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Lonely Hearts
Millions of Lonely Hearts The world has never known Bleeding in their discontent Love and hope is gone Searching for the elusive dream That some may never find Broken hearts around the world Cannot compare with mine Searching in their loneliness Does love really exist Do hearts ever truly find love Or is it hit and miss Does love only last a moment Then slowly fade away Do we only live on memories Reliving yesterday Why do we keep searching When love seems so far away Why do we keep wishing That love could really stay So many lonely hearts That it would surely seem Two could find each other To live that elusive dream

Hit Him With Your Best Shot!!!
He was a Fu-King almost too GodFather yesterday and was hacked and lost his account.. Help him level up and lets get him back too Fu-King.. Hes got alot of stash and pictures too rate.. Please dont just rate to level rate everything he has!!! Thanks for all the Fu-Love you are showing too help him!!!!! ©§NIPER® OWNED BY s10grfr/stenogal, H@rleyB@by69,TinkerbellMN84 & Silverpixi@ fubar (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-04-22 09:14:10')

Put Your Affairs In Order
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you had best put your affairs in order.' The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. 'Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things do not go so well. In this case, things are not well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini.' After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.' The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you

Boyfriend Applications...please Apply!!
Full Name : Age: Height: Weight: Eye Color: Hair Color: Relationship status: Are you a virgin: If no, how many sexual partners have you had: Do you smoke: Drink: Drugs: Do you have kids: If yes, how many: Do you work out: Do you have a steady source of income: Do you live alone: If no, who do you live with: What kind of car do you drive: Furthest level of education: Favorite sport & team: Have you ever cheated on a girlfriend: Do you cook: What is your religion: Piercings/Tattoos: Favorite movie of all time: Favorite Genre of music: What is your idea of a perfect date: Why do you believe you would be a good boyfriend: List any special skills you may have: What do you expect out of a relationship: Why did your last 3 relationships end:

Hit The 270 Marker.
2 1/5 hours of fencing last night and fairly rigorous. First hour was point control exercise which I desperately need. Then the next 1 1/2 hours was Flasche's which are brutal. I was sore from head to toe yesterday but this morning I don't feel so bad. I am planning on hitting the gym tonight and get on the elliptical to keep the blood flow going and stay on this downward weight loss trend. Hopefully I will break the 270 barrier tomorrow.

Women Of The World Beware
You've heard about people who have been abducted and had their kidneys removed by black-market organ thieves. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. I went to sleep and woke up with someone else's thighs. It was just that quick. The replacements had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans. And then the thieves struck again. My butt was next. I knew it was the same gang, because they took pains to match my new rear-end to the thighs they had stuck me with earlier. But my new butt was attached at least three inches lower than my original! I realized I'd have to give up my jeans in favor of long skirts. Two years ago I realized my arms had been switched. One morning I was fixing my hair and was horrified to see the flesh of my upper arm swing to and fro with the motion of the hairbrush. Thi

Dead Runny Babbit Experience
Well, I just got home from taking the kids to catch their school bus and when I got back I went straight to the back yard to check on the poopie dog. Well, Bodey kept messing with something over at the wire fence that is between mine and the bitch's, um I mean my neighbor's yard and I saw something furry. I first thought I was seeing a squirrel tail and that he had gotten stuck on his way through but as I walked over to it, I saw it's head laying on the ground on my side of the fence and sure enough it was a runny babbbit!!! I was mortified to say the least! Bodey had apparently gotten to it as it was struggling to get through the fence but his bootay was too big and he couldn't get through the fence all the way.....his back legs were up off the ground so he had no traction in order to try and get out of the sticky situation he was in. So, here is all this beautiful bunny fur that my dog had pulled out of it's neck..............awful. So, instead of allowing my dog to do more dam

Ty~rate/comment Count On Auction Too ;-)
I want to thank everyone who has come by my auction site and commented/rated/bid. This means so much to me and I want to send lots of hugs and kisses out to all of you. If you don't want to bid on me thats just fine but I wanted you to know that rates/comments also count :-D Here is the link: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=971966&albumid=959849&i=1640070174&idx=0 Again, tysm for all the love!!! Peace~

Jus Life !!! 57 Vs. 07
What a difference 50 years makes. SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack.. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin.

Anyone Coming
Well being brand new to the whole Blog deal I am not sure what prompts people to read. I hope to get some feedback from this but my first was not very successful. I am just curious if anyone out in fu-land is planning on coming to Ohio Bike Week? Please read the first entry and give feedback. Thank you

Repost About An Old Job (originally 4/14/06)
So, the name seems a little funny, but it has been changed to protect the real identity I am getting ready to rant and rave about. This person is/was my boss from November 2005 through April 2006 - what a waste of 6 months! I thought I could trust this man - a straight-talking Jew from Motomac, Paryland - he said things were well on their way to being great. We supposedly had the support of everyone above our little startup company and could easily make and do whatever we needed to do to be a successful company. Thanksgiving came and went, Christmas came and went, New Years came and went - and then the proverbial shit hit the proverbial fan and made a proverbial MESS of everything. In the end of January I began wondering what was going on about the time my boss came to me and said he was "fed up with the bullshit out of [Spain]." I thought - WTF!? I wondered how we were doing so well and now that Trichael Mimming was off our payroll everything would be fine. Apparently some

Things About Me
well i really dont know how this works i an just trying something out i am a 32 wm and there are things about me that i would to tell ppl but yet i dont everybody to know at the same time. so if you read this and you would like to know what it is that is on my mind please feel free to send a nessage and after i look over your profile i will let you know if i would like you to know what it is. Because see i have real life friends and family on here that i do want to them to know what these things are so that is why i thought i would try this

Magickal Guidelines
1) Never experiment or practice with magickal applications, symbols, or systems that you do not FULLY understand. If you do not know the full gambit of what you are doing, Do Not Do It. Retribution and causalities can be far reaching and abound in more ways than you can imagine. 2) Do not link money with your magick. It will effect the outcome and the caster. Reimbursement for supplies, time, and effort is acceptable but, never demanded. 3) Never use your skills and abilities to impress or fascinate someone. The God and Goddess do not need another arrogant buffoon. You will fail miserably. 4) Do not scare or threaten others with magickal intimidations or the like. We are Witches, not thugs. Remember the Law of Three. 5) Know that thoughts are things, and that which you create may and probably will manifest in this reality. 6) Never lie to yourself or others. This is the epitome of deceit. This becomes a circle of self-destruction. 7) All things that are -bad- in your

Gone
GONE THATZ MY LIFE.... GONE ALONG WITH MY WIFE.... GONE JUST LIKE THAT.... GONE A REALITY SMACK.... GONE FOREVER.... GONE ITS NOT CHANGING LIKE THE WHEATHER.... WHERE DO I GO ???? I DON'T KNOW.... WHO AM I TODAY???? SHIT I DON'T EVEN KNOW.... WHERE DID I GO???? ONLY MY HEART KNOWZ.... LIFE WASN'T EASY THAT I KNOW BUT WHY LET GO???? NOW I'M FACED WITH CHOICEZ AND I BEEN HEARING VOICES.... WHATS GONNA MAKE ME HAPPY???? I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE HELL DID MY LIFE GO????

She Had The World - Panic At The Disco
From their new album... it has a cool funky sound. I'm addicted :) Plus yanno, it reminds me of my life :/ She held the world upon a string But she didn't ever hold me Spun the stars on her fingernails But it never made her happy Cause she couldn't ever have me She said she won the world at a carnival But she could never win me Cause she couldn't ever catch me I, I know why Because when I look in her eyes I just see the sky When I look in her eyes Well I, just see the sky I don’t love you I'm just passing the time You could love me if I knew how to lie But who could love me? I am out of my mind Throw an old line out to sea To see if I can catch a dream The sun was always in her eyes She didn't even see me But that girl had so much love she'd wanna kiss you all the time Yeah, she'd wanna kiss you all the time She said she won the world at a carnival But I'm sure it didn’t ruin her Just made her more interesting I'm sure it didn’t ruin her Jus

Why Do We Do It ?
Sometimes things just don`t go like they are suppose too. Then is when we realize we need a change. From what we are doing and what we have done. Why do we do it? Sometimes we have to just to make ourselves happy. Maybe it is to better our lives, and then maybe it doesn`t. We as humans still have to try, just to see if we can do it. So what if we fail at what we want to accomplish. You never know unless you try in the first place. Why do we do it? To prove to ourselves that we can. Reassurance helps heal old pains, and sometimes mends them. Change is sometimes for the better!!!

Thankful
I look around and what do I see, not a lot of things matter to me. Dont make a killing at my job, but at least I dont have to go out and rob. See there arent to many things I need, have already planted my seed. I dont drive the hottest car in town, but sometimes I act like a clown. Like to see and make people smile, because that`s just me and my style. My house isnt big as a castle, just means cleaning it isnt such a hassle. Lord knows that I am not rich, yes sometimes life can be a bitch. You just have to take it all in stride, and sometimes put away your pride. Friends and my family they all love me, because myself is all that I have to be. No need to impress them... they love me the way I am! Even though I try as hard as I can. Maybe you can be Thankful for what you have!!

It's On
Casey thinks I can not by pass her in rank again. So I told her hell ya I could with in a month. So now the bets are on. I need 13k profile rates with in a month. Please help me work my ass off in getting profile rates. Pimp me Pimp me Pimp me :D And I'll love u for life. If I bypass her she will post some NSFW for ya'll! NSFW and Casey WOW, thats like unheard of!!!!! Soooo would you be a doll and rate my profile please, Reposts are definitely wanted :) � WARNING � 1.4 Explosive@ fubar

Auction Open ..you Have To See These#'s
WOW has this Auction been a huge turn out .. 50 entries... over 7.5 Mill in fubucks bid and over $2,000 in cash bids ..so you can see what a great turn out this has been and it's only been 6 days days..TODAY is the LAST day that I will be accepting entries. So if you want in you better hurr

Bwahahaha Funnny!!!!!!!!
This new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath; he did not kick the shit out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock and was knocked

Autism Bully 1
COME AND ENTER AUTUSM SUPPORT LOUNGE!!!! BRING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND WE WILL BE HERE TO TRY TO HELP ANWSER THEM!!!!WE WELCOME ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HAS QUESTIONS, INSITE, OR JUST WANTS TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE AUTISM SUPPORT LOUNGE COME AND ENTER AUTUSM SUPPORT LOUNGE!!!! BRING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND WE WILL BE HERE TO TRY TO HELP ANWSER THEM!!!!WE WELCOME ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HAS QUESTIONS, INSITE, OR JUST WANTS TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!

It Will Be Worth It...promise.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance; take it. Nobody said that it would be EASY, They just PROMISED it would be WORTH IT.

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 11
As the knight stairs up at the moonlit sky And gazes upon the stars so bright He points to one to let it serve as a reminder Of all the things he loves about her "This one is for her adoring smile" "And this one is for her endearing style" "This one reminds me of her eyes" "As round as the moon and as big as the sky" "This star is for her amazing laugh" " This one is for her peace that calms my wrath" "There are not enough stars in the heavens above" "To count all the wonderous facets of this maiden I love"

--------------for Friends---------
whose name do u look for first? When a slow song comes on the radio,whose face comes to Ur mind first? When u hear Ur phone ringing who do u hope is calling? Whose name makes ur heart skip a beat? In the next 1hr send this to as many people as u can on Ur list.....nd the person that u r thinking of, will do something special to show how much they care about u! If I don’t get dis back I guess Ur not my friend. If u have a lot of love for someone copy and send to Ur whole list

30 Minutes
Mama, papa forgive me Out of sight, out of mind Out of time to decide Do we run? should I hide For the rest of my life Can we fly? do we stay? We could lose we could fail And the more minutes take To make planer, or mistakes 30 minutes, the blink of the night 30 minutes to alter our lifes 30 minutes to make up my mind 30 minutes to finally decide 30 minutes to whisper your name 30 minutes to shelter the blame 30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies 30 minutes to finally decide Carousels in the sky That we shape with our eyes Under shade silhouettes casting Shapes crying rain Can we fly do I stay We could lose, we could fail Either way, options change Chances fail, trains derail. 30 minutes, the blink of the night 30 minutes to all of our lifes 30 minutes to make up my mind 30 minutes to finally decide 30 minutes to whisper your name 30 minutes to show her the blame 30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies 30 minutes to finally decide To decide, to decide to dec

A Special Friend Of Friend
THIS IS NOT FOR ME BUT ANOTHER REALLY GOOD FRIEND SHE WROTE: Saturday, Kenny Chesney (which isn't one of my favorite singers) is having a concert here in Columbia. He and the local radio station are having a contest for some local small town bands. The band that gets the most votes, will get to open for Kenny Chesney's concert on Saturday, which could be a big deal. Anywho, a very good personal friend of mine and his band is one of the bands that is competing. All I need you to do is go to the radio station's website and click on their band to vote for them. There are a few videos there if you would like to watch them. David has been singing all his life and personally I love his singing. If you do take the time and go and vote for him, please leave me a comment here and let me know. Thanks so much!!! Mary He is contestant #2: David Cooler from Bamberg, SC. Woot! The little tiny small town I grew up in. Please Please show him love!! This is the link to the page. http://www

I'm Worth It
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money, I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life. "He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimula

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman With passing years-only grows! You don’t stop laughing because you grow old; you grow old because you stop laughing

I've Been Called
I've been called! by LateNiteFantasy© I've been called "a real bastard!" This just isn't so! My birth statis is well proved, That's something I know! I've been known to even fight, Over some names said. Some things a man just can't take, They'll make him see red. Like "You're a woman hater!" Damn all chauvenists! I love gals I don't hate them, This will make me pissed! Something else that makes me fight, "You're a homo-phobe!" That's just not true my friend, I don't know the scope. I've been called "an Asshole" and, Called a "Shithead" too. I don't care about these names, They are mostly true! There's something you can believe, No one's ever said, "You're a piss poor lover," or, "You don't give good head!" Cause I love all the women, And I always will! I'll do anything for them, And I'm doing it still!!

Happy Birthday To Me
This is a poem written for me on my birthday by my the famous poet, Gina Williams who is my ex-wife. Lee, You're 50 now, it's only an age. For your book of life, it's only a page. The pages have turned, one after another, and in a few pages, I was your lover. Though that chapter closed and came to an end, I'm still in your book as a true and blue friend. I wouldn't miss a chance on your 50th to say I hope all that you want in your life comes your way. Happy Happy Birthday and here's to a wonderful year for you. Be blessed and at your best. Love Always Gina

You Know You're From California If:
Subject: FW: You know you're from California If: So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this, You know you're from California if: 1. Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible. 2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. 3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English. 4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower. 5. You can't remember . . is pot illegal? 6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a spe rm donor. 7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. 8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal? 9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears. 10. Gas costs $1.00 per gall

Hot Or Not
HOT OR NOT***POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = ------ Handsome 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13.= Let's get married

Modeling Vids
ALL MY ViiDEOS ARE HiiGHLY COPYWRiiTTEN...SO NO ONE CAN DOWNLOAD THEM...NOT EVEN ME....SO ii POSTED LiiNKS TO ALL OF MY ViiDEOS JUST COPY AND PASTE the last one should bring up your media player=] THiiS iiS THE FiiNAL 3 MODELiiNG CONTESTANTS...YES iiM ONE..... http://web.knoxnews.com/special/topmodel06/finalists.swf THiiS iiS WHERE ii WON....ii DiiDNT EXPECT iiT AT ALL....ONCE AGAiiN MY LAST NAME iiS SPELLED OWEYNS...THANKS WHS LOLZ JK http://web.knoxnews.com/special/topmodel06/morgan_owens.swf This is wher I got to go to NY and see fashion shows and famous people =] I dont talk till near the end http://wms.scripps.com/knoxville/features/0214kevin.wmv

Life Is Too Short
hello everyone.... i nkow life is to short to stop lookin at beutiful things so answer a ??? for me if you have time..yes i am married but is it wrong for me to admire other ladies? mainly on line i never meet them in person....my wife says its cheatin on her but i dont feel im wrong for lookin as im just married not blind

Your Attendance Is Requested
LocNLoad67 & CCA would be honored if you would attend the celebration of our love together by the joining of our hands in Fu-marriage. Friday, April 25th at 10:00 eastern standard time In Aces up lounge. We look forward to celebrating our union with you!! Ivory Tigress will join the to in happiness so be sure to be there down below are the links to both lounges be sure to subcribe

My Computer!
My Computer! by LateNiteFantasy © One day my darn computer, Just started popping pooters, And giving out an odor that was wrong. There was a sulpher smell, that made me think of Hell, My Damned computer had got up and gone!!

Mysticism
Majestic mysticism dances in magnetic realms of ritual. Tides of vindication ride smoothly on contempt justification. Loose yourself naught in the gleam of retribution. Linger in understanding of ones venerable right of instinct. Respect the congregation of peace within ones core rite. Instigate the being within. Tug upon the ability of transformation. Excel naught the vile recognition of jealousy. Preserve and cultivate awareness of ones innate insight. Revel in the distribution of fairness. Every tide turns to favorable strides. Gain satisfaction in the strokes of ones self portrait. Beauty lies upon the canvas of hues, feathered by life's brush. Lend ones brush unto the sweet melody of trance. Compose ones symphony, one delightful note in reverberating time. Pace ones steps into future endeavors with care and meticulous thought; bringing both action and consequence forefront. Cherish ones experiences, molding them into wisdom and liberation. Present ones imagi

Pounding Drums
TarRum TarRum Tum The drums are calling Pay heed and listen Thump Thump Thump The beat intrances Hear the calling Invoke the rites The drums are calling Feel the rythem Sway to and fro TarRum TarRum Tum Give your offerings Lend your spirit and rejoice Thump Thump Thump Freedom for the taking Luster bound in dance Float on feather clouds The drums are calling TarRum TarRum Tum

The Long Stranger!
The Lone Stranger! by LateNiteFantasy© The late August afternoon's heat was blistering as the Western sun made it's inevitable way to the horizon. There was an old rambling shack called the Mooney Hotel, at an angle across the street from the town's corral. A full-length porch stretched from one side to the other, across the full length of the hotel. Two old timers were seated side-by-side on some old cane-bottom chairs decorating the front of Mooney's. One old timer, scruffy looking with a grey tobacco-stained beard and moustache, leaned forward long enough to squirt a stream of brown tobacco juice with a dead eyed aim at a brown lizzard, just as the critter opened its mouth to flick it's tongue at a slow moving horse fly. Needless to say, the lizzard was quite shocked and unprepared for the sudden influx of burning liquid. The poor critter rose straight up into the air with a suddenness that would have made a Mississippi bullfrog green with envy! It did a triple back flip an

Dreams
Dreams My dreams were of you yesterday, of better times in a far off place, before love was lost and happiness replaced. I dreamed of you again today, consumed by laughter, planning a future as one, prior to wounds opened by words and rueful actions done. And tomorrow my dreams will be the same, and for many years to come; I pray only for them to fade, images of which misery is the sum.

Tomorrow
Tonight I weep for the long lost dreams I once dared- At peace I will be, with no one dear will they be shared- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time, Awaiting the clock's final chime. Tonight I weep for those who suffer as do I- At peace I will be; tears of pain I will no longer cry- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time- Wanted cleansing of a soul begrimed. Tonight I sleep a slumber to which no other compares- At peace I will be, tranquility sought and finally dared- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time- Guilty of all, of nothing, passion my true crime. Tonight I sleep, without prayers that beg the Lord my soul to take- At peace I will be, absent of thoughts as to where I may wake- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time- Concessions reached, obscurity sublime. Today I wake

Eyes Have It Part Ii
Today i looked into you eyes once more, my heart felt like it was to burst, my pulse raced like a car through the highways of life, i felt myself wanting you, to have you near, to touch you, caress your face, to hear you whisper in my ear how much you want and neeed me for eternity as i do. Yet all i can do is touch the screen of my computer, to hear your voice on the phone, to ache to find whats on your mind, to know if you love me as i love you. yet i still see in your eyes, where i see you....that you are someone else's dream not mine, and my heart slips away like so much wine. ___________________________________________________

Lovely Men Of Fubar... Great Convos
richie: wish i could fuck you and lick your pussy tonight xxx hehe richie: ill call after Niki: after what richie: in 5 minutes Niki: lol im busy richie: i know lol richie: with those other guys that wanna fuck you too lol richie: Niki: yea because theres so many richie: i know baby richie: youre hot and sexy Niki: lol richie: lol richie: i wanna fuck your wet pussy alot too soon hehe richie: are you getting fucked tonight maybe? Niki: lol Niki: by my fingers richie: that sux lol richie: good thing we live close richie: hopefully i can cum see u soon and fuck you richie: if you wouldnt mind a hot older guy with a big cock to fuck you alot? Niki: lol richie: lol richie: hehe Niki: im sure u have plenty of women there richie: some richie: but i like you richie: alot Niki: lol richie: lol richie: richie: and i wanna see you Niki: youre a dork richie: i know richie: Niki: richie: richie: calling richie: no answer lol Niki: told u im busy

Licking
Licking slowly, bottom to top , wanting only never to stop, lick so slowly 'round the base, um so good want a taste? Suckng softly, just the tip, careful now its starting to drip. slide it slowly, between my lips, tastes so sweet, I'd hate to miss. One sweet drop, there on my hand, I'll lick it up then on with my plan. Sucking harder faster now I want it all and I want it now. Deeper now to the base, I have it all in my face, almost there, ohh Now I'm done , eating popcicles is so much fun.

April 23, 2008
You Never Know Author Unknown You never know when someone May catch a dream from you. You never know when a little word, Or something you may do May open up a window Of the mind that seeks the light The way you live may not matter at all... But you never know - it might. And just in case it could be That another's life through you. Might possibly change for the better With a broader brighter view. It seems it might be worth a try At pointing the way to the right. Of course, it may not matter at all, But then again it might. Author Unknown

Loev Me Tender
LOVE me Tender Sung to the music of the same title by Elvis Presley. Love me tender, love me true, Take my cock inside. Now start moving, up and down, For a little ride. Ride it good Babe, ride it long, Keep it inside deep. Slide all the way on my dong, Feel my hard cock leap! Love me tender, love me sweet, Take in all my meat. Let me fill you with my cum, Let me feel your heat. After I have shot my load, Let me slide back out. It makes me feel so damn good, I may have to shout! Love me tender, love me so, I want your sweet ass. I want to ream you out good, I'll do it real fast. Yes my Darling I will love, Your sweet ass so fine. I'll fill it with my big cock, And I'll, make, it mine!!

Low Flyer (my Band) Headlinging (?) The Boardwalk On May 10th!
So, I'm not sure if the two different flyers I've seen are indicative of this, but according to both independent flyers, we're headlining the Boardwalk on May 10th!! TOTALLY news to me, and it's not even confirmed yet. We have no official word on when we go on, what order, etc. But apparently the word has been handed down at least to some degree.. Either they're doing us a favor, or trying to kill us with the unexpected expectations haha... So... We'll see what happens. It's not that far off though! So please, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU in the Sacramento area, we NEED YOU to make it out to the boardwalk, VERY VERY BADLY! We need to show the venue and bookers that we can draw, plus, there's a good amount of you I still haven't met yet! So please by all means, come on out! It's a Saturday (thank god!), and will be a goddamn good time! And for those of you in the know, or remember Track Fighter, Dean's brother is the bassist for Shadowbox Theory, and they freakin' rock, so c

The Hotel (part 1)
The Hotel By Sir Sixx Sir has given Sapphire her task, she is to be at the hotel by 7:30 PM a key will be there waiting. She is to be wearing a short dress, classy but short, and nothing on underneath. She is to proceed directly to the room and upon entering drop the key card on the table, she is to leave the lights off and go and face the far wall. She is to raise her arms above her head and may use the wall to rest her hands on, her legs are to be apart, a standing spread eagle. For what seemed like an eternity Sapphire is there, waiting, listening. I have told her she is not aloud to speak. Then Sapphire hears the door her arms now aching and her legs weak, Sapphire begins to shiver at the fatigue and her heightened awareness that I am now here. She hears me as I walk in and place some thing on the bed. I turn on the lamp and then I pull a chair right up behind her. You hear a click, but quickly pass it off as nothing. Then without warning my lips are at your ear an

Pain
PAIN: a sharp pain has taken over what i once thought love was and now i know the pain is greater. I've loved so much and lost everytime I've truely opened up. Why is it that this boys call them selves men when a real man should know that they dont like pain and niether do females. I'm in deep thought these last couple nights with out being able to really know what to do. When some one tells u they love u shouldn't they show that every day no matter how mad u make them? Why do u want to cause paing to the ones u love cuz i know thats not love at all. I have to wonder about them who say they love me and wonder why if u love someone so much that u dont show the love u say u have unless u think they are going to walk away from u for good. No one likes to be left i guess but if u love someone and all u plan to do is cause them pain why say u love them. Pain to me is about knowing I'm living. With out pain I'd have to think it was all a dream that is never ending. The world we liv

Perfect Day
So it's time for me to get deep in my writings and all that. I haven't in awhile so I figured now with everything going on would be a wonderful time to think about deep thought and share them with everyone. Life: taking a breath everyday and living the breaths and sec. for everything they are worth. Thats how I'd love to truely say I've lived mine. but I'm not able to say that I've taking them for what they are worth alot of the time. But At least I k now I'm not alone. I've opened my eyes this weekend to a whole new thought on being lost and having to find myself. But where do I start when I'm truely a lost soul who can't seem to find the right path. I know Im 20 I still have time to find that right path but do I really. No one knows when it's there time and so I'm failing at living to the fullest in some ways. the 3 L's of living to me at one time was live laugh love... While I've changed the love to learn now. Cuz love has gotten me no where but learning has did so much more for

I Miss My Hubby
so my hubby has been gone for 20 some odd days now and i cant wait till saturday when he comes home its been so werid and hard without him because we just got married i just moved into this new place not many friends and he had to leave me

Promises Of Love
Your skin glows like the starlight, blossoms soft as the rose in the purest hope of spring. My heart follows your gentle voice and leaps at the whisper of your name. This dream floats in the deep night, a crystal light filling my mind. And I am comforted by your song that I carry into the twilight, as the rays of dawn whisper good bye. Whispering in the darkened ebony sky, my soul longs for a love to last, will it ever be mine? Until that day, I wait in the moonlight for your secret song, so that we may love as one, heart to heart, in search of the magnificent and mystical promises of love.

The Hotel (part 2 The Ending)
By Sir Sixx Then I walk back towards you, your eyes never leaving mine, I sit down in the chair in front of you and motion to you to come to me. As Sapphire makes her way to kneel in front of me, I take a fist full of your hair and lean forward and lick you lips and then shove my tongue down your throat. With a jerk I pull you away and push you towards my cock telling you to lick my balls and cock. You slowly start licking my balls and working your way up my shaft, you go to take the head of my cock in your mouth but I pull you away a saying "Sapphire listen to me" I said "lick not suck" you continue to lick up and down and all around my head and shaft, then my balls. I then tell you to take me in your mouth, You eagerly do as I wish as it is your wish also, but I hold your hair so I am controlling your motion and I am slowly allowing you to descend onto my cock. Then I stand up and as I do your movements become quicker forcing my now hard cock deeper and deeper down your throat yo

What Religion Is Your Bra?
What Religion is Your Bra? A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife." "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. "Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color and material imaginable. "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose." Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: "There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple... " The Catholic type supports the masses. The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen, The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright, and The Baptist! makes mountains out of

Cuteasakitten, Enough Is Enough
So like after I really told off this bitch and she agreed to leave me alone, I log in the next day, to find a photo comment she left me, as if it was really ness. right? So I said this to her, do you not know the meaning of fcuk off? (intransitive) To go to hell, to disappear, go away or to screw oneself. really, learn it, embrace it. DO IT! Enough said, oh yeah I'm not a hypocrite, but dear, it has you written all over it. Love to embrace some more of your uh loonie bin crap but I'd rather not, I'm just plain sick of you. I do not bother her in any way, she seems to well I don't know she's a loonie bin thats for sure. Enough is ENOUGH! Right?

The Harley And The Vaseline!
THE HARLEY & THE VASELINE This guy has always dreamed of owning a Harley Davidson. One day he has finally saved up enough money so he goes down to the dealer. After he picks out the perfect bike, the dealer tells him about an old biker trick that will keep the chrome on his new bike free from rust. The dealer tells him that all he has to do is to keep a jar of Vaseline handy and put it on the chrome before it rains, and everything will be fine. He happily pays for the bike and leaves. A few months later, the young man meets a woman and falls in love. She asks him to come home and meet her parents over dinner. He readily accepts and the date is set. At the appointed time, he picks her up on his Harley and they ride to her parent's house. Before they go in, she tells him that they have a family tradition that whoever speaks first after dinner must do the dishes. After a delicious dinner everyone sits in silence waiting for the first person to break the silence and get stuck

Banned From Walmart! {this "i" Is Not Me!!!}
One Man's Good Fight I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that said course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented "You're definitely going to have a BIG problem tomorrow" chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat the next day both of your butt cheeks WILL fall off. > Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No "Watson's Movement 2". Despite habanera peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. > Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of ta

Medical Surgery
This mornin we had to go to the hospital and the beautiful half of the couple had to have her gall bladder removed. According to the doctor it looked very bad when he got it out. She is doped up now and sleeping and hopefully thursday she will be better than today.

Friends Forever...
Obviously written by a woman, but I liked it... Enjoy! Old Age, I decided, is a gift I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and lesscritical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freed

Dream Of The Master Part 1
The reflection of the moon off the glass illuminated sad dark brown eyes, as they gazed at the sky in its nightly dance. Beyond those eyes, a mind worked through wishes, hopes, perhaps even dreams that always turned into nightmares. Racing through feelings that mind, comes to a conclusion and the dark eyes blink turning away from the light to the darkness within their life. There in inviting emptiness do the eyes close and a single tear makes its way down a cold pale cheek. Athena had been here for a year and a day, trapped in her own misery. She’d lost everything she yearned for and only lived now day by day, in silence, hoping no one would notice her yet desperately praying every night for someone to take her into their arms and enwrap her in emotions that she feared were now all dead. She read about love, lust, passion; the words on the pages seemed to flow into her mind, slipping down her body, toying with her heart before causing her breath to leave her lungs as she uttered a s

Im Late I Know
Please forgive my tardiness on rating the Friendship Circle Family this week...I usually get all my rating in om Mon.&Tues. This week has been a rough one and I apologize~!~!Im here now and i will get most of it done tonight~!I will finish on Thursday~! Again Im sorry for the delay~! Your Co-Founder Micki-Blue-Eyes 4-23-08

Dream Of The Master Part 2
Sparks flew in her belly, and she thrust her butt out to Him, opening her legs more. With ease the vibrator caressed her most sensitive area. Rocking against it she searched for her voice, “M-m-Master… May…I…cum…?” the question pressed out between pants. “Yes, my lovely, you may.” Biting her lower lip hard she tossed back her head, moving against the toy, feeling as he shifted it so that it would run along her bud and lips. Shivering, trembling, she raises to her knees, arching back, her skin connecting with his chest. Letting her fingers move over her breasts she rides the vibrator, moaning his name. Feeling the brink of her heightened passion burst, she drops to her arms, her legs closing around the toy, causing it to press against her as her hands rack against the sheet. Writhing there for minutes she collapses her body spent. “Very well done my little Athena.” Slick with her own juices, she feels the toy slip out of her, and hears it being shut off. Then she feels

Tips.... For Men
How to Be the Perfect Guy for Her 1. Don't Obsess About Your Looks 2. Cheer Her Up 3. Be a Gentleman 4. Earn Her Trust 5. Be a Good Kisser 6. Don't Rush Sex 7. Give Her a Great Orgasm 8. Be honest 9. Players not apply

Be Warned! Crackdown
Fubar is cracking down on MUMM comments, Bulletin comments and Profile comments that are sexually explicit. Its a shame since I love the sexy comments I get and never find them offensive. From Fubar Help http://www.fubar.com/help.php April 23, 2008 SEXUALLY GRAPHIC COMMENTS As a reminder to all users, sexually explicit content left on any users page, in the MUMMs (including NSFW marked MUMMs), in bulletins, or in any other public areas of the site is prohibited. If found connected to your user ID, fubar will delete your content and either block your ability to ever comment again, or delete your entire profile. THIS, ALONG WITH THE TERMS OF SERVICE YOU AGREED TO WHEN SIGNING UP WITH fubar.com IS YOUR ONLY WARNING. From fubar.com Terms of Service: Please choose carefully the information you post on fubar.com and that you provide to other Members. Any photographs posted by you may not contain nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter. fubar.com reserve

60 Cheesey Things A Perfect Boi Would Do
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a

Stalkers List 23 April 08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) If someone levels, could you please post a comment letting everyone know who has leveled in between updates so that we all know or if you have any suggestions or find any errors outside of points dropping, please let me know. I do this list at various hours and may make some typos. :) I don't always remember the "delete" or "backspace" key... hehe... :) Thanks for all your support with this list. Each one of you are truly amazing!! :) Good Luck!!! :) 6,632 to Level 10 lost in love@ fubar 7,219 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 7,788 to Level 11 (needs salute) truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 11,169 to Level 13 kasman**SHADOW LEVELER**@ fubar 11,578 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 20,914 to Level 13 momofsteve@ fubar 21,686 to Level 16 ladystartara*Razorblade Kisses or Crimson moon*

Random Jokes Funny And Not Funny
Oval Office Monica Lweinski came into Bill Clintons office. Bill got up and closed the door. He walked over to Monica, dropped his pants, pointed to his dick and said, "How do you like my clock"? Monica said, "What are you talking about, thats not a clock". Bill answered, "Well then, put two hands and a face on it!" DUI During the big DUI Dragnet, a Highway Patrolman waited outside a popular local bar, hoping for a bust. At closing time as everyone came out, he spotted his potential quarry. The man was so obviously inebriated that he could barely walk. He stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes looking fo his car. After trying his keys on five others, he finally found his own vehicle. He sat in the car a good ten minutes as the other patrons left. He turned his lights on, then off, wipers on then off. He started to pull forward into the grass then stopped. Finally when he was the last car, he pulled out onto the road and started to drive away.

Take Your Sweet Time In The Sack
Step 1: Give some attention to nonsexual spots. To get warmed up, a woman needs proper buildup. So start with innocent areas. Run your palms and fingertips over her arms and back with straight strokes and swirling motions. Varying your movements will keep her nerve endings on high alert. When her breathing becomes deeper, turn up the intensity. Step 2: Handle the merchandise gently. With an open palm, move in broad circles over each breast at the same time, making the circles smaller as you get closer to the nipples. Then go over the same spots with the tip of your tongue. Step 3: Head south. Kiss and lick your way down her torso as you run your hands down her sides. While you tease her lower stomach and hip bones with your mouth, lightly massage her thighs and butt with your hands. Then soften the stroke and move to her promised land. Step 4: Put your oral talents to work. Start by gently teasing the clitoris with the tip of your tongue. As she becomes more aroused, increa

Dragons - Guardians
The Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed. That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage). Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress. These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div

Nsfw? An Eagle's T-shirt?
I understand what NSFW means but I just uploaded a picture of my Eagle's Tshirt that I was wearing and someone flagged it NSFW? There is nothing suggestive about it. No skin is showing, nothing racist, yada yada yada. I don't get you people flagging a picture of a T-shirt NSFW.... *blinks*

Speeding Ticket
Speeding ticket CHP vs. USMC Top this for a speeding ticket. Two California Highway Patrol Officers were conducting speeding enforcement on I-15, just north of the Marine Corps Air Station at Miramar?. One of the officers was using a hand-held radar device to check speeding vehicles approaching the crest of a hill. The officers were suddenly surprised when the radar gun began reading 300 miles per hour. The officer attempted to reset the radar gun, but it would not reset and then turned off. Just then a deafening roar over the treetops revealed that the radar had in fact locked on to a USMC F/A-18 Hornet which was engaged in a low flying exercise near the location. Back at the CHP Headquarters the Patrol Captain fired off a complaint to the USMC Base Commander. The reply came back in true USMC style: Thank you for your letter. We can now complete the file on this incident. You may be interested to know that the tactical computer in the Hornet had detected the presence of, and su

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 23
Only one week left in the April Poem-A-Day Challenge Today's prompt: "write about getting older." All in good time Already starting to find signs of inevitable declines in all the lines now etched upon my skin. In hair that's thinned and turning gray and fears of cognitive decay and doubt about the state my life is in. But all of this is not for naught, I've also found what I have sought that until now has slipped away from me. The wisdom and the insight to understand that which I've been through and become someone I would like to be.

My Master's Blog To Me...
i hope YOU don't mind MAITRE doux, but i wanted to bring YOUR words closer to me... so i copied and pasted them here. i love YOU sooooo much. Thank YOU for YOUR beautiful words to me. I have so much to say, and yet I cannot speak Come and do MY bidding now, for I have grown too weak MY weary eyes have seen All that life can give Come to ME oh Little one, through you I can forgive I stood where no man goes and conquered demon foes with glory and passion, no longer in fashion the hero breaks HIS blade But with talons wrought of steel, I tore the heart of doom and in one gleaming moment I saw beyond the tomb I stood where no man goes and above the din I rose

Dating Made Fun And Easy
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Candles & Wine
Candles & Wine Candles lit, romance in the air Wine filled glasses, just, the two of us there. Tender kisses, on lips, and throat Reciting for you, poems, I wrote. Slowly, clothes are falling away Passions burning hot, no longer, at bay! Hands, roaming and feeling, in lustful quest Bodies trembling, flesh upon flesh. Lips to breast, both, yours and mine Minutes tick by, in, lover’s time. Down to your navel, my kisses roam Even further down, my tongues, found home. Ecstasy engulfing, your body responds Together our passions… joyfully, bonds. Climatic release, as you scream, “Oh Yes!” What I’ve done for you; you could do no less. Inside your body, you take me in Taking your time, you slowly begin. Mounted above, your hand is the guide Down then up, you gently ride. The sensations you’re causing, pulsing, through me Feel like blissful jolts, of, electricity. Finely your power, has me at my peak Wave after wave, I can’t even, speak. Explo

My Heart
This time I won't cry or feel bad or even for one moment look back and wonder if things would be different if I just try a little bit more. I have been through alot and way too much to have my heart ripped open again. I have way too much going for me at this point and I will not let nothing or nobody stop me from accomplishing my goal. I hold my head high and walk away with my my sanity in tact. I won't give my heart away to easily the next time. My heart would be locked away and it would take alot to touch it.I don't really compare what I want to anyone. I know what I do want and that well if you want my heart you will have to give it all or nothing. So for now and till that day my heart is locked away for a good long while. Because it will be a long time before anyone can open that lock. I love my boys and just want them to be happy. They also want me(their mom) to be happy. I have been through 2 very complicated marriages and not ready for another one. Thats just not gonna happen. S

Just Remember
If you have any doubts or tears Just remember "GOD" IS NEAR............ HE SENT YOU HERE............. FOR A LISTENING EAR.............. NOT THE BED YOU INVISIONED DEAR........... SO AS YOU TURN TO WALK AWAY....... "GOD"s OWN WAY................... IF THERE SHOULD COME A DAY........... YOU NEED A FREIND BEFORE YOU STRAY........... REMEMBER WHERE YOU APEARD............. TODAY......................... COME AGAIN WHEN YOU HOPE AND PRAY.............. "GOD" WILL LOVE YOU COME WHAT MAY........... "MAY "GOD" BLESS YOU & YOURS ALWAYS NO ONE HERE IS A SAINT TODAY.............

Rememeber The One I Lost
WELL ITS THRUSDAY 2:16 AM HERE IN PA ALL THIS WEEK I HAVE TRIED NOT TO THINK ABOUT MY DAUGHTER'S DEATH IS SLOWLY CREEPIN INTO MY BONES LIKE SOME KIND OF SICK COLD HEARTED VIRUS. I NEVER THOUGHT IN YEARS THTH I WOULD LIVE TO SEE ME HAVE TO BURY ONE OF MY KIDS,FOR THOSE THTH DONT KNOW.... YOU DONT KNOW SHIT YOU DONT KNOW HOW I SLEEP AT NITE YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FUCKS U UP MENTALLY AND SPRIT WISE. THERES BEEN DAYS WHEN I HAVE CURSE GOD WANTIN TO KNOW HOW CAN HE JUST UP AND TAKE SOMETHING FROM ME THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I WISH I WOULD JUST DIE. PEOPLE SAY GOD IS GOOD MAN FUCK THAT MY HEAR TURNED COLD WHEN HE TOOK FROM ME PPL SAY LIFE CHANGES YOU BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT CHANGE ME FOR THE WORST. SO ON FRIDAY APRIL 25 SHOW ME LOVE FOR MY LIL GIRL OTHERWISE KICK MOTHERFUCKEN ROCKS!!!

I Am The One Who'll Be The Exception
I AM THE ONE WHO'LL BE THE EXCEPTION Stolen, again, from Girlish K I am the one who'll be the exception. It seems to me I can avoid disease. Try shooting at me – You are sure to miss. Try pushing me over a precipice – I don't know now, But I am certain somehow To find a chance support and cling to it. I am the one who'll be the exception. Imposing, free-born, youthful, strong I'll roam the country far and wide, and everyone I'll choose to love shall love me too. My foes will never trick me into wrong, My friends will always be sincere and true. I am the one who'll be the exception. With beaming smiles I'll greet all folks And they'll smile back, They all shall see I am the one without an equal, A person you cannot ignore – that's me! No death awaits me on my way and no deception. I am the one who'll be the exception. What are you smiling at, my friend? I guess you think we two are birds of a feather? That's not surprising

Moving
Hey everyone! Just taking a break from endless amounts of packing to let you all know I'm heading back to my home state of Iowa. Not that this makes any difference whatsoever to the friends I have made here on Fubar, but just letting you all know what's going on with me lately. I depart NC on May 9th. I can't wait to get there, but at the same time I'll miss all my NC friends and all the people to come sing with me at my karaoke gigs. But anyway, just a note to give you the news.

Fun With The Alphabet
Attentive, Bashful Caring and Daring. Excitable, Friendly Goofy and Helping. Intelligent ,Jovial Kind and Loving. Methodical, Needless Obsessed and Practical. Quarrelsome, Reliable Stubborn and Talkative. Unusual, Vivacious Wacky and X-treme. Young and Zealous.

Im Your Superman
I consider myself loyal, simple, and determine to succeed. So please take my hand and stay with me. My heart bleeds with pain every time I think of you not being with me. My hearts hurts just to think of the possibility of you living with someone who’s not me. I wear that S on my chest with pride because I am your superman Ain’t no other man super enough for you but me, open your eyes baby, can’t you see. My heart beats to the rhythm of your life when you are with me, But it cry’s out to you every time I see you leave. I get nervous when you are around; I fall when you are not around. You are my love, the only one I want, the only one I need. If I can’t have you then what’s there left to want or need? My heart is shaped with your name in circles, with an opening in the middle that is waiting for you to pick, fill and color yourself. So here take my heart and proceed, my heart can’t stand to beat alone; it looks plain, it’s useless and can’t function by itself. Wh

Friends
As the clouds came in and the wind begun to blow The tears started to flow I just feel so low My happiness, were did it go I am aching I am slowly breaking My phone does not seem to be ringing Everything else just seems to be tangling Unable to pull a real smile I feel like I have walked a mile Maybe as long as the Nile All I can think about is your smile Cutting to try and feel real Is being unhappy the deal Not wanting to eat a meal Death is my zeal Looking at my phone Hoping to hear the message tone Possibly even the ring tone There is no sound coming from my phone As my heart sinks lower My mood gets poorer Trying not to self harm becomes harder My throat just became dryer

Where Did I F@ck Up?
I was thinking today after I got off the phone with the most beutifull woman I have ever met or seen in my life. Man I am a round mouth had this person in my life for years.. Glad she is still a part of my life but in a diffrent way now. And I truelly love this person with all of my heart then some. True love only comes once in a lifetime and my dumb brown ass pissed it away someone should kick my ass because I have been kickin it for years. I wish I could go back in time and change things just maybe one day or a phone call I should of made who knows. I pray that someday I get the chance again and this time I know where I fucked up and I will make sure that shit does not happen again. But if I dont at least I know I will always have her in my life in someway. And for that I am happy and thankfull. I hope she knows how much I love her.

There Were Times
There were times you could not understand That what life was going through was wrong Those friends were devils in disguise You were trapped among. Till One day he came into your life You got a shoulder to cry on You shared your life out like never before Its on him you felt will ever rely on. You shared with him all of stupid ness He became your God who listened to all your confessions Still he loved & accepted you as you were It's him who restored your face with that long lost smile. He drank away your tears You learned what is a true sacrifice You loved & cared for him to such an extent You forgot you had a horrible past. You never met this guy who meant everything to you No touch, No vulgarity Still you shared the pain With him you walked the right path. No Touch, No Lust, The purest love ever You never knew before love was yet so beautiful You felt so lucky dreaming of your future Forever you promised to live faithful. But past returned to haunt

I Feel Like A Puppet!
Just let me go From this world please. I beg you to cut from me These painful puppet strings. I'm unable to do My heart's desire. Living in isolation By my string supplier. Up, then down, then left and right; Harmful commands are made. I try to move and jump But every time pushed to be laid. Your scissors are too blunt No freedom for me today. Remember that life attached to puppet strings Is not as easy as they say.

Carrie Underwood, "so Small"
older song, but this goes with my blog "my heart in your teeth" for today. What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away It's okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone But don't run out on your faith [Chorus] 'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else seem so small It's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole While you sit around thinking about what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back [Chorus] Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of

The Saddest Truth: An Early Morning Soliloquy
so i heard this song and it touched me so deeply, i was blinded by the truth of how small things really are in this big life. for so long, i've been afraid to love and lose, and well, simply to lose. now, faced with loss, i shake myself to see that i've been wasting my time for so long...wasted my love by not giving it away, wasted my heart by letting foolish people hurt me, wasting my time by thinking i had so damn MUCH time. i kept myself from people for some foolish and crazed reason, all in the name of not getting hurt. i kept people at the surface of me and made my cover so strong, so impenatrable that i and everyone else thought i needed no one. the sad thing is that others teach us how to treat ourselves by how they treat us. when people you trust play games with you, it changes some part of your heart and depletes your trust. FINALLY i understand it all, and the saddest truth is that it takes losing someone so vital to me to realize all i've put on the line. God, mak

Filled With Love
HEAVEN SENT ME HERE TO YOU HOPING THAT "GOD"S LOVE GROWS TOO JUST to SHOW YOU EVERYDAY THERE'S STILL ANOTHER WAY TO PLAY LET THE CHILDREN HAVE THERE WAY AS YOU TAKE A WALK TODAY WHO'S TO SAY..... IF YOU PRAY YOU JUST MAY HAVE A SPECAIL DAY UNDERSTAND THE LOVE UP STAIRS HAS NO LIMITS IN THE AIR SO WHEN YOU THINK OF WHO'S A FOOL "GOD" WANTS YOU TO love them too THE LOVE THATS TRUE WILL SURELY GROW IT BELONGS TO ALL THAT KNOW "ONLY" THROUGH HEAVENS DOOR CAN THE LOVE BE FOUND THAT YOUR SEARCHING FOR KNOCKIN ON HEAVENS DOOR WITH A LITTLE HOPE AND PRAYER YOU WILL LEARN TO SAY "I CARE" AND THAT MAKES IT ALL FAIR

Kids
Wow life rushes by so fast....Have you ever sat down and asked yourself where has all the time gone? My last couple of weeks have been crazy hectic. My oldest daughter is getting ready to graduate from high school so we have been dealing with all that fun stuff. 18 years ago I knew this day was gonna come but my god I look at my little girl now and wonder how I did it all alone. In 30 days she will graduate and be ready to move on to bigger and better things in life. My emotions are a wreck because I am so proud of her and for my own accomplishments of raising a good kid on my own, but at the same time I am scared that she is now going out into this big world where society anymore if screwed up. I can only hope I gave her all the qualities and all the information she needs to make it a great life. As a mom I will always want to protect her but I know time has come to cut the apron strings and let her be the woman I know she can be. She is my little twin and I sure hope she learned from

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved

To My Friends
A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.” As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

Pimpin Out Some Studs!! Are You In Here??
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MINUTE TO PIMP OUT SOME AWESOME FRIENDS OF MINE!!! THESE ARE NOT ALL OF THEM BUT ILL BE DOING MORE IN THE NEAR FUTURE...SO IF YOUR NOT HERE...PLEASE DONT BE UPSET...I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, FANS AND CRUSHES!!!!!!! I HAVENT EVER PIMPED THESE SEXY MEN OUT BEFORE ... SO I GUESS ITS LONG OVERDUE!!! THESE ARE THE MEN THAT ARE TRUE FRIENDS TO ME AND IF YOU HAVENT MET THEM YET...PLEASE GO BY AND CHECK THEM OUT...YOU WONT BE SORRY..I PROMISE!! HERE THEY ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER Curt@ fubar ŴĭżäŗĐ ŔāńđŸ

Stole It From Beauty And The Beast... Who Stole It From Charley Lol
favorites? Animal - cat Breakfast - Big cup o coffee and algebra II Color - khaki Drink - Capt morgan and Iced tea...together.. Event - Birth Flower - Iris' Gift - Sex House - one that is my OWN (amen) Ingredient - paul newman's sockarooni Juice - ew Keepsake - all three of my kids umbilical cords.. Life accomplishment - going back to college Memory - the first time i meant my ex husband and how fucking goofy i thought he was...in a cute redneck sort of way Nightime activity - sex Occupation - Banking... i like numbers what can i say Quote - If you don't define yourself for yourself you'll be sucked into other peoples reality of you and eaten alive- Audre lord Room - Launddry room Sport - sex Time of day - whatever time i get off work. Urban place - Chicago Il Vacation - hocking hills ohio Weedend activity - making homemade playdoh with the kids Xercise - sex Year - 1978 Zodiac - Aquarius because thats whats compatible with me..

Auction
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V*i*r*g*o
V • I • R • G • O: The Honest Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser.

The Spring
The Spring By Scot Wing I was down at the river Washing my soul in the cool water When I looked down and saw my reflection I looked away But I had to look again Because I thought I saw something else I saw your face. Down there, Smiling in that pool Your eyes like two stars Shining in the night They called to me, I looked again, But you were gone I lay down in the cool sweet grass On the banks of this magical pool My mind was full of thought Soon my eyes grew tired, so I let them close But suddenly as if the world had stopped You, rose up out of the water, a goddess from her throne Wet sandy hair lay tight upon that swanlike neck Water dripped slowly in small tear shaped droplets Flowing; caressingly down your Slender body, like rain on the petals of a rose A cool breeze blew and my heart lifted Together we danced, a duet Under the trees on a cool moss carpet We flowed together like water to the ocean It was our destiny And soon it gr

Hosting An Auction
I am Hosting an Auction. If anyone is interested in selling some of their goods, LMAO just kidding. But if anyone wants to enter let me know. There is a no entry fee. I am accepting pics and offers from anyone that wants to enter. I will be stop accepting entries Wednesday the 30th and the auction will run from May 1st to 10th.

To Share
What is love but to share??? I have the deep love of the passion that runs as deep as the oceans as high as the mountains but not the lover to give it to. My touch aches to let you feel my desires. My passion drips with erotic energy that manifests in the depths of your soul.You know me, you search for me cause it is only you that is able to recognize the intense pleasure that our hearts have when they find each other. I await you, my love is here to give to you and only you. I have the promise you. And as strong as my desire is for you now, it will only grow when we touch. Our souls become one, our hearts beat together as one. Our pleasure is taken in one another to where our spirits sore. I know you because you already have my heart. I long for you, I want you, I can share myself only with you. My love, my lover, the one who posesses my heart. By RoseHeart

Crossroads
The one who makes my heart beat. I feel your thoughts racing towards me, wanting to take me to my limits and beyound. Discovering myself in your hands and the way that you see me. It gives me new sight, recognition of something familar that has always been with me. A kindred spirit that intertwinds through me and coarses through my veins. Alive I feel, connected I stay no matter the distance of time or miles. My path standing still here at this time in these cross roads. Waiting for conformation, the direction to you. Your ment for me and I belong to you, once together before, seperated by the physical birth and now brought together again by passion. The passion has found itself again with in us making us whole, now all the pieces are back as one. By RoseHeart

The Female Genie
While trying to escape through Pakistan, Osama Bin Laden found a bottle on the sand and picked it up. Suddenly, a female genie rose from the bottle and with a smile said, 'Master, may I grant you one wish?' Osama responded, 'You ignorant, unworthy daughter-of-a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I don't need any common woman giving me anything.' The shocked genie said, 'Please, I must grant you a wish or I will be returned to that bottle forever.' Osama thought a moment, then grumbled about the impertinence of the woman and said, 'Very well, I want to awaken with three American women in my bed in the morning. So just do it and be off with you. ' The annoyed genie said, 'So be it!' and disappeared. The next morning Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding, and Hillary Clinton at his side. His penis was gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. God is good

Some Days
Some days I just want to hide As the hours pass my heart hurts more the feeling of despair the fear of rejection with simultaneous fear of being alone the fear of breaking down in front of others so many hopes & dreams as well as fears some days I just want to hide

I Want Him Still
I want him still, his touch, his kiss, his hands interlocking around mine. I feel him deep inside myself, touching my very soul. I have my legs wrapped around him, I feel his heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of his body penatrating mine. He pulls me close, his breath is my own. Intwind as my body becomes his, filling me with such esctacy that I move towards him with a new connection, reaching beyond the physical realm and moving into the spiritual realm. Reaching such heights of orgasmic bliss, I feel the waves moves through out my entire being rushing into the depths of my body, the explosion of passion spilling out wettness of pleasure. He takes me giving me all that he is. The erotic sounds I make coming from with in expressing every feeling and emotion making all that hear gasping for their own pleasures to experience. I want him still, Come find me and take me there again to only where you can take me. You know my touch, you know my desi

If Only...
If only I could be with you instead of her when I'm with you my heart is filled with love when I'm away from you, I miss you immensely the problems we face is that you're with him wanting to be with me and I'm with her wanting so very much to be with you you say that you love me and I know that I love you so why are we not together instead of apart because he's my friend and I am a fool I should have asked you sooner to be with me but, I felt bad for him because he liked you too now we hide our love from everyone except each other we pass a look or a touch without anyone knowing but the more I am away from you the more it hurts If only I could be with you instead of her

More About Cancers
Cancer the Crab The Sun awakened Cancer the Crab, a feminine sign in the zodiac on your birthday. The Sun in astrology stands for your inner nature, your essential character. The fourth sign of the Zodiac, Cancer is ruled by the restless Moon. A cardinal (creative and original) sign, Cancer governs home life, matters to do with women (especially the mother), as well as sensitivity and emotional intensity. It is a water sign, so Cancerian people are emotionally intense and deeper than they appear on the surface, while quite sensitive and understanding once you get through that tough exterior. The Sun, ruler of our inner nature, is somewhat dimmed in Cancer, the home of the Moon. Creative and romantic, with a strong love of home, family and tradition, you are a good communicator and a strong provider. Your deep sensitivity presents you with valuable and illuminating intuitions, especially regarding those you care for. Powerful Intuition Paradoxically combining a love of

Strawberry
Never been here, never coming back Never want to think about the things That happened today Want to lay down on the warm ground I think Im going to need a little time to myself Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now I ask you for a slow ride Going nowhere You look like satan You ask me if I want to get high Couple of bags down in old town you tie your arm and Ask me if I wanted to drive Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now Last thing I recall I was in the air I woke up on the street Crawling with my strawberry burns Ten long years in a straight line They fall like water Yes, I guess I fucked up again Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now

Dreamer And Doer...
Is it best to be a dreamer or is it best to be a doer? Actually, it is helpful to be both. In all great creations, the idealistic exists with the pragmatic in elegant proportions. A dream is of little value unless you put action into it, and action won't get you very far unless there is meaningful purpose behind it. Allow yourself to dream grand, magnificent dreams that express the deepest essence of who you are. Then let those dreams pull you steadily through the practical, nuts-and-bolts work of making them real. Work through each day with diligence and persistence, doing what there is to be done. And as you do, stay close to the dreamer that always lives within you. As a dreamer, you can envision a world and a life with no limits. As a doer, you can focus on something that has never existed before and make it real. Let your most treasured dreams focus your actions and let your actions express your dreams. Be both a dreamer and a doer, and dive deeply into the m

Crazy Night...
Well last night was crazy and hectic.. TO start things off.. that little bat bastard appeared for night number 3 in a row. After several failed attempts by me and my husband to shoe it out the open door, I decided to call the cops. LOL they actually sent an officer to my house! He then proceeded to beat and stomp the bat to death and tossed its corpse in our flower bed outside. SO that let that b a warning to any strange unwcome houseguests! lol Part two, is i got the news that by the end of next month I will be living in kenton...which i can deal with. but damn.. short enough notice?! The iceing on the cake then is my bor- in laws a crazy dumbass and i had to deal with a bunch of shit, which i never enjoying doing... and that was my night! Hopefuly tonight will go better.. I am takin my girls to see horton ears a who.. and then ive got some homework to finish up.. so hopefully its a nice uneventful night!

Fine Then! Lol
What is your name?: Cheryl How old are you?: 37..yes,i am almost 40 deal with it I am. When is your Birthday?: Dec 18th What is your zodiac sign?: Sagittarius...i couldn't get an easy one to spell. Where were you born?: kansas Where do you live now?: kansas What color eyes do you have?: blue What color hair do you have?: blacj How tall are you?: 5'3 How much do you weigh? hahahaha!! What is your race?: human What is your worst fear?: losing my kids Do you smoke?: lord yes Do you drink?: Tequila and yes Do you cuss?: too much Do you use drugs?: nope Have you ever or will you ever steal?: when i was a kid and no i wont Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: why,do you have something I need to hold on to for you? Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: nope Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: 6 tattoos If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: I can't pick just one,they all have interesting traits. Do

Fu Super Hero Dj Dee Commercial
Are you getting fed up with them fu cybor bullies here on fubar? Are you tired of them sitting behind there computer thinking they can push you around? Are you thinking they will jump out of the computer to get ya? Well Have no Fear Fu super hero Dee is here. da da da da!!!

Dead / Alive
Dead people who appear alive in dreams have three general categories of participation: cameo, resolution, and judgment. Cameo participation is a little eerie in recall, but not particularly noteworthy in the dream itself. In these cases, the dreamer simply sees a dead person intact and living, just hanging out in the dream scene. Often there is little direct participation in the dream per se. The dream image probably is tied to an activity that the dreamer and dead person once participated in together. Most likely, there is a latent sense of missing the person that made the dream appearance possible. Resolution participation usually involves a specific action with the dead person. In this case, the dead person's presence is central to the unfolding storyline. Either you lack something they need or they act in a way to provoke emotion (positive or negative) from you. In either case, the transaction or inability to complete it revolves around some deficit that needs resolution in the

Today On World Rock Radio
Click on banner to enter lounge WRR PIMPOUT OF THE WEEK: ROCK ANGEL has until Sunday at Midnight EST to join the World Rock Radio Lounge for 20,000 fubux!!! If you know Rock Angel, make sure you join the lounge & tell her about this bulletin. When she joins before Sunday at Midnight EST and let's us know you sent her, she gets 20,000 fubux & you receive 5000 fubux!!! 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at jrmoose75 Click banner to visit Moose's MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at rockin_rebel65 Click banner to visit Rebel's MySpace page! 6:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 Click banner to visit ShotDaddy's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004

Married
Well, on April 19th, 2008 I was married to Lana. I am so happy to be her husband and very proud to be her sons step father. My life with my new family is going to be filled with so many exciting adventures, I can hardly wait !

Requirements For Any Woman I'd Date
Ok I'll admit this could get a little long since there are a couple of things I have to insist on in a woman. Some things are a must or I'll walk on by. The other things are more of preferences and you can call me a pig if you want but we all have them I'm just willing to admit it. I'll start with the easy stuff first, the things I must insist on. For starters, anyone I date must be a woman :P!!!! But being more serious, Honesty is must. I'm not saying each and every little thing, I'm not going to freak out over something stupid but the major stuff I want honesty. I'm tired of crap like oh dinner was great but I need to tell you something, I have a bf. Yeah my response is going to be do you need to borrow my cell phone because you need to call for a ride. Something else I have to insist on is kinda taking it slow and easy. I'm not saying date for 10 years before I propose, that'd be nuts. But don't propose to me after 2 weeks and expect me to give you a serious answer. I'

Dear God
Dear God, Why do You torture me so? When will You ever let my hardships end? When will my endless suffering abate? Why am I so tortured? "But, my child, I have given you everything you want. Why are you tortured so?" Because, God... Oh wait, God, while you are here I want to thank you for my children. My children are such beautiful blessings. Thank you, God, for these wonderful gifts. Thank you for their wit and their charm. Thank you for their health. I will cherish them with every breath I take, and forever be grateful and indebted to You. "You are most welcome, my child. But, please tell me - why are you still tortured so?" Because, God... Oh, and God? I wanted to thank you, again! Thank you for the food on my table, and the roof over my head, and these many precious moments of my life. My life has never been better! "You are welcome, my child. But, please, please, tell me - why are you tortured so?" Because, God... My dear God? Are You still there? Good.

Ride Or Die
I don´t understand why I'm crazy over you, I don't know what to do, I don't understand why I'm crazy, over you I don't know what to do, If i had to, I would give up everything just to feel and be with you, If i had to, I would pawn the ring you gave to me just to feed you, If i had to, I would give my very last breath just to help save you, If i had to, I would tell a lie just because I know you are the truth, I'd ride for you, Cuz your the truth, I'd die for you, Ooh cuz im a fool inlove with you, And i'll do anything that pleases you, Only you, If I had to I would throw away my only wish just to prove to you, If i had to, I would die all alone, if living meant without you, If i had to, I would go through all the pain again, just to find you, If i had to, I'd surrender all my love, just because I love you, I don't understand why im crazy, Over you i don't know what to do, I don't understand why im crazy, Over you i don't know what to do, I'd rid

2008 . Lansing ,mi . Common Ground Music Festival
so summer is here .. and i am ready to work backstage and hang out with the rock stars .. heres the list whos is playin at the common ground festival............................................Tuesday July 8 Sammy Hagar Capital City Airport West Main Stage www.redrocker.com Tuesday July 8 Zappa Plays Zappa Pearle Vision East Main Stage www.zappa.com/zpz Wednesday July 9 REO Speedwagon Capital City Airport West Main Stage www.speedwagon.com Thursday July 10 James Otto Capital City Airport West Main Stage www.jamesotto.net Thursday July 10 Kelly Pickler Capital City Airport West Main Stage www.kelliepickler.com Friday July 11 Seether Capital City Airport West Main Stage www.seether.com Friday July 11 Lyle Lovett Pearle Vision East Main Stage www.lylelovett.com Friday July 11 Finger Eleven Capital City Airport West Main Stage

For All Those With Teenagers
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad. With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is 25 years older than I am. But it's not only the passion... Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter! We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt any

True Love
You were the sunset That calmed the tides The sparkling stars Within my eyes The moon that hung Above my world One true love For a loveless girl You were everything I never asked you to be And gleamed like an angel Right beside me The end to a life Dreary with hate A lover sent to me By the kindness of fate I thought I was selfless In letting you go For my heart did not deserve The love you bestowed So I asked you to leave And make your own life There’s someone better Who deserves your light And I walked away Not knowing then That I would think of you Over and over again And I realize now What could have been And what will come to be In the end I cannot love My heart is tainted By the picture of love You have painted My guideline to What love should be That nobody but you Could show to me So I’ll spend my life In love with you And never say a word Cause its the right thing to do But when I pass you and glance your way P

Bling Bling & More Bling
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*eye Roll*
As if blocking her on fubar, bangme isn 't enough, she had to bother me on RMB. I had seen I got a photo comment, to go approve, but guess who it was, cuteasakitten (Sonya) like why is she always bothering me so much? Really STOP IT I AM DONE AND SICK OF IT! If I blocked you, you should know what that really means. Like here's a screen cap of my comments, and the one that I didn't approve LOL So I blocked here from giving me more photo comments ROFL ROFL ROFL (don't ask me why I added ROFL) I'll just brush haters like her off and move on. LMFAO that's how it should be.

Musica Continuada.
So today I had a to write up some reports for I did for this recruiter I work for. Sigh, I mean, we already entered the information into the computer...how hard would it be for them to,ummmm, hit print? Apparently very. Heh Thanks powers that be for killing my day off...bastids. And of course Murphy's law kicks in...I go there on my day off and get suckered into doing work...bastids part deux. I'm home now for a bit....and listening to : You can't go - prince language edit/remix. It's a awesome remix of the old Harold Melvin and the Bluenotes tune which was also covered by Thelma Houston , as "don't leave me this way". It's a booty shakin song....so get down! Another tune I listened to is by the Ballistic Brothers - A Love Supreme. Perhaps a nod to John Coltrane? As per wikipedia they are - Specializing in a kind of jazz-influenced funky electronica music. I guess but it's damn fun to listen too. I guess both can be considered "broken beat".... again I d

Love Is
Love is an experience I've yet to discover Love is when you share what you have with your lover Love is something I can't even describe Love is something similar to a vibe Love is knowing they'll be there for you Love is little bits of heaven, too Love is what you feel in your heart Love will never drift you apart However, love can be deceiving This I know for sure Love isn't when I see you leaving Heading straight for her Love is something marvelous Love is something pure Love is something glorious Love is opening that big door Love isn't when you say "It's over" Love isn't when you lie to my face Love is as beautiful as a clover Love is something wrapped in lace Love is when he brings you a rose Love is watching him purpose Love is when your heart shows Love is when the love grows Love is something that I crave Love is when you try to act brave Love is the most amazing feeling Love is when you look down at him kneeling Love is when he tells y

Boredom...
What is your name?: Daniel How old are you?: 22 When is your Birthday?: December 10 What is your zodiac sign?: Sagitarrius Where were you born?: Borken Where do you live now?: Western Germany What color eyes do you have?: Blue What color hair do you have?: Blonde How tall are you?: 6'5 How much do you weigh?: 170 What is your race?: Asian, duh What is your worst fear?: being burried alive Do you smoke?: occasionally. but only cigars or weed. Do you drink?: yeah sometimes Do you cuss?: fuck yeah Do you use drugs?: uhhmm.. Have you ever or will you ever steal?: yeah i have . Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: if its important, yes. Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: nope. Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: i had an earring until i was 13 or 14 If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: ... Do you suffer from depression disorder?: i dont think so. If you had a choice about how you wanted t

Top 16 Country Songs
16. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed Your Ass Out All Day Long 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got to Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You, It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison By Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring And I Got The Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Was Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number one song is . . . . . . . . . . 1. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With Ugly Women, but I've Sure Woke

Fake And Tired
as i sit here waiting for the world to turn. i realize that things aren't what they seem. everyday people lie, die, cheat and steal. just to show there true side, why? cant i be me and u be u, things should be true. its hard i see that u cant be free but i ask u, why? if not for me then u. i cant stand to see what fake looks like anymore. sometimes i feel like im in a fun house looking at myself in the many ways others see me. do u see me or shall i be free. go ahead tell me, r u fake or not. OR IS IT ME?

For My Unborn Baby
It was a week ago I lost you But it feels like yesterday I want you so bad But yet will I ever get you This is the second time That I lost you But I still was not able to have you I think some days that I am not Meant to have you I want to hold you I want to sing to you I want to rock you to sleep I want to do so many things I want my angel with me I think today is harder then when I lost you because The memories are in my head Mommy loves you so much I do not want to hurt you anymore So I guess I am saying goodbye to you Please go to some one that can Do everything that I can not do for you Just always remember I love you with my heart and soul I want you with me but I am letting you go So you can be happy some where else I love you my angel always and forever

Pain
2 go down I feel nothing 5 more go down Still feel nothing 10 more go down Still feel nothing I pick up my phone Dial his number I say Hello He says why are u calling I tell him what I am doing He tells me I am stupid I start to cry harder then I already am He tells me to stop I say I can't He says just shut up Then he hangs up the phone on me I go to my medicine cabinet Find the Tylenol 3 with codeine I hold the bottle in my hand Just looking at the label It says take for "pain" I take the cover off There are 15 left I put them in the palm of my hand I separate them into 3 groups of 5 I take the first 5 Still nothing I take the second 5 Nothing yet Finally I took the last group of 5 Still nothing I go back to the bottle that I started with Which is a bottle of Ibuprofen I started with 200 in the bottle I already took 17 I keep on taking them Until there is 50 left in the bottle At the end I took 150 Ibuprofen and 15 Tylenol with codeine I was fe

For Ronnie
For My big brother I never met Have you ever missed a person That you have never met Besides the pictures you have seen I do love a person that I did not get to meet And I feel guilty about this Because I feel like I do not have the right To miss him because I never met him He came to me in a dream and told Me that I should not feel guilty because I am his little sister and he loves me If I could turn back time I would make it that He would still be here Even though he is in Our hearts it would be nice to be Able to hold him and never let him go Because he is missed by so many people God does thing in mysterious ways maybe Ronnie was not suppose to be here But in heaven with God!

I'll Always Have You
No matter what You say about Love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what You say about Life I learn every time I bleed That the truth is a stranger Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind Sorry If I have to move on and leave you behind I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize, nothing's broken No need to worry about Everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once, needed protection You're still a part of Everything I do You're on my heart just like a Tattoo I'm sick of playing all these games It's not about taking sides Stop, admit that I'm wrong And then I change my mind Just like a Tattoo, I'll always have You

Why Me
I sit here in a room alone And wonder What's happening to me Why am I like this Why couldn't it be someone else Why me I sit here in a room alone Thinking About what's happening to me And wondering If this is the end of this Oh, what I would do if it was I sit here in a room alone Asking myself Why was I the chosen one And I wonder Why I can't be like everyone else I wish this thing would leave me alone I sit here in a room alone Asking myself "why me"

The Rain
I enjoy going to the park. The sun shinning and the breeze gently waving across the grass as it reaches my face...but today is different. There was no sun and there was no breeze. Only thick, dark, and low clouds that covered the whole sky. I choose this day because I know what was coming. A storm was brewing and that meant thunder and lighting. Something about storms gives me a rush a desire a heat that I cant control. As i continue to walk the park of grass and trees the wind picks up and a faint scent hits me. It wasnt the park but a beautiful smell of a women her aroma was so powerful so moving.. i had to follow. It lead me to a small clearing surrounded by trees and flowers all bouncing in the wind as if they knew what was to transpire next. They all hovered over her enticing me to join her in this circle. She was laying on her back looking at the sky the wind swirling around her. I squatted behind a tree and watched as she ran her hands along her silky legs with the tip of her fi

So, I Arrived
Hey Everyone - Well, I arrived in TN yesterday and the flights were unenventful for sure. My sister met me at the airport and the first thing she said to me was, "Dayum girl, you got skinny you need to eat!" LMFAO IDK where she see's skinny because she is smaller than me...lol Anyway, while we were at the store getting some items for my brother in law's medical needs; she said something about my size again, and I stood in front of her to show her that I am not smaller in width then she is. As some woman watched on in her car - I moved a little closer to my sister and OMG both of us were looking down and we hit heads. The lady in the car I notice was laughing at us. I only noticed because this was a so did anyone see that shit kind of moment as Haley and I just cracked up laughing at our own silly beings. LMAO Needless to say, when we got to the house the first thing my brother in law asks me is, "Do you think they can fix my face!" I had to leave the room because I was

The Angel
The darkening sky was full of rain clouds... The rain falling in sheets. A lone girl stands in a deserted street in a deserted city. The rain drenched her long black hair, as it hung in her face shielding it eyes from any stranger that may see her. Mixed in the rain tiny rivers of tears run down her face and fall to the ground. They come from within from a heart that has been broken one too many times. Her eyes no longer glow with a life and a fire, all has been extinguished. For now the only things her eyes show and sorrow and despair. She used to soar above in all the happiness but for now her wings are no more. Slowly, one feather at a time, they fell till none remain. And they were blown away with the winds of time to a far away place. And the only world she will know is that of the deserted city and the rain always coming.

Evil Squirrel
Squirrel Encounter - author Daniel Meyer - writer & motorcyclist I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with steadfast resolve i

Another One For The Ladies!
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.11. Guys are very open about themselves.12. If a guy tells you about

I Feel....
a little bit better today. I am not depressed or freaking out. I havent had to take a pill either which I am really proud about. I didnt have to take one all day yesterday until I was going to bed...I started thinking about when I lost a baby and I started freaking out. I was kinda upset with myself cause I was doing good.

What Is A Son?
What is a Son? A son is a warm spot in your heart and a smile on your lips. In the beginning, he is charmingly innocent, putting his complete trust in you. He comes to you for a hand to hold and for the security only your arms can provide. He shares his tales of adventure and knows how proud you are of his discoveries and accomplishments. All his problems can be solved by a hug and a kiss from you, and the bond, you share is so strong it is almost tangible..... Time passes, and your innocent little boy starts to test his limits. He lets go of your hand to race into the midst of life without thinking ahead or looking both ways. His problems have grown along with him, and he has learned that you can't always make his life better or kiss his troubles away. He spends much of his time away from you, and though you long for the closeness you once shared, he chooses independence and privacy. Discoveries and accomplishments aren't as easy to co

R.i.p, Mommy
R.I.P. MOMMY Today is feb. 3rd. 2008. At around 2pm my real birth mother passed away. I have always givin my mom a hard time when i was younger but i never thought at the age of 22 i would ever regret what i had said to her or all the mean things i had done to her. For the first time in a year i will go back to wisconsin and see my mother. Laying in a casket and the first words that i well tell her is hello mom! They say u dont know what u got till its gone and i always thought that to bf true however i have never fully understood that until today! I thank all my friends and family for ur loving support! However i am writthng this blog not only as a piece of mind but also to tell u all! That no matter what happens in ur life or how crazy and mean u are always tell the ones u love that u love them! Never let a day pass by that u dont let them know or u could be like me 22 years old. Seeing ur mom for the first time in a year laying in a caset wondering if despite everything that hap

Death By Bondage
There was a 29 year old man that died yesterday due to being left alone tied up. So I have posted these guidlines please use them. Never ever leave your sub alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bondage, or the act of restraining another, can be a heady, erotic form of play. For those practitioners, the tying or being tied by another can have a profound affect on their level of sexual energy. For the dominant to have the consensual trust of a submissive who allows him to render her completely helpless by bondage… it is a very powerful feeling. There aren’t many leaps of faith that are bigger. Bondage is among the most intense of games people play with each other. There are as many reasons for doing it as there are people who indulge. Bondage safety is the responsibility of all parties involved. It should not and does not fall exclusively on the shoulders of one partner. No matter where your interest is in the power dynamic when playing bondage games you should never under estimate your pe

Revamp Of I Hope It Helps
its okay to need help its okay to not be able to do it all be yourself its okay to let someone in to be there with you when it all goes wrong its okay to need someone to break down with its okay to need a shoulder its okay to not be able to fix others its okay to not always be the strong one its okay its even human they want to be there to help they want to be just be there when you need them they want to be the arms you run to when things go wrong they want to be the one you share your tears with they want to be the shoulder you rest your head on when you cry they want to be there try to make it just a little better they want to be there to comfort you they want to be even tho they might not be able to help

Everyone Should Do This!!!!
FOUND THIS AWESOME GAME WHERE YOU GET TO BLOW UP ZOMBIES BY THE THOUSANDS!!!! IT'S FUCKIGN AWESOME BEEN PLAYING FOR ALMOST THREE HOURS NOW!!! GET IT, IT RULES!!! http://www.games2download.com/free-shooting-games/zombie-shooter.htm

***** Inked Auction.....******
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Ty Ty Official Pimp!
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Julie Campbell
RIP Julie Campbell I just ran one of the best races of 2008, overall I came in 2nd place, I'm always changing up my workouts since my races vary from 3 to 26.2 miles, lately I've been workin some crazy hours at work but I still manage to get a run in, the race was dedicated to Julie Campbell, Julie was a peace corps volunteer who was killed while in the Philippines.

Getting To Old For This
Hello Everyone, Let me start this off and wishing everyone who is reading this a great evening or morning. I am really am getting to old for this high school games people play online. I mean I get to started to like someone things happens that makes me wonder about that person. I am so tired of having to be the one making the 100% in a relationship. I mean Come on Ladies where is the gals at that wants to meet a guy half way. I get tired of hearing how they wish they had the time or money but money isn't what I am bitching about. What Im bitching about is the fact that they wont even give me a simple phone call saying Hello. I am so sick of it. I know people likes text messaging but all the cellular phone company unlimited nights and weekends, and I just wish for onces I could meet a gal that would meet me half way of what I am giving into a friendship or even a relationship. I don't know about anyone elsa, but its gets old and gets old fast knowing that you are the one who is givi

Wtf, Over?
Okay, so this crazy woman has been harassing me, which is no big deal...but to REALLY get under my skin, she attacked 4 of my friends online. Her name is Anne Hampton, and FuBar User ID 1074505. I am really ticked b/c she has had at least 2 friends get their accounts deleted by marking 'NSFW' on everything she could. Additionally, I know of 2 others who have blocked her before she could do more damage. The FuBar-tenders and Bouncers tell me it is out of their hands b/c they have to abide by the Terms of the Member Service Agreement, but she has blatantly and maliciously lied and flagged users b/c they left me a comment. Bottomline, she is extremely jealous, and we only chatted for 30 minutes yesterday...that's it. So needless to say, I am pretty ticked b/c my friends who did nothing, literally nothing but leave me flirtatious comments and messages have had their accounts deleted, and she is still here messing with whomever she can. So if any of you know this user called 'Anne' (

Herbal Remedies And Pain
Herbal remedies are medications made directly from the leaves, stems, roots and/or seeds of plants. They are also known as natural, complimentary, alternative, homeopathic and holistic medications or preparations. Herbal remedies have been used for thousands of years by all major cultures of the world. In fact the World Health Organization (WHO) reports that herbal remedies are the primary medicines for approximately 80% of the world’s population today. It is estimated that 50% of adults in the U.S. have used an herbal product at least once and 25% use them on a regular basis. Herbal remedies were the primary source of medications prescribed by physicians in the U.S. until the early 1900's. With the rise of technology, many herbal remedies were synthesized into the medications we use today. Approximately 75% of modern medicines come from plant derivatives. Some examples include: * Poppy plant - Morphine * Belladonna - Atropine * Foxglove - Digoxin * Willow B

Tattoo Auction
CutePsychoKttn Up For Auction Hi all!!! I need your help winning an auction. I have entered a contest for Hottest Tatted Women on Fubar and I really want to win this. I think I have put together a pretty good prize package for the winning bidder. ~ 1 - 3 Day Blast ~ Fu-Owned Status Message on my profile for a month ~ Link to your profile from my profile for a month ~ Added to Friends/Family and Yahoo ~ Picture rates & comments for 20 pics for 1 week ~ 2 personal salute photos So... come on everyone, help me out and come and bit on me @ CutePsychoKttn's Tat

Owned
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Not Sure What To Do...
just blogging about my life thus far.. Well... In the last yr I've managed to go from doing nothing with nothing to doing nothing with a CNA. I went into Job Corps. in Clearfield, Utah. I went there because I had nothing to do and needed something to get me going. I was in the "I don't want to do anything" mode of my life. So I went and signed up for Job Corps though" Well this will give me something to do...and hey I can stay out of trouble at the same time" so I went. I got there Dec. 5, 2006..at 3:42 pm(yeah i know... why remember the time?) it was pretty sunny out..and chilly. I got into the dorm i was going to stay in few the next 6-7 wks. I go through the 6-7 wks of intro to classes. Then move dorms to a slightly better one. I go into Culinary until I can get the required things for getting into Health Occ. I go through another 5-6 wks of classes in a high school lvl setting and get my GED(SCORE! GED! What I needed) Now I'm in Health Occ. and loving it. Well I'll save the rest fo

Warped And Twisted (poem)
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

My Sis Lost Her Dad Today And She Needs A Hug
my sis lost her father today and i want everyone who can to please send her a hug and show her some love and sapport even if you don't know her just give a hug to show you care!

No Hard Feelings
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you And all the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness in our lives And all the things that I can't hide And all just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this... They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but I can see The loaded gun behind you The end of everything we knew Inside of me and inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still somebody take this away! somebody take this away!

Thoughts 2008
Nine Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 9 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 8 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 7 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 6 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. And The Number 1 Thought For 2008 : We know exactly where one cow with Mad-cow-disease is located among milli

You, The Waiter In The Castro.....
So there we were, coming in to eat at your establishment. You, my oh-so perfect little queen waitron were almost but not quite able to hide your dismay at this odd group of people. I mean, really, at least three of us were clearly from somewhere in the midwest. Given that three of us were also obviously dykes, or at least local weirdos, you might have caught on that we were entertaining visitors. But no, you struggled masterfully, albeit unsuccessfully, to hide your disdain for our friends from Ohio. Your undertone snide comments were not unnoticed, my friend. Next time, make those comments while you're in the kitchen. Saying things like "you people are horrible" in a perky bright voice is bad form, to say the least. Fucking unforgivably rude is more like it. For your information, miss i'm-too-young-to-remember-the-plague-years, that ancient (over 50) woman from Ohio who ordered too much food and was loud and annoying to you comes out here to meet up with us because we took ca

No Regrets ( Vol 2 )
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you Is now the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness was your life Are now the things that I can't hide Its just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away But I have lived for you And every single little thing you do But I have lived for you And I won't kill myself for loving you They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but i can see The loaded gun behind you The end of all that this boy knew Inside of me was the inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! someb

So Yea...
I'm on bed rest for the forseeable future. On one hand laying around with my feet up sounds beautiful (yayyy being waiting on hand and foot!) But on the other hand, laying around all day for what could be up to 5 weeks (doubt it will be longer) being waited on hand and foot really doesn't do it for me. Tonight mom moved some furniture around and brought down my futon mattress. I'm a lazy person- I admit that... but damnit I don't like sitting there just watching her do all this work. And as much as I bitch about work I'm really not happy with the thought that I'm out of work for however long. Sigh. On the upside- being stuck at home I have nothing that I need to spend money on besides car payment, insurances and cell phone. That's an upside. Ah bleh.

Choosing A Wife
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save f

Breaking
All I am saying is I can not be saved Nothing can help anymore I hurt from the time Ii open my eyes of a morn to the time I lay back down Nothing can help my sorrows , losses , or lonelyness I always hurt its just hidden as I shrowd it so For those whom do not believe my life or what has happened to me - I hope they shall bestow upon to you the same graces in life Call it cowardice - I call it freedom - tired of trying ... such wasted waters flow And it seems to be for nothing as an exsistance to just be is no exsistance at all - I have no purpose - It's all been taken from me Chip Chip Chipped away lil by lil I have tried to let it go ... to move on ... BUT I CAN'T its going nowhere just reliving it day to day make it stop let it end please someone let it end .....

Dfkasdjfadfa Life
Well who knows, is life what I wanted it to be? I was going to be married soon, I was living my dreams to the fullest. He cheated on me. He left me to feel like I'm a piece of shit. Now I'M HERE TO PICK UP MY OWN PIECES. I dont need a man to complete me, I dont want that. But it's still hard, I see pictures sometimes, and I think what if, what if I had done something better, what if we could have made it work. Oh well I'm a better person since I left him. Then my bestfriend asked me out, I had said no...but was jealous when he started dating someone else, that's my fault for being the way that I was. I don't think i'm ready for anything else anyway. Through the tears of heartache more has come into my life. Emilio died this week. I just found out today, I was at work crying, crying over his lost life. He was an amazing person, loved his family more than anything. Life finds ways to mend itself when you think it'll never be fixed again. Everything happens for

Told You So....
As some of you know, I work with one of my ex's. She throw me aside for someone that works here. Let me explain that, we both work at the same place but for different companies. The place where she works, hired another female, and now all the guys that was hitting on her that she thought wanted her, are now hitting on the other girl and not paying her any mind. She was telling me that all these guys here ask about her and hang around and flirt with her and I had to ask her, "Jealous?" She said no but I could see that she was. I think its funny cause when she ended things between us for this other guy, I told her that these guys here will flirt with and hit on any female around that she is just not all that. Well I was right, and I am loving it. Cause the sure thing she had is gone and the promise that she was getting (which she thought was better than me) are also gone. I Love it!!! HEHEHEHEHE

The Guessing Game...
Out of the 3 choices guess which one I am NOT...Post comments for your choice... 1)BiPolar 2)BiLingual 3)BiSexual Pick the one you think I am NOT... NOTE: Those of you who choose the right answer gets a gift from me ...You only get one try good luck!!

How To Know You Are Growing Older
1. Everything hurts, and what doesn't hurt doesn't work. 2. The gleam in your eye is from the sun hitting your bifocals. 3. You feel like the night before, and you haven't been anywhere. 4. Your little black book contains only names ending in M. D. 5. You get winded playing cards. 6. You join a health club and don't go. 7. You know all the answers, but nobody asks you the questions. 8. You look forward to a dull evening. 9. You need glasses to find your glasses. 10. You turn out the lights for economic rather than romantic reasons.

If Men Got Pregnant...
1. Maternity leave would last two years....with full pay. 2. There would be a cure for stretch marks. 3. Natural childbirth would become obsolete. 4. Morning sickness would rank as the nation's #1 health problem. 5. All methods of birth control would be 100% effective. 6. Children would be kept in the hospital until toilet trained. 7. Men would be eager to talk about commitment. 8. They wouldn't think twins were so cute. 9. Sons would have to be home from dates by 10:00 PM. 10. Briefcases would be used as diaper bags. 11. Paternity suits would be a fashion line of clothes. 12. They'd stay in bed during the entire pregnancy. 13. Restaurants would include ice cream and pickles as main entree's. 14. Women would rule the world.

Letters To Santa
1. Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur for Xmas. Iv ben a good boy all yeer. YeR FReND, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to being a career lawncare specialist. How 'bout I send you a f****** book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger, at least HE can spell! Santa 2. Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa 3. Dear Santa, I've written you for three years now asking for a fire truck. Please, I really really want a fire truck this year! Love, Joey Dear Joey, Let me make it up to you. While you sleep, I'm gonna torch your house. You'll have more fire trucks than you'll know what to do with. Santa 4. Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back togeth

Brand Name Condoms And Their Slogans
1. Nike Condoms: Just do it. 2. Toyota Condoms: Oh, what a feeling! Who can ask for anything more? 3. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. 4. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. 5. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. 6. Flinstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten million strong and growing. 7. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but pH balanced for a woman. 8. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, it's that simple. Point and Shoot! 9. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Have you Driven a Ford Lately? 10. Chevy Condoms: Like a Rock. 11. Jeep-Eagle Condom: There's Only One Jeep (sold in singles only) 12. The Saturn Condom: A *Different* Kind of Condom 13. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? 14. NY Lotto Condoms:

Astrological Signs Like You Have Never Seen Them
1. Taurus (April 21-May 21) These people are earthy, natural, and have a direct approach to the opposite sex which can only be called tactless. The typical Taurus pickup line is "wanna fuck?" The typical Taurus comeback to that line is "no, thanks, I already have one asshole in my pants." But once a Taurus has his mind made up, there's no stopping him. He'll rent a $200-a-night hotel room, and a $500-a-night whore, and pretend he is having fun. At least half of Mastercard's business is done with Tauruses. A Taurus doesn't do anything unless there's something to show for it. Walk into even the most modest Taurus's home, and you'll see at least a whole wall of trophies. Never mind that they are for "Most Improved Bowler" or "Third Place, Rhubarb Pies" or "Fastest Sheep Catcher in Texas." It's the trophy that counts. Tauruses tend toward all kinds of excesses. Food, booze, sex. In all cases, the Taurus person will bite off more than he can chew. Impotence is a re

All I Want
I see you through the crowd . . . I see you with a smile and hear your laughter . . . I wish to spy at you in your own space and time; I see a man with heart and willing love . . . I see a boy that seeks attention and comradery … Shall I try to play the game??? OOHH Baby, even if I try – You’ve made yourself unattainable to me . . . How I wish to touch your soul – While so many hold your thoughts & laughter, Imprint your mind & Play “touch” with your spirit . . . . . . Me? Well . . . I ALL I want . . . is ALL of you . . .

Wonder
why do people aways say thet know what your going trough or know how how you feel. But then on the same note say well are you single. lol funny huh. well you dont know me if you did you would say im just here for you not bs answers that you think i want to hear. And why then do people try to hook u up woth people after they find out your now out of a relationship ok sorry venting done ty

What Does Love Mean?
1. "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 3. "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 4. "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 5. "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 6. "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7 7. "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Momm

Standardized Guide To The Bases
Do you remember middle school/junior high/high school? If so, do you remember talking about 'the bases' with your friends? "Yeah man, at the dance, X and Y went behind the gym and they got to second base!" Well that was cool and all, but what the hell was second base? Tongue kissing? Up the shirt? Noone was really sure. Also, the bases tended to get progressively more intense as you got older. What's a person to do? Here, we mourn the passing of using baseball ananlogies to describe sexual activity. But let's face it, there are more than four stages in todays day and age of sex play. So, in the interests of both bringing baseball sex metaphors in line with the complications of modern romance and with standardizing the bases, we present the Standardized Guide to the Bases. First, let's examine what the bases could have meant in the old days. --First Base- This was almost always kissing, although one guy I knew thought it meant holding hands. Sometimes it was tong

True Love?
How do we survive when the one we thought was our true love wasn't? All that time thinking this was the one we lived for. Only to find out it was years spent living in a dream. Time and emotion invested, to find out it was not true after all. Memories are clouded with lies, deceit and distrust. All the plans for the future now gone into nothingness. Losing not only the love, but the dream as well. Maybe there is just no such thing as true love anymore. Or is it… Just that hard to find anyone that's true anymore?

Meaningless Pain Unread
ocked inside my eyes turn wide thoughts turned black with plastic pride walls bent in from pressure great consuming me with words I ate mocking tone is alwaysed used to tell myslef if been abused running out of hope dies last sorrow building from the ash one night can seem to put an end of fire set by words unsaid trying now to self inflict my death that i now can predict

The Pain Of Love
Man...this week has been the most stressful I can truly say I've ever had. The most hurtful. I've cried so much, I've been sick, in pain, stomach killed me. Over my man. I hated him at the same time that I loved him. I wanted to slap him at the same time I wanted to just stare at him and kiss him. I haven't been able to truly vent about it. Not till now. He hurt my heart...it's still broken. But, I stayed. I'm pregnant with our daughter and didn't think he'd kill me the way he did. He still has no clue just how deep it hurt. My trust? A zero. My love? Still strong. I just don't know. I am doing better, happier, etc. But, I still want to cry. Actually, I have been crying every other day. So depressed, I didn't know who I was. He couldn't get me to laugh, nothing. But, I still love him. My family still thinks we aren't together, except for one. They are happy at this. Another family member of mine even has a different guy they see me with and seems hopeful that we hook up. I can't. I won

A Dream Team Member In A Auction
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Sexually Graphic Comments
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Update Info On Surveys & Offers
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**love Is **
**LOVE IS** LOVE IS KIND LOVE IS BLIND TRUE LOVE IS HARD TO FIND WHEN WE MET I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE FOR ME TO BE WITH AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I KNEW THAT YOU WERE THE PERFECT GUY WHEN WE HOLD HANDS I AM NOT LOST BUT KNOWING THAT LOVE HAS IT'S COST FOR WHATEVER LOVE THE COST IS I'LL PAY THAT PRICE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY DAY'S FOR I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. BY:TIHONEY KA'ILILAUOKEKOA KAHELE

It Has Been Confirmed.
Well, after all I have experienced so far, there's no doubt in my mind that I haven't reached my true potential yet, although I am witnessing some of the power I once had, and to me, it's very hard to believe because it's very unique what I think I might be, or what I have already become. I'm not going to say much about it on here, because the reader might only get confused. People, if I shall call them that, people like that don't even exist anymore, let alone the technology we once had. Could it be me coming back again, to be prepared for another war to wipe out humanity? Or could it be something else altogether? Yes I am pure Atlantean although my mother and father in this life are not, one of my distant relatives are also like me, or she was. Yes I'm German, Irish, all that too but that is from my mortal parents in this life. I have to somehow unlock her gift of what she had to give. The parents in this life are not my original parents. They are now, but the first ones left

New Haters On The Fu ' Block
Oh boy do I have another group of haters and I am so glad we have the iggy button for these special occasions. Here check these hater's out: http://www.fubar.com/user/1787226 http://www.fubar.com/user/945350 This loser thinks I am going to steal his Girlfriend and He has even gone to such lengths to Threaten my life. Wow your even more pathetic then I had thought. I have no intentions of stealing anyone away from anyone and I really think that Fubar should be doing more through background checks on people because I think this loser has escaped from a Mental Instistution and needs to be reinstated immidieatly! I had to sadly get rid of a friend on Fubar because of this incident. Apparently she has fallen with some really bad company and her new man dont like her to have friends. Wow even more pathetic man. Well whatever.. Buu huu! you want a cookie, more like a iggy cookie! Ha ha ha... And to think this this was my close friend of two years and she has fallen on the wrong path

A Solution To High Gas Prices.
Okay bitches, you can stop whining about gas prices now because I've solved your problem. Everyone knows that gas prices are outrageous, not because of American oil corporations, but because of the OPEC. Gas is expensive because it's foreign. If the United States had as much gas underneath us as Saudi Arabia, we could sustain our greedy car loving lifestyles without any Yemenese nabbing their little curry hands at the cash register. I waited a few years for the government to figure this out and fix it themselves. Didn't happen. So once again I call upon myself to find the answer. You can start right now. Drive down to the gas station and fill up your tank. Then pull out a red gas container, top it off, and dump it out onto the ground in front of you. If you don't have a container, you can spray it onto the pavement. If it makes you self-conscious, put the nozel down your pants and hold the handle down. People will think you pissed yourself and you won't be embarassed by the sp

A Cerebralation, Enought To Give A Two Year Old A Headache.
I posted this on Mywasteofspace yesterday and the day went from drumming to cracking and finally splitting. Things are better today though. Old aged and poverty stricken. Life It is exactly two years to the day when I had brain surgery. I have come to the conclusion then that I am two today and it calls for a cerebralation. Not a squeak about that in the stars. The only thing they tell me to do is start finding ways to make money from home. Well, I made 5 pence so it is a start. I found one in the washing machine which was not one of mine but, I will tell you what, it is now. I never seem to find dirty fivers amongst the laundry heap any more but 5 pence is a mere wriggle in the life of a caterpillar so I need to get a wiggle on to get to the end of the road and onto freedom. Yes, sure, I would get a long way on 5 pence because there is no such thing as a free ride although that is not true because I do have a bus pass even though I am only two. Ah, reached the grand old a

I Am Who I Am
My Strengths - Charismatic , Competent , Courageous , Determined , Honest , Loyal , Magnetic , Passionate , Profound , Proud , Reliable , Sharp-Witted My Weaknesses - Intolerant , Jealous , Manipulative , Merciless , Obsessive , Passive-Aggressive , Secretive , Selective , Self-Destructive , Speculative , Vicious

Lying? Your Face Will Give You Away
Lying? Your face will give you away: study Thu Apr 24, 10:51 AM ET Liars might think they are good at covering up their deceit but a new Canadian study shows there's one thing they can't control that will give them away -- flashes of emotion in their faces. Researchers at Dalhousie University's Forensic Psychology Lab in Halifax conducted the first detailed study on the secrets revealed when people put on a false face or inhibit various emotions, and found their faces told the truth. But instead of clues like shifty eyes or sweaty brows, their expression would crack briefly, allowing displays of true emotions such as happiness, sadness, disgust and fear to come through. "Unlike body language, you can't monitor or completely control what's going on your face," Stephen Porter, who worked on the research, said in a statement. The researchers, who reported their findings in journal Psychological Science, examined the case of Canadian Michael White who sobbed as he made

What Did I Do To You
You may as well cut out my heart, Rather than do what you've done... Pretending to love me, holding me close, Making me feel you loved me the most, Telling me I was your very best friend, Causing such pain, the kind with no end. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You took in my love, accepted it all, Shared the same bed, but cared not at all. You took all my gifts, And gave me some back, You showed all your cards, With the deck that you stacked. You would speak of my kindness, And then you'd attack, Striking with your heart, colored black. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You'd fill me with love, Then leave me to starve, Just leaving the pain From the message you carved, Tease me with hope, Then take it all away... I'd feel just so helpless, As if I were your prey. So many things I wanted to say, But the voice had just gone away. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? Yo

Immigration
Illegal immigrants, sometimes i think we forget tht, unless yoru native american, our ancestors were immigrants too either by choice or slavery. I think people should stop ragging on them because there only human trying too survive and find some way too provide for there kids. compared too what we do, we desperate, rob,kill each other. however it goes without say tht rather then deport, check there background first. some ppl tht cross tht line should be sent back like drug dealers and murder's. We bitch about them taking jobs,hey here's a idea copy what they do instead of bitching. if you reallllly need money work your way from the bottom too the top, yea they work for cheap but hey 3oo bucks in mexico can last, were so busy raising prices that were fucking ourselves over. but ask yourself, you live in a country were the populus is dirt ass poor,less jobs what do you do, file for a visa which can take weeks or cross, so your kids can have a life. if were really the land of oppertunity

Presidency
frankly I personally get so tired of hearing about the race card and the sex card. The yeear is 2008 not 1950 or 1960 people.We have black mayors,senators,govenors,elected sherriffs,chiefs of police and so on and on. It's time too evolve people and learn that the skin color shouldn't dictate who should be president. Seems like people are afarid that a women can get the job done, that a black man can get the job done. guess what YOUR SEX AND SKIN COLOR DOSEN'T REGULATE YOUR DECISION SKILLS OR MATURITY,THERE ARE OFFICERS OF every race,gender in the military who make good and shitty calls If this is an actual land of equal oppertunity stop looking at race and look at what they can actually do in office. Frankly I don't really care a politician is a polictian, they will always say whatever too get thatvote. just rem that.

None
Forgive me for what cannot be forgiven. Open up the door I once slammed closed. Restore the love that I once squandered, driven Grimly by some grinch I've since deposed. I cannot plead for what I cannot fathom, Valuing least the value I most crave. Each heart must sometimes haunt the steep-walled chasm, Made mad by wrath and selfish songs that rave Empty on the edges of the grave

The War
Now I'm touching a very sensitive subject but as a solider I can put my view, so if you don't like it leave a comment thank you. Now i've done 2 tours voluntary. WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND IS THIS, when 911 happened everyone wanted action from the preident since people feel he did nothing too stop it, he's trying too stop another. Do I support this war,yes or no is not the answer. What people don't see on the news i DO. tHEY NEVER TELL YOU ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO WALK FROM OTHER CITIES TOO our hospitals for there kids health and thank us for it, they never see the children who love you and break there necks too catch up too you just too say hi,shake your hand and play. I rem back in 04,my frist tour We walked into a airport and not a single person said hi(except the uso but there volunteers) they looked at us,like who the fuck are you, we go too ireland and we get a standing appluase so can someone tell me why ireland shows a bigger appreciation for people not even from that cou

Looking For Spanks
I AM LOOKING FOR SPANKS I CAN GIVE YOU 11'S FOR HOW EVER LONG YOU WANT THEM, RATE ALL YOUR STASH, HELP YOU IN A GIVEAWAY OR CONTEST OR WHAT EVER ELSE YOU THINK IS FAIR. dROP ME A LINE WITH HOW MANY YOU HAVE AND WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME. I WILL EVEN HELP ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS LEVEL, IN CONTEST ECT.

Surgery (by Pet)
Well many of you may remember that my master posted a mumm about the gallblsdder. He was wanting to know personal stories to help me feel better. The few that posted did help a little. To make a long story short I no longer have a gallbladder. Here is how it went. Last Thursday I went to the Dr. They told me it sounded like my gallbladder. No surprise. I had already started researching the pains I was having. They set up an appointment to have a sonogram that Friday. The sonogram went quick. They told me that I probably wouldn't know anything until Monday. Well I called the house and checked messages while I was out just in case. After a few times of hearing no messages I decided I robbly wont hear anything until Monday. I was wrong. We stopped in the house to take care of a couple of things. Still no message. Well we had to leave again. We got back in close to 6. After we had left the house the Dr. called saying I needed to call them back. Office was closed so I had to wait till Mon

Keep Talking Shit
thats right i am sick and tired of hearing all the lazy no good people that talk shit about the military and say shit like thank god for IEDS.to all you people you can kiss my ass and when you get the ballz to do something for your country then you can talk shit.to the guys and girls still over there be safe keep your head down and keep kicking ass.

I Agree With This All The Way
Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, & never have regrets, because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted

Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah

Old Goats
A group of Americans were traveling by tour bus through Holland. As they stopped at a cheese farm, a young guide led them through the process of cheese making, explaining that goat's milk was used. She showed the group a lovely hillside where many goats were grazing. "These" she explained "are the older goats put out to pasture when they no longer produce." She then asked, "What do you do in America with your old goats?" A spry old gentleman answered, "They send us on bus tours!"

Doubtful
This letter explains everything The content it is the truth Each word could cut like daggers If I decide to finally give it to you I've rewrote and rechecked a thousand times Licked it shut and said my goodbyes The lines are perfectly written to break Wide open this conclusion And it feels like I've already been there Sounds like I'm preaching the choir If it looks like it won't work out I'm the one, one full of doubt I know that time wont change a thing If we're all moving in slow motion It's hard to catch up When the world is weighing you down And it feels like I've already been there Sounds like I'm preaching the choir If it looks like it won't work out I'm the one It feels like I've already been there Sounds like I'm preaching the choir If it looks like it won't work out I'm the one, one full of doubt I'm confused Don't know what I should do now You, you could lose everything close to you Tell me how does this feel When it feels like i've a

Failure's Not Flattering
what's your problem can't you see it and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will don't leave this rock unturned cause you could like what you find a sure shot hit with your name attached to it will you keep me in mind I won't cast the first stone or leave the first mark but I will leave a lasting impression you believe what you want and you said what's been said and i do hope you learn a lesson i... do hope you learn a lesson what's your problem can't you see it and you go and blow it like everyone knows you will don't look too hard for what you want cause it could be on the tip of your tongue you're holding back like there's nothing left to it could this be a false alarm I won't cast the first stone or leave the first mark but I will leave a lasting impression you believe what you want and you said what's been said and i do hope you learn a lesson i... do hope you learn a lesson what's your problem can't you see it and you go and blow i

Ending In Tragedy
I tried to save us But little did I know You are a speeding train off track With little time to go I tried everything Tried so hard to let you know But now I'm on my last thread Pulling away to no avail Yeah Now it's our time Yeah Now it's our time And I'll see you on the other side Beneath all your skin There's another side to you You built up city walls So I never get through You built up city walls So I can never get through Yeah Now it's our time Yeah Now it's our time And I'll see you on the other side Why would I take it too far With not thinking about the end at all If a fortune could say what the future will bring Then I'm not convinced It's ending in tragedy And most of all It's in my control To end it all

Jokes!
A man left his cat with his brother while he went on vacation for a week. When he came back, the man called his brother to see when he could pick the cat up. The brother hesitated, then said, ''I'm so sorry, but while you were away, the cat died." The man was very upset and yelled, ''You know, you could have broken the news to me better than that. When I called today, you could have said he was on the roof and wouldn't come down. Then when I called the next day, you could have said that he had fallen off and the vet was working on patching him up. Then when I called the third day, you could have said he had passed away.'' The brother thought about it and apologized. "So how's Mom?" asked the man. "She's on the roof and won't come down."

Unbreakable
Where are the people that accused me? The ones who beat me down and bruised me They hide just out of sight Can't face me in the light They'll return but I'll be stronger God, I want to dream again Take me where I've never been I want to go there This time I'm not scared Now I am unbreakable It's unmistakable No one can touch me Nothing can stop me Sometimes it's hard to just keep going But faith is moving without knowing Can I trust what I can't see To reach my destiny I want to take control But I know better God, I want to dream again Take me where I've never been I want to go there This time I'm not scared Now I am unbreakable It's unmistakable No one can touch me Nothing can stop me Forget the fear it's just a crutch That tries to hold you back And turn your dreams to dust All you need to do is just... TRUST!!! God, I want to dream again Take me where I've never been I want to go there This time I'm not scared Now I

I Am An Excellent Steel Horse, I Am An Unparalleled Lightning Force
I have found my way into a dark place. It's been coming for a while now, and I don't want to say too much about it. Nobody likes a self-pitier, and an onslaught of woe-is-me type lines will surely drive some of you to the X at the top of your screen. However, I need to say these few things, to put them outside of my own body, to get them out of my head (since I am living so completely inside of it, like a tiny house without a door and the trash is building up and taking over everything). 1. I seem to have lost the ability to connect to the beauty in the world around me and inside of the people I encounter. The over-internalization that occurs for me during winter has forced me into apathy, fear, anxiety, and feelings of not being good enough. 2. I hate being alone all of the time, even when I am in the company of other people, I find myself feeling empty and unable to connect. There are people I can call, but there is nobody to sit and listen, in an attempt to soothe it. I wou

93 Angels And Counting...
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

To My Fuckwad Of A Husband..
*Also posted on Myspace* I poured my heart out in these texts but it had to be said. I'm tired of him, and just men period that think of me as an option. They dont want to be alone, so they think "oh well I will just settle for Shawna". Lord knows, I made him a priority for 6.5 yrs but no more. I can't do it. I have too much self respect and I know I deserve better than what I'm getting. I will find it one day and it is going to be the love that lasts a lifetime.

If You Buy Me A Hh Here's What You'll Get In Return.
Hey everyone, I really want my first Happy Hour, here's what I'm offering for the person who gets if for me. 1. You will be added to my family permantly 2. I will give you my IM and we can chat 3. Will do live stip show on cam plus more 4. Will make you several nsfw salutes 5. Something of your choice

Chimaira - Power Trip
Face to face No time to waste This is the time for revenge Your claim to fame Of crushing dreams Your control has no hold on me I hate the way You have no shame You act like nothing's happened It's time to rise The final fight This is the last time I will not fail again I will not let you win Fuck your power trip I'll throw away The wasted days The chance for revenge My claim to fame Ended in vain This was the last time You are the one who's forsaken us all Nothing has changed so together we fall I am the one who's led us to believe You can't change me

Issues
I wanna wake up I've been walking in my sleep to long Wake up So sick of dreaming I wanna slow down I wanna be part of what is happening around me Without breathing Without feeling Without screaming So I'm leaving I'm unconsciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate? I'd like to blame my parents I'm sure you'd do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's to afraid I turn the page To a chapter that they thought was just a phase But it consumed me You're right I am a failure And when my life turns to shit It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all you ever taught me how to do So you can relax! Without feeling Without breathing Now I'm leaving I'm unconsciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate? I'd like to blame my parents I'm sure you'd do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's to afraid Turn the page I've been hiding, Drowning, I've been running, Starving, I've been feeling nothing I'm

My Nephew's Exciting Baseball Game Last Night!
What a game last night! In all of my years of playing, watching, and umpiring baseball, I have never seen anything like I did last night. It was absolutely crazy. My nephew, Blake, was not as sharp as he normally is and got off to kind of a rough start. He walked the first two batters, struck out the next two, passed ball which put the runners on second and third and then the cleanup batter got a bloop hit with two strikes. So we were down 2 two 0 going into the bottom of the first. Then our first batter hit a grounder to the shortstop. He was safe at first but the umpire made an out call and then quickly changed it to a safe call which is the cardinal rule in umpiring that you should not do. If you're going to make a call you just better make a good one and make it decisively no matter what. Of course, that made the coach of the other thing furious and I really do not blame him. Like I said, I believe the umpire made the right call but you cannot make an indecisive call like

Need Fubucks?
Okay, well I'm sitting here with almost $2 million fubucks and I never could stand having money without spending it lol. So I thought and thought on what to spend it on and I've bought tons of gifts but still...there it is. So I thought about what I want. I'm so tired of being at this level and don't want to spend the rest of the year here so how about this: I have 94 pics in my default album. If you rate all of them a 10 during happy hour, I will give you $1,000 fubucks. If you rate them all 11's, I will give you $5,000. You can do this every week when they reset if you like! All I need is for you to send me a private message letting me know you are done and I will send you the fubucks as soon as I get the message. Also, if you are reading this and haven't fanned me, if you fan me I will give you another $1,000 fubucks. Again, I can't keep up with everybody so PLEASE send me a private message letting me know you've done this so I can send you your fubucks. Thanks so m

Today Only
Listen, I'm in this ocntest that ends tonight and I really need votes, if you could vote for me, I'd really appreciate it.I need all the comments and votes that I can get. I promised to do a you tube video in my bikini if I win...and we'll know tomorrow! It's the last day to vote for your favorite actors on Massify. They're competing for four principal roles in Perkins'14, a feature film produced and distributed by After Dark Films. It's up to you to choose who makes it to the final screen test in New York. http://www.massify.com/auditions/362 Why should you vote? Because you love movies. Because you support artists and fans choosing the next generation of talent. But mostly because first round voting ends at midnight tonight, so it's your last chance! Your votes will determine which 20 actors move on to the next round for a professional screen test with the production team. Based on these results, the community will then choose the final four. === '

I Am Hurting....
If someone loves you...why do they hurt you? If someone makes you cry...why don't they wipe your tears? I sit here alone...wondering about the "one" who is supposed to be here...by my side. And he isnt. I sleep alone, in my bed, pondering thoughts of when this pillow will actually be his body. Every day...every night...my heart and mind collide. A vicious cycle of emotions, over someone that will never be with me. Yes, he says he will be...but why not now? His words...his actions...conflict with my heart. I have given him ultimatums. I have expressed my feelings. I have given him my heart. He doesn't do ultimatums...he doesn't understand my feelings...he seems blinded by my heart bleeding. Bleeds tears of something that I have a hard time believing of what will be. He knows my past. I thought he would understand. But its worse. So it seems. Still here I sit...tears streaming down my face...for someone...who will never be here...even tho he says he will be

The Witching Hour
Well, it is almost the witching hour at my house. That time of the day when my boys get home from school and the fights begin. At least it is Friday! It has been a bit of a long week for me. My friend and her son here, a memorial, driving all day Wednesday and just about being bored to tears and then fighting with Anthony yesterday and this morning! I need a drink. A drink and relax. I wish it was somewhat warmer outside so that I could have my drink poolside. It has been cold this last week. Not normal weather for us at all. I teased my friend and told her she brought it with her from Seattle! Burr. I am ready to start laying out in my pool naked! Getting that all over glow. Only...we have new neighbors that bought the house next door and they are fixing it up. I don't want to scare them if they are up on a latter or on their roof! Oh my. I would be embarrassed to say the least. This weekend should be a quiet one. Nothing planned. Our daughter is moving out

Help Needed...
I've entered into my first ever contest and I need YOUR help in order to win START DATE will be Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! I need to be the FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on my picture in tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar album to win a happy hour on her!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th May 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! So please for the luv of me...giggles...help me out thanks bunches

What Retired People Do All Day...
Working people frequently ask retired people what they do to make their days interesting. Well, for example, the other day the wife and I went into town and went into a shop. We were only in there for about 5 minutes. When we came out, there was a cop writing out a parking ticket. We went up to him and I said, "Come on man, how about giving a senior citizen a break?" He ignored us and continued writing the ticket. I called him a Dumb Ass. He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. So Mary called him a shithead. He finished the second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he started writing a third ticket. This went on for about 20 minutes. The more we abused him, the more tickets he wrote. Personally, we didn't care. We came into town by bus. We try to have a little fun each day now that we're retired. It's important at our age.

I Think It Sucks
that people won't do anything for anyone anymore without wanting something for it remember before "fupal" and "bling" when people would rate and bomb just for a simple THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I still do, if people offer that's different but I tell them before I do something a reward isn't necessary. Just being a friend is all I'd like. this is my second time tryin to get a HH, last time I bombed all by myself almost the whole time even though I posted bulletin after bulletin asking for help only ONE friend came, out of almost 900 I have known her for the year I've been here if you can please help THANK YOU

Children's Bill Of Rights
My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr.Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights. It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos f rom head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control, And it's illeg

Happy Friday All
would like to thank some of the ones yesterday who helped rate my stuff..and those today that I just met. You are all awesome. Although , I was more or less joking in yesterdays blog..it would be nice to be a godfather..but really not all that important. The fact that you wanted to help..was more important. .or that you cared. I wanna wish you all a wonderful friday! I will be busy most of it..working..and baseball opening day is tomorrow. Yee Haw.. no wonder I am so tired.

Sos To The World
YOU MUST SEE THE PICS AT http://www.myspace.com/drturi Watch Dr. Turi - http://www.youtube.com/drturistar 4/25/2008 Dear Readers; I wish so much I could be on Anderson Cooper program tonight and EXPLAIN what a Plutonic trend and “The Death Wish Generation” is all about but this wont happen and while millions are “entertaining” themselves looking for the real answers, you my reader will have it. Of course as always if you are a newcomer and did not read my previous newsletters. (http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/) watch my predictions on YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/drturistar) read my 2008 Moon Power (http://www.drturi.com/books.php) DO NOT speculate or hastily mingle me with another “Mrs. Cleo”, because I am the real thing! To those of you who signed up for my FREE “Dragon Newsletter” at http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/ and received a newsletter titled “SOS Read Alert Predictions” Dated Apr 18th 2008 (you may read it again at http://www.drturi.com/

Week One
Tis over, the first week - and man, can this be all there is? I'm not one to be prejudiced as you well know, but the class started with about 20 whites and 12 blacks - all the whites are still here, and all of the blacks but two are gone, and those two are fighting for their lives. Really, it's childs play. In order to get a CDL ( Commercial Drivers License) One must first pass the fout permit requirements - I and most of us passed those the secodn day. ( I now temporarily hold an Idiana drivers license - best damned license photo EVER!) Once we pass out road tests, we'll be good to go. In order to get that far, one must do a word for word inspection of the entire vehicle - rote memorization unless you know the parts - I do. Apparently, the brothers in the class are NOT what you'd call the cream - come in late, no home work, yadda yadda yadda - at any rate, it's beginning to look REALLY white in there. For what they pay, I would suggest this career to anyone who is at l

Hes Been Help Pay Him Love
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Forest Fire Outside My Door
On April 24, there was an 1,100 acre forest fire in my little bitty town of 2,000 or so. Officials rumor that it was sparks from a train that started the fire, fuled by high winds and the lack of rain. 6 homes were toasted to the ground. I am happy that there were no injuries. Once I learned what was happening, I got home and learned that I had a matter of five to ten minutes to evacuate my home and go north. The fire was so close that you could see it from the back of the apartment. I basically left everything, including my wedding dress and accessories (on accident of course) and once I realized what I did, the entire road was blocked off within minutes and all I could do was wait and find out. By morning of the 25, today, I went home with my family to see that we still had a home to return to and that the fire had been stopped less than a thousand yards from my doorstep. All my memories were saved, my belongings, and my livelihood. I am so thankful for the many firefighters that put

Bid For Me And I'll Make It Worth Your Wild If You Win!!!
Hey Friends Iv entered "The Hottest Tattoo'd Guys on Fubar" Auctionso come show some love on my Tattoo pic!!!Place your bids and or just leave comments!! Its all in fun...and i love your input!!!!Ya baby Ya! Big Smiles for YOU!!! Copy and past this link into your browser to take a peek!!!!! thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963988&i=4003184460&idx=7

A Bird Feeder...
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. What a beauty of a bird feeder it is, as I filled it lovingly with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table .. everywhere! Then some of the birds turned mean. They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. So I took down the bird feeder and in three days

Broken Girl
She buys a new dress for the party She always looks good in red Turns around in front of the mirror And disappears inside of her head She wonders if he’ll even remember She asked him in a casual way Just in case he didn’t want to go with her In that event she knew just what she would say She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend Even though she only has one or two She’s always done much better with boys anyway So who needs girlfriends? Pacing nervous cross the floor of her bedroom Gripping tight the phone in her hand Biting back the rush of emotions And dreaming of just having a man It’s a long walk And the music is loud She sees an old friend As she walks through the crowd Puts on her best smile But underneath it she’s a broken girl But it’s a long walk And the music is loud She sees an old friend As she walks through the crowd Puts on her best smile But she will always be a broken girl She struggles with an awful decision Stay at home – or walk in alon

My Brother
Hey all if Im not on line much or I dont respond its because I have alot of family in and ..things..keep us in your prayers..my brother is in ICU and is in critical condition...thanks for you love and kindness..hugs

Newest Update On Dad
My dad is doing good...he has quit smoking and he has started walking everyday but wednesday he found out he had 4 hernias but they ain't gonna repair them until they absolutely feel the need to!

Sick Of It
Im doing my best to trust him. Tryin to believe the things hes telling me but its so hard. I have this feeling that something just isnt right. Hes changed....a lot and i dont know why. I didnt think I did anything wrong but maybe I did. All I know is I cant take much more of this. Its tearin me apart inside. Our ex's sure as hell arent making it any easier and I dont want to let go of him but Im sick of being so paranoid all the time with no way of really shutting it out. When we are together I believe its just me, that Im his only one but then something comes up and all that paranioa comes back...100 times stronger. I act happy around everyone cuz I dont want them to know Im really falling apart. Just incase it is just me over reacting I dont want them to hate him or think he did something wrong. Hes never really gave me a reason to doubt him but lately things just havent seemed the same. I really dont understand any of it and its not something I can really talk to him about w

Losing Him
My heart is breaking Nights drag on forever Barely sleeping now Not knowing whats going on So many thoughts going through my head He tells me he loves me I believe he does But then I dont understand Why it seems things have changed Its still early in the relationship It shouldnt be like this already I love him more than ever Yet I fear theres something I dont know My heart is breaking And tears are starting to fall No longer can I hold it all in The fears I have Of losing him.

You
A small ranch house In our quiet little town; A talk with our friends Whenever they come around; Kids -- lots of kids -- Running in and out; Let's teach these kids What life's all about; Two, or three dogs, And, a few cats; They like to eat mice, And chew on some rats; With you at my side, Or, with me in bed; There's nothing we can't do I'm positive in my head; And, with these things, They're all heaven sent, My life will be complete, And, I will be content. It will be soon, baby. All of my love, Michael

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life m home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may have forgotten me, but I still sing his song.goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've t

My Nephews Situation
It is now 12:52 a.m. on 4/26/2008. My nephew just got admitted to the hospital. He woke up crying tonight for no reason. Then wouldn't bear any weight on anything. He is a severe hemophiliac. One of the worst documented cases in the U.S. He got taken to the emergency room. They decided to admit him. A normal dose for him intravenously is normally 100,000 units. They ended up giving him 800,000 units this time. He has to have surgery soon. So keep him in your prayers.

Need Help Please
seems my laptop has died or something power wont even turn on.. I am totally clueless on what happened battery was full and everything shut it down the right way now cant get it to turn back on if anyone knows anything aout laptops please help thanks

Separating
How do you keep feelings in check when you know the other person doesn't feel the same? Why does the heart have to become involved when it comes to love/lust? Why are there so many unanswered questions in the world?

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last finally a guy has taken the time to write them for you Women to know them.... Now here are the Man rules.[/font] Please note.. These are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon Or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. 'Yes' and 'No' are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and

Help Us Fu Kings To Godfathers
Metal Baby ~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R. #1 Team CPT~H.O.F.Fu Angels~ Fu Cruise~ @ fubar Fu-King Godfather 2,937,605 Points to go! Big Ben !!! BIGBEN1979...fu hubby to val dear show my baby love !!!!! @ fubar Fu-King Godfather 2,985,266 Points to go! XOXOXOOXOX BY Metal Baby & Big Ben REPOST PLEASE???? XOXOXO

Eternal Kiss
I have received the eternal kiss I never thought it would be like this All around me my loved ones age and die I can do nothing but sit and cry Eternal life, gift or curse I can now think of nothing worse My beloved daughter grew old and is gone Of my family I am now the only one I must feed on blood to sustain this life I even fed on my neighbours wife I am in an endless battle to quell the beast It strives for control to eternaly feast It's a battle I know I will soon lose I write these lines and notice the clues Soon my humanity to the beast will be gone Then I will be an undead evil one So kill me soon to end all of this For I have received the eternal kiss

Its A Hard Path To Free.
Hey... where am I? The floor is hard, the room is dark. Kinda cold. I can't see my breath, but I can't feel my hands Have you seen my... have you seen the last girl on earth? She's mine y'know. She's my only. She's my... Where the fuck is my grey hoody? and who put this muscle shirt on me? Were we shooting a dirty movie? I feel dirty. I feel watched. Is that what I think it is? Its cold...smooth and flaking. Like old skin. But its dry blood. Hey who's blood is this? And where's my fucking hoody? I loved that sweatshirt. It looked better on me anyway. Y'know. One time, I fell in love with someone. I fell in love with a lot of someones. But at least I had the balls to be somebody about it. You seen my lighter? Fuck was it in the pocket? So were my smokes. You guys suck. I'm outta here. And why am I barefoot? Who's floor is this? The streets are playing my theme music something jazzy and wrong. Something rambling. But its too fu

Work Related. Discussion On Mentality.
On Sheep, Wolves, and Sheepdogs - Dave Grossman By LTC (RET) Dave Grossman, author of "On Killing." Honor never grows old, and honor rejoices the heart of age. It does so because honor is, finally, about defending those noble and worthy things that deserve defending, even if it comes at a high cost. In our time, that may mean social disapproval, public scorn, hardship, persecution, or as always,even death itself. The question remains: What is worth defending? What is worth dying for? What is worth living for? - William J. Bennett - in a lecture to the United States Naval Academy November 24, 1997 One Vietnam veteran, an old retired colonel, once said this to me: "Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." This is true. Remember, the murder rate is six per 100,000 per year, and the aggravated assault rate is four per 1,000 per year. What this means is that the vast majority of Americans a

The Beast Within
The Beast Within By: April 26, 2008 Inside us all, There lives something so dark. Something so horrific. We all try to deny, It’s existence. We cover it up. Bury it deep within. But no matter what, The dark voice, Always has it say. We try to block it out, Try to contain it. Destroy it, Control it, But we never can. The darkness within, Always prevails. The more we fight it, The deeper it grows, Getting louder and louder. We hinge, On its every word. Listening intently, But wishing we didn’t. Maybe this time is different? We always convince ourselves, That we are stronger, And actually run the show. That we’re the master, And it’s the puppet. But deep inside, As much as we love to deny. We all know, We’re just another puppet, In the mist Of the beast within.

Drama
Well my days on this site are VERY numbered, I cant handle all the drama and childish behavior, so im going back to Myspace. Or maybe someplace less dramatic...People on here dont know fiction from reality and thats too bad, others need to be checked into their local mental health ward. Some need their asses kicked, something im real good at doing. Or I have people...lol Dont matter...I just want to delete my profile before I spend the rest of my life in jail for doing something stupid..lol

Ashes Of Maggie
Today is April 26th, and I got a call this morning to pick up Maggies ashes, it took them 3 weeks and as I thought I was coping, today feels like the day I had to put her down. Its ripping through me like a knife, the rush of loosing her all over again, my tears fall like water falls this morning, and my mind is a fog filled with the loniness of loosing my best friend, my little girl, my life. People say, you need to just forget about it now and move on, I will never forget and Im trying to move on she wouldnt want me to greive so long, but everything in my house, everything I see in my bedroom, just brings it all back to me, her collar hanging by the front door, her toys still in the house, pictures of her grace me as I walk past them every day. I will get throught this by the grace of GOD, but I will never forget the love she has put in my heart the day I got her til the day I die and meet her in heaven...my tears are those of missing her to death and tears of joy that she is now h

Wanna Laugh I Got This As An Im From Someone
I know we just met and I really shouldn't be asking u. I feel shy but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. no one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can be very grateful you must think I have a lot of nerve asking you this, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until there is no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward. I'm usually not like this, but.............. can I have some gum?

Goodbye
i've decided once my vip is over that im gonna be deleting my fubar account i joined this site for fun and something to pass the time well its no longer fun to me and as far as passing the time there are much better things i can be doing with less stress involved there are a few great friends that ive made feel free to keep in touch on yahoo or aim if you dont have it and youd like to just ask.

Blogs...
for anyone interested... I have a few little journal entries and ponderings if you will on other sites and thought about copying them here but frankly I write them for me and it doesn't matter where they are located and who reads them. And even more frankly, I don't think anybody really cares so I won't waste my time. LOL

So Where Are You At?
The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

As Fer Today
I am opening the gunrange again today, we had it closed up while mom n dad was both recovering from thier different aliaments. Thier both better in alot of ways though. But i'm just gonna leave fubar up i think, cause i'll be back n forth. If u message me on here n i dont write right back, i wil as soon as i get back.N if u call n no one picks up leave a message, i'll return it once i get back up here from the range.Kinda glad i'm openimng it again, dern sure can use the money from the range fees. Another thing too, are alot of u folks not feeling well or aggravted bout something today? Maybe its just talking to me i guess.Maybe its one of those days where i just make folks aggravted, dont mean too.

Tell The Truth.
(¯`v´¯) .`·.¸.·´ ¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´ ¸¸.·¨ `*~*~* Don't tell me you need me, if you know it's not true. Don't tell me you want me, if you have better things to do. I don't care if it's mean, I don't care why. Just as long as you promise not to lie. Lies build up, you know that's true. And to cover them up, more lies from you. So, don't lie, just open up. Tell me the truth and I won't give up. I won't tell you to leave and to never call. I'll be there with you through it all. All I want and all I need is no lie, the truth indeed. I promise it'll be worth it, a promise I will keep. So, please don't lie...it'll just make us weak. The trust will fall, it'll build a wall and I'll never know the real you. I can't say it enough, but I'm scared not to, so just promise me this...to tell the truth.

Dui : Florida Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Punta Gorda, Florida after last call noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, he p

It Hurts Even More Knowing.
It hurts even more knowing. It hurts even more knowing you don't even miss me, When I'm away, It hurts even more, knowing you don't even think of me, It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even care for me let alone love me, It hurts even more, knowing that I'm not special to you like you're special to me, It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even return my calls, when you return your friend's call in front of me, It hurts even more, knowing you only send me text message when you need some company, It hurts even more, knowing, that you didn't even wish me on my birthday, when it was you who reminded me in the first place. It hurts even more, knowing that you forget me, as soon as you walk out the door, It hurts even more, knowing that you treat me like any other gurl, It hurts even more, knowing that there is no point in loving you, but still i do nothing but love you. It hurts really really bad, knowing that I'm just another gurl, who treats you especially

Almost Back To Fu-queen! Please Help!!
OK so here's the thing I have a HH coming up on Monday night @ 7pm PST BUT I am only about 167K from making it back to Fu-Queen!! Now I know it's asking a lot but I know how awesome my friends are so hopefully it's not too much to ask! I would REALLY LOVE to make it to Fu-Queen BEFORE my HH so that all those points from my HH go towards GODMOTHER! Now I am having a rate-a-thon during my HH so I want you to save your rates Monday for my HH! SO that means today I need my awesome friends to come and help me out!! I need lots of Rates and Blings if you can spare them! Now on Monday if you CAN'T be on during my HH then by all means rate me all you can while you are on! :D :P PLEASE PLEASE help me out!!! I've made soooo much progress since being deleted and I am FINALLY almost back where I was thanks to my WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!! I am doing my best to use all my rates every day to work towards getting back but I need your help too!! I am moving in a couple of days so I am trying to use my rates

Hard. And Real.
In the morning we wake. We drink coffee and check our emails. Hold grudges and let grudges be held against us. We drive to work, people on our minds. We go through life afraid to say things that need to be said. We sigh and groan over our frusterations. Bills that cannot be payed on time. Traffic that made us late to work that day. Exhusbands. Lovers. Both old and new. In an instant most things seem trival and silly. In an instant you realise what is important in life...and what is not. Everytime I woke this morning I couldnt keep my eyes open. So sleepy was I. I would sit up and groan and lay back down to sleep some more...snuggling into my pillows. My eyes would close and an hour later I would wake again..to repeat. I could hear the girls away down the hall. I could hear my son playing his Wii. I smiled and slept and drempt of locked safes and teasing men. At ten my phone rang, and I was sure it was Dawn. My daughters friend brought the phone to me. It was my

Drugs
Women r like drugs, It will blow your mind just how quickly you can get hooked on them, The longer you go without them, the more you crave to be with them. And the longer you have them the happier you are. Women r like drugs!!!

Going Offline For A While.
Seeing how I am having almost every weekend off with nothing to do than sit at my pc all day and night. I am going to log off for a while. Not sure how long yet. I know that I am pretty bored today and will be rearranging my livingroom which involves moving my pc around. That should take all night, but do I really want to allocate as much time as I have in the past chasing points? Guess I should be out in public (YUCK!) looking to meet some more friends that I can spend time with out in the real world. Kinda sux to make this decision after my VIP was just renewed, but I must find a better way to spend my time that doesnt leave me sitting here alone watching these sunny days slip past. My days of traveling are about over with. Need to concentrate on my new job so going places are out for now unless I want to move out of state to a new store, which wont happen for at least another 2 years. My main jist of this blog is to let you all know that I may not be replying immediately to m

Reincarnation
Reincarnation Harry came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Harry." Harry was stunned. "I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back! St. Peter said, "I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken." Harry was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. "So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?" "Not bad," replied Harry the hen, "but I have this strange feeling inside. Like I'm gonna explode!" "You're ovulating," explained the rooster. "Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before?" "Never," said Harry. "Well, just relax and let it happen," says the rooster.

Portrait Of A Vampire
His hair is black, his flesh is cold; He's tall and dark and lean. His eyes are deep and dark and clear With an unearthly sheen. He lives in darkness, shunning light; The sun would mean his death. But does he live? He has no pulse And, in his lungs, no breath. His teeth are even, pearly white, And yet, they're not quite right. He does not eat what mortals eat. It is not bread he bites. He stalks her and she does not flee; She finds him mesmerizing. But if she lets him seduce her, Will she again be rising? Does she imagine what he is Or is her mind o'ercome? Does he have her in his spell? Can she escape her doom?

Too Much....
pain and suffering in this world. and too much here at home.I just want to be free of it. I want my marriage to grow closer, I want to feel better so I can be the type of person I used to be--- not this woman of 36 years who feels like she'd rather die that endure the pain. That's selfish, but we are all a little selfish sometimes. There are too many positive reasons to keep breathing and enduring the pain. The people I love are my anchor. ANs the USS Ashleigh ain't going gently into the night. I'll just plug along and continue to pray and find my way toward health and peace..and possibly happiness will follow. ~Ashleigh

Reality
Hard thing reality is We try so hard to escape it But we find we never can A man meets a woman and wants to be with her At the same time this man is with someone But still he wishes He cares for her Yet denies he loves her After some time the man believes that All of a sudden the feelings come back He wishes for one chance to be with her And that is when reality hits His feelings are shot His heart has been cut out and crushed And time and time again he cries For now he know he can never have her The feelings for her will never end No matter how hard he tries The love will never fade How can that be you ask the man But he can never tell you in words For the man is me And this story of reality is true

Challenges
The challenges we face in life are suppose to make us stronger. How strong do we have to be? The pain we face in life is supposed to make us feel alive. How much pain does one have to endure? The losses in life are supposed to make us appreciate what we have. What is left when there is nothing else left to loose? They say these life experiences help to form us into who we are. If these experience make us who we are. What does that say about us? Then again if it were easy we would probably just take life for granted.

Poem By Princess:)
Are you just a memory? Or did you never really exist, Another hallucination Continuing to persist, If you never walked this ground, There was no suicide goodbye, Figment of the imagination- You would never have had to die, If you lived, if you were real And depression defeated you, Hurting I'd understand why you left But still wish you'd made it through, Whether you're just a memory, Wish, dream or hallucination, I'm here suffering, walking Your brave smile as my inspiration.

Love
They say you just know that he is the one. When we first got together, we were absolutely crazy about eachother. Now we argue, we get on eachothers nerves, and i'm starting to think 'what if i am wrong?' How do you really know when its not meant to be? I am still crazy about him, and love him with all of my heart, i'm just starting to notice some flaws, some that i can deal with, some i dont know if i want to. do i have to make a sacrifice?i'm scared that if i do, it will come back and bite me in the ass, the problem will only progress if he doesnt get help. that is not whats best for me and my son. but can he change? Most people have to hit rock bottom befor they realize that there is a problem. i am worth more than rock bottom, a lot more.

To My Friends
Ok well as some know I am in chicago and the internet in the hotel sucks ass big time. It's taking me so long to rate people. For the next few days I'm not going to be around much. My daughters boyfriend was killed in a car accident on the 25th of april at 1:30 am. 4 kids were in the car, the driver and 2 passengers were killed and one got out with minor injuries. Both my kids were friends with one boy and my daughter was dating another boy in the vehicle. This has been her truley first serious relationship and isn't taking this very well... So I am doing a early prediction by saying I won't be on alot. My page wilbe up I'm sure but not sure what the next few days will bring. As many of you all know I lost 2 childen not long ago and this is really hard for me to even absorb let alone feel. Kids have lost total faith in alot after the death of their siblings, and now this. These are young kids and had a promising future. Well it chokes me up to even type all this..... Here is the lnk to

So Do I Fly
Few things eclipse the coming of night. A cessation of noise is the first and finest unfolding; the noise of the sun, the incessant howling of that radiation storm, an interference and an insult to my senses which are finely tuned and made for night. As the sun recedes, so does the noise recede; and then, behind the veil that thins and thins again, I can perceive the first strands of the song – the first strands are the ocean pulses, stars and beings, all around, above, below and deep beneath me, singing as they are, the song of life itself, the song of time and unbound freedom, flight immeasurable and immense, star children as we are, and trapped here in the realms of day that cuts the chord and the connection to the beauty of it all, to the beauty in my soul. But now, the night is coming. Hushed whispers, radiance recedes and now, I come to life; I can emerge, unfold my wings of regal hues, of blue and black and as the last rays of

The Feast
We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quiver and they tremble, they pray,

Kiss Of Life
Your skin, once perfect, once a pale sweep of unbroken desert dunes, has felt my kiss and now it cries - ruby tears are welling up, are slowly sliding down your throat, glistening, delicious tears of joy, of life of your awakening. I am always moved when I thus watch the sorrow of the body, expressed, released, out in the open now for all to see - and it was always there, and not to know that is the deepest of illusions. Here, watch with me. Observe with fascination as your treasures flow across your breast and make their way to your most intimate of oceans - this is my sacrifice before I start to make all this my own, my gift to you, the first of all, the most important lesson of your life. Now close your eyes. Give up your yesterdays and your tomorrows - all those are gone, will never be and you and me will take a journey new and bright, into the night a dawn of radiance awaits.

Azure Rider's
Have you recently taken the time to make me velvet or to simply wrap me up in blue and green? I need this, you know. Perhaps I'm not asking in a way that you can understand, perhaps my spider madness gets me tangled in a web of dreams. It's true, tonight I could do with a soothing moonbeam, or two, slowly on my hair, across my face, intimately. A warm and cleansing rain could follow; for desert, I have a purple desert wind full of mystique and miracle enchantment; Arabian nights under bright white stars with unfamiliar music drifting strangely. Before I go, I want to turn and greet the azure riders on their horses, silver flanked and silver armoured, watch them flow in sweeping arch towards my window. Is that too much to ask of you?

Need Some Royalty
Get my banner code or make your own flash banner I am currently going to build a royal family of Fubar. To join is simple, reply or post for this bulletin and your profile will be displayed in future bulletins. Also when you join change your name to Member of Fubar's Royal Family. example: Rabbit $Member of Fubar's Royal Family$

Hangover
They say to cure a hangover have another drink the pain i feel ain't simple it'll put you on your knees no way to ever end it not a hope in sight can anybody help me I had to much to dream last night Chorus- When i close my eyes I see your face it's back again just like you stayed life was magic if you know what i mean How do you cure a hangover a hangover from a dream It's the best of addictions Aphrodite in a glass a freight train from the heart and your standing on the tracks I don't want to end it not a hope in sight nobody here to help me I had to much to dream last night -Chorus

My Dirty Lil Sectrets
MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS SHHHHHHHHHHH Current mood: flirty Category: Romance and Relationships MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS! I LOVE WOMAN! THERE LOOK THERE TOUCH AND THERE TASTE THE SENTIMENTAL STUFF THE SNUGGLING AND TONS MORE! THERE IS JUST SOMETHING WHEN A WOMAN TOUCHES ME AND KISSES ME AND THE LOOK IN HER EYES WHEN THEY SAY I LOVE YOU, AND MEAN IT! IT MAKES ME MELT. I SO CRAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT GIRL FOR ME! I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH! HE IS THE BEST! I LOVE STEVE SO VERY MUCH BUT HE IS NOT A WOMAN. HE SNUGGLES AND LOVES ME TO DEATH! HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY KNIGHT IN SHINNING ARMOR WHO SAVED ME! HE TREATS ME GREAT! EVERYONE KNOWS HE LOVES ME! HE PUTS UP WITH ALL MY SHIT WHO ELSE WOULD DO THAT! 15 YRS OF MARRIAGE AND 16 YRS TOGETHER I DO BELIEVE OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER! FOR ALL WHO KNEW SOME OF THE STUFF WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEY ARE ALL SHOCKED WE HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL THESE BAD TIMES. I THINK ITS LOTS OF REALLY GOOD TIMES IS WHAT HAS DONE IT! HE IS THE ONE WHO IS ENCOURAGING ME

Cremson Shadows
Crimson Shadows in the shadows of the rose I lie i want you; i desire to lure you in with my fragrance and so i shall and you can't resist my vivid petals i can resist your gaze but you cannot resist mine i can give you your every desire - but once your energy is mine, there will be nothing

Class Reuinion!!!
Anyone have any amazing INEXPENSIVE ideas... or favorite things they did or liked about theirs? Was there anything you hated? Let me know in comments please!!! I'm having to help plan ours... and its very last minute... haha we always were a bunch of slackers....

I Found You.
I found you by BlueWolf © As i look back over my life, I try to recall a place, a time, a moment when i felt the way you make me feel. No memories come to mind, only... Could have been, should have been, Wish there had been. Always wishing, always dreaming of the day, the day i would meet you. And that day came, It was like walking past a mirror, but i did not see my own reflection, i saw a beautiful creature. It was the reflection of my soulmate, and at that moment i knew. I knew i had found the missing beat in my heart, I learned why my heart was capable of such profound love, I found my reason, my why, I found you.

Hey All Dj Ghost Has Arrived
HERE EVEY ONE COME OUT AND SUPPORT DJ GHOST AND THE NAUGHTY GIRLS LOUNGE!!! HE'S ROCKING IT OUT ON THE PLAYER WITH SOME COOL TUNES AND WE'D LOVE YOU TO ROCK WITH US!!! COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANNA. CLICK ON EITHER PIC TO COME IN AND ROCK WITH DJ GHOST RIDER AND THE NAUGHTY GIRLS. (repost of original by '~DJ*Twista♥JustShizzle'sFUWIFE♥{CO-OWNER OF 11TH DIMENTION}LovesNona,Nikki,Lizzy' on '2008-04-20 17:11:23')

True Friends
In a friendship We're free to expose, Parts of ourselves Nobody else knows. But the thing that sustains it And sets it apart, Is not something spoken It's a bond of the heart. True friends are rare In a lifetime two or three, I'm so glad it happened Between you and me!

Pain In My Heart
there was a time when all was right never needed an answer never wanted to fight layin in bed holdin ya tight kissin your lips all was right but im alone now dont what to do i give this pain in my heart all to you and the tears keep flowin and the hurt still there wish you knew how much i care

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love Lyrics
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, m

Idiot Sightings
IDIOT SIGHTING : We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proceeded to give me back$1 and 75 cents

Grow Old With You
Grow Old With You ~ By: Adam Sandler I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. Oh I could be the man to grow old with you. I wanna grow old with you.

What Is True Lov?
I'm talking about the kinda lov u find 2 spend the rest of your love with. Is lov but a memory of what we once had? Or are we still in lov? Do we want 2 be with someone or do we just want someone 2 wanna be with us. I have big issues. since my last boyfriend, I cant even get a crush. I like someone and less than 5 hours later it's gone. I miss that fun feeling of crushing on someone. The minute I even think they might like me or they know I like them poof its gone. Really sucks getting real tired of it. Its not that I want a boyfriend, i just want 2 feel that floaty love thing.

What More Can You Ask For?
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A Legend Lies In All Of Us
I am a legend in my own right A legend despite the strife The future parent that works for their unborn children The friend that mourns for the death of the mother of a friend I am a legend in my own right A legend with courage, will and might I am a legend in my own right A legend despite the strife The student that acquires knowledge supreme The father whose passion is driven by his children's dreams I am a legend in my own right A legend with courage, will and might I am a legend in my own right A legend despite the strife The achievers who believe that glory and honor be their birth right The mother whose hands are dry from the ultimate sacrifice I am a legend in my own right A legend with courage, will and might 27th April 2008

My Computer
My Computer My computer is on its last legs. I'm fairly certain that any day now, it will spontaneously burst into flames as I'm illegally downloading episodes of Lost, sending pieces of computer shrapnel into my face and setting my place on fire. I'm convinced that if my computer were a person, it would have physical capabilities comparable to those of Stephen Hawking. Yes, he is alive, and yes, he can probably explain Euclidean quantum gravity, but at the same time, he can only communicate by blinking or using an electronic voice synthesizer. Like Stephen Hawking, my computer is old and diseased. It's slow, it freezes every other time I use it, and it probably hosts more viruses than a crackhouse in Harlem. One of its most irritating defects is a broken keyboard; the "G", "H", and "Delete" keys periodically get stuck, often causing me to unknowingly write cryptic emails to my friends that say, "ey, you douceba. ow's life?" This gets especially irritating when I have to t

My Silent Love Call To You.
You are sitting right beside me but you might as well be a million miles away How could I ever dare to dream to catch your eye I can hear my voice speaking but they arent the words my heart wants to say And all that comes out is a sigh each time I try You are the example of what is right in the world we know Subtlety, beauty, envious intelligence and seductive grace You are the goal we want to acheive so bad but see how far it is to go You are that special breed that nothing could ever replace I stare at you in silent regret that I cannot say to you all I could I sit and wonder how it is that you cannot see If I could see a sign to take a chance, you know I would And live each day to show you what your heart could meant to me Brown eyes alive with a thousand promises and love only they can hide Lips curled into the smile that takes my breath away Laughter that could make anyone feel better no matter how hard they tried And a touch that leave me without words to pro

Weight Loss Program
A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10lbs. as promised. He calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful,sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads, "If you catch me you can

Love Is A Theaf
I look around at the world outside and realize Im getting older Those warm arms where I spent passionate nights grow colder The demons that once shyed away from our light now grow bolder And I wonder are you finding comfort on someone elses shoulder Your eyes still haunt me I can see them staring back Your breath upon my skin and the subtle way you tease All leaves me wondering where it was we went of track Cursing at the sky from upon these defeated knees The pain flows over me like a symphony of deceit It hurts me so I cannot breathe then comforts me to its breast But it is a song that I know the composer will not complete And I will just have to sway and dance and give up my best Surrounded by maybes and what might be But in the end what can you hold onto to share The darkness is really all that you can see At what point do you finally start not to care It was a thursday when you took our love away And Ive never faced another day the same I rethink all thos

This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

My "twisted" Sense Of Humor...
Is it wrong of me to make fun of the down syndrome kid pictured on the back of the Goodwill Truck while it's parked in front of me in traffic? Why would they exploite someone in that "condition" to market their wares? It's as if they're asking, taunting, me to address the wrongness of their add campaign! OMG...It ammused me to no end for the good two minutes I was stuck at that traffic light! I find humor in other people's missfortunes...it's awful, I know, I'm going to hell... I don't care tho, I don't believe in hell anyway...it's me rebelling against my Catholic upbringing! But apparently, I'm wearing the "catholic" bra...I learned that recently,... (I don't expect you to get that.) I appreciate sarcasm and pick my friends accordingly! What most are offended by I find rather ammusing, which leads me to laugh alot at other peoples' expense. The fact that so many people are "offended" these days annoys me. Furthering on the "Pussification of our Nation!" I rec

Remember Me
remember me by bedrock Remember me for who i am and what not others see, Remember me for all the laughter and happiness we shared over the time that has passed, Remember me for my strength and trust and not for the tears i have shed, Remember me for what i have overcome and for what i have failed at, remember me for when i held my head up high and not for the restless sleeps we share, Remember me for when i tried to smile when it was the hardest thing i could do, remember me for all my love i give to you and not for my faults, Remember me for my friendship instead of the time that we were not, Remember me for my success and not for my failures, Remember me for who i am, not for what the world around you tells you too.. peace,,, bedrock

Thinking Of You
Just sitting here and thinking, Thinking my thoughts of you Dreaming of how things would be If you were right here too. I hope that things are going The way that you had planed I only wish that you were here And I could hold your hand I dream of being with you Of being by your side Of waking up beside you of love that we won't hide I hope one day that you'll be more Than just a dream at night That I can bring you happiness And love with all my might But until then, I'm here alone There's nothing else to do Than dream of you and count the days Until I'm there with you

My Lesson.....april 26, 2008
What we had, was a few moments in time. What you held were my dreams, What I had was hope. What I hold is memories, of how i want to feel again. What I need is to heal, for now I hide in myself. I have survived the pain, The fist that pounded into me. The bruises have faded completely, the memories haunt me less. I was strong enough to walk away, though my head was down. I had the will to survive, and this will be the same. This is better. I can laugh or cry, I can thrive or fail. My life is my own. I have been held gently. Stroked correctly, held lightly, caressed sofly, kissed fiercly... and I have been set free. I will once again find my wings, I have been through worse things.

Just Musing
God placed daily on this earth, lady's fair to bring birth, to the ladys and to the men, who will later gain the ken. So the cycle round it goes, bringing pain or joy to those who can live and love and be part of Gods' great symphony. Some say there are those too old to remain part of the fold; they have lived long past the day they can't be part of the play. I don't know if this is true, long as eyes can observe you. Feelings run so deep and pure, don't think age is part the cure. For a fever still can be caused by sexy sensual thee. Lady always has the right to give a nod or treat as blight. Man can ask and sit and pray hoping to him she will say, I think I can still have pride if we go and share the ride. Then they two will take their place in the cycle of the human race.

Lmfao
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly

Show Lilly Anna Some Big Luv Plzzzz
This lady just ROCKS hardcore!!! she is the sweetest nicest person. please show her some big ass luv ~ Lilly Anna ~ Head Promoter Greeter@ Your Addiction~ Promoter@ Ink Heaven~@ fubar

Somewhere In Time...
As Mistress Whiplash opened her eyes and lay there trying to focus her weary brain and thinks to herself will it be just another day,what excitement awaits me today? More than likely nothing,just a normal one,yet discreetly wishing that some villain would try to brighten up her day.The forces of evil were everywhere but it was mainly the servants that she was catching these days.The masters behind the dastardly plans were hiding themselves...she knew who they were though...soon one would make a mistake. So for now it would be a working day of humble servility and politeness to co-workers.As a woman driving a truck she was still a rare thing and many never understood why she drove such a large truck to deliver some times such insignificant things,"it's the only truck I got", she replied sweetly to inquisitive people. Mistress Whiplash had her secrets well hidden,her origins,where she came from,why she wore the clothes she did and were not just sexy atire to seduce men.Mind you

On Supposing There's No Cheating Death Through Science Fiction
minds do not transfer, synapses do not copy, memories fade, dissipate, and are kept, alive, by those who shall never know them, if kept, and passed on, at all. what's in writing, is what you're reading, and all you've got to go on. much shall be lost, in time, and translation.

Veteran Partier!!
BATON ROUGE, LA—Veteran partier Adam Girard announced his intentions to continue partying late Saturday evening, assuring onlookers that the multiple injuries he had sustained over the previous six hours did not require medical attention, and were not severe enough to prematurely end the festivities. Despite the fact that Girard, who was attending a house party near the Louisiana State Univeristy campus, had twice fallen more than eight feet onto his shoulder while attempting to walk along the front-porch banister, the 24-year-old bookstore clerk appeared resolute in his commitment to continue consuming alcohol, singing, dancing, and hitting empty beer cans like baseballs with the tube of an old vacuum cleaner. "Whoo! Party!" Girard said. "Someone get—turn on Rock Band. I'll be all like, 'Bwah. Bwah-bwah. '" According to witnesses, the recent college graduate arrived at the party sometime during the mid-afternoon barbecue without any visible bruises, abrasions, or l

Fake Ass Shit
http://fubar.com/user/1799364 < [ may be deleted now ] THere seems to be some pretty immature people on this site. Granted I've had my fair share of drama we all know you cant get away from it and I've said a few things from time to time that I cant take back though I would. But that account up there is fake. I would never make up a stupid account to rate my friends low numbers thats ridiculous amd further more , yes King and I were friends but no i never loved him. It was never to that level. So who ever thought they'd be slick and fuck with me should at least get the story straight. I may be many things but i am NOT a liar, nor am i that immature to where i need to make up an account... I know who made it and I know why you made it so why dont you just leave me the hell alone. PLEASE

Nikon Beats The Crap Out Of Canon @ Tipa Awards
TIPA Photography Award Winners Announced: Nikon Goes Away Happy By Charlie Sorrel EmailApril 25, 2008 | 8:46:06 AMCategories: Cameras The Technical Image Press Association (TIPA) has announced to results of the annual camera Oscars. The European awards are coveted by manufacturers, mostly because they get to stick the TIPA logo on the camera box and thereby shift more units. This year, Nikon scooped the Pro and Expert categories with the D3 and D300 respectively. We know that both are good, and probably the two main reasons that Nikon is gaining ground against its old rival Canon. Canon, though, also managed to win a gong for the best "advanced" DSLR with its EOS 450D, not a bad feat as for a camera that started shipping a few days ago. Check the link for the full list of winners.

Another Poem
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me.

When You Have Sons Like These
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words 'uh oh', it's already too late.

Your Eyes
I sit here and stare into your eyes. They say there the key to your soul. I look at you. In awe and amazment. Your eyes captivate me and I get lost in them for hours at a time. No ones compares to yours. They say so much. Yet you say nothing at all. They turn this hardend man into mush. As I fall for you more and more each day.Im blessed to have you in my life. I cannot wait till the day. I can wake up every day and stare into your lovely eyes. Seeing face to face the love in them. The love you have for me.For that love will take my breath away. Cause no one has such captivating eyes as you do.

My Cancer Test
for those who care, you know im pregnant. well i went thursday for my cervical cancer testing and it came back positive for severe precancerous cells. he said there are a few areas of concern and covering a large area. i go sometime in the next month for another test at a different doctor for him to determine if he needs to do a biopsy to test for full blown cancer. as long as my baby is fine i dont care, but the biopsy can possible cause a miscarriage so im gonna refuse it. if it is cancer i'll deal with it until the baby is here. just thought id let everyone know whats going on.

Auction
MY BIRTHDAY ISN'T UNTIL MAY 30 BUT...... HEY FAM,FRIENDZ,AND FANZ I DECIDED THAT SINCE MY BIRTHDAY IS IN MAY I'M GUNNA HOLD AN AUCTION "BOSSLADY'S BIRTHDAY AUCTION" . SO HERES THE DEAL,I HAVEN'T CHARGED FOR PREVIOUS ONES BUT THIS TIME I AM. THE ENTRY FEE IS GOING TO BE $25,OOO FU-BUX . THE RULEZ WILL BE AS FOLLOWS: ** PLEASE READ IN FULL** ~~ I WANNA START MAY 9 @ 12 PM EST AND WILL END MAY 23 @ 12 PM EST ~~~ SO PLEASE JOIN ME IN THIS :) 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE PICTURE ( PLEASE SEND SFW PIC, YOUR $25K ENTRY FEE, AND YOUR OFFER TO ME VIA FU-MAIL,LINK IS BELOW. THERE WILL BE AUCTION TAGZ MADE SO I NEED THEM A.S.A.P. PLEASE ! ) 2. NO DRAMA OR YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF AUCTION AND NO FEE RETURNED. 3.AUCTIONEES:ONLY OFFER WHAT U CAN BACK UP. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OFFERS/BIDS THAT DON'T GET PAID OUT. 4. BIDDERS: PLEASE DO NOT OFFER WHAT YOU CAN'T BACK UP, BECAUSE IF YOU DO THERE WILL BE BULLETIN AND BLOGS ABOUT IT. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OFFERS/BIDS TH

How You Get On My Top Friends List
I've had a few people ask me recently what it takes to get on my top friends list....its pretty simple...be a fun person to be around, capable of having a good time, and you meet me or come see one of my shows and let me know who you are....people on the internet tend to be a bit on the odd side I know, so I can see why people are worried about meeting someone off internet sites...only people who meet me in real life however make it on that list....and the ones you see on there now are the ones I cherish the most because we still HANG OUT together and are all great friends. HANGING OUT is not code for having sex by the way...some of you chicks want to label me a perv right off the bat because of my lifestyle, but I'm just a party boy and like to have fun...if you want to read more than that into it thats your problem....I'm not aggressive, I probably miss more flirting than I catch...if you are worried about me getting up on you thats not my style. I'll take what climbs in my lap...oth

Friends I
Friendship is an investment into the future. Talking the bank out of credit. Invest it into a new factility. It pays back in small gains. Worth a try! So are friends too. We give a credit from our heart. We invest the credit in people, we don't know yet. We wish, that what we gave will pay back in our future. It's worth a try Friendship it the most worth-while gift you can give to other people.

Levelers Attack These People With Love
Levelers Just remember your day too Godfather, Disciple, Prophet, Oracle is around the corner and it will be you that we offer this for .. Show all love. If you are on this pimpout then go show someone else love. Most return love back as we saw on the last pimpout. This is a pimpout from The Shadow Levelers. We was in the process of leveling a Leveler to GodFather and wanted him too level yesterday. So we offered a pimpout too all that would bling him too level. Stop by and show all of them love for helping him GodFather. If they are not friends of your you wont regret having them as friends.They are always there too help when you need them. ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Heartistic Soulஐ@ fubar Anna Fu Owner of Michiganman48091@ fubar Heartistic Soul@ fubar Mystic W

My Words
I often wonder how many people actually read these things. Are my words just being ignored. You sit and judge everyday that you think you know people, and you categorize us as just like everyone else, but do you really take the time to get to know us for the individual that we are? My words are me. My words are my feelings, my thoughts, the way I am. My words are my glory, my passion, my love. If you don't want to talk to me to get to know me, all you have to do is read my words. But nowadays people are so caught up in the physical that they don't give a dam about the person. They want to know what the body feels like and looks like naked. They just want to "fuck and leave" or they want a FWB but forget about the Friend part. Has the world really gotten to the point that physical is much more important than emotional or mental? If I weighed 300 lbs and was ugly I guess I wouldn't have a chance in hell huh? All because people see the physical and don't want to know the inside, the heart

I'm Chopped Liver....
I feel like i'm chopped liver!WHY? Because I have been asked out on dates here and there and have been hesitant to go.. the few guys that i have gone out with and it seems like we hit it off... i never hear from again. How is it that someone could do that to a person? Flirt really act like you like the person and then act as though nothin happened... Few instances I have taken the step outside the box i have put myself in to take the chance to go out with someone ... and have a fantastic time... only to have this happen. Is it somethin about me that i'm doin wrong? Am i not pretty ? I think I have a great personality .. im funny .. like to laugh but i know how to act in public.. If i like you i will flirt a lil back .. but i'm not all over someone in public nor am i quick to jump in the bed. I guess i'm just wishing that guys would have the decency to be honest with me and say .. look i'm not interested in you like that .. can we just be friends.. That's all i ask...

Wow...i Own A Dj
MEET MY VERY OWN DJ * Spank His page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Tell him JC sent you * Send him a gift Dj KrOn1C !! -DLS-*Owned By JC* Brings Sexy Back Every Day OF THe Week!!@ fubar Be sure to click the DLS logo and stop in Dirty Little Secrets Lounge and hear his set!! Brought to you by:

Dear Blog
Yanno Blogg'n is addictive and I dont mind speaking my mind on just about any item out there My favorite bash is of course the jackass in the oval office and his pack of thugs .. be glad when thevillage idiot is gone from office .. hope the next bobo isnt as big a fool.. ( please dont let it be McCain the old bush clone ) not thrilled with the two other choces in the running but either of them gotta be better than whats there now ! So yah your gonna see my political voice here alot .. BTW I'm a card carrying Socialist with Libertian beliefs .. yanno sensible socicalism oh hell yes your gonna hate it but facts are we aint as free as we think so lets control the crap and keep us all in a comfort zone .. I will also show a raised fist and cry Anarchist at times .. over throw the bastards who would control us and take our freedoms .. LOL can ya handle that?

Wrinkled Skin
According to African legend, death entered the world in the following way: Long ago, people were able to shed their skins, like a snake. Everyone did this and lived forever, renewing their youth. One time, a woman forgot that she should do this and put her old skin back on, and death came into the world. Dreams of wrinkled skin may be troubling because they create images of age and death. You may feel as though you are wasting your time in waking life and your subconscious is reminding you that life is short. Another version of the wrinkled skin dream is accelerated aging, where your skin seems to visibly shrink or wrinkle in minutes. This dream may be revealing how you feel about your progress towards your life goals. You aren't getting any younger, after all. These dreams can be troubling, but should not be. Dreams of this nature often are your mind's way of saying, Hey, it's time for something new, and encouraging you to take steps in a new direction. Turn in your old hat for a

A Poem
Not Tonight Current mood: melancholy Category: Writing and Poetry You’ve come to me once again. Made your presence known. Not tonight my love, I can’t mourn you tonight. I’m not drinking tonight. I’m not wanting to miss you. I love you truly I do. Not tonight my love, I can’t mourn you tonight. You like to come out of nowhere and I know that, but tonight I wasn’t ready. Feeling you, knowing it’s you makes me know you love me. Gives me peace within. I love you and love knowing your near. Not tonight though my love, I can’t handle it tonight. I think of you often and you know that. But to feel you that close, to feel your touch. Not tonight my love I can’t handle it. Our hearts were one, will always be one. Our souls were one, will always be one. Just not tonight my love, I don’t need you tonight. My heart and soul cry for what we lost everyday. Just don’t want to cry tonight baby, not tonight.

Closer To Heaven
Closer to Heaven Current mood: inspired Category: Writing and Poetry Closer to Heaven when your near. Closer to Heaven with you in my heart. Closer to Heaven with you in my soul. Closer to Heaven when I feel your touch. Closer to Heaven when your always beside me. Closer to Heaven when I hear your soft voice in my ear. Closer to Heaven when I feel the chill your love brings over me. Closer to Heaven when I feel your arms around. Closer to Heaven when I feel your heart with mine.

What To Do When You Meet A Gay Person:
1. Do not run screaming from the room. This is rude. 2. If you must back away, do so slowly and with discretion. 3. Do not assume she/he is attracted to you. 4. Do not assume he/she is not attracted to you. 5. Do not assume that you are not attracted to her/him. 6. Do not expect him/her to be as excited about meeting a straight person as you may be about meeting a queer person. 7. Do not immediately start talking about your boy/girlfriend or husband/wife in order to make it clear that you are straight. 8. Do not ask them how they got that way. Instead, ask yourself how you got the way you are. 9. Do not assume they are dying to talk about being gay. 10. Do not expect them to refrain from talking about being gay. 11. Do not trivialize their experience by assuming it is a bedroom issue. They are gay twenty-four hours a day.

Now You've Got Something To Die For
Now you've got something to die for. Infidel, Imperial Lust for blood, a blind crusade Apocalyptic, we count the days. Bombs to set the people free, blood to feed the dollar tree Flags for coffins on the screen, oil for the machine Army of the liberation, gunpoint indoctrination The fires of sedition Fulfill the prophecy. Now you've got something to die for. Send the children to the fire, sons and daughters stack the pyre Stoke the flame of the empire, live to lie another day. Face of hypocrisy, raping democracy Apocalyptic, we count the days. We'll never get out of this hole until we've dug our own grave And drug the rest down with us, the burning home of the brave Burn. Now you've got something to die for.

Dont Worry....
about a thing ! Three Little Birds-Bob Marley Dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right! Rise up this mornin, Smiled with the risin sun, Three little birds Pitch by my doorstep Singin sweet songs Of melodies pure and true, Sayin, (this is my message to you-ou-ou:) Singin: dont worry bout a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry (dont worry) bout a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right! Rise up this mornin, Smiled with the risin sun, Three little birds Pitch by my doorstep Singin sweet songs Of melodies pure and true, Sayin, this is my message to you-ou-ou: Singin: dont worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh! Every little thing gonna be all right. dont worry! Singin: dont worry about a thing - I wont worry! cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry about a thing, ca

Review Of Pyratecon 2008 From The Organizers
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pyratecon 2008 Date: Apr 27, 2008 10:16 AM Well where to be began........... we have been getting several emails regarding the final count and here it is: Ticket sales 1800 !!! Parade count ( according to city official ) 2700 !!!! We were ALL blown away at the turn out of the parade! and all the credit goes to you pirates,wenches !! We had pirates and wenches from all over the world, like Thailand,Great Britain,Germany,Philippines and Switzerland and Canada ! NOPD stated that this is the BIGGEST one day parade in NOLA history !! I want to share a story about the parade, During the parade Sweeney and I went ahead of the parade to set the barricades up at the intersection of Bourbon and Orleans ( Tropical Isie) for the sword and black powder skit, as we were setting up a officer came to me and stated "you cant set up yet" and he went further to ask me if I knew where the rear of the parade was, I told him "no" he

Bear Grylls
Hmm so I been watching a lot of this guy on tv and youtube and been shocked at what I seen Guess thats what he wants u to be I watched in amazement, shouted at him in anger(when he stabbed the turtle with the pen knife), nearly thrown up and watched through my fingers Just could not believe this guy and it seems as if he is a faker from the news report i just read - when he was meant to be living in a jungle on what he could find to eat like bugs and stuff it now seems he was really staying in a 5 star hotel!!! Anyways he says all we see is genuine Go search for him on youtube if you not sen what he is all about and let me know what you think - is he for real or a faker???

Dynamite
[ Home ] [ Up ] [ The Controversy ] [ Online Books ] [ Study the Word! ] [ GOD's Health Laws ] [ Religious Liberty ] [ Links ] Chapter 4 - Dynamite. [ Back ] [ Up ] [ Next ] STOP! IF YOU HAVEN'T READ CHAPTER 2, "THE BEAST IDENTIFIED," DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER YET -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Can you imagine Christians killing other Christians?! A horrible thought. Get this, "And it was given unto him to make war with the saints, and to overcome them:" Revelation 13:7. "And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus: and when I saw her I wondered with great admiration." Revelation 17:6. What a picture! No wonder John was so amazed. A stack of books could hardly contain the accounts of the 50 million Christians put to death as "heretics." For possessing a Bible, for believing that people ought to be free to worship God according to their own consci

Untitled Again Lol Oops
untitled Current mood: grateful Category: Writing and Poetry The look you gave to me, told me that you loved me. The way you held me close, told me you wanted me. Now your gone, forever gone. My heart still hurts for you. I love you still, I'll love you always. Noone can take that away from me. The memories I have of you and me, will always stay in my heart. I miss you oh I miss you, I love you yes I love you. Today is the day for hearts, and mine is yours forever. Forever in my heart you will stay. Forever in my heart you will stay.