With you in my heart, I love you so much, how caring you are, my soul you do touch. You are a Handsome Prince Charming, a pleasure to know, my love for you just continues to grow. With you in my heart, I’m the happiest woman on earth, I feel God planned this since the day of my birth. I could never love anyone the way I love you, I hope and I pray that you feel the same way too. With you in my

Moonlucidreamer
Moon has 11s on today till 7pm, she is always one of the first ones there when ANYONE needs the help! Has 969 pics up...now get on over there and show her the luv! Moonlucidreamer-Member FubarsFinestLevelers@ fubar

What Olympic Sport Are You?
You Are Wrestling You are a very physical person, and people underestimate your mind. You are always figuring out your next move, and you can make decisions quickly. Anyone who dares to step into the (figurative) ring with you should watch out! What Olympic Sport Are You?

Dream Walker
As I move through the shadows of reality I worry not. For i have a dream to hold hands with, she comforts me, protects me from harms way. The sidewalks become enchanted beaches, within our magical kingdom we stroll. Todays dreams are tomorrows realities - for the dreamweavers manifest their hearts, their yearnings, their passions. For those who believe. So be it.

Just A Question.
Wondering why people get all into this points and rate me fan me and bling me stuff. How about just doing what you do and let it happen. I just don't get the rate me please and to see my boob photo you have to Blast me or Fubling me. Can you fill me in here?

Rules For Being Human
1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate someth

Anymore
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting, my resistance ain't that strong My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you 'Cause there's no one else I swear that holds a candle anywhere next to you My heart can't take the beating, not having you to hold A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul It says I can't keep pretending I don't love you anymore I've got to take the chance or let it pass by If I expect to get on with my life My tears no longer waiting, oohh my resistance ain't that strong But my mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Anymore Anymore

I Am Me
I am Independent Outgoing Stratigical Smart Athletic Beautiful Inside and Out I am me. I am a good cook I love my flute I love my family I love my friends I live for the thrill Of each day. I am me. I don't like to wait I have a lot of strengths I know myself Better than I know my heart I don't understand my feelings. But if you come along we can sort if out, I love you, You're the only one for me But you've got to understand I don't change myself for anyone. I am me.

Fu Land Shenanigans
Twisted Clown® (GF is here gotta go. Be on later, Later!) Tonga December 28, 2008 @ 11:32 am December 28, 2008 @ 11:31 am You are reading way too much into this. I just gotta make sure I got a warm bod to crawl on top of at night. Why are you so angry at me? I'm not angry at you clown. I'm disappointed with you. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ And why is that? You do not know me, my gf, or anything about either of us. So why are you so concerned about our personal life? I asked you to behave clown. You refused. I will go so deep into your head that you'll be using bleach to wash out your ears if you don't take the hint and leave. Why do you assume I am interested in your personal life? I only asked you to do something. Are you read to do it, yet? reply =================================================================================================================

Auld Lang Syne
Auld Lang Syne Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And auld lang syne And surely ye 'll be your pint' stowp And surely I 'll be mine And we 'll take a cup o' kindness yet For auld lang syne We twa hae run about the braes And pou'd the gowans fine But we 've wander'd monie a weary fit Sin' auld lang syne. We twa hae paidl'd in the burn Frae morning sun till dine But seas between us braid hae roar'd Sin' auld lang syne And there's a hand, my trusty fiere And gie 's a hand o' thine And we 'll tak a right guid-willie waught For auld lang syne [CHORUS] For auld lang syne, my dear For auld lang syne We'll tak a cup o' kindess yet For auld lang syne (And now for the English translation:) Times Long Gone Should old acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind Should old acquaintance be forgot, And days of long ago [CHORUS:] For old long ago, my dear For old long ago, We w

She's Tasty, She's Addictive And She's Got Her Autos Turned On!!
Tasty? IDK ..... But she is is Yummiie !! Addictive ?? VERY Why a bully? Well, she wanted you to know that she's got her Auto 11's TURNED ON! Yummiiε Addiictii0n So go show her your best Fu-Lovins ..... and do a good job ... She deserves it! Pimped out by: Tappinit

I'd Rather Be...
I'd rather be: in Massachusetts outside than inside with animals than a crowd of people reading than watching TV traveling than stuck in the same place in the snow listening to music cold than hot in love than not with someone than alone brunette than blonde in my 20s than 30s happy than gorgeous sexy than rich in the country than city

Rip Sena - My New Tattoo
original post date: 2008-07-09 11:13:11 On July 9, 2007, my best friend left this place and went to the spirit world. Her name was Asena or Sena for short. She was herding sheep one day and the next day she had trouble walking. Xrays revealed bone cancer had eaten part of her 7th vertebrae. Her strength and spirit were amazing and I've never seen it matched in animal or human. Yesterday I had a memorial tattoo put on my back and the pain didn't even come close to matching the pain of losing her from my life, knowing that I could not take away her pain without ending her life here. There was some definite release emotionally that came with the physical pain of the tattoo being done. I felt a lessening of the heartache I carried; I hope that maybe now I can feel a little more at peace and a little less tortured in anguish over her death. I know she is spiritually with me, I believe that. But now she'll always be symbolically with me, watching my back just like she always did.

Preparring For My Dmv Test...
...I'm going to get a motorcycle. I took a course so I would be comfortable and "safe" on a bike. Safe, thats not really what I mean, because thats impossible. Theres a great deal of risk involved with motorcycles. I suppose thats why I want to ride so badly! So now Im studying the DMV manual so I can go and take the written test for my permit to ride a motorcycle. Im jazzed, I want a bike so badly. I hear other riders pass by on their harleys and I want to be out there too, riding around on the HWY's and by ways! vroom vroom!

Drawing Slump
Why is it that every time i draw something totally amazing, i can't draw shit for a while afterward. I hate it, i tried to draw something cool, but relatively easy and it turned out a piece of shit. I guess it's because i wasn't naturally talented with art, cuz i had to teach myself, so when i do something sweet my brain goes into recharge mode. I don't know. very few people read this anyway :p

Are You A Sissy Slut?
As you stand, wrists chained above your head, blindfolded, with my penis gag locked deep into your mouth, I will Sit back and laugh at you!!! In your sexy little SLUT outfit that I choose, you will look like quite the little whore!! You will LOVE hearing me Tell you what a little whore you are, as I Take Polaroid’s so I can show you later!! If this little scenario does anything to make that COCK hard then you and I are a match made in heaven

2008 At A Glance
What a Year, huh? I joined Fu in November of 2007 but didn't really do a whole lot with my account right away. Come the end of the year I started spending more time here and by the time New Year's came I was 100% ADDICTED! lol. I have made so many friends here I cannot possibly include everyone in this but wanted to do something a little different! So, here's some of my amazing friends I've made over the last year. If you add/fan and rate each of them I will add you to this bulletin/blog as well and post it regularly. Be sure to rate/fan and add everyone on the bully including myself. xoxo We will start with... December 2007 This Fu was one of the first to say Hello to me! He was always sweet, kind and of course, the biggest flirt. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar I've owned him, he's owned me and he's ALWAYS been there for me! If he's not on your friends list...guy or girl...you are missing out! January 2008

Eldest Poem
I am the eldest of the elders, I have been chosen; But it is something I wished for not. It was bestowed upon me in a ceremony as old as time itself. I am older than the earth, yet younger than the stars in the heavens. I am the teacher, seerer, the protector of all that is precious. I know all they need, yet I cannot teach them till they are ready to believe. I feel the rage,pain,saddness, sorrow of all the other elders; yet i alone can do nothing but offer wise counsel. For I must show strength and not break, no matter how it hurts. I am always destined to be alone. This was written in the cave of writtings; This will always be the fate of the eldest. I am the eldest of the elders, I have been chosen; But is something I wished for not.

Alone
Surrounded by people. Friends. Family. And yet, that one little aspect that you crave is missing. And it just makes you feel utterly alone. So you smile. You say the right thing. Do the right thing. You let them see the "happy" that you've worked so hard to perfect. And when you're all alone, you take off the mask. You let down your guard and let it out. So stand there in front of the mirror, eyes red and smeared with makeup. So you reach for the pills to numb the pain. Or you reach for the knife to redirect it. A little booze. A buzz to dull the edges. And then, the next day, the charade starts all over again. When does it stop? When does the pain stop? When do you wake up and realize that what you need is not going to be found in someone else but in yourself?

My Song To Those In The Csi
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eye Your scarf it was apricot You had one eye on the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that theyd be your partner Theyd be your partner, and... Youre so vain, you probably think this song is about you Youre so vain, Ill bet you think this song is about you Dont you? dont you? You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive Well you said that we made such a pretty pair And that you would never leave But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... Well I hear you went up to saratoga and your horse naturally won Then you flew your lear jet up to nova scotia To see the total eclipse of the sun Well youre where you should be all the time And when youre not you

We
im not here I've left this shell my soul now travels free/// i'm not dead it's just quicker a way to find the one for me//// tired of judging and blaming folks they will be what they will be//// I've found salvation, my way away, I finally have the key/// let go of the negative vibes the harsh feelings and you can see/// any and everything you wish to see. ever so clearly//// you can understand every chirp of bird every bumble of the bee/// the only thing I can not find I search for desperately//// I have half of what I seek as well as the recipe/// I just need a little you to make a serving size of we....

Poem
He is I; I Am Him ;Me And Me- A thought process poem So Often I Wonder Who I am... As I look into the night I have been in wonder To each day I walk with no insight to whom I became or will become Contemplating the meaning of my drift through life Do I really know myself or am I just a stranger to me The Only Reality is know ones' self But to know ones' self is to live To often I just drift, not living Just filling a void of time and space And who will I be In the future...

Poem
Today I shed a tear for you Please know that I am near by and hear a wisper of sorrow Yet you hide your sadness from me. I too am sad that you haven't turned to me to share your heart A dove has stopped flying... A wisper of sorrow... Today I shed a tear for you... To my ear I hear your cry Shattered is your heart I am to listen for no one else will A wisper of sorrow hits my open ear As words finally flood my heart of what you have said Today I Shed A Tear For You

Heart Break Quotes
With what a deep devotedness of woe I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain, And memory, like a drop that, night and day, Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away! ~Thomas Moore Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown I thought when love for you died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on. ~Rupert Brooke Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you. Anonymous

Another Poem.....
Written @ 1:49 on December 30, 2008 You only have one life How you live it is your choice You may make choices others do not agree with In the end it is your voice Will you make your life the best possible? Or will you not be courageous enough Will you stay by yourself, feeling down Or allow someone in even if they are rough When is the right time? Or even the right person? How will you know or find out? Hopefully before your life is done... Have you passed up the chance To find the best happiness? Has it not come to your door yet? Will you settle for less? So many questions, try and find the answers Are they in a book or you will see the light Will you even find the right ones? Or just guess and hope you are right Who knows the direct path you will end up on? Or where you are destined to be Will you make the right choices in life Or have them be washed out to sea Whatever choices you make in life Should be thought out and clear Be sure that y

My Favorite Verses
These are all very beautiful phrases that were taken from many sources that I love except the last one lol I just came up with that one. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had? DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME UNLESS YOU REALLY MEAN IT, BECAUSE I MIGHT DO SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE.....I DON'T KNOW.........MAYBE..........BELIEVE IT!!!!!