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25 Signs You Have Grown Up
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.

My Trip To California
California Sun has sunk, behind the Anaheim Hills here comes the night. I was High on Junk and the warm winds of Santa Anna feel all right. I spend my day in blindness, at night i get my vision. I'm Dodgy 'cause there are no one indecision, because its wild when its wild!

Ok
ok guys the contest is only on how many times a pic is rated so the comments arent really helpin its not fair to the other contestants if someone goes and votes 20 times for 1 person on a comment i dont mind the comments cause it gives me points but ur just makein everybody email me askin how it going down and i have posted bulletin after bulletin say how its working so please tell ur friends and if ur in the contest just remember thats for rates only thanks everyone

Friends? True Or Fake?
I figured it was about time that I did another blog. This one I will be ranting about things that have been happening to someone that I care deeply for. I have been asked not to do anything about the cause of the pain that I have been seeing. I have a hard time sitting back and not doing anything when I know that it is hurting others. So I will rant here for a little while. Why is it that people feel more impowered when they are hurting others. When they are playing games with these people so much that their lives have to be turned up side down in order to deal with them. The pain of being a trusting person and opening up as a friend is dramatic enough that their games are just hurtful. The emotions of being a true friend run deep. True friends are more concerned with what is happening with their friends than what is hurting themselves. There are shallow people in this world who think that they are good friends to many people, yet are only concerned with what they wan

What It's Like To Be In Love
I know what it's like to be in love. To talk about him, dream about him, think about him. I know what it's like to worry why he doesn't call, where is he, should I call? Does he think about me, talk about me, dream about me? I know what it's like to miss him. To worry about him, and love him. I know what it's like to be in love but is he truely in love with me???

A Soldier On Watch
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep in perfect contentment, or so it would seem. So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold. Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled, standing watch over me, and my wife and

My Online Network =p
Check out http://toxic-pink.net. It is my online network! It has a myspace graphics site, my web and design portfolio and my photography portfolio. =P My personal site is not up, but it will be shortly. =P Oh and if you are one of my friends, feel free to add me on myspace Tainted Whisper. Anyways, sorry for all the blogs and posts today. I'm bored.

If You Were Born Between 1930 - 1970
This is dedicated to those born between 1930 -1970! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter

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Repost of Justice's Blog post. THIS IS NOT MINE. This is a repost. =) QUOTE I'm sure that many of you have seen me spamming the link around to CherrySpaceGirls.Com. Well I do so partly because I am a model for the site, and partly because I an an owner of the site. I am just trying to find CherryTAP hotties and the men who love to watch them. So if you are not already a model at Cherryspacegirls.com.. you are one of the ONLY! Check us out at CherrySpaceGirls.Com. And if you are not on our mailing list YOU NEED TO BE! I'm giving you guys fair warning, this is history in the making and heres why: 1.) What adult site asks for your suggestions, and uses them? Cherryspacegirls.com 2.) What adult site finds out your FAVORITE "adult" fetishes and models? Cherryspacegirls.com 3.) What adult site WANTS to use all that information to CREATE a site MADE for you? Cherryspacegirls.com 4.) What adult site lets you get in on the mail list action prior to the site opening? Cherryspacegir

Secluded Cove
on a beach away from everyone my love an i splashing in the water kissing an hugging removing clothes as we make for the shore running after each other playfully tackling her down smiling so brightly my weight upon her softly kissing her tongues meet an duel hands caressing each teasing each other moaning in delight kissing my way down reaching her beautiful breasts taking a nipple into my mouth sucking it to hardness softly biting it hearing her moan tasting the salt on her skin as i kiss to her taking her other nipple blowing hot air on it watching it rise as her chest rises and falls with each breath letting my tongue lick it as she squirms beneath me kissing an licking her skin relishing every second with her timing each lick with the intake of her breath moaning with desire demanding more from me i continue to torment her desires building an unstoppable fire sliding slowly down taking in her scent an taste devilish grin appears on my face

More Standup
Well, last week I did two shows. 3 minutes at Phil Brady's in Baton Rouge and 4 minutes at Lucy's in New Orleans. I'm really enjoying doing standup. It definitely saves me a lot of money in therapists' bills and is something that I enjoy doing. I am not worried about a career in comedy, but wouldn't stay away from it if it happens. I'm still learning the biz and how to do bits. Bombing isn't something I'm too worried about. Jerry Seinfeld has made millions of dollars and millions of laughs in a his 30 years in the business and still bombs. George arlin has been in it for over 50 years and the same is said about him. I have been fortunate in getting laughs. In the mean time, I'm still working on my act and trying to get a style and groove that works and see where it goes. I could do like Carlin and let it evolve, in fact most comedians' acts are evolutions in progress. One thing I do know is funny is funny regardess of the trends. The Three Stooges still make me laugh even though I've b

Yeah...doin' Good ;)
So anyway...I just finished up a long 64 hour week yesterday of work..yeah..64 fuckin hours..lol..i started with 53..and then kinda asked everyone if they wanted to give some up..and i ended up with 64..so..yeah..awesome!! I made just a lil under 600. If I keep that up then I'll be outta here in no time, I'm so happy!! OMG!!..lol.. :)

A List Of Recent Reasons I'm Not Fond Of The Human Race
So according to my Myspace I have a lot of friends. Yeah sure. These days people have no concept of friendship. Here's what I mean. I planned a party for all of my 'friends' and my fiance's 'friends'. So we had about 25 people who said they were coming. My 2 very closest friends said they were coming to see me finally since I'd only talked to them online for the last 2 years. Get this....NOBODY CAME. NOT ONE. Over a hundred dollars spent for food and drinks for everyone who said they were coming and didnt. It was pitiful. My best friend in the world never even responds to my emails or phone calls anymore. I never did anything to wrong her in any way. I support her no matter what and she finds a new boyfriend and suddenly my calls are unimportant and never returned. Another friend struck off my list. Another good friend of mine meets a guy and gets married and moves away. She's been down here to visit twice and hasn't contacted me either time to see me. One person

Daddy's Day!!!
Her hair was up in a pony tail her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, e

Something Important!
Everyone that has been giving me points.... THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH! Today is my first day on this. I have absolutely no idea what this place is or about! So... just chill I'll start to figure things out! NikiNacole!!!

Entitled- A Little Of Me
A Little of me A Little of Me Fading fast I've gotta Break the Cycle Inside your as ugly as i feel Outside the norm Its Been Awhile since My last Epiphany My Price to Pay Is Bringin me Down I gotta Forget This Life Cuz its Killin Me The Greed I feel leads To more Bodies in my mind Hangin by a Moment in time The past is Voodoo for thought I' no longer Whole The Lands of Confusion are Guarded The Decadence of Pain Redefined I'm Overburdened with Breath The Darkness is that of Sacred Life I'm Bound to my Mistress I'm Stricken with this strange feeling of Intoxication Anything but This is Burning inside of my skull I'm All Messed Up inside of my Head I wish you'd all Remember Me Ill Drift and Die and you'd not notice for Ive Come Clean I'm still a little Blurry at the Edge Nobody Told Me they they'd miss me even tho Im Gone Written by liazia campbell

Put Your Lights On
PUT YOUR LIGHTS ON Santana, EverlastSingingfool.com Hey now, all you sinners Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you lovers Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you killers Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you children Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on Cause there's a monster living under my bed Whispering in my ear There's an angel, with a hand on my head She say I've got nothing to fear There's a darkness living deep in my soul I still got a purpose to serve So let your light shine, deep into my home God, don't let me lose my nerve Lose my nerve Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now Wo oh hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now Hey now, all you sinners Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you children Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on Because there's a monster living under my bed Whispering in my ear There's an angel, with a h

The Lottery
Saturday night some friends and I went through a scenario that I remember going through as far back as grade school. Saturday night some of us played the Powerball, and it’s funny to think back to about 1970 when we would ask each other, “What would you do with $100?” All our answers were very similar – “I’d get me a minibike, and a BB gun, and spend the rest on baseball cards.” Maybe in 1970 you could have done just that, but we had no clue what $100 was and imagined it to be enough to make us really happy. Those aren’t bad dreams actually. All it would take to make us happy beyond our dreams would be to shoot some bottles, ride fast and get muddy, and sit with a flashlight at night trading Clemente for Vida Blue and Gene Tenace. So the scenario Saturday night was, “What would you do if you won tens of millions?” There was the fun stuff like trips and SUV’s, nicer houses, things like that, but then someone asked, “OK, but beyond all the fun stuff, how would you live? What would yo

Life Is Awesome For Now...
I got a job as a Locksmith Apprentice and am doing well. My birthday is November 25th and I'm kinda excited to be turning 23...kinda. If you want to email it's: KoreanRachel1983@hotmail.com Since it's not an office job, I don't have any time online but I can deal with that! Lots of love to my awesome cherries! *MUAH* ~Korean Rachel

How A 7 Year Old Explain Sex
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pret

Please Pray For A Little Girl Named Taylor
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Nov 13 2006 9:06 AM ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: A drink named "STEVE" Date: Nov 13 2006 8:33 AM I know I have made many posts about this subject, but this is very important to me. My little baby girl who is now a little over 5weeks old will on Tuesday, the 14th, go through a 8hr heart surgery. She is such a precious baby and Shawna and I are so blessed she is in our life. So I am asking a small favor. I am not asking for mass friend request, comments, or some other meaningless bulletin post we all become guilty of...I am merely asking that you find it in your heart to post a bulletin entitled A PRAYER FOR TAYLOR. We need all the prayers possible. After all is that not what friends are for? THANKS, Steve NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISI

When Reality Hits
Oh man today I realgize more than anything that I do care more about what the Boy thinks and the sad part is that I can't show my emotions . It would let too many people down who believe in me . I won't understand why he and i care so much about each other but yet we aren't together are we don't talk .. i know he cares cuz when this friend of mine called him and told him I was in distressed he was so happy to hear about me and know things about me and she had to go and lie to him and say I was dying grrrr First of all I didn't know she got in my phone and got his number .. and second of all I wouldn't have let her talk that smack to him at all .. But i tried to call the jail to see if he was still there and no luck he left .. I'm just feeling like i'm walking thru my life in a coma and just going thru the emotions and not really alive . I just want him to come back so we can fix this . I so heartbroke and miserable .. But in Reality I Dunno if it will ever be again ..

Fire Dragon
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Fire DragonRage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Lasse Gjertsen - Amateur
Amazing what a bit of editing and creativity can do..I found this quite refreshing and enticing and even amusing .Watch and tell me it isn't brilliant.Because if you do tell me it's not your well umm your lying. lol

Joke Of The Day 11/13/06
Students in an advanced Biology class were taking their mid-term exam. The last question was: "Name seven advantages of "Mothers Milk." Worth 70 points or none at all. One student, who had partied late the night before, was frustrated to think of seven advantages. He wrote: 1. It is perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then, the student was stuck. Finally, in desperation, just before the bell rang, indicating the end of the test, he wrote: 7. It comes in such cute containers. He got an "A".

Grrrrrrrr
BESIDES NONE OF MY FRIENDS READING MY BULLETIN TO GO VOTE FOR ME IN THE CONTEST I AM IN, I ADDED A PIC LASTNIGHT THAT NOBODY HAS VOTED OR COMMENTED ON! SO THE NEXT TIME YOU WANT MY HELP, DON'T GET PISSED OFF WHEN I DON'T!

Where The Hell Have I Been??
school sucks and loosing weight sucks even more! Im digging what Im eating tho! Its most of the same things only smaller portions!Then once I can wake up and not be running late Im gonna try and do small exercises in my room. Like cruches and a few others for 10 min. Then this fat bitch at lunch is giving me shit about wtf i eat! Im like your not that skinny so eat your pizza and shut the FUCK UP CUNT! My mom is being supportve too! Whenever I need some of my healthier food she'll buy it for me when she gets paid. For example my 4 dollar a box granola bars! Then Im gonna get prenatal pills. Just because I know I dont get all the nutrients I should so I know a few ppl who arent preggers and take them. So I figured I would try them. What really made me realize soemthing gotta change is that I am almost 200lbs! Last I checked I was 194.5! Also the little purple monsters are raiding my body like looters when a diaster strikes.(stretch marks) So yeah I goota loose me soem inches! I dont rea

Opinions / Insults
I've has a lot of time to think over the weekend especially as I hae been in bed ill.. Yes in BED all weekend, I could barely moe without throwing up.. Sorry in adance for the graphics haha! Anyways, i was thinking about why people are the way they are, what shapes them to the degree that they hae certain traits and ambitions. Why are people so damned curious about what other people think about them. I know that no one wants to be bitched about behined their backs and such, but why go to the exxtreme lengths of gossiping and snooping to find out what people really think. I know that the human intuition has a great part to play in this, and the fact that I greatly support the whole knowledge belongs to world type thing. Also, why do people think that insulting people is justified as an opinion? Where are the boundaries, and what self centred kick do they get out of telling people nasty things about themselves or others? I don't understand, these people claim that they wi

Survery
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!What is your favorite..gum:anything minty restaurant:jazz(Chinese restaurant in dublin) drink:coke season:summer type of weather:sun emotion:happy thing to do on a half day:i have kids so whats a half day late-night activity:sex sport:gaa city:dublinnewyork store:marks and spencers When was the last time you..cried:three days ago played a sport:today laughed:few mins ago hugged someone:few min ago kissed someone:few min ago felt depressed:three days ago felt elated:few min ago felt overworked:everyday faked sick:8 years ago lied:yesterday but for a good cause What was the last..word you said:ryan thing you ate:dinner song you listened to:america thing you drank:coke place you went to:ryans room movie you sa

Just An Update On The Project Lounge
Okay since Friday when I resurrected the place with help from Craig there are now 50 members and I have some great chats, there is no noise in there and if you feel like you could do with a good conversation then please feel free to join as if you have been keeping up with the project or have any questions you would like to ask me thats what its there for. It also gives me a chance to find out more about you and where you are at and your interests, as you dont often get the chance on this site to get past the hi stage and sometimes comments and shouts are a bit lacking in getting to know you better. I know everyone is all over the place and will have limited time but if you do get the urge come and talk to me, its not just about the kicking around ideas but I find I get sparks off good conversation that trigger allsorts of other stuff. And I have been known to talk the legs of multiple donkeys. As with the characters the artwork is for were all triggered by conversations with o

Who I Should Avoid Dating Lol
Never Date an Aquarius Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out. And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with. Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Desire Is The Starting Point Of Success
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 DESIRE IS THE STARTING POINT FOR SUCCESS (from dailyguru.com) The first thing that will contribute to reaching your goal is that you simply want to reach it badly enough. You must learn how to desire with sufficient intensity to be successful. If you have the desire you have the power to attain success. You can really have anything you want in life if you go after it. But you have to want it. As a drowning soul desires air, as a shipwrecked person craves fresh water, so must you feel that intense, eager, insistent, demanding, ravenous desire for your success. Your desire for success must be so strong within you that it becomes the very breath of your life. It must be your first thought when you wake up, and your last thought when you go to bed at night. You can have anything you want if you go after it with intensity. THE DAILY GURU *******************

Thoughts
If life was easy itd b a slut.. damn i wish it was lol... i fucking hate liken guys cuz the ones i do its just so complicated... n my life right now sux... im finally gettin ova HIM(frist love) n well i wanna move on but how tha hell can i move on when the one i like lives no where near me this sux ass... i hate livin wher ei live.. ahh.. n-e who yea idk im bord lol

13 Things Pms Stands For:
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood Shift 3 Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5 People Make me Sick 6 Provide Me with Sweets 7 Pardon My Sobbing 8 Pimples May Surface 9 Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect Pass this on to all of your hormonal friends and those who might need a good laugh! ...Or men who need a warning. And remember: Money talks .... but Chocolate SINGS!!!

Re: New Music
HWY GUYS I'VE JUST ADDED SOME MUSIC TO MY SITE GO CHECK IT OUT RATE IT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU GUYS THINK I THINK IT NEEDS WORK BUT I NEED YOUR HELP AND FEED BACK TO DO IT MANY THANXS NOW STOP READIN AND GO RATE AND COMMENT

Love
we are not what we see but ...what we want to see Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breaths away. 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won`t make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn`t love you the way you want them to, doesn`t mean they don`t love you with all they have. 4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can`t have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don`t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn`t willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson,

Got This From A Bulletin On Another Site:
This really made me think about somethings: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin ...

Sunday Night Football
27-3 BABY YEA!!!! FOR ALL THOSE EAGLES HATERS AND SKINS FANS JUST WANTED TO SAY: AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YALL GOT LUCKY LAST WEEK AGAINST THE COWBOYS...NOT US HONEY!!! I KNEW WE WOULDN'T LET YALL BEAT US!!!! YEA!!!

Betrayal
You broke my heart One too many times Now you have crossed the line Abandoned me once, abandoned me twice I thought your unconditional love was mine I am telling you now up straight That you are too late The damage is done And no one has won But I wash my hands of you To build my life anew Go on without you by my side You are my demise You bring me down without a care It's much more than I can bare Moving on is what I need to do So this is Goodbye To You One day you will be judged by Him And maybe He is able to forgive The sins of betraying your blood The one person you are supposed to love A hole in my heart will be no more Flying high in the sky, I will soar The tears I shed will be no longer Because of it I will be stronger And for that I want to Thank You Not for the tears and not for the heartache Or the heartbreak But because you showed me what not to be And I can decide what is me I know I don't want to be like you Because my heart is filled with l

Angel Broken
An Angel stands alone In the darkness she is thrown She succumbs to her fears Barely an echo, she hears Walking alone in the night Looking for a glimmer of light Alone in the dark she awaits Not ready to admit her fate Not sure of what is real Not sure of what to feel Remembering a day long ago in the past Trying to let go, at last Looking to the stars and moon Wondering if it'll be the end soon An end to the horror and pain It's your loss, her gain And how true, she can grow from this Not to say, it will be missed And better off she is without you Let her go and start anew The pain that was caused, too much to bear Let her be, with her despair Nothing can be done to undo the heartache The choice was your mistake Should have held her up high So she could learn how to fly Instead her spirit broken in two Now there is nothing more to do So just turn around And leave without a sound

A Dying Flame
Overcome with Darkness Feeling only Sadness A beating heart Bleeds in Pain Till there is nothing left to Drain Left out in the cold With no one to hold Nothing left but fear And a solitary tear No one to blame A Dying Flame A life diminished A life unfinished A burning Hole left in her heart Already Torn apart A Life that shouldn't have been Torn Nothing left to do but Mourn The Anger builds inside Never to Subside All she wanted was Someone to Love Someone to hold her Above But her Breath was Taken She was Badly mistaken Now Gasping for air Hoping someone will Care Hoping to not be Alone Living only what she was shown A shot in the Dark came her way Now left Astray Nowhere left to turn Nothing left to Learn Once a Forgiving soul Is nothing but an Empty hole Pretending to be Someone she's not Wondering if they forgot A life led in what felt like a Prison Trying to find a Reason For growing up in a Hell A Lie is all she can Tell Now Alone and scared

Broken Wing
As the tears start to dry Once again she begins to cry Trying to figure out what went wrong While trying to stay strong All hope seems lost Because once again she was crossed Lied to and deceived Much more than she can conceive Pain burning up inside No where to run and hide Living her life day to day As the skies above turn grey The rain starts to pour down Feeling like she is going to drown Full of hurt and confused Her already boken soul left bruised Only needing someone to listen Everything being so distant Not knowing what to do Waiting for something new Nothing seems to appear As more things disappear Into the cold dark night Without a glimmer of light Unaware of what the future will bring Trying to fly on a Broken Wing

Waiting For A Calling
The hurt went so deep Lies no longer able to keep A life full of shame Always turns out the same The last petal to fall Looking for someplace to crawl A battle going on inside No one there to confide A lonely soul floating about Filled with nothing but doubt All that is heard are the screams Of all of the shattered dreams A time remembered once of happiness Now washed away by sadness A time long ago There was somewhere to go That memory now past No longer able to last Nothing left but sorrow Not sure what is in store for tomorrow Looking for a better way A reason to stay A heart filled with dispair Once was filled with care All of that now gone Trying to move on The pain that was caused, just too much Just trying to find something to touch Waiting for a calling To somehow stop falling

My Journey
As I sit in the Dark Waiting for a Spark A tear streams down my face Looking for another place A Life of torment & pain Nothing will ever be the same Running scared My open soul bared Where does my journey begin Where does my journey end The only place I have left to look is within A place I have never been I pray to the Heavens Above To please fill me with love Get me through another day Please don't let me walk astray Keep in a straight line And I know, then, I will be fine The journey has begun It will never be done I keep my past close at heart Even though it tore me apart But without it, I wouldn't be me However, I will be set free

Walk Away
Standing all alone With nowhere to go Left stranded Once again branded I won't let you in me Just leave and let me be Stop with the hurting and pain Stop the tears from falling like rain One day my sun will shine And I know that I will be fine I won't let you take me for another ride All you ever did was lie Just turn around Without making a sound Just please walk away I don't want you to stay You drained all of my hope I am at the end of my rope I don't need you here You are my worst fear Please don't look back It's time for you to pack Your image fades from my mind There are no more ties that blind I thought blood was thicker than water But you decided you would faulter I have nothing left to say Except just please walk away

A Moment
Take a moment to stop and listen to the rain I want to know if you feel my pain Take a moment to stop and listen to the wind I want to know if you realized you sinned Take a moment to stop and listen to the thunder I want to know if you realize my heart is sunder Take a moment to stop and listen to the lightning I want to know do you feel my throat tightening Take a moment to stop and look in the mirror I want to know if your mind is becoming clearer Take a moment to stop and look into my eyes I want to know if you now realize you are my demise

A Dream
My heart breaks in two Everytime I picture you My heart begins to ache Every morning when I wake The thought of you not here Is my biggest fear Living my worst nightmare Is more than I can bare The thought of you coming home Is all that keeps me strong I know in the past things weren't always right But I am not ready to give up the fight I ask God everyday To help me find a way To live through this pain And for one more day To keep me sane I love you with all of my heart Eventhough we are apart I live my life for you I know you think about me, too I think of you every day and every night Holding our memories tight Wanting you to be near I just wish you could hear Every beat my heart makes I'll do whatever it takes Hoping you'll walk through the door Wanting you to leave no more I did the best that I knew But, really, I didn't have a clue Please know in your heart I never wanted us apart Your return is just a dream Or at least it seems You are a gift f

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Sit & Wait
I sit here on the stairs Waiting for someone who cares A life left unlived Nothing more to give Sit & wait by the door Waiting for my savior To come & take me to the light One that shines so bright Take me away from the pain As I slowly go insane Nothing seems to go right All i do is fight An eternal battle inside And every night I cry Wishing you were here Wishing you were near Wondering what went wrong Trying to remain strong Living my life day to day Wondering when we went our separate ways A lifetime seems to have passed It all went way to fast Trying to move on All the memories now gone Slowly disappearing into the night Holding on tight Waiting for you to realize Waiting for you to here my cries The tears run down my cheek As I try to speak Not able to mutter a sound Feeling as if I drowned Trying to gasp for a breath As I think of my death Nothing more to do All I know is that I love you Nothing more to say Except if you don't want me, then j

Dying Inside
Dying inside You left me behind Life diminishing Barriers forming A broken heart Torn apart Disappintment overshadows your lies As my heart dies Your betrayal overcomes me But you cannot see Thinking your always right Refusing to see the light Memories of you fading away One more each day Too proud to see your mistake Each day another piece you take Too proud to say I'm sorry Too selfish to even worry I'm used to it by now Cause all you ever did was let me down I won't follow in your path I don not want to live your aftermath Nothing left to hold on to So I say my last words to you

Life That Little Mystery Of Ours...
There are a lot of things going on....to list one thing i guess the major thing is my work situation. I have apparently found out that my managers, both salon and store, probably made a lot of things up about me and decided that they should tell me that i was doing something to the other girls when in reality i wasnt. i dont understand whether they want me to quit or are trying to make something up to fire me or get me into some sort of trouble. i dont know why they went through that trouble to make that up. second i guess on some level right now i feel kind of stuck. im not exactly happy where i am right now and i also feel a little looked over. ya know i just kinda feel like a wall. im there, but you really dont seem to care all that much. and the thing is i know on some level that this isnt true. but i just feel somewhat rejected by a few people. not that i am i just dont want that to be true. i dont know i could very well just be overthinking it and everything. but ya i guess

Lost Soul
I have made my share of mistakes in the past A lifetime some would last I ask forgiveness for what I did wrong As for you, the wait will be long I can still forgive for what you had done Even though now you are gone Separate worlds we live Because I am one to give Not to hurt the ones so dear Or the ones so near My love for you washes away As our relationship goes astray My heart just aches Cause I thought that was one thing you wouldn't break I should have known That you have never grown Taking advantage of the ones so close But the last petal fell of the rose All that is left is the thorn And me left to mourn Of the memories of the past But they will not last Diminishing slowly from my mind Most of which are unkind So what do you say to a lost soul That you left with a hole

I Forgot To Mention.....
in the about me part of my profile that I also have a warped and twisted sense of humor. I am also totally sarcastic. If sarcasm were an Olympic sport I would definitely bring home the gold :0)

Moving On
Your memories will haunt you Of a life you had in the past When all you had to do Was make the love last Betrayal is what you chose This now must come to a close Hurt too many times By all your lies So I sit here wondering why You sit back and let my heart die The choices you made Will never fade I once believed in you Now I must move on too My pieces I will put back together But I will always remember The ones who betrayed me Now I will set myself free From the ones who hurt me deeply It's time for me to live freely So go on with my life I will Never again to sit still

Valley Of Sorrow
You let me walk down the valley of sorrow Wondering if there will be a tomorrow As I sit here and waste away You lead me astray Believing in your love When all you wanted was my blood Now it is your turn to feel the pain No more sunshine, just rain Maybe one day you will realize You want me to be by your side My trust, you diminished Now we are finished I will move on Even if your gone I have a life to live And a lot of love to give Although you will receive none Maybe someday you will mourn The love you once knew Will be gone too As I am no longer here for you Betrayal is what you do One final last goodbye As my heart dies

Don't Pretend
No one knows the pain I feel No one knows the hurt inside No one knows what I've been through Or where I am going No one hears my cries No one sees the tears You think you know me But you really don't You think it'll get better But it won't Left alone in total darkness With no one there to talk to My life shattered apart My heart torn out No one will ever know No one will ever understand So please stop pretending When I know that you don't care

The Last Flower
Alone in the night No one in sight Eyes fill with tears Mind fills with fears Heart fills with pain Nothing left to gain A soul torn apart Nothing left of the heart No where to go Nothing left to show Too much pain Slowly going insane Nothing but lies The last flower dies

Being Original Is What I Do Best
hey this is me the one and only original gurl you will ever met so listen up i know some of ya'll don't know me but trust im the best at being myself i don't put on a fake for noone im just as kool and calm and collected and if you want me to stay that way don't piss me off cause you will get cut naw seriously i will but anyways so enjoy your gurl and this outragrous body and enjoy me the original sweet heart that i am

Setting Free
Living in this world with no one around Going day to day without a sound Just following the same routine Everyday is the same scene Trying to reach out for someone Before she is gone Her heart is nothing but empty Only wanting to be set free Already dead inside Trapped in her own mind Alone and scared She has taken all she can bear Lost without a trace A smile never on her face Not letting anyone see her cry So she continues to live a lie Betrayed and hurt once again Somewhere she's already been Her heart can't be crushed Her mind will not be rushed Her emptiness will go away She knows soon, it will be her day To let all of her pain out And to let go of all of her doubts

Yet Another Untitled
The pain she feels inside No one left to confide Her heart pounding in fear No one left to hear The cries of her voice Left her with no other choice Standing alone in the rain With nothing but her pain Wondering if she'll ever be happy again No one knows where she's been Tormented and ashamed There is no one to blame She hides behind a mask She has questions afraid to ask Wondering what will become of her Her life is nothing but a blur Afraid to move on Everyone she loved is gone No one there to catch her falling Now she sits and waits for her calling Her heart shattered in pieces And her life ceases She wants to move on Before she is gone

Torn
My heart torn in two Once again, I am the fool For the lies and the deceit Once again, I am beat My heart cries in pain Slowly going insane All to much to bear No one there to care Left alone and stranded Once again, left branded Not knowing where to go Not knowing what to do Confused, hurt, and betrayed Lying in an open grave Life comes shattering around me No where for me to be Waiting for someone to come along And just let me belong Let me be who I am Without being damned A life forgotten Now that I've hit bottom

Love Poem
There is a much greater motivation than simply my spoken words. For me to love is to commit myself, freely and without reservation. I am sincerely interested in your happiness and well being. Whatever your needs are, I will try to fulfill them and will bend in my values depending on the importance of your need. If you are lonely and need me, I will be there. If in that loneliness you need to talk, I will listen. If you need to listen, I will talk. If you need the strength of human touch, I will touch you. If you need to be held, I will hold you. I will lie naked in body with you if that be your need. If you need fulfillment of the flesh, I will give you that also, but only through my love. I will try to be constant with you so that you will understand the core of my personality and from that understanding you can gain strength and security that I am acting as me. I may falter with my moods. I may project, at times, a strangeness that is alien to you which may bewilder or frig

Another Untitled One
She sits in the pouring rain Her heart filled with pain She sits outside all alone Wanting to one day know Why her heart shatters in pieces And her life once again ceases Crumbling down around her she sees No room left to breathe Letting go of the past Not wanting the memories to last She looks back to try to make sense And figure out why so tense Everything comes crashing down And she tries not to frown Never shedding a tear Because she will not be filled with fear So hurt, tired, and used Not wanting to be abused Trying to follow a new path As she faces her final wrath She will not go down without a fight Because she knows, this time, her heart is right She knows what she needs to do And she guesses she always knew Now realizing the pain that was caused And starting to feel a little less lost Taking a good look of what is inside And finding a little girl terrified A broken spirit lingers to find Something a little more kind Not ever giving up hope Just

Untitled.. Again...
She is so sick of living her life as a lie Watching everyone else pass by Tells herself constantly everyday That she is happy A smile always on her face But it's her tears that she tastes Afraid to open up what is inside Because that part of her already died No where left to go No one left that she knows Sitting in the rain crying So tired of hiding The pain that she feels Is nothing but real her heart betrayed once more And again, her heart torn

Contest Rant
your contests on here are stupid they really are they are ruining the page because you are tryin to pick who's better then who thats not good we're all here tryin to have a fun time I don't wanna see bulletins like vote for my ass or I'll block you bull shit its immature and stupid and everyone that does it should be banned in my personal opinion. here's an idea for a contest how about a dog humping your leg contest person that has the best pic of it gets shot! fuckers grow up we're all the same oh and for fuck's sake why the fuck is there a best middle finger contest?? you guys are really stupid sometimes!

A Soldier's Prayer... Written 09/11/06
A soldier's cry in the night All he wants to do is win the fight Standing up for his fellow men Defending every single American His wife cries herself to sleep Unable to believe That her love is far away Waiting to hug him on that special day His children sleep the night through Waiting for daddy to return, too A single tear leaves his eye Just trying to get by He has been there for awhile And has walked many miles Seeing things he will never share Things he cannot bear Time stands still in this moment It is nothing but torment He says a prayer for his family Bent down on his knee Lord, please keep them safe from harm Lord, please keep them warm I love them with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart And with that thought in mind He feels safe and kind His wife thousands of miles away Kneels down and prays Lord, please keep him safe from harm Lord, please keep him warm I love him with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart

Buried Inside
The little girl has long since died The real her buried deep inside The memories fade so fast Not even one will last Her soul tormented and full of pain Her eyes tear as if they were filled of rain Left standing out in the cold Nothing there to hold Her life left stranded Forever she will be branded Forgetting the life that she once had But her pain makes her feel sad Picking up from the start Trying to mend her heart From the ones that hurt her the most All of them had become ghosts She hides behind a fake smile As she starts to walk her first mile Wanting her life to be right And one day it might Holding onto some sort of hope Finding any which way to cope She just wanted a simple life But it was that last slice of the knife Through her back and into her heart That day, she completely fell apart Now picking up her pieces to start again Her new life to shortly begin Waking up from her nightmare Is too much for her to bear But she needs to move forward N

Another Untitled
Not much left of her heart It has been torn apart In the darkness she will live She has nothing left to give A broken soul she holds Each day it grows a little more cold She listens to the pouring rain Her heart dying in pain A little more each day Wanting to just find her way Not able to understand why Or wanting to give it another try She is lost in her mind She is lost inside The life that she once knew Never again to be true Waiting to find her way Not wanting to go astray

Anita Fan Fic
Anita fic Anita looked at Asher, gliding around the room in nothing but a towel. His beautiful golden hair, spilling down his shoulders. Beads of water glistened on his chest. She stared at the lines that defined his stomach, disappearing under the fabric. My God he was beautiful. She heard the water running in the bathroom and could see the steam from the hot shower Jason was taking. She stared at the door, half open she could see Cherry undressing to join Jason. The arduer sprung to life. Cherrys body was perfectly shaped, soft supple breasts and she kept her self trim and neat. Anita remembered the feel of Cherrys breasts in her mouth, her nipples hard as she licked and sucked on them. She watched her tight little ass sway as she greeted Jason in the shower. Hmm Jason, she thought, catching a glimpse of his wet body. She remembered the feel of him inside her, the rush of power when hed turned just as he climaxed. She could still feel the burning over the scars hed left on her a

Updates Yay!! Hooray For Animals
SO as you can tell, I updated with more pics...I have several more of me, but instead I chose this oppurtunity to share a littl more or my personal life...which is much revolved around my animals. So there is a new pic of me up, but there are several more mf my absolutely adorable sweethearts. The black German Shepard is Juno, shes my baby, she is currently 12, not doing so hot lately, but I love her all the same. And we still spoil her rotten, as all dogs should be! The red Bull Mastiff is Nikki (short for Nicolette) and she is a doll, perhaps one of the sweetest animals in the world. She is constantly hyper and always always looking for love, even though she gets excessive amounts of it. lol The black and white cat is Bandicoot...my baby, you can read how I came across him on my profile page, but I love him Not pictured are my Fish...Cori, who is psycho, Tyra, my tortoise shell siamese, who is a royal bitch but loves attention, so she enjoys the spoiling even if sh

Untitled.. Again
The tears come rolling down Her voice, unable to make a sound Her wishes lost in the night Knowing that she had lost the fight Looking for a new beginning Wanting someone to just listen Not afraid to face her fear As she sheds her last tear Waking up from her moment of pain Waking up to the sound of rain Listening to the drops fall Waiting for her final call

Whatever
Why does everything have to be so dayum complicated? Why do I always have to be second in everything, never first? I am going to be making some big decisions in my life soon, so incase anyone cares, if oneday i'm no longer on here, it's because of i'm no longer here. I don't talk to anyone on here anymore, which is mainly the reason why I am posting a blog, I figure, I can type in here, maybe it will make things alittle easier on my head, and maybe make the heartaches and confusion go away. I have so many questions and I get no answers, I am confused 99% of the time, but I tend to just deal, and go with anything. I don't want to be confusedand lost anymore, I want to know all the answers. maybe there isnt any answers, and maybe the person who I think can answer doesn't know how?! I just wish my life were normal, I wish I could predict the future, so i'd know just where I was supposed to be, and where i'm going to end up! If that happened though, what fun would life be, you hav

Work Work And More Work
So here ends another recruiting month for the United States Army and instead of my usual 3 or for i only dropped 2 people in the Army. I guess my week worth of leave in the middle kind of made that difficult but oh well im doing well enough i am not too worried about it. I have the ATC (Annusal Training Conference) and Ball coming up this weekend. Ive been working a couple of different horses and some of my dogs. Maybe this summer ill get out and actually show but i doubt. other then that nothing else is really goin on......

Girl/girl 2
Cemetary Girls ( original fiction) I sat alone in the cemetery, recalling memories. How much I had changed since I had last been in this very spot. So many thoughts clouded my mind. So much time had passed, I was different now. Things were different. I drew in a deep breath and stared at the moon. Peaceful darkness all around me. Only the feel of the cold hard stone beneath me, and the promise of a summer rain. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her, watching me from the shadows. I closed my eyes, thought of her touch, the way she would hold me, gentle when needed, but rough and deep. I had wanted her for so long. To hold her, touch her. Feeling her presence, made my body come to life. I could feel the warmth and wetness clinging to my underwear, to my hotness. I looked around, we were alone and she was watching my every move. Neither of us spoke. I slid my hand inside my clothes, slowly teasing myself, massaging my clit, my head back, I thought of her. The way her hair fell on her fac

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Untitled
A door opens slowly in the night Hoping the other side holds a light Walking through with a candle burning Trying to fulfill an empty yearning A soul full of shadows and pain Her heart had all been drained Nothing she hears but the cries in the dark The screaming sounds had left their mark Walking through the door without any fear She shed her last final tear

Girl/girl
More than Friends (original fiction) I lay there remembering every detail. The way her hair fell around her face. Her big beautiful green eyes, Her lips so full, you couldnt wait to taste them. Sexy pouty lips. She was crying over her boyfriend, and something hed done to upset her. I was comforting her, only I was distracted by thoughts of how badly I wanted to kiss her. I was sitting on the edge of the bed half listening, she was in floor in front of me, her head was rested on my knee. I stroked her hair playfully as she talked. All I could think about was how much I wanted her. Before I could think of what I was doing, I was in front of her: kissing her, touching her. She immediately responded, both of us were so hot at that time; nothing could have pulled us apart. We kissed each other hard; I was surprised neither of us stopped. We both were stripped down to our bra and panties in no time. I crawled on top of her, and I could feel her body heat under mine. I wanted to tast

When
When I am with you When I am near you The whole world disappears When I think of you When I dream of you The whole world disappears My heart takes on a toll Another cross to bear The yearning inside The passion coming alive When my mind is clouded of thoughts When my heart is full of pain You are the one I turn to You are the one that I need You are the one my soul is calling to You never let me down You are always by my side There for me to talk to There for me to lean on Hearing your voice Smelling your body The passion fulfills My heart is having a battle Mind over heart Heart over mind The feelings cannot stop The battle rages on How much longer I do not know Pictures of you cross my mind Our time together will never die

In Pieces
Verse 1 Memories fade away Thoughts disappear The rage inside Overcomes my fears The way you treated me The way you left me Drowning in a puddle of tears I am left with the unknown Shadows in the night A knife in my heart A soul tormented alone Chorus: A battle you left me in Between my heart and my mind The way I feel about you Left intertwined Now you say you'll be there After I moved on You left me in pieces With nowhere to belong Verse 2 Unanswered questions Unknown thoughts Time stood still When you left me alone Nowhere to go Nothing left to do Now you want to come back And there is nothing more that I can do The door closed when you walked out Now you want it reopened My soul can't take the pain Chorus: Verse 3 Being without you Made me realize That the feelings I had Were nothing more than pretend You left me stranded and alone You tore me in two Now you come crawling back Expecting me to be there for you Nothing left to give

New Story
Chance Meeting (original fiction) She sat alone in the conference room staring at her watch. She had been late for the meeting herself, but this was ridiculous. She was nervous enough to be having a meeting with him, knowing they would be alone. Even if it was just business. She wondered what was keeping him. She felt her cheeks get hot from the thought of him. They had flirted quite often, and she was completely attracted to him. Whenever he was around she had this urge to put her hands on him. Wondered what it would feel like to rub his smooth head as he was going down on her. Wondering what he would feel like inside her, taste like in her mouth. Sorry Im late, he burst into the room. Blushing again she stared at him. He took the seat across from her, smiling. He couldnt help but notice how flushed she was. You look like you kept yourself busy, waiting for me he teased. Actually I was just getting started she smirked. She stood and came around the table, standing close

Eternity
Verse 1: You want me to let you in But you cannot see The damage from the past All withered and left to be You turned my world upside down Left my heart bleeding Left my soul enraged Nothing good to come out of this Nothing left to breathe The barriers around me Have already formed Scarred for all eternity Chorus: You left me all withered You left me all alone You broke whatever was left A life lived alone Fearing the future Wanting to open My soul for another But the pain you caused Too much to handle Verse 2: The cries in the night Are all I hear Your cries of dismay Stick with me through life Not yet ready to accept The damage you had done You left me in a state of mind That I may never overcome You can't knock down The walls around me They are there For the rest of eternity Chorus Chorus Verse 3: Dying inside alone Life left to the unknown Tragedy struck when I was left Out in the cold Now you tell me The pain you caused was mi

In The Darkness
In The Darkness Current mood: creative Verse 1 In the darkness I walk With the shadows of the night Succumbed to the fear Of never being alright The world that I live in Full of fear and pain Looking for forgiveness Within my own pain Granted I chose this path To walk this journey alone I must face the wrath Of my own demise Sweltering in the heat of the night Chorus In the darkness I walk alone In the darkness I cry alone In the darkness I feel my pain alone Verse 2 A paradise lost Left behind in the shadows Looking for something To grab my hand And release me from My inner torture Something to save me From my own insanity Looking to live The life I once had Not wanting to face the fears Wanting the world around me to disappear I pray one last time to be released from this hell Chorus Verse 3 Living a lie all alone Behind a mask Never able to unveil The truth behind the pain Sitting alone in the darkness Under the stars and

Buried Within
Verse 1 Buried within deep in her soul No pain left to live A story left untold About a girl in the night Standing in fear Standing alone Withered down to a broken soul Shadows move around her As she succumbs to her end Battling good versus evil Wanting nothing but to win She only wanted to Release what is within Chorus Buried within Standing alone Nothing left to give Her soul an empty vessel Buried within Her thoughts run with her pain As she tries to figure out How to release the pain Verse 2 Praying to her God above Wondering where in the world she stands Wanting to leave her mark But not sure where to begin Calling to the world around her Wanting someone to hear her Scare and alone Looking out into the darkness Her hand on the door That leads her to salvation Will she give in Wil she succumb To the fears of the unknown Chorus Verse 3 Standing in the shadows Nowhere left to go Slowly turning her fear Of the unknown She opens the d

Waiting
Verse 1: Waiting for you To take my hand Waiting for you To take me away Waiting for you All I can ever do Waiting for you To realize I am the one Waiting in the shadows Waiting in the night Wanting it to be more Than what I have needed Chorus: Waiting is all I ever do Waiting for you to walk through Waiting on a bridge of hope Waiting for you to guide my soul Waiting for you to walk through Waiting for the door to open Verse 2: Tired of the pain Tired of the hurt Tired of the end Wanting a new beginning I watch you from a corner Waiting for you to tell me That you feel the same Waiting for you to tell me That there is no more waiting Chorus Verse 3: It is not hard to see What I am wanting It's not hard to see Why I am waiting Look at what is in front of you And maybe you will see One day maybe you will realize What is in front of you Before it is too late Chorus Chorus Look at what is in front of you And maybe you will see On

4 Seasons
Lessons on Life There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly.So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life.

No Longer
No Longer Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry Verse 1 I learned from my past A new beginning arises No longer living the life That I had been succumbed to Following a new path Into another world No longer wondering No longer waiting No longer wishing To live the life I once had Chorus Headed to a new world Headed to a new beginning Headed into a new path Another world awaits For my arrival A better place for me to be Another world Not so far away Verse 2 Slowly opening the door To another place Somewhere a little safer Rather than where I was Letting go of dreams That had died so long ago No longer wondering No longer waiting No longer wishing To go back to a place filled with hate Chorus Chorus Not turning back Only going forward Not afraid to take that step Into a world unknown A soul once filled with agony Once filled with fear No longer wanting No longer waitng No longer wishing Chorus Chorus No l

One Last Time
Verse 1: Shadows through the night Lurking in the dark Follow me everywhere Looking for an escape Looking for freedom Not letting go To let me live my life Running on empty Running away scared Looking for a place to hide Chorus: I try to fight it I try to hide from it I try to forget about it Clouding my mind Clouding my thoughts No escaping my demise Verse 2: Looking for a way out Scared to look behind Not wanting to let go But wanting to be set free The shadows surround me And all of my being The untold stories of my life Now a public display A candle burns in the night Watching my tears flow in pain Chorus Verse 3: Buried deep in my soul The agony builds Frustration overcomes me Nothing setting me free Shackled to a wall of pain My soul taken in rage Looking for a salvation But there is none To my dismay One last time, trying to let go Chorus Chorus Chorus One last time, trying to let go

Wake Up
Verse 1: Living this life Has left me nothing but pain Everyday when I wake up I only can feel the pain Living a lie my entire life Pretending to be happy On the outside Covering the loneliness within My dreams shattered And torn apart Nothing left to live for Wondering if I should give up Chorus: I want to wake up From this nightmare And have it all end I want to wake up From this shattered dream And make it till the end Verse 2: Looking for somewhere to go Trying to find a place Wanting to fit in But I know that Deep inside I never can Broken and bruised once again There never seems to be an end Running around in circles Waiting for the end Everyday it comes closer Everyday it gets nearer Just sit here, waiting Chorus Verse 3: Wanting it to all stop The pain to go away Looking for a way out Is the only way Wanting, needing to get away My insides torn From my shame I close my eyes And think about a better life One I have never

Check It Out
ok, folks, i am new here, i have been using myspace forever now, check me out at www.myspace.com/alexis_e0875, it is set on private, so if you want to see it, you must request me as a friend on myspace.

Play Dress Up!
Something fun to do durin' football season. Dress up in a French Maid outfit. Go with Thigh Highs, Garter Belt and the highest heels you can walk in(you don't wanna fall tryin'to be sexy). No panties needed! Serve your man all through the game. It's even more fun when his friends are there. Make sure you bend over alot! Give a little lap dance when ever possible(not during plays). I can garantee you alot of sex during and after the game. Even more if his friends join in. I've always found this so much fun. I love football season.

Latest--11/13/2006
Well, I managed to check in again. I have went through some emotional and physical trauma lately and have taken a break from the Internet for a while. I will continue to check in every now and then and say hello to all of you. I hope that everything is well with everyone else. Thank you all who continue to be my TRUE FRIENDS! I am thankful for each and every one of you. I will try and be back on a regular basis as soon as possible! Take care, love you all! Rayne

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

And Not Get Slapped
And not get slapped 01. Talk about a huge breast! 02. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 03. It's Cool Whip time! 04. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 05. That's one terrific spread! 06. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 07. Are you ready for seconds yet? 08. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 09. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen!

You Should
Body: Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to y

The Beatles - With A Little Help From My Friends
What would you think if I sang out of tune, Would you stand up and walk out on me. Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song, And I'll try not to sing out of key. Oh I get by with a little help from my friends, Ummm I get high with a little help from my friends, Ummm Going to try with a little help from my friends. What do I do when my love is away. (Does it worry you to be alone) How do I feel by the end of the day (Are you sad because you're on your own) No, I get by with a little help from my friends, Ummm I get high with a little help from my friends, Ummm Going to try with a little help from my friends Do you need anybody? I need somebody to love. Could it be anybody? I want somebody to love. Would you believe in a love at first sight, Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time. What do you see when you turn out the light, I can't tell you, but I know it's mine. Oh I get by with a little help from my friends, Ummm I get high with a little help from

Cherrspacegirls.com
I'm sure that many of you have seen me spamming the link around to CherrySpaceGirls.Com. Well I do so partly because I am a model for the site, and partly because I an an owner of the site. I am just trying to find CherryTAP hotties and the men who love to watch them. So if you are not already a model at Cherryspacegirls.com.. you are one of the ONLY! Check us out at Http://cherryspacegirls.com. And if you are not on our mailing list YOU NEED TO BE! I'm giving you guys fair warning, this is history in the making and heres why: 1.) What adult site asks for your suggestions, and uses them? Cherryspacegirls.com 2.) What adult site finds out your FAVORITE "adult" fetishes and models? Cherryspacegirls.com 3.) What adult site WANTS to use all that information to CREATE a site MADE for you? Cherryspacegirls.com 4.) What adult site lets you get in on the mail list action prior to the site opening? Cherryspacegirls.com 5.) What adult site lets you become part of the street team help to

Why I Enjoy It.
Briefly, on the million years of evolution that give me the attraction to, the hunger for, to savor the aroma, taste, essence, of a female being a given, Yes? For me, it is having all my senses, my mouth being situated right in the middle of sensory central, visual, aromatic, taste, touch, right at the focus of a woman's pleasure, her passion, my mouth and tongue the object of her pleasure. Pressing against my mouth and tongue, having orgasms with my tongue and with all my senses right in the middle of it, part of it like no other way can match. When i'm eating pussy my entire world extends only to include my face and her body and the experience of the orgasmic pleasures.

Funny Stuff
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots? Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? If a cow laughed real hard, would milk come out her nose? If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? If you tied buttered toast to the back of a cat and dropped it from a height, what would happen? If you're in a vehicle going the speed of light,

What Does It Feel Like To Live One Day In My Life
Well it depends on when you catch me so we'll talk about any type of emotion that a person might go through Happy Living one day happy in my life is good enough for 100 years of anyone's normal life. When I'm happy it's like life is the best. Like sitting on a cloud and watching the world go by. Happiness is being with the one I love, and just holding tight, never letting go. Stairing into his eyes and knowing everything will be ok. Happiness is being loved, happiness is holding tight. Sad/Depressed When I'm sad, life can't seem to get any worse. Life seems to screw me in the ass over and over again. I understand there is a concept of love out there, and I understand my friends and family are telling me that they love me, but it seems to fly past my head. That it can't really be true, that no one can really love me. When I'm sad I don't care about life anymore. I don't care whether or not I get the good grade, whether I get to go shopping. I don't believe people when they s

More To Ponder On
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots? Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? If a cow laughed real hard, would milk come out her nose? If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? If you tied buttered toast to the back of a cat and dropped it from a height, what would happen? If you're in a vehicle going the speed of light,

Dr A - Spooky Pop And His Customs
A while back I had a chat with this guy about the possibilities of making prototypes of the Scarybird Immortal Egos, for one prototype would cost around a 1000 gbp but shit this guy is fucking fantastic, i hope one day he can make models of them for me, here is an interview with him. Dr A - Spooky Pop and his customs also here is a website for Dr A. so you can go have a look at his stuff, i forgot to say i think he did some stuff for Cradle of Filth Spookypop

What Are You Attracted In A Guy?
You scored as An eyes woman. You can see the magic in a persons eyes, you can see their soul, you know what they're really thinking, and know if they mean no even if they say yes all from their eyes. Yet they still hold some mystique, and for that means you can look into someone's eyes for a long time.An eyes woman100%A mouth gall100%A butt gall95%personality85%Abs woman85%A crotch person75%A chest chick65%What are you attracted to in a guycreated with QuizFarm.com

Joining...
A couple days ago I responded to a mum about whether I would want to join a "family of friends." Basically, I said no, and referenced a couple "families" on here that I have found to be somewhat exclusive and nasty to outsiders and other groups of people. The owner of the mum responded with "but my group wouldn't be like that!" However, I have to wonder... is that ever possible? Is it ever possible for a group to not be discriminatory? Aren't groups, by nature, rather exclusionary? I mean, noone starts out that way. Groups form so people can talk with people who have common interests, attitudes, etc. But as the group grows, the standards of behavior/attitude/etc. you have to have in order to fit into that group grow more and more narrow. And because human beings, by nature, tend to be smugly certain that their way is the best... well, by golly, that ends up meaning that obviously anyone in *their* group is superior. You can see this throughout our society, and throughou

So Called Friends....
I just want to start by letting people know that i don't say sorry for things i do not say. I think that people need to stand up for what they say and if they do not like what is said to them they should take it up with the person who said it. Had a friend.....he was talking to my sister and she said some hurtful stuff to him....he said i need to say sorry....sorry for what? He has a site here on cherrytap.....he wants to talk about being true to yourself, but he likes to trick men in to leaving comments on his page. He thinks it's funny....i don't think it's funny at all. so, if you happen to see his page just know it is a guy...DORK....is his user name. So, i was hoping that someone could help me understand why someone who lives in a glass house throws stones? I know i'm not perfect, but if someone is my so called friend i don't hide things from them....and i do not use things they tell me to hurt them. This is something he needs to learn.....back in June my husband took my kids

Are You An Angel Or Demoness?
You scored as Fallen Angel. You have fallen from grace into something deeper whether it is a state of confusion, or an unaccepted form of enlightenment. You have been hurt most likely, and you tend to dwell on it in your purgatory. Your thinking will make you wiser, but don't worry too much; especially about what stupid people think of you.The Anti-Heroine60%Fallen Angel60%Demoness52%Guardian Angel48%Archangel42%The Angel of Death38%Archetype38%Archdemoness17%Are you an Angel or a Demoness? (anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Fuck Em
I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE CANT COME UP WITH THE OWN FUCKIN IDEAS I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHO GETS PISSED CUZ THEY DONT HAVE A MIND OF THERE FUCKIN OWN GO AHEAD TALK SHIT BOUT ME POST ALL THE NEGATIVE BULLETINS U WANT I DONT CARE BUT DO URSELF A FAVOR,, THINK FOR URSELF AND DONT LET PEOPLE INFLUENCE EVERY FUCKIN THING U DO IN LIFE

The Winner Queen Of Ct
I went to the winners page to congratlate her on her win. Guess What??? You can rate her but you can't say anything to here. This to me is screwed why be Queen if your subjects can't say anything to you. Yes I voted and have no hard feelings about any of the ladies involved. My simple question is why did she win if she can't be common just like the rest of us. Oh yes I know that others have blocked us from giving commets but, still the question remains. Why? are they afraid someone will hurt their feelings or dammage their ego. Well you may put anything before or after your name and it still doesn't make you anyless then you are now. Ok Pat quit bitching and get on with life

Stairway...
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again. My best friend Monique Ring got me that on a little stone after my brother Jimmy died. I will never forget that. It as so much meaning behind it when u loss someone very close to you. God Bless U All...

My Name Is Meth
I destroy homes I tear families apart take your children and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds more precious than gold the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember im easily found... I live all around you in schools and in town. I live with the rich I live with the poor. I live down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet and even in the woods. If this scares you to death well it certainly should. I have many names but theres one you know best im sure you've heard of me my name is Crystal Meth... My power is awesome try me you'll see, but if you do you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go but try me twice and i'll own you'r soul... When I possess you you'll steal and you'll lie, you do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arm

Lullaby
Good night my angel time to close you eyes And save these questions for another day I think I know what you've been asking me I think you know what I've been trying to say I promised I would never leave you And you should always know Where ever you may go No matter where you are I never will be far away Good night my angel now it's time to sleep And still so many things I want to say Remember all the songs you sang for me When we went sailing on an emerald bay And like a boat out on the ocean I'm rocking you to sleep The water's dark and deep Inside this ancient heart You'll always be a part of me Goodnight my angel now it's time to dream And dream how wondeful your life will be Someday your child will cry and if you sing this lullaby Then in your heart there will always be a part of me Someday we'll all be gone But lullabies go on and on They never die that's how you and I will be Lullaby By Billy Joel My Of My Favorites Of His

College Takes Away All Sanity!!!!
I can't take it.. I need something anything to make me smile or laugh or keep me from pulling out my hair!! College is kicking my fucking ass.. well no.. not all of it.. just English.. and a major research paper that has to be turned in on DECEMBER 1st which we only got like a week ago.. that is 4 weeks... count them.. FOUR WEEKS, to do a MAJOR paper.. and lucky us there is a FUCKING MAJOR HOLIDAY STUCK IN THE MIDDLE!!! I am losing.. no.. it has already been lost!

What Type Of Boyfriend Do You Need?
You scored as None. You don't need a boyfriend to complete you. You are fine on your own and you have plenty of friends.Punk83%None83%Loner67%Preppy50%Geek33%Skater17% Emo0%Goth0%What type of boyfriend do you need? (PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Our Country
Our Country We as Americans need to unite. Stand up, show love, and fight. For what we believe to be right. Our Country, always in God's sight. Our flag, flying high says it all. Freedom shall prevail and stand tall. With everyone's help, large or small. Our Country, U.S.A. will not fall. The wounds of everyone are so real. Lives lost, hearts broken, only time can heal. Heroes and volunteers, so much grief to feel. Our Country, with all, is as strong as steel. One Nation under God is what we are. This will pass, hopefully without a scar. Wishing peace and hope to all near and far. our Country, God Bless, You are the star. This poem was writtten by Debra A. Nagel(My Mom)one week after that tragic day. For all those poeple that lost their lives and loved ones, you are in our prayers everyday. May we all remain together fighting this as one.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong?
You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy.

Marilyn Manson - Rock Is Dead
All simple monkeys with alien babies Amphetamines for boys Crucifixes for ladies Sampled and soulless Worldwide and real webbed You sell all the living For more safer dead Anything to belong Rock is deader than dead Shock is all in your head Your sex and your dope is all that we're fed So fuck all your protests and put them to bed God is in the T.V. 1,000 mothers are praying for it We're so full of hope And so full of shit Build a new god to medicate and to ape Sell us ersatz dressed up and real fake Anything to belong Rock is deader than dead Shock is all in your head Your sex and your dope is all that we're fed So fuck all your protests and put them to bed God is in the T.V.

What Kind Of Drug Are You?
You scored as Cocaine. You are Cocaine (aka: coke, crack, snow, 151...). You are the second most commonly used drug in the world. You are very witty, talented, perky person if you can just have the right opportunity to show to everybody how unique you are, when you are in a good mood you can reach a very high point of happiness. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs. Cocaine100%Marijuana67%Ecstasy67%What kind of drug are you?created with QuizFarm.com

What Creature Of The Night Are You?
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!Fallen Angel67%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Black Witch58%You are a Demon42%Vampire42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Alive
for the first time i feel alive happiness abounding love surronding me dancing in the air im light as a feather im high im free seeing you reminds me of better days when everything was good cares washed away please dont go what would i do i could never be nothing without you your love is sweet your heart is pure thank you for making me feel alive

How Sexual Are U?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%A Sicko50%Average50%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Me
being a witch does not mean I have a huge mole on my nosie and no I'm not green . I believe in a nature and she believes in me ! I hold my children and family and friends close to my heart , this includes all animals that I may have ! I do rituals and spells some I'm willing to share others I hold close to my heart for personal reasons. The power is within' you just need to relize that there is another part of you and form of you that you have the chocie to lay dormet or to let run free . The moon is the power accept her and you will find the power that you have had along just didn't know it ! peace

What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent75%Exciting69%Soft63%Wet56%Sweet44%Awkward6%Shy6%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Eating Pleasure
Hey, I have a lot of respect for all you guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of you out there. And I'm not the only woman who says this. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out. When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and l

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?
You Should Drive a Jaguar XK 4.2 You don't care how you get there as long as you get there with class. And having a little power doesn't hurt either! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

Picture Rippers!
I just gotta say I cant beleive that some people have the fuckin Nerve to rip someones pictures off to put on there site!! Thats hard up i'll tell ya! You know who u are Nino O!! You sick bastard.....I have now taken my pictures I care that get ripped off of here! Thanks for making a girl feel welcome you loser! Lay off my shit! To all my friends sorry about sounding so harsh but going to a freaks site and seein my tub picture just makes me sick thinking about what he's doing with my picture ya know.

A Woman
HERE IS SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT... There comes a time in every woman's life when she has to take a close look at herself. Not at her circumstance, not at what he did, not how unfair life is, not who made you do it, just at herself in all her glory and imperfection. For many women this is a scary thing because often times they don't want to know the truth about themselves. Real women know what I mean. As women, we have a tendency to water one another down. Maybe it makes us feel good or look better than the next woman. Or maybe we just don't know how to tell that woman how we admire her. Have you ever admired a woman who has been through changes in her life? Or have you made up in your mind that she is just messed up. Before you make this mistake, take a close look. A woman who has endured the most unusual life is someone of wisdom. Someone who has been chosen by God to go through. Think of all the great women in the bible, Mary Magdalene and Esthe

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM83%Sex God75%A Romantic60%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Female Football Contest
ONLY ONE MORE DAY LEFT. PLEASE COME AND VOTE FOR ME. IF YOU LOVE THE PATS OR HAVE FRIENDS WHO LOVE THE PATS PLEASE SEND THEM HERE HELP HELP HELP HELP. I NEED MORE VOTES. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR IF YOU NEED HELP. I WILL, I PROMISE. PLEASE SEND AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN. LOVE TO YOU ALL.

What Kind Of Kinky Are You?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting92%Chains/Handcuffs75%Bondage75%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Working From Home
It seems my request for VPN access was fulfilled just in time. I'm home with a sick kid, but I'm *actually* getting paid to be here. Granted, I'm still working my ass off, but I'm getting to take care of other stuff too. Yay! So, I'm geeking up today. Why? Because I can actually focus on the details of Access queries here, instead of my very noisy office. *grins*

4 All Of U
".. ".. YO IF U WERE KILLED TOMMOROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL BECAUSE I WOULD BE IN JAIL 4 KILLIN DA BITCH THAT DID IT. SEND THIS ROSE 2 UR TRUE FRENDS if you get a dozen your loved!! ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ .I.................@ ....LOVE.........@ .........ABOUT....@ ................YOU...@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@ .......@@@.......@..@@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ ........................@ .......................@ Send this rose to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get t

What Vampire Personality Are U?
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100%Marius92%Blade75%Louis58%Angel58%Lestat50%Spike42%Deacon Frost42%Armand42%Akasha33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Boobs For Fucksake
ok most of you know I will tell you what I think, and I do truely value my friends' thoughts and feelings about my life. I give advice and when I want it I ask for it, however when I make a choice I research my choice and think over it, I do not make a life changing choice without thinking about it for a long time and in this choice it hads take me 2 years to figure out why I want this. I don't want boobs because I have bad self esteem, or because I am shallow, or need to fill a void, for fucks sake I am getting boobs because I fucking want to, and I want better boobs, is that so freaking hard to understand? I hope not! Now I have taken some shit for my choice and don't give a shit, worry about the fucked up shit in your own life and not mine, if this is the worst going on I am doing good you know what I mean. Now this does not count for the honest friends that care for my health and have said so, this is for the jealous fake bitches that I shouldn't listen too, but fo

I Miss My Daughters
Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of thing beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be a sweet dream For so much of life is heart break extreme Longing for innocents touch and sweet smile Longing to close sweet distance of miles For the heart beats and longs for those it lost And would pay any price no matter the cost To hold and feel the love yet again To feel the end of that dull pain To rest and know the world is right This is the dream that makes joy take flight Sweet nothings yet are the stuff of fantasy Sweet dreams held in hope by fools like me Sweet the knowledge that tomorrow is not set And only god knows and we may see yet Release in the joy of love to return I hold on to hope for it

;) Naaah!!
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade100%Marius100%Armand83%Spike83%Dracula83%Lestat67%Louis50%Akasha33%Angel33%Deacon Frost33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Accepting Who You Are And Not Creating Fake Profiles
Accepting Who You Are and Not Creating Fake Profiles One has to feel sorry for the people that feel that they have to use someone else's photos to represent themselves. To feel so bad about one's self that the person feels compelled to resort to dishonesty i.e. deception in order to get attention in the non real world of cyberspace. Because that person will have shown that they can't be trusted (since they developed their relationship based upon a lie), do they honestly (no pun intended) believe that they will be able to meet anyone from cyberspace in the real world? I wonder what it is that they ultimately hope to acheive? I have been here for 3 weeks and now I have found that someone who has been in contact with me here (and a lot of other people), is using 68 photos of a very beautiful model, by the name of Jon Mack. The profile who is using "stolen" photos to represent themself to everyone here is "purentencitysgirl". If one looks at all of the profile views "purentenc

Beautiful Days Chapter 12(final)
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL) BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END) "You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS! BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 12 SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two END OF DAYS. John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

Beautiful Days Chapter 11
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER ELEVEN A distant memory... Football. There's a man tossing one to me. But I'm not the Jake I am now...I'm a child. I'm in a whole new setting. Green grass. Sun's shining. I smell hot dogs. I see other children playing. Families joined together for picnics. An entire park of people. Then all of a sudden...it all stops. Everything. No more hot dog smell. No more football. No more families. Just me. And a purple sky... BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 11 SWAN SONG SILLIOQUY part one A fist to the face wakes me up from my dream... "Wake up, dick!, said Patch. "Thanks for that!", I said. "That dream was scaring the shit outta me!" "You know what? You're a real SMART ASS!", said Patch. "And it's really PISSIN' me off! "Well I figured the whole, ONE EYE, thing would be enough to piss anybody off...,I said right before I got a fist to the face! "I dunno what the hell he wants with you, but he wants your sorry ass!", said Patch

Just Letem Know How You Feel.
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Beautiful Days Chapter 10
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TEN "The earth is dead. It has cried as we cried. It has lived as we lived. And now, I lies lifeless. Raped of all spirit. Same as mankind. Dead. Spiritless. Without hope. We look to man as god. Our vision tainted. Man is not god. But man does possess the power of God. The power to create and destroy. Which gives man the impression that it is alright to destroy God's property as well. These days we live in are days of dark despair. Days of blindness. The earth has cried it's final cry. As has man. And for the earth and mankind alike, only one final option remains... RESSURECTION! Able. BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TEN KNOW YOUR ENEMY! I didn't sleep last night. Just peered out of this window. She's still in slumber land. I must have overworked her last night. Oh well, she wouldn't be the first. She's starting

Special Night For Two
She looked around to see if everything she had prepared was set. Everything seemed alright she thought as she continued to scan the room some more and she was satisfied with what she saw. Going into the bathroom, she looked at herself in the mirror and retouched her makeup. Remembering how she had set up the evening, sending him the key to the hotel room with some instructions to his job. It was something that she had planned for about a month to do, but both were way too busy. Combing her long black hair, she often wondered how she could be so lucky to have found such a man like him. She knew that she wasn’t like those models in the magazines that she would often envy when she was a child, she was a BBW he would often tell her and he loved her no matter how she looked. When she walked back into the room, she heard the doorknob being to turn, and then he slowly walked in the room. "Wow," he said when he looked around at all the candles that luminated the room. "You really out di

To All My Friends A Rose Of Friendship
Just a little something for all of you . Thanks so much for making this palce so much fun for me and angel If a Raindrop was a kiss I'd send u showers, If a Hug was a minute I'd send u hours, If water was a smile I'd send u the sea, and if u ever get lonely I'd send u me Send this to 10 people that really matter to you, cuz u never know when the people u really care about r gonna leave * ........ ) ` - . .> ' `( ....... ........ / . . . .`.. . . .. ........ ........ |. . . . . |. . .| ......... ......... .. . . . ./ . ./ ........... ........... `=(.. /.=` ........... ............. `-;`.-' ............. ............... `)| ... , ......... ................. || _.-'| .......... ............. , _|| .._, / ......... ....... , ..... ..|| .' .............. ..... |.. |.. , . ||/ ............... .... , ....` | /|., |Y.., ........... ..... '-...'-._....||/ .............. ......... >_.-`Y| ............... .............., _||

I Do This Shit!
You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. YOU ARE A FREAK IN THE BED.YOU DONT MIND EXPLORING NEW SITUATIONS WITH WOMEN! YOU ENJOY SEX AND ARE VERY ENDOWED!PUSSY IS YOUR BEST FRIEND! Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April

Give The Nice Guy A Shot...
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "

Myspace Censorship And News Corp.
Independent bands speculate MySpace censorship Musicians accuse company of deleting band profiles By: MAVERIC VU Issue date: 9/29/05 Section: Arts PrintEmail Article Tools Page 1 of 1 An independent band quickly shot up the music charts on MySpace, the popular online networking community. The band, Chach, used its album cover of two bikini-clad women as its main profile photo. MySpace then deleted Chach?s account due to the photo?s content. ?[MySpace] is dictating how to market our band,? said Chach guitarist Mimi Soltysik in a telephone conversation. ?They are discriminating what we choose to market.? Chach claimed that its profile was deleted after the band entered the site?s Top 40 music list in August. Meanwhile, MySpace has been under public scrutiny after media conglomerate News Corporation announced plans to purchase the Internet company in July. ?It would be great if bands could put up any image they wanted on MySpace, but the whole community

Just A Thought
In the thought of the moment what would you do or how would you feel in that instant do you become a person to reval your feelings or would you shy away?Would u be there or would you be in another universe would lie down and get ran over or would you be a goo d road lock and start another road to your life. Would you live for the moment or the future? Where will you be in the future? no one knows and thats whats scrares me and i dont know where ill end up i know where i wanna go and what i wanna do but thats not up to me its all in a plan. But no one has blue prints to this plan just live it out day by day and be a better person for the better good. But is all gonna be good? no one knows......................................................

Your Master Is Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Learning How To Work It All
Hey all For everyone who's left me profile and photo comments, rated pictures, etc. I thank you. As soon as I figure out how to navigate through here, and learn all the features that CherryTap has to offer I will most assuredly return the favor. Just be patient with me and I promise to get back to all of you soon! Love to all!

Sadie Ring
Sadie Ring S is for her bright Smile & those eyes filled with Stars. A is for her Amazing friendly Attitude. D is for her Determation & her Dedications. I is for her Integrity & her great since of Intelect. E is for her Enthusiasm & all of her life's Enjoyments. R is for her Realisam to life, her family & friends Respect. I is for her Intellegence & her great Imagination. N is for her Need of family, friends Nourishment. G is for her Glamour & she always has this great glow. I wrote this on 05/15/02 for my best friend Monique in memory of her niece how was killed by a Drunk Drive @ the age of 16. (Can't remember her exact age). God Bless U All...

I Can Cure Your Hiccups!
I can cure your hiccups What Could Go Wrong? Authorities in Barranquilla, Colombia, said that Rafael Vargas, 35, tried to cure his nephew of the hiccups by pointing a loaded revolver at him to scare him. Vargas accidentally pulled the trigger, killing David Galvan, 21. He was so distraught that he turned the gun on himself and died of head wounds. I guess that is one way to cure the hiccups- he won't be getting them anymore.

The Truth Hurts I Guess!!!!
I posted my comment and BOOM I can no longer post a comment on said persons blog anymore. The truth must hurt!!!! Funny how said person can post whatever she wants to about whomever she wants but doesn't give anyone the opportunity to refute the things that she says. PATHETIC....psycho....ignorant....selfish....wow the list goes on about what this person truly is. She will never stop. I have come to realize that. Nothing anyone can say will get her to realize just HOW FUCKING STOOPID she is. Hopefully she will grown up and mature some as she gets older but it is probably doubtful. It is people like her that make me cringe. She is one of the reasons women get a bad rap when it comes to break ups. Custody issues. Child support. Moving on after a relationship. She is a stalker. She won't leave well enough alone. She forces others to say things when they would just LOVE to let things go but she shouldn't be allowed to just run her mouth. The only people that believe her whining and shit ar

Wife-like
yes today i cleaned Kim's apartment :P it smells better now :P hahaha damn you can reallt see its bois living here.. it scary :P well it sparkling clean now :P i kind of feel like a wife doing all the stuff for Kim... onyl prob is that he's muh friend :P i must be the best damn friend ever.. cleaning his apartmnet makeing dinner wile he's @ work :P he will be home any min now... he quit work 30 min ago the bus shall be outside any sec =) i feel so proud. well dinner time...have to go wash muh hands.. they smell like lemon cleaner -.- lol. off i go kissy kissy spanky spanky

Ultimate Sex Organ
Ultimate Sex Organ The Touch Sensual, Methodical, purposeful Teasing, strategic, spoine tingling Rumbles and Quakes within Hairs raise Give away, betray my true essence Fire and Ice Desire and Passion Foreplay has new meaning Jellies, Sauces, Wax; the possibilities are endless Adventure and discovery of total Bliss Skin is the Ultimate Sexual organ

Respect
Respect Youth is vulnerability Momma Bird chastises the chicks Peck Peck peck Be Safe Juvenile learns to fly To Hunt, to make new family and provide Momma Bird does not want to let go Stay in my nest...Control Control Control Free and Flying High Juvenile is now a Man The Sky is only Limit Control Control Control Mama Tries To Peck Vain attempt to Grab His wings Free Spirit, he will never be denied Mama is angery, sorrowful and distraught Let Go Momma...Learn to Let go

Late Bloomer
Late Bloomer Hormones Rage and desire of Unknown boundary Desires invade and ooze through every pore No one wants to Play with me Dispair, Lonlienss, Unfulfilled Self exploration Through the darkness Rays of Hope break the wall of Miserliness Big Beautiful Bombshell captures my Mind, body and Soul Divine Feminen archetype Bus rides, Work, Irish pub on the corner Commanding attention of all she surveyed Interest in me? Then the Voice Her siren voice, Her Goddess frame Going to O'Reilly's Tongiht? A Soft Subtle Yes escapes my trembling lips Wit a Sexy WInk, I'll See oyu there Going in the door, knees trembling Curtain of Uncertainty covers my mind There she sat in the corner Come here and Joiin me Baby Is this a Dream The Object of so many others' desire Me and onyl me with this BBW Goddess Talking, spending time, growing closer Leaving together, holding hands Diana's Moon caresses us, Guides our step Come on over to My Place We finall

Goddess Is Alive
The Goddess is Alive... Slumber like the dead Previous day's journey Long and hard Thank God its Saturday Sleeping in today? Goddess with Golden Mane flowing with grace Her desire and passion wont be denied Awakening me with her divine talents As the early day's rays break the blinds crevasses Her fingers with delicate touch Graze my skin, tingles pulsate through my person Stirring, wiggles, eyes crack open Her Golden Mane, Long and light Her lips moistened with desire Good Morning Stud My body instant to Rock Hardness Her oral journey of my body Form head to toe Teasing the centers of passion My Manhood aches from her perfect touch on the crown Her Big heaving breasts Tone, strong,soft to the touch leaning forward to my waiting tongue Please The Goddess well Priest Tongue flickers with purpose worshiping her darkened nipples Caressing her skin as I feast on her breasts Mama cradles my balls with love Goddess of golden Light Mistres

Tantalizing Taboo
Tantalizing taboo Great experienced Lover Adventurous, naughty and primal Yet Big Beautiful Goddess wants something taboo Anal pleasures.Hmmmm Strong sense of primal lust Yet even my raging sexual beast is timid Societal taboos wall me away Shall the wall come down? Raging sexual passion Grand Might Goddess direct and determined Sexual God within demands his needs met Finally a crack in the wall Warm cinnamon oil rubbed generously On her plump divine tush The same with my throbbing Phallus Then the moment of truth as the head gently presses forward Wow oh Fireworks moment of truth What have waited for so long Union of the Goddess and God Power, mystery, raw passion Faster, Deeper, harder she commands The god responds with his own power of “invasion” Occasional spanks and caresses His phallus, her Tush, completely one Massaging her clitoral button Screaming and praising his t

Can You Still Love Me
You're Gonna Be Lyrics Reba Mcentire 6lbs and 9oz. lookin' up at me Like I have all the answers I hope I have the ones you need I've never really done this, now I know what scared is Sometimes I'll protect you from everything that's wrong Other times I'll let you just find out on your own But that's when you'll be growin', And the whole time I'll be knowin CHORUS: You're gonna fly with every dream you chase You're gonna cry, but know that that's okay Sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there You're gonna see that sometimes bad is good We just have to believe things work out like they should Life has no guarantees, but always loved by me You're gonna be I'm afraid you'll have to suffer through some of my mistakes Lord knows I'll be trying OH to give you what it takes What it takes to know the difference Between getting by and livin' ‘Cause anything worth doing is worth doing all the way Just know you'll have to live with all the choices

The Great Leveler
The Great Leveler Sexy, powerful, dominant Yet timid and easily Hurt Been at life’s crossroads many times Discovering my Dom side, powerful and mysterious Yet I still hurt Still a living thinking being Me at a nudist camp? Scared yet deeply intrigued Finally the moment of truth Entering before the perceived looks Yet Life is full of surprises Fat, Skinny, dark, light and amputee All of the camp goers Have body issues Something they fear will earn them contempt and disgust Nudity, the Great leveler Try it you’ll like it

Erotic Exploration
The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above find sweet release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your hot breath your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly croon song of love to me need binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion? my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide

Girl Anachronism Lyrics
girl anachronism you can tell from the scars on my arms and cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that're breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature and then again if it were any colder i could disengage if i were any older i could act my age but i dont think that youd believe me it's not the way i'm meant to be it's just the way the operation made me and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late and ive got some issues to work through there i go again pretending to be you make-believing that i have a soul beneath the surface trying to convince you it was accidentally on purpose i am not so serious this passion is a plagiarism i might join your century but only on a rare occasion

New Entries To Photo Contest
WolfEagle1499 Fall Photo Contest is NOW Open. It will got to Friday November 17th Midnight EST. The Winner will be detirmed by the TOTAL NUMBER of Ratings, not the Value!!!!! So Feel free to leave any & all Comments, I'm sure they will enjoy them. But most of all, please go and check out their pages. Rate their Profiles & Pictures. And Leave Comments!!! One of the main reasons for this Contest, is to help my Friends out. The other is to just enjoy simple Photography I have some GREAT NEWS. So far Three of the Contestants have been able to reach their next Level: ËÿË©ÅÑdÿ Congrates EyeCandy for Leveling up to Cherry Rock Star bookworm_27 Congrate BookWork_27 for Leveling up to Inspired Cherry xoBiigBiitchxo Congrates to xoBiigBiitchxo for Leveling up to Friend of CherryTAP Please stop by their pages & congradulate them!! Now here are the Contestants and their current votes and points needed for their next CherryTap Level. Please co

Dessi Dies Aged 27 - Sad Day For Uk Jump Race Fans
From the BBC news Legendary racehorse Desert Orchid has died at the age of 27. Desert Orchid won over £650,000 in prize money in his career The gallant grey achieved iconic status within National Hunt racing, where he was much loved by supporters for his iron will and extreme versatility. He won 34 races in total, including the Cheltenham Gold Cup and seven at his beloved Kempton, where he won the King George VI Chase a record four times. Former trainer David Elsworth said the horse, nicknamed "Dessie", died peacefully in his stable on Monday. Elsworth added: "There was no stress, he departed from this world with dignity and no fuss. "He did his dying in the same individual way that he did his living. It was time to go." Desert Orchid was famed for his flamboyant front-running performances and breathtaking jumping. His most famous victory came in 1989 when he overcame his Cheltenham hoodoo for an emotional triumph. Despite disliking left-handed tracks and

Playlist For 11/17/06
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 11/17/06 12:00am - 2:00am EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:05) 2. KR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 3. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 4. SiNDADDY - 2 Wrongs (4:09) 5. Immune System - Scarlet (3:46) 6. The Gemini Ritual - At Last (4:21) 7. Human Aftertaste - Diamond Studded Halo (5:41) 8. Girls Under Glass - Frozen (unreleased track) (5:03) 9. Antitrust - Egypt (5:21) 10. Andraculoid - Close Your Eyes (3:56) 11. 6Bit - Damned (6:24) 12. KR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 13. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 14. Michale Graves - Butcher Shop (2:55) 15. The Other - In The Dead Of Night (4:06) 16. Frankenstein Drag Queens - Your Mother Sucks Cocks In Hell (2:38) 17. Murderdolls - Graverobbing USA (3:21) 18. Mongrel - West Memphis Hell (2:14) 19. Mister Monster - Over Your D

Lifewave
This stuff is the best thing since sliced bread. Check out the website and get in touch with me and I can tell you more about. If you have pain, need energy, can't sleep or truly want to look younger in 21 days and feel healthier, you can't overlook this. This stuff works..... www.lifewave.com/amber08

Thoughts
this is a good one and it is so true, as a reminder of who we should trust in. Thanks for thinking of me, I am kinda slow with reading my messages or sending or responding, but I do enjoy reading them when I do read them. It seems like I read them on the days that I really need to be inspired...... Please pray for me, mscuddles

Vote For Stu In Stixx's Grafix Contest
I have entered Convergent Flux by Stu Smith into Stixxx's Grafix Contest, please go vote for the artwork of Stu as you know he is a really good artist, he is on the site but still hasnt got a clue how it works Vote For Stu Smith

The Two Choices We Face
THE TWO CHOICES WE FACE by Jim Rohn Each of us has two distinct choices to make about what we will do with our lives. The first choice we can make is to be less than we have the capacity to be. To earn less. To have less. To read less and think less. To try less and discipline ourselves less. These are the choices that lead to an empty life. These are the choices that, once made, lead to a life of constant apprehension instead of a life of wondrous anticipation. And the second choice? To do it all! To become all that we can possibly be. To read every book that we possibly can. To earn as much as we possibly can. To give and share as much as we possibly can. To strive and produce and accomplish as much as we possibly can. All of us have the choice. To do or not to do. To be or not to be. To be all or to be less or to be nothing at all.

Graphix Contest (2) - Open For Voting!
OPEN FOR VOTING! Vote for your favorite artist. You should rate EVERY PIC in the contest on a scale of 1-10 (10=highest). In the end, the person with the highest overall rating will win first place. Second place will go to the person with the most comments, so please make sure to comment your favorites (yes you can comment more than once...within reason). The pics are located in the Graphix Contest folder on my page. This contest will run approx. one week. Please repost this and help your friends out! Hosted by: Stixxx@ CherryTAP

Tell Me What To Do
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MY HEART IS BEING TORN IN TWO SHOULD I GO WITH THEM OR JUST STAY HERE WITH YOU!!! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO MY HEART IS CONFUSED I DO WANT TO BE WITH YOU BUT RIGHT NOW IM JUST BEING BLUE IF I GO WITH THEM I GET TO SEE HIM MY NEPHEW IS COMING SOON ILL B THERE WITH BALLOONS I WOULD HATE TO LEAVE YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO NEW BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO LEAVE AND I GUESS THIS IS HOW ITS GONNA BE I DIDN'T WISH FOR THIS TO HAPPEN OUR RELATIONSHIP IS GOING TO HAVE TO END HOPEFULLY WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS AND WE CAN MEET AGAIN AT THE END I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MY HEART IS BEING TORN IN TWO SHOULD I GO WITH THEM OR JUST STAY HERE WITH YOU!!! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECASUE I CAN NO LONGER BE TRUE!!!

Can We Just Skip Christmas.......
& go right into the new year?????? i swear it will be a hell of a lot cheaper & a lot less stressful for me. i hate Christmas & December. i mainly hate Christmas cuz i work in retail, anyone who works in retail can understand where im coming from. i also hate December because my late grandfather was born on Christmas day & he had died December 12, 2001. so yeah December will always be a hard month for me to get through.

Broke Your Ankle Doing Karaoke?
I've had this question several times since I put up the silly little facts in my profile so let me answer it here: I was out with my cousin and a bunch of her friends and my mom. We'd had a couple drinks but it was getting late and my turn still hadn't come up. I wanted to go but my mom insisted we wait until I at least get one song in. By the time it was my turn, I was fully sober, I swear! Anyhow, I gave an especially spectacular performance, if I do say so myself, and everyone was on their feet and cheering. Like something out of a movie! I was floating on cloud nine... and didn't realize how far down it was to the floor. When I stepped off the stage, I misjudged and my ankle ended up turning in a way it's not meant to. Not a great end to the night but it certainly makes for a good anecdote. ;c)

When I Win The Mega Millions Lotto!!!
The Estate..... The house itself wouldn't be all that outrageous, but some of the things in it and on the property might be, so I'll need a lot of room. Live maybe 100 acres or so. The kids have always loved going to those ball pits, so I'd have an elaborate play area with a huge ball pit for them. Then, all the way on the other side of the house I would have a ball pit for me and my friends. It would be about 50' by 50' and 4 feet deep. It would have a full size, fully stocked and staffed bar and I'd hire a dozen or so strippers to play in it with me and my friends. I would have about a 2 acre clearing on the property where I'd bring in logs and boulders and gravel and sand. Then I'd buy a whole fleet of John Deere heavy equipment for me and the boys to play with. Screw Tonka! Also, I'd have a real pile-driver so we could smash all kinds of different things and a full sized spud cannon range so I could fire my spud cannon whenever I wanted to and not have to worry about getti

Sex, What Is Your Sex Style?
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Poaphc
A blonde and a brunette are running a ranch together in Louisiana. They decide they need a bull to mate with their cows to increase their herd. The brunette takes their life savings of $600.00 dollars and goes toTexas to buy a bull. She eventually meets with an old cowboy that will sell her a bull. "It's the only one I got for $599.00, take it or leave it.", the cowboy says. She buys the bull and goes to the local telegram office and says, "I'd like to send a telegram to my friend in Louisiana that says: Have found the stud bull for our ranch, bring the trailer." The man behind the counter tells her, "Telegrams to any where in the U.S. are $0.75 per word." She thinks about it for a moment and decides. "I'd like to send one word, please." "And what word would that be?", inquires the man. "Comfortable.", replies the brunette. The man asks, "I'm sorry miss, but how is your friend gonna understand this telegram?" The brunette replies, "My friend is blonde and reads REAL slow, when

Trick Or Treat
A little boy and girl go trick or treating. They knock on the door of this house and the man who answers it says, "Well, you two are awful cute. Who are you supposed to be?" "We're Jack and Jill" the girl replied. The man says, "You can't be Jack and Jill, you're black!" They go off and a while later they come back dressed differently. They ring the door bell and once again and the man opens the door. "Well now, that is just darn cute. Who are you this time?" "We're Hansel and Gretel" says the little boy. "Well, I hate to disappoint you son, but you can't be Hansel and Gretel because you're black!" says the man. Heads hung low, the kids leave. Not too much later the man hears the bell ring again. This time when he opens the door there stand the two children but this time they are BUCK NAKED. "Oh my! And just who are you supposed to be now?!" he asks. "Chocolate M & M's," said the little girl. "I'm plain. He's got nuts."

Quiz Result ...... Sexy
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Confustion
Do you feel the change? Have you noticed the difference? There is something going on that I can not identify. I try to see clearly what is causing this metamorphosis, but I see nothing but the effects. I try to stop it- but I can't seem to find the brakes. I feel as if I should take all my atoms and molecules and pack them in a repeating pattern, extending in all three spatial dimensions. Solidification, then, would complete my transformation. Could this be the route I should take? Would that make you happier? 240 hours? Wednesday will mean 1488!!!!! And yet I still feel sometimes as if I should be shorter, and darker, and ink. What's happening? Why can't I be enough?

Your.......
Thanks to my dear friend kaz for this "Your beliefs become your thoughts, Your thoughts become your words, Your words become your actions, Your actions become your habits, Your habits become your values, Your values become your destiny" -Mahatma Gandhi

You Really Dont Know...
One thing that I really hate is that you really think you know some one and you dont. Theres the people that complain that they hate being played when they are playin people for a fool themselves. Theres the people you will know your whole lives, and then something happens and you see you really never knew them at all... Id rather not know certain people but I know them and I wish to reverse it but when feelings are involved its hard, o well I was the fool...

Weight Loss Tips
Independent Articles About: 1. Lose Weight Fast 2. Diet fads & Dieting 3. Long Term Weight Loss Lose Weight Fast - Six Sensible Tips for Long Term Weight Loss By Sacha Tarkovsky In this article we are going to show you some sensible PROVEN Ways to lose weight fast. The good news about the diet tips enclosed are they do not involve starving yourself, or using fad diets that can actually be bad for your long term health. 1. Drink water Water is quite possibly the single most important catalyst in losing weight and keeping it off longer term. Water acts as an appetite suppressant by keeping your stomach full and fending off dehydration which can lead to false cravings/hunger. Water also helps your body metabolize stored fat by helping the kidneys flush out waste. When you don't drink enough water the liver which works to provide stored fat for energy helps the kidneys eliminate waste and becomes less effective at metabolizing fat. Drinking water ice cold burns

What Happens In Heaven
What Happens in Heaven I have seen and is so true: I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged

Osu Vs. Michigan Humor
to my friends from Michigan....please accept my sincere apologies.....this is just humor...not to be taken too seriously. :-) Two boys are playing hockey on a pond in a Toledo Park when one is >suddenly attacked by a rabid rottweiler. Thinking quickly, the other >boy takes his stick and shoves it under the dogs collar, twists it >breaking the dog's neck and saving his friend. > >A reporter who was strolling by sees the incident. "Toledo Rockets >Fan Saves Friend From Vicious Animal," he starts writing in his notebook. > >"But I'm not a Rockets fan," the little hero replied. > >"Sorry, since we are in Ohio, I just assumed you were," said the > >reporter and he starts writing again. "Buckeyes Fan Rescues Friend > From Horrific Attack" > >"I'm not a Buckeyes fan either," the boy said > >"Oh, I assumed everyone in Toledo was either for the Rockets or the >Buckeyes. What team do you root for?" the reporter asked. > >"I'm a Wolverines fan," the child said. >

I Have 2 More Addresses For Support Ty Sgt. Diesel
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN) Date: Nov 13 2006 7:23 AM hey everyone sorry this has taken me so so long to come up with im in kuwait right now and its hard to come up with addresses but i have got 2 more and here they are. any soldier camp patriot MWR south recreation center apo ae 09337 this addy above is for all military personal please send letters and packages the manager chris will hand everything out to all military. the next addy is for a private just got here one month ago. pv2 adam chase 44th chemical company camp patriot apo ae 09337. thank you alll for your support and i will continue to work on addy's for everyone love ya all justin the diesel

I Want You
I want you to hold me On those long cold nights I want you to lie with me When I'm all alone I want you to need me Like the air you need to live I want you to see me For who I really am I want you to be mine Forever and always I want you to care for me As a mother would for her babe I want you to think about me When you're down I want you to see me in your dreams As you sleep so sweetly I want you to call me yours When we walk down the street I want you to love me Like I love you I want you to want me

Broken Hearted Fool
You said youd never hurt me the way everyone else has..... you said i was your medicine....i saw sides of you that you kept locked up inside of you....i fell for you-everything about you and even though there were signs that you would probably hurt me i pushed them aside and fell inlove and now i look like the fool because everyone is going to believe what you say and not take a look at the whole story i was there when you were homeless i was there when no one else wanted you around and yes, i made my share of bad choices and hurt you there wasnt a single second of a single day that i didnt think about you or that i didnt love you so when the world lets you down, because we all know it will i'll be here bc thats what family is about and because the feelings i have for you are True and not just words i will be here until then :

An Update From A "rel" Redneck
Hi ya’ll! It’s me, Britney Spears! As ya’ll should know, I dumped my douchey husband this week and traded him in for a new career and a skinnier, sluttier body. Did you see me on Letterman? I looked as hawt as three pack of Beefy Chews from 7/11. Now that Kevin’s out of my life I’m gonna be maken some better decisions about where my careers is going and try to pick a better man to be the step-father of my daddy’s babies. But then again, do I really need my babies? Do you, the people of the world, think that my rugrats are just getting in the way of what you want – which is me dry humping a snake live on stage in a skimpy school girl uniform (remember those days!)? Ever since these two cheeto munchers popped out of my baby hole, my careers a been plummeting faster than my milk duds. I thought that having a couple babies would make me more mature and well-liked just like Anna Nicole Smith, Angelina Jolly and Madonna. But this baby caring stuff is real work! Sure I have nannies a

I Pray For You
I know you will be leaving soon Leaving all you love All you care for behind Leaving to protect these things I pray for you I cry at night Hoping it wont happen Wanting to hear your voice Knowing you are there next to me I pray for you I know if you go I will not say goodbye But tell you I love you And to come home safe I pray for you You will be joining so many others Others who have loved ones Yearning for the same things as I That they will come home safe I pray for you Not only do I tell you I love you But I thank you from the bottom of my heart You are risking it all For people like me I pray for you So please know when I say I love you I really do And know I will be missing you So please come home safe I pray for you As I think of you Out in the desert Carrying all of your equipment I pray for you As you lie in the bunkers Sand in your face, in your eyes Coming within feet of danger I pray for you As you read my letters Hopefully with a smil

Offline
gonna be offline till tomorrow night,getin the pc fixed (I HOPE) So leave some love and I'll get back to everyone who doesnt have the cell when I return or go to the library,whichever comes 1st. Hugs to all

True Or False?
True or False 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock did not have a bellybutton. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 yrs. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. 40 people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute. 8. Babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over fifty will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14. The average computer user blinks 7 times a minute. 15. Your feet are bigger in the afternoon than the rest of th

I Feel Pretty(like A Princess)
Ok SO I vote me make me a princess. Here are the reasons why! #1 I am diplomatic(4 kids...go figure) #2 I look good in a crown #3 I am smart(and not just book smart) #4 I look good in a crown #5 I dont spam #6 Did I mention I look good in a crown? #7 I have the curly princess hair #8 I AM A VERY FAIR PERSON #9 I keep up on world affairs #10 I look good in a crown #11 I can see into your souls #12 I bake cookies #13 I am Good with children and animals(children) #14 Again.. I look good in a crown #15 I should be a princess :) #16 Git R Done #17 I am a good judge of character and not easily fooled #18 If i am pricess we will have a great CSI team for them damn murders and unsolved cases #19 I look good ina crown #20 And finally? Because I should be a Princess...Im princess material :P

Just A Little Something
Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.

Sitting In Class On Cherry Tap
Well this class if full of idiots. I have finished everything that needs to be done and now I am surfin' the net. Most of these kids, I say kids because these college aged young adults are acting like they are 12 or 13 years old today, are whinning that they have not had enough time and so on. The professor is just about ready to drop 10 students right here today. I don't think I've ever seen her so pissed off as she is today. On a better note Next week is Turkey holiday break!!!!! YEAH!!!!! I am so ready for winter break but I am happy with the week of for gobble gobble day. Have an awesome day all!!!!!!! Stac

Opinions Are Like Assholes...
Mike was kind enough to remind me today that there are assholes wherever you go by commenting with this nugget on one of my pictures: 2006-11-12 23:41:1 you are absolutely gross. don't ever visit my page again... And hey, he's entitled to his opinion. I'm well aware that I'm not society's view of beauty. But why the need to be rude? Why actually take the time to come to my page, hunt down a pic and comment just to try and make me feel bad? Almost makes me feel sorry for him that this is what his little ego needs to make himself feel like a big, strong man.

Hair Cut?
ive been riding the line on weather i should cut myhair or not .. i want 2 but i know if i did im gonna miss but its such a pain in the ass sometime .... check out some of my pix n tell me what u guys think

Police Officer Trouble.
POLICE OFFICER A police officer was rushed to the hospital with an inflamed appendix. The doctors operated and advised him that all was well. However, the patrolman kept feeling something pulling at the hairs in his crotch. Worried that it might be a second surgery the doctors hadn't told him about, he finally got enough energy to pull his hospital gown up enough so he could look at what was making him so uncomfortable. Taped firmly across his pubic hair were three wide strips of adhesive tape, the kind that doesn't come off easily. Written in large black letters was the sentence. "Get well quick..... from the nurse you gave a ticket to last week."

U2 - Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
You don't know how you took it You just know what you got Oh lordy you've been stealing From the thieves and you got caught In the headlights Of a stretch car You're a star Dressing like your sister Living like a tart They don't know what you're doing Babe, it must be art You're a headache In a suitcase You're a star Oh no, don't be shy You don't have to go blind Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me You don't know how you got here You just know you want out Believing in yourself Almost as much as you doubt You're a big smash You wear it like a rash Star (I wanna take it) Oh no, don't be shy It takes a crowd to cry Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me Yeah... Hey! They want you to be Jesus They'll go down on one knee But they'll want their money back If you're alive at thirty-three And you're turning tricks With your crucifix You're a star (Oh child) Of course you're not shy You don't have to deny it love

Pussy Cat, Pussy Cat, Where Have You Been?
We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfort- able. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. "Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it." "You know where the button is," I protested through the shower pitter-patter an

Screaming Chicken
this my recipe for screaming chicken take a large Ziplock bag and fill will chicken thighs (i prefer) now fill with Naked Juice Tangerine Scream™ add cayenne pepper and cumin... put in the fridge for 34 to 48 hrs. now throw on the BBq or in the wok.. after throwing on the grill i use a garlic pepper mixture i made. in the mixture is black pepper galic salt cummin cayenne pepper and salt. you may use whatever spices for you like for your seasong... the key to this is to use Naked Juice Tangerine Scream™ juice... you could use any tangerine juice but Naked Juice™ has a very distinct flavor to it..i know naked juice isnt available everywhere and is seasonal so in that case substitute Naked Juice orange juice...i think Owalla also makes a tangerine juice.. hope you enjoy... you check www.nakedjuice.com for availibility.. NOTE: CHECK AT COSTCO™ OR SAM'S CLUB FOR NAKED JUICE BECUASE AT THE REGULAR SUPERMARKET ITS RATHER EXPENSIVE!!!!

More About Hubby
well scott called yesterday and hes doing really good he said that hes above adv. on all of his training..hes graduating in the 19th of december..we are proud of him and cant wait till he gets home..

In His Eyes
In My Eyes You are the World Your beauty is such that it cannot be ignored, Your grace of soul beyond compare. You are the world in my eyes my precious one, You live life with style and flare. I will always love you and seek your light, One day your visage I shall find. The delight of knowing the warmth of your touch, In your arms I finally unwind. Swirling colors of your kalidescope life, Make me smile and fill my eyes. Never boring and never again bound, In your arms my heart flies. Distance of dreams, misty lands and time, Keep us from gazing upon eachothers face. In dreams we shall continue to meet, until in the starlight we dance in grace. My love, my life, my dearest heart, You know my deepest passions, my darkest desire. Deep in my soul a place burns, For you in my hidden passionate fire. From Ramzi ( I Love it )Had to keep it means alot!!!

I Miss You And I Still Love You With All Of My Heart
I STILL LOVE THIS MAN THAT I WAS WITH FOR TWO YEARS WHO JUST BROKE UP WITH ME THIS MORNING AND HE TOLD ME THAT I WAS WORTHLESS AND THAT HE HAD FOUND SOMEONE BETTER THEN ME......THE ONE THAT WAS SUPPOSEDLY BETTER THEN ME IS HIS EX.... WHAT MAKES ONE GIRL BETTER THEN ANOTHER WHEN THAT OTHER GURL ACTUALLY HURT U AND CHEATED ON YOU WITHIN A MONTH OF U BEING TOGETHER NOW THATS NOT FAIR......I STUCK BY HIM FOR 2 YEARS THROUGH EVERYTHING THE CHEATING, LYING, HURT, PAIN AND HE SAYS THAT I AM WORTHLESS...... I WOULD STILL DO ANYTHING FOR HIM AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING THAT I COULD IF HE WOULD JUST ALLOW ME TO HAVE HIS HEART BACK AND FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT HE LOVES ME........ I LOVE ROB FOREVER XOXOXOXO MISS YOU DJ

Take My Hand
Come with me to a hidden place Into the depths of reality and thought I will show you it all All I have sought Come with me and take my hand Let me show you I can I am able to do much more But I am still only a man Believe me it's true The scribbles tell no lie I am no longer able to hide And I can not deny Open the door and there I stand Freezing, alone, with a welcoming hand Take it now, I beg you please Take it now, come along with me I offer nothing that you have not seen I hold no words prisoner any longer I shout out every chance I get My feelings just become stronger Come with me and I will show That all my words are true Come with me and you will see That I belong nevermore, without you This one actually scared me, the words flowed like I have been meaning to say it forever and then some. I really would have liked to end it differently, however, but I wasn't entirely sure of what I should say. I guess i'm still reserved, but still, this one

Chapter Iii: A Little Family History
Chapter III: A Little Family History Jennifer closed the door silently and watched from the window as Dan pulled away. She, too, was feeling the love that was developing. Her hand closed around the wet handkerchief in her pocket. She thought that maybe tomorrow, at school, she'd find a way to get Dan alone. Somewhere....anywhere.... For now, she had another thing on her mind, though. The real reason she'd wanted to go into the house alone was that she'd seen her cousin Jeff's car parked beside the garage. Obviously he was home from college for a few days. Jennifer's parents had been killed in a tragic accident when she was just twelve. Her uncle and aunt had taken her in and ever since, had raised her with their son Jeff, as one of their own. What her uncle and aunt didn't realize though, was the relationship between the two cousins had blossomed over the years into something they probably wouldn't have approved of... And, although her mind was still on Dan, she wan

Thoughts To Ponder On
Why do "cool" and "hot" mean the same thing? If you sneeze and fart at the same time, does a vacuum form in your stomach? Why does triangularly cut bread taste better than square bread? Does a baby feel the umbilical cord being cut off? Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"? Why is it that no matter what color of bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? If you have a pet with 2 heads do you have to name both heads? How come they don't add the time that we are in our mom's to our age? .. language=Javascript>..> Why do people squint their eyes when they can't see? Wouldn't that just make it less space to see out of? What is a hacky, and why is it in a sack? Why do we have to pay a toll on "freeways"? Why do they call them pepperoni if there is no pepper in it? Can a school teacher give a homeless child homework?

To My Two Bestfriends
well i know that it's not much but this is the way my mind works. shawns knows it the best but you will too. the only way for me to express myself is thru writing poems. so i wrote a little something for you guys. i hope you enjoy it and like it. hope you two had a great day. luv ya *hugg* and *kisses*

And I Thought That It Was A Best Ass Contest.....
If I had known that it wasn't just a best ass contest but that it was a naked ass and pussy then I wouldn't have entered the contest. How fair is it to everyone else if some of the pics in the best ass contest had bare naked pussies showing in it. That is what I would call cheating!!!!!!!!!! I would say for you to go and see for yourself but I am not going to even promote this contest that I am in...I would rather lose the contest than to lower myself to have so little self respect to go and show the world the trash that some of thesepeople are showing, I can't call them ladies since they don't act like ladies........... So, since none of you are my mother, doctor, or husband then none of you will ever see any naked pics of me or anything close to it.....I will ALWAY'S have clothes on !!!

"the Ask Out Game''
Whoever wants to go out with you, they will COMMENT you saying: "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised as 2 who replys 2 you!! PS. must do even if taken

Monday, November 13, 2006
Well Last Wednesday I approved the sig cover design for my first poetry book and it is now in the printing department!!! I am starting to get a little ecited about it now!!! I sure hope that everyone who gets a copy really enjoys the poems and I have to admit I hope that it is a big hugh hit!! The title is: "Measure The Heart" The ISBN Number is: 1-4241-4860-X More updates to come!!!

For You =)
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who hate, and let that love embrace you as you go out into the world. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and whose have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the enco

Have To Say This...
The sexiest ladies on cyberspace are right here at CT. Man, who needs skin mags and porno?! I think I'm losing feeling in my legs. I definitely won't be walking for a while without getting awkward looks, that's for sure. :) Keep it sexy, ladies...but that definitely won't take any effort. :)

THANK YOU, -- To My Readers - Get Your Own From the Bottom of My Heart -- for taking precious moments of your life to READ, LISTEN, VIEW My POETRY BLOGS & Writings!! Please Come Back Daily -- for Updates! Lenora Love Whiteside, Poet & Spoken Word Artist www.LenoraLove.com

No Time Lately.
To all my friends. It has been a really busy time for me lately. I have not been able to spend the time I wanted talking to all of you and sending and responding to everyone's comments and messages. I just wanted you all to know that I appreciate you all and will at some point drop in on you all. So, take good care and we'll talk soon! luv Dave

5 More Months!!!
actually its less than that till i get married! he just left to go bakc home yesterday but i have 2 and a half more weeks till i get to see him again, and meet my step kids! I'm so excited!! But the down side, is i'm sick! I think i have strep again and i feel like shit. hopefully i don't cause i know that people will talk with wes being here this weekend and now i'm sick doesn't sound right but its true. anyway i need to call the dr now and get and apt. so you guys teke it easy!!!

A Fucked-up Time!
Ok, peeps, I'm officially out of jail, after spending about 6 months over a bunch of B.S. ranging from Drinkin' in Public to Assaulting an Officer (amongst a couple other things they let me out w/ 1 yr. probation, but its all good! It feels so fuckin' good to be outta that hell hole, it fucking sux, but neways, hows every1 on C.T. doing, better than me I hope, gotta go, maybe we can catch-up on old shit another time, peace!

Friends I Will Catch When I Can!
I won't be in here as much as I like. I probably won't be able to post responses back quickly, because I have gone back to work. I have been off on early retirement from teaching school, really disability retirement but not having enough years at best it hardly met the bills. I found out as long as did not work for the school retirement system I could work at other things. So I am trying my hand at Wally's world, man it was a more rigorous interviews, and back ground checks than the public schools give employees. Now that is a sad affair when you think what school employees are responsible for. Well, I wanted everyone to know that I am not ignoring you I am just working weird hours and days. When Jan is home I will not be on the computer very much, because I would rather push her buttons and play with her. Sorry, but I love her just a little. Everyone behave and I am not saying how you have to have some fun, but get along with each other.

New Pics!
I got new pictures up.. I een really busy with work and the daily routine that I have been neglecting all the awesome people on this site.. sorry guys! but i had a free minute so i posted some recent pics i took and said hello to a few people.. check em out and tell me what you think... Peace love and firearms.. Suicidal

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This is the fairy tale that should have been read to all little girls!!! Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat, contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and live in your castle where you can prepare my meals, clean my clothes, wash the floors, take care of the children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sauteed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled, and thought to herself: "I don't F%$#ing Think so!!!!!!!"

To?????
Erotic Story of The Day My House Owner My name is Malini Now I am living in singapore this is my true experince that happend when i was in Chennai 4 years ago. My family is small, my husband is doing small buisness in Chennai my son is 20 years of age he is studying hotelmanagement We live in a small rented house in chennai the house owner is my husband friend iam 42 years of age. I am very fair the house owner is a very good man he living with his wife his children is working in US. He is an riterd goverment staff. My husband is doing the garment buisness our buisness was a failure in that time. My son fees is more than 90 thousand per year and most of our earnings spent for our son's education. The house owner help my husband to solve all the problem and he arrange visa for my husband to go to Gulf . My husband went to gulf. Me and my son live in the house. My son had completed the course and he joined as a management trainee in a star hotel. One day house owner wiv

Don't Let Your Day Go On Without Reading This First, No Matter
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place For young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the rea

She's Beautiful
I thought I would try to write a poem, but words are not flowing. So I have decided to write my thoughts on her beauty. This is the beauty of anyone who loves a woman. If you can not look her in the eye and from your heart tell her she is beautiful, you are not good enough for her. If you can not speak to her honestly and tell her daily you love her and she is beautiful, I question is there love? The one I love is beautiful regardless of what anyone else believes or sees, she is most beautiful to me. I love to look at her as she sleeps. She looks so peaceful, kind, gentle and almost childlike,but most of all she is so beautiful. I can not resist I have to lean over and give her a kiss and tell she is so pretty my beautiful love. I hear all the time when I tell her she is fine, beautiful, pretty and other words of endearment as she answers oh yeah sure! The excuses she gives like look at me tired, feeling icky, I am sweaty, and on and on. However, I see her with my hea

How Does It Feel To Want?
I want to network with other artists. I want to have artist friends. I want to make a little money from my artwork! I want there to be more than four artists, including myself, on Cherry Tap. I want all other artists to join the art lounge I made (Art is Love) so we can fullfill the afforementioned networking want. I want to NOT be the only person who wants these things! Ok, I'm done rambling now. But seriously, I want to meet other artists on CT! PS: I'm so sick of people who list their interests as partying and drinking and hanging out. Don't you want to actually DO SOMETHING?

When The Time Comes
There are points in our lives when the time comes to let go. Either it be a job, a lifestyle or a certain person. You may love everything about this certain item or person but can know in your heart you need to let go. That is what being adult is all about. Not living in the adolescent but living in the here and now. The choices you make when your young, affect who you are as an adult. Some choices can scar you for life, some can screw you up enough to wake you from your daze and teach you a very much lesson learned. Then there are thos eof us who have time and time again get God smacked and still choose not to listen even when it's to late. Choices, it's always about choices. What should you wear when you wake up, what should you eat, how should you look and how should you act. We make our own choices as to wether or not to stay true to someone or to love someone for who they truly are. It's kinda funny, the way I look at it. I would much rather be happier if I was

To?????
A current issue in today’s word is the morning after pill, a method to prevent pregnancy after unprotected sex, There are many debates whether the morning after pill should be available over the counter. Numerous questions about post-coital contraception, another name for the morning after pill, have come up what is the morning after pill? How does it work? What are the side effects of the morning after pill. Should the morning after pill be available over the counter? This essay argues that the morning after pill should not be available over the counter because it could result in irresponsible sexual behavior. What is the morning after pill? Emergency contraception pills, as it is also referred as, are for use after a woman has had unprotected sex. These pills are oral pills that a woman takes within seventy-two hours of sexual contact to prevent becoming pregnant. Emergency contraception pills contain the same ingredients as regular birth control pills, but in higher doses. There are

Today Is Def A Monday And Dont Know What To Do??
OK TODAY IS DEF A MONDAY YOU ALL...IF YOUR READING THIS THEN I TAKE IT YOU MIGHT CARE ABOUT WHATS GOING ON SO I WONT FEEL TO STUPID THAT IM TYPING TO PEOPLE THAT MIGHT NOT REALLY GIVE A SH*T. WELL MY BOYFRIEND OF 9 YEARS AND I HAVE TWO BUSINESSES TOGETHER AND INS-GROUP IS MINE. WE HAD AN EMPLOYEE THAT WAS TRYING TO GET HIS LIFE IN ORDER ABOUT A YEAR AGO TRIED TO HELP HIM AND HE SCREWED US OVER STOLE ABOUT 5000 WORTH OF TOOLS AND MORE MONEY THAT YOU CAN IMAGINE. BEING START UP COMPANY EVERYONE KNOWS THAT THIS IS HARD TO OVERCOME. WELL WE FINALLY GOT RID OF HIM I WAS SOOO HAPPY. THEN THIS YEAR COMES ALONG AND TOM MY BF DECIDES TO LET THIS IDIOT BACK INTO OUR LIVES AND WORKS WITH HIM TELLS ME HES CHANGED AND HES DOING GREAT..(HE WAS INTO HEROINE AND CRACK COCAINE) K?!?! I DONT LIKE TO JUDGE PEOPLE CAUSE IM JUST NOT LIKE THAT BUT DAMN THATS ALOT TO GET OVER I JUST ONE YEAR. SO ANYWAYS THEY BEEN GONE OUT TO NJ DOING MACYS JOBS TOM COMES HOME WITH RON RON IS HIS NAME HE HAS NO WAY HO

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt a uncontroled rage? Not a mad rage but a rage for something that you love so much. I have felt that rage for the last week. It is a addition for something that I just wanna have and cant. Maybe because I cant afford it, or maybe because it doesnt want me. I dont know the answers. I know that It is a desire that only I can stop. It hurts so bad that my head starts spinning and the room goes dark. It could be a cold I am comming down with or a mental illness. Noone knows.. I just thought I would write down these words that you could read them. Maybe you know what I am talking about maybe you dont..

Wanna See Me Nude?
well forget it! ain't happenin I just did this to get your attention so nyah! actually I am just giving ya notice that I'll be takin requests from today on for my song of the day blog what I do is put a video and the lyrics to a song that I listen to a lot and I try to show you guys the kinda music that I listen to all the time. Now its your turn to show me what kinda music ya like so request those songs and I'll put em up for ya :)

Song Fo The Day 1 Candlebox - Far Behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad But I did it anyway And then maybe Some would say your life was sad But you lived it anyway And so maybe Your friends they stand around they watch you crumble As you falter to the ground And then someday Your friends they stand beside as you were flying Oh you were flying oh so high But them someday people look at you for what they call their own They watch you suffer Yeah they hear you calling home But then some day we could take our time To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us But you left me far behind Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad But I did it anyway Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes But I live with what I've known And then maybe we might share in something great But won't you look at where we've grown Won't you look at where we've go

Funny...lol
A UCLA Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." ( YOU GO GIRL!)

You Took My Place
One Day, A Man Went To Visit A Church. He got there early, parked his car, and got out. Another car pulled up near and the driver got out and said, "I Always Park There!!! You Took My Place!!!" The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, "That's My Seat!!! You Took My Place!!!" The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the Visitor Went Into The Sanctuary And Sat Down. Another member walked up to him and said, "That's Where I Always Sit!!! You Took My Place!!!" The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later As The Congregation Was Praying For Christ To Dwell Among Them, The Visitor Stood Up, And His Appearance Began To Change. Horrible Scars Became Visible On His Hands And On His Sandaled Feet. Someo

Worst Call Ever...
So people are constantly asking me what my worst call was. I used to say that I didn't have one that I could consider "the worst". Well, this all changed on Friday. Now I can truly say that in the four years I've been in EMS, this was the worst call I've ever had. To keep a long story short and to make sure I don't violate any privacy laws, I'm not going to go way into detail about this call, but here's the Readers Digest version. On Friday, we received a call for a vehicle accident with an ejection and entrapment, fire service on scene advising a pediatric cardiac arrest. When we arrived, the 12 year old that was ejected was not breathing and was pulseless. The 16 year old driver was still entrapped and still alive, though critically injured. The decision was made to terminate efforts on the 12 year old in the hopes that we had a better chance of saving his 16 year old brother. We got him out of the vehicle and air lifted him to the hospital where he's still at today. I just

If
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at lest 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your

I Go To Work Early And Stay At Work Late...
infuriated I must be a Ford kinda guy. Thanks, Toby Keith. Or Keith Urban, or whoever the fuck wears that goddamned redneck hat I see on the commercial and want to kill people in HUGE pickup trucks with tiny MICRO dicks who pay too much for fuel and then call me a faggot for riding a bike everywhere and then I realize the karmic distribution system is skewed and fucked totally for the simple fact that you can DIE easier on a bike than in a HUGE FUCKING AUTOMOBILE. And said driver of said huge auto thinks its "totally cool" to run red lights/stopsigns and come after you when you fingerbang the air at him/her (after almost being flattened) and wish their premature deaths. (its mostly male drivers and rich old hookers on webster ave.) Did I say premature? I meant mercy killings. I meant mandatory gene pool filtration, natural selection, and finally an end to this old fucking ridiculously vapid world. When I swing my fists I aim at extinction of the natural order, of life and d

In Memory Of Our Heroes
IN MEMORY OF OUR HEROES To the bravest of the brave, We pray for your loss, For your heroic effort, A round of applause. They come from all over, To aid in our plight, At New York’s Ground Zero, All through the night. Who could predict, The events of the day, Some fled for their lives, For the rest, we now pray. As smoke bellowed around them, They continued their mission, Knowing full well, Of the horrific condition. With your heart filled with hope, And a race against time, Your trying to cope, From this devastating crime. The flag was still flying, Amid all the debris, As people stood crying, In the land of the free. The towers have fallen, But United We Stand, All through the nation, Hand in Hand. ~Victoria Holley 9/23/01

Silverfish
Run Run little fishbug on my floor into my hammond organ strewn about the front room. eat unopened pastas and left out fruit/vegetables in an unwritten agreement that you will overrun us simple humans and one day outlive our holocaust. Eat Eat, overgrown Silverfish like a tarantula without webbing crawl on my sleeping limbs and impregnate my skin with your fecal matter. Say You'll stay with me forever in one form or another as a cancerous tumor in my hand from fecality and festering over decades of pointless lifetime. its too dark in here to see the big picture. Though it doesnt matter anyways. I'm staring at it up close.

I Am A New Yorker
I AM A NEW YORKER I do not live in the five boroughs or on the Island or Upstate I may live hundreds or thousands of miles away Or I may live just over the GW Bridge But I am a New Yorker I am a New Yorker Whatever took me out of New York: Business, family or hating the cold did not take New York out of me. My accent may have faded and my pace may have slowed But I am a New Yorker I am a New Yorker I was raised on Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade and Rockefeller Plaza, The Yankees or the Mets (Giants or Dodgers) Jones Beach or Rye Beach or one of the beaches on the sound (Orchard Beach) I know that "THE END" means Montauk. Because I am a New Yorker I am a New Yorker When I go on vacation, I never look up Skyscrapers are something I take for granted The Empire State Building and the Statue of Liberty are part of me Taxis and noise and subways and "get outa heah" don't rattle me Because I am a New Yorker I am a New Yorker I was raised on cultural diversity before it w

Dear Terrorist
Dear Terrorist, Well, you hit the World Trade Center, but you missed America. You hit the Pentagon, but you missed America. You used helpless American bodies, to take out other American bodies, but like a poor marksman, you STILL missed America. Why? Because of something you guys will never understand. America isn't about a building or two, not about financial centers, not about military centers. America isn't about a place. America isn't even about a bunch of bodies. America is about an IDEA. An idea that you can go someplace where you can earn as much as you can figure out how to, live for the most part, like you envisioned living, and pursue happiness. (No guarantee that you'll reach it, but you can sure try!) Go ahead and whine your terrorist whine, and chant your terrorist litany: "If you cannot see my point, then feel my pain." This concept is alien to Americans. We live in a country where we don't have to see your point. But you're free to have one. We

Ok I'll Be Nice This Time................
OK I'LL BE NICE THIS TIME... HOW THE FUCK IS EVERYONE????? I'M GOOD... HAD A A BITCHIN WEEKEND MY BOSS/BEST FRIEND AND OUR MEN WENT TO THE BAR AND HAD A GREAT TIME!!! SHE THANKED ME LIKE 20 TIMES FOR GETTING THEM OUT OF THE HOUSE.... OK BUT ANY WAY EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND DROP ME A LINE AND SAY HI AND MAYBE TELL ME ABOUT UR WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LUV YA ALL.

A Message For Bin Laden
A MESSAGE FOR BIN LADEN Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? Your just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishin' Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep void. We'll band together and fill the holes We'll bury our dead and bless their souls. But then our energy will focus on you; And you'll feel the wrath of

Scabies
melancholy I wish I could everlast the long darkness of three Ay eM. Believe that I am blind to the curvature of one's spine directly against mine Hands that become crossed, fingers crooked, legs folded unto one another and a pause... Wait for breath... And, fluid heartbeat recedes slowly to normal. Asleep. Long division brings you back towards zero, and that, well, that's just how the world works itself out. Pleased, red, blue, white, all colors of a blind eye A blight that leaves one suppressed Into a shy quiet. Into an awkward silence. I wish my armor weren't so chinked and rusted. Or perhaps it just ain't so, little Joey. And that, well, that's just how I fight against the fury of the tide.

In Memory
In memory of all those who perished; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders. If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and

Lady Liberty
LADY LIBERTY I wonder what she thought As she stood there, strong and tall. She couldn't turn away, She was forced to watch it all. Did she long to offer comfort As her country bled? With her arm forever frozen High above her head. She could not shield her eyes She could not hide her face She just stared across the water Keeping Freedom's place. The smell of smoke and terror Somehow reduced her size So small within the harbor But still we recognized... How dignified and beautiful On a day so many died I wonder what she thought, And I know she must have cried.

White September Sky
WHITE SEPTEMBER SKY How did it look to them in the first frozen second of the brand new war, when sky and fire opened the walls? Vengeance is not enough. Sometimes it seems the dead are waiting, ghost riders paused in shock before they go on to wherever they go. They want us to see what they saw, as their exploded memories began to unravel through the air, until only the air remained. We watched the clouds they became, their dust filling our eyes, our lungs, our blood. We breathe them in, we have no choice, and their blood flows in us, as we move, stately, into the passion of war, the romance of revenge. But some remembered, in that second at the window, lovers, children, all the white Septembers of joy. Bless them in the middle of fire, bless their blood, heroic, that we bring to war, bless their final end. Vengeance is not enough. They wait for peace.

A Dollar Per Point
A professor was giving a big test one day to his students. He handed out all of the tests and went back to his desk to wait. Once the test was over the students all handed the tests back in. The professor noticed that one of the students had attached a $100 bill to his test with a note saying "A dollar per point." The next class the professor handed the graded tests back out. This student got back his test, his test grade, and $64 change.

Thoughts
I have noticed something over the last few days.. well actually its something i live with every day of my life but lately i have noticed it alot more.. Do people ever stop and think of what other people are going through? I am a big girl and this weekend i took my kids to chuckee cheese's and everyone there looked at my like they have never seen a fat chick before, do you know what that does to a person? I thought adults were more mature but i guess i was wrong.. Yesterday my dad went to the Viking/Green Bay game and unfortunately for him he had to sit between two women who acted like they had to sit next to a mass murder they sat as far away as possible as if he was gonna spread being fat to them like some common disease.. this totally sickens me.. Fat people are people to.. We have feelings just like everyone else.. I just ask that you stop and think of what your actions might mean to someone else and think twice before staring at someone or making that remark that would be be

Remembering Eddie Guerrero
On the morning of November 13, 2005 I awoke around 7:00 a.m. at the Marriott in downtown Minneapolis. I was headed to the Target Center for RAW and SmackDown. Following the shows that evening, the plans were to leave for Europe with the SmackDown brand. As I was preparing to head to the building with the other producers, I was met by Dave Finlay. Judging by the look on his face, I knew instantly that something was wrong. He proceeded to tell me of Eddie’s passing. At that moment my world stopped for what felt like a lifetime. The feeling was eerily reminiscent of my father’s passing in September of 1994. Until then, I hadn’t felt such a tragic loss as the day Eddie left us. It’s an indescribable feeling to lose someone you’ve shared so much of your life with through the years. It’s hard to express ones feelings when they lose a loved one. I loved Eddie Guerrero very much. Eddie was part of my “road family” along with Chris Benoit for the past 15 years. I can honestly say I have spe

While I Am Ranting..
One more of you asks me to see MY PRIVATE SHOTS imma kick yer asses...I have no naked pics kthx. What ever is private is cuz i DONT want every idiot on the internet wanking to my pics. I am a nice girl and im not hookin it here so neener neener...I am sure u can find plenty of other boobies on this site to ogle... Can't you all say someone is pretty w/o needing to see thier cooch? geez...

"forever Autumn" - The Moody Blues
"Forever Autumn" The summer sun is fading as the year grows old And darker days are drawing near The winter winds will be much colder Now you're not here I watch the birds fly south across the Autumn sky And one by one they disappear. I wish that I was flying with them Now you're not here Like the sun through the trees you came to love me Like a leaf on the breeze you blew away Through Autumn's golden gown we used to kick our way You always loved this time of year Those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now Cause you're not here Like the sun through the trees you came to love me Like a leaf on the breeze you blew away A gentle rain falls softly on my weary eyes As if to hide a lonely tear My life will be forever Autumn Cause you're not here (3x) (Instrumental break)

I Arrive.
Oh, the memories. See friends, I once lived here for six years. This was my house once. I made the down payment. I paid the mortgage. The appliances are all top of the line, because I prefer the best tools for my passions. The carpet, flawlessly matches the curtains, and wainscoting. I have a CD player, mounted in the kitchen. I'm slightly obsessed with cleanliness, and I love to have music whilst I work. (Mops make fabulous dance partners.) Am I home? No...Far from it. But this will suffice. This will do, for now. This is my waystation. This is the jumping off point into the next phase of my life. It once all began here, and now, in a sense, it begins again. But the rules have changed. This time, it's going down my way. So, the point to this entry? Just to let my friends know I've moved, I've arrived, I'm here. I'm intact, better than ever. And thank you, Ronald, for caring. And thank You, for being You... It'll be awhile before I have my computer back up online, so

Today
er sunday We had the sillist day .. machine broke down.. material went all over the place.. and dude was spazzing all over.. He wouldn't listen to me.. so i kept quiet.. Did my job and left .. for the meeting.. Not a bad day.. not a good day either.. Time for some pancakes and sleep. nite

What Can Be
Monday, November 13, 2006 What can be It is vast beyond imagination, too beautiful and magnificent for words, and sometimes quite frightening. It is the universe that you cannot touch, but which you can always begin to grasp. Live your moments with full awareness, acceptance and respect for what is. Yet also stay intimately in touch with what can be. In the realm of what can be, there are solutions to every problem and pathways through every challenge. The sweet fulfillment you've always sought, lives somewhere in what can be. In what can be, there exists a kind of hope that nothing can diminish. In what can be, your options stretch out far beyond anything you might yet have imagined. And the first step into what can be is the next step that you take. Joyfully respect and truly appreciate all that is, for that is what you take with you as you cross the threshold into what can be. Let the limitations fall away from your thinking and allow your imagination to soar wi

Omg Im A Bitch!
its ok tho! I embrace it...Love me or Hate me!! They call me a Bitch . . . When I stand up for myself Or support my own convictions. When I defend someone else Or express my own opinions. When I stand up for those I love . . . And for those, I hate. When I speak my own mind & such Or try to do things my own way. When I work hard for whatever I wanted Instead of having it handed to me. When I am strong willed & determined To succeed in a man's world. . .yet keep my dignity! They call me a Bitch . . . Because . . . I teach my kids "the old fashioned way" In order for them to be more responsible. Because . . . I raise my kids the hard way To be confident & stronger people. Because . . . I teach my kids NOT to be rude, but very polite And why they shouldn't break laws or cardinal sins. Because . . . I direct my kids NOT to be afraid to fight And to stand up tall for what they believe in. Because . . . I tell them to love themselves & ALL humans To respect themse

The Witch In Me
The Witch in Me The Witch in me is the candle, whose fire never burns out. The Witch in me is the air, who can caress the trees' leaves with only one breath. The Witch in me is the sea, whose waves are like laughter that touches everyone in sight. The Witch in me is the earth, whose roots reach out like hands and take hold of the human heart. The Witch in me is the spirit, of the eternal Goddess and God. And because of this, The Witch in me is brave. And the Witch in me is strong. And the Witch in me is immortal and lives on and on. And even though I may die, The Witch in me will live on. ~unknown~

Them Dang Teens!!!! Now I Can't Sleep!!!
Well just wonderful!!! (Grumbles and growls, all while yawning, and so wishing I could be asleep now.) My wonderful teens thought theyd be cute and wake me from my sleep. They do this so often and no just to me but other siblings, and family members. So I decided tonight was payback time. Just as I heard them finally asleep, I would creep in the room and start tickling their faces, makin noises, or jumping on them and running out of the room. For the first few visits they acted like it phased them in the slighest. Then finally victory was mine!!! They started yelling and growling, and boy they were feeling my frustration this early morning. I clearly pointed out how inconsiderate, disrespectful, and mean it was to do such things to others, then while leaving the room---I flashed on the lights and GROWLED WICKEDLY; "DO IT AGAIN AND I WILL BE YOUR WORST NIIIIIIIIIIGHTMAREEEEEEEE!!!!!" So........Now I accopolished what I set out to do, but now I can't get back to sleep!!

One
Is it getting better? Or do you feel the same? Will it make it easier on you now? You got someone to blame You say One love One life When it's one need In the night One love We get to share it Leaves you baby if you Don't care for it Did I disappoint you? Or leave a bad taste in your mouth? You act like you never had love And you want me to go without Well it's Too late Tonight To drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to Carry each other Carry each other One Have you come here for forgiveness? Have you come to raise the dead? Have you come here to play Jesus? To the lepers in your head Did I ask too much? More than a lot. You gave me nothing, Now it's all I got We're one But we're not the same Well we Hurt each other Then we do it again You say Love is a temple Love a higher law Love is a temple Love the higher law You ask me to enter But then you make me crawl And I can't be holding on To what

Juggalo Family Iz Turnin 2 Shit!
I FEEL LIKE NO ONE EVEN CARES WHAT I GOT TO SAY ANYMORE ABOUT THE FAMILY TURNIN INTO A BUNCH OF FAKE ASSES! WE DONT EVEN HANG OUT IN THE LOUNGE ANYMORE AND I WUZ PROUD OF THE LOUNGE CUZ WE USED TO HAVE PPL IN THERE AND NOW EVERYTIME I COME ON HERE TO HANG OUT WITH MY FAM NO ONES IN THERE. EVERYONES TOO BUSY WITH THESE STUPID CONTEST REAL LO'S N LETTE'S DONT CARE BOUT SHOWIN OFF THEIR TITS N ASS FOR STUPID PTS. THATS WHY I THINK A BUNCH OF U R FAKE AND JUST SAY UR PART OF THE LO FAM JUST FOR POPULARITY PTS. SEE REAL LO'S N LETTE'S ARE MISFITS AND OUTKAST THAT DONT CARE ABOUT WHO IS THE BEST LO OR LETTE ALL THEY CARE ABOUT IZ THE FAM. ON HERE I AINT REALLY SEEN ALOT OF REAL FAM N HERE AND IT IS SAD. IM CAME HERE TO MEET MORE FAM AND HANG OUT WITH FAM AND I CANT EVEN DO IT ANYMORE THAT IZ REAL SAD!!!!!!!!!

Cat Bathing As A Martial Art
Some people say cats never have to be bathed. They say cats lick themselves clean. They say cats have a special enzyme of some sort in their saliva that works like new, improved Wisk - dislodging the dirt where it hides and whisking it away. I've spent most of my life believing this folklore. Like most blind believers, I've been able to discount all the facts to the contrary, the kitty odors that lurk in the corners of the garage and dirt smudges that cling to the throw rug by the fireplace. The time comes, however, when a man must face reality: when he must look squarely in the face of massive public sentiment to the contrary and announce: "This cat smells like a port-a-potty on a hot day in Juarez." When that day arrives at your house, as it has in mine, I have some advice you might consider as you place your feline friend under your arm and head for the bathtub: -- Know that although the cat has the advantage of quickness and lack of concern for human life, you have the

We Talk About Every Thing !!
LETS START OFF WITH IS THIS A GREAT SITE OR WHAT ? So what should we talk about ? love - over rated marrage - sucks sex - what sex I have a wife business - doing very will thank you . So this my life whats yours . Here my other cool site My URL http://www.myspace.com/wouldyouliketoquityourjob My Blog URL http://blog.myspace.com/wouldyouliketoquityourjob

Made It Safe And Sound
Hey All, Okay well things got alittle messed up but it's all good. I made it home from Japan on the 4th of November safe and sound! It was a good trip over all. The last night there we went to dinner, then to Tommy's Bar. After the bar closed, EVERYONE there went to Karaoke with us!!! We didn't get back to the hotel until 6:30 AM. That is kinda one reason I did not post my final blog from Japan. When we got to the hotel, we had to finish packing, check out, and catch the bus to the airport!!! Talk about timing.. Made it home safely, and had a wonderful time with my family, I missed them so much. Now I am in Texas, San Antonio to be exact. We are doing a Line Off Ceremony for the first official vehicle (the new Tundra), to roll of the assembly line at the new Texas Plant!!! I've been here since Thursday the 9th, but the stupid hotel internet has been down. They finally fixed it last night, well more like 1:30 this morning! Anyway, all is good and I will be returning home on the 18th.

Sex Joke
Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams

My Freshman And Sophmore Years Of High School
Okay here is my freshman and sophmore years of high school from what I can remember. My freshman year was well okay I guess. My sister was a senior when I was a freshmen so she helped me out alot, I was friends with her friends and hung out with her and them, except towards the end of the year she started to hang out with my freshmen friends and they liked her better then me, so needless to say I lost those so called friends. The summer inbetween my freshman and sophmore year. my sister met her now husband. When I first met him I was was like there is something weird about him but could not put my finger on him. But then again she was totally in love with him and being the good sister I am i just told her what i felt and then accepted whatever decision she made. My sophmore year started and all my so called friends would ask me day in and day out about her. i was like HELLO i am here talk to me ask me questions. So I figured out that I was not my own person, but my sist

The Outhouse
THE OUTHOUSE INCIDENT Two rednecks, Hank and Jenny Sue went for a walk in the countryside. After a while, Hank had to answer a call of nature. Spying an outhouse, he excused himself. Jenny Sue waited for Hank...and waited, and waited. Finally, she looked inside and saw Hank stirring around in the outhouse muck with a stick. "Hank, what the hell are you doing, stirring in the shit?" she yells. "I dropped my jacket down the hole," he complains. "It's the one my momma gave me." Jenny Sue shakes her head. "You're crazy ... you're not gonna wear that thing now, are you?" "Hell no," Hank assures her, "but there's a baloney sandwich in one of the pockets!"

Salutes!
Very excited about the new salute feature and hopefully that will discourage fakes from joining here! I doubt it though unless it becomes enforced. Anyways, I will be posting my salute in a bit and I suggest you do to! I will be making a blog entry later on some of the other fakes I've been finding lately. Stay Real!

Poem By Me Called Never
We would never appreciate sunshine if there was no rain We would never experience happiness if we didn't know pain We would never know love if we never felt some hate We wouldn't need to rush if we all would sit and wait We would never see the beauty of roses if we didnt see some weeds We would never heal if we never had to bleed We would never see the light if we were never in the dark We would never appreciate love if someone didn't break our heart We would never really live if we were so afraid to die We would never have the answers if we didnt question "why" We would never know loneliness if we never had a friend We would never start all over if another chapter didn't end We would never question God if we kept our strong faith We would never feel trapped if we let our minds escape We would never smile if we never hurt enough to cry We would never say hello if we never said good bye We would never have rainbows without a thunder storm We would never understa

Alittle More About Me..
Christine Dolce, also known as alter ego Forbidden, got her first taste of being in the spotlight shortly after joining the Myspace online community soon after its inception, turning it upside down with her stunning profile and images. With Myspace recognized as the world's fastest growing and fifth highest traffic website on the internet,But now she is truing cherrytap also. Christine quickly established herself as an icon with looks that kill, great style and personality to match. Dubbed as the "Queen of Myspace" in a feature story in March's issue of Vanity Fair Magazine, with over 30 million profile views and 900,000 "friends", Christine is one of the top 3 popular out of the 80 million profiles on the site. 2006 will be the year of Christine Dolce as her appeal grows by the day. Currently, Christine focuses efforts on acting training, photo shoots, public appearances and promoting the launch of her of her website www.forbiddenxo.com. Much of Christine's time is also spent on he

F.u.c.k
KNOW THAT I'V SHOWED MY LOVE Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!this was a random fuck was it good for you too !!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K for

I Never Thought I Would See This
So I am at the beach yesterday with friends when we hear the life gaurd telling a cop that some guy just took a dump in the ocean. He points out the bum sitting on the sand wall between the beach and A1A. My friend walks over and starts taking snap shots. this is the best shot. LOL The cops were putting him in the car. He had a shirt tied around his waist so that his ass was showing and from what we can guess is an easier way to take a squat in the ocean. LMAO I guess there is never a dull day in Ft Lauderdale. Later that afternoon a guy rolls up to the Elbo Room http://www.elboroom.com/ on this bike! Have a wonderful week everyone! xoxo Chris

I Hate Cheaters.
If you know me well enough, you would know it takes a lot to get me upset. Well this past Friday my boyfriend called me, and told me that he got high on a Monday night and hooked up with some random chick. Then he tries to break up without giving me a chance to say anything. Yeah, I was sad, angry, and for some reason I still love him. How the hell does that work anyway? I never used to be able to forgive something like this, but loving him changed that. He promised me to stop, now I just hope he does so my heart won't break worse then it did last time. -A

Usual
I sat today in our usual spot on our usual day at our usual restarant after work. I ate today my usual omlete my usual coffee my usual cig after my breakfast. My usual payday saturday turned unusual today. Everything the same but for one thing You! Everything that was usual when you where here turned unusual And everything that was different was different because of the absence you. Written by Saralynne Fox

Feeling...
Im sad, i feel like the world felt down on me... one more day starting and i keep my bad humor, all i want is cry, even if i know that will not bring me anywhere... Sometimes i wish i could end this, suicide would be the only solution, only this way i could stop this sadness, this pain... i know its a stupid thought but i've been suffering alot during all my short life, and i cant handle this anymore, im not that strong, i just cant!

In My Head
"In My Head" By Anna Nalick... Come listen to the song on my page!! Under the weight of your wings You are a god and whatever I want you to be And I wonder if truly you are Nearly as beautiful as I believe In my head Your voice You've got all that I need And this make believe will get me through Another lonely night Under the weight of your wings Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo I will pretend I know not of your thoughts And even the way that they mirror my own I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go In my head Your voice You've got all that I need And this make believe will get me through Another lonely night Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet Love on repeat I'm echoing all your philosophies And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet Love on repeat I'm echoing all your philosophies And as I...

On A Lighter Note
Good Morning! I actually feel pretty good tody. But I am going back to bed. TOOO TIRED. I got out of my bad mood. NO OFFENSE, but you men can drive us woman nutty. but I guess we do are fair share of driving you crazy too. My birth day is on the 25th. I am not excited, I am going to be 28. I want to be 22. LOL!! I am afraid to turn 30. That means I cant be a kid no more. Well I hope everyone has a great day. I wont be on till later, so I will ttyl. bye bye

Interview With Danko Jones
We had the chance to toss some questions at new Rock sensation DANKO JONES, who is currently taking over some Satellite Radio stations with his current hit single â€œFirst Date.â€ We decided weâ€™d let our newest writer, Greg, handle this one. Greg has done interviews before, just not for Foundry, so we hope he lives up to your expectations. If you donâ€™t like the interview, feel free to cry about it. READ THE INTERVIEW HERE

Why?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? If it's true that we are here to help others, what are the others doing here? If someone with a split personality threatens to commit suicide, is it a hostage situa

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason...
A great friend of mine sent this to me today and I thought it was so good that I decided to put it here in my blog. It is a good thing to read when you are missing someone special and dont know what to think or how to feel. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our

Street Art
This guy is amazing. These are all done on the pavement with chalk. Amazing!!!! .. People are actually walking around the hole This is the correct angle to look at it This is the wrong angle, but shows you how he does it.

Useless Trivia
My dear friend Rain posted this on My Space and I thought I'd share it with you lovely people: 1 Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton.. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12

My Fun Full Weekend...
So where to start.... Hmmm..? How about here...Last Friday was one of the oddist days of my life in a sence, I ran into my ex-boi's girlfriend at that Mall and I said Hi even though I sort of don't like here but Im trying to get things to a somewhat better place even though she doesn't really deserve it, but anyways..that same night my old friend Mandy left me and IM asking if I wanted to hangout and try to rekindle out friendshit and get to know each other the way we are now. :)!@! That made me happy cause I really do miss her and I want us to be friends again cause she had always been apart of my life since I was like 4 years old. Its really hard to let go of something like that ya know, anyways..Today I was suppost to hangout with her but it sort of feel through, cause her phone was dead and she really wasn't feeling well and I ended up going to hang out with my very good friend Jen and I played Sims BustingOut for almost 6 hours..Im that addicted to it and then we played Mortal

The Best Place....oceans
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FLAWLESS IMPERFECTIONS You see yourself in the pouring rain, No one to pull you out of the storm I'd go but you'll only keep me there So I can feel your strain. I did nothing to earn your cold shoulder But I receive it none-the-less Lead me on for it's only darkness That I can see.

Bad Mood.
Yeah im in a fucking bad mood again.. Im soo sick of getting my hopes up for something.. Im soo sick of getting fucked over by friends. I dont deserve this bullshit. I treat ALL my friends good. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brilliant Weekend !!
my weekend was great this weekend ... started off out for drinks with my gal kirsty friday night we got absoultely wasted and had loads of fun in the processs !! was a really chilled night ended up on here at some point in the evening .... early morning i think it was actually .... could just about see the keys to type !! lol then saturday morning ... i get a phone call saying my sister has had her baby ... a beautifull baby girl now named olivia and weighed 8 lb 9 oz....... !! shes absoultely gorgeous ... saw her yesterday and had a hugg and im gana go see her later today and get some piccys .. weldone my big sis jenna !! spent saturday day recovering !!kirsty woke up and came back to mine ordering a full english brekki...lol... coz its the best hangover cure ever .... and then she stayed on my sofa with my blanket for the rest of the day and the next night and the next morning .... lol.... we had a right laugh just chatting and watching crap tv..those kinda days are a

Second Story
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tigh me to your bed ? naked ? ok ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for i'm sutch a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drups of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanne taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanne taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please - i don't think so you naughty boy !!! and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, al opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your klit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to grow and grow ....you see it

Candlestick
candlestick It is nearly 5 am in the morning. I feel as though I should be doing something...hmmm what is it? OH sleeping... but for reasons untold I cant. There are recent events happening in my so called life that keep me up at night. Some call this being a night owl. If that is what it is.. so be it. However, thoughts that I have been pondering are as follows.... Why is life a game? Who is really playing? Sometimes I feel as though whatever I do, the things I receive in return aren't any of which I would like. Life is merely playing tricks or cheating me out of being "happy". I mean dont get me wrong... I have wonderful friends (old and new) a great family (who is usually supportive of my goals), and I am getting everything back on track. But then one thing comes like a storm and blows it from underneath of me. Why do so many people play games to get what they want? I feel that a lot of people use others to get what they want and when they want it. Not really

Miracles Do Happen!
♥ ♥ First off Id like to say HOLY SHIT! ♥ Okay now seriously. Wow. Haha. Okay. I have work today but Andrew just showed up with the lil girl, so he needs ababy sitter. So ofcourse he leaves her and goes. My moms got doctors all day, and cant take her, so im going to call out of work to babysit her ♥ Then im gonna clean. And help decorate my mommas living room mhmm. And study. Those are my plans for the day ♥ Icon of the day is! ♥ ♥ Just because its sooo cute! So today is going to be a long day. Full of bullshit. I guarantee that. Cause i know people are pretty pissed at me right now. And to be honest, i dont give to shits. I worked my ass off, get OVER it. ♥ So whatever comments or hatemail you want to send me, take it and shove it up your ass seriously. ♥ Im not a mean person, im actually sweet, just ask caren(ilovesporks)! I just hate bullshit. And people treating me like shit. Im nice to you,

Think Before You Speak
Okay, a woman originally posted this, but when I read it, I had to add it.....lmao Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were

Mere Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have found? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their souls. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those you know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room... That twinkle in your eyes. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you have a gentle word To calm and soothe I find.

My Friend
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn’t have a friend.

Will You Ever
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me

Making Love To A Woman
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You r

A Friend's Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Lost
How can one feel so lost, yet feel no pain? How can one be the ship that is sinking deeper and deeper into their own mind? How can one wish for hope, when all they see is despair? How can one slip so far, that there is no place left to fall? How can one be holding tightly to the knot in the end of the rope, yet feeling it slip away between their fingers. How can one be asking these questions, and not taking the steps?

I Love The 30 Plus Gentlemen
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Dick, Tits, Shit & Fuck
One day a little girl's parents were fighting in the kitchen and the father calls the mother a bitch and the mother calls the father a hoe. The little girl asked what they meant. The parents replied that it meant a very nice person. The father exclaims that the mothers has small tits. The little girl asks what tits are. The mother said that they were shoes. The mother told the father that he had a small dick. Once again the girl asks what a dick is and the father had said that it was a coat. Later on the father was upstairs shaving And the little girl was watching and asked what he was putting on his face. He cuts himself and says "SHIT!!". So she goes down into the kitchen where her mother was and she asked what she was doing to the turkey. She also cut heself with the carving knife and says "FUCK!!". The doorbell rings and she answers it. She sais to the visitors "come on in all you bitches and hoes, take off your dicks and your tits. My father is upstars putting shit on his

You Have Got To Be Fucking Shiting Me!
I did not know that there is a daily limit on how many photos you can rate. This really sucks ass considering I was trying to help out a friend get her level and now I can't. So now not only do I have to worry about how many photo comments i make, now i have this shit! Can anyone shed some light on this madness be fore it drives me even further into the abyss of insanity?

What Fighting Style Do U Have
what fighting style do you have? Martial ArtistBruce Lee is your idol and favorite past time. you keep your composure and never panic. your a black belt in whatever style you trian in and a very worthy advisary. Wax on Wax off Take this test

What Sex Position Are You
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

A Wasp In Her....
A young husband and wife were sunning on a nude beach when a wasp buzzed into the woman's vagina. The husband covered her with a coat, pulled on his shorts, carried her to the car and made a dash to the hospital. After examining her, the doctor explained that the wasp was too far in to be reached with forceps. He suggested the husband try to entice it out by putting honey on his penis, penetrating her and withdrawing as soon as he felt the wasp. The man agreed to try, but because he was so nervous, he couldn't rise to the occasion. "if neither of you objects," the medic said, "I could give it a try." Under the circumstances, both agreed. The doctor quickly undressed, slathered on some honey and mounted the woman. The husband watched with increasing alarm as the doctor's thrust continued for several long minutes. "Hey, What the hell is happening?" "Change of plans," The physician panted. " I'm going to drown the little bastard!."

I Feel So Dirty
Hello Arnoldholics, My name is Moronic Mark. You might know me from a space I refer to my. I thought I just check out this joint because when you shop the mall of the internet, you can't stay in one store. So if you know me from the other space, hit me up. And if you want to know me here, we can work something out. I'm just than one nice crazy manical blogger with a boobie fetish and a love of stuff. So get to know me peeps. Snoogins, -The Mark

You Are An Ass Hole Dude...
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Exciting88%Wet75%Violent69%Soft63%Sweet63%Hot50%Shy38%Awkward6%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

What 80's Movie Are You
what 80s movie are you??? breakfast clubyour the kinda person that hates that we cant all belong to th same group instead of diffrent group Take this test Hell Yeah!!! Don;t you......forget about me :P