Fubar Blog Posts 4

This Place Is Getting Ridiculous
Including my original profile, I have been on Cherrytap/Fubar for over 2 years now, and I've met a lot of interesting people. It seems quite recently though that the slugs are starting to slither through the cracks. I don't expect everyone to love me, or the way I look, or the things I like. Hell, what fun would it be if we weren't all different?? But I have a general rule that I live by, even places like here, and it is basically the same thing my momma taught me years and years ago... if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all. BIG reason why I post very very few mumms..cuz I read and watch and admittingly, even laugh, at how evil we can all be to each other. A mumm sometimes is just asking to be ridiculed publicly. But what is really bunching my panties is something that has only started appearing recently. It seems some highly opinionated people who catch my pic while bored or otherwise, feel they not only have to comment, but comment quite rudely. And ye

Its Over
Well the contest is over and I lost. Had a few friends show up and help they know who they are, ya'll were awesome but those that didnt ya'll can kiss my ass , and dont ever expect me to ever do a damm thing for you again. Sounds petty, oh well. If ya tell someone youre gonna do something ya better fuckin do it. I dont make a promise I cant keep and expect nothin less than that from my 'friends'. MUCH LOVE TO ALL THAT DID THEIR PART LOVE YA FOR THE EFFORT THE REST CAN KISS MY ASS

Just Life
Well, it's only Tuesday, and it has already been a LONG week. My week started last Monday with the finishing up of my last two days of class. Then, just kept on rolling. Thursday and Friday I got to work on an EO complaint, then told that I needed to step away from this one. It's not something I wanted to do, and not something I am really happy about doing. It came from way up higher, so I have to do what I am told. Saturday, well, that was a nice day, or started out that way. We had weapons maintenance (cleaning). We do it monthly, even though I usually try to clean mine a little when I draw it. Just make sure it is oiled and cleaned. That was easy. I was supposed to have met one of my officers to drive out to the airport at 1600, and was told to take the rest of the day off until then. I did that, and was sitting here online, playing around a bit, and my phone rings at 1425. It was one of my NCOs. She asked why I wasn't at headquarters to roll out, I said I

New In Fubar..
Just joined Fubar today, cos my friends told me it is Fun in here...and it is! I think i become addicted... the blast thingy is so cool and the FuBucks things are genious :D Still figure out, how to do this and that stuffs in here...so friends, add me & comment my profiles.. anyway, I love love this purpls skin for my site so much.....COOL one..:)

What I've Learned Til Now...and What I Believe..
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who lov

“digging In The Dirt”
Digging in the Dirt almost cost me my Soul ! The story of one man’s “escape” Every real pilot has a dream, live on an airport or better still have a runway and/or heliport at your home. Think of it. Up in the morning, out the door, into the chopper and away for the day. What could be better! When the time comes to purchase a new home or piece of property to build, the underlying motive whether conscious or not, is how are the approaches - clear of obstacles? If not, can I clear a path? Where will the hanger be? I can put a pad here and easily land on my new dolly and simply slide the chopper in and out. Too easy! All these questions, but I can overcome. Take my case - I got lucky. I found 22 beautiful treed acres, 1700 foot grass runway, a hanger, some fencing, 2500 feet of driveways and the nearest neighbor lived 1500 feet on the other side of the woods. What could be better - NOTHING! All that was needed was a little fix up here, a little touch up there and Wall

‘night’s Promise’
‘Night’s Promise’ I am solitude, tranquility, reflection, The deepest part of your soul, I come to offer serenity, calmness, Fulfilling my timeless universal role. I am reliable, steadfast, unswerving, Existing since time’s very beginning, I can take your distress, sorrow, deepest pain, Soothing you, then depart from you grinning. I come when all others have left, Even your preeminent and dearest friend, I instill peace in your heart, There is nothing I can’t transcend. Welcome me, greet me, and receive me, You beautiful, innocent child of earth, Trust me, have confidence, and deep faith, I am ageless, having been with you since birth. I pledge and promise to be with you, At your last earthly breath, right to the very end, Kissing your lips, closing your eyes for the last time, Assisting you, as you begin your magnificent ascend. I’ll absorb you within my mass, A forever loved and cherished part of me, To take your place amongst the stars, Leaving

Black And White.. How It Began...
???????(Under age 40? You won't understand.) ???????You could hardly see for all the snow, ?????Spread the rabbit ears as far as they go. ?????Pull a chair up to the TV set, ?????"Good Night, David. Good Night, Chet." ???????Depending on the channel you tuned, ?????You got Rob and Laura - or Ward and June. ?????It felt so good. It felt so right. ?????Life looked better in black and white. ?????I Love Lucy, The Real McCoys, ?????Dennis the Menace, the Cleaver boys, ?????Rawhide, Gunsmoke, Wagon Train, ?????Superman, Jimmy and Lois Lane. ?????Father Knows Best, Patty Duke, ?????Rin Tin Tin and Lassie too, ?????Donna Reed on Thursday night! ?????Life looked better in black and white. ?????I wanna go back to black and white. ?????Everything always turned out right. ?????Simple people, simple lives... ?????Good guys always won the fights. Now nothing is the way it seems, ?????In living color on the TV scree

Another Goody For The Oldtimers
Another Goody For The Oldtimers My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE... and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now. Flunking gym was not an

Who Knows
Another night grips me like the fear I once felt at losing you like then I do not sleep not wanting to miss a moment you didn't understand then either but it was all for my love the love that wouldn't show though how could you doubt I ever loved you when you hear of the shadow I now am I promised to lay down my life and dammit I'm bleeding doubt again who knows? JSDEUEL Copyight 2008

Mr. Chuckiiboo
no words need to be said just show him lots of love n tell him i said hi chuckiiboo@ fubar he also makes always nice contests ya need to check it out!!!! so ya know the deal click his link and rate fan and add him click the lil pic n rate it cuz i made it :) i think that is one of the best salutes on here!!! chuckiiboo #1454585 @fubar.com QUIT HATING!!! now go and show love!!!!

More Random Crap About Me Lol
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:Yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:dying AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Yup WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:love it DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:use to WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:well honestly yeah I think I was HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:I am not single lol WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:no HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:no ANY SECRET TALENTS?:i can lick my chin and my nose lol WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Vegas HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:no HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:well kinda, but I can't go out and fix it HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:1, 2,3 chrunch CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:hell nah HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:no WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:I do it lol IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:duh..Mairried DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:I use to like it WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:C

Stereotypes And Labels
Okay, here I go. Another rather controversial post. I'm going to start this off by saying that everyone, yes everyone, is a little bit racist. I don't care who you are, or how many times you deny it, anyone who's human is a bit racist, a bit judgmental, a bit hypocritical. Granted, there are those people out there who are more so than most. But, all in all, we ALL have faults. Stereotypes, for instance. Do you know why stereotypes not only get a rise out of people, but are also (on occasion) funny? Because stereotypes work. Let me explain: a stereotype comes from when many people of a certain background, creed, attitude, lifestyle, etc., act the exact same way or exhibit the same types personality traits. Stereotypes, as 'wrong' as they may be to some people, do hold a small amount of water and truth to them. Granted, not everyone of every culture or attitude, et al, have the same stereotypical traits. But, still, you'll find that a lot of Asian people (and yes,

Ponderisms
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly!) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3. OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the 'Jags' and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known as the 'Bucs,' what does that make the Tennessee Titans? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

Democrat, Republican Or Redneck
Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck? Here is a little test that will help you decide. You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock 40 cal., and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swing the gun like a club and knock the knife out of his hand? What does the law say about this situation? Does the Glock have appropriate safety built into it? Why am I carrying a loaded gun anyway, and what kind of message does this send t

Update On Family Health
My uncle Dustin, whom I have been calling dad since he is really more of a dad to me anyway, is very ill. On March 7, 2008, he was diagnosed with 1st Stage Colon Cancer. There is some good news surrounding this. For the most part, in its first stage, Colon Cancer is curable. Not just treatable, curable. So, we are hoping and praying very hard that his will fall into the category of curable. Thank you all for taking the time out to read this. I know I haven't been around but a lot of things have been going on in my family and I have been working a lot and trying to spend as much time with my family as possible.

2 Cats Available To Good Home!! :p
2 cats available to good home! Walked in the door.. (1) door blocked by boxes fallen down (2) headset cord severed and headset in their dish in the kitchen (3) Pc tower on its side (4) tower of CDs on floor in office (cds everywhere, including my b/u cds), everything on my table beside my desk on the floor... Can I scream now???? (trying to remember to laugh about this but I am going to have to go to Walmart for a new headset today... grrrrrrr) LMAO??? They are being oh so lovey dovey right now when all I want to do is scream and pitch them outdoors for a while... ugghghghghghh...

Son Leaving Iraq Soon
God willing my son will be leaving Iraq March 28, He had a bomb explode near him a few months ago and was injured with sharpnel in his side and a ruptured ear drum. He is suffering from severe headaches. He also aquired a fractured right had a month ago... but soon he gets to come home.. I can't tell you how excited I am... yea!

Spirits At Play
When my father died. The shock was so great. It was so deep and raw that I turned my face away from it and instead focused my eyes on my mother. And her pain. I barely cried. I did gasp and bend and wrap my arms about myself. The pains of it was physical. An ache the I couldn't rub out. I remember calmly discussing things with my mom. This is the way we both are. No time for anything else. Lets focus on what needs to be done....and do it. Let's figure out the steps that need to be taken...and take them. I held on tight to my moms voice. Forcing calmness inside my own. I figured that if I was calm then she would be as well. I'm almost sure that she was focusing on the very same thing. I insisted on calling the family. I needed to spare her the grief of others. The tears and the sobs that bound over the line and enter into your heart becoming your own. Compounding it. Thickening it. I needed to do this for her. Three phone calls later found me on the floor of my ba

My Path
There comes a time. When you must choose your path in life. Many times that path is not set in stone, but instead it is layed down pebble by pebble. And one day you look up and you find where you have come to stand. You can look back and see each pebble that lay there. You can remember them being stuck down there in that dirt. down deep. down hard. But you cannot explain how this path came to be here. Only that it is. And you love it. You nurture this path. You embrace it. Sometimes Life is like that. Sometimes you stand there upon this path that lays at your feet. This path cradles your feet and loves it. This path before you and behind you is strong. And people ask how you came to be on this path. How can you love that path? Why didn't you take another one? A simpler one? And easier one. I answer them. This is my path. The one that I am meant to take. I love this path.

Help You Through The Day
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend

Here Or There
Dear Friends , family and fans--- I have aevere case of vertigo ( for those who don't know what it is, it's like the world is spinning outta control and your eyes can't keep up the pace) Right now, I have blurred vision, dizziness, and faint. I've suffered 4 concussions over the last 3 weeks. I'm under a group of Doctor's care and some meds actually keep me normal for about 15 minutes, or I'm back in orbit again. Maybe some of you will read this, as I'm hoping you will. my visits here will probably be sporadic. Just wanted you all to know that I'm not ignoring you, nor am I blowing anyone off, I'm just trying to get better. Those of you who know the home #, call if ya want--- and my email addy is blonde_reality@yahoo.com xxooo, Ashleigh

Evening
Evening (released june 2007) i'd give it 1 1/2 out of 5 stars A dramatic and mature chick flick (Claire Danes, Vanessa Redgrave, Meryl Streep, Glenn Close) .. I'm a bit surprised there's any old-school women out there still alive to make them ..ok, I suppose our culture isnt quite that impoverished yet ..so, rather, I'm surprised there's still a hollywood backing for old-school chick flicks, especially dramatic and mature ones. The essence of woman, however, is intended but never deeply brought across in the film (unlike, say, as for instance, was very well accomplished in the retrospect narratives of the film How To Make An American Quilt) ..the film never dwells, as a film always should for the sake of a dynamic portrayal of a woman ..there is far too much 'skipping along' ..the only redemption might be if one could say this movie is meant to be a realistic portrayal of not entirely shallow women and yet.. The story doesnt come anywhere near hitting its potential until 68

Thinking Of Leaving Fubar
well everyone i'm thinking of leaving fubar again i'm sick of people playing games with me it's either you like me or you give me a reason as to why you don't anymore i'm one of the realest people you'll meet and i'd show you that kind of respect and if you can't do the same for me then fuck you and what you pertend to be i desurve better then that everyone does so be real and man up to why you don't like me

Right Now
Still not feeling well, at least I found my meds. I went to school to be told me teacher was not coming, so I am sitting here in the Library for a hour or two untill my short class. I dont get why Im the way I am, I try to be so damn perfect and it is never enough. I can never just shut up can never just sit still. Never! I am to smart to blame someone else for the mistakes I make now but I wish I wasnt I wish I could hate "him-ex hub" for making me this way but I cant. I cannot scream I cannot cry I cannot be happy for a moment in my life. "Wrong AnnA, Thats not right do it again. Stop playing and sit up straight, Silence yourself child, no crying, Apologize for speaking you were not asked" I wish I could shout throw things and scream untill everyhing inside me is how it should be, but I cannot and I never will be able to. As I type I feel safe in fact no one but me really will read this. What one person, two, who do not care anyways? Yes I feel safe writing here. *~AnnaLisa~*

Do It If You Want To
Why is it you try and do your best but yet it never seems to be good enough. An example of what i mean is you are dateing someone that you love so much and you would do pretty much anything for them, you may even do things that you wouldn't do with your ex's. maybe like take pictures of your self in exotic stuff or something sexy or something different that you wouldnt' normally do. When you finally decide to do something for them they act like it isn't good enough. I do not understand why most people do not think enough is enough just be happy with what you get. if you get more great if not deal with it don't be a bitch or an ass and demand more when you don't deserve it. Now if your doing something out of the kindness of your heart great but just don'g go do it cuz someone asked you to do it, do it cuz you want to. love ya all xoxox Mary

Perfection In My Eyes
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that I have toshare. I have so much more than I ever thought I would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Lady Spirit Wolf ~owner
I have traveled the roads of maiden, mother and now crone. I have seen, tasted and felt the primal goddess in all aspects of my life. I know the old stories. I have danced the dance. I sing the songs and have shed the tears. Come now visit with me and get to know me. Travel the Medicine Circle of life with me. Sit at my fireside and enjoy the journey. I have been known many years as Ravyn Wolff for my two main life totems Wolf and Raven. I am now known as Lady Spirit Wolf. I have been a practicing pagan for 30 years. I was an active High Priestess for a number of years and have since acted as crone to a local coven for several years. I do not claim title to any particular path as I have learned from a number of paths and all of them have contributed to the person I am today. I am not a religious woman but consider myself to be spiritual. I firmly believe that religion is for those who fear hell and spirituality is for those who have been there. I spent a number of years in the m

I Believe In Me......
I believe in me.... I honor and respect my feminity.... I am able to be strong and flexible.... I trust my ability to flow with life.... I live gently with myself and others.... I am a gentle and loving person.... I bring comfort to myself and others through the gentleness of my spirit.... I realize it is NOT my job to be in control of everyone and everything.... I accept and enjoy my life in it's beauty and imperfections.... I am healthy, happy, and hopeful.... I honor and listen to my dreams---Both past and current.... I give myself permission to play.... I have the right to dream and explore possibilities.... I love and accept myself even though I am imperfect.... I accept myself unconditionally.... I believe in me....

Sweetmafiaprincess Was Hurt
Get Well Soon If you dont see her on for awhile,she will be back~!She fell on some ice and hurt her back..(She told me she can only sit at the puter for about 10 minutes at a time and the pain pills, heating pad and muscle relaxers are not working) ~~SweetMafiaPrincess~~

***ratings***
ALRIGHT...PEOPLE GET SO WORK UP OVER RATINGS ITS RIDICULOUS...HAD ONE GUY CURSE ME OUT AND RATE ME LOWER THAN WHAT I TRUELY AM WHICH DOESN'T BOTHER ME BECAUSE HE'S JUST MAD..BUT AT THE SAME TIME REALIZE SOMETHING PEOPLE...EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN OPINION..NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO RATE YOU A 10 OR 9 OR EVEN 8 GET OVER IT..I'M NOT EVEN THAT TO EVERYONE..I KNOW THAT AND I DON'T CARE..I KNOW WHAT I THINK I AM AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS..STOP TAKING THESE RATINGS SO SERIOUS..GROW UP..GET OVER IT...STOP REVOLVING YOUR WORD AROUND FUBAR AND THE NET...JUST LIKE THE FUBAR MARRIAGES YOU KIDDING ME..AND PEOPLE TRUELY GET UPSET IF ANOTHER GUY TALKS TO OTHER FEMALES OR FEMALES TALK TO OTHER GUYS..AGAIN PEOPLE ITS THE NET..HE OR SHE MET YOU ON THE NET WHAT MAKES YOU THINK HE OR SHE WON'T STILL BE ON THE NET AFTER YOU TALK OR DATE..WAKE UP..HIT REALITY...I UNDERSTAND YOU MIGHT CARE FOR THIS PERSON OR LOVE THIS PERSON BUT GETTING ALL INVOLVED TO THE POINT OF INTERNET MARRIAGE AND YOU HAVEN'T EVEN MET TH

About Me
Hi my Name is Rick im 35 years old I've never beed married i have no children but i want children in the future. I'm just an average Joe, out for some laughs and looking to enjoy what life and God has to offer. I live up in Wisconsin, starting my life fresh, and livin large. I like WWE WWF and anything with Wrestling. I also luv animals, my cuz is my favorite... LOL My favorite quote is 'To live life to it's fullest!' COMMENT ME ....I don't bite! ;) I just figured out 'SHOVELS' are no good in Wisconsin. LMAO!!! Gimme a bobcat ANYDAY! xoxo View Blog B

Mirage
Mirage, vision challenged mental want recognized the things longed for Reflection, of true reality forced upon us by life genetics sealed our fate Ripples, running across time magnify the ware on ourselves all experiences resurface Miracles, come out renewing our imagination forcing us to return to youth Creativity, will emerge from deep inside our souls bringing all emotion to surface Sensitivity, is unleashed breaking the boundaries of aggression releasing the strong power of want

Rate Fan And Add My Friend Stephanie Lynn She Is An Awsome Friend To Have
THIS REALLY WORKS!! I’ve already given out ONE Happy Hour THREE VIPs THREE Blasts And TWO Bling Packs! All for doing something so quick and easy And that you ALREADY do every day… Rate/Fan/Add AND tell all your friends! What are you WAITING for? You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends MUST FAN AND RATE (10 o

Hourglass
Our life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time. Every moment, everlasting and ever-changing, slipping through my fingers, as I turn the pages of my journey into unwritten eternity. To the moments of love and pleasure, to nights of question and pain. To those who have changed you for good, and events that made you who you are today. To the past and our memories of time spent together and alone. Our cocktail of accomplishments mixed with how we`ve become known, awaits a final toast to our existence and our passing

Advice To Veterans On Ptsd Exams
The following is written from a C & P examiners perspective relating to psychiatric exams. It is a good guideline for all exams but I only did psych exams. I’ve been examined by the VA for multiple problems and this is my format when I go to be examined. A little common sense and clarity of thinking will go a long ways towards getting you what you are entitled. 1. Be on time or a little early. 2. Be polite. Yelling at the examiner for the injustices you perceive will do nothing but alienate him/her. 3. Curse at your risk. You can get your point across much better with proper English than you can with outlandish language. 4. This person is going to judge you. It’s his/her job and that is why you are there. To be adjudicated fairly. How would you like to be remembered? A skuzzy stereotypical veteran? Or a troubled one who is doing the best he/she can? 5. Do not talk about alcohol or drug related issues. You are not there to be assessed for those problems. You are there to be ass

Smart Ass Quotes Lmfao
A demitasse would fit his head like a sombrero. A guy with your IQ should have a low voice too! A half-wit gave you a piece of his mind, and you held on to it. A sharp tongue is no indication of a keen mind. After meeting you, I've decided I am in favor of abortion in cases of incest. All of your ancestors must number in the millions; it's hard to believe that many people are to blame for producing you. All that you are you owe to your parents. Why don't you send them a penny and square the account? Alone: In bad company. And there he was: reigning supreme at number two. Any friend of yours ... is a friend of yours. Any similarity between you and a human is purely coincidental! Anyone who told you to be yourself couldn't have given you worse advice. Are you always so stupid or is today a special occasion? Are you brain-dead? Are your parents siblings? As an outsider, what do you think of the human race? As useless as rubber lips on a wood

Sexy Survey About Me :)
You:What color eyes?greyHair?BrownHow tall?5'6How old?32What city do you live in?FairburyMale/Female?Female, do I look male?The Private You?How many people have you had sex with in 2006?1How many of those people were one night stands?none lolHow many serious relationships have you had?3What is your favorite position?Hummmm i think I am not gonna tell this one lolHave you ever slept with more than one person at a time?noHim / HerEyes?Blue or BrownHeight?taller than meWeight?don't matter as long as he ain't gonna squash my ass! Body structure?dont matter Tall / short?Taller than mePersonality?goofyAge?34-40Misc.What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone?are your serious? your gonna do what with that? kiddingHave you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship?noIf yes, how many?0Have you ever not been in love with someone you had sex with?yesTop or bottom?topHave you ever considered being with some of the same sex?noWhat are 2 turn on's?making me smile,

Who Ever Is Marking My Pictures Nsfw
GROW UP if you dont like what it says leave the page. If it offends you that is your problem NOT mine as its like this I have the 1st amendment behind me FREEDOM OF SPEECH. I am not one of this fu ho's (oops are you going to mark that NSFW also) that are half naked on this site or showing everythin for something. so what I put a couple of pics that have a couple of comments on it cuz that is the way I feel and so dont say anything to people. I dont bug anyone here if anything I help anyone. So its like this if you dont like my stuff on my page remove yourself from my friends list or be ADULT enough to come to me and say you did it.

4 More Days :)
Want to Own me for a Month :) Come bid on me or at least Rate pic:)Please all pics and stash rated during HH If im Vip plus 200 11s owned by in my name for month add to Family daily drink daily gift daily comment SFW salute Just click the Little Tiny pic below...lol Havnt figured out how to do that one yet :)

Alone
Alone I close my eyes I can picture you in my mind Your lips play against my flesh To my surrender; I respond in kind Commanding kisses greet softened lips Moistened pink meets twin Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet Echo from deep within You press, demanding, into me Silken heat radiates through Fingers whisper over your skin Slowly learning every inch of you No proof against these dreams do I claim As your fingers find my need Back arches in pleasure As for your touch I plead Flames reach higher Raging to fevered heights Bodies quiver against the other Screams into the night Clinging to one another Seeking sanctuary during the thunder Shaking our bodies, souls and minds Faces filled with new found wonder Fire darkened midnight blues flutter Eyes gaze over empty bed Touching over the lonely pillow Remembering once more, its all in my head.

My Prerogative
It's love it's love love get busy Everybody's talking all this stuff about me Now now why don't they just let me live Oh oh oh i don't need permission Make my own decisions oh That's my prerogative They say I'm crazy I really don't care That's my prerogative They say I'm nasty But I don't give a damn Gettin' girls is how I live Some ask me questions Why am I so real But they don't understand me I really don't know the deal About a brother trying hard to make it right Not long ago before I won this fight sing Everybody's talking all this stuff about me Why don't they just let me live (Tell me why) I don't need permission Make my own decisions oh That's my prerogative (It's my prerogative) It's my prerogative It's the way that I wanna live (It's my prerogative) I can do just what I feel (It's my prerogative) No one can tell me what to do (It's my prerogative) Cause what I'm doin' I'm doin' for you ah Don't get me wrong

Winter's Mist
Winter's mist recessed deep within my mind. The mystery of simplicity...solitude One can only imagine the darkness within. Emotions...lost, buried deep inside, blanketed by fear... until you. Like spring, you have awoken warm feelings thought lost amongst the coldness of my heart. Your words... demanding yet honest. Your touch... so simple, yet complex. Your wants... as open as mine. Revealing... a delicate beauty, thought lost long ago. Like spring... a new beginning.

Exorcism
A demon is gone or should I say, I exorcised it's soul today. Deep within her mind so shallow leaving a soul so soft and hallow. The peace within her heart is small, waiting for her world to fall. She nevers shares her dreams and fears, only lets them see her tears. She cries alone within her shell thoughts of loneliness on which she dwells A new day is dawned with wishes and hope, friends and lovers to help her cope. She'll only learn to love anew with colors soft and full of hue. Pinks and blues and yellows too she learns to love her new found view.

Liar Quotes
“A liar will not be believed, even when he speaks the truth.” “No man has a good enough memory to be a successful liar.” “Great talker, great liar.” “A man is never more truthful than when he acknowledges himself as a liar” “The liar's punishment is not in the least that he is not believed, but that he cannot believe anyone else.” “He who does not need to lie is proud of not being a liar.” “The visionary denies the truth to himself, the liar only to others” “The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool.” “"Let God be true but every man a liar" is the language of true faith” “If one is to be called a liar, one may as well make an effort to deserve the name.”

Funny Shit
A couple that was married for 20 years always made love with the lights off. Well, after 20 years, the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned the lights on. She looked down... and saw that her husband was holding a battery-operated pleasure device. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," she screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy... if you explain the kids."

Mrs. Dont Hate
hey thats my melissa she one of the very few really great women here on fubar ya go and show her lots of love!!!! ~* DONT HATE *~ ITS MELISSA BITCH *~LOVING MY HATERS !@ fubar got to love her!!!! so ya know the deal click the link to her page and love her like i do click the pics n love the work i did

Fate
I am so sick right now I cant even breath sometimes my nose is stuffed up, I havent been having morning sickness a lot like I was the first few weeks. I dont know what to do with my life but just sithere and wait for my baby to come along. Ahhh man I met this incredible guy today, I mean I dont think I have met someone like this in a long time and I amnot just saying that , its something that I have been searching for all this time. I just want sooo bad to have this guy in my life and I know he wants me in his, but its kind of fast to just be jumping in there so I think I want to take sometime to get to know him better. Anyway, I want to thank everyone who has been so supportive on my mumms. The ones who have not been supportive and have been very rude, where do you come off? I mean we ask a simple question and you go all off on us, you know what I think people just get angry about things and decide to put it off on others. Thats not right if you are going to be angry hit a wall or cus

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Political Seal
Official Announcement: The government today announced that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed! Damn, it just doesn't get more accurate than that!

The Coat Hanger
The Coat Hanger A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her small daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication. She got back to her car and found that she had locked her keys in the car. She didn't know What to do, so she called home and told the baby sitter what had happened. The baby sitter told her that the fever was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat Hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been left on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time had locked their keys in their car. She looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." She bowed her head and asked God to send her help. Within five minutes a beat up old Motorcycle pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who was wearing an old biker skull rag on his head. The woman thought, "This is what you sent to help me?" But, she wa

Vacation
hey yall i just wanted to take a second and let all yall know that i love you and that i will miss yall very much i will be leaving houston on friday march 21st at 747am and will not get back to houston from tennessee until tuesday march 25 at 805pm i love yall and will miss yall and i will let you all know when i get home hugs and muahz love brandye

Unseen
Try so hard but it goes unseen Never alone but yet always alone Asking for help that will never be received Sinking deeper and deeper into the dark In life this has never been foreseen No one have never known By all to have been deceived The pain and dispare will leave a constant mark No one understands what it means Ignored and passed over like a lonely stone Forgetting and disbuting what was once believed Fearing there will never be a light bright enough to pierce the dark.

This Is Appauling! See What Kind Of Morons We're Electing To Office? Pass It On. Stop The Hate!
her contact info is at the bottom.. if you disagree with her hate speech, stand up for what you think is right and let her know! We, as a society, can not continue to be bigoted towards groups of society solely based on someones religious or sexual lifestyles (or race for that matter). THAT IGNORANCE and HATRED, NOT alternative lifestyles, will be the downfall of a nation, or quite possibly the world!! Pass this on. Bomb her ignorance with emails and phone calls. Flood her state office with mail. Get the point across. She has to be stopped from spreading hate and ignorance. Peace and Love ~G (ChaoticSerenity) read below... Gays are worse than terrorists...pass it on! At least that's according to State Representative for Oklahoma, Sally Kern.Please read/watch this and pass it on. This sort of unfortunate bigoted rhetoric is all too common and if we don't stand up for what's right, who will? These are the kinds of people running our nation! It's outrageous to

Fu-bling Snafu
You would think that the "Official Fubar Bling" would give 3,000 points, since it costs 3 credits, but it only gives 1,000 points,,, same as the ones that only cost 1 credit. (points are double during happy hours) Dummy me, had to try it twice, to be sure.

For Ca Residents...reposted For Kristeen76
As some of you may know I work for a school in a small district in California.. Anyhow if you know what the Governor did to the budget then you know hes living up to the Terminator name. He took from our education budget and moved it at our childrens expences.. We keep hearing his BS that he is working on it, but we had to pink slip 22 of our own teachers (out of 28) to make up a small deficit of the budget. Along with losing Asst. Teachers who help kids learn how to read. Anyhow Im posting this with the link I think that if enough people write to him with concerns on this subject it may light a fire under his butt and he steps up to deal with his mistake So please guys can you help if you dont live in this state can you repost for friends you may have that do live in California. Please guys its not asking to much when our children are involved is it. Thank You very much in advance. http://govnews.ca.gov/govmail/webmail.php

Funny Crap
Texas Logic After having dug to a depth of 10 yards last year, New York scientists found traces of copper wire dating back 100 years and came to the conclusion that their ancestors already had a telephone network more than 100 years ago. Not to be outdone by the New Yorkers, in the weeks that followed, California scientists dug to a depth of 20 yards, and shortly after, headlines in the LA Times newspaper read: 'California archaeologists have found traces of 200 year old copper wire and have concluded that their ancestors already had an advanced high-tech communications network a hundred years earlier than the New Yorkers.' One week later, " The Express News," a local newspaper in Texas reported the following: 'After digging as deep as 30 yards in corn fields near Austin , Bubba Johnson , a self-taught archaeologist, reported that he found absolutely nothing. Bubba has therefore concluded that 300 years ago, Texas had already gone wireless. Fifty Year Old Woman A

Mrs. Mz.dreams
hey ya need to go check her out n show her love!!! MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar so go and click the link to her page and love her click the il pic n love the work i did for her lol

Tappinit Owns Me!!! Go Fu Luv Him!
IT'S OFFICIAL! TAPPINIT OWNS ME! Go show him lots and lots of Fu Love and tell him his PebblesinAZ sent ya! tappinit@ fubar Fan, Rate and Add him! He is amazing in every way! Humbly His: ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Please Tell Me
Tonight I Wanna CryBy Keith UrbanBest Video Codes EVER WONDER IF YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE? EVER WONDER WHAT YOUR PLACE IN LIFE IS? I DO . SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT MY PURPOSE IN LIFE REALLY IS. I MEAN ITS LIKE THINGS CAN BE GOIN SO GOOD THEN SHIT HAS TO HAPPEN THAT JUST SHOOTS YOUR WHOLE MOOD YOUR WHOLE EVERYTHING DOWN. I OFTEN SIT AND WONDER..WHY AM I EVEN HERE? IF IT WERE NOT FOR BAD LUCK I WOUILD HAVE NO LUCK AT ALL. SOMETIMES I HAVE FELT AS IF I AM DESTINED TO STRUGGLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.LIFE HAS A FUNNY WAY OF THROWING THINGS AT ME I KNOW THAT MUCH AND ITS LIKE YOU TURN TO CERTAIN PEOPLE TO TALK AND THEY ARE NEVER THERE FOR YOU BUT THEY SURE DO WANNA TALK TO YA WHEN THEY FIND THE TIME TO OR WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING. SOMETIMES I GET SO DAM FRUSTRATED THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. ITS LIKE I JUST WANNA GET IN MY CAR AND DRIVE TILL I CANT DRIVE NO MORE. JUST GO WHEREVER MY CAR TAKES ME. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I WANT TO BE ABLE TO NOT WORRY ABOUT THINGS..NOT WORRY ABOUT HOW I AM G

You Know What I Hate???
I really hate it when people ask me for help and I do everything in my power to help them. Yet when I ask for help I have very few people that come and help me. Literally like 4 people. So I just want to say thanks to my true friends and to the rest of you F*ck Off!! Don't ask me for help ever again!! Thanks for showing your true colors!!

Pebblesinaz Auction Bully......
SINCE I WAS DENIED A REPOST CUZ I WAS DOING IT TOO FAST I DECIDED TO BLOG IT INSTEAD......... New Auction! NO ENTRY FEE! Just some fun and good times! If you haven't been in an auction before it's a great way to make friends and have some fun. If you aren't currently owned or are about to break your chains, get your offer together and let me know. I'll put ya on the block and help promote you as well! Just drop me a quick private message and let me know. Bidding will start the 15th of March! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar Some ideas of things to offer for those that are stumped... Owned by "xxxxxx" in name for 1 month. Make my #1 Friend for the month. Crush for the month. Add to Family. A salute for you. Rate all pics/stash and blogs. A daily drink or gift. A big pimpin' gift. A bling a week. Profile comment daily. "X" number of p

Newest Update
Well today i got the news i feared from the doctors about my daughter's Cat Scan. Her brain is still bleeding and they weren't sure why. It was supposed to be gone by now and it is still there. Now i have to take her to a Neurologist and who knows when i can get in there?!She is trying so hard to be brave for me and trying so hard to be strong. She is my hero and without her i would not be who i am today! When i get down, she's there to pick me up, when i fall to pieces, she's there to glue them all together. I've been getting little or no sleep through all this worry about getting her up from the couch to goto the bathroom and getting her back down to sleep and when she has her night terrors, i am there. When she cries in pain from her leg, i have to give her her pain meds. Seein ur kid in so much pain she doesn't know if she wants to scream or cry and then to see her body shake from pain is an incrediblely heart wrenching thing. Knowing there is nothing but time to heal from this see

Can You Do Me A Realllllyyyy Big Favor
Really simple no bombing I'm in a contest and the way I win is referring my friends to her page http://fubar.com/user.php?u=813171&friend=813171# Go to her page rate, fan and add her and in the box that you add her put ninemmruger sent me in the friends request TY VM Fumail me back when you do ty vm

A Death In My Family.. Please Send Condolences If You Knew Her..
God be with her... Elizabeth Berkowitz mother of 2 friends to many grandma to grandchildren and great grandchildren. Ive been taking care of this wonderful woman along with Her son Allen and daughter Margaret and granddaughters and family. She loved her crafts and she loved her egg drop soup with no noodles and extra fortune cookies. She loved to do things on her own and making people happy and wherever she went she ALWAYS made a new friend. Even if it was the hospital or a home... she always made a new one. She also loved giving the world to everyone in the world. She had sooo much love to give and whenever you were around her you knew it. She was a bus driver for marion county and she was part of many organizations. You could say she was a butterfly when it came to the community. She passed on Monday, March 10th, 2008 in her own home ( right where she wanted to be). I just want to say that I loved that woman even though I was only a part of her life for 9 months.. but I consider that

A Way To Live.....
Nothing endures forever. Everything perishes in time. So laugh and love while you may, Help who you can - work while you must And when the end comes so be it. All fame ends in oblivion and is soon forgotten But it is fun to strive, joy to win. It is a challenge to lose and try again And victory always comes if you try hard enough. To lose is not to fail. The only failure is to lose and not try again.

Death Dreams
i wander what they mean i dont like them they started about two weeks ago its odd how dreams exist in our minds it started with my sister and now its going with the family and yeah i know so comment i know everybody dies so ok but i get panicky about it so i just have to walk through these dreams i guess but in the meantime its a bummer cus i am having trouble sleeping and force myself awake i dont know just talking

Ignorance
You know I dont blog much but when I come across ignorance in this day and age, I have to write about it. I recently received a message on myspace from an old high school friend. I havent talked to her in years and in high school we werepretty good friends. After exchanging a few messages, I sent her a friend request. I got a message back from her reading..."hey i want to talk to you but i dont want to be the only white person on your page call me my is 281-740-XXXX i have verizon. i am on the phone right now but will be off in about 30 minutes" I am like in total shock! I never thought she would be this kind of person to say such a thing. I also dont see what the damn difference is...why does it matter who I have on my page? For one, I have many "white" people on my page but wtf does it matter? I tried to reply but she set her profile to only receive messages from friends, no doubt to keep me from saying something. I cant beleive that still in this day in age, people still have issue

For People With Kids
Ok...I just read something that made me PUKE....did you know kids are now huffing fermented sewage? Am I so out of the loop that I am alone in not knowing this?? Its called jenkems...something like that...here is the link http://67.19.222.106/crime/graphics/jenkem.pdf They are also starting to smoke something called salvia... here is another link... http://news.aol.com/health/story/_a/is-salvia-the-next-marijuana/20080311163509990001?ncid=NWS00010000000001 Am I the only one with kids that is THIS clueless on all this? (not from me, got it out of the mumms)

Therapy For The Broken Hearted
So yeah, brandon and I broke up, he text messaged me the break up.. lol cowardless... anywho, to finally let go of what we had, I burned his clothing and the things that he sent me for v-day. yay me! verrry therapeutic.. it helps lol..

Havn't Had A Mumm Fight In A While.
Fucktard makes a MuMM begging for rates and using fake prayers and plees to level. Fucking disgrace. Then tries to tell me the person has cancer. Twice as disgrace full. I was cancer riddled for a years. If I only had a few months to live, my main fucking concern wouldn't be an e-level on fucking Fubar. Read and enjoy. Bottom to top of course. ->Lord Wolf ...: ROFLMAO! Your site? You have got to be kidding me. Get your other foot in the grave and get the fuck out of here you waste of space. Lord Wolf ...: get off my site fucking cunt bitch ->Lord Wolf ...: Do I look like I give a flying fuck? She can die for all I care. Now stop trying to use cancer to get a FAKE LEVEL on a fucking website. Like I believe the mindless fucking dripple you spit out. Dumbass. Lord Wolf ...: the women has cancer few months to live asshole ->Lord Wolf ...: Take your fake relgious plees and kill yourself. You're a fucking disgrace. Begging for rates and trying to use religion to do it. Pathetic. Lo

I Love My Fishes!
I was just out in my backyard feeding my koi and goldfish and I saw one leap out of the water. It makes me wonder if they do that to catch bugs or just for fun. I've heard that goldfish have only a 3 second memory then why is it that when I go out to the pond they gather around near the surface waiting for me to feed them butt when my nieghbor brought over his neice and nephew they hid down deep. Not only do they remember but they recognize different people/things. I LOVE MY FISHES!!!! LOVE!!!

The State Of Our Government
Marion Barry/Eliot Spitzer So let me get this straight, the only difference between Mr. Barry and Mr. Spitzer is, one was a crackhead and the other a fornicator. What makes one any more vile than the other. If you recall (for those of you old enough to remember) the Government upheaval in 1991 when then D.C., elected mayor was not only caught with a ”pipe” in one hand and a hooker in the other partying in a hotel room. He only served 6 months in prison and was reelected a year later as a council member and two years later again as the Mayor of D.C. serving a second term. By the way..Marion Barry is still a city council member in the 8th ward. Just something for you to think about MR. SPIT-ZER. (See kids.. Yes, MONEY CAN BY ANYTHING) Now we have this matter with the Gov. of New York., well Mr. Spitzer don’t you worry, Bill Clinton is still (barely) married not only is she one of the forerunners for the presidency, but you know she has to be thinking.. NOW IT’S MY T

Mortality
Lying awake at night, while the rest of the world sleeps my mind wanders. I think of the times that have passed me by. They all float around missed chances, chances I should have but never took. I’m still too young to know what the future holds for me, but I know far more than anyone my age should about their own mortality. The television is on, I hear the commercial in the background, and my mind is racing to fast for me to focus on it. Staring blankly at the screen a plug for some random cleaning tool is playing, and I don’t care. I’ve fought my demons, many battles have raged, I’ve won and I’ve lost, but now it seems they are winning once again. We all go through the battles each and every day but we never take the time to think about what the complications may be for what happens after. I may be young but I feel like I have lived a long lifetime, the pains and agonies of an uncertain lifespan. So here I am once again, looking up at the ceiling with the light of the televis

Poem About How I Feel Right Now
Once more I cut.. I cant control myself Going deeper and deeper I feel my vein burst Bloods running everywhere I'm fading And its all because of you You swore to me You promised me you wouldnt leave SHE was the one who drove you away I'm dieing now Cause I love you But you love me not Death is getting closer I feel it creeping upon me Coldness fills my body I take one last breath I whisper " I love you and never forget"

That Bastard In Jive!!!
Same blog, VIP Suite infiltrated, in Jive Speak... Ok, so's here's de deal. I'm lyin' in de V.I.P. suite at K. Lew's crib. (Yeah man, ah' have mah' own bedroom at da damn locashun uh our afterbar parties, I'm dat damn special! Right on!) Tryin' t'sleep. Jes hang loose, brud. I'm drunk, ah' need mah' rest t'recoup fo' Saturday night. Man! (Let's face it, I'll be goin' out again. 'S coo', bro.) Do ya' dink I'm allowed t'sleep? HELL NO! Preach it loud, bruddah!! Right on! Why? I'll tell ya' why. Slap mah fro! A'cuz ah' have some drunk fucka' who decides t'lay in bed next t'me, (on top uh de covers where as ah' am underdiggin' hoth dem) and DRAPES HIMSELF ON ME! Preach it loud, bruddah!! Right on! Now ah' likes t'sleep on mah' belly. Slap mah fro! It's plum de way ah' roll. Imagine said drunk fucka' tryin' t'rub mah' back, and put his hands underdiggin' hoth de blankets t'get some betta' "grasp" on doodads. Mainly mah' ass I'm sho' man. Unacceptable. So's afta' he moves his body c

Thanks Everyone
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED MAKE MY HAPPY HOUR A SUCCESS..SOME OF YOU HUNG AROUND RATING ME EVEN AFTER IT WAS OVER. SPECIAL THANKS TO YOU ALL.. TO MY NEW FRIENDS AND FANS DONT BE STRANGERS.. THANK YOU.. MUCH LUV TO YAZ..HUGGS TNK

I Remember :d
If you're under the age of 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you definitely shouldnt repost it. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! -Clarissa Explains it All!! You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember when it was worth staying up late for Saturday Night Live. You remember reading "Goosebumps" and 'Scary Stories to Read in the Dark' You still get t

For You
So many times I sit and stare... So many times I wonder Am I Insane? So many times I ask myself why? Why do I care? Why Do I not? Why do I have these urges? Why do I have such an untamed hunger for....you? Why do I have these feelings? Why I ask...Though I know .....And yet I don't! There is something pulling me...Something inside. I am like a fish with no water when your not around. A heart with no beat when I don't hear your voice. I can not think, but of you, the one who forever marked my soul when my eyes meet yours. You push me away, refuse to care for me or let me care for you. You judge me with the hate that you induce upon all of my kind. You asume I can not be trusted and therefore won't give me a chance. So I wait for you and only you, the one who melts my cold heart with a look and a smile. For one day I will prove my intentions are true and maybe one day you will let me in and give me a chance. For all I want in this world of darkness and despair is to be

~ A Kiss....~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Kiss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender. ~A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest. ~Where one drop of blood drains a castle of life, so one kiss can bring it alive again. ~A kiss is the shortest distance between two. ~Women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten the last. ~A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. ~There is the kiss of welcome and of parting, the long, lingering, loving, present one; the stolen, or the mutual one; the kiss of love, of joy, and of sorrow; the seal of promise and receipt of fulfillment. ~If you are ever in doubt as to whether or not

Right Of Passage
Right of Passage Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of Passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience, because each lad must come into manhood on his own. The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him. Maybe even some human might do him harms. The wind blew the grass and earth, and shook his stump, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man! Finally, after a horrific night the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him. He had been at watch the entire night, pro

Banned From Walmart...........
This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. BANNED FROM WALMART........... After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men -- he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women -- she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behaviour and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr.Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3.

My Words Of Wisdom
Check back: I will add to this blog posting regularly. Please do not use without giving credit to the source. Adam Watts (Crazy Prophet) **** I believe in treating a woman like a lady. I also beleive she should occasionally act like one. **** Life is like comedy; timing is everything. **** Adequate application of appropriate libation ministered generously with ample distraction from harmonic displays of creative endeavor with accompanying choreographic improvisation might, if not provide a unanimous resolution, at least make us feel better about the question.

Post-op Surgery Health Update
Well until yesterday (Monday, March 10, 2008) I was doing well. I had to drive my son to school because the person that promised to take him while I was recouping got into trouble and is not allowed to have more than one person in the car with him…so that leaves out my son. When I got home I was hurting and took my pain meds and slept until early evening. I finally went to bed about 11:30 after taking something to help me sleep. I woke up at 3AM and had to take something for pain…it took me about an hour to go back to sleep. By 6:30AM I was in soo much pain and I had taken my pain meds, I was still in tears. I spent from 8:30 to 2:00 in the ER. They had to pull a quart of fluid off from around my right lung. They said that if I had waited, I would have probably been back in the hospital. My doctor told me that I have to postpone going back to school this quarter. I was hoping that I would not have to miss but he said that after this, he did not want me going back until late

Love Has Hurt Me
I am back online after being offline because of something that broke my heart. I was feeling very bad as my heart fell apart, the reason my heart was so broken is the love of my life passed away. My girlfriend died in her sleep two months ago. She had very bad back problems and she was taking a lot of pain meds. The last night of her life she was in a lot of pain and she took to much medication. It is hard for me to think of any good way to get the hurt out of my system and maybe posting this will help me so I can get on with my life. May God bless you all.

Late Nights And Early Mornings
Well here it is and I can not get to sleep. I have taken all my medicine's amd still no help. So I set up amd watch whatever I can find on Demand, which usually ain't shit! Then I meet beautiful women on here, add them, fan them and rate them, and then I ask if they can email me more pictures of them, or allow me to see the private pictures! Why do woman tease us men sooo much? Then when you try to be honest because that is what they want, it still comes back to kick you in the ass. I just want the impossible I guess, A woman that will respect me and my dreams, and when asked to do somethimg not ask why, or debate the issue....there is always a true reasoning behimd what I ask of from a woman! Okay I think that is enough Bitching for today!

God
God is a Concept by which we measure our pain I'll say it again God is a Concept by which we measure our pain I don't believe in magic I don't believe in I-ching I don't believe in Bible I don't believe in Tarot I don't believe in Hitler I don't believe in Jesus I don't believe in Kennedy I don't believe in Buddha I don't believe in Mantra I don't believe in Gita I don't believe in Yoga I don't believe in Kings I don't believe in Elvis I don't believe in Zimmerman I don't believe in Beatles I just believe in me...and that reality The dream is over What can I say? the Dream is Over Yesterday I was the Dreamweaver But now I'm reborn I was the Walrus But now I'm John and so dear friends you'll just have to carry on The Dream is over John Lennon

True Lover's
How I met my Angel an the Love of my life Edit Mar 8, 2008, 10:53 pm On Oct.1st I started talking to the most wounderful women I have ever talk to in my life an so we talked about a week an on Oct.6th we met an from then on out it has been history I have feel head over heals for her an she is my frist Love an I have never in my life been happer with this ladie an cant wait to spend my life with her we have been togeather for 5month's on March 6th an I am looking forward to many more pleaseurable month's with her an cant wait to see her agine she has totaly changed my life an how I think an the way I act see has been a true life saver for me an there is just so much an she mean's the world to me an I will do any thing to keep her she worth more then life it self an I just want you to know Anita I love you with all my heart sweetheart an you are a true life saver an you are my one an only Angel I LOVE YOU KISS'S

What Did You Do?
Life has been hard on me as a result I never feel this way just as all my plans were set and I knew I had to make my way something hit me from out of nowhere something made me go blind tried to figure out just what went wrong I'm falling really hard this time What did you do What did you say to cover up old wounds and make me feel again What did you do What did you say I don't know wether to run or stay Things just aren't that easy wish I could make you understand No matter how much I want to taste your lips I just don't think I could be your man I'm the tainted fruit from the vine Please I beg of you don't taste I swear you'll never be the same again When you lay you head down to sleep..... Just know it has to be this way What did you do What did you say to cover up old wounds and make me feel again What did you do What did you say I don't know wether to run or stay finally I feel once again What did you do What did you say to cover up o

In The Dark
When it seems Like the world around you is breaking And it feels Like there's no one else around It's quiet There's a silence in the darkness And it sounds Like the carnival is over As you walk In the crowded empty spaces You stare At the emptiness around you You wanna go To the city and the bright lights Get away From the sinners that surround you As I look into the sky There's sparks bright as ice You want me to take you over there I want you to run from me You're not the only one In the dark We'll need each other In the dark We'll hold each other Now we're away from each other In the dark

Funny As Hell
"House M.D.: Alone (#4.1)" (2007) Dr. James Wilson: [to House] So all you have to do is convince this kid that his girlfriend had a secret doctor, and a secret stash, and a secret life. It's been a while since a patient took a swing at you. Can I watch? Dr. Gregory House: [when House's guitar is "kidnapped"] Give it back. Dr. James Wilson: What happened? Did someone kidnap your guitar? Your 12 thousand-dollar 1967 Flying V? Or something? Dr. Gregory House: Where'd you hide it? Dr. James Wilson: I'm flattered you would consider me this bold and brilliant. Dr. Gregory House: Yeah, it takes a cri... [stops, then sees pieces missing from Wilson's newspaper] Dr. Gregory House: It takes a criminal mastermind to pull off a heist from an unlocked, unguarded room down the hall. What do you want? Dr. James Wilson: Me? Nothing. But I'm sure the kidnapper wants what every kidnapper wants: to see you interview 5 to 7 well-qualified fellowship candidates. Dr. Gregory House: I do

It's All About Idol Just Please Do Yourself A Favor And Do It..
Good Morning… for those of you who did not watch American Idol last night here is what you missed. Four of the twelve performers were just outstanding. I think Chikezie’s performance on a Beatle Classic “She’s A Woman” was outstanding to say the least. He absolutely nailed the song and I believe his version of that song would be a top 40 hit. It is not easy to do super stars songs and most super stars who try to do other stars songs fail. I say this recalling famous country singers trying to sing an old rock song or vice versa where a famous rock star will try their hand at a country song. It’s like waiting for your pet to answer you in perfect English. English last nights Idol was all about the English, the true rock and roll legends the Beatles. When I was just a wee tadpole listening to music in our house in Sister Lakes Michigan, the songs that were on our radio was that of Glenn Miller, Tommy Dorsey, Nat King Cole, Dean Martin and the list goes on. You would ever so often catch m

My Heart Speaks
I need you and want you more than you know. I can't help how I feel, I just love you so. You are in my mind and in my dreams. You are everywhere I look it seems. I love you more now than ever before. But when tomorrow comes, I'll love you even more. My heart is filled with love for you. I hope one day you feel this way to. At the same time, my heart is empty inside. I yearn to be with you and have you by my side. I hope you can see my love is so real. My heart is telling you just how I feel. MIG

Is It So Wrong?
So, I’m sitting here at work… listening to the radio... and “let me love you,” sung by Mario comes on. I feel he should be singing this to me. Crazy? Maybe. Unordinary? Not really. I should deserve to be treated like a queen… like a princess… like if somebody really loved you, he would make you his number one… no questions, no excuses, “no reasons not to”. That to me is just a cop out so “other girls” don’t find out. Yes, I AM talking about somebody specific. Theo, and I know he’ll read this, and I’ll get a text message about it. Whatever. Seriously, I’m thinking about making this blog available to those I don’t even know to read, so maybe they can gain a bit of knowledge. Theo, you say you love me, you talk about having kids with me, talk about having me come see you…. Talk talk talk. However, when it comes to something simple like “moving me up on myspace” you go into this huge hissy fit about it, and give me tons of reasons and excuses to why you can’t do it and why you won’t.

Our Love
You have moved on, you're with another. I know it won't last we were meant for each other. I don't know how or when or why. But I know someday you'll realize. This love I have for you is pure and true. I could love noone else the way I love you. The distance between us is just a test. I know we will pass it like we've passed the rest. I can see God put us on this same path. He knew we would meet and make our love last. For now I'm just passing time. Until once again you are mine. I know you love me too. I can see in your eyes this much is true. I look at you picture with longing inside. I need to be with you, want you to be mine. But until you realize you need me too. My heart will be here waiting for you. MIG

Forever Yours
For MAD:The Love Of My Life I need you, I want you, I love you so much. The sound of your voice and the feel of your touch. My heart will be yours as long as I live. My body and soul I promise you this. I will take care of you every day. As long as you promise never to stray. I'll be there through all, the good and the bad. I'll try to keep you happy, comfort you when you're sad. I promise to love you for the rest of my life. Mike, I can't wait until the day I'm your wife. MIG

Happy Humpday
Wishing all my friends a happyhump day. Heres a joke for the day! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... (If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor.) The other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls.' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed three times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another nine times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... ) Three cuckoos plus nine cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos--MIDNIGHT!) The next mor

Today
Today Today I went to Wall-Mart, as many times befor. Something was different, You weren't in the store. Shopping is such a chore, One that I chose not to do no more,, Sad, loney,depressed, your memory lays heavy on my chest. With you,the store held so much to look for. But now,all I do,is look for the door,,, Today I am sad, Yesterday I was sad, Tomorrow, I'll be sad,, Patsy Crow ~ March 21,2004 Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

Sorry For Not Being Here For So Long !
was in a wreck on the 3ed of the month. will not go into details but lets just say its a long road yet to go. but I am able to sit up better and so should be on more. Will try and get comments and all out. I will do my best and its all I can do. Sorry if that is not good enough for anyone. I can only do so much! So sorry inadvance.~Donna~ SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Confessions Of A Cheater
I have a secret that i can no longer keep the kind that you hide in your mind, but it haunts you in your sleep I have a man and I have a guy It is what most would call living a lie I love him but I'm in love with you Sounds crazy but ther is a difference between the two The love I have for him is not the same Purely for the moment like a childs interest in a game When I lay down at night I am with you But in the same token he is there with me too Hes there for my body and not my mind In his bed is where we spent most of our time If thats all then it should have been easy to leave, I know But I couldnt seem to pick up my feet and go He had a hold on me and I wasnt sure why Even still I tell you because I cant keep living this lie I dont have an answer for why it happen this way How I should have left but instead choose to stay So why did I finally decide to tell you this way Because my cheating heart couldnt lie this lie for another day Driving myself insane with th

I Miss You
I miss you since you went away. I go to your grave,I look, I think,think of all the good times we had,,, I miss you since you went away,, We did so much together, I lived a life time,in eight years, Just being with you, Oh why, coulcn't we have had eight more? I miss you,since you went away,, The way you looked at me, with those dark,beady black eyes,, Your rosey red cheeks, The way you smiled, I loved to hear you speak, I miss you, since you went away,,, ****Patsy Crow ~ March 21,2004

One-liners And Quotes
If your wife wants to learn to drive, don't stand in her way. A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing. The only reason people get lost in thought is because it's unfamiliar territory. If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity. - Albert Einstein After twelve years of therapy my psychiatrist said something that brought tears to my eyes. He said, "No hablo ingles." Everyone has photographic memory; some just don't have the film. "One of the great things about books is sometimes there are some fantastic pictures." -George W. Bush "Fragile. Do not drop." -- Posted on a Boeing 757 My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on. -

I Love/hate Driving
I love to drive in the overnight hours when there's hardly any traffic and you can pick your own speed. I absolutely hate driving during peak hours when there so many idiots and older(sorry to generalize, but its true)people are on the roads. There so many slow and overly cautious drivers out there that it just leaves me so damn frustrated to the point that I just want to run them over and keep on going! The only issues during the overnight hours is that its much easier for cops to catch you doing whatever, because there aren't that many cars on the road. But i'll take that risk any day rather than deal with so many 2500lb road blocks..

Miracles Happen
A woman just gave birth to a baby in the hospital. As soon as she recovered , the doctor came to speak to her. "Your baby is in good health, but there's something important I need to tell you..." The woman became worried. "What's the matter with my baby? Please tell me...what's wrong?!" "There's nothing really wrong... but your baby is a little.. different. He's a hermaphrodite." "Hermaphrodite??? What's that?" "Well, it means that you baby is.. he has... has all the equipment of a man and also that of a woman." The woman pales. "OMG!!! You mean he has a penis AND a brain??!!"

Your Time Is Coming .
God has placed dreams and desires in each of our hearts. Are you believing for something that seems to be taking a long time? Are you tempted to quit? Maybe you’ve already given up on that dream. Today is a new day—it’s time for you to get your fire back! It may be taking a long time, but God is faithful! He promises to complete the work He began in your life. Don’t fall into the temptation to get complacent and think it’s never going to happen. Right now, whether you see it or not, God is working behind the scenes and arranging things in your favor. When you develop an attitude of expectancy, you open the door to His miracle-working power in your life. Decide today to declare His Word and speak words of victory. Start declaring today, “My time is coming...God is working behind the scenes on my behalf…I will fulfill my destiny…I will fulfill the plan God has for my life!” As you declare and expect God to move, your faith will grow. Your hope will grow. Keep expecting and waiting for th

Irish Blessing
Your morning thought for the day: May God give you... For every storm, a rainbow, For every tear, a smile, For every care, a promise, And a blessing in each trial. For every problem life sends, A faithful friend to share, For every sigh, a sweet song, And an answer for each prayer. -- Irish Blessing

Come Join The Freak Show
THE FREAK SHOW Are you a part of the FREAK SHOW? If so, make sure you have showed lots of Freak'n love to your fellow FREAKS! If you don't have your ticket yet... IT'S NOT TOO LATE! STEP INSIDE! We will start the 3rd Row Seating TODAY! The first 5 will get a Bling from PebblesinAZ! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are the FREAKS! ~~~FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s~~~ ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please take the time to actually look at my profile}@ fubar ♥S

Politics & Religion (joke)
While walking down the street one day a US senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance. 'Welcome to heaven,' says St. Peter. 'Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you.' 'No problem, just let me in,' says the man. 'Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity.' 'Really, I've made up my mind. I want to be in heaven,' says the senator. 'I'm sorry, but we have our rules.' And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him. Everyone is very h

Flesh And Bone
You are flesh and bone. You are my blood, Traveling through my heart. You consume my body with every pulse, Feeding me constantly. Flowing to my lips, Tasting you with every lick. You warm my cheeks, Turning them pink with fire. Your in my head, Filling my dreams with magical colors. You transform image into shadows, Air into mist. You're in my lungs, Quickening my breath. Causing unstable rhythms, Throbbing through me with every rise and fall. You're in my fingers, Touching black silk. Caressing soft skin. You follow curves into deeper depths. Manipulating my body, Twisting and contorting up to release. You give me ecstasy, Rushing emotions to all of my senses. Can not live with out you, You are my blood. My flesh and bone

I Wonder
Do u really think things really do change in ur life for a reason... or is it just make believe... do u think people really do grow apart... even though u been together for yrs... just a lil boreing thought running threw myhead....

Lmao
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington, DC!!! An

Nfsw Even More Lol
Lisas fantasy Lisa bounded down the porch steps and hopped in her car. She was leaving for a week to visit her friend Tasha. Tasha lived about 10 hours away and Lisa wanted to get there at night so she could crash and then start fresh in the morning. Tasha also worked late that night and would get home after midnight and pretty much crash too. They agreed to just catch up on old times and start off their week the next morning. Lisa drove through the night wound up on cigarettes and coffee. She stopped at a rest stop to pee. She changed into a pair of boxers and a white wife beater tank top. She figured she might as well get her pajamas on so she could go to bed when she got to Tasha's. Lisa felt horny when she looked at herself in the mirror. She liked the way her tits looked in her tank top. Her nipples were extremely hard in the freezing cold bathroom and her tan looked even darker against the white shirt. She proudly walked out of the bathroom and grabbed an

Life
SOMETIMES IN LIFE SHIT DON'T ALWAYS GO THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TO DO THEY? I LOOK FOR GOD TO GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS BUT HE DON'T TALK BACK SO I JUST KEEP ON TRYING TO STAY IN MY FAITH BUT IT IS SOOOOO HARD TO KEEP FOCUS ON WHAT I BELIVE WHATS RIGHT & I START TO LOSE MY WELL BEING ON THIS FUCK UP PLANET THAT WE CALL EARTH.

About Dragonz Train
This is a free FAN RATE AND ADD train. This is the first and original Dragonz Train. New look and new members and all updated. RULES are simple. FAR all members before you are add and when you have done so leave me a email letting me know. DO NOT leave a comment on the blogs. I miss a lot of them. You must be a level 10 and higher with a salute. So what are you waiting for come on and hop a ride and meet some awesome people. If you have leveled, please let me know and I will update you on the train. This is brought to you from the Owner and Founder of this awesome train: 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ **~CLUB F.A.R~**Founder of the BADD-AZZ VIXENZ*~~Founder of th@ fubar

Breakfast At Tiffanys
"But I am mad about Jose. I honestly think I'd give up smoking if he asked me." "I've got to do something about the way I look. I mean a girl just can't go to Sing Sing with a green face. " "He's all right! Aren't you, cat? Poor cat! Poor slob! Poor slob without a name! The way I see it I haven't got the right to give him one. We don't belong to each other. We just took up one day by the river. I don't want to own anything until I find a place where me and things go together. I'm not sure where that is but I know what it is like. It's like Tiffany's. " "No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling? " "You could always tell what kind of a person a man thinks you are by the earrings he gives you. I must say, the mind reels. " "You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're c

Angel
An angel you say on this I can agree. Someone like you had to come from heaven for me to see. Your beauty far beyond anything I could dream. Showing me you,God has smiled on me so it would seem. Though you are far your beauty comes to my land. I stare across the ocean wanting to offer you my hand. Though my words angel I try to make to see. Exactly how beautiful you really are to me from my friend miki

A Naturally Dominant Male
I am a naturally Dominant male is a society where Dominance is politically incorrect. I have always wondered why people looked to me for strength. Why I was the one to recognize bullshit as such and refer to it as such. Why I was the one to protect the weaker and abused. Why crowds would part as I walked through them. People perceived me a intimidating when there was no intent to intimidate. I could not compromise that which I deeply believed regardless of the consequences. I only knew that I had no choice. It is who I am It is my being. There is only one way I know to swim – upstream. I do not need to be domineering and controlling. Domineering and controlling is the failure of Dominance and Control. I need not to abuse others to feed a fragile ego. I will not be constraint by a stereotype of what is correct behavior for a Dominant. I do that which provides pleasure for my submissive and myself. If I prepare a meal for my submissive it is because it gives us pleasure. If I spank my

A Dominant’s Responsibilities
1. You have the responsibility to ensure that your DS play is consensual at all times and by every person involved. 2. You have the responsibility to respect your submissive. Dominant is not synonymous with abusive jerk. 3. You have the responsibility to make sure that your activities do not adversely affect your submissive's health or safety, both physical and mental. If you break your toy you can't play with it any more. 4. You have the responsibility to respect your submissive's limits, not only those stated, but those perceived by you, that the sub may not be aware of. You must never take advantage of a submissive's weakened or altered mental condition, such as playing with an obviously inebriated sub or degrading someone you know to be a victim of incest. 5. You have the responsibility to maintain a clean, healthy and sober body. Filth, disease and/or substance abuse are the antithesis of Dominance. 6. You have the responsibility to provide somet

A Confused Sub Came Before A Wise Master
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master had her kneel before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. I'm here for you, now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless -- for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seem

You Know You're Kinky When...
YOU KNOW YOU'RE KINKY WHEN... ...you keep fake hanging plants around the house, just so your mother will never know what all those hooks in the ceiling are really for. ...you realize you've charged more in lingerie than you get paid in a year ...you have more toys than your kids ...your toilet seat is leather. ...you take up macramé, just to learn some new knots ...someone asks how long you've been doing this pony- girl routine, and you snort and start to stamp your foot ...your favorite dessert is hot crossed buns... and you don't eat sweets ...someone says they have a leather man, you almost say "me too!" before you realize they are talking about the tool gadget on their belt. ...you go to the local county fair and salivate when the horse jumps are setup. ...you have the closest 24 hour locksmith as 1 on your speed dial list ...you speak of crop rotation with someone, and they aren't a farmer .

Here We Go Again.......lol
i'm going to be in yet another auction.......lol yes another one :p it will start March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 200k this is what i'm offering rate pics and stash during HH 1 SFW salute owned by____in my name 1 morph 2 water reflection pics add to my family list i'll put your link on my page in the about me section

Infatuate Me...
I saw my love in your lovely... ...face you take me to a divine... ...place... ...that captivates me! I find myself living day by... ...day thinking of a love that... ...just... ... fascinates me! These days just fly on by... ...they fly just to die... ...without you! I lay the nights away... ...I pray you to stay... ...it won't do! Have no idea what you do to... ...me If everyone could... ...see... this love above me! It was because of the... ...compromise and because we... ...realize... ...what this could be! I found I do love you...so...and I Know I will ever so... ...This I do! These days just fly on... ...by... ...on by... ...on by... ..without you! I try to write away... ...loneliness... ...day by day... ...it won't do! They say its better to have loved them all... ...then to never love at all... ...its untrue! These days just fly on by... ...I cry when they die... ...without you! These days just fly on by... ...on by... ...on by... ...its untrue! I find myself li

Getting Married Sooner Then What We Thought
So my Fiance and I were going to wait till next winter to get married but it changed once again. I've been feeling like I want to explore with other men to reassure myself that he's the one and well yesterday while I went to tell him how I feel I completely feel apart. I was shaking really bad and I knew that I broke down the way I did because he's my soulmate and I know he's the one. I was also afraid that he didn't want to be with me or have my child cause he's scared of children and me I'm just the opposite I love kids so much although I know that they can be hecktic. So he told me that we're going to get married as soon as we get the car road worthy which I think we should do anyway. And besides we have to order rings, by a nice dress to wear so I look nice and how ever much it is for our marriage certificate and services to get married from the Justice of the Peace. I have my good friend Mike whos on Fubar as one of my Witnesses since we need 2. I know I love Kiel so much but it's

My Hubby And Me
3:19 PM 3/11/08 - are you ready for my love? I have never ever felt so in love and ready to devote my life to someone. Am I moving too fast? I don't think so. My friends and family say yes. Well, a lot of them. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO UNDERSTAND! That's how I am - things are pretty black and white for me. I either love people or hate them. Michael wrote to me back in January, telling me about his girlfriend, but I think I knew way back then that we would fall in love. It didn't take very long for us to get close, and then get together. He is the polar opposite of Rich in all the important ways, which I love... and he is the most sensitive, caring, funny, sweet, FUN, intelligent, sincere, sexy man in the world. In my world... He is my world. Oops, that wasn't too clear...he does not have a girlfriend (besides me) anymore ;)

Maybe I’m The One....maybe I’m The One...who Is ... A Schizophrenic...phyco..yea!...lol.
twisted thoughts,bittersweet dreems, life is nothing as it seems tides turn on, wicked calm, places, people with no face’s hard to see, but easy to spot, fakeness has no place I ignore all the foolish bore, I want the same in my core life’s what you make, with a little fate, and a touch of destiny thrust yourself, guided hand in desicion land this is life, if you wish, some people have to be misse think not sad, for in your choice’s guilded hand, much excitment, love, and life can be had. take a trip in my soul.. from witch, my eyes can see, hurt and grow cold feel all the joy, wonder, and beauty in me, for everyone to see life will balance, some how, some way, usually from a decision made so choose carefully, as you may see, the KARMA your paid,maybe paid by me. live by the truth, your guilding light, every day, or the middle of the night for IT will allways be there, without or without the fear, in the middle of the night rather be hated for whom I choose to be...then l

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What's On My Mind...
NSFW 'cause I say FUCK! ~FIRST~ Are emotional and physical bruises the same? Do they feel the same? Are the physical worse? The bruise fades, but in it's place is now an emotional bruise. Two for the price of one, right? Why is it that abused women won't listen to anyone? All that crap about how much they love the man, and how much the man loves her. No matter how hard you try to convince them that a man that hits and spits on a woman can't POSSIBLY love her, she never listens. Instead, she ends up in a hospital at 2am after he shattered the bones in her face and raped her. Now she needs reconstructive surgery and her children are in CPS custody. Six months down the road.. she drops the charges against this man so he can, what? Kill her next time probably. I don't understand and I hope I never do.. just wish I could say something that would help. ~NEXT~ Now.. I'm talking about lovers/significant others/whatever you'd prefer to call them...Is it really possible to love two people

Soooo Funny :d
GET THIS THIS IS ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS I HAVENT STOPPED LAUGHING FOR THE LAST FEW MINS THIS GUY SEES A POST I DID ON A MUMM AND HE DECIDED TO CONTACT ME VIA SHOUTBOX :P ANYWAY HE ASKS ME FOR MY YAHOO WHICH I THOUGHT "OK SURE WHY NOT SHOULD BE A LAUGH" ANYWAY I GIVES HIM MY YAHOO ADDY AND HE PROCEDES TO ASK ME IF I LIKE PORN (WHICH I DONT) ANYWAY HE SAYS BUT U LIKE PHONE SEX RITE ... I SAID YES HE THEN CLAIMS THAT PHONE SEX IS PORN (I DISAGREE) ANYWAY HE THEN PROCEDES TO ASK ME IF I LIKE SEEING NAKED MEN ON CAM I SAID NOT REALLY SO HE THEN BLOCKS ME!!! SOOOOO FACKING HILARIOUS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Drug Recall-important!
DRUG RECALL - VERY SERIOUS!!! A all drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the F DA recommended that everyone ( even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Me dicine (Cherry or Orange ) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Sinus Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Night-Time Cold Medicine BC Allergy Sinus Cold Powder BC Sinus Cold Powder Comtrex Flu Therapy &

We Don't Spank
WE DO NOT SPANK IN THIS FAMILY AS WE DON'T WANT TO WARP THEIR LITTLE PSYCHES! Most of America 's populace think it's improper to spank children, So I have tried other methods to control my kids when they have one of 'those moments.' One that I found effective is for me to just take the child For a car ride and talk. They usually calm down and stop misbehaving After our car ride together. I've included a photo below of one of my sessions With my son, in case you would like to use the technique. Sincerely, A Friend (scroll down) I think this will work with grandchildren, nieces, and nephews as well.

Grilled Abalone With Papaya Sauce
Marinade: 1 fresh lime 1 papaya, peeled, sliced, and seeds removed and reserved 1 chile pepper, diced 2 tablespoons rice wine vinegar 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 pound abalone 1 tablespoon water 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 tablespoon chopped fresh cilantro leaves To make the marinade, microwave lime in a small bowl to release essential oils, and set aside until cool enough to handle. Through the feed opening of a running blender add, 1 at a time, half of the papaya (reserving the other half), chile pepper, vinegar, salt and pepper. Then with the blender still running, squeeze in the juice from the microwaved lime. Place abalone in a nonreactive container, pour marinade over, cover and refrigerate for 6 to 8 hours. Heat grill. Use marinade to make a sauce by adding it to a pan over medium-high heat. Bring to a boil and let reduce and thicken. In a small bowl, create a slurry by gradually adding 1 tablespoon water to cornstarch. Whisk

He's Amazing, He Did It Again!
imikimi - Customize Your World I'm FU OWNED by BRI GUY for the 2nd time. This man is just amazing and become one heck of a friend. He's funny, charming and as sweet as can be. Please go by and check this AWESOME man out. He always returns any and all love shown. I personally can't think of a better guy to own me. Thanks so much Bri for your generous bid and your awesome friendship. YOU ROCK! Click here to meet this GREAT guy! BRI GUY FU-HUBBY 2 OOPSY DAISY@ fubar Brought to you by his fu slave: IRISH SWEETHEART RL/GF 2 DEADLIEST CATCH~FU OWNED BY THE AWESOME BRI GUY~DSC~CLUB FAR@ fubar

Escort Service
My current mood: peaceful Hi,I hope this makes you laugh,enjoy :) ~Escort Service~ An escort service got a call one day and the man said "I need an escort for the night", Reconizing his voice she said "Who is this"?The man replied "Why,this is George Bush",then the lady said "Ok Mr.President,that’ll be $10,000".He said "No!That’s to much",and hung up the phone.Then he calls another one and says "I need and escort for the night",The lady asked who it was and he replied "George Bush",then she said "Sure,Mr.President,that’ll be $5,000", He said "No!That’s to much",and hung up the phone.Then he calls another one,and said "I need an escort for the night and I’m not paying $10,000,and I’m not $5,000,so can you help me"?Not knowing he was the President,the lady asked him who he was and he replied "I’m George Bush,your President",then she replied in a stern voice, "Well,if you can come over here and raise my dress as high as the taxes,and as lower my panties as low as the

My Prince Charming
A few nights ago I happen to run upon my prince charming. He feels my waking hours with his warmth and my sleeping hours with his dreams. I don't know what lies ahead for me and my price charming . Nor do I want to wake up. I do know that he has became a big part of my life even thou we are over a thousand miles away. We have spent hours on the phone as well as on here sharing our dreams , our wants and our desires. He calls me his 'Babydoll' his 'princes'. Could I be going down the wrong road? I dont know . Do I want to be waked up so I don't fall so hard ? No , I'll answer that now. As for my prince charming , Thank you for the way you make me feel like a woman , feel wanted , and feel desired.

Just For You
Into the storm of romance , I'll blindly take another step . Going where I've never been , while those around me slept . Though nights ago , so all alone , I wept . Into the storm of romance , so silently I speak . without a solid thought , words , from my mouth , did leak . The voice of one , so strong as I , did sound so very weak . Into the storm of romance , I cast my mind aside . Moving ever swiftly , from the shadows which I hide , though just for you , into the storm I ride . Richard B. Harrison

The Tree
The Tree Along a road , on our river trail , sits a solitary tree. Standing through blizzard , and summer heat . Because , Standing , is all he knows . Occasionally , a weary traveler will pause in his shade, admire his twisted , massive arms , lean upon him for support though , somehow , does not take time to notice, he is alone , standing away from the others . He takes his nourishment from nature . In the spring , he drinks heavily from the shower that bathes him . . And melting snow , in the winter supplies a deep , hearty , if not cold meal . Not relying on the hills , nor the comfort of others like him to ease the winds of march . He stands to offer shelter , But knows none of his own .

To Much To Ask
To Much To Ask As our eyes meet looking longingly , deeply into each others soul , seeing the secrets neither of us share with the world , is it to much to ask to know you like that ? as our lips meet desperate , passionate , tasting our lives , sensing in ourselves the heartfelt joy that comes with a kiss is it to much to ask to know you like that ? As our hearts meet racing in unison feeling our worlds as they connect knowing that now is the time to join. Is it to much to ask to know you like that ?

I Was That Child
I was that child A family , torn apart at the seams with none to turn to , no escape . One , states away , and one beyond leaving none to tend the herd at home . A child , wondering if love is there though the innocence in his eyes could not yet speak those fears. I was that child , the fears forgotten. A family , seeing three sons in need Reach out to provide a home to them . All of their hearts going their way as if , from the start , they were their own . A child , seeing the good in some and knowing it could be found went home ,and missed the tears . I was that child , your tears , I see. A family of three , siblings through trial all life has to offer at a young age thrown at them , with its surroundings,to tear them apart from the start. Yet they had a will to succeed , to stay together , whatever should fall .and today hold a union unscathed . That child was me , the union , strong .

11 Fubar Rules
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please pu

The Errs Of Me
Another one from my book. Very special. ~~~ the errs of me I sit here to write and nothing more To free my mind of the trap that is today That is today, yesterday, and whole if this life It is hard for one to have what I have To have the light and the dark in my eyes To have my future in my hands and yet to be blind of it Color visions gray by pain and loneliness I hold it in my hands and feel the heat of it on my face Smell the charged air like lightning fresh Yet not a care that it is mine Not a care to how full it may make me No care that some spend their whole life to dream the chance to seek and find what I now hold and ingore I look away from the life I hold in these hands to another life and that love I let grow in my chest Let it explode into the world for I am the Lion heart The Burning Sun in celebration of His Mistress Moon Yet I wither and weep for I spill hollow Myself drawn as empty as winter words on lips As the nothing that tumble

Energy Alert - March 12!!
Thought I would post the newest Energy Alert - still haven't had a chance to read it myself!! Have a glorious evening! Blessings, one and all! In this energy alert: The dam is about ready to burst...get ready! Well folks, we are still put-put-putting along as we make slow and steady progress. In bits and pieces, we are integrating and aligning with the new energies of this next dimensional leap and connecting as we go, if only ever so slowly. Small pieces are coming together, but we have yet to be able to say “YIPEEEEE! We are finally engulfed in the new energies and everything is moving ahead like a magical whirlwind of effortless creation!” Like a fever that has yet to break, we may feel stuck, waiting, and wondering what the hold up is. Butting up against a dam that seems to be holding us in check, we may feel stagnant and immobile. Will we ever move forward? Will the tide ever turn? Is the world falling apart and readying to end forever? Are we

John Cleese, A Message From England
Subject: John Cleese, a Message from England To: The citizens of the United States of America: In light of your failure to nominate competent candidates for President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective immediately. Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchical duties over all states, commonwealths, and territories (except Kansas , which she does not fancy).Your new prime minister, Gordon Brown, will appoint a governor for America without the need for further elections. Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire may be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed. To aid in the transition to a British Crown Dependency, the following rules are introduced with immediate effect: You should look up 'revocation' in the Oxford English Dictionary. 1. Then look up aluminium, and check the pronunciation guide. You will be amazed at j

Should've Known Better
I DO support our troops. I haven't completed my profile on here but I am a volunteer with a couple of adopt a soldier programs and have a few links to their sites and a few other military related items. I currently have 5 Soldiers that I am "supporting" while they are deployed and have had one previously who is home now. Thank You for your page. I've had a couple of sleepless nights on this web-site in mumms defending our troops. I really get fired up when there is troop bashing going on. GRRRRR!!!! Thanks again!

Honesty
I am starting to get the feeling that Fubar is just like MySpace. People use it to find friends and relationships yet they can't even be honest on their profiles. If you have no idea what gender you are or how old you are, then you obviously have no reason to be on internet site. Honesty is the best Policy.

The Human Mind....
We all have been told, that we do not use 100% of our brains, we never even scratch the surface of what it is capable of. Well I must say in my life i have heard and seen many things, that prove to me how powerful the mind is. It makes me relise and admire the power it has, and the people who seem to harness it past the average person. I have read stories of soldiers, in great pain, dieing, and so forth, but given a fake pill to deaden the pain, and it worked. The mind turning off all around them with the belief the pill was a pain killer. But beyond physical pain i have met people and talked with them that show me that even the hardest of things can be overcome with the power of the mind. I admire people who have mental pain, caused by trama of some sort. The kinds of mental anguish most of us would never want to endure or experiance ever. While some people offer sympathy, or try to understand, i personally chose to admire. Yes i am like others i want to understand, but that is

Requested -votre Secrete (posted In German & French) For English -must Email Me For A Copy ! :-)
*GERMAN: Ich bevorzuge, mit mir anzufangen, zurück auf das Bett ich würde halten Ihre Beine auf hoh und breit so Sie zu legen, könnten dann auf Ihren Knieen auf dem Boden und dem Anfang erhalten, die Ihre Zunge um mein dichtes Arschloch in einer langsamen Kreisbewegung laufen,. dann Sie würden langsam bis zu meinem Muschirecht auf die Mitte trennend meine Muschislippen mit Ihrer heißen Zunge und starkem Deutsch Händen bewegen. Dann Saugen stoßend jede Lippe in Ihren heißen Mund - Anfang langsam Ihre lange Zunge die tief ist innerhalb mich, meine heiße nasse Muschi. Lecken alle um innerhalb mich und vergewissernd sich, dass jeder Teil von meinem Körper mit Gier und Bewunderung von Ihrem Körper über meinem gezittert hat. Sie würden langsam und sanft zuerst wegschnellt Ihre Zunge hin und her um meinen clit, würde dann Ihre Lippen daüber stellen und würde es hart in Ihren heißen nassen Mund saugen. Als Sie meinen Esel gehalten haben, den Sie die Spitze von Ihrer Zunge über meinem clit

The Awesome, Sweet And Lovable "jenesa"!
imikimi - Customize Your World Gotta say MUAHHH to my first FU OWNER, Jenesa! She is totally cool, sweet& lovable. She's become a great friend to me. So PLEASE go show her lots of luvins and I have no doubt that she can become a great friend to you as well. JENESA ~ YOU ROCK sweetie. I can't believe how lucky I am to be FU OWNED by you! Click here to meet this awesome lady: Jenesa@ fubar Pimpout brought to you by: Deadliest Catch ~* "RL BF to IRISH SWEETHEART~ FU-OWNED by the LOVELY & SWEET "JENESA"~@ fubar

The Chains Of State
The Chains of State In chains of state, The Poor Fool fell. No cash in hand, The Judge he tells. He dreams of tea In Boston Harbor, But the Chains of State Disturb his slumber. Freedom exists! He’s heard it’s true, In a distant land Beyond the blue. “But alas!” he cries, “The sea’s long swept.” So in his dreams He quietly wept. No more the Shores Of Freedom found; No more to stand In open ground. For the Chains of State We all must wear; The Tax Man’s cross We all must bear.

St Patrick's Day Auction Is Open Now!!!!
"OWN YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN" St Patrick's day auction will start Today March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 200k IT'S ST PATRICK"S DAY. FOR ALL THE BIDDERS: YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO RECEIVE SOME OF THE FINEST LEPRECHAUN THAT FUBAR HAS TO OFFER! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT FU-BUCKS. OR VIRTUAL GIFTS... I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT SPECIAL PERSON, YES THAT PERSON, YOU WANTED TO HAVE AS YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN!!! YOU CAN BRAG AND SAY YOU HAVE THAT PERSON FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH! CHANCES ARE, YOU WILL PROBABLY KNOW A FEW OF THE PEOPLE IN THIS AUCTION. GO BID ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE OR WANT TO GET CLOSER TO!!! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET! SERENADES, PERSONALIZED PICS, GRAPHICS, POINTS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS, ETC! THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY SPECIAL OPPORTUNITY ON FUBAR FOR ST PATRICK'S DAY! FOR ALL THE CONTESTANTS: NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO FIND OUT WHO IS YOUR SECRET ADMIRER AND WHO WOULD LOVE TO BE YOU. MINIMUM BIDS START AT

Alienation Of Affection
It took my heart longer to come to the realization That all I felt for you was an unhealthy infatuation My body knew and my head long ago made the rationalization From friend to love and finally a chapter in my past was our relationship's manifestation Hoped for my love to be reciprocated but that was just a stupid expectation I knew all I was to you was a friend to whom you felt an obligation So I am the one to blame for this alienation of affection Not being the best me but the best for you became my life's aspiration Losing me in you as I promised I never would was vindication That it was time to let go and give up on this thing I could only refer to as "My Situation" For dealing with me and my craziness I extend my greatest appreciation Preparing didn't help with the pain of this particular revelation Nevertheless with it I can begin the process of my transformation Glad that my eyes were opened before my self annihilation This is the last poem, last letter, last ti

Hooray For Skype.....not.
example of a convo... (yes, i do like to wind up the dickless idiots who cant get any n come n bug me.. ) [01:47:40] pacho says: HI [01:54:12] Mayla Mortis says: hi [01:54:24] pacho says: HOW ARE u? [01:54:29] Mayla Mortis says: im ok... u? [01:54:35] pacho says: WELL [01:54:44] pacho says: HAD u a cam? [01:55:02] Mayla Mortis says: maybe.. y? [01:55:12] pacho says: YESS [01:55:31] Mayla Mortis says: no... i said "y" as in, why, not "you" [01:55:55] pacho says: I HAD a cam and have u? [01:56:14] Mayla Mortis says: i might have one. why? [01:56:38] pacho says: JUST to see each other.. [01:56:50] Mayla Mortis says: why would i want to see you? [01:57:30] pacho says: maybe u wanna see somthg special [01:57:53] Mayla Mortis says: i doubt you have anything that special. or that i would be interested in. [01:59:05] pacho says: wanna see a huge cock? [01:59:42] Mayla Mortis says: yeah sure. but unless you got someone else with you, i dont think you'll have anything to show

Why Ohh Why Do We
This evening i was looking ofr a blank disk when i came across a disk from 2 years ago..by the Great Spirit did i open it up..gahhhh.it was the photo's from my marriage and my tiome in Chattanooga with my now ex wife..gooooddddd....and so yet again i realise that we as a species seem to be on this path of self hurt..why do we do this who knows but maybe it is to teach ourselves lessons from the past..but my god does it seem to hurt even now..so what do we do we putthese things away and carry on..so maybe that is what we do ..we bare with it and just carry on but for me making do will not do anylonger..iam through with just making do...if you want something go outthere and get it..so thta is what iam doing..i am going to go out there and do my damndest to mke something out of nothing and create a world for me that is good and pure..and if thta means that something hasto give then so be it..but i will achieve something..and hopefully along the way i will find that special someone to shar

Live Your Life To The Fullest
no matter what stress..drama ....and or other thigns that may come about in life deal with it as much as you can but dotn act childish about it deal with it as an adult and if needs to eb deal with it in legall matters if things cant be resolved with out conflict and or yelling and compremizeing...but if have to go take it to court to have a judge fix the issue at hand....

Poem
all the days i lied awake, all the words i wished you said, the love i held back for you, so many times you never came through, wishing that something, would finally make you see, how much you really meant to me now days have gone by, not once did i cry, i gave up hoping, no need to be so blue, so much of me i gave to you, so here it is my final rhyme for all the wasted time. good bye travis i hope you see this you werent what i thought you were. -reign-

A Turning Point
Why are some of us so self tortured? Why is the guilt and conscience like a judgment from God from within? True we are multidimensional beings with a Soul.....A Soul? is that it? I believe we couldn't live without that force from within. But then I question myself why this doesn't create more empathy and understanding in some. Maybe its because we as a group have painted ourselves into a cynical little corner ...... Now we live a terribly incomplete realism. There is no belief of the Soul in that corner......yet we have one. Look within because the Soul lives beyond beliefs ...and to me thats the beauty of it. With it you can cross that room and get out of your predicament. It's never as hard as we belived. You can cross any floor no matter how long it may have taken to paint. The paint is made of tears, blood, sweat, insecurities and lonelyness. Most can't see what has been painted because they are busy trying to survive. With the Soul you can find your way out of the c

Life Without Her
Life Without Her When she left she stole my heart, How to go on, I don't know where to start, Without her here, I am an empty shell, My life has become a living hell. I can find no reason now to carry on, What was once two, is now only one, What did I do that caused her to walk away, What could I have done to make her stay. What we had I thought would last forever, Then out of the blue you said it was over, And left me here with nothing but pain, Slowly now i am going insane. Hiding now, no longer do I go out, While the pain inside spins me about, No longer able to face the world, All because I once loved a girl. But without her, there is no gain, Left with only a life of pain, All because she took my heart, And before my eyes, tore it apart. I can no longer go on living this way, So no more in this life will i stay, So I leave this life with one unfulfilled wish, That just once more I could have tasted her lips. DQA

Another Rite Of Passage
A few nights ago my daughter who just turned 21 called me, very nervous about her first business trip. It would be her first trip on company business, and her first meeting with corporate types and she was nervous. She knew I used to do that on a weekly basis and had even accompanied me to a meeting when I chaired a group of scientists in ASTM, and wanted some pointers. So tonight she called me to tell me all about it and it sounded like it went smooth for her. She also said they ate at a place that had Yuengling on tap and had to try it! I got to tell you, I am so proud of my little girl having her first refreshing mug of America's finest lager! I must have asked her 100 questions about the experience. I'm sure someday soon we'll be sharing a few in front of the camp fire at one of our summer bashes. Call me sentimental, but it's a rite of passage for me.

Cancer
Our Hearts Will Always Touch When I layed there beside you, Could you feel me there? My arms were wrapped around you, And I was stroking your hair. I was talking about all the good times, For me they were every single day. I wanted you to feel love and comfort, And happy in some way. I watched your every breath, And prayed that each one wasn't your last. The time we got to share together, Went by too quick...Too fast. I wanted you to wake up, Please Mum...Open your eyes. Tell me this is a nightmare, And not our goodbyes. As your last breath grew closer, We layed there peacefully together. My heart continually breaking, Because I wanted you forever. Then there it was, Your final breath of air. I didnt want to believe it, This is so cruel and not fair. I held your beautiful face, And prayed you'd breath again. I wasn't ready for you to go, I couldn't admit that this was the end. But then I realised that you were no

Stupid??
God i feel so stupid. Im ready to just fucking become a nun and never ever date anyone again. You put yourself out there, open yourself up and then what? Another emotionally unavailable person, or selfish and all about them kind of person..... I just need to be a bitch. Being nice and sweet and caring and always down for my man gets me shit on. So fuck it im done im so over being upset over people. It's so hard to let yourself trust or have faith in what anyone says when noone follows through. Being a senile cat lady is looking better and better by the day........

My
imikimi - Customize Your World Gotta say MUAHHH to my first FU OWNER, Jenesa! She is totally cool, sweet& lovable. She's become a great friend to me. So PLEASE go show her lots of luvins and I have no doubt that she can become a great friend to you as well. JENESA ~ YOU ROCK sweetie. I can't believe how lucky I am to be FU OWNED by you! Click here to meet this awesome lady: Jenesa@ fubar Pimpout brought to you by: Deadliest Catch ~* "RL BF to IRISH SWEETHEART~ FU-OWNED by the LOVELY & SWEET "JENESA"~@ fubar

Wanna Own Me?
EVER WANTED TO OWN MISS TROUBLE? WELL HERE'S YA CHANCE!!! COME AND BID ON ME!!! I DEFINITELY GOT ALOT TO OFFER SO CLICK ON THE PIC AND SHOW A LIL LOVE....IM WORTH IT!!!!!! St.Patrick's day auction will start Today March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst

Just Something
For most of my life,I have always gave in to people.I will totally forget about something I want and just do what someone eles wants instead.I give in to people i love like my family or spouse.There have been time were I will not give at all but most of the time Its me giveing in.But everytime I have give in I have never forgotten or forgiven.I will hold it againest you if I give into you.This time tho its different.Im not being asked to simply change my mind or plans but to give up something that I have always wanted for something that I hate the thought of doing and cry when i think of it.It makes me sad and angery to think about it.I know I will forever be mad over it.and I know i will hold a grudge for the rest of my life.I know me.I know how i am.I want something so bad but have to give up everything I have always wanted to get it.Its not far.Im just as good as anyone eles and i want what every other girl gets.Its not worth it at all.I hate being angery.It is not a feeling I like

The Barber
One day a florist goes to the barber for a haircut. After the cut he goes to pay the barber..... I am sorry I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing a community service. The florist is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen roses waiting at his door. A cop goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber But the barber replies: I'm sorry I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service. The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen donuts waiting at his door. A Mexican cook goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies: I'm sorry I can't accept money from you I'm doing a community service. The Mexican cook is happy and leaves. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop guess what he finds there?................

Tired Of Coming In 2nd
I really am tired of coming in 2nd place...They will find the time to spend with others online, but when I am here right in front of them, they choose to do something else...Is this punishment for the years they were ignored? Maybe, but even so, when is enough, enough? Does a fight have to start in order for them to be able to talk to me? If that is how it's going to be each and every day, no matter how much I try to avoid it, why bother? Why can't love be enough? They say that they just want to be loved, but it must not be by me... I guess I am just a horrible person and deserve what I get...going to be in a loveless, hopeless relationship forever... as the song goes, "Pain, without love, pain, can't get enough, pain without love...I'd rather feel pain then nothing at all".

Love
Today's Love Poem Today's Poem 'Darling,' he said, 'I never meant ...To hurt you;' and his eyes were wet. 'I would not hurt you for the world: ...Am I to blame if I forget?' 'Forgive my selfish tears!' she cried, ...'Forgive! I knew that it was not Because you meant to hurt me, sweet--- ...I knew it was that you forgot!' But all the same, deep in her heart ...Rankled this thought, and rankles yet,--- 'When love is at its best, one loves ...So much that he cannot forget

Had To Save This So Jimmy Could See It
And I will die of surprise !!! This lady helps everyone I know level, she comes in quietly and stays till you level Now its our turn to level her !! ..she is only 57,000 from levelling...lets do it. Liberated Spice..click on this link. Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar

~the Fingerprint Of A Kiss~
Different Kinds of Kisses-Which is Your Favorite? ~Butterfly Kiss – With your faces less than a breath away, flutter your eyes open and closed, so your eyelashes brush your partner’s cheek. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. ~Earlobe Kiss – Gently sip and lightly suck your partner’s earlobe. Avoid loud sucking noises – ears are sensitized noise detectors. ~Eye Kiss – Hold your partner’s head with both hands and slowly move his or her head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up toward your partner’s eyes and place a tender kiss on top of your lover’s closed eyelids. ~Brow Kiss – While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very, very gently kiss the spot right below the brow bone. A very intimate kiss. ~Foot Kiss – An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss, gently suck the toes and then lightly kiss the foot. It helps to gently

Song
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing

You Want To Fu-own Me?
SO YOU CAN'T BUY LOVE... BUT YOU CAN FU/OWN ME!! Owned by in name for 2 weeks Rate All pics 11/10 during HH Rate all Stash during HH Permanent pimpout in Blog SFW Salute Keep em' Shitfaced 5 Big Pimpin Gifts 3 fuBling Gifts Profile comment a day for 2 weeks Folder of you for 2 weeks Added to family for 2 weeks Added to top friends 2 weeks

Dumb Fucks Cont...
Okay since I posted my DUMB FUCKS yesterday... I have now had 2 more DUMB FUCKS one that even left me a photo comment of 'she looka like a man' and rated me a 4. Now I ask you do I really look like a man with boobs as big as mine... come on now http://www.fubar.com/user/597877 - Damian aka 'Tripp (Taken By A Beautiful Woman)' I think you need glasses or something... As far as the other DUMB FUCK that was almost brave enough to rate me a 2 well you are just a follower and I understand... Reverendhongry is his name.... Iam just curious of who gave these childern the right to judge any of us... they need to grow up. Now for everyone out there that understands how I feel and how imature these childern are being I thank you for giving me all 10 and 11 you guys and gals are great... and I thank you very much and the favor will be return...

Contest Update :)
I've finally entered my first contest here on fubar. And I have a few friends also in some contests and giveaways. Come on in and show them all some Fubar love. Even just one rate and one comment. Thank you all in advance xoxoxoxoxo I need 30K to win with no time limit.To win 3 months VIP Tat Man73Also my sweetheart is in a giveaway for a 1 month VIP he needs 15.000 DemonicAngel Needs at least 2,500 points to win any fubucks. The person with the most points gets a 7 day blast While there please Rate/Fan/Add these wonderful people for hosting the contests and giveaways{D.S.C} COME LUV ME onesxybrat

Thank You To The Real Fu's
Now for everyone out there that understands how I feel and how imature these childern are being I thank you for giving me all 10 and 11 you guys and gals are great... and I thank you very much and the favor will be return... YOUR PEOPLES ARE THE TRUE FU'S -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- No one needs the drama that these kids are bringing over from myspace and if you ask me they really need to go back... all they are is haters and want to bring everyone down with them... well lets just say the haters are usually the ones that are hated more... you reap what you sow... and it will effect you (the haters) more then it will me for I have nothing but pity for you....

Baby Boy
In a few hours it will officially be my baby boy's first birthday. I can't hardly believe how fast this past year has gone. It's been quite the rough year, but we survived, and to say the least, I couldn't be happier how it all turned out. I can't seem to imagine my life without him. Even when I was pregnant and scared and wasn't sure about anything. It saddens me to think that the first year has flown by this fast and the next stage in his life is eminent. I will celebrate with him, even though he won't remember. So to say the least, if I'm not on here at all on this day, it's because I'm doing the mommy thing with my birthday boy.

Random Whining.... Lmao!!!
Its amazing the things that go on in this website. In the past I have taken somethings seriously. I have also learned that a majority of the "shit" that goes on here is nothing more than people acting like asses to fullfill their own ego's in life. They seem to think that they NEED this site to be a person, a friend and or more. This site is on the INTERNET!!! That should be enough said, however, I have known a number of people that take this site toooooooooo serious. Way TOOOOOOO Serious! I have in the past taken this site a little serious and I can admit it. Now, anymore, its my release from my real life. My own personal dramas. Most people on here are doing the same thing, getting a release from their everyday lives. Some live on here... I know I am signed on a majority of the day, but in the past month or so, I have not spent that much time actually looking at my home page. Or anyone elses pages for that matter. If I am logged on, its because my internet AUTOMATICALLY

Poem
The hatred I feel lurks deep inside. It manifests in away I never felt. I hate the feeling of love. I hate everything about myself. Torture is my love. Although I wish I had a tourniquet. Something to cut off the feeling of my life and to torture someone else. Manifestations I can not explain. hatred is why I live. Nothing I do can ever satisfy me. The pain that lies deep within. The pain that only one can have. But never knows how to. Hatred is all I feel. Written by.. Megz

Its Been A Year
It's been a year now Since he has been gone Since my Daddy left the pain and sorrow And I am still hurting All the pain they said would go away seems to get worse How do I cope How can I be the same without his words Good days and bad I still think of him every second I've learned to hide Hide all the pain the wanting to cry Nobody really knows What I am thinking how my mind goes Lost little girl Princess without a King to help her laugh To make her smile to hug when she cries They all lied It doesn't get better you just hide it inside Pain won't stop Missing him while I watch the clock Friends try to help Nobody can I have to work through this myself Daddy doesn't hurt anymore Prayer answered in a way I didn't want Was it my fault Was I the reason really for him to die as some have said I lost so much Can't seem to be who I was I try to deal with all this stuff All the hurt I feel Only time wi

Sacred Ties
Sacred touches, I'll never feel again. Sacred love, I'll never be able to cherish. Sacred pictures of you, I'll never have. Sacred Moments in time, I'll never be able to know. Sacred memories, will never have you in them. Sacred feelings, you will never know mine. Sacred thoughts, are the thoughts about you. Sacred dreams, are what I have about you. Sacred fantasies, are what I have about you. Sacred happiness, I know I'll never have with you. Sacred ties, is what I'll never have with the one I love. Written by.. Megz

Sometimes When It Rains
And SOMETIMES WHEN IT RAINS BY JOCKO I feel my heartfilled memories And feel my joys and pains, I feel all of my laughter sometimes when it rains, I hear my love a calling and to me and it`s all the same. As the joy and all the happiness, That i feel sometimes when it rains. Now I watch as my love she leaves me, And the sorrow sets in again. I only wish now,I could feel only how, That I feel sometimes when it rains

I Kissed You In A Dream
I Kissed You In A Dream. As night came to my life, I lay down in my bed. I close my eyes so tight, On my pillow I lay my head. I dream of sweeter things, Of a life I wish to be. A girl with hair so bright, And a love that`s meant to be. We walked the beach alone, Moonlight danced off her hair. And all the love I`ve never known, Was shared with me right there. And just before I woke, You looked into my eyes. You kissed my lips and held my hand, And it all just felt so right. The morning finally finds me, Awake and wondering where, I can find you now and I wonder how, And do you really care. My arms are empty now, And silly as it may seem, The love my life`s been missing, Was found there in my dream. JOCKO 12/31/07

Dreaming Of You
Dreaming of you As dawn awakens the morning, My eyes open and you`re not there. I suddenly remember,like the sun in September, The color of your hair. I can still see your eyes that sparkle, Like a star that shines so bright. And your lips that i kissed, Are the ones that I miss And the ones that I`ll kiss tonight. I remember your arms that embrace me, And I hear your heart like it`s beating out loud. And that beautiful smile all along for awhile, That couldn`t be misplaced in a croud. Soon I come to realize, I`ve dreamed my day away. But I know one things true, It was worth it for you, To feel the love that I felt today I love the moments I spend with you, Even if only here in my dreams. And my love for you just grows stronger More each day with every dream You know who you are that I dream of And I'm speaking these words to you If you feel like I'm feeling And your heart needs some healing Just messag

Insane Desires
As I crawl between my cold sheets, my body shivering, not quite aware if its from the rattling of wind or the confusion of the mind, I grasp on to the edge of the sheets as if the overwhelming passion for death is hoovering over me. Scared of the method yet intrigued by the outcome i call it closer... my insane desires

Presentation..
hey evry1.. am a 21 years old guy from italy. i actually live in melbourne at the moment. i'm a friendly a funny guy, at least i hope so. ill try to be online as much as i can to upload pics and blog am pretty new on this stuff so be patience whith me..lol thats pretty much is, i 'd really like to meet some1 from melbourne but evry1 is welcome so.. u know where to find me.. ciao ciao

Millionairs To Be!!!
The Race for 1 Million Fu-$$$$$!!!!! These are the entries this far that have entered the race. They all have a chance on winning 1 million Fu-Bucks and all they need to do is race to whom ever gets 50.000 comments to their picture first. If there's a tie and 2 people have the amount of comments i will check to see what time the winning comment was left. second place will receive a vip stat/or blast

Dear Sweet Sister Lol
You kicked my ass when I needed it, You held me when I cried. You gave me advice that I could only dream, I could never think clearly but you brought me to see. All the pain, all the suffering, all the hell I put you through, I just wanted to say I love you. And now that your gone, words can't express, How lost I feel without your caress. Without your honor, without your respect, Without your straight honestly......no one would could expect. You made us laugh, you made us cry, you made us wonder who the hell am I? I miss you and love you everyday of my life, But you'll always be there just not in plain sight. You served your country, you gave them your best, We thank for that and we want to honor your death. You didn't die in vain ohhh no it wasn't that. You got a little sister here that will carry on and kick ass. You gave me your attitude no one can compare. HOOOAAH you used to say and HOOORAAH is here!!!!

Putting ~*sexsi*~ To Rest
yeah after all this time,im putting her to rest and changing my name so if you dont see sexsi i'll still be here just new name and same face hehe look for the pink fuzzy hat and you'll see me lmao xoxo to my sweet friends :) btw not deleting my page just a name change :)

Love But Hate
Can you love somebody But at the same time hate them He has my heart But is very rough with it There are dayshes totally amazing Adays es a total dick I dont know anymore Loving him is killin me Yet he keeps pulling me in I neet to let go I need to hate him!

So Hurt
so hurt i was mad so mad i wanted to scream yet i couldnt couldnt scream couldnt hate hell i couldnt even cry for the first time you had me so hurt the tears wouldnt fall i could feel them there yet thats where they stayed thats when i knew it had to be the last time no longer can i let you you crossed the line yet you dont really care i am so hurt i cant even cry

Wondering About Wandering People...tee Hee
Ever wonder about all the different kinds of people that have strolled through your past? Some whiz by in a flash barely leaving a trace behind, while others seem to last and last. Some bring you guidance, wisdom and joy While others seem to bring turmoil, confusion and pain, seeming to strive just to annoy. I believe all come unto us for a reason And leave us also at the end of their season I know I have been blessed by many a good friend Some I will hang onto and cherish till the end I think we should appreciate each and every one.... even the ones we are eager to be rid of For from each one we can grow emotionally, intellectually and in love.

Fu Wedding In The Works Between Dj Devine & Dj Beagle :d
OMG... This is going to be fun. Me (DJ Devine) and DJ Beagle are getting Fu-Married on Sunday, March 16th , at 6:30pm. Invitations should be forthcoming soon, but family and friends (and fans) are certainly invited to attend in the Blue Orion Lounge for the Chapel ceremonies and vows -- be sure to begin to mark your calendars!! :D Love to see you all there! DJ Devine

My Er Trip
A trip to the ER Current mood: anxious Category: Life Well last night after days and days of dealing with my little visitor, Beth took me to the ER. I had lost a lot of blood the last few days and was feeling very weak and dizzy. They did a whole bunch of test and such, gave me an IV. They said my blood count was pretty low, but not low enough for them to give me blood last night. (Thank God) They gave me some meds and I am feeling a bit better today. Its so far been 12 days that I have been dealing with this, I just want it to end. I was so scared last night too going in there, thinking that something might have come back. But it does not look that way. I go to my doctor this morning to see for sure what they are going to do. Probably from what the ER doctor said, they will have to do a DNC on me. That does not sound like fun at all. But if it makes me feel better, thats all that counts. And I am feeling better today. I am not nearly as sleepy or dizzy as I have bee

38 Special- Hold On Loosely
You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in It's so damn easy, when your feelings are such To overprotect her, to love her too much And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling too tight babe, you're gonna loose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in Don't let her slip away Sentimental fool Don't let your heart get in her way yeah, yeah, yeah, You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't l

Going Active Duty
Well folks, I have thought about it and after talking to my Fiance, I am going back to Active Duty and finnish out my military career. Its a huge step for me and for Lana, but with the grace of God and some Irish Luck, we will prosper and be very happy.

Tell Me!
Hey...Just wondering if you still feel the same way about me....Answer these honestly. :) Then I'll answer them for you. Everybody wonders " what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me! what would you do IF... I died: I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I was drunk at a party: I showed up at ur house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was murdered: I was sleepy: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: Temper: Friends: ::WOULD YOU:: Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Love me? Date me? Hold my hair back if I was throwing up? Loan me some money? Talk on the phone for hours? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel bett

A Kiss
*Kiss on the Stomach --- We are having sex. I am anyway *Kiss on the Forehead --- Be good *Kiss on the Ear --- If my tongue is in your ear, we're getting ready *Kiss on the Cheek --- Friends *Kiss on the Hand --- Must be a European thing. *Kiss on the Neck --- sensuous, we're getting ready again *Kiss on the Shoulder --- I'm playing. Want to see what you'll do. *Kiss on the Lips --- Oh, we are getting into it. What the gesture means... *Holding Hands --- That's a girl thing *Slap on the Butt --- "That's a guy thing *Playing with the Ear --- I want you now. *Holding on tight --- Want to feel your body next to mine. *Looking into each other's Eyes --- Nov verbal sex talk *Playing with Hair on Head --- Caressing you. *Arms around the Waist --- Here we go. Into it again *Laughing while Kissing --- I don't do that. I'm serious --Advice-- * Don't ask for a kiss, take one. I do every time *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Best Divorce Letter Ever
Best Divorce Letter Ever Dear wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you' re cheating on me or you don't love me a nymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Signed, Your EX-Husband P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I h

Love
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the guys I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best.

Love Me...
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you! - Amanda Nicole Martinez -

Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow. - Matt Dubois -

The Meaning
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. - Kellie Spehn -

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. - Chris Messick -

Pledge Of Love
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart - Vesta Sikora -

What Did I Do To Deserve This?
It started out like a normal day for a new beginning til my daughter gets to school for the day... she is confronted by another girl and this girl starts to hit, punch and kick my child... instead of calmly going to an adult, she takes the situation into her own hands and literally takes the girl and slams her to the ground, (Hard I might add). Since my daughter is having issue after issue with school and with other classmates the teachers and principal ect, ect... they (school officials) take the word of the girl that confronted my daughter in the first place over her and deems punishment of four after-school acadamy days on my daughter. Now, I have never raised my kids to lay down and take a whipping by anyone, I do believe in self-defense; but apparently you cannot practice it nowadays... you are suposed to just let your azz get beat. Anyways, my daughter tries to come out and convince me that there was a good explanation, that it was not her fault... well, I didn't want to he

Thursday March 13th 2008 9:45 Am
well i think i have done quite well taking the challenge of this diabetes thing, tho it still gets me some times but over all with HBP and cholesterol, and heart stuff goin on im doin real good n handling it. i just wish t here was a way to just flush my body from all this crap and be healthy again like i was in High school, thin good looking lol and well in the groove as it were. but icant have that, God has given us this stuff to measure our strength i think, and im hoping i pass this test.

Amber Spears
Violent waves of amber spears, tear at my senses- raising my fears. Floating along the grey smoke of your eyes, Dreaming of my lover’s sighs. Stepping stones in clear glass jars, a sorted fairy tale abound silver stars. Laced among the willow weaves, through the darkest of contorted trees. Seeking refuge of the mystical kind, only distance do I find. Pleading plight of an estranged mind.

Friendship
You don't even know me but your words are kind. Compassion these days is really hard to find. I put the blinders on so I could not see. With your gentle persuasion you reminded me what could be. You helped me realize what I was throwing away. Without your words to hear I would not know what to say. The kindness you've shown is how everyone should be. God as my witness, forever you have made a friend in me.

What This Woman Feels
I love you to the point that I can't take it anymore, you beat me down, abuse me and call me a whore. You neglect my feelings and treat me like dirt. You don't even care if my feelings are hurt. I love you so much and I try to stand by, you just get in my face and make me cry. I hold you up on a Pedestal and try to hold your dear. But you don't see that behind my tears But all the pain and bullshit I feel each day, just gets bottled up and locked away. I lie to everyone I love and tell them I am OK. I just wish all of this would fade away. I suck it up and brush myself off. Put on a smile that doesn't wash off. Hiding what I feel deep down inside. Some days I wish You would just die.

Black Master
Dark Lord, Master of the Deep; How low does your premise seep? Chant your mantra, flick your whip. Cast your desires with sweet re-equip. Behold the smell of mystic leather. Secom to the tainted feather. Don your sleek crystal scepter. Bind with your solid heavy chain. Seek naught mortal distain. Crack your long wooden cain. Swirling pleasures of pulsing pain. Shackles of the hardest steel; How cold do they really feel? Present your burning wax seal. Sear the flesh with curious zeal. Blindfold of the deepest black. Suspended on your solid metal rack. Silver spikes on soft velvet straps. Nine sharp tails across the back. Stinging precedes the long crimson track. Tantalizing the tartest tease. Contorting the body with every cease. Playing the game with such ease. How you so willing wish to please.

Oh For The Love Of God...
I'm a trashy, rude, obnoxious cunt. No one in their right mind would want to own me. For those of you who are NOT in their right mind...here is your chance. I offer nothing of value. You'll probably be 20% dumber for having bid on me...but so be it. CLICK ON THE PHOTO OF ME (ew) BELOW TO SEE MY OFFERINGS! The auction is on FRIDAY, MARCH 14TH in CLUB WICKED PARANOIA at 11:00 p.m. CST. I don't know what that is in any other time zone. Figure it out...you're all smart enough. You haven't bid on me yet, so the 20% dumber thing is not yet in effect. CLICK BELOW TO ENTER!

Got A Buck?
A Fu-buck that is. I would really like to win the spot light but I need your help to do it. If you got a fu_buck or 2 to spare I would really appreciate it if you could pass it my way. I'm not one to beg for VIP's, blasts or HH's. But this is free. All it takes is a click. For those that do help me out, you have my scincerest gratitude. Thanks!!

Relationships
Rights of a Healthy Relationship 1) The right to goodwill from your partner. 2) The right to emotional support. 3) The right to be heard by your partner and to be responded to with courtesy. 4) The right to have your feelings and experiences acknowledged as real and valid. 5) The right to clear and informative answers to questions that concern you. 6) The right to live free from criticism and judgement. 7) The right to live free from accusation and blame. 8) The right to encouragement. 9) The right to live free from emotional and physical threat. 10) The right to be respectfully asked, rather than ordered. 11) The right to live free from angry outburst and rage. some of the best guidelines i've ever seen...from experience, if these things are not honored then the relationship will hurt, drain or damage you. i will not settle for less than 11 of 11. of course i expect to hold up to my own 11 out of 11

Not For The Faint Of Heart Or Easily Offended
what the hell is going on with dipshits... okay so i understand as do most women that men are disgusting little shits.... now just as my hope for mankind is growing and i'm starting to see some decency in the masculine of our race...dumb fucks left and right are emailing me blatantly for sex!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! what part of my page makes you horny little snots think i'm gonna rush to your hotel, give you the best sex of your life (mind you i'd probably have to fuck the hell out of you just to feel alittle pressure).. and then what ?..go home and finish the job my damn self...oh yeah that sounds like my idea of a great night...warning to any cheap, lazy whores out there i might just show up to cut the fucker off and shove it up your ass.. see how you enjoy having your filthy dick rammed inside.. better luck doing it the old way and hit up a bar near close and pick out the drunkest girl there to rape.. o yeah that's right she's too fuckin drunk to say no.... low class sleazy, disea

Hi There
I've been gone for a few months but I'm back. I ve been dealing with alot of issues and had decided to go away for awhile. I regret just disappearing and I know it upset a couple of special people but all I can say is I'm sorry and hope they can forgive me. My daughter has come a long way in the past year. She goes to a special pre-school now for half a day and spends the afternoon in a special daycare. She's learned so much and has come so far. I know in my heart that one day she'll start talking, but for now I take everything I can get.

Gates Vs. Gm
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo , Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For some re

Colonoscopy
Colonoscopy [] [][] All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. [] "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." [] "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." [] "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." [] "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." [] "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery,

Why
i dont care any more, i wouldnt give a flyin fuck if i didnt wake up in the morning at least id be at peace n with my nan. why does guys wait to be told that you need help and support in stead of takin the initative, and see that you are hurting and that you need support, im so fed up of feeling alone, and to be ho9nest, you 'on thenet' think you are there forme, butim askin you, are you REALLY there? you cant get hold of me and give me qcuddle when i need ojne, you cant go through my daily life with me and support me through my struggles, your online the 'vertual world, for vertual friendships, yeah you can find the occasional one that will last but will they bethere for you or will they do runners like the others have before. YES they will they always do. im sick of not havin my friends and family around me, im fed up of been alone and yes even with chris and skye im alone, i dont care as much as i should do, i hate who i am. i hate not been able to do anythingwithout ha

Want To Own This Princess
Hey Im in an auction and now's the time for you to own me... so who wants me???? click on the pic below to be transferred to the auction page and take a chance of a lifetime that may not come again... I am offering the following 1. rate and comment all pics and stashs 2. put owned by...you... in my name for a month 3. put you in my pimp out for the month 4. various fu-gifts throughout the month 5. a personal salute for you by me the more you pay to win me the better this gets ...so come on what are you waiting for I could be yours for a whole month.... Lets Do this up RIGHT!!!!

Daniel Powter- Stupid Like This
Well I don't know what to do when things go wrong And it's a hopeless situation God knows how And I know And I find Some peace of mind Who's the man that talks about you now? It became a hopeless situation when he left town And I know Yeah I know This peace of mind Cause I'm stupid like this And I'm stupid like that I'm stupid cause I make a mess of things to get you back I never wanna see you're happy without me I wish I could've been somebody else Been somebody else Standing in a single spot of compromise the things we all have to say that no one ever knew A drink expands the ride you caught The college's girls think I'm a joke The day's of run have past Each one's like the last Yeah yeah... Cause I'm stupid like this And I'm stupid like that I'm stupid cause I make a mess of things to get you back I never wanna see you're happy without me I wish I could've been somebody else Each one's like the last...

Daniel Powter- Love You Lately
You packed your last two bags. A taxi's 'round the bend. You used to laugh out loud, But you can't remember when. You lost your lies. It's like you're moving out of time, And the whole world crumbles right beneath you. So I might've made a few mistakes, But that was back when you would smile, And we would go everywhere, But we ain't been there for awhile. And this I know, There's a place that we can go- A place where I can finally let you know. 'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately. You and me, we got this great thing. And we're the only one's that around, And we're the only one's that around this Babylon. I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for. Just remember where you're from and who you are, 'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new, But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you. 'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately. You and me, we got this great thing. So come back, get here, s

Friendship
For those of you who know me, here and in real life, you know that my life of late has been like a roller coaster. I rearranged my top friends. I have realized after what has happened in my life that I have some of the most awesome friends. Some of them may not understand my Number 1 friend after what happened and what he did, but with out him doing what he did, I might not have ever known the true depths of their friendship. Each of them has touched my life in a way that has made them very special to me. Some have been there with emotional support for me, other by just sending comments everyday. A few have gone above and beyond to help me and to support me. I know that some were not very happy with my decision to come to Texas, but they stood by me and have been there to help me pick up the pieces and are helping me to put my life back together. One in particular did something today that was so unselfish and showed that their friendship, is unconditional. That's the kind of

Bulletin Made By Tsisquo'ga ♥ Native American Queen ♥
HERE WE GO AGAIN TIME TO HELP A FAMILY MEMBER AND CO-OWNER GET TO GODFATHER . ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.♫I.B.I.C.♫DSC~@ fubar SPLASH ONLY NEEDS 592,271 POINTS TO GODFATHER NOW THE WAY I SEE IT IS CLUB F.A.R. HAS OVER 300 MEMBERS SO IF WE ALL DO ALITTLE WE CAN HAVE HER TO GODFATHER IN NO TIME . SO JUST INCASE YOU MISSED THE LINK THE FIRST TIME HERE IS AGAIN. ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.♫I.B.I.C.♫DSC~@ fubar THIS MESSAGE BROUGHT TO YOU BY Tsisquo'ga ♥ Native American Queen ♥ Club F.A.R. Fu Angel@ fubar

Stress
I have been under a lot of stress lately and makes me want to end this existence. I am having trouble at work which is causing all of the problems. I just don't know what to do. I'm tired of fighting and hiding how I feel. I feel like I am letting everyone in my life down. I hate to drag everyone down just had to put it out there.

Found An Awesome Lounge To Belong To
Funny after working in and belonging to Naughty N Nice lounge and getting alot of my friend`s to join it so we could talk they banned me 4 NO Reason so i found a new home its awesome and fun and has good jams so y not Join me there and have fun ---it is called - Naughty Desires...... So come on in and let`s talk and have fun like we use to ..

Will You Ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Thoughts Of A Biker
BIKER THOUGHTS ETC Thoughts of a Biker God, yes, I'm a biker. Yes, your know what its like, You feel the vibrations, hear the sounds; You shift into gear and move away with easy, balanced, grace, Up hills, down hills, and long stretches of hi-way; God, yes, I'm a biker. You feel the wind, smell the earth, discover life, Twisting and turning, or running straight and true; You may chase a golden eagle, high in the bright, sunlit sky, Or seek a star at midnight, on the moon-lit horizon; God, yes, I'm a biker. You know freedom such as no other, You seek adventure, you seed solitude, you seek friendship, You are a friend to all and all, a friend to you; You are a nomad, exploring life, seeking your way, Without charts or directions to guide your way; God, yes, I'm a biker. Your know the feeling, seeing, smelling the early morning foggy air, As it gently caresses your face, and greets you on your way; You wave at others, as you pass by while they wave back, Wishing

Goals, Plans, Hopes
I recently read an article that inspired me and therefore, I stole a lot of its ideals to write the following: You have the power to get everything you want in life, whether you're trying to motivate yourself to go back to school and get that degree, become financially self-sufficient after years of depending on a spouse, lover or family member, or leave that good-paying job to start your own business. But first you have to believe it. It's never too late to take a different route. Repositioning yourself begins with applauding the fact that you've survived. That survivor's strength is stored up in you and ready to be unleashed. You're ready to move from survivor to success. The concept is grounded in the long-standing biblical mandate that every person be a good steward of her own resources and talents. You can start by imagining a new you. I long to be in the medical field and can daydream all day long on how "someday" I just might end up there again. There is always somethin

My New Lounge
For those who don't know by now I finally joined the ranks of basically everyone else here in Fubar. I created my own lounge. Why Created my own lounge? Well I have done chat rooms before and wanted to give this one a shot. I don't have many rules like most lounges. The more rules you have the harder it is to enforce. I want a lounge where you can come in and relax and enjoy the music. Speaking of music, I have the best DJs on the block. DJ Kidd Rock, DJ Yum Yum, DJ Jonny B Goode just to name a few. I give away random prizes from time to time...course the usual prizes, fu-bucks, blasts, tickers, blings, bling packages and yes I even give away HH's. But to get that you have to stick around to find out how. So what ya waiting for? Get your butt over to The Regal Beagle for the most laid back lounge in all of fubar.

A Love Poem
Close you eyes and make a wish and fall asleep beneath a shooting star to only dream in a bed of roses for beauty shall not bleed in this kingdom I worship you my queen... once upon reflections of true passion I embrace you holding you tight in my arms, protecting you from harm nevermore shall you hunger for love .....whispering these words into thee. I take you off to a better place across the heavens past a blue frozen moon for on this night attraction turns to affection As seconds turn to minutes,hours to days this is how im craving you, only to look forward into an unknown future Now let us make our bed upon a cloud, and listen to the symphony in the night for the crickets play there tune. As this seems this will never end you awake and i am there giving you warmth as the sun says hello with each eternal day that passes I shall be here for you for together we stand Always and Forever....

Sorry To My Friends
JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY TO MY FRIENDS ON HERE WHEN I DON'T COMMENT BACK OR I'M NOT HERE WHEN THEY NEED ME LIKE I HAVE TRIED TO BE. BEEN SICK ALOT LATELY, FEELS ALMOST LIKE THE FLUE BUT I HAD THE SHOT THIS YEAR SO I DON'T UNDERSTAND, NEED TO GO SEE MY DOCTOR IF I DON'T GET BETTER SOON. I WILL HELP AS MUCH AS POSSILE WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS IT AND WHEN I GET TO FEELING BETTER I'LL BE ABLE TO HELP MORE. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU SEND MY WAY EACH DAY. MUAAAAH! BIG {{HUGS}} BABS

Mark Zuckerberg - Cool Story
Young man makes billion-dollar fortune in only 4 years 13.03.2008 Source: Pravda.Ru URL: http://english.pravda.ru/business/companies/104494-mark_zuckerberg-0 Mark Zuckerberg, an American computer coordinator and entrepreneur, takes the 785th position on the fresh list of world’s richest people published by Forbes magazine. Mr.Zuckerberg owns the fortune of 1.5 billion dollars. The first person on the list – Warren Buffet – is 40 times richer. However, Buffet is 77, whereas Zuckerberg is only 23. Age is not the most aspect at this point. Sixteen years ago Forbes mentioned the name of an eight-year-old boy from Germany, who inherited his father’s multi-million-dollar fortune. In 2002, the boy, Albert von Thurn und Taxis, a German prince, entered upon the inheritance and became included on Forbes’s lists. Also read: Teen girl creates million-dollar business with single website Unlike children of wealthy parents, Mark Zuckerberg earned his fortune himself. The young man

My Life Goes Wrong With Every Turn
I was going to go see my kids this weekend, but the person was going to give me the money is no where to be found, and i got my kids all excited over nothing. Why does this happen to me all the time, i have not seen my kids in 2 months.

This Is Pretty Emo.
help Current mood: blah Category: Life this winter has really placed a toll on me. ive been more depressed than ive been in a while. ive been doing a good job of hiding everything and putting on my big smile and faking my "happy-go-lucky" personality that you expect from me. ive always been good at acting. im barely eating again. which is how i can tell ive hit bottom. i havent been this bad since my sophomore year. im not quite as bad as i was then, but its getting there. either way, im scared. i know that a lot of this is being caused from the stress of responsibilities that i have now as an adult. ...what i wouldn’t give to be 5 again. i’ve got bills to pay, a job i hate [that doesn’t pay enough], im terrified of driving...but its something that i have to do. ive realized that i know nothing about love, and everything i thought i knew about it up until this point was just an illusion. things can change. and change isn’t always a good thing. i miss having friends.

Expository Writing ~ Tolerable Justice
An assignment in Expository Writing to compare the justice system in America with the brutal methods of Islamic states and dictators. A bit absurd, but a decent read, I guess. I cannot help what I am assigned, lol. Tolerable Justice An issue on the forefront of modern-day debate is the manner in which we deal with criminals in our societies. Here in America, we have a criminal justice system that is at its maximum capacity; it is inundated with thieves, gang members, drug dealers, and murders. Many convicts admit that the worse part of prison is dealing with other prisoners, not the time itself. There are so many religious beliefs, gang affiliations, and ethnic lines that surviving day-to-day has a burden all its own. When the court system in America issues felony convictions to guilty individuals, he or she is sent to a maximum-security prison to be processed; once there, they are placed amongst the most hardened criminal minds this country has to offer. The sentence that one

Tre's Thoughts Of Inspiration!
Well, I have been doing some thorough thinking on the next subject I would like to write about and this revelation popped into my head so here it is...."Inspiration!" What is the definition of "Inspiration," and what does it mean to me as an Individual? The meaning of "Inspiration," is this...a stimulation of the mind or emotions to a high level of feeling or activity. I ponder this very subject daily in my life, as I go about my business as a father, as a friend, and as a potential companion to a woman whom I may have fallen in love with or will fall in love with. I am pretty sure a man like myself can not go through life with out any "Inspiration," when my spirit and my mind is filled with many emotions and deep reservations on where my romantic life will take me next! There is a little quote I refer to on a daily basis and actually have it printed on paper and taped to my vanity mirror to remind me of what I am all about...... "A witty inspiration is a dissolution of spiritu

By: Annonymous
"What do you see, nurse, what do you see? What are you thinking when you look at me? ~A crabby old woman, not very wise, Uncertain of habit with far away eyes, Who dribbles her food and makes no reply When you say in a loud voice-"I do wish you'd try." Who seems not to notice the things that you do And forever is losing stockings or shoes, Who, resisting or not, lets you do as you will With bathing and feeding, the long day to fill. Is that what you're thinking, is that what you see? Then open your eyes, nurse. You're not looking at me. I'll tell you who i am as i sit here so still. As i move at your bidding, eat at your will, I'm a small child of ten with a father and mother Brothers and sisters who love one another; A young girl of sixteen with wings on her feet. Dreaming that soon now a lover she'll meet; A bride now at twenty, my heart gives a leap, Remembering the vows that i promised to keep; At twenty-five now i have young of my own Who need me to build a s

Thank You
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. Wow, What A Ride That Was! I Am So Overwhelmed By All The Love! There Really Is Some Absolutely Wonderful People On Fubar! I Want To Thank Each and Everyone of You For All The Wonderful Gifts and The Beautiful Bulletins...And The Numerous Rates and Comments! It's Been A Long Road and You All Made It Worth It! Much Love To My Awesome Club F.A.R. Family, My Dirty South Crew Family and My I.B.I.C. Sisters! I Tried My Best To Catch Everyone's Link That Came To My Page To Help Me GodMother. But I Am Sure I Missed Some Of You. For That I Do Apologize. But Know That You Are Loved and Appreciated!

My Achilles Heel Is The Monster That Lives Within.
My mirror is a special mirror. To others viewing me in my mirror they see my body as wonderful and flawless. Yet when I look, I see every tiny thing wrong with it. The monster within plays with my mind so it only see those flaws. It won't let me love my body for how it is...instead I must torture it with fastings and massive exercise sessions just to get it to perfection. Though this perfection never seems to be attainable. I keep setting that bar higher and higher. The monster is not always actively around...it sometimes let me live a somewhat normal life. Then it awakes and the internal battle starts. I always feel weaker when I know the monster is awake. It feels like there is a battle being fought inside and there is no way of stopping it or determining the winner until the end. I just wish it would all end. I want to be normal.

Erotica Iii "the Virgin Pool Boy!"
After some deliberating on a few thoughts.....I think I came up with a short Erotica story that may put some women and maybe some brothers mind at ease. The scene is this.....Im a 18 year old, virgin pool boy walking in through the gate of a single older woman's backyard, who at that moment has her IPOD playing, laying down on one of those lounge styled lawn chairs. Legs in a spread eagled position, her hand vigorously petting her vagina, the soft sounds of her moaning with pleasure singing from her beautiful lips. She doesnt hear me walking towards her, and of course I dont make any sudden sounds so that I dont disturb her and what she is doing. At that moment i could feel a tingling sensation stimulating the shaft of my cock creating firmness and a churning in my balls.......The day was hot from what I can remember, sticky and very humid......I waited till she was done and I had almost cummed but hadnt but what did I know.....I hadnt even touched myself in that capacity, so I

What Kind Of Cook?
Are You a Creative Cook?My Result: ImproviseThere are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — than those who know the fine art of improvisation. Ad-lib cooks like you cleverly make things up as you go along, whether that's by switching the menu from shrimp to steak or making a four-person stew stretch to feed 12. Improvising demands the cook to be part scientist, part inventor, and part negotiator — all while maintaining a steady confidence that it will turn out fine and taste great when it's done cooking. And the funny thing is, it usually does. That's why your dinner guests never fail to leave happy — even when what they ate wasn't on the menu. Yes, chef!What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=creativecookogt&c=50652 You're a creative cook because you Improvise There are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — than those who know the fine art of improvisation

A Father Game..
This painting is perfect, it embodies how I concept a son of mine, fatherhood of mine. See as I, realize that ball is the world. The man can be "Father", God or whatever male wisedom. The little boy can role all lost sons(Son), innocent and fragile. Of course a good father loves his son, it's general nature. The father gives unto his son a gift, the world, it's a toy the child believes. His father to finds it harmless as that, but also knows it a tool to round and center his pride and joy. He's not just giving the world to the child, but the child to the world. When the game is over that little man will bear image of the present right, not being focused, centered and whole. Allows pride to become a sin, joy to conform in lust. Like a model father he'll coach the son, teach him the rules, unveil all limits and let the child decide whether to push them. Those straps symbolize stability, being connected but not of it. No matter how long you weild, how hard you grip the son must come to fi

Relationships Out Of Convenience
There are a lot of men & women out there who are involved in relationships out of convenience to fill particular voids in their lives. Not saying that your relationship is out of convenience or your feelings for your partner aren't necessarily real, but I've witnessed many men & women who've accepted certain people in their lives for a certain convenience whether it be for financial security, filling an emotional gap, or searching for stability. Prime example, I've known a young woman who was dealing with a lot of stress & feeling the weight of the world on her shoulders. When she felt like the walls were closing in on her, she immediately clung onto some man she met off the internet & called herself searching for her independence. She ran from her problems into another state of problems all because she needed him to run away from life. Moving away to a place she knew nothing about, she depended on this man to provide her a roof over her head, food on the

Profile Only Acessable To Friends...
soo ive seen more and more of this on here, well accully not just on here myspace to, and ive always wondered what the fuck is the point of making ur profile only accessable to friends? i understand making ur NSFW pics accessable to only friends but ur whole profile? seems a bit stupid to me...wich brings me to my next question HOW THE FUCK ARE U SPPOSED TO MAKE FRIENDS WHEN ONLY YOUR "FRIENDS" CAN MESSAGE, RATE OR EVEN LOOK AT YOUR PROFILE? I DONT GET IT!

Links
This blog is for any links I find or receive that are relevant to our cause. I will post a blog for each and explain what it is. These are not links to pages on fubar, they are links to other pages on the web. Feel free to send me any you would like posted.

Peoples Profiles And Fake Pics
What the fuck is the deal with people who use pictures of someone else or pics that morph to someone way sexier than they are. Be proud of who you are and what you look like, because if you don't how do you expect us to think anything of you. So you may be a little heavy or have a big nose. Whatever it is don't let it bother you. Noone is perfect...NOONE...that is of course they paid to be that way, and if they did that than they have mental issues and that makes them....you guessed it...Not perfect. Just my opinion.

Rip
Even the closest of friends have difficult times and may think it may not pan out, but when a tragedy hits you realize either you stand next to them and your love is stronger than before or it is over and you walk away. Sometimes it takes that tragedy for a person to realize how to grow and become the person that was hiding with in. Today baby Andrew was delivered and sadly was not alive. He will be in our hearts forever. I love you Laura, and am here.

Dark Nation Of Freedom
Is it ignorance to be free. Suspended in a black world, born as this and dead as this. Silent signifying there is no other existence then your own, when you're in a room filled with darkness and you can no longer obtain the definition of things. You are but a thought of thoughts while wondering what to think about, you are free. Not bound to any stressing compromise or tethered to a certain emotion, this abyss is at least absolute in vast forever. So at the sound of one voice awakening more, eyes growing a power like freedom open. Light begins to cluster revealing terrorist nightmares of restriction, truth, and discrimination. I want to be a sexy super villain when I grow up... Technically a hero but regardless that my methods and mindset have overall logic or rationalism, they'll still be frowned upon. -_- And thus I'll be frowned upon, I still feel as though most of my entire fucking life I've been in a close-space cage. Because I think too frequently while in collaboration retain

Spring Clean
Well I took the liberty to clean out my friend list. Its almost spring and I figuired that most of the people on the list never said hi. So I apologize if I took you off the list and you still wanted on, if this is the case just scream at me and ill add you again. If you dont care see you later, get lost and dont worry as my foot connects to your ass on the way out.

Some Don't Like Him...but He Got It Right This Time!!!!
By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for each child under 18. When the child hits 18, those payments come to a sc

Please Collect My Steak Sauce For Me
Yes I am asking you to FAN, ADD and RATE him and in the same moment make an awesome friend. He doesn’t ask for anything …tho he loves to flirt and he loves STEAK (yeah he so owes me a bottle of steak sauce)…. So this all you have to do is click on the picture (really easy huh?) FAN, ADD and RATE him COLLECT my steak sauce and then come to my page and I will give you a 1,000 fubucks after he tells me you did it…. MaTtDeiZeL*Aka MaZAt !*BaDa BinGs >kING Of sWINg@ fubar This blog/bulletin brought to you Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar

15 Hours + Me In My Car = Pluh!!!
Well yall.... for those of you who read my blogs! KUDOS to ya!!!! I'm off to Michigan! I'll be leaving at the ass crack of dawn tomorrow (Friday, the 14th of March) until Sunday, March 23rd! I will not be on the internet, so I will not be on fubar! *tear* So enjoy your Lexi-less time!!! :D Crazy - behave! and give them out to whom ever you wish! :P :P :P :D :O

Funny Comment
1 (Jan) - I ran naked with 2 (Feb) - I needed 3 (Mar) - I stabbed 4 (Apr) - I killed 5 (May) - I jumped 6 (June)- I smoked with 7 (July) - I ran shirtless with 8 (Aug) - I banged 9 (Sept) - I shot 10 (Oct) - I robbed 11 (Nov) -I slapped 12 (Dec) - I cuddled with Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - the trojan man 02 - a homeless guy 03 -a homo 04 - A mop** 05 - Barney the dinosaur 06 - a rock star 07 - Paris Hilton 08 - my lover 09 - a toothbrush 10 - my boyfriend 11 - a glass of milk 12 - a teletubby 13 - the cookie monster 14 - a drunk 15 - a crack head 16 - a cat 17 - a bum 18 - a whore 19 - a condom 20 - a stripper 21 - a porn star 22 - a dog 23 - the kool-aid man 24 - an Easter egg 25 - a hottie 26 - my girlfriend 27 - a bag of weed 28 - a french fry 29 - a lesbian 30 - a bowl of cereal 31 - jezzy the snowman Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - because that bitch stole my taco Black - because I love marijuana

My Boreing Town
JUST ME SAYING HELLO TO ALL MY FRNDS AND OLD FRNDS AND NEW ONES ,,IVE MADE ALOT OF NEW FRNDS YUNG AND OLD IM A SINGLE GUY LOOKING TO MAKE LOTS MORE FRNDS I LIVE IN BOREING ASS BELFAST MAINE IT SUX HERE WELL THE INSPECTION LAWS DO U CAN ONLY GO LIKE 48 INCHES FROM CENTER OF THE HEADLIGHTS HIGH AND U CAN ONLY LOWER A TRUCK OR CAR TO 6 INCHES FROM PAVEMENT U CANT LEGALLY HAVE AIR BAGS WHICH SUX BUT HEY THE CRIME ISNT THAT HIGH WERE I LIVE U CAN LEAVE UR DOORS UNLOCKED UR KEEYS IN THE SWITCH AND U PRITTY MUCH CAN DO WHAT YA WANT BUT HEY IT IS STILL HOME WELL ILL LET YA ALL GO FOR NOW AND IF U WANT RATE IT FOR ME OF NOT THATS KOOLIO TOO I CNT WAIT FOR SUMMER SO I CAN GET MY NEON ON THE RD. AND READY FOR THE CAR SHOWS ... TALK TO U ALL LATTA.....

What Would U Do I
WHAT WOULD YU DO IF U WAS BEEING TREATED LIKE SLAVE BYYE UR OWN FAMILY BEENING USED FOR MONEY AND BE TOLD ASK FOR STUFF AND THEN WHEN U DO ASK FOR STUFF UG GET INGORED WHAT WOULD U DO U IF U WAS IN MY SITUATION

Should Felons Have The Right To Vote?
No, a felon does not deserve the right to vote. A person that commits a crime that falls under a felony is being punished for their crime. If these felons were allowed to take part in our voting system we would have fewer laws to punish the felons. Convicted felons sitting in a prison cell probably would vote at a higher percentage than the general public who has jobs and other responsibilities. Do we as a society really want convicted felons, including murderers and rapists, to participate in the most important part of our democracy? They already have shown they can't be responsible with the most basic rights given to them by the Constitution and have disregarded the rights of their fellow Americans by committing a crime against another. So why should we give them the right to choose the leaders who try to change the Constitution, and who appoint judges that interpret the Constitution? If one breaks the law then they should do the time and suffer the consequences that accompany th

Stop Singing The Same Godamn Songs Over And Over Again
I'm so damn tired of hearing the same regurgitated shitty hip hop on the radio over and over again. I really don't give a shit how much money you have, or how cool you think you are, or how much cash you blow on your stripper. And for God's sake, if your going to make a song it should have more then the same 20 words in it repeated over and over again. I'm not talking about everyone, there are some good ones left. But they are far outnumbered. What ever happened to the good ol days when rappers were real and actually lived life and had something to talk about. Pimp C, why did you have to leave us when we need you most. Jay Z, come out of retirement for real man. Ludacris, keep doin what your doin. And Snoop, your still the man. To the rest of you posin, studio, fake, wanna be thugs. Please, stop writing bullshit "music" and go get some life experience before I shoot myself in the fucking head. Hey, maybe its me, or maybe I'm wrong. What do I know anyway...

If You Are True Friends You Will Read This
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Come Help Me Out!!
Come help me out.... PLEASE!!! One of my Best Friends need 10000 photo comment to get a free VIP. She is so close. Click the link and Help out a little bit. Every comment would be appreciated greatly. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1260618&albumid=857074&i=2316366900&idx=0 Let me know that you helped out and if she makes it I will come rate all of your pics and anything else that you have I can rate. Thank you for you help in advance!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Sugar

Aching...
do you ever have so much to say and not sure how to express it? I hate being alone, alone for even one single second. Anxiety consumes me, fear of what to do, fear of who I am, fear of the whole of being alone. Chest pain consumes me, squeezing the very breath out of me, wondering where the beauty of life is. when others are around I am different, but the same. alone inside. wishing for love, dreaming. desire for attention, of any sort. but its all a big secret, Im dieing inside, my heart yearns for someone. someone to share my life, my dreams with, a knight... it will never exist, I sit up at night wishing... trying very hard for the next breath but secetly wishing it would envelop me, take me away so the pain will stop.

Still Hurting
It hurts to think you love her more. We went through a lot together but I guess that doesnt matter. Now youre back with her and gave her child your last name, even though its not yours. I cant help but wonder why you are doing the things you are. I mean if she makes you happy then fine, but you still keep coming back to me. That tells me you arent truely happy with her so you want both of us. But no longer can I be a part of all that. You broke my heart when you went back to her but i forgave you. Then youbroke it even more wehn you got engaged to her, but I did put that in the back of my mind not letting it affect us. But now there no forgiving, no over looking! You have claimed her daughter as if she wasyour own. Bringing your relationshipiwth her to an even higher level. By giving that little girl your last name you have tied yourself to herno matter what. You have hurt me beyod repair this time. And as much as I hate the thought I believe our friendship may even be ove

Wanna Buy Me?? Puppy Dog Face
Wanna Own Me?? Thats Right you Heard me Im in another auction and Up for bids!!! Im Giving Alot away So u Should come By ANd Check me out!!! Can You Really Pass These Offers Up? Click The Link To Bid On Me!!!! Can You Pass Up The Puppy in The Window??

General Review Of The Sex Situation
Woman wants monogamy; Man delights in novelty. Love is a woman's moon and sun; Man has other forms of fun. Woman lives but in her lord; Count to ten, and a man is bored. With this the gist and sum of it, What earthly good can come of it?

Love Song
My own dear love, he is strong and bold And he cares not what comes after. His words ring sweet as a chime of gold, And his eyes are lit with laughter. He is jubilant as a flag unfurled -- Oh, a girl, she'd not forget him. My own dear love, he is all my world, -- And I wish I'd never met him. My love, he's mad, and my love, he's fleet, And a wild young wood-thing bore him! The ways are fair to his roaming feet, And the skies are sunlit for him. As sharply sweet to my heart he seems As the fragrance of acacia. My own dear love, he is all my dreams, -- And I wish he were in Asia. My love runs by like a day in June, And he makes no friends of sorrows. He'll tread his galloping rigadoon In the pathway of the morrows. He'll live his days where the sunbeams start, Nor could storm or wind uproot him. My own dear love, he is all my heart, -- And I wish somebody'd shoot him.

Private Videos...
Hey guys!!! So, it's spring time and I'm ready to start filming :-) I have a pretty full schedule, but I'd love to do some private videos too!!! Have you ever had a custom video made just for you and your private collection??? If you haven't, this is your time to DO IT!!! I love making custom videos because I make the scene just for you, just the way you want it, and I KNOW you'll love it. Knowing you will enjoy it makes me wet and makes me want to make a sexier, hotter video-FOR YOU!!! So hit me up with your fantasy, and I'll talk to you about rates and all the details. I'm available to do lots of fetishes like feet, smoking, stockings, legs, ass, ass to mouth, oral, lots of stuff :-) I can make a video that's just me alone, or with my girlfriends and guyfriend. So tell me what you want to see...

What A Man Really Means
Every relationship goes through some bad times. Like the time you caught him flirting when he thought you weren't watching, or the time the ex called and left a sultry message on the machine, or the time when the two of you fought like angry reptiles when one of you decided it was okay to spend the bonus money on the latest turbo tool. Certainly, though, the most awkward and uncomfortable time in a relationship comes at the very end of it - the time when the two of you (or at least one of you) decides it's time to divide the iTunes account and move on. No break-up is easy, and many guys resort to some old standards when it comes to conversational gambits in the final moments. This will help you decode what his cutting lines truly mean. "It's not you; it's me." Translation: "It's not me; it's you." One-third of men admit that they're lying when they blame themselves for the demise of the relationship. Of course, they're trying to soften the blow a bit - to ensure that you k

Wouldn't This Be Nice.....
Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep.... she new it was her alarm but kept ignoring it till she remember, She Was Gonna Have Fun At Work Today. She gets up with excitement now and gets dressed in an outfit she had picked out the night before. She had everything from her black beaded necklace, braclette and earrings to her black knee lenght skirt, white blouse, nice black heels, all the way to the little butterfly pins she was gonna put her hair up with. She arrives to work on right on time. Working her way around the store straightening clothes and making sure the store is clean, she heads into the mens department to starts to work and notices some pants on the floor and a man at the rack. She asked if he had dropped them and He said yes, so she handed them to him and asked him if he needed a dressing room. He smile and told her he would like one. She walks in front of him leading him to the dressing room and unlocks the door for him. As he heads into the room she follows him lockin the

Don't Mean To Be Mia
to all who are wondering where the hell I am...im ok, nothing bad happened...got alot of stuff going on right now. my mama is not doing well, got alot going on with work stuff, and i am sleeping like a normal person again. so i will be back soon. i promise. and thanks for caring.

Death In Life
how can some one be dead in life ,,, i will tell u people to lose everything dear to that person that is how he is dead inside of living ,,,,, well lets see it seems like no matter how hard a person trys he will be forever doomed to fail cuz either he cant live up to his own standards or the fact that he cant live up to others standards ,,,so w3he ndoes the policy do what u have to for u go flying out the window ,,, i say poeple it goes out the window when said person falls in love then u see how they all act around others but it is always different then how they act around u so waht is there to do but feel u have lost yet another to some one else ,,, but is that due to ur own insecurities or the actions of a lost day before ,, what have u done to push ssaid person in to the arms of anoither then again does it have to be something u did or saomething u said or jsut promises made by the other party in ? ,,, i know deep down that i am not good enough , but i try to be the best in ever

Thing That Happen
i set in my mind and the things that happen i can't c or hear just fell i fell love i want love but love don't ever come and so i set to see what happens next in my life my little so called life most people would say my life is a dream and only a dream nothing more but it's more real then they think so how do i know when things are not right when things are out of place its the only thing that make my realty seem real if anyone can show me a life of joy show me now because all the ones that said they could lied and i die once more bring me back to life and show me joy show me love show me truth where there is none

Click.click.boom
Yea. So i've tried writing this blog 3x already because i accidentally click something or hit refresh without realizing it. So today was really fucking boring. The highlights of my day were finding out my sister is coming out to see me tomorrow, speaking to Sephiroth ♥ on the messenger, having KIRA "pimp" me out. lol. Thanks girly! and finishing up the night with a fairly decent conversation with Xavier. Blah. The shitty parts of my day: I woke up and till this moment have had only spuratic moments of peace and quiet. The rest of my day had me almost spiral into an anxiety attack. I found out my good friend Pendragon is NOT coming out to do a photoshoot and hang out. Which sucks because I'm moving to Florida on April 1, 2oo8. I don't know why I am waiting till the last minute to pack. I guess it's still hard to think about leaving Vegas. But it's necessary. I think that too is overwhelming me. Meh. Whatever... Grr. I want a blast. But alas. No money... Blah. and stuff. Sorr

If
If today was the last day that I would ever live, if for some reason today was the last day I would take in a blissful kiss from the wind, then a number of things would be on my mind.... But the most important would be to figure out what to do with the rest of my life before the 24 hours had succeeded... I would climb a mountain top, where I could view the ocean as it traveled miles and miles into the sunset... I would find my best friend and sit with her, telling her how much she meant to me... I would find my true love and kiss him with a sad kiss goodbye. What would you do? I would take my family and play with them, being merry and gentle in ever way possible. I would write a will, making sure everybody I loved was taken care of... I would let everybody know my darkest secrets, giving the fact that my life was no more eligible for embarrasment and prejudice. I would even find my ex-boyfriend and confirm to him that I secretly loved him still.. tell him that deep inside my hear

Hiiigh Life
whats up this shit is so cool like i whish i could touch all of u but if if the new bar would we be wated in our head and not rallly in our body i tried typeing with one hand how do i type being drunk hit me up

Vandals...
Hello there some of you may have noticed i havent been replying to your messages etc... Please dont think i was being ignorant , on sat (UK time) a group of vandals decided they were going to steal the copper wire in an overland cable.. in doing so they put out of use ,8,500 telephone lines, including both of mine meaning i couldnt get online, but hey I am back so i hope youll forgive my absence, and send me luffly luvs XXXX

Referendum To Independence
Referendum to Independence I want my Government back! Our Government is no longer of the people, by the people and for the people of America. In the course of our short 230 year history we the people have stood up for great change in our Government. First, being our Independence for the English Crown which we celebrate today. Then came our Civil War which tested our belief in our Constitution and that all Men are created equal. This came to head again during the Civil Rights Movement of the 1950-1970's. In many ways it is still being fought today. In these times of great change we had leaders willing to put the cause before oneself. In our quest of Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness I expect and do not request any hand outs. I do expect our Government to protect the rights given to all American citizens by our Constitution. I ask for leadership and responsibility at all levels of Government. Both of which are hard pressed to find in any branch of Governmen

Fubucks Omg
I'M HOSTING A FUBUCK GIVE AWAY LIKE NO OTHER..... YOU WANT SPOTLIGHT BUT YOU CAN'T HAVE IT CAUSE YOU AINT GOT ENOUGH FUBUCKS? WELL HERES YOUR CHANCE NOW.. ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS TELL ME WHAT PICTURE YOU WOULD LIKE TO COMMENT ON AND I'LL GRAB IT. THEN ALL YOUR FRIEND AND YOURSELF LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS ON IT AS YOU WANT TO.. YOU WILL GET 5 FUBUCKS FOR EVERY ONE COMMENT THAT IS LEFT ON YOUR PICTURE.. YOU CAN BOMB IT AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE OR AS LITTLE AS YOU LIKE ITS UP TO YOU.. YOU ALSO CASH OUT WHEN EVER YOUR READY TO.. SAY YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS LEFT 1,000 COMMENTS AND THATS ALL YOU FEEL LIKE DOING THEN JUST COME AND TELL ME.. I'LL TOSS YOU OVER 5,000 FUBUCK. ALL I REQUIRE IS THAT YOU DO A MIN OF 500 COMMENTS... ANYTIME AFTER THAT YOU CAN CASH OUT.. THATS WHATS SO GREAT ABOUT THIS GIVE AWAY.. ITS UP TO YOU HOW MUCH AND HOW FAST YOU MAKE THE FUBUCKS... SAY YOU WANT A LOT AND YOUR ABLE TO LEAVE LOAD IN JUST TWO DAYS AND YOUR READY TO CASH OUT.. JUST TELL ME AND ILL X5 TO WHAT EVER

The Internal Warrior
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY SOMEONE I ONCE LOVED AND STILL HAVE MUCH LOVE FOR ONE LOVE ONE LIFE SO WE LIVE REDEYEDBANDIT -MY INTERNAL WARRIOR- -WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT -THE RUNNING -THE STRETCHING -THE CARTERS -THE WEAPONS -THE PATH -THE JOURNEY -THE RULES -THE LEARNING -THE FEAR -THE FOCUS -THE ACHES -THE PAINS -THE CONTACT SPARING -THE BREAKS -THE SPRAINS -THE TRAILS AND ERRORS -THE RANKS -THE BELTS -THE SPIRITUAL GROWTH -THE SCIENCE OF BREATH -THE TEST -THE TECHNICS -THE FORMS -THE STANCES -THE FLOW -THE RYTHIM -THE INTERNAL ANSWERS -THE HERBS -THE HEALING -THE QUIET METITATIONS -THE TRUTH -REVEALED -THROUGH DAILY DETICATIONS -THE LOVE FOR THE ARTS -THE SWEAT ON YOUR SHIRT -THE MIND -THE BODY -THE SPIRIT -AT WORK -THE FEELINGS OF FAILURE -THE HOPES TO SUCEEED -THE BATTLE -THE QUESTIONS -LIKE SHOULD I SMOKE WEED -THE WATER -THE THURST -THE CLEANSING -THE BLESSINGS -THE FLASHES OF INSIGHT -THE TEACHINGS -THE LESSONS -THE GRAPLING AND LOCKING

Spotlight
MOLLY IS THE SPOTLIGHT FOR TODAY, SHE IS AN AWESOME WOMAN AND A GOOD FRIEND TO MANY...SHE HELPS SO MANY PPL OUT ALL THE TIME OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF HER HEART NOT OUT OF OBLIGATION...WON'T YOU PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE TODAY...SHE IS ONE OF THOSE PPL THAT ANYONE WHO IS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE HER AS A FRIEND IS VERY BLESSED...THANK YOU SO MUCH IN ADVANCE...

Sex Great Excercise
Having sex is yet another great past time for burning up those unwanted fat producing calories... REMOVING CLOTHES With partner's consent... 12 calories Without partner's consent... 187 calories UNHOOKING BRA Using two calm hands... 7 calories Using one trembling hand... 36 calories GETTING INTO BED Lifting partner... 1.5 calories Dragging partner along floor... 16 calories Using skateboard.. . 3 calories ACHIEVING ERECTIONS For normal healthy man... 2.5 calories Losing erection... 14 calories Searching for it... 115 calories PUTTING ON CONDOM With erection... 1.5 calories Without erection... 300 calories INSERTING DIAPHRAGM If the woman who does it is: Experienced. .. 6 calories Inexperienced. .. 73 calories If a man does it... 650 calories Add five calories for retrieving it from across the room. POSSIBLE INTERCOURSE SIDE EFFECTS Bouncing... 7 calories Sliding around... 9 calories Serious skidding... 12 calories W

2008 Tax Code>>>>lmao
2008 TAX CODE: The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2008, the penis will now be taxed according to size: The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00 3 - 5 " Nuisance Tax $30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a tax refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Dolphin Rescues Whales, P2
Smith said Moko arrived on the scene and he could hear the whales and the dolphin making noises, apparently to one another. "The whales made contact with the dolphin and she basically escorted them about 200 yards parallel with the beach to the edge of the sandbar. "Then she did a right-angle turn through quite a narrow channel and escorted them out to sea. "There's been no sign of the whales since Monday, they haven't re-stranded." "What the communication was I do not know, and I was not aware dolphins could communicate with pygmy sperm whales, but something happened that allowed Moko to guide those two whales to safety." Moko has become famous for her antics at Mahia, which include playing in the surf with swimmers, approaching boats to be patted and pushing kayaks through the water with her snout. Such close interaction with humans is rare among dolphins but not unknown. "She's become isolated from her pod obviously for one reason or another, but obviously made Mah

My Daughter And Sister
She was born September 13 2007.. she had alot of medical problems and my husband i went through alot to feed her and give her medications.. my best friend ashley learned all the stuff and was really close to her.. my husband i were back and forth to the hospital.. anyways march 17 we lost her and it is almost a year since she has been gone and it is really tough.. i hope and pray every night my best friend/sister has a healthy baby and everything goes alright.. i am going to be there for her as much as she was for me... I love ya ashley

Reflections Of A Beautiful Morning
The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day.

At Happy Hour Plz Hit This Girl
PLEASE HELP LEVEL PEBBLES IN AZ! SHE'S IN A RACE TO GODMOTHER, PLEASE COME HELP OUT, THANK YOU!!!! ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

A Message To All Woman About Men
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any

Confused
I'm very confused nowadays in men that make the statement that they want to meet a nice woman. Someone comfortable in their own skin, fun to be around...blah, blah, blah....is this just a line of crap to make people think ahhh poor guy...I know alot of women...GOOD women, attractive, fun, successful, intelligent that are single looking for these men that are looking for these women, and yes I am one. I'm tired of hearing "Man I can't believe you're single". Are men afraid of women like me? Afraid of confidence? Afraid of success? True I'm on the thicker side but does that make me less of a woman? No it means I'm comfortable with who I am, I'm not going to worry about "me" about if my hair is messy, if my nail broke, or if I can't find my lipgloss. I take care of myself I look nice but I'm going to make DAMN sure my man and kids are happy. I don't mind helping out around the house...not just the inside but mowing the lawn, fixing a fence, taking a trip to the dump, do you think Bar

Players
U CALL UR SELF A PLAYER, CUZ IT SEEMED U PLAYED A FEW... U DIDN'T SEEM TO REALIZE, IT WAS ME PLAYING U!!! IT'S TRUE, U WERE GOOD AT UR GAME AND CAME OUT A WINNER.. BUT COMPARED TO ME, U WERE JUST A BEGINER THERE'S STLL LOTS OF LEARNING AND U AINT SHIT YET!! IF U DONT GIVE A FUCK THEN WHY R U SOOO UPSET??? ALTHOUGH U TRIED TO PLAY ME, THINGS DIDNT END UP UR WAY,CUZ UR ON UR KNEES BEGGING ME TO COME BACK TO U... HOW DOES IF FEEL TO LOOSE? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE A FAILURE? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE PLAYED......... BY A FEMALE PLAYA??? LOL

How A Real Man Should Act !!!!
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start to cry [ Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ she really does, more than you could understand ] When she grabs at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] When she bumps into you; [ bump into

Omg Shes Such A Freaking Slut!!!!
OH WOOPS WRONG BLOG.. AH SHIT OH WELL. DARN IT.. WELL SINCE I HAVE YOU HERE AND ALL TAKE A SEC TO READ THIS.. PRETTY INTERESTING.. I DO NOT KNOW EITHER OF THESE TWO LADIES.. IN FACT I WAS JUST MADE AWARE OF THIS BY KAYLA TODAY.. WOW.. WHY DO I FEEL THE NEED TO HELP THIS WOMAN OUT SO BAD.. I REALLY DON'T KNOW BUT I DO... PLEASE READ THIS MUMM AND ALL THE COMMENTS THAT GO WITH THIS MUMM AND THEN YOU TELL ME WHY YOU THINK IT IS THAT I WANT HER TO WIN THIS.. PLEASE RATE HER WITH ALL YOU GOT AT HAPPY HOUR.. I HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN BY HELPING HER OTHER THEN I FEEL ITS THE RIGHT THING TO DO IF I CAN IN DEED MAKE A DIFFERENCE HERE.. I HOPE I CAN.. PLZ HELP IF YOU WOULD.. TY TY ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar THE MUMM YOU ALL SHOULD READ.. OMG WOW FOCCUS ON THE COMMENTS BEING SAID.. HUM WOW http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=360118#

I Got A Red Hot Mind And A Cold Black Heart
Last night I went down to the railroad tracks To watch that train roll by 99 cars screaming into the dark I heard the lonesome whistle cry With her name on my arm and the rain coming down I kissed her like it was the first time I took her down to the railroad tracks, and her red,red lips touched mine (Chorus:) She said,"I wanna rock and roll Wanna hoochie coo Shake that thing Baby, love me do" The woman's got a ass to make a man cry, throw back his head and howl Ruby red lips, liquid hips, more than the law will allow If I told her once, I told her twice I must of told her a thousand times I got a red hot mind and a cold black heart I am the jealous kind The woman just laughed and said, "Sweet Daddy You know you are the only one You're my smooth lover boy, my heartache and joy Com on let's have some fun." (Chorus) It was early last night, I went downtown To a place called Johnny's Last Stand Through the blues and the smoke I saw her on the dance floor

Sexiest Men On Fubar Auction Info And Rules
Hey guys I am hosting my first auction and guess what...Hell_Yea it's goin to be a chance for the guys to be owned... I am looking for at least 10 guys that wants to show off their sexiness and have a lucky fu-lady own them. If you are interested please send me a fumessage with the link to the pic you want to use for the auction and a list of what you are offering.... The auction will officially start when I have 10 entrants and it will run for 5 days beginning on a Monday and ending on that Friday. Also ladies if you know a hottie guy that you want to have entered in the auction you can put them up for bids as well... The entry fee for each contestant is $25,000 fu-bucks each... and the minimum bid on each contestant is $50,000 fubucks... everything goes on bids..this is not just a fubucks auction bids can also be blast, happy hours, tickers, and fubling packs.... fora person to bid on you they will need to rate your pic and leave a comment letting telling what they are bidding and ea

Stupid Nasty Ass Skank!!
I am posting this blog cause I am pissed this stupid lil cunt thinks she's got to get involved in my 3 week old daughter's business with her fahter..it ain't even about me..i could careless..but my daughter is none of hers..and her mouth running..and well for those of you on my friends list can see the pics of her and her father and know that they look identical.. Date: Mar 14, 2008 9:39 AM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: just one thing Body: just to let u know i never told todd not to sign the birth certificate see what u guys fail to realize is i don't give a fuck what happens if u guys get bk to gether u do if u don't u don't don't hurt my feelings either way an he knows this. no i have not seen the pics of the baby he told me he deleted them when i ask'd to see them. he said that the baby didn't look like him so all i told him is then i would get a dna test b4 u sign'd it. but belive what u want think what u want cause i could give a fuck less. an as to what

Omg Is She F*king Crazy??
Ok everyone I'm on the auction block! Come see what you can get if you are the highest bidder!! Wanna Own me for a month? You could have your name next to mine and much much more!!! You know you want it, so come and get it! Just click the link below and place your bid. Bidding ends March 21st, so hurry up before someone steals me away!!!

When I Was Dyin, You Became My Breath
The subject line is lyrics from currently one of my favorite bands, One Less Reason. The song is called Snow Angels. Check them out, they are on myspace.com/onelessreason They are an awesome band, kinda rock style music but really good lyrics. As far as anything written by me.. It has been hard lately. I haven't come up with anything worth a damn. I have been just struggling.. Its like, I want to write, but nothing I put down in pencil is working for me. But this is called "My Fantasy" - It sucks mind you, but it is all I can pull out. Your skin is on my fingertips but I can't feel your touch I know your lips are close to kiss but I'll never know your taste Like a dangeling string Out of a cats paw reach Close enough to extend out but never within the grasp You are my fantasy So close to knowing Far enough to watch you leave Like an outlining shawdow In the hope of light but never able to completely see You are my fantasy Though I've felt your skin n heard your wor

Teardrops
The tears fall. slipping down my face. I hear the angels singing Amazing Grace. The time is near, I don't want to go the angels say I have to though. Our time together was short and sweet you marched right in swept me off my feet. The tears will fall for a little while and I'll always remember how you made me smile...

No One Else...
i've been looking for that one girl and now that i have found you there is no one else i need to confess to you with complete honesty that i've never felt like this before i spent many hours alone in sorrow until i saw you only you can make me smile you filled that gapping hole inside of me and all i want to do now is return the favor as i hold your hand just let me love you no gigantic desert, not the biggest ocean could keep me away for long everything i do now every song and poem i wish to sing to u i spent many hours alone in sorrow until i saw you only you can make me smile you filled that gapping hole inside of me just let me love you and trust in me tell me what your feeling just stay here with me i could make you smile i could take you to a new world if you let me love you cuz i cant go far if i am alone tell me that your feeling tell me what your seeing when your heart thinks of me i've been looking for that one girl

Broken Herated
My Heart has been broken and probally for the last time. I have found out that the love of my life has moved on with her life and has left me for another man who she has never met and moved into her house. I am having trouble letting go and I know I should. She says really wants to be friends and I am struggling to keep with in her guidelines She helps me in many ways with my bills and sometimes rides when ineeed them if time permitts now that she has someone living with her I am not sure just how a friendship can really work my feelings for her are that I am not sure how long I cang on just being friends when it is convient for her. Well more will come Frank

My First Auction!!
My first fu-auction!!! Who's gonna be my first fu-owner?I'm up for sale in Abby's auction!!! So, for those of you who may want to own me for a month, here is what my owner will get: 1)All stash rated 2)500 pix rated 11's during HH 3)Added to family for the month(if not already there) 4)Daily profile comments 5)Added as #1 friend for the month 6)Pimpout in bully 7)Profile Pimpout 8)OWNED by in my name for the month ****PLEASE NO VIP BIDS*** !!!!!!!!!AUCTION OPEN!!!!!!!! just click the pic to bid! This auction brought to you by Abby. stop and show her love (Albums are set friends only! Please rate/add to bid) Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~@ fubar

Read This!!!!
OKAY IM GETTING REALLY SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE GOING BEHIND MY BACK AND TALKING SHIT. YOU WANNA HEAR SOME TRUTH WELL HEAR IT FUCKING GOES.......I DONT CARE WHAT STACY OR LONI HAS EVER SAID ABOUT ME THEY DIDNT KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME....NONE OF YOU DO.....NONE OF YOU HAVE ANY RIGHT TO JUDGE ME AFTER HEARING BULLSHIT FROM CERTAIN PEOPLE (JUNE AND SHERRI YA'LL BETTER LISTEN THE FUCK UP). WHO I AM AND WHO PEOPLE "PERCIEVE" ME TO BE IS TWO DIFFERENT FUCKING THINGS....MOST OF YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE REAL "JAY" IS AND I KEEP IT THAT WAY FOR A FUCKING REASON....IVE LET WAY TO MANY PEOPLE IN TOO DEEP AND THEYVE FUCKED ME ROYALLY SO NOW I PUT A WALL UP AND ONLY LET PEOPLE IVE KNOWN FOR AWHILE OR HAVE A KINDRED SPIRIT WITH ME INSIDE THAT WALL. IVE SO FUCKING HAD IT WITH THIS ONLINE FUCKING DRAMA! "IM A REAL PIECE OF WORK" JUNE SAYS....HAHAHAHAHA ONCE AGAIN THIS IS A NOTHER CASE OF PEOPLE BELIEVING OTHER PEOPLES BULLSHIT AND IM NOT STANDING FOR IT ANYMORE...YA'LL GOT SOME SHIT TO SAY TO M

Some Ppl
I really don't mind making pics or skins for people. In fact, I like doing it a lot. And most people have found that out by actually talking to me. What burns my ass is when people come on my page, don't rate, just look at what I have done and rip it. No matter if the skin or pic has my face and/or name on it. Now that is just plain freakin' rude. I mean I get private mails asking me to make pics for people, at least these people ask, but you know, it would be nice to be acknowledged for making these pics by at least clicking the little 10/11 cherry as you are looking at it and liking it so much. So yea, if you don't have the common courtesy to rate or recognize the person that has taken the time to make the pic or skin then dont make the time to ask for their help. DO IT YOUR FREAKIN SELF and see how it feels when ppl do it to you. One pissed off ~Dream~

Auction
I am up for auction....Lets see how important i am to some people....lol...Make sure to stop by and show *hell_yea_Ima_princess* made love...She is great and always returns love.... The auction ends next Friday the 21st.......Remember F/A/R *hell_yea_Ima_princess*!!!! hell_yea_Ima_princess *ThE sExY/eRoTiC pRoMoTeR for ~EROTICA~@ fubar The auction ends next Friday the 21st....

Love
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love? For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak And heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny m

Wish I Would Of Thought Of This
For everyone that is looking too level. Just sharing some helpful hits and some links too help make it easier on you To those looking to level easier when you find things on other friends page DO NOT RIP pictures that you would like too use ask them if it ok and give them credit for it. There are no points on ripped pictures!!!!! For those that are at 99% the only way too level up is too add a salute. If you need help adding one here is a blog on how too add them from Year of the Dragons http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324210 Having stash makes leveling so much easier. Here are links too help you find stash easier. Thank you to The Confederate Bomber for allowing me too share with you. Please show them some love there profile link is located at the bottom. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com w

Cute Joke!!!
Cute joke!!! A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent tr

Baby Has Arrived
My son has finally arrived, albiet a couple of months early. He is now 5 days old and is doing wonderfully. He is strong an healthy, breating room air now, and even taking breast milk through his feeding tube for the last few days. We put his binky in his mouth during feeding and he just goes to town on it, lol. I have new pics in his folder if anyone wants to look at them. Off to visit my wonderful son now....

Whoa Mule
Whoa mule, whoa mule, We're dirty but were dreaming Whoa mule, whoa mule, We'll both get there someday All you ramblers, You silk tongue gamblers Listen to my tale It won't take long, To sing you my song Full of trouble and despair So fair thee well, You troubadours Whose pockets have no lining I can tell you that all pastures stay green But you know that I'd be lying Whoa mule, whoa mule, We're dirty but were dreaming Whoa mule, whoa mule, We'll both get there someday My own true love is a raven haired girl Whose lives way back down the hollow I take her by her lily white hand And into the woods we wonder Her daddy was a river man As mad as a hatter Her mama she's as soft as snow But that don't really matter Whoa mule, whoa mule, We're dirty but were dreaming Whoa mule, whoa mule, We'll both get there someday Sometimes a road is rocky and hard Full of dangers unrelenting Just take great care to follow your stars Let the good tim

24 Things To Always Remember...and One Thing To Never Forget
I saw this on one of my friends blogs and just had to share it. A very powerful message. Your presence is a present to the world. You are unique and one of a kind. Your life can be what you want it to be. Take the days just one at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles. You will make it through whatever comes along. Within you are so many answers. Understand, have courage, be strong. Do not put limits on yourself. So many dreams are waiting to be realized. Decisions are too important to leave to chance. Reach for your peak, your goal, your prize. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. Do not take things too seriously. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember that a little love goes a long way. Remember that a lot… goes forever. Remember that friendship is a wise investment. Lifes treasures are people… together. Realize that it is never too late. Do ordinary things i