Fubar Blog Posts 4

British Yoda Sex
The Body G...: fuck off you pervert ->Psychowolf...: The Hutts would have a LOT of fun with her, and the JEDI are more than willing to oblige their desires ->Psychowolf...: The deal stands at ONE wookie, for your sister; throw in your cats, and you'll get 6 ewoks The Body G...: SAY WHAT? ->Psychowolf...: I will trade you exactly ONE wookie, for your sister ->Psychowolf...: The Jedi have their ways.... ->Psychowolf...: would you object if i were to show you my lightsaber? The Body G...: erm yes lol ->Psychowolf...: do you find it strange a woman would want her man to do yoda impressions while fucking her? The Body Guard (Brit Bomber 9) (Brits on tour)@ fubar

50 Ways To Leave Fubar....
(Unchained Melody's remake of Paul Simon's, "50 Ways to leave your lover") I WROTE THIS FOR THOSE WHO ARE ADDICTED TO FUBAR… "The problem is all inside your head", she said to me..The answer is easy if you take it logically I'd like to help you in your struggle to be free There must be fifty ways to leave FUBAR She said it's really not my habit to intrude Furthermore, I hope my meaning won't be lost or misconstrued, But I'll repeat myself at the risk of being crude. There must be fifty ways to leave FUBAR...Fifty ways to leave FUBAR Slip off the net, Jet Fry your RAM, Sam You don't need to be on, Ron Just get yourself free Delete your profile, Kyle You don't need to type much Just hit the off key, Lee And get yourself free Slip off the net, Jet Fry your RAM, Sam You don't need to be on, Ron Just listen to me Delete your profile, Kyle You don't need to type much Just hit the off key, Lee And get yourself free She said it grieves me so to see you in

Neptune Festival Sandsculpting Championships 9-30-07
This weekend was the Neptune Festival at the oceanfront at Va beach. Along with all the other endless attractions, my personal fave is the Sandsculpting championships, where the best from all over the world gather to display their talents right there on the beach. I have about 300 pics, but compiled about 40 in a slideshow here to share with my friends, hope you enjoy how amazingly gifted these people are.

My Wall Of Shame...reposted
My wall of shame THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i

Men Are So Oblivious!
OK, that sounds like a chauvinistic statement, but its true!!! I colored my hair last Friday and so far the only person at work to notice and say something is the cashier in the Cafeteria. Including managers, I work with about 10 guys. Not one of them noticed. For the record, I went from a Blondish light brown to a Reddish dark brown, so the difference is rather extreme. Of course I'm betting if a set my hair on fire, no one would still notice until the fire sprinklers went off, lol!!!

It Is Monday
This is great... I have so much planned to do today that is outside of the hospital and I get to visit with the schools in the area to see if I can get some kids interested in becoming nurses and join our nurse education program when they graduate. It should be fun. Hmmmmmm... should I go in my scrubs or in civilian clothing? Any suggestions?

Should I Have Told Him I'm Not A Psychologist?
again with the fettish crap again from the shoutbox, read the bottom line first. ->jay_blaze: I need mine right now jay_blaze: hello there......might u be willing to help me with my panty fetish???? please????? I'm thinking I should have told him he needs to find REAL help instead of e-help.

October 1st Storm Queen
This Person Has Been Nominated As Storm Queen For The Day. Please rate her up.Send Gifts, and Luv her up with compliments! *Note* She is getting out of the hospital today. Please give her a warm Welcome Back!! She has been trying to level for awhile.Lets See If We Can Do That For Her!! Rebelgirl~Member of WSC@ fubar

Breathe Of Fantasy
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Within a woman's heart there is a secret special chamber... a private haven extremely remote, secluded, protected... Where she stores all her real fears, her real fantasies, her real frustrations, her real inspirations... She invites no man into this private sanctuary of fantasy... Instead, one special man will find the key which allows entry all by himself.... He is strong, handsome, witty, and intelligent, with smiling eyes that shoot fire when he sees her.... Once inside, they discuss religion over tea, they play the piano and sing together, watch football on TV, unload worries and concerns...make the most perfect, complete, fulfilling love.... He is as vital to her as the very air she breathes in.... He is the life-sustaining breath of fantasy in her reality. It would take the most learned philosopher a lifetime to even begin to understand this connection. The most accomplished therapist wo

Yayyyyyyyyy
OK, best news have had again! Steph called today, and as long as things go as planned, she arrives home THURSDAY!!!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy Yes, I am feeling better just knowing she is coming home. It helps the stress level tremendously :) One more thing finally coming together :)

If 99.9 Percent Is Good Enough
>12 new borns will be given to the wrong parents. >11,500 mismatched pairs of shoes will be shipped yearly. >18,322 pieces of mail will be mishandled an hour. >2,000,000 documents will be lost by the IRS this year. >2.5 million books will be shipped with the wrong covers. >Two planes landing at Chicago's O' Hare air port will be unsafe every day. >315 entries in the webster's dictionary will be misspelled. >20,000 incorrect drug prescriptions will be written this year. >880,000 credit cards in circulation will have incorrect card holder information on their magnetic strips. >103,260 income tax returns will be processed imcorrectly during this year. >5.5 million cases of sof drinks produced will be flat. >291 pacemaker operations will be performed incorrectly. >3,056 copies of tomorrow's Wall Street Journal will be missing one of the three sections.

"a Baby's Hug..."
They were the only family with children in the restaurant. The mother sat with their son Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. The mother looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy and his toes poked out of his would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty, his hair was uncombed, his whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicosed it looked like a road map. They were too far from him to smell, but she was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby. Hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. The father and mother exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi' Ev

3months
When I first met you 3 months ago, I fell in love so fast, I knew right then, You were the one and only one for me; I'd never have to look for love again. Each anniversary finds us happier; You are my light--my moon, my star, my sun. You show me what real love is all about, You fill my life with pleasure, joy and fun. As time goes by, our love grows stronger still. You're the most amazing woman I ever knew. I prize our anniversaries because Each month I fall in love again with you. I LOVE U VICTORIA

In My Shoes
IN MY SHOES It will take you about a second to judge what you see. It will take you about a minute to decide whether or not you like me. It will take you about an hour to list my flaws. It will take you about a day to reveal all my faults. The outside you see Clearly and well But on the inside there's stories no one can tell So before you judge me based on my looks Remember it's impossible to judge stories by the cover of books. There's lots on my inside That the outside don't show Secrets and stories Things you couldn't possibly know ; My hopeless thoughts My endless devotion My hidden scars And unspoken feelings My opinions and All my issues Things you could never guess Unless you spent a day in my shoes The why, the how and when? The who, the huh and the what? The forgettable, the unforgettable The goodbyes, the tears, the scars The butterfly moments The smiles, the joy, the laughter The past, the stories, the memorie

Whats In My Heart
~what's in my heart~ no ones gotten close enough to know the real me I don't even show my family who I am in my mind cause when I hid no one can find the real me hiding behind a book or a game hiding my feelings with a smile hidding the real me with music hidding from every one for a little while and as I hid from who I'm not I begging to think oh who I am and what's in my heart the only thing in my heart is my one and only who is he I don't know yet but I'll find him he'll be hiding in the dark just for me to find him and someday I will know what's in my heart someday I know his name 9-3-06 MICHELLE P

Wooottt Ohh Yeah!!
Yes!!! we finally made it to the 50.000 comment goal in the Happy Hour/VIP give away. am awaiting my happy hour and will hold it as soon as i'm unblocked on fubar.(cuz i like to do something special for those that have helped me out in this one and have been since day 1. am so very glad to have those friends you can count on in times of need. so just hold on to your seats and lets hope for the best and that i will have my abilities back again soon.(don't know when so please don't ask me for i'm not getting answers on that one)

My About Me
****I return the love...so sign it :P please**** What I am not here for: - GAMES...unless they come in a box with specified rules. - EXCESS DRAMA...a lot of he said/she said bullshit!!! I have enough of my own issues thanks :Þ - SEX via IM's, PM's, Keyboard, or Cam....if you truly believe I am not capable of getting it on my own locally...I have some ocean front property to sell you in Colorado(where i am from)*giggling* If you press me about nudes you may find yourself publicly humiliated as I can't smack you upside your head! *Be advised...if you only want to add me in hopes of seeing more of me...dont click that button please I am not here to get your rocks off, if you want to get lucky... buy a lottery ticket :) ***MY PRIVATE PHOTOS**** Are not nudes...so what you might think is gonna be all that is actually pictures of me with my son, daughter, or of my friends. Please don't badger me about them... if you haven't already pegged me

Venting
Don't mind me..I'm just venting. It's 2 something in the morning and not many people to vent to. Well not many that actually care. I know and get that people say what they need to, to get what they want. But i don't get the people that put the time in just to turn around and be fake. And for that matter all of you that leave messages in my mail and sb about being lucky that I'm so pretty and tell me that things are easier because I am..i would love for you to tell me how. If it's so easy why is it that guys tell me I'm so pretty all the time but yet never actually wanna talk to me...cause that just makes no sense. As for all the ones that do know me..seriously WTF is this friend zone i keep falling into with guys? Am i not girly enough..do i need to work on my priss factor? haha ahhh oh well like i said just venting...And if any of you reading this happen to be people who think i ignore you and dont answer you..let me remind you that sometimes the my shoutbox fills up and i don't

Nap
I want to take a nap because I feel so drained, but I know if I do that Tiger will be upset if he comes home at lunch and I don't have something ready for him to eat since I'm home. My doc appointment isn't till 2 and he comes home at 11:30. Maybe I'll just stay up get his food then take a short nap before the doctor appointment. Maybe I should make a mumm to figure out what to do :O LOL BLaaaaaaaaaR!

Deleting..?
i might be deleting my fubar account. i dont see much of a point anymore. i cant add anymore pictures cause i no longer have a vic so my limit is full. and there are certain people that are very annoying and will never leave me alone. and ive been going through alot in my life lately.. idk. we will see.

Tewdope Vs Brown Eyed Papi
Guess what two people pitted against each other in a battle to find out who is a Bigger Point Whore. The Lovely TewDope Vs Me(B.E.P.) battle started yesterday. Who do you think will win????? Who is the bigger point whore!!!! TewDope Or B.E.P. Should be fun here is an early Day to Day tracking.....Ha ha ha I have to much time on my hands!!!!

I May Be Leaving
I may be leaving fubar for a bit. Not that I have anything against anybody on here. I just feel like maybe I've invested enough time on here to no avail and its time to try to get back in touch with reality. What got me hooked on fubar was the lounges, and the amazing friends I have made. My freak show family and my dark phoenix family..you guys are the best and i love you all! Most of you have my yahoo or even my phone number. I would love to hear from you guys occasionally. If not, thats ok too. Its just that it all seems to falling apart..FSFM founder is leaving the fsf...theres no stability with the lounges. ( not that i post blame on anyone) As most of you know, I have enough serious problems in my own life to deal with. I can't deal with anymore heartbreak or disappointment at this time of my life. I'm just to fragile for that and I don't want to risk my depression getting any worse. I love you all! And I will pop on to check messages and comments once in a while.

And Then They Were Gone
I have been asked one question many times, "Where have all the good men gone?" Instead it should be asked, "Who did something to make the good men hide?" Good men are all around. Many are just busy trying to keep their humanity. Like so much used carpet, constantly walked upon by those that were thought to be better. Maybe that's why I feel like I do. I told someone today that I don't want someone in my life right now. It seemed to make her sad. I didn't know what else to say. I just got burned pretty bad. Still trying to make sense of my own emotions let alone appease someone else's. And so, truth hurts................but it's better I go this alone. I thank all the kindness I get from here, and I hope that friends we all can remain. But as for me, and the thought of letting someone in, it's not going to happen.............not for awhile. Maybe not ever. Sorry, but stone is hard to soften, and stone I have become.

Just Me...
I sit here staring at this person in the mirror. Who is this person I see? I see someone who is confident and smart; funny and sexy. I see someone who's had great accomplishments and even greater failures. I see imperfection. I see pretty green eyes and brunette hair; big full lips and a nice smile. I see 37 years of life where others do not. I see 11 years of being married, then being alone; being married while being alone then being married again only to wind up alone. I see a best friend to 1 and someone who could be anyone's best friend. I see someone that spent her whole life trying to be the best mom she could be because she knew her marriage had failed. Her sacrifices were many. I see someone with a good heart. I see integrity and hard earned wisdom. Someone that worked her tail off to get an education to better her life and that of her children when every odd was stacked against her; courage to stand up against the system and win. I see someone who believes in what the world

Bother!
See, I post a picture of myself, something that I vowed to not do and the fucking place doesn't even allow me the courtesy of playing up to my vanity by announcing to all my friends, et al, that I even posted the fucking thing. See if I do that again.

Goodbye My Lover
Goodbye My Lover Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'

Controversy
mumm's are suppose to be controversial. I just can't decide. I wrote one to test the response (not a real situation) and to see if the people on Fubar would give the right advice. 75% did. I just didn't like the way it made me feel afterward even though it was not going to happen. My son is the most important person in the world to me. We went to practice, I helped coach, then went to eat and had ice cream together (his choice). Came home got ready for bed then read a story together like we do every night. Life is short and kids grow up fast. I hope everyone has a great night and go hug your child. T-Man.

What A F4gz0r
funny things happen when you change your display pic to that of a WOMAN. I feel for you ladies now!***He says it was his "buddys" account. What a FAG!*** ======================================= ->Psychowolf...: "damn fags are retarded"...be careful, calling yourself a fag. You're the one with a boner for me....and im a GUY miami 305: later dude ->Psychowolf...: Youre a master Faggotry practitioner Miami 305: whatever dude i dont have a pro on here dip shit lol damn fags are retarded ->Psychowolf...: you said "your pics on here were bad, the ones on myspace were better". SOunds like you were saying this account was yours. Sont deny your faggotry to me son. ->Psychowolf...: yes, "sexy". Everyone will be glad you got hard over a mans ass miami 305: whatever fag do what u want bitch ->Psychowolf...: welcome to the rainbow club, fagg. Thanks for coming out of the closet. ALL of FUBAR will now you as a believer in GAY PRIDE miami 305: ok but if my buddy tells me to

I Am Married
I am just looking to find friends to chat with, maybe do some flirting but not looking for a relationship that leads to drama or damaged feelings. It is really possible to like someone without taking it to the next level. Sorry if I have'nt been clear on this subject.

O What A Day
Lord help me...i need strength....or should i be asking satan for help?...im tryin to sleep today...i had a rough night at work...my phone starts ringing...its the nurse where my daughter is at...she has been admitted to an inpatient unit where we live for those that dont know...she is throwing a hissy fit over a shirt she cant wear...because she wants to let her boobs hang out...she is being disrespectful to every one and i can hear her in the back ground...the nurse tells me she cant wear the shirt...im like cool...and all the while i hear her talkin like a crazy person in the back ground...i told them to make her take the shirt off and i will bring it home with me when i visit on sunday...i go back to sleep....10 minutes later i get another call...they had to take her down by force because she wouldnt take the shirt off and put her in the time out room.....so i gave up tryin to sleep...some one say a prayer for me....i dont know what the world has come to that kids have to be ass ho

~breast Cancer Awareness~
Check this site out everyday you can get the link for this button there CLICK THE BUTTON BELOW: If clicking the box above does not take you to the site you can copy & paste this link into your browser to go there: http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=2 EVERY CLICK COUNTS TO HELP WOMEN GET FREE MAMMOGRAMS THAT ARE PAID FOR BY THE SPONSORS OF THE SITE! TKS & GOD BLESS YOU! Here's a tag Phantom (Dale) made that you are free to copy and spread around and heres a nice one that we don't know who made it but let's spread them around everywhere!

Damn Hateful People
Ok so today was a rough day for me and I made a post about it because I knew the mummers would make me smile...Why does there always have to be one total pain in the ass to ruin it??? So I thought I would post a bit of what was said about the anniversary date of the death of my mother and best friend...Just want you to see how cold hearted some ppl can truely be...Please read that from the bottom up to understand... ->Baka knows...: yeah no problem you no feeling fucking dick...... Baka knows...: no i do, your crying because boofucking hoo life happend and then it went away, quit talking to me ->Baka knows...: this coming from a 26 yr old that has no clue what i'm even talking about...ok Baka knows...: you dont owe me an excuse although you still need to get over it

Good News!!!!!
ok i have been going to interview after interview and i got a job yesterday but waited till to today b/c i was waiting on this other job and they called today and offered me 13/hr to start..which is good for this area..so now i have to go take my pee test and i will start soon...im so glad to be able to get out of this house.. yeah!!! lol

Top 10 Reasons Why Cyber Sex Is Better...so They Say!
10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies! Any questions? LMAO

Today's Goal....with Ur Help Hehe
OK SO EVERYONE MUST HAVE A GOAL.....I DECIDED THAT I WAS GOING TO SET MY GOAL TO SEE HOW MUCH LOVE I COULD GET IN ONE DAY AND MOVE UP TO LEVEL 20. IN ORDER TO DO THIS I NEED ALL OF YOU LOVE. SOOOOO DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR PLEASE HIT MY PAGE HARD!!! RATE IT ALL....STASH, BLOGS, PICS......LEAVE ME COMMENTS.........JUST LOVE ME HEHE. I KNOW WITH ALL OF THE AWESOME FAMILY AND FRIENDS I HAVE I CAN DO THIS!!!! COME HELP ME PROVE IT!! :):):p:p LOVE TO YOU ALL.............SUGAHHH

I Think It Is Safe Now....
Ok, here it goes.... Brian aka kl0wn came to see me, he is here now and I have to say i really like him, he is freakin awesome!!! Shannon is here too, and we are having a great time!! I am really glad that he came, and I hope he plans to stay a while, he is great! Don't worry, I still love my fu-wifey, but if she can be married in real life, I can have a boyfriend in real life:P I will keep you all posted on how things are going:D

Warning: This Blog Is For Those Of You Who Are Old Enough To Be Playing Adult Games. This Is The Only Time I Will Warn Ya!!
Thinking of how it would be to see you again, face to face, that first touch, the first kiss, the first time I get to look in your eyes. You are standing close to me , you move in closer, running your hands up the sides of my body, over my shoulders, along my throat, then you cup my face in your hands. Its all very slow and smooth, then your mouth is on mine, taking its own sweet time. My hands are gripping your hips, my fingers digging in to pull you closer to me. Your fingers thread back into my hair as you nip at my bottom lip. My breath is caught, the tone of the kiss has changed from flirty to flashing heat in a moment. Warning bells are going off in my head , telling me to slow this down or I might just lose myself but my ears are deaf to them as I lose myself to your touch. Everything inside me sparks. Blood, bone and brain. With your hands clenched in my hair I feel a stirring of power and anxiety that was as potent as any drug. I tug your shirt out of your waistband wanting

~ticked Off~
This photo below was marked as NSFW! I have had this photo up over a year and some jerk is gonna come along and mark it as NSFW. Everyone has a right to their own opinion, but gonna pick on this photo when I have seen 4 times worse than this on alot of pages. I was informed to delete this photo or my account may be deleted. Thanks alot who every you are. I hope you're happy now, now go pick on someone else. I better mark this blog as NSFW, hate for someone to report my azz again lol!

Rules & Regulations
New Rules That Apply To All WSC Members. #1 If you have joined WSC that means that you either voluntered to bomb or level.Now some people have kept up with blogs and so forth and have done everything they could to help in either area.However, there are also those who read the blogs and move on to their own thing.So I want to make this clear if you have NOT helped a member either level or bomb do NOT expect to be helped when you ask. #2 Neither leveling or bombing is required.You choose what you want to do, but you are expected to do one or the other.For our Levelers : Rates are needed on contest as much as bombing.As of today you are REQUIRED to go to our contest page and rate the person in the contest!You do NOT have to bomb.There is no reason you can not rate if you enjoy leveling because its basically the same thing and only takes 2 seconds to do. #3 We will NOT put anymore WSC members bombing a contest UNLESS it has been approved by(Psychorainstorm ,MarlbroMan, or

Scrapper
On 10/5/2007, diocane@fubar.com wrote: Can I have my comments back? (blogs, bulletins, pictures, profiles, mumms, etc etc etc) -------------------- ----------- Your mumms and comments are way out of line. I have given them back to you a multitude of times. It get's old doing it over and over and over and again. --------------------------------- Date: Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:59:20 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: scrapper@fubar.com Reply-To: Dude I follow all the rules, and thats BS. the only thing that gets old is you people playing nanny with us. i have operated within the NSFW guidelines since day 1. so what are you saying? I can't make comments on anything from now on?

The Gift
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of warm sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and

Im Going To Be Out Of Town
OK CREW IM GOING TO BE OUT OF TOWN 7TH THRU THE 11TH AND IF THERES ANY PROBLEMS CONTACT SIMPLY AMAZING OR DESI .....DESI CAN ONLY TAKE A MESSAGE AND SHE WILL GET IT DEALT WITH FROM SIMPLY AMAZING OR MYSELF THANK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT

2 Fingers
I love my left breast. Take it in your hands. Grope me. With your pianist fingers. It's perfect. I know you strive for perfection. Look at how it curves from my chest. How it falls. Cascades into your cupped hands. Soft Sensual. Run your smooth thumb over my tender rouge nipple. Slowly at first. Building in intensity. Sighing deeply. In orgasmic pleasure. Until it's shade dyes. A darker hue. And it hardens. Excitement. Desire. And I'm standing there in the black of the lonely night. Facing you. One breast exposed to the air. One perfect breast Exposed. to your blue. blue. eyes. With the eyelashes that Curve upwards. And you softly stroke My breast. And you are tickling my heart. You rub Harder. Stronger. Faster. Deeper. Into my perfect breast. Into my Broken heart. Imbedding yourself into the chamber of My love. No words. All communication Through touch and sight. When you do say you love me ill Fuck you. Fuck you so Hard you scream hysterically with the the fil

Woke Up With Stranger
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words what would you say? Tell me in a private message and then repost it titled "To all the men on my list" or "To all the ladies on my list" See how many crazy answers you get!

Dang
Sorry I'm all bitchy. Just having a tough time and trying to not let it get to me and it obviously is. I come on here to escape from reality.But my reality is getting worse so it kinda creeped on here. So I apologize if I've been a bitch to anybody the past couple of days or if I am in the future. I'm really trying not to be. I've been trying to get back to my usual happy, bubbly, giggling all the time self but it's very hard to right now. Not asking for sympathy just kind of warning people and apologizing at the same time lol And kind of an explanation if I'm not acting myself. btw...shady...didn't mean to sound so harsh. :D I'm breathing in and out like you told me to. Where's Mr Miagi (sp?) when I need him? LOL and please tell me you ppl know who that is. oh and Paul....yup. jealous bitches! lol Even though you get irritated with me you makeme smile. Bucs...when you see this....(you're at work now) ay bay bay. lol

Why?
Why is it that men on here can't take a hint? Even after you smack them with it! OK now this is not meant for my real male friends on here, just the idiot's with no respect! I am sick of guys not listening to the words "Not Interested"! If the word Married that is clearly in my name does not tell you this. Or if the 50 time's I say not here for guy's, I'm married, I'm satisfied, or I DO NOT CYBER, do not effect you enough to keep you from hittin on me, Then understand "NO"! I was just accosted by a guy who kept going no matter what I said. I even mentioned the fact that he is sittin next to me. his responce was he didn't care. Sorry but this to me is straight diarespect of both my hubby and I, So I called him a choice nameand said I could care less if he cared. I also told him I don't get my jollies off the computer and that he should have read my profile and to get lost. In turned he called me a hoe. So i blocked him. Yes I'm steamed but not by the name calling cause I called him one

"you Just Cleared The Bar"
quote-yes a quote from a drunk man after i finished my set at a bar 2 weeks ago--i couldn't talk about it-does that mean i played so horribly that no one could bear to be in the same building as i played?--wow--i haven't been heckled by anyone for over 2 years-it left me full of self-doubt, useless feeling and quite suicidal for days- i can't believe that happened. i played an acoustic show--i practiced so hard for it--and someone said that. and to add insult to insult--i requested friendship on myspace from a worker at the bar--they refused me. i don't think i'll be playing anywhere anytime soon. thank you very much Currently listening : Melancholia Falling By Steve Lieberman The Gangsta Rabbi

Did You Miss My...
last post about rates and fans? you thought i was going to say something else didn't you? you sick bastards! lol anyhow, for those that just joined my friends and most of this goes for anyone else as well: You'll notice i have not rated or fanned anyone this weekend when added, please don't take offense, i just moved and i hate IE and the computer that i'm using until i set up mine crashes firefox if someone sends me a shout. ugh. Please post here if i have not rated/fanned you, or even if you're just not sure, this is the blog i'll be using to rate and fan when my computer is set up. if you haven't rated/fanned me, i would appreciate if you do so, and as i said, just post here and i'll get you in the next couple days. Love you all, Sin

Help With Leveling?
My awesome friend Fuchead is ready to level. He only needs less than 1500. I've already rated all his pix, so I am no help to him today. :( Will you show him some love please? It is greatly appreciated.:) Ladies, he's hot too! Here's a link. Check him out... fuchead the second@ fubar

2 Effective Ways To Bathe A Cat
First Method 1. Thoroughly clean the toilet. 2. Add the required amount of shampoo to the toilet water, and have both lids lifted. 3. Obtain the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 4. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids (you may need to stand on the lid so that he cannot escape). CAUTION: Do not get any part of your body too close to the edge, as his paws will be reaching out for any purchase they can find. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power wash and rinse' which I have found to be quite effective. 6. Have someone open the door to the outside and ensure that there are no people between the toilet and the outside door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The now-clean cat will rocket out of the toilet, and run outside where he will dry himself. ________________________________________________________________________________ Second M

Fake Fuckin Friends
YOU KNOW IM TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLIN U THAT THERE UR FRIENDS N THEN U TRY TO TALK TO THEM THEY FUCKIN IGNORE YOU. YEA U REALLY FIND OUT WHO UR TRUE FRIENDS ARE. AND THAT GOES OUT TO THE ONES WHO TELL U THAT THERE INTERESTED IN U N THEN THEY FOUND OUT UR A SINGLE PARENT THEY MAINLY SAY FUCK OFF JUST DONT SAY THAT TO UR FACE. BUT YOU KNOW WITH UR SO - CALLED FRIENDS YEA THERE NOT GOIN TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT IS MOST LIKELY MIGHT HAVE TO GO BACK TO IRAQ AFTER SERVIN 2 YRS ALREADY OFF THERE. AND YOU LEAVING YOUR FAMILY N DAUGHTER BACK HERE. BUT TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT ARE FAKE FRIENDS FUCK YOU N GO FUCK YOUR SELF. IF YOU DONT LIKE MY BLOG THEN FUCK U

Memo To Sam Walton
I don't know what possessed me. I should know by now. NEVER step foot in a WalMart without, say, pepper spray in your purse. It all started with my nephew's gift card... I needed some cleaning items and he wanted to get a video game. So this morning, we braved Wally World. Mistake One: NEVER go to a WalMart during October and on a free day when the kids are out of school. Costumes and candy were hurled all over the aisles, kids crying because they couldn't find a Jack Sparrow costume. I thought I would lose my mind. First, Dan found the video game he wanted and I went to go get someone to unlock the case for us. One lady pointed me to another, who pointed me to another. She said that someone else had the only set of keys and that as soon as she was done with her customer she'd meet me by the case. The domino effect of sales people. I waited 15 minutes. During the wait, some oily looking guy came over and asked me if I had a computer. I said yes. He said, "You w

586
Well all last week at work, the people I work with have been telling me 101 differnt stories about the new (for me!) position I took. Some were saying that when Kathy ( Yeah - There are two of us at the store...) gets back from maternity leave, she was taking over her job...which is the job I just got....I took it over from the person who was doing it the majority of the time Kathy was on maternity. (((((Have I confused you yet?))))) Well what I was hearing was that the other Kathy did such a horrible job before she left to have her baby...which is absolutely ADORABLE i must say!!!... anyways what I was hearing was that when she came back, she would be on probation - so to speak...and then I'd be back at square one again...Ugh!.. So I finally was tired of all the rumors being started....So I went to John, My boss, and asked him straight out - WHats gonna happen when she gets back....He told me its MINE all mine!!! I feel sort of bad now though - because this will be the second job

I Feel Your Pain!
I Feel Your Pain I see you looking at me I feel your pain...I want to reach out to you You hold up your hand and turn your back I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back I see you at a distance and want to run to you and hold you in my arms You look my way and shake your head - letting me know that right now is not the time I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back I turn to go, I sense that you paused - I look back but, your back is still to me I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back I walk away slowly, my heart is heavy because I feel your pain I think what can I do to bring him out of his shell, bring him into my arms Patience and Understanding is what comes to mind We all have our days/nights that we need to wrestle with whatever is inside of us I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back This is me by the side, watching over you and making sure that you know I am close. You are my lover , my friend , my teacher , my man I am f

I'm Dying Inside.
So I've been single for yet another year. But I guess I've always been single. So it's nothing new. Everyone knows I've pretty much always been single, eh ? And I used to kinda like it. Freedom to do what I want. Nothing holding me back, but me. Just be me. But my mom's been out of town for a few days now. And I really have nothing to do except pretty much sit here. So I'd say I've had a lot of time to think. Kickin back and chillin pretty much. Alone. Cooking dinner and eating. Alone. Watchin TV on the bigass couch. Alone. Watchin movies in bed when I lay down to sleep. Alone. Doing everything. Alone. I think it's finally starting to get to me. I don't know why. I think it's just 'everything.' I mean there's a lot of people I like, but I'm too shy to do or say anything. And even if I did, most of them have somebody. Everyone has 'somebody.' I wish I did. Just someone to talk to. And someone to listen to. Someone to hold, that will hold me right back.

2nd Place?
So...I'm having one of those days/nights where all of my thinking makes me turn into a psycho woman and I drive myself a little nuts. My whole life...I've been in "2nd place". With my family...I'm always the one who fucks shit up, or gets the blame. No one ever really respects or listens to me. With guys...I am 2nd rate. They will tell me how beautiful I am, how much they care about me and all of that shit...but when it comes down to it...I'm 2nd rate. I'm the chick they'll get with then when it comes down to it, they'll deny me. They won't tell their friends about me...hell half of their friends don't know my name, what I look like, or that I exist. I'll be sitting there with that person, someone will call them and they'll go 'no I'm not busy, I'm just sitting here'. Then they rush me out of the house, like I'm some fucking chore. Tell me I'm beautiful to my face, then 5 fucking seconds later, I don't exist. We have sex...2 days later...I fucking don't exist. They have

Masturbating In Public.
Jerking off around people is fun, but it can have an overall negative influence on your personality. For example, there's twenty minutes left on the bus ride home and you're all alone in the back. You begin spanking and all of a sudden a terrifying wave of paranoia rushes over you. Frantically looking around, you pay attention to every little thing people say because you're worried they might catch on to your horrible agenda. A girl in the front of the bus says, "Look at that flower," to her friend. You hear that and think, "Flower? Plant? Tree? Log? Wood? Does she know? Holy shit!" Panicking, you quickly cover up and look around the bus for hidden cameras and mirrors. See what I mean? You have to be confident. Even if people do catch on that you're stroking, you must maintain control and stay calm. One time I was bored so I took off my pants and furiously beat off. Everything was going great until I lost control and huffed loudly. At that point, everybody in the church turned a

Poem: So Often Things Go By.
When I lay myself down to sleep. I think of all of those whom I'd like to re-encounter or meet. I close my eyes & try to get to sleep. Restless thoughts take over me. I often wonder what if & why. Wonder what if. Had I tried? Often thought,... it was easier to just say good bye. Restless thought wont allow me to shut my eyes. Im not sad, or discontented. But have restless nights due to thoughts of what if &. So often things go by. The things that cross my mind. So much become truth before its a lie. Im often astonished by the things that cross my eyes. The nerve of the delusional, the vampires & manipulators. Not to mention those with lack of morals let alone humanity or character. So often I wonder just what there is that could be done. Even if its just to teach or save just one. When I lay myself down to sleep. I think of all of those whom I'd like to re-encounter or meet. My mind races, often making me rise to my feet, run to thi

Update On My Mom....................
Well if you read my last blog you know that my mom has been sick for going on 2 wks now, well she went for a chest X-ray yesterday and went to the doctor this morning...the mass is still on her right lung..the antibiotics and decongestants didnt work, the doctor seems to think that it is the beginning stages of lung cancer...she goes for a CT on her chest in the morning....so for now this is all I know. I am going with her in the morning to get the CT....The doctor is about 75%-80% sure that it is the beginning stages of lung cancer...all we can do now is see how far...it has gone and will go...and find out the treatment processes...So just keep her in your prayers...and hope all goes well..Love you guys!:-(

Wanna Know?..lol
Ok..I get this asked a lot..everyone wants to know who takes my pictures...well truth be told....its a timer!! Yay! I have ten seconds to stike a pose...just in case you were wondering..LMAO Hugs and kisses all my sexy friends! giggling

Perfect People
I'm looking for perfect people. I know they exist because others think they do. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I have not met this person yet. I don't even think I know what the perfect person would look or act like because after a while of being around them there would be things that get on my nerves. Too perfect would be a flaw. So, as I'm happy being the imperfect person. We can concentrate on the things that do make us happy and ignore the ones that don't. I like to think I can see and find the good rather than the not perfect. Who, and what, would be perfect for me? Gosh I wouldn't have a clue if they were sitting in front of me waving their hands yelling 'look at me'. Remember success only happens when knowledge and opportunity meet at the same time. I have had a lot of missed opportunity looking backwards at the past. Now is the time to look forward and take the chance. Surprise me. Thanks, peace and love. Let me leave you with a quote. by, Christina Bal

Cleaning Out Friends List
Hi to all who read this I have over 900 friends but only hear from a few I feel that people only add for numbers..So i have am going to trim down my list to manageable number If you would like to stay on list please let me know I am sorry if this get people shitty but that life To those friend who are friends and u know who are Hugs from down under

Ears
A young man moved into a new apartment of his own and went to the lobby to put his name on his mailbox. While there, an attractive young lady came out of the apartment next to the mailboxes, wearing a robe. The boy smiled at the young woman and she started a conversation with him. As they talked, her robe slipped open, and it was obvious that she had nothing else on The poor kid broke into a sweat trying to maintain eye contact. After a few minutes, she placed her hand on his arm and said, "Let's go to my apartment, I hear someone coming." He followed her into her apartment; she closed the door and leaned Against it, allowing her robe to fall off completely. Now nude, she purred at him, "What would you say is my best feature?" Flustered and embarrassed, he finally squeaked, "It's got to be your ears." Astounded, and a little hurt she asked, "My ears? Look at these breasts; they are full and 100% natural. I work out every day and my butt

Can Someone Disappear?
For financial reasons & the children, my friend is staying with her cheating husband, but she has had enough!!(he's been caught & has admitted it, it's not just suspicion) She's tried to leave but he manages to track her down. She doesn't use credit cards or a cell phone anymore because they have led him to her in the past. Can someone disappear? What can she do? anyone have some ideas?? oh.. btw her hubby is a police officer!!

Staring At A Screen
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you thatI love you?

Sexiest Legs
Hello to all my friends and fans, I entered the sexiest legs contest on here and would appreciate your votes and comments. I’ve never won anything before and I think I might have half a chance at least I hope. I can only win with your comments and votes. I know it's not the greatest pic but it's the best I have right now. Please show the love and vote for me. Thank you for your time. Peace, Angie Here is the link to go to: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=820336&i=363999137

Sick
SO AFTER GOING INTO WORK TODAY FOR A LIL BIT I STARTED COUGHING UP BLOOD SO I DECIDED IT WAS TIME TO GET CHECKED OUT. AFTER SITTING IN THE ER FOR A COUPLE HOURS I HAVE PNEMONIA. LUCKY ME...ANYWAYS I WILL BE LAYING LOW FOR A FEW DAYS. THANKS FOR READING!!!!

10-10-07
Ripples across the pond my life a penny tossed a wish made Stirring bringing inspiration moving circles from my center touching the edges of my world warping old reflections new vistas brought to ponder dream wine candles no longer enough new skies to reach clouds to walk on in this deep pool my life 10/10/07 F.M.

Wsc Must Read
WE HAVE DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA .. I TOLD YOU ALL THAT THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY ! SO THE PEOPLE THAT WAS TALKING MAD STUFF AND DOWNRATING HAS BEEN REMOVED > PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT EVEN IF SOMEONE BLOCKS YOU AND YOU DO NOT BLOCK THEM THEY CAN DOWN RATE YOU > THEY LIKE TO DO IT WHEN YOU ARE OFFLINE SO YOU DON'T KNOW ! TO ALL IN WSC THE CULPRITS OF THIS IS MARLBRO MAN WHO MAY CHANGE HIS NAME,AND REBELGIRL . I WARN YOU THEY HAVE HIT UP PICTURES HERE IN THE CREW AND A FEW OF OUR PERSONAL ACCOUNTS. WSC ADVISES YOU TO BLOCK THEM NOW!! IF YOU CHOOSE NOT TO BLOCK THEM WE WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ! THANK YOU !! WSC OWNERS & MANAGEMENT

10-10-07
You can make almost anyone feel at ease and are at your best in social situations that require a bit of finesse. Your mood lifts others higher and customers or relatives should leave wanting more. +*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* Do I? Do I keep you wanting more?????

Public Service Announcement For The Ladies...
*AHEM* Ladies? If you are easily offended or a man that doesn't want to read about the sensitivity of the vagina...leave now. You were warned. It's no big deal really. Just an FYI from personal experience. Since our areas are more susceptible to disease (due to the constant moisture and other factors), what products you use for pleasure may have a big impact on your skin and PH balance. Bad skin reactions, yeast infections, Bacterial Vaginosis and just overall comfort. Getting right to the point. I HATE baby oil as a lube. I had a bad skin reaction and it trapped the heat and made me feel like I had swollen up to 3x's my size. Now everyone is different. Use products that are designed for pleasure in that area. Don't get creative or cheap. It makes a big difference. So ladies, take care of your cookie! REL

An Oldie But Goodie
little Johnny was 7 years old and ,like other boys his age, rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon

Disrespect
In case you forgot, people, since i know at least one person did tonight, DISRESPECT will NOT be TOLERATED. I won't post the conversation this time. There is more than one way to disrespect someone: 1 Name calling - slut, bitch, et cetera 2 Making lewd comments in my shout box (this disrespects both my boyfriend and I) 3 Steering a conversation towards something sexual and yelling at me when i say i don't wish to continue it. (it's fucking stupid, don't do it) 4 Telling me i should leave my boyfriend for you. (do i even need to get into this one?) 5 Telling me I have to rate something of yours. (i'm not your bitch, you don't get to tell me what to do) 6 NOT READING MY PROFILE. it's there for a reason. i will no longer respond to requests to cam or asking whether or not i have yahoo/msn/anything else listed on my profile. There are more ways to disrespect people, and if they come up, you will be blocked immediately. If you think you can weasel your way out of it by sendin

Friends Fans And Family
I have never in my life seen so many fake people...they rate fan then add you and then poof you never hear from them again...but thats not what really bothers me, its the ones (in your bombing family, if your in one ) That wanna be in a family "just in case" they need something but "They" NEVER help out...and if they do its very seldom! So tell me why bother being in a family then?! Ummmmm "HELLO" IF YOU ARE FAMILY THEN ACT LIKE IT OR REMOVE YOURSELF FROM THE OBLIGATION TO THE FAMILY, IN MY WORLD FAMILY STICKS WITH FAMILY!! Its as simple as that. FAKE PEOPLE SUCK!! Oh and i will be cleaning my list the next few days because of this...so if you wanna be my friend and actually talk and interact like one let me know :D

Help Me Stay In The Lead!!!
hey everyone who reads my blog :D hope you all are having a good day so far :) im about to get ready for work, but i just wanted to give yall the latest standings in the photo contest im in :) myself and many others have been working so hard! thank you all:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D as of 1pm central time: j-roxx - 20,567 total points! shortyseceret - 15,954 total points! i am in the lead by 4,613 points!! (D)(D)(D) heres hoping she wont catch up while im at work like she did yesterday!! IF YOU HAVENT RATED THE CONTEST PHOTO YET...PLEASE DO!!!! IT GIVES ME 5 POINTS, AND IT ONLY TAKES A SECOND!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) this contest goes until fri, oct 19th, so its still anybodys game...please help if you can :) thanks again everyone!!! love you guys! ill be back around 7:30 my time (central) **HUGE KISSES**

Ok Here It Is...
i dont know how to phrase any of this so forgive me in advance... this is all one big thought but put into like hmm random little thoughts... my perfect man? cant start out as friends with benefits... i dont believe in that term. usually if i have the benefits part, where is the friendship in it? and if i end up being a friend with the guy the benefits part never happens... so, what it comes down to is..i cant have friends with benefits because i cant picture myself doing non sexual things like hanging out or whatever with a guy im f**king. and like i said i cant sleep with a friend... so how do i combine the two? how do i get to have a guy who i can sleep with and spend time with? i know some people call it dating but i dont know anymore. i tried the dating thing. doesnt really work when the guy lies to you just so he can get into bed with you. i want someone to hang out with, spend some time with, and yes, have him be the steady f*. lol i'm not talking about marriage lol

So Basically....
this week has sucked. Tuesday I was hurting and soooooo tired I couldn't keep my eyes open. Stayed home and slept till 11:30.. then just laid in bed the rest of the day mostly. Wednesday even though I still felt totally crapped out I forced myself to go to work, got there and almost turned around and went back home, but I didn't I went on in and managed to stay all day. Come home to find out my husband decided he didn't need to go to work :/ And as soon as I walked in the door my oldest calls from practice and says someone come get me and I want to go to the doctor(he's been having headaches off and on for a week)so I sent the husband after him and proceed to make a phone call to the doc.. well ended up taking him to urgent care, and the doc on call decided that since he's a football player and has been having headaches she wants a cat scan (even though he said he'd not been hurt) done to be on the safe side. He's ok.. sinus infection. Today I leave work about 1/2 hour early becau

Attention To Everyone!
Wanted everyone to know, Alot has been going on in my family past few weeks. Those of you who know me personally, you know what has happened. For everyone else, here it goes, My Aunt went to the doctor 2 weeks ago cause she thought she felt something strange in her breast. Keep in mind, she JUST had a mamogram. Come to find out, it was a very rare cancer normally not caught cause it gets under the muscle. Within 3 days of finding this, they had her in the Hospital doing a Masectomy. Now she is in the middle of Chemotherapy when just a little over 2 weeks ago she was fine and healthy. OR so she thought. PLease keep her and my family in your prayers!! Thank you all!! Love and bites, Lost Civeteto, Queen Witch, Creator of LDC, Engaged to Forsaken Bitch, MEMBER CLUB F.A.R.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
You know what pisses me off is when you look through your friends and notice one of them is sad or lonely or whatever, and you send them a gift just to try and cheer them up and not even a thanks for you. Maybe I'm gettin old or just freakin' venting but it's a valid point any ways.

Prayer's So Needed
imikimi - Customize Your World I MISPELLED NITRO'S NAME SORRY , PLEASE FOR ME FOR KAGE MY LOVE OF LIFE MOM HELEN , NITRO HIS FATHER , LOST CIVETETO 'S AUNT . PRAYERS ARE VERY POWERFUL WHEN ALL COMES TOGETHER AND I PRAY FOR ALL HERE . IF I HAD WORDS TO EXPRESS MY NEED ITS FOR THEM , TY CHERIE AKA BREW . LOVE YOUS ALL

Alrighty Then
->Suga Lips: lmao @ I acted weird...alrighty then Chase8686: i didnt have time for all that.. all i said is wanted to talk to u... u acted all wierd.. all u had to say was ok ->Suga Lips: lmao..well I don't think I'm a queen, but how about..hi how are you? to start next time? Chase8686: i was just sayin id like to chat with you, then u acted like you were some godamn queen ->Suga Lips: get over MYSELF?? I'm not telling..yes TELLING random people I'm going to talk to them when I get back and we'll 'get to know each other' out of the blue Chase8686: get over yourself christ... ->Suga Lips: well sorry but some random guy gets in my box & says he will talk to me when he gets back like we're old friends Chase8686: ok, fuck it then.. bye ->Suga Lips: uhhh and how do you figure that? Chase8686: u dont know me, but we'll get to know eachother a lil later tonight ->Suga Lips: umm who are you? Chase8686: i wanna talk to u when i get back I don't have any 11s left, b

Out Of Bomb Juice :d
hey all! :D tgif!!!!! i have to work all weekend, but still 8-p i am so tired, and ive been bombing for god knows how long! as of about 1am central time, i am in the lead by over 6,000 points!!! thank you all! i am keeping a running list of all my helpers :) you guys are the greatest!!!! thank you so much for all the love :) it feels real good :) in case you didnt know that im in a contest...i am! :D8-p im trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help me if you are able to!!!! the contest ends on oct 19th, so theres still 7 days left to go... PLEASE CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!!(rate and comment) goodnight all:) i will see you in the morning :) ill be here bombing my happy little ass off 8-p8-p8-p:D:D:D:D love you guys so much!! **muah**

I Hate Haters
Why is it that skinny ass bitches can have pics in their bras and panties (if that much clothing) yet I post pics in my corsets and they get marked NSFW? Don't hate on me because I'm hotter than you. Don't hate on me because my tits are bigger than yours. Don't hate on me period.... stupid ass bitches.

My Phone Number
Again, I guess I have to say this..I have had one of you "men" here..bombard me to call him.. over and over and over I tell him.. I don't call someone that I don't know. No woman would unless she was a slut and doesn't have self respect. Guess what? I am not a slut. If you want me to call you.. try getting to know me first.. if you can't do that.. go back to the sluts, I am sure they are more than happy to oblige you. TRY GETTING TO KNOW ME FIRST!! People might like what they see in me, if they took the time. Thank you and have a great day. Cassie.

Respect
Respect isn't given out like candy on Halloween... Respect isn't tossed out and hoped to be caught by a tear... Respect isn't sold like an old chair at a yard sale. Respect IS worked hard for... Respect IS earned..... Respect IS cherished... Respect IS nurchured... You can not respect someone you do not know.. So, get to know that person... Learn about that person... What Respect is... Respect means a lot of different things. On a practical level it seems to include taking someone's feelings, needs, thoughts, ideas, wishes and preferences into consideration. We might also say it means taking all of these seriously and giving them worth and value. In fact, giving someone respect seems similar to valuing them and their thoughts, feelings, etc. It also seems to include acknowledging them, listening to them, being truthful with them, and accepting their individuality and idiosyncrasies. Respect can be shown through behavior and it can also be felt. We can act in ways w

Heart Felt Story Please Read
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to

You Know You're Australian When.....
You know you're Australian when... 1. You're familiar with Neighbours, Home and Away, Playschool, A Country Practice, Norman Gunston, Barry Humphries, Blue Heelers, Ray Martin, Bert Newton, Lisa McCune, Jon Burgess, Number 96, Molly Meldrum, Kerry O'Brien, and of course, Kerry Packer and Rupert Murdoch. 2. You know that Burger King doesn't exist. It's Hungry Jacks. 3. You know that snow is a memorable and freakish occurrence. Sometimes it's even fake. 4. You know the difference between thongs and a G-banger 5. You know that "stubbies" are either short shorts or small beer bottles, a "gimp", "bogan" or "geezer" is a random idiot,someone in trouble is in "strife" and you're liable to burst out laughing whenever you hear of Americans "rooting" for something. 4. You know how to abbreviate every word, all of which usually end in -o: arvo, combo, garbo, kero, lezzo, metho, milko, muso, rego, servo, smoko, speedo, righto etc. 5. You know that some p

Women
1.) fine: this is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you are wrong. 2.) five minutes: if she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. five min is only five min if you have been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) nothing: this is the calm before the storm. this means something and you should be on your toes. arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) go ahead: this is a dare, not permission. dont do it! 5.) loud sigh: this is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. a loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing (refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) that's okay: this is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. thats okay means she wants to think long and hard brfore deciding how and when to you will pay for your mistake.

Five Rules For Women To Follow To A Happy Life
five rules for women to follow to a happy life Body: 1. its inportant to have a man, who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2.its inportant to have a man who can make you laugh. 3. its inportant to have a man who you can trust and doesnt lie to you. 4.its inportant to have a man who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. its very very very inportant that these 4 men do not know each other. thought this was funny but i wish i could find a guy with all these going for him but still the # 4 its wrong so wrong

More Than Sexy...
I get lotz of attention and flattering commentz from alot of u out there-and i thank u 4 that! x Who doesnt like 2 hear that they're sexy? I am,however,more than just a cute face,a pair of boobz and a sex drive-so if thatz ALL ur interested n...im not interested.Peace...xox

I Want Your Opinion
normally i give things to think about with my opinion but now it is your turn i want you to give me your opinion and the one i think is the best opinion i will post in my next "things to think about 3" these will be the subjects of your opinions. "unconditional love" "intrest in someone(looks vs. getting to know them)" "value of a person(why am i here)" "deception"

14th Birthday!
My baby girl is turning 14 on Tuesday! It seems just yesterday I was holding her in my arms and now shes growing up so fast! Im feeling all depressed as my son is also talking about signing up for the Army and now this! Show me some love and cheer me up! LOL- I know the song is not exactly right for a birthday but the lyrics fit- sort of.hahaha! This sobby birthday blog and bulletin brought to you by the one and only ~Temptress~ ♥Temptress REINCARNATE♥~ CLUB F.A.R.~C.W.O.F member~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE!!!@ fubar

Sad News On My Dad
this is to let all know my dad passed this morning at 3:33 am ..he went in his sleep with no pain and suffering .. I'm just stopping in to let all know who have helped me and thought of my family in this time ...we have already made our arrangements and services will be Tuesday evening.. thank you all again for your thoughts and prayers ...

The Cabin (part 2)
As we finish the food you had prepared, you stand, positioning yourself behind me. You lean over my shoulder, moving my hair to th eside, kissing my skin softly. "Close your eyes baby" you whisper right before kissing my ear. I do as you ask, closing my eyes, letting out a soft moan as your lips touch my ear. You run your hands very gently, downmy arms, stopping at my wrists then moving back up my arms. I love your touch baby, your hands on my skin send a shiver through me. Still standing behind me, I can hear you moving. Unsure of what to expect, I try to listen and see if I can guess as to what you may be doing but don't have the slightest idea. You get close to me again... I can feel you breath on my neck, against my skin... it's so warm. You move a piece of fabric across my bare arm, still not sure of what you are doing, you see me figit in my chair. Smiling you bring the fabric up my arm, I can feel it against my neck as you tease me. Carefully you wrap the fabric over

Omg!!!!!!!i Am Gonna Kick Her Little Butt!
I am sitting here...ready to depart to laundromat location undisclosed...and i see my phone is dead..i must charge it..i no sooner plug it in and go to leave than I am under attack of the vibration and melody alerting me i have a new IM message..funny since I can't even sign in mobile....they are all for her on aol..her password unknown...ha!!! its been going off for 18 minutes straight i cant open it enough to make it stop...I am so kickin her little butt...grrrrrrrr! So this means I am turning the phone off and going to do laundry..building my muscles up to make the whoopin even better :p...hahaha! Darn teenagers!!!!!! Anyone want one? hahaha it vibrated so much it fell off the dresser...omg i hope its not broken...but it did finally stop buzzing!

The Passing Of An Angel
What do you say to somebody who's just lost a child?? An innocent little baby, who never even got the chance to experience life?? I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think. ... So we drove down to Pittsuburgh Saturday morning to visit my friend's baby down there in the Pittsburgh Children's Hospital... It was going to be the first, and possibly last, time we would ever get to meet her. Our little "road trip" was sort of fun, despite the reason we were going down there. I think we were just trying not to think about WHY we were going down there. Well, we all got to hold this precious little baby.. She was so tiny. Her hand barely the size of my thumb... not even big enough to grip my pinky. Holding her was rather scary. She was so little. So fragile. So beautiful. ... Well, around 4 pm or so they took out her breathing tube. My friend decided to let nature take it's course, instead of putting her through a ton of surgeries... She would have never ha

Pieces Of A Girl..
its like bein exposed to gamma rays, i get lost for days in the kiss, of this mysteriousness, let the boys go out an play, im just lookin forward to what the day may, bring a thing or two from me to you, to make you say hooray and take yer worries away, its the least i can do, throw in a check 1,2....cuz if it wasnt for you, who knows what i would do?.....

Life's Journey
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO, What a Ride!

Friggin Mess
My god am I ever a friggin mess right now. I just talked to Rudi semi telling him how I feel. Asking him what he wants to become of all this. He said he wants to be able to get me to stay here in Germany permanently but cant do it at the time being. He said he was waiting for a better time. I told him I cant do this back and forth thing, not knowing where I will stay or what I will do is tearing me up inside. I know my status most of the day has been listed as sick, I think it is more of a depression hitting me hard. How can I not feel this way? I love that man with all my heart and to be honest I am sure that I would do the back and forth thing again if thats what he wants. I just hate the fact of not knowing what my future is bringing in, ya I understand that it is a future and one never knows their actual future. But I do know that right now my mind is spinning out of control. I have ALWAYS been a person that thinks way too much.

I've Been Naughty
My friend Bill hooked me up this weekend… He had asked me if I wanted to help out at a party he was throwing…I agreed to help in any way he needed me to. I started out serving drinks to a group of guys…Bill was hosting a bachelor party for one of his friends borthers or something…They were watching the Chicago game and porn as a “pre-party” before heading out to the bars and strip clubs. Drinks were flowing and everyone was getting anxious for the “entertainment” to show….Geoff the groom was a pretty good looking guy (very fuckable) was talking with me every time I brought more drinks out. He asked if I was a Bears fan and I said that I was…As the game was going down hill I bet him that the bears would come back from behind for the win….I jokingly said that if the Bears lost I would suck his dick…My mistake…Word of the bet spread through out the group… The whole scene changed as the game was winding down….then the kick was good…DAMN! I was a little tipsy and really horny so I figured w

A Poem About The Dragon
A Poem about the Dragon I am an unquenchable fire, The center of all energy, The stout heroic heart. I am truth and light, I hold power and glory in my sway. My presence Disperses dark clouds. I have been chosen To tame the Fates. I AM THE DRAGON

More Stupid People
This morning, as I sat across from some people who are in a position to affect many others lives, I pondered this question; How stupid are these people?! As a MP (Military Police, for the uninitiated) my charge is to Assist, Protect, and Defend any and everyone on my Post. That is my charge and I take it very seriously! We where discussing somethings that had become apparent during the last couple of visits by High Profile individuals. Now this can be a very delicate subject and most be approached with an open mind not to mention a clear understanding of what protecting the populous really means. As the meeting followed it's strict regimental approach, some pencil-necked, over-paid, pompous ass (sorry if I offended anyone in the aforementioned demographic) decided to add something that was not on the agenda. Keep in mind that this usually happens so I was prepared for it. But what I was not prepared for was dim-witted, self-centered that spewed from the hole in his face. Walter R

Tuesday
Well another Tuesday Train is on track ((YaY)) Those can be a pain, although they don't look like much ... It's really a heavy coded message (a lotta space) & labor intensive (going to each profile, reconstructing the link to fit my needs) Some might not realize that profile messages are only allowed 2000 characters, So with the added links: I'm limited to very little space to write names and a few gif images. See what I wanted today's to look like here: (with the BLACK background that it was intended to be on) With today's train, (you may notice 4 people instead of the usual two) Which also explains the 'delay' in departure! he-he I really had to make some adjustments to fit them UNDER the 2000 character space limit! 8-p drove me crazy! Speaking of crazy ... Yesterdays comment - I make all mine never to insult - but perhaps give the viewers a chuckle! Although unintended, I guess it upset a -few- people ... But at the sa

I Won't Be Doing Another Of These For A Long Time!
Facts About MeABOUT MEFull Name:Theresa Birthday:January 1, 1962 Birthplace:Oxnard, California Eye Color:Blue/Gray most of the time Hair Color:Strawberry Blonde Height and Weight:5'51/2" (about 130) Right or Left Handed:right Heritage:Dutch, Irish, a bit of German Worst Habit:smoking Shoe Size:7.5 Shoes You Wore Today:none yet Innie or Outie:innie Weakness:addictions (right now it's The Fu) Fears:loved ones getting hurt Perfect Pizza:black olives and pineapple ~mmmm~ Thoughts First Waking Up:Is my dog still alive? Best Physical Feature:legs MY FAVORITESColor:Cobalt Blue Food:Chicken Spaghetti Sport:Eh Animal:Tigers Candy:Charleston Chews Song:Bring Me To Life (it fits me right now) Gum:can't chew it Holiday:I don't like holidays anymore Season:Spring Radio Station:I prefer cd's Body Part on the Opposite Sex:Eyes, mouth, hands (not necessarily in that order) oh and shoulders

Spiders
All of ya know I hate spiders.. or if you didnt know, you do now... LOL I swear I was stalked by a spider!!! The little bastard crawled onto my windshield, and I figured it would fly off once i got onto the highway and started goin about 60.... 15 minutes later.. the little bastard was STILL THERE!!! how the hell he managed to cling to my car... I DUNNO... But I do know one thing... I HAULED ASS when I got out of the car! I was scared he'd get on me!!! I think hes the crack spider in the video... LOL Anyways, figured I would share a lame, random story with ya! xoxo

Application. :p
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. Do you sing in the shower? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? 24. Tell me o

Thank You Catherine!!!
Catherine@ fubar This girl doesn't know it but she is the reason for my happiness. It's because of her mumm directed for Amelia that I got started talking more to Amelia. Making mock mumms my stalker Camelia was so much fun and I got to see Amelia funny side. So I thank you Catherine for paving the way for me. - Get Your Own

Just A Note To Say
Just a Note To Say No lover is she, but a friend A mate who has touched my soul She hugs me when my heart is sore and when my mind is numb Absorbs the pressures from my body and drains away the despair When I feel so alone and broken she holds my world together These arms in which I stand wring out my pain so gently A simple caress of human hands an island in a raging sea I do not know her well yet though our companionship seems timeless Friend , O friend , so beloved this is for you, may we never lose it

Enough Is Freaking Enough.
I've decided to finally stop effing around and get some damn nails put back on. It's so weird, when my oldest sister has long nails I have NONE. But when I have long nails she has NONE. Freaking genetics. Anyway, it's almost time to go home. Who's coming with me? :)

Wash Your Hands ;p
So last weekend was pretty sweet. Saturday was the errand run about then kick back zen day full of hiking and puzzle games after the taskage was complete. Sunday was my favorite day (even though I had to work that night). Slept in. Boo made an awesome breakfast of French toast, and bacon. Yummy-yumms. Long lazy shower, then we road tripped to Silverman Farm in Easton (http://www.silvermansfarm.com/ ) to go apple picking and other mad nonsense (to be more specific Silverman's has a pretty awesome petting zoo, and I have goat issues as well as cow love...) I cracked open the change jar and liberated a firm fistful of quarters to buy corn for the animals (oh-cloven hoofage) The trip was fun- the kids being ham & cheese, and the last 10 minutes chanting a Liz song in ode to the apples & goats-yeah! I think the song bit wore on my man, but being hard core he smiled benevolently at his encompassing chaos. We meet up with our friends Mike, Angie, and their little girl Zoe. Deepest of ironies

The Final Blow.
I feel as if it happened. It was that devistating pain in my heart. He cut me loose. Tears streaming down my face I just feel as if I had the knife pierce my heart. I can not just turn off my love for someone. I know distance and the situation may be tough, but I never lied and my true feelings for him always were shown. If you see me just understand, I can not stop the bleeding from my heart. It is like I was pushed away..and will never be able to go back. I am so sorry everyone..

A Brief History Of Halloween
Halloween traditions of trick-or-treating and jack-o-lanterns were brought to America in the 1840s by Irish escaping the Great Potato Famine. On Halloween, Irish peasants begged the rich for food and played practical jokes on those who refused. To avoid being tricked, the rich handed out cookies, candies, and fruit - a practice that turned into our present day trick-or-treating. Jack-o-lanterns trace back to an old Irish tale about a man named Stingy Jack. Unable to enter Heaven because of his stingy ways and turned away by the Devil, Stingy Jack wandered the world, searching for a resting place. To light his way, Stingy Jack used a burning coal in a hollowed out turnip -- hence the name "jack-o-lantern." The first jack-o-lanterns, in fact, were carved out of turnips. Only when the Irish tradition reached America did turnip carving turn into pumpkin carving. Witch means wise one. It comes from the Saxon word wica. Witches were thought to be wise enough to tell the future.

Wind Gust Up To 62 Mph Here!!
It was storming here, with wind gust up to 62 mph. Rain, wind, thunder, and lightening. So I am working at the bar tonight 10/17/07 and the fire departments head guy comes in. I didn't think nothing of it, til I look at his face. He told me that my huge tree in my front yard fell on my house. i said you have to be kidding me, he said no I need you to go home and check it out. So I had to go up home and sure enough my tree is laying on my house. It was still storming so we really could not see much but my husband went inside and made sure the roof was not leaking and no broken windows. So now tomorrow I will not be at work at my first job so I can stay home and clean up the damn tree. The worst thing is right now we don't know how much damage there is until we get the tree off the house!! i will post pictures when i can. UPDATE::: Got the tree all cleaned up now. Insurance adjuster just came out today 10/19/07 and told me some very good news! So now we can get our house fixe

Love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she

Metropolis Part 1
Well i was gonne try and use this in some pics but its easyer to share it this way!!! The smile of dawn arrived early may she carried a gift from her home the night shed a tear to tell of here fear sell never out grow death is the first dance eternal theres no more freedom the both of you will be confined to this mind i was told theres a miracle for each day that i try i was told theres a new love that is born for each one that has died i was told thered be no one to call on when i feel alone and afraid i was told if you dream of the next world your find yoursef swimming in a lake of fire as a child i thought i could live without pain without sorrow as a man ive found its all caught up with me im asleep yet im afraid somewhere like a scene from a memory theres a picture worth a thousand words eluding stares from faces before me it hides away and will never be heard of again deceit is the second without end the citys cold blood teaches us to survive

Racism-my Opinion
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK-Ok, first off, I have never been called this to my face, and if I was, I would kick your ass. Racial slurs of ANY kind are wrong and STUPID and make the speaker sound IGNORANT. But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist-What the hell? I have never referred to ANYONE in a racial way, EVER. It makes me sound ignorant, which I'm NOT. It's a generalization, and as with ALL rules, there ARE exceptions. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?-OK, this is my one problem with black people. Yes, the white man enslaved you 100 years ago. I don't know if you are aware of this yet, but Lincoln signed this document, called the EMANCIPATION PROCLAMATION. You want those forty acres and that mule? WORK for it, like EVERYONE else. Slavery was 100+ yrs ago, and the Civil Rights movement was 40 yrs ago, it's time

Speeding Ticket
You're sitting in the breakdown lane about 2130hrs, its been a quiet, boring night. You have the Radar unit is on, but nothing has come by in a while to even set it off. All of a sudden as your mind starts to drift away, you hear it whine and see it light up...65 mph in a 40 mph zone....you hit the lights and attempt to catch the vehicle, as it turns off onto a quiet side street and pulls to the side, you slide in behind it. You approach the vehicle...flashlight in hand...and the first thing you notice is the legs....the driver's skirt has been hiked up a little...almost to the point where you can see panties....and the shirt is low cut, with a tremendous amount of cleavage showing. You introduce yourself and ask for license and registration. You are taken aback when she turns and looks at you. You notice her lips, so full. Her eyes seem to pierce and look right through you. Her hair is pulled back in a loose ponytail. She reaches across to the glove box to retrieve her registratio

I Don't Like (repost Of My Blog From Myspace)
I Don't Like: Christmas Will Smith Flowers ('cept stargazer lilies) Birds Khaki Cargo Pants Khaki Cargo Pants Disney Movies(except TRON) Work Fuzzy Bunnies Rainbows('cept Skittles) Sports Puppies Clowns The Special Olympics The Regular Olympics Beck Kid Rock Hanson Oprah Rosie O'Donnell Sally Jessie Rikki Lake Maury Povich Jenny Jones Montel Williams Jay Leno Geraldo Larry King Don Imus Steve Dahl Dr. Laura Urkel Michael Medved Tom Hanks Spike Lee The Crocodile Hunter Madonna Andrew Lloyd Webber Pauly Shore Ricki Martin Ice Cube TLC Kid Rock Rage Against the Machine(mostly) Dick Biscuit er, Limp Bizket or whatever Perfume and Cologne Stupidity Children Kermit the Frog The Osmonds Sister Sister The Kennedys (Although this group keeps getting smaller and smaller) D.A.R.E. France Stomp Commercials Pokemon The Blue

Optical Illusion
Do you see her spinning clockwise, counter-clockwise, or both? Instead of concentrating on her chest, concentrate on the woman's movement. If you see her spinning clockwise, that means you're using the right side, or more creative side of your brain. If she appears to be moving counter-clockwise, then that means the left side, or more logical side of your think muscle is superior. Here is the original link: http://www.switched.com/2007/10/15/the-trippiest-optical-illusions-on-the-net/

New Rule - 10 -18-2007
Unless your falling on it, leave it out I'd say about 30% of fubar's population has one of those most pointless pictures ever. You know the one, with the babe, holding the knife, giving it a lick, acting sexy and dangerous. But in the meantime, looking like an emo kid with the wrong impression. Remember, You don't walk across the street, you walk up it. Least that might be an interesting pic. write poetry. shampoo crotch. Don't give a shit how sad and lonely you are, poetry is dead, and no amount of self mutilation via words is going to bring it back. Especially since no one has made mention of a poet since the first batch of 'em died. And speaking of that, check out history, see the way that most poets died. and then do us all a favor, and speedy up the process. Hi! I rated you an 11! Accept my request! Only if you accept mine first. Go fuck yourself. The reason why you have never seen "fan.rate.add" on my site, is cause I dont want you to. Same reason why I've n

Whippings
Wednesday=Whippings ^_^ I asked a darling friend of mine for some assistance with this yesterday. Mistress Heather determined that I should issue... 50 with a wooden hairbrush 50 with a cane 25 with a flogger 100 with a braided whip blindfolded gagged bent over a bench for the brush and cane...I used the bean flipped over! tied standing with arms above their head...I used the pulley system and tied it tight then completed the task at hand oh...and for that extra delight! WET...with a handy dandy spray bottle to keep it wet! very nice very nice indeed Tonight...it is Torment Thursday...purrr I have been planning for this one all week! Thanks beauty...I enjoyed it thoroughly!

Disrespectful To Me
I INVITED A PERSON INTO MY HOME , BECAUSE THEY SAID THEY WERE IN A SITUATION THAT WAS NOT GOOD . SO , OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF MY HEART , I INVITED THE PERSON HERE . HASN'T MADE ANY EFFORT TO GET UP OFF HER ASS TO FIND A JOB, BEEN ON THE COMPUTER 24/7 , GIVEN OUT MY PHONE NUMBER WITHOUT ASKING , SAYING I SAID IT WAS FINE AND I DIDN'T . I SUPPORTED THIS PERSON SINCE SECOND WEEK OF JULY . LIED ABOUT ME TO A FRIEND , STATING , I KICKED HER OUT FOR NO REASON , WHICH IS A LIE . I SAID SHE HAD TO LEAVE , BECAUSE I CAN NOT TRUST HER . HERE IN MY HOME ALONE , WHILE I'M WORKING FOR 8 HRS.

Support The British Red Arrows
Unbelievable !!! The world-famous Red Arrows have been banned from appearing at the 2012 London Olympics because they are deemed 'too British'. Organisers of the event say that the Arrows military background might be 'offensive' to other countries taking part in the Games. The display team have performed at more than 4000 events worldwide, but the Department of Culture, Media and Sport have deemed the display team 'too militaristically British'. Red Arrows pilots were said to be 'outraged', as they had hoped to put on a truly world class display for the Games, something which had never been seen before. Being axed from a British-based event for being 'too British' is an insult - the Arrows are a symbol of Britain. The Red Arrows have been excellent ambassadors for British overseas trade, as they display their British-built Hawk aircraft all over the world. The Arrows performed a short flypast in 2005 when the winning bid was announced, but their flypast at the Games

Re-evaluate?
Have you ever thought you should do some spring cleaning in your life? There is just some stupid shit that's gettin to me...and i think i need to wash it out....i dunno. I try to be a good friend....listen to people..but then when i have a problem...it's like where the hell is everyone? Well anyway...here's to life

My Sad B-day
Ok Sunday is my b-day and all i wanted was an ipod i ask my mom and dad and sis and bro and they all said that they cant do it....and this is the only thing i wanted in the whole world..why do they ask u what u want then u tell them and its like well i cant get u that..Well thats what i want so why cant i have it..I know i should wait until Sunday to see what all i get but i know that its not going to be a IPOD and thats what i want...i might sound like a big baby i dont care....so if u dont like it dont read it...:((

You Know What????
You Know What??? PLEASE DON'T SHOUT BOX ME AND TELL ME YOUR HORNY I DON'T CARE SOUNDS LIKE A PERSONAL PROBLEM FIND A WAY TO 'PLEASE' YOURSELF! HAVE FUN WITH YOURSELF OR YOUR GIRL I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT I AM HERE FOR MY FRIENDS AND TO CHAT. IF THIS MESSAGE OFFENDS YOU AS MUCH AS YOUR SHOUT BOX MESSAGES BOTHER ME... GO 'FUCK' YOURSELF LOL :D Think This Says It All :P Have A Great Day!!! PS: I Marked This NSFW. I Do Apologize To The Others Reading It That Have Nothing To Do With This. My 8 Year Old Comes To My PC And Sees These Messages.. Having To Explain To Him What Horny AND All The Other Things Some Guys Put In There... Common Courtesy & Respect Is Appreciated PLEASE & THANK YOU

What Is It About Some People?
OK, a lot of people know I am a counselor going for my MSW (which I have put on hold right now). Even with all I know and understand about life and how people act, for the life of me I will never understand why people act the way they do. It seems like people, more specifically men, seem to think it's OK to break a person's heart or do something that hurts someone else, intentionally or not. Just tonight alone, I had talked to several people who have had someone that they cared about and they thought cared about them hurt them in one way or another. What's worse is that the ones that get hurt want to give up on love and relationships, which is easier said than done. I'm not gonna get into the details of each one, but are some of the people on here really that cold, childish and selfish? Sometimes it makes me ashamed to be a man, because that gives men like me a bad reputation. I mean guys, c'mon! Do the male population a favor and stop bringing the good guys down with you

The Contest
Hi friends , ok, I want to host my first fubar contest here. It will be for the most points wins , I want to run it for 10 days . Its a big pimpin gift contest ....1st place wins a million dollar mansion, 2nd place wins a yatcht , 3rd place wins a tropical vacation. I need at least 10 people to start the contest so yall contact me and let me know if your interested . Thanks , Lisa

I Am Sick
Hello all my friends, I am writing to you to let you know that I am very sick. I am on fubar on and off due to being sick. Depending on how I feel depends on how long I stay on. I went to the ER on Friday with a possible heart attack. They did X-rays, EKG, and a CAT scan to see what it is. They know that it is not a heart attack, stroke or blood clot, but they can't figure out what exactly it is. I have some test coming up in mid November to find out why I am unable to breathe. I wish they would do something about the pain in my chest and my bones. I can hardly move without crying from the pain. So, for anyone who prays, please keep me in your prayers that the doctors find what is wrong with me so that we can start a treatment to take care of the problem. I want an end to this. It has been going on for a month now. It's getting frustrating. I do want to say thank you to my sweety Roy (DJ Godzilla). I want to thank him for being there for me through it all. He has be

Long Ago And Far Away...
I was hanging out with my boyfriend. Actually we were pre-engaged, with ring & all. He is fortunately long gone. Why do so many of them become such incredible assholes? We were over his friend's house, in the front yard, just chillin, drinkin & smokin a bit, feeling nice & relaxed. Paul, my boyfriend, was lying back in his chair, Tom was in the other chair, I was in between them on the grass, just bullshitting away the night, enjoying their company. Paul was giving me ‘the look’, so I decided to tease him a bit, and give his friend a bit of a show. His friend was pretty damn cute, and we had shared a few ‘looks’ between us, so of course, in this relaxed state, I wanted to see where it would lead to. So I leaned over Paul, and began massaging his stomach. He leaned back farther, getting nice & comfy, ready to enjoy the ride. I lifted up hit t-shirt just a bit, running my tongue along his belly in slow, sensuous circles. His breathing started to come a little harder. I ran my t

I'm A Little Tired Of This . . .
Okay, I am REALLY beginning to get tired of this. I've ridden right past annoyed, and have started to become pissed. I am so sick to death of people either messaging me, or IMing me, for the SOLE purpose of ripping me apart for what they read in my profiles. Who made you (and I use the term 'you' as a generalization) the Internet Policeperson for my profile? If you do not like what is written in my profile, quit reading and move along to another profile you WILL like. It's not MY fault that YOU can't handle blunt honesty in a profile. I AM a vampire, whether you believe me or not. If you don't believe it, fine. That's your problem, not mine. But e-mailing me, or IMing me, for the purpose of calling me 'crazy', 'psychopathic', or 'dangerous', just because you don't believe I am what I claim I am, shows exactly what kind of judgmental asshole you truly are. But the above actually bothers me much less than this: You have absolutely NO right to judge my lifestyle, or

Oh Wow! What A Weekend!
If I had to sum up this past weekend in one word, it would have to be 'insane'. As much as I don't look forward to the end of weekends, this has to be one of the few times I will make an exception. Friday, I had the doctor in the morning. We reviewed what we were gonna do next and we set a date to start the next wave of chemotherapy: November 9th. He then said my blood cell levels (both white and red) were too low. He decided on giving me Neulasta that day and Procrit I will get later in the upcoming week. So from now until November 9th should be quite the trip! (Ugh!) I ended up taking a long nap after that, and with good reason. I was doing an intervention on my brother. His girlfriend told me he is drinking again and he is getting worse, so she and I, as well as a handful of others he knows, went to talk to him. I haven't had a physical showdown with my brother in years, but we almost had one that night. He went to leave and I stood in front of the door. He put his

The Life Cycle Of A Human.
So you're born. Now you're an infant. Possibly fucked in the head, but an ugly creature none-the-less. Often times resembling an upside-down cricket. Many people believe that giving birth is a difficult process. Many people are wrong. Not about birth being a difficult process, but just in general many people are wrong.. often about quizzicle facoids that they make up off the top of their heads to impress friends. So you're an infant. Right as your existence is kicked off, you're set up for a hardy dose of irony. The most defining moment in your life was spent sliding out of a slippery tube while your mother is screaming cuss words. Cut to four years old at the waterpark. Learned behavior? I'd say so. Regardless, your parents still get mad at you for cussing when they gave you the idea in the first place. That's reason enough to axe them in the face when you're 15. That's why downs syndrome children are so good at going down water slides feet-first. Now

What Is Love Anyway..=)
WHAT IS LOVE ANYWAY... LOVE~ (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests. okay so theirs the definition..so what if...just what if..you fall in love with someone you can never be with...no matter how much you try to convince yourself that anything can happen and happy endings do come true...what if...their is no happy ending at the end of this love story..do you hold on? or do you let go? and what if you found that one true love but let it go...do you ever find true love again..or are they just stand ins..for what should of been. what are your thoughts on this... =)

Guys Suck
No im just kidding... but I just recently became single. Out of a 5 year relationship. I thought I could make things work because I was in love but I learned that sometimes it is better just let it go because after 5 years it still wasnt working... sometimes you think maybe people will change and become what you want because you made changes for them but that doesnt work (trust me I know). So yeah just a little advice if it doesnt work then it doesnt work dont put years and too much effort into it. that doesnt mean dont try it just means dont waist alot of precious time on something that you know in the end wont work even if you believe you can make it work.

Life
Life is hard in its own way. Things get messed up and great things happen. Everyone walks a hard road a few times in there life. But if we hold our heads up high, things will get better. There are billions of ppl in this world, but no one worrys about them selfs. In this life you so choice to fight for a better one or you let life swallow u. The world as its own problems. War, crime, death, birth, and most of all the big events that we will never forget. If you fight with a loved one, Stop and think at least you have someone that is behind you, unless they are abusing you than they are no better than a person behind bars. Drama is a key thing that we all become part of no matter if we like it or not. Drama is a reason will ppl to take their anger and stress out on someone else. Stress is a big key in life. Everything that comes up in life has stress. Work, school, and love. But a life is 3 times more important than a person laying on a table. Help everyone you can feel as spe

Here I Am
here i am, shes tried so hard. i finally gave in, let down my guard. here i am, she holds me tight. i smile inside, its such a delight. here i am, with all ive known. and here she is, is it finally shown? here i am, ill be by her side. i wont be afraid, i will not hide. by;Paul A. 10-23-07

First Class
There have been so many new members joining my long list of friend on my profile and they have asked so many times where my stories are I thought I would bring the story up from the depths of my blog up to the to so you all can find them. Here is a very popular story that seems to arouse many guys. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white silk blouse above a black pleated silk skirt that stops

Boots
Anyone who has ever dressed a child will love this one! Did you hear about the teacher who was helping one of her primary students put on his boots? Even with her pulling, and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. Finally, when the second boot was on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, 'Teacher, they're on the wrong feet.' She looked, and sure enough, they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as together they worked to get the boots back on, this time on the right feet. He then announced, 'These aren't my boots.' She bit her tongue rather than get right in his face and scream, 'Why didn't you say so?' like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner had they got the boots off when he said,'They're my brother's boots. My Mum made me wear them.' Now she didn't know

Dear Fubarians....
Fubarbarians... Over the last few days we have been auditing referrals. Many of you are working hard to invite your "REAL" friends to the site and we appreciate it. Unfortunately, there are always a few people who will abuse the system and take advantage of the extra points. Although it may be tempting, please do not set up fake accounts or use bogus email addresses or your points will be reset to ZERO. It doesn't matter how much you have invested into the site! Cheating is cheating and this has been our policy since day one! The best thing you can to is to protect your investment is to play fair and do not cheat. It's really quite simple. Cheating = Reset to 0. Playing fair =:) It is not fair to the rest of the community who are working hard to legitimately refer good people to have to compete with cheaters. Please take the higher road and ONLY refer legitimate people. Also, please read the terms of service. fubar.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated July 17, 2007 fuba

I'm Sorry
Written by a man on a different site.. and I thought it was fitting here. And this woman has the balls to repost it! I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,

Can You Feel Me???play Song While Reading!!
I enter a candle lit room where there is soft music playin'~~ You come up behind me, whisper in my ear, and all you keep sayin...is~~ CAN YOU FEEL ME** You kiss me on my neck and put your arms around my waist~~ Then you turn me around and give me a taste..while kissin' me you keep sayin'~~ CAN YOU FEEL ME** All against the wall, your body glued to mine~~ The feelin' is gettin' intense and we begin to grind~~ CAN YOU FEEL ME** Clothes are commin' off,my breast in your mouth~~ Damn!! I'm so HOT!! you down and put your tongue on my...OOOHHHH!!! Just once... Then you come back up and say~~ CAN YOU FEEL ME** MMmmm Baby!! I can't take it no more!~~ Let's do it NOW!! Right Here!! on the floor~~ Lay down baby and let me get on top.. You got me so Hot I don't wanta stop!!!~~ CAN YOU FEEL ME!!!!!!!! *~~K-Baby~~*

Hi , Just Wanted To Let You Know .
Hi . I just wanted to let everyone know that from Wed (Oct/24 ) thru Sun (Oct/28th ) . That I will not be on that much . Thank you for all the love and understanding while I'm away .I hope everyone has a great rest of the week. Luv to all .Thank 's , Tom

A Medal Of Honor Presented To A Fallen Navy Seal First Medal Of Honor In Afghanistan
I was very disappointed in my local newspaper's coverage of this event. It should have been on the Front page! Instead there was a story about Hillary (blah) visiting Seattle and this story was relagated to a small article a couple pages in. This man is an American Hero in every sense of the word! This story is also just a little of what our troops see on a regular basis. Show them you love them Show them you Care. Show them we Support them 100% WASHINGTON — President Bush publicly honored a fallen Navy SEAL Monday by presenting his grieving parents with the Medal of Honor — and privately honored their sacrifice by wearing a dogtag they'd given him moments before. An emotional White House ceremony awarded posthumously the nation's highest military honor for valor to Lt. Michael Murphy, of Patchogue, N.Y. — the first given for combat in Afghanistan. Before the emotional ceremony, Murphy's parents Dan and Maureen Murphy met with President Bush and gave him a gold dog

Name That Tune
So I am chatting with my friend Christine who tends to get songs in her head...but can never remember the lyrics... and since we are chatting...she can't even hum the tune... and the girl is driving herself mad trying to remember what the song is... she has herself covinced it is Hall & Oates.... and she posts the most inchorent attempt at the lyrics... "and she wanders.....and she waannnnnder. noooooo one can make me feel....something someting. something....that's all I've got!" (Yeah, that's all she sent... ) but it comes to me in a moment... and it's Howard Jones... and I always liked the song... No One Is To Blame You can look at the menu but you just cant eat You can feel the cushions but you cant have a seat You can dip your foot in the pool but you cant have a swim You can feel the punishment but you cant commit the sin And you want her and she wants you We want everyone And you want her and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame You

I Want Everyone To Know
I love myself the way I am. And for those who think I should change ANYTHING should go to hell. Or if you think about it-- at least don't tell me about it. Who the fuck are you? Don't get me wrong-- I'm far from perfect...But I don't really wna be perfect. So I just want everyone to know-- this is me. Take it or leave it. I don't really care anymore.

What The Hell Is Wrong With People?
Wow, it's been forever since I've written a blog so now it's time. How many people wonder where the hell this dam fubar marriage shit came from? I mean I just dont get it...people from opposite sides of the world getting "married" online and they aint never met each other and then they get all pissed and upset when the other is talking to other females/males who are actually close to them! Do you honestly think you are ever gonna meet your "fu-partner" in real life? I mean hey if you do and you all make a love connection, that's great but remember where you met! LOL... People are taking Fubar nowadays way too seriously. I'm giving far warning now...if a female comes to my page repeatedly and more than once a day and they are NOT on my friends list...then I'm gonna hit them up and ask them why. If I have asked you to do this out of respect and you haven't then I'll take matters into my own hands and I probably won't be nice about it cause I'm a bitch. I don't deal with drama and I don'

Please Read
Hi all, This contest is over in less then 6 hours. I hope if you have time you can rate my pic, add a comment or two, share it, etc. I will return the favor when ever you need me. Thanks to everyone who all ready helped out. JC PS Just click on my pic

Dear Boys..
I've done a lot of dating rants recently.. and I'm starting to think I've got a grip on the centralized problem -- the talk. So I've gone on a lot of little.. I guess you would call them dates, recently, with some pretty cool and pretty crappy people. It seems like I'm constantly being shoved into "the talk" when its one of those things I avoid at all costs. "The talk" meaning "relationship status discussion." Relationship status? For some reason, people want to discuss this after like, 2 dates. WHAT? Well, since that always makes me twitch, I've decided I'm going to start having the talk with people before we even go on date one. In fact, Im going to blog my side of "the talk" right here for everyone to see, that way I never have to have it again. I'll be on my date and say, "Heres a link. Please call me if you have questions, thanks..." and then I will basically be tech support for my "the talk" website. I'm a genius. Moving on.. Heres what I want. * I do not want

My Apologies!
Sorry all! I have had a bit of a tough day and haven't been able to get around to leave comments! Between my computer locking up, and 2 1/2 hours time taken for rehearsal tonight, I just haven't been able to get to you! There has also been a happy hour every time I did get a chance to be on and I felt rating as many of you as I could was the better thing to do. Again, please accept my apologies and I will do better starting tomorrow!!!!!!

Question 4 All My Friends
I have a package of frozen eclaires bites,if you take them out of the freezer for 15 minutes they're ready to be eaten... the question is,if I put them in the fridge instead,can they last a couple of days or are they still unsafe since they're out of the freezer and the cold chain has been broken down,or at least lowered...help help...

Bondage
~~RYAN AND JILL~~ He'd kept her locked up down there for two days...or was it three? Her arms ached from being stretched above her head. The wide leather straps made her ankles itch. Her body dripped sweat, beads of the salty fluid ran in rivulets between her naked breasts, down her stomach and between her thighs. She wanted more. He would give it to her, she knew. She had only to ask. He came in every now and then to hold a bucket under her so she could piss, but he did no more. He did not touch her. He would not kiss her. He refused to look at her face. He stood in front of her and stared at her tits, his cock always in his hand. He never spoke. Just stroked his cock until a hot stream of cum shot onto her stomach and ran into her pubic hair. She would bite her lip until blood leaked into her mouth. She wanted him to touch her. Wanted him to taste her. But she would never beg him for it. So there she was, strapped to the table, covered in dried cum, panting and sw

People Who Leveled
THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH REGULAR PIMPOUT BULLITENS THIS IS JUST FOR ONES WHO LEVELLED AND WILLING TO DO A LITTLE EXTRA ON A VOLENTEER BASIS.. THIS IS ONLY MY IDEA AND NO ONE HAS TO DO IT..ID JUST LIKE TO KNO UR THOUGHTS ON IT..... CLUB FAR THIS IS A SUGESTION A IDEA OF LOVE ONLY... ITS UP TO YOU JUST A IDEA I HAD TO SHOW REAL LOVE. SO M,ANY HAVE MADE G-F-OR G-M.OR JUST LEVELLED UP! WHAT ABOUT IF WHEN A PERSON LEVELES UP THEY PUT THEIR NAME ON BLOG. THEN WE GET SAY 5 TOGETHER AND GO LEVEL A PERSON WHO HAS A LONG WAY TO GO ???WITH 5 OR MORE IT WOULDNT TAKE LONG...AND THAT WAY YOU COULD SHOW YOUR LUV BACK. IF WE DID IT ONLY ONCE A MONTH JUST THINK ?? THIS DOSENT COUNT THE ONES MOLLY AND I DO ALL THE TIME THIS IS JUST FOR THE ONES WHO HAVE LONG WAY TO GO... AS I SAID THIS IS JUST MY IDEA AND JUST WOULD LIKE TO SEE WHAT YOU THINK OF IT..AND WHO WOULD BE WILLING ? THATS ALL..KNO YOUR ALL LOVED NO MATTER WHAT. LUNA FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR NAME TO HELP... OR

I Need A Salute
I need a salute to level up, but I'm too lazy. Anyway, I have a question for you guys. Marc and I have been living in this city now for about 2 months. We're not regular drinkers (we usually never drink until we go to London, ON). But I just know I want to get wasted this weekend, but I have NO clue where there are any bars, clubs or pubs. I looked under the yellow pages under the respectable categories, and even under wasted, but I can't find any. You have any idea how to go about finding them other than driving around this huge city? haha.

2 Boys All For Me
Well, I placed up a mumm but all that happened was a bunch of views but only 2 votes... so thanks for no help at all girls. Ever since Bob went numb from MS his "plumbing hasnt been working. We've been talking about it and he suggested something. He said why not have 2 of our friends have sex with me and he'll watch and take pics. 2 BOY friends!!! I should say. lol This way I get to have my fun and hopefully something will stir in his pants. Anyway, its decided and Friday is the day!!! If you got any comments and input go ahead and leave it but its not going to change our mind. Thats what the mumm was for!! lol And dont worry, there WILL be pics up by Saturday nite for all my girls!! I love you all............ MUAH!!

Mmmmy Story (unfortunately In German Haha)
.. wenn du denkst dein gesamtes leben verändert sich und du gehst in dieser ganzen sache total verloren... i feel lost .. alles was ich heute gemacht habe fühlte sich fremd an und jede bewegung schien falsch zu sein.... mir fehlen die worte zu beschreiben welche leere in diesem moment um mich herrscht... selbst wenn ich in einem überfülltem raum stehe.. i had these feelings never before... es ist anders diesmal.. als ob mein leben eine 180° wendung einschlägt und ich nichts tun kann ausser daneben zu stehen und zuzusehen I felt home... die letzten wochen.. ich hatte etwas was mich jeden tag getragen hat mit nur drei worten...ich schlief damit ein und wachte damit auf und nun schlafe ich ein ohne zu wissen ob es morgen noch vorhanden ist.. das gefühl, dass ich nie zuvor hatte how can i live.. ohne zu wissen ob ich dieses gefühl je wieder bekommen werde..? i want my home back.... denn zuhause ist wo dein herz ist ... mein kopf ist voll mit neuen

Needs Of A Man And Woman
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time wit

For Someone That I Love...
ok, this is seepage from someone else's brain... it's a song written by mark salomon, who does vocals for one of my favorite bands, stavesacre. the song is mostly about the masks that we wear to disguise ourselves from the people around us. it speaks to me deeply because there is a lot about myself that i don't show to people. at the same time, i feel lonely because no one really does know me. it creates a lot of tension within me. anyway... when this fleeting limelight fades and we're alone again what name will your heart speak? what is true? what is real? not what you feel what you know eternally ten years running blind and aimlessly warming by the fires of bridges burning ten thousand peering eyes that can only see the show, the smile, the face i allow how many more break beneath the surface? young and bold, but blind and led by blind His person missed beyond His name was this the hope when we began? a tragic generation of faithless children and forgotten l

Rated R? No ..one.
Why do people rate us 1s? I mean.. come on, if you dont like us then just go to the next..I mean this girl looks at my profile & rates me a 1. If you rate me a 1, fine & dandy..but expect to get rated a 1 back, and to top it off..Ill let you know that I rated you a 1. But Im not that cruel & judgemental to be rating ones. And 9 times out of 10 they are newbies..not realizing that we know who rates us..DUH..

Save The Sheep!!!!!!!!
Picture this..... You just picked up the 3 year old your babysitting, your driving home, its a beautiful day, no rain, everything is fine. Your almost home, your house is on a small hill, the road goes down from there to the border about a half mile away. Your doing the speed limit, {55mph} or just under it, your house is getting closer, you take your foot off the gas and start to slow down, you begin to apply the brake, your driveway is getting closer. Your foot immediately hits the floor...NO BRAKES!!!! WTF?!?!?! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, thankfully about a mile before my house theres a flat stretch of road and there were a bunch of sheep crossing it so i figured i should let the owners know they were out, i down shifted and pulled into their yard,, THATS when i discovered i had no brakes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yea,, I'm a bitch. Yea,, I don't like people. But... I have respect for others and if my animals were out i

^_^
I am a greedy girl...unable to be content with my spankings Wednesday I requested they be tormented on Thursday! I will not disclose the number...it was an obscene amount...but with the thin paddle and taking sets of thirty at one time per cheek...purrrrr and to prove that I am as greedy as I say...I asked for 100 hand spanks on my naked bruised bottom this morning just to get me going! damn life is good...but spankings are better!

Grandson's Struggles
Dear Blog, Im here today with a weighted heart, as you know dear blog, my children and grandchildren are the core of life. My Grandson has been sick, and has been a concern with me for a long time. He is only 15 months old and has been on antibiotics so much since he was born. Which is never a good sign. It is one of the most over used man made drug there is. He was a preemie when born and it seems he has always struggled with one thing or another, from sleep apnea to infections. He has had his adenoids removed. He is scheduled to have tubes in ears this Wednesday. I am sure they will wait now becuase of the lab work. His latest illness has added a yeast infection from all the antibiotics. My daughter went back to the doctor today to find out the results of his test he had done recently. They are making him an appointment at Rileys children Hospital with a specialist. His blood count was all off and they are not sure what is going on. I pray they find out w

Blogs Are Great For Rants.
This is the first time I've ever really blogged. I have refrained from this whole blogging thing because I really don't feel the urge to spew my life out there for the world to see. Most of you don't know me, much less could care, and there are things the world just doesn't need to know. However, I can see that they are great for rants. So, my first official blog, is going to be just that. Rant on. First, the disclaimer. If you are reading this, and are vegan, well. You might get offended. Too bad. I was, so it's only fair that you are in return. You've been warned. Further, I'm usually pretty good about spelling, grammar, etc, though I do tend to toss out a run on sentence here and there. I'm not posting this for rates, or grades, or any of that drek. It's not going to be perfect. So, if this blog pisses you off and the only retort you have is to criticize my grammar, spelling, punctuation, etc... I'll take that as, I've pissed you off with what I said and m

My Aunt And My Mother
My Aunt who is 79 and my mother who is 80 were visiting together and doing day trips. They saw this old church and got really delighted when they saw the doors where open and there was a huge sign that said WELCOME. Happy they could go in and see this wonderful structure they joined the other "tourists"...Oh they where in heaven there was singing and to hear Abide with me and Amazing grace was such a treat for them. They where there for about 15 min when they started to clue in this was not an invitation to all but they had in fact joined a funeral. Once they knew this there these 2 dignified sweet ladies sat with head buried in Hymn books hoping others around them thought their shaking shoulders was because they were so upset.. not because they were laughing. They sat there for about another half hour before they found a moment where they could slip out with out being to disruptive. and thankfully before they burst out into full out laughter. When my Mom told me this story ( st

Freedom Isnt Free- Please Read & Comment If U Care
Freedom Isn't Free I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young soldier saluted it, and then He stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers' tears? How many Pilots' planes shot down? How many foxholes were soldiers'graves? No Freedom isn't free I heard the sound of taps one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That taps had meant "Amen" When a flag had draped a coffin of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard at the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington..... No -- Freedom isn't free!! ~ Ca

30 Things A Woman Can Say To A Naked Man
30 Mean Things A Woman Can Say To A Naked Man: 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Awww, it's so cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many ot

Married Women
Why females should avoid girls night out after they are married: The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight. "I promise" were my last words. Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3:00 am and a bit loaded, we piled into a cab and headed for our respective homes Just as I got through the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Realizing my husband would probably wake up, I quickly cuckooed another 9 times. I was particularly proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution to cover up my tardiness. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos....MIDNIGHT). The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him midnight. He didn't raise an eyebrow and continued to read the morning paper. Whew! Got away with that one!! Then he said, "I think we might need a new cuc

Shoutbox
Hers just a few things that probably shouldn't be said in a shout box..LMAO 1. I want to jump on you from behind and ride you! 2. Let me slap that ass. 3. I can make you cum. 4. My putter is good for a few strokes. 5. Licking you would be awesome. 6. Do you like couples? 7. mmmmmmmmm 8. My cock is hard for you. 9. I will make your kitty happy 10. Last but not least..Can I see you private pics? LMAO Hugs and Kisses!

Why Are There People Like This??
I know in time everyone has had a friend who they think are ok to hang with. Things go along well until you get into trouble and you find out who your real friends are. I have a few friends that the only time they get in touch with me is if they want something or need something. . . . and it is not just friends I have family members the say way also. Sometimes I just get tired of always giving to everyone else and not being shown anything in return. Is this a wrong way to approach the world or not? I really don't know anymore. I know I am naturally a giver and I do all I can to help others out. I am on a very limited income and those who know me in real life know I bend over backwards to help others. I have a friend who has run short financially and cannot afford food and I have gone out and bought groceries or even went as far as emptying my freezer for this person so that they could feed their family. This is the type of person I am. I am starting to think I need to change

Not That Many Will See It But..... For Carrie!
I know I have not been here much lately. For those I talk to regularly, you all know that Carrie has been here for the past two weeks and will be returning home next weekend. Just the thought of driving her home and not bringing her back is almost sickening, but I know she has things to do and can't stay here at the moment. It is a shame as all my friends here adore her, but, if her mind is elsewhere, it would be best to let her return home for now and take care of personal matters. I will say one thing and I know it has been said before, but I hope it is understood and viewed differently than the past..... I Love Carrie!!!!!! I truly do....... I have been stupid and talked to others freely because I had doubts about she and I or how she truly felt, but without question or doubt, the only lady I love and am in love with, is Carrie.. An incident occurred a couple of weeks ago and I thought I had lost her, instead, she stayed close and we worked it out. It really scared me a

Suddenly
I SIT HERE THINKING OF YOU AND THE MEMORIES WE'VE SHARD TOGETHER.... SUDDENLY I START TO CRY AS I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE THAT I HOLD IN MY HAND.... THE TEARS FALL FROM MY FACE AND ON TO YOUR FACE...... THE MUSIC STARTS TO PLAY I REALIZE ITS OUR SONG, I TRY TO WIPE THE TEARS AWAY BUT THEY KEEP FALLING...... SUDDENLY YOU WALK INTO THE ROOM AND I RUN TO YOU BUT AS I REACH FOR YOU I FALL TO THE FLOOR...... MY HEART IN PAIN AS I CRY EVEN HARDER DON'T WANT TO MOVE FOR MY HEART MIGHT SHATTER..... SUDDENLY I HEAR YOU CALLING A NAME I REALIZE ITS NOT MINE YOU ARE CALLING FOR....... SUDDENLY I CRY EVEN MORE AND I WAKE UP AND REALIZE IT WAS ALL A DREAM..... YOU TURN TO LOOK AT ME, TO SAY I LOVE YOU I START TO TELL YOU MY DREAM BUT SUDDENLY YOU TELL ME SHHH IT WAS ONLY A DREAM.... I WROTE

For A Special Someone. U Know Who U Are
it is once said that a smile more than a gentile kiss, a smile more and more i seem to miss the thought of joyful excitment of exchanging thoughts, a warming connection longful saughts your kindness overwhelms my innocence and fancy's distraction, for playful and meaningful attraction laughter and laughter i tend to hear, closer and tighter all to well way to near thought after thought and fears after tears, closer and closer after time began so near hopefull of future meaningful conception, hearts full of mourning erection.

Friends And Family
Just wanted to say I am sorry to everyone if it seems like I am neglecting. I have been trying to help my friend with this contest, and have been busy so I want to say I am sorry..:( I Love My friends! I Love My Family!! HUGS AND KISSES!!!

Sunday Cleaning Update. (at Bottom)
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now.

A Poem
*~J~* is her name,she likes to mumm.Its all just a game,till i beat her ass like a drum!Some say she's pretty,some say she is fine.The only way i will bang her,is after a case of wine!You know that its true,dont say that its not.If you dont use your vagina,it will begin to rot!Do what you want,it wont bother me one bit.I am one of the very few,thats seen half your tit!I like when you smile,its better when you laugh.Sometimes it makes my penis,look like a giraffe?

Leave Me Alone
I am so tired of being hurt. Why can't anyone just be honest anymore? I know I come off sad and needy but why do you feel the need to use that for your own amusement. You come off all sweet and seductive, make me feel like i might be attractive to someone. Then i let my guard down and start being less reserved and thats when you always start to ignore me. I too fragile for this this shit and I HATE YOU ALL! You guys know who you are. FUCK YOU!!!!

Tree Hunggers And Cupcakes
While walking through Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, 'Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?' 'I'm listening to the music of the tree,' the other man replied. 'You've gotta be kiddin' me.' 'No, would you like to give it a try?' Understandably curious, the man says, 'Well, OK...' So he wrapped his arms around the tree and pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, 'What the heck happened to you?' He told the guy the whole terrible story ab out ho w he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind

Random
Well, I've been working doubles at work all weekend and I worked this morning. What made it bad is the fact that I'm sick and I have to work a double tomorrow before I get a full day off Wednesday. Thank god. I might be getting a new tattoo either today or Wednesday. Can't tell anyone what it is. I want it to be a surprise.

Wounded Spirits
Oh, you of wounded spirits, I offer you a place of rest; Walk among my mountains, And climb to Eagle's nest. Come swim amid my oceans, Or feel my desert's fire. Sit beside running waters To reclaim your heart's desire. Seek my silent forests, Or walk my open plains, Travel the deepst jungles 'Til you hear my love's refrain. I am always waiting To allow each child to heal, To cradle the wounded spirits, And teach them how to feel. I am the Earth Mother, Who loves without regret, Tending all my children, Who through tears, have paid all debts.

Monday Cleaning Update (reposted)
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now.

2 Girls 1 Cup.....omg !!!!eeeeewwwww
omg this is the nastiest thing i have ever seen in my whole fucking life.....after i watched it i immediatley went to vomit. if you want to watch it here is the link http://www.flurl.com/item/2girls1cup_official_video_u_279710 http://www.flurl.com/item/2girls1cup_official_video_u_279710

Time To Move And Thanks
Today is my last day at a place we have been at for the last ten yrs. I have been very busy lately and wanted to say a big thanks to those who have been faithful to keep rating me.So far I have made time to return all rates and then some to others(even to some who never did say ty or acknowledge it).But after today my power will be shut off for the move to my new place.Hopefully the electrician I hired will have all on the same day so we can stay back in our place. I want to also say thanks for the support for those who took time to support me when I needed a friend to share my situation with(hugs to you).Be here a bit this morning but a very busy day since I am behind and last day to get all done and tied up before they move my place.I couldn't sleep so yeah why not take time for a few friends a bit before I start more work.Sorry for missing bombing the contest (Blazing Bombers a few times) but I can't wait till this is all over. Cya all my sweet friends soon tyvm hugs and love to all

Ddc Please Read
I need for all new and old memebers to send a current picture to ladymystic11780@yahoo.com. She is remaking the member tags. We are not using the old ones. Now if she has already made yours then thanks. She needs a current picture, name you want used, age, and location that you are in! Thanks! Ice

The 7-12 Salute, Show Me Some Love!
I used to do this alot back in my Clubbin days, collect salutes from people and proudly keep them stashed so I could savor the memories. I want to start this again. Keeping a tradition rolling is the only way to go. So if you love me (I really don't need the proof, cause I believe you do) show me!! make me a salute please!!

My Mind Is My Tool
This muscle between my legs is good for fertilizing your eggs, but it will never make or break our love affair. Although it gives you great pleasure, and those moments I do treasure, it will never be the main way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, that sex is just an act, and love is never anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, when I say my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, it may even last long, but never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you, when you say all the other misters, never took you there, but it ain't my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, but first and foremost, I love to keep it real - you know this to be true. Although our physical acts, bring you the ultimate climax, my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. Wondrous emotion in a mixed up love potion - a combination of the men

Sometimes Its Too Much
i have so much on my plate right now, and sometimes i just dont know how to deal with it all. i take everything to heart, and i hate drama, ive dealt with it all my life. all i wanted was to make some great friends who maybe could help me out and be here for me while my husband is going to be fighting for our country for 15 months.i really think i will fall apart if anything happens to him, but i cant even see right now bcuz im crying so hard

Cup Of Coffee?
I replayed the invitation in my mind,"come over for coffee sometime" with a wink. I climbed the front steps, approaching the red door on shaky legs. I reached out to ring the doorbell, and my arm was grabbed tightly before I realized the door had opened. He pulled me in the door and close to him. Feeling my breasts smashed up against his chest, I had no choice but to look into deep black eyes. The grin was cool, but the eyes.. the eyes weren't cool at all. The heat in his eyes threatened to force my veins into an explosion. I felt his hand knot in the back of my hair and my head was forced back. His kiss was hard: teeth biting. I tasted salt, copper, and a little blood. His hand returned to my arm, pulling me around, so my back was to him. I heard his belt slide out of his jeans as he grabbed both my wrists in one hand in a hold that was meant to bruise a little. The belt wrapped itself around my wrists, tying them tightly behind my back. Once tied, I was turned around to l

Sigh
Angela - Free and Healing for Nine Days, 2 Hours and 1 Minute, while extending my life expectancy 15 Hours, by avoiding the use of 182 nicotine delivery devices that would have cost me $31.81. I feel like i'm just waiting for my next cigarette all the time... is this normal?

Tired
ok as a few of you know my "son" (he calls me momma) tried to commit suicide. We were able to get to him and get the help he needed. Since he wouldn't stay at the hospital he's with me and being watched. Yeah he dont like it but thats tough. So if I'm not on alot I apoligize, i'll try to catch up on everyone and everything as I can. LOVE THE ONES YOU CAN AND LET THEM KNOW YOU LOVE THEM.....SOMETIMES THIS IS THE DIFFERENCE NEEDED TO STOP SOMEONE YOU LOVE FROM HURTING THEMSELVES!!!!!

Bad Bad Bad
OK SO WHEN I WENT TO PICK MY 3 YEAR OLD UP TODAY AT PRESCHOOL AND WHEN I GOT THERE THE TEACHER ASKED ME IF I HEARD WHAT HAPPENED. I SAID NO WHAT HE WAS LIKE REALLY U DONT KNOW....I SAID NO WHAT, JUST TELL ME~ SO HE SAYS TO ME: YOUR DAUGHTER KNOCKED A LIL GIRL OUT TODAY!!!! I SAID "WHAT" HE TOLD ME THAT THE GIRLS WERE FIGHTING OVER A BABY AND MY GIRL JUST STOPPED PULLING AFTER 3 TIMES AND SOCKED HER RIGHT IN THE NOSE. HER NOSE STARTED GUSHING WITH BLOOD AND THE DIRECTOR SAID THAT HER EYES ROLLED BACK IN HER HEAD SO THEY CALLED 911. OMG OMG OMG !!!!!! MY 3 YEAR OLD HAS KNOCKED HER OUT.!!!! THAT REALLY IS TRIPPEN ME OUT! SO THAT IS ALL I KNOW AT THIS POINT AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT TOMORROW.....

I Am Leaving The Kow
I have decided to leave the Kingdom of Wolves and join another family. I want all of you to know that this was my decision. I was not recruited by this family, I approached them. I will be joining The Confederate Bombers and understand they can’t be friends with KOW. I hope you will each make your own decision on this matter and not let the KOW dictate who can be your friend here. That is part of the reason I am leaving. There is just too much drama. Peace & Love… I want to thank each and every one of you for your friendship. It means a lot to me. I hope we can still be friends. Much Love and Respect, Beth I want this in print… Jeff, Deanna and Chris had nothing personal to do with this. It was my decision alone and I respect each of them. Thanks for your time and again, for your friendship.

This Might Happen.
Sitting here thinking and I've just had a thought. I'm thinking about leaving Fubar... No this is NO JOKE!!!! As most of you know, I don't and have never been a point "Whore". Nor do I care about about it. But what sucks is I've been here nearly a year and this is as far as I've gotten. Spme might say this is good. Others might say Differently. I, for one have seen others that have been on here after Me becoming Godfather or higher then Me. Bitter You say, No I'm not bitter. I've done the rating of the mumms. I've rated others stashes. I've rated Your pictures. But I have>>>(my friends 991) and I have yet to see some of these people come to My page and rate anything in "OR" on My page. I know 991 family and or friends may not sound like alot to some of You. But to Me, that means alot. And yet some of them STILL haven't paid My page a visit. That's what sucks! Oh sure I could beg for a Happy Hour or a Blast or something like that. But what good would that do? That's just not Me. All I e

Hooraahhh !"
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people that we are talking about. You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/ don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off hi

Poem Sweet Dreams
Sweet Dreams Sweet Dreams Dreams filled with velvet shadow Moving pressing wings enfolding Unseen watcher stroking stoking Dancing moving, rhythm rising Closing brushing tantalising. Glances hot tracing caressing Lacy dampness passions pleasing Touching stirring throbbing moaning Heart is racing fires mounting Desires need is penetrating Breth quickening gasping panting Moistened fingers violating Twisting probing masturbating Cries release frustration releasing Squeezing tight electric shocking Muscles taught twitching contracting Breath releasing laying sighing Sun is rising warming revealing Flesh exposed dreams are fleeing. Smiles infectious thinking dreaming.

Tell Me If This Aint Messed Up
OK A FRIEND OF MINE AND ME WHERE ON THE MYSPACE CHAT JUST NOW.. AND SHE ASKED ME IF I HAD KIDS.. I SAID NO.. BEING I LOST MY SON TWO YEARS AGO, AFTER MY FUCKING EX HUSBAND BEAT ME.. WHILE I WAS 7TH MONTHS PREGNANT.. AND SOME DUDE BUSTS OUT.. THAT WITH A MOUTH LIKE MINE.. THAT IS THE PEOPLE I WILL ATTRACT.. AND SAID I DESERVED WHAT I GOT.. THAT I NEEDED TO STRAIGHTEN OUT BEFORE I DESERVE A CHILD.. NOW I'M FUCKIN BALLING.. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T LET IT GET TO ME.. BUT I FUCKIN LOST MY SON..THANKS TO A WIFE BEATER.. HOW WOULD THAT MAKE YOU FEEL

Hey Yu Know What ? ?
hi all, it's my Bday to morrow and my wish is to become an henchman for it, i need 23700 points to go it will be so nice from all my friends to got this gift for me. Thank yu all have a great day http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=755777

Dreams
So last nite I had this really naughty dream. And a person from Fubar was in it :O I woke up and was like WTF? LOL but yummmmm @ naughty dreams :D Oh yeah..and DAMMIT I'm soooo stinkin tired today! Got to bed at 11 normally go at 10.. then woke up at like 3:30 4 o'the clock and just stayed up :/

Have You Been Told Today Just How Much!!
Guess who's birthday it is!!! Stop by and wish her a Happy Birthday!! Don't be shy and come say hi!! A friend is someone who reaches out for your hand...and touches your heart. Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in our heart. Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. Lots of love ... now and forever ... xox DJ Butterfly Warrior ~ K.O.P.E.~ Hell Hound @ Guardians of Hell

Another Poser!
THIS LOSER IS A POSER! SHE HAS STOLEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINES(CURVY CUTIE) EYE PIC AND IS USING IT AS HER OWN! CUTIE POSTED THIS IN AUGUST...CHECK THE DATE FOR THIS ONE. I HATE THAT CRAP SO MAKE SURE YOU ALL BEWARE OF THIS POSER! RebeLici۞us Plz Fan Before You Add... Thanks@ fubar HERES THE PIC SHE STOLE....GRRRRRRR

Freestyle Poem, Dedicated To Fubar's Top People
With no underwear clean I decided to go freestyle tonight. :P Just let me say this poem applies to nobody on my list, and certainly no one who reads my blog. Points whores don't last two days on my list. Points Whore I see you, Points Whore! You stop by my page, With no intent to engage, In any reading, or anything that would take some effort on your part. I see you've not changed your sales pitch, you pathetic bitch! "Rated and fanned you! Hope you'll do the same!" Shame, shame shame! "I return all love!" (slapping my face, shaking my head) Huh???? I don't think so! A year ago when I was new, I was foolish enough to believe you. And embarrassed, because what did I do? Ten folders, each with hundreds of fuzzy, blurry cam shots. Is that a cleavage? You say it is. I'll take your word and give it a 10. Hell, might as well give them all 10's! After all, you say, and people who pimp you say, "...return all love!" My friend wants me to look at a bulletin.

Prayer For Appreciation
Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com I weep as I hang my head in an act of contrition, As I whisper, "Lord don't let go of my hand"' For I am ashamed that I see no beauty today, And I have asked for you so many times,for so many things, that sometimes I wonder if you sigh when you hear me ask again, But yet, you always reach to comfort me, I have so much to be grateful for in my life, I have felt the wonder of my children move against my heart within my body, I have loved and been loved unconditionally, And sometimes, I did not deserve such devotion, I have laughed and cried, and I have shared so many wonderful things, But, I find only sorrow in my life now lord,and I am alone, It is hard to find the beauty,and the joy that used to be here, Although I search each day To find my purpose and fill this emptiness, I find only a restless repetition of yesterday, I feel it is an endless journey for happiness and I am weary

Ohio
Body: You know you're from Ohio if:: You know all the 4 seasons: winter, still winter, almost winter and construction. You live less than 20 miles from some college or university. You know what a "buckeye" really is, and have a recipe for candy ones, and usually look around when someone says that they have buckeyes. Michigan usually brings a scowl. (unless you live in toledo) You know if other Ohioans are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths. You know how to correctly spell Cincinnati. You know what's round on the ends and hi in the middle. "Vacation" means going to Florida, Hilton Head, or Florida. You measure distance in minutes. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day, and maybe even use the "defrost" and "A/C" in the same day. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's

Sick
Just letting you all know I got home from the doctors, I found out I'm sick with diabetic with diabetes, so please keep me in your prayers, I don't want no bullshit, being picked on or antyhing like that because I don't need that especially when I'm sick, thank you. Keep me in your prayers, love you all friends & family.

A Message By George Carlin:
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too o

Do You?
Do You ever just crank up your stereo, grab the nearest thing that resembles a guitar or microphone and pretend you're in a rock band and your doing a concert? Then after the CD is over, you grab a cold drink, run to your bedroom and shut the door and pretend your in your own private dressing room and and your listening to your adoring fans scream for an encore?..........No?.. ....................um… … ……..me either. Voodoo Child proud member of : WOMBAT DRIVING FORCE

Kissing A Non-smoker Is Like Licking A Rotten Potato.
How many times has a partner with bad breath ruined your intimate experience? If they were a smoker, the ash and nicotine would have covered up the fowl odor in their mouth. In 2000, 78% of people over 17 had active tooth decay, 1 out of 2 people had gingivitis, and of those with gingivitis, 80% had destructive gum disease. Over 95% of these cases were unaware of it (http://www.amsa.org/programs/gpit/oral.cfm). Take up smoking; it feels a lot better and looks cooler than brushing your teeth. If you already smoke, don't stop. People would rather lick an ashtray than slob on a rotten potato, trust me. Anybody who says otherwise is just jealous because they're incapable of breathing smoke out their mouth like a dragon. Plus, if kissing a smoker is really that bad, just skip foreplay. Contrary to what anti-tobacco campaigns might say, fucking a smoker is a lot better than rubbing your dick in an ashtray, trust me. I don't smoke cigarettes, but if I did, I'd hang out

A Weird Dream
ok so had this super weird ass dream last night that i had like 6 kids and i lived in the middle of no where, which happened to be my old house, and like my old best friend was int here and she had like 3 kids and i remeber thinking how the hell did i have all those!!! but yeah so my little boy i guess he was named brandon kept running outside and i was so scared he was gonna get hit in my driveway, o yeah and i had a set of twins weird anyways so that was that and i had to run and save my friends two kids from being hit by a semi and she just kinda stood there. so yeah weird ass night

Foreign Aid
We have an election comming up. There are many items that are being discussed. such as taxes, the war, health care, social security, our economy and many others. But there is one thing that isn't talked about. Never brought up, and maybe it should be. Now you might want to ask your canidates what they think about this, along with your local representives. See what they say. I plan on asking these questions of a few canidates. I will post thier replies when I get them, as I will also post those that just plain ignore me. I plan on putting this in my blogs and e-mailing it out to everyone on my list. Hopifully several of you will do the same and this might become a viral e-mail that gets someone's attention, and maybe the problem will be addressed. Now I might come off as heartless and uncaring. But any of you that really know me will not that is not the case. I just belive that before you clean up your neighbors back yard you need to get all the trash out of your own fro

Saying Goodbye
My mother just passed away, I just wanted to let y'all know, and I am the only child, and only family memeber. The family I do have is out of state and they gave up on her along time ago, since she was a drug addict. I just feel all alone in this big ole world. Well thanks for listening.

What I Want...
I want to brush her hair I want to rub her feet I want her to feel the way she felt the first time we kissed in her truck I want to hold her the way we held each other the first night we spen together I want to see her funny little grin when i'm being silly I want to see the love in her eyes when she first looked at our baby I want to be her hero, her knight I want to give her everything she could ever want, need, or desire All i'll ever want or need is her love Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com

Tears(poem)
....Our tears are the raindrops of the soul And there's one for all who die. They are the silent words of grief As they fall free from the eye. Our tears are lovelier than a smile When they come from those you love. As they seek relief from sadness, When you're summoned from above. Our tears are a love-mates humble gift When it's time to say goodbye, Though the eyes are wet and swollen, With time and patience they dry. ......if you hold back tears, "shed them" When your pains too harsh to accept....

A Little Part Of Me
I want to share a little bit of me with you, by showing a picture of the school I went to.. Hamilton High School in Hamilton, oHio. This statue is called... "NO CHILD LEFT BEHIND" It shows the caring, the love, the need for education... and the drive to succeed. It is made from solid bronse and like knowledge, it will endure the test of time.

Suggestions????
I have lots of ideas on what I want to do tomorrow night to my husband when we go to bed to play. I was just wondering... IF, you were my husband, what would you want me to do to YOU? Be as specific as you can. I want to surprise him with something new to our sexual experience. Any suggestions?

All Involved In The Extreme X
OK THIS HAS BEEN BUILDING SINCE A SERTAIN PERSON NAMED VAN WRECKER HAS COME BACK TO THE X DJ QUEENY WOULD SLANDER HIM TO NE IN SEVERAL YAHOOS AND THEY WIL COME OUT IF NEEDED THEN WAS NICE TO HIM IN YAHOOS HMMM MAKES HER A LIL 2 FACED IN MY BOOK! SO INSTEAD OF FIGHTING WITH THIS IDIOT ! AND SINCE I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO DEVOTE TO MY LOUNGE I DECIDED TO TAKE IT DOWN FROM FUBAR ALL TOGETHER ! IF UR MAD AT ME THAT IS FINE ALL ANYONE EVER DID WAS WINE BITCH AND MOAN ANYWAYS ! NONE OF U PAID FOR THE SERVER OR EVER OFFERED ! SO GUESS WHAT MY LOUNGE MY DECISION! SO POST ALL THE BULLETINS THAT U WANT WITH ALL THE HE SAID SHE SAID BS ! IT IS BECAUSE OF FRIENDS LIKE THESE THAT I DO NOT EVEN WANT TO BE ON THIS SITE ANY MORE ! THAT AND THE FACT THAT I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF FUBAR! TO ALL THE STAFF WITH THE EXCLUSIONS OF THE 2 PEOPEL FOR MENTIONED IN THIS BLOG EVERYONE ELSE DID A GOOD JOB AND DID NOT GET SUCKED IN BY THE BS AND DRAMA! AND 2 THE DSC AND DDC WHAT A PATHETIC JOKE THESE 2 CREWS ARE TH

Fucked Up Bullshit!!!!!!!!!
WELL WOUNDT YOU KNOW IT.....THINGS ARE REALY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. GUESS MY DREAMS CAN JUST BE FUCKED ALL THE TIME. BUST MY ASS TOO FUCKING MUCH ONLY TO GET LET DOWN. I WONT BE WORKINGMY DREAM JOB LIKE I ONCE THOUGH ANS WAS LEAD TO BELIEVE. SO AS OF RIGHT NOW I WONT BE MOVING....WONT BE GOING TO DAYTONA AND WONT BE LIVING MY DREAM.......I JUST FUCKING GIVE UP!!!!!!! PLEASE DONT TELL ME IM TOO NEGATIVE CAUSE THATS NOT GONNA WORK THIS TIME....I WAS SO POSITIVE WITH THIS AND MAKING PLANS TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS AND THINK FOR MY SELF THIS ONE TIME AND NOT THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE AND IT STILL BACK FIRED.............I ALMOST THINK IM JUST GONNA MOVE THE FUCK BACK HOME AND SAY FUCK IT. I TRUELY FEEL SO FUCKING HEART BROKEN AND I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME...THIS TIME IT WASNT A FEMALE OR A FRIEND....I DINT LOSE ANYONE(THANKFULLY).......I FEEL LIKE IVE MADE SO MANY SACRIFICES IN MY LIFE THAT FOR ONCE I WAS GETTING SOMEWHERE AND ALL THE SACRIFICES IVE MADE AND THE SHIT IVE PUT MYSELF THROU

Men
WHY DO MEN LIKE TO LIE AND THEY ALL FUCKIN JUST WANT 1 THING FROM GIRLS IM NOT SAYING NO NAMES ON HERE BUT I KNOW ONE THAT IS A MAMMAS BOY AND HAS LIED TO ME FROM THE GET GO HE HAS LIED TO ME SO MUCH THE WHOLE TIME WE TALKED HAS BEEN A TOTAL LIE! IS THERE ANY REAL MEN LEFT THAT DONT LIE AND CHEAT!

The Pearly Gates
A train hits a bus filled with Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates when St. Peter asks the first girl, "Tiffany, have you ever had any contact with a male organ?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well, I once touched the head of one with the tip of my finger." St. Peter says, "Okay, dip the tip of your finger in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, " Sandra , have you ever had any contact with a male organ?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well, once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says, "Okay, dip your whole hand in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." All of a sudden, there is a lot of commotion in the l ine of girls. One girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front, St.Peter says, "Reva, What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "If I'm going to have to gargle that Holy Water, I want to do it bef

All N.a.p. Family Eeds To Read And Comment
Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar ATTENTION TO ALL N.A.P FAMILY I WOULD LOVE TO ANNOUNCE THAT WE HAVE A NEW CHIEF DONNIE AS WE ALL KNOW IN THE NATIVE AMERICAN LIFE THE CHIEF IS THE HEAD OVER ALL IN THE TRIBE AND AS OUR HEAD WE WILL ALL SHOW HIM THAT RESPECT . PLEASE LETS SHOW HIM OUR LOVE AS OUR NEW HEAD OF THE TRIBE FILL FREE TO BUY HIM A GIFT TO WELCOME HIS NEW POSTION IN OUR FAMILY. THANK YOU AND MUCH LOVE FROM YOUR FOUNDER OF THE NATIVE ANERICAN PRIDE ROBIN.

True Bombers And Friends!!
OMG!!!! Because of one girls blog, I got leveled in less than an hour!! This girl deserves LOTS O'LOVE!! ...☆:Lindsay:☆...@ fubar Because of her blog, the following people showed up to help me level!! And they didn't even know me!! So love them up like they loved on me!! seashell_40 ~Co ~Founder ~ of ~Blazn~Hell~ Katz@ fubar ~UNDISCOVERED SOUL~@ fubar Chrissy~Member of Blazn HellKatz~@ fubar Carol -- member of the misfit~ angels@ fubar ♥~Country Girl~recrutor/enforer of the Blazn~Hell~Katz....Owner of the Country Girls and Boys@ fubar ~Ladymoose760~~Founder of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar If I missed anyone, Please forgive me! My bar tab was going sooo fast!! I could barely keep up!! If I forgot anyone, please message me or comment and I will GLADLY add you!! I love you all!! Thank you soooo much for all your help and support! Muuaahhhh!!!!!

I Made It All The Way To Henchman...
I made it all the way to Henchman without being talked to like this!! I guess theres a first for everything...AND THIS WAS NOT PROVOKED. Just appeared out of nowhere....:( here's his link JONAS@ fubar

A Godmother!!!
WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!!! I'm a GODMOTHER!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Hehehe it is still hard to believe and have to keep looking at my little box making sure it says "Godfather". Wow.. finally! Wow hehe now here is my thank you speech, thank gosh im not actually standing in front of you.. gah hate public speaking..geeehhh! I want to thank every single one of my friends and fans. For being my friend, for talking to me, for giving and showing me all the love you have! Thank you to everyone who busted their butts off last night to get me there! It took alot and I appreciate it all soooo much! I can never say thank you enough Next hehe.. thank you to all who posted and reposted bullentins to help me get there. That was just awesome! thank you for taking the time to do so! Gosh I want to thank each and everyone of you personally on here but that would take forever and well I hope you all know how much I truly appreciate all you have done! Now it is my turn

Will This Every Freakin Stop?
Ok I feel the need to write my own blog regarding the Buzz bull crap going on. I thought it was done and over with weeks ago, but apparently someone can't leave me out of there conversations. Here's my side to the ever entertaining drama regarding Buzz and the Xtreme X. Back in July when Gary asked that all of us DSC come into Xtreme I obliged and during my time there met Buzz. Well from my understanding there was a mutual attraction there. Buzz and I started talking regularly on the phone and he was supposedly coming to Idaho to meet me at the end of August. I had asked him during our chats about Sweet and Kare to which I was told that April was a sponsor on his car and would never be anything more than that. There was no attraction. As for Kare, she had the hots for him and they were nothing more than friends. He claims to me that she had a layover in Dallas once and he'd gone to meet her during this time. Well I now know this was a lie and she actually spent time with him

The Stripper & The V.i.p. Room
It was my ex-husband's birthday, wanted to treat him special for his birthday so I took him to Deja Vu, the Strip Club. We walk in, sit down, order some drinks, watch the girls dance, the usual thing. Well, it turns out, they wanted to pay more attention to me & would groan when I asked them to give him a lap dance. They did the obligatory boob in face, quick rub & came back to me. After about 30min, this other stripper comes over.....tall, leggy, built like your wettest dream with the softest looking lips, tantalizing eyes & a fall of sable brown hair that looked like something you could get lost in. We got to talking, I bought her a drink & after a bit, she took us to the V.I.P. room where she made him sit in the corner. While she & I were on the bed, she does her thing, comes up to kiss me, & by this time, I am like, why not? I kiss her back, full lips, full tongue, the whole nine. She starts to really get into it, touching my breasts, guiding my

My Friends Dad
I'm askin all my friends to please keep a good friend of mine's father in ur thoughts. Hes goin in tomorrow to have some test done to see if the tumor they found is cancer or not. I will keep anyone informed on whats goin on if u want to know. just send me a shout. Thank you!! xoxo- cotton

I Lost *crys* Lol
Hey all you wild & crazy fool just wanted to let you all know I suck!!! LMAO not realy. I had to say that it was part of a bet I lost with my best freind sum of U may know her she goes by DJ JUICY on here, and she is originaly from the Us so U can well imagine me & her spend alot of time debating over which is better Us or Canada, I think it is important to note that she now lives in Canada and has for several years & has been quoted as saying "I WILL NEVER MOVE BACK!" so I think that ends this debate lol. However recently we got into a heated debate during one of our work-out setions @ a local gym it got so heated before long everyone there was tuned into us lol. The end result of this debate was a small freindly bet based on who could name 10 undesputable facts about our respective countrys that was better than the others. She won by naming ten things faster than I could, however she could only name ten where I was able to name 35 it just took longer lol. ya ya this is all boaring

R.i.p. Moolah
WWE Hall of Famer The Fabulous Moolah Passes Away Date Added: November 03, 2007 Story By: Marc Middleton - WWE.com has announced the passing of WWE Hall of Famer, The Fabulous Moolah. Apparently Moolah passed away last night sometime. On behalf of everyone here at the site, our condolences go out to the family of Moolah. No cause of death has been confirmed yet, but WWE should release more details soon. It's believed Moolah was 84.

I Have A Contest Idea!
Ok so I want to have a contest but I'd like some opinions on whether or not people think it would be cool, i'd do a MUMM but some of those people are out there just to be assholes so i'll just take the opinions of the people who care enough to read my blog. So here's the skinny- I have a mineral makeup business and I need a slogan for the winter/holidays so I thought i'd have a contest to see who could come up with something I can use, the winner wouldn't necessarily be the best slogan, it has to be something I can use and it has to apply to the product. The prize would be the usual fu gifts like VIP or 7-Day blast, OR they would also have the option to win the equivalent (about $20) in free makeup. So, thoughts? Questions? Let me know and thanks for your time!

For Those Of You Asking
i am bipolar and i struggle with depression. it's worse at night for me because i usually can't sleep for hours. some people sleep all the time when they get depressed, some sleep less. i feel depressed because i have a disorder. there is nothing wrong, i have nothing to be depressed over. it helps if i remember to take my meds at the right time, and if i eat and exercise regularly. however when you're not sleeping well it becomes harder to do those things, and the depression gets worse. not being able to sleep plus having a depressive disorder plus dealing with withdrawl symptoms from not smoking plus general loneliness that comes at night equals a not very happy angela.

What's My Name?( I Wrote This Story A Long Time Ago Had To Delete The Html Pics)
~~ BOW DOWN NOW!!!! ON UR KNEES!! KISS THE RING NOW KEEP GOING AND KISS THE BOOTS!!!KISSING MY BOOTS IS UR PLEASURE SO ACT LIKE IT. U WILL SCREAM MY NAME ON THIS NIGHT U R MY SLAVE AND BELIEVE U R MINE!! ***CRACKS HER WHIP AT UR TOES AND MAKES U JUMP U FEEL SCARED BUT IT TURNS U ON ~~COME HERE HUNNI! ***SHE GENTLY HELPS U GET CLOSER TO HER STILL ON UR KNEES SHE BEGINS TO CLIP ON ANOTHER BULKY CHAIN TO YOUR COLLAR THAT ALREADY HAS UR HANDS BOUND TOGETHER. LEADS U TOWARDS A GIANT OVER SIZED ALL RED SATIN SHEETED BED AND TIES UR FEET TO THE POST LEAVING UR ARMS FREE FROM THE BED BUT STILL BOUND TOGETHER SO U CAN SIT UP FOR THE PAIN AWAITING U. ~~NOW U ARE ABOUT TO GET IT R U READY? ***SHE WHISPERS IN UR EAR AS SHE TIGHTENS THE LEASH ON UR NECK ~~WHATS MY NAME? ***SHE BITES HARD ON UR EARLOBE AS SHE QUIZZES U U GRIMACE SOME THEN BITE UR LIP BEGINNING TO MOAN SOFTLY. SHE KISSES DOWN UR NECK GRABS UR SHOULDERS AND UTILIZING ALL HER STRENGTH SHE PUSHES YOU DOWN ON THE BED UR

Why I'm Sad Today
This past weekend was just stressful. I was sick on saturday but went to clinicals anyways. My instructor made me go home after i made my first rounds. I was making stupid little mistakes the whole time i was there. I went home and had to take care of the kids because apparently my husband assumed since I came home that he got a break. Then on sunday while i was out studying for my test tonight, I got 2 phone calls. First one was to tell me that my 17 year old cousin is in the hospital with somthing wrong in her abdomen but the tests they've run are inconclusive. She's having more procedures done today. Then I found out my uncle (on the other side of the fam) passed away unexpectedly with my 28 year old cousin kneeling in front of him begging him to take another breath. I'm just done....

Lost My Friend...
We lost our best friend yesterday. My little baby dog Sarge died yesterday. I am so overcome with grief, I don't know how I will ever get over losing him. He was with us for 7 short years, but those years were filled with so much love and laughs. He gave us unconditional love and even in his last days, he didn't let the blindness or diabetes get him down. My friend fell down the steps and broke his back leg in so many places. Because of his illness, they thought it would be best to let him go to God, so we made that horrible decision and I held him as he passed on. I will always love you my little boy and I am in so much sorrow right now as I look around and see your toys and bones. I am so waiting for you to come into the room, but nothing...just emptiness and you are never coming back... I will forever love you Sargie! Love always, Mommy Shot at 2006-03-04 Shot at 2006-03-04

Beautiful Women......
I already have a pack of part australian dogs, Madd Maxx is one of my all-time favorite movies, and I sorta have the whole " I am of British ancestry and an ex-con" thing goin for me too. ( before the hate mail starts, IT WAS A JOKE !!! ) > > I have a cousin that moved down there, because she met an aussie tourist in the States, visited his home, and fell in love with the country. I hear the crime rate is lower, and its easier to make a living down there. > > With all that being said.... here's the kicker; I have not yet seen an australian woman that I didnt think was hot as hell !!!! All the ones that i have befreinded have great personalities ( hence the befreinding ! ). *****Now, my queerie is this; should I try to visit Australia ( which is highly unlikely to happen, because i have so many financial obligations in the States ), or should I try to find an authentic Aussie hottie here, and try to woo her???? Here's my third option: Would all these beautiful Aussie wo

Laying Low....very Low Indeed
I sit here drinking my coffee in silence... my brain is busy chewing on things I could control if I chose to.. but because I am stubborn I won't. My yahoo is off...and will remain off for a bit.. many apologies to those of you I cherish enough to have close enough to me to access me thru it. I am in a weird emotional place...it sucks...and I don't mind admitting I am sitting here wallowing in my own self pity. I will bounce back as surely as I will never quite be 5'3" tall haha...sadly my dream of having long slender legs will never come to fruition. My shoutbox is open and will remain open...I may not answer..either because I am not in the mood to be social or because I am not here. I won't apologize for this. I love my friends...and I shall list them if necessary, though it isn't.. they do know who they are LOL. I started changing my page, small subtle changes.. but change is inevitable. I just rearranged my room as well...so it is a huge upheaval not only i

To ~g@z~
I had to share this.. It made me laugh so hard... See.. he and I were talking about age..I said.. all the girls I hang out with are 19 and 20 year old and all gorgeous girls... and he said.. today's 30 is new 20.. then I told him.. that next they will be calling me granny.. Then he said... you can be my granny anytime! I cracked up laughing... From me to you.. I think ~G@Z~ has a thing for older women... *giggles*

Vampyre Vs. Vampire: Whats The Difference?
What do you think of when you hear the word “Vampire?” For most people, all sorts of vain images immediately rush to the forefront of your mind. Bela Lugosi with a stark white face, a badly receding hairline, a dangerously sharp pair of fangs and that all too infamously dramatic, dry clean only cape. Bloody images of throats being torn out, blood splattered against the wall in a vast array of red shades and ranging in thickness and quantity. And, of course, when the slayers and the hunters come and take it upon themselves to rid the world of the demonic beings that vampires are, vampires suddenly go from the immortally great to a greater pile of dust. When the sun gets involved, forget it...vampires become a rather large flailing, screeching ball of fire like in "John Carpenter's Vampires." Which ever way you want to put it, Hollywood has gone from the black and white “Nosferatu” to the vividly colorful “30 Days of Night,” and in more than one way, depicted the vampire as evil, damn

Popping In Real Quick
Just a little update...Dad stabilized enough over the past week and he had his surgery today. A few complications during the surgery but he is doing ok. They also put a pic line in so he is on long term antibiotics. I am just taking a day at a time with all this and know that I do miss you all and will be back longer when things calm down. Right now it's family first. Hope everyone is well and ttys! Susie

Salute For Peggy Sue??
******For my friends, fans, family and anybody who wants to...I am collections Salutes TO ME. Take a picture of yourself as if you were making a fubar salute except instead of putting your name on the paper, you write a note to me, Like HEY Peggy ...:-) It can be on a diaper, a paper towel, roll of TP, a shirt, in the dirt whatever...the more unique the better...I am going to make a pic folder for them. If you make one for me, email me the link to it once you get it uploaded. Anybody who makes one for me will get 500 fubucks. I have my first one, it is in the folder appropriately titled Salutes made for me :-) A very unique salute indeed...very creative :P

Shame!
It's weird i never really do contests cause i'm not part of a family...but I saw a contest for a HH so i decided to give it a try. I mean hell I have people that i talk to on a daily basis..i figured they would have my back..But then i ask for a little help...and they all seem to not know who the hell i am. I mean what kind of shit is that? I'm getting lame excuses like i'd do anything for you but i don't have the patience for that or I don't like adding guys..or even better the ones who were like yeah i'll def help you..and then don't. Now I remember why i don't do contests. Anyways thought i'd vent a lil...but i'm gonna keep trucking with the friends that i do have helping me and mabye i'll at least get second. To all of my real friends who have been helping me i luv u long time!! ♥

Male Cheerleaders
Yesterday a friend of mine, who is on a business trip to California, announced to me that he couldn't wait to go to San Diego. "Yum, Charger Cheerleaders". Give me a break. And a moment to swallow this information. Hey!! Not only are females cheerleaders, but so are males!! So my little mind started spinning in the hamster wheel. What makes a boy wake up one day and say, "Ya know, I want be a cheerleader!" Seriously. I'm not going with the whole sexual orientation thing. That's just stupid. If I knew I had a chance to hang out in a locker room with male cheerleaders? I'd do it. But knowing my luck I'd be put in a separate locker room. Plus, I'm no good at that flipping stuff and all that peppy rah rah that goes with it. I can understand boys wanting to play sport or be in band. Heck, I can understand wanting to be in a marching band and chess club. I can't understand the need to be scrutinized by your peers. I mean look at these guys. Do you think they are the life o

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but it's a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer

Hahahahaha!
I just realized that I may, quite possibly, listen to my music just a smidge too loudly. I was at my coworkers desk on the other side of the office while she showed me something and I heard my music screaming loud and clear. But the question is... Do I want to adjust the volume....?

My Number 1 Sexual Turn Off.
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com SO TRUE! Can't stand a hairy man, hairy chest, arms, back, etc. all nasty to me, I shave everything I should ;) so I think my man should too.

Funwords
Some words are just so fun to say, even if they are not so useful. They just roll off the toungue in a pleasing manner. Here are some of my favorites: colloquialism antediluvian blasphemy flatulence serenity oblong procrastinate multipath asyncronous

Love Sucks ?
Ya know? That in our times of hurt and suffering ; At least in the times that I am experiencing, there is a beauty inside of the pain, that stays hidden from view, untill when the pain is so deep, that it has cut you to the very core of your being. This beauty that was hidden, rises from the wound and acts like a balm to the soul. Weather in words, or in art. The pain is flushed from the open wound, taking with it; all the vile, and repulsiveness of what was originally hurting you. I don't care what others think when I say this: But LOVE Sucks. Why as humans do we have to suffer these feelings ? I see alot of other people that do just fine without it. Or so they say. Are those the people that end up old and alone sitting on the park benches feeding pigeons bread crumbs? Feeble, withered, sitting in a wheel chair, in some unknown resthome looking out the window, waiting for someone to showup that never will. Because of having given up on

One Of My First Poems......written For A Dieing Friend
Have you ever known someone Whose soul was so unique Whose smile made your day And whose presence made you weak Who could always make you laugh But understood when you must cry Who knew what you were thinking From just looking in your eyes Who was always right on point So you never had to say a word Who listened with their heart When you needed to be heard Who was the only one to get it When you made your corny jokes Who loved when you act silly And adored the poems you wrote The one who was your biggest fan And alway boost you up Whenever you were down and out They'd feel it in their gut They always knew just when to call To offer joy and love and praise And remind you of just who you are When you were lost, confused, and dazed Now if you've ever known someone Like the one Ive just described Keep them close to your heart I suggest you hold on tight Cherish every moment And cling to every word Take in all that they're giving Give back the go

Sob Story
i found out this morning that the company i work for is no longer able to make payroll. we haven't had a major sale for a year, and the smaller jobs we've been doing aren't enough to keep the doors open. thus, i've been laid off. this ordinarily wouldn't be that big of a deal. this kind of thing happens. it's part of life. but the fact that my wife isn't working complicates things. she is in school right now (an expensive, private college), and we've been paying her tuition out of pocket. on top of that, we have been paying most of the tuition money for her mother and brother-in-law to go through a training course for lay ministry. AND we've been spending about 700 per month on marriage counseling. oh, and my oldest son, who has ADHD and strong signs of Asperger's syndrome is on meds and sees a therapist twice a month. simply put, we have a shitload of money going out, and none coming in. i think it's time for a zantac and a beer. lol

Compatibility
I don't think yet that only similar interests and activities of everybody by a couple make this couple compatible and happy. Living in a couple as the family, it's necessary to care for someone else: emotionally, economically, and so on. Aside from any religious practices or traditions... it is essential that a couple is very complete with the elements of ethics, consideration, caring, empathy, and so on. If these elements are not present - or if they are weak - then a couple may have many problems to solve - even if they are from the same country, the same village and of the same religious tradition. If the elements I mentioned above were available (from each of couple) then two people can make a nice relationships. Without them it may not be possible.

Time To Get Away
Im thinking Im probably going to be leaving FUBAR for awhile. Saturday will probably be my last day, at least for awhile. When I first joined here, 2 years ago, it was to make some friends. Well, Ive done that and I have some wonderful friends here now. Even a few that Ive fallen in love with (you know who you are). But it seems lately its all been, "Can I see your pics" on here and thats just not why i came here. Dont get me wrong, I love looking at all my beautiful friends bodies and talking dirty but I also like having people that have been there for me in this hard time with my hubby. To all my close friends and family, you all know my yahoo addy and know how to reach me so Ill always be there and I hope you take the time to still be my friend. If you dont have the time for me when Im gone from here... then I guess we werent friends like I thought. I love you all and this may not be forever. But for now... I need a break. MUAH!!

Birthday Present
"I have a little twist on the birthday tradition this year, baby," I whispered in his ear after dinner. His eyebrow arched, curious, knowing that whatever twist I had, it would be a birthday he wouldn't soon forget. "For your birthday this year, I'm going to wrap you up and your present will unwrap itself..." His eyes widened at the large roll of red ribbon I was holding. He wasn't usually one for bondage, but he would play along out of curiosity, I knew. I kissed him hard, dragging him by his shirt into the bedroom, and then pushing him on the bed. With a sly smile, I told him to get undressed. He did as I asked, and then laid down on the bed. I quickly tied his wrists and legs to the headboard and footboard of the bed, saving a shorter strip for a blindfold. Once he was tied and blindfolded, I licked his growing cock from shaft to head, and watched him tremble. His surprise came out into the bedroom, already naked and ready to give him a birthday he would never forget.

Ask Me Something? But Answer Me In Return
profileslinger.com This is your chance to ask me most anything. I will probably answer. You can ask it here,or in a message. I just ask that you tell me something about you as I am a curious person. Thanks~ profileslinger.com profileslinger.com

I Might Need New Friends
Sooo the girls and I ( there are 3 of us yes yes the 3 amigos haha) anyway we are sitting at the bar in applebees having drinks. Of course man bashing with the bartender (no he wasnt hot) but, then we start talking about the perfect murder. I wont go into details, In case there is a trial haha but, I am thinking about planning a trip with a certain someone to the hills Tennessee ..... So im wondering how many people think about knocking someone off.. And I wonder how many would just like to wipe me out..Every think about people that reallllly dont like you and to what extreme they would go to because of that hate..... okies there's my blog for the day some on gonna kiss my boo boo or what haha xoxoxoxo

My Jason
What can i say this feels like the toughest week of my life i fought for my angel nadia shes the air i breathe shes my reason for being on this earth. My bf and i are going thru the hardest ptch of our relationship.Hes the love of my life who went awall and was arrested on our 5 month anniversary and were suppossed to get married and live a long life. I d fight for him and i have and being with out tears me apart because we love eacother so much soon he will be in fortbragg to await a hearing with his bestbuddy before jag and be court martialed i dont kno whats going to happen to him but i know i love him and its my decision wether i spend forever with him

System Glitch Blog By Goddess
THEY FIXED THE GLITCHES SO PPL WE HAVE TO COME UP WITH A DIFFERENT TYPE OF SPEED BOMBING. IM OPEN TO ANYTHING THATS LEGAL. MY THING I DO IS AS MY BROWSER I USE FLOCK. WWW.FLOCK.COM. IT IS WAY FASTER THEN EXPLORER. ALL I CAN SAY IS HIT THE SPACE BAR COUNT TO 7 SUBMIT. ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO PUT IT IN A COMMENT HERE ILL BE CHECKING IT DAILY FOR NEW IDEAS. AS OF NOW THERE IS NO MORE SPEED BOMBING. SO WE NEED ALL HOTT MEMBERS ON THE CONTEST FOR WEST SIDE. SEE NEW TEAM BLOG FOR HIS LINK. AS A FAMILY WE NEED TO STICK TOGETHER AND HELP HIM WIN HIS VIP CONTEST. SO PLEASE ANY IDEAS FOR BOMBING LET ME KNOW AND WE WILL SHARE WITH OTHERS. OR EVEN SEND ME AN EMAIL. OK HAPPY BOMBING ALL

N.a.p. Update
Hi Family Member. Hope you are having a good day. As you know today is Friday and every family member was given until today to get a salute done.Please make sure you have one by the end of today. This is just a reminder to those who don't have one. If you have one disregaurd this email. Also. We are a leveling family. The idea of this is to help other family members level. We hope everyone is doing thier part. The names of the N.A.P. members who need our help can be found on the N.A.P. Homepage The blog is called N.A.P. Moving On Up. Each of those family members on thier needs our full support to help them level so please don't forget. Every 2 weeks the list of people will change so show them love if you want it returned when your name comes around. Again this is just a friendly reminder if you don't have salute please have one by the end of the day. If for some reason you don't have one we will consider good reasons and give you extra time but you must email the HOMEPAGE

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) More for the ladies: One day my housework-challenged husband decide

Moving This Weekend!
The Joys of Moving (Part 1) The only part of moving that is fun is the end result! I am only moving about 6 miles closer to the beach (WHOO HOO!) but it is still pretty intense! Oh, nothing like the move from Michigan here last year....but still stressful! The first hiccup was yesterday-- got a call at work from the leasing mgr saying the apt that they told me was going to be mine, wasn't ready! Yes, a whole day before I am scheduled to move in... They WILL make it right today. Either a bigger apt for the same $$ or a comparable one at the same rate. I am not letting it get me down...this move is going to save what is left of my sanity!! lol Another great realization is how many great friends I have that volunteered to help me move. I didn't even have to ask....that blows me away!! For those of you who know me well, it is very hard for me to ask anyone (even family) for help of any kind....I'm working on that one!! LOL Anyway...stop by my page and show me some luv this w

Time To Place
Today I am taking my placement exams for college. As some of you may or may not know, I am going back to get a degree in criminal justice. Yes I want to become a police officer. So today I will be taking the math and English placement. I may be a little rusty and tried to study. We'll see how it goes! Wish me luck!

What In The Fuck??? Lol
angel_jose...: Hello there how are you doing today i hope all is well with you there,my name is angel i am still single and looking, am 30 year old i am from USA IN HOUSTON ,I am sending you this mail with the regards of your profile I viewed, immediately I read your profile , it sounds very incredible to my expection because you really smell like the man i have been hunting in the past of my life , ever since out my mother womb. which implies to me that we,re ment to be together. however , i propose for a strong relationship with you if you don,t mind cause through relatoinship we can get to know each other better, therfore I am a woman of my words . I am pretty, responsible , i dont like publicity , i rather prefer privacy , and I think you may be the one my heart desire , who love me for who i am not

19 Long Days
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 19 days, 2 hours, 21 minutes and 25 seconds (19 days). I've not smoked 382 death sticks, and saved $66.90. I've saved 1 day, 7 hours and 49 minutes of my life. it really does get easier after the first 2 weeks. yesterday, i had an argument with my boyfriend, and i didnt even think about smoking. the only bad news is i think i'm getting sick :( headache, sore throat, achiness, i think i even had a mild fever for a while there. hopefully its already getting better.

Back Monday
I'm way behind, but will return Monday...please give me a few days to catch up!:-) My kid and I are going to an annual retreat in West Marin for multiracial Jewish families.:-) Honor our Veterans and our Active Duty personnel...let's work to support our returning troops needs and bring the rest of them home ASAP. Shalom!

Little Piece Of My Heart
Oh look, a little piece of my heart is still beating, all nice and pink and fleshy. It doesn't even realize that the rest it has been sliced and diced, trampled, smashed, burned, beated, skewered, chewed up and spit out. Hold on, let me take care of that.....SPLATT!!! Ahh there, much better. So now I need to put something there, where my heart once was, so my chest doesn't cave in, how about a nice stainless steel one, no wait. Cold, hard, polished granite, that's perfect. And I guess while I'm at it, since my heart was so attached to my soul, I better get that replaced too, hmmmm let's see, got it. Black, twisted wrought iron soul. Hey now I feel just like everybody else!! COOL. Now I know if I ever have any feelings again, its just gas!

The Limo
If you wish to have a similar story written JUST FOR YOU... send me an email to " erotic_stories_4_you@yahoo.com " and ask how you can also have one with you as the STAR with ME. I know you will love it. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Limo By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 We are together in the back of a lavish, new, black limousine, driving from a delicious dinner back to our hotel room, when traffic in the city comes to a complete halt. The night was warm so we got out of the limo to wander around and we make some small talk with the driver who stays seated in the car but with the front door open. You are wearing a long black gown with a deep plunging neckline. The top of your gown is loose fitting which becomes flirtatious to men as you turn at your waist to allow even more of your breasts to become exposed; yet never allowing all to be seen. As we chat with the driver, a gust of wind comes through the canyon of the hi

All My Friends Read This
ok i thought my boogie monster was slowly gettin better but now she is relapsing and getting sicker , her temp is went up and she is vommiting now ... i am takin her to been seen i will update all that care later today when i know more love to all my friends who have been there and held my hand and head up though this all for the ones who dont know my daughter has had pneumonia and picked up e.coli , just say a small prayer for her and thank u all who already have Prayers for Boogie Monster from Claymore and Family CHILD AND FAMILY IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FROM ALL AT AFTERSHOCK RADIO, THE LOVE SHACK AND DEVILS PLAYGROUND. i wanted to tell u all thats shes finally starting to feel better temps down for the second time and i am praying it stays that way.... i wish i knew how to add onto bulltiens ..i so wanna thank everyone from the bottom of my heart and i truely appericate even the smallest of prayer...so if one of my friends could add her update and t

My Mumm Strike
I'm officially on mumm strike. No, I'm not protesting all mumms or all mummers. I'm merely pointing out the people on my list who want me to vote on their mumms and then ignore mine. I love the mumms and most of the mummers, but this is bullshit. So, be warned, if you are on my list and you don't contribute to my mumms I will be calling you out in yours. I'm not saying everyone should vote on every mumm, but if I make the effort to vote on yours, you could at least show me the same amount of respect. The people who do comment but rarely vote are still ok. I'm an attention whore and it hurts my feelings to be ignored. So to my good mummer friends, I love you all. To the others, FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCKS.

Birthday
»»-(¯`··´¯)--»» =♥=Happy Birthday Russ=♥= A Very Close Friend Of Mine Is Having An I'm Getting Old Day Monday. If You Would Please Go By And Wish Him A Happy Birthday. Thanks In Advance Following My Path@ fubar {{Hugs}} & {{Kisses}} ~ღღStephanieღღ~

Romantic
Where did all the romantic guys go to? Because I can't seem to find one... You know the ones that would pick you flowers on the way over to see you as good as go and buy some, but the thought is more sincere... How about the ones that call you just so they can hear your voice.. Or walk a few miles just to see you even if they had to walk back 5 mins later. What about the ones that write letters to you just to express how they feel. Let you pick the movie even though the hottest and newest action movie just came out and they really want to see it. I wish they were still around. Call each night to tell you they love you right before you go to sleep so their voice is the last thing you heard. When your sick they do everything they can to make you comfy and happy.. Plan a romantic night just for the two of you all by their selves. Have flowers, cards, candy, candles, wine, or champagne, cook a nice dinner and then MAKE LOVE not just have a quick pickle me tickle me in the sheets. Now

Bouncer Check
I have experienced the same problem as everyone else. The bouncer check popping up after every comment, or anything else here. I did out of frustration figure how to avoid it while bombing. Go to the pic your going to bomb, when you go to make a comment, rest your hand across the letters on your keyboard which should give you random letters like this iujnyhbt, then hit send. As long as the letters are different everytime you won't get the bouncer check. Now, I'm only telling you what has worked for me. I don't want to promise this will definitely work and some of you still get the bouncer check. But try it and if it works, good, if not then I'll try something else. Thank You for taking the time to read this, and I hope this has helped relieve the stress.

I'm Sorry
I wanted to apologize for neglecting my friends and family today/tonight. If I have talked to any of you and have not seemed myself I also want to apologize for that. I lost a very good friend today. He was killed in a motorcycle accident. It has hit me hard, harder than I thought it would. I’ve noticed that I’ve been a bit over sensitive today so If I’ve said anything that seemed out of character or that upset you today please accept my apologies. I also wanted to apologize to the Family for not doing any bombing or real rating. I probably won’t be on much tomorrow either but I will be back this week except for the night of the visitation. Love & Respect, Beth

***clash***
what do u do when ur torn between everything? between finding a psychology career or criminal justice career.... dwelling on the fact that you cant do your dream job (being its impossible) or looking forward and just hoping one in reach will be even CLOSE to as good as what u dreamed of.... staying in ohio (being held back but people to help support you if you need anything) or going to the east coast (being free & independent yet screwed if u got in trouble and needed help).... going back to an asshole who has some invisible gravitational pull on u or looking for someone new and risking that maybe every other guy was a bigger asshole than him...too many decisions with so little time to choose...so many risk with being fucked over in the end....all too depressing....

Sick Sunday
I offered my daughter 5 dollars to post today's comments for me ... about 11:30 today. She was excited 5 bucks and she -gets- to play on the computer! It's now 1:37 and she just finished ... Here a ten year old is now amongst the HATERS of the bouncers too! She was going to quit and tell me to keep the money, she was so frustrated with the muscle bound bad guy and told me that it wasn't even minimum wage that she was getting for all her trouble! (smart girl) So I double it! (she STILL didn't make minimum in the end) But as they say: "in youth, there's wisdom" And I have to say she came up with brilliant idea: "Why if this guy is checking to see if its really you and it ends up you ... shouldn't he PAY you for your time he wasted!" (told you she was smart) I should explain that I've got the flu & that's why I had her do it ... So before you all get riled that I let my kid on this dirty site, I should explain that my friends daily comments

It's My Time To Be Set Free
IT'S MY TIME TO BE SET FREE My eyes are open but I see no light My heart beats but only in spite It's my choice I can act freely now Today I will give the last bow Left completely alone, empty, and hollow Unclear of whats next to follow I reach out but theres nothing there to grab my hand I try and kick but no one wins against this quick sand They scratched the walls and feels like they almost got stuck Welcome to my world that would of just been my luck I hear my phone ring and the sound just burns my ears I hate that hair raising noise It brings me to tears What the fuck does everyone want from me Why won't they just chill and let me be It's getting so hard to breathe the air is so thin I can feel it now its beginning to make my head spin I can't think I don't know what to do I hate myself for ever trusting in you There is so much commotion up in my head I think now would be a good time to wish myself dead What's the reason for me to stay I'm not worth shit o

Lessons Learned..
Veterans Day was yesterday and we are well past the one year mark in our deployment so I wanted to take a few moments to reflect on our year here and some lessons learned. First off I just wanted to extended my gratitude to the friends,family and even strangers who have supported me and my fellow soldiers along the way. It is an unpopular war,but It makes me feel good to know that everyone is behind us back home. As we reach the end of our deployment I look at my fellow soldiers and myself and cant help but think how much we have aged. We as a platoon, have grown so much together. The closeness of a combat soldier is like no other. For a year we have lived together, worked together,fought together,sometimes fought eachother,sweat together,bled together,laughed together,and cried together. In a way Im kind of sad we are almost done because once we return back to America, most will be moving on. Many are getting out,many are going to different units and very few will be staying in th

Sts-122 Atlantis Arrives At Launchpad.
STS-122 Atlantis Arrives At Launchpad. Image Above: The STS-122 patch depicts the continuation of the voyages of the early explorers to today's frontier, space. The ship denotes the travels of the early expeditions from the east to the west. The space shuttle shows the continuation of that journey along the orbital path from west to east. A little more than 500 years after Columbus sailed to the new world, the STS-122 crew will bring the European laboratory module "Columbus" to the International Space Station to usher in a new era of scientific discovery. Image Above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-122 crew portrait. From the left (front row) are astronauts Stephen N. Frick, commander; the European Space Agency's, or ESA's, Leopold Eyharts; and Alan G. Poindexter, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Leland D. Melvin, Rex J. Walheim, Stanley G. Love and ESA's Hans Schlegel, all mission specialists. Eyharts will joi

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

Girls, Why Is It Always Like This??!?!!!?
I've known this girl since we were in Kindergarten (16 years ago) and have kept a damn good relationship with her over those 16 years. We're as close to a relationship as you can get, but without the relationship. Her and I both have very strong feelings for each other, and have for the past 5 years or so, since somewhere between our Sophmore and Junior year of High School. She has been 'dating' this guy who constantly talks down on her, belittles her, and embarasses her in public. I have told her before how I feel about her and that I would really like to try a relationship between us that we could call each other b/f and g/f. She says that she just isnt ready for that and that she doenst want to ruin our already exhisting great relationship. Well lately, the guy she's 'dating' has started to shove her around...but she insists that she 'Loves Him'. Why do girls stay in realtionships like that? Is it true where the 'Nice Guys Finish Last', or what? I have been nothing but gr

Sex Stories, Are They Good?
These are stories that I wrote to my BF while he's out at sea. Give me your honest input on whether or not the vision aspect was solid enough for you to actually picture in your mind what I am saying and doing. THANK YOU! I wish you could lay here on my bed. Proped up on pillows with your legs slightly spread...looking at me standing at the foot of my bed just staring at you. Wearing one of your shirts and some booty shorts. You start to tease me by looking at me, licking your lips, and barely touching yourself. Everytime you do that I just look back at you and everytime you lick your lips it makes me want to touch myself and when I touch myself I can't help but let out little moans. I can see that my moans turn you on as you begin to touch yourself more and you begin to stiffen. The sight of this just turns me on so much I can't help it anymore...so I bend down and put my hands on the bed. Slowly I start crawling towards you and the closer I get the harder you grab yourself and

A Matter Of Grip
Lao-Tzu wrote in his book The Tao Te Ching, "Things come and a Master lets them; things go and a Master lets them". Seems pretty good advice to me. I have had strong Buddhist leanings for a long time. Part of the core of Buddhism that appeals to me so much is the idea of releasing; the idea of letting go of the things that drag you down, that make you your lesser self. So why is it that so many people think that holding a person's hand is the same thing as taking possession of their soul? Why is it that just by talking to someone, sharing experiences with someone, they feel like they have the right somehow to own you? Would we all be happier with the freedom to spend time with someone we care about, but still have the freedom to watch a sunset by ourselves without having to worry about the other person taking offense? Holding hands with someone CAN be among the most sublime of experiences, depending on the grip. E.

First Of The Year
Ok new years is just around the corner and i decided what im doin. Alot of the negativity that has surrounded me has made me think of a great idea. I will go to a remote rain forest and start a missonary with pygmies and smoke rare poisonous plants and see visions.

Think Fast 2
Let's try again, because that was fun and to be truthful I need a laugh. Word association - just write the first word that pops in your head. Comment below. Thanks! :) Microphone - Aunt - Gallows - Report - Dinner - Quart - Buffer - Poker -

Gone
I guess there comes a time in any realtionship, wether it be in real life or an online (see how it works) relationship were, if it does not seem to be either going anywhere orjust seeems to be breaking down around you, you have to finally let go......... well I have,regardless if it is what I want or not.......common sense has to kick in and when the other person says to you its time to let go then you know that it is.......so I have.....with a very heavy heart I have just said goodbye to the one person I can truely say I really loved anywhere......I doubt wether she will get to read this......who knows but it gets to the point where the pain and heartache gets just too much...knowing just how you feel and knowing that you want that person so bad that even that hurts too.......time will heal.....the pain will stop...the tears will dry.... but the memory will still remain of just how special she was to me....... To that person..should you read this by some small miricle......take car

Self Love And Relationships
From: ∞∫Anji∫∞ Date: Nov 13, 2007 1:22 PMIf you wish to read more, add me on myspace! Click the link above to lead you to my personal profile. Actions speak louder than words... always have and always will... Pray you never have to apply these same principals to overcome a denial of love as I have with you... For now who then becomes the fool... I am not a physical desire or pleasure you seek nor conquest, merely a measure of how well you truly know thyself!Everything I have for you, tarnished but never will it fade... by your own record your time has come to pass and there is another, to learn the lesson that I have been sent to teach... Rejected and scorned time and time again, resenting knowledge of what some cannot see for themselves until it is too late... One day you will be the one to ask why.... and how... Just as others before trial and tribulate... One day you will truly understand... today is not that day!Until you bring it unto your self, it is

"whispers In The Dark"
"whispers in the dark" When you whisper my name you release me; when you close your eyes can you see me? when i whisper your name do you hear me? when i embrace you at night can you feel me"? when you see me smile will you kiss me? if you see me lonely will you hold me? if i gave you my heart will you take it? there are many in life that might break it. written words may not always feel the same but.... if you listen closely...... you will hear me calling your name.... because i am always speaking from the heart when i am.. whispering... to.. you... in the dark

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs!
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.. As always, peace and comfort, friends, Michael

Cruel
why is it people can hurt people like they do?have they no heart?no soul? no shame?why is it always im the one to get hurt?what do i do wrong?im tired of being hurt and quite frankly am about to explode on everyone.so if your into hurting people i suggest you take me off your friends list now because if you hurt me you will feel my revenge and it wont be pretty.im sick of all of this sick and tired fake people and all.if your a true friend thank you very much and know you are the ones who are in my heart and always will have a place there.

Love
a shiny new blade fresh clean skin parting flesh crimson river nerves numb eyes rolling back deep breath years of emotional pain gone for now a tear flows for she knows what she has just done has hurt many others she closes her eyes wishing to disappear foot steps break the silence her eyes open two faces stand before her the two people she loves most staring at her with disappointment she lowers her eyes in shame a hand reaches for her she rises her wounds wrapped they take her in their arms together they work to help her the once new blade now sits rusted never to be used again

It's Way Too Early
It's way too early. Too early to be sleeping in sweats and blanket hogging. Too early for cold weather and....snow. You read that right. Snow. Last night, I went out to dinner with some friends. On the long drive home, the wind was blowing in crazy directions. I thought I saw something in the headlights, but I erased that nagging little idea ...."Nah, too early." But as I got closer to home, there were little patches of snow swirling around on the interstate. Yes, way too early. Despite the sunny days and the turkeys yet to be cooked for Thanksgiving, the Christmas music is in full effect on 93.5 "The Lite FM". I love Christmas music....but only in December. And definitely not before Thanksgiving. The stores are packed to the rafters with ornaments and tinsel and garland, oh my!! Fake green trees. I don't know about you guys, but I still love the smell of a real tree. Anyway, I went to bed....covered and bundled. About 20 minutes ago....3:45 am, I got a knock o

Worst Luck Ever!
Yesterday morning I woke up early and in good spirits. Which is pretty amazing since I slept with a heart monitor and my little 40 pound son who acts as a large heater. I may be lonely but I think those two things combined are a little much! Anyway I woke up feeling good and knowing I was going to get to take off the stupid heart monitor!! I got up early, went to the pharmacy to pick up my fun new meds. Then went to the doctor and had the monitor removed. I even played loud music and sang on the way to work. I pull into the parking lot of my job and my phone rings. The nurse from the doctor's office "Ms. Collier I am so sorry to tell you this, but I removed the batteries from the heart monitor before I pulled out the card. We'll have to repeat the whole test." I just laughed, what else could I do? So today after my echocardiogram, I get to go back and have the damn thing put on AGAIN. I have the best luck ever.

A New Device...
i came home today before Him. As usual, i headed towards the bedroom to change out of my work clothes and into something more comfortable. As i headed to the bedroom i noticed a small box lying on the bed. i reached over to the box,and inside i saw two padlocks without the keys, a pair of wrist cuffs, and a pair of ankle cuffs as well as a ball gag and blindfold. Having emptied the box, i noticed an envelope at the bottom. i picked up the envelope and with shaking hands started to open it. I noticed His sloping confident handwriting immediately, and knew that this would be a task not to be disobeyed. It read, "Be a good girl, and put these items on, then lie on the bed and do not move." i knew that He was due home soon, so as fast as i could, i stripped out of my clothes, and ran into the shower. As i washed myself, touching myself with the shower head, i fantasized over what was to happen. He has always been very creative in His ideas and always surprises me. i got out of the showe

Married
Gawd i dont want to be single anymore......... but why is it that i cant seem to find Mr Right???????? i dont want to have all this stupid bullshit in my life anymore, i want to find that perfect someone to lay next to everynight. I dont want to be something to look at i want FOREVER why cant i find it ?? guys i need some real true opinions here!!!!PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!

I Remember
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! Although I have never held you, theres not a night I can't feel you, each time that I sleep, into my dreams you creep, bringing all that I crave, all the love that you gave, I can tast your sweet flesh, feel your heartbeat against my chest, hold you tight in my arms, keep you safe and warm, see the sparkle in your eyes, with a love that never dies, for now it's only in my dreams, but now I know what love means, some how we will find away, to be together each day, I will be there for you, love and support you through, everything that you do, and all this time we been apart, will fade into the past, I know you deserve much better then me, but I will try to be the man that you need, and all these empty cold dark nights, will be no more, but I will make sure, I Remember... HinderBetter Than MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Dark Raven
No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark I wanna swallow the whole dark I'll rip the dark With my black knife I saw a bleeding line A shining line It's the dawning of my life There is plenty of anger inside of me It has to stop Why is there so much anger inside of me? My anger is part of my frustration I have to control it now My anger causes me plenty of trouble There is plenty of anger inside of me And what is anger do I know? Anger is a strong feeling of displasure It is a grief that I have inside of me How can I control it? What triggers my anger? Can I recognize it? All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, fami

Alone For Thanksgiving?
possibly. wifey is talkin about takin the baby out to Tn. for thanksgiving and that leaves the maggster and i here alone. this relationship is getting better and better all the time. soon we'll be taking separate vacations and i'll get my own place in the city, and we wont have to see each other....... i'm kidding of course, but maybe then we could stand each other... i've been drinkin lots of shitty red wine by myself lately.

My Terminal Illness
I know by Gods grace and only his grace I am alive today, the thing I was immediately struggling with was why was I saved? what is my purpose? By all medical standards and reasonings I shouldn't be alive, and when I did finally go to get a second opinion from a different hospital I was given 72 hours at most to live without surgery. I was in CHF, and had a severe bacterial endocarditis (they said it was a rare Methicillin Resistant Staphylococcus Aureus bacteria) that was ravishing my heart tissue, this wasn't all though I had an enlarged heart, a fistula which is an abnormal opening from the inside of my heart to the outside made by the bacteria eating it's way through, I also had the infection in my tricuspid and mitral valves, and a burst aortic aneurysm which the doctors at the first hospital I went to (where I was working when I started getting sick in September of 2004) told me that "it was in my head", that "I was 33 I couldn't be having chest pain or shortness of breath", they

After Hours Pimpout!
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Random Thoughts
Random Thoughts Random thoughts Twisted knots Wayward glances Taking chances Memories mine Mental shrine Unspoken secrets Without regrets Passions flame Lovers game Emotions flowing Hopes growing Arms reaching Hands teaching A.Boudreaux 2007

Convictions Vs Simplicity
Ugh as most of you know, i've only been accepting add requests from people with salute photos... and i had deleted quite a few (ok over 1,000) people without them... now, while the idiot factor seems to have somewhat decreased - lovely effect really - unfortunately, the "whine" factor has increased... "why did you delete me, why won't you accept me, why why why why why..." ... So, i'm thinking of just giving up and dealing with the idiot factor again instead of the whine factor, and just go back to accepting people without them... although the whole "under level 5" thing might stay as a restriction... thoughts? comments? Sin p.s. i hate stupid people

Need Some Help
I want to create a slide show to a specific song and well, its a bit hard for me to do, its for my best friend who was murdered, Ive got all the pics and the specific song but I break down in tears everytime i start to make it, the song really hits that nerve i guess, if someone would be willing to make it for me that would be great, I kinda wanted it ready for when the 1 year mark hits, just msg me and let me know if you know a good program or can do it, thx

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Cancer For November 18,2007 There's plenty you still don't know yet -- that's how life stays interesting. It's a good time to explore new territory, as your emotional strength is peaking and you can tell that things are getting better. Sure hope so 8-P

Soldier....
We are Soldiers, We live and Die just like you, We Fight, We love, We drink, We Live, So Why is it, Protests happen, Against us, Turn to your neighbor Look at what you see, Hatred for your fellow man, Why? We Die at such a young age, A boy just 19, Could be your brother, your son, Your mother, your daughter, Your uncle, Your Father, These people give all, Just for your "freedom of speech" Slander us, call us names, like, "baby killers" "War machines" You see the negative, The harsh conditions in which we live, in which we cry, missing our family, Could be your brother, your son, Our mothers, Our daughters, Our uncles, Our Fathers, So just think about this, Before you call us names and hate.... "Greater Love hath No man than to lay his life down for his brother" We give ours to you, all we ask is for a prayer.... For your Brother, For your Son, For your Mother, For your Daughter For your Uncle For your Father, Bring our boys

Love Sick
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING THINKING I HAD THE FLU, THEN IT DAWNED ON ME I'M LOVE SICK OVER YOU. INSTEAD OF WATERY EYES AND FEVER, I HAD VOICES IN MY HEAD SAYING "YOUR CRAZY IF YOU LEAVE HER." AND I HAVE NO USE FOR TYLENOL, I JUST WANTED YOU AND I WANT IT ALL. BUT LIKE A KID WHEN ITS SICK IT ALL WAYS WANTS ITS MOM, INSTEAD I WANT MY GIRL TO HOLD ME TILL HER FINGERS GO NUMB. YEAH MY HOMEBOYS LAUGHS AND PICK AND SAY THAT I'M THROUGH, BUT ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN THE LOVE SICK FLU. THEN THE OLD FOLKS SAY THAT IT CHANGES WITH THE WEATHER, WELL THIS IS ONE TIME I'M SICK AND I DON'T WANT TO GET BETTER.

Body And Soul
She studies her face in the mirror upon her dresser Some added new lines, she begins to see a little closer Looking into herself through her dark loveless coal eyes Wanting that little girl inside, that chased her dreams up in the skies Many years of wanting, many years she slept in the cold The man that was to change her, only made her soul grow old His love turned into a bottle, hers turned into shame His anger became the fire, hers became the blame One day she set out, outside those inner walls To find that little girl, the girl before the fall In her car she drove, finally leaving that hellhole Creating her destiny, rediscovering her Body and Soul!

Adult Game ;)
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Did You Live Enough Today?
In a casual text message conversation just now, one of my Fubar friends and a member of my bomber family, Mandah, was telling me how she was standing outside in the snow waiting for her mom to come pick her up. Her mom is disabled and she was going to go with her to Walmart to help her do her grocery shopping. It made me think, how many people probably would have been irritated by having to stop their lives to help someone else out, even a family member. But she just said, "I don't mind helping my mom". It made me think of my mom, who died suddenly and unexpectedly at the age of 58 (almost 7 years ago) from a stroke. It made me think back wether there were times she wanted or needed me to do anything with her or for her and it inconvenienced me.....I can't really remember anything specifically. But it makes me wonder, would I have spent more time with her and lived differently had I known she would be taken from me so early and way too soon. Of course I would have. We NEVER KNOW whe

Emily Elizabeth Kidd
Yes,I know I'm showing way too much pride in such a simple thing as a new grandchild...so sue me..... I am just a wee bit upset about the change of the middle name as we know her cancer definitely makes this her last,but oh,well,really unimportant in the long run...... 8 pounds 10.5 ounces 20 1/2 inches long WELCOME TO THE WORLD MISS EMILY!!!!!!!!

Did I Do The Right Thing Or Not???
Im not feelin too good right now... I was shopping at albertsons and before I went in I noticed a young girl sittin behind a pillar and she wasnt doin too good... heard her sniffle, you could tell she was crying... she couldnt have been more than 17 or 18 yrs old if that. so I passed by and asked her if she was ok and she looked up and said yes... so I went and did my shopping... kinda killed me cause I have kids and Id die to see them outside alone and nothing goin on... on my way out she was playin with a match book still sittin inthe same place... I asked her again if she was ok knowing she had no place to go... so she said im alright just life ... yeah I told her , it sucks... she said yeah it did... so I was puttin the groceries in and asked her if she needed to make a phone call or something, she said no one would answer... Killed me,,, kept on puttin groceries in my truck and asked her if she was hungry... she looked up realy quick and said yeah... theres a chinese food place

Friends
i told tou about what happened to my brother well i called him tonite he started crying telling me he loved me i told him i would see him in the morning hes in wva im in nc he said if im here hes trying to kill his self my lifewill never be the same if he dies my heart couldnt go on i would lose my brother my best friend

I Amuse Me. Lol
I saw that the Exorcism of Emily Rose was on last night so I thought I'd watch it. It's never scared me just creeped me out. Anyway after the movie was done I was SO creeped out I was wide awake for the next 2 hours. lol. I don't get it. I can watch the Exorcism and sleep like a baby right after but I watch Emily Rose and I'm paranoid. Go fig. G'morning btw!

Left Behind
He wakes in the morning, And his first thought is her, As he reaches and grabs that pillow, Where she used to lay her head. He can still smell the sweet perfume Of the one he love without question. He used to lay and see her sleeping face, And know that he was in her dreams. As the days came and went, He watched as her dreams changed. He'd roll to see her face in the night, And she would be gone. He couldn't believe that the love that he once gave, Would be left behind. How could a woman do that to a man who gave all he had to give, But it wasn't good enough for her to stay. His sleepless eyes shed tears for her, And his arms, they ache to hold her again. Alas, he know that will never happen, And he hears his son stirring in the next room, As he passes pictures of her in the hall, He wonders how could she just up and leave This precious child behind. He sits on the floor in the darkness And wipes away his tears-- He puts a gentle loving hand on the back of his

R.i.p Brother
Today they put you down in a whole, preached and slung snot, to save your soul, pretending they knew you, when few really did, I sat and wondered, what you would say, if only they knew, the hell we raised, we've had our parties, chicks we run through, brother I make a promise to you, your kids won't go hungry, won't need for a thing, so rest well and relax, keep the kegs cold, I'm not far behind ya... R.I.P BROTHER...

Miss Sexxi's Six
ok here is the deal i am pimpin out six people a week aka my sexxi six so if we could all work together n help, it will work n for everyone who messages me n lets me know they rated n fanned my sexxi six will get a special gift from me!!! just leave me a blog comment when u have completed please rate at least 10 photos. thank you Elijah Connies Hubby ~Club F.A.R~@ fubar DJ TurTLe"CLUB YUMMY KITTY"!!LOVE MY SHANNON!!"HEAD PROMOTER!!!@ fubar boricua82@ fubar KISMIT {praying for Deana til she has a full recovery}@ fubar la dominicana sabrosa@ fubar © LovingNYC"MAN&DJ@ fubar

Today
Today it was confirmed that I am needing by-pass surgery. I am scheduled to go in Monday after Thanksgiving. I refused till after the holiday. I am a 41 yr old mother with a 7 year old at home. I inherited the heart problems from my dad who passed away when he was only 39 so I am scared to death. I have the fact that he passed 27 years ago and the technology has come along way since then on my side but the thought of something going wrong and my not being here to see my 7 yr old grow up is tearing me apart inside. And because she is here with me I have to keep it inside. So I thought I would blog and let my friends in on some of whats going on with me. I will not be on alot the next few days with the holiday and all. If you see my account on next week stop in and say Hi it will be my oldest daughter and she will know whats going on with me if anyone wants to know. Also if you need leveling let her know she will use my 11's for you. I've tried to tell her how to work Fubar so help he

Stalker
oK here it is straight forward i like to chat here on fubar and yahoo if i want to add u i will if i wanna show u cam i will ask u to view. i dont want to meet u in person. i will not visit by train,plane,or automobile. i like to flirt but that is all that it is. im happily married to a wonderful man. so if u cant accept that then take yourself off my page and if i delete u then it was done for a reason leave me alone cause i will block you......... and u know who u are to all my real friends i hope i didnt affend you in any way

Loser #1
WHAT WOULD MAKE A PERSON DO THIS?? I JUST GOT DONE WORKING MY BUTT OFF IN A CONTEST JUST SO I COULD WIN A BLAST FOR A GROUP OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET ON FUBAR. WHY BECAUSE IN FAITH JUST LIKE EVERYONE OF US DOES WHO ENTERS CONTESTS TRUSTED THE HOST THAT WHEN THEIR END OF THE DEAL WAS MET THEY THE HOSTS ALSO WOULD IN RETURN MEET THEIRS.... SADLY AS TIME GOES ON I AM BEING FACED WITH MORE AND MORE HOSTS THAT MAKE A PROMISE BUT IN THE END NEVER PAY OUT.. I'M TIRED OF IT. SO ARE SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL. BOMBING A CONTEST TAKES UP SO MUCH OF ONES TIME.. WE ARE WORKING IN THESE CONTESTS FOR LESS THEN FIVE CENTS AN HOUR IN SOME CASES. ITS HARD ENOUGH AFTER ALL YOUR HARD WORK IN THE END YOU END UP LOSING THAT CONTEST.. THATS A MAJOR DOWNER BUT THATS PART OF THE RISK YOU TAKE.. BUT HAVING TO WORRY AND KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED THAT IN THE END IF YOU WERE TO WIN THAT THE HOST WILL BE HONEST AND GIVE YOU WHAT WAS PROMISED.. THATS A RISK AND A WORRY THAT NO ONE S

I'm Allergic!
to life. i've noticed the one downfall for me waking up everyday is i sneeze for like a good hour until i guess i'm fully lucid. it's funny because i've never been allergic to anything before and i've realized just now that i'm allergic to life. next time i get asked at the doctor's or hospital if i have an allergies I will say... "Yes doctor. I'm allergic to life." :D

He / She Poem
She walks straight down as far as she can go. He's losing the one he used to know. She hides herself away in the corner. He only wishes he could hold her. She breaks down alone on her bed. He cant stand watching her stand on the edge. She loses touch with reality. He loses her completely She carves his name into her arm. He knows she's drifted way too far. She only wants him to love her again. He wants to stay just friends. She slits her wrists in her sleep. Though its his heart that bleeds.

The Dirty One
DirtyWhore: You need to get laid and get out of your parents fucking basement you fucking piece of shit. Maybe then you would have kids of your own and see how pissed off yopu would get when waste of skin fucks like you talk bad about them. MY SON IS MY LIFE.... FUCK OFF YOU DIRTY ASS PUPPET ->Psychowolf...: DONT make me Force Rape you. You WILL comply with the Jedi. ->Psychowolf...: This initiative was approved by the JEDI COUNCIL! We are looking for ewoks. Trade us your ewok!... DirtyWhore: What the fuck is your problem? Are you fucking high or just plain fucking retarded? ->Psychowolf...: OMG....you have an ewok son!? DirtyWhore: That is my son... ->Psychowolf...: YES< the EWOK in the Slide tunnel! DirtyWhore: Are you sure you have the right person and folder? ->Psychowolf...: The jedi will trade you 2 used wookies, and a zabrak prostitute for your Ewok DirtyWhore: That only has pics of me and my kids ->Psychowolf...: yes, theres an ewok picture in your f

Fubar,my Space And Yahoo Profiles, Fill Them Out Darn It.
Okay this is not just for Fubar, but Yahoo and My Space also….. Okay on FUBAR I wish they had a spot where it says if you are married or single or involved. It is very annoying when some tries to talk to you—then you find out they are married and have no intent of taking you out on a date. Or worse they only want to hook up for a one nighter, ASS HOLES. On Yahoo, I am very disgusted that men and women don’t fill out their profiles, but expect you to willingly chat with a blank profile. It takes all of 5 minutes to fill the damn thing out! Don’t be rude ass just do it. On My Space, I am kind of sick of people just trying to add me as a friend and they just want numbers-of people-to have the most friends. If your really trying to talk to people and be friends or even hook up for a date, HOW do you expect someone to take you seriously if you don’t even care enough to fill it out? And what is this crap with just listing USA as location? Ummm Okay that’s great, but what is wrong with

Pain
I don’t understand how so many people can intentionally hurt or cause pain to others, especially those that are called loved ones. I don’t understand the need to tear down others to make one’s self feel or look better. Why do some people think that causing pain in someone’s life even remotely acceptable? I have hurt people in my life, as we all have. I have hurt those that I love and care for the most and I wish there were ways I could take away the pain. I know that in life that we all will hurt others, and most seriously the ones that we love, but when we do so without any remorse or even worse do it on purpose is just so wrong. So many people are used and abused by ones that they have given all their trust to and it’s no wonder that they become numb, untrusting and apathetic. The damage that is done becomes a permanent scar on their lives and can shape who they become. While it is true that great strength and growth can come from past hurts when a complete healing comes about, it

Lesbian?
One of the parts of the latest self-reflection I've been doing is exploring my sexuality. I've always wondered, deep down inside, if I'm a lesbian. I love looking at beautiful things, especially women, and always have. I used to catch myself gazing at the cute women in my college classes. Looking back on it, I realize that I was sexually attracted to them. I think I was fighting it for so long. I know now that I am a lesbian. I discovered this through some sexual experimentation with a very good friend of mine. I'd always joked that I didn't think that I could ever actually eat a woman out, but wouldn't mind letting her have her way with me. I decided to experiment and see what happened. I was nervous, of course,but she put me at ease. She calmed my fears and it was instantly comfortable. I was finally home. I had finally discovered my sexuality at a place and time that allowed me to be completely open to it. I realized that it was something that I was fighting all a

Its Just A Dog
To anyone who says, "It's just a dog:" You are the reason rescues exist, why thousands of dogs die everyday in shelters, homeless and unwanted. You are the backyard breeder or puppy miller, who looks at a dog and sees dollar signs, who cares nothing for the inevitable decline in the dog's health after having litter upon litter of puppies, nor for the countless dogs who will now die in shelters because the puppies you breed have taken up their homes. You are the supporter of these backyard breeders and puppy mills, willing to pay $500 or more for a puppy rather than $90 for a rescued dog, because having a pedigree to show off to friends is more important than saving the life of a true and loyal companion. You are the one who trains dogs to fight, whether for sport or protection, thus abusing your dog and bringing the call for the extermination of an entire breed of perfectly wonderful dogs. You are the one who thinks nothing of putting your dog to sleep because it doesn't

How I Was Felling ...early 2007
OK SO I THINK IM INLOVE WITH THE WRONG PERSON BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO BRAKE OFF A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE....I FIND MY SELF INLOVE WITH A PERSON WHO LOVES ME,CALLS ME THERE ONE AND ONLY, YET I CANT CHILL AND BE WITH THEM 4 LIFE I WANNA BE BUT IDK HOW TO STOP FLIRTING AND ALL THAT BULL...I KNOW I CANT HAVE BOTH AND IM LEANING TO A PAST THAT I HOPE WELL KNOW IS STILL THERE BUT I MEAN WHAT DO I DO ABOUT WHO IM WITH...DO U JUST GIVE UP BECAUSE I CANT SEE MY SELF WITH THEM 4 LIFE,YES I AM YOUNG BUT I WANT A FAMILY/HUBBY/AND LIFE THAT IS 4 LIFE NOT 4 A FLING OR SHORT TIME... I THINK THE PAST KNOWS WHO THEY ARE AND U HAVE TOLD ME TO GO WITH WHAT MY HEART TELLS ME TO DO, BUT WHAT IF I MEANS HURTING A PERSON THAT HAD NUFFING TO DO WITH YOU OR ME...IF I SIT DOWN AND THINK OF WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE I SEE THE PAST IN IT MORE THE I SEE THE PERSON I AM WITH...ITS NOT THAT I DONT LOVE THE PERSON I AM WITH IT JUST THAT IT WILL BE HARD FOR ME TO JUST GIVE UP ON MY WHOLE LIFE FOR JUST YOU I MEAN I HAVE

You
I dreamed of you even though we had never met. I heard your voice even though we had never spoken. You reached out to me though you were far away. I felt your spirit, your soul, your heart. How could this be? Destiny? Fate? I can't give it a name though I know it was meant to be. I dreamed of you. I heard you. I felt you. I lost myself to you. I want you. I need you. I belong to you.

Friend-co Worker Killed
http://www.nj.com/centraljersey/index.ssf/2007/11/crash_of_times_delivery_truck.html Crash of Times delivery truck kills driver by Paul Szaniawski/The Times Wednesday November 21, 2007, 10:33 AM SOUTH BRUNSWICK -- A truck driver delivering newspapers for The Times of Trenton was killed in an accident on Route 1 in South Brunswick early Wednesday morning. Police said the driver, believed to be in his 40s, has not been identified. The Times newspaper truck was rear-ended by a tractor-trailer while heading south on Route 1 at about 3 a.m., said Detective Jim Ryan of the South Brunswick police. The cause of the accident was unknown, he said. The collision with the tractor-trailer forced the newspaper truck into an utility pole. The tractor- trailer then skidded into a culvert, but driver escaped injury, Ryan said. Police would not identify the driver of the tractor-trailer. The crash near Raymond Road is causing traffic congestion.Only one lane is open near the

Fu Contest
Ok im gonna hold a contest..... it has to be a pic of you. it is a rating contest....not comment bombing. 1st person to reach 500 rates will get 50,000 fu bucks, 2nd person to reach 500 gets 25,000, and the 3rd person to reach 500 gets 15,000. i need your pic by friday night 11/23/07. good luck and have fun

Bra Codes Lmao
Bra Codes Which One Do You Have??? AND, just a thought for all the women out there........ MENtal illness, MENstrual cramps, MENtal breakdown, MENopause............. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with men?..........And When we have real trouble it's HISterectomy!!!! Send this to all women to have a laugh AND, don't forget to have a mammogram!!!!!!