Fubar Blog Posts 2

Thoughts....
Thoughts drift through my mind, And have been all day. Thoughts of You, and how Your skin Will feel against mine in person. Thoughts of the first time I feel The weight of You on top of me. Thoughts of how it will be to feel Your possession of me, physically, From the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Thoughts of Your hands roaming, Teasing, pleasing, building the heat That leads to the first time You claim me With Your Maleness sliding deeply Into the center of my femininity. The soft delicate skin pushing against Warm wet walls, opening to You, Accepting You, welcoming You, Your possession, Your love, Making me totally and completely Yours. Finally. (I can't wait, either!)

Thoughts Of Apple Blossoms
The sage, old woman Shuffles her way down the path As rays of brilliance Beat back the lingering shadows Overhead limbs of the elders Stretch, reaching ever skyward Blossoms fill the aging orchard Their fragrance, sweet and new A touch of youth, reminder of time Too soon her journey must end She stops to smell the apple blossom Gnarled fingers on delicate flowers A moment stolen in her familiar haven Her seasons have come to an end Winter has set into her body But it’s still springtime in her heart.

10 Thoughts 2 Ponder
Number 10 "Life" is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky..... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND TH

Thoughts !!!!!!
i was reading a blog by someone who described his excursion with online into reality,and while i posted a lengthy reply to it,i felt the need to go one step further.. while he learned it the hard way,as long as he learned from it it wasnt a total loss,and from reading it it seems he has come to realize that while online is good it is totally different than reality.. i personally dont believe in online Collaring.where neither have met or only hav met real time a few times...usually when people meet for the first time or 2 they are always putting their good foot out front(means putting on their best show to impress the other.).while we meet plenty of slaves/sub online when we meet them and get to know them only a 1/3 of them are who they say. while online will get you their names,and their supposed likes n dislikes and what not,you always have to take that with a grain of salt. online players as i call them find this lifestyle as fun and exciteing yet they hav no clue to what it

Thoughts
so im sitting here alone life getting rougher and harder...heh its funny i sit and ask myself whatst he point of everything...and for some damn reason always something shows me there is a point to pain...but is pain the point of life? is pain the ultimate meaning of love?well from what i see everyday the meaning of love is not to be happy not to be needed or wanted...it is a sick lil game the devil himself created for his own amusement...love is the way he gets to this earth...so in all truthness earth is his playground...we r the pawns he plays with...its funny u have the word love and then lucifer both starting with an L...coincidence?...very doubtful...its his way of saying soon very soon we all will be in his path of destruction...

Thought Of The Past
I've been doing a lot of thinking here lately. Mostly about the past. Past relationships, past friendships, The way I used to be... There has been so many people in my life that I actually cared about, hell you could even say I loved them... Where are they now??? The only people that are still in my life that I have cared about are my family... I will always ove them no matter what... But everyone else seems to move along like the wind... I have found myself with no friends that I can talk to about problems... No shoulder to cry on when I need it... No one there to just talk to about stupid shit... It's like everyone makes everything about themselfs... Why??? I'm always there for everyone whenever they need me to be. When I need them, they're nowhere to be found. They always have something else going on or they made plans that they need to rush off to. I'm tired of being invisable... Everyone that I know calls me a friend. When are they going to start acting like one... Oh yeah I

Thoughts
Thoughts crave images to become reality Determined to do what's necessary Heartbeats fluttering to a new beat Overwhelmed as I take you in Captivating every moment and detail you allow Envisioning what your expressions tell Curiousity engulfs me to know more Take me into the world that seems hidden Walk me through your every desire Allow me to hold your hand and see EVERYTHING Struggling to keep my heart safe Not knowing what all this may bring Giving into feelings you bring out Taking a chance much needed Knowing that together we can be happy.... ~Always Someone's Angel~

Thoughts Of The Future
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Thoughts...
These are thoughts I have been having For some time now... And I would like to share them with you Before life in this world gets too crazy, And tomorrow never comes. I have come to realize many things Since I connected to the Internet, In that we get to meet people We never would have met In any other way We get to know these people, Not by their looks or by their touch, But by their heart and soul. If we had met any of these people on the street, We may not have given them a second glance. Or, maybe we would have looked at them and said, "Hey, look how fat that person is," or "Hey look, there's a gay guy" or even "Hey look, there's a person of color." We could have done this And never have known This real person on the inside. This is a very sad thing. I have come to meet many people on the internet Who have truly touched my heart in many ways. They have made me a much better person. Wouldn

A Thought Z ! ! !
A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality whats me w/out YOU???

Thoughts
hmmmm...some say stay some say go but do any of them really understand? my love for him is strong and i belive his is for me our families simply complicate things his hates me mine hates him but is any of really any of their business? i mean shit as long as we are happy together even with problems isnt that all that matters shouldnt they respect that instead of tryin to destroy what we have i know he messed up but shit dont we all no a single one of us are perfect so why shouldnt i forgive him and move on we only live once so why not be happy? just some thoughts ive had

Thoughts Of Passion...by Mary Jane Ferreira Balthazar
Thoughts of You, rush at my skin, Like wind whipping at my soul, Setting my body on fire, With the thrill of your touch. Anticipating the rush, I depict the warmth of our bodies, Intertwined under the full moon, Until our souls are pacified. As I soak in the pool of bliss, Feeling the ecstasies of eternity, Desiring an encounter with you, Lulls me into a paradise of dreams. Living with passionate memories, Carries me through life's daily rituals, But at the end of the day, I cradle your love, deep within my heart.

A Thought On Relationships
A Thought on Relationships CONTRARY to what many women believe, it's fairly easy to develop a long-term, stable, intimate, and mutually fulfilling relationship with a guy. Of course this guy has to be a Labrador retriever. With human guys, it's extremely difficult. This is because guys don't really grasp what women mean by the term relationship. Let's say a guy named Roger is attracted to a woman named Elaine. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later, he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while neither one of them is seeing anybody else. And then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Elaine, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: ''Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?'' And then there is silence in the car. To Elaine, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks t

Thought This Was Funny
She is in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walks in. She turns and says, "You've got to make love to me This Very moment." His eyes light up and he thinks, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraces her and then gives It His all On the kitchen table. Afterwards she says, "Thanks," and returns to the stove.More than a little puzzled, he asks, "What was that all about?" She explains, "The egg timer's broken." ********************************************** HOW TO FIND INNER PEACE I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed the way to achieve inner peace was to finish all the things you have started. So I looked around my house to see things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished a bottle of Me

Thoughts
Just a few thoughts by me, I'm open to feedback as well. After reading Sigmund Freud's Basic Theories, I'm very supporting of the Oedipal Complex, the urge to be the best because of the love, and yes, even sexual desire for the mother figure, personally I grew up without a real one, so this is new to me. But what drives the human brain to this? is this Id? The basic instincts of all humans? I know it isn't the SuperEgo, for thats the creation of society, and Incestial thoughts are frowned upon by society, and as far as the Ego goes, there is no consciousness to these yearnings, therefore that only leaves the Id. Are all humans PROGRAMMED to feel sexual desires towards their mother without knowing it, so as to be a more stable adult further on? What happens when the mother figure is not present? as such is my case, many problems can occur, I've always had trouble fitting in, trouble enjoying myself, medical problems, mental problems, I've been through them all, only to hit a po

Thought Of The Day
I was thinking..I know that is scarey in itself. But lately I have noticed that I don't keep people's attention on here, meaning I get people to add me or they want to add me but then i never hear from them again. I try to get a comment out to all my friends once a week at least. So I was thinking, should I sink to the level and put naked pics of me on here or not. tell me what you think. Personally I think that I will just attract more assholes. Just wnat to know people's opinions on the naked pics.

Thoughts Of...... .....
Thoughts Of hot wet mornings, Deep deep moans, Sighs of pleasure, Throbbing Pulsing Ecstasy. Thoughts of . . . Your tongue dancing on my tight sex, your hands stroking hard buds, your moans of need driving me over the edge. The smell of morning coffee Mingled with our scents. Rumpled sheets, and Whispers of desire Turn thoughts into Passion soft and yearning, Hard and aching. Thought of you, Touching me, Bodies melting, Souls aching, Hearts beating, Now, Now, Now. Thoughts of you. Temptation too hard to resist. Morning light at the edge Of a dream. Colors exploding, Expanding, Drenching. My body sighs With content. The day begins anew. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Thought I Saw It All Til Just A Lil Bit Ago
There are some sickos on here...a friend had me check out this profile...that was one sick one...pics of women with dicks..and had the nerve to ask my friend if there was anything there she liked...lol this is the profile http://www.lostcherry.com/user/204537

Thought For The Day...
Thought for the Day: If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring. He sends you a sunrise every morning Face it, friend - He loves you! Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Read this line very slowly and let it sink in... If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Pass this message to seven people except you and me. You will receive a miracle tomorrow ( just do it)!

Thoughts
Yanno It funny how if u dun meet up too wot some feel u should they push u too side it kinda like yer not good enough for but if u ask me pplz like dat are the ones not good enough for the ones they push away or the ones they make fun of so when u start too make fun of someone for how they look or cause they dun think like u stop and think about how u would feel if it was u in their shoes and would u like it or how would u feel if it was u tale time too show someone some kindness and a smile and show not all in dis world are like that =P

Thoughts On Death.
He wandered aimlessly through a park full of people. Everyone was there from his former knowing, anyone he had met whom had passed. He slid within them, like the faces, the bodies, were liquid. He knew not what he was nor where. He just kept walking. Near him, a bench painted white and upon it a child dressed in blue, a boy dressed in black, and a man dressed in gold. All with equal spaces between them. He wore nothing, only his past. He suited well in bruises from his first fight and tears from his last cry; to them {he} was naked. Still, he just kept walking. As {he} came closer, the bench seemed more used, the child dressed in punches, the boy dressed in fatigue, and the man; well, the man still dressed in gold. He began to choke some, finding it harder to breathe yet easier to see that things aren`t what they seem. The young child and boy were father apart, now, and the man in gold sat close to the edge ignoring the boy dressed in black. {He}, growing tired, just kept walking

Thoughts In Passing.............
Entry for April 24, 2006 I decided to be nice in here today and say something pleasant.......................................................well after sitting here for two hours the best I could come up with was.............................................DAMN I lost it!!!! HAHAHA had you going didnt I??? As all you know this lil piece of the world is reserved for quiet reflections of of chaos and madiness another day in life of arent you glad this life isnt yours. OK OK OK OK ...............I will let up just this once.............I did surivive a MONDAY!!! LQQK above I have the pic to prove it and as far as the pulse ummm well that is reserved for a trained professional to make sure I have one of those. Weekend Highlights: Mad dash to get drop off the lil ones, rode the tilt a whirl on Saturday (ask I might tell ya later). Met some interesting people later Saturday evening. Sunday a relaxing day settled in . All jokes aside today was a GREAT day. I KNOW I KNO

Thoughts Of Past
i sit here and remember of how things used to be i sit here an think of you and me sitting on this cloud trying to understand why i did what i did trying to figure out what my gain was did i do what was expected that i do not think did i do what i wanted that i am not sure last thing i remember was you screaming my name

Thoughts.
I woke up today and opened my eyes your eyes greeted mine as I stirred You smiled and I smiled back Bringing sunshine to my day. I go about my day to day all the while I see your sweet face we live, worlds apart but always I see you with my heart a smile, a wink, makes my day bright I know you're not here with me but I feel your spirit beside me and I know that it feels so right we live, worlds apart, but walk side by side I reach out to hold you close your ghostly arms wrapping me up tight I feel that sweet surrender inside your embrace All too soon the day will end and bring the night but by my side you stay, until dreams come where you join me again, more vibrant and true dreaming, yearning, all the time, longing for you

Thought-fox
THE THOUGHT-FOX I imagine this midnight moment’s forest: Something else is alive Beside the clock’s loneliness And this blank page where my fingers move. Through the window I see no star: Something more near Though deeper within darkness Is entering the loneliness: Cold, delicately as the dark snow, A fox’s nose touches twig, leaf; Two eyes serve a movement, that now And again now, and now, and now Sets neat prints into the snow Between trees, and warily a lame Shadow lags by stump and in hollow Of a body that is bold to come Across clearings, an eye, A widening deepening greenness, Brilliantly, concentratedly, Coming about its own business Till, with a sudden sharp hot stink of fox It enters the dark hole of the head. The window is starless still; the clock ticks, The page is printed. THE ‘THOUGHT-FOX’ HAS often been acknowledged as one of the most completely realised and artistically satisfying of the poe

Thought It Was Cool
Look for a guy Who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forhead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." If u open this U have to repost it, guy or girl if I dont get dis back I guess your not my friend if u have a lot of love and u have a boy/gurl Or friend.... Pass it ON!!

Thoughts Of A Wandering Mind.
Is there ever a time in your life when you feel you should change your perspectives entirely? If so, what would be the reason? Is it wrong if it is for someone? This man, I feel so deeply for. I could fall in love with him in a heartbeat. I am not me when I am around him, but the person I long to be. He brings out in me, all the things I desire.. and so easily. He just makes me the real me. He completes me. Like the other half of my soul. There is one thing, that stops all these feelings. He left me. But for all this, should I take him back? He asks for so much, yet so little.

Thoughts...
So, as mushy as it sounds...I think I've met the greatest guy ever, haha. Just thought I'd share. Gotta admit, I'm waiting to mess it up, but at least I'm happy for now. Now, whats gonna be funny, is if he realizes I'm talking about him =)

Thoughts
as i lay you down to sleep, i kiss your forehead and say im yours to keep. if i die before you wake, toss my body in the lake. dont ask me why just do as i say, and i'll be reborn for another day. i have this love, i have this passion. i write in a funny fasion. but i do know that i am true, and i love to write peoms for you. the smiles i see keep me at bay, and i love the vouches i receive each day. you cant imagine how i feel, but do know this prince is real! now im waiting at the gates of hell, mad as fuck with a story to tell. why am i here if all i brought was joy, while the torture i had since i was a boy. dam all i ever wanted was to be loved, but i got knighted and stuck in this cove. yes i know you dont understand but im just me a fucked up man. lost in heaven with the purest soul, lost in hell with no where to go. all caught up in the scene, fuck i hope this is a dream.

Thoughts Of A Twiztid Soul
Saying everything is going to be okay...nothing ever is. Sure things will might get good for someone but hell it's always at the wrong motherfucking time in which you think you found something worth holding onto. Go figure. I don't know, I am at my friend's Heather's and her husbands crib using the lap top to type these worthless words. I don't know what to do anymore, I am having fun over here don't get me wrong, but seeing them...making me wish I wasn't alone anymore. Shit, I am so fucking tired of having to always be the one to have to change my life inorder for me or someone else to be happy. Like moving to a different state. Apparently I never mean much cause the thought of them moving out here has never crossed any of their minds, I may fucking hate it here with a passion but I learned how to live here. I have friend's here, I am not ready nor wanting to have to start all over again to try and find or make new friends. It's bullshit. I doubt anyone reading this will understand a

Thoughts
Memories reflecting upon my soul A soul of never relenting anger Love isn't what it used to be To my aching mind a wandering Haunting images cloud the days Days fun, laughter, tears & fears Those were the best days Memories that could wash away Hurt & despair no longer burden me.... A old willowing tree Embarking upon the countryside Chasing away the images Swallowing up all my pride Where should I go from here Thousands of answers Yet the choice isn't always so clear Nuture your soul, take the toll and embrace this life By, De Anna Brandon January 27, 2003

Thoughts On My Mind....
Whats the real reason she didnt come see me? What next weekend going to be like? Should i leave las vegas? When am i going to get my shit together? Why am i a horrible father? How is my daughter doing? Will i ever love another girl as much as i loved her? Will she ever come back to me? Why arent i happy? What will make me happy? Why do i think about sex so much? When will i learn? Why am i such an asshole? Why dont i follow through? Why am i so shy? Why dont i cry? Will i eve feel "normal"? Am i going to wake up tomorrow? Why do i rather spend my life intoxicated than sober? Why do i spend 90% of my time at home in front of the damn computer? Am i ever going to have a career? Did she lie? Why are some people so fake? Why is my heart pounding right now? Where am i moving to next month? Should i? Can i? *sigh*

Thoughts While Shaving The Cooter
I've recently begun shaving areas that have never been shaved before. Now, before you get the idea that you could flush quail out of my bush, I've always been well-kempt, just not shaved. However, on the recommendation of a friend (who is particularly adept at shaving) I've started, and I like it. But that's another story. Anyhow, you know what I've noticed? That shaving takes time. When I've got time, I start thinking. So today, I've got a razor in my holiest of holies and I think, okay, now's a good time for a little introspection. What's up with me? What's up with "the wall?" (Editor's note: Those of you who are behind "the wall," and those who have a "wall" of your own, know very well what "the wall" is.) What am I so afraid of? My conclusion? What I'm most afraid of is falling for someone who has no intention of catching me. There. I've said it. It's out there. Jeebus, it's cold outside of the wall.

Thoughts About Darwin, Evolution And God
Random Thoughts about God, Darwin and Evolution. Ok, I am not one to really sit back and go on about just random thoughts. Well at least I am not one to do it in a blog, journal yes, blog no. But I am just sitting here and decided there is a first time for everything. In life we go through so many ups and downs, struggles and pleasures, dislikes and likes, roads and paths. How many people are living on the planet Earth? Each person having their own perceptions, goals, outlooks and situations they are going through. Gosh that is almost mind boggling to fully comprehend and think about. What is the purpose of life? That is a question that has been asked millions, if not more, times and yet you will receive a different answer each time. I do believe life is what you make of it and yet we all have a different answer to the question. I have really learned so much in the past few months about certain subjects in this world. I am one that I love to seek knowledge and learn. You will h

Thoughts Of Suicide
Tonight, I took my own life with just one swish from the knife. You see, it was so easy to do- The pain from the knife's blade wasn't near as much As the pain you put me through. I cried for hours, night after night, Before I finally put an end to my life. I had let myself fall in love with you, But you didn't feel the same- So, I did what I thought I had to do. Now a coffin is my bed, A satin pillow rests my head. A cold, dark grave is my home, Where my name is etched in stone. I haven't any pain or sorrows, No more waiting for tomorrows. No more tears will fall from my eyes, No more waiting for you half the night. No more angry words to hear, No more physical abuse to adhere. When you feel the rain fall upon your face And the sky turns dark and gray; Think of the rain as my tears and the sky as my restless soul That's now destined to roam. There isn't anything left on Earth for me- You'll go on with y

Thoughts Of You
I've dropped down. Fell! Here i lie, and there you stand. How can this pain come from one man. Go on living in the world of torture. I find not a thing in this life worth living for. I write these words but feel nothing. Will it come or shall i fail? Will i win or be unbeaten. Not fully understanding my thoughts. Complaining to the only forsaken. Read, yet undriven. I feel but unknown. Viewing the emotion unfully. You are the one who has stoned me. Climb higher but fall deeper. Swallowing the steel of my heart. Rip it and tear it apart. You drink from my only source. Fill you up, showing no remorse. Love is untamed, and you are drained. I run yet concrete standing. Do you know what anger can bring? I'm unspoken in the heart of a stranger. I do not feel this, i'm fine. Tired and cold, not wanting. Alone is where i ought to be. I wanna kill your sympathy. Your the only one who has made me see. I write this shit but never knowing. Feel the same, but thoughts growing. You'll never understa

A Thought
I was talking with a friend tonight about walls we put up after being hurt ... I talked about how hard they are to drop and be open .... I got a shock .... She told me who are you to mess with those walls ... they exist for a reason and it is not your job to tear them down as it is more along the lines of getting to know someone well enough to let them in .... I don't know but it made a world of sence to me .... Our walls protect us from that side that lets anyone in to rip our world apart .... as some one told me .... the right one will scale the walls. NO ANSWERS The gifts that come from a higher source give us all reason to wonder why in due course some have the perfect most wonderful lifes and other have hardship and unwanted strifes Some are just blessed with all that is right others are working to get to the light of those who have only the best few of them know how greatly their blessed They take for granted the meeting of needs never knowing that it is mo

Thoughts.
thoughts — Monday, November 06, 2006 Lots of various things today. - I think it would be a cool idea to send all the relgious fanatics to Iran, or iraq, or somewhere like that. Send all ours there, they can play with all the other one's there, and be happy living in a country being runned by " god's laws " What fun the mormons and the other religious extremests would have over there. We can then send our troops home, and those people can fight their own holy war, if they believe in it that much. Just an idea that came to me today. A volunteer army..... How about we let anyone interested in and who really believe in the war go fight it. And get the people who don't really care, or don't really want to be there home. - Marriage, and kids, and old people, and stererle people.- So, marriage is for the raising of children, it's ok for males and females to get married cuz that facilitates the better raising of children. Even old, and sterill people can get married

Thoughts To Ponder
Thoughts to ponder Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky .. not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you 30¢? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people ta

** ~~ Thought ~~ **
In a far away place, isolated from the world, no troubles around us. No fears to hinder us. Outside Snow falling ever so soft, so fine, inside the aroma of love. The mood is set surrender all to it, body, all thoughts. Set for that first touch, one that exhilarates, ignites into hot embers of passion, that deepens a love... A peace, this moment, this time , a wish. A forever wish.

Thought Of The Day
Music Video:PRETTY GIRL (by Sugarcult)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head. It's the way that he makes you feel, it's the way that he kisses you, it's the way that he makes you fall in love...it's the way that you cry, it's the way that he's in your mind, it's the way that he makes you fall in love... pretty girl is offering while he's confessing everything, pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him out of your head... i hate myself for falling again and again to old used lines, ones i've heard before and made a promise to ignore. i take a chance and you get me to believe only to get hurt once more...another full circle dear god i hate myself today...

Thoughts
Ok well I am gonna be hitting the road in like 12 days. I just don't know what to think or expect. I feel really funny leaving my "husband" behind. Even thoughHe treats me like shit more than half the damn time. I still find it strange that he is sending me away and not comming with "because of his job" Yeah My ass. But we wont go there tonight. Nope I am not going to even thing about it. I have enought to worry about with my 3 kiddos and this looooong drive. But that is OK I always say that everything happens for a reason and that is how I like to keep it. But I do have to say that he is being a total ass these days and I just kinda wanna leave now... I am just tired of the crap! TYFL :)

Thoughts For Today Lol
Well if anyone is interested in what tyres I got for my bike, they are metzeler sportec m1's. Ok not the latest or greatest but they certainly more than good enough for me and they was on special offer. I just feel that i don't have to work so hard tipping it into a corner now, just a slight push and around the corner we go LOL. On the programming front, well i was looking at how I was going to do things and then realised that i had overlooked IRC! I used to use IRC a lot until a couple of times certain kids decided it was fun to try and pretend to be women and try and get me to talk dirty to them. For some reason I had a funny feeling about these people and just stayed talking nice and politely. Of course that just pissed them off LOL. Anyway, I looked into how to start using IRC and it looks pretty easy in python. So I am going to write some test scripts and see where we go. Oh yeah a question for the you US readers. Is it true that you can't get airwaves chewing gum in the US?

Thoughts On Love
During our years on this world, each of us comes to love several people in different ways: Flirts and passions, good loves and bad ones, moments that fill our hearts to their brim with happiness and others that throw ourselves into the pits of despair. There comes a moment though, when we suddenly realize we have found that one special person, the one whom our heart really belongs to. There is no way to predict how this will happen or when, just all of a sudden this person is here, in front of our eyes like a revelation. When you find that special person, treasure him/her in your heart with all your strength; it doesn't matter if there are problems, it doesn't matter if your feelings are not corresponded, do whatever you can for this special one, for even if you will never have a chance to fulfill your dreams, even if he/she will belong to someone else for some twist of fate, still the treasure that you will bring inside your heart will be the only thing that will be able to bring y

Thought, Or The Everpresent Pain
Thought ... or The Everpresent Pain Oranges are moot When eating elephants Shot with water pistols And the grey bearded pirannahs Are not afraid of the goat That flies by night. And of course, We must never forget that The Stupification factor of five Is ideal for Telekenetic prowess. Think about it and it might ... eventually .. Make some sense... Or it may not becuase this is a train of thought poem Yes, a stream of thought poem I am thinking, And so are you ... now But this train ain't goin' far. Not far at all. As a matter of fact It's sitting on its ass Fallen off the broken tracks, Fallen off the dead mens' backs. I know it makes no sense, But that is the point Isn't it? I thought so before But I was thinking then. I think I may have stopped by now But NO That was a thought So there I go again. I have to quit Because I know there is nothing to say. So look at this poem Flying through the air Like a hawk Or a vulture Flying fr

Thought Or The Everpresent Pain
Thought ... or The Everpresent Pain Oranges are moot When eating elephants Shot with water pistols And the grey bearded pirannahs Are not afraid of the goat That flies by night. And of course, We must never forget that The Stupification factor of five Is ideal for Telekenetic prowess. Think about it and it might ... eventually .. Make some sense... Or it may not Becuase this is a train of thought poem Yes, a stream of thought poem I am thinking, And so are you ... now But this train ain't goin' far. Not far at all. As a matter of fact It's sitting on its ass Fallen off the broken tracks, Fallen off the dead mens' backs. I know it makes no sense, But that is the point Isn't it? I thought so before But I was thinking then. I think I may have stopped by now But NO That was a thought So there I go again. I have to quit Because I know there is nothing to say. So look at this poem Flying through the air Like a hawk Or a vulture Flying

Thoughts
I have noticed something over the last few days.. well actually its something i live with every day of my life but lately i have noticed it alot more.. Do people ever stop and think of what other people are going through? I am a big girl and this weekend i took my kids to chuckee cheese's and everyone there looked at my like they have never seen a fat chick before, do you know what that does to a person? I thought adults were more mature but i guess i was wrong.. Yesterday my dad went to the Viking/Green Bay game and unfortunately for him he had to sit between two women who acted like they had to sit next to a mass murder they sat as far away as possible as if he was gonna spread being fat to them like some common disease.. this totally sickens me.. Fat people are people to.. We have feelings just like everyone else.. I just ask that you stop and think of what your actions might mean to someone else and think twice before staring at someone or making that remark that would be be

Thoughts To Ponder On
Why do "cool" and "hot" mean the same thing? If you sneeze and fart at the same time, does a vacuum form in your stomach? Why does triangularly cut bread taste better than square bread? Does a baby feel the umbilical cord being cut off? Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"? Why is it that no matter what color of bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? If you have a pet with 2 heads do you have to name both heads? How come they don't add the time that we are in our mom's to our age? .. language=Javascript>..> Why do people squint their eyes when they can't see? Wouldn't that just make it less space to see out of? What is a hacky, and why is it in a sack? Why do we have to pay a toll on "freeways"? Why do they call them pepperoni if there is no pepper in it? Can a school teacher give a homeless child homework?

Thoughts
this is a good one and it is so true, as a reminder of who we should trust in. Thanks for thinking of me, I am kinda slow with reading my messages or sending or responding, but I do enjoy reading them when I do read them. It seems like I read them on the days that I really need to be inspired...... Please pray for me, mscuddles

Thoughts
If life was easy itd b a slut.. damn i wish it was lol... i fucking hate liken guys cuz the ones i do its just so complicated... n my life right now sux... im finally gettin ova HIM(frist love) n well i wanna move on but how tha hell can i move on when the one i like lives no where near me this sux ass... i hate livin wher ei live.. ahh.. n-e who yea idk im bord lol

Thoughts On Bay Shore, The City And Fashion School
its so hard being so bipolar one weekend im coming home from FIT, sitting on the train wondering why im leaving the people i love to see people i cant stand. and other times im departing from the bay shore station completely depressed, wondering how i can return to people that dont appreciate me and never will- quite the way im appreciated in bay shore. sometimes its both. i can be headed home on a friday so excited, and by sunday i cant wait to get back on the LIR and get the fuck off of that island. i wish i knew what it was like to be stable. to have something constant in life that you could always rely on. that you know will always make you happy. i wish i was dependant on drugs or alcohol. something that would always be there for me... but ive seen it fail too many times. ive seen it go wrong so often. i wish i had a boyfriend that i knew would be at the station waiting for me every friday and upset saying goodbye to me each monday morning- but knowing wed be togeather again in l

Thought For The Day:
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

Thoughts
sitting here alone in the quiet without you all i can do is think we once were happy always seemed to have fun no matter how lil money we had now you're gone and we act like we hate each other even though we have a beautiful lil girl how is that possible that over a period of 6 months we have grown to hate one anohter? now im with him and he is the one he makes me so happy and never tries to make me cry somehow he always knows when im down and brings a smile to my face yet sitting here in the quiet i have all these thoughts of what we once had and what we might have had dont know why or where they are coming from i just wish i could hide these thoughts

A Thousand Masks
I have a thousand masks Which one will hide the pain Several for all my daily tasks Which today will be the main? I have a thousand faces Which one will hide my tears Out of my 50 suitcases Which one will hide my fears? I have a thousand looks Which one will convince you As I drown myself in books That I have no time for tears- I’ve got far much to do I have a thousand masks But the one I like the best No matter what my tasks Is the one that when it comes to my feelings You simply have to guess Ask me how I’m feeling I’ll simply answer, “fine” I can wear masks one after the other At any given time When I feel at my lowest and I mean really bad That’s when I’ll wear them all just to hide that I am sad So I’m set if one should fall if I simply wear them all I have a mask of laughter You may ask If I am well I’ll simply laugh to show you And I won’t have to tell I have a mask of happiness When inside I’m feeling down If you put me to the test

Thoughts....
Steam rising from a half-filled cup My thoughts running away Words traveling over and around me Wraiths from other minds Separation from those around me Wrapped in my own, safe cocoon Allowing thoughts to mature and grow To flow Until they stretch their wings flying to the sky Thoughts insignificant to others but vital to me They fill the void of loneliness Allowing me to be alone without going crazy The cup almost empty now But the steam still warms my hands

Thoughts Of Her
Thoughts of her Me and a friend wrote a song awhile back about about love and never being able to be with your love. All my life somethings been missing. It took me years to know just what, And even then more the meet that girl. I know her now and love her still Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. Even when surrounded I was always alone, But I'm not alone when I'm with her, Not once in my life around her. Amy happiness, she sleeps beside me. Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. Thoughts of her were always comfort, Even long before I ever knew her. Revealed herself to me that night, Myself never looking except at her soul, That's when I knew who whe would be to me. Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. I've always

Thoughts...in My Head...
man im feeling...confused and emotional...im back on my birthcontrol pills and my hormones are goin bererk i mean im horny then sad then happy then i feel like cryin but i dont then im excited and hyper then im depressed...its drivin me crazy i feel like im cracked out....o.0.. my friend amanda told me last night that shes havin the same problem but her husband is in iraq..that even worse...the worse thing to happen to me would be to not take care of it...but i did...(by myself)..yeah..oh yeah my ex jay wants to get back together and he told me yesterday that he wants to get married to me and he wants me to have his babys and we can live in northshore and ride horses everyday...yeah right like i wanna be together with a fricken coke head for the rest of my life...yeah he says he's changed but i dont think so hes lied to me to many times and im over it...i would be happier if he just promised to not do it behind my back and didnt do it..instead of doin it..then we would have been so ha

Thoughts
It's always interesting how when two people start dating, they usually lose touch with some of their friends. Sometimes they will go out as other couples and sometimes a few good friends understand why they don't get to see their friend now that they are in a relationship. You can tell who a true friend is, because regardless of what you do or how dumb your actions may seem sometimes, they still love you. Granted they'll tell you that you're an idiot, but still will support you if it's what makes you happy. These are the people who are usually there when there is a breakup. Even though they may remember the times you didn't want to go out because you were with your significant other and they didn't get to see you as often, they're still there because they know you need them. Regardless if its just a phone call or text messasge or they take you out to try to have a good time and get your mind off of things. They'll listen to you cry or bitch and even though they don't know the righ

Though Comments Flow On Cherrytap
"Though Comments Flow on CherryTAP" On CherryTap's site the Comments flow... Between the Alerts row on row, That mark our lives. And in our ears... The tunes still bravely playing, Scarce heard amid our Shouts below. We are the dead...Short days ago we lived... Felt dawn...Saw sunset glow, And now we reside on CherryTAP. Take up our quarrel with the foe... To you from failing hearts we throw the torch, Be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith...with those who die, We shall not sleep... Though Comments flow on CherryTAP. By: S. Michael

Thoughts/comments Bl0g
Well I might as well see how the blog thing works. A few comments: Lots of good looking ladies have accounts here, so do good looking people also have a harder time finding a stable relationship, or at least a relationship that isn't violent (too many relationships always end up violent)?!? Also, check out http://www.myspace.com/vdrp to see what my hobby (well one of them) consists of (and add yourself to my wonderful friends list :). Peace, out!!!

Thoughts/comment Bl0g 2
Just doing another blog entry to see how it looks, plus people read the first bl0g entry I did so I figure what the hell. Point: How to post your own graphics in the comments section of CT?!? I honestly thought "commenthole" or "commentshack" was where you go for graphics, but I figured out how to display your own graphics in the comments section (sorry, I don't like using the same graphics 20 times in a row, and noone had a decent red rose graphic (I need to find more yellow roses though :). After looking at how these people do it, I figured this out. img src="http://members.shaw.ca/Griphin/cherryTap/MaidenKillers.jpg It starts with a You need webspace though, and a way to access it. On my webspace (members.shaw.ca/Griphin) I created a subdirectory called /cherryTap (yes, it's case sensitive) and that's where I have the MaidenKillers.jpg file (does this make sense?!?)). Play around with it, I'll look at it some other time and fix any errors. Nuff said...

Thoughts/comments Bl0g 3...
I usually keep the TV running in the background, but everytime around 12:30 they show this program called Cheaters, I swear that it's all staged. In any case, the guys are usually slime (unless it's a same sex relationship then the women are also slime :), but after you watch it for a bit, the show starts getting on your nerves (and I haven't been in a relationship in years). Thumbs down!!!

Thoughtless-korn
Music Video:THOUGHTLESS (by Korn)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone "Thoughtless" - Korn Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found (Hate cannot be found) I will not be drowned (I will not be drowned) By your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down (Try to tear me down) Beat me to the ground (Beat me to the ground) I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think

Thought This Was Funny
Payback's a Bitch Revenge One evening last week, my wife & I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT????!!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed dept. store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'll just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new cloth

Thoughts/comments Blog 4,,,
I thought about putting up a bunch of photos, thing is, I hate getting my picture taken (I'm too self-confident), otherwise I'd take a couple sexy photos and put them up here :). Webcameras as OK, but I don't have much use for a webcam (other then to take boring photos of myself) and I'd take a bunch of photos with the DigiCam, but I dunno if I would use it again.

Thoughts/feelings/actions Conversation
{me}: too many couples end up on opposite sides of the table, with their relationship a tug-of-war between them. every single point becomes a battle where one has to win and one has to lose. :( {her}: im sick of the battle i really am {me}: feelings come and go, and unless he ACTS on his feelings, then it doesn't manifest as love - see the difference? love isn't love unless it appears in reality. that separates the SAYING of "I love you" from the actual DOING of love. {me}: "he says" - what are his ACTIONS consistently over time. Do his actions say "selfish" or "love" Looking ONLY at reality with no justifications - what does he do FOR YOU that isn't meeting a felt want of his at the moment that means he loves you. {her}: if a gf came to me for advise id tell her to get the hell out.....id even stand by her.....my friends have done that for me but they say im a lost cause now cos im a fool to myself...i know it but i cant change it {me}: you *can* change it, it just isn't wo

Thoughts Of Life
AS I SAIL OFF INTO THE SUNSET, I CAN SEE THE EDGE OF THE WORLD, I'M DOING IT, I'VE FINALLY MADE IT TO THE EDGE, THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN IT HAPPENED, I COULDN'T BREATH.... THIS IS A POEM THAT I WROTE WHEN I WAS 13... THIS IS MY OUTLOOK ON LIFE SOMETIMES... HIT ME UP AND TELL ME WHAT YA'LL THINK ***KIM****

Thoughts
I sit here and contemplate all the pain that my heartaches.. I have millions of friends that last to no end. But not the food for the heart to let it las to all ends part.. The longer I wait the more it seems it will never be.. So I ask will there ever be that one that compliments me. My eyes see the light that shines through thy eyes.. See the pain that you hide in side.. Wondering why would someone suffer so much but yet as so much love under that tender touch.. To hide the pain is to live in abyss that makes you be looked by and missed.. Look in your eyes and your heart and you will see that the one before you is the one that holds the key.. If you walk by and not take a second look you will just keep reading that same old novel or book..

Thoughts
When life gives you lemons, make orange juice… Sometimes I wish that things could be easy. I wish that things could be defined in terms of black & white, right & wrong or even start & finish. Sadly this is not the case. There are no definitive answers, no cut and dry. The truth is, everything in the world is complex, one event dependant on some previous action or one person's reality dependent on some one else's. There is a fine line between losing oneself and adaptation. Both have a negative connotation but in fact only one is truly a negative. Adaptation is great provided you never forget who you are. Now here is the REALLY fucked up part---You'd better be sure of whom you are BEFORE you try to adapt. Example: You can in some cases substitute Limes for Lemons and vice versa but you cannot substitute a lemon with an orange. Yes they are in fact both fruits, both citrus for that matter, but very different in taste so therefore a trade is usually out of the question. If by some s

Thoughts
When you can honestly say that you have loved someone enough to sacrifice your own happiness for his/hers.....then, and only then, have you truly loved. If you're lucky, you will be truly loved at least once in your lifetime. I have truly loved. I have been a fool in love. I have been truly loved. I have loved someone enough to risk everything I owned, my very own freedom, because he asked me to selflessly stand by him no matter what the cost. I have loved someone enough to share with him my love, my life, and everything I had just to see him smile. I have loved someone enough to let him go so that he could move on with his life and find happiness with someone else when I could no longer make him happy. I have been a fool in love with someone who never loved me and a fool in love with someone who no longer does. As a fool in love, I have tormented myself remembering all that we shared, everything I felt, that I still feel sometimes - wondering if he ev

Thoughts
I soar through the air I run like a mare I see the stars at night I will not give up without a fight You now have my desire You lite my heart on fire I see the stars at night For once i want to hold you tight So many things you say More songs yet to play I see the stars at night I look for you as my light What our future may hold Time hides in a fold I see the stars at night It is you I want with all my might

Thoughts
I have so much to tell you But I think it can wait I don’t want to bug you Or spoil your day Not that it’s bad No, nothing like that All of it is different I have found some new facts And I had an idea Something I think you’ll love But I can tell you later It is not a big deal I just hope I remember Everything I am thinking It came to me sober Not a product of drinking So you know it is good stuff Not blurred vision trinkets Ok, so I’m gonna tell you Just remember one thing Know that I love you In case this idea stinks

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Thoughts For The Day...
Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. It is easier to ask forgiveness than permission. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. Men are from Earth. Women are from Earth. Deal with it. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need i

Thought Of Friendship And Quotes
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend. Forever Friends you'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, 'cause you'll always be in my heart. Make new friends But keep the old One is sliver and the other gold ! DEAR FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND DEAR FRIENDS BRING PEACE OF MIND

Thoughts
Believe me or believe me not. I will not tell a lie. My life is full of chaos. My heart begins to die. I begin to be surrounded by friends who wish for more. The only option that I have is to quickly close the door. My heart begins to flutter and fly off far away. Only to be turned around and sent the other way. There's a part of me that wonders if I seek the unexplored. The unavailable is more intriguing than any that came before. Am I running from the chance of love, again another time. Or is this my heart actually beginning to climb. I've mended my poor little heart as far as I can handle and I'm looking for a person who can help me light my candle. I'm not searching for the answer, not looking for the clues, upon my doorstep there appears always some more news. Can I start to feel love again without a stabbing in my heart, and find someone who understands the season of my art.

Thoughts!
I just have an urge to tlak to the haters out there. If you don't like somebody or the way they handle their business, well I got two words for ya.....FUCK YOU! I mean who the hell do you think you are? Who made you the fucking police of peoples shit! Next time you wanna open you mouth to talk to somebody, just shut the FUCK UP!

Thoughts To Ponder
# 10 Life is sexually transmitted. # 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. # 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. So it's simple, If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. # 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a Person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. # 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for Anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. # 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in Hospitals dying of nothing. # 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no Attention to criticism. # 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? # 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is weird and People take Prozac to make it normal. # 1 We know exactly where one cow with Mad-cow-disease is located amo

Thought You Gals Might Like This
Thought you gals might like this You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine" (Be prepared to get watery eyes!) Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee! In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery, and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a sir

Thought
Thoughts Thoughts change so often So easy At one moment So sure The next I know Changed again When I feel too much I cannot speak I write Not a diary Story or letter Requires too much Truth and structure Restraint and confession I write poems No guideline, no restraint That must follow Aside from those In heart and mind Words from the heart Thoughts from the mind Sometimes they’re senseless Sometimes rhyme Enjoy these words Their will always be more Till I lose… All thought

Thoughts
Life is like a knife cutting through our thoughts And it fires shots into deepest thoughts. The fire burns and the sun dies as he spreads his horrid lies. He doesn't Know that as I look into his eye I see thought his Horrid Lies not just one but all of them. When he looks back into my eye, he sees nothing, nothing at all. My eyes are black as night to hide my fears. I fear Thoughts that the lies are real. But why would they be? What have I done to thee? He leaves me alone, and alone I' am. I want him near I want him hear, hear with me is were he should be. But his life resides with his weed. He needs his weed And he chooses this elicit drug over me. We talk And talk but never does he listen. He chooses His drug with out thought because that is what controls His heart. Maybe that is why he is not all there for? Maybe that Is why I see through all of his lies? Maybe that is why I cry? And maybe that is why I see so many lies. Life cuts in our thoughts but no

Thoughts
You're looking around something catches your eye your mind begins to wander Thoughts continue passing your mind by You find your self beginning to ponder Your words so profound spill onto the paper Thoughts are racing through your head The words in your brain float like vapor So much writing you've run out of lead Anxiety rushing through anticipating what is next you're thinking thoughts and your thoughts are thinking The thoughts you are thinking you quickly put into text The thinking thoughts deep inside you are swiftly sinking Reaching out to grab a thought as another rushes through Aside the thinking thoughts grow a thought beyond compare The thoughts you think with thinking thoughts what are they going to do? The thinking thoughts think a thought this could be masterpiece right there! The thoughts are gone you're finally done You can put your working mind to rest Your eyes widen this is great you're proud of this one

A Thought On Rock & Roll
You have to understand, rock & roll isn't just something you listen to, it's a lifestyle. You dont choose to listen to rock & roll, It picks you, It gets into your blood, you can smell it on your clothes after a gig and see it in the mirror when you wake up in the morning. They say that rock is dead, perhaps, But to the mass produced pop music culture, to the JT's and Christina Aguilera's of the world i say this. Your "art" was never alive While JT is bringing sexy back and britney spears justifies her being a skank, we crowd into small,smokey bars and listen to emotion, not what a producer told these people to sing, but how they genuinely feel, songs of love, rebellion, frustration and pain. In a way i feel for the people that will never understand what it is to here a guitar riff that makes you stand up and raise your fist in the air, to hold a lighter up in salute to a true artist as the house lights come down or the comfort you can take in a song that hits how you feel r

Thought For The Day 12/4/06
ok i am posting something a lil different today. this is a statement i found in an article somewhere. “Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.” Think about that the next time you want to criticize someone who is sucidal or has commited suicide. "they took the easy way out" that is something said time and again yet can be the furthest from the truth. why do people insist on belittling the emotions and problems of others? acting like it can't exist or it is wrong because it is something that they haven't experienced. think about it john

Thoughts About Marriage, By Kids
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. Lori, age 8> WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are fo

Thoughts Of Mine ..
They say the shadows are cold and dark ( I welcome it with open arms)..The religions of the world call it the realm of demons and demi-gods ( I welcome them as friends and family)...this is what a shadow walker is.. they live in the comfort of the shadow..they can not live in the light for they are persacuted and judged by those who do not understand there very being. we are hated for what we are..We don't follow treands or the latest things...It makes us sick to see how everyone needs to be the same to fit in.. The shadows except who we are and doesn't ask for you to be beautful and vein..It's a place of equals..some people would say I'm crazy for talking about this..They hate the truth..aspecialy if they can't see it..

Thought Of The Day 12/5/06
Ok lets start this out right. I am going to touch on two topics that always seem to cause controversy: abortion and religion. let me set the stage....I had a doctors appointment and his office is located across the street from planned parenthood(a place that does abortions if anyone is not familiar with it). And there are the religious fanatic protesters out there with their signs and billboards. This is ofcoarse a daily occurance, i mean these people are out there in shitty weather and i think its always the same 3 or 4 people(do they have lives?) Now as far as abortions that is a debate i choose not to get into. My official stance is one of no stance cause at this point I have no buisness sticking my ugly face into that. I am not a woman hence i am not going to give birth and as of right now i am not fathering any kids. so until either: a)i am able to give birth or b) i impregnate someone I am going to try to stay out of the debate. But.........I am against these protes

Thoughts On Government Corruption.
OK, so I seem to do a lot of my real thinking late at night or early in the morning. It probably has something to do with the quiet, the lack of activity and stimulation. My phone's not ringing, my rommate's asleep. Hell, even my cat is curled up, unconcious on the couch. So typically, what I do at this time of night is replay the previous days events and conversations in my mind. One particular conversation seems to stand out from yesterday. I can't remember what sparked the conversation, or even who, specifically, I was talking to, but I was discussing the united states government as it is today. I also read a blog posted by a friend here on CT that touched on the topic of our leadership. (You can read it here at: http://cherrytap.com/blog/29521/120347) What I've come to realise in the last few months is just how broken the system really is. Now, I used to be one of those flag-waving patriotic god-bless-america-she-can-do-no-wrong types. More so after the events of 9/11. But, as

Thoughts
Just writing. Nothing personal and or aimed at anyone. Nothing like that. As I said before, i like to write. Even if I only have one person that likes it, that's enough for me. Thanks for reading...... i sit here thinking wondering what may become wish i could see i am blinded my eyes closed afraid to open to see the world and what i have become am i really here numb to what may become i say i am open look deeper into my soul i am closed the waves of darkness closing in do i run optimisim seems to be a passing thought what have my thoughts done object that i am can i survive the pain look in my eyes nothing left what can i offer can i lend a hand when i need one may i heal when i need healing these are my thoughts what have they done to me

Thoughts And Dreams
Thoughts thinking of you I know this love is true It just feels right When I wake I've dreamt of you all night First thing I wanna do Is find a phone and call you We talk for hours at a time Conversations with meening and rhyme Beautiful stories stuck in my mind I'll find my way to your heart with words Writting them down hoping my feelings will be heard As the day goes by I hope and try To cross your mind and be a part of your life I wonder what your doing and where your at And if you've even thought of being with me yet Even though we've never met And i've never even touched your skin I'm honored just to have you as a friend I hope this friendship will never end As the sun goes down and I enter the night Another day gone by and I still havn't lost sight I believe in my heart that we will meet Then I lay my head down to go to sleep And dream of you all over again My beautiful friend Dreaming of you Dreams

Thoughts, Hopes, Dreams
MORE I see myself holding you close to me, squeezing your body tight, but I see is the day dream_ I will get tenfold tonight. running my fingertips along your arm, along your collarbone, down your chest, slowly encircling errect nipples,over your ribs, and around your navel, fingers grasping your hardened manhood, stroking softly, carressing, squeezing, griplessness. lowering lush kissable lips to your massive errection. tongue slipping over the soft sweet lips,-- over, around, below, above, beside, slithering ever part of your engourged inches. slowly taking your massive tip into my moist waiting mouth, lingering, sucking, stroking... moans of pure pleasure excape your so deserving lips, the tention tightening, building with each enlongated stroke, seeing your head tilting back, a sweet "AHHHHH" slips from within, tasting the delight that is instore yet for me.. my persistance sways against your desire, your manhood sweels yet more with each slippery motion of my sweet

Thought's Reflections Pt 2
you know this has been a good thing for me it has taught me so much about myself.it has taught me that I'm a man of great emotion and that I can hate or love with all of my soul.and it has shown me that i really don't need to give a damn wat other people think about me.I'm my own person and you can either love me or hate me i really don't give a damn which.it's kinda funny too cause most of what i've learned wouldn't have happened if kira hadn't come into my life,so i guess you could say that was a good thing kinda and a bad thing too.

Thoughts...i Think
I hope you all forgive my simple-minded rambling, but, I was just sitting here. Looking absently at this screen of my computer. I don't really have anything to say. There's nothing I wish to do. I tried drawing. I'm failing at that. I tried to think of a rant to spew forth from my vicious lips. But nothing's coming to mind. That and at this point, I don't really care. I've thought about numerous things...The only thing that keeps occuring is ..Heh....Love. I'm curious about this notion. I know there's nothing really to explain the feeling. You have people who say that it's a feeling in your gut. That you feel like there are Flutterbies there. They say that your mouth gets dry when you see someone. That your heart flutters, skips a beat have you. But, honestly? How many of you have had insects in your stomach? Isn't that normally synonomous with being sick? Why would you WANT to feel sick? Why can't love make you feel light headed ? Like you're stoned? That's a fun feeling. Why d

Thoughts For The Day..
Thoughts for the Day 1. If you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out. 2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 3. Going to a church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal & opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. (Just remember how lucky you were to get a free trip around the sun.) 14. Men are from earth. W

Thought And Rumination For The Holidays!
Working as a Police Officer for the many years that I have I have seen the worst that man can dish out to his fellow human beings. I have been punched, kicked, spit on and had some down right brutal fights. I have investigated minor fenderbenders to Fatality accidents. Tha hardest thing in the world for me to deal with or be involved in is the death of a child. This morning at 7:20 am I was advised that a 2 day old child had passed away. The saddest part is the child had large amounts of Methamphetamine and crack cocaine in his system. CID investigators spent all night last night trying to sort out the whys and the hows. Long story short another child became a victim of a mother who didn't give a flying shit anout anything but her next high. They arrested the stupid cow and she just didn't understand why they were giving her such a hard time. She will subsuquently be charger with murder and she will hire some bottom feeding fuck of a defence attorney that wil cut her a deal and

Thought
Identity is what makes our blood and flesh real and the words that we come out with are part from the thoughts that we had told ourselves when we were expressing our emotions and feelings to everyone else out there. Somehow I need to go back outside. I need to step back from the real world and walk around from it. I wanted to go back though but first I want to explore something out first. Right now, I am at a loss of thoughts and feelings especially this time of year. Although, I do hope I find my way back again.

Thoughts To Ponder...
The Truth about Men.....all women this is a must to read If a man wants you.... If a man wants you,nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit)to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live you life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no,you can't "BE FRIENDS".A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend DON'T settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along,then he probably is. Don't stay because you think"IT WILL GET BETTER".You'll be mad at yourself later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who's got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them

Thoughts Of You
Laying here staring at the ceiling, praying for a dreamless sleep to overtake me. Thoughts of what might have been echoing through my mind. Reverberating like a silent scream in a cavernous trench. Your face haunts me. The memory of softly spoken I love yous tugging at the shackles that hold my heart captive. Bound by a love built on lies and deception. You're nothing but an illusion. Hiding in a house of mirrors, that only shows what you want me to see. I smile to mask the pain that cuts deep into my soul. Incisions not even time can heal. Wanting to understand you, but that's a battle I can never leave victorious. It's sink or swim. These ropes that tie me to you, dragging me under. Drowning in the icy tears of fake emotion that flow through your eyes. Craving warmth, light, and truth. Darkness encases me.

Thoughts Of Today!!
Trying not to fall off my path. Shadows of broken hope all around. Lost light of self's light. Struggling to hold fast to path. Wonders of wanders of life's path. Wonders if I'll rise from the ash that was my life. Lost path of staying true to myself. Path of life lost to the dark of ashes that were my life. These and others are my thoughts of today!!

Thoughtful Facts
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green. You don't want to miss this!! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur , which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq , conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq . 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq . 16. The wise men were from Iraq 17. Peter

Thoughts
Why does life seem so cruel at times? Doe sit enjoy playing cruel games with emotions and hearts? The one true gift in this world is to love and be loved unconditionally. That is the meaning of life. Why is it so difficult for so many to accept? Why must true and tried relationships end over the most minor of situations? Why does life throw these emotions of blissfullness at you, only to rip them away? Why doe sit allow you to try so very hard and succeed so very far only to end in failure? I am a good person and I give all of my heart fully. Does that mean that I am always to be hurt by doing so? When I say I love someone, I am fully prepared to love that person and only that person for the rest of my life. Unconditionally. That means no matter what. I accept all that they are and were. I overlook little nuisances and forgive the major ones. Isn't that the meaning of true love? Isn't that how love is supposed to be? Not controlling but accepting. Questions will arise , yes. That do

Thoughts
A candle burns As a lonely tear falls, A page of lost memories Is all she can recall. A flicker of light Illuminates the face Of a once bubbly girl Now a ghost in her place. The pictures of memories Aglow in her heart, Fresh in her soul From such a recent depart. An elated smile And a glimmer in his eye, The beach where they laid Off the cool summer isle. A snowflake that lies On top of his head, The winter they met With such a path ahead. The pages are turned Of lost memories indeed, Floating in the pool Of the tears of defeat.

Thought I Wld Let Ya All Know
well since not even a quarter of my friends bother to look....even on blog i am sure maybe ten out of all will look here, but anyways back to what i was saying....UPLOADED MORE PICS AND THEY ARE TAKEN TODAY.....lmao HOT OFF THE PRESS....JUST SHITTIN......anyways pics are in gallery under new booty if anyone wants to take a peek *wink*

Thought 1
For as long as I can remember, the only thing I’ve ever wanted was to have children. I wanted to be called Papa, I wanted to hold my baby while it was sleeping, I wanted to kiss it’s boo boos, I wanted to teach it how to ride a bike, I wanted to take it to school, help with homework….go camping, on vacation, fishing, I wanted that. That’s all. But that isn’t in the cards for me….so, I decided to date women who already had children, that way, I can at least…..pretend. Once I was dating this lady who had a child who was 2 or 3, I took him everywhere with me and did everything with him, he was my buddy. One night he woke up scared and got into bed with me…and I was so content..so happy. The best moment was…he was putting his shoes on and was having trouble and he brought them over to me and said “Daddy Help!”…I helped him put his shoes on, tied them, then went to the bathroom and cried for 30 minutes. A week later she left , returned to an ex..I haven’t seen him since. Gay huh?

Thoughts Of You
It's always nice to see your sweet face and the glow in your eyes... The smile on your face is worth a million words... I wait to hear the sound of your voice... and the touch of your hand... And one day be safely wrapped in your loving arm...

Thousand Mile Wish
not my work but still nice i think... forgive me if now i wear the face of worry this time alone could never cause any doubt but ive been cold too long such a strange time to find myself coming down as the rain with all these holes my love to fill up from the middle...this storm could stay all night so can i stay until we close our eyes? till your dreams hold mine? just stay until we know weve tried one more time cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons then theyll go on they wont let go its not something that we know has never come so close can i stay here...stay here forever? can i stay till we know ourselves? im torn as i tell the only story that i know it fell through... im so far into your story i dont... know why we think were in control when we lie between the lines we find a light to follow its gonna show real soon or well never reach this high we climb a little further cause theres nothing we cant get around together further gets

A Thought For Christmas
Do you know what would have happened If it had been Three Wise Women Instead of Three Wise Men? They would have asked directions, Arrived on time, Helped deliver the baby, Cleaned the stable, Made a casserole, Brought practical gifts, and there would be Peace on Earth.

Thoughts
Now i know how boring comment bombing is LOL. Yes i could have knocked up a script to do it automatically but i thought the site might not like that, so i decided against it. Anyway how many competitions would i actually use it on? As i rarely vote on the comps, then i can't see much point. I just bought football manager 2007 for the psp. I was looking for another game apart from the free one I got with the psp, and this just took my interest. I haven't tried it yet due to time constraints and comment bombing LOL.

Thoughts From The Strip Club
We are there, smoke machines, strobe lights, and oh so much beer, I am miles away in my head. My wingman has a girl on his lap and is obviously distracted, I am randomly spoken to "Are you from here?" "No I live in another strip club." "What?" "Nothing." "What's with the overalls?" "Because I saw myself wearing them in a dream!" "What?" "Nothing." (the overalls bit is true) Then the I won't lie to you, sliding of body against body, hot breath in my ear, my hands on skin. I am only human, More thoughts, the table of random punks near us getting obviously wound up on each other and shots, if their chair hits me there will be trouble, I'm irritated enough for some harsh language. They look at me and my friend and quiet a bit, we are of the large and menacing variety, (thankfully, I hate confrontation) More warm bodies and cold alcohol. Then home, quiet, and all the illusions go to bed. Thankfully.

Thoughts For The Man I Will Love Someday!
I found a star up in the sky And named it after you It watches over me every night And listens closely too It waits to hear my secret dreams My thoughts and wishes true It will not ever tell a soul It is there for me and you Its wish is to guide me safely With its powerful glowing light Through the night’s blackest darkness Into the morning so bright So when you look up into the night sky And see my bright shining star Remember that I am wishing too From not so very far

A Thought
lover with eyes that shine our bodies and heart entertwine sexual position number nine I liked to do moving on making love to you riding ontop of you arching my back tugging gently to hold yourself back between us deep currents of love chemistry is strong making love literally all night long hold me gently so intimately near feeling your face your lips even your ears gliding your hands across my body complete drawing so slow in and out of me pacing yourself you never do stray sexual position number twelve your smooth body I touch my hands roam you too the passion so strong between me and you you take my legs and sit astride my feet on top of your shoulders they do ride watching you move deeper and slower inside of me sensations of love joy and ecstacy sexual position number twelve we unite with feelings that we can't let go looking into your eyes that holds a tender glow

Thoughs On X-mas
so, lets here it for the most marketable holiday in THE WORLD. i did some digging today and realized that fuckin nobody knows when christ was born. thats right , according to what i discovered he could have been born on december 25, april 22, or september 11. (imagine that, coincidense i think not.) but in all honesty it doesn't really fuckin matter anyway. humanity, let alone CHRISTians, haven't celebrated the holiday for what it really is since the middle ages. with the coming of an established economy and currency system jc has been pimped out to any one to stupid to make something with their own hands. greedy bastards have been around for centuries people. some religious groups want to get pissed about gay marriages while every year the marketing industry and big business cooperations turn jc into the whore of babylon. and what do you do good gentle folk, ohh purveyers of the good word. you run right out to macy's and go fuckin nuts trying to buy the last god damned tella-tubbie fo

Thought For The Day
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti- American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in ... and how many want out." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THOUGHT FOR THE DAY: Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

Thoughts Of Pain
Alone in the dark Memories of our spark Faded and jaded Nothing left to do How my heart misses you The times we shared The tears we cried So many times I wish I had died Now its a new year I still have one last tear The fear of being alone So close to me now I feel my soul is lost Just a shell of who I once was Cant live like this anymore My whole life is behind a door Time to say good-bye Please remember I did try Gun to my head No more tears to be shed Good-bye FYI: TO ALL WHO READ THIS THIS AINT A SUAIDE NOTE ITZ JUST HOW I FEEL, I'M NOT REALLY DO IT.

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love Copyright April 19, 2005 A lot of people go through life looking for someone to love and share their lives with. There is something incredibly comforting about having someone special to share your most intimate thoughts with. It is wonderful to know you can say anything and your thoughts are safe with that person; that you can pour out your anger, your hurt, your frustration, your joy, your happiness, your pain and they will take your words and "sift through them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away" I read something like that years ago and probably worded it differently, but the meaning is the same. It is comforting to know there is someone who understands you inside and out and who often knows you better than you know yourself. It takes an incredible amount of understanding, love and perception to know someone that intimately. It is also extremely powerful and beautiful and probably one of the greatest gifts

Thoughts
dreams of sharing a life I see the sad look of longing that calls to me One who ponders the course of destiny A love that captures and hold thoughts so true And dreams of sharing a life for two One on the mind and in the soul One who completes and makes her whole Eyes that stare though space and time Eyes that search for her love sublime Caring look that tells the tale so clear If her eyes could talk he would hear The look carries her love hopes and fears A love like that can out last the years It can shine as a beacon to light the way To a place where the world does melt away Where they can share their passion deep Her eyes say she is his sweet dream to keep By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Thought
Passion I have this fire, it burns so hot Deep within my secret spot The cry of my body, Scream, Shivers, Shakes At the thought of his touch, my soul awakes Hands of steel, with a feather soft touch That somehow know, when it is just enough Pleasure and pain, its all the same For one who knows, how to play the game To real for me, this passion is Wanting my body, next to his To take him, no inhibitions, into my bed Thoughts of him, constantly fill my head I want him all, full and complete If only i could convince him to meet Come share my passion, it's honest and true And i am offering it, openly to you For in you, i think i have found a man To equal my passion and who truly can Make me the woman, i am suppose to be Passion, fulfillment, my guarantee Wanting My want for you Overpowering me I can’t control This lust you see Uncontrollably I reach for you You touch me back It’s like you know Down your fingers Seem to glide Down to where

Thoughts Of 12-26-06
I realize alot of my problems stem from my insecurities. How I look, how I present myself...Strangely all these women find me attractive and yet I cant seem to see the good in me that they see. I have alot to offer someone but that means nothing. The things I have to offer do not make up for time or distance apart nor money.. But I digress. The point in this blog is a quick summary of things. We went almost a week and a half without food. Not having much family left being estranged from most of my blood I found my christmas cheer almost nonexistent this year. Then the night before christmas my second family brought us enough food for two and a half months and sudden I was reminded that christmas is not about the gives but the spirit of giving and seeing the well being of those you love. I got to talk to my father for the first time in months and we had a very enjoyable conversation that for once did not include a lecture as to how I need to improve my life. In fact, he said th

Thought Of The Day 12/26/06...first Tat
ok today i got my first tattoo. it is the japanese kanji for the word ninja. why ninja? well first of all ninja kick ass. since i was a kid i have had a fascination with anything asian. artwork, culture, calligraphy, women(had to throw that in there), martial arts, and the ninja. I wanted to be a ninja growing up. I watched all the cheesy ninja movies....still do. that is the first part of why i chose this for my first tattoo. second was the meaning i saw behind the word. when the characters are combined it means "person of stealth and perseverance." Any one who really knows me also knows that i have been dealing with a lot of things especially as of late. i have been through some tough times and have been close to seeing the everafter more times than i would like to say. but even through all this i am here. I have endured these things and perservered. and it is my intent to continue this tradition. so in my darkest moments i have a reminder that i must try to get throug

Thoughts
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Wild lusty Woman I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thought As Being Blinded By Love
Im getting reall sick of not being taken serious as a girlfriend. I try to do my best and even my exs say that im usually the best girlfriend that they've had and they're idoits for letting me go after the fact. Well my recent ex, who wont get it threw his head that we're not together doesnt understand this. He is mad at me because his friend IMed me on Yahoo the other night n called me hot and he flipped out on me. AND THEN.. I read his myspace email, and if he still considers me his girlfriend well then i'd love to know why he is sitiing there on his school bus holding another girls hand and touching them? and he wont tell me what his explianation for it. There is no reason to do that to me. Never the less.. Before I decided I dont wana be wit him. He cheated on me by going out wit a 13yr old girl time after time even tho she cheated on him. And he was 17 at the time. Can we say JailBait!. lol. But yeah, he took her bak n then waited a week to tell me when I fina

A Thousand Deaths
Die a thousand painful deaths, a thousand times over A tear of blood dripping on a white rose A pain that feels so good Love almost to much to handle A kiss for each precious moment I've cried enough to fill all the oceans My tears drip onto your palm splattering on our soul Reach inside What will you find? Take what you need, it was always yours Just give me love and i will always be yours for eternity

Thoughts On A Little Question...
Is sex over rated? Should I always expect more, or go in with no expectations, or set high expectations? A friend asked the above questions in a blog of his. I'm thinking on a response... There is much here that is not so evident.... Thoughts? I've been playing around with this question for a bit of time and finally I decided to freestyle it. Heck NO ~ Sex Is Not Overrated! Your expectations are only limited by what you go in with and obviously the experience of your partner. I'm not down with one night stands, so I'm going with long~term relationships in mind. The better you know someone the better your chances are of pleasuring him or her and having your needs fulfilled. There are many firsts, beyond the traditional virginity, if you have chosen wisely, there will be very few boundaries as to what happens in the bedroom. From a woman’s perspective, making love starts way before you ever get to that point, “Seduce my mind Suga and the rest will follow.” Hugs & Suga's..

Thought? Am I Thinking? No Not Thought, Something Else...
Goddamnit Racing, fluttering, EXPLODING out of my chest Never thought Never imagined How could such a straight line happen? Where did I misplace my armor? Shit I’ve been hit FUCK!!!! I’ve been tricked Son of a bitch There’s a burst in my stitching I’m spilling I think you want to drink it as much as I want to feed you I think you want me to swallow you as much as I want to consume… You You You You It’s just all… You And all I can do Is wait to be close enough to you How patient are you?

Thoughts To Take Into The New Year
Thoughts To Take Into The New Year Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. Never laugh at anyone's dream. When you lose, don't lose the lesson Follow the three R's: Respect for self, Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck, and "unanswered" prayers may be a blessing. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. Spend some time alone every day. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

A Thought About Love...
Love is like a rose. To enjoy the true beauty of a rose you have tohold it, feel it, smell it. But you will never know that if you are afraid of the thorns. Love is the same way. If you are afraid to open up enough to be hurt, you will never know what it is like to be truly loved.

Thought Of U Today
Today I thought about you For really quite a while, About how you make me feel And how you make me smile. And I began to realize You're the stars within my sky, And I thought about how life Can sometimes go awry. How light can turn to shadows And heat can turn to cold, How fast the young can grow And find themselves now old. And I thought about your smile How it seems to light my way, And how I'd like to lay with you At the close of every day. How I'd like to brush my fingers Through your soft short hair, And how you make my life Just a little easier to bear. And I thought about the tears That I'd never cry again, For your love for me Shelters me from pain. And while I sat here staring Beyond my frosted window pane, A smile came to my heart And I thought of you again ....

Thoughts
dreams Have you ever had a dream in which you believe you are awake, and upon realization of knowing you are asleep, you can not wake up. Fighting, trying to stay awake, but sleep pulls you back over and over again. It happens to all of us. And no one has asked why? Besides scientists. But what they've proved is that our brain is as active, if not more, during a dreaming state as it is during our waking state. Glad that we have this much to go on. I have personally come to believe that in this state of fighting to wake up, we are in a dimension so close to ours, that it feels that we are awake. Upon realization that it must be a dream, (because something just doesnt seem right) we fight with all of our will to come back here, this usually takes several attempts before we are fully awake. In this place you may encounter un-worldly creatures, demonic in nature. I would have to say that this is my least favourite place to "wake" up in. The word "dream" has seem

Thought As Of Stupid
Yeah. so how bout. my ex. Josh. Is tryin to apologize for fuckin up this time. He said that he has alot of thinkin to do. His dad made him break up wit his 13 yr old girlfriend Macy. And again he came back to me. Now im not that stupid. altho he thinks I am. He thought last night that he could apologize to me n that id forgive him. Sike. That didnt happen. I told him that I have no respect for him & that i somewhat hate him. That he doesnt ever have the right to tell me who I can hang out wit & who my friends can be. He said that hes gona come up here n show me that he has changed and that he wont ever fuck up again. Again. Im not that stupid to fall for that, I even told him that I dont believe him, and he also tried to say "I love you" to me. Sike. I told him to save it n that he'll never hear that come out of my mouth to him again. But if he wants to waste his money to come up here & try to change my mind he can go ahead. ok. im done. ima blast music n writ

Thought For The Day..
The Daffodil Principle Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come to see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead "I will come next Tuesday", I promised a little reluctantly on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and reluctantly I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house I was welcomed by the joyful sounds of happy children. I delightedly hugged and greeted my grandchildren. "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in these clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see badly enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back! on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "But first we're going to see the daffodils. It's

Thoughts For The Day
1. Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can’t even get into my own pants. 2. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you’re in bed with a relative. 3. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with “Guess” on it. So I said, “Implants?” She hit me. 4. I don’t do drugs. I get the same effect just standing up fast. 5. Sign in a Chinese Pet Store: “Buy one dog, get one flea...” 6. I live in my own little world. But it’s OK. They know me here. 7. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 8. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal? 9. I don’t approve of political jokes. I’ve seen too many of them get elected. 10. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and shithead’s. 11. I love being married. It’s so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. 12. I am a nobody, and nobody is perfect; therefore, I am perfect. 13. Everyday I beat my own previous record

A Thought Or Something Like It.
We all come looking for something. A spark to fill the void, a moment that pulls us from the lives we have come to know as ordinary. What would happen if today was the last? Do we love what we lost and respect what we could keep our hands on even if only for a short time? Would we still allow that first kiss to roll through our body, letting it linger and tickle long after their breath has cooled and risen from our bodies? We all look to self medicate, finding that one thing to take us up to our own Euphoria. That moment where we loose all that we build up to destroy. IS it so wrong to find what brings us to happiness even if others dont approve? Is the unusual and unexplored negative? Why is it that what we find different we find wrong? Why is it that some thing that brings one to peacefulness, others condemn to hell.

The Thoughts That Float In A Beer Staind Mind
Alright here's my official introduction to this place.... I'm a laid back uptight white boy who'll totally contradict himself, but still be sincere while doing it. I love meeting new people and having fun. Lately I've been some drinking and getting into a little bit of trouble. I used to be super shy but somehow the army drew that out of me and now I'm in your face all the time. Fuck this about me shit I've got a rant to give though.... If you're in the army you can relate, if not you can at least laugh. Fuck Sgt's who are way to fucking stupid for their own good. I almost got an article 15 this week (something really bad in the military) for some dick cheese sgt tellig me to turn my music down (on my day off) and me replying fuck off... Now granted I had that liquid courage (about 8 beers in me) when this dick head started fucking with me, but damn I don't come over to these assholes houses and tell them what to do. So I get called into my first sergents office an he smok

Thoughts
I have been a cherry for mere hours and i love it more than any other similar site, well having it's similarites is one, but there is so much more personal feeling to it, i think. i love everyone right now, and thats not just the margaritas talking.

Thoughts On My Feelings Of Love
today i miss my baby, well i have missed him for a week now, he stepped into my life and gave me all that i have always wanted : affection, adoration, comfort and so much love , that i am so lost with out him, i want to hold him and kiss his soft lips, look into his green eyes and tell him i promise ,pinkie promise to take care of him and never let him down. i never felt this way about another man before. why does it hurt? to be lost without your soul mate? help me Lord to overcome this feeling _ or do i want to overcome it. so many people don't get to experience the feeling that i have been granted. i will always love and adore him , i will take this day and all other days and hold the feeling close to my heart. if i should never feel the way he makes me feel ever again , i will make sure that i never forget this love .

Thoughts Of The Day...
Who is this prince from Nigeria, and why do I need to give him my bank account to hide his money? Is it just me or is it harder to tell the "unwell" people talking to themselves from the "well" people with bluetooth earpieces? Why is it my doctor ALWAYS wants to take my temperature rectally? How can you take someone serious who ask, "Can your sinuses be in BOTH noses?" Still...probably shouldn't have laughed in her face firsts...hmm I seriously need to thank the person that PAYS women to say nice things bout me...thanks mom

Thought Of The Day Things To Take Seriuos
Today was good day. I was doing my job. Yet people kept saying in different conversations. " taking things to serious" Even said it myself today. I was saying, I know that even if a person is telling you you are beautiful, you still have to believe it yourself. I have gotting where i don't take it to seriuos. My friends said" really, then why is your new phone bill $289.00 , stop that damn texting." i just laughted. Then one of my tenant's came in. He was really mad at his Wife. " he told me- weel her mom's here and we can not stand eachother. I asked why? he said she takes what i did on my wedding day to seriuos. I asked what. He said, because he got drunk and was slapping her ass and saying he would do her, is nothing serious. I said maybe she takes that seriuos , because maybe if you are drunk again, you might fallow throught with it and cheat on your wife. Mothers always worry about there kids. He said, now that is serious. Then later, I get into big arguement, with my Mother, s

Thoughts For Everyday
Ways of Life 1. If you want your dreams to come true, don't oversleep. 2. The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention. 3. Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important. 4. The best vitamin for making friends is B1. 5. The 10 Commandments are not multiple choices. 6. The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts. 7. Minds are like parachutes - they only function when OPEN. 8. Ideas won't work unless YOU do. 9. One thing you can't recycle is wasted time. 10. One who lacks the courage to start has already finished. 11. The heaviest thing to carry is a grudge. 12. Don't learn safety rules by accident. 13. We lie the loudest when we lie to ourselves. 14. Jumping to conclusions can be bad exercise. 15. A turtle makes progress when it sticks its head out. 16. One thing you can give and still keep is your word. 17. A friend walks in when everyone else walks out. 18. The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime!

Thought I Would Write
Hey Guys, Just wanted to write you all and thank you for your support. You guys have shown me soo much love in so many areas. As the owner of cherrytagz: You guys have been amazing to me. I love to see all my tagz being used all over the place. Including my profile ;) Please send me feedback and problems and suggestions. If you like to do art msg me tooo! As CT Bouncer: Please keep those minors coming to me no need for them to ruin our fun :P If you are having issues msg me and I'll help where I can. As Vlad: Well I am soo busy and you guys keep sending so much love I cant get back to all of you. But Please keep the love coming and if you keep bugging me I ll make time to say hi I promise. As my new site calms down and its running like I want it to I'll have more time to hang with you guys :) PLEASE TAKE THIS A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU! Cheers, Vlad

Thoughts On Infinitesimal Randomness
Good morning/evening/noon/afternoon .. whatever your pleasure. i will attempt to elaborate on some things. when i say elaborate, i mean exasperate.. whoa i spelled it right on the first try creative writing isn't really my strong suit, though vocabulary is... it's a matter of information getting to and from my brain into specific areas, i.e. my hands i thought it would be better if i could just blog directly from my brain. of course it would end up being something like Frontier Psychiatrist. only some how every word would hot link to a vaguely related page in Wikipedia. and you would only need to glimpse at it to gain the information stored there. kind of a Electro magnetic form of esp, only you are communicating with a machine. i've been told i had A.D.D. and well yeah. i can never stand still for too long or stay on the same subject for too long. in rare cases i do. but that is neither here nor there. and i really really really have to go to bed now cause i work in the morning.

A Thought.. But It Could Be?
When learning a lesson as a child we take it as "OH May god, do I have to!", As adults we need to learn that the lessons even each day are blessing, OK corny or not I really believe in my heart that you are only given what you can handle , So here my question? When is enough and enough. I been the best person I know how, and still I have more on my plate the normal person. Am I still being tested? And I think that there is someone worse then me , and someone really not understanding that with every breath we take should be taken as just that a "BLESSING", OK done being corny or which you may label it! luv ya .. lynn

10 Thoughts For 2007
10 Thoughts for 2007 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it norm

Thoughts
Why no matter how good life can be can you be so sad?How everything every little thing makes you depressed or sad? Thats me to a T I can't help it like right now I am so sad I just can't take it no more. And yes I do have reason to be like this not having my own home not having my kids here. But also other things have made me sad today just certain things that were said that just rubbed me the wrong way. Things I know better than to let bug me but for some reason I can't stop them from bugging me.

Thoughts To Share While On My Cig. Break
I am always thirsty, I have gotten quite used to the feeling if one can ever be. My thirst does grow and fade some at different times. Yet lately it just isn't enough, the thirst is growing constantly and never ceases.

Thoughts
There will come a time when my past will seem to have been a dream The pain will slowly fade as the days go on and the nights linger Having lived my life with someone that was a stranger Has made me leary and full of anger Not at anyone that I know But at myself for living in such a danger

A Thought Of Cherylicious
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Thoughts Of My Own...
06' was a crazy year for me...work, getting shot, all the hospital stays, dealing with psycho women, watching my son grow so big! 2007 is going to be much better! well they say that what does not kill you makes you stronger...it is true i am much stronger mentally than i was a year ago, i really know what i want for the first time in a long time. anyway i hope you all can share this year with me and make it the best ever!

Thoughts
Ok so here I sit. I'm in a blur kinda. I want to do something but not sure what it is. It's almost as if I'm on edge for some reason. Where is the suspense coming from? I'm crazy I guess. But what I do know is that I can't seem to find that one woman. That one that will be at ease. Not want to debate my every word. To give me my space as I give her hers. Keep up with sex and respect herself. Understands that sometimes my mind is fucked but my intentions are always good. Put me in their ex-boyfriend shadow. That's just the worse. How would she like it if I was to complain all day to her about my ex's? But I wouldn't stoop to that even if I had the fair chance to justify it. So I guess the point in this ramble is that I need to get a grip on myself and just lay back. Hopefully a nice decent woman will come to me this time and respect me for who I am and what my goals and plans are. Sex is great but I am no whore, so that is not a factor. Though I will admit and say that she must be able

Thought For The Day
Thought for the day: In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-Americanand negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of hisParliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

Thoughts To Ponder
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Thoughts On Swingers...
Many of my friends/acquaintances know that my wife and I are swingers. That doesn't mean that we're part of an orgy each week...to be honest, though we've gone out with several couples, we've only slept with a two of them. Some people wonder how a couple can stay together and have sex with other people. To me, that's pretty easy. It's the same thing as having sex with people but not marrying them. Just because you've made each other feel good doesn't mean that you're in love with each other. It just means that you feel good. My wife and I are selective (as everyone should be) in the people we hang out with, let alone sleep with; we just enjoy seeing each other getting the maximum pleasure possible. We enjoy sex with each other a LOT; we both know how to please each other. To us, sex with friends just pushes it up a notch. I've noticed that a swinger's marriage tends to be stronger than a non-swinger's marriage. It's hard to have jealousy and envy when you're together in ev

Thought # 1
WHO am I refering to when I say " HE, He'll , and Him " ? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ lol he'll laugh at me when I tell him how stupid I just was LOL CHRIST he'll yell at me if he finds out Im still awake at 5:39 am He did act wierd today tho Oh well LOL Im wierd too LOL I miss him so much tho I wish he was here with me.. : ( ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

10 Thoughts For 2007
reprint from an E-mail I recieved Ten Things to Ponder for 2007... #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die #8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT

Thoughts
hmmmm how i feel, what is left. sometimes, i feel like a pillar. what does a pillar do? i holds the weight of something, a load, a building top... i feel like a pillar. my load, the weight of all my friends problems. and i hold this weight well. for 19 years, no slips, no i don't have the time. strong, sturdy, like a pillar. and like a pillar, if left unscaved, well hold for all eternaty. but things crack the pillar, it gets worn away, chips, dents, wearing, cracking, and soon the pillar is broken. the problems of others, do not break me, but only that of my own. and for a long time i was unbreakable. but events, tragities unforseen hit, one after the other, my grandmas death, the loss of a fieoncee, and a daughter i'll never see. and than lies from one, nothing but lies and betrayal. and when all seem lost, i thought i found a pillar to help with the weight.... and i drove her away so it seems... now my cracks are showing, i am chipped, the effects of time are marked on my body

Thought # 2
What am I talking about ?????????? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well Honesty isnt the best policy even when your just trying to give a reason for something but watever I am not gonna deal with an crap from anyone so I'll just delete the damn thing. Im too tired and stressed out to put up with anything. So its flippin deleted... I tryed to be nice about it. even tho I didnt get any mean ones I know there was some coming my way sooon so its deleted. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thought I'd Put This Together
So i was bored awhile ago and thought i'd put something alittle different together. There comes a time for taking a break from rating and commenting lol. I will be posting more as i get bored, so enjoy haha. Welcome The Members Show Some Luv Cherry Tap Add Valentine Special Other Add Me

Thought
I thought I finally received a break Only to see the sun fall My eyes will not see what they longed to see My lips will not taste what they longed to taste Why does life have to be like this Full of hatred and pain Instead of joy and bliss by Gary R. Hess

Thoughts On Relationships...
I've been in many relationships prior to getting married. Yeah, if you want to get technical, I continue to make them with friends and acquaintances, but I'm not technical, so I'll keep this focused on the romantic kind. I've been both good and bad in my relationships. I've been cheated on, been the cheater, been long-suffering, been short-tempered, and almost everything else (except for abuser...I could never even THINK about doing that to a woman). What I never understood, however, was the woman who actively tried to be the victim! Let me explain... Men like me appreciate the women we're with, to include those who may just be a fling. We hold doors open, we write little love notes, we even cook (at least, those of us who know how). Yes, if the relationship stretches out, we may slack on that, but we still maintain respect. And for those women who are quick to point out the fading 'sweetness' that can occur, what have you done for your man lately? Life gets in the way so

Thoughts
here is somethin I wrote back on January 21st. 1997. The sunrise over the mountains is the perfect sight as I climb out of the dark pit of despair and into the world of the living and happy. For my solitude came to an abrubt end as I broke the chains that bound meto a mountain core of black coal, That had sent me spiralling into darkness and confusion. But now that I have broken free my eyes and heart shal see the light of day. For as the sun rises it will be the beginning of a journeythat will be full of twists and turns, hardships, loves, crushes, misery and despair. yet it will always end as I break free of the chains that bind my soul to darkness and hatred that I have come to know quite well. Yet I vow not to let my heart sink my soul once again, But bring me out of the slime to a new life that awaits me on the other side of the mountains of sorrow. Pat

Thoughts Of Frustration
We are all a part of this wonderful universe..... do any of us stop to see that we are what makes this universe what it is? When it rains is that the gods and goddess' crying? Are they venting like we so many times do in each lifetime? Where do you go to release your frustrations and anger? Do you hold it in so its eats away at you? do you release it so it can be airborn? frustrations ..... are they like cigarette ashes.... do they just blow away in the wind and are forgotten..... and released or are the bottled up inside so when it is time for them to be released it is you that is like the cigarette ashes being blown into the wind and forgotten?

Though I Chose Death Instead Of Pointless Pain
Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. My love and need for all of you remain. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. My love and need for all of you remain That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain.

Thoughts..gotta Get Em Out
my little brother and his gf are having a baby...and she is due in april..and u know something? i JUST found out about it. it kind of upsets me that i would be the last one to know..and the sad part is...i have no clue what his gf's name is. now let me tell u why... i met my dad and two brothers when i was 15...never knew they were out there and a part of me....they are now in their early 20's..both of them. i wish that we had that strong brother/sister relationship that they have with our step sister kiersten. and it makes me jealous that both of them can call her sis but cant pick up the phone to call me. my brother nathan was in a motorcycle accident a few years ago and broke his collar bone..wasnt called...they both graduated from high school..wasnt invited...no school pics, no prom pics, no football pics..nothing...its like i dont mean anything to them or my dad...hello that hurts..alot! my step sister has been in the picture for a few years..she calls my dad dad, but

Thoughts Of Our Soldiers
A soldier is a soldier all his life even if only for a few years of that life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA. When he wants something it's usually 30 days leave, music that hurts the ears, a five dollar bill...or a woman he can count on. Girls love them, mothers tolerate them, fathers brag about them, the government pays them, the police watch out for them and somehow they all work together. You can beat their bodies but not their minds. You can tame their hearts but no

Thoughts To Ponder
TEN THOUGHTS TO PONDER Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day ; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and Peopl

Thoughtful...huh?
It's amazing how you can be thinking the right things to say at that exact moment, but when that moment comes the words continuously trip over your tongue leaving you speechless and feeling like a fool. How do you react in a moment like that? What I normally do is just smile and nod giving them the wondering of what the hell I am thinking and sometimes they even ask you giving you time to say nothing time and time again until you come up with it and are able to speak the right words. Therefore leaving him loving you even more then he did before. It's the best! Well anyways since I am completly rambling on about nothing I am done with this blog!

Thoughtful Thoughts...
Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember ,if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. If raising children was going to be easy, it never would have started with something called labor! Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever. But Most Of All, Remember ! A Good Friend Is Like A Good Bra. Hard to Find, Supportive, Comfortable, And Always Close To Your Heart!

Thoughts Of My Mother.
My mother went through years of rebelous kids, as do all mothers at some point or another. She tried to teach me right from wrong, but as a teenager I did not listen right then and there. I did however grow up to learn that my mother was so right more times than not. I have become a mother myself and made my own mistakes. My mother suffered a great deal before we had to let her go, so this was what we had to finally come to understand that we had to let her go. This is what we chose to show how we made the decision and how much it truely hurts when you lose your mother.... ~THE BEST~ GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE, SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED,"COME TO ME" WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU, AND SAW YOU PASS AWAY. ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING, HARD WORKING HANDS AT REST. GOD BROKE OUR HEARTS TO PROVE TO US, HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST!

Thoughts For You
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Thoughts
I find myself alone more than i let on, thinking about the should have beens, the what if's, and the maybe's...I wonder if the smile that is behind my eyes is real....Is the passion that my heart holds desired.....Is the love that i have all thru my body still giveable..... I lay awake alone at night wondering if "the one" is out there....Is the night alone too where he is at....Does he feel the same passion that my heart feels....Is the love that is thru his body still giveable.... I hope that day comes when the two smiles that are behind our eyes become more real, the two passions our hearts hold and the love that is in our body is able to come together and form one real smile, one passion filled heart and one love forever... ...Danielle...

Thought Was Informative
Firearms Refresher Course 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16 Yo

Thousands May Be Involuntarily Called For Tours In Bush's Fiasco Of A War In Iraq
* Please Rate this Blog - just use thr red box to your left. Thousands may be involuntarily called for tours in Bush's fiasco of a war in Iraq 28 Jan 2007 Hundreds of thouands of National Guard and Reserve members previously mobilized for tours in Iraq and Afghanistan are exposed anew to involuntary call-up under a policy change unveiled with President [sic] Bush's plan to "surge" forces into Baghdad. Defense Secretary Robert Gates said he has rescinded a rule, set in 2002, that barred involuntary mobilization of reserve personnel beyond a "cumulative" 24-month ceiling for a wartime emergency.

Thought To Think
I hurt for you, I cry for you you have asked me not to but, I will, alwayz and forever you have woke me from my slumber you have given my heart your light the love you gave me, meant so much I will never stop loving you -HDF have you ever been touched, and know you will never be touched like that again have you ever felt the love shared, and know that you will never feel that again have you ever been inspired, and know that, that will never happen again have you ever felt so much love, you never give that to anyone else, but to the one you love now and if you never see them again, touch them again, like you have the beauty that has touched your heart, begins to die, slowly fading away because, you dont want to let your love live now when you close your eyes, the red rose once bloomed so beautifully fades to black -HDF remember, my sweet remember, my love remember us, what once waz remember that feeling in your heart remember yesterday, the

Thoughts On A Worrysome Day!
As I sit here in my recliner at 3:00 am with two little cats sleeping on my legs, (which are asleep, Legs that is) and my two big cats sleeping in the wifes recliner, I think of the wonderful people I have met on here and have to ask myself.... "Self what have I done in my life to deserve such wonderful friends". Self puzzles over this for a time and then just says fuckit...What ever I am doing right is good enough for me. So to my friends and those of you who will become my friends. Thank you for being there for me in my times of need and when I just wanted to shoot the shit. You make me smile and thats what it's all about. Cliff and Moni, Mystical, King Nothing, Bones and Teddybear, Easylivin, Matt, Dick, Masokyst, Wendy, Sassy, Lurch, Glenn, Martigras, Rose, Cheshire, Nyne, XnTrek, Eric, Illusion, Unlucky, Oldbiker, Arcadian, Dragon, and all my B&A Family Members. You guys make my life fun and and make me proud to call you all friend... But I have to send out

Thoughts (i Think Too Much)
had a phone call earlier...and this is what was going on in my head... There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

Thoughts Of A Moment
Admit to the cold hard truth of life. The fact that a woman goes into a bar by herself and not meeting friends she is only looking to get laid period. Yes I have seen these women and some are nasty looking enough i would not fuck her with my buddies dick. But then there is the rare occasion. A drop dead hottie comes in and you better be playing the best game cause she only wants to get laid. These cases when i determine the person other half has done something you can play off of it or go straight for the kill. And ask " You Wanna Fuck?" and someof you may say oh hell no I would just slap you. But i can say from past experiance for every time i get slapped i got one wild ride. Of course these women are using you for a revenge fuck but if you are up to it "Be The Man" "Use the Force" " Get Some Muther Fucker" I must also point out that i have grown weary of meaningless sex as for fact it is just not as good.

Thoughts On Success...
Have you ever talked to someone, face to face, and as you’re talking to this person or listening to them, you begin to sense a passion within this person? Sometimes this passion oozes out of this person so much that you can't help but become injected with that same passion, enthusiasm or excitement? This person has so much that it can't help but overflow and rub off on you in some way? Let me share with you why that I feel that happens... Each and every one of us has a dream. I have a dream and you have a dream as well, now weather or not you believe that your dream will become a reality depends greatly on how much you open yourself to receiving. What I mean by that is, take the above example. Now would you have enabled yourself to become that enthused and motivated had you not first open your heart to receive that? Lets say you had a check sitting in your mailbox tomorrow for $1000, would you know that that check is sitting in your mailbox if don't first open it and -reach-for

Thought Of The Day
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! SO FUCK ME BACK! Body: YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts Of You!!
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Thoughts On Age
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER: 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin th e Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all o

Thoughts
tears...sick to my stomach...so gone, so gone where am i? it's dark and cold i see them out there but i can't reach anyone they're miles away yet close enough to touch sinking feeling in my chest you've been fooled, you've been played but by who, by who... by who? my soul is hiding out and i can't bring it back it's so heavy in this place and such sorrow as i've never known my heart is being torn out i cannot find the sun help dear god someone help me anyone

The Thought Of Man Sucks
First, I would like to say thanks to all that have signed Imagine being taken from the ones you love and never knowing what they are going through! These two chimps have lived their entire life together of 21 years in a f***ed up testing facility. Now after all that time the assholes separated them, they are in good health and will probably live a good long life, that is if they are together! It’s been over a freaking year since they saw each other, imagine that being you and your loved ones. They are just like us ! Their family bonds are no different then ours, they live together forever in the wild as mates and siblings..... We only need 10,000 signatures to put them back together!!!! If everyone of you take 2 minutes to post this too all your friends, we will have millions of signatures and it will be DONE!!!!!! Come on people, Give two minutes of your time and sign this! Brothers,Hunter and Lyons were removed last year from the Yerkes Primate Facility and

Thoughts On Love
What is this thing called love. It comes on so sweetly, so good, so fulfilling. It is wild and free and everything you want. It is a dream that continues into the day, a desire that is met by only one. It's the touch of a hand that sends shivers down your spine and the breath you take in of that one special one whose aroma you want to always be with you. It's the need to hear their voice at odd times during the day for no real reason. It's the feeling of being safe. And then it fades somehow. I don't understand that part at all. Something that promises forever in the beginning, that feels so right and so real and so strong...where does that go? How can it end like that? Why won't it stay and keep you warm and safe? Is love only given to us for a short time (even several years doesn't seem like enough) only to have your heart break in the end...to be sad and lonely and searching for that feeling again...only to have that repeat itself and have the cycle keep going until

Thoughts
Today I had to work. The usual day at Panera Bread, of course though they had me close dining room. That is always fun. A trained monkey can do it. Ok well my mind wanders when there is nothing stimulating for it to do and where it goes it is always a mystery til it gets there. My mind has a tendency to wander. When I was in the Navy it would wander whenever I had to stand watch. Ok watching the bathroom at 2 in the morning is very boring. Ok so back to where my mind went today. It was pretty much an overview of my life. Where I am, where I have been, where I am going. I mean all that I have experienced in my young life. Yes I am 19 but with my experiences I act well beyond my years. I was taking care of my mom after her surgeries when I was 5 years old, dealing with my mom telling me to act more like an adult instead of the kid I was. I guess I never exactly had the chance to have a normal childhood I guess, but I was a straight-A student that wrote great papers. Then i

Thought Of You Last Cold Night
thought of you last night Made me dream about it A dream of wondering stars Searching for love hope and freedom Freedom of speech in feelings Freedom of loving you Without any doubts A dream thought so vivid Like you were right here with me In the way only a dream could describe And I liked what I saw It proved to me that… I love you in any way Dream way my way any way I love the way you talk I love the way you read my mind And Oh! I just love the way you make me laugh But even the way you make me cry And that’s why I know I love you I love the way you hate But mostly I love the way you look at me With those naughty eyes And the way you told me “not to worry” And the way you re assure me in your own way That you care for me too I love you any way you are My way your way what ever way you are My bright star I just love And I love your toy my cowboy I love you even when you cry My love for you will never die In any way

Thoughts On Love
ok here goes Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because the most beautiful thing in the world is unseen. We are all a little weird and lifes a little weird and when we find someone whos weirdness is compatable with ours, we join up with them & fall into natural weirdness & call it love. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isnt the end of the world, its the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched & those who have tried, For only they appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives. A great love? Its when you shed tears & you still care for her, its when she ignores you & you still long for her. Its when she begins to love another & yet you smile & say im happy for you. If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread it

Thoughts On Dating
So basicly Ive been looking into the world of dating and I think its total bullshit! Basicly people have no idea what they want and if they do kno what they want they just change their minds a couple of min/hrs/dys later and no one can keep up with what they want at the time. AND THIS GOES FOR MEN AND WOMEN ALIKE. People are just so self centered and want the perfect movie type people that have tons of money and will take care of them. all of it is bullshit

Thought It Might Make You Smile
A mother, father and young son are visiting the circus. The elephants walk out into the circus ring and the little boy says to his mother, "What's that?" "That's the elephant's tail," she replies. "No, under the tail," says the youngster. The mother is clearly embarrassed and says, "Oh, nothing." The boy turns to his father and repeats the same question. His father looks and says, "That's the elephant's penis, son." "So, why did mum say it was nothing?" asks the boy. The father draws himself up to his full height and says, "Son, I've spoiled that woman."

Thoughts
They would think far worse if they heard the the thoughts left unsaid. Or maybe it would make things more relative. Maybey they would think that would be nice compared to the things I didn't say. When I'm quiet, it's a possibility that i'm thinking something really " Horrible ". But not always, juse if I'm talking to someone and then shortly later I'm really quiet. If you just see me sitting somewhere quietly, that doesn't mean what I'm thinking is mean. " If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say nothing as all. " -Thumper's mommy or soemthing like that. Hence, I am pretty quiet most of the time. Don't ask me my thougthts if you can't stand to hear something negative. And certainly don't critisize me for being mean if I'm sitting there quietly and you ask me what I am thinking. Well, that's a thought I had. I need to do my english now that I finally have the book. I should have done my math allready. I was exausted earlier, and took a nap instead. Then I was on the c

Thought I'd Start It Out With A Poem
Love Confession #2 i found u or did u find me? like in a grooved vinyl knoll of tears for fears and prince burst on the scene of love strutted like red carpet stars stars stars stars over life's parade flashing brighter than paparazzi cameras we burn sex more torrid than the sun abiding til that star burns out in a cpl billion yrs cuz we will b there loving each other headed 4 planets farther than pluto and we r past Venus now whumanbard, ncpv, copyright 2006

Thoughts Of You
Late at night when dream's occur when the sky is black and looks like shiny pearls your the only one who crosses my mind and the only one my heart prefers when we meet hoping my feelings are obvious and our souls intertwine cause without you my hearts incomplete hoping our life making goes past just something to do when we meet eye to eye your the only one my heart has chose no other guy would replete your love and affection cause your love is like a trance so I'm taking a chance to be next to you

Thought For The Day
I decided to write about Love today. I truly believe you cannot always choose who you love. I think when you find the one person you are supposed to love, it is impossible to stop. Through all of the hurts and pain you still love them. You may try to run away or move on but you cannot. You are drawn right back like a moth to a flame. Everything Happens for a reason right? So I guess the whole message here is Don't give up on love...:) Shell let you in her house If you come knockin late at night Shell let you in her mouth If the words you say are right If you pay the price Shell let you deep inside But theres a secret garden she hides Shell let you in her car To go drivin round Shell let you into the parts of herself Thatll bring you down Shell let you in her heart If you got a hammer and a vise But into her secret garden, dont think twice Youve gone a million miles How fard you get To that place where you cant remember And you cant forget Shell lead you

Thoughts To Ponder
I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep. If I do not return your call, you are one of the changes." ~~~~~ At pilots training back in the Air Corps they taught us, "Always try to keep the number of landings you make equal to the number of take offs you make." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, but I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ As my five year old son and I were headed to McDonald's one day, we passed a car accident. Usually when we see something terrible like that, we say a prayer for those who might be hurt, so I pointed and said to my son, "We should pray." From the back seat I heard his earnest request: "Please, God, don't let those cars block the entrance to McDonald's." ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those w

Thoughts
Of all the countries of all the world We have the privledge and honor of living in one that is free. Yet many do not know that the freedom they enjoy is signed and sealed in blood. And those who do, seem not to care. I stand here today ready to make sure that our future generations know that freedom has been far from free. I see politions say this and that, to win that final ballot to win the game they play. As a soldier we have no ballot but a bullet , we load it into our guns and hope that it is never turned against us. Unlike the ballot that may turn against those who cast them they get a 2nd chance, Quite often the bullet that we load into the gun that is turned against us, We do not get that 2nd chance. In all this i remember what a general once said at the activation speech at camp Clair born in Louisiana , During the activation speech the first commander Major General William Lee said and i quote "The 101st Air Born Division activated in camp cair born

Thought For Today!!!! Read Please
>Thought for the day: > >In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American >sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime >Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by >one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he >said: > >"A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many >want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have >ever offered to die for you: > >1. Jesus Christ >2. The American G. I. > >One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. > >YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. >AMEN!

Thoughts Count!
Today I woke up with a sore throat and it made me smile because I knew that I had done a great job yesterday at work! I made my way into the kitchen to make myself some fresh juice out of apples, oranges, carrots and beets. I bought my juicer about a month ago and I love it. I like to do this everyday if I am not too busy. Then I was off to work (which is literally up the stairs). I did a phone interview today for the Detroit newspaper that will be released very shortly. I also did an interview via email for the Good Vibrations online magazine which is a sex positive lesbian run sex toy retailer out of San Francisco and I thought it was a good interview. I like doing interviews but some are better than others. I feel that some questions can be a little repetative, so when I get questions that are intresting to me I am excited to answer them. I went to take a shower with my new body wash that my special fan sent to me and I was surprised at how smooth and creamy it was going on my body.

Thoughts
If you do anything, sincerely believing you worship One Above, then you are worshiping Creator. Your worship must be treated with respect, so long as your worship does not trespass on another's rights. You need not understand nor agree with another to respect their ways. Freedom of thought and worship must extend to all, not just to those with whom you agree. There's always more than one meaning, one understanding or one voice. Life's road is traveled by many, side by side. You cannot know all the secrets, joy or shame of their hearts nor they know yours. You are only fellow travelers, not judges. Elect those in whose presence it is easiest to reach agreement; no good can be conducted in the presence of those with whom it is easiest to argue. To know a man's character, listen to his female relatives. To understand his character, watch him with children and pets; his true nature will show and the quality of his memories will be known. There is no future without the past and n

Thoughts Today
I sit here today, thinking of nothing, maybe I am thinking of something. Still, I feel like I have drawn a blank, and I can't go any further than I have gone. It seems like all I have or needed to say has been said, in the feeling of love, or through love. I have shared with you, my readers, if I have any left, since I dont get comments anymore. That has given me the hint, that I have nothing more to say, or the express. Yet, there is the silence before the storm, or the silence in the EYE of the storm. There is this thought that I am preparing for something more, just a feeling, probably nothing, or maybe there is something. Right now, I sit back, and remember how I felt at the moment I have put some good thoughts on here, and I have also deleted a lot of it too. since coming to YAHOO 360 I have changed many names, I was CARTOON, REZ RYDER, PEYOTE SPIRIT and now ARTISTIC WAYZ, two of the names or profiles have been deleted, and REZ RYDER is still up. I go back there to look back, and

A Thought For Today
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have

Thoughts Of Yesterday Become Dreams Of Today Become The Hope For Tommorrow
So I thought I would share my thoughts with all my friends!!! I believe life is what u make of it...your fate is your own and no one elses, your destiny will always be unclear, True Love exist just hardly no one fights for it and/or One person fights for it but the other lets go and gives up, everyone has incredible inner strength that can never break if u know how to use it right, Good most of the time loses to evil cause it seems no matter how hard us the good poeple try to beat evil we just end up losing more poeple than we save and "Im not talking about religion".....anyways I just urge everyone to do something non-selfish everyday so that hopefully others will catch on like Paying it forward!!! Life isnt about taking what u want whenever...Life is about giving and taking, Life is about Love and Pain....anyways I hope my message is clear to those who feel like giving up at times...... .....NEVER GIVE UP, IF U LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY NEVER GIVE UP THE FIGHT, TRUE LOVE MAY GIVE U P

Thought For 2007
We know exactly where one cow with mad-cow-disease is located among the millions and millions of cows in America, but we haven't a clue as to where thousands of Illegal immigrants and terrorists are located. Maybe we should put the Department of Agriculture in charge of immigration

Thought For The Day......
Thought for the Day: Man driving down road. Woman driving up same road. They pass each other. The woman yells out the window...PIG! Man yells out the window, BITCH! Man rounds next curve. Crashes into a HUGE PIG in the middle of the road, and dies. Thought for the day: If only men would listen

Thought This Is Worth A Blog
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."

Thoughts Before Me.
So, I am only 19. Yes, I'm young but that doesn't mean that I don't know what I'm talking about. What I do and say and think are a lot more expressive than other people in general my age. I learned a lot just in what I have seen, done, heard, and been around in general. I don't take things at face value but in a more moment to moment kind of way. I learned that everyone has things that they don't want to admit to thinking, knowing, doing, etc and will skew the truth or even their lies just to better fit the situation they are in. People are not what they seem to be, not even what they think they are. So much of what we are is not in a part of us that we or anyone can ever reach...but there is a reason for that. What that reason is, I'm not entirely sure...but finding out is something else I'm not sure about either. Just adjusting to others and yourself everydae is what makes you more stable than not, and the ability to adjust isn't someone a lot of people have, or ever seem to gain.

Thoughts
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK

Thoughts
This is for Nick, the only man I'll ever love in this life. I need you back my clown. I'm sorry I was a selfish bitch, I'm sorry I took anger out on you that was directed to myself, I'm sorry I ever hurt you. I know sorry won't change or fix anything between us, but I feel I need to say it. Hopefully you can forgive me and the things I did to hurt you so badly. I never meant to hurt you, I wanted to hurt myself because I didn't think I was good enough at anything. My anxiety and depression got the better of me, and I couldn't control it so well. I need you, I miss you, I love you, and want you back in my life for good. I promise I'll be better if you give me that chance to prove it.

Thoughtless Parades 02/26/07
You looked at her Only glancing at me I worry for you But you didnt see You say you love me But then you sigh You thought of her And couldnt decide She made you smile She made you cry You stayed for a while And pushed me aside You come to me hoping to be free Im telling you now I cant show you how I love you so But I think you must know I will always care And those feelings we share Dont give me your crap Dont feed me your lies I wont fall for a trap Its you Ill despise Show me how much you love me tell me how much you care say you'll always be with me Promise me youll always be there Give me the key to your heart Let me know you have got the time Prove its true from the start And Ill give you mine I promise I wont let you donw But in turn you can mess around Cause I know this much is true I want to spend my life with you So let me know all you say is true Prove it to me in everything you do Let me know we will be together And w

Thoughts Dipped In Sadness
I'm beginning to wonder if I made a mistake marrying this young. Don't get me wrong, I love Mike and Gabriel very much and I wouldn't trade being Gabe's mom for the world. Even when he drives me insane with incessant crying. But the constant fights are getting me down. The constant pressure of feeling like he's comparing me to his dead first girlfriend and I'm not measuring up. Makes me remember growing up and being unable to live up to my parents' expectations of me. I have to admit that they're the only reason I won't end my marriage, despite how bad it gets here. They're the reason I dealt with an abusive first boyfriend for so long. He raped me, hit me, and emotionally abused me, and yet I stayed with him for two years. Because I wanted to make my parents proud of me. I don't believe that I'm worthy of being treated well, and having a good relationship. Every time something goes wrong, I'm the first to apologize and pretend that everything's ok now. Becau

Thou Shall Not Covet My Tools!!!
I just have to make this clear. I like powertools! It never ceases to amaze me that every single man that I get involved with messes with my powertools and then either steals them, doesn't take care of them properly or just ruins them. In case you haven't figured it out yet, I'm not talking about sex toys! Yes, I have those too and use them quite often because some bastards just can't leave my tools alone so I don't even bring men around the house where they can even see my tools. lol Even when they have their own set of tools, they like my tools because I will spend the money to get good tools while they have the "crappy, cheap tools!" For example, my friend Chris borrowed my hydraulic jack with the stands to work on his buddy's truck. I haven't seen it again so I had to buy another one. gggggggrrrrrrrrr! He also put my stand up aircompressor in storage so it wouldn't get stolen and I haven't seen it again. He used my 96 piece tool set to help my son work on his truck and

A Thought To My Friends...
Upon what shore would I have to land upon, in order to share the same sunlight. For the journey has been long, and the seas have pounded upon me with unrelenting fury. Countless times my heart rose and fell, as the tides rise and fall within it. But alas, I fear that my grip upon finding you is as so many grains of sand, running through my fingers, back upon a shore unknown, unseen, unloved... S.D.G

Thoughts In Her Little Head...
AS WE SIT HERE TOGETHER I SIT STARING AT HER... WONDERING WHAT THE THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH THAT LITTLE HEAD WERE... WAS SHE THINKING OF WHAT SHE WOULD BE WHEN SHES OLDER... IF SO WOULD SHE REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS THAT I'VE TOLD HER... WAS SHE THINKING OF WHO SHE WOULD MARRY SOMEDAY... WHILE SHE WALKS WITH HER DAD AS HER GIVES HER AWAY... OR WAS SHE SITTING THERE WONDERING ABOUT THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD... ABOUT WHAT I DO AFTER SHE'S FALLEN ASLEEP IN HER BED... FOR NOW I SHOULD JUST ENJOY SIMPLY STARING AT HER... AND NOT WORRY TOO MUCH WHAT THOSE LITTLE THOUGHTS WERE... IN TIME I KNOW, SHE WILL TELL THEM TO ME... AND I'LL WAIT, REGARDLESS OF WHEN THAT MAY BE... SO I'LL SIT HERE AND CHERISH STARING AT HER... AND WONDERING WHAT THE THOUGHTS IN THAT LITTLE HEAD WERE... LIFE IS TOO SHORT...CHERISH THE ONES YOU LOVE NOW...BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME!!! I LOVE YOU SERENITY ANNE AND GABRIELLA GLORIA... A POEM WROTE BY: ~BRANDY NOEL MOSHER~ ...

Thoughts And Dreams, Dreams And Thoughts..
Notice that I do not talk about the Horses when I am in last place…. Bonnie is kicking my butt! I knew I should have stuck with John Velasquez …oh well! Good Morning. You know there is a fine line or gray line between real and not real. Take for instance the dream world. I believe dreams are a daily event not just an evening happening. Trust me on this one and your toes may just curl. Have you ever woken up from a nights sleep and still in a dream state? Not like Hawaii or California but, in a dream where as you are not sure what is real and what is not real… That is some freaky stuff. Go first time to a place and think to yourself, I have been here before.. another term for that is Deja-Vu and no not the Dancer establishment either. I sometimes, oh lets be honest most of the time while in my grade schooler years was deemed a day dreamer, wild and aloof at times. I think all kids dream to an extent just like we adults do. Here is an example. Do you have plans on vacationing this year?

Thought I Should Write Something Here
So as I write this I'm brand new to the Cherry Tap, and don't quite get it.. or I mean I get it in part but not in total.. lets put it that way. So far it seems like a wonderful way to fall to ones more base libidinal drives.. which is not a bad thing in my book.. or doesn't have to be anyway.. It's just that I like my base libidinal drives to play well with other, less base, drives.. and I'm not sure the Cherry would engage those so much.. or something, I don't know.. In the mean time.. well I'm recovering from the weekend.. I should be going out on a hike or something.. maybe I'll go for a walk latter.. and I should sit down and try to learn all this stuff... and work on my resume.. but the Cherry has abducted me.. though I don't think this will last much longer.. for soon I'll grow bored.. and then its on to other things..... In the mean time I wish I had better base libidinal... I'm not sure the word.. ah well..

Thoughts On Love:
Ahhhh love, the most powerful of all emotions (next to greed, envy, jealousy, and fear). Okay, I admit it. I'm a pessimist. But, I am also a writer, and that makes me hopeful. I love the idea of romantic love, the symbolism, the beauty and really just the state of mind that accompanies what most people consider to be love. However, I also think that love is a term which is grossly misused in the English language. I believe that most people confuse love with that chemical reaction to a person who inspires you, whose mere appearance can set your heart afloat, cause you to write like plato, sing like Rob Thomas (I admit I am big a fan), and dance like???...OK, I don't know any good dancers. But, you get the point. Love, in most cases,I believe, is a severe case lust. But, I have to tell you...Once you have loved, truly loved, someone ... Then you will understand. I believe thar in order to truly love, you must risk it all: your heart, your mind, your soul, eveything that is you. You

Thoughts On Religion
Religion is an opiate for the masses. Let me clarify, religion has its place in society, and as long as it is not misused, taken literally, or crammed down someone's throat, then I think it is fine. I believe that spirtuality is much more powerful, true, and clear than religion. Many people consider them one and the same, but they are not. Spirituality is a state of mind, Religion is a state of being. Clearer for you? If not, don't worry about it. There are many different religions, Buddhism, LDS, Catholicism, Hinduism, etc. Each of these people believe that the other regious group is subject to immediate damnation when the world hits its end. If such an event did occur, then we would all be in Hell which seems rather fruitless. And so, I think that every single religion has a piece of the ultimate puzzle, and the key to spirituality is locating each group's "piece" and incorporating that piece into your life. I like to search for the pieces of the puzzle...

10 Thoughts For 2007
#10 Life is a sexually transmitted disease #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die #8 Men have 2 emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him w/out an erection, make him a sandwich #7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day.Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky...not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you throw them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday when they are lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to critisim. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, but a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents?? #2 In the 60's people took LSD to make the world wierd. Now the world is wierd and people take prozac to make it normal. and the #1 thought for 2007 is........ We know exactly where 1 cow w/mad cow disease

Thoughts
Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future. Love...and you shall be loved. God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him. All people smile in the same language. A hug is a great gift... one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange. Everyone needs to be loved... especially when they do not deserve it. The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity. Laughter is God's sunshine. Everyone has beauty but not everyone sees it. It's important for parents to live the same things they teach. Thank God for what you have, TRUST GOD for what you need. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for. Man looks at outward appearance but the Lord looks within.

...thought Unspoken...
the bite...it deepens...only to crush my heart more... the thought...it consumes...only to haunt my very core... why won't it leave?...just disappear... I can't seem to control this fear... my very existance, is called into question... can I be whole or forever lost in yearning completion...? undying...yet unliving...I am as cold as the season... my name...I label myself for this numbing reason... what is it like to cry?...I can't even remember... in living solitude I wander...forever, December... the sun hurts my eyes...I can't let in the warmth I once knew... winter...eternity...trapped...in this shell, in a panic...can't break through... my hand was outstretched...I let it touch another soul... but again I'm drawn into my corner...again I only pull... ...away...

The Thought Was Enough
I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper for you. You don't

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Thoughts
What I don’t get about the whole online community fad is the whole bickering back and forth and the out right fighting. I also don’t get the whole point of the peace offerings that are thrown back in the face of the bigger person, and the constant stalking afterwards. I understand that views vary from person to person, I too understand that if someone uses hurtful words against a person then retaliation is not too far off. But when retaliation goes beyond just simple instant messages to the constant inhabiting of one person on another person page that is when the line should be drawn. Come on people arguing on the internet is like running in the special Olympics even if you win you’re still retarded.

Thought To Ponder In 2007
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and People take Prozac to make it normal. AN

3-9-06 Thoughts
Whats' good everybody? I'm sitting here after a long week. Highs and lows. Gains and losses. Its definitely interesting what life shows to me. Never stops to amaze me. Im looking forward to the weekend.. gonna be like 60's We didn't have that much snow this year. Just one big one we never saw coming. But yea.. love life is what it is..non existant. I'm looking forward to new things.. I'm in the mood for some rootbeer so that is what ill be having this friday night. what can i say? i don't drink at all. yeah yeah i know that smirnoff in the pics. thats the only time i drank believe it or not.. anyways.. enjoy the weekend. I will make sure to get out of town to air out my brain.. blah Timmy~~

A Thought In Prgress Becomes Easily Trapped
Wonderful things abound on the mindscape. Thoughts of Completion and confirmation. I'am content...haven been able to say that quite awhile. On the business end of life.. are going fairly well, We're way further ahead at thins point the I figured we'd be. So i'm rather enthused about it:D lol Good weekend of drinkin, dancing and drumming... getting to know people more and more, loving it too... maybe things are finally starting to turn around again... Hope so...

3-11-07 Thoughts
what i don't know how many more times i can try to give how many more times my heart will break why i try so hard what makes me tick why i can't find anybody whats wrong with me and right with others why some guys get all the girls how that guy can write the song "i got a new girlfriend" when i can't even find one if going to the bar will find me a woman why sex is overrated if porn will always be the only way to bust a nut if i will have any kids why women don't care about the good guy why women kill themselves over the bad guy why money brings happiness to some and not others why my mom wants to know where I am all the time and my friends are always too busy to say hello where i will find myself if i will ever find myself how many more times i have to give out my phone number why people say they are going to quit something and ask me for advice..and never even do it when spring will really start temperature wise how ma

Thoughts To Ponder
Thoughts to ponder for 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. # 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which a person can die. # 8 Men have two states: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. # 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. # 6 Some people are like Slinkys.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. # 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. # 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. # 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? # 2 In the

Thought For The Day.......
THIS IS ABOUT NOTHING SPECIAL.... JUST BABBLE TALK, I SUPPOSE. TODAY, I HAD THE BEST DAY (NO WHERE NEAR AS GOOD AS YESTERDAY) BUT EQUALLY GOOD. I HAD THE FATHER OF MY DAUGHTER'S OVER TODAY. WE SEEMED TO HAVE A PRETTY GOOD DAY. WE TALKED AND HUNG OUT, WATCHED MOVIES AND PLAYED WITH MY DAUGHTER'S. IT WAS AWESOME. YOU EVER GO THROUGH A DAY, WONDERING... "AM I INVISIBLE"? WELL, I DO. NOT EVERYDAY AND I DO TALK TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS. BUT THERE'S DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE I'M INVISIBLE. WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT'S NOT JUST ME. AT LEAST I HOPE NOT..... I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. LIKE FOR INSTANCE, WHY DO I LIVE WHERE THERE'S A LOT OF FRICKEN RAIN? OR, WHY IS IT WHEN YOU ENTER A ROOM, THE CHATTER ALL OF A SUDDEN STOPS? WERE THEY TALKING ABOUT YOU? OR... DO YOU SCARE THEM? LOL THIS ISN'T ON ANYTHING IN PARTICULAR, JUST THOUGHTS.... YOU BREAK FREE FROM ONE THING AND GET HIT WITH ANOTHER THING... THAT'S JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY. EVERYDAY LIFE, I SUPPOSE. JUST LIKE DOING DISHES EVERYDAY, OR

Thoughts Running Throughout My Mind
Finding out I have merely a week to find another place to stay I feel rather lost amongst all of the chaos. A person who I thought was a friend gives me less notice then a land lord. It is a saddening conclusion to find out that someone you have helped so much respects you less than you thought. Unsure of what I will do for my financial situation is not as well as I like and is unable to pay for a security deposit and first months rent at such short notice.

Thoughts Today
The word of the day: Crap. Filled with so much conflict and it's like all people can say is "sorry". I'm sorry but sometimes "sorry" just doesn't mean anything. Instead of saying sorry why don't you fix what you messed up? Oh yeah I remember, it's because it's easier to say sorry and just go on with your day than it is to own up to what you did. Hey no one is perfect including yours truly I'll be the 1st to step up and say that but damn when I screw up I'll clean up my mess. People just need to step up sometimes and get off their ass. "Oh but that's too hard" bro live with what I do and then tell me what's hard. "I can't do it on my own" sister open your eyes and look around plenty are doing it on their own who are worse off. I just don't deal with conflict that well especially when instead of bitching about it get off your ass and so something. I don't know maybe it's me, but if I have an issue I get up and deal with it I don't sit there. I don't know what today was it's like I had a

Thoughts
Broken Butterfly Wing By Aracely Gaytan I've been in the dark, for a while, now. I have a scar that froze my heart and broke it, like glass. Slowly losing my color and my mind. Thinking, what if love didn't hurt, where I would be. Foolish! I lost myself, I need to be found. I was so bright in others eyes. With my beautiful midnight blue, shinning black patterns and with a thin lining of silver, on my butterfly wings. I'm scared, it's so dark. May I, of lost my sight of crying so much in this dusty whole? I can't feel my soul, anymore. I need to be found. I feel like I am dreaming, I float through to the top and drop what I once called my wing. An aching warm shine of light is all I felt and saw. Powder dust is shaken off me. I start to cough as I breathe clearly. I realize I'm not dreaming and in the whole, anymore. As you clean the dirt off of me, I could not stop admiring the colors you were. A masculine deep red like a rose, with sharp black patterns, w

Thoughts
the goat and the lamb different specimens yet so similar....different beliefs and different meanings....but i found my meaning in this...he is the goat and i am his sheep....i love him in all his glory and he is beautiful to me in so many ways...no can imply or implore...I am alone in my own convictions, I'm fiction; without a real name, Or a purpose, or a meaning. but being his sheep i am and ill follow him to the end of time....my beloved my infinite...my definite my desire...love like lust my temptation my supreme being the goat...

Thoughts On Today
I guess i'm going to use these blogs as a treatment journal.WoW the day after treatment is worst than the day of.for the life of me i can't get warm. I'm sitting in the sun wrapped up in a mink blanket and my skin is still cold to the touch.My stomach is crapping like crazy.And i have at least 6 more weeks of this...I think the worst part of this is that i can't sleep..and i know i need to try believe me i what to i just can't as if this isn't enough My step mother is trying to take my daughter from me. and adopt her even against my wishes.She just had my sister serviced with papers. stating that she is not aloud to go on moms property or try to contact her at all and so there for we can't talk to my daughter either because mom will answer the phone.. And i guess i'm going to get servied them too so time this week. My step mom is crazy She has bi-polar and as been on meds for at least 10 years and now within a couple months she says she's all better and doesn't need to take the meds an

Thoughts
As I sit here and think think about the purpose the purpose of having met you you make me laugh and smile smile so much that my face hurts sometimes sometimes it makes me sad tho when the reality of it all comes down to me as i lay in bed thinking thinking about you and your smile and laugh dreaming of how much i just wanna see that dreaming of how much i want to hold you in my arms and have you hold me in ur arms it's been so long since anyones made me feel so good how do you do it? what is the purpose fo you coming into my life? when i needed someone most?

Thoughts About Baby
Here are the thoughts that are going through my head right now. The doctors want to run an amniocentesis on the baby nex thursay. i let them and the babys lungs are developed enough then they will induce me. but the problem with that is that day is my little brothers birthday. but if the lungs arent mature enough yet then they will wait one week and hen induce me. i am not sure what i should do because i thought it would be better to wait till the due date to have this baby so more things will be ready. still not sure what i am going to do though.

Thought Of Today!
WELL ALL I CAN SAY IS TO HELL WITH MEN! I MEAN I GIVE UP ON FINDING A GOOD MAN CAUSE THEY ARE AN ENDANGERED SPECIES! SO ALL I CAN SAY IF U R A GOOD MAN AND U CAN READ THIS AND U STILL GOT ALL UR TEETH AND U NOT A DRUG ADDICT OR DRUNK AND U LIKE FISHING THEN HELL GIVE ME A SHOUT BUT U GOTTA BRING UR OWN DAMN BAIT CAUSE I AM NOT SHARING MINE. AND I AM NOT CHASING AFTER A DAMN MAN NO MORE CAUSE MY FREAKING LEGGS R TIRED AND MY FEET HURT. SO BLAH AND BLAH AND BLAH! HELL ST BITE MY ASS AND GET IT OVER WITH!

Thoughts About Horror Movies
Well, I watch the lady in the water and just did not care much for it. Then tonight I watch a movie called Jennifer. It was about a young girl who had this kick but bod and yet her face was eyes of a bird pictch black and her mouth was deformed and sharp teeth. Well, this cop see a man dragging her to chop her head off not knowing why and being a cop he shots the man dead big mistake but he gets the girl help so he thought. She ends up in a crazy house he takes her out not knowing what to do with her. He looses his family because this young girl killed the family cat and the wife and son move a way. The cop looses his job fines out the JENNIFER killed the neighbors daughter. Well, the cop take her to the woods far away he thought he gets a job in the small town enough to buy food and water and of course JENNIFER wants the meat. Well, she also uses her body to make these men fall for her or keep her around some how she never gets in trouble. Well , she steals the lady son who gave him t

Thought Processes
I read this in todays paper and had to pass it on. Read it carefully, especially the third and fourth paragraphs, and think about it. Then tell me how the railroad could have prevented it. Residents rail at train deaths By Kimberly K. Fu/Staff Writer Article Launched: 03/20/2007 06:33:40 AM PDT Outraged over two recent train-related deaths in Suisun City, a local citizens group plans to speak out at tonight's Suisun City Council meeting over what it sees as a lack of rail safety. "We want to find out why it's taken them so long to do anything," said Dwight Acey, spokesman for the Suisun Citizens League. "It should've been a month, at the longest." On Feb. 23, local resident Van Smith, 82, was killed when his Saturn was struck by an Amtrak Coast Starlight train about a mile north of the Suisun/Fairfield Station. Smith apparently had been driving south on Sunset Avenue around 10 a.m. as the crossing arms began lowering. Police said he drove under the arms, stopped on

Thoughs
If you are a prude or easily embarrased, go get a life. Lets have fun on here! Lets not ponder "Oh gee, I should not say that or what will they think..." Say it! Screw it! Piss some people off. If they get pissed off, they will get over it.

Thoughts For The Night
I dabble in universal curiosity and I can't help but wonder - can't they tell? don't they see? I chase the butterflies of my mind wholeheartedly, the majority of the time I slough off the fat of my knowings and ponder the periods of my daydream goings meandering the extent of my attention span and following through without a care or plan I dabble in universal curiosity forgive me not - its just who I am...

Thought This Was Funny
Weight loss joke A fellow was reading the paper one day lamenting the fact that his doctor has ordered him to lose 75 pounds. Next thing he sees is an advertisement for a guaranteed weight loss program. "Guaranteed like heck," he thinks to himself. "But lets see what they think they can do." He calls them on the phone and subscribes to the 3 day, 10 LB weight loss program. The next day there comes a knock at his door, and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nikes and a sign hanging around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through he kisses the girl one last time and thinks to himself with a nod, "I like the way this company does business." For the next two

Thought Fodder
Scientist Finds the Beginnings of Morality in Primate Behavior http://www.nytimes.com/2007/03/21/us/21mass.html?ex=1332129600&en=d258a45cf34b4993&ei=5089&partner=rssyahoo&emc=rss this is in response to a blog by halflete: http://halflete.spaces.live.com/ Human Kind, Morality, and "Playing Dirty" A One Woman Study of Herself First let me say, that the most credentials I have for writing this piece is the fact that 1. I am human, 2. I have been raised with some sense of morality 3. I have recently found myself for the first time in my life "Playing Dirty" and 4. I am an amateur psychologist having taken many college level classes, read many books and articles.. And that is it. I'm not PhD, not even in basket weaving! ***** "To thine own self be true" -Shakesphear's "Hamlet" ***** My mother's side of the family prides itself on being "civilized". They did not approve of my father's side of the family, which was considered, "Uncivilized", unruly, and even da

Thoughts For The Weekend
Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember,if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. If raising children was going to be easy,it never would have started with something called labor! Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever. But Most Of All, Remember ! A Good Friend Is Like A Good Bra. Hard to Find, Supportive, Comfortable, And Always Close To Your Heart!

Thought This Was Funny~
Men and Women I have never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men & women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. I have never figured out why the sexual desire gene gets thrown into a state of turmoil, when it hears the words "I do." FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT????!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear..."You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realising that nothing was going to happen that night I went to sleep. The very next day I

Thoughts
i keep reading my blog and it makes me cry to see how far i've come in my life. with so many things coming, too. allie came over on tuesday and we went to see lacey in the hospital with her new baby boy. as the three of us approached the door to the hospital room, we all just stopped. i've have friends with children, but i've never been close to someone that's HAVING a baby. that's around my age. it's. amazing. to stare at this new life, so peacefully sleeping wrapped in a white blanket. this little guy has NO idea what he's in for. and i was so happy to see jeremy by her side throughout the entire hospital stay. people can change. and i want nothing for the best for the three of them. nate phoned me a while ago to tell me that they're on the way back from philly again. the van popped a tire and went off the road. that's the forth time they've tried to go to philly - it's not worth it. they're never going again. thank GOD everyone is ok. the truck is in worse shape than they are.

A Thought For You
A Thought for you By: doobiedoo48326 You deserve to know how special you are. You.. of all people... should have the privilege of knowing how much you mean and how much nicer life is with you in it. And though those word don't get shard as often as I would like them to, I would like you to know -today and always- that there aren't many people in this world. Who even begin to compare with you.

Thoughts For You
Thoughts For You By: doobiedoo48326 One of the most special places in my heart will always be saved for you. You... the one person I can always talk to; the one person who understands. You... for making me laugh in the rain; for helping me shoulder my troubles. You... for loving me in spite of myself, and always putting me back on my feet again. You... for giving me someone to believe in; someone who lets me know that there really is goodness and kindness and laughter and love in the world. You... for being one of the best parts of my life, and proving it over and over again.

Thousand Things
Thousand Things By: doobiedoo48326 There are a thousand things I would like to be for you... but one of the most important is just being the someone you can talk to. There are so many things I would like to do for you... And so many things I would like to say and give and share. But for today I just want you to know that I promise: I'll always be there, and I'll always care.

Thoughts Thats All!!
Well today was ok,I left my northern part of the state and headed south. Did a 600 ile road trip today. Saw old family today and didn't like it to much. Came back visited my mom and ,she was sick today pertty bad to. It was like 65 today and here was my mom wraped up in a blankit and wearing a sweater and pale very pale. So stayed with her untill about 30 mins ago.So tonight my mind is full and my heart is heavy. :(

Thoughts Of A Submissive
To be at His mercy, His command, His control... Others do not understand how she can let go, follow a command on His whim or face the consequences if she does not. The narrow minded, cannot, will not ever understand. To relinquish control does not mean you relinquish power. To her giving up that control IS empowering. They cannot understand how she feels when a command is given, and she is expected to obey flawlessly. Or how she feels when she is punished if she does not. To hold a trust to one holding her in His care. It does not mean she is degraded my any means. Nor does it mean she is His puppet, a mindless drone without a choice. At any given moment the girl always holds a choice, a power of her own. this is not a hobby, a phase that will soon end. This is who she is deeply rooted within herself, her being. It's a way of living she cherish's, loves. To her this is not a sexual thing, though to many it is or can be. Most who know her see her as strong, independant, in control, t

Thought For The Day ... Sex
The last time I was inside a woman was when I was inside the Statue of Liberty.... Who said this ??? PS... Those who are going through this phase, please don't bother to leave a comment !!

Thoughts
just a few thoughts today, why is it that all the guys i like dont like me and all the guys i hate all like me..im not gonna take less than what i want...so if a guy has to think about rather or not he can date me then his LOSS.....im a very nice person and i have things to offer too, maybe they arent ready for anything but i wasnt asking for a fucking relationship...its called fucking dating, hello...anyways, who cares ???

Thoughts At 2:30 Am
i'll never understand this world, i accept this though it doesn't stop my heart and soul from aching with a desire to do so. why do humans feel the need to fight and argue with each other? why do we feel pride from destroying another person's life? so many people feed on hurt and misery, they can only smile if they make someone else cry. it's pathetic. it's immoral. but it's fact. i don't claim perfection, for i too have fallen victim to the thirst for revenge. it's a powerful drug, holding the key to someone else's destruction in the palm of your hand. but this doesn't make it right. so many people in this world live just for this emotion. i don't understand it and maybe i'm not suppose to? i wasn't always as callous and abrasive as i am now. i used to care about people. a lot. i used to be the type of person that would go out of her way and bend over backwards to help a random stranger on the street. because i wanted to believe that there was still good in the world. and that it w

Thoughts Of You
THOUGHTS OF YOU I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

Thoughts
As she looks in the mirror she sees herself as a mom, a wife, a sister,a friend, and a daughter. Others view her as so much more then she can ever know or understand. She has her good friends that treat her like a lady and others who just see her for a lil fun and that she can be used and abused with. She knows that one day she will look back and see that those people were just using her for a cheap thrill,or to get something from and nothing more. She is interested in the friends that treat her like a lady, and really have gotten to know her. She likes their comments to and about her, and sometimes she doesn't know how to take the compliments, but she is learning everyday that they are the truth, yet sometimes feels like a dream. She has dreams of her own, but most times she is fulfilled by helping others, sometimes helping a lil too much,lol, but most of her friends do not use her or try to get the things that they want from her. It is mostly just really getting to know

Thought I Say Something
Hi how is it all going ..hope it is all well..am from sunny Scotland (how long it last i don't know)the weather am talking about it is sunny here.So what you all been up today,Well i started my day at 6.30am with a cup of coffee, i am not sleeping very well..So much going in my brain it rattles some time ...I take it on here it is pot luck if some one comments on your blog.

Thoughts
I want to be wanted not a convience, I want to be need not just sit up on a shelf till someone feels like needing me. i want someone that respects me not does what they want and to hell with my feelings and emotions.

Thou Knowest
Ezekiel 37 can be neatly divided into two parts for today's SOCS Bible study. Like much of the book of Ezekiel (situated in the Old Testament between the books of Lamentations and Daniel) itself, this chapter's both a vision of the future as well as a recall of Israel, the chosen people of God, to its once-greatness by direct example. We can see throughout this prophecy that not only will God restore life to his people, everyone around them will know it's God Who did it. This may not be one of the best-known passages to a casual Bible reader, but an understanding of it will help us see some of God's timetable for not only Israel but also the world. "The hand of the LORD was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the LORD, and set me down in the midst of the valley which was full of bones," Verse one is the beginning of Ezekiel's sojourn in the valley of bones, and the way the passage is written gives credence to the fact that this was not a vision or a dream God was givin

Thoughts
I am here to kill time when I can't sleep. I enjoy making friends. But I know having been on-line since 1999 that on-line friendship are as fragile as children's soap bubbles. They are nice, but gone in a blink. I give kudos to the guys that put this together, very few people make money on-line. These guys have something going here. They make a little change and give allot of people a form of adventure and entertainment outside of the mundane. Being big it has become on on-line city. There are more people here then the whole population of Fort Worth, TX. As such it will have the same city dynamic.

Thought For The Day!
Terrific Tuesday! April 3, 2007 *Quick Power* Nature produces a natural symphony that creates a beautiful harmony to be experienced! *Power Pearl* The beauty of nature can be breathtaking and spectacular when we take the time to experience and enjoy nature in all its glory. The mountains, deserts, oceans, rivers, lakes, streams, waterfalls, sunrise, sunset, moon, and stars are just some of the majestic elements of nature. All the elements of nature work together in harmony which has the magnificent effect of producing a beautiful symphony. People can learn a lot from the beauty and basics of nature. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise paragraph format that expands upon the *Quick Power* presentat

Thoughtas Un Pure
I wake up and stubble from bed and trip A broken bottle lies before me And down I go to gash my head The light is broken in dark I stare at The drapes lying across the bed The blood oozes out and down my head My hand is bruised beyond belief I run the water in the sink To feel the cold is somewhat of a relief The night creeps back into my mind afraid to look at what ill find A foot is down behind the door Her body is twisted full of gore A scream erupts but I can not yell For I have slipped down into hell Mind is racing as I look As if it’s a picture from some book Run away I know I must before im found out for my putrid lust Out the door I flee But……………. Stop and return with a thought of glee For in my room behind the door is a red silk stocking and nothing more

Thoughts On Pain And Herbal Help
One of the most common causes of pain today especially in our stressful society is headaches. Aspirin will tear up the lining of your stomach and you may not even know it is doing it until it is to late and Tylenol and like products can damage the liver and kidneys after prolong use. One of the most soothing and fast acting treatments I like for headaches is to take a few drops of lavender oil and massage it into the temples. For the same effect without the sedative properties that come with using lavender oil trying using lavendin oil which can be bought at any good health food store. You can also use the good old earth's natural "aspirins" for the pain of a headache and other aches and pains. Willow bark and meadowsweet is the two most common herbs used instead of aspirin and won't irritate the stomach like aspirin. In fact meadowsweet is used for the pain of stomach ulcers. The helpful ingredient in these herbs is salicin that turns into salicylic acid in the stomach that helps w

Thought
Normal is but a morbid illusion held within the phycosis of the criminally insane allowing individuality to become shackled and hidden in the never ending march of robotic stereotypes forced down the throat of society.

Thoughts On Capital Punishment
There ought to be capital punishment for cars that run over rabbits and drive into dogs and commit the unspeakable, unpardonable crime of killing a kitty cat still in his prime. Purgatory, at the very least should await the driver driving over a beast. Those hurrying headlights coming out of the dark that scatter the scampering squirrels in the park should await the best jury that one might compose of fatherless chipmunks and husbandless does. ....Rod McKuen

Thoughts And Dreams
here i sit before the fire gazing into is infinite flame longing to hold the one dear to me to have them in my arms to feel there kiss upon my lips the sight of her eyes making me tremble to be lost in such beauty to enjoy the closeness alas here i am amid the flames barren and broken for i have no such love a deepness rolls into my world my heart fails to beat for i am alone and lost in the endless stars always drifting away from my dearest love never knowing her feel its a darken hell i am forsaken too may the light return to save me once more.

Thoughts On Accepting Responsibility
by Dr. William Pierce I receive many letters from listeners, and usually they are gratifying to me. Some people tell me that I have opened their eyes or that I have helped them make sense out of what's been happening to their world, that my explanations have really helped them understand what's going on, have helped them see the big picture. And some people tell me that they already had figured out by themselves what's happening, and that they are very happy to have discovered my broadcasts, because now they know that they aren't the only ones to have figured it out: that they aren't alone in the world, that there are others who have come to the same conclusions they have. I especially sympathize with these people who tell me how glad they are to discover that they're not the only ones who understand what's happening, because there was a time when I also wondered whether I was the only sane person in the universe. I was running around telling anyone who would listen, "My god, don't

Thoughts On Government
by Dr. William Pierce Some of my listeners tell me that I talk too much about the Jews, that I blame them for too many things, that the Jews aren't the only ones to be blamed for the wrecking of our civilization and our culture, that there are many Jews who aren't involved in destructive activities, and so on. Well, I agree in part with these critics. Certainly there are people who are not Jews who are destroying our civilization and our race and taking away our freedom, and there are many Jews who are involved in these things only to the extent that they are members of the Jewish community and thereby are supplying material and moral support to the Jews who are active wreckers and subverters. You know, the reason I speak so often about Jews is not that Jews are my favorite topic; it is that Jews, through their domination of our news and entertainment media, have a more powerful influence on public opinion and thereby on our government than any other coherent group. Well, there'

Thoughts...
Why do we even bother to fall in love? I spent 30 years not hurting because I never let myself open up to someone so much that it hurt when they left... Now my heart hurts because I let someone in... Now it is like my heart is dying... I can't say that I am sorry for it, but I can't say that I will be happy anytime soon... When you love someone and them lose them for whatever reason, it is never the same for you again... I guess it is the same feeling for everyone... I hope the pain will grow less over time (which is what I've been told). But for now, when you see me smile or I type lol to you, I thank you for that second of happines because I feel like I am falling apart... Love Sucks...

Thoughts And Sayings...
Sex without love is an empty experience, but as empty experiences go, it's one of the best. Leave a message, and I'll IM you back later. Leave a SEXY message and I'll IM you back sooner Do infants have as much fun in infancy as adults do in adultery? Princess, having sufficient experience with Princes, seeks frog. 36 years old is significant, because at 36 you can sleep with someone half your age and not go to jail. The chances of meeting someone with Barbie's human-scale measurements (36-18-33) is 1 in 100,000. The chances of meeting someone with Ken's is 1 in 50. In honor of Halloween, I'm about to perform an unspeakable pagan ritual. So please leave a message. Unless you're a virgin, in which case, why don't you stop by? SINT MIHI DEI ACHERONTIS PROPITII... Hello. Here are my answers to yesterday's messages, in order of their arrival. Yes. Tommorow at 5pm. Duct tape and piano wire. Tonight's safety word will be banana. No. Thank you Jesus paid for our sins -

Thoughts Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've not met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To have you take me away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I may regret Feeling so much for a man I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you © Andi 2007

Thoughts Of A Woman Getting Older And Still Looking For Love
I worry that with all the gorgeous women throwing themselves at him nearly every day, with the very visual guy that he is, with friends who have stunning wives and with his past experience of dating strippers and women built like porn stars that I’m simply not going to be good enough when we finally meet in person. That I’ll be too fat, that the one crooked tooth in my smile will put him off, that the stress issues that have affected other parts of me (which embarrass me so much I won’t even voice it) will make him think twice. I constantly am in fear that I’m not going to be good enough - that in spite of all the photos, everything he’s seen thus far - it won’t be enough. I won’t be good enough or pretty enough or sexy enough for him. He’s a high-flying chap who is used to a certain lifestyle, a certain elegance and sexiness in the women he’s surrounded himself with, not a commoner like me who can’t even afford to dream of elegance. He’s been adventurous and prolific in his sex l

Thoughts 2 Ponder
THOUGHTS TO PONDER (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER, ACTUALLY) Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich! Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet, and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky; not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals,dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 - Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200, but a substantial tax cut saves you only 30 cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid, to make the world weird. Now the world is weird, and peopl

Thoughts Swimming Around My Brain.
Long long day, here are some of my thoughts. First. Me: "Babe, tell me a lie" Her: "I love you" Second. I decided im not going to be emo anymore for many reasons, so on the day that i decide this why the fuck is this song stuck in my head? Between the future and the past tense Lies the present and the distance So you think we're never coming back Scoring points for passion and persistence Between the lines and the highway Lies the danger and the safety You never thought this was gonna last I always knew you'd never take it back I always knew (I always knew) [Chorus: x2] I know it seems like we're never coming back I know it feels like we're never coming back You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last They were the words that she placed on her casket Between the sadness and the smile Lies the flicker of the fire You always said this never hurt you I always said you were a liar With all the towers and the wires There still lies a little sil

Thou Wilt Keep Him
"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee; because he trusteth in thee." ....Isaiah 26: 3. * * * * * * * * * There is nothing like the peace which only our Lord can give us. In this troubled world of trials and tribulations, we still have a refuge and one who promises to keep us in "perfect peace, if our minds are stayed upon Him." Our hearts do not have to be troubled, when our hope is in the Lord. We never know what tomorrow will hold, but we do know who holds tomorrow in the palm of His hand. With Jesus, our future is secure. There is no problem we could ever face which our Lord cannot work out. All things work together for good, when we love the Lord, that He might be glorified. The words to an old song, "He Touched Me," hold a message of truth. We were all "shackled by a heavy burden, beneath a load of guilt and shame. Then the hand of Jesus touched us, and now we are no longer the same." Once the touch of the Lord

24 Thoughts From Larry The Cable Guy...lol :o)
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would the ocean be withou

Thoughts On Things. Mostly Autism
So I am a new member to this site. I wonder a few things about it these things are as follows. 1) WTF is this site?? A place where people ask the be rated or whatever, a fuck hangout, or just another simple site on the net like myspace or whatever. Anyway I go to to looking at some people I have noticed they have been adding the following to their site. I love someone, a child, son daughter with autism. I would like to point out a few things about this subject to help people know a little bit more about that issue we all face. According to the CDC I believe it is we have 1 and 147 kid with autism. In case you are wondering that is more people that die each year in car accidents, drunk driving deaths, lung cancer, and so on. By the year 2010 i believe it is they say that everyone in the US will know someone with some type of autism. If you think about it That's a lot of people that will have autism.. I believe they said it will be 1 and 36 or something like that by then.

30 Thousand Feet
30 thousand feet thirty thousand feet away from love It takes one step to start the path of love thirty thousand feet into the air is an Angels dream of hope and joy When we care enough to dream of love The clouds of nine is not heaven The eyes of joy are true in the heart of gold Now we travel on our way to differnet lives Yet it beats as one heart Love But dreaming the high hopes of love So tread with me that first step Oh Angel of love Sweet divine is the love When 30 thousand feet is now one step away To love and happiness To be completed with the love in the eyes For all eternity this poems I did in 2006 I know it is not totally done yet but I like it as is right now.

Thoughts On Death And Cremation
(Originally Posted on September 3, 2006)Rimmer: You can't whack death on the head! Lister: If he comes near me I'm gonna rip his nipples off!(From Red Dwarf: Future Echoes)I have for a while had a prepaid cremation plan with Alabama Cremation Centers, Inc. I paid my dues and such, so when I die, I get to be cremated and put into a container of my choice (when I chose the plan; I forget if I sprung for a fancier ash pot).My wife has also considered cremation. Her plan is that when we die, our ashes will be mixed together and buried with a tombstone.Anyway, while using StumbleUpon today, I found this article on what happens to the bdy during cremation. It's a little racy and a lot disturbing, but interesting and informative as it is. If you're wondering about cremation, you might want to check this out.And if you want to see my cremation, check out this page.Tags: cremation, death-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

Thoughts
Subject: JAY LENO..." HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD" ht: My friend Monte sent this and I agree with him....and Jay Leno said it all! Long but worth reading. Bravo, regardless if Jay Leno wrote this one or not. There is a helluva a lot more right with the USA then there is wrong. Too bad the media does not see it that way. The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' ;Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air condi

Thoughts On A Thursday
I drive around alot for work, so I am well versed in who has the cleanest bathrooms in the areas that I work in. I tend to go to these places often, and get to know the people who work there. The other day I got to thinking, is there anything worse than a warm toilet seat? Caseys, a chain in IL and I'm sure other places, keep their bathrooms so cold, I swear you need to break the ice in the bowl to pee. So when you get a warm seat, it just creeps me out. I locate utilities for a living, so I spend lots of time in people's backyards. I have become an expert at slipping in quietly into a backyard, marking out the utilities, and leaving. This is a great skill to have, because if you run into a homeowner it adds at leat 10 minutes onto a locate. I have heard about surgeries, various wars, gardening, and many other pieces of information that I may never use. But to be honest, I do enjoy learning new things, and some are very interesting, but I have attention problems at work, a

Thoughts....
WELL TODAY, I'M NOT HERE TO BITCH OR COMPLAIN ABOUT LIFE.... I'M HERE TO GET SOME THOUGHTS OUT THERE. I'VE HAD AN OVERALL AWESOME DAY YESTERDAY! I MISSED MY BABY TONS THOUGH! GUESS THAT CAN'T BE HELPED... LAST NIGHT, I SAT OUTSIDE HAVING A SMOKE, I CLOSED MY EYES AND LISTENED TO THE WIND BLOW THROUGH THE TREES. SOMETHING ABOUT IT SEEMED TO HAVE CALMED MY PREVIOUS FEELING OF STRESS AND HEART ACHE. IT'S LIKE SITTING ON THE BEACH LISTENING TO THE OCEAN. I GUESS YOU COULD CALL IT A FORM OF MEDITATION FOR ME. IT'S VERY SOOTHING AND RELAXING JUST TO SIT QUIETLY.... I FORGOT ABOUT MY LIFE'S DRAMA'S, I FORGOT ABOUT MY COMPUTER AND THE NEED TO BE ON IT. I SAT THERE QUIETLY THINKING ABOUT THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE. REMEMBERING WHAT PATH I WANTED TO FOLLOW IN THE FIRST PLACE. BEING HERE, HAS MADE ME FORGET A LOT OF THINGS... SITTING THERE, HAS MADE ME REALIZE WHAT I'M MISSING.... FAMILY, FRIENDS, ADVENTURES.... I'VE MET A LOT OF REALLY AWESOME PEOPLE HERE... AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT. ESPECIAL

A Thousand Kisses
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you a thousand times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As my lips part and anxiousness increases, My heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, a thousand and one. Make it two, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you a thousand times, I would give them all away To kiss you just once. © Andi 2007

Thoughts Of Tortured Love
Eyes that long to see you dear Arms that ache to hold you near Heart that beats to feel your touch Lips that want your kiss so much Needing you so much more than I can say Feeling the longing grow every day Never to be at peace till I hold you in embrace Thoughts of our love making through my mind race And the saddest part is it is just a dream we share And yet to me you are the one beyond all compare I can’t stand this distance any more my love I want to fly to you my angel from above Eyes that long for you and miss you and cry Arms that are yours alone till the day I die Heart that weeps for the beauty you are And now every distance will always be too far By R. Thomas Dinsmore I tire so of dreaming

Thoughts On Bush's Speech
(Originally posted on January 11, 2007)I admit I didn't watch Bush's (I admit I have trouble calling him “The President”) speech last night. I don't care for him and, quite frankly, can't wait for him to get out of office. Mind you, I didn't vote for Kerry or Gore against him since I thought those were two other losers, but now I kind of wish I did.Anyway, as I said, I didn't watch the speech. But I did read a transcript of the speech. In it, he mentions that he took some advise from the Iraq Study Group (ISG).Now the funny thing is the Iraq Study Group report stated that troop increases aren't feasible.The talking points paper on the Americans Say No Event Kit page even states that last summer we increased the amount by 12,000 personnel which did nothing.I think that Senator Biden is correct when he said the administration knows we lost the war and is just waiting for the next President to basically leave them holding the bag.tag: Bush, Iraq, speech, politics, war-*-*-*-*-*-*

Thoughts & Prayers
Just wanted to send my thoughts and prayers out to everyone who may have been involved or who may have had family involved in the tragic events of the past couple of days at VA. TECH. May god bless all of you.

Thoughts For April 19th
Hey everyone, how goes? It's just charismatic little Taer again. So leaving for Nevada Saturday morning. It's gonna be awesome cause I'll get to see my siblings again and even be in my mother's wedding (awww sappy moment!) Kind of sucks though cause I have to leave my little girl behind...I'll miss my Jigan. Anyone wanna give her a good home? She's a really sweet kitty... I won $150 at the bar last night, left with $110 after tips and more pull tabs and drinks but pretty good considering I went in with only $50 lol. Tomorrow I go shopping for a new flash drive/backpack and of course the always essential pack of smokes for the long trip to Nevada. Get to spend the evening at Will and Ash's...that should be...interesting for lack of better words. Guess I get to live up to my word when it comes to them at least. I'm leaving mostly for myself but at the same time I'm leaving for all of you. I'm leaving so I can better myself, learn to act more like an adult and become self suf

Thought For The Day! Action Friday!
Action Friday! April 20, 2007 *Quick Power* Thoughts, dreams, and goals become powerful when they are put into action! *Power Pearl* When a thought, idea or dream is put into action, it takes on a new form and comes to life. Putting our thoughts and ideas into action gives them a tangible reality. We can see and measure the growth and progress of our thoughts and ideas when they are transformed into tangible reality through constructive and dedicated action. A thought, idea or dream that remains idle, goes nowhere. The key is to unleash the power contained within the thought or idea through action. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise paragraph format that expands upon the *Quick Power* presentati

A Thought
Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your destiny. “Your Future Is Nothing Else Than The Reincarnation Of Your Thoughts”

Thoughts And Dreams
As I walk in the beach and watch the waves on the ocean I wonder if true love between us can ever be In my heart are feelings that I can not explain But the words that come to mind are so simple and plain They are words like I love you, I need you, I want you and be with you or It's just the thought of you But when these words come to my mind I don't know what to do I find myself lost, confuse, and out of control I don't know if I should listen to it, ignore it, act upon it or just give it some time I do know that I should let it grow and blossom I wish I could keep my heart from controlling my mind I know someday my true feelings will find the answer I'm longing for But only when it is right and in God's due time will it happen.

Thought Id Paraphrase My 25 Page Thesis I Wrote To Graduate College Few Years Back
Ok so i wrote my thesis The History of South/West Seattle and Whiter Center. The focal point was the problems That area has in relations to violence, gang activity and drugs. White center has always had a rugged rural,blue collar ethic. White Center and Riverside(now Tukwila/Duwamish area historically has always been an immigrant town although caucasion). Because of the severe poverty and blue collar mentality there was severe depression, and opression. MANY and i do mean MANY taverns were the main past time here. (A good reference is to read the poetry books of famed Poet Richard Hugo from White Center). Compounding these issues and no cultural base identity the residents of WC attempted to join in the Seattle expansion of West Seattle only to be turned back time and time again. Essentially being told they were not good enough. By the 1940's a huge land section was put aside for the military. This was known as the Rapid Army Training. (Hence the name Rat city). So now you have

Thought And Feeling
Thoughts and Feelings So many things on my mind Really don’t know how to unwind Kids are screaming through my ears I want to scream, but who would hear Deep down my mind is hurt By what was said It was lower than dirt All I want to do is lie abed Things keep spinning round and round Everything just seems too loud As a mom, what should I do? All I want is to hear Thank You! Just how do we make them see? That what we say is what’s to be All it comes down to is more and more What I can’t give them I feel sorry for Still it comes back around I want this I want that They think it’s just allowed What are we a welcome mat? These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!

Thoughts..of A Submissive
she smiles..thoughts drift through her mind, fleeting...here now..then somehow they are gone.. It is Him..like a thief in the night..He steals into her dreams and she feels Him, smells Him.. It is He, who controls her every thought, every step she takes, she is sure He is there, yet knows it cannot be possible. Around every corner, in every crowd, she senses His presence..could this be real? she smiles again and knows...yes...there are things unseen that are as tangible as those touched.. Her thoughts are her own, but somehow formed by His needs; His desires and it pleases her. She tries to put Him out of her mind, out of her heart, out of her soul..and He is steadfast and unmoving; He has come and He is the One that she has searched for her whole life..It is He..who saw her for who and what she was and is, it is He..who sensed her waiting and it drew Him until He found her and now, she will be His. Like the girl standing on the edge of the abyss..gown clinging to her body

~thoughts~
I thought I would take some time and write down some thoughts.. Well when I first got pregnant with my daughter it was hard on me because me & my husband were going through some hard times in our relationship & I wasn't sure if I wanted to be pregnant with his child because I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with him.. I left him and went to Maine when I was 3 months along, started a new relationship with an ex of mine there & I was getting ready to file for a divorce.. Then my husband decides to follow me to Maine & well he wanted to prove to me he could be a better husband and a good father.. So I let him do his proving & he done it.. In about a month and a half, he got two jobs, a car, and an apartment.. So when I was about 8 months pregnant I went back to him, to give him a chance to be a good husband and father to the baby that was on the way.. We had our daughter Serenity on December 16th, 2006 & decided to go back to Arizona when she was 6 weeks old.. Now we have our own plac

Thoughts
Today has been a trying day and some of my so called "friends" have said some shit to me that has really pissed me off. No matter what I do it seems that people seems to not give a fuck about how they sound to me but can fly off at the fucking mouth whenever they feel the need. I better respect them but they can shit all over me. people come to me with their problems and I try to help out. Sometimes words cannot say how a person feels. Sometimes I am at a loss of words and all I can think of saying is "Oh..ok," or "ummmm...ok." It is not that I don't give a fuck about you or your problem, it is just out of lack of words. But some people react way to fast with their emotions and say any fucking thing to me and I am suppose to just take it? Not no more. So this week I am gonna really evaluate what the fuck is important to me. Who do I want to really get close to? Who do I just want to say fuck off to? Who can I trust to understand me? Who can I trust that actually wants to know ab

Thoughtfull Mindless Rambelings
My three jobs are killing me slowly but they are all worth it. I applied for a fourth on Friday. I must be crazy, but I want to make things happen for me and what it's going to take is money. I just need to do this one step at a time. I realized that I am the worst with saving money and sadly enough I have to save my credit from an unfortunate trip to the er I took in November. Since January I think that I have grown up in some ways and in others I haven't. All we have is time right? I've realized that I did fret over small things and it was stupid.. I was stupid. I find that a lot of things don't matter to me anymore, or matter as much as they used to. Things happen for a reason and I just need to accept it. I miss my friends and all the antics we used to get ourselves into. Like running from certain dangers and the simple things like capture the flag, The races man I miss those. The late night adventures to diners for coffee, card games or just to talk shit. I miss being depen

A Thought
A person can take away the love from a relationship and make it less than it was. A friend can take the trust and closeness away from a friendship and make it less than it was. But no one can make us less of a person, only we can do that to ourselves, by giving them the ability or the control over us. Believe in yourself, be happy with yourself, and no one can take away who you are.

Thoughts Just Came Out
IM HURTING IM SCREAMING INSIDE . NO ONE IS HEARING OR EVEN SEEING THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME. IM PULLING ND TUGGING ON MY SOUL. NO HANDS NO FACE THE NAMES AND MINDS I WANT TO EREASE. TO REPLACE THE THOUGHT AND THE FEELINGS I HAVE IN SIDE THE ONES THAT MAKE ME HURT AND SCREAMING FOR THE TENTION I WANT TO BE FREE. THE HURTING AND THE SCREAMING WILLL SURELY PASSS. THANK GOD FOR MY KIDS EVER LASTING LUV KEEPS ME FROM NOT SCREAMING AND DIENING INSIDE. THERE EYES THEY SEE ME FOR ME

Thoughts On Love
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry", not "where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but "I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. (To those who have "a special someone") Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more i

The Thought Was Enough!
The Thought Was Enough I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper

Thought For The Day! Wednesday!
Wonderful Wednesday! April 25, 2007 *Quick Power* Doing something well that is constructive, over a period of time, blossoms into something beautiful! *Power Pearl* Anything worthwhile takes time. Growing a garden, acquiring knowledge, implementing good habits, are some of the things that require adequate time to develop. This is especially true when we engage in constructive activity on a regular and consistent basis. Over time, these types of activities become woven into the fabric of our lifestyle providing us with a vehicle for personal growth as well as growth for the community. Doing constructive activities well, is a wise investment of our time. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise par

Thoughts While On The Road...
- Ever in a job interview .. and thought to yourself .. damn cant wait for this to be over.. i got a role of Lifesavers in my pocket .. and watermellon is next ! - I belive if companies insist on making thongs for 350 lbs chicks they should do us all a favor and make them out of kevlar! If one were to snap someone would loose and arm. - I wanna hang out at Macy's ..not to shop just, to see the reaction off people as im playing with my slinky on the escalators. - Ever tailgated an SUV just to watch the movie they had playing ? - While in a ritzy resturant ... the guy always asks if you want fresh ground pepper .... but ever wonder where the fresh salt guy disapeared to? - I like cinimon rolls ... but i hate making them all the time, I think they should make a cinimon role insence.. that way when friends come over they walk through the door with false hopes. - Im a cheap bastard .. i think we all are at some point in time. But being cheap doesnt come without consi

Thoughts ( Sigh ! )
Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour does chime Need of the soul that is a match to this mind Need to speak of feelings leaving me blind To a world that held me captive in chains To a path that carried torturous pains To seek out that soul that speaks my heart To share all life is and never to part To know a dream come true and feel at peace Holding and loving, Eternal, never to cease By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thoughts
I am walking along life's path when I am suddenly stuck at a fork in the road. One path is the life of partying every night and drinking crazy pretty much being young and reckless. The other path is that of finding someone who I wouldn't mind spending nights sitting on the couch watching tv with. I currently chose the path of partying but it seems like life keeps taking me back to this fork every now and then. Part of me wants to find that someone to cuddle with and the other part wants to keep partying and playing. Though it seems like finding that person is hard. Some guys today all they care about is the body and not the mind. Or sex and not cuddling. That part that wants to settle down is looking for a relationship not just a one night stand. Looking for someone who is going to be there through thick or thin, who cares about me. The other part, the party girl, lives an exciting life but eventually all parties do come to an end and sometimes not always in a good way. Like

Thoughts.....
THOUGHT NUMBER ONE: LOW RATING, DOWN RATING, OR WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT CALL IT. WHO THE HELL CARES IF SOMEONE RATES YOU A FUCKING 3. ITS THERE CHOICE AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO GIVE YOU A REASON WHY.....DID YOU EVER STOP AND THINK THAT MAYBE YOU AREN'T AS HOT AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO THINK YOU ARE. BE REAL PEOPLE, NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO THINK YOU'RE A TEN, SO GET OVER IT AND MOVE. AND IF YOU'RE GOING TO BLOCK SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY RATED LESS THAN A TEN THAT'S JUST AS CHILDISH. NOW THAT YOU CAN SEE WHO RATES LOW ALL I SEE IS BULLETIN AFTER BULLETIN ABOUT HOW THIS PERSON RATED ME LOW AND HOW THEY ARE A FAG OR A BITCH OR WHATEVER FOR DOING SO. AGAIN JUST AS CHILDISH.....SO GET OVER YOURSELVES AND STOP FLOODING MY BULLETIN BOARD WITH USELESS CRAP. THOUGHT NUMBER TWO: AMERICA VS. CANADA!!!! WHO GIVES A SHIT. THE MORE YOU POST AND REPOST ABOUT THIS, THE LONGER THE DRAMA IS GOING TO CONTINUE, MAKING YOU JUST AS MUCH OF NOOB THAN THE PERSON STARTING IT. JUST REMEMBER ARGUING ON TH

Thoughts Inspired By Mumms
I'm beginning to see it as increasingly important to not just "go along" with "traditional" customs and celebrations to be polite, and not make waves. I'm starting to see it as important to take a stand, and not just allow people who would have their beliefs usurp all others, control the popular perception of history and "thruthiness." Consequently, I'm no longer going to celebrate Thanksgiving. And I'm not just going to not celebrate it. I'm going to not celebrate it in a very open, and opinionated way. Thanksgiving is not about the founding and establishment of the United States as a sovereign nation. Thanksgiving is not a religious holiday. And the founding and establishment of the United States as a sovereign nation is not a religious phenomenon. And I am fed up with people trying to shove their perception of any of that down my throat. Important things that happened in history are not important, and are not recognized or celebrated, because there happened to be a Ch

Thoughts
You know I suppose there are always things to complain about and such but first off I am proud to be an american and i salute our troops for all that they sacrifice so that I can sit here and complain about stupid things sometimes. It amazes me sometimes how people can be so cruel especially to those that they say they love. Things promised and not followed through on may not mean alot to one person but to another it maybe heart breaking to sit and think that this person says they love me but never follow through on what they tell me. And you start to wonder at at some point when enough is enough. Do I let them go or do I bother to try more. For some I suppose the decision is easy to let them

Thoughts Just Came Out~~again~~
I SIT HERE I WONDER. ABOUT ALL THE THE PROMISES U HAVE MADE. ALL THE HEART U HAVE BROKEN. THE DREAMS U HAVE CRUSHED. I LOOK INTO THE EYES OF A GUY TO SEE WHAT HE HAS DONE. TO MAKE ME FEAR THERE MORE TO COME. BROKEN HEARTS THE BROKEN SOULS IVE SEEN IN THIS WORLD FROM 1 MAN FEAR. MAKES ME WONDER WHAT MAKE ME ASK FOR MORE... THE QUESTON NEVER GET ANSWERED THE FEAR KEEPS ME BACK TO WATCH. WHAT A MAN CAN DO TO KEEP THE HURT INSIDE??? THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME WONDER Y THE A MAN THAT HAS A HEART ....CAN BE SO COLD. NEVER THINKS BEFORE HE TAKES A SOUL...THE DREAMS AND RUNS FREEE. NEVER TAKE THAT FROM ME TO THE FACT IS IM BACK....

Thought Waves
Imagine being my universe inside my universe inside my universe and i am each element that connects and intertwines its systematic tapestry. Exploring the very essence of your existance sliding across your astroplane as you bring remission of plagues into my membrane while atmospheric energies combine with telepathic vibrations. Big Bang like the theory and evolutionary like the fact, deep mental unconciousness in my slumber hovering over my mind's eye as i drift on the sea of R.E.M. Are we them? 2 shooting stars streaking across space and time dancing on the constellation and dining in the cosmic dusts. Parallels that co-exists in a viscious cycle of repetious vanity or they that take vanity and make it worthy of glory by creating and tellin the story? Or simply we ARE? Yes..... we are! Spaced Out, Micah Shawn

Thoughts
Some gurls live a life of laughs…Others have to sit back and think…. He Lied He cheated Then he left… Guys are always gonne leave the one he loves for the one he likes….But what happens when the one that he likes leaves him for the one they love! ? ! ? I have no strength other than to go running right back into his arms…. The heart is not a play thing… The heart is not a toy…But give it to a boy and it will be broken… I should have just said to him here is my heart now break it…. Is it really better to have loved and lost then to not love at all? ? ? Would I honestly rather the happy times gone and memories ripped away just to save my tears? ? ? When the tears run dry and that they will! ! I'll still remember being happy! ! ! I wish my child days were back! I would cry over sharing my toys! The only jealousy I ever felt was that she had more ice-cream then me! Sex, Drugs, and responsibility were only words for ol

Thoughts
THOUGHTS ARE OFTEN HERE WITH ME.. THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME. THOUGHTS COME AND THOUGHTS GO.. THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE, THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO FIND ME. AS EACH DAY PASSES , AS EACH NIGHT GOES BY. I CAN SEE MYSELF ALL ALONE IN THE DARK , SITTING UNDER A TREE. OH HOW THE SKY IS SO GREY THEY NIGHT SEEMS SO LONG. I WANNA CLOSE MY EYES AN JUST FORGET THE PAST. FORGET ALL THE PAIN, ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. I JUST WANNA LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND. THE DAYS SEEM TO PASS AND NOTHING SEEMS TO CHANGE. I CAN FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN ME, OH WHY CANT IT JUST END. I NEVER THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD END UP THIS WAY. I HAVE COME ALONG WAY FROM THE PAST. I HAVE SO MUCH GOING FOR ME. IS IT ALRIGHT . AS EACH DAY GOES BY, SOMETHING ELSE SEEMS TO GO WRONG, IT ALL ENDS IN A MESS. AS I WALK THE PATHS OF THE ROAD. ALONE I AM AGAIN NOONE AROUND BUT THE TREES AND LEAVES. AS I WALK FURTHER I SEE PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME. THESE PEOPLE ARE HAPPY... THEY SEEM TO BE IN LOVE. HERE I AM WITH NOONE CAUSE OF WHA

Thought For The Day
TO ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVE AND EVEN FOR THOSE WHO DONT BELIEVE! SUNDAY WENT TO CHURCH WITH MY DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND AND THE GRADKIDS. GUYS I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THIS COMING FROM A RECOVERING ADDICT OF 22 YEARS TO SEE OU CHILDERN GROWN AND NOW RAISING THIER OWN CHILDERN AND ALLOWING ME TO BE IN THIER LIFES IS THE MOST JOYEST THING IN THE WORLD. SO SUN MY GRANDSON WAS DEDICATED TO THE LORD AND FROM MY VEIW AND AS A GRANDMOTHER HEY MY HEART WAS FULL YESTERDAY. I WAS THE ONLY GRANDPARENT TO WALK UP AND BE THERE TO HELP DEDICATE MY GRANDSON TO THE LORD. I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY TO THOSE OUT THERE STILL USING YOU ALL NEED TO DIT AND LOOK AT WHAT YOUR MISSING OUT ON AND ALL THE PEOPLE YOU ARE HURITNG IN YOUR LIFE. I'M NOT PREACHING JUST HAVE A FIRST HAND AT THIS. TO BE ABLE TO BE A PART OF THAT YESTERDAY WHAT THE BEST AND I WAS CLEAN AND SOBER AT THAT!!! JUST A THOUGHT FOR THE DAY FOR THOSE WHO THIS TOUCHES FEEL FREE TO SHOUT OUT AT ME I'LL TALK TO YA IF YOU NEED!!!!!!

Thoughts Of What Is Real And What Is Not
Piled hate upon the soul for sake of rage Defiler of innocents uncaring of age Gruesome lot seeking blood and gore Heads chopped off and they cry out for more Swinging corpse the dictator at ropes end Death and destruction yet our pain does not mend Division and lies fed to the mass blind and lost Freedoms death draws close we bear the cost Confusion as to what is real in the magic show Slight of hand diversion tactics so we may never know Ignorance the bliss of minds that choose to never see A curse to be aware and powerless of what will be One moment a lifetime passes in the blink of an eye One moment we live and breath then pass on and die Only now do we have and nothing else is real This is all we will ever have and how we choose to feel The only life that we can change rest within our mortal shell Only we can decide whether that life should be heaven or hell In this moment that you read someone’s life did change Someone found love and someone lost isn’t it so s

Thought Of A Different Place
I was driving to work saturday night and found myself deep in thought about what kind of life I live. i had the top of the Corvette, Lifehouse-You and Me was playing extra loud to drown out the noise from the wind and elements around me. I found myself thinking about a person that just cant escape my mind. This person has been thru so much and still keeps going. I have been thru my fair share of events in my life that seem to cloud the sunniest days, but all seem tolerable in comparison. The thought going thru my mind were thoughts of meeting this person. Im sure plenty of u on here are or have had a situation on here of being distancely challenged in relationships. Well the thoughts were traveling thru my mind almost as fast as I was going down the road. The details of every moment as clear and detailed as an actual expierience that played out like a symphony. Everything around me was fading away. As I got closer to work, I found myself lost in thought thinking about conver

Thoughts From The Heart!
I found a guy that i really love and he felt the same way about me. But today i didn't answer him on my yahoo messenger b/c my cuz and her hubby were over here usein my computer when he message me. So he told me good bye. I have mixed emotions right now about and wanted to write it all out and get it off my chest. Why are men so hateful and mean? Why do the say i love you one min and then the next they are mad and want to leave you? I have lived through bein beat by my 1st and 2nd husbands. Sometimes i wounder what is wrong with me or if it's me and thats the problem. Love is so hard to understand and to let go of. I still love him and i'm hurtin over this but why should i have to deal with him not wantin to believe me. I have never lied to him and never plan on it.My whole world could come crashin down around me and with him in my life it didn't matter if it did or not.l So tell me did i do the right thing by tellin him goodbye for not believein me. After i was willin to give me the p

Thoughts From A Train...
sequestered in my own turmoil locked down by my own hand. i trust unconditionally, and take for granted others will do the same. i forgive and forget, let bygones be bygones. where is the return? do i somehow let it slip past, never to have known, if it was there to begin? i want to be me but i don't even know who me is. is my life such a chaotic place, that me is defined by a set of reactions to others? or is it a set of actions against? where do i find the answers? by searching my soul, or the souls of those around me? by sifting through the memories left to me, fragmented as those are? is the answer to who i am found in the things i want out of life, or the things i put into life?

Thought For The Day.
trepidation sits heavy within an angry heart, a mantle hard to shed. emotions locked inside bubble to the surface, filling me with dread. duplicity is unbecoming hypocrisy a fight i cannot win. i just want my living nightmare to end.

Thoughts
As I sit here watching the end of Rebel Without A Cause for the first time, I ponder the fact that I have often thought that in the past, things were much simpler. In fact, I know I'm not the only one. I've heard the speeches from the fam, as well as all the friggin' time in movies. "Back in my day, gas cost a nickel and lasted us all week." You know, things like that. "A man's word was all he needed." It makes me wish that we could have some of those things for us now. I wish that gas cost a nickel a week. I wish that I could trust everyone I met just by their word. But alas, these things will never happen again. I wonder that if in 20-60 years, we will be old(er) and telling the youth of how much easier our time was. I mean, I've met people that lived in the Great Depression and said it was "simpler times" than now. What the Hell? I'm scared for the future.

Thoughts At The Moment.....
WELL I'VE STEPPED BACK AND TOOK A LOOK AT A LOT OF THINGS. FOR INSTANCE, WHO I'M CLOSE TO. WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY. NOW WHERE TO START.... THERE'S VERY FEW PEOPLE ON MY LIST THAT I TALK TO EVERYDAY. I WOULD LIKE TO DO SOMETHING FOR THESE TRUE FRIENDS.... I WAS THINKING ABOUT MAKING A LITTLE VIDEO FOR THEM.... FOR ALL THE ONES I KEEP IN CONTACT WITH. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GET IT DONE, BEFORE I DECIDE TO TAKE MORE TIME OFF.... OR EVEN DELETE MY ACCOUNT FOR GOOD. I HAVEN'T DECIDED ON THAT ONE YET. I HAVE COME TO REALIZATION THAT... IT'S NOT SO IMPORTANT TO BE HERE. I'VE HAD TONS OF FUN, (WHILE IT LASTED) I'VE MET A LOT OF NEW PEOPLE. ONES THAT I HAVE GROWN TO CARE FOR. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT, SOME OF THEM, I WONDER AND HOPE THEY'RE DOING OKAY. IF WE HAVEN'T TALKED THAT DAY... BLAH BLAH BLAH... YOU KNOW HOW IT IS. I'M SURE EVERYONE HERE HAS SOME PEOPLE LIKE THIS IN THEIR LIFE. BUT MY QUESTION IS...FOR THE SHORT LIST OF PEOPLE ON MY LIST, THAT I CARE ABOUT, HOW MANY OF THEM ACTUALLY FEEL THE SA

A Thought
We can not know all that lies ahead. we can not see what will come of all we do.there will be sadness to be sure,but happiness to. We trust in those that guide us and hope for life to give.the things we think we need to learn and love and live...Silverthorn.

Thought
The Thought by Michael Hopkins As I look out upon the sun setting over the water, I feel a cool breeze rush across my skin. As I stare at the reflection of nature in the dark lake, A thought comes to me, it sends chills down my body It is so warm and comforting, yet so distant. A soft voice and an innocent laugh plays aloud in my head. The thought intensifies, so confusing and scary, yet so clear and soothing. Images flash, sounds play, thoughts collide inside my head. It feels as a dream running wild in the night But in time the realization comes - It is was the thought of you.

Thoughts Just Because
Its funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces. I wanna be the girl he can be goofy around. I wanna be the girl he can tell anything to. I wanna be the girl hes scared to lose. I wanna be the girl he can hold hands with in public and not care what anyone says. I wanna be the girl who is always on his mind. Most of all I wanna be the girl he loves. Listen to her secrets, Take her out to dinner, call her first, label her as yours, understand her feelings, tell her shes gorgeous, write her a song, talk to her like a human being, ask her to dance with you, never imagine life without her, kiss her in the rain, hold her hand at anytime, pass her love letters, never foget her birthday, tell her shes always right, be her escape, tell her you believe this is a fairytale, give her gummy worms, remember her favorite color, give her hugs and kisses, show her off to your friends, hold her hard just because, treat her like a star, dream about her,

Thoughts Pt 2
In my estimation, more misery has been created by religion than any other force in human history. Show me someone who says " In the name of God!" and I will show you a head full of vicious intentions that have no other outlet. what we must strive for always is to find the natural flow of things and go with it.

The Thought Police
What the Hate Crimes Law Would Do In George Orwell’s classic novel 1984, the government Thought Police constantly spies on citizens to make sure they are not thinking rebellious thoughts. Thought crimes are severely punished by Big Brother. 1984 was intended as a warning against totalitarian governments that enslave and control their citizens. Never have we needed this warning more urgently than now, because America’s Thought Police are knocking on your door. Last week the House Judiciary Committee, egged on by radical homosexual groups, passed what can only be called a Thought Crimes bill. It’s called the Local Law Enforcement Hate Crimes Prevention Act. But this bill is not about hate. It’s not even about crime. It’s about outlawing peaceful speech—speech that asserts that homosexual behavior is morally wrong. Some say we need this law to prevent attacks on homosexuals. But we already have laws against assaults on people and property. Moreover, according to the FBI, crime

Thoughts
I have been with my husband sience the age 14 and I am now 31 we have 3 beautiful children together, but we have been through alot of good and bad time.Don't get me wrong hes a wonderful dad but has some desire when it comes to a husband.lately we've been argueing alot and it make me wonder if why I am still with I mean I LOVE him but is it worth the stan and fight and stress that it causes or do i just stick it out for my kids can have the family they want.these are just thought that run trough my mind .....

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you. I often think of you when I see the stars in the sky. They remind me of how your eyes sparkle. I often think of you when the sun shines high. It reminds me of your warm touch. I often think of you when the gentle breeze blows. It reminds me of your caressing words. I think of you all day long. I long for your touch, your smile, your voice. The simple thought of your presents warms my soul. You are my life. You are my breathe, my soul. Without you I am but a shell. Whatever life may hand me I know I can withstand. As long as I have you in my heart, I know I can withstand any storm. When a tear streams down my cheek, You are the one to wipe it away. You are my strength when I am weak. You are the heart that beats within me. You make me whole. That is why my thoughts of you bring me joy.

Thought About The New System, A Positive One
If you've ever chosen a collection of numbers from, say, ... 230500 to 230560 (just a random choice. n less than 800,000 or so through n+60 or so.) and (while logged out ;) ) had a look to see what the distribution of profiles at http://www.cherrytap.com/user/n is in that range... the number of profiles that look to have been abandoned before they were half-started- with no photos or with 1 or 2 points at most, etc. - is even higher than - well, than I for one would have expected... and I was expecting a pretty high percentage of early-defunct, nonstarter, try-out profiles. (Add in the profiles created by current users for no other purpose than to annoy other people and then stand stagnant- freshmeat duplicates- and one has even more.) I am guessing that people who aren't greeted very soon, effectively, don't see their level raise fairly quickly (why? not points for the sake of blasted points. Read the rules, at http://cherrytap.com/bible.php which lay out th

Thoughts Pointing The Way
Thoughts pointing the way What you think influences what you see. What you think influences what you do. What you think influences what you learn. What you think influences how you feel. What you think has an enormous impact on the way you experience life. What you think determines the very nature of the world you create for yourself. Thoughts have no physical mass, yet they do indeed have power. And there are no restraints or limitations upon what you can think. Consider all the many places to which your thoughts have carried you. Imagine the limitless possibilities of where your thoughts can now enable you to go. Choose positive, creative, loving, life-affirming thoughts. And with those thoughts pointing the way, you can fill your world with value.

Thoughts For The Day...
Today begins as any other with one exception, the skies painting was much brighter then the day before. To watch the sun rise and the sun set signifies the beginning and the end of each day. A reflection of the days events and all that took place. When you take that time to look back see all the good and all the "bad" and I will bet that the good out weighs the "bad". That is the focus you should remain with. Let the rest all go. Every day is a new beginning, and a new chapter...how the story begins is not always our doings, however the ending is always our choosing. So begin your day with a smile and the whole world will smile with you....

A Thought ( I Know, Thats Rare)
Madhatter and I wondering if masturbation can also help a pulled back muscle? I mean it helps everything else. Being bored, when you are sad, happy, even angry. When you have a little headache, the flu, and sometimes nausea. Be right back!

Thought For The Day!
As I get ready to leave for work I sit here looking through my friends list. It is long and some what impersonable but my wish is this! If you are reading this you came to it out of some form of friendship. For that, I thank you for holding some value to the things I have to say. Today as you go out into the world I challenge you to make one significant positive impact on someones day! Trust me we all need at least one person to touch our lives on a daily basis! I hope you have an awesome day and I hope the world smiles on you! muuuwah

Thoughts
In a waking sense as the world fades from what you think is reality, a thought froms and given substance becomes that which you crave the most. Your worst nightmare or your fondest dreams are given substance by the one. Who has such grandiose power to make dreams a reality, who could be so cruel to allow your fondest dreams to lull you into a sense of security and to be snatched away at a moment's notice by the very fantasy turned nightmare? We are all damned by a false sense of what is real and what is not. Is this your reality or a made-up existence by some scientist staring at you through a petri dish? Who knows? The certainty of death is a welcome thing indeed but what if it doesn't end there but you are exposed to something even more vicious or an ascension of reality that is not what you thought it might be? The ability to live forever is in all of us or the absolute absentia of your own existence. You can either live or die, the reality and dream is up to yo

Thoughts I Had To Write
Feelings down so deep inside Feelings that I can’t not hide Why do you capture mind and soul I wonder if together life would be whole Thoughts of you while I sleep Dreams through the day I keep Missing you when we are not near I grown so fond of you and hold you dear On my mind are these conflicted feelings For I believed my life was just for healings now I long for you more than words can say I think I want you in my life forever to stay And I think of you and your smile sweet I sigh at thoughts of when we first meet Of talk and fitting together as so few do Of looking into your eyes and feeling new Of passion and our private and public kiss Of walking through life forever like this As one mind and heart that lives for each Together no star in the heavens is out of reach By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thought For The Day
Thought For The Day "Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!" Don't be flattered, this message was sent to ME!! I just wanted YOU to read it,,

A Thought On Aging.....
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork

Thoughts Of Desire
FLESH FEELING LIKE IT'S ON FIRE, WHEN THINKING THOUGHTS OF DESIRE. TO FEEL YOUR SKIN SO SOFT AND WARM. THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY THOUGHTS SWARM. MUSIC GOIN IN MY HEART AND HEAD, IF IT EVER STOPS IT'S, BECAUSE I AM DEAD! THINKING OF YOUR STRONG, HOT LIPS, MAKES MY BODY WANT TO GO THROUGH FITS.

Thoughts Runnin Through My Head
Well here I am almost 6mths. to the day, in Nov. of 2006 I started this cyber ride, I also turned 41 that month. So as I sit here I decided to blog this somewhat anniversary. So where to begin...... well all in all the ride hasnt been to bumpy. As far as finding my true love or Mr. Right hasnt happened and dont expect it will. lol And long ago I knew that the chance of such things are slim to nil. But I am happy to accept that. And I think I have met a few people I hope I can truly call friends, I`ve met people I can call online buddys, and then there`s the people I am far better off not knowing at all. And the fact that they have to go day to day living a lie because they dont like who they are is really sad. Because they tend to dwell on the weaknesses,and vulnerabilities of others. And its sad that they can live with themselves and continue to live the lie that is their world. I really dont see the need to lie and deceive other people, but then again I consider myself to be an hones

Thought For The Day:
Thought For The Day: "Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!" Don't be flattered, this message was sent to ME!! I just wanted YOU to read it