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Quotes Of The Day
Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for incarnation. The other eight are unimportant." George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake a whole relationship." Sharon Stone "Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." Tiger Woods "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." Jack Nicholson "Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is." Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady, and you didn't think Barbara had a sense of humor) "Ah, yes, divorce, from

809 Area Codes Don't Call Them
To all friends please read meassage below . Its happen all over the us at-t confirmed it.So please read. checked this with Snopes and it shows to be a real FYI! Vicki Kraemer Brazoria County DA's Office Criminal Investigator 979-864-1657 Subject: AREA CODES AT&T IMPORTANT INFO ABOUT AREA CODES: We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is info

Request For A Raise
Request for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge head first into everything I do. I do not get weekends off or public holidays. I work in a damp environment. I don't get paid overtime. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe n

Dad's Poem
A Dads Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along t he wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was se

Glock 21 Review (video!!!)
Found this on YouTube. It is a good representation of Glock pistols in general. Except that the 9mm and .40S&W are a lot more common (G17 is the 9 and G22 is the .40 in the same barrel length) and have a noticeably smaller grip circumference.

Life Calls
And I just dont feel like I any longer have the time to keep up with my cherry tap page. I just want to say goodbye to you guys. If you have my IM's of course we will stay in touch. Those of you that do not need to reply to this, don't :) The next time I log on after the brief time I will be on tonight will be to check for messages in case someone wants my IM, and to delete my acct. Peace

The Last Of My Old Crew....gone....
I cant believe it after so many years of everyone from it dying and dying...... the last of my good friends has died... I just dont understand how i made it and they didnt...... i love them all with all of my heart... its really hard for me......Thank you to those who have sticken beside me to all this hell i have been going through thank you so much......Im almost through it......im with you all till the end of my time...

Like I Didn't Know This,lol
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Eight Words With Two Meanings
Highlight this and the blue color wont bother your eyes...Eight Words with two Meanings 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICAT! ION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys.

Walmart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart... Nice children you've got there - are they twins?" The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't, the oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins?........ Do you really think they look alike?" "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice!"

Wednesday Blues
i'm not in a good mood cuz my "friends" were being bitches to someone i consider my brother (who's actually an ex but we still get along). the bitches were being...argh!! i started to curse them out in spanish to my bro and then got up and left. my bro, ron and i speak spanish all the time...or most of the time and thankfully the guys i was cursing out didnt understand wat i was saying even tho i said it loud enough for them to hear. i'm doing the opposite of what i said i was going to do; find something else besides the computer...haha yea right. here i am, on the computer. i wish people would just be HONEST with me. tell me what's going on with you. TELL ME SO I KNOW WHERE I STAND! i'm tired of guessing either too much or too little. i want to KNOW, i dont want to guess anymore. it's just annoying...ya know? i start indoor lacrosse tomorrow at the DCJCC. i wont get home until 5:30-ish monday, wednesday, and thursday. i cant wait until this week and next week are o

Lol This Is True And Funny
What would men do if they could have a vagina for the day? 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

A Different Christmas Poem
This made me cry and wish I could go back in!! A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My

Work Part 3
I quit my job, well she told me to sleep on it but i forsee nothing changing. Bitch lies to me for weeks about what my future holds, then as i'm going through the paperwork i see that she has drafted my termination papers... Just in case she says... Cunt... i left... Now i'm happy, unemployed but happy... thank god it's the holidays and i work retail...

Those Damn Huskers Did It Again!
Okay so the huskers are doing great this season. They have their ups and downs just like the weather I was talking about in my other blog, though. You never know what is going to happen next with them. The last game they played again Texas A&M almost looked like they were going to lose yet again to another Texas team. I for one was going to give up all together until that last touchdown was scored. My dad was in the bed room when he heard the living room turn into a mad house after that moment. He almost gave up on the team too until he heard us roaring...the funny thing is that the kids were roaring along with us all and giving us all high fives. If mommy is in the cheering mood then they have to feel the "fever" too. This happend at just less than 30 seconds in the game..I believe. And the Aggies had just 20 seconds left to play and to get another touchdown to win it but they did not get it. Overall, I think both teams played well though but the huskers sure know how to make a come b

In Loving Memory
Leigh long time friend lost her daughter of 10 months passed away on the 10th of Nov. They still don't know what the cause of death is and may never now. I hope and pray that everyone around her can help her through this ordeal. Denver you will be missed. Your in my thoughts and blessing. Leigh words can not express my feelings and I am truely sorry for your loss.

Just My Plans
Hey everyone just wanted to put out there were im at and my plans. I was heading to cali but not anymore I have more important things to help with. Im in Ada, OK on the 16th im heading to Denver, CO I dont really plan on staying there too long just long enough to get some food for the road and smokes then im heading up toward twin falls ID.

Congratulations To My Babies!!!
I JUST WANTED TO POST A BLOG TO CONGRATULATE MY BROTHER AND BEST FRIEND RICO ON HIS MARRIAGE TO THE MOST WONDERFUL BROTHER IN LAW IN THE WORLS CIARAN!!! I LOVE THESE TWO BOYS WITH ALL MY HEART AND IF YOU READ THIS BLOG BE SURE TO TELL THEM CONGRATS OR WHATEVER YOU WANT!!!!! JUST REMEMBER, THESE BOYS ARE MY LOVES AND 2 OF MY VERY DEAREST FRIENDS, MA FAMILIA IF YOU WILL. THEY ARE HAPPY AND I WANT ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD TO RECOGNIZE AND RESPECT THAT. DEAREST RICO, ON THIS DAY OF HAPPINESS I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND OFFER ALL MY LOVE AND SUPPORT. YOU HAVE MADE MY DAYS BRIGHTER AND MY LIFE MORE JOYFUL. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY, WITH ALL MY HEART AND AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU. PARA SIEMPRE DEAREST CIARAN, MY DEEPEST LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU ON THIS HAPPY DAY! I KNOW HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES YOU. YOU STOLE MY HEART AND I WANT YOU TO KEEP IT! YOU ARE THE PERFECT MATCH FOR MY BROTHER AND I WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST THINGS WITH HIM. I LOVE YOU BIG BROTHER. PARA SIEMPRE

Ex Boyfriend
So I've officially kicked my fucking asshole ex boyfriend out my life!!! Go me!!! The asshole has lied, cheated, and used me just like my fucking last ex. He also admitted that he was going to dump me for his ugly ass 12 year old looking new gf. I'm so happy he is out of my life, and if I ever fucking see him I'm going to beat his ugly ass face in.

Rip Chris
Ok so i wrote about my sisters friend in another blog..Just incase i will say it again...He went missing on November 3rd..And they finally found him today or yesterday..Im not sure which day...I need to talk to my sister and find out. The worst part was he was found dead. :( ...My sister is very very upset over this...Please go show her some support through this rough time. Here is her link! oxNicolexo@ CherryTAP Thats All. -Ash

Ive Had The Flu Sorry!!
hey people ive been sick in bed with the flu so first of i apologize to the ppl that had to wait a few days for to accept their friend request but i just couldnt get out of bed but wow there was a lot of you so thanks for waiting :-) stupid flu.............. ♥ Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

I Want A Boyfriend
IM SINGLE You got only 100.7 seconds 2 repost this or you will lose someone special. ONLY SAY 1.I LOVE MY HUSBAND 2.I LOVE MY WIFE 3.I HAVE A BOYFRIEND 4.I WANT A GIRLFRIEND 5.I WANT A BOYFRIEND 6.I LIKE SOMEONE A LOT 7.WE BROKE UP FOR SURE 8.I AM SINGLE 9.I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND 10.I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND 11.I'M UGLY 12.I STILL LOVE MY EX 13.I MISS MY BOO 14. I QUIT 15.IM CONFUSED

Randomness
Nothing much going on today. I realized I hadn't written anything in a bit. Work is the same. Okay, maybe a little bit harder to deal with. I need to find another good first person shooter game. Perferrably one that has an option for cooperative play. And that's all for now. Nothing truly enlightening. Nickey and I are still giggling over one thing: "My cousin's in the next room..." (inside joke) We like beating that horse that never quite dies.

Kidney Infections =(
ok, what the heck?? Kidney Infections suck!! lol i just got over it today..i was scared i would still have it and today is my first night at my other job..at least i dont have to be in till 5:00PM for training..i can get some rest. i would just seriously hate it if i had to call in sick on my first day..but when i have kidney infections i really have a hard time just getting off the couch. no way i could work!! i am just so tired right now!! at least this only happens about twice a year..but on Dec 1st my health insuranace kicks in..so off to the doctor i go. lol hopefully no more kidney infections!! i dont like the pain =(

Thank The Military When You Think You Have It Bad
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. ! He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's another chance to say our "An

Rainy Afternoon...
Yesterday I went and bought a cat tail and a pair of cat ears to wear for Master. I got the chance to wear them today *devious grin* I put them on and drew whiskers on my face and got in the floor to wait for him. He came in and walked up to me, and I immediately started sucking his cock. And, like the good little kitty I am, I even swallowed all his cum. Kitty likes making Master happy :) purrrrrrrrrrr......

Oh My It Has Arrived
Well Finals are Starting tomorrow until Monday Then vaction time from Thanksgiving to New Years...Wow!!! Want can we do ( me and Mike) hummm...Let's us think we will come up with a few things. I will update my college, grades, winter scheulde after I get all my finals back. Later.

Alcohol Warnings
Due to increasing products liability litigation, beer manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all beer containers: WARNING: Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an idiot. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to strangle you. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that your ex is really dying for you to call them at 4:00 in the morning. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause serious rug burns on the forehead and chin area. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are

Hot Women And How To Approach Them
Hot Women And How To Approach Them -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >If you'd like to look at all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet and attract women... plus watch video clips of every one of them... then check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Hey Dave, I just had to tell you how great your stuff is. I got your first email (ten things most guys do) and before I finished reading the list went to the site and ordered the book. I figured what can I lose, I don't have success now and I spent more then $40 on my last date and they offer a 100% money back deal. I read it as soon as I downloaded it t

Wonderful Woman
They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up for injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when there is a better solution. They go without new shoes so their children can have them. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! Women do more than j

Delight
Content and images copyright ©2000-2005 by Master ~violators will be spanked~ The taste of your body is my delight, from top to bottom for the rest of the night don't need to move, don't need to speak just let me explore each and every treat, i'll start at the toes and and then to the calves, tasting each inch and making it last. ...Savoring the texture of every flick, my tongue on your body, yes baby this is it, I know you want to take Me inside and my need for you i cannot disguise, let me take my time won't you please. ...As i rest my head between your knees, cupping and stroking and plunging, licking and sucking and knowing, these are the things you like me to do, when I'm down on my knees in front of you. your nipples they beckon my wanton kiss, one of the spots i never can miss, Your sighs escape because I'm the treasure, and the taste of my love gives you such pleasure. ...Don't make me stop ~ Don't cry my name! Those little sounds I utter drive You insane, they

12-step Internet Recovery Program
1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my newspaper like I used to, before the Internet. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Internet. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Internet-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Internet. 7) I will read a book...if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Internet. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. 11) I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my checkbook because I

I Dont Wanna
I don't wanna do the dishes I don't wanna do the wash I sprinkled clothes a week ago And now my iron is lost! I don't wanna rattle pots I don't wanna rattle pans I see the mail light flashin' I wanna chat with friends! Oh, the table needs some dusting and the floor could sure be mopped But I know if I get started there'll be no place to stop. The closets are so full things are falling off the shelves I wish for cleaning fairies and magic little elves. They could sprinkle fairy dust and twitch their little nose The windows would be sparkling I would have no dirty clothes. Oh, I know that I'm just dreamin My head is in the sky I must cook that meat that's graying and bake that apple pie. The hubby needs a bath the dog needs attention Oh...the other way around I mean My brain is in suspension I am runnin round in circles I am getting nothing done, I keep thinking of my web I am missing all the fun!

Womans Compact Instruction Booklet
1. Never do housework. No man ever loved a woman because the house was spotless. 2. Remember: you are known by the idiot you accompany. 3. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 4. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 5. So many men - so many reasons not to date any of them. 6. If they put a man on the moon, they should be able to put them all there. 7. Tell him you're not his type - you have a pulse. 8. Never let your man's mind wander. It's too little to be let out alone. 9. Go for younger men. You might as well. They never mature anyway. 10. Men are all the same. They just have different faces so you can tell them apart. 11. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 12. Women don't make fools of men. Most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 13. The best way to get a man to do something is to suggest they are too old for it. 14. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-o

Little Things
Too often we don't realize what we have until it is gone; Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you; Take that time to say the words before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot.

Moving
Just wanted to say i'm sorry to those of you who have been messaging and leaving comments. I haven't had a lot of time to respond. I have been busy packing and getting reay to move. As soon as everything settles down I will get back to everyone.

Another Adult Story
"Come here," you say in your sultry, sexy voice beckoning me towards your waiting body. I step forward and you reach up pulling me down onto the bed with you. your lips find mine as your hands roam my body frantically, stripping me of my clothing. I taste your tongue as it slides between my lips, twirling and writhing in my mouth. Your hand finds the bulge in my pants, and you give me a gentle squeeze as I pull your panties down your legs. "What's gotten into you?" I ask as you unbutton my fly, and begin to fish my cock out of my pants. "I had a dream." you say simply as you pull my pants down around my ass. "And that made you call me up at three a.m.?" you pull my face to yours once again as you guide my hand to your waiting pussy. I thrust a finger into your damp hole, causing you to moan into my mouth. "Eat my pussy," you hiss into my ear. I lay you back on the bed and place my lips on your neck. your hands claw at me as I suck your tender flesh. Working my way

An Age Old Tale
Her Becoming Nestled snuggly upon a hill a tiny cottage where I used to live and love. Green everywhere the eye can see but where the blue sky sits above. Forced to leave this perfect place with no understanding of how it came to be. With hearts filled with sadness, we slowly walk away towards the gently rolling sea. I lead the way this final time upon the path we've worn. Walking these hills with pleasure and joy since the day we were born. Mind numbed and unable to think beyond the here and now, I turn, looking behind to create the saddest of all memories. There she stands in the chilly wind, red hair streaming as she struggles to bear her agonies. Clouds move over the sun to shade the brilliant blue of her tattered dress of which she was once so proud. I catch the words rising in my throat and stop myself saying her name aloud. She's standing to face our home and wishing to return to the safety of strong stone walls resting be

Read This First
My girl and I enjoy taking and sharing pics. We have quite a few pics we haven't uploaded and we will be taking many, many more in the future. We have no problem letting you see our pics. As long as you share yours. We can't see your's, you can't see ours. It's that simple. The more comfortable we get, the more we will post. So please remember that before you go into our pic section. If you aren't sharing with us, you won't be looking at ours.

To Sams !!!
To Sams! I'm picturing you naked on my bed, laying on your back. I will strip naked and climb on top of you, kiss you from your neck down your chest, along the sides of your stomach down to your hips, a bit of biting and sucking, licking to the happy trail, licking my way down, kissing all around your cock, licking and kissing the inside of your thigh, letting you feel my hot breath on your balls, taking them in my mouth, sucking gently, licking, flicking my tongue around them, licking you hard under your balls, and licking all the way up your shaft, then taking your cock deep into my mouth, sucking and rolling my tongue all around the head. Then I would kiss your stomach and grab your hard throbbing cock, I would slide the head between my thick juicy pussy lips, letting your head feel my hot wet pussy, then I would slowly push you inside me. Thrusting my hips back and forth, I would feel you pulsing inside my hot wet pussy.....my slow and tender stroke

Holding Onto A Dream
this one took me a while because i had some distractions -cough cough- THROATFUCK! lol =) looking at the clock watching time pass by her soul is gone she wanted to cry she’s giving him everything but he doesn’t seem to care he has her heart and soul but the deal isn’t fair he doesn’t see how much she wants him she wants to be his only one the one he goes to for problems the one he thinks is fun she dreams about him at night wonders if he does the same does he think about her as much sometimes she feels ashamed why is she letting herself fall i guess she’s just looking for something just to have her hold on to give in and say it all he seems so scared to let her in scared of what he feels she just wants him to be happy make this dream come real i guess she will just have to see wait to be together hold onto him all night long and be with him forever

My Night
so last night before leaving for work i decide to take a bath, all of a sudden i hear my step father yelling and acting like an idiot, i shut the watter off in time to hear some derogitory remarks about myself! needless to say i defended myself! all of a sudden the door bursts open and my stepfather comes in yelling and raises his fist. WTF?? he leaves the bathroom and i quickly get out and get some pants on. i go out into the kitchen argue a second more and he decides to grab a knife out of the drawer and come at me!!! with my mother between us he stats "I will stick your ass". thats an exact quote! what kind of person threatens a family member like that? well mom dialed 911, cops came and he is now in jail. this after a week of being off of probation! this has been my life, minus the weapon, but with him and his views on me. im not sure how to input this, it isnt like my psychie isnt already askew, now i have knife threats! and from somone who is suposed to care none the less! wonder

Ice Cube In Fire
I did not know when I slipped from highs of anticipation into gentle sweeps of submission. Perched precariously on my nerves the waves traveled head down - the tips of my ringed toes caressing love rhymes. It was difficult to contain and burn at the same time the energy till it melted into me like an ice cube in fire.

I Used To Love Him.......
so, Im going through my cds and I find some GNR!!! gotta love the original band! I think the current band is Axl and whoever hes not mad at this week...you know what I mean! The song I used to love her brings back sooo many memories because when it came out my parents were divorcing and I was just being silly and changed the lyrics to make my mom laugh because she was so depressed...granted when they came out I was only allowed to listen to Sweet child o mine and patience because my mom felt that they were to mature for an 11yr old.....which now looking back I totally agree...I mean I wouldnt let my nieces or nephews listen to the majority of their songs so, I guess Im growing up.....OMG!!! no!! IM GROWING UP!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! My mom is the original big kid....she stills sings the toys r us song I dont want to grow up....but thats why I love her plus I look like a carbon copy of her...although I have blue eyes and she has hazel but thats about all the difference there is....its

Another Chance Passed By,,,
I went into a small Shopping mall that is not far from me,and was sitting down resting and Out of nowhere,comes this tall security guard. Didnt quite reconize him At first until he got closer, and then i Seen who it Was...and then I knew. It was He who makes my Heart skip a beat each time I see him!! oh how badly I wanted to reach out and touch him.. feel his touch..like i once did,..You had to be there to see the flirting going on! He flaunted around In front Of Me, AS he KNOWS i have a thing for Men in uniform. If We could have had a moment... just the two Of us!! I Better Stop here.. As He and I have shared some Very Intimate Moments together,.. and they Are My Memories. guess you could say we still feel the same way about each other.

Slipping Behind A Cloud
Seduced by its brilliance Surrender my being to The pity of the sun Where it bakes my Bareness in assuasive heat Scorching hands of light Were to be yours Now slipping behind a cloud A breeze scours my Skin Your breath Chilling each glistening Pore As did our final words

Ultimate Pinnacle
She luxuriated in a perfumed tub, silky water lapping at her breasts. Caressing her nipples into tight buds, she dipped beneath the surface to cup herself. The warmth of the bath, her body's redolence, her own light touches, all drove her close to orgasm, but she held back. It wasn't time yet. Orgasm required perfect timing to reach that ultimate pinnacle. Drying off with a fluffy towel fresh from the wash, she blotted the droplets, then buried her face in the clean, sweet scent. The rich aroma of sesame oil tantalized her nose as she smoothed it into her skin, softening her thighs, her belly, her breasts. She imagined a man's big hands kneading the oil into the sensitive spot where neck met shoulder. A moan fell from her lips as she savored the delicious sensations. Next she dabbed her favorite cologne. Behind her knees. The crook of her elbow. Behind her ears. The hollow of her throat. Between her ample breasts. They were her best asset, the kind that filled a man's cupped ha

For Those Who Fight...
>>Your alarm goes off; you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. >> >>He stays up for days on end. >> >>_________________________ >> >>You take a warm shower to help you wake up. >> >>He goes days or weeks without running water. >> >>__________________________ >> >>You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. >> >>He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. >> >>__________________________ >> >>You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up >>with your friends. >> >>He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. >> >>__________________________ >> >>You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. >> >> He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. >> >>__________________________ >> >>You talk trash about your "Friends" that aren't with you. >> >>He knows he may not see some of his friends again. >> >>__________________________ >> >>You walk down the beach, staring a

Spiritual Suicide (song Lyrics And Music.)
THIS ONE WAS WRITTEN WHILE I WAS LOCKED UP. IT'S ABOUT MY EX, WHO HAD LEFT ME AT THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE. IT'S SAME GIRL WHO I MENTIONED IN MY "HOPE" BLOG, WHICH I WROTE MONTHS AFTER THIS SONG. Love Sex n Death. SPIRITUAL SUICIDE (click title on player to listen) (Verse) I can feel it coming--all the faces bleed as one--in such a final way--because it’s you I see. Your eyes they flicker bright in my darkest night--in the cruelest way--as you stare right through me. And as I turned to run--all the dreams bled as one--in a colorless way--and I cannot leave (Verse) How am I supposed to feel--choosing the unreal, in such a foolish way? Did it entertain your heart? You put the moment on pause--like a show with no applause--in the quietest way--and it’s tearing me apart. I pretend that you care about feelings that we share--but knowing in a way that you’d.........never wait for me (Chorus) I beg of you some mercy--just put me out--and set my soul aside, for a spir

Passion's Flame
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Qouting,i Maybe Right Or Wrong....
"Always remember...... Marriage & love is a daily commitment. You must choose to love your spouse everyday. You may wake up one day and not feel those lovey-dovey feelings, but you must choose to love that person anyway. It’s part of the vows you made to one another. That’s the secret to a lasting marriage. Respect one another & support one another. In marriage, commitment is the engine and emotions are the caboose. Never drive your train with the caboose." "It's the little things like holding hands and longing stares that means the world to me and I don't want to share them with anyone but you for the rest of my life." "Perhaps you'd be a bit surprised how often, if you knew, a joke, a song, a memory will make me think of you." "Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest." "Love is always open arms. With arms open you allow love to come and go as it wills, freely, for

To Remeber A Friend I Lost....
Everyone has been wondering what is going on with me and why I have not been online much during the week. Here's why... On monday morning I got to work and got notified that my friend and coworker had committed Suicide on Sunday evening. Which not only was extremely devisitating but also a true shock! He never showed any signs of depression. Always the jokester, and very mellow and laid back. Never seemed to have a care in the world. Very caring about everyone, going out of his way to make sure that you were alright. A true friend. He was always the type of person that you wished everyone to be. On Sunday evening he got into a fight with his wife. Left and went to the bar. Came home extremely drunk, proceeding to continue the fight. Both he and his wife ended up throwing punches and their three kids broke it up. Charlie sat his wife down on the couch, sent the kids off to their rooms and once the kids were on their way out of the room he grabbed his deer rifle and b

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A Place Inside Of Me.
As life moved on and send years grew into more Where you reside inside my heart continues to endure The absence of your smile,your voice,your familar smell The touch of your hand I remember so well I captured all these pleasure, my heart does reminisce And I whimper at the solitude of all my emptiness So far we've traveled, so mant years gone by In thought I wonder if it's true, "our love was meant to die" Does memory ever wander back and linger now and then Of times we shared the deepest love, can you remember when We never thought we'd ever change, or ever be apart No change has really happened, not deep inside out hearts I wrapped my love in velvet, and stored it all away Waiting for your heart to see the times of yesterday I fear you have forgotten and buried sentiments lay I fear you've found a deeper love, a love that's meant to stay If that is true and I've lost you to something more then we I'll take this love and bury it for all could not be Until

The You & The Me
Reaching out in an instant as the feeling strikes. The mood is set, moving my every thought as I write. Thinking as I carefully raise my head to look up at what I feel is a beautiful sight. My eyes slowly begin to open as for the first time meeting yours in the soft morning light. I’m in your arms at this moment in time. Time seems to stand still while everything around us does not exist and no one left to fight. People are talking but we do not hear their plight. Cars, they go by quickly but we do not see their lights so bright. We are frozen in time in an instant in that moment as we look into each eyes so deep, we can see the very depth of each others might. This moment should be preserved forever like a flower is pressed delicately into a thick book so will this soul filled moment in time.

Where Reallity Begins From
I thought that this would be the place for me. But I'm not sure. I have thoughts that I have to fight out of my head. I know wrong from right and can easily control my outward behavior, but I still have to live with the shame of these evil things that invade upon me in day dreams and nightmares. It was my hope that I could find someone that would understand what it is like to know that your truely a monster inside even if you can control and hide that monster from the world around you. It seems that the only thing that I feel is shame, so much so that I have to wonder if everybody is faking happiness the way I do everyday of my life. If anyone out there can understand what I'm talking about please contact me. I need to know that if I must be a monster that I'm not the only one to walk this earth in shame of that fact.

I'm Accusing You
I wandered around sightless until you bade me to see You awakened my heart and bade me be me I couldn't hear until I was hearing your voice You gave me a reason and you gave me a choice I couldn't feel until your first touch You gave me love and I loved you too much I couldn't speak until you taught me to write You took me from darkness and introduced me to light I couldn't love until you showed me true bliss You looked at me with passion and gave me my first kiss I couldn't be me until you breathed life into my soul You took the shell that is my body and bade me be whole Now that you have done this I am yours to command You reached down gently and kissed my hand Your love is all knowing and your words are truly wise You took my heart the moment I looked into your eyes Take this woman now and make her yours Rain your love all over this humble body until it pours Take me now and make me finally free Look at what your love has made-it made me

Time Is.....
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then, Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat, and there would be no room for you anywhere." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

One True
I prayed to God in heaven above,to help me find my one true love. I searched and searched but no one ever came, until the day I heared you say my name. My feelings for you will never end, because you my love are my very best friend. This feeling inside me is so strange and new, can this be love? oh yes, and it's true. I can live and love with you at my side, I now look forward to the future, I no longer need to hide. No matter if we just stay friends, or become lovers we'll never be apart, because you will always hold the key to my love and heart. So I smile and look to the heavens above, and thank God for sending me you my angel, my one true love.

Jesus Ancestry - Speculation
EVEN GOD ENJOYS A GOOD LAUGH! There were 3 good arguments that Jesus was Black: 1. He called everyone brother. 2. He liked Gospel. 3. He couldn't get a fair trial. But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus was Jewish: 1. He went into His Father's business. 2. He lived at home until he was 33. 3. He was sure his Mother was a virgin and his Mother was sure He was God. But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus was Italian: 1. He talked with His hands. 2. He had wine with His meals. 3. He used olive oil. But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus was a Californian: 1. He never cut His hair. 2. He walked around barefoot all the time. 3. He started a new religion. But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus was an American Indian: 1. He was at peace with nature. 2. He ate a lot of fish. 3. He talked about the Great Spirit. But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus was Irish: 1. He never got m

Thakillachef
NEED SOME FRIENDS HERE PEOPLE , SO I CAN COOK UP SOME FLAVOR WITH SOME SPICES . SO HELP A YOUNG LAD OUT HERE . IM A NOOBIE WHO'S LOOKING TO BE DEVIRGINISED HERE , SO COME WITH IT LADIES IM TAKING APPS...........

New Pics
i just added christmas pics of my little buddy (my son)he's such a cutie! feel free to rate and leave comments on the pics. i made the folder friends only so if you want to see you'll have to add me. i will be adding more of him as time goes on and i will also be adding older pics of him as well as some of my wife very soon maybe even tonight. well i'm gonna go for now.

Please Copy And Send
One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart……One Second is Enough to Fall in Love……and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. Friendship is the Rainbow Between to Hearts. Sharing 7 Characters First i like u, then i loved u, Now i'm afraid to lose u, If you dont send this to everyone on ur list, u will lose the person you love. sorry i dont wanna lose the person i love...................................................................................................if i dont get this back i guess your not my friend. if u have a lot of love 4 someone... copy and send this 2 ur whole buddy list..in 5 min. ur true love

What Sport Are You Meant For?
You scored as Soccer. You should play soccer- you'll have to run some, but its worth it if you get to shoot a goal. Soccer requires teamwork and endurance.Soccer100%Ice Hockey83%Football83%Tennis33%Softball33%Swimming33%Baseball33%Lacrosse25%Basketball17%Field hockey17%Track17%Golf

The Ending
She tells him I am going to release you, from some your bindings so you may roll over and be on all fours. She eased her way releasing his wrists and then gliding her way down to untie his feet one at a time. Now, straddling him facing his feet she tells him now roll over. (Keeping her pussy pressed against his belly) He feels the wet moistness of her lotus flower as his skin glides across the her warm pussy lips, once on his side causing her lips to open exposing all of her wet labia to his flesh. Mistress grabs him by the head and pushes it to bed, “Be still.” She commands as she rubs her now exposed clit on his side. Her head raises in the air as she now sit pushing with her hips applying pressure to all the right spots. Using his hair she pulls his head from the bed and, tells him “now, you can roll over the rest of the way,” letting go his hair his head falling back to the bed as a small breath leaves him, before he starts to roll. Now, he lay face down with Mistress stil

Burritos El Grande
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 6 servings 1 lb. ground beef 1 jar (16 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1 medium green pepper, chopped 1 cup MINUTE White Rice, uncooked 1 can (16 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Refried Beans, warmed 6 flour tortillas (10 inch) 1-1/2 cups KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese 1-1/2 cups shredded lettuce 1-1/2 cups chopped tomatoes 1/3 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream BROWN meat in large skillet on medium heat; drain. Add salsa and green pepper; mix well. Bring to boil. Stir in rice; cover. Reduce heat to low; simmer 5 minutes. SPREAD beans evenly down centers of tortillas; top evenly with the meat mixture, cheese, lettuce and tomatoes. FOLD in opposite sides of each tortilla, then roll up burrito-style. Serve with the sour cream. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Prepare as directed, using lean ground beef or turkey and BREAKSTONE'S Reduced Fat or KNUDSEN Light Sour Cream. Keeping It Safe Pl

What Do I Do ?
What do I do, now I've reached the edge? The cliff is steep to the plain below. Miles upon miles of emptry air And no hand will I hold, but your hand and you are not there! What do I do when smothering black Of night engulfs me ... coldly dark So dark I tingle with sudden fear No arms do I need but your arms And you are not there! What do I do with a life that tells the end of the world in a darkened mist But still must keep senselessly on No love keeps my heart, but your love And you ... you are gone...

Easy Brownie Shortcake Dessert
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 55 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (19.8 oz.) brownie mix 1 container (16 oz.) BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream, divided 4 tsp. sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 3 cups assorted cut-up fresh fruit (kiwi, strawberries, banana) PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Prepare brownie batter as directed on package; stir in 1/2 cup of the sour cream. Spoon into greased and floured 9-inch round cake pan. BAKE 45 minutes. Cool in pan 10 minutes. Remove brownie layer from pan; cool completely. CUT brownie layer horizontally in half to form 2 layers. Mix remaining sour cream, sugar and vanilla. Spread half of the sour cream mixture onto bottom half of brownie; cover with top of brownie. Spread top with remaining sour cream mixture; cover with fruit. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Store leftover dessert in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Variation Prepare brownie batter with sour cream as directed. Spoon into greased and floured 13x9-inch baking pan.

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck100%Ariel94%Goofy81%Cinderella75%Peter Pan63%Cruella De Ville50%Sleeping Beauty38%The Beast38%Snow White31%Pinocchio13%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Beef 'n Corn Tacos
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 6 1 lb. ground beef 1 pkg. TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Dinner 1 cup corn 3/4 cup water KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese Shredded lettuce Chopped tomato 1/2 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream BROWN meat; drain. Add Seasoning Mix, corn and water. Bring to boil; reduce heat. Simmer 5 minutes. HEAT Taco Shells on baking sheet at 300°F oven for 3 to 5 minutes, or until hot. SPOON seasoned meat into taco shells. Add toppings: Taco Sauce, cheese, lettuce, tomatoes and sour cream. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Safe Food Handling Place ground beef in the coldest part of the refrigerator. Often, this is at the back of the refrigerator on one of the lower shelves. Ground beef should be used within 1 to 2 days after purchase, or freeze after wrapping tightly. Be sure to re-wrap the meat if the original package is damaged or destroyed. When thawing, place on the bottom shelf in the refrigerator to prevent dripping

Cheesy Guacamole Dip
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 3 hr 5 min Makes: 16 servings, 2 Tbsp. each 1 tub (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese Spread 1 cup guacamole 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese WHEAT THINS Snack Crackers MIX cream cheese spread, guacamole and shredded cheese until well blended; cover. REFRIGERATE several hours or until chilled. SERVE with crackers. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Save 3g of fat and 2g of saturated fat per serving by preparing with PHILADELPHIA Neufchatel Cheese, 1/3 Less Fat than Cream Cheese; KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Cheddar Cheese and WHEAT THINS Reduced Fat Baked Snack Crackers. Creative Leftovers Cover and refrigerate any leftover guacamole. Use as a bread spread for sandwiches. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 240 Total fat 15g Saturated fat 6g Cholesterol 20mg Sodium 430mg Carbohydrate 23g Dietary fiber 2g Sugars 4g Protein

Well Tell Me Something I Didn't Already Know!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fiesta Mexican Wrap
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings 1 medium red pepper, chopped 4 green onions, thinly sliced 1 Tbsp. olive oil 1 can (15 oz.) black beans, drained, rinsed 1 cup water 1/3 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Garden Salsa 1 tsp. ground cumin 1 cup MINUTE Brown Rice, uncooked 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 3/4 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Sharp Cheddar Cheese 2 Tbsp. chopped cilantro COOK and stir peppers and onions in hot oil in large skillet on low heat for 5 minutes. Add beans, water, salsa and cumin; mix well. Bring to boil. STIR in rice. Reduce heat to medium-low; cover. Cook 5 minutes. Remove from heat; stir. Cover and let stand 5 minutes. SPOON evenly onto tortillas; sprinkle with cheese and cilantro. Roll up. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Toss together 1 cup sliced strawberries, 1 sliced banana and 1 cup blueberries for an easy, colorful salad to accent this meal. NUTRITION INFORMATION

Are There Any Good Guys Left??
Well everyone I've got a bit of a problem.Seems like every guy I meet doesn't want a lasting relationship all they want is sex.I'm tired of guys thinking because I've got 2 kids I'm an easy lay.I love my kids,and guys need 2 understand that if u want me my kids r part of the package,so the question is r there any good guys left who want a serious and longterm relationship?

Roasted Garlic And Parmesan Pasta With Chicken
Roasted Garlic and Parmesan Pasta with Chicken With garlic and parmesan French bread Just thought id share this with you this is what you need. 1 jar Prego Roasted Garlic and Parmesan pasta sauce 1 bag pasta (anything you like) 4 to 5 boneless skinless chicken breast Some grated parmesan cheese for topping and the bread Some garlic salt Butter Salt Pepper Preheat oven to 400 degrees f. Place chicken on a backing sheet season with salt and pepper bake for about 30mins Cook your pasta to the point you like While letting the pasta sauce heat in other pan Let the chicken cool just so you can touch it then cut it in to chucks Place in a big bowl with the pasta sauce and pasta when it is done and strained then toss together tell it is all coated. (Serve) For garlic and parmesan French bread With your oven still at 400 cut your French bread in half long way Place on a cookie sheet In a small bowl combine about 2Tbls of butter with e

392 Friends
omg i have how many friends and i think 20 TO 25 of those have gone to show me a lil bit of love in the contest...ima post the link one more time and go from there to seein how clean my list of friends gets....those of u who have showed me the love ya know who ya are and u are some SWEET AZZ CHERRIES........HERE IS THE DIRECT LINK "CLICK ON PIC" ohhh and ya can leave as many comments as ya like.

Random Thoughts
So schools been going okay. It seems like lately we've been cramming everything.Like we have no time to really study or get to at least completely understand our stuff. I know that this is an excelertaed course and all, but if we dont have the actually time to learn the stuff how are we going to remember it when we go to our real jobs? I had a test yesterday that i'm not so sure i did good on it. If i'd had one more week it probably would have been better, but i'm not tripping cuz i still have half of a school year to make it up. It just makes me insane cuz we just had a test tuesday and not even a week later we are having another one on a different subject. Its seems like its not that hard, but where is the time to breath and relax at? I know schools not suppose to be easy, but its not suppose to be that hard either. I have alot of things that go on at home that need my attention, as do many other people in my class, but where is the time to study before they throw something else on y

Fiesta Mexican Soft Tacos
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, 2 tacos each 1 can (15 oz.) black beans, drained, rinsed 1/3 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Salsa 1 medium green pepper, chopped 1 cup water 1 cup MINUTE Brown Rice, uncooked 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese MIX beans, salsa and green pepper in medium saucepan. Stir in water. Bring to boil on medium-high heat. STIR in rice. Reduce heat to medium-low; cover. Cook 5 minutes. Remove from heat; stir. Let stand, covered, 5 minutes. SPOON rice mixture evenly onto tortillas; sprinkle with cheese. Fold tortillas in half to serve. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Toss together 1 cup sliced strawberries, 1 sliced banana and 1 cup blueberries for an easy, colorful fruit salad to accent this meatless main dish. Jazz It Up Sprinkle wraps with 2 Tbsp. chopped cilantro. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calori

I'm Sorry
This is what most of the "NICE GUYS" deal with on a constant basis. Trust me, I know I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I would rather make out with you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anym

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Question
ANYONE WANT THIS SHITY WEATHER IVE GOT... lMAO.... i bet ya thought it was something perv huh haha.... fooled ya haha....its raining cats and dogs and rhinos ( why cant it rain beer ) lol... that would hurt huh lol..... we are suppose too get OVER 4 inches today ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww lol....bring on the sun PLZZZZZZZZZZZ anyways Im running so far behind today.. My ass is passing me heheh.... anyways ya'll have agood one.... Bec

H_e_l_l_o
GOOD MORNING While you have your first cup of coffee, Set back and listen to some music and read about HELLO. Have you ever thought what this word stands for? Read on.... Do you know that a simple "hello" can be a sweet one? The word H E L L O means: H =How are you? E = Everything all right? L = Like to hear from you L = Love to see you soon! O =Obviously, You are my friend... So, HELLO! It has made me smile every time I say hello since then So send this message to the people you care about. Just thinking of you! I only sent this to people that I knew would NOT break The chain or that believe in the power of prayer. May today there be peace within you. May you trust your God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. "I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when Our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." Hope you are drinking

Chicken Taco Salad
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into thin strips 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing 1/4 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 8 cups shredded iceberg lettuce 1-1/2 cups coarsely crushed tortilla chips 1/2 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese COOK and stir chicken in large nonstick skillet sprayed with cooking spray on medium-high heat 5 to 8 minutes or until chicken is cooked through. ADD dressing and salsa; stir until well blended. Reduce heat to medium; cook 1 to 2 minutes or until heated through. PLACE 2 cups of the lettuce on each of 4 salad plates; sprinkle evenly with chips. Top with chicken mixture and cheese. Serve warm. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Make Ahead Chicken mixture can be made ahead. Cover and refrigerate until ready to use. Reheat in the microwave or in a skillet on top of the stove. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 360 Total fat

Tangy Fiesta Salad
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, 3-1/2 cups each 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1 pkg. (10 oz.) frozen corn, thawed 1 pkg. (1-1/4 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 1 bag (10 oz.) torn romaine lettuce (about 10 cups) 2 large tomatoes, chopped (about 2 cups) 1/2 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Four Cheese 1/2 cup KRAFT Thousand Island Dressing 1/2 cup sliced green onions BROWN meat in large skillet; drain, if necessary. Stir in corn. Add seasoning mix; prepare as directed on package. PLACE lettuce on large serving platter. (Or, divide evenly among four salad plates.) Top with the taco meat, tomatoes and cheese. DRIZZLE with dressing. Sprinkle with onions. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Special Extra This main-dish taco salad provides 1-1/2 cups of the recommended 2-1/2 cups of vegetables per day. Make Ahead Prepare meat mixture as directed; cover. Refrigerate up to 24 hours. Reheat just before serving, then use to a

Mexican Cheese Wreath
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 3 hr 15 min Makes: 3 cups or 24 servings, 2 Tbsp. each 2 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 pkg. (8 oz.) KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese 1/2 cup finely chopped pitted ripe olives 1/2 cup finely chopped fresh parsley 2 Tbsp. finely chopped red peppers 1 tsp. chili powder BEAT cream cheese and shredded cheese in medium bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add remaining ingredients; mix well. Cover. REFRIGERATE several hours or overnight. PLACE drinking glass in center of serving platter. Drop rounded tablespoonfuls of cheese mixture around glass, just touching outer edge of glass, to form ring; smooth with spatula. Remove glass. Garnish with additional parsley and red peppers, if desired. Serve with assorted NABISCO Crackers. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Prepare as directed, using PHILADELPHIA Neufchatel Cheese, 1/3 Less Fat than Cream Cheese and KRAFT 2% Milk Shredde

People...i Just Don't Get Them
Ok, so I have worked in customer service for a long time and dumb people never fail to amaze me. I want everyone who is ever going to speak to anyone else to think before they say something. Imagine what you want to say and then think about what the other person could think of what you just said. In your imagination - do they call you an idiot? Cause that means that are going to say something stupid. STOP. Don't say it...Please.

Foil-pack Taco Chicken Dinner
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 4 servings, one packet each 4 small boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 lb.) 4 tsp. TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 2 cups thinly sliced peeled potatoes 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Garden Salsa 1/4 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Sprinkle chicken evenly with seasoning mix. Place 1/2 cup of the potatoes on center of each of four large sheets of heavy-duty foil; top each with 1 chicken breast, 1/4 cup of the cheese and 2 Tbsp. of the salsa. BRING up foil sides. Double fold top and both ends to seal each packet, leaving room for heat circulation inside. Place in single layer in 15x10x1-inch baking pan. BAKE 30 to 35 min. or until chicken is cooked through (170°F) and potatoes are tender. Remove packets from oven. Let stand 5 min. Place one packet on each of four dinner plates. Cut slits in foil with sharp knife to rel

Blog For Wrestling Fans (about Tna)
TNA Impact is moving to 9pm every Thursday on Spike TV. TNA features stars such as Kurt Angle, Sting, Christian Cage, Rhino, The James Gang (New Age Outlaws), Raven and Jeff Jarrett... It's on for 2 hours on Thursday, but it will be on for 1 hour after this week. This Impact features Chris Sabin vs. AJ Styles vs. Christopher Daniels in a X-Division Title match. The Naturals w/ "The Franchise" Shane Douglas vs. Team 3D (The Dudley Boyz) in a Tables Match. Latin American XChange burns an American Flag?! Rhino vs. Christian Cage (Formerly WWE's Christian) in a Barbed Wire 6 Sides of Steel Match. Kurt Angle faces "The Monster" Abyss in his TNA In-Ring Debut.

Your Mama Is So Ugly......
Your mama is so ugly......she looks like a Halloween mask........and not one of those cool ones that cost like $49.95. No.....one of those cheap-ass rubber ones that you get out of a bin at K-Mart for like $3.99 that you pull over your head and the eye holes are too far apart so you have to walk around with your head all cocked to one side and try and see out of one of the holes.....and they smell so bad like toxic rubber that you can only wear them for a few minutes anyway. In fact.......she looks so much like one of those masks, if someone were chasing her through K-Mart and she came to the bin full of cheap-ass masks, she could just dive right into it and leave just her face showing and the people chasing her would just run right past it........and the only thing she'd have to worry about would be some rotten kid like you coming up and pulling on her cheek because HIS mama is too poor to buy him a cool $49.95 mask. THAT'S how ugly your mama is!!! Oh yeah......and your mam

Cheesy Chicken Enchiladas
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 4 servings, two enchiladas each 2 cups chopped cooked chicken 1 can (10-3/4 oz.) reduced-sodium 98% fat-free condensed cream of chicken soup 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) chili- or Mexican-flavored stewed tomatoes, undrained 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheese PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Combine chicken and soup; spoon evenly down centers of tortillas. Roll up. PLACE, seam-sides down, in 13x9-inch baking dish; top evenly with tomatoes with their liquid and cheese. Cover with foil. BAKE 30 to 35 min. or until cheese is melted and enchiladas are heated through, removing the foil after 20 min. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion For added color and texture, serve with a mixed green salad tossed with your favorite KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Reduced Fat Dressing. Jazz It Up Stewed tomatoes come in different flavor varieties. Try making these enchiladas with a different fl

Real Muscle, Real Fast!
Real Muscle Real Fast! by Jesse Cannone Adding muscle seems to be a mystery to most, yet if you pick up a copy of any fitness or bodybuilding magazine and you’ll almost always see a headline like this: “Gain 15 Pounds of Muscle in 6 Weeks.” If it were so easy you’d have millions of muscle-heads running around. Even though building muscle tissue can be a challenge, I’m going to outline some very specific principles that can pack on the muscle faster than you can throw away that copy of “Muscle and Fiction”! Before we get started though I want to clarify a few points. The ridiculous claims made by most fitness and bodybuilding magazines are only there to get you to buy that issue – nothing more! If you are serious about strength training you need to be reading books and NOT cheesy fitness magazines Ok… here we go. In order to add muscle tissue you must force the body to add it. Your body won’t just add a pound of muscle just because you followed a 3-set wo

One-pot Salsa Beef Skillet
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 27 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 2 cups water 1 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Salsa 1 pkg. (14 oz.) KRAFT Deluxe Macaroni & Cheese Dinner Made With 2% Milk Cheese 2 cups frozen corn 1/2 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Four Cheese Mexican Style Cheese 1 green onion, chopped BROWN meat in skillet; drain. Return to skillet. STIR in water, salsa and Macaroni. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to low; cover. SIMMER 10 min. or until macaroni is tender, stirring twice. Add corn and Cheese Sauce; cook 2 min. or until heated through and blended. Ladle into bowls. Sprinkle with shredded cheese and green onion. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Add powerhouse vegetables to this dinner by substituting red or yellow peppers and tomatoes for the corn. Variation Plus it Up For extra flavor, add 1 Tbsp. chili powder to the cooked meat. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Serve this

Fucked Up Another One
So, another job I didn't get...I don't know why I expect to be hired, I'm clearly unhirable...I didn't get the job at the construction company for the administrative assistant...I don't know why I thought maybe I would have. I got the letter today stating that the position has already been filled. Oh fucking well. I might as well start packing to move back home now because clearly I can't make it on my own here.

5-minute Southwest Layered Salad
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 5 min Makes: 4 servings, 1-1/2 cups each 6 cups torn romaine lettuce 1 can (15 oz.) black beans, rinsed, drained 1 cup frozen corn, thawed 3/4 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1/2 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheddar Jack Cheese 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing 1 cup tortilla chips, broken ARRANGE lettuce in bottom of glass serving bowl or on serving plate. LAYER beans, corn, salsa and cheese evenly over top. DRIZZLE with dressing; sprinkle with chips. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Substitute 1/2 cup KRAFT Natural Sharp Cheddar Cheese Crumbles for the shredded cheese. Substitute You can substitute any type of canned beans for the black beans. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 300 Total fat 13g Saturated fat 4g Cholesterol 15mg Sodium 600mg Carbohydrate 37g Dietary fiber 9g Sugars 5g Protein 12g Vitamin A 60%DV Vita

Mexican Stuffed Flank Steak
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 26 hr 5 min Makes: 6 servings 2 cups beef broth 1/2 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing, divided 6 ancho peppers, crushed (about 1 cup) 1 Tbsp. dried oregano leaves 1 beef flank steak (2 lb.) 1 small potato, peeled, shredded 1 medium carrot, shredded 1 serrano chile, finely chopped 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon, cooked, drained and chopped 1/4 cup chopped cilantro, divided PLACE broth, 1/4 cup of the dressing, the ancho peppers and oregano in blender; cover. Blend on medium speed 1 min. Pour into large resealable plastic bag. Add steak; seal bag. Turn bag over several times to evenly coat steak with the broth mixture. Refrigerate overnight to marinate, turning occasionally. MIX potatoes, carrots, serrano chiles, bacon and 2 Tbsp. of the cilantro; set aside. Remove steak from marinade; reserve marinade in bag. Place steak on clean work surface. Spread evenly with potato mixture to within 1/2 inch of edges. Roll up tightly, start

Quick Fix Barbecued Fajitas
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 4 servings, 2 fajitas each 1 lb. boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into strips 1 medium each: green and red pepper, cut into strips 1 medium onion, cut into thin wedges 1/2 cup KRAFT Original Barbecue Sauce 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas, warmed 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Four Cheese 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1/4 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream PREHEAT grill to medium-high heat. Toss chicken and vegetables with barbecue sauce. Let stand 5 min. to marinate. Poke holes evenly in bottom of 13x9-inch disposable foil roasting pan with a fork or skewer. Place chicken and vegetables in pan. Place pan on grill; cover grill with lid. GRILL chicken and vegetables in pan 20 min. or until chicken is cooked through and vegetables are crisp-tender, stirring occasionally. SPOON mixture evenly onto tortillas; top with cheese, salsa and sour cream. Roll up. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS

Southwestern Ranch Chicken Salad With Crispy Tortilla Strips
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 15 min Makes: 4 servings, 2 cups each 1/4 cup KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat Dressing 1/8 tsp. ground cumin 1 whole wheat tortilla (6 inch), cut in half, then into 1/4-inch-wide strips 1 bag (10 oz.) mixed salad greens 1 pkg. (6 oz.) OSCAR MAYER Southwestern Seasoned Chicken Breast Strips 1/2 cup chopped tomatoes 1/4 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Four Cheese Mexican Style Cheese MIX dressing and cumin; set aside. PLACE tortilla strips on microwaveable plate sprayed with cooking spray. Microwave on HIGH 1 min.; set aside. TOSS greens with chicken and tomatoes in large salad bowl. Add cheese and dressing mixture; mix lightly. Top with the tortilla strips. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Variation To serve in tortilla shell, spray outside of small microwaveable bowl with cooking spray; place upside-down on paper towel. Top with 1 whole wheat tortilla. Microwave on HIGH 2 min. Cool. Remove tortilla from bowl; t

Dinnertime Quesadillas
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 16 min Makes: 4 servings, two quesadillas each 2 cups shredded cooked chicken 1/2 cup drained canned whole kernel corn 1/2 cup sliced green onions 1/2 cup drained canned black beans, rinsed 1 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Four Cheese 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas LAYER chicken, corn, onions, beans, salsa and cheese evenly over one half of each tortilla. FOLD tortillas in half to enclose filling. COOK one or two quesadillas at a time in large nonstick skillet on medium-high heat 3 min. on each side or until quesadillas are lightly browned on both sides and cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with a tossed green salad. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 500 Total fat 18g Saturated fat 8g Cholesterol 85mg Sodium 1140mg Carbohydrate 51g Dietary fiber 5g Sugars 4g

Super-easy Chicken Enchilada Skillet
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, about 1-1/4 cups each 1 Tbsp. oil 1 lb. boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into bite-size pieces 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) fat-free reduced-sodium chicken broth 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing 2 Tbsp. flour 6 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas, cut into small pieces 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Four Cheese 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa HEAT oil in large deep skillet on medium-high heat. Add chicken; cook 7 min. or until cooked through, stirring occasionally. MIX broth, dressing and flour until well blended; gradually add to skillet, stirring constantly. Add tortillas; stir to combine. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. SPRINKLE with cheese; cover. Simmer 3 to 5 min. or until cheese is melted. Top with salsa. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Trim 6 grams of fat per serving by preparing as directed, using KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat D

Did You
Did You Did you hear that early bird sing good morning to you today Did you notice the little bunny when he came out to play Did you acknowledge the squirrel as he ran down the line Did you see that awesome sunrise and realize that all was fine Did you wave to your neighbor when you walked out the door Did you smile at the cashier when you stopped at the store Did you allow someone in while stranded watching the cars go by Did you hold the door for a co-worker without giving a sigh Did you give credit to a friend in need for a job you had done Did you support those around you and try to make the day fun Did you help the oppressed one without seeing his skin Did you or didn't you make the choice to be a friend Did you at the end of the day head home filled with pride Did you know that with truth to yourself today you did stride Did you remember to thank the Lord for the day you had Did you really appreciate it whether it was good or was bad Di

Easter..
~*~ ~*~ This, my friends, is what gives me faith in mankind. ~*~ The above is a picture of John Gebhardt in Iraq. His wife, Mindy, related that this little girl's entire family was executed. They intended to execute the little girl also, shot her in the head, and left her for dead. The hospital where John worked saved her life. She was healing physically. Emotionally, however, she was distraught and inconsolable, clearly haunted by the demons of the nightmare she witnessed and endured, her young mind not knowing how to process, much less understand, such a terrible loss. The nurses said that John was the only one who could calm her down. And so, John spent his nights holding her while they both slept in that chair.

Keeping A Diary With Purpose
Positivity Revisited A diary can play many roles. It can be a confidant, a vehicle of self expression, a tool that facilitates clarity of thought, or a repository of dreams. A diary can also be a powerful source of comfort during challenging or traumatic periods. When you record those insights and incidents that clearly demonstrate you are on the right track, you can return to your words days, weeks, or months later and find uniquely soothing reassurance. A diary with a specific purpose can be a good tool for keeping track of experiences before the passage of time can skew your perception of events. It reflects the immediacy of your life and thus provides you with a landmark to return to when you begin to doubt yourself. If doubt does arise, simply open your diary to reaffirm your experiences. The confidence, surety, passion, and bravery you felt in a single moment is preserved, giving you a means to recapture those feelings in any place, at any time. Your diary serves as a rep

Last Night & Earlier Today!
I just got back in from lunch, and had to get all this down. I'll get back to lunch later ;) If you read my previous Blog post, you'll know that my boyfriend came over last night, and we had a DP planned with him and my husband. Well, that didn't happen. Danny (my husband) had his Diverticulitis (look it up) act up on him, so he was basically out of commission. My boyfriend showed up just before 10:00PM, and I immediately dragged him into my bedroom.We sucked and fucked until almost midnight, and I brought him off twice, cumming in my mouth both times. It was hard and passionate sex, and it was amazing. ([I]I love the young guys!!![/I]) He's coming back over this evening at 9:00 for some more fun ;) After he left, I checked my mail and there was an e-mail from Martin, my xPeeps friend that I was with last Friday. He asked if I wanted to go for lunch today so I answered him back, saying yes. We agreed to meet at 11:30 as his lunch hour runs from 11:20 to 12:20. We met at the resta

I Wont Forget You
I wont forget you even though i should and could i just never will you have done so many things for me and took such good care of me. You were there for me when no one else was you were the one who took care of me for many years when no one else did. You were there to listen and understand when there was no one else to talk to. you was always there through good times and bad times now your gone. I have no one else to turn to but my self and the one up above. I am so lost and so confused and so lonely but yet i am still dealing with this drama that i was left to deal with. My life is falling apart i am falling apart and lost the only two people who i ever really truely loved and can never have one person back ever again until the day comes that i am gone to the after life. The other person well who knows but what ever life goes on and i am moving on. I will never forget my friends or loved ones at all ever not even if they dont talk to me or anything.. There was a third person tha

Just A Random Bitch About My Family
ok family going to say this once fuck you stay out of my life and never talk to me again. Just because i did what no one else did or wanted so what i did what she wanted and respected that so fucking eat it. You want to act like little fucking stuck up pieces of shit that you are go ahead. When the day comes that you need me guess what keep fuckin walkin the other direction. No one is perfect. If i didnt do a good enough job so you think why the fuck didnt you step up and start or help ya thats what i thought didnt have time or didnt wanna bother only when you needed something fuck you. I know i did the best i could so eat that.

Fun With My Boyfriends :)
(This was actually written on Monday, hence the reference to tomorrow being Tuesday) I just posted part of this in the "ass-to-mouth" xPeeps group based on what happened with me this past Saturday. I realized that I just haven't been keeping my Blog up properly, but that is mainly to do with time!! I have been so busy, both with "work" and especially with "play". I have been keeping an extremely busy sex life lately, probably busier than it has been in years! I have been fucking and sucking 2 to 3 new young guys every week for the past 2 months! I have developed a real passion for young guys, and the oldest guy I have been with in the last couple of months was 24 (the youngest, 18, on his 18th birthday). I just love them all :) I'm not going to talk about them all, that's just way too much, but I will start with this past weekend. On Friday, we went to our local bar as we always do and met up with our friends. A guy I met months ago on xPeeps, who lives in Montreal, finally

Slumber Party Adult
It was a bad time for my office. Of the five women I worked with, three had recently broken up with their boyfriends, one hadn't had a date in over 6 months, and the other was married to a real jerk that she just found out was cheating on her. I was lucky to be happily married, but when someone suggested a girls' night in to get drunk and forget our woes, I was in. We decided to meet at Mandy's apartment on Friday night. Mandy was the date-less one, so her apartment held the least number of painful memories. Joely, Samantha, and Angie were all still trying to get rid of their ex-boyfriends' presences, and Sandy's husband wasn't going to be "working late" for once. I would have offered up my house, but while the other ladies would have been fine with my husband being around, I wanted a chance to dish without him hearing. We started the evening with a revealing game of "I've never." I was a little embarrassed to raise my cup when Mandy declared, "I've never had anal sex," until I

Ironic In A Fucked Up Way
you know all this is kinda ironic in a fucked up way cause when i started this relationship i was detached to protect myself ,but then i saw how kira was livin life enjoyin it to the fullest and so i decided to try to do the same and i fell in love w/ her but then all this shit happens ,almost to prove that I was right all along to not commit myself to her but i did anyways. kinda fucked up isn't it ? all i got to say is that I am never goin to change/give up my beliefs on people or life again the way I did w/ kira. i'm never gonna take her back again not after all the pain she's caused this time around. but I am also goin to move on ,maybe go out w/ some other girls ,get my mind off of kira/.not goin to let her rule my life now.

Lmao
THATS RIGHT IM LMAO AT THE GIRLS THAT KEEP POTING THE SAME BULLETINS OVER AND OVER AND OVER BECAUSE NOONE IS PAYING ATTENTION TO THEM HAVENT YOUR GOTTEN THE POINT ALREADY IF THEY HAVENT COMMENTED YET THERE NOT GONNA. SO CHILL A LITTLE...STOP SOUNDING SO DESPERATE AND IM SURE THEY WILL SEE YOU EVENTUALLY.OH AND THIS ISNT FOR DAISY DUKE..YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE FUCKING HOTT..

I Really Need This Yesterday And Thanks
Yesterday.. I was really down, I read this and seen that life aint that bad. I seen that there is a reason for what happen and I have learn at the most wonderful time in my life. All I had was Tears... but I read this and seen that I am Going to be OK.. HUGS, SHY I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When some answered and now it is time to move on one is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need

Never Again
PUKE okey i could not finnish all the dishes,,, i tell ya there was prolly 3 weeks smelly left overs all over the place... they do not smell untill you move them..... omg i almost puked all over the kitchen ... well atleast i got some plates and glasses clean... the rest of the mess i leave to himself. blaaah such a bachelors apartment ... damn :P

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There?s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

#6
Hey everybody I forgot to tell ya'll how my weekend went. It went so great i wish it could of lasted longer then one night but couldn't afford it. We had a whirlpool hot tub, oh man did that feel good. I got drunk which was cool mike hard berry baby i also had blue uv but i didnt have none of that. Later on we went down to the arcade played a couple games, I whooped tattoo's ass in air hockey hehe. Played a couple shooting games. Even later on after the pool cleared out we went in there. Man I thought it was awesome how they had it set up. A little kids area to the right with jungle gyms, thses thing where you pull the string and you get alot of water dumped on ya, and sprinklers for the the little one. Then you come to the middle area where it was a pretty good size pool no deeper then 5.5 feet, had a basketball set up with four hoops. You know how you play h-o-r-s-e well we played w-h-o-r-e. hehe and man was there some pretty chicas watchin us every now and then they were fine not to

A Poem In Rembence Of My Mother
A Rose For My Mother A rose for my mother, That's all she asks of me, For a lifetime of trouble She had raising me. A rose for my mother, Whom God gave to me, She spent her life raising children, And we're all grateful as can be. So I bought a rose for mother, That I gave to her, with pride, And I said, I love you mother, And I thank you for my life, And mother, if I had bought all the roses, To give to you, from me, There would be so many, They would fill up a tree, But you, wouldn't want that many, As you've often said to me, One, would be a plenty, If they came, from you to me. i will always love and miss you mom

Soul Talk
What's your soul trying to say? (girls only) pics and loooong results (may be a bit hard to take in, but it will work, or help)You take so much time in making every little thing perfect. Things must be happy and going smoothly, or you feel that you have failed. You find any good thing, a time to smile, but because you do this you may be missing on things that need your time to be greived upon. Try taking writing down things you want to change in your life. They can be about you and your personality or about your home and social life. Include: a pencil or pen, a notebook, calming music, candles, lights off, and windows open (preferably do this on a rainy day)This sould help you work on things to make your life a real happy place to be, instead of a fake.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Pregnant???
okay so i originally started on my cherry so that i could have a place that was my own that no one knew about and i could write *figurativly speaking* down my thoughts. Well here it is the 15th of November, been married for a little over 2 months. I am happy as can be...however i am having all these sypmtoms of being pregnant. i am a few days late and totally spazing out. this will be my second if i am. my husband seems to be happy as a clam this will be his first. i have a drs appt on monday to find out for sure because stupid home pregnancy test has a faint line in the positive area...and i dont trust those stupid things all too much, when the last time i was pregnant i had to take 4 of the damn things 2 said neg. 1 no control line and finally the fourth said positive. so here we are once again down this road and i am having mixed emotions about the whole thing. yes this is something that we BOTH wanted first and foremost!! but thinking about it and actually doing it (so to sp

More Info About Me Then Ya Need To Know
1. Full Name: Tony Grazevich 2. Your nick name: Tony, TB, Teddy Bear, the Tuna, LD, Lonely_disciple, DR_LD, Angeldevoid, Angel devo2 3. Birthday: August 10th, 1982 4. Place of Birth: Newton, NJ 5. Zodiac Sign: Leo 6. Male or Female: Male 7. Grade: Done with school 8. School: CCM 9. Occupation: Programmer of web pages at CSC 10. Residence: Sussex 11. Screen Name: Reofanwag __Your Appearence___ 12. Hair Color: Short Brown 13. Hair Lengnth: Short 16. Height: 6'2 17. Braces?: Never 18. Glasses?: never 19. Piercings: Not Yet 20. Tattoos: Soon 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Jason 23. First Award: Honor roll? 24. First Sport You Joined: Soccer for like 2 days then baseball for 8 years 25. first pet: Bear the

Ok This Is Something That Just Pisses Me Off
I have had two guys contact me today that said "come on lets go out and have really wild sex, but I want to meet you somewhere where my friends wont find out about you" Now doesn't that just suck!! Why didn't they just come out and say ...I'm embarressed to be with a BBW instead of the whole lay it on my friends thing.

Lost Without My Best Friend.
[Nov. 6th, 2006|11:49 pm] another tear to cry another feeling of pain another day to pass and still i sit and cry over you should be over it should have moved on but soon it will be the day that they came and said you were gone. didnt get to say goodbye didnt get the chance for one last hug. you were gone within the blink of an eye my dear old best friend and a few years are gone but still the pain cuts through me like a knife. please give me the sign to move on please help me to find my path again because i've drifted again and im feeling cold and lost.

I Sneak Up And Hit You Like A Fuckin' Tornado.
Dear Matt, You stupid, self-centered bastard. All this time, you drone on and on about how hard it is, how much you hurt, blase blase,whine whine. Have you ever considered that maybe She is going through the exact same thing? You can't expect everyone to be able to just say how they feel. I mean, fuck man...How many years did it take you? There She sits, a thousand miles away from you, loving you, willing to hold your hand and take that giant leap of faith, and all you can do is pushpushpushmoremoremore. You signed up for this, skipper. You knew going in how it was going to be. She warned you. She cared enough to say "Hey, you want Me, fine...But bare in mind..." and in return, all She gets from you is incessant whining. I should slap you. You have a gift, Matt...A precious treasure that you're going to crush because you're so fucking afraid you're going to lose Her, you squeeze too hard. Then what? You destroy that which you hold most dear, and you have no one to blame but yourself.

Love
When someone tells you they love you, but they don't mean it When you see the one you love with the one they love When they leave you for someone else Telling someone how you feel about them and they dont feel the same about you Not knowing if what you have will last Wanting someone so bad, but you just can't have them When you can never stop thinking about that special someone even though you don't want to think about them anymore Wishing you still had them in your arms When you'll do anything for them and they dont even give a care Letting days go by without hearing anything about them Knowing theyre so close but yet so far away loving someone for a long time but they just want to be friends trying your hardest to get their attention, but it just didnt work Being rejected When the distance is just too much for it not to work Going to sleep thinking about them knowing theyre thinking about someone else....ouch! When your intentions are g

Immortal Tech Lyrics #2
Talking] The new age is upon us And yet the past refuses to rest in its shallow grave For those who hide behind the false image of the son of man shall stand before God!!! It has begun The beginning of the end Yeah.. Yeah... yeah, yeah [Verse 1] The voice of racism preaching the gospel is devilish A fake church called the prophet Muhammad a terrorist Forgetting God is not a religion, but a spiritual bond And Jesus is the most quoted prophet in the Qu'ran They bombed innocent people, tryin' to murder Saddam When you gave him those chemical weapons to go to war with Iran This is the information that they hold back from Peter Jennings Cause Condoleeza Rice is just a new age Sally Hemmings I break it down with critical language and spiritual anguish The Judas I hang with, the guilt of betraying Christ You murdered and stole his religion, and painting him white Translated in psychologically tainted philosophy Conservative political right wing, ideology Glued together

Lonely
a poem for all my fans lol Current mood: lonely falling in a deep well , clamoring to get out of this hell. searching for the brightest light, even if its a dull pin point in the night. crying all the time soaking tears to theground have fell. what did i do in this life ? to cause me to live in hell. hoped to find good strong everlasting love to fall over the edge would just take a shove laying alone at nite , try to figuire what is right. sitting here all alone staring out the window dreamimg , but in my heart im screaming . helpme from this hell ,i promise whomever ill return the favor well...... lisaann 4/11/06

Broke
You Know You're Really Broke When... American Express calls and says, "Leave home without it!" Your idea of a 7-course meal is taking a deep breath outside a restaurant. You're formulating a plan to rob the food bank. You've rolled so many pennies, you've formed a psychic bond with Abe Lincoln. Long distance companies don't call you to switch anymore. You look at your roommate and see a large fried chicken in tennis shoes. You finally clean your house, hoping to find change. You think of a lottery ticket as an investment. Your bologna has no first name. You give blood everyday... just for the orange juice. Sally Struthers sends you food. McDonald's supplies you with all your kitchen condiments. On Thanksgiving your dad would bring home a picture of a thanksgiving meal. At communion you go back for seconds. You wash your toilet paper. You have to save up to be poor. You're in college. You are sterilizing your urine for r

New
new poem Current mood: crushed the pain you make me feel is like a hand driven stake thru my skull i try to be the ever perfect wife but it seems only tears come to fall i cry myself asleep at night , even dreaming on how i can make things right i took a vow , it seems like you forgot some how. the bricks in my wall are crumbling down this charade is going to fall apart badly somehow ive beggeded for you to hold me and you walk away like you abhorr me i stopped asking why e ven when the best i try i dont desreve this pain but even the storm wages around me it doesnt wash it away with rain i wish youd love me or go away i too deserve be loved someday im not second best this i know i am or could be the one what have i done to you but love? why should i belong to your club of self destruction i needed you , your not there i hated you , you dont care i love you i dont dare

Hmm! Odd
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Twisted
twisted Current mood: crushed Remember these simple words we said how dear they were ? Remember how you trembled when you put the ring on my finger ? I remember every bit how i looked , who was there every thing . what are these words ? these vows ,or promises ?are they real? im doubtful . day after day i pray to god for you to want to care , to want me . im discarded over and over again . passed on for better times with other things. "I, _______, take you, ________, for my lawful wife/husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and health, until death do us part." Ihave stuck by you in the worse and the best times , when you ve walked away from me . when your ill ive held your hand . "I, _______, take you, ________, to be my husband/wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love and honor you all the days of my life."

Butterflies
butterflies Current mood: cynical the grass glimmers green in the valley when the sun shines , but the look in your eyes show the truth in my mind . the once beautiful butterflies are blackened with ash as my heart perishes because of you the flowers smell sweetly after a rainfall, until i walk thru the valley with my veins icy with lonelyness the once beautiful animals are frozen , because the sun is darkened by my sadness. i lie here alone with my sins and my doubts as the grass is dying around me . dont you understand what has taken the life from here , dont you understand me

Lonelyness
lonelyness walking alone on a dreary nite , not able to fear anything out of spite . tears on my pillow thoughts of the way it was long ago broken heart shattered dreams , trying to wake up without a sudden scream heart pounds hard lungs feel tight why is it i cant get this right walking alone inthe woods down a lonelty path dying for acceptance but to slow to do the math everything is adding up now , like 2+2 . i feel like fool dying to be wanted , fearing to be needed . hurt to find out i was surely all alone

No Name
new poem no name yet tired of swimming thru the sea of despair wonderingwhat type of spell sent me here falling deeper into the infinate darkness of night freezing alone wherethere is no sign of light praying for the faith and strength to get me thru hoping and dreaming someone will reach out and guide me thru the inner strength that i once heldis dwindling and almost forgotten straining to drum up the couragefor the journey to realitywhich i dont think i can summon looking in the mirror at sad faded eyes , wandering what happened to what was once was my self . loathing what was once was there , remember ing how i used to be . searching to find myself again to come to lifeand be reborn beautiful as i once was

My First Blog Here....
Well this is the first post here on cherry tap and this is a neat place so far.I have joined so many places and have so many blogs/online journals....too many lol.I joined this and I also wanted to make this blog and I will try and post as much as I can and I also will post a list of my other blogs I have so if I am not here I am there lol.Anthony is growing so fast and he has out grown his 0-3 month outfits well the ones with feet in them but the ones without I can use a while longer.I have a trip planned for this month and we leave this saturday and come home on the 26th,I don't want to come home but I have to lol wah wah.Anthony needs to meet his other family members and thats why we are going.Well lots to do to get all ready so chow all.

Element
Which of the four elements matches your personality? Your Element is WaterAs A Thinker: You struggle with the concept of reality and always ponder unusual theories or questions. You are a creative, abstract thinker.As a Friend: Your desire of frienship depends on your mood. Sometimes you prefer solitude, and other times you enjoy being with one or two friends. Most of the time you like to be in a large group. Your friends think of you as interesting and can always rely on you for support.Character Traits: You are funny, laidback, flexible, and artistic. YOu are capable of being very serious and contemplative, or extremely energetic and wild. Your emotions are easy for people to read.You Secretly Seek: Security/Stability and AffectionTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

You
you you came over today , it wasnt to me you came over today , it wasnt to hug me you came over today it wasnt to tell me you missed me you came over today, it wasnt to tell me you love me you came over today , it wasnt to tell me you hate me you came over today it wasnt to take all reminders away you came over today ..... why did you come over today? i think so you could watch me cry

Just Something I Wrote
I still wish I could have done so much more I tried to love you so much but you were such a whore the promises we made and the time we spent couldn't change the fact that you were cheating behind my back i'm broken to the point of uselessness my heart a broken mirror shattered gkass I was your knight your solider your king you were my light my soul my wings I held you above all and I loved you so true but your lies were wicked just like you and now I sit here trying to figure out why your punishing me for your own lies we were so close to the finish a few steps more we would have had it all I would have given it to you you were so happy and time was so grand I finally had someone that I could understand don't you understand mary what you meant to me the world was yours for the taking all you had to do was ask it from me I am never going to heal from the pain you have caused and your silence towards me is sorrow beyond repair I wish I could turn back time a

Hearts
hearts i heard the saying you broke my heart a thousand times today and i reflected what is this . it only takes one time . you did it well , left me alone cold and in the dark . left with hands tainted and scarred .my heart barely able to beat i hurt even so , not for what could of been but for what now i see never was you fooled me , lied and lied i stood there like a fool ,blind and smiling , im not smiling now . my mind is shattered like a mirror of our past life . i loathe meeting with you now all i feel is a cold sadness. you broke me , made me feel it was me i couldnt trust what wasnt there a human heart with love im not wrong you are . you ruined me , for a while . but alas i will rise again from this darkness from this pain a new person stronger less giving . id say i hate you but even that is good enough for you now . broken heart , broken vows , broken lives of my crying children . who have you become , where are

Reflections
reflections mirrored in the shadow of your guilt , painfully staring thru my own eyes pain dripping slowly thru my veins consuming me . what did i do to deserve this were did i go wrong , was i blind to seeyou for what you really are . darkness without no sign of light falling falling falling slipping away numb to sadness yet propelled by grief anger adding to my slow torture , tears un able to fall why did i have to live like this , where did i go wrong . lonelyness consumes me , burying itself into my skin . the pain pulls at my heart twisting it beyond what is right the thoughts of you kill me , i wish youd go away why why did u do me this way

Poem 2
poem sitting up late at night pondering wishing for u wondering what will come later grabbing the moment, hold on waiting ,watching ,learning trying day by to satisfly me yearning hopeful,starting new looking for alife searching till im through'

Im A Sexy Panguin Lmao
What's You're REAL Label? (detailed results and pics) Gotcha!Ok, truth is, labels suck. Do you really want to be told who you are? And by some quiz you're taking? Life is about origniality and living it to the fullest. How can you do that when you're restricted to the friends you make, to the clothes you wear, to where you shop, to what colors you're allowed to like.Just stop!Labels are started by people and people can end it. Want to know how?Just shut up and accept the shy girl in the corner of the room who's wearing black. The girl in the front of the room in the pink skirt can have a terrible life and just grin and bear it.Appearances should have no indication as to who you're friends with, how depressed you are, and what your favorite color is. If you want to know what your label is then here it is:Human.Are you happy now?I promised some pictures, but I'm gonna give you icons instead:have a good day!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quiz

Blah
haha I'm aweful, instead of writing my 5 page paper, I went and talked on the phone all night long...again so who had to write it right now...me I just finished, finished that and a powerpoint. IT SUCKED hahaha. I dyed my hair last night as in my new photos, know the rents wont' like it, but they don't have to see it until tuesday night, and maybe I'll just wear a hat the entire time...hehe oh well david will be with me, dad won't yell if he's around...hopefully.

I Thought Of You Today
i thought of u today i woke up this morning and thought of u i sighed and got out of bed put one foot on the floor and stood up iwent to the mirror do you know what i saw a shell an image of someone whose been put thru hell i cant cry anymore ,im done i dont long for you ,i dont need you i said vows to you once ,you tossed them down the drain made my heart hurt , doubts of myself filled my brain i rather be alone ,them with you .you used to make me mad im not mad anymore i wish i could walk away from the things you did , turn my back like u i didnt , i couldnt .but thank you im living without u now im happy .i hope your miserable you didnt care if i was

New Line
new line wishing , looking thru this window pane wondreing if you have anything to gain hoping f or something new trying to figuire where are are you searching searching waiting .................................... are you a figment or are u true am i fool even to be looking for you wanting to start a new life . never wanting to repeat my old life turning over a new leaf not afraid to cause someone grief a little jaded this is true but i could really change if i met you longing not to be alone hoping to to call someplace home finally where are you i deserve so much more 6:58 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add

Oil Change...men Vs Women
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change.. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss.. 12) Crawl out from under car to

Couldve
i couldve chased after u i didnt i shouldve apologized i wont i wouldve forgiven you i cant i couldve told how many times i missed you i wont i shouldve told you how i really felt nevermind........................ i woudve fixxed things i dont think i can couldve been very different i wasnt shouldve walked away years ago i didnt wouldve regetted most my life i dont

Poem
poem you tookmy heart you stole my soul gave you warmth, i gave you life i stood in front of the lord and became your wife broken vows, a multitude of sins pain and suffering i dont to know where to begin... i stand alone not afraid angry now,but erased of shame i thought i needed u ,i even trusted u you stole my life i want it back you took my heart i wont ever feel the same i want to hate u , to be fueledby it, i want to walk away to show you ................................ i dont have to feel this way

Sage Francis Lyrics
Makeshift Patriot The Flag Shop Is Out Of Stock Hang Myself...Half Mast Makeshift Patriot The Flag Shop is Out of Stock I hang myself...via live telecast Coming live from my own funeral...the beautiful weather offered a nice shine Which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline It's times like these I freestyle biased opinions every other sentence My journalistic ethics slip when I pass them off as objective "Don't gimme that ethical shit." I've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable American kids And it's time to show this world how big our edifice is! That's exactly what they attacked when a typically dark skinned Disney villain Used civilians against civilians and charged the trojan horses into our buildings Using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction Pregnant women couldn't protect their children Wheelchairs were stairway obstructions Now I have to back petal...from the shower of glass and metal Wondering how

My Face
my face forget my name forget my face forget the way my lips did taste forget the way u called my name forget the way we used to play the game walk away from me dont look back i hate you now remember the way u kissed me last was the taste of her on your lips still i hate the way u look at me when it was you who hurt me.. im tired of the the points you feel u have to make its your foreboding i have to shake i wanted u back once but now i know i think your a loser, worthless piece of flesh a liar a cheat lower then low this is final this i know

Grandpa On The Porch
This will be me someday. . Front Porch Grandpa A grandson came to visit his grandparents & noticed his grandfather sitting on the porch, in the rocker, wearing only a shirt, naked from the waist down. "Grandpa, whatcha' doing? You're weenie's out in the wind for all to see!" he exclaimed. Grandpa looked off in the distance, not answering. "Grandpa, whatcha' doin' sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?" he asked again. Grandpa looked at him and said, "Last week I sat here with no shirt on and got a stiff neck. This is grandma's idea."

Well That Went Well
The meeting I had with Donald from the art college went really well and just realised as i got there at 3 i was there for nearly 2 and a half hours explaining the whole of the concept of the project, I had taken a long a mindmap that I had created of it all to show him. He was actually quite blown away by the whole thing. He suggested that some of the college students who have just graduated would be better for me to be in touch with as they would have a much better grasp and said that for the actual software side of it I would probably be better off speaking to someone in Dundee university. But what he is going to do is have a think of who would be suitable and get in touch with the former students and put them in touch with me. He was quite fascinated and said it was a really good and interesting project and that it had a lot of potential. I actually learned quite a lot through chatting with him and it was so good to sit down and go through all the different sides of the pro

Trying
trying .... trying to find my way trying... but dont know how trying ... to be the right person , the one you really want trying ... but i feel i cant trying .... to be loved and to show love trying....... to learn how why is this all so difficult , this thing we call trying

Jedi Mind Tricks Lyrics
[Verse 1-Vinnie Paz] Yeah, I don't know why I'm over here, this job is evil They sent me here to Vietnam to kill innocent people My mother always said, "The president, he doesn't care" He tryin' to leave the footprints of America here They say we tryin' to stop Chinese expansion But I ain't seen no Chinese since we landed Sent my whole entire unit thinkin' we could win Against the Viet Cong guerrillas there in Gia Dinh I didn't sign up to kill women or any children For every enemy soldier, we killin' six civilians Yeah, and it ain't right to me I ain't got enough of motherfuckin' fight in me It frightens me, and I just wanna see my son and moms But over here, they droppin' seven million tons of bombs I spent my days dodgin' all these booby-traps and mines And at night, prayin' to God that I get back alive And I'm forced to sit back and wonder Why I was a part of Operation Rolling Thunder In a foxhole with nine months left here Jungle like the fuckin' harbinger of de

Obituary Of Frederic Arthur Clark
I'd love to have people say these things about me! Frederic Arthur (Fred) Clark, who had tired of reading obituaries noting other's courageous battles with this or that disease, wanted it known that he lost his battle as a result of an automobile accident on June 18, 2006. True to Fred's personal style, his final hours were spent joking with medical personnel while he whimpered, cussed, begged for narcotics and bargained with God to look over his wife and kids. He loved his family. His heart beat faster when his wife of 37 years Alice Rennie Clark entered the room and saddened a little when she left. His legacy was the good works performed by his sons, Frederic Arthur Clark III and Andrew Douglas Clark MD, PhD., along with Andy's wife, Sara Morgan Clark. Fred's back straightened and chest puffed out when he heard the Star Spangled Banner and his eyes teared when he heard Amazing Grace. He wouldn't abide self important tight *censored*. Always an interested observer of politics, part

Determination...
Determination by Jonny Harrop They said it was impossible, No way in, no way out. I stuck out my neck, without fear or thought. And it wasn't easy, Battles were fought. But i was determined, wounded and scarred, And yes there were times When cupids arrows missed, But i beat the odds, When i stole that first kiss. You see, resistance is futile, As love may not conquer all, but determination does. And they said it was impossible

Bubba Gonna Sue. .
Down south, Bubba called his attorney and asked, "Is it true they’s suin' them cigarette companies fer causin’ people to git cancer ?" "Yes, Bubba, sure is true," responded the lawyer. "And now someone is suin' them fast food restaurants fer makin’ them fat an cloggin’ their arteries with all them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?" "Sure is, Bubba." "And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?" "Yep." "And that football player sued that university when he gradiated and still couldn't read?" "That’s right," said the lawyer. "But why are you asking?" "Well, I was thinkin’ . . . What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I slept with?

A Different Christmas Poem...
Just sent to me from a friend via email. I hope you enjoy it......and kudos to all the soldiers, near and far! Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out

Immortal Technique Lyrics
love this song [Mos Def - talking] Man, you hear this bullshit they be talkin' Every day, man It's like these motherfuckers is just like professional liars YouknowwhatI'msayin? It's wild Listen [Hook - Mos Def] Bin Laden didn't blow up the projects It was you, nigga Tell the truth, nigga (Bush knocked down the towers)--[Jadakiss] Tell the truth, nigga (Bush knocked down the towers)--[Jadakiss] Tell the truth, nigga Bin Laden didn't blow up the projects It was you, nigga Tell the truth, nigga (Bush knocked down the towers)--[Jadakiss] Tell the truth, nigga (Bush knocked down the towers)--[Jadakiss] [Verse 1 - Immortal Technique] I pledge no allegiance, nigga fuck the president's speeches I'm baptized by America and covered in leeches The dirty water that bleaches your soul and your facial features Drownin' you in propaganda that they spit through the speakers And if you speak about the evil that the government does The Patriot Act'll track you to the t

Best College Bar Towns In Texas
A Texas Tech graduate, a University of Texas grad and a Texas Aggie were sitting in a bar in San Antonio. The view of the river was fantastic, the beer was ice cold and the food exceptional. "But," said the guy from Tech, "I still prefer the beer joints back in Lubbock. There's one place where the owner goes out of his way for the locals. When you buy 4 beers, he will buy the 5th." The Longhorn said "Well, at my local bar in Austin, the owner will buy your 3rd drink after you've bought 2." "Hell, that's nothin'," the Aggie responded. "Back in College Station there's this bar where the moment you set foot in the place they'll buy you a drink and keep them coming all night. Then when you've had enough to drink, they take you upstairs and see that you get laid. And it's all on the house." The Red Raider and the Longhorn immediately doubted the Aggie's claims. "And this actually happened to you?" asked the Tech grad. No, not myself personally," admitted the Aggie. "But it did

What I Think About Life
Self expression is about who you are, and how you express yourself. It doesn’t matter what fricken clothing you wear, how you look, or who you talk to. It's your words or works, and choice of actions that shows who you are as a person. Some people express themselves by music, poetry, and other verbal/written ways. Its the words; not the sounds of the music, or the shape of the art work. But, the words they use to express expirences, emotion, or just something on their mind. But things cost money; money makes the world go round...money=possesions=competition. Life consists of being the best looking, acting, and brains. Untill they break down and realise that life can not be perfect. But, untill that moment nothing is normal. It’s all thoughts and dreams, then once it is realised it goes away. Then they can be a true being, which becomes themselves, or "normal" putting it into terms. If we didn’t charaterise, sterotype, or put people into groups, life might be easier. Or would it? Bei

5 Secrets To A Perfect Relationship
Important Tips... 1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women don't know each other.

Ideas For My Show...
So, as i have shown on here, i do a radio show every weekend, 9:30pm to 1am EST sunday nights.. it's on the net at www.phantomvoice.net and i like doing it.. that's all that should matter, right? I like it but i need more.. i need to find my voice. I call the show Malin's Massachour x3.. mostly all metal music through the last four decades.. but i will through in some ard rock and a little punk, but my pressense is not really felt.. so i have been thinking of different ways to bring people to listen and make my show more entertaining little on air quizzes, little informational tidbits... and even have pondered asking two of my favorite BDSM people on here for the use of their informational postings on the lifestyle Another thought would be a quiz where people need to IM me their answers.. called Horse or Porn... where I give out a name and they need to let me know if it is a horse name, name of a porn movie, or both... ie... "Without Makeup" and "Promises Promises"

Thanks To All!!!!
A big thanks to all who voted for me in the middle finger contest......I finished second place and i met some great new friends through it........unfortunately i was a wee bit busy lately and i was unable to visit some peoples pages to thank them for the vote........If you voted and i haven't stopped by please let me know and i will do so.........JOE

I Am Dragon Royality
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Ultimate Elemental DragonYou are the true ultimate dragon. You have the powers of all the other elemental dragons. You control everything and have interests in every part. for example the fire dragon loves things to do with fire whereas you like fire, water, lightning etc etc. You are considered dragon royalty.(NOTE: THIS DRAGON WAS HAND DRAWN BY ME)Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Idiots In The Neighborhood
IDIOTS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD: I live in a semi-rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman, KS. __________________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceberg. He was a Chef? Yep...From Kansas City! ________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I was at the airport, checking in at the gate when an airport employee asked,! "Has anyone put anything in your baggage without your knowledge? To which I replied, "If it was without my knowledge, how would I

Show You
Wanting to know What you're saying Feeling so low As I'm crying So far So near So close No fear Just put your hand Where I can feel it Put your lips Where I can taste it Let me see the side of you That's hidden I'll show you the sides of me That no one knows about Show me How you wanna be I'll show you How it can be Just touch me When you hands are warm And kiss me When your heart's alone

Lone Eagle's Blog Posting...
Couldn't have said it better myself... Thought for the day In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1 Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON, AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. AMEN! http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/20786/88658

Xfanz Party Tonight!
I'll be at the XFanZ party tonight in Hollywood if anyone can make it out! Its at the DragonFly @ 6510 Santa Monica Blvd. Doors open at 9pm. Dave Navarro's new band The Panic Channel will be playing live. $10 cover Click for more info Update: 12:45am So I just got back from the party. I had a great time with Lexi Love, Sasha Grey, Claire Adams and Angela Stone! I saw Dave Navarro and wanted to get a picture with him, I was so excited, I walked up and asked him for a picture and he straight out said "No." I said, "What? I didn't hear you? Yes, I can get a picture with you?" and again. "No." This is the exact reason why I treat each and every fan of mine with so much respect. I would never want someone to come up to me and ask me for a picture or autograph and have them walk away thinking, "what a fucking cunt." Because, my fans are my life, I can't say it enough. You guys are so important to me, I really don't exist without you, so always remember that. I'll post

Here Is One Of Our Only True Ally!!!!
Thought for the day In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1 Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON, AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. AMEN!

Independence & Children
Independence & children…. Ok, had teacher conference yesterday. Overall my child is doing well…. However….. Evidently she has an issue with how I walk my child to her locker in the morning & wait in line with her outside. Teacher says I need to give more trust & independence. Other parents don’t wait in line with their kids or walk them to their lockers, so evidently I am not suppose to either. I am taking advantage of the situation while I can. I know one day, & its coming soon, where my kid is going to tell me not to do these things anymore. We have already talked about very important independent situations that will be happening in the near future. Its not something that we can change overnight. It takes time & we already have a plan. I already trust my child with some very independence. I am not saying the parents that don’t what I do are wrong for them & I am not saying that what I am doing is right for them. From the time I was about 8 I was ridin

Men Are Just Happier~
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time.? Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all you

Jokes
So Batman came up to me and he hit me over the head with a vase and he went T'PAU! I said "Don't you mean KAPOW?? He said "No, I've got china in my hand." You invented Tipp Ex, correct me if I'm wrong. I'm so lazy I've got a smoke alarm with a snooze button. I bought some Armageddon cheese today, and it said on the packet 'Best Before End' So I went to buy a watch, and the man in the shop said "Analogue." I said "No, just a watch." I went into a shop and I said, "Can someone sell me a kettle." The bloke said "Kenwood" I said, "Where is he?" So I went in to a pet shop. I said, "Can I buy a goldfish?" The guy said, "Do you want an aquarium?" I said, "I don't care what star sign it is." I was in this restaurant and I asked for something herby. They gave me a Volkswagen with no driver. My mate is in love with two schoolbags. He's bisatchel. I went to the doctor. I said to him "I'm frightened of lapels." He said, "You've got cholera." So I met the bloke who inv

To You... I Give My Heart
Just like the poem, it's not mine.. To You....I Give My Heart by AnnetteHill You're the first thing I think of; Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of; Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have; And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger; With every move I make. I want to prove how I feel for you; But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give; To you... I give my heart. A heart is a very fragile thing; But I trust it will be, LOVE that you will bring. God broughtus together in his own special way; I want to LOVE you until my dying day. It's been magical right from the start; You are a gift from the Lord above, to you I give my heart. You are my ray of sunshine, on a cloudy day; Kiss me, hold me, LOVE me forever, in your own special way!

Making Love To You
One taste of you satisfied me only for a moment Clamouring for more Of the taste Of you between my lips So deep inside My willing mouth I am only satisfied for a moment I'm grabbing your hands Shoving them inside my shirt You breathe heavy to feel The pulsing of my heartbeat Through my heaving breasts I strip my shirt off and throw it to the ground You remove my bra Your lips trace my skin You pull my nipples till they're hard In the night Oh starless wonderful night I unbutton your shirt Slide it off Trace your chest My lips they press Your tight skin You moan softly As you know what's happening Your hand grabs my legs as you pull me in your lap My breasts against your belly I kiss your side I reach up to touch your hair Your tounge licks my inner ear You're sending chills down my spine tonight I feel the hardness of you and I'm feeled with sudden heat My hair clings to the back of my neck Tiny curls form You whisper my eyes are so clear th

Complete Bullshit.
In case you didnt read my bulletin One of my pictures got flagged as adult today which I think is lame. I see pictures of bitches bent over with their fat stinky twat lips bulging out of their thongs that are two sizes too small on the front of their profile that no one says anything about. I put up a picture of the word cunt...just the word and nothing else and it gets flagged?!?! Are you fucking kidding me? Give me a break already. Apparently someone needs to do their jobs a little better. If youre flagging me for just having a word you need to flag and remove all those nasty bitches pictures too.

Whats A Pagan
Pagans come in all shapes sizes colors They belive many things Some have speical gifts that the rest of us do not some call this magic some do not But we all have these traits we belive in the Gods we belive in Magic for we know its real now do some just belive in the old religion yes they do Do they do magic ritual or true no they dont but Pagan they are For you see Pagans come in all the shades of the Rainbow but we tend to get along oh we may fuss about this and that But then we are PAGAN Caty

Babygirl? Really Now?
In the past day since I've signed up, I swear I've seen damned near 100 different chicks with their title name as "Babygirl". yeah, you and the other million Babygirls out there need to start being original!

Shit Stirrers, Finger Pointers And Mud Slingers
Can't we all just get along??? Maybe they should call this site...um...THE BITCH SITE...or maybe THE SHIT STIRRING SITE??? I really think that everyone needs to just chill out...smoke a fatty and re-evaluate all this SHIT!!!! C'mon people...this is the internet...a"make-believe" world...A "virtual community"...We are not a bunch of next door neighbors warring or disputing a fence line or a broken window or something.... or a buch of Jr. High kids arguing about He said/ She said..... When I first joined CT...I was amazed at the POSITIVE attitude of the Site and community...It in itself was addicting....People making other people feel better about themselves...Rating, commenting on pics,..and cool profile comments. Has everyone gotten so bored with that philosophy that they have to turn on each other? All of this CRAP is leaving a bad taste (or smell)... All I really see here is a ever growing group of whiners and bitches...all looking to stirr up a bunch of shit.... If I

Can You Ever Do Anything Right..
What do you do when no matter what you do you can never do anything right? Hmm.. I mean really can any man ever do enough or the right things to be a good person. In my experience and maybe it is just me. I would say no. Maybe it is the way I go about things, I want ppl to be happy I want ppl to have a good time because life is the only thing that is going to last. Will love never, will hate never, will lust nope, passion for that kiss, will the thrust for knowledge nope, everything fucking fades out no matter what.. Today I woke up with another fucking headache like I have been getting for the last 4 years, today’s and yesterdays were especially bad. They are not migranes they are stress related.. I guess you can say I’m a stress monster, where does it all come from who knows and you want to know what no one really gives a fuck either. Well, I don’t really think anyone will read this but I’m going to tell a lot of ppl a few things they may not know about me. I will l

Today 15 Nov 06
Well, what did i get up to today. It was my day off work, so i thought i was gonna chill out. But then realised that i had a Health & Safety Representative training session going on today. Yeah, i forgot to day that i'm now a health & safety rep at work. That i did from 09:00 till 10:30. Then I chilled for a while and went to pick up my new work boots, due to also now working along side our maitenance team. After that i was asked to do some vertime for maintenance where i had to supervise some contractors working on site. I clocked off at half past 3 and when i got home i had a package waiting for me. When i opened it it was the CD's that i won in a recent competition from Kiss FM (www.totalkiss.com). The CD's are fooking great. Now i'm writing this blog and can smell dinner, so i can't concentrate anymore. Damn, my mouth is starting to water already!!!! Speak to ya soon Bernie

This Is Beautiful! Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son.. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy s

Pisces
20 February - 20 March 20 Pisces is the twelfth Sign of the Zodiac, and it is also the final Sign in the Zodiacal cycle. Hence, this Sign brings together many of the characteristics of the eleven Signs that have come before it. Pisceans, however, are happiest keeping many of these qualities under wraps. These people are selfless, spiritual and very focused on their inner journey. They also place great weight on what they are feeling. Emotions define Pisceans, and it's not uncommon for them to feel their own burdens (and joys) as well as those of others. The intuition of the Pisces-born is highly-evolved. Many people associate Pisceans with dreams and secrets, and it's a fair association, since those born under this Sign feel comfortable in an illusory world. Pisceans are represented by a pair of fish, a symbol that makes them seem to 'go with the flow' and not 'make waves'. Both of these labels are true, since Pisceans are fluid and easygoing, in keeping with the Mutable Quality

Dead On Arrival
the reaper cast his evil eye upon me now cursed by a diabolical nature the angel of death painted in black comes for my soul late at night i have a death warrant he says i am to meet my maker and depart this ungrateful world the king of terrors humming a death song demon voices inside my head angels crying bloody murder echos rolling on like thunder the keeper finishes off my life t'was a bloodshed massacre a carnage at the gates of hell

The Reaper
the reapers come, hes raised his schythe hes here for me to end my life i beg and plead, im far to young in the reapers eye, im the perfect one he moves in closer and lifts his blade he casts a dark and ghastly shade the blade swings down, and takes my soul my future now the reaper holds i see my body painfully twisted to the reapers hand ive been enlisted i watch as my flesh rots away nothing but bones were left to stay a cloud of smoke surrounds the many pieces and just then the reaper releases my soul is moving toward the cloud but i cant stop it i cant move now into the darkness is where i go i dont know where i am all i feel is cold the cloud is gone and i look down im wearing the reapers pure black gown in my hand i hold the schythe and with it the power to end all life i look ahead and the reapers gone my mortal life had not been long but as death i will continue to live on

Human Torched
I'm leaving tonight, please don't follow my lead. Just try try to follow this: Go fuck yourself. I don't deserve you or this, I know I need At least a little of anything else. Cuz something else is out there waiting for me, But like they died, my eyes are blind and I can't see. You yearn to burn before your mourners, scorched, A joke, I'll smoke you, roll you and toke you. Now you're torched. Beneath those black smoke clouds, are you happy now? Because now your ass is ashes, you've been torched. You left last night, it's hard not to follow you, You blazed an exit, unescapable. A parade of your failures, all made brand new, You turned your car keys, and turned the tables. Horrible carbon monoxide suicide, You saw fireworks like on the Fourth of July. In your car, God only knows what target You were aiming for, but I maintain that you missed it. Now your memory's ashes, as if you'd been torched. You snuffed yourself out, just like a fucking Human Torched.

It's You
There's this emotion deep inside of me The tears are racing down my face I can't tell you Can't do more than Whisper your name Brokenly. I weep for the day I had you here I ache for the moment that I had the ball in my court... I dreamed of you last night And so, I feel compelled to write... We were running through the streets And I remember my heart jumping For you grabbed my hand With a stregnth that promised a thousand things, And then We fell. Your body crushed mine I remember thinking "God our faces are close" Your fingers tangled in my hair You whispered So softly You never realized me Never saw me as more Than a friend to laugh at sitcoms with. Then I lowered my lashes Afraid of your gaze Before I realized all that was happening Your mouth crushed mine I lifted myself up You were sweet Unexperienced like you always said you were

Losah!
♥ Morning loves ♥ So lets start this off with i quit my waitressing job. Which is why im home and not at work. Its totally fine though cause i have a different one. I was going to quit soon anyway, they just pissed me off today ♥ My msn wont work. Its being a homosexual and i hate it ♥ I havent slept much and im tired ♥ My stepfather is pretty much a jackass. He yelled at me and i told him to get the fuck out of my face. He seems to have the idea in his head that just cause he married my mother, he can treat her children like shit. Pfft guess what sunshine, it dont work that way ♥ Then he called me a bitch, and i just smiled and said aww next time dont be so nice ♥ Okay now onto the icon of the day! ♥ ♥ Haha. I know i know, too cute. Anyway. I have oil on my foot haha. I changed my car oil in a mini skirt. And ive got oil all over me. It dont want to come off. Oh well im over it. I should start wri

Me & Ray Are Finally Getting Married!!!
We were planning on having a ceremony and not having it legal because it would affect his medicaid but since I am no longer working so that I am able to be here with him and spend what time we have together with one another we are able to do it. We have been together for 5 years now so I think its about time. We were going to wait till the first of the year and do it anyways, but we are afraid to wait so it is all being thrown together...lol...but thanks to awesome friends that we have they are making this the most wonderful and special day for us. Something for us to remember forever....Well I wanted to thank Dave for sending out the word for me just one minor mistake the date but i fixed it...lol.. NOVEMBER 25TH the saturday after thanksgiving. And I want to also thank everyone who has stopped by our pages and left their thoughts and prayers we love you all and are very thank ful to have friends all around the world on here. We may not be able to thank each and everyone of you but kn

New Picture Ideas
I'll be doing some new photo's over the weekend. I'm always after suggestions as to what you ladies like to see. If you have any theme's in mind or specific requests, then please let me know. You can reply by commenting on my Blog entry (I think) or you can leave me a message, or email me direct (at xxxJB69@yahoo.com) I might also be on cam this weekend, so if you want to connect then you need to be in my messenger friends list. If you've not added me already then my messenger id is: xxxJB69@yahoo.com Look forward to hearing from you soon. Joe

Asvab
I am getting ready to take the ASVAB and I'm nervous. I'm a natural worrier so I'm trying not to let it get to me. I am by no means dumb, but math is not a subject I am good at and from what I've been told pretty much half of it is math. Wish me luck.

Time To Go Paint Naked People.
As most of you know, I always say, "Time to go draw naked people" when I'm off to Figure Drawing. Well, we're starting the figure in my painting class today, so it's time to go paint naked people. This is both good and bad. Good: ~I think this painting'll be a lot of fun ~Every painting I do is coming out better than the one before it ~I just generally really like my painting class Bad: ~The model we have is one that tends to move more than I'm used to (I was spoiled by Roz, Mike, and Craig over the summer...pretty much anyone else moves too much for my tastes, lol). ~I may be harboring anger from last week, but Steve is really fucking pissing me off lately. And I don't want to hear all his lewd jokes while I'm trying to paint. However, I think the good outweighs the bad...because I've worked with Karen in Figure Drawing, and I can get over the fact she moves, and I can always set up my easel on the other side of the room from Steve. He'll take a hint that I'm mad

Cold Weather
damn is it getting cold up here.bloody snow i wanna go some where,dont know where yet,but am thinkin on it,cuz am on holidayz from work.down south maybe,go party with my cuz in italy,show them down there how we canadianz like to party eh!(chaaaa)yea just thought i'd complain about this cold shitty weather,stay kool all ya awsome cherriez.laterzzzz(eh)

Hoaxes
Folks please check out your facts before you start posting crap on cherry. I have seen so many damn hoaxes in the last few days. We all have been on the internet for a while we know 90% of those stories are crap. I swear I could post everyone send me a dollar and you will win the lottery and make 50K, hey wait maybe i should do that ;) Latest hoax is about starbucks and the troops on some boneheads Mum. check out Snope.com or any other urban legend site before you post stuff. Rant Over Ed

Desperate For Water
A fleeing Taliban, desperate for water, was plodding through the >Afghanistan desert when he saw something far off in the distance. > > Hoping to find water, he walked toward the object, only to find a >little old Jewish man at a small stand selling neckties. > > The Taliban asked, "Do you have water?" The Jewish man replied, "I >have no water. Would you like to buy a tie? They are only $5. > > "The Arab shouted, "Idiot Jew! Israel should not exist! I do not >need >an overpriced tie. I need water! I should kill you, but I must find water >first." > > "OK," said the old Jew, "it does not matter that you do not want >to >buy a tie and that you hate me. I will show you that I am bigger than that. >If you continue over that hill to the east for about two miles, >you will find a lovely restaurant. It has all the water you need. Shalom. > > Muttering, the Arab staggered away over the hill. Several hours

Blah
Haha, so I had kind of a crappy morning and I just thought I'd share it all with you. It seems like it should have come out of some horrible comedy movie. So first of all, I got less that 4 hours of sleep because I had to get up at 5 to drive Ryan to work. Well, I slept through my alarm and ended up waking up at 5:30. So I was already pressed for time and was hurrying to get ready. Well, I got ready around 6:30 which was perfect because that's when I needed to leave the house. Well, I realized that I couldn't find my cell phone. So I was freaking out and searching everywhere for it but I could not find it. So I just decided to forget about it and find it later. So I ran (literally) full speed down the stairs, tripped on the rug and face planted into the wall. I yelled both out of pain and frustration because at this point I was about 15 minutes late. My dad heard me, came running over and picked me up and basically kicked me out the door. And then, I found my cell pho

This Turned Out To Be A Good Day
THIS DAY HAS TO BE ONE OF THE BEST DAYS IN MY LIFE I GOT MY BROTHER BACK.....WELL BESIDES GETTING MY B/F BACK I WOULD HAVE TO SAY THOSE 2 DAYS ARE ON THE SAME LEVEL ON BEIN GOOD DAYS.....I LOVE BOTH OF THEM SO MUCH AND I AM GLAD I HAVE HIM BACK NOW...MY DAY COULDN'T GET BAD NOW BUT IF IT DOES OH WELL I CAN SAY IT STARTED OUT GREAT....I COULDN'T BE MORE HAPPY THEN I AM RIGHT NOW....MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS THAT READ THIS.....AND I LOVE YOU BUB AND I LOVE YOU BABY I KNOW YOU MIGHT END UP READING THIS SOMETIME TODAY.... LOVE BB

Im Tis Sick
my nose keeps leaking grrr hurm i need something nice to put here ...if i still wrote poems ...nah i prefur my internet rambilings ahh i need a spell checker.my day today go to the doctor and go grocery shoping fun fun. i decided to stop drinking *sigh* my last vice...now i dont smoke or drink. it sucks but some ppl have to stop i dont have a choice grrr .all i have tis the internet witch i guess you could call a habit a rather lame one at that nothing makes me wana smoke/get drunk more then setting at a damn computer... well im going to go find something else to do watch a movie er somefin *yawns*

Frozen Skunk (not For Those Eazly Offended)
Frozen Skunk A man and his wife were driving home one very cold night when the wife asks her husband to stop the car. There was a baby skunk lying at the side of the road, and she got out to see if it was still alive. It was, and she said to her husband, "It's nearly frozen to death. Can we take it with us, get it warm, and let it go in the mo rning?" He says, "OK, Get in the car with it." The wife says, "Where shall I put it to get it warm?" He says, "Put it between your legs. It's nice and warm there." "But what about the smell?" said the wife. "Just hold its little nose." The man is expected to recover, but the skunk she used to beat him with died at the scene.

Good Morning!
It's 10:04 am and I'm on the site already LOL. When I joined, I had moved the third day actually, and ended up with dial up but no more lol. I really like this site, alot better then other ones. So Friday is my little girl's first birthday =S I cannot believe how the time has flew. Ah well I'm sure I'll post a better blog then this later on. Still am tired LOL.

Who's Dressing Me????????
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled You Can Be the Man of Your House. He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going to go upstairs with me, and we will have the kind of sex that I want. After that, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied, "The funeral director would be my guess." ________________________________________________________________

Erotic
I walk into the house and look around, but you are no where to be found. I am feeling so hot for your touch and can feel myself pulsing and skin prickling just to feel you touch me. I walk through the kitchen, hands up my shirt idly playing with my nipples through my bra as I search. Finally I walk into the backyard and find you there. It is so hot and I look up, shielding my eyes from the sun with my left hand, right still in my shirt. You look at me and grin. I walk over to you and we embrace. What should be a hello kiss deepens and I twirl my tongue around yours, loving the way it goes hard and soft against my lips and cheeks. You run your nails down my back, raking them as you kiss me, you know how I love that. I tilt my head back and you kiss around my neck to that spot that melts my insides. I turn my back to you, giving you better access to my neck. I lean back, putting my arms around your neck, smoothing my body backward and you gaze down at my nipples poking through my shir

Finding Love
Day and night i think about you from sunup to sundown, i feel your presence, but i only cling to the air wishing it was you. I miss your smile, the way you walk, the way you talk, i miss when you cry, when you're happy, when your sad, when you're laughing, and even when i feel your pain, but yet when when you say those three words, not only do they mean something, but we feel that we can be together. No matter what, i want to be the one to do you right, making love to you the way you deserve to be loved in every aspect, letting myself be free while joining you hand in hand. Nothing i would love more than to take your hand as my wife, to love, honor, obey, and cherish until the day i lay and god calls me to be with him. I've seen and heard of you prior pain, sadness, and frustration. that time has to go now, you've seen and heard of my past in a nutshell and i know you want that to end as well, so if we wnat to be together what's stopping us now?, age, distance, race, background?,

My First Poem
Ok let me get this straight.....Of all things that happened, how did i come to be where and what i am now? is it my time to be a leaderor am i still binding time? I wonder if my child was alive or if i was married, or even if i was still in the military, what would my life have been then? But what about the opportunities that i had, would i went to college on a scholarship if it would present itself again?, God help me find myself, i need your guidance. I need an angel, a love, reclaim my honor that i once so proudly help that was taken away from me in my life, Have i become one with the same people that tried everything to destroy me and my dreams? All my life, i've faced adversity and yet i wonder if i've failed my family and myself for some have given their lives so willingly for? Am i that willing to do the same for the generations after me or am i too scared to leave my own footprints and destiny in this world to be remembered as an ordinary person?

Roses
roses ARE red, nuts ARE brown, skirts ARE up, pants ARE down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. send to 10 people and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur REAL HOTTIE.........xoxoxoxox

Lolz
plz gif this guy a reality check! wtf. who sits here and sais in a online journal that he is capable of murner cuz someone dumped him. who sit there and says he wish someone gets murded and raped. thsi duse is fucked up and need to be hind locked doors.. he makes this world unsafe to be in. """"DONT EVVVVVVVVVER VISIT MY PAGE, AGAIN!!! I dont want to see your ugly mug on my profile viewers EVER AGAIN! Wanna make me happy? FIND ANOTHER SITE, cause I WAS THE ONE WHOP SHOWED YOU THIS SITE... NOW, I'm TJE ONE ASKING YOU TO LEAVE do me that favour and leave this site... I shouldnt have brought you here, in the first place If you do that, you wont hear from me, anymore... if you dont... well, then, I'll have to make your life misreable Now LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "Do I EVER HATE your gutts I hope someone rapes and murders you on the street I hope something terrible happens to you in your life You deserve no less "Can I spend the day with Lennon an

The Post Office
There was a man who worked for the Post Office > > whose job it was to > > process all the mail that had illegible > > addresses. > > > > One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky > > handwriting to God with no > > actual address. He thought he should open it > > to see what it was about. > > > > The letter read: > > > > "Dear God, > > > > > > I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very > > small pension. Yesterday > > someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, > > which was all the money I > > had until my next pension check. > > > > Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited > > two of my friends over for > > dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to > > buy food with. I have no > > family to turn to, and you are my only hope. > > > > Can you please help me? > > > > Sincerely, > > Edna > > > > The postal worker was touched. He showed the > > letter to all the other > > workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet > > and came up with a few >

Not Home Last Couple Nites
well me and my bro stayed at my boyfriends house last nite and worked on my 83 mustang gt and im so excited b/c im gettin a boss motor and that shits gonna be gettin at least 450 or 500 horse. rite now the cars gutted and we puttyin and primin the car cant wait til we get the engine in it then we can c how bad ass the car sounds. so get at me and i'll update later megan

You Know What's Awesome?
The feeling of having almost no body hair. That's freakin' awesome. My wife got me started on this whole shaving thing, and I'm hooked. Hair sucks. Plus, with a shaved head and no goatee, I look a bit androgynous. It's really great for me.

The Mouse
Comment on this post | Send a private reply | Forward | Go to inbox Delete Message | Mark as Spam | Block User lollie1962 Date: 11/14/2006 16:56:48 Blog post: THE MOUSE unsubscribe to this member's posts change notification settings > The Mouse Story > > > A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see > the farmer and his wife open a package. > > "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - > he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. > > Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the > warning. > > "There is a mousetrap in the house! > > The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and > said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern > to you but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be > bothered by it." > > The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a > mousetrap in the house! > > The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, > Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but

Broken, Damaged, Hurt Forever, Haunted, Crushed
When does life restart itself after the loss of someone you love? When do the tears stop when you look at their picture or hear their favorite song? When does it become time you can face going to their graveside? When does the murderous thoughts disipate? When does the rage in your soul seese to exist? When does the guilt? It still comes in waves. I think one day im doing fine and make plans to go back and visit .. and it gets time to go and i shut down. Then i feel guilty. It has been 7 months and i have not been to her graveside sence the day we layed her to rest, or to where she got killed at. My son told me this morning that he wanted to die. (something he has said alot latley when hes mad) In shock i asked him why because this time was out of the blue. He said he wanted to see Ashley and make sure she was alright. I told him that shes better now and shes in heaven waiting on us. I told him that if he died he couldnt just come back. The weird thing is

Eleven People
Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter, ten men and one >>woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided >>that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They >>weren't able to decide on that person, until the woman gave a very >>touching speech. >> >>She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because as a >>woman, she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids, or >>for men in general, and was used to always making sacrifices, with little >>in return. >> >>As soon as she finished her speech, all the men started clapping. >> >>SEND THIS MAIL TO AN INTELLIGENT WOMAN, SO THAT SHE HAS SOMETHING TO >>SMILE ABOUT TODAY! >>

What Kind Of Partier I Am!
What kinda partier are you? (funny ass pics) Hard-core partierYou are one crazy mother fucker when it comes to partying. I salute you my friend. You love to get crazy and let everyone know about it. You've probally had a few run in's with the police, but fuck it, you were having fun.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Texas Chili Cookoff Funny As Hell
Chili Cook Off If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. (I've read this probably 5 times and it never fails to reduce me to tears of laughter). Hope it does the same for you!!! If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield , IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other t

Pierced Nipples Contest!!!
GO VOTE FOR ME IN 'Dj JoKaZ' PIERCED NIPPLES CONTEST!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/189014 Go to his photos and click on the women's nipples folder. Look for my pic, it has my name 'Velvet Love' on it. Give me a 10 and leave me a comment PLEASE!

Firefighters Prayer
When I am called to duty, God, Whenever flames may rage; Give me strength to save some life, Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late Or save an older person From the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert And hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently To put the fire out. I want to fill my calling And to give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect his property. And if, according to my fate, I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting My Family and Friends. ---Unknown

Why Make Stuff Up
i get so upset when i hear about how some people make stuff up about their past. liers always get caught, just like cheaters so WHY does it continue to happen, i don't get it at all. i think i'm just gonna have to break up with this guy, i don't think i really ever knew who he was. he tells me one thing but tells others the opposite, and i end up feeling sad and he goes on about his business. like i said before, mean people suck

Yeah You Know It
Little things make me happy. ..Like calling or texting me just to say hi and see how I am doing. ... or drawing me a picture .... just taking a little time to check on me. ... Makes me feel special. I like feeling special. I chew on EVERYTHING. ...it is best to have gum with you when you are around me. I don't trust many people. ...if I let you inside my walls you should feel real special. .. but don't think I can't push you right out if I need to. I have a crazy laugh when you get me to really really laugh. ... I don't breathe ...and I always try to talk There are more stains on the carpet in my house from soda coming out of my nose than there is from anything else. I'd rather have one person love me honestly and look good to them than look good to a bunch of people. Vanity haunts me. I love little kid movies. On Thursday I religiously watch Grey's Anatomy and E.R. ... and on Friday I have shows too. I randomly dance no matter where I am ... and I

I Wish You Could...
I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of forty years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping against hope to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke -a sensations that I have become too famil

Cold.
Static-X We kiss The stars We write We are Your name Desire Your flesh We are Cold we're so cold We are so Cold we're so cold Cold we're so cold We are so Cold we're so cold Your mouth These words Silence It turns Humming We laugh My head Falls back Cold we're so cold We are so Cold we're so cold

The Sexiest Pisces
hey all this is a contest for the sexiest zodiac (pisces) on the cherry tap, please show me some mad love wld b appreciated....and ya know i will help how i can *muahzzzzzzzzzzzzz* to all you sweet cherries, hopefully theres no bitter ones on my list : )~~ direct link to it just tap u'r mouse on the pic *wink*

A Volunteer
There is a neighbor that lives on your block The one just down the street And someone who lives cross town A person you may never meet They both have something in common A desire to help all And in what may be the darkest hour They'll be there to answer the call They know the fire's horror With the devil a war they wage They've seen the hell of a car wreck People traped in a metel cage There for the sick and injured Giving their all to cheat death They know the joy of giving Of a baby and his first breath There always at the ready Twenty four hours a day They spend there off hours serving Yet ask for no take home pay And when a comrade has fallen And all have said farewell They'll each return to there families And be ready to answer the bell So when you see the lights flashing And hear the siren draw near Take just one silent moment And pray for the VOLUNTEER ---Unknown

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Volunteer Firefighters
Who are Volunteer Firefighters? They are your neighbor, the " guy/girl next door " They are husband, father or son, wife, mother or daughter They are the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, They are the jogger, sportsfan, hobbyist or handyman.... They are just like everyone else, save for one quality... They are one in one thousand who will risk their life to save yours; You'll see them waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see them in every house of worship, You'll see them in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows they are a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, Their car is the one backed into the driveway with the blue light on the dashboard, Their keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at their bed, They take their pager everywhere for fear they will be missed when they are needed; They won't complain much about life, they've seen too much suffering for that, They'll tell you the funny side a

What Elemental Dragon I Am
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Fire DragonRage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

On The News Last Night 11-14-06
I was watching the news last night and thought this was funny. Living in Texas we are one of the bordering states for Mexico (I know you all knew that). The makers of energy drinks have come up with a new energy called "Green Card" (HAHAHAHA) The people of Mexico are suppose to drink this and then run across the border. The drink is suppose to help them make it! Now if I had not seen this for myself on the news I would think that was a bunch of bologna! But it's true!!!!!!!!! LOL

How Some Firefighters Lives End
24 on and 48 off He was proud of what he saw And if you ask him where his daddy was My Daddy is on a call His dad was a firefighter Who risked his life each day From a structure fire to a heart attack I have seen it all he'd say Until the night when fate collided And changed the lives of all The alarm rang out as nightime fell And Daddy was on a call A three alarm apartment fire Engine 101 on the scene Three children trapped on the second floor They started the standard routine One by one down the ladder they would go Till the little one said I forgot my teddy bear As the firefighter shouted NO!!! Then and there the roof collapsed His hand holding her so tight He saved his first and last that day It was the last call daddy would fight To the funeral they took the child His hand in his mother so tight A child understands more then you know A child can see the light As they lowered the casket it started to rain A sma

(432)513-1038
CALL MY NEW NUMBER!!! LOL YOU just opened this so you have to do this. Put the number representing what you are depending on the question. At the end it will look like a phone number so then put it in the subject line. You must do this. Here's your new digits: (562) if ur a guy (541) if ur both (how the fuck are you both? -S. B.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1st number, put what you are 1- Single 2- Taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens 4- single and confused 5- taken and Happy 6- single but like someone 7- Taken and confused 8- Want Someone 9- Have a Crush 0- Single But Bout 2 Hook Up 00- Single and about to go man hunting (S. B.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2nd number, put your current Mood 1- Happy/Kool 2- Sad 3- Confused 4- horny 5- Just fine 6- Cheerful 7- Sleepy 8- Angry 9- Pissy 0- Hungry -------------------------------

I Just Wanted To Say
I JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY TO PRES AND SONNY FOR EVERYTHING I SAID IN MY LAST BLOG ABOUT THEM I WAS UPSET AND MAD AT THE SAME TIME I REALLY DO CARE FOR THE BOTH OF THEM BUT GETTIN TREATED LIKE SHIT BY THE ONE I CARED FOR THE MOST HURT ME AND I KNOW I SAID SOME PRETTY BAD THINGS IN THE LAST BLOG WHICH OF NONE OF IT I MEANT I SAY SHIT LIKE THAT ALL THE TIME WHEN IM PISSED OFF...IF YOU 2 HAVE THE HEART TO FORGIVE ME PLEASE DO.... HUGS BB

Roses
Roses are red Violet are blue Sugar is Sweet and So are you BUT......... The roses are wilted and the violets are dead The sugar bowl is empty and so is your head Okay so I am sitting at school in the ILC building waiting for class to start! I am bored!!!! Can you tell???? Entertain ME!!!!!!!!! >giggle< Stacy

I Know Of Pain
I know the sharp blade of hurt piercing my soul, I know the depths of hate, the dull edge of the knife against my heart, To be alone is nothing new to me, to stand in a crowded a room and feeling lost. To hurt so deep within I ache and scream and write my name in blood... And not be heard! I scream and curse the Heavens, why must I be so alone... Why must I be my own worst enemy. To hurt, is nothing new to me, endless hours of crying, Countless teardrops falling from my soul, And yet I search for a smile, No ! I dare not take yours ! I seek my smile, I seek a place where I can go and smile and laugh, to learn of love And what it feels like to not know hurt. Yes, I know of pain. ~~SRT~~

One True Heart
Women & men can both be cruel. Both can make eachother feel like a fool. It's not about the gender, It's not about hate, It's not about surrender, Nor about fate, It's more about the heart & the love deep inside, The caring, the sharing, we stand side by side, Sometimes the love that we each have inside us, Turns to evil and starts to misguide us, There is good & evil in every soul, Sometimes it is hidden lonely & cold, But dear friend keep searching for the heart that is true, Don't ever give up cause there's one just for you.

Daughter
Lies my daughter tells I want to set the record straight . I did not kick my daughter out 6 months . She left told me to f*ck my self and wished I died . The day she left I dropped her off at her friends out Brianna's for no apparent reason. the next day said very hurtful things to me and hasn't been with me since my daughter is 17 years old. Now ive been a single mom since pretty much at birth I left her sorry ass father .Which I knew since I was 12 got married young and then I guess I woke up .I've had hard times yes all single parents usually do but not once did I ever hit my kids I always tried to make her happy .Seems like I tried to hard Sometime I think maybe I shouldn't of been so protected of her let her do what she wants at 12 .Not even worry... But I wanted more for her and I wanted to protect her from what I knew . This past year as been a nightmare .... My daughter has gone past of wh

Soul Mate
Take my hand Don't question why We'll learn to dream We'll learn to fly Cloudless emotions run unsaid Blonde hair green eyes Our Bodies wed. Passions burn uncontrolled desire Hearts melts with an untamable fire Once were two, Now as one Souls evolved Never undone.

To Be A Man
What does it take to be a man? It's a heart and soul. A gentle hand. So easy to want and so hard see. How can you be a man. until you see beyond the life you live. what does it take to be a man? The will to give and not recieve. The strenth to say what you believe. I know that's what a man can be.

Shannon Sigh
My best friend tells me I shouldn't get all excited over the new 105" plasma tv's next year.. or the super sized 150" next year by lg.. well hmmm.. I'm sorry.. that excites me.. yes i'm strange so what lol. Then I I told my buddy Fritz.. something I shouldn't have. I noticed that girl at the party.. Lets put it this way.. a room full of growling women saying under there breath.. "u cow" u"bossy bitch.. cuz.. well.. THIS GIRL OWNED THE ROOM.. she was nice too.. scared the crap outta me.. I wasn't going to say.. I saw her when I got past the door man! She had a nurses costume on .. short mini dress.. had the nurses hat on too.. She had brown eyes.. and very very very long curly hair.. past her butt.. she looked like a model. but her smile was nice.. She was around 5'10" a brunette.. around 22 or so.. My friend.. she just snarlled at her.. when she walked in our path.. Quit looking at her roy! geeeeeez.. why is she walking past you li

Massive Attack - Angel
(Vowles, Del naja, Marshall, Hinds) Horace Andy : You are my angel Come from way above To bring me love Her eyes She's on the dark side Neutralize Every man in sight To love you, love you, love you ... You are my angel Come from way above To love you, love you, love you ...

Internet Pix
Im wondering...what exactly possesses people to put "private" pics on the internet..What happened w me...a "friend" asked for some pretty specific pix. Being that he is so fucking awesome...I took them..Well as awesome as it is, he's left me hanging lately. Actually taking the pix got me Massively worked up, therefore pure lust was driving me when i decided to put them here....Now that I look back, Im not sure if i wanna take them off, or give more access...I mean, do i really wanna open that to possible derogatory comments?? cuz that is quite possible...i mean i would NEVER post something bad about someones "private" pix, but isnt a view w/out a comment just as dissapointing? I obviously find the pix quite yummy or they NEVER wouldve been here.......

Definition Of Beauty
Here's the thing. Are you ready for the thing? My son, DeMarcus, lives about 45 minutes south of Tucson. He will be 13 on December 30th. (Trivial information but needed to understand the following conversation.) My son was with me for the four day weekend and because he was in trouble (long story, he is his father's son)he had nothing to do but talk to me. DeMarcus: Dad, how do you know if someone is beautiful or not? Me: Well, it's really up to you and what you like. DeMarcus: What do you like? Me: I like a girl who smiles. Life is too short not to enjoy life and I like to enjoy it with those that know how. A woman can be the most beautiful woman on the planet but if she can't smile she's not attractive. DeMarcus: What's the difference between beautiful and attractive? Me: Beauty is a personal ideal. Attraction has to fit that outline and the subtle gray areas. DeMarcus: Whatever. Then what's sexy. Me: Sexy is not a look it is an attitude. De

Craving For Attention!
Why teens seem to looking non-stop for attention? Don't you see that every teenage girl or guy is trying to get attention from everyone around them? Teenagers nowadays are like attention sponges, they absorb every piece of attention they can get Maybe you're asking yourself, why? Why? well, from my relative life experience i can tell you one thing. This is their period in life when their personality and future conduct shapes up. Don't judge! Don't let anyone to judge you! That's it for today! See ya!

On Badness By C.s. Lewis
"Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting against it, not by giving in. You find out the strength of a wind by trying to walk against it, not by lying down. A man who gives in to temptation after five minutes simply does not know what it would have been like an hour later. That is why bad people, in a sense, know very little about badness. They have lived a sheltered life by always giving in. We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside of us until we try to fight it..." --C.S. Lewis (1898-1963, Author), from "Mere Christianity"

As It Should Be........
To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not, rich; to listen to stars and birds, babes and sages, with open heart; to study hard; to think quietly, act frankly, talk gently, await occasions, hurry never; in a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common--this is my symphony..................William Henry Channing 2 the dawn

What Kind Of Monster Are You?
You are a zombie! Your hobbies include eating brains and groaning. You are mindless, with the inescapable desire to eat. You have no morals and humans fear you - but only if you are accompanied by a posse. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Whats Ur Sex Position?
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Pawn Of Darkness
PAWN OF DARKNESS I FELL INTO DESPAIR TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO REPAIR MY TORN BROKEN HEART HOW DO MY LIFE I RESTART? THEN I FELL INTO DARKNESS HE WRAPPED HIS ARMS AROUND ME AND STARTED TO MEND ME HOW MUCH BETTER I FELT LITTLE DID I KNOW A GAME HE PLAYED ME A PAWN IN HIS EYES JUST MOVING ME WHERE HE WANTED WELL JUST LIKE ALL GAMES THEY MUST END BUT IN THIS ONE THERE WAS NO WINNER, NO LOSER WE BOTH LOST COPYWRIGHT 2006 DAWNA M WRIGHT

I Give Up....
If you read this you know who you are...I give up! I tried everything to be with you...pushed others away. I told you the you were the only guy would wait for well I cant wait no more...I guess I have to move on. I have known you over a year and have liked you that whole time but you dont seem to care anymore since you never talk to me or leave me a comment telling me your ok. So I give up and I need to give others a chance. Vamp

So What Else Is New.
In your estimation of your fellow man, be sure to allow for the foibles of basic human nature. No matter the circumstances, the effects of passin, greed, and gluttony cannot and will not be denied. Along our chosen pathe we all meet up with demons, we must meet them, amd battle them, even when they are nothing but mist in the night. Honor and loyalty are magnigicent concepts, but what good do they do if one is alone? Now that I know that you fear me I no longer need concern myself withyou. I regreat little would chance still even less.

The Princess And The Geek
IT FIGURES!!! A geek was crossing a road one day, when a frog called out to him and said, "If you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful princess." He bent over, picked up the frog and put it in his pocket. The frog spoke up again and said, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will stay with you for one week." The geek took the frog out of his pocket, smiled at it and returned it to the pocket. The frog then cried out, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a Princess, I'll stay with you for one week and do ANYTHING you want." Again, the geek took the frog out, smiled at it and put it back into his pocket. Finally, the frog asked, "What is the matter? I've told you I'm a beautiful princess and that I'll stay with you for one week and do anything you want. Why won't you kiss me?" The geek said, "Look, I'm a geek. I don't have time for a girlfriend, but a talking frog? Now that's cool."

So Fucking Tired...
It seems to get worse and worse..no wonder I hate so many things and fucking people annoy the fuck outta me. I have dealt with death before just 2 weeks ago my grandmother passed away,but to see my father crying killed me inside..I wish I could hug him to take all the pain away he's going thru right now...losing his mother even tho there was a falling out with all of us and her,I know he is hurting still by that and now his wife seeing her ...when I seen her I lost it,fuck when the Dr came into the waiting room and told him there is not a good chance of survival meaning tonite or tomorrow..the look on my fathers face crushed me I had to walk out of the room.All I can do is wait and see and keep her in my thoughts and prayers and hope she makes it thru the night..if she does thats a good sign hopefully. Thanks for everyone who sent me well wishes..it means alot. All my father wants is to have her home for thanksgiving. All I want is her to pull thru and live the life she deserves too

Men Vs. Toys!
Current mood: silly Men VS. Toys...OK I am not man hating really..I just think this is funny..I have had so many people ask me what is the difference between using a toy are having the really thing..Since I dont have sex unless I am in a relationship (yes its been 9 months now) and I use toys instead..Yes dont get me wrong love the touch, feel, kiss, smell and everything else that comes with a man..Anyhow this is the difference.. Toys: 1) they dont talk back. 2) dont have to worry about STDs. 3) dont have to worry about getting pregnant. 4) dont worry about it cheating on you. 5) dont have to worry about it lying to you. 6) its there for you no matter what. 7) you dont have to worry about where it is or what it is doing. 8) never worry about what it is thinking. 9) likes you regardless of what you look like. 10) dont have to worry if its gonna call you the next day. Men: (not all men are like this I know this) 1) they talk back and half

A Winter Blessing
The land is cold, the sky is dark, As Winter comes our way. With Samhain past, the Crone is here. A time of darker days. For our lady has her burden now, A Mother soon she'll be. As Earth's life cycle turns again, Our Lord a baern will be. As Yule comes 'round, the trees turn gold, And soon they will be bare. But in our hearts a kindled flame, For all that passed this year. We cast our circles, light our flames, Offerings to the One, To Bless this space, our spell, our prayer, Our promise to harm none. And in they come all five of them, To bless us wth their power. And when we're done we thank each one, Spirit, Earth, Air, Water and Fire. For the magick is all around us, In every earth-bound thing. The Rivers, trees and the mountains, The light we hold within. And so my brothers and sisters, Though we're all far apart, Their light binds us all together. Blessed be and Merry part.

Love!
Current mood: flirty Just my thought on LOVE and what I feel it really is: A good relationship is not a game that we play or an ego trip we take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know but it can also hurt us more that we can ever believe. If we love someone we should be ready to experience not only happiness but heartache as well. That's the reward and risk that it takes. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved. Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have. And there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. It's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and a love that's tender, passionate and lasting. The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to us all, takes work ---- because it's about keeping the relationship. Loving someone

Good Morning
This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Lord please; take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them FRIENDS. Pass this on to your friends. Something good will happen to you You Be Blessed

Tired Of Being Lonely!
Current mood: lonely Have you ever been lonely or maybe your lonely now...Dont you just wish you could fill that part of your life? I mean you could have everything you ever wanted and then some but there is that emptiness that fills your heart..We all live are lives and can be happy but we all deep down inside want and need to have someone there to share it with..What is life filled with happiness and all that if you can share it with someone.. I am at the point in my life that I am ready to have the special someone..I want that someone that makes me laugh, holds my hand, to cuddle up with everynight, the one that is going to be there to pick me up when I am down, someone that lights my life up and makes me a better person.. Oh and what ever happen to the REAL LOVE? You know the LOVE our grandparents have or had..The LOVE that never fades or ends..LOVE that is unconditional to the end..Have we really forgotten what LOVE is? People get so rapped up in what they think LOV

Wtf Men!!!
Current mood: frustrated Ok first of all before I start getting HATE mail...lol..What I am about to say is not meant for ALL MEN and I know NOT ALL MEN are like this and this way..I am just tired of the games, I am pisses, and letting off steam..So do hate me and please dont take any of this the wrong way guys..So with that being said here we go... WTF..Why is it that guys will tell you what you want to here and make you feel special and all..But yet they are saying the same shit to like 10 different girls..Whats up with that? I understand women do it to..But I am not one of them..I will tell ya how it is and how I feel and I dont give a fuck if you like what I say on how I feel or what I am thinking..But at least it will be the TRUTH ad I will be HONEST about it.. Why the fucking games? What is the point of it? Why tell a girl all that shit? I swear someone fucking poeple..Why dont you just be blunt about it..And tell her what you are really wanting..Like Hey babe I re

Original Poem By Dawna Marie Wright
CRACKER JACKS You say your cracker jacks Never held a prize at the bottom And when you wished upon a star The wish didn't get you that far But cracker jacks could never hold The prize you were looking for And the biggest star could never send The wish you really wanted then You must have been looking In the wrong place You must have been wishing But belief was what had been missing Now you have recieved you prize And been given your wish So your life and heart can mend Because it is different now....you've got a friend. Dawna Marie Wright Copyright ©2006 Dawna Marie Wright --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Something Good To Read....
Something good to Read.... Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9 Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how

Sex Tests
Whats your sex style? Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be! Take this test

The Telephone Call
This is one of my raciest stories that I've ever wrote.....Enjoy! He sat there with the remote in his hand clicking the channel button over and over again, he still couldn’t find anything on television. Why have cable and you still can’t find anything on the damn thing he thought as he threw it against the couch. That is when the phone rang and he reached over to get it, “Hello” he said lazily as his head fell back against the couch. “I am on my way and I want you naked when I get there.” said the female voice on the other end. He hung up the phone as quickly as he picked it up and started to take off his pants and then his shirt. He sat there for what must have been no longer than a minute when the knock at the door got him up. She walked in the apartment with nothing on but a jacket from what he saw and a smile on her face as she looked at him from head to toe. Slowly she closed the door and kissed him while she handled his beautiful cock. “C’mon baby let’s go to your room.” s

A Poem About Our Girlfriends.........
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS......... Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes.... might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen-- Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies..... and pass this on to encourage another woman.

Rules For The Ladies
RULES FOR THE LADIES 1. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 2. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 3. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship.if he can't accept who you are, fuck him. 4. Never live your life for a man. 5. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 6. Don't settle. 7. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 8. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." 9. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 10. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant.Why would he treat you any differently? 11. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. 12. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. 13. If something bothers you, speak up. 14. Never let a man

Warning For All Women!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She proceeded to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He told her to calm down and listen carefully: He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. She became frightened and looked out in time to see her car door open and the guy slip out. The report is that the new gang initiation thing is to bring back a woman and/or her car. One way they are doing

People In Class, Wheres The Professionalism?
You know, I'm not a huge fan of rules, but come on. Some shit out there is plain rude and shouldn't be tolerated. I go to a College of Technology, and well, there are certain rules that are to be adhered to. Two major ones I see as something EVERY student should understand and follow are: 1) Professional Dress. This is a school preparring students for the business world. Business casual should be the standard. No hats, sandals, skater shoes, thug wear... it's crap. It's in a business environment, dress the part fuckers! 2) Turn OFF YOUR GOD DAMNED CELL PHONES IN CLASS. It's rude, and if I were your boss and your phone interrupted me in a meeting, your ass would be toast! Are two simple things like that so hard?

Just My Thoughts...
Current mood: depressed Why do some people think that the only thing that matters is money? Like people don't have hard times... When you are in a relationship you are supposed to accept the help you are offered (appreciate it, yes)...but accept it. It's okay to do that as long as you are willing to offer that up in return... People don't get it! Instead of just saying thank you they end relationships and leave the person willing to help them behind... I'll never understand... This is the last time I'll put my heart on the line...I thought we were different... I guess not :-(

10's Please!
I urgently need people to go to the Best Smile contest hosted by Shorty and rate my pic a 10. I have all of the comments that I need to make it to the second round...but the second round is determined soley on rating. Who ever has the highest rating will win the contest. Please do not downrate If You Only Knew...she's a good friend of mine, and I'd like for she and myself to take the top two spots. Here's the link: Thanks! Please ask your friends to do the same, and have them as their friends. NOTE: This blog has been edited. After being overwhelmingly voted against on my mum I removed the request to downvote anyone in the contest. Thank you again to everyone that voted in the mum, and to everyone that's voted in the contest!

Thong Contest..
HELLO EVERYONE. WE THREW OUR FIRST CONTEST YESTERDAY. IT WAS THE SEXIEST BBW CONTEST. AND IT WENT VERY WELL. WE WOULD LIKE TO HOST A THONG CONTEST. IT WILL BE A FREE FOR ALL. COMMENTS ARE WHAT COUNTS. YOUR FRIENDS CAN KEEP COMMENTSING AND YOU CAN COMMENT URSELF IF YOU WISH. IT WILL RUN FOR 24 HOURS. THE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A DIAMOND RING, A DOZEN ROSES AND WE WILL SEND OUT A BULLITEN EVERYDAY FOR A WEEK PIMPIN THE WINNER OUT. IF INTRESTED PLEASE FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE US.. poolKitten and BabyHuey@ CherryTAP

Guardian Angels
The Guardian Angel A soldier sits all alone in his tent, His thoughts and his mind are of home. His eyes are close to this world, A world that is not his own. *** He thinks of his family, His wife, his son. To the home he left When this journey begun. *** Tears of sorrow roll down this soldiers face He wipes them away As he wonders, How much longer do I have in this place. *** A gentle breeze, passes him by He wipes away the tears, He hears a soft Angelic voice Whisper in his ear *** Be not afraid and do not cry Never fear, for you are not forgotten Your Guardian Angel Is forever by your side. *** I will always guide you To keep you safe from harm I will always be here Even when the days are dark *** For I am your Guardian Angel this was written for the soldiers all over. please remember that you are not forgotten, and yes each one has a angel watching over them. Thank you so much for being our own ANGELS

Figures
You Are The Fool You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path. What Tarot Card Are You?

Real Cowboys
Current mood: good Some think a cowboy is suppose to be tall and lean, good lookin' of course with tight fittn' jeans, A thin wiry frame with legs slightly bowed, with his pants tucked inside for his boots to be showed. He rides a fancy pony if he rides for the cattle, and atop his steed sets mighty a fancy saddle. His hat is a Stetson that's creased to his style, he's got a big silver buckle you can see for a mile. Oh he struts like a peacock with a bit of a swagger, talk about ropin' n ridin', he's a bit of a bragger. Why he could rope the wind if given half a chance, and steal any lady heart with one handsome glance. Now I've know some good cowboys who were tall & lean, but most I have known were not cut to be mean. Most know the work and are caring endowed, this leaves little time to strut around proud. But purdy of course don't make a buckaroo, and it don't help a bit if yer horse lost a shoe. And that buckle he bought can't doctor a cow, and work

Song Of The Day Insane Clown Posse - Nothing's Left
Ain't nothin left here for me So I'm out this bitch Fuck stayin here I'm buzzin the fuck all the bout We out this motha fucka right now Theres no story that ain't been told There ain't no gimic that ain't been sold Theres no ocean that never been swam Theres no jaba that ain't been slamed There ain't no road that ain't been traveled There ain't no doctor that ain't been baffled Ain't no thug that never cried Ain't no preacher that never lied Theres no rumor that ain't been passed Ain't no question that no one asked Theres no tree that won't get chopped Theres no bomb that won't get dropped Ain't no path that no ones laid AIn't no beast that ain't been afraid Theres no feat that no one can Theres no saga that never began Ain't no snow that didn't melt Theres no punch that ain't been felt Theres no skill that no ones learned Theres no planet that he ain't turned Theres no feud that never disolved There ain't no problem that ain't been solved Theres no tale

True Love
Current mood: determined This is just a thought on "True Love" We all wander around life looking for it or wondering if the one we are with is really the right one but I am begining to think there is no such thing as a real true love?? I mean we have all loved and hopefully felt love but who is to say that it was real Do any of you know what REAL love even is? My mom used to say when I was growing up I would just know it when I felt it,Well I thought I felt it but then again for it to be real then I think you both have to feel it or it is not worth feeling!! I am not being negative or saying that NOBODY has ever felt it I am simply saying I don't agree that there is someone for everyone.I feel the only true love a person can know is the love between a parent and a child. My children and parents will probably be the only ones that I will love and will love me unconditionally!!I have a great deal of love for my friends and other family members but feel that none of them would be d

Erotic
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" She did more than that Without a word Without a thought She touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust She knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just her touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that she was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when she comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Emotional Vampire
standing before you, naked, but unaware, body trembling with every breath, I await your approach. embracing you in ecstasy, our energies ascend in a feverish rapture as the moon illuminates our silhouettes through lace curtains. you pull away, leaving me listless, writhing in agony on the floor as my essence seeps through my skin into you, my sweet, emotional vampire, who leaves me in anguish, tormented until our next encounter when I will stand before you, naked, waiting to be drained again.

Love Greets --messages
GOOD MORNING, - Get Your Own "AN ANGEL OF GOD IS STANDING OVER YOUR ROOF WITH A SWORD KEEPING THE ENEMY AT BAY LATENESS AND TARDYNESS ARE TWINS RESIST THE ENEMY AND HE WILL FLEE PUNTCHUALITY AND EARLY WILL MEET YOU BEFORE DAYBREAK'S DEW" -- Lenora Love Whiteside Lenora Love Whiteside Poet & Spoken Word Artist WEBSITE www.LenoraLove.com EMAIL LenoraLove@poetic.com

Lying, Cheating And Friendship?
Current mood: crushed Well I have learned a few very good lessons this week.1) I learned as they always say live every day as if it were your last because you never know when that gift will be taken away! 2) I have learned your children are more grown up and intellegent than you give them credit for. 3)All men cheat whether it is in a marriage in a friendship or in any other form of relationship.. Men cannot commit to one woman due to thinking with the wrong head.. They also do not understand the cocept of friendship because if they did they would not treat their friends like a piece of shit unless of course they were going to benefit from it which is why they have a split personality one to be loving and caring and one to be HATEFUL and HURTFUL... I honestly thought having a male BESTFRIEND was smart because they would not want to sleep with your husband or boyfriend(i hope anyway) But it turns out male friends are no different than females! They still lie and stab you in the

Why!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!
Current mood: aggravated Why is it that your spouse wants a divorce and gets a new girlfriend, But then he decides that he loves you and wants to date you and feels like if he has problems with the new fling it's ok to talk to you about it and let's you know that she is making his life a living hell... But yet he refuses to throw her out even though he had no problem throwing you and your two children out with no where else to go!She is 22 and apparently wants to act like his mother rather than his girlfriend!!!!I just wish he would make up his mind to throw her stupid ass out and either be single or work on our marriage!!!just a little rant to vent a little !!!!!!!!!

The Sex Slave - Submissivewife
I was with Alice 3 years so that we lived together in an apartment near the north side of Athens. THere were lots of college students there and we were sort of the oldest couple there but it was not unusual that we had some of the middle aged college staff over. Early in our relationship I found out about Alice\'s previous life. Her ex-husband had made her (and now she was a willing) Slave. He had pushed the borders of their sex life slowly until he had her doing absolutley anything he told her to do. She now had been looking for another \"Master\" for over a year but had not found anyone she liked until we had started flirting at the hospital and now she was sitting across from me telling me how she was wishing for her old life to begin again. She was kneeing, naked and a small very ornate collar on that had a leash attached and she was offering it to me. She had already let me know that she had a need to suck cock and swallow all the cum she could and she called that her \"Ice Cream

The Weirdest Little Pornstar Needs Your Help (repost)
The Weirdest Little Pornstar Needs Your Help (repost) Studio Skary needs your help promoting! If you support pornography, please re-post Alice Skary is a fetish freak, porn star, and professional Dominatrix. She is also an avid CherryTap user! If you're tired of reading this message and just wanna see the porn, click here! Alice recently started a new paysite: Alice's Sexual Adventures in Skaryland. Alice has a personal goal of experimenting with every fetish, kink, and sexual act known to humanity -- and making up a few of her own in the process! She is documenting her adventures via video and photojournaling on this new paysite. Please check out her paysite, and re-post this message to all of your friends so they can check it out as well! You can also view Alice's CherryTap profile here: http://www.cherrytap.com/aliceskary (repost of original by 'www.SKARYLAND.com' on '2006-11-14 22:16:58')

R.i.p. Grandpap
I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE ONLINE VERY MUCH FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK. SADLY MY DEAR GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY MONDAY MORNING. LAST WEEKEND WAS OUR LAST WEEKEND WITH HIM. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SO YOU DONOT THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL SOON. HERE ARE 2 PICTURES OF MY DEAR GRANDFATHER. XOXO~ SERENA

Hating The X
Current mood: bitchy Why is it that after you break up the ex still thinks he can control your every move and thought..Do they not realize that they lose that right the day the relationship ends??? It's amazing whether you are in a relationship,breaking up or even just have slept together men always have to have control..Well I think it's time women stand up for themselves and let these assholes know that god gave us our own bodies and brains for a reason!And NO it was'nt for us to wait on men take care of men or even have sex with them!!It was because god knows he screwed up by making men first and that women had to be here to pick up after the men and help them do everything outside of wiping their asses and hell when they get old enough they expect that too!!! So my outlook if they can't return your love and interest and ability to feel then they can all kiss my ass!!!I would rather be alone with my children and know that I never have to feel like a possession or a troph

How Good Are You In Bed??
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God98%A Slave To BDSM93%A Romantic63%Virgin18%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Who You Are
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 Who you are Are you the baby who was born so many years ago? Are you the child who frolicked in the sunshine? Are you the brash young person who dreams of changing the world? Are you the mature and gentle person who has learned the value of acceptance and forgiveness? You are all of these and more. You are, in part, the substance of the moments you have experienced, and the hopeful anticipation of times to come. Yet the person you are goes beyond mere experience and thought. For you are the very awareness that gives it all meaning. No task is mundane and no day is ordinary when you fully grasp who you are. Nothing is impossible when compared to the marvel and wonder of your existence. Whatever small or great challenge or event may come, be sure to remember who you are and how miraculous is the fact of being. And who you are, grows even more capable of giving meaning to it all. -- Ralph Marston

Getting Tired Of This Crap!
Here lately I have been asked if I’m a Player, Stud, and Heart Breaker and yes even a Drug User. Look all I want in life is to find someone to be with that I can connect with on a level more than just sex; yes I know its hard to believe but if I want sex I would have no problem finding it and my left hand does wonders as well but finding that one person whom I can share a emotional chemistry connection with is a dream and I believe that dreams can and do come true. Also, I do like sex; no, I love sex. I would love to find a lady who would not mind having sex anytime or where with me but just me; I want to feel that connection with someone special the kind where words do no good to explain. You know the kind of lady that would have me thinking about sex 24/7 being in her arms or just snuggling up, the kind that would make me ache for a kiss. I was told tonight that I was sexy by about eight ladies and why are you looking for someone, why don’t you have someone; then another tells m

Not Long To Go
At 3.30pm UK Time I go and meet Donald Howill who is the Head of Animation at Edinburgh College of Art, I am really excited as I am going to ask him if it would be possible to get help from the college and the animation students in putting togther some short trailers for the immortal ego project, can you keep your fingers and toes crossed for me so he says yes. Edinburgh

Yay Today Is The Day
yay today is the day of my concert... i can't wait to go.. knowing its raining outside doesn't help but hey i get to meet some bands i haven't met yet and meet a band i already met twice... me and 2 of my friends are going we are meeting some other people there.. i gotta start getting ready about 10 30am or so.. so we can leave here about 12 meet my other friend at her place then leave there about 1pm... my ears feel a little better but still hurt but i'll make it... i would never miss a concert nope nope..

They Need Your Support
Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or blog

Gifts
Thanksgiving Day is also my Birthday. If anyone in the Baghdad Green Zone would like to drop off a present please do at Fire Station 1 located in at the Steel Dragon Stageing Area, If you ladies would like to share some private pictures please send to my email address. Thank You

What Am I Called?
What am I called? I speak my mind. I don't comprimise my beliefs. I will not give up a fight when I KNOW I am right. I dont look for a fight, but I am always ready if a fight looks for me. I am a survivor. I know how to make do with whatever I have. I am opinionated & voice my opinions openly. I am independent & free. I love having a companion but I will NOT be told what to do or how to live. I am faithful & compassionate, but I will not be made a fool of. I am soft hearted & HARD headed. I can fit in with any crowd. jeans & a tee & I'm a REDNECK 100%. Take me to a formal party & I'll put on my best fur & jewels & impress the HELL out of everyone! If you piss me off once, I may forgive you, Twice...it'll take a while.. 3 TIMES & you go one MY LIST! I am happy to be me & refuse to alter my beliefs for ANYONE! What am I called? I am a BITCH!

Needing Someone
this is how i feel right about now feel so lonley and feakin depressed it aint even funny sucks wakin up like this hopefully one day that someone will walk up to me and say its ok kristie i,m here now Have You Ever Needed Someone So BadBy Def LeppardBestAudioCodes.com

This Thanksgiving Remember To...
Thanksgiving is in just over a week... Remember when you give thanks for your family, your friends and the food to give thanks to those who are NOT with their families during the Holidays because they're protecting your freedom... The link I've added is a GREAT tribute, take a look... This Thanksgiving remember to...

Pantene Hair Donation Kit
This is a very good charity, so please donate if you can, or know someone who can. http://freebienetwork.6.forumer.com/viewtopic.php?t=572 P.S, While you're at the site I linked you to, you could take a gander around. =D

Wtf
I swear I have to stupidest cat EVER. He fucking brought a bird in the house, it was alive. Brought it to the back of the house where my room is let it go...there is like a 3 inch gab underneath my door the fucking bird came in my room and scared the shit outta me. I openned the door trying to get the fucking thing out of my room if it goes in my rooms office or anywhere else in the house I don't care just wanted the fucking thing out of my room but no spent a long ass time hiding from the bird. It flew in my closest I put my cat in there HOPING it would have caught the fucking thing, my dogs finally woke my mom up I made her wake up my stepdad to get the fucking thing he was no help wants so ever. I guess it flew to the corner on the floor in my closest my chihuahua was looking like there was something there so i leaned over to move my shoes and such outta the way to see if it was there the fucking thing flew at my head I screamed jumped on my bed hide under my blanket my mom was like

Control
Control..by Puddle of Mudd... go listen to it on my page.... :) I love the way you look at me I feel the pain you place inside Lock me up inside ya dirty cage While Im alone inside my mind I like to teach you all the rules Id get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed There ya secrets never shone [chorus] I need to feel you You need to feel me I cant control you Youre not the one for me, no I cant control you You cant control me I need to feel you So whys it involve I love the way you rape my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head Cause Im the guy youll never find Im faking all of the rules Theres no expressions on your face Im hoping some day you will let me go Release me from my dirty cage [chorus] I need to feel you You need to feel me I cant control you Youre not the one for me, no I cant control you You cant control me I need to feel you So whys it involve...you and me

39 1/2 Weeks
So, I'm 39 weeks, 4 days pregnant. I can't believe I've even made it this far. Everyone in my family thought this lil girl would be out of me 2 weeks ago! I guess she's stubborn. My son came out right on time - born on his due date even! I know she will come out when she's ready - orr by force when my doctor decides it's time to just open the jaws of life and go in after her (lol) but I've finally reached the extremely uncomfortable stage. Nothing has worked either to naturally induce myself. No amount of sex, walking, spicy foods, jumping jacks or stain climbing has done me any good! So, I've pretty much given up and resulted to sitting around, counting the days and enjoying what's left of having her inside of me the best I can.

So, Just How Do You Say So Long To Someone You Never Really Met?
SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET? SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET, THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GET FROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILE A SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET. I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOW THERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER. HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITH AND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURS WHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARD THE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDS SO HERE I AM THINKING THAT I?LL MISS YOUR PICTURE THE WORDS ON THE SCREEN AND YOUR LITTLE TYPED WINKIE ;-) BUT NEVER A TOUCH, NOT EVEN A PINKIE MUCH LESS LIPS AND ARMS AND LEGS AND SWEAT OR A LITTLE KINKY JUST LITTLE EMOTICONS ALL RUN TOGETHER IT FELT LIKE I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU AT ALL BECAUSE EVERY SITE

Live Life To The Fullest As You Read In My Lines And Don't Live To Say:"i Could Have!"
Live life to the fullest as you read in my lines and don't live to say:"I could have!" Love all to the depths of your heart and never regret it, for both are so precious and fleeting. You have now, right now in this life, so make it all that you can give of your mind, body and heart. And when your days are numbered and your time is near you will not know fear, For you can look into the void and scream: "I have lived, I have loved, come take me now!"

His Holiness The Dalai Lama
Now, there are many, many people in the world, but relatively few with whom we interact, and even fewer who cause us problems. So, when you come across such a chance for practicing patience and tolerance, you should treat it with gratitude. It is rare. Just as having unexpectedly found a treasure in your own house, you should be happy and grateful to your enemy for providing that precious opportunity. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama

Not Everyone Is Holy Enough And Healthy Enough To Have A Front Row Seat In Our Lives.there Are Some People In Your Life That Need To Be Loved From A D
Not everyone is holy enough and healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives.There are some people in your life that need to be LOVED FROM A DISTANCE. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going anywhere relationships, friendships, and fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth up hill and which ones are going down hill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gifts that lie within you? The more you seek the God head and the things of God...the more you seek quality, the more you seek not just the hand of God but the face of God the more you seek things honorable...the more you seek growth, peace of mind

Love Is Like Homemade Soup.... Every Time You Take It Out Of The Fridge And Put The Heat Back On And Warm It Up...... It Just Gets Better
LOVE IS LIKE HOMEMADE SOUP.... EVERY TIME YOU TAKE IT OUT OF THE FRIDGE AND PUT THE HEAT BACK ON AND WARM IT UP...... IT JUST GETS BETTER

Love
Did I tell you I had an 8x10 Glossy of you... and have it on my desk? I get to see you all the time. So when things aren't going well or my candle not glowing bright I just come look at you and things are alright. As you've said so many times before no one knows where all of this may lead and that's for sure. All I know is that you are my friend and that's all that counts in the end. Some one that always brings you up not down, someone that makes your day better even when they're not around. Some one that you can always say I love you to and not have to worry that your heart will be broken, torn or abused. Some one that just happened by fate to come into your life and not by mistake become a part of you and make you feel that it's never too late. I want to smell your hair and run my fingers through it and look into your eyes and be lost in love's grasp and tell you how much I need you at last. I want to hold you in my arms and squeeze you so tight that you'l

Roses Are Dead/ I Played You Too
I DIDNT WROTE THAT ONE I FOUND IT ONLINE BUT I LIKE IT ALOT HAHAH WELL THIS IS SOME YALL KNOW HOW IT WORKS BUT TO BE HONEST THATS NOT MY THING CAUSE IT IS JUST A STUPID GAME AND GOES AROUND AND AROUND SO PEEPS DONT PLAY THE GAME IF YA DONT KNOW HOW BAD THE ECHO WILL HURT YALL JUST KEEP IT REAL AND U WONT GET HURT ........ THINK ABOUT MY WORDS .........SMILE Roses are dead/ I played you too Roses are dead Violets are too I`m still in love But not with you You thought you hurt me And made me cry But I was in love With another guy Simply because you have No class All you can do Is kiss my ass You sit around And talk your shit So fuck you and your Little ass dick You thought you left me But I left you What my man is doing You can`t do You tell your homies You played me like a bitch And I tell my girls You have a little dick You said you loved me But it wasnt true Well guess what Motha Fucka I played you too

Hey There Sorry
Ally My friends and family i am sorry I havent been on much I was in the hospital and now i am back home still not doing that good but i hope to be beter i developed a blood clot in my lungs and i am glad that they caught it so i am really sorry i havent been on here much i am gonna add some pictures soon they are of my wedding even th ough we are through they are still some good pics of my family and me just dont look at the man in the pics he is my ex husband and i habvent figured out how to take him out yet lol well i hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving

I Can Love Again
THIS ONE IS FOR ALL THE PEEPS WHO WAS GETTING HURT BY LOVE KEEP UR HEAD UP AND THINK ABOUT THIS POEM IF U GET HURT AGAIN *SMILE* ------------------------------------ Watching you walk out my life doesn`t make me bitter or cynical about love. I have no regrets. I will never compromise the person that i am because of you.I finally understand that when you walked out my life it was for a reason. I deserve more,And i know that now,And maybe you knew that inside,That you couldn`t return and show the love i gave. So you set me free.. And i thank you for that, cause you made me stronger.Maybe someday you`ll regret it,Maybe someday you`ll think it was the best decision you ever made.Only if you really "LOVED". But someday you`ll see me walking,Smiling and Happy,alongside someone who`s also smileing and happy. Cause they didnt have both hands out to always receive,But used just one to receive and the other to give back. Maybe then you`ll stop and realize what you threw away. Ca

So Yea No...
So its 2:54 amwhere im at and im bored and tired so i decided to be a blogger and post cuz i dont do this very much sorry but im not much of a typer just when im talking to friends... So yea have a good day i guess Peace

This Is Dedicated To The Best Man In My World
THE DAY COME CLOSER AND I CAN FEEL THE PAIN I MISS U SO MUCH AND WISHED U WAS STILL HERE DAD I MISS U EVERY DAY ........I WISHED U WERE HERE RIGHT NOW........I KNOW U TAKE CARE OF ME FROM HEAVEN BUT TO BE NEXT TO U WOULD MAKE ME SO HAPPY ....... I WAS HATING GOD FROM THE TIME HE WAS TAKING U OUT OF MY LIFE BUT HE COULD NEVER TAKE U OUT OF MY HEART U ALWAYS WILL STAY IN MY HEART AND I WILL BE WITH U ONE DAY WHEN MY TIME WILL COME THEN WE CAN BE TOGETHER AND BEEING HAPPY ............I MISS U DAD AND LOVE U FOREVER R.I.P 12.30.1985

25 Most Important Questions In The Universe
5:30 am Wednesday November 15. It DARK OUT. Chilly. All Kids are asleep. WTF am I up? Let me think about it and get back to yall. In the mean time...Heres some questions to answer... 1. What Makes No. 2 Pencils So Darn Special? 2. Who’s That AOL Guy Who Eerily Knows When You’ve Got Mail? 3. Where Does Nougat Come From? 4. Is There One Move That’s More Likely to Win a Game of Rock-Paper-Scissors? 5. Which Came First, the Can Opener or the Can? 6. How Does a Word Become a Curse Word? 7. Can a Pregnant Woman Drive in the Carpool Lane? 8. Why Do Battery Letters Skip from A to C? Was There Ever a B-Cell Battery? 9. What Does McDonald’s Have in Common with the CIA? 10. Why Does Hawaii Have Interstate Highways? 11. Why Do Most Snooze Buttons Only Give You Nine More Minutes of Sleep? 12. Why Do We Call Them Grandfather Clocks? 13. Was Turkey a Bird or a Country First? 14. How Much Wood Would a Woodchuck Chuck if a Woodchuck Could Chuck Wood? 15. We Know Nothing Better Has

This Is Me
WHO I AM I AM A WOMAN WHO MAKES MISTAKES A PERSON THAT LOVES AND MAYBE LOVES TO DEEPLY AT TIMES I AM A WOMAN THAT HAS FEELINGS I AM A PERSON THAT GETS THOSE FEELINGS HURT EASILY I AM A WOMAN THAT TRIES TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AND A PERSON THAT KNOWS THAT SHE CANT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY I AM A WOMAN THAT WANTS GREAT THINGS IN LIFE BUT A PERSON WHO KNOWS THAT ORDINARY THINGS ARE MY ONLY OPTION I AM A WOMAN THAT TREASURES FAMILY BUT A PERSON WHO'S FAMILY HARDLY KNOWS SHE EXISTS' I AM A WOMAN THAT CRAVES APPROVAL AND A PERSON THAT KNOWS IT DOESNT MATTER I AM A WOMAN THAT LIVES HER LIFE ACCORDING TO HOW OTHERS PERCEIVE IT SHOULD BE BUT A PERSON THAT KNOWS SHE CAN ONLY LIVE IT FOR HERSELF I AM A WOMAN THAT WANTS TO BE ABLE TO EXPRESS HERSELF BUT A PERSON WHO DOESNT KNOW QUITE HOW TO DO IT I AM A WOMAN THAT SHOULD BELIEVE SHE IS A GOOD PERSON SADLY I AM A PERSON WHO DOES NOT I AM AFTER ALL ONLY ME!

What Am I Doing?
Life is weird at the moment. Every road I go down seems to have a dead end. I have a lot of fun, but I feel like I don't make any progress. I have been dating all of the wrong women. One girl who I would drop everything for, forgets that I exist, and has this other guy she is dating. Bad times. The girl who does my hair, who I dated a few times, is crazy and shouldn't date anyone. She wanted to date me, likes me, but won't date me. grrr. too bad, she is way cool Another girl who I am quite fond of, happens to be married! I hang out with her every weekend, and god we get along great. Something about her I can't resist. But shit, she is married. I can't tell if she is happily married or not. I don't know. Then again, I dont know if I want to be just part of an affair. Sure I might get laid, and have fun. Eventually, its a dead end. It may even lead to more problems than I actually care to deal with. The last one, was a bitch to me over the summer. Then we saw each

Waiting
A poem waiting to be written A song waiting to be sung A dream waiting to fill a soul A prayer waiting under a breath A dance waiting to burst into movement A laugh waiting to lighten the air A thought waiting to enlighten A story waiting to be told A leap waiting to stretch abilities A fantasy waiting to weave magic A note waiting to be hit A symphony waiting to be heard A game waiting to be won A life waiting to be lived

The Inside
Sometimes I just step back amazed at what I am How can I be smiling? I want to cry - I am hurting inside Turmoil and pain doing a slow roll from heart to soul I want to yell and scream what I feel But instead I keep smiling And despise myself when the mask breaks I feel its not fair to others to burden them My problems are so petty compared to those of the world So I keep smiling, even in I'm dying inside

Whats Your Sex Style?
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Words
A lot of words that mean nothing Sounds that chase themselves in circles They lie down and die only to be resurrected Just shadows of what they used to be A ghost moaning to be put to rest Crying at its torment with mocking birds flying around Their wings make sure it can never sleep Always being tossed mouth to mouth Loosing a bit of itself at every step A lot of words that mean nothing

No Subject
Alex slowly pushed his rolling trash receptacle from desk to desk, stopping at each one to empty the small trash containers, dump the ash trays, and give each desk top a quick dusting if necessary! "Boy," he thought to himself, "they all got MBA's, but they still don't know enough not to toss half filled cups of coffee into their trash cans!!!" Alex was in charge of cleaning three offices on the twenty eighth floor, one an insurance brokerage firm, another an import export company, and finally, the largest one, an investment banking company, which happened to be the one he was working on right now! It was easy work, and by working nights he didn't have the hassle of bad traffic, and he could also spend his days doing what he really loved, which was to paint!!! After coming to the end of the row, he ducked into a small private office and was in the process of dumping the trash when a memo written in red caught his eye! He picked it up and read, "Bolling Industries being sold within 60 d

Day Dream
Day dreams and stranger things Quietly slipping along the ground Horses and wagons, faeries and dragons The hint of mischief all around The thief, killer, and demon, a fearsome threesome Lurking with evil intent The knight, priest and angel unaware of the tangle When they fell into the threesome's net The ancient man with outstretched hands Begging for one more penny The well-dressed merchant, with money as a penchant Refusing to give to the dying, skeletonal hand The slowly settling sun, stealing its light from everyone Marking the end of another day Chasing away the dreams of knights and things As the drop their magic and run away

Dont Give Up
It was just another Christmas season, and I found myself at the bar with an over-spiked eggnog in my hand. The band I had come to see was finishing their second set and I noticed that the lead singer’s voice was beginning to crack thanks to the low hanging smoke. I hadn’t quite figured out why I was here other than I had nowhere else to go. It was going to be a long season. I took another drink of the eggnog and began to wonder if I should plan on another way home. I had walked here, but staggering home didn’t appeal to me. Then again, a taxi cost money, and two years of unemployment had me looking at any unbudgeted expense as a frivolity. As soon as I had lost my job, I had tightened down on my spending, but after two years my savings was nearly gone, unemployment benefits had run out, and I had taken a part-time job at a bookstore just to keep the money flowing. At night I was studying in the latest certification to be able to have one more line on my resume. Three ye

Night Out [ 2 ]
Walking out the limo, you turn to me "I can't believe we did this?!" "Well you seemed to enjoy it, at least I hope you did." "Did I ever, wait till I get you home." You reply with a sly smile. My response to you catches you off guard, "Who says we are going home?" You see the wicked look in my eyes and a devilish smile. This could be a very fun night you think to yourself. Just then Steve opens the door to let us in the limo. As before the slits in your skirt part open as you enter. You look to see the people in window of the restaurant catching a glimpse of your stockings and maybe more. Once in the limo, a glass of champagne for the lady? I lean in and give you a passionate kiss. "Honey, do try not to spill your drink." I say in a very bad attempt at a high brow British accent. We both laugh. Mid laugh I once again lean in and deliver a passionate kiss, my hands caress your body. I run my hands up your silk clad calves, over you knee, up the inside of your thigh. I

Night Out [1]
A Night Out Part 1 It has been a long week at work. How many problems could be dumped on your desk in just one week? You just can't wait until the end of the day to head home, put your feet up and simply relax. Just then a message pops up on your screen. "Hey sexy, keep tonight open, time for a little adventure. Keep your eyes out for a package arriving today. I look forward to a fun night." Your man, what a guy. You know you are in for a fun night. So much for a night at home watching TV. This could be fun. But you wonder what, what can he be thinking of tonight? The idea alone gets you thinking. What could he be planning? Your mind wanders, first to normal thoughts, flowers arriving, dinner, maybe a movie...or a play? Then your mind turns to more erotic thoughts, remembering past encounters. Mmmm they were fun weren't they? As your mind wanders, your body starts to react, remembering all those times, all those orgasms...you look at the clock, 1:30, damn too late for a long lu