Fubar Blog Posts 2

This Is.... Just... A Thought....
1041pm I don't know where to begin. Ok so it's been a long time since I've typed up one of my blog entries. Hmm there has been so much happening to me as of late, again I wouldn't know where to begin. I guess I am overwhelmed and have mixed feelings. I seriously have been wanting to cry, but I've held it in and it's not healthy to do it. Trust me, I know... I've been there so many times. Last Christmas was a lot better for me than this current one. Then again Christmas hasn't happened, well I guess I meant to say the holidays, per se. Sometimes, I wonder if I've done anything to harm anyone. When I look back and think and reflect upon my life, I can't find a damn thing. Maybe it's time for me to realize that I'll always be screwed in one way or another. This past year was no exception at all. I mean dude, like I said if I were to keep writing, err, I mean typing then I wouldn't know where to stop. It's just crazy. Ok so this past February was the last time I s

This Year
I was going to make this flashy but decided not to. I just wanted to take a few minutes to write this blog and say a few things. It's the holiday season which means spending time with family and loved ones. Enjoy that time with them. Put aside past differences and just enjoy the moment. Next year is never a guarantee. Those around you and in your life now might not be there next year or even tomorrow. Smile and laugh. Make memories that years from now will still bring a smile to your face. Don't focus on what you don't have in your life this year. Focus on what you do have. Focus on the friends and loved ones who care for you and love you. Be thankful for the life you do have. If you don't get that gift you were hoping for, that's okay. There are people who will get no gifts, who will spend the holidays away from loved ones whether they are the one currently serving overseas or whether they are the loved one at home waiting for their soldier to come home. Sure at t

This Is Especially True, This Holiday Seaon.
Memorandum from God To: You From: God Take counsel. I hear your cry. It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam. I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross. Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm. I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure. You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years. You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure. You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security. You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse. You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you wit

This Is What Christmas Is All About!
Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifle that I'd wanted for Christmas. We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. After supper was over I took my boots off and stretched out in front of the fireplace and waited for Pa to get down the old Bible. I was still feeling sorry for myself and, to be honest, I wasn't in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn't get the Bible, instead he bundled up again and went outside. I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all the chor

This Is For The Guys
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl 'Will you marry > me?' > > The girl said, 'NO!' > > And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles > and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and > drank beer and scotch and left the toilet seat up and > farted whenever he wanted to. > > > THE END

This Christmas
Oh boy.... that theory about if anything can go wrong, it will is absolutely true this time around.... This Christmas, my job got, well, cancelled. The security company I work for got replaced by another company by our clients, so that meant all of their works had to go into "reserve".... So, boiled down to it, I lost my job.... Ontop of that, I didn't have the money to go see my family in KY this year... Oh man, things have been pouring a good long while over my head. But oh well, things can only get better from here, right? Anyways, I'm going to go, just an outburst of thoughts. Hope the rest of you had a good Christmas. Take care

This
Ok just joined.. and I'm still getting the hang of this. So if I dont write back right away or at all.. I'm trying to figure out how to do it!! IT's not because I dont want to talk to you. If I dont.. I would simply tell you I dont want too!! :) Have a great weekened everyone!!

This Is One Of My Mission's That I Want To Do
I Just want to post 1 more thought about my main goal. What is that is I would like to reach out to every Fireman or Firewoman from Pa to the other 49 states Eather they where at ground 0 at the day of 911 or they are just fireman I want to show some reconiztion and honor that thet deserve Im not doing it to see how many friends that I can get.Or me being popular Its comming from my heart and Im doing this just to show that I care about the homeland that they help protect just to keep it beautiful and most of all save lives and helping people.I don't have the experience that others do as a fireman Ive only been in it for 1yr and 2months and I tell you what it has taugt me allot.Im not doing this also to look for relationships with women Im doing this because I want to show America and its people that I love it and I do anything to help protect it no matter on which cause. I truley thank you for taking the time to read this blog sorry its rather long than I usally write but I want to ma

This Was Meant To Be
How I Found Her I might think to myself how I have gotten this far. How I have made it where I am now. Through all the heartache, pain and tears I managed to find the one thing that my life was missing. Now that I think about it all the pain I have been through, all the lies I have endured. Have all led me to where I am now in the arms of the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I am far from perfect but I know that all the love I have deep in my heart will never run out for her. I welcome the good times with her, and I will open my arms to the bad times as well knowing I have her at my side. I will cherish every minute every hour and every day that I have with her. I can say now I have been blessed to have her in my life. There is nothing anyone can say or due to change that and change how I feel about her. I found her I can finally say after years of just sitting back waiting patiently for her. I love her with all my heart, all my body, mind and soul. I would not change any

This Is What I Need For Info Wise On Both Parties
I NEED MALE AND FEMALES NAMES THAT ARE WANTING MARRIED , ALSO I WOULD NEED THE WITNESSES NAMES ALSO , ALSO U NEED TWO GO AND PIC A CERT OUT IN MY WEDDING CERTS THAT I HAVE . NOT WEDDINGS I HAVE DONE FOLDER PLUS I NEED THE DATE TIME AND PLACE YOU ARE WANTING TO DO THE CERAMONY AT (LOUNGE)

This Is Me You're Talking To
This Is Me You're Talking To by Trisha Yearwood This was bound to happen It was just a matter of time This town is just too small for Us to really say goodbye You're smiling that smile that You get when you're nervous Like you don't quite know what to do But this is me you're talking to This is me you're talking to I've heard you met somebody It didn't take you very long And I'll admit it isn't easy Knowing you've moved on But I can see how you could make any woman Fall deep in love with you This is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken Me, the one who was still hopin' You might be missing me We don't have to do this We don't have to act like friends As much as I would love to I really just don't think I can You don't have to tell me that you really love me After all we have been through 'Cause this is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken

This Is A Stick Up! Give Me All Your Fubucks! Please?!
Put your hands up, this is a stick up! Give me all your fubucks and no one gets hurt! That's right, I want your fubucks pretty please. I really want to be an uber dork and try to get the spotlight. I was going to wait till my birthday, but I may (probably not) level before that. So hand 'em over folks! I promise I'll be very grateful and come up with some way to thank everyone that helps me. Just click the pic to go to my page to help or the fupal link to send monies directly to me. Thank you in advance! ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar

This One Is On Moral Integrity
what is important here and now... what is it that makes a person good which is more important an honest answer or a kind one... if you had to choose would you tell what actually happened if it got you in trouble and hurt those you care for or bend it change it and make it sound acceptable... obviously... done out of the kindness of your heart... but what is the difference... between that and just lying... it is different if it is done for different reasons... isn't it? and being an honest person certainly isn't gonna make people good... people everyday admit to murder most even brag.. but which would you have? what happens when the caring person loses his reason to care... or when the honest man starts to lie... is either ever really moral by itself... or is it only when we have all aspects we have integrity... how many people do you know with integrity? do you have some? any of you want to claim so speak now... i dare you too ....

This Guy Has Been Harassing Me For Sometime And Blocking Him Dont Work
> > > > > > LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW IF HE COMES TO UR PAIGE TO TALK ABOUT ME DO NOT BELIEVE HIM > > > BLOCK HIM AND DELETE HIM > > CaramelLover@ fubar > > > > > BROUGHT TO U BY > POOKIE COONASS JUGGALO Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven@ fubar

This Was Good
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

This Is Ridiculous!
To all my friends out there, in case you are unaware, I am having severe computer isses. Which has basically rendered me fu-useless, at this point I am certain that it is my computer and not fubar. I apoplogize for not being able to be apart of many of your Auot-11's....I have tried, beleive me, but when it takes (and no exaggeration) 45 minutes to rate 100 pics that is unbearably slow. Hopefully I will remedy this situation soon. Happy New Year everybody! Love, Jane

This Is Serious Or Resolutions
at the first of the year i was gonna quit fubar... why? because of some personal issues i had with someone on here that i feel really bad about. i was being an asshole. i guess that will start it off. 1. Don't be an asshole to people that are really nice to you just because you have issues. that said, i will be keeping an evolutionary log. good times, bad times, you know i've had my share. like things i want to do like... 2. Publish my first book in 11 years. 3. Finish my online classes for Adobe and go back to school to become a teacher. 4. Finish rebuilding my sites. 5. New better paying job. 6. Get my own place. Roommates are cool, but I miss my own stuff. 7. Participate in more community based events. 8. Quit smoking(once I finish the last two cigarettes) 9. Limit my drinking because it costs too damn much to be one of the boys and i'm incapable of getting anything important done. 10. Get another car that I'm not getting repaired every month. 11. Learn french.

This Is Sad For Most
November 26, 2008 My Dearest Matthew, When I was pregnant with you I was really excited because I wanted to have a baby with your father whom I have liked for a long time. I met your father when I was 11 years old. We talked a lot and he was over at my house a lot. We kept in touch for a very long time and went places together. He left and moved away to Oklahoma and I didn't see him for awhile. When he moved back here where I was we started to talk again. Very quickly we fell in love and I knew that I wanted to be with him for ever. Once we were together we decided to try and have a child. We already had children from previous marriages but wanted to try one last time for a child together. When we found out about you we were so excited to hear the news. We went shopping and bought you a few things and told the kids about you being here. We picked out a name for you that had your grandma's initials in it. Dad wanted it that way because he misses his mom so much since she passed awa

This Sucks....but What Can Ya Do!
I'm sure this is entire posting is gonna sound messed up, but please bear with me! I'm willing to bet that there are a lot of people reading this who have had nights where they were dreaming, ended up getting hurt in the dream (physically), and after they wake up they still feel the pain that they endured in that dream. I know I have dreams where I do feel what is going on, but rarely wake up with so much of such an after-effect, but it does happen! Since I have suffered through physical and psychological trauma in my life (which I won't get into here), I do have dreams that are more of memories of the most painful and traumatic times and events from my past. One of which happened when I was 13 years old. Avoiding as many details as I can so I'm not typing forever, I was attacked from behind and brutally kicked in the back and ribs while I was on the ground. This particular event has become a reoccurring dream that I have been having for at least the last decade. Now I hav

This Marine Was Lvl 25 And Got Hacked ..lets Get Him Bk There
HE SUPPORTS HIS COUNTRY NOW I AM ASKING YOU TO SUPPORT HIM HE HAD HIS ACCOUNT HACKED WAS A GODFATHER NOW HE IS STARTING OVER Sgt.Redneck@ fubar LETS HELP THIS MARINE GET BACK TO GODFATHER I KNOW WE CAN GO F/A/R/B/B/C THIS MARINE THIS BULLY PROUDLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar

This Is Me In A Nutshell
We all have a sad story its what you do with it that counts If you take the time to know me I just might be that person your looking for just not in the bright flashy package you had pictured im looking for friends dating and long term doesn't always mean that when im looking for friends im also looking to date and turn it into long term i realize some people only want friends someone to talk to or hang out with but nothing chemistry wise going on and some people want more than that but aren't ready for a commitment im happy to have friends on which ever stage they are in their life so if the lil thing in the corner reads long term or simply friends understand im looking for all would love a long term relationship but know that to get it you have to establish both friends and date in order to fall in love and get a long-term relationship that won't fall apart as quickly as if you jumped into a long term relationship That being said, I know

This Is Sooooooooo True, Pay Attention Boys!
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding h

This Is Another Good One, That Rings So True
When everything in life, just seemed to fall apart.Icould always turn to you myfriend, you helped to mend my heart.I gave you so much,the feelings so true.To lose all of that, what did I do.Inside I feel lonely, theres nowhere to hide.I'm wishing, and wanting you back by my side.I feel alone, and constanly in fear.Like a puppy I need you, and wish you were here.Lifes such a wreck,I'm wishing somehow.In my heart I really need you, dont leave me now.

This Dude I Like
Okay, so awhile back I met this guy in Atlanta when I visited. At first he didn't seem like my type, but he hung around for awhile and I ended up really liking him. He's laid back and really together. I just wanted his attention so I ended up acting like a bitch to get it (which does not work very well). I don't know what it was, it must have been the child in me that took over but I should have known better. So I fully blame myself for parting on bad terms and crushing any interest he had in me because after we parted I fucked it up even more. I tend to do this thing like almost request compliments from people I like but its only the ones a like. I know how it is and I can understand that it is annoying. But all I wanted was some good feedback...can you blame me for that? So anyways, I know he won't see this and you may ask yourself why I am writing it then. Well, I am writing it because I figured I should get it out so maybe it would rid me of the feeling. But that is silly, right? W

This I Promise You
This I Promise You When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies Ill be your strength, Ill give you hope, Keeping your faith when its gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Ive loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle weve won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling wont go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldnt be living at all... And I will take (I will take yo

This Is The First Few Chapters
In the darkness, amongst the trees, in the deep dark woods, people where fighting against each other for life and for freedom, but they are not human nor gods creation. They were in fact demons. Born on this world, half – breeds as some people called them. One of them is a rebel vampiric angel, a powerful being of beauty and speed. She id one of the half – breeds that fight to have her rightful place as the queen of all vampires and she will do anything to get that rightful place. “You are not going to win you foul creature,” said one demon fighter. “Even if it kills us,” another stated. Standing with her armor of gold dragon scales and the sword filled with the blood of all the other demons that attacked her and failed. “There is no way you will win this night, even the moon of blood will not stop me until I have my place as your queen.” She smirked. With the stare in her hazel green eyes and her long black hair in a braid, she gets ready for another attack form the last two

This Shall Be Historic
Yes, this is a historic moment - my very first Video Mumm. I thought I would keep the standard high, at least as high as I have set it with some of my other mumms. So I asked a question of unknown, yet obvious, importance.

This Is How It Works!
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN: Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. HOW TO TREAT A MAN: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV. LoL So True!!

This Is Pretty Accurate....
Your Heart Craves Love You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

This Is Me
At work With other people At times On the outside I look fine I seem fine I feel pretty good I have a positive attitude... But inside, alone, I carry dark & heavy thoughts -- fleeting thoughts of suicide. The words cannot convey, the feelings, the pain Somehow I ignore them -- for a while, perhaps -- a long while, all day, or many days -- figure it will go away -- ignore It's automatically not even recognized mentally. I go back forcing myself forcing day to day, week to week, contact with people and life My sorrow is hidden, My anguish contained. I push forward; I feel like dying. I tell no one. No one knows how I feel..

This Is Fun...
Stolen from McLovin Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Elizabeth UD: Elizabeth Has been in the top 30 girls names for over 100 years -Derived from the Greek form of the Hebrew name Elisheva. The name of Aaron's wife in the Old Testament and the mother of John the Baptist in the New Testament. Influenced by the long and successful rein of Queen Elizabeth I, which resulted in numerous variations. Also a literary name for one of the principal characters in Jane Austen's novel, "Pride and Prejudice." 2) Whats your age? ME: 24 UD: 24 24, The Jack Bauer Power Hour. The most entertainment you can stuff into a single day. Full of twists, turns, violence, and Elisha Cuthbert 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Nick UD: Nicholas 1. The most amazing person in the world. 2. One you will come to love, whether you are a guy or girl. 3. Usually a jerk to

This Town Sucks.
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick? It's impossible, but my Mom What were you up to at 9pm last night? Probably getting high Do you have any bruises? Not that I know of Who made you mad today? Everything has fucking pissed me off today! FUCK! Whats something that always has to be in the fridge? Milk Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger? More then once. I have horrible fucking anger problems lol Do you think the last person you kissed is nice? He is an asshole. Who was the last person you ate with? Myself What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Kool Aid What's a happy time you've had in the past week? I am not sure. Don't really have many of them. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to? Lou or Nella Something you're looking forward to? Taxes Something you're not looking forward to? Valentines Day Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two? I sure as fuck hop

This Past Week
I would say Ive had better weeks. I've had worse ones for sure, but let me just give a quick lay down here. first on Saturday my monitor decides it wanted to go boom. normally not a big deal, but bad timing as I don't have the resources til next week to actually go get a new one. Then had another endoscopy done to see how bad things are in my stomach. Wont kn the official results until our sit down on the 20th of this month, but he did say my esophagus is healing, but now I have inflammation of the stomach lining. that combined with a possible hiatal hernia could be what has been causing my stomach pains the last two years. I dunno what they are gonna do, guess we shall wait and see on our sit down. Most likely just more drugs. UGH! Good note friend of mine found a spare monitor today im using til i get my own and tomorrow is fridayyy.

This Shit Never Gets Old Lol
smeagol69: i wasn t going to, you bitch ->smeagol69: if your about to say something perverted...i wouldn't suggest it smeagol69: well if you need some wakin up i can help you in that area Profile Link: http://www.fubar.com/user/2325517

This Guy Pissed Me Off.
This is a converstation from my shout box. This is how you can find him. BTW he seems to have alot of AMERICAN girls for friends. For someone who seems so anti american. I do not see anything NSFW about this but just to be on the safe side. Me* ->mountaincl...: perhaps you should know what the hell your talkin about before you start talking garbage *Me* ->mountaincl...: no not when they matter.....your an IDIOT....... mountaincl...: difficult to hear other opinion not ? *Me* ->mountaincl...: why are you bothering me? HIM mountaincl...: think about all those innosent people who dies unter all that american violence HIM mountaincl...: what are they doing there, is there own option isn't it *ME*->mountaincl...: why not pray for them. i would love for them to all come home mountaincl...: why pray fot the troops ? just let them come home !

This Is A Story Of A Girl...
This is a story of a girl Broken hearted. Feelings shattered on the floor. She says I don't want this hurt anymore. You poisoned her with your lies giving her something to dwell over as she dies. The tears start to flow as you walk towards the door. She doesn't want to believe you as she collapses on the floor. Too overcome with pain the love she once knew has gone away

This One Was Made By Jade&jaksonsmom
PIMPOUT FOR MY NEW OWNER, Gbeaver: Show him some love!!! Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW and proud member of the Horny Toad club@ fubar Here is who he chose to have pimped out with him, Sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver owned by Big Daddy T@ fubar And § BIG Daddy T § ~ fu-owned by ~N~Power~@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess@ fubar (repost of original by 'jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess' on '2009-01-10 18:18:01') (repost of original by '♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦' on '2009-01-10 19:02:52') (repost of original by 'jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club

This Is Not How A Real Dom Would Act Or Treat A Submissive Or Slave Ever
SirMasterX: I do want to thank you for everything ... and wish you the best soon He has me blocked like the pussy he is, so to be FAIR, i said in my status bar that I do not believe him, how's that??? This is next from him. SirMasterX: You dont have to believe me but the stuff you told me and that was personal , that may come out Of course, tried to shout back but couldn't because he would be a pussy and unblock me so that he could shout at me, then block me again SO to be FAIR unlike this ass, I said YOU don't scare me, coward, this is his response. SirMasterX: you can call me coward all you want ... does not bother me but the yahoo and msn messenger tell the truth NOW, this.....boy, constantly threatens to post shit about women for others to see whenever he doesn't get his way, turns around says he won't stoop down to others level, BUT he is the one who is creating his own damn drama, treating women like shit and threatening to degrade and humiliate them IN THE WRONG

This Is About You.
I miss you...But I never met you. I hate you...But I have no reason to. I want you...But I can't have you. I love you...But I guess that isn't enough. I wish I could have you, I wish I could call you mine, I wish I never let my gaurd down, and let you in, I wish I never let you have my heart...just so I could let another person break it again.

"this Hunger."
This Hunger This hunger never goes away, it’s never satisfied Despite the many things I’ve done and the many ways I’ve tried No, my craving it would never change if I had a voice I know the thing that fills me up, it’s such a simple choice This hunger comes at night, and it lives here in the day And no matter how I feed it, it never goes away It burns here in my very soul, it dwells within my core Always so demanding, always wanting more This hunger has a name, most would not recognize You won’t see it on that menu, you’re scanning with your eyes It can’t be found in any Bistro, or in the swankiest café Or in the finest restaurant that serves the best fillet You see, it’s really much more rare that that, a special delicacy This thing that feeds my hunger, a dish meant just for me And every time I finish up, I’m wanting more, it’s true Because my hunger has a name, and that name is “you.” Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Rights Reserved.

This Is Fucked Up
Construction worker on the 5th floor of a building needed a handsaw. So he spots another worker on the ground floor and yells down to him, but he can't hear him. So the worker on the 5th floor tries sign language. He pointed to his eye meaning "I", pointed to his knee meaning "need", then moved his hand back and forth in a hand saw motion. The man on the ground floor nods his head, pulls down his pants, whips out his chop and starts masturbating. The worker on 5th floor gets so pissed off he runs down to the ground floor and says, "What the fuck is your problem!!! I said I needed a hand saw!". The other guy says, "I knew that! I was just trying to tell you - I'm coming!"

This Is Old But I Still Fill This Way But Ya
Ive Been falling for along time and i slowed down a lil and now im going faster again.and i`m about to hit this cliff that`s sticking out and i`m wondering if i`m going to slam into it and stop or go thro it.And keep falling this sucks i fill nothing but pain inside and i just wont it to go away just for a lil while.But i don`t think it will go away i fill empty inside of me there`s nothing there.i cant fill anything what do u do when every thing is crashing around u what can u do.when u wont to give up but u cant.couse there`s something inside of me that wont let me.and i wont to so fucking bad i fill like im dieing.i fill died inside and i`m tired of filling this way i felt this way for far to long but i don`t no what to do to fill different.can some one save me or am i really alone like always.i wont something i cant have.And it sucks i have my family and friends but they can only fill it up so much and its still a holl there.can i ever fill it up or is it always going to be empty.

This Really Got Me Pissed...
Anywho...over a year ago now she made her 1st son stay at his dad's in another state because of her boyfriend at the time...we'll just call him Spineless..anyway Spineless didn't get along with the son. But son was wanting to come home because dad was now in jail for doing something to a lil girl at son's school. Well about a couple months after that phone call she was getting another telling her that son was in a dirt bike wreck with car. And he was at hospital farther up north of where he was living.. took mom awhile to get there. Son was 15 and now dead. Mom was either in shock or just didn't know how to show emotions towards this son. She never really acted like she liked him much anyway. Before funeral mom collected the insurance money and supposedly paid for the funeral. Still no real emotions...what was she thinking? Well mom had another funeral of her father a year 2 months after son's...at funeral son had nothing showing where he was laid to rest. Really suxed!!! Okay but no

This Is The Blind Leading The Blind
Good Morning, yippee it is Friday, oh yeah we still have cold bone chilling temperatures and Snow and more Snow expected. Hey it’s Michigan… So on with today’s goober awards. Now how can anyone fault this guy. Joseph Goetz, 48, was charged with trying to rob the Susquehanna Bank in Springettsbury Township, Pa., in November, even though he had to leave empty-handed. The bank had just opened for the day, and cash had not yet been delivered to tellers' stations. Employees said that Goetz was highly irritated at having wasted his time, and that he threatened to file a "complaint" about the bank's operations. Attempted Robbery is Attempted. However give the guy a few coins so at least he fells like he deserves to be in jail for taking something, I mean being pissed off at the Bank is no reason to lock his dumb butt up. How about the latest in not knowing there were camera’s on me… Benedict Harkins, 46, was charged with attempted petty larceny in Jamestown, N.Y., in December after he had

This Is Outrageous
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on campus. A federal appeals court found the search "traumatizing" and illegal. Some parents say older children

This Is Who I Am
some say i'm the shyest person they know until they truely get to know me....then they say i'm a crazy bitch..i will put up no fronts... i like to tell it like it is....straight forward. it's the only way to go. because if ya put up fronts it will get you nowhere quick. i just like to have a good time at no costs. pure fun and no BS.

This Is Why It So Import You Rate One Folder
HE SUPPORTS HIS COUNTRY NOW I AM ASKING YOU TO SUPPORT HIM HE HAD HIS ACCOUNT HACKED WAS A GODFATHER NOW HE IS STARTING OVER Sgt.Redneck@ fubar LETS HELP THIS MARINE GET BACK TO GODFATHER I KNOW WE CAN GO F/A/R/B/B/C THIS MARINE THIS BULLY PROUDLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~' on '2009-01-14 20:37:53') (repost of original by 'Sgt.Redneck_USMC_Must Rate one folder to be ADD!!!!' on '2009-01-17 17:58:57') (repost of original by 'Cassie' on '2009-01-18 13:15:40')

This Is Only The Begining
This is only the begining In this journey all roads winding We see the path ahead Simple words reward the day of work A hug from a child Acceptance Devotion Do anything to make you proud Crawl in my bed rest your sweet little head Your my pride and joy Teach you the right way Have fun Grow up when your ready Be yourself Guided into the life you deserve Nothing to hinder you My promise to you We love you

This Relationship...
This relationship what is it? Is it Love or Lust? Some may think its just lust, but they only see it from the outside. The thing is I know its love, I know first hand! Love is the kind of drug you cant resist, something you can't say no too, you can't say no to, because you always seem to be craving for more I always seem to be wanting your strong hands touching my body. Your amazing eyes looking into mine, Your amazing body lying upon mine. I crave your attention more than a child. To see you smile, just to make me smile with you. To look at me over ANYONE else in the room. When you do these things it makes my heart skip a beat. People still ask how do you know its love and not lust? I tell them, I am not in it for the moment, I am in it for the lifetime!!!

This Song.......
This song's true meaning is a man's struggle with his sexuality but this is not the reason I have posted it........at sometime, some point, we all face a struggle with a decision in our lives and we have to decide whether or not to take a chance and cross that bridge or stay on the safe yet predictable side mainly through the fear of what lies on the other side of the bridge........ To one young lady I say.....take that chance....you have seen what is on the other side of the bridge waiting for you........cross that bridge......and be with the man you truly love

This Ain't A Love Song....
Send "This Ain’t a Love Song" Ringtone to Cell Phone Send Ringtone I should have seen it coming when roses died Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes I should have listened when you said good night You really meant good bye Baby, aint it funny, how you never ever learn to fall Youre really on your knees, when you think youre standing tall But only fools are know-it-alls and I played that fool for you I cried and I cried There were nights that died for you baby I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby If the love that I got for you is gone If the river I cried aint that long Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong, this aint a love song Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time Like we got away with the perfect crime but We were just a legend in my mind I guess that I was blind Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade The clowns wore smiles that wouldnt fade You and I were the renegades, some things never chang

This Week...
Wow. Wow. Wow. WOW... That's all I can really say. As some of you know, I am a full-time, single mom of 2 kids - a boy that will be 4 next month, and a girl that will be 16 in May. I am also a college student. The new semester for me started on Tuesday. I am overwhelmed. That's not necessarily a bad thing. I enjoy learning, for the sake of learning and also for advancement and personal growth - I consider myself a sponge of sorts. My MT (Medical Terminology) class is whopping my behind. 6 hours of classroom time per week, coupled with about 4 hours of homework each night. I also have a CCC (required, idiotic class - Computer for College and Career) with 7 hours of classroom time per week, and an additional 4-5 hours of homework and projects per week (and this is just my FIRST week!) I have not had any time for Fubar this week, for a few reasons - my children and school being the main two, and a new 'complication' (albeit a delightful one!) that has suddenly

This Is How I Pay For My Bling Packs
I just wanted to let all of you know how I'm able to buy bling packs while low on cash. The site below is incredibly easy to earn cash. They send out checks every month on the 15th. All you have to do is earn a minimum of $20.00 before the end of the previous month. So If I earn at least $20.00 during any month, the following month on the 15th my check is sent. I've spent nothing out of pocket/no credit card needed/no sign up fee's of any kind. I earned over $50.00 in the first hour I was on the site. I'll use the check I get this month to buy bling packs :) I have a few other sites I've been using to buy my bling but this one is by far the easiest and pays on a regular basis. There is so much I didn't mention, I have to get to bed, lol. I'll write more about this later. Feel free to ask me any questions, I'm always happy to help :) Please, take a second to check out the site, let me know what you think of it. I'm interested in all feedback both good & bad.

This Bullet, With My Name On It...
No more music. No more sadness. No more isolation. No more voyeuristic joy. No more anger. No more memories. No more dreams. No more nightmares. No more bleeding. Just you and me. If I pull it will you set my mind free? I'm happy. Open me up and splatter color on this gray.

This Is Too Funny
Some people are sitting in a bar when one guy says, "My name is Larry, and I am a SNAG." Another guy says, "What's that?" The first guy says, "That means I am a Single, New Age Guy." Another one says, "My name is Gary, and I am a DINK. A girl asks, "What's that?" He says, "That means I am a Double Income, No Kids." A lady says, "That's nice. My name is Gertrude, and I am a WIFE." Larry says, "A WIFE? What's a WIFE?" She says, "That means, "Wash, Iron, Fuck, Etc."

This Is From Within Me
I found Destiny. I was searching and i found it in His Beautiful eyes. Those eyes. Those ever blue eyes. He makes my heart skip beats. Almost as if i am dancing again. The rain has stopped. "Death can not stop true love. Its can only delay it for awhile." Nothing but Passion here. You think you know??? You have no idea.

This Is Another Poem I Guess You Might Like It
If we all had to walk the walk Would we have the guts to talk the talk Is there anything worse than being silent Or is there something worse that would be violent Can you walk up to the political scum... That have their mandibles lached tightly on our sacrum? They are canables because they eat our will Our will to be free and have the full benefits of the country’s will That will of course the constitution which now takes freedom instead of keeping it with the many are we all dumb? Do you walk with them or talk with us Will they just arrest me and take me away on the bus That they use to house freedom writers and im not talking about the movie Do you want to be free or just sit back and be a baby I want to speak no I have to speak. Not only for you and I but for the weak Who won’t walk the walk and won’t be free and won’t speak Can you be real enough to take back what has been taken I only beg that this nation stops dreaming and ge

This Is What We Do If You Dont Like It Dont Come Back
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifle

This Is A Good One.. Ty " Webcam_microfon " .... -_-
to my inbox this time ladies n gents... hi.If you have a webcamera and like a cyber sex add me.My MSN is timo73@mail.bg and my yahoo is webcam_timo. now I remember why I stopped coming on here even when I had time to.. The reason I get these is not because I'm particularly attractive or because these guys see my profile and have god knows what going on in their heads, it is the simple fact that they are too stupid, boring and goddamn repulsive both in attitude and appearance to even stand near,( never mind consider a date with) to go out and meet women. The internet is a fabulous creation, I have several wonderful friends whom I have yet to meet in person and without the internet would have never had the chance to meet them at all.. but idiots like that ^^^.... They make me want to hunt down whoever came up with the very starting idea of it all, and make them read every single ridiculous comment, half arsed pickup line and look at every single pointless blog and website in e

This Is Art
One of my roommates has been in Rome since the beginning of the month. I miss her. So today I threw on this song and had a dance party in my head in her honor. Hey... Hey... Yeah Hey... Yeahh Hey, Hey, Hey (Valentino) Woo, Woo, Wooo... (Yeah, Yeahh)... Yea, Yea, Yeaa (Yeah, Yeahh) Woo, Woo, Wooo... (Yeah)... Yea, Yea, Yeaa (Yeahh) Woo, Woo, Wooo... Yea, Yea, Yeaa (Yeah) Woo, Woo, (Yeahh) Wooo... Bobby Valentino [Chorus: Bobby Valentino] When I get up all in ya (Yeah) We can hear the angels calling us (Chea) We can see the sunrise before us (Yeah) And when I'm in that thang, I'll make that body sang (She know what I mean) I make it say... Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Wee), Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Wee), Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee, (Like a cop car) Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee, Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Hey), Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Hahaha)... I'll make ya say... [Lil Wayne:] (Yeahh)... Doin a buck in the latest drop I got stopped by a lady cop Ha Ha... she got me thinking I can da

This Or That
This or That Food/Drink McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds (though they'll both give you diarrhea) Pepsi or Coke? Dew Sierra Mist or Sprite? Dew Dominos or Pizza Hut? Dominos Fridays or Ruby Tuesdays? Fridays Pancakes or waffles? Yes Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? Yes Meat or veggies? Both Vanilla or chocolate? Chocolate Clothing Abercrombie or Hollister? Neither Boxers or briefs? Boxer briefs are so fucking sexy on a man omg Collar: popped or regular? uh reglar popped looks completely fucking rediculous Jeans or skirt? Jeans Sneakers or flip-flops? Either Music *NYSNC or Backstreet Boys

This Is So Bad
One day, a farmer was tending to his livestock when he noticed that one of his cows was completely cross-eyed. He called up a veterinarian friend of his who told him to bring in his cow. The vet took one look at the cow, stuck a tube up the cow's butt, and blew into the tube until the cow's eyes straightened out. The vet charged the farmer a hundred bucks, and the farmer went home happy. About a week later, the cow's eyes were cross-eyed again, but this time the farmer figured he could probably take care of it himself. So he called his hired hand over, and together they put a tube up the cow's butt. The farmer put his lips to the tube and started to blow. Strangely, nothing happened, so he asked his hired hand to give it a try. The hired hand removed the tube, turned it around, put it in the cow's butt and started to blow. "What are you doing?" asked the farmer, horrified. "Well, I wasn't gonna use the side that YOU had put your lips on."

This Shit Is Priceless
This shit is priceless.. Thanks Quita!!! Current mood: cold Category: News and Politics Here's a lil sumtin to start your day...... A stranger was seated next to a little black girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her coloring book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" "Oh, I don't know," said the stranger. "Since you are a Negro, do you think that So-called President Elect Barack Obama is qualified for the job?" and he smiles. "OK", she said. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff -grass -. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger, visibly surprised by the little girl's

This Is Bullshit!!!!!!!
Okay, as many of you may or may not know.... I got engaged around the New Year.... well, that engagement didn't last long at all!!! I came home one day and caught the FUCKER in MY BED with some stupid bitch! Yeah... that's right... he cheated on me and in MY bed! SO I kicked his ass to the curb and kept my RING!!! hahaha.... so I am single again.... and thinking that I should stay that way! Just goes to show you.... You can't really trust anybody!!!

This Takes Guts, Sex Survey
OK This sex survey is a little different - Its gonna take guts to answer these questions!!! I wanna know who among you is a real freak and who is just plain jane when it comes to your activities behind closed doors! Answer HONESTLY!!DONT POST THE ANSWERS SEND THEM VIA MESSAGE TO ME 1) Would you do me? 2) Would you let me go down on you? 3) Would you go down on me? 4) if you're a girl do you squirt? 5) Do you prefer a women to swallow or spit? 6) Do you like the way you taste? I know you've tried it! 7) what is your favorite position to cum in? 8) Pull it out or leave it in? 9) Mouth, face, chest, back, belly? 10) Cum once then stop or keep going? 11) How many times can you cum from 6pm to 6am? 12) Ever had a 3 way? 13) 2 guys or 2 girls? 14) Would you have a 3 way with me? 15) Which of my friends would you want me to invite to join us? 16) Would it be straight sex only or would it be mouths and hands everywhere? 17) Would you

This Will Piss Someone Off...
Fuck the twin towers, only 2,740 died. Y'all get all caught up on the popular bullshit. Forgetting how many died in Vietnam because they chose to, not because of some accident. How many die due to suicide because they feel like there is no other option. How many die because they can't afford to eat on a daily basis in America on a daily basis... How many people could that stupid 9/11 monument have fed if it was broken down to money... How many people could get help through a mental health system if it was fixed with the money used to build that stupid 9/11 monument... How many vets could we hook up and take care of with the money spent on that 9/11 shit. Y'all aint sayin shit about pearl harbor... You don't even give a fuck anymore about the few soldiers who died there... 2,740 died. 3 I know of... And most of y'all don't even have a clue what the fuck you go on about. It's just the popular bullshit that makes you look like a good person or some shit... So in short, fuck 9/11 and fuck

This Is Me Who Are You?
well many say i am an a$$ hole and i am fat and ugly well i am randal e matthews and i am me yes im overweight i know im not the best looking but i am me i am my fathers son and he passed on in nov and i am liveing my life as best i can sure i was married and divorced but im still looking for that right one but im still me im fun loveing hard working big hearted man so feel free to tell me who you are

This Book...
And its cover, are just not what you might assume it to be. I have noticed that a lot of people seem to assume a lot of different things about me, that I just don't believe to be true about me. 1. I'm not stuck up or stuck on myself. I have absolutely no reason to be (if anything I'm rather insecure and unsure of myself regarding some things in life). If anything, I'm just different and some people accept that and some see it as a reason to say sh*tty things to me. It bothers me that people do go out of their way to say sh*tty things to me when I feel I haven't done anything to deserve it. 2. Although I live my life a different way, it doesn't make me wrong. It just makes me different. It doesn't make you wrong for not agreeing with the way I live my life. I feel that I am experiencing everything I can in life on as many levels as I can so that when its time to meet the maker, I don't think I have missed out on a whole lot. And everyone has a different definition of what "living

This One Is Odd...
It's kinda choppy but strange all the same.... I've dreamt of this place before but not for years. It's some sort of fishing pier but part of a theme park. Boating, fishing, rides and even a Mall inside of a large building. It's always been a dangerous place. Meaning the waters are dangerous due to the kind of creatures that swim in it. Well I'm on one of the fishing piers that many people do NOT like. I'm not fishing but standing there with a friend and they are. Then they get something on their line. When they reel it in, what few people around us freak out and back away. They pull out what look like a massive blowfish but meaner. And I was too close. Next thing I know, a reascue team is flying over on a boat. My legs and feet to just past my knees, are FULL of needles. Thick ones, thin ones and I'm bleding all over. The team puts me in the boat and takes me to the "Mall". There's an ER inside??? They take to see some chick Dr. who spends about 5 mins with me then

This Is Bull Crap!
Contractions started up last night just like Doc said they would...we sent our youngest son to a friends house for the night just like Doc told me to do. We got a ride to the hospital without having to call 911 (we don't have a working vehicle ourselves so we have to depend on others). They get me all hooked up to the monitors and check my dilation....still only 3 - 4 centimeters. I start having harder contractions to the point of major pain up my back and into my shoulders....they check my cervix....still only 3 - 4. They tell me it's ok to get up and walk and go to the bathroom....I walk, have massive contractions while walking.....they check my cervix....still only 3 - 4 nothing is changing! Finally at 1am the nurse says " well sorry hun but since your cervix hasn't changed at all in the 4 hours you've been here there's nothing we can do but send you home. We know you're having bad contractions even though not all of them are showing up on the monitors but until your cer

This Guy Said What???
this guy started calling my friend a bitch and any word possible thats not nice at all he made her upset and if you all know me by now i hate it when men disrespect women anyway possible. if you know this guy plz either block him or help give him a piece of my mind cause apparently this jackass has his page only access giving to friends crap. his name is StoneCold1Head so if you can pass along this blog if possible and spread the word to your friends this guy has no love and respect for women so plz show him no love

This Makes Me Mad!
Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must Have stung quite a bit. The complaint: 'Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A. M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird special? Any response would be appre

This Is Getting Weird
For three nights in a row I have wakened each night at the same time... 2 am. I am getting tired of this and I need my sleep. Last night I took half of a Melatonin pill .. I just took a half of another ... one day I hope to get a full eight hours of sleep.

This Day Just Sucks! Vamp Morticia's Health And Crappy Day! 1/5/09
OK! This is going to be a rant type of blog. I went to the Dr. about the HORRIBLE pain I've been having in my back. I'm only 33 and feel like I'm 53 cuz of it and I can't sleep either! WELL...I thought it was my kidneys and something that could be taken care of. It's not. :( It goes back to 2002 and 2003 when I was in two car accidents. I rotated my hip and messed up my back and neck. Well, this past christmas I was going christmas shopping with my daughter and fell on ice. Which reinjured everything. I NOW HAVE CHRONIC BACK AND NECK PAIN. The pain is horrible. I'm now to take 800mg Ibruprofen for 3 times everyday and a muscle relaxer Flexeril and use heating pads on it. It sucks. Almost wish it was my kidneys. :( I go back on the 16th for a fasting blood test to make sure they didn't miss anything. THEN had to go to the grocery store after the Dr. that was a damn job for a family of 6! When I got home I had to carry in all the damn groceries and put them away.

This Is A Must Read
ok so im on the lazy side wont lie. its taken me to find something that matters to me to post a blog but here it is. all im asking is that u read the link an if u feel as i do join in the cause an give aid. thank u for ur time http://www.mcrgo.org/mcrgo/view/news.asp?articleid=3923&zoneid=6

This Is My Life
~SO FAR INT HE DISTANCE... I SEE YOU STANDING THERE... YOUR EYES GLARING TOWARD ME... I CAN FEEL YOUR BREATH ON ME... BUT YET YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY... I SMILE AT YOU... BUT YOU DONT SMILE BACK... I LEAN FORWARD TO TOUCH YOU... BUT YOU LET ME FALL... I STAND UP ON MY OWN TWO FEET... WITHOUT HELP FROM YOU... I GAZE BACK AT YOU AND SMIRK... FOR YOU THOUGHT I COULDNT MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU... WELL I PROVED YOU WRONG... CUZ HERE I AM... NO LONGER BY YOUR SIDE... NO LONGER IN LOVE WITH YOU... NEVER GONNA TAKE YOU BACK... CUZ BABY YOU JUST LOST THE BEST THING THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN TO YOU...

This Sux!
Here I am in a very foreign country far away from home. I'm stuck in a great big tent with about 100 other guys. I have to walk to other buildings to eat, shower etc. and even to use the internet. That's the worst part. It's free but it's wifi and most of the sites I like to go to are blocked by the morality police that run the show around here. That means, no porn sites for me right now. Hey friends can you help me out? If you send me stuff to my yahoo I just might get it. That would really make this soldier's day. I think ya'll know the kind I like. If you really wanna help me, send me a message and I'll give you the adress to send it to. Thanks a bunch!

This Is Waht Wicca Is For Some People Who Do Not Know What It Is
What Is Wicca Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. To be a Witch is to be a

This Made Me Giggle
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This Weekend/my Daughter
the last 48 hours have been hell to say the least.. the weekend started out well i got off work about 2 hours earily went home went to bed and got up to go to work on sat morning.. then i got a call that my daughter who is only 12 ran away with another girl.. my little girl has had a very hard life being abused by her mother and her mothers b/f who spent 4 years rapping her . because of that she has many emotional problems and is very untrusting of everyone...The scary thing is she wants to kill herself and tryed to last thursday wrote the note anyway her shrink found it at the place she has been staying ... she was put on suicide watch and should have been ok but some how she was able to run spend all night sat and sun looking for her and did find her at a walgreens she ran had to chase her down and once i caught up with her she kicked me in the face breaking my nose bite me many times spit on me and proceeded to tell me how bad of a father i am and how she hates

This Shit Is So True For Me Right Now..
If I were a boy Even just for a day Id roll out of bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted and go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls Id kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause theyd stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear Id be a better man. Id listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause hes taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mj4o ] If I were a boy I would just turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone Id put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that shed be faithful Waitin for me to come home [Chorus] Its a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think Id forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong

This Is From Colonel & All Management Please Do All
These rules apply to new and existing members unless otherwise specified. If you have any questions or concerns, please use the comments section below and a member of management will contact you to discuss any and all problems you may have. 1. For new/exisiting members: You are REQUIRED to post a salute to the FUBAR's MOST FINEST page. This salute needs to be sent to Colonel for approval and posting. If you do NOT follow this directive, you will be removed from the FUBAR's *MOST* Finest. THis is to ensure that there are not any fakers, posers, etc. You have two weeks when you are accepted into the group. From the time you become a member of the FINEST, you have 1 week to get your salute to Colonel. If you do not follow the specified guideline, you will be removed from the group. Again, this is to ensure that you are 1000% real. 2. All members are to have Yahoo Instant Messenger in order to effectivley communication with management. If you do not have Yahoo Instant Messenger, plea

This Is A Joke I Found
It's closing time, and two drunks are getting ready to leave the bar. "God, I hate getting home at this hour. All I want to do is take my shoes off and crawl into bed, but Hailey always nags me for what seems like hours". "Sneaking's not the way to do it. Try slamming the front door, stomping upstrais, and yelling 'Hey baby, let's fuck'. When I do that, my wife always pretends she's sound asleep".

This Song Makes Me Love Will Ferrell
Whole Wide World (originally performed by the Monkees...I think?!) Whole Wide World - Wreckless Eric When I was a young boy My mama said to me There's only one girl in the world for you And she probably lives in Tahiti I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just to find her Or maybe she's in the Bahamas Where the Carribean sea is blue Weeping in a tropical moonlit night Because nobody's told her 'bout you I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just to find her I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Find out where they hide her Why am I hanging around in the rain out here Trying to pick up a girl Why are my eyes filling up with these lonely tears When there're girls all over the world Is she lying on a tropical beach somewhere Underneath the tropical sun Pining away in a heatwave there Hoping that I won't be long I should be lying on that sun-soaked beach with her Caressing her warm brown skin

This Dark Skined Shawty!!
Dark-skinned shorty I saw a dark-skinned shorty I would really like to meet, But she was too busy chasing a different kind of meet, The ones with more money, was her type of meat, And she went out of her way to keep them biting at her feet, If seen from a distance, she was a wonder girl, Cause everyone would wonder, who is that girl, I came to know her as, that short skirt girl, Many others knew her as a go to church girl, Her mother loved her daddy, and her father was a preacher, Impetuous, she did those things her mother wouldn’t teach her, They had no idea that their daughter was a teaser, That she showed more flesh than a butcher with his cleaver, That she had two kids, with two different fathers, And that every promiscuous night she had a different partner, A permissive woman with the mind of a martyr, Makes you kinda wonder, what world was she part of, Now she’s part of mine, I lit a spark in her eye, Because she seen me with a bankroll, the size of a

This Week.....
Well this week had started off like the many previous. Kind of disappointment and nothingness combined. It has been a rough few months. Between the "big D" and i dont mean Dallas, and then losing my job i have become rather discontented with my life. there were many nights of sleeplessness and those i could sleep wasnt all that good. but things this week actaully got better. like i had said prior it started off the same as weeks before. then it got better half way threw. I found a new friend, someone with alot of the same desires in life as myself. we had a few good converstations on the phone this week and even sat and talked. they helped me take another look at myself. dont get me wrong i have many people that i talk with that have been telling me the usual things of "try this" "try that" "dont worry things will get better". these people are my friends. they seem to support and help guide me out of this low point in my life. in all this i can say today im pretty chipper about my situ

This Holiday Sucks
Im getting sick of this overly commercialized holiday. Im celebrating S.A.D. Otherwise known as Singles' Awareness Day. I know, this is spoken like a cynic who has been burned, so what. this is a made up holiday anyway.

This Mornings Dream
In this mornings dream i had a recollection in the dream about a previous dream. It seemed like I was in a bar or restaurant,or a pub of some kind.... and what i can gather I got in an altercation with some blond beach kid and slugged him right in the temple. the memory of the fight came back to me as this big Cherokee dude with long hair shakes my hand. this guy must have been 6'4" and built like a brick house, and says "I shouldnt let you in here after what you did." Then he doesnt let go of my hand and takes his other hand and slow motions a punch to my temple, as if to remind me of the incident hes referring to. Im trying to figure out, in curiosity, if i had slugged some punk in a previous dream, or if this is a figment of this dream. i feels as if i remember the other dream, but if you asked me yesterday i wouldnt have had any recollection of it. its an interesting idea to ponder...

This One Goes Out To My So Called "friends" (stolen Off My Myspace)
Well, this must mean one thing. People can't take the truth. Warning: If you don't want to hear my honest opinion about you, or you dont want me to treat you how you show me u deserve to be treated, then go somewhere else other than here. The friendship I offer is for adults who are responsible and mature. Why might I not like you??? 1. I don't play the he said she said game. 2. I don't care if you knowingly dug ur self a hole too deep to climb out of, u ain't gettin my sympathy. 3. To be my friend, you have to be honest, you can't give me stuff to get on my good side. 4. Don't go over my head, and ask my boyfriend/family members questions about ME or if I will borrow you something. 5. Don't make up bull crap lies about yourself or others, that is a habit to be left in the 6th grade. 6. Your influence won't make me choose sides, I look at both sides and see that your all liers 7. Some discression in your life is suggested. No one wants to hear that you've fou

This Is So True
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice thin

This Old Body
Creaking and popping, having trouble walking, This old friend broken and tattered with pieces scattered. Abused and pushed, and a few times crushed. Many times taken for granted. This old body. May times taken to it’s limits, Then reaching inside and finding more From within it Tired and times almost dead, Yet still today able to climb out of bed. Moaning and groaning, dealing with the pain. What was I thinking, was I truly insane? Abused and drugged, wanting to be hugged Tired of living so hard, every day painfully bugged. This old body. I have come upon a choice, call it my inner voice. Hoping it is not too late, how many years left Two, three maybe eight. I’ve decided on surgery to help this old friend. My gift to you is to be easier to bend. No more medications to fakely gain. No more smiling and hiding the pain. Sorry my friend for being so relentless. Some day soon to be able to move With a smile and a little more effortless. This old body

This Bike Is A Pipe Bomb
(CNN) -- A bicycle with a sticker advertising a Florida punk-folk band forced the evacuation of a Memphis, Tennessee, airport terminal late Monday afternoon, authorities said. A pilot alerted airport police when he saw a bike with a sticker that read "this bike is a pipe bomb" parked near the passenger ramps of Terminal C at Memphis International Airport, according to the Memphis-Shelby County Airport Authority. "Terminal C ticketing and baggage claim at the airport were cleared out," said airport spokesman John Greaud. "A K-9 unit responded and found no explosive materials at the scene." "This Bike is a Pipe Bomb" is the name of a band based in Pensacola, Florida, and this is not the first time in the band's 12-year history the name has caused a commotion. Bikes sporting similar stickers at college campuses in Ohio and Philadelphia led to building closures, arrests and the bikes' destruction by bomb squads acting on the assumption the sticker was announcing a real threat.

This One Pretty Much Says It All !!!
I will bid farewell Sever the ties Is this all i am? Is this all thats left? Turn from deceit, the love of self is death Deliverance is given to you I will bid farewell Sever the ties (Sever the ties) Now your heart beats black with deception You have been forsaken Leave behind (I will) All reminders of you of you I will bid farewell to all lies I will bid farewell sever the ties Searching always searching, hoping for a change I will never be satisfied, I will never be I will (I will) Never(Never) be satisfied I will now bid farewell I will bid farewell to all lies I will bid farewell sever the ties A Bid Farewell Killswitch Engage

This Scared Me....
Is fubar having an "izm" that I don't know about? What did I miss here? · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago · trey2503 just walked into the

This Will Make Ur Ass Laugh
Arcelor-Mittal Steel, feeling it was time for a shakeup, hired a new CEO. The new boss was determined to rid the company of all slackers. On a tour of the facilities, the CEO noticed a guy just standing around and leaning against a wall. The room was full of workers and he wanted to let them know that he meant business. He asked the guy, "How much money do you make a week?" A little surprised, the young man looked at him and replied, "I make $400 a week. Why?" The CEO told him, "Wait right here." He then walked back to his office, came back in two minutes and handed the guy $1,600 in cash and screamed, "Here's four weeks' pay, now GET OUT and don't come back." Feeling pretty good about himself, the CEO looked around the room and asked, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-ball did here?" From across the room came a voice, "Pizza delivery guy from Domino's."

This Is....
Who I was... A very shy girl, A writer, A caring person, A music lover, A friend, A daughter, A happy person (most of the time), Who I could have been... A lover, A friend, A person that might have made it worth it (if given a chance), If they would pay attention to things more than in that "friend" way. Just because I am the "sweet" girl doesn't mean I don't have those urges or feeling towards people. If you pay attention in the way I speak to you or look at you, you might actually notice it. I can be flirty if I feel something for you although if I feel there is no chance then I won't bother. Lately this is all I have been feeling. I find a guy I have a connection with and I know there is no chance so I don't bother. And the result of all the disappointment is... Who I've become..... A stronger individual, An independent soul, A person who strives on being single, A writer, A caregiver, A music lover (especially that of the local p

This Is Kinda Fun
Libra - February 18, 2009 The position of the planets encourages you to try a little experiment as far your relationships are concerned. If you are having difficulty in deciding which one is the most promising, then try tuning into your future self and finding out what about each of the directions that could lie ahead. Although this may seem a very unorthodox method - you may learn something interesting.

This May Help
IMPORTANT HEALTH ISSUE FOR WOMEN: Do you have feelings of inadequacy? Do you suffer from shyness? Do you sometimes wish you were more assertive? If you answered yes to any of these questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist about Margaritas. Margaritas are the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions. Margaritas can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you're ready and willing to do just about anything. You will notice the benefits of Margaritas almost immediately and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live. Shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. Stop hiding and start living, with Margaritas. Margaritas may not be right for everyone. Women who are pregnant or nursing should not use Margaritas. However, women who wouldn't mind nursing or becoming pregn

This Is All Witchies Fault!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I don't drink at bars. 2. I'm my own best friend. 3. I only got pregnant once every 8 years. 4. I only drink Dr. Pepper. 5. I have signed my autograph for more than 10 people. 6. I'm having a steamy love affair with my cat Charlie. 7. I have a big ceramic pig in my room. 8. I own a press pass. 9. I can say Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious backwards. 10. I am a Notary Public for the State of Oregon. Now, who's next?

This Is Insanity
There is a price to pay For the mistakes you make To discover what you do It will always come back to you I couldn't see it before Hiding behind closed doors When you step outside yourself You wear the face of someone else Breaking your fall from grace Killing this empty space Like a thorn in your side It puts a dent in your pride No one believes you now It caught up with you somehow When the wind blew out your flame Your life would never be the same In the moment of madness Under your angry skies You are not what you feel For the shadows Darken the depths of your eyes No one Nothing is real This is insanity

This Is For A Great Cause....please Help
This is my very dear and sweet friend, she is trying to get fu-bucks for a spotlight, but not for her, for breast cancer awareness, she is a survivor and still fighting it, so please send her what you can to help this awesome cause, I sent her what I had left I can at least ask my friends to do something. ~sinfullydelicious~@ fubar

This Is My Kind Of Doctor....
Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of &nbs! p;your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also ! a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is di

This Was Odd
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a phobia of bad hygiene, so I shave everything even my arms, so no dirt or bacteria can get trapped on my skin. 2. I have the worst road rage of anyone I know, I hate piss poor drivers, I feel like everyone should have a system in their car that if they don't use their blinker the car should turn off, lol 3. I am very sensitive about child and animal abuse. I there is a difference between abuse and discipline. People who abuse their animals or children should be shot at point blank range. 4. I can not sit through a full movie, they tend to bore me. 5. I always run around the house and rush to take out the last bit of garbage o

This Is How A Girl Should Be Treated
This is how a girl should be treated To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"... To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful... To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town or states to see her... To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down... To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls... To every guy that said he would die for her... To every guy that really would... To every guy that did what she wanted to do... To every guy that cried in front of her... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her... To every guy that kisses her with meaning... To every guy that hugs her when she's sad... To every guy that hugs her for no reason... To every guy who would give their jacket up for her... To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe... To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes

This One Will Piss Hardcore Religious People Off
How do we know? How do we know where we go When we die To heaven, to hell, or somewhere in between? How do we know there is life after death? God, Devil, angels, demons How do we know they are actually there? Faith ha that’s a laugh People are afraid of things they do not know Some say, say it ain’t so Well sorry but it is. People make up shit to explain away the things they don’t know It has been this way since the beginning of time How did we start a big bang and life appeared Or did some asshole say oh I am board today lets create life. I think I will create this being called man. A silly little animal that worships things in order to get through life Ha that’s a laugh the sun as a god A god of love and a god of war How about the god of life and the god of death. Man didn’t know how to explain these things so he made up gods He took anything he couldn’t explain and put god of in front of it In doing this he was able to turn his cheek An ignorant cheek i

This Woman Is A Liar And A Cheat
IF THIS WOMAN OFFERS TO BUY YOU AN AUTO FOR FU BUCKS DON'T BELIEVE HER, SHE WILL NOT DO IT, SHE GOT ME FOR 5 MILLION, SHE CAME TO MY PAGE ASKING TO BUY ME ONE,, I SENT THE FU BUCKS AND SHE WOULD NOT COME ACROSS WITH HER PART, THEN SHE WILL NOT ANSWER NONE OF MY SHOUTS OR MESSAGES ~Ms~Lois~Lane~AKA~D@wgs~Guardian~Angel~@ fubar

This Are Frickin Hilarious! Notes Parents Actually Sent Into Schools To Excuse Their Kids
Here is a popular forward on supposedly real sick notes from parents to teachers. Some spelling mistakes have been corrected to improve readability. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please excuse Amanda for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. 3. Dear school: please excuse John being absent on Jan 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school because he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels.

This Moment
"This Moment" You will remember this moment As you dig into me And from your smile now It seems as if you liked it You'd better cherish this moment As you dig into me You'll never get another chance At this I won't stand another minute Of your questioning me You hear me, bitch, stop The interrogations over I can't handle the feeling Of your pestering me How would you like To meet my favorite fist No you can't renege I love to see you beg Dream this moment as you run away You will only separate me from All I believe this moment In brutality You're the one who kept on pushing Till I made you bleed It seems your pride has been stolen Since you stood up to me I'll tell you now you know I think I Really like it So learn a lesson from someone Who will never repeat the many Tragic mistakes of his past I hope you savor this moment As you're still on your feet So keep it quiet now I think you're gonna like it Words have consequences when They're

This Is Hilarious
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender.' ******************************* MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and Withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ******************************* FEMALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4 Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card. 5

This Is Why You Should Never Stay At A Holiday Inn.
Believe it or not but I'm not one to really complain about things in real life. I generally just "suck it up" and go about my business. I think that things could be worse. But now...I'm complaining/bitching/venting..what the fuck ever you want to call it. I decide that I'm going to stay in a Holiday Inn this weekend, because I generally just stay at Motel 6. I wanted something different and I knew I wouldn't have a way to get food and this hotel has room service. I'm told they have no smoking rooms with a single bed, so I had to take a room with two beds. No biggie. I'm suppose to have a view and get breakfast. Apparently this is a "suite". I don't know. I'll say that this is the worst hotel I've stayed in, in my whole life. I've stayed in plenty. Now before you gutter minded friends of mine go there..I was in show choir in high school and would have to go to competitions every weekend and we had to stay in hotels. What makes this one so bad? Well, I'm about to tell you. Fi

This Is Funny
See what you miss if you don’t attend church regularly…. They're Back! Church Bulletins: Thank God for church ladies with typewriters -- misspellings, bad sentence construction or choice of words all make for fun reading. These sentences actually appeared in church bulletins or were announced in church services: The Fasting & Prayer Conference includes meals. ---------------------------------------------------------- The sermon this morning: "Jesus Walks on the Water." The sermon tonight: "Searching for Jesus." -------------------------------------------- Ladies, don't forget the rummage sale. It's a chance to get rid of those things not worth keeping around the house. Bring your husbands. -------------------------------------------- The peacemaking meeting scheduled for today has been canceled due to a conflict. -------------------------------------------- Don't let worry kill you off - let the Church help. -----------------

This Night
I sit and wait I weep I pray I replay in my head what went wrong what didnt I do what did i do my silence was for your benefit not your abandonment I was always there despite the closed doors and now I just wish you peace I wish you sucess tomorow more than I wish the happiness of my own life my stomach turns as I fight the urge to come to your side but even if I could I have no clue where to go I love you I will always love you I dont know how not to anymore even if I never see you you have to believe I just want you happy it is not my selfish needs but the needs of a dark world please get through this and I almost hope you forget me tomorow so I am the only one faced with this pain of the memories of us I wish for the bite of a rope upon me i wish for the darkness to take me all my hope is in you carry it with you forever

This Game
No more cat and mouse Go ahead and lay it out Just say what you need to say No more passive aggressive games Insinuations and hints But I ain't falling for your guilt trip I lived that life before I'm not doing it anymore Dangle the carrot in front of my face Hopeing that I'll take the bait Am I guilty in your mind Of crime by your design I feel the noose around my neck I've not even been charged yet I'm not afraid of accusation It won't be the last time it happens If that's your poker face, then I feel bold I'm raising the stakes, do you fold Do you trust the cards in your hand If you got something to say, now's your chance Show your cards or walk away Win or lose, this ends today

This Is Not A Suicide Note... It's A Dark Poem... Titled ..."have You Ever???" By Me
Have you ever wondered why it is that at one point in your life everything can be going great, but then in a split second your whole world can come crashing down? I've become a victim of that very problem, it seems to me that just about everybody who has ever cared about me has abandoned me in my time of greatest need. The love that I once possessed has been clouded by pain, I feel like I am dying inside, and the worst part about the whole situation is that it seems as if absolutely nobody cares. The last few months I've just been adding to the torture that has consumed my life, I look around and all I see is people who know where their life is going, and it seems to me that my life is nothing more than a steaming pile of nothing. There are so many people that I've been wanting to express my true feelings for, but I can't because doing so could cause their worlds to come crashing down, which in turn would cause me more pain, knowing that I've ruined another persons life. In all honesty

This Is The Staff Updated
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This Touches Me Deeply
my feelings are strong. i will always love you. love you until i die. you changed my life. i will give you my soul. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. it starts when we have our 1st kiss. it starts when you say yes. i will give you my heart. you will have everything. every moment you will have endless love and affection. my feelings are strong for you. you changed my life. i feel complete with you. i don't mind how the world is today. as long i have you in my life. cause i love you. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. i want to see you and me in the mirror. i will take you no matter what. i take you with all the faults you may have. cause i love you. you changed my life. you made me feel love. now i will give you my soul. it starts when you said yes. i can see myself with you forever. cause i love you. i want to dance with you every night. i want to kiss you every night. kiss you passionately under the the sunset. my feelings are stron

This Is Sooooo Bad!
I am so addicted right now to this place! It's way better than the other places I'm on. Now I just want to make it to the next level! Yep, call a spade a spade...I'm a FuWhore!! Anyone have any suggestions for me???? xo's K

This Is Soo Mean And Hurtfull
Frist off yes I come off as a bitch but I am really nice and a sweet girl. And the ones who have got to talk to know should know this. Yes I havent got to all of you but I have been trying. Well this is why I come off the way I do. I am soo tired of this from guys and girls. Please take a look at this and see why I am hurt and crying http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2623894&albumid=1542377&idx=0

This Is Just Sick!!!
I saw this news article scrolling in the ticker this morning and this just blew my mind!!! MY daughter is 9 years old and I would murder someone if this ever happened to her!!! " World Breaking News search News News Girl, 9, to abort twins From correspondents in Sao Paulo Agence France-Presse March 01, 2009 04:00am A NINE-year-old girl pregnant after years of alleged sexual abuse by her stepfather is likely to abort twins she is carrying in a case that has shocked Brazil, reports in Sao Paulo said. The Brazilian girl, who was not identified because she is a minor, was found to be four months pregnant after being taken to hospital suffering stomach pains, the news websites G1, pe360graus and the Diario de Pernambuco reported. She was being cared for by a medical and psychological team in the Maternal-Child Institude in the northern city of Recife, close to her hometown of Alagoinha in Pernambuco state, they said. "We don't know if she will de

This Is The Life
its geting late and something in the city tonite this place is crazy and it makes me wanta fuck up my mind i like the lights the trippy lights and all the pornographic stores i light this thingas they complainabout the junkies and the whores when i was young i dreamed id come here and i guess i did survive the scum and id become someone and i never did these village slums i let become my life i guess i did im just a bum pathetic scum thats the way i live this is the life you want the life NO its geting late and guess whos playing in the city tonite this place is amazing and it makes me want to fuck even hard i love the way the buildings sway and all the garbage on the streets the sounds of trains and sirens make lovely music while i sleep im going farther than i thought far could be by 21 i had a gun and chanced authoraty by 22 i never knew the sites that i would see by 24 i made a store and killed that part of me this is the life you want my life NO

This Is Funny And It Is Just A Shame That It Is A Tragedy
Well I have read the papers and it seems they are all full of lies! My friend has not only had a claim for half the nothing in the nest but half of the pension. Well, that truly is nothing because she does not have one. The rest of what he wants is quite eye opening in as much as that someone can be so greedy. What is funny though are the lies his solicitor has put into the divorce papers. I have a bad short term memory but I am honest and that which I can remember I will stand up in court and defend her on. It has become clear then that she married the brother of both Pinocchio and Rumplestiltskin. A liar with a penchant to throwing tantrums mmmm yes the latter I have seen and the former I have just had proven. So, here we are again, defending the innocent against the ignorant and hoping that it is not the solicitors that win in this instance again. This is the third time my friend has been taken for whatever it is she has or may not have. This time though it will wipe her

This Blog Brought To You By The Letter "k"
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Katie 2. A four letter word: kale 3. A boy's name: Kyle 4. A girl's name: Kayla 5. An occupation: Kindergarten Teacher 6. A colour: Kelly Green 7. Something you wear: knickers 8. A food: king crab legs 9. Something found in the bathroom: K-Y Jelly 10. A place: Kilamanjaro 11. A reason for being late: Knocked out 12. Something you shout: Kiss my ass 13. A movie title: Kill Bill 14. Something you drink: Kamikaze 15. A musical group: Korn 16. An animal: koala bear 17. A street name: Kennedy Street 18. A

This Space
Sometimes I feel myself lost in this space I lose faith in myself Giving up What I have always believe Throwing myself Into the madness of this space Sometimes I feel conquered by this space Unknowingly pulled into And lost the way Resisting this strong feeling Has make me weak I can't feel myself Its like every thing Is DONE This space Has silently steal away My sanity

This Little Angel Needs A Lot Of Help..please Help
I am reaching out to you all in hopes that some of you will find it in your hearts to help me help my daughter. Below is a link where you can help contribute to her happiness and well being. I also included a bit about her and what she is going through. Please take a moment to do what you can. CLICK THE PIC BELOW to contribute, please. Thank you... AJ THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE HELPED. AND IF YOU HAVEN'T PLEASE CLICK THE PIC ABOVE AND CHIP IN. *For Those Of You Who Do NOT Know Me Or What My Daughter Is Going Through, PLEASE Take The Time To Read Some Of My Blogs On Baby Roxan. Hopefully That Will Help You Find It In Your Hearts To Help Her.* ~Unique Dream~ ™ ♥ Baby Roxans Daddy ♥@ fubar SINCERELY, AJ, Liana & Baby Roxan **NOTE: We have raised $640 so far towards our goal of $4000 here on Fubar. Plus I have been able to come up with an additional $600 myself doing odd jobs at night. WE ONLY HAVE 10 DAY LEFT so PLEASE contribute! We n

This Is Soo True
"You cannot legislate the poor into freedom by legislating the wealthy out of freedom. What one person receives without working for, another person must work for without receiving. The government cannot give to anybody anything that the government does not first take from somebody else. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and when the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that my dear friend, is about the end of any nation.. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it.." ~~~~~ Dr. Adrian Rogers, 1931

This Hit The Newspaper There Too!!!
Actual 'Letter to the Editor' from the February 5th edition of the Wichita Falls, Texas Times Record News... Dear IRS, I am sorry to inform you that I will not be able to pay taxes owed April 15, but all is not lost. I have paid these taxes: accounts receivable tax, building permit tax, CDL tax, cigarette tax, corporate income tax, dog license tax, federal income tax, unemployment tax, gasoline tax, hunting licence tax, fishing licence tax, waterfowl stamp tax, inheritance tax, inventory tax, liquor tax, luxury tax, medicare tax, city, school and county property tax, real estate tax,social security tax, road usage tax, toll road tax, state and city sales tax, recreational vehicle tax, state franchise tax, state unemployment tax,telephone federal excise tax, telephone federal state and local surcharge tax,telephone minimum usage surcharge tax, telephone state and local tax, utility tax,vehicle licence registration tax, capitol gains tax, lease severance tax, oil and gas assessment

This Guy Is A Diclk
this dude is a funny cock sucker got all shitty cuz im not single and i asked him to read my profile !! ShawnOSU**Lover of Brutus & Maynard** this is him what a cock bite !! i love all my fuabr friends and family !!!thanks for being loving and caring !!i love u all !!

This Is
This is my good bye I don't give a fuck I don't care what you say This is my life I will be a leader I will be the light in the sky This is my voice I will sing I will scream This is my touch I can make him melt I can cure this life This is my second chance I could just walk away I could make this something more

This Make's I Smile N' Izz Well Kool Song :)
(Who-oo-oo-oo is Mr Brown?) Mr Brown is a clown who rides through town in a coffin (Where he be found?) In the coffin where there is Three crows on top and two is laughing Oh, what a confusion! Ooh, yeah, yeah! What a botheration! Ooh, now, now! Who is Mr Brown? I wanna know now! He is nowhere to be found From Mandeville to Slygoville, coffin runnin' around, Upsetting, upsetting, upsetting the town, Asking for Mr Brown From Mandeville to Slygoville, coffin runnin' around, Upsetting, upsetting, upsetting the town, Asking for Mr Brown I wanna know who (is Mr Brown)? Is Mr Brown controlled by remote? O-o-oh, calling duppy conqueror, I'm the ghost-catcher! This is your chance, oh big, big Bill bull-bucka, Take your chance! Prove yourself! Oh, yeah! Down in parade People runnin like a masquerade The police make a raid, But the - oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah The thing get fade What a thing in town Crows chauffeur-driven around, Skankin' as if they had

This Is A Hoot, You Will Laugh!
Subject: GOODNIGHT TO MOM (You don't have to own a cat to get a hoot out of this guy's story!) We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Year's Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife (who doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night) explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, 'He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother.' A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away. 'That stu

This Guy Lmfao
miltron2000: hay look im 30 years old not married and work very hard for what i have when i seen your pic tonite i seen some one i could spend the rest of my life with and i dont even know your name i hope to find some one that has your looks and you mind.........

This Was Left On Yahoo Messenger For Me
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence. .. 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear. I do believe in God and the statement above but I also believe in the power of the mind and the absolute effects of attitude. The secret is within ourselves.

This Path
I walk this path As I walk this path each day Though the same path The paving stones face a different way Some days it leads me to a land full of love A land where people are happy Where love and peace is everywhere Other days it leads me to a land I hate This lands full of hurt, pain and tears Here you will see no smiles or love Each day as I awake I pray that maybe just maybe Today I will go to a different place, a place I like, a place where I can love So as I lay my head down tonight I close my eyes and imagine this place This place I love and can stay.

This Sweetheart Has A Happy Hour At 12pm Fu-time
THIS SWEETHEART IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR AT 12PM FU-TIMEAND SHE WANTS TO LEVEL SO I WILL PAY 10K FOR EVERY 100 PICS YOU RATE FOR HER SEND HER A MESSAGE AND TELL HER I SENT YOU AND PM ME WHEN YOUR DONE. Italian Princess* Fu wife to Dark Defender* Dangerous Curves* ^M!K3Y^@ fubar

This Person May Start Trouble
people going to hate so let them have fun.@ fubar her profile says this MY NAME IS HAYLEY I AM MARRIED AND HAVE A SON I LOVE TO DEATH.IM A FUN EASY GOING PERSON MY PROFILE IS OPEN TO ALL TO SEE I DONT HIDE SHIT FROM PEOPLE MY EX AND HIS GIRLFREIND ARE TWO PEOPLE EVERYONE NEEDS TO STAY AWAY FROM THERE BOTH PISSED AT ME BECAUSE I MOVED ON FROM THE PAST AND THEY CANT.ONE THING I WILL NOT GO FOR IS PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MY SON YOU DONT ME OR MY FAMILY SO YOU DONT NEED TO MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT MY SON.YES I AM A BITCH AND ITS FOR A REASON I GREW UP IN FOSTER CARE MY MOM WAS UNABLE TO CARE FOR ME AND MY SISTER AND MY MOM ENDED UP KILLING HER SELF WITH DEPRESSION AND NOT EATING I TALK TO MY SISTER EVERY MONTH MY DAD WAS NEVER AROUND DUE TO HIM BEING IN THE AIR FORCE WE DID SEE MY DAD ON HOLIDAYS I WAS ABUSED AS A KID AND WHEN I MET MY EX BOYFRIEND DAN HE ALSO ABUSED ME IT TOOK ME 9 YEARS TO LEAVE THE RELATIONSHIP AND THANKS TO MY HUBBY NOW FOR TALKING ME THREW IT I W

This Is Me Like It Or Not
I am a little insecure and I have crazy mood swings I have fucked up and been fucked up. I don't know what I want from time to time. I say things I don't mean and take them back. I have trust problems but who don't. I cry for no reason at all. I trip over my own feet, I say stupid things, I do stupid things, I will bust out singing at anytime, I dance like a tard, I can make people laugh, I have a big heart and will help anyone if they need the help. I smoke, I drank from time to time, I embarass myself, I spill shit, I question everything that is told to me. there is so much more but if you want to talk too me or date me this is what you get like it or not. I am not changing for anyone and I don't won't anyone to change for me.

This Is The Coolest Mother .... Ever
Like most mothers Lucy Baxter wants her child to live a fully rounded life - including the experience of a physical relationship and even finding love. But her 21-year-old son Otto has Down's syndrome and has had trouble finding a partner. So she is appealing for women to come forward so Otto can 'enjoy the same experiences as other men his age'. Lucy Baxter is doing all she can to find a girlfriend for her son Otto, 21, so he can lose his virginity. She says she is even prepared to go so far as to pay for a prostitute for her adopted son. Miss Baxter, 50, also hopes he may one day become a father - despite the controversy this may attract. 'Society has a learning disability when it comes to Down's syndrome,' she said. 'Why should these people be kept separate and pigeon-holed when they have the same emotions, desires and feelings as so-called normal people? 'If he doesn't get a girlfriend, I will feel really bad, because I have sold him this thing that he is like everybody

This One Was Given To Me A Decade Ago...damn Im Old Haha
silence speaks 1,000 words why am i hanging on to a love that's just not there? my heart you'd broken - this young heart you would not spare... now i know that silence speaks a thousand words!!! what my heart wants to say yet it cannot be heard... there's something between us still left remain -- but the words left unspoken still remain the same...

This Is How I Feel
Have you ever sat in your room by yourself and felt utterly and helplessly alone? Like nothing matters.... friends, family, boyfriends, girlfriends, girls you wish you were with. Like you'll never be good enough so being alone is something you might as well get used to? Life is an uphill battle and shit rolls downhill. You're never satisfied with what you have... maybe that's why nobody feels good enough for anyone else, because whoever you're with doesn't make you feel wanted, needed, or loved. I've wanted, I've needed, I've loved..... and every time, I get fucked over. You're girl has low self-esteem, so you tell her she's beautiful.... which she is.... still, not good enough. You tell her that you want her, that she makes you happy, you make her laugh and smile.... still not good enough. If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got. You want someone who is going to treat you like shit, there are plenty of people out there who will.... yo

This Is So Funny
Hey buddy get over it friendship is more valued than your money and the joke is on you buddy you was the one that was going to be blocked. You complain because i set my status to lost my crush and you have to buy yours and cuss the girls out that take them off you. You are the biggest looser on here. You have to buy friends and i just earn mine. So grow up you and stop being a cry baby child.

This Is How Every Woman Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

This Is Just Plain Wrong N Were Gettin Effed Up Bad. ''the Obama Deception''
watch this link ......and you'll see why alot is messing up for us.. ''The Obama Deception'' http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7886780711843120756&ei=MfXESf6hJYKGqQOw18nqAg&q=the+obama+deception&hl=en

This Sucks...
I've come to the conclusion that there is no one for me. It makes me sick with envy to see how head over heels in love with one another every here is with each other. Everyone's fu-married to, or taken by the "greatest person in the world". It's kinda like how it goes in the real world, everyone else is always so happy and has such great lives, and i'm always alone. Shit no one here would give me the time of day, let alone talk to me or visit my page. Well atleast no one that i would want to talk to would. I guess it's my own damn fault for being picky. Ya gotta be though, otherwise you only waste time and effort on people you don't really want to talk to just cause you're being nice. There's alot of people in life that i regret ever getting involved with just cause i was being nice, therefor ya gotta be picky. The problem is any of the people i actually want to get to know want nothing to do with me, cause they're being picky too. I feel like a waste, I know i'm not very attractive,

This Is Beautiful
Thank you Aunt Sonya this is beautiful...... Will You Dance With Me? READ THIS VERY SLOWLY.... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to de part from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched ' Jeopardy ' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes

This Is What Marriage Is Really All About . . . . ..
This is what marriage is really all about . . . . .. He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, 'That poor old couple - all they c an afford is one meal for the two of them.' As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally t

This Is My True Self;
I try to be a good friend; I try to stand by my friends; be there for all my friends I am very much out going love to support/help all my friends I have my own youth group trying to help/ support all the youths in need I try not to infer with my friends; but be there as they need someone by their side I am od fashion; like doing as in old ways like making new friends- strangers are friends we never meet yet my best saying is you can't judge a book by it cover what is inside might not be what is on the outside I go by what I see & hear from others; I chat for a while- add them to my messagener- if not in person I give out my cell number it takes long time to get to know another person as friends yes I met some good friends from the internet; some with good advices I not really that bad person to get to know I can get lil rough as I am into the outdoors & country music like being youthful; at times I hang out with the youths cause youths needs som

This Is Beautiful
This is beautiful! She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.' Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody e

This Was Incredible
Bulletin: The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won't, ' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 ho ur days.' The angel moved closer and touched the woman.

This Side Of Borderline
I’m afraid. Not of people. Not of things. But of me. I suppose that wouldn’t make sense to anyone who hasn’t really put any deep thought into themselves. But I think… perhaps if you think about it you’ll understand. It’s all about control. Not the control of other people. Not their control over you. It’s about control of yourself. There’s a place in everyone’s mind, no matter how large, that they’re afraid think about. Afraid that if they venture there they’ll never find their way out. A place so dark that you’d rather forget it ever existed, than tread there, or let anyone else know it’s there. It’s the festering wound where all your bad thoughts, all you fears, all your terrible nightmares, and all the things you’re capable of flock to like germs to a wound. But you can’t bandage it up, and it doesn’t heal. It’s always open, always inviting in some way, and very very dangerous. Some people have nightmares. Some people have daydream visions. Some people have the odd bad imagining,

This Is Sooo Me Wowwee
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

This Is Awesome...!!!
I'm not kidding! It's called Chat To Text and it allows you to get text messages from your friends on Facebook, Bebo, and MySpace. You just put this little widget on your profile page and your friends can send you a text message, and you can reply from your cell phone. You don't need any fancy cell phone, any cell phone that can text will work. It's kind of like Instant Messaging through text messaging through your Facebook/Bebo/MySpace page. Anyway, check it out for yourself: http://www.chattotext.com/amember/go.php?r=17061&i=l0 As you'll see in the video, the best part is that you can make some serious cash just by spreading the word...like I am right now! Let me know what you think - I'm excited! Talk soon, Matthew

This Guy
will I was dating this guy he was in the navy he was really sweet at times and I really did like him but he was a Jew bout small thing (like Newport me drinking and sleeping till noon) so we broke up. but know I wont to get back with him but I don't wanna change my ways so now i don't know what to do

This Messed Up Economy
u know if it hadnt been for bush this country would still be as good as it once was. now it will take a long ass time to get the economy back up. hopefully obama can do something to fix it or else this country will go all to hell. anyone who wants to comment be my guest would like to hear what the american people think

This Made Me Laugh!!!
I had to steal this, its about me and I find it funny as hell!! ok.. so now i get to bitch some.. ya i was seeing someone.. was going great.. been together almost 3 months.. i changed all my profiles to in a relationship.. i had a yahoo personals profile for over 3 years..lol totally forgot about it. well the guy i WAS seeing sends me a message sayin its over cause i was lookin for someone else cause he seen my personals profile.. ya news flash.. when i changed my profile pic on my yahoo profile it changed it for my personals profile as well.. i mean come on.. how fucked up is this? if certain people would have cared to read my info hadnt been edited in over a year. my kid's ages in it are will soon be 5 and 2.. ya my daughter is fixin to be 6 and my son will be 3 this summer.. i mean ya i was holding back because of certain issues like family.. ya know. i lost my job the end of january.. his hours got cut back.. i was broke for valentines day but it was our 2 month anniversary, so

This Is Funny
If you need a laugh today, then > this should do it! > > Judas Asparagus > > > > A child was asked to write a book report on the > entire Bible. > This is amazing and brought tears of laughter to my eyes. > I wonder how often we take for granted that children > understand what we are teaching??? > > Through the eyes of a child: > The Children's > Bible in a Nutshell > In > the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was > nothing but God, darkness, and some > gas. The Bible says, 'The > Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older > than that. > Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone > did. > Then God made the world. > He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, > but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors > hadn't been invented > yet. > Adam > and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad apple, so they were > driven from the Garden of Eden.....Not > sure what they were driven in though, because they > di

This Will Never Happen Again
Now here is some information you can't live without having....At five minutes and six seconds after 4 AM on the 8th of July this year, the time and date will be 04:05:06 07/08/09. This will never happen again

This World
Let me just start here, its not up for debate. I am here to blog my thoughts and feelings. if u have a problem with what i say, then move on. What the hell is this World turning into? It seems as if everyday there is a blood bathe going on. Today in Ny there was a shooting. 13 people killed, last week a man went into a nursing home and killed poor defenseless elders. This world is turning into a dark morbid place. Im beginning to think it is going to fail all together. We need to REMEMBER that we are all trying to survive this crisis, EVERYONE NEEDS TO TAKE A STAND and suck it the fuck up. I am a ARMY WIFE, a proud, active loving wife. And im sick and tired of hearing about how people dont appreciate what WE do.. They sit there and say we cheat, use them for their money. Holy shit, take a walk in my shoes for a fucking week, im sure u fall flat on your face OK rant over.

This Really Pisses Me Off This Kinda Spam
Dear friend, I know you would be surprised to read from someone relatively unknown to youbefore now. My name is Mark Smith, a master sgt. of The U.S. Army, deployed toIraq in the beginning of the war in 2003.I would like to share some highlypersonal classified information about my personal experience and role which Iplayed in the pursuit of my career serving under the U.S ARMY which was at thefore-front of the war in Iraq. Though, I would like to hold back certaininformation for security reasons for now until you have found time to visit theBBC website stated below to enable you have insight regarding what I intend toshare with you, believing that it would be of your desired interest in one wayor the other.Here is a BBC news listing that confirms what I share with you. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/middle_east/2988455.stm Also, could you get back to me having visited the above website to enable usdiscuss in a more vivid manner to the best of your understanding. I must saythat I'm very

This Time Its Woody
Back in the day when I was still young, I used to listened this radio show Mikey show on KSJO, which is no longer exist. I loved that show, they played my favorite kinda music like Guns n Roses, Metallica, Linkn Parks, Nickelback....u got the point, played stupid funny prank, and even Arnold Schwarzenegger the Governor and Michael Jackson called tha show. Everyday I set my alarm to wake up to the show, and hated it when I had to go to school during the show. I didnt have a car at that time, so getting a car and driving to the school with the radio on was my top priority of my to-do list. A few months had passed and I was finally getting a car, and was so excited thinking I dont have to leave Mikey show to go to school. Then, one mornig, the radio went off as usual to wake me up in the morning, I heard a weird sound coming from my raido.....it was a mexican music. I was confused. KSJO never played mexican music before, wtf is going on? I was in bed half awake, thinkin maybe somehow I c

This One Is For The Laddies
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) ! 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an ol

This Week Me Egocentric No Way
Libra - Lovescope Weekly HoroscopeBe prepared to lend a hand to a lover in need this week. You've been a bit egocentric as of late and it's having a deleterious effect on your love life, Libra. If you give more favors, more will be granted. Understood? Your lover's reaction to your selflessness will be life altering. Honesty brings rewards.

This System
this system is messed up...i had my appointment to try and get a scholarship for the truck drivers institute... got in to the appointment and started talkin to the lady then she desides to tell me how the workforce place usually doesnt give that type of scholarship to people under 25....i kind of flipped out and got upset because 4-5 months ago i was told to wait till i was 21 then to come back and go through the scholarship program because thats the best way to go... but she i guess the way she put it was because nobody will hire people under the age of 25...which is kind of a lie.... and the T.D.I helps place people of any age as long as there 21 and over.... covenant the company i want to start out with will take me..so i ended up driving all the way out to sanford again because rodney(the recuiter) says he could help get things situtated... so hopefully tommorrow ill have a clearer idea of whats going to happen.. thats also if the workforce will approve me going through

This Is Your Brain On Heretic.
I'm not a Catholic. On the news this morning, I was informed that the day before Good Friday was celebrated in the Catholic Church as "Holy Thursday". Pope + hat + costume + Popemobile = Batman, i.e.: "Holy Thursday, Batman!" This is your brain on HERETIC. *transmission ends*

This Song Is All Bout U Baby ...
Lyrics to Magic :V1: You've got magic inside your finger tipsits leaking out all over my skineverytime that i get close to youyour makin me weak with the way you look through those eyesC: And all i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveyeaaaa, oh i need youV2: I remember the way that you moveyour dancin easily through my dreamsits hittin me harder and harder with all your smilesyou are crazy gentle in the way you kissC: All i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveB: Oh baby i need youto see me, the way i see youlovely, wide awake inthe middle of my dreamsC: And all i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveC: All i see is your faceall i need is your touchwake me up with your lipscome at me from up aboveyeaaaa, oh oh da da da do do do do do ahhhhhh, i ..... i need you

This Girl
this girl What is it about this girlThat makes me want her in my worldSomething makes her so intriguingAre her words true or just misleadingIts something that I can not findThoughts of her stay on my mindEngraved in my brain and slowly sliding downMy heart is where they must be boundJust want to keep her by my sideThese feelings I just can no longer hideI just want to grab you and scream I Love youAnd I can't stop myself from thinking of youI've felt this way for quite a whileWanting nothing more than to make you smileMake you happy and make it lastErase any pain from your pastSo I sit here waiting for the timeThe time that I can make you mineTo wine and dine, Spend all my timeAnd remember all the little thingsLike a corona with a limeStay honest and true til the endTil then I'll be the best of a friendMaking sure i never stray too farThese words came from thoughts of youYou know who you arecopyright jas 2009

This Or That
Colors or Black or White?blackPink or Purple?purpleYellow or Green?greenApple or Orange?orangesFairy or Princess?princessPanda or Kangaroo?pandaAnalog or Digital?digitalCoke or Pepsi?cokeCoffee or Tea?coffeeCake or Ice Cream?ice creamMiami Dolphins or New York Jets?ICK neitherHockey or Soccer?soccerSummer or Winter Olympics?winterRollerblade or Iceskate?rollerbladeFire or Ice?fireDildo or Vibrator?vibeBeatles or Rolling Stones?BeatlesElton John or Billy Joel?Billy JoelGold or Silver?goldMetallica or Slayer?MetallicaPineapple rings or tidbits?tidbitsIn tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?OHeads or Tails?headsSchool or Work?WorkThrow up or Diarrhea?neither thanks anywayBowling or Rollerskating?bowlingHurricane or Earthquake?hurricaneToo fat or too skinny?too fatCoffee with creamer or black?w/creamerMySpaceBulletins.com or QuizPox.com ?whateverAmazing Race or Survivor?SurvivorDomestic or Foreign car?dependsMiami Ink or L.A. Ink?L.A. InkSandals or Tennis Shoes?sneaksTwister or Connect Four?con

This Is A Sad One
This was written on one of the rare "down" days I have, and it wasnt a good day at all. "Loss"The wind blowsthe sun shinesthe birds singandmy soul is dyingDarkness descendsover mewhile the sun blazesI feelFlatLike a soda left openon the tableovernightReason and logic fail memadness prevailsMy mindtwists itselfinto a parodyinto a monster

This Girl
Im life we over come things everyday. Some challenges are smaller then others but non the less they are all importian. Thought at times we all feel the wear and tare of life we still find the energy to get up and truck on. Though never knowing if the challenges of this day are going to be the ones that brake us down. Everyday is an oppertunity for greatness and though sometimes we cant see it.... It there. Sometimes its staring right back into our faces and it still passes us up. Today I was faced with a decision. I think that I made the right one, but not knowing what would have happened had I done it differently will still be in the back of my mind. I will try not to regret the little things and look forward to the bigger thing. I will never pass up the chace to fall in love even though it may ens badly and someone may end up hurt... Why you ask? There is no felling like the felling of love. The what seems to be indicribable feeling of finding that person that makes your stoach dance

This Is My First Post..
I'm not sure how to do this site, it seems overwhelming and has "too much" crap, I don't like that. It should be easy to use, which I'm sure it is...just not now. It looks fun, way more fun that m*space but who knows?!

This One Time At Rough Riders
I met Jeff at a Charity function they were having at the hotel. It wasn't the type where they ask for donations and have auctions and themes. Those are cool. It was the type they have for the actual charity cases. Those are lame. It was a Christmas party and the Rough Riders were going to show up and deliver bears to the guests. Tracy said i had to go. She said that the Rough Riders are always hot and into charities so they must be good people. Sometimes I think Tracy Just says stuff to get me to do things I normally wouldn't bother with. Most days I am stupid enough to fall for it. Most of the Rough Riders were very old. They were all very nice but still a little to old for me. The youngest one there was about 41. His arms were full of teddy bears and he was wearing that uniform that makes them look like overgrown boyscouts. I mean a polka dot ascot, a stetson hat and flare? Really? But he was the youngest one there so I quickly turned to Tracy and said "called it". It didn't matter

This Is Kinda Cute
What a kiss means....actually read the whole thing cuz its nice+Kiss on the stomach = Im ready+Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"+Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"+Kiss on the Lips = I love you"What the gesture means...+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"+Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"+Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable

This Really Works!!!
Mosquito Spray...Worth a try I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared. The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes. And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.

This_n_that
if some of you are wondering why it is that i dont leave animated comments or such on profiles?...well wonder no more...it seems that i have been "tripping the spam filter" after about 8 or so profile comments...and once that happends i end up with bouncers all over the place every time i want to look at a profile...heck i was even bounced when i wanted to check into my blogs... so since this is getting a little wierd...i might not be doing many profile comments...i klnow i know..i havent done alot before but i might just not do any at all now....so to those of you that feel i havent made contact...please bear with me

This Is How U Can See My Nsfw Pics
So ya wanna know how you can see my NSFW pics ?? It is real simple .. $10 Bling pack gets you in for a week $20 Bling pack gets ya 2 weeks $50 Bling pack gets you a month$100 Bling pack gets you 3 months An auto 11 or cherry bomb also gets you a month a month vip renewal gets you 2 weeksa 3 month vip renewal get u a month a 3 day blast gets you a weeka 7 day blast gets you 2 weeksa 30 day blast gets you a month A happy hour gets you in for 6 months Wanna know what's in there ? I will give you a hintThere is a little of just mesome of me and my toys a little of me and my gfa little of me, my gf and our hubbys Anita

This Is One Of My Stories
The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student. A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened. So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms. The room was clean, but in slight disarray. Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut. "There you are. Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA. Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter. When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it. The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears. One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it. In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares". The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the d

This Is Funny
SIX Truths of Life 1. You cannot touch all your top teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. And discover that The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. I apologize about this . I'm an idiot and I needed company.

This Made Me Lol
"BLOOMINGTON, Minn. -- Police said a 23-year-old man is in stable condition after he pretended that he was falling off a bridge over the Minnesota River, then actually fell off the bridge. Police got a call just before 5 a.m. Sunday from a 21-year-old man who said his friend fell off the Highway 77 bridge and into a marshy area about 30 feet below. The caller said he was driving north when his friend, who he said had been drinking, told him to pull into the bridge's emergency lane so he could urinate...."

This Is For Lilith's Liar (one Of The Cooliest Lounges Around On Fubar)
This is a pimpout for all you lounge goers 4 one of the cooliest lounges on Fubar. If you like metal and good conversation mixed with cool peeps, sexy guys and gals then Lilith's Liar is for you. WARNING: YOU MAY GET HOOKED. YOU MAY GET LICKED AND SPANKED. LOL. Lilith’s Liar LILITH'S LAIR@ fubar Click the lounge link below or copy and paste to enter Lilith’s Liar http://www.fubar.com/lounge/51376

This Site Called Fubar
This is the worst site ever!!!! I will Never come back! Its a waste of time!!! And everyone actually looks wasted in your nasty pics... (Jesus) Your site needs a lot of work!!!!!! which by the way you are nothing to Jesus!!! AMEN!!! AMEN!!! So much for trying to be like tom on myspace right!! HAHA!!! Go have another beer your site might look better

This, That And The Other
Alrighty folks...I want your input again. More lovely and witty ladies for confessions (they need to have clear, good photos) and people in service for the 'we salute you' (this includes, firemen, policemen, etc.) Also, let me know what you think about the FWord and what you would like to see change. We need your opinions for FuApproved. Bring 'em!

This Is Too Funny
You have to start at the bottom Tommy #1764257 tommy: sorry , but you are blocked... night time with your weed... wat a waste!!1 tommy: lol, wow.... what a waste!!!1 ->tommy: Poof!...Be gone....I'm Wiccan too....take that to church with ya tommy: that is fine ... meeting a girl doing weeds in like meeting NOTHING ->tommy: Again I would have never met you anyway tommy: i not meeting no girl doing weed ->tommy: You never would have tommy: bye ->tommy: ok tommy: actually it is ok ... even if i dont see you ->tommy: See Ya! tommy: have a good night ->tommy: Ya tommy: do you do weed? ->tommy: 'Cause I'm a pot head tommy: why do you have your profile full of the weed? ->tommy: ok tommy: lol. that is ok... i am not in the caps... dont you worry ->tommy: Friends is ok. I will not tell anyone where I am, 'cause I have my very own psyco that's lookin' for me tommy: where you now? I am in LA in Ingleewood... do you want us to be friends? ->tommy: All caps is yelling. I have no idea how Riversid

This Is For Me (read If You Like I Dont Care)
ugh sometimes shit gets so tough. with everything that has happened this month i think i've lost it. i NEVER thought clint of all people would hold me back from beating the shit out of my older brother, I come back to minnesota to find i have a 5 year old son and that (Excuse me) bitch didn't tell me because she "didnt want to hold me back from anything". ya know i just got dumped too for someone who used to beat you and now i leave and you call me like 4 times a day telling me you love me and stuff. but i cant help feeling what kind of loser am i? and my health is going down quick my anxiety is killing me n stress is terrible its never reality hit when clint of all people stop me who never hits anyone with out a good reason stopped me from something i was right about because he knows me all too well and yes i admit i would have wrecked him. i went to jail once for wrecking my older brothers face but sometimes i dont think. if clint wasn't here i would be in jail right now. no son, no

This Is How They Expect To Gain Loyalty?
http://www.lvrj.com/news/43166132.html Please see the link above first. Just in my department, in my hotel, we have been cut down to 35 hours a week for a year, and have been told that we will not recieve our annual raises this July. They took away raises gven to our supervisors in January. Our insurance company that pays less for our claims and our premiums were raised $10 per pay period. We no longer recieve employer matching for our 401K. Yet, our CEO gets a RAISE for what I would gross in 10 years! Why does this not make any sence?

This One Is Hot..hot..hot!!!
This is his SECOND attempt at an auction...Don't fail him ladies...He's a great catch!! You'll be sorry if you don't get in on this!! JUst click the pic to have him for your own!! Come get me Ladies!!

This Is A Must Read...go Ahead...read..lol
Threesomes ShareNow, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.Three Names I go by1. Anissa2. Anissa Christine3. I don't have any nicknamesThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Pharmacy Tech2. Elementary School Teacher3. Psychological ResearcherThree Places I have lived1. Michigan (lived there for 34 years)2. Ohio (while I went to college at the University of Toledo)3. Texas (where I have lived for the last 3 years)Three TV Shows that I watch1. Americas Next Top Model2. Project Runway3. LMN moviesThree places I have been1. Toronto, Canada2. Las Vegas, NV3. Lake Tahoe, CA Three people that e-mail me regularly1. The people I work with2. My friend Rusty3. David Three of my favorite foods1. Chinese (Kung Pow Chicken)2. Veggies3. Homemade Pizza (the kind that's better for you)Three things

This Is To My Friends
Since i have been on Fubar i have made some awesum friends and have become very close to some of them especially.At this point of time in my life i am struggling with constant pain and am not on here as much as i used to be. This pain is slowly taking me out and is makin my life hell and with the medical system (which is really helpful and fast (NOT) I am truly struggling on a day to day basis. I am just writing this to let my close friends know that its not that i am trying to be rude and ignore them but i have very valid reasons for not being able to be on here as much as i once was. Im not saying at this stage im leaving FU im just struggling badly atm but i will always answ my msgs and i will also repay all the luv i get when and every chance i get . There are a few of you that are close to me know what is going down and understand but there are alot who dont and i jus wanted to assure yall that i am definately not trying to let any one down but jus wanted all to understand why i a

This Is The Speech That I Wrote And Read At My Mommy’s Funeral On March 21, 2008!
I never in a million years thought that I would be standing here before you today at my Mommy's funeral. This is the absolute hardest thing that I've ever had to do in my life. My beloved Mommy was much more then just a Mom. She was my life, my entire world and my very best friend. She was the most dedicated, devoted and loving Mom that I have ever known. She would have done and sacrifaced anything for my happiness. My Mom always put my needs above her own. She called me her pride and joy and the light of her life. My Mom would say that the day I was born was the happiest day of her life. She would tell anyone she ever met that I was her entire world and whole reason for living. Everyone always knew that wherever I went my Mommy would be standing right there beside me. Neither one of us could stand to spend even a minute apart and we had lived together since the day I was born until my Mom passed away suddenly and unexpectedly last Thursday. On that day my world forever changed and my

This Is Everything That You Have Ever Wanted To Know About Me (amy Lynn) And More...
My parent's had 1 boy's name and 1 girl's name picked out for me. If I had been a boy, I would have been Aaron Marc. They did not tell you the gender of the baby when my Mom was pregnant, so my room was decorated in Raggedy Ann and Andy. I have collected Raggedy Ann since. My lucky numbers are 4 and 8. When I was growing up I never liked to eat breakfast, so my Mom would tell me to take 4 bites...1 for myself, 1 for her, 1 for my Bubbie (Grandmother) and 1 for Annie Rose (the Raggedy Ann doll that my Bubbie made for me). In school when I had a test my Mommy would always give me 8 shiny lucky pennies. I buried her with 8 shiny lucky pennies! It was our special tradition. My Mom has always been my very Best Friend my entire life. I could never stand to be apart from her and we did absolutely everything together! Not a second goes by that I do not think of her. I always wear an angel pin by my heart...I buried my Mom with the exact same angel pin by her heart! I can't believe it will be a

This Is Messed Up
Now how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again. Im asking for you all to please go by and show him some luv. If we all give him luv he should reach his level 18 within no time. He is a sweet and caring guy and its messed up that it happened to him. Please click the link below to take you to his page. Thanks for everyone that helps him out. He deserves it. http://fubar.com/user/2963702 phillipp@ fubar

This Morning's Wish
A Morning's Wishby MetatetronA morning's fleeting wishI would have you hereto sit with me, nearbyon this cushion.My hands would feed youwarm cinnamon rolls,icing from my fingers,tea in large cups.The soft sound of your gentle laughterpulling at the tendrilsof my dreamtime.Instead of these thingsmy eyes tear in the light.Coffee and toast are myonly morning companions.--fin--

This Dream
I lay here and dream of what we could be. As one we could become and let no one get in our way. With love for one another that can not be imagined. We could walk on this earth with only each other. I dream this dream and it comes straight from the heart. If it comes true we will never be apart. Our love will only grow with each passing day. A beautiful love which will never fade away. I will do all I can to show you love strong and true. To let you know that my heart belongs to you. I dream this dream of how happy we could be, be but I don’t know if you love me. I just pray that one day this dream will be reality! Poem by Tammy C.

This Will Be My First Blog
THIS IS GOING TO BE MY FIRST BLOG TO ALL ON FUBAR.. 1ST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TY TO MY FRIEND BABYCAKES31308 http://www.fubar.com/user/2874351 .. IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD BE BOARD AS HELL RIGHT NOW LOL.. READY TO LEVEL UP AND GET MY FUBUCKS GOING ON SOME REAL DRINKS FOR ALL OF YOU .. SO CHECK OUT MY PAGE AND COMMENT ME ON WUT YOU THINK http://fubar.com/user/2896295 LOVE TO READ COMMENTS AND LOVE TO GIVE THEM .. WELL IM OUT OF HERE TIME TO DO A BOWL THEN THE BONG!!!!!! STAY TUNED TO THE NEXT BLOG TY FOR READING

This Reading Is For Every Sign
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 General Reading Today's calculating Capricorn Moon allows us to look at what's happening in our lives through a very practical lens. We are not likely to suffer fools gladly now, for everything must make sense and fit into our plans. If we become distracted we can quickly figure out what we must do to get on with our agendas. And although we can be quite effective in our ability to organize and manage, we still have to handle annoying resistance when it surfaces. My Horoscope by Rick Levine

This Made Me Giggle
Drafting Guys over 50 ----this is funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier---- New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 50!I am 50 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35.For starters: Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. 'My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry' We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while.An 18-year-old doesn't even like to get up be

This 2 Year Old Boy Needs Your Prayers...
THIS LITTLE BOY NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS HE CAN GET This morning our very own JMO recieved a call that her 2 year old god son got Mauled by a dog. The dog had gotten ahold of his face and if the dog wouldn't have been punched to let go of Jayden, he would have crushed his eye socket and punctured his cheek. Jayden has 3 punctures and 3 gashes on his cheek, one deep one on his temple, and one right underhis right eye, and just missed his tear duct. He is gonna need plastic surgery for scars after the stitches heal. We dont know if the dog had rabies shots or not either. So he needs to recieve a Rabies Vacination. Please keep him and his family in Your prayers. Please show his God Mother some support and help them get through this time of need. GO SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR HIS GOD MOTHER TO HELP HER GET THROUGH THIS TIME OF NEED. Jmo WIFE to ^*ÕƵƶ¥*^ OWNED BY ☆ɐηςǝℓ;@ fubar bulletin layout br

This Is My Brain On Epilepsy
i work this morning. this rotten sun is like kryptonite to my. after im finish working...i have a damn seizure in the shower. not enough to go to the hospital but enough to know i have that rotten condition. i think i need to start doing some drugs that im prescribed...cuz this shit just doesnt seem to work 100%...when i really need it to. so eff you! to all the whiners who have such horrible problems like...cant find the right photo or trying to keep their race "pure".... ive got a fight to keep my brain from dying. looks like im stronger than all the tough ones already. and that saying..."bite your tongue"...sorry ive literally done that over and over. i'll say what i want...do want what i want...act the way i want. because most people that think they can overpower me...still dont know what its like to live an actual problem...not a tv show stereotype life.

This Is For A Person From My Past..crazy Am I?
you call me fucking crazy you call me weird you call me nothing you kick me into the ground. no longer can you hurt me no longer can you beat me no longer will you make me cry ive reached the point of no return i stalk you in the night i wait for my moment cold sweat pours from my face warm tears stain my cheeks you think this is a game? you think i won't snap now your crying now your bleeding now your tied up now your all alone now your begging forgiveness now your dying i sit and laugh at your demise i have no remorse for my sins you made me cry ill make you die. so slowly you die i make it painful your so fake in your apoligies as i kick your face into the concrete you never know who will snap you never know the pain you cause

This Week 'til Tuesday
THIS WEEK I AM "PIMPING" OUT "MY" ANGELS & DEMONS ON MY PAGE. I HAVE BLASTS TO BE USED AND I THOUGHT WHAT BETTER WAY TO USE THEM THAN TO HELP OTHERS? I REALLY DON'T CARE FOR BLASTS MUCH MYSELF, ASK ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME WELL!! THE LAST ONE I RAN WAS IN CELEBRATION OF IT BEING 2 YEARS OLD! LOL!! SOOOO, ANYWAY, THESE ANGELS & DEMONS ARE ONES WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AROUND HELPING IN SOME WAY, LITTLE OR BIG. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THEM TO YOU! SO CHECK OUT MY PAGE AND CHECK THEM ALL OUT! THEY ALL ROCK IN THEIR OWN WAY! PLUS IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO CODE MY PAGE TO MAKE IT LOOK ALL NIFTY LIKE THAT SO JUST DO IT! ROFL! NEXT WEEK, I WILL BE FEATURING OTHERS WHO ARE NOT DEMONS & ANGELS SO PLEASE STAY TUNED! OH, AND HAVE YOU RATED THIS BLOG? I'D APPRECIATE IT.

This Hole
You... you fill this hole inside my head that is deeply hurting I.... I fill this space of air that I am wasting You... you fill this hole in my heart, vacant, empty You.... you are the likeness of me, ever changing I... am just all that I am, ever changing This... is not all of my own design, please give me time I.... I need to find my center and make this place mine Dont... dont write me off as worthless, there is more to me That...you can see You have your way and I have mine, yet the winds are free, and they combine More than the space in between Belief is not what in can be seen

This Is A How Sexy Can You Be Auction And All Can Enter.
Auction with prizes being held on Sunday May 31stAll pictures for auction need to be in no later than May 29th at midnight Prizes included are the three top highest bids at end of auction will be:1st prize-Your choice of one month V.I.P or 7 day blast and 25 credit blingpack2nd prize-3 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack3rd prize 1 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack Please make these pictures unique to get the highest bid for you.

This Tattoo
Embedded markings, A name written in my skin, Memories I've been holding, Memories I can't throw in the garbage bin! A carved-out scar, Leaving me to endure, Crying like the sound of an electric guitar, Can't you see you're my only cure?! Implanted dreams, Going in a rewind in my head, Hear my unheardable screams! I've been haunted by everything you said! Printed words that you used to say, Still hanging around in my room, Reading it saddens my day, Someday I'll bring it in my tomb... Engraved feelings in my heart, For longest time it's still you! In my life you've been a big part, Unforgettable and unerasable like a TATTOO!

This Morning - New -
this morning, i began again the dew, the bees, the birds they sang anew this morning, hope crossed my mind the sun, the breeze i felt them anew this morning, i look forward to life offering all that is mine hoping for one smile anew, all over again this morning, life, new. FOR A DAILY UPDATE ON THE SUBTLE OF LIFE, MAKE ME A FRIEND - read NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS, my closer to heart blog, just for friends

This Is Funny
I think its funny when people on fubar see my picture and they automatically assume that I'm emo but if those people actually took the time to know me they would definitely know that I'm not emo but I don't care if those people are labeling stereotypes because eventually they'll know how it feels to be stereotyped as something they're not so it doesn't hurt my feelings if they want to stereotype me I know what I am and what I'm not I'd thought I'd share that with whoever reads this becuase its amusing to me =D

This Is Your Brain On Drugs
This is your brain on drugs... Some thoughts on relationships. Your brain is always predicting the future for you based on past experiences. It remembers you left your coffee mug by the keyboard last night so when you walk into the room in the morning you barely notice it's there because it's simply what you expected. Then one morning you wake up and walk up to your computer – something is wrong. You can't tell what it is at first but your subconscious is busy trying to get your attention. Then you finally notice, "Hey, my mug isn't where I left it!" It seems like a sudden realization even though part of you noticed right away and knew what was wrong all along.So what does your misplaced coffee mug have to do with relationships? It is simply this: your brain is always predicting the future of your current relationship based on its similarities to your past relationships. Since they didn't work out you brain is always offering up predictions of why this one isn't going to work out

This Is A Foreign Look At Our President
This is a foreign look at our president. If al-Qaeda, the Taliban and the rest of the Looney Tunes brigade want to kick America to death, they had better move in quickly and grab a piece of the action before Barack Obama finishes the job himself. Never in the history of the United States has a president worked so actively against the interests of his own people - not even Jimmy Carter. Obama's problem is that he does not know who the enemy is. To him, the enemy does not squat in caves in Waziristan, clutching automatic weapons and reciting the more militant verses from the Koran: instead, it sits around at tea parties in Kentucky quoting from the US Constitution. Obama is not at war with terrorists, but with his Republican fellow citizens. He has never abandoned the campaign trail. That is why he opened Pandora's Box by publishing the Justice Department's legal opinions on waterboarding and other hardline interrog

This Is Not A Love Song...
i am who i am... im not your barbie im not your plaything. i wont apologize for a god damn thing i do or say. im not going to lose weight because you like anorexic bitches to make your dick look bigger. im not going to gain a hundred pounds because you like being called a chubby chaser. i color my hair,work out,tan and fix myself up for me..not anyone else. if i dont want to get dressed up or wear matching clothes some days..get over it. i smoke i drink i eat sugar and drink way too many energy drinks..deal with it. we are all going to die so i dont need your lectures. i say fuck,pussy and other taboo words all the fucking god damn time..yeah i swear like a sailor,that doesn't make me less of a lady. its words. just words.. there are more non swear words that do more damage than throwing a few 'go fuck yourself's' i am very sensitive and emotional. i love hard and give until it hurts and lemme tell ya..ive been hurt alot. i have trusted few and been burned..so i trust less as each

This One's For You Dad...rip
The Japanese Attack on Pearl HarborDecember 7, 1941 Remember Pearl Harbor!! On Sunday, December 7th, 1941 the Japanese launched a Surprise attack against the U.S. Forces stationed at Pearl Harbor, Hawaii. By planning his attack on a Sunday, the Japanese commander Admiral Nagumo, hoped to catch the entire fleet in port. As luck Would have it, the Aircraft Carriers and one of the Battleships were not in port. (The USS Enterprise was returning from Wake Island, where it had just delivered some aircraft. The USS Lexington was ferrying aircraft to Midway, and the USS Saratoga and USS Colorado were undergoing repairs in the United States ). In spite of the latest intelligence reports about the missing Aircraft carriers (his most important targets), Admiral Nagumo Decided to continue the attack with his force of six carriers and 423 aircraft. At a range of 230 miles north of Oahu, he launched the first wave of a two-wave attack. Beginning at 0600 hours, his First wave consisted of

(this Is The Rough Beginning Of "one Casino Night")
A perpetual haze hung like swamp fog over the small coffee shop and casino restaurant. Various noises beeped, whistled and chimed in response to the few late night gamblers with an occasional Christmas song mingling through. Amber lights meshed and clashed with holiday lights creating a dizzying sense of timelessness as it illuminated several historical artifacts displayed within the casino and restaurant. Within this array of sensory distraction, at one of the coffee shop tables sat a lone man, an aspirant writer of sorts. A half consumed bottle of beer and cup of the blackest coffee that the waitress could hunt down, sat on the table surrounded by crumple up pieces of started stories and fragmented ideas. Also, an ashtray of seemingly endless cigarette butts, no matter how many times the waitress dumped it, smoked from somewhere within the paper littered table. Another unsatisfactory idea led to another ripped paper followed by more crumpling sound. The lone man sat back and sighed o

This Is What It Is To Live With Out Love In Your Heart
The lonely feeling in your life and heart your soul is crying for love but you can’t even feel it in your heart it is crying for love the only thing you see is pain. and to see the love that you need is the one thing you can’t have in your life because of the past. The past is a big part of your darkness in your life and the one thing you lose is the one thing you can’t get back and the one thing you need is the love you lost and part of your heart died that night and than you put up a well telling your safe that you will not lent any one get that close to your heart and every love that came in your life fall part and you say to your safe is this what I want to feel like this all my life and to feel lonely and to feel like I will never feel love and to see all my friend’s in love you feel like I don’t be long in this world and you pray to dog to take this pain away and if you can’t than pleas kill me and I now you wont do that and I say I will do

This Is Me
We were taught never to speak our minds to look into someones eyes and show deviance some choose to follow this path but many like myself we made our own path becoming strong in mind heart body and soul women are we that run with the wolves free to be as passionate as we want to speak our minds as well as well as look you in the eyes and dare you to condemn us I love with no bonds my passion can be great my words can send you to the heavens my love can sear your skin I will not be silent no longer this is me

This Room
Opening the door to memories pastThis room holds many talesLove and HateLust and DisgustPlease walls, tell me a taleThings I might have forgotten, many a lessons learned. Memories of you here that I can't seem to let goThings fell apart One of those things was meThings went to hell in this roomSo many tears shedI want to let it goI just want to leave, this room.

This Day
This day i Thought about a lot of things This day I thought of you This day I paid some bills This day I thought of you This day I drove a lot of miles This day I thought of you This day it is over This day I thought of you This day true love is gone This day because of you

This Is Me....
Someone you will never understand...I don't understand myself so how can you? I'm here to be who I am...A friend and nothing more...Unless it comes to me unannounced I am not looking for love...Love is a word that is fading from my vocabulary...People spend their lives trying to define love...find love...be loved...and unless the actually experience it they have no clue what it is...A person who has found true love may never know how they found it...They just know they have found the one thing that many of us will spend our lives looking for...and when we don't find it...we settle for what we can get...Because when you go looking for something that you can't define...How do you know what you're looking for? And on I ramble...I made the mistake of looking back tonite...Never look back...The past can't be changed...Only the future holds the opportunity for that...And if you don't try to fix what is wrong...Mend what is broken...Forget what hurts...Remember what has made you smile...Celeb

This Letter
Why am I writing this letter, If I know there won't be a reply? If I know things won't get better, Because you already died... I just hope to see your eyes And realize your mine Then just start to cry For the very last time... You killed yourself over nothing! Haven't you thought about me? I lost everything, Everything I could be... But soon you will be mine forever I'm already on the roof You won't be here to stop me You won't be here to tell the truth This is MY suicide I want to see the awful Hell All because you have lied This is where I'd fell... Please, you have to know All this time I was in love with you But when you finally let go I decided I am dead, too... Put the all the blame on me I shouldn't have typed that letter If that day I would have seen How my life would've been better...

This Is So Unreal
Sharp-eyed passers by and quick work by the Richland Parish sheriff's office led to the speedy arrest of a murder suspect Saturday morning. "A couple was coming home from a party around midnightSaturday and saw two people near the edge of a bridge ." Richland Parish Sheriff Charles McDonald said. "They thought they were just sick and the boy wanted to stop and help them, butwhen they saw the chain around her waist and the cement blocks, the girlpunched it and got out of there .... which was the right thing to do" McDonald said deputies contacted a Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries officer and were able to immediately drag near Hatch's Bridge. They found the body on the second pass. "You could see the marks the concrete left when he dragged her to to the side of the bridge," McDonald said. "We could tell where she went in." Once the body was recoveredand identified Lincoln Parish Sheriff's deputies were alerted. The women's husband ,is supected of killing h

This Freakin Church....
I just found this really fucked up website. I laughed my ass off at what some of these people wrote. I found it all hilarious. It is a church forum board. If you read the different forum topics you discover that they are rascist, misogynistic (hatred of women and girls), and really "dislike" the Mentally Handicapped. Here is a link of one of the forum discussions:http://www.landoverbaptist.net/showthread.php?t=19458This one is asking, "Are showers the women's ride to Satan's arms?" Wow is all I can say. I am amazed at how "close-minded" this group seems. I just found it quite amusing and thought I would share it with the Fu-world. Enjoy! lol

This Is Never Forget
lightning fills the sky tonight in northern california, it fills my black heart, my shallow mind, it calls my name, it reminds me of magic left over from past lives, it fullfills my desires, it whispers secret slurs of the dark things i have to look forward to, the light the last only moments but stays with you forever...blind chaos like sickening laughter after the fall of angels that will never be welcome in heavan any longer, the dragon speak across all the ages, it is, and is not...i guide the dragon, i am HoodMood, my marks and symbols and signs like lightning passages in the book of black dreams, this i am, author of the damned, champion of darkness, surge destroyer, i this am not..this is never forget, this raine can not come undone, wings broken off and of all, just two black spikes that grow out of my back into perfect spikes that reside from behind beyond and ever over my sulken brow, gaze at madness, look at the storm that rage inside my eyes, i will embrace you in the dar

This Is Funny
Three cowboys were seated around the campfire out on the lonesome sagebrush prairie and with the pride for which these men were famous; it was a night of bravado, a night of tall tales..Tom, the hand from Wyoming says, 'I must be the strongest, meanest, toughest cowboy there is. Why, just the other day, a bull got loose in the corral. It had gored six men before I wrestled it to the ground by the horns with my bare hands and castrated that sucker with my teeth.'Ben, from Colorado, couldn't stand to be bested.. That's nothing, 'I was walking down the trail yesterday and a 15 foot diamondback rattler slid out from under a rock and made a move for me. I grabbed that bastard with my bare hands, bit off its head, and sucked the poison down in one gulp and didn't even get a belly ache.'OldDave, the cowboy fromOklahoma, remained silent, slowly stirring the campfire coals with his pecker.

This Is How It Begins~
She was beautiful. But it was more than surface beauty. The inner beauty showed in her eyes... those eyes that he kept going back to. When he looked over his shoulder as if trying to spot someone, or when he gazed into the mirror behind the bar.But, what was the point?She was with someone... and both of them were wearing wedding rings. No way was he going to get involved with a married woman again.Besides, he'd reached a time in his life when he was comfortable with himself... comfortable with his own quirks and habits. There just didn't seem to be room for someone else.Oh, who was he kidding? He gestured to the bartender."Can I have a piece of paper... and a pen." He wrote his number quickly, and added, Call me... I have to know what's behind those eyes.While he was the folding the paper to the size of a stamp, he looked into the mirror and saw that he was in luck. Her male companion... her husband... was leaving the table. Wherever the man was going, he had to be quick.He stood up an

This Is Important
Hi, this is Lee. Most of you know me as "hubby," which is fine, as Roxanne usually says nice things about me. :) Roxie won't be here for a few days. At about 6pm Saturday, she had some kind of seizure. After almost 12 straight hours of testing in the ER, that's still the best description we can come up with. I'm not sure if it was a reaction to her meds (which are constantly changing), or what. But she'll be in the hospital until at least tomorrow, and possibly longer. Frankly, I'm not sure why I'm telling you all this, except that I know she truly enjoys all of her time here, and wouldn't want her friends to worry. Oh, and the fact that at 5 in the morning, there's no one else I can talk to. I actually have instructions to add everyone who gives a friend request while she's gone (she'll dump the losers later). I know beyond a doubt that the first thing she'll do when she gets home and feels up to moving around is come check out her page, so please leave her love. He

This Is Actually Me Lol
Mine is the green one =] CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward. ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adve

This Week And Last Weeks Floral Arrangements Dedicated And Inspired By...
My mommy *grinz*. She's the little shit on the right *bigger grin* I so ♥ her! She hated when we tried to take pics of her..this is one of three...my bro just got back from Hawaii in this pic... last weeks floral... This weeks floral... Thank you to everyone who has bombed my ass ...

This Is The Slaves Creed
He is Master, and i am slave,He is owner, and i am owned,He commands, and i obey,He is to be pleased, and i am to please.Why is this?Because He is Master, and i am slave this is the slave creed

This Will Make Your Hair Stand Up
One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, buteven in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So hepulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was stillsputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stoppedto help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn'tlook safe; he looked poor and hungry.He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold.He knew how she felt. It was those chills which only fear can put inyou.He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the carwhere it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson ."Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was badenough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put thejack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to changethe tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and

"this Feeling That I Have"
"This Feeling That I Have" [2006, Written For My Future Husband, Ian] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Don't Use/Steal/Take/Be A Douche] From tears and torment,To smiles and laughter...This is what I love. I never thought that someone could just come into my life,Look at me and smile,And then make me feel positive, like there's hope left. I don't want to rush this,I just want to trust this..This feeling that I have. For a moment, I was a wasted void,Ambling down the railroads of life,Trying to find my train to happiness.It startled me, the train.Out of nowhere, it came for me.I grabbed on tight,And watched my horizon bloom. Underneath the sparkling stars,Looking into your glittering eyes,I just know that I'm safe.And this comfort I have not yet felt before,Is taking me by suprise. I don't want to rush this,I just want to trust this..This feeling that I have. Many times have I been betrayed,Berated and delayed.I have just sewn the wounds,Scared to enjoy life again.But you've given me a

This Weekend
This weekend has been filled with trials and tribulations. Oscar and I went and got my 6 year old niece on Friday and we went out to eat with Steph, Lusty, Spike, Madussa, and Lusty's lil one at Lone Star. The company was great, but the service and food were lacking terribly. After dinner we were all exhausted so off to home we went to get tucked into bed. (Along the way Friday some things were said and feelings were hurt...) Saturday it was up at 7 a.m. and down to Battle Creek's Largest Breakfast Table by 8 a.m. The kids were able to eat breakfast, get pictures taken with various team mascots as well as Tony the Tiger, the Keebler Elf, The Taco Bell Taco, Smack, etc. The kids were also able to see a possum from the zoo, The Army, get spray on tattoos, face fainting, and much much more. It was exhausting for this old woman walking up and down those streets. LOL! Saturday afternoon it was getting my nails done along with my 6 year old niece and shopping, shopping, shopping t

This Is A Story Of A Girl...*extended Version*
There once was this girl, she was shy and felt like an outcast to the world. Her eyes used to be so full of life, vibrant and beautiful like the colors of the rainbow. She faced many obstacles within her life. When she was a child she was in a world where make believe and dreaming co-existed, where there were no worries everything was carefree and simple. Her childhood was filled with surprises and wonderful adventures. Her childhood dream was to be a princess who would be saved by her knight in shining armor. As she grew older make believe became non-existent and her dreams were of finding true love and having a life full of happiness. She faced difficult situations where feelings of heartache and betrayal roamed freely. Rumors cut through her soul like a knife and her relationships would end in tears flowing and her heart shattered into a million pieces scattered all over her bedroom floor. Lies and deceit reigned over her and she dwelled on the lies of others and wondered why the

This Week And Friday Being My B-day(please Read If U Wanna)
as u all know by now my birthday is june 19 pretty sure it says in b-day alerts...i see alot of birthdays in june..wow anyways i won't be able to take pics this week cause i am kinda busy gettin ready to have my dad and step mother down for my birthday ...u know gettin house clean and sum other stuff...they are taking me to see Yannie in concert...Im so excited and i am making my own birthday cake too...yellow cake with chocholate frosting mmmmmmmm=) saturday and sunday is a hit and miss for me...got other people comming down sunday..and my dad is staying til saturday...well i wanna say thanks to all my friends that have wished my a happy birthday and BOMB MY PIC ALBUM not sure what that means but cool...mean u like what u see here and that makes me happy...well i am hungry and got to make sum potatoe salad and devil eggs and get me sum breakfast...ill try to get back to u asap...be patient..oo yes i am still fanning the people that i haven't fanned yet...much love to u and for those w

This Has To Be The Single Fucking Weirdest Week Ever...
...and it's only Tuesday. SSSC . THE OATH The lamp post can swear it had seen me before. Instead as I stumble through the motel door. The dirty mirror also thought I looked familiar. But commented only that my suit was brilliant. The TV, bolted to the wall and cracked. Remembered how I cried and said I'd never come back. In the lacquer of the table I had carved my oath. With a burnt butter knife and this is what I wrote: Blaze it up! I pledge. To get their foot off my neck. Instead. I shall demand my respect. I fight. Even if I won't win. Alright. The beginning is the end. I pledge. To make the bosses cringe. Instead. We'll get some justified ends. I fight. 'Til the system is gone. Recite. This ex-losers song. Woo. Alright motherfuckers. Woohoo. Fight motherfuckers. Woo. Alright motherfuckers. Woohoo. Fight motherfuckers. I pledge. To live life as lesson. That said. Even the words are weapons. I'll fight. Show love in motion. Alright. Mountains move the from oceans. I pledge. There

This Is Something You Can Relate To!! Garranteed
Significant other Corruption, devastation of the mind, physical yet more mental pain then anything, love yet not enough, sorrow unforgettably spoken of, life and death. The torment brought unto man under the impression of happiness, the agony of regret for having to endure this kind of pain without remorse or any know-how of stopping it. Who is this person I say I love? Can I love this person who seems to hate so undoubtedly... til death do us part. Michael Edward Coogan Copyright ©2009 Michael Edward Coogan

This Is So Funny. Plz Read
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she would write notes when she needed to communicate.After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right.A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left.Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, and then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up.A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, "Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?"Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew... "Bastards won't let me fart!"

This One I Found It Is By Someone Else
My Masters love Quitly waiting my eyes downcast,calming my heat by force.I await your leather gloved hand upon my fevered quivering skin.You speak my name curtly. Obediently i crawl to your lap.Placing my hands for you to bind,my will to please you carries me,though the racing fear pleasure you call me slave. I stand against the cold stone,my eyes cloaked in darkness,as i await for the the slicing of the whip,its kiss of pain pleasure,you growl my name.My hot flesh reddened and sore.You explore my mosit depths.Slamming into my waiting body.You explode in your desire.You whisper m yname in love i found this in a submissive pray i liked it and put it on here hope you like it to

This Sucks
It always start when I thnk that you are my friend you turn your back right when i need you... leting me sit here in dark with 3 libra's playing in my handphones a damn good actor to act like a friend but walk away your friends are hurting like hatefull people with cold hearts no love to save a friend in need. I can't hate you for you being your true self. just hope you think of what you did to me when you need help.

This War
You want to try to take me, this ain't some fuckin' gameYou will never break me, cause we ain't the sameI'm sick of you just fight me, I don't care if I go to jailBring all your fuckin' homies, I'll fuck 'em up as wellYou talk alot of bullshit, but do you pack the punchAlready had your mom for breakfast, looks like you'll be lunchYou just fucked with the wrong person, you don't know what I can doI'll beat your girlfriend first and she can watch me murder youMy last nerves just been snapped and I can't take anymoreWe'll see who'll be the last man standing at the end of this warIf it's a battle you want then it's a battle you'll getBut take my word that'll be the battle you don't live to regretIf it's a battle you want then it's a battle you'll getBut take my word that'll be the battle you don't live to regretI thought this shit was over, I thought I made it clearThe last time that I told her, I guess you didn't hearYou want me to hurt your feelings, cause I can do it greatI'll stab the

This Is So True....lol
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch.And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with theirheart.FOR EXAMPLE:One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.Well,the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feellike it, I just want you to hold me.'I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads tohear....'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough forme to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me forwho I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time withher.We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnameddepartment store.I walked aroun

This Is Something We Should All Read At Least Once A Week!
GOT THIS FROM A CLOSE FRIEND This is something we should all read at least once a week! Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of Cleveland, Ohio. To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK t

This.....(repost)
This desireSets ever fiber of my soul on fireThis wantingEven in my dreams is so hauntingThis needTakes presedence over the air I breatheThis joyDeath itself couldn't even destroyThis passionHas taken control in grand fashionThis inspirationHails unto me like a beaconThis museI have been blessed with, is you

This My Letter To Newbies Who Ask - Daily Btw
HOWDY! Welcome to Houston. With this year’s heat wave, hopefully it’s become apparent why I refer it to as Hell. We have an interesting community here with many events going on. Our town is distinct in the regard that we have several groups that are not only diverse in their audience, but also by their design and affiliations. DISCLAIMER: I have spent the past decade moving in and around all the different social circles. I attend events in each of them. It’s through my personal social networking that I have compiled this “list” of the 2009 HOUSTON BDSM SCENE. While I do not mind sharing this information with interested parties, this is the furthest I will take my assistance in your emergence into the community. From this moment forward, you alone are responsible for your engagement amongst its leaders, members and supporters. Until we are truly acquainted, do not give me as a personal reference – you must earn your respect completely on y

This Country Is Divided
This Country is divided into fragments. Democrats and Republicans slash at each others throats. Different races of man keep hate alive for each other. Science and Faith battle continuously. And among the Different Faiths, so many heads have fallen by the knife. The Rich and the poor are from different worlds. The Rich look down on the poor, the poor begrudge the rich. Gangs spill one another’s blood over territory and money. How can we as a Country stand when we are so divided amongst ourselves that our foundation is fractured completely? If we hold onto our hate, our greed, our jealousy, and our ignorance, then in time the Eagle may fall to the ground for good, and never take flight again.

This Stupid Dirty,disease Spreadin Whore
Hahahaha...she's a whore,and she knows it!You think I give a shit about anything you say,slut?I don't...you're words are devoid of any meaning,therefore making you a dumb shit.Let me ask you this,how would you know my cock is small if you aint lookin at it.And yes,the women thing..yours might be hot,but theyre FAKE like you,bitch.And all they see you as is a piece of dirty pussy.And as for you showin me your body..pleeeease..you need to stop smokin crack and eat something,skinny bitch.My black girls will come find you and treat you like the dog you are.Why are you gonna play with fire,send me a shout,then block me?Are you afraid to hear the truth about yourself?Don't worry,I wont be too fucked up..I just call em as I see em.And you have to entise people to look at your body..I dont.I am sorry though that you were offended by my comment yesterday..but,thats the risk you take postin your skinny crackhead ass on a public site.Also,first ammendment,do you even know what it is?You dont like

This Is Ghey.
I am trying to see what it would take for this account to be deleted.Maybe I should leave Scrapper or BJ a comment? Well I guess I am now comment blocked.I cant post shit. :D now time to go to BJ and Scrappers page.

This Is For Every Woman That Thinks Nice Guys Dont Exist
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b

This Love...this Love ...tell Me What They Knew About My Love
Tell me what they know about my love, Tell me what they know about my love You reeled me in you ride it out, shorty you lift the back high and drop it down low you you need it deep,you like it in depth but I can also fill the cheeks I’m an explorer I can reach where no one has been before,I have so much seed so much seed they should start a fleet If you like I can make it hurt pleasurable pain leaving nut stains on bed sheets You sweat it out you let drip rolling down my length like a creak, its hydro baby this love is not cheap I hit it hard Im rough you like that stuff I know you do you’s a freak You made me one too at, least under the sheets 24/7 days of the week 360 cycles thats my motion I can do more but you like in every entrance babys having you been eating beef I can smash in slow hit up high crush it down even moe,for sho I pull out long I crash it in wide just to see you stumble push and crumble till your kneels get weak I’ll grip you hips tight

This Is Us Lyrics
Artist: Keyshia Cole Song: This Is Us Album: A Different Me I'm like a sunday morning, you're like friday nightAnd when we kiss, the perfect weekend -no rain in sightWhen i'm feeling incomplete, you're my missing pieceAnd when you need your breathe taken away i'll be your thief From the start to the endWe don't need to pretendThat we're perfect all the time'cause we know what we haveThru the good the badIt's a strength that you can't deny... I don't need to find a million reasons whyThis is us, this is us, this is how we loveSome ways we're differentBut together we're so rightThis is us, this is usAnd this is how we love And even if we fall apart, we'll never feel aloneJust like the moon starts rising, our hearts bring us homeWe can always find each other like the northern starDoesn't matter where we are, i'm looking, going far From the start to the endWe don't need to pretendThat we're perfect all the time'cause we know what we haveThru the good the badIt's a strength th

This Sucks
Well, it finally happened. My computer is absolutely screwed. I'm using a borrowed one at the moment, but I hate to say my lovely fufriends, until I can get a new one, you won't be seeing that much of me around here... not that you really care :P I'll be around for a bit today, but after that, not really sure when you'll see me again. Hopefully it won't be too long. I hate to be away from this place. :D

This Is Bs
My original account screen name was Ravinglunitic. That account was closed on me by Fubar on the 3rd. Reason for closing, I appeared to be a scammer... Whats the deal, plain and simple, i started surfing using a proxy. Apparently the proxy address I was using cross referenced with a scammers addy, my account immediately deleted... At least thats what Im able to gather from Scrapper between "read my blog". So, there's 6 months of fulife errased with no warning, gone. There is no mention of proxy addys anywhere in the terms of use and if they actually reviewed the accounts before deleting they would see I was not who they thought. Thanks a ton fu and scrapper.... I appreciate having all that taken from me for BS reasons.

This Christmas(for My Girls Kymberlee And Layla)
I wrote This For my Daughters Around Christmas Time... This Christmas just doesn't seem right,Your not here for the all decorations and the pretty lights.I will miss your smiles and the look on your face,Cause this Christmas your in another place. There will be no laughter and your hugs i will miss,Along with the good morning christmas kiss.I won't hear your voice that day,Because your so far away.No loud music or noise,From all those silly little toys.Christmas just isn't the same this year,Just thinking about it brings me to tears.I wish you were here this christmas time, To make this Christmas a special one of mine.Missing my girls this christmas and all this time that has passed without them and so i decided to write a poem for them to help deal with my depression i am feeling right now

This Gets Worse And Worse
This cemetary isn't too far from my house, so I drove past it today just to see. It was heartbreaking! The whole area is surrounded by Police Crime Scene tape. The side streets surrounding the cemetary are blocked off by Sherriffs, so only if you live there can you get in. Family members looking for relatives had to park about a block away and they bused them over. There were probably about 30 people being helped when we went past. The cemetary is closed to the public. Actually, another cemetary a block or so down was taped off as well. I don't know if there's any involvement at that cemetary or they just did it to keep the area free of gawkers. Overall, the cemetary appeared to be in good condition. The only really disturbing thing was there were white tents set up in several places. I don't know if these are areas that were affected or not. ALSIP, Illinois (CNN) -- A Cook County cemetery where hundreds of graves were dug up and allegedly resold has been declared a crime scene, meani

This Feeling That I Hold Deep Inside...
Makes me want to go away and hide.All I want to do is lay aside Feel the tears come running down my cheeks as I cry,It's so hard to stop but I continue on to try,No one sees as they dry.This feeling that I hold deep inside All I want is for someone to be by my side,And it seems like I just get tossed aside.

This Ain't Fun Anymore
Hey ya'll. I don't know who all will read this. I really got to get some things straight. All this fubar stuff was fun for a while. Now....seems to be stale, It may just be me. I just don't know anymore.I guess what I'm getting at is this....who would miss me if I did leave the Fu? I may be being selfish for wondering. I have a friend who is leaving and its gonna hurt me. We will stay in touch however. But that don't change me feeling out of love with this. I guess I just need a bunch of reasons to stay or 1 real good reason to go.

This Was Written By A Soldier In Iraq
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ - I AGREE!!!. Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? Whatabout all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All

This Weeks Flowers Dedicated To & Inspired By...
Get well soon and *hugs you* ♥ you! *got a ton done up at the cabin this weekend and a sh!t load done today* woot! *dances* I hope everyone is doing well!!! NICOLE MARIE I MEAN IT...GET WELL SOON!!! ♥ PoStaL

This Is Madness!!!!!
I'm back with another rant today-- Whiners, Bitches, and Drama. I have a pic in my collection that explains how I feel about drama-- simply put, STOP THE DRAMA. Yet, everywhere I look around me on fu, I see it-- someone is saying this about someone else, then turns around and tells THAT person whom the stabs were intended for something else entirely!!! GROW UP FUCKERS!!!! THIS ISNT ELEMENTARY SCHOOL! (well maybe to 85 percent of all fu-barians this place IS elementary school where people can explore their second childhood) My job has plenty of drama-- chases, lies impending death, the whole nine fucking yards. but in all honesty, the drama here makes me laugh, because I see how pathetically in need of attention some people are. Everywhere I look I see an attention whore or someone flashin their chitty titty bang bangs on a blast..but yet MY nearest and dearest gets her pics marked NSFW and she doesnt even NEARLY show as much... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!?!?!

This Brings Me To Tears, It's So Pretty
Remember those walls I builtWell, baby they're tumbling downAnd they didn't even put up a fightThey didn't even make up a soundI found a way to let you inBut I never really had a doubtStanding in the light of your haloI got my angel nowIt's like I've been awakenedEvery rule I had you breakin'It's the risk that I'm takin'I ain't never gonna shut you outEverywhere I'm looking nowI'm surrounded by your embraceBaby I can see your haloYou know you're my saving graceYou're everything I need and moreIt's written all over your faceBaby I can feel your haloPray it won't fade awayI can feel your halo halo haloI can see your halo halo haloI can feel your halo halo haloI can see your halo halo haloHit me like a ray of sunBurning through my darkest nightYou're the only one that I wantThink I'm addicted to your lightI swore I'd never fall againBut this don't even feel like fallingGravity can't forgetTo pull me back to the ground againFeels like I've been awakenedEvery rule I had you breakin'The risk

This Is What Is On My Mind
So I have been doing a lot of thinking this past week. Of what i want from my life and what I need to do to get there.I want a man that loves me for me with all my flaws and man there are a lot of them. I want something that will last a lifetime. I have decided that someday I will have my dream house even if I have to be alone. I want a ranch with some horses and chickens. Maybe a few head of beef. I want my quiet life with someone to love me. I didn't think that was so much to ask, But I guess it is the impossible. I am tired of men trying to get with me when i have never given them a single sign that I even wanted them in that way. Is it to much for a guy to find a woman attractive and just be friends

This Is What Everyone Should Think About
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?

This Is Shit Hitting...
Alsip Police are re-opening their investigation of the discovery of bones four years ago at the scandal-plagued Burr Oak Cemetery, with Chief Christopher Radz saying he would be "remiss" if he didn't. The move comes after newly-obtained police records show that a number of public agencies, including the Alsip Police Department, the Cook County Highway Department, and the offices of the comptroller and the medical examiner were all aware of the bones on the ground and could have uncovered over four years ago what was going on at the historic cemetery. Subcontractors with Commonwealth Edison on Tuesday said they were moving power lines along Cicero Avenue in 2005 when they came across bones on the ground. "Actually we saw arms, legs, sticking out of the ground," Russ Bausone said. Those men said they called police, but the Alsip police reports from the incident suggest it was Alsip who initiated contact after it was learned that one of the members of that construction crew had taken

This Weekend Starts Now
Today is a beautiful day and nothing on the schedule. I have some friends down from Vermont till sunday staying on the lake two towns over in Holland. So I may have to take the bike over and see them. Tomorrow I am working the door at the Marine Corp League for the Summer Bash in Worecester. Usually we have like 5 bands throughout the day and plenty of food and drinks. Nice thing about the place it is also on the water.Then sunday is supposed to be the pick of the weekend and I have a meeting with American Legion Riders. So I should be pretty busy and having fun this weekend.

This Evening
Quiet as untroubled watersanother austere day gives wayallowing a sun-tanned twilightto gently coax the night awakeOnce our special time togetherwe watched for Hesparus in half-lightof the genial summer's eveThe harvest of time's scythehas sustained me and I no longer grieveOver the many lost eveningsand things we shall never seefor this special time of dayGod has given to us alleven if the only one who enjoys it- is me

This Is Just Some Stupid Sh*t
Today I have come to hate my boss. I work at a convience store owned by a Muslim. My boss is from Kenya, but he is Arabian. This man tell everyone that everyone of his employees are thieves, whether they are or aren't. He tells people that his employees do things that they didn't. He accuses his employees of everything from stealing his pencil to robbing him to the point that he has nothing. He also sexually harasses his female employees and customers. He is fat, ugly, and stinks. Last night he calls me and asks me if I could work today while he goes out of town for a while. Sure, no prob. I need the money, especially with 2 kids and school coming up. So I tell him that I will work. I get to the store at 6:00 this morning. One of his friends is supposed to be there to let me in since she had to be there for a yard sale. She didn't show up until 7. I get in the store and get to work. This man hasn't done anything since the last time I worked for him, which was over a month ago. Shelv

This One Goes Out To Those Who Arent Afraid To Be Real
you all know who you are-- those of you out there that dont need a sugar daddy or a sugar momma to get you bling or to pay your go phone bill those of you out there that dont need to constantly flash these dumb ass status messages like "whomever loves me will put me on top with an HH"....whatever LOL (now I'm not bashing any of my family members..I'm talking about the players out there) show some fucking courage and self esteem and say "fuck it! i know who I am!, my cup size doesnt determine how many friends, family, or fans I get"(that's right players, I'm talking to you" and those of us that know we are real can look at ourselves in the mirror, and not hang our heads low just because we got played, but can hold our heads up high and say "good riddance to bad trash" those of us out there that are real are comfortable in our own skin, and don tmind showing a little bit of skin, because we know we're damn proud of ourselves because we are real, and not those that hide behind that be

This Blows
Libra - July 20, 2009You have reached one of the most climactic times of year in regard to love and romance, dear Libra. This is the time when the dream that you have been working toward finally materializes, or you realize that all your efforts are a complete failure. All depends on how you played your cards over the past few months. This is one of those moments of reckoning when you are faced with reality; you must bring your ship down to the landing pad and check in with the base.

This Is The Way It Goes....
i can shead a thousand tears. i can say im sorry over and over again. but nothing i do will take away the pain i caused you. my mistake a momentary lapse of judgemnt has hurt you and for that i am trully sorry. you mean everything to me. have all of me. my heart i gave you. and yet i do something so silly and redundent that it will mess everything up for us. i would do anything to take it back but i cant. i dont want to loose you or let you go. cause the good times out way the bad ones. this you must agree. for when we are good we are great. so many hurdles we must over come for us to be. i wonder will they ever cease? i have siad im sorry so many times. but i have never once said......I am completly in love with you. and im so sorry i have hurt you. hopefully one day you will forgive me............

This Is America!! Certain Thing About Your Culture Is Illegal Here!!
Okay so I heard on the news last night and on talk radio this afternoon about an 8 year old girl who was visiously raped by 4 boys ranging from the ages od 9 to 14, in Phoenix last week. Apparently her own cousin lured her out and that's when the attack accured. Now some jackass is arguing in the boy's defense that RAPE is part of their Lebonese culture. Now, I have a few things to say about this. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING DAMN IF IT'S LEGAL WHERE THEY ARE FROM!! THIS IS AMERICA & HERE RAPE IS ILLEGAL!! YOU HAvE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, TAKE YOUR ASSES BACK TO LEBANON!! And to the mother of one of the boys who claims her son doesn't even know about sex: WAKE UP LADY!! STOP BEING SO DAMN NIAVE!! JUST CUZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO DO THE RESPONSIBLE THING AND TEACH YOUR SON ABOUT SEX, MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BECAUSE YOU FAILED, HE'S LEARNED ABOUT SEX FROM HIS FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY HE'S IN TROUBLE NOW!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT THE AVERAGE 9 YEAR OLD KNOWS ABOUT SEX THESE DAYS. OPEN YOUR F

This Is Dedicated To Our Darling Angel Chrystel Marie
My Angel My Stay in the Hospital was long over due, many days spent of feeling so blue. Anxiously waiting for our child to be born caused a relapse of my heart to be torn. Our Beautiful Daughter, holding so tight, removed from my arms, way out of sight. Where are you taking her, where will she be? This is our Daughter she belongs to me. We won't take her far, she is fighting to breathe, please be patient, we may have to retrieve. God be with her as I am too weak, my hearts in my mouth unable to speak. Please, God help her and do the right things. You have the power, I'm left without wings. We hear a call from the Angels above, we now have to take her and share our true love. When your Child has gone to the heavens above, you pray for special wings of a dove. My Darling Angel if I could fly, Mommy would be there instead of bidding you goodbye. I would stay by your side from morning till night. Watch over you Darling to know you're all right. Daddy l

This Page Is Dedicated To Our Precious Son Alan Matthew
Tears in Heaven Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th

This Sickens Me
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

This Is So Fucking Cute!!
fuckn love this!! Current mood: amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.

This Is Very Sad Please Read
FW: its the least you could doBody: ----------------- Original Message -----------------From: ToniTo: Vampire Princess™ , arentanangel , Mrs. Healey , Tiffany , Crystal , ♠Mrs. DeFusco♠ , Kassandra , Adam's boring profile , Kari , Erin , Cinnamon Girl , Louise Heretakis , ~KELLDAH~ , Becky , erika , WTF...JUST cAnT uND3rSTAnD nORmAL thINkinG , Dancing Dreams , Tasha , Meghan [& Charlie ♥] , Rebecca , Lyndzie Ann , Laura , Sam , Tara Bryson , lyndsey. , Becca , Sonia , gwyn , jenn , tamara , , missy , ****Randy and Mary**** , JOSH , Alicia , Amanda , Chickering family , Mandy Date: Jul 23, 2009 4:23 PMSubject: FW: its the least you could do----------------- Original Message -----------------From: CassiTo: Nicole♥'sChris! , Toni , Amanda , Rachel , Chickering family Date: Jul 23, 2009 8:52 AMSubject: FW: its the least you could do----------------- Original Message -----------------From: japanimeblackTo: Methis , ♥Legs♥ , MySpace Hip Hop ,

This Guy Was Just Scary
Ugg, I dislike when people are so miserable in there own lives that they are miserable human beings to others. This guy only sent me a friend request a couple of weeks ago and I haven't heard from him once since then. I'm usually very kind and loving until someone really pushes me past my limit, and this one did. He's now blocked and I only have 3 people on my block list in two years. If you read it, start from the bottom.He's in red.He blocked me before I could get his URL. ->69MiNdFrEa...: wow, and I don't remember one communication from you since then. I'm not out for the points. I'm here for fun and friends. You are not a pleasant person and I told you when I figured that out to take me off your list. There was no reason whatsoever for you to write what you wrote. I get many friend requests a day and I try to keep up the best I can. I do best with people who like to give as well as receive and obviously you just want to receive. 69MiNdFrEa...: whatever happened to you?...I ac

This Force
This forceThere is a force running thru mesomething I can't explain All I knowis there is an energycoursing thru my veinswhen your around I feelwarm, loved, and specialThis force I can't explainonly when I see your facedoes it come aliveIts like your the plugthe electricity this force I can'texplain the feelings that coursethru me I hope it never ends

This Has To Last
This has to last.I lean in and kiss your lipsTasting the remnants of the dinner I cooked.I look deep in to your eyesBecause its time to go.I kiss you againThis will have to last.Till I am in your armsI will crawl back in to your armsI'll hold you againI just have to make this lastTill we are together againwill it last?Will you forget?Can onekiss lastwill I still feel your lipsone, two, four hours from now?It has to it just hasto be enough to carry us thru.To remind us of each other

This Thing Called Love
This thing called lovecold sweatshot flashesits an itch Ijust can't scratchthis thing called loveit heats me upit sets me ablazeI just can't get enoughmy hearts on fireIts a rash I can't controlthis thing called love is drivingme crazyI can't eat I can't sleepI have to get control of this thingthing called love before it destroys methis thing called love

This It Is, Fubar
* .: "..·•Ultra* .: "..·•Well here it is, almost three years on this site, for better or worse, and it doesn't get any more prominent than this. Think of this as my tell all" diary about my experiences and what goes on in my head. In '06 it started off as Cherrytap' and Lost Cherry' before that, when the BabyJesus known as Mike Hedlund, originated 'Fubar' It was a site for being social, and popping your social cherry' Well, after having been through my Myspaces, and Lavalife's just to try to met woman on the internet, and even after my father told me "It's not a good way to meet people" I still did it.I did actually meet 3 people from the internet since 2004 Liz in Miami, ristin in Jupiter and Christine 'Druggie' Alabasa in WPBeach. All lasted a day each. You see, I was never a relationship type of man. Some guys just have it or care nothing more about it. I have had the dream since I was a little boy as an only child to 'be independant'. And it actually came true. I work a d

This Is Awesome......
I FOUND THIS ON SOMEONES MYSPACE PAGE LAST YEAR AND LOVED IT!!!! Most of this is SO true. Girls really do like when you do these things..(I FOUND THIS IN A FRIENDS BLOG....AND IT STRUCK ME SO TRUE)Don't close it. Read it 'till the end........1When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]2When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]3When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]4When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]5When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]6When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]7When she pulls away = [Pull her back]8When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]9When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]10When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]11When she's scared = [Protect her]12When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]13When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]14When s

This Just Gets Better
I just have to laugh about this, just for being stupid: Last night, as i went to pick up one of my security guards from his house, we got into conversation about an ex-girlfriend of mine that we both know. Before i get into this story however, ive got to mention, im a good man, im very respectful, im very honest, and i keep my promises in full. I respect everyones privacy, as much as i would want my own to be respected. I dont need to point her out to anyone here, nor do i wish to shame her, shes done enough of that on her own. My guard doesnt have any pics of himself, and his location is off on the profile but if thats how he wants it, who am i to tell him different, and so heres what unfolded. She apparently started to flirt with him, and he played it off like she was just a random chick. In this conversation, she basically typed and tried to tell him everything a man generally wants to hear; "she can cook, she works, shes independent, hard working, faithful, loyal, and passionate"

This Is Awkward
“The war had lasted for four years and it had consumed hundreds of thousands of lives and billions of dollars in treasure. It had destroyed one of the two American ways of life forever, and it had changed the other almost beyond recognition; and it ended as it had begun, in a mystery of darkness and passion. If no one could say exactly why it had come about in the first place, no one could quite say what it meant now that it was finished. (A century of reflection has not wholly answered either riddle.) Things done by men born generations after Appomattox would continue to shed light on the significance of this greatest of all convulsions of the American spirit.” The final chapter of historian Bruce Catton’s “The Civil War” (LOC 77-119671), what seems to me a 1971 abridgment of his 1960 book on the Civil War – I shouldn’t have to say “in the United States”, that’s usually what everyone thinks of when you say “civil w

This Is The Start Of Something I Think
I was walking. I remeber that much from within the earliest, hazy part of it all. I was walking and I think I was in or around a Motel 6. Thats weird enough cause i got banned for life from the chain years ago in the wild days of Fatal Demise, so i dont generally hang out in the Motel 6 world, ye know? Anyhow, I was walking there, I can remember the bland muted colors of the place and the stucco walls. I may have tried the Ice machine just to test Fry's theory, pretty sure it was borne out. I came then to the end of the semienclosed hallway, and found an old friend with a gelatinous face that nonetheless bared a wide smile. He was alone but said he was waiting for some other folks and could i join him for a while, I should really meet these girls, they were "primo tail". I dont think like that to be sure, but I am a guy so I put political correctness away as it has been far too long since Ive even conversed with a woman and I sat down. The pool was boiling in the summer sun, drops of i

This Really Gets Annoying
I hate it when i get messages asking if im single...Does everyone just look at pics?! I mean come the fuck on it says "in a relationship" so NO i'm not single. and this doesnt just happen on here, it happens on myspace, collarme, and yahoo. its so fucking annoying....please read the fucking profile before you ask if im single so your not wasting my time or yours.

This World
This World this world is no longer happy its become dark and desolate we are all at war with one another when will it all end? now hurricanes have ripped through our country and many lives are gone but what about the ones that made it where are they to turn? can anyone save us, from this devistation or are we doomed to live in this hell forever in this not so great nation? can anyone, anyone please answer these questions? Melanie

This Is A Test Of Just How Gonzo You Are In Las Vegas
I saw these smokin hot girls gettin it on on the walkway over the strip last night. Then I finished off my sack of mushrooms and somehow found my way back to my room at the wildwild west . Thats my Gonzo style for the day how about any of you?????

This Is My Story, This Is My Life
This is it y'all my minute to let looseThis the story of my life, I didn't get to chooseI was born in eight four to a mother that they called a whoreCalled the Devil's son, a mistake, by my family scornedThen the year turned into nineteen eighty fiveAnd my mother died so brutally, I still feel it up insideMy grandmother adopted me and raised me in her homeBut it was so damned hard cause I was aloneI started school and I never had any friendsBustin' lips and blackened eyes was a childs revengeI got pushed around and beat down by the students and the staffWhen I run away cryin' all they did was laughMy equalibrium at the time was like the death of meTake me no time to rent all the horror moviesHellraiser, Halloween and Faces of DeathDay in and day out it was the illest shitNinety two rolled around I even found ChristBut then I turned my fuckin' back cause I found it was liesI found my Left Hand Path and yo I'm still the sameLove ain't crowding enough the sinnin' to feel up my brainThis i

This Site
what the fuck is the deal with this site??? I thought it was a place to kinda unwind and meet people... but all I see is hot young chicks (that is being nice) half dressed going around to old ugly dudes and rating them 10's they hit on yeah, make ya all horney and then say what the ef. you're a perv. .... I thought it was a place to meet singles..... all it is to me is a waste of time.......... well I guess if you are an old perv, then it is the perfect place for you so stay!!!!! and the young girls that like to tease old men then stay, you know they have the want to be with the old guys or they wouldn't do it in the first place,. (know what i mean wink wink)

This Is My Prayer For The Suffering...
God, I'm saying a prayerfor those in pain,for those who grieveand those in chains.I'm asking for mercyfor the innocents who'vedied by the scoresand for those far away from home,fighting a war.Please help the homelesswhose beds are made of stone,those out of work,and those who are alone.Ease the suffering ofthe victimsthat no one can hear,the battered wives and childrenwho're drowning in tears.Wrap your loving arms aroundthe aged, ill, and meek.Give strength and hopeto the suffering and weak.

This Town
In the morning wake me up And tell me everything So I can understand your world And you can understand my dream Yeah I could be anywhere And you could be there with me But I just want to be a ghost And see everything I don't want it to be the way they want it This Town, this night, this crowd Come on put them up, let me hear it loud This Town, this city, this crowd Stand up on your feet put your worry down And everyone of you all around Come on ya'll let's take this town Let's take this town It's better that we keep this close Keep you close to me Walking under every sky Over every sea You can be my modern girl And I can be the one you found If we're taking on the world today I know we got to leave this town I don't want it to be the way they want it This town, this night, this crowd Come on put them up, let me hear it loud This town, this city, this crowd Stand up on your feet put your worry down And everyone of you all around Come on ya'll let's take this town Let's take this to

This One Night
This One Night It always seems likeNothing is truly foreverBut I really feel likeThat I've waited my whole lifeFor this one nightI want to make this rightCuz I've only got one lifeIt's just the three of usMe you and foreverFor once at allAnd I'll let you fall, not ever Just take my handI feel like i'm in another worldWhen our souls are intertwinedOn these two feet I stand.Is this what love is?You make me feel so high off the groundWith such a long way downAnd it only took this one nightTo redeem my whole lifeOf searching, waitingI love what i've found.Then I wake upThis dream has been made upNever seeing your face in the lightBut still I savor this one night

This Is Disturbing
BRIDGEVILLE, Pa. – George Sodini seethed with anger and frustration toward women. He couldn't understand why they ignored him, despite his best efforts to look nice. He hadn't had a girlfriend since 1984, hadn't slept with a woman in 19 years. "Women just don't like me. There are 30 million desirable women in the US (my estimate) and I cannot find one. Not one of them finds me attractive," the 48-year-old computer programmer lamented in a chilling diary he posted on the Internet. For months, he also wrote vaguely about using guns to carry out his "exit plan" at his health club, where lots of young women worked out. On Tuesday, Sodini put his plan into action. He went to the sprawling L.A. Fitness Club in this Pittsburgh suburb, turned out the lights on a dance-aerobics class filled with women, and opened fire with three guns, letting loose with a fusillade of at least 36 bullets. He killed three women and wounded nine others before committing suicide. "He just had a lot of

This Is A Test Of The Emergency Blogging System
Warning !!!!! This is a test of the EMERGENCY BLOGGING SYSTEM!!!!!!!! The writer of this blog is trying to see if he can comment in "said blog" this is just a test .....................................beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep if this had been an actual emergency ,you would have been asked to bend over and kiss your arse goodbye :O:O

This Is It......
Now that I finally am able to get back on the computer I can do the things that I want to. LOL!!!!! Not that I van't when I want to it is just that I am always so busy and usually someone else has the computer that I just can't find the time. My niece and nephew have been in town for about a month now, and you can't just let kids be! I have been racking my brain figuring things out for them to do. I just told them last night that we get to go to the hay fields this week and go pick up about 500 bales of hay. Yeah, they were so excited LOL. I am going to try and keep up on fubar, I enjoy the time that I am on here....I like the fact that I can get drunk and not spend a "penny" So I just happened to look at t he time and I need to get some new pics in my albums and then I need to head out to the barn. I really need to ride my horse,, it has been a month since I have rode and I think I am starting to go through withdrawls.

This Is For You.... By Kevin Hill
This is for you: I’ll start at the top and work my way down Your hair is as soft as a babies butt If you ask me you don’t need it cut Your eyes are more elegant than the rarest flower Without you I have no power Your lips have got me going crazy There making me say “Yes miss Daisy” Your chest is like two drops from heaven Don’t cry baby it’s me its Kevin Your butt is so nice and plump I’ll go slow for that speed bump Your legs are so smooth I’ll take a couple bites Yo

This Is About My Design Work
I took the time to write about each thing and it helped me see the amazing cohesion I managed to pull off. Today I added images to my writing to help you visualize the final product and how it all came together. Not to brag, as it's all a matter of good training, her owning the right stuff and the combination of the two that allowed those miracles to happen. Here's a few things to look for when reviewing the images...First - the congruency of colors. We managed to bring the pallet all the way across the house in one way or another with minimal break in the transition while maintaining the individuality of each space. The use of the red and blue trim made this not only a treat to the eye but also gave me what I needed to mix for the perfect trim in the bedroom.Second - the way I not only managed to work each rooms color schemes around their high lighted quilts, but also in relation to theme and vibe. I really did it based on colors, but yet it worked out even better in terms of themes f

This Life
I heard your heartbeat And my body grew so still I looked into your mothers eyes And I knew you were alive I long to meet you And show you all I know Hand in hand with this new love This life means so much more I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel It's you that blessed us with this life That we've waited for so long Your life has changed me I'm not the man I was before You're in my head my heart my soul You're always on my mind My time to know you is Quickly drawing near but Not as fast as my love grows You've made me feel alive I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel

This Is Me. True Story.
I hate drama any kind of drama...life drama or imaginary drama! If you like drama...GTFO! I'm here for FRIENDS. I'm a flirt. Can't be helped. It's the Gemini in me. I like to believe people are good. Sometimes I have poor judgement or invest my time, feelings, & emotions into the wrong people. Whatever. I'm human. I'm extremely shy on first meeting. People who know me do not remember this lil fact! Wonder why?? Hmmm... ANYway, I'm messy, funny, goofy, friendly, flirty, I am nosy, noisy, sometimes lazy. I'm definately messy. I have a weakness for ice cream...vanilla with caramel on top is my fav....MMMMMM! I love Italian food. I am probably the whitest Mexican you're ever gonna meet. I don't know Spanish but I can understand most of it. Like my page says, I should haved been a southern girl. I love my country but Metal/Rock is my roots. I may be a country girl one day and have my boots and cowboy hat on the next listening to Metallica, Bon Jovi, Mellencamp, or Chevelle. You just neve

This Is How You Can See My Private Pics!!
SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE... NOT A SHOUT... NOT A MESSAGE IN A DRINK... NOT A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG... JUST A PLAIN OLD PRIVATE MESSAGE ENTITLED FAMILY ADD AND I WILL TELL YOU HOW TO GAIN ACCESS TO THE NAUGHTIES !!!

This Morning
At 7.10am I got on the road as I normally do. I drove up the street, along the road, along the other road then onto the highway where I proceeded to accelerate to a mere 74mph. This was in a 65mph zone, splendid! Remember the 9 and your fine rule an life will be great. However whilst driving west on my 9 miles stretch on the highway this Friday morning, on a not very busy highway AWAY from the NYC direction at 7.10am, about 2 miles in as if from no where a vehicle (one I can only describe as the Chevrolet Washing Machine model or at least their smallest compact with what must be a washing machine motor as an engine) decides to pull right in behind me to the point of where they nearly hit me. I looked in the rearview window and saw that the driver was no more than 19yrs old and gave them the old WTF was that look. This went unnoticed. They then, when I didnt move over within 2 seconds to allow them to pass while being 1ft behind me travelling 74mph (I was on cruise it hadnt changed), d

This Song Is Deadicated To Someone They Know Who They Are Now This Is How They Make Me Feel :(
Aaliyah The One I Gave My Heart To How could the one I gave my heart tobreak my heart so badHow could the one who made me happymake me feel so sadWon't somebody tell me so I can understandIf you love me how could you hurt me like thatHow could the one I gave my world tothrow my world awayHow could the one who said I Love Yousay the things you sayHow could the one I was so true tojust tell me liesHow could the one I gave my heart tobreak this heart of minetell meHow could you be so cold to mewhen I gave you everythingAll my love, All I had insideHow could you just walk out the doorHow could you not love me anymoreI thought we had foreverI can't understandHow could the one I shared my dreams withtake my dreams from meHow could the love that brought such pleasurebring such miseryWon't somebody tell mesomebody tell mesomebody tell me pleaseIf you love meHow could you do that to metell meHow could you just walk out the doorHow could you not love me anymoreI thought we had foreverI can't

This Is Cool As Shite... This Is My Tattoo Artist
Air Jordan Air Force 1 Air Max Basketball Nike SB Collabs Just Released UpcomingAir Jordan Release Dates Air Force 1 Release DatesMess BeijingAug 14 · Nike Air Max LeBron VII - Artist Series - Cynthia Rudzis - Washington D.C. Event RecapNike Air Max LeBron VII Artist Series Cynthia Rudzis Washington D.C. Event RecapA few days ago, when LeBron James visited Chicago on the first stop on his More Than A Game World Tour, we got a look at the Chi-Town installment of the Air Max LeBron VII Artist Series created by Jeff Zimmerman. Yesterday, King James arrived in the nation’s capital, and as expected, attendees of the event were given a look at the Washington D.C. Artist Series version of the Air Max LeBron VII. the shoe was customized by local artist, Cynthia Rudzis, who decided to go with a tattoo-style illustration that sports some patriotic themes like stars, stripes and the American Eagle. After the jump, you can read all about Cynthia’s inspiration and objective with her sho

This Made Me Rofl
Now this is a bad day ... A woman in Britian came home from work and posted this on her facebook page OMG I HATE MY JOB!!! My boss is a total pervvy wanker always making me do shit stuff just to piss me off! WANKER!! she got this comment back 5 hours later I guess you forgot about adding me on here? Firstly dont flatter yourself. Secondly you've worked here 5 months and didn't work out that I am gay? I know I don't prance around the office like a queen but its not exactly a secret. Thirdly that shit stuff is called your job, you know what I pay you to do. But the fact that you seem able to fuck up the simplest of tasks might contribute to how you feel about it. And lastly you also seem to have forgotten you have 2 weeks left on your 6 month trial period. Don't bother coming in tomorrow. I'll pop your P45 in the post and you can come in whenever you like to pick up any stuff you have left here. And yes I am serious. DOH!!

This Shit Was Hard
Here's a new one for you to play along with. You get to pick 30 of your favorite songs, but here's the catch - you must pick 30 DIFFERENT ARTISTS in random order. So, if you have an absolute favorite, you are only allowed to pick ONE SONG by them that you love and move on. 1. Pantera- This Love2. Black Label Society - Fire It Up3. N.I.N - Something I Can Never Have 4. Iced Earth - The Phantom Opera Ghost 5. The Doors - Wishful Sinful6. GWAR - Sexacutioner7. HellYeah - Star8. Jack Off Jill - Nazi Halo9. Lil Wayne - Prom Queen10. Lillasyster - Umbrella11. Linda Strawberry - Fuck You I'm Beautiful12. Marcy Playground - Saint Joe On The Catholic School Bus13. Metallica - Harvester Of Sorrow14. Megadeth - Tornado Of Souls15. Slayer - I'm Gonna Be Your God16. Ministry - So What17. Mudvayne - Determined18. Bad Company - Shooting Star19. Alice In Chains - Wrong20. Paramore - Decode21. In Flames - Alias22. AC/DC - If You Want Blood23. Down - Beautifully Depressed24. The Beatles - I Want You (S