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HurtingWhy can't you notice my existance?
When all the while I stand near you
Watching you from afar is all I do
cause you already love someone so true I try to deceive myself
saying I deserve someone better
but deep inside I know
My heart will only love you deeper
I try to forget how I feel for you
after all, this will only lead me no where
but the more I stay away
the harder it is not to think of you each day
how I ache to tell you how I feel
though I know it won't mean anything to you
I just wish you'd open your eyes
and see how long i've been here
just waiting and all the while hurting....
To VannaGod, I just want to make passionate monkey love to Vanna White, she deserves so much credit, but I'm not in her league, so i'll take anyone, girls are beautiful, so are their booties lol
3 Kids Found Dead In Fetus Theft CaseBELLEVILLE, Ill. - A baby sitter charged with murder clubbed a pregnant woman in the head repeatedly with a table leg, then cut her fetus from the womb in a bathtub where she later drowned the victim’s three young children, an investigator testified Wednesday.
The grisly details in the September slayings of Jimella Tunstall and her family were revealed at a hearing where a coroner’s jury, after a few minutes of deliberations, concluded the deaths were homicides.
Tiffany Hall, 24, has been charged with first-degree murder and faces a possible death sentence in the death of Tunstall and with intentional homicide of an unborn child — Tunstall’s 7-month-old fetus.
She has pleaded not guilty and remains jailed on $5 million bond. She has not been charged in the drownings of the children, ages 7, 2 and 1, although authorities have said she confessed and led them to the bodies. Prosecutor Robert Haida has said those deaths eventually will be presented to a grand jury for possible cha
Seperation & Passing OfTo all my CherryTop friends I'm sorry I haven't been a good friend latly. Last month the wife and I seperated. I moved from New Jersey to Florida. And my aunt just passed away this week.
It has been a hard transition these few weeks. But I promise as soon as I'm back on my feet, you guys will get tired hearing from me.(LOL)
Gone***********************GONE!************************
He ran about looking for us running from from room to room looking everywhere he knew we'd be. First in the bedrooms in the beds even under the beds, then the kitchen for when we are not in bed we are eating sneaking him little nips and snips under the table just out of moms sight.now he is getting worried can't find us anywhere. Can't even smell us any more, all he can smell is that stinging acrid smell of burning rotting flesh. Maybe just maybe his family is outside. All he sees is smoke and those monstrous shell where our cars used to be and those horrible, horrible screeching birds that keep circling overhead
Bruised ,battered And Bleeding,left For Dead On The HighwaySan antonio has shitty ass drivers. No lie. We have some of the worst drivers in texas. But what happened today was horrifying.
There is nothing scarier than an accident. Nothing more heart stopping than having one. Today as I was driving home I told my friend i was going to get off the phone because some people were driving like shit around me and i wanted to concentrate. I did, and not more than a few moments down the highway I had to slam on my breaks for an accident that was ahead of me. Due to my being in my cop school it is a requrement that I stop and pull over and check to see if everyone is alright. Usually in these situations everyone is alright. In this one...well someone wasn't. The woman that was in the vehicle was found that way. Left for dead by herself, bleeding and in horrible condition. She wasn't concious. Knocked out cold. So yeah i called 911 and gave them a sitrep (situation report) and told them i would stand by for them until the paramedics arrived. The para
Ying And YangDo you remember holding hands along the pier
strolling in Santa Monica's noisy,spirited streets?
Walking hand in hand,me not having a care in the world,
except knowing you were mine then
and being more happy than I've been in all my life..
Now,I'm here and venting isn't enough nor will it ever really be..
I love you still,
even after all this time without you in my life anymore
I could care less about my own safety,and regard.
When we were together,I could have done anything
and now I'm forced to do everything..
Though I know you're happier with your new man,
I cannot help but to still wonder about you,think of you in my most quiet,lonely of times..
My rage comes to me like a Dragon needing,pleading to be released from the solitary confines of a soulless heart..
A place lonelier than the void of space,
colder than the dark side of the Moon..
My love,
I miss you with everything inside of me,and I know I will die far far before my time, before I have to..
But I never w
Symphonythe drive home tonight
was invigorating...
the chilled air swirled around her,
and more moon exposed to the sky than last night.
her hair was doing pirouettes,
bowing to every flight pattern of the wind
that carried it.
smoke curled away from her lips,
so sensual and mysterious in a way
that she was irresistible.
no one could see it but she...
the clear of the night
all but calls her in,
her heart to make love across the miles,
to burn in a touch that was to be unfelt...
but oh, god, how the breeze reminds her
that it's not so far out of reach.
Clutter And Hopebooks and knickknacks stacked haphazardly,
home is personal reflection.
and what a mess it is,
a single woman that lacks direction.
pieces of life strewn about the coffeetable,
a hand-me-down from the parents...
electric bills and junk mail ads
line the particle board
like the bottom of a birdcage.
that old oak table has been in the family
for generations,
albeit pathetic abstractions of humans
that fancy themselves a step above the masses,
but i digress...
the memories that come with the table
are a montage of movie scenes...
marriage and pregnancy,
honor and shame.
the kitchen floor hasn't been swept
in god knows when, the dishes seem to find
a home wherever they last were set.
it's a wonder you can even decipher
that a floor exists.
and maybe that's okay,
because in the midst of trying to find
what's underneath the clutter and mess,
she might find the very thing
that has eluded her thus far...
herself.
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Will You Believe In MeWill You Believe In Me?
My child, you are indeed a student of the word, and you have hidden Myword deep inside your heart so you might not sin against Me. But in that you still refuse to come to Me, so that I may heal you and bandage up your wounds. My beloved do not resist the brooding of My Spirit, for as you know, the letter kills but My Spirit breathes life to all those whom will seek My face. My child, your memories are holding you back because
that is what you are focusing on; but I have called you to be
transformed by the renewing of your mind so that you be able to test approve what My perfect will is for your life. Do not waste one minute longer, but choose today in whom will you follow and in whom will you serve?
My child, I am asking you: will you believe in Me and allow My word to go forth into your life so that I may produce in you a harvest of righteousness? Will you allow My word to be sent out and accomplish what it needs to do and for it not to return void?
I Just Haven't Figured It OutWell love comes and goes and its just weird how someone so unexpectedly comes into your life without you actually realizing why they are there. Love and relationships are like that. But I have been through so much in my past. Things that at my age a normal person wouldn't have. I have had so man terrible things occur that I guess most of the time that I assume when I get close to someone or love someone they will be there and then be gone. Its crazy I know. How can I live when I constantly worry about it. Well I have just given up on that and well just decided to let it go, open up and trust that my heart will have made the right decision. I'm sure right now that the one person that I love and adore knows how much I really care and want nothing more than to be happy and make them happy. I am one that usually keeps to myself not because I choose to I just do. There aren't alot of people that I let get close to me and I have reasons for that also. My heart is there and open. I just want
Friendship Counts!Friendship Counts.....
One day, when I was a freshman in high school,
I saw a kid from my class walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.
It looked like he was carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd."
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.
He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes.
My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives."
He looked at me and said, "H
Its Me....She was hurt, left to sit in the dark when other were in a line walking out the door. That’s when she realized that she was forever to be left alone. She was found later, broken like a glass dolly left in a Thunderstorm. She became use to the Loneliness and fond of the Darker side of life. She cut herself to feel better… to feel anything but the fake pain that presses against her heart… Wishing for Rainbows, never to find the right color….
She is often sad. Her heart hurts… a lot. She cries when she is angry. She enjoys small, intimate settings. She is not outgoing. Sometimes She pushes people away to see if they will come back. She has very few friends. She has a hard time making friends. She loves to be LOVED. She loves love and is in love with LOVE. She loves animals and finds people a little too harsh.
Her feelings get hurt easily and she is too sensitive. She feels Alone. She would cry for no reason. She laughs at inappropriate moments. She is often confused. She often confuses
I'm Thankfull....are You?For all the people that still protest, you're welcome,
We protect you and you are protected by the best.
Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you?
No one standing in your crowd.
We are your fathers, brothers, and sons,
wearing the boots and carrying the guns.
We are the ones that leave all we own,
to make sure your future is carved in stone.
We are the ones who fight and die.
We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try.
We walked the paths to where we are at,
and we want no choice other than that
So when you rally your group to complain,
take a look in the back of your brain.
In order for that flag you love to fly,
wars must be fought and young men must die.
We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear,
if that's not respected, we would rather stay here.
So please stop yelling and put down your signs,
and pray for those behind enemy lines.
When the conflict is over and all is well,
just be thankful that we chose to go
Honor The VetsVeterans are easy to recognize
By their special swagger
And their shattered eyes
By the way they stand so tall
When the flag is raised
And how they bow their head
When the Lord is praised.
They may have clabbered voices
And brown and mottled skin
A missing arm or leg or eye
But you can see the youth within.
What horrors did they see
What hell did they endure
To keep my flag and liberty secure?
What would our nation be like
Without veteranssuch as these?
Let us remember each of them
When we bow our knees
And may we give all reverence due
To the brave men and women
Who defend the Red, White and Blue.
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My auntie had breastcancer n i saw her suffer from it..she died last april..shes in a better place now but we all still miss n love her dearly.For those whos loved ones has any kind of cancer then my thoughts are with you..*hugz*
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This One Is So Nice Never Forget What A True Friendship Means"""Friendship . . .
. . . is you.
. . . is love.
. . . is shared.
. . . is forgiving.
. . . is understanding.
. . . is shared secrets.
. . . heals many hurts.
. . . is not judgmental.
. . . is shared laughter.
. . . is slow and steady.
. . . can be angry at times.
. . . is dependable and true.
. . . is more precious than silver or gold.
. . . is meant to be savored like fine wine.
. . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect.
. . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection.
. . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow.
. . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day.
. . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times.
. . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden.
. . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds.
. . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there.
. . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding.
. . . reaches into y
The Fall Of An EmpireThe Fall of an Empire… By Toilet Paper?
Sometimes I look around me and I’m amazed, and saddened, by things I see. I know, I’m not the first one to broach this subject, and I’m sure I won’t be the last.
What I see is a soaring divorce rate, children being given away, the elderly are abandoned… and the list goes on. You don’t have to look to the murder statistics to see that our society has lost respect for the human life.
Now, most of you that have read my articles before know that I usually don’t choose such a dire subject but I am going to look at this through my own glasses.
Decades ago, when the United States was at it’s best, (before apathy set in), and was most admired by the rest of the world, everything had value. Very little was wasted at that time, we either used it again or found another use for it. I can’t think of too many things that were tossed out after their original use was used up… (Well, except for masticated food maybe, but we won’t go there.) H
Mindless ObstructionTraveling my path
Wandering life’s journey
Searching for
The exit
To Euphoria
Wishing for
The BIG happy
The quest to
Satisfy my
Soul
Emulsify my
Inner light
To feel again
Quietly confident
With the unknown
No worries about
The next
No ‘what ifs’
For the past
A permanent feeling
Of ‘It’s gonna be ok’
That is all I ask
To just be me
And be relaxed
Ok Ok I Know What I Said!I know I siad I was taking a break! and I REALLY did! My kitchen and bathrrooms are alll sparkly and my animals and kids are even fed! LOL
Seriously though I decided why let a few bitches on here run me off? Thats exactly what they want.
I come back just 2 short days later, and ive dropped 3 places in rank and have lost my flaming cherry again and even a couple spots on the legends list. The OLD me would have been like OH NOOOO I better go rate and fan a bunch of people and get it back but you know what? This place is really NOT that important to me. I checked to see which friends took the time to notice i was even gone and rated or even bothered to look @ my pics, stash, and blogs and its been duly noted!
With that said, the NEW me is taking her daughter to Dollywood for some mother- daughter time. Just the two of us. I will most likely be gone ALL day. Leave me some love or DONT>
Either way, cherrytap WILL still be here when I get back and so will my true friends!
So have
ShadowsIn the shadows,
Lay my fears
The fear of repetition,
Of that which brought so many tears
Lying awake,
Sweat beginning to drip
These feelings of betrayal,
At my heart does rip
In the shadows,
My anger I hide
For it's in the shadow,
That I confide
Tortured are the nights,
That long have been set aside,
For there I find my comfort,
So that I must hide....
In the shadows
I Think I Have Fanaly Done Itfor those of you out there who are looking for that one person that makes you feel complete keep looking cause i think i have fainaly found her and it is the most wonderful feelingin the world it is worth all the pain and heartache that come with such a search all you who have had a brokeheart in the past know what i am talking about but when that person finaly comes into your life it is like having all of the pains of your past heeled at the same time for the first time in my life i am truely enjoying the sound of the birds in the morning and the true beauty in a sunrise. i wish these same feelings for all my friends out there on cherry tap if all of you are lucky enough to find someone like adele this world will be a better happier place.
have a great day ya'll
Gave Youi gave you my heart
it was in your hands
you took this knife
and cut through and through again
my heart is lost
and my emotions to
i have no feelings
because of you
no more love or hate
now i guess i should thank thou
because pain can be a emotion to
You Are My TroubleBlessed by elumentaing smiles , a rose in shadows given new life. Stem luring with passion once packed under earth has been brought to air filled with love only to set the rose free. so long hidden in the dark in dear fear of winter cold the rose did not sprot, with one kiss with one swift emotion the stem has brought forth a bud and now the rose feels free to bloom. the freedom to be what is real like in times before was once hidden or was to inclose to exspose. most will never see the rose as bud or bloom, only a few know deep the rose maybe may only flowers close enough and safe enough then dose the rose exspose its true self. The truth be told the rose only shows in love. so with the rose in told some truth may be said love must be a concept only when i'm thinking of you.
PretendPretend
It’s not my problem,
That you couldn’t deal with your own.
[Don’t blame your mistakes on me]
Spin
Spin
Spin
Flip.
Head
Or
Tails
It’s not my problem.
I’ve given up.
Because,
In the end you never cared.
I’ll watch you fall.
I tried to help.
You threw it back in my face.
I’ll take a deep breath,
And try to forget,
That once I called you my best friend.
But I don’t care,
Because you never did.
Run along now,
Just [Pretend]
HiddenI rush around circles complexes are never ending
running running gasping yet never losing thrust.
dancing emotions play outright in the dark standing
Never out of the light. Up beat tempo words rythumicly
Bouncing thought the night. The music shows threw day light.
public music once thought hidden, brought to the public to see.
music once a lions stare now a weasel in despair. enlighten
by these eyes a panthers stare Calum knowing perseverance and powerful standing
to hear the music play through these eyes. it is now the concept
the lion fears. The facade of the jungle has vanished drums beating
enchanting to ears wanting yet the panthers drums clearing air.
drums hidden bringing focus to sounds. the platform of the lion will never be
the base of the world. It is the panther who sounds the stag in the back
only bring forth when strength and desire it is the matching drums the panther seeks. The courageous
and confidence the lion lacks is w
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I Slept With Three Men Last NightI Slept with three men last night
I slept with three men last night. Vastly different amazingly insane. Consuming my entirety. Heaven allowing I would be please to sleep wit all three for eternity.
Cocky, selfish my animal appears, basic desire nibbling at my ear. Reaching nor for heart nor for soul but pure satisfaction. Eating fruited apple of seduction. . Ripping emotion from equation , my animal ripping givers me his lust. Moaning insentient satisfaction, fantasy, reality in middle nights.
Aww the king, confident and alluring, slow firm thrust forcing voluntary submission =. Submitting my hunger of his confidence. Power hands hold me tight moving my arms above. As he rules I rise with every move.
Soft smooth another arises kissing flaws only he defines as beautiful. Losing my mind, finding my soul. Lost waiting not to be found. Lips meeting lips. Craving his gentle moves as is penetrates forward I move in. Intensely waving in his passion. He is not my sin.
As sun
I WishWish I could look away
From all this pain
Caused by you
Wish I could undo the past
And go back
Do it over again
No matter what I do
You just don't care for who I am
No matter what I say to you
You don't believe me
And hurt me again
Four months ago we were still together
Everything was fine
When I was with you
Nothing could go wrong
The sun did always shine
But you didn't know who I am
You didn't know who I'd always be
When you saw the real me
You just walked out of my life
Come Back To MeI'm crying
As this rain pours down around me
I'm screaming
To try to vent this pain
Wishing I was dreaming
Rather than believing that you're gone
Why'd you go
And leave me all alone?
I know I've fucked up
But you knew I never meant to hurt you
I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you
And I will never love anyone like I loved you
I'm crying
As the world blurs and I go numb
I'm screaming
And tearing at my skin
Wishing you had known
The extent of my feelings for you
Why'd you go
And leave me all alone?
I know I've fucked up
But you knew I never meant to hurt you
I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you
And I will never love anyone like I loved you
Does the blame fall upon me
For your giving up on life?
How is that fair?
I loved you more than life
Come back to me
I need you... come back to me
I need you to see the light
I need you to feel the warmth
I need you to breathe the air
I need to hold you tight
I love you but you'll never know
And you're gone..
Wohoooooooooooowell well cherry poppers......lol......thanx for visiting me i have met some cool ass peeps and also some real assholes but i guess i can come in here every now and then and change my blog....anyways thanx for the new cherry i needed that......lmao.......now who wants to pop it:-O........Kat:-P
Dead Beat DadsI just have to rant a lil bit about my daughters father. Well first my daughter just turned a year old. And her father has seen her in almost 6 months. His choice not mine. I have never kept him from her. He is just full of excuses why he hasn't. He hasn't given me a single dime for her in that period of time either. What I don't understand is how someone can look at such a precious lil girl and hold her and then just not be bothered with her? It took the both of us to create her and I am the one that is doing all the work. Which I don't mind doing the work but a lil help would be nice every once in a while. The only time he seems to want to be in her life is when he wants to try to work things out with me. And every time I tell him it isn't going to happen he doesn't bother showing up to she her. aaaaaa it is just aggervating.
PrayerPlease Read and Return
My instructions were to pick four
people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please pass this to at least (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me.
This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive.
There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another.
The prayer:
Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen.
(If you have more than four people to send this to, you are truly blessed).
Good AnswerSubject: Ya just gotta love em senior citizens...........
A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Lexus convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored
it to 80mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left.
"Amazing," he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing
the pedal even more
Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw the highway
patrol behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring.
He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly
he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this," and pulled overto await the Trooper's arrival.
Pulling in behind him, the Trooper walked up to the
Lexus, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go."
The old gentleman paused........ Then said, "Yearsago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were
bringing her back."
"Have
New Ct Hater Rating OnesSHE JUST WENT TO MY PICS AND PROFILE RATING MY PICS AND PROFILE A 1 COME ON NOW GROW UP DONT HATE BECAUSE YOU WISH YOU WERE AS PRETTY AS ME AND HALF THE OTHER WOMEN ON HERE DAMN I MEAN COME ON NOW ACT YOUR AGE NOT YOUR IQ WE CANT HELP IT IF YOU WERE DROPPED TO MANY TIMES ON YOUR HEAD LMAO OH OH OH I JUST GOT ANOTHER HATER MUST BE HER FRIEND BEWARE OF THEM BOTH LADIES
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HERE IS THE SISTER OF THE OTHER GIRL LMAO GOD GROW UP
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sonya: why u just blocl my sister
sonya: i'm 10 times better lookin then your fat ass
sonya: yeah bitch look at me
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sonya: you are a nasty lookin bitch
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Men On CtWell i have finaly come to the conclusion that I am not wanted on this site because the woman on here can't control their men and then when the men get caught they blame me...that isn't right so if this shit keeps going im just gonna leave this site and not come back...there are alot of great people on here but no one ever respects me just because i have dated one person from here...and it didn't work out..its not my fault that the men in here don't wanna keep their peckers to them selfs...so i am done dteing people from here unless i meet them in person first...this is the last time i am gonna be disrespected over some gay ass bull shit
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What Does Your Last Name Say About YouMY LAST NAME
D: One in a million
O: Awesome Kisser
V:You are not judgemental
E:Great in Bed
A: you like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed
F : You are dead sexy
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K: Just too damn beautiful
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N: You like to drink A LOT.
O: awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way)
S : Easy to fall in love with
T : You're loyal to those you love
U : You are really silly.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.......
Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your last name
Just Another Sundaywell it's sunday i finally have a day off from the drama of denny's...sometimes my job isn't worth all the bullshit and perverted cooks i work with..but i guess its better than anything
Hbg Class Of 99this was our rendition of someones motto
sex drugs
rock and roll
speed weed birth control
first you live then you die
so let get together and all ride high
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Why Our Gov't Doesn't Care...Ok now, maybe I'm sane, (I doubt it) but it seems to me that people here are missing the obvious about life. I was just watching some 'Save the environment' program on TV, and I realized why nothing is really done to protect or save the environment by the government. You see... The bible says that god will come and destroy the earth. (For reference on this please refer to The Bible:revelations) So...knowing this... our good christian government doesn't waste time trying to protect things that are going to be destroyed in the long run. It's gods will...of course that also applies to the rest of us who will also be destroyed.
Now I know... some environment laws are pushed through parlament... most of them have little to do with actually saving the planet, most deal with restricting business practices and creating more chaos and confusion in the masses.
Order through Chaos
Bullshit Baffles Brains
Simple Misdirection
Look at it how you will... These are my thoughts...
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Elvis Is Backhttp://home.comcast.net/~nw-fla/tribute_flag_B_thompson.htm
Nothing needs to be said about this, just go
Just Got It Figured Outhttp://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 #10 IF YOUR NOT IN A SO CALLED FAMILY YOUR FUCKED ISN'T THAT SAD AND I THOUGHT ALL 363 WERE FRIENDS I HAVE 6 OUT OF ALL WITH THE CONSIDERED ONE I DELETED AFTER HIS BLOG DURING THE NITE , SO, MUCH FOR FRIENDS , WILL , I GUESS ALL WILL CHANGED , ITS NOT THE CONTEST IT IS THE THOUGHT , AFTER I WENT THROUGH MONDAY JUST LIKE A FEW WHOM LOST SOME ONE , AND THIS IS SAD HAVE A GOO ONE , I WILL GO DOWN WITH HONOR .CHERIE
Forever?Forever takes me by a minute,
While I’m here with you.
I’m falling even more in love,
With everything you do.
Hold me in your arms,
Look deep into my eyes,
Don’t turn away and let me go,
Don’t ever tell me lies.
I swear I’ll never loose you,
In my arms I’ll always hold.
I’ll never let you slip away,
And leave nothing left untold.
There aren’t enough hours,
In each passing day,
To find all the words,
I wish I could say.
Your kiss will last forever,
Your touch forever warm.
You’ll guide me to the sunlight,
And shield me from the storm.
This is what I’m saying,
With everything that’s true,
I swear on my life,
That I really do love you.
Thought And FeelingThoughts and Feelings
So many things on my mind
Really don’t know how to unwind
Kids are screaming through my ears
I want to scream, but who would hear
Deep down my mind is hurt
By what was said
It was lower than dirt
All I want to do is lie abed
Things keep spinning round and round
Everything just seems too loud
As a mom, what should I do?
All I want is to hear Thank You!
Just how do we make them see?
That what we say is what’s to be
All it comes down to is more and more
What I can’t give them I feel sorry for
Still it comes back around
I want this I want that
They think it’s just allowed
What are we a welcome mat?
These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!
How Do Ihow do i let people know to contact me at wolf_blade_tek@yahoo.com is i can't make it on this site all the time? the library in Copperas Cove are dicks and if someone wants to talk to them i can't do it unless im on my e-mail
Weigh InWeigh In!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: accomplished
Sooooo I was bummed today and just felt blah.. Well i was talking to a new friend of mine and was like oh crap weigh in time..
5 Pound Loss
So total for 5 weeks 12 pounds.. maybe it is getting to be a brighter day out.. we will see
Great White - Save Your LoveI wake in the night,
To find you on my mind-
Deep in a dream,
You’ll always be,
Till the end of time. . .
I look in your eyes,
They touch my soul.
My love is hard to hide-
I’m never alone, when we’re apart-
I feel you by my side . . .
& here in my heart,
Where no one else will ever be-
I know who you are-
So lock the door, and throw away the key!
Chorus:
Save all your love,
Save your love, for me!
When I’m alone at night,
You’re all I see. . .
I wake from a dream,
& see you by my side-
How could I belong to someone else;
when holding you, feels so right. . .
& here in my heart,
where no one else will ever be-
We’ve made it so far,
So lock the door, and throw away the key!
Chorus:
Save all your Love,
Save your love, for me!
When I’m alone at night,
You’re all I see . . .
Save all your Love,
Save your love, for me!
Don’t turn your back on me,
You’re all I need!
I know who you are,
We’ve come so far-
So b
Kiss- ForeverI gotta tell you what I`m feelin` inside
I could lie to myself, but it`s true
There`s no denying when I look in your Eyes
Girl I`m out of my head over you
I lived so long believin` all Love is blind
But everything about you is tellin` me this Time
It`s Forever
This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind
Forever
Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever
I heard the echo of a Promise I made
When you`re strong you can stand on your own
But those words grow distand as I look at your Face
No, I don`t wanna go it alone
I never thought I`d lay my Heart on the line
But everything about you is tellin` me this Time
It`s Forever
This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind
Forever
Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever
I see my Future when I look in your Eyes
and it took your Love to make my Heart come alive
Cos I lived so long believin` all Love is blind
But everything about you is tellin` me this Time
It`s Forever
This Time
Who Knows.....who knows what they want to do with their life...life is a wonderful thing but it can also be a pain in the ass.....i'm just happy i'm goin' to college soon for Criminal Justice hopefully it is what i want to do with my life....any who, if you know what you want to do with your life i'm happy for you and go for it
Earth DayEvery year I go out with a trash bag and gloves.
This year it didn't take me long to fill my bag. The creek's banks are covered in broken alcohol bottles and clothing. Gross.
It makes me wish people were not such selfish idiots. When I was ten years old I was walking around barefoot in some mud and stepped on glass. My wound became impacted with mud and rocks. I ended up in the emergency room, getting six stitches, being on crutches for two weeks, and six months later two pebbles spat out of my foot in a very painful way.
If that jerk had not thrown a bottle into the mud, I would have avoided the whole thing.
I have an itchy scar on the bottom of my foot to remind me of how gross human beings are.
So imagine now, if you will, what a difference it would make if everyone went out and filled a bag of trash today.
You can sing a John Lennon song now if you want.
I Wish He Knew How Much I Do Love Him...boy: i saw her today
girl: i saw him today
boy: it seems like its been forever
girl: i wonder if he still cares..
boy: she looks better than before
girl: i couldn`t stop staring at him
boy: i asked how how things were going
girl: i asked about his new gurlfriend
boy: i`d choose her over any gurl i`m with
girl: he`s probably happy right now
boy: i couldn`t look at her w/o starting to cry
girl: he couldn`t even look at me
boy: i told her i miss her
girl: he doesn`t mean it
boy: i loved her
girl: he loves his new gurlfriend
boy: i held her for the last time
girl: he gave me a friendly hug
boy: then i went home and cried
girl: then i went home and cried
boy: i lost her
girl: i still love him
Wtf Tom?!!!!OMG so there I was commenting and looking at pics and what not...and I realize that I forgot to delete my old profile at the stroke of midnight. So I sign out of my new profile and go to sign in to my old one and what do I get...
Sorry the action who have choosen is invalid...WTF TOM...it was working two minutes ago...so yeah thats right Tom I came to CT cause they are running....ARGH!!!!
Hope you get Myspace running again...lol
Too Stoned!!!If this doesn't make u laugh, not sure what will!!
A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint, when a lizard walks past, looks up, and asks "Hey, what are you doing?"
The monkey replies, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some!"
So the lizard climbs up the tree, sits next to the monkey, and they smoke a few joints.
After a while, the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and goes to the river to get a drink.
He staggers tothe river, but he is so stoned that he leans over too far and falls in the water.
A crocodile sees this, swims over to the lizard and helps him ashore. Then he asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?"
The lizard explains that he was sitting in the tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and fell in the river while taking a drink.
The crocodile says he has to check this out, and wanders into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing the joint.
The crocodile yells up to the monkey, "Hey!"
The monkey looks
WelcomeHI everybody this is new to me so ber with me and i am sure we will all be friends soon
Got Chronic Illness?Here's Is Something That May Help You Deal.
Like a chef trying out new ingredients to get just the right flavor in a dish, people with arthritis and related conditions may have to experiment to find the best ways of coping with fatigue, pain and difficult sleeping. Finding a balance and rhythm to your life may be difficult at times, but having a solid plan for coping should help. Here are some tried and true tips:
LISTEN TO YOUR PAIN AND FATIGUE:
They are signals that you need to slow down. Ignoring them may make your condition worse.
(this is so true I had to slow down)
FOLLOW ACTIVITY WITH INACTIVITY:
Rest to prepare for and active day. Set aside time after and active hour to take it easy.
EXERCISE AT YOUR OWN PACE:
After your exercise program according to how you feel each day. You may want to try swimming, yoga, tai chi or walking.
LEARN TO TAKE THE MIDDLE ROAD:
Instead of thinking you can't do the things you love because of your arthritis, find creative ways to do wha
Sex SurveyThe Ultimate SEX Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual?:
Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:
How often do you like to have sex?:
Is sex a top priority for you?:
Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:
How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:
How do you feel about one night stands?:
How many one night stands have you had?:
What's your favorite position?:
Where's your favorite place to have sex?:
Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:
Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:
How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:
Do you get off first or do they?:
Do you like kissing during sex?:
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Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?:
Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?:
Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?:
How old were you when you lost your virginity?:
How many sexual partners have you h
Black QueenI know there are answers, but none are coming to me.
All because I can't be what you want me to be.
Your home and your love in my life.
It’s pretty to see these little plastic stars glowing for me.
Thoughts from the black queen are coming to me.
Years before I tried to be your home and my love secretly.
Twenty-nine and I can’t be free.
It’s nice to see the answers from the black queen are coming to me
But I still can’t be what you want me to be.
Fifty-three and this just isn’t me.
I’m trying to be what you want me to be
But you still can’t see the little black queen.
It’s not me,
It’s not me.
All of these stones coming down on me because I still can’t be what you want me to be.
This isn’t me,
This isn’t me.
This is the black queen being the voice for me
Because I still can’t see why you wanted this to be.
I abandon everything and live with the queen but these little plastic stars won’t stop shining for me.
I’m starting to let go of everything.
I am the quee
ItsIts because of you I chose to stay,
In this house I will forever remain,
I lay on our bed so soft and smooth,
And every night I think of you,
Its because of you my love will grow,
In my heart, Its soon to show,
I lay on the couch full of love,
And think of you and the god above,
Its because of you I want to be,
With you forever, and forever free,
I lay on the floor,With memories of hope,
And all i want to do is mope,
Its because of you that i feel this way,
Forever, and ever, until the next day,
I lay with your picture, full of Amazing love,
And all I do is look above!
Every TimeEvery time your not with me,
The pain always grows,
Every time I look into the sky,
I always think theres hope,
Every time I fall asleep,
Memories of you make me weak,
I feel as if theres nothing left,
But to go another day,
with out your necklace around my neck.
Every time I look at our pic's,
I feel like crying, and it makes me sick,
I will always love you,
You know thats true
I just know that i would never lie to you!
I Am Upwell everyone i just woke up after goin to bed around 4 or 5, what can i say i like to sleep.
This Is A Crazy Place..This is a crazy place to hang out, all the hottest women will show me their pussy if i just ask them to be my friends, thats way beyond weird.
If life imitated Cherry Tap i wouldnt be married thats for sure, id just go around asking women to be my friends, then when they accepted id ask them to be my, um, closer friends..
Browse through the women i am a fan of and its almost feels like being an online gynecologist for christs sake!
I genuinely like some of you whether you have extreme close up photos of your genitalia or not, truth be told i wish some of you didnt have those pictures up, having seen them often makes me feel too pervy to strike up a conversation with you.
~~where Have All Our Jobs Gone To~~Think About This One!!!
A Car Company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market.
A Toy Company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market.
A Shoe Company can produce its shoes in Southeast Asia and claim it's a free market.
A major Bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market.
We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico .
We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh .
We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries.
BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their Prescription Drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American and illegal and our politicians want to Stop it!
And you think the Pharmaceutical Companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again!
Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next ele
Waving The White Flag....I am so tired of fighting what this society thinks a woman should be like. I am not like other women for one I don't trust many but for some reason I am able to just admit who I am. Most dislike it because I am so up front. I don't know how many people I ran off because I simply stated what I expect from them. Maybe it is because I know what I like and am not shy about telling others about it. Most of the time I am put down for being different. For dying my hair all shades of colors and having tats. Not to forget that I am not a Christian. Don't how many times I have heard that I will be going to hell for that. I have my beliefs and keep them close to my heart. I refuse to change because I am a mom. I am finally being happy being me and as for a relationship. I know what I like there too. I am bisexual so it is hard to find some one who is comfortable with the type of lifestyle I lead. I am not a slut by no means but I feel like I have to much energy to keep to all to myself.
Sighns Your Burned OutSigns You're Burned Out
10. You're so tired, you now answer the phone, "Hell."
9. Your friends call to ask how you've been, and you immediately scream, "Get off my back, bitch!"
8. Your garbage can is your "in"box.
7. You wake up to discover your bed is on fire, but go back to sleep because you just don't care.
6. You have so much on your mind, you've forgotten how to pee.
5. Visions of the upcoming weekend help you make it through Monday.
4. You sleep more at work than at home.
3. You leave for a party and instinctively bring your ID badge.
2. You blasted your daily planner with a .357 magnum a week ago, but still haven't been able to miss a meeting.
1. You think about how relaxing it would be if you were in jail right now.
All I Ever Wanted!!!I always wanted someone special in my life.
I wanted someone who cared about me and understood me and my feelings; someone who would listen to my worries and try to help me ease my way through them. I wanted someone who would be patient with me when I needed a little more time and tolerance; someone who didn't expect or demand that I try to be someone I'm not, and who wouldn't try to manipulate me into their idea of a perfect mate.....
In my life, I wanted someone who knew how to give....not just on special occasions or when it's easy or convenient, but everyday and whenever there was a moment that we could share. I wanted someone who would make time for me regardless of busy and hectic schedules; I wanted to know I mattered and that I was more important than a business deal. I wanted someone in my life who knew what love and loving mean and who allowed themselves every opportunity to enjoy those wonderful feelings.
And while I'm thinking about all these outstanding qualities
Tired Of The Oil Industry Screwing You In The Wallet?If you are tired of watching the price of regular price go from $2.89 to $3.15 in a day or higher depending on where you live then you need to sign this petition... let's see if we can reveal the dishonesty of the oil industry as it truly is.
I don't know about you, but I am tired of being screwed with a gas pump nozzle and having to pay for it.
http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/investigateoilindustry/
Maturity Goes A Long Ways With Me....Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence or destruction. Maturity is patience. It is the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure in favor of the long-term gain. Maturity is perseverance, the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging set-backs. Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness and frustration, discomfort and defeat, without complaint or collapse. Maturity is humility. It is being big enough to say, "I was wrong." And, when right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, "I told you so."
Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. The immature spend their lives exploring endless possibilities; then they do nothing.
Maturity means dependability, keeping one's word, coming through in a crisis. The immature are masters of the alibi. They are the confused and the disorganized. Their lives are a maze of broken promises, former friends, unfin
Hang Overs Do Have This RightOne Star Hangover (*)
No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function
relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink
5 sodas and still feel this way. For some reason, you are
craving a steak & fries.
Two Star Hangover (**)
No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay,
but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee
you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which
is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM
Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being
wreaked upon your bowels.
Three Star Hangover (***)
Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not
productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume
reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic
friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now
if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had
4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced tea
Allow Me...to Make You A ShakeI would have love to serve you
breakfast in bed my Boo
The Menu -
something exotic and new
A mushroom head
a bush of lettuce head
A Hot dog
Two nuts
2 eggs
A firm ripe banana
2 pears
Melons
an apple
Milk or yogurt
Whip cream
slice bun
Looking into your radiant eyes
i would prepare you this surprise
plunge my firm ripe banana
Into your container
extracting your milk
until its smooth as silk
scramble your eggs
between your legs
Heat up my hot dog
upon a hard log
with my wooden spatula
work up a smooth miture
i am sure you get the picture
gently stirring my banana
in your milky container
put my hotdog between you slice bun
I sure that would be fun
avoid crushing the nuts
avoid getting cuts
eat as often as you can
and don't forget to have fun
You can add pints of laughter
to last you the morning after
so drink your milk shake
until your belly ache....
How Sex StartsHow sex starts....
a smile leads to a laugh
...a laugh leads to a high 5
...a high 5 leads to a hug
...a hug leads to a kiss
...a kiss leads 2 a makeout
...makeout leads to a feel up
...a feel up leads 2 a finger
...a finger leads to a hand
...a hand leads to a lick
...a lick leads to a suck
...a suck leads 2 a fuck.
...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math.
...u add the bed
..subtract the clothes
...divide the legs
...leave your solution
...and pray you dont multiply
Im Soooo Tired Of The Bs...WHY IS IT SOOOO FUCKING HARD FOR SOMEONE TO ACTUALLY BE A FRIEND...PEOPLE ON THE NET JUST DONT LIVE IN REALITY...I HAVE FUCKING OVER 400 FRIENDS AND ONLY A HAND FULL EVEN CARE AND KNOW THE VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP. ITS FUCKING PATHETIC IF YOU ASK ME. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING RATINGS...I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I LEVEL UP...I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR ABOUT DOWN RATERS AGAIN....YOU WANT TO FUCKING RATE ME A 1 GO FOR IT...I WILL NOT LOSE SLEEP TRUST ME....ALL THAT FUCKING MATTERS IS WHAT MY TRUE FRIENDS THINK OF ME..NOT SOME FUCKING DUMB ASS ON CHERRY TAP DOWN RATING...HELLO TO ALL GOOD PEOPLE..FUCK ALL THE REST OF YA!
Desires Of The HeartDesires of the Heart by Travis Teeter
I've been on my own for awhile now,
And in my searching I've stumbled.
"I've made it this far.." But I'm not sure how.
Several times I've tripped and tumbled.
But I always come to stand again,
Despite not always landing on my feet.
I'm a grown man, I know when I sin.
Hell, I'm a part of the U.S. Naval Fleet.
I won't be some child's plaything,
And I won't let myself fall into temptation.
I've already got an' idea of the game I bring.
I'm self supporting, protecting the nation.
I do things that you can't or won't do.
And you can't keep me down, stupid.
My Name's Travis J. Teeter. I represent the Red, White, and Blue.
And I'm no victim of that taliban Cupid.
So for those of you that think you know me, stand by.
Because you can't stop me, despite your best try.
I'm heading straight up into that clear blue sky.
And I'm not stopping, just because you break down and cry.
So to hell with you, that can't put up a good fight.
Winners Of The Bbw ContestI WANT TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST YOU ARE
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1ST WITH COMMENTS 10882
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3RD WITH COMMENTS 4704
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THANK TO ALL VERY MUCH
ALL THE LADIES ARE WINNERS IN MY BOOK
RUBIA
4 Rules To Live By4 Rules to Live By
This is all you need to practice in order to find your way... to your self, to love, to your soul mate, and to your destiny.
These are also known as the 4 rules of negotiation or peace making, and can be applied to ANY relationship or situation to bring about the highest good for all concerned, ALWAYS.
1.
Be present
2.
Listen
3.
Tell the truth
4.
Release attachment to the outcome
Explanation:
1.
To be present you must show up. You must be willing to participate in the solution.
2.
To listen is to HEAR what is being said by the other person. If you are too busy thinking about what you think you need to say next, in order to make things go your way, you are not listening. You are only paying attention to your own thoughts. You are not being present, and are not participating in the solution.
3.
To tell the truth is to communicate how you REALLY feel at a h
Looking For That Special Guyi am looking for that special guy who is honest loving caring and wants to be with me because of who i am not for what he wants me to be i have a 17 yr old son who is my life and i need someone to fill a void that is empty at the moment but i know he is out there somewhere i thought i found him but i havent talked to this guy for some time now i dont know what is going on but that is ok there will another i am going to just let it happen and not try so hard
Re-- Hackingwow that is a really cool game
i am hacking into npc and uploading
virus's on npc ip's that's all you need and your in.make sure you clean your log's.peace out.
What's Your Love ProfileGemini - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try th
Caught In The ActMsShana was caught having sex!
In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by Chuck Norris!
'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com
The Kissi'd kiss your neck and caress your cheeks
i can feel your pulse rate go up as i breath softly along your neck
we walk to this clearing where the night sky shines trough
i turn you and take you in my arms looking into your eyes
as i glide my fingers through your hair down the side of your neck down the
front of your chest as you close you eyes I look at the vain on your neck
pulse harder i run my left hand up your back to hold you as you begain to
relax as i kneel before you i undo your blouse reveiling your soft breast in
your bra i take them and put my lips on them kissing and tasting them
as i remove your bra your hard nipples begg to be sucked and bitten
as i take your nipples in my mouth you put your hands on my head pusing
me harder on your breast as you start moaning with your desires
i lay you down on my vest as i remove your skirt and panties as i admire
your beauty my hands caresses your breast and nipples as my mouth kisses
and e
ThanksI want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon.
Pete
Andy RooneySubject: 4/18 CBS couldn't shut him up
Good for him!!!
Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right.
AMEN ANDY ROONEY !
Right on, Andy Rooney!
Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back:
I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.
The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America.
Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door.
Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game.
I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls be
The EyeTHE EYE
The Eye overlooks the ocean,
The Eye overlooks the sea.
The Eye protects the boats in the fog,
The Eye protects you and me.
The Eye sits above the waters,
Its light knows no borders.
The Eye is the ultimate tower.
The house that gives light is
The ultimate
POWER!
Blinded By LoveBlinded By Love
Blinded by love
Only seeing what it wants you to see
Looking at only the good,
Not the bad
The happy,
Not the sad
Blinded by love
Only seeing what it chooses you to see
Looking at only the fake,
For love's sake
The artificial
Not the natural
Blinded by love
Why does it happen to people like me?
Because it doesn't want the real to be seen.
Our LoveOur love is like Spring:
Its freshness, with the new beginning
With the flowers growing
And the birds singing
Just bursting
With life and vitality.
Our love is like Summer:
It's playfulness, with the fun times
With the heat surging
And the humidity rising
Just breaking
Through time and barriers.
Our love is like the Fall:
Its crispness, with the beauty
With the leaves falling
And the summer passing
Just shaking
All the colorful leaves down.
Our love is like Winter:
Its coldness, with the frosts
With the ice and snow
And the fires warming
Just melting
The cold from our souls.
Mom!!I get an attack of the antsies (root word antsy lol) everytime i hear my mobile ring.
True enough it was my mom on the other line.
"Hi darling how are you? You know the other day I met up with your uncle and he has the perfect match for you."
In my heart I was hoping the type of match that would light my ciggarette.
To my dismay it was another of my mother's efforts to match make me.
Groans.
"You know it's normal that you don't like him immediately. Give it a go."
Double groans.
"You know you're not getting any younger."
Mind you I love my mom with all my heart. It's just that matchmaking isn't my cup of tea!
And age is a bothersome issue especially where I come from.
I'm thankful that my other uncles and aunties are quite liberal about this.
As for my dad, he still sees me as his 6 year old baby so I guess he'll let me marry when I'm 40.
Great
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Ok Here GoesWell this basically sums it up as my mother said when this song and video came out.
Basically I'm just a southern girl and have no problem getting down and dirty.
Gretchen WilsonRedneck WomanMusic Videos And Lyrics On Demand
A Girly Song."Fall To Pieces"
I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the star
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
I was working on a story that I have been writing for about 2 years now, and I have my music on and this song came on. I dont know why I thought I wanted to make this a blog but I did, oh well. I have decided that I need to start finishing things that I have started. So I found 2 of my old stories (of course only about a chapter done a piece) and I am diggin
True FriendWell this a blog to tell u about a true friend that is sweet and kind to others, she has the biggest heart and i love her. i met this girl in high school and she never knew i had a crush on her until now. But now I have the chance to be with her always and I hope she knows this that i care about her and always will.
God Send Death - SlayerGod Send Death
On your back look on to me
You'll see genocide
Face from death more than insane
Profane pleading cries
Watch you die inside watch you die
God send death end misery
Preach no love of ministry
Pray for sin a shattered faith
Down on your knees
Your screaming out to die
Death is over due
Nothing can save you
A morbid symphony
Hearing you lie there screaming
Taking life from you
Is all I wanna do
Desire so deranged
This is what lives inside me
Putrid blood flows through my veins
To thrive on demise
Voyeurs' lust watching the pain
Touching you inside
Bleed you fucking dry
Bleed on me
Death's design blood splattered wall
Face melting one vicious whore
Twisted figures flesh from bone
Down on your knees
Your screaming out
To die
Death is overdue
Nothing can save you
A morbid symphony
Hearing you lie there screaming
Taking life from you
Is all I wanna do
Desire so deranged
This is what lives inside me
Clawing at the eyes o
Level 10Pleas help me get 2 level 10 by friday. Thanks
Im Singleif anyone could help me find a girlfriend in tennessee that will hook up with me i will be happy i have brown hair and brown eyes and i work and i live in blountville,tn
Who Is It?So I noticed some people have a crush on me. Well being the type of person I am I would love to know who.
So to my crushes, who are you I'd like to know?
For the men and/or women that step forward to identify yourself a special present waits for you. Hope to hear from you soon!
Reply via comment or email.
Severely Hung Over...9 of us from work decided to get together to help celebrate one of the girls birthdays. It was a royal riot.
If you could picture 9 nutty nurses ... hootin n hollerin in the local bar in Prescott, Ontario.
We started out with beer, rye and some wacked out drink ..all I can remember of it was...that it green..LOL
From there we graduated to shooters with peppermint schnapps and tequilla. Whoaaa...them is mighty powerful. Of course throw in a few B-52's ..and yep Boo was pretty snookered..lol
We danced..played pool..well I think I played pool..LOL ..think I jus kinda stood there with the pool stick.
The band was okay...played a lot of blues. I know I kept shouting at them to play..."One burbon, one scotch and one beer" ..bastards never played it...lol
I know I ended up at a friends place...drinking till 3:30 am...am still at a loss as to how I got there..lmao! Gonna have to ask her at work tomorrow.
The highlight of my night tho was meeting one of my friends from
Chapter 1 - DreamsDreams
As I lay in bed thinking of what my place in life is, the realization of the truth overcomes me. How can anyone choose who they become? You can have desires and goals in which you may achieve, but do those actions truly lead you down the right path? I feel everything that happens has a purpose; not always of our choosing however. Though, most times the true meanings are never revealed to us. As we watch our lives unfold before us questioning why, there is something inside that brings comfort to our souls. The key is to embrace this feeling rather than ponder on the immediate outcome; whether it’s good or bad.
Our dreams are the stories told by our spirit and soul. Many times they seem unclear and without meaning, but the soul only speaks truth. Learning to study and understand that truth is the first step to self-enlightenment. It may come in our dreams or simply through those daily life experiences, but we must always keep our ears and hearts open. If you igno
Will The Madness Ever End???There once was a fellow named McSweeney,
Who spilled some gin on his weenie,
Now just to be couth,
He added vermouth,
And slipped his girl a martini.
Pain-by Three Days GraceThis is what i feel right now... i can't help it i need him i want him but he's gone and i cannot breath thinking about him
Pain lyrics
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain,
.i Just Died..I Just Died.
What is the point?
Being honest,
Open,
Truthful?
It doesn't matter
No one cares
Many tears
My eyes have cried
Many years
I've kept everything inside
I have let you in
I have been open
But I've should of known
It would only last for a season
What was the point?
I'm torn and bruised
Left alone to pick myself up
And open for the next person to abuse
I don't have a choice
I can't catch a break
I've lost my heart's voice
Screaming how bad it aches
Am I a horrible person?
Do I deserve to be on the ground?
The one you don't care to listen
And walk away letting me drown
I'm suffocating
In this life
In my life
Slowly becoming nothing
It gets harder to breathe
Harder to keep fighting
I want to leave
Disappear
And slowly I'm dying
So what really is the point?
Being truthful, honest, and open
It doesn't matter to you
You don't care
So say goodbye
And cry your last cry
Because to you
I just
ForbiddenBroken an beaten
Used an misused
Left an forgotten
Lost an confused
Longing an dreaming
Lifeless an numb
Doubtful an dreading
The ends sure to come.
Visions of love an everlasting
Dreams of one whom my heart is fasting
Searching clouded love no more
A heart raging with a storm
Raindrops of tears lightly falling
A broken heart steadily calling
A scream within that hasn’t away out
They tell me love will be found, but I doubt
Dreams of a butterfly tummy
Kisses as sweet as pure honey
Thoughts of a heart forever to be mine
Feelings of loneliness consume my time
Behind teary eyes the sadness is hidden
For the one I love is to me Forbidden.
Who Gives A F*** Anyway.In My OwN LiTTle World, I know People Love Me.
I can walk into a store and feel the LoVe. Perfect strangers smile at me, children want to talk to me. Big ole dogs run up to me wagging there tails. I am strangley loved by everyone and it's very nice! In My wolrd, there is no deceptions, no lies, No Anger or fear.
NiCe things happen for everyone. It just depends on who you are and what your needs are at the moment. Of course, in my world the needy don't exist. You See, I'm Alone here, I Have no one to share my thoughts with, or to cry with. I sometimes wonder if theres a reason I live alone. Until I think about it a while. Then I remember how it hurts when your you are stepped on by those you love. How it feels when what you believed in was just a big lie. People are greedy, when it's part of thier plan. They know they can decieve you, cause your a nice guy. I'm always left standing, alone and with the bag.
These are my memories, that's why I won't lie. I know it can hurt you, m
Important Medical InformationAmerican Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery.
It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood.
It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better.
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Sunday April 22 2007WELL HERE WE ARE ALMOST THE END OF APRIL AND THIS ANGEL IS READY FOR THE SUMMER. SORRY I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN THE LAST FEW DAYS ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS BUT HAVE BEEN BUSY. THATS LIFE FOR YA THOUGH YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT. WELL LETS SEE WHATS GOING ON IN ANGELS WORLD SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT AND DONT KNOW WHERE TO START. FIRST I GUESS THE REASON WHY I HAVENT BLOGGED IN A FEW DAYS IS BECAUSE MY GRANDMOTHER IS IN THE ICU UNIT OF A HOSPITAL HERE SHE IS GETTING BETTER WITH TIME AND THE GOOD LORD LOOKING AFTER HER BUT ITS GONNA TAKE TIME. NOW FOR THE GOOD NEWS MY HUSBAND IS NOW A TAP MEMBER HE IS BIG PAPA ON MY FRIENDS LIST SO FOR ALL YOU HOT LADYS OUT THERE THAT WANTS TO CHECK OUT A STUD FEEL FREE TO CHECK HIM OUT RATE HIM AND ADD HIM HE IS ONE STUD MUFFIN LET ME TELL YA ALSO BETWEEN TRYING TO HELP HIM RAISE THE CHILDREN COOK CLEAN AND BE A WIFE AS WELL AS TRY AND HOOK UP AND HAVE FUN TIME GOES BY ALL TO QUICK SO LADIES PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP BY AND SEND ME A LINE ANYTIME AND ILL RESP
Pet's Checklist....* Blushes *SEX:
Anal Sex (get): No,5
Armpit Sex (get): No,No
Ass Cheek Sex (get): No,4
Butt Plugs (get): No,5
Dildo - Anal (get): Yes,5
Dildo - Oral (get): Yes,5
Finger Sex (get): Yes,5
Hand Job (give): No,4
Including Others: No,5
Licking (get): No,5
Licking (give): No,5
Massage (give): Yes,5
Oral Sex (give): No,5
Phone Sex: Yes,5
Pornography: No,4
Sex in Public:
Latex GlovesLatex Gloves
A dentist noticed that his next patient, an elderly lady, was looking very nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked.
"No, I don't" she replied.
"There's a building in China with a big tank of latex, and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands,let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size."
She didn't even crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later during a delicate portion of the dental procedure, she burst out laughing.
"What's so funny?" he asked.
"I was just picturing how condoms are made!" she said.
Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds may be slow, but they're always working.
A Biker's WishA man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the
Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish.
The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind."
The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she
feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when
Can't Think Straighti don't know which way is up. i haven't been so confused in years. his words have touched my soul. they speak to me with such clarity.
why now? i can't get them out of my head. i can't get him out of my head. i want to know more. i want to see more, hear more.
does this make me obsessed? probably.
fascination moves me though. i can't explain this at all. it confuses me entirely and excites me too.
this can't be normal...
The Best I've Felt In A While!!!!I feel really good and happy today!!! My sisters not by blood or genes is having her baby tomorrow... YAY I become Aunt Hannah to a little boy tomorrow... I can't wait cause I'm gonna spoil that little baby... She is my best friend... We have been throught HELL and back together... I'd do anything in this world that I can for her... That is just how close we are... Well they haven't decided on a name yet but, we all know that once she lays eyes on that little boy that she will have that perfect name for him... She has asked me to be the GODMOTHER of him but I don't know if I can take that challange in my life right now cause she has brought the subject up what if something should happen to her and she couldn't care for him anymore?!? Well she knows that I would see that he is taken care of but I just can't think about loosing my BEST FRIEND right now... I hope that someone out there understands me... I would love to be his GODMOTHER but not at the risk of loosing her... I mean I would
AddictsI speak of my friend a lot, but sometimes it is better to get the point of view from someone who is a good enough friend to tell you the things about addiction you do not want to hear.
I lost a dear friend in October of 06 and you can call him an addict, a junkie, a waste of life, If i hear those words come out of your mouth in front of me you are looking for a fight. I will instantly close myself up and tell you politely to go play with yourself in the backyard.
Everyday I run across people who are in need of help, working in Detroit I see a lot of homeless people. My childhood runnings i hung out with a lot of people later who became alcoholics and drug addicts, but now I run across a different problem wanting to support that person who is an addict. I am reminded of the pain I feel that my friend is gone and he was an addict. It really did not bother me, the world viewed him as a junkie, as a waste of life, and I have had a chance to spend some time with someone who the world
LoveI understand someone stalking your page..Ive experienced that first hand and I understand gettin a little edgy about someone ratin ya a 1.. nobody Ive met is a 1 thats just issues they have with themselves to do stupid stuff like that.
What I have problems and issues with is the fact some of US think we run shit and we dont.
SOme of US think that we can just put up whatever whenever and fuck the feelings of others on Tap. Nobody on here tells me how or what to think, I follow no one but myself (and the voices inside..lol.jking).
So having said that, I dont care if you have issues with foreigners, I dont care if you dont like people that date outside their race, I dont care if you dont like men that dress like women, or homesexuals, or redheads, or women who think for themselves, I DONT WANNA FUCKIN HEAR ABOUT IT!!! NOT IN A BLOG NOT IN A BULLETIN, NOT A DAMN THING!!!
I have the right to an opinion just as you, but Im not cramming what I think down your fucking throat.
Next
Sexiest Ladies Of C.t. ContestThe Sexiest Ladies of C.T. Contest is now open! Happy bombing! 1st place wins a 7 day blast. Late entries will be accepted till Monday @9pm.
LoveFor all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
Looking For A Ct Wifey Of HusbandWell I see everyone who has a CT husband or wifey and I wanted to do it a little different and have a CT Wifey and Husband since im bisexual I want to see what kind of replys i get
Thanks
Try Not To CryBUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A
VERY BIG
HEART...
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy,
Http://cherrytap.com/user/789241I DO NOT KNOW THIS PERSON AND FROM WHAT OTHER CHERRIES ARE SAYING TO ME THEY DONT KNOW THIS PERSON EITHER, I AM WRITING THIS TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS PERSON IS RATING EVERYONE A "1" ON THEIR PROFILE AND PICS, THIS PERSON SHOULD BE BLOCKED A.S.A.P. BEFORE THEY RATE YOUR PICS LOW NUMBERS. I AM NOT THE ONE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT ANYTHING BUT I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THEY NEED TO BE AWARE OF WHATS GOING ON. THEIR ID# IS http://cherrytap.com/user/789241 HURRY AND BLOCK BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
Days Of The New Show ReviewI saw Black Canvas,The Showdown,and Days Of The New at the Mojo Room,on Saturday April 21rst,2007!
Great show! All three bands were awesome!!
Starting with local band,my friends Black Canvas,great to see them representing local music with a kick ass set! It was a great defining moment for me,and all the supporters of the treasure coast music scene! Rocking out their originals,this three-piece showed the Mojo why the Mojo is in Port Saint Lucie,cause our scene is on the rise!! Then The Showdown,who reminded me kind of Every Mother's Nightmare rocked a blistering set of originals and did pieces of Metallica and Pantera songs! Which was a great tribute to Cliff and Dimebag!! Look out for them,they are a great up and coming band!! Then Travis Meeks and Days of the New,rocked out some classic dotn classics,plus some new songs!! It is amazing the way Travis plays the acoustic guitar!!
If you never have seen Days Of The New,see them on this tour,they are a very entertaining musical proje
Hands Up!... and one more time someone slapped my face
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if i said i was going to learn from the experience lived in the past, i was very wrong
anyways, like i said, someday i'll learn
someone said i'm too nice
Something On My MindYes I do have something on my mind but I'm not really sure what it is. Mymind kinda just seems blank right now so I figured maybe by some miracle if I started typing that it may come out. I mean its been a quiet and peaceful day. None of the craziness thats been going on...My boys have been either sitting here watching some funny videos on youtube with me or playing outside. Its like I feel lost at the moment in this open abyss and I just keep falling and falling and still nothing there. You may think by reading this that I'm upset or depressed about something. Well don't worry I'm not. I guess I just needed to type something to kickstart my mind again....lol....
Love Short VersionsIts better to Love for a minute and remember it for a lifetime....than to Love for a lifetime and hate every minute 0f it...for it is 0nly in Love that we see the beauty 0f LIfe
Your Inspiration: MeaningsStanding for what you believe in, Regardless of the odds against you.
and the pressure that tears at your resistance, ……. means courage
Keeping a smile on your face, When inside you feel like dying,
For the sake of supporting others, ….means strength
Stopping at nothing, And doing what’s in your heart,
You know is right, …….means determination
Doing more than is expected, to make another’s life a lil more bearable
Without uttering a single complaint, …..means compassion
Helping a friend in need, No matter the time or effort,
To the best of your ability, ….. Means loyalty
Giving more than you have, And expecting nothing
But nothing in return, …. Means selflessness
Holding your head high, And being the best you know you can be
When life seems to fall apart at your feet,
Facing each difficulty with the confidence
That time will bring you better tomorrow’s,
And never giving up, …. Means confidence.
Been Gone For A Bit....had alot of shit going on there for a little while but I have since gotten somethings under control....
I'm trying now to put my life back together...
Anyway I'll be on more often now...more on that later
xoxox - Dahlia
My Crushes OpenSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
THANK YOU I FEEL HONORED TO HAVE YOU ALL I FEEL SPECIAL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT,LOVE YA TAKE CARE OXOX
IF YOU LIKE LEAVE A PRIVATE MESSAGE
KIM AKA GLAMOROUS XOXO
Our New TripToday a really good friend and I (Joanne) along with my daughter and another friend and his daughter..We all went to Chilhowee at Ocoee River..It's on top of a mountain, with a lake, camp ground, walkin trail that leads to a beautiful waterfall. Of course the girls weren't to tired they keep going..lol After we got done walkin the trail and playin in the waterfall, we went on up were they held the Olympics in Ocoee River.. And we ate lunch at one of their picnic tables.. Then we went walkin some more.. Then the girls played the in the water along with Bo.. and man was that water ever cold.. Joanne and I just got our feet wet...lol to cold for us.. But we all had fun, it was better than sittin at home all day..
Two Badges That Give Me A Lot To Be Proud OfThese two badges I am showing here are just a few of the awards that I received while I served in the Army for 10 years (4 Active and 6 Reserve) and they are the ones that probably bring me the most satisfaction of any awards that I received. Yes, I spent some time as a Drill Sergeant, three years as a matter of fact while I was in the Reserves and that was probably one of the most rewarding times of my life, taking a part in molding a young man or woman from a civilian into a soldier. Contrary to popular belief we are not mean sadistic people who thrive on making people suffer. We have a difficult job to perform and not as much time as we would like to do it and we do it to the best of our abilities. What the Drill Sergeant imparts to the trainee may one day mean the difference between life and death on the battlefield. There was a poster I once saw while I was going through Basic Training that made it all very clear to me and the caption was, "LET NO MAN'S SOUL CRY OUT 'IF
Look For Me, May 2nd, On 'medium' CbsI am playing a Mexican Restaraunt Patron, I am sitting right behind the guest star, Neve Campbell, in this episode. She was really sweet by the way, no it is not a speaking part, you have to be SAG to do that, I need 3 vouchers to get SAG, it does not happen to everyone. *Sigh* it will though.
Episode Name: Head Games
Episode Number: MED-057 (3.19)
Air Date: May 2, 2007, Wed. 10/9c
PUZZLED THAT HER DREAMS ABOUT A MURDER CONTINUE EVEN AFTER THE SUSPECT GOES ON TRIAL, ALLISON IS UNABLE TO TURN TO HER TROUBLED HUSBAND JOE FOR ADVICE — GUEST STAR NEVE CAMPBELL (”SCREAM”) BEGINS A THREE-EPISODE ARC AS ALLISON’S NEW FRIEND, DEBRA — JASON PRIESTLEY (”BEVERLY HILLS, 90210″) GUEST STARS AS ACCUSED MURDERER WALTER PAXTON — After helping Devalos (Miguel Sandoval) convince the jury of a suspected killer’s (Jason Priestly, “Beverly Hills, 90210″) guilt in the murder of his wife, Allison’s (Emmy winner Patricia Arquette) dreams of the gruesome crime continue. Pushing aside her
Just T Say HeyWell i made some awesome new friends with my blast and I just wanted to let everybody know that you should say hi anytime, im around a bunch cuz im an addict and ill try to get to ya as soon as i can!!
Thanks for all the love and thanks for allemas69 for getting it for me!! yayyyy....
now i only have 90000 to go still lol but thats better than 300,000 but anyway
THANKS AGAIN
LUVZ YA!!!
~Cindy
Loving Youas i sit here and think that you are the only man that has my heart i know that i am truly lucky to have you in my life for loving you and loving the time with you is truly worth what i feel and could never top what you were given
my heart is yours zand my love is yours i couldnt imagine loving anyone but you
for loving you is one of the great joys in my life
I Made This For A Friend :)don't be lonely tonight my dear
there are beautiful souls near
one may find you with a pout
and not linger long but rush out
so smile even if inside its not strong
for a smile on your face is never wrong
Right Now Am So Spitting Mad Ya Can See Flames Comming Out Of My EarsMy mom just told me that my sisters fucken stupid shit ex hubby is kicking her out in May with no job an d no place to go. Has even told her if she, my sister, goes any where near my mom he will make it so she doesn't see either of their girls again. He doesn't want my mom near them because she set boundaries and wont go beyond them. and wont give them any money. I want to go to my sister but it will make matters even worse for my sister if i do go as there is even bad blood between my sister, her ex hubby, and me
Saultesplease, if anyone can help i cant go up other cherry level untill i get a saluted photo i guess i have no clue as i have posted some salutes and the are not working please help your fried hannah
Contest Witchsbrew,needs SupportMy good Friend an Familly member,Cherie,Formerly Lady WitchsBrew,now WitchBrew.Is in a Contest an needs some Love in the way of Comments.All hands on deck for this Contest.Please Show Cherie Some Love.
Most contests from Friends an Family members.I post a Blog with their Link,to make it easier for myself to comment.an others as my page loads quicker than others.
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Since Friday all my Blogs are invisable,I thought my enternet exsplorer was respouncable.So I put Firefox back on it today after fishing.Still can't view my blogs.
Almost like the Tap has me Blocked,I rather post Bloggs than Bulletins.As nobody reads my Bulletins generally,but close Friends + Family read my Blogs.
The Magic This Night (erotic Story)The Magic This Night
The thin veil of clouds covering the moon
gave it the appearance of being suspended
by an invisible thread. He stared at the
amber disc for a long time, almost as if
waiting for something to come from the
encounter. There was magic in the moon
this night. It touched part of him. It
touched him in that place that made him hard.
The lust that rose up in him was natural
and pure, filling him with a powerful feeling.
The longer he held the gaze of the amber moon,
the harder he became. He slowly lifted thickly
muscled arms. Broad hands reached toward the sky,
as powerful fingers curled into tightly balled
fists. He threw his head back, shook the hair
from his face, and unleashed a howl into the
humid night air that came from the depths
of his soul.
The magic was powerful indeed.
Nostrils flared as his mind played
cruel tricks on him, teasing him with
a wisp of her scent on the night breeze.
Instinctively, he whirled an
Newbie And BoredBLAH new tot he area and have no freinds. it sucks man I am always so bored!!! what a fat bitch got to do to get some freinds??? dayum!!!!
~lost A Wonderful Friend ~My dear friend Joe (Ole Texas Cowboy) was killed Thursday in a plane crash outside the capital of Belize City. Joe and his pilot ran into a storm from what I understand from his brother Frank. Joe and his pilot was killed on impact.
Joe was one of the first people I met here when I joined and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him so much and it was a shock to hear that he was killed. He was a true friend, always helped me when I was sick, he was a wonderful doctor who always knew what to tell me to get to help when I had the flu. He was always around when I needed a friend. My heart breaks with the loss of a wonderful friend.
Yep I'd Fuck You Alright! Raw And Nasty.yep i'd fuck you alright! raw and nasty.
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you.
So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game.
The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you."
SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny
YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.
There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to
do u so!!!
Repost this as "Fuck or Pass"
Don't be a bitch and not re-post it
Before The Dawn - Judas PriestBefore The Dawn
Before the dawn, I hear you whisper
In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him"
Outside the birds begin to call
As if to summon up my leaving
It's been a lifetime since I found someone
Since I found someone who would stay
I've waited too long, and now you're leaving
Oh please don't take it all away
It's been a lifetime since I found someone
Since I found someone who would stay
I've waited too long, and now you're leaving
Oh please don't take it all away
Before the dawn, I hear you whisper
In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him"
HappinessEACH AND EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO FIND HAPPINESS HAS THE RIGHT TO BE HAPPY.WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS WHY SOMEONE WANTS TO STOP ANOTHER PERSON FROM FINDING WHAT THEY NEED OUT OF THIS LIFE.THIS LIFE ONLY LAST SUCH A SHORT TIME WHY DO SOME WANT TO SPEND IT MISERABLE AND ONLY SEEM HAPPY WHEN THEY ARE CAUSEING MISERY AND GRIEF IN OTHERS LIVES.THEY JUST CANT SEEM TO BE HAPPY.TO ME THATS WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING.WHY EVEN WAKE UP IF YOU KNOW YOUR JUST GOING TO TO SAD AND MISERABLE.HAPPINESS COMES IN MANY DIFFERENT FORMS IT DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE WHEN YOU FIGURE THAT OUT THEN HAPPINESS IS THERE.REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU ACHIEVE HAPPINESS YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT REACH FOR THE STARS LIVE,DREAM,LOVE....BECAUSE WHEN THIS LIFE IS OVER THEN THE ONES YOU LEAVE BEHIND REMEMBER YOU AS THAT BRIGHT SMILING FACE,THAT RAY OF SUNSHINE THEY MIGHT NOT OTHER WISE HAVE HAD.THATS THE WAY I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW ME NOW AND REMEMBER ME WHEN I DONE HERE ON THIS EARTH.i NOT ONLY WANT TO BE H
The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......The wisdom of Larry the cable guy.......
1. A day without sunshine is like .........night.
2. On the other hand, you have different fingers.
3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.
4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
5. Remember, half the people you know are below average.
6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest.
7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap.
9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.
10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines.
12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.
13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand.
14. OK, so what's the speed of dark?
15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.
16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off
Ghost (poem)Ghost
===
Ominously lurking in the gallows
Hides a being in a quiet lull
The ghastly one watching over
Creeping deep into my skull
Shutters rattle like decayed bones
Shattering in the breeze
An apparition's breath lingers
Causing my heart to freeze
Yet the pounding melts the ice
Blood boiling to a fever pitch
As the ghoul approaches
Drifting toward like a witch
The ghost of my past returns
A love forever passed away
I never could love again
When I lost yours that day
In my madness it is reflected
That this, my soul has deflected
Tears - Rush"Tears"
All of the seasons and all of the days
All of the reasons why I've felt this way
So long...
So long
Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes
I noticed emotion and that you had cried
For me
I can see
What would touch me deeper...
Tears that fall from eyes that only cry?
Would it touch you deeper
Than tears that fall from eyes that know why?
A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek
I tasted the answers and my body was weak
For you
The truth
What would touch me deeper...
Tears that fall from eyes that only cry?
Would it touch you deeper
Than tears that fall from eyes that know why?
~just A Survey~1. Name someone who made you smile today?
My Daughter..
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Changing and feeding my baby..
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Just playing around on CherryTap..
4. What was something that happened to you in 1994?
I moved up to Show Low, Arizona for about 6 months..
6. Four words to explain why you last threw up?
Pregnancy hormones really suck!!
7. What color is your hairbrush?
Black & Silver..
8. What was the last thing you bought?
A Propel..
9. What was the last gift you received?
My neighbors gave me a card, because they are new around here & needed some help while they got on thier feet, so they gave me a card to say thank you & that I'm good ppl..
10. What color is your front door?
White..
11. Where do you keep your money?
In my planner or bra..
12. What was the weather like today?
Cloudy/sunny & windy..
13. Where did your last hug take place?
In my bed..
14. What are you excited about?
Fi
Man And MoonI stand beneath the mystic moon,
Time does not come too soon
For when a starnger comes to me
One without an identity.
The way I feel it may seem
That this may be forever a dream
For the man I have in my sight
May only be a shadow in the moonlight.
He's always under the moon, he's never late
Is he the one, my love, my soul mate?
All I've ever had was broken promises and lies
But all I can see is love and honesty in his eyes
I feel that I can trust this mystery man
Just in the way he touches my hand
I know he'll never break my heart
And we'll always be together and never apart.
So if I'm dreaming please dont wake me
If you can just let me be
If I must have to say goodbye
Instead of my heart breaking again I would rather die!!
Repost From Mumm...The Final Inspection
The soldier stood and faced God,
Which must always come to pass.
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as brightly as his brass.
"Step forward now, you soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
The soldier squared his shoulders and said,
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint.
I've had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep ...
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here,
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a pl
Still HurtIt's been two weeks
I still am hurt
You destroyed my heart
And left me all in pieces
You took the one who cared most
Left him destroyed
Didn't care what you did
As long as you got what you sought
I never saw it coming
You hurt me so damn bad
Your betrayal of me is like
A big spike to the heart
Other stuff adds to it
Someone labeled me the wrong way
My reputation is destroyed
It'll take time to repair
I'll never forget
These last few weeks
Between you and the label
I'm not gonna be the same again
Anger Rage And Hate Plus Love Sucks AssWell Not Sure What To Write Here Rite Now But I Will Say Love Sucks Ass I Am In Love Wit SumOne But Not Sure How Serious They Are Wit Me When She Does Say She Loves Me But Her Situation Isnt No Easier I guess She Has Been Wit This Other Dude For A while I guess And Has Him Moving In and that was before we startred our little thing and falling for each other as i hope she did and loves me to but im just not sure what to do anymore cuz i dont wanna wait around for ever to find out she is just gonna stick wit him or what not plus also one my exs desides to try and take my van witch i bought and paid for but we had the title and stuff stuck under her name sense i couldnt drive at the time but yea 2 times now she ticked me off and returns it to me wit no gas and i get pissed snap and shit and hten she comes and takes it cuz she has the name on title . so i dont even know wut to do bout that all i know is im loosing all i have had and cared bout most the girl i love and wanna be wit and my
Call On MeYOU CAN CALL ON ME ANYTIME,I AM HERE,I WILL LISTEN,BE THERE PICK YOU UP WHEN YOU FALL,MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE SAFE,DRY YOUR TEARS CALM YOUR FEARS,MAYBE SHARE A FEW BEERS,ANY DAY,ANY WAY,IF I NEEDED TO,GIVE YOU ALL I HAD,MATERAL POSSESSION IS NOTHING COMPARED TO OUR FRIENDSHIP,IF THERES A STORM I WILL BE HERE,MAYBE IT WILL BLOW OVER SOON,I LOVE YOU,I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS,AND HUGS ARE FREE,AND MY SHOULDER IS HERE IF YOU NEED IT,SO IF YOU NEED SOMEONE,SOMETHING,ANYTHING,... JUST CALL ON ME.
Mer De Noms But Nothing Good Within Them Or Whom They Belong Too....The darkness i feel creeping closer nothing i can do but let it consume me i wont nor will i fight it if it must happen to protect myself then i will allow it the dark place my heart cold an dark my soul coming back to its former self dark staind an putrid... the anger the hatred my long lost friends misery my goddess my sweet Mistress how ive missed her touch.
The anger the Demon has awakened from his slumber self destructiveness an all My former self my face the new dawn has arrisen,
A fallen Engel Scorned for life cursed to never love again the hopes an prayers of this lonely Engel left unanswered his heart never healed or mended his mind still fragile an yearning to be loved... he crys an prays for more for what he needs only to the ones hes looked towards for help turn their backs on him.... Long has his days become longing for more yet still unheard.
Till the day his halo fell to the ground an his wings set ablaze as he descended from heaven the beautiful prominent wings
PoemIn the midst of a midnight dream
i find myself still awake
no reailty compares to the fanatsy i chase
along the lines in my mind
a thought fallen from a far
and i cannot cover up with just a smile
no more broken heartache
its so long behind
a single tear drop
please wipe from my eye
a single shiver
brought on by cold
alas a hand arises to hold
yet still in the midst of a midnight dream
i see the fog plaster the sound of a heartbeat
i want to reach out
i long to grab whats infront of me
but the eve knows my path
and it shall not wish this love to be
so calmly i lay back my head
realize this mistake ive made again
for these wishes i keep in the tears i shed
will never leave the warmth of my lonely bed.
UndertakingsWe never become truly spiritual by sitting down and wishing to become so. You must undertake something so great that you cannot accomplish it unaided.
- Phillips Brooks
Yup Yup ....ouch!The klutziest bitch in the seattle area did it again! so I'm walking down the stairs (stepping down the stairs? however you'd put it) lol, and sprain my ankle! yay...this is a first for me, the huge pop kinda tripped me out, but I figure it was just another Whit bein super-klutz and trippin (as in trip and skin your knee-yeah -unfortunately, sorta common place for me, could be the alcohol, could be the klutziness, i dunno) deal, so i keep on doin what i'm doin (mostly chasin my kid around) all day like normal. OUCH. Now the fucker is all sorts o' swollen up (gross) and it hurts. WHINE WHINE WHINE. lol. so there you go, that's my blog.
Mmm What You Say? That It's All For The Best?I'm sitting here wondering why I'm still up this late, but I know I've been up later, so it doesn't surprise me.
I'm scared, I'll admit. I'm opening myself up again when I know I shouldn't. I had a fine week of healing, and now I'm preparing my wound to be ripped open again... [totally emo, right?]
Ugh, why am I doing this?
Because I'm in love.
Taylor texted me five times in the last two hours, and I can't help but laugh. He just needs some good loving, but I told him it wasn't coming from me.
I miss him though. He understood me a lot. Especially when he'd ask me one question and could tell exactly what kind of mood I was in from my answer.
No one else can do that.
He was rambling in the text message about I don't deserve to be in this situation. That he intends to help me make my life better. He told me I was going to be okay no matter what was bothering me.
And when I got off the phone and read those, I cried. To be honest. I cried.
Why is it that th
My Grandpa (pappy)I am depressed now my pappy is not doing to good he had bypass surgery wensday and took a turn for the worse this morning it has really got me down and out now all my friends are walking away and nobody is here for me when i need them someone tell me what is going on please why am i feeling so alone
DemonsDay turns to night
Creeping in the darkness
Four walls turn black
Everything is silent
Anxious to leave
So scared to stay
Noises in the shadows
In a dazed state
Everything is fading
Demons all around me
Why are they waiting
Suddenly in a trance
Cant think straight
Black crystal ball
Deciding my fate
Skin getting so tense
Hairs standing up
Nothing is certain
My time will be up
Standing here bleeding
Not knowing why
In another room
In another world
I see things differently
As if a second chance
I open the door
Light is to brite
I take a few steps
Just complete darkness
Close my eyes
Thinking its just a dream
Open my eyes- the demon is me
....am i going crazy?
No Title.....poemYour with her not with me
But you and I are meant to be
I love you I'm sure of this
Instead of me she gets your kiss.
I use to believe you and I would be forever
But you left me, now you and her are together.
Day sfter day I listen to our song
Cant you see I'm right for you and shes wrong.
I'm trying to be strong and trying not to cry
You're leaving with her and to me saying goodbye!
Just Sunday Stuff I read the strengthening family relationships part in my book today. It wasn't all that insightfull. It talked mostly about parenting, and divorce, and making a family of your own. It didn't talk much really about relationships with brothers, or ants and uncles, or anything like that. It talked about being a grandparent some too. Mostly stuff not directly related to me though. I'm not a parent, and don't want to be. Reading that stuff just makes me more critical of others in things I have virtually no experince in. I'm sure there were small bits and pieces of stuff that grew my knoweldge or something in that chapter, I just don't remember exactly what they were though. I went to my brother's girlfriend's last symphony concert today. I was a few minutes late, so I had to wait for the first song to get over with before I could go in. It was good though. I liked a couple of the soloists. It's kinda weird, cuz everyone was dressed in black, other than the soloists. I guess
About MeMy name is stephanie i am 19 i live in texas i have a little boy that is 2 and about to get married to the most wounderful man in the world if you want to know more well hit me up
We Are So Stoked To Be Hosting Our First Monday Mayhem Battle Of The BandsXTRM PROMOTIONS and CHARLIE'S Bar & Grill have decided to have a battle of the bands to promote new and upcoming local talent!!!!!
If this is a success then it will be come an annual battle to help promote bands!! We have the Eagle 97.7 , The Music Stand and several other Sponsors on board!!
We will also be doing radio ads pushing every monday show and the bands names !!!!
BATTLE OF THE BANDS
The Battle will consist of 3 (Three) Rounds of Competition:
1st Round - will consist of 9 (Nine) weeks with 3 (Three) bands a night all on Mondays. There will be 1(One) Winner per night to move on to the Semi Finals!
2nd Round - will be the Semi Finals for 3 (Three) Weeks with 3 (Three) band per Night as well with 1 (One) Winner to move on to the Finals!
3rd Round - is the FINALS and will be for one night on a Weekend on the Outside Stage and 1 (One) Winner Crowned as the Charlie’s Battle of the Band Champ!!!
Bands Must Sign Up, by paying a $15 Entry Fee & Filling o
A PoemYou came into my life on a cold January day
I got to know you and you took my breath away
Before you I didnt know what my heart was for
You taught me it was for loving you and all I want is more!
We may have rough roads up ahead
But if we believe in every word thats been said
Then we can get through this just fine
And we'll be together forever and all time.
You're a great guy you have to believe its true
I only tell you this because I believe in you
You're the only one in the world for me
Baby, I love you and this you need to see.
I want to hold you and kiss you for the rest of our lives
I cant wait for the day i'm finally your wife
Until then everything we do or say is meant to be
For it will make us stronger, closer, and yes even happy!!
You Know Your Having A Bad Day When,...YOU KNOW YOUR HAVING A BAD DAY WHEN,...BOYFRIEND BREAKS UP WITH YOU,YOU BREAK A NAIL,YOUR BOSS DOESN'T FIRE YA,BUT HITS ON YOU,...YOU BREAK A NAIL,STUB YOUR TOE,BREAK A HEEL,CELL PHONE DIES,YOU GET PULLED OVER,WHEN YOU ARE HORNY AND YOU HAVE ALL OF THESE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN ALL AROUND YOU THAT TEASE YOU BUT WON'T PLEASE YOU,WHEN YOU TRY TO HAVE SEX WITH A MAN,YOUR PERIOD STARTS AND THE CONDOM BREAKS,AND IT IS ONLY MONDAY DOES THIS DAY END,...???
All I Want For ChristmasEveryone is asking me if I got what I wanted
I keep telling them yes
But deep down I am screaming no
The thing I want the most is not found on shelves
I want something I don't fully have from someone
Someone that means the world to me
The person I love
The thing I want is free
But one of the most valubale things
It can't be tampered with too much
it's like water
You don't want to throw rocks in it
But a few will get thrown
I want to help stop that
I want to make a beautiful thing
A thing between us
all I want for Christmas is your heart
In a little white box with a red ribbon tied around it
The attempt to make us work
To just give it a chance
The chance to show you my love for you
Nothin ReallyIts my night off.. finally.. yet I have to go back into work to write an order sometime tonight. Shame I woke up too late to go and get something to eat. Oh well.. gotta do what they pay ya for I guess.
Don't know what I'm writting about really.. just felt like postin a blog since I don't do that much anymore. Think I'm too sober at the moment to write down anything with any substance.. so I'm gonna get back to this later..
This lyric is stuck in my head tho.
"I'm stuck in this spin
why does it begin
while touching the edge of her skin?"
Watch Out For MePlease watch over me from where you are now
I know it was the best for you
Did you think how it hurt me though
How I cry myself to sleep for you to be back
Please send good things to me
Please keep me out of trouble
Please be by my side guiding me the right way
Please don't leave me hanging without you
Watch over me that's all I ask
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
I'm sorry I didn't go to your final resting place
All I want is for you to be back
You were the only one I loved
You were the only one I cared for
You were they only one that understood
guide me to the right light
Guide me to the right choices in life
guide me to the things that would make you happy
I want to be your everything
Even though you are not here
You are always on my mind
Please watch out for me
I Think I'm Falling In Love With Youwhen I hear your name
I get lost in so much emotion
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling in love with you
You have no clue what that means to me
I have never fallen in love before
Will you show me what love is all about
I need a man to show me all the turns
I want it to be you
I think about you all the time
I think I'm falling in love with you
I want you by my side
I want no one but you
My love is just for you
No one else
I want to show you that
I think I'm falling in love with you
Im Tiredim tired of being lonely! i need to find me a man!
When YouLooking into my eyes
I see my future with you
My heart skips a beat
When your lips meet mine
My knees go weak
when you say those sweet things
It sends me in aww
When you hug me
I know you are the one
When you say you miss me
I can't believe I have the best thing
When you hold my hand
I know I found my prince charming
When i have your arms around me
I know god sent me an angel
When you say I'm beautiful
I know you are looking out for me
When I heard you ask me that
I shouted out yes
I know I want to be with you and only you
What Ever Did I DoWhy is it you treat me like trash
When you are done with me you just throw me out in the rain
Have you ever thought how that made me feel
What ever did I do to get you mad at me
What ever I did will you forgive me
Put it in our past
Be the best friend
The great man
I know you as
Instead of this horrible man you are to me
If I said I loved you as the man you were before
Would you trun back to the man I love
I guess you will never let me in your life
For what ever I did
I guess I'll just give up
Be the person I am unlike you
If you ever want me back think abotu what I'm saying
How do you feel now that you hurt me
Broke my heart into a million pieces
Just remember one thing
You will never break my soul or faith in love
I believe someone out there loves me
Just So Hard To BelieveAs my feelings grow
I get scared
Even though you say
That your feelings are strong too
It's just so hard to believe
I have been told that before
Those are the ones that hurt me the most
I try my hardest not to let myself get so close
But you are so amazing
I can't help myself
I do my best to hide it
Hide the fear in my eyes
My wish is that it will go away
That i can ignore it like everything else
I don't want to screw it up with fear
It's just so hard to believe I have you
And that you care for me too
Akurit- Akurit's Sexy Acronym -
Ais for...ArousingKis for...KeenUis for...UnbelievableRis for...RacyIis for...ImpassionedTis for...Tantalizing
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The Mouthpiece Acronym- The Mouthpiece's Sexy Acronym -
Tis for...TemptingHis for...HornyEis for...Enchanting is for...Mis for...Mouth-wateringOis for...OrgasmUis for...UnbelievableTis for...TitillatingHis for...HotPis for...PremaritalIis for...IntriguingEis for...EnticingCis for...CarnalEis for...Eager
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This FogThe could of fog is blocking my view
I'm not able to tell what is real and what is fake
I don't know if it's really there
Or if ti's juat a figmant of my imagination
Wishing there was a way to find out if it's real
Laying my head down on that soft pillow
Dreaming that it's real
Hoping it will be there when this fog ends
Crying from all the pain the fog brings
Hoping that I can do all I can to make this happen
Knowing I deserve the best
Knowing he deserves something
Hoping I can give him what he deserves
Trying my best to do all that I can
Just this fog is so thick
I sometimes wonder if he does
If he really does care
I have been lead on before
It wouldn't be the first time
Yet it would still hurt
Just laying here
Hoping
Wishing
for this fog to clear
I Do My BestOne moment I am fine
The next a total wreck
I can't do anything right for you
I try and make a life for me
Yet you wont help me out
It's like you amke me rely on everyone else
I need someone to fall back on
I thought I could count on you
You proved me wrong
I thought you would be the one to be there for me
My thoughts proved me wrong
I try my heardest
I do my best
Yet it's not good anough for you
Hold It BackI hold it back
Acting like I don't care
I know it makes him happy
That is all that matters to me
But I wonder when I'm going to crack
When he will finally find out I'm not really okay
Will he be mad I didn't tell him
Will I love him forever
I really don't know
So I have to make sure I hold it back
So I don't end up packing my bags
Having to leave something that is so amazing
I'll just have to learn to keep it back when with him
And fall apart behind his back
Can You See In My EyesLook into my eyes
Do you see that I lie
I say I don't care
But I know you can see it in my eyes
The pain the sarrow and tears
I live this lie day by day
I go on as if I don't care
Like you never ment a thing to me
Yet in reality I miss you like crazy
You ment everything to me
Everyone thinks I'm over you breaking my heart
When really it's not even close to be being mended
Everyone believes me
I throw on a smile like everything is great
I act like I'm over you
Yet I'm not even close to forgetting
It all winds down at the end of the day
When I lay my head down on that pillow
Tears fall down my face
As I tell myself out loud
I miss you
I still love you
Wishing my head was resting on your chest
Can you see in my eyes the tears that fall for you
BoredThis is TOO funny - type out the sentence you end up with, in the
subject line and forward to your friends...also, send it back to the person
that sent it to you. DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING~
Pick the month you were born:
January------I kicked
February-----I loved
March---------I karate chopped
April-----------I licked
May-----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August-------I had lunch with
September---I danced with
October------I sang to
November----I yelled at
December----I ran over
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1- ------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my cell phone
8------- my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12- ------a banana
13-------a
fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18---- ---a spoon
19------- a smurf
20--
Why Does My Heart Do This To MeThis makes no sence to me
You broke my heart
Yet I still care for you
Even worse love you
Everytime I look at you I cry
When i hear your name my heart skips a beat
Everytime we talk it's magical
What is wrong with my heart
It loves a man that broke it
Yet I can't get over him
I don't know why
I don't see how
Why does my heat do this to me
Why does it love a man that broke it to pieces
I Just WishI keep being told I like you
I keep being lead on
I'm sick of it
I want that one guy that doesn't do that to me
i just hate the pain of falling for someone
Having them say all those sweet things
Then they break me
just like everyone else
I just wish sometimes I had a special talent
Something that just made guys want me and no one else
I wish I was smart
I wish I was everything they wanted
I wish I could have soemthing great
I hate how I fuck everything up
I just don't know what to do anymore
I hate teh way this happens to me
I tell them I like them
Just give it time they say
Then in the end you will find me laying on my bed
Crying till the ned of time
Thinking something is wrong with me
That I'm ugly
That I'm nothing special
I juts wish I was something special to someone
Ummm, Yeah...that Was A Bad Day.So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real
That Boy And GirlThere was this girl
She had this boy in her life
This guy wasn't like every other guy in her life
He sure was different from the rest
When she wsa with him her heart would beat faster but yet slow
When she walked next to him
She would walk slow
Just to take her time
So she could be with him as long as she could
When his name came up on that caller id
Her heart would skip a beat
When talking to him she would be at lost of words
When thinking about him for some reason
There would be a smile on her face
When she remember the times they shared
She couldn't help but laught
When she was reminded of her past with him
I brings tears to her eyes
Then she realized how much she misses him
How much she loves him
How much she wishes she could still be with him
She just has no clue what that boy thinks about her
If he misses her
If he cares for her
If he still wants her in his life
WhyYou go and lie to me
You go behind my back and do the one thing that kills me
Why don't you just admit it you have a problem
You just don't get I care about you
More then anymore
We had a special bond
But you fucked that up
So go fuck in hell
I'm tired of your bullshit
I'm tired of your crap
You lied to me and lost my trust
You make me suspicious of ever move you make
why can't you stop hurting me
This shit is tearing us apart
It's time for me to leave your bullshit behind
Why don't you go fuck up your life more
You already lsot the person who care about you the most
Pull AwayShe rest there
Her small head resting perfectly
Perfectly in the crease of his sholder
She lays there thinking
Does he realize how much I miss him
Does he ever see the samll little stars
The stars in her eyes that wish
Wish they were back together
Does he feel her small body shake
Shake and tremble as she cries
Cries her poor borken heart out
She rest against him listening to his heart beat
Hoping that this wont be the last time
The last time that she can be held by him
They keep drifting apart
It tears her apart
Does he notice
She doesn't know
She just want to be perfect
Perfect for him and no one else
She finally pulls away
She lets him walk away
Trying to be strong
Knowing it could be the last time
The last time she could ever see him
Does He NoticeDoes he notice the hurt
the hurt in her eyes
Does he see the stars in her eyes
The stars she wishes on while looking in the mirror
Wishing that things could be normal between you two
Does he notice how she lays next to him
Moving close and closer
Just so she can remember how much she misses him
Does he notice her silent tears that she sheds
Sheds for him
Does he notice ho she never lets go
Lets go of the hugs he gives her
Hoping he will never let go of her
Does he notive how she trembels
Trembels trying not to cry when she sees him
Does he notice how she looks deep in his eyes
Hoping that he will realize
Pealize how much he needs her
How much he misses her
Does he notice that she tried her hardest to be everything
Everything that he ever wanted in a girl
does he notice that she just wishes she could go back in time
And make things right
Take things back to where she was with him
Does he notice that she would do anything
Anything to be with him
does he notice
Daddy's PoemDaddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
A Passing ThoughtI love how at night you can just escape into your imagination without hassle or interruption. Yet, with the peace that the night brings loneliness always follows.
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A Special Man N MeI like a confident man,I hope to find someone who wants the same things out of life as I do...security, experiences, trust,romantic, partnership, family and friendship. Someone with similar interests but then differences are good. A person who has a good sense of humor and can make me laugh. (Laughter is the best medicine to cure the difficulities of life.Smile every one warms your heart.....PLZ SIGN GUEST BOOK FIRST,TY WINKS,,AND IF YOU REALLY WANT MY ATTN, OR HEART,,,SMILES,, SEND ME MUSIC TO csexyblonde@gmail.com,,,no rap or metal plz ty ..smiles,LOVES MIXES LOVE SONGS N BLUES,,HINT LOl...hey read my blogs and learn alot about me ..winks
*****P.S. I love the outdoors or dress to the nines and go out to dinner,,I LOVE LIFE and the LORD
Cherrytap Toolbar (unofficial)I'm normally very much against toolbars as they hide spyware and trojans (as a network manager I have to test these things so I know first hand). This includes Alexa, Gator, Excite, Yahoo!, search assistance, and even Google. So when I heard of a Cherrytap toolbar I was very skeptical. Well, it's a great tool, no spyware. So below is the link if anyone wants to install it. It's for both Firefox and I.E.
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Animals, They Give Me Soooo Much To Write AboutGood Morning and how are you today? I am ok for a Monday. A Monday it is and no shortage of goofy news to report, actuallt so much that I will just give a tiny-bit of it now
In April, two Labrador retrievers (Lucky and Flo) sniffed out another shipment of pirated DVDs (worth about $435,000) in a building in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia. It was at least the second such bust since mid-March, when the U.S. Motion Picture Association of America loaned the dogs to Malaysian authorities because they can detect the polycarbonate and unique chemicals in the discs. So successful are Lucky and Flo that an unspecified crime gang has reportedly put out a contract on them. Can you believe that anyone in their right mind would put out a contract on a couple of doggies? I mean what are they going to poison their kibble? Hey boy, come here and get the rat poison doggie biscuit. I am not making this up [Agence France-Presse, 4-1-07] the next story is even to bizarre for me who I am a hunter as well but, u
22 Apr 2007well, the sox swept the yanks in a 3 games series for the first time in 17 years! they also had 4 home runs in a ROW in sunday's game, manny ramirez, j.d. drew, mike lowell then jason veritek! then lowell hit another homer with 2 on base for the win, awesome game and weekend. they start a 2 game series against the blue jays tomorrow. standby for the next update tuesday night.
This Weeks Pimp Out(april 23 Till April30)Here comes Cherries!!!!!!
from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week.
There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out.
also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!!
THIS WEEK THERE WILL BE 4 CHERRIES PIMPED OUT!!!!
this weeks males pimp out....
Achilles@ CherryTAP
surely the best of friends that is there for you to bring a smile to your face.
and.....
LarryB@ CherryTAP
a very sweet man who is always there for you when you need him.
someone who knows the true cherry-spirit.
and our females pimp out....
Sweet Poison~~Club Fantasia Bartender~~@ CherryTAP
a very sweet girl whom i enjoy talking to on regular bases.
show her some love and you'll find out what sweetness there can be found in a lady
and.....
~Sexy~: fan me & rate my profile B4 U add me Please@ CherryTAP
OMG!!! AND SHE IS SEXY!!!!!! MMMMM yes yes sorry i'll stop drooling when you will show her some love hehehe.
these are friends that are there for you and
Us MarinesUS Marine
Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You
can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in
debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.
A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wan
About Me?!1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with...will it mean anything?
jay i hope & yeah
2. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Not usually
3. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
yes
4. Do you think you're old?
nope :) 19 isnt old :)
5. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope
6. Do you like your life right now?
yes only one thing would make it better
I7. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
couple nights ago in a hotel
8. Do you knock on wood?
Sometimes :}
9. Do you have good vision?
nope!
10. Can you hula hoop?
NO
11. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Once maybe
12. Do you have a job?
yes
13. Are you friends with your ex?
some of them
14. What are you wearing?
just a tshirt
15. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
No
16. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yep
17. *Censor*
I dont get it?
18. Can you handle the truth?
mostly
19. What was the most recent thing you bought
This The Shit. By 2 PacThe Power of a Smile
The power of a gun can kill
and the power of Fire can Burn
The power of wind can chill
and the power of the mind can learn
The power of anger can rage
inside until it tears u apart
But the Power of a Smile
especially yours can heal a frozen Heart
Love Within a Storm
We mad love within a storm
in the midst of passion and chaos
somewhere, somehow our true bond
of friendship was lost
In the eye of the storm
The rain always falls harder
Those who prevail this trauma
will learn 2 bring their love farther
But now the storm has passed
and the seas of our friendship R calm
But as long as I live I will remember
the love within the storm
What Can I Offer Her?
All of my life I dreamed of meeting one
with immense beauty, and once I found her
I would charm her and she'd be mine forever
I have found her and indeed she is all
I wished for and more but she is
not charmed nor intrigued. Then I
think 2 myself "What can I offer her?"
The
Monday Morning RamblingsWell, this was the big weekend, all to myself, I had a plan, and a backup plan. Apparantly I needed a backup backup plan.
Saturday morning I worked, then about halfway thru, My alpha plan called and said that their kids came down with chicken pox. Which meant that I wanted nothing to do with them, because I have never had them, and didnt want to now. I fear the pox.
Then my other friend cancelled on me, his gf got out of work, so they were having dinner, since they rarely get a weekend night off together. I totally understood what he was saying.
So I then tried to talk my ex out of making my son go see her, but she wouldn't budge. He hasn't been up there in awhile, and she had plans. (Which my son said sucked by the way) I didn't bother mentioning how Sebastian has blown me off the last two times he was supposed to come down.
So I then tried to get in touch with my friends who tend to get me in trouble, but nobody returned calls. So on my all alone Saturday, I was all alone
Update On The Dog Kietha ( Name Means Flaming Arrow In Lakota )This morning around 5am ( 4/23 ) i was woke up by the two dog's ( Koda and Kietha ) barking thinking thay needed to just go out to potty I got up and dressed and took them out..Guess I should have turned the cameras on cause we had a prowler....And the frist to chase him off?...Yep you guessed it..Kietha is up and running ,A little wobbly but she is doing real good right now.
Boy is that vet going to be suprised but thats another reason why I refused to just put her down...just incase it was a bad spell.
I really belived she was done her time had come but I guess with all the prayers you all sent her helped..Thank You..It may sound crewl but with two years of this I was truly praying Kietha would pass in her sleep...surounded by Koda and Willow ( the kitten ) I just dont know how much more her nore I can take of these spells but this was the worst one and Reaux ( the vet ) and I both thought was going to be the last one..
Thank You All Soooo Much Fore all Your Prayers...
Tax Laws For 2007TAX LAWS FOR 2007
WAY TOO FUNNY FOR WORDS
The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts.
Issues still under consideration are as follows:
Are there penalties for early withdrawal?
Do multiple partners count as a corporation?
Are condoms deductible as work clothes?
Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows:
10"- 12" Luxury Tax
8" - 9" Pole Tax
6" - 7" Privilege Tax
4" - 5" Nuisance Tax
Note: ; Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains.
Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund.
PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION
20 Things To Do To Stay Sane20 things to do to stay sane
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.
2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.
3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."
5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds"
7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."
8. Don t use any punctuation
9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.
10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face.
11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."
12. Sing Along At The Opera
13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical
AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhWhy is the general human population as a whole retarded?
a bit o' thought to ponder this morning.
Im Over This ShitIM SICK OF THE BULL SHIT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND ALL THE SHIT WHEN PPL TRY TO BE SUMONE THAT THEY REALLY ARENT AND END UP CRUSHING SUMONE THAT THEY SAID THEY LOVED WELL ITS LIKE I SAY LOVE COMES AND GOES JUST LIKE THE WIND BLOWS....AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS DAMM SITE IM KEEPING MY PAGE HERE BUT NOT GONNA BE ON IT MUCH ANYMORE FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE MY YAHOO U CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE AND FOR THE ONES THAT DONT WELL I GUESS UR SHIT UTTA LUCK MAYBE IF I THINK U YOU WORTH TALKING TO ANYMORE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT MAYBE IF YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE MY YAHOO ID I JUST MIGHT GIVE IT TO YOU BUT TILL THAT HAPPENS GOOD BYE
Okay, So I'm Outta That Contest...Okay so I think that I'm out of the hottest milf contest... with only 2 days to go and down by 1700... I'm going to focus on my new contest... So anyone who wants to help out!!! I appreciate everything everyone has done... You have been amazing! Well if you want to help me with this new contest I'd appreciate it. It doesn't really have a theme, but it seems to be everyones favorite pic in this one...
U Never KnowSaturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly,made my lunch, grabbed the dog,
slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour.
There was snow mixed with the rain, and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day.
I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed.
There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation,and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible.
"She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit..."
My Horoscope TodayAn off-the-wall idea could indirectly add some snap to your romantic prospects. This is how the universe sends you suggestions, so pay attention to even the most outlandish ideas that cross your mind. You never know!
My question to this one is>>>>What romantic prospects!!! Show me!!!!
Is It Time YetWhen you want time to pass quickly it doesn't but when you need it to slow down, well it says screw you. In the past few weeks time passed way to quick. I forgot to call friends and make plans for their special days. But then when you have problems with health it is hard to remember things. In June I will be traveling. I am going to Texas for about 3 days and then to Michigan for about a week and a half. I am going to see my children. And in the time between now and then I will be packing up the house because I will be moving soon. My room mate has done nothing to help pack. Their crap is everywhere and believe me most of it is broken crap. I on the other hand will be having a yard sale this weekend to get rid of things I don't use anymore. I am amazed how quickly we accumalate materialistic things. So far this year I have kept that to a minimum. I have only been buying clothes to replace the old ones and person supplies.
This year has been changes all around. I got ri
Waht Ya Thinktable border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Wiccan. Wiccans are very nice people,You love to help people and use everything and anything natural around you to heal people and animals.Wiccan80%Witch60%Vampyric55%Dark50%Satanic20%How Dark Are You (pictures included)created with QuizFarm.com
Ding Dong The Bitch Is GoneYeah I went there.
So this weekend Ryan & I stayed up at Kelly’s, to help with the move. Amy’s Gone Amy’s Gone, thank God. It’s really pathetic thou she had to borrow money from her ex husband, to pay the deposit and rent on her new place. Then had to have her brothers rent a u-haul b/c she doesn’t have money now that Kelly and her broke up. She through a fit when We told her that Kelly wasn’t paying to anything, for her moving out. Well they trashed the house the first day, And I mean trashed. Busted the crown molding in the stair case, broke the banister, put hole in the floor, and cracked so many tiles I lost count. And b/c we didn’t care we just wanted her out, Kelly gave her everything, All the beds, the computer desk, the computer, All the dressers, chest, toys for the girls.
Then she called after they left on Saturday and said that she had stuff in, Emily, her daughter’s (Kelly’s step daughter) room, So we bagged it all up and had it ready to go. OH I forgot to menti
Good News!Fruity cocktails count as health food, study finds
WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- A fruity cocktail may not only be fun to drink but may count as health food, U.S. and Thai researchers say.
Adding ethanol -- the type of alcohol found in rum, vodka, tequila and other spirits -- boosted the antioxidant nutrients in strawberries and blackberries, the researchers found.
Any colored fruit might be made even more healthful with the addition of a splash of alcohol, they report in the Journal of the Science of Food and Agriculture.
Dr. Korakot Chanjirakul and colleagues at Kasetsart University in Thailand and scientists at the U.S. Department of Agriculture stumbled upon their finding unexpectedly.
They were exploring ways to help keep strawberries fresh during storage. Treating the berries with alcohol increased in antioxidant capacity and free radical scavenging activity, they found.
Any colored fruit or vegetable is rich in antioxidants, which are chemicals that can cancel out the cell-damag
Manure....a True StoryManure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported by
>ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large
>shipments of manure were common.
>
>It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when
>wet,
>but once water (at sea) hit it, not only did it become heavier, but the
>process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is
>methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see
>what
>could (and did) happen.
>
>Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below
>at night with a lantern, BOOOOM!
>
>Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just
>what was happening !
>
>After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "Ship
>High In Transit" on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high
>enough
>off the lower decks so that any water that came into the
>hold would not touch this volatile cargo and st
Acronym NameBRIANBBrilliantRRavishingIInnocentAAngryNNastyGet Your Own Name Acronym
Thanks, But...It's not my birthday! What's going on?
My birthday is on May 12th...
Kentucky Weather SucksYesterday it was hot and muggy. Today it's cold and windy. Grrr.. This is why I hate spring here!! Damn weather should make up my mind already. I wanna put the cold-weather clothes up for the rest of the year! It's the end of April, it should be 70 degrees minimum by now! Anywho, nothing I can do to change it, just thought I would bitch for a minute. Carry on! LOL Later!
Just Songs I Wroteanother falling tear
There a moon that shines over you my dear
I look up and wish to god that you were here
So I could take you in my arms
And partake of your charms
Oops there goes another falling tear
Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love
And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove
That carries on it wings sweet peace
For only you give me release
Oops there goes another falling tear
Time will tell if one day I will hold you near
And only then will I know peace forever here
To taste your honey sweet lips
And see that loving halo slip
Oops there goes another falling tear
I need to tell you all about this little fear
And how these moments drag on just like a year
To look deep inside those eyes
And feel just like I won first prize
Oops there goes another falling tear
Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you
And We can build the perfect life just for two
Holding you in my arms so near
And hearing what I longed to hear
Oops there goe
Haterz BewareIn the name of jesus-no weapon formed against me shall prosper-and everytime they rise against me,judgement thou shall be condemn-for this is the heritage of the service for the lord-and the rightiousness is of me!!!!!
He's Such A Playa!Apparently women and girls were taking pics with my Nene yesterday cause they thought he was so cute.
*sniffles*
I guess it's time to get out the machete... It has begun.
"trickle Down" Theory Of Economics?Indian teachers "purify" students with cow urine Sat Apr 21, 2:50 AM ET
Indian teachers sprinkled cow urine on low-caste students to purify them and drive away evil, reports said on Saturday, in a country where millions of people remain oppressed at the bottom of the ancient Hindu caste system.
Upper-caste headteacher Sharad Kaithade ordered the ritual after taking over from a lower-caste predecessor at a school in a remote village in the western state of Maharashtra earlier this month, the Times of India reported.
He told an upper-caste colleague to spray cow urine in a cleansing ceremony as the students were taking an examination, wetting their faces and their answer sheets, the newspaper said.
"She said you'll study well after getting purified," student Rajat Washnik was quoted as saying by the CNN-IBN news channel. Students said they felt humiliated.
Hinduism reveres the cow, and its dung is used in the countryside as both a disinfectant and as fuel. In 2001, Hi
Diz Iz All Bout MeMY LIFE WAS CRAPPY/ EVERYONE CALLS ME SCRAPPY/ MY DAD WAS MY PAPY/ DONT BE SAD, GET HAPPY / I WAS A SPOILED CHILD/ LIFE WAS WORTH THE WHILE/ THE FURTHER IN LIFE I GOT/ THE LESS I HAD TO SMILE/ ONE DAY I ACTED LIKE A RULER/ DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL /LAST THING I NEEDED WAS BECOMIN A FAILURE /I GOT OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD/ BUT, I WAS NO ORDINARY GIRL/ IM JUST A LESBIAN,/ WHO DIDNT KNO/ WHO LOOKS LIKE A MAN,/ BUT, I'M OUT FOR SHO/ GO TO THE CLUB, /FIND A NEW HO/ GET A NEW BITCH,/ SCREW HER LEAVE HER IN THE DITCH
Dj Boogieroch - EmceeMY NAME IS DJ BOOGIE/ JUST A YOUNG EMCEE/ WITH A BAD MEMORY/ I CANT SING, NOR RAP/ THE MORE I TRY TO RYHME /MY LINES MAKE SENSE NOT CRAP/ OUR FUTURE IS GOIN DOWN/ DONT BE SILLY,/ WE ALL LOOK LIKE CLOWNS/ PLEASE DONT FROWN/ IN LIFE THERE'S PLENTY OF ROUNDS/ SHOTS WILL BE FIRED/ ENEMIES WILL RUN, /WHO WILL FIND THE GUN?/ KIDS SELLIN DOPE ON THE STREETS/ IT TAKES LESS THAN 3 HEARTBEATS /THERES NO TIME TO SAVE LIVES/ WHEN WE LEAVE OUR FAMILY & OUR LOVING WIVES/ WEAPONS ARE NOT OUR PROTECTIONS/THEY LEAD US TO BAD CONNECTIONS
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A Naughty Poemaughty Little Poem
She whispered "will it hurt me?"
"Of course not" answered he
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."
She said "I'm very frightened,
I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times
And said it can be sore."
It was growing rather painful
Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been a size.
"Calm yourself" he whispered
"His face filled with a grin
"Try and open wider
So I can get it in."
"It's coming now" he whispered
"I know" she cried in bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I'm having this."
And with a final effort
She gave a frightened shout
He gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.
She lay back quite contended
Sighed and gave a smile
She said "I'm glad I came now
You made it worth my while."
Now if you read this carefully
The dentist you will find
Is not what you imagined
It's just your dirty mind!!
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.monday.mornings.its effin chilly this morning.
i hate having to wear a sweater to drop der teufels at school.
dropped the neighbor kid at school too.
thats my good deed for the day. *nod*
i figured he's having issues with the same kids who are givin my kids issues so why not...yannow?
*yawn*
Charmed is on.
if i go sit and watch it...i will fall asleep.
i just cant manage to get into normal sleep mode on sunday nites...i stay up way too late n then i pay for it all day monday. *shakes head at self*
im still not getting my chickadee alerts. pfffft
so i was helpin my *eye roll* friend with her profile. n she stole quotes from a movie i like. wanker. tho i will say...this one particular quote did cause a slight ouchy. i wont tell you what movie its from...mostly cuz im feeling obstinate. ha
"You know what's the worst thing about somebody breaking up with you? Is when you remember how little you thought about the people you broke up with and you realize that is how little they're thi
If You Love MeSend This To All Ur Friends,
And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved
1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend
Dear Friend,
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
call me.
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
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Alcoholic DementiaMemory, Learning and Other Cognitive Skills:
Excessive drinking over a period of years may lead to a condition known as Alcohol Dementia, which can cause problems with memory, learning and other cognitive skills.
Alcohol has a direct affect on brain cells, resulting in poor judgment, difficulty making decisions and lack of insight. Nutrition problems which often accompany long-time alcohol abuse can be another contributing factor, since parts of the brain may be damaged by vitamin deficiencies.
Those suffering from dementia, may have very little ability to learn new things, while many of their other mental abilities are still highly functioning. Along with the decline in cognitive skills, sometimes noticeable personality changes take place.
Tell-Tell sign's:
Those suffering from dementia may remember in great detail events that happened years ago, but are not able to recall events that took place in the past few minutes.
Another symptom is telling the same stories
Wake Up CallWell as my alarm woke me this morning at 4:30 my weekend ran through my head. Losing $100. Harvey damn near crying when he seen me. Liquid Cocaine, it is a drink. Having Jen blush again with a mere kiss. Ron's jaw drop that I haven't seen in a year. Apple Pie! Peeling potatoes as Harvey fell over and hit his head. Seeing Kelly and wanting to kill Rooster. A Free Spirit said hi to me, wtf. Seeing my ex fience. Seeing T and Shawn. Dancing like a fool. Singing again. Free shots. Out till 5 in the morning. Going to the Strip Club and watching the jaws drop as I turned down the oppertunity to dance. Breakfast. Seeing Nickoli. Running through the rain with the kid. Crystal blue eyes. A few songs bringing tears to my eyes.
The Iraqi War Is Over!I was using StumbleUpon this past weekend and came across this blog entry. In it, the author says to stop calling it the Iraq War, since the war was won when the government surrendered. We should call it what it is: military occupation.And that is what it is. We are there at the request of the Iraqi government (the guys we helped put into the government) to help them consolidate their hold on their country.The problem with calling it a military occupation, though, is Shrubya would lose a lot of power and wouldn't get the money or troop increase. Americans would be screaming bloody murder to get us out, even moreso than now.tag: bush, war, politics, iraq
-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com
I Love This ManI love this man with every bone in my body..so please stop by his profile and show some love..He is a great man who treats me very well..which is alot more than i can say for some of the other assholes in my life..This man gave me a whole new outlook on life..We have both been fucked over in the past by exes and thought there was no hope for either of us being happy..Once we stopped looking for someone we found each other and have been happy and more in love than anything..So please this man deserves all the friends and fans that I have..So do what you cherries do best rate him and show lots of love.
warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP
Weekend TripsWe spent the weekend at Scarborough Faire...the catch line is...Take a step back.....in Time!
While it rings true on the surface, I couldn't help but feel a bit disconnected. Last month, we went to the "local" faire: Excalibur! and while it is still in the put the booth up for the weekend stage, the people there had a much friendlier outlook on life, visitors and idiots who get their car stuck in the mud; than did the villagers of Scarborough, who this year celebrate the 27 year of existance.
While both strive for that quaint, English village faire feel, you would think that with the resources available, Scarborough would win, hands down...in my opinion...no way! Yes, they have the polish, yes they have the beautiful costumes; but they seem to have lost the feeling behind the faire...the "escape to a simpler time and place" attitude. There are always exceptions, the Don Juan and Miguel shows is as comically entertaining 22 years after their first performance, but many of t
Please Help Me!can you help me out?
i really wanna win this contest
promise to return the favor!
all you gotta do is comment!
(comment bombs are the best!)
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Thank you so much!!!
Which One Belongs To An Environmentalist?LOOK OVER THE DESCRIPTIONS OF THE FOLLOWING TWO HOUSES AND SEE IF YOU CAN TELL WHICH BELONGS TO AN ENVIRONMENTALIST.
HOUSE # 1:
A 20-room mansion (not including 8 bathrooms) heated by natural gas. Add on a pool (and a pool house) and a separate guest house all heated by gas. In ONE MONTH ALONE this mansion consumes more energy than the average American household in an ENTIRE YEAR. The average bill for electricity and natural gas runs over $2,400.00 per month. In natural gas alone (which last time we checked was a fossil fuel), this property
consumes more than 20 times the national average for an American home. This house is not in a northern or midwestern "snow belt," either. It's in the South.
HOUSE # 2:
Designed by an architecture professor at a leading national university, this house incorporates every "green" feature current home construction can provide. The house contains only 4,000 square feet (4 bedrooms) and is nestled on arid high prairie in the American south
I Give Upi think ive finally reached the point in my lyfe that an end would b a pleasure. i opend up my lyfe to soemone and all he did was turn it into complete HELL. i dont understand y someone would wanna treat someone so shitty. the only thing i ever did to him was trust him. BIGGEST MISTAKE ive ever made. and now all i would like to know if there are ne honest people left int he world, cuz it seems like i cant even find one.
FinallySo i thought i would share with all you my good news and as of today 4.23.07 at 9:01 am... My divorce became FINAL.... I am so damn excited... its been a long 4 months.... And it will be a long next couple of months of fighting so i need everyones support and friendship....
LifeI have had soooooooooo much shit happen to me in the past 4 months! I just keep wondering, when will it stop, when???? I keep asking myself. I recently thought I had found the best guy in the world, well I still think he is, but we can't be together. It just really pisses me off. I keep wondering, when is it my turn to be happy. I sometimes think that I dont get that chance. I know that it really isnt like that, but it sure as hell feels that way. I want the chance to make him happy to. He deserves to be happy just like I do..........Maybe we are both meant to be unhappy forever. I dont believe that or atleast I keep praying that it isnt like that...
My Favorite Song By Cold"Change The World"
thinking of the mess we made
you became a part of me
Thinking of the wish you made
to break free
Playing you like I can
shoving it in your face
this doesn't break your heart
I'm the one to blame
I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
and whatever happens now
it can't be real
Thinking that you might betray
My own private fantasy
I'm the one that gives
what you need
playing you like I can
Shoving it in your face
if this doesn't tear you apart
I'm the one to blame
Now you're gone
I feel betrayed
You can't blame me
you walked away
Now you're gone
You can't blame me
You walked away
I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
-by Cold
Thoughtfull Mindless RambelingsMy three jobs are killing me slowly but they are all worth it. I applied for a fourth on Friday. I must be crazy, but I want to make things happen for me and what it's going to take is money. I just need to do this one step at a time. I realized that I am the worst with saving money and sadly enough I have to save my credit from an unfortunate trip to the er I took in November. Since January I think that I have grown up in some ways and in others I haven't. All we have is time right? I've realized that I did fret over small things and it was stupid.. I was stupid. I find that a lot of things don't matter to me anymore, or matter as much as they used to. Things happen for a reason and I just need to accept it.
I miss my friends and all the antics we used to get ourselves into. Like running from certain dangers and the simple things like capture the flag, The races man I miss those. The late night adventures to diners for coffee, card games or just to talk shit.
I miss being depen
Lost Itlife is not a game u don't need to play with it at r with someone els life if u going to be with some one then don't play with them i tell u this someone on here has play with my hart and life and it not right she know how she is.
Feelings Aside - Didn't We All See It Coming?I Found this information on the internet and thought it was very interesting in light of the the VT Shooting. Maybe we should re-evaluate and deal with what the REAL problem is!!!
Depression Statistics
* Depressive disorders affect approximately 18.8 million American adults or about 9.5% of the U.S. population age 18 and older in a given year. This includes major depressive disorder, dysthymic disorder, and bipolar disorder.
* Everyone, will at some time in their life be affected by depression -- their own or someone else's, according to Australian Government statistics. (Depression statistics in Australia are comparable to those of the US and UK.)
* Pre-schoolers are the fastest-growing market for antidepressants. At least four percent of preschoolers -- over a million -- are clinically depressed.
* The rate of increase of depression among children is an astounding 23% p.a.
* 15% of the population of most developed countries suffers severe depressi
Im Mad....Okay now...I gotta rant! Dang it, this aint fair...
My daughter comes home from school with a paper that says she has 5 days of detention because she has been late to her 6th period class 5 times now.
In the past she talked to me about her 5th period teacher and the fact that she would not let the kids out of class when the bell rang. This was bad enough but to top it off my daughters 6th period class is on the other side of the campus!
I am po'd now because she is being punished because this teacher holds the kids in her class knowing that some of them have a ways to walk to their next class......
GRRRRRRRR
Im New On Cherry Taphey whast up! im a 22 year old female from biddeford maine! i am new to cherry tap, so i just wanted to say hi to everyone!
Do Something For AutismBy going to the web site and watching this Five for Fighting video (of a great song) you will help donate 43cents to autism research. So, feel free to go watch and do some good too.
http://www.whatkindofworlddoyouwant.com/videos/view/id/213154
Billy Pittman R.i.p I Love You!BILLY PITTMAN R.I.P
Hi..
I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard
This Time...this time
i won't show i'm vulnerable
this time
i won't give in first
this time
i will hold out with my love
this time
i will not be hurt
i'm gonna love myself
more than anyone else
i'm gonna treat me right
i'm gonna make you say
that you love me first
and you'll be the one with the most
to lose tonight
this time
this time
i won't let my emotions rule my life
this time
i'm gonna keep my heart locked
safe inside
this time
i'm gonna be my own best friend
this time
i'm gonna be the one
to win
your love
your affection
to hide
my fear
of rejection
this time
When The World Starts Spinning And Your Head Hurts...Well the shade tree mechanic is a dinosaur
You can't cuss, you can't smoke, or spit on the floor
Don't hit on a woman cause she might sue
You can't buy beer in this state past two
Now buddha is legal but jesus ain't
The saints are all sinners and the sinners are saints
It's now how you play it's the final score
They don't show M*A*S*H on the tube anymore
Now lovers usually leave at the drop of a ring
and Daddy doesn't smile when the mockingbird sings
The kids are in school but they're all packing guns
The losers live forever and the good die young
Well the stars are all falling out of the sky
The doors are all locked and the bottle is dry
So pass me a chew and I'll sing you a song
If there's a problem with that we can get it on
Because that cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts are two things that stay the same
So when the world starts spinning and your head hurts
There's cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts
What Im Doing....Okay,
So now that summer is kicking in, I figure I'll lay low...what that means essentially is that Ill be dancing at various Gentlemens Clubs in Philly....This week I will be at the 19th Hole Lounge; 3011 Jenkintown Rd in Ardsley,PA on Tuesday and Thursday from 7pm until close.
In addition, I am attempting to be a nude anchor on the Naked News-a rather cute show where important world issues are shared by cute Women who strip off at various stages during the braodcast. For those of you who care...please vote for me so I can roam the streets of New York, then Canada with a bikini on and ask people about the state of the Union :)
The website for the naked news competition on www.nakednews.com. Vote as many times as you want so I have a shot at winning!
Hearest Music SadlyMusic to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly?
Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy.
Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly,
Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy?
If the true concord of well-tuned sounds,
By unions married, do offend thine ear,
They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds
In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear.
Mark how one string, sweet husband to another,
Strikes each in each by mutual ordering,
Resembling sire and child and happy mother
Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing:
Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one,
Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none.
Written by William Shakespeare
So What?so my tastes are not like yours
I am not tame
i don't like the ordinary,
could care less for the mundane
I like to be bitten,
I like to draw blood
chained and beaten too
U do me, and I'll do u
paddled and whipped,
teased and tormented
u will bow to me
by the time we're through
and if u don't like me,
think me a freak or a fiend
and I'm not ur style
just a little to wild
well So what?
u act like i care...
Who Will Believe My Verse In Time To ComeWho will believe my verse in time to come,
If it were fill'd with your most high deserts?
Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb
Which hides your life and shows not half your parts.
If I could write the beauty of your eyes
And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
The age to come would say 'This poet lies:
Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.'
So should my papers yellow'd with their age
Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue,
And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage
And stretched metre of an antique song:
But were some child of yours alive that time,
You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme.
Written by William Shakespeare
Naked Djtonight i dj from 6-8 pm est and fer every listener ill remove a piece of clothing,,lol
at jousters and the shugar shack
jousters
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018
Shugar shack
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6866
its 80's night and we are playing name that tune and artist so come join us for a great time
oh and im sure we could use some strippers,,lol
DJ Randy
Last And Final Flight Home...Summary of the eRumor:
A first-hand narrative of being on an airline flight carrying the body of a fallen Marine home to Southern California .
The Truth:
The narrative is true.
It was written by Stuart Witte, a former Navy pilot who is the manager of the Mojave airport in Mojave, California . He titled it Final Flight. He was in Maryland on February 16 to attend a Navy ceremony. He happened to end up on a flight from Washington D.C. to Los Angeles that was carrying the body of 1st Lt. Jared Landaker, a Marine helicopter pilot from Big Bear, California .
Witte also attended a memorial service for Lt. Landaker that was held at Camp Pendleton in California in March.
Diary Of A Last and Final Flight Home
February 17, 2007,
0350
I was at curbside at 24th and M, Washington DC . 16 Degrees with a light breeze. Going home after my second week of freezing temps to my warm home in SoCal. Take a walk on the beach, ride a horse, climb a mo
A Poem For Swtnsxy.....HOLLOWED BY THE FADED PAST
LEFT WITH ONLY MEMORIES OF A TAINTED LOVE
FORCED TO DENY THE WAY THINGS ARE
AND CARRY A SHATTERED HEART UPON MY SLEEVE
GIVEN THE CHOICETO DILUTE THE PAIN
SHEDDING TEARS FOR YOU ONLY IN THE MOON'S WANE
LETTING THE SORROW FALL FROM MY SOUL
WITH EVERY PAINFUL DROP I CRY
TO LOVE ONCE AGAIN
IF ONLY FOR A BRIEF MOMENT, A MOMENT NONE THE LESS
TO HAVE YOUR SWEET LIPS TOUCH MINE
AND YOUR WARM SKIN TO EMBRACE ME
THE SWEET SMELL OF YOUR INNOCENCE
THE TENDERNESS OF YOUR LOVE.
*i hope you like it;)*
Beautiful?in honest truth, only 3 people i know of, find me attractive physically (and i beleive them). one is my lifemate, who i have been with for 7 years, and our relationship built from 'young teen friends' to adults ready to start a family..
the next, is tigerlily who i have known for some where around 5 or 6 years.. though only recently started a real relationship with..
the third is one of my slaves.
now, obviously from the way I'm speaking, i dont find myself attractive, and everyone always assumes this equates to no self esteem. but anyone who actually knows me, knows i have a fairly strong sense of self esteem.. prolly a bit too much eh? ^.~ anyhow..
This goes back to when i was younger.. there was a time when i had NO self esteam.. in school, i was the fatass, fatso, uglyfuck, shitface, whatever.. kids are cruel, eh? but... at the same time, in annother world away from school.. simply minutes in the day appart, I was wanted, I was the hot item, I could please pleasure love a
This Is Why Men Want Women To Drink Up!Yahoo News
Alcohol damages women's brains faster than men's
By Anne Harding 2 hours, 31 minutes ago
NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - The brain-damaging effects of alcohol strike women more quickly than men, a new study conducted in Russia confirms.
Female alcoholics performed worse on a number of tests of neurocognitive function compared with males, Dr. Barbara Flannery from RTI International in Baltimore and her colleagues found.
However, Flannery cautioned in an interview with Reuters Health, the findings aren't good news for alcohol-dependent men. "Women are vulnerable to the extent to which they will experience the negative consequences of alcohol abuse and alcoholism more rapidly than men, but men will also experience it -- the same kinds of effects," she said.
Other physiological effects of alcoholism, such as heart and liver damage, are known to occur more quickly in women than in men, a phenomenon known as "telescoping," Flannery and her team note in the journal Al
I Want To Make You Smile......I want to make you smile as you make me.
I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes.
You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you.
You are the stars, and I the empty skies.
In me there is a yearning ever flowing
That needs to reach an end that never comes.
I cannot be myself without you with me.
This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs.
You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel,
And this is what I want so much to be.
The beauty of my life is like a passion
That blows right through the person that you see.
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LISTENING TO HOWARD STERN LIKE ALWAYS
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AND 12SECOND BIT.
I WAS LIKE OMG GTFOOH( get the fuck out of here)
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Free Tickets For April 28th Show At PeabodysFree Tickets for April 28th show at Peabodys
Bands that will be playing:
Bill (Cleveland's Metallica tribute)
Morality Check
Sometimes 5
Message me back and I will set some tickets aside for you to picked up at the door at Peabodys. Let me know.
Thank you.
Ed (Brodie) McDonald
Rise Above Promotions
Just Say No: Five Reasons To Turn Down A Job OfferYAHOO JOBS
Just Say No: Five Reasons to Turn Down a Job Offer
Caroline Levchuck, Yahoo! HotJobs
Employer caution has extended the hiring process by weeks, even months. You may interview for a position several times, in person and by phone. No matter how long the process is and how well you've gotten to know your potential colleagues, it's still perfectly acceptable to turn down a job offer. In fact, there may be many valid reasons that you should politely decline an opportunity, assuming, of course, that you're not in dire financial straits.
1. The word on "The Street."
Is the company's stock price tanking? Or is there talk of a merger? Both of these things could indicate that layoffs loom large, and the position you accept today may not exist in a few months. To calculate your risks, speak with industry experts, do your due diligence on Yahoo! Finance, and consult with family and trusted friends. If you still want to accept the position, try to obtain an iron-clad emplo
Working TalladegaI'll be gone all this week working at the NASCAR race in Talladega, Alabama. I've been tasked to make sure that the extensive deployment of NEXTEL equipment to cover the 250,000 people coming to the race does not affect the very critical Public Safety communications.
I'll be working with Southern Linc, Alabama State Patrol, various Fire Department and EMT groups and the many TV and radio broadcasters covering the event.
I've never been a NASCAR fan but being at the track today gave me a new appreciation of the enormous scale of racing. The track area is easily the size of 25 football stadiums. The grandstands and infield provide a temporary home to almost 170,000 people! The banked turns are impressive... they look more like walls than roadways.
Once all the preparation and testing is complete, race day should be uneventful. The Sprint NEXTEL entourage is a group of about 20 and we'll have a pretty spectacular view of the race from about 30 yards from the back straight away. T
2007 Art Theme: The Green ManPeering outward from behind a mottled screen of vines and leaves, the Green Man does not speak or sleep; he waits. His meaning and his origins are largely lost to time — the Green Man wasn't named till 1939. We know, however, that this type of enigmatic figure was the work of artists, anonymous craftsman whose unsigned work adorns the crevices and walls of medieval cathedrals. This year we will appropriate the Green Man and the primeval spell he casts on our imaginations for a modern purpose. Our theme concerns humanity's relationship to nature. Do we, as conscious beings, exist outside of nature's sway, or does its force impel us and inform the central root of who and what we are?
Beginning with the advent of the modern age, we have regarded nature as a beast that we can tame. We have built levees to contain the rush of rivers and rebuff the ocean's swell; we have extracted oil from the earth to fuel the engines of our cars. We have constructed dams equipped with turbines that proj
Questions And ConfusionI'm not sure what to do anymore, things are becoming confusing to me and I don't know which way to turn or run for that matter. Details are not important here, I would rather keep those private unless you know me very well since joining CT.
These things take time, well that's what I've been told recently but I'm not one for taking my time, not on this matter anyways. Even though I'm moving on, it seems like the past enjoys hanging on to something that's not there anymore.
I know that I'm meant to move on, it's something I feel but cannot express due to him being nosy around here. I'm just not sure of what to do anymore.
I'm GuiltyI saw this blogg this morning when I was on for a few mins. The content of this blog has really been under my skin. If not logging on to cerrytap after spending 12 hours on the computer looking at HTML code makes you a bad friend, then I'm guilty. If spending time with your family who rarely gets a chance to see you makes you a bad friend then, I'm Guilty. But how many of my friends who have my personal or business emails have taken the time to drop a line
Need Entries!well.. its time for me to have a contest. send me a photo, it will run from friday the 27th to friday the 4th... (as long as i have 10 entries or more) lets see those best smiles!!!... urs, ur kids, ur b/fs or g/fs, it doesnt matter. let me know what pic u want to rip and ill rip it.. comment bombing is allowed. no downrating. that will not be tolorated. you may bomb urself. hell do it day and night! just get me a pic! the prizes are as follows and will be purchased during happy hour
1st corvette
2nd motorcycle
3rd diamond ring/mens bracelet/ or a plat cherry ur choice.
during my last contest i had enough to buy every1 a gift. if that happens and this goes well again, u will atleast get a little something.
HelloI want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon.
Pete
Fuck Everybody WinsI spent yesterday at the local county education fair since my stepson had 3 pieces of his artwork in as exhibits. Now I walk in and I see ribbons everywhere. Every single person who entered something in essence won. What a load of bullshit. Don't get me wrong, with the younger children that is fine let them have that ribbon and sense of accomplishment. But ya know once you start getting to the higher grades, especially HS for fuck's sake. I think the kids there can handle losing. This is yet another example of how as a society all of sudden the educators or the education system has decided to coddle the kids of future generations. Ya know cause god forbid one of them gets a bit upset cause he didn't draw as well as someone else. Some may call me jaded because growing up perhaps I didn't win a lot. I'm proud to say I actually did win things a fairly good percent of the time, from the Pinewood Derby in Cubscouts to Spelling Bees in school. And yes I've also lost a lot. Its sad
I Work Grvyrd So It's Not Always Easy.I work grvyrd so it's not always easy to keep up w/ responses and adds and rates me back, but I promise to do the best I can with the time I have to work with ok? Cherry love to all that want it, funtapper!
Dont Tell Me You Love MeDon't Tell Me You Love Me
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere
For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed
because of one small broken promise
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.
My CrushMy Crush
I have these feelings, deep inside
feelings that I have to hide
I don't know if he feels that way too
And I don't know what to do
When we're together, I feel uptight
When he's around I feel so right
I dream about what we can do
And all the things we can pursue
I yearn just to feel his touch
And when he leaves, I miss him so much
I want to feel his lips against mine
And feel our bodies intertwine
So for now I'll love him from afar
One day I'll express how special you are
So until then I will retain this rush
And until then I'll contain my crush.
This Is TerribleGas prices may brake Meals on Wheels
http://www.buffalonews.com/102/story/59341.html
By Maki Becker
NEWS STAFF REPORTER
Updated: 04/22/07 7:17 AM
Gas prices are back up to $3 a gallon, and among those hardest hit by the rising cost of fuel are the volunteers of Meals on Wheels.
“It’s really getting expensive now,” lamented Juanita Tillmon, 80, of Buffalo, who has been a volunteer with Meals on Wheels of Western New York for 27 years.
Living on a fixed income and taking care of her 103-year-old mother, Tillmon said she has had to resort to filling her gas tank with a little bit of gas every few days to make the most of her money.
Tillmon receives a small stipend from Meals on Wheels that helps cover some of the costs for delivering hot meals to two dozen homebound seniors five times a week. But she worries that the reimbursement won’t be enough if fuel prices keep edging up.
“I’ll continue until it gets to $4,” she vowed.
Tillmon’s situation is one s
Please ReadGod has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this!
Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Please help...
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I love you Melanie!
(repost of original by 'Tracy ( love my beautiful, amazing, loving, wife more than anything in this world! I love you Melani' on '2007-04-23 14:50:05')
Recking A Good ThingBass Pro deal likely to end up in court
Critics charge concept doesn’t fit historic theme
By Mark Sommer
Updated: 04/08/07 10:24 AM
Here we go again. The battle over how to develop Erie Canal Harbor has returned with a tentative agreement to locate a Bass Pro Outdoor World on the Central Wharf.
The result, critics predict, will now be what Buffalonians dread — more lawsuits and delays.
They say the tackle and hunting store — and four multitiered parking ramps to be built within one block of the site — will irrevocably alter the historic site’s authenticity and pedestrian-friendly ambience.
“There’s nothing wrong with putting Bass Pro on the water, but it is essentially a large suburban store being plopped down on the most historic urban site in the city,” said Richard Lippes, board member of the Preservation Coalition of Erie County.
But Larry Quinn of the Erie Canal Harbor Development Board, who negotiated the nonbinding, predevelopment agreement with busine
EveningJUST GOT THE KIDS TO BED, MY TIME TO SETTLE DOWN, HAVE A FEW DRINKS AND RELAX, IT IS SO NICE OUTSIDE I MIGHT JUST GO SIT ON THE BACK PORCH AND ENJOY... HOPE EVERY ONE HAS A GREAT NIGHT AND I'LL TALK TO Y'ALL SOON..
They Have Nothing Better To Do!YAHOO NEWS
FYI, 13yo skool grl is nu US txt mssg chmpN
NEW YORK (AFP) - It's a sport only for the fleet of thumb with a ruthless dedication to punctuation.
And while competitive text messaging may not have quite gained Olympic status, the hundreds of mostly teenagers who took part in the US championships in New York Saturday could think of little but the 25,000-dollar prize money.
Some 250 challengers shunned the warmest day of the year for a dark ballroom where they battled it out for a chance to take on the reigning West Coast champion, 21-year-old Eli Tirosh, for the title of US Texting Champion.
Contestants had to stand with their hands behind their backs until a bell sounded and a message appeared on an overhead screen. The winner was judged on whoever's message -- checked for exact punctuation -- reached the judges first.
The text tests ranged from "faster than a speeding bullet..." and "what we do in life echoes in eternity" to the less poetic "OMG, nd 2 talk a
Where Do I Go From Here?I joined sometime lastweek and I had no idea what I was doing!
I soon learned that to change levels you had to earn points. To earn points you can leave someone a comment and various other things!
I soon became obsessed with getting more and more cherry pointz! I'm only at a level two so com'mon peeps... bump me up by rating me and becoming my fan!!!!!
God Bless all who read this blog!
~Libby
Tonight Let Me Feed You Dessert Only,Don’t ask me what’s for dinner
when you come home from work.
Tonight let me feed you dessert only,
plucking strawberries from a bowl.
I’ll hold the fruit to your lips
relish your biting into the flesh
brush away the drop of juice from your chin
with my thumb suck suggestively before I
press raspberries into your right hand and
blueberries into your left curling your fingers
squeezing until the juice runs down your wrists.
I’ll slide my tongue along your palms
eating slowly the pulp from your offering
then invite you to kiss raspberry seeds from my mouth.
Kneeling, I’ll press more berries into your palms
watch you paint yourself in purple red and pink
a path for my tongue and mouth to follow.
Lead me to the places of yourself where
passion will bear its own fruits
flow with juices I’ll consume leaving you
fulfilled with no need of other sustenance.
Dinner can wait for another night.
Tonight is for dessert only
and you
Thorne...Am I your Thorne
on your finger
so insignificant,but bothersome
painful and disposable,
but hard to ignore..
-Azrael Mendez Torres-
Janet’s Vice Shop Aka Ktoc Coffee ShopJanet’s Vice Shop
aka
KTOC coffee shop
Open 2300-0800
(0800-2300 by appointment only)
Disclosure(s):
All Meth comes crystallized unless otherwise ordered
All drinks are enjoyed best with Nicotine
Decaf is unavailable an blasphemous
Menu:
Dirty Water (coffee: self service)
Selfish bastard (one shot of espresso)
Meth (Double shot of espresso)
Latte (Meth with cream)
Choco-Latte (Meth with Chocolate milk)
Banana-Latte (Meth with banana milk)
Straw-Latte (Meth with Strawberry milk)
Chocolate Meth (Choco-Latte with Cocoa added)
Monkey on Meth (Banana-Latte and Cocoa)
Smartass (Straw-Latte with cocoa)
Choco-gasm (Chocolate Latte with cocoa w/marshmallows)
Gay Monkey (Monkey on Meth with berry flavored cocoa)
Yo Yo YoRight on. Im hella new to this y'all so take your time with me and i'll get some photos up. Anyone know how? lmao i'll find a way yo! Peace
I Know It's RightI know it's right
I know it's ment to be
I keep faliing head over heals for you
More and more
I don't have to worry
i know you are falling too
I know this is right
I know it's ment to be
This is suppose to happen
I know you are right for me
I know I care about you
Youa re my dork
I am your care bear
I don't want to give up
I want us to try again
I know it's right
daon't ask me how
i just know I'm right for you
You are right for me
I just know it's right
"you Are Hereby Terminated..."Today I got fired from Gamestop after neglecting to inform customers about trade promotions at the end of each call. Not for cursing out a fellow employee, or for stealing merchandise, or for sexually harassing my boss. Right now....I just feel like the biggest fucking loser..wish I could bury my head in the sand... I’ve never been fired before today, so it took a toll on me...I’m still in fucking shock right now. Only good news is that the RadioShack next door might be hiring...and they pay better. So...we’ll fuckin see I guess...
Men And Women And The DifferencesUnderstanding Men and Women The most frequently expressed complaint women have about men is that men don’t listen. Ladies, when you talk to a man about what troubles you, it isn't that he isn't sympathetic or uncaring, but truly they don't always understand a woman and her views. There is nothing wrong in that, women are complicated and see things in varying shades and degrees. There are pinks, blues, reds etc. A man sees things simply....black white and grey. They have a tendency to be bewildered by women and our need for talking. If he offers a solution, we don't like, or offers no solution or suggestion, either way, he has messed up the way the man sees it. Either we
A. Reject his answer as ignorant or uncaring and/or get mad
B. See no response as meaning he is heartless and being a jerk and get mad.
Come on ladies, it's a catch 22 for the guys...give them a break. Whatever they do they live in fear of angering us, they get frustrated and stop trying to please us. Men are unsettl
Stuck In My HeadMe and the Mad Monkettes
~ World/Inferno Friendship Society
You’ve got it written on your face
And in the scars on your hands from all that
You could feel for a while
There was nothing worth knowing that couldn’t be
Be hidden or stolen
Anyway I got to be going
You better too
We shall bend in the wind
Like reeds knowing greedy get nothing
So dressed for the occasion
This is an invitation
Every time you, you walk the streets you
You feel the sound of every punk’s heartbeat
And every time the cops drive by
We smile and smile and smile and smile
Spending like a punk rocker on payday
At the monster dogs’ Christmas parade
Me and The Mad Monkettes we stop and wave
Here’s your conscience just in case you don’t have one
Rod Serling said, he said, “Gin and tonics all night long”
Let’s stop and wave
Spending like a punk rocker on payday
At the Village Halloween parade
Me and The Mad Monkettes we carry the day
Walking across that Williamsburg bridge, sir
Edward r. Mu
Stay At Home MomsI hadn't realized how hard a job it was to be a stay at home mom. The thing I miss most is the itneraction with all my co-workers. I'm getting the hang of planning my day so that I can feel like I accomplished something. It was really hard to let go of the feeling that there was so much to be done that I couldn't figure out what to start with. With each day it gets a little easier though.
Spring Cleaning!!Lets see who actually reads these things. I'm posting a bulletin as well, but...
I am going to be cleaning out my family, friends and such...
If you want to remain on my lists you'll reply to this if not you can kiss your ass goodbye from my list..
There is a very very very select few who this doesn't apply to and you should know who you are..
I give you all until Friday, then I'm going on a mass deleting spree.
True Story
SpidersA father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was.
Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes.
Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention.
He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating.
"Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked.
"They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked.
"That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered.
"So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked.
As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied:
"No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs".
The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment......... then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well, we're not having any of that gay shit in our garden."
YeltsinExcept for having to disagree with the description (practically. everywhere.) of his politics as "reform"-oriented (well, in an odd manner of speaking that makes the language groan and sob, I guess...), I will just report for those who don't know... and so as to have it noted here- that Boris Yeltsin, an important figure in Russia's history, died today Monday 4-23-2007.
(I only learned a few hours ago myself.)
Pop That Cherry Soni've been myspacing it up for a while now, and a cheap whore of a friend turned me on to cherrytap. this is my first blog, so here goes...
i'm 23, i live temporarily in westerly, ri with my mom and little brother. until last month, i was living in plainville, ct and working in middletown as a customer service manager for a toner distribution company. on march 9, i broke my goddamn ankle and was promptly thrown out of my house and my job taken from me. sweet, right? not so much. i needed surgery on my ankle, and i've been recooping at mom's since. you can say i have shitty luck - it won't hurt my feelings. i would have to agree. i'm looking for a job and home somewhere in the southeastern ct area, so holler if ya know something i don't. i need all the help i can get.
my best friend is a bitch named schmemily. she takes it deep. anally. with sand. i have a great network of friends here in sect that i've managed to hold onto by a thread and now i'm desperately trying to find pe
A Year Already!Well this wednesday will mark the one year anniversary of my dear Pop Pop's passing. Seems like it's been longer. I'm actually nervous about his service. It will be the first time I've actually sang in front of a crowd, since his passing. Guess when he died he took the song in my heart.
My pop pop was the reason I started singing in the first place, besides my uncle who has very successful band in Germany. Every single time I would walk thru the front door he would break into a chorus of "Just Call Me Angel". (Cause of him nick naming me Angel, well Engel to be exact.) I could have the worst day going and as soon as I would see him with his smile from ear to ear and hear that song, I couldn't help but have a better day. Seems like I haven't had to many since his passing where I've smiled. Everything just falls a part. Loved ones leave and family falls a part. It's true that once the people that hold the families together pass everything turns for the worst.
However, I
Texas SalesmanA young guy from Texas moves to California and goes to a big department store looking for a job. The manager says, "Do you have any sales experience?"
The kid says, "Yeah, I was a salesman back home in Texas." The boss liked the kid so he gave him the job.
"You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came down.
"How many sales did you make today?"
Kid says, "One."
Boss says, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale for?"
Kid says "$201,237.64."
Boss says "201,237.64?? What the heck did you sell?"
Kid says, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod.Then I asked him where he was going fishing and he said down at the coast, so I told him he was gonna need a boat; we went down to the boat department and
Older Dream About SomeoneAwakening in a silent room, you realize were not in a familiar place that you were used to waking up in. Feeling a slight chill you looked down at yourself and noticed you were only wearing an oversized black AFI T-shirt and nothing else. Feeling a sense of security when you finally recognized you were in my barracks room sleeping in my bed. Still somewhat groggy you pulled the dark blue blanket back up over your body and laid back down surrounded by pillows as you wondered where I was as you tried to drift back to sleep.
Seconds later the door popped open and I walked through giving you quite the startle. As I closed the door behind myself you saw I was carrying a bag and a couple of sodas from McDonalds.
I had a quick laugh when I saw your reaction to my coming through the door. “Jumpy?” I asked as you laid back down on the bed and closed your eyes for a second trying to adjust to the small amount of light filtering through the blinds.
“Meh.” you replied silently a
Life Knocks Ya Downno matter how much life knocks ya down ya gotta git back up an keep going or go crazy at least thats what i found in my life
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VERONICA I LOVE YOU MY BEST FRIEND MAY GOD BLESS YOU BYNDLES
ANGELA
UntitledI need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me.
xxx ~ Bob Cat
My LifeHELLO I'M HERE TO TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE. MY NAME IS ERIN I AM BI SEXUAL AND MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL SEXY MAN, MY JOE. WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 7 YEARS AND BEEN MARRIED 5. WE HAVE HAD OUR SHARE OF PROBLEMS BUT WE NEVER GIVE UP ON EACH OTHER AND AFTER A LONG BATTLE WITH MY BIPOLAR I AM FINALLY BACK TO THE SAME OLE ME AGAIN. THE ONE HE MET 7 YEARS AGO, AND I AM HAPPY TO SAY I LOVE HIM MORE NOW AFTER ALL HE'S DONE FOR ME AND PUT UP WITH. WE HAVE 2 WONDERFUL KIDS TOGETHER. TREY IS 5, AND MY MAZY IS 2. THEY ARE THE GREATEST KIDS IN THE WORLD. A LITTLE NERVE RACKING SOMETIMES BUT THEY ARE AWESOME. I AM BLESSED TO HAVE A WHOLE BUNCH OF FRIENDS. I PUT 2 OF THEM THROUGH HELL THIS YEAR WHILE I WAS BATTLING WITH MY BIPOLAR AND FOR THAT I AM TRULY SORRY GIRLS.(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE).. I LIVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND MY FAMILY AND I OWE HIM THE WORLD. I AM HOPING ONE DAY TO BE ABLE TO REPAY HIM FOR ALL HE HAS DONE. WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW. KEEP SMILING, KEEP SHI
Just When I Thought Rock Bottom Had Been Achieved . . .I am convinced, WHOLEHEARTEDLY, that someone put the bad juju on me . . .
Just when I thought my life had hit rock bottom with the death of another friend a little over a week ago, I received an interesting little e-mail today from someone I never met informing me of something very disturbing about a man who is, rather WAS, a very large and important part of my life. Let's just say it seems I have been playing the idiot for quite sometime now . . . pretty much since last Summer.
As has become the norm, I cried a great deal today. I am done with that right now as I am convinced I have no more tears left to cry. As always, I have regained my composure (Thank you Slappy!) and I know that I will get past this YET AGAIN. My friends don't need to say anything . . . I will be quite fine . . . I always manage to be.
The song playing on my profile says it all . . .
Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain
I swear I'll never, ever wait again
You gave me your word..but words
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4-23-07 AstrologyWhy not strike out in a different direction if you want to fulfill your true potential? Your integrity and values demand so much more than you're giving. It may be scary at first, but it'll be worth it in the end.
Sexology 101-my First Storyhttp://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=278955
Well today I helped co-write my first literotica story. with my wife kiss.
www.cherrytap.com/kissmygrits
Check it out if you enjoy well written adult literature. We have named this one "sexology 101" we intend on creating an entire series out of this, based around a couple that learns new experiences sexually with each other.
Let us know what you think!! We would love to hear from you
Lata
Word Man
How Many Can U Remember???1. What did Mother Goose ride through the air on??
2. What did Little Bo Peep lose??
3.Who did the black sheep have 3 bags of wool for??
4.What was Little Miss Muffet eating??
5.What did Jack and Jill go up the hill to fetch??
6.Where did the old woman with so many children live??
7.How many blackbirds were baked in a pie??
8.Whose nose did the blackbird snap off??
9.What 3 men were in the tub??
10.What could Jack Sprat NOT eat??
11.What did Old King Cole call for??
12.In Pat a Cake, what do you mark the cake with??
13.What did the Pussycat find under the Queens chair when he went to London??
14.What does the third little piggy do??
15.What did Humpty Dumpty sit on??
16.In Hickory Dickory Dock what ran up the clock??
17.What are little boys made of??
18.Where was little boy blue??
19.What did the three little kittens lose??
20.What did peter peter pumpkin eater put his wife in??
21.What did Little Jack Horner put in his Christ
Smiling DreamsSmiling dreams
the way of the wild heart still speaks
Same soul many bodies
the power of now
On this day safe haven
Grace eventually, the thought of faith
Starting now your best life begins now
Spritual pride progress
I gave back time
In a life that never ends
Beyond Belief
Amplified is the dreams
And the rebrith of spirit is true
It doesn't interest me, what you do for
a living
I want to know what you ache for
Show me your dreams
Lick your lips and tell my your lifes story
As I will to you
Peaceful warrior a dream can be
disappearance of the universe is a nightmare
A souls flight and huanted places
Is lieing to onself
Pause reset the mind
A smile dreams
Yes, smiling dreams
Forever
I'm Sorry....please BelieveI'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
that your last man treated you like shit
and i am sorry again that you now cannot tr
Good AdviceLife always brings problems. We really can’t live without them.
And so it helps to shift our perspective. We can stop trying to avoid the problems. We can stop feeling victimized by what’s happening. Instead, we can consciously work with the challenge of the moment to learn more about ourselves and the world. When we make this shift in attitude, we discover ourselves to be strong and powerful.
Every lesson is a widening and deepening of consciousness. It is a stretching of the mind beyond its conceptual limits and a stretching of the heart beyond its emotional boundaries. It is a bringing of unconscious material into consciousness, a healing of past wounds, and a discovery of new faith and trust.
-- Paul Ferrini
*sigh*my cats are killing a mouse :( and i am sad..and i dont even like it..the poor mouse is ripped open and still alive...*cries* poor thing...
xXx
25 Signs That You've Grown Up For Good1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator.
6 You watch the Weather Channel.
7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up."
8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next
door won't turn down the stereo.
11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.
14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers.
15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
16. You take naps.
17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the
Novice MasterThis is a strange topic but it is close to my heart, I am a novice Master, and I greatly want to learn from a real Master, but until then I will just continue reading on the subject, and for those of you who think that Masters and Slaves are sick understand it is a deeper emotional and physical relationship that just meer dating and thats what I want something more than just love, that and I want the control. I mean to know you are giving someone what they truly crave, and knowing they are doing like wise to you just thrills me, even though it may confuse some of you I am not here to question your lives, and don't want you questioning mine.
Self...I walked many miles
Carrying uncountable false faces
One I held true all the while
Takes me to dark places
I waited for others to send rescue
Praying for miracles unsent
In my hand was blood untrue
Blaming myself I never attempted to vent...
Little InfoI am 27 and have 2 kids am seperated and looking for someone who is real and honest no games. I am very open and blont so if you ask i will tell you i am a open book. I am not into drugs and i don't drink if you wanna know more just ask. i am on yahoo messanger most the time.
Hometown CelebrityI'm walking down the street today, and I'm passing by all those plastic yellow newspaper stands when I find one that intrigued me. So I took one out, and i realize i recognize the cover shot. I assisted with it at this studio i intern at. Sure enough I open up the front cover and behold my name! Ah it was exciting. Nothing that extraordinary, but it was for me. :) Hopefully there will be more issues to come with my name in it.
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Kevin@ CherryTAP
PLEASE GO SHOW KEVIN SOME LOVIN HIS BIRTHDAY IS APRIL 24TH HE IS A SWEETIE
Ok More....Well the first guy and i have been talking and he really opend up to me. He explained everything to me and now i understand and it just made everything harder. I wnat him back so bad, i crave for his touch again but i talked to the other guy and he finaly opened up to me to. im lost in my own delema. I want both of them but that will only get me in deeper. i am still deciding. ill keep it posted! lots a luv!
Running Through LifeSometimes we move around to fast.
We don't see what is so vast.
Speeding around all the time.
We forget what is so sublime.
Do we really stop and smell the roses?
Or is it that we actually don't see past our noses?
Is it shame that keeps us from funning?
Why do we seem to go through life running?
Shattered DreamsWe all have some kind of dream.
Some how a few get shattered it seems.
Some float away like clouds in the sky.
Others end as a gleam in the eye.
Although there are some that come true.
When will some get what is due?
Is anyone really sure what they want?
Some do seem to show what they flaunt.
Even through the down falls, some do it seems.
Becareful you don't end up with shattered dreams
Time We Are GivenWe knw a smile can be shared.
We know life can be spared.
A helping hand is always welcomed.
So why do we get bummed?
Care for those who need it
Your mood is not so hard admit it.
So what do we do with this life we life in?
How do we spend the time we are given?
What's In A Name?Somany times we just say our name.
So many is there but are they really the same?
We just say our name but is there pride?
Some are slim but some are wide.
So do tell is there any real shame?
Truely what is in a name?
Have we looked into it's history.
There is and was not any mystery?
Why ? The Awnsers Are Never The Same :)why when the lights go out all the world seems to vanish with it?
why when someone tells you they love you so much, do they hurt you just as much?
why when a heart beats blood rushes all over?
why when that same heart feels as if to bleed when broken but truly never does?
why is it when you tell something deep , are we all ignored and pushed aside?
why is it when i say i love you , i feel as if i wasent heard?
why when i show i love you , its not repaid?
why is it that im the only one asking when all of you think it ?
This Highway Called LifeWe as the human race.
We know of time and space.
As we travel this wide road.
None of us are really in the same mode.
We all in the beginning try to find ourselves.
So many times we do put to much on our shelves.
Even though its tough it won't last, pain or strife.
We all travel this highway called life.
Bound In ChainsSitting in a room alone a man thinks.
Lower and lower in dispare he sinks.
Not realising happiness awaits.
Thinking loneliness is his fate.
Seeing friend find what he seeks.
The smile of those in his mind he keeps.
He seems to only feel bound in chains.
He longs for wind to blow his hair around.
He enjoys it feeling his like a horse's main.
Just if someone would come to him unbound
HummmmmmmmmmmmmmFUCK IT SHORTY IS THE SEXIEST OF THE SEXY GOT A BRO ALL HORNY AND SHIT MAMI IS THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH IS NO LIE DAMN SHE IS SOOOOOOOO FLY.LOOKING LIKE A MILLION DOLLAR BILL SEX APPEAL UNREAL HOW CAN ONE WOMAN BE SO HOTTTTTT DAMN SHE HAS A LOT TO OFFER THAT IS NOT JUST HER SEX APPEAL SHE IS A THINKER,A WINNER IN EVERY WAY LOOKS,CLASS, VERY NICE ASS OPPS MY BAD DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD SHIT IF I WAS HER MAN PLEASE BELIEVE I WOULD BE PROUD.SHE CAN'T EVEN COOK BUT SHE CAN READ A BOOK ARE EVEN WRITE ONE,LOOK MAMA IS A GODDESS JUST ABOUT 5'2 A DEFINITE HOTTIE PRETTY EYES, BEAUTIFUL SMILE WITH THE ULTIMATE BODY DID I MENTION SHE IS A HOTTIE,WISH I WAS AS LUCKY AS HE IS CAUSE HE HAS WON THE PRIZE HE GET'S TO LAY WITH HER AND STARE INTO THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES DAMN WHAT A LUCKY GUY.TREAT HER RIGHT BRO CAUSE IF YOU FUCK UP AND TRIP THE NEXT WORDS YOU WILL HEAR WILL BE HUMMMMMMMMM I WONDER WHERE SHE IS.......HUMMMMMMM
Hellohello is a normal thing we all say
hello is a form of introductions
hello is a part of everyones life
hello is a way to awnser a phone
hello is a small drip within our lives
do you know how many times you said hello today?
Stars Of NightStars are the light.
Sometimes we only see these at night.
The star we stare at in the sky.
Sometimes birds may at night fly.
Stars can make so many smile.
We watch them all the while.
Either on a grassy hill.
Or while lying in bed still.
Yes we all enjoy this beautiful light.
Its just so beautiful, the stars of night.
Life's RichesFamily and friends, children and pets.
Sometimes it was the people we met.
Life sure does have it's little riches.
One by one we do count our wishes.
We should all be thankful for it all.
It doesnt matter the size big or small.
We should be glad to have each of them.
If we smile our life doesnt seem so dim
Short ComingsWe all have short comings.
Some just write it off as bummings.
None of us are perfect.
So our hearts we protect.
The lines we write of our lives.
Most do tell of our strives,
Yes short comings we all do have.
To the cuts of life we wish to apply sauve.
Life Is FunLife is fun if you let it be.
What's out there is for us to see.
Friends and family can be a joy.
Sometimes it can be lonely for a boy.
Yes it can be the same for a girl.
Thats why we need to be throughrow.
Life can be very fun.
Even if its just being in the sun.
FeelingsWhat are feelings true?
How do we really know the cue?
Are they always the same?
Why shuold we feel the shame?
True feelings are yours to know.
Its up to you whereth or not to show.
theres no reason to be scared.
Sometimes if we do our feelings share.
We find something new.
If it is one for us to be true.
So smile your day will come.
True feelings will be, so dont be so glumb.
My Pissed Off Rant......and The Person Know Who He/she Is...all Others...no Worriesyou know....it does not seem to matter how many fucking nice things i do for some people...and they want to see the fucking worst in me...So...U know what...If you cant take a joke...then fucked get off my page and go to hell.....
PI is so god damn right...I am to fucking nice and I am tired of being used...I do everything i can and yet I get shit on...So guess what...NO MORE...DONT ASK...I WONT DO IT.
Good nite
Di
How?How does one know a feeling?
How do we keep things from spilling?
How is it we must acheive a goal?
How is it we put to much in our bowl?
How far must we really go?
How do we know if it is what we sow?
How do we seem to tell?
How is it we do not yell?
In time it will show, but not now.
We are always asking how, how, how
Peaked With InterestThe things we do in life.
Is it for show or strife?
The interest of others we may peak.
Sometimes its what we do, not speak.
Some actions speak louder than words.
But some of those are smaller than birds.
So truely what do we really seak?
Clothing or jewelery? Or something sheak?
More often than not its hooking interest.
That of others is what we seek atleast.
Sharing, Learning, CaringDoes time stand still when we share?
Sometimes it reminds us of a grumping bear.
To know each other, do we really learn?
Or is it what we want? What is the concearn?
Sometimes we do to much caring.
We really should be learning about sharing.
Maybe if we all would open our eyes.
Then the blue we might really see of the skies.
Standing Alone AgainAlone I stand on a mountain top.
Once in a while I look down.
I think to myself what a drop.
I've looked all around now.
Not sure if I've heard a sound.
So my eyes dart all around.
I see shades come and go.
Every now and then I like to see a show.
Siuncing once again something is near.
I can tell it is nothing to fear.
Not wanting to be alone.
What's that? A rock doesn't groan.
Now I see it is you my friend.
are you in need of something I can lend?
If not why are you here?
it's the noices that I hear.
Where did you go? you there?
How can I grow? What do I share?
Feeling The CallOnce in a while we feel something calling to us.
Our minds race with thought, it can confuse.
Though we cant make out what it is, its a fuss.
Sometimes its needy, sometimes its a muse.
Maybe we show it, maybe we dont at times
We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it.
It still calls to us, it could start calling with a rhyme.
We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it.
We might search from the mountains to the sea.
There are only times we wonder and just sit.
The call could be just a walk in the park.
It isnt always the same for each of us, it could be sad.
Sometimes it comes in the bright or maybe the dark.
It could be happy, exciting, joyful, or even glad.
Thus of which I speak, is a wild kind of squal.
Most try to put in the back of their minds.
We all know what it is, I mean the call.
So when its calls make sure its not on the road that winds.
Love Is ALove is a fairytail, it only exsists for those who can have it.
Love is a dream that is elusive, makes one think when they sit.
Love is a game to some who only want to play.
Love is a place only for some for a time to stay.
Love is a fantascy which fades from sight.
Love is a failing dream that wavers in the night.
Love is said to rein in abundance, only for a time.
Love is a prelude, it makes people feel better in a rhyme.
Love seems to make one think they are stronger then they are.
But once your heart is broken by this thing called Love its a burnt star.
Seeing Our Family AgainAs we sit and watch the sun set,the eyes of a loved are being closed.
Time stands still it seems for those of us left behind,but smile for one day they will be there for us to once again find.
Things dont always be what we want them to, but if we hold on and ejoy and be happy they will help us though.
So when life has us downin the pits, look up and you will see even through the smallest slits.
He holds us all good and bad,
So be happy its not all sad.
A Little Consideration Would Be Nice....my neighbor and friend went to play volleyball tonight and asked if i could watch her son.. since her son and mine are both 4 yrs old and are friends... i didn't mind. she said she'd be done around 9:30... its now 11pm. so i called her.. and she is out drunk w/ her man at applebees and said to just put him to bed here...
i found it kinda rude.. considering she didn't even ask me to keep him, and the fact that she's drunk is the reason she's not getting him... now i gotta get up at 6:30 when i shouldn't have to so she can get him, and get to work in time...
am i the only one who finds this a little inconsiderate on her part?? and furthermore....
men have been a little inconsiderate to me lately too... they talk to me as if i'm just sumthin to look at instead of a person... is there anyone left out there who's capable of having a conversation these days.... who's interested in something meaningful but can have "fun" and "flirt" at the appropriate times...
dont' get me wr
Eagles, Wolves, And UsEAGLES, WOLVES, AND US
Eagles may fly high above the earth,
and have great sight to see the land below.
The earth with all its sight and sounds, for there is only more for them to see and know,
They feel the wind beneath their wings as they
glide, along the skies that are blue and lite by the sun.
Time is slow and easy as they look and listen, for them it seems like a world apart from the world we know as human beings that it seems like fun.
Wolves run to and fro looking for a place to sleep,or maybe a bite to eat, yet they are taken care of.
Things we take for granted they delight in knowing, life isn't about what we have, but rather the things we find.
So when the time comes for us to say our goodbye,
the pain is great for the sorrow is so hard it makes our heart twist with tears of memories that make us cry.
So before our friends and family can leave us to far away, we need to tell them how we feel don't leave it as though they know, say it to them before the day
Loves Wild RideLove will give you a wild ride, a chance to see the unknown.
Strange things will happen when this book in life is shown.
From eyes that sparkle, to hearts that grow will this feeling.
A wonderful world opens, your heart grows from floor to ceiling.
Life takes on a new meaning, Bringing out things not seen before.
Your eyes grow wide with passion, it grows all the more.
Your mind races wuth thoughts, of who, when, what, and where.
Sometimes your mind is blamk, its hard to find what to wear.
Gifts you think of, ones you wouldn't think before to buy.
And the beauty you see, there may be no words to so you only sigh.
Your dreams are filled with things you havent imagened before.
A voice in your head tells you to jump and run to the store.
Flowers here maybe some candy there, aww a cute little teddy bear.
These feelings in your heart you want to share, from heart shaped baloons to crystals filled with smow flakes.
Oh and the card cant foget that, wrapped boxes th
Your All I Think AboutAs I sit in my room at night, it seems so lonely with out you.
I sit and watch the sunrise, watching as the dark blue skies, give way to those of light blue.
I wonder what your dreaming about, my thoughts lost in thinkinf of a beautiful angel.
With eyes of blueish green, hair I love to run my fingers through and smooth each tangle.
I think back as i watch you sleep so peacefully,
I smile thinking here is something I has only dreamed about.
From the roof tops and the mountains tops I just want to shout.
Your my lady, the one I think about.
My mind slips away with only you.
to know our love is strong and stought, your all I think about.
Something SillySomething Silly you say, you want to laugh alright. Sit back put your feet up, get ready to hold on tight.
Grab a soft drink or something heavy with a straw, lets hope the cards dont go by fast on the draw.
A clown that frowns, or a bird that cracks up, oh now thats just down right out silly now get a cup.
A few giggles, snirts with some laughs and hoots, hey look at the clown the one with the big boots.
Watch him stumble about, he looks funny, becareful of that on the ground it may not be money.
What did u step in, eww its melted gum, see how them people slip, they may fall on their bum.
Oh look how cute, that dog looks like its dancing, wow that pony is moving around like its prancing.
Something silly you? A laugh to brighten your day.
The Journey (a Poem)The Journey
I can smell the sweetness,
the nectar of god-like beings;
their sanctuary calling me.
Limitless consumption,
my body craves the bosom
of sedated knowledge.
Lost in confusion,
my thoughts are adrift within
realms of twilight and the
lies it tells.
I ride the waves to the land beyond,
the tide carrying me farther
until I can no longer see the edge
of reality, its blinding coldness
just a memory etched upon my soul.
© Lizette Sinclair 2007
If You Can See More Than The StaffWhats wrong with this? I can only see out of left eye because i have a weird thing where my left eye overpowers my right eye and I can read the sign. How else do they want a salute? Tits out and pussy spread? I know thats a lie because my male friend got his approved without that stuff! If the staff is blind then they don't fucking need to be on here!
Am I Really A Sub?OK just cause I got a couple of emails about it I thought I would post this.
Am I Submissive?
I Don't Like Pain and Punishment
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Confusing Terms
One of the most common things a new submissive has questions about is the "pain and punishment" category. Most of this confusion stems from the combining of the various groups found in the lifestyle into one large group called BDSM. Within the term BDSM we have at least three major factions, all with different needs and motivations. Perhaps breaking it down into BD, D/s and SM will make things a bit clearer.
· BD - Bondage and Discipline - There's not much of a mystery here.
The Deviant's Dictionary defines it as: Sometimes B/D, B&D. Bondage and Discipline. Sometimes used interchangeably with SM but more strictly referring to practices involving bondage and role-playing or humiliation but little or no pain. Sometimes thought to stand for Bondage and Domination, but see also DS
Feed The Bombs!GOT NOTHING TO DO?
PLEASE HELP HER WITH COMMENTS..
SHE HELPED ME WITH SOME STUFF I NEEDED
THANKS
~tIMMY~~
I WillI will hold you when you are scared.
I will hold you and listen when you cry and just need to talk.
I will be there when you just need a friend.
I will be there for you even when you don't need me because regardless you actually do need me.
I will love you unconditionally even when you think you don't deserve it.
I will hold onto to that big secret and carry it to my grave.
I will hold your hand in public or just wherever we are.
I will walk along the beach with you while we talk.
I will sit and just watch movies all night and cuddle up on the couch with you.
I will be there with you forever because no matter what you mean everything to me.
I will be next to you every night holding you tightly.
I will always be honest with you because you deserve it.
I will take care of you when you are ill.
I will be everything you need me to be forever and always.
A ThoughtA person can take away the love from a relationship and make it less than it was. A friend can take the trust and closeness away from a friendship and make it less than it was. But no one can make us less of a person, only we can do that to ourselves, by giving them the ability or the control over us. Believe in yourself, be happy with yourself, and no one can take away who you are.
Do I Have To Buy My Slutty Secretary A Gift?A coincidence that National Lingerie Week and National Administrative Professionals Week (Secretary's Week) is the same week? I don't think so.
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As Long As Your ThereCan't count the miles,
you're away from me.
Can't count the moments,
you're so close to me.
Never thought my heart would sound this beat,
but heart and thoughts were incomplete :
You were not there.
How can this be wrong ?
This feeling deep inside, so strong.
In God's hands, we will share our heart.
It never ends, over and over again, a new start.
Never knew life could be so tender . . .
To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . . .
Now that you are there.
Heart and soul
body and mind
silence and sound
to you I send it all
sweet and kind
with love all around
Never thought I could feel this way, this way
loved, blessed and sheltered
loving, blessing and sheltering,
day after day after day,
As long as you are there
If I Could Make A Wish...If I could make a wish
And have it last forever and a day,
I would take you in my arms
And this is where I'd stay..
For there's no one else I know
That holds my heart like you,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll realize this is true.
If I could make a wish
Your lips would be on mine,
I'd slowly sip and savor you
Like only the finest wine.
For there's no one else I know
That gives me so much pleasure,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll see that you're my treasure.
If I could make a wish
Our bodies would unite,
There's nothing I'd love more
Than making love all night.
For there's no one else I know
Who gives me passion like you do,
And I know someday, baby,
All my wishes will come true.
If I could make a wish
I'd start by making things right,
I'd take away all your doubts,
And hold you through the night.
For there's no one else I know
That means as much you see,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll learn to trust in me.
If I could make a wish.
It would be
Competetive Eating!IFOCE (International Federation of Competitive Eating) proudly recognizes my main man, Patrick Bertoletti, who set an Atlanta record for eating 33 hot dogs in record setting time.
Mr. Bertoletti was flanked by the finest assemblage of eaters ever to compete in Atlanta, making this win all the more impressive. Though his work will be cut out for him in the coming days if he hopes to break the current record of 49 hot dogs in under 12 seconds when he competes at "The Nathan's Famous Fourth of July International Hot Dog-Eating Contest" in which the finest eaters in the world will fight for one of 20 spots in the most celebrated sporting event of the year. Each contestant hopes to bring home the coveted Mustard Yellow International Belt; competitive eating's greatest prize. (Akin to The Master's green jacket of golf, or the Vince Lombardi trophy to football) Like 2005's contest, the event will be televised as a live, one-hour broadcast on ESPN. "We are thrilled to offer this spirited e
Me SickTURNS OUT ... I REALLY AM SICK. I have pneumonia. I think that is how it is spelled.
I thought it was just a chest cold.
Just letting know not sure I will be around the next couple of days.
Kisses all over!
K,L & SLA
All My FriendsMake sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
(Most importantly the last sentence)
There once was a little boy who had a bad
temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his
temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence. The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all. He told his father
about it and the father suggested that the
boy now pull out one nail for each day that
he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
were gone. The father
Develish DesiresEmbracing lustrous desires
Falling into a pit of dark emotional ties
I don't want to look into your eyes
Trapped within my own disguise
Taunting me, seducing me
When you touch me physically
I react seductively
Blinded, can't you see
Venomous poison injected with blood
Sexually arousing me, causing a flood
All for the sake of finding false love
Determined to leave and break free from this drug
ReflectionEach time I see the upside down man
Standing in the water,
I look at him and start to laugh,
Although I should't oughtter,
For maybe in another world,
Another time,
Another town,
Maybe HE is right side up
And I am upside down.....
Shel.S
Brown ChristmasFertile sun whips through
lifeless plants marked
by winter, summer skies
brushed with numbing winds.
Window shades block the sun,
lines demarcating white walls.
Mother Nature sleeps, her lips
pressed firmly together.
Mountains rise to block the city
in a time warp of pine
and ornaments. Blinking
lights distract a driver,
colorful trees set aflame,
cheap gifts betrayed
in snowless streets. Dried
leaves scrape against
the cheeks of autumn.
As ruby red dies to brown,
I watch the rewind of spring
to winter, to this: frozen
rain pounding from smirking
skies. Every breath hatches
fog, and the city falls into place.
Will autumn's cold ever rise into
a newly born world?
True.....i Think??? LolA Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.
She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.
The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."
The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes.
Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!"
The woman said, "That's okay."
For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.
The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to".
The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful Woman and he will have eyes only for me."
So, KAZAM-she's the mos t beautiful Woman in the world!
For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.
The frog said, "That will make your husband the
The J. Geils Band "love Stinks"Artist: The J. Geils Band Lyrics
Song: Love Stinks Lyrics
You love her
But she loves him
And he loves somebody else
You just can't win
And so it goes
Till the day you die
This thing they call love
It's gonna make you cry
I've had the blues
The reds and the pinks
One thing for sure
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
Two by two and side by side
Love's gonna find you yes it is
You just can't hide
You'll hear it call
Your heart will fall
Then love will fly
It's gonna soar
I don't care for any casanova thing
All I can say is
Love stinks
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
I've been through diamonds
I've been through minks
I've been through it all
Love stinks
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yea
Im Not Sure Who Wrote This But Ive Had It Since I Was Younger And Still Love It.Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.
It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Do not set your goals by what people deem important, only you know what is best for you.
Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future, by living your life one day at a time you live all the days of your life.
Do not give up when you still have something to give, nothing Is really over until the moment u stop trying.
It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other, so do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking changes that we learn how to be brave.
Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find, the quickest way to receive love is to give love.
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it to tightly.
Do not dismiss your dreams, to be without dreams, is to be without hope, to be without hope is to be without purpose.
Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you h
Can't You SeeCan't you see what she's doing
Has she clouded your mind?
She's been doing this for weeks
Have can you be so blind?
Everyone else has noticed
How can you be the only one
Who can't see what she's up to
Or has she already won
She's done it all before
And she's doing it again
I know you don't want to believe it
Cos you see her as a friend
She was my friend too
That's why this hurts so much
But she just can't leave you alone
She always has to touch
Whenever we get time alone
She finds a way to talk to you
She flirts whether I'm there or not
I don't know what to do
You don't look at her that way
So you don't see what I see
It's not that you're really stupid
It's just your devoted to me
Honey, you know I trust you fully
Cos I love you with all my heart
But please just make her go away
Before she tears us apart
Happiness IsThe things that make me happy
Are sometimes hard to find
Like finding a 4 leaf clover
Like being in the perfect place at the perfect time
Wishing on a falling star
The things that make me happy
Are sometimes hard to reach
Wishing only to hold
Wanting only to touch
Desperate and bring me farther and father
From happiness
The things that make me happy
Are sometimes hard to see
Like seeing through a fog
A fog of distrust
What I see is not what it seems
And simplicity is all but to simple
Make more and more of everything till I look through a fog
A fog of illusion, were I see more with my eyes closed
Sometimes the things that make me happy
Are right beneath my nose
Discovering a once hidden treasure is sweet blessings
Were wishes and luck
All come true in one moment
Like finding you
Sometimes the things that make me happy
Are held in my hands, in my touch
Like kisses
Like hugs
Like us
Sometimes the things that make me happy
Are all to clear
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His LoveHis love is like Ecstasy
i get sweet chills every time he sits next to me
he's the one i call just to say i love you
he's my every thing when life is blue
the way he kisses my lips so sweet
I get butterflies in my stomach every time we meet
soft hands caress my every curve
If i didn't know better I'd call this love
What god sent me is an angel from above
A caramel mixed piece of heaven
that represents a dove
A dove who brings hope and joy to my life
I'll call him my king if he calls me his wife
Living in a fairytale you're all i ever dreamed of
What I'd do without you... i couldn't even think of
When your soft lips collapse upon my breasts
I scream out love and allow you to do the rest
No one could understand pleasure until they've felt you tender kiss
My mind strays far...... amid a cloud of bliss
Slowly making your way down and within
Fantasies erode as I call out
Mark Baby, you're my king.
...... so yea this wun will remain incomplete f
Through The RainEyes locked, hands held tight.
The drops gently fall,
The rain brings them closer.
She breaks their embrace and looks to the sky
as raindrops fall to her face.
His arms circle her waist,
and she closes her eyes.
Her head falls back,
the wind caresses her face.
The problems held inside of her disappear for that one moment,
and as they walk hand in hand
through the pouring spring rain.
She whispers "I love you."
As her words echo over the grassy field,
and the never ending grey sky,
Peace fills her, body and soul,
and she hears his answer,
Clear and distinctive as the gentle tapping of the rain.
"I love you too."
My First TimeIt was my first time ever
And I'll never forget
I'd do it again
Without a single regret.
The sky was dark
The moon was high
We were all alone
Just she and I.
Her hair was soft
Her eyes were blue
I knew just what
She wanted to do.
Her skin so soft
Her legs so fine
I ran my fingers
Down her spine.
I didn't know how
But I tried my best
I started by placing
My hands on her breast.
I remember my fear
My fast beating heart
But slowly she spread
Her legs apart.
And when I did it
I felt no shame
All at once
The white stuff came.
At last it's finished
It's all over now
My first time ever
At milking a cow...
You're Like A PencilYou're Like A Pencil
Did you know that you are like a pencil?
Here's how:
1. Like a pencil, you can correct your mistakes.
You can't change the past, but you can rectify it.
And though you can't erase history, you can erase
guilt and anger with forgiveness.
2. Like a pencil, painful sharpening can serve to
make you better. Your difficult times can actually
sharpen your skills or shape you into the person
you were meant to be.
3. Like a pencil, you can do great things when you
allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand.
4. Like a pencil, you can leave your mark whenever
possible. That is what you're here for -- to leave your
mark. It may be in small ways, it may be in the lives
of people you have touched or nurtured, but you must
leave something good behind whenever you can.
5. Like a pencil, it is what is on the inside that matters.
Whether it is understanding or intolerance, love or
bitterness, peace or unrest, kindness or self-
centeredness, hope or
Confused...You ever get that feeling of loneliness? Wonder where life is gonna lead you? Wonder if there is such a thing as total happiness? Wonder if your gonna be alone for the rest of your life? Confused by your own emotions? thoughts? emptiness?
These are just a few things that seem to be going through my head lately. I really only think about these things a lot when i'm upset. Most people would call it depression (which it most likely is) but right now its a lot of just loneliness.. I miss my daughter so much, when she's home with me i have something to look forward to every day. But because of whats going on in my personal life (which is all my ex's fault) she is safe and happy 500 miles away from me at my mom's house. I miss her soooo much, sucks coming home to an empty quiet house.
Have you ever thought you loved someone so much that you did everything to please that person. Sacrificed doing what that person wanted, said what you knew would make them happy but never really being
Garbage "i Would Die For You"I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine
I would cry for you
I would cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear
I will pray for you
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin'
You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me
Violate all the love that I'm missin'
Throw away all the pain that I'm livin'
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sink ships for you,
Take t
Seeing You.... and every time i see you after a long separation, i think it's going to be so weird, and it never is, it's so easy to just fall back into "us"... and i never thought i would see you, i really thought you'd bail on me today (thanks for not doing that!) ...and every song i hear reminds me of you... god you smelled so good today and your hair felt so soft and i just wanted to keep you with me... and my heart is in shreds and i don't know what i'm supposed to do and all i know is that when i'm with you i never want to be anywhere else....
A Storie To RememberHis touch was amazing, Like the sun wrapping me in it's warmth....My skin, oh how, my skin weakend with every brush of his flesh untill I melted in his arms...
He flowed through me as a midnight summers wind so strong it steals my breath...
His will overpowering mine, the wanting of giving into this ecstasy that he so needlingly offers..
I wraped my body around his, to feel him deeper within this light of selflessness ...his world into mine...such music we made....
The song of morning came ringing in with a mystifing glow of gold....Our bodies lay still as a peacful slumber comes creeping to hold us in her glory..... so we may find each other again with rested eyes.
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