Fubar Blog Posts 4

Let Me Get An Ink Pen
LOL.... As I heard this from a caller tonight, I was wondering if there was any other kind of pen. Do you know of any other possible type of pen? I would think that the term "pen" would mean that it was a writing instrument with ink, right???? Just struck me a bit funny as I heard this....

Keep Her.....
quiet her thoughts and give her rest silence her heart that is in her chest grant her peace so she may sleep surrender a Love, that she may keep stop her tears that streak from her eyes repair her wings so she can fly Give her strength and let her soar heal her wounds that have been torn mend whats broke that is in her soul take away the hurt, that takes it's toll hold her up when she starts to fall listen to her words when you hear her call caress her gently when she is sad tell her you love her when her day is bad walk with her when she walks away keep her on a path so she don't stray help her fight off all that is wrong raise her spirit so she may stay strong keep her courageous with all that she does for she is a woman, a woman in love ...... Note: My Hair is just like hers...hummm....Length, color, style for the most part...scary...

There Was Something Missing
There was an empty space in my heart, something missing from my life. I didn’t know what it was, this emptiness inside, so it took me for a ride. I search a million miles, to find what I had lost. Then I looked inside you eyes and found out what it was. The love, we had. Once lost, now found. It took so very long, to find what I thought lost. How was I to know, it was right here all along. This love, we had. This love once lost. I can’t believe it’s true, this love I have for you. It’s much stronger now and burns, from deep inside. This love, now found. This life renewed. Why couldn’t I see before, the love I have for you. Why did I search so far, and not seek it in you. I only hope it’s not too late. To recreate, the love we once had, the love I finally found, In you. The journey was long and hard, and it almost cost us all. But this love we have inside, has kept us both alive, this love won’t die. I love you Char!

On The Swastika
OK, I was thinking about something today that I wanted to get some other opinions on. Open up a bit of a debate, maybe. So I'm for the purpose of this blog, I'm going to play a bit of the devil's advocate role. What I'm wondering is, should we in the white power/white pride movement be using the swastika as one of our symbols? Does using the swastika and identifying ourselves as Nazis, in fact, hurt our movment? Hear me out. Most people still believe the jewish propaganda surrounding the National Socialists of Nazi Germany. They believe the myths surrounding WWII and the "holohoax." They still hold the belief that Adolf Hitler and the Nazis were evil. So when they see a white nationalist, skinhead, national socialist, or other such white activist bearing a swastika or identifying themselves as a Nazi, they immidiately associate that person with the percieved evil of the German Nazis. So, if our goal is to educate and inform other white people to the dangers faced by our race, sho

A Love Story
Gladys sat alone on a grassy hill, her jet black hair waving gently in the breeze. A tall, manly stranger approached. "I am Bob," he said, in a tall manly way. Their eyes met. Her heart raced. Her goose pimples got goose pimply. Bob took her in his muscular arms. They kissed. They did more than kiss. It was love. Passionate. Fierce. White hot. And on a glorious moonlit night, they were wed. And spent the next 41 years watching TV in seperate recliners. He grabbed for the remote. She slapped his face. THE END. (Okay, so romance writing may not be my thing...)

It's Time To Rise Up!! Stop The Blame Game
This was in response to a video of an anti-white, racist asshole saying we should eliminate the white people from the planet. Please know!!!!!! Beyond a shadow of a doubt!!!!! This is not the feeling, view or thougt of African American people. These are the ignorant, stupid, divisive, polarizing thoughts of a few rambling big asholes in our communities. I know a lot of white people. And I can look back over my life and really take inventory of the people who have had the most positive impact on my life. Outside of family, most of them are white friends, parents of friends, educators, teachers, bosses, co-workers who have taken a genuine interest in my character and welfare. I am grateful to them everyday. Are there problems between the races?? DUH!!!! But trust when I tell you. There are close to none of us who want to exterminate the white race!! What a dumbass that guy is! But here's a bigger problem stemming from this type of thinking. Baklash! We're already see

Wanns Be Woken Up Like This Yummy
I imagine we are, of course, laying together in bed. I am on my side and you are cuddling to my backside, spoon fashion. It had been a particularly memorable night the night before. We were celebrating something or other, perhaps the 1 millionth visitor to your web site, or something. Anyway, we had sought and broken our old records for the number of times we both had pleasure, so we were both exhausted, but very, very happy. I awoke before you, and was enjoying the feel of your firm breasts and warm body pressed against mine. Your arm coiled lazily across my chest, one leg snuggling itself between mine. After a minute or two, you stirred, breathed deep and rolled over. Not moving away, just changing position. I remembered I had written you this little message before we had met and decided now to try to wake you the way I had in the e-mail I had sent, so long ago. I knew we would both need fluids after last night, so I slipped silently out of bed to get myself some OJ and broug

The Word Bitch
I picked up my 13 year old, and her best friend (both 8th graders straight A students) from school FRIDAY, and as usual they got in the car talking about the events of the day. My daughter was upset because a boy in the class called one of the girls a "B", so she said to her friend "he's lucky he wasn't talking to me cause I would have been kicked out of school I'm not going for that". So her friend asked "did he mean it in a GOOD way bad way"? Skreeech, my turn! I say "what do you mean in a good way, there is no good way to call somebody a b_tch", she said "you know like thats your friend or something". My daughter cut in and said thats not a name you call your friends". I told both of them to never allow anyone to get that common, and comfortable enough to call them derrogative names. This girl is book smart but willing to let a "friend" call her b_tch. Now that doesn't come from her home training cause I know her family, and that would NEVER be acceptable. We use to b

Real Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. "Why?" you may ask? Because you are my friend.... ====================================

Thank You Babygirl
Thank you Babygirl for the following poem On your birthday, special one, I wish that all your dreams come true. May your day be filled with joy, Wonderful gifts and goodies, too. On your day I wish for you Favorite people to embrace, Loving smiles and caring looks That earthly gifts cannot replace. I wish you fine and simple pleasures. I wish you many years of laughter. I wish you all of life’s best treasures. I wish you happily ever after! Happy Birthday

My Brother
as of yesterday, it is now 3 years since they found my brother he committed suicide and had been missing for two years when they found him, he left and we didnt know where to, so my mom had a missing persons report on him and then they reported on the tv and the newspaper that they had found some human remains in some woods close to where my mom lived, so my mom got in touch with the police abd after like 2 months they idenified them as my brother. when he left i was living in alabama and they were all here in georgia, he was mad at me when he killed himself and he wouldnt even talk to me, so now i am having a hard time dealing with it. i have never faced the truth that it was him and probably never will , but i still cant even face the fact that it was more than likely him, but i dont think i will ever believe that i do not have my brother in my life anymore or ever again. he was a very good person at heart and he helped everyone that he could, he helped me everytime i needed him,

A Submissive
Ten Rulesfor a successful submissive 1. Submit your orgasms to your Master/Mistress, and the control of them. 2. In the hopes of pleasing your Dom/Domme, anticipation and suspense can build immeasurably with the sensory deprivation of a blindfold or closed/ lowered eyes. 3. The combination of stimulation, frustration and self control are excellent ways of showing your devotion and willingness to stretch limits. 4. It is never wise to 'test' your Master/Mistress. Always discuss and negotiate limits, well in advance . 5. Physical pain alone cannot satisfy a submissive. A masochist, yes. 6. The more gradual the buildup the more intense the arousal, then higher levels can be achieved. 7. The more complete your submission to your Dom/Domme, the less pain/discipline will be required. 8. All punishment is a balance between intensity and duration. Do not be afraid to use your safeword. 9. Devotion increases with time. Adoration, respect and an understanding of what i

My Life W My Bestfren....
the minute i start to have a lots of significant feelings towards to someone, i never thought that feeling will be repaid un expectedly... for years and years im looking for a perfect friendship, i look far and right to seek the right one, but one day never think he'll showed up and ever since my life is never been the same...

Part Six...
As Cat moved her hand to shift gears she realized she had unconsciously been fingering herself as she drove. Thinking about her first "session" with Sir always made her randy. She was sure that some of the things she had done and seen were forgotten, but she could still remember everything about the first time. The tastes, the smells, the feelings were all locked in her mind. Cat moaned aloud as she put two fingers back insider herself. "god, I am so wet", she thought as she took her fingers from her pussy and brought them to her mouth. As she licked her fingers she let the taste of her own wetness mixed with Sir's cum take her memory back to that first time again. The stranger's cock felt so different from her husband's. Cat smiled to herself as she slowly moved up and down, thinking that until now she had only ever had James' inside her and now here she was with a complete stranger deep in her pussy. She had to admit if felt better than James'. This cock was much thicker

My Story (epiloge)
Ok yall this is a story i am working on with a friend of mine please comment and let me know what you think please i need some input!! Ye though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, evil shall know my name. I walk with the shadows, still and silent, and yet…not a breath is heard. I move, but nothing is seen. The world turns…life lives on. I have seen the evils of this world, and fear is my name. Thus, confronting the evil I face everyday, the only weapons that I need are my own two hands and the mentality it takes to conquer it. Everyday we face evil in one form or another, whether it takes the form of someone we love or someone we hate, evil lurks in the heart of mankind. It lingers like some disease with no cure. How is it that we fight evil? We face it with each passing day, but too many people do not know how to battle the forces within, especially when it lies in the heart of the ones that we love. . This life we live is an illusion of delirious beh

Chapter 1
December 11th, 1999 Florence, Italy Living as a bachelor, in a two hundred year old Victorian house, Antonio Naccaratto was an ordinary John Doe working as a CEO in the corporate world. But what he didn’t know was that he was a puppet in this world…a lost soul being toyed with. Antonio has no clue that his life is about to change forever… As he walked along the dark streets of Italy, shadows crossed his path, he felt as though he was being watched. Moving faster, he would look over his shoulder to see nothing but shadows lurking in the darkest part of the structures in the surrounding area. As he turned the corner he saw some sort of movement out of the corner of his eye. He turned just in time to see, what looked to him at that point in time, to be a giant bat. Having no time to run, he was forced to ground. The last thing that he could remember was the feeling of sleep crossing over his very soul as he slowly faded into the world of unconscious nothingness. Awakened by the so

Theunloved’s Spirit May Come And Go
TheUnloved’s Spirit may come and go… For Now I must go. With every visit he intends on leaving…. You with a Reminder of himself….. Hopefully it’s a Reminder of Love & Respect. Maybe I will return soon..

Saga Of Mono Man Continues!
Just a short note to let everyone know my son Taylor aka Mono Man was admitted to the hospital this morning! Think they'll just keep him overnight to get that nasty throat and the head to toe hives taken care of! Now I need to go treat clients and Dad is sitting with Mono Man - hope they have fun, lol! Talk to everyone later. Blessings, ALL!

...
So im having a rotten day..I dont know why because nothing bad really happened to me..I just feel really sad and i cant shake it..Im home all alone for another 7-8 hours and i hate it..I wish i had a good friend where i live..But i dont... When me and rob got together my friends stopped comming around alot..I guess im lonely..My birthday is on saturday and im going to spend it alone..AGAIN Anyways..Yeah..Im depressed. *tear* -Ash-

The Life
[Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. First, you should know that there is no "right" way to be a dominant. How you express your domination is as individual as your fingerprints. You may choose to be strict and demanding, gentle and nurturing, or any combination in between. One style isn't better than another. Domination is an extension of your unique personality. I remember when I first began exploring domination. I had some vague notion about what it was but no real information. From what I observed in others, I came to the conclusion that I was supposed to be haughty, uncaring, selfish, demanding and unforgiving. I watched as other "dominants" used the vulnerabilities of submissives to their own selfish ends. None of these traits were part of my character, but I tried to force them into my personality under the assumption that this is the way dominants must be. That didn't last. I couldn't susta

Omf
Omg i wanna scream..Just when i thought my day couldnt get any worse it did...Thats the life of Ashley!!! I feel like ranting so bear with me (ok ONE good thing just happened..my friend added me to his family...ty hun..you know who you are) Ok back to my rant..Its my 22nd birthday in 5 days..It going to suck like every other year..You know how normal 22 yr olds go out and party with their friends?...I envy them...Im sure i could get a few friends to come out somewhere with me if i really wanted them too.. But i havent talked to some of them in soo long... I hate being home alone..The area i live in sucks...I miss my only real close friend i had..He died in September...I miss him soooo much :'(... No one can understand me like Mikey did..I dont understand why this had to happen...Omg i miss him...It seems like whenever i have something good in my life it screws up somehow.. Then i see these people with picture perfect lives and im just like "why cant that be me...why cant i b

Why Are Ppl So Mean?
Hey Cherries, I received an odd message from this girl the other day. This woman wanted some information regarding a contact we both have on our list. She wanted to know stuff like: how well I knew the guy, if I talked to him alot, and what i thought of him as a person, because she was spending alot of time with him online and didn't know whether or not she could trust him. So anyway,,,,,,I responded, and I told her that I did indeed chat with him once in a while. BUT it doesn't end there for me.......I had a feeling he was misleading her, and also trying to get her on cam, cause that's how he is. So I asked her: "What has he been saying to you?". She replied and said that he told her he wants to be with her. OMG! At this point, I am freaking out.....He is trying to take advantage of this girl right!! So, I keep talking to her and I try to give her the best advice I can, considering the circumstances! I proceed to tell her not to do anything she doesnt feel is right in her

Baldy
Scared and confused, doesn’t know what to do Seeks the shelter of the pack, and is led around like a fool Guaranteed a utopian kingdom to rule As soon as they get rid of the Blacks, Spanish, Arabs, and Jews Black bomber jacket, white laces in big black boots This is the uniform of fresh recruits Used and aimed like well oiled tools Nigger means ignorant And the nigger is you

The 11th ~ Midterms
here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can

Doing Better Now
So I'm home now for those of you that were worried about me before. Nothing like hours upon hours in the emergency room to start off your Monday morning. My foot is hella sore from where they started my first IV (it was the only place on my body where they could find a vein this morning) but this too shall pass. On a brighter note the nurses I had were awesome and not only did they draw all my blood work on one try, they got the second IV started with no pain. The X-ray showed that there was no damage to my throat and chest from the rescue breathing and obstructed airway and my CT showed that there was no real damage done from the lack of oxygen to the brain. So ha ha ha...see...I DO have a brain. It's now a waiting period for Emma. As best we can tell my episode this morning had no affect on her, thank God! It was some scary shit and something I never want to go through again but I'm glad to just be okay for right now. Thank you to those who prayed for us. We needed it badly and I hop

Ahhhhhhh.....
WELL IM SO DEPRESSED TODAY ITS THE HOLIDAY'S I HATE THEM....THERE ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU GET AND WHAT YOU DONT GET ....NOT ABOUT ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS!! AINT THAT A FUCKIN BUMMER!! SO WHAT DID EVERYONE WANT FROM SANTA ....QUICK QUESTION WHY IS IT IF WE BUY THE SHIT HOW COME THE OLD GREY HEADED BASTARD GETS ALL THE CREDIT? IM GETTING SO BORED WTH THE SITE RIGHT NOW ITS JUST SO BORING.....ALL U HEAR IS THE SAME OLD SHIT I AM THINKING OF GETTING A NEW CAR ,....AND CANT DECIDE .....HMM I WANNA RED MUSTANG YES I DESERVE A BRIGHT RED ONE!!! HAHA OH GOD DAMN LET ME TELL U ABOUT THIS SHIT THAT HAPPEND TO ME WELL I WAS AT THE GROCERY STORE AND THIS WOMAN THAT WAS GOING OUT IN FRONT OF ME WAS JUST WALKING AND DIDNT APPEAR TO BE DOING ANYTHING WRONG WELL WE GET READY TO GO THRU THE DOOR I HEAR SOMEONE SAY STOP PLEASE SO I DID AND THEY ASK ME TO OPEN MY BAG AND I WAS LIKE WTF....LOL....THEY THOUGHT I WAS A SHOPLIFTER IT WAS THE WOMAN IN FRONT OF ME THEY DIDNT UNDERSTAND IT WAS HERE AND STOPPE

More Bitching
I really need to get more sleep. I'm always tired, but at night all I want to do is piss around on the internet or watch TV. I guess from going to school in the morning and working through the night, I feel the need to at least spend some of my day doing things I enjoy. Tomorrow is the 5th day I will be closing at work, BUT it is for a good cause. I was supposed to be off tomorrow, but I switched with this one girl so that I can go to the hockey game on Wednesday. I don't even follow hockey, but I went the home opener this year and liked it, and my friend asked me to go, so what the hell? A little quality time with a good friend at a hockey game is worth $60 I guess. Oh well, I better at least get ready for bed. I really don't want to get up for class tomorrow. 9 more days and then Christmas break, much needed. April can't come soon enough!

In The Darkness
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chained arms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hard,just as you had left me hours before. You see me swinging myself back and forth. Wishing you would come to me, Make me scream with pleasure. I see you move in the darkness. I beg you to come closer, To touch me. I want so badly to feel your hands on my skin. To feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me, to enter me. You move closer, but you don"t touch me. You just stand there listening to me beg for you. My pussy starting to drip with the thought of your touch. I need you so badly, please.As you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lips I bite softly. Then you move closer and your lips are upon mine. kissing deeply, I feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. You run your finger up my pussy. then to your lips. You slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close. When they open again, they are full of fir

How Stupit Can One Person Be?????
On thanksgiving day in front of all my so called friends my X Dom begged me to marry him saying he was sorry for all he had put me threw and wanted to make things good again and make me happy..Although my friends all said i was crazy i told him yes ( a Dom on his knees begging and with tears in his eyes is not a sight you usualy see ) well now thay are mad and as much as i plead wont talk to me.....Come the fallowing Monday ths Domly one took me out for a wonderful dinner and shoping on the way home tells me to move out the Master bedroom He has a new slave coming and start packing cause he wants me out His home within a week. As if i aint upset and inbaresed enough He informs me He wants all my birthday and christmass gifts back...........HAHA merry christmass to this lil fool.. I called my friends and was told drop dead well i sat there that next friday night thinking about this past year ...all the friends who have died and the ones who killed themselves and remembered i had 4 li

My World Is Falling Apart
I feel like my world is falling apart....I'm losing the one thing I thought would love me forever!! My heart is broken and will probably never be mended.....I'm sorry things have to be like this... I can't take it anymore!!

You've Got To Be Kidding Me!!
Damnit! I can never get ahead when it comes to this fucking car. I get home from school, which I was already kinda pissed in the first place due to the Financial Aid department sucking me dry and then not signing my Externship paperwork!(long story), to hear that my gram drove my car today and the rearview mirror fell off. Now mind you, my drivers side mirror is also missing, leaving me with ONE mirror. So we take it down to this glass place, the guy fixes my rearview but can't do anything for the side view because the piece that he needs to attach it to is gone. So that means I gotta spend damn near $200 for a whole new mirror console with the installation. What crap! I'm so pissed. However, he did put my mirror back on for free which was really nice, I guess he felt bad for me. So at least one good thing happened, but now I gotta be careful adjusting the damn thing hope it doesn't fall off again. And my car smells like glue-LoL. Oh well, I need a nap before work-all the fun of lif

Drama Queen
Ok i have been accused of being a drama queen in here. Well let me be the first to say BULL*&%$. I joined this to try and make new friends and get away from the drama of day to day life and i can quarantee you there are ones in here that thrive on the drama . If you dont like it drop me from your list otherwise keep your opinions to yourself.

Im Having Surgery
Just wanting to let all my friends know that I am going in tomorrow to have my gall bladder removed finally. And then hopefully after the first of the year I can carry my ass back to work. Sitting home all the time is driving me insane...LOL... Keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers cause even if we arent on here often we do still think about all of you alot. Love to you all...

I Know You All Can Feel With Me On This One...
why the hell are some pot pies microwavable and some HAVE to be put in the oven? if you try to microwave them, they're disgusting... (lol, ask me how i know)! insight people?

If Your Having A Bad Day!! Read This
Christmas Story for people having a bad day.... When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the e

*f* The Snowman !!
LOVE the ELF!Life is all about BUTTS.......you're either covering it,kicking it,kissing it,busting it,laughing it off,trying to get a piece of it,or behaving like one ...... That's right, you've been " elfed " .... pass it on!

New Poem - No More Me
No More Me I have asked for help Been turned down Been ignored No one asked what was wrong They all said things will get better I waited I hoped I even prayed But things got worse My prayers fell on deaf ears Hopes died on the side of a lonely path Yet I waited Day after day I saw people smiling Laughing Living life Now I sit all alone Not asking anyone for anything A piece of steel in my hand So thin, so sharp One fast move I watched as it moved as if in slow motion There was no pain A few moments of coldness A minute of darkness And suddenly things didn't matter There was no more pain No more tears No more me

Cheating Men
Well only thing I can say on this is I HATE ppl that lie. Then try to cover it up. As well I HATE women wo are married and having a affair.. Where is your sense of commitment. Very least tell your hubby and then get out. Stop the to thik what your doing to yur kids.

You Dont Get Made A Vampire!!!!
Take from a post on a group, in answer to the most common question about vampirism.... "Can Someone make me a vampire?" No you can not become a vampire, nor would you want too. Real vampiiric people tend to have more problems then benefits from their needs. 1) Low energy 2) Family and relationship problems 3) Often a variety of physical and emotion problems 4) your don't get any special powers or a secret decoder ring. These all tend to have a impact on their quality of life. ANYONE can engage in a vampiric act on the other hand. It is possible for anyone to feed on blood, emotional, sexual or ambient eneregy, but they do NOT need the energy to maintain a normal quality of life, but they may desire it for reasons of sexual pleasure, personal satisfaction or because they get an altered state from it. Even then I can't tell you HOW to joy this, you either do or don't. Its like having a craving. Blood fetish vampirism, blood fetishism and/or blood play (in BD/SM sense)

"the Little Things In Life"
"THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE" Too often we don't realize What we have until it's gone. Too often we wait too long to say, "I'm sorry, I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones, We hold dearest to our hearts. And we allow the little things... To tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let Unimportant things get in our mind. And by then it's usually too late To see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know How much they mean to you. Take the time to say the words Before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate Everything you've got And be thankful for the little things In life that mean alot.

Simple Twisted Faith
Worry Regret Uneasy Upset It is SO much easier To just not care Find what bothers you And make it not there Stand strong In your mind On your feet The only way past it Is to just not Believe It cannot hurt you Unless allowed to touch If it never gets to you No pain of such You can survive And get past it with grace My life is my world My own special place

My Love
my love runs deeper than the depths of the ocean- further past the lengths of the sea it trickles down crystal water flowing gently nearby a stream Buried at PhotoCasket.com my love flys higher than the wings of a golden eagle across the clouds in flight looking down upon land in hopes of safely dodging twilight Buried at PhotoCasket.com my love burns fiery than the core of the earth hotter than the sun further past the galaxy in knowing your the one... Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Enlightenment
I had a very wonderful afternoon. I spent it walking through Colonial Williamsburg. It was very enlightening. In the beginning, I was doubtful. I thought I would feel a certain lonliness. This was not the case at all. As I transversed the crowd of people around me, I began to reflect on myself. I found myself comfortable with the fact that I was alone. Free to go where I wanted. A flood of emotion overcame me. I began to question my life. I was taken back to a younger age. Before the stresses of life laid their burdens upon my back. Before certain negativities found their way into my heart. I had lived my life for so long trying to appease others that I had forgotten how to appease myself. I was taken back to my earlier years as a teen in Florida. I would walk for hours in the forests near my home. It was my escape. It was my sanctuary from the abuse I was forced to endure at the hands of my parents.It was me, alone, in the wilderness. I was teaching myself without even realiz

A Good Read.
a friend sent me this. a friend of hers sent it to her. she ask me to pass it on to as many people as i could. i figure what better way to this then posting it here. A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Viet Nam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art. The young man held out

5 Hours Left...please Help, It's A Close Race!!!
FIRST OFF, I AM SORRY IF I HAVE NEGLECTED I SHOWING APPRECIATION AND LOVE BACK TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO SHOW YOURS. I HAD A DEATH IN THE FAMILY, AND WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THAT FOR THE LAST SEVERAL DAYS. THIS SITE IS AWESOME, AND I LOVE THAT I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF TALKING TO SO MANY OF YOU SINCE I JOINED! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR KIND WORDS. IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE, PLEASE HELP ME IN THIS CONTEST! IT'S BEEN A LOT OF FUN DOING IT, AND IT'S REMAINED A CLOSE CALL THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. ANY AND ALL VOTES AND RATINGS WOULD BE TOO COOL OF YOU! MUCH LOVE AND THANKS TO YOU ALL!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 ABOVE IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST PIC!!

My Feelings
Empty The feeling empty is a lonely feeling , Life has no meaning or brightness Love is a lie and empty and hurtful The truth about love is that for some it is wonderful and great and happy and a dream come true. But for others there is just nothing no real feelings no warmth no joy no bliss nothing . Love is just a word you say to make someone else happy ,not a feeling not an emotion not anything at all... Just a word a lie a empty meaningless word... By Ronda McMillan Truth The truth is I have been going through life thinking that love is real and a joyful thing to have in your life ....Wrong Wrong Wrong I have the love of a wonderful man that I do not deserve , with the way I feel about Love he is better off with someone other then me............................ I care about him and wish I could feel that kind of love for him that he has for me but I think I am not able at this point in my life to give anyone that much feeling I am EM

Origin Of Taps
Have any of you ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison 'S Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stomach

Child Support Hearing
went better then i expected getting a decent amount to help raise my son on from his father. let him see his dad for a little bit after court was a very tearful time on my part after it was all said and done. i told him straight out at the court i will not keep his son from him but he better start doing what is needed and i don't want him back and that i am happy and getting married when our divorce is final. the only thing that hurt me was that my son even though i show him pics of his dad that he didn't say that's my dad when his dad picked him up to hug him

Just Thinking And Wondering
You know i have been thinking .... guys this might offend you in some way i am sorry just ranting .... why is it the first time u meet a guy and omg they are like the perfect person in every way sweet caring and everything but after they get what they want boom just like that they change ... they try to hide it and cover it up ... guess what boys i see through it .. so yeah if u r just wanting me for viewing pleasure get the fuck out of my life i dont need it .... for the other who are wanting to know me and wanting to love me for me hell yeah u r more than welcome....ooo another one ... a guy meets u and think u r great and beautifuland then they find another piece of ass like 10 times better and then they have nothing to do wit you.... maybe i am just like thinking about stuff that dosent happen but i am sorry i cant help but wonder when a guy tells u they love u just dont turn around and have another chick on the side sayin the same things to..... for the boys out there be a fucking

The Hockey Game
Well I went to the second hockey game of my life tonight. Ironically, it was the same 2 teams playing as the first game I went to. It was a good time, I still don't follow hockey, but it is fun to go to the game. We were sitting in the very last seats too LoL but they were good because you could see everything. It's nice to go do stuff other than work. Just thought I'd share

What The Fuck
whizzywig html editor from unverse.netA SERIOUS QUESTION ASKED IN A NON-SERIOUS MANNERCAN ANYONE TRUTHFULLY AND HONESTLY EXPLAIN TO ME 1....WHAT THE FUCK IS THE BASTARD POINT OF THIS INANE SITE ? 2....WHAT SICK BASE LEVEL OF FUN DOES ANYONE GET OUT OF IT ? 3....WHAT DEGREE OF AMUSEMENT IS ON OFFER ? 4....WHAT DOES IT OFFER INTELLECTUALLY ? 5....SURELY, THERE'S MORE TO YOUR SAD LITTLE LIVES THAN THIS ? MYSERIOUS ANSWERSIN A "OH THE HUMANITY" STYLE1....THERE IS NO BASTARD POINT, JUST AN ENDLESS LIVING HELL2....NO GAMES TO PLAY, NO GROUPS TO JOIN,JUST BOLLOX, MORE BOLLOX, BIGGER BOLLOXAND MEGA-BOLLOX WITH BIG RED BELL-ENDS HANGING FROM THEM.3....ASIDE OF THE SCREAMINGLY ORIGINAL 'CONTESTS' -LETS THINK, OH YEAHTHERE'SSHITTY MUSICFLASHING YA TITSTRYING TO OUT-SHOUT EVERYONE ELSEAND THE PSEUDO FALSENESS OF 'BELONGING' AT THE ENDSOUNDS FAMILIARTHINK - SHITTY SEX WITH YOUR OLD MAN.....AGAIN4....IT DOESN'T OFFER 1% OF ME

Real Friends
This is a repost. Add them all and love em!! I have over 2000 friends. I don't hear from many of you. I dont get close to people in general. I learned a long time ago about internet friendships. REAL friends stand by you and that is so very Important. REAL friends try and help eachother out.Recently I had tried to help two of my friends out..but i wasn't able to repair thier friendship. I have always been one to work things out...there is no reason to be bitter in this life...its too short for bitterness. þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP PlayfulGod--DJ my love..my best friend..I am so lucky to have you back. I love you! Shell@ CherryTAP Shell--Can you believe this is our 2nd christmas as friends? Boy time flies!! You are the sweetest person and people need to see that more. Shell is wonderful and look beyond her pics. Too many of you guys are just after a piece of ass and dont realize that we are people!I love you!! BFF ~JellyBean~@ CherryTAP Jelly-- You are a sweetheart and a great fri

Here's A Funny One...
So I log on to my myspace account - checking messages and so forth...and I come across this one....I got a good laugh out of it sooo I just wanted to share it with all of you.. How are u doing today,How is life treating you and also how Everything with you, Hope all is Well.....Well am Allen by name. A single gentle man living alone from Sykesville, MD. i am just passing by and i saw ur profile so i decided to email you, coz i see your beauty and it shines across the globe, so i will like to know u better and it is bad passing by and you see a missing angel and even can`t say hello to her, so i qualify u as a missing angel right?..... Coz women are the most beautiful thing in the nature. Because she imbibe all beauties from nature and expresses her beauty in the manner of her talks, walks and looks. This perception of beauty, we can feel only by heart rather than eyes....i really care to know you better if you dont mind about that. I am Honest, understanding, open minded, trust, f

Dread...
I'm fighting this feeling that everything is sinking down to some terrible depths. Everything in general, and that is frustrating because it leaves me without a topic to focus on. Main causes may possibly include: 1. Birth control switch. I was on the patch, moving to a pill. In the mean time going the natural way, which used to be unbearably painful and emotional. 2. Physical affection. It has been a million years since I have had a real hug or kiss much less that other messy stuff. I find myself longing to hug random people, and that could get me into trouble. This is also amplified by the hormonal change. 3. Jealousy. I was not struggling with jealousy on a regular basis for quite some time. Now I do, and there really isn't a way around that. The fact that I look down on myself for being jealous of situations that have been talked out and decided upon only makes it worse. Now that I have those laid out, I must work on solutions. I believe the best to be the

Be Careful What You Wish For
I see that my last blog had a great deal of success. I am no longer being treated as a piece of meat or someone's vehicle to live a fantasy. I can not tell you how much I am relieved. "Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it" my dad use to say. Since my last blog my friend requests have gone to a trickle. Comments on my profile even worse. I acnt get ratings on my pics let alone comments. My stash was a waste of time, and do my bulletins get read? I gyess my point here is that since I stood up for myself it seems that everyone has avoided me like the plague. There are a handfull of my friends that have stood fast and things are no different. To them I say "Thank you for being a friend." It is amazing to watch the nymber of people that pass through my profile a day and never say a word. They look at my pics, of course it would be the nsfw only, and even take a look at my stash and never rate or leave a comment. Seems people forget that we can see everyone that visits ou

Poetry
Here I lie upon my bed madness flashing through my head thinking things of wicked sorts unholy feelings I should abort maybe life will change in time but can the thoughts within my mind? To live a life without the hate I've never seen but still I wait its very hard to change my past but this hate I feel will always last my heart, my soul is all I give but not my mind, it does not live

Trivia About Ct, Can Anyone Answer The Question Below
Ok here goes does anyone know how many picture comments a level 20 can post a day? or does it matter what your level is? I know that new ppl are limited, but what about the higher you get does your comment limit go up? Can someone answer this for me?

Addicted To The Ct
So I joined Lost Cherry back in August. It looked weird and confusing. I signed back on this past week and holy crap! I am now addicted! I love it. To top everything else off the people I have met on here are so nice. I have it up almost all day at work and can't get enough, it's fun! It'll wear off soon and I will probably settle in and just love it instead of crave it!

Is This Your True Love? Leo
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. Go to Order And Services http://www.drturi.com/readings.php LEO AND ARIES These two is the fire of the zodiac by excellence. These well-matched souls get along spectacularly well in business and in the bedroom. They're a matchless mixture for develop sheer delight and excitement from their association. Fire attracts fire and also share the same likes and dislikes in

What's Your Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Walnut Tree You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Time To Rant Alittle
MILF-(slang) Mother I'd like to fuck: A (putative) mother found sexually attractive. This is what MILF means, please notice the main word in there is "I" meaning me or who ever says the word. So that means if I say you are a MILF doesn't mean every guy on the planet thinks you are one. Also that means if a guy calls you a MILF doesn't mean you are one to me. It basically has the same meaning as the saying "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

N.s.f.w.????
FIRST OFF! I COMMEND ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL LADIES ON THEIR WILLINGNESS TO SHOW PEOPLE WHAT THEIR MAMA GAVE 'EM. BUT, AS A GENTLEMAN, I WILL NOT ASK TO SEE THEM. IF THEY WERE INTENDED FOR ME TO SEE, I WOULD HAVE SEEN THEM. NOW, IF YOU DECIDE TO GIVE ME ACCESS, I WILL NOT REFUSE! I AM A GUY! LMAO. BUT, OUT OF RESPECT TO YOU ,I WILL NOT ASK. IF I GO INTO YOUR PROFILE AND CLICK ON IT AND I GAIN ACCESS, THEN YOU WILL BE RATED AND COMMENTED ON. IF NO ACCESS, NOT WORRIED. I WILL BE A LITTLE BUMMED, LOL, BUT, I WILL RESPECT YOU! BET YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD MEET A GUY WHO ACTUALLY RESPECTS WOMEN? WELL, AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, I AM A SINGLE DAD WITH 2 GIRLS AND 1 BOY. SO, SENSITIVITY AND RESPECT POUR OUT OF ME! BUT, I DON'T REQUEST ACCESS FOR ANYTHING THAT WAS NOT INTENDED FOR ME TO SEE. AND I DON'T RIP! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IN THE HELL THAT IS! LMAO WELL, I LOVE ALL OF YOU LADIES! I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. SOMEDAY MAYBE. BUT YOU LADIES HAVE A GREAT NIGHT! AND IF Y

Friends
friends are like angels sent from above to stand next to you to help guide you and protect you or just sometimes keep you from making the wrong moves...for you to help them and them to help you... i have a few good friends that are angels... but none like i have met here. i have met some of the kindest,sweetest,caring people one could only dream about meeting outside the internet... if my good friends read this you know who you are if you dont you havent been a very good friend... thank you for being my friend... to those who i am speaking of ... i love you all..

Impending Passion
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Where you know of what is to come. You have longed for it. You would have begged for it. The ultimate seduction and lock of two souls and it stands at your grasp. You walk the final steps to what awaits you.

A Prayer For A Wonderful Friend And Grandparent
Into thy hands, O Lord, I commend the souls of thy servant Donald, and beseech Thee to grant him rest in the place of thy rest, where all thy blessed Saints repose, and where the light of thy countenance shineth forever. And I beseech Thee also to grant that our present lives may be godly, sober, and blameless, that, we too may be made worthy to enter into thy heavenly Kingdom with those we love but see no longer: for Thou art the Resurrection, and the Life, and the Repose of thy departed servants, O Christ our God, and unto Thee we ascribe glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit; now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.I am weak, but Thou art strong; Jesus, keep me from all wrong; I'll be satisfied as long As I walk, let me walk close to Thee. Just a closer walk with Thee, Grant it, Jesus, is my plea, Daily walking close to Thee, Let it be, dear Lord, let it be. Through this world of toil and snares, If I falter, Lord, who cares

1375 Friends...394 Fans???
PLEASE IF YOUR ON MY FRIENDS LIST COME ON BY AND CHECK TO SEE IF YOU HAVE FANNED ME...IF YOU HAVE NOT PLEASE BE SURE TO :) THANK YOU I Wanna Sit On Santa's Lap & Tell Him My Naughty Thoughts....Who Wants 2 Play Santa With Me?@ CherryTAP I ALSO PUT THIS IN A BULLI :)

Nudist Colony
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies, "No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me" Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Later, the man continues to explore the colony's facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for me?! " says the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" asks the newcomer. "It's a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called for me." The huge man

Since The Day I Met You
since the day i met you my lifes never been the same. you brought me love and happyness i never thought would come my way. i learned to smile inside and out with just a menton of your name. i think about you alway every minet of the day. my love grows stronger with every passing moment and with that love comes heartache because your far away. i need to touch you i need to feel you with me everyday. to hold you close kiss your lips and wipe your tears away. to take your stress remove your worries and give you endless bliss. for us to be togeather this is my only wish. iam here for you always please rember this. writen by steven bloomfield

Sooo Many Great New Photos!
now, you all know that i am not a point or comment whore but c'mon friends, i still have 1,705 points to go. it's been over a month since i had room to put up photos. i have soooo many new photos for you. i deleted some yesterday just to put a few up, i dont like to have to do that because your comments go with them and each photo is secected to go up for a reason. believe me, i have thousands that are not up. i sift through them carefully, think, make my choice, edit and post. now, i'm waiting on you. you know what to do. if you havent been through my photos yet, grab a beverage, get cozy and spend some time with me in my albums. express your thoughts with a rating and a comment, go to the next photo and repeat. then go to the next album and repeat. i promise you its a good time. if it honestly is not, i will give you your money back. thanks, scottie

It's Friday!
I'm thankful it's Friday! Not that my weekends are particularly safe from craziness, these days, lol. This is one of those long days for me, so I won't be back online until much later. Just thought I'd warn those who try to keep track of me!! Knowing me, I'll spend way too much time online this weekend, playing catch-up. Taylor is feeling better, thank the Goddess! Tim, my delightfully naughty grandson, is grounded but taking it fairly well. I think the drawn guns scared the s**t out of him!! Good!!! Have a great Friday, everyone! Love and Blessings to all! And hugs all around!!

12/19/2006
my ol' lady and i are going to be married for six years on dec.19, 06. sometimes it is hard to believe it has been that long. don't get me wrong we love each other. we have been through hell with one another and can still say to each other I Love You and I'm In Love With You! Love ya baby @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- one for each year

Assume
Everyone assumes they know me. No one really knows me. I don’t even know me, so how can any one else? I try to do the right thing, and when I do I get burned. People assume that I am out there to hurt them. I am NOT! Any one that is my friend, my true friend knows that I go out of my way not to hurt people. Usually I am the one who ends up getting hurt, because I was trying to spare the other person. WTF am I supposed to do? Is it worth even trying? Is it? I am trying to better who I am, and screw any one who gets in the way of that. I want my degree so I can provide my children with the life that I did not have. It just so happens that I love my field of training I have EVERY right to be cautious. I don’t know you, and you don’t know me. Ideal chit chat is needed to form a bond of trust! I give up. If you want to know me, then get to know me. The good, and the bad. If you don’t feel you have time, then leave me alone!

What You Came For!
When I walk into the room, you seem very much surprised. Its apparent you weren't expecting me, and that I was the furthest thing from your mind. Regardless, I smile and make my way over to an available chair. Mild annoyance flickers over your face, and I can't help but feel excited. "I'm busy. What do you want?" I laugh at you, something I know you can't stand, and lean back in the chair. My jeans tighten over my thighs and I see your eyes glance down briefly before returning to my own. "You aren't busy. You look bored, even." "I'm sure I can find something to entertain myself with. You know your way out." Unconcerned with your hostility, I get to my feet and make my way over to stand in front of you. You appear to be absorbed in a book, which looks to be fairly new. I reach down and take it from your hands, tossing it to the floor. Anger flashes over your face, and you get to your feet. This is the response I wanted, and I smile as I place my hand on your chest and pus

Rating Profiles....
uh... i thought when we rated profiles and pics it was suppose 2 b anonymous... not that i dont mind seein whos rating what... but i know theres ppl who are haters who like 2 post that someone is a 1 or whateva without the backlash of someone actually knowing... wassup wit this??? yall think this is a good thing???

The Horse!!
A bunch of Indians capture a cowboy named "Clint", and bring him back to their camp to meet the chief. The chief says to Clint, "You going to die. But we sorry for you, so give you one wish a day for three days. On sundown of third day, you die. What is first wish?" Clint says, "I want to see my horse." The Indians get his horse. Clint grabs the horse's ear and whispers something, then slaps the horse on the ass. The horse takes off. Two hours later, the horse comes back with a naked blonde. She jumps off the horse and goes into the teepee with Clint. The Indians look at each other, figuring, "Typical white man - can only think of one thing." The second day, the chief says, "What your wish today?" Clint says, "I want to see my horse again." The Indians bring him his horse. Clint leans over to the horse and whispers something in the horse's ear, then slaps it on the ass. Two hours later, the horse comes back with a naked re

Sick
My little 2 year old is sick at the moment :( She has got a really bad cough and was sick this morning :( She has got a temp as well so going to call doctor and get him out to see her. I hate it when my kids are ill :(

The "please Dont Leave Me" Letter And The Response!
Brad, It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, I feel like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the people in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or anything that happened, so I won't even try other than to say all of us had WAY too much to drink, and I did a stupid thing. I can handle you being pissed at me, I absolutely deserve it, I can even handle the ugly words that were exchanged between us, what I can't handle is thinking that you see me as a different person. It is weird, I feel like I just went through a horrible break up or something.The world looked funny yesterday, I couldn't crack a smile if you paid me, there are songs I can't listen to, and I just feel beyond crushed. I don't know if you meant everything you said to me, and I am hoping that you didn't. I know that I

A Couple Down !!!!
Acouple friends have been deleated this morning. I have a few things to do today and will get back to it when I get home. Most of you that are staying know who you are. If It has been forever since we have talked or shared a comment or two ( BYE ) If you get deleated and have no clue why you shoulda read my blogs for the past week. I would rather have FRIENDS than friends. For those of you that are staying ---Thank you for being there. If you would like to stay on my friends list and haven't been told that you were staying you have till I get home later to change my mind.

I Apologize Now.....
I apologize now to everyone if I seem distant or upset...My first cousin passed away at midnight last night from a massive hearrt attack! I am on here but not really here...If I don't answer you right away please do not be offended! Thank you and I love y'all for all the support you give me! Missi AKA ~DJ YANKEE GIRL~

Snippets 5: The Worst Snippet Evaar.
orochi no yamato: Somebody posted the gayest music video ever made: http://www.youtube.com/v/gwEDhmNcXNI I'm not exaggerating here, so if you don't want to take a large chance of catching t3h gay, don't look ZenCynic: You bastard. How could I resist clicking that now? orochi no yamato: I know I'm evil :D ZenCynic: *watches* ZenCynic: Oh, by Buddha's belly. orochi no yamato: Or half a foot further south ZenCynic: No, you certainly didn't exaggerate. At all. orochi no yamato: You're probably, at the very least, ineligible to join the military now.

I Hereby Resign
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of a 6 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money, because you can eat them. I want to play kickball during recess and paint with watercolors in art. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summers day. I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. When all you knew was to be happy because you didn't know all the things that should make you worried and upset. I want to think that the world is fair. That everyone in it is honest and good. I want to believe that an

Do You Match Me?
Do you Match Me?Take My MatchMe TestBrought to you by:OkCupid - Free Online Dating! This is an interesting new feature seeing as how it's automatically generated from the answers I give in the questions asked on the site. But I think the test I created myself is probably more fun to take. ;c)

Angels Get Sad To
I'm sitting here thinking about my life and if there was anything i would have done different. This time of year is especially sad when you have no one to share it with so i am glad i have you my friends and fans. I don't think i would change anything i have done as i try to respect people and not hurt people and to be the kind of person that people would like to be around. You know, i'm sorry i am not going to bring people down here i want you all to have the best christmas ever and open up your hearts to everyone, you know if you smile at someone today you just might make there day and they will pass it on. So take the people you love and embrace them and let them know you love them.AGAIN I WANT TO WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HOPE THE NEW YEAR IS GOOD TO YOU, YOU ARE SPECIAL PEOPLE AND DESERVE THE BEST XXXXXXXX YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS ANGEL

The 16th A Day To Forget
Well it's my birthday and ive had the worst Birthday of my life. Previous birthdays for me have always been a big thing and i would spend time with the family, i would spend time with my friends going out. This year everyone is just to busy...is that a blight on what the world is coming too.... and i came to my saving grace on CT and got mad at the one person i care the most about and now have lost her. I give up Ali

Worst Porn Movie Titles
Worst Porn Movie Titles 1.CRACK WHORES OF AMERICA - Because nothing turns a guy on more than needle tracks and missing teeth 2.SEX STARVED FUCK SLUTS #22 - STINKY WHITE WOMEN 3.DUDE, WHERE'S MY DILDO ? 4.ULTRA KINKY #79 - BOWLIN' IN HER COLON 5.BIG TROUBLE IN LITTLE VAGINA 6.GOOD ASSTERNOON 7.MUSIC TO FUCK TO - ONCE, TWICE, THREE TIMES A LABIA 8.MOULIN SPLOOGE 9.TITS OF FURY 10.SHE'S NOT A LESBIAN ... SHE'S A VAGITARIAN 11.TOOKIE RAIDER 12.PRIME CUTS - ONE FELL INTO THE POO-POO'S NEST 13.FILTHY FUCKERS #184 - POKE 'ER MOM 14.TOPLESS BRAIN SURGEONS 15.DEAD MEN DON'T WEAR RUBBERS 16.LET'S PLAY ANAL TWISTER 17.FAT THE BALD AND THE UGLY 18.ALL ANAL ON THE WESTERN FRONT 19.SKID ROW 20.AIRTIGHT GRANNY 21.KID VEGAS WATCH ME CAMP BITCH 22.CLIMAX SHOTS #70 - MY BROWN EYE, NOT THE WINKER, THE STINKER 23.BUMPIN DONUTS 24.AMBER THE LESBIAN QUEEFER 25.WILLIE WANKER AND THE FUDGE PACKING FACTORY 26.WALL TO WALL #24 - HELLO TITTY 27.ACAPULCO #1 - MALIBOOBIES 28

Future Love
MY BEAUTIFUL LOVE My beautiful love as yet unknown you are living and breathing somewhere far away or perhaps quite close to me, but still I know nothing of the threads that form the fabric of your life or the pattern which makes your face distinctive. My beautiful love as yet unknown I would like you to think of me tonight as I am thinking of you -- not in a golden dream that is far from my real self, but as i really am, a living person that cannot be invented without distorting the truth. My beautiful love as yet unknown I love you already although your face is hidden. If I can make myself richer now will be able to enrich you and I want to learn how to give rather than always to take. When you enter my life and I recognise you, I do not want to take you like a thief. I want to receive you like a treasure and let you give yourself to me. My beautiful love as yet unknown. I want to pray for you tonight because you alread

I Despair Of Men...
So, second date this week was a bust. Apparently this one thought that, despite my very clear statements to the contrary, I was going to somehow be overcome by his extreme hotness and sleep with him after a half-hour conversation. Now, he WAS extremely hot, I totally admit. And a near-professional athlete. But he didn't seem to be at all interested in me as a person, and that's a pretty huge turn-off for me. If he'd put in any time and effort, we both could have had fun. As it was, apparently a couple hours' of conversation was too much for him to handle. I KNOW there are decent guys in the world. I KNOW there are. And yet, sometimes I really despair of you as a gender. The way a lot of my so-called Cherry "friends" treat me at times makes me want to give up and quit. The fact that I have NSFW photos seems to make men think that they can treat me pretty terribly (like a total slut, honestly), even if I think of my NSFW photos as just a part of who I am -- a celebration of

Love Vs Luv
i've got this nasty little habit of telling people, some of which i even just met, "i love you". now mind you, it's not always so profound and forlorned. sometimes, when expressing it in writing, i even try to diffuse it by spelling it 'l-u-v' instead of 'l-o-v-e'. and more often than not, it's based more on admiration and respect than any romantic or physical attractions. Trouble is, i found people tend to freak out or begin to noticeably distance themselves when those words are spoken/written. what's up with that? what is so wrong or threatening with having genuine feelings for some one based on the observations made on how admirable and/or appealing they may be? do people honestly believe that to love a person automatically means desiring and lusting for them as well? there are all kinds of and ways you can actually love some one...and all be realistically genuine. i mean c'mon…when somebody says they "love" their dog, does that mean they want to have sex with them? (well…in most ca

Best Xmas Present Ever!
My buddy asks me to stop by and, while talking to him, he grunts 'There's your christmas present' and points at this black pack on his table. I say 'inside the pack' and he goes'no it is the pack'. Inside is, first off the Zombie Survival handbook (Max Brooks) and an absolutely wicked ghurka style machete. There is a smaller pack inside with a first aid kit, some MREs and water in packets, a few carbon knives, a compass. In short everything you would need for a zombie uprising. I look over and, kinda choked up, say "This is fucking awesome" My friend, not missing a beat, says, "I made one for myself, thought you should have one as well" I laughed so hard I almost needed an EMT.

Blahhh
Im on my way to work. Oh the joy. I couldnt sleep last night. I finally fell asleep at like 5 and just kept waking up every 20 mins. Then i had pretty horrible dreams which i dont even want to think about. Now ive got work for a while yay me. I need to call danielle and talk to her before i get all sad again. Its alright we have a plan. ♥ I jammed my finger and it all hurts and stuff. Blah. Im effin cold and i dont know why, i have clothes on, the heats on, it might have something to do with the fever i have. Blah. Have a good day.

I Tried!!
Out of cherries but still want to buy gifts..do it above for free!! Oh what fun :P x0x0x0 Ok, i have spent hrs trying to get to each and everyone of you to say Happy Holidays and leave a comment. Its nearly impossible to keep track of where i have been...lol So i am posting this here for the friends i missed, please know that i didnt do it intentionally and i wish you all a very Merry Christmas!! My Christmas Wish For You My Christmas wish for you, my friend Is not a simple one For I wish you hope and joy and peace Days filled with warmth and sun I wish you love and friendship too Throughout the coming year Lots of laughter and happiness To fill your world with cheer May you count your blessings, one by one And when totaled by the lot May you find all you've been given To be more than what you sought May your journeys be short, your burdens light May your spirit never grow old May all your clouds have silver linings And your rainbows pots of gold I wish this

Wolf Song
Have you ever walked outside? Have you ever heard a wolf cry? The sky is dark and cold, Beneath the stars a starving pup, No one near for him hold. The cry of the wolf is meant to be heard, His spirit all around this beautiful world. Howling in the night, Needing his mother by his side. This little wolf gets up wandering around, Looking for his mother only not to be found. The howling gets louder but no one comes, For this little one has no place left to run. The little wolf cries with no where to hide, He runs and runs without his mother by his side. Closer and closer now they are here, Oh, what are the chances that they may not fear. We were just hungry, so we ate. Then one came and my mother met her fate. Now they are here, We are about to become one, In this final frontier. Oh, where to run. They have no shame, They have nothing to gain. Once again my mother and I one in the same. Now walk outside. Have you ever heard a wolf cry? List

Sure Thought I Had Friends Here!
In a silly contest for Hottest Grandma, and where are my friends?? Some showed love, but many it seems ignored me. Well, Merriest of Christmases anyway. And if you want to go look soon at the contest,here is the link! Luv Ya'll. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=109983&albumid=145786&i=2253145941

Ok Here It Is
funny how ppl claim they love ppl one here and they never met.ima come see u baby i swear...6 months later ya still aint seen the guy..me i aint a player if ya sexy im will say so.if i plan on seeing u i will tell u that.ppl falling head over heels for someone u aint talked to or nada..wtf..does that even make sense?come on cherrytap is a popularity contest..and we all know most ppl lie like coffins under 6 feet of dirt..how long will ppl let others string em along while they laughing and screwing another...lol..its all so funny i bust a gut..i wish u all well well not all of u..some of ya can eat beaver feces u kno who u r..if ya dont then that shows how clueless u r

Best Photo Of 2006!!!
F1rstascent@ CherryTAP This is Doug.This to me is the best picture of 2006. I am trying to get him to enter the contest that WolfEagle his having.He has told me that if he hears from more than just me that he should join he will. I would be helping to promote his picture and would love to for anyone and everyone to help promote his picture. This should not be a popularity contest...This should be everyone looking at all of the entrys and voting for the best picture of 2006. If you beleive that Doug should enter his picture in the contest please leave him a comment here.I appreciate it!

I Cant Take Credit For This But Tis The Truth
we will see NICE GUYS FINISH LAST By: Garrett Hols It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because h

What Ever U Do...
...please don't call me SWEETY, HUN,DARLIN....ETC.. ..if u would read my f@cking profile u would know what my name is...if u don't wanna read my profile then just f@cking ask me...it is insulting and rude!! especialy when it's people i talk to on IM. yes and i'm being nice!!! i'm just gonna delete those people ...lol...thanks for letting me vent , i feel better now!

What A Week Of Brews....warm Welcome
Let's just say that I love the holidays, and love sharing new handcrafted beers, ales and other ilk with my band of hooligans, scalliwags, and occasionally with my rapscallion of a metaphysical brother.... SO in no particular order here's a smattering of what I had the joy of quafting this past week. Not for everyone, but a wonderous mix of bevi's: The first 4 are from an Enlish Brewer, Ridgeway Brewing in Oxfordshire, UK (of course :P) and imported by the Shelton Brothers our of Belchertown MA Pun intented we'll start with the Warm Welcome: Now talk about Chesnuts roasting on an open fire (bad I know could not resist...the pants command me!) The bottle labels it as "A Perfect Holiday Toast!" and I could not agree more. Probably the best Nut Brown Ale I've had all season, not to mention the great artwork and 6% alchohol...Ale is smooth, nutty, sweet and good cold to cool, didn't last until warm, but had great nuances as it cooled, just was too tasty to hold back....Will

Too Horny
Hey Baby, I really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel shy about it , but I want it so bad. Don't get me wrong, it's just that I haven't had it for a long, long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but with your help I will be very grateful you must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until theres no more left. This has been on my mind all day long. I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usualy not like this, but........... can I have a piece of gum?

Maybe....
Maybe it is true that we don't know what we got until we lose it, but it is also true that We don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens. But often We look so long at closed doors that We don't see the one that has been opened for Us.

Pretty Heavy So Dont Be Offended And If Ya Are Fuck You!
Laughter and Happiness is of no Importance in this world Burning Blood Burn All Cold Hearted Emotionless and Spiritless Entity of Hell Birthmark of Hatred Look out for no one but Myself Life sucks too much to give a Shit Who gives a Fuck about other’s problems Don’t care for no one but myself Suspect Everyone Trust No one Hatred Bloody Hatred Bleeding Mind sees Nothing Dark World of Nothingness Black Mind, Black Heart, Black Thoughts Pain shall thrive within my Life for Eternity Evil Blood flows through my veins Listen to none I do as I please I am my own Master None shall Command me The Strong will survive The weak will die Searching, Searching For Sanity and Mind Death to all who stop me Revenge will be taken No one can stop me I have no heart Care for None who die I Have No emotions I Have No faith I Have No hope I Have No happiness I Feel No sadness I Have No sympathy No one shall criticize me No one will Judge me Only Darkness and Silence can

Ok People Read This
OK EVERYONE ON MY LIST...I DONT TALK TO HALF OF YOU AND I KNOW I ADDED ALOT OF PEOPLE TODAY BUT THE PEOPLE I DONT TALK TO THATS BEEN ON MY LIST OR NOT POSTING MY BULLETINS YOUR COMMING OFF BECAUSE I HAVE NO FREAKING CLUE WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE...LOL IMMA BITCH BUT WHO REALLY CARES... LOVE CASSIE

Tornado Pimp Out!
Do you know this sweetheart yet? If not you really need to....Go visit my friend here "RH" and help him to level up....Has about 100 points to go....BLOW HIM UP AND GET HIM THERE FOR ME!! Hugs and kisses to you all Click this link: TheRH@ CherryTAP

Tearjerker
Well I wish I was someone Well I wish I was someone to love me When I used to be someone And I knew there was someone that loved me As I sit here frozen alone Even ghosts get tired and go home As they crawl back under the stars And I wish I was something Please tell me thereâ€™s something better And I wish I was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it But I never can Itâ€™s just saturated loneliness Are the suns getting lonely? Does the sun get lonely? Who knows Iâ€™ve been hearing it tell me Iâ€™ve been hearing it tell me go home â€˜Cause the freaks are playing tonight They packed up and turned out the light And the bath waterâ€™s cold And this lifeâ€™s getting old And I wish I could feel this And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it And I wish I could feel this And I

Part Eleven
James sat at the bar and chain smoked. He had lost count of the amount of scotch he had drunk but he was still a long way from drunk enough to begin what he came here to do. He was beginning to think that no amount of whiskey was going to be enough. It was a busy Saturday night and the bar was packed. Teeming with young college kids spending their parents money on booze and trying to get laid. James knew for sure there would be someone in here that had what Cat was looking for. Thinking about it made him feel ill. In his mind he knew that once things were moving along, he was turned on by the humiliation and control. But, here without Cat to watch and control him, it was horrifying. He could really think of no practical way to say to another man "Hey listen you don't know me but why don't you come home with me and fuck my wife and her friend while I watch.........oh and by the way, I'm not gay but my wife wants proof that I made sure you had a huge cock, so..... can I hold it and tak

Changing
I know some people read my first blog and I'm sure I scared them a little about what I wrote... The thing is, I had to lose my anger and I'm glad I did. I feel better now after I posted that blog. I just don't understand that my honesty is not appreciated. I had the chance, I told the truth and BANG! Gone, just like that... All I can say is it's sad that person made that choice. I think it's the wrong one, but I'm not the one asking to reconsider. It's up to her. Anyway I deleted it because it's no use keeping it up. Enough with the hurting, the lies and the arguments. Time to make a change. And I'm ready to do so. I'm glad someone is with me to get me through this. You know who you are... And I love you for that, and much more...

Owch.
my neck is fucking KILLING me. sharp, shooting pain. you know, the usual. I wish I was in Oregon. so I could go to the doctor. so he could give me like 4 types of painkillers & muscle relaxers. maybe my mum will give me her Vicodin for X-Mas. =D haha. if you know me, you know I've been having problems sleeping. well, last night I conked out during the 3-hour Survivor finale. [now I'll have to watch it on demand.. but I know who won the mil!] and I slept about 10 hours. not straight, I woke up at least 3 or 4 times. but it's something. headway. ok. so I just counted. I have one shooter marble-sized knot in my neck, and 3 regular marble-sized knots. ..I won't even go poking at my shoulders. FUCK. I'm sure the big one is visible through my skin. that's just sick. and i can't even stand to let someone rub & poke at me, not without some prescription meds. o, the joys of being 22 with arthritis.

Shadows In The Shade
I'm sorry But I must be Leaving I would stay But I have to go I know that You're thinking Stuck believing That you'll be Grieving Forever more This too shall pass You may not Forget me But you will Regret me That is for Sure I crave the Darkness I will go Heartless Once you let go Alone But never lonely I can trust Me only I'm sorry I just have To go

Rules Of The Southern Lifestyle
All good Southerners already know these, but in fairness to those Yankees who were dumb enough to stay down here: 1. Don't order a steak at a Waffle House. They serve breakfast 24 hrs a day, so let them cook something they know. 2. Don't laugh at people's names. Merleen, Bodie, Luther Ray,Tammy Ann, Mari Beth, and Inez have all been known to whip a man's ass for less than that. 3. Don't order a bottle of pop or a can of soda -- this can lead to a merciless beating. Down South it's called Coke, even if you want a Pepsi. 4. Don't show allegiances to any college football squad that isn't an SEC team. All the others are a bunch of candy asses who get to play Wyoming every week. 5. Don't refer to Southerner's as a bunch of hillbillies. Many of us are/have been moreliterate than you (e.g. Welty, Williams, Faulkner), better educated, and generally much nicer to boot. We've got plenty of business sense (e.g.Turner Broadcasting, MCI WorldCom, MTV, and Netscape). Naturally, we can have laps

I Want Toys
Hey you know what I want for Christmas? Some new toys, the vibrating kind! I'm gettin sick of the ones I have now, need some new ones. Only my man doesnt seem to think that is what I need for Christmas. Hmmm, oh well, still got my fingers for now right! Hehe. I dunno why I put this in here, just a random thought. But hey if anyone wants to get me some sexy toys, that would be freakin awesome!! And I might be inclined to send some photos of me using them too, heheehe! Love ya'll, JEn

Sleepless
Look in these eyes, It shows how I'm spending time, Blood-line designs, Follow the red over white. I'll hear, I'll taste this, Whispering misery,I'll hear, I waste, I know your not safe with me. I can't face you, I'll erase you, Can't escape you, I won't miss you. I'll drink myself to sleep, Five thousand times. I'll drink, I drink myself to sleep. I can't recall, Drifting I fall down, Maybe I'm selfish and blind, I'll drink myself to sleep, Five thousand times. Look and despise, Reflections telling lies, See you behind, Your stare is so sickening. I'll hear, I'll taste this, Whispering misery, I feel it take me, And i shout at you suddenly. I can't face you, I'll erase you, Can't escape you, I won't miss you. I can't face you, I'll erase you, Can't escape you, I won't miss you. I'll drink myself to sleep, Five thousand times. I'll drink, I drink myself to sleep. I can't recall, Drifting I fall down, Maybe I'm selfish a

Out On A Bender
when your body can't hold your soul we let it out to welcome it again another lost stranger that reminds you of an old friend we all need to roam sometimes better to drift off than to sit around waiting to die the life you live is only your own where you are is always your home just stick it out no need for control if it needs a change let your soul take a stroll but follow it you may enjoy what you could never have known

"life Goes On"
Of all the men who love me Only one had my heart Alas I was not the one he chose My heart and hopes shattered. What was it that turned him from me? Was it lack of beauty or charm? Was I the one to blame? No....distance was my curse. Others would envy what he discarded So freely given but not enough For him to keep as his own His loss as yet unrealized. A deep sigh escapes my lips For what I can never have No time to dwell on the sorrow Life goes on. Disclaimer: Please note this is not to be taken seriously.

Totally Amazing
Give a Lil Bit was a SUCCESS! Well this weekend I took part in the most incredible show of love and giving. As many of you know I spend a quite a bit of time on Paltalk. I spin is a room called the Reactor. Well this past weekend The Reactor, Klub Oii Oii Oii, Sexcotia, Sex and Candy,ORU closed all our rooms to raise monies for less fortunate kids around the world. We bagan Friday at 12 am and went non stop till Sunday midnight. Paltalk donated a Green Room for the Charity event and I would like to thank Pal for doing that. There were Dj's from the room that spun there hearts out for 72 hrs. Admins that work so hard to keep the event running smoothly. And more important all the guests that made this happen. We thought if we raised $10,000 -15,000 we would of done good. Well we kinda blew Pal away over the 72 hr event. The donations that you all made went to your favorite Charity of your choice. There were 47 different Charities to choose from all over the UK, USA, Canada, Austral

Lord Byron
She walks in Beauty SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that 's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! ~George Gordon Byron, Lord Byron. 1788–1824~

For My Fallen Brother
JUNE 14 2003 CLIFF AND I WHERE PLANNING TO GO ON A COUPLE OF POKER RUNS THAT DAY. THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN ARE 2ND ONE WE EVER WENT ON TOGETHER .THIS DAY WOULD BE THE LAST TRIP TOGETHER.I MET CLIFF ABOUT TEN YEARS AGO AND HAS BEEN LIKE A BROTHER EVER SINCE, ENOUGH FOR HIM TO BRING ME IN TO HIS FAMILY.DANA (HIS SISTER ) IS MY WIFE ,CLIFF INTRODUCED US KNOWING WE BOTH HAVE HAD ARE SHARE OF HARD REALATIONSHIPS ,SOME HOW HE KNEW WE BELONG TOGHTER ,THAT WAS EIGHT YEARS AGO. CLIFF CAME TO WORK WITH MY COMPANY AND WORKING HIS WAY TO BE MY BACK UP DRIVER . THE NIGHTS WE WERE OUT OF TOWN HE WOULD TALK ABOUT HIS KIDS JESSICA AND MITCHIL., HOW HE WAS MISSING LAYING THEM DOWN FOR BED TIME AND CALL TO LET THEM KNOW HE WAS WHTH UNCLE LARRY AND BE HOME FOR DINNER TOMARROW.WHEN CLIFF CARED ABOUT YOU ,YOU KNEW IT .IF YOU COULD NOT DO SOME THING AND HE COULD YOU DID NOT EVEN HAVE TO ASK HE WOULD HELP IN ANY WAY . CLIFF KNEW SO MANY PEOPLE HE NEVER INTRODUCED ANY ONE BECAUSE HE FIGURED EVERY

A Flight.
Searching for love is not an easy task everyone makes promises that will never last.. There are those that know what love is and then there are those that confuse it with lust.. For I have experience both first hand and there both deadly to the heart.. I open my heart and find my self open to fail once more and I’m not even there.. What to do what to do.. Do I take that chance and deal with the feeling of rejection later but knowing once again I find another friend for life.. or should I just let it go and leave well enough alone.. These are the things that contemplate my mind.. Sometimes I just want to cry.. In these past two years god has put two men in my path that have gain a huge part of my heart but yet one of them has already become my friend for life.. the other is on the same path.. Emotions are soaring and my body is calling.. I want to feel his touch in an intimate manner.. I want to know what it feels like to be cuddled and feel some kind of emotion that I have never f

Expressions Of The Heart
Expressions of the Heart Creating Meaningful Homemade Gifts The gifts we craft with our own hands are often the most significant because the love that drove us to create is infused in the products of our creation. And the recipients of these homemade offerings receive a token of our willingness to invest ourselves in their joy. Allow these ideas to inspire you: 1. When you craft a beautifully decorated prayer box (or jar) for loved ones, you give them the gift of spiritual awareness. As you share this gift, explain that it should serve as a receptacle for their hopes, dreams, and loves—as well as worries—and thus a reminder of who they were, are, and will someday be. 2. If you love journaling, share your writing joy with family and friends by giving each a unique, handmade personal journal. A simple spiral notebook dressed up with paper, fabric, photographs, or other embellishments will give your loved ones a special place to record their private thoughts. 3. Erase the

This Is It.... You Tell Me.
It bothers me. I contemplated for a while on whether to pull my notebook back out and actually write what was on my mind. I wondered if i would regret anything i said tomorrow morning, because of whatever mood i was in that night. I thought about a lot of things, and decided expressing myself should never become a regret. It bothers me; the distance, the drama, the indeciciveness... it bothers me how little i know, yet how fascinated i am. I’m always left wanting more. It bothers me not many people read what i have to say. Yet, flipping the situation around proves i’m a hypocrite. The lack of words, bothers me. Sometimes just being myself bothers me. My genuineness comes into question. All the useless job applications i fill out on a day to day basis breaks this open...lies spill out like ink on paper. Surveys, questionairres, all asking me the same thing. My answer being, yes i am a fraud yet i’d kill for a job that makes me happy. Misery loves company. Want to be mine?

Uhmm Hello?
TRON UR A LYING ASSHOLE...... THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY! ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME - KNOWS THAT - I WOULD LIKE ONE MAN TO STAND UP AND SAY THAT I'VE PROMISED THEM NAKID PICTURES OF MYSELF IN EXCHANGE FOR VOTES OTHER THAN YOUR OWN PERVERTED SELF - THAN I MIGHT OR OTHERS MIGHT BELIEVE YOU - BUT THEN AGAIN WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM A PERVERTED MAN OF 47 YEARS THAT WOULD DATE A CHILD OF 19 YEARS? OH BTW - NO ONE AT ALL HAS BEEN BLOCKED BY ME ON THIS SITE - OTHER THAN YOUR SICK PERVERTED ASS!!!! YOU KNEW I KEPT MY PRIVATE PICS ON YAHOO BECUZ I EXPLAINED THAT WE (TIGER & I) TOOK OUR PICS OFF OF CHERRY IN RESPECT TO EACH OTHER BECUZ WE DIDNT WANT OTHERS TO SEE THEM. THATS HOW YOU KNEW THEY WERE NOT HERE!!!! SO YOU CAN KISS MY LILY WHITE ASS - WHICH YOU SHALL NEVER SEE!!!! YOU THINK THAT CHERRYTAP AND YOUR CONCERN OVER SEEING NAKID PICS OF MYSELF IN MY BIGGEST CONCERN AT THE MOMENT? YOU THINK YOUR TRYING TO GET MY ACCOUNT TERMINATED BECUZ YOU THINK I SHARED MY PASSWORD WITH S

Sex
Today I wanted to talk about getting aroused. It's funny cuz it seems as though I can get horny any time of the day. Somehow tho, when Karl (my fiance) and I try to get busy I can't get very wet. I know this sounds dumb but I wonder if something is wrong!! I mean, I am horny as hell, it's just that Ms.Kitty doesn't always want to play. It's weird tho cuz if we have a heavy make out session just before, then there is absolutely no problem. It's prolly just cuz we need more foreplay. Hmmm, what do you guys think?

Annoyances !!!
OK....As you have read in my profile I am an up front open and honest person who shpeaks her mind.... I have held my tongue for a week or so now on people who need to LET GO AND GET OVER THEMSELVES !!! STOP ACTING LIKE A GOD DAMN SCHOOLGIRL !!!! HOW OLD ARE YOU ?? 13 ??? People in this world make it impassible for others to put up with them at times, its unbelievable when people have to be "BETTER" than someone else ONLINE !!! WTF ??? ITS A COMPUTER !! GET OFF YOUR TAIL ONCE IN A WHILE AND GO OUTSIDE !!!! All in All if you are trying to be better than me ? HAHA Think again because i dont stoop to Insecure Idiot Level ! HAHAHA !! Ok sorry people had to VENT AHAHA !!!

I Know, I Know.... Another Contest! =)
Hello dear friends!! One of the coolest ladies on this site just asked me to be in her contest. I just couldn't refuse her anything, it's her birthday after all!!! Go by Karen Marie's site, vote on her contest, rate her, fan her.... give her all kinds of lovin. This chic ROCKS. Let's give her the best 30th Birthday anyone's ever had! Oh yeah, and if you find it in your heart.... vote for me? hee hee! You may comment as much as you like!

Take The Wings
left handed nitemare a vision in black falling from the pedestal never coming back a silent warning hidden within will cast a spell of nothingness and shut the world im in river of the damned wash away my sins take the wings off me let my world begin pass the plate of fear take all you can revenge for the fallen one watch him pass again

A Letter To George And Jodi(wild And Free)
This is a letter to the man who pushed me into this site and the whoreish skank he left me for..... Dear George, You know I loved you more than anyone I had loved in years. You helped me realize that I was no longer dead inside and my inner beauty was attractive to those who knew me....and to others who just met me. I finally after years of being alone knew that I was good enough to be with a man and to be a partner once again. I did not know that the love and everything I shared, the time and devotion, loyalty and sincerity that I gave you would so easily be ripped from my heart and thrown out. I was discarded and lied to like I was nothing..mearly dismissed like and errand child. When i questioned the relationship you had with her, you told me it was nothing and that I was overreacting.... Once again, it was like my ex husband stood before me...taking out all that I had built up...demoralizing me, degrating me...like that old record that keeps playing in my heart and the ho

Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE HERE IS SO CHRISTMAS LOVE.MY LOVE COMES FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.. THIS CHRISTMAS IS DIFFRENT THEN MY LAST ONES I WOULD BE ALONE BUT I HAVE SOME LOVING FRIENDS THAT DID NOT WANT ME TO BE ALONE SO THERE COMING TO SEE ME!!!IT IS SO NICE THAT MY FRIEND ON HERE CARE SO MUCH ABOUT ME..SO I HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS LIKE ME!! SO IF U THINK MIRACLES AT CHRISTMAS ARE REAL..

My Poetry
Pull Me From The Rain In the rain with his head hung down tears begin to fall down. As they blur his eyes it cause him to stumble cause he is now left all alone; done by his own demises the woman that loved him and married him is now gone, so as he walks in the rain soaked and with his head hung down all he wants is her to pull him from the rain. Copyright@2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

A Public Apology
I ACCUSED SOMEONE OF SOMETHING. AND THE OTHER SUSPECTED PARTY HAS COME FORWARD AND SAID, NO I WAS INCORRECT. SO MADAM. THIS IS MY PUBLIC APOLOGY. I WONT GO INTO DETAILS TO PROTECT YOUR PRIVACY. UNLESS YOU BELIVE THIS CURRENT APLOGY IS LACKING, AND I WILL THEN. I DON'T LIKE EATING CROW. BUT WHEN I KNOW I AM WRONG, I ADMIT IT. SO FOR THAT LITTLE INCIDENT. YOU HAVE MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES. I WAS WRONG, AND I AM SORRY.

All Bout Me
I have been asked just some general questions lately.... my likes and dislikes, funny lil quirks I have... ect.. So I figured it best ta get em all out in the open -- I'am a South Park Fanatic -- I carry a bottle of hotsauce with me at all times -- I love house shoes... always gotta pair on -- I refuse to eat offa glass plates or drink outta glass cups -- I hate my hands to have anything on them, makes me sick ta my stomach -- Iam deathly afraid of clowns -- I sing and dance around the house neckid -- My shirts always have to match the color thread in my jeans -- I have over 200 pairs of shoes -- I hate Ice in my drinks

For All That Have Stopped By
I just want to thank every one of you for coming to my site and showing some cherry love. I love the comments and do try to get back to each of you. If I don't make it back to you please do not think I could care less about your comments or think that I am only after cherry points that is not the case at all! Its hard work getting to everyone's pages. I do however want to say its been fun getting to know you all, through messages or in shout box. Thank you for adding me!! Merry Christmas and I hope you all have a safe and naughty New Years!!

Happy Holidays
To all the men and women overseas serving our country... I want to wish you the happiest holidays that you can have in your sitation and hope the very best for you as well as a swift return home. thanks for serving our country! DeAna

Part Twelve
Cat watched Marie bounce down the hall to the living room. Before following her she reached under her bed and pulled out medium sized photo box. She smiled as she thought of all the fun she was going to have with the contents. Cat put the box down on the coffee table and patted James on the head. "Well you have been a good little boy. I see you brought mama a new toy". "I take it James explained everything to you" she said addressing Allen. "Yeah he told me he had to find someone with a big dick to fuck you and your friend, and here I am". "Judging from the picture, he picked well. Stand up and lets get a good look at you." Cat finished. As Allen stood up Marie shifted on the couch to get a better look. "James," Cat purred "be useful and help the man out of his pants." James started to get up but Cat pushed him back to his knees "oh no I think you can do I better job if you keep his buttons at eye level", she said. James knew that once he pulled down Allen's pants he would pretty much

Online At A Hospital
So I am at the hospital today for my dads heart surgery. Thank God they had this place where I can gget online. My dad isnt going in till 12:30 and we have been here since 8am. It is unreal how boring it can get in here. I know it is not a club, but damn! I will say it is great that they gave a Starbucks and a place to access the internet. My dad is pretty calm since he has to get a double bypass done. Merry Christmas dad..lol The doctors said that he should be able to go home Christmas Eve, which is awesome! Bet your ass I would have dragged the Christmas Tree here!

Warning!!!!!
Ladies I feel its my duty to warn ya'll about a quick witted man on the loose!! He has a wicked sense of humor,likes to make people laugh and have a good time!! Now isn't that just awesome!! The only thing that I have a problem with is hat he likes to have the last word!! Free Graphics Layouts CodesWebsite Graphics Myspace Codes Site Generators

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, > I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. > My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, > My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. > Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, > Transforming the yard to a winter delight. > > The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, > Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. > My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, > Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. > In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, > So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. > > The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, > But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. > Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the > sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. > My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, > And I crept to the door just to see who was near. > > Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, > A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. > A soldier, I

Bizarre Questions...and Answers
1. If you were to be stranded on a planet inhabited by giant lobster-like beings, and could only bring one type of fruit, what type would you bring? Fuck the fruit...I'd bring a GIANT fucking pot for boiling and a hell of a lot of butter... 2. What kind of insect would you prefer to eat with your breakfast cereal? LOL...apparently, you haven't been watching those investigative shows...there's already an assload of insect parts in the cereal. And don't make me tell you what I read about salsa at mexican restaurants.... 3. When angels dance on the head of a pin, what kind of dance do they perform? Negro, Puh-lease! The merengue of course. 4. What would you wear to an exhibition of invisible man-eating zombie llamas? Everybody knows you wear a zombie llama costume to such an event. Idiot!! 5. If a tree falls in the forest and claps one hand, what colour is the sound that is produced? Has somebody been tripping on acid recently?? 6. How many egg

Annnnd.
so basically this site is damn addictive... so i know theres gonna be many a insomniac night where im trying to get to the next cherry level... its like a retarded rpg...where i sit around all day tryin to level up... so you kno what to do

Angels Of Snow
Angels of snow- by Joanetta Hendel Snow angels live in splendor, In a land beyond all tears, Where time and space do not exist, No sadness, pain, nor fear. Held closely to the bosom Of Everlasting Light, Each cherub frolics happily, In fanciful delight. I long to be within their midst, Where crystal majesty, Gives way to charming images, Of winter fantasy. Let me follow close behind, When Ive lived out my days, The path where angels of the snow, Live and love and play.

Dear Neighbor With The Power Drill,
I understand that you want to finish installing whatever the hell it is on the wall we share, but it's 9pm and you are making my whole room vibrate (not in a good way). It feels like you are drilling into my skull. Please die. Thank you, Salyx

What I Feel..
I feel like I'll never find love.. I have to admit my luck if u call it luck with women never was good.. I want ot find a wife, I want a family is that to much to ask??well enough with my whining.. i have work to make everyone fell better and make them happy...

People Trying To Make Me Feel Bad
This one is to all those people that are trying to make me feel bad because I am happy with who I am with. I can be your friend or not it is all up to you. I just don't want to here the crying, or all the talk about killing yourself. I am having a good time with what I am doing and don't want the negative stuff to bring me down. I don't want to sound like and ass about it but I will help anyone with what ever. And this is only posted towards a couple of people so if you read this ask and I will tell you how it is for.

A Return Of Being...
Her love fills me to brink, her smile grants reprieve by eclipsing every injustice of the world, her presense seemingly magnetizes all the shattered pieces of myself that linger lost, drawing them together, and for a time, I am whole once again...my daughter, is home for the holidays.

In Response To My Loves Blog!!!
OKAY, THIS IS HIS BLOG: I gotta let it out. Why are most of us on here? The need to feel wanted and desired. We are alone or unhappy who we are with,in my case I am alone. By my own choice. My exwife would love to have me back,almost 3 years later,pregnant at 38 by the man she lives with,she still tells me she loves me,I wont say it back. I am on this site for the human desire to feel wanted,feel desired,to know another human is being touched by Rod,I'm makin a smile spread across that face,cause I expect it in return,thats 50,the golden rule. And if you dont agree then youre lyin Delete your CT I do love this site,blows myspace away But goddamn the drama never experienced it and Ive had my fill real close to just sayin fuck it but I guess I am allowing it so I gotta do what I feel is right MY RESPONSE TO IT SINCE I AM BLOCKED FROM COMMENTING HIS: 1.I came on this site b/c a friend at work told me about it and I was just LOOKING at pictures and commenting the

Just Alittle Warning !! Lol
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND IT IS OR SHOULD SAY HAS ALREADY STARTED OFF BAD.. FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS I WAS WITH SOMEONE AND HE CALLED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY AND WE ALWAYS SPENT IT TOGETHER. BUT THIS YEAR. HE WONT BE CALLING ME. WE BROKE UP 5 MONTHS AGO. NOT BY MY OWN CHOICE. AND I AM JUST ALITTLE DOWN AT THE MOMENT MAYBE ALL OF U CAN UNDERSTAND. BEING USE TO BEING WITH SOMEONE ON YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND NOW HE ISNT THERE ANYMORE. IF I GET A LITTLE BITCHY OR MOODY ON YOU. PLEASE IGNORE IT. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE. JUST ME. MAYBE I SHOULDNT EVEN BE ON HERE TODAY.SO PLEASE I HOPE ALL OF U WILL BEAR WITH ME FOR TODAY. HAVE A GREAT DAY ALL OF MY FRIENDS VICKIE

Things To Remember...
You know ppl can sometimes fall into a fake reality of life and love. One day everyone one of us will fall in love with someone for some reason or another. Then the world changes things happen life becomes hell. You find yourself hating where you are in life and whom you are with. You stay in the relationship for different reasons, maybe a kid is involved maybe the person your with is just depended on you and you can’t leave them. Maybe you just don’t have the freaking courage to make the change that you need because you don’t have a safety net. For what ever reason you sit there and think you may find many a different reason that you just stay put and not try to make yourself happy. I have recently gotten the courage and the strength to make myself happier. I will be leaving a lot behind and I know I will be hurting some people in my wake. Do I care, yes because if I didn’t I would have done this long ago. Life is about choices, life is about happiness, life is about livin

Calling All Marines, Former Marines, And Marine Familes
FIRST OFF, WELCOME TO THE FIRST DAY OF WINTER. NOW A FRIEND OF MINE, WTH MY HELP AND THE HELP OF AT LEAST ONE RETIRED MARINE IS SETTING UP A FAMILY PAGE FOR FOR MARINES, FORMER MARINES, AND THIER FAMILIES. SO IF YOU KNOW ANY MARINES. FORMER MARINES THEIR FAMILY, AND SUPPORTERS OF MARINES. SO IF YOU ARE A MARINE, EVER SERVED IN THE CORPS, OR YOU HAVE A FAMILY MEMBER THAT IS OR WAS A MARINE. LET US KNOW, OR LET THEM KNOW SO WHEN WE GET IT SET UP. WE CAN LET THEM KNOW ABOUT IT. MARINES ARE A BAND OF BROTHERS WITH A VERY SPECIAL BOND. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A EX-MARINE. THERE ARE FORMER MARINES, BUT BEING A MARINE IS NOT JUST A JOB, IT IS SOMETHING IN YOUR BLOOD, YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL. TALK TO ANY MARINE AND YOU WILL SEE THAT. MARINES ARE A BREED APART. SO IF ANYONE CAN HELP US GET IN TOUCH WITH THEM OR LET THEM KNOW ABOUT US. WE WILL BE MOST GRATIFUL, AND SO WILL THEY. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. SEMPER FI, CARRY ON. RICK SSgt USMC 77-90

Goodbye
Goodbye The darkness of my heart, The sadness of my life, Always pushing and striving, But nothing ever goes right. Who are you? You are no one to me. You may be in control now, But someday I might be. You fuck me, I'll fuck you, And the darkness deepens As the hardness does too. Keep pushing, And maybe I'll break. Keep driving me deeper Behind these walls of no escape. Locked in here, I'm safe and sound, You cannot hurt me more, So just go away and don't come back around. In here I live, In here I die, Safe from the pain, Safe from the lies. Goodbye!

Darkness
DARKNESS The darkness settles in And consumes my very being. No more light inside this inner cell Only coldness and the burning fires of hell. Love won, and love lost once again. But my love will never see the light of day, Because the darkness comes And drives it away. I've learned my lesson and learned it well There is no true love, There is no peace Only pain, sorrow, and lonliness Closing in on me. So i welcome with open arms This darkness that has now consumed me, No more will i feel this way, As death comes to take all the pain away. So hear me now, All those with open ears, As i set in motion This one last act of quenching my fears. Death will come swiftly and without reprise, As you stare at this pitiful wretched body With wide open eyes. Keeping in mind that it was you that i had in mind.

Gone
Gone Dark stormy nights in my soul, Whirlwind desires going out of control. Heavy hearted, pained and confused, Lost and tormented, no one to turn to. My mind keeps racing, My heart has lost its way, Lost and abandoned, Don't know what to do or say. Love is lost, Love is not real, Love has no hope, For a soul that refuses to heal. Shackled to the walls, Of this inner prison cell, Alone in the dark Death tolls the bell. Salvation is naught, Hope is all but gone, Nothing left except Sweet pain song.

For The Ladies!!!
Guys, I love you to pieces but this was just too good not to share with my lady friends! I hope that someday you will find it in your hearts to forgive me for posting this! Ladies, I don't know about you but I can mow my own lawn, I can change my own oil, change my own brakes, I can do other minor vehicle repair work and I can fix my own flats. If I ever have to live off the land, I know the difference between poisonous and non-poisonous mushrooms and berries, I'm fairly good at gardening, I can do the awful thing called "canning", and believe it or not I know how to hunt, gut, and even PROCESS a deer if I need to. LOL I don't like doing such things but heck, If I end up ever having to do it, I am ready! lol I saw the attached photo and started thinking about all the stuff I just mentioned. It made me ask myself one very important question. WHY ON EARTH DO I NEED A MAN IN MY LIFE? I know what you are thinking. You think they are good playtoys. Yeh, ok, SOME of th

Contests, I'm Bored!
HERES THE THING....I HAVE BEEN VOTING IN A LOT OF CONTESTS LATELY....AND AT THIS TIME IN SPACE...I OFFER ALL MY VOTES TO THE FIRST ONE THATS IN A CONTEST PUTS A LINK IN MY SHOUTBOX, WILL GET THEM FOR THE NEXT 30 MINUTES OR SO...1:25 PM..PST FIRST COME..FIRST SERVED!

Darkness
its a dark time...the life i once knew has come back...feels good not feeling as much anymore...lol its fucking hilarious how weak i had become...but not no more hehe....imonce again that evil mother fucker that could care less and i fucking love it...sure ppl r gonna hate me but oh fuckin well they will get over it....after all im the easier mother fucker to get over...think im lookin for pity? hahhahahahahah u can take ur pity and shove it up ur ass...im back and im loving it so to all u mother fuckers who fucked me over a big FUCK YOU to ya...and to those i hurt...shit happens sorry i did it but get the fuck over it :D

You All Mean More To Me Than You Could Ever Know!
I thought that maybe updating and old blog entry might be enough to let you all know what is happening with my blog and to show my thanks. I had a friend tell me that another thank you might be in order. I agree that redoing an old one seems generic to me now. When I lost my first baby in 1999, I wasnt too terribly affected beyond the first week. It was over and done so quickly that I was able to just move on though I still thought about it from time to time. This time.....losing our baby affected me SOOOO profoundly that I didnt know WHAT to do with myself. I felt so useless and helpless...like I was swinging in the breeze with no direction. I decided to make this blog my mission. It was something that I could pour my heart into to help me make sense of it all and to help me maintain my sanity. Through writig in this blog I found that some people were thanking me for writing, telling me that it was helping them to feel like they werent alone...that it was inspirational that I

Forest Fire
so somehow tacos turned into spaghetti...weird how that happens. LOL anyway, its an outback night tonight. i am so fucking excited!! we used to have outback seriously like once a week lol, and now that we havent had it in like a month, we act like its been 4 years. yummmmmmmmmmmmmm outback special!! our internet has been crashing a bunch since lastnight...i swear i was afraid it was from CT. but its not...comcast has been being a fucking dick for the past 2 days. i dont know why my work wastes their time dealing with those fuckers. oh my lord, we had a really shitty fireplace experience lastnight!! for some reason, the fireplace quit sucking the fire up and out the chimney, and it was blowing it out into the house instead. so we went to sleep and kept the bedroom door shut to try to keep the smoke out as best as possible. ha well that shit didnt work. i woke up and felt like my lungs were on fire. LOL we are dumbasses. who sleeps in a house full of smoke?? THAT IS FUNNY!! so

That Which Does Not Kill You...
I had a conversation with a friend earlier today that seemed like friendly chit chat at the time, but after talking to her I seemed to be in a better mood. I think the reason for this is we were talking about goals and the future in general. That got me thinking. The best way I can explain it in with an analog. I'm siting here in my house right now, and it has a history. It was built in 1979, back in the days of Cheap Trick and gasoline shortages. A bulldozer came in and leveled off the land and a foundation was poured on solid ground. The house was built and remodeled a few times over the past 17 years. I bought it in 1992. I myself built a sun blind over the back deck and remodeled the kitchen. Wind, rain and snow have beat on the exterior and kids, adults, and pets have wore on the inside. All these things have shaped my home and made it what it is today. It stands shaped by these events, yet the bulldozer, the weather, and even some of the pets and people are gone. My point

Oh Btw - Dont Turn Your Back On The Divine Miss S......
I am glad that I made it clear to my real friends long ago - that when it came to "Miss S" it was a matter of keeping your friends closer and ur enemies closer - I am usually a great judge of character and something somewhere told me not to trust this child. Ive never met someone so two-faced in my life all the while begging and whinin... "i dont know why people are constantly hating on me" Well let me tell you Sherrie - we dislike you cus to our faces you tell us you love us and ur our friends and then behind our backs your emailing our supposed "sworn enemies" and ripping us apart.... I told you a while back - yah I might be old enuf to be your mother on here - but Ive beat you at every step and I for this last bit of lying ad backstabbing you did - I wont rest till you've admitted to everyone what you've done and aplogized publicly to each one of my friends - including the Bird! Now Sherry do you have any proof that I was disloyal to you as a friend - or that I ba

It Should Have Been Better
She rarely spoke of her start in life Or the years she'd worked to overcome strife And all anyone saw was the smile in her eyes Too smug and self-righteous to ever realize Her tenderness, fragile, like a dream on the wind Made her easy to crush when she needed a friend When the love of her life loved someone else And spun her joy into a version of hell She sought out her comfort in the hugs of others But it was clear from their words they felt so far above her: it could be worse - don't cry do not weep you have no right here you sit so sad and sighing while half the world is dead or dying they shamed her heart with verse upon verse of "just remember - it could always be worse" -------- She moved on and found new smiles Worked at making life worthwhile But soon enough the hard times hit The kids were hungry in clothes unfit She toiled from dawn till late at night Though sad and worn she did not cry Until one day in weariness She wept to fr

The Longest Night Of The Year
How I spent the longest night of the year. For the eight sabbats (Pagan holidays) of the year, I host a feast at my house. It started last year at Yuletide, and this anniversary sure held up! My tree with all the lovely gifts. The first to arrive were Mekaela and Carlie. I entertained them with "Santa Clause Is Coming To Town" on DVD while I cooked dinner. The stir-fry veggies were great, the marinade for the chicken a tad too salty, but on pasta it was all good. No one else was there, so I put it aside. Norah showed up and we were about to open presents when Scott called because I gave him the wrong address. Whoops! When all five of us were inside and warm, we opened presents. Norah's interesting stash... Norah got me a game, "Word Search", as an alternative to Scrabble. Watch my brain explode! ;) She also brought me a little pencil character and a paratrooper! Mekaela got me a fairy. She's so pretty! Carlie got me a Nightmare Before Christmas kit (

2006
This has been quite a year. Alot to adjust to. New faces. New home. Pretty much a rollercoaster ride. The only constant has been my son. No matter what new faces/ places come our way it's always me and him. He's my one constant. Always looking to dad to play with. He's my best friend. Others have come and gone. Some more special than others... and as the year ends I'm left once again trying to refocus. Myself.. I need to take better care of myself physicaly and mentally. I need to change... look out for myself a bit more. I think it's just a coincidence that its this time of year. Things in my life would have me thinking this way even if it were July. It's just easier to reflect around New Years. Not exactly the way I would like to be feeling for the Holidays. You plan certain things only to find you dont have a lot of control. Just have to roll with it. I guess that's what I take the most from this year. Life isnt easy. You can be madly in love and unbelievably sad at the same t

Poetry((my Best Freind))
You are apart of my life every day. I look to you to light my way. When i am down and need a friend. I know your there till the end. You shed you blood so that i could be saved. Then three days later arrised from your grave. Knowing this i feel not alone. I await you arms to welcome me home. I can"t imagine the pain you endored. But it"s some thing my mind wont ignore. You were there when good or bad. Your the best friend i have ever had. You gave your life and most ask why. So we can join you home in the sky. this poem was published 2 years ago in best poets of 2005-2006 i wrote this poem for my mother who is a sunday school teacher .. she scorned me of my wicked ways but i tried to make her understand its not what i do in life that will get me to hell but what i belive instead

Happy Holiday Weekend!
Strange energy again this weekend. Felt it start building yesterday and tried to ignore it, lol. I've decided I'll just shield extra well and "ride the wave." Would you believe I was a "surfer girl" in my youth!? Never very good at it, but it was fun. Good practice for riding this wave of energy that is building as we speak! Thank you to everyone who has sent me the lovely Holiday greetings! They are all so beautiful! I need to take the time to figure out how to do that. I appreciate all the greetings very much! For those who have asked, yes, my photographer (Stella, lol) and I will be taking more photos soon. I've ordered some belly dancing veils - I'll need them soon anyway. Been thinking they might make for an interesting and sexy pic. We'll see! By the way, any pics that bare very much of me will be for Family Only! Just letting you know that ahead of time, lol! I'm looking forward to what Stella creates for me this time. I think she missed her calling!! Love you, Stella dear

Predatory Homosexuals Continued
Okay so here's the deal. I did the Cherry Blast thing a few days ago. I had seen a few friends pop up on it and thought hey that looks kinda cool. So I went ahead and did a 3-day Cherry Blast...thinkin all these ppl were gonna see muh bald shiney head and wanna check out my profile and possibly network. I've always liked to network...I just think life is like a fingerprint...everyone is unique...so I like to get to know ppl...possibly learn something I didn't know before...and perhaps make genuine friends. At the time I got the blast...I had the name OMG IT'S DICKZILLA...that was mistake numero uno. Little did I know the Zilla would be a keyword to atract predatory gays. If ya knew me a couple years ago when I worked another job you would totally understand the name...it has absolutely nothing to do with the size of my trouser trout, so girls...I'm sorry I'm not the CT John Holmes ya prolly thought I would be...lol. So anyways..that was mistake number 1. The second mistake

Ref To:: I Hate Spammers, And You Just Made The List..
Ok sooooo wtf is up with that.. i try to go and leave some christmas sliders in everyone's comments, score ya some points, but no after 4 only 4 comments left to folks i get this fucking message now.. when did taggin all ya buddies in mass on a saturday morning earn a person the title of "Spammer".. well muther fucking ho ho damn ho.. and that is all i am gonna say about that.. know this.. I TRIED.. been forever since i left a comment anywhere, been too busy and now i am perceived as a spammer??? I DON'T THINK SO.. so here is the friggin christmas card i friggin made.. and I am yet again out of here.. don't care if baby jesus himself tells me sorry.. I do not get this.. besides the place has a different feel all together these days, thought maybe it was just me having the christmas and i am broke blues, but nope.. falsely accused is falsely accused.. see ya ta ta and toodle loo.. have a wonderful christmas and happy new year. maybe see ya round.. love 2 all Kimi | View Show | Cre

Depressed This Xmas
For all of you don't know i losted my father this year to prostate cancer he was 57 and i also lost my grandpa he was 99 i need alot of friends this time so if you can respond to me im trying to stay smiling but it is hard....

Change
Change...shit...it's exciting...yet frightening. And it's a shame how some people, out of fear, seem to cling to this mindset of...embrace the old...screw the new. But as for this lonely poet...I'm ready. Ready to adopt a new philosophy. Ready to change my current direction cuz quite possibly there's nothing for me where it's headed. Ready to take steps along this new road that to my peers...just appears to be dreaded. Ready to pour out my heart and soul creating something better than Keith and if you don't like it...Fuck you...that's right, I said it. I'm ready for my world to revolve around ME.

Poetry((emotions))
Emotions comsume me. My face for the world to see. Happy and sadness included. Filled with emotions make me deluded. Why did god make us this way? Not knowing how to feel each day. my mind seems to wander. But only of life does it ponder. Should i be narrow and straight. Not knowing the outcome of my fate. Should i live or should i die. Would i be welcome home in the sky. Drugs seem to take it away. Till i am sober the next day. Cutting to see myself bleed. Seems to come as a need. Away to stop the hurt inside. Away for me to run and hide. Just when you think you have it together. You flip and change just like the weather. When people get close i push them away from me. The pain and sorrow i shelter them to see. All of the things that are inside. All of the things i try to hide. Life seems so bitter and slow. When you dont know where to go. A life full of nothing but pain. A life of a dead soul with nothing to gain. written by lady of kaos

Alone
ALONE, never involved always stand back SILENT, never a wasted breathe, a better chance of not being hurt or used, WATCH but never an opinion, too chancey keep your distance and it does'nt hurt so much, to be left alone, AGAIN. from a fallen Angel

Deejay Ohh Xxx & More
Woo Hoo! Check out my new video clip store! Deejay Ohh XXX & More Cum Sluts and Jerk-off Girls! Petite or thin LADIES ONLY!I want you in my next video.You get free copy of video and a link back to your site.Contact me via CherryTap only for details!

My First Contest
I am in my first contest...Thanks to Eli, eli's friends please vote vote vote if you can...i will try to come to your site and rate and comment on your site and pic's. I am at 40 now...lol.. i need 2500 votes...

Cassie's Been A Bad Girl
It was a clear, crisp winters' day as I was driving to work. The air smelled fresh and a pristine dusting of snow turned the surrounding landscape into a Winter Wonderland. It was beautiful to behold as the sun glistened off the tree's snowy branches. It was one of those days that make you glad to be alive. As I glanced into my rear view mirror, I saw them!! The tell tale flashing lights of a police car!! Then, I felt it, that sinking feeling deep down inside like your heart is trying to escape through your rectum! I thought to myself, well maybe he's on an emergency call, so I slid my car off to the shoulder and braked, hoping he would pass me by. Fuck!! He's after me, what could I have done?? After I came to a stop, I saw a stern but pretty policeman step out of her patrol car. Well certainly the prettiest one to have ever pulled me over!! As she cautiously approached my window with her hand on her unstrapped weapon, any thoughts other than business quickly

Off To Upstate Ny
the vacation continues, tonight we head upstate to meet my brothers fiances family. 3 hours ina car, but oh well better than flying.(oh and yes autobohm, the mixture was glorious) the best of all things tho is that my brother scored tickets to see Wicked on broadway, if you havent read the book do so. funny ass shit. oh well enough ct off to play.

Fuckin Hilarious
ever noticed...every day of your life somebody lets you down...builds you up then knocks you down...and see that's why i don't show weakness because when you do people exploit it and use it to hurt you...doesn't matter when you barely know em you shrug it off....hurts a little when it's a friend but you deal...but when it's someone that's familia it's like a knife covered in salt straight through your gut....life is as such i guess trust nobody love few and look after your own damn self....spensas!

Last Blog You'll Ever Read From Monica On Ct
I am very deeply sorry to leave CT but I will not be somewhere ..where the people are disrespected by some cracker who holds out a bucket wanting money from people and then treats them like dirt when they contribute to his website . Doesn't he know that just because he made this website it's not him who made this place what it was > it's the people who came here and invited others and so on and so forth .I think some people get a HUGE HEAD when they have POWER . Anyway , I hope the people who are here and was my true friends come and contact me on Myspace . Read my about me section for further details and also you can email me at monicamoore83@yahoo.com . Messenger is monicamoore1983@yahoo.com . Love Ya ! Find me on MySpace and be my friend! Hope you Have A Great Holiday .. I know I will . See You Around The Net...PEACE !!! Monica

Reno
Imade it ...CT won't load on the laptop... I am a good gambler! Shocking! I am using my new blackberry to write this. It is ducking cool! Or fucking. I'm still learning it. Lol anyway. Merry x-mas!! One love ~Maggie

This Was Written In May After My Last Break-up
False promises and realizations Don't you hate it when you learn so much more about the person you were seeing ...after you break up? Or better yet, how you are always the last person to know what is really going on although you suspect it and your closest friends withold it from you? This post re-caps the last year of my life. Without giving personal details. From Aug 05 to Apr 05 I was in a relationship. ( She'll be ..1) We knew each other for a year prior. We had met through an internet dating site of sorts and communicated on and off as friends only for a year. We had become best friends. Never admitting hidden feelings for each other until one fateful day. Soon after we moved in together. Things seemed well other than her inability to give emotion or discuss her feelings. They really took a nose dive when I learnt that my previous ex ( She'll be ..2) was pregnant all along and had just miscarried twins. Confused, hurt, and feeling guilty, I made a few bad decisions. I was

He Never Ceases To Amaze Me....
Sometimes I am astounded at my luck to have found my hunny. I have been through so MANY terrible relationships in my life...being cheated on and abused and left....that having a man that WANTS to stand beside me and doesnt want to cheat on me is such a new and rare thing. When we first met, I actually found myself not being able to get close to him or trust him because I always had this feeling that it would be only a matter of time. Its now almost 7 months since we started seeing each other and we have been through SOOO MUCH that even some long married couples dont go through and if they do some dont make it. He has never once flinched when faced with any of it. He continues to love me even when things are tough or a little scary and for that he is probably the best man that I could have ever hoped to find. He seems to know me more than I know myself sometimes and knows when I need a hug or a laugh and always is there to give it to me. I love you Mike...more than I can EVER hop

Santa Came To My House!!
Sooo, here is my tale...and believe me its all true ;o) I went to shower, just a quick one before bed...i heard the strangest noise on the roof overhead... Could it be that Jolly old man?? Bringing presents thru out the land?? Wrapping my towel around me so tight, i head down the stairs in the dark of the night... And just when i thought i had seen it all...there under my Christmas tree which stands proud and tall were Christmas gifts for One and all! If you dont believe me "Its crazy" you say...i took a picture to end your dismay. I wrote that all by myself!! lol The spirit of Christmas should never be forgotten, and although my oldest no longer "believes" when i see the look in both my childrens eyes tomo morning i know that somehow, somewhere Santa's spirit lives on. Its in the heart of every child and adult alike. So take time to see the joy in the season, just a few minutes...look into the eyes of a child today and let all the stresses in the world fade.

Love
Love is everything, love is everywhere. Hush! now is the time. For it to find you. Love is happiness, love is bliss. Hush! hear, loves song. Love is life, love is energy. Hush! feel, loves gentle touch. Love is beauty, love is art. Hush! see, loves splendour all about. Love is food, love is nectar, Hush! taste, loves bounteous feast. Love is fragrance, love is scent, Hush! smell, loves aromatic path. Love is enchanting, love is ensnaring, Hush! catch loves magic charm. love is something you feed something you nourish as if you dont then it dies away it doesnt grow by it self you have to take care of it

Nsfw Pics...
this is a bulletin i just posted, sinz i know alot of people dont read my bulletins: sorry guyz, but i deleted my NSFW folder last night... way too many were asking to see it. i guess they couldnt read! also, i have a man so please quit asking if u can sleep with me or if i wanna play, etc... kisses to my true friends on here! sarah ~now if u wanna delete me cuz of this, then be my guest. it just shows me who my real friends are and who wuz adding me just to see my pics...

Human Perfection
Human perfection means FREEDOM. And there is no freedom without detachment--detachment from all that is not God. Detachment is NOT a flight from the world, nor a disinclination to creatures, nor a safe non-committalism. It is, rather, a DARING, solicitous, WARM-hearted, UN-selfish LOVE OF EVERYTHING. Detachment does not mean that you love nothing but God; it means that you love ALL IN GOD--the manifold in the ONE. It does not mean that you learn to love creatures less and less,, it means that you learn to love them more and more--but self-LessLy, as part of your VAST, undivided love of God. GOD BLESS ALL GOD'S CREATURES ON THIS DAY! PLEASE; GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!! Brightest Blessings,

Christmas Morning
Well as many of yous know my mom year of the dragon lives in B.C and I live in Ontario. Since I was a little baby I had always had christmas with my mom. When she moved out of town in 2003 our christmas where no longer together. This year since we both have computer my boyfriend said why not web cam with your mom christmas morning so she can see the kids open there gifts. So thats what we did. My poor mom was up at like 5:30am because she three hours behind me. She watched as they opened there gifts. I think that may have just made my moms christmas that much better. My mom means alot to me and the fact that she was able to share christmas morning with her grandkids and me was the best christmas gift that anyone could ever give us. Maybe next year she will be here with us. Wishing everyone and there families a merry christmas and happy new years from my family and me.

Alone For Christmas
THIS YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS SOME WILL HAVE A TEAR SPENDING THE HOLIDAY ALONE BECAUSE FAMILY IS NOT NEAR TRY TO KEEP A SMILE AND KNOW THAT I AM HERE TO SPREAD LOTS OF JOY TO SHARE LOTS OF CHEER YOU ARE A VARY SPECIAL WOMAN AND I'M GLAD THAT WE'RE FRIENDS YOU BRING ME LOTS OF HAPPINESS FOREVER YOURS 'TILL THE END SO HAPPY HOLIDAY'S TO YOU YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE MY POEM WELL YOU CAN "KISS" MY BEHIND ~~ DAN ~~

Merry Christmas!!!
I hope everyone is having a super Christmas. Too bad there is no snow here...Denver, CO sure could of shared a little of there 31", but apparantly they all want to get snowed in together and have one huge party!!! lol!!! Have to run and go celebrate but wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Xmas Daddy
I MISS YOU DEARLY DADDY... AND IT SEEMS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY THAT YOU WERE TELLING ME I SHOULDNT BE SPENDING MONEY ON YOU AND MERRY CHRISTMAS...... THINGS ARENT THE SAME AND WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT KNOWING THAT WE WILL MEET AGAIN IN THE NEXT LIFE TIME IS A BIT OF A COMFORT...... I SO MISS YOUR SHELL AND SITTING AND TALKING WITH YOU..... THE KNOWLEDGE AND STORIES YOU LEFT ME IS AN AMAZING THING.... I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO VISIT YOUR LAST RESTING PLACE... BUT KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART..... THERE IS SOMETHING NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE AWAY.... THE PART OF YOU THAT FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS..... (ORIGINAL SKETCH OF DADDY TAT I HAVE)

No Merry Christmas For Me
I wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, as I, have not had one. My Grandfather died today...and...I'm not sure how to handle it, but I'll be gone for the rest of the week as I am traveling to Ohio to be with family and to attend the funeral. So I wish everyone the best, and please, enjoy the time you get with your loved ones... ~Stina Thanks to everyone for their kindness right now, it means the world to me, you have no idea just how much it means... On top of this I have a lot going in, I'm just praying it all works out somehow... Thank you all...

How Am I In Bed ?!
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God80%A Romantic53%Virgin0%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Razor Blade Kiss(poetry)
RAZOR BLADE KISS SHE GIVES YOU KISSES OF DELIGHT KISSES THAT LEAVE YOU FILLED WITH FRIGHT. WONDERING WHY YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH INTISED WITH HER BLADES KISSING TOUCH A KISS YOU CAN FEEL DEEP IN YOUR VAINS A KISS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT PAIN WHY DO HER KISSES TEND TO HURT YOU YOU"LL NEVER UNDERSTAND EVEN WITH A CLUE A KISS FILLED WITH SOMEHTING SO DEEP WHEN YOUR LIPS TOUCH MAKES YOU WANNA WEEP TAKE A LOOK DEEP IN HER EYES ITS THERE YOU CAN SEE HER CRYS IN HER KISSES SHE RELEASES IT ALL IN HER KISSES SHE MAKES YOU FALL THIS IS MY DEAR FRIEND RAZOR IN MY RHYMES I WANTED TO PRAISE HER TO LET HER KNOW SHE IS MY FRIEND HER BROKEN HEART I HOPE TO MEND................... WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS

Announcement!!!!
Much to the dismay of my parents and several other people, lol, I gifted myself with some piercings tonight! Yes, I am excited and happy, happy, happy!! I now have a nose stud on the left. And I have barbells in both nipples - Yessssss, indeedy!!!!! I highly recommend Brian at Mind Altering Tattoos and Bodypiercing in LaCrosse, Wisconsin, who did the deed for me!! Yeah, I'll give him a plug; he did good! Did it hurt? Hell, yes. So what!! Finally got started on my piercings! Yep, I'm dancing around! Time to get serious, now. My Dad will be having his heart surgery on Friday. The doctor says everything should go just fine. They will try to repair the valve. If that isn't possible, they will replace the valve. That's it for tonight! Time to take some Ibuprofen, I think, lol! Much love and hugs to everyone! Blessings to one and all!

This Is The Type Of Person That Just Makes Me Very Angry!!!
you know... I came to this site and have made a lot of good friends... I did not come here to be insulted... For one, I know that I weigh a few extra pounds, but hey, I don't need to be reminded of it by some idiot that doesn't even have a profile picture up, but has a picture of food!! So, if anyone gets any shouts or messages from this idiot.. block his ass! He will only insult you... trust me, he did it to me and I've never even talked to the jerk. This is the jerk (if the link works) podurtz@ CherryTAP

Mum Fun
So recently I posted a mum entitled NSFCT (Not Safe For CherryTap). this is the original mum hahahahaha the list of things NSFCT: 1 mums begging for ppl to enter or vote in contests 2 mums asking if im hot or not, no one is really making up your mind on that one 3 mums asking age old questions just to stir it up, and in the end have the same ole answer we all knew it was before it was posted , yet again 4 mums used for complaining about other mums (oh shit im busted) Im looking for more things to deem NSFCT now mind you im not looking to censor the mums, just take the stupidity and repeatitiveness out of them...... part of this was resolved by making the past mums available. So suggestions? anything that SHOULD NOT be a mum and reserved for blogs and bulletins.

Plasures
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Submitting to lust. Passion and emotion combined to a rush. A drug without a form. The expression is revealing. You are addicted and you want more. You find a victim. You release it. But it’s still not gone. It’s still there roaming around. A disease without a sound. A curse with a touch of heaven. A gift who gives you pleasure. A fulfilment with no border. A need that is growing older. This is a bliss from god or a burden from the devil’s dust. This is what is given. A dangerous word called lust. She is beauty incarnate, seduction born into flesh Her eyes are piercing daggers of venom lust But it is sweet to the victim’s blood She feeds, a parasitic whore, needing the love offered by a strangers kiss. She is selling herself Placing self worth upon the shelf and delving into a world of delusion. Not all of her profession move with devils in their eyes, But she, she who with a hollow stare could penetr

On My Way Home
it's 5:15 am in new york, flight leaves at 8, lands at 12:30(pacific) home by 4. Honestly the trip is ending on a perfect note another day may have been too much. I'm a little overwhelmed about all the shite that i did. So think good non plane crashy thoughts for me. Oh and watching wicked last night was awe inspiring. I have valuum for the trip home so i shouldnt freak, as long as my plane stays in the sky... Miss chatting with ya all, and will start posting pics after i sleep for a day. One Love Shannon. ps postcards were sent yesterday.

Average Joe Winners
Create Your Glitter Text And the Winners are: #1 Uber Cherry King( The CT Average Joe Winner) with 11,446 #2 Bones with 9329 Votes #3 morphingbutterfly`s man with 7014 votes 1st place will get a Cherry Blast 2nd Place will get a Silver Motorcycle 3rd Place gets a rolex Thanks to all who participated!!! It was a really great contest!!!!

Condoms
Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. Flinstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten million strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but ph balanced for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, it's that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a Rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms: Cause hey -- you never know. Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever. EverReady Condoms: Keeps going and going KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good. Coca Cola Condoms: Always the Real Thing. Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one. And here are my additions to the list... McDonald's Condoms: I'm lovin' it! Starbucks Condoms: There is always a size just perfect for you! Heehee....

About Me!!!
hi i'm cherry,i'm 36 years old,i'm a blonde with green eye's as you can tell.i'm 5"7 and weight i can't tell!!!i have two beatiful daughters one is 21 the other is 13.they grow up to fast.i live here in west texas some where.i'm here for friends and to have a good time.sence i have been here on cherrytap i have not been bord at all.would like to say thank you to the one's that have been keeping me busy.

I Like It Like...
O.K I'm new here..I tried to post this once, hope it works this time. This is for the ladies...when it comes to oral sex...how do "U" like it licked? slow and sensual? Or do you want it sucked like a hoover vacume hooked up to a die hard battery? Neat or sloppy? Man or woman? Dont be shy I want details!

*shrugs*
Like Darth Vader I surprise you with my skills. I knock your ol ass out like a bag of sleeping pills. I got to rip things up like my name was Jack the Ripper. Theres a party at your house cause your mama is a stripper. Slice through the scene like a knife through peanut butter. Get your ears cleaned out motherfucker, I didnt stutter. Ess Double You Double E, eh son? I got this whole thing right down to a T.

I Want My Friends To Know I Take Up For Them !!!
I would like to say I love my friends !!! There has been so many times that i would leave a comment or something for a friend and have some stupid fuck pop up on my shout box talking shit about that person. Well, Fuck them !!! I always take up for ya though. Here is an example of what i'm talking about.I am going to remove names because that wouldn't be right to post them on here. However I will send the original to the person it belongs to. I admit I made a bad comment that was not meant as said. I said this friend was just young and confused. I should have said that this friend was young and going through alot. I am really sorry for what I said. And, I did take a 1 for it. lol But, then again, it's not the first time i took a 1 for standing up for my friends. Love all of you. Mike HER...: wow youre like a real asshole a perfect match for that pycho ME...: ya know like dude not like man fuck HER...: did you call me a dude? ->ME...: dude just fuck off ok HER...: she cant h

Simple Question !!
Her i wanna know what could be a great tatoo a design .. a pics..or something.. with this : ( something ) Sensual Naughty Romantic sexy but that is not too vulgar what i mean is like for exemple my grand mother can see it without been traumatized !! hehe !!! if you have any idea please can you senf me or tell me what it is !! i have a lot of difficulty trying to find one !!! thanks to all ;)

He Went Back In Today
Cystic Fibrosis SUX@ CherryTAP RAY WENT BACK IN THIS EVENING...HE HAS BEEN SICK FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS NOW AND HAS HAD A HARD TIME BREATHING THE PAST FEW NIGHTS SO WHEN HE GOT UP THIS MORNING I MADE HIM CALL HIS DOCTORS AND THEY HAVE ADMITTED HIM. HE HASENT BEEN ON ANY IV ANTIBIOTICS SINCE HE GOT OUT IN NOVEMBER, SO I JUST THINK THAT ITS TIME THAT HE DOES AND HE KNEW IT TO THATS WHY HE CALLED THEM AND SINCE I MADE HIM DO IT SO SOON MAYBE HE WONT BE IN AS LONG THIS TIME I HOPE. I PLANNED ON GOING BACK TO WORK AFTER THE NEW YEAR, SO NOW IS THE TIME FOR HIM TO GO IN...KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS WE DO THINK OF ALL OF YOU...LOVE TO YOU ALL...HERES HIS ROOM NUMBER FOR ANY OF YOU WHO WANT TO CALL AND CHAT WITH HIM IF HES UP FOR IT 843-876-3833 THATS THE DIRECT LINE TO HIS ROOM.

Ok, I Have A Serious Question
Has anyone ever actually seen a billboard being changed? I'm really starting to think that billboard fairies change billboards. I live in Dallas where there are thousands of billboards and they can change from month to month but I have never ever ever seen a single person actually DOING it. So, that's my billboard conspiracy theory. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Hubby Doesn't Shop
Cash, check or charge?" I asked after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I notice a remote control for a television set in her purse. "Do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied. "But my husband refused to come shopping with me, so I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him!"

More Great Times For Me!!
In a couple of hours I'll be meeting my fiancée at the airport, as she will be here for another 20 days! Moreover, since the first phase of our paperwork has now been approved, PERHAPS this will be her last "visit" before she is able to stay in the U.S. permanently! She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** New Years, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 3rd weekend of January I'll once again be spending more time here??

Big Pimpin Gift Giveaway
(well it would appear that my "prices" are too much so I am here to revise and see if anyone will be interested THEN...lol) does it peak your interest NOW? what are your thoughts on a big pimpin gift giveaway? I dont think I want to make it a competition so much as just a show of effort....I am thinking about giving away diamond earings or a rolex for a certain amount of comments received on your pic....what are your thoughts? would you be interested if I held a giveaway like this? This is a tentative list of prizes with comment requirements...what do you think? each comment gets $2 cherry buck and I have made it so my asking amount is just a little less than it would take to do it yourself. 4000 comments = diamond earrings (dwn to 2500) 8000 comments = either ring (dwn to 6000) 10000 comments = rolex (dwn to 8000) 22000 comments = motorcycle (dwn to 18,000) 36000 comments = vacation (dwn to 30,000) 48000 comments = corvette (dwn to 42,00

A '3' Rating?!
Some wannabe art critic has visited my profile and graciously left a "3" rating on one of my photos. I will readily admit that I am not a great, professional, photographer. Some times I get lucky and one of my shots comes out as planned and looks good. Some times i get really super lucky and accidentally take a great photo! Most of the time, my photos are no more than average snapshots. Then, there are those occasions when I take what turns out to be really horrible looking photos. Since coming to CherryTap, I have reluctantly posted some of my photos in hopes that somebody out there might enjoy seeing photos of things that can't be seen just anywhere. Now somebody has come along, selected one of my less than great shots, and gave it a "3!" Whenever I visit somebody's profile, I give a ten rating to everything I have time to look at. That is just the way I am. Now then, people, if you come to my profile, and if you view my photos, and you don't like what you see, and/or

Does It Really Matter
DOES IT MATTER WHO WE REALLY ARE? WERE NOT ASKING FOR PROFILE RATES,NOR BEGGING FOR POINTS!WERE NOT TRYING TO CLIMB ANY RANK ON CHERRY TAP! ALOT KEEP WRITING TO ASK WHO WE ARE AND ASKING WHY NO SALUTE!WELL THAT ONLY WOULD CAUSE MORE DRAMA FOR THE STAFF WHO ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN!THEY HAVE THIER OWN LIVES TOO. ALOT OF THE FAKES AND CHEATS DO IT TO CLIMB IN POINTS AND WE SAY WHY BECAUSE FRIENDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT!AND ALL THE REAL PEOPLE KNOW WHO IS A FAKE AND WHO IS A CHEAT.WE ARE HERE TO HELP CHERRY TAP AND ALL THE MEMBERS.AND IF EVERYONES READ THE SITE RULES AND SUCH THIS PLACE IS COMMUNTITY REGULATED AND THEY ASK US TO KEEP A LOOK OUT TO KEEP IT CLEAN AND LOOK OUT FOR NSFW.ALOT OF US THINK WE SHOULD HAVE TEAMED UP EARLIER.AND TO EVERYONE WHO IS REAL LET ME SAY AGIN..... YOUR AWESOME - The Staff At Fakebusters-

The Muse Of Darkness
Pang & tragedy…the sludge of society; the fang to a vein & a sip of morality. That is what has brought me to this. Deception is the truth of a liar, and a liar’s only truth never spoken is fear. Today is tomorrow, and yesterday even; though time remains ever-constant, it is also a hereditary disease. So what are these words to you? And why do you read them? And better yet…why are you going to reread them? Second thoughts…? Regret, I bet…though one never knows for sure. You may disappear if you wish…and live your secret life without closure to the open-ended heartache you’ve caused. Metaphysically…it’s always cold where you are…I can feel it in my fingertips as I type. In this world of inverted smiles and unfulfilled dreams, you are my queen, and I await my beheading. In this vast emptiness surrounded by flesh, it will be a pleasure - to serve you my death. For I lay awake at night afraid of my dreams; soaked through my sheets in blood-curdling screams.

Liars And Thieves
THEY ARE THE WORST OF PEOPLE.I CAN TOLERATE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.BUT I HATE SOMEONE WHO LIES AND SOME ONE WHO STEALS.THESE TO ME ARE THE WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.IF YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT SOMETHING,THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT BE DOIN IT TO BEGIN WITH.AND IF YOU HAVE TO STEAL SOMETHING,YOU SHOULD WORK FOR IT OR EARN IT.MAKES ME SICK TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN LOOK SOMEONE ELSE IN THE FACE AND LIE TO THEM.AND ITS EVEN WORSE TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN STEAL FROM SOMEONE ELSE.OK IM DONE WITH THIS RANT.HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE NEW YEARS

Listen Up!
OK...For one when I put on my profile that I was on here for fun and friends I didn't mean this cyber sex crap!!!! I have gotten a few friends requests today and have added them but then later asking me to cam and to put it nicely have some fun with them. For one you don't know me so why would you want to? Just so you know if you ask me this I will delete and block you! And another thing if you call me a bitch when I politely tell you that I am not interested..All I got to say to that is thank you as I do wear that title proudly!!

This Is My Way Of Talkin About It..
alright.. some of you know that my father passed away on the 16th.. and alot told me that if i needed to talk or anything just to let them now.. well thats not me at all... im not just goin to do that.. this is my way of talkin.. im not the kind of person that is goin to be all poor me... but when he passed away it really didnt hit me at all.. it didnt seem real at all. this isnt happening.. and now that a lil more time has gone by it is getting harder. im finding the urge to call him and either tell him about something or ask him a question. and then i think about it and i cant. i still havent got the nerve to take his number off my phone. it just really makes me sad that my son will never get to know how cool his grandpa really was.. i know that he will always be lookin down on him. i miss him so much.. ok thats all i have to say for now...

First Instalation
VERBS Throw, Sleep, Blow, Hide, Jump Kiss, Fly, Splunk, Spit, Drink Run, Fuck, Urinate, Act, Inhale Cut, Whisper, Ponder, Rattle, Defenestrate. So we have simple verbs, We have complex verbs. Heck we even have cave jumping throwing people out of windows verbs. Body functions and functioning bodies. But even with al those verbs we’ve seemed to forget how to love, breathe, be and simply live. THE SADDNESS IN HER EYES. The sadness in her eyes led me to want to cry. The fact that I can’t heal it, The fact that I only make it worse kills me. I wish I could heal her mind, give her an emotional baind-aid and take away the hurt. But I can’t because if I want to take the hurt away I have to take away her ability to feel. Her ability to love her ability to live. Nothing can be done about her sadness except be there and not ignore her all that can be done is help her to feel live and love again and forever. THE PAIN OF BEING OUTSIDE The pain of being outside, the

You Changed My World
At times the days seemed so long, I though I’d never make it through, then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I’d throw away the key, until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, you comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don’t realize what you have and what you’ve done for me, but the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You’ve given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It’s as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, because the CARZY thing about it is, I’ve loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; to the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You’ve opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, you’ve changed my world with magic and the kind

The Light Shines
Its a new day and a new light.. I must have slept maybe no more the two to three hours last night.. Waking up to a new day and a new light.. The light is back in my eyes and the heart is closed back to stone.. What a roller coaster that was to rise and fall like the light day.. To be happy to see another star shine so bright.. God has blessed me in so many ways.. Today I say New Beginings are near and the hell with this year.. The past is the past and the future is yet to come.. Who know what that might lead.. But hey don't you all feel me on that one.. May the new year bring more joy to my life as this one has been a struggle that almost consumed my life.. But now I open knew doors and see things in a different light that shines so bright.. Thank god for friends and loved ones.. Thank god for stupidity and ignorance for all of these things I have encountered which made me stronger.. May you all be blessed in the new year and protect your heart from those that try to

Fixin' A Whole
ok, if you don't already know, I have worked with heroin addicts internationally for about 6 years now. A new non-profit group was set up near me, and I offered. This is a few years old, but since I sent it to them, you can read it too:) I recently read where a philosopher had stated that Anything is Everything. This would make sense in the world of addiction. If you can eat a piece of bread and be ingesting sunshine, because it rays nourish the grains that are grown to make the bread, heroin could certainly be seen as the earth and sky. You can justify that if the opium plant is grown in the dirt, and the dirt is part of the planet which was created in heaven, then shooting dope is just like firing a bit of God into your veins. Before to long, the gentle spring shower that was once your reason for using heroin has become a tsunami and you are trying to survive the storm hanging onto a raft, which you are constantly sticking needles into. Your life has become a series of horrific

Friendship And Love
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything...
Dreams are those things that help us to continue through the rough times and the hope that things could be better. Some times they are just so out there but you still hold on to it for some reason. Everyone needs that dream because with out it we will never change and never have any hope for things to get better. When is a dream to far into the stars to far out there? How do you know if your dream will never come true, does it matter really as long as you have the dream? Reality, the reality of everything is you are where u are and life simply suxxors at times and no one believes you. You do everything you can to prove yourself but yet they still think your coming up short. The reality is that dreams are just that sometimes I guess and if you want to make it come true you have to work at it. But sometimes it takes more than one person to work at it, sometimes you need someone there standing behind you to help you. Leaving, I guess what I mean by this is simple. I dream to

Recruiting
So i have been out here on recruiting duty for a little over a year. There are levels of recruiting and if you look at the pics of me in my dress blues you can see that the badge i wear on my left breast pocket is gold. When i started over a year ago that badge was silver. I had to earn 3 gold stars, one was 300 points the next was 600, the third was 900 and the gold badge itself was 1200 points, then i had to earn all three saphire stars one was 1500 points the 2nd 1800 points the 3rd 2100points, I have since earns my 3rd sapphire star and am working on my recruiting ring which is 1200 points. i am all of 15 points into and now, im getting promoted to staff sergeant on the 1st of january, so all in all it has been a great year military wise!

Why?
Why is it that everytime you meet someone for the first they feel they have to act all fake? I am tempted to just go in next time and look the person in the eye then just say hi and bye. Then leave to see if they bother calling back. LMAO. At least I would then know if they have a sense of humor. It just seems that no one ever just wants to be themselves anymore. Oh well, at least I get to laugh at their issues.

My Unintended Experiment
So, I have posted my third three day blast. What can I say...I like paying for friends. :) I have just had my hair done and I went from being very blonde (which is me normally) to a medium brown. My blast has had 12,000 views and 1 friend request, since this morning. The last two times I would have had 40-50 by now at least. But my main pic at the time was also the "blonde bombshell look". I just changed my main pic back to a blonde one. I'm going to see how many requests I get in the next 5 hours or so. People are totally shallow. And I'm going to prove it. :o)

Popping My Blog Cherry
Dear Melody™.... You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Cum One, Cum All, Check Out These Cherries
Hey could you all show some love to my friends. They are awesome. Go rate their profiles, friend them, fan them, rate their pics, stashes and blogs. First off my fiancee Onyx Illuzion of Xxxtasy Onyx illuzion of Xxxtasy@ CherryTAP Now I want to introduced to some of my amazing and wonderful friends. rainbow_kisses@ CherryTAP suzy@ CherryTAP psychowolf@ CherryTAP UBER CHERRY QUEEN@ CherryTAP sexxymomma@ CherryTAP Margo@ CherryTAP Crystal Pallace is going back to bed..have a terrible miagraine!!!!@ CherryTAP sexithing!@ CherryTAP *SexyPanda*@ CherryTAP Kitten D'Light

American
Well went to the mall today. What a Fucking disgrace. I know that many people have said this before, but Jesus Freaking Christ We are the fattest pieces of shit on this planet!!!!!! And I noticed another thing, BOOTS. Have you seen these things? Heehaw boots are bad enough but these things are awful. They look like boot Moccasins with that fury shit on the top, I am telling you man this is the worst fashion statement since that brown lip outliner shit women used too wear remember that shit made every woman’s lips look like an asshole….. What the Fuck is wrong with us? Someone please explain. Really that’s not a rhetorical question I want some fucking feedback. THAT IS ALL THE STERN

Rude People
It is amazing how I always check the new members and give everyone I have time for good ratings yet they do not bother to repay the act once they get too. Let alone how many times I give good ratings to a crap load of pics and they stop my page and then do not even return that favor. Some people on here are just asses. Just so everyone knows. I am pretty much just talking about those not on my friends list. You on my list are great people that I enjoy associating with.

Masturbate...
masturbate... he loves to watch her masturbate sigh and moan and penetrate movements of absurd poetry something done only for me by she i see her body twist and heave frustration fights to be relieved one hand moved up to her chest toying, tugging, at her breast moistened finger is replaced body moving now in haste mumbled mouthings have increased growling groaning the ultimate release her single probe becoming two pleasure now begins anew climax reached though passion lingers she kindly offers you her fingers...

Ugly
Does it annoy anyone else when they have tons of pictures of them selfs and in every caption under the image they say things like "eww" "vommit" "I'm ugly" if you REALLY thought you were that ugly... and showed it in the picture... why would you post it over and over? I mean... I don't think I look great. But Jesus. When they post pictures and then caption is saying they are gross they are just going for attention. Arg. I'm in a bad mood. That might be why I am writing this. But it annoys the life out of me. If you think you look bad in the picture either don't post it or shut the fuck up about it. Yarrr

Just A Taste Is Never Enough
A cold hand guiding me into the night I can't seem to fight as he pierces right thorough my soul as he shows me what it's like No pain No fear I can feel his cold body embrace my every move as i listen to the silence of a heart that is not there I open my eyes and see the moon reflecting myself in his eyes I don't make a sound as I feel the sweet embrace of the holes he is tearing in my neck As the moons brightness fades from his eyes Darkness starts to overcome my being as i taste the sweet nectar of eternal life my reflection fades away from his eyes and so does the pain

Lost Souls (sonnet)
Two lost souls sat all alone and they wept They had known nothing of passion or love Untill the day they both crossed paths and met That day both found the one they had dreamt of Heaven was found within each kiss they gave In each others embrace they felt secure Through everlasting love they had been saved This romance was destiny that was sure They spent their time side by side, hand in hand Never again knowing darkness nor cold The two were not just lovers, but best friends Through the days of youth untill they grew old Throughout all the years they stayed together Eternal, some loves can last forever Inspired by and dedicated to Anna, my love and my Lost Soul :D

Try This It's Awesome!!
Do you have an acrobatic mind? fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae na arocbitac mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 % plepoe can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervti sy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

Happy Newyears Hehe
Ok, mom got a letter saying they compltely cut her aid off cause im still here lol. Im changing the address, or leaving, so if i stoped getting online all together just to warn ya, it would be that cause i dont have my own computer if i leave ya know. But this weeks been pretty crazy, Been all wild and drinking and playing pool alot. Our final newyears stuff hasnt come up yet, when we're suposed to be drinkin pretty hard or whatever, i dunno, not been feelin to hot so no drinking for me me thinks but still wooo, Things are dandy hehe

A Lil Bit About Amanda
In case you were wondering here is a lil to get to know me better. *wink* Do you like it rough or sensual? I like it both ways, it depends on the mood and who i am with Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? I need cock, but have experimented with both How often do you like to have sex? Are you busy right now? Is sex a top priority for you? No, my kids are...but when im having sex making it good is a priority Do you have sex face to face with your partner? I love to watch my guys facial expressions, especially when they cum How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? Never, too many cooties out there. Getting wild and crazy with ppl i know...well thats different How do you feel about one night stands? Only ever had one, im more a lets do this again kinda girl or they always come back for more How many one night stands have you had? See above What's your favorite position? Doggy

Grrrrrrrrrrr....
After the woman gave birth to a baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside. "I have something I must tell you about your baby." "What's wrong?" the alarmed mother asked. "Your baby is a hermaphrodite." "What's that?" "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my God!" the woman exclaimed. "You mean he has a penis and a brain?" __________________________________________________

Nsfw Photos Is Not A Show!!
Im getting tired now, i dont understand why some people invite me as friend or ask to me if she can see the NSFW folder, then i accept as friend.. and u see the bull***t! comes to have a look and leave without to say thanks or to rate or leaving a comment!!! doesnt metter how u are going to rate it!! if u like it leave a 10 if u dont leave 1!! What they think? think like this kind of picts have not to be rated or commented cause dont deserve that? if this is the reason have not clue to ask to see it!!! NSFW picts i think are something of very personal and the first thing to do when someone let u go in is to say thank you. Please tell me if im wrong or not!! And im sorry for my english i know is very bad. Lots kisses for all of u.... Luigi

Do You Love Plus Size Women
Roaring fireplace, dim lights, warm oil massages, soft music playing in the background. now thats romantic. i am looking for the same so if you love plus size sexy women then contact me and let me know how you would romance me.

Friendship
I THOUGHT A FRIENDSHIP WE DID START, I THOUGHT THIS FRIENDSHIP WAS FROM THE HEART, YOU SAID TO CALL DAY OR NIGHT, THIS FRIENDSHIP FELT SO RIGHT, THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU WHERE NOT THERE, ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU DID'NT CARE, TELL ME WHY YOU WALKED AWAY TELL ME WHY YOU DID'NT STAY. WAS IT ME, WAS IT YOU, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE, SO TELL ME PLEASE, WHAT DID I DO, OR I'LL ALWAY WONDER WHAT I DID TO YOU, YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANT THE WORLD TO ME, BUT I'LL LET YOU GO, I'LL LET YOU BE. WRITTEN BY AN ANGEL

Wild About You!
WILD ABOUT YOU! In those same circles, I run all the time. I feel just as giddy, As when drinking fine wine. My thoughts keep on flooding With pictures of you, And were you here now, The things we would do! I babble your name. I call you out loud, At the end of the rainbow, Or while up in the clouds. While looking at stars Or the heavens above. When thinking of you, I am conscious of love. The song in my heart, And on my lips is for you. And it¹s only because I am wild about you!

Its Simple
It was a simple white envelope, I filled it to it’s brim, With my soft kisses, And intense emotions from within; I sealed the envelope, With a smooching touch, And would you believe? The envelope blushed! It became a red envelope, Filled with passion for all to see, A red envelope, Bursting with romance and high intensity; A red envelope, Overflowing with hot desire, Filled with the kind of heat, When the body feels on fire; A red envelope, Abounding with intimate glee, When the joys of pleasure, Are so expressively set free; A red envelope, Stuffed with a cuddled grasp, When you both lay entwined in solitude, Nothing spoken - nothing asked; A red envelope, With such sheer innocence to bare, If you should receive this envelope, Please handle it with care...

My Poor Kittie
got attacked by a tom cat cause he doesnt realize that the other cats out there pick on small cats and hes really little, the other cats took a chunk out of the skin between his ear and head, its horrible, they also laid into his leg and im helpless here my bitch ass x boss fired me because of something that happened when i was a 3 month old baby which obviously i had no part in and this town has no jobs, now my kittie is hurt and i cant take him to the vet fucking shit whats next

Love
Love is just a word until someone comes along & gives it true meaning. You can tell that special someone in your life that you love them but actions speak louder then words. So if you have that special someone don't just tell them that you love them show them. It is the little things that you do for that special person that mean the most. Love is a feeling & an emotion that can feel wonderful. It is not a feeling or an a emotion that should be toyed with or taken for granted. You can truly break someones heart if you tell someone that you love them & you don't really mean it. So make sure when you do tell that special preson that you love them that you truely mean it. If you don't love them let them go so that they can find the person that will love them unconditionally.

Can We Say Busted???
This is why I don't trust people on the internet....here a conversation with a guy I've been talking to about 3 weeks maybe not that long I just had ten minutes ago.... here are comments he's leaving another girl on her myspace..... hmmm do you guys think I should tell the other girl??

Lol Can We Say Dumbass...
Continued from earlier....Yeah lmao so lame...I love this blog... And on a better note I just wanna wish all my real friends on here a Happy New Year, you guys are awesome, I really do love you all....and the rest of you well, take a guess....

Bwahahaha!
Tis the new year (almost), and my resolution is to unfriend everyone who posts those stupid "The Sky Is Falling!"-type bulletins. Cops on CT! This Girl is Underage! This is a FAKER! Yeah, well, get the hell off my list. I have 29384723947293874 friends... it isn't like I talk to all these people. So, fair warning to those who DO want to stay on my list: avoid the idiot reposting. Thanks. :) P.S. if you also post about a contest more than four times a day, you're gone. It's so annoying.

Be Safe And Happy!
I'm sorry I dont have time to stop by everyones pages...Its been an interesting and long few days! Graphics provided by HitupMyspace.com OOPS!! I MEAN: Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Sexy Cherry Contest
This is the first contest I've been entered in since I've joined Cherry Tap. I wonder how I'll do? http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=343368&albumid=161808 Please look around and vote for whom you choose!

Happy New Year
Happy New Year Comment Graphics Happy New Year Comment Graphics sorry all i havent been on. i have been busy with work, the holidays and trying to find a house to buy of our own. its been crazy around here. once the holidays are over i will be here more. yuk i work tonite and tomm. nite. it sucks. my fiance has off. which sucks even bigger. but happy new year to all of you. be safe and god bless.

Profile Visitors
Up until now, I have done my best to visit the profiles of everybody CT says has visited mine, and I have left a comment on nearly all of them. And, I have given every single one of them a ten rating. However, not more than about two thirds of the people who have visited my profile to date have bothered to give me any ratings, or comments. So, for the last twenty-four hours, I have been thinking about that. I am now seriously considering not giving anybody who can't be bothered to rate anything of mine so much as a one rating. Why should I take the time and trouble to go to somebody's profile, rate it, and leave a comment. A rating and one comment are worth what, five points total? It isn't worth the time and trouble. I can accumulate points faster by going to profiles and rating photos, than I can taking the time to help others accumulate points who aren't willing to do the same. Maybe some people don't think my profile is worth rating, and that is fine. But, if somebody

Happy New Year!!!
I just wanted to say happy new year to the best friends a girl could have and also to the people that I dont YET have as a friend but can only look forward to knowing. I also want to thanks babyj and the bouncers for making this one of the best places to hang out and make friends. Much love to you all and may your new year bring you all the happiness you hope for!

Talented Tongue Wrote These To Me.........wonder If His Wife To Be Princess Punkas Knows
Thu, 14 Dec 2006 12:02:06 -0800 (PST) From: "fred cox" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert Yahoo! DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by yahoo.com. Learn more Subject: for the 2 of us To: beerchic2000@yahoo.com when i arrive in town, ill get a room for the 2 of us. i'll get showered, and cleaned up from my flight. we'll go out for dinner around 5, or 6 that evening. after that we'll go for drinks, and a little dancing, slow dancing of course, gives me a reason to hold u close to me. after a couple hours of romance we'll head back to room. i'll have a pair of silk shorts on, and u a silk nighty. after we slip under the covers, we'll kiss with extreme passion. as we kiss, i'll carress ur soft breast, then i'll lower my hand to feel ur wetness as i suckle on ur nipples. then i'll move lower only to taste ur sweet nector flowing from ur body. as i caress ur clit with my wet tongue. i'll take u in my mouth so i can play with ur clit. i'll taste every drop

New Years Blog
Happy new years! For what I wish to accomplish this year is... Move the fuck away where nobody knows that I am lol! I cant wait till all this bs in my life is over! Im just glad I have this place to keep me entertaind (Cause at this point I have to be out for myself) And kept busy For I am a guy and we dont think well! So I wish to just forget about shit and move along till the situation is over! I dont understand why we can't all get along in this world! We dont have a choice but to live in the same place! Is that not good enough? We are told freedom of religion n free speech but trust me I test the fabric of that and it dont stretch very far! You bitch to the government and they will have u removed by security! You protest and they will finger point till u show anarchy and they can hose and beat u down! Not to mention all the stuff were forced to do like (make money for bombs and get told a set of rules even though It's native land) In canada we can give quebec a nati

My Wish To My Friends
Since I cannot comment to each and every one of you.... I keep getting the spam error..... This goes out to all my friends on CT... I hope 2007 brings you a year of health and happiness!! Much love to you all!! _______0__o_o__o_0_0_o_o__0 ______0___o__o__o0_0__o_o__0 _____0___o__o_o__0_0__o___o__0 ____0_o___o___o__0_0___o___o__0 ____00o0000o00o0o0_0o00o00oo0oo0 ___000o0o00000o000_000o00o0o000o0 ___00000o000o000o0_000o000o00000o0 ___0o00oo00o0o00o0__0000o0o0o00000 ___0o0o00000o00o0___000o0o0o0o0o00 ____0o0o0000o0o0_____0000o00o00o0 _____0000o0000________ 00o000o000 ______0000000___________0000000 ________00______ happy_______00 _______00_______ 2007________00 ______00_____________________ 00 _____00________much love_______00 ____00_________Harleygal________00 _000000_________=^-^=__________000000 New Years Are a Chance for a Beginning

What Would You Do?
What would you do if someone offer you a whole new life? What if that person was willing to do anything to make you have that new life that she/he would offer you. Would you take it, knowing without a doubt that she/he could do just what they say.Would you take it, even if you know the cost for it was nothing but loseing ,pain,hurt,saddness, lonelyness,self doubt,everthing eles bad in your life. Would you take it,even if you knew without a doubt that would be the scaryess thing you ever did. All my life from the time I was 3 ,these thing are all that i've every knowen. I have never knowen what it's like to be happy,to be ok with myself. So these things are all I know, their what makes me the first person everyone turns to when face with these things,because people have said that they need a person like me to guide them throught the bad. So I ask you if you could have a new life at the costof loseing yourself even if yourself is nothing but dark,would you take it?

Sitting Here Drunk In Tears
IT SEEMS AS IF EVERY TIME I PUT MY HEART OUT ON THE LINE I GET HURT. LOSING A HUSBAND OF FIVE YEARS AND SOMEONE ELSE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME AND KNOWS ME BETTER THEN THE BACK OF MY HAND ALL I HAVE LOOKED FOR IS AN ESCAPE FOR MY PAIN. I SEEM TO FALL FOR LOSERS AND ITS LIKE I HAVE A STICKY POST IT ON MY HEAD THAT SAY HEY IM A LOSER MAGNET PAY ATTENTION TO ME. I'M TIRED OF DEALING WITH THE DRAMA I JUST WANT AN ESCAPE OUT AND A WAY TO MAKE THE PAIN GO WAY. I HAVE THIS HATERED FOR A MAN THAT HAS DONE NOTHING WORNG AND HAVE LOOKED FOR REASONS TO CHASE HIM OFF CAUSE I LIVE WITH REGERTS EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. I DONT WANNA LIVE WITH THE HATRED ANYMORE BUT CANT SEEM TO LET IT GO

What R Friends?
they expect u to rate and comment on them read everything they post vote for them in contests. ask the to do u a favor forget it well it's a load of crap. i post a bulletin doesn't even get read not once well u know (and most of u one way sobs don't care) i am watching foe the fake friends and ur gone u know who u are if u did'nt want to talk to me or have any other contact than me rating u so u can get points kiss my ass good bye. and to any new so called friends i will no longer be rating all ur pix right away i gonna weed u out up front. maybe u think i am a whiner but i don't care i came her to make friends who actually want to talk learn about each other have fun bullshit back and forth to u one way rating whores sure i look at ur nudes them cut u loose i am a perv like every other male on the planet but don't expect me to rate all ur pix ain't happenin to my real friends i love u guys

Is Everyone Recovering?
Hope everyone is recovering from their New Year's Eve celebrating! Drink lots of fluids, nonalcoholic fluids, and you'll recover faster, lol. My sister Carol is off on her flight to Hawaii. Her great adventure begins! I'm so excited and pleased for her. I'll be in and out of CT today! Got some reading and research to do online. Have a wonderful first day of the new year! Much love and hugs! Blessings, one and all!!

The Blog Says It All......almost
I am so sick and completely creeped out by all of the old ass mother fuckers in their 30s and 40s and that random 50 something year old trying to fucking hit on me. They`re all like hey baby hmmmmmm you`re so cute. Then there`s the oh I`ll catch you. Mother fucker you don`t even know what the fuck my name is about obviously and I have no reason to fucking explain it to your ass as it is because the one person I made it about knows what it`s about. Old ass bastards, don`t call me your baby or your honey because I`m not a baby for one and I`m not as sweet as you think. I don`t have nudes for you to see, nor would I want you to see them so in return I get what? Old saggy balls, oh wow woo fucking hoo. Let me tell you how turned on that makes me! Fuck you, maybe if you weren`t such pigs you wouldn`t be resorting to looking for younger women on here. Why am I here? Friends! Go back to the circle jerk in which you strayed from! I love matties!

Blast Me Or Not!
Ok, I have entered into a contest somehow and here is you chance to blast the hell out of me so give me your best shot if you can....hehehe CLICK THE PICTURE YOU SEXY THANG YOU...HEHEH Oh, it feels so good to be so bad! TomTom

You're So Vain..i Bet You Think This Blog Is About You....
First and Foremost Happy New Years and love to all my CT friends...since i was referred here ya'll have been very sweet to me..thank you :) 2006 was..well just a crazy ass year, for lack of a better term heh. Started out in drama and is seemingly ending up the same on a few levels..and well..frankly i've had enough. From moving into my first dream house only to find out it's being sold out from under us by the landlord who's wedding i attended...spending the summer dealing with real estate agents and blah blah...car repoed..sickness and deaths..family bullshit..and well just personal drama in general. AND now i'm down bitching.. point of this blog is..well it's more a personal rant for myself..if you've made it this far i'm flattered..I'm tired of the drama..i'm tired of the internet drama. For the most part my experiences on the internet have been very rewarding. I've met some amazing people over the years..including my best girl friend and my fiance. For some reason thou

Life Before Trudy
Before we met I had been through failed relationship after failed relationship. It started when I met the boys mother and we had my oldest son Corey(can't believe that boy will be 20 in August of 07). WE had two boys together then she ran off and left me to raise them alone. That was my first marriage, I was young and stupid,don't regret the boys a bit though. I tried marriage a few years later and the day she told my youngest she hated him I walked out. Three and a half months on that second attempt. I was going through my second divorce when we moved from Slidell, Louisiana to here. Here would be Fort Worth,Texas. I remained a single dad till Sept. of 04. I tried my third disaster of a marriage and again found someone who was abusive to my youngest boy. After a few attempts to fix all that was wrong I finally tossed her out on her ear. I am awaiting final papers right now, I am just thankful I kept my heart open to the possiblity that there was a REAL woman out there. I m

What Are Lengends Made Of?
Some of you may know about my hater and what shit she is trying to pull. If you know that much you know that I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS! so anyway...I thought that I would try to appeal to everyones sense of humanity and decency and see if you would mind stopping by and fanning me and rating my page...I will be sure to return the favor and if I DONT...feel free to hound the hell out of me til I do. LOL Just seems wrong to have certain people composed of nothing but garbage in the legends. please help me prove that THAT is NOT what CT is about....that lying and disrespect is NOT what its about. if you would like to see the hatred that was spewed at me that I speak of...feel free to check out my comments on my page...you cant miss it!

Let's See Who Will Read This And Repost It Today....please Pray For Her! (repost)
Would you guys please keep my best friend in your prayers? She is more like a sister then a friend to me, so as you can expect I am taking this very hard. She is only 28 years old, she has 3 little ones. She informed me last night that she may have a brain tumor...cancer.I hear that the power of prayer is a wonderous thing... so maybe if this gets passed around enough...her tests will come back good. Thanks to all.

To All Mothers Daughters Sisters Etc
Ok, First off I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday and New Year. I don't know how to sugarcoat this so I won't. On Thursday December 21st my cousin Jacklyn died of Breast Cancer, she was 36. Her and I were'nt especially close so I had no idea until I was told the day before Xmas. My mother told me she was sick for a while but never bothered to get herself checked out. By the time she did get herself checked out it was too late. the cancer had spread over most of her body. Why am I wasting your time with this? Simple She was a daughter a mother a sister a friend and someone who passed way before her time. Look I know I don't know most of you and proably never will But PLEASE get yourselves checked out. Don't do it for me. Do it for those that matter to you do it for yourselves your parents your children your friends. Do it for those ppl that will remember you Long after you Leave the world of CT and those who will mourn you long after you're gone. I'm just a name and a few pictures

Morning Of The 4th Day
This morning is the beginning of the 4th day without smoking a cigarette. I haven't really had to fight the cravings much at all. Being sick really makes me not want to smoke! Today is the first day back in our usual routine. Kids to school, me to work. Smoking was part of that routine. I always smoked right before getting into the car and going to work. I smoked in the car on the way to work when the kids were not with me. I got in the car this morning, and yes the thought of a cigarette did cross my mind. I have saved almost $20 so far. To me, that's the best part! I guess we will have to wait and see what happends when I am feeling better.I know the day will come when I will have to fight a craving. For now, I relish in the fact that I am a non smoker!!

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Popping Off At The Jaw
Death touch, husking rotten lust Blue flesh fuck, cold tongues Severed in two, oozing green goo Stroked by the maggots crawling through Putrid Fingernails get caught, fall off Flaking fingertips maul with fright Might Skin hangs lose In some places, pulled tight This was why I got up out of my grave Howl at the moon and perpetuate A zombiotic gene strain Diseased stain Bony fingers twitch, a hip bone cracks The fuck becomes a fist, as organs detach In the open mouthed kiss the worms are passed The taste in the air is dead wrath Earth cracks, wide open Coagulated ejaculation Pre-festered rejuvenation Flowing through embalming fluids

Never Thought It Would Happen.....
But I am now ENGAGED!!!!!!! The love of my life got down on one knee in front of a dancefloor/bar full of people on NYE and proposed!!! It was the most romantic thing I could think of and I love him to death!! Just wanted to share the happy news with everyone! The lucky guy is ScionTim on here.

Single....
Once again.... I'm single... The fucker cheated on me.... I hate being single with a passion..... I've been single for bout a week.... Why cant I find a respectfull,nice guy, that nows how to treat me??? Guess I never will..... It will always just be a dream.....

Poem
I'm cold today,down inside. My heart looks for a place to hide. Alone and scared it looks so small,cowering there against the wall. Once again it tryed to trust and once again it turned to dust. Stupid heart will never learn. It takes so little to make it burn. Its open and warm and will take you in, only to be trashed again. So i'm cold today, down inside, because i think my heart has died........

Since When ????
...By the way, since when did being a Pimp become cool ??? A man who lets his woman, or any woman for that matter, sleep with just any old dirtbag, and makes money from it, because she thinks he loves her, or beats her ass, is a f**king low life scumbag, no matter how you slice it!

Continuing Education
Rebecca stood before her Creative Writing students, ignoring their sullen stares. The period had been scheduled to end nearly fifteen minutes ago, and the class had hoped that since this was the final session they would be dismissed early. But Rebecca had remained true to form. She had held them late every week thus far, and tonight was no exception. Rebecca had not softened her tongue during this final lecture. She browbeat the students, haranguing them for their lack of talent and their inability to absorb her instructions. She reminded them, for what seemed to be the millionth time, that they would never be writers. She seemed to take a perverse glee in informing them that they would never be published in any format more demanding than a church bulletin or newsletter. Finally, Rebecca sighed heavily. “Well, since you’ve proven to me that you didn’t listen to anything I’ve had to say prior to tonight, I can’t very well expect you’ll pay attention now. You are dismisse

All My Real Friends
to all who consider me a friend and not some bodey to make your page jump some points i have been here sins erly dec. and tryied to make friends on here. but it seems no bodey has time to even just talk. i have tried saying hi and hows pepoles days are ya i know i cant spell well but i try. so starting today if you dont want me to talk to you or you are to stuck up to talk to me please take me off your list and send me some thing saying that you did and i will take you off my list all of you have a grate day and be honest it wont bother me any way at all. and if i hert any bodey i honasley did not mean to. i apolagise if i did and thats why you wont talk to me.

Love And Hot Feelings Mmmmm
This feel of your hand in mine The sound of your voice The gentle caresses Playful hugs and kisses Your mouth on mine As you find my most tender areas Sending electricity through me As only you know how to do The amazement at our excitement The lust in your eyes That is meant for The afterglow of it all The feel of your arms around me The sound of your breathless voice The satisfied caresses The caring hugs and kisses All the things I miss about you. A Romantic Night A thousand candles all around me Lighting up the night A romantic evening Love in the light A dozen red rose pedals On a king size bed A lady and a gentlemen Lying head to head Kissing each other As some soft music plays But on this beautiful night There's more romantic ways A romantic dinner Under the moonlight The lady and the gentlemen Lay a kiss that's so bright Then they say bye-bye Losing each other’s sight A romantic evening A romantic night. you are EVERYTHING. The air that I breathe, the blood in my veins, the

Welkum To My Sightmare
Just walkin' along Enjoying the rainshine Spendin' most of My prime Doin' nuthin' at all Some day You may look Back and say You could have Done sumthin' Instead of Nuthin' at all We take this Life for granted We are only On this planet For one day For a lifetime Sleepin' thru the Angry mist I think about the Times we missed And then you End up readin' 'Bout me Doin nuthin' At all

Dog Food
A woman behind me asked if I had a dog? (DUH!) On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting The Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an Irish Setter's butt and a car hit us both. I thought the guy behind her was going to have a heart attack, he was laug

Movie Siren
A celluloid dream on the silver screen Holding my attention with all that is seen Forcing me to acknowledge her heart Playing to my soul the greatest part Pulling me in with a glance and a smile Standing out from all others in her own style Deep sultry eyes that convey feelings so deep Into my soul this vision does leap She holds me and I stand transfixed in time A rapture that thrills and feels so sublime Desire to feel more as time does pass Need to be filled more as I watch the lass Knowing that too short our time will be I will just have to watch again this vision I see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Year In Review
2006: [ ] Sucked for me [ ] Was awesome! [x] Was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- In 2006 I... [ ] Dumped someone [ ] Was dumped by someone [X] Dyed my hair [ ] Failed a class [X] Fell in love {shhhh!} [ ] Had love at first sight [ ] Had more than one boyfriend/ girlfriend [ ] Snuck out of my house [X] Stayed up all night [X] Cried because I missed someone [ ] Had detention(s) [ ] Missed curfew [ ] Kissed someone who I regret kissing [ ] Made honor roll [ ] Didn't make honor roll [X] Danced crazily with my friends all night [X] Gained confidence [X] Lost a friend(s) [X] Gained new friends [X] Changed my look -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- In 2007 I want to... [ ] Be more outgoing [ ] Get better grades [ ] Care less about how I look [X]Care more about how I look [ ] Be crazier [ ] Get a new bf/ gf [X] Stay with the bf/ gf I have right now [ ] Keep my resolution [ ]To be more o

Difficult
Something is happening to me lately, and I would like to inform you about this... It's an issue that's hard to talk about. Many of you don't even dare to use the word, I bet, and when you would go to a convention about this topic, it can happen that the speaker brings up a lot of material that in a vague way has something to do with this matter, but he doesn't really get to the point in the end. This is all I wanted to say about it for now...

Impeachment Anyone ?
Impeachment anyone? Activists on the Left Applying Pressure to Democratic Leaders Liberals Seek Bolder Approach to War, Spying By Jonathan Weisman Washington Post Staff Writer Wednesday, January 3, 2007; A03 Democratic leaders set to take control of Congress tomorrow are facing mounting pressure from liberal activists to chart a more confrontational course on Iraq and the issues of human rights and civil liberties, with some even calling for the impeachment of President Bush. The carefully calibrated legislative blitz that Democrats have devised for the first 100 hours of power has left some activists worried the passion that swept the party to power in November is already dissipating. A cluster of protesters will greet the new congressional leaders at the Capitol tomorrow. They will not be disgruntled conservatives wary of Democratic control, but liberals demanding a ban on torture, an end to warrantless domestic spying and a restoration of curbed civil liberties. The

What Type Of Sex Do You Prefer
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Foreplay
Ok so why do most guys not know what this is. Kiss a guy a couple of times and hes ready for you to give him a blowjob? No prior touching, no licking of the nipples, no rubbing of the pussy through the pants...just 2-3 small kisses and hes ready for you to be on your knees? Doesnt make any sense to me at all! Do most guys not have any self control?

No Good-byes
How do I say good-bye, to a friend such as you. You left before I could say anything, even before anyone even knew. I feel I don't have to say it tho, cause you live forever in my heart. I know your in a better place, even though we will forever be apart. You may physically be gone, but you live threw those you touched such as me, I will miss you more than words can say, and everywhere I look it will be your face i see. I will always carry you with me, and remember how soft you lips were wehen you kissed. You were a truely great person, and forever you will be missed. In loving Memory of Thomas Schexnider. R.I.P. LaKesha L Meaux Copyright ©2007 LaKesha L Meaux

My Willow Tree Is Reborn
The first new day of the year, I get a call, from my home town. So early in the morn, what could it be? I knew I was about to see. Cassy, my friend, you will not believe. I drove by the old road you know so well. I decided to walk for a spell. As I neared your old plot of land. I saw something, brushing away snow with my hand. Just then a lady so appeared, a smile on her face. She said I know why you are here! Softly, she began to sing this song. Cassy, I knew it, I felt it this morn. You my dear have been reborn. I knew something was wrong, now all is divine. I walked out this morn and what did I see? A lovely Weeping Willow Tree. I looked to the sky, there up above Flew two beautiful white doves. I heard his old voice, I knew so well. Calling you, saying it will all be right This new year will be bright. This is the last time I will be around. Life for you has all new bounds. Live it to the fullest. Absorb all you can. Take what you need,

Longest Day
suspended in limbo as time drags slowly by minutes that are hours my thoughts a stifled cry Time ceases to exist when you are not near hours that are days without you in my ear my universe has become you when'er you are around without you in my arms i cannot be found My love is my reality without you i cease to be just a passing shadow until you return to me

A Match Made In Heaven
A Match Made in Heaven... On their way to get married, a loving couple get into car accident that proves fatal. The couple is sitting outside Heaven's Gate waiting on St. Peter to finish the paperwork so they can enter. While waiting, they wonder if they could possibly get married in Heaven. St. Peter finally shows up and they ask him. St. Peter replies, "I don't know, this is the first time anyone has ever asked. Let me go find out," and he leaves. The couple sit for a couple of months and begin to wonder if they really should get married in Heaven, what with the eternal aspect of it all. "What if it doesn't work out?" they wonder, "Are we stuck together forever?" St. Peter returns after yet another month, looking somewhat bedraggled. "Yes," he informs the couple, "you can get married in Heaven." "Great," says the couple, "but what if things don't work out? Could we also get a divorce in Heaven?" St. Peter, red-faced, slams his clipboard onto the ground. "What's wrong?" excl

Creating Cherrytap Skins
Creating a Skin Note: Photobucket is doing something weird that causes backgrounds uploaded there recently to not work in a new skin (existing skins seem to work just fine). Try using ImageShack or another host instead. These are instructions for creating a CherryTap skin. These aren’t for an advanced user (they probably don’t need ‘em :), but I’d advise that you be reasonably computer-knowledgeable before trying to use them. These instructions assume you know how to do things like pick colors on a chart, copy and paste, etc., can follow basic computer documentation, and aren’t intimidated by monkeying with code. Keep in mind that skins, as well as music videos, music, graphics, etc. WILL SLOW DOWN YOUR PAGE. So, you may want to pick and choose what you want to clutter your page with. Personally, I have a skin, and music that’s there but is not automatically played upon page load. I avoid lots of graphics because I generally find them annoying clutter on other people’s pa

Some People...
This is part of a term paper I wrote. A study done by the internet world stats shows that; as of September 18th, 2006 over 1.08 billion people use the internet. With the increasing use of the internet the dangers rise for children and adolescents. In a typical American household with both parents working, a majority of the time parents are not aware of their adolescent’s internet activates. Adolescents are easily influenced and at a confusing time in their lives, thus making them venerable and easy prey to online predators. One of the biggest and fastest growing social networking sites is Myspace.com since is debut in 2003, Myspace has reached a total of 106 million accounts. The site reported that they receive a total of 230,000 new registrations per day. The point of why I am sharing this is because my cousin that is 14 years old recieved a message earlier from a 21 year old. He asked her how old she was and she honestly answered. He then went on to bluntly explain how he

Kiersten
This blog is for Kiersten Sanchez...because bulletins disappear way to quick...You will be sadly missed... You see Kiersten was taken from this world by her abusive father...He caved her skull in...She is one of my friends...She is on my Cherry Tap Friends Page...Please would you guys pay your respects...

Hero For A Day
I always wanted to make my mark. I desperately needed to feel like I had made a difference, even if only to break a record. I was never anything but a quarterback. I was never good at math. I didn't do so well in drama or art. I could throw a football. That was my gift. In Friday's game, we had the chance to win against the team that had been plaguing our honor for over ten years. Our school had never defeated theirs. The whole school came to every game, praying that just once they could go home feeling our pride as we finally beat the Tigers. The entire school had always been let down. In their own way, they believed in us. They saw hope in us. They needed to feel the joy with us. The joy of triumph. When we came into the 4th quarter, two things were happening. We were one pass away from winning, and I was about to break the record for passing yards in any high school quarterback. That record had been held, for over twenty years, by Harry Kurzman. With the whol

Dark Tunnel
BEEP BEEP BEEP...”FUCKING A”, I shouted. I reached over and slam my hand on the alarm. 6 o’clock and the has started...unfortunately. I am not a pessimistic by any means but lately my luck has sucked. I am a overdue on my car note, the rent is due tomorrow with no idea how to pay it and just found it my slut blonde girlfriend was fucking everyone in our complex. I dragged my ass out of bed, hit the bathroom, shower, shave brush teeth and off to work. I left the house about 630 ish. I thought about taking my truck as usual but with my luck the repot man will follow me. Since the trenches are around the corner I didn’t think it would hurt to use the alternative means to get to work. I usually carry a couple of power bars or fruit or something so I can keep myself eating healthy. I walked down to the subway walking towards the number 17 train that will take me to my job. I been with the same company for about 2 years now. I work as a theater tech and have been slowly building my reputa

Winners
Well it has come to an end. The Winners are as follows PowerGirl 12391 Jami 11601 SexyMoma 872 BustyBlonde36 842 I want to thank all the participants and their voters! Prizes will be shipped via UPS haha just kidding....

Lol Random Thoughts Of Right Now!
My life is hilarious I swear! As soon as my ex stops her shit an old ex that became obsessed with me after we dated for 3 days and has stalked me ever since..Shows up on here and threatens to kill me and tape raping my ex and showing me the tape! And this is my life lol welcome to it! Id trade u anytime... Im goin to slow down on pointing out fakes Cause theres so many iv spotted its insane and I have better things to do like filter out my list that there nodoubtably on somewhere!(Im watching)So dont think Im fooled just yet!I just know everytime I mention it and u see it u make like 5 more! Crazyness I just want this court shit over... Im thrown into a broken condition..They know Im valnerable thats why there doing it but there always tempted to reveal themselves! I copy the links n keep an eye out! I just feel bad for my ex that has like 20 fake people watching her on her list! Not my fuckin shit to worry about lol! I gots my own shit! If your goin to kill me though Fuck p

From Pitbull To Me
YOU'RE ALL I NEED I know that she's waiting For me to say forever I know that I sometimes Just don't know how to tell her I want to hold and kiss her Give her my love Make her believe 'Cause she doesn't know She doesn't know You're all I need beside me girl You're all I need to turn my world You're all I want inside my heart You're all I need when we're apart I know that she's always There when I need her loving I know that I've never Told her how much I love her I see her face before me I look in her eyes Wondering why She doesn't know She doesn't know You're all I need beside me girl You're all I need to turn my world You're all I want inside my heart You're all I need when we're apart Say, say that you'll be there Whenever I reach out To feel your hand in mine Stay, stay within my heart Whenever I'm alone I'll know that you are there You're all I need beside me girl You're all I need to turn my world You're all I want inside my heart Y

My Fantasy Of You
As I lie here on my back in my lonely bed, I think of things that you have written. Certain desires, needs and actions that make you who you are. I see you in my mind, the loving and sexy man that you are. The heart and soul that lies inside of you and my body aches to know you. I can feel your soft and sweet lips on mine. The way your silky tongue outlines my lips and the gentle nibble from your teeth. The way your tongue slides deep into my mouth and tastes the hunger I have building for you. The way your tongue surrounds mine and the sweet exchange of your saliva mingled with mine. I can feel your hot mouth as it moves to my ear and the heat of the tip of your tongue as it darts quickly inside. The soft whisper of my name brings a rush of cum just inside my sweet pussy and your mouth moves on down to my hard and erect nipples. Slowly your tongue circles the left nipple and you blow so gently and close your mouth over the reactive hardness and I moan. My right hand st

Erotic Lovers
Her tongue licks my neck, She bites my neck just to taste a little blood, But not to hurt me, my desires grow more intense. She wants more of my blood, slowly she goes to my hard nipples, Her tongue working slowly around it biting and sucking, She sits on top of me, licking as if she were a cat. I keep moving wanting her even more. She asks me, “You want my pussy, don’t you”? “Then you better do as I say”! With a growl in my voice I say “Yes, I want your pussy”. “I want to feel my dick inside your wet cunt”. But she says.”No, not yet”. She slowly works your lips around my nipples once more. Biting, pulling them with her teeth. She then slowly backs away, just to see the slightest bit of blood rise to the surface of my skin She smiles, and then kisses me on my lips Her clit so swollen, “Lick me”, she says “Taste me, bite me”. I take my teeth, lightly biting, and sucking her clit. I can feel the cream wanting to come from her pussy. She tells me “Stop, not yet. She

Naughty Nights
NAUGHTY NIGHTS Oh, the thought of me and you alone It drives me wild all night long Just the thought of the things we'd do Or the things I'd do to you Off goes the shirt, Rolling in the dirt, Skin against skin, Moaning begins Smothered in whipped cream, Like a flawless dream, The possibilities are endless, And our nights are sleepless Snap that whip a little bit harder, Because it drives me wild, And say those words, just one more time, Because you know I want you to be mine. Now it's time to move to the floor, Because it's better against the door. Just knowing it's naughty makes it good, Like time spent with you should. Now it's time to bring out the leather, And while you're at it, bring the hand tether, Tie you up, make you scream, Licking off all the whipped cream. I don't wanna stop, Because you're so hot, So don't think about morning, It won't come without warning. Now I'll be the nurse, Then roles will reverse. But now it's time for

Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everybody!
Good day to one and all! The sun is shining, always a good start to my day. Probably won't last, but at least the sun was out for awhile! This should be a quiet day for me. Tomorrow will be incredibly busy with four new clients! The initial work-up and paperwork takes alot of extra time; so, those four should fill up my whole day, lol! I'd like to be supporting myself with my acupuncture practice by the end of 2007. We'll see how that goes! My Dad is recovering nicely from his heart surgery! My Mom seems to be surviving Dad being home all day!! He still works for a living - at 76; still works as a builder! Hates being at home all day! I feel for my Mom, lol. My sister Carol is doing fairly well in Hawaii. Fairly well, because she appears to be allergic to something in the tropical environment! Welcome to paradise!! She's always been allergic to lots of things. Because her significant other is on a raw foods diet, she has switched to the same. This is quite a drastic change for

Duct-tape
Duct Tape Don walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks Paul what`s wrong. "Well," replies Paul, "you know that beautiful girl at work that I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Don with a laugh. "Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally plucked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed." "That`s great!" says Don, "When are you going out?" "I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I`d get an erection again. So I got some duct tape and taped my penis to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn`t show." "Sensible" says Don. "So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, tiniest dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?" (Paul slumps back over the bar again.) "I kicked her in the face."

My Desires
my desire to make you my slave my longing for you to touch my loins my lust for you my passion for your passion my lips swell for your kiss my breast swell for your touch my eyes search your eyes my skin spews the aroma of love for your skin can you feel me? i feel you do you lust for me? i lust for you is it you? yes it is me am i the one? you are the one i tremble you hold me mmmmm so good why your here? im here calm my fear im scared strong im strong love me i loved you caress my body feel the warmth of my skin touch my soul im bare,open,naked,vulnerable,alone cover me mitigate my hunger sooth my dominance

Unbelievable
I cant believe I'm still computerless. Now windows wont load ; keep gettin an error message. Oh well, all I can do is keep tryin,wish me luck. Ever heard that saying, "if it werent for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all?" hahaha

The Game
An intimate game Played between the two Master and Slave Control is but illusion To them both. The Master, so ruthless The Slave, so willing To be owned To be devoured To be used. Each in their own way. The binding of the hands The begging, the pleading The commands, the instruction The punishments, the rewards This is their fantasy This is their reality. All the pain... To become the pleasure This is what they seek This is what they crave To feel whole, complete The need, the hunger The arousal This is what they cum for When they bow before the other. written by Cherie copywrite 2006

Ok So A Little About Me And My Screen Name
First, I don't do or approve of any type of illegal drug use so if you are doing them, please don't contact me. I was born and raised in Ohio, and have lived here all my life. Plan on spending the rest of my life here as well. (Can't leave my parents) I have been single for a very long time approx. 4 years with an occational one night stand here and there. I would very much like to find a guy that is interested in me and not what I have or I can do for them. At 31 years old I moved out of my parents house and made a really good friend by the name of Carol. She was an older woman with 4 multiple handicapped children. After being friends for a couple of years, she offered to sell me 5.01 acres of land with a mobile home on it which was readily accepted ($42,000.00). This was offered on a land contract, and I continue to live there. I also dated her nephew at the time. We dated for approx. 3 years and man did I think that he was the one for me. (screen name part comming up

He Returns
The wolf has returned from his absence from the pack. He has put many miles under his feet and has been in some feirce battles. As he returns to where he left the den and the rest of the pack, a fear slightly jolts him. What if they dont accept me back, what if things have changed. What if they dont understand why i left. It was for thier safety that i led the enemy away. and could not return untill it was safe. He sniff around the opening to the den. Nothing. Its been deserted. Sorrow fills his canine heart. Oh how he missed them. How he thought of them often. I must find them, rings in his ears. But the sorrow is too great right now, his heart is heavy. he must rest. The wolf crawls in to the den that once held his life and his love, and his family. The wolf sleeps where he once slept as the Alpha male. His mind wanders as he drifts off, he thinks of what might have been and what will be.....again.

Miscarriage...i Will Not Stand Quiet...
with so many new members all the time...I cannot drop the message I am trying to send to families who have suffered this loss....if you have suffered this loss please stop by and feel free to talk to me...share your story if you like and feel free to rip my pics about pregnancy and infant loss remembrance...my page is always here for you and if you are CURRENTLY going through a miscarriage or pregnancy complications...feel free to ask questions....rant....cry...whatever you need...I have been there and understand where you are coming from. hang in there.....there is always light at the end.....YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

Suck
Now that I have ur attention ...lol! I am sorry to any and everyone who has sent me gifts and messages! I promise...tonight I will be online...been soooooooo busy!!!! I will be getting back to all my friends... Frankie

Have You Ever Fuc$ed A Big Girl
If you've never fucked a big girl I suggest you go out and try it Pussy so plump would have you out boycotting every diet Fuck slim fast, fuck Atkins As a matter of fact they've all got me laughing See because it's more than baby fat But I'll take it just like that Hips so wide you grab them and them mother fuckers grab you right back With every stroke you feel like you're in Cali Riding a killer wave And to have a big girl sit on your face Your either really strong, naïve or mother fucking brave And see this is where me and my crew will have to agree to disagree Because I know someone in here is bound to disagree with me But physically we weren't made to do every and anything This is not Barnum and Bailey And no my last name is not ring ling So let's skip the circus act and fuck the acrobatics Just insert and start blasting away like a semi automatic And no you will not hurt me These big bones will not break So go ahead and down all the gins