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How Do I?
How do I make you smile, through the miles. How do I make you laugh, even after the tears have fallen, not sure if you can hear me calling. How do I show you that i do care, and that i want to share, a long lasting friendship with you. How do I show you that I am for real, the way that i feel is true. How do I repay you back for everything that you have done for me. for letting me be, who i was meant to be, For helping me to see, the beauty inside me. How do I say thank you, for being my friend, hope it never ends. I fall down to my knees, cause i can now swim that raging sea. I know now that i am not alone, for you have shown, that life isnt so bad, I dont feel so sad. How do I give back all the love that you have shown me. How do I show you just how much you mean, You make everything seem, so much brighter, with every awakening hour, you give me the power. You will always be a part of my life, and in my heart, you will always be, Just wish you coul

Childrens Answers
If you need a laugh, then read these Children's Science Exam answers. Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? (brilliant, love this!) A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental.

Only Human
Only human By: April Terry Misunderstood, Alienated, And alone, She stumbles off with her opened wounds, To find her father, king, lord and savior. Tear stricken eyes, And bloodstained hands, She falls to her knees and begins to pray.

Cyndi
Cyndi@ fubar This is my friend Cyndi. I met her in the Mumm's. She's quiet, shy, and really funny. She constantly remings me I'm getting old. She constantly reminds me I'm getting grey hair. And how she's almost caught up to me, despite getting on here 6 months after me. But she's a cool chicky, so go check her out. Ask her about the homeless guy on her couch!

***my Love Style***
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

The Tears
As the tears run down my face I wish I was with you to hold you to stare into your eyes to run my fingers though your hair to rub your back to go to sleep with you in my arms to wake up with you still there I wish I were with you As the tears run down my face

So Close Yet So Far
So close while we're together all I need do is reach for you you willingly draw near letting me hug you and kiss you cheek seemingly close you don't seem to reach for me maybe because I'm always so near the kisses aren't returned only the hugs keeping things on low is it me that scares you so did someone hurt you that bad if only I knew for sure the walls between us wouldn't be such an obstacle so until you can tell me the walls will stay Keeping us yet so far away

New Auction
I'm holding an auction starting Monday April 5th. Entry fee will be 200,000 fu-bucks. If your interested hit me up with the pic you would like to use and your offer. Entries will be taken til Sunday April 4th. RULES No drama of any kind. The person being auctioned off has the right to refuse any bid. Bid starts@200k New bids must beat old bids. HH= 2.5mil fu-bucks 30 day blast/3months vip = 1.25mil fu-bucks 7 day blast/1 month vip/ticker pack = 400k fu-bucks Bling pack/3 day blast = 350k fu-bucks 1 day blast = 300k fu-bucks 1 ticker = 250k fu-bucks Thanks so much Dream Girlz management

Alone
To be alone can be good for you or so they say As for me it only makes for a very long day To have no one there as I walk in the door Makes life alone seem such a bore When I go out and meet mew friends The lonely feeling ends But before I know it the night is over The friends that I made go home with one another Leaving you to be as it always has been Walking in the door Alone... again

Grandfather In Hospital...
again. My grandfather has been in and out of the hospital for some time now, ever since he had his stroke. But this time he has been lifted by Helicopter to Flagstaff, AZ from Cottonwood, AZ -- Where he lives with my grandmother. Lately he has been suffering from lightheadedness along with vomiting spells but this time he took a pretty bad fall. Apparently he has cracked a rib (they are still unsure) and is suffering from internal bleeding. My grandfather has always been a huge inspirational figure in my life. He served during Pearl Harbor in World War II and lived to tell the tale. To me he has always been a strong fighter. His health has always been as fit as a o' horse. Please if you have taken the time to read this pray for him

Happily Ever After...
I wrote this as a comment in a Mumm, and thought it was worth sharing in a Blog... *Those who expect nothing, will never be dissapointed* I have learned in my experiences that, although it is nice to have fairytale dreams, life and love are no fairytale...They take hard work, dedication & commitment - responsibilities of which many take too lightly and eventually set aside for the Easy road... There is such a thing as "happily every after" if you truly know what those words mean...it is not perfection, but happiness in imperfection; it is not always getting what you want, but working with what you have; it is not walking the Easy road, but having Love beside you as you walk the Hard road; it is not all about you, but all about a compromise from both partners; it is trust, honesty, faith, selflessness, communication & unconditional Love... Too many people expect love to just work out the way they want it, but it DOESN'T work that way... If more people were willing

True?!?
Hey you See me? Pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain, to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it any more Anymore Hey you, are me Not so pretty All the world I've seen before me passing by Silent my voice I've got no choice All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't see Anymore I don't hear Anymore I don't speak Anymore I don't feel Hey you See me? Pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't sleep Anymore I don't eat Anymore I don't live Anymore I don't feel

Only At Night
Only at night do I feel you here. You drift amongst the wind, through my open window. The breeze: it sinks, holding your insecurities, your pain and your resistance. Surrounding the stars, the moonlight wraps and catches in my mind. I feel you near, only in the night. The sound of your voice, drifts through me. When I lay with my head on your chest, you heart was in my ear. The beat of your existence. I'd capture the memories; of your kiss, your hurt and your goodbye. And I'd watch them fall away, but only to feel you close again. I've felt your grip loosen, I've watched you turn away. Now I'd love you alone, waiting for another day. Only at night did I wait for you. Unsure of how you felt, but afraid of letting go

Why I Love You
Sam, Love, baby...I Love you!! Lots and lots. Why? You are gorgeous, but you argue every time I say it..you are not vain at all. You are sweet, one of the nicest people I know...even if you try to hide it. You are full of laughter and energy, there is never a dull moment when you are around. Your smile makes my heart skip a beat. Your voice makes my knees weak. Kissing you is one small step away from heaven. You make life easier, Love. Talking to you lifts my spirits, I know that if I can just talk to you anything can be better. You inspire me to be a better person, you deserve the best and you make me want to try my hardest to be worthy of you. You make me smile...just by being you. I have never talked to you and not smiled. You complete me baby, you are the piece in my life that I have missed since before birth. When I hold you I feel...right. I'm complete like I never have been before. I want you more than I have ever wanted anything before in my l

It Isn't You, I Promise
(He told me last night to sleep with the angels, then to come back to earth and sleep with my devil who would gladly burn in hell for one night in my arms..yeah, I'm beyond confused right now. That is not what I need, that is not what I want. So, if this poem confuses you don't feel bad. I'm there myself.) There's something about the way you said it, That I knew you were telling the truth, But I wasn't quite ready to believe you, I didn't want to believe you loved me, too. I wanted to love you with all of my heart, But I didn't want you to love me at all, I wanted you to beat me, and not care, I wanted you to say you would, but never be there. I know all of this sounds insane to you, It doesn't even make all that much sense to me, But things in my past make me who I am now, I wanted to let you love me, I just didn't know how. There's something about being abused by a male, That makes future relationships seem impossible, I don't know if you'll wait for me to

Love Song
"Love Song" Head under water And they tell me to breathe easy for a while The breathing gets harder, even I know that You made room for me but it's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands I'm unusually hard to hold on to Blank stares at blank pages No easy way to say this You mean well, but you make this hard on me I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you tell me it's Make or break in this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better Reason to write you a love song today I learned the hard way That they all say things you want to hear And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and Your twisted words, Your help just hurts You are not what I thought you were Hello to high and dry Convinced me to please you Made me think that I need this too I'm trying to let you hear me as I am I'm not gonna

Waiting
Simple and short I'm simply waiting and hoping that my miricle comes and I get to be the luckiest man alive. I'll wait as long as I have to and I know given my miricle, I'll make her happier than she's ever been. At least I will try every day to.

Tell Me What You Think!!
You are the one disease For which there is no pill You bring me to my knees And bend me to your will I just can't get enough My heart is on the floor Addicted to your love Can't wait to get some more You infect my heart With every single beat Just finish what you start 'Girl I'm begging please If this is all a dream Please don't wake me up Just let me stay asleep Let my eyes stay shut I don't want to know If you're just fantasy Dont think I can let go Cause you are the best disease

Some Movie Quotes From 2 Movies I Love...
Half baked: "You let me smell it, so let me inhale it" "I dont do drugs, I do weed" "You ever suck some dick for marijuana?" "You have smoked yourself retarted" ok so I didnt get all the lines I wanted form this movie cause I was buys smoking lol..damn stoners..my bad... ok heres more JUNO: "Jeez, banana shut ur freaking Gob" "Your eggo is preggo" "Dont think it's yours cause you urinated on it" "Whats the prognosis, firtile myrtle" "Thia is one doodle that cant be undid homeskillet" "Its not seasoned yet" "Honest to blog?" "All I see is pork swords" "Pregnancy eventually leads to an infant" "Yeah thats what happens when our moms and teachers have sex" "Call me when you get off your rag" "We need to know about every score and every sore" "They make his junk smell like pie" "All thats missing is your bastard" "I havent even taken a dump since wednesday.....Morning" "I think kids have intercourse when their bored" "B

Don't Have A Clue
Okay, apparently we let our VIP's run out but of course we got them back again. We can't make up our minds weather or not we want them. Ok well anyway, we are up and kicking again as usual and getting ready for the battle of the families. If you aren't in a family and would like to join one let us know cause we have the BEST DAMN FAMILY ON FUBAR!!!!!! Ok enough braggin, better not brag to much i might jinx us...NOT! well you get the picture. c ya'll soon!!!

Blogs And Nothing In General
OK, I'M JUST WONDERING....WHAT DOES A PERSON ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT ? I MEAN, EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT HAS BEEN ALL GRUESOME AND TERRIBLE. WELL, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AWFUL TO SAY TO ANYONE, I JUST HAVE SOME STUFF I WAS WONDERING ABOUT. LIKE...HOW IN THE HECK DO THOSE GIRLS ALL GET TO THE TOP TEN?? I MEAN, I THINK IS HOW AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET THERE???!!? LOL, JUST KIDDING, MAYBE IF I WAS ABOUT 25YEARS YOUNGER AND 75POUNDS LITER I COULD MAKE IT...I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT. THEY ARE ALL SOOOO BEAUTIFUL....WELL, EITHER WAY, IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY AND ALL SUGGESTIONS.....KISSES EVERYONE...

40 Mistakes Men Make
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're trying to deflate her body vi

Auctions Open!!! Come Bid!!
OK PEOPLE I HAVE NOW OPENED THE AUCTION OF FUBAR LIVESTOCK. SO GO AND GET YOUR BID ON THE ONE YOU WOULD LIKE TO OWN. WOW THERE ARE SOME TREMENDOUS OFFERS IN THIS AUCTION. HERE IS THE LIST OF STOCK AVAILABLE...

Hey Guess What I Am Not As Stupid As You Think. (response To My Mumms)
1st and foremost I am not an idiot. in the past 24 hours I have posted 3 mumms. And the way I was bashed was pathetic. And yet they all acted like I was the moronic one!! Let's get a few things straight. I am a democrat, but I dont always agree with the party. However this is America and I do have that right. The 1st mumm was about who was worse Clinton or Bush. Well since I hated GW when he stole the election in 2000, who the hell do you think i think was worse. My opinion is Clinton screwed his intern, Bush screwed the whole damn country. And some people are wanting to say that Clinton was a coward cause he left the Iraq issue to someone else to deal with. What the hell is Bush doin? He's gonna leave this fuckin mess for the next guy to clean up. My 2nd mumm was about abortion: pro life or pro choice? I am 100% pro choice always have been always will be. I personally would never have an abortion, but at the same time I wouldnt want my right to taken away from me by my gover

Encounter Of Silent Bliss
"An Encounter of Silent Bliss" the door opens ever so slowly revealing the most amazing man I have ever seen. With his finger to his lips he shhhhh's me and with the whisp of his hand, shows me in. He takes my hand and down a long corridor we walk. We enter a dark room lit only by candles. A table set with the most tantilizing fare. Fruits of every kind, color and flavors, glasses, no chalis's filled with beautiful drinks. The smell of the room is heavenly. I am about to exclaim my delight when his finger again comes up and presses my lips for silence. Seemingly strange but his actions are beginning to arouse me. He serves me a small plate containing a bit of everything and then offers with a gesture a drink of my choice. He leads me through a doorway to another candlelit room. Here there are chairs and love seats and in the far corner, barely visible a large satin covered bed. A few sips of my drink stir the heat that is rising inside me. He motions for me to come to him where he

Never Piss Off A Trucker..
NEVER PISS OFF A TRUCKER This fine upstanding member of the infamous 18th Street LA gang decided one day that he would try to car-jack a semi truck at gun point . The gangster jumped up on the driver side, while the truck was in motion, and stuck a gun in the drivers face. The only problem was that the truck driver opened up the door and knocked the attempted thief off. He lost his balance and fell under the wheels of the truck, at which time the driver slammed on his brakes, resting on top of him and decided that this was the perfect time to whip out his Fuji Disposable camera... Didn't look real until you see the third picture. Pictures scroll down Darn, hate to waste a good beer! NOW THAT HAD TO HURT! The driver was just "detaining" him until the police arrived

Why?!
so i was wondering..why is it so effing hard to find a DECENT man in this effin state!? why cant i find a man that will treat me right..who wont use me nor lie to me nor play me like im some retard?!?!?! *and yes motherfucker i KNOW u lied to me many upon many of times!! u know who u r!* UGH!!! not saying i'm looking here but for god sakes, isnt there a normal, decent, loving, kind hearted, non using guy out there???? im not a bad person and do NOT deserve to be used and abused like that. ugh!! :(

Frozen In Time.
This is so weird but interesting ... This is a prank on a 'grand' scale. Over 200 people gathered at Grand Central Station in New York to pull off a 'frozen in place' act. The on looking travelers who weren't part of the act were mystified as to what was going on. Can you imagine? http://www.maniacworld.com/frozen-in-grand-central-station.html

100k To Godmother!!!!!!!!!! Tysm Booboo & All Of The Shadow Levelers!
Do you know Huggable Lovable~Kissable Jen??? If you dont you are missing out on one of the nicest friends you can have on Fubar. Jen is always there too help whomever needs her. SHes so close too GodMothering . Lets all show her lotsa Fu-Love too help her get to GodMother today.. Thank you inadvance for helping her get too GodMother ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owner of "Firemanm88"@ fubar

A Special Word
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

I Love You !!
You're kissable and cuddly; You're lovable and sweet; You thrill me every minute, And sweep me off my feet. You're charming and disarming, Desirable and true. You inspire and impress me, And that's why I love you!

I'm Back
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY ON FUBAR,GUESS WHAT,YES I AM BACK AND I HOPE TO BE AROUND FOR A VERY LONG TIME.WILL BE GETTING MARRIED SOON,SO STOP BY MY PAGE,COMMENT,RATE ME,ADD ME,FAN ME,I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS,

Take A Chance !!
A chance encounter of the best kind - A meeting arranged by fate - Two souls have come together Two hearts can now relate. Exploring has uncovered A tender love sublime, Whose roots are strong and deep, To withstand the test of time. This much, I know within my heart, That you are meant for me; To share with me the joys of life; Throughout eternity. So now, I ask with an open heart Barring my soul to thee; Will you, dear (NAME), my soulmate Take a chance and marry me?

I'm In Another Auction .. Come Bid On Me
I'm in the Candy Shop Auction. Come Bid on Me This Time Fu-Daddy & DJ Gator are hosting it. Please Fan/Add/Rate them Both ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~DA PLAYBOY OF DA FU™~FUBAR'S 16TH PROPHET~OWNER OF DA PLAYBOY'S PLAYMATES~@ fubar $$~ÐJ~GÄ†ÖR~$$~$$ †HÈ~ÇÖÖLÈR $$@ fubar Here's My Link. Try you're Best to Own me 4 a Month!! Bought to By: USAMomma2007 {Girlfriend 2 USADaddy2007} aka **SexxyTiger** {Demon Crew Member & Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Bored.
So I start stupid fights. This was a guy that likes wrestling. Fail. ->joeyc07: I know you well enough to know you have a Peter Pan complex... and thats pretty creepy. joeyc07: yea ok god one like you know me ->joeyc07: And you never answered my question: Do you dream the Hulk touches you at night? ->joeyc07: I have this thing against guys that like to touch little boys, and you definitely seem like one of them. joeyc07: i dont know what ure problem just because someone posted a mumm u dont gotta go down their throats ->joeyc07: But I should have called you on that one. You do look like the kind that loves cock. ->joeyc07: She-males don't count dumbass. Try again. joeyc07: i get ussy and better than u or what he gets go fuck his fat white trash ass ->joeyc07: Do you dream the Hulk touches you at night? ->joeyc07: Difference between you and him? He actually gets pussy. Now go back to wrestling. joeyc07: and that guy in ure pic is an ugly fat bastard who are u if u dont l

Reality
EXCERPT FROM ROBERT ANTON WILSONS-COSMIC TRIGGER I "Reality" is a word in the English language which happens to be (a) a noun and (b) singular. Thinking in the English language (and in cognate Indo-European languages) therefore subliminally programs us to conceptualize "reality" as one block-like entity, sort of like a huge New York skyscraper, in which every part is just another "room" within the same building. This linguistic program is so pervasive that most people cannot "think" outside it at all, and when one tries to offer a different perspective they imagine one is talking gibberish. The notion that "reality" is a noun, a solid thing like a brick or a baseball bat, derives from the evolutionary fact that our nervous systems normally organize the dance of energy into such block-like "things," probably as instant bio-survival cues. Such "things," however, dissolve back into energy dances -- processes or verbs -- when the nervous system is synergized with certain drugs or t

The Pain I Have.......
ya know sometimes a person falls for someone and that person falls for you and things become more than you could ever imagine..its like you and this person are from two different worlds and yet you are the same type of pesron. you love ,you care, you hurt you cry and you need someone that is special to you that you can love and be part of and then that person is gone not of their choice or even yours! it is the choice of god......... this pain hurts sooo bad i cant stand it sometimes.. this person is and always be in my heart and mind ! ( I LOVE YOU JESSIE) RIP 2-10-08

Dying
I see the stars sparkling so bright, Within the moon kissed sky. I hear the lark so sweetly sing, Amidst the morning dawn. I smell the flower full in bloom, And see their royal pomp. And yet some place so deep within, I'm shrouded and I'm closed. The brilliance there I can't see, In mists of misery. Enshrined inside, unable thus, To touch the warmth without. I gaze upon this passion spent, And yet . . . Inside I die.

Racism In Our Children's Schools
Racism in our children's schools Well on Thursday March 27 th my daughter supposedly fell off a swing at school backwards. She ended up with only scraps on the top of her forehead with no other marks on her. This is a cover up story, that she made up. She has been bullied viciously at her school since the moment she started. We only moved here a little over a year and half ago. I found that she has been shoved into the gravel and when she told her teacher she was told, "Oh well." Then another time she was choked and when she told the recess supervising adult about it, nothing was done. It wasn't until the child that has done all that finally had to do this kind of behavior to several other kids did the school finally do something. Direct quote from the principal, "He was segregated from the general population and now is being slowly re-introduced to everyone again." She tried to laugh it off!! This is the same principal that took my daughter and two other kids out of

Attn: Needing Djs
NEW NEW NEW Lounge in town. Teaser's Lounge!!!!! Teasers Lounge You like to Tease? Well get your Tease on and parttyyyy on with us! We are looking for staff but mainly DJ's or streaming music. Please help if you can! Be apart of an amazing crew and staff @ Teaser's! :) UrDreamGirl - OWNER OF Teasers

Poem Of Love
this is a poem my niece sent to me before she passed away of the love she had for the man of her life. bryan i want you to take this and keep it. she loved you so much and she will always be with you. Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Christmas For A Soldier
Twas the night before christmas He lived all alone In a one bedroom house Made of plaster and stone I had come down the chimney With presents to give And to see just who In this home did live I looked all about A strange sight i did see No tinsel, no presents Not even a tree No stockings by mantle Just boots filled with sand On the wall hung pictures Of far away lands With medals and badges Awards of all kinds A sober thought Came through my mind For this house was different It was dark and dreary I found the home of a soldier Once I could see clearly The soldier lay sleeping Silent, alone Curled up on the floor In this one bedroom home The face was so gentle The room in such disorder Not how I pictured A untied states soldier Was this the hero Of whom I'd just read Curled up on a poncho The floor for a bed I realized the families That I saw this night Owed their lives to these soldiers Who were willing to fight Soon round

Fu Friends
What am i suppuse to do Iam lost confused What did i do wrong I feel alone iam just so wrong Really did i do something wrong I hate to sat it but sometimes I feel like leaving this earth WHAT AM I SUPPOUSE TO DO

To My Fu Family..
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Why Big P
Why me Big P What I do I try to help I try to give my love I try everything But i guess i messed up It my fault Its my fault you down Its my fault you want talk Well i will just have ta walk this road alone But just know that i tried But i guess it just want right

Need Help
i usually do this but i dont have any ideas but this one ,i know i help alot of you out in the past now i need your help with this i need to level up and if guys help i be thank for .my goal is 281,552 i cant do anything else until i level up and send all your friends to fan ,add, rate me . thank you wade aka waderino

Shyte
Life is growing never changing. Nothing stays the same. Happiness is just a game everyone wishes they had. Joy and tears are all I can feel, yet they come instride. Why does it hurt so much to want to be, why do I feel this pain. To want so much to be a me that I can only see. To have someone really see me is just a joke. For you see if you see me you are seeing a ghost. A shell of someone who once lead of life of happiness and love. Who now leads a life of tears and fears. Will I have the precious life I once had though I deserved, or am I doomed to this utter dispear. To live my life of only halves and stares. To be hole and be so free it’s all just a dream. Ok so my poetry sucks but you know what I figured out the funk that I am in and I am feeling so much more myself since realizing that I am me and me alone and no one can complete me but me and it doesn’t help that I lost my little girl 5 years ago this week!!! It creeps up on you and just hits you that when

Job Search
I have been looking and to find a job here in SC and don't have any luck. Most jobs I apply for they tell me I am overqualified, the jobs I want I can't get because of my ex ruining our credit before we divorced. If there is anyone out there from the Spartanburg, SC area and know of a job, please let me know. I would really appreciate it. Thanks for listening to me babble. Trish

Secrets
Secrets kept, held, in our heart, where they dwell, secrets of love, secrets of life, secrets of grief, secrets of strife, secrets are given, secrets are told, to someone you trust, for them to hold, secrets are hidden, away from the light, inside you they shine, like stars in the night, secrets of anger, secrets of madness, secrets of tears, secrets of sadness, secrets are whispered, again and again, secrets they cause us, oh so much pain, yet still we hold them, deep down inside, left in our hearts, thats where they'll hide.

I Got Your Back
as many people know from meeting me on the various blog sites i am on and becoming friends with me through msn myspace im and aim they know i am a very altruistic person i am always very happy and very eager to be able to talk to any of them but as i have exhibited before i am also very passionate in the words that i use even with couples that i meet (mostly the female counter parts). see when i make a friend i get to know them and we always have a good time and we always end up talking and laughing and having fun together. i always end up "falling’ for my friends in a purely plutonic way i somewhat develope feelings for them which for some people can come off as too strong and they think i am being too flirtatious or strong and that usually gets me banned from there lives and i never hear from them again. i am not really "apologizing" for being so "loving" or "amorous" i will never apologize for being me i just want everyone to know that if i ever do sound to passionate or "amorous" o

New Aim Screen Name
Hey people! I've just made a new AIM screen name. I'll still be using SecksiVenusFly, but I'll be on my new one more. My new name is TastesLikeCondom. Dorky. I know. Love yous! ~ Morbid ¢¾¢¾

The Perfect Place
It's shallow depths that scrape your skin, yet, not enough to harm you. And, floating dreams of some odd sort; the beauty in surrounding wind. It's perfection in delightful ways - sketching figures in such calm, cool waters. And, no sounds can be heard, but the movement against sparkling ice. The sun sets - so delicious in it's own way, like a burning fire over this wondrous glazed earth. The darkness settles, but no fears seem to arise - the perfect place for the most imperfect person. - - - And, I still feel here at home - inside and out, the wonderful peace surrounding my being . . . as if no problems belong to me, nor this earth; . . . If only it were true, my perfect utopia.

Penning
Each and every time I pick up my pen thoughts flow to places I have never been my thoughts through my pen can go anywhere as I can go here and I can go there. The ink flowing from my pen to words I create and when I am done there is no debate there are many who actually await for the next set of words I will create. My talent is created in the form of words they will touch both your ears and your heart so if you want to enjoy and feel my words you must open and let them into your heart. So please encourage me to pick up my pen and I will take you to wonderful places again hopefully my words will touch your heart and with that thought, Now I Must Part...

Fake By Jd
..ask her for a salute and she cuts you, pics stolen from a party girl site or something, messes with people and their lounges too, check that family, usual suspects of fake, stupid and drama. lol Repost. DJ YumYum~Owner Of THE HOT SPOT~Owned By Beagle& Dave@ fubar And of course.. Some stuff to think about and pass along to others around here that I blogged about... click to check it out... Some stuff to think about bought to you by: Johnnydevil@ fubar

Life Is Common Reality
life is a common reality between all things it's me,you,rocks,trees,animals,insects but the quest in life is of the most importance if you give up on life does that make you weak, perhaps but that isn't the point, the way i figure is everything gives up on life in one way or the other. i have been told i was wrong maybe i am, one will never know truely. i have always said that conflict is life so it always made complete sence to define myself through conflict, thats what i have lived by from so many years now. but now it seems as though my thoughts have started to change, between you and me i could give a fuck were i go from here, i am just here for the ride, the ups and downs, it's all the same to me now.i have had it with everything in life love,happyness,sadness,friends,enemys. who the fuck cares anymore,"not i" said the cat. so where do i go from here who knows, who cares, "not i" said the cat, "NOT I" said the cat

Personal Morality
I will not try to enforce my sense of right and wrong...my morality...on anyone. That doesn't mean I'll accept people for who they are...I can be just as judgmental as the next guy. All it means is that if I don't agree with you, I'll either avoid the subject or I'll avoid you. To me, that's fair. You get to peacefully maintain your beliefs, and I'll maintain mine. Now, there are social norms that must always be maintained; you can't just rape, murder, pillage, steal, etc. because it's within your moral code. No one has the right to randomly cause harm to others. But there are other topics that seem to always have intense ideas attached to them. Specifically, the subject of sex. Some people find nothing wrong with casual sex (I'm one of them). They attach love and emotion to other parts of relationships, so sex is an open playground. Others, however, attach emotion to the physical act of sex. That's understandable, especially with closeness that has to occur for sex to h

A New Toadies Album?! Could It Be True?!
Some pirated Toadies videos surfaced, making it appear that Toadies are back in the studio recording another album. This fuels rumors that have been surfacing all over the internet. If these rumors are true, than I am beyond excited. I want to hear what my fellow Toadies fans think about it. What do you say? If you haven’t seen the videos, here are links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsLYaLwzOtA and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1C4xtqfKBM If you are not familiar with Toadies, ten please check them out. http://www.myspace.com/toadies

2 1/2 Years Cancer Free
Tomorrow is the second to last test in Spanish, I can't wait to get it over with. Also, tomorrow is supposed to be sunny and 65. I pumped up my tires and played with the gears... its time to start riding outside. I have a good 8 mile course planned out, lots of hills and all of that. Its hard to describe how it feels to be riding, its like when I used to put on my uniform with the Army. You put the gear on and you're not yourself anymore, you're part of something bigger... you become a symbol. 2 and a half years after cancer and I'm still here. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon...

My Interpretation
My interpretation of love Is to crace something that's so far away Such as the perfect man That will come home to you everyday Or a female that will be real And always stay true So my interpretation of love Is a lust that is stretched by what we do Love is imaginary at the begining Then reality slaps you in the end Love is disquised as that one person That pretends to be your best friend So to me love can only last so long A couple weeks, months, or years Then it's all the sudden gone And you're the one left in tears So i can't say i believe in love But i do believe in lust Because it's the one thing That we can always trust It will be there physically and even emotionally too So think of a persons lust The next time they say "I Love You"

This Is What I Want
Give me passion, give me heat. I want to feel you next to me. I want love, I need fire. Are you the one that I desire? I can’t breathe when you talk to me... I’m going out of my mind. I’ve looked at love from both sides now From give and take, and still somehow It’s loves illusions I recall I really don’t know love at all... Show me. Hold me. Touch me. Kiss me. I pray you never let me go. Be my happily ever after. Your name must be written on the clouds, Everywhere I look you are found. Can you find your happiness with me Am I the girl in you dreams All it takes is one step.... Let’s dream together tonight.

Back For More
Ok so in the past few days I have had 2 guys that I used to mess around with get my attention again. Why is it that when guys break up or get broken up with they go back to their old flings? I wasn't good enough to date but I was just good enough to fuck! I don't want to be there for someone to come too when they are horny, I am better then that. I can make someone happy but haven't been able to do that yet, no one wants to give me that chance to do so. I don't know why not, I like to spoil my guy. I don't have alot of time to spend with them which I know most guys like because they want a boys night out and not always be with thier girl. Well I am just annoyed that I am just good for sex and nothing more. If you read this and you are someone that is back for more I hope you take this and think about it.

Cat Lover Or Not, This Is Hysterical!
MEEEE OWIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. "Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it." "You know

Green Aliens Are Made Of Money
Love is such a powerful word. Tearing down walls to get to my heart and in just an instant love can break my heart into millions of pieces. On the outside I'm so secure, I've got it all together and I know exactly what I want. On the inside I'm lost and lonely, crying myself to sleep, I listen and speak vulgar languages trying to deny my own self. Looking in the mirror I see every scar, the flaws jump out at me, my eyes crooked, my nose too big, they say theres a surgery for that but I'm not made of money or else I'd be green, like some little alien. It seems to me that while I lust for this one in particular guy the one I really want comes home soon. He's been away in a war, now he's coming home, it's not love, but rather a lust of how much I can see myself jumping in his arms, being with him, just talking with him about everything. My current boyfriend would kill me, he's overly jealous, accused me of cheating on him when I gave my stepbrother a hug, hates it when I han

I Never Understand
It is so amazing what you can do for people. And then see how ungrateful they are. They dont care about you at all. Not all men but some are so evil that they dont even realize it. And women, i wont even start on that. Women are just crazy as hell even we dont know what we want half the time. I just wish that some men would just open their eyes enough to see what is right in front of them. Because alot of times they dont see that they really have a good women, and in this day and age is very hard to find. And us women are so stupid when we have a great guy we dont trust them. Understand both sexes is very mind blowing. But to understand the mind of men and their hearts will be the hardest thing to find out. When someone comes into your life trust your gut feeling for once and see what happens.

Hello Troop Supporters
My hubby made it to kuwait about 2 1/2 weeks ago. He will be going to iraq to where he is suppose to be at soon. i was just hoping for all the prayers for him and his unit to make it back home safe and sound.. I love my hubby and i am very proud of him and all the other troops that are over there.. I support my hubby 100% and ofcourse all the other units overthere too... well that is all i have to say i am asking because i have alot going on in my life and prayers help out alot

Native Prayer
I prayed for the tears to stop,He sent me a rainbow,,I prayed for the night mares to stop ,He sent me a sunrise,,I prayed for my world to stop,,He sent me faith,,I prayed for the pain to stop,,He sent me strength,,I prayed for the fear to stop,,He sent me courage,I prayed for the loneliness to stop,,He sent me you.

My Grandson Is Finally Here!!
My grandson Adin Michael finally arrived 3/31/08 at 1:31am. He weighed in at 7.09 and was 20 1/4 inches long. Baby and mom are doing fine. I however am exhausted and will still be MIA a few more days as I still have to bring Adin and his mommy home in the next 48 hours and get them settled in.

No Air, No Air, No Air...
MyHotComments I often have a difficult time expressing how I feel about the love of my life. If you're reading this, then you've come across my page a few times, and that means that you know that my heart and soul completely belongs to Jimm {AKA Mr Hott}. There are so many people in the world who are looking for love. Some people are just looking for love wherever they can find it. On the internet, in a bar, in a bottle, and various other ways. I have to be honest, I was NOT one of those people. I lost my husband to cancer January 22, 2007. I honestly never really thought I could or would want to love again. Then one night, right here on Fubar, someone on my friends list status changed. That person was having a bad night. I sent them a message to encourage them. That person was Jimm. He and I began to talk...and when I say talk, I mean for hours on end! We talked on Fubar, messenger and on the phone. Before I knew what was happening, I had fallen head over heels in lo

Cancer Sucks!!!
One day my family and I were at home here in the Inland Empire. The sun was bright, even a little bit blinding and nice an warm out. Earlier it had been cool and cloudy that morning, in a few hours, the day had changed dramatically; we were in a beautiful hot, SUNNY SOUTHER CALIFORNIA summer day. Minutes later, standing in the family room at my home, suddenly, the whole atmosphere changed. A huge wind came up out of nowhere, trees were being tossed every which way as the wind howled crazily down the hillside and blowing in a sudden rage around the houses. Leaves blew furiously high into the air, in every mixed up direction. I’d never seen anything like. And my huge sunbrella on the front veranda and blown down and into the front yard. In ten minutes it was over. As suddenly as it started, the trees stopped moving, the leaves fell to the earth, everything became quiet – and that beautiful, Southern California summer resumed as if nothing had happened. This is breast cancer,

Is The Third Time The Charm?
Will the third time be the charm???? You got it ~BABS~ is hosting a Happy Hour!!!! 8pm Fu-Time Wed. April 2nd!! So save your 11's until then and help this wonderful kind giving woman ROCK THE FU!!!!! Come on y'all she's my best friend on here as well as one of my owners she has helped me and so many others so much all I'm asking is for you to go and show her some love during her Happy Hour! ~BABS~ "FU-KING"

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The room is cold and dark I sit and think A fever grows inside me My blood boils with thoughts of my wish A want to have you by my side I am ill . . . Outside, it’s raining ice . . . A coldness grows and a chill blows through my bones The warmth I felt inside my heart is gone My veins are icing too The darkness that was comfort grows in to unknown A want and yearning grows . . . for you . . . To feel you Your warmth Your touch Your breath Your kiss . . . The moisture of your lips Your caress upon my breast The heat of our bodies as they entwine All but memories of pastimes, dreams, and wishful thoughts Nothing tangible or real Nothing I can truly hold To feel you Hold you Kiss your lips . . . In more than just my thoughts My mind, my heart, my spirit . . . They hold you as my own But will I ever truly hold you once . . . Just once in my arms? Will you ever truly be mine . . . in every way? The darkness, once my comfort . . . Now a re

Remembering 4/26/04
OK all...this is what came to mind today so here I go. Most of you on fubar, were not part of my life to see this happen. BUT - On April 26, 2004, my life changed forever. I was traveling down Dixie Highway in Florence. This was at 4:15pm on a spring day. I cannot remember where I was going, only that I was outside of a grocery store. I approached, and stopped to cross the exit of the store. As I did so, a pickup truck came into view, and just then...the unthinkable. I was hit. The truck's driver did not see me cross in front of him, and he hit me, wedging my wheelchair (WITH ME STILL STRAPPED INTO IT), under his truck and proceeding to drag me 15 feet or more down the roadway. This was the resulting damage to my wheelchair: Yes folks...this is what happens when you're hit by something large, and it catches you underneath. I was not seriously injured. Thank God for that. Most people, that hit would have certainly been devastating. God was certainly with me on that date.

358am 4/1/08
so yah....its my favorite day of the year......JUST KIDDING... no...really...it is..... so n e way.... theres nothing i want more than to go out this year and do everything i want......and i will.... no matter wtf!... so im on a mission to do so much crap..... my birthday is on friday...ill be 29..... so the big 30 is coming soon...... so i have to do some crazy shit this year.... blah!... april fools is the fukn best day...so expect some foolish shit from me 2day!

Never Mattered
I NEVER MATTERED TO YOU NE WAY.. WHAT DO U CARE IF IM DEAD OR ALIVE.... I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU ... UVE KILLED ME INSIDE THERE IS NO MORE REASON TO GO BOUT MY LIFE.... U CANT UNDO WHAT UVE DONE... SO ILL SIT HERE AND CUT AND CUT AND CUT... TILL THE BLOOD IS POURING DOWN MY FINGERTIPS ON TO UR PICTURE ON THE FLOOR... WILL I EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH

Prayers And More For ~michelle~
Once and a while... Life gives you the opportunity to meet someone amazing... some one who inspires you, someone who amazes you... One such person in my life is my friend Michelle. She is facing things in her life that I can not image what my own reaction would be. However, she has not given up or given in. She fights, she prays, and she hopes. She dreams of the day when all will be finished and life can return to normal. I ask that you help her please. Click the link below and check it out. Help her in anyway that you can... Just click this link to go to Michelle's Webpage! I Look Up At The Moon I look up at the moon As stars twinkle with delight But the sun it won’t be shining In my heart tonight I’m so alone and so afraid I’m not sure what to do I feel my heart is sinking I can feel it falling through My head it feels so heavy And my eyes are wept with pain I don’t think I will ever Learn to smile again The pain is swirling in

Hes Still In My Head.........
so a few weeks ago i met this guy online. we talked off and on for a while and this last week it been awesome. i have been on cloud nine all week. i know theres this stuff with online crap and fu wedding and stuff like this. but i believe that this could BE THE guy i want to be with forever. am i crazy for this? hes so smart, so sexy, the biggest sweetheart i have ever met! hes everything i am looking for. and my god he beautiful! its so crazy i find myself not being able to think cause i just sit there and think and think about him and his smile and what is would be like to kiss his lips. and i have never had anything like this happen to me before EVER! i graduate from college in a month and i am seriously going to touch him in person! so how many people think i am crazy? hazel= crazy ima out bye guys

[april Is The Cruelest Month]
I've never been happier to see the ten of swords. Hahahaha.... ... my favorite flowers are still chrysanthemums by the way. More midterms, and concluding papers. More waiting. More waiting. More insomnia. Jesus, I hope I'm productive and sane soon. Anyway, my response to the wise man Stan is "Nifty Answer, sorry I asked."

Have You Ever...
Have you ever found a friend That makes your heart glow Someone who is wonderful You feel honored to know Someone to laugh with perhaps even to cry Someone whom you love no matter what they do Someone who looks up to you when you don't know why Someone who just seems to understand you Someone that you think of day and night Someone you pray for as you go to bed Someone who shows up when the time is just right Thoughts of them are always in your head Someone who shares with you all your ups and downs Someone who appears when ever there is a need Someone you share smiles with replacing all your frowns Surely you must know, God planted that seed These seeds God has planted here on earth Were planted deeply in our friend's heart They cannot be measured by earthly worth Only by God's values placed here from the start Value those friendships, honor their decisions Respect their feelings, never make demands Never try to make their dreams y

My Hate Is My Fuel
I have fucking snapped. I just dont give a fuck anymore. Everyone has turned on me. Even those that have claimed to love me betray me. I just dont have any emotions left anymore, with the exception of hate. "We are the Hate Breed" is taking a life of its own with in me. Its no longer a catchy slogan, its now who i am. I hate, and I dont think that there is a way back for me. Dont try and save me, because I dont want to be saved. Besides you will just turn on me eventually, just like everyone else. What is Hate...ME

You Can Get A Free Autographed Copy Of Peter Britt's Cd!!!!
I am giving away a FREE Peter Britt CD with every hardcover copy of my book "All That I Am, I Think!" in April. Why? Because I want to get my book known. So why not help get it to the best seller level, it's going there. Be sure to order your book from the link BELOW the photo or I won't get your book order and your book will not be autograhed. I won't even know it was ordered. I think you will love the book, and the CD. Read some excerpts from the book below the links. Thanks very much for reading this. Now go get your book and FREE CD! Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt EXCERPTS "A quote of the heart from Peter Britt"

In The Mist Of The Morning
Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray. Surrounding me taking me into its arms. Calling, beckoning, whispering softly it calls to me draws me near. Telling me I have nothing to fear I follow, listening, feeling. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray calling me. I feel a presence with me. Reaching out my hand, touching, grasping, warmth and comfort fill my being. And I know with out seeing I have felt love. Through the mists you reached for me, and guided my steps to thee. Love filled our hearts, and our souls became one. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray surrounding us.

Brave One
Another Jodie Foster movie that comes out rocking. Jodie Foster plays a radio host, who is engaged to a doctor. Of course they're incredibly happy, and leading the perfect lifestyle in I believe New York. Then they take their dog for a walk, and the life is ruined. Who knew that thugs hung out in a dark viaduct in New Your. They found out the hard way though! The rest of the movie deals with how she is coping with the attack. Thats right, Jodie Foster does Death Wish. I know what you're saying, the great Charles Bronson did it already, and I'm a fan, but they do it justice. Jodie Foster does her usual stellar job acting. She is probably my favorite actress. And playing a victim who fights back is her specialty. And she looks great still. Women half her age should hope to look that good. Another fine job was done by Terrance Howard. He plays a detective who befriends her, not knowing that she's keeping him busy. He's a detective who cares on a human level,

C'moooooooooooon!! Spank Her With The Rates!!!!
We have another GodMother in the making here...I am asking for help getting there...She has been working extremely hard & returns the love!! Let's have her GodMother before the day is over, so we can add her to the evergrowing list!! Only 224,994 left..& dropping......help me spank her with rates!!!! ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar Tell her Mysticfairy sent ya!! LMAO...she is going to get tired of me promoting her....so go HELP her soooooooooooooon!!!!

A Blog Question On Leveling
Hello Everyone, I have recently noticed a profile that was made in the last two days from when I viewed it. And some how this female was a at a high level of 21 , 22 or something like that. How do you get to such a high level in just two day ?

Inside A Girls Head
: When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and doesnt want to show she still cares ____________________________________ When a girl makes a fool out of herself on purpose She just wants to see you smile _______________________________________ When A girl says "I promise" She means it with all her heart ___________________________________________ When A Girl cant look you in the eye Its because she's afraid that you don't feel the same way as she does ____________________________________________ When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile =) ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug She will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into e

Fu Femme Fetale Contest
This is my brain child, to have a little fun, allow me to be creative, and do something for others. One thing I notice, as I peruse the site, is the many girl groups like Dream Girlz (that I help recruit for), The Ultimate Bad Girls Club, Badazz Vixens, etc. The list goes on and on. So, I thought I'd hold a rates only contest to see who Fu votes as the sexiest Females on the site. The girl clubs could compete against each other, I wonder which group would have the most Fatales?... This should be fun! However, If you weren't aware, many guys on Fubar think its lame that contests are popularity based. How can some of them win the sexiest Fu award when they are clearly not sexier than one of the other contestants? Well, we will remedy that... This will be the first TRUE contest, based on the votes from the esteemed panel of judges, and then who Fu rates the most. These are examples of the type of pics the winner would receive featuring Fu Femme Fatale Cover Gi

Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. ♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥ Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. ♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥ Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. ♥.·:*¨¨*:·.♥.·:*¨¨*:·.

Given To Me A Long Time Ago!!
I never dreamed that love could be What our love has become I'm not sure where it began But I do know that it will never end It is more than a feeling or just words It is a heart change that changed who I am and who I will become Your love completes me

Master & Slave
A World Of Absolutes By Jack Peacock The world around us is one of situational ethics and malleable values. Everything is relative to the moment. The professed standards for today are compromised tomorrow for the sake of expediency. Some people thrive in an environment like that, while others feel as if cast adrift, struggling to stay afloat by clinging to a few straws of consistency. Some of us find those straws in a Master-slave relationship. An M-s lifestyle is one of absolutes. One's role in life is precisely defined. Obligations and privileges are spelled out in unambiguous terms. Two people enter into a partnership where one will take the lead, and the other will follow in support. There are no vacations, no time outs, no reversal of positions. Laws and rights are irrelevant; no outside agency dictates how they will live. The structure of their lives together is based on the trust, and faith, each one has in the other. A Master leads. Not just when it's easy or fun.

Finding Love.....
Im wondering if it is at all possible. For once I would love to meet a guy who makes me his everything instead of putting stupid shit before me. Every relationship I have had I have made my guy number 1, he's my king and yet I always end up getting the shitty end of the relationship. Sometimes I dont understand what I do wrong. I mean what do I do that sends them to go cheat? What do I do that pisses them off?? The major problem is no communication.... I love to talk about anything and everything with my guy...To me doing that is strengthening your bond. I also think a good argument is healthy. Im mexican and when i argue, I argue lol. Maybe thats an issue that can cause problems in a relationship.... I wanna find that guy that has my fire and passion...who will want to argue and scream at one another until our feelings are put on the table and then have the most incredible, hottest makeup sex....thats what its about right? I want laughter, random hugs and kisses, someone t

Loosing You
Loosing You Twisting and turning My gutt a deep yearnig Unsaitable hunger for The one that i adore My heart deeply aches As if it will break Tears run down my face In pain i cant erase Engulfed in my sorrow For no more tomarrows Are in our future now They slipped away somehow Lost love, gone forever Going on i try to endevor All there is that remains Of a mind gone insane From loosing you. Debra Sue Winter Copyright ©2008 Debra Sue Winter

Bothersome...
Okay..as pretty much everyone knows I've lost a considerable amount of weight in the last 22 months. I feel 100x better than I ever did. But something that really bugs me is when people tell me I was just as cute at 365 as I am at 235. It doesn't make sense to me?? At 365 lbs I was enormous, uncomfortable and had no confidence. Are people just trying to make me feel better about my past? I just don't get how its even possible. I feel I look wayyyyy better now that I ever did. I don't even know why it bugs me. Maybe its because I feel like I've done all this work for nothing. But then again, I feel better so it was necessary. Bleh.

April Fool's Day
Origin The origins of this custom are complex and a matter of much debate. It is likely a relic of the once common festivities held on the vernal equinox, which began on the 25th of March, old New Year's Day, and ended on the 2nd of April. Though the 1st of April appears to have been observed as a general festival in Great Britain in antiquity, it was apparently not until the beginning of the 18th century that the making of April-fools was a common custom. In Scotland the custom was known as "hunting the gowk," i.e. the cuckoo, and April-fools were "April-gowks," the cuckoo being a term of contempt, as it is in many countries. One of the earliest connections of the day with fools is Chaucer's story the Nun's Priest's Tale (c.1400), which concerns two fools and takes place "thritty dayes and two" from the beginning of March, which is April 1. The significance of this is difficult to determine. Europe may have derived its April-fooling from the French.[1] French and Dutch ref

Boy Oh Boy...shish...
I nsfw most of my posts cause I use bad language and don't wanna piss the fubar people off. You know when shit like this is getting fucking old. Well, on my way to the eye doc today and I'm going down the road...time was of an essence but decided that I would use my cruise control. MPH was 55...I was set at exactly 55, and of course, my luck with the police has been the shits. Low and behold in front of me is a police officer lol so I pass him because he is going under the speed limit. He pulls me over and tells me I did an unsafe lane change. I asked him how so? He tells me that I swerved in and out. I said Bullshit...I put my signal ...went into the next lane beside you and then put my signal again when I got further up from you. He looked at me and said he disagreed. I told him I really don't care about his disagreement...write me up and I'll see you in court, you're just pissed cause I had the audacity to pass you. He smiled and said for two cents I would have you step o

Mind Runner
Mind Runner My mind flows like rivers words hit like a blow to tha liver they get right to tha point its not tha point of gun that make grown ass men run... Its tha point that I make that says "Be easy Im not tha one Im not for fun you going need some time on this one " And just to think Im only pointing a pen writing out tha flaws and inconsistencies of these grown ass men. Lap one

The Darkness
wrote this while at work yesterday....tell me what ya think of it Darkness takes over as daylight fades away Creeeping upon my soul like death slowly killing me Self destruction takes over my mind Life slowly fading me as i walk this hell bound planet Suicide plays its dreadful music in my head like a violin Weaving his spell upon my heart, I fall ill to the devils wicked ways As daylight faded away, so did my soul, taken over by darkness and for anyone that's gonna ask...no I'm not suicidal...just something i wrote out of complete and udder boredom....

Missing You
Missing You I lay here alone in the dark moving restlessly missing you no warmth in the cold sheets do i encounter when i move no sighs do i hear or light snores sounding much like purrs of a contented giant cat curled up sleeping soundly at night my body aches for your touch the feel of our legs tangled and your hands caressing me softly my head resting against your chest and breathing your male scent. making myself crazy with want of you knowing i cant sate this need to have you, to feel you in me and against me...loving me in every way sitting up with the light on now feeling the long lonely night move slowly towards another dawn into another day of missing you 9/7/04 2 am written by Debra

It May Not Always Be So
it may not always be so; and i say that if your lips, which i have loved, should touch another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch his heart, as mine in time not far away;if on another's face your sweet hair layin such silence as i know, or such great writhing words as, uttering over much,stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;if this should be, i say if this should be--you of my heart, send me a little word;that i may go unto him, and take his hands,saying, Accept all happiness from me.Then shall i turn my face and hear one birdsing terribly afar in the lost lands EE Cummings

To My Husband
i love uuuuuuuuuuuu Cherished are the memories that Brought us to this day, For yesterday, was just a dream ... A wish to contemplate. A fantasy where in my mind, A fleeting glimpse I'd see ... A vision of the true desires I longed for endlessly. And when I dreamed, I did not know The love I'd feel today; The height of my true feelings, And the depths they would portray. And if I had one wish today, A simple wish t'would be ... Is that the love we feel this moment, Lasts eternally. Reality has merged now As you stand here by my side; And as I join your hand in mine, My heart does fill with pride. For as I pledge my love to you, I see in many ways, Reflections of my love for you Are mirrored in your gaze. And by our presence here today, And for the love we share, I thank you for our yesterdays That brought us to be here. But more than this, I vow to you, My wishes yet to come ... Tomorrow's dreams and fantasies, This day that we are one.

Love @ First Site
Is there such a thing as love at first sight? That's the question I used to ask Until I laid eyes on you. How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger, a passerby? Love has no limits, no color, no time. That's when I realized I had fallen in love - Love at first sight.

These Fu's R The Bomb!
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Trust Me!
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

A Classic - The Baby Surrogate
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No

Flowers And Honey
i hear you when i fall asleep and i hear you when i wake i see you in the night in dreams images of you i dont want to shake i see you smiling up at me i feel the warmth inside the feelings in my heart inspired the love radiating from your eyes

Lights
Turn the lights down low Something you got to see babe Got to let you know All thats here is me Say you want to go So we can both break free So when the lights are low You will always know That I will be here For you and me

Poem By Me - Being
I look at everything around me yet i am blind I write about feelings that i will never find I like a dream hit me harder i cant feel everythings not what it seems who are we to deside whats real just bcz you can see it, feel it, taste it doesnt mean its real we could wake up one day and it will all be just a bad dream or we could find out we just waisted 10 years just being not realli seeing never feeling just being

God Is Confusing
Quote: I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved. - Genesis 32:30 No man hath seen God at any time. - John 1:18 I saw god once. He was wearing a funny hat and eating mashed potatoes. Quote: Happy is the man that findeth wisdom, and the man that getteth understanding. - Proverbs 3:13 For in much wisdom is much grief; and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. - Ecclesiastes 1:18 Because ignorance is bliss, except when its not Quote: The Lord is good to all. - Psalm 145:6 I make peace and create evil. I the Lord do all these things. - Isaiah 45:7 God is nice to everyone, except the people he doesn't like Quote: ... for I am merciful, saith the Lord, and I will not keep anger forever. - Jeremiah 3:12 Ye have kindled a fire in mine anger, which shall burn forever. - Jeremiah 17:4 And with god, forever really does mean

Beat Me Baby, Beat Me Hard!
Beat aka rate my auction pic plz That would be highly appreciated http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1037376&albumid=942232&i=4282206059 if you msg me and tell me you did I'll send a couple 11's your way =)

My New Owner Milf
WOW WHAT A MILF COME ON CHECK OUT MY NEWEST OWNER RATE /FAN /ADD ..YOU KNOW YOU WANNA AND YOU WONT REGRET IT I'm the MILF you've always dreamed of¢¾Fu-Owned by LoLoCrawler and Owner of Be1tinme@ fubarWant one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash

Open Our Eyes, Lord
“In the beginning…” are the first three words of Genesis 1:1 in the Bible. There is something very relevant that probably 99.9% of us don’t even think about in our daily lives. What do these words mean to us Biblically? I heard an instructor once ask his class of Bible students this question and it was like ‘pulling teeth’ to get an answer from them. How difficult is it for you to answer? Are you thinking you need more to go with it before you can answer the question? Something happened here before “God created.” Does that kind of thinking mean we are ‘lacking’ in our understanding of God’s word? Does it mean we are ‘missing’ something when we read the Bible? Does it mean we aren’t ‘seeing’ with our eyes and ‘hearing’ with our ears? What is the answer to our question? “In the beginning…” tells us two things: the first tells us, if there is a beginning, there must be an end. The second tells us ‘time’ has been instituted and is now a part of the universe. If you are

The Cruelest Prank Of All
So, I've been sick. Not the puking, feverish sick I was last week. The kind of sick that has had me writhing in pain and running to the bathroom so often I should have just camped out my bathtub. I've been occupying myself with Monty Python, "the innernets", books in between trips to the loo. Yesterday I seriously started to wonder what the hell was actually being expelled from my body considering I hadn't eaten in two days. Every time I went I was scared I would find a kidney or something in the toilet bowl. It's puzzling and quite illogical. Is the flu male, perhaps? It's really been awful. On top of everything, I haven't been sleeping. That's been a problem for quite awhile now, though, so I don't hold the flu responsible. I've had a crazy head as well as crazy bowels. Aren't I a lucky girl!? Anyway, when I woke up this morning (yay for FINALLY getting a bit of sleep) I had not one little twinge in the mysterious area that compiles my abdomenical (I don't think that's a real

Whats New With Me
workmans comp is the biggest joke i have ever had the displesure of dealing with!!!! I have been screwed over six ways to sunday . just looking for a little love to help get me through this mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pain
PAIN IS SOMETHIN THAT I CANT SEEM 2 GET TOGO AWAY... IM HURT N SCREAMIN INSIDE N OUT I JUST WISH SOMEONE WOULD HELP ME OUT I CANT STAND THIS LIFE N THIS PAIN THAT SURROUNDS ME I CANT WIN IF LIFE WAS A WINNING GAME IM ALWAYS LOSIN THANGS OR PPL CLOSE 2 MY HEART THE FEELINS I ONCE HAD OF THANGS SO GREAT R FALLIN I CANT TAKE THIS NO MORE ONCE I HAD HAPPY THOUGHTS NOW I DONT THOSE THOUGHTS HAVE FADED INTO NOTHIN BUT DARK CLOUDS THE PPL THAT ONCE BROUGHT ME UP LIFTED ME HIGH R THE SAME ONCE THAT NOW GIVE ME PAIN I JUST WISH IT WOULD END PLEASE SOMEONE TAKE THIS ALL ALWAY IM SICK OF THIS PAIN PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY

My Brother...
My brother has been in Iraq now for about 6 months, he's been really down lately. I think he could use some support. My family does a lot for him. We talk to him as much as we can, and send him tons...But I thought maybe if he knew other people were also out there praying and thinking of him it might help...If anyone is interested in maybe writing him a letter or anything let me know! I'll gladly give you his address!

Graduating
Well I've finally finished school, and now have my degree in medical assistanting. I'm excited in a way but worried about being able to get into my field being that I live in a smaller community that everyone in the medical field knows everyone else. It makes things really hard when I don't know anyone previously in the medical field to help get my foot in the door. I'd love to hear from ne one with ne advise cuz I'm struggling to stay upbeat with no hits on my resume. I'm a happy aunt though I now have a beautiful niece!!

Damn
Finally landed an art gig that pays pretty well. Currently just kickn back and doing t-shirt designs but if all goes well then ill be looking at my own gallery showing inside of 3 months. heres hop'n kiddies.

~*~ Ain't Love Grand~*~ Trois (3)
Images Of You Inside Me by Blackwidow i saw my reflection in the mirror on the wall*and as i walked away*i felt the tears begin to fall*it seems like everytime time i try*to get you off my mind*everywhere i look your face i find*in the depths of my secret*i am aching down inside*but still i try*to run away and hide~there are images of you inside me~they will never leave~still i try to move on*but you are not gone~you are in my very soul~never to leave me alone~i tell you to take your love away~but you stay~why do i still love thee~all i see~ are images of you inside me*never again i say*will i fall so deep in love*for then would i see*all those faces haunting me*i wonder if a piece of me stays*everytime i walked away*do you feel the same*they say that once you love someone*they become a part of you*well i guess it's true~between then and now~i have never been alone~because everywhere i turn i see~ images of you inside me

Im Havin Pc Issues...
FOR SOME REASON MY PC WONT LET ME VIEW ANY FU PAGE WITH IMAGES IN THE ADDRESS SO NO PIC RATES OR COMMENTS TILL I CAN FIGURE IT OUT SORRY!! IF U GOT ANY INPUT AS TO MAYBE WHY IM HAVIN PROBLEMS GET AT ME PLZZZZZ!!! TY MUAH LOVE U ALL DAWN

My New Address
Hello ALL: I wanted to let everyone know that I have moved, and to give you my new address. I have moved from Beggars' Alley located on Poverty Lane at the corner of Bleak and Busted Circle. As of today, I have a brand new home. My new address is: Living Well Drive in the Abundance Subdivision, located at the corner of Blessings Street and thankful Peak. You get there by taking the Praising Him Interstate, which runs North, South, East and West. No Longer will I allow myself to travel on Begging Peter to pay off Paul Route, because it's located at a dead-end intersection called: I Don't Have that crosses Borrowers' Junction. I no longer hang out at Failures' Place near Excuses Avenue, next to Procrastination Mall. I've moved on to an upscale community called Higher Heights with unlimited potential and opportunities for me to Succeed--look at me!! Please know that each day that HE awakens me, I am thankful to be a product of my new environment. All of my clo

~lynne~
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You's A A Ho
LOL..yes, I did just quote Ludacris. See, i'm pretty sure that in my former life, that's exactly what people thought of me. I am actually pretty sure that is exactly what people who remember me from a few years back still think of me. So I'm wondering if the actions in my past outweigh the actions of my present and if those actions have any say in my future. Let me back up a bit. The canvas of my sexual identity was written on before i ever had a clue it existed. From a very young age until my teenage years I was molested by a family member. As a result there was always a disconnect with me sexually between my body and my emotions. I had/have a problem placing real value on sexual acts because the first sexaul acts i was exposed to completely devalued me. Why am i on this kick? Simple visit to the doctor has reopened old wounds. So im filling out the paperwork and come to the questions about my sexual past. I normally lie, but I decided not to. Under the question ab

Some Things About Me
I am scared of worms. Terrified. It is my worst fear. I am addicted to reality TV. The Hills is my favorite. I think Lauren and Lo are really my friends, and I talk about them as if we are. I can see a color, and then be able to pick the exact same color elsewhere later. My photographic memory talent extends only to colors. My favorite color is brown. I have had six different cars. My favorite was my Jeep Wrangler. It reminds me of fun times. I have an older sister. She is five years older and lives in Austin. We are more alike than we ever thought we would be. I can't function if things are too messy. Because of this, my house is clean almost all the time. I get my feelings hurt very easily. And I always assume I am being left out on purpose. I like to wake up before everyone else in the house. I like to sit quietly and drink my coffee. I am addicted to coffee. I get a massive migraine if I lower my intake. Which reminds me, I get migraines at least once

Us/we
HELLO EVERYONE WE ARE A COUPLE WHO ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN SEEKING OUT FRIENDS. NOT FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. NOT OTHER COUPLES. NOT OTHER SINGLE MEN OR SINGLE WOMEN TO PLAY WITH. WE ARE COMPLETELY HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER. WE ALSO ARE NOT INTERESTED IN ANY NAKED PICS OF ANYONE ON HERE AND WE WILL NOT SHOW ANY NAKED PICS ON HERE. DO NOT TRY TO FIND OUT WHO WE REALLY ARE. IF WE WANT YOU TO KNOW WE WILL TELL YOU. IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN ACCEPT THESE TERMS THEN WE MAY HAVE A GREAT FRIENDSHIP DEVELOP FROM HERE. IF AT ANY TIME ANY ONE CROSSES THAT LINE WITH US THEY WILL BE REPORTED AND DELETED. ALSO DO NOT BUG US ABOUT RATING YOU, COMMENTING ON YOUR PROFILE, OR ANYTHING ELSE LIKE THAT. WE WILL DO IT AT OUR OWN LEISURE. ONE MORE THING GUYS BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE JEDI MAY BE LOGGED ON HERE AND LADIES BE CAREFUL ALSO BECAUSE MELON MAY BE LOGGED ON.

Man Of Golden Words
written by Wood and Mother Love Bone --- i want to show you something, like joy inside my heart seems I been living in the temple of the dog where would i live if I were a man of golden words or would I live at all words and music - my only tools communication so on her arrival I will set free the birds its a pretty time of year, the mountains sing aloud tell me Mr golden words hows bout the world tell me, can you tell me at all words and music - my only tools communication lets fall in love with music the driving force in our living the only international language divine glory, the expression the knees bow the tongue confesses the lord of lords, the king of kings words and music - my only tools communication

I Hate.........
I hate to see you mad I hate to see you sad It makes me feel so bad What you feel, I feel That's because our love is real I hate to see you cry To always have to wonder why? I'm sorry I sometimes do the things I do That always make you feel blue I'm sorry if I hurt you so My anger is sometimes hard to control

My Love
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Still...........
Be still my heart, you love me still. You need me still, you haunt me still. After all the years, and all the tears You calm my soul, you still my fears. Be still my heart, you love me still, You dream of me still, and always will.

Pit
THE NAME IS PIT LADIES KNOW I CAN WORK DAT CLIT WITH ENERGY THAT WOULD OUTLAST ENERGIZER AND A DICK THEY CALL THE SUPER SIZER PICK A BITCH UP ON THE TOWN TAKE HER TO THE CRIB AND LAY HER DOWN I MIGHT BE IN THE MOOD FOR A 69 OR MAYBE JUSS SOME BUMP N GRRIND BUT BEFORE ITS ALL OVER IM FLIPPIN HER FOR A LIL STYLE I CALL ROVER I LIKE A BITCH WHO CAN HOOVER A DICK DEEP THROAT THAT SHIT TILL IT MAKES HER SICK A BITCH WHO CAN WORK THEM HIPS IF I LET HER ON TOP PICK IT UP THEN TWIST AND DROP A BITCH WHO CAN MAKE THE TOES POP IF THEM TITS NOT BOUNCING AND SHAKIN THEN SHE GOT ME MISTAKEN I NEED SOMPIN JUICY AND THICK AND AINT AFRAID OF A BIG DICK SOME WOMAN SAY IM A DOG AND TREAT THEM SHADY I JUSS SAY SORRY ITS JUSS THE DOG IN ME BABY I FALL ASLEEP AND SHE FALLS IN LOVE THANK GOD I WORE THAT GLOVE I BEEN WITH EM ALL FROM SINGLE TO MARRIED TO LAME TO SO FREAKY THEY SCARE ME BUT ALL THE LADIES IN MY HOOD KNOW WHERE TO GO WHEN THE MAN THEY WITH DONT MAKE DEM JUICES FLOW

If You Had Me Locked In A Room
L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

Don't Need...
I don't need: Sympathy Jealousy Hatred Drama Love Peace Joy Caring thoughts Daydreams Secrets Faith Hope Compassion Companionship I have all this in my heart. You may think I need this and more from you to be happy but I don't. This is how I know you can't hurt me...no one can. I'm above and beyond that. I'm a strong woman and all I need above and in my heart is all I need to raise my boys to be the better man than anyone else. I thank you for thinking I need this but I don't. All the extras are just a plus in my life...

Death
Floyd Henry Suek, 67, of Great Falls, a retired pipefitter, died of lung cancer Sunday at Peace Hospice. Funeral Liturgy is 11 a.m. April 8 at St. Joseph's Catholic Church. Schnider Funeral Home is handling arrangements. Survivors include sons Brad Suek of Portland, Ore., and Ted Suek of Miles City; sisters Jean Ladner of Long Beach, Miss., Darlene Wilson of Vaughn, Connie Burchek of Bozeman and Patricia Brown of Billings; brothers Raymond Suek of Sheridan, Wyo., and David Suek of Great Falls; and one grandchild. For those that know me this is my uncle's obituary. There is a pic in my family album. He looks a lot like my father. Out of my dad's family I have lost my dad and 3 uncles. There are still 2 more uncles and then 3 aunts. Our family started out being a big one, but is slowly decreasing in the original family. I guess that is what makes losing someone so hard, but more so a favorite. Out of a family this big, you will have favorites. He was one of my favorites and I

Never Choke In The South
Never Choke in a restaurant in the South Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to! th e w oman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seen nobody do it!'

Pennsylvania
Yeah its not as fucking great as the blood hound gang tries to make it out to be in their song name after this "wondeful" common wealth. thats right their not even a fucking state their a common wealth you know what we call things that don't make sense any more? we call them pennsylvania because at least then it has some use it can really mean something. the only good that ever came from pa were a few good friends, a husband to be and wawa. and you know what i can take the husband with me when i get the fuck back outta here and the friends will still be my friends thats what visiting is all about. the only thing i can't take with me is wawa and at this point i'm ok with that because i've had enough of this state. 20 years was bad enough growing up but now after being away for a few months i'm back for at least another month because of an emergency in the family and thats fine but really you would think distance would make the heart grow founder but really all it shows you is was a tick

Update -- Grandfather In Hospital
He seems to be doing great! He’s being ornery and keeping the nurses on their toes. They found out that he didn’t break/crack anything during the fall. They did, however, suspect that he might have fractured his number one vertebrae. After some scans they found out nothing was wrong other than then typical back problems that elderly have. They also suspected that he had stomach ulcers which they did an Endoscope today and found no ulcers but they did find some stomach irrigation due to pain medications. As for his heart it looks good, now that the tests are done. He’s a strong o’ Goat. I’m so happy to hear this news. --- Talked with him tonight. He sounds great. Even excited, he cracked a joke. We couldn’t talk to him long because he is still in ICU in Flagstaff, AZ. He said he’d more than likely be flown home, on a helicopter, tomorrow or the next day. Not sure if that’s true. I was told medical helicopter flights were restricted to one-way. We’ll see

Ok To Go With The Mumm That I Posted
I have to go in and have another surgery again.... I had to have my uteris removed because I was bleeding out of it... and now I find out today that I have to go and have the ovaries removed as well. Because of the same problem. I am NOT happy about this at all because I wanted more kids. some of my friends were gracish enough to let me have the time to use their uteris so I could have another child but now I find out that I might not be able to because of my eggs have gone bad with all the blood that is in there and the cists in there are brusting and killing the eggs. I know I can adopt if I get the chance to. That is something that I might look in to doing. But anyways I just wanted to let you all know what was really going on.....

Dont Dial Area Code 809 , 284 And 876
We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beg inning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DONT DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T . DON'T DIAL AREA CODE 809 < BR> This one is being distributed all over the US This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right away. Since there are so many new area codes these days, people unknowingly return these calls. If you ca

Anyone Have Facebook??
Is anyone else having problems with Facebook? It's telling me to enable Javascript or simply to get it. I can't do anything on my facebook, except log-on. I can't get rid of application requests or click on anything. I have Javascript.. in fact, I even downloaded the latest available minutes ago to ensure that I had it. Any and all help is appreciated!

I Beleive In You
why does no one seem to understand that it's more than love i need it's so hard to keep your faith alive when nobody else believes oh i need someone there for me need someone who can see need someone to show me ohhhh, that they are there to help me fight if i fall, to set me right someone there to hold the light won't someone say i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you it's so hard to do it all yourself fighting for your dreams alone when the toy's upon the highest shelf a child's tears soon become stone oh why does no one lend a hand why does no one understand why i need to make a stand ohhhh,it's so hard to carry on when all your hope is gone all your dreams have come undone i need to hear i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you why won't someone say these words are they really so absurd? must they always go unheard? ohhhh, if someone needed the light i'd be there to help them fight if

Listen Up City Slickers !
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'dirt road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 70 goes east and west, I-55 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 combines and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in MISSOURI waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat taters & gravy, beans & cornbread. You really want sush

April Flowers
Having ended the first quarter of this year. We are 1/4 of the way through 2008. No one, absolutely no one pulled any April Fool's pranks on me. (Come on people you're slipping). I saw my first Blue Bonnets today! Blue Bonnets mind you. *sigh* Blue Bonnets. - Spring is here. Those lovely wild flowers our state weed. Um The state flower of Texas I mean to say. It made me feel good to see the Blue Bonnets blooming along the sides of the highway as we drove by today.

Holding
The other day, I laughed. But for the wrong reasons. It was an empty thing. Something unpleasant, like bad news. Or overcooked greens. My body remembered something, something it misses, much more than my heart does. Something warm, and welcome, held gently, like a whisper against the flame of a candle like some ephemearal salvation. Some familiar everyday treasure. Like a memento you forgot you're wearing. A familiar hand falls exhausted from my face. Tired from a life of Holding in that chaos that barters smiles for tears. Laughter for fear. Smoke rings for sense. Dancing conflagration for thirst. This floor level tower, this mindset cell, this barren island of anonymous hordes- Holds me by the ankle with shackles of no one, no where. No one. There is no one holding me here.

It Hurt When
YOU know why the turth hurts because. YOU lied 2 urself how much a person take knowing that they just being used. HOW much u think before the person being used is going 2 take. DONT mind how im typing this it's with pain the world full of beautiful liers that just in love with given pain. Take ur pills cause it just cover the pain. GROWEN up amdit mistakes and dont put blame on other pplz. take fault for ur own.

I Need To Say Thank U
probably nobody know it but i do u r a diamond in a friendship i thank god every day for u to be my friend i know i shocked u u didnt know what was all going on in me we talk every day i can not tell u what all is going on in my life cuz i would shock u again i dont want to shock u anymore i love u for being my friend everybody should have a friend who is like u BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD i DoNt ChAsE tHeMe I RePlAcE tHeMe@ fubar i also thank my bro for being there for me when i need him A song 4 my wife music loving brother 4 /RL /FH.. to Mizz J ...@ fubar and his wife, my sis ***MizzJ***AKA ***MIZZUS_J***R/L&FU_WIFEY_2_Musiclovingbrother4u@ fubar and not to forget my lil angel who seen already some of my feelings a lil time ago im sorry i started to put a different face on and didnt let u know bout what was really going on YOU AINT KNOW@ fubar i thank u all for being there for me no matter what i love u all

Thunder Child
Thunder Child In the little mountain valley where I had camped overnight, the swirling madness of the storm eclipsed all. The thunder echoed off the mountain peaks and swirled into the valleys, bouncing and echoing as it came towards me and seeming to grow in intensity until it at last its full volume reached my ears, and then the whole world was noise. The lightning lit up a ferocious scene, trees whipping themselves to and fro as the winds tore at their branches ripping their leaves from their anchorage and swirling them into the storm laden night, and rain pelting down harder than I had ever before seen, turning the valley floor into a thick, clinging mud, and rapidly swelling the small stream nearby. Thus was set the scene for the time of our first meeting. As the ferocity and madness of the storm increased, the sky was torn asunder by the most vicious of lightning strikes, and suddenly, she was standing before me, framed in the light of the recent lightnin

Lifes Hardest Test
She's been broken Spirit,body,and mind She cries in her coffee She cries in her wine Hiding in her house Too ashamed to tell The truth of the bruises The pain and of the hell. When they are with friends She is his adored queen When they are alone She is the dirt neath his feet For far too many years She has taken his abuse Battered and bruised She felt...what's the use. She was tired of the pain Ready to end her life Watching her last sunset She asked herself why Why did she stay? Without chains to bind Thats when she left Took back her life. She has been mended Spirit,body,and mind She enjoys life now She laughs all of the time The scars remain Although the pain is past Forever to remind her She passed lifes hardest test. R. Broyles

A Lil More About Mee.
Well i was born in seattle washington.. havent seeen my dad since i was six.. but im going to look for him soon.. oh.. ok. ive been a first hand witness to alot of harsh things. and it made me mature and grow into like a pretty cool chick lolz. addiction is nothing new to me nor is abuse.. ive seen it.. and i am pretty easy going and super easy to talk to. some more about me.. i have spent alot of time in the system. probation twice. group homes. rehab. foster homes. at 14 i ran away and was gone two months.. so yeah im pretty damn independent.. um i love animals. i hate ppl who arent nice to animals.. im quiet unless im comfortable with you.. i try to eat healthy and excercise regularly.. im highly intelligent.. not necessarily in school but in life experience.. i am respectful to you until you disrespect me.

The Singer
The Singer I stood alone in the darkening park listening to the gentle song of an unseen singer. The words seemed slow and rhythmic, almost hypnotic, and I rocked myself to and fro to the rhythm. One by one people started to fill the previously empty park, all listening to the singer. Her voice was soothing and calm and the people stood entranced. Then I noticed a beat that was accompanying the music, something like drums, but different, and as I looked downward I noticed a hundred, no, three hundred or more, feet tapping, pounding out a strong but muted beat that echoed the voice that was spreading across the otherwise silent park. I could see an old lady with tears flowing from her eyes as the singer's voice swirled around her, enwrapping her in her own emotions, and a hundred people mouthing words to a song they had surely never heard before. The once silent park was alive with rhythm, even though only the singer and the tapping of feet could be heard. It

Aha!
Finally figured out how to post a bloody blog, for crying out loud. And here it is: Not much to say, really except that I am pretty pleased with myself at this time-er, of course it was just a matter of time before I figured out which icon to press, yeah? Okay so all you who will read this, come rate me and all that stuff!

We Are What We Eat...
Good Morning… I had thought today I would write about the TV Show “Moment of Truth” No…no I do not watch it and have not watched it, the girls have at one point or another…I have just seen the commercials about it and was not at all happy. But, my focus turned to a issue happening in Georgia, A Georgia Elementary School to be exact in Waycross. This is where a group of third grade students…Girls and Boys aged 9-10 years old plotted to hurt their Teacher with a knife…You know…this is appalling…to say the least… I will not write word for word what has already been written and I will not go into the two separate videos I viewed on this where officials were interviewed and police and school personal gave their opinions of what had happened… I will let you see for yourself and deduct what you may or may not from this case…We are what we eat…I can’t say it any better then that. We are what we eat! Let me give you examples of why I say this. Producers, Directors, News Casters, News Papers Edi

When It Was Easy To Say I Love You And At Least Believe It.
I used to be the biggest sap wear my heart on my sleeve and never know better. Now everytime Iget someone good in my life I can't do the simplest thing to keep them there. I think I show how I feel and I think I am doing right by them but then it turns out I am an asshole that doesn't know how to love someone. All i really want is to be in love or at least in like and have the other person know it. Instead I come across as a pervert or an asshole that is cold and uncaring. Maybe I have been burned...a lot but I always thought I got over it I guess not. You never can love like you did when you were 15 I guess.

Going Fetal
Everyone is going fetal It's the dance the kids all feel Just get down under your desk Feels like your mama's nest Alright Everyone is going fetal It's the one thats really real You're gonna love it if you give it a try You just lay down like you're gonna die Alright Everyone is going fetal If you feel like your fate is sealed Then just get down and curl on up Just like a little helpless pup Alright Everyone is going fetal - Eels

Rules Of Contest
Rules of the contest I am hosting!! As stated at on the first bully of wanting to host the contest and trying to get people to join... Rules were as followed: NO DRAMA MUST HAVE A MIN. OF AT LEAST 20-25K IN ORDER TO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF THE FOLLOWING GIFTS, 30 DAY BLAST 4 BLING PACKS 3 MONTH VIP 50 BUX CASH NOW IF THE WINNER DOES NOT HAVE THE MIN. GOAL OF 20-25K THEN THE PRIZE WILL JUST BE 20 BUX CASH OR 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP OR 1 BLING PACKAGE THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE JOINED MY LAST CONTEST HERE ON FUBAR..... REMEMBER 1 WINNER ONLY!!! ENDS FRIDAY AT 9PM CENTRAL TIME......

Owner's Of Fubar Social Concepts
Social Concepts, Inc. Board of Advisors Jeff Skoll Founder and Chairman - Participant Productions (www.participantproductions.com) Skoll has been a leader in technology and philanthropy for many years. In 1996, Skoll joined eBay as its first President and first full-time employee, and developed the company's business plan. After helping to bring CEO Meg Whitman to the company in 1998, Skoll became the VP of Strategic Planning and Analysis at eBay and led the company's acquisition, community development and new business efforts through 2001. In the months before eBay went public in 1998, Skoll led the company's effort to give back to the community, creating the eBay Foundation through an allocation of pre-IPO shares, an innovation that inspired a wave of similar commitments nationwide. His recent honors and awards include Time Magazine's 100 People of the Year (2006), Wired Magazine's Rave Award (2006), the National Leadership Award for Commonwealth Club Silicon Valley (2004),

Hey Evey One
Im Back on fubar here and there. First I would like to thank all of my well wishers. Thankx it means the word to me that every one cares that much. Also I will be on and Off of here Im still healing and Heavily medicated so Im out of it alot of the day. I just wanted to say thank you again

The Night
The night is lit with star light. A Full moon’s glow, Adds to the light. I dance before you, With naked skin. My essence fills your manly senses. You want the sweet nectar that lies with in. My little girl eyes entice you in a special way. My hips start to sway as I come closer. My breast moving in a seductive way. I stir you in a mystical way, I mesmerize you making you stay. Your manhood rises without a touch. My charisma touches you in a profound way. You take the magic in your fingers, And press the tips upon mine. Not a word needs to be said because the enchantment has begun. Define moves Come from me, My body flows erotically. The hunger in you starts to rise, As you relish the thirst I stir in you. Absolution is what I announce, As I dance all about. I torment you in a tantalizing demenor, As you beseech me to come a little closer. Responding back I say to you, Your admiration has room to grow. Capativating you as I become yours Want me now as well

Making A Change
I have seen the way things have to be, before i could not see, who i was suppose to be. Now I know I just have to be me. I have seen the rain, been through so much pain, couldnt break the chains. Now i am making a change. I see the rising sun, Now i am having fun. I can look beyond the raging see, if you could only see, who i was meant to be. I am making a change. I had to grow, With every rose. With every tear, i had to chase away all my fears. I had to climb, with every rhyme, there's so much time. I am done crying, done listening to you lying, I am going to keep trying. You broke my heart, and now we are so far apart. I had to close the door, not gonna take anymore. Not gonna sit on the shore. Gotta face, gotta try and retrace, gonna win this race. I must say goodbye, not gonna cry, Time for me to fly, wipe the tears from my eyes. Making changes, I can still feel the scars, I wish upon a star. I can see the sun beams, gotta mend the seams, f

Sign Up For Metal Fest A Ser And Hideout Gathering
SUMMER SLAUGHTER TOUR 2008 The Black Dahlia Murder, Kataklysm, Vader, Cryptopsy, The Faceless, Despised Icon, Aborted, Born of Osiris, Psycroptic, Whitechapel Saturday, July 26, 2008 at 4:30pm All Ages - 21 or older to drink Share on Facebook Tickets on sale now at Ticketmaster.com, and The Rave Box Office - 414-342-RAVE on sale now on sale now map & directions The finest in death metal and black metal collide for the 2008 Summer Slaughter Tour. Spearheaded by The Black Dahlia Murder, this lineup is sure to satisfy the most discerning metal fans intent on having their eardrums shredded. The Black Dahlia Murder produce a frenetic brand of death and black metal. Their harsh sledgehammer of sound has spanned three albums and countless driving, impassioned performances. As one of the more intense metal acts of the early 21st century, the band manages to infuse their scorching metal with blistering melody to provide a firm foundation for growling, raspy vocal sne

Wanna Own This Country A$$?
WOOOOT WOOOOT AND HOWDY Everyone! HI ALL YOU FU-PEEPS I’M CHRIS OWNER OF COPPERHEADS LOUNGE AND I’M FOR SALE TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!!!!! COPPERHEADS SISTER LOUNGE THE WILD HORSE SALOON IS SPONSORING A AUCTION JUST CHECK OUT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE TO OFFER MY POTENTIAL FU-OWNER CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND BID ON ME!!!! MY PROFILELEAVE ME SOME FU-LUVS (¯`·._«۞ÇØßRÃ Çĥ®ĩ§۞»_.·´¯)♫ ØΨñ€® Øƒ Çøþþ€®ĥ€ãÐ§ £øüÑg€™@ fubar

Happy Birthday Stunna
It’s your birthday time again It’s true; there’s no denying Another year has come and gone You know that I’m not lying So for you, the birthday person Here’s what I want to say I hope this birthday’s the best one yet In every delightful way So happy birthday to you Have lots of birthday fun May your birthday wishes all come true Even if you have a ton HAPPY BIRTHDAY STUNNA LOVE YOU

Deep Thoughts....
Seems lately all I do is think. It's like my brain is stuck in the on mode continually. It's racing and none of the thoughts are good. They're all sad, angry, distraught, and basically just a big cluttered mess. I don't know if all the bad out weighs the good so that's what I'm thinking about or what. I could write a book on all the crap that's gone on in my immediate family from 1994 up till now. It just seems like a long downhill slide. There have been a few bright spots here and there, but it's like a snowball effect. Once one thing happens 10 more things come at you and at present, I can't stay on top of them. I guess this comes about with a phone call I got last night from my ma. She proceeds to tell me that my cousin fell picking up her son and hurt her leg to which she was in need of surgery. This wouldn't be a big deal for most and the fact that she's 26 would be a big help. That would and should be the case, but she had bone cancer when she was 16 and has (Than

Today's Thoughts
A man has stepped forward in Texas, claiming to be the love child of JFK, and his beauty queen mother. I don’t find this huge news. I do find it incredible that this hasn’t happened more often. The poster boy for cocksmiths in power, and it was the era of free love, so I’m guessing not many condoms were used in the day. So how did JFK not have a slew of chowder eaters throughtout the US? I’m guessing, despite his Catholicism, there are women who were either paid off, or they did an extensive study in abortion back in the day. His brother, RFK, was no better. But he was shot before he could take a chance at being the horniest president ever. Speaking of Robert Kennedy, there is a theory that there was a second gunman involved in his assassination. I find this hard to believe. When he was shot, it was so jampacked with people, that if there was, someone would have been hit, or he would have been spotted. I love a good conspiracy, especially when they make sense, but this o

"changes"
why the sudden change, why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness. there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressed because you never know when they can be taken for granted. Now I'm feeling some regret Sad and lonely in my bed Knowing that I made a mistake Something that I can't go back and change But I know I must accept That certain feeling shouldn't be expressed ©RT

Mumm Rant
So when I'm bored I like to rate mumms and occasionally I'll put my two cents in. I keep seeing these mumms about health. As I'm not one to bash mumms I also can't resist asking "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?!?!?". There are adults on here that post about tummy aches and runny noses asking if they should go to the doctors or not. HEY HEALTH MUMM'ERS!!!! IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH YOU AND YOU'VE TRIED OVER THE COUNTER MEDICINE AND ITS NOT HELPING....CALL THE FUCKING DOCTOR!!!! And for those of you GENIUSES that go on webMD to try and self diagnose yourself....HA! Go ahead genius! Misdiagnose yourself right into oncoming traffic. Seriously health mumm'ers use your brain. Your not a doctor so if you don't know whats physically wrong with you GO SEE A DOCTOR! I hope you choke on a thermometer! That is all....

Spotlight Wha?
I have been on this site for over a year now. I have always been so generous to help people out and get them shit faced. Now that I am higher in rank and one day will no longer be able to ... I want SPOTLIGHT :) Please help me out in my adventure to spotlight and donate me some fu bucks. I mean LOTSA fu bucks cause I am pretty much fu broke. I have nothing to offer you because I am not that computer literate to make graphics but I am sure if you want something in return we can work something out. SUBMISSIVE@ fubar I love my friends .. huggles :) ♥ Casey (the submissive thing was an april fools joke i yet to fix lol) I am off to rate and gain more bucks.

Running Joke
A marathon race is 26 miles or something.....whatever....it's a long fucking way. Supposedly named after the battle at Marathon in Greece, where a Greek dude ran that distance to tell some other Greeks they'd won. As the story goes the runner was named Forestopolies, and when he got to Sparta to deliver his message, he exclaimed "Victory, mutha-fuckas!" and dropped dead. If this really happened, if he really ran 26 miles just to say "Victory" then he deserved to die. You have to be an idiot to run at all, never mind some 26 miles. Greeks were supposed to have started philosophy, democracy, and all this other hoopla; yet they couldn't even think to invent a bike? Phone? Or how about a simple horse saddle? Even the Mongoloid Hordes rode horses. The thing that's screwed up here is history remembers the dumb ass who ran to death, but forgets the billions of people who have been wise enough NOT to run to death. When I am forced to run, it will be no more than 15

This Is How I Feel Today
She Won't Cry You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry. ************************************************* Pain Of The Night Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls wat

Teasing Him...........
Anticipation.....excitement coursing through my veins as I glanced at my watch again...for the umpteenth time that morning. Why was I so on edge? We'd planned this day well in advance. We know what we wanted to share.... As I watched you drive up the road, my body responded just as I knew it would. I no longer have control of it....It now danced to your tune. Nipples taut, peeking at you as you exited your car....dressed simply in a white dress shirt and blue jeans....a sight that almost left me breathless. I have come to enjoy our little drives in your Saab 93 Turbo.....convertible top down....wind blowing through my hair. The freedom of the open road, the open car and just being with you has me smiling....but today was to be different. Today, you had instructed me what to bring along for the ride. I blushed as I remembered what I had packed in my black overnight bag. The Raspberry Kiss oil.....giggling as I remembered the last time you used it on me....your lips blowing sof

The Rude Parrot
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. In desperation, John threw up his hands, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerel

To My Crushez...
Just a note 2 the two awesum guyz who crushed me:thank u both soooo much!!Man,i remember actually feelin a lil depressed over the whole crush situation.I went for monthz w/o one,even wrote a blog about it semi-beggin for one,lol!...and got nothin 4 my trouble!But i resolved 2 have multiple crushez this yr and kinda put it out of my mind til i put that damn widget on my page and IT sat empty 4 a few wkz!!!I'd bout decided 2 delete the damn thing frm my page and then it happened-i got one crush alert frm fubar,then one on my crush meter!Little did i know at the time it wuz 2 different ppl,lol!But newayz,im rambling...slave-boy,i love u 2 death,ur such a sweetheart and u never fail 2 make me smile-hell,most of the time u have me rotflmao!!! I adore u!!!! And as 4 u,my dear long-time friend,u definitely took me by suprise i must say-ur an awesume guy and u know i luv u!!U guyz mean the world 2 me and u have no idea how much i value ur friendship!!! Luv ya! Peace...xox

Master And Servant, A Conversation
Slave: :::kneeling::: Oh Master!!!! You are the whole of my universe, the certainty of my existence. You are why my heart beats, my lungs fill, my toes curl. You shelter me like an offshore bank in the Reagan years. i grovel before you in awe of Your power, willing to satisfy You in every way... Master: :::peering over the paper::: Every way? Slave: :::pressing forehead to the floor and wiggling seductively::: Anything and everything is open to You oh Magnificent Maven of Mastery!! i beg, nay, beseech, nayer still, humbly crawl to kiss Your toes in the hopes You will use me... Master: The bank account? Slave: :::looking up from underneath her hair::: what? Master: Your bank account. You said everything was open to me, so I was thinking of that big account you have... Slave: :::coming up on all fours to stare::: Oh most wonderfulest of all Masters, surely you know that your ultimate control of me is so extensive that all I have is yours, but... BUT... You are so

Dmt, And Extracts Of...
DMT : The spirit molecule Although in this interview Joe Rogan sounds like an intellectual and enlightened being... most of what he says is based on the use of DMT for a "high". I'm looking into and researching this from a psychological standpoint... as it is produced in the pineal gland ((in your brain)). The brain is what I love... he's right that your brain produces N,N-dimethyltryptamine ((DMT)) while your sleeping. But it's also produced in patients who suffer psychosis. In these patients DMT is produced at a much higher rater than when a normal brain is in REM state of sleep. Rick Strassman ((A psychiatrist, whose work I love)) wrote a book ((which is much more profound and educated than Joe Rogan ((who I love, since he is a spokesman for UFC)). I love that CHI is part of Psychiatry.... I'm veering..... The Book is The Spirit Molecule, which my mom recently bought me at Barnes and Noble. I don't think she realized the psychedelic under tones... :) Which is

Internet Love
We met upon the Internet A friendship electronic Expressed alone in words and thoughts Inevitably platonic We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh But much more close than family Our hearts and feelings mesh Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace

Red Is My Fave :d
You Are Apple Red You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun. And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial. Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well. However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you. What Color Red Are You?

Internet Love Not Easy
Love's not easy on the Internet Words alone can be misunderstood Love needs eyes and lips and hands to let The hurt rest easy when the joy feels good Lovers can't reach through the opaque screen To underscore a message with their arms To say with touch exactly what they mean Or give the light caress that anger calms Instead, they must rely on faith and trust Loving patiently a fleshless soul Taking words for kisses 'cause they must With full communion their elusive goal Be patient, love, and someday soon you'll see My body tell you what you mean to me

Fubar Point Cheat Sheet
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Why Woman Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.. I gave her the sensit

Please Help Her!!
> > I don't ask my friends to "Bomb" me in contest. I don't ask that you to spend hours leaving comments for a 20 dollar prize. What I AM ask my friends for is 1 rate of a pic. No need for comments. This is my salute pic and it is rated #19. With the help of all my friends it could be in the top 10!! So take 3 seconds and click the link below. Rate the pic and thats it....you have helped me. Thanks in advance for the love!! Hugzzzz and kisses Fleetwood MacGypsyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by '~~Perkkey~~' on '2008-03-24 20:43:36')

How I Feel.
My dad raised me to only depend on myself and no one else. Well the guy im dating he pretty much doesnt depend on anyone either. Im trying to change the way I feel and accept that hes in my life and cares for me. Well Im trying to help him and he does appreciate what I do for him but he doesnt really want to accept my help. I feel like hes shutting me out because of it. He doesnt ask me to do these things for him but I want to. I just seem helpless. He is in a state he doesnt know let alone town. I am the only person he knows here except for my family. Im just so happy hes here. Im emotionally attached to him. I just wish things were different right now. I just dont know what to do. I have given him all of me. Everything I have to offer...

Forgiveness...
as i sit and think and watch you, i also think of what i saw today. dont think it doesn't affect me because you know me well enough to know it does. yet you underestimate me so dear lady. just because i am affected doesn't mean i am anything other than melancholy or thoughtful. of course i should be, it is part of who i am. thing is, i don't want you to worry. why should you? i am not mad. i am not hurt accept that this has affected you so. no, i did not like seeing it, and it bothered me more then i care to admit. so what? you are mine. we are together. i believe we belong together. i feel that i have searched for you all my life. nothing in your past will alter these feelings. i live for today like i have done my whole life. let the past be where it is. i won't make it my future. Simone, i forgive you. I love you

This Bitch!!!
i cannot believe this girl wrote a mumm called army or marines she has a chance to be with either one of them n ppl went the fuck off on her i was sortof nice wtf kind of question is that anyway you got two ppl who are risking their lives to serve our fn country n she is writing a g.d. mumm on which one shes going to get laid by..lord have mercy let me tell you something.. i am taking this from some of her comments.. one they must not have met you or seen you on cam or they came back from iraq n are desperate... fucking stupid im only showin love for the military because i love my soldiers and sailors. my brothers who i miss and love dearly beyond all reason. i cry everynite for their safe rturn back home. i know what its like to lose family but immediate fam i do not and i do not want to. i will die if something eve rhappened to them. some ppl r like stop trippin.. but you dont know what i feel so you get off my stack and leave me alone. god bless our troops over seas and her

Opening A Lounge
hey everyone i want to open a lounge but not for sure what kind im a country boy into nascar and football and wwe but i want all my friends to join my lounge and work for me so i need help any ideas thanks

A Bullet From A Vest
I had my heart broken by my best friend I opened up and let her in Just to have this brought to an end I thought this might be it But it turned out to be shit Remove my heart with your love, kid As I recover from the last you shattered my chest like broken glass In terms, you kicked my ass This emptiness is so wrong Now I'm haunted by every song And So disappointed you are gone Sinking deeper in as you drift away Left with a lack of what to say While you steal the light from my day Now more blind then ever before Betrayed by all that I have adored My heart left dry broken and sore Just turn and walk away from me Spread your arms and fly so freely So shallow like an ankle deep sea Act as if you never said your in love with me

How I'm Feeling
I have always relied on myself and for a long time I thought that's the only person I can rely on. I was wrong, relying on only myself only makes me lonely. I had a woman who would have given me everything of herself and I was too stupid to appreciate it and realize how special and wonderful that is. Well I've been on the other side and I know how it feels to give your all and not have it appreciated. If given the opportunity, I would give all of myself and with a grin from ear to ear and honestly a couple of tears falling from my eyes I'd accept her all. I don't want to sound opportunistic or be a jerk but to have someone love me so much as to give their all to me, that'd be a treasure that would be priceless to me.

A Thing Of The Past
Blown this 749 With you on my mind Of When we were so free and at large (when we used to be so free and at ease) Before you buried me in these scars (before these scars were apart of me) I hate all that has become of what used to be harmless fun As I bleed from these open eyes I begin to sever the hopeless ties To have them come back twice as strong Something bout this seems very wrong Why am I so stuck On some stupid fuck Why can't I erase your beautiful face It's Nothing but bad for me Your love is a tragedy Here to take What you can't replace I will never get my fill It's not enough Like you with your pills What happened to us We used to love with out a doubt Now all we do is yell and shout. Now it's time to say goodbye As I wave through clouded eyes

Alone To Be...
Broke from the tare I will never run, I will lay here until I see the sun. I will let nothing get in my way, no brick walls will stop this me on this day. I will fight the current and wind while you desperately repent your selfish sins. I will walk with my back to the sun ready to embrace what may come. All just to show I'm a man of stone, I truly walk alone. With no place to go nor a place to hide my happiness starts to subside. With this river of emotions that wets my face, I walk with my head pointed to my waist. When all of this adds up I travel like a homeless pup. Wet , cold, hungry, and beat I will live off of scraps of meat. left for me like I was weak and poor, as everyone slowly shuts the door. With no foam in mouth nor red in eye I can't help but wonder why... slowy i become a one man army, waiting for you to try and harm me. show me pain you think you know and I will show you a place for it to go. You know nothing of a broken life, cause you wait for morning every night.

My Usless Writings
I am sorry I am sorry forever mistreating you. I am sorry for not ever being there when you needed a friend. I am sorry for not giving you a shoulder to cry on when you needed it. I am sorry for not being a soundboard for you when you were upset. I am sorry that I cannot take away the pain you feel. I am sorry that I cannot turn back the hands of time to make things right for you. I am sorry that I was not there when you needed me the most. I am not sorry for the times we have spent together. I am not sorry that I heard your voice speak to me. I am not sorry for the laughs we have shared. I am not sorry that I took the time to get to know you. I am not sorry that I ever called you a friend. I am not sorry that I started to fall for you. I am not sorry I got to look into your eyes and get to know the real you. I am not sorry I looked into your eyes and fell in love.

Funny For The Day
start from bottom: ->Kirk: just kidding . april fools Kirk: fuck no faggot meet ignore ->Kirk: you wanna see some pics of it? Kirk: ewww ->Kirk: yes Kirk: u have a dick? ->Kirk: you make mine hard to Kirk: u got my dick hard ->Kirk: mmm back at ya Kirk: mmmm

Burglar Plays Dead At Funeral Home
This story was on the national news this morning. Hilarious. Burglar plays dead at funeral home By DANIEL WOOLLS, Associated Press Writer A burglar who broke into a funeral home tried to fool police by playing dead, but two things gave him away. First, he breathed. Plus, he wore grungy clothes rather than the Sunday best of those settling in for eternal rest. Police and the Crespo Funeral Home said Wednesday they had no idea what the 23-year-old Spanish man was trying to steal in the March 17 break-in at Burjassot, a small town just outside Valencia. Neighbors living nearby alerted police when they heard the front door of the business being forced open in the middle of the night. Police officers arrived with the owner, and eventually found the suspect lying on a table in a glassed-in chamber used for viewings of deceased people during wakes, a local police official said from Burjassot. "The custom here is for dead people to be dressed in suits, in nice clothes t

Crystal
I love with all my heart and soul. She make feel love most of the time. She is my everything. I need her more then she need me. i am lost in this world w/o her. I found love once and broken my heart and took me my deperssion bad. Now got half way out of it and sht bring it back.

Savage Fury
Savage Fury By: UN-KNOWN The castle is huge. Blue granite stones built atop the rocky cliff overlooking the ocean. The full moon is shining silvery on the ocean water. She is standing at the tall windows watching the storm rather in the distance. She can feel the wind cool her hot body as it billows in the soft sheers along the tall windows. She feels His presence as He enters the room but she doesn't move. "Beloved", He whispers in her ear as He presses against her back. He takes her by the shoulders and turns her slowly to face Him. He smiles into her eyes and feels her body begin to tremble. He knows she cannot resist His will and loves her all the more for her submission to Him. He also feels the storm gathering and is charged by its power. He kisses her forehead and says, "Come". She follows Him unquestioningly. He is her Lord and Master. He pulls the cleverly hidden lever in the wall and the panel opens slowly revealing the staircase. It is dim, lit only with t

I Dream
"I Dream" I Dream of............ The taste of your kiss!! The smell of your hair!! The scent of your flesh!! The feel of your skin!! The beating of your heart beat!! The way you look at me!! The warmth of your body next to mine!! But the thing I dream the most of........ Is the day you hold me in your arms finally and tell me that you are mine forever!!! ***************************************************** THIS IS SENT OUT TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS!!!! MUCH LOVE!!!! LOVE YOU BUNCHES XOXOX!!!

Come Place Your Bids
Ok ladies LightoftheWorld has finally decided to put himself up for auction. Come and Check out what I'm offering . OK THE LINK TO THE AUCTION IS THIS: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1447127&albumid=942396&i=1842899554&idx=11# COME BID QUICKLY THE AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY U WONT WANNA MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its Hard
Saying goodbye is hard enough but pretending that i didnt care was harder than u could ever imagine. How can a simple conversation with u brighten my day. Hearing u laugh make me shine. Just knowing that u were by my side and knowing i was urs all night made me so happy. All that is gone now and how can i pretend not to care when i do. how can i not think of you when ur constantly in my thoughts. Hopefully time will heal this unfortunate event.

"i Know U"
You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31 For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16 I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26 You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14 I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13 And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6 I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44 I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 Joh

Who Really Cares.
I'm so tired of people acting like they care. it seems like they only care when it benefits them. I truly belive that people are users. I'm begining to think that i'm no better than all those people.

King Of My World
I'll never see any side of heaven I've walked for miles through a blazing hell It doesn't matter what you think I'm supposed to be Because I myself know all too well I'll open your eyes and make you see I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you now I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you Like the Walls of Jericho Like the Walls of Jericho My mind alone is filled with rage for you I am the pastor to your sheep I am the master of my destiny I am the king of all I see (King) I'll open your eyes and make you see I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you now I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you Like the Walls of Jericho 3, 2, 1, here I come again, come again 3, 2, 1, here I come, here I come again 3, 2, 1, here I come again, here I go 3, 2, 1, here I go, here I go! I'm the king of my

Going Home
This friday Ana and I will be making the long trek back to massachusetts from Michigan. We will be going to Ohio friday night where we will spend the night. Then we will be heading east threw penn. then new york. We may end up stopping the night in penn. or ny. Then it will be on to massachusetts :D

Broken Hearted Lullaby
misery in my heart fall out of love right at the start if everything was meant to be is loneliness my destiny running in circles caught in the time run out of rational state of mind determination without speed what will it take to make me free it hurts so much when you make me bleed but still i want you here with me hold me closely wipe my eyes say its ok baby we'll survive we'll make a life well have some kids and we'll live happily again

Hate
I hate how I loved you I hate how I felt I hate everything you said That made my heart melt I hate what you did I hate how I hurt I hate how you left me Alone to die in the dirt I hate how you said you loved me I hate that I thought it was true I hate that I let my wall down And let myself fall in love with you

Even Though
Even though you don't love me The way I want you to I still love you Even though I know that your Your using me I still want you Even though you may never Think of me Your alway on my mind Even though your heart is whole Mine is in two And you will never How much I love you

Vaccine's And Autism
Do vaccine’s contribute to Autism? This will always continue to be a debate...There are soo many ifs. There has been a first step toward linking vaccinations to autism... a court case was just awarded linking vacinations to a case of autism. There is roughly $1 from every vaccination that is put into a fund to pay for lawsuits... .so that tells me they know there are risks... BUT... with that said... I do however, believe enviormental influnces possibly contribute to Autism, nothing proven. I also believe a child vaccinated with the a concoction of Mercury, Mumps, and Rubella (MMR) Diptherian, Pertussis and Tetanus (DPT) at such an EARLY age is quite alarming! We should not be giving the same "coctail" to a 10 pound baby as to a 180 pound adult...I believe we need to have more respect for the immune system. To me this is too many shots too soon! I’m not anti vaccine,you HAVE THE RIGHT to choose to vaccinate, I respect the need for these shots for the protection of our children.

Treat Her Right
>Think its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut". style="display:none"/>No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. /> And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. style="display:none"/> So if you're aganist Spousal Abuse please repost this! And if you don't you're just cold at heart.br />

***a Heart Tells Many Tales***
A shattered heart tells many tales of times that a love one has broken it. Many stories of painful moments that have left a heart torn into pieces and never whole. The gashes grow bigger with each moment it cannot undo or force itself to forget. A heart never forgets or trully heals it only mends temporarily until another tale is born.

Pimpout For My Bay(my 1st Pimpout)
ID LIKE TO GIVE MY VERY FIRST PIMPOUT TO A SPECIAL GUY! HE'S HONEST, LOYAL, HANDSOME ATHLETIC HARD WORKING FATHER OF 2 BOYS AND A FABULOUS FRIEND. TAKE THE TIME OUT TO STOP BY HIS PAGE AND ADD, FAN, RATE & CRUSH HIM! SCOOP@ fubar DON'T FORGET TO STOP IN ON DA PIMPETTTE!! Cherry~ Amitekyuman ~@ fubar

A Poem From A Baca Child
BACA You are beautiful and charming Angels sent from above, To give a gift to a child in need of some extra love. In their heart you lift, A little of their pain. You give them a special gift, You make the world more sane. Without you the world would miss, All of this wonderfulness. You help ease a child's heart, So they are less torn apart. You help us all cope, By showing us there is hope. That they might suffer for what they did, Cause you should never ever HURT A KID! Especially when they have done nothing wrong, You are there all along. On this bumpy ride, You're right there by our side. I know we all say Thank You, For doing all the wonderful things you do. We would be lost without you, And I hope you know that too! Love, Katie

My Feelings
Is this all in my head Feelings of you My head is full And I don't now what to do But when I'm with you my Heart feels no more hate or anger It feels so much calmer then is ever has This might be a mistake But yet the feelings are there And I can't hide it anymore

A New Pom
I love you I spend my days thinking about you when you aren't there. I spend my time thinking of you when you are. But my favorite moments are when i think of you because I know you love me. Those are the moments when nothing matters. When everything else is nothing but a song on the wind. The how's the why's and the rather's All pale on what will be, what is, and what might have been. Several times, I want your voice daily, It helps me sleep. More than that, I want your heart, As mine to keep. My very life I give to you, if you want it But, if creep you feel, then I'll be shit. It does not pain me this devotion. Please don't ever kill my devotion. -Arthur

Friends
friends are forever ..boyfriends and girlfriends may come and go but no one beats a true friendship . whealth you are ugly, cute , smart ,or dumb you are a friend no matter what .. wealth it's a new friendship or an old one you are a friend .. for all of us , we have that one friend we can count on always .think about it ... name your top three and think how is always there when we need them.. giving love out to all the friends in the world ... you are always loved by someone ....

Touch
My hands on your chest, licking your neck, Knowing the trail to make you all wet. Hearing you moan, asking for more, Kissing those lips, leaving you sore. Running your hands down that natural curve in my back, Enjoying the touch of your caress as we lose track. Look into my eyes that show you I am real, Just place your lips on mine and seal this deal.

2nd Alarm Hotties And All My Friends
Well im not gonna be on as much as i normally am....i can do work for u all and chat with u all but its come to this my hubby is really pisseda t how much im online......he yelled at me saying damn how many meetings u have in one day bla bla.....spend time with ur fam...he is right!my fam comes 1st well he wants a divorce.....wants me out....so i need to work on my realationship ...i hope u all understand!my kids need me i need to do things at home around the house during the day not sit at pc all day long and let my kids be without a mum....thats so not me!my kids come 1st!i love you all ill be on when i can ......mostly during the day a lil at a time ill be back and forth!at least until i figure out whats gonna happen with me and my hubby!cheer's xxx

Wounded
Wounded doll, Scratches on the surface a broken heart beneath Cold whispers in a warm room Cast away, lonely A child in the dark Wounded night angel with broken wings Crying tears of obsidian Like black blood down warm flesh She cries eternally, internally Harsh words of the world assaulting her ears. Blue eyes pleading for a release But fate offers so salvation, no safe haven for the lost one, So nestled in her broken wings she takes refuge Shivering, frozen Waiting for the sun to rise.

Omg She's Such A Bitch (cherry Loves Me :d)
FUBARIANS I HAVE A REAL FRIEND HERE! SHE'S BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED, SEXY AND NOT TO MENTION AN AWESOME FRIEND! GO BY HER PAGE! RATE, FAN, ADD AND CRUSH HER!!! SHE WILL RETURN THE LOVE WITHOUT A DOUBT! ¤Ła$Ŧ♠oƒÅ♠D¥inßŖΞΞd¤Madam of Pu$$yCat Playmates@ fubar SHE AND I BOTH ARE OWNERS OF PIANOMAN'S PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES! MAKE SURE U DROP IN ON THE HOMEPAGE AND SEE WHATS NEW AND EXCITING WITH OUR 12 HOTTIE PLAYMATES, 4 CO-OWNERS, 5 PIMPS AND THE MADAM LAST OF A DYING BREED! homepage for the ~Pianoman's Pu$$yCat Playmates®™@ fubar NOW DON'T FORGET TO STOP IN ON LIL CHERRY WHEN UR DONE HOOKIN MY GIRL UP WIT SOME GOOD OL RATES! BESIDES SHE'S THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO MAKE THESE DAMN THINGS! Cherry~ Amitekyuman ~@ fubar

Hold You Down-j.lo/fat Joe
[Verse 1] [Jennifer:] Now you've been holding me down For such a long time now From back then To now in my story Straight from the hood You've always been there for me And ya had my back (When they) Back when everybody said I wasn't anything It was you who had me holdin' on No matter what was goin' on So no whatever ya need I got you [Fat Joe:] Reminiscing that 6 train from way back Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments Mira esta que on that red carpet With Pun died you was the first to call me I never told you but you was there for me Whatever you need, I'll be there for you Crack - I got ya back for real (True story) [Bridge] [Jennifer:] Now my loyalty, will always be With you, if you just promise me That you'll stay real just like you are 'Cause baby you don't have to change (no) [Chorus] [Jennifer:] You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you down You know that you can lean

Woven Webs
Angels cry when they die Timeless errors Become lost in a tangled web A web of woven thoughts Memories of time When the sky was the ocean And we were the ones Walking on the clouds The simple flowers turning Turning into Elegant and delicate objects Hearing the cries Of angels when they die Is the most beautiful thing That I have ever heard Timeless errors become lost In a tangled web Of woven thoughts Souls become lost In a woven classic The classic I speak of is war I miss these memories of times When I thought The sky was the ocean And we were the ones Walking one the clouds

Shyt Might As Well Pimp Myself While Im At It Lmao
HELLO FRIENDS, FAMILY, FANS AND CRUSHES!!! THIS IS SWEET LIL CHERRY HERE TO TELL YOU THAT I DONE LEARNED HOW TO MAKE BULLETINS AND IT'S ON NOW I'VE ALREADY PIMPED OUT 3 AWESOME PPL SO I FIGURED IT WAS TIME TO DO MYSELF...ERRR... WELL THAT DIDN'T COME OUT RIGHT BUT I'M POSITIVE U KNEW WHAT I MEANT RIGHT? WELL ANYWAY THANKS FOR STOPPING IN ON A SISTA THE LINKS TO ME AND ALL THE HOTTIES ARE BELOW SO GET TO DOIN UR THANG...AND THATS SHOWIN ME AND THESE FAB FOLKS SOME SWEET FUBAR LOVIN TRUST YOU WILL GET IT BACK FROM ALL OF US!!! LOVE YA! MUAAHHZZZZ-- CHERRY!!! SCOOP@ fubar ¤Ła$Ŧ♠oƒÅ♠D¥inßŖΞΞd¤Madam of Pu$$yCat Playmates@ fubar homepage for the ~Pianoman's Pu$$yCat Playmates®™@ fubar

Naked
Please don’t hide from me It makes no difference anyway I see your nakedness, I see your every flaw, every wrinkle, mole, freckle . . . I see it all I even see your heart that skips a beat when I come around I see it past your see-through skin I see what others don’t I see the real you – your insides – and your soul I see perfection . . . perfection for me . . . I want you I need you I love you ALL of you . . . Tell me I am not insane . . .

Ode To The Cure
It started with a dedication, lost in admiration, strange attraction spreads it's wings and I laughed in the mirror for the first time in a year; like an old painted doll in the throes of dance, I think about tomorrow But this isn't truth this isn't right This isn't love, this isn't life, this isn't real This is a lie Mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in thickening streams of greed; Happiness murmured in dreams This dream never ends; this world always stops; this night always falls again The fire is almost cold and there's nothing left to burn And it's so cold it's like the cold if you were dead Like I'm living at the edge of the world Standing alone underneath the sky I feel the chill of ice I sense the quiet despair I couldn't help but notice your icy blue eyes You never looked as lost as this On those days when it felt like snow I can't just carry on this way and every time I turn away Another perfect lie is choked Ca

Contest Starts Tonight
contest will be starting tonight at 10pm. even if i don't have what i think is enough it'll be starting. so if you read this PLEASE get your pics to me TODAY if you haven't already. i'm off to work so please don't send me any shouts, i won't be here to get them!

Changed Everythinf
Days were long Nights were lonely Felt like I had nothing Nobody who really cared But then you appeared changing it all Now days have meaning Nights filled with dreams I smile a real smile again Knowing you are there Showing me you really care You make me happy Show me I have plenty Making me look forward to each day YOu changed everything Simply by being there!

Missed
Every once and a while strange thoughts pop into my head. Like "If I died would I be missed? Would it effect anyones life (that isn't my family)?" So I'm thinking none of the people I talk to online would even know if I died. They'd just think I disappeared or stopped coming online. But they wouldn't really care. I have a lot of r/l friends. But for the most part none of them are steady friends. I hang out with someone a few times then we don't see each other or speak to each other for a while. Just about all of my friends are like that. So I don't really think the loss of my life would effect theirs. Sure people will say "well I'd miss you"....Truth is..No you won't. I might cross your mind every once and a while as a fleeting thought but thats about it. I can't be the only one that thinks or feels this way.

Happy Girl
I used to live in a darkened room Had a face of stone And a heart of gloom Lost my hope, I was so far gone Cryin' all my tears With the curtains drawn I didn't know until my soul broke free I've got these angels watching over me Oh watch me go I'm a happy girl Everybody knows That the sweetest thing you'll ever see In the whole wide world Is a happy girl I used to hide in a party crowd Bottled up inside Feeling so left out Standing in a corner wearing concrete shoes With my frozen smile And my lighted fuse Now every time I start to feel like that I roll my heart out like a welcome mat Oh watch me go I'm a happy girl Everybody knows That the sweetest thing you'll ever see In the whole wide world Is a happy girl Laugh when I feel like it Cry when I feel like it That's just how my life is That's how it goes Oh watch me go I'm a happy girl And I've come to know That the world won't change Just 'cause I complain Let the axis twirl I'm

Grawr
The more time I spend on this site the more it pisses me off. When it was CherryTap, I had no problems. No problems whatsoever. Now that it is Fubar it seems to be the 'bouncer' has it out for me. The same 'bouncer' that flagged my photo and removed my MuMM also rejected my salute. Is there anyway to get a new 'bouncer'? Are they even assigned to people? They pull you into this site because you get rewarded points for posting comments, blogs, photos, adding friends ...yadda yadda... which then bumps your level sucking up all your RL time. But then if you post anything that is offensive to a 'bouncer' they, themselves have the right to remove, flag or regect it. I understand this site has a lot of members I just think it is unfair that my photos, MuMMs, profile or possibly even my blogs' destiny lays in the hands of one 'bouncer'. What if this 'bouncer' has different views than I? What if I post a blog to get the word out about the rise in teen pregnancy rates and

The Hardest Thing
We both know that I shouldn't be here This is wrong And baby it's killing me It's killing you But both of us trying to be strong I've got somewhere else to be Promises to keep Someone else who loves me And trusted me fast asleep I've made up my mind There is no turning back She's been good to me And she deserves better than that It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To look you in the eye And tell you i don't love you It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie To show no emotion When you start to cry I can't let you see What you mean to me When my hands are tied And my hearts not free We're not meant to be It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To turn around and walk away Pretending i don't love you I know we'll meet again Fate has a place and time So you can get on with your life I've got to be cruel to be kind Like Doctor Zhivago All my love i'll be sending And you'll never know 'Cause there can be no happy ending It's the ha

Everything Is Wrong
Show me your disguise My complicated soul My insulated cold and borrowed Show me where you'll hide When everything is bold When I can't even scold tomorrow I tried to say I'm sorry But everyone was gone The clouds betray the story And everything Everything is wrong Careful what you say The center never folds The past is always gold tomorrow I can hear you sigh From half a smile away The bills are never paid with sorrow The clouds betray the story Everything is wrong Maybe it's too late To start another page To finish what we've made with violence In between the lines There's nothing left to say There's nothing left to break but silence The clouds betray the story Everything is wrong...

Invisible Man
Oh, oh, oh, yeah You can hardly wait to tell all your friends How his kisses taste sweet like wine And how he always makes your heart skip a beat Everytime he walks by And if you're feeling down He'll pick you up He'll hold you close when you're making love He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby You probably spend hours on the phone Talking 'bout nothing at all It doesn't matter what the conversation Just as long as he calls Lost in a love so real, and so sincere And you'll wipe away other's tears Your face lights up whenever he appears I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Bab

End Of The World... 2012!
Anybody that has regular conversations with me knows that I believe in one thing more than any other in this world. That thing is my belief that 2012 will be the end of things or bring about a serious shift in our ways of thinking and thought processes, new world powers, a new culture and a new way of life. Basically I believe the shit goes down in 2012 and Im not the only one. 2012 is sometimes claimed to be a great year of spiritual transformation (or apocalypse). Many esoteric sources interpret the completion of the thirteenth B’ak’tun cycle in the Long Count of the Maya calendar (which occurs on December 21 by the most widely held correlation) to mean there will be a major change in world order. * Polar Shift is a theory that on December 21st 2012 Earth will experience earthquakes, volcanic eruptions or other natural disasters. Accordingly, several eclectic authors claim that a major, world-changing event will take place in 2012: * The 1995 book The Mayan Prophecies

Gentle Thoughts For Today
Gentle Thoughts for Today-- Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement . He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: T he Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell wh

For Every Woman....
A woman has strengths that amaze me, she can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens, she holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. Cries when she's happy, and laughs when she's afraid, her love is unconditional, there's only one thing wrong with her and that is that sometimes she forgets what she is worth.

Bad Temper
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, 'You have done

Don't Forget About Me
They say love is just a game They say time can heal the pain Sometimes you win Sometimes you lose And I guess I'm just a fool I keep holding onto you I told you once you were the one You know that I'd die for you Although it hurts to see you go Oh, this time you should know I won't try to stop you Don't you forget about me, baby Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you go?' So you try to fake a smile, You don't wanna break my heart I can see that you're afraid But, baby, it's too late 'Cause I'm already dying Don't you forget about me, baby Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you go?' Don't you forget about me, baby Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you go?' Why did I let you go Don't you forget about me, baby No Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you

Soul
What I knew a heart's warmth a soul's worth in you and when I saw it fought to own it What I know facades shown heard you say I'll keep you warm you just can't stay What Ive done payed for a past measured from a future not for sale together we failed What I did I purchased this and bought little with nothing to give not enough to live. What I've known shoulda stayed free I sold cheap a whole soul's worth the truth that was my own What I find so cruel, not kind despite the cost I bought the truth and did not sell it.

Make A Memory
Hello again, it's you and me Kinda always like it used to be Sippin' wine, killing time Trying to solve life's mysteries How's your life, it's been a while God it's good to see you smile I see you reaching for your keys Looking for a reason not to leave If you don't know if you should stay If you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be You wanna make a memory I dug up this old photograph Look at all that hair we had. It's bittersweet to hear you laugh Your phone is ringing I don't wanna ask If you go now, I'll understand If you stay, hey, I've got a plan We're gonna make a memory You wanna steal a piece of time You can sing the melody to me And I can write a couple of lines You wanna make a memory If you don't know if you should stay And you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be We Should be You wanna make a memory You wanna steal a piece o

Everything Not So Good On The Internet
A new virtual doll encourages young girls to have breast implants and face lifts! There is a new doll that is really messing up the young minds of young girls. The name of the doll is Miss Bimbo and it basically teaches girls from the age of 7 to 17 to be bimbos. The site was launched in the UK (the UK again?!?) and people compete to be the "hottest, coolest, most famous bimbo in the whole world," according to a CNN report. On the site, girls are given a naked virtual doll that they have to manage. You go on missions and you have to have fake money (called bimbo dollars) to buy plastic surgery, take pills, stay skinny and get a rich boyfriend. There is so much more, but I am going to stop there.

21 Advice
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skill s will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE.&nbs p;When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love an

Got Internet Again!!
Am going to make the most of this, thanks to my son. We now have phone, cable and internet again. I am working for just above minimum wage. It does manage to pay a bill a week. Also continuing the assistance of son's dad when he sends a money order. Now son is going to get his 360 fixed and he will be happy. When that is fixed, he and I can be on line at the same time. No hogging the computer..lol!! Gotta go! Being taken out to lunch. Later!

Fuckity Fuck!
Fuckity fuck it has been a real shitty week. Last night was a big blow up between me and Anthony. Peter and I were told that we don't ever do anything for him and we never give him anything. I think I wanted to kill him! WTF is going on with this kid? Is this what puberty is? I went into his room last night and took his wallet and Diesel cologne. His 2 things he loves. Now if you seen his room, you would wonder how he would know where it is in the mess! He was throwing a fit this morning looking all over for it and getting mad. Accusing his brother of taking it and then called his Dad asking him if he took it. My point was....to make him realize that he needs to clean up his mess so he knows where stuff is. He spent a half hour looking for it. He went out into the garage and I went and put the wallet and cologne back in his room but kind of hidden. I think he found them because all of the sudden he was calmed down but he never said anything. I hope it made him think

50 Random Questions... I Know, I Know... Another Survey...lol
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'9" 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? ummm... NO... good heavens, what a question... 3. Do you own a gun? Yep, several, actually 4. Rehab? only PT for injuries. 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? if anyone says that they don't, they're lying or kidding themselves... 6. What do you think of your friends? that I'm amazed they keep me around ;) 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? "O' Holy Night" 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee... mmmmmmmmm...coffee... 9. Do you do push-ups? yep 10. Have you ever done ecstacy? nope, I've been ecstatic before though, does that count? 11. Are you vegitarian? no 12. Do you like painkillers? only when I'm in severe pain... 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Is there such a thing? If so, where does one find said same? 14. Do you own a knife? yep 15. Do you have A.D.D.?

Gotta Read
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for w

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laught

Fw: High School Principal
Subject FW: High School Principal This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee , by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can des

Intelligence
Sam, you have your own distinct brand of smart. As a result, you're likely more geared toward some types of intelligence than others. The important thing to remember is that the scores you receive below are an indication of where you stand today. Everyone possesses the capacity to improve and change. To help you do just that, Tickle's experts have provided a series of action steps in each section below to help you fulfill your potential. But first, let's examine what you're best at. Your greatest strength is Physical Intelligence. You scored a 10 out of 10. This means that you scored above 100% of the others who took this test. What is physical intelligence? When most of us think of physical intelligence, we think of dancers and athletes. Indeed, athletic prowess, physical grace, and control of the body for achievement or expression are each important aspects of this kind of intelligence. However, another important facet is the use of fine motor skills such as hand-eye coord

Its My Birthday And I'll Poop If I Want To!
yep... april 4th 1979.... i squeezed outa vagina and have been causing trouble ever since. so i will be celebrating it all week long :).... the celebrating will stot 2nit at midnight! BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAHAHAHHAHAHAAA

Jail And Bail
Ok there going to be a new get out of fu-jail auction ,starting soon so if ya interested in it guys click yoyo's pic let her know what you are offering to get out and ladies click on aussie's and do the same we like to start auction by 15th it will run 1 week and there a $10,000fubuck entry proudly bought to you by YOYO AUSSIE (repost of original by '!!!_-AUSSIE-_!!!' on '2008-04-03 13:05:13')

Love' Of A Man
Love lies in the heart, not in the palm of his hands A shattered heart, nor a broken bone is worth the 'love' of a man Let love be shown in a hug, a kiss Not by a verbal put-down and a blow of a fist.

Pretty Much Spot On!
What Your Handwriting Says About You You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively. What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

I Call This One 'yup Or Nope' For Obvious Reasons...
I am a cuddler - yup I am a morning person - mmmm I have been, but not so much these days... I am a perfectionist - yup, I can be... I am an only child - nope I am Catholic - nope I am currently in my pajamas - nope I am currently suffering from a broken heart - nope I am okay at styling other people's hair - have you seen mine? sheesh.. .if you had you would never have asked... I am left handed - nope I am addicted to my myspace - nope I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - nope I bite my nails - nope I can be paranoid at times - ummmm... why... is there someone behind me? I currently regret something that I have said - yup I frequently curse when I get mad - yup I like someone - yup I enjoy country music - yup I enjoy jazz music - yup I enjoy smoothies - what's a smoothie? I enjoy talking on the phone - yup and nope I have a pet - yup I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - nope I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person - nope I have a

Apology
I love you sweetheart More than mere words can say I know that I hurt you and I wish I could take it away I did something foolish stupid and dumb. You have always been there for me supported me Loved me for who I am and I broke that trust. Nothing, not even this blog, can erase what I've done. You are the most important person to me, because you give me the strength to go on. You give me the love that I need The caring and compassion to go further and the soul of a bright shining star. I swear to you, and before God, that I'll earn back your trust. I would do anything, ANYTHING for you to see me as someone who loves you deeply. I love you Samantha. You are my Life. You are my World. You are my everything.

I Suppose
You Are Medium Maintenance You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls But you aren't the most laid back chick either You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%! If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-) Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

I've Been Told I'm Snobby Before....so I Guess So....w/e
You Are A Little Snobby And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed. Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty. And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality. You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface. Are You a Snobby Girl?

Stupid Q, Maybe... But...
... how do I 'fan' someone? lol Apparently, I've got two fans of my very own (^_^), and I'd like to return the favor. But... how? *cue mystified expression* Hmm. Either someone will take pity on me and offer help, or I'll have to *eek!* ask someone directly. O_o lol

Are You Cheating?
I've seen alot of mumms about people asking "is this cheating?" I read a very good article on that very subject and I thought I would share it. Here is an exerpt from the article that i found very useful in explaining what an emotional affair is: [In the midst of working part-time and caring for a preschooler, a toddler, and, later, a new baby, e-mailing and talking with John felt like an innocent escape. I never would have said at the time that I was in a bad marriage — my husband and I got along well; we just didn't have a lot of quality alone time together — and I had no intention of crossing any physical line. But I increasingly found myself sharing more and more of my hopes and dreams with John instead of just with my husband. I anticipated my regular interactions with John in a way that was all too consuming. And it was John — not my husband — who was beginning to fill a key emotional need in my life. I was, in fact, unknowingly cheating on my husband; I was having an emot

Thank You From Lady Kate
A song that Kate really loves: "I would like to send the most heartfelt "Thank You" that Anyone has ever sent out! No one can imagine the emotions I am feeling right now!! I can not possibly thank all of you personally, although I wish I could find a way. Some of you I've never even talked to nor met, but today you have shown me that Fubar is about more than just points and popularity. You have shown me support, love, compassion and that true, real friends still exist. I previously felt alone throughout my entire diagnosis and treatments but, now I see I'm far from alone! I do wanna send out a special thank you to my family...The Spankers' Club. They welcomed me with open arms and even throughout my treatments; not being able to be online all the time, have only shown me love and friendship. You guys mean the world to me and each of you has a very special place in my heart. Many, many thanks to BooBoo & her Shadow Leveler's Club... Fat Sonny... Freak... Cor

Found This On A Mumm Worth Reading
Our lives are ruled by a few things: 1. Good decisions 2. Bad decisions 3. Not making decisions 4. Allowing others to make decisions for us 5. Listening to bad advice. 6. Listening to good advice. Fate is, well, nothing more than a wisp of wishes felt or thought. However, hope is not a plan. It was written on a Mumm by Fubarian: herosarerare and just seems so right to me...maybe it was put there to make me make sense of the past few days huh?

Alibi Sign
Alibi Sign Your car was still warm in the morning light and you said you got home late last night the clothes in the laundry aren't the same as the ones you wore to work yesterday Oh no not another little white lie not another fabrication just another alibi Working late again burning the midnight oil it seems you get paid the same for more toil the messages blink on your phone on vibrate and my calls now don't seem to rate Oh no not another little white lie not another fabrication just another alibi You bought new lingerie I never see you wear but it shows up in the wash here and there your perfume seems to change its' scent when you return from where you went Oh no not another little white lie not another fabrication just another alibi You say we're so happy and it will be all right but oh no, you have to go out again tonight I can smell his cologne on you as you come in the door I can't get over this, no nevermore Oh no not another li

I'm Moving To Utah!!!
Hi my friends who are very few. IMost of you already know but to the ones that don't yeah, I'm going. My puter will be down for about 2 weeks. Love you all and will see ya back then. Hugs and Kisses!!!

Hanoi Jane Drops Barack Bomb
Hanoi Jane Drops Barack Bomb Posted Apr 2nd 2008 11:40AM by TMZ Staff Obama may have just hit Barack bottom. Jane Fonda has thown her spandex behind the Senator from Illinois, and the Senator from New York couldn't be happier. http://www.tmz.com/2008/04/02/whos-hanoi-jane-backin-for-08/ http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid353549946/bctid1483901887

Warn Your Kids Not To Take Candy Off People They Dont Know
omfg wots the world coming to??? Not a joke - New Drug in Schools Please note - serious message about drugs below. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU DELETE -IT MAY HELP SOME ONE'S CHILD/CHILDREN New Drug in Schools - Please Pass it on. This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick'. There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may h

Mixed Writings
I fell away what more can I say This evil feeling evolves inside me I won't let it out I can't replace this screaming face Feeling this evil sickness that Flows like cancer inside my veins Why won't you die Your blood in mine We will be fine Then your body will be mine So many words cannot describe my faith This feeling has evolved So soon to break out I cannot relate to a happy state of mind Feeling this blood run inside me Why is everything so hard for me Keeping me down to what you think I should pay Must you temp and provoke me Keep on trying for I will not die that easy I have watched you change And I have looked away Like you never had wings I took you home and set you on your path Ripped off your wings and I laughed Then I have watched the change in you Watching you feel so alive I look at your soul And I look away Wishing you can blow me away Why won't you die Your energy in mine We will be fine Then your soul will be mine You think your smart

Bored Bored Bored Survey
Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME... even if you don't have any idea.... and send it back to ME in a message(copy & paste). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you Be honest and make sure you repost a blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you! Oh, and make your answers amusing :] My name: Summarize me in one sentence: Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Am I happy? Am I a good person? What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me? What's one of my favorite things to do? Who do I love more than my life? Am I funny? Have i ever made you smile..if so when? What's my favorite type of music? Am I honest? Have you ever seen me cry? Can I sing? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Do I

Bedtime Stories...
BEDTIME So I am sitting here at home all by myself. Just a little “me” time before bedtime. I run my thumbs over my nipples 'til they're hard, then I slump a little in my seat so I have easier access to my wet little slit; licking my lips as I think of your fingers playing with my jewelry and slipping into my cunt, then out again just a little teaser of what’s to come. But it’s enough I can feel the pressure building within my cunt getting wetter with each little tug on the jewelry. Then the fingers in and back out again. But I contract my muscles around them before you pull your hand away. Just once and then you’re back to tickling my clit and tugging on the jewelry. Then just when I think I am going to cum, you slam your fingers back inside me, only this time you keep them there and slowly start to work them in and out. I arch my back against you pushing down as far as I can onto your hand. You slide a finger into my ass, too, and now your working both holes a slow rhythmi

Cherry Did It!
INTRODUCING....THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES This is a new fubar fam that was created for sexy women who know how to have fun & who don't take "net life" quite so seriously. It will be kept small & drama free!! GRAND OPENING OF THE PINK PU$$YCAT LOUNGE IS TONIGHT @ 9PMEST! ANY AND ALL ARE WELCOME! CUM ON DOWN AND FU-OWN A PU$$YCAT TODAY OR IF U R LOOKIN FOR SOME QUICK FUBUCKS THEN ADD URSELF TO THE AUCTION!! THATS RIGHT WE WILL AUCTION U TOO!! JOIN THE LOUNGE! BRING YOUR FRIENDS! ANYTHING IS GAME TONIGHT!IF U WANT TO BE AUCTIONED SEND EITHER CHERRY OR LAST A PRIVATE MSG WITH YOUR OFFER AND STARTING BID. WE WILL ADD U IN IMMEDIATELY! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO U BY THE MADAM AND BOTTOM BITCH OF PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES! CHK US OUT!! Cherry~ Amitekyuman ~@ fubar ¤£a$Ŧ ♠ oƒ Å ♠ D¥in ßŖΞΞd¤ ÅĶÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ β*ŦÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar

Where Are All The Fun People???
You'd think that i could find something more to do on a thirsty thursday, and a payday, but no.....i'm right here being bored as hell... why is you very rarely run into someone on here that will return a rating favor, or at least say thanks for the drink??? you people are no fun. I'm raising the bullshit flag!!!!!

Why Do Woman
why do woman have this sexual desire to be with another woman,i don't think that's normal but why do woman keep on doing it is there more fun there is it more of a challenge,or itjust a plain old fantasy that you have and then you discover that you like it some much now your consider a lesbian what up with ppl,

Looking Forward
I have found thru the years that it is most difficult to hang on to the things that matter the most. Romance is so very simple and yet its grasp seems to escape me completely. I meet someone who seems to be so special yet I find myself being placed so far down on priority lists that it sometimes makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me. Maybe it is the way I come across.... maybe I am too "needy". I dont know. The thing of it is, I truly believe that there is someone out there that is for me and he will love me for me. He will want to be with me and will make the effort to spend time with me. I get the fact that people have their own lives and I truly dont want them to change their lives but in truth make me apart of it. Is that too much to ask from a relationship? It simply must be. I am in the position to be with this someone new. I see the patterns I hate already showing and it hurts me. I dont know why. I havent invested enough of myself into this relationship that I

Men And Women
ok so if you've answer that question how about this one is it fair if your a marry man and you want to have sex with another woman is that fair or is that wrong,but i say if thats wrong then why is it not wrong for woman to have sex with another if one of them is married is that fair for the man if he want to have sex with another woman so who is going to win your and plz

Home From Hospital
I was discharged this afternoon from the hospital where I was diagnosed having severe pneumonia and sepsis. What a combination. My husband said on Monday I was delirious and severely wheezing when I breathed while in bed. He said I would not wake up until he woke me Monday at 1:30 pm and drove me to the ER here. Now I will be going to my doctor on Monday as a follow up to my hospital stay. There seems to be an underlying heart issue going on too for the doctor in the hospital had some concerns on some cardiac numbers. But, the first thing they wanted to do was get rid of the pneumonia and sepsis so they loaded me up on mega doses of antibiotics 24/7 for the past four days. I am feeling better but not 100% yet. If you haven't yet seen my lovely picture there is one that my husband took of me in the photo gallery when I was unconscious in my hospital bed on Monday. What a great and erotic picture ... lol. As soon as my voice returns and I stop having the cou

Stay Or Let It Go
he doesnt care about everything he puts me through. he gets what he wants and then blows me off to hang with his crew. I love him, but i cannot go on like this anymore, and i knew eventually i would have to close the door. It was the entrance to my heart, which is now torn apart. I dont understand why i even try? 'Cause in the end i always feel like i wanna die. I've tried to make him understand how i feel, but i dont think he understands that those feelings are real. So confused about what i need to do... let him tear my heart out? - - - or tell him were through? this was a poem i had wrote for my ex...a while ago...

If I Take These Pills.......
If I take these pills, will the pain go away? If my heart stops beating, will it finally stop hurting? A million times I've looked at that bottle sitting there and a million times I had a reason to walk right past and not take them. So what stops me now? What stops me after having had my heart ripped out and stomped on? Did you finally get what it is you wanted? Are you finally happy now? I hope so. I hope one of us got what they wanted out of life, cuz it sure as shit ain't me. So drink some tequila, take the pills and smoke a blunt. Sounds like a fitting end for this ran over bitch!!

Just A Thought
Do you ever wonder what could have been Have you ever wondered what should have been The memories of a beloved past, Tragic that it did not last. Moments pass into days The light fades to a distant gray. I wish I could have said things diffrently, just to let you know how much you mean to me. I cried when you said goodbye, I still hold back tears that I keep inside. Forever is what you said to me, Forever will it always be.

F E E L I N G S ...
Your feelings let you know you are alive. They tell you, in ways that words cannot, who you are. “Sometimes your feelings can hurt profoundly. Yet wouldn't you rather have those painful feelings occasionally than never having any feelings at all? Through your feelings, you discover what means the most to you. With your feelings, you're able to build rich, rewarding relationships. Feelings can indeed be messy and inconvenient, yet they're certainly nothing to be ashamed of. Without feelings, life would be terribly flat and empty. When a feeling seems to be uncomfortable or even unbearable, choose to dive more deeply into it. Somewhere in there you'll find something very positive, comforting and affirming. You feel because you are, and you feel because you care. Those are things about which you can genuinely feel great.”

Having Me Is Like Winning Lottery :p
OK FAM,FRIENDZ,AND FANZ NOW IS ONLY TIME TO "OWN" ME LOL CLICK ON PICS AND PLACE THOSE BIDZ..MUAHZ .. THANK U ENDS APRIL 4 CURRENT BID 7 DAY BLAST AND BLING PACK ***BIDZ MUST BE HIGHER THEN CURRENT ONE*** PLEASE RATE ALSO ENDS APRIL 5 CURRENT BID $130K FU BUX

36 Q, & A Session ..feel Free To Answer Them
Posted by Mv, in her Blogs, these are my Answers subject: 36 questions post date: 2007-12-13 21:34:16 views: 12 comments: 0 ratings: 0 36 questions I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? A. Yes, though I prefer food cooked by others, lets me get to know them better 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? A. That I could walk on water, even tried a few times when small so had to learn to swim instead. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? A. To play an instrument, Ive never been good at expressing myself to others with words alone. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? A. Anything, I dont care as long as the company is good & conversation is had

Name My Pics
I have 3 pics for my friends and family to name. I will go with the most common choice by 5 April. It is this one. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1393544&albumid=937367&i=1124705472&idx=0 And this one. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1393544&albumid=937367&i=4160326165&idx=1 And this one. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1393544&albumid=937367&i=32902466&idx=4 Have fun naming them. I am sure some of you will will have a blast with them.

Newest Member Of The Demon Crew
Announcing our newest member! Please welcome her to the family and show her some love! peachez''MEMBER OF DEMON CREW''@ fubar The Demon Crew Roll Call List can be found in this blog:http://fubar.com/blog/138584 1. We are a BOMBING FAMILY, therefore, if you are not serious about bombing in contests, then there is no reason to join our family. 2. If you don't bomb in other members' contests, then don't expect others to bomb your contest. 3. If you are in a contest and don't bomb yourself,then other members will not bomb your contest. 4. You need to notifiy me BEFORE you enter a contest. That way, we can ensure that we have enough support to help you win your contest. 5. If you are in a contest BEFORE you join the family,you may not have complete family support in that contest. 6. If you are a new member and enter a contest within 30 days of joining the Family, you may not receive complete family support. 7. If you d

Need Help With Contest
WHOM EVER HELPS US WITH THE CONTEST WE WILL BE SURE TO HELP YOU OUT WHEN NEEDED.....GIT R DONE FAMILY IS VERY HONEST AND LOYAL TO FRIENDS/FAMILY/FRIENDS, AND ANYONE WHO HELPS WE HELP.....FIRST THINGS WE BELEIVE IN IS LOYALTY AND HONESTY....COME JOIN OUR FAMILY BOMB THIS PIC HARD GIT-R-DONE JOHNNY@ fubarPLEASE BE SURE YOU ADD AND FAN JOHNNY BEFORE YOU BOMB!!!!

#1
http://aspergers.ca/syndrome/WhatisAS.html have you ever just massively screwed up a friendship? Maybe.. personal problems get int he way.. or maybe something is going on and you just don't know what? RECENTLY, I was diagnosed with Asperger's Disease. Now this is NOT a "disease". It's an Autistic Spectrum Disorder. Simply put, it's a social disorder. Causes the person (namely me), to react inappropriately, in public situations. Through no control of my own. Slight twitches, noises, "acting out", speaking out of term, fidgeting, AS WELL AS, paranoia, low self confidence, low self esteem, panic disorders, amongst a TON of other things.... This makes it impossible (nearly) to keep friends.. I laugh at the silliest things, things that ppl should NOT laugh about.. but, I do. I get angry, rather easily. I just to conclusions, I am constantly asking if I have done something to upset someone. I may even act indifferently.. like.. as though something DOESN'T bother me.

New Day
I'm not playing anymore games. I discovered something last night. I'm very good at what i do. Here recently some people have given me reason to doubt myself. I believe in my dreams. I know what i want to do with my life. If it is by myself and single so be it. I does not bother me. Ive discovered that i am to old for high school games. I refuse to play. I will accomplish my goals. Now on another subject. My love life is stable with what i need to get done with my life. I don't feel i need to be with anybody. I actually believe at this point in my life i need to be single. i will get a lot more accomplished. I got to do what i got to do to get by. My feelings aside. Larry Jr

As I Sit Here Crying....
My thoughts are on the one true love of my life. My heart aches to be with him. My body yearns for his. What will it take for us to be together? How much suffering do we have to endure? The love we feel is so strong and intense. The love and the want we have is overwhelming. I've never loved this hard before. He's never loved this hard before. It is our destiny to be together. We yearn for forever in each other's arms. Love knows no boundaries. Love doesn't know distance. I know the pain we endure right now will make the happiness in forever worth it all. We share the same dreams. We have the same desires. Our souls are connected, but our bodies aren't. I long to make his every wish and dream come true. He longs to love, hold and cherish me forever. When will we have our "happily ever after"? God grant this prayer request soon! I love you Jimm!

My Hurrican Experience
This is an email I sent to my family, four days after the storm that changed life here in Mussuppy forever. The worst is over...we have survived, and the power is back on at our house...have not been able to get hold of Dad since Monday, has anyone heard from him?!? A few quick personal notes: A 50 foot sturdy-looking Poplar tree fell in the back yard, while the eye was still somewhere near the coast...missed the house by less than a foot....meanwhile, out front there are two big wobbly old pines, one has a broken branch that teeters with the slightest of breeze, I have been waiting for it to fall for years...the tree, and the branch are still there...go figure..anyone need any firewood? Anyone know how to chop up several thousand board-feet of tree in a confined space? My neighbors china-berry tree, a tree I have never been fond, blew back and forth with enough violence to remove all the paint off of the facia of the house, but didn't lose many limbs, some limbs do not

Another Poem
Broken heart Deep in the world; is a broken heart; in the heart is two pictures; one of me; the other of you; two worlds away; but so close; that they almost touch; the heart belongs to me; because of you; only you, heartbreaker. ~Cj

Another Poem By Me
Breath Life starts with a breath From that breath we grow Growing leads to learning Learning leads to love Love lead me to you and when you kiss me you take me back and it all started with just one breath ~Cj

From My Mumm
I posed the question. Simple question. bash all you want. What is more important cause i cant seem to figure it out. A: Getting your life straight or B: making somebody else happy The majority of what i got was to make myself happy. Well it is not really a deal of me being happy. Being friends has and is turning out to be harder than i thought it would be. I have lost so much i don't want to loose any more friends. That is what is happening. I really like hanging out with her. It is hard because I know that she wants more. I understand that. I just can't give her what she wants right now. Am I wrong for not wanting to hurt her. Or anybody for that matter. Just so much i want to get done with my life. But at the same time if i don't say the right things when we are together it hurts her feelings. I live a little ways away from her. I have to be here to get everything done i need to get done. She says that when we are together things are great and on here i guess i

Katrina Part 2
This is an email I sent my family on Sept 24, 2005. The hurricane hit on Aug 29. For a good while after Katrina, a cloudy day made for the weathermen take over all frequencies and nothing else happened. I could not enjoy the Bama game as our local cBS affiliate interrupted the ENTIRE STINKING GAME, and are still at it, prattling endlessly about...rain, and it wasn't even raining until I went out to get something to drink after the Bama game ended, whereupon the heavens opened in grand deluge. Now that I am back home it is sunny. (almost) Lucky for the cBS affiliate, the Bazooka Shell store was closed today. They have been jibbering since at least 11AM when I tuned in, it is now 3:30. I called the station, asked them if they had any idea how aggravating it was to listen to people talk who had run out of things to say HOURS ago... they said, yes, in fact they did know how aggravating it was, and no, they were not planning to do anything about it..they admitted that they had

Long Tyme No Post
Hello to all my friends. I do not know who even remembers me. I have not been a "regular" on here for probably a year. I have been through a lot! I will be posting more later. I am very tiard right now. But, I wanted people to know I am still on here. I would love emails and stuff if you remember me. (or even if you don't and want a new friend) I am ill right now( skin cancer) and need as much support as I can get. I hope to talk to you soon, and I will be checking in every day. I love you all. :) Linda

How Life Is Going With Me
Hey Everyone, Hey How are You all doing? I am doing really Good. I am currently seeing a wonderful woman In My Life. Her and I have alot in common an very strongly in Love with One another. She Means The world To Me Like You wouldn't belive. Life Has Been pretty Good so Far and Been really busy takenin care of the house and what not. But Yeah Like I said before in this blog and The Woman Of My Life is My world and My Breath and The reason I wake up in the Morning and The reason For Living each and everyday to the fullest I can do and ask For. Her and I Have Been datin For about a week now and each and every day that goes by and It just keeps gettin stronger and stronger. I can't ask for Much More. There are Nights I lay in bed and just sit there an think about that day an when it comes an I'll get to see her. It Tears Me Up alot an But I know the wait an pain sometimes will be WORTH THE WAIT I KNOW FOR SURE IT WILL BE. I Love You Baby SO Much and You Have no Clue How Much You Truely

That Damned Jared
The swirling wind beating against my window pane Thrashing about so unforgiving and strong Alone I sit, miserable…churning…going insane Just hoping it won’t last that long. With dreams of days when the sun is always clear Followed by long nights of holding you tight Wishing, just wishing, you were here To make everything right. I don’t know how you grabbed my heart so Or why things happen the way they do How easily passion and intensity can flow Or why love changes everything inside you Turning your whole world upside down. And it’s funny how everything feels so new Like moving from a big city to a small town. But I do know, I can’t imagine being without you. ------------------------------------------------- The smoothness behind your gentle words revealing what’s in store Intensity in your voice making me want to be there That ever so soothing touch that I yearn for. Your irrestible ‘I want’ eyes, entrapping me in your glare. Lips that I could beg for

Thanks For All Ur Help
I gotta get to bed lol im about to pass out on my keyboard but I wanna send a quick thank you to everyone that helped me get the spotlight. I would type everyones name but its late and I really need to get some sleep. I will do a special bulletin tomorrow for everyone. Thanks again I really appreciate it! Lots of luv xo -cotton

Projekt: Revolution 2008
Projekt Revolution 2008 Announced Linkin Park presents Projekt Revolution 2008 with Chris Cornell, The Bravery, Ashes Divide, Atreyu, 10 Years, Hawthorne Heights, Armor For Sleep, and Street Drum Corps. Tickets go on sale nationwide for select shows April 11. LP Underground members will get access to presale tickets from April 4 at 10am to April 5 at 5pm, so be sure to join now so you don’t miss this opportunity! To show their appreciation for their fanclub, Linkin Park has decided to pick up the service charge for LPU members who purchase presale tickets. "As a thank-you to our fan club, the band would like to pick up part of the tab for their tickets to this summer’s Projekt Revolution: Linkin Park will be paying the service charge on fanclub presale tickets," says Mike Shinoda. "This will save most fans roughly $8-11. Our fan club has been incredibly loyal and supportive, and we hope this gesture lets them know how much we appreciate them." If you’re not already a member,

Proposition 420
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act I hope that my friends would read this....whether or not you support 420 or not...if you read it completely you will see how it would benefit everyone! Please comment and let me know what you think! if you agree to this blog email this to everyone you can including your Congress Representatives and Senators. Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act A proposition initiative by Kenneth N. Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com) Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; ---------- The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or pro

Hi
I'm very personable & easy to talk to, a good listener, ambitious. Very honest, open; probably the most caring person you'll ever know, and love children. I'm very romantic and like to cuddle. Can be trustworthy, faithful, outgoing, a great listener and very understanding. I'd describe myself as intelligent, well educated, attractive, sociable, and caring. Honest,truthful, confidant, affectionate, sincere, loving, passionate, spontaneous, with a great sense of humor, energetic, open-minded; responsible and serious when I have to be. I respect everyone for who they are and would like to be treated in a similar way myself. I love to find new experience and to share them with someone close, but I have no special person in my life to share my dreams and excitements with. My ideal partner would be someone who knows how to listen with his heart but can answer with his mind, confident and mature clever, and well educated; I want to find someone to treat me as good as I treat them. Someone who

Father
Wishing that rain would fall again Playing the part you can't sustain If you wanted to see, if you wanted to feel If you wanted to try, if you wanted to heal You might open your mind but you can't close your mouth anytime I think you should know You'll end up alone I'm hearing you less every day Someone should take Your thoughts all away For all you would do to stay Sealing the fate which holds your name Can't comprehend, can't take the blame Now it all crashes down, so you're thinking aloud Of the world that's absurd and of all you deserve Let me leave you to this and the truth you dismiss once again I think that you know You'll end up alone And suffer through all that you face As chances dissolve And solace evolves In this you will find your place

Dj Devine Soaking Up The Sun!
The one and only Dj Devine!!! Is now in the "Sunset Cafe`" So bring your asses in and show her some ♥♥love♥♥!!!!! So click a pick and join in the fun and the family!! Made by Dj Meko

Home
I'm thinking that home is the best cure for my thoughts and feelings at this point and to just get away from a whole bunch of things that have really become issues in my life and have broke my spirit and my heart. I'm going to try to get back there in July...and at that point I will decide whether or not I am coming back to live in the USA. It's a big decision, and I'm the only one that can make it. I'm really hoping that I can genuinely make up my mind about this and make the right decision. As much as I love Texas..it is going to be difficult. Hey TGIF! Talk to you all later. luv Kris

8 Kinds Of Sex
8 Kinds of Sex Every Couple Should Try The hottest couples don't just have great sex — they have embarrassing sex, and make-up sex, and wild, can't-walk-the-next-day sex, and more. And the thing is, every kind of sex is crucial for your bond – yes, even couldn't-quite-stay-awake- to-finish sex. Here's how. Sure, you and your guy have good sex. Ideally, you have fantastic sex, as often as possible. But there's more to a solid sex life than just straight-up great sex. A truly amazing sexual connection encompasses lots of different kinds of sex — maybe even ones you wouldn't expect. After all, your relationship isn't one-note, so why should your sex life be? "You change, you age, and you grow as a couple in an emotional and an intellectual way," says Laura Meers, Ph.D., a psychologist in family practice in Columbus, OH. "Hopefully you're growing and changing sexually too. And the more dimensions there are in a relationship in general, the more you will see those dimensions reflected

Flames
Buried At PhotoCasket Beneath the eclipse of her iniquity, lies the true story of her soul. Delirious and provoked, it's impossible to console. Tormented by the malevolance of another the heartache will never heal. And no matter what they say, her emotions they can't reveal. Every morning that she awakes, she looks back at yesterday. Knowing that the pain remains the same, she lingers in shadows of disarray. An enchanted creature from within is what they cannot foresee. Only she can envision the beauty, that is yet to fly free. No time to fill the emptiness and in solitude she will bleed, but they can't make her face the ground because through this pain she will succeed.

Vigilante Radio Now Hiring Dj`s (repost Pls)
just click on pic to join us VIGILANTE RADIO IS LOOKING FOR DJ`S THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKE TO WORK HERE COME TALK TO GARY CLICK ON THE PICTURE ALSO VIST THE FIRE FIGHTERS HALL BOTH LOUNGES HAVE THE CRAZZYS PEOPLE AND THE BEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR SO COME DRINK LAUGH AND HAVE FUN CLICK ON THE PICTURE just click on pic to join us WELL WHAT YOU WAITING FOR HURRY UP GET IN HERE just click on pic to join us

The Firefighters Hall Is Looking For Staff Come Join These Crazy Fun And Outgoing Ppl
VISIT THE FIRE FIGHTERS HALL THEY HAVE THE CRAZIEST PEOPLE AND THE BEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR SO COME DRINK LAUGH AND HAVE FUN CLICK ON THE PICTURE just click on pic to join us WELL WHAT YOU WAITING FOR HURRY UP GET IN HERE just click on pic to join us

Never Knew It Was Possible
Never knew it was possible To really care this much Especially so early into it But you totally have my heart And I honestly dont want it back It feels perfectly safe with you Yes I have some fears But they are getting smaller You're making me belive its true That we really will work Never knew it was possible

Jealousy
They thought they could have me Dont want to believe different Some get mad Others become upset Wanting me for themselves Knowing you already have me Being told Im keeping you Never letting you go They have become jealous Cnat believe they cant have me

The Respect
You show great respect Throwing me off gaurd Not used to guys like you Treating me so well Like a woman should be treated Feels too good to be true Praying it will always be this way Not to change in time I want to get used to this To make other girls jealous And friends happy for us I love the respect!

Really Cares
You broke the spell No Im free He no longerhas a hold on me Dont know how you did it But Im not complaining He no longer loved me Was simply using me Until you came along Showing me I could do better That there was someone else Someone who really cared

Because Of Your Love
My eyes twinkle Smile always on my face Happiness has overcome me Saddness finally disappeared Everyone can tell They know something has changed Its hard to make me frown Especially with you on my mind Thanks to you Im extremely happy now Because of your love

Little Does He Know
He thinks Im jealous Because hes with her Engaged to be married As he was once to me Little does he know Im glad they are together Keeps him from me He has no clue Im now with you Your much better Make me much happier So much he doesnt know

Glad Its You
Never thought it would happen again Didnt belive I could truely love another Thought he had done too much damage But you made me see He didnt have that hold on me Opened my heart back up Letting you in compeletly Surprised its happening But glad its with you

Opened My Eyes
You opened my eyes Made me see it all From a different perspective showing me theres still good And love does exist Too you too give up Mr. Right is out there Not sure where Hopefully hes you Dont want to be hurt again Not sure I could handle it But you thankfully opened my eyes

True Love
True love is hard to find Some dont even belive in it HOnestly almost gave up myself Until you came along Making me believe again Long lost feelings have returned Dont know if its really true Not sure we will last But my hearts wants me to believe So hopefully you the ture lover for me

Always Together
You're all I think about Day and night Can't get you off my mind But not wanting to either Thinking of you makes me smile Knowing Im on your mind too Each day we are apart Is a day that brings us closer Feelings are strong Only getting stronger We may be apart But are always together in our hearts

I Love...
I love the shyness I love the craziness I lov the way you kiss and love the way you hold me Your loving and kind Yet gentle and caring As well as very protective I love teh way you look at me I love how you always think Im beautiful I love the way you respect me But most of all I love you!

Who Cares
Who cares what others think? Let them say what they want As long as we are happy What they think doesnt matter If we dont listen to them The it cant hurt us If we prove them wrong They will shut up I beieve it can work I think we will stay together But only if we both try

Crazy
Some may think we are crazy Not believing it will work Mainly because of how it started But I believe different My heart tells me its true You say the same I want to prove them wrong Show them they dont know And that anything is possible If we are crazy Lets show them its crazy for each other

Lost In Love
Im lost in love Dreaming only of you The others no longer matter You're the only one I need Close by my side Forever within my heart Makin me feel special My self-esteem soars now Knowing Im beautiful to you Nobody else can make me feel the way you do Because babi, I love you!