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Wedding
so im in the middle of planning my wedding, ha more like a late start to a wedding in 4 months. im so torn on the dress. reception halls in my town cost more then my dress ceremony at the country club tuxes etc together. i may have to have my reception in a town 45 miles from the wedding its frustrating. but hey i miss everyone

Feelings
What do you do when you give your heart to one?You know no matter what happens he will always have it and you never want it back.You try to move on and its just not there to do.How do you move on or can you?Love hurts but it also stinks.No one ever said Love would be easy.But God why does it have to be so hard? But deep down I don't regret giving my heart to this person.He made me take a good look at myself and let me know I'm a beatuiful person on the inside and out.I didn't have to wild and crazy to prove it.I just had to be me and only me.I guess it is true there is someone out there for everyone.But when you find then let them know how you feel and don't be afraid to be yourself and not someone your not.If it is true to your heart and feels then it worth being true back to.When you do hold it and never let it go no matter what you need to do and always be honest and true to that person no matter what.Always talk and work things out.But don't be afriad to ever Love and don't judge

Instructions For Life
INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE Saturday, March 22, 2008 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, “I love you”, mean it. 5. When you say, “I’m sorry”, look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone’s dreams. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling. 11. Don’t judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, Why do you want to know?” 14. Call your mom. 15. Say, bless you” when you hear someone sneeze. 16. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson. 17. Remember the three R’s: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your acti

Success To A Happy Married Life..
A man and a woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe box and took it to his wife ' s bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll." The little old man was so moved; he had to fight

Holla!
I am 100% new to this site and I have no idea what's going on. If I don't answer you, or it seems like I am ignoring you, I APOLOGIZE. Thank you in advance for comments and ratings, I greatly appreciate it. And bear with me >.< If you would like to contact me immediately, go to a site I am more familiar with :) www.myspace.com/rockstarporn or AIM me @ ferrywinkle xoxo Jamey

^sin^ Needs Attention!
Bored dont know what to do with your time why not bomb rate and comment...Help her level she would do the same for you Click the Photo Below ^sin^-Enforcer @ the playpen☠fu gf 2 sexy sheila☠fu owned by emt380@ fubar (repost of original by 'QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother' on '2008-03-22 17:32:23')

Just One Of Those Days
Yeah the title pretty much says it all...just one of those days...where i want to pull all of my hair out by the roots (what little of it is left) and then talk a long walk on a short pier. Nothing is going right, everything that is even slightly important or valuable is being ruined all around me and there isn't anything i can do about it. My head feels like it is about to explode and make yet another mess that i have to clean up. all i can do is pray that i don't go crazy and hurt someone else or myself. Ok, feeling better now

For My Girlfriends....
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored Woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ Might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.' Be 'Blessed' Ladies ~~~~~

Astral Kiss
creatures of the night passion doth ignite skin burns as fire no fading of desire words fall like rain a torturous domain midnight moon is bright eyes smolder at the sight minds escape and wander free meeting together across the sea imagination paints the scene third eye open and all is seen astral bodies touch and kiss spirits soar in hidden bliss down to earth we both shall sail having explored the darkened trail parting ways and saying goodbye each with a sparkle in our eye until next time that we meet may clouds dance beneath your feet

Where's My True Love?
I have so much pain in my heart, tears roll down my eyes like rain, waiting for my true loves touch by giving each other a new start with companionship. I start a new day without forgetting to pray asking God to send true love my way and not a man who just wants to play. Sometimes at night in my mind, I have this fearful sight, I wake up with a moan of having a dream of dying alone. There's got to be somewhere true love for me but I feel at times I'm invisible and he can't find me. Here I am, can't you see the love within me that needs to be set free? I hope one day this dream of fear within me will disappear because God heard what I had to say and sent true love my way. Written By Lisa March 23, 2008

Please Please Please
Come help all you can. I'm hoping to win. To all those that come thank you. I'm wanting to getter done ya know. Here's the link and all you got to do is click on the pic and it will take you directly there. Thanks to all those that do help out and have a fantastic weekend.

Please I Need Your Help..bomb My Pic By Leaving As Many Comments As U Can...thank You
Come help all you can. This is my first contest and I'm hoping to win. To all those that come thank you. I'm wanting to getter done ya know. Here's the link and all you got to do is click on the pic and it will take you directly there. Thanks to all those that do help out and have a fantastic weekend.

Bad Boy Article On Msn
Have you gone out with more than one bad boy in the last year? Are you in an on-again off-again relationship with a bad boy? If so, you may have a bad-boy habit that needs to be broken. Set yourself free from that bad boy with these five steps: 1. Write a list of all the bad things he has done to you. Women tend to get short memories when it comes to all the terrible ways bad boys treat them. They don't want to think about it. But if you decide to break the bad-boy habit, you need to force yourself to think about it! Write down a list of all the downright mean things he has done to you. If he cheated on you and lied about it, write it down. If he stayed out until 3 a.m. without calling you, write it down. Anytime he made you cry, write it down. Here is the best part -- put the list up on the wall next to a picture of him, so you associate his face with all the awful things he has done to you. He doesn't seem so attractive now, does he? 2. Stop having sex with him. A lot of times w

Birthday Song
Birthday Roll out of bed, look in the mirror and wonder who you are- another year has come and gone today is your birthday but it might be... the last day of your life so what will you do if tomorrow- its all gone You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life, who do you want to be- before you die? Look at your life, and what do you want to do? Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die Look at your life, you haven't got forever (it all comes back to you) hmmmmmmm and tell me what really matters is it the money & the fame? or how many people might eventually know your name? but maybe you touch one life and the world becomes a better place to be maybe you give their dreams another day, another chance to be free... You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life,

Here Are The Results For The Sexiest Eyes Contest
First off i would like to thank all the people who entered the contest, and to the people who rated and commented on their pics!! I know there was a lot of confussion on how i ran my contests and i definately saw a flaw in the manner to which i was doing it so it has changed if u saw the first blog about the results!!!! Ok enough blabbing here are the winners Place-Name-Average rate-Total # of Rates- Total Rating 1st - perrtypiercedpooter with 10.35 (49) = 507 2nd - pisces1971 with 10.19 (41) = 417 CONGRATS TO THE WINNERS!!!!!!!! i will be getting out the prizes either tonight or tomorrow

Expecting The Surprise Baby #4.
I would just like to officially announce that I have recently found out that I am expecting baby #4. TO MY SURPRISE!!!! I was scheduled to have my tubes tied back in Dec'07 but i had an insurance issue at the last min. and was forced to cancel the surgery. This is deffinetly a major surprise in my life and also mrhappy734 who is the Daddy. So please stop by and congradulate him....it's his first child!!!!!!!!

My Birth Date
Your Birthdate: October 26 You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena. Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top. You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate. Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success. Your strength: Your attention to detail Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes Your power color: Turquoise Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up Your power month: August What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Marriage Is Scary
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Comment Bombing Contest
Please come and comment me! I need 50K comments. Show me some love and I'll show you some love back! And along with that, I'll send 75K fu-bucks your way if you send the most comments on my contest. Here's the link! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&albumid=855786&i=285741661&idx=35

I Do Ya Know??
Nickelback Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you That I have loved you all along And I miss you From far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you That I have loved you all along [Far Away lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I miss you From far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far t

Death By Reality
I left something for you on the coast Of the ocean we made. An impassible collection of salt and water. Two unlike elements salvaged from the most unlikely sources. Of children stomped bloody on the yard. For running the wrong way in kickball. Of women held hostage in a mad society, by big guns and tiny dicks. Of the poets, overrun by idols and reality, left hungry in the wake, waiting for their day to bleed ink again. Of brothers seperated by the birth of a nation, and the demise of another, at the hands of well-meaning tyrants. Of a thousand and one lovers paying to stand in line for the sacrifice. The odds aren't good. The prenups are even worse. Stand there at the dock where we never met. Half past dusk, half between dawn, In the full moon's light, you may catch a glimpse. Across the dancing surface of the still waves- left somewhere in the heart of the craven new world. If you look carefully... with true love in your heart- You'll see the r

My Accident
So rather than explain what happeened to everyone individually, thought i would let you all know at the same time, and the longer i am sitting/standing iy hurts s lot more, with my brokn ribs long conversations are out of the question being it it hust so badly. . So here is he short version, Went out with friends wed night for few drinks on west side, on way home changing tunes and looked up oyslledand the light was red< and there was a dump druck in frony of me. I vever had a chance to hit the brakes and was doing around 40mph. The dump truck won in case you were wondering :) My GMC Jimmy is totalledd though. I smelled gas, and climbed out and passed ut on the median from a concusion. rst of the right is a blur, but ended up with broken eye socket, both naasal cavaties broke, broken nose, punctureatrial broken jaw bone, multiple broken ribs, i can personally couny 4, broken right wrist, broken right ulna, broken clavickle, and a punctured right knee, something went stait in a

Easter
Wishing everyone a Happy Easter..Do not eat to much candy. My boys been up.. bugging me already saying the Easter bunny did not make it to the house. They do not know..that its all gonna be at the family's. Going over there around 2. LOL.

Only Legal On Fubar
I am happy to tell everyone we will be having a 3some in the PITBULL'S PLAYGROUND on Wed. the 26th at 4pm pst time.. Yes a 3some.. HUNTER,CHRISTINA AND NIECEE ARE TYING THE KNOT!! Everyone is invited!!! Hunter the lucky Groom!! Christina one of the lucky brides to be Niecee the 2nd lucky bride to be Brought to you by their maid of honor ☠ Trâçý Owner/Head DJ at The Pitbull Playground/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠ /Owner of Mike S@ fubar

Thoughts
To the man I love I wanna tell you this My love for you will stay true For as long as I live The stars can stop shining The sky can fall down The world can stop spinning But my love will still go ‘round Unless the devil comes to stop us Our love will always stay true Unless some evil force takes us apart I’m gonna keep on loving you I never asked for love so soon But then you came my way It didn’t matter how much I tried to deny it My love grew stronger every day As young as I may be You were there to catch my fall It's amazing how you’re always there for me Only you can understand it all I don’t care who’s against us This is just between you and me I don’t care who disapproves People should just let us be How could I live without you? How would I make it through? I think it’d be impossible How can I imagine a world without you? You can't help who you love You’re just not supposed to Although I didn’t think it’d

There Was Never A Love So True...poem For My Love.
As one that is here in you > the love That bounces off you to me is really here to stay < miles be between us but we are secure and one day we know we will meet for sure . I love you so much in all ways emotionaly and yet I am sad cause phisically I want all of this to share my love touching you and making a cast of obilivan to reach the clouds ..I fell though im floating high and never coming down from heaven back to earth.Your my life and Im fufilled I want you to konw this is really real. Diana cause i also know how you feel. xoxoxox diana

Friends
If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk or how close you are and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Dont Forget Us Girls ! ... Contest Luv Needed
Mary and I are still going in BrattyBytches Give away .. we still need luv shown .. we're both doing good .. Im gonna be bombing mary tonite when i get home from work as she's shown me a lotta luv ( MUAHS to all that have come by thus far ) Here's the link to my pic .. but please dont forget to show Mary Luv too .. And Lets not forget the Infamous BrattyBytch .. You know we all Luv her . so take a few mins and show her tons of luv too Hoping you all have a very nice Easter and are able to spend some quality time with your families .. Im off to work .. ( ooo yayyy , Insert sarcasam) .. talk soon .. Xoxoxoxoxox

Facts Of Life
Facts of Life 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 6. A person who is nice to you but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails.) 7. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 8. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 9. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 10. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 11. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 12. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. 13. No man has ever been shot

Easter
It's Easter. The season when bunnies poop out easter eggs. (The Bible gives us weird stories, eh?) I'm looking for a chocolate bunny to bite the head off of (starting with the ear of course) but I can't find one. What the hell, Bobby? This Easter, I'm sitting by myself in my room in the barracks. No family. My friends have gone home to theirs. I'm going to rely on all of you people to keep me company. Up for the job? Good! This is going to be an awesome cyber-Easter! I have my coca-cola beside me and ready to go. *looks up* Man... what do they put in that mess food?

Men?
IM AT THE POINT IN MY LIFE I THINK IM SERIOUSLY WITHOUT A DOUBT DONE WITH MEN! EITHER THERE CRAZY, POSSESIVE, ABUSIVE, UNPREDICATABLE, ASSHOLE, AND TO PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE SUICIDAL! I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS WITH ME FINDING THESE TYPE OF MEN ALWAYS BUT IT NEVER SHOCKS ME TO SEE THERE TRUE COLORS WHEN THE TABLES GET TURNED! LAST NIGHT MY EX CALLED ME REPEATIVITELY IM TALKING PROBABLY 35 TIMES IN 1-1 1/2 AND LEFT ME CRAZY ASS MESSSAGES LIKE I SEE YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME WELL YOU BETTER ANSWER THE PHONE OR YOU WONT LIKE THE OUTCOME! OR EVER BETTER THIS MAYBE THE LAST TIME YOU HEAR FROM ME SO IF I DO SOMETHING STUPID TO MYSELF YOU'LL HAVE TO HAVE THAT HARBOR OVER YOUR HEAD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, IM NOT HAPPY UNLESS IM WITH YOU, YOUR MINE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! IM MEAN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM WHO SAYS SHIT LIKE THAT! I KEEP TELLING HIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN IM DONE WITH HIM HES FINALLY ADMITTING THAT HE WAS WRONG AND HE SHOULDNT HAVE TREATED ME THE WAY HE DID BUT WONT

Wouldnt Change Ya For Anything In The World>>poem
Your the one I do adore // nothing less or any more ..How can I express , to you how I fell. I know in my heart so deep your the only one for me >... Your words a delicasy to mine tounge and upon my heart as I do put them there... I hold each memory with in and linger thru time with out any end ... For your my love and I know of no other and your always there for me when ever. your real and true as can be and sensitive as such as me. Your fun yet sencere and I get lost in you time and again. Yet There never will be an end to my love over flowing within .For this wonderful.. wonderful man. You Love are the one I speak of no one else there ever was. Xxoxoxo diana

Rise
Rise Throw away The charade of your life Let the flame of my heart Burn away Your complacence tonight I command you to rise Wash away The decay of your life Feel the light of your eyes Find the way Through the darkness tonight Fearing no one Do you really think I covet like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now rise Turn away From the shame of your life Feel the light from my eyes Offering Consolation denied Fearing no one Do you really think I want it like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Fearing no one Saviors of my soul Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now I cannot stop this Pure emotion Falling from my eyes You are vindicating

Doll Re-borning
Ok Some of you asked me what i do as work, I work with my partner, who does specialised art work on latex dolls usualy very young first born style of doll, this involves making the doll as real as a newborn or very young baby,The paints are heat hardened the hair is hand rooted(1 or 2 hairs at a time) the eyes are usualy glass (plastic dont look good),If done right the doll will pass the shopping test ( i think you call it a Mall), the baby is placed into a pram and taken to the shops , if it is done right passers by will not notice it is a doll ( great for a laugh this stage)... ok so i get asked why, unlike my partner i look at tha Pennys ($ dollars) because done right a good reborn can fetck around the £700. $1400 plus postage and handling, but one has just been sold for £8,000 ($16,000).. and what do i do lol I referbish the Old prams for them ...anything from present day.... to the earlys 1900's....then list them all on ebay ...

Cool Lounge
Hey everyone...I found a really vool lounge to hang out in with some super cool people and great music and lots of good times...check it out when you get the chance...FANTASY 69.... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54938

Frustrated To Hell
I am so frustrated right now. I have had enough. My nerves are shot and my pills don't seem to help. My kids are constantly screaming and getting the puppy to growling and barking. I am at my wits end. I am anxious for Jason to get home so he can take over. It's like I don't have enough to try and deal with. I am just so freakin pissed off right now. I need to get some time to myself. I need a break. But yeah right like that is ever going to happen. My hubby dosen't understand. He thinks just because I am home all day with the kids and he works 8 hours a day he needs the time and I dont. Well I have had it. It is either I get some time to myself or I am just gonna go find a corner and sit there and be comatose.

The Vegas Trip From Hell
So in Feb a "friend" of mine that I've been "friends" with for oh about 8 years and myself decided to go to Vegas. We took his car cause mine was in the shop getting the brakes worked on. We got up there on a Sun night and check into our hotel room...drama that night already with the hotel and room i had booked. That gets worked out and we go to MGM i slip and fall hurting my knee (great 2 bad things we all know where this is going). so the next day is fine all goes well and the morning of the day after (that'd be tues morning) we go to the store so i can get batteries for my camera. we contemplate who will be driving and he agrees to let me drive his car. i go to turn out of a parking lot and *bam* accident! so we sit and wait for the cops who then give me ticket and him one as well. so in the car i say i'll help by paying HALF of your ded...so that means i would owe him $500. now because i've had some hard times at home and i can't put the money HE WANTS $1,000 together in a heartbea

Just Listen
most guys dont like to help there lady around the house now i know most guys think they are ether too good to do it or you are just too lazy it shows your lady that you care about stuff just like she does and she will apprieashate you for it just help out guys

Latest News.
The relationship 740 miles away didn't work out because he was a lying asshole. I have been single for awhile and have made a few friends out of the numerous preverts and freaks i had to go through to get them!!!! However now there is one friend in paticular that I will be giving my time and attention to! He knows who he is. He's all I think about and all I want. So to the losers and perverts that do read this. Hopefully ya know now that ya ain't got a chance.

I M All Alone On What Used To Be A Happy Day
i used to spend easter with my 2 girls because of 2 women that hate each other i can no longer see my girls, i know there mom was just protecting them from what she thought was a bad situiation but i always seem to be paying the piper lol you'd think io be used of it by now 4 marriages gees it hard to believe i used to take the girls to jc pennies and buy them matching easter dresses every year since they were born its a family ritual but that has come to an end okay enough said have a happy easter princesses love lots

And Ye Harm None....
1. Hurt people physically, mentally, spiritually, or with magick. You are NOT a real witch if you hurt anybody. 2. Take illegal drugs. Witches go to a doctor when they are sick like anyone else, and only use magick to help medicine along on its course. 3. Work "black magick". Wiccans have a poem that goes: Ever mind the rule of three, what you give out comes back to thee. And who'd want that to come back to you times three? 4. Fly on brooms. We buy cars and trucks and stay on the road like everyone else; if we feel the need to "take to the skies" we go Delta or American Airlines. 5. Eat babies. We want them to grow up big and strong and do good things for people...We would never even THINK to harm them in any way! 6. Most do not kill animals (or anything else). REAL witches love and honor animals. Animals are a part of Spirit, just like people. Witches are big pet-people...Many are Vegetarian. 7. Tell fibs or big whopper lies. We walk our talk, and we know that a Witc

Ok Im Pissed
i been on here for 3 yrs an to day they delete my acount i did noting wrong they said i was spaming well, if posting comment to my friend is spaming. thats funny..i just hit level 21 an now i have to start over ,,,i think they did me wrong.. an i ask you my friends to help me get the word out..an plzz help me relevel up page....http://fubar.com/user/1707592 thank for your help

Strawberry Shortcake
It melts in my mouth. The strawberries and cool whip sliding down my throat. It dances inside my stomach being digested! Poor bastard!! It then ends up in the toilet in the form of excrament. The painful journey of food and the chain is cruel such as life.

Question For The Ladies
I need to ask for the honest opinions of those wonderful women that have talked to me on here. Is physical appearance that goddamn important to women? When it is said that, "I am not like all those other girls," is it said in truth, or a wonderful lie? I ask you all of this due to my track record with the opposite sex. I have recently started an involvement with a young lady, looking for something she wasn't getting, a real man. She made every effort to come see me, be in my arms, hang out, and even for those moments that I will not describe here, if you catch my drift. I was told quite often that I was "perfect" and the "man of my dreams," and yet today, I was told I was being passed over for a man who was "gorgeous", and likes tells her she is the woman of his dreams. Now, I didn't invest emotion into her for the reason I saw this coming, but damn it was fun while it lasted. She always had a smile, and her daughter liked the hell out of me, but now she is moving to a different city,

Abbott And Costello
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch , "Who's on First?" might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper Computer Store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. C

Attacks Kill 57 In Iraq; Green Zone Hit
By ROBERT H. REID, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 59 minutes ago BAGHDAD - Rockets and mortars pounded Baghdad's U.S.-protected Green Zone Sunday and a suicide car bomber struck an Iraqi army post in the northern city of Mosul in a surge of attacks that killed at least 57 people nationwide. ADVERTISEMENT The latest violence underscored the fragile security situation and the resilience of both Sunni and Shiite extremist groups as the war enters its sixth year and the U.S. death toll in the conflict approaches 4,000. Attacks in Baghdad probably stemmed from rising tensions between rival Shiite groups — some of whom may have been behind the Green Zone blasts. It was the most sustained assault in months against the nerve center of the U.S. mission. The deadliest attack of the day was in Mosul when a suicide driver slammed his vehicle through a security checkpoint in a hail of gunfire and detonated his explosives in front of an Iraqi headquarters building, killing 13 Iraqi sol

Easy Breakfast
ingredients: 6 eggs beaten 1 lb of sausage or bacon cut in to chunks shredded cheese 1 or 2 tps of butter margerine ...ect directions: in a bowl beat eggs til well mixed fry sausage or bacon chunks in skillet on medium to medium high heat drain excess fat away place butter,ect in pan pour eggs over meat season to taste mix together well until eggs are done take off heat spread cheese over egg meat mix cover and let cheese melt sometimes i put this mix in tortilla's and sometimes i leave it as is and make toast to go with it hope u enjoy

I Think It's Funny.................
I think it's funny how people say they want no drama in their lives.Drama is everywhere,no matter where you are or who your with.What it comes down to is how you deal with it.Some people scream,yell,cry,lie,be mean,and bitch(which is what I'm doing now)What I try to do is find people who laugh through the drama and the bullshit.Sounds mean,but peoples dramatic lives sometime make me laugh and if my drama makes other people laugh that's kool,I'm glad I made you laugh..........Fuck it!! Smile,tomorrow mite not come!

New Counry Song Hits!!!
01. Get Your Tongue Outta My Mouth Cause I'm Kissing You Good-bye. 02. I Don't Know Whether To Kill Myself or Go Bowling. 03. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You. 04. I Sold A Car To A Guy Who Stole My Girl, But It Don't Run So We're Even. 05. Mama Get A Hammer (There's A Fly On Daddy's Head). 06. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me. 07. She's Actin' Single And I'm Drinkin' Doubles. 08. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away. 09. I Keep Forgettin' I Forgot About You. 10. I Liked You Better Before I Knew You So Well. 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better. 12. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight, Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win. 13. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight. 14. I'm So Miserable Without You; It's Like Having You Here. 15. I've Got Tears In My Ears From Lying On My Back Cryin' Over You. 16. If I Had Shot You Whe

*warning Rambling Blog* A Feeling Long Since Lost
SO here I sit pondering my life and what I have done with it. I think about my love life and how it has been so unfulfilled for so very long. It all dates back to Jewels. And how I broke her heart and mine that winter back in 89. I pursued her for a month before she would go out on a date with me. She knew my rep (Hell still got the same rep today) and it wasnt the best of reps either. I was and still am a Ladies Man. But she was different, she made me feel different then anyother person has before or after her. I dont know if I believe in the whole 1 true Soulmate thing. How can their be 1 true person for you if she happens to live 4000 miles away. But maybe the Sisters of Fate ensure that that 1 person crosses your path at some point in your life. How will you know? What if that person has already come into your life and you just fucked it all up. What do you do then? Back to Jewels, I hurt her. We were young and stupid. We decided to abort the baby and it went down hill from the

First Contest
Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar

Poem
When I loved the truth, understood that in any case, I was in the right place, at the right time, in the exact timing. Today I know this has name: self-esteem. When I loved the truth, I realize that my anguish, my emotional pain, is a sign that I am going against my truths. Today I know that this is being authentic. When I loved the truth, stopped to wish that my life was different and I began to see that everything that happens contributes to my growth. Today, we call maturity. When I loved the truth, I began to realize how offensive try to force anything or anyone to just have what I want, even if it is not the time or the person is not prepared, including myself. Today I know the name of this is respect. When I loved the truth, I began rid of everything that was not healthy: people, tasks, beliefs - everything and anything that I prekinil down. At first, my reason called this attitude of selfishness. Today I know is called self-love. When I loved the truth, I fear for

Want To Own Me? Part 2
Im in another contest on people that would like to bid on me and own me for a month. This is what im offering. 1. Your name next to mine with the title.."owned by.."for a month 2. 1 or more daily comments 3. Pics and stash rated during a happy hour. 4.If given a happy hour, 1,500 11s for the month 5. Will be put in my family list. 6. Friend #2 for 2 weeks, then Friend #1 for the following. (this is due to im already owned by someone. 7 Keep you 100% buzzed 8.Add to Yahoo messenger.(if you desire) Heres the link. _blank>

I Was Born A Decade Or So Too Late...
God no wonder I have a thing for guys with long hair now... I should have been born earlier than 85 so I could have been a groupie in the 80s. Tight pants and long hair... oh god. Been hearing this song recently and didn't know who did it- or the actual name. Thankfully Ange is wonderful and was able to tell me! Bang! Bang! It was a warm night on the south side of town They said they’d seen ya You were sneakin’ around with a stranger, Girl these rumors are drivin’ me mad All my good friends turn their face to the wall When they see me, what the hell’s goin’ on am I so blind That I can’t see when I’m being had I know it’s silly but girl I really thought we had a chance I must’ve been crazy! Chorus: Bang Bang, what’s that sound I gave you my love and you shot me down Bang Bang, you’re so cool Playin’ a game, someday you’re gonna lose Bang! Bang! Girl you told me you were not like the rest Then you showed me now you’re failing the test It was easy just an

Mike Huckabee: An Easter Message
MikeHuckabee.com ^ | March 23, 2008 | Mike Huckabee Posted on 03/23/2008 4:11:28 PM PDT by Kurt Evans The story of Jesus' death, burial and resurrection has deep meaning to Christians for a variety of reasons. First and foremost, it is the defining moment of the Christian faith. But for the resurrection, Christianity would be nothing more than a legend, not unlike the stories from Greek or Roman mythology. As the Apostle Paul notes in I Corinthians 15:17-18, "And if Christ be not raised, your faith is in vain; ye are yet in your sins. Then they also which are fallen asleep in Christ are perished." Indeed, our very hope of eternal life depends upon the resurrection of Christ! Beyond this, however, the resurrection is the supreme reminder that the biggest victories can come from the greatest defeats. When Jesus walked the land of Palestine, the Jews held fast to God's promise of deliverance. Oppressed by the Romans, the children of Israel eagerly awaited the coming of t

What To Do..
I'm trying to decifer between asking one person to be my 'fu b/f' or another. I mean, one I really trust & yet I'm not sure...the other, I just really started talking to so I'm still confused. I know this doesn't make any sense & should probably be a MUMM but blogs are better for me & less harsh from this world here. So if anyone wants to help, feel free to comment & let me know! Thanks!!!! ♥Pink*Mama♥

Thanks 4 Everything
I guess I just want to say a quick thank you to anyone and everyone who's viewed my page even once or left a positive message to help boost my self-esteem, but I've realized that this is not the way to make myself happy, and for as much as it's nice to hear a compliment once in a while, it's time for me to sign off. I will be deleting my account within the week so like I said, THANK YOU so much to those who showed interest and left the great comments. True or not, they were a temporary confidence boost and made me almost believe I had a reason to feel good about myself. Good luck in life to each and every one of you, and may you some day experience true happiness.

Hope And Faith The Things That Hurt The Most
i dont know what is worse haveing to say good bye or not getting to say it at all. this is why i i hate being me. i have realized that me having hope is a mistake. i am not aloud to get close to anyone. so alone i must sufer while the rest of the world finds there friends, lovers, partners. somethings i wil never trully have. i always tried to not be in the incrowd. if i have to give up being who i am to be with someone i guess i hae to give up and join the crowd.

Grrrrr!!!bitchgrrrrr!!!
why is it okay for a guy to see 2 or 3 women at the smae time but its not okay for a girl to?? Im not ready to commit yet..so why cant i just date and what ever I want with out people getting jealous. Im not a jealous person.. I will commit someday when Im good and ready beside i havent found anyone that i quiet like yet.. and i certaintly havent had any funny feelings cause why bother... if no one feels the same for me.. why poor my heart out and give it away just to get squashed!! its pissing me off!! I just want a decent male friend to hang out iwth and get to know.. i could care less about sex .. sex doesnt satisfy the soul!!!

Wow..
Omg! that's the only thing I can say as to this weekend.. is holy crap.. from being out of town having to drive to god knows where surviving a semi accident & such *never drive in the dark when you can't sleep properly @ night* .. to the family gathering & literally being sent with BAGS *I mean HUGE bags* of food home.. but over all it was good.. I did miss one person like crazy thru this whole time.. but I dunno. Let's just say I have a lot of things to be thankfull for not to mention the evil priest got me with holy water *let's see how long this will last this time* I would deffinetly rate this weekend a 8.5 out of 10.. Many more to come for sure .. I am also starting to plan my trip more differently now.. So to anyone still reading this.. HAPPY EASTER *whatever is still left of it that is*

Random Shit
Random shit that has happened within the last 2 hours. I'm eating a mystery popsicle. I don't know what the flavor is..but I dig it..so it's ok. My snake fell off of his branch..into his water..and hissed...as if he wasn't the idiot that fell in. I had some chick pull the "stay away from my man" bit on me for a friend...lol...unnecessary. I changed into my new tank top/girl boxers combo..and it rocks. YAY pink! I found a pic of my twin brother and myself and my son that I'd never seen before..was cool I watched SouthPark in Spanish...Cartman sounded like Cheech Marin. You're excited..I can feel it.

How To Make Each Other Happy!
How to make each other happy! How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. an electrician 5. a carpenter 6. a plumber 7. a mechanic 8. a decorator 9. a sexologist 10. a gynecologist 11. a psychologist 12. a pest exterminator 13. a good listener 14. an organizer 15. a good father 16. very clean 17. sympathetic 18. athletic 19. warm 20. attentive 21. gallant 22. intelligent 23. funny 24. creative 25. tender 26. strong 27. understanding 28. tolerant 29. prudent 30. ambitious 31. capable 32. courageous 33. determined 34. true 35. dependable 36. passionate 37. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 38. give her compliments regularly 39. love shopping 40. be honest 41. be very rich 42. not stress her out 43. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 44. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 45. give her l

Wish
Wish wish I had someone to say I love you Wish I had someone to hold me tight Wish I had a hand to hold Wish I had some one cared Wish I had someone to believe in me Wish I could give that some one my trust Wish I could love that person Wish I could hold your hand, mine are lonley and cold Wish I could trust you with my heart There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not." - Francois de La Rochefoucauld "Neither genius,fame,nor love show the greatness of a soul. Only kindness can do that" I will not say sorry for my believes ideals or who I am. I will not question my self . I believe that every person on earth has a right to be here, I dont believe that one race is better than another, That the colour of our skin is who we are. I dont believe one religion is better than another, I respect others beliefs I`m proud of who I am and wher

The Essentials
I love you my friends! muahz. "There are eight essential things you need in life: Strength, Courage, Wisdom, Peace, Calm, Joy and Love. Strength to get up every morning, Courage to face the challenges thrown our way, Wisdom to realize that it's not always in our control, Peace within and with those around us, Calm to have a clear mind, Joy to see the good in life and most importantly of all Love - love for those we know closely, those we know at a distance, and those we're yet to meet." -Author Unknown "Let people say whatever they like, stick to your convictions and rest assured, the world will be at your feet. They say 'have faith in this fellow or that fellow, but I say have faith in yourself - all power is in you, be conscious and bring it out'. Say I can do everything! Even the poison of a snake is powerless if you can firmly deny it." -Swami Vivekananda You must not let your life run in the ordinary way; do something that nobody else has done, something that will d

The Guy Next Door
I really like my next door neighbor. He is very good looking and hot and sexy and he loves to help me. What more could you ask for? One day I was hanging out with my ex-best friend Jennifer. We are military wives, well I'm not really but close enough. So that means our husbands are not always around, they go places. In the military its called TDY, temporary duty. Well both our husbands were gone and I was at Jennifer's and we drank tea all day and talked. Then it came dinner time and she asked if I wanted to go to the pizza place. So we did, then back to her house and we just kept talking. I could see she didn't want me to go. So it was like, what the heck, just stay and keep each other company. It was summer and it stayed light out till very late. Well you know how kids get when they're overtired so finally my kids were bouncing and I decided to go home. So I went home and put my key in the door and I couldn't turn it because there was a key left in the d

Lurking
Well in recent days there have been a few people just lurking about. Not doing anything when they come to visit my or my g/f's pages. When we tried to talk to him, he turned around and blocked us for no reason. So to him I say K.M.A. For all you others who are kind enough to read this, if you would like to know more about thise person, his name is ShockerNXT and here is his link: http://fubar.com/user/1588465 ShockerNXT@ fubar Thank you for taking time to read about my new Jerk-O** list. I really hope I won't have to add others here. It is not really fun.

Loosing Sight...
You tell me that you are leaving. You have to leave, and part of me understands that. It does not stop me from wanting to lift my face to the sky and scream. If I could have prevented all of this, I would do it. Had I known what would happen, I would go back and change time. But I cannot. I must live with my guilt, my shame, my regret. All I can offer you is the knowledge that I still love you. I always will. And I will miss you, maybe more than you truly know. Take care, my love. Be safe.

Yesterday...
Yesterday Sittin here watchin the time slip away Wondering what I should do today Putting things off another day I’ll do it tomorrow Is what I say Head in hand Memories jumpin like hopscotch A game of youth Long since gone Nothing left but tomorrow 85 are gone, 280 remain 365 times 17 Years of pain I close my eyes and pray Praying to let go of yesterday Trying to live a better way Forget about yesterday Yesterday go away Clock moves ahead Nothing stops it from working Every hour it won’t miss a ring It’s the only guaranteed thing Weighted down by life’s unknown Worrying about the future Feeling completely alone Still sitting here I wish time would stand still Until I can figure it all out With zero lies and zero hate Make no mistakes, oh boy Boy it’s getting late Shiftin weight From side to side Booking a cruise in my head Planning to go before I’m dead Maybe God will be the captain And heaven will be the sea When that big boat com

My Poor Niece.
So here is the story...My sister married a man who has two kids. Both of them from different women. My niece lives part time with my sister and her idiot. and the rest of the time she lives with her grandparents. They are VERY lazy people and do not feed her good food, or get her out exercising. My niece is 10 and weighs 175lbs! I have been telling my sister to get her exercising and eating right. She has been doing her best, but as soon as she goes back to Grandma and Grandpa's house, all bets are off. Does anybody have any suggestions? Please I need some advice to give to my sister. She is at her wits end, and is worried she will have to bury her stepdaughter soon. Do I call in for an intervention or do I let my sister deal with this on her own?

Hoping For The Best
Things have been a bit rough lately. I really hadnt been able to eat a regular meal without feeling sick to my stomach or even throwing up! I am beginning to wonder if I aint pregnant but I will find out today when I go to the doctor about it! I am somewhat hoping that I maybe but I aint holding my breath. Tomorrow I go to legal Aide to file my divorce papers from James, so its gonna be very stressful for me! But I pray that my test comes back negative today. Granted I would love to be having a child but I am scared after the lose of my third one during the preganancy at 5 months along into it! But only time can tell what will happen for me!

Dear Supporters And Constituents Of Debbullan Inc:
Dear Supporters and Constituents of Debbullan Inc: We have several important announcements for you. Scroll below to find an explanation and link to each topic. We have news from Egypt and follow up on a recent media announcement regarding medical cannabis and liver fibrosis. We start here: Thanks to our sponsor for the fourth consecutive year: Texas Land & Air It is time for Debbullan's FOURTH ANNUAL RUBBER DUCKY RACE! May 17, 2008 In 2007 Debbullan placed the cause of raising positive awareness for the families, friends and victims of Hepatitis C in front of over 200,000 (TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND) people in 13 Countries. The only focused fundraiser we have held every year has been this Ducky race. Help us to continue raising awareness it only takes a minimum of $5.00. To learn more visit this webpage: http://debbullan.org/annual_rubber_ducky_race.htm If you already know Debbullan's work and wish to participate straight away here is your link to the rules and re

On My Way To Virginia.
Being it Monday morning, 9:30am, in about 30 hours from now I'll be on the plane "moving" to Virginia. It's been ten years since I consider Virginia home in a sense of living. It'll be an interesting move seeing that dad said he'll find me a place to live, till I can find a apartment to move into. Only thing he says about me having a place to stay is "we'll stick you someplace", 'we' being the family that would not think twice about sticking family members in hotels when no longer tolerated. It'll be an interesting move but worth it.

Only In The Wonderful State Of George Bush
http://cbs11tv.com/politics/Sex.Offender.Candidate.2.681963.html WILMER (CBS 11 News) ¯ On May 10, the voters in Wilmer, Texas will elect a mayor. But what makes this election controversial is that a sex offender will be on the ballot. James Brian Sliter is running for mayor of Wilmer. Sliter is also a registered sex offender. "People need to realize that people make mistakes, and they need to look past those mistakes and forgive and move on," said Sliter. "I'm not asking anybody to condone what I did." His picture appears on the Texas Department of Public Safety sex offender Website. It was four years ago and Sliter was 38 when he was arrested for soliciting sex from a minor. Sliter was busted during an Internet porn sting. He was chatting on-line with a person he believed to be a 15-year-old girl. When he showed up for sex, the police were waiting for him. Sliter received deferred adjudication and was placed on probation for ten years. He was also required to r

I Love This Song!
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Figured Out How To Amuse Myself Here!
First, I come in to see I have no messages. Then I make sure I'm always dry, God forbid I should even cyber drink, lol! Then, comes the fun part.. I look at my albums, notice no one else has, & just enjoy them myself. So, I don't much care who looks, rates or enjoys my albums...I DO, & YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GOOD PICS YOU'RE MISSING, lol. Anyway, that's a day in the life of Kell on fubar. I'm usually here all of 5 minutes, then I just log out. At least I found a way to enjoy my time here, lol....oxoxoxoxo Kell

A Picture's Worth 1,000 Pervs??
There is this strange phenomanon sweeping Fubar... Women with skin pics getting bombarded with rude sexual comments in their shoutboxes, and friend requests from men rolling in at alarming rates! Pic comments! Rates! Drinks! Gifts! Sexual inuendo! But only if you have a lil skin in your default pic.. Because a lot of men seem to think we like to be treated and talked to that way and that that's the only reason we would have sexy pics of ourselves... for the sole purpose of providing them to others as a masturbatory aid and a reason to treat us like cheap prime rib. Experiment: I used this pic as my default for 2 weeks: .... It's cute, you can't deny it! But I repeatedly signed on to Fubar with no messages, no comments, no shouts. And at the end of 1 week I had a grand total of 10 friend requests. I recently changed my default pic to this: I got up this morning and signed on to Fubar.. And in 9 hours my homepage looked like this: Disgusting. Why? An

I May Be Nothing
You said you were my friend but ran every time , it got tough you said forever but it never seemed to be enough you promised me the world, but all i got were lies you opened up your mouth and i opened up my eyes i may be nothing but thats more then you have i may be nothing but its more then you are worth you said you loved me loved me to death all you ever wanted was what ever serves you best

Sent To Me!
If we had never met, Would your life still be the same. Could your world still be intact. Without even the slightest of change. If this is true,then I have done wrong, To think possibly never having you friend. Having that kind of hole in my life, And not knowing till my times end. In a world where everyone, Does and can not trust. In your heart and mind, To be a better friend,I must. Now that this has been said, A stronger friendship will now stand. Never will I find another like you, Here or across any other land. 9 More till # 200 yeah!!!!!!

Soundgarden - Burden In My Hands
Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol 'Cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no There she goes Out in the....sunshine The sun is mine...sun is mine I shot my love today Would you cry for me? I lost my head again Would you lie for me? Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy 'Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone Who isn't me Kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost I shot my love today Would you cry for me? I lost my head again Would you lie for me? I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again Would you cry for me? It's just a burden in my hand It's just an anchor on my heart It's just a tumor in my head And I'm in the dark So follow me into the desert As d

Peanut Butter Cake!! So Yummy!!
This is an easy recipe and fun to make hope you enjoy!! PEANUT BUTTER CAKE!! INGREDIENTS * 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups packed brown sugar * 1 cup creamy peanut butter * 1/2 cup margarine, softened * 1 cup milk * 3 eggs, lightly beaten * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Grease the bottom of a 9x13 inch pan. 2. In a large bowl, combine flour and brown sugar. Cut in peanut butter and margarine until crumbly. Reserve 1 cup of crumb mixture. To the remaining crumb mixture, pour in milk, eggs, vanilla, baking powder and baking soda. mix well and pour into pan. Sprinkle top with reserved crumb mixture and chocolate chips. 3. Bake in the preheated oven for 45 to 50 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center of the cake comes out clean. A

Storms
Storms Shackled, tied Leather embraced, Freedom of movement Bound. My canopy is shut With “G’ suit tightly strapped, Soon the jet screams Allows me to pierce the sky Soft whimper Eyes pleading, Muscles stretched Ability to touch constrained. Clouds envelop my Mind with rapidity, Turbulence rocks My very essence in violent loops Intense gravity Every orifice stretched, Wetness Pouring down legs. Taken violently With pain come shudders, Yet each tear Frames a silent smile. When bound Willingly, and Bound by choice. Can there be greater freedom? Fly free, Embracing the storm. Physical constraints Accenting total freedom, Choice Poet

Get Over It
Time is a scenery. No matter how long, you look at it, it's just not, going to change. Words are words. Sometimes, you just have to take action. Love is a window. So stop staring at it, and open it. Cause it's not going to open by itself. Anger is a door. Don't fear it, lock it, and swallow the key. Life is a wheel. Sometimes, you roll over mud and rocks, And sometimes, you go over rainbows, But most importantly, You are you. And I know you are wise enough, To tell the difference, And sometimes, you just have to chill, And Get Over It.

Stages
They say we go through stages of our life, but I think it is more like our life is on a stage. We are all in some dramatic play. One act may be cheery and sweet and the next turns twisted, full of rage. I have seen a lot of acts, actors, stage hands in my day. Some stages were more intense than others & it is their acts that have a tendency to replay. I'd like to think I have learned something from these acts, in at least some small way. Some valuable experience out of all the stages I have performed on, but in reality I wonder. Have I? And should it bother me to not know the answer or should I just continue on without asking why? Blindly performing until the final act in which I die.

Set Me Free
A picture is worth a thousand words, at least thats what I've been told. But a picture of you is worth more to me than gold. Cause you are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. Illuminate the dark and set my spirit free. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. With eyes like diamonds you draw me close Until your lips touch mine and were nose to nose. A million butterflies flap their tiny wings, As a chorus of heavenly angels gladly sing. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. You asked if our love will last and I think it might, If we try hard to make things right after every fight, To wipe away eachothers each and every tear, To be there for eachother year after year. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. © Brett Harper

Romance.
Romance People are constantly asking why their spouse/SO isn't romantic, but I think romance varies from person to person. Romance to me is A little note sitting on the car window when you leave work at night, or leave for work in the morning Flowers for no good reason..not every day or even once a month..just occasionally to show you care (even when they say they hate flowers cause they just die! :p) Buying a little gift..nothing major, maybe a card or a dvd that you know the other person wanted A surprised picnic, run to a KFC and get chicken..just go to a park or something and have a nice picnic set up smaller things.. a kiss on the forehead out of no where the possessive hand on the small of your back when you're with a crowd of people going out with a blanket or in a car and just looking up at the stars watching fireworks together on the 4th of july There are many more, but suddenly my mind went blank..so what are your ideas of romance?

Sorry About The Past Couple Of Weeks
I know I haven't been online lately. Its been a rough couple of weeks. Really ROUGH!!! Things are happening here in my real world that are making my head spin. Then with Easter coming up, my youngest child coming home, family and friends visiting for the holidays... it was an absolute mess... I am sorry for not being around. Hopefully things are slowed down enough for me to be on line a little more. I am still awaiting my 4 (soon to be 5) year old's arrival. That should be TOMORROW!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Once my life gets back to some level of normalcy... I will be online more often like before. I am sure you can all understand... somethings in life... have to take PRIORITY over FuBar!!! With Much Love To All!!!! ~AngL~

Just My Shit To You !!
ok your a tooth decay, your mouth is open your disgusting , wtf ya eat for lunch a bunch of sweets or something , whatcha munch a bunch of crunch a munch your tooth is rotten ,and your gumz ,your breath stinks wanna chew some gum

70 Real Things About Me!!!!
Well If You Were Curious About Why I Am The Way I Am,LOL Here Are 70 Real Things About Me!!!! 1. Ever kissed somebody of the same gender? Yes 2. What's your favorite color? Red 3. Have you ever done drugs? No 4. Do you sing in the shower? I sing everywhere, but especially in there. 5. What do you sleep in? Sometimes a nightie, sometimes nothing. 6. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? Losing the rest of the weight I've been trying to and toning up. 7. Do you have a tattoo? No 8. What is on your bed right now? Pillows and stuffed animals. 9. What's your favorite word or phrase? Ya Know(Geez I Use It Way Too Much,LOL!!!!) 10. Have you ever been to a strip club? No 11. What your favorite ice cream flavor? Cookies-N-Cream 12. When you go shopping is there one thing you always get even if you don't need it? Either Logoed t-shirts or logoed underware. 13. What's the last sporting event you watched? NCAA Tournament 14. Woul

Fubar Low Raters
I'm not sure what the epidemic is going on around here, but there are some people that just don't get it. If I were to even think of rating someone low, I would rather not rate them at all. Everyone should be very aware of the following person. I will update should others occur! Grim_Reaper87@ fubar

Driver Blames Speeding On Bad Oreo Dunk
Mar 23, 7:08 PM (ET) SALISBURY, Conn. (AP) - Police say a man's excuse for speeding through a small Connecticut town takes the cake - or, at least, the cookie. A state trooper who stopped the 1993 BMW last fall says its driver, 28-year-old Justin Vonkummer of Millerton, N.Y., blamed his driving problems on an errant Oreo. Vonkummer told the trooper that an Oreo had just slipped from his fingers as he dunked it in a cup of milk, and that he was trying to fish it out when he lost control of his car. Prosecutors learned in court this week that Vonkummer had been charged with speeding and driving under a suspended license - not driving under the influence, as a clerk had mistakenly noted in the court records. Vonkummer's attorney declined to comment. The case is pending.

Heat
Heat We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into t

People.....
It is a real shame in this day and age that i should have to lock down a public profile because of certain individuals so interested in my life, and for reasons i cannot even fathom. As some may state it is what you have to deal with on sites like these...well yes i agree...But the individuals who are doing this arent doing this out of just basic curiosity...this is done out of down right drama seeking bullshit. So what i am thinking at this point is this...You want to know what is going on in my life so bad?...let me go ahead and tell you every last intimate detail of what has happened in the past month...and it is ugly...and when you are done reading this...i hope you feel good about yourself. In the past month...I have been diagnosed with "early cancer"....and have gone through my first treatment of it... And now will have to deal with this for the rest of my life ....The icing on the cake happened last week...i was diagnosed with diabetes, turns out i have been living with it u

Bid On Me!! :)
> The B*tch Your Mom Warned You About!!! She is up for Auction and deserves an AMAZING OWNER! (click her picture to take you there) Come check out the benefits you will receive and put down a BID that beats the current offer!

Been Awhile!
Its been probably almost a year since I've been back here and holy crap the changes.. first off noticed its not cherry tap no more lmao. And also noticed a lot of little changes.. hmmm get some getting used too. Life so far with me has pretty much been the same. Kids are doing find and dandy growing like weeds. Hubby and I started a gym at the end of december and also watching our calorie intake.. I've lost 17.5 so far and hes lost 24 in 3 months.. slow but good is better. spring is here! yay I so hated winter.. got a new van.. dumped the old gas hogger. And this summer I'm excited about going on vacation.. yay!

A Big Thanks Is In Order For Those Who Made It Happen
i would like to take this time to reconize those who have help me throughout the compition and those are ZGIRL~~ BARTENDER OF ZMANS DOMAIN &~~ ¢¾TrueLycan Free Lance Bombers~ &heart;@ fubar ~*Chaotic Princess*~@ fubar DEEDEE~PROUD OWNER OF JOKERS WILD@ fubar ♥SexyBitch♥@ fubar AngelnDiscEyes~Sexy BBW~ {**DirtySouthCrew**} ~a.k.a.~ $*Dirty Sowf Boop*$ ~Fan~Rate~Add~Crush~Drink@ fubar canadianchik@ fubar and last but leastDJ DemonWolf PersonalBitch2ACESANGEL Kindred2WhiteWolf420~ FuWifeOfDragonPoet Owner of TLFLB@ fubar go and show these wonderful ppl some love and then go bid on me in the auction lol thank you all who has helped if i missed anybody i am sorry but u are thanked as well from the bottom of my heart

Theme Night...(short Story By Me) Comments Welcome
At 8 o'clock at night, on a quiet evening, just sitting on the couch in the living room is the last place you would expect to hear a loud bang. But, as the front door comes flying open, the only thing that protects the wall from being smashed is a pillow that happens to be laying on the floor. You are startled at the intruder standing in your living room. He is a tall man, at least 6 foot tall. He is dressed all in black with a black ski mask covering his face. His dark blue eyes are offset against the dark mask and clothing that he is wearing. But, you have more pressing concerns. In his right hand is a gun. The man scans the room and sees you sitting there. Since you were not expecting company, you are only dressed in a pair of lacey silk purple panties and an oversized tee shirt As you start to stand, the man takes 3 steps toward you and points the gun directly at your chest. The only thought that crosses your mind as you stare at the black gun with the brig

I Dont Get It!
okay.. for those of you that decide you aren't talking to me anymore cuz i am not constantly on your profiles commenting you... get a freakin' LIFE! i have one......... fubar is NOT it!!! i do what i can when i can... if you choose to validate a friendship with how many comments you get... sucks to be you!!! for the rest of yas... i love yas!

A Plethora Of Vampire Heavy Metal For Your Ears
Hey guys how you doing? Hope you all enjoyed your weekend & I wish you a great week ahead. Yesterday Alexis Machine (my boyfriend's band) was offering 10 tracks down loadable for free on Reverbnation. Due to the tremendous response & feedback they’ve received, they decided to extend the offer. I am pleased to let you know that these tracks will be available for free all this week! (Monday March 24 - Friday March 28 @ Midnight) To receive your free down loads simply go to: http://www.reverbnation.com/alexismachine Hope you enjoy ;-) Tattooed Angel

A Letter Of Love To You
To my dear friends, I want to tell you that I love you. Yes, YOU! There is no one special person in my life right now. But I have an immense amount of love to give. I do not feel that I am capable of loving any one person right now. To give all my love to one is a risk I am not ready to take again so soon. So, instead, I would much rather share my love with as many people as wish to receive it. I do not mean this in a sexual way! So get that nasty thought out of your head this instant! I mean that I am interested in so many things and in learning so many more things. I am interested in finding out what you all have to say and share with me. I am becoming a new woman and to that end I need help from my friends. Those of you that have become close to me know that I am searching frantically for my place in this world. I am searching for a purpose and a goal, and YES, someone to share it all with. Now, with that all having been said, I hope each and every on

Sold!
And the auction ended. With a bid that was much higher than I expected Soulsearcher, or the adorable Nikki as I call her , bought me. So I already changed my name... will probably be busy rating pictures and stash an leaving her comments the next weeks... But she's worth it!

Stories And Chapters
Stories and Chapters ~ There are stories we write on our page that tell much of our life at each age Some stories we never want to end like saying goodbye to a dear friend ! Falling down that train of thought forgetting all the trouble I bought still wanting just to hold her hand remembering all the dreams we planned ~ Hurting from self inflicted wounds unable to forgive myself on grounds unwilling to forget special feelings yet trapped by reality's ceilings ~ Let this be the end of my madness Let me overcome this deep sadness Remember there was love that was shared remember that it was an us that cared ~ For in the last chapter, the story must end the final page turned for life to again begin a treasured book lovingly filed away yet though I know there's more to say

Crazy In Love At Love>> Poem
we are at that, Crazy and adorned .. Always wanting so much more . Lust is a powerful thing but love is carzy, we say this again and again. I love you my dear man and you seem to love me < I do understand...Body lauange is starting to show.. Moves we make , as we do let go. Give into temptations that run high, It will go on hours thru the night..Deep breaths of warmth and some of the finest sexy things worn . We disrobe soon to be in the nude , you and I are about to conclude , what our souls bodys longed for . Lust and love forver more. Tantling sighs go on and on thru out the night. As passions are a running high, throbbing sensations and given in to the temptations > Crasy as crasy does, who cares as long as its us , who revolves in this beatiful Lust. Kisses are wet and so is she as her guy inter s thee. Oh a sigh and he is looking now , at her in a reddish heat as he seems to go from head to feet , she on top or under , its about to burst into a thunder of and ending

Let's Godmother, This Huggable Woman ! (tysm "missb" For Making This)
HUGGABLE ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"@ fubar She is so close to Godmother, let's do this , let's make the next God mother.

Silent Auction No Late Entries Will Be Accepted Auction Starts 3/26 @12:01am Cst
***!!!SILENT AUCTION!!!*** So far 9 women including myself are entered and only 1 guy Okay I thought it was time for something a little bit different so I though I would try a silent auction...the key to this is when making your offer you must make the highest offer you're willing to do for whoever bids on you no matter the bid and the bidders have to private message their bid to me and need to send me the highest bid they'd be willing to pay, no going back and out bidding the next bidder this is a one shot to bid deal! And only myself will know what the bids are until the auction closes and I post the results! There is an entry fee (will not be refunded if you drop out) of 25k fubucks!Auction starts Wednesday March 26th @ 12:01am cst and will run until 10:00pm cst Saturday March 29th! [no late entries will be accepted] Private message me with a link to a non animated photo you'd like me to use along with your offer. Do not send your entry fee until I message you back confirming you'

The Most Romantic Thing
Well I was reading a mumm on what would be more romantic, a special dinner or a walk on the beach. That got me thinking, what really is romantic? I guess, and I don't know this for sure, but I think its when you make a really big effort or sacrifice to show someone you love them. When you show your adoration maybe? When I was a teenager there was this boy who liked me. He was my brother's friend and I did not feel it was right to get involved with him. He was three years younger than me. I felt uncomfortable with that. AND he was my brother's best friend. Me and my brother lived in a house together for a while, with no parents. Yeah it was not normal, my mother moved out and left us there. We were teenagers. I don't get it either. Anyhow, my brother's friend, lets call him Joe, was always there. Always there. And then we wound up working together at a job. Yeah, we were around each other a WHOLE lot. He tried so hard to get to me, and I kept pushing h

Mom Of The Year Award
Please take a moment and vote for this mom, she has created a network of over 180,000 volunteers who write weekly to soldiers who have no one! She deserves it. I am a member! http://www.americasfavoritemom.com/mothers-day-2008/mom/Patti-P-3418

Opinion
Ok,I have a guestion for everyone. Well, i die my hair all the time. So, do i look better with or try: *Blonde *Brown *black *Blonde with brown *Blonde with black *Brown with black *orange, blonde, brown, with black ??????????????????????????

Motel Rendezvous
You meet me at the local motel. When you enter the room, I'm waiting for you right by the door, and I cover your mouth with my hands, motioning you not to say anything. I grab you in my arms, and I kiss you deeply and passionately. You are immediately turned on, for you can't believe how I took control of you. I push you back against the door, and I don’t ask, as I move my hands down you body to your skirt, and I pull it up to your waist. In the same movement, I unbutton your blouse as my hands continue to work up your body while I don’t let you move against the door, locking you lips to mine with a deep exchange of passion. My right hand continues beyond your breasts and moves behind your back between you and the door and with one movement, unhooks your bra. You barely notice when I slip off your blouse and bra in one movement. I don’t even bother to remove my clothes, only taking the time to unbutton my pants and let them fall to my knees as I pull you panties to the side, shoving

Tag....
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a hopeless romantic. 2.I love Alan Jackson. 3. I got married when i was 15. 4I love ballet and jazz dancing . 5.I love to eat ice cream in bed. 6.I was born at home in the hills of Kentucky. 7. I hate to cook. 8 Summer time is my favorite time of year. 9. I cry when i hear sad songs no matter where i am.. 10.I am kinda shy believe it or not... I am sending this to...chell. Mark. Bobman101. All american reject. and Blue eyed devil.

Test
center> Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself.Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Earth Hour Draws Near, What Are You Doing?
On Saturday, March 29th from 8-9pm millions of people will turn off their lights for one hour - Earth Hour - demonstrating that united together we each can make a difference on climate change. Sign-up at http://www.earthhour.org/user/npJ3Earth Hour Movie - Narrated by Jeremy Piven .. ..Sign Up Remix ------------------------------------------------------------AMERICA’S MOST ICONIC LANDMARKS AND SKYSCRAPERS TO GO DARK FOR EARTH HOUR Additional cities join World Wildlife Fund’s global climate change movement taking place on ..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O />Saturday, March 29, 2008 at 8p.m. (Washington, D.C.) – March

Some Reflections
Me and my boyfriend Shawn have been together almost 3 months now and I feel like I have been reborn...When Ron passed away (almost 2 years ago June 28th) I thought I would never open my heart up again and love but Shawn has shown me that indeed it's safe to love again..This was my first experience with death and losing someone close to you changes you in so many ways..I wonder, is it better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all? YES...Ron will always hold a very special place in my heart and in some ways, I will never be the same..His death was sudden- it seemed like a week before he became ill we were both living life to the fullest...sure, we didn't have alot of money or good jobs but we had LOVE and for us, that's all we needed..and in a second, it was all gone..so it seemed....I feel guilty even to this day sometimes when I find myself laying in Shawn's arms...I wonder if I deserve his love...was there more I could have done for Ron to help him? How come I cannot accept

3 Hrs
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. Picture . If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die.... they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim w

Girl's Nite Out Near Dallas - April 19, 2008
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Richardson, Texas, be there or be square! So far we have (Deb) ~Blueroses~ (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~@ fubar (Amber) Sexy Green Eyes Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar and (Nikki) ^Sin^ ^sin^-¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾@ fubar Mel will be there if she can get away Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar (Charlene) Goddess Devine said she will be there! Goddess }|{ Devine@ fubar (Kris) Cowgirlup signed up! wo

Deceitful Spawn
->Vampire Heart: what mad cuz ya got caught in a lie or two or three, anything else ya wanna add ->Vampire Heart: so now youre adding cheating March 24, 2008 @ 3:26 pm #3 of 4 she was cheating on him and did not want to tell him and all he was doing was working and taking care of his kids and giving them everything and got himself nothing and while he was at work and was having surgery she cheated on him and wanted to be with the other guy and instead of being an adult she just keft ->Vampire Heart: ya think dishonesty has played enough of a part in the kids lives or are they even yours ->Vampire Heart: i asked if any involved parties had been charged with anything, had any kind of record at all, and you were still referrin to you as 'the friend' Vampire Heart: yes the guy she ran off with you asked if he had been charged Vampire Heart: see this is why i don't tell anyone it is me because they assume the worst of me and they assume that i did the wrong when they do not know

I Wish You
Subject: i wish you all the sunshine and love that your hearts can hold i wish you happienest when the nght falls i wish you peace of mind when troubles come i wish you laughter throught the song i wish you find the one true love in yourselfves and know the beauity of all around you and never take one breath of life for granted and enojy what life has to hand you in every way may every dream came true and every prayer be answer for you with love

My Life
Ok well this is like my first blog on here! So I dont know what to really say! But I guess I will start by saying that I love FUBAR! It's so much fun and I have met some really kool people! U know who you r! Ummmm Im gonna be graduating in May! Im really excited for that! I'm not working yet but am looking for a job! Im really family orriented! I love my friends! Im single!!! So Im free boys! But I do like someone right now but we'll see! Well I guess thats all I mean like I said I have never done one of these before! But hey R8 me add me fan me anything and I will return the favor! Much Love!

Rot Biker Rally - June 12-15, 2008
There's a group of riders coming from Ohio, with Ohio Biker Babe, that me and some local Houston area bikers are gonna meet up with, then ride in to Austin, together. here's her link.. pop in and say Hi, and tell her that Dale sent ya. She rides an '08 Dyna Screamin Eagle Ohio Biker Babe@ fubar

In My House
In My House, In my house there lives a little mouse, Soft,squeekie,fat and gray, He eats my bread, shits on my counter, runs across my stove, fast as his little feet can go, Finds a mouse trap, smells some cheese, Slap! goes the trap, Good bye little mouse, that once lived in my house! by:Pat

Survival
A lost soul an endless black hole Try not to fall ignore it's call Sleepless nights endless frights Frozen by fear evil is near It tries to deceive but do not believe Remember what is true and you will get through Scared and lost survival at any cost Entering the final hour show them your power Unleash the inner beast evil will be its feast Eyes of fire, teeth bared no more reason to be scared Darkness becomes light you won the frantic fight Do not live in fear the power will never disappear

Yet Even More Sex?
Pervalicious {per-va-lish-us} ~Adjective~ 1. Acknowledged by the individual or individuals in question as unnatural sexual thought,word, or activity, but still immensely enjoyed by them. ~Example~ I'm feeling extremely Pervalicious this evening!

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun.You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too.Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Enough With The Sex!
Hi everybody! I'd like to take the time today to talk about Pervocity, but first I'd like to say this...To all the Nancys out there who I'm about to offend: GET BENT! Ok, now that I have that out of the way, I feel better. I don't know if anyone has noticed, but the definition of Pervocity differs from person to person. Everyone has a line that they won't cross, and if you've done something that makes you feel icky inside, you've crossed a line. That said, there are sometimes when crossing the line is a good thing. The definition given here is my opinion only, based on my own experience. So all of you who are easily offended, and those who disagree can go F*$ yourselves! Now that I've alienated my entire audience, I can continue. Pervocity is a funny thing. What's pervy to one person is just Wednesday to someone else. In my estimation and experience, I have to say that Pervocity is a very good thing. It gets a really bad rap however by those who take it to a icky place.

Life Isnt Easy
Well not sure where to start. As my my close family members knows ive been having some problems with my husband. On February 14 we had split up and we had worked things out and went back together. Things wasnt getting and easier. So we had split up again. Well I went through alot of thinking about what was going on and today I had decided to end the relationship with him because he had put his friends first. It looks like i wasted 10 and a 1/2 years trying and hoping he would change. But nothing worked. So now im sitting here wondering is there really love out there? As of right now I dont believe in love.

Todays Comment 3/24/08
Thank you for all the compliments on the comment I sent out...but...I have too give kudos to Mantis...the guy I own this month for making it for me. He did an awesome job. I love it! Below is his link: Ð®ägØñ¤†ämë® - Please read profile before adding@ fubar Thanks Mantis...you ROCK!!

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

Hot Boy Of 3-24
OK...so I still love Jacoby of Papa Roach but there is one rocker boy who's had my heart for the last 20 years. I actually had the honor of meeting him in July 2005. I won't post the pic of me and the bad boys of Motley Crue because I was 30 pounds heavier back then. This man, who I like to call a genius, is the reason for my alias 'Shandra Sixx'. It is none other than... Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue...

All I Ever Wanted.
I wanted a car. A nice one. Haven't got that yet. I wanted a motorcycle. Got it. I wanted a home of my own. Haven't got that yet. I wanted an entertainment center with a big teevee and stereo. I got that. I wanted a perfect body. Close but not there. I wanted a family. A beautiful wife whom adores me, and understands me. Kids. A life to live. A future to share. Haven't got that yet. But I'm never going to stop trying. -Rafael

Ugh~!
I am ready to go to work tomorrow and shoot the radio station they just switched to over the weekend. I have this stupid song stuck in my head.. I have been singing this version - and the Weird Al version..! Doh! Sing along with me!!!

Inconvenient Truths
The dust is settling over the flap involving Barack Obama and his pastor at Trinity United Church of Christ in Chicago. The presidential hopeful delivered a rather stirring and generally well-received speech last week in response to the Rev. Jeremiah Wright’s rather intriguing comments about race relations made during a sermon. Most of you should know the story by now: Of course, mainstream (er, conservative corporate media whore) press outlets salivated over what they considered the most incendiary of remarks: "We bombed Hiroshima, we bombed Nagasaki, and we nuked far more than the thousands in New York and the Pentagon, and we never batted an eye. We have supported state terrorism against the Palestinians and black South Africans, and now we are indignant because the stuff we have done overseas is now brought right back to our own front yards. America’s chickens are coming home to roost," Wright said, implying that the United States was partially at fault for Sept. 11. "The gover

Echo 419
Can anyone guess what my title comes from? I'll give you a hint it's from a video game a popular game that came out last year right before Call Of Duty Four...... it was the Xbox's first game for the first xbox. It also had has an AI beauty.... Anyone know what Echo 419 comes from?

Alone Again Naturally
--------------------------------------------------- In a little while from now If I’m not feeling any less sour I promise myself to treat myself And visit a nearby tower And climbing to the top will throw myself off In an effort to make it clear to who Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered Left standing in the lurch at a church Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough She's stood him up" No point in us remaining We may as well go home As I did on my own Alone again, naturally To think that only yesterday I was cheerful, bright and gay Looking forward to well wouldn’t do The role I was about to play But as if to knock me down Reality came around And without so much, as a mere touch Cut me into little pieces Leaving me to doubt Talk about God and His mercy Or if He really does exist Why did He desert me in my hour of need I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally It seems to me that there are more hearts broken in the world that can’t be mended

Nothing Really
is life real or fake? do we have real emotions or is it what people put in our heads? im not sure all i know is i will try to sculpt my life into a good thing that will help all who need help. i will try to help all who need help in life and i will help them understand how to help themselves. because we all need alittle help and alittle love. with out that there is nothing in this world but soulless creatures that like to hurt.

Fort Lauderdale / Miami, Fl (3/28/08 - 3/31/08)
I'll be heading to The Sunshine State this weekend. Plan on staying for 4 days. Going to visit a few friends, staying at a timeshare in Fort Lauderdale and partying in Miami. Not sure what I should do while I'm down there. Sure this will be a small break from the norm. Any suggestion's, please feel free to reply. Thanks in advance.

While Time Moves By>poem
A little sigh , she lets out , wondering a to what about? When stones are thrown at her in wrath , she stumbles thru to create a path. Find a away to to cope with it.. Just sighs as she lets go > But no fight will she make> For she is week and is forshook..> God hath a plan Im sure and she will know its right all a along. With what she is wanting, is to be loved . For scorn many yrs , its her time now to prevail > She isnt gona loose cause , this man she is attached to, said he never go , he said she wont loose him and she know >its to be so. love diana

Poem Dedicated To My Best Friend Who Recently Lost Her Dad...its About The Way She Feels Inside And All The Pain Shes Going Through
all this pain she held inside an all the tears shes ever cried she fell apart the day he died all the pain she tried to hide she tries so hard to hide the pain to make believe everythings ok she knows he is in a better place but it hurts so bad to lose your hero the one you looked up to the one who no matter what stuck by her side the one who always told her everything would be alright her lifes been hard but not this hard she never thought she would have to say good-bye, to say good-bye to her dad, her hero the one that took care of her when everyone else stopped trying he was there for her through it all an now he is gone an her..shes lost and confused she doesnt know what to do she misses him so bad she wishes he would come back she stands alone in the dark and whispers "i need you dad please come back" but she knows that it wont work, she falls on her knees and cries like a baby wishing he was there to tell her one last time everything will be alright. R.I.P Mr. Chaffee

My Vows I Would Love To Say To Someone Special!
IF THERE WAS REAL HAPPINESS, THEN I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. MY DAYS WERE ALL FILLED WITH CONFUSION AND DREAD I FOUGHT AND I STRUGGLED WITH THE DEMONS IN MY HEAD, I LONGED FOR A LOVER TO SHARE IN ALL THAT I'D DO ONE DAY I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I CRIED AND I PLEADED WITH THE SWEET LORD ABOVE TO BLESS ME JUST ONCE AND INTRODUCE ME TO LOVE. I PRAYED FOR AN ANGEL AND FOR ALL MY DREAMS TO COME TRUE. I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I HAD WAITED AND ACHED FOR SOME LOVING ARMS AND SOMEONE TO EASE MY PAIN AND HELP ME FEEL CALM, FOR THE BLESSINGS I WONDERED WHAT I HAD TO DO I JUST OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I HAD NEVER BELIEVED IN THOSE FAIRYTALE THINGS HEARTS AND FLOWERS AND VALENTINE CUPID THINGS, IF THERE WAS TRUE ROMANCE THEN I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. SOMEHOW MY LIFE CHANGED AND IT SPUN ME AROUND I WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO ENJOY THE LOVE THAT I FOUND, I FINALLY FELT

Awww Ty Silent Lizard!
Hey you!! Do you know this nice lady?? ~PebblesinAz~ You don't!! Well, first you need to go Fan/Rate/Add her...I will wait..... . . . . . . You did it? Ok, then on to the true purpose of this :) She is in a giveaway for a Happy Hour, and needs your help!! She needs 60,000 comments to get it. Rates count as 5 points and comments count as 1 *well, duh* Here is the pic you need to bomb like mad!! PebblesinAz But make sure you Fan/Rate/Add the host too!! Cappy Every little bit helps, whether it be 1 comment or your max for the day! I will even pay you to bomb her!! For every 100 comments you leave I will give you 2,000 fubucks!! Count up or down, just fumail me when you are done!! This message brought to you by the one and only: Silentlizard Please Repost!!

Less Than A Week...
My 22nd birthday is in less than a week!! I'll have a blast out soon and my HH will be on my birthday, 3-31. I'm not sure what time yet. I don't know what time is best. But keep an eye out. I expect a lot of fu-lovin!! :D ♥♥♥♥♥ Amy

Just Added New Passengers!! Im Done For The Night Any New Add Ons Will Happen In The Morning
IF ANYONE IS GONNA GET THROWN OFF THE TRAIN ULL HERE IT FROM ME PERSONALY PEOPLE ARE GETTING ADDED TO THE TRAIN FROM OLDER BULLETINS SO THEY ARE MISSING SOME THAT ARE ALREADY ON IT EVERYONE IS BEING VERY GOOD AT GOING BACK THROUGH N GETTING PEOPLE THEY MISSED SO NO NO ONE IS GETTING TROWN OFF THANKS

I'm Amazed By You, By Tim Mcgraw
Every Time Our Eyes Meet, There Is A Feelin Inside Me It's Almost More Than I Can Take Baby When You Touch Me I Can Feel How Much You Love Me And It Just Blows Me Away I've Never Been This Close To Anyone Or Anything I Can Hear your Thoughts, I Can See Your Dreams (Chorus): I Dunno How You Do What You Do I'm So In Love With You It Just Keeps Getting Better I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life With You By My Side For Ever and Ever Every Little Thing That You Do Baby I'm Amazed By You The Smell Of Your Skin The Taste of your kiss The Way You Whisper In The Dark You're Hair All Around Me Baby You Surround Me You Touch Every Place In My Heart Oh..It Feels Like The First Time, Every Time I Wanna Spend The Whole Night..In You're Hands (Chorus): I Dunno How You Do What You Do I'm So In Love With You It Just Keeps Getting Better I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life With You By My Side For Ever and Ever Every Little Thing That You Do Baby I'm Amazed By You E

Good Joke
2 blondes & a brunette are on an island. a genie comes along & gives each 1 wish. 1st blonde says "i want to be smart & get off this island". (poof!) she turns into a brunette-swims away. 2nd blonde says "i want to be smart & get off this island". (poof!) turns her into a redhead-builds a boat & paddles away. brunette says "i want to be smarter than both of them so i can get off this island". (poof!) turns her into a man-walks over the bridge! lol!

The Split Milk
This is a story about a famous research scientist who had made several very important medical breakthroughs. He was being interviewed by a newspaper reporter who asked him why he thought he was able to be so much more creative than the average person. What set him so far apart from others? He responded that, in his opinion, it all came from an experience with his mother that occurred when he was about two years old. He had been trying to remove a bottle of milk from the refrigerator when he lost his grip on the slippery bottle and it fell, spilling its contents all over the kitchen floor—a veritable sea of milk! When his mother came into the kitchen, instead of yelling at him, giving him a lecture, or punishing him, she said, "Robert, what a great and wonderful mess you have made! I have rarely seen such a huge puddle of milk. Well, the damage has already been done. Would you like to get down and play in the milk for a few minutes before we clean it up?" Indeed, he did. After

25 Page Rough Draft...very Rough
25 page rough draft...very rough Category: Writing and Poetry I am curious as too whether to use this 25 page cut or not. So who better to ask than my readers. IF you are intrested in reading it and seeing what may or may not make the cut of the 9 please comment and let me know. What you vote for will make the final descion whether to keep it or delete it. Now, this is a very rough cut, it’s typing and mispelling at it’s worst. But, you get to see what it actually looks and reads like before I do revsions and several editing processes. Do you want to see it? Never seen before chapter and may never be seen. Vote now for it’s posting!

Contest, Big Prizes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okies here is the deal, im going to have a contest coming up Friday April 4th. Its going to be a contest with 4 places....yes i said the top 4 people will win something!!! It's a comment contest and will be for the wackiest/sexiest salute to me. So I Need as many entrants as possible people!!! First place: choice of either 30 day blast or 3 month VIP Second place: will recieve choice of 30 day VIP or 7 day Blast Third: will recieve choice of 3 day blast or Bling pack Fourth: will recieve 50,000 Bux So Ladies, get the creative juices flowing and come up with something sexy for me. Fellas...think of something wacky. For all interested in entering into this contest let me know by E-mailing me: God_Moros@hotmail.com

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
PLEASE READ BELOW FOR ADDITIONAL PRIZES!! ?RogerLee ? Fu-Owned by Wonder Woman ?@ fubar Ok so here is the deal, first one to 25,000 comments wins a million fubucks, first person to reach 35,000 wins a million fubucks and first person to reach 45,000 wins a million fubucks!! THATS A TOTAL OF 3 MILLION FUBUCKS TO WIN. Lets say the first person to reach 25 thousand points, stops at 25 thousand, that means you could still win a million, or one person could win all 3 million fubucks, any questions?? I will give every player that reaches 5000 comments 100 thousand fubucks!! Let the games begin

Love
how is it that someone can sit and say how much they love you an just play with your heart over and over and then choose a best friend over love and still keep insisting they love you just to keep breaking your heart until you think of nothing else but dying and wishing your time on earth ends? our souls and hearts are not tools to be played with but to love and cherish ..and when you find that special one that you know is true , loyal and most of all treats you like someone that really cares for that person why do you break ther hearts and make them out to be fools? they are the ones that truly can make you happy for the rset of your lives...not your best friend they come and go in life just like everyone else but true love only somes once in your life you should hold on to it with all your heart and soul...

Great Song
Chris Daughtry Home I'm staring out into the night, Trying to hide the pain. I'm going to the place where love And feeling good don't ever cost a thing. And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home. The miles are getting longer, it seems, The closer I get to you. I've not always been the best man or friend for you. But your love remains true, And I don't know why. You always seem to give me another try. So I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm g

When I Need You, Leo Sayer
When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you It's only a heartbeat away When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day Miles and miles of empty space in between us The telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I won't be travelin' forever It's cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wanna give you babe It's only a heartbeat away It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey that's a heavy load that we bear But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh, I need you When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day When I need you I just close my eyes and you're right here by my side keeping me warm night and day I just hold out my hands

Dedicated To Every Girl In The World
Dedicated to every girl in the world Treat her like shes more than you want.. more than you could ever dream.. and more than she thinks she is... like shes everything youve ever wanted.. make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind shes more than just a girl... shes and angel without wings, shes the sweetest thing in the world, and is more precious than a thousand roses.. girls Never frown because you never know When someone is falling In love with your smile, let her know you care let her know by doing something special for her call her everynight just to make sure everthings alright and to remind her you still care..always wish her the sweetest dreams... when she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon, and cry with her, letting her know shes not alone, when she laughs let you be the first to hear her, when shes down help her laugh but most of all guys...when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes............

The Dangerous Journey Of Love!!!
The Dangerous Journey Of Love!! Love is a one way journey,in which it is easy to get in, every heart makes this journey,hoping someday they win, some hearts never stop and make this journey way to far, and realize their mistake,only when they end up with a scar. Every heart walks thinking their destiny is in this way, building dreams upon dreams,every night and every day, from their lips hundreds of prayers goes into the skies, hoping to meet their love,every time they close their eyes. Some get stranded in the middle,not knowing what to do, the pain begins to creep in,to break their heart in two, the path that was once was thought to be a bed of roses, seems to turned into a nightmare,as all the door closes. Still some pursue their dreams,hoping they will make it, shedding blood and tears all the way,and never say i quit, overcoming all the barriers,some somehow make it through, to just hear those three magical words,which is I LOVE YOU. Some set their soul

Venting
Well let's see what to talk about first. Well, my hubby has been deployed since March 15th, 2007 and will not be home for another couple of months or so depending on their relief unit. I have been doing ok I guess with it but one can not be 100% all the time when dealing with a loved one being overseas. I have a beautiful son (yes I know all parents say that) and I have been doing my best with keeping him healthy and learning and well everything I can think of really. My days are filled with paying bills, cleaning,doing laundry,doing the dishes, raising my son to the best of my ability and dealing with all the things back here on the home front. I know this is not an easy job to do but this is what I technically signed up for when I married him. I am not saying that I don't like it but it does get really hard. I don't got to support groups nor do I call people to talk when I get upset. I know that this is how life is and it is something that I will have to take one day at a time on t

Energy Alert - March 24 !!
For energyworkers and those that are interested in one perspective on what is going on, energywise, I continue to post these Energy Alerts from Karen. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all my friends, family, and fans! Greetings! (Please note: For those of you who desire a printed version of the energy alerts, there is now a temporary “printer friendly version” link at the bottom of the energy alert page. This printer friendly page will allow you to print the energy alerts without the graphics. When David has the new site up and going, you will no longer need to access this printer friendly page as the newest alert page will automatically print without the graphics.) This is perhaps one of the most exciting energy alerts I have ever had the privilege of writing. In this energy alert: Information about completing the shift… Manifestations internally and externally; Much more about weight gain; Letting go of our responsibilities with n

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I couldn't think of a title. I'm not thinking about punctuation or grammar. Its just an outpouring or rubbish...what I'm feeling right now. I have a habit of sabotaging myself. And taking other people down with me. I seem to be unable to let myself be happy...my own worst enemy in a way. I push away the people that I love and who love me and have no idea why. A friend worries more about any man that becomes involved with me than he worries about me because he knows...but doesnt understand. Did that make sense? Too bad. I really don't care. Another friend calls my pain poetic justice. The 3rd and best of friends is just like me yet different...stronger. It's her that I run to for advice because she is almost me looking in at myself. I should have listened to her when I had the chance but my pride and that need for self destruction bull dozed right through common sense and words of wisdom to leave me with the ruin I'm left with now. I love you Mel and thanks for

Firefighters Rescue Child Stuck In Mud
CLARK COUNTY, Ind. -- A boy was rescued from a dangerous situation after getting stuck waist-deep in mud Monday afternoon. Officials said the young boy was walking along a creek when he got stuck. His sister called for help. Firefighter Tony Hughes rushed to the scene. "I started my way, working my way down and finally found him," he said. "When I found him he was already up to his waist in mud and he was sinking." Hughes said it was a scary situation. His first priority was to get to the boy, and get underneath him so he'd stop sinking. Once he was able to do that, firefighters were able to lift the boy out and haul him up the ladder to safety. But the rescue operation wasn't over yet, because Hughes became stuck. "That mud down there, it's unbelievable. It's worse than being in a creek bed that's really swift moving," he said. "It's like dough. Once it's on you, it stays on you." After some shoveling and maneuvering, Hughes was finally able to push himself u

Ughghghghh... Drama!
My Fu-Fiance called off the Fu-Wedding b/c he thought I wasn't communicating with the powers that be planning the Fu-Wedding.... and then I wake up yesterday afternoon to the manager at Blue Orion putting me on suspension because I didn't have SAMS working just yet (and I had been trying for 8 weeks to get someone to get the darn program working for me). Dang, drama! (Remembering... this is only Fu-World and not the real life!) I get enough of it by the callers I receive calling in for crisis situations in at my real life work... and all this drama occuring yesterday (and/or finding out about it yesterday anyways) just slightly before heading off to my work didn't sit well for me. I wasn't in a good frame of mind for my real life job and I felt horrible for it. I should have called in sick instead of not being completely there in the moment for work, but it just wasn't that easy to shake off -- Fu World or not. I am a sensitive person... which is what makes me so good at

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also

Worth Fighting For
I had another rough night and woke up this morning tired, upset and ready to scream until the neighbors call the cops. I’m still pretty upset (lack of sleep and being away from the one you love can have that effect) but it is in these moments that I usually find a bit of clarity and inspiration. So I find myself asking a few common questions. What/Who is it you want most in your life? What/Who is it that you go to sleep and wake up thinking about? What/Who is it that is worth fighting for in your life? These are enough questions to ask but they are sometimes the most difficult to answer with any real certainty. Family is usually a good answer or even a specific career that would make you happy. I have my kids and I do write on the side (though I would love to make a living at it), so I look for something else. After a long search that I didn’t know I was making I have found love again. Or rather love has found me. It comes after years of trying to make things work at home and

What Is A Friend
A friend is someone Who’s always there, To love and comfort With secrets to share. To help you out When things look blue, To give advice and encouragement When you don’t know what to do. Someone to see you For the person inside, To partner your journey To share in the ride. To never ever judge you And understand your sorrow, To give you the strength For a better tomorrow.

I'm Watching
I took a walk down the street to a common place Don't need a gun to blow my mind Carrying crosses for the longest time Why don't you see me go this way? I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold It seems so very real to leave With scheming ideas to excuse Deserted from Love they used to hang on I started to watch myself with mirror eyes I begin to slip away No one's here to reach the other side with me Why don't you see me go this way? I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold It seems so very real to leave...

Just Wanted To Share This With Everyone , Never Know Who Might Need It
Keep Walking Through Today's Scripture “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me…” (Psalm 23:4). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Everyone faces challenges and difficulties in life. If you are going through a valley today, know that you are not alone. God is with you! He is working behind the scenes on your behalf, and He will carry you through. Remember, your challenges didn’t come to stay, they came to pass. Don’t get stuck in the valley by allowing your setbacks to become the focus of your life. Jesus endured the pain of the cross for the joy that was set before Him, and when you focus on your victory, you will be able to keep walking through that valley! Shake off bitterness and self-pity today and be determined to press forward. With God on your side, no weapon formed against you shall prosper. As you keep an attitude of faith and expectancy, your challenges will become easier, and you will move forward a

Righteous Beggars
The other morning while driving through town, I encountered a group of people standing at various positions around the stop light in the center of town... Each of them are holding out buckets with the name of some church plastered on them... These people are begging for money!!!! Some towns have laws that prevent bums from standing at street corners begging for handouts, but what is the difference here??? Since I live in the Bible Belt, I imagine that most people weren't offended by this... In fact I saw some people open their windows and deposit money into the buckets... I, on the other hand, shook my head at the begging man with the bucket... I do not support any church... I believe in spirituality, but not religion... I just don't understand why these people, in the name of religion, can get away with begging when a legitimate needy person can't....

The Dreaded Diet
I've always had problems with my weight..In high school I suffered from both bulimia and anorexia..Mine actually started in Junior high... I attended a small community school...All my classmates a total of 40 something kids...boys and girls included...My physical ed teacher weighed every single one of us in front of each other..yelled out our weights so that her assistant could write them down...and..mine..well..let's just say that every kid laughed at me... I was humiliated...But..that was the day that I made a choice that I wouldn't be laughed at again...In a matter of 4 months...I lost over 92 lbs...I would eat at home..but..would end up in the bathroom with my finger down my throat...Even water was a no no...I could just feel the fat growing on me when I would drink...At school...while everyone else was at lunch..I would be in the gym...running...I would walk with my friends to lunch...but..would make an exuse to leave and go run...Since it being a small school..All grades at

Are They Just Words
Just three little words don't seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world. They don't seem like enough for someone who's always been there to celebrate with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though "I Love You" can't express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what's in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.

1986, Bitches
THE 1990's If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Keenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . . " You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember reading "Goosebu

Bad Day
For all of you who are having a bad day, here is something to cheer you up...it's a crack up! Next time you have a bad day at work... Think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation Diver for xxxxxxx xxxxx in Western Australia. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to a radio station in Perth, who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won! Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wetsuit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to keep warm is this: We ha

Wtf
wtf So I know some of of you are woundering what’s going on. Why has Barry been MIA for the most part. Yes I have have been in school but I have managed to be on still and get stuff out to you. Why is this this time differnt? Wtf? As some of you know I was sick and through my back out. This keep me off line for the most part.. I missed a week of work in Feb. due this plus the passing of my grandfather. This never got better. I go today for chest x-rays. This so they can figure what kind of lung infection I have. I have no idea how bad it is yet. I do know it is not good at all. As of now I am working but no fire fighting. Both towns know about this. I hope that I will be able to finish school. There is a good chance I may not. I may be put in the hospital for awhile. I do not like to talk much about this. In fact my wife thinks Iam an asshole right know about it. She is right and I am sorry hon. Just be glad I didn’t marry you. Feel bad for Sue. S

Mumms
Everyone Knows that no matter what you say in a comment or what you post in a mumm that MOST MUMMERS that have nothing better to do then bash someone will be RUDE IGGNORANT AND JUST PLAIN ASSHOLES !! Do you ever take the time to look @ someones profile before you spew out such nasty comments ? I am so glad that my friends aren't ASSHOLES !! Get a life and stop critisizing someone elses !! When people post NSFW mumms about sex and drugs and who's bangin who's woman or man , you all think it's funny but when someone posts something serious , you still act like a bunch of 5 year olds !! I REALLY DON'T CARE WHO THIS PISSES OFF EITHER .. you wanna chit chat with each other then go find a lounge to chat in !

Poem If Tears Are All I Have
poem if tears are all i have when my tears fall like rain i never wipe away the pain i use the time to find myself to understand where i have been and who i am when i will get there and what i have done wrong or right to help someone else feel better in this life. written by a friend. very awesome:)

This Is What Love Is All About
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, When an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his

Calling All Friends
Hey everyone. I really need help from all my friends, if you can spare me a little time. One of my best fubar friends (Shauny Owner of the Mile High Club) is in a contest. She needs people to leave comments on her contest pic. I have been dedicating time and comment bombing her every day lately and would like help. It doesn't matter if you can help me bomb her or if you just drop in and leave a few comments. All help is appreciated. Please take a few minutes and help. Just click on the pic below to be brought to her contest pic. Please stop by and lend a hand, it means alot to me.

I'm Here ...
Ok, I've settled in, sorta, in Delaware, but don't have internet at home yet. Why? Cuz I'm not sure if I'm going to stay where I am (a friends' home that is up for sale and they need someone to stay in it until it does sell) or move closer to my work, in Lewes. In the meantime, if you really want to chat w/ me, drop me a line at jlamborn3@gmail.com and I'll get back to you within a day or so, depending on my schedule. Thanks!!

Enjoy!
This is me The words you read I'm not a mystery It's that simple Sometimes I'm the pebble Or I can be one of the ripples With these ordinary words I can make common sense sound absurd Or bring new life to the slaughtered This is a power we all hold The one thing we can control Use your words to reveal your soul Now is your chance Don't leave it to happenstance Speak what is real while you still can Or live with the regret Of things left unsaid Revealings of the heart trapped in your head

A Dream I Had
I had a certain dream one night That has not left my mind A dream that I was able to call a certain beauty mine The beauty that could leave anyone thinking of him for days His beauty that parts the clouds That could leave any person in awe A dream that I was able to touch the soft lips of my angel My angel of grace that is so special to many By seeing the angel that is him makes my days complete Even if he were not to feel the same way It would not take away the feeling that I get when I see him Wishing he felt the same It would make my life perfect And wonder if it was heaven A dream that is only a dream Making the dream a reality would be perfection Perfection that would make my life breath taking The beauty and angel is the same person all in one The same man I dream about This really is a special dream of mine

An Addition To Last Blog
someone just notified me that the link i sent did not work. the guy's nae is "Suave Da Great" and he's in my friend list as well as my fans off list. all you have to do is F/A/R him and then click on his million dollor contest folder. thanks to all that can help.

Love!!!!!!
No Better Match I could sit, wait, and stare be late for something and wouldnt care because Im sitting there right next to you youve got me under a spell, theres nothing I can do, Give me your hand and Ill show you everything there is to show Tell you everything there is to know And give you piggy back rides Boy I just love those pretty eyes, I see you each and everyday Hoping youll never change and always stay the same I could spend the rest of my life with you thinking it was a dream, a dream to good to be true, Id give you pretty things like this and such And tell you I love you this much So please dont leave and let me be because theres no better match then you and me.

Not So Homeless Anymore.
Well I won't be homeless untill atleast October. It should of been April I went homeless. But my life is looking up. Well, its looking up...... KINDA. It seems I have more money than expected. And that will get me by till my apartment Lease is up. And by then hopefully I will have a job.

The Ghost Of Lorna Darcy
The Ghost of Lorna Darcy [This short story was originally a part of my occasional series, Nancy of the Tenderheart, here we find a much older Nancy, now married and a mother.] It was a cold and bitter night as Nancy of the Tenderheart sat on the hearthstone in front of the roaring fire with her young twins Isa and Ingham on either side of her, and as usual they were pleading for a story, like all children, more to delay their bedtime than the desire for history. Nancy of the Tenderheart stared deeply into the flickering flames and said softly, “I will tell you a story of the bravest man I have ever known. He fought, not with a claymore, but with love and kindness.” She never noticed their doubting looks as she gazed deeply into the fireplace with unseeing eyes, remembering the touch of a lost friend on her heart. A tear slid gently down her cheek as she began to talk. Patrick Darcy was the kindest, most gentle man I have ever met. The twi

His Words
Loving you Missing you Seeing you inside my head And I become calm again The music is playing softly As my heart is pounding You kiss me You love me And somehow I know you do These feelings are growing It's something I can't deny. You some how understand me When nobody else will Take a second glance. Some how you move me And sooth me And speak straight to my heart.

To Feel Again...poem
In the darkness I find you again. The storms roll in and the lighting sets my soul on fire. Where have I been? Why was I so lost. In you I find the light that is missing from my soul. Pull me to you, shelter me, I beg of you. Share my soul...give it back to me for a time. Drink from me, and I shall give you the world in its eternity. Cry for me, scream for me as I give my tears to you as the fire is pulled from my body. Burn for us, and I shall bring you into my shadowed world. Let me touch you for now and eternity and let me...let us feel again. Papa Roach Videos | Rental Calendar | Tourrettes sur Loup vacation rentals

Grief
In about 3 weeks, April 13, will be the 2nd anniversary of my brothers death. Being he died on Good Thursday of 06 even this month, with it having Easter, has been so hard for me. April I am not looking forward to and if I could hibernate I would, but where could I hibernate and not remember. It is always there. Even my birthday is affected, as it was on my 50th I was giving his eulogy, it is something I will always associate with that milestone. I come from a family of 6 siblings and I am the oldest,he was a year younger. Our birthdays were only 5 days apart. I looked up to my him, he was always there for me when I needed him, I miss that terribly. I thought for sure now that 2 years have gone past that I would have gotten over this terrible sadness that comes over me this time of the year. I haven't it still hits me. It has gotten better for the most part cause I can get thru most days without crying,though some things really hit me hard, holidays and April, and dentists, as h

Afternoon
Welcome to the MIdnight Special NOT SURE ITLL ALL FIT ON BLOG BUT WILL TRY TO MAKE SURE If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE TRAINS CRUISIN ALONG WHEN I ADD RATE N FAN U BACK IM MAKIN A NEW BULLET N THATS WHEN ULL B ADDED THANKS EVERYONE HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREATTTTTTTTTT RIDE OK SOMEONE REPOSTED ONE OF THE FIRST BULLETINS SO IF EVERYONE WASNT HIT BY THE NEW PEOPLE GO BACK AND HIT THEM PLEASE so heres the deal rate fan add EVERYONE thats on board IF U DONT HIT EVERYONE AND THEY LET ME KNOW ULL B REMOVED THIS IS MENT TO HELP EVERYONE THAT JUMPS ON NOT JUST THE FIRST 5 OR 6 PEOPLE SO READ THE FOLLOWING IF U CANT RATE FAN ADD EVERYONE AND SOMEONE TELLS ME U MISSED A FEW U WILL B THROWN OFF THE TRAIN AT FULL SPEED!!!SO IF U WANNA STAY FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE!!! OR DONT BITCH WHEN U GET THROWN OFF!! Repost bullletin !! meet some new friends and have some fun when ur done wit

I've Been Misunderstood...
Wow...I just read my blog, and I understand why I was completely misunderstood. I will start over. My point was to note that it's sad that we males are forcing women to put disclaimers up because of our ceaseless vulgar commentary. I just wanted to suggest that we men think before we allow our instincts to take over. There is nothing at all wrong with displaying hunger for sexual gratification because we are in the animal kingdom, but to do it in a thoughtful, original manner is much more appealing, in my opinion, than saying, "Hey baby, wanna fuck?" If I'm wrong, please steer me in the right direction. Obviously, I'm guilty of this, too, sometimes, but wondering how I will be perceived really makes me rethink my actions before going through with them. I apologize for the confusion, but I can clearly see why it was taken as it was. Thanks for reading.

My School
They have fucked me over since the start, now they are saying I am going to be short credits(even though they said I had enough) Now they tell me "Oops" SO I am thinking of getting my GED(my college takes them) and I will start my schooling before most. I have decent SATs and I can get money.Any thoughts?

F.u.b.a.r Drama
Hello Fubar Peoples, I just want to get some stuff off my chest so I am writing a blog. Let me explain myself to you first and for most. I came online at fubar to get away from my real life problems and to meet new people and have fun with them. I went into a few lounges and meet some interesting people. I am a single guy and I start talking with a wonderful girl. She and I have had our problems within the 3 weeks of talking but we both have came to understand where our problems went wrong at. These two ladies start talking to both of us and start in telling us "we wasn't good enough for each other" both of them was on the phone with my gf and telling her a bunch of lies and then start in saying how I am a player and a user. I never onces played anyone on Fubar. I have told the truth about everything. Well, that cause alot of problems with me and my gf. Now, they are right back at it again. Telling their friends to go to my photos and rate me a 1 and leave nasty comments on my page

Revolution, War, And U.s. Control
It was the opposition to the power of the clergy that in large measure brought about the rising sentiment for independence. Spanish injustices, bigotry, and economic oppressions fed the movement, which was greatly inspired by the brilliant writings of José Rizal. In 1896 revolution began in the province of Cavite, and after the execution of Rizal that December, it spread throughout the major islands. The Filipino leader, Emilio Aguinaldo, achieved considerable success before a peace was patched up with Spain. The peace was short-lived, however, for neither side honored its agreements, and a new revolution was brewing when the Spanish-American War broke out in 1898. After the U.S. naval victory in Manila Bay on May 1, 1898, Commodore George Dewey supplied Aguinaldo with arms and urged him to rally the Filipinos against the Spanish. By the time U.S. land forces had arrived, the Filipinos had taken the entire island of Luzon, except for the old walled city of Manila, which they were be

From Jodi: I Have The Best Friends On Fubar!!!
I have some of the most kickass friends on fubar! If you don't have any of these wonderful people on your list you should go rate/fan/add them! You wont be sorry! ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar Jer@ fubar LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar ♕NSFW♕@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother@ fubar SWEET~THING~OWNED BY LADY KATE~SPANKER FAMILY~@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar Cali Rain

If Your Part Of Our Team Makesure You Hve All Our Girlz Rated/faned & Added Xoxox
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Move Update
OK here's the latest crimp in my move. We've had to move the closing date back because lender is being a pain in the rear about reducing fees. Yesterday had to fax in a loss mitigation form with a hardship letter to see about getting the fees reduced. NOW we have to wait another day or 2 to get an answer from them I just can't win for losing. At least this gives me another chance at a moving sale without getting it screwed up with a blizzard. I'm doing it for 4 days so HOPEFULLY I can make a few hundred dollars more. Seems I'm about $400-$500 short maybe less on paying for truck and fuel to get the truck to Oklahoma plus feed DJMunsta Man, his fiancee and myself on the trip down. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO please keep fingers crossed I can come up with enough money to make this move work. Love you guys

Sparks Of ???
As my mind wanders... I try to look forward to all I have coming to me... A beautiful woman who loves me for who/what I am; a loving and doting daughter; a new family to come out of it all. But, I am still overwhelmed. Certainly by not any of them. I am consumed by feelings of guilt, rage, bitterness, cynicism, FEAR, and doubt. The doubt is within myself, the fear that I am not who I think I am and the fear grows. I am in total love with a very wonderful woman, but yet I fear I cannot live up to be the man she fell in love with... There is a horrible monster inside of me, A monster I am not sure I can control. I want to and need to give her all of me, in the best of intentions, the man she fell in love with; but what happens when I fall short of that. I am so afraid of the bad side of me coming to bear again. There is so much I want to hide and yet I need to let it go. I am forever lost in an abyss. I want to be free of that monster... but I have no idea when IT wil

Oscw Next Show
Are you a wrestling fan? Do you miss the wrestling of back when it was about the moves and not the "look"? Well then come check us out. It's old school wrestling like you're used to seeing without the whole sexuality, fireworks, and glitz & glamor. Come on down to Weekends Pub. It only happens once a month so make sure that you mark you calendar for OSCW wrestling each month at... Weekends Pub 428 Red Bank Road Goose Creek, SC 29445 (843) 553-5550 Ticket prices: $8 - adults $5 - kids 12 & under We have shirts, hats, dvd's, collectible belts, action figures, and more also available. Be sure to bring an empty stomach too as they have great food and of course you can't forget the main ingredient....BEER!! Bell time: 6pm Be sure to check out Weekends Pub and OSCW online at: www.weekendspub.com www.oscwonline.com

Rain
Rain Here I sit once again. The deep sadness engulfing me. Nobody is here to comfort me, or to hold my hand. Tell me truely, Did you ever really love me? Or did you just break my heart for no reason at all. How many times do I have to go through the pain of lost love? Maybe I shouldn't even try anymore. Many would say I was being stubborn, but I know for a fact, That because you left me, my life will never be the same. So here I sit once again, Under the gray clouds of loss, waiting for the drops of pain. The wind of loneliness blows down from the sky, And the leaves skatter about the ground. My eyes are closed, and my heart is empty. The first drop falls to the ground, and then it comes down in waves. People rush to take cover, but I just sit here, frozen in my steps. A solemn tear drops, joining all of the others. Drenched in my pain, I lay down and die. I never open my eyes again, and then you come. You find my bones, and wonder why you ever left. And then,

Who?
I try to step back Every once in awhile Try to take in everything That I see going on I try to find the good in people While also taking in the bad I try to listen to peoples hearts And listen to what their soul is singing Of everyone I have ever met I don't think that I have ever found a person I didn't learn from That's when I met you Your heart was broken Your life was falling apart Tears stained your face And your soul screamed for help Your body was broken Your mind was confused Your eyes were empty And I could see you were lost And of all the people I've ever seen You were the most abused On the inside and out I'd never seen a soul take so much hurting That's why it surprised me When you smiled at me... Then I realized I was standing in front of a mirror

A Woman
a Woman She is a woman, a mother sister , daughter and wife the best friend anyone can have yes -she is a woman. Her heart is like an ocean infinite in its depth She carries within her much joy and sorrow sadness and happiness the ability to love, and live laugh and cry and to give up dreams She inspires and protects all she loves Inside she stores her treasures Some are broken, many blessed and in all of it she gives as a mother, sister - brandi daughter and wife And as a woman - brandi March 2008

What Is It With Men?
WHY ARE ALOT OF THE MEN I MEET ASSHOLES. YOU KNOW I THOUGHT I HAD SOMETHING GOING GOOD WITH THIS GUY AND I KNEW IT WAS NEVER COULD GO REAL FAR CUZ OF REASONS I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT. BUT I WAS HOPING THAT THERE WAS A LITTLE SOMETHING THERE. I GUESS I WAS THE ONLY ONE THINKING IT. IT SEEMS WE ARE GROWING APART. ITS PROBLAY JUST ME. I'M TIRED OF BEING THE ONE TO MAKE ANY KIND OF MOVES. I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING PUSHY BUT BY GOD I CAN'T WAIT FOREVER. I THINK I AM JUST GOING BACK AWAY AND BE THERE AS A FRIEND BUT THATS IT. SEE I WANT SOMEONE THAT WANTS ME AND THAT I'M THE ONLY THING THEY CAN THINK OF AND THAT ISN'T AFRAID TO SHOW. I JUST DON'T THINK I WILL EVER FIND THAT. YOU KNOW I SHOULD JUST GO OUT AND GET LAID THEN I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER SINCE ITS BEEN SINCE THE OF JULY. TOO LONG FOR ME MAYBE THATS WHY I'M SO FURSTRATED. BUT THATS NOT THE KIND OF THING I WANT BUT IT MIGHT WORK. I DON'T KNOW PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.......

For All My Divas!!!!!!!
DIVAS MEETING...SUNDAY MARCH 30th @ 5:30pm EST, 4:30pmCST,3:30pmMST & 2:30pmPST We will be having a Diva Meeting Sunday March 30th to talk about a bunch of stuff htat is goin on. The meetin will be held in the DIVAS DEN LOUNGE.....here is the link..... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52916 ALSO...Dylon is having a contest to win 250K in Fu-bucks. All you have to do is submit your idea for a new Diva badge. He will chose the winner on March 29th..He will tell us who won in the meeting on Sunday. So submit your new badges to Dylon before Saturday March 29th. See you all in the lounge...MSMaine

Sex: It Does A Body Good?
If you're under the age of 21, your parents have probably told you very little about sex, except that it's bad. Very bad. It's as if the instant you lose your virginity, the sky will turn black, you'll contract some sort of incurable disease involving lots of nasty open sores, start buying guns and drugs, and you (or your partner) will get pregnant and after you have that baby, your life will be over. Though it's completely possible that any of these things could happen (though an atmospheric change would be utterly bizarre and coincidental), there's an even greater chance that, if you're smart when it comes to sex, they won't. In fact, quite the opposite could happen—the sun could shine, the birds could sing, and you and your (STD and baby-free) bf/gf could live happily ever after. Okay, well, maybe not quite that Disney, but a new study, "Rethinking Timing of First Sex and Delinquency," released by clinical psychologists at the University of Virginia, recently found that teens who ha

My Name
well this is a blog and you are suppose to put what you are thinking right? so if you are not interested in my ranting then please exit this particular blog. I do not even know where to start. I have not felt so frustrated with my name since elementary school. I usually enjoy my name and how unique it is. It is indeed Candy on my birth certificate, SSN, drivers license, and marriage certificate. It is not a nickname or short for Candace. It is Candy. I understand that it comes with a certain amount of ribbing and teasing, but OMG how many yumms and mmms and I would like to________ can a person take in one day. I will not change my name just because some people can't help themselves. I will continue to put up with this sort of treatment for the rest of my life. I just wish people would try to get to know me before attempting to be cute with my name. Alas they never will and I will most likely feel better tomorrow, but today, I feel like I am in Kindergarten all over again.

D'oh!
Today is a "I can't brain today... I have the dumb" sort of day! First I went to make french toast and dumped garlic fricken powder in instead of cinnamon, and now I went to move all my tattoo pictures to a different folder and can't find where the hell the fuckers went. Sometimes I am amazed I can even manage to get my clothes on without causing myself serious bodily injury!

For Some Reason M0p Wanted Me To Do This One. :p
Pleh...at new blog entries every time. I'm too OCD for that shit... You Are 94% Misanthropic You are misanthropic to the point of being scary. In your view, people are a disease. You may want to lighten up a little - before you become a super villain! How Misanthropic Are You?

Poems.
Its a moonlit night a stary sky. a perfect time for you to be by my side hold me tight. please dont leave my sight. you are my strength. when im scared you are what makes me smile when no one's there. when im with you im never afraid. the rest of the world disappears in every way My final goodbye Tears build up Please don’t let them fall Last time I heard your voice Was the last time you called. Now I’m sitting In this damn bench Wishing for a little more time It’s to early for goodbye You were the love of my life You never knew What I felt inside was true. Now its time Time for my final goodbye All eyes are on me Everyone is watching me I’m the first to see You resting so peacefully My sorrow gets the best of me. Now on my knees The first tear falls Finally I give in Bawling, wishing for one more time To say goodbye. Wanting one more time To look in your eyes. Pleading, please get up This isn’t right. I was

13 Goddesses
These are the thirteen goddesses after whom the months in the Goddess Lunar Calendar are named. 1. Astarte, Hebrew and Canaanite goddess. Her oldest temple at Byblos dates back to the Neolithic and she flourished in the Bronze Age where she was also known as Demeter in Greece and Ishtar in Babylonia. ... Her symbol was the dove and coinage portrayed Astarte as the heavenly dove of Wisdom ... Christian iconography will preserve her in her dove form with "seven rays emanating from the dove of the Holy Ghost: an image that went back to some of the most primitive manifestations of the Goddess". — Astarte and Yahweh 2. Bast, an Egyptian goddess, the sister of Heru Sa Aset (Horus), and thus the daughter of Aset (Isis) and Asar (Osiris). She is an aspect of both Tefnut and Sekhmet. She is represented as a cat-headed woman holding in her right hand a sistrum and in her left an aegis. In her cat persona she was originally associated with the rising sun (and later, by the Greeks, with

Stardust
So I was watching Goodfellas and i've been singing this song ever sine like last Wednesday... I prefer the verison by Billy Ward and the Dominoes... And now the purple dusk of twilight time Steals across the meadows of my heart High up in the sky the little moon starts to climb Always reminding me that we're apart You wandered down the lane and far away Leaving me a song that will not die Love is now the stardust of yesterday The music of the years gone by Sometimes I wonder why I spend a lonely night dreaming of a song The melody haunts my reverie, and I am once again with you When our love was new and each kiss an inspiration But that was long ago, now my consolation is in the stardust of a song. Beside a garden wall, when stars are bright, you are in my arms The nightingale tells his fairy tale Of paradise where roses grew Though I dream in vain, in my heart it will remain My stardust melody, The memory of love's refrain

Jodi's Best Friends
I have some of the most kickass friends on fubar! If you don't have any of these wonderful people on your list you should go rate/fan/add them! You wont be sorry! ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar Jer@ fubar LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar ♕NSFW♕@ fubar ☠ Trâçý/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠ /The Original «$!® L!©k Â¤LØ†»'s Fiance!@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother@ fubar SWEET~THING~OWNED BY LADY KATE~SPANKER FAMILY~@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥

A Wonderfull Person To Know
Plain and simple..If shes not on your list she should be. Shes one of the sweetest people I know..she helps everyone. Shes also my owner for a month..Go check her out! CANDYRAIN*Owned By Rubias-Owner Of Zgurl*&'TãTT³Ð&þì³®Ç³Ð-ƒ®K¥Þhkk®-~ DYLON'S DIVA'S~@ fubar Brought to you by meeh!! ZGurl~*~Owned By Candyrain~*~Member of Dylon's Divas~*~@ fubar

Shes My Star I Love You :)
Lately i have been feeling really REALLY depressed. My grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer, and she goes to kemo every monday. I cry every day. Shes my star, my world. I love her with out a doubt. Her and my Grandpa both have been there for me, more then anyone else in my life. I am going to fall apart if my grandma dies. I know that i have to stay strong for her sake and mine, beacuse i mean im only human, and im very fragile. I can break at any moment. I think about her everyday, and ive been spending most of my time at their house, just helping her and loving her and cherishing each moment with her. Shes as beautiful as ever, every time i look at her. She glows. :) She means the world to me. the other night i just cried myself to sleep. Adn some times i feel very alone and afraid. I dont know what i would do with out her. I mean holidays and every day wont be the same, i wouldnt be able to walk into their house.i would always look over to the hall where my grandma walks, and

Some Good Questions...
Confused? by *sinademiral on deviantART If I hugged you, would you never let go? If I kissed you, would you cherish that moment? If I reached for your hand, would you take mine gently? If I needed a shoulder, would you let me cry on yours? If I needed to talk, would you really listen? If I needed to scream, would you do it with me? If I needed to go, would you come with me? If I fell for you, would you catch me? or just let me hit the pavement?

A Special Person
I can’t believe that I let you slip away. You are the only true love that I have ever had But your happiness is the most important thing to me And I want you to be happy and follow your heart and your dreams In everything you do. I say a prayer for you every night In my prayer I ask that God will make you happy If it is not with me then whomever it is with it is your happiness that matters most of all It is hard to believe that two people could fall so deep in love in such a short time as I did with you And yet lose something you love as fast as I lost you Life has a funny way of working out and I know in the end it will be for the best. But if you ever need someone to talk to you know that I would listen and be there to help you in every way I could. I can be your friend and you mine and keep all my other feelings to myself. I proved that to myself just in the last couple weeks. So call upon me if you need a friend and I will be there for you. Until then I love you a

What Is Going On Here?
What is going on with everything today? I was minding my own busness just checking my email and low and behold another message from my step mom. ok cool most of the time they are forwards of funny jokes or something. NOT this time. she sent me a link titled "watch before it gets pulled" ok so im intrigued, and i watch................. and now im pissed. I am by no means a conspritory guru or some one always looking for a fight but when the situation arises, there isnt much of a choice. granted it could be some made up bull but there is a lot of reasons to believe it. The first thing that came to my mind was, finally its coming out. I have been thinking for a while something like this would happen. I saw it with Africa, and Europe. Countries are loosing their identity. And it isnt like people dont have a clue. there have been bunches of movies and books that show some sort of global unification. The most prominant in my mind is Huxley’s "Brave New World" syno

4,000
If any of you have Yahoo and read the news they posted yesterday, or pretty much any news source, then you are aware that we have reached 4,000 of our men and women that have died doing what they believed in. This is by no means a bash of any sort. I for one wish the war was over too, but will stand behind all of them until the day that I die!!! This is just so that those of us that believe in them know how many Angels have given all they had for us and that this is why we are here. 4,000 families given tragic news. 4,000 funerals. This is also so that those of you that may be reading this and don't support these Angels, just a little reminder to you of how many have given everything so that you may be entitled to that opinion, with no reprocussions. Nobody wants war. Nobody wants sacrifice. But these 4,000 along with the hundreds of thousands before them, believed in fighting for what you thought was right. For what this country stands for. THEY ARE ONE OF THE REASONS THIS COUNTRY IS

La Luna
La Luna My name is La Luna, it means the moon, and my granny gave it to me just after I was born, because my parents were too busy with their careers to think of something themselves. Granny's name was Mavis and she had told me when I was a little girl that she wanted me to have a pretty name, not like hers, and I love it so much. Thank you, thank you granny. It was granny who got me my first piercings, my ears, after I had pleaded with her for weeks, and we both got in so much trouble from my parents. Granny smiled at me and pretended she was going deaf and couldn't hear them yelling at her. The next day she bought me my lifelong companion, a stuffed bear called Harrison (I called him that after Harrison Ford who I was madly in love with at the time) and he had his earings in his ears the exactly same as mine. He's sitting on my pillow now, watching as I write this and, I think, smiling at me like granny used to do. I remember the time that she snuck into my room l

Let It Begin
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Friends
2 all my friends out here just wana say hey an give u all kisses an say thanks 4 beenin so cool an sexy i have only sexy friends he he an i love ya all i might not no all u like some but im really glad i have u all so lots of kisses an hugs 2 u all

Loose Ends
LOOSE ENDS Current mood: peaceful Category: For Me Goals, Plans, Hopes I have tie up loose ends now, but whatever isn't completed by now may not get finished today or tomorrow. But I'm not givein' up. I matters most now, so I'm keep my attention on my goals even if they seem to be slipping away. I'm remember, the momentum I'm building will help me later on in life.

¤°dreams°¤
¤°Dreams°¤ Dreaming about you and me, waking up and knowing itll never be. You are always in my dreams, I dont know why, or what it means. My dreams are filled with thoughts of you, Us together, someday two.

What Is There To Do In Minessota??
I am here for a month in MN so what is there to do here. I am at Camp Ripley, I think I need a tour guide or something because it seems a little dead. It is just out side of Little Falls. Can any ladies help me out who live here??

Driving Together.
As we drove I stared out of the car window. Thinking many things.Many things. The air was warm and I let my left hand hang outside, my fingers playing on the breeze. Grass is tall in the country party of where I live. It bends and blows along the highway as we drive. Just a wave of green. The sky was more grey then blue. My sunglasses rested on my nose. And I though of many things. All of the people who were once in my life. And the handful that are still standing here. I shake my head and light a cigarette. "Did you know I love you?"Melanie stated. Her tone was singsong and she placed her right hand onto my left. I smiled softly. "I know." I looked at her. "Did you know that I love you as well?" She laughed. "Of course I do! I've known it since we were 12!" I laughed with her, and then smiled thinking about the shy girl that I was then. It was picture day, my hair was nearly perfect (or so I thought) and I asked to borrow her lipgloss. The rest...is 20

For You Are The One
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Love Defined
Love Defined What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

[it Kinda Reminds Me Of The Time I Was Getting Screened For Cancer...]
So I keep hearing the phrase "You'll find someone who deserves you" The real lesson here, before I get too far ahead of myself is Wear rubber boots when you go out stomping in the rain. OBEY YOUR INSTINCTS, DRINK GATORADE! Trust no one with your hairpiece. Now there may be ineuendo in there, there may be a legitimate message... But like fuck if I'll actually admit it. I've got a smile on my face, despite getting the worst news I've received since my grampa died. Worse than rejection letters, worse than credit fraud, worse than court summons. And no. I'm not telling you about it. It's bad... why am I smiling? No really, I'm asking. Why am I smiling? It's ... really, really bad. But its not my fault. Just another knife in my heart. The next... big scary damn box... isn't my fault either. And it's the last one. I promise. Two options Good news... I already knew, Bad news- a shorter game clock. I won't know for a while. But at least now I

A Poem For The Ex!
-Found this poem, thought it was so funny. Comment and tell me what u think- Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving, hot I just described what you are not ! I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face I love your smile, face and eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies ! I see your face when i am dreaming Thats why i always wake up screaming ! My love, you take my breath away What did you step in to smell that way ? My feelings for you have no words to tell Except for maybe ''GO TO HELL!!!'' What inspired this amorous rhyme ? Two parts vodka, one part lime !

Let Go
Its time to let go of the pain and the memories...I got to thinking, eddy and i are nolonger on good terms. no longer married. we nolonger have our baby girl in our lives after her passing, but her spirit still lingers with us, even though now him and i are in diffrent states away from eachother. He is getting married again and has another baby on the way. Im very happy for him i guess you can say. We are on bad terms no days. Havent talked to him in two months.. Eddy im sorry that things didnt go the way we wanted them to for us. You will always be in my heart. Even though you and mary hate me...im still here for you. I still think of how it would be if we had our baby in our lives. And how happy i was to be a mother. But when she passed how devastated we both were...after that we grew apart and moved on with our lives with out eachother. I found some one, and you found someone. I hope you're happy with your life. I hope you are well. -Laina IN LOVING MEMORY OF OUR DAUGHTER

Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey
I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the blanks... leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (comment or private mesage ) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! 1.Your Full Name: - 2. Age: - 3. Favorite Color? - 4. Favorite Movie: - 5. Favorite Song: - 6. Favorite Band: - 7. Most Embarassing Moment: - 8. Are you a virgin? - HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? - 2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me? - 3. Would you kiss me? - 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? - 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: - 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? - 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? - 11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? - 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? - 13. Do you think I'm a good person? - 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? - 15. Do y

To Find A Friend Like You....
I've searched the skies so high - and the oceans wide and blue, I've searched the valleys and plains - just to find a friend like you. I've search in majestic forests - in canyons deep and wide, I've searched in hidden places - in towers that peak the sky. I've searched the websites over - and the quiet of the wind, to find a friend like you - I thought searching would never end. But then I stopped my searching - and just said a simple prayer, and when I was finished praying - my friend, you were there. I found who I was looking for - and my searching now is through, all I ever really wanted - was to have a friend like you. Now, I've learned a lesson - that all I really have to do, is just look inside my heart - to have a friend like you. For you were always there - and somehow I just couldn't see, that by my side you always were - a special friend to me.

What "red Fridays" Are About
This is one of those good stories that keeps getting to you each time you hear it. I just had to share it with you all again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stoppe

Help...me
The new business manager started this week. He agrees with me that trying to control 13 women is like trying to teach retarded sea monkeys to yodel. He's gonna stick around though...so I luff him. Moving..coming soon. SOOO excited. Oh yeah...did I mention that I'm tired as fuck? How tired is fuck, you may ask? Well...depends on the fuck. Right now I feel sort of like the fuck that just lays there motionless and non responsive. LOL...dead.... Tangent over...gnight;)

Love Vs Fear
As I sit here, thinking of my love, and even talking to him on the phone, confusion surrounds me. I have met, and fallen madly in love with, the most wonderful man in the world. So why am I so confused? Why do I have fear? I have never felt love the way this man shows me love. I have never known unconditional love before him. He remembers every single thing I've ever told him. It doesn't matter how small or insignificant, he remembers. Right now I'm in Louisiana, and he is in Washington, where I will be moving soon. My mind drifts to the day when I will finally be in his arms forever. I will finally have true love. So this pretty much matches his blog earlier today. What if I don't meet his expectations? What if I'm not good enough for him? What if I'm not worthy of his love? I love this man so much that I ache for him daily. He is absolutely the best thing that has ever happened to me. My heart tells me that when we are finally together, in each other's arms, that ever

Tears Of A Dragon
Tears of a Dragon [This short story was originally a part of my occasional series, Nancy of the Tenderheart, a fictional series telling of a war between Scotland and Britain and set in a fantasy setting where the heavily outnumbered Scots were able to enlist fantasy creatures as allies.] The squadron of black dragons had been caught in a well planned British ambush. Because of huge down drafts in the gorge they found themselves ambushed in they were unable to use their massive wings to lift them to safety over the towering cliff faces on either side. Night's Dark led the blacks, with her mate of many centuries, Moonlight, flanking her on the right; they had fought their way through a thousand battles successfully. But today was to be different. The British had carefully laid their trap, cannons hidden at either end of the gorge were revealed too late for the dragons to escape, and there were many hundreds of the red coated soldiers hidden on t

Just A Warning About One Hosting Site You Don't Want
Hi, My name is Tammy and I just wanted to warn anyone out there who has a radio station about a server that you do NOT want to deal with. My husband and I came across a great deal back in December and couldn't pass up the opportunity..so, we decided to take the offer we received thinking that we had made a great choice. We thought we would help them out as well as get a good deal on hosting services. Well for about the first month our station was only up about 20% of the time...as I said, we didn't think much of it because we thought they were a new hosting service and just trying to get things going. Well, from that time to now, we have learned alot, their uptime went up, but not to the limits they claim. They say they have 97% uptime, which is a lie. We were down every weekend at least 2 if not 3 days. I'm talking Friday Saturday and Sunday here. The days when you usually have the most listeners on your stations. Anyway, we let it slide and we stayed with him because by this tim

Long Night Into Darkness
I cant seem to bring a smile to my face... only tears from my eyes... i look back and see nothing... just the same thing... always hurting... always looking to be loved... but never really gets it... just wish to be held...

Forgive Them Father
Histories great conflicts Bestow their faith Wisdom prevails Unconscious fate Humans Live committed A spiral descent To a future uncertain Father's chosen ascent Roman eyes pierce The red horn of hate Warm tears stream A chest of cold plate Forgive them father For the wrong they do Stubborn ignorance Sucumb to you Storm clouds gather Over crimson soil Demons wretch The crowned king royal Forgive them father For the wrong they do Stubborn ignorance Sucumb to you

Baby Visits Doctor (from Tumsfun) :-)
I could barely stop laughing long enough to copy this! Baby's First Doctor Visit A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, Waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, and examined the baby, Checked his weight, and being a little concerned, Asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. 'Breast-fed,' she replied. 'Well, strip down to your waist,' the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, pressed, kneaded, and Rubbed both breasts for a while in a very professional And detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed, the doctor said, 'No wonder this baby is underweight. You don't have any milk.' I know,' she said, 'I'm his Grandma, But I'm glad I came.'

Fires Of The Lonely
Some one will always hurt you and take every little hope and dream away. But some one else will always be there to be your Hero and carry you from the burning ashes of pain and torment. The flames will dig in deep and your heart will start to ash, but you will be rescued from it all by the right Hero. As I sit here and burn to wait for mine. I choke down the thickness that it may never happen. As the time passes and my skin starts to melt off me, I begin to cry out my pain to any one who can hear me. My blood starts to boil and my heart feels the heat. Slowly I fade away, waiting still burning. glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com

Crane Safety
...After the second crane collapse in a week, both deadly, America needs to ask themselves, "Are we safe"? ...The answer is "no". ...Anyone walking downtown in any majojrcity, probably has to walk under a crane site at some point. ...Between lazy, crooked inspectors, and shoddy, half-assed work by the construction crews responsible for raising these monsters, we are looking at more and more accidents waiting to happen. ...Innocents will die. Lawsuits, bigger than the cranes themselves, will also rise to the legal heavens, and after the initial firestorm, we will forget the whole thing. ...The house crushed in Miami's crane collapse was the house used in the hit movie "Something About Mary". ...This is South Florida's 4th crane accident in 4 years. Guess what? we don't even have inspections down here or certification for operators. ....Ironically the people killed yesterday were in a safety meeting. ...Let's raise hell America , and get this fixed! ...You might be next.....

Office Whore
Oh, sure renegade this in callous rampage on a highbrow to hell through a filter of piss just a little more certain than everyone else that once again you snuck off snickering with bonus scrapings from your master's table Still so bloody unable to anything more than grovel, snivel frame out, fade, flicker a blob of banter unfocused, incompetent vastly incomplete unable to pry away like shackles on my feet Yeah, sure, go rampage hulk green please lash out about this nothing this nobody's fault this mistake by default Point and wave Please, do bark up that off-the-chart tree which all but yourself can most definitely see is so bereft of target no scapegoat in sight that they all just might see for once what I see finally Sadly, Happily It is almost enough to convince you that it just may feel good to gouge your eyes out almost… ~M~

Pregnant Man Stns Medical Prfession
A man who used to be a woman is five months pregnant, according to an article he has written for an American magazine that features a picture of him at 22 weeks, with facial hair and a man’s flat chest above his swollen stomach. Thomas Beatie, who was born a woman, describes himself as a “transgender male” in the piece which says his decision to have a child “has been met with discrimination and outright derision by health care professionals”. Read the following links - I could not believe it what i saw and read http://www.boingboing.net/2008/03/24/transgender-man-is-p.html http://www.popfi.com/2008/03/21/the-story-of-the-pregnant-man/ When i looked further there is a Pregnant man website http://www.pregnantmen.net/ unbelievable!

Getting My G.e.d.
I am so excited!!!!! This April I am taking my G.E.D. test. I am also nervous about it cuz the 1st time I took it I fail it by 3 pionts..this was back in 2001 or something like that. Then Friday I go take my placement test for collage..I am so excited. I can't wait to get this test done for G.E.D. so I can get past this point. Wish me luck.. they say I don't need it but I think I do. :) (D)

I Love Nj!!!! Hes The Man!!!
Friends Are Something That People Sometimes Take For Granted. Sometimes You Let To Much Time Pass Without Telling Them How Much They Mean To You, Or How Much They Are A Part Of Your Life.Sometimes You Need To Take A Few Minutes Of Your Time Just To Say Thank You. Thank You For Being A Friend.Thank You For Listening When I Needed Someone To Talk To.Thank You For Helping Me When I Needed It.Thank You For Being The Person You Are.THANK YOU!!!These People Are The Ones Who I Consider To Be Great Friends To Me. They Are The Ones Who Make My Time On Fubar Great. They Are Always There For You When You Need Them And They Are Always Willing To Lend A Helping Hand Or A Shoulder When You Need It. Each One Of Them Mean Something Special To Me In Thier Own Way, And Each One Of Them Hold A Special Place In My Heart!!!So Go Show Them Some Love And Tell Them NJ_Nice_Guy Sent You!!!IN NO SPECIAL ORDER!!!ÐJ §ëx¥ §HÈLL ÖWÑÈR ÅND Gênêrál ÖF DREAM GIRLZ@ fubarMrs. Bubbles™FuWife 2 Southern Goddess@ fuba

Another Tarot Test
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

From An E-mail Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. Without wait for a reply, he continued 'I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' 'W

Charties
hi everyone, u usually don't see me on here much, as i don't want to make a pest of myself to anyone. but i really need a favor, i m with a local renaissance group, and we do re enacting of the king arthur's time.we are a non profit organzation and we have put togather a festival to help raise money for the american cancer society, and united cerbal palsy. does anyone out there know of any orgazations that would be willing to donate to our cause, we go around doing live steel displays with our knights fighting, and go to local schools but use padded weppons, if anyone knows of any orgnazations please e-mail me, and thanks

"be Still My Heart" By The Postal Service
I was running late for work So I didn't change my shirt The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth And when I left You were fast asleep Tangled in the sheets And on the bus I could have sworn it was all a dream And it didn't happen to me And then I felt the scrapes From the slippery subway grate. Oh how you laughed At my complete lack of grace. But I could not recall A more perfect fall Cause when I looked up into your eyes It didn't hurt at all. And I thought, be still my heart This could be a brand new start, with you. And it will be clear If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning. And I thought, be still my heart This could be a brand new start, with you. And it will be clear If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.

"if I Was Your Girlfriend" By Nicole Wray
[Chorus] If I was your girlfriend Imagine what you could see now I wanna take my clothes off Cause you got my body hot I'm ready to freak ya [2x] [Verse 1] No, I dont care what they say Don't even mean a thing, baby Don't care what they do Long as you know i want you It's so hard for me To stand back and let you get away Now that you know how i feel for you boy You can set my body free [Break] Take me baby I'll lite your fire I will be your only desire Take me baby I'll lite your fire I will be your number one supplier [Chorus (2x)] [Verse 2] You make me feel so good Won't you come close Take my heart away Don't get misunderstood And think im not ready for you baby See a girl like me I never throw my feelings on tha table But now that you know how i feel for you boy You can set my body free [Break] [Chorus (2x)] I said it before I'll tell you again Have you wishin' I was your girlfriend Ready or not If you wanna win I'll h

Friendship Circle Birthdays
~*~*Happy Birthday to Our Members*~*~ January~ SweetMafiaPrincess........... Jan.-2 February~ SilverPixi................... Feb.-24 March~ Mammaduck.................... March-9 April~ MisssButterfly............... April-23 Micki-Blue-Eyes.............. April-26 May~ June~ Jus'Me....................... June-11 OutLawLoader................. June-26 July~ RedWingHunny................. July-3 August~ Bill......................... August-5 September~ October~ November~ Liz.......................... Nov.-15 December~ ImCrazyBitch................. Dec.-1 Daisy........................ Dec.-4 'D' Deana.................... Dec.-6 HoakieGirl................... Dec.-9 Brought to you by Micki-Blue-Eyes Co-Founder of the Friendship Circle

Anthony Hess
Anthony Hess Is One Of The Greatest Men Alive. This Man Saved My Daughters Life. All I'm Asking Is For One Vote Please. Click The Picture And Vote. This Announcement Has Been Provided By SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~@ fubar (repost of original by 'SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~' on '2008-03-26 09:20:53') (repost of original by '~*~DJ Krazychick~Owner The Cabana Club~SBR Promo Mgr~RLGF & FuEngaged to DJ Bartab~PB#6 to JW~*~' on '2008-03-26 09:22:04')

Please Go And Vote For This Hero!!!!
Anthony Hess Is One Of The Greatest Men Alive. This Man Saved My Daughters Life. All I'm Asking Is For One Vote Please. Click The Picture And Vote. This Announcement Has Been Provided By SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~@ fubar (repost of original by 'SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~' on '2008-03-26 09:20:53')

Free E-books... If You Like To Read
When we were reviewing 10 of the best online resources for free books, we had a LOT of readers chime in with their own favorites as well. Thank you for all your helpful contributions! In fact, we had so many suggestions, we have enough to compile a huge list from them, so here they are in no particular order: ManyBooks - Free eBooks for your PDA, iPod, or eBook reader - Thanks Tony Bryan & abben BookCrossing - Where real books are released into the wild to be found by others - Thanks Engtech LibraryElf - The perfect companion to a public library system - Thanks Engtech Scribd - Open library to publish and discover documents online - Thanks CincauHangus Word Public Library - 400,000 PDF ebooks for download - Thanks Ellen Free Tech Books - Free computer science and engineering books (+ lecture notes) - Thanks Ellen Bookins - Swap real books with other readers - Thanks Jimbob WellToldTales - Free short story podcasts (like audiobooks, but shorter) - Thanks Kevin C. Wow

Tickled Pink
Sweet Gestures tickle you pink Hand-written love letters stuffed into your purse. Giving up a seat on the bus to a pregnant woman. You love the little things in life — and you know that they can make all the difference. Whether you're giving, receiving, or just watching from afar, nothing brightens up your day like a token of affection or seeing people treat each other with kindness. Thoughtful and caring, you often put the needs of others above your own. That's why friends and family trust you, your goals, and advice — they know that you always have the best of intentions at heart. It's simple really, making other people happy makes you happy. What could be better than that?

What Kind Of Candle?
your signature candle is Zanzibar Clove No one ever accused you of being dull. Wild and unpredictable, you're at your best when you're pushing limits and exploring new territory. From travel to work to fashion, you're the kind of intrepid soul who's always taking chances and eager to learn more. Like the exotic scent of Zanzibar clove, there's a mysterious side to you that people love trying to figure out. A true chameleon, you might tear up the dance floor at one party and move on to another where you start a heated discussion about foreign policy. You love to keep people guessing. Don't worry, we won't tell!

My Godess Identity
you're Muse! Known for your creative powers, you Muses are the poets and musicians of life, the patrons of the fine arts. It's funny, though — even with your inspirational prowess, you're probably not the type to boast about your guitar-strumming skills, or your latest published book of verse. While it's great when people flock to you for ideas, there probably is a part of you that prefers to blend in sometimes — whether dressing in muted shades or staking out a one-on-one conversation at parties and social events. But try as you might not to hog the spotlight, others can't help but notice you. Must be hard to be such a goddess! Despite any lingering modesty, you might be surprised at how much your mere presence can help improve the lives of those around you by infusing them with ideas and good thoughts. With that kind of healing energy, your inspirational ways have the potential to change the world, Muse. Whether you're scribbling sonnets, boogying with your friends, or drawing

More Random Bullshit!!
Well, I'm still sick as fuck, and that isn't going to change any time soon. I hate bein sick!! lol Oh well, i guess. This could be worse right? Im not dead, just in a lot of pain and feel like shit. Hopefully this will ease up once they get that god forsaken IUD out.... which... is tomorrow!! yay!!! anyways.... thats whats goin' on.... *sigh* later taters

March 26,2008,anna's Rules
Hello I am Anna Your new Manager, I have at the desires of Lord Wolf and StormWoman Drawn up all the beginning items to make us the best Bombing and leveling Family on fu Bar. These are my guidelines, requirements as well as my experienced opinions for each and every member of our Family.: 1st things first. To me you have to be a good bomber before you can be a good leveler And all the levelers should be good Bombers I think we all should carry both titles so we share not only the family name but the loayalty of doing things together. I would like this to be fun for all the family. Each and every Family member should have a minimum of 300 stashes As well as a minumum of 100 rateable pictures. Rate able picture is any pic that is not marked private or nsfw any pics in a private folder are not rateable. The only way you or the person you are helping can get points for a nsfw pic is thru comments neve use an 11 on a nsfw pic. Never rate pics or stash if it is not Happy Hour. No

Happy Hour!!!! Check This Out!!!
MY BEST FRIEND AND OWNER BARBARA AKA ~BABS~ IS HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR!!!!! AT 7PM FU-TIME SO PLEASE SAVE YOUR 11s UNTIL THEN IF YOU ARE VIP! FOR VIP AND NON VIP RATE/COMMENT GO CRAZY @7PM FU-TIME!!!!!! RATE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN DURING HER HAPPY HOUR!!! SHE IS THE SWEETEST WOMAN ON FUBAR SO LETS MAKE HER HAPPY HOUR THE BEST ONE EVER!!!!!! ~BABS~@ fubar

Yay It's 3/26/08
So it is... I'm here...with multiple tabs (not those kind kids) open in I.E. The never ending search for full time employment is a job all unto it's self. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it anymore (anything...). One day I shall find out the answer. Anyways, I'm listening to a lot of my old synthpop. Especially Joy Electric. G0d, I forgot how much I love listening to Ronnie and those analog synths. I'm usually in a crappy mood but I have to admit his music puts a smile on my face and makes my feet a tappin. Haven't heard J.E.? Goto my Stickcam player and listen. I recommend : 1. Melody Book. 2. Monosynth 3. sweet sweet charity It's funny (or not).I never subcribed to the idea of music having much of a impact in one's life. I don't really put too much stock in music. Yes, I love listening to it and want to make some but for me, it's usually backround noise. Not the end all and be all. But sometimes I find a song that, just floors me. J.E. does that

Wonders Of The World
They say that there are seven natural wonders In this world, But then they have not been blessed with you in their life. They say that angels only exist in Heaven, And can only reside above, But they have not been gifted with your presence. To travel to the ends of the earth, Will not be too far, To have a moment in your arms. To travel to where the four winds would blow, Will not be too far To look into your eyes. To travel to the depths of hell, Will not be too perilous to venture To be with you and show you the love That has come to me since you. They say there are only seven wonders, But they would know that's not true Because on this earth, there is an angel, You are that angel, and your are a wonder That would be a blessing to any man, And I have seen the eighth wonder, And I am blessed by knowing you And I am a man that will hold this discovery to himself, And share the wonder with the world By shouting from the mountain tops At the end of the earth whe

Inside Myself
Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

First Entry
Gotta start this sometime and somehow, so here we go. Yes...I'm a bit strange in I wear my hair long, spend a lot of my youth as a heavy metal drummer, but right now my passion and my committment lies in Square Dancing, and my journey to becoming a Square Dance Caller. I've been learning for the past four years, and I think I'm getting close to my goal. I had an audition a couple weeks back to perhaps earn my first club, and it went great. I can't tell you how exciting to be up there with a mic in my hand, doing what I enjoy doing, and seeing a sea of smiles on the faces of the dancers. I'll be performing at the State festival in Ocean Shores in June, and in August I'm headed to Pendelton for the USA west convention that will feature folks from the western third of the united states. So that's my passion in a nutshell. I might fit in here, or I might not..who knows?

Listen Up
OK peeps listen up I am gonna be cleaning out my friends list you all have 72 hours to respond thats 3 days. you need to tell me weather you want to stay on my list or not I am kinda tired of having all these people on my list who I do not chat with. I am on here to make friends and have nice conversation and all that fun stuff. some of you this does not apply to you know who you are. later Gil aka Draven

I Wonder Why
I wonder why, you say goodbye. I have seen you grow, seen you glow. If i only knew. I have watched it rain, you were in so much pain, I tried to break the chains. With every hour, And every blooming flower, you were so sour. The sky turned blue, where were you, you know i had no clue. Like a bird you felt you had to fly. with every tear, i could almost feel all your fears. Every time I'd seen you cry, I remember the words goodbye. I wonder why you had to say goodbye. With ever sigh, I have heard the lies. every star i see the scars. but you have always been so far. My heart is broke, but i can't sit in the dark, and wait for you to decide. I wonder why you say goodbye. I wonder why you broke my heart, and why we are so far apart. I wonder why you felt you had to fly. i can only sigh, everytime i hear the words goodbye. I wonder why.

Hold Me Now.
Hold me now, Hold me tight. Wrap me in your gentle strength, Embrace me warmly, So I can melt. You were the love, I can’t for get. The memories still exist. Time could never erase it all. My heart remembers your warm caress. The way it felt when our lips touch. Your hands softly holding my back. In those moments we took flight. We danced and sang under those moonlit nights. Embrace me now, Hold me tight. You will always be a fond memory in my life. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserve

Mentally Retarded Thief
Chicago's Dumbest Thief Bernie Tafoya, Associated Press Reporting CHICAGO (WBBM) -- CHICAGO -- Chicago Police say no one could make this story up... 18-year-old Ruben Zarate, entered a muffler shop in the 2600 block of North Laramie Avenue yesterday and declared a robbery. He allegedly waved a gun around and demanded money, according to police. When he was told the money was in a safe and that the manager who knew how to open it was not there, the suspect had a brilliant idea; at least he thought it was brilliant. He gave the shop employees his cell phone number and asked them to call him when the manager arrived so he could open the safe for him. He left and the employees opted to call 911. Authorities stationed plain clothes officers in the shop and called the would-be robber back. Zarate, showed up again, and waved his gun around again, but this time was shot in the leg by an officer. He had surgery at Advocate Illinois Masonic Medical Center and is s

3-26-08 Everyday Life
Well this is the 2nd day being pain from my tooth surgery. UGGGGG still looking for a job today even though i am still kinda out of it. right now i am even looking into workin in the food industry even though i made a promise to myself and my dad that i would never do that. But you know something is better than nothing . OMG got a phone call from my dad today he took a nasty fall yesterday at the rehabhospital.. to be honest i don't think he is going to make it out of there. he has really changed from the 17th when he had his back surgery. I am soooo scared.. well my son and my husband will be home soon. i will be back on here I think i will be bloging more offen now it will help my stress level i think.

Empathy
I was pushed off track today By a friend who understood I just took that for granted, now I don’t think that they could I went home and listened To my music, dark and drear I needn’t talk as its lullaby Gently pulled me near I felt its words,(and beats) and strong they were For it did understand Exactly what I’d gone through For it too, had learned first hand Friends forever sympathize And it’s all I’ve ever sought But music is always empathy Consoling friend or not

Lonliest Planet
What is this place that so many now call a home A vortex of gravity utilised by a light and a tome Of the green, the white, the blue and the scarred Sometimes so much love spilled and so charred In the burn of passions flame we always do forget The feelings of another in a decision so to inflect This place of so many and somehow so very few We ravage ourselves in the event if only we knew There is something within us that should ring true Open the heart and embrace the sky so very blue In open conversation we say not what we mean And too often it’s too late for the heart to intervene When a past event spears the agony of injured souls How much does it take one to seek that which involves? The healing or the acceptance of pastures in a kiss When the acceptance of love is lost in a false bliss That we all assume we are so in control of our heart And forgetting that the slightest move can tear us apart Do we spin as the world in this formation of a galaxy? Of stor

Torn Away.
You go through your whole married life wanting children, even just one. You see your friends having babies. You see strangers on the street pushing them in buggies or pulling them in wagons...and you think to yourself maybe one day. Then in an instant that one day comes, and in a cold emergency room your told your pregnant...but you know something is wrong. But you become elated, your husband grinning ear to ear...neither of you wanting to think what could be happening. All of a sudden you feel this incredible love start, for someone you have never met yet, but you know...or think, you will. And a feeling of needing to protect overwhelmes you. You beg God to let everything be okay, to protect this tiny creature growing inside you. Then.... Your taken to have an ultrasound, and your told nonchalantly that the heartbeat you hear is only your own, no other one can be found. So the test is over you step into a bathroom to get dressed, and out in the hallway you hear this stranger telli

Marcos And After
Ferdinand E. Marcos, who succeeded to the presidency after defeating Macapagal in the 1965 elections, inherited the territorial dispute over Sabah; in 1968 he approved a congressional bill annexing Sabah to the Philippines. Malaysia suspended diplomatic relations (Sabah had joined the Federation of Malaysia in 1963), and the matter was referred to the United Nations. (The Philippines dropped its claim to Sabah in 1978.) The Philippines became one of the founding countries of the Association of Southeast Asian Nations (ASEAN) in 1967. The continuing need for land reform fostered a new Huk uprising in central Luzon, accompanied by mounting assassinations and acts of terror, and in 1969, Marcos began a major military campaign to subdue them. Civil war also threatened on Mindanao, where groups of Moros opposed Christian settlement. In Nov., 1969, Marcos won an unprecedented reelection, easily defeating Sergio Osmeña, Jr., but the election was accompanied by violence and charges of frau

You Are So Beautiful, Joe Cocker
This is how my love makes me feel! I love you so much Jimm! You are so beautiful To me You are so beautiful To me Can't you see You're everything I hoped for You're everything I need You are so beautiful To me (repeat as needed)

Government And Economy
Government The Philippines is governed under the constitution of 1987. The president, who is both chief of state and head of the government, is elected by popular vote for a six-year term. The bicameral legislature consists of a 24-seat senate and a 204-seat house of representatives, both of whose members are popularly elected. There is an independent judiciary headed by a supreme court. Economy With their tropical climate, heavy rainfall, and naturally fertile volcanic soil, the Philippines are predominantly agricultural. Rice, corn, and coconuts take up about 80% of all cropland. Sugarcane, sweet potatoes, manioc, bananas, hemp, tobacco, and coffee are also important crops. Carabao (water buffalo), pigs, chickens, goats, and ducks are widely raised, and there is dairy farming. Fishing is a common occupation; the Sulu Archipelago is noted for its pearls and mother-of-pearl shell. The islands have one of the world's greatest stands of commercial timber. There are also miner

Larry Is That You
so hmm as you who read my blogs have seen, it seems that someone has a nice crush on me..and let me tell you that he or she hides behind a nice little fake account i wish they would let me know who they really are so that i can show them how much it means to me that they spend so much time think of me and just how much i would love to repay them for all the kindness. Anyways i think i know who you are do to the fact that you seem to like to use the same phrases as my old friend larry, but who really knows

The Snake
Snakes are romantic and charming. They are deep thinkers and always mysterious. Snakes are graceful and soft spoken. They love a good book and appreciate all of the arts. They lean towards all of the finer things in life. Snakes trust themselves above all others and are seldom wrong; but behind a sophisticated front,Snakes are very superstitious! Snakes are good with money and don't have to worry about finances. Somehow, when money is needed, it appears. In spite of their good luck with money, Snakes should never gamble. They could suffer big losses if they did, but Snakes learn fast. Once they have made a mistake,they never repeat it. They also never forgive you if you break a promise. By nature they are skeptical beings but keep their suspicions to themselves. They are very private and not concerned with the business of others. Idle gossip is not for them. Snakes can be possessive in their relationships with others.They are passionate but jealous lovers. You can never tell ho

--------------for Friends---------
A kid asked Jesus... how much do you love me? Jesus replied," I love you this much." and he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us. If you believe in God, you will send this to everyone on your list. If you delete this, I do not believe you will have a cold heart in 2008 (as they say). I like you because of who you are to me. I treat you as a true friend. But if I don't get this back, I get the hint. Send this to all people in your list within 30 minutes and something good will happen

Drop By And View My Albums
FRIEND ON FUBAR, ALL FUBAR ADDICTS AND EVERYONE!! PLEASE DROP BY MY PROFILE AND VIEW MY PHOTO ALBUMS SKULLSNMORE AND SKULLSNMORE2 THESE ARE SOME NEW T SHIRTS AND OTHER ITEMS I AM CARRYING IN MY NEW ONLINE STORE ON YAHOO PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT AND RATE AND COMMENT ON THEM SO I CAN SEE HOW LIKED OR DISLIKED MY SELECTIONS ARE...... ALL OPINIONS ARE VALUED!!! THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!!!

Dirty Vacation Story..
well, this was pretty funny/ dirty so i thought fubar was the best place to tell the story! (cant share it with a friend, lol) well, i just was away on an 8 day cruise.. i was having some fun, dancing, drinking, etc.. i wasn't getting any vacation ass or anything though.. and i deff didn't have time to jack off b/c my buddy roomed with me. after about 6 days (plus a few for travel.. so really like 9 or so) my nuts were so full, lol. (i usually get off at least once a day) i was having fun thinking about saving my cum up.. and who i wanted to share the huge load with.. well it got me a little horny, lol. i was in the room by myself and decided to take some mirror pics for fubar or whatev.. (i haven't put any up yet) well they started w/o a shirt.. and then eventually w/o pants.. i got so hard, i was throbbing.. but i diddn't want to cum! so i was standing on my friend's bed.. looking in the mirror, with my shorts around my ankels.. cock throbbing- i wasn't moving or touc

Romantic Thoughts
With every passing day, I find that my love for you changes and grows each day. I learn to love you more each day in every single way. I love the way you smile when you say good morning and when you say good night. I love the way you hold me and rub my butt just right. I love how even when you are mad at me you still kiss me when I come home. I love the way you tell me that everything is going to be all right and how when I look into your eyes I know that you are right. I love the way you love me and know just what to do to make me feel all right. I love how even when you are not around me I feel your love keeping me safe and secure. I love how when I look into your eyes I see a love that has no ending. I love how you brighten up my darkest days and loneliest of nights. I love when we make love how it feels our hearts and bodies have merged into one soul. I love how your love gives me the strength to carry on when I am tired and weak.

Omg! Only In Berkeley! Planet California
For those that don't know the story, last year the US Marine Corps opened a recruiting office in Berkeley, CA. It caused quite a hubbub indeed! The City Council voted to ban Marine recruiting in their city, and sent the Marines an eviction notice. The Marines had taken the high ground and withstood the Council counter-attack. They held their ground, and the law was ruled unconstitutional by the California Appeals Court. Watch this Daily Show report. It is unbelievable to me the response to the reporter, an ex-Marine himself. Apparently some of these people never evolved past the 60's. I would never condemn anyone for their beliefs, especially something as noble as world peace. I am all for it. However, the reality of today's world is intolerance in the name of religion. IMHO, the most dangerous people in the world are those that wish to exterminate anyone that does not believe as they do. Especially if they are willing to sacrifice themselves to take a few non-believers

As I Sit Here...
As I sit here thinking of the man I love...my heart is full of love and pain at the same time. I want to be with him more than anything! I cannot get to him soon enough. Our future together could never be long enough. I'm tempted just to sell everything I own and jump in my car and take off to Washington. I am so consumed with love, and the desire to be with him forever. My brain has difficulties processing anything but how can I get to him faster. He is the love of my life. My soul mate. My destiny. So what do I do? How do I get from Louisiana to Washington as fast as possible so that I can be with the man I love? I dream day and night of being in his arms. I know that I am blessed that I have found the PERFECT man for me, and I say perfect as in just who he is right now. I would change absolutely NOTHING about him. My heart, and my body, aches to be with him day and night. To feel his loving arms around me. To feel his love for me. And to be able to show him all of

My Deffinition Of A Friend
ok i guess people on here need a little help on knowing what a real friend is...a friend is NOT a fan stalkerish person, a friend is NOT someone who talks to you just to get NSFW pics...a friend is someone who talks to, hangs out and has stuff in common with you...got it people? if your deffnition of a friend is anything other then mine then please dont even bother talking to me i dont wanna deal with ur shit!

03/26/08
Caressing her skin with my hands As they run over her breasts I feel a surge of energy burst through her Kissing her lips and gently nibbling her bottom lip As the bed starts to move my heart beats faster I lay there as she continued to ride me She grab the back of my head and run her fingers through my hair She let out a moan as she continues to pick up the pace Suddenly she slows down and changes direction My passion grows bigger as my cock grows harder I grab her by the hips and throw her to the other side of the bed She is now panting as she thrusts She grabs the sheets and twist them in her fists I throw the remaining pillows to the floor We both let out what has been trying to escape And it’s over I lay down beside her and kiss her I tell her, I love her as she strokes my face We lay there, together in each others arms.

Ending Day 1
I made it, the Cravings have gone from a roller coaster, to a dull ache. I am goin to bed soon, Good night all. And we shall see if I decide to be a non smoker tomorrow, i actually have to go to work, and be social...... tomorrow could be a very interesting day.

Top Dance Crew Part 1
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Sts-123 Endeavour Home Safe
STS-123 Endeavour Home Safe To enlarge video- right click/zoom/200% Running one orbit late because of troublesome low clouds, the shuttle Endeavour plunged back to Earth today, dropping out of the night for a picture-perfect landing at the Kennedy Space Center to close out a marathon 16-day space station assembly mission. Joining the shuttle astronauts for the trip back to Earth was European Space Agency astronaut Leopold Eyharts, launched to the station in February and returning after 48 days in space. Flying upside down and backward over the Indian Ocean, commander Dominic Gorie and pilot Gregory Johnson fired Endeavour's twin braking rockets for two minutes and 48 seconds starting at 7:33:14 p.m., slowing the ship by about 206 mph and dropping the far side of the shuttle's orbit deep into the atmosphere. After a half-hour free fall, Endeavour plunged back into the discernible atmosphere at 8:07 p.m. at an altitude of 76 miles above the south Pacific Ocean. Minut

Want A Piece Of Gum?
You Are Fruit Flavored Gum You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book. You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources. While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people. You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all. You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure. You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them. What Flavor Gum Are You?

Consciousness Within
What shall I say? to wish you only the best you deserve it you have always been a mystery since the moment i saw you since the moment i got to know you that’s what made you so special that unique reserve smile of yours it’s very intriguing what shall i say? don’t ever lose it don’t ever change it a piece of advice control your destiny never lose your individualism never lose your independence once you lose it once you let another controls it once you let another dictates it you lose your self respect what shall i say? hold on to it tightly you.....my conscience.

You Only Get What You See
True love is NOT found on the outside! You know the old story...."You can't judge a good book by its cover!". Marrying someone because they are "good looking" and that reflects well on you, will not bring you happiness! True love looks at people from the inside, this is where "true beauty" lies, make no mistake about this one! People who "seem" average on the outside become above average when you get to know the real person that lives inside. There are many, many single people who would make fabulous mates, but are overlooked because they won't make the cover of your favorite magazine. Being outwardly focused will always lead to heartache! The message here is that true Love rests deep inside within the heart, NEVER on the outside! We must turn our eyes inward when seeking a lifetime mate! What you don't see.......is exactly what you get!!

Red Friday
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

++linkin Park Drum Kit From The 2007 Vmas For Sale To Benefit Mfr++
Visit musiciansfriend.com today to purchase the Gretsch drum kit played by Rob Bourdon at the 2007 MTV Video Music Awards! This Catalina Club Mod complete drum set was signed on the bass drum by all members of Linkin Park. It features a large Linkin Park logo on the bass drumhead. All proceeds from the sale of this kit will go to MUSIC FOR RELIF to support disaster relief and reduce global warming. The kit also comes with a complete set of Zildjian cymbals.

Dedication
*****Dedicated to Paramedics, Fire Fighters, Police Officers and their Dispatchers***** I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke sensations that I’ve become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call. Is this a false alarm or a working fire? Is the caller in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the Emergency Room, as a Doctor pronounces dead, the beautiful five year old girl that I have been trying to save for

Throwing Away The Key
Betrayed by an actor so incredibly talented at lying So underserving, yet so believable Winning your trust and waiting patiently to break it Your desperate heart lead you into a trap Where you're left broken and alone Every night crying relentlessly till sleeping Waking only to find that nothing has changed How could what seemed so promising, have been so fake Anger strikes next, lying and decieving Convincing you that the blame is in your hands Now you regret ever opening up at all Swearing never to do it again You rekindle your badly broken heart and lock it away You bury it so deep in your chest It's beat becomes as faint as a whisper Painful memories are but dreams now You've overcome all vulnerabilties Making sure that you heart is still locked away tight

Soulmate
It'd be nice to find...at some point. Song kinda hits me though. Tear..... :( Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told So

My House (grrr Stacie ♥)
1.) When you walk in your front door, which room do you enter? kitchen 2.)Do you have a dishwasher? no 3.) Is your living room carpeted or does it have hardwood floors? hardwood 4.) Do you keep your kitchen knives on the counter or in a drawer? knife rack 5.) House, apartment, duplex or trailer? house 6.) How many bedrooms is it? 4 7.) Gas stove or electric? electric 8.) Do you have a yard? yes 9.) What size TV is in the living room? 32 inch 10.) Are your plates in the same cupboard as your cups? yes 11.) Is there a coffee maker sitting on your kitchen counter? FUCK yes 13.) What room is your computer in? whatever room I'm in 14.) Are there pictures hanging in your living room? Yes 15.) Are there any themes found in your home? No 16.) What kind of laundry detergent do you use?? I don't know, I don't buy it :/ 17.) Do you use dryer sheets?? yep 18.) Do you have any curtains in your home?? Yes 19.) What color is your fri

I Live With An Idiot
SO my dumb cunt of a roommate messed up my apartment once again. SO far since august shes: -Broke the garbage disposal twice by fillin it with trash (not food waste) -put large dents/holes in the wall -thrown several parties breaking stuff/stealing my booze -she locks herself out 3 times a month at least. -and this time she kicked the door down instead of walkin to the office to get a key. she cracked the doorframe and dented the door. if she doesnt pay for ALL of the damages when she moves out im going to kick the shit out of her. and to top it all off she doesnt speak english.. i cant wait to move to my own house in may

Haunted Houses In Kcmo.
The state of haunted houses in KC Current mood: aggravated Since 1991 excluding the years between 1995-2000, I worked for the best, scariest haunted house in Kansas City.....Catacombs. At Catacombs our sole responsibility was to scare the crap out people. That is, after all what they came for and paid for. In 2005 the owner of Catacombs/Fear, Dennis Kingsolver was tragically killed while doing some work in the elevator shaft (that's what I had heard, anyway) and everyone lost all the spirit of scaring. His parents took over running it, but being older folks couldn't really keep up with it. So they sold it to the owner of the only other haunted houses in KC, Monty. Monty believes that what you do in a haunted house is act out a role. BULLSHIT! If I wanted to act, I'd go to Starlight and be in plays there. My primary concern when in "character" is to scare people, however I have to do it. I'm not playing a role, I'm in my alter-ego....and he's a mean sumbitch. Anyway, Monty op

Random Thoughts...
More random thoughts Category: Life I noticed something the other day when ripping into my box of cookies.The serving size for this particular type of cookie was 1 cookie. What the fuck? One cookie? Who in hell eats just one cookie? One bag, maybe. But one single little cookie? Gimme a fucking break. Another one I saw a few days ago is they are actually putting nutrition information on bottled water. Huh? Can you guess what all the values were? Take your time on this, I'll wait...........IT WAS ZERO!!!!!!!! zero carbs, zero sugar, zero calories, zero vitamin A, B,C,B12, zinc, iron, riboflavin everything. Why is this neccesary? It's just fuckin' water. I'm waiting for nutrition values to be posted on bottles of booze soon. Actually, I believe beer already has it. How fucking dumb is that? "Hey Manny, you want a beer?" "No thanks, I'm watching my carbs." Dumb Dumb Dumb Another thing I really, truly love is the new expanded rating system for movies. It's no longer good enough to ju

Even More On Dating And Relationships.
Dating and exes. Current mood: bummed Category: Life Here we are again sports fans. My subject today deals with something that I am personally dealing with at the moment. I know that she will most likely read this, but I've got to say something. Before we even start though, I want to make this crystal clear: I am not positive on anything I say about where her feelings are, it's just what I speculate. My girlfriend, Brandie, and I have been seeing each other since right after Thanksgiving, little more than a month. She had just gotten out of a bad relationship (I think) and in a way, so had I. So we're both rebounding. Now, something you need to know about me, I get a "vibe" from some people that tells me that they are going to be good for me. I felt it with my late wife, and I felt it when I first met Brandie. I get it from guys too, but in a totally non-gay way. So, going on the fact that we are both rebounding, we are both cautious about showing

Damn, I'm Long Winded...
Thursday, January 03, 2008 2008..here we go again. Current mood: hopeful Category: Jobs, Work, Careers OK!! It's a new year, and with a new year comes new goals and lofty aspirations. Let's start with a few things on the down side. The Post Office will be closing down the Station that I work at on March 31. I most likely won't be there anymore anyway, but more on that later. The bad thing is my mom and uncle both work there and plan on retiring....wait... ARE retiring on July 1. But what are they going to do for the 3 months in between? Who knows? Ok, one thing on the down side.....screw you. I have a job prospect in the works right now that I hope will work out good. It's a job as a prison guard in Lansing, KS. One bad thing is...moving. My oldest boy, Austin has no problems moving, Dalton, on the other hand........ He's not too thrilled with the idea. I've said in other blogs, he has Aspergers Syndrome, a high functioning form of Autism, and cannot take chan

Music Snob?
Thursday, August 30, 2007 P2P sites Current mood: pissed off Category: Music I've been downloading quite a bit of music lately and I've noticed one thing that bothers me. How can you not know the name of the band that does the song when it should be there right in front of you? Are you that fucking dumb? Really? I've downloaded the same song three different times thinking that maybe each of the bands had done and redone the song. The song is Circle Of The Tyrants originally done by Celtic Frost. And I know for a fact that Dimmu Borgir remade it for a tribute album. I saw it in my Opeth search, and wondered......Did they remake it? Nope it was actually the original version. The biggest mistakes are found in the oldies. The song House of the Rising Sun is listed under 1.Cream 2.CCR 3.The Rolling Stones 4.The Doors 5.The Animals 6.The Moody Blues and even 7.Led Zepplin Little Red Riding Hood is listed under: 1.The Animals 2.Sam the Sham and the Pharoah