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I Love You
My love for you will never fade. With both our feelings combined is how love is made. You give me the strength to stand up tall. You reach out for my hand every time I'm about to fall. There is not a day your not on my mind. A person like you, is really hard to find. A weekend without you is so hard to do. I can not even live a day without you. I love to hold you, and hold your hand. From this day on, you are my very best friend. I'm happy to wake up beside you everyday. "I love you" is my favorite word you always say. I love it when I look in your eyes I see no hatred, and no lies. Forever in my heart is where you will be. Nobody else will enter because you have the only key. Just to keep you, there isn't anything I wouldn't do. Because baby I Love You.

Be Careful!
To all of my Family N Friends. Not saying any names. But there is a person on fu who cheats and goes from woman to woman and can't stick with one relationship watch out for them. Also there is another person if you lone him any fu bucks he doesn't pay back cuz i loned this person over 50 mil and only got 6 credits for it and 2 blings that was it. This person doesn't pay back. So please watch who ur friends with and who you date. If you wanna know who these people are look me up thanks:) Sincerely, Baby Sassy:)

Miss You
Every morning I wake up Realizing you're really far away So I put on my make up And pray for a good day. I know God's watching And he'll lead me back to you I just have to keep living So he can see me through. Although you're not close And many miles away I'll still love you Even after today. I really miss you dearly And really wish I was there But despite of not having you here At least I still have air

A Wild Ride- Part. 2
Across, Rita still squealed with lustful delight as Martin's tongue worked on her clit, she could feel it just throbbing... pulsing harder with each moment he slowed his pace or stopped all together:Rita: "OH! Ohhh! Fuck... Oh Fuck... Oh Fuck... Yeh.. Yea.. Yeah.. Yes... yes... yes... yes... that's it... that's it... suck it.. suck it... Mmmmm!! God... FUCK!! Fuck...." *Gasping/Rapid Breathing*Rita shot up off her seat, her pelvis bucking wildly. She supported herself high up on her elbows as her back arched. Martin's strong broad arms holding her tightly around the legs as her body thrashed about, she came... and came and came... and each time she felt an explosive chill run over her every inch. Krystal could hear them, and slurped hard and fast. Her hand working on Luke's cock and sucking it harder as she listened to the couple enjoy a climax of their own. She released her hold with a wet sloppy pop as Luke's head left her lips:Luke: "Ahh... Awww fuck baby..."Krystal: "Yeaaaah?! Look

Redneck Sex Test Must Read!!
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From Out The Cave
By: Joyce Sutphen When you have beenat war with yourselffor so many years thatyou have forgotten why,when you have been drivingfor hours and onlygradually begin to realizethat you have lost the way,when you have cuthastily into the fabric,when you have signedpapers in distraction,when it has been centuriessince you watched the sun setor the rain fall, and the clouds,drifting overhead, pass as flatas anything on a postcard;when, in the midst of theseeveryday nightmares, youunderstand that you couldwake up,you could turnand go backto the last thing youremember doingwith your whole heart:that passionate kiss,the brilliant drop of loverolling along the tongue of a green leaf,then you wake,you stumble from your cave,blinking in the sun,naming every shadowas it slips.

Friends..
I want friends... Friends who text me random shit. Friends who make me laugh. Friends who bother going out of their way to make me feel special. Friends that’ll last longer than 2 years. Someone who wants and needs me around. Not all the time, but some times would be nice. Friends who care what happens in my life without having me bitch about something first. Someone who gets bothered by the fact we haven’t spoken in weeks.

The Bitch Is Back!!
It is such, a shame. That no one TRULY, knows my name. Sure you can say it, shout it in-fact. But it's meaningless, nothing beyond that. Words, that's ALL, they EVER ARE! I seriously don't know, what the fuck I'm trying for. I love you so much it hurts, he says. Just words, I was never in his head. Or his heart, all one big fat lie. Slowly another part of me, dies. Why am I so damn, naive? Why is it so easy for me, to believe? The time we shared, apparently meant more to me. I was just something to play with, I see. Well I quit, I don't wanna play anymore. My wall is built bigger and better, than it ever has been before. The BITCH is back! Cold Hearted and mean! Because at least to me, I am worth something!

I Believe That...
I believe that...Birth Certificate shows that we were born ...A Death Certificate shows that we died ....Pictures show that we lived ...Fond Memories Keep us alive forever ...Have a seat . . . Relax .. .. . And read this slowly.~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~* ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*I Believe ......That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't loveeach other.And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love eachother.I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.I Believe ....That no matter how good a friend is, they might hurtyou every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I Believe....That true friendship continues to grow,even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.I Believe ....That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartachefor life.I Believe .....That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I Believe.....Tha

Every.......beautiful
Every minute unleashing all day is a beautiful minute; getting you acclimatized with the pace of life, Every flower protruding from soil is a beautiful flower; spreading its mesmerizing scent deeply into your nostrils, Every face smiling in the universe is a beautiful face; brilliantly portraying your visage, Every bird flying in the cosmos is a beautiful bird; overwhelming your ears with its melodious sounds, Every mountain towering towards the sky is a beautiful mountain; appeasing your eyes with its picturesque landscapes, Every root of grass projecting from the jungle is a beautiful root; tingling your senses; making you exotically dream, Every hand that serves philanthropically is a beautiful hand; propagating an egalitarian spirit in whosoever it caresses, Every stream that flows through land is a beautiful stream; pacifying the thirst of several scorched in vicinity, Every eye that views goodness in this world is a beautiful eye; sharing empathy with millions of

Guard Your Heart And Mind
GUARD YOUR HEART AND MINDIf you can get this, this will change your life… I was out taking my morning run. I love how still it is when I’m running. I can hear clearly and really commune with God. I wanted to share this with you. It’s a lesson I had to learn.One of the keys to success is to be able to guard your heart. Now, usually when someone says guard your heart they are talking about keeping yourself from heartbreak. Although that is important (as long as you don’t go overboard... but that’s another conversation) that isn’t what I’m talking about. When we are born into this world we enter with such a pure heart but as we grow older situations, circumstances and people tend to make us change. Now I know it is nearly impossible to keep a childlike innocence in our hearts all of our lives, especially after people have betrayed, lied, mistreated and downright been the devil. Trust me when I tell you, I have seen it all. I have been there big

Rules To Live By
Rules that should be lived by When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared

In Reply....
..to yet ANOTHER post about the Evil that is Obama on a social media site. Those that know me, know that I am wan to get involved in the current political discussions of the day, and that I'm no fan of any candidate. But frankly, I've read/heard enough about the EVIL Barrack Hussein Obama that I can hardly be blamed for taking it to the next level.Actually I thought it was pretty funny. So much so I'm posting it here. Enjoy: (Article/Video/Report/Blog about Obama and his motives) This really doesn't explain it. Actually I think what everyone means is the President wants to take your guns and is a socialist, foreign-born, Muslim moron. Also, while he doesn't cheat on his wife, beat his kids, drink, or do drugs (except for cigarettes), he is the lowest form of scum, a terrible example for future generations, and the USA is in the worst shape of any country or civilization ever; if you support anything he does, says, or has even thought about, you are probably as awful an e

Those That Know Me
If you knew me well you would know my casual natureMy blue jean shorts, t, and sandals,An eternal part of my wardrobe On ocassion, my fuck and beat you jeans come onLong legged, blue jeans and barefootAdorned in nothing more than wantoness As our joining progressesCovered in a sheen of sweatSeizing what is mine. Pink and ravaged,my hungry licksDevour your essence Beware the fuck and beat you jeans

Slanderizing The 1st Amendment!
THE FIRST AMENDMENT IS FREE OF SPEECH TO SAY ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING THAT IS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD I LIKE THIS PERSON BUT I DONT CONDONE WIF HIS TWISTED THOUGHTS I DIDNT MAKE ANY BLOGS SO I AM NOT AT FAULT...SO CALL OFF UR DOGS ! FOR I CALL CALL IN THE BIG MEGA HUGE DAWGS TO EAT UR TEENY TINY MUTTS...ALSO I AM NOT TELLING ANYONE OF THE TALKS I HAD WIF SO & SO SO THERE IS NO LIES SAID OR DONE...BUT WHY RUN IF UR NOT GUILTY? I THINK PEOPLE LOVE TO SCARE OTHERS SO THEY WILL SHUT UP N FOLLOW LIKE SHEEP... IF U GOT AN IDEA JUST SWALLOW IT FOR THEY SAY U DONT COUNT N U CANT USE UR BRAIN OR UR MIND... I AM NOT A S.H.E.E.P I WENT TO COLLEGE N I HAVE A BRAIN N I KNOW HOW TO USE IT!!! U THINK U CAN INTIMMIDATE ME BRING UR BIG GUNS FOR I GOT MANY TOO... I HAVE THE RIGHT TO B HEARD NOW IF U CAN READ THIS MORE POWER TO U!!! DA DA DAH DAH CHARGE!!!!!

Warning (please Read)
I come to you on here not to jus make friends, but to warn about the future, Some think i am crazy and dont take warning or jus think im retarded like i know it all, I tell you i dont. but hear/read this warning. A star is coming towards earth, it is a part of being in a binary universe. It orbits around our sun every 3600 yrs and filps the world upside down causing massive destruction and killing many durning this event, If you were to look at the direction where the sun rises, and jus b4 the sky starts to show light from the sun, you will see a white color star. I assure you that this is not the north star or the Nasa space station. This is nibiru, other names are Planet X and wormwood. In biblical terms, it also is called (Wormwood). This star is comin towards us at a high rate of speed and proceeds to pick up speed from the gravitaional pull from our sun. It will come close to earths orbit if not hitting us. It will come from the south and pass to the north shootin back out in to s

They Do Nothing Therefore They Mean Nothing.
Let's stop letting people that do nothing for us have so much control in our lives..and let's not let our pity for them slow us down..some people are truly sad miserable souls..some are better at masking it than others..some use others to channel their misery..but we aren't the ones..not us..we rise to levels that take us beyond all this drama and bs..but see..sometimes we get sight of it and swoop down into the chaos..fly back out loved one..this isn't our world..our's is much greater. "..we call 'em haters cause they hate without a reason/.." - Banned From Atlanta

Tess Munster's Plus Model's Haters And Her Fans To The Rescue! Lol
Facebook trolls Pt.50??… I lost count. This was posted on a recent photo of me..on my FAN page: Rusty ‘Fukkit’ Walsh: “I would have to disagree on many parts. A size 22 isn’t sexy, a size 22 isn’t a real curvacious woman. A size 22 is clinically, possibly morbidly, obese. I’m not on a “everyone must be size 0” bash, i’m stating the honest truth. And stroking peoples ego’s to let them know that being anything over a size 16-18 is fine and sexy is wrong. Its not sexy, it’s unhealthy. Unhealthy isn’t attractive. If you want to be “curvacious” and attractive, exercise, eat better, and gain a shape beffiting the feminine bone structure. (and before anyone goes on a flaming mission, size 0 isn’t sexy or healthy either. Everything in moderation)” Cassidy Luchyk Rusty:”you are exactly what is wrong with this world. Size does not dictate health. You are making woman FEEL unhealthy b

Boyfriend Application
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A Poem I Wrote About The Messed Up System...
More laws, more laws, more laws .... More laws are not the answer! Why can't they see it eats us like cancer. Everywhere I look, there are more laws on the book. More laws, more laws, more laws More laws are not the answer! If only our forefathers could see what they have done, destroying our civil liberties until there are none! Please tell me why can't you see.... that there has been such a conspiracy! The lies are so many that you can not count them all. So why can't you hear liberty and feel the call ? More laws, more laws, more laws... More laws are not the answer ! Slowly but surely it eats us like cancer. It's not just our sin, it's the corruption within ! Locking up the innocent, letting the guilty go free. It's not just a theory, it's a conspiracy ! No one one wants to be the one to make waves or make a fuss, But if we wait too late who will we trust ? We can make a difference if we open our mouth. But better do it soon before they come to your house !

/vent
I really do NOT want to sound like I'm not patriotic, I am. I love my country...I really do. I am just getting sick and tired of every where I turn on here and facebook people talking about 9/11. Was it a sad event? Yes. Were countless people killed for no reason? Yes. Is it worth bringing up every 5 seconds on this day every year? I don't think so. Why? I'm sure that everyone remembers where they were at and what they were doing when it happened. It's our generations Kennedy assassination, Titanic sinking.......(I am only comparing the 3 because for every generation that the event happened, people remember where they were at and what they were doing) Anyway, this isn't making sense, and I"m sorry. But I'm just getting tired of people exploiting something so horrible to get points on here or to make themselves look like they care more than they do. Over half of my family is in the military and I completely support them. Oh well, people can "remember" anyway they want I suppo

Sept 11.....
“America today is on bended knee, in prayer for the lives that were lost here, the workers who work here, for the families who mourn. This nation stands with the good people of New York City, New Jersey and Connecticut- as we mourn the loss of thousands of our citizens. I can hear you! The rest of the world hears you, and the people who knocked these buildings down will hear from all of us soon.” Never Forget.

9/11 This Is Freaky
Ok so I found this in the BIBLE i feel relates to 9/11 kinda freaky if ya ask me.. Revelation 9:10 New International Version (NIV) 10 They had tails with stingers, like scorpions, and in their tails they had power to torment people for five months. Revelation 9:11 11 They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit. His name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he is called Apollyon.[a]

Cymbalta Can Help :)
I've been on Cymbalta for almost two weeks now. It has completely turned me around. I'm impressed. Meds have never really worked for me. I'm so thankful. Everyday i woke up shaking and crying. I would always look in the mirror with disgust. I felt so hopeless I really just wanted to die. I thought It was the only way I'd ever get peace. like Rick. While hurt and devastated, I was also jealous. Jealous that he got out. Anyways, I wanted to let my fu friends know that my confidence, my attitude, my outlook on life, everything is changing, and I'm so glad because I was really afraid of myself for awhile ♥

What Is Your Favorite Guitar To Use And Do You Use Pedals Or Processor? Lets Rock
Give some Ideas. I used either and Esp Limited with Three effect pedals. Flange, chorus, Wah, and A tuner. that's all I enjoy, I do like the Delay, I'm thinking about that pedal too now.

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Why Do They Ask For Help, Yet Never Give It
I'm asked daily for help, and never hesitate to give it if I can. Yet lately I see those I help asking, and always having a reason not to return the favor. I thought the game was about helping each other, not taking and forgeting until the next time the needs arise. It's given me a bad view on some here. I feel if more were less about them, and more for everyone the game would be better. Getting links in my shout box from someone who won't take the time to like/rate/comment, that's dead. Pokes from people who expect me to come running to they're profile, when they have not even been to mine, saving pokes for an alert system, that's dead. Play the game your way, I play it mine. I want to level the same as everyone, but I'm tired of being held back by users. Things are going to change, and a lot of people will not like it, too bad. It's my page my rules. Live with it.

Just Short And Sweet...
Just a little fyi.... my movies arrived at the library. I am going to get them and I might be busy watching them for awhile. Three movies that Roy Dupuis is in. Its not that I am not getting all freaky or anything, I just happen to like him. Autumn Hearts, Shake Hands With The Devil, and The Barbarian Invasions. I have a few seasons of La Femme Nikita too, in my private collection. We are suppose to walk to Mickey Dees then take bus to the library. If you have read any of my past posts, I don't like walking and walking don't like me. Another little fyi, my last name as something to do with my dislike..... Maybe its kismet huh?? Not so sure here either. Ya all have a terrific day, okay?? After my pain comes some relief so all is good. I might be able to type some more later. Heres to hoping...

Stevie Ray Vaughan - Pride And Joy
Well you've heard about love givin' sight to the blindMy baby's lovin' cause the sun to shineShe's my sweet little thang, she's my pride and joyShe's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boyYeah I love my baby, heart and soulLove like ours won't never grow oldShe's my sweet little thang, she's my pride and joyShe's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boyYeah I love my lady, she's long and leanYou mess with her, you'll see a man get meanShe's my sweet little thang, she's my pride and joyShe's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boyWell I love my baby, like the finest wineStick with her until the end of timeShe's my sweet little thang, she's my pride and joyShe's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boyYeah I love my baby, my heart and soulLove like ours won't never grow oldShe's my sweet little thang, she's my pride and joyShe's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boy

Rip Dad
Dear Dad, it has been 5 years since you walked with god and his angels. Your grandson is going into grade 7 and reminds us from time to time his memories of you when he was younger. He still calls your chair Grandpa's chair. Thank you for protecting us from above and contiue to do so.. My dad ( rick k, 1945-2007) R.i.p.

President Obama Skips Intel. Briefing One Day After Embassy Attacks, Media Largely Silent On The Issue
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Burning A Candle!
Every day I walk these pasture's I see the same, Kids a playing fihting & fussing, All I can do i wish for the same, A small little family, Read a bedtime story at night, Be in my Ladies arm's & cuddle her tighti'll holdyou though it all,, ,Everytime Ihoping my dreams come rue, say I love you I do mean it so, I never want to let you go, Talk sweet gentle word's in her ear ,Priscilla this is for you,My every word my every thought, Revolve's & leads me back to you, As I sit it in the darkness, I shall burn a candle for you!

My Dad, My Grandfather
I have had such a rough year, but I kept going as everyone expected me to do. Death has surrounding me a lot. I lost my real dad that I didn't barely know while I was traveling to Texas to see him because he had had a heart attack, but I did-not make it in time. That hurt as it would anyone but I had only met him twice in my life, once when I was little and last Christmas, I should have know that this would be the roll and the start of everything to come. So much has happened I can't even remember the order they went. It has been one hell of a roller-coaster, I then found my sister overdosed in her vehicle at the park, but she didn't die nor do I think it was intentional, then my cousin Leonard died of brain cousin and then my Aunt has surgery in which could kill her because of all the chemo she has been through has damaged her body greatly, but she made it through with Gods blessing.. Then my granddaddy had a stroke and my mom and I had a blow out which ended in a physical fight th

Dear Human .. .
“Dear Human: You’ve got it all wrong. You didn’t come here to master unconditional love. That is where you came from and where you’ll return. You came here to learn personal love. Universal love. Messy love. Sweaty love. Crazy love. Broken love. Whole love. Infused with divinity. Lived through the grace of stumbling. Demonstrated through the beauty of… messing up. Often. You didn’t come here to be perfect. You already are. You came here to be gorgeously human. Flawed and fabulous. And then to rise again into remembering. But unconditional love? Stop telling that story. Love, in truth, doesn’t need ANY other adjectives. It doesn’t require modifiers. It doesn’t require the condition of perfection. It only asks that you show up. And do your best. That you stay present and feel fully. That you shine and fly and laugh and cry and hurt and heal and fall and get back up and play and work and live and die as YOU. It&rsqu

Flower
Takes her hand leads her to a place she has never known warm hot summer night she feels him in side her moving slow like waves of a ocean guides her like a song he wants her to find her way to see her self know her self love her self one day she will open her self to this man open like a flower bY Christine

*song* Set Fire To The Rain
SET FIRE TO THE RAIN(ADELE)I let it fall, my heart And as it fell, you rose to claim it It was dark and I was over Until you kissed my lips and you saved me My hands, they're strong But my knees were far too weak To stand in your arms Without falling to your feet But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true And the games you play, you would always win, always win But I set fire to the rain Watched it pour as I touched your face Let it burn while I cry' Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name When laying with you I could stay there, close my eyes Feel you here, forever

And Out Came Me
Two teenage girls, decided to take a ride. With two other teenage boys, in a strange place at night. What started out innocent, quickly turned into something more. One of them awakened by the slamming, of a door. She woke up alone, her cousin was nowhere in sight. Her heart began to race, as she was filled with fright. Pitch black was her surroundings, the moon lit up the trees. As one of the boys approached the vehicle, she longed to be free. For she was his prisoner, the back of his truck was her cage. Even the fear could not contain, her rage. The other boy walked out, of the woods. She called out her cousins name, but it did no good. For they only laughed and said, call out all you like. She can’t hear a word you’re saying, she’s no longer alive. The girl screamed out with emotion, as he climbed on top. She gripped an empty beer bottle, an attempt to make him stop. Quickly over the side, she went. Running through the darkness, th

You Make My Heart Skip A Beat
My life is filled with ups and downs,but its all ok when you’re around. Im not asking for an I Love You,I would settle for just a simple hello. you make my heart skip a beat If I had to tell you how much you mean,I would never get a chance to finish. If we were a movie, I would be the girlyou would fall in love with in the end. Never frown because you never knowwho is falling in love with your smile. If you can’t handle me at my worst,you don’t deserve me at my best. Never give up on your lost causes,you don’t know ifn your luck will change.

Say The Word "happiness" Slowly At Least Three Times ;-)
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Love?
A very poor man lived with hiswife.One day, his wife, who had verylong hair asked him to buy her acomb for her hair to grow well and to be well-groomed.The man felt very sorry and saidNO. He explained that he did noteven have enough money to fix the strap of his watch he had just broken.She did not insist on her request.The man went to work and passedby a watch shop, sold his damagedwatch at a low price and went tobuy a comb for his wife.He came home in the evening with the comb in his hand ready to give to his wife.He was surprised when he saw hiswife with a very short hair cut. Shehad sold her hair and was holdinga new watch band.Tears flowed simultaneously from their eyes, not for the futility of their actions, but for the reciprocity of their love.MORAL LESSON: To love is nothing, to beloved is something but to love and to be loved by the one you love,that is EVERYTHING.

"my Love For You"
I've more love for you, then i've ever known, You make me fly higher, then i've ever been. I miss you more then, Ever thought possiable Can't wait til i'm there, And we're finally together I need you more, Then air to breathe, Its making me crazy, This distance apart. I love you Bear (h)

Puff The Magic Dragon
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the seaAnd frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,Little Jackie Paper loved that rascal Puff,And brought him strings and sealing wax and other fancy stuff. Oh Puff, the magic dragon lived by the seaAnd frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,Puff, the magic dragon lived by the seaAnd frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee. Together they would travel on a boat with billowed sailJackie kept a lookout perched on Puff's gigantic tail,Noble kings and princes would bow whene'er they came,Pirate ships would lower their flags when Puff roared out his name. Oh! Puff, the magic dragon lived by the seaAnd frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,Puff, the magic dragon lived by the seaAnd frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee. A dragon lives forever but not so little boysPainted wings and giants' rings make way for other toys.One grey night it happened, Jackie Paper came no moreAnd Pu

My Poetry
Somebody once said, that I probably wouldn't get noticed until I was dead. I stayed on my path, kept up my pace, never forgetting the look on their face. I want it to be known, that from the thanks and complaints, I have grown. I write the beauty in all that I see, so even if you don't understand, I love you hating me. My poetry in short says it all, my dreams and nightmares, each rise and every fall. I may be different but I am proud, my poetry is the voice of my soul speaking out loud. For twenty five years I have stuck to my plan, I won't give up, every day I do all I can. Just as you walk with a perfect stride, I hold hope that my poetry will help those that want to hide. When there seems no reason, my poetry will bring the crisp morning air of every season. Maybe one day I will stop, no plans yet, maybe when my heart stops beating and I suddenly drop.

Chris Farley Need Laugh You Will
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Cute Girl
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest MaritesYou just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with loveWhen I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smileIt so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by youNow I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never feltI wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you already know "I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show

All Too Well
This is when, I let go. I'm hurt and numb, just thought you should know. That I realize now, it was all just words. Nothing more to you, less than I deserve. My all, equals your half. And I'm just not willing, to settle for that. Your money doesn't mean, a thing to me. Because in your heart, is where I needed to be. You can take your wallet, your shame and whatever else possess you. To someone else, because I'm through. I'm done listening, done talking, you killed all of it. Go find someone else, to buy into your shit! Maybe you can charm them, the way you did me. But they will see you for all that you are, eventually. And when they do, I hope it hurts like Hell. A feeling I know, all too well.

The Suffering Wall
There are somethings, that can't be explained. Like hoping your very existence, doesn't die in vain. Longing to be more, than you ever thought you could. To reach for the evil inside, corrupting the good. To pull it out, get rid of it once and for all. To finally put an end, to the suffering wall. A wall many live behind, including myself. Placing yourself, back on the shelf. The winner's circle, among those who succeed. This is what I crave, my very need. It is what I have, been trying to achieve. My every move, down to every mistake. Is one step closer, to what it takes. For me to be remembered, just to be known. For someone to say, hey, I seen what you've shown. And it helped me, this is my wish. I will go as far as it takes, to accomplish this.

I've Never Ran Across A Fuperson I Didn't Like, Until Tonight That Is.
I blocked a guy for trying to pick a fight with me, that should be the end of this story right? Not even close, the guy has made up eight accounts in the span of just a few hours in the soul purpose of bugging me. Now I have stopped even replying (feeding the flames) but still it goes on. I really do think this behavior shouldn't go unpunished and also would like to get this off my chest so I decided to post the conversation (not the whole one since I didn't think of saving it after the first four screen name changes), I am just copying and pasting from my shout box so there will be spelling errors and what nots.. It's a bit long but it may make some laugh and at least others will know how much a jerk this jerk is. RAIDERnation: first off miss shallow cluless hooker.. 1. u do assume.. 2. u never got to know me.. unlike you,, i care about other and help others... what do u do? oh yea your a shallow, selfish druggie drunk hooker 12:35am reply RAIDERnation: ..and 3.. your pathetic

Written In The Stars
What do you see when you look into the skies? It all is so different, by every set of eyes. Stories to tell, legends to be told Of a time set in history, and tales of old. They captivate in wonder, these small yet giant things, the reason for our curiousity, or why the angels sing. No one could clone them, for they each have a glow, you may think you have it figured out, yet in truth you shall never know. They shine at night, to guide and light your way, They hide when the sun shines. but they shall never stray. From the belt of Orion the mighty lions roar, A wonderous site, you can never ignore. Its written in the skies, all the answers that you seek, You look for words to say, but not a sound will you speak. It is a story of triumph, and tales of forbidden love,

You're Wicked
You're WickedYour love was untrueI should have never followed youNothing you said was realI know you cannot feelNow my sorrow turns to hateMaybe it was just fateThere is nothing more to sayI wished you would have stayedYour heart was never open for me Closed like your mindYou were so unkindSo I must go and leave you behindYou're so wicked

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Everything That Is Happening In Your Life!!
Everything that is happening in yourLife is just a product of faith. What's your Trust in? You can blame circumstances or others for things happening and consider it bad luck or karma so to speak, but truth is, there is no curse but one you put yourself under. There is no circumstance that can override a greater reality of Gods love and finished product of you( which is the original and only u). When the heavens are contained in you because you are in Him and He is in you, how can you accept a life that isn't abundant because you think it is the hand you have been dealt. Life is not a gamble. Jesus Christ is your card. His perfect hand is above it all. You are and have been perfected with Him and can partake in His perfect work for humanity and the cosmos.

Women Wants To.....!
Women wants to love you and hold at night .... Women wants to make you coffee before you go to work .... Woman wants to make you happy when you having a bad day.... Woman wants to be close to you and enjoy a night out.... Women wants to be your best friend.... Women wants to be there take care of the kids when you take a nap.....Women wants to take care of you when you are sick... Women wants to make you nice dinner when you get off work....Women wants to be sexy for you when the mood is right at night.... Women wants to..... bY Christine

Train Of Thought: Becoming One/grand Finale
i lay there, feeling like a part of a scheme asking myself, was i on the right team? watching the rising steam inside my never ending dream while my soul and my conscious fought i watched them raise the knife stabbing me, ending my life ending the strife i have become the train of thought

Ever Have One Of Those Days??
I got the feeling you might know something of what I am talking of too. I sometimes wonder why the fuck people do this shit to me. I know this is the internet and you haven't got to tell the absolute truth but come on...... I mean to tell a white lie is sort of expected. But a full out, woolly booger is just R U D E!! I never have told a lie on here or in real life. I can't cuz its not me. I can't muster the stupidy that is needed to throw the wool over someones eyes, even for a moment. I go and figure if I don't want it done to me then I ain't gonna do it to anybody else. Maybe old fashioned but that is what I am like. I guess my search is going to end on finding the mate that I'd love to share my weak and strong moments, my joys and fears, and even my words and orgasms with. Its just over, there is no hope left......

Whats The Time Mr Wolf?
after packing away the yard to early, clearly some of the staff were a little bit to keen to go home... we decided to play whats the time mister wolf, after the fact that duck duck goose was little success, so the kids line up the wolf at the other end of the yard... and as they do we all call out "whats the time mister wolf?", except for the loudest little girl i know who yells at the top of her voice "whats the time mister clock?"

About This Blog
hey Yal, just a breef heads up, Most of these poems I have written over the years, Some of em are new, but most of em are old. I hope yal enjoy them, and Please do not steal my work, ive put alot of time into these Poems, they mean alot to me. Thanks!

Parody I Wrote
My mom Brenda and I sat down and wrote up this lil diddy!! Hope you enjoy!! Parody of My Boyfriend's Back (The Chiffons) They've been away, you hung around Botherin' us every night(I'll sing it to you) When we wouldn't agree with you You called plays that weren't even real Our REF's are back and you're gonna be in trouble (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) When you see them comin' better cut out on the double (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) You been callin' plays that were totally untrue (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) So look out now 'cause they're comin' after you (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) And they knows that you've been tryin' And they knows that you've been lyin'They've been gone for such a long time (waiting for a dime) (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) But now they're back and things will be fine (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back)You're gonna be sorry you were ever born (Hey la, hey la, our REF's are back) 'Cause they're kinda big an

So Called Bff
So i try-ed to call my best friend to day and yea he did not pick up. OK so i was NOT mad i know he works so i leave him a voice mail asking him not to call back and nothing not a call or a text so i text him and ask him whats going on he did text back and was like i was about to call you ( ha-ha come on now 90% of men say that ) any ways i ask him why he has not called or text me in days and he said " i have been asking you why you dont talk to me anymore for over a week now" i said " and when i try to tell you whats going on you always have to go" or like the other night i called and he was at the bar about to leave (or so he told me) and that he would call me when he got home i was like ok i really needed to talk to him about somethings what was on my mind he told me he would be home in like 5 Min's i was like ok and i waited and waited he never called he told me that he said to call when i got home i was like no sorry you told me you was going to call when you got home fro

Sometimes
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you`re a good person and a good friend. What`s meant to be will end up good and what`s not - won`t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can`t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don`t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don`t lose something real. Always fight, until you can`t anymore, and then be fought for...

Me Finding Fubar
So I am new on Fubar, and I must say its one of the most addicting things I have ever been on. A friend was telling me about and so I created an account, and I do believe I have not got anything done that I need to be getting done since I created it because I have not wanted to get off of it. But I want to thank everyone that I have become friends with on Fubar so far for helping me out with everything step for step cause I tell you what I was extremely lost when I first got on here I had no clue on what to lol but now I pretty much got the hang of it.

In Memory Of Toby Hornbuckle Aka Kissman!!
I sit around and wonder,and I'll watch the days go by.I look at all the pictures,and ask, why did you have to die?You've always been there for me,because you were my best friend,and I was always there for youuntil the very end.But now it's time to let you go,your spirit now is free.Even though you won't really be gone,because you'll live inside of me.So when we have to leave youat your resting place,I will always rememberyour smiling and handsome face.This is hardly a goodbye,so I won't weep anymore,because now you're in better placethen you ever were before.Even though that I will miss you,and I'll think about you everydayyou'll always be my best friend,and that's all I have to say. ~Diane~I love and miss you Toby the ultimate 80's Kissman!!

Why The Raven Is Black~
Why the Raven is Black~Great Spirit decided it was time to give the winged (the birds) their colors. Before this time all of the birds were gray. Their feathers did not carry the beautiful colors they do today. Great Spirit told all of the winged to gather at a special lake which was hidden high in the mountains. All of the winged flew to this magical body of water. Great Spirit told them to dive into the water and they would emerge with beautiful colors in their feathers. Brave little Hummingbird dove in first. He didn't stay long but when he came out he was a beautiful green and had ruby on his throat. Jaybird was next. He stayed a little longer than Hummingbird had. When he emerged he was a bright blue and had a white throat. He wore a black necklace low on his neck. Wren splashed into the depths. When he got out of the water he was brown with a golden chest. Cardinal flew into the lake. He stayed in a bit longer than the others. When Cardin al broke the surface he was bright red a

Whats Good???
What is the definition of "good"? Like, how would someone can say someone is a "good" person??? If someone say "he is a good person" what does it really mean? I was thinking about this, because he might be a good person to the guy who said it, but he only know the guy as a friend, or as a coworker. Same think, you can say "she is a good mother" but doesnt always mean "she is a good person" or "she is a good wife" or "she is a good worker".You can be a "good friend" but doesnt mean "good person". Being a "good guy" to someone doesnt always mean being a "good father" or "good husband". Just as an example, a guy could be a hard worker who does good things and motivate coworkers but could be a bad husband who doesnt help around or take care of the family. A women can be a good mother to her kids but doesnt know how to manage money and lie to the husband about things. So its very hard to say someone is good, cuz most of the time you can only know the person from one point or another, as

First Time Since The Last
The First Time Since the Last by Kenneth Matlock on Saturday, September 29, 2012 at 5:29pm For the first time in a long time I don't feel alone For the first time in a long time thing aren't all blown For the first time in a long time I kept my mouth shut For the first time in a long time I'm stuck in no rut For the first time in a long time I have me figured out For the first time in a long time I can blink without a doubt For the first time in a long time I don't want something new For the first time in a long time You keep me from feeling blue For the first time in a long time It hasn't been that long and for the first time in a long time this doesn't feel so wrong

Cast A Shadow
Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right. Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone. Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps. Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can! Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared. If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking. What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful? Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred. Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God? Since when does money, a car, and job define a man? Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and propriety towards your fellow man? We replaced it with things

Long Enough
How long must I wait? To be the man I was born to be, How long must I be tested? For you to see the changes in me How long must I prove myself? I’m not the same man anymore, How long must I convince you? I’m never going back to being that way How long must I hurt? Being reminded of my past, How long must I suffer? Knowing I’ve fallen from your grace How long will this pain last? Doing a good deed surly can’t erase my wrongs, Haven’t I done enough? How long will my anger towards myself last? If you think it’s easy for me to sleep at night you’re sadly mistaken Is it long enough yet? Haven’t I endured enough? Is it long enough? Now that I’ve opened my heart, Is it long enough now? I am better now than before? Is it enough! If not then when will it be!

Give Thanks To Our Soldiers......
What's sad is that so many of our soldiers come home and this exact scenario happens to them. I just want the spouses out there to think hard before they screw their loved ones over. These guys are going through so much and the only thing keeping them sane over there is the thought of coming back home to you. Please have patience and wait for them, it might be hard for you but remember that what they are going through is even harder. Just a thought :-)

Hurt
Some time's in life we are blinded to the things we can not see. Blinded by love blinded by pain some time's we can not fix nor change thing's that are wrong or that enable's us from living day to day. We try to face fact's and believe that the good will save us all, that love can heal all sickness which creep's in and wont let go we all have choice's we must make but what will it be when you have taken the soul Life as i know it is dark and empty i thought it would be enough to save you but nothing right to the end we laugh we cry we hurt to where we want to dye we let down wall's and let other's in when we should be more on guard to the heart for it's our only friend. Feeling alone for some time now every thing falling apart like i am in hell Looseing you was not easy but i want to live where it is truly wanted not a time passer or for your amusement my love was real though it all feeling hurt no way to go on shuting my self out and now shuting down

Friends Forever
You know........this may sound dumb to some people but a true friend is someone that is there for you through the bad times and the good, who always has your back no matter what the cost and never give up on u because of one stupid little fight or because words are said in times of anger or sadness. a true friend is there for life someone who is not easily forgotten and someone u can turn to when u need to talk or u need to just sit and have hold u or when ur just wanting to not be alone. but most people think that a friend is just someone who u can go to when u need this or that and then just blow off when they need your help. alot of people dont really care about how you feel a true friend does. alot of people dont care if ur sad or angry or wanting to hurt yourself.......agian a true friend does. a true friend listens to your problems and helps u throiugh them with advise from the heart not just some random bullshit they pull out of their asses just to suite you. a true friend is so

I Shall Try An Act My Age
I shall really try, but I am allowed to slip every once in awhile right?? I figure if others can be rigid in thinking and trying to make others think they are younger or older, then I can slip every once in awhile. I am trying now to not type in circles and confuse anyone. I happen to know that I may have already lost a few. That is okay with me. I don't expect anyone to leap high buildings for me. Through out my time on Fubar I have come across a few that can be trusted, a few that can't handle shit and more than a few I wouldn't bother with any idea of mine. I knew before I came here that not everybody is the same. Some are here to not feel all alone and some are here just for the game. Its kinda like with that said... abc,123... I'll treat you like you treat me...def,456...try pleasing me with kind words and not your breasts or dicks...ghi,789...I will be your friend if you will be mine. It is that simple. Don't try an make believe that it is a difficult task, okay?? Just incase

Expand
Individuality & spirituality have always been an interest of mine. I just recently adopted one of the two topics. Spirituality although I'v always been an Independent thinker. Plus, Confidence & Thought Process or "Independent Thinking" are topics I'v kept close to heart. I love Confidence, I Treasure it. I find it fascinating, intriguing,even attractive if you will. If a person lacks Confidence than I honestly wouldn't give them an ounce of my time. Because, without Confidence, you can't for-fill goals & achievements, which makes you vulnerable to other "naysayers" ideas, which these bombarding ideas are not yours to take credit for. Normal people would call me "Crazy" because my Thought Process is to complex for their narrow\feeble minds to comprehend. In my mind Knowledge is Attractive. Intelligence is Attractive. Loyalty & Honesty is Attractive. Plus Attractive people are ATTRACTIVE. If you can find someone who is without a doubt. Loyal, Honest, Intelligent & can think for themselv

Fakes...thieves...part Ii
Okay...so I got the fake profile on hi5.com shutdown, sick fucking asshole or bitch whatever u are...I have a few suspects as the pic-stealing culprit...that's the problem here now, I'm uncertain which one of my "friends" out here took it upon him or herself to do this.... A little coincidental however is the fact that "Shydane", who resides in Copenhagen, Denmark (the city where my fake profile originated from )...is friends in common with a few other ladies whose pics were also "borrowed"...hmmmmm curious indeed... it's my thought that anyone who creates a profile on any social networking site should create a salute upon creating it...and not be allowed to create a profile unless they can prove who they are....

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Smells Like October
There's a truth in wanting someone,but today I'm a misanthropic liar.Just in time for muscle aches, mild mannered married womenand the overflowing cusp of ass-meat and too-young flat deliveries.A wicked homogeny of dull rejection.Sends me moaning to my authritic wrist, and a firm grip around my thickperfectly round shot glass.Contact lists of don't call backnever call menever calledPractice girlsBroken heartsand shameless flirtsSo I'll just have to tie up in my own armsand call it quietly a month.Baseball is on that quiet death of post-season and swept indifference.I can hardly identify.

Something I Read And It Hit Home
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake

If I Could Fly - Helloween
No fear, no painNobody left to blameI'll try aloneMake destiny my ownI learn to free my mindMyself I now must findOnce moreOnce moreIf I could flyLike the king of the skyCould not tumble nor fallI would picture it allIf I could flySee the world through my eyesWould not stumble nor failTo the heavens I sailIf I could flySo here I amIn solitude I standI've got dreams insideI need to realizeMy faith has grownNo fear of the unknownNo moreNo moreIf I could flyLike the king of the skyCould not tumble nor fallI would picture it allIf I could flySee the world through my eyesWould not stumble nor failI could ravage my jailIf I could fly

Jerks
This jerk came to my page and in my SB being rude, even after he was told to back off, then i find out he stold a pic of me out of my album and wont delete is. Ladys watch out for this scum!!!! loverboyhttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/64/12/7942146/tn_4167661933.jpg">@ fubar

In Our Time Of Grief...thank You
Funeral services for my husband ( JoshuaXx1NELITExX )'s grandpa will be held on Friday, October 5th. Please continue to keep our family in your prayers. * http://videos.lifetributes.com/MediaViewer2.0/MovieViewer.aspx?id=338817 * Anyone who would like to can go view his Tribute video and then, please sign the Guest Book on the funeral home's website * http://www.pinkardfh.com/ (No Fubar names in the Guest Book please) * I would like to thank everyone on our family's behalf for all of the prayers, love, support & kindness that has been shown to us in our time of grief & mourning. It has been greatly appreciated and a great comfort to both of us, especially Joshua, and we will remember it always.

Slip And Slide
I know you are tough, and I am hoping you are gentle and not too rough. One plus one can be so damn right, every second of the day not just tonight. Can't you feel my heart beat, as I am feeling so much heat. Created was an origional the day you were born the fire was started to keep you warm. Slip and slide, let me mount and continue to ride. Flick me, I am magic, in pulsating sync with your dick. Kissing every centimeter, sucking every in on you, I want to please your senses just on every cue. Feeling sensations you and I have never felt before, up and in, down and out back for more than plenty galore. I need to be there, my mind needs to feel your muscles tense and relax as next to you I am just soft and bare and ready for this to be real.

Stupid
When oh when will I learn to keep my mouth shut and not push so hard... I mean really.. you would think a man my age would learn by now..I just never quit.. just cant seen to say the right things at the right time.. if there is such a thing with me.. every word that comes out of my mouth.. seems to end up with me sounding sappy or over bearing.. jeez.. I have a bad problem of wearing my heart on my sleeve.. and I say to much..(I always thought that's what women want.. to know a mans feelings) but I will have to shut that down and be more .. whats the word..... I don't know.. unfeeling.. keep it to myself maybe.. you guys and gals tell me.. whats Worth hearing and what do I not say???? I am at a loss... but whats new.. right.. so I will get some wine and sooo not worry(like thats going to happen ) LOL

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My Birthday
Today I got many gifts that were so special to me so here it goes, mainly from my boo..aka Papii I got a 135 bling pack V.I.P Flowers which are in my pictures 150.00 cash A icecream cake from Baskin and robbins A Swedish Massage $ 105.00 and he tipped them $20.00 A bottle of Moscotti Wine Patron tequila and a suck and blow shot in a tube Los Compadres with a friend A birthday card made for me from my son and kisses all day That was just today to make me smile because of my hard days I have been having. I am so thankful for my boo, he shined a light today that I needed to see. I needed a smile . I am relaxed beyond belief and tipsy too. Woot I will add if I forgot something, it has been one rip rawring day and even though I am sore from my surgery, I enjoyed every minute of it.

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Please Vote For My Hobbit Designs (online)
There is a design contest put on by the production company of The Hobbit/Lord of the Rings and I have submitted 2 character drawings (Gollum & Gandalf). These are my own creations and I would greatly appreciate your votes! Links to both are listed below. This is an ongoing event, to I believe October 15th. Please take a moment and vote - once, twice, however many they allow! (Ok, that's being greedy...) No forms to fill out, just click however many stars out of 5. Thank you! Gollum: http://www.thehobbitdesigncontest.com/entry/4353 Gandalf: http://www.thehobbitdesigncontest.com/entry/4343 (The actual artwork can be seen in "My Artwork" in Photos on this site.)

Lets Talk Pictures
Hi everyone! As Ive stated before, Im not really a blogger. But, I have been told that I write good ones and they are funny. So, I guess when the mood strikes me I will try and write a couple. Todays topic is Fu pictures. These are the photos that we post on our pages to let people know what we look like (in case you where wondering). Now, we all know how easy it is to go to Photobucket and copy some really hot girls photos and say thery are you. We have ALL seen it done (by guys and girls). If not, go to JohhnyDevils blogs and you will see. He usually catches them and posts them for all to see (yes, that was a shamelss promote for JohnnyDevil). Let me give you fakes a hint. One pic does NOT make a profile and is a dead giveaway that you are fake. If you are THAT hot for real, you probably have TONS of photos that you could also post....just sayin! Attractive people usually have LOTS of photos for some reason and you only post 1? Hmmm. And dont give me that camera shy crap! Your not

One And Only Rant
some of my friends may know that ive been majorly harrassed and some tool my pics and posted them on a site just to bash me and all, ny once put they posted me twice. They go on saying how im this absolutely horrible person and how that im fat and ugly and have a wonkey eye etc, then they post a pic thats like almost 10years old. I used to take nsfw pics but for some jealous hating insecure moron to save them and post them somewhere is just wrong. lf you dislike the person just tell them and move the hell on. When i was in my younger years like 18 till about 23, i would take nsfw pics, but who didnt? some still do, i dont so get over it already. Its old skool. Im currently 29 and have grown up, apparently my haters havent! if a woman doesnt want to shave below, its none of your concern anyway. why do you even care? then this ugly woman who is known to be a horrible person just ask around starts commeting as herself then as a few people just to make me look bad. She thinks

Original Poetry Written By Mr
Sitting here by my windowRain coming down, cloudy and darkIt is so hard to find a silver liningHowever there truly is lots of themThey are right there in front of usFirst of all we should cherish that we are aliveSecond we should cherish the love ones in our lifeThird we should cherish the love and support of our friendsFourth we should cherish the beauty around usFifth we should cherish the basic needs provided usSixth we should cherish the freedoms we have in our livesSeventh we should cherish the support we can provide othersEighth we should cherish those who fight and protect usNinth we should cherish those who provide for our health needsFinally we should cherish those who provide our laughterAnd entertainment needsAll and All our silver liners are many and abundant.Special thanks to above for being the loving father to us allWritten on October 7th 2012By Robert E. DurbinAKA Heart of an Angel

Fanasty Sex?
I'm engaged and when my fiance and I have sex we turn off the T.v so were not distracted.( we also turn off the lights)When we started doing this i weirdly started to imagine us as different characters.Such as once we were lego people, I know weird, another time I was asian and once we were Indian? I don't know why This happens but I enjoy telling him after and laughing about it.

When You Love Someone
When you love someone you'll do anything You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun When you love someone You'll deny the truth, believe a lie There'll be times that you'll believe You can really fly But your lonely nights have just begun When you love someone When you love someone you'll feel it deep inside And nothin' else can ever change your mind When you want someone, when you need someone When you love someone When you love someone, you'll sacrifice You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice You'd risk it all, no matter what may come When you love someone You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun When you love someone.

Blessings
Sometimes we are caught So unexplainably sweetly Completely by surprise At the blessings that come Into our lives. I wouldn't trade one smile, Not one single thought of you For anything in the world. Knowing I have you Right by my side Makes every tomorrow Seem to shine brighter.

Why Do People See This But Don't Really Know You
so stop being modest. ur gorgeous, loyal, lovin, carin, sexy, dedicated, devoted, intelligent n every man's dream. u r real good wifey material, any man would be pleased with u. so dont settle for less. u r priceless. a woman like u only comes once in a life time...no game sweetie, i truly mean it.

Original Poetry Wriiten By Me
City Lights so beautiful, bright casting shadows In the nightSitting here so lonely by this fountainLooking into shadows for no reasonAll of the sudden, out of nowhere a vision beyond any beauty I ever have see before in my lifetimeGlided from the shadows towards meYoung, beautiful and an answer to all my dreamsRed flowing dress fitting her perfectlyHair looking so soft, like silk and flowing in the night airEyes sparkling and looking into mineHer lips looking so soft, warm and invitingCould this be the answer to all my prayers?Could she be the gift that I have prayed for?My heart was skipping a beatA pleasing and sweet aroma of her perfume so intoxicatingWas this just a vision or was she real in every sense?In a matter of seconds and minutes I had my answer As she came and sat down beside meW e talked for hours and I knew that my lifeWas going to change forever at that momentFrom that time on her love became a reality in my loveA true soul mate in the most perfect senseThe angels trul

Original Poetry Written By Me
Heard it in the night breeze…..Heard it in the warm air of the day…..Heard it in my sweet dreams…..Heard it so soft and pleasing…Heard from the stars above….Heard it from the fluffy clouds above me…..Heard it for the first time…Saw it in a flowing soft mountain stream…..Saw it in a most beautiful flower bed….Saw it in the rustling wild flowers of a meadowSaw it in soft and warm rain around meSaw it in the moist dew covered grassSaw it in the ripples of a beautiful lakeFelt it as it brushed against meFelt it as its warmth surrounded meFelt it shining down upon meFelt it as the ground softly shook under meFelt it as lifted me up towards the skyWhat was it?It was your beautiful love coming into my lifeA love that will become one with mineA love that will create sweet memoriesA love that is mine alone to cherish and treasureWritten on October 11, 2012By Robert E DurbinAKA Heart of an Angel

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A World Of My Own
I am getting more and more tired, so easy, Before I leave, I would like to know someone's heart has heard me. Most of the world may not know I am here, but I would like it if everyone could not feel any fear. I believe that I could try to reach every living soul, and maybe I wouldn't have to worry about a goal. They say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, my writing is the only article I know that makes me stronger and bolder. I once knew warmth better and closeness greater, seems like its getting darker and there is more haters. I sometimes think hell won't be worse than now, the devil can tempt with pleasure & hurt me and how. To tempt is a sin, to threaten the tempted is too, I have experienced being attatched with cum, spit and glue. I have felt the pain of leather, wood, and bone, my writing is my escape to a world of my own. It is safe and never cold, I am accepted and not alone, no one causes pain and everyone can walk on their own. May not sound rich or l

Society
I'm a product of my society My craziness is something the ingrained in me My faulty wiring that they choose to blame Is caused solely by their attacks to my name I won't sit idle, and just play my role You may hold my mortal boundaries, but you'll never tame my soul Born white trash, but that's not what I'll stay With this brain and these wings I'll fly away Stereotype me, go ahead and place me in your box I'll break out for my will is stronger than all locks I'm the big bad wolf, that's going to tear apart these sheep And finally expose the true actors behind the sheet These crooked politicians, who claim to have our backs Are merely paid actors, giving us someone to point at While the puppet masters play behind the screen We're to busy watching the decoys to catch whiff of anything We don't see that their houses get bigger, as we lose ours We don't see that our freedom is restricted by these bars Or how while we struggle to eat , they have five course meals With mo

Answers
I wrote this about a year and a half ago I figured I would post it so I don't lose it again. "I WANT TO BE WHERE ALL THE STRONG PEOPLE GATHER. The ones that will PUSH me to be better in EVERYTHING I do. I will IMPROVE and so will they. Caleb is one of those people and I WILL meet him again. All of them that I have met give off an AURA or PRESENCE that makes you want to be around them. I want to put ALOT because I want to be the BEST and to be the BEST you have to BEAT the BEST. I have always had that burning desire to WIN at everything I do. I am WILLING to RISK EVERYTHING to GAIN IT ALL. All the PAIN i put myself through now is to make it easier down the road. All my life I have felt that my life was meaningless. But after many years I have realized that my life isn't meaningless it feels like DEEP DOWN INSIDE I am SEARCHING for something that will CHALLENGE me. In this short life of mine I have done so much but that still isn't enough for ME. This was during one of the times i h

Just Something I Wrote Not Too Long Ago..
If I had one wish.If one desire could come true.If I had one wish.My wish would be you.If I could choose.I would stay in your arms forever.Our hearts would fuse.And our love would become an endeavor.I would wish for you to stay with me.For you to be my love.You would be my hearts key.Forever my angel, my dove.Forever is a long time.To require in a single command.I will write our love in a rhyme.For it would be my demand.I would ask of this.Only with your permission.Lost in a kiss.Our love is my ambition.So I wished upon the star.The star that reminded me most of you.My actions seemed bizarre.But this wish I had to pursue.If I had one wish.My wish would be you.And since I made that wish.My wish has come true ....

The Just Of Me
well i am here to tell about me. i am not that someone that can be ran over and pushed around. i have been through alot in my 29 years of living and i just want to have a life now. i have my good days and my bad like anyone else. i love, i cry, i hurt. dont under estimate me thinking cause i am a very caring person that i cant become something else. i dont like being that person and because of it, people think they can push me around and run over me. well im taking my life back to the fullest. i just wished that certain people would see me for who i am and can be. i am a mother of two beautiful lil girls. they are my world. but at this time my babies arnt at home. i missed them dearly. but i know they will be coming home very soon and run into my arms. thats going to be a wonderful day for me. please dont judge me for what has happened to me in my 29 years i have lived. some things i shale not speak of cause i dont want everyone to read it. if i know you and trust that i can tell

Would You Grow Up Already?
I am not looking, reading what my haters say or type or associating with any haters, or my past haters anymore, I have my own life to worry about, and I am VERY HAPPY where I am now in life. So whoever made me bothering you or as you call it "HATING YOU" now, it isn't me. As one of my haters likes to call it "FAKES". Accusing me of making people up just to bother her, um no. I'm not sorry that I have REAL friends who would do anything to defend me, and be there for me. So whoever is bothering you now, isn't me or anyone I know. I swear on my grandmothers grave. SCREW OFF AND GET LOST!!!! END OF STORY!!! THIS IS THE END!!!

Anti-bullying Week!
This week is Anti-Bullying week, and such a sad tragedy occured, a beautiful young lady Amanda Todd (RIP Amanda Todd) ended her life because of bullying offline and online. If you know or are a victim, STAY STRONG! You are not alone. If anyone needs anyone to talk to, send me a mesage. I am a victim myself, however they can't hurt me, I won't let them, If you see someone being bullied offline or online TAKE A STAND!

Life
Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heartEverything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, f

The Pig
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (O.M.G.!!!) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy. I'm still not over the pig.) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home . What the...?) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumpingthe length of a football field. (30 minutes. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?) The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still can't believe that pig ...quality over quantity.) Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.) Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (Okay, so that would be a good thing.) A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder how much the government paid to figure that out.) An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. (I know some people like that.) Star

Halloween Poem (1st Attempt Let Me Know What You Think?)
Broken skin of an empty vessel, Eyes pitch black on a face of a broken angel, Body mangled left alone with her heart still beating, Moaning of her voice with words no-one will ever hear, Lips quiver in horror and fear, To what furry and wrath whom done unto her, The scent of her innocence is no longer there, For her skin is bright and fair and so is her hair, Gasping words of pleading echo’s in the cold damp air, For whom is she pleading? Death maybe be upon us that much is clear, Holding her head in my arms covering her body with my coat cause she has nothing to wear, Then she whispers in my ear with her tender voice gasping for air, She said something only it wasn’t so clear… something horrifying, As if to say whoever done this was…. was near!!!

Just Another Saturday Night On Fu...
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Feels So Alone Anymore
so im sitting here about to brake down in to tears and i have no clue why it sucks ass there has been so much to go on in my life the past 5 months and i guess i have finely hit my braking point. i mean i lost my grandmother almost 5 months ago to cancer her hole body was ate up with it and 2 weeks after i lost her my bf (of over a year) cheats on my with someone 20 years older them him and my self esteem was at an all time new low for me i feels like i was nothing that i was not good enough for anyone i pushed almost everyone i loved or cared about out of my life and would not let them in i feel so unwanted by my family anymore its like they only want me around for my money or what not my mom never calls to see how i feel or shit like that idk maybe its just me but if i was to leave here they would not care i sometimes think they would be happier with me not around i wish i did not feel like this yes in the past i have tryed to kill myself but never could somethis always saved me

The Mirror By Shane Allen Reynolds
The Mirror by Shane Allen Reynolds He looks into the mirror and sees A stranger there! No longer the young man he used to be! He sees a scarred up man with beaten and dented armor and a tarnished sword! He sees a life of near constant battles some won some lost! He sees a past of smiles just there to cover the pain! His Depression he hides! He reaches for a future that he hopes to have! It vanishes before him as if it is illusion! His dreams he feels will never be real! With this realization he must deal! He wishes he could smash the mirror and unsee what he saw! Only to realize This mirror is not real though it is with in us all! It is called self perception and though we fight it! Some win and some lose! The battle to change it is endless and tiring! The energy needed to fight it is all but expiring! The mirror stands before him cold and mocking! His reflection stares back at him so sad and shocking! The image fades as he closes his eyes! As he strikes out at the s

Watching Trees....
Watching Trees ---- I want to be, in a tree,watching you, watching trees.memories of the trees,watching you, watching me.I stand alone in the coldof an old, cold train station.It was cold in the snow,wind did blow, all alone.It's about dreams, oh this feeling.forgotten memories, oh this feeling.I want to be, in a tree,watching you, watching trees.It's a fool who doesn't see,what I see watching trees.It's about dreams, oh this feeling.forgotten memories, oh this feeling.It's about dreams, oh this feeling.forgotten memories, oh this feeling.I want to be, in a tree,watching you, watching trees.memories of the trees,watching you, watching me.I stand alone in the coldof an old, cold train station.

Wanna Kill Yourself?
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one dayor work or whatever it is. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying a

Going To Add 5 Family Members
At the end of this week i wanna chose 5 family Members. Tell me why your worthy in a private message and why you should be my top member who will have greater access to me. Im not materialistic but, bling blasts cherry bombs,etc will figure into my decision. I wanna know who wants it more. jess

I Wish I Had Never Met You.
I wish I had never met you. There would be no need to impress you. No need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for everything you've done to make me feel like nothing. But then again, im glad I met you. Cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. You were the one who loved me for me. You were the one who care when everyone else didnt. The one who stayed up late to talk about the craziest things. The one who taught me new things. The one who laughed at my bad jokes. The one who did things, just for me.

Who I Am
I'm slightly frustrated with some people right now, so I just felt the need to make a quick blog since I can't fit all I wanna say in a status message lol I really couldn't possibly care less about this place and the game aspect. However, I do enjoy helping others. People who have offered to help me, people who are my friends, or people who are just genuinely nice and that need a helping hand. I wouldn't be where I'm at without the help of others. But more importantly, when it comes to social interactions and conversations and friendships in general. I treat people on here the same way I treat my real life friends. Period. Don't ask me for my opinion, if you aren't ready to hear my opinion; whether it be something you want to hear or something you don't. That's the big BIG difference between me and other people. Everyone around here it seems loves kissing everyone else's ass to get ahead; whether it's in rank, to be liked, or for achievements. Or even trying to "sucker" some

"love"
Love comfort like sunshine after rain.Love demands all and has a right to it.Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.Love doesn't sit there like a stone. It has to be made like bread; remade all the time,...made new.Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get--only with what you are expecting to give--which is everythingLove is a path to the heart that knows its own way.Love is taking a few steps backward (maybe even more)...to give way to the happiness of the person you love.Love in its essence is spiritual fire.Love is a never ending feeling.Love is a sign from the heavens that you are here for a reason.Love is all we have, the only way that each can help the other.Love is like a beautiful flower which I may not touch, but whose fragrance makes the garden a place of delight just the same.Love is like an eternal flame,

Character Piece.
The sky was orange on the third day. Vibrant evergreen life to the west, stirs of life returning to the forests. The clicks and skitter of braver rodents foraging for nuts in the trees. The breeze buffeted a fresh damp smell of rosemary and pine. To the east was a haze of craters, schrapnel and heaping mounds of cool corpses. Byron knew when the sun hit the hills of bodies, that the smell of green and health would disappear. He ran his hands through the ruined earth, the coarse grit of blasted battlefield was harsh and dry- flat, almost hollow. It wasn't an altogether foreign scene to him. He had weathered harsh campaigns, routes and slaughters over two dozen years. The days before authritic shoulders, and back spasms. The nights before guilty stomachs and sour consciences. Trenches and divets became graves. Broken blades and tatterred rags became markers and memorials. Until noon Byron engaged in a futile ritual of making tiny scratches in the headstones with an approximati

The Brain The Lies With In
As I sit here at 4:15 A.M. I am thinking of many things. About sleep, what I have to do today, my very state of mind. Who ever said being insane is not fun diffentily lied there ass off. It's great I get to get away with more shit then I can count. I get away with more stuff cause I can and I study people and I like to schock the hell out of them and laugh at their responce to it. For here is an example: Me " Whats up Josh?": Josh" Not much but my dick": Me "I want to bend you over and fuck you so hard that the tip of my cock come's out your mouth": Josh (Laughing) " Home Slice your fucking nut's": Me " And I have the papers to prove it". And we both have a great laugh. Another example is I can walk up to a female friend and say; Me " I want to lick your sweet pussy till my tongue fall's off": Femal " If you could do that I would of fucked you by now": Me " We shave that shit and I will". And we have a great laugh. I am a very laid back person. I enjoy my time with family and friends

All Guys Must Read This For There Own Good!!!!
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Update To The Halloween Auction, Please Read
OK everyone first of all I would like to thank all who are either up for bids or who have placed bids in the Halloween Auction, none of this is possible without your support and participation! Next I would like to say that there have been several absolutely outstanding bids as well as many many worthy bids LOL!! Four people have already accepted bids and are no longer available to bid on and I am sure there will be many more to come, that being said I am sure some of you have noticed that I keep adding folks to the auction! Since I keep getting asked by y'all for entry here is the FINAL word: I will accept entries until this Friday, that is October the 19th and if you don't get me what you will offer and which of your pics you would like used in your auction photo then you will NOT be allowed entry and there will be NO exceptions so if I have told you it's too late or you wanna get involved with this LAST chance for my free to enter auction then please contact me soon!! I've made over

Words
I open my mouth and vomit a slew of obscenities to the palms of my hands A furious flow of phrases that weren’t good enough for fragile ears The quotations hang heavy in the tense air of dead city streets A decaying mix of shattered weather worn sidewalks and faded voices Still gasping for a moment of conscious reception Great minds restless in permanent sleep Snuffed and left in shallow graves Buried beneath unpublished pages Scattered notebooks littered my bedroom I research forgotten lines Tracing the indentations of ink stains Offering nothing new To the memory of a lesser you

[my Brain Hurts, And This Primer Smells Like Potato Starch]
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Under The Weeping Willow
Under The Weeping Willow I saw you when we were kids Playing with blocks on the kindergarten floor We grew up You became a beauty I became a geek I never had the never had the nerve to talk to you Then we met Under the weeping willow down on the shores of the river We met, we held hands and we kissed That old weeping willow shed its tears The willow's tears that flowed in happiness We had found the love we both wanted I proposed and we wed Promising to share our lives from then on Never to part I saw the love in your eyes The geek married the beauty And the rest of our lives began Under the weeping will down on the shores of the river We shared our vows The rings shined on our finger That old weeping willow shed its tears The willow's tears that flowed in happiness We had found the forever we both wanted Our baby was born on a summer day The sun was warm and the breeze gentle She was named willow And she smiled at the sun shining through the l

Bbye
Goodbye Obama 2012 While there are people who actually need assistance, there are many more who are simply abusing the system. We have become a country full of people who feel they are entitled to a free ride. This country was founded upon life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness not welfare, food stamps and obama phones.To see an example of entitlement, watch this video.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5tqH7UrzOw

“children Show Scars Like Medals. Lovers Use Them As A Secrets To Reveal. A Scar Is What Happens When The Word Is Made Flesh.”
“Children show scars like medals. Lovers use them as a secrets to reveal. A scar is what happens when the word is made flesh.” So today I attended a workshop on cyber bullying, sexting and the social media. We learned of that young girl, Amanda Todd who took her life last week as a result of being bullied. I was sick to my stomach to say the least. It was then I had an epiphany, well maybe not that dramatic but a very big viola moment. Those who know me know I have a strong distain for Fubar. Well not the site but the people that occupy it. So pardon my rant, but if I don't say these things, well ...... This being an adult site and having many MANY NSFW pics available for anyone to see most times, I often wonder why would anyone put a photo of themselves on the internet naked and most times, in a sexual position. I am far from being a prude, trust me however a lot of these same people have children. What happens when one day that child happens upon pictures of m

Reflections
Reflections ....... Standing before the mirror of truth...she cries she knows that time is moving on without her and she cannot reach back and turn the hands ...that forever tic she washes the cheap mascara from her eyes and for a moment realizes what a racoon must look like..but her laughter is but only for a second No one has to tell her what she already knows in her heart She has been a fool Many of her years have been spent living a life that wasnt hers Her thoughts and her actions have all been to the benefit of someone else who never thought more of her than a slave A puppet on strings to enhance their own selfish life and needs She always believed if she gave, did her best, was a good girl,that all her needs were going to be met.

Memories Of A Geisha Gear Jammer
Memories Of A Geisha Gear Jammer In my not so distant past, I was a Mother Trucker. I still have my Cdl and I still long to drive up and down the beautiful places across our country. Montana is still to me the absolute gorgeous place to be. Colorado comes in second. The Carolinas make this list also. The Great Smoky mountains in a misty morning will stir something in your soul as well. I have been to every continous state. I have been to Canada, and on the border with Mexico enough times to see ,that you have to get further than the border to appreciate anything about Mexico at all. I literally have met thousands of people from all walks of life. And to me thats all good. I am one of those who are fascinated about the differences in people as well as our common similarities. It takes all kinds to bring balance to this world. While I was out on the road I was exposed to subcultures that thrive off of the trucker trade. Black market this and that, theft,drugs, porn and

What Ran My Head
The one thing I learned over the years is that has time pass' the details fade together. Also do to drug abuse and drinking I damaged my brain to the point that I can not rember 40% of my life. Just thinking posititive does not mean postitive results or ways will come, thinking in a rational way while postive ends with postitive results and ways. No matter if I go up, down, left, right, north, east, west or south I am looking and moving forward. The secrets we keep can burdon us with great wait for they are killing our hearts and coming to ruin socity in large ways. Can we has a nation come back to bring the price of things down and stop the wasteful spending. Is it so hard for us to stop hurting or killing us. Why do you really need a shoe over $50? We need to lead our kids and not them run us, grow balls or a back bone and raise your kid(s) right. Spend time with them has much has you can and not on this damn computer, or texting, or on the phone. Let us take back vacations and lu

College Fund Donation
THEY SAY THAT THERE ARE SOME GOOD PEOPLE OUT THEIR WHO WANT TO HELP PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO BETTER THEMSELVES. WELL I AM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO IS TRYING TO BETTER MYSELF AND I NEED HELP. I'M TRYING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL SO THAT I CAN GET A BETTER JOB. I'M WILLING TO PAY BACK DOUBLE AND ALL I NEED IS $700.00. SO I ASK WHO WILL HELP? IF YOU ARE WILLING YOU CAN REACH ME AT (leeleesteadman@gmail.com) OR CALL ME AT 254-715-8994. YOU CAN DO THAT IF HAVE ANY IDEAS ON HOW I CAN OBTAIN OR REACH MY GOAL. THANK YOU FOR READING THIS.

Thoughts
ok so I was sitting here listening to my grandfather Dj Outlaw and got to thinking family weather they are blood or not they are still my family and love them as such. The ones I have kept close to my heart I know if I ever lost them I know I surely would be lost without them there. To my Gma Dawn who has always been there when I needed her most who listens to me who helps me through the worst I love you very much as if you was my own. To my Grandfather Dj Outlaw you're a hell of a man and Gma is one lucky lady to have such a fine man such as yourself. You both have a heart of gold. To my Fu mom and dad you both are the best you both found one another in the dark and so much more to each other as you are to me. To my Sisters I have here you're kick ass with me and we all relate to whats what in life though we are not blood we are what ice age is no matter what we are we are family a strange 1 but a great 1 in my eyes. An most of all the man in my life you stood by me through the harde

5 Things
Yes...it's one of THOSE. Things are getting a lil boring around here. DO IT! You know you wanna! Cut-n-Paste and make your own blog with answers. List 5 things you like about this place: 1) Friends, 2) MuMMs, 3) How easy it is to stalk people, 4) funny blogs, 5) For real, the way I can see when someone does something without having to refresh =/. List 5 things you dislike about this place: 1) The new blogs. I miss the old ones., 2) drama, 3) It's ability to make normal people hoars, 4) Morphing pictures. Really?, 4) typing a great comment only to find out I am blocked or don't have permission to post. List 5 blings you like (not necessarily a favorite): 1) My wedding rings, 2) My promise ring, 3) Steelers Helmet, 4) Winter Fox, 5) Pounding Pink. List 5 fun moments you had on Fubar: 1) MY first birthday on here. I couldn't keep up with all the things going on. 2) The day when you couldn't get on Cherry Tap (may have been Lost Cherry still) and you saw a

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Let me start by saying this....these are MY thoughts and MY opinions. And you may disagree with them. That's fine. Feel free to be critical and tell me why you disagree and what your thoughts are. Who knows...you may just change my opinion. However....name calling, cursing, bashing and profile wrecking WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. That being said....here we go.... 1: How can I care what you think, if I have no idea what I think? 2: Are these bars here to keep me in, or you out? 3: What is the square root of pie? A slice? 4: Apocalypse is upon us! (Twice actually....Apocalypse Now, and Apocalypse Now Redux) 5: Hey nurse...you poke me in the ass one more time....I'm gonna poke you. And my injection might CAUSE an infection! 6: Why would you say that? What? That! What? Nevermind... 7: Wow that chic is hot! Should I piss on her, or let her burn? 8: If looks can be decieving, imagine what words can do. 9: Don't judge a book by its cover. Read the last page, then decide. 10: And finall

Feeling Like Mr. Villian Or Mr. Irrelevant
Maybe it's me or sometimes I try too hard to talk to people and scare them off. I know I want to make new friends and everything, but I have the tendency to screw things up and block me. I'll admit that I don't know how to deal with people in general & my social skills are below average. I'm a great guy but people want to overlook me. Maybe that person was right when they told me that the really dont think a beautiful woman is going to be interested in me, because I'm not on their level, and I seem to go after what I think are "beautiful" women and they've all played me. Maybe I'm not interesting to them and need to work on my personality. Guys have that personality and social skills that attracts people or anybody. I never had that. I tend to try to hard and smother them (or seem desperate and say the wrong things), and when it comes to women, I may have to learn how to talk to them and be friends with them all over again, cause I've been a failure with them.

Halloweens Origin
According to the Celtic pagan religion,known as "Druifism" the spirits of those who had died in the preceding year roamed the earth on Samhain evening. The Celts sought to ward off these spirits with offering of food and drink. They also built bonfires at sacred hilltop sites and preformed rituals,involving human and animal sacrifices,to honor Druid. Still today,these things are being practiced. It was an ancient Druid custom set up for human sacrifices on Halloween night. Druids offered children in sacrifices. The trick-or-treat custom was created by the Druids. When they went to a home and demanded a child or virgin for sacrifice,the victim was the Druids treat. In exchange,they would leave a jacko'- lantern with a lighted candle made of human fat to prevent those inside from being killed by demons that night. When some unfortunate couldn't meet the demands of the Druids,then it was time for the trick. A symbolic hex was drawn on the front door. That night Samhain or his demons would

I Was The Victim Of A Love Scammer
It was heart-breaking to discover after two years, the man I’d been in love with was using me and lying to me the entire time. He never had any intention of meeting me in person. Once I found out about him, the lies he told me were mind boggling. I was not the first, and I know I will not the last. There is no doubt that he is a sociopath and a pathological liar. Since finding out over two months ago, I have met other people, both men and women, who have been scammed by Love Scammers. Most of these Love Scammers are from Nigeria, Russia, and the Far East. Mine was from France. These Scammers come from all walks of life, and all over the world. So many people have lost thousands of dollars to these Love Scammers. I read a heart-breaking story about a man who sent thousands of dollars to a woman in South Africa. She said she was coming to see him, and he even went to the airport to meet her, but she never showed up. Then he received a letter from someone who said she'

When It Is Time To Let It Go
On June 2,2012 my dear Mum passed on from this world just two week's shy of her 60th birthday. It is still hard for me to deal with cause I miss her so much. My mum and I were very close, over the last ten years of her life it was just me and her that would celebrate my birthday alone. I loved it that way for it was just a special thing for the two of us. The other day I celebrated with friends for the first time and it was a wonderful party. It showed me how much my friends love me. The week following my Mums death my brother and I packed up her stuff and stored it in her storage unit and did not look back. For over a year I just payed the bill and did not enter it till just a few weeks ago to go through it. I finally made the move to do so even though it cause's me to have great heart ache. Though I know that material things are not an extition of her it is only a memory of her. I am packing away what she wanted to pass on to the grandkids and keeping a few personal items for my se

On My Mind
You and me Were meant to be;In my dreams, and in my heartWe have something that can't be torn apart;Dreaming of you, makes my night worth whileThinking of you, makes me constantly smile;Something tells me that your the oneWhenever I'm with you, we have so much fun;Having you is the best thing everHaving you is what i want forever;Til the end of timeYou will be mine;I love you baby, your one of a kindBecause your always on my mind.

My Mind
“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.”

Damned If You Do, Damned If You Don't
You ever have one of those days, weeks years when everything seems to either be paused in time or rushing at you like a freight train? Yeah that has been life lately except I never get one or the other. Ever have to make a fast decision that could impact not only your life for the future but also alter the way things were in the past? Yeah I know that too. I had to make a tough decision lately, stick to what I know and be comfortable. Or challenge myself in a great and vast unkown. Thing is all my bags were still in the comfort zone. Even knowing that the comfort zone might not be right and the unknown could be the absolute greatest thing since sliced bread. It came down to how well I could look at myself in the mirror when the dust settled at the end of the day. Imagine having everything you used to dream of go away immediately because you made a decision. Or having everything that you have dreamed of recently leave if you don't. What do you do, how do you know? Can you risk leavin

Looking Back, Moving Forward
When we look at the past or are reminded we should not let it burden you down with a great whieght. You should learn from it and let it help you grow. Some times I let it hinder me but not for too long. Did I make mistakes you bet your ass I did. It would hinder me to a great deal where I would not want to leave my aprtment. It lead me to many suicide attempts. Now I look at it to make me a better person in all the aspects of my life. I anylize it so that I can correct what is a flaw in my being and not let it control me any more.

Yes, We Praise Women Over 40 For A
“Yes, we praise women over 40 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed, hot woman over 40, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year old waitress. Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?", here's an update for you. Nowadays 80%of women are against marriage. Why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage!”

The Crow (an Attempt At Poetry)
Why am I scorned, with a delicate soul? I soar with the Angels, but feared as Hell's born. I cannot bring death, though many believe, I'm only here, just trying to breathe. You wish me to go, with puppets of hay. I don't understand, why I may not stay. So I'll fly to a place, where you cannot go. Beneath my black wings, love winds will flow. Seeking the place, I know I'll be loved, I'll soar down to you, from way up above. I'll enter your heart, and then you will know, It's always been me, and I'm just a crow. KevinG

Dreams....
Weightless and falling, arms spread out wide. The pain and the guilt, that I cannot hide. Wind in my face, what do I hear? It is your voice that whispers, inside my ear. Now I am slowing, beginning to rest, I feel it upon me, your head on my chest. A touch on my cheek, I know that it's true, The lips of an Angel, I thought it was you. Stirred in my sleep, the darkness creeps in. Reminding myself of all of my sins. Fire and pain I know I deserve. If this is my destiny, life I would serve. Awaken me now, if you are still there. The touch of your lips, the brush of your hair. Awaken my soul, awaken my mind, Just breathe into me, so I may survive. Kevin "G"

The Voice
I heard a voice calling to me in my dreams; So strong and stern yet gentle. Sweetly, so sweetly did it call, I had no power to resist its charm. Blindly I rose from my bed and crossed to my open window. There on the balcony stood the source of the voice. How strong and handsome he was! His eyes gleamed in the moonlight, And his skin bathed in radiance; The gentle breeze rustled his hair. There was a chill in the air that made me shiver. He placed his cloak about my shoulders and disappeared. Each night for an entire winter season, He came to me in my dreams, Always sweetly calling me to the balcony. On the first night of Spring, He called me to the balcony and looked deep into my eyes. "I love you," he said and proposed. Written by Danielle

To My Love
If I could get one kiss from your lips before I leave this earth I will know that you love me. If you could hold me in your strong arms while I struggle for one last breath I would be able to feel your love and warmth you have for me. If I could hover over my body and watch you cry I will fly down to wipe your tears away and say "Please do not cry for I am no longer in pain." If you could hear my whisper and say one thing to me, I know you will say "Baby I am in pain for my heart is broken in a million pieces since you are gone."

So Much History
Starry eyed and hopeful, innocent and sweet. She worshiped him with heart and soul. He made her feel complete. Yet lurking deep within him, Was evil, he could not control. It clutched at his inner core overtook his soul. His smiles turned to sneers, his love turned to contempt, then hate. Sadly, she wore rose-colored glasses, that sealed her fate. His eyes no longer mirrored, the love within hers, as once did be. There was murderous intent there, a need to set it free. One night as they walked beneath a haloed moon, along a sandy shore. The need for bloodshed rose within, he could not suppress it anymore. As her lips met his so eagerly, the blade within his hand moved fast. Life flashed before her eyes, the present and the past The tide rolled in and then it rolled out, Tumbling the glasses to and fro. Until they were found by a woman who yearned to be loved, more than anyone would ever know. And so they had a life again, camouflaging what did really

I Choose Jesus
I CHOOSE JESUS This poem is written from my struggles to put Jesus first, and face my doubts, my unbelief, and my fears I believed and listened to these lies from Satan for so many years, that I never really felt God was near But over time I learned to bring these to Jesus, instead of always running away, and I found mercy and grace Learning to believe His word is true, and to watch that truth set me free, bringing me to a much better place. Jesus told us that Satan only comes to steal, and kill, and destroy, and all he causes is turmoil, unrest, and strife But Jesus came to save, heal, and forgive, setting free those who came to Him, giving them the abundant life The key to experiencing this freedom is living by faith, choosing Jesus moment by moment each and everyday Learning to put Him first in my life was the turning point that brought His presence to show me the right way. For so long I was a slave to sin and my sinful lusts and passions, Jesus was in my life but

Is This Feeling Real
You walked into my life without warning You walked into my heart without even trying Your name walks into my mind with ease Your memory makes me smile without a second thought You are the last thought I have before sleep over takes me You are not there in the morning when I reach for you Is this feeling real but could never be Why does your memory make the day better Why does your name make my heart skip a beat Why does your smile make me speechless Why do your eyes melt me like I was ice in the sun Why do I feel this way when it can't be Is this feeling real I ask myself Why does this feeling have to be real

The Adultress Clothes Trail
I feel a presence, though nothing is shown. I can feel your eyes, sinking into my bones. I know you're here, make yourself seen. I will search until I find you, you might as well come clean. You see I have known about you, all along. This is why, I chose to come home. Early from work, to catch you in the act. You have been discovered, it's time to face the facts. Time to face me, accept what you've done. You may have had him, but you have not won. You see, from you Mistress, he only wants one thing. He has given me, a lifetime of dreams. And now that you have tainted them, turned them grey. I only have a few things left, to say. Since you chose to be brave, and lay upon my bed. Don't leave without him this time, take him home with you instead. I can feel your stare upon me, as I speak. Your cowardice speaks loudly, your words are weak. Remember these last words, I'm going to say. My love is stronger, than you could ever be. He will grow to hate y

You Can't Wash It Away!
She said, I washed my body, because the dirt was still there. I chopped it all off, thinking it was my hair? I threw away those high heels, and v-neck shirts. I now wear turtle neck sweaters, threw away my short skirts. I tossed out my makeup, and everything in that case. I now wear a mask, to disguise my face. I bent my smile, to twist my grin. I eat much more now, in-case I was too thin. She spoke in a whisper, and I knew what for. I was once standing, behind that same door. The one that causes you to shut off your voice, so you don’t stand out. You just can’t risk, being too loud. The bad guys might hear you, and take you once again. Living in a nightmare, that has no end. A tear rolled off my face, as I grabbed her by the hand. I said please listen to me, I completely understand. All you see his face, the man responsible for your pain. He was a weak man, but shout out your name. You are more, than what he took away. Don’t g

This Broken Down World
How selfish, have we all become? When people are dying in a war, that cannot be won. We are at home, safely in bed. While they swim through a river, of nothing but blood shed. The labels on our clothes, isn't what matters here. It's the men and women, who die year after year. They put their lives on the line, for a chance to be free. The pursuit of happiness, justice and liberty. We don't even give them, a second thought. When our complaints are because of, the fight that they fought. Without them we wouldn't have, all that we do. They have fought and died, to give this to you. The least we could do, is show them we care. By putting ourselves aside, and going there. To offer them support, keep the American dream alive. Make a difference by helping, this broken down world survive.

His Back To The Wall
My little girl and I, went to my best friend's home. She was playing with her children, recording on her phone. They were just goofing off, like all kids do. Until what lives inside nightmares, suddenly came true. They were watching the videos back, the ones she had took. Then the kids screamed and said, "Mom, come look." My best friend and I, ran to see. All at once, it was revealed to me. There sat my best friend's son, with his back to the wall. Then a little girl behind him, but the space was too small. For anyone to fit, this just isn't so. Then she appeared twice more, and away she would go. She just stood there behind him, never moving an inch. I watched it repeatedly, it just didn't make sense. My little girl didn't see her, while recording at all. She just seen him sitting there, with his back to the wall.

The People Like Me
I am more, than you could ever be. The things you did, can never break me. I am the wind the sun, the earth. The air that you breathe, memorize my worth. Take a deep breath, I’m that sweet smell. The fog appearing from the dirt, rising from Hell. Take a look around, absorb what you see. We’re coming for all of you, the people like me. The one’s that live on, long after death. Searching for corruption, through all that we’ve wept. We swim through a burning, river of tears. Until we are face to face, with our worst fears. For me that is you, and I am finally here. I have reached my destination, Can you feel me near? Don’t try to run, you cannot escape. I have come too far, you must pay for your mistakes. Weep if you must, for I once did as well. See what I saw, feel what I felt. As I reach inside, tear you apart. Do as you did, break your heart. Crush your dreams, rip out your soul. Then drag you down with me, in th

Oct 24th !st Entry
Hello peeps... my 1st entry is just to tell ya all a bit out me!! Im 39yrs old (ugh dnt like that #) Divorced for 6&1/2yrs now, and been single for about a year.. I went thru a hell of a wild ride with my ex gf.. yes as in a Female.. was with her for almost 5yrs... It ws a crazy time.. she is bipolar and self medicated w/ street drugs... so WOW..I dnt regret the time with her, I turned a bit wild then grew up a lot...Im enjoying single life now!! Ive been out with a couple guys and a whole handful of women, but jus No spark there for me, so after a few dates I call it off and keep looking.. its kewl though cuz somewhere out there is my other half and someday we will meet and KNOW we found what we want!! I have 3 AWESOME boys!!! 14, 12, 10! They keep me busy with their Basketball & Baseball seasons, Spelling bees, geography bowls working at the Haunted House in town..and running them to hang w friends... I used to manage a Bar & bartend, but gave up the 3p-3a shiz to spend time w my k

The Risen Christ
THE RISEN CHRIST All throughout His earthly ministry He talked about how the religious leaders would reject Him They hated Him because he exposed their false teachings and hypocrisy and revealed their sin He was betrayed by one of His own and falsely accused and was finally put to death on a cross But what they didn’t realize was that this was all part of God’s plan to bring salvation to the lost. He also talked about how on the third day He would rise from the dead to prove He was God’s Son Victorious over death and hell and the grave He conquered the final enemy the battle had been won He showed Himself to over five hundred for forty days with many miracles that made them believe After this He was taken up and ascended to heaven and all authority as the risen Christ he did receive. He was seen in His risen glory, one like a son of man, standing in the midst seven golden lampstands Clothed in a long robe, girded with a sash of gold on His chest, H

Men
I have been writing about the areas in my life that I have learned the hardest. One of those areas is dating and getting married. I have been married two different times. The second marriage will be ending within the next year or so. The only thing I have learned from dating and being married is that there are no good guys out there any more. Men only want a couple of things out of me. One of those things is sex. They will pretend to like me so they can get into my pants. Some of them do stay around after the sex, but others will take off and pretend that they do not know who the hell I am. The second thing that men what out of me is support. I have support two to four guys in my life. Two of those guys where my ex-husband and my current husband. I have supported them with money, food, and my emotional support. My support can go for a certain period of time. I cannot keep on supporting someone when they do not return the support back. I am thinking about staying single

Tell Me ....
I want to know It's my faith, I want to know it's my faith, night time is a tease , is a tease, sure I ready for a change, I am ready to see the stars with you, we been here so soon, summer went so fast winter will go. I'll show you mine , you show me yours first. Tell me your scars, I'll tell you mine. bY Christine step step to the move of love

Cheap Website Server Hosting
As the name implies the cheap website server hosting by a dedicated server provides one server for each account or computer. Dedicated best hosting in India is one kind of web hosting where one or more servers are committed for a single client. All Indian web hosting companies offer the server for the clients and hence clients acquire those servers for lease. This is the reason the web hosting providers serving the machine, connectivity, required software and operating system to run the entire system.Dedicated server hosting enables users with the freedom of choosing their own software. Thus, customers who have expanded their shared hosting limits, still require more and now opting for dedicated web server hosting. It is very much truth that a dedicated server hosting is very flexible as the server administration and provides with the best host services by the website hosting companies. A dedicated server hosting benefits like reliability, flexibility, total control and gives complete

Raven
RavenOften mistaken with crows, ravens are much larger and their croak is more raucous. Ravens are intelligent masters of mimicking the calls of other animals and have also been known to mimic some human words. They are good at finding food and communicating with other ravens where food is located.The raven is symbolic of mind, thought and wisdom – Intelligent Ravens are humanitarians in Native American symbolic legends too. In fact, the raven was a hero to many tribes.Other Native North American tribes saw the raven as the bringer of light. In fact, southwestern tribes (Hopi, Navajo, Zuni) felt the raven was flew out from the dark womb of the cosmos, and with it brought the light of the sun (dawning of understanding)….a bird of creation.Ravens are also known as the "keeper of secrets" in several native tribes, and are the teachers of mysticism.Raven flies to us with heightened awareness and greater understanding of our consciousness. It is with this new perception that w

Decisions, Decisions.
The company I currently work for is contstantly changing. For instance for one month approximately I have been doing billing/collections from patients that visit our practice and been glad to receive a lot of praise for the job I have been doing. But there will eventually be another position in the pre-certification/insurance department and love that side of it too. I was asked by my boss and her boss today if I would really want to change. My thoughts are do I stay and keep the collections side up and running or move to a position that could also be good. Although I do enjoy my own little cubby but feel like a caged animal because there are window's that surround my little office (for safety reasons I'm sure) but would like to be back with a team again. I only receive a review once a year so this won't lose or gain me anymore funds until after I get my review in January.

Police Needlessly Kill 3 Dogs In Marijuana Bust
One dog lover in Detroit is upset after a marijuana bust turns into the murdering spree of his dogs. The dogs were shot from behind as they fled and one was even safely secured. Detroit resident James Woods plead with police to not hurt his dogs, but they had a different agenda, murder, according to the Motor City Muckraker. All three of Woods' dogs where shot and killed during the raid for an alleged marijuana operation. According to the publication a witness described seeing Detroit police shoot the first young pitbull in the face with a 12-gauge shotgun blast. The dog was confined to a locked fence outside and posed no threat to anyone. Witnesses also report police were chasing and firing on the other two dogs as they tried to flea from the armed officers. The female dog "Janey" continued to crawl to safety after being fatally wounded. “They shot her four times as she was trying to get away,” Woods said. After the massacre on his beloved dogs, Woods was taken to jai

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Potassium is certainly a natural and organic mineral which helps all of us truly feel and also be healthy each day. Though virtually all of the potassium in the body is inside the cells, smaller amount, around 2 - 3 % of the entire potassium material inside the human body, of this mineral is located outside of the cells. Potassium is needed by our own body to get smooth muscle as well as cell running, heart operation, muscles contraction, nervous transmission, for the purpose of the conversion process of glucose right into glycogen and even muscle mass building, and many more.It is recognized as 'natural diuretic' because it is quickly assimilated by our system and practically more than 85 % of it is passed from the bowels as well as filtering system. Merely because of the alkaline properties, it can be a really important mineral which will help our own bodies system retain ph levels as well as to sustain adequate amount of water in the body system. The most essential characteristics o

Vips And Unlimited Bonus's And Bonus Resets
Just a lil FYI.... This is for those of you that have VIP status.... on days that we have UNLIMITED 11's you will be using YOUR 11's after midnight. The bonus actually changes at midnight (as per the support lounge) but we do not see the change until early afternoon the following day here on Fu. So in all actuallity we have less than 12 hours on the unlimited 11 bonus. You will be able to rate 11's until the reset but you are taking the chance of winding up will 0 11's after the reset.

The Raven (a Lyric For Edgar Allen Poe)
“For whom is that taping at my chamber door? Is it you my beloved Lenore?” Times hasn’t been kind to me, Ever thing that once held light has now fared to black, I’m lelt in the darkness missing your radiant light, Being haunted by your memory and these feelings I can’t fight I stare at your picture above my fire place, The fire of my love for still burns for you, But the fire inside my soul has burnt out long ago, And your ghost torments me why can’t I hold you again? Oh Lenore take away my pain, And leave me in the darkness now and forever more, And stay with me forever this I ask and nothing more, Give one last kiss this I plead I won’t beg you anymore Lay me on a funeral pyre, Take my soul to thee far away, To my beloved Lenore, I swore I am yours from now and forever more “Thus I quote the raven never more”

I Just Wonder
I just wonder at times if people like me shall ever truly be happy in this life. There are so many times when all I want to do is simply give up and leave all this pain and misery far behind me. I see all these friends of mine being so happy and in love in life, and I ask myself if I'll ever find that peace myself. It's bad when a lot of people give all of us men the same catorgoration and it makes me just want to say damn life. There are still some ike me who actuay have a heart and feelings,yet we are ALL put into the catagory of self serving assholes by everyone. Maybe just one day the world will open it's eyes and see not all of us men are the same. Or just maybe I should find a cave on a far away desolate island and simply leave civilization and people behind and live my life as a hermit so as to not be a bother nor burden anymore to everyone!!!! P.J. 10/26/2012 5:01pm

3 Different Brains
I have learned there is 3 different brains floating around this world. The Primate, Mammalian, and Reptilian. They go in this particular order for the reason I'm about to tell you. PRIMATE: Give peace a chance. MAMMALIAN: Give peace a chance, but first, let's kill this motherfucker. REPTILIAN: Let's just kill this motherfucker and go to the peace rally and get laid.

For Those Who Have Wronged Me
I have been training in the art of witchcraft, along with my son. Unless these wrongs have been undone, you will get yours before Halloween is over. Hmmmmm toad for life? Maybe a limp dick forever? We shall see Hmmmmm it seems to be on now....I have been wronged quite badly and now need to find a good hex.

Saddest Day In Recent Memory
Recently, I went through a difficult time with my daughter. We were supposed to move in together and share expenses of a 3 bedroom apartment since it would benefit both of us. It resulted in me moving back, having to spend money I didn't have to get my apartment back and put other things on hold until I got caught up again. A short time ago, I sent an email to see if she was ok and the baby was ok, and didn't get any answer. Today I saw her on YIM so I thought I"d ask her again. Almost immediately she logged off (or went invisible to me). That just put a dagger in me. I dovorced her mother when she was just a baby and the courts saw fit to give a drug-addicted, partying slut physical custody and my ex kept me away from her for 20 years. I finally got to know my daughter again a few years ago, and we had been getting along so great. Now she won't even talk to me. You may be asking why? All because I bought two bags of halloween candy. Yep, that's it. I guess I should be apologizing b

A Little Too Long
Pushing forward, then pulling back. Actually losing, this constant attack. Too much will power, can cost you so much. Always at war, fearing their touch. To give in you feel, as if you lose control. But to surrender would be gaining, more than you'll ever know. Because you just assume, that tomorrow is sure to come. But it's a gift, a promise to no one. You put it off, them off as well. While fighting a battle within yourself, both going through Hell. Who wins? Is the question I ask. You are both suffering, this impossible task. She reaches out, all the damn time. You do for a moment, then change your mind. Confess your love, then take it away. Knowing she's right there, the very next day. But what if she's not, one day she's gone. All because you held back, a little too long.

Decisions
Am I the only one who has ever gone through life making one bad decision after another, with no regard to the consequences? To those on the outside, it may seem that I have my life together, but I am a mess, and have been for a long time, longer than i care to admit. I was not ready to take on the responsibilities that come with adulthood, marriage, parenthood...I had some twisted, overly-optimistic vision in my head of how everything would work out~people get married, have kids, buy houses,every day...it's what adults do, right? The problem is that I didn't take into account my husbands' feelings about anything. I took advantage of his generosity, his willingness to make me happy, and in turn completely ruined him as a person. I took someone who was fun-loving, exciting, laid-back, full of life and turned them into someone who hates his wife, his family, his life. I can't believe i have become that person. What gave me the right to do that? It's devestating to know that someone who

This Time Of The Year!!
This time of year is difficult, the Seasonal Affective Disorder comes out to play, also known as winter depression. I hate the dark nights and the freezing cold weather.However i do love my Christmas's in Winter, i love the traditional style, with snow outside falling and listening to the old 80's and 90's Christmas hits, so once Christmas is over with, we next look forward to the Spring clocks forward in March/April ;-)What helps you through these dark and lonely and cold days/nights at this time of year?xxx

Done ?
I think I'm past the point of caring. It's not like I matter to anyone. Honestly would anybody REALLY care if I was no longer here ? My life is meaningless. My existence is pointless. I can't help but feel my life has no more use than a rain drop in the ocean. Does anybody understand how utter loneliness can totally overwhelm you ? Can they comprehend what it feels like when nobody wants you ? Why bother fighting for a life that's really no life at all ? When you don't matter, is there really any reason to continue ? When you're nothing at all maybe you should just quit. Maybe after everything is said & done .... maybe I'm done.

A Little Too Far
That night, was one of my worst. It was like a horror flick, rehearsed. The script was short, but the memories are lifelong. Like a ballad of the, most depressing song. You were so full of rage, and things got intense. Our life became a novel, of survival and suspense. I cry myself to sleep, every single night. Remembering the war, the fight. The way you controlled, then killed that little girl. And gave birth to the new me, in this cruel and pathetic world. You stole my youth, and tainted my life. You were never a man, just someone with a knife. I remember it all, while looking up at the stars. Wishing you had never taken things, just a little too far.

True Sportsmanship
TRUE SPORTSMANSHIP Starting in September, whether its a Friday night for high school, Sats for college or Sunday and Monday nights for NFL, people flock to watch Americas no 1 sport. Each team and each level has tradtions that make football a unique and a good sport. One traditon in particular is when a player is down, both teams will kneel down in support of that player. But on 1 Saturday in Oct something special happen. Normally in college football as in times in high school you will see rivalries like no other, and some results in tempers flaring up. On Oct 27 during the 1st half of the South Carolina vs U of Tennesse was something you probally never see again. During a run, Gamecock Jr TB Marcus Lattimore was severly injured after being tackled by a Volunteer player. What was the amazing part was during the time the well respected back was being attended to, both players and coaches from each team gathered around the fallen player with tears in thier eyes. Once word got

Not Much
So I went to the chiropractor today. Nothing really big happening. The only thing he said is that he wants me to continue doing my exercises. He also told me he's ordering me a TENS unit. I can NOT wait for that. It feels amazing!! Also, I didn't take my first pill for pain until it was about 7pm. I'm excited. I was walking really stupid though, lol.

What Does It Take To Be A Guard To The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier?
TOMB OF THE UNKNOWN SOLDIER (Interesting Facts) Posted on Wed Apr 28 2004 19:20:41 GMT-0500 (Central Daylight Time) by SandRat TOMB OF THE UNKNOWN SOLDIER Interesting facts about the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier and the Sentinels of the Third United States Infantry Regiment "Old Guard" Q: How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? A: 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. Q: How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? A: 21 seconds, for the same reason as answer number 1. Q: Why are his gloves wet? A: His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. Q: Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time, and if not, why not? A: No, he carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves the rifle to the outside should

Sealed Fate
Incredibly strong yet so silent, he quietly appears. Drinking in his surroundings, listening with hidden tears. The weight on his shoulders, a love lost or two. Such an intelligent thinker, attentive and true. Yet, he retreats from within, time slowly ticks by. Missed opportunities to share, he dwells on the 'WHY?" Life will go on without him, it's true. Maybe he can love her again, her heart bleeds blue. For someone so smart, happiness lies outside his door. Will he turn the knob? Unlock the love? She's been so desperately yearning for? Incredibly strong yet so silent, he deliberately waits. The door's knob never turned, love's gone, sealed fate

Outside Himself
A young musician, living the dream. Writing and playing, the words that he sings. He seen and done things, most can't comprehend. Like the house he shared, with a few of his friends. They split the rent, in this new home. Little did they know, they weren't in there alone. Something else, was inside that house. It didn't like them being there, it wanted them out! One of his friends had two small children, their room was down stairs. And that's where it would go, to visit them there. The children could see it, while everyone else could not. Just kids making up stories, is all that they thought. Until one day, the young musician came home. He went upstairs to his room, and the truth was shown. As he lyed across his bed, and attempted to rest. He felt something powerful, upon his chest. Pressure so intense, he could barely breathe. He was being held down by a force, that he couldn't even see. He began to panic, not being able to move. Then he broke fre

Is It Sexy?
It's Halloween season and costumes are being designed and purchased. So ladies, if you could only wear one costume that would make you stand out and get your guys or a bunch of guys attention, what would it be. Consider that you must be able to wear it in a lounge in the general public or a private club. Not just bedroom wear. Please post your idea and if needed a discription or link if yours is unusual or special in any way.

Gotta Go With Combat Soldier.
So guys. WE're going out to a bar or lounge for Halloween. It's costume night and we know there will b e a lot of ladies there. What costume would you wear to make you stand out from the other guys? For me, it combat soldier. Boots. Camo Trousers. Shreadded camo shirt. Sleeveless. Short hair cut.

Domestic Violence And The Blame
When I met him he was so beautiful. He was sitting there on my front porch as if a gift from God. He was married but going through a devorce. He didn't wamt anything to do with me. He wanted to be free. At first we were just friends. I flirted with him a lot. Eventually I madr hi realized that he loved me. He was a young man age 27. I was 22. I was in nursing school and had a daughter out of wedlock. He had a drug problem but i believed in him. He moved into my small appartement right away. There I was supporting myself, my daughter and him while goning to nursing school. It didn"t take long and I was pregnant. Only months into the relationship. He took great joy in making me jelouse. He flirted with women right in front of me. I weighed 279 lbs. I was a biggin! I was very insecure. I kicked him out ojne night after he went to a bar! I insisted I would not be disrespected like that. Little did I know I would be. When he came home he began to kick the door. I didn't know what to

Let's Slowly Enjoy Life's Wine
Please don't go away, I need you to stay. I feel I have to say, I need you everyday. When I think of you, I know why I pursue. When I feel what your words do, I know we can live ultimately true. I have cried tears of joy, because with you I won't be a toy. You are a man who can't annoy, you hold the heart of a man & the drive of a boy. With you I would cross the line, you will remain free... you aren't mine. Unless you want to and that is very fine, the perfection of our dream it is a sign. Lets slowly enjoy life's wine, while we sit together and lovingly dine. In freedom from harm we can last as we sleep with no worry in our past. I love you more everyday I cast, gentle words carefully and never fast.

My Best Friend Is A Man ....
Best friend with a man find her self thinking this can not be true trust a man to be your best friend. At first she was not sure of much in her life things move so fast in the past she was trying to keep up as always. On the go no rest thinking how to take care of everything hold her family together. But she listen to her new friend how he is so happy all the time and free and kind a deep love in his heart he cares really cares about you makes you see tells you like it is that is a true friend I am happy to say that I love this man I am happy to say he is my best friend. bY Christine ....

A Small Favor My Fu Peeps
I am starting a new medication for neuropathy , it may cause depression or change in behavior, if any of you guys notice that, please say something to me and I will stop taking it.. Thanks for your love, help and patience !!! (h) Lorelei

Black Heart
Black Heart My heart is black My hands stained red Your body on the floor Creeping towards death The knife in my hand The gash in your throat I stare in your eyes Your life fades away They come running in Guns in hands They see a note For I am gone They see your body Knife in hand The note of suicide Written in blood They look for me I’m nowhere to be found They wonder where I am I am in your head

Love Is The Power
Love is a power thats makes life go through all kinds of trip and at times traps some lives in all kind of tricky situation. it has always followed life .it will always follow life because life without love is no life at all......LIFE HAS REALIZED...

Staff Appreciation
A message from our sponsor Tsmooth, Hello everyone Tsmooth here. I have been trying to figure out a way to show the staff of Orgy After Hours some real love. And the other day it hit me. What I am going to do is from now untill monday, whoever is staff for Orgy After Hours and also puts OGAH in there name. Will get there name added into a hat, Monday night whatever name i pick will win 50 bling credits. Yes you heard it right 50 bling credits no not 50 fubucs. This is a win win for not only Orgy After Hours but for all of our staff as well. This will help promote the lounge Orgy After Hours, and also make people want to be staff as well. Now another requirement is you MUST be active in the lounge at some point for the remainder of the weekend untill Monday, meaning greeting, promoting the lounge whatever the case maybe. (You have to give alittle to get a little.) This is something I am going to do for this week and will continue to give things away to those loyal staff

Why Don’t You Cry?
All the pain you have felt throughout your life All the hurt that has been placed upon you You have been beaten and mistreated by many Yet you stand strong as if it doesn’t bother you Your innocence taken at such an early age Beaten mentally and physically every day Tossed out as if your life meant nothing to the world Yet you smile and keep on pushing every step of the way Why don’t you cry most would ask to try and understand You have built walls so tough and never shed a tear Why don’t you cry when the world seems to be too tough It’s because you hold something in your heart so dear You turn to God when all else seems to crumble He lifts you high and wipes away all the pain You praise him and follow his direction and word For he will give you a life in which riches are to gain A treasure of love, a blessing of life, a soul so strong Why don’t you cry is because you are blessed an anointed You have been born again and you walk with y

For The Troops You Are Appreciated.
We Fight. From the moment you awake WE would have been up for many hours We’ve had to go days without sleep We’ve even gone days without showers You know it doesn’t bother us at all For what we are doing here is right I hear all the hate said about us But we continue to move on and We fight We fight for all that we love of our land We fight for all that unable to do so We fight for our families and friend We fight for more than other worlds know From the moment you read this I will be laid to rest in field of stone Others will be hospitalize or return home We are united in a world all Alone By R.J.

What Hurts The Most By Raskal Flats ..those Who Know Me Know Im Not Into Country Music But This Song Says Every Word That I Cant Say
"What Hurts The Most"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying

Please Rate My Blog Tyvm!
I just got my new HD video camera, so I have been busy trying it out....getting used to it, and learning how to use it... Other than that, not much new, I just don't do nearly as much here as I used to, so I apologize if I don't get back to people...I try to rate back those that comment, but I really just can't spend the time I used to on here. Ultimately that is a good thing for me, however....means I got requests and things to do for my site. I am having fun working on that, I pop over here from time to time, but just wanted to explain what's going on....

80 Times - Offspring
80 times was all it took for him he has no more triesNo one seems to care too much for himYou can see it in his eyesDrive down the street that he's onDon't look his wayYou keep going on and on and onBut you can't hear him sayHelp HelpHelp MeHelp Help

Natures Passion
Her eyes burn, passion, as crisp as the autumn breeze, imprisons her desire. Leaves blowing briskly past beckoning escape into the smoky fire. Scraping sounds of metal on dirt, force images of nails raking down a spine. A daylight dream of passion past, rustling memories of naked bodies intertwined. The gleam of a smile encouraged her; fate has not passed her by, a smoky scent of reminiscence. Muscles moving beneath his shirt, stir her guilty thoughts with his essence. Flames roar with new additions, billowing high into the sky like an offering to the goddess. Trembling inside, she explodes with need as moisture invades, her panties a mess.

The Master Awaits
She looks up at her master, arms bound behind her back, the blindfold imprisoning her senses. Awaiting her masters next command, kneeling beside him for the punishment he dispenses. The clicks of the collar, as two invisible hands, bind her in her pleasure. The sting of the whip excites her senses, the feel of skin on leather. Anticipation builds, as the mistress awaits her guilty right. A whimper released at the thought, her master in delight. The leash attached, the gentle tug, the juices start to stir. A gentle smack, aside the face, as her throat it starts to purr. He knelt beside, his bonded miss, released his swollen pride. Her lips discovered their first taste, as his cock now slipped inside.

Friday Afternoon At The Office
A typical Friday afternoon, he pulled into the lot, parked his car and strolled inside, Four days that seemed like weeks, there’s more to do and he just arrived. Rick an intern up front, noticed the casual 4:45 entrance as he came in, Probably spends hours in front of the mirror, pretending he’s god’s gift to women. “What brings you back? I thought you quit”, he chided, as he walked away, “Huston was boring and I have so much to do that I need to finish today.” He unlocked the door as the light revealed tasks left long forgotten on his desk, Piles of papers un

Original Version Angel In Lace
Angel in Laceand the Lion The winetingles as giddy laughter erupts from the voice echoing across the room insilence. Candlelight flickering in paces with the fireplace flames as the beastacross the room leaves her thoughts in suspense; the intrigue of the desiresbuilding, as questions arise, the roar of a cat about to pounce and the silenceof a hunter. She folds her wings, to hide her low cut neck from the ravenouscat, mindful of her own longing hunger. Fur so soft and a purr that vibratesthe moist area down below, beckons the angels courage as the deviance of thethought made her shudder. The cat, stroked with a tongue of words, caressingher body, with passion, that gives her the urge to discover. An angel of lacekisses so heavenly, the biting lips of the beast devour the sweetness, of eachgentle motion he becks. Softly the arms of the monster, caressing her, gently,he carries her deeper, subsiding in the musical arching of eyebrows, exposingthe body in lace with wings out stretched

Things You'd Love To Say Out Loud At Work
I can see your point, but I still think you're full of crap. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. How about never? Is never good for you? I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn . I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. The fact that no

Mirror Mirror On The Wall
why do i always fall never to be lifted from misery and trapped in silence the 'L' word something that cant be said a word left unread pain slowly becomeing numb feelings left unsaid words unspoken everything running thru my mind at the same time darkness enveloping my hopes and thoughts words cherished and held deep inside where they cant be taken away life moving in slow motion walking on glass wishing i could become invisible ... going out of my head...... fk it i've lost my mind im leaving fu for a bit i think i need to pull it together the price of rejection is expensive a price i seem to pay everytime i take a step towards the light i take 2 back into the darkness never worth a step forward and always mistaken for who i am not :( wish it would stop the love that only exists in the minds of children the fairy tales made to blind with the brilliance of paper ruining the hearts of many with the untold word the other 'L' word lust... kinda makes me wonder if happiness exists in some

Well Here It Is ....
Hi again, today is the begining of a long story but for some reason needs to be told in some way shape or form. Its rather messed up at times cuz life is all too often but sometimes ya just help avoid when that run away train just kinda runs yer ass over and drags ya till the next stop and beyond. I'm gonna tell you about a guy who used to be but has since disappeared and hasn't been seen in quite a long while, heavan (or hell) only knows what happened to him but I'll share what I know of him. He may still walk among us he may not but if ya see him then just smile and be nice cuz he's been through alot , at least by my standards at least. When Damian was a child he was growing up in the same house as his grandparents, 2 aunts, sister and his mom who was rarely there cuz she was off doing her own thing and either trying to get a college degree or hook up with some guy and become set for life , either way there weren't too many memories of her till later but we'll get to that. B

Jennywha
I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's y

The Drunk Poem
The Drunk PoemStarkle, starkle, little twinkWho the hell are you I thinkI'm not under what you callthe alcofluence of incoholI'm just a little slort of sheepI'm not drunk like thinkle peepi don't know who is me yetbut the drunker I stand here the longer I Get.So give me one more fink to dill my cup'cause I get all day sober to sunday up

Romney For Prez!!! Health Care
5 Effects Obamacare Will Have on Working Americans Alyene Senger November 2, 2012 at 3:29 pm (14) Obamacare will certainly have a negative impact on every American, but here are five ways it will harm working Americans: Two-thirds of American employees’ wages will decrease as employers deal with increasing costs. Heritage’s Drew Gonshorowski explains the results of an Urban Institute study: “The Urban Institute claims that mid-size firms will see spending per person increase by 4.6 percent, while large firms will see spending increases by 0.3 percent per person. According to the U.S. Census, this accounts for 65.1 percent of employees—or roughly 79 million—in the U.S. who are employed by medium- or large-size firms. The study suggests: ‘Any increase in employers’ health-related costs will be offset by decreases in other compensation—whether wages or other benefits.’ This means that individuals in mid- and large-s

The Confession
Desert sands and tidal waves, Open arms and closed lips, Holding hands with faked smiles, Heart of love with a soul of lust Mind on you when head’s gone, Eyes open but their wired shut, Voice tender but we’re spewing hate, Body smooth but skin deep we’re bruised and battered We’ve disappeared along the way, A lot to talk about but nothing to say, Echoes of lovers past names fade but the memories remain, Walking a thin line with vision strain Trying to pour my heart out feels like I’m brain dead, Trying to tell you the trust but I lie to you instead, My conscious eats away at me with your voice playing over in my head, Raging wars with myself while you’re laying in my bed So I’ll make you my religion my only escape, From the man who I am to who you want me to be, Free from all the lies I told you to believe, Believe me this time please don’t leave

Who I Am Pt 2
Those who don't learn from the past are doomed to repeat it. I'm sure if most of you had to describe me in 1 word I'm pretty sure Asshole would be the 1 most would agree on. Most likely Douchebag would be a very close 2nd. And you'd be right ... sort of. You see that's who I USED to be. But shit happens & people change. Shit's happened to me & made me change, numerous times in my life. A long time ago I was content with my life. You might even say I was happy, to a certain extent. Then something happened that started my downward descent into Hell. I fell in love, well at least at the time I thought I did. In the very beginning it was great, but as time went by it slowly got worse. Basically concluding with her telling me she had fallen in love with someone else, that someone else used to be a friend of mine. So she kicked me to the curb for a Pedophile Meth-Head. Needless to say that royally fucked my head up. But we stayed together for awhile after that trying to work it out. We e

Why???
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I START TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE I GET HURT? OR FIND OUT THEY ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS? WHY CAN'T I FIND LOVE? WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND ONLY ME? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT? IT SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER FIND LOVE. SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. ALL I ASK IS TO BE LOVE AND BE LOVED BY A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME?

2 New Toys For Enema Enthusiasts, Fart Sniffers And Bottom-feeding Toilet Boys
I love it when a session ends with online shopping. What woman doesn't love to be spoiled with shopping? Today one of my long-time regular boys cruised the internet looking for 2 items we've been wanting for future sessions together... mission accomplished for both. We ordered one of these bottom feeder seats: and one of these 26oz enema syringe bulbs (the largest volume we could find): WHEEEEEEEE! Mistress Genevievehttp://msgenevieve.comhttp://niteflirt.com/MistressGenevievehttp://clips4sale.com/studio/4083http://twitter.com/msgenevievehttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

Stop Stealing My Shit!!
So last night I was talking to my baby and uploading new pictures for him. After I uploaded, i was looking through them and reading old comments he had left me because I am a total dork and like re-reading what he had to say. Before I met him, I wasn't so private. I had alot of my stuff public and didn't really care who was looking at it. I didn't think people were really looking at anything to be honest. I also thought differently. I didn't think that certain pictures were bad. I saw it as art mostly.. I liked the lighting in pictures, or the makeup.. whatever. My baby has taught me that not all people see it that way. So while I'm seeing something cool in a picture in a creative way.. some douche bag is undressing me with his/her eyes. o.O Not fucking kewl. I had no idea there was a "block rips" option on pictures.. but even after knowing about that.. its not like it makes a difference. People can still save your pictures and upload them anyways. You can't win and Fubar doesn't

Korean Fashion Coats Release Brilliant Temperament
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Why Romney Lost
This author skyped this to a friend on Wednesday afternoon (Israel time), after having watched the election results through the night and morning:Romney's loss still hurts very much and I wonder if, when the history books are written, whether those two guys -- Mouder [well, at least I got the Mou of Mourdock right] and that other guy [Akin] whose name I don't remember at all, may/should be blamed for costing Romney Big-Time through their evocation of G'd's name re: rape and resultant pregnancy or abortion. We know that all is under Hashem's control, but the evocation of Hashem's name, i.e., "G'd willed it (the pregnancy)" vocalization seemed very insensitive and a thus a total turn-off and turn-around to those who might've, could've otherwise voted for Romney were it not for the idiocy of these two abortive Senatorial candidates. I prefer to remember the Romney campaign in October for the great showings that he and Ryan had in each of the debates. They held their own with a smooth

Just Down Today
Those that know me know that today is a very tough day for me. I'm not telling you to take it easy on me, I just want you to know I have very little to offer. 3 years ago the best man ever was taken from my family. And nothing in this world has been the same since. Tonight on my way home I will be buying some cognac and I will share a drink with him as I do every year on this day. If you see my mom or my brothers out and about today, give them a hug. Dad, I miss you every day. You helped make me the best person I can be, and even if we both lived forever, I could never ever thank you enough. I love you.

Famps
Here's the deal folks. If you're offended by the following, feel free to go cry, and then block me. 1.) I double extreme boost every time I run a famp unless I get called into work, or I'm sick as hell like I am now and pass out early. 2.) Just because I have the spots available, doesn't mean I HAVE to fill them. 3.) Just because you add me to your boost, does not mean I HAVE to add you to mine. 4.) On that note, if you wanna trade spots, let me know. Don't get pissy with me later on because you added me and I didn't add you 5.) If you don't give me the time of day, don't expect me to give you any time just because I have a happy hour going and you suddenly realize my existence. 6.) I like playing the rating game too. I don't want credits, I want rates. I'm not interested in you buying into my family; I'm interested in trading spots. 7.) I don't do the "put me in your family today and I'll put you in mine tomorrow" bullshit more than once. You do it and screw me over, its over

Obama And Hitler They Are The Same
Today, Barack Obama is changing times and laws in America, giving himself unprecedented powernever before seen. His ObamaCare bill. now the law of the land, empowers him to create his ownprivate army, forces citizens to abide by unconstitutional laws, and will use the IRS in much the sameway that Hitler used his brown shirts to make people get in line behind his policies. Many Americanswill awake to late to the fact that Obama has subverted the United States Constitution, and stolenour precious liberties and freedoms. That's why Obama's followers are encouraged and taught to follow and have faith in Obama the man, and not in our God or in our country. This is exactly the ploy that Hitler used to great and terrible effect in Nazi Germany.Some people would balk at the comparison between Hitler and Obama, saying it was unfair. Afterall, Hitler started WWII and killed 11,000,000 Jews and Gentiles in death camps, and Obama hasdone nothing like that. Well, it's only unfair if yo

Keep Me....
Keep me running , keep me running so far so far in the night. I'll go my owen way fall a sleep not awake.... keep me running , keep me running so far so far in the night. I'll go my owen way fall a sleep not awake ... step on the moon eat the stars make believe your mine heart felt boxes fall out of the sky crying for you. You lost me so far so far in the night no more loving no more loving over over all over.... bY Christine you don't see it in the night....

Things I Have Learned About Me
Today I took a long look at me. I didn't know what I was going to find if anything. However I left civilization and looked within. For the past few days there has been a couple of people that have really cared bout me and are trying to help me see what others do. Well I realize something I may not always see what others see and I know now that I can't expect to. Today on my soul searching and breathing and digging deep I seen somethings that I had thought were lost. I know now that I really am beautiful no matter what I look like. Words can't explain the innocence that I have nor the compassion that I have and share with so many. These things I thought made me a bad person. Its not me that is bad but those that choose to make the decision to abuse, misuse, torment, judge and degrade me. I know that words hurt and it's ok. I can't not make choices for others but I can for myself. I am learning to get on cam and I thought being shy was part of it but it's not. What it comes do

Death
Death , not one but two .. two family members died this week , what is up with that? .. struggling to accept the first and along comes another , an Aunt .. not even sure which Aunt it is yet all i know is it hurts .. Why do so many good people die ?... and so many people who don't care about tohers live long happy lives, keeping others miserable.. it just don't seem right , they die too young ... and leave us behind hurting .... leave us behind crying .. looking at pictures and listening to stories to remember them by .. i just want to scream out why in an empty field .. life is so damn precious ... i wish i was home now .. just to be there and grieve with the family ... ain't this some bullshit ... ..

Its Going Just Like It Should
I won't claim to hold the all knowing sight, and I don't want everything to go just right. To everything there is a season and a reason, going all the way from heartbreaks to treason. We all have our time to glimmer and shine, maybe this is yours, his, hers or mine. I will try to bring the world to its knees, just to have it begging to have peace... please!! I can see the better world, whole lot of joy, for every man, woman, and child; girl or boy. Why start another hate war just to prove, that only the wrong and weak have to move. In every being there is a soul, and a waiting hint to lose control. With that one song or tune, just the melody can and will consume. Every animal, tame or wild, is needed to exist here, and I will fight for their staying in this life... close and dear. Its going just like it should, don't start to wonder why it is so damn good. Wouldn't change it if I could, perfection is only a dream

我所热恋的黄昏
渐暗，黄昏来临时，万物就变得美丽起来，所有的街道，所有的广场，所有在暮色中行走的人，都像蝴蝶花一般美丽。我自己好像也变得年轻了。自我离开家乡，每天的日落像是默默给异乡人的休憩和慰藉。恋上它的不慌不忙的柔软和温暖，甚过爱任何一个男人，甚过爱我自己。生

My Christmas Wish List
My Christmas Wish List 1. To be home for Christmas for the 1st time in 5 years. 2. For all my friends and Family to enjoy this special day with their loved ones. 3. For all service members deployed to get a video chat with their families. 4. Love all of my friends you guys rock

Heartache
Roses are red. Violets are blue. I said I loved you. But what did you do? You broke my heart. Ripped it out of my chest. I thought you were different but you were just like the rest. Every now and then I hear our song play. But now it just seems like we're drifting away. But what happens now? What do I do? Are roses still red? Are violets still blue? You meant the world to me but you didn't care. You left me crying. Left me in despair. Roses are red. And violets are blue. But everything changed when I lost you. (I didn't write this, I just love it)

Day Of Small Penis On Cam..
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Slowing Down Would Be Nice
Could someone please either push rewind or just slow down the time. I didn't mean to fall asleep, but it snuck up on me like I had eaten a poisionous apple. I am not sure exactly how but I opened my eyes and it was already five something in the morning. I want to thank Mr. Tim Smith, with his generousity I was given a gift I don't often experience. I know it is because I am not that popular. I don't need to be popular, I just would like to be part of the gang. Not specailly accepted by any elite group, just counted as existing. I don't always wake up this early, but I am ready to go!! And I know I didn't plan on falling asleep, because I woke up on our couch and I don't sleep on the couch at all. My queen is firmer and my back needs the support it gives me. My daughter did mention something that I remember now, but I think I thought it was just a dream. What if all of life is just a dream. You wake when your dream dies. I'm interested in who came up with this idea.... I mean really!!

The Forgotten Promise.
Our grandfathers knew how to live in harmony. They did not create poisons or technologies that destroyed things. They did not make their decisions based on greed or for selfish reasons. They did not take more then they used. Their thoughts and actions were about respect. The Elders conducted themselves in a respectful way. We need to consider our actions around respect for Mother Earth.

The Last Part Of The Story
Not really knowing what to do but to do as he says I continue to move the toy in and out. I stare straight up into his eyes as I stroke, my pussy wetter and wetter with every stroke knowing he is watching me. I have never been watched at least to my knowledge and it was turning me on to see him stroke his hard cock above me. I was dying to taste it with the head so big and looking just beautiful. He was easily nine inches long. And I longed for the taste and feel of him. “Would you like to feel” he asked me as if reading my thought. I didn’t know what to do. I just slowly nodded my head to him still unsure if I spoke he would just vanish. He leaned down and slowly moved my hand away from my toy. He moved it to his cock slowly and let me start exploring. As my hand wraps around his cock slowly rubbing it up and down I feel my toy matching the rubbing going in and out of me. This turning me on more and more I move my hands faster and faster up and down him. The toy ma

Just Cause Noti Moaned
I'm going to try and be happy,Just try it out and see.Cause being around all of you,Has made me want to be.There are days when there is nothing,And my faith is out of sight.But then there are days when I'm OK,And i think i can see a light.I'm going to make a change,And live for those days.Because happiness can be achieved,If only you alter your ways.I'm not saying I'll always be OK,I'm not saying suicide has left my mind.But at least I'm going to try,Happiness and love i may find?Thank you for all being here,And showing you really care.You've helped me make it through these days,When i thought no-one was there.

My World Of Fears
As I sit here, staring down at the keys. I paint you a portrait, of the visions I see. The one’s that replay themselves, inside my mind. The images that haunt me, I can’t leave behind. The demons and angels, all played their part well. Inside my living nightmare. My unwritten tale. Take the journey with me, tell me what you see. Once you’ve retraced my footsteps. Became me. There are no once upon a time’s, magical slippers or love’s first kiss. Only instinct, survival of the fittest. Take my hand. Taste my blood tears. I welcome you into, my world of fears.

Nh Law
Last month was domestic violence month. I have been waiting for 4 months to hear about a case I had filed against my ex husband I finaly reached the detective incharge today and he tells me he's not even sure spousel rape is a crime in NH. So let me see ur husband has the rite to rape u keep u prisnore w threts against ur children. And theirs nothing u can do about it its not a crime. what do u think?

This Site.
So I was reccomended this site in an email. It's been alright so far. Everyone seems real friendly and fine with the fact that I'm transgender. I guess I should actually start talking about myself, but I've never really been good at that. Well, for now I'll just say that I'm a bassist and I enjoy all types of music. What can I say? Music is the gateway to the soul, and I love being a reflection of that. I don't go a single day without music. In fact, it's the only way I go to sleep when I do manage to do that. Well, more on me later. Once again, I'm not all that great at talking about myself. Love, Halie

Depression
I am getting sick and tired of how certain people treat me. I have never one decent men on this earth who treats me like a real person. All they really want is sex from me. When they do get sex from they tend to either leave me on my bed crying, or they see how far they can take it before I wise up to their games. How hard is it to ask for at least one person to treat me the way I should be treated. I want to be treated like a human being who has feelings. I want someone who I can come home to at night just to cuddle up with in bed. Is that to much to ask? I had to kick one person out of my life today cause he thougth I was teasing all the men in the highrise I live in. I am not like that. I try to treat everyone in the highrise the way I want to be treated. I do not flirt with every single guy I run into on a daily bases. I am to old to be acting like a flirt. I am thinking about taking some time away to evaluate my life. Maybe by doing this I can see who I truely am i

Many Fruits And Vegetables Are Rich Vitamin C Sources
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All That A Man Achieves And All That He Fails To Achieve
‎"All that a man achieves and all that he fails to achieve is the direct result of his own thoughts."The way we think is far more powerful than we often realize and our thoughts impact every aspect of our existence, either positively or negatively. Whatever we think and believe feels real to us, even if it it is not true at all. If we think something true, we respond and act as tough it is. Our thoughts affect our relationships, our self-image, our finances, our health (physically, emotional , and spiritual), our productivity at work and at home, the we manage our time, our priorities, and our ability to enjoy life."For as he thinks in his heart, so is he." (PROVERBS 23:7).We become what we think. if we think positive thoughts, we will be positive people enjoying fruitful lives. Conversely, if we think negative thoughts, we will be negative people with no JOY or SUCCESS.

Do You Need Help Leveling?
Are you 1 - 3 million points away from leveling? Would you like someone to help you out with those points all in one day?? Lets make a deal. I average 2-3 million points in one day and since reaching my goal of Level 50 I need something to do around here!! So, I was thinking that i could use my Alterize ability each day to help someone out who needs the points. We can work out the payment options and the number of points needed. I have references who will tell you that more then once I have gotten them the points they need each time I Alterize them. So, if you dont have the time or just dont know how you are going to get those points . . . hit my shout box and lets make a deal!!

Barefoot In The Winter
Barefoot in the Winter Barefoot in the winter, Crisp as a snow angel night. December's dawning light. It's all too right So it must be a dream. Hearts can be so tender, brittle like fresh blown glass. All those various masks. Such a task, Getting who we are From who we seem. She does her February dance with a January smile,

Re./ Hummers! ..
HUMMERS... One of my friend told me about his unsatisfy sex life... He complained his wife not give him blow job. Lying there like a wood . He felt like make love with wood . He did everything .. his wife no action , no scream , just on the bed not move . Most of my men friends used to complain about this. Their wife/ or girlfriend would not move .... wood is the words describe them . Back to his story , today he complained to me . He is going to find a girl who willing to do blow job for him . His wife not willing to give him , only let his dick screw her pussy but not give his dick warm up . Some women don't know blow job is important for man and some of them only get hard after blow job. No blow job no hard . Some men can last for long hour after blow job. Some women don't like give blow job because they feel like dirty , shame .........dirty ....why not ask him wash first , take bath with him then pamper his dick with you lovely mouth .Do you wan

Only You Can Make You Happy
you have to be honest with yourself about your circumstances.you have to face things that you might rather ignore. for instance, you may have a friend who turns out to be selfish an deceitful, sadly it becmes your responsibilty to end the friendship if your attempts at working things out are unsuccessfull. unrealistic expectations always end up hurting you. the more you believe others owe you, the sadder you are when they don't deliver, the " if he loved me he would do this an he wouldn't do that" game is a setup for heartache. if you are able to say to yourself, it's my job to be happy. Its is my job to take care of myself, to be healthy, an to give myself the things i need.. then you are owning your power to be happy or not!!!

Sexiest Pose Competition 2012
I would like to thank ALL the contestants in the 2012 1st Annual Sexiest Pose Competition! You are all very beautiful and it was a pleasure to have all of you involved. I would also like to thank those that stopped by and voted for all the contestants, thanks for taking the time to be a part of this! Results: 1st Place - mmmisty69 with 268 comments. 2nd Place - Snowhite with 112 comments. 3rd Place - Bunnie with 25 comments. 4th Place - Modern x Allure with 22 comments. (NOTE: In the case where one person commented more than once, only one comment was counted.) All participants received a custom graphic made by me, with the 1st Place Winner receiving 5 custom graphics and 5 million fuBucks!

The Beauty Of Love
Love is the sun that emerges through the clouds, the light where ever darkness can be found. Love is the joy of a new birth in the world, the most melodic sounds of birds ever heard. Love is the feeling of being so complete, powerful enough to bring even the toughest man to his knees. Love is the flowers that blooms by the wayside, the death of the ego, as well as the end of pride. Love is the strength to get up again, the comforting bond with a long time friend. Love is the solution to all of life's problems, which gives all the wisdom and knowledge to solve them. Love is the sweetest nectar you could ever taste, the most safest danger you could ever face. Love is the essence of what earthly life must become, to bring back order and to unite all as one. Love is the heart that forever skips a beat, the only emotion in life that never accepts defeat. Love is the vibration that can transcend through time, has the power to heal a broken heart; restore a distorted

Love
Because of you, in gardens of blossomingFlowers I ache from the perfumes of spring.I have forgotten your face, I no longerRemember your hands; how did your lipsFeel on mine?Because of you, I love the white statuesDrowsing in the parks, the white statues thatHave neither voice nor sight.I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice;I have forgotten your eyes.Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound toMy vague memory of you. I live with painThat is like a wound; if you touch me, you willMake to me an irreperable harm.Your caresses enfold me, like climbingVines on melancholy walls.I have forgotten your love, yet I seem toGlimpse you in every window.Because of you, the heady perfumes ofSummer pain me; because of you, I againSeek out the signs that precipitate desires:Shooting stars, falling objects.

A Thousand Years
Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraid to fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubt suddenly goes away somehowOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreTime stands stillBeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anything take awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breathEvery hour has come to thisOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreAnd all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart to meI have loved you for a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreOne step closerOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreAnd all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart t

Israel Blocks Tel-aviv With ‘iron Dome’
Israel Blocks Tel-Aviv with ‘Iron Dome’ The Jerusalem PostNovember 17, 2012 The Iron Dome intercepted two Iranian-made Fajr-5 missiles aimed at Tel Aviv on Saturday. The missiles marked the third attack on the heavily populated central city in as many days, after Palestinian terrorists from Gaza fired two missiles toward the financial capital Friday, prompting red alert air raid sirens to sound in the city. Video From ABC News: While police said that one of the missiles landed in an open area, a military source told The Jerusalem Post that the Iron Dome intercepted both missiles. The Defense Ministry deployed an upgraded Iron Dome battery in the Gush Dan area in the center of Israel on Saturday morning, after rushing its production

Cleavage
Cleavage in my opinion is a very sensual way for a woman to be sexy. To show enough to get your attention but to also keep us guessing as to what the rest looks like. ( NO, they are not all the same.) I do enjoy seeing cleavage on a woman. It does not matter how she looks, her age, her weight, color of hair, or race cleavage is still sexy. It is that “See what I have and you don’t” attitude that I enjoy the most. A glimpse into her sexuality, and a peek of what she has to give if she was to let you have it. Yes, it is a teasing gesture towards those who like them, but we still enjoy looking. So many ladies here show off their cleavage. Some show it off for popularity, to gain points and get likes. Others show it because they are sexual beings and to me that is natural. I can tell the difference between showing off and being sexual about it. Keep on teasing us and we will continue to look, as we enjoy looking at your sensual and sexual side.

Tender Love And Care
If you miss me when I'm not here, you have saved me you have saved a falling tear. I feel I owe you one now, thats just me you don't need to know why or how. I am a twinkling star, always here, still shining to brighten the way near or far. In the dark of night, I can be seen, maybe not felt not many want to hold me tight. I'm alone in a cold space, yet among so many others always dreaming I'm caressing your face. I may not be part of your daylight, but I alawys try to add excitement and thrills to your night. I wish you true happiness, while the world is in such a mess. I wish you tender love and care, all the time and everywhere. I miss you all the time, if dreams do come true I'll be yours and you'll be mine.

Loving Each Moment Of Every Day Is The Most Positive Approach .
Loving each moment of every day is a magnificent, wonderful & most positive approach and is the perfect formula to get you through life's greatest challenges & struggles and although few are "truly" happy all of the time, those who make the greatest efforts reap the greatest rewards. Remain grateful to God for his glorious & wondrous being, for your life, for others, humanity & that which surrounds you. Where you want to be in life comes from a sixth sense of knowing yourself & becoming "oneness" with your Creator. Be assured that their is a greater more splendid plan for your existence & until you finally come to understand that which is "you," have an open heart for the necessary change & search your "true" and "meaning" purpose throughout your lifetime. Share love daily with the people that surround you, even if these friends seem to believe in you less or don't share the same support of you as much as you do of them. Always try to be a beacon and share "your" light & inspiration to

Daddy Or Granddaddy?
One of my best roleplay friends plays my "grandpa" and it is so much fun. He is the best. He knows what I need. He tells me to straddle my sister's fingers while he watches. He has me suck a stranger's cock (or worse) while he watches and fucks my pussy, or suck him and drain his balls while another man fucks me. He writes about providing dogs for me to suck n fuck. and other kinky stuff like this: grandpa will take you out in the country,to a horse farm..Once there,i'll tie a horse near you,and you can play with his big cock..Jerk him off and cover ur face in horse cum,u nasty cum whore. Now get back in the car,and dont bother getting dressed.I want the truckers to see my grand daughters tits n ass,and to see her sucking on my cock as trucks pass us.. While ur entertaining the dogs,u can watch grandpa lick ur sisters ass n pussy,and the two of us will verbally abuse you..It is awesome watching you sucking and getting fucked,you slut,but grandpa is gonna put a butt plug up ur as

Oh Grow Up
Manners are never over rated or under appreciate, and I don’t care what age you are (unless we are talking little little children) when you’re out in public its common sense and courteous to use them. I like to think I’m not elitist or a snob and a minor indiscretion is no big deal and can usually be chalked up to nervousness or ignorance, if someone is just outright rude I will proceed to look down my nose at them even if they are way older than me and that is what this shop-girls rant is about. Now I make sure to smile and greet everyone cheerfully when they come into the boutique. It’s what my job asks of me, not matter if I am tired or grumpy or sore or any other number of things it is what I do. After greeting I offer assistance and if none is wanted I go away. Now as a costumer you can choose to either acknowledge or ignore me neither choice bothers me because I am just reading off script pretty much at this point. Now if someone needs help or just

Rise
I want my nature in you right now Watching as it slowly raises to the occasion In the process playing with yourself From my excitement You miss my tongue and the way it vibrates I want to take my tongue on a tour In your valley’s flow While you guide my head in the direction ashore Where your body shines for my attention Then I come up and slide in. Slowly stroking your deep tissues Moans in my ear, whispers of how much I miss you To tease I pull back you can’t fight the urge To finger yourself deep Wishing it was me back deep inside Then you feel my warm dick entering in slowly Wanting me to grind on top of you While kissing you deeply Gripping your ass and you squeeze my dick While holding on ready for this ride Nothing else matters right at this moment As thought of me consume your inside You asked for every inch, I give you every inch I glide all of me in then grind your tissues end Then slowly pulling back as you squeeze And I jam back in you fulfilling your inner ne

You Walked Lightly Into My Life
You walked lightly into my life captivating and lovely to my mind. At first I never cared who you were and now I don’t know who I am without you. You kissed me I felt my world change. You held me I heard my heart awaken. You loved me and my soul was born anew. You walked lightly into my life and now my heart knows who you are and with every breath and every step I take down lonely roads y our hand is my staff, your voice is my guide, your strength is my shelter and you’re passion is my awakening.You walked lightly into my life and all my pain you took as your own and all my fears you cast into the sea.You walked lightly into my life and no matter if you choose to stay or go my life is forever changed,Just because you loved me for a moment in time.And because I choose to love you for the rest of mine.

Great Spirit Gave Me
Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above, He adorned my heart and gave me earth ......so I can simply love. Great Spirit gave me friends and family, calling to my heart, He showered my life and showed me love, ......so I will never part. Great Spirit gave me compassion and patience, calling me to be, He covered my eyes with lovingkindness, ......so I can always see. Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above, Earth is such a special place that I dearly loved. Great Spirit says my time is done, soul calling to his light, Do not fret and cry those tears, I am with you all the time. I will always love you, my earthly being gone, I live within the hearts of all my loved ones. Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above, My transformed body now complete, ......I fly on the wings of love

《德米安》
对每个人而言，真正的职责只有一个：找到自我，然后在心中坚守其一生，全心全意，永不停息。所有其他的路都是不完整的，是人的逃避方式，是对大众理想的懦弱回归，是随波逐流，是对内心的恐惧。 ——黑塞

Behind My Back.
If you had to sneak around that make you the one that fucked up! I never had to because you weren't worth the time it takes to sneak! I moved on long ago! if you didn't sad for you. I set you free. I do better without you because you are piosen to my soul. You tried to take me out and failed, I am alive without you and happy everyday. Your friends and family try to bring me down which tells everyone who is paying attention who the sad one is. Pay attention to who is angry. If anyone wants to know the truth, I will send you the facts! The pictures, the hospital records, My blood tests, my doctor visits. Put your money where you mouth is. Look at you advertising your misery. Please get help! Go to your classes! You never even write your children but you have time to upload yourself doing drugs. Be an adult. quit making excuses! You haven't even contacted CPS to try to get your parental rights back. You are in need of counseling. Any body around you need to encourage you to heal. The inc

Paniting ...
Painting over your room blue to white is hard to do what do I do let it go.. your away painting over your room blue to white is hard to do what do I do let it go.. your away.. so sad to do so sad to do to day but it's has to be done for me to grow... here I go now here I go now ha ha ha ha ha no no more to think about painting over all the past ha ha ha ha went down that road.... bY cHristine love to paint over the sadness

"fallen" A Song For You
Verse 1 Staring in your eyes its like the depths of the ocean I see the stars above but they no longer shine where was I before this moment? how did I breathe without your smile? No matter what, when, why or how sigh a smile ... stay with me awhile... Chorus: Lost within myself I think I've fallen ... one look at you and then I know ... brought back to life by something in your smile never knew what I was missing Kiss me as we run into the dark? Verse 2 bites her lip I wonder... whos on your mind tonite? heart jumps just at the thought ... so lost and found I know I've fallen I'm wondering what the hell I should do I just smile cuz I've found you Bridge: where was I before this moment... within your eyes deep as the ocean lost inside myself I think I've fallen ... sigh a smile stay awhile kiss me as we run into the dark ... Just one look and then I knew I just smile cuz I've found you

Online Dating An Creation Of Carrot Top
Online dating shits in the face of natural selection. I gives the socially retarded, the practically unfuckable, an unfair advantage to reproduce and fail at educating a child how to interact with other humans in a healthy way. They will probably plug the slugs into video games and the internet and pray to their god the kid doesn't turn serial killer on em'... I'm sure many normal people use the feature also. I'm just saying, it still gives leather face way better odds to bang a Canadian ginger vampire and create the kid from the omen... He would grow up to look like Carrot Top.. Wait? Do you think that's how Carrot Tops parents really met? Nah, He was more likely grown in a tube and set loose... seems more reasonable.

My Personality
I am a Scorpio, I am a complex person so dont hope to wrap me in a nutshell, I will not be constrained by your meger attempt to analyze me. I am James =^) if you want to get to know me talk to me I dont bite...unless you want me to.

Tomorrow Isn't As Far Away As It May Seem
Not a major importance but me and my kids are going to my mom's place and celebrate Thanksgiving early. I am thankful for each moment I can share with my mom. She had troubles raising me because I was her first. It became easier with the four others. At least she didn't have to raise my brother and sister from my dad's side of the family. I realize you may not read this for my endless ranting....so... I hope you all are thankful for something, or better yet someone, in your life. Everything you have and everyone that you come across is a gift given unto you, so be thankful... forgiveness is free but takes the most strength. How strong are you??

All Is Gone....
running running passion passion is gone is gone she as no time for the games running running passion is gone is gone she as on time for the games she been down be down no more thoughts come her way all is gone all is gone so stop so stop thinking she will be here all the time ... bY cHristine it's not always about you...

The Most Perfect Day
I see the storm winds blustery and they whirl their frozen farewells. I see the treelimbs swaying they have no choice but to bend. But I alone share the comfort of the warm and sweet embrace of darkened spirits shining and again my glass is filled.

[samuel Clemens] Mark Twain's Short Story: My Watch
My beautiful new watch had run eighteen months without losing or gaining, and without breaking any part of its machinery or stopping. I had come to believe it infallible in its judgments about the time of day, and to consider its constitution and its anatomy imperishable. But at last, one night, I let it run down. I grieved about it as if it were a recognized messenger and forerunner of calamity. But by and by I cheered up, set the watch by guess, and commanded my bodings and superstitions to depart. Next day I stepped into the chief jeweler's to set it by the exact time, and the head of the establishment took it out of my hand and proceeded to set it for me. Then he said, "She is four minutes slow-regulator wants pushing up." I tried to stop him--tried to make him understand that the watch kept perfect time. But no; all this human cabbage could see was that the watch was four minutes slow, and the regulator must be pushed up a little; and so, while I danced around him in anguish

Alone
ALONE IF YOU EVER FEEL ALL ALONE LIKE THERE IS NO-ONE YOU CAN CALL ME ON THE PHONE JUST TO TALK OR JUST TO GO FOR A WALK WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HVE NO-ONE WELL JUST REMEMBER YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU HAVE ME NO MATTER WHEN IT MAY BE I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHERE I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS AND FOREVER TO THE END WHEN YOU THINK ALL IS LOST AND THERE IS NO ONT TO TRUST REMEMBER ME ALWAYS HAPPY AS CAN BE TO MAKE YOU SMILE NOT FOR A LITTLE BUT FOR A WHILE SO WHEN YOU NEED SOME ONE TO TO TALK TO NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH I WILL BE THERE NOT FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT FOREVER

Never Be Better
NEVER BE BETTER BABY, DON'T STAND THERE IN THE DOORWAY WITH ALL YOUR BAGS READY TO GO BABY, SIT DOWN LET'S TALK THOS OVER OH I NEED TO KNOW.... WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GONNA FIND? SOME LADY WHO WILL TREAT YOU BETTER? WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? A PLACE WHERE THE GRASS IS GREENER? THE WORLD IS COLD OUT THERE. AND I AM THE ONE WHO REALLY CARES DON'T SAY GOOD BYE....... TAKE A LOOK INSDE.... AND READ MY MIND EVERYTHING I DO I DO FOR YOU.......

Saison D'hiver Moncler Vestes En Plein Air
www.vestemonclerparis.com Hommes T-shirt allés , peut-être même si l' semaines d'hiver est arrivée , il pourrait un des nombreux a beaucoup d' quantité de temps en dans le temps à votre cas acquisition l'hiver accoutrement semaine juste pour cette semaines d'hiver seulement en raison de la à la suite d' en raison de l'actualité des sociétés d'acquisition différente sur plus d' change la largeur supporter votre énergie de leur temps et de vêtements du régime, de la centrale du vous pouvez acheter , vous devez acheter un nom de fonte ambassadeur accoutrement nouveau dans le à l'intérieur, sous escompte, vous voulez absorber un actif d'action absurdes à cause de cette hiver , quelqu'un peut concevoir comment un dire la fa?on dont un accoutrement que la finale sera beaucoup d' outdate être acceptable à cette hiver, je pouvais Je peux vous familiariser que, Moncler hommes Gilet sera l'audace de cette gamme de adversité assortiment de professionnellement accepter une séquel

No Matter What
No matter what, we are there for each other. No matter what, we love each other very much. No matter what, we are true to each other. Everytime we talk, it seems that we want time to sit still. But no matter what, it still continues to move forward. When she's smiles, it brightens my day up. When she shows me affection, it makes me feel more loved than anything. When she's feeling down and it seems that nothing cheers her up, I always manage to get a smile and a laugh out of her, no matter what. At the end of day, when our lives move forward and we have to say goodnight or farewell for now, we never, ever say goodbye, no matter what. I love you with all of my heart and nothing will ever change that. You are always there for me and I'm always there for you, no matter what.

Kisses
I miss your butterfly kisses i miss your way smile .. i miss the way u tipped your hat for me .. i just miss you .. damn you lol .. getting under my skin .. damn you making me care .. damn you for walking away .. Just damn you! but i won't keep chasing your shadow , i won't keep waiting for your call .. but i'll love you forever ... even if we never end up together .. so tip your hat and walk away in my heart you will stay ..

My Brother
My brother pass away October 25, 2012 @ 1:15pm est. He was born December 5, 1960. I loved him so much, but didn't show it. He was my older brother. I remember back when we were children, we would make go-carts out of old wood boards, lawn motor wheels, nails, and a rope. And race the neighborhood kids. Playing hide and seek while mom was at work. I hid in the high grass and found out I was lying on top of a bee hive. Stung all over my body "Ouch" My brother was there to calm me down and get me help. And, his final days, we went to the store. We rarely go anywhere together . He asked if he could go with me, and I said sure. Not knowing to me, It was going to be the last time we bonded. Rest In Peace, Michael Love You!

Kindness
Kindness is not just a thing , kindness is a way of way of life , being able to smile at a sad stranger , being able to pick up someones keys when they fall .. , kindness is caring for one another , and treating each other equally no matter what thier position or title is in life . we are all the same , and yet some of us judge others like they better somehow ... with the belief that they deserve more then others ... just because of who they are ... but its the people that still work hard , love thier families and friends , aquanitances , which are happier by far ... they may not have much in terms of monetary goods .. but neither do they deisire or crave it the way others do .. is money a means to an end .. or like your best friend ? If you had money would would you share ?, if you had money would you care ? would you something to give back to those less unfortunate or would keep it , spend it on yourself or save ever last penny and die with money still

Life
has anyone ever wondered what its like to be on the other side of the fence dealing with things that others deal with on a daily basis? People have the audacity to try and judge me for who i am. Seriously people if you cant step a foot in my shoes to deal with what i do on a daily basis don't put judgement upon me. I live each day as that a day. I take care of my son and do my schoolwork trying to make myself better as a mom and as a human. WE are all humans and we all make mistakes it makes no sense to judge those that you have no idea what they have gone through to make them who they are. I am one to take responsibility for what i have done it makes no sense not to and i try to live each day that i can to make my son's life better as well as try to make my life better. It makes no sense not to do what i have to do as a single parent in this world. It's not easy doing what i do on a daily basis, but yet im still here.

Entwined Souls
VERSE Entwined within my soul she is sweeter then the summer rain Shivers down my spine, restless heart, she's on my mind again what now should I do, this is the only question destined for eternity you take me as I am CHORUS So Lost! so found! so broken yet made whole! since you came around I've completely lost control! am I crazy am I blind? I think I'm gonna loose my mind I swear! then I see you standing over there ... VERSE Once again you pick me up, I had fallen to my knees I can tell I've fallen by the blood staind's on my jeans. you wipe away the tears I was crying over you my heart screams at me, still I know not what to do BRIDGE can this be the truth, this feeling in my soul are we meant to be forever, Broken yet made whole (X3)

Grown Folks Acting Like Kids
its time people start acting mature on this site. grade school is behind us all. i am tired of seeing people talking like they are in the halls of a high school, come on we are all adults here. since when did your life depend on who liked you and who didnt, if it matters that much, you need to seek help that is not normal. there is no way anyone will be liked by everyone. guys just because a female shows a little skin on cam dosent mean she wishes to be your gf it just means simply take a peek. also just because she may show skin and ignore you it does not mean she is a hoe, maybe she didnt like your approach to her. girls not all of us guys want in your pants just like in real life there are some good fellas out here you just have to find us. trust me you will know when you do, but how yu act will determine what kind of men you get trying to interact with you. if you show skin every chance you get , youll probly get dogs. if you act like lady you will get gentalmen. now fo

Ogah Is Giving Away A Fupony And Much More!!! Check It Out!!!
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First
There is a desire within each of us,in the deep center of ourselves that we call our heart.We were born with it, it is never completely satisfied,and it never dies.We are often unaware of it, but it is always awake.It is the Human desire for Love.Every person in this Earth yearns to love,to be loved, to know love.Our true identity, our reason for beingis to be found in this desire.Love is the "why" of life,why we are functioning at all.I am convincedit is the fundamental energy of the human spirit.the fuel on which we run,the wellspring of our vitality.And grace, which is the flowing,creative activity, of love itself,is what makes all goodness possible.Love should come first,it should be the beginning of,and the reason for everything.

Lyrics To One Of My Faves
I close my eyes and I smileKnowing that everything is alrightTo the coreSo close that doorIs this happening?My breath is on your hairI'm unawareThat you opened the blinds and let the city inGod, you held my handAnd we standJust taking in everything.And I knew it from the startSo my arms are open wideYour head is on my stomachAnd we're trying so hard not to fall asleepHere we areOn this 18th floor balcony.We're both flying away.So we talked about mom's and dad'sAbout family pastsJust getting to know where we came fromOur hearts were on displayFor all to seeI can't believe this is happening to meAnd I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yoursThat I was so yours for the takingI'm so yours for the takingThat's when I felt the wind pick upI grabbed the rail while choking upThese words to say and then you kissed me...I knew it from the startSo my arms are open wideYour head is on my stomachAnd we're trying so hard not to fall asleepHere we areOn this 18th floor balcony...We're both f

Why I'm Not Like Everyone Else
WHY I'M NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I admit in some ways i am like everyone else but in alot of ways i'm not so that is why i take offense to people telling me i'm just like everyone else when i'm not really like anyone else. I like to see my self as unique because even exgirlfriends have said they havn't found a guy like me before and they dought they ever will again they were upset it just didn't work or they would of been with me for aslong as they could. I'm not one to boste about myself since there is always alot of things i wont tell people straight away or at all because there are some things i'd rather forget like half the women i've gone out with i'd rather not remember for my own reasons. WHY I CAN BE SEEN AS LIKE OTHER PEOPLE? WELL MEN I can be perverted at times but find me a man who can't it's something we do but i'mnot as perverted as others i've seen. I don't try get every woman i talk too to get naked, i don't try to talk dirty to everyone i talk too, I don't go on

Heaven On Earth
Heaven on Earth Verse 1 Will you take me by the hand? Heal my wounded heart and set me free? I’m in a crowded room so all alone! Inside these walls I’ve made of stone Pre chorus It’s just the taste of your smile the rush within At just the mere sight of you My heart starts beating, pounding inside You look like heaven on earth to me… Chorus Won’t you breathe new life into me! Make me whole make me new I’m standing here upon the edge Of yesterday, today’s brand new Verse 2 I wonder will I ever be the same. Could things be different? If I would I go back again? Through my lessons I’ve learned one thing is true Nothing matters now more then you Bridge: In my heart I here that still small voice I can feel you flowing in my veins Not knowing how to move ahead Am I truly left for dead? Outro: Oh yes know that you’re like heaven on earth to me Yes you are heaven on earth to me.

Taser Test
You may have read the following before - but it's always good for a laugh out loud - even better, try to read it out loud to someone else! Dear Friends, the mind is a wonderful thing; curiosity is not a wonderful thing. To much of one and not enough of the other in the wrong hands can be lethal in some cases. My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a LifeTime movie in the near future. Here goes............... Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn (Name of the establishment changed to protect the innocent) that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. The occasion was our anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized

First Album
I've been getting ready to start on my second project. I plan start next year, but I know that it's an opportunity now to listen to my first album. Copy and paste the link. http://www.billboard.com/album/skinnymoe/from-the-shadows/1243040#/album/skinnymoe/from-the-shadows/1243040

You Are The Blame
You are the causeYou are my painYou are the reasonI'm going insaneI hate you dearlyMy soul will acheAs long as I knowThat you're awakeYou've made me weakYou forced me to lieYou are the reasonWhy I still cryYou've ruined my lifeIt's all your faultI cannot escapeYour deadly assaultI'm haunted by you

Made It A Song (come Up With A Name)
Never cared for school, or the golden rule, Papa always used to say I was a useless fool. So I left my home, to show em they was wrong, headed out on the road, just singing my songs, and a sunny day, would barely look my way, and everything I had dreamed of, it was away. Money, Girls and cars, smoking long cigars, and I took the first plane home so papa would see. When I came Home to show em they was wrong. All I found was 2 tombstones. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong? Oh such a sad song. First I got lost, then I Had found, that the ones that I loved, were in the ground. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong? If there's any way that you can hear what i say, Papa I never meant to do you wrong. all the money, girls and cars, all the drugs and long cigars, Papa I just want you to know it couldn't take your place. When I came home, to show em they was wrong, all that i found there was 2 tombstones. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong?Oh such a sad song. Fir

Democrat Rep. Wants To Amend Constitution To Deny Free Speech
Kurt NimmoInfowars.comNovember 30, 2012 Democrats hate the idea that the First Amendment does not explicitly restrict the right of corporations to free speech. In order to address this perceived flaw, Rep. Hank Johnson, a Georgia Democrat, has proposed amending the Constitution. In 2010, Rep. Johnson warned Guam would tip over and sink to the bottom of the ocean. “We need a constitutional amendment to allow the legislature to control the so-called free speech rights of corporations,” said Johnson at the Annesbrooks HOA candidate Forum in Georgia in October (see video below). “These corporations, along with the people they support, other millionaires who they’re putting into office, are stealing your government. They’re stealing the government and the U.S. Supreme Court was a big enabler with the Citizens United case,” he said. “They control the patterns of thinking,” Johnson continued. “They control the media. They control the

What Love Means To Me.
I believe love is forever. It is not just a word of no meaning but it is everything. It is a commintent to your Heart and Soul, It means apologizing when you our wrong and meaning it unconditionaly, Love should not just be a condition .love is not conditional it has a powerful magic behind it, You must worship the woman and stand with her to be her total support, You should hold her hand and pull her close and whisper in her ear's say I'm so lucky to be at your side and be able to tell you this.it is not based on any special qualities. You love her. Love is infinite it goes past this world we live in and to the next. Love must come from within the power of the soul. Love does not live in the past it is now and the future. Love is very Complex to understand, But to understand you must be able to forgive, A complament is wonderful to here, Tell her that her hair is so Beautiful, Tell her her skin is so soft, How Beautiful she look's,How Beautiful that dress or jeans she is wearing looks

Check It Out
I made this really great lounge with the help of some friends and iI really need to get ppl in there so plzz come in bring your friends check it out join and have some fun it would be great to be able to keep it going http://www.fubar.com/lounge/88205 plz and thank you.

Im So Lost Now As To What I Should Be Feeling
ok, so back in march 2012, i got kicked outta my aunts place for a really huge fight, i had to go stay in pawt with my brother whom was hardly ever there, but my bbf will, his girl and their daughter were there, well, my bff was a pusher of sorts, still is, but by him i met a couple new peopl that i enjoy spending time with on friendly basis. well, theres brad and dave whom live together, come to find out they had relations, but during the summer, my heart grew for brad, but aug his chick came back. point is, i slept with brad not once but twice... shhh.. jenn only knows of one time, but come to find out dave was gaga for me as i was gaga for brad, but dave never mentioned anything, except he would throw it out there thats hes gay all the time, so i thought his friendliness was just that, friendship.but since aug 14th i hooked up with dave, now i share his home, his life, iv met all his family, my family knows about him, his past and now with me, (souped my already extra big ego"), so

Lost In Each Other
You and your girlfriend decided to take a guided hike through a national forest. As the guide drones on and on about something or other, you pull your girlfriend away from the group. The only reason you wanted to take this tour was so you could get her alone so you could ask her a question. She follows you as you make your way through the dense trees. You lead her to a secluded spot off the beaten path. You glance around, making sure you couldn’t be seen then you pull her down onto the dead leaves at your feet. You place your hands against her cheeks and pull her lips to yours. She wraps her arms around your neck and deepens the kiss. You fall back onto the ground, pulling her on top of you. She starts to push your shirt up, wanting to feel your bare skin beneath her hands. You lean up and pull the shirt over your head and toss it aside. You slip your hands beneath her shirt and ease it off over her head. She starts to grind her hips against your erection as she d

I Think I Love U
Everything i do Everything i say You love me in every single way From a kiss to a touch, To your hand on mine i can only tell by time Memories of us together that won't seem to go away that are with me, constantly each day As days go by, I can't picture you with out me, Cause i keep thinking how muh i love u constantly People have strived and told me how good we are together fulfilling each other lives, with one another Everything you do Everything you say I think i'm falling for you more and more each day It scares me sometimes to think about how much i care for u Wishing and hoping you feel the same way too I'm telling you now How i really feel I'm being true to you And being real

In My Hole
to the tune of and the green grass grows all around In my hole there was some heat ************ In my hole there was some heat and it was the hottest heat you ever did feel ************* In my hole there was some heat and it was the hottest heat you ever did feel it keeps me warm this inner heat ************* In my hole there was some heat and it was the hottest heat you ever did feel and it keeps me warm this inner heat and whats better IT IS FOR REAL!!!

Stupid Encounters # 101
:09am Joe Sanford: hey there sexy 7:11am iC51Ne...: Hey 7:12am Joe Sanford: whatcha doin, and whatcha wearin right now sexy 7:14am iC51Ne...: Rating people on fubar 7:14am Joe Sanford: u rate me an 11 and whatcha wearin right now sexy 7:15am iC51Ne...: does it matter what I'm wearing 7:15am Joe Sanford: im just askin thts all, and i think ur hot, sexy, all around, a good lookin girl to be around 7:16am Joe Sanford: and i think im falling for you 7:16am iC51Ne...: rofl

It Happened To Me
"Let's go camping" my husband said. I didn't want to go, we bought the tent as I had been performing at Glastonbury and living in a cramped nylon box taught me this 'I don't like camping' So we compromised and we went camping. Husband loves going up the highlands and I like it was well, especially when the sun shines and the tiny mosquitoes die and the wasps don't come near. But those are rare days. So we landed at this campsite near a loch. It had a small aviary, some boats and a shop that sold tablet (a Scottish sweet candy) so what's not to love? That night after we got the cramped nylon box erected, husband and I went a walk into the nearest village and got some fish and chips. We walked back beneath the twinkling stars as the loch lapped against the rocks and we snuggled down to sleep. At about 5am I woke up soaked in sweat with deep advanced labour pains in my bowel, which is odd as I wasn't pregnant. I knew what was about to happen, and I needed to get to toilet

Military Language
The reason the Air Force, Army, Navy and Marines bicker amongst themselves is that they don't speak the same language. For instance, Take the simple phrase "secure the building". The Army will post guards around the place. The Navy will turn out the lights and lock the doors. The Marines will kill everybody inside and set up a headquarters. The Air Force will take out a 5 year lease with an option to buy.

The Night Before
"Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house, The whole god damed family was as drunk as a louse. With ma home from the cathouse and me out of jail, I just crawled into bed for a nice peice of tail. Gramma and granpa were singing a song, and the kid went to bed a flogging his dong. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see whats the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutter and fell on my ass. When what out of my blood shot eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat old driver a pounding his dick, I new in a flash that it was St. Nick. Up on the roof top, he stumbled and fell, He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell. He teetered and tottered and then he swore, When the drunk bastard puked on my floor. He knocked down our tree as he went to work, I though what the hell is wrong with this jerk. Back in his sleigh as I got him in my rifle sight, I

God In The Storm
GOD IN THE STORM When the storms of life hit us unexpectedly the first thing we ask is where is God, and we are filled with fear We get our eyes off Him and on the circumstances, which is what Satan wants us to do, doubting God is near When the truth is God is with us, and if we will turn to Him He will calm out hearts and give us His peace He hears our cry for help, and promises to work it out for our good, and His glory, causing our worries to cease. When Jesus sent the disciples away in a boat He knew a storm was coming and they would not make it across While He was praying they were struggling to stay afloat, the waves were high and the boat was being tossed Just when it was the darkest He came to them walking on the water reassuring them it was Him do not be afraid As He stepped into the boat the wind and waves ceased, and they were at the other side the journey safely made. Storms come into our lives to mold us into Christ’s image, and to teach us just how

Episode 217
Well, Saturday was interesting indeed. I broke in TWO new cohosts, taking my total to 29 over the life of my show. It was like a reunion with many veteran listeners stopping in for the first time in months or even years. Voice from Constant Motion Radio stopped in and spoke his peace a little. I think he hurt himself. My new cohosts, Blaze and Shady, show regulars, stepped into a whole new world and not sure what to expect. Both had tech issues but later ironed them out. Time will only tell if they return and step up with more than just "WOOOOOOW" lol. Blaze defended his Actor Factor title, and notched another Feud victory, while Redlar left the audience hanging on Trivia as he was bombed. Tales of Redlar introduced a few new characters of Bree, Shady and BnG. OP and Tink did show up after their party but just hung out. Redlar did finish the show but struggled near the end. With only a few shows left in the year, Tune in on Saturdays starting at 9pm EST to find out how the year and wor

Fake People Are Those Set Of People
Fake people are those set of people who have different personalities and act according to situations differently. Fake people cannot be trusted because they are not genuine and straightforward. They change themselves according to circumstances. Fake people are complete hypocrites and liars who would go to any extent to make them seem good and upright. Fake people can turn on friendship when they see that they are no longer getting any benefit from it. One must be quick enough to recognize fake people and must avoid being in their company or getting intimate with them. Fake people must be kept at arm’s length, most certainly. Fake people should be avoided at all costs because they can any time ditch you any time. In the words of Jason Ritter, “Fake relationships and fake people come up to me and all of a sudden wanting to be my friend.

Adding An Ex...
In my Opinion, If your Boyfriend , Fiance, Husband, ect. had an ex on one of their social sites like Facebook or any kind really I dont see the problem in adding one yourself. My Fiance has had a ex on his Facebook for awhile now. Never said anything untill last night. One of my ex's sent me a friends request on Facebook and yes I accepted it. It didnt seem like a big deal considering the fact my Fiance has a ex on his. Well, he seen it and got all pissed. An arguement started and I am at the bottom of it. With nothing to say I then yelled out "Well you have an ex on yours so whats the differance?" He said "It was way back in High school and we where more friends than anything." Well ok, so I guess friends give eachother Oral Sex now adays huh? So I took him off of my Friends list. Yet he STILL has her on his. I dont see the big deal if one has an ex and then you add one yourself. There is NO DIFFERANCE. NONE. I just gotta get a back bone. Ugh..

Just Dont Know
ok.... so he has served me papers trying to get out of paying child support, I have no money for rent, less for food and bills, christmas is going to be aweful, I am still sick, yea.... thats about it..... i am sooooooo tired

Fubar Rant
Ya know. www.fubar.com is a Website. It has been for well over 8 years. People come, People go. I just can't stand the way people change on there. Cliques, Gangs and people going out of their way to cause drama and causing other people to leave the site is counter active. People SERIOUSLY Fubar isn't High School. You DON'T Have to FAKE it to make it. Just be Yourself and people will either like You for You. If they don't it's their loss. Some relationships work, others don't. PEOPLE just get over Yerselves and it will be a much better place to go and chill the hell out, spend alittle money and try to make some solid friends. Lounges make the site cool as hell to hang out on. I have found where I like calling home http://www.fubar.com/lounge/zm. I am a Zombie Massacre SOLID and please stop asking Me to DJ for other places. MY ANSWER is NO !!!!!

Epiphany From My Delirium
So my stint of insomnia and depression has had me deep in thought over this past week... thoughts I was unable to avoid this time. This is a long road I am on and I am thankful for the close friends I have, because without them I would probably still be drinking from last night... I am not perfect I am far from it, but I am doing my best to better myself everyday. I am tired of feeling as if I am an untouchable. I am tired of looking around and feeling alone even when in a group of caring friends. I am tired of feeling unacceptable to others. I am a quiet and shy person one that wears his heart on his sleeve and is hurt a lot easier than anyone realizes. I have spent half of my life hiding. Hiding my feelings and thoughts and desires, because honestly I had been beaten down to the ground and those scars have never really healed. At this point honestly I feel this has needed to be said for some time. whether publicly or just to myself but at least this way there may b

Cold And Empty
Somewhere along the way I guess I just lost track, only thinking of myself, never looking back. For all the times I hurt you, I apologize. Sorry it took so long to finally realize that this world is cold and empty and your bitterness has killed me. I want nothing more than to turn back the hands of time to a place where you did not exist in me. The problem is, I'm cold and empty without you and angry and bitter when I'm with you. I can take you down a lyrical road, a drawn out roller coaster of pain, brutality, and utter despair. Instead, I will calmly walk away and never look back up again. So you see, through the lies and the deceits that you imposed, I have lost my soul. The wall of hurt has been build and no one will tear it back down. You have altered history and taken me to places I need not be. You have burnt an image of heartache into my hear. Branded for life, scarred for eternity.

Passion Embrace
PASSION EMBRACE In the dark of the night You come to me. I am heavy with sleep As you slide your body Behind mine. I shift and sigh, Settling in to your curves As you fit yourself to me Under cover of night And warm blankets. Slowly I awaken. Every cell aware of your presence. I breathe you in, Your scent, Your warmth, Your touch. My mind floats on clouds of Aroused awareness. As your hands explore My curves, My body awakens further. My nipples tighten With anticipation. My thighs flex, And my pelvic floor contracts With a rhythmic pulsing that matches The beat of my heart. I press into you, Feeling you hard against me. I open slightly in Invitation. I am moist with longing. My breath catches In my throat. Your fingers graze my nipples and I Arch and gasp in response. Your hand explores ever lower, Enslaving me with its power To bring pleasure. I am fully awake now. Awake and hungry. My body is taut with longing

I Want You
I want to feel your breath hot against my cheek. I want to hear you sigh against my breast. I want to feel the trembling of your chest As you surrender to a deep moan. I want to slip my tongue into places as yet unexplored. I want to run my fingers through your hair And clench it in my fists as you nibble on soft And tender spots. I want to smell the scent of your aftershave, A musky maleness That sends me into lustful tremors. I want to feel your hands stroke my sides While your thumbs tease my nipples until they ache. I am going crazy with the need of you. I want to touch every inch of your body, Until your skin burns with my wanting. I want to squeeze, caress, lick and fondle. Like a jockey at the races, I want to feel the power of you between my thighs. I want to ride you hard, Building this fire higher and higher. I wait for you. I ache for you. I touch myself in anticipation. I'm wet. I pulse with the need of you. I don't want to come. I want to wait fo

.... In The City Apts
inner city kids ... they stand tall thinking like a man talking talking in group CZ there open to a wonderland speaks to the inner city kids in town they stand around talk talk all this shit where they going one town to next to no where... land... kids inner city kids in town ... they stand tall thinking like a man talking in group CZ they have no plains.... bY cHristine .... no no plain is this wonderland.....

The Loney Hermit
The Lonely Hermit For we sit each day thinking of those days from the past, and what it might be life if we had only done so much differently. Replaying the events of yesterday in our minds and truly wishing we had not done so many of the things we did. Wishing we had said things to those we care for yet never opening our mouths for fear of rejection and pain. Knowing now so many years later, that just maybe this cycle of life may have turned out better and different if we had just not been so scared. There are those days I ask myself just what it is that keeps me here in a world so full of chaos and hatred. Never finding that ove it seems every one around me has in their life. Asking just what it is I have done that was so wrong, that I am to suffer with loneliness. I see those around me so happy and ful of life, yet for me, there is nothing even close to that. Only bouts of depression and a loneliness that truly hurts worse than any bullet penetr

I Hope You Are Well Aware
I am not easily predictable. So do not think for even a moment that you know what I am going to do or say. If anyone keeps up with these blogs could you let me know. If you need to complain, then don't fucking bother. Very few things get on my nerves. I am a nature lover, but if it is in your nature to tell people to not explain themselves then I don't need to hear anything from you. Its doesn't say in your script to read even the blogs you are not interested in. My blogs are my way of sharing what I can. The eyes are windows to the soul and for me the typed word is voice of my heart. I am a poet that writes my inner thoughts and my the veiws of saught pleasures. Now if that sounds kinda good you are welcome to begin to follow me. Sometimes I think I sense a smile even without an lol. When I go outside I know I will probably never hear you call my name, but when there is that soft breeze blowing anything is possible. Take care and stay safe!!

She Meet You....
She meet you in the night... She wonders how you know that you love her so... broken heart bleeds not knowing what is next... so alone so alone conversations between us are so lovely... she wants you so bad so bad in the night give her your heart in the night sing her a song love song .... she will come to you in the night with out a fight.. she meet you in the night wounder how you can love her so..... sing a love song love song she wonders how you know that you love her so..... bY cHristine this is for Enrque Jaurequi

Sheri
Nickolas wasnt very happy. Whenever Sheri went away, for ANY reason, He was distraught. Simply, He missed her. Her touch, Her kisses, anything about Her, if she wasnt there, He just missed her. And it wasnt Sheri's fault. She had a life, and could go where she wanted. But it eemd like...this trip was worse. And it wasnt even about Him, this time, He knew that sometimes, when he got melancholy, He would take it out on her, making her remain tied, or shackled, for hours. In no real danger, She just had to lie there, waiting, while HE reveled in her, just being where he could see her. Usually, Sheri stayed right by his side, kneeling, or sitting on his chair with him. Butt, this trip, however short, was somehow different. Nickolas trusted her with his life. Still, they hadnt had much to talk about lately. Every couple has these times, and Nickolas plicked up on them most times. So...He thought, while she was waiting to come back home, He thought he should tell her a few things. The first

Help With My Blog.
i really don't know what a blog is,you see i was in prison for a long time and all this stuff passed me up.any help from anyone would be so nice. so when i mess this up maybe someone out there can help me.my only understanding of a blog is it's a place where one can put your thoughts and feeling down. please forgive my spelling i'm not very good at it.i'm not very good at english to.so if this is where you put down whats going on in your life then i;m at the right place.i've been looking to find a girlfriend for a long time but i think my looks are holding me back. i'm not a young man anymore, i'm 53 and have more then a few pounds on me.plus being just out of prison is a deal breaker for most woman,i'm not really a bad man i did not go to prison for any sex crimes, i got mixed up with drugs and for those who know it can and will take you and make you do things you would never do if it was not for drugs.life in prison is something i will never forget.oh the stories i could tell about w

I Am A Whale And Proud Of It!!!
A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?" The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: "Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness.They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia.They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires.Mermaids do not exist.But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? They would have no sex life and could not bear children.Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad.And, who wants a girl that smells

Twenty Things A Mom Should Tell Her Son
1. Play a sport. It will teach you how to win honorably, lose gracefully, respect authority, work with others, manage your time and stay out of trouble. And maybe even throw or catch. 2. You will set the tone for the sexual relationship, so don't take something away from her that you can't give back. 3. Use careful aim when you pee. Somebody's got to clean that up, you know. 4. Save money when you're young because you're going to need it someday. 5. Allow me to introduce you to the dishwasher, oven, washing machine, iron, vacuum, mop and broom. Now please go use them. 6. Pray and be a spiritual leader. 7. Don't ever be a bully and don't ever start a fight, but if some idiot clocks you, please defend yourself. 8. Your knowledge and education is something that nobody can take away from you. 9. Treat women kindly. Forever is a long time to live alone and it's even longer to live with somebody who hates your guts. 10. Take pride in your appearance.

Anna's Christmas Wish List!!
Hello my FUfriends! I thought with the holidays upon us, that I would make a Christmas wish list! I appreciate anything you are able to give me, but below are a few ideas! 1. Chocolate Rose- Yummy! 2. Foxy Christmas Fairy- She's just a cute little thing! 3. Rock Star- Would greatly appreciate to return all love given to me from my friends! 4. Cherry Bomb-To show my appreciation to all that have bombed me! 5. Famplifier- 6. Boomerang 7. God Mode Below would benefit you as well as I! lol 3 Credits- For 3 credits, I will EITHER let you in my NSFW folder OR I will make an NSFW Salute for you! You choose which one and Inbox me as to which you would prefer! (If pic is requested, I will make it for you as soon as possible!) Happy Holidays to All Of You!! ANNA

Love_forever I'll Wait
I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you

Christmas Eve
It was Christmas Eve and I was visiting my family for Christmas. My family and I had just ended a day full of arguments. I was staring at the ceiling, in the guest room, wondering if the things I said would affect a visit from Santa. Surely, I would be moved to the Naughty list. As I was drifting into sleep, I thought I heard a distant noise. My mind did not make any conclusions and I fell fast asleep. When I awoke, I found myself in a strange bed, with silky red sheets and a puffy white bed spread. I could smell hot cocoa and I could hear Christmas music. I got out of bed and discovered I was wearing a red and white silk dress, with white cotton surrounding the sleeves and the thigh high hem. I sleep natural, and wondered who dressed me. I looked out the window. I saw the most beautiful snow covered village and what appeared to be elves. This had to be a dream. It was real. I heard the door open. I quickly turned and standing in front of me was an elf. He told me his name was Micah a

Vacation Time
well i am off on my journey to be with my oldest daughter in Canada to enjoy time with her and the grandbabies. make sure at 10 am futime you all hit me up as i am running an HH.I am going to have the time of my life for i havent seen the grandbabies ir my daughter in 3 years.. sooooooo much catching up to do.. if i dont see all before xmas. i wish everyone a joyous time and may god be with yall

The Back Way In Too Youtube To Add Video To Your Profile
Hi everyone im goin to walk you through how too add youtube to your profile You well want to go to youtube find the video u want too use then hit share and then embed After u hit share then embed you want to copy the url link in the codes and open in a new tab It well bring up the video then in the right top hand corner of the video u well see share you well want to hit that then embed again then you well want to make sure u check the box get old code Theres how to get the video to add to your profile. If you want to make it auto play, you well want too add &autoplay=1 at the end of the two links in the codes that u just copyed out And the last step is copy it and add it to your profile and save and you have a video on your profile. Paste it in your about me then save at the bottom right side then you want to type the codes in and then save then u well have a working youtube video on your profile. If you have pictures blocking ur about me then heres a ste

The Size Of Texas
Being so excited and aroused by the simple words you type, my body goes to tingling and have not even felt your touch. Feeling wanted and desired by someone who is an actual stranger to me. I am as a young teenager with such a rush of emotions, incuding pure lust. Wanting to know everything there is about you, yet not actually knowing any thing. Wanting you simply all to myself not wanting to share at all. Never before wanting someone so much, becoming more and more addicted to you, like an aphrodesiac that had driven one into a total madness of ecstasy. For once the touch of your skin pressed against my body happens, I know there shall be no return. For after that, my smile shall be the size of Texas!! PJ 11/13/2012 9:13pm

First Day On A New Site
I find it unusual that my first day on this site and I have a ton of guys asking me sexual questions as their first conversation. Yet I mention what I do for work (cam model) and I get that I'm a gold digger. I never approach these so called men yet I'm the one who's wrong...leaves me not wanting to talk to any guys and that most women online think I'm a guy because I want to find a live in gf. Why does the world have to be so judgmental?

Quotes I Dig....
“He who controls the past controls the future. He who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell, 1984 "When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro".. Hunter S Thompson I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. Hunter S. Thompson A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy? Albert Einstein “Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.” ― Shel Silverstein Follow your inner moonlight; don't hide the madness. Allen Ginsberg “He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man.” ― Dr. Seuss I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself. David Herbert Lawren

What A Shitty Ass Show That Was
In hopes of a good sales I accepted an invite from a local Museum. Now I set up as normal and fast. Most other vendors were still setting up even as I sat and relax before the "Friends" of the Museum had first picks for 90 minutes, before the "public" were allowed in. The vending fee was $45. In the Vending vernacular we call that "Bank." Bank also includes other cost as such gas, meals, and other incendentals. Now if you go to "My Wood" album you will see what I create and sell. I didn't sell enough to make the full bank. I did make back the vending fee. But that was it. Bunch of fucking asshole rich cocksucking LOSERS and they rather purchase shit load of crap like Cheap ass Glass crap or bullshit bling, than a turned wood item. What the fucking hell. Not but a week prior, I had awesome sales. How in a god damn fucking week I go from awesome items to getting snubbed by a mass of backward ass "rich" country fucks that wouldn't know quality if it came and ripped their geni

I Wanna
Sitting here another sleepless night, Why in the fuck can't I get shit right? Maybe it is really me, I just don't understand what it is you see. I will never amount to anything. Isn' t that just disgusting? I just wanna bleed the pain away, What is the reason to stay? Its been too long and things havent changed, These feelings are so normal to me it seems so strange. If I died tonight would you care? Look into me past my blank stare... I don't know how much more I can fake, I don't really know how much more of this fucked up life I can take. I'm tired, I just want it all to end, I don't wanna have to fucking pretend. I hurt everyday, wishes the pain would just disappear, Too many thoughts running through my mind I'm no longer thinking clear. All it takes is one swipe of the blade and a cut deep enough, It will end all the hurting and life stuff..

Fact Or Fiction
I feel paranoid, uneasy and distressed. I feel him watching me.that same feeling I get when I'm all alone, except he is there.is he really there? or is it only in my head.it happens every once in awhile. my body goes numbmy ears start ringing. I hate this placewhere he takes me, again and againI want it to stop, I want him outI can't escape, I'm boundI'm am not me anymore, I'm someone else.why does this always happen to me?why wont it end?doesn't anyone care? does it even matter anymore?once there was a time where I was free.I was me, and not her. this being, not human. I don't like this feelingI'm torn into a million pieces.The residue is beginning to be unrecognizable. I don't know what is what anymorereality and fantasy are almost the sameI can never go back, I can never be.This girl, she'll never come back, at least not in a form where people can easily seeshe feels invisible, untouchable.no one can really understand where this place isonly she can, and only they know.They. They ar

Messed Up
Alot of people on here have their priorities all screwed up. A true friend is someone who is there for you when you need them not what they buy you blings and tokens dont make a true friend. Do you base your real life friendships on what they buy you? I really dont think you do. The true friend helps you with leveling yes but just cause they buy you things dont make them true. Ask yourself are they there when you are going through things? Do they pick up when something isnt right and they hit you up to check on you? I cant not buy people things that dont mean i cant be a true friend. I do have to say i have some wonderful friends who pick up on things that arent right & check on me to make sure I dont need to name names they know who they are. I will not make this site my priority . Yes im on here daily but not 24/7. I work & i got kids. When i am here I do help out when I can I never ask for anything in return except the words thank you. Words can go a long way more than any bling.

Rip Connecticut Children
with today's tragedy... echoing in my mind is a song my dad used to sing... so very relevant today...We are living in a worried worldA world thats full of fearsBut there's one hope for peace eternal A hope that is very realLITTLE CHILDREN ARE THE HOPE OF THE WORLDSO GUARD THEM DAY AND NIGHTBE SURE TO TREAT THEM RIGHTYOU CAN TEACH THEM BY THE THINGS YOU DO AND SAYTHE WAY TO LIVE TODAY... THE WAY TO PRAY.......God said, Suffer the little children to come unto mefor such is the kingdom of heaven GOD made it plain to see.............Little children are the hope of the worldSo help us teach Lord... To walk with Thee.This is for those who have lost today... Know in you hearts your babies... YOUR CHILDREN... are the light of the world. And let us learn to treasure them.Thank you Lord for my wonderful Grandsons and the one on the way... YOU KNOW LORD... they will be guided by your light and love.MERRY CHRISTMAS FRIENDS.

My Mistake
I miss the smile you had when I walked into the room, I still replay in my head all the times you said baby girl I love you too. When I first met you I never envisioned sitting here filled with regret, I know this is all my doing that is why I am so upset. I pushed you away so much and for so long, I know I made you feel like loving me was wrong. I let the fear I had over come me, That is the only reason I set you free. You were right when you said you were paying for his mistakes, I just wish the damaged he caused hadn't put our love at stake. I gave you all I had to give, I would of gave you my last breath to help you live. I know I will have to live with the choice I made, I just wish the second time around I would of been more truthful maybe then you would of stayed. My insecurities and fucked up head allowed me to run you off for the second time, I know what you want me to do but baby there is no more trying. I begged for you to tell me good bye with m

Waste Of Time
Waste of time ... love drops falling is that a waste of time.. waste of time.. as you write about how you feel is that a waste of time.. waste of time... loving you is that a waste of time... waste of time... holding you is that a waste of time... waste of time... having your baby is that a waste of time.. waste of time...making love to you all night long is that a waste of time... waste of time... waste of time.. calling you up on the phone to tell you I love you is that a waste of time... waste of time... waste of time ..ending this story is a waste of time... no time is never waste of time ..... bY cHristine No time Is Waste oF TiME LoVe Is ReAl this one goes out to Sweetman my best friend in the world

Swear On Your Life
Will you swear on your life if I asked you tonite that your love for me is true Will you see through the lies unmask the disguise and never sever the ties that bind Will you hear the love in my voice know it's my choice when I say I love you Will you stand over my grave and say my name in love rather than vain Will you walk away with love in your heart and know it's always been this way See More

Perhaps Cynical, Definitely Apopos
Supposedly Morgan Freeman's response to the recent shooting..."You want to know why. This may sound cynical, but here's why.It's because of the way the media reports it. Flip on the news and watch how we treat the Batman theater shooter and the Oregon mall shooter like celebrities. Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris are household names, but do you know the name of a single victim of Columbine? Disturbed people who would otherwise just off themselves in their basements see the news and want to top it by doing something worse, and going out in a memorable way. Why a grade school? Why children? Because he'll be remembered as a horrible monster, instead of a sad nobody.CNN's article says that if the body count "holds up", this will rank as the second deadliest shooting behind Virginia Tech, as if statistics somehow make one shooting worse than another. Then they post a video interview of third-graders for all the details of what they saw and heard whi le the shootings were happening. Fox News

Go To Hell....
You can't stop me from feeling what I feel in the day or night I will write all day and night say what you want, do what you want your not a man so go pee on a tree like a dog you are.... stay off my page and have your rage. I will fight tell the end. I may niss oooo miss spell one or two words but you don't know my mom is sick... so go to hell. bY cHristine...Some of my story are true so what, so it's not about you I have 40,564 viewers so what do you have *)

Contest
Biggest,Best, Sexiest Breasts Photo Contest Welcome to the rules for the contest. Really the only rule is breasts gotta be bare. How you present them is up to you. Wanna show them in Lingere, hanging over your bra, nude is up to you. Marketing your product is up to you. The rating will be based on the total number of votes over a ten day period. Contest begins on Friday jan 11th 2013 10pm and will end on Jan 22, 2013 at 10 pm. Make your fan base aware of the contest, it takes a little work. Prizes will be awarded to 1st and 2nd place. Contest requires a minimum of 5 candidates to start. if i get 10 Ill add a third prize. The prizes will be announced this week so check the blog. No it wont be a FUPONY.lol but will be a nice set of prizes. Get your submissions in no later than Jan 9th 2013.

Friends Plz Read:)
I AM NOT CHANGING FOR NO ONE. I AM WHO I AM AND IF U DON'T LIKE IT THAN BLOCK ME. I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE BLOCKING ME CUZ OF MY COMMENTS AND RATES. IF U HAVE JEALOUS G/F'S OR B/F'S THAN THAT IS JUST DAMN SAD. OH WELL I AM NOT CHANGING FOR NO ONE JUST BLOCK MY ASS N MOVE ON. TY FOR UR TIME. SASSY:)

Wellcome To Where You Were And Where You Had Already Gone To Earlier Its Not Hell
fUCK IT lETS dO iT. thIS IS fREE? AND sO fLEETING AND fRAGILE. IMMINENT braindeath no wayt o roam diferinlocason zam zytuasones Litsss maz e Dom,zombyz ot destorenes Intuix nox Fuck this Lie.

Here I Am Again... One Year Later
Here I is... and that's about it. I is. I am and that is all. I am. It's been about a year since I last typed up a "blog". Probably because BLOG just sounds like too freaky a word for what this is. Too freaky for my taste... and I like freaky shit. Freaky shit like a Zombie Apocalypse or according to the Mayan calendar, the end of the world on Dec. 21, 2012. I kind of hope something does happen on the 21st. Something that would be awe inspiring to some and horrific to others... I hope I get laid. Fat chance there... What have I done in the past year since I last slopped some words onto a page that nobody will probably ever read? Good question... Truthfully, I ain't done shit. Other than disappoint friends. I told a cousin that I see on every Thanksgiving, "To cut the conversation short, I ain't done shit all year...". And, that's the truth At times, fubar has been a good release for me. Yet at other times, it has been a source of some odd (I don't know) self inflicted way of abusing

~grandma~
~Grandma~Thank you for the gift of love,now you're sharing it up above.You had many things to say.All in a caring way.You always saw good in everyone,No matter what they've done.You were always the one we could all lean on.Even though it must have felt like a ton. You were always the strength of the family.Now we must let you rest calmly.As we say goodbye,as tears roll down our eyes.I know your place in heaven has a good view.Because you're telling God,I need to keep an eye on a few.I know you will always be in our hearts and mind.So Grandma,I must go, but I'll never forget you're one of a kind.

Omfg The World Gonna End!!!!!!
There have been about 514 leap years since Caesar created it in 45B.C.Without the extra days every 4 years, Today would be July 28,2013.Also the Mayan calender did not account for leap year.So technically the world should have ended 7 months ago.So believe everything other humans tell you. We need to know who you fools are.hahaha Yeah you read this.....lmfao!

Happiness
All the times they tell me Never slow to enlighten me You weren't there "He never really loved you" "If he had, he would never Have left you to sink Into the Black Mire." I do not understand it either I only know you loved me No matter how many people Since then, have done their best To reassure me it was not so. I looked into your eyes And accessed your soul You did the same to me What more do we need to know? Our actions are at times Influenced by external forces I only know I loved you This was not meant for publication Only as a heart felt tribute To the greatest happiness I ever knew

What Would You Say
If I just turned and walked away, what would you say, if I broke your heart would you pick the pieces up and love me the same way, what if I did to you what you've done to me, would you hold me tight and hold me high wipe away the tears I have cried, would you look into my eyes and tell me even more lies

The Absence Of Truth
All this pain, the suffering the shame The broken heart, the unfulfilled dreams The wasted years, the endless tears All the hate we see in the reflection of the mirror The sleepless nights, the petty fights All that has been sacrificed The greed that feeds The anger we share All that has been taken The feelings that have been forsaken The lies they justify The misery we hold inside The smiles faked The excuses they make For the absence of truth

Lpving You
Thinking of you Reliving the past As I always do The good, the bad The happy, the sad It's all the same to me Someways, some days Somethings hurt more In different ways To forgive and forget Move on to regret In my heart I can never quit Loving you

Riddle I Borrowed From A Friend
All 7 of these clues have the same answer. Can you figure it out? 1) The word has seven letters. 2) If you eat it you will die. 3) What preceded God? 4) What is Greater than God? 5) What is more evil than the Devil? 6) All poor people have it. 7) Wealthy people need it.

Just As You Are
come just as you are ,i offer to you a forgiving heart,without a word spoken i can relieve you of doubt,i give to you love devine,perfect in everyway,majestic as the sun,it gives but borrows none,come just as you are,i offer to you a forgiving heart,infinite in everyway,where plearures banish pain,where you will always be perfect in everyway when the world is crumbling around you, you will never be lost i will always find you,come just as you are...

Change
the tears in your eyes the screams in your cries these are the things I cannot change the lies in your disguise your fear of the reflection in the mirror these are the things I cannot change I can change me the love in your heart the anger that tears you apart the misery you feel when your close to me these are the things I cannot change the promises you've made and never kept the dreams you had while you slept the nightmares you live from past regret these are the things I cannot change I can change me

I Dream Awake
I dream awake I want to escape The flesh that contains me I want to leave behind These feelings that detain me I want to find these emotions that define me Release me,I dream awake I want to believe in something I can't see I want to hold the things I can't touch I want to hear The words they speak clear Save me,I dream awake I want to shed The skin that stains me Free my mind Leave this pain behind Pick up the pieces That's crumbled with time I want to live again Forgive me,I dream awake

Lonely Road
this lonely road is the only one I know this pain in my heart is getting old I have forgotten how love feels I have forgotten everthing I USED to know this emptyness controls my fears releasing them in my tears this empty heart of mine I hide behind if I had just one wish It would be to love again this lonely road is the only one I know

Something Goin Through My Head
Cradled between my tender thighs I lift to your mouth. The abundance of my wetness greets you and your mouth overflows with my warm essence. My sweet taste is on your tongue and my fragrance delights your senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish you to consume me. I push against your hungry mouth As the tip of your tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes you between rows of delicate pink petals. I thrust against your generous tongue. I show you the power of your desire for your oral caress. Your exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds my smooth firm pearl. I squeal in that unique way, signaling that you have found my special spot. You harden in response. Your jaws protests what your open mouth provides but you are unrelenting in your gift, intent only on my fulfillment. You feel my body tense, and I are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. I push hard and fast against your tongue, shameless in

Daydream
You're standing in your bedroom, thinking about your neighbor just across your lawn in her pool and you begin to stroke your growing erection. The woman was beautiful and you wanted her hands all over you. You close your eyes and imagine her running her hands down your body. As you wrap your hands around your erection you imagine her lips wrapping around you. Your cock begins to throb and pulse at the fantasy and you groan loudly , your eyes still closed. In the pool across the yard the woman glances up and sees you standing there. She's mesmerized by the sight and makes her way out of the pool. As she watches you tighten your hand around your cock, she makes her way into your yard and through your open patio door. You press your forehead against the window glass as you feel your release growing closer. You feel small soft hands sliding down your chest and your eyes pop open. She's kneeling in front of you a question shining in her eyes. You move your hand from your erection

Thought On Christmas 2012 Mouse Style.
" As we approach the holidays, let us remember those who have passed on in our lives. Our country has had a rough year. We have lost soldiers, family members, innocent children, and yes even pets. May you all rest in peace. Some of our fellow americans have lost their homes to mother nature. Let us be thankful for the lives that we have and are fortunate to live, for one day, as we all have been shown, could very well be your last. Some say to live everyday like it's your last, more importantly be sure to dream each day like you're going to live forever." ~godspeed my friends♥~

Wishlist...
I am making a wishlist of what i would like to get out of blings..before end of world. LOL. or before christmas. 1. merry fubar christmas bling -pay 5mil 2. giant candy cane bling- pay 10mil 3. toys for tots bling.. 6mil sexy holiday or holiday cheer for 30mil Rockstar bling--60mil (would really like golden snowman for 16mil I am also willing to either point boost you or pimp you out..or do a salute to you. Or you can just do it out of luv :D

Walmart
Two hours into my first day of work as a Wal-Mart greeter, an ugly woman came in with her two kids. Hearing her swear at them, I said, 'Good morning, welcome toWal-Mart. Nice kids, are they twins?' The mom answered, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why would you think they're twins? Are you blind or stupid?' I replied, 'I'm not blind or stupid. I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work

Recipe For Ribs
RIBS~~~~~~~Ingredients2 slabs baby back ribs (about 3 pounds)Kosher salt and freshly ground black pepperExtra-virgin olive oil2 bacon slices4 sprigs fresh thyme1/2 onion3 smashed garlic cloves2 cups ketchup1 cup peach preserves2 tablespoons Dijon mustard or 1 tablespoon dry mustard2 tablespoons brown sugar1/4 cup molasses2 tablespoons red or white wine vinegar1 teaspoon ground cumin1 teaspoon ground paprikaDirectionsSpecial equipment: Kitchen twinePreheat the oven to 250 degrees F. Put the ribs on a baking sheet, season with salt and pepper and drizzle with olive oil. Stick them in the oven, and let the ribs bake, low and slow for 1 1/2 hours.Meanwhile, make the sauce. Wrap the bacon around the middle of the thyme sprigs and tie with kitchen twine so you have a nice bundle. Heat a 2-count of oil in a large saucepan over medium heat. Add the thyme bundle and cook slowly for 3 to 4 minutes to render the bacon fat and give the sauce a nice smoky taste. Add the onion and garlic and cook sl

Fake People
So how are we all doing? Its getting close to Christmas being here and then being done and over with. Soon we all will be bringing in the New Year with a new beginning, a new love perhaps, or even new friends. So, today's ranting is about break ups. No one likes going through a break up because of the drama, pain, sobbing, the anger, or whatever it maybe. But, when two people break up shouldn't they stay broken up and not even be considered a friend? I would think that would be the best remedy. Some couples can stay friends after a break up but others are just not meant to be friends or even try to get back together. What's worse is have you ever had a friend involved in the relationship? A middle guy lets say?! Im going to speak this from experience. My buddy broke up with his girl and she laid the victim card on way too thick. When is enough going to be enough?? Why do some women feel they need to play the victim card so damn much for?? I understand it's a break

Sandy Hook Newtown Conn.
On May 27 1999 one month after the killings ..The following is a poem that Darrell Scott told too (Father of Rachel Scott one of the children killed at Columbine HS) . The house judiciary committees subcommittee on Crime on pending firarms Legislationand the Administatins Eforcement of current Gun laws Your laws ignore our deepest needs . Your words are empty air. You've stripped away our heritage You've outlawed simple prayer Now gunshots fill our classrooms ,and our precious children die You seek for answers everywhere ,and you ask the question "why" You regulate restrictive laws Through legistive creed and yet you fail to understand . That God is what we need .. http://www.reflexology4me.com/files/scott.htm http://www.snopes.com/politics/guns/scott.asp

Lmao Gals Go Jump On His Offer Lol Not!!
from: ynnoj http://youtu.be/jgSOb9M4S98 Beverly Hills, CA subject: RE: hi received: 12/21/2012 09:33 am replied: no block this member lol...i get girls showing me anything i ask wenever i ask...i pay 1000 credits and 5000 dollars u.s. ive NEVER had to pay ANYTHING before playing...so its cool, i dont NEED u, just wanted to spoil u, but not at least without a peek at them titties bare...bye hun=

*bangs Head*
It was perfection, being in your arms. The giggles, the smiles, The eyes spoke so strong. Then in a blink it was over. Where did it all go wrong?Months of trying, to just fail...It makes no sense at all.. The memories, they haunt me....annoy me....remind me...I want to clear it out of my mind, yet its like they hide. Then with a blink of the eye....they return to inform me of what once was.. Years of being sheltered, closed off...now Im left wondering...All I wish is for it to vanish, like you did, in the night...just to wake with no memory of it all...Trying to place the peices...yet im left missing so many...its a jigsaw puzzle unfinished..Walking around dazed..Its a haze overcoming me...My senses are overcome...I can hear you in the background...I can smell you in the night, as if you were right by myside. Looking over at the other side of the bed...Touching the pillow then my head...Missing what was....Thats no longer. Wishing I was so much stronger...Just want to forget this chap

Enough Is Enough
Clevland Elementary School, Columbine High School,Amish school shooting,Virginia Tech, Sandyhook, Aurora Co, Oregon Mall shooting. These all have one common thread, assult weapons and high capicity magazines were used and many additional rounds were found in each case. How many more innocent men, women and childeren must die before action is taken? Assault weapons are meant for one thing, killing! They can not be used for hunting. I have personally shot the AR-15 and see no need for people to own them. Our 2nd Amendment does not guarantee the right to posess these weapons. The high capacity magazines these weapons use are for killing many without having to re load. Personally, I have a 9mil and 40 cal and the standard clips are enough. Please do as I have done, write your state senators and cogressmen/women and encourage them to pass Sen Diane Feinstein's upcoming bill to totally ban assault weapons and high capacity magazines with no grandfathering ammendment. It's time to show t

Sand
time is like sand slipping thru my fingers,always flowing never slowing,it stops for noone,guilt is what i felt,the only feeling i've known,i can pick myself up and be kicked back down with it hAte fills my mind,while love flows from my heart,twisting turning,it lies in doubt, my fears are truth,restraing and draining enslaving me

Love Is
life is about love,learning to love unselfishly is not an easy task,love cannot be learned in isolation,sometimes it is irritating,inperfect and frustrating,life without love is worthless,love leaves legacy,the essance of love is what we think,do or try and provide for others,how much we give of ourselves,you can give without loving,but you cannot love without giving.

Me And My Life
hello my family and friends. it has been a tough year and here i am at the end of this year. im sorry i have not been on as mach i use to but real life has taken over most of my life. may you all have the best of holidays. remember pls love one another. hug and tell your family that you love them. help others. be thankful. and pls be careful out there cus i want to hear from you all in 2013. keep it real and honest show kindness and respect.without love and someone to shear it with we nothing but enpty shells. live laugh love rock on. true friends are forever.

Personal Liberty Vs Gun Control
Bob Livingston of Personal Leberty Digest says: December 19, 2012 at 10:59 am Dear Flashy, Two days ago I posed a question to you. It was as follows:“Given the fact that it is one’s inalienable right to own guns, and given that the Founders agreed that the Constitution should specifically ensure that that right could not be taken away by government, and given the fact that there are about 310 million non-military guns in the U.S., and given the fact that, according to Gallup, nearly half of all U.S. households own at least one gun, and given the fact that at least half of all those polled believed upholding the right to own guns was important, and given the fact that Connecticut has the fifth most stringent gun laws in the U.S. (according to the Brady Center), and given the fact that the most recent school shooter broke no fewer than six laws before he began shooting school children (including laws against being under 21 in possession of a handgun and in possession of a

Sometimes...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, neighbor, professor, long-lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.Sometimes things happen to you and at the time they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests... whether they are events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoo

Behind Those Eyes
Can I slip into your mind?I just want to see what's behind those eyes..I want to see what makes you happy,I want to see what makes you want to cry.Would you allow me to venture into your daydreams?I just want to see what's behind those eyes..I want to see what makes you happy,I want to see what makes you want to cry.May I get lost in your thoughts?I'm curious to know how you see the world.I just want to see what's behind those eyes..