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Random Entry
HI, this will be a random entry...Just letting you know what I did to my lost cherry page. I added a music clip + more info on my intrest's also I added blinkies to my about me. And I added a new pic folder called me goffing of on cam with (8) new pics taking today. Please go rate and comment. I Love Ya All Bunches

How Soon Is Now? - Love Spit Love
I am the sun I am the air of a shyness that is criminally vulgar. I am the son and heir of nothing in particular. You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way. I am human and I need to be loved. Just like everybody else does. I am the sun I am the air of a shyness that is criminally vulgar. I am the son and heir of nothing in particular. You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way. I am human and i need to be loved just like everybody else does. There's a club if you'd like to go. You could meet someone who really loves you. So you go and you stand on your own, and you leave on your own, and you go home and you cry and you want to die. When you say it's gonna happen now when exactly do you mean? See i've already waited too long and all my hope is gone.

Is Your Love Style Passionate Or Cmpassionate
You Are 67% Passionate, 33% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate? hmmm...

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

To Funny
This is a true story, proving how fascinating the mind of a six year old is.They think so logically. A teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where first pig was trying to gather the building materials for his home. She read, "...... and so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said: 'Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?'" The teacher paused then asked the class: "And what do you think the man said?" One little boy raised his hand and said very matter of factly .... I think the man would have said: "Well, fuck me! A talking pig!" The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.

Great Day!!
Well I have the greatest news. Russ is comeing home for 9 days!!! I am so excited and just cant wait. It has been almost 5 months since we seen each other. I miss him so much. We had to even put our wedding off when we got the news of his deployment....yes I was very upset but he is worth waitting for to me.(We allready call each other husband and wife.) Hell I waitted 6 months for him last year...lol. Oh and the jeep had a cracked hose so it was nothing serious...another great thing. :D Well hope everyone has a super week.... love from the jeep cult, AK. OIIIO

Drink That Resembles My Sexlife
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Day...
Thanks Brent for sending me the invite to here, as if I need yet another place to ramble on about my life...lol...so far, it's just getting the house in order for sale then moving down "South"...ahhhhh the idea of NO SNOW!!!! it's going to be a novel concept but one I think I can get used too. Dance is coming along although my muscles scream at me now and again...oddly enough, I'm finding it easier now that I'm older than when I was younger (pre-army)...sigh...was I ever young? For not it's off to watch CSI my absolutely favorite show...night all...

Update'n
Nothin really knew with me.. I been gettin caught up && forgettin about lostcherry.. LoL!! It's just when i get on the puter these days.. straight to myspace i go.. && everything else is lost. Ne ways, Today was aight.. kicked it with my bro & sister & gladys & went to get hector.. drove around.. he gave bub like 10bones to take him place's.. so it was pretty awesome. After drop'n him off at home came home && called kla.. then sat on this puter pretty much all day after that!! LoL.. My legs muscles are killing me from working yesterday i needed a break.. LoL.. Hit me up.

Signs You Should Date
Never Date a Capricorn Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them. And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return. Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Playlist For The Week Of 10/10/06 - 10/17/06.
Absu - Tara Cynic - Focus Deicide - Deicide Hallows Eve - Death & Insanity Mercyful Fate - 9 Overkill - From The Underground And Below Revenant - Prophecies Of A Dying World Slayer - Show No Mercy Tankard - Kings Of Beer Usurper - Cryptobeast Voivod - Katorz Zircon - Demo

What Sign U Shouldn't Date
Never Date an Aries Impatient, restless, and selfish - it's a lot of work to make an Aries happy. And if you drop the ball, your Aries will be gone faster than you can say "I'm sorry"! Instead try dating: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, or Pisces What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Summer Anthem
Your Summer Anthem is Don't Cha by The Pussycat Dolls "Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?" Your summer forecast: freaky and full of drama! What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

Soaring...
Soaring... Held down Tied down His mouth rained kisses and passion on her body from above. Love Lust Need Her desire to be taken Her desire to give Breath His desire to take His desire to capture, to cultivate Whore Lover Friend Hands grasping Fingers slipping Sweat beads on their bodies as they clutch each other Pulsating, pushing in a rhythm all their own. Boundaries, definitions, societal constraints All slip away as they soar toward orgasm, melding together.

Passion
You Are 70% Passionate, 30% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Passion/compassion
You Are 68% Passionate, 32% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Knowledge
True teaching is not an accumulation of knowledge. It is an awakening of consciousness. If you search for the laws of harmony, you will find knowledge. Popular belifes must be enforced, in order to discover the original thought. Know yourself,your begining will disclose your end. The body is the shrine of definety. In everything, it is the path that matters. If you defy an enemy by doubting his courage, you double it. Everyone finds himself in the world where he belongs.

Irish Joke
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the best toast of the night." She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised meself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come

Make Love In The Storm
Make love in the storm? Tell me... Would you like to make love in the storm? Steaming hot skin cooled by cold rain drops. Lovemaking's passion matched by the storm's thunder. Water dripping off your hair onto my face. Skin glistening, sweat mixed with rain, in the dusky gray light. Lightening crashing around us as our passion crescendos to the storm's music. So, tell me... would you like to make love in the storm?

Is Ur Love Life Pasionate Or Compassionate
You Are 83% Passionate, 17% Compassionate You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug. When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride. Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense. Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Planet
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

He Takes Her Hand... (incomplete)
He takes her hand and leads her up paths so green, so crisp, their feet traveling paths of sticks, stones and dead leaves. He speaks, telling her of adventures lived, showing her glorious trees, interesting rocks and anything else he can think of. She smiles, listening to him, amused and interested. They reach their destination, the peak high on the cliff, overlooking the sparkling lake so intensely blue, it nearly blinds the eye. He proudly shows her this sight, his goal . . . his adoration of her growing as he watches her drink in the astonishing beauty of his land. The sky so clear and perfect, the waters so crisp and intense . . . it takes her breath away. He slips up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist. She relaxes her body back into his, interlacing her fingers with his as she feels his excitement growing, pressing hard into her back. Tearing her eyes away from the mesmerizing sight in front of her, she turns to him, reaching her arms up around his neck

Im So Happy
everything i always wanted is comin my way i got a promotion at work..i got the guy i had a crush on =) and so far schools been so easy i hope this would never end im happy how things are going now and not just that to top things off my bday is comin up =) yay. -hugs- bye bye,tina

I;m From Venus
You Should Rule Venus Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds. You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself. Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others. While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic. You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself. What Planet Should You Rule?

Sorry Guys.....
Just want to let you all know what is up and hopefully sometime soon I can devote the time I need 2 to get back into all your good graces.. Things are improving slowly so I will keep you all posted on how it is going.. I PROMISE I will get you all repaid for the favors and I will post another blast as soon as I can devote the time I need to answer all the comments and such from it.. I apprecite all your patience and I hope you are all doing well and look forward to being back in the swing really soon... Till then, you all take care and I will talk to all of you soon.. Trish

What Planet Should U Rule
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

How Much Pride
Your Pride Quotient: 42% You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression. How Much Pride Do You Have?

The Taking Of Jayde
*Note - this, like most of my writing, is fiction. Just to answer a question that has been asked a million times - FICTION! I just happen to have a hell of an imagination, apparently...* The Taking of Jayde It'd been too long. WAY too long. Jayde knew this was true when she caught herself seriously considering the far-too-young hot stud in her office. What the hell am I thinking? Jayde mentally smacked herself back to reality. Yes, he was hot - very hot, and young and virile and well, young. VERY young. It wasn’t that he was that many years younger then her - only eight years her junior, but, well, damn.. He was a lifetime younger when it came to living. She was 34, divorced and a single mother of two. He was a 26 yr old . . . well, stud. Her life was work and kids and making sure the furnace didn't go out and wondering if her ex-husband was going to pay his child support this month or if he'd fall even further behind. His life was working and playing. A LOT

Can You Find Love Online?????
i just had a girl on my site ask me if she can find love on line.......ok here i go .i dont know if you can find love on line .some of the people i talk to have found someone they want to get to know better.some have married someone they where talking to and are very happy but i guss you fall in love when you fall in love.on line or at the bar down the road.here it comes but why are you asking me i am not getting paid for this shit do what you want WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING usmcbratt

Its That Day Again
In a moment marks the start of a new birth year for me, Did you know that every year around your birthday the Sun returns to the exact position in the sky as it was the day you were born? This is called a Solar Return. Investigating the position that the planets are in during your Solar Return can give you a great deal of insight on your upcoming year. To help you celebrate your Solar Return, Here I enclueded the 12 zodiac signs "LIBRA" Libra is called the scales. In ancient times, the sun passed through Libra at the autumnal equinox (when the day and night are the same length). Many middle Eastern cultures used Libra to represent justice. In Greek astronomy, the stars that now make up Libra were the claws of Scorpio. Libra is easiest to see in May. Eventually, Libra came to represent the Golden Chariot of Hades. This connects with the autumn, as Hades falls in love with the Persephone, the daughter of Demeter (the goddess of the harvest). The scales are also s

Which Planet Should You Rule!!
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

Dr. Pains Clinic Wrestling
well i have been wrestling for three weeks for this promoter goin on the fourth week if anyone lives in the portland oregon area if u want to c me wrestle it is a free show at 165th an division at la cabana show tymes r 1pm 3pm an 6pm come an c an have fun

Ya I Am So Not Over Him....
I tried to have a video convo with my ex... Today... I broke down bawling ... Its the first time I've seen him since he broke my heart 2 and a half months ago ...I miss him real bad... He told me today that he has a new g.f I told him to be careful with her heart and he said he would be... Hurts so much that he had to destroy mine to figure out how to treat a girl... I didnt think I would react so badly... He is coming to get his winter coat on Fri and I told him I cant meet his new g.f I wont be able to paint on a happy face and shake hands with the girl who is getting the him I had to have my heart broken for him to find. I tell you if i didnt have my son to care for I wouldnt be around to write this note... I hurt so much I cried so hard I just wanna hug him and tell him I love him still... But I dont wanna get hurt again... So I wont... I will just die miserably inside... Knowing that some girl is getting the him I wanted... While I got the lying decietful guy... *tears* Alas

Star's Dark Stranger (part 1)
She moved with the sinuous grace of a snake... as she wove through the crowd, she noted the eyes that followed her. The men watched her.. “They always do,” she thought with a grin. Poor fools. A toss of her rich auburn hair, bat of thick dark eyelashes over emerald green eyes, a twitch of her well-rounded hips and they couldn’t help but stare and she knew it. She grinned cockily as she saw heads turn towards her and a man gape as she passed. Men were weak - easily molded and manipulated, she thought .. usually it took nothing more then a certain look.. at most, an enticing whisper in his ear and he was hers... She sighed... that was fun, at times, but she grew bored quickly with men like that... toys, mere playthings, and usually left them hanging, wondering why she'd lost interest. Star tossed her hair back, held her head high and strutted through the crowd... so what if she became bored with her toys quickly? There were always more. No one yet had captured her heart, n

Locked Soul
Underneath the skin and jewlry, hidden in my words eyes..Theres a world thats cold and ugly..Throwing out the thought of feeling,im wide awake and keeping distant..Nothing seems to penatrate..I am frightened too,i am just like u..I am frightened..Wide awake and keeping distance from my soul.....

Poems
Uhm This is a poem, That I wrote awhile ago. There's A Girl I used to know. There's a girl I used to know She hid all her pain Behind a fake smile I'm suprised she hadnt gone insane. There's a girl I used to know Acting like everything was fine She went to school,head up high Even though everyone was acted so unkind. There's a girl I used to know People Called her ugly She simply ignored them Though the mean comments hurt her completly. There's A Girl I used to know She starved herself all day Trying to be skinny For forgetting her health she did pay. There's a girl I used to know. Because She was me,long ago. I've learned an important lesson Don't let anyone get to you Be true to yourself And your dreams will come true.

What's Ur Summer Anthem
Your Summer Anthem is Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson "Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes" Your summer will be marked by heartache - but mostly happiness. What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

Never Good Enough
a tear shall from these eyes as i weep in silent nights For the love i once had harbored shall never be answered in its turn Now this thing with in my heart I bind it slowly to feel no more For i loved him deep and truly where others had only lusted Slowly now i kill it here in my heart where i once held him oh so dear could it change how i seem I know not only these things never was i good enough Never shall it seem I'll be what he desires to hold his heart

Untitled
Heart Break I cant decide whats worse That you broke my heart and feel bad Or that you moved on and now know to treat a girl with the love she deserves And that girl isnt me the one lying, dying on the floor In pieces... And her with a whole heart gets to love you and be loved by you All I got were lies and hurt And still I miss you And your hers....

The Five Factor Values Test
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from

Your Summer Anthem
Your Summer Anthem is Best Of You by the Foo Fighters "I've got another confession my friend I'm no fool I'm getting tired of starting again Somewhere new" While you may seem bright on the outside, your insides have a distinct angst flavor. What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

Xaemyl's Tale I (erotica)
He knew she wanted him. He had warned her, after all, as if his nature wasn't clear enough. He chuckled, a deep malignant sound. As if . . . She had known and she still wanted him. Today's world was so sweet. The cynicism of modern people made gathering his pleasure so much easier. No one believed in anything anymore. Even as recently as a century ago, the mere mention of his name made mortals tremble in fear, terror flashing in their eyes. Now, subterfuge was unnecessary. Most of the fools had never even heard his name and were delightfully clueless in their ignorance. The select few who recognized his name were so jaded they believed him harmless. A fellow jaded mortal playing the game. He smirked, amused. Their lack of belief had made the world his playground. He was no longer denied anything, or anyone. She was just one of the many women drawn to him. One of the many begging for his attentions. So what was it about her that drew his mind back to her over and ov

What Color Blue Are You!!
You Are Sky Blue Dreamy and creative, you the potential in everyone ... and everything! And while you strive to have an ideal life, you are pretty mellow about it. You know your time will come. What Color Blue Are You?

See Things My Way!!!!
Come Join The Hottest Party on the Net!!! Come hang out with Dj Divine!!!!!!! click the pic to go listen to one of the hottest DJ's we have to offer!!! We are the Forbidden Fruit....................Are you Tempted?

And The Beat Goes On
Ever felt like a total ass. Tried to do the right thing it just didn't end well. I took a job last night, knew it was going to be . . . less then par, but I wanted to help a friend out. Well apparently someone thinks when you hire a performer you're more then hiring THEM then you are their craft. Some fucking ass went all grabby on me, and pretty much came inchs to raping me. Fucker. And to mark it off, with have to go to Urgent Care and file a complaint the money never will make it to my friend. I am lucky if I can ever do another perfomance with this company again. ::sulks:: I am mad at the person who got all grabby, but I am more mad that i let someone down. Funny aint it?

"amber Is The Color Of Your Energy"
I need to break the silence Can I not drop my guard let someone see me these fragmented thoughts the nightmares I breed all my worries and fears broken dreams, hopes faded storms raging through tearing me apart I'm broken can't you see the cries have broke through my walls have crumbled naked and vunerable nows the time let them see.... can anyone see? will anyone see me?

What Kind Of Day!!
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

Mood Swingin
mood swingin like always...always makes me think i'm bipolar. sad one sec, angry the next, happy another, and then amused/ADD to finish it off. wonderful... might go up to vermont wit my friend to visit his gf IF his gf says it's ok. if it's not, i stay here and prolly go chill at wilson, mayb see some friends. i WISH guys would MEAN WAT THEY SAY! there's honestly, ONE GUY who means wat he says and that's tony. he has now been dubbed my "big bro" and he's the only one who i feel REALLY does care. i'm so tired of gettin lied to and he's the only guy i can honestly turn to for advice. other that him, i have to play detective and figure out if someone's being truthful or not. the test was good, i think i passed. finished my hw before 8 and got my college essay revised before 10. productive day so far. now i need a productive week and my app can go out to redlands this weekend (i hope!). my parents are leavin soon for the bahamas and louise is gonna come and take care of us...aga

What A Test!
You scored as Steaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable. Y r we wasting our time on the computer you should be here now...or maby ill just come home and moleste you ( i think ill save eitehr till we both are ready) corny i know but after this u have to realize how much we could make each other moan and shiver and scream and sweat and all those good thinksSteaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable90%How did this happen60%EWWWW get away!20%It could be hott....then again maby not..20%Sexual compatiblitycreated with QuizFarm.com

My Karma Is Good..
You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?

Quote
I found this on one of my friend's MySpace pages and I just had to share it because I love it....So enjoy “Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t good but easy. So the apples at the top think something’s wrong with them, when in reality they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…”

An Indian Prayer (repost)
O' Great Spirit, Whose voice I hear in the winds; and whose breath gives life to all the world, hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walkin beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. Make me wise so that I may understand the things you have taught my people. Let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy - myself. Make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

Snow
Here it is, the middle of October, when the leaves should be at their prettiest colors. Can't see them!!!!!!!!! It's snowing again for the 3rd time this month. Normally we dont get our first snow until halloween. Oh well... Guee I will wonder out and make me a snowwoman. Oh yes! love putting the boobs on. hahahahhaha Last year I build a snow man and was puttting the carrot, where a carrot should be on a "snowman" and the old fuddy duddy next door yelled out..."You pervert!!!!!!!!!!!!!" So I will do the smowwoman this year. Oh... dont ask... No, I dont want to grow up! Hell, I'm having too much fun. Why spoil it, eh?

Why?
i joined lost cherries because of two people. two of my dearest friends of many years...blue and rob. they convinced me that lost cherries has the greatest people in it, respectful & easy goin. but!! they're only partially right. i've met some wonderful people on here; funny, sweet an nothin but kind. and then there's the others...nasty, rude, disrespectful, mean spirited an just plain hateful! i didn't join lost cherries to find a man, a one night stand, a f*** buddy, cyber sex or a phone bone buddy...if your here for that? so be it an more power to ya, it's not for me. when asked to give out nude pics an when told i don't get into that...it should be the end of that topic, meanin...don't continue it by referin me as a "bitch", "ice maiden", "prude", "cold hearted bitter hag", an my personal favorite that was used..."f***ing c***". please fella's, grow some nuts, let em drop...learn what respect is...ladies? it's time to put on ya big girl panties an stop bein so spiteful..

Bridges
Bridges are both spontaneous and simultaneous. They are simultaneously the most Noble the most Needed the most Used and the most Beautiful architectural undertakings/achievements known to ALL Humanity! They are designed to stand up to the Woes and the Wear & Tear of ALL of Nature's Wanton-Wares. Spread 'em! Bridge-makers are the most Noble Profession known to ALL Humanity, for like Bridges themselves, Bridge-makers are Present in every locale in every Profession and in every Place. Spread 'em! No Bridge is un-breakable, but ONLY the Strong can Stand the test of Time. No Bridge is un-makeable, yet ONLY the weak can fold on a dime. Spread 'em! They either Stand or fall... they're either Has-beens or Never-Weres. Spread 'em!

Which Simpson Are You!!
You Are Krusty the Clown You were the class clown as a kid, and you still entertain people. From faking your own death to getting a wacky boob job, you'll do anything for a laugh. You will be remembered for: your face being everywhere, from cereal to home pregnancy tests Your life philosophy: "I heartily endorse this event or product." The Simpsons Personality Test

Ignorant In Laws Part 8
This is really messed up I have been dealing with alot of bullshit during the last few weeks and the shit is getting worse instead of better. As most of you already know my in laws are up to no damn good, I am pushing the envelope to get the child protective services to make an arrest to get this peace of shit off of the street and behind bars. Today mamaj took our daughter to the doctor for a female exam to confirm what we believe to be true. But they tell us that they the doctors office can not complete the exam with out childrens protective services ordering or requesting the test to be done what kind of shit is this my daughter is not acting like my daughter she is walking around hating being a girl she is acting like a boy. I dont know what i should do this is really pissing me off. She used to like wearing dresses and looking really pretty now all she wants to wear are jeans sweats and wants to rough house with the other kids in my house she has distroyed all off her barbie dolls

Drown (a Poem I Just Wrote)
Drown Anguish, Hatred, Pain is what I endure My tears will all have a name, By the time my eyes stop this time, I still taste the tragedy on my tongue. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. Try me this time, I’ll be making you want to leave, You didn’t except me to endure much more nor did you? I’m not holding my tongue back anymore. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. This fight is a battle against you now, No more pain for my life this second, I’ll push you to the ground, The screaming and yelling won’t stop till you are gone. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. Leave if you want to get out alive, Better start running before my screaming begins, No one Miss nice girl, Time for you to repay all you’ve done to my soul

Your Love Style
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Peace Prayer (repost)
Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is dipair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is madness, joy; Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. -St. Francis of Assisi

Where Life Never Ends
Never ending dream where life never ends- where people live in perfect harmony where color is not wrong where we can walk and sing without laughter or put downs where someone greets you with words of joy where loneliness and inequality become a speck of dirt in the winds of the past- But reality must come first. -Jeff White Bear Claws-

My Birth Month!
Your True Birth Month Is June Fussy Abiding Friendly Stubborn Talkative Sensitive Executive Hesitating Easily hurt Active mind Easily bored Daydreamer Loves to joke Tends to delay Temperamental Brand conscious Loves to dress up Having lots of ideas Good debating skills Funny and humorous Thinks far with vision

Another Mushy Yucky Love Poem
Burning Soul You came into my soul and made it your home Now that we’re part how my thoughts do roam Never at peace without you and lost inside my mind Never free of loneliness until these eyes you find Bound in a way that holds me wanting, needing so much Desires burn like wild fire, I hunger for your touch I long for sweet surrender and that loving gentile peace For a time when we gaze deep inside and passion release To sweep you off your feet and pull you to my side Free to love you wildly feelings I can’t hide Long slow kisses wet with the nectar from our lips There’s a demon driving forth desire see my halo slip To hold and make sweet longing love to you without end To be your dreams and confidant , your lover and best friend Burning hotter than I could ever try to contain Embers of this passion burn and yet you and I remain Unconsumed by the heat of two who join as one Always wanting needing more , never left undone Fed with how we feel and how we love so tru

Dirty Little Things
2 jokes Construction worker on the 5th floor of a building needed a handsaw. So he spots another worker on the ground floor and yells down to him, but he can't hear him. So the worker on the 5th floor tries sign language. He pointed to his eye meaning "I", pointed to his knee meaning "need", then moved his hand back and forth in a hand saw motion. The man on the ground floor nods his head, pulls down his pants, whips out his chop and starts masturbating. The worker on 5th floor gets so pissed off he runs down to the ground floor and says, "What the fuck is your problem!!! I said I needed a hand saw!". The other guy says, "I knew that! I was just trying to tell you - I'm coming!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings. She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?" The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want." So they sit down and

What Is Ur Love Style
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Where Life Never Ends (repost)
Never ending dream where life never ends- where people live in perfect harmony where color is not wrong where we can walk and sing without laughter or put downs where someone greets you with words of joy where loneliness and inequality become a speck of dirt in the winds of the past- But reality must come first. -Jeff White Bear Claws-

Smile!
I can't get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how much I like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation... laughing again about the funny things you said or did. I've memorized your face and the way you look at me... it melts my heart every time I think about it. And I catch myself smiling when I imagine what will happen next when we are together. You must be something really special, because I can't remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone. Even though neither of us knows what the future holds. I know one thing for sure... you're one of the very best things that's happened to me in a long time!

What Elemnt Is Ur Love
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

My Five Factor Personality
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's

How Romantic Are You
You Are A Romantic You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Are U A Romantic
You Are A Romantic You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Great Bumper Stickers
1. Constipated People Don't Give A Shit. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3. If You Drink Don't Park, Accidents Cause People. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 6. Please Tell Your Pants Its Not Polite To Point. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 10. To All You Virgins: Thanks For Nothing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 11. If At First You Don't Succeed... Blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings". ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~

.5
I was unhappy with my last blog. That's a wierd word...blog. Sounds like a beer belch...BBLLLLOOOOOGGGG!!!!! I really get aggrivated with people. Always try to talk to you when you are busy with other, more important things. A phone call here, an IM there...here a ring there a buzz...everywhere a ring buzz!! Wait...where was I? ummm.... shit. Fuck it, I want sushi.

Day 1
I had a dream of her last night. It is the first I have had for a long time. Not that I remember my dreams alot but this one I sort of did. She was older. Her hair a little different but it was still her. As Gorgeous as ever. It made me realise that I miss her like hell. Granted I haven't thought of her in the longest time. That dream brought back alot of memories. About what could have been and what should have been. But the dream itself was disturbing. Because at first it was people asking me about her death. It felt so real that I can still feel my heart fall when I think about it. Nothing I do can make it go away. But I saw her in my dream. I saw her like you might see a family member in the mornings or something. Again the heart still gies a jump. I love her... I have always known that and I did get to tell her once. So I have that much at least. She never said it back because she was taken from my life by stupidity (will get to that later on). It is just s

How Much Greed Do You Have!!
Your Greed Quotient: 15% You're anything but greedy. You're eager to share and give to others. For you, collecting material possessions is more trouble than it's worth! How Much Greed Do You Have?

I Quit...!
So many things on my mind Too many excuses leaving me behind No more reasons to lie With another bad good-bye Leaving my mark on your life Twisting the proverbial knife Leaving your world behind My innermost hopes, gone blind You know not what you do To a man in my shoes Look into my eyes And know it is you I despise Nowhere I can hide No one for which I can confide Deep in the void of our love I feel no pain, a lack thereof No more tears No more fears A feeling so inviting Far beyond exciting To reside in a place In the warm embrace Of a love once sound A mark of something so profound Where has my actions brought me? What has my thoughts left me? Is this as good as it gets? I might as well call it quits!

How Are You In Love!!
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. How Are You In Love?

Synchronicity...
which is triggered by change and the universe furthers and expands that change... Does that make sense to you???? Often times we will do things and our paths will uniquely cross in strange but remarkable ways. One of my instructors of a class I am taking gave the example that she was at a museum and in awe of a painting of a temple in Egypt, but standing beside her was a person from China that had a camera holding it up to the picture with the digital image of the actual temple in Egypt taken at the same/similar angle from the artist's point of view. Have you ever experienced any forms of synchronicity in your life??? Just curious....

What Year
You Belong in 1974 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?

New Addition To The Crazy House
Well there is another addition to the crazy house this week. Me and Jill have finally rubbed off on Alisa and her alternate personality Bobwe Jo has come out. Like Alisa Bobwe Jo is a complete nympho and talks about how she likes Jonnie to go "Aunn, Aunn" or how she likes to go " Uhh UUhh" on him. Translating into she likes Jonnie to eat her pussy or she blows Jonnie's socks. I have videos of all this but i don't think ill be posting it anytime soon lol. But yeah they are pretty funny i might post them later or on another site which ill be sure to post the link to. But for now this is Cain signing off at another day in the Crazy House.

Jill Goes Crazy
So my sister is pissed off at her dad. After a heated argument she gets his bank account number and routing number and is paying off her credit cards. I mean 5 grand and 10 grand bills off fully. This is her father and she is doing this so now I take the note to never piss her off. Ok that is all for the moment if anything else pops off Ill let everyone know. this is crazy

Pick!!
Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Halloween
Halloween Horoscope for Gemini Halloween is a huge party for you, except you're never really sure what to go as. No matter what, your costume will make people's eyes pop out of their heads. Costume suggestions: A sexy cop or a naughty animal Signature Halloween candy: Twizzlers What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

My Theme Song What Is Yours
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

God Is Pissed
God Angrily Clarifies "Don't Kill" Rule- NEW YORK-- Responding to recent events on Earth, God, the omniscient creator-deity worshipped by billions of followers of various faiths for more than 6,000 years, angrily clarified His longtime stance against humans killing each other Monday. "Look, I don't know, maybe I haven't made myself completely clear, so for the record, here it is again," said the Lord, His divine face betraying visible emotion during a press conference near the site of the fallen Twin Towers. "Somehow, people keep coming up with the idea that I want them to kill their neighbor. Well, I don't. And to be honest, I'm really getting sick and tired of it. Get it straight. Not only do I not want anybody to kill anyone, but I specifically commanded you not to, in really simple terms that anybody ought to be able to understand." Worshipped by Christians, Jews, and Muslims alike, God said His name has been invoked countless times over the centuries as a reason to kill in what He

I Will Never Do It Again
Don't know what to do now. I worked for a temp agency at Johnson Controls. I strained my neck and right tripezium muscle (from neck to shoulder) due to not rotating for 30 days and doing it for 8 hrs straight, it is preventing me from working right now, even though collecting unemployement. But being a temp I have no job to go back to, like if I was permanent and on medical leave. I will never be a temp unless guaranteed employment after 30 days like my other job did. I just hope this will go away.

A-z Survey
...*[ABC's OF YOU]*...[A] is for AMOUNT of money in your wallet:$80 [B] is for BEER of choice:Corona [C] is for CAR you drive:Kia Spectra [D] is for DUMBEST thing you've done lately:hmmmm [E] is for most EXPENSIVE gift you've received:Computer [F] is for FARTHEST place from home you've been:Mexico [G] is for GOAL you would like to acheive before you die:Bachelor's Degree in Sign Language [H] is for color of your HAIR:Brown w/blonde highlights [I] is for 3 ITEMS in the room yourin right now:Tv, Computer & Bed [J] is for JACKET you wear the most:Jersey jacket [K] is for names for your KIDS:None [L] is for LAST person you kissed:not gonna tell [M] is for MEMORY from your childhood:spending time w/my nana [N] is for time you go to bed at NIGHT:10pm [O] is for OLDEST thing you own:my dresser [P] is for PERSON you would like to meet:Matthew M [Q] is for what you are the QUEEN of:me [R] is for ROOM you're in right now:bedroom [S] is for STATES you've been to:37 out of 50 [T] is for TIME it is

Sorry Its Not Some Porn Video Of A Fat Girl Sucking A Dick Or An Entry Of My Latest Sexual Fantasy, Get A Life Losers
You know what? Life isnt supposed to be easy. No one ever said it was. And as far as that goes, we just deal with it the best way we know how. Everybody is fucked up. Everybody. In one way or another. I don’t know why people feel this imperious need to compare themselves to others. Ill let you in on a little secret. The guy that has a new boat, or a new car, yeah, did you ever think that what others think of him is the most important thing to him? Have you seen his house? Is it just as nice? What about his personal life, is that just as nice? Probably not. Some people place importance on different things, material things, status, money, boyfriend, girlfriend, even family. So without really knowing the full story its kinda dumb to compare yourself to a book you haven’t even read. When you step back and watch, it is really kind of funny actually. People running around worrying about how they look, who the “right” person is to have in their life. Man its just silly. No wonder so many peo

Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd "There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ship?s smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves." You haven't been feeling a lot lately, and you think that's a good thing. The comfortable part is nice... but you should really work on numb. What's Your Theme Song? sometimes these quizzes hit a little too close

A Romantist
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic88%Sex God85%A Slave To BDSM50%Virgin45%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Random Thoughts
1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it. 3. I work hard because millions on welfare depend on me! 4. Some people are alive only because it is illegal to kill them. 5. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 6. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 7. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 8. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 9. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 10. I'm not a complete idiot--Some parts are missing. 11. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 12. Nyquil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 13. God must love stupid; He made so many. 14. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 15. Consciousness: That annoying time betwe

Are You A Demon, Vampire, Or An Angel?
are you a demon, vampire or an angel? ( very detailedgirls only) you are a quiet demon. you look at the world that it is just a randoom thing. you are mean but not ot all, you like dark things and like to be alone, but at times you like attention.in your human form: you have short black/gray hair. you have green eyes and little black cat ears.in your demon form: you hair long black shiny hair with bright yellow eyes. you have ponity black cat ears and you have a long cat tail with a blue srip on it.you element is:fireyour inner animal is: a catyou gat mad esaly if you don\'t like something people better watch out od they\'ll be very unhappy after getting you mad!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What's Ur Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Light/dark
Ok, for all you ladies who seem to think Tom is all nice, sweet, can’t or won’t harm a fly your right but you have another thing coming see there is another Tom as well. Some of you have poked at me about grabbing your hair and such and you just don’t know; you are messing with the Genie in the lamp. Just cause I don’t have a picture of my nut sack swinging in the air, the crack of my ass in a picture or tats all over my body; should by all accounts tell you that TomTom is very different than most and there are just a few on LC that even have a idea of the other Tom that lives inside Tom. Yes, they is another side to Tom thus the name TomTom meaning two or Gemini; there is a sweet and caring man on one side who treats a lady as a lady should be treated and who loves and fears the Lord. However, there is a Dark Tom in which only and I do mean only those that understand and can handle a man who knows himself and likes himself should even think about playing with this other side.

Poems
“Stone Angel” Everyday she walks the same path, Through the trees... across the stream, To a clearing with a solitary figure, She stops and looks, the figure breaks her heart Kneeling so alone upon fallen knee, Wings torn, The stone angel has lost his silent war, So he was left to die, Turned to stone by the night's dark sky, Arms held out as if awaiting a tender embrace, A cold, dark tear upon his face. She moves within an inch, As if she found a sudden hitch, Warm loving arms envelope his angelic shoulders, A tear falls to his face, Suddenly there is movement, His frozen tear falls, Torn wings arch and heal, become whole, Frozen arms move around the girl who saved him, His features held for so long move... Eyes open to look apon this mortal who ended his silent war with love. He holds her, wings move to envelop them both. She cries long tears that come for the angel who now falls in pain, His stone

It Is Now 2002
We are now living in west monroe.My husband is coming to see me every two weeks.We talk on the phone every night.I longed to be back in his arms.Our son had surgery in 2002 to correct a problem he had.Afterwards he grew stronger every day.Over the next year we continued to talk on phone and go see each other.My older son also got better.He had nightmares alot but he got better.In 2003 my sister got pregnet and I moved back in with my husband when my son turned 2.I looked forward to my little niece being born.I was so happy for my sister.At the same time my husband and I were having a lot of problems.He kicked me out of the bedroom and I ended up sleeping on the couch.One day his best friend is visiting and he goes to him and ask him to have sex with me while he joined in so I had my first threesome cause I wasnt going to argue.A week later his other best friend was there and again the same thing happened.Few days later me my husband and my best friend and his best friend were smoking w

Choosing A Wife
Choosing A Wife: A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. Sh

Lost For Moment
'I got lost in your eyes for a moment' Sweet girl, flesh bound of ring and chain Your look, I capture without disdain The world be quiet, time stay still I hold your gaze, your mind I feel A gaze that lingers long and slow Neither wanting to let us go Yes, I got lost for a moment. In dark hell, of cruel desire green eyes, burn your strange fire alive alert, green emerald eyes, deep green pools do disguise What Karene? So cool serene! I got lost in your eyes for a moment ...

Is It Possible!!
Ok.. Lets talk about soulmates.. It is possible to meet your soulmate the one you suppose to be happy with, full in love, and marry..(ok.. marrige to me means a more experience break-up..) Is it possible to be happy with and grow old with someone that you meet at a party.. To have many years with.. Is it possible to find.. True love... I dont know.. I have been burned soo much it is hard to say!!! Maybe someday.. I to will be happy and loved.. Til then!! I will sit back and wait!! I will some day be swept off my feet... From the Mind of.. Jeannie

A Lustful Gift To Thee
A lustful gift to thee She lays upon a loose tangled rug of red cloth late stoned nights lost in dark moments of sensual sound her words seem unreal Touch yourself she whispers, watching 'Feel your hand, your fingers she senses the smoothness of her skin as her fingers slide upon her body caress the curve of her breast Look at me, this woman who hungers for you. She opens dark eyes heavy with lust her fingers feeling her she breaths I want to feel you, feel your hunger for me 'Fuck Me' she moans to the darkness shivering shaking urgent her breath heavy she watches the rocking of her breasts 'Fuck me - Fuck me' her voice urgent demanding primitive lust seizes her body sends her shuddering

Love Life Secrets Revealed
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Chilled To The Bone.
I really am freezing in my house. I hate when it feels more like winter than fall. Fall is my favorite season and soon enough it'll be snowing. I don't really care for the snow anymore. I hate the cold honestly. October is my favorite month too. Haunted houses, candy, decorations for Halloween, leafs, and etc makes me adore this time of the month. I really wish my dad have enough money to put our heater up a lot but no money is scarce in my life. arghhh. I wish I could get up and get a blanket but i'm too cold to even move for the sake of my spot becoming cold.. Okay, sorry about my rambling on the cold but I'm verrryyy bored.. So yea that is my first blog. I'll probably do some poems.

Mistakes
It seems lately that I've been making a lot of mistakes in my life. I can't seem to make anyone happy. Sometimes I think no one would really care if I left this world. But I know I can't give up, I have to be strong for myself. I seem to be the only one who I can really trust. I hope I can make it throught life. If not, I want to go down with a fight.

Italian Mother
ITALIAN MOTHER Mrs. Bacciagalupe comes to visit her son Anthony for dinner. Anthony lives with a female roommate, Maria. During the course of the meal, Mama can't help but notice how pretty Anthony's roommate is. She had long been suspicious of the relationship between the two, and this made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Anthony and his roommate than meets the eye. Reading his Mom's thoughts, Anthony volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Mama, Maria and I are just roommates." About a week later, Maria comes to Anthony saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver sugar bowl. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Well, I doubt it, but I'll e-mail her, just to be sure." So he sends his Mom an email: "Dear Momma, I'm not saying that you took the sugar bowl from my house, and I'm

What Drug Are You Most Like?
Your Personality Is Like Cocaine You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you. Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party. Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Sexual Compatibility
You scored as Steaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable. Y r we wasting our time on the computer you should be here now...or maby ill just come home and moleste you ( i think ill save eitehr till we both are ready) corny i know but after this u have to realize how much we could make each other moan and shiver and scream and sweat and all those good thinksSteaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable70%How did this happen50%It could be hott....then again maby not..40%EWWWW get away!20%Sexual compatiblitycreated with QuizFarm.com

Birth Test - 9
Birth Test Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your number in the Subject and Pass it on! Have fun! Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example. ______________________________________________________________ #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #

Home Comeing
well to all my friends and family that read this i just come home from a troop meeting and found out he will be home beween nov 25- dec6 from iraq you know i'm doing the happy dacen my yr is comeing to a end and i will have him for about 10-12 month befor he has to leave again but for now i'm happy

Denise
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God60%A Romantic50%Virgin30%A Slave To BDSM20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

_________________
Mortality rises in these snow covered eyes Ravishing our world we try to hide it from our lives All the les we keep saying Just keep making it stronger When will we open out eyes And hear these childerns cries Labour baby Weeping for mother Dieing of hunger Our snow keeps rising blinding our lives we cover our eyes Don't wanna face the light Don't wanna make things right We leavethe childern in hunger keep feeding wars with our brothers WE scream "The Land Of The Free" Just one of the lies that we breath So we leave kids in diease working nights on their knees So we can ignore their pleas Deny their simple needs When will we open our eyes When will we make things right Labour baby weeping for mother Keep on fighting Until the sun starts rising And once the snow is gone Then we can right the wrong

My Weekend
oh my goodness I went to the club (fetish night) and i had a decent time and was even hiton but the guy was drunk as sin and I had to be 'rescued' by the bouncer who just pretended to be my bf.lol the drunk told me he was a cop and that him and his buddys were tryin to get in to the 'massage' place lol. Then i drove the next day 1 1/2 hours to like middle of nowhere to meet a guy. he was so sweet and we hit it off great. he has a gorgous condo (hope it really is his lol) and he is an executive chef at a resturant in boston. will this last? i do not know. I really want to be with my Master :-( will I enjoy myself while it does? you bet your ass. chat later all

Where Are All The Writers?
One of the reasons I got onto LC was to find other writers. Most of the other web sites out there are great for getting exposure, but terrible for just meeting writers. Others are good for getting criticism, but after reading some of their work I'd wonder if they were following their own advice. So, here I am at LC, having a pretty good time ... but slightly distressed as the 'core interests' does not contain writing. Why not? This would include authors, bloggers, poets, tech writers - anyone who writes for a living, or wants to write for a living, or simply, habitually writes. I've been browsing about and have found TWO writers so far. Two. Either LC is lacking in this department, or there's a lot of closet word-geeks out there, or (most likely) it's just damn hard to find them. I mean, I have to look at their profile and see if they actually call themselves a 'writer', or something in that vein. Guess I'll keep looking. C'mon LC, scribes need love, too.

Wednesday 10 17 06
HEY ALL,TODAY WENT EXCEPTIONALLY WELL WORKED MY 5 HOURS FOR TODAY CAME HOME AND FED KIDS MY PAYCHECK WAS MORE THAN TO BE EXPECTED SO THATS ALWAYS A PLUS THEN I GO AND START MY TOURNAMENTS IN POGO AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I GET MY NAME ALL OVER HOTROCKSRADIO.COM WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO WELL ALL WILL WRITE MORE LATER GOT TOURNEY

More Updatez On Me
Tuesday I woke up with a really bad headache and I called my aunt and told her that I can't come because of this headache and it was bothering me all day long.. So what I did is eat something and I forgot to take my meds I should never do that so I took a nap and end up waking up at five something ate dinner and put dishes in the dish washer and washed the pots.. So I got done with the Kicthen.. I am still not feeling to good at all.. Right now I am washing my clothes because I don't have nothing clean to wear.. So I am doing laundry tonight, and probably be busy for the rest of the night.. Wednesday is my show Jericho and I am not missing it so I will tell my aunt I am still not feeling good at all.. But Thursday I will be ok.. I know so.. Friday I may have to spend a night, so that won't be a problem at all.. Well I am hoping to get a DVR before Friday.. Yay.. lol.. Well I will give you more updates on me ok.. Virgo24

Funeral Procession:
(All these are from Pita Bunny!!) A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching the nearby cemetery. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her, a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, "I am so sorry for your loss", I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen a funeral like this. Whose funeral is it?" "My husband's." "What happened to him?" The woman replied, "My dog attacked and killed him." She inquired further, "Well, who is in the second hearse?" The woman answered, "My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her." A poignant and thou

So Um Yeah...
this class i am in right now really sucks.. please.. tell me there is someone out there who cares enough about me... (hint hin wink wink.. you know who i mean) COME KIDNAP ME FROM THIS CRAZY PLACE... TAKE ME FAR FAR AWAY! PLEASE i will love you forever if you do.. and make sure wherever you take me there is a shot of jack waiting! ;) lol love me!

Scare Of A Lifetime........
Well this morning when my daughter got up she was feeling fine. Then around 9 am she started throwing up everywhere and had a killer headache. I thought it was just a withdrawl from all the morphin she was getting. She told me that she felt a pop in her chest and that it felt weird so I called her surgeon. I had to take her to the ER by my house. Then they proceeded to take x-rays and a CT scan. After that they told me that they were going to transport her back to the hospital that did her surgery. They wanted to lifeflight her but the weather was too bad so we went by ambulance. After sitting at the hospital for a while I finally got some good news. She didnt pop her sternum and that the wires were still intact. Her vomiting and headache they cant explain but gave her meds to come home on. Hopefully this is the last time Im in a hospital for a while.

Denise
You scored as Leatherface. You are Leatherface. You arent so much evil, as you are doing what it takes to live. You just go along with what the family says, and kill to keep that belly full. Though you may not do it just for fun, you do have serious mental issues, and anyone who happens to bump into you, is sure to live the rest of their life in therapy, that is if they live at all. Leatherface40%Michael Myers20%Buffalo Bill20%Captain Spaulding20%Freddy Krueger20%Jason Voorhees0%Jigsaw0%Hannibal Lecter0%Candyman0%Pinhead0%

Love
I've been in love so many times I'm starting to wonder if I'll find that one who I'll stay in love with for the rest of my life. I keep getting into relationships where I'm either used, cheated on, or abused emotionally or physically. I never seem to find any good guys for me. I know I deserve better, but I seem to have a hard time getting over those who have hurt me so badly. I'm trying not to be depressed, but of course my meds aren't working, ERGH. I've recently just became single and I'm having the hardest time ever to get over him. I love him more than anything in the world, but yet he has already thrown me away for some ugly new girl. I've been depressed for over a week now and its killing me. I'm so damn surprised I haven't died from a broken heart yet. The only way for me to get over things is to just realize what I need for myself and that I deserve to be treated better than this. I just hope I can find somebody who will actually give a damn about me and cherish me f

Blonde Joke
>A Cajun walks into a bar with a pet alligator by his side. > He puts the alligator up on the bar. > He turns to the astonished patrons. > > "I'll make you a deal. I'll open this alligator's mouth and place my > manhood inside. > Then the gator will close his mouth for one minute. > > "Then he'll open his mouth and I'll remove my unit unscathed. > In return for witnessing this spectacle, each of you will buy me a > drink." > > The crowd murmured their approval. > The man stood up on the bar, dropped his trousers, and placed his > Johnson and related parts in the alligator's open mouth. The gator > closed his mouth as the crowd gasped. > > After a minute, the man grabbed a beer bottle and smacked the > alligator hard on the top of its head. > > The gator opened his mouth and the man removed his genitals unscathed > as promised. > > The crowd cheered, and the first of his free drinks were delivered. > > The man stood up again and made another offer.

An Outlet For Me
I will be using this blog for the purpose of self expression...in other words...writing my opinion about whatever comes to mind. It can be about things at Lost Cherry, politics, religion, issues around the world, or even something that I feel I have something to say about. I DO NOT expect anyone to agree with me...it is just all MY OPINION. Blogs were meant to be used as outlets to let people express themselves and share what they wanted..no matter what...the only limit one has is their own imagination. I enjoy the freedom of self expression and creativity...writing is a GREAT way of venting, sharing, and putting out there another opinion for others to read, think about, agree with or not... I hope you will read when I post...NO MATTER WHAT--I will post for myself...not for the pleasing of others..or to play it safe. MAY YOUR SELF EXPRESSION UNLEASH YOUR CREATIVE MIND!!! PEACE

Ver 3
Self Infect these open wounds injecting drugs I am making my tomb For a slice of heaven for some apple pie 15 mins of pleasure I am Rotting INSIDE! Rotting inside maggots crawl from my eyes Drugging what's left of me sobody set me free Heroin viens dead chills of a junkie my brain has holes that worms make home But I'll do it agian My addicating sin what's fun tobehin has now brough me my end Rotting inside maggots crawl from my eyes The drugs injected in me were what brought the end to be Brought the end of me No one to set me free

Denise
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft100%Exciting100%Wet100%Sweet100%Shy75%Hot50%Awkward50%Violent25%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Sotd - You And I
My coworker has developed an obsession with Michael Buble this past week, so guess what I've been listening to all week? lol...anyway, I do like this song very much. Here we are On earth together It's you and I God has made us fall in love It's true I've really found Someone like you Will it stay The love you feel for me Will you say That you will be by my side To see me through Until my life is through Well in my mind We can conquer the world In love you and I You and I, you and I... I'm glad At least in my life I've found someone That may not be here forever To see me through But I found strength in you Cause in my mind You will stay here always In love you and I You and I, you and I You and I, you and I You and I In my mind We can conquer the world In love you and I You and I, you and I You and I...

Bye For A Lil While
Well I think I'm gonna stay off lost cherry for a while. I'm kinda losing interest in it and dont have as many people talking to me on here, this will probably only be temperary till I'm feeling more social and start getting bored again. Bye for a lil while.

Study: Workers Often Jot Down Passwords
By Reuters http://news.com.com/Study+Workers+often+jot+down+passwords/210w-1029_3-6126924.html Story last modified Tue Oct 17 17:22:07 PDT 2006 One in three people write down computer passwords, undermining their security, and companies should look to more advanced methods, including biometrics, to ensure their systems are safe, a new study shows. A study released on Tuesday by global research firms Nucleus Research and KnowledgeStorm found companies' attempts to tighten IT security by regularly changing passwords and making them more complex by adding numbers as well as letters had no impact on security. Staff still had a tendency to jot down passwords either on a piece of paper or in a text file on a PC or mobile device. "This is really a lot like mom and dad buying a great new security system for the house and junior leaving the combination under the door mat," said David O'Connell, senior analyst at Nucleus Research. The study, which surveyed 325 U.S. employe

What Drug Is Your Personality Most Like?? Roflmao
Your Personality Is Like Alcohol You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester. Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable. You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work! What Drug Is Your Personality Like? OMG!!! lol...how'd they know about my driving? lololol

To All U Conceited Pricks
For those assholes who stop by my profile and don't rate or leave a comment...FUCK YOU! I know you guys r thinking "She's not showing anything, so she's ugly." The only thing I have to say to that is SORRY BUT I'M NOT A SLUT. Just because a woman don't degrade themself doesn't mean you should. Those of us women are beautiful in our own way. If you don't like us then aparently you need to fuck off. WE ARE THE REAL WOMEN HERE. Come on people show some damn resepect! O WAIT, the conceited fucks don't know what that means. Grow up and quit thinking with your little head. ~Bytch

Did You Watch?
Hello all, today was Fox News' 10 anniversary. Not that you care but Shepard Smith and his crew did the entire broadcast form my hotel, the "Don CeSar Beach Resort" in St. Pete Beach, Florida. It was a great opportunity for free advertisement for our hotel and great business for our food and beverage outlets. I would have loved to participated and I was scheduled but my aging Toyota Camry had other ideas. My shit broke down way out in Brandon, Florida and I missed all of the publicity. Oh well!!!

Omg It's Coming, No It's Here The 3rd Part =)
Welcome back =) 1)What movies do you like? 2)What your fav. movie? 3)Whats your fav. old movie? 4)What kind of flowers would you bring me? 5)What kind of candy would you give me? random stuff... It's feb. 14 what will we do? It's dec. 25 what did you get me =D? it's my b-day what going on? It's a friday night? I'm really sad..i'm failing a class what would you do? My dog dies what do you do? I'm really tried, but i'm chilling at your place, and i fell asleep wat do you do? We out to dinner what do you order? Why the hell am i doing this?? We are at my houes and i just don't wanna do anything what do you do? Am i sexy? Do you like my new dress? Does it make me look fat? Do you like to play games? Do you think this is gay? I NEED A HUG =( lol =D thanks for playing get back to you on teh answers, and maybe another blog lol =D

Another Day Closer...
Well here it is another day gone by. You know he drunk dialed me again. Well his partner did. I guess he was too drunk to dial.lol. Well I did not do too much today. Ran a few errans. I would swear it was going to be a full moon again. The kids have gone crazy and I ran out of duct tape. Dancing with the Stars is on and the kids are screaming. Gotta go for now.

Freedom
Inside of your dreams we live in a fancy That is cool because I am able to spend endless time with you So I am pleased But I want to live and love you in the eyes of the unbelievers. I want the world to share in the smile that I kiss. I want them to smell the scent that keeps me aroused. I want them to hear the pleasure of your lungs every time I go deeper. I want the world to see you as I see you But I want them to hear the moans of our pleasure of being together. I love U But now I will put love a side and become an animal with my lust I want you to ride me in rhythm with your heart beat. And I will hold your ankles To keep balance and meet your thrust. I will kiss you so hard and passionate that I will leak below I yearn for you. I will up hold your legs to reveal your desire I will plunge deep to open the leaking walls of you solitude. I will release you. See in dreams it could never match the sweat that the sheets will reveal Nor the calming of our breathin.

Unthinkable
How you meet someone that will make you think and do the unthinkable.. Make you feel soo special... But really to find yourself think about who you are and what you want to do in life.. Making each day better and better guessing on chances and making the world yours! Knowing that you see that you are that someone that can make you do the unthinkable.. So sit back and relax.. Taking over you is just the begining. You see the long road a head!! Taking one day at a time.. The unthinkable is making it yours and holding on to it. One Day at a time. Hiding in the past and holding on to the present.. Take it for what it is worth.. From the mind of... Jeannie

For Anyone Who Is In Love
An old proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low-self esteem make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really that important. Once you decide to commit to someone -- over time their flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn how to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together. Neither one of you are perfect, but are

To Every Girl
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that j

Buckcherry "crazy Bitch"
Alright! Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place And now you got to freak me out Scream so loud Getting fucking laid You want me to stay But I got to make my way Chorus: Hey! You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat Chorus) Take it all The paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed in full You're so fine It won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks Just to get you face to face (Chorus x2) Get the video Fuck you so good Get the video Fuck you so good Crazy bitch Crazy bitch Crazy... bitch (Chorus) Hey You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back Come on! Baby girl You want it all To be a star you'll have to go down Take it off No need to talk You're

Nonconformast(5)
Birth Test Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your number in the Subject and Pass it on! Have fun! Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example. ______________________________________________________________ #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PART

Cries
i hear a bird cry a flash of lightning across the sky tears caress my flesh burning a trail of never ending pain wracked an tormented beyond redemption falling in dispair cherishing the sighs following my end i see is near following my end i cry to thee

A Favorite To All: "i Have Learned"
I Have Learned In this life That greatness Is a careless whisper away And is found where you least Expect it. I have learned. I have witnessed that true love Should be experienced, not sought after. Nor tempted through the wreckage of impatience Pulsating inside the heart's of all men A black worm through the apple I have seen. I have felt that life is short And must be cherished That the clock stops for no one Not even the planets And that time presses forward. I have understood. I have noticed that an indigo dusk Is not permanent That all creations wonders pass by In the blink of an eye That all mens struggles Are not in vain. I have remembered. I have seen how small I am And how great the Universe is H

Denise
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

To Penny Dancing With Thanatos
they said penny was her name copper-tone hair reflecting the ego's innate disatisfaction the inner eye of the universe infinitely bored, eternally shut hair flowing in all the cardinal directions oh, how she wore her seductive asteroid belt. destroyer! even austere aphrodite would not dare inquire of this elliptic elegeance this solar heat... each suitor a bromide... the stars, but a twinkle in her congo red eyes the denouement of uncertain plans come to fruition at last in solid oak and she still looks redoubtable even in shut coffin at eighty six her black dress a terrible glove on the carcass her insane will sallied forth upon the unsuspecting spirits on her desperate fingers, carbuncle her domicile, an empty aerie. VJA 2006

Done!!
Well....I'm done all.I have enjoyed being a small tid-bit of annoyance to you all but this sight is not for me.I've tried to make new friends but it only seems that the majority of the people in here just want what you can do for them and that is not the type person i am.So i want to thank the truly special ones that have shown me some true luv. THAK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!! TIM!!

Shift
Shift I fear I've run out of time again the old beaten, trodden paths diverging into these forks expansive semi circles, paradigm shifts, zeroes. I've tried not to kill a large part of me, yes I tried to contain the disease but now I must release this raw force before it can divide my jetflow from each new infection it's really all about these transitions... the shift or influx from inflicted pain and the fusion into raw, riveting energy. a new cataclysm. they say this creativity chooses its own scores of ten. Oh, pain how I've endured and owned you! Turned dust into skeptical creation and taken that which was rightfully mine back from you, back from you and let it flow into words left with nothing but this top level sky the scent of life and hope. VJA 2006

The Kiss
The Kiss A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask, but I don't want to offend you" She answers, " My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that - 1) you have to be single and 2) you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!" "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfils his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," said the nun, why are you crying

Survey "whitney Provoked" Lol
"Thanks Whitney for the Idea" Your the best! ***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: Neal GloverAge: 33Month of birth: JuneAny Siblings?: 5Parents still married?: DivorcedOccupation: Wireless TechnicianDo you like your job?: YesAny pets?: 12Hair color: BrownEye color: GreenShoe size: 8.5Any Tattoos?: 2Any Piercings?: 2Current mood: TiredCurrent wardobe choice: Old NavyWhat are you listening to?: NothingWho did you last speak with on the phone?: Bill AlbrechtWhat do you currently smell like?: Lavender / Rosemary soapLast....Movie you watched: ClickMagazine you looked at: Mens FitnessThing you ate: ChopsBook you read: Green WitchT.v. show you watched: Everybody loves RaymonTime you cried: Cant RememberTook a shower: Two Weeks Ago "J/k"Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): TodayAte at a restaurant (not fast food): Last week

Mirage
I saw your face when we reached Boulder City. The sun beat down flat like a rough hewn plane... soul crushing yet rejuvenating. A chemical broth with too much salt . Strange things grew in sequence out here. Only the vacant eyes of bone white antelope remains understood the nefarious secrets of the mohavi. I felt myself open up to the browness of it all. I sensed a permenant reverence buried underneath things that just didn't belong I knew. I could feel their presence radiating off the combed dunes. You can feel the power in the air without a kite or key... so strong it floors the will- but compels you to move on. To the next batch of cactii and desert rise varietal. The Condors glide by so gracefully. they are so patient! Black and red marble eyes faded into eternity... forging the way to the afterlife. -always with some extra hell to pay.

My Life - Update
Well, Last Friday was my birthday, and I'm officially a 40-something. Funny, I don't feel any differently. Still enjoying life... looking for love (although I have a prospect or two beginning...)... still trying to work on my website... still spend way too much time on the 'Net... My uncle is about through with his treatment (see my blog from 8/19/06, So much in my life), but he's still very tired. His nasal passages aren't much different - air still feels cold to him. But he should be done with the carcenoma. No metastisis, no spreading at all. And he doesn't feel like he needs to blow his nose all the time! My nephew is riding the ragged edge of disaster - again. He's as bright a young boy as you'll ever see, personable, and wants to be just like his uncle - a smart ass. (Just the kind of role model I've ALWAYS wanted to be... ) :-P He has been doing his homework lately, and his grades have slipped. And it's always the same thing - " I have no home work." I keep trying to conv

***what Your Soul Really Looks Like***
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul http://www.blogthings.com/insidetheroomofyoursoulquiz

Labor Day
Labor Day It is the end for some. The marking of a season. The energy in the air is palpable. The children are screaming The dogs are barking. My veins are still blue. In my house the silence is so deafening you can hear God. There are no pins dropping here. No laughing voices. Just silence, solitude, and a bastard inertia. The activities carry on as I prepare supper Spreading margerine on the margins Fresh salt to make stock Am I a listless ideal? A relic from the past? The aroma of lives unlived permeate my brain The oils are like snakes, how they hiss! The porcelain timer has no answers. With each caustic tick she carries me closer to the End Of Things. I can lie my hands on the cold linoleum and feel the jetpulse of the World. The mercurochrome is still burgundy. I am really carving a new life like some complex and terrible jigsaw such tedious inconsistancies j

New Name
I just found out that I have a vampire name. 3 different web sites have all given me similar names. Some of you may not believe in that stuff, I myself am skeptical. But I like anything mythical, mysterious...and it wierd that 3 different places come up with similar names. Well here it is.... Angelique VigÃ©e-Lebrun Known in some parts of the world as: Leto of Wallachia The Great Archives Record: Died and rose again in the name of eternal love. This could be a random thing, who knows. But its cool to learn!

Denise
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Untitled
Untitled They say the voice has no purpose but I do not believe. My heart, cold as pluto is still beating. The Earth still rotates on its axis. I see the truth behind eyes and motion. You might say, a walking paradigm. A porcelain doll... Obedient. (and you'd be right.) And yet I am unruly. I am a small explosion. Erupting into fiery madness to be tamed one day unleashed the next. It really is quite something... Walking around in my black silks... rippling by like an atomic breeze. Your love as tasteless as flax seed. My brain is molten like basalt. Yet there is this fire that can not be doused. Something inside so strong! Strange upheavals, Uncharted lands, Terra Incognita... I am lucky.

What Drug U Like? Lol!!!!
Your Personality Is Like Marijuana You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Denise
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> Your Birth Month is October You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

For Reallll Chief
As a few Lost Cherry members know quite "intimately", I am into Gang-Bangs, and love being the sole women with 4 to 8 guys that gets Gang-Banged! This is something we have been doing for many years, and we're always looking for new people to come out and play ;) My husband is the one that usually sets these up for me, and he just wrote a Blog Post here on Lost Cherry on how you can get involved, and what goes on. Since I do get people here that ask me about it, I thought I would share the post with all my LC Friends. You can see the post at http://lostcherry.com/blog/14855/44766. While you are there, you may as well add him as a friend too. His profile can be seen at http://www.lostcherry.com/dannycox Thanks everyone! :) Carol xoxoxo (repost of original by 'CarolCox' on '2006-10-17 15:52:28')

Horoscope For Oct. 17
Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, October 17: You've spent so much time focused on getting ahead and on your personal life -- you need to take time just for you. Do something goofy and energetic, and give yourself the freedom to make mistakes (and therefore have fun).

First Day Here..wow!!
I am so glad that my friend Chas told me about this place...lots of hotties to have fun, flirt, and make new friends....I wanna let my thoughts, feelings and some grips come out here and get some feedback..but mostly,,just wanna meet some new people and taste some 'Hot Cherries", lol. Be nice to me and I will do the same, but let me let u know, I can get a little naughty(sexually that is), lol..so be prepared..lol Huggs..Dianna

Intresting Qoute
Ok so I was flipping through a magazine and come across a very intresting qoute and I thought I would share.......I dont think the world would be better if women ran the world..remember what high school was like.....Im going to give you three guess who said it...... 1. Jessica Simpson 2. Shannon Tweed 3. Madaline Albright the answer is madaline albright....have a good nite everyone....

May I Introduce My Son, Dylan Johnson
I'd like to introduce you to my little man, Dylan. This is the child who is having emergency surgery tomorrow morning to try & repair some nerves & blood vessels that connect the optic nerve to his brain. This is the little guy who I was asking y'all to take 30 seconds to care about what was going on in my LIFE, use the 2 muscles in your finger to repost (not respond) so that me & my son felt comforted knowing that SOMEONE out there was wishing us well & sending him a prayer or a warm thought. Now, some of us are just aquaintences, some closer to friends, and many of you I thought of as good friends, and I hope that I was ultimately correct for the most part. Those of you who have had even ONE conversation with me, or read my blogs know that I am a genuinely kind & positive person, with a kind word for every single soul & a very loving heart. And I'm saddened to say that my heart was hurt tonight.

Pantera "good Friends And A Bottle Of Pills"
I fucked your girlfriend last night. While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love. She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when I Smacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ate Her alive till daylight. And I slept with her all Over me, from forehead to ribcage I dripped her ass. Sometimes I thought you might be spying, living out some Brash fantasy, but no. You were knocked out. But we were All knocked out you know. In a way I serve too many masters. We didn't know you'd break the bottle that the magic Came in to use those jagged shards to slit our wrists And neck. And you'd do it too, you're that kind of dude. But you wouldn't know what you were doing because I didn't, your girlfriend could have been a burn Victim, an amputee, a dead body. But god damn I wanted To fuck. I'm losing what's left of my fucking mind, I serve too many fucking masters. (I told you. I told you motherfucker)

Hata Produckchunz!!!
Blah! Hoe you like what you see? Hoe stop tryna hate on me No 1 asked you 4 ya opinion dirty ass slut....u feel me? Some hoes dont take me serious its ashame how dae live on me i kno i aint fake just becaz u said it hoe i could care less of wut u think becuz ima prove this bitch wrong not next time, but this time Hoes always tryna test femmez like us but i kno dae have no self respectdae just gotta hate on sumthin......da fact is dae cant get attenchun at home n decide to bring that shyt 2 da streets (well in this case online) but these hoes cant even compete with us TO DA BRAWDS THAT ALWAYS GOTTA HATE ON SUMTHIN OR SUMWUN!!! LADIES AND GENTLEMEN THIS HAS BEEN A HATA PRODUCKCHUN!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Ayyy October 17 And The Past??
today was the anniversary of death of one of the ex presidents of my country... the famous General Peron i was the whole day in a class about security for servers administrators, so i didn't hear anything... till i was in the car of my dad going home and i switched on the radio lol this was like a war near to my house! (around 12km away from here, but that's very near) they, after 32 years being in another cementery, they wanted to move it to a big house he had, with big gardens, and that had a museum... i saw on tv how people destroyed almost everything, it was a big chaos, and you can't understand why the people that said was all faithfull to the remember of the famous Peron, did such a big dissaster breaking everything they found, and hitting people, and shutting guns too... what the heck happens here? i thought there was a war! my opinion: mafia anyways i better stop my rant about this :) i'll move back to switzerland in few months lol i'm feeling ok after all no news are

Just To
Let ya'll know I'm still around, barely, havent been comin around as much lately, been ina funk, but hey thats life right? Work's goin well, makin the money ya know. Social life can use some work, but eh, it always has needed that, hope everyone is doin a ok and havin a ball. Peace

Soul?
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Old Poems
I Amble Through A Meadow I amble through a meadow, Venturing to nowhere in particular Life itself pauses for a moment As if to bask in its warmth ever so briefly Treading lightly, don’t want to disturb The grass upon which these footsteps occur For each step seems to bring new challenges, and new visions Of life, renewed by a summer’s breeze What a gentle caressing breath of air, Massaging all that feel its cool touch against their skin As if nature itself is exhaling its essence All this I observe as I continue on my journey Las Estrellas Bold and brilliant, constantly they shine Luminescence unseen Traveling the miles of heavens for years So gentle, so soft, they remind me of God’s tears What could create such beauty, That men would guide themselves by them Casting their lots upon the turbulent front Driven by the brilliant shimmer of speckled dots Alas, they have left mine’s eyes Such

More Stuff About Me
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: WhitneyAge: 27Month of birth: JanuaryAny Siblings?: 2Parents still married?: divorcedOccupation: Deputy ClerkDo you like your job?: YupAny pets?: Boston TerriersHair color: Brown w/blonde highlightsEye color: BlueShoe size: 7Any Tattoos?: OneAny Piercings?: 5 holes in earsCurrent mood: HappyCurrent wardobe choice: T-shirts & JeansWhat are you listening to?: TVWho did you last speak with on the phone?: EmilyWhat do you currently smell like?: Coconut spray from Bath & Body WorksLast....Movie you watched: The BreakUpMagazine you looked at: PeopleThing you ate: HamburgerBook you read: ManhuntT.v. show you watched: Gilmore GirlsTime you cried: Last weekTook a shower: TodayGot a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): Last yrAte at a restaurant (not fast food): Tequila Tony'sCD you bought

Wow Awesome Poem From A Great Person And Good Friend
My thoughts are with you tonight although we are miles apart the distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart To understand this feeling that I can not ask you to do however, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel As I lay here my body aches for your nearness I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given and make this life of mine worth living again... Hope you like it...

It Makes Me Sad!!!
This is a challenge to all of you who read this...It makes me so sad to think of all our soldiers male and female that are away from home in a foreign country fighting for the honor of our country so I challenge each and everyone of you to just 5 minutes of your time tonight to say a pray for them asking Jesus to keep them safe and return them to their loved ones... I sure hope to see alot of prayer going on tonight....And God bless all of you!!! Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com

What Does Ur Birth Month Mean?
Your Birth Month is November Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love Your gemstone: Citrine Your flower: Chrysanthemum Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

How Emotionally Mature Are U?
You Are 61% Grown Up, 39% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

On Another Not As Well
With the way that jobs out here in the civilian world are, i dont give a shit i am about to piss off alot of family and friends if things dont change and rejoin the military, first i would have to get my claims with the va yanked

Me A To Z
A - AVAILABLE: NO B - BIRTHDAY:December 19 C - CRAVING RIGHT NOW: STEAK AND POTATOES D - DOG'S NAME(S): GINGER E - EASIEST PERSON TO VENT TO: CHRISSY F - FAVORITE SEX POSITION: THEY ARE ALL GOOD G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: NONE H - HOMETOWN: PHILLY PA I - INSTRUMENT YOU PLAY: NONE J - JUGGLE: NO K - KILLED SOMEONE: NO BUT THOUGHT ABOUT IT L - LONGEST CAR RIDE(S): WILDWOOD NJ M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: NONE N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3 BROTHERS AND 1 SISTER O - ONE WISH: TO HAVE 5 MILLION DOLLARS P - PERSON WHO CALLED ME LAST: JUSTINE Q- QUIET OR LOUD?: QUIET R - REASON TO SMILE: EVERYTHING NICE S - SONG YOU HEARD LAST: ENTER SANDMAN T - TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: 7 AM U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: I AM AS REAL AS YOU CAN BE V- VEGETABLE YOU HATE: All W - WORST HABIT: NONE X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:ARM,TUMMY,HEAD Y - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS:6 Z - ZODIAC SIGN: SAGITARIUS

I Almost Forgot...
The Grudge 2 fucking sucks. Don't even consider going to see it if you haven't already. I was sooo disappointed! I have been waiting for this sequel since the first Grudge ended! Then when I heard that the sequel was finally coming out, I was so pumped! It came out this past Friday and I was waiting in anticipation until I could finally see it on Sunday and it was just horrible. If I say a movie is bad, it is bad because I can pretty much enjoy any movie, but this one...just terrible. I never listen to anyone when they say a movie is bad due to the fact that if I want to see it then I want to see it, and I usually end up liking it anyway, so I don't expect any of you to really listen, but don't say I didn't warn you! LoL. I'm so bored. It has rained all day today and now it is completely dark outside. Winter is almost here, blah. I don't mind the cold, it's the ice and snow that bothers me. Oh well, such is life.

New Pictures
Ok the weekend has come and gone. I didn't really over eat at all this weekend which is great. I think that this weighing myself more often is a good thing. I went up a few pounds but as of this morning I'm still down 115 pounds. I've noticed that the weekend I tend to go up a few pounds but when Monday - Friday comes they come off and then some. As always I'll keep my fans (like I have fans) posted. I am amazed that as the weeks go by I'm getting more and more new visitors and returning visitors to my website. Thank you for everyone who has just found me and those that are loyal visitors. I have gotten lots of feedback about how I am an inspiration to many people. But it is now you who inspire me with your comments to keep going on. I am more on track with my weight loss then I have been in months and I have to thank each and everyone one of you for helping me. Keep those comments coming. Read more Check out: GerrysLife.com

Chakra Test
Tom, your most positive energy is flowing from your Seventh Chakra This chakra is located at the crown of your head and represents the seat of the soul. The seventh chakra is associated with your connection to your spiritual self and to the divine. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your seventh chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to feel a greater bond with the spiritual world. You're probably also more able to live in the moment than most other people are. The seventh chakra is the chakra of highest spiritual evolution.

I Popped My Own Cherry (well Not Really )
Okso i popped my lost cherry blog cherry ha! ya i dunno i guess this can be a good thing maybe people read the shit i say and care lol well soo ya i am in class i just got off the pohone with the world koolest guy ever he is the only guy i know that will listen to every word i say and make me feel good baout myself and he is the deff "GOOD GUY" kind and just think the other day i was bitchin that there is no such thing as a "GOOD GUY" any more so ya i am kinda happy for once and wow! thats all i have to say to that i have this feeling i have not had in forever and om gu have no clue i think i got bitten by the love bug i feel like a grade school child all full of giggles like omg he said my name and wow he knows me and stuff i mean lol kinda said but i am proud to say that is how i feel Maybe things are looking up for me and i can be the real me i mean he is the only guy i know that is down with my bruping on the phone and i am soo SORRY for that ♥

30 Things U Might Not Know
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: keith andersonWhat was the last thing you ate?: chicken tendersIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: pinkHow is the weather right now?: rainWhat color is your underwear right now?: pinkWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: richieThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: bodyFavorite type of food?: pizzADo you drink?: just about anythingEver got so drunk you dont remember?: yeah a couple timesWhat color are your eyes?: blue greenSingle?: noFavorite month?: novemberLast movie you watched?: save the last dance 2Favorite day of the week?: saturdayAre you too shy to ask someone out?: yesHugs or Kissess?: kissesChocolate or Vanilla?: vanillaWhat books are you reading?: romancePiercings?: noneFavorite movie?: dont have oneAny pets?: noAim?: Dogs or Cats?: eitherFavorite flower?: roseHave you ever fired a gun?: noDo you like to travel by plane as opposed

Goodbye
I don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on the moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: everydayIs sex a top priority for you?: sordaDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yeahHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NEVERHow do you feel about one night stands?: Pisses me offHow many one night stands have you had?: noneWhat's your favorite position?: anyWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: depends on the moodHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yeahHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: maybe 5 min..he dont like to fore-play.Do you get off first or do they?: theyDo you like kissing during sex?: yepDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: loudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/fo

I Am Looking For Serious Feed Back
Ok I have my interview with walmart today, and well I was told i wasnt experienced enough. I know this is nothing to get upset over cause its only Wal-mart, BUT NO FUCKING EXPERIENCE TO DO ANYTHING!!! What the fuck Well if they want to know my ENTIRE JOB HISTORY maybe i should tell them. It begins like this, when i was youngers i had jobs like the obvious, shovling drive ways and raking yeads (to younge to get a real job:P) Then i was working on a Coors beer truck off the books as well with a land scaper, Then i worked at a local super market, 2 times, then at the local movie theater then 4 yrs in the MARINES, then when i got out shit hit the fan with people telling me some bogus shit like i dont have experience this or bull shit that so it was back to the movie theater, then i worked for another landscaper, then to a job that basically hires mentally challenged, then to UPS offloading the planes, then to pepsi then to a state seasonal job, well lets see i prolly done everything th

Can U Say Restraining Order?
Jen(my x-gf)....came in to my office today and started to cry her eyes out and beg me to "love" her again....that she was sorry and ever since I had the baby...things have been ruff for her...I was like wtf?...ruff for her?...try gaining an extra 35 lbs and then push out a watermelon out of ur anus ...and then have to deal with a newborn, a grown man, and a whiney, possesive gf!!!..I had to take her into the back office and tried to talk to her about it...then she goes and flips again...screamin & throwin things..it was to the point that my staff had to come back and help me get out of the office...She has now decided that she wants to blow up my car...Damn..I just got it paid off..I need a drink and then another and even more after that ordeal....

Kidnapped....adult Content ,rated Xxx
This story is completely fictional! Kel Darry pulled on his sweater and padlocked his locker and yelled to the attendant, "Seeya in a couple of days, Johnny, have a good one!!!" It was a crisp and clear September evening in New York, and Kel was thinking about how much better he was feeling since he started working out twice a week as he approached his car at the far end of the parking lot!!! He was just about open the door on his new SUV, when out of nowhere a vice like grip around held his arms tight to his body, before a handkerchief doused with chloroform was pressed roughly over his mouth and nostrils, quickly rendering him unconsciousness!!! He didn't know how long he had been out, but his nose burned from the chloroform, and when he tried getting to his feet, he found that he was tied up and unable to get off of what he thought was a bed!!! With the room was pitch dark, he had time to ponder his situation, and for the life of him, he couldn't figure out who would want to kidnap

Without You
"Without You" My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react I know I'm nothing without you..

"talkin' Bout Me"
[verse 1] As a woman it's my job To make sure my man is happy Always assure him that he Has all that he needs in me As a woman it's my job To make sure he's so satisfied Keep it tight day and night so that I Never have to worry 'bout him strayin' See I'm a real woman who wants a real man And when I find him I'm gonna keep him all I can You'll never catch me stressin' him You'll only find me lovin' him I'm a real woman who wants a real man And when I meet him I'll give him all I can You'll never find me trippin' on him I'll only be givin' love to him [chorus] "My woman's gotta have skills in the kitchen, She's gotta keep it real with nothin' missin'" "You talkin' bout me" "And when she hangin' with her friends gettin' tipsy, She call me where she at and say she miss me" "You talkin' bout me" "She gotta give me good lovin' though the night now, No matter where she at she be like 'right now'" "You talkin' bout me" "And when a brother's goin' through some of th

"what I'm Gon' Do To You"
[chorus] Heard you in the booty club Tryin' to get new love I wanted to scream and shout But I went home Just picked up the phone Cleared your bank account out It's gonna be such a shame What I'm gonna do to you Revenge is a must When my heart you crush You know I'm goin' burn yo' house to dust Cause a girl really gets so serious When you really make a girl so furious It's such a shame What I'm gonna do to you [verse 1] This is the last time That I'm goin' let you get away With all these games that you're playing with me Cause I kept seeing the signs But I ignored them anyway I once was a blind but now I see Cause when you came home last night You just wasn't smelling right And that look in your eyes Is telling me what is going on What the hell is that smell Could it be someone else [repeat chorus] [verse 2] I'm getting so tired Of you always coming in late With the scent of some female On your face It's only so much I can take And you know, ho

Butterfly Voice
"Butterfly Voice" The sound of your voice Is like a butterfly It guides along Swiftly, lovely The words slide off your lips Like a butterfly flutters its wings Voice as lovely as gliding in wind The sound of your voice makes me smile But this moment soon fades away And all I have is nothing

Massive Sexual Emo...
Okay, here goes.... as per Erin's requests I am trying to answer some questions as to why I "think sex is gross* Let's see here. Okay... Uhhh, jesus. First, a disclaimer: This is only one half of my mind about sex.... this is the traumatised/negative side of my mind. I'm a fucking sex obsessed porn star, of course there's another side to this story...... so don't go thinking i'm some frigid bitch... I'll start with the fact that I'm hideously uncomfortable about my body. Like, I'm really aware that I'm appallingly unattractive, and I prefer not to traumatise people with having to inflict people's POOR eyes with the really incredibly ugly eye sore referred to by others as my 'bare skin'. On top of that, as a Domme, I was taught that nudity = vulnerability = submission. Dommes should NEVER be completely naked -- maybe their breasts exposed at times, or partially exposed, at the most. Being naked around a submissive indicates they should take liberties, and around a Domme

Sexual Personality
Tom, your sexual personality is Zeta-ELDN-10. Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Zeta), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (10). As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower.

15 Countdown
Name 15 people in your family (still alive) eric,grandma helen, lynn, tammy, joey, jason, greg, robin, todd,dad,mom, beth, brittany, andrew,nick Name 14 movies you like detroit rock city, casual sex?, wizard of oz, willy wonka, the craft, kiss meets the phantom of the park, witchboard, halloween 1, the grinch that stole christmas, lost boys, 8 crazy nights, happy gilmore, the wedding singer, carrie Name 13 things you like to do sing, listen to music, go to concerts, watch movies, play trival pursuit, cook, hang out with friends, shopping, argue, read, play with hal, watch reality t.v., take pictures Name 12 artist/bands you like KISS, Lynard Skynard, RHCP, Poison, Aerosmith, Alice Cooper, HIM, Pink, Rolling Stones, Guns N Roses (original band) Kid Rock, Charlie Daniels Name 11 friends barb, lynn, erin, amanda, karen, monica, cody, threasa, veronica, carrie, charity Name 10 songs you like Hard luck woman, poison, whats your name, hard to concentrate, sweet child of mine,

"i Wanna Know"
[chorus] If you got kids back home I wanna know If you don't I wanna know If you're straight or you ain't I wanna know If you're broke I wanna know I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know [verse 1] If you wanna be with me I gotta know What you doin', where your goin' Where you have been Who you loved, who you liked, who you seein' Before I let you in Because I learned from my past...oh yes I did Met a guy that I liked, he was my type But he lied 'bout his wife and he tried To play me, play me [b-section] Now how long was he goin' Wait before he told me 'bout that I can't believe he did me like that Something I should've known But I've learned my lesson Not again will I be naive I need to know the secrets ya'll keep Cause what I don't know can come back on me [repeat chorus] [verse 2] If you wanna fall in love...gotta be aware 'bout the life that your lover's been leadin' So you know if they gonna be schemin

Cheatin On Me!
[verse 1] When I got home last night Something didn't seem right I think I know whats goin on There's been another ho in my home [b-section] Cigerettes in the trash And he doesn't even smoke Two glasses in the sink The Dom is still cold Trojans come in three But one is gone Hell no Said I know what's goin on [hook] My man's has been cheatin on me My momma told me there'd be days like this My man's been cheatin on me [repeat hook] [verse 2] How could he do this to me Turn around and smile in my face While he was out somebody else Puttin her in my place [b-section] [hook] [bridge] What am I supposed to do When I put my trust in you What am I supposed to say When you gave my love away I gave you all my love Repaid with your lies Not checkin for your games Don't wanna hear no alibis Now I'm out the door Cause I just can't take it no more [breakdown] Cheatin on Cheatin on Cheatin on Cheatin me Creepin on Creepin on Creepin on Creepin on me

Christ
i swear people now days are dumber then i thot they were....iam on a datin site and put strictly in there to read the ENTIRE profile 1st but dumb asses go straight to my pix and i mean wtf i know iam not all that good lookin but christ read the mother fuckin profile....ok i REALLY seriously believe the cunt mother nature is about to erupt i swear she can go to hell as fuckin well.....ok iam sorry if i have offended anyone i just needed a good venting....iam goin home and ill be back tomorrow hopefully in a MUCH better mood oh wait thats not gonna happen

Quotes Of The Heart
Inspiring Quotes and Proverbs Doc Childre, Founder and Chairman, HeartMath What will be required to increase the quality of life and health is a coming together of technology and values, based on a scientific guiding principle that people can agree on. Securing a healthy global future requires this guiding principle to preserve freedom of spirit yet be as provable as the laws of physics. A guiding principle that addresses the meaning of life and is compelling enough to generate social cohesion and behaviors that serve the greater whole. After thirty years of investigation and research, it has become clear to me that the answer lies within the human heart. Lao-Tzu (600 B.C.) Water is fluid, soft, and yielding. But water will wear away rock, which is rigid and cannot yield. As a rule, whatever is fluid, soft, and yielding will overcome whatever is rigid and hard. This is another paradox: what is soft is strong. Chinese Proverb If you get up one more time than you fall, you wi

Life
Ya know we all go thru things in our life. Some have a hard life some have it easy. My life well lets just say its been a hard one. When things happen u try to pick up the pieces in the end. Some move on some don't. You think its time to move on but you realize maybe your not ready to. You think you find that someone that makes everything better, but all you end up doin is hurtin them more. You may say things you don't mean or show them by your actions. Either way it hurts. Theres one problem tho you know you do it but not sure how to stop it. The one you think will make everything better turns around and hurts you even more. So why do we even try and make things right? The one you love is supposed to stand by you no matter what but it never happens. Is this what love is about?. If so I don't know that I want any part of it. The one who says he loves me turned around and ripped my heart out. What can you do but pick up the pieces again and move on i guess. Its hard but sometimes thats

Lights, Camera, Autism!!!
It is amazing how a little blinking red light can cause such turmoil inside me. I hate those stinking red lights...they turn me to stone. A couple months ago I blogged about some of my historic failures that have shaped me. I wrote how now in hindsight I am glad to have had those disasters in my life because I have learned as much in defeat then I have from success. Well I am hoping I am going to have the similar hindsight regarding something I completely screwed up just recently... August 8th, 2006 Early in the week while I was at the Death Cab For Cutie concert in Denver my wife called me and told me that I had received a pretty sweet phone call. I was being asked by a group of guys I had worked with before to help again. I was to play a part in a scene tomorrow night for their movie they had furiously been working on all summer. I was not sure at the time if I really wanted to do it. I knew I would be coming home very late and I would have worked all day. I might be just to

Deep Thoughts For Those Who Take Life To Serious
1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set. 2. A day without sunshine is like...night. 3. On the other hand, you have different fingers 4. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 5. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 6. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 7. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 8. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 9. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 10. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 11. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 12. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 13. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 14. How many of you believe in psycho kinesis? Raise my hand. 15. OK . . . so what's the speed of dark? 16. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 17. Hard work pays off in the future. Lazine

Bored Az Fuck!
SUP? IM JUST HERE THINKING ABOUT SUM SHIT. IM THINKING OF MOVING 2 A-TOWN. I NEED TO GET OUT OF VEGAS....AWAY FROM ALL THE DRAMA...HMM....BUT I CANT LEAVE LITTLE VEGAS. THE PARTY CITY. HAHA. ALOT OF MEMORIES HERE LIKE MY RUGBURN STORY, THE MISHES WITH MARES N PPL FROM THE BLOCK...HAHA..I MEAN THERES REALLY NOT REASON 2 STAY. UNLESS THAT CERTAIN SOMEONE MAKES A MOVE. AGAIN. HAHA. NE WAYS. LIFE ISNT GOING GOOD. I DRINK TO MUCH, ACCORDING TO LONNIE. HE SAYS IM NEVER SOBER. N HES RIGHT. THIS WAS THE FIRST WEEKEND I DIDNT PARTY EXCEPT FRIDAY. N RIGHT NOW I NEED THAT DRINK. IS THAT BAD? WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE SO CONFUSING. IDK MAYBE LEAVING WILL DO ME GOOD. BUT I THINK I WILL MISS EVERYONE.....SO I HAVE ALOT OF THINKING TO DO....WELL JUST THOGUHT I WOULD DROP A FEW LINES N GET SUM SHIT OFF MY CHEST....THANX 4 READING.... ~MIZZPEDA

Fade Away Love
Fade away love, I trink i have shed enough tears, Fade away love, Take with you all my fears. Fade away love, I am done being nice. Fade away love, Because your heart is like ice. Fade away love, You never looked into my eyes, Fade away love, Take with you your phony cries. Fade away love, Dont ever call my name, Fade away love, Dont get mad your the one to blame. Fade away love, Dont even try to look me in the face, Fade away love, I turn walk away and pick up the pace. Fade away love, I wish to push it away, Fade away love, For today hasnt been my day. Fade away love, Your voice stings my heart, Fade away love, I should of listened from the start. Fade away love, I am so sick of being blind. Fade away love, Im tired there is no more time. Fade away love, So far far away, Fade away love, There is nothing left to say. So fade away love, To a place i cannot see, Fade away love, Because it was never meant to be.

Usmc
what the fuck are you thinking by asking me if i kiss my mother with that mouth....i never kissed my mother but ask you dad...yes i can be a bitch i am the usmcbratt and i beleave they fight for me each day and they need to be giving the love for the work that they do.yes they are mean,and dont care what the fuck people like you think. so for all my freinds in and out of the corp. fuck you,you mother fucking asshole,i hope one day you will fucking see just how lucky you fucking are to have us . what the fuck are you thinking FUCK YOU GET SOME USMCBRATT

Hinder "get Stoned"
Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But it's alright now Lets

Hinder "lips Of An Angel"
honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips

Pantera "live In A Hole"
Full of grief I scream at the wind Thought I heard the words of others Imprison myself And stay in a shell I won't let you in to have a story to tell Things tend to drag me down Don't understand so they hate me now [Chorus] My fear grips the will of stone My grip fears I'll die alone I promised myself somewhere in the teenage life I'd never submit to the ones I will not be like Live in a hole But stay close to my kind Cause they understand what burns in my mind I still feel incomplete Friends are few and far between [Chorus]

Pantera "no Grief (attack The Radical)"
In the states There's a problem with race Because of ignorant past burned fires From evolution We've been killing each other I figure man should have it down to a science No chance Not for a minute Not for a second I won't be defensive I'm straight out in my opinion You'ld better listen to a man who knows what he is saying I've seen your side You run and hide for the mere fact that you feel inferior Be superior And know your interior [Pre] Race, pride, prejudice Black man, white man No stand Live in the past We make it last A hated mass No solution Mind pollution For revolution [Chorus] So low behold my eyes This land of fools will rise No good For no one You blame oppression and play the role of criminals To rape and burn show progress is minimal White hoods and militants you know it's such a pity Living, breathing Violence in your city If one man Had one home In one world Held live alone without variety Full of anxiety No one to poin

Pantera "this Love"
If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you Never ending pain, quickly ending life -- [Chorus] You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break You keep this love I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself -- [Chorus] No more head trips

I Am Watching Tv
here i go....i am sitting here watching tv fucked up as hell.yes i am looking at all the shows that are on and me being in the state i am.and i got some people hitting me up about my hot guys on the lc photo book.ok people if you want to be in you have to rate the other guys and for the guys that are in go back and help some people out. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING !!!!!! help someone it will come back to you--karma she s a bitch thanks usmcbratt

Rammstein "du Hast" Translation
You you have * you have me you have asked me you have asked me and I have said nothing Do you want, until death seperates you, to be faithful to her for all days No Do you want, until death, which would seperate, ** to love her, even in bad days No * When Till is just saying "Du hast," it sounds as if he could either be saying "Du hast" (you have) or "Du hasst" (you hate). This is to give the song a double meaning, even though the official lyrics say "Du hast." ** There is another sort of double meaning here. If the line is read as "Tod der Scheide" it would be "until the death of the vagina" and not "until death, which would seperate" ("Tod, der scheide"). The whole song is a play on German wedding vows (Wollen Sie einander lieben und achten und die Treue halten bis dass der Tod euch scheidet? - Do you want to love and respect each other and to remain faithful, until death seperates you?). Instead of answering with "Ja," Till says "Nein," finally answering the

Love ...
You may not be her 1st, last, or only...she's loved before; she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect-you're not either. If she can make you laugh and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be thinking about you every moment of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows YOU can break----her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze her and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there. Because perfect girls don't exist, but there's always ONE girl that is perfect for you----it's as easy as that----Recognize it

Rammstein "feuer Frei "translation
Whoever knows pain becomes criticized from the fire that burned up the skin I throw a light in my face A hot cry fire at will! * Bang bang Whoever knows pain is raised from the fire that burns in desire A sparking thrust into her womb A hot cry fire at will! Bang bang Fire at will! Whoever knows pain is dangerous from the fire that burns the soul Bang bang The burned child is dangerous with fire that separates from the life A hot cry Bang bang Fire at will! Your happiness is not my happiness it is my misery Bang bang Fire at will! * "Feuer frei!" is the German expression used to order weapons to be shot, as in "Fire at will !". Literally it is "Fire freely".

Love
last night I went out for a bit, and I friend of mine showed me this, and gave me permission to use it, so I am going to: Love does not consist of gazing aimlessly at one another or into one another eyes; but always looking together in the same direction... Jason Wade Barnes

Travis
Talk to my baby today before work it was awesome I am moving soon to be with him after christmas i am so happy and so is he. He spoils my kids and they love it he is giving my oldest a laptop of his once he gets it fixed and getting my youngest a cat that i have to take care of until the weekends when they come see us

Good God
i swear today must be "I HATE LANITA DAY" i swear this is freakin crazy i swear mother nature must be gettin ready to strike cause seems like everyone anymore hates me.....maybe i should just leave lost cherry and not come back on here....maybe that way everyone will stop hatin on me

Gang-bang My Wife!
The main question I get is how someone gets the chance to be involved in a Gang-Bang with Carol, and what happens at the Gang-Bang. Carol has written on this a bunch of times, but most people just don't take the time to read, so ask a question that has been answered time and time again. I fully expect that to happen here too. But, what the hell. If you don't know who Carol is (if you don't, why are you reading this?), she's a Swinger, a Lost Cherry member (LostCherry.com/carolcox), and also the very first women to have a website on the Internet, starting back in 1994. The Gang-Bangs have nothing at all to do with the website, as they are something we just do for fun. We never take pictures or video, and everything is kept quite private. We believe in complete discretion, and what happens at a Gang-Bang, stays at a Gang-Bang! How to get involved We do these Gang-Bangs about once a month, and I usually set them up. Our little game is that I select the guys, and get everything ready, a

Unless You're At The Top
First of all I want to say that LC is the best site I've ever seen. The people here are usually very friendly, at least when it comes to ratings. I am i guess one of the older Cherrys, at least when it comes to age, which doesn't bother me, because I have always been a lot younger in my mind and actions. I guess I got a little off track as to what I was saying. It seems that after the initial ratings, and hellos there are very few who come back to say hello. Don't get me wrong, there are a few, and I thank tjhose who do, because frankly I lead a fairly lonely life, (about 20 hours a day on the computer). No, I'm not whinning, just pointing out a fact. We of not the "In Crowd" need some LC Love also.

Because...i Can!
Why am i posting this blog? not entirely sure i see sum ppl viewed my last one but i got 2 comments *thank u commenters u rock* a special shout out to Perfect Situation *raises glass* may u feel perfect in every situation :D hes the one who reminded me i even have a blog area to annoy u all with my senseless babbling...yet ur still reading it. *thank u!* haha *suckers* :P j/j So ive met a great deal of gorgeous people on LC how crazy is that its like the hot people club loving it btw! i will lap up all the eye candy i can haha! iiiiim not sure what else to say. im going to be tinkerbell for halloween...that outta be fun...my boys are growing up WAY too fast for my liking...id really like life to just slooowww down for a bit Oh, hey, i got almost offered a travelling modelling job on a few conditions which blow out the ass cuz i takes a lot of effort *stomps and pouts and puts down the tub of ice cream and chocolate sauce* buuuutttt i guess its a once in a life time opportunity so i

Tired Of Mr. Wrong
I don't understand men. I try.. but i don't think i will ever get it. It seems as though they think i am good enough to fuck but not good enough to be with..Now.. is it just me or is there something wrong with that picture. I don't know.. this boggles my mind. The guy/guys that i have tryed before to "date" or get to know and what not, Don't even want to try to get to know me..they just hang all over me and look at me like i am some dayum buffet or some shit. Hello.. there is a great mind here.. there is a goofy, halarious girl who loves to have fun just waiting to get out of her shell, but instead of wanting to hang out with me and get to know me.. Its all about hey.. i'll bring the beer and we can "watch a movie".. bull shit.. How the hell are you gonna get to know me staring at a fucking movie screen?? Half the time after the movie is over with your so dayum drunk all you want to do is hang on me. FUCK THAT SHIT. I want a man.. i want someone who is gonna treat me like the la

Wow
im soooo bored.. im in WoW getting some quests done and Joakim and richard helped me in maraudon earlier .. i got 2 nice items for my rogue... http://www.thottbot.com/?i=38430 & http://www.thottbot.com/?i=38472 me inlove ;)

Who Gives A Fuck About Me??
NO WORDS OF WISDOM TODAY, I POSTED A BULLETIN ABOUT MY SON DYLAN, ASKED FOR REPOSTS BECAUSE HE'S GOING IN FOR EMERGENCY SURGERY BASICALLY ON A PROBLEM WITH SOME NERVES IN HIS BRAIN THAT ARE ALSO CONNECTED TO HIS OPTICAL NERVES, THIS IS A DANGEROUS PROCEDURE AND ONLY 3 OR 4 FRIENDS TOOK THE TIME TO EVEN LOOK TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON, MUCH LESS USE THE 2 MUSCLES IN YOUR FINGER TO CLICK THE REPOST SO MTHAT MY BABT BOY WOULD HAVE PRAYERS WITH HIM. BUT HEY, IT'S MY PROBLEM RIGHT?? I'M TAKING jt TO BASEABLL THEN I'LL BE BACK TO DELETE MY SILLY REQUEST TO MAKE ROOM FOR ALL THE TITS & DICK CONTESTS THAT ARE EVER SO IMPORTANT. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT^^^JENNA^^^

Beauty Of A Kind Soul
My bad, meant to put it in Poetry blog LOL. The words thrown at you Hit you hard in the heart Confused you wonder Where did this start? The rest of the day is a blur You might have went to the store Or you might have stayed in Hiding from hearing more. People don't understand What hurtful words can do They left you feeling worthless They tore a whole in you. You tentatively leave the house Watching the dark allies and roads Waiting for hatred to strike Unsure of where to go. Turning around now Into a stranger you've bumped Cringing inside you wait now To hear that racist thud. "Oh my, I'm sorry sir, Didn't see you there." He laughs No racist joke, no cruel remark Your tension loses up at last. The stranger chats for a minute Asks what you do You can't believe you ears Is he really being nice to you? A tip of the hat and off he goes Another man grows near He's saying cruel things to you But you are too baffled to hear. That man bump

Beauty Of A Kind Soul
The words thrown at you Hit you hard in the heart Confused you wonder Where did this start? The rest of the day is a blur You might have went to the store Or you might have stayed in Hiding from hearing more. People don't understand What hurtful words can do They left you feeling worthless They tore a whole in you. You tentatively leave the house Watching the dark allies and roads Waiting for hatred to strike Unsure of where to go. Turning around now Into a stranger you've bumped Cringing inside you wait now To hear that racist thud. "Oh my, I'm sorry sir, Didn't see you there." He laughs No racist joke, no cruel remark Your tension loses up at last. The stranger chats for a minute Asks what you do You can't believe you ears Is he really being nice to you? A tip of the hat and off he goes Another man grows near He's saying cruel things to you But you are too baffled to hear. That man bumped into the one person different In the entire to

1st Entry
Come January it will have been a year since the biggest collapse of my young life. it was a major turning point as well as a major fall. i met my wife after leaving my own personal hell. i have learned not to hate although it was EXTREMELY hard. moving on wasn't as hard because she made it easy. I don't know why i'm still thinking about her, she broke the bond we had at least 4 times that i know of, who knows. i loved her. not the way she wanted me to though. so to that i say oh well. i miss her to this day, and sometimes i find my self dreaming about her. although i don't want to admit it... :) i'm re-reading my personal rant, and it's in many ways a ramble. I hope that she reads this and feels deep down that what we had could have been great, could have... BUT we both have moved on (ranting again) and are now getting married. me in jan and she in feb. i find that funny. people have asked me what happened and really there is nothing that i can say. so with this lin

Wanna Be My Slave
SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

What My Soul Looks Like...
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.Inside the Room of Your Soul

Time
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident... To! realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more wh

Noelani
As he walked along the sandy shore, the waves lapped greedily at his warm feet. Luke-warm swirls of sand danced in between his toes. Glancing at the distant island's cliffs that rose to the meet the waning sun, a sudden feeling of lonelinesss came over Daniel. What he wouldn't give to show this to his dream girl. It was so awe-inspiring. Passionate reds and pinks flirted with radiant yellows and playful oranges on the surface of the breaking waves. It looked like a wild bonfire roasting the lazy water. "Ouch!" he yelped as he stumbled and grabbed his now throbbing right foot. Curiosity forced him to peer down at the object that had caused him such intense pain. Even though he would never admit that it hurt. Something inside of Daniel tugged on him to check out this mysterious object. He felt his heart start to flutter in his chest. Stronger and stronger it beat against his rib cage and an anxious excitement crept over him. It was a small cherry colored chest carved with ancient s

Ideal Sex Partner
Tom, your ideal sexual partner is a Type 6. A Type 6 partner is just naturally into sex and, more specifically, this person is interested in having sex with you exclusively. That means they're as dedicated to fulfilling their sex drive as they are to using sex as an expression of love. And as such, they are also good at exploring the emotional and physical outlets of pleasure. They can put the orgasm on hold in order to get creative with just as much expertise and interest as they have in being affectionate and loving. But how do you spot your Type 6 sexual partner before becoming intimate with them? New research has shown that you can determine a person's sexual type simply by observing subtle cues in their everyday behavior.

Hunger
silent hunger wandering thru life freedom comes with a price left inside a blackened soul dance of the dead sin takes its toll on all that gives the breath of life hypnotic flickering of light at night I watch them from the trees fire burning on their knees heretic mumbling cursed in the night demonic thrall painful delight

Thank You Miss Alice!!!!
Thank you Miss Alice!!!! MissAlice@ LostCherry This is Miss Alice, I want o thank her for all of her help on Ezra's and my new pay website. She is helping us with everything from filming us to web design and hosting. Thank you Miss Alice and I miss you so much. I can't wait to see you again real soon! You always have a place to crash at our pad! *spanks and kisses* Hazel

Passion Predictor
Tom, you're a Thoroughbred! Is pickiness next to godliness? This motto might actually work for you. Perhaps it explains why you have a long line of hopefuls trying to capture your heart. Your inclination to hold out for nothing but the best has served you well so far. And that goes for everything in your life, not just relationships. By not jumping at any looker that comes your way, you've maintained a sense of mystery. That's why potential lovers find you wildly alluring, like a movie star. You could win an Oscar for playing hard to get. Sure, you keep your guard up, but it's just protecting the heart of gold inside. In your quest for love, remember to carry with you the immortal words of Mother Teresa: "If you judge people, you have no time to love them."

I Hate It All
Fuck it all I hate it anyway I hate the way you make me feel I hate that what I have is real You dont show the same in return Leaving my mind in a mental burn You take advantage of getting your way To you I`m just your rag doll here for play You get bored and throw me around Not even realizing I broke when I hit the ground Follow your whores into your grave Pathetically I`ll always be there blocking your way What can I do but try to hate you It doesnt matter it never works The fact is I`ll always hurt You`ll do as you wish and have your way I`m just the one who doesn`t want to play When will it end when is it over I`m not some whore I`m your childs mother So play with the bitches who would save there own asses I`ll be watching over you through staind glasses When all of them fall and everyones gone I`ll be the last one standing Congratulat

Help Me Out Lol
Hey all im in a contest heres the link http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=56268&albumid=77556&i=2860403571 if ya havent already done so please vote im not gonna lie id like to win and for those of you who have thak you

Indulgence Of Sensations
Indulgence of Sensations Indulgence of Sensations Our Sex life raging with intensity Lovers prowess second to none then again something new Our sexual adventureness will nto be denied My turn to be the Master this night Lover tied, totally at ym sexual mercy Oh the joys of sensation ABout to unfold First the feather tickler tracing her womanly curves and folds The ice cube places between her big divine breasts My tongue tatsing the water that drips, flows between them Frozen grapes inher secret place Hot candle wax on her biig quivering breasts Chocoalte syrup and whipped cream Total and complete oral worship and Bliss Front and back side to side Not a spot on her heavenly bodymissed As my serpent tongue methodically devours her essence totally Chocolate drizzled on my mnaliness placed just out of reach of her sweet soft lips Finally given to her raging sexual hunger As she orally dances on Love's wand Finally Intercourse is reached Lover's just a mass of t

Pillow Talk
Pillow Talk Piercing my soul with deep seductive eyes sensitive, skillful touch Tenderizing my loins soft lips to my ear speaking wiht a touch of desire Take me...ravish me love's lava boiling to a fevrish pitch body melting lava rising to the surface Give it to me NOW baby The summit boils over...MMMMMM

Rain
Rain to Make you go MMMMM picnic plans gone Just cuddled in frustration to the sounds of the rain rops dancing on the window glass Already embraced deeply hearts beating together Nothing but us and the rain what a comfortable soothing sound No music, no TV No outside noise but us and the tears of the Goddess calling us to her altar of love Touch to touch Kiss to Kiss Our energy as one pulsing to the steady drum beat of the rain We are one energy of volcanic heat constant pounding of our souls Primal waters flow from our great Union... Goddess I Love the Rain...winks

Power Of A Hug
The Power of a Hug Distress, Life's curveballs journeying itno the unknown uncertainty and despair head in the sand Faers talons grabbing the heart head spinning in confusion defeat almost upon us Then serenity and light enfolds our pressence warming the coldness of our hearts of stone Touch is acceptance Embracement of ones fears Reach for the light of Love Warmth in your tender embrace

Sex And Making Love
Sex and Making Love Quick fix the Hormonal rush The beast wihtin speaks for the quick kill teporary satisfaction is that really what you seek? SOuls and hearts connect love flies and wraps delicately around the great Union Every waking and sleepy thought centered on your other half The God and Goddess connect wihin us We are one..giving birth to the universe

Connecting Without Touching
Connecting without touching beautify trancending human comprehension Lover's eyes locked to mine Speak wihtout speaking Tingle Tingle Tingle Lover's eyes full of mystery sensuality and prowess corwded room but Just us to each other Slightly but sensually licking the lips subtle blowing of the Kisses Fires of primal desire raging in our centers Lover walks to me Subtle yet sexy Touchign my shoulder Off we go into Eternal Bliss Touching and talking Without touching and talking Our connection was destiny I want you..you want me..We want each other make Love to me...Please!

True Love
True Love The spark of intimacy Fires burning bright interconnectedness of the heart Young happoy and free But the road to bliss has obstacles tall and strong Wars, occupations, colleagues threten the sactctity of peace Motivation, determination The heart wants what the hear wants True blue and eveerlasting We are together despite the risks I Love you no matter what my Sweet

Getting Better
STILL feeling stressed,might go off soon as im off work this coming week and its my birthday next tuesday so i suppose i better get happy if people visit,though most of the time i only see family when they want me to do something for them,still,what else would i do with my time off if not give it up for other people SORRY if it seems like im moaning alot,dont mean too

To Be Sexy
What it Means to be Sexy The lock that stirs the soul Speaking loud without saying a word It is you and your "prey" and no one else while standing in a crowd Revealing covered in mystery Not to Hunt but to fish Entice and capture Here up come get me...I got you now

Allowing And The Law Of Attraction
I READ THIS ARTICLE AND THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT HERE.....ENJOY!!! Allowing and the Law of Attraction by Wendy Betterini As we learn more about using the Law of Attraction consciously in our lives, we become masters at visualizing, affirming, and attracting what we desire. We learn how to infuse our desires with emotion and power, we learn how to raise our vibrations through joyful thoughts and align ourselves more fully with the circumstances we want to bring about. However, most of us forget one crucial step in the process: allowing. Allowing is a multi-faceted phase in the creation process, and it can be confusing for those of us who haven't had much exposure to the concepts. In generations past, hard work was a way of life. In some cases, it was the ONLY way of life. Like many of you, I come from a long line of hard workers: Maine lobstermen and fishermen, lighthouse keepers, factory workers, seamstresses, midwives, housekeepers, and public servants. My ancestors

Self Discovery
The Journey to Self Discovery Rain lightly pelts against my bedroom window Soft jazz playing flowing throguh my senses Rthmic breathing soothes, calms my jitterness Warm oils of lavender Warmed between hands of creativity subtle touches, light as a feather touching my soul Listening to my body reacting to sensations of exploration Heat rising through my core sensations delight my mind Roaming through hills and valleys fur and skin touched reachign my source of inspiration My core begins to tremble Hearing, seeing, smelling, feeling tasting My senses alert, fire rages in my bodily furnace Rumble tremble quake and explode My body is my pleasure..My Pleasure is my body

Oh What A Goddess
Oh What a Goddess She is... Her Golden mane shining in the moonlight Her eys like lipid pools Primal instincts draw me closer to her pressence Visions of swaying meadows feeling the cool crisp air caress our skin As we approach one another Then we touch Warmly holding hands impulses of desire race through our person As we try to speak but words escape not Then the Kiss Like a sot rose petal Warm like freshly made bread Steam of love flows from us both Fingers of exploration tongues tmidly tasting lips embrace in hot volcanic desire She laysme her drone Down to her altar Gazing down at me with her stare of mystery and prowess Then cliimbing to my summit, riding the waves of bliss until we are washed away to the land of raw ecstasy.

Ladies..please Read
Discover the Goddess in You You walk the journey of life Seeking for the ancient wisdom That source of prowess and mystery You envy in others Your journey, your search for divine Light Leads you to several doors You knock and enter But find NOT what you seek But the Road to enlightenment WHile long and Hard Is a Simple one, a Great Journey That starts from within It is there and Only there That she shines was brilliant light To speak with you and give you wisdom To see what you already knew You are the Goddess and The Goddess is You!

Big And Beautiful
Big and Beautiful Your eyes pierced my soul Seeing my most secret thoughts My walls of protection You have gotten through Your touch soft like the wings of a butterfly Your Kiss is hot like a sudden burst of Sun light to my soul Your pressence is regal prefected mountains and valleys of your divine Body the Altar of my existence I want you I wish to worship and to serve I need to be vulnerable at the mercy of your sexual prowess and mystery and you to mine Let us be one gain the secrets of our hot core Take me to the land of eternal Ecstacy!

First Time
The First Time Hormones rage like a hurricane Volcanic desire for your pleasures DRaw me towards your divine pressence Yet fear shakes me Like a leaf on a cool Northern wind We shake together Temid yet insistent We touch softly at first exploring uncharted regions Warm skin to warm skin Our passion builds Ariving at the point of no return Wave after wave of loving bliss shakes us but caresses us fully Until we caressing in our nest Exchanging the flowers of innocence Passing into manhood and womanhood

Love's Journey
Love's Journey Crossing the tallest, most treachorous peks to find that Goilden Light Swimming the deepest seas washed in the tears of the Gods comfort me, motivate me, warming my heart I see your golden rays at the end of the path, and yet it seems so far away. The rythms of my breath, every flex of my muscles motivated by the warm fuzzies I feel for you Challenges obstacles roadblocks Must go on to the Summit The burning sands of of the great desert of life separate us, threaten to burn hearts' bridge To be strong without, must be strong within Looking to the core of our being We find that we never apart at all Hearts bridge spans the tallest mountains, deepest valleys, widest seas, and widest deserts I Love you Baby...We don't need to like for the day we will be together... As we were never apart

Love By Moonlight
Love by Moonlight... Walking hand in hand on crystal sand as the sounds of the waves massaging the shor engulf us with serenity Our passion builds like Mt St helens The electricity of our bond overtaking us Tingles of great magnitude race through us Then we reach the cove a sensual and romantic hideaway Built by the Gods for us The lovers As way lay out our thick blanket The Goddess breathes gently caressing our skin in warm night air We kiss slow, tender and passionate A small fire, we light, as we cuddle close starig into the beautiful night sky..Gulls singing avbove us The Gods speaking on the wiund of pleasure We touch, caressing one another Lips locked in mad ebrace meltting together as we lose control of our desires Your body an altar to the Gods I slowly kiss my way along mountains and valleys Savoring each step we take on our journey to eternal bliss When the volcano is soothing The Great union begins We are one against the world

Ecstasy
Ecstasy.... Eyes of magnetism, piercing the soul Connecting as one as waves of bliss begin to sway throughout Touch, soft as the petals of a rose as you explore each other Skin touching, electric impulses race throughout impulses begin to take over your body A soft moan escapes your lips, you begin to remove artificial barries to Bliss Points of pleasure become more and more noticeable adding to the anticipation Volcanic heat builds, body quakes grow in intensity Lips touch...hands roam and explore everywhere mutual discovery in the land of bliss Worshipping at the ancient altar of Sexual prowess oral, manual, textures of heat, cold, wetness, and slick scented and flavored oils add to this delkicious taste of primal pleasure. That Sacred Union of the Gods at your sources of power and energy Bring wave after wave of pure raw ecstacy as you both ride the waves of ecstacy and bliss, clinging together, pulsatiung together, moans of raw pleasure loud enou

Power Of A Kiss
Our Lips gently touched mine like the soft wings of a butter fly Warm mid day breezes massaged our sweet soft skin as we lay in the engulfing green grass..staring at the non day sun..our inner children happy and free Our souls blended, together as one against the world... Our bodies tingle uncontrollably as we kiss gentle yet seductively Our eyes burning with desire Our tongues gently play like care free children innocent yet not We embrace and I pledge my undying Love and devotion.. Reach for me baby..distance is just a number and I am always next to your heart

Everyday But New
Everyday..But New Jenna and I friends from College Meeting again by chance come on home and meet my new husband Dinner, drinks, catching up on old times Alan left the room Getting his email fix Carli remember how we both swore we would never give oral I Broke the promise OOOO no way I know you are lying After we go to sleep Take a peek through the bedroom door...hehehe Dinner delicious, conversation warming and inviting Left to drift off to sleep by TV As they journeied hurriedly to bed My own juices tingling, flowing knowing what was goign on As TV Land and Green Acres cpuld no longer stem my lustful; desires I slowly crept to their bedroom door Eagerly peekign inside, astonished at what I saw jenna's sly tongue and talent teasingly massaged his rigid shaft Monaing hungrily, feastign lkustfully on his cock Is this the same Jenna WHo sworn herself to never giving oral? Teasing the head Tip of her tongue tracing his glans Dipping into the

Cunnilingual Pleasures
Cunnilingual Pleasures..To those Who never tried or hesitant Intercourse is great Apex of sexual delights Yet something of oral delights Tages insatiably within marathon not a sprint Delightfully tracing her glorious sexual lips Tasting the start of her nectar flow hands gently caressing her skin in methodical progression Suckling labias Tongue hardening like a tiny Cock Probing her secret place Fully inside Love's furnace Nose brushes her pleasure buttun As tongue thrusts, loving, worshipping her core finger tips gently massagign her taut nipples Her body showing signs of complete Unity with my advances As her body writhes in wild animal lust and desire Moaning, pulsating, approving my talents Lips begin to slowly enfold aorund her clitoris Lightly suckling this button of sexual mystery Leranign her desire and passion WIllign to experiment, to pleasure her they way she wishes to be pleased Learn, listen to the Queen Please her well as she is

People Blocking Me
Ok well this blog is for a certin person,who has blocked my but still looks at my profile like every day as well as a few others profile that he has blocked,first off that is very childish and it seems the bigger picture here is he just dont get the point that a certin person is tired of his constant BS so if you have issues take it up with that person not me if you dont want me looking or commenting on your profile then stay the hell off of mine!!! I am a nice person who will listen to you about anything but if you dont wanna listen and be an ass about everything believe me when i tell you that i can also be a real BITCH! so this is a warning to not piss me off further cause you will get cused out!! Thanks for reading my blog!

Important Info
To all my friend's and fan's my computer has messed up need new modem so I won't be on for awhile. I am sorry for being unable to chat or rate anyone not meaning to be rude or unsociable. Hope to be back on line in a few days. Thanks and Love to all and please don't forget me.

Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

The One I Love
Dedicated to the one I love. He Seduces Me Hand In Hand After We Make Love He's my Dream Lover Only You Have my Endless Love. Thank you for being there when I need you. Always giving me a helping hand and giving me support and courage to try new things. I love you ~Frogmother~

Inspirational Poetry
I developed an interest in poetry at an early age. I think I was in the fifth grade. Miniver Cheevey, child of scorn, Grew lean while he assailed the seasons; He wept that he was ever born, And he had reasons. I looked forward to Thursdays, when each of us could stand at the head of the class and read a poem. I would spend the entire week going through my father’s library looking for just the perfect work to present to the teacher and my fellow students. Fat black bucks in a wine-barrel room Barrel house kings with feet unstable Sagged and reeled and pounded on the table Pounded on the table Beat an empty barrel with the handle of a broom Hard as they were able Boom Boom Boom I never tried my hand at creating a poem back then. Perhaps I was aware of my limitations at the age of eleven, having developed an appreciation for the greats – Poe, Blake, Lindsay, Sandburg, Housman, Robinson. Perhaps someday, I thought, I’ll be able to write poetry. And malt does m

Life!
A person's eyes is the gateway to their soul and when you can look through their eyes you'll open up a whole new universe of truth and maybe explore something that can channelize a new hope for the indivdual. PLEASE WRITE A COMMENT ON MY BLOG.. WILL BE APPRECIATED.. XOXO

A Damn Fine Explanation
A DAMN FINE EXPLANATION The wife came home from work early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. Understandably, she was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away!" Her husband replied, "Hang on just a minute luv, I can explain what happened." "You can try", she sobbed, "but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began - "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the soup I made for you last night, the soup that you wo

"i Remember Being Noone"
I sit here and wonder wondering why I am alone questioning what I feel Why this burning loneliness why must i suffer this what could this bring Is there a reason behind all this sorrow I reach for a hand that is not there i am cast away backs have been turned to me outcast to the shadows in a world full of pain shivering in the cold abandoned and empty uncomplete, whats missing desperate to be whole will your eyes open will i be seen recognized seen as something unlike the nothing I have become

Thanks Jai For Tagging Me :)
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I think I'm fat so I watch what and how much I eat 2) I bite my nails to the point of bleeding 3) I love classical music and love to play the panio 4) I pore myself into work way to much 5) I hate cockroaches they are the spawn of Satan they make me scream like a little wussy girl 6) I always wanted to be a ballet dancer Now who to tag.. Unknown Jim Beam Rowdy Stalker101 Dumb Shit Ass Wookie

Random Shit
Well its been awhile since I have joined here and now I will do this. Hasn't been much to say about anything really. Two weeks ago at a show for IPW (International Pro Wrestling) in Chesterfield,Indiana, I worked a 5 way hardcore match. Well long story short, I took a shot to the head with a speed limit sign. I lost feeling in my arms, neck and parts of my back. I laid there motionless till the match was over and then was helped to the back, then I was looked at by someone and she suggested I go to the ER. I went to the ER and had a CT scan and MRI done to check for any damage. After like 6 hours or so I think, the verdict is a severe cervical sprain. I was lucky, they originally thought I broke my c1 vertabrae. Last weekend, 1 week to the day of the last show, I wrestled for RCCW in Richmond,Indiana and won their Indiana Championship belt from R.A.W. Other then that shit, nothing much is going on. Lattaz!

2 Days Till Surgery
Well it seems I only have 2 more days till I have surgery. For you all that dont know whats going on I have a tumor in my face and I have to have it removed. They are going to cut my gum and take out my back teeth on my left side of my face. They are then going to remove this tumor. Last time they checked it was 4.5cm big and growing. This was on the 25th of september. This is now october 17th. Tells you how long I have had it. They MIGHT have to remove the bone under my eye and itf they do I MIGHT lose feeling in my cheek all together. But right now I dont really care how they take it out as long as it comes out. See its in my nasle area and it makes it really hard to breath and I cant sleep because of it. But so far everything else is going good everything is still going as it should its just the wait that kills me. I cant feel my chiik any more so it dont hurt. But it does hurt my teeth still so I cant eat much with out it hurting. So as you can tell I want this thing out of my face

Wounds Of Yesterday
I remember things from the past I remember what you said It was you and i against the world until were both dead I used to sit out on the porch and play my guitar and take a sip from my beer and get drunk under the stars and now so many years have passed this world just aint the same I can only see so many things before I drift away so take me down and end my pain take me down today heal the wounds that cut so deep the wounds of yesterday

Whaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
I'M GOING OUT OF MY FRIGGIN MIND NOT BEING ABLE TO REPOST OR POST BULLETINS!!!AND STILL NO WORD FROM LC SUPORRT..... :( HELP ME PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSE!!!!LOL....THEY ARE COMING TO TAKE ME AWAY HE HE HA HA HO HO!!!OFF TO THE FUNNY FARM I GO.......CATCH YA ON THE FLIP SIDE HOMMIES....YUP I'M GOIN DORKERS LMAO!!!WOOOOOOOOOO YA WELL YA KNOW I DON'T KNOW.....ANYWHO......

Hinder
Anyone who hasnt heard of or listened to Hinder should..you should buy there CD it kicks ass! It Fucking Rules! there CD is an actual whole CD i can sit down and listen to and thats a hard thing for me to do cuz there is so much music that dosent say anything to sit down and just listen to it...Its a Great CD Buy it.

I Am Moving Soon
My house is going up for sale soon. We are moving out most likely within the next month or so. I am very upset about this but I have no choice. It is my parents house and they are getting divorced and going their seperate ways. I am not sure exactly where I am going yet. My dad is trying to get a place in Belmawr. I will keep you all updated. Well the people who care anyway.

The Classic Iq Test
The Classic IQ Test What's Your IQ? Tickle.com Congratulations, Cindy! Your IQ score is 144 This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visionary Philosopher. This means you are highly intelligent and have a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a variety of different ways. Like Plato, your exceptional math and verbal skills make you very adept at explaining things to others — and at anticipating and predicting patterns. And that's just some of what we know about you from your IQ results. Your Intellectual Type Is: Your mind's strengths allow you to think ahead of the game — to imagine or anticipate what should come next in just about any situation. Because you're equally skilled in the numerical and verbal universes of the brain, you can draw from multiple sources of information to come up with great ideas. Th

Cough
Ok so I still have this stupid cough, and to a few certain people I am NOT going to the doc so they can give me cough syrup and codine. I can buy cough syrup and take tylenol and get the same results for less money lol. I am taking lots of cough drops while at work and using cough syrup while at home. Mostly because the stuff for at home is nyquil. That stuff knocks me out. That and lots of chicken noodle soup. I want so much right now to just sleep. For some reason though I can't seem to fall asleep. I woke up feeling like I was going to be sick and now I can't get back to sleep. If I take the Nyquil I won't wake up for work so it's an evil process I have going here. I'm going to eat soup and try it again soon. Maybe the dream faieries will come and visit me with good dreams. Well I'm off to surf the net. Love Stace

What's Your True Color?
What's Your True Color? Tickle.com Cindy, your true color is Red! Your color is red, the color of racy sports cars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be re

Rules To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achieveme

The Chakra Test
The Chakra Test Understanding the Energy Centers of Your Body Tickle.com Cindy, your most positive energy is flowing from your First Chakra This chakra is located at the base of your spine and is usually called the root or base chakra. The first chakra represents evolutionary life force and is associated with both physical energy and overall vitality. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your first chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning important life lessons associated with this energy center. You likely experience a solid feeling of safety and security in your day-to-day life. You seem to know on a deep level that those you love are truly there for you. Having strong first chakra energy means that you aren't apt to be as swayed by life's small ups and downs as many people are. Your positivity in this area also shows that you generally feel

My Poor Little Man
I am being to think things that i shouldn't think or normally think. See I will do anything for my kids to make them happy and being a single mother and living in a military town there aren't to many jobs here because the military comes first. I don't want to work for $5.15 an hour because i can't live off of that. I had to give up alot of things that make me happy for my kids. Now my son will turn a year old on saturday and it kills me to know that i can't give him his first birthday party. I was kinda hoping on gettin some money from his father but we all know if u had read my previous blogs that he won't do shit. So after sometime and think about it hard i think i am gonna have to move somewhere where the money is good. I don't want to leave where i am because my family is here and they are the glue that holds me together. So i am thinking about a job at a bar as a waitress only thing is. I can't deal with drunken fools to much. i don't really drink and if i do it has to be a d

The Ultimate Personality Test
The Ultimate Personality Test The Real You: A Scientific Analysis Tickle.com Cindy, you're a Chosen One! Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Chosen One which means you are a Golden / Seeker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Golden" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics. That means you're warm, giving, knowing, and patient. Chances are you're not afraid to actively pursue your goals and dreams. As if all that weren't enough, you pretty much set the standard for emotional health by being filled with positive feelings and energy. How do we know all this? How do we know that you'd be a great person in an emergency? Or that you always return phone calls? How could we have divined that you're no fair-weather friend? Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — question

Discover Your Sexual Personality
Discover Your Sexual Personality Your Personal Guide to Fantastic Sex Tickle.com Cindy, your sexual personality is Omega-PLDN-10. Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Omega), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (10). As an Omega, you are someone who feels sexy, looks sexy, and really knows the ropes when it comes to lovemaking. Your sex appeal is more overt than others and your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high.