Fubar Blog Posts 4

Whats All This About Really
I Honestly haven't any idea what This is about, I have my myspace Page & that is easy, this seems so difficult, I want to put My bands Music in here But I cant figure out how, Also it seems the cooler things in here cost money, & I never give My CC info online so My page will never be as nice as most of you peoples pages & that sucks. ell this is my forst blog & All I can say is C is for cookie & thats Good enough For Me

Just Wondering...
Had this GF, lives near by...had....her life is 24/7 drama. Her life includes the following according to her. Attempted murder, rape, abuse, child custody, attempted breakin, hijacked computer, stalker from New Mexico, cyber stalker, cell phone stalker, suspended from work, continuous stalking from 'the guy' in New Mexico.....She changes her cell phone number one day, and the guy knows it the next day. She gets her son a cell phone for xmas, and within hours of activation, the stalker knows his number. She has told me an 'expert' has found hidden video bugs in her house, yet she seems very unconcerned. I have absolutely NO proof of all her reported incidences...although I have seen some court records to some of the above. Am I just lost, or does this seem like its so totally out of this world? Respond please...and repost for all opinions! Thanks girls! Boycott Wal-Mart

Are You Having A Problem With Someone?
If you are having a problem with a family member, please bring it to My Attention or Maria's Attention. If someone is having a problem with a user outside the family, please try to resolve it between you and whoever else you're having the problem with. Please note that the only ones that are in charge of accepting members into the family is me and maria. If you are unsure if someone is a member of the family, look for the following: the (Angel Family) name in their nick name Their photo in the lounge under lounge members. Now because anyone can use the (Angel Family) name in their nick name, (which we do not aproove of without our consent) all members photos are uploaded into the Angel Family photo album.

What Matters The Most
when you lose somethin that matters the most and when its ripped from you and part of your heart is ripped out and all you feel is numbness and pain cherish your kids and loved ones you never know what some vindictive asshole or bitch will try and take what matters the most there are poeple like this and they need to be taught a lesson

Film At 11
Laying in my bed...in complete darkness...he throws the blankets back...and start licking my pretty pink pussey....fingering,sucking, playing with my ass..licking there...and making me cum repeatedly. He puts my legs up to my chest...adn takes out the camera and films my pussey..spreading my lips with his fingers to see the cum ooze in the middle of all the pink wetness..fingers a little..then slides that beautiful fat long cock into me as the camera films him sliding in and out of me...he is so long he hits my box making me jump...then he fingers my ass...and slowly glides his cock across my pussey after taking it out..and slides it in my ass....rubbing my clit..and making me cum all over his stiff cock...faster and harder....he pulls out right before he explodes..and cums all over my wet pink hot swollen lips....my cum and him dripping off my pussey....

Rip, Jimmy The Tuna And Friends
My fish all died. I cant keep a pet alive to save my soul. I mean it was just a fucking goldfish... I had all the cool shite, filters, heaters, food, a cool ass playground. I am destined to be without pets i think. Sigh, oh well i still have Marshmallow the Cactus.

Piece Of Crap Computer
I have a desktop computer that I use as a server and it has been running just about 24/7 for about 5 years now and it decided to crash this past weekend. I now have to swap out the main Hard Drive and install the operating system again and I have been 2 days working on this piece of crap, I am ready to throw it in the highway or maybe put a few bullets in it. Where is my damn valium? Well at least I have my Linspire box and a laptop to play on. I would rather be standing Naked ass deep in snow than screwing with this computer. ok, I feel a bit better now,

Likes And Dislikes....
*** DISLIKES: Someone that does expects me to remember every little thing she ever tells me.. Seeing ribs on a woman, nose piercing, lip piercing, bad moods, rudeness, sarcasm, people that do not say what they mean and do not mean what they say, meanness. someone that tries to makes someone else into what they want and not accepting them for who they are. LIKES: hugs, holding hands, watching TV, cuddling, cute faces, long hair, someone to do stuff with, smell of fresh cut grass, smiles, my photography, dogs, long drives to no place or any place.. not needing to get right back to where we came from on a warm day, movies, and kitties. "Leave a comment on this blog entry!" *** Hi ladies, CT SingleWhiteMale seeks SingleWhite(or Black)Female in conneCTicut... I am a single white male in New Haven CT. I was born july 3 1975. I am looking for a sexxy BBW to date. If you’re interested then please reply to this message and feel free to ask me anything. I do hope to hear from you

I Hate It Thoughts
I hate it when perfect strangers ask to be my family. I hate it when I don't get commented by people who look at my pictures everyday. I hate it when Im called cute. I hate it when Im unsatisfied. I hate it when people always assume Im not living my own life and EXPECT me to answer the phone. I hate it when insecure boys can't take me making out with my friends. I hate it when I'm out..and its no longer 420. I hate it when I have to stop kissing. I hate it when my gas tank is empty. I hate it when I have to let go of a great smelling man giving me a hug. I hate it when I come home and Im not alone. I hate it when my dad asks me every 2 seconds if I like a song from All That Jazz or 2001 A Space Odessy. I hate it when Im watching tv.. and a fucking CLOWN comes out of nowhere! They should have a warning label or something! I hate it when I look in my drawer full of broken toys. I hate it that I really have to go to bed right now. I hate it that I smoke cigarettes so much. I

She Wanted To
We had not spoken in years. We spotted each other across the hotel bar and smiled. she had gained weight and had dyed her hair red but her eyes were the same. I told the bartender to put her next drink on my tab. He delivered the drink and walked back to me. "The lady wants you to join her" he said. I quickly jumped and ran around the bar to join her. We talked and drank for hours and before I knew it we were kissing at the bar. She pushed me away looked me in the eye and told me to meet her on the 12th floor lobby in one hour. I agreed and she walked away. Her ass was almost twice as big as it used to be but I was more into her than ever. For the next forty five mins I made up a thousand excuses on why I should not meet her but as te end of the hour approched I paid my tab and walked toward the elevator. When I got to the 12th floor she was already there. I started to speak but she put her soft pale hand over my mouth and took my hand and walked me to her room. Once inside she droped

The Dreamer
how it would be. What would it be like to meet you, did you really exist, or are you just a wishful dream? I look inside and I know you, I feel you and your images seems to be etched into my soul for I still search for you, not knowing you would manfest from within me...so indeed, are you a wishful dream? Often I pondered about your scent. After a hard day's labor would your scent intoxicate me compelling me to invite you to my bed? Would I see in you my hope and desires ...or my fears? Would you know me? Would you enhance my essence or destroy me? To manifest from within, you would be a reflection of me... Would you fulfill me? Pull firmly but lovingly on my hair take control of me. Take me not gently but to satisfy the beast within me. Master over me in my passions. Bring the flame inside to a raging fire that burn me with the pains of pleasure...

Rite Now I'm Not Here Mentally (tears Pouring Heart Aching)
talked to my daddy just b4 christmas and what, only to hear he has been sick and had to go through a bunch of tests. he tells me he has a test to b done on the 15th and that won't know nothing till after christmas, sooo a couple weeks go by and i talk to him again and he said they had to do a minor surgery on him and take some skin from his throat to test it and that we wldn't know nothing for at least a week.....well the week has gone and i have found out recently just after i left line here bout an hour in a half ago that my dad has throat cancer, its a level two he more or less has a 50/50 chance but they won't guarantee nothing. that all they can do right now is some chemo....sorry for all the miss spellin hard to do all this through tears and not being here mentally. if i don't chat with u please do not b offended. **forced smile** love ya cherries...lil **MILF**

Romantic Evening Or Not?
have you ever sat and wondered what a romantic evening might entail? i always pictured a romantic evening consisting of alot of activities by candle light. a romantic dinner, looking into eachothers eyes, a nice bath with rose pedals floating in the water a glass of wine, and some soft music. wrapped in a hot towel lead to the bed for a massage by u guessed it by candle light. i have thought about doing that, have never done it yet. i know it doesnt round very romantic, but hey romance is where u find it and with the person u wanna share it with. i have no idea why im even telling ya'll this. maybe me telling it, it will get it out of my head. maybe it will give someone an idea how to spark some renewed romance with their bf/gf. who knows.........

The Place I Hate...turning Into The Place I Love...again
The gym....my nemisis... EXCEPT i weighed myself today for the first time in a month....i lost 11 pounds! SWEET!Oh yeah lets not forget...i lost 128 pounds in 2 years...then i gained 45 or so back...so now...i lost 11 YAY!!

Passion Of A Stranger
One night as you decide to out for a night on the town, you decide to wear a short black skirt and a red lace top with a balck short jakcet. your carefull to show enough to make them stop and stare. As you are driving to a small local club, something catches your eye, a new place that you have never been before. The look of the place is somewhat aluuring to you agianst your better judgment you decide to stop in and check it out. When you walk in the place is dimly lit and theress is only a few pepole in the bar, you decide to have a drink before you leave, you slowly walk up to the bar when you feel that there is somone watching you. You play it off and move to the bar, as you sit a the bar sip at your drink youe feel someone slid down on the stool next to you. he accedently rubs your arms, as you turn to say something he applogizes and introduces himself (me), as you you turn to introduce yoursefl your eyes meet and you see a fire and passion behind his eyes that you have seen before.

Pain
As some of you who know me might already know....my father has been very ill and battleing the end of a very long painfull fight with lung disease. He has been in the hospital for a month, a nursing home for 3 years. I have known for nearly a week he was going to pass, yet when I received that dreadfull call at 5:37 am this morning... my whole world fell apart.My father was only 57 years old. 57..how the fuck is that fair?!?!?!? What was go thinking?.. why must we all have to go through all of this right now? He was a grandpa, a young one at that. My dad is gone , my children have to grow up without a grandpa. Thier grandpas on their father's side of the family are all non-existant and completley uninvolved. I am not on the best of terms with my stepmom and her kids, time that has passed between my father and I and circumstnces reguarding our past and my present have driven a wedge between us. I want so badley to change this,.. i only pray that it is not to late. I love them all

I Confess
What I be without you. I would be sad and lonely, my smile would go away, my happiness would leave me. When I see you im happy, knowing you are still there I can go on. The hardest thing for me to do is confess how I feel. Sometimes confessing how I feel gets me into trouble, even gets me hurt. But now Im not afraid anymore. I would do anything just to see you smile. I give my life just to know you are still around. I know if I was to confess how I feel to someone they wouldn't feel the same. I don't want no one to change for me. I don't want anyone to be apart of me out of sadness or pitty for me. If anything I want someone to be with me only to give me a chance for me to make them happy. I can give someone the world but I will never ask anything in return but a smile. A smile is worth more to me then all the money in the world.

The Death...and Possible Rebirth...of The Fairy Tale.
When I was younger I liked stories. Mostly those hokey romance novels...you know the ones, where the heroine is always some amazingly beautiful woman with long flowing hair and sparkling eyes who falls for the hunky stable boy with the disheveled manner, long shiny hair, and big shiny teeth that are so white that when they smile you can see those little sparkly effects they use in toothpaste commercials. The hero and heroine are put through all kinds of turmoil (i.e. the amazingly beautiful heroine, usually named Angelique or something similarly exotic, is kidnapped by the evil warlord who craves her love and the hero has to swoop in to save the day by blinding the evil warlord with his shiny, sparkly teeth) and they live happily ever after, thus proving that in the end love does conquer all. The end. Forever and ever amen. And so on and so on...blah blah blah until the end of eternity. Man, did those books lie to me or what? I mean the people who write those things should seriously co

Will Be....
I will be cleaning my friends list in the next few days. If I haven't heard or talked to you in some time you will be deleted. As most of you know I do like leaving comments for my friends and when the list is full of people that I never actually talk too it gets hard to leave love for real friends. So if you get deleted don't be to suprised. You were deleted because we never talk. Also if you would like to be kept or deleted, either way, please let me know. Thank you all and have a most wonderful day!

Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog
I just wrote a nice long blog. I forgot to put a title on it and I hit "Post Blog Entry." Naturally, instead of CherryTap nicely reminding me that it needed a title, the stupid system went and erased what I wrote. So much for trying to infuse this place with my stories. Might as well just post more pictures of my tits.

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It is the very effort to stand up tall that brings me to my knees Like a flower fighting the wind, I wilt against life’s breeze Better to bend and flow like grass, standing tall in the field Daring the wind to take hold, learning how to yield And as many times as I have been broken As many time as the lessons’ been spoken Still I try to stand firm against the pressures that life brings To proudly proclaim my own strength, like that of ancient queen But each time I fall, the lesson is learned again and forgotten once more This time though, it is different; this time I have learned how to soar Life throws its immense weight at me, trying to snap my resolve But it cannot hit me because I’m not standing still. I am bending, and so I evolve I am laughing because life is frustrated in its attempt to knock me down I am crying because it won’t give up, and so in my tears, I drown I am soaring high because I’ve risen above it, never again to fight I am joyful now; I’ve lear

Excerpt From Chapter One
As promised... here is a sample excerpt from chapter one of the ebook I am currently writing. I am still in chapter 3 at this point and I expect there will be about 10 to 12 chapters when it is completed. So anyway... this is the third chapter from the first chapter of the ebook. I hope you like what you read here ... it does get MUCH better but this is just a teaser so you can see what is happening with the ebook. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Paragraph 3 of chapter 1 of ebook tentatively titled "Private Hotel Party" Turning my head I see my husband is still in bed next to me but he is still sleeping. While still under the sheet my right arm reaches over and grabs him around his bare waist and I turn to press my naked breasts up against his exposed back. My nipples begin to become aroused as I feel his skin press against them. Apparently he can feel them poking into his shoulder blades for he begins to moan and move so slowly. Then his hand moves u

A Little Boy & A $100.00
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to God, they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those assholes deducted $95.00 in taxes. Please have a better day then this lil guy did loool huggies, Debbie

Me
The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers,he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice.May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman." Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy," whispered the child. "Busy doing what? "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard what sounded like a helicopter through th

Je T'aime Mon Cher
With my love this I give Without you love I don't want to live A living hell I have been put through By lots of others Not just by you My heart aches My soul is no more The moment you let his love walk through your door Family is what we could have been To be with you forever and a day Nothing but him stood in our way You don't belong all to me So I let you go and we will see If you love like you say you do You will leave him now Make this lonely one Into an amazing two Wanting Wishing Longing for love I thought God sent you From heaven above Now I crawl back to my hell Locking my heart back in it's cold dark cell Ti amo (I love you) I say to you If you care You will say it too :(

My Angel And Friend
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's down deep inside and in you, I'll always confide. Thanks for

Dichotomy
Dude on CT=No points(unless ripped to fuck) Girl on CT=Millon points a day for existing. I sense revolution in the air, but I'm drunk, so fuck it. Who wants pizza? Oh, you may have detected an air of bitter irony about this blog. It's just your imagination.

Wait... Hold The F**k Up
Wait... hold the fuck up u need to stay out of my business. Nobody told you to tell anybody what goes on in my personal life thats for me and me only u need to worry about ur self and the shit ur going through and stop worrying about me... with ur stupid ass. The next time i hear my name come out of ur mouth imma...well u kno the deal but.....B 4 i leave i wanted to let you kno that i just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico and pissed you off at the same time. Send this to as many of your friends as you want and see how many you get mad

Against Racism
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

Other Men
i just have to say what the fuck are you men thinking? a good 9 out of 10 of the ladies profiles I read.. yes i actually read them.. but i read things like.. "i dont cyber. or do nude camming, and the one that triggered this blog was :i dont want to know your pleasuring yourself... I dont understand whats going on in there heads do they think that girls like that or what.. and in every pic comment I see even nastier things being said i dont even want to repeat them.. i dont know it just bothers me that men are such fuckin pigs that im suprized that all women dont go les. well thanks for reading

Sucking On The Cock Of The Bay
erotic parody of the classi Otis Redding song Sitting On The Dock of The Bay Swallowing in the morning sun I'll be sucking when the evening cums They'll all be watching me ho it in And they'll be watching me whore it in again, yeah I'm sucking on the cock of the bay Lettin' 'em all watch as I swallow all the way I'm just sucking on the cock of the bay Swallowing all the way Left my pimp in Georgia Headed for a hot gay guy I have plently to give If you got the big bucks Looks like everybody's gonna cum my way tonight So I'll just go suck on the cock of the bay Lettin' 'em all watch as I whore away I'm sucking on the cock of the bay Swallowing all the way Looks like everybody wants a piece A line around the block cos I can do what ten others can't do So I guess I'll charge some more, yes Sittin' here pettin' their bones And these horny guys won't leave me alone, yes Two thousand miles I roam Just to suck cock Better then in my hometown

For All My Friends
this is for all my friends who are always there for me when i need someone to talk to or to just vent or even when i have a problem i love you all and i cant thank you enough for your friendship it means the world to me more than you can imagine you have all became very dear to me over the short time i have been on CT i dont need to mention who you all are cause you all know who you are and how much you all mean to me you guys are the best ever and i thank you all for being you its the best thing i could ever ask for in a friend all my love Lucia

W.t.f.!!!
RACIAL GREETINGS BROTHERS AND SISTERS... YOU KNOW WHAT TRULY AMAZES ME MOST ABOUT THIS SITE? THE CRYING, CLOSE MINDED INDIVIDUALS THAT WILL VISIT YOUR PAGE TO LEAVE A NEGATIVE COMMENT, OR MARK YOUR PICTURES AS NSFW. THERE IS ONE...ONLY ONE INDIVIDUAL ON HERE OUT OF 600,000 PLUS, THAT HAS DONE THIS TO ME. POINT IS THIS FOLKS, IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE ON SOMEONES PAGE...CATCH THE TRAIN. SIMPLE AS THAT. DON'T BE A SNITCH. THIS AIN'T MYSPACE!!! I SEE SOMETHING I DON'T AGREE WITH, I MOVE ON. SOMETIMES I MAY EVEN GET TO KNOW THAT PERSON, FIND OUT WHY THEY LOOK AT THINGS THE WAY THEY DO. I'VE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE, MET LOTS OF GREAT PEOPLE. THEY ALL MAY NOT SHARE MY PARTICULAR LIFESTYLE, BUT TO EACH HIS OWN...RESPECT THAT. 1488

So The Conversation Between Dio Cane And Myself.
This is quite funny to be honest. Now I think we should all take from this why Dio makes unintelligent comments in every MUMM and likes to be a prick. Remember y'all, read up from the bottom since I copied and pasted from the shout box. ->Dio Cane F...: Its not nice to make fun of yourself. ->Dio Cane F...: Haha nice try sweetie. Dio Cane F...: at least i dont have a bird beak for a nose ->Dio Cane F...: At least I dont have a double chin. :) Dio Cane F...: again, you're dismissed pig. ->Dio Cane F...: Again, have a good one Dio. Dio Cane F...: you're on crack, you're a mess, you're boring, just go away. ->Dio Cane F...: Have a good, yet miserable day, Dio. I hope you enjoy being unhappy but I wouldnt want to put myself in the situation you put yourself through. :) Dio Cane F...: blahblahblahblah ->Dio Cane F...: Thanks for this insight. If being a prick makes you happy, no wonder your alone. ->Dio Cane F...: So that means that you're a prick because it makes you fe

Ahhhhhhhhhh Stalkers!!!
ok i got one question plz can sumone tell me why bitches be stalkin my page? i send this guy i like all kinds of stuff as far as gifts.. graphics.. so then deeez bitches be cumming to my page fer wat bitch to see wat he left me? nosey ass fucking ask me if we phuckin no shame in my game..dont lurk like a goddamn stalker cause you making urself look like a dumb fuck when you roll up to my page and dont leave shit... then i see you also on his page and didnt leave shit!!

Cherry Blast Contest Q/a
Hey here is some questions ive gotten about the contest.. 1_ Why do I need to sign it or have my name in it? Unless its totally obvious its from you, i just need to be able you haven't taken it from someone else. 2_ I don't have photoshop, how do I do it then? You don't need photoshop.. a simple sign you hold up with my name on it works. it all comes down to creativity and getting enough comments to be in the top 5 3_ Why are you so sexy? Ok thats just my ego talking.. haha I want everyone to make it simple and fun. The prize is for all the ppl that are friends with me on here. I can't wait to see what comes up!

More..more..more Sex! Please
I am a Capricorn! Aries Aries LIVE for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also like to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries. If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say no too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries idea of Heaven is participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVE to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a violet wand before it was popular. They are also sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and

Confusion... Help Me Understand??
Explain something to me... I am perplexed about something. Ok so every so often I might get flirtatious and entertain someone online for the excitement. Whether its just chatting or camming through my CT profile or whatever... but then some of the men I am gracious enough to entertain seem to think that I have all the time in the world to do this all the time. They do not seem to care if you have a house full of kids, if you are having a bad day or if you are just not in the mood. There are other sides to me than most people seem to care about. And if I say, "hey man, I'm just not in the mood" or "I cant" ... it is really none of your business why I cant or when I can. The whole trying to guilt me into it is stupid and that is just going to get you a permanent ignore out of me. Be glad you get what you get out of me. So the long of the short is this ... be polite, I mean damn, gimme a break. And try having a normal conversation with me, it will get you mo

Bridal Veil Falls
I was supposed to be at a Superbowl party, but an absent minded friend who was supposed to call me with the directions did not call me. LOL. So off to my favorite spot I ran instead....Bridal Veil Falls... I probably should be kicked for going out there with it so icy today, but broken tail bone or not, I felt compelled. I grabbed my hiking buddy, Debbi, and off we went. Alora tagged along....My God, that kid never shuts up. It's a wonder we ever heard the chickadees there! LOL I have been drawn to Bridal Veil Falls a lot lately. It has become a special place for me. It is where I go to find myself, to connect with the earth again......to forget the insanity that we perpetuate into our own lives every day. I thought I would share the beauty of the falls with the magic of winter still there. For the record, the smaller trees already have tiny buds forming. Spring is just around the corner here in Arkansas..... The chickadees and robins were abundant. Just a couple of crows

How Rubber Gloves Are Made
OMG....my MOTHER just sent this to me...just had to share....and definitely tells me too much about my own mother. LMAO. Ooops...also lets you know how I got the way I am, too. LOL.......... How Rubber Gloves Are Made ~ Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves you can remember this... A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't," she replied. "Well," he spoofed, "there's a building in Mexico with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked "I was just envisioning how c

Uhh...abc?
could they play a gayer show right after the superbowl? i think not. this is almost as bad as a cheeply made teen movie. [the former 'dawson leary' murdering 'sinners' for religious purposes? gag me with a .50 cal.]

What Do Women Want
I know most of you on here don't know a damn thing about me. But seriously....What the HELL do you women want in a man, because apparently I'm all fucked up in this department. So far i guess it's not someone who will be there no matter what and show support for what you do. Could I be trying to hard? Should I be "hard-to-get"? Should I not care what goes on in your life? Should I just leave you alone and not talk to you unless you want me to? WHAT IS IT!? Apparently nice guys do finish last. Is confidence and being able to communicate really all that big of a deal. Yes I'm confidant in myself. No i am not an outgoing person, i don't talk a lot, I'm shy, interverted, and a computer geek, but that is what makes me...me. And if that doesn't suit you, than don't even bother even talking to me. That is what i have to say for now. Now you all know a little bit more about me than you did a few minutes ago.

How To Show Someone That You Love Them
Since Valentines Day is right around the corner, I'm reposting a blog that I posted a while back. Enjoy! __________________________________________________________________ I love you: Three of the most illogical, selfless, and wonderful words in the English language. Yet, we could also say these same words are among the most potent, anxious and ill-used too. Ideally, “I Love You” should not be used as a saving grace, an apology, or a last resort. But in reality, the words are beginning to mean less and less and be used more and more, and because of this we should consider that actions really do speak louder than words. My point is this: In today’s society, the best way to let someone know you love them is to show them you do. As people say, talk is cheap. I can lean over and tell the person next to me on the bus that I love them. But I cannot surprise them with a bunch of their favorite flowers on the day of their big job interview, or squeeze their hand when I sense t

I Got The Truth
i got the fucking truth and i dont want to believe it; i seen it for myself i wish things would just go back to the way they were! this fucking sucks i cant believe i was decieved like this. if you dont know what im talking about. my bf i got on his site thru my friend and i just seen pics of him with a girl and vise versa and i dont want to believe it and she is prego and naming the child what me and him chose to name ours if we ever had any.. i dont even know what to do or think im fucking crying up a storm right now because ive been so stupid and let this happen. who would think that someone that you gave everything to, a place to live, clothes, phones, psp, games, new pc desk n chair, everything would just walk on your back like this im done with guys i dont even care anymore what happens to me.. im gonna end up going back to cutting and i dont want to bujt there is nothing else for me he was my life but he dont know that i know this.... it tears me up inside

Africa Bootie
Dearest Ladies from Africa needing money, If you are having a difficult time reading, writing in English then the odds are you have not even been to the USA and would not know what a dollar bill looks like either. Also, it means all us Southerners have better English skills than you do as well which says something about you…duh huh! While you are taking the time to read this please note; I am the kind of man that will tell the Hotel Manager to put your ass to work seeing as you are stuck into paying some pretend Hotel bill. Hey, here is a thought, do like all the others who prey on men who don’t know how to use their right and left hands; sell pictures and videos of other women and post pictures of others as well and tell the guys it’s you and you want and need them. The guys will love you and give you lots and lots of money. By the way, I don’t care if your black, white, yellow, red, green unless you’re a gummie bear, then I will help you and then eat your sweet ass up.

My Fellow Americans
This is another blog that is not going to settle well with many. If you have read any of my other commentaries you already know 'I don't care' if this pisses people off. The social problems we are dealing with in the U.S are horrendous. While demand grows rapidly, government funding or help of any kind has been drastically cut or eliminated. It has become humanly impossible for those of us in the human service professions to assist the rapidly growing number of men, women, and children, who are homeless, poverty-stricken, abused, discriminated against, etc. It is time America helped her own first... Until I take my last breathe on this earth, I will continue to stand and speak for those who cannot for one reason or another do so for themselves... And sometimes that may include ways which are not popular... WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know,

Girls U Gonna Love This One
2007 version of I WILL SURVIVE SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on.... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw

This Is One Of The Best Poems I Know
For those of you who wonder where I got this from to put on your site as a comment, I wish I wrote it but I didn't I just love it though. It describes a woman in ways eyes cant see, nor a heart can feel, it simply just is, beauty, plain and simple so without anymore fanfare, here is Lord Byron's She walks in beauty like the night. SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is

One Persons Opinion
One persons opinion One of my CT sisters (DIXIE you fuckin rock girl!) and I decided to get drunk and have a good time on CT last night…No, it was no planned, it just happened..like in real life, when you run in to a friend and decide to go out. So here is my story..all of it true…and yes if you feel like responding all will be appreciated. Dixie and I decided to go bar hopping..We knew we had old friends at Scooters and decided to start there. (maybe not the wisest decision..but it was a drunk decision) Here is what happened… We go in..1st person I see is Precious the bartender..she has been to our lounge so I spoke with her..finding out she has a hurt arm or hand..(a bit blurry now) AND BTW I hope you are feeling better girl! Then DJ Shadow..gotta love him, (Hi huni! If you read this) came out of the booth and gave Dixie and I HUGE hugs..saying he was glad to see us.. Taz and the other bartender were very cool and polite. Then walks in Slade, my old boss, someone I used to cal

Teaser To My Ebook # 2
As a teaser here is another paragraph from page 2 of the ebook I am writing. Let me know what you think of this imagry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Speaking of inside, I reach down and put both hands between my legs and lather my pubic hair with the suds and feel my lips squeeze between my fingers as I wash them too. Occasionally I let my finger slide a bit inside of me just for a self tease and try to improve the tingling that I felt earlier in my loins. Picking up the bar of soap again, I lather up more suds and then place it back into the bowl. My overly sudsy hands drop back to be between my legs and I really foam up vigorously my mound. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Various And Sundry
So, I watched Humphrey Bogart in To Have and Have Not last night. Which was great fun, and interesting. A contrast to modern movies, where everything moves so much more rapidly. And it made me think about whether someone like Humphrey Bogart would ever be a big star today. Because he's not handsome, or charming, or anything. He's a star because he's Humphrey Bogart, but in our modern appearance-obsessed Hollywood, would Humphrey have been a star? Lauren Bacall, by the way? *fans herself* Can you whistle? Just to warn everyone in advance, I will probably be offline for most of nine days starting this Friday. I have a guest from out-of-town coming Fri-Sun. (My friend Mike, who goes to Penn State. I met him on the 'net about eight months ago.) Then Monday I fly to San Jose on business for a couple days. I'm at work at HQ on Tuesday and Wednesday, and then I go on vacation Thursday through Monday. I'll be visiting friends and family in the Bay area ... people that I was

It Would Be My Honor To Say To Her, I Do~
In Every Mans Life There Is A Special One. To This I Believe Is True. It Would Be My Honor To Say To Her, I Do~ The beauty of her ways is always so true She has the power to keep me from being blue She is my lifeline to be alive Without her I would not survive Please speak to me my beauty If only by pen For that is my only way to see you again My madonna of the age?s I love you so I reach out to you my love for you I bestow Your kindness is of wonder I must admit My adoration I do submit You are my godsend to my heart Even though we are apart............

Black Bubbles
Today's two scenes were absolutely PERFECT! The first scene with Marie Luv and John West was finished right on time for the scene with Keeani Lei and Jenner. Marie Luv's scene was great, a little mix of blowjobs, footjobs and handjobs, but Keeani and Jenner, oh my god. Just look at the pictures on my website to see how Keeani look when she was finished. It really doesn't do any justice to what an intense scene they had, but you can kind of get an idea. She was literally blowing bubbles from her nose. I'm so happy the way this movie is turning out! I was worried at first, but I have total confidence now that this movie will be a hit with the fans of odd jobs! ;) Today was also my spray-tan appointment at Portifino. I feel so good after I get sprayed... like a new woman! Sasha Grey and Ian invited Aiden and I out to dinner tonight, so we're going to Hugos. Yum! Tomorrow I'm getting my eyebrows done and then we leave in the evening to Salt Lake City for my last feature dance show at Golde

This Is Beyond A Joke
Everyday i see ppl"s primary pics that i think would be considered NSFW and have also seen pics such as these on ppl's blasts So why is it that someone has felt the need to report one of my pics that is in an album marked FRIENDS, when clearly the person who reported this pic is definently no friend of mine and the picture is not even what i would consider to be really that bad, i am laying on a bed and you can see the cherries WHAT IS WRONG WITH PPL ON HERE I AM SOOO SICK OF THIS, AND TO ALL THE ABSENT MINDED PPL GET A FUCKEN LIFE.......

You Want My Endless Love?
You Want My Endless Love? Keep your word Treasure my heart Promise you shall never Tear it apart Understand my world Never let me fall And I swear to always Give you my all See, hear, touch to always Do with sweet control And I willingly shall Hand you my soul Promise the unthinkable Swear to gods of sea and land That you'll sell your worthy soul To take me by the hand Know what is right As well as the wrong See the beautiful and the ugly Feel the weak and the strong Say the lovely unforgettable Trust the words I say Fear not the longing pain And I will blow that pain away Dream of me alone with you Want the touch I shall not give Wait forever for that touch And love me as long as you shall live Give me a reason for wanting life Have me laugh instead of cry Yet wipe my tears and softly whisper My love for you will never die I'll treat you like a queen And promise a love that is true I'll create a world of paradise And make sweet lov

C Word, Male Species
It starts off With words The same as Any story But it becomes Visions Seen by you Only Pleasure yourself To fantasy Pretending how They'd feel You drift deeper Into dreamland Wishing this Was real Get those smooth Lines ready Just in case They ever chat Even with another Someone, really there You find you're Still playing in Your empty vat You'll feel alone Forever No one wonders About that dedicated to the chach's and their desperate early AM 'can I PLEASE come over' calls. When told 'NO', it is ALWAYS her fault!

Eternal Embrace
Eternal embrace? Couple still hugging 5,000 years on ROME (Reuters) - Call it the eternal embrace. Archaeologists in Italy have discovered a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, hugging each other. "It's an extraordinary case," said Elena Menotti, who led the team on their dig near the northern city of Mantova. "There has not been a double burial found in the Neolithic period, much less two people hugging -- and they really are hugging." Menotti said she believed the two, almost certainly a man and a woman although that needs to be confirmed, died young because their teeth were mostly intact and not worn down. "I must say that when we discovered it, we all became very excited. I've been doing this job for 25 years. I've done digs at Pompeii, all the famous sites," she told Reuters. "But I've never been so moved because this is the discovery of something special." A laboratory will now try to determine the couple's age at the time of death and how

Unseen Writer Drama
You think This time I nailed it I finally Got it write You look over Every word Convinced This one is tight So you throw it Out there Let the reader Decide You may not get The response You desired And let it bother Your pride It does not mean You did not Do very well Or that your work Has grown weak They still came To read it At least They wanted A peek

Omgah!
dude! i'm watching the cosby show...and guess who is on it!?!?! bill cosby!!!! holy shit!!! okay i'm kidding... actually...it's adam sandler!!! he plays theo's friend...and he is going to prom with theo and a group of friends. how badass!!!!! my kitty keeps munching on my hair...it's rather sweet... because she nuzzles my head too...and i love it...because she is telling me that she loves me... she's actually a boy...but acts so much like a girl...so...i call him a her. poor kitty with a gender crisis... i want a root beer float. i do i do i do-ooo! who loves orange soda? kel loves orange soda!!!

My Personal Thanks
Wherever you may be serving, whatever you may be doing, I want to tell you that we appreciate your efforts. You volunteered to join the military in service to our country, and you are making a selfless sacrifice to help others in so many ways you may not even realize. While this country has more than its share of complainers and critics, we also are blessed with many fine, courageous, and heroic citizens such as yourself. Your service to this nation is often hard, thankless, and frequently goes unnoticed by the very people you are serving, but you do a magnificent job of "keeping on" in spite of the difficulties. Especially, I want to specifically express my heartfelt gratitude to all who are serving in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other war-torn regions of this world. Under the most terrible and trying circumstances, you perform to the best of your ability, often facing situations that require you to make instant life-or-death decisions that you know could result in recognition of your hero

Now It's February
Feb 7, 2007 I'm still looking for my next job. Been working contracts since 2003 and I really enjoy moving to different places and meeting new people. Never really does get lonely, there's just too much to do. The cold weather now really bites, I'd love to get back down south. My two bicycles are in the garage and it isn't even warm enough to work on them. Got the approval for the publication of my second book the other day. It will be published by Publish America and should be available by summer I hope. Also got a couple short stories picked up by Amazon.com and they will soon be on their websites. Actually, I kind of hope one of them gets converted into a stage play or maybe even a movie.

Last Feature Dance Show Slc, Utah
Here is the information for my last feature dance show in Salt Lake City, UTAH. Golden Trails Gentleman's Club 921 S. 300 W. Salt Lake City, UT 84102 Tel: 801-363-2871 Showtimes: Feb. 8th @ 10PM Feb. 9th @ 10PM & 12MID Feb. 10th @ 10PM & 12MID I will also be signing autographs and polaroids after the shows. See you all there!

Ok You All
Have to do without me for the rest of the nite. I have a date with Ryan Seacrest and then Sawyer from LOST! What can I say I am a busy gal. But don't you worry I will be back bright and early to rock your world! Sweet Dreams My Pretties...The flying monkeys will be watchin!

Chaos
Benign obsessions Painful rejections Sickened head Heartless injustice Meaningless lust Rightfully dead Calming lies Broken pride Shattering sanity Splintered mirrors Jealous tears Ridiculed vanity Mastered talents Wasted balance Belittling time Changing faces Unexplored places Shameless crimes Souless life Continual strife Tainted love Bounding desires Heatless fires Never enouph Mournfull cries Insane inside Peircing hope Battered dreams Useless schemes Braided rope Blistered heart Ripped apart Nothing left Freezing rain Shakles & chains Robbing your very last breath -=Fayte aka Jewells=-

"civil War" In Iraq, The Booming Business Of War Profiteers
The military-industrial-complex [would] cause military spending to be driven not by national security needs but by a network of weapons makers, lobbyists and elected officials. — Dwight D. Eisenhower There are only two things we should fight for. One is the defense of our homes and the other is the Bill of Rights. War for any other reason is simply a racket. — General Smedley D. Butler Neither the Iraq Study Group nor other establishment critics of the Iraq war are calling for the withdrawal of US troops from that country. To the extent that the Study Group or the new Congress purport to inject some "realism" into the Iraq policy, such projected modifications do not seem to amount to more than changing the drivers of the US war machine without changing its destination, or objectives: control of Iraq’s political and economic policies. In light of the fact that by now almost all of the factions of the ruling circles, including the White House and the neoconservative war-

Chowboys Update
Your new Dallas Cowboys head football coach will be Jerry Jones. Uh, I mean Wade Phillips. Wade has promised to keep the seat warm while Bill Cowher enjoys his one year sabbatical. After careful examination it was discovered Wade's ass could accommodate Jerry's hand the best, thus making press conferences easier for the team. It's getting so good you can barely see Jerry's lips move.

Ti Amo (goes Out To Someone Special)
To have To hold To feel your touch This is all I ask Is this too much? To feel your thoughts Is all I can do Waiting for the day I can be with you My heart it longs My eyes they weep Can't wait till I meet you To sweep you off your feet The phone, the cam, the text It's never enough I am sorry if showing you my love Is way too much Wanting to hold you To be in your life Wishing that someday I can call you my wife Love like this comes around Only once in a life For this I can't give up I must begin to fight. He is not worthy of having you I might not be either But this I must say Ti amo Or in english I love you

Senior Driver
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don' t have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, would you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle. O

Youngest Victim In Iraq: A Baby Is Killed In His Mother's Womb
On August the 10th, 2005, an innocent eight-month pregnant Iraqi woman fell victim to the ever so familiar barbaric indiscriminate shooting by the American forces in Mosul. She was shot several times in the stomach. The American soldiers who had shot this innocent woman did not appear to feel any remorse to what they had done. Instead of rushing to help her as she fell into a pool of her blood on the ground in front of her doorstep, they simply walked away. It was down to the family of the shot woman to pick up the pieces and rush her to the nearest hospital, the Mosul Republican Hospital, for emergency treatment where a team of doctors immediately performed a caesarean in their attempt to save mother and baby. However, it soon became obvious to the medical team that the baby had died in his mother's womb after a bullet had entered his chest and departed from his back. As for the poor mother, she miraculously survived this crime. The doctors are of the opinion that the baby had a

Domestic Violence
Whenever I hear stories of Domestic Violencee, whether on TV, radio, the newspaper, or on the internet, it stirs a lot of emotion in me I can sympathize with the victims, I can understand what they feel. And I feel anger towards the reporter or writer, the experts they bring on, and how society views Domestic Abuse. Next time you listen or read about Domestic Abuse, really listen to what they say. Most of you will miss something.. the something that causes anger in me. Listen to them give the phone numbers for women to call for help.. for places to go when women have been abused... the statistics on women being abused. SO why does that anger me? I went through a lot of stuff in my marriage. And I did a lot of denying to myself and to friends. But they saw it. They saw the scratches, they saw the bruises, the torn clothes, the bites. I slept on their couches at times if they were close enough friends. They didn't come to the house much, they all hated her. They didn't

Poem
Shadows of my mind have cost me much, People tremble an run from me touch, Yet my heart be claimed by a woman so fair, She is the type your life you would want to share, Even the iron and steel upon my skin, Melts with her soft glance this be not a sin, Nothin but this woman can order me about, Fore it tis this woman my world revolves around, Time and time i wish her my body to rule, Yet i wonder why it is this woman wants this fool, Fore not even the ones this knight has fought beside, Want to match me ever quickening stride, To this lady fair i give myself freely, I know many with think me a fool or just silly, This knight stands true and wanting of this woman he adores, for it is this woman he will open his hearts doors.

Get A Grip!!!
Ok, I'm not one to usually complain. But recently it has come to my attention that alot of men come on my site and befriend me just to get me to talk to my friend Melody. They want to get to know her and think that by being my friend they earn brownie points. Well, let me tell you I DON'T RUN A MESSAGE CENTER!!! If you want to talk to her get the balls and do it. I will no longer be relaying messages to and from her. If you want to be my friend great, if not to bad. I have friends and am not going to cry myself to sleep at night over your loss. That's all I have to say on this subject. Thank you and have a great weekend :)

Flags On The Mantel
hEY PLEASE READ THE TRIBUTE MY HUBBY WROTE AND LET US KNOW WHO YOU FEEL.. I wanted to say THANK YOU to all for the support, even though i am inactive now, I still bleed RED, WHITE & BLUE!! I also still have six of my brothers who are there. This is for them "MAY YOU ALWAYS FEEL THE RECOIL AND SEE THE RED MIST, SEMPER-FI MY BROTHERS, COME HOME SAFE we would much rather have you than the flag on the mantel! That is the flag we fight for; however, Let us not lay any more flags on the mantel,and if we must then we shall do it with HONOR, and RESPECT!!You will ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED!! To all of the troops, "WE WILL KEEP THE CANDELS BURNING UNTIL YOUR SAFE RETURN!!" GOD BLESS THE CORE, AND ALL OF THE TROOPS. SEMPER-FI MY BROTHERS!!

Just A Little Bit About Me ! !
Sometimes I wonder, is it me? Can I be so gullable, At 43 Am I not suppose to see the bullshit that comes out of men's mouth.. Do they all get together and create the same old lines? They say one thing before they get in your pants, then the words change... Im looking for a woman who wont take me for granted..... Id like to meet and be with just 1 lady who knows what she wants.... Then you spend a hot steamy night with this guy.... Then the words change to this.... I thought this was what I wanted... I just got out of a relationship, Im moving too fast... Why can't they just say.... Im in a relationship, its not going so hot... she stopped giving me "blow-jobs", Havent had sex in over 3 months... Would love to meet a lady who needs a good friend, and good sex... This way we have a choose, if I want a hot steamy night with this guy, Id say HELL YEAH... So come on guys keep it REAL Thats what a REAL man is about....

Thoughts On Love
ok here goes Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because the most beautiful thing in the world is unseen. We are all a little weird and lifes a little weird and when we find someone whos weirdness is compatable with ours, we join up with them & fall into natural weirdness & call it love. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isnt the end of the world, its the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched & those who have tried, For only they appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives. A great love? Its when you shed tears & you still care for her, its when she ignores you & you still long for her. Its when she begins to love another & yet you smile & say im happy for you. If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread it

Island Love
We are on an island, in a bungalow; the windows are open because it is warm and there is a cool breeze blowing the curtains around; ceiling fan is on there is a canopy over the bed. White sheets are on the bed and we are lazing; I am on my side facing you, eyes closed. You roll over and just stare at me, my eyes flutter open, you smile at me, and I smile back. Your finger rubs my cheek and traces my lips; you continue to smile at me. You trace my face, down my neck across my shoulders; I shut my eyes and breathe deep. You remove the sheet from my body; your fingers continue down my arm and up my belly, circling my nipples with your fingers gently grazing them. I feel you in front of my face, my breathing quickens, and your lips softly touch mine. Your tongue licks my lips and gently parts my mouth open, I breathe deep as I feel your tongue search mine out. You kiss me long and passionate, wrapping your arms around me and pushing me into you; our chests pressed together, you wra

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for five cents a piece. I thought that odd since normally they were a couple thousand. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth. I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarted. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched me in my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off of the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later, I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta dropped dead. Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn c

Unexpected Rainstorm {erotic Story}
An Unexpected Rainstorm © 2003 – PennWritre The dark haze overwhelmed the dusty sky, filling the void with gray clouds. A slight thunder roared in the distance, but they kept on walking down park road, holding each other close in the damp air, their arms entwined with each others. Suddenly she felt a damp drop on her forehead and she looked up unconsciously, feeling more drops splatter on her cheeks and hair. He pulled her closer, sheltering her within the warmth of his body, as more and more drops of rain fell upon them, soaking their hair and dripping down their faces. She buried her face in his neck, breathing in his scent combined with the fresh wetness of the rain, as the rain fell down harder and harder. She felt the rain splatter in her hair and roll off the ends, dripping down to her clothes. She shivered slightly and cuddled in closer towards him, although his own clothes and hair were soaking as well. Slowly, he lifted her chin up towards him, sheltering her face from

Inspired By Boredom
I have 438 people in my list and out of those people I talk to under 10%. So might as well get rid of those that just like to take space. I'm not trying to see how many friends I can accumulate, I could really care less if you fan me and I have a boyfriend so i'm deffinately not looking for someone to holla at. So basically if I've never acknowledged your presence...see ya and don't let the door hit you on the way out. k thanx bye :)

Awesome Song
THIS IS A WONDERFUL SONG...I TRULY LOVE IT...SOMEONE SPECIAL TURNED ME ON TO IT...MAKES ME SMILE...EVERY TIME I HEAR IT...AND A SMILE IS FAR FEW AND IN BETWEEN ANYMORE...SO WHEN I CAN GET A SMILE OUT OF SOMETHING SO SIMPLE I STICK WITH IT... Come A Little Closer Dierks Bentley Come a little closer, baby I feel like layin' you down On a bed sweet surrender Where we can work it all out There ain't nothin' that love can't fix Girl, it's right here at our fingertips So come a little closer baby, I feel like layin' you down Come a little closer, baby I feel like lettin' go Of everything that stands between us And the love we used to know I wanna touch you like a cleansing rain Let it wash all the hurt away So come a little closer baby I feel like lettin' go If there's still a chance Then take my hand And we'll steal away Off into the night 'till we make things right The suns gonna rise on a better day Come a little closer baby I feel like strippin

Love Is.....
Love is trusting another person with all of your tomorrows. Love is giveing everything you have and expecting nothing in return. Love is opening your heart to someone, trusting them to care enough to never hurt you. Love is standing beside someone, nomatter the outcome. Love is believeing in a dream, but accepting the truth. Love is understanding, without judgement. Love is allowing yourself to be hurt, while hopeing you never will... I Love You ...

Heartbroken
If i don't reposnd to yall today its because I have had a shitty day. My heart has been broken into a million shattered pieces by the one person who promised he wouldn't. Three years thrown away. So im goin thru this and just very sad. xoxoxo Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it ok There's always some reason to feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction, oh beautiful release Memories seep from my veins They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight

What Complete And Utterly Random Object Are You?
What Completely and Utterly Random Object Are You?AAAE Accreditation ModuleYou are an AAAE accreditation preparation handbook. Wow, you're one ambitious (and ambiguous) soul. We admire your dedication to work, but you might consider getting out more often.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Pluto's Seizures
Plutohad his first seizure in awhile today. Most times they are at night after I go to bed. Today it was about 15 minutes ago. They are short and the vet says he doesn't need meds yet.. but I still hate to see it happen.

Distance
some people dont understand or realise i have feelings to they all look at me as a puppet and they pull my strings like its doesnt hurt they do one thing to me then turn around and i take a glance over and see they are being two faced and pulling some else string deppressed, dramatic, if you wanna call me that is your choice... distance is what i pick because you would be ignoreing everyone else to0 cause of what some one else has done shit i think i need to move back to newport p.s. fuck everyone

Remembering Those Less Fortunate Then Us??!!
((*THE MAKING OF USA4AFRICA*))((*THIS IS SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS INSPIRES AND SADENS ME*)) PLEASE BE UPSTANDING AND SHOW YOUR RESPECTS TO THOSE WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE THEN ME/YOU/AND US...!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME IN WATCHING/VIEWING THIS BLOG CARLO AKA LUVSLONDON!!!((*UK's VERY OWN BAND AID ALSO TOOK/TAKES PART IN THIS AND IS STILL FIGHTING VERY HARD SO THAT WE CAN ALL OVERCOME THIS ABSOLUTELY INJUSTICE OF HUMAN LIFE BEING TAKEN FROM THIS WORLD WHEN THERE IS ABSOLUTELY "NO NEED"..PLEASE SHOW YOUR RESPECTS WHEN YOU CAN TO THESE PEOPLE AND GIVE WHAT YOU CAN/WHEN YOU CAN!*))((*BAND AID*))

The Meaning Behind Valentines Day
Saint Valentine's Day or Valentine's Day is on February 14. It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other; sending Valentine's cards, candy, or donations to charities, often anonymously. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day. The holiday is named after two men, both Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished. The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines". Modern Valentine symbols include the heart-shaped outline and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten notes have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards. The Greeting Card Association estimates that approximately one billion valentines are sent each year worldwide, making the day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year behind Christmas. The association estimates that women p

Burned Once Again!!!!!!!!!
Well, once again I tried to give someone the benefit of the doubt and do what I felt was honorable and respectable! I trusted her, and tried to give it another run and she talked a lot of good stuff and claimed that she wanted to share a life with me, but I guess I just can't compete with drugs and the strip club! LMAO Once she felt safe and her drug dealing ex-boyfriend finally left her alone then her and her kid walked once again! I tell you what; you would think that I would have just been smart enough to prevent the whole thing. Especially when I was meeting new people that were great and that I would have loved to explore new avenues with, but I had a history with my ex-fiancé and she finally wanted to be together. Well, you know what, divorce cost too much, so I guess I am just thankful I found at quickly. It is never easy getting played and having your emotions be the basis for someone else’s entertainment! I have really missed everyone on here and hope to start hearing f

Boycott Bs
Ok I have a lot of friends on here some i talk to on a regular basis and some that are just there i guess...i have noticed that over 80% of my friends that are the ones that are "just there" are the ones that are posting bulletins...now what i am wondering is dont you all know where your "block user" option is? If you dont like someone then just use it rather than fill up the bulletin board with petty BS about boycotting someone. Id tom and jami want to spend their money buying a happy hour let them and stop whining about boycotting them. everyone is entitled to their opinion its what our military is here for the first amendment!! you dont have to b active during happy hour if they are sponsoring it but stop screaming at everyone in the bulletin board about it!! Its not fair to those who are trying to actually enjoy their time here. I came here from myspace because of all the kiddie BS there but it seems like its even worse here!! come on you "adults" grow up!!

Okay This Is Unbelieveable.....
So I write a mum asking an opinion, I thought that's what mums are about.... and I get a rude comment saying "if I see your tits I will answer".... so I wrote back and he calls me a whore, so I write back and block him, so he has someone else write to me in the mum, comment, and says that I am a cunt or something. I'm sorry, I asked for an opinion that's why I wrote the mum. He happens to be hosting happy hour right now. In protest of his comments to me personally I'm not gonna accept it. Maybe I'm the biggest bitch in the world but I am not on here to show myself to any loser that comes along. And In my opion, it was quite rude and uncalled for, seeming my mum had nothing to do with anyone seeing anything. So fuck it, if that makes me a bitch so be it. I jst wanted an opinion, not someone begging to see me naked. And if I want to delete that comment, that should be my right, it's my mum. Then I get this in my comments on my page: this is from me not porch FIRST

Glowing Up
You don’t even Believe your eyes A vision Hence unknown It emanates From inside Then radiates The soul Impossible To comprehend Each light That you see To Explain It is your Glow That unique Piece about You I am so glad You show It’s amazing To know

Omg Too Cute..haha Chicken Sandwiches
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he pulled down his pants for her! She said "Oh, my Go

Pathetic
When you send me lewd and tasteless messages, I'm going to remove you from my friend list. If you retaliate, you'll be banned. This is not place for losers and their disgusting messages, now move along and get your head examined. ~Tina

This Website
I've discovered over the past few weeks that this website is a completely joyless diversion for me. What do I do on Cherrytap, anyway? I don't want to spend real money to buy make-believe prestige. I'm not interested in comment-bombing or contests. The "mumm community" spends more time telling one another what hotties/dumbasses they are (depending) than thinking of anything interesting to talk about. I'm neither narcissistic enough nor desperate enough to make a gallery of "NSFW" photos for strange men to ogle. I've made a few online friends, but no matter how wonderful they are (and you are), it's a pale imitation of human interaction. And sure, if I find a funny video or quiz there's a stash here for me to put it into, but what's the point of hoarding information that nobody looks at? Bah. I must sound much angstier than I really feel about this, but the truth is that I need to get a life and stop wasting my time on a website that isn't any fun. So that's it. See you all late

Will She Ever Realize?????
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am ther

Attn: Angel Family And Everyone!
~~ I want to tell everyone.......~~ I will be getting married to this wonderful man As soon as we can get a hold of a pastor that will do it. Will be held in the Angel Lounge more info to come...... thanks to everyone, Maria & Mike

For Your Soulmate! Whoever They May Be!
as i lie here with you tonight! and we watch the stars so bright.i turn to you and say,that i love you , i need you, i wanna kiss you all night long! and you, you put my heart next to yours and gave yourself to me.and from that moment,i knew you would be the one.a few years down the road, a little girl in tow,we had a perfect family.she would smile so bright , and give us kisses every night.say her prayers ,and i would tuck her in, saying,"daddy, i love you!",with a grin.and i would come to you,still a slave for you,and love the world away.and a few years later,a son came to our lives.with a heart big enough for you and i,and with a love that we had always known. he played ball with me ,and helped you with other things. gave us love every minute, never a moment without them in it,and still they never asked for nothing more than what we had.and now they've grown up, with a life of their own.and here we are , all alone,still loving the world away! you turn to me with your hand in mine,s

What I Am Pissed About Today!!!
Ladies and gentlemen may I have your attention please. Excuse me let me correct myself whores and wanna be pimps let me have your attention please. Things I'm about to say come with the greatest of ease. Many are going to say I have no room to talk, but lets see if I really give a fuck. Things are really fucking sad now a days, guys treating girls like whores and girls giving it up to any guy that comes along. Just cause some bitch on television said it was alright to sleep around doesn't make it so. Yet most people are now reading this like he is one to talk, this guy is the worst when it came to girls. Let me make a little correction I never treated a girl like a whore unless she acted like one. Now what makes a man, and if one more guy says its the number of girls he bagged, I promise I will slap him like a bitch. I'm still not a man and I promise u wanna be pimps that none of you are even close to me. Quit treating girls like shit and maybe just maybe you will find that girl that y

Poems
K don't laugh....these are some poems i wrote...... Did you see him? A deliciously haunting smile prisoner is my heart this universe for a kiss fool over a boy bleeding desire bore deep A naked angel wild with desire smiles with fire bleeds of need of delicious decay a breath of secrets broken laughter blinded by yesterday im sure they probably dont make any sense but hey....sometimes i dont make much either

Is This Realy The End?
OK I KNOW WE HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBS WITH THE LACK OF FAMILY SUPPORT,BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE DECIDED TO UP AND QUIT WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ME TILL AFTER THE FACT? THE FEW PPL WE HAVE THAT HELP DO MORE THEN MOST PPL ON CHERRY TAP. I AM ASKING THAT THOSE THAT ARE WITH ME LET ME KNOW AND FOR THOSE THAT STAY I AM GOING TO DEBUTE A NEW FAMILY ORDER WITHEN THE NEXT FEW DAYS. FOR THOSE THAT ARE LEAVING GOOD LUCK TO YALL AND IF THINGS DONT WORK OUT YOU WILL ALLWAYS HAVE A PLACE TO COME HOME TO,CAUSE UNLIKE OTHER FAMILYS IM NOT GOING TO SHUT DOWN THE FAMILY JUST CAUSE A FEW PPL WANNA LEAVE.

Who Wants A Silver Motorcycle?
Im in a contest for a 7 day blast and the tittle of Hottest Woman of CT.. I really want to win the blast, But im in second and can't seem to get pass the girl ahead of me..The First girl to 15,000 wins the blast. We are steady with our comments. But I need a Comment bomber that can go crazy on my pic. So the First person to get me past first place girl by at least 100 comments.. I will give a Silver Motorcycle too.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Click the Pic -->

This Disgusts Me.
This morning my friend rung me up to have a chat. She had gone home to Scotland for the weekend and to be with her boyfriend as it was her Birthday. I suppose she didnt have a good weekend at all. Probably the worse weekend she has had in her life so far! What she told me really disgust me, it wasnt her, it was her boyfriend i was disgust with. They went out clubbing that weekend beucase it was her birthday, everything was going fine till she hit the dance floor. Basically her boyfriend was a 'jealous type guy' Ok fair enough you really like/ love your girlfriend. It came to the point where he went onto the dance floor and push the guy away and telling her to stop dancing with other people and she should only dance with him. So she danced with him and it came to the point where he was holding onto her really tight and she felt really uncomfortable. She tried to push him away but he wouldnt. Ok he had had a few drinks that night. I mean can't she just have a good time? Now

This Whole Mr. Rush Thing
Mr Rush is blaming his leaving CT on me. Apparently becuase I have posted bulletins with some of my family members and he wasn't in them. The reason he was not put in them was because he doesn't talk tome. AND he deleted Shell because she didnt vote for him in my contest. So I realized that he deleted me. He sent me an add request last nite which i denied. I do not need the drama. He posted this bulletin: subject: I'm out of here no joke.. Mr Rush :( date: 2007-02-12 11:59:38 Because of profile link below and several others..I'm tired of the DRAMA as well. Nice knowing the ones that were my true friends. Look for me on myspace or there.com. :( (Cherrygrl and I are an item now so I really don't need to be on here anymore anyway) Mr Rush HE USED MY PIC AS THE REASON! My fault he left. If anyone here knows me. I have my own crap im goin thru. Anyhow just wanted to let u all know Im the evilest bitch on the TAP

I Did It Again!!
OUCH!!! damn it..I need serious help! Let me explain. I was reading some article on CNN and didnt realize i was nibbling on my OTHER PINKIE..and yaouwzer!!! i pulled nother peice of skin off...this time..i drew blood..what's wrong with me? Now i'm fraticaly looking for a bandaid to aid my new wound. Almost got blood on my white blouse; THAT really would have pissed me off.. My soulution..tieing my hands to my chair..but then I won't get any work done. Chew on a pen cap..THAT'S JUST DISGUSTING! Anyone got a stick of gum? or maybe a finger they can lend me? lol

Tender Words
you're the only one for me... 'tis a simple choice you see my love for you... I needn't use my voice you see me clear, my lover... through eyes of blue you know how my body reacts.. to my thoughts of you you have my heart in your hands.. gently you enfold I gave it to you freely love... it's for you to hold I love you more each day we spend.. hours just for us your love for me is so pure... it's simply marvelous together now we are today... and never shall we part for with one simple twist of fate, you've captured my heart. a. boudreaux 2006

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
well yall its been a while since i did this. i have been thinkin alot lately. been thinkin about CT the Net and alot of things. It seems to me i have Not a life of my own and im givein all my time to others and its burning me out faster everytime. So i may take a very long and much needed break from everything and just worry about my job and savein money. well im dont for now talk again soon Much love to all my friends and Family

Damn Hookers
>TWENTY DOLLARS > >On their wedding night, > >the young bride approached her new husband > >and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. > >In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. > >This scenario was repeated each time they made love, > >for more than 30 years, with him thinking > >that it was a cute way for her to afford > >new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. > > >Arriving home around noon one day, >she was surprised to find >her husband in a very drunken state. > >During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was > >going through a process of corporate downsizing, > > >and he had been let go. > >It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, > >he'd be able to find another position > >that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. > > >Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book > >which showed more than thirty years > >of steady deposits a

America Used Un Veto To Protect Israeli War Crimes – 24 Times!
"According to a private scientific group in Munich, ordinary people like you and I are the ones actually responsible for the current state of affairs, i.e. we are responsible for using collective electromagnetic communication to force this massive shock wave of change at the national and international level against any invasion of Iraq. Most ironic of all, is the fact that we could not have done so without the television networks euphemistically designed by the power brokers to enslave us all." As America, Britain and Australia complain bitterly about French and Russian threats to use Security Council Veto powers to prevent their upcoming planned massed murder in Iraq, it seems timely to point out just how many times the real terrorists next door to Iraq have been protected by America. Since the sixties, Israeli Jews have ruthlessly raped, butchered and murdered their way through large chunks of Palestine and the Lebanon; have acquired thousands of weapons

Dickhead.....
So I got the following Comment on my page.... (And yes this is a direct quote) "I can see why your so fat! Maybe if you learned discipline on what you eat you could actually fit through the door without turning sideways." Yeah..he is real smooth with the ladies (fucker!) Anyways I feel the need to repeat a couple things before I rant about the comment that was left by fucktard. In a blog from 9/14/06 I state the following.... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matters. I have no illusions about my body type nor do I try to portray myself as someone I am not. So my question to all of you becomes.. why was that comment necessary? I did not request this man as a friend... I did not become a fan (as i might add he is of me) so why the need for the n

Emilia Lou
Here again tonight, alone in my dreams. All i see are the shadows of a life That used to be. A life that past so quickly A life that was brand new. My sweet, angelic baby girl Baby Emilia Lou Eyes as bright as diamonds Lips as red as a rose. Her hair was golden honey.. She had my upturned nose. I remember holding her tightly And saying can this be true? Has God really taken my angel... My precious Emilia Lou? These years have passed so quickley.. Nine years have gone on by. but everytime I think of her A tear comes to my eye. She was my special gift from God Though he took her from me too soon. God must have needed a new angel in heaven... MY DARLING EMILIA LOU.... MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

What Can I Send You My Friends?
What can I send you To show you how much I care? What could I give you to let you Know how very special you are to me? I could send you A rainbow, to shine as a bright promise, The sunshine, to chase away any dark clouds, A hug, to hold you when you feel afraid. I could send you A smile, to surround you with happiness, A flower, a symbol of beauty, friendship and life, A butterfly, with strong wings to lift your spirits up. But maybe I'll send you my friendship And with it you will find all of these. May your wishes and hopes all come true My dear friends!

Alone
i have been in love and been alone i have traveled over many miles to find a home there's that little place inside of me that i never thought could take control of everything but now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does 'cause i only feel alive when i dream at night even though she's not real it's all right 'cause i only feel alive when i dream at night every move she makes holds my eyes and i fall for her every time i've so many things i want to say i'll be ready when the perfect moment comes my way i had never known what's right for me till the night she opened up my heart and set it free but now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does

Collision
He was a simple boy, he just liked to have fun He never wanted to be just like his dad was He was a dreamer but he had never had none Who made the most of his life but never had one He was a single boy he could never slow down He always wanted to leave but didn't know how He was a dreamer who seemed to never break ground Who spent most of his life in a small town Shake up my life Lets go... Back to the days when we were young and not restless We still believed and hadn't built our defenses I'll tell you one thing's for sure Till we make the decision We'll never take this world Unless we make a head on collision A Head on Collision And daddy told her she could never have Late night help with her math So she sits crying by the window Every time she gets another A She makes it another day And it's just that simple Shake up my life Lets go... Back to the days when we were young and not restless We still believed and hadn't built o

Another Day Older!
Seriously...just another year older. I may have thought that this would just be a new start, kind of like a new year! You know. Things will be different than yesterday. Maybe I would be wiser maybe a little more aged! I guess not. Same ride to work, same bull once I get to work, same people being assholes. Oh well guess change is getting a slow start! But I like when it's my birthday. You get reminded of the people that care about you the most. I do plan on this year being a productive one though. I have a lot of goals and if i accomplish half of them I will be proud of myself. I know you don't see an overnight change but it would feel good to have a sense of accomplishment every once and a while. It's hard when you have to fight for everything you get. I don't plan on slowing down at all though. New year, new plans, new hopes, new goals, new me.

Scores For Feb 13th..
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.04 (315) ~Pole Princess~ 7455 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.15 (46) Splendid_Beauty 7243 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.05 (41) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 3018 comments!

You Smiled, You Spoke, And I Believed
You smiled, you spoke, and I believed, By every word and smile deceived. Another man would hope no more; Nor hope I what I hoped before: But let not this last wish be vain; Deceive, deceive me once again!

Ass Sizes
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty shocking: 1. Only 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway

St. Valentine's Day....
St. Valentine's Day Massacre The St. Valentine's Day massacre is the name given to the shooting of seven people as part of a Prohibition Era conflict between two powerful criminal gangs in Chicago, Illinois in the winter of 1929: the South Side Italian gang led by Al "Scarface" Capone and the North Side Irish/German gang led by George 'Bugs' Moran. On the morning of Thursday, February 14, St. Valentine's Day, seven members of George 'Bugs' Moran's gang were lined up against the rear inside wall of the garage of the S-M-C Cartage Company in the Lincoln Park neighborhood of Chicago's North Side. They were then shot and killed by five members of Al Capone's gang (two of whom were dressed as police officers). When one of the dying men, Frank "Tight Lips" Gusenberg, was asked who shot him, he replied, "Nobody shot me." Capone himself had arranged to be on vacation in Florida at the time. The massacre was a result of a plan devised by Capone's gang member Jack 'Machine Gun' McGurn t

To A Great Woman.
You defied the odds. A black woman during the late 60's and 70's married to an unskilled, uneducated man and 2 kids to cloth, feed and provide shelter for. You defied the odds. A black woman who's husband was hooked on heroin, but you rescued him and helped him beat his addiction. You raised 2 black men your husband and your son, a son who for the MOST PART, kept his nose clean and stayed out of trouble, a son who ALSO defied the odds, never having joined a gang, never having gotten hooked on drug, cigarettes or liquor, never been shot or stabbed, never did hard time although living in one of the most NOTORIOUS boroughs in New York City. I am forever grateful for the seeds you've sewn. You defied the odds. A black woman during the 70's who was strong willed and for her people who wore and afro and dashiki, who espoused the teachings of the Panthers, but still you steadily climbed the corporate later. It was YOU who kept the family together, YOU were the GLUE, OUR ... BIG MAMA

Cupcakes!
WELL IT IS VERY OBVIOUS MY KIDS HATE ME OK SO FOR THERE PARTY THEY VOLUNTERD ME TO MAKE CUPCAKES....NO 20 OR 30 BUT A FUCKIN 100 YES I SAID IT 100 I HATE THE FUCKING THINGS OW........IM SO NOT SUZY HOMEMAKER HAHA!!!!!!!

Sex?
mailto:?subject= Zoloft, Trojan, Partner in Campaign Aimed at Female Sexual Satisfaction&body=Thought that you would enjoy this irreverent article from Mamacita! http://www.mamacitaonline.com/satire/satire_zoloft.html ... Zoloft, Trojan, Partner in Campaign Aimed at Increasing Female Sexual Satisfaction Worried about your orgasm during casual sex? Try Zoloft! Women annoyed by spam from sites selling Viagra and Cialis may soon find solicitations related to their sexual satisfaction in their inboxes as the drug industry moves to respond to the findings of a new study . The Copenhagen (where else?) study released June 20 mapped the brain function of 11 men and 13 women and their partners during orgasm. The study revealed that the parts of the brain governing fear, anxiety and emotional control are switched off when a woman is having an orgasm but remain active if she is faking. "How strange that a trusting, familiar environment with a loving partner makes all the differ

Morons Kill Through Stupidity
OK the realy shity news came today. Not only did the university of Florida vet clinic loose all of buds information but they charged an extra $80 for shit they did today, they were complete assholes, and they want another $350 to opperate on things they "missed cuting out on the first visit". Why the fuck is everything that school does so complety rude, botched, expensive, incopentant, their concept of 5 min is realy 1 1/2 hours, they make you make an appointment yet make you wait for an hour(s) & yet they have such high ratings with their programs. They took all my money from me, they put bud through hell, they sent her home with meds that state FOR DOGS ONLY, then fucked up & lost her antibiotics perscription, will only fix their fuck up if another $350 crosstheir palm, then had the odasity to say "well she's an old iguana any way, most die before they are 3." WHAT THE FUCK?????????? I think they just want to cut her up again. Fucking students, & fuck the resident vet there. MO

Longing
I long for the scent of your skin warmed by the friction of mine. unparalleled, that cloaks my heart with love. I long for the taste of your kiss. Not a sip to leave me wanting but full and deep and quenching as water for my thirst. I long for the feel of your touch upon my shoulder, neck, or ear. Light as a fairy's wing brushing upon the air. I long for the sound of your voice; the gentle utterance of my name, the whispering in my ear of loving words meant just for me. I long for the sight of your eyes alight with love and passion, warmly melting into mine, promising me forever. I long to shut out the world; to be all that exists in your mind, your heart, your soul. I long for YOU! I LOVE YOU ... Chicago Lyrics Chicago Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

Oxymoron
Subject: Oxymoron's: (sounds like George Carlin snuck in there somewhere) 1. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8. Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9. Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10. Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11. Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12. Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13. Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? 15. Why is

Happy Valentine's Day!
I figured this would probably reach all my real Friends on here easier than posting a Bulletin for everyone... But since NO Blog of mine is complete without a Rant of some sort :P I've just been going through, doing some rating for my Friends. And I have to ask.. Are ANY of the men on this site besides me ( And most likely Drunkard) actually getting Laid? I mean come ON now.. LOL. A woman shows a bit of cleavage - It's like a feeding frenzy of humorous (to ME at least) comments.. "ooh, I like that", "ooh, I'd hit that" - And others not so nice.. It's hilarious that Guys actually think that these comments are going to magically make a woman jump through the computer screen... I bet they even think such witty repartee is going to make the women leaves their Boyfriends and husbands too! Thank goodness is all I say. I am SO glad my though process starts in my BRAIN, and not significantly lower... :)

My Addiction
It is four am and I am still awake. I have a clue as to why though. I can never sleep and it progressively gets worse. It must be one of these things; the television, some severe sleep disorder, the million things running through my mind constantly, or the computer(namely cherrytap). Now I am convinced it is twofold; I probably have a sleeping disorder, but even with a cure I would still find a way to stay up and be on cherrytap. It is contagious too my husband is up as well. I am ok with my addiction to Cherrytap, I love it actually, and lets face it I could have a far worse addiction. So I am not complaining just confessing my addiction

Sinister Yesterday's
It does not need to Change at all But this won’t Stay the same Better or worse Is up to your vision I see it will be Different Certain parts Rearranged Just pull me in Closer See if I can handle The heat It does not matter What you’ve done I am the pasts Release Set aside that Grief Slip inside The belief

My Pics Today
Today I added a a person who asked to be my friend. So far I have never denyed a request and I have added anyone who asked. I feel that anyone who asks I will add and they are going to respect me and my way of handeling my page. However this person then asked to see my pics I have for my Family. He got upset when I told him not at the moment. I told him I need to get to know him first before I added him to that part. He then started to cuss at me and rated the rest of my pics that he hadn't rated a 1. This in itself doesn't bother me that they are rated a 1. But the fact that someone who asked to be my friend and I allowed to do so would then demand to see my provate pics and when denyed he flipped out. So I am asking the rest of the people who are my friends should I be selective and start to not allow some requesters to join my friends or should I do as I have always done and allow it. Please let me know what you think. Joanie

Scores For Feb 15th
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.04 (328) ~Pole Princess~ 9907 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.15 (46) Splendid_Beauty 7517 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.07 (43) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 3607 comments!

The Drums
Come my brothers and sisters, come all the children of our land, come and sit by the village fire as the night closes around us. Watch the flames push the smoke upward toward Grandfather Sky. Our hope is deep as we send these, the most silent of prayers to ride the smoke to the Great Spirit. The drums beat softly…… Sit quietly all my people and hear the sound, hear the crackling of the fire, the sound of family and friends, sharing their happiness. The warmth we feel comes from this sharing of love not the fire. Look closely into each other’s eyes. What do we see?What is it, that is reflected back to us? We see ourselves in one another and all that which has made us who you are. The drums beat faster……. Close your eyes my family, and listen to the wind as it stirs the flames higher. Listen to the songs of our ancestors. They offer so much, all we need do is open your hearts to their words. Only when we listen andlearn from their wisdom can we grow as a people.

Marriage American Style
My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- For Sale: Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experience in picking lemons?"

Fear
Fading embers the fires died down Setting aside the light Welcome the darkness with open arms Slowly losing sight Fearing the depths of the great unknown Afraid to face the dark A helpless plea echoes through the night Alone cold and stark Standing on the brink of the edge Lines of sanity blurred Leap of faith into nothingness No thoughts, no fear, no more

All About Me!!
Hi my name is Jay Edward Koons, born 4/3/1971 in Torrance Claifornia.. That is in the south bay area ok. I am 6'3 size 13 feet and im 200lbs right now. I also have blue eyes too. my life has been hard my parents beat on me for 14 years its in my blog about children, I love kids I could never treat no 1 as I was treated. I love bmx racing I race bmx bikes for a company from austrailia called OZCRANK.COM ok.. I also love nascar fav driver Jeff Gordon besides Dale SR. of course and also monster trucks,. I do like snakes yes and ferrets also imagine that huh hehe lol. Im a shift manager in bedford T.X. im about 20 mins away from Dallas . as you can tell I also love cars too and work on them also .. my fav soda is pepsi and my fav ice cream is mint chip and aothers il eat anything that smells good to me hehe . I have 2 tatoos and im gettin more soon wolverine will be on my back soon. I love to travel and go to fairs and drag racing shows im the type of guy w

Sweet Dreams
www.hostdrjack.com Waking from a dream I reach for you needing you close to me, I feel the sinewy muscle beneath my hands as I draw you near, you slightly awaken as you feel my touch and I hear you sigh, I feel a slow rise of desire as our bodies touch and a soft moan escapes my lips, I slowly kiss your back and push my body even closer to yours, I decide not to wake you , this passion wraps me in a cocoon of contentment , my eyes close and I can feel every beat of your heart as you sleep and I drift into sweet dreams of loving you...........................

People
You know there are so many different people out there... I have met alot of great people here on CT and some who I think just add people to get teh points for it.... If you truely want to be friends and keep in touch thats cool.... DONT use people to gain something... I am a real friendly person and yes I add everyone who wants to add me but I am not doing it for points.... I rate and comment on people to help them win contests and all that cause friends help friends.... Out of all the people I know here on CT only about 5 people are in constant contact with me... I try to send comments to all the ones on my list and it gets tiresome but I try.... If u truely want to add me as a friend please do so if u only want points think about it before adding me....Thanks for letting me vent... Cassie

Soooooooooo Happy
OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW...THATS RIGHT...SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY...AND IM NOT TELLIN YOU WHY.............NEENER NEENER...:D:D:D:D..IM NEVER HAPPY...WEEEEE YOU CAN GUESS BUT YOU'LL NEVER FIGURE IT OUT...IM SOOO HAPPY I THINK MY BODY IS GOING TO EXPLODE... THANK YOU PERSON... YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MAN IM DRUNK

Anally Deflowering Sue-the Deepest Fantasy
I had dated the same man for the last five years, but suddenly I found out he was cheating on my so I dumped him about 6 months ago. I haven’t dated since than, not because I wasn’t asked out, I just haven’t gotten over the betrayal. This has made me particularly horny lately. We had a fairly active sex life, but it was more routine. While we had sex often, I refused oral sex and anal sex was a definite taboo. Some of my friends had told me they had tried anal sex (most did not get very far until they made their partner stop) but did not like it because of the intense pain. Even those that did finish refused to do it again. I guess the forbidden is what we are deepest fantasies are about. I have resorted to masturbation lately to satisfy my lust. My vibrator has become my sex partner. I would lie in bed at night, my vibrator gently rubbing my clit as I dreamt of having sex. My latest fascination was with anal sex. I often fantasized of how I would be anally deflowered. While I woul

Phone Fun
As I listened to his voice my body quivered. He had me so wet. I could feel my pussy aching just talking with him for the five minutes we've been on the phone. I wanted release and I knew he wanted it too. I just didn't know how to bring it up. We'd never met in person, but had got to know each other really well since we talked almost every night. He'd gotten my phone number from a friend of ours. Anyways, where was I? Oh yeah, my pussy. That man's voice melted me every time I heard or even thought about it. In the past I'd just wait until we got off of the phone before I 'took care' of the aching. I'd grab my toy and play his voice in my head making myself cum hard. Tonight was different. I wanted him to hear me get off, but was a little shy at being the first to bring it up and he was probably holding back for fear of hurting my feelings. So, I decided to try and play while on the phone, and hide it from him. I started rubbing my tits and to my surprise my nipples were like l

How Wet Can It Get
Text, Chat, Email and phone calls are fun but there is no substitute for the real thing. Its been a long time since we last met. I think we have both been a little excited to do this again. This time there is no need to meet in the bar. Just get to my room. I text you the number and pour myself a glass of wine. Lay on the bed and wait. When you come in you throw your jacket on the chair, kick off your shoes and jump ontop of me. Nicciiiiiii. Don't talk just kiss me. the hunger is still there. The passion. Kiss me harder. I can feel you are harder in your jeans. Clothes start coming off, we are naked in record time. You sit back to look. Now Nicci, you say, just enjoy this. I prop myself up on the pillow behind me. Grab a glass of wine and take a sip. Pour just a little near my navel and let it run down the crack of my thigh. You lick it up and dive in. SO wet. I am already half way there. You take my clit in your mouth, gently pulling on my pi

Don't Cry
don't cry, even if we are apart I hate to see women cry it breaks my heart I saw my mom cry alot when I was younger I stopped crying I had to become stronger I would do all I can to stop the tears I'll be your shoulder I'll chase away your fears I don't ever want a woman to cry over me tears of joy is all they should be Damon Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor

Birthday Bedroom Orgy
(Written from a man's point of view, I am Bi.. and I would want a wife of mine and myself to do this) We married young. My wife, Bianca, had promised me a surprise for my twenty-fourth birthday. I had expected a surprise party, but there was nobody in the house when we got home from work. I had no idea what to expect, but I had a feeling that it was going to be a memorable night. She looked absolutely beautiful that night, wearing her long straight black hair down, and in a sexy cocktail dress. Bianca and I met at the gym and we were both in great shape. She had large supple breasts and a flat stomach and thin waist that led down to a tight round ass. As for me, I was in the best shape of my life. I’d finally achieved the six-pack I was after, and had the pecs and arms I’d worked so hard for. I wasn’t huge, but I was fit and defined. She had prepared an amazing dinner. After we ate, Bianca led me upstairs to the bedroom. We sat down on the bed and sta

Tgif!!
Friday greetings to everyone! No school today, so I get to listen to Professional Wrestling on the TV while I do my computer thing! Yeah, Dakota (the 12 year old grandson) is a BIG Pro Wrestling fan. If you ask him, he'll tell you he wants to be a professional wrestler when he grows up! I keep reminding him, you need to have a fall-back profession for after you get so beat up you can't wrestle anymore, lol! He doesn't appreciate that comment, lmao! If I recall correctly, you can't get health insurance either!! With any luck, he will grow out of this stage - the others did!! Long day today, as I open the store this morning for my friend. And I'll work until 2 p.m. tomorrow, again! Don't like to do Saturdays, but you do what you gotta do! Was going to take pictures this weekend, but the bruising from my face-first fainting spell of last week are not quite gone yet! Yeah, they are green and yellow. And, yes, the forehead bruising slowly slid down to around my eyes - definitely lo

To All My Friends!
I just wanna say a couple special thank yous to a couple of my really good friends! Gidget..God I love you girl! You have been here for me through a lot! Jules..you know I love you girl! You and I spend 5 hours on the phone..you gotta know I have made love for ya, even when we don't talk and just sit here and be there for each other! :) MAUH! The bullgod...dude, you don't offend me, I actually think you are one of my only friends that gets me! *huggles* Splendid Beauty..Girl you rock on so many levels I cannot even begin to tell you what you mean to me! Stump..Brad, I love you and finally listened to your voice mail again..and you called me T lol! I love that accent, it rocks! Rev...who the hell else can I get to help me get poor desperate horny guys off? I mean dude your too damn funny! I gotta chat with ya again so that we can laugh our asses off some more! Dude I so wanna see ya in a kilt, mounting a donkey! I actually heard that in my head in a Scottish Accent!

Very Sad Little Girl
This goes along with the news i got 2 days ago! I feel so lost cause now its worse much worse he alos has lung, liver and spline cancer. My uncle said once they get all the news they are sending my dad home but that could b like 3 months from now and the doctor says he has 9-18 months left to live, and i dont know anytrhing to do! people are telling me to be strong and make he feel loved and act like nothing is wrong to upset him but its so hard im so close with my parents, i feel so lost and my stomach is upset 24/7. I talked to my dad today he sounded normal and when i hung up i cried casue it jsut not fair im going to miss him so much i have missed him since they day he moved away last march and i dunno if im being selfish but i just want him to be here and be ok! but he's never going to be ok and i feel like shit casue theres nothing i can do to help! So to my friends i talk to on a daily bases if i could off as different or pissed off this is why im going through so much and ther

Happy Birthday To Me!!
So I am tooting my own birthday horn here.... Its my birthday weekend!! Waho0o0!! I love my birthday!! Its the one day of the yr just for me!! My actual birthday is Feb.20th but i decided to celebrate all weeekend :) This year my family is taking me for our traditional "Amanda's bday steak dinner" on monday. I cant wait!! I love steak and look forward to this evening yearly!! We rented a private room so the kids can be themselves and the adults can just relax and enjoy. Then tues its my birthday!! This yr it will be spent at a spa...getting primped and pampered from head to toe...the day includes a manicure, pedicure, hot rock massage, makeover and SO much more!! Ohhhh i cant wait!! My son is sooo excited and is already singing to me. Its sooo cute, and my daughter has something up her sleeve and i am a bit worried. hehe So Happy birthday to me!! Ok, tooting done :P Carry on with your weekend!! x0x0x0x0

Human Experience
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward,holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength.Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings,

Why Does It Have To Go Like This????
First – Wow…she/he is beautiful. I wonder if they will even notice me. I am going to leave a comment, maybe even a little email message Second – Wow….they wrote me bake…..K, I’m going to read and answer the other emails first (saving the best, and currently most important for last), because, if it’s a positive response, I don’t want to be distracted in my reply. Third – Damn, was I to forward, did I say anything to give them the wrong idea, or show too much of my feelings. Fourth – They want to meet…..wow…ok, how do I do this without sounding too anxious of scare them off by sounding needy or desperate. ….or, alternatively, and very common… How do I ditch the bf / gf long enough to meet this person and see if they are all I think they are! Fifth – “Sorry I couldn’t make it…lets do it another time” (I couldn’t get away, I was scared, Something really did come up) - ON THE OTHER END – Sure honey I understand (“no I don’t, must have a bf / gf and couldn’t get away, or

2007 Sucks
it all started when i lost a few good friends on Cherrytap and Myspace. have no idea where they went, they vanished without a trace. Then i lost my job because where i was working, they are buying everything from China now. like most companies, all they care is $$$$$$$. This week i found another job, worked one day just so the next day they tell me i'm too old they want younger people. they told i was able to do the job but being over 40 was too hold for them. it really fucking sucks. not my year so far.

So Called Friends
This week has been the absolute worst of my life. I almost lost my 21 year old daughter to a nervous breakdown and a suicide attempt. It's been a week of hell, despair, shock, fear and loneliness. A million questions run through my mind as I sit here alone tonight. However, there is one in particular that I really need answered. When our lives are going great, or when we are happy, laughing, or having good fortune we have all sorts of friends hanging around wanting to share in the positive. They hang around without being asked or invited. They are just there. So why is it during the most difficult times of our lives, when we hurt so damn bad that we feel as if we will die, that these same friends cannot be found. Even when asking or begging for their support they make up some lame excuse and turn away. This week I found out who my true friends really are and sadly enough I have discovered that I don't have too many who will actually stand by me through thick and thin.

Things.
One wonders in every situation just exactly what you're getting yourself into, whether it be from time to time, day to day, minute to minute, second to second. Sometimes, it's best to keep these things contrite and simple. Yet, somehow not knowing what came before seems to be best, for ignorance is bliss, or so they say - it's what's at the moment as well as in the future that's important and relevant. However, pure ignorance of what came before could potentially lead to a disasturous future, if left unacknowledged. Awareness and acceptance, Along with a pinch of a spice called trust, inevitably are what leads toward something people call happy. ^_^

Poem
My hands upon your knees I am Moses parting the waters With my love inside, you widen Even farther than your legs are supposed to go Like a Bible opening to a secret passage I run my fingers down the page Looking for the words That can save a man's soul That can freeze and shatter time Now I am like Noah Waiting out the storm Waiting out the wrath of God Waiting to seed your earth You open the glowing gates to Eden The birthplace of creation calling me home Now I am like Adam Heaping taboo upon my plate My penis in the hand of woman Leading me out of paradise Our sins exposed like Eve's shame revealed We ask forgiveness Of a cherub and a sword But these doors were closed long before We chose this skin Of animal and beast So now you ask to call me Master And you beg to see my whip For you are sure the joy of service Will illuminate your path But I am slave by noble birth And I will not wear a mask And before this night is over We shal

Me
Well, it is time to show how I was raised in words today. See, don't take this as a pity plea or a sorrow tree. I have lived in many places but, MN & NV is where I call home. I enjoy life the best that I can. To know me you need to have walked behind me in my footpath. Yet, no-one could have done it that I meet. I wasn't raised in Love just hate. I learned at a young age what it was like to live on the streets... Family teaching me what it was like to be beat. Now after a 10yr relationship I sit alone. Everyone that has came into my life has done me wrong or damaged this heart so poor of mine. I guess what I am trying to say... be gentle for this man is about to break! I act not like those that have taught me the ways of evil but, one of kindness an love...

Web Site
I just began to create my own web site. The plans are to have my own chat room within the site and other fun things. The purpose of the site is to share my erotic stories and promote it all over the web. As it is being built I will be sure to announce when it will be launched so you can come and see it.

Blank Confessions
I enjoy the space Never minded The time You learn to Understand dimensions Then sketch a Cranial trace What exactly Alone means How much Eternal hope Springs Like believing If you’re leaving They’ll be in the Same place Connecting Only works If you let them All in If there are Moments You need Separation Just leave them Plugged in Alone Is less lonely With a friend

An Online D's Encounter
(note: for those of you who have engaged in a cyber sex chat - you'll find this one very very funny) CyberMaster: Hello, sub_lime. What do you look like? sub_lime: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? CyberMaster: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Ohh and I have one of those stick things. A crop, I think. sub_lime: I'm feeling very submissive. I want you. Would you like to screw me? CyberMaster: OK sub_lime: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. I get on my knees for you. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your h

Vamos A La Playa!
84 degress in the valley today? 79 in Malibu? That's right. So I went to the beach. El Matador. It was a last minute decision seeing as how the weather called for it and all. It was 9am as Aiden wandered into the kitchen. Vamos a la playa! He said "OK". When Aiden says OK, I jump all over it because he's the type of guy that never wants to do anything but work work WORK! He needs to have a little more fun in his life! When we got there, it was a bit cloudy, so I really didn't get all that much sun. Boo! Good thing Aiden brought his sun shade AND set it up. Ha Ha. The water was great though. I like El Matador Beach a lot because there's never anyone there and the people who ARE there, for the most part, are really good people. When I say good, I mean they care about their beaches, like not leaving their trash after they leave or burying garbage in the sand, or if they DO see someone's trash, they will go clean it up. Try to find that at Venice or Santa Monica. I wish I lived clo

On Being In Love With A Dead Man Or Six.
I'm afraid it's true, and you can add this to my list of dysfunctional behaviours: I'm in love with a dead man. Actually, if the truth were to be told, I'm in love with several of them, and carry on shameful, steamy, torrid affairs with them nightly, in my dreams. It doesn't really matter who they are, but to give you a visual, so that you will understand what I am talking about, here's my list of "lovers": Mark Twain, formerly, Sam Clemens of Hannibal: I go into great detail about my "affair" with Sam, in a published articled called Chasing the Ghost of Twain. In short, he's a lovable rascal. Tom Crean, Irishman and explorer from Shackleton's Endurance. This is a guy who challenged no less than the Antarctic. And won. Not only that, but he's not above posing for a photo holding a litter of puppies. Now THAT'S a man's man! Joe Conrad (our relationship has progressed to the point where I am permitted to call him "Joe" instead of "Joseph". I like to think I am someho

Love Is...
This was on a pocket card given to me by my "God-Mother" Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always Hopes, always preserves. Love never fails

Should I??
Ok heres the deal, as most of you know i have been a dj for quite a while now, i started out as a dj then moved on to being the owner of a wonderful station with wonderful partners, while i love the music industry i dont feel i bring the listeners what they enjoy as much as i used to. My question to you, the fans and friends and family of the Scooter Bar and Bad Seed Radio is this, Should i continue to be a dj or should i take a back seat and let newer and better talent emerge? Please, let me know what you think! You Know i love you all!! ~Serenity~

Something
Into the shadows he was cast, The land was barren but vast, Even his shadow had left him here, Alone in the darkness he did not fear, His sword and sheild are his tools of trade, His head has been shaved save one lone braid, The memmories of the fallen come causeing pain, Fore it is his hands more blood shall stain, This be the lonly life of the outcast knight, Driven away from everything that was good and light, Stricken from his title and his family's home, Cast into the shadows where everything is worn to bone.

Monkey Crack.
holy shitballs! i thought i had flunked my history of fashion class last semester... i never did ANY of the work.. never even showed up for my final. and the mofo gave me a C!! i cant even believe this! never has there been a more kickass teacher in my history at the academy! now i dont have to take it over again! [he totally hated teaching that class] he probably gave me a passing grade because he knew it was a pointless bullshit class that they just rape us for... for money. WOOHOO!

Bachelorette.
[stay and listen] bjork. I'm a fountain of blood In the shape of a girl You're the bird on the brim Hypnotised by the Whirl Drink me, make me feel real Wet your beak in the stream Game we're playing is life Love is a two way dream Leave me now, return tonight Tide will show you the way If you forget my name You will go astray Like a killer whale Trapped in a bay I'm a path of cinders Burning under your feet You're the one who walks me I'm your one way street I'm a whisper in water Secret for you to hear You are the one who grows distant When I beckon you near Leave me now, return tonight The tide will show you the way If you forget my name You will go astray Like a killer whale Trapped in a bay I'm a tree that grows hearts One for each that you take You're the intruder hand I'm the branch that you break 01 play dead.mp3mp3 hosted by minorcrisis.net

Peace
There are people out there who don't understand how I could WANT to be alone. The answer to that comes in one simple word...PEACE. Peace to do whatever you want, whenever you want, peace from having to worry about offending someone, and most of all the peace that comes with knowing your heart can never be broken again. To me, love (of the romantic type) is nothing but one big cosmic joke from the gods. One to see how miserable one person can get, and I for one am tired of falling for it. Anyway, enough of my ranting for one night. PEACE!!!

Is There Hope?
Can someone tell me if there is any straight man in the world that turns his dirty clothes right side out before he throws them in the hamper? Hubby has an issue with turning his socks, shirts, or any article of clothing right side out before throwing them in the hamper. Is there any way to cure this? Is there any hope? (He is not the first man I have been with that has this problem!)

Internet Friends
It seems some of our closest friends, Are people that we’ve never met. Some as far as half a world away, Brought to us on the Internet. How can it be we’re drawn so close? To just words on a computer screen. We can share all of our hopes and dreams, With people we have never seen. Some say it is a devil, A godsend others say. But to me the Internets a place, To make new friends every day. I’ve met friends here that I’ve come to love, And they will be friends till I die. I’m thankful for the Internet, Friends are the reason why.

Im Gone For A While
To all My true friends and fans...and VERY SPECIAL.People. I'M BURN'T OUT...Im leaving CT for a while..I have disabled comments and moved most of My pics..I left My Messages open.. I have enjoyed meeting each and every one of you.. Much Love..from Evil Mean and Nasty...

So What's New??
Does the song and dance ever change? I mean, seriously. Relationships suck. And Im not just talking about the romantic ones either. Im talking about ALL of them. I love my peeps, I really do, but sometimes, its exhausting to love people. And then you have all the garbage of trying to figure out the best way to love someone in individual circumstances...blah, blah, blah...Should I be harsh and tell the truth, do I give the pre-requisite pats on the back? Do I sugar coat reality or bring it crashing down around them? Do I really tell them "today, Im really not in the mood for your BS?" Cause then they get all booty hurt. Or then something happens and you are left wondering WTF? Did I miss something here? UGH!! The whole thing makes me nuts. And then there are the circumstances of your own creation...the ones where you do stuff and you can take it back, and you don't know what to do with it, and you wish that things were different!! Those are the worst! Oh well, enough bit

You Know What Fuck This....
sorry, you're rating too fast -- ignored! This is a fucking joke mike creates a site based on rates and rank and then bitches about it and tries to change it. I don't have time to sit and wait to make sure I don't "rate too fast"! But yet someone can sponsor happy hour and rack in the points so as long as your paying mike your allowed to get all the points you want. Hmmm why not just do away with the points completly and become another myspace oh wait thats right then no one would be paying to support mike!

Bleed
Im feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Wont you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Wont you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you wont change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

When Is The Timing Right?
Hey there everyone...so im doing the whole blog thing again...just want some more opinions...thanks to all who read the first one...so the new topic is...how long should you wait before asking someone for their number? I have had a few on here that have asked right away and i just want to let you guys know out there that its a bit uncomforting when you do that with a woman. Women too...i will let you know that when you first meet a guy on here don't automatically ask them to meet you...i mean come on...patience is afterall a virtue...and if you truly like someone...don't scare them off. Chat with them for a while...find out who they really are and what they stand for...then you might not want them to have your number or better yet know where you live...kisses to all and have a great day!!

Medical Distinctions
Medical distinctions We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below. GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

Am I Unpatriotic Because I Have A Different Opinion?
Am I unpatriotic because I have my own opinion? Am I unpatriotic because I choose to do better things with my time that to argue with one of my own countrymen? Am I unpatriotic because I respect people for thier individuality? Or is that the true meaning of patriotism. It seems to me that our country was founded on the basic principals of freedom without persecution..of speech, of religion..of political opinion. It seems to me that if people didnt have different opinions there wouldnt be a VOTE in the first place and it seems to me that if there wasnt a CHOICE that it would be a dictatorship. I want to say, first of all,Ive been here two days and that I LOVE CHERRYTAP and I have been greeted with warmth and love all the way around except for ONE person. It would seem I have been labled a bitch by someone because I DIDNT want to argue with someone who doesnt even know me at all. Did you all catch that..I DIDNT want to fight..lol. Well..Shorty, this goes out to you. I even unblocked you

When A Woman Loves A Man
There was an interesting turn of events for me this weekend. I went on a trip to a huge party in Edmonton, AB .. The party was a blast and I got crazy drunk. This was fun but it is not the turn of events that I speak of. I have become a happily taken man. There are some that wont like it but its there problem not mine or hers. If they cant be happy for a couple that are happy with each other then they dont deserve to enjoy our happiness with us. Yes we met because of a dating site... So what .. I am greatful that this friend is now my girlfriend ... Kutie you mean more to me than you know!

Best Explanations Of Why
This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen. It's an explanation other people will understand: A lady went to a beauty shop to have her hair cut and her nails painted and trimmed. As the lady began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the beautician said : "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" asked Sheryl who has MS. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things." Then Sheryl thought for a moment, but didn't respond because she didn't want to start an argument. The beautician just fi

Unfinished Material
i see you holding your head down and crying in your hands i walk over to you and gently touch your hand with a smile you look up and my heart skipped a beat from that moment on, you were a part of me i'm not much to look at , but , i swear this much is true never again will you ever have to hide the tears behind you i lie in bed each night and hold you in my arms wrapping my love around you , keeping you safe and warm and the nights are cold and lonely without you by my side these words i say to you are the emotions i try to hide with one touch of your hand you bring me to my knees and with one kiss from your lips,is all i'll ever need i see a forever in your eyes that comes from a love deep inside and when you smile , my body trembles beauty of a rose , it does resemble and when i kiss your lips my heart it overflows with a love that only you and i could know passions of the heart when we embrace a thousand sleepless nights i wo

Amazed :|
I was sitting here talking to my friend about my daughter and my life when i get an alert for a picture comment...I go to look at it and what do I see? Jaw drops and i am absolutely stunned...it says this 2007-2-21 22:18:46 marry me reply | delete comment now I giggle because I do that and because thats absolutely insane!! But no it gets better... I go to my favorite feature of this site...the *dreaded shoutbox :Þ ->Alana: what? Eddie: what? ->Alana: what? ->Alana: odd comment Eddie: i meant it ->Alana: why? Eddie: your the one ->Alana: how could you possibly know this from pictures? Eddie: beautiful smart Eddie: and so wise Eddie: eyes my love they dont lie Eddie: look into a mirror see what i see Eddie: stole my heart I am not inhuman...i understand i think but I am seriously thinking he is certifiable now...and he posts two more comments on the same picture.. 2007-2-21 22:36:18 mmmmm my bride to be if she wishes wow reply | delete comment 200

Juggalos Unite
http://www.news10.net/video/player_news10.aspx?aid=35263&bw= Juggalos in California are being singled out as being dangerous, just because of Four shit heads. Four shit for brains claim the title Juggalo and destroys Everything for the True Juggalos that dont hide behind titles. Swing Your Hatchets, JUGGALOS UNITE

My First Blog - Please Read!!!
Hi My Dear Friends, I need to ask the help of my FRIENDS and FAMILY to help me lose weight. The intention is to lose 10 - 12 Kg's in 4 - 5 weeks. Every week I intend to publish photos of my progress and need you to rate them. I will give you my target for the 1st week and process a picture and a caption of the weight lost. If I achieve my weekly target, rate me 10 if not you can rate me lower. As I don't want to get less than 10's my motivation to lose this weight will be high. Please comment me if you want to don't mind helping me and I will add you to my FAMILY. The person that gives me the most support will get a CHERRY prize and a FULL dedication at the end of March 2007. Thank you all in advance for your support. Love you all Huggysh xxx

The Nice Guy
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to Talk To, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Confessions Of The Worldbreaker
Rip,thrash,shred Crimson painting walls Bleeding those not meant to be bled Getting off on the dying screams of the Damned There is as much Art In what I do As there is In a butcher at the block Though his medium is flesh, Mine is purifying FIRE Erasing the very land Upon which ye once walked. What am I? I'm the wind between the rocks at Golgotha I'm that roar of bestial rage, Heard when Carthage(bloody and tainted) fell I am Death,made eloquent. Cessitation of life,wrapped in fashionable mantras My anger is synthetic I merely clear the canvas for those to come after.

Rate My Stash !! Get Double Points !!
I UPLOADED SOME STASH TODAY AND WILL UPLOAD MORE STASH EVERYDAY FROM NOW ON.. YOU GET DUBBLE POINTS FOR RATING STASH (2 POINTS) AND EVEN BETTER DURING HAPPY HOUR (4 POINTS ON EVERY STASH ITEM RATING) *** Rating stashes during Happy Hour is the fastest way to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 4 points for you and 4 points for the owner of the stash!

Omg I Just Wanna Go To Sleepy Sleeps...
this morning just started out bad and continued to get worse throughout the day... we had a physical fitness test this morning, which i couldnt take cuz of my back being messed up... but i still needed to get weighed in... well, i wuz happy cuz i lost 9 lbs in the past 2 weeks, but then when they taped me, it wuz not good... the army just went to a new body fat taping system and it duznt do any female justice... needless to say, i wuz way over what i usually am or what my maximum can be... later i wuz told that 95% of females fail becuz of this new system. i really hope they change it soon! when i came home to shower this morning after all this crap, i get sum1 knockin at my door while i wuz in the shower... i get out to find a eviction notice on the inside of my door. all becuz of my check that wuz returned cuz i wuz short $3.76 in my account!!!!!!! so now i owe over $100 in late fees and shyte... and i only have like 24 hrs to pay it all by... so i have no idea what i am

A Poem For My Mom
My Mom Passed Away in 2004, It was a Trying time for me because I was never without her.. Anyone whose lost someone they loved can relate to this. I hope you enjoy. I will add more in time. Final Farewell As you lie there in peaceful Sleep I lie beside you only to weep The days Grow longer And Nights Grow cold Alone without your hand to hold On the Rainy Days I feel so Blue When the Sun Shines I think of you I Wish that you were here with me But God has plans no more Suffering Your life was precious and you so sweet I pray Dear Lord her Soul to Keep I yearn for your smile your soothing touch I miss you mom so very much My precious memories of you will never end For one day Mother we will meet again.

When Women Cry
Be careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. The woman came out a a man's rib-Not from his feet to be walked on-Not from his head to be superior-but from his side to be equal-under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved. 123PicHosting.com 123PicHosting.com

10 Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 100,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up frui

Silent Pulsebeat
I don’t know how You do it I feel your soul Dropping tears I sense you Holding on When your natural Instinct Tells you to run You opened up Let me in Now you have A terminal condition Of the heart Trusting this Is something real And so it goes It is time to show How strong you Truly are Is what you want What you feel?

Who Am I?
I am the girl that is always there at the drop of a hat...no matter what. I am the girl who prefers blue jeans to skirts. I am the girl who prefers Chuck Taylor's to high heels. I am the girl who prefers t-shirts than tight tank tops. I'm the girl who likes to go out and drink, but can still handle my responsibilities. I'm the girl that if you ever need someone to have your back I've got it. I'm the girl who likes to say what she thinks no matter who's listening. I'm the girl who would rather talk on the phone with her one true love, than a few random guys. I'm the girl who is faithful to the person she loves...and will always stick to that. I'm the girl who is scared to disappoint her parents but seems to do it a lot in their eyes. I'm the girl who seems to be sad alot but smiles just so you'll never know. I'm the girl who would rather work than do nothing all day. I'm the girl who does everything on her own and is too proud to ask for help. I'm

Need Your Help Friends
Ok i am in a comp well one of 3 others not starting for a few days but... if you have 2 mins please go and rate my pic in this competition rate and comment it plz THANKYOUUUUUUU Love n hugs Tigsy just clickon this pic below

Family Crisis
TO ALL THE LADYS WHO IN THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS CONTEST , I HAVE TO END THE CONTEST AS OF NOW ,MY FAMILY HAS A CRISIS RITE NOW PLEASE UNDERSTAND I THANK EACH EVERYONE FOR BEIN THE CONTEST, I WLL SEND THE PRIZE IN A FEW TO THE WINNERS I SENT MESSAGES OUT TO ALL THE LADYS ABOUT THE CONTEST AN THIS IS WHAT THE THE WINNER HAD SENT TO ME ,,SOME PPL HAVE NO HEART, so its over? Is it to continue later? Surely its not just aborted after so much time & attention from the supporters. I understand family crisis, but are you awarding a winner or just doing away with the contest?????????????? You got mega points for everyone who had their supporters voting and it would hardly be fair if a winner was not awarded. So let me know if this is just put on hold till your crisis is over or are you saying no winners your just ending it? It was due to end tomorrow and I'll be very disapointed if there is to be no winner when you have made so many points from those of us that have voted day & ni

Can You Still Love Me When You See What I Used To Be?
I know Ive said that Ive lost alot of weight over the last 3 years BUT Ive never really come out and done this... Yea this is gonna SUCK cuz just looking at my pix from before makes me sick to my stomach so I can only immagine what you all are thinking but anyways here we go. I spent my years from the time I was 17 on forgetting about myself... Taking care of Kayla and eventually Dan from injuries... I fucked my body up as it was because of doing the whole anorexia thing early on in high school and then getting pregnant... I ended up with Toximia and ended up spending the last 2 1/2 months of my pregnancy in bed... Well thats pretty much where it all started. I started gaining weight and the dr's couldnt figure out why... They put me on so many different med.'s and each one just made it worse... I gained more and more and no matter how much I dieted or exercised it didnt help... I rased up the scales thru the 200's then the 300's I got so sick of no one being able to fix it including m

You And Me - Erotica Nsfw
Your hair is immediately yanked back as your body is pinned down on the bed. You look up to find me, hovering above you as my powerful arms press you into the bed. I press myself against your open legs, allowing you to feel my hardness throbbing against your warmth, with only the thin material of your panties separating my cock from invading your pussy. My lips find their way at your neck as I loosen the grip on your hair, kissing softly along the side tracing your jaw line with my lips. Your hands glide up my chiseled abs caressing my muscular body, fingers tracing the sharp lines of my chest as your palm works up to my shoulder holding onto me. I press myself against you, continuing to plant warm wet kisses on the underside of your chin, while gliding my other hand up your naked leg caressing your soft hips. My hand continues to work its way up your side, fingers gliding over your body until I find your breast. I cup it in my hand, squeezing softly and caressing the underside

Fusion
He opens me as a flower petal, Slowly opened by rain and takes of my nectar at his leisure, To savour as if so succulent and sweet, Aromas of pungent juices of opened love, And inhales as if it is the sweetest scent, Synchronized as the rhythm flows, To a fever pitch of raw animal need, Trembling hands reach to fist the sheets, I spread to urge you deeper into my wetness, And you burrow into my most secret place, You stoke the fire of my passion and I am fevered, As my body stiffens and I claim my release, The gift of your lava essence pools in my hotness, And we melt together as our fusion of lust is complete.

Women
Why do women let you know one side of them until you date them then they change almost completely then let the bitch in them come out? I just dont know if it is something i have done or if it is in every woman..So far in my life i have had one true love and she treated me like shit so after 7 years i left her..I came to the conclusion that life is to short to not be happy..Right now as far as i am concerned i am goin to take things slow and see what happens in my life..I am tired of all the head games..There is someone i am seeing as a friend and i will see where that goes from there!!!Dont get me wrong i am not woman bashing but for godsake can i quit being hurt by you women now!!!Right now all i need in my life is my friends and whatever else happens in life is by chance!!!I would appreciate any comments or advice to help me out..I have noticed that because of all the bs i am goin through that i have been drinking a lot more often than usual and i know that i need to find some other

"wet............"
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

Forever
I can't give you yesterday, can never undo the past, the one thing I can give you, the one thing I know will last, I'll give you my heart, together we'll face each day, I will give you a true love, a love that will last, I will love you Forever... Don Dokken - ForeverMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Are You Sexy?
Ok This is my new game cause I am SEXY so I want to see who meets the sexy mark. ARE U REALLY SEXY???????? Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below, then write it at the bottom! under 45 points= NOT TOO SEXY...sorry 46-75 points= PRETTY SEXY 76-99 points= VERY DAMN SEXY! 100+ points= SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!! A=23 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=20 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=10 J=11 K=30 L=31 M=25 N=30 O=13 P=2 Q=12 R=9 S=24 T=8 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=20 Z=23 sexy =67 not so good. However my real name which none of you know =136 woo hoo I realy am SEXY few I was worried lol. leve a comment let us all know how sexy you are.

The Start Of My Writing.
I had a typical childhood, perhaps not that typical. I grew up in a stereotypical town where everyone basically knew everyone else’s business. I had a rather strict up bringing that years later I would learn to appreciate. I wasn’t a normal girl, yes; I played with dolls, but a lot of my time was spent exploring and learning. I wanted to know things, I wanted to know everything. I would spend hours thumbing through books, reading anything I could get my hands on. I didn’t have the regular picture perfect suburban family. With a mother, father, and a few siblings; something you might find in a Norman Rockwell painting. I think that in a psychological way that later effected how I view relationships. Sure, I have a mother, I do care about her. Yet, through most of my childhood I seemed more of an inconvenience for her. I think partially it is my fault; I wasn’t some prissy little princess; who enjoyed being dressed up in pink frilly dresses. I was more of an independent child, I spent

Another Great Conversation.
->WhereMyHos...: Really? Well, I am less than impressed with you, and will be abandoning this conversation starting now. WhereMyHos...: like ur attitude already :) ->WhereMyHos...: And the wonderful question of the day is: WHY? WhereMyHos...: lol I read it right but said what I said anyway :) ->WhereMyHos...: Need to go back to first grade and learn to read? WhereMyHos...: hey need sum cum to put the fire out,lol.

Not Sleeping....
So Its 0440 hours and i need to be up in time for everything tomorrow but i am awake, I am awake because cannot sleep. I cant sleep because i miss my wife. I cant talk to my wife because she's not my wife anymore, she wants to be with another guy, someone who isnt a soldier. Someone who isnt going to run the risk of being called into active duty. I cant help what i am and she knew it getting into all this, and insted she does this. Some one who isnt a risk... Friday night she swore her love to me, Saturday afternoon and evening she was with him cheating on me. Sunday morning i awake to a text message teling me it was over, by the time i got in contact with her she was shaving her legs, getting ready to see the man she cheated on me with. Whatever happened to for better and for worse. She was suppost to be it, and now i am sitting on a chair infront of a computer less then an hour away from when i know i have to be up. And i am still not asleep

Who I Am
I am more of a tomboy than a girlie girl.. I am not catty and never have been. I dont get jealous.. I think EVERYONE is BEAUTIFUL!! If you just keep an open mind and take the time to look and get to know someone you will see it too. I am respectful of everyone..I try to be a good friend to everyone I can. When people do me a favor I try to return it. Yes I have a boyfriend and a beautiful son..but that doesnt mean I am dead..I can flirt and I can have friends I can be a huge flirt and I love to joke around..sometimes people don't get my humor but I never have cruel intentions and I am never mean spirited so you should know I never mean anything purposely harmful. The best people on here in my opinion besides the people i know in real life first are Sexy Alpha Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& VIC Pres... The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP and Big Bad Wolf THE BIG BAD WOLF~PRES.-OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP These people are true and real people..They are awesom

Dog Pack Attacks Gator In Florida
A t times nature can be cruel, but there is also a raw beauty, and even a certain justice manifested within that cruelty. The alligator, one of the oldest and ultimate predators, normally considered the "apex predator", can still fall victim to implemented 'team work' strategy, made possible due to the tight knit social structure and "survival of the pack mentality" bred into the canines. See the remarkable photograph below courtesy of Nature Magazine. Note that the Alpha dog has a muzzle hold on the gator preventing it from breathing, while another dog has a hold on the tail to keep it from thrashing. The third dog attacks the soft underbelly of the gator. Not for the squeamish!

The Start Of A Story.....can You Help
THE DAY STARTED LIKE ANYOTHER DAY, NO WAIT...IT WAS NIGHT, YA THERE'S THE MOON. SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE ROAD UP THE HILL AND IN THE DISTANCE RIGHT BESIDE ME I SAW THIS VISION. WAITING IN THE MIST LAY THE TEMPTATION OF THE HOUR. AS THE MINUTES PAST BY I HESITATED AND ALMOST LOST MY NERVE. SEE IN THE MIST LAY MY FUTURE, FOR THE MOMENT ANY WAY. HOW AM I TOO KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORE FOR ME. WITH THE COURAGE I SURRENDERED TO HER WILL, NOT REALLY, I THINK I RAN WITH ANTISAPATION OF THE 20 SECOND OUTCOME AND FUFILLMENT THAT WOULD CARRY ME THROUGHOUT THE NEXT DAYS EVENING. COULD I BE HELD RESPONCIBLE FOR MY ACTIONS IF DESIRE LED ME TO GRADIFICATION. MY PLACE IN TIME WELL SPENT LAY ON THE RIVER BED STARING UP AT THE WATER. GOOD THING I HELD MY BREATH. DAMN WATERS COLD IN THE EVENING. I KNOW I SAID I'D CALL HER BUT I SWEAR I LOST HER. NUMBER THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT IN THE PAST FOR I WISH NOT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE. I GUESS AT THAT POINT I'D HAVE TO FIND A WAY T

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Always feeling alone.....until him. Lying in the darkness.....without him. I didn't love myself.....until him. I don't know who I am.....without him. I didn't care about life.....until him. I don't know what to do with myself.....without him. I never held someone so close to my heart.....until him. How did I ever get by.....without him? I never told a friend that I loved him and meant it.....until him. How did I ever find comfort.....without him? No one had ever been so open with me.....until him. Would I have ever seen my true self.....without him? No one had ever truly known me.....until him. Would I have ever known true friendship.....without him?

Things That They Say, Things That We Know, Things That I'm Hoping Are Actually So
1.Good things come to those who wait..., but if you really want something bad enough you should go for it with all you have...2.things happen for a reason, but somethings may never happen unless you provide an opportunity /reason for it to..3.treat others as you would have them treat you..enough said..4.everyone has a soulmate...how and when you find that person I think depends on your timing and what you are willing to accept..5.Do all things really happen for a reason??.6.we are all just bunch of fish in a huge sea...soo, how do we find that soul mate again?..7..tell that person how you feel...ask the beauty queen at the prom to dance..go to the frkn dance, for starters..you may always regret not..8.have enough sense to know a good thing when you have found it.9.give me the strength to change the things I can, accept the things I cannot, and knowledge to know the difference..(er sumptin like that, always liked that one)..10.tell ur parents , family and loved ones that you love them,.

For My New Friends
For those who have messaged me! My Name is Angel I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 4 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply! TELL ME ABOUT YOU!

Man Im Confused!!whats New???
man,i dont know what to think or do anymore,everything just seems so jacked up and confusing.is a friend a friend if the friendship is on their grounds with their rules or does it have to be my rules ? why does there even have to be rules?isnt a friend someone that is by your side no matter if your on top of the world or the bottom of a manuer pile.? someone that will talk as well as listen?someone that laughs with you as well as lends a shoulder to cry on recently i had a friend tekk me ,i dont want u talking to that person,i dont like them.well if they dont like them but i do,isnt that my buisness?do i drop one friend to keep the other?well i just said i choose my friends,no one else.they both got mad becouse i wouldnt drop the other,now im out two supposed friends and they are now all buddy buddy,huh??? i get along with anyone that wants to get along with me,some do become friends,others become casual how ya been friends.id never drop someone for liking anyone,my oppin

Things To Ponder
*If life is a gift, does that make God an Indian giver? *Why do we call it taking a piss or taking a shit? Seriously, just where are we taking it? Are we taking it to your leader? Should we wrap it with pretty pink bows? If anything aren't we giving a shit? I made it, now I give it to the world. But if that were the case, and someone says "I don't give a shit," are they admitting constipation? *Speaking of shit, why is it you can drop a shit the size of Chile and you barely need a single square of toilet paper to get yourself entirely squeaky clean, but heaven forbid it's that one pinky sized turd--half a roll later and you finally just give up and give in to the fact you're gonna have treadmarks. *Why is it that Rhode Islanders only seem to use blinkers when it's the wrong one? *You're on the highway. You're at a merge. You go, I go, you go, I go. WORK ON THIS. *Does anyone else remember back in the day (think grade school) when blowing someone was more commonly re

Omg I Love Ya'll
Hey there ... first off, if you didnt know yet Yeayyyy we won... we had about 17000 to around 11300. If it wouldnt have been for ya'll there is Nooo way I would have even been close, even when we thought we were in the clear with only a couple of hours left ya'll still kept going . No one could ask for a better group of people then whats on this page. I won a 30 day blast, which Ive yet to seen, and I tried to thank everyone on that, but it said I talked to much and wouldnt let me lol so were doing it here, even if I wouldnt have won it would been worth all the headaches & begging for votes .. I met some really great people and have some amazing new friends. I tried to remember all I saw in there voting .. if for some reason u dont see a pic IM sooo sorry I know I didnt see everyone that voted but know if you did I truly appreciate it ... Hugzzz , Kissesss , and lots of Luv Kris "Jonny Boy " My partner in crime, who never let me stop laug

Acceptance
I'm entertaining the thought of taking a creative writing class. I love writing because somehow my words are more free on a clean sheet of paper, than stumbling over my mind, into my throat and out of my mouth- to be sometimes lost on a stray breeze. Letters have always held more truth for me than numbers. Words may not "add up" like numbers, in that logical sense, but they paint a beautiful world. To me the choice between math and literature was simple ... you can accept reality, which is unchanged no matter your perspective, and realize that you have no impact on that cold reality. Or, you can shape an entire existence from a single thought. And who is to say which reality holds more importance? Expression vs. Logic. Well, I'm sure the order in which I just placed the choices shows my preference. My dilemma with taking such a course is based on my reluctance to share my ideas, my words, my world. Most of my life I've spent at the fringe of acceptance. Adults marveled at my matu

Depression Sux
since no one ever reads these things i feel like i can safely say that my head is totally screwed up... i'm tired half of the time, i can't focus, and i don't give a rip about much of anything... in other words, i'm depressed. i went to a dr. about this, and was told that they have wonderful meds for my situation now. the problem is that my insurance only covers a fixed number of refills, so we are messin with cheap generics that don't seem to be doin much of anything in the hopes of landing on a medication that will allow me to give a fuk.... on top of that, i have been dating off and on with one girl for several months, but she's gone more than she's here. the sex is amazing, but not nearly frequent enough for me... [okay, i admit it - i'm horny all the time, so frequent enough would be all the time i'm awake.....] and to top it all off... hi. my name is rob. i'm an alcoholic. lol ... well maybe not, but i do love my beer... and have some every day. getting drunk is a

Change
I try to show you that I care, I've poured my heart and soul, upon a screen for all to see, to give you a glimps, to let you know the heart, the soul inside of me, seems I don't have a place in your world, perhaps I truely don't belong, fooled myself into trusting, maybe things could CHANGE. Candlebox - ChangeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Let's Not Get Physical
I need to be less physical in my relationship with Aiden and more verbal. Yesterday, while I was editing video clips for my website, I was so proud that I did the whole process myself, I asked Aiden if he was proud of me and he said YES! And I told him I didn't need him to do it anymore because I could do it myself and he said finally its his turn to take a 3 years break, I got mad at that because it's not like I wasn't doing anything for the last 3 years and he was. So I punch him in the ear. He got so mad I didn't know what he was going to do to me. But he calmly just told me, Michelle, you need to be more verbal and less physical. Instead of punching someone in the ear when you're mad, you need to talk about your feelings. Like tell me I'm a lazy and fat or something instead. I think Aiden is the most patient and understanding man I've ever met, and I'm so grateful to have him in my life. So with that being said, I've finally done my STD blog for you, but instead of writing it, I've

Comic Tragedy
It was one week after my high school graduation, and I was home all by myself, enjoying the beginning of what was to be a blissful parent-free weekend. I was strolling around the house like a spoiled princess when I saw a car drive in. It was my neighbors, a couple my parents were friends with. The both had pained looks on their faces, and I wondered what was wrong. I invited them in, and they started to cry. They made me sit down. I did, and they told me. There had been a car accident. It was bad. He didn't just have a broken leg, or a concussion. John was dead. I was still sitting in the chair in the kitchen when my mind finally wrapped itself around this concept. "How could he be dead?" I wondered. I'd just talked to him. He'd called to tell me he was coming home early. But there I was, sitting in a chair, faced with the realization that when he came home he'd be in a box and would have makeup caked all over his face. I cried, I swore... I sat there, unable to mo

Two Wolves
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

New Contest
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast.

This Is So Not True About Me Im Practically An Angel...
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Shes Gone But My Friends Are Here
Mom died last night at 11:30pm. My grandmother and sister stayed up there with her till she died last night. We knew it was gonna happen and she struggled to get about three breaths in then stoped breathing at all for about half a minute, that went on all day. I watched it for about an hour yesterday, and everytime she would stop breathing my stomach knotted up, eventualy it made me sick and i had to spend the rest of the time i was there in the bathroom of her room throwing up. But I got a call from my sis saying what happened last night, it woke me up, and i think its weird or maybe cause i had been crying about it all day before she actualy died, but the news hasnt made me cry yet, and i just went back to bed, but now i cant sleep heh. . . . I am very angry now though, im not gonna try to punch the wall again though, it may be sheetrock but im still a tiny lil girl that couldnt punch through paper lol. Plus dads already looking to put the house up for sale and move somewhere farth

Cherry Pimp
I want to thank Cherry Pimp for the fucking awesome tribute he did for me on his page. He fucking rocks and makes me feel guilty for not being here. I think I just needed a rest from everything, but when I come back, its to my CT family only. The whole page is going to be re-done and for my loved peeps only! Miss my boys! Cherry Pimp, you rule. I love you man.

Your Clothes Dryer
Your Clothes Dryer Just thought that I'd pass this one on!! It makes sense!! The heating unit went out in my dryer. The guy that fixes things went in to the dryer pulled out the lint filter. It was clean. We always clean the lint from the filter after every load of clothes. He told us that he wanted to show us something. He took the filter over to the sink, ran hot water over it. Now, the lint filter is made of a mesh material - I'm sure you know what your dryer's lint filter looks like. WELL...the hot water just sat on top of the mesh!!! It didn't go through it at all!!! He told us that dryer sheets cause a film over that mesh that's what burns out the heating unit. You can't SEE the film, but it's there. This is also what causes dryer units to catch fire & potentially burn your house down with it! He said the best way to keep your dryer working for a very long time & to keep your electric bill lower) is to take that filter out & wash it with hot soapy

Really I Do ...
OMG.. I need everyone now!!! Im behind and its over today! But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me so I can get my 30 day blast!! It ends today Please help!!! ♥Please click on the picture to vote ♥ Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Just A Tingly Feeling...
I'm feeling kinda horney right now, anyone else feeling that way too? I just want to know who else feels that way. Is this normal? LMAO! Much love to all my Cherry family & friends. I'm feeling generous... XO'S

Sorry Seems To Be The Easiest Word...
cajoled a wounded heart... with sweet empty promises... then let it fell apart... relished your callousness... so easy to apologize... so easy to tell lies... not a trace of remorse... deceit in your eyes... not entirely your fault... i was to be blamed... for the deluded thought... that there're two hearts aflamed... sorry...seems to be... the easiest... word...

Slow Tears
I Look Up As A Tear Rolls Slowly Down My Cheek I Think Of Better Days I Wounder If I'll Ever Feel The Same Again You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful As Though You're Always In Control But Not Today, Not Now Now You Look So Scared Like For Once You Don't Have The Answers I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Brown Eyes Hoping To Understand why You've Said Those Things You Did I Wounder For A Moment If This Is A Dream If I Shall Wake In The Morning And Be So Relived When You Look At Me With Confusion I Have Never Seen You Slowly Pull Me Towards You And Wipe The Tears From My Cheek And Tell Me It's Okay.

We're Losing Signal Captain, But Not Our Job!
Ok so for now I am getting my internet for free. See, someone in this neighborhood is running a wireless network that isn't locked down. Yay for me huh? So, when the weather gets bad I start to lose signal. ( hey it's freakin' free internet, I cant ask for more) When I lose the signal I can usually get enough to keep me signed into the messenger services, but I dont get enough oooomph to log into explorer. I am gonna put my messenger ID's here incase anyone is interested. I dont use MSN much, but I could for the right person ;) I am going out on a limb here cuz I have yet to tell anyone my real name. I guess y'all are gonna find out now. Shhh.. don't tell anyone m'k? Yahell - catwoman20886 MSN - mindigreen@msn.com AIM - Mindicatt I blogged about my job and the recent actions of my boss whom I love more than my luggage. ( If you have seen Steel Magnolias you might know what that means) I had every intention of going into work yesterday and telling her that we need to have a se

What Goes Around
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair? Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find... What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back ar

Waiting On Love
Heart racing, palms sweaty, face blushing, can't quit smiling and laughing. The looks. The thoughts. The laughs. How I miss that feeling. The feeling of being in love. The smile on your face when that person calls. The twinkle in your eye. The extra bounce in your step. The thought of that person first thing in the morning. The thought of that person last thing at night before you drift away to slumber. The dreams of them that are dreamt. The future that is planned. The warm and fuzzy feelings. The phone call in the morning just to say good morning and have a good day. The phone call at night just to say goodnight and sweet dreams. The random phone calls just to say you are being thought about. The random phone calls just to say you are missed. The one line emails just to say hello. The feeling of being in love. By: Abigail AkA BlondeAquarius

In The Arms Of A Stranger...
overwhelmed...by a sense of loneliness... misled by a bravodo of solitude... unmasked...just as vulnerable as anyone else... nostalgia...sets in...curdled...fermentation starts... the sudden realisation...the wretched truth... delusions...self explanatory... can't remember...what it feels like... to be held...to be kissed... to go to sleep in someone's arms... to wake up watching the lingering of a smile... on a lover's lips... to love and to be loved...such long forgotten feelings... faded memories...of sweet love making... the elusive pictures of a lover's caress... stirring up ripples...in a calm mind... that chose to forget...and yet always remember... sad and confused... i don't want to be alone... be it for the right or wrong reason... i just want to seek any comfort i can find... in the arms of a stranger...

Part Two: Questions (quiz) I Want You To Answer, Please...
PART TWO: Please answer the following quiz questions... Cut and Paste and send to everyone that needs a refresher about you! Send to the person that posted this blog. 1. What is your occupation? 2. What color are your socks right now? 3. What are you listening to right now? 4. What was the last thing that you ate? 5. Can you drive a stick shift? 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? 9. How old are you today? 10. Favorite drink? 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? 12. Have you ever dyed your hair? 13. Pets? 14. Favorite food? 15. What was the last movie you watched? 16. Favorite holiday? why? 17. What do you do to vent anger? 18. What were your favorite toys as a kid? 19. What is your favorite season? why? 20. Hugs or kisses? 21. Cherry or Blueberry? 22. Do you want your friends to e

I Have Snakes!!
Hi to all my friends and future I have snakes I dont understand why every one freaks out about them and why there soo scared of them?? my snakes are tame the kids at the bmx tracks love them even the parents are cool with it to many people watch movies and read phony books that say there all dangerous and posionous mine have no fangs at all and dont bite either and yes im gunna get alot more too. there are worse animals around that people have for pets like birds and dogs and cats and iguanas and even some have spiders too and all around kids also and thats wrong all them animals are highly dangerous around kids babies and even worse around a pregnant mom's too. I also have 2 ferrets too and no they dont bite either sometimes people need to give things a chance at times..

The Joys Of Ax Handles.
AIGHT, SO THERE I WAS TIRED AS SHIT, SITTING AROUND MY HOUSE. WATCHING MOVIES, DRINKING SOME BUSHMILLS, TRYING TO GET INTO BEING ON CHERRY WHEN MY FUCKING FRONT DOOR GOT KICKED IN!!! MOTHERFUCKER NAMED OF OGRE, YES OGRE DON'T KNOW HIS REAL NAME, KICKED OPEN MY FUCKING FRONT DOOR AND TRIED KICKING MY ASS!! NAH LET ME TELL YOU WHY THIS SORRY SACK OF SHIT WOULD WANT TO DO SOMETHING LIEK THIS. AS SOME OF YOU MIGHT KNOW I CO-OWN A BAR WITH A COUPLE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS. TONIGHT THOUGH WHEN I WENT INTO THE BAR THIS ASSHOLE GETS DRUNK AS FUCK, REACHES OVER THE BAR AND GRABS ONE OF MY BARTENDERS BY THE TITS AND TRIES TO PULL HER OVER. I GET CALLED OUT FROM MY OFFICE, SEE THIS SACK OF SHIT TRYING THIS, AND GO UP AND PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE. I'M NOT ONE FOR TALKING NICELY WHEN I SEE SHIT LIKE THAT. WELL I PUNCHED HIM, HE LET GO, AND TURNED TO HIT ME. THE BOUNCER AT MY BAR, A BIG FUCKER WE LIKE TO CALL "TINY" COMES UP AND GRABS OGRE FROM BEHIND, AND BETWEEN ME AND TINY WE MANAGE TO GET HIS DUMB ASS O

Date Night!!!
My husband and I talked last night and since we really did not celebrate Valentine's Day properly this year because we were both working so late that night (exchanged cards, candy, is all we did)... and that our son is spending the night at a friends house tomorrow night ... we are declaring tomorrow night "Date Night". I am going to make him a very nice dinner, with candles everywhere. Then we are going to have some wine during and after dinner. Then we are going to be like we were when we were younger and sit on the couch and grope and tongue wrestle while watching some porn flick and then have our way with each other into an orgasmic bliss. I know I am looking forward to it and I am very sure he is looking forward to the evening too. So... I need to get all prepared for out date. I do get aroused when we have something planned like this. It is all part of the foreplay. It allows my mind to wander while planning the evening's festivities. If YOU promise to be good... I

When Girls Don't Put Out!
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very

Update
I finally got my heart specialist to call me back i have been feeling like shit all week and he thinks its one of two things.1.pnemonia (i'm sure i fucked up on the selling) or my heart rate drop so badly that it is what is causing me to have problems and if that is the case i will have the surgery on monday..I am leaving here soon as my ride gets here...I don't ask for much but if you believe in a god pray that i will be alright for my kids thank you Draco

Yesterdays
Yesterday I was empty, I din't realy care, yesterday I couldn't feel the pain, I wasn't realy there, I had locked it out, I just didn't seem to care, remember how you hurt me, YESTERDAY? Guns N' Roses - Yesterdays (Live Version)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Bad Weather Sucks
I was late to work today (for a reason other than staying up too late on the computer). I had to be early to work (10/15 min) cuz my boss wasn't gonna be there. I woke up 1 hour before my alarm was supposed to go off and couldn't go back to sleep so I proceded to get ready. I left in plenty of time cuz I new it was gonna be slippery (it rained all day yesterday and snowed overnight). There were some HUGE potholes that I skillfully maneuvered around and the next thing I know I'm sliding into a curb... grrrr. Bent the rim $130, need alignment $95... screwing around for an hour or two before actually going into work after everything has been taken care of.... priceless! ha ha, sorry had to go there. I finally got the last of my chrismas decor put away!

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. W

To What Level Of Dante's Hell Will You Be Sent
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High

Scraggley Voice
SCENE: A burglar has broken into a home at night and is stealthily creeping through a room with a flashlight. He picks up a CD Player and places it in his sack. SCRAGGLEY VOICE: Jesus is watching you. [Burglar freezes, switches flashlight off and waits. Hearing nothing more, he turns his flashlight back on and starts to disconnect the wires to a stereo]. SCRAGGLEY VOICE: Jesus is watching you. [Burglar frantically shines his light all around the room which comes to rest on a parrot in the corner] BURGLAR: Did you say that? PARROT: Yep -- I'm just trying to warn you. BURGLAR: Warn me? Who are you? PARROT: Moses BURGLAR: Moses? What kind of people would name a bird Moses? PARROT: The same kind that would name a Rottweiler Jesus. [I know this had an unhappy ending]

Is It Just Me??? Please Comment
Or does being single suck sometimes? I get tired of playing all of the games that come with being single, I just want to meet someone who is who they say they are!! Well enough from me let me know your feelings please!

My Pet Needed A Spanking ...and I Gave Her More
Looking down at the trembling slave before me, I wanted to feel nothing. She was too powerful, too potent, far too innocent in her trust. The rush of her emotions beat at my demon, demanding more not less. I was already on sensory overload from that blasted disaster of a dinner party. I was lying to myself and I knew it. I wanted to feel every bit of her. Her blood beckoned. My mark on her breast called to me. Her light brown skin was flush with her excitement, the pupils of her blue eyes were dilated. The wetness between her legs, the combination of lust and anxiety, everything about her wrapped me in her sexual spell. It didn't matter that I was the vampire and she the slave, she had thoroughly bewitched me. Jade,...How do you do this to me i thought.. She licked her lips and I watched the movement. The flick of her tongue was making my body harder than I thought possible on this strange night. Slowly, I walked to the large bed and disrobed with a thought by quickly demateria

My Cousin Kathy
KATHY M. JACKSON 09/06/1954--02/26/2007 When Tomorrow Starts When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see— If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today— While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, I know you'll miss me too… So when tomorrow starts without me ,please try to understand, That the Angels came and called my name. and took me by the hand. They said my place was ready, in heaven up above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye— For all my life, I'd always thought--I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we’ve had. If I could relive yesterday., just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you, and maybe see you

Life
My latest....... The Risks Giving yourself completely to another person Admitting your faults Depending on someone to be there Allowing someone to see who you really are Sharing your fantasies without fear of judgment Realizing that someone has made you a better person Seeing how much you can be loved Trusting someone with your heart Giving yourself to someone and still feeling whole Admitting you’re wrong without feeling less of a person Telling a secret you’ve kept for so long Feeling comfortable saying whatever is on your mind Allowing yourself to let go and be uninhibited Telling someone you need more without feeling selfish Allowing someone to help you when you need it most Verbalizing pain and knowing that it is ok Being able tell someone you don’t agree with them Feeling excitement from another’s glance Satisfying someone’s needs Sharing your dreams Wanting someone to believe in you Being able to fail Being allowed to be scared

Miss U
*Missing You* The bed is empty An the sheets are cold Your pillow lays unrested on As I lay alone My body longs for you It is my soul that cries to you Nothing seems right when you're not around I wake up expecting to see your face But roll over to an empty space My hair is pulled up An my face is unclean I have no need to look beautiful For you I have not seen It should not be long till I See you again, it just seems Like its been forever Yet soon we will be together Pardon me for missing you so bad I just seem to get so sad When we can't be as one My heart feels as though it weights a ton

................:(
i just got a call from my sister, and my 6 month old nephew has scarlet fever and is going into seziures :( and all i can think of is my mother telling me how she almost died from having scarlet fever. hes been at a 104 degree temp for 3 days now and isnt coming down. now im in a medical career so i know what this can do to the brain.. so im scared :( i just met my nephew when he was 5 months old i cant loss him now..........

Home Away From Home
0WHY DOES CT BLOCK ALL SCRIPTING? AT THIS OTHER SITE HERE WHERE ITS JUST AS COOL TODAY AS IT WAS TWO YEARS AGO EXCUSS ME CT. I HAVE A DONATION BOX POSTED THERE FOR THOSE WHO WOULD LIKE TO HELP SO I CAN GET SOME EXSPENSIVE DENTAL WORK DONE. I CAN'T COVER THE COST BY MYSELF AND IF I DON'T GET IN TO SEE A DENTEST SOON I MAY JUST DIE.. OKAY NOT DIE BUT THIS BROKEN TOOTH IS STARTING TO HURT. EVEN IF ITS ONLY A DOLLAR ANYTHING. I'M SCARED THIS IS GOING TO RUN ME SEVERAL THOUSAND BUCKS. THE TOOTH HAS BEEN BROKEN OVER TWO YEARS NOW AND ITS JUST NOW STARTING TO HURT. I CAN FEEL IT UP IN MY CHEEK. OUCH. WELL YOU CAN ALWAYS JUST MARRY ME AND ADD ME TO YOUR COVERAGE INSTEAD IF YOU WOULD LIKE. THAT WOULD BE GOOD TO SINCE IM NOW SINGLE.. BUT YOU HAVE TO MOVE TO CALI. IM A SINGLE MOM OF TWO LITTLE GIRLS AND THEY CALL THIS PLACE HOME. THANKS EVERYONE.. CLICK TOO HELP!

The Truth!!
THE LORD AND THE BIKER A biker was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over any time I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom on the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, wh

Missing
Missing the sound of her voice Missing her lips against my own Missing the way she ran her fingers threw my hair Missing how she use to kiss me when i fell asleep Missing her finger tips brush against my lips Missing the ways she laughed at me Missing the ways she poked jokes. Missing the way she felt in my arms. Missing her whispered words of love. Missing the way she traced her fingers against my hand. Missing the way her hair smelled after a shower Missing the way we touched. Missing her breath on the back of my neck. Missing the ways we made love Missing the look in her eyes Missing her look into mine. Missing her.. Missing us Missing... Part of me is Missing...

The Enthusiasm Of Men
There are a lot of things I understand about men (more than most women, I think). I'm very analytical (obviously), and I put a lot of energy into understanding the people around me -- their emotions, their actions, their relationships. But one thing I do not understand: what I not-so-affectionately refer to as the "Enthuse and Run." And this happens to me over and over again. I don't get hurt by it, or anything, but I want to understand why it's happening. So, the "Enthuse and Run." This is when I'll talk to a guy online, or in real life. And he'll seem very very happy to be talking to me. He'll seek me out. Seem thrilled to be talking to me. Conversation goes very well, and we both seem to be having a good time. Bonding, clicking, whatever. Then ... I never hear from him again. Or, I'll hear from him on a really lame basis a few times, but it's obvious that he's not interested in talking with me. For example, I met this guy on Match.com. And he was almost off-pu

Come Undone.
As I watched my cousin fight with her significant other, I was shocked and appalled at how they talked to each other. I know sometimes when you are upset with someone you will say things that you don’t really mean, but this was beyond ridicules. When she got out of the car to walk into the persons house I just turned up my radio and listened to Duran Duran. It was pretty amusing because we were in parked in what is considered Plymouth’s “ghetto”. I would never imagine talking to someone I care about that way. I am not typically a fighter to begin with. I tried to convince her to get the girl a little while to cool down, I always believed after a disagreement there should be a cool off period. Yet, she persistently kept calling back and yelling. Oh well, I guess I wont ever understand how some people work. I am getting closer and closer to just picking up and moving away. I am so sick of being used as a servant, being ignored unless someone wants something, when it all boils

I Looked In Gods Eyes
I saw that look in your eyes and knew that you had come for me But I pleaded with you and told you it wasn't my time I had many jobs to do so much unfinished work I argued with you All day and the night told you I was the wrong one I offered my heart I offered my soul Just so I could have more time You kept me hanging No answer did you give I even promised to change my ways But you did not want that I am who I am, thats what you said And one thing I can never change Then one day you were gone And I was still alive but not knowing for how long So now I live each day for the day Never knowing what may come But knowing the fact I looked into the eyes of God

Look At It A Different Way
Here are some great ways of dealing with the burdens of life: * Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. * Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. * Never buy a car you can't push. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. * Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. * The second mouse gets the cheese. * When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. * Birthdays are good for you. The more you have, the longer you live. * You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one perso

What I Really Want
What we all wouldn't give to wake up next to skin, Passionately kiss someone good morning? I am alone in the fact that I just won't sell myself out to anyone to get some form of completion? So I made a list of things I think most of us want..let me know what you think or if you have an add.... 1. Someone who we can talk to but who doesn't ask you 300 times whats wrong if you are not talking! 2. Someone that can touch you and drive you crazy. AKA: That person can gingerly kiss you or push you into wall and know exactly how to do it to drive you wild. 3. We all need sexual compatibility. Without physical intimacy all relationships are doomed! 4. Someone who accepts our faults, over looks them .. and occasionally can even make us see something more in them! 5. Someone with a sense of humor. A person who has a great balance of comedy and seriousness Ok so that is it for now....

Immigration Issues
Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your hou

Date Has Been Set!!
I am goin to have surgery again on the 19th of this month. They will be takin out my uterus & ovaries. They said I had more problems than just the endometriosis & that is the reason for them wanting it done so soon. I will be in the hospital for at least two days. I will be off work for at least 6 wks. I hope everything goes smoothly. Keep me in your prayers.

A Note From An Angel
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

The Last Kiss Goodbye
i watched my grandma pass away tonight at the hospital it was the saddest day of my life because god had to take her before she could meet my son jayden and all i wanted was a pic of her holding my son and smiling my grandma had altimers (not correct spelling i know) but she still knew who i was and knew that i was having a baby boy she would always ask hows the baby doing and she would get happy when my gf would come up there to see her and she could see her belly my whole family was there to and that made me happy and im glad my grandma is not suffering anymore so when it was time to say goodbye i gave my grandma a hug and kiss on the forehead and said goodbye grandma now your with grandpa and the lord and they will take very good care of you and i will see you in time and we will be altogether i love goodbye i was honored when my dad asked me to be a paulbear (prolly not the correct spelling either) i said yes my grandma will be laid out this week and put to rest this week also i w

I Hate The Stomach Flu
the night before i had a wonderful time celebrating my best buddys birthday....we took him to a good old Irish pub....had some yummy dark beer...and some good fish and chip....later on that night when I got home my stomach started turning and killing me...so pretty much all that night I was vomiting...didn't get much sleep....the next day my stomach was still hurting but thank goodness I was able to keep food down....I was trying to get some bread out of the refrigerator when a beer cans fell from the top of the refrigerator and landed on three of my toes nearly breaking them....so I had to suffer with that pain turning stomach lack of sleep....than my mother calls and says my son...is acting up....so I had to think of ways to punish him....took away his computer for thirty days and he's not going to any parties at any of his buddies houses for quite a while most likely till the end of the school year..... I hope today goes much better.....there's other crap that happened but I won'

Flashbacks Of Saturday Night
wow... I am still getting flashbacks firing through my mind of what my husband and I did to each other last Sat. night. He sure does know how get me going when goes oral on me. A true artist with the tongue. Before I met him 23 years ago I had several lovers and I can honestly say that none of them were as good as he is when it comes to oral. There is something to finding an older man. The young guys just have not learned the art of oral. There is more to it than just licking...anyone can lick... an artist has talent.

No Longer Your Doormat.
The last 15 minutes have been rather hectic in my life; I believe I now know what it is like to be a mother and feeling like you are running around with your head chopped off. I came back to the computer and noticed a message from my ex fiance' begging me to be his roommate. Thoughts started racing through my head. Why me? Why always me? The realization hit me like a ton of bricks; I have let so many people use me. His message made me look back on everything of the past; his message wasnï¿½t nicely asking me if I wanted to be his roommate; he was demanding me. Iï¿½m not that little girl anymore tangled up in his fantasy world. I have too much in my life riding on me being level headed. I will not drop my life once again to bail him out of a situation he created himself. I can no longer walk behind him with a broom, sweeping his mistakes under the rug. I have been to nice in the past; that is truly my downfall. I have let so many people use me as a doormat. Coming and going as th

Contest Bulletins
I may be the last person on here who, from time to time, reads bulletins. But I do. Occasionally. The bulletins can be quite funny. Case in point: Cliche posted one about how--for just five dollars--I or any female aged 18-40 could suck his dick. What a steal! Tonight the bulletins all suck. Why? Because of the fucking contests. I *hate* the contests. I know, I know, you're about to call me a hypocrite, because I was in a contest. But I swear to you, I never asked a single person to vote for me in the contest. In fact, I left messages asking my friends to quit wasting their time with the stupid contest. But they persisted, and I still love them, despite the fact that they didn't listen to my admonition that they use their time more productively. That was a long tangent. What I was getting at is that my list of bulletins is filled with people like "riverheadted" who are telling me to "bomb the shyte" out of them. I hate this. I usually ignore these bulletins, but

Steelers
so yeah...mother truckers!! i am sooooo freakin pissed!!!!!!!!! how are you gonna wait til i make my decision to get a GOOD jersey to cut my man?? HOW CAN YOU CUT JOEY PORTER????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so now i have a great jersey that turned lame in 1.2 seconds...:(

Blah
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide No escape from reality Open your eyes Look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, easy go A little high, little low Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooo Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine Body's aching all the time Goodbye everybody - I've got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows) I don't want to die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening m

Irish Festival This Saturday.....with Flogging Molly....
This Saturday is the D.C. Shamrock Festival. I have to do a records review on the 16-22 March for my future deployment so I wont be able to drink on ST PADDY'S DAY. Now this royaly sucks but Miss OutOfOrder informed me of this festival of sorts and I went and bought me a ticket. Now the VIP ticket that I bought gets me back to meet some of the bands...Mr. Greengenes, Flogging Molly (sorry about that Chandra but you will see them soon enough...Ill make sure I take pics hahahahaha) and others. Its gonna be a great time and if you wanted to check out the event here is the website...Ill be the one in the kilt freezing his knees off.... http://www.shamrockfest.com

Boredom
well it finally took hold... i swear if someone doen't amuse me soon...i am going to have to go clean my house.... someone save me from that dreadful fate PS ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY.....get to shoppin people...;)

I Feel So Pround
I feel so proud tofay, my daughter phoned me today to tell me she has been accepted at University next year to start her training as a paediatrician nurse, since leaving school she has spend the last 2 years studying at college to gain the necessary qualifications to gain entry. Only 30 people out of a total of 275 have been accepted for the course which lasts 3 years

Warlock Defined
Warlock Defined The Oxford English Dictionary defines the Warlock as a traitor or oathbreaker. Etymologically, a warlock is a "liar on oath," and hence a "traitor" or "deceiver." Indeed, the word orginally meant "traitor" in English. It soon broadened out into a general term of abuse, and it was also used as an epithet for the "devil," but the modern sense "evil sorcerer" did not emerge until the 14th century. It started life as a compound noun formed from woer "faith, pledge" (a relative of English very and German wahr "true") and -loga "liar" (a derivative of leogan, the ancestor of modern English lie). 'Warlock', in the sense of `a male witch', is Scottish Late Middle English and entirely derogatory; its root means `traitor, enemy, devil'; and if the very few modern male witches who call themselves warlocks realized its origin, they would join the majority and share the title `witch' with their sisters." I am a Witch, NOT a Warlock. To quote Bugs Bunny, "Them be Fighting Wor

My World
So much I wanted to share my life, I gave so much of me, to have you here in my world, but you don't seem to want to be, how I wish I knew you, what is the life you need, I would gladly give you my world, there is so much you just can't see, from there where your standing, on the outside looking in, if you could only open your heart, you would find that love again, there is a better life for us it's here waiteing for you, in my world right where it's always been. 3 Doors Down - My WorldMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

I Am Lv For Oversea Soon And See How Much Love I Can Get Before I Lv
If you havent "FANNED" me or rate my pics yet...please do If you open this and read it pls repost it to pass it on!! PLS Click on this pic to come by and show this Marines some love. Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Aaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaaha!
ok so I went out to plow my driveway tonight since it was almost done snowing according to the radar.......... everything went hunky-dory , although another major snowfall and i think we are gonna have to call someone to take our excess snow away.......... but thats another story altogether :P I get done plowing and as usual my cat comes out to warm up to me and get some petting......... well i dunno if it was the fumes from the plow or him just bein bundled up inside all day but he was in a very playful mood tonight. There was no walking or trotting with my cat tonight........ full sprint to wherever he wanted to go, which more often than not, the direction im heading (hes cool like that , ya know). So I go in the garage and start petting him and he goes nuts, starts doing mid-air flips, siwping and nibbling on my gloves (thank god i was wearing gloves or my hands would be fucked up lol). Its like someone fed him catnip......... but UBER fun either way. OK im done now, just

Life
Well this past week has been one of the worst I've had to deal with in a while. I know everyone has them....but imagine this: For close to 20 years I've had little to no contact with my family in any way. It doesn't matter why...lets just say, some things make us walk away..... Well in 2005 I initiated contact. Shortly thereafter, deployed for a year, again had extremely limited contact....then came back and spent the holidays getting re-aquainted with them. Now...so it seems anyway...one by one, folks are getting sick...some terminally....dieing....starting in-family arguements...and in general the whole family is going nuts. Kind of makes you think that maybe all those years ago, you made the right descision to break contact and walk away..... Just my thoughts on current life events.

Registration For Ob
March 6th- I had my registration appointment in OB today. I am calculated to be at 8weeks 6 days and my due date is October 9th. I also talked to her about possibly going up to Alaska to deliver and thought she was extremely nice. I have heard a lot of bad stories about the OB here with a few good ones. So far so good with me. I would like the male soldiers who are obviously not pregnant and not with a pregnant lady to NOT park in the expectant mother parking spots. Theres about 20 of them and there was maybe 4 in the OB department. They also took 6 viles of blood for different tests and a urine sample. I remember when I was pregnant with Isabelle I was sooooo terrified of needles and was dreading every time I had to give blood. Well now that this is my 3rd pregnancy and I'm so used to being poked and prodded I am no longer afraid of the blood draw. Infact I can even point out which vein on which arm is the best stick! ;) Maybe by the 4th pregnancy I can draw it myself, lol!

Sex Appeal
You Are 75% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

John Is Soooo Sad!! :0(
HEY EVERYONE!!! I AM REALLY MISSING EVERYONE!!! I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP ON FIRST SHIFT!! LMAO. I HAVE WORK 2 OR 3 FOR WELL OVER 20 YEARS AND NOW I'M ON 1ST DUE TO BUSINESS REQUIREMENTS. I'M TRYING TO ADJUST TO THESE HOURS... AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL GET SOME COMMENTS OUT... I LOVE YOU ALL SO DON'T GO AN DELETE ME THEN I WILL REALLY BE LOCKED UP 'CAUSE I'LL COME AND FIND YOU!!... PLEASE PASS THIS ON FROM ME!!! HUGS AND KISSES PUT THOSE WHERE YOU NEED THEM THE MOST!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO SMOOOCH!! JOHN & SHADOW

Target Practice With The Randoms....
YahooIdiot: awesome picture YahooIdiot: wow Neo: thanks YahooIdiot: FOR SURE YahooIdiot: so whats up YahooIdiot: you anywhere around lynnwood area? Neo: yes YahooIdiot: sweeeeeeet YahooIdiot: im crashing here at the embassy suites hotel tonight and tomorrow night YahooIdiot: not a bad little area here Neo: cool YahooIdiot: i guess YahooIdiot: nice little room here though YahooIdiot: i guess they are working on this hotel to upgrad it YahooIdiot: not too bad Neo: never been inside it YahooIdiot: not bad YahooIdiot: nice suites Neo: that's good YahooIdiot: u can come over and check it out' Neo: as flattered as I'm *not*...at being the target for your lonely man's troll for pussy on the internet...I think I will pass and just leave the interior of your hotel room to my imagination. What a fucktard...

Funny Shyt
OK so I was driving home this morning after dropping the kids off at school, when I heard on the radio that a man in Gary IN was charged with trying to break out of jail. LOL well it just so happened that it wasn't the bars he was sliding thru it was the FOOD SLOT lol can u friggin believe that lol I bout wreaked the car from laughing so hard lol just thought everyone would get a kick out of that I mean who the hell can fit out one of those lol hell I couldn't even slip out of the bars let alone the food slot lol

Land 4 Sale In Arizona
I Have some land for sale in Arizona in prime locations. If you, or if you know anyone interseted, please contact me. 1. 5 acres on I-10 in quartzite. $400,000 can be zoned almost anything. 2. 79.8 acres off the I-10. $3.7 million. Willing to carry half. Zoned commercial. 3. 20 and 40 acres in Alfreida 20 for $160000. Will carry. 40 for $320000

Alone
Why do i feel so alone in this world? Why is it so hard to find someone that can truely love me and care about me for me? Why can't i just find that one person that makes me like i'm the only one in this world that matters? Why can't i find someone that i can love and hold and cherish and have all to myself? Isn't there anyone left out there that cares more about the small things then always wanting sex? I hate feeling so alone and lost in the world, I hate always being sad and feeling like I have nothing except my kids. I know that should be the most important thing but i miss having someone hold me, someone to come home to, someone to cook for, someone cuddle with, someone to tell me how much they missed me and love me and can't wait to see me or hold me. I just want to be happy and sometimes i wonder if that's ever gonna be possible for me. I'm so badly bruise and tattered that I'd be suurprised if anyone would even want me, to even be able to stick around and help me thru e

Casual Encounter
We decide to meet at a restaurant for an afternoon "lunch time special." We go inside the restaurant and sip on fine wine and snack on appetizers. The chemistry was immediate, we knew it was there before we even entered the restaurant, but proper protocol must be followed. Even nefarious activities have a set of rules and etiquette. We make light chit-chat, exchanging stories of uncommunicative spouses and friends with low libidos, and brief bio's of our lives. We aren't paying as much attention to our words as we are to the body language that is being conveyed. It's coming through loud and clear, let's go someplace more private.....;-). We pay the bill and meander over to my car. It is parked in the corner of the lot, in the shade, and it has tinted rear windows. We sit in the back of my car, say a few more words, very few, and then easily give in to the moment. We seem to melt into each other's arms, truly Lust at first sight. Our lips seem drawn together,

Cats
CATS Tonight is a particularly special night of the year when the tribe of Jellicle CATS unite to celebrate who they are. They emerge from the darkened landscape into a larger-than-life junkyard, singing of their unique abilities and special qualities. The Jellicle Cats meet once a year to rejoice. They are waiting for their leader, the wise Old Deuteronomy, who will choose which of the Jellicle Cats will journey tonight to the Heavyside layer to be reborn into a new life CATS Memory - Elaine Paige

Pilot Humor :)
Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of >humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS ' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit S: Something tightened in cockp

Poem
~~ *On My Knees* ~~ I dedicate this to everyone... You took me to a place where I never been before... To rapturous heights I began to soar. As I realize happiness is found where I please, Finding peace and contentment at your feet on my knees. As I gazed into your wonderous eyes, I felt as though I were hypotized. The release of submission was oh so sweet, As I humbly knelt there at your feet. When time came that we had to part, It took all my strength to still my heart. Without need to speak, we both knew, From that day on that I belong to you. Now there are times I fear I will fall. But you sweep me up again saying, " I want it all. " My heart is filled with longing to please. Humbly kneeling before you on my knees

Fakeness
People who are fake, are people who r not real. People who are not real, are not worth the time of day. People who are not worth the time day of day are not worth being around. Those........i mus say are the dumb fucks who screw ur whole world up :( :( by Joe G. hisself ;)

Jim Morrison Said It Best
When he said people are Strange. The following is a conversation I had on Cherrytap tonight with a lady who read my blog about what I want in a relationship. By the way I didn't write it read it and thought it sounded good. Sweetcream: hey stryder i loved the blog it was nice and i do agree with you on that ok. but wait on god ok sweetie god has someone for everyone ok you just havnt found the right women for you yet ok but in gods timing you will ok. just be patient if your saved and you love and serve god which you probably dont but jesus loves you anyhow ok he will give you a real nice women who is a match to you ok in jis timing ill pray for you and that god will bless you with someone you are compatible with ok. dont worry youll find someone for you before jesus comes if its gods will for you to be with someone and get married hopefully one day ok what i mean by that is marriage is a ministry and marriage isnt for everyone ok. but ill be keeping you in my daily prayers ok

Apology...
Hi Guys..im really sorry i havnt been around...I was made bancrupt on the 23rd of Feb....its really been a major ordeal and worry..luckily i've managed to hang onto most of my stuff...especially my puter...i didnt have a clue what was gonna happen....the stress brought me down to my knees and i was quite poorly for a while...which aint like me...im normally a fighter lol...however what i wanted to say was thank you to all the people that have carried on visiting my page and leaving comments...love ya all guys....hopefully Shaz will be back to normal soon.... xxxx

I'm This Girl
1 - I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. 2 - I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant. 3 - I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. 4 - I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you. 5 - I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. 6 - I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. 7 - I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. 8 - I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything. 9 - I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one. 10 - I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friend

Who Said They Did It Right
Remember this? Thought you might be interested in this forgotten bit of information.......... It was 1987! At a lecture the other day they were playing an old news video of Lt.Col. Oliver North testifying at the Iran-Contra hearings during the Reagan Administration. There was Ollie in front of God and country getting the third degree, but what he said was stunning! He was being drilled by a senator; "Did you not recently spend close to $60,000 for a home security system?" Ollie replied, "Yes, I did, Sir." The senator continued, trying to get a laugh out of the audience, "Isn't that just a little excessive?" "No, sir," continued Ollie. "No? And why not?" the senator asked. "Because the lives of my family and I were threatened, sir." "Threatened? By whom?" the senator questioned. "By a terrorist, sir" Ollie answered. "Terrorist? What terrorist could possibly scare you that much?" "His name is Osama bin Laden, sir" Ollie replied. At this point the senator tried to repeat the name, but cou

Tonight In World Rock Radio
8:00PM EST CLICK ON PIC TO GO TO THE LOUNGE SPECIAL NOTICE: The World Rock Radio lounge is suffering from a technical problem. If you need help getting the stream/player to work, please contact one of the Army members and we'll do our best to help you. CLICK ON PIC TO GO TO THE STORE

Talk About A Wild Ride!
I must say, that last few days have been nothing short of incredible and unreal! For the last two or three days, one event turned my life into one big question mark, but it seems as though that question has been answered and we can now remedy the problem. This whole saga began on Thursday afternoon. I had just finished having lunch when I felt something coming, a sensation I have had before, but not in some time, and I knew what it was and what was about to happen. One of my friends and co-workers, Kirsten, was with me at the time. As soon as I knew what was about to happen, not knowing why, I told her to call 911, because things were going to get very ugly and very scary. The instant she had finished dialing, I started going into convulsions, falling face first into the table and then convulsing on the floor. I had just gone into a seizure. Eventually, the paramedics got there to help stop my seizure and I passed out after that. When I was brought in to the hospital, the

Don't Be Affraid...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

Hello Midnight (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
Under the covers lost, two souls seeking to devour one another Hello midnight Softly in my thoughts, invading my dreams Hello midnight Wrapped around my heart and touching my soul Hello midnight Safe in my arms, close to me and warm Breathless and spent like little animals, a tangle of limbs with no beginning or end

Darkness
In the darkness is where I hunt In the darkness is where I search In the darkness is where I find peace within In the darkness all is found to me In the darkness I find myself The darkness consumes and embraces me For the darkness is where I live

Connection Problems.
So, some of you guys know I've been having some problems with uploads, etc. I got in touch with my service provider (Telewest Blueyonder - recently acquired by Virgin Media Group) and apparantly the problems I was having was due to improved security measures put in place by my provider. They've made only ONE port accessable by secure websites - so uploading pics for example meant that my computer refused to talk to the website causing it to time out. I'm glad it's sorted BUT I'm majorly pissed off that these arseholes didn't even send me a fucking E-Mail telling me they'd done that. Woulda saved me a whole lotta fucking about.

My Babies
I'm now growing a blueberry and a blackberry plant. I'm very proud of that because I'm trying to teach my children how to be more self reliant, esp in today's world. I used to have a radish plant and until those little rodents outside ate them, lol I had good radishes...so here I go again wish me luck

Windows Vista "ultimate"
This has been a rather hellish week for me. I work a lot, I get a lot of personal chores done and I like to have a fair amount of fun. Updating my PC or building a PC is a chore to me. I spent this week working on building a new Computer with Windows Vista Ultimate on it. This is not fun anymore. Microsoft polished up a few things in the installation process for Windows Vista Ultimate. The installation was a lot smoother than I thought it could be. Everything from there goes downhill. Cons 1. A lot of programs are not working in Vista. 2. Annoying new security features (which Apple is already making fun of in their TV ads) 3. Driver Hell. This is inexcusable. 4. Its seems Microsoft hid the blue screen of death. Sweeping dirt under the rug isn't fixing the issue. 5. Seems to run as if its still a Beta Software. 6. Have to switch to classic mode yet again. The menu with a scroll sucks. Everything else looks new and shinny and they put a freaking scroll bar

3-3-7
I LAY TO WASTE THE DREAMS I HAD FOOLISH DESIRES OF A MUCH YOUNGER MAN SETTLE IN THE NOTION IT ALL GOES BAD BELIEVING THE LIES TRYING TO UNDERSTAND SACRIFICIAL EMOTIONS I BURY INSIDE TELLING MYSELF THAT ITS NOT ALL LOST FEARING THE SHADOWS I RUN AND HIDE BREAKING FREE NO MATTER THE COST LISTENING TOO LONG TO THE RAMBLINGS OF FOOLS MISGUIDING ME WITH THE PATH I TAKE PAVING THE WAY WITH BROKEN RULES ALWAYS MAKING THE SAME MISTAKES NO COMFORT IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT NOT MUCH CONSOLATION WITH THE DAWN ONE THING IS TRUE AND RIGHT WITHOUT A DOUBT TIME KEEPS MOVING ON 3-3-7 JAY ROGERS

Ab 374: The California Compassionate Choices Act
Freedom for life, liberty and death... California Compassionate Choices Act (C³ Act)is based on the simple principle that people should be free to make important end-of-life decisions based on their own values and beliefs (Compassionate Choices, 2006). The Act is similar to the Death with Dignity Law that Oregon passed in 1998. Since the law was passed, in Oregon there were a little under 300 assisted deaths compared to the 86,000 natural deaths. The act legalizes assisted suicide for those who are terminally ill. The patient is given a lethal pill that they can take when they feel it is the right time. Many groups are against this Act. The Catholic Church is against the Act because the Catholic faith is against assisted death. Activist predict insurance companies will press for terminally ill patients to take this route to save money. The ethical issue faced is should it be legal for the terminally ill to hasten their death? ...Maybe Kevorkian was right??? Give

Confusion....
i'm confused right now....it seems that people would rather have you lie to them...than tell you the truth.....can i get some comments back on this one....i mean seriously....you tell someone who says they would rather here the truth than be lied to....the truth....and she gets all upset at me....

~hiding No More~
YESTERDAY I HAVE OFFICIALLY COME OUT OF HIDING.... I LEFT THE OLD PROFILE BEHIND BECAUSE OF TOO MUCH DRAMA... WOW, ONLY TO REALIZE THAT NO MATTER WHAT OR WHO YOU ARE... IT FOLLOWS YOU AND HAPPENS TO EVERYONE!! SO, I SAID SCREW IT... I AM WHO I AM AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT!! I GIVE UP TRYING TO HIDE AND KEEP THIS A SECRET. I'M GLAD TO SAY THAT I'M NOT HIDING ANYMORE. I WASN'T HURTING ANYONE BUT ME TRYING TO HIDE! SO GO AHEAD..... TELL WHO YOU WANT THAT I'M BACK OR MAYBE I NEVER LEFT. BUT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, I'M HERE AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, WHO CARES?!?! NOT ME!! THIS I KNOW FOR SURE. I'M HERE AND NOT ABOUT TO LEAVE OR BE CHASED OFF AGAIN!! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LET ANYONE CHASE ME OFF BEFORE. YOU CAN TRUST ME NOW WHEN I SAY THAT I'M NOT GETTING CHASED OFF AGAIN!! GUESS IN THE END.... I JUST NEEDED SOME SPACE THAT'S ALL..... I GOT WHAT I WANTED! AND THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT DID MANAGE TO KEEP ME A SECRET! BUT YOU CAN BE RELIEVED NOW... THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIE FOR ME OR KEEP ME A

If You Ever Loved A Friend, Please Read This.
I am sitting here crying. I am not quite functioning completely, shock still holding me hostage, but I have to write this because I need someone who don't know me personally to listen, because everyone in my life face to face can't help me. I don't expect you to comprehend what I am feeling, but yet I know you will. I just need someone to listen. I received a phone call from my friend Zeb at exactly 10:40 PM yesterday. I didn't hear the phone ring, so I didn't answer. He left me a voice mail. I called him back around 11:40 and told him that I would talk to him later - my phone was on one bar and I needed to charge it. We always talk on the phone; for hours and hours sometimes (this past Wednesday night, we talked for 4 1/2 hours). He works night shift for a towing company, and whenever it isn't busy, he will call and we will talk about cars (he is a master at fixing cars - it is his true love), or his son, or whatever comes to mind. We talk so easily, it makes me wonder

This Sucks!! Haha
ok my boy will be 9 on saturday yep a st pattys day baby! anyway all he ask for was these stupid shoes that have skates in the bottom 65.00 fuckin dollars well i orderd em thursday and they were deliverd friday at 9:30 a.m but not to me damnit soooo now im fighting with UPS to find out where the hell he dilverd em too they have dickd me around alday and i still havent found the fucked up shoes .......so tomm ill have to call em agin and ak the same question where the fucks my package! i know im ranting but damn the UPS there retarded..........lol nite all...xoxox

If You Leave Me Now
The nights are wearing me down And it`s hard getting through the day `Cos I need you right now And right now you`re so faraway I guess I should have known That I`d end up this way But I swear I`ll come home And then nothing will drag me away, Now that some much time has passed I know that this love of ours will last forever Cos we feel it, tast it, hold it and believe it You need me like I need you I know you do, I'm sure you do And I`m all alone feeling the tears Falling down from my eyes I was forcing myself just walk through the day When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry Nothing had any meaning And I just thought let's give it another day and see if anything happens Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine Made me feel warm, safe and alive again, Don`t you ever leave me baby Don`t you ever leave me now Don`t you ever leave me baby I am lost and broken If you leave me now Chicago - If You Leave Me Now (Remastered LP Version)Mus

Traumaless Drama
Even the middle Of nowhere Is somewhere You just wish You were Someplace else Feeling abandoned Left stranded Lacking direction And missing Much hope No inner light To guide Your path Insecurities posing As actual Fears The sensation Of being lost Never wanting To be found No matter where You try to hide You’ll always Find you Right here

March Madness/retards
Each March, the NCAA Tournament shines its spotlight on a group of men uniquely unfit for national media attention. There are the players, whose most notable achievement is having had high levels of human growth hormone in their bloodstream when they were 12; their coaches, former players who weren't sharp enough to make it as auto insurance salesmen; and don't forget about the pundits, whose résumés as failed coaches somehow qualify them to shout alliterated phrases on national television for an entire month. So it's not surprising that the NCAA tournament is as notable for embarrassing blunders as it is for displays of heroics. What is surprising is the sheer number of ways the stars of the tournament manage to choke, overreact, under-perform and make general asses of themselves.

"for The Love"
for the love i have with in me, for the love that no one can see. for the love i have for you, for the love thats never more true. as i write these words of love, and express the needs of my heart. for what we once shared, can never be torn apart. as you read these words i have wrote, and understand my true feelings. let this be my little note, there can still be a new beginning! written by; talented tongue

Mr December.
Ok, so last summer a guy from the education department asked me if I'd be interested in helping to promote men into childcare as it's a female dominated field. I gave him an interview talking about what it's like as a man working with children, the pros and the cons, etc. He then asked if a photographer could come and take some pics of me at work - the pics were to be used in a newsletter. I agreed. THEN I discovered that my image had been put on posters and calanders. Man, I'm still getting stick for being Mr. December. The children's faces have been disguised along with my work ID, etc. I'm sure you'll understand why, heh.

The Art Of Lying !!
If you have sex with someone and there is no chemistry but the other party gets involved emotionaly.............Do you lie so you dont hurt them or be honest and hurt them ?? Love to hear your replies on this !! evilnix

Medictions
today i went to the doctor been in extreme pain now for a few days with problems relating too a back injury i aquired about a month ago was very bored so i started reading about one of the meds she has put me on ..........maybe some of u are like me and never read side effects and shit but here is what it says .. the medication name is METHYLPREDNISOLONE i was told by my doc that this is an anti inflammatory medication .... USES..used to treat allergic disorders, arthritis, cancer , breathing problems , intestinal disorders , skin diseases , SIDE EFFECTS ..stomach upset , headache , dizziness, menstual period changes , sleeping difficulties , weight gain , SERIOUS SIDE EFFECTS ...bone and joint pain (WHICH I ALREADY FUCKING HAVE!!!!) SO HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW IF ITS MY FUCKED UP BODY JUST HURTING OR THIS FUCKING MEDICATION???????) easy bruising , bleeding , black stools , vommit , puffy face , severe stomach pain , increased urination , fast irregular heartbeat , sh

Today Was A Great Day!!!
Does men ever get like that? Like what I described yesterday, Cmon men, plz be honest. I know it doesn't happen alot but boy when it does, lol. It was such a beautiful day today, When I got off of work today, it was 79* out. The kids came over and we had a cookout. I started walking again, so hopefully I'll start feeling better again. Not that I feel bad, I am great. I did indeed get trashed a bit last night, ran out of milk dammit, lol. And fell asleep and woke up this am for work. Today went by pretty well. I am so lucky to have my time with TJ, he means the world to me. Well just thought I'd drop a line to anyone that had read the days before, that I am fine, just every now and then have one of them days.

My Youngest Sis
My sister had her baby today,(sunday was her due date)...I have a nephew who has been named Hayden Moon..he weighed 7lbs,8oz and 19in long. Hayden and mom are in good shape and will be released tomorrow..

Female Terms For Masturbation
Menage a'moi, Terms for Female Masturbation: I never heard of these 5 Digit Disco Buzzing the honey hole Backslappin' Betty Bailing out the Gravy Boat Beaver bashin' Bouncing the bearded clam Buffing the box Buffing the jewel Buttering up the whisker biscuit Clam twiddlin' jamboree Critter crammin' Damming the beaver Dialing "O" on the little pink telephone Diddling miss daisy Diggin' for clams Digitis Erectus Fingering the fountain Flicking the minnow Friday night lip service Frosting the muffin of love Giving yourself the finger Going for the gooey duct Impeaching Bush Juicing the clam Let your fingers do the walking Lip smacking Petting the kitty Piddly Diddler Playing the squeezebox Pokin' the pie Polishing the little pink pearl Pumping the kooter Punchin' the chipmunk Reading in Braille Riding the clitorisauras Romancing thy own Roughing up the suspect Self-guided tuna boat tour Smacking Jerry Garcia on the nose Spanking Lucy Stroking the