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Love In A Mental Hospital
Love in a Mental Hospital Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving th

Fake Pics
Wtf is up with all these ppl posting pics that aren't of them, then they go and post salutes. How fucking lame to post pics of other ppl just to get ratings. Do they really think ppl don't see that their main pic isn't them. Yeah I know my first blog and I'm ranting, but yeah it's my blog so I'll write wtf I want

My Perfect Day
my Idea perfect day....I would awaken to fresh air and a beautiful dawn with the sound of waves crashing beneath my window and the love of my life beside me. I`d appreciate at least an hour of quiet time then awaken her with a kiss that would slowly deepen into something more passionate. (Miraculously, neither of us would have morning breath.) After several -censored- minutes, we`d jump in the huge two-person bath with loads of bubbles and two loofahs our hair would not be an issue because...well, just because it`s my perfect day. After more -censored- minutes, during which we`d get very, very clean. We`d bundle up in freshly laundered fluffy white terry cloth robes and have breakfast in front of a nice fire that just takes the chill off. we prepare maybe waffles, maybe some fruit, cream cheese and toasted bagels, and peach mimosas. We`d read the morning paper and tell each other about the good parts. After which we`d get dressed and go meet a couple of friends to hang out with for the

Who Remembers This Song??
Rupert Holmes lyrics, Escape (The Pina Colada Song) lyrics I was tired of my lady, we'd been together too long. Like a worn-out recording, of a favorite song. So while she lay there sleeping, I read the paper in bed. And in the personals column, there was this letter I read: "If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain. If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape. I'm the lady you've looked for, write to me, and escape." I didn't think about my lady, I know that sounds kind of mean. But me and my old lady, had fallen into the same old dull routine. So I wrote to the paper, took out a personal ad. And though I'm nobody's poet, I thought it wasn't half-bad. "Yes, I like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. I'm not much into health food, I am into champagne. I've got to meet you by tomorrow noon, and cut through all this red tape. At a bar called O'Malley's, where we'll plan

Alone
I reach my hand out in the dark to find your not there i look and search for you and yet i feel no one there i cry and plea for your comfort and where may it roam ask to only be answered by the silent dawn alone i break for your my drug your my poison i take with greed every moment i must have more of you to keep me sane yet it fuels it more the need when im alone to have more

This Could Be Fun...erotic Story.
Here is the instructions for this interactive continuous erotic story... 1. I am going to write the opening paragraph 2. If you are the first to read this... YOU write the next paragraph as you feel it should be written. 3. All following persons then write the next paragraph after the previous paragraph left in the comment area. 4. Come back often and read how the story develops or add to the story line in the comment area. This could be loads of fun and if all of you are good it could be very erotic and very interactive. So... who ever reads this first, submit your paragraph after my opening paragraph and then all of us can have fun one paragraph at a time creating a truly unique erotic story. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` I felt his warm mouth plant itself directly over my erect nipples. He began to suck lightly at first and his tongue flickered across the dimpled bud. I could feel waves o

Dentists Are Evil
Dentists are evil. Of course I have no real proof to support my claim but from my observations, dentists are demons. They are armed with sharp metal objects, drills, grinders, files and guns (filled with water but it may as well be acid). They use x-rays to see inside your head and they figure out ‘what’s wrong’. But I don’t think they are helpful! I think they are trying to kill me! You see, I went to the dentist last night. I was expecting a filling. I would go in, smile at the nurse, sit down and await the demon. He would numb me (with a needle, of course), drill me and fill me and that would be that. I would be on my way. Instead this is what happened: I went in. I smiled at the nurse. She took an x-ray and exclaimed “Oh my god! Look at that sucker. Looks like someone took an ice pick to your mouth!” Yea… Just what I needed to hear, you TWIT! Dentist came in. Dentist (here on out referred to as Demon) pulled out his little mirror. Demon pried my mouth open a

Hearts Roll Call!
OKAY... HEARTS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! SABRINA - sexy sophistication DONNA - morbid princess MEGAN - megan SANDRA - crazy bytch ANGIE - angie babe CHRISTIE - official bitch brittany - firecrotch STEVE - stevie boy mat - trichome

I Won
i want to thank all that helped me in my contest the biggest helpers Lauri,demonseed, FINEAZZZZ, what was loss....,Bedroomeyes, Kelley, Amanda, Christy, sarah and all the others who helped me here and there i appericate each and everyone of you. Also i like to thank Bi-Babe for letting me in her contest. =)

Proof Most Don't Read Profiles
I was minding my own business, CherryTapping as usual when I noticed my page was hit. Woohoo!!! Someone rated me a 10!!! I went to their page and started reading. There wasn't really much to read, but everything I read screamed 'male', including the picture. I rated him a 10 back. Then I noticed the gender said female. I must say, it was a perplexing discovery. This person pops in my shoutbox to thank me for the 10: Dude: thanks babe Me: sure, but why does it say you're female on your profile? It's a little disturbing the thoughts I'm having. ;) Dude: lol what? Dude: please let me fix that and thank you a whole bunch, believe me I'm very much a red blooded male. Me: cross dresser, sex change, all kinds of stuff lol He says, " I can't believe someone didn't tell me that before." He's been here since September of '06, so I guess I can't believe it either. I was already giggling from our conversation, so if that wasn't enough… He was reluctant to tell me this next

Spades Team Roll Call
OKAY... SPADES TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! CRYS - high priestess T,J, - t,j, sexC cherry STEPHANIE - sultry princess MESHELL - meshell STACIE - niah MICHELLE - mostlybitch2 SAHMOA - sahmoa AUSTIN - proeffect DANIEL - the prince TERRY - taz TIM - notorious ROD - midnytize

Patio Office
Earlier today, I moved most of my plants out to the patio so they can enjoy the summer sun and the fresh (albeit polluted) air. Then I went back inside, and my dining room--where I normally work--seemed empty. Lifeless. Feeling jealous of the plants, I moved a table and some chairs out to my patio so I could sit here and, ostensibly, work. I have my laptop, a beverage, some cigs. This should work, no? I wrote about a page. Now, I'm watching cars drive by. Watching my neighbors come home from work. Watching people walk their dogs. And watching my cat stare at me from out the window, pissed that I won't let her outside to play in the street. And I'm writing a blog. I don't think this new office setup is going to work. But MAYBE... if I open a bottle of wine... Yes. I think that will help.

Fuck It.
If silence is deadly you're killin me here all I want is to scream to shatter the fears my anger is building caressing my soul HELLO Do you get it? really it hurts. I hate feeling like I'm ready to burst. I have tried and tried to get it into your head I'm tired of trying I'm already dead ~Jess

Michael Prick Dog Fighting Update
He's still being investigated. He still denies all. The murmurming from neighbors of the house in question in Virginia tells a lot of people his denials should be taken with a grain of salt. In the middle of all of this? His employers. And his new coach. Quoth the Bobby Petrino about his quarterback: "Since I've been here, a couple of situations have come up. We've sat down and talked about them, and certainly his track record with me has been that he's told me the truth, so I'm going to believe in what Michael tells me." Well. There you go. And how long, exactly, IS your track record with Mr. Vick? Two months? Three? Good luck with all that.

Exactly!!
It takes a diamond a million years to attain perfection.. until then.. Anonymity We seek anonymity, As a child we hide behind Our parents legs Shyly peeking around Seeing and yet Not wanting to be seen. Why be alone, Not realized Transparent without Substance. Fleeting shadows Partially illuminated, Disparate light Of evening’s candle Not really seen Not really known. Night fog, delicate Wisps across the Morning glade Dissipated by The light of day Gone forevermore Was it ever there? Wayward rose Embedded in stone, Delicate rose, each Petal the epitome Of symmetry. Shallow earth bound Scorched in risen sun Singular, alone, Not rooted in Self, nourishment Drawn not From earth’s collective Well-spring. Solitary diamond Brilliant, to be Seen, worn in Celebration of Rich garments Not kept in A box, hid in A drawer. Why hide the Rose, why store The diamond, Why be the fleeting Wisp of thought When the smell of The roses by th

Random Babble Nad Lyrics
i can't make it out alive, i see all the walls falling, for the end is all i know to be true, when this day comes and everything is still there, and in the end, do i find the sound to always find the reasons to see past the doubt and push forth and rise tonight, to find out if i make it out alive. Speechless days, but the message oh so clear, the words float as if in the clouds, its so hard, and now i see whats wrong, life seems to be laughing along, isn't any wonder why i am tired, i feel left behind, is it any wonder i don't know whats write, but somtimesz i get this feeling its stands, keeps the butterflies going, isn't any wonder that i am tired, when i fall, when i see the world threw the eyes of pain, nothing seems to see the lonely is right, but we all try to make it right, isn't any wonder i can't make it out alive. isn't any wonder i feel so betrayed. life is good, bad, and inbetween. more ramble. when the world is here to spark the flame, but i remember the

Military Posers
These types can come in many formats. Today we will discuss the main ones that drive me nuts. The Active Poser: Claims he is in the military but can't back it up at all. Does it to bag chicks usually. Doesn't know anything about the military. He couldn't tell you the difference between a recruiter and a liaison. Typically also claims he is a sniper. The Passive Poser: Gets by on the fact that he thinks you won't question him if he is no longer "in the military." Also typically a sniper proclamation. Couldn't tell you a single town in Vietnam or Iraq, but he's got his facts straight as long as you don't ask him about actual events. The Gung-Ho: This differs from an ACtive Poser in the sense that he actually IS in the military. Only problem is, he's never seen any action. These people are usually a sniper as well. They will often go forth with tales of how they work alone and have killed many important men. Easy hints include: If he is pointing his rifle at the cam

No No No And Hell No.....
DO U EVER FUCKEN READY MY PROFILE? DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN? TAKE 2 MIN AND READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY INSTEAD OF LETTING UR DICK ASK CAN YOU SEE...WHATS IN MY FOLDER AGAIN FOR PEOPLE TO SEE IS NOT NUDES SO STOP ASKING AND THEN GETTING MAD WHEN I SAY NO.. SO STOP ASKING ME DAMNIT NO YOU CANT SEE WHAT I HAVE IN MY PRIVATE FOLDERS....NO BUYING ME A GIFT WONT GET YOU IN THERE EITHER....NOT A WHORE WHERE YOU CAN BUY ME SOMETHING AND ILL SHOW YA MINE...AND NO I DONT WANT TO SEE YOURS FOR MINE... OK RANTS OVER PLEASE ENJOY CHERRYTAP

Vacationing At Its Best
When one goes on vacation it for the mere result of getting a break from normal hum drum daily life. Well a week in Oregon for me was just that, time spent with an extremely dear friend and so far from hum drum, it was angelic. have never been happier from a one week vacation than this one. From hiking in Oswald State Park, watching American Bald Eagles fly around, seeing the smile on a face after a box of flowers arrive, to 10 seconds when walking through the door.... No one could ask for more. Can life be this simple, I believe it can. Now just a catalyst to propel me into this life, that's all I ask for,one simple catalyst.... I can surely handle this vacationing once a month, but I'm going to be a bit jealous on this one and ask for more, more that one week a month, so how does it come about??? Work, hard work, and I'm sure it will happen. I have fallen and can't get up, not that I want to get up, I want to feel this way for the rest of my life. Only the future will tell if this

Not Mine But To All My Male Friends
The Penis Poem My nookie days are over My pilot light is out What used to be my sex appeal Is now my water spout. Time was when, on its own accord From my trousers it would spring But now I've got a full-time job To find the blasted thing. It used to be embarrassing The way it would behave For every single morning It would stand and watch me shave. Now as old age approaches It sure gives me the blues To see it hang its little head And watch me tie my shoes.

Woman Defined By Man
Women. Too often we define ourselves solely based on our appeal to men. And in the name of furthering that appeal, we do more damage to each other than we allow men to. In China, female relatives used to bind their daughters' feet to make them more attractive to men. Are men blameless in this? Of course not. The foot-binding initially had to be a male idea, since only a man would think that having a wife unable to walk gave him more status. But the crime was always perpetrated by women. (The modern equivalent, of course, is the high heel... which exaggerates the line of the female leg, but also hobbles a woman and makes her unable to run or defend herself adequately, all while causing a great deal of pain to the woman involved. Yeah, we haven't come that far, have we?) In Africa, female relatives mutilate the genitals of young girls... once again, in order to make them more attractive to men. Of course, the initial idea of making a woman's enjoyment of sex nonexistent in

Stressed Out
I just found out I'm being sued by the state to testify against my ex bf. He is the "father" of my child and I haven't seen him since I was about 3 months pregnant. Now that my daughter is almost 4, five years later, the state apparently "found him...." even tho we live in the same town! Good job guys! So now I have to deal with the fact because his sperm linked up with my egg and created a child IIIII have raised completely by myself....he has a legal right to have a relationship with her and there's nothing I can do about it... If this was a decent man, (and he IS a man, was 34 when I got pregnant) I would have NO problem allowing her to see him. But i felt very threatened, which was why I left him...and there's the fact she's almost four and he never has made a single attempt to see her...it's fucked...but if the state sues him for child support you KNOW he'll take her just to get revenge on me...Im scared

Very Rough Day....
Well today was not the best....Ever been to a funeral and got into a knock down drag out fight? Well my family..YA it happened.... My whole family and my cousins family do not get along and together today at the funeral escalated BIG TIME....My cousin Kevin lost his wife, his daughters lost there mother..Someone lost a daughter, So everyone should of been together in this..BUT they chose to make a problem between kevin and his wife (who the funeral was for today Sonya) were having some problems and she was living with her best friend for the last week, So at the funeral when it asks does anyone want to say anything? Her side of the family got up and bashed Kevin the husband and the children's was there they are 11 and 14 and they just lost there mother..And heard that whole side bash there father...The 1 speech went like this..."Sonya was a great sister, she was a great mother to her children ..She was my mothers baby, she was a best friend, she was a wonderful nurse and she will b

J E A L O U S L Y
Jealousy stems from the viewpoint that life is unfair. It is a selfish perspective that, contrary to the way it looks, focuses inward at what is lacking in our own life. Envy is looking at someone else with the mistaken idea that he or she doesn't deserve something as much as I do. It's a simplistic view that distorts one's vision. This narrow perception magnifies the other's vices and discounts any good traits. Self-pity is also a form of envy. At a first glance, this might not seem to ring true. But people who are wrapped up in their own problems are not as able as they could be to help and serve others in their difficulties. Our relationships depend on our ability to shed our selfishness long enough to care about others. Here's a test you can take to measure whether you might be jealous. Whenever you feel a reaction of dislike for someone, step back for just a minute. Imagine a red flag waving you off to the sidelines. Ask yourself, Are my

History Of Romania! If U Cant Respect It, Dont Bother Talking To Me!
WE ARE LATINS NOT GYPSIES! EARLY HISTORY Man first appeared in the lands that now constitute Romania during the Pleistocene Epoch, a period of advancing and receding glacial ice that began about 600,000 years ago. Once the glaciers had withdrawn completely, a humid climate prevailed in the area and thick forests covered the terrain. During the Neolithic Age, beginning about 5500 B.C., Indo-European people lived in the region. The Indo-Europeans gave way to Thracian tribes, who in later centuries inhabited the lands extending from the Carpathian Mountains southward to the Adriatic and Aegean Seas. Today's Romanians are in part descended from the Getae, a Thracian tribe that lived north of the Danube River. The Getae During the Bronze Age (roughly 2200 to 1200 B.C.), ThracoGetian tribesmen engaged in agriculture and stock raising and traded with peoples who lived along the Aegean Seacoast. Early in the Iron Age, about 1200 B.C., pastoral activities began to dominate their eco

I Am Truly Touched, Thank You.
I wanted to step back and thank my friends of Cherry Tap.com. I have made a lot of friends on here, I have seen more love from you guys then from anywhere else. The love you guys has showed me keeps me going, I love each of you (You know who you are). I wish I could get hugs from each of you. THANK YOU.

Downraters
I hate them and I will place all who do it to me and those I call friend in here for all. Sticken bastids LOL And the first on the list is 1= PEG48 rated your photo a '1'! aka as #878193 I was nice enough to leave her an 11 and a nice note but she deleted my note then didnt rerate me so I downrated her and tads shes blocked Next!!! #2 = kkblack1978 rated your photo a '7'! And we all know you read from the bottom up so after her remark I returned her favor LOL I just love some people ->kkblack197...: hey all i did was fuckign smile back CHILL YOUR ASS OUT kkblack197...: shit kkblack197...: said i was sorry now get off my ass ->kkblack197...: this is where the smiley face was kkblack197...: omg didnt mean to my mouse is messed up ->kkblack197...: hey dont like my pic fine but to down rate me?

Deleted
hello all i just wanted all of my new friends to know that i have been on this site for over a year and i just had my old account deleted by scrapper i wanted to come back here not as a top cherry i want to just have fun and not have any more drama kicked my way i used to be on the site as jellybean a.k.a miss jellybean / beaner..i was a leave 22 and to me levels and points are now what matter the most meeting cool and new people are what matter!! im not about the drama but if any one of my friend are being slammed or hated on i will stick up for them that is called friendship..but i don't want all the game playing any more...im so so so so so so done with it and if you have rated me and fanned me give me time and i will get to you..but please its going to take time to get to each and every one..but i do show the love even back in the day when i was jellybean...this being said LET the love and the fun begin...WOOT WOOT

Your Probably Wondering
about my nsfw folder i had to delete it because that was not like me to do that you all have been awsome and im sorry i thought i would feel better about my self but im not i am ashamed.you all make me feel so pretty and iguess i thought well never mind what i thought again i am truely sorry love you all you are some awsome friends

Thanks For Sharing
Have you ever clicked on a random person's blog alert, only to find out that you didn't really WANT to know that much about their life? Some people's blogs are fairly predictable. Cupcake's will usually entertain with lewd poetry, a handful of fun neologisms. Legobot's will relate some wacky news story or an amusing anecdote. Becca's will be smart, witty, funny. Jim's will be pointless. Always, always pointless. But with others... you never really know what you're in for. The writer is--more often than not--going through some kind of personal trauma, a break-up, usually, sometimes an official break-up--i.e., a divorce. This isn't so bad. If you hadn't noticed, I really enjoy my self-appointed role as divorce counselor. But sometimes... you stumble into a blog and have no idea what the fuck is going on. my heart bleeds raw with deep dark gashes i scrub grime off my soul i hilex my spirit my wounds are never as deep my bruises never as tender as my love OK.

Another Asshole On Ct
PLEASE READ WHAT THIS JERK SENT ME...... liverpoolstallion@ CherryTAP Message ACCEPT | DENY liverpoolstallion 2007-05-13 10:27:09 Hi Sexy, I would love to share, exchange erotic pictures, videos, and have some cybersex fun with you. If you have either hotmail,google,or yahoo messenger, please add me on the following; liverpoolstallion@yahoo.co.uk liverpoolstallion@hotmail.co.uk liverpoolstallion@googlemail.com. http://liverpoolstallion1.multiply.com/video P.S.-Check out my profile on the above and if you like add me I SENT HIM THIS SHOUT ->liverpools...: SORRY BUT I'M SURE YOU DIDN'T READ MY PROFILE FOR YOU TO SEND ME THIS MESSAGE ANY WAY THX BUT I'M NOT ONE OF THOSE BUT EVEN THOUGH,HE SENT ME THIS MAIL AFTER,,, SO HE IS BLOCKED NOW On 5/13/2007, ct748849@cherrytap.com wrote: >Hello Sexy Wildcrazykitty, I was wondering if you would be so kind as to alow me access to view your sexy private albums. I have alot of hot material that I can exch

Your The Insperation
I may never hold you, may never tast your warm sweet lips, may never see the moonlight, shineing brightly in your eyes, with my arms around you, where I so long to be, but know that I think of you, in everything I do, you give my life meaning, help me make it through the night, your the reason that I breath, you give my world it's light, Your The Insperation...

The Joys Of Fake Profiles
You know the ones, people make them to try and trick someone they know for whatever reason... Well this is just a short blog, for the fun of it, and for the fun of saying to the lovely person who tried it... OWNED!!!!! Far too obvious, took about 10minutes to totally work out, and well, we all had a good laugh about it.. And did you not work out the hints i dropped that I had worked it out?? The whole thing was littered with them very quickly.. Anyway, nice try, would say try harder next time, was good fun working it out, but cba with that shit.. Oh and just one more time... OWNED!!!! =D (PS-- for readers sorry for the slight g33ky nature there, but we all need to have that once in a while)

Shout Box
Due to the amount of trash I have been recieving in my shoutbox...I have decided to turn it on to family only. If you are not in my family and have something you need me to know, send it private message or comment. If it's only trash keep it on your own page please. Have a great day:)

Salute
ok, i need some help here,i have to take a salute pic before i can level up, but i can't get my cam to work, lol...anyway what i need to know is do i still get the points from now until i take my pic?....i mean do the points build up or i just don't get any until i take that pic?

Great Weekend
I had a really good weekend down in Washington DC with 2 of my old roommates from college. It was just a reminder of all that I have waiting for me after I graduate. Its all so close... all I have to do is make it through the next year alive and I will be in Washington working and keeping myself busy. Who knows, maybe meet a girl and start a family. Its all just right there, I just need to survive so I can take whats rightfully mine. Live- Lightning Crashes Lightning crashes, a new mother cries Her placenta falls to the floor The angel opens her eyes The confusion sets in Before the doctor can even close the door Lightning crashes, an old mother dies Her intentions fall to the floor The angel closes her eyes The confusion that was hers Belongs now, to the baby down the hall Oh I feel it comin' back again Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it Lightning crashes, a new mother cries This moment s

Love And Loss.
This is about true love and of course loss, as we all know true love and trust is hard to find . alot of men treat women bad and its realy hard if there are kids envoled too. To many men judge a woman hy her looks or kids and even worse these days her body and thats not fare at all because its ok for him to get big and drink and party. no woman should be treated bad by a man no matter what she has done or her children have done a man should not control and threaten and scare a woman. everyone yes has there momments and things happen and are said too but still it dont mean that the man needs to beat or even kill a woman to get his point across. there is alot of drama these days in relastionships and no one should ever go threw that at all. we all need true love and trust in our lives .

Mothers Day Sucked
My Mothers Day sucked. My 17 yr old daughter ran away, and the cop that found her told her she was of age and didnt have to come home. 3 weeks left of her SR. yr and she fucken wants to run away to live with her boyfriend That treats her like shit.!!!!!!!! Omg I need a hug. I am sooooooo mad!

Bitch
BITCH When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try

My Daughter, My Miracle
My daughter was born June 10th, 1998 weighing in at 8lbs 2oz. She was so beautiful. She was a very happy and healthy little girl for the first 10 months. April 17th 1999 we were sitting at home and she started having a seizure. I was only 19 had no clue what was going on. So scared. She wasn't breathing. She was taken to the local emergency room. They found ot she had aspirated during the seizure (vomited and it went into her lungs). Then they had her life flighted to the nearest childrens hospital. At this hospital they find bleeding in her brain. As a young motr i am sitting there trying to remember if she hit her head hard on something or what, when a Dr. comes to me and her father telling us that she has shaken baby syndrome. Talk about shock. I am the one taking care of her 24/7 and these Drs are look at me like some murderer. They get children services involved and telling me i won't get my daughter and stuff. For a month and a half my baby is laying in a hospital bed and the drs

Perv Alert
All of this was because I wouldn't let him into my private album to see my naked pictures.. His name here is Calm1.. Now he is saying I don't deserve to live and I am a poser just because I don't have a salute..When I have met several people offline in CherryTAP.. Read from the bottom to the top please...GODS I HATE CRYING.. saying I need to die.. ->Calm1: Anyways.. I thought you and I could be different.. instead of you being a damned perv you were before.... I guess we were never friends in all those years..and ti think I was happy to see you. Calm1: I'll be asking CherryTap to require a salute and we'll see what happens then once your reported as a poser ... ->Calm1: You asked.. well over that many.. and you should have gotten the hint when I didnt answer you the first time... Calm1: I've asked maybe 4 times and only gotten 1 responce you exaggerate everything same as b4 .. Calm1: excuse me March 04 ->Calm1: So why have you been begging me all day to get in

The Music Swings A Sexy Mood
Powerless to the deep desires That draw us close, we dance. One movement sways with erotic caress. Heat in the surrounding breeze, soft kisses A touch sending passion through the body. A tune of playful sensation carries a song to the heart Bodies smolder and sing their own. Deep unsaid pleasures present themselves As moments turn into magic

Lost-cherry -vs- Cherry-tap
SO HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN ON LOST-CHERRY / CHERRY-TAP FOR ALL OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW CHERRY-TAP USED TO BE CALLED LOST-CHERRY..WELL THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY 3ED AROUND ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I WAS HERE I WAS HERE UNDER THE NAME JELLYBEAN I DONT MISS THE DRAMA I WAS A SO CALLED A LIST THAT MEAN YOU ARE POP LURE I WAS ON LEVEL 22 WITH A SHIT LOAD OF POINTS AND BUCKS BUT TO ME THIS SITE WAS MADE TO MEET COOL AND DOWN TO EARTH PEOPLE BUT SOMEONE ALWAYS SEEMS TO FUCK IT UP FOR THE REST OF US..SO I DELETED MY ACCOUNT LIKE HMMMMM 2 OR 3 DAYS AGO..I HIT SCRAPPER UP IN SHOUT AND TOLD HIM I WANTED IT GONE AND TO THE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHO THAT IS HE IS A CO OWNER OF THE SITE..ME BEING A TOP CHERRY WAS FUN BUT THE SHITTY PART OF IT WAS PUTTING UP WITH ALL THE DRAMA AND ALL THE LIES I'M SO NOT HERE FOR THAT SHIT ANY MORE I MAKE IN TO THE TOP AGAIN SO BE..BUT THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA FROM ME..SO IF YOU ARE A DRAMA STARTER KEEP IT ON YOUR END OF CHERRY TAP.K THANKS

Pharmacy School
UGH!! Looking to transfer to a Pharmacy School so I can get into the program and Finally finish school. OMG they keep adding shit to the requirements to get into the fuckin program and to the RX program itself!!! So they way I figure it I have like 5 ro 6 more years left of school. If they stop adding shit. Oh yeah and I gotta take a PCAT test which is an enterance test for RX school. UGH!!!! I keep tellin myself that it will all be worth it in the end. Until then I gotta get off my ass and real start working toward this Degree. I just wish I could poof myself there already. If you are interested below I listed what I gotta get off my ass and get finished. Luckily I got some of these fuckin classes over and done withDoes anyone have an easy button?? 1.College of Pharmacy applicants must complete a minimum of 62 semester hours of coursework at a regionally accredited college or university, including the following required courses: General Biology 3 semester hours Anatomy and

Tv
I really shouldn't write these things late at night when my happy yummy sleepy time medicene is kicking in. It has a tendency to scramble my wee brain - even more so than it has already been scrambled. Anyways, I was disappointed to learn today that "Studio 60" was officially axed by NBC. I really enjoyed that show. I thought the writing and direction was really clever. I kind of got hooked and I was bummed when it was taken off the schedule in January. But, I had hoped that it would come back on. No dice. I would have thought that with a name like Aaron Sorkin as the creator, it would have lasted. Shows what I know, I guess. Hmmmmmm...perhaps I shouldn't let that out. My side job as a "Coverage Writer" might be put in jeopardy. Someone is likely to take a script that I gave poor marks to, produce it, and make millions. They'll point out this blog as a good indication that I didn't know what the hell I was talking about. The best new show from this season? Yeah, I know, there

I Bet You Didn't Know This About Me
Yes, people.. this is real.I am an honest to goodness minister. Just think.. all you people chatting me up.. you've been chatting up a person of the cloth.. and a double whammy.. I am wiccan.. This is going to get me burning in the hells.. So let's not tell my wiccan sisters.. LOL.. I can marry and bury you.. and handle your remains. So, if there is anyone you want to marry.. or ladies any husbands you want to bury LOL let me know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is to confirm that Cassandra Merrill 326 MARKET ST APT 2 MAYSVILLE, KY 41056-1132 has been ordained as a minister of the Universal Life Church, Modesto, California. Date of Ordination: February 14, 2007 by Kevin Andrews, Pastor www.ulc.net ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Your request for ordination has been processed, and you are now an ordained minister of the Universal Life Church in Modesto, California! Please record the above date of ordination for your

Fakes
now whats the deal? why are people on CT telling the www that they luv them. people whats going on??? love is just a word nowadays that people use 4 their own good. it makes THEM feel good 2 say it. it makes THEM feel as if they may get it reciprocated...(one day). it gives THEM a sense of self worth. but what about one of the many they say they love? what of the one or two that may have actually believed them and in doing so aquired feelings themselves? people stop using the word love like we do all others. if we use love up, what will be next? its one of the most powerful words in any language and we abuse it. dont beat it til it means little 2 nuthing people. one.

Buy A Blast, Chat To Morons
My blast has attracted some of the more "interesting" characters on cherrytap, read from the bottom. Please note this is a "real chat" lol, sorry for the typos, but it's hard to type when you are laughing so much.......... wayne 22: that is a lie i check you out you are not even on a leval of tret wayne 22: you went to school why would you want to hert people ->wayne 22: i am, i know Osarma, he is using my loo as we speak, to tell you the truth i could do without him here, he has very smelly shit, you cannot go for 3 hours after, something about the diet of donkeys he eats wayne 22: THE GOV KNOWS OF JIHAD THAY ARE NO TRET wayne 22: look i know that you are no part ov terist group why do you make it sound like you do ->wayne 22: you know jihad ? ->wayne 22: i do, i seek 50 virgins through jihad wayne 22: onley in arkansaw lol ->wayne 22: i have heard the people of the south have sex with there sisters and mothers, and sometimes even there fathers wayne 22: but you are not

Sts-117 Atlantis Back On The Pad.
Image above: Space Shuttle Atlantis, mounted on a mobile launch platform, rests on the hard stand of Launch Pad 39A after an early morning rollout. Photo credit: NASA/Troy Cryder 05.15.07 - 1:30 p.m. EDT Space Shuttle Atlantis atop the crawler transporter made the slow journey to the launch pad this morning. The vehicle was 'hard down' at Launch Pad 39A at 11:47 a.m. after leaving the Vehicle Assembly Building at 5:04 a.m. EDT. STS-117 was originally planned to launch in March but in Feb. it was damaged by a hail storm and was returned to the VAB for repairs. Some of the repairs to the external tank can be seen in the image above with the red arrow. The new launch date is June 8+. The move is a major step towards the scheduled June 8 launch for Atlantis and its STS-117 astronauts crew. The Atlantis crew will deliver a new addition to the International Space Station's truss system and take three spacewalks during the 11-day mission. There will be a flight readiness review h

The Naked Game
So, part of my philosophy on life includes trying to look at everything in it's proper perspective. This extends to even the most serious of situations since I often find it useful to infuse humour into even my everyday life to keep from being too negative..cause life can be pretty depressing if you let it! Anyway, one of the games I play...in my head...is to listen to people and after every few sentences, imagine they say ..."naked" at the end. It's a chore sometimes to keep from giggling sometimes at the altered statements but it's damn good fun. I've informed my good friends of this game so now we play it during conversation. If someone is relating their extremely crappy day we wait until they get to an especially interesting sentence...and one of us will just shout out...naked (yeah, we actually verbalize the "dot,dot,dot"). Try it with friends or when ur reading an article or even better, when your watching the news and you'll see how much more interesting even the most boring t

What I Look For
well im tired of answering this question so i am just goin to answer it in here and people can read it lol. the question is what do i look for in a guy, so here it is. im super selective. i know what i want and i dont wanna settle. when i like someone, i know it. i need a guy with a great sense of humor. someone that i can laugh and joke with. someone who doesnt take life too seriously. i am a smartass so i need someone who can deal with that and maybe even give it back to me lol. honesty is a big must with me. there is nothing i hate more than being lied to. i have been lied to more than enough in my life and i dont need anyone else thats goin to lie to me. faithful is a big thing with me. i need someone i can trust. if i cant trust you then there is nothing there. someone affecionate, not afraid to show their feelings. im not sayin be all over me 24/7 but just not be a afraid to walk up and kiss me or hug me for no apparent reason. i love to cuddle so thats a huge

Love
WHATS THE SENSE IN LOVING SOMEONE WHEN THEY DON'T SHOW YOU LOVE BUT THEY TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU.YOUR NOT ABLE TO GET CLOSE TO THEM THEY HAVE THERE GUARD UP AGAISNT YOU BUT THERE NOT WILLING TO EVEN TRY. I BELIEVE SHE LOVES ME BUT SHE IS NOT WILLING TO JUST TAKE A SMALL CHANCE TO SEE WHAT COULD HAPPEN.SHE PROBABLY AFRAID THAT SHE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE LOVED THE WAY SHE WANTS.

Best Morph Contest
BEST MORPH CONTEST Best Morph contest. Looking for 20 contestants. The contest will start Sunday, May 20,2007 at 6pm EDT. The contest will end Sunday, May 27,2007 at 6pm EDT. Send me a PM with the link to the pic you wish to use. I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ¢¾MANDY¢¾br />@ CherryTAP RULES Contest begins 5-20-07@6pmEDT and ends 5-27-07@6pmEDT. Comment bombing and self-comment bombing allowed. 1 rate=1 comment so be sure and tell everyone to rate also. GOOD LUCK TO ALL PRIZES 1st-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 2nd-ROLEX 3rd-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* THANKS GABE~BIG G~ CT HUSBAND TO ¢¾MANDY¢¾ I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ¢¾MANDY¢¾

Another Mans Fantasy Of Me......
just a thought or two... You come to me wearing a business outfit, nice skirt, blouse, and a jacket. We sit and begin to kiss. Our kisses are gentle at first, reacquainting ourselves...then they become more hungry. Lips and tongue move in time as our hands explore each other. I move down your neck and explore the skin not hidden by your blouse, my hands massaging your ample breasts as you arch your back for me, giving me more and more to kiss. You unbutton the top button of your blouse and pull your bra down while my lips and tongue attack your nipple...sucking your nipples hard and biting them, still massaging one of your lovely breasts with my hand...my free fingers slide up your thigh...feeling the dampness of your sex through the sheer fabric of your panties...I stroke you while sucking and biting your nipples...moving to my knees, I push up your skirt as your legs spread for me...my mouth reaches your panties and I smell the rise in your passion...breathing deeply, I slide my h

Pizza Delivery (best Delivered Hot!!!)
I thought I'd share that one reader CUMmented that the story reminded her of her need for a MEAT Lover's Pizza... or a Double MEAT Pizza... PIZZA DELIVERY I thought I'd share my dream from a few nights ago....I can't remember where you were, it wasn't at home, but I was delivering pizza. Your house was the last stop of the night and I was ready to get home and check my e-mail (I was hoping there would be a naughty letter from an acquaintence). I rang the door bell, and heard a delightful voice say "I'm coming!!!!" and I thought "don't I wish!" When the door opened, I was caught by surprise.....I thought I was back in high school looking at Rhonda with dyed hair. "Yes?" you said, "ummmm, that'll be sixteen s-i-x-t-y n-i-n-e" I said, emphasising the 69. You turned to go to your purse, and I watched your skirt sway above your stockings and high heels, click....click....click as you casually strode across the room. I felt a stiring and swelling in my boxer

Probably The Hardest Poem I've Ever Written...
Basically my life story in poetic form, I hope you enjoy it! "The Cripple Cowboy" I've ridden the broncs, from bulls I've been thrown I've been through it all and yet still, only grown Now, my stride may carry a little limp when I walk You'll even notice, a drunk soundin' slur when I talk But baby, when I saddle a horse, I'll ride him to death See, I'll only give up when I've drawn my last breath Now from no challenge, have I ever, as a coward walked Just read on and see, for I'm more than just talk As a former marine, I have served my country true I've even coached baseball, softball and basketball too Rapists, abusers and pedophiles, I have taken down Now sitting in prison, it's their ass wearing the frown Once riddled with poison, I was brought to my knees But quickly to my feet I rose, hearing my daughters pleas Reborn in me that day was my love for life and mankind My friend please realize, no greater gift will you ever find Can you see it

What Makes You The Better Hubbie?
Tony, Jack, Bear and Joe... B and I were talking this morning.. and I said.. Does he realize how hard it is living with four hubbies.. imagine four of you shaving and thanking the Gods I hot wax because all my shaving cream would be gone. When I go to the bathroom the seat would never be down. Then B, started telling me why he would be the better hubbie.. he said.. 1. He leaves the seat down 2. Good cook 3. He cleans 4. Electic shaves so I can have my hot wax 5. Changes the roll of toilet paper when he sees it about to end 6. He squeezes the toothpaste from the bottom and not from the center. So guys.. what would make you the better hubbie? And Tony.. remember this is all in fun. Any qualities can be listed. Hugs and Kisses Guys!!

Truth Behind The Lines
Listen... shhhh... sometimes this home of ours so round and full of beauty can engulf the very soul that finds it so glorious. Racism, lies, a candid prize, that sneaks into the heart of the precious. Dreams fade with an open eye, but truth remains within the lie, strive to be more, and break the chains of passed down thoughts that still remain. listen... your body is a work of art to the eye that is not condemned, condemed to believe that beauty is on the surface and never looking within. Smile... Because now you understand, that the model isnt on pages of forced images brushed to perfections call, but is within the flesh of everyday love and sunset smiles of us all feel free.. because the truth behind the lie is this, you are invincible as long as you are alive, so enjoy a life of bliss.

Part One (i'm So Alone)
The life of the party, just sippin' Bacardi and this girl's been in my ear, she looks nice but she's naughty hands me her room key Later on I'm in the hotel lobby wonderin' if she's the answer to my loneliness First kiss...nothing Second kiss...nothing Feelings don't even register as my hands start to caress her sexy body A single thought occurred...to her sex is just a hobby And hours later laying beside her, she's nameless...could've been anybody cuz I'm wide awake and I'm still feeling alone...

Stolen From Sam
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more emotional than logical, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more religious than atheist, more loner than dependent, more workaholic than lazy, more rebel than traditional, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted.As for specific personality traits, you are outgoing (100%), romantic (100%), slutty (94%), religious (93%).

How Can I ??
how can it be that one says they love you yet they in one day say and do things that hurt you all over again. they say they have changed and are better in ways, yet continue to go off and get mad when they dont get thier way. for the longest time he ignored me, took advantage of me and my love, ran my heart into the ground and allowed his children to do the same. when I had enough and was at the end of my line in life and love, I left, and now he says he realizes what I ment to him, he now wants to show the love and care that I begged for over a year. But am I still the same? Do I want to take my gaurd down and take a chance on him? I did this over and over again and again, he would change for a short time to appease me then right back at his old ways. Can I go through that again? Now that I am gone he wants to do all this that I begged of him in the past. Now that I am gone his kids are treating him the way they treated me, he sees that I was telling him the truth and that th

Auto-reply
I have an online dating profile that I tend to ignore. But last night I received an email notification that someone had contacted me. I read the message--a smart-sounding, interesting note from an attractive guy who lives in Denver. I read the message, made a face, checked out the profile, and promptly forgot about it. I almost never respond to messages. This morning there was a second message from Denver, thanking me for the auto-reply message that made him feel "singular and special." He suggested that I'd need to travel someplace like Denver to meet someone who shared my familiarity with "French smut-peddlers" (a nod to Story of O, which is not-so-subtly referenced in my profile). I thought, "Auto-reply?" Really? I checked my settings. This is the message I wrote that is automatically sent to anyone who writes to me: "I just the other day got... an Internet was sent by my staff at 10 o'clock in the morning on Friday, I got it yesterday. Why? Because it got tan

Black Ink... White Sheets...
Writing words because I'm bored needing to see black ink on these sheets the connection between head and heart outlayed for all to peer and wonder about their opinions are voiced as if I have no ears or wits with which to understand their words they criticize and belittle yet they themselves will not dare to put their soul on display they will not tear a hunk of themselves away and give it to all who might need a piece so that they themselves might find a little peace words have a rhythm all their own they fall where they choose how we feel determines how we write determines what you feel now do you see? connection black ink white sheets

I Need Some Advice
How do you get over or control jealousies.. and I am not talking about over a lover.. just jealousy over someone else's looks and what they get.. things like that.. I wish I knew how, but I don't. Your adive will be much appreciated. Thank you.

The Entire Wall Of Shame From My Page
THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i need money? no response..

Anger-rage-lonliness
god i hate you I HATE YOU I HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK THE WAY YOU TALK THE WAY YOU SMELL THE SMILE THE CHARM THE VOICE THE AIR YOU BREATH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU WHEN YOU WAKE UP WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP MOST OF ALL I HATE WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR THE FACE OF LIES DECEIT BETRAYAL I HATE YOU FOR LOVING ME FOR KISSING ME FOR HUGGIN ME ALL JUST AN ACT A MEANS TO AN END I HATE YOU FOR EVERYTHING FOR THE RING FOR THE PROMISE FOR THE ENGAGEMENT FOR THE HOPE THAT ALL WOULD BE FINE I HATE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TO THE TOP OF MY EMPTY HEAD IT USED TO BE FULL OF YOU BUT YOU WERE JUST FULL OF SHIT I HATE YOU EVERY INCH OF ME FOR SACRIFICING FRIENDS FOR YOUR SO CALLED LOVE I HATE YOU BECAUSE MY MOTHER LOVES YOU BUT NOT FOR THE BITCH YOU ARE I HATE YOU BECAUSE EVERYONE SEEMS TO LOVE YOU I HATE YOU BECAUSE WHY SHOULDNT I.

Flirting
at first SEALED WITH A KISS WAS OUR BOND FROM THE START PERFECT UNION OF MIND BODY SOUL AND HEART CAN I BE THE ONE TO MAKE HER COMPLETE OR A PAIN FROM THE PAST THATS DESTINED TO REPEAT DO I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO PUT THE WIGGLE IN HER WALK CAN I LEAVE HER SPEECHLESS AS SHE TRIES TO TALK WILL I BE FLOWERS AND CANDY SENSUAL AND SWEET OR ANOTHER SHE LABLED AS A LOWLIFE DEADBEAT WILL IT BE A WIDE SMILE SPREAD ACROSS HER FACE OR A WISH FOR ME TO VANISH WITHOUT A TRACE ONE NEVER KNOWS HOW AFFAIRS OF THE HEART GO SET ASIDE YOUR PROLEMS LET YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW I'LL TELL HER SHES THE STARS, MOON AND THE SUN THAT SHE CAN'T BE REPLACED AS MY NUMBER ONE I'LL COMMENT ON HER DRESS AND THE CUT OF HER HAIR HOLD HER HAND, KISS HER NECK JUST SO SHE KNOWS IM THERE

To All My Friends
Those of you that know me know I've been a good friend with very good qualities. I'm honest, I'm loyal, I do my best to help my friends whenever they're in need. I may have been in trouble with the law on several occasions but that doesn't change the fact that I'm a good man with a good heart. I stand up for my friends and family and I stand up for what I believe in. There are people in my life who try to put me down and make false claims against me but those of you who know me know that I'm true to my word and my promise to you all is I promise to continue to be a true friend to the end no matter what anyone thinks of me. You can put down my name but you can never put down my heart, my spirit, or my faith in God. In the end the only judge I have to answer to is God and as long as I live a life that is true to his teachings I will have a place in heaven with Him. Your friend always, John Chapman

Www.weirdo.com
I just found a mirror site called weirdo.com also run by social concepts , it has all our cherrytap profiles on there and everything. it has a different logo and name , but other than that is identical. I don't know whether or not to be offended when we are all thought of as weirdos or strange.. but sure feels insultive. http://www.weirdo.com/ Click the link and check for yourself. Cassie

The Note
In the bottom of her dresser drawer we found a little note. He wrote it to her years ago the words he'd never spoke. The paper it was yellowed and worn from all the years. But the words he'd written on it had helped to calm her fears. It talked about there life together and the things that they had done. Bout raising up there children, and he was proud of what they'd become. About the place that they had built and the life they had shared. And how sometimes he didn't show it, but his love was always there. How he thanked the Lord above for the life he'd been givin'. And for having her by his side, he knew what it was to be livin'. In the bottom of her dresser drawer, we found a little note. He closed it with " I Love You", and that's what meant the most.

Gothic Vampire Song About Love And Eternal Commetment
In Thee Night Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul Feed on my soul So we might…be together… forever Together… forever Take my blade...in the night In the night Open yourself...bare your heart So I may hold it...in my hands In my hands Kiss your soul...in between beats Between beats So we may roam...roam the earth forever The earth forever Roam the earth...together… forever Together…forever The moon is our light Our light In the Dark...in the night In Thee Night ©Copyright Alan Keith Taylor Glass Shadow Graphics Nighthaw37k@gmail.com

Nfl Power Rankings
2007 NFL Power Rankings have arrived, delivered by the Worldwide leader in smarm. It's really not a must-read as the shitty teams are still shitty and the good teams are even better. But there are a few anticipated shifts you might want to know about. Biggest falls from last year: Chiefs, Titans, Packers. I agree as all those teams overachieved in 2006 and did little to address concerns. Tennessee in particular is really going to test VY's game-winning this year. Biggest leaps: 49ers, Broncos, Cardinals. San Francisco is growing up, Denver added talent, and Arizona...well they are always supposed to be better. That's one of the benefits of always sucking. Who does ESPN have winning it all next year? Oh come on--you know who.

Mad As Hell
well i had to change my whole entire profile page. because there was some pics of (pot )planets and other things that had to do with pot on there today. this was my way of expressing myself as others do on here so you better believe that if there are any nasty pics on a profile page i am going to sing like a dam canary people can put blood and gore and people getting the crap beat out of them on here and having sex on there page but a pot pic and the world has to end yep i am hot

Unwed Fathers- Rights Under South Carolina Law
Ok advice needed on this issue & delima. Seems in South Carolina an unwed father has no rights to custody under the SC code of laws, BUT at the sametime the state can go after the father for child-support. This seems a lil contradictive. How is it a man can father a child out of wedlock and not have any rights to custody or say so in the childs well being and still be forced to support? Now mind you I am not saying a man should not support his child, what I am trying to find out is WHY he has no other rights to the child. This information about the unwed father's rights was told to the unwed mother BY a SC lawyer. I have been looking all over the web to find the answers, but I keep coming up empty. This really concerns me being the mother of a unwed father and his rights to my grand child. I need some advice. If anyone is familiar with SC Family Law, please contact me or post your advice. Thank you in advance for all your help. SaTiVa ALL PARENTS WED OR UNWED SHOULD HAVE EQU

Ramblings Of My Mind!
As I sit barely awake from the night before, I see before me in a 20 inch screen, good and evil at war. There are so many beautiful beings out there just looking for a spark of hope and purpose. Then as if it's their shadow, evil with it's fangs knashing at anything that tries to grow and prosper, hangs on to try and desimate any chance of happiness. I have watched to many beautiful people fall to the pain and horror of evils grasp and I decide to make a stand and claim myself a warrior in the charge of eternal hopes white glow! As I make my lone stand I wonder, will I make this stand alone? Or will I look over my shoulder to find mighty legions of warriors ready to take the fight to darkness door? Either way I will make my stand and if I fall in battle my only hope is that I made at least one difference in somebodies life before my eternal slumber befalls me.

Love ??
"A great person once told me that the word "Love" gets thrown around too much. You know when you're in love with a person when they fill your thoughts through the day and they are in your dreams through the night. You know you're in love with someone when they become a part of you, a part which you can't imagine your life without. This is the way I feel, this is Love."

Ren Faire
OK, I'm sure this is bound to offend the sensibilities of at least one of two people on my friends list but I just gotta get this off my chest. So, on Saturday, looking for something different to do, I took my son to the Renaissance Fair, officially known here as the "Renaissance Pleasure Faire" Let me start off by saying: "What a collection of freaks and dorks this show was!!!" I went, once, years ago when I was a kid...and now I remember why I haven't gone back. Don't get me wrong, it was fun to watch Kyle practice fencing in the "swordfight training yard," shooting "cannonballs" (tennis balls) at some idiot in a jester costume, watching Kyle eat the biggest fucking cookie I've ever seen, etc. And, I didn't mind checking out all the cleavage from the lovely maidens. I did recognize several people from the local bdsm-themed clubs, etc. I've noticed that Ren Faire tends to be a magnet for that crowd. But it was hot, dusty, expensive and, well, stupid. I would have felt

Young Girls On Cherrytap
i cannot believe some of these "young girls",best term i can give them..... "if you are over such and such an age i will ignore you and not rate or add you".... get the buggery outta here....it's the internet you silly little wenches..i don't want to cyber you,nothing you actually....just rate ya shit like everyone else does... IF YOU DON'T LIKE "OLD" PEOPLE SUCH AS MY 41 Y/O GERIATRIC ASS RATING YOUR SHIT, DON'T PUT IT ON THE INTERNET !!!!!! ENOUGH GRIPING FOR TODAY....CHEERS FROM THE ASSASSIN,...IAN

All Family Member's
FIRST OFF,IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN TO ALL OFFICER'S PERSONAL PROFILE'S AND GOTTEN ON THEIR FRIENDS/FAMILY LIST AND PUT THEM ON YOUR'S...GIT-R-DONE.WE ALL VERY BUSY WITH ADMINISTRATION DUTIES AS WELL AS BOMBING TO TRY AND TRACK YA'LL DOWN AT THE SAME TIME. SECONDLY,AFTER THAT GET YOU FANNY'S IN HERE AND BOMB...THIS COMES STRAIGHT FROM HITMAN6... REMEMBER THIS IS A DIVISION OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY,HENCE THE ~ BETWEEN FAMILY AND BOMB.IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE A BOMBER LET ME KNOW WITH A C-MAIL TO MY PERSONAL ACCOUNT (GRANADAGHIA75)AND I WILL BE HAPPY TO REMOVE YOU FROM MY BOMBSQUAD FAMILY LIST.THE ONLY NAMES I NEED IN THERE ARE THE NAMES OF PEOPLE I CAN RELY UPON AND CAN ORGANIZE TO BEST SUITE OUR BOMBING NEEDS CONTEST BY CONTEST.I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO FORWARD YOUR NAME ONTO HITMAN6 AND THE OTHER OFFICER'S AND EXPLAIN YOUR WISH NOT TO BE A BOMBER.WHAT THEY DO WITH YOU AFTER THAT IS UP TO THEM,MY CONCERN IS THE BOMBSQUAD AND RUNNING IT SMOOTHLY AND EFFICIENTLY.IF YOU DO NO

Disasterous Masterpiece
I'm sick of feeling, and I'm sick of living. I'm sick of forced smiles, so sick of pretending. I AM over you, but you hurt me and I cant let you see this. But to fix a broken heart, you must have ALL the pieces. I want whats mine, no more messages at the beep. Cuz all I am left with, is what you didnt keep. When it began, I was lost in your eyes But come to find out, I was lost in your lies. I bleed out my pain and my troubles go with it. But when the blood dries, it closes my outlet. So I'll do it again, cuz inside I cant keep it. Its my relief from this world, and I cant wait to seep it. My shadow's my only friend, this seems truer every day. But lately it seems that all my skies are gray. My soul and my spirit have been placed on a shelf I'm trying to say that what I've lost is myself. Ones the lonliest number, thats what the song said, But when you have none, one dont sound bad in my head. When I look in the mirror, the only thi

Here Is Another Update
Well, I haven't wrote anything in a little bit so I thought I would write and tell about some interesting things that have occured in my life. Last Thursday was a benefit show that I actually would like to thank The Warehouse for putting on. It was for a guy I knew in high school who died of testicular cancer. His name was Derrick Danko. Don't get me wrong, Derrick and I were never close, we were not great friends, and I hadn't been in touch with him since I graduated, so please don't send me the sympathy comments, save that for his family, including the three children he left behind. My memories of the man are all fond though, I was the little gothic child back in high school and he still accepted me and would talk to me like he would any other person in the school. He always took the time to see how I was doing, even though we were not friends, he would make sure to talk to me and just make sure everything was ok in my life. All in all he was a great guy and The Warehouse co

Who Are Friends!!
You know I sit back sometimes and wonder who my friends are! People I think have my back until its turned! Then I take that Dull Rusty Blade right in the shoulder! You know how they Say 'A True Friend stabs you in the front! But thats not what I have been getting lately! Lately I have had a few friends that I consider family, that tell people. That I am no good, or just speak their opinions while I am not around. BUT when I am around they stroke me off like I am the best thing in the world and come to me with their problems! and being the real friend I am I do everything in my power to help! So now I have to deal with some consequences! But for the people that I thought were my friends...I think Freddy says it best...listen to your song!!

Pit Bull Will Never Be Man's Best Friend?
I am surprised that the Calgary Herald is now inviting such vicious articles based on so few facts as the opinion piece by Naomi Lakritz that was published on December 22, 1998. Clearly Ms. Lakritz's piece is designed to sensationalize her topic, and one can conclude that this may help sell papers. Good journalism, however, it is not. Ms. Lakritz presented facts in a highly skewed manner to support incorrect and false conclusions. And that irresponsible, heavily biased journalism is not the type of piece that I would expect to find in the Calgary Herald. In her article, Ms. Lakritz wrote: "It is true that any kind of dog can and will bite under certain circumstances and even chihuahuas can inflict nasty damage. While dogs of other breeds may indeed be aggressive, the difference is that aggression is the pit bull's raison d'etre. The word "pit" in their name says it all -- the place in which they were expected to act out that aggression. And when they grab onto human flesh, a

Our Whole Marriage Was A Lie.......
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I was asked to get married,,I was so happy! I accepted with my heart! It was all a lie. It was never going to be finalized,,I was setup to look stupid!! It was a setup to make the other person look good. Never understood why he never bought a ring after asking me in front of people in the Lounge,,never was going to be a License. My heart is breaking so bad,,,I will never trust anyone again.

Scarred
EMOTIONS BECOME A KNOT OF PAIN THAT ENTANGLE ME TO A SAD STILLNESS, THOUGHTS FORM IMAGES SO VIVID THEY PARALYZE AND I AM UNABLE TO MOVE, TEARS FILL MY EYES AND I LET THEM FALL FOR IT IS MY ONLY RELEASE, MY HEART LAYS HEAVY AS IF LANCED AND EVERY BEAT IS A REMINDER THAT YOU ARE THE WOUND AND THE TOURNIQUET THAT WILL CEASE THE FLOW OF PAIN, IF I DARED RIP IT FROM MY BODY AS AN OFFERING TO YOU WOULD IT BE ENOUGH, DISSOLUTION IS MY STIGMATA AND I WEEP AS REGRET BECOMES MY SOULS BRAND, I WILL LIE IN WAIT FOR THE HEALER TIME TO URGE MY MIND TO FORGET , SO THOUGHTS OF YOU WILL HAVE NO PIERCINGS, AND MY BODY WILL BE FREE OF IT'S CARNAL LONGINGS, UNTIL THE SALVE OF TIME HAS LESSENED THIS TORMENT AND I AM WHOLE, I WILL KEEP THIS PAIN ALIVE FOR IT IS ALL THAT IS LEFT OF YOU, AND I WILL KNIT THIS PAIN INTO A BLANKET OF YOU AND COVER MYSELF AND LANGUISH IN THE SUFFERING AS IF IT IS A SHRINE. FOR YOU FEED THIS DARKNESS THAT IS NOW MY LUST, AND I FIND IT AS NEEDFU

The Real Problem With Pit Bulls
The Real Problem with Pit Bulls The real problem with Pit Bulls is people - specifically the people who own them. There is much debate about breed specific legislation which will effect Pit Bulls or similar breeds. There is one side that considers them a threat to the community and wants them banned and/or euthanized. There is the other side which points to instances of heroic actions and paints them as gentle pets. As in most debates, there are valid points on both sides of the argument. The problem is that dog owners, regardless of the breed they chose, need to take responsibility for properly training their animals. Taking a dog home requires a commitment. Too many people seem willing to provide food, shelter, a proper bed, medical attention, etc., but fall short of committing the time required to properly train their dog. The dog that is chosen will be part of the family for a long time. The dog, the humans in the household, and the neighbors will all be happier if the

What R U
¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your r

Feelings
I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when you passed out, I couldn't bring myself to call, except to call it quits, Best Friends, exfriends til the end, better off as lovers, and not the other way around, Racing thru the city, windows down, in the back of yellow checkered cars. Come hell or high water, well i'm feeling hot and wet, I can't commit to a thing be it heart or hospital, I cast a spell over the west to make you think of me the same way I think of you, this is a love song in my own way, Happily ever after below the waist!

All Family Read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK ALL HERE COMES THE FUN STUFF.OUR VERY OWN WIKKAD GOT INTO THE CONTEST AS YA'LL KNOW IF YA READ MY BLOG.WELL THINGS JUST GOT REAL INTERESTING LOL...WHO WANTS TO TAKE ON THE MAFIA.TY MOLE FOR THE 411 ON THIS.SO AS OF NOW,WE HAVE ALL OTHER CONTEST'S SITTING IN FIRST AND WIKKAD IS GETTING HER ASS KICKED,ME AND MOLE CAN'T FIGHT OFF THE MAFIA OURSELVE'S.GET IN HERE AND GIT-R-DONE GET ON THIS HOSTS FRIENDS LIST ASAP... ~CT DADDY™~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~Husband Of Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch™~I Love & Adore My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP THEN PLS GET IN HERE NOW!!!...

Daily Horrorscope Reaches New Low
Luck will only get you so far, and then hard work has to take over. (That advice also works when you switch the order around too.) The trick is learning when luck applies and when hard work is called for. ^So there it is... So basically it saying everything while realistically saying fuck all... The trick is learning when luck applies... ^Have you ever read a more complete load of rubbish! I think i should conclude my CT horrorscope blogs now by purely saying.. They are a load of pish.!

Why Women Go To The Bathroom In Pairs
This is just too funny! So true! When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you

Upa And Downs
Why is it that when you are Happy and feel so full of life, that nothing ever gets you down? When you are down and feel lonely, why is it so hard to get back up? I have been on such a high elevation of happiness these past 7 weeks, I can barely contain myself, then, BAM, like a hammer to the forhead I feel myself falling to the ground. Is it that the one person I want to be closest to, is too far away to be close to? A simple voice on the phone, a few words on the internet, an email, anything to turn me back up. Without her for even 8 or ten hours of conscience thought and I feel so alone, yet I know that she is there, in my heart, I can feel it. I spent over 16 months in training and Iraq, was married, and did not feel this alone, of course I thank my Brothers and Sisters in Arms for their steadfast support and companionship during that time. However, I can't stop thinking about her, no matter what the circumstances are, she is always there on my mind, in my thoughts. I feel better ju

Tannin Without Lines
Some guys like tan lines so they can follow the bulls eye to the important spots.....Me on the other hand am not crazy over them and prefer to tan naked because I LOVE the way the sun warms my pussy!!! MEEEEOOOOW LOOK FOR PICS....HEHEHEHE

Hang On.........there's More !!!!
Wow !! What an emotional life-altering rollercoaster it's been in my first 3 months. Chaos has reigned supreme in my world as of late. Bringing with it renewed fears ,regrets,wishes,hopes and dreams. No chosen path has shown itself to me more clearly than the one I see with my heart rather than my eyes. It's worn path traveled by many before me and scores more after feels somehow gentle and forgiving under my feet. The direction I have chosen I know is the right one for my shadow follows along with me with no protest. My hands hold a tag-along heart whos face I know but cannot see yet but in my minds eye and my souls heart. It doesn't fully understand my quest nor my journeys end but hopefully My heart will not fail it ....as I have silently vowed to protect shield,defend and cherish it above all others in my world until this old heart beats it's last,my breath will leave my body with its owners name happily upon my lips.............

The First Times
The first phone call…the first conversation…the right moment The first time voices connected…the right time! The first date…not wanting it to end...driving home…she is consuming your thoughts! The first realization…first revelation…still remembering her presence! The first time hours passed…and passed…choosing her voice over much needed sleep! The first time comprehending that you consume this woman too…her mind...her thoughts! The first time you smelled her perfume…delicious…wondering…what scent is that? The first time you held her…she's so soft…feminine…danced with her. The first time you looked deep into her eyes. The first time you touched her and her you. The first time you made her laugh. The first time you realized that you missed her so much it hurt inside. The first time you realized that somehow…someway…you wanted to feel ........The first time again.

Get Off
For all you people...and I know there sare only a few...who have nothing better but to go around marking peoples picutres as NSFW when there's nothing wrong with them, only the smallness of your mind...and the petty jealousies that you carry, please piss off, no one wants or needs to meet people like you. I am tired of people going around thinking they are judge and jury on an adult website. Are we adults or children who play stupid petty games? Grow the hell up and back off from my page cause I want nothing to do with you...I saw someones cock on their page and it was not marked, yet no one complained about that... Thank you to all my wonderful cherry friends who simply enjoy this website as I do. I love you all...much luv...xoxo

Wanna Get Married? ... Rofl!
This is a true story about a recent wedding It was in local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had hired a private detective to tail them. After just standing there, just watching the guests' reactions for a couple of minutes, he turned to th

Stuff You Might Wanna Know..
Stuff you might not know Body: *The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma. *No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times. *Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. *The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache. *Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. *Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. *The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets or flugobinders *Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. *The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer. *Pearls melt in vinegar. *The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order. *It is possible to lead a cow upstairs....but not downstairs. *A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why. *Turtles can breathe through their butts. *On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year. *Elephants are the only ani

Freaking Neighbours
I'm moving out in 2 weeks time but I swear the most annoying people have just moved in ubove and beside me. I live in a 9 apartment block and for the past 18 months it has been lovely and peaceful, but now two families have moved into the apartment beside me and above me and bloody hell I've never heard so much arguing in my life!!! Then they have make up sex!!!! jesus... I'm one of these people that play songs really loud when people annoy me to try to convey a message... can anyone suggest any good songs??

Rip Lee- Can't Believe Your Gone!
RIP Lee.. I can't believe you are gone. 25yrs old is too young to die. You were always trying to run your game but you didn't fool me, deep down you were a great guy and couldn't hide it. You will be missed and I will think about you all the time.. never to be forgotten. I was always telling you how proud of you I was.. how much you'd accomplished and gotten your life together. I am only left to wonder what else you could have done. I guess it's time now for you to move on. Where ever you are now, I hope it's beautiful. I miss you. Brady Lee Hopkins November 2nd 1981 to May 20th 2007

Hmm And The Asshole Of The Day Goes To....
OK kids another story...Remember read from the bottom up....Totally out of the blue this came to me.... ->wwwt: its the guys like you that think they can just say whatever to women that really pisses me off u need a life if you need a total stranger to fucken make u come get a life and maybe next time ull take the time to read someones profile before you do that again ->wwwt: Well ill give u it short and sweet...Listen to me u fucken jerk off...All u had to do was read my profile and see that i dont cyber..not a slut...and will NEVER show u or HELP you CUM out...if your looking for that then WRONG profile READ THE PROFILE NEXT TIME... wwwt: i need to come bad and your so fuckin hot ->wwwt: whys that? wwwt: i wanna see so bad really ->wwwt: rrr??? wwwt: ya can i see rrr plees ->wwwt: so u can read something that is hot wwwt: sorrry i can chat to ->wwwt: oh so u just want visual and not read? wwwt: your picx baby ->wwwt: u can see what? wwwt: lol ya so c

In The Arms Of The Angels
spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room

Happy Hour Gift Giveaway
``OKIEANGEL'S HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY`` THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT IS SET YOU GO AT YOUR OWN PACE. WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT PHOTO YOU WANT PLACED IN MY HAPPY HOUR GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER. I WILL RIP THIS PHOTO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ON IT UNTIL YOU REACH THE DESIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO WIN WHATEVER GIFT YOU WISH. GIFT WILL BE PURCHASED DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR AFTER YOU LET ME KNOW YOU HAVE THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS FOR THE PRIZE AND I VERIFY IT. 600 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = OR 1,600 COMMENTS = OR 2,000 COMMENTS = 4,000 COMMENTS = 6,000 COMMENTS = 8,000 COMMENTS = 10,000 COMMENTS =

Fyi...lol
OK SO I WAS IN A BAD WRECK ON SAT. THE DOCTOR SAYS I HAVE A SLIGHT CONCUSION, SPRAINED NECK, AND THAT I ALSO CHIPPED A VERTABRAE IN THE BACK OF MY NECK....WITH THAT BEING SAID, IF I ACCIDENTLY COMMENT YOU TWICE OR FORGET TO RATE YOU OR ANYTHING PLEASE LET ME KNOW I AM TRYING TO KEEP UP, BUT IT HAS BEEN VERY HARD THE LAST WEEK LOL...MUST BE THE PAIN MEDS??? ANYWAYS LOVE TO ALL!

Who Is The Most Self Confidentcherry???
LET ME KNOW WHAT PIC 2 RIP...BE CONFIDENT HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF AND ABOVE ALL SHOW YOUR CHERRY PRIDE! NO TIME LIMIT, TAKE AS LONG AS YOU NEED AND THAT WAY EVERYONE COMES OUT A WINNER! ... YOU CAN ALSO HAVE YOUR GIFTS SENT TO THE MEMBER OF YOUR CHOICE ON YOUR BEHALF! GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT DURING HAPPY HOUR! 3,600 COMMENTS = BRACELET 5,000 COMMENTS = EARRINGS 10,000 COMMENTS = MEN'S OR WOMAN'S RING 12,500 COMMENTS = ROLEX 25,000 COMMENTS = SILVER MOTORCYCLE 37,000 COMMENTS = TROPICAL VACTION 50,000 COMMENTS = CORVETTE 62,000 COMMENTS = PORSHE 125,000 COMMENTS = GET A YACHT 500,000 COMMENTS = Million Dollar Mansion

Father Needs Prayers
Hey all CT friends and fans, My father lost his wife a few weks ago and now found out his 401K is gone do to legal issues against the company, has to seel his house, and my step family is fighting over their mothers money. Today he went out and drank a 12 pack and poped half a bottle of vicodin. Please pray for him!!! He is a vietnam vet and needs out support!!!! Thanks!!!!!!

Easy Way To Love
APPLES and WINE Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.

More Rants And Raves
play the video while reading ok peopl wtf is wrong with the human population we are to eased to point our own blame and fualts on other people its like wtf why cant we all go *yeah i fucked up yeah its my responsibilty and i will fix it* noooooooooo we ease to point it off to the next guy or girl or we ease to easly to seek out conflict to make ourselfs seem better then what we truly are it seems to me the human race is a smarter form of parasite for we know how to fix things but we keep fucking shit up worst hence voting *W* bush into office twice i bet the intire bush family right now is feeling like a bunch of idiots for it seeing with good ole W bush hes making the intire bush family seem like a bunch of war hungry know nothing tards but i wont insult tards because i know some tards that could run things better then bush so please oh fucking please can we the human population step out of the the seaspol we call life and grow the fuck up

Thankyou To All Who Serve.
Lately I noticed that there isn't a lot of support out therefor the troops. You got that big fat piece of crap Rosie O'Donnell calling them terrorists and that just pisses me off. Do people like this NOT realize that the troops are fighting for democracy and if it weren't for them she couldn't be the fat assed lesbian that she is? In other words they are there so you can have the RIGHT to be a lesbian. I dare her fat ass to go to Saudi Arabia and declare her gayness there. She would be strung up and shot. Who gave her the damn right to call them terrorists or become the moral compass of America? She should be put on an island alone with no cheeseburgers or something. Like what the hell? Did we forget the feelings of anger and outrage the day those fascist asses drove those planes into the World Trade Centers? Do we not remember those police and fire fighters who lost their lives? How about the people who died in the towers who made the mistake of showing up for work that day? What a

Lifes A Bitch Sometimes
so i was in a relationship for a year with a girl thought was made for me. recently things changed and she broke it off because she wasnt into it anymore or something like that. i have never felt like this about anyone this shit is rough. its been since tuesday and i cant get my mind away from it. to top it off me and her have been friends since middle school and we were roomates beforehand and i have nowhere to go and neither does she so we are roomates again. talk about odd. o well life rolls on we still care about each other it just didnt work i guess (for her for me i loved it ). i dont know if i really should be sharing all this but i need to tlk to help myself. thanks for listening

Thank You
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com First I want to say thank you for those that have supported me since I have posted those up to date pictures of myself. A few have stayed around and have shown they are true and real friends.. and I have had others tell me they don't want to be my friends anymore because of them. No, I didn't lie about my looks.. I have always been honest and told everyone that I have changed a lot since that college picture of mine. My crushes have fallen, I have lost so called friends now. Just because someone's looks change.. doesn't mean they change too. I am still the same Cassie. I feel so hurt and that nothing will ever be the same now that I posted them. And it shows just how shallow some of the men on this site really are.. they are only interested in the very young perfect bodied girls and to hell with the women that look like me, because to them we aren't good enough and you are WRONG VERY WRONG.. Just image what would happen if they (the

My Forever Soul Mate
My Forever Soul Mate Your smile brings light to my darkness Your touch takes away my pain Your eyes dance with love for me And your lips only speak my name. We were meant to be together There's no other way it could be Because without you by my side I no longer could be me. You've changed my life forever You've showed me the meaning of true love You've opened my eyes to new things And brought me closer to Goddess above. You are the love of my life Not even death could do us part For you are my forever soul mate And I love you with all my heart. I will love you forever and a day... and as long as we can get away with!

Never Forget!
I know many fo you have plans for today. BBQ with family and friends. Maybe takiing in a movie. I'll be out at the Ball Field watching kids play baseball all day. These freedom don't come cheap and many young men and women of this great country have giving some and many have giving all to protect them. Please take a moment in your day with your friends and family to remember them. I Know I will! Sir Dave ** If You Feel The Same.. PLEASE REPOST! **

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia
"Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia: the fear of long words." When I was in grade 4 I had a nun for a teacher. Sounds like the beginning of some kinky tale, I know, but this is alot less interesting. So Sister Eva, she had this insidious way of punishing her misbehaving students; instead of making us clean the chalk board or write lines, she would have us stay in from recess/after school and copy out a page in the dictionary. She had me start out in the early A's and throughout the school year I eventually managed my way through to the mid R's - I was a problem child. The funny thing is this: years later I can look back on that year, and realize what a blessing that absurd punishment was! Her method of discipline was also a gift that allowed me to express myself in a myriad of different ways. But I've also discovered that this gift was a double edged sword. I've discovered over the years that people become VERY confused and angry when they are confronted with a word they don

Stupid Names
It's that time again, yes, after my rant on the stupid fucking 'morph' pics, I'm ready to rant about something almost as annoying...The stupid fucking names people have registered on Cherry Tap. Lets start with the name "Baby". Any use of that word in conjunction with ANY other word, is absolutely fucking retarded. I think 1/3 of the girls on CTap are "BabyGirl" or "lilbabygirl" or some facsimile thereof. This is the dumbest fucking thing you could possibly do. You have to be an adult, which is 18+, to even register a page on this site. We're all fucking adults here, so god damnit, ACT LIKE IT. If you have such an infatuation with the word "Baby" then I suggest you go to a fetish site where you can dress up an old man in some diapers and clean him up when he shits himself. Your stupid fucking name has no place here. If I even see a profile and it has 'baby' in the name, I will refuse to click on it. The next one is "Barbie". None of you look like Barbie, and you never wi

Poem
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunken man in an Oldsmobile they said had run the light. That caused the six-car pileup on 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about and blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, for death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, was heard above the noise, Her plaintive plea near split the air, "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands, she struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast in grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused on where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen, she did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, but when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, but the seat belts were

Nobody
Nobody can mess up my life but me Nobody can show me the way to see Nobody is there Nobody seems to care Once it's over and I am gone Who will really cry? Nobody will show Nobody will care Nobody knows the pain Nobody knows the fear Nobody know how much I love you dear Nobody here to help me cry Nobody here to watch my heart die Nobody can save me from what I might do Nobody but you

The Hunt (part:3)
I open my eyes and the night is dark around me...The air cool on my bare skin...I take a step quietly...Moving slowly...I pause a moment and listen...There is no sound other than nature.I begin to run...My bare feet against the dirt...The white nightgown clinging to my sweaty body...My heart races...I can feel you behind me...I run faster...The night air sharp in my lungs...My foot hits something hard on the ground...And I stumble...Losing my balance and I begin to fall.But your hands fall strongly on my body...Gripping me tight as you pull me back and spin me around...Pulling my body hard into yours...My heart beats against your chest as I gaze up into your eyes...Lost in the moment...Hungry for you...Your lips fall upon mine with a fire that burns them...Soothes them.And I become helpless in your arms...My tongue tasting your passion...My lips enticing you to feed...My bite urging you to touch me...You press me against a tree...Your hands pushing my shoulders back...As your mouth mov

Do You Know Me?
Chances are you don't. Sure, you "know" me on CT, have added me as a friend, fanned me, maybe even added me in your "family" list. But chances are you don't know me. That's ok. That's why I'm writing this. I'd like to introduce myself. Those of you who already know me, and the very few who have actually met me in person, can attest I'm a geek. Borderline dork. I get excited over Star Wars specials on the Sci-Fi channel, or MythBusters marathons. I love Philip K. Dick and James P. Hogan; at the same time I swoon over Stephen King and Dean Koontz. I play the piano. I'm nowhere near a concert pianist, but I have been asked to perform in private and public events. I taught piano for a few years. I've even composed music, but I'm way too shy to share. I play chess. My father taught me. He was the reigning chess champion during his college years. I've only beaten him twice, and I think he let me win both times. But I continue to challenge him... I snort when I l

Post Surgery
Thank all of you beautiful people for your thoughts and prayers. A little over a month ago I was in New Jersey and got assaulted...busted my face about 25 times. A day and a half in the local hospital and two more in a motel room...I drove back to Texas with just half of an eye. Couldnt see shit. Over the next few weeks it seemed as if my eyes were getting better. About two weeks ago I developed a huge black spot covering my vision in my left eye. Rushed to the emergency room to learn that I have a detached retina and went straight in for emergency surgery. They removed the lens from my eye and inserted a gas ball inside to hold my eye together so maybe it will heal. I am left eye blind for the next two months (possibly permanently). I thought they were going to have to do surgery on my right eye, but found out today they aren't...thank God! Just need a corrective lens for it. I know for a fact that THE worst part of being completely blind is...How do you know when your butt is clea

Party Time!!
Well since my divorce is final after 7 years of pain and heartache, it's time to celebrate with one of my best friends this weekend the begining of a new life for me!! Bi~Babe@ CherryTAP Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys

Flowers In The Swamp
since becoming a member on ct i have found that often times it reminds me of a swamp. a dark swamp. cold,wet with creatures lurking deep in the shadows watching you. sometimes i find my self walking through the dark swamps of ct. pulling myself through the binding mud trying to make it to some dry land to rest a bit. i look around and see only tall slooping weeds. and hear the sounds of the pervs in the distince howling like wolves lusting for the next meal. sometimes i stop and ask my self why i walked into this swamp, why i left a dry path to venture into a dark place with nothing good. then i see a flower. a small flower all by itself cuddled in the midst of all the weeds. it is lovely! grand in all its being. comforting to my eyes. it reminds me there is light in the swamp, there can be a flower in the weeds. i stop and take a deep breath and hold my gaze upon this flower before moving on. and i find myself full of strength again ready to move on through the swamp. i dont

Lessons In Life....
dont judge others by their actions....but yourself in your intentions...take each moment as it comes...treat others as you wish to be treated...and learn not to hold a grudge...life is too short..make time for the ones you love...follow your heart ..and sometimes your head...let people know how you feel...see the beauty in everything...and everyone...dont worry about what is yet to come..the future hasnt happened yet..just take each day as it comes...with a deap breath..and a big smile...and live each day as if it was your last...there are things in life we dont want to happen...but have to accept...

For Granted We Take
Ever wonder how the world can be served with silver spoon in hand, to those who have everything but simply do not understand. When there are those that i call we that have to dust off an empty hand. A house thats full of trinkets and life full of bliss and yet there heart and mind still cannot grasp that there is so much more than this. we hold our heads above the surface just to see the light of day, we crawl so we can walk again, it is these dues we have to pay. a silver platter is nothing when its gold that you possess. the riches of the world are the only thing that has digressed. You care only for materials that rip and fade in time, its those materials that we break for during this journey we must climb. The rich may get richer, yet suicide is on their minds, if only the could fit our shoes and see lifes not hard to find. we eat to live while they live to eat but we find the rainbows end,because love controls the hearts of the ones where silver spoons just don

Newest Family Member And Bomber
Hey ya'll help me out in welcoming the newest member to our family...annieo.She not only joined the family but the bombsquad as well and will be an invaluable asset therein as I have known this lady for some time and know her bombing capabilitie's,so join me in welcoming her and watch her GIT-R-DONE.

Toda's Cherry Spolight Thingy
I looked at the profile of today’s cherry spotlight, very interesting……..however I found her age of 37 somewhat bemusing, I have heard of ages measured in dog and cat years, however never giant tortoise years………………….

Liars, Cheaters, Exposed!!!!!!!!
Yeah wanna see some bullshit? Soo... I logg on this afternoon,, and check the stickeys. There is this bulliton offereing Freeblasts. I can use on right now,.. as cash is tight..So I open it up. Its from this dude asking people to add fan rate and comment bomb his girlreinds profile. The person who leaves the most profile comments will win a weeks blast!. 2nd place is 3 days, third is a one day!His girlfreind BTW is todays spotlight winner! *this is him* ICANBURS IS TAKEN@ CherryTAP *and here she is* SEXYGIRLBLONDE*^*^*in *GA.*@ CherryTAP So I message him asking for details.. and he gives them. I was concerned on how they would keep track,, he assured me she was at the pc counting comments. So i said ok.. sure... why not!?!?!? Big fukin mistake! I decided to get a really good pic of Marylin Monroe,as she is obviousy tryng to emulate her, and make a tag for her, and use that to bomb with. This is what I came up with..... I fan her, rate her 11 as instructed,

Farewell
Well.. just to let everyone know.. i will most likely be leaving this lovely place i have come to call fun... please dont ask why.. just know its for my own reasons.. and that i really should so i can get my head on straight...unless someone out there can convince me other wise.. i will only be on here for maybe another week...

I Sure Hope This Is Accurate!
Follow your hunch, even (especially) if it takes you off the beaten track. You may not end up where you thought you would, but in actuality, you could land somewhere even better -- and you'll learn a few things along the way.

Stevie Nicks Concert
Last night me and a friend went to see Ms. Stevie Nicks at the ZOO Ampitheater in OKC. It had been a life long dream to see her in person and I finally got to go. It seems I was either sick or I had to work. Chris Issak opened and did a 1 hour and 20 minute show that never stopped! He was fabulous and if you have never seen him live, your cheating yourself! Stevie opened up with Stand back and of course, the place erupted! The whole place was lit up like a Christmas tree, lol! I had heard some reviews that were less than favorable, ie voice gone, etc. However, her voice was great and pitch perfect. Not bad for 59 years old. SHe performed anything from "Golddust Woman" to "Seventeen" and the band was really fantastic, they did not disappoint in the least. Two things, her show was 1 hour 40 minutes long and she did not perform a lot of songs. She merely played SEVERAL at length. That was a terrible diappointment for me after waiting so long to see her. For example, No "Gypsy", "I'

It's So Hard
It's so hard to work today. WHat did ya think I was gonna say? Ya pervs. Okmaybe i am the only perv here. It's sunny and warm. Could be out snoozing in the hammock. :) I think I need a nice long vacation with nothing to do.

White Chocolate
let's see I could dip some strawberries in white and milk chocolate and feed them to you one by one each followed with a kiss and a sip of champagne. No too romantic how about this: How about we take all your clothes off and you just lie back on the bed, I'll have some chocolate in a a warmer beside the bed. Maybe I would dip a strawberry in it and let you have a bite but then look you have a little chocolate right there on your lip .Let me get that for you.oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to bite you ,but it taste so good ! Then maybe I'd let a little chocolate drizzle on your your ear lobe then your neck now I have to get that off I'll just suck it right off your ear lobe and lick down your neck until its gone. Oh but how about this Nice and warm drizzling on your chest, I'll just let it drop first on one nipple then the other and let it trail over your stomach to your belly button. Doesn't that feel nice and warm? another mess to clean up. I'll use my lips ,tongue and teeth, kissing,

Fack Ass People
fack ass people i hat the worst they omly come around when thay need somthing...and im not talking about aneyone on here im talking about my soory friends who need to hang out with me when thy omly need somthing thay forget who i am when thay dont need something it is omly when ther back is a gents the wall when thay call or come around but im here fore my frieneds no matter how much it hurt me im still standind and wating to help them out im a idiot u tell me

Naughty Horoscopes
**Naughty Horoscopes** Aries (March 21 - April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color

Today Again
i get a bonus today and have very little to do tonight, so i was plannin on findin something to do, then the boss man comes in and tells me theres a truck comin in at 7pm, and they really need me to stay. Doing shit like that got me my bonus, but now i can't even get to the damn bank to cash it! GODDAMMIT! So it seems like every thing that starts looking good, turns to SHIT!! i'll still be going out somewhere, but it would have been nice to have been home by now and get an early start to the weekend! Everytime i bitch and complain about this shit to the boss's, i just get handed another check and pretty much told to shut up and get back to work! kinda fun playin that game, it always gets me more money! but when the fuck am i supposed to go spend it? I want to trade in my pink truck and get a new car, Maybe a dodge charger or a toyota tundra! not sure yet! But i also want a better tv in my room, cuz thats where i end up watching tv mostly! who knows what i'll do? not me.

Not A Good Day
Today was a really bad day for a number of reasons. I just feel like I'm drowning and I'm only an inch or two under the surface, and I can see the sun shining down... but I can't get out. I try to pretend everything is alright and that I'm happy, but I'm not. I haven't been happy for a while. I know where it all started, I think about it all the time. The day I was discharged from the Army was the worst day of my life. It was worse than finding out I had cancer, because I knew I would beat it. It was worse than waking up 1/2 dead from the car accident because I was just happy to be alive. I didn't do anything wrong, I survived cancer and they kicked me out regardless. It was the only thing I really ever wanted to do and was something I was very good at. There are times when I can't even talk to friends from the Army or look at old pics because it hurts too much. Every so often I look in my closet where a pair of my old BDU's hang perfectly pressed over a pair of polished boo

Powerful Words Of An Angry Woman...
THESE ARE THE WORDS OF A HIGHLY RESPECTED FRIEND OF MINE, DALLAS. A FEISTY AND SHARP GAL, SHE NEVER FAILS TO IMPRESS ME EVERY TIME SHE SPEAKS. ENJOY AND HOPEFULLY THINK ABOUT IT. Just a little bit of history repeating Category: Life Just a thought...while most of us get smashed and enjoy the stress free Monday this Memorial Day provides, I urge every one of you to remember and SAY THANKS to those you know who serve or have served in the armed forces. Even if it's not today. Any day will do. Just a month ago, the entire nation stood still in shock as news spread that thirty some-odd students were gunned down on the campus at Virginia Tech. The "Virginia Tech Massacre" stunned and horrified the many friends and family left to grieve for the loss of so many bright, young men and women slain in the prime of their lives by simply trying to get a college degree. I could not begin to count the number of times I heard "Why?" over and over. How could the fate of so many rest in the

My Soul Laid Bare,.....
There was a line from Practical Magic, always rang true for me. "Sometimes I think if you put my heart up to your ear you could hear the ocean." So many times I looked upon the expanses of my heart as a desolate plane of nothingness. There has been an awakening, like the desert getting rain. Suddenly there are growing things and beauty popping up from sleepy tombs in unmarked graves. My spirit had been cast into an eternal winter shards of ice pierced the already bleeding wounds and scars left by past failures. So many parts of myself had been locked away. Hidden and unbidden for countless years on end. Hoping that someday the holder of the key would appear. Not that I held out much hope of having that happen. Time heals all wounds they say.... funny that is a cliche that doesn't hold water. It leaks like a jar that won't seal. Hurts and disappointments piled themselves in front of caves that led to the core of my true self. Echoes of who I used to be long ago in a time

Extended Bio
About me: Lets see, what is there to know about me? Well, for starters I have two speeds - walk and kill. I once ate 3 72 oz. steaks in 1 hour - I spent the first 45 minutes having sex with my waitresses. When the Boogeyman goes to sleep at night, he checks his closet for ME! I sleep with a nightlight because the dark if afraid of me. I can unscramble an egg. I do not sleep, I wait. My chief export is pain, and I can divide by zero. I hold the secret to cold fusion - but will not let it be known until they put Family Matters back on the air. I clog the toilet when I piss. My cowboy boots are made from real cowboys. I once ordered a Big Mac at Burger King and got one. If I’m running late, time better slow the fuck down. I do not go hunting, I go killing. It takes 25 puppeteers to make me smile, but only 2 to destroy an orphanage. I can make a woman pregnant just by pointing at her and saying "booyow". In the morning, I don't have to style my hair - it jumps into place out of s

Today Is A Day I Will Never Forget!
Today is a day I will never forget! I almost had a heart attack this morning when I woke up! I had thought either some bug had bitten me or maybe I was having a reaction to something I had eaten or drank. I got up thinking what am I going to do what am I going to do, ohhhh maybe some aspirin will help but I don’t have any and it’s Sunday; the MEA Medical Clinic is not open today. All swollen and stiff and just throbbing away I figured maybe a good shower would help but it didn’t so I dried off and started to put my clothes on and then raced to the bath room before going to the Emergency Room which is a long ride for me. When I came out of the bath room I notice all the swelling had gone down and it was not throbbing anymore….whewwww!

Key To A Heart
Key to a Heart A kiss is the key Of whether your into me Make it rough Heart grows tough Make it sleazy Soul becomes uneasy Do it slow Love will grow Make it long Right were I belong Let me see Your kiss is the key

Time To Get To Know Me
WHERE TO BEGIN I HAVE FOUR WONDERFUL KIDS THEY ARE THE HIGHTLIGHT OF MY LIFE AT TIMES THERE THE ONLY REASON I GET UP EVERYDAY. YES LIKE MOST MY LIFE SUCKED GROWNING UP BUT IT'S MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY WITHOUT THAT LIFE WHO KNOWS WHO I WOULD BE NOW!! MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME AND KNOW ME WELL WILL TELL YOU I DON'T ASK FOR ANYTHING I DO IT ALL ON MY OWN I HAVE MORE TREAD MARKS THAN I CAN COUNT BUT I WILL GO ON I MIGHT BE BROKEN ON THE INSIDE BUT MY STRENGHT WILL CARRY ME THROUGH IT ALL I HAVE HOPES AND DREAMS LIKE MOST EVERYONE BUT I WILL GET MINE I'M A FIGHTER I FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT AND FOR WHAT I LOVE HURT ME AND YOU BETTER RUN HURT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOU BETTER HIDE!!!!!AS THAT WON'T HELP YOUR ASS EITHER.... I TELL YOU THE WAY IT IS AFTER ALL LIFE ISN'T A BOX OF CANDY SO DON'T COME TO ME WANTING ME TO CANDY COAT IT FOR YOU BECAUSE I WON'T! I LOVE ANIMALS I'VE BROKEN HORSES TO RIDE I'VE EVEN BROKE A COW TO RIDE LOL I WAS BORED!! I'M GOING TO SCHOOL TO BE A LAWYER AND FOR FUN

Love
I took me long enough, and almost cost me dearly, but I finaly made my move. Rose and I have been seeing eachother for a while now and I have done way too much to hurt her, but she has stuck by me through it all. Then I finaly realized that if I didn't do something to prove to her that I love her I would lose her. So, I finaly moved out and got away from the situation I was in. I am staying with her for now, but am looking for a place of my own. I just need to stand on my own two feet for a while. Thankfuly, I know that I will have her right by my side through it all and I won't have to worry about losing her any more. Rose, you are the light of my life. You are my heart and soul, my soul mate. Will you marry me Rose? Make me that happiest man in the world!

Damageplan Shooting: What Happened The Night Dimebag Was Murdered? - Dec. 8th, 2004
The following story by John Futty was published in the January 16, 2005 edition of The Columbus Dispatch: His high-pitched scream spoke to all of the things William Wever couldn't say. "It was like he suddenly realized, 'I've got another man's blood on me,' " said his friend Crystal Levings, 25, of Mount Vernon. Wever was cleaning the blood from his hands, face and clothing in the Alrosa Villa bathroom when he was struck by the horror he had witnessed. Like other fans at the heavy-metal concert by DAMAGEPLAN, he had watched a gunman shoot guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott in the back of the head, then turn the gun on those who tried to intervene. For reasons he can't explain, Wever climbed onstage to try to save a bleeding victim, even as the gunman, Nathan Gale of Marysville, continued shooting. "I have no clue why I jumped up there," said Wever, a 33-year old Mount Vernon man who is trained in CPR for his job in store security. "I wasn't thinking anything. I just did it.

Soap Operas....i Don't Get It
What is this obsession that people have with Soap Operas? Why is it that the world seems to stop when their favorite one comes on? All is put on the back burner at the time of showing? Maybe someone can shed some light on this subject and make me a little bit more informed of this..... I am so deprived at this time...sniff....sniff

My Perfect Woman
My perfect woman... 1. A woman who can go horseback riding all day long ,picnic included, have a great time and not complain about the bugs or the ants. 2. A woman who lets me be a gentleman without complaining or making a big deal out of it, but still understands that from time to time my testosterone will get the best of me and make me do/say "dumb" guy things. 3. A woman who lets me get away with those occasional "dumb guy" moments and doesn't remind me about them for weeks on end (bonus points if every once in a while she thinks they're an endearing quality). 4. A woman who can participate in a heated discussion about who's better, Hugo or Hawthorne, and then cuddle on the couch with me and watch Austin Powers (for the 100th time). 5. A woman who can dress up and do dinner and the symphony and act the part, but can put on jeans and a t-shirt the next night and shoot darts and/or pool with me in the local bar, listen to my country music selections on the jukebox, and act tha

Im Slacking And Im Sorry....
I just wanted to let everyone knwo that I havent forgotten the ELITE and my resonsability in helping out. This week will be rough, it is services and viewing for Vince. I am still doing all that i can do for the brothers so i have not time. Lastnight i got to go out, (taking one of the brothers out with me). It was nice to get out. However, I was just wanting to let you all know that I will be back next week to helping out. Right now is just rough, and I apologize.!!! Take care, I love you all, Ravon.

Tasty
This is for you..... Current mood: excited Category: Romance and Relationships mmmmmm, babe, lying here beside you, looking into your eyes, after making love with you.....propped up on my arm....tracing your face with my fingers, pulling you closer to me as i longingly kiss you i can feel your body responding to mine, & i am already wet again, as i feel your dick starting to get hard, again....i lean down & take your dick in my mouth, i can still taste myself on it from where we had just made love, & it is so sexy....i turn around & place my pussy in your face & your tounge starts working on my clit, i am so wet, & my sweet pussy juices are just there for your toungue to catch...i am moaning in ectasy, & taking you in my mouth, i go down as far as i can take you in my mouth.....mmmmmmmmmmm, you pick me up off your face & turn me around, kissing me deeply as we taste each other.....slowly, you lower me over your hard throbbing dick, just slowly , my pussy covers the head of

Advert
I've just noticed that above the subject box in on the blog composition page, there is an click through for a writer's editor and reference, apparently authored by Bryant McGill. There are more than a few 'poets' on here that I would recommend download that software. I take that back. That would ruin the bad poetry.

Family And Freinds Plz Read
ddont mean not to be answering all but heres the deal..i'm getting ready to go to bossier city lous. for the birth of another g/son..itsno.8 i think got a bunch anyway..and be gon for a couple of days..will be back and let ya'll know all about..so plz dont think im a snob.. i just got to go for a couple of days....got a cuban cigar waiting on me and i quit smoking.. oh wee off for no 8.. love ya all..

Poem #1 " A Shell Of A Mind"
Of her....i do remember. on those bitter days of december. fire that danced in her eyes. full ruby lips telling lies. taste of her skin in the flickering light. warmth of her body on a cold winter's night. how do you make the dreams go away. how do you make your life's lover stay. people help...yes..yes they do. but, where do you go, when the night comes for you. the memories , all knots tied in your head. no pain in your heart..cause it's already dead. cry out in anger, though not knowing what for. a mass of weeping child lay cold on the floor. sorrow like a sword hath run you through. what of tomorrow, and the next day anew. they creep up and wrench your guts till you bleed. her lies and deceit need somewhere to feed. this....... is that loss of love. my heavenly angel from above. to this day, through all i have been. i'd take her back, and do it over again.

Whitemail
Beneath the stones Lie ashes of silver and gold Remains of solice Grateful for weakness Unable to grasp the concept of... WHAT IT IS YOU WANT FROM ME!!!! Targeted in brush Segregated with shame Refusing to feel Or join in the game Whilst the world around us is being torn to shreds You have chosen out of all existence ME as your letter A Scarlet the color That it burns deep A bother to all That my eyes stay open While mind is asleep ...that when I am manic I just might not smile... ...that when I feel livid laughter ensues... ...that when I feel faint I'm strongest of all... ...that when I see straight my world dissappears... Fits of no consequence Like lines in a play Mostly go unheard Dinner is served Cold dish overdone To satisfy the hunger Of particularly one A chemical masterpiece To deserve this hell I must be God's stepson Coping with disease Socrates, remedy Plato is a cure In difference will Kill any uncertainty

My Hero......i Will Miss You!!!!
When i got a myspace like four years ago, i dint know who or what to put down as hero or hero's. Well in a rescent passing i have determined that i have been missing someone from that list for a long time. My Nan-Nan. She passed away exactly 24 hours ago to this minute, with her two children, and her two oldest and closest grandkids by her side. After a very short fight with cancer. I have never ever lost a family member before, so i have all these new emotions going through my head, i am having trouble venting so i hope this blog helps......... Nan-Nan Wherever you may be right now, i just want to let you know that i love you with all my heart. You are responsible for so much in my life.I am following my fathers footsteps,but you have helped through every problem along the way. I just want to let you know that i am thankful for everything that you have done for myself and this family through your life. Thank you for the vacations every summer to Stone Harbor, our favorite place on sun

Downraters
I'm so fed up with downraters on here.... what is the point? Usually I just hate the ones who downrate missing kids pics but I'm getting fed up with the ones downrating me... so.... I am going to start a list here of all of those idiots. If you care to put more on, feel free, I'm sure within a week it will be full lol. Just go and block them people. Number 1:

The Real Story Of Garden Of Eden
Thought be nice to create a blog for jokes i much rather start my day out with a smile and a laugh feel free to add yours , rated r ok :) GARDEN OF EDEN EVE's SIDE OF THE STORY Garden of Eden, God visits Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," Eve replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I do have this one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc. ... she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced." "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I

Some More By Me And Other Authors
That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when you're weak - Me Happiness depends upon ourselves - ME They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself - Andy Warhol God can heal a broken heart if given all the pieces... don't always go for what you want, look at what you already have or you might miss something special...Sometimes the sound of goodbye is louder than any drum beat - Me Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret - Me You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you - Eric Hoffer Holding on to anger, resentment, & hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache, and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughterand lightness in your life - Joan Lunden Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were - Cherie Carter-Scott The reasonable man adapts himself to t

Children
Once I lost my wife...I always thought that I would prefer to meet someone, either without children or grown children, who didn't have children at home. However, I am finding this to be quite the contrary! I have met women on here (and elsewhere) who have children and I find it to be absolutely awesome. I love being able to make children laugh! It is not something that I hear every day...even though I have children of my own. I haven't seen my children in 8 years! I see alot of profiles on here that refer to children ... "If you dont like them...C'Ya!" I am not that way...children make the world a better place. They teach us how to stay young and how to laugh! My youngest son, Benjamin, is my SUPERHERO!!!!! I love children and I miss mine. Children make adult lives complete in thier own unique way...like nothing else. And if you have never had children...I feel sorry for you...because they make your life complete. I LOVE YOU SON!!!

June 7th...
I'm holding back tears from sadness...yeah, it's a blue day ~ one of the days I don't consider to be "happy"...LOL ~ don't really wanna call it a "bad day", but it is what it is. I'm sitting here, surfin' the net...shoppin' on eBay for some fun stuff to take fotos in, while I sip on a grody BARIUM BANANA SMOOTHIE!!! LMAO...I can't believe they think this stuff tastes good! BLECH!! I'm going in for a CT Scan at 0800am...a lovely non-invasive procedure that will show all my beautiful "innerds" to my insurance company for final approval on my heart transplant requirements! I hope I didn't overwhelm you with that last blog...but I DID warn you that it was LONG!!! This is another night of insomnia...one of the funky symptoms of cardiomyopathy. Well, at least I have fun while I'm awake! LOL... LOVE YOU!!! MUAHz! And Scarlett O'Hara said, "After all...tomorrow is another day."

The Storm And The Full Moon
The Storm and the Full Moon It was the kind of night that I love; there is something about me and full moons. It brings out some kind of animalistic quality. I wonder if the cavemen and women felt this way. The feeling that just takes over you mind and body, it gives way to all that you want to do, but haven’t tried. I would love to be on an old English countryside road enjoy the scenery. I would to drive along the winding roads and taking in the silence of the moment. As I come around the corner of the perfect S curve, I see a woman stopped on the side of the road. I pulled up behind her car and asked if she needed any help, she replied “yes I do”. What seems to be the problem, miss? “I am not sure me car came to a sudden stop, when reached this curve. Well, I am no mechanic but I will look at it. Can you please pop the hood; so I can look around? I think we’re in for a storm very soon. Do you have a flash light that I can use? She walked around the car to her trunk and opened i

Life As We Knew It
Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' Bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler

Can You See Me?
Can you see me? Look hard. Beyond the smile, behind the eyes? Can you see me? Im here. Inside the clothes, under the facade. Can you see me? That little voice, within you deep, crying to be heard. Can you see me? The real me?

Telling The Truth!
SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT I WAS BEING MEAN BECAUSE I WAS TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT MYSELF. THEY TOLD ME TO BE A LITTLE BIT NICER. WELL I LOOK AT IT THIS WAY I WOULD RATHER TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE INSTEAD OF TELLING A LIE. I WOULD RATHER HAVE SOME LIKE ME OR HATE ME BECAUSE I TOLD THE TRUTH AND NOT A LIE. ANYONE WHO READS THIS IF YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!!!!!!!!

Checking
Good Morning Ya'll Just wanted to see how many people on my friends list actually pay attention. I usually send out user comments to every one on my list but the list has been dwindling down for several weeks due to the lack of repsonses I get. I decided this morning that doing a blog will determine who stays on the list for user comments. I dont do the user comments for points I send them out because i value the friendships I have made here on CT. I guess its time to see who feels the same way. Hope you all have a great friday and an awesome weekend Peace Out !!!SNIPER!!! P.S. to the guys...I send urs out when i see a good one that doesnt appear to make it look like Im GAY!> I find tons and tons of comments for the ladies but few for the guys other than the ones i make myself

April Snow
April Snow! Nature has a funny way of turning all our heads As spring comes near and thoughts are filled with planting flower beds. And so this April evening, as raindrops hit the wall I fell into a slumber; a deep sleep I recall. And then within my dream there danced such wondrous signs of spring The flowers bloom, a bouncing ball, an insects gentle sting. But then I woke to shoveling and the scraping of the plow. I stopped, I screeched, I ran to look. What’s nature doing now? The squirrels throwing snowballs down as whiteness starts to melt, Across the great horizon lay a beauteous snow white belt. The warmth and coolness in the air confusing all the birds I stood there shivering in the snow my mind devoid of words. While driving down a wooded road, the beauty that I see Surely makes me realize it all makes sense to me. Nature took this one last chance to whitewash all the earth And remind us of the innocence God gave us all at birth. And so, in life, when

Some Magick Spells
A NOTE ABOUT SPELLS: If you are here looking for spells to affect the will of other people, i.e., make someone love you, harm someone, attain personal gain at the cost of others, etc... you are in the wrong place. Spells, simply put, are a way of directing energy to bring about change in YOUR life, not someone else's. Change can happen in many ways and that may or may not be in the way that you expect. Wiccans never perform spells or rituals to harm or affect the will of others, only to affect their own lives in positive ways by drawing upon their own energies. Please do not contact us asking for spells to control the will of others; we cannot and will not help you. There is no "hocus-pocus" here, it takes many years of practice and attuning to channel your inner energies and it is not to be taken lightly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Purification Ritual for New Magical Tools by Jame Kambos Whenever you buy a new tool for magical workings it is important th

Is The Grass Greener?
The tangled web we weave! We, as in I! When your least expecting it, boom... something can walk into your life that was lacking for years. You have a good stable life, sure things are lacking, your happiness isn't always an issue, till someone strolls in and can be everything you have ever wanted. Soul Mate or homewrecker? In this case, I would claim Soul Mate. So what to do? Is the grass greener on the other side, or should you go with stability and stay where you are? Can you love 2 people? I love my parents, my family, both my children, but wow, 2 men who love me? Can it be? Now, the ball is in my court, and I don't like this much power. What to do! 3 hearts are on the line... and I am dumbfounded and overwhelmed! Will I ever get the answers? Can someone shine some light on this... I am blinded by utter stupidity at this point! HELP... please comment!

Sigh... How Imaginative Is That??? **shudders**
i wanna beat your pussy like a egg beater i can taste you like a hot dog on a grill! i want to drink your pussy juice, eat your pussy, fry your pussy, broil your pussy, candy-coat your pussy, regrigerate your pussy, roast your pussy, steam your pussy, shiskabob your pussy, tie your pussy on a string and slide it down my throat, freeze your pussy, put your pussyon a sandwich, on a burrito, on on a sub, mix it with watermelon and cheese!i wanna do amazing things to your pussy, things that will blow your fucking mind!! i definately want to suck your titty milk and lick and bite your asshole until its raw and bloody! omg i wanna stick my bigfat cock up your ass and go back and forth really hard and fast...i want to give you a dirty sanchez then i want to eat all the poop that comes out during the dirty sanchez....i want to make love to your sweet body hehehehe

A Real Friend
REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A

June 9th... Oiiiiii This Is Frustrating....
Well It starts again.. summer time.. hot weather.. kids playing together outside.. hearing them laughing .. joking.. screaming. The joys of summer lol We all know that kids can be cruel. We have all (well most have) been laughed at or been picked on by a bully or two. My son came in today with a black eye. The neighbourhood kids were throwing rocks at him when he was outside playing. Said he was different.. weird. Mother bear instincts come rearing up fast!!! When I went to talk to the kids mother.. she didnt care.. grabbed her beer and joint and went back in the house and said kids will be kids. What would you do? PS my son actually defended this child.. said it was ok .. said that he knows he is different and that the boy was still his friend. That one day he will be nice again. I love my son so much. It kills me when he hurts. I just wish that more parents would teach that other children with challenges are still children with feelings.

Surprising Sunday!
Not surprisingly so, another installment of Peter Britt's "Thought For The Day" This one is a little dark, but it is one of my favorites. It in some way, illustrates a part of myself so sharing it is appropriate. And it is how I'm feeling today. lol Hope you enjoy :) Peter A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "With a hand, does she reach inside me and pull the blackest heart from the darkness. With lucid emerald eyes, she shows me the fire ablaze within her. A vision requite in desire, she ensures I see. Given unto fear the alternative she makes known, to burn eternally. A choice she offers me, submit to my destiny or perish. What hideous fortune befalls me, he who surveys the flesh, his own domain. I revel in passion again, this day." ©1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Won't Be Around Much...miss Me!!
Well its summertime here in Canada and that means ALOT more work for me and outside and stuff with the kids on my days off. I have alot of gardening and painting to do this yr. I worked extremely hard to get in the top 100 of CT, and i know its just points but i enjoy it. Its not going to be easy keeping up when i am never here, i am even considering losing the VIC thing until fall. In the last 2 weeks i have had tons of 11's left over. I just dont have the time. Who knows what im gonna do, but this blog is just to inform all my AMAZING friends and Ct family of whats going on in my life if i dont visit much. I get maybe an hr on here a day, if that. But i will try my best to visit when i can. I cant even really say i miss sitting here hrs on end, i am enjoying my gardens and renovations too much to miss it. But i do miss all of you, and i will be back up in full force once the summer days are over. Dont forget me... Lots of love, Amanda x0x0x0x

Single
Yes I am single again. I don't want to date. I am not looking for a relationship. I just want some time for me. I hate breaking up with someone I still care about him but this was the right thing to do for me and one day he will see it was the right thing for him too. We will still be friends and see each other once in a while but no longer together.

An Appology
sorry i vented like i did, not like anyone reads my blogs anyway lol i just got fed up with all those ppl on my friends list who just take up space, i did however delete a lot but still have way too many to go i just feel like if you add someone to your friends list, its to become friends and not just use them for points anyway to my dear friends, love you guys to the ones who dont talk to me i dont care anymore and i need some ideas how to amuse myself lol

My New Life
Well shortly my old life will be ending and I will be creating a new one with the man of my dreams and the man in my life. We have only been waiting almost 4 years now to get married. I am so excited that I can't wait for this divorce to be over with. So YAY ME....life will be grand and the kids are very happy about it as well. They say I get a new daddy that will love me and care about me....pretty sad when the children call their father a sperm donor. So we will all have some closure in our life and I feel wonderful about it!

Eternity Bliss
we lay in eachothers arms the sky our blanket the stars our light sweet kisses of passion the heat that keeps us warm bodys of sweet passion come to make one as sweet eternity bliss is our days and our nights in eachothers arms it feels so right so I wish of this sweet eternity to never end.

Pooooooo Cheezzzzzzeeeeeeee
Misfit is the hottest thing on Earth....and Canada....since using your own Tears for Lube during anal sex... I looooveeee you Fart face, smelly butt, poop ear , Vagina monster Jodie fofodie babodie fart.... ^ I'd pee in her^ sexy butt everyday....and never pee in another...just hers...not yours...her...you suck wing wong...not her...well....she better...but that's besides the point....I forgot the point.....MISFIT!

The Reason Why I Pick The Name Blackheart
from day one my life as been black i have a mom who left me when i was born beat me from age of 2 thu 4 and tell this day treats me like a kid she is a coldhearted self center bitch who dose nothing for no one i have a half brother and a half sister my sister is useing drugs and she is a whore really she is she is 16 and have a baby following her moms footsteps my brother never calls me and the only time my mom dose is to tell me abount my brother or sister . a dad who is there but in a way he was never really there a aunt who killed her self a grandmom who has cancer plus the being of parkins i never been truely happy in my life never really smile much no its not a trand this is how i really feel. iam a very depressd person who dose hate the sunlight becuse to me its meaning there is light to everydarkness not true i found that out everytime something happens good in my life its takeen away i no god hates me iam his forsaken son it dont matter how much you pray he dont do nothing and

Today 6-11 Sis's Bday!
This will have nothing to do with sis's birthday, but i feel better for saying it atleast! :P But Friday i received a job offer, the money and perks were very nice, but i really like my job and company. So i went in and talked with the big cheese about it, and asked him if he would consider matching the offer. I found out just a few minutes ago, that they won't be matching it! But i will be getting a pretty hefty raise and just about $2000 per year less! So im pretty damn sure my happiness is worth that! So staying put is what i'll be doing! The perk was a company car because of all the traveling i'd have been doing. BUt i don't travel alot so no need for a car. SO im pretty damn happy with it, since i just got a raise in January.

Rape Fantasy
Just a fun little story I wrote awhile ago...... As you walk up the drive way you notice that the garage looks like the door is ajar. You decided to go check it out, as you near the door a large man wearing a hood and dressed in black steps out, see's you and reaches out for you, you gasp and start to turn to run but he is faster than you. He grabs you roughly by the arm and wrenches your struggling body through the doorway slamming the door shut behind him. The first thing you notice is that the garage is very dark, you hear heavy breathing, you realize its you, you start to get damp, the rough hands gripping your arms from the back, you begin to swoon, when unexpectedly you feel a second set of hands on your breasts. The second set of hands makes your head spin, you feel hot breath on your neck when you realize that the man behind you has pulled you closer to him. You begin to fight back but feel a large hard cock poking your ass from beneath the strangers trousers. Mak

If Our Hearts Didn't Worry From Time To Time
the difference between now andforever are the moments that fill the spaces that lie in between the gasps that take our breath away and the quiet thoughts that nurture us from one soul to another are no longer silent if only i could find the words that could ever tell you the feelings that arise between this moment and eternity filled with the entirety of you then my secrets would no longer hold the meaning or the fear of a thousand restless thoughts as we struggle with the reality of all that has been given in kindness and love in this our sacred trust our words they do ring clear echoing the love we hold so close smothering each breath of our worried hearts...

To Those That Think They Can Judge Anyone
Those that know me know that I have been extremely down lately.. for the last three or so weeks.. even suicidal really. That is because of my new pictures here on CherryTAP. I have had some leave me because of them. Said see ya.. good bye.. whatever.. But you know what.. NOT ONE OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS have the right to judge me or my looks. When they have hair lines that are vanishing, they are missing teeth, they have added a few notches on their belts and more candles on their birthday cakes. WE ALL CHANGE.. Not just me!!!! I am beyond the sad and depression I was on.. now I am just freakin' pissed off.. See that picture above? Well, to all those that have judged and left me.. or have judged the other people on this site or whereever else.. can wipe your fucking asses with it and get glad.. Because you are ABSOLUTELY NO BETTER THAN I OR ANYONE ELSE. You know something.. Because you are passing up people like us.. you are passing up great people with amazing personalities and beautifu

My First Blog
So this is my first blog. Decided I might as well get this over with. I really don't have anything "deep" to be writing about tonight. So, instead, I will tell a little more about myself. I will be 38 in November...yes that makes me one of those eveull Scorpios! LOL I have 3 amazing kids. Heather, my oldest, is 20 yrs old, living on her own and going to be married October 31st 2008 to the love of her life Brian who is an amazing man! My son, Ricky, is 18 and just graduated high school. He is working in construction and just beginning his life. Amber, my youngest, is only 12 but thinks she is 21! LOL She is my mini me in so many ways. I am not your typical "soccer mom". I am a tattoo'd and pierced freak. LOL I have 6 tattoos and 6 piercings. I love horror movies...especially the sick, twisted, gorey ones! Vampire movies are my faves. I have always had a thing for vampires! I mainly listen to rock music but I have to admit to listening to a lil of it all. Country wou

Fuck This Guy
So this guy SexyIrishMan07 started talking to me over the shout box. Because I didn't want to give him my messenger screen names and have cyber with his creepy ass he starts calling me all sorts of names. So basically he's an asshole that's gotten himself blocked. I just wanted to warn you guys.

Thank You
to all my friends, thank you for your comments. i have not been on much lately due to my recent move. my internet service will be back on tomorrow, so i will again be sailing the waves of debauchery. for those that thought that i did something stupid, worry not, because i am alive and well, and will soon be back on track (a little financially crippled, but hey). so.........just a little heads up.

You Know You`re From Wisconsin If
You know you`re from Wisconsin if... The town you grew up in had a bar called Ma's Place. Your best shirt has a big letter G on it. You know how to polka, but never tried it sober. FFA was the most popular club in high school. You've seen a Hodag, or, at least you think that's what it was. You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July. You know it's traditional for the bride and groom to go bar hopping between ceremony and the reception. You know that there is no 'r' in Wausau . You were delighted to get a miniature snow shovel for your 3rd birthday. You can recognize someone from Illinois by their driving. You buy your Christmas presents at Fleet Farm. You are a connoisseur of cheese curds, and find anyone unfamiliar with them to be frighteningly foreign. You get irritated at sports announcers that pronounce it Wes-con-sin. You own at least one cheese head. You spent more on beer than you did on food at your wedding. You know that Kauk

Why??
Here's a question for those Cherry Tappers that give a damn!!! Why in the hell do these men on Cherry Tap get into their feelings when u explain to them that u don't wanna meet up or you don't wanna have net sex with them?? I mean it's really not that big of a deal but I was sittin here high as hell thinking and I just wanted to ask somebody!! Oh and another question why when u tell these men u have a dude they trip the fuck out and start acting like kids with the jokes and shit(and I thought this shit was for 18 and over)? I mean don't get me wrong I am flirty, freaky, and a tease sometimes but you know everbody's got there own way of doin things!!!! BO$$ BITCH!!!

Is The Grass Greener? - A Mumm Comment
Read this MUMM this morning http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=73201 The question was: In the idea of relationships is the grass greener on the other side? This was my response: "First you are asking the wrong question. The grass in your own yard is what you make it. If it looks likes crap, the grass on the other side is greener until you ruin it too or make your grass so green that the Green Giant looks pale. The right question is: How can I make my grass so green that it will inspire others to want to make their lawn beautiful too? When you know how to earn a woman's respect, talk to them, know what they want and how to give it to them, and you show them that you understand them....they will have the highest respect, love, honor and opinion of you. When you can do that with Vice President of Your Heart and fill her will exhilaration, you will have the best relationship ever that EVERYONE will notice. It will inspire others to reach for a better relationship and

Idiots In My Shoutbox #7
I don't even have any reference point for this one. This was *completely* out of the blue. That's what makes it all that much more funny. xxCherylxx: ur not very nice.....bastard ->xxCherylxx: No, I'm not. Do I know you? xxCherylxx: no but u called some a cunt thats fucked up, some ppl dont read every mumm so they dont know what was said so give ppl a break...and grow up ->xxCherylxx: I call everyone a cunt, cunt. If you don't like it, you can ignore me. xxCherylxx: ur fucked up dude but w/e u dont mean shit to me or the world.....tralior trash piece of shit.. ->xxCherylxx: It's spelled trailer, and no, sorry, my house has a foundation. xxCherylxx: oh ur cool....i know ur a welfare person sorry my bad ->xxCherylxx: You know this, huh? Pray tell how you're privy to such information? xxCherylxx: looking at chu... ->xxCherylxx: chu? Did you just sneeze? xxCherylxx: peace, your wasting my time... ->xxCherylxx: Am I? You're the one that messaged me.

My Public Apology To Jeff Of The Lrl
OK You wanted a public apology? Here it is. Jeff, I realize that I may have been a little rough on you with my resignation. For that, I apologize. I understand that you have an infieriority complex. For that, I apologize. I see now that you have no life. For that, I apologize. I didn't buckle at your every wish. For that, I apologize. I opened the eyes of many others you tried to rule over. For that, I apologize. I have never, nor will ever, been subserviant to another man. For that, I apologize. I took someone from you that you NEVER had. For that, I apologize. I exposed you for the manipulative bastard that you are. For that, I apologize. I resigned from a family that includes many very real, very caring people. For that, I apologize. I tried to remove myself from all this drama. For that, I apologize. I am a ruthless SON OF A BITCH. For that, I apologize. I agreed to accept a position in your cabinet. For that, I apologize. I do not take y

My Brother
For those of you have been asking but I have not been able to get back to, My brother is having his left arm amputated tomorrow, Friday June 15. This has been a very long year. My brother was in near fatal motorcycle accident last May 5....Cinco De Mayo....any way...he hit some loose gravel going around a corner and "flew" into a chain link fence. I consider that fence his saftey net. Had it not been there he would have rolled down an embankment. When the paramedics got to him he was barely alive. He was not getting any oxygen and his blood pressure war criticaly low. They life flighted him to the nearest trauma center where he was immediatly admitted in to ICU with a very grave prognosis. I will never forget that phone call that I got from my mother. I was an hour away from her and once I got to her we were still another hour away from my brother. Once we got there......NOBODY would let us see him for over an hour. Imagine the thoughts that went thru our head. When we FINA

Ok Bombers Please Help!
OK ALL BOMBERS... PLEASE help this VERY SWEET person out. Michelle has always helped out friends in every contest and I would love to see her get repaid for her kindness... every once in awhile the nice people should win! Click the below picture to begin bombing!

I'm Ready....
By the time you read this, I will probably be dead. I'm ready....it's how I feel. I'm tired of my life truthfully. I'm truly tired, I'm truly sad, I'm truly lonely. I am too tired to sleep. So I pray to God.....it's so quiet. Very quiet. Please speak to me God. PLEASE. My sons need me, my poor mother needs me, people at work needs me, church needs me, my friends need me....oh, they are not here......Ever feel that way anybody? Do you feel like you have to be everything to everbody, but no one is anything to you, when you really need someone? Do you hurt so bad that you stream painful, warm tears but cannot cry out...because you are breathless with agony? Something to think about...I do....every night. I love you all and God bless

.inspirational.grammar.police.
your. you're. guess what? not the same word. gee what a concept eh? their. there. yes they sound the same. it's a nifty thing called a homophone. go look it up. learn it. they're could also be thrown into the mix. guess what? not the same word. that little apostrophe stands for a letter. yes that's right. a letter. if you are in capable of learning the difference between such words, perhaps you should cease from using contractions in written form. or perhaps return to an educational setting and take something useful like english, which can otherwise be known as language arts when grammar and spelling are combined with sentence structure. if you are (notice the lack of contraction for the slow people) incapable of understanding this particular thought process... please die. and that is all.

Saturday 06/16/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt Fallen to the dark, thy soul departs thee. Craven gold above all else and thou hast found it. Shining in thy hand, wealth steals thy conviction. Compassion escapes thee. Concern of thy belly, not thy brother, this way of self devours thee in greed. Alone in thy palace, thou wilst peer down upon the rest. Glare at the peasants, thy avericial dreams fulfilled. Thou standeth alone now, truly. © 1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Rationality
now what is it about reality that is so fucking hard to swallow? is all well that ends well? or is that just something people say to make themselves feel better? like "black is slimming" why does it feel like i've been stomped on by a size 52 steel toe? here is why. we all have deluded and skewed visions of ourselves. most of us don't actually see ourselves for who we are but rather how we would like to be seen. this is why the Nazi party was able to do the things they did. they didn't see themselves as monsters, but rather the liberators they wanted others to see them as. for the same reason an existential would never admit to being one, because it is the nature of existentialism at its core. if i lost you im sorry. for most of us, when we think about the future, and our lives as such, we are never really thinking more than a few years down the line. we have these little visions of what we would do in any given situation. and it is usually some grand and noble thing, bec

Never
We would never appreciate sunshine if there was no rain We would never experience happiness if we didn't know pain We would never know love if we never felt some hate We wouldn't need to rush if we all would sit and wait We would never see the beauty of roses if we didnt see some weeds We would never heal if we never had to bleed We would never see the light if we were never in the dark We would never appreciate love if someone didn't break our heart We would never really live if we were so afraid to die We would never have the answers if we didnt question "why" We would never know loneliness if we never had a friend We would never start all over if another chapter didn't end We would never question God if we kept our strong faith We would never feel trapped if we let our minds escape We would never smile if we never hurt enough to cry We would never say hello if we never said good bye We would never have rainbows without a thunder storm We would never understa

Is It Father's Day For Me Even Though We Lost All 4 Children In The First Trimester?
This is a day that should make me happy, and it would if even one of our kids had made it; but it just wasn't in the cards I guess. We lost a set of twins, another boy, and a girl. The last time I damn near lost my wife too. So do I qualify as a Dad, or as just a failure for not being able to carry on my family name? Sometimes I wonder! That isn't going to stop me from wishing all the Father's on here happy father's day though! I know that there may be times when you all wonder what possessed you to have children, but take it from someone whose heart is ripped out every big family holiday like Thanksgiving and Christmas, you're blessed with a more precious gift than any jewels, gold, etc on earth!

And One Person Helped
So Its Fathers Day I leveled up today but this morning I had 1700 left and posted for some help, you know you have seen them before, only 2800 left to level!! come help , come help me, come help her! go show him some love ...ok I'm not going to bitch all night, about this just going to say Only one of my friends helped me not even on my family list,but they will be on there and some of you are coming off how sad. what did I do to you? ok, hey send me your links to help you out in your next contest or please let me help you level up, Ill give you 11s rate your stash, and then Ill just expect that you forget me when I ask for help, thank you very much, and happy fathers day to me.

Naked Madness
feed from me your mouth to mine breathing my breath as tongues collide moaning your promises into my gasping parted lips sliding your hands up through my hair as body to body you feel my heart thunder as if it were trying to escape into your own breast slide your thigh between my own as i writhe against you my hands on your sweat slicked shoulders i feel your hips pressing into mine begging needing wanting i open to you and molten heat sheathes your velvety steel you thrust upwards feeling the silken grip slowly so slowly torturing us both sweetly with the measure of your thrusts the pace grows frantic as pressure builds, reaching grasping gripping that last forever eating desire and thriving from every gasp clenching as the peak is nearly reached madness or yearning faster harder reaching the apex LEAPING!! shattering million shards sparkling around in blissful satisfaction. spiraling down and finally alighting to rest. (c) 2

I Am Sorry!
For everyone's heart i broke, i am sorry! it wasnt my intention! I am uncapable of hurting someone deliberatly! I am just too broken to be able to receive anything again! It is true, it is in our nature to fall for the wrong guy! I am sure i will fall again for the wrong one! I AM TRULY SORRY! I JUST DIED FEW MONTHS BACK!

Why Do We?
Im sure that there are plenty of times in life that you would ask yourself the question "why?". There are times where it may be answered but then there are time where you just hit the wall. Before Christmas last year, i broke up with the love of my life, who meant everything to me and till this day still will and always. Then after not long before Christmas my parents decided that they would call it quits and ended their marriage. In that short space of time, i had lost the three people i loved so much in my life, the three most important people who meant everything to me. I had never in my life felt so lost, so unloved and so unaccepted. I had felt for the very first time in my life that it was going to end. I had asked myself what was the point living anymore? why? But somehow i picked myself back up, as i had to, ive still got my three younger sisters and i wouldnt be fair on them to just disappear like that, like the rest of them would. Life moves forward, we can stand st

Just A Little Depressed!
As many of you that I talk to know, I've kinda had a rough weekend. I've been taking some time to myself and dealing with some issues I have. I want to say i'm sorry to those of you've I've worried. I've just needed this time to myself and quite possibly a few more days. I'm just not in the mood to explain it to everyone that doesn't know already what is going on. (This isn't a cyber issue, it's personal) Thanks to those of you that have been worried about me and sent me offlines and shouts. I promise to get back with you this week! Please know i'm sorry and wasn't avoiding you! Much luv, Jackie

Blast Giveaway
Well it's offical Today is 30 days since joining CT. I have met some great people and friends. In honor of this day, I am holding a 7 Day Blast giveaway. It's simple, I will rip ur primary pic, person with the most comments by midnight tonight wins. You have 12 hours for you and your friends to bomb away. Post entries here, not in pm or shout. Thanks, Angel

Gramma's Birth Control Pills
Subject: Grandma"s Birth Control Pills[LK] Grandma's Birth Control Pills: This doctor had been seeing an 80 year old woman for most of her >life. He finally retired. At her next checkup, the new doctor told her to bring a list of all her medications that had been prescribed for her. As the young doctor was >looking through these, his eyes grew wide as he realized she had a prescription for birth control pills. 'Mrs. Smith, do you realize these are birth control pills?' 'Yes, they help me sleep at night.' 'Mrs. Smith, I assure you there is absolutely nothing in these that could possible help you sleep.' She reached out and patted the young doctor's knee. 'Yes, dear, I know that. But every morning, I grind one up and mix it in the glass of orange juice that my 16 year old granddaughter drinks... and believe me, it helps me sleep at night.'

Does Anyone Out There Fuckin Feel Me?
ok... about the sh*t i rock... and about my playlist... each song on my playlist has a reason why i chose it. every artist on it is outstanding. the individual songs were chosen for a reason. i feel it's necessary to explain myself to those who maybe haven't been paying attention. a couple examples + a brief ex[lanation of songs on my ppl: walk away by dropkick murpheys; i've been alot of places and seen alot of faces, some people i wish i had a chance to reunite with. there's some i've re-connected with thanks to myspace and other resources, i'm thankful for that. but "the ones who you love the ones who you left behind" i just hope you can forgive me for being the one to bail on good friends and never properly say goodbye when i left town. black enforcers by gutternouth; this song is about how hip hop and r&b control clubs and radio. what the hell is left for those of us who don't really dig love songs and booty shaking? "that's it" tortured soul by the ducky boys; it sounds realy

My New Favorite.........
Thing to do when I'm driving is blast my loud ass rock music with the windows down. Why you ask? Well because I work on the east side and it's ghetto as hell. So whenever I go by with say for instance Every Time I Die blaring everything stops and people turn to see what the hell is going on. Call it payback for making me listen their crap.

Take The Time An Read
All please read I have come to Cherry Tap to enjoy other people i have found good friends in the time i have been here and this in it self is awsome . Alot of truly wonderfull people to talk chat an get to know , basicly to enjoy a social lev of people that most take for granted i am a person that enjoy's people . I have found alot of people come rate you fan you an then one they befriend you it's over once you get the rating from them they basicly never speak to you again unless they have a contest an a new goal to win something !!!! Then they come to you an beg for rating but harly ever come post on your page or say good morning or hows the family nothing . THIS IN ITSELF SUCKS NARROW MINDED PEOPLE FIGHTING OVER SOMETHING THAT ISN'T IMPORTANT ( WHO HAS THE MOST FRIENDS THE HIGHEST RATE BIG DEAL RIGHT ) RIGHT , For i have good friends that comment daily an enjoy the time they spend on here geting involed with others it's really awsome so take th

Destiny
Wandering through space and time Searching for the heart that matches mine. I call upon the goddesses three, To fill this need deep inside of me. I stand alone on the edge of fate, For the missing half of me, I shall wait. In the distance I see a bright glow, It is the light of your heart, this I know. Reaching out from my deepest past. You have finally come to join me at last. ~Morgana Angelia~ 6-19-2007

I Asked Her To Shut The Contest Down
As much as Lisa and I have in the past had our differences I can not and will not let people take pot shots at her calling her a Cunt and or to get a "clue" as in sent to her in a gift this is more then unacceptable to me. over the time I have spent on CT I have noticed a lot of things more and more child like behavior in the name of a group or a club seems to be ok, well its not ok with me disrespect is disrespect there is no way around that , so I told her to shut it down game over...bye bye now. so if you want to take pot shots at me bring it, I have a cast Iron chest and big brass balls...any takers?

Vacation
To those who look for me here and are sweet enough to stop by and show me love, I'm going to be leaving Thursday morning for Coral Springs, Florida and I will be gone until July 4th. I may pop on occassionally, but I suspect I won't spend much time on here. Have a great week and a half and I'll be back July 4th. Take care *warm hugs* and Love to all.

Ill Buy You A Gift!
If you can tell me 8 movies that came out or is still coming out this year in the theaters that is a sequel (part 3) ill buy you a gift lets See how good u are in movies good luck if u get them right ill private msg u and buy u a gift

Kindness
Sometimes I feel as if my hands are tied. Others emotional states effect me when they constantly lash out at me. The Drama breaks my heart but sitting back taking the anger and abuse no longer is healthy for me. Kindness often gets confused for Weakness. I found myself talking to someone who is absolutely beautiful. He has been facing something way beyond my comprehension and funny...he let me just "blab" on the phone like a silly High School girl. I then realized after the conversation was over, that sweating the small shit is just a waste of energy, emotions and time for me. The courage and kindness of this person made me truley respect him as a beautiful human being.... Randomness of my thoughts, emotions and details of my life now have become not as important to me as just the simple things in my life..such as my daughters smile..and the voice of a wonerful friend...

What Is Life
Life is having your kids look at you and tell you that they love you. Life is having someone there for you that loves you no matter what happens! I have 3 kids that I love to death and I will anything for. They are everything to me. They are my sun when I feel cloudy! I dont take my life for granted anymore because of what has happened in the past. I shouldn't either!

Five Surgeons
Five Surgeons are discussing the types of people they like to operate on. The first surgeon says: "I like to see accountants on my operating table, because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second responds: "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is color coded." The third surgeon says: "No, I really think librarians are the best; everything inside them is in alphabetical order." The fourth surgeon chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers...those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over" But the fifth surgeon shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There's no guts, no heart, no balls,no brains and no spine, and the head and the ass are interchangeable."

What's It Called?
Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days. He'd been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her, "Grandma, what's that called when two people sleep in the same room and one is on top of the other?" She was a little taken aback, but she decided to just tell him the truth "It's called sexual intercourse, darling." Little Tony just said, "Oh, OK," and went back outside to play with the other kids. A few minutes later he came back in and said angrily, "Grandma, it isn't called sexual intercourse. It's called Bunk Beds. And Jimmy's Mom wants to talk to you."

Rules For L.u.v. Club
We will remain stress free. We will remain drama free. Our goal is to help all our fellow members level up. Please, give us notice of any and all contests so we can help you and so we can try to avoid having two members in the same contest. Please, let us know when you will be on vacation so we don’t worry about you! Please, be sure to welcome all new members! We just ask that you rate them with 10’s or 11’s and maybe leave a nice comment welcoming them. Through a membership vote, we will wear our badges every Monday Also, please be sure to check my blogs often for any updates!

Happy Hour
login and pickin up thongs with progs// brain clogs open the the vault and you will see kitty kaos catlaloge// cherry bucks stashin, and cashin// chery stashes, pretty eye lashes and harley mommas who flash-us// if your not vic u might as well take what u can get// when pics get rip u will see hudge tits with new set of gifts// have you guessin with the presents// when lessians poppin out with agression// iam little nutty i didnt mean call you ugly// but i pretty much said-it when igave you a seven// but heven for bid if u get a eleven// cherries pop in worst-way monday thru thurs-day, some one get first-aid// before it gets to messy on cherrytap survey// hi howard get the flowers // love and devour when yur on happy hour// with all the invites// gettin carried away with mice// shut off the lights then ya zipper afraid if heights// get peace of meat with those burger and fries// feal that vibe of the cerry pie// but really doesnt matter of the

Wtf
What is is with some men? I mean damn are us women just a fuckin piece of meat or what... What the hell is wrong with normal conversations? Or have you not heard of them? I mean shit we too can hold some good talks.. We don't just want to hear ALL the time damn your sexy,Hot or whatever and shit we don't want to hear All the time how you want to fuck us... So on and so forth.. I mean damn can't you just come and talk and at least say hi first... SHIT... How about we ask you all the time wanna cam for me.. Oh shit thats right you'll do it in a heartbeat.. Why the hell are we so fuckin different??

I'm Going To The Top!!!!
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

To All My Bombers
First and foremost, I love you guys, you have done so much for me in this contest I'm in debt to each of you, but now there is an issue. There was a point today where we had actually gotten into first place by 100 comments, then I log off because sitting here was hurting my back and to do some things around the house. When I log on a little later I find out the second place person apparently called on her family and in 5 or 6 hours busted out 2000 comments. You know, I've had a lot of people bombing me and working very hard to get me a chance at winning this, but I don't see how we can compete with that. So here is my question Should we keep going, it's a poorly run contest that I don't see much of a chance to win, but as long as one person stays with me then I'll stay in it and put every comment I have for a day into it, but I completely understand why others wouldn't want to spend all that time on a losing cause. So I'm asking for comments on here, there are 2 options..:D 1)

Just A Thought, Nothing More...
I'm calling out to you, Do you not hear me? I'm screaming now to the top of my lungs, And still you do not hear me? All is clear between us, Nothing to distract the view of me. I call your name, Do you still hear nothing? Perhaps if you'll just look at me, Will you hear me now? Just look in my direction, I'm begging for your attention! Just please listen, give me an ear and I'll do anything for you! I don't think I can get through to you When you won't even take a step to me.

When I Think Of You......
When i think of you baby i am no longer blue.. and i hope you feel it too....... when i think of you i know my love is true....... and i desire all you do............... when i think of you,,,,it put's a smile on my face i know in my heart you feel the same when i think of you,in your arms is where i belong for me there is no other place..... so baby when you think of me remeber, some day we will be together....... and when i get there it will be forever....

Thursday
Well, I apologize for missing yesterday's thought for the da, and I was doing so good up until then. lol Yesterday was just hectic and I am sorry, but here is todays. I hope yeveryone enjoys it :) Peter A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Into my soul I reach, in hopes of finding a peace or solace to quell the burning in her absence. Apart from me, her love is as the flesh torn from my breast, the heart which gives me life. I stand empty, vacant without her voice to spare me from the night. The very best of me resides where she is, away from me. In her hands my existence, my heart, my passions. I wait lifeless, for her return. I dare not breathe lest her face escapes my thoughts. Alone, and lifeless without her by my side, Living, but a word this day for me." © 2006 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Letter To The Burlington Free Press
i just sent this letter to the local paper, the burlington free press: I found your decision to place a photo of Father Searles, a man who has never hurt anyone, above the headline "Priest-Abuse Trial Opens" highly offensive. It would have been much more appropriate and indicative of fair and balanced coverage if you had used a photo of the accuser or the Church's legal counsel. Your choice of photo creates a guilt by association effect on an innocent man. I have also noticed that from the very outset of the Church's abuse scandal, your paper has carried a highly anti-Catholic bias in its coverage. One wonders if the hate mongering of "reporters" like Sam Hemmingway could have had anything to do with the vandalism of the statue of the Blessed Virgin a short while ago. As a news organization you have a responsibility to your readers to provide fair, accurate and balanced coverage of the issues with out bias. With your coverage of the sex abuse scandal you have failed miserably in thi

My Mumm
I REALLY WANT TO THANK EVERYBODY THAT COMMENTED AND RATED AND I MADE A FEW FRIENDS WHICH IS COOL!! BUT SERIOUSLY I WANT TO TELL EVERYBODY U HAVE THE RIGHT TO AGREE TO DISAGREE WITH THE WAR BUT PLEASE DONT DOWN THE SOLDIERS WERE JUST DOING OUR JOBS!!! THANK U AND GOD BLESS

The War
listen this is to the two assholes who keep shouting at me about me openly supporting the war. I don't care if you agree or not. If you were half the men you think you are then you wouldn't block me fron shouting back at you. But as far as the WAR GOES I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS ALL THE WAY!!!!!! And if you would like to discuss the subject any futher I can be found at 1316 mayberry rd Dallas N.C. Now leave me the hell alone i will not change my views>>>>>>>>>>>

If You Are An American, This Should Piss You Off....
SUBJECT: MONTEBELLO HIGH SCHOOL IN CALIFORNIA perhaps as a side note, everyone should also be aware that flying the colors upside down is the signal for distress and help is needed. SD You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. This stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington . The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for

Please Read This
†mista_gri...: MAYBE GO IN FRONT OF A CAR I DARE UR ASS TO †mista_gri...: U WISH TO BE DEAD THAN GO DROWND I DONT FKN CARE †mista_gri...: I THOUGHT U HAD BRAINS GUESS UR SITTIN ON THEM.. †mista_gri...: do i care about u no. feelings no should i hell no.. ur ass will be blocked †mista_gri...: i still dont like u u liar †mista_gri...: thats a crap pic This guy i don't even know but hes a nasty person i wud suggest if u kno him or add him be careful he just popped up one day & told me to answer him right away & not to respond to other people in my chat box,i'm not like that i am here for friends & i do not wish to know ppl like this guy. Anyway his words do not bother me i am a much better person than that to allow that to happen.

I Cry
I cry By: Ashley I watched you walk away today All I could do is cry knowing I might not ever see you again I cry now when I think about you I got so attached to you so now I cry wondering if i'll ever see or talk to you again I cry because I let myself get attached to you. I cry because I think about how stuipd I was getting attached to you, when ur still married. I cry knowing you want and should be with your family ,but i also cry knowing i might lose you for good. All I can do is cry.

Friggin' Commie Bastards!!!!
I don't get it. I mean what is the point of having the double point happy hours and having the "I'm Bored" link at the top of the page, if you aren't supposed to use them? Seems like everytime there is a happy hour and I try to leave people a bunch of rates or comments, I get slapped with: "You're rating to fast, stop flooding our servers" or Slapped with the nasty Anti-Spam message. Stop all the whining and let us have some fun, for Christ's sake!!!!

The Meaning Of Ŧ.m.Ä.Ғ.
I RECEIVED TOO MANY QUESTIONS REGARDING THE 4 LETTERS I HAVE NEXT TO MY NAME.WELL HERE IS THE ANSWERS AND IF YOU FEEL OR LIKE TO JOIN OUR FAMILY HERE IS THE RULES: Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. THE MORTAL ANGELS FAMILY THIS FAMILY IS ALL ABOUT SHOWING LOVE AND RESPECT TO EACH OTHER AND TO HELP PUT A SMILE ON SOMEONES FACE... THE MORTAL ANGELS FAMILY IS ALL ABOUT LOVE,CARE,RESPECT AND SUPPORT. HERE IS THE HEAD RULES,IF ANY OF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE SUBMIT THEM SO THEY MAY BE DISCUSSED. ANY UPDATES OR NEWS REGARDING THIS FAMILY WILL BE POSTED AS A BLOG FOR ALL MEMBERS. 1~A SALUTE PICTURE: MUST BE SENT TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF ITS NOT ON YOUR PAGE. IT WILL NOT BE DISPLAYED TO THE PUBLIC.IT IS FOR CONFIRMATION PURPOSES SO AS NOT TO ALLOW FAKES INTO THE FAMILY. 2~N.S.F.W PICTURES: NAKED PIX OF YOURSELF OR OTHERS MUST BE CLEARLY LABELED OUT OF RESPECT FOR OTHER MEMBERS. 3~FAMILIES: a)MEMBERS CAN NOT BE IN TWO FAMILIES AT THE SAME TIME. b)NO NEED FOR

I Will Be Taking A Break From Ct
IM GOING THRU SOME ISSUES RIGHT NOW SO I HAVE DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAK FOR CT FOR A WHILE, I WILL BE ON EVERYDAY TO USE UP MY 11'S AND READ MAIL BUT THATS IT...... I NEED TO CLEAR MY HEAD....... LOVE ALL OF YOU DONNA

Another Day At The Church
As the patriarch of a spiritual organization, you learn to accept various events and situations as just another step on your long journey, but occasionally things do occur that cause one to take a step back and reflect upon them. I had one of these lovely reflections recently, and I hope you are able to find the deep meaning in my words that I was graced with in reality. I have a dear friend who is getting married this summer, and I wanted to do what I could to help her get this dream to come true. Cost is a large issue in regard to the ceremony and reception, so I handed her a cost cutting wedding coupon. I volunteered to perform the service for them as my gift. This meant I had to make a few adjustments to my current registration. Yes, I am going to become Rev. Joe, Licensed Minister. I see it as a type of clergy prostitution. I am going to do what I like to do anyways, but I can get paid now. I learned some of what I need to know from the Velvet Jones classic book ‘I Wanna be a Ho’,

Quick Thought...
You know what... QUITTERS NEVER PROSPER. I've just had it right now. Seriously. I've had it with people who just give up. Only you can choose what happens. Only you know how you feel. Only you can make this better. Only you can make this real. Only you can fix what's broken. Only you this wound can heal. Something to think about.

I Am Gone Now,...
I am gone now,.. And may not return. Take care all of you friends!! And do not forget that I am always watching. Some of you think that I speak of games. And MANY others know Who I am, and know of the truths that I speak of. I will always be here and there. But I may never be "here" again. I bid you all Fair Well. Adeu Adeu, To you and you. I am now leaving behind, all that I knew. So please take care, and listen to the air. For I speak to thee, from upon my knee. In an eternal resting place, Serving an Ace. Together, Forever. I the Ghost of Grace. Signed: Father Death

Hey Are You In The 99??
OK JUST A FEW DAYS AGO I HAD 750 FRIENDS ON MY LIST NOW I HAVE ONLY 99 LEFT AND IM THINKING BOUT DELETING MORE SO IF YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND AND WANT TO STAY ON MY LIST PLEASE SAY SO ON THIS blog , IF NOT YOULL GO WITH T HE WIND LIKE THE OTHER 650

The Door
Beautiful emotion captured by the extreme in a web of trust soaking in the seams melting the innocence into a raging fire of passion and love burning with desire time has slipped as the clock has stopped a picture well frozen forever's door unlocked.

Reason # 82 That I Think The World Is Crazy.
I'm at work.. and this lady tells me that she was going to buy some earrings but they broke. So I was like okay.. and took them back. So Lynette fixes them and I was like 'what the hell'. I took them back to the older black lady and asked her if she wanted to buy them. She says no... and THEN she she asks if I am in college because I give off a glow of socialness and 'good with people'. Me: No... I'm like 30. Her: Well you're not anti-social are you? I mean you get along well with people right? Me: (Giving her this crazy look) Um.. sure. Her: Oh! I could TELL! You just glow with good will towards mankind and I can tell that you love to help people. *mutters* Apparently I need to practise my growl.. Yeah... effin people are crazys. Everywhere. Bah.

If I Could Have Him....
I knew something was there when I looked at his smile. Beautiful. Long Dark hair...Hazel eyes..he has this spark in his expression..drew me to him instantly. The conversation turned to us connecting in a way I haven't in some time. After each exchange, conversation, phone call, I felt myself falling for this incredible man..wanting him more and more. I imagine standing before his gorgeous physique...His 6' frame surrounding me when he leans over eye to eye and kisses me with his soft lips. My body presses up next to his...sweet and tender caressing me..and we enjoy each others bodies...kissing me down to my shoulder...my chest and my niples...he traces my jawline with his finger..I kiss the top of his head as he sucks on my erect nipples.I feel myself get wetter ... I stop him..and slide down to my knees..unzipping him..my lips softly touch the head of his cock..sliding my hands up and down his shaft amking him harder..sucking and licking the sides of his shaft..jerking him as his he

Love At Middle Age
once I thought that love making was for teenagers and boy was I wrong!! Now that I have finally grown up and met a real man , wow , love making is a wonderful thing. Patience and honest true feelings are what it takes to make sex a fabulous experience!!! Ain't love great and for those of you that are like I used to be , I only hope and wish for you all the joy and utter delight I HAVE FOUND!! Chrissy is a Happy Camper!!

The Loner
he sat there by the cool brooke listening to the sounds as his bike slowly cooled down fron the hard ride.the brooke made a peaceful splashing sound as it cascaded over the rocks that vainly tried to block its rolling journey.he droped a cigarett between his fingers and struck the match against his worn boot.the match came to life spilling an errie light across the the mans face.it flickered across the wettness that had crpt slowly from the corners of his eyes and left its trail on his stubbled cheek. he had met many yet had left them behind,now swallowed in the depths of time.yet their remained one that haunted his mind.he had many that vainly had tried to be his friend,but they all had faultered and disappeared in the end.all but the one he held dear to his heart,and that memory tore him apart. he inhaled slow and deeply then silently blew away the smoke as he retreaved a lone picture from his wallet.the bright moon lite made an earrie glow across the glossy finish of the photo as

For My Soulmate
I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take the pain away. But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I’ll listen when you need to talk, I’ll wipe your tears away. I’ll share your worries when they come, I’ll help you face the day. I’m here and I will stand by you, Each hill you have to climb. So take my hand lets face the world, Live one day at a time. You’re not alone for I’m still here, I’ll go that extra mile, And when your grief is easier, I’ll help you learn to smile

Lose Its Blue
i think its dirty all the things you do I cant believe it but i know its true i feel the pain of the night in bloody rain i gain my sight in turn it speaks through my skin it kills the pain from the hell im in return each night and see my scars to everyone's delight its gone too far i dont think the world will be the same i remember feeling only shame ive watch the sky lose its blue i deal with pain of loving you i know its in me i can feel it there i cant control it and i dont care ill bet ill make it another day but if i dont itll be ok cuz either way im dead and gone i dont care about right or wrong ill see it again as blood spills a red moon can only bring you chills and i know that things wont be the same cuz i still can feel the shame ive watched the sky lose its blue no more pain of loving you

Chris Benoit And Family Found Dead
Today it was reported that Chris Benoit, a wrestler for WWE and his family was found dead in his home in Atlanta, GA. As a wrestling fan and as a person, my prayers go out to everyone in his family and his friends and his fans.....he is going to be truly missed.

Original Poetry
MOONLIT SURRENDER He emerges from the shower, toweling droplets from tanned skin, smelling like summer, smelling like the sea. Towel around his waist -a gift waiting to be unwrapped- he opens the door, wisps of steam swirling ahead of him. Like the fog that rises when the earth is warm but the air is cool. I lie in shadows, breathing deeply, calmly. I let him think I sleep peacefully so I can watch him moving silently, deliberately; my pensive, tawny cougar. He paces the room, listening to the night. Moonlight sifts through the blinds, alighting on his skin as he moves now in and now out of the silver beams. I know his need, I know this hunger. I whisper softly, "Come to me." I feel his sigh, his growl, on the cool night air. As he stands over me, his eyes devour me. Lit no longer by cool moonglow, they glimmer now with hot desire. Water shakes free of his hair as he bends to me. My heart leaps beneath my breast as he takes my kiss. His strong hand in

Monday 06/25/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Given to pride is the mind which opens not and unto vanity does the selfish heart succumb. Only those eyes which are closed see not the beauty of life in all things. It is the hardened spirit the wonder of life evades, yet the open mind is free to learn. Humility does the giving heart know and only the open eyes truly see the light. Only From chance is the compassionate spirit alive with pain, and love. To drown in the shadows of truth, this is the moment which defines us and shows the fiber of who one truly is. Truth is frightening, to those who cannot look squarely in the mirror. To look and see, there is the true release, the truest sight." © 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

6/25/07
ok well i was in so frigen much paine with skin craking evrywere on me it was like i was pratcing in the chieniese 1000 cut torture! but i draged my miserable ass out friday and saw 2 of the 4 acts wensday13 and 69 eyes man it was awsome !!! was 5 feet away and i realy do like eyes alot! for a old school dude that i am. so it was worth forcing myself went to the docs for results of nucke scan i did on thyroide last week drum roll... well my thyroids functioning normal and they think the growths are benine still wan't to do a byopsy but thats incourging =) saw my sis Devilgirl had her pic down and name thought She was gonna leave!!! then My Bro Sonny did !!! She stayed man a double hit would of been hard on the old Ancient1 to hard wen't to leave a candle for Tony and saw dirty weeds again what kind of excuse for humanity would do that ? don't answer i don't even wanna know anything about them !!! If you could please take a minute for Me and go buy a candle and send it up for Him

Donation
alright people donate money, and even less donate time, why is it that people act like when they donate money they are a fucking saint, i've donated my time collecting floaters for two weeks after katrina, and i just had a person out of no where say "i donated money to help for katrina what did you do" how do people seriously come off holier then thou for donating money, i don't brag for donating time because it's a gift to humankind, we are one species we need to help each other out, that's what donations are for. fuck if you donate anything blood, money, clothes, food, time, anything, it's not for you to have some shit to hang over everyone's head it's for you to know you are helping better the lives of people that have been hurt in some way. hell even in cases of volunteer work you are helping people have a better time, or helping through a hard time. so please if you donate anything don't use it as a way of being better then people, use it as a way to better yourself.

Women Drivers !
Driving to work this morning on the I95, I looked over to My right and there was a woman in a brand new BMW doing 90 miles per Hour with her face up close to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner! I looked away for a couple of seconds and when I looked back she Was halfway over in my lane still working on that makeup! It scared me (and this coming from a bloke....) so much that I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the bacon roll out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten up the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my mobile from my ear, which fell into the coffee between my legs, causing it to splash and burn BIG JIM AND THE TWINS, causing me to scream, which made me drop the cigarette out of my mouth, ruined my shirt and DISCONNECTED AN IMPORTANT CALL. bloody Women Drivers!!!!!!!

Some Old And Some New
Here is my tags anyone can rip. Just click on the the pic and rip it. Be nice to see come comments good or bad...Some are old one, but may be new to you... New as of today and yesterday. Friends 1 July 4th Old ones but may be new to you OnLine Friends Thirsty guy Sweet Dreams Have A Great Day Be Mine male Showing Some Cherry Love male SENDING SOME CHERRY LOVE Female Wanna Play Female

Liar Liar Pants On Fire
more bitchin why do people lie? Is it that hard to say what you are truly feeling thinking? What are you gaining from lying to anyone? but especially on Cherry Tap. Pettiness has won out lately I think. If you got the mind to concoct a lie .. then ya gotta know how freakin stupid you are goin to look OR even know what you can lose by lying. I do not and will not tolerate it in my life.. Cherry Tap or otherwise. Lying is stupid and sensless. im certain ill find something else to rant about later lol

A One Night Stand Daydream
It started as a nice night; I was set up on a blind date. I met him at the restraunt a quite little spot I have been to many times before. My first initial reaction was he was very handsome. Strong jaw line, tall, tan, well built, dark hair and crystal blue eyes. He was dressed very nicely in cacky pants and a form fitting polo. I myself was in a low cut nit shirt, that if I got cold you would defiantly see my nipples, and my favorite pair of jeans. We introduced ourselves and shyly sat down. We ordered some wine and begin with the usual questions. We soon came to realize we had a lot in common. As dinner progressed and we moved on to the second bottle of wine, the mood changed. We started opening up to each other, like most do when they drink. I had noticed that he had been staring at my chest quite a bit. This did not bother me because I intact had a huge rack and was use to the attention they bring. I finally had enough liquid courage to tell him that I was extremely attracted to hi

No Clue
I am sure I could and should write something really profound here but nothing is coming to mind.. I know that I am a lonely. I want to be wanted again, is that too much to ask? I don't mean sex either, if that was the case I could get that I just don't want meaningless sex. I am frustrated and tired of kid games. I have a hard enough life without the games. Is there anyone out there that is tired of games and wants to really get to know me? I have issues I admit that but they are my issues noon elses to deal with. I am honest and will tell someone exactly what I think of them. Hell I will tell you anything you could ever want to know about me. Just ask.. Or are you all scared to get to know the real me?

Let Me Know Whhat You Think?
The day the ring slid on my finger, I was scared of what the future would hold. But yet 10 years later, here you still stand, By my side, vowing to never let go. The twists and turns our lives have wound. The bumps and hills that we found. The evils we fought. The gifts we won. All made made us stronger now. Made us one. You and I Our lives so wound. My Life. My Love I am so glad i found.

On Censorship
"Censorship of anything, at any time, in any place, on whatever pretense, has always been and always be the last resort of the boob and the bigot." -- Eugene Gladstone O'Neill, American playwright "Restriction on free thought and free speech is the most dangerous of all subversions. It is the one un-American act that could most easily defeat us." -- William O. Douglas "I am opposed to any form of tyranny over the mind of man." -- Thomas Jefferson "Censorship reflects society's lack of confidence in itself. It is a hallmark of an authoritarian regime." -- Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart "All censorships exist to prevent any one from challenging current conceptions and existing institutions. All progress is initiated by challenging current conceptions, and executed by supplanting existing institutions. Consequently the first condition of progress is the removal of censorships." -- George Bernard Shaw NSFW = CENSORSHIP

Update On Baby And I...
I've had a lot of people ask how the baby and I are doing - we're doing GREAT! :) I had my genetic couseling appt yesterday and it went really well. :) Since I'm so OLD (yep, they think I'm OLD at 35), they have to refer me for genetic screening to make sure I have a healthy baby. Well, after my blood tests and ultrasounds, they determined that there is VERY little chance of my baby having any problems, so that was very reassuring! I'm still fairly sick most of the day, and can tolerate only very few foods but it's much better than it was! I've been going crazy cleaning house and fixing things/completing projects in the yard and house. I can't stop! I'm only just under 4 months pregnant and I'm going nuts with the urge to clean and take care of things. :) Well, I'll shut up now, I just wanted to let everyone know how things are going. :) Much love to all! XOXOXOXO!!!

Summer's Blessing
Create Your Own Countdown The sole element on this earth that with no effort can fuse all the pieces me back together and show me the reflection of who I am, and better yet, without a word, just her presence, can convince me that I am sufficient in just being that, ...me. And I'll be the first to admit I dont make that easy. The one who can make all the rhetoric and stresses of each day evaporate with just her smile. In less than 12 hours...my daughter will be home. I find myself pacing the floor, wanting to decorate, prepare a fireworks display of proportion that would land me in jail, rent a skywriter, lol, but then I realize she will light up the place all her own once her eyes find me at the airport. Anyway, I may be a lil scarce in the coming month to those that communicate with me regularly, but I will be on here and there, and will try my best to keep up on things best I can. Some will only miss what I do for their page, some will actually miss me, either wa

My Kids....
I've come to the conclusion that I really like both my kids home. lol I know..sounds weird and if anyone is reading this they'll say big frikkin deal. Well, it's just something that I'm writing to make me feel a bit better today. I just got back from taking Joanna to the airport. And I'm ballin my eyes out. haahaa. Normally I dread when she comes home from college. Her and her father are so much alike and they butt heads and fight and it drives me nuts. He does stupid shit coz that's who he is and what he does..she just gets right in his face...literally. But this time, since she's been home since May it's been really really pleasant. lol When they do get into arguments she's quick to apologize to me for getting me upset. She's finally grown up I think. Hitting 20 years old did it for her I guess. lol So in about an hour she'll be taking off to go to Toronto to visit her boyfriend, stay there for a week or so and then off they both go to Paris, France to spend 5 weeks there taking c

You Have My Heart
You have my heart from the start We started out as friends Then become more I see you in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my soul You come to me From the lord above To take my heart You bring light to my eye's Joy to my soul Love to my heart Our friendship never ending Love never fading The joy of the talks The love of the eye's Our souls comeing together as one Our heart's locked together with never ending love joy & happness You forever have my heart

Wednesday 06/27/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "My mistress, she calls me each day longing for my touch. Her cries beg for my flesh upon her. Beckoning me to caress her, to hold her close against me. She yearns for my return each night. She calls my heart and soul, I cannot resist my hands running slowly over the gentle curves of her body, excited by her form and supple features. The feel of her smooth neck, so alluring. Her sweet voice entices me. Few can match her desire and lustful ways. Her satisfaction as a mistress is complete, all 12 strings of her." © 1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

My 2 Cents On Fake Pics
WHO CARES!!! seriously im sick of it if u cant be bothered to take the time out and read/view their profile it is your loss and my status saying im gone doesnt mean foreva too (sorry haters wouldnt dream of makin u guys happy hehe) im just changin the channel and watchin a different soap opera for a change hehehehehehe (i really am goin to watch days of our lives blahahah) ill be back and less drama lets all hug and get along

I'm An Evil Bitch.
As you all know I was CT married to a great guy! I had some issues with how fast the whole relationship was progressing and I told him about them. In which he did back off. Well in all my confusion in what's going on outside of my "cyber" life I decided that maybe a relationship wasn't what I currently needed. Especially on the thought that he might be a rebound relationship. I chose to end the relationship before he got any deeper involved and hurt. Mind you we have only known each other 18 days at this point and have never met. This was a total phone and internet relationship. So now I find myself being accused of ripping his heart out and leaving it lying there and backing him out the door and slamming it on him. I just want to say in my defense that I'm not the evil bitch i'm being made out to be. I just need time for me to figure out what's best for me and currently it's not a relationship with this man. I do care about him very much as a friend, but at th

A Woman Should
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..one old love she can imagine going back to.. and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..a youth she's content to leave behind... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..a set of screwdrivers,cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD H

Important Announcement.. Saw This In A Bulletin And Just Had To Keep It Thought It Was Way To Funny!!!!
The following is an important announcement... Police warn all clubbers, partygoers, and unsuspecting bar regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females to target unsuspecting men use a new date rape drug on the market called beer. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs." "Female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them use Beer. Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of "beer" and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several "beers" men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on horrific looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking "beer," men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before,

Yay For Underwear Pj's Lol
LOL How'd they know I love to rock my cami's and boyshorts to bed??!?!?! The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

So I'm A Whore....
Last night in a mumm, I was tod that I am an internet hour because I flirt with guys in the shoutbox....I find this extremely hilarious, and it was great to have a good laugh over it. If you want to see what I'm talking about, go to this link and you will see... http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=88331 I think the funniest part about it was who said it...I mean come on!!! He was not even the person it was said to...I guess the people on here can't fight there own battles and as for the person who called me a whore...well lets just say, i have been called a lot worse by people who are a lot better than him..... Oh, and I also found out that I'm not the only one that he has classified as this, and i had some very sweet women contact me to let me know about how much of an ass he is....To those women,you know who you are, Loves ya and hugs & kisses!!! Oh, btw, if there was ever any question, the only man on here that I ever want to meet is Greg, and as for the rest, if I fli

The Feeding
She was lonely tonight. But she had been lonely for over 300 years. Her time was the night. Some called her a night stalker, others had names she knew only from books. She called herself a vampire. This night was no different than other nights that she needed to feed. She had learned, long ago, that feeding and killing were totally different. Killing led authorities to investigate. Feeding could be done without too much attention, if any at all. She fed mainly on men. They would not usually tell anyone. Embarrassment, guilt or any of many different reasons they would keep things to themselves, wondering just what had happened to them. Tonight, she was in a bar. He favorite feeding ground. Men could be found in bars. Lonely men, who needed and wanted the company of a pretty woman. She found what she was looking for at a table in the corner. She was good at this game. If she moved to quickly, they became wary that she might be a prostitute. To slowly, and they were soon disinterested

I Salute You!!! Just Click On The Pic
I'M ENTERED IN THE SEXIEST MILITARY SALUTE CONTEST AND YOU KNOW I LOVE TO SHOW MY SUPPORT! PLEASE HELP ME OUT A LITTLE AND SHOW ME SOME CT LUV. RATES ARE MOST IMPORTANT AND TAKE JUST A SECOND OF YOUR TIME! 1 RATE = 10 POINTS SO PLZ RATE! :D 1 COMMENT = 1 POINT :D * WINNER GETS A 1 MONTH VIC OR A 30 DAY BLAST! :D NEED YOUR HELP ON THIS AND THANKS IN ADVANCE! (B) JUST CLICK THE PIC TO GO THERE GOD BLESS OUR MILITARIES!!!!

One More Reason To Hate The World
so.. just was finishing up a demo of a new song.. now.. keep in mind - i spend most my time when working on music with headphones on - i live in an apartment complex - and people are pricks. I keep very very very late hours - so i work on music deep in the am. i almost NEVER hear my shit on speakers... also keep in mind music sounds entirely different on speakers compared to headphones - matter of fact if i could always make music from listening to the speakers my music would drastically improve...bass distorts the hell outta speakers while the same song sounds perfectly fine on headphones...all the levels sound different on headphones.. things that sound clear on headphones will sound distant on speakers and vice versa.... i resent the fact that im forced to ruin my music for their consideration -- but i fucking do. - now.. in the process for making a song there comes a point where its at 'demo' quality and to compensate for not being able to listen on speakers the whole ti

Some People......
To all who read this.....I dont know which one of you sent the dirty weeds with this message: "i thought you finally got it, i guess not, why don't u just tell her to stop, what is it with her and i seen the comment saying she couldn't wait to kiss u, how cute i'd do more then just kiss u and i can't get u to look at me twice, i seen u didn't leave any comments for her, she must not be getting the hint cause she is all over ur page agin, i'll help u get rid of her " .....Look at my name...do you think I want rid of her??? Let me spell it out to you...N-O-...Which means NO....yes me and her have a thing going. If I lead you to believe that I was interested in you I am sorry, cause I was not here looking for a relationship, this just happened. I will be meeting her, but I will not give a date what so every, that is something you need not know. So if you have a problem with this in any way please do us a favor and remove yourself from my list. As far as me leaving her comments

Why Me?
You ever have one of those days where you just wanna delete your CT? First, I have a ton of people that call themselves my friends and never talk to me unless they are in a contest. I cant delete my CT mail messages that I have recieved or sent. I somehow got caught up in drama involving Juggalos and Fat Sonny. I've met a ton of real fake people on here. And then I get crap like this every day: ->*~KristI~*: hmmmmok, i was trying to be nice and rate you *~KristI~*: duh puusy ->*~KristI~*: you realize im a guy right? *~KristI~*: duh skinny bitch ->*~KristI~*: im a whore? *~KristI~*: because ur a whore ->*~KristI~*: and why do you say that? *~KristI~*: eww dont give me a ten u know im ugly Seriously, why am I even bothering anymore?

Blas Contest Update!! I'm In Second Place!!!
Ok first, my pc is on its last legs. I may lose it any time. So that means its only the library to get to Tap if it does. Secondly, I am currently in second place!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to copy and paste this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this

Destiny Shauna Renee Reed Wilcox
this is bradleys sister again.. i just want everyone to please pray for my brother even tho its been 9 yrs july 1st that he lost his lil girl.. she was still born on july 1st of 1998... she only weighed 15 ounces and his ex was only 7 months pregnant... so if u would plz send a lil prayer or pray for my brother.. hes going thru a hard enuff time with cara... plz just show my brother some love and hell see it when he can get online or i can let him know.... this is still so very hard on him... he wants a lil girl so bad... he had 2 beautiful girls he was so attached to when him and cara was together..but plz show brad some love plz... thanks alot.. bri

Anyone Miss Me???
FOR those wonderin where i was at i was in jail for probation violation..but i am back and i wont be on to much..i left a bullitin but i guess no one checks them but hey im going out to enjoy the weather i may be back tonite nor i may not me....tty;

Internet Drama..wtf
SO,,SO ,,FUCK'N TIRED OF THE DRAMA...IT'S GOT ME ABOUT WHERE I DON'T WANT TO COME ON HERE...BUT FUCK THAT,,,TIRED OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT.GOT TO STOP...IF NOT IM UNFRIEND YOU AN JUST SAY FUCK IT..DRAMA_SHIT...NOT FRIENDSHIP....SO FRIENDSHIP..I HAVE TIME FOR,,,DRAMA_SHIT...I HAVE NO TIME FOR.. THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY..=)~

July 1st - Vegas Road Trip - The Beginning
And it begins.... Its now 7:30 AM and we have the durango all packed up. The vehicle seems like it is ready and roadworthy. Right now Sunshyne and Angel Eyes are in the bathroom doing what females do best. Making themselves prettier then they already are but as you know females have to get those last few and final touches in to complete the whole picture. Hopefully we are out of here by 8 AM. Hopefully today we will knock out at least 10+ hours of driving. The road to Vegas calls for a total of 28 hours drive time and 2000 miles. But we will drive as far as possible today before stopping this evening. Hope your weekend has been Kick A$$ and hopefully tonight you will get an update and some pics of whats going on with our road trip! Wish me luck because these 2 ladies will be driving me BATTY I am sure. But to be perfectly honest I would have it no other way.

When I Stop By Your Page
I will rate you. If I have rated you in the past I will fan you. If I have done both of those I will comment you. If I stop by your page and notice that we are already friends I will rate and fan you if not done so already. If thats all done I will comment. If I send a friend request I will be sure to fan first, since I ask that be done for myself has well. On certain days I run out of rates and if I do and I stop by your page I will most likely fan you... On to next part. If I fan you please fan me back.. If you send a freind request make sure to fan me or it will not be accepted. Sorry thats the way I work. Edited to add if you do not fan me with your request I will check to see if you have fanned me someother time. If you havent you friend request will be rejected.. People on my friends list already are excluded from this but it would be nice if you did fan me. after all your my friend shouldnt you be my fan? I am trying to get all my friends fanned but it

Poetry
I write poetry, it is my passion.. I came up with this poem in about a ten minute period... Going Through Emotions... The envious nature of the jealous heart, Will engulf your soul and tear you apart. It ruins everything it gets its greedy hands on, It destroys your trust by building a wall of stone, Encircling your heart and letting no one in. The jealous nature of the foolish soul, Is a person, whose emotions are bitter and cold, Such a lonely person, no one can touch, They use every problem in their life as a useless crutch. Their problems are always another's fault, This excuses them to seal up tight like a vault. The foolish nature fo the kind-hearted, Leave them withered, used and discarded. No one can be trusted with their delicate emotions, They are lost in a sea of good intentions and notions. They don't see through your guise until it's too late, Leaving them wallowing in a precarious state. No one knows our hearts better than us, We either wear them

Drinking. Or Not.
Sunday evening, tomorrow off work, nothing particularly pressing to do in the morning, smoking ban now in full effect, so bars will be slightly less stinky, and who’s quit drinking?! I feel like Lloyd Bridges in ‘Airplane’. Why did I pick this week, of all weeks? To be honest, any week would be bad. At least there’s no ones birthday coming up. I haven’t got a drink problem. That is not the reason for stopping. In fact it’s more of a hiatus than anything else, but these things have a habit of extending themselves. Like the smoking. And the drugs. And the casual sex. Ok, maybe not the casual sex, since there wasn’t much of that in the first place (odd concept, casual sex. I’ve always found it quite frantic. Any way, moving on…). If you do anything long enough, it becomes a habit. If you DON’T do something long enough and it also becomes habit. I dread the moment when I become a non-smoking, teetotal, drug-free health freak (NOT a vegetarian, that’s just unnatural), but it could happen

One Year
It has been one year since my dad died. Not a day goes by that I don't think about it. This past week was hard on me as the day got closer. I know he is up there looking over us, and I know someday I will see him again. He will always be on my mind. In honor of him, my brother and I are going to go to a Detroit Tigers game every year on July 1st. That was his favorite team and I know he would appreciate the gesture.

Cherrytap Football League
THIS IS MY TEAM FOR THE C.T.F. PLEASE COME AND RATE ONLY THE PIC,WE ARE THE STEAMROLLERS.. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ CLICK ON THIS PIC,AND PLEASE GO RATE ONLY. WE WANT TO WIN,WIN,WN... JUST RATES ONLY...BRENDA

Blonde Guy
"An Irishman, a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed,"Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a b urrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of corned beef and cabbage, I never would have given it to him again!" "The Mexican's wife also wep

Guidelines For Dating A Virgo Male (short Version)
1) Be On Time 2) Take Pride In Your Appearance 3) We're Natural Born Critics- Deal With It!!! 4) We're PARANOID- Deal With It!!! 5) If You Can't Make It, Let Us Know and Refer To Number 4. 6) Don't Expect Us To Make The First Move- It Won't Happen!! 7) If You Have Clutter, Clean It Up!! We're Anal Retentive!!! 8) Don't Stand Us Up!! WE WILL FIND YOU!!! Refer To #4. 9) If You Think Your Tongue Is Sharp, Ours Are Sharper. Refer To #3. 10) We're Realists- Deal With It!!! Just a few things you'll want to keep in mind. Have a nice day!!

Eadible Delight.....
as he places the blindfold on me, , me body was quivering not knowing what was going to happen... sudenly his cock was in my mouth fucking it,, i was sucking it so hard... his hands were on my pussy feeling my clit sliding his fingers inside me. then he pulled his cock out and not knowing what was going to happened excted me. then his cocked pierced my pussy full force,, my back arched inthe air as his massive staff fucked my harder and harder and deeper than any time before.... i came with suck force that i squirted all over his cock... then he again put his cock in my mouth so i could taste my cum and unloaded inside my mouth thus i tasted both of us, MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.THE END.

Tribute To A Great Man
For those of you who don't know...My Grandpa passed away this morning This is for him. How do relate what you meant to me, when words can’t even come close? You are the one who was like a father to me when I had none You raised me, and taught me how to be a man You taught me to hunt, fish, and raise my own vegetables and how to live off the land, and survive if I had to. You taught me about honor and integrity and that a mans word is all he really has You taught me to take pride in what I do, in an honest days work and that all the riches in the world mean nothing if you aren’t a good person. You taught me that it isn’t about what you have, but what you are on the inside. You taught me about respect and the importance of being true to your word. You taught me that a lady should be treated like a lady until she proves herself otherwise You taught me about discipline and even though those lessons were tough sometimes, you always taught them with love. You taught me t

Needing To Vent
first off i dont know who this guy thinks he is but ill be damned if im gonna let some idiot try to degrade soldiers. does he not realize that its because of soldiers that he has the freedom of speech and all the freedoms he has everyday and takes it for granted? oh and by the way US soldiers are the ones that found saddam and brought him to justice. we havent been allies with iraq and we did not sell saddam WMDs. 9/11 is not a fraud. they did not attack us because we are over there they attacked us because they hate us because we are free and because of their religion. they are raised to hate americans. over half of them do not know why they are to hate us they were brought up that way (brainwashed). and he thinks im not patriotic and im the one ruining this country all because i post pictures of support our troops on here. can you say retard. i fly a flag and pray everyday for our troops. also he thinks soldiers are pussies. but i think hes just jealous because he doesnt have half th

Stereotyping "all" Men Against The Negatives!
A Good Man A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He is human with frailties and faults mixed in with all of his wonderful, strong attributes. He needs your love and respect. He needs to feel that you don't live to catch him doing something wrong so you can declare, "Aha! I knew you were a dog!" A good man isn't insecure about his woman having great achievements. In fact, he is her number one supporter and becomes disappointed with her when she begins to lose herself, especially for the sake of not hurting his feelings, or only wanting to make him happy. His happiness comes with seeing her excel in her dreams and accomplishing her goals. For as she excels and is exalted, a good woman will bring her good man right along with her. A good man doesn't necessarily give you a huge birthday or Valentine's gift. He shows his love in the ways that are comfortable to him. Don't judge him by TV standards. No one is really living a fairy tale. You'll miss out

Monday 07/02/2007
I know I missed Sunday's thought for the day. My apologies. Family responsibilities kept me away all day. :) A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Unto a new dawn, the sun brings a warmth. A light and spirit of love. The new day gives peace and possibility. Opportunity to make amends for past hate, for envy undue those of resolve. The chance to give and not take, to return the dignity taken of another through vanity, jealousy and greed. A time to show humanity and compassion. The moment comes that we may know we are capable of kindness. Even unto the dark, to show our goodness." © 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Heartbreak Radio
i can see your face it haunts me it breaks my mind in the night when im trying to sleep ill bet you think that life is moving right along and when i close my eyes all i see is you and everytime i try I fall back through I think the past will always drag me down and now its a new year and a new wedding ring ill bet youre right in the middle of the next big thing and I hope it makes you happy I always cover my eyes when the light shines down while i sit in my room and the tears fall down I cant remember what its like to be me another night time lonely heart bleeds I walk down the path of another mistake i hear your voice on the wind as the waves break I see your face in the moon as it shines down i see your eyes in the stars as my heart drowns on the blood of never ending things i dont know what it is you need another night time lonely heart bleeds

Funny Shit...
please tell me this is some funny shit..I holy fuck..nothing better to do than fuck with me...damn........ A mum you have posted has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

Frustration
I am concerned for a friend on here but ofcourse I can't tell is they are here or not..sometimes Cherry makes you look like you are still on...I think having this horrible sore throat and feeling like someone put salt drops in my eyes doesn't help my emotions much. I know I am not good when dealing with my HALTS...and today is a prime example. I'm trying to keep myself from going nuts...HALTS are Hungry Angry Lonely Tired and SICK... So I am going to try to keep my composure even though I know I could let this eat me up. I probably should just go to bed and stop beating a dead horse...but I have a shoot tonight and am trying to keep myslef from getting too too sick. This is an excellent opportunity for me and I should focus on that right? My head is saying stay on track but my heart is where is always is... feeling achey and messed up.

I Want To Know
it is annoying now that everyone and their mother is bi. I mean some girls have on their profile hi...and I am bi..so fucking what! I do not say hi my name is angela and I am straight...why do you need to state your sexual orientation??? It is kinda annoying most girls only do it for attention anyways. I have nothing wrong with bi woman. But I think it is highlty fucking annoying how they have to state right off the bat that they are bi. I have the right to say what I fucking want. I am not saying there is anything wrong with bi people so calm down. I just think some girls take it too far and should get a megaphone and a banner and state it. I mean come on most of the bi chicks do it cause they think it is hott cause it gets a guys attention...have more respect for your body. When in reality they could care less about having a sexual urge for woman, and just do it to be a sleeze and see what a guy will do seeing them mouth to mouth with another female. My personal view about the whole

Fantasty Dreamer...........
SHES LAYING ON THE BED....... IN PANTIES...ASKING ME TO GIVE HER A BACKRUB.. I COME OVER TO HER. TELLING HER TO TURN OVER ON HER TUMMY.....I TAKE HER HIPS..AND I START RUBBIN HER SHOULDERS, I MOVE OVER AND SIT ON HER ASS, IM STILL IN MY UNDERWEAR.I CAN FEEL HER COOL CHEECKS ON ME. I START RUBBIN IN CIRCLES , ASKING WHERE IT HURTS. SHE SAYS LOWER BACK. I START MOVING MY HANDS DOWN, RUBBIN IN CIRCLES. RUBBIN HER SIDES, PUTTING A LIL LOCTION ON HER. MOVIN HANDS UP AND DOWN. FEELING MYSELF GET HARD. PRESSIN AGAINST HER CHEEKS. SHE STARTS A LIL MOAN SO I KNOW ITS FEELIN REAL GOOD. SHE IS PUSHIN AGAINST MY COCK JUST A LIL TO LET ME KNOW IT FEELS GOOD,,, I MOVE LOWER ADJUSTION MYSELF.MY HANDS ARE AT THE TOP OF HER ASS. I LEAN OVER AND START SOFT KISSES ON HER SPINE.SHE ASKS ME TO GO LOWER. I MOVE OFF HER, AND START LICKIN HER CHEEKS, SHES REACHIN BACK... SPREADING THEM,,, WANTING MY TOUNGE...SHE WHISPERS...PLEASE,,,,,,,,, I START LICKIN HER ASS CRACK.. I CAN SMELL HER AROMA... GOD IT SMELLS S

♠ Important Notice ♠
this i s to all 358 of my friends you have untill friday to respond to this or you will be delelted no if ands or buts i am sick of having a list of inactive people on here it makes no senes i am willing to bet half of you just added me for the points to help you level up for what? oh i know so you can boast who has the higher level or how many fake pic's you can post up on your profile.i think it is a bunch of bul shit that people have to fight and bitch over who has more cherrybucks. NEW FLASH they are not real so get over it. thank you for letting me rank for a bit ~ Lost In The Dark ~

~everlasting
Traveling through these hollows, the waves crashing, the rocks echoing each break, I submerge myself in it's seeming disasterous calling. Exploring each crevice, creature, and past mark, I wonder how such things can come to be; yet come to be known only by accidental discovery by one wallowing in their own sorrow and lostness. One who comes to hide, to escape everything in their life that haunts them; someone like myself. I wandered helplessly down the shores, feeling the rain falling on me, soaking my flesh through my clothes, feeling the hot tears streaming down my face, but barely noticing, for the emotion that had overwhelmed me once again. I spied that one dark place in the rocks, and it looked like home to me. Home to what I was feeling, and a place to hide. Sliding into the small space, I noticed signs of others previous visits, initials, hearts pierced with arrows proclaiming so called love and the like, etched into the rock for eternity. The ancient walls whispered to me, th

In Addition
I'm pretty stoked and nervous because I am expecting a pkg of toys for Cody that I ordered. They are the same G.I. Joes i had when I was a kid. They re-made them for a 30th anniversary type thing. I really want him to have the same ones I grew up on. They should arrive today. Since I work for UPS and hear all the bad stories.I'm kinda nervous.

Big Flirt....
I will admit that I am a big flirt...not a tease but a flirt.. That doesn't mean I want to have sex with every guy I talk to online..Most guys take simple flirting to serious..and just because I answer your questions about sex, Does Not mean I want to try it with You. And just because I live close to someone doesn't mean I will jump in my car or have them over to my house to have sex with them either. And to just pop up with an im, pm, or even in someones shout box...with some stupid shit about is it time to play baby or will you suck my cock...wont get you any where either..just gets your ass blocked.. So Remember just because someone is honest enough to answer your questions about sex ,talks nice to you and flirts with you a lil...doesn't mean they want to have sex with you..And don't be childish and call them names just because you get shot down. Because it's not like I don't tell ya up front that I am a Flirt that is all...nothing more nothing less..Not my fault if

Goin Out Of Town For The 4th : )
Hey, what's up to all my friends. I just wanted to drop a quick note sayin that I'm goin to be out of town till Thursday. I'm goin to be back in Lumpkin, GA were I'm originally from. I'm goin to be chillin with all my family at our usual cookout. We are goin to have to go to Alabama to shot some fireworks lol, since they're illegal here. I plan on tryin to have a great time at home these 3 days. I'm definitely goin to kill some home cooked food. Well I'm not goin to keep talkin your head off. I just hope everyone has a BLESSED, SAFE, and FUN 4th of July weekend.

Help Help Help Help
I'M NOT IN A CONTEST BUT I REALLY REALLY NEED ALL YOUR HELP SO PLEASE CAN YOU GO AND SHOW ME SOME HOT HOT LOVE! 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS FROM EACH PLEASE.......... HAVE A WONDERFUL FREAKY MONDAY AND A FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEK. HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

No More Belly, Belly Be Gone..lol
Alright, we all know that society has a stigma on fat people, and I hate it. When you go somewhere your always getting gawked at and made fun of. Or when its clothes shopping time you absolutely hate it because you know your gonna have to up a size...the simple fact is, the jeans dont make me look fat, my ass makes me look fat. I'm sick of it, I have gained more weight in the last 6 years and I just want to be normal again. Its funny how someone can eat very little but gain alot of weight, yet someone skinny can eat forever and not gain a pound. Well, im back on my phentermine, and on a workout program for six weeks so i am gonna give it a shot. I figure what the hell, I'm not only doing it to look good, i'm also doing it so my feet will quit hurting and my knees will quit hurting. Now I know that alot of people that read this will laugh and say you fool, but you know what, at least i have the guts to admit that im overweight and I want to do something about it. So from here on out, a

Just Love The Internet
Sometimes i can't walk in 2 my bedroom because i have 2 go right 4 the computer and this caused problems with every 1 who lives in the same house. They have a computer and it's not hooked up 2 the Internet, but mines is because i have a Lap Top and will be on it every change i get. I just love being online it keeps me out of serious, so do that makes me a Internet Junkie or just some 1 who loves computers?.....

Happy Birthday Sis!!!!
this blog is for my lil sis who's birthday happens to be on this same day we celebrate our independence, i just want her to know she'll never be forgotten so every year i celebrate the time we had together and also i celebrate ur rebirth as my guardian angel looking down on ur big bro protecting me from myself, so baby girl i know when i feel that warm hand on the back of my neck when i act up it's you putting me in line, i love you sis and i'll never forget....anybody who reads this blog just do me a favor.....whether it's to yourself or out loud just say the name CARLA...i know she's listening "RIP SIS"!!!!!

Germany Is Our Problem
i am in the old country for the summer. i do that. i go to the old country for the summer. with mixed feelings. on the one hand, because it is the old country, and us first generation immigrants have a hard time with that, on the other, because it is not just any old country. It is germany. yes, that germany. here’s how it works. a friend had said, why take the subway and not a cab, simply? five bucks to the train station. i do. the guy seems to be mute. and extremely volatile in a distinctly cholerical way. he takes a congested detour. fine. he drives in fits that make it feel like nasa is testing me for shit. it costs fifteen dollars. fine, whatever. pulling up to the train station, he explodes. he is accelerating wildly just to cut off, or pretend to cut off, a bicyclist who starts to shake wildly and yells and screams: “hey, what, pay attention you asshole, you dirtbag!” (you get the idea. it’s second nature to these people.) the driver’s side window shoots down. a barrage of ab

7-5-07 Having Trouble Loading My Homepage
hi everyone i know i haven't been on ct much lately that is because some reason each time i come on ct my pc freezes up and i have to log out of my pc and try again. sometime it works others it doesn't. so please don't think i'm being rude and mean because that is not the case. and thank you j(restrictive) for posting this blog for me because i can't get on my page lol. love to all, denise

Didn't Expect This To Be A Rant...
Well today I am going shopping for a new hard drive. Lets hope that I find a good deal and can get it today! And be able to get my computer fully back up and running!! Hehe been going nuts without it! I miss you all soo much and again apolgize for not being able to show you all love. I'm trying to do as much as I can while I am here at my parents. sadly its not enough for some people on here.. but at least I try! I know who my true friends are on here.. so thats all that matters. I can't make everyone happy on here. Though I want too thats just how I am. Im not a attention whore, or just here for points Some people have come to me and said they were scared to talk to me. Like I was gonna be a snotty bitch or something.. I'm not like that. I am always open and happy to talk to anyone of you! And again I apoligize for not talking all the time.. but its damn well hard to find people on this site sometimes. Grrr though I get sick of basically trying to make everyone el

I Want This Guy... If He Exists.
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

Trickery.....
What's with the hot ass chicks u see pictured on CT, click on their profile and it's a 21 year old boy with a hundred million points and 10 thousand fans.........that's like going into a real bar and making out with this beatiful, hot chick and reaching down to rub her sweet little clit and there's more than a handful of nuts and berries there.........WTF? Life is fucked up when u play like that, be upfront no matter what your lifestyle is....your only being dishonest to urself in the end.

No Submit Button
Some peoples pages the submit button isnt showin on their comment if you just click outside the box after you commit you can press enter and it will submit your comment.Thought this might help whoever didnt know.

Lifes Simple Pleasures ( Whats Yours)?
what makes us happy? is it the simple things in life that bring us the greatest joy. like wearing sexy underwear a clean glass to drink from. Painting your nails, watching the world cup. Pressing the button on the traffic lights when your not crossing. Trying on clothes you'll never buy. Having a laugh with your mates, entertaining friends. Maybe sunshine on your day of , or wearing new socks or getting the giggles, finding a bargain or listening to music. No matter what your simple pleasures are, and im quite happy for you to tell me. Its always those little things that bring the greatest joy. A babies first steps that text a smile a kiss holding hands things like that make us rich. Dont get me wrong id love to win the lottery but even when we have no money all of the above can still make us feel rich. what makes you happy? please let me know...........

Ok
alright July fourth I had a a few drinks and had the urge to smoke but fought it off, and now I eat and have no urge to smoke, so I have beat the habit yay me go me I am officially a non-smoker :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Will The Pain Go Away?
There are so many things I want to accomplish before it's too late...and I realized that my partner and I had grown sooo very far apart that the inevitable has to be....we will part ways now and even though I know so very well and without a doubt that I must move forward without him, the pain of it all is soooo hard...my tender heart is so full of pain and I want it to go away soon for us all....I am thankful my daughters are grown and are awesome human beings...I was lucky to have had the strength to keep our family together for them...I think it was worth it...I am the kind of person who will hurt forever to keep someone else from hurting...but this time I can't....Will the pain go away????

Computer Issues 7-6-07
nearly a month later I can safely say I am never going to resolve these computer issues without professional assistance....such is life. now I have missed everyone so much....and life has been tranquil and interesting since my last full day online...if I have missed your birthday..happy belated...if I will miss it...happy birthday. if I haven't taken the time to comment..here is your "COMMENT" LOL I will catch up when I can..be patient...or I will tell you to get bent...it wasnt my fault viruses and hijackers wanted to attach themselves to my computer...but I am willing to try to be nice if you are :Þ now my blogs are not read by as many people as I would like so I doubt half of what I type applies to those of you who do...I thank you for your time..and interest in my not so exciting life :) xoxo I am catching up a little at a time..spamming windows and viruses be damned..if the computer blows up it was a slice! Alana

Getting Pissed Off
now here it goes, so hold on..... ok,most of the people i've met on here... suck ass. now there are exceptions, , , and to those exceptions i'm sorry your reading this.... for the last 3 days i've been running out of 10's to give, and been rating alot of pics, profiles and entire albums. and have not move up for shit, almost no one returned the favor, what the fuck... now i'm going to be deleting all the ungreatful ASSHATS, that could not even say thank you..

Nookie Greene
A man goes to confession in the small town's only Catholic Church... "Father, it has been one month since my last confession. I have had sex with Nookie Green every week for the last month." The priest asks the sinner, "Who is Nookie Green?" The sinner says, "She's the new woman who moved into town" The Priest says, "Well fornication is a sin, so you must stay away from her. Now go out and say three Our Fathers, five hail Mary's, and resolve not to do that again, and your sins are forgiven." Soon after, another man enters the confessional. "Father, it has been two months since my last confession. I have had sex with Nookie Green twice a week for the last two months." This time the priest questions, "Who is this Nookie Green?" "She's the most beautiful new woman in the whole town," the sinner replies. "Very well", sighs the priest. "Stop doing that and go and say ten Hail Mary's." At Mass the next morning, as the priest prepares to deliver his sermon, a tall, voluptuous,

My First Night Out In Years...
OK... so most of you who know me know that I have not been on in over 3 years, 3 years and seven months as of last night. So at 10:30 I get a meaasge from my cousin who I have not seen in months and her husband has given her money and permission to go out.... so here is the tale:.. First off it takes me an hour to drive to her house (she lives aways from me) and she is getting ready while I am driving. I get there and do just a few touch up to the hair and makeup that I had been wearing all day (not great but it will work)..lol The only shoes I have are a pair of guess tennis shoes or gap sandals (remember I have not been out in years, so there was no need to buy clubbing clothes before). All I wear is a pair of capri pants, layered tank tops, and the guess tennis shoes (didn't want to fall in the sandals). I am thinking well obviously I am not picking anyone up but I will finally be able to dance some. The night starts with 2 men trying to pick us up while she is pumping gas at

Why Does Love Hurt?
I WRITING THIS SO I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY LOVE HURTS SO BAD! THE ONE PERSON THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD HAS HURT ME SO BAD! I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN SIT NEXT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND TALK TO ANOTHER GIRL AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM. HE HAS HURT ME SO BAD THAT I HAVE LEFT HIM AND NOW IM THE ONE THAT HURTS THE MOST! WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD? HOW CAN YOU DO SO MUCH FOR SOMEONE AND GET HURT SO BAD? I WANT HIM TO HURT THE WAY I DO! I DONT THINK HE EVEN CARED HE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS MY FALT! WHY DO THEY ALWAYS TURN IT AROUND SO YOU THINK IT IS YOUR FALT? THE FUCKED UP PART IS THAT I STILL LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND I WANT HIM BACK! BUT CAN I HANDLE THE LIES AND THE CHEATING? NO I CANT! SO HOW DO I GO ON WITHOUT THE ONE I LOVE/ ITS SO HARD NOT HAVING HIM HERE WITH ME! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I HOPE I GET ANSWERS FROM THIS AND SOMEONE CAN HELP ME !!!

Spoiled Rotton
Currently I'm listening to some smooth jazz. I'm not too sure why, it just happened to catch my attention mainly beacause the song is called "move to the outskirts of town" and the singer's voice is very soothing. The song has a catchy beat and not very many words, so far he's only spoken about 50 different words. Anyways like I said I'm not sure why I'm listening to jazz and this blog isn't a critique of jazz but rather it's going to be an exposure into the few things on my mind. First of all I'm sitting on my computer at home alone on a saturday night, it sucks. The only reason I'm still here is because my car is out of oil and I'm too lazy to go outside and get my phone which is laying by the pool. Secondly my first rant was random and still out of context. I swear I'm random and have ADHD, actually I know I do but I'm not prescribed any medications due to my reactions to past medications. Doctors pretty much just tell me to take vitamins like they're going to help with ADHD

My Pride And Joy
AS many of my friends know my duaghter Taylor is my pride and my joy. With the chaos lately that I have seen going on with fools ripping pics or just saving them by right clicking I have the folder set to only allow myself to see unless it is someone I want to open them up for. My grandmother taught me an ounce of prevention is worth a quart of cure. So I can not take any chances with Taylors pictures. I would go on a serious war path if I ever found that they had been ripped etc.. So to those of you whom have rated and commented... Thank you much . You are the people I know will anyway. Muahs to you I am locking them up now to keep my treasure safe. My moral obligation to do so ( we all know the freaks come out at night )

Trust
do u ever get feelings deep in your gut that u just can't shake??? i have a hard time trusting people.. it can be nothing they have done personally, it's just a deep dark feeling that sets in my heart and my brain and no matter what i do i cant shake it. i hate it.. i hate the feeling, and i know that most of the time the feeling is not justified, but no matter what, the feeling remains. am i the only one who ever feels this way???? it sucks....

Some Views And Such.
It amuses and pisses me off at the same time receiving messages from men telling me how bad that they want to get into my pants or that they can turn my world upside down. When clearly they never read my profile or they just don’t respect me enough to actually care about what it says. It is sad, really it is. Most men just don’t give a shit about respecting women and not just viewing them as some sex object. I guess partially men on the internet feel that they can just hide behind some screen name and say whatever because they are not face to face with the woman that they are degrading. If I dealt with this on a day to day basis in real life I would be behind bars for castrating hundreds of men. Do men honestly think saying to some random woman “hey baby you are so hott I want to fuck you”; really makes us damp in the panties region? If that is a man’s approach to trying to hook up with a woman or get her number, then they really need to re-evaluate their pick up lines or turn o

Random Thoughts
Not a lot of random thoughts today.. supposed to get up to about 95 today here.. sounds like a day at the in laws pool and eating leftover crabs. I know, such a hard life.. LOL. Nice Nascar Race last night.. helluva finish. Not a Kyle Fan, but would have been cool to see him win two races on the same track in the same day. I wish I had something profound to say.. but my brain cell is slackin' on that count.. maybe this can be nominated for "most boring blogger" lol

How To Tell If Your Ct Lover Is A Fake/player! Thanks To Vonnie For This Addition To My Collection!
Sorry, I just had to save this for posterity! It comes to my Blog by way of the Mumms, as written by Vonnie. This just sounded a little too familiar, funny as it is *snicker*! Is it really you? What are the warning signs that your CT lover isn't entirely truthful about who they are? A friend and I have compiled a few (obvious but still annoying) problems from our so called "friends" in the past. (Kenny, baby, this does not pertain to you in the least! Love u ;-P) 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next

Ok
So here is my thought for the day .. .well someone else' but it seems to fit life in gereral The problem with stupid people is that there just is not enough smart ones to eat the stupid ones .. It would eliminate hunger

Coming Soon From My Cowboy Haven Eagle Dreams Promotions
Just to let you all know i will be doing my own radio show,called "The Roundup" !! Hopefully you will enjoy it !! Soon as i get my adopted son( Jase) to finish helping me set it all up, and i get a station ready to air , you will hear my first show :) Just let you all know its me being me thats all i can be, love me or leave me,! I will Keep you updated !! Jody Dickey Jody Dickey Featured artist will be Peter Britt Johnny Rodes Charlotte Autry Darlene McCoy Brett Clark Ric Ledford Rick Carpenter D Johnson James Beau Edwards Randall Lee J.K.Coltrain Shawn Harvey Jorrin Tyler Bobby Dee Katie Eltink Laurel Varner Possible Jimmie Johnson singing Purple Rain does an amazing job on it , sorry Prince i think he does it better Brent Lillie

Another Monday!
It seems the Mercury Retrograde is going out with a flourish today - such unsettled energy I sense! I am off to work shortly. I'm told by friends that the energy in my treatment area is wonderful, very soothing. I know it feels that way to me, lol! I am looking forward to getting to the energetic comfort of my office and treatment rooms today. I think I need to reinforce my personal shielding as well - don't think it's holding very well right now! How I hate to admit this - I need to let go of some memories, and the accompanying feelings, that are holding me back, keeping me from moving further forward in areas of my present life. This morning it feels a little like I'm being torn apart from the inside - just plain hurts, and the tears want to start flowing again. I don't like this at all!! This inner turmoil and the pain it brings is so much worse than any physical pain I've ever experienced - and I've experienced plenty. I need to be off to work, lol! Have a wonderful Mo