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Military Friends
hey you guys its that time again. i have ten spots left for pictures so if you would like to be in my military friends album let me know through a pm or a shout and i will get the first ten in until i level up. just let me know your branch and rank if possible. and if you are deployed let me know where and i will mark that as well.

I Miss You By Incubus
To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"? I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, But already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.

Where You Go By Fort Minor
(Chorus:) Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home (Intro:) Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone (Verse 1:) She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing (Chorus) (Verse 1:) You know, the place where you used to live Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs

Piercing Number Five
So thursday I was planning to go in and get a Prince Albert piercing, or to at least go talk to the piercer. For anyone that doesn't know, a PA goes in through your urethra and comes out just behind the head of a penis. Well I got impatient, and went to see the piercer today, and he did it on the spot as a walk in. Anyone who has piercings knows they hurt to an extent...you're getting a piece of metal shoved through you...but this was surprisingly easy. He pierced it at a 12g and immediately stretched it to a 10g to help reduce the bleeding over the next few days, hopefully I can get a few pictures to show it off =)

Dont Know How
you make me so happy there are times i just sit back and think trying to figure out how you do it but i cant figure it out its like your an angel you just came out of nowhere and showed me the light showed me that im not going to be alone it doesnt matter that i have a lil one you love her too i know it shouldnt matter and it really doesnt but damn i wish i knew how you do what you do but i just dont know and i aint gonna complain cuz however or whatever you do makes me happy so thank you for doing what ever you do

Forget It
you get jealous cuz he makes me happy you hate him spending time with me yet you have "friends" too i know they are more and i dont care cuz im finally happy he makes me happier then you ever could somehow he knows how to make me smile no matter what is wrong you still think you are going to get me back even though i thought i had made it clear i dont want anything to do with a relationship with you any more the only reason i dont hate you is cuz of the beautiful little girl that carries your last name you can stop trying to make me cheat stop trying to make me hurt him its not going to happen so you can just forget it

Father Or Daddy
you say you want to be her father but that you already are you gave the sperm to create her therefore your her father anyone can be a father no matter how dumb or smart they are you say you want to be her daddy but you dont know how you cant handle her crying you say mean things to her how can you do that and want to be her daddy? anyone can be a father but it takes someone special to be a daddy and i'll be honest with you I dont think you have what it takes to be more then a father yet she will still have a daddy cuz there is someone by myside who has what it takes he is a lil younger but still has what it takes to be a daddy and she loves him already father or daddy??? thats a choice only you can make but you have to do it with your actions not just your words

A Woman Of Experience
I'm Posting This For Someone Here,Wish They Reading It With There Smile Drawn On That Ugly Face (lol)You Know Yourself. Do You Remember This? I have been attracted to the desire for an older lover A woman of experience and passion to make love So many men look to young gal, with something to prove While only a fool would turn a sweety down, consider this An older woman would crave the attentive ways of a man A man full of eagerness to be the one who enjoys her body I feel she would welcome someone as me, and if she loved to suck She would feel incredible to suck on someone as firm as me Her muscles would be tight, and waiting to be stretched And with each strong contraction I know that she would moan Tenderness, softness, lips and tongue so eager to please her, I am hers Devoted to helping release her much needed, soothing orgasm But I guess there is a shortage of gals of age and substance waiting for me But I believe in the power of mutual anticipation

Whats In A Name?
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity... What do you think? * A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. * B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to

My Son's Father.
Inside A spider web of doubt, surrounds my soul. It’s sticky strands, lock my existence into place. Into a shadow of eternal blackness. In an empty bottomless pit of hate. Anxiety and fear waste my time away. I enjoy the ride, a roller coaster of fear. On which I dread the end, but fear the beginning. To live a life of lifeless living, to live through a deadly end. I say goodbye to you on the outside, but will always hold on, on the inside. PLEASE DON'T RIP MY PRIVATE MATERIAL. THESE ARE MY PRIVATE AND REAL EMOTIONS. PLEASE RESPECT THAT, THANK YOU.

I'm Guessing As To How Old This Is.
Lonely Everyday I open the door and I see all these faces, all the empty stares looking back at me. I feel cold, empty, dead inside. I walk through the crowds of people looking for a friendly face. Through searching, looking beyond the faces, I find I don’t like what I see. I’m looking for another caring soul, not a million, just one. One caring soul out of all those empty glances. Walking down the halls, I hear how people talk, and wonder if they are hiding what I’m hiding inside. I talk to people who don’t know the real me, I talk to half the people I see. Not a single one of them knows the person I can not hide much longer, nor do they know the truth that lies in my eyes. You saw me from a distance, you looked in my eyes, then you ran away, afraid to find the real me, afraid of the unknown. Then all at once you looked again, right in my eyes, but still you can’t see the person I hide inside, and once again you walked past. I thought you were the person whom I could be honest with,

The Unknown
Not Knowing I’ve met you once before, But you had a different face, I’ve met you once before, But you never knew my name, I’ve met you once before, But you never thought twice, I’ve met you once before, But you walked right past me, I’ve met you once before, But you always denied my presence, I’ve met you once before, But you never saw my soul, I’ve met you once before, But you heard my heart and ran, I’ve met you only once before, But you knew you could hurt me, I’ve met you only once before, But you took a second glance, I’ve met you only once before, But you made a difference to me, I’ve met you only once before, But you made me think you cared, I’ve met you only once before, But you made me wish I didn’t. PLEASE DON'T RIP MY PRIVATE MATERIAL. THESE ARE MY PRIVATE AND REAL EMOTIONS. PLEASE RESPECT THAT, THANK YOU.

Before He Cheats By Carrie Underwood
Whoa, oh, yeah, She was so young with such innocent eyes She always dreamt of a fairytale life And all the things that your money can't buy She thought that he was a wonderful guy Then suddenly, things seemed to change It was the moment she took on his name He took his anger out on her face She kept all of her pain locked away Oh mother, we're stronger From all of the tears you have shed Oh mother, don't look back Cause he'll never hurt us again So mother, I thank you For all that you've done and still do You got me, I got you Together we always pull through We always pull through We always pull through Oh mother, oh mother, oh mother It was the day that he turned on the kids That she knew she just had to leave him So many voices inside of her head Saying over and over and over, "You deserve much more than this." She was so sick of believing the lies and trying to hide Covering the cuts and bruises (cuts and bruises) So tired of defending her life,

Oh Mother By Christina Aguilera
Whoa, oh, yeah, She was so young with such innocent eyes She always dreamt of a fairytale life And all the things that your money can't buy She thought that he was a wonderful guy Then suddenly, things seemed to change It was the moment she took on his name He took his anger out on her face She kept all of her pain locked away Oh mother, we're stronger From all of the tears you have shed Oh mother, don't look back Cause he'll never hurt us again So mother, I thank you For all that you've done and still do You got me, I got you Together we always pull through We always pull through We always pull through Oh mother, oh mother, oh mother It was the day that he turned on the kids That she knew she just had to leave him So many voices inside of her head Saying over and over and over, "You deserve much more than this." She was so sick of believing the lies and trying to hide Covering the cuts and bruises (cuts and bruises) So tired of defending her life,

Monday
So I've decided to start a new tradition for my blogs on CT. I'm going to post a daily pet peeve. So for Monday I'm at work being the great employee that I am when a higher up comes to me and says this person at corporate contacted me and needs you to fix something. What the hell happened to contacting me directly instead of going to someone else. Is that so damn difficult to do? Apparently it is because it's happened before. When this happens to you, does it bug you as much as it does to me?

Ex
What’s in a memory? An echo, a shadow of what used to be. The silhouette of the past casting darkness over the present or the future. An unattainable description of utopian life; a memory is a daydream of yesterday. Visions of the past are captured in the wind, free to come and go as they please. No notice, no notification, just whimsical entrances, departing as quickly as they came. Comparable to the shore line. Waves of emotions crashing at my feet, with no water to be seen. Suddenly, a rapture of water floods my being. It engulfs me, it drowns me, and in an instant, it is gone. Only footprints and water marks are left, as the raving water torments me no more. In the aftermath, the footprints on the shore line, are just that, a memory of the crashing waves that pounded their strength time and time again. You too, crash down upon me, time and time again, like the shore line, even if only in a memory. PLEASE, DO NOT RIP MY PRIVATE MATERIAL. THESE ARE MY INTERNAL, PRIVATE AND

Thanksgiving, Christmas And Easter
These are all typical holidays in which you attend either a family or friends dinner. Is it just my family or me that anytime these happen that it's never what you really want. I imagine a real nice sit down dinner or heck it doesn't have to be nice you just all have to get along. What happened to those dinners where it's like the movies, everyone is happy, sharing what they are thankful for and everyone is having a good time. I swear my family dinners are more like National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation than anything else. Drunk relatives, people yelling at each other, people talking crap behind other people's backs and so on and so forth. Just once I would love to be invited to a nice holiday dinner. Is that too much to ask? Heck I'll even go and help cook the dinner like I do now anyways just to have that one moment.

The Four Leaf Clover For Grieving Families
A four leaf clover... A treasure...priceless and rare, Like my child in Heaven above... Now in God's tender loving care. Each leaf...a meaning....a part of my grief One leaf for strength...one for memories so dear... One leaf for peace...and one for my faith in God above... Each represents a part of my life.. My child in heaven...forever missed and forever loved. The first leaf on the clover.... Stands for strength....to make it through the day.... From morning to night....darkness to light... With Gods help each step of the way. The second leaf on the clover.... Stands for peace...that only God can bring... A Peace that restores my mourning heart... Smooths the edges of the pain... and help me learn to begin to live again. The third leaf on the clover... Stands for Memories...that I will always hold dear... Their spirit will shine on in the memories left behind... Although time may pass...they will never disappear. The fourth leaf on the clover... Stan

Insomnia
I think I should become an insomniac, unless I am one already. I haven't had this much of a problem going to sleep since I was a teenager. Up late at night, then having to be up early in the morning for work, it takes a toll on me. I sit here hoping for excitement to happen on Cherry Tap but dang everyone else is asleep. I don't know what to do to help take care of this problem. People say that I just need to learn to relax. Well that is fine if I could learn that part. Any one have any solutions out there that don't include drugs? I mean yeah sure I could go lay down and probably pass out but getting to that point of wanting to lay down is the problem. Who knows maybe I'll get things back on track here soon.

Amazing
Life is amazing sometimes. I have had the misfortune to get in contact with an ex of my furst exhusband lately. I had hoped and wished that he had changed his life and be come the man I fell in love with. As it turns out he has gotten worse! LMAO, people think I am crazy for wishing him the best in life. But its true. I cant hold a grudge for long. He put me through more hell than I can ever say to anyone. Except to those who know him, and even then I still have more shit than them. WHY? Why is it that I am still the odd one out? I have forgiven him what he has done to me but I will never forget!!! I still look over my sholder, jump at a strange sound and get scared of a car that is following me, and get scared of a car that slows down by me while I walk!! These things I will never be able to get over. It is part of who I am now and it scares me to know that I have changed so much because of what my ex did to me. Its sad to know that he hasnt changed but only got

No Kid Should Have To Go Through This
My name is Kelly I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already l

The Real Thing
well the real thing... i never thought i would post a bulletin/blog about deleting ppl. but i think i have collected people that are looking for the numbers or looking at pics..that is not why i am here...those that truly know me know that i am here for friends....so send me a message and let me know if you are really a freind and want to be on my list ... hugs and kisses kels

11.14.06
Sink of Swim with passion burning mind and body can it be restrained in these moments of glory and bliss can the dreaming heart slow down it's lightening pace to solve the mystery of our time or just fall into the water that carries to tomorrow On Shaky Stable Ground moonlight and love in dreary moments left it's mark on broken hearts so smile until it hurts lover because something new and too good to be true lies before us between the shaky ground of heaven and hell that we know so well but i have faith and hope abiding that this love is different and of a stronger commitment m.e.j. Curse of Love cursed you with happiness to ruin your plans and take your peace of heart stole your time and love and treasure it with what's left so find a new way with your early girl beside you because love doesn't fade against challenge or diminish with time in a silly sorry girl's heart m.e.j.

Read This And Tell Me What You Think
So, do you like what you see? Do you want to get to know me? Well then quit concentrating on the curves of my hips, and pay attention to the words coming from my lips. The truth of the matter is, I'm not like any other girl, it takes a lot more to get me to share my world. A lot of times people ask, what's the deal with me. Well, it's simply all of my family represented in me. Because I'm like my daddy, I'm kind of hot-headed. Because I'm like my mama, everything I do is never regretted. Because I'm like one grandmother, I'll ask you almost anything, because I'm like the other grandmother,I'm willing to argue you down over a point rarely seen. One great grandmother left me the ability to be ruthless, while the other left me the ability to leave stupid people toothless. Now look into my eyes, tell me, are you surpised? Am I who you thought I would be? Or could you tell some of things just by looking at me? So, did I tell you enough to run you away?

Your Eyes
As I look into your eyes, I slowly get hypnotize, Just the way you look into my eys, Can cause a spark with in my heart, That catches its mark, Your eyes looking into mine, Causing a chain reaction, Like a vain straight to the heart, Those sexy eyes of yours taking me away, To a far off fantasy, Of you-me and controversy, For when are eyes meet, There shall be ecstasy, Written by: LE

E Tu, Brute?
LETS BE ADULT HERE PEOPLE. YOU HAVE SOME SHIT TO SAY TO ME OR HAVE AN ISSUE WITH WHAT I DO ON HERE, MAN UP, BE AN ADULT, AND DONT HATE ON ME BEHIDE MY BACK. COME TO ME AND TELL ME. DON'T GO AROUND TELLIN PEOPLE THAT I KNOW WHAT YOUR DRAMA IS WITH ME. BE AN ADULT. I KNOW ITS HARD FOR SOME OF YOU OUT THERE, BUT GRAB YOUR SACK BE A BIG PERSON AND TELL ME WHATS YOUR PROBLEM IS. IF ITS A JEALOUSY ISSUE, SORRY, I CAN'T HELP YOU THERE. GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON. DON'T HATE ON ME FOR IT. THANKS

Ok Folks Its Dumb Question Night...
lol i know this is a bizarre question but can't help myself.... if someone was standing on top of a mountain and they say their goin to jump ..well if they start demanding money and shit so that they won't jump is that considered holding urself hostage?

Changing Leaves
Changing Leaves The changing leaves of autumn colored brightly red and gold, Also bring a warning of the coming winter cold. As the wind is changing from the milder summer breeze, You can feel the difference as it echoes through the trees. As I shuffle down the path leading through the park, As the days grow shorter now and soon it will be dark. I realize that life is like the seasons we live through, Life is like the changing seasons always changing too. Basking in the warmth of life in the summer sun, Never giving thought to when these summer days are done. But before we realize the cold wind starts to blow, And our basking summer sun turns colder with the snow. Only then we realize that life has changed so fast, Only then we realize that nothing ever lasts. Life goes through the seasons as the years accumulate, Many times we long for summer when it is too late. Life is meant for living and enjoying each new day, Life is meant for loving those you meet al

Vacation Update
well the trip up here took a little longer than expected. What was suppose to be an easy trip got a little slow and hectic when we reached the San Fransico area, Rain lots and lots of rain. As we got up to the California Oregon border the temparture dropped from around 41 to the low 20s. Ice from the beginning of the Sisquo Foothills on. My father not being use to the snow meant i had to put on the chains. Tighten them and then drive. After we got out of it and finally made it to my grandparents and hung out with them at their new house i came to one conclusion about life. I can look at my mother and father and my grand parents and my cousin who just recently got married and see that there isnt a happiness like that of a couple in love. The kind of love that can make you stay together for so long through thick and thin. Seeing that in others really makes you want it for yourself. Then you begin to wonder why you arent married? Why arent you that happy? Will you ever be? Where

Take The Quiz.. It Cool
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!What is your favorite..gum:bubbleyum restaurant:taco bell drink:pepsi season:summer type of weather:hot emotion:happy thing to do on a half day:have sex late-night activity:play on computer sport:football city:houstin store:walmart When was the last time you..cried:yesteday played a sport:aaa i dunno laughed:today hugged someone:today kissed someone:today felt depressed:today felt elated:yesterday felt overworked:today faked sick:couple months ago lied:i dunno What was the last..word you said:i dunno thing you ate:cereal song you listened to:cradle of fifth song thing you drank:code red place you went to:bathroom movie you saw:slither movie you rented:slither concert you attended:saliva

Just Because
you know it nice to know when you become a family on lc it nice to belong but then you have to have some one come along and say stupid stuff about the family is just not right.we allshould stick together on this one. please let me know what you think about this

Everyone Comes Into Your Life For A Reson
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must re

I Try To Be Strong
I TRY TO BE STRONG, ,AND LET MY LIFE GO ON. SOME DAYS IT'S HARD TO FIND THE STRENGTH I NEED TO BE SO STRONG. I THINK ABOUT WHAT COULD'VE BEEN AND WHAT SHOULD BE TODAY, I THINK ABOUT YOU CONSTANTLY, FOR ON MY MIND YOU STAY. THERE ARE NO WORDS TO TELL YOU , jeff JUST WHAT YOU MEANT TO ME, I HOLD YOU CLOSE INSIDE MY HEART AND CHERISHED EVERY MEMORY. THIS PAIN AND EMPTINESS I CARRY INSIDE WON'T SEEM TO GO AWAY, GOD KNOWS HOW BAD I MISS YOU... HE HEARS MY PRAYERS EVERYDAY. I KNOW I'M NOT ALONE IN THIS, FOR I'D NEVER MAKE IT THROUGH, I MET ALOT OF FRIENDS,YOU SEE, WHO LOST THEIR ANGEL TOO. THEY NEVER SHY AWAY FROM ME OR PRETEND MY PAIN'S NOT REAL, FOR THEY KNOW THE EMPTINESS I FEEL INSIDE THAT TIME WON'T EVER HEAL. SOME CAN SAY THEY UNDERSTAND OR SAY WHAT'D THEY DO IF THEY WERE ME, HOW CAN SOMEONE WHO'S NEVER LOST SOMEONE AS WONDERFUL AS YOU EVEN BEGIN TO SEE? WHEN ALL YOUR LOVE GOES AWAY AND LEAVES YOU ALL ALONE, IT'S AS IF YOU'R

Sorry
sorry i havent been on very much lately. my internet at home is being really stupid so i can only get on once in a while and sometimes at work. im not ignoring any one just havent had much time online. but hope to get the internet at home working right again soon so i can be on more.

Forever In Our Hearts
I miss your smile, your touch, your warm embrace, I miss everything about you and this is hard to face. The day you left our lives my dearest Troy shall forever remain in our hearts, Why you had to leave now, why we had to part. Time can never erase the marks you have forever left behind, You were always there for family and friends, you were always the one to be kind. I know your presence still lingers here you want to stay and comfort our souls, For every day you are not with us it starts to takes its toll. The tears shall forever fall for each day you are not by our sides, I miss all the fun times we had, the games, the rides. These wounds won't seem to heal no matter the cost I am willing to pay, I find myself in church but no more can I pray. The pain is just to real, the grief just to much to bare, I want to scream out to the lord but I have nothing more to spare. You are my son, boyfriend, brother and friend, What we had together shall be with me rig

Fool
More Emma Facts: I don't mind when you talk about sex. ... I do mind when thats all you talk about. I can be dingy. ... I can't so much help it. I lose everything. ...EVERYTHING I drink koolaid when I am sad. ...usually Cherry. I'm a freeze baby. ..always always cold I complain a lot. ... about everything and anything. When I watch the last episode of Boy Meets World I cry. ...everytime I watch it The perfect guy is someone who will dance like a fool with me anywhere ...oh.. and wont cheat I love attention. .. I really love attention. I'm easily made jealous. ... I think I said this in the last one. I'm easily amused. ... yet still often bored. I'm impatient. ... no joke. My socks never match. I left my hard candy in one of the drawers at my register today. ..and that makes me sad And thats all I feel like doing for tonight.

Test- Girlfreind Application
+++WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:+++ ++ I said I liked you: ++ I kissed you: ++ I lived next door to you: ++ I stole something: ++ I was hospitalized: ++ I ran away from home: +++WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:+++ ++ Personality: ++ Eyes: ++ Face: ++ Hair: ++ Clothes: + Who are you? + Are we friends? + When and how did we meet? + What do you think of me? + What's the fondest memory you have of me? + How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? + Do you love me? + Have I ever hurt you? + Would you hug me? + Would you kiss me? + Are we close? + On a scale of 1-10(10 being the highest), how attractive am I? + Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it? + How long have you known me? + Describe me in one word? + What was your first impression? + Do you still think that way about me now? + What do you think my weakness is? + Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who) + What reminds you of me? + What's some

The Love For Her : [
I won't fill the hole, I don't need a spade My love for her will never fade I was full of emotional wealth Felt so alive, full of health, Although I've been torn apart Forever there will be a vacancy in my heart A void impossible to fill I won't even try, never will, I could go out and find myself a clone Instead, I will live my life, totally alone Never again to look into her eyes, at her face The feelings I will not be able to replace, It's not what she did say, it's what she never said That leaves me heartless, and dead Yes, she did say "I love you" to me But at the time, she could not see. She was confused, an emotional mess I probably added to the stress I thought it meant more than it did So I opened myself up, laid out my emotional bid, My love led me astray, I was wrong I was listening to the wrong song It is her, for whom I still love and care A love she will never be able to compare. The full extent of my love, I never had a chance to show

Angel Of Death
The angel of death has visited me this day, Whispering in my ear what shall come my way. The angel whispers dark unimaginable things in my ear, Releasing from me all of my darkest fears. But there is nothing I can do to stop this from coming to my door, So I guess till it all comes about I'm deaths little whore. I tell the angel to get the fuck out of my sight, I am staying right here and I'm going to put up a fight. With eyes of fire, smile of pure evil delight, The angel of death told me of my final plight. Words of hate began to fill my ears, As they do I can feel them bring forth tears. I try to ignore this ungodly angel of death, I promise to fight this fucker till my very last breath. He trys to bear down and attack my mind, But I gather all my power and leave him far behind. Angel of death you fucken piece of shit I scream, You are nothing to me but a horrible dream. I spit on your words and I spit in your face, If you don't leave now I will

No I'm Not Ignoring You
I'm just not all that interested in online communities at this time. Full time job. My extended polyamory relationships various offlimne events and gatherings these all leave me with little time for Cherry, Myspace, Yahoo 360, etc. TW

It Only Take One Smile To Brighten Someones Day
this is to all that have put a smile on my face. Papa Dukes and Shatterdreams yea i know u spell it all weird u bitch i couldnt remeber it lol. Thank u so much timm an susan for being there for me when i need it n when he would come a pick the baby up and i would run in the house crying u were there two catch my tears an tell me that everything will be ok n when court comes he will get what comes to him. N just remember when u need a baby sitter for layla call me i will do it in a heart beat To The Truth thanx for making me do that fucking corn maze evertime that i think back to the nite me u shawn an that girl what ever her name is did that haunted house i go back to that damn corn maze an that guy chasing me n that girl with the chain saw and us leaving u an shawn in our dust lol. . thank u sweetie i love u dont for get that u are my best friend thank u for being there everytimeme and david got into a fight and he would bput me in tears. n also makin sure i smile u get me every

1 True Love
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The woman of my dreams.

Lost Soul
gripping the sheets pulling all toward your quivering body, holding tight to any, the mind screams "stop this, no more" but it does no good, the demons still come and scream their words, your back arches and all muscles twitch, knowing that you have lost the control of yourself, that your mind is no longer that which you control but the voices, the voices hold all their words echo through the hollow soul, and their claws guide your every move, you scream louder searing the ears of the living and the dead "help me, help" you cry louder, but no one comes no one even cares, and you become lost no longer a being but a lost memory, only your body remains and it goes on, with only the demons inside

Bob Dylan Song Done By Eddie Vedder
"MASTERS OF WAR" COME YOU MASTERS OF WAR HERE TO BUILD THE BIG GUNS HERE TO BUILD THE DEATH POINTS HERE TO BUILD ALL THE BOMBS HERE TO HIDE BEHIND WALLS HERE TO HIDE BEHIND DESKS I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I CAN SEE THRU YOUR MASKS YOU HAD NEVER DONE NOTHING BUT BUILD TO DESTROY YOU PLAY WITH MY WORLD LIKE IT'S YOUR LITTLE TOY YOU PUT A GUN IN MY HAND AND YOU HIDE FROM MY EYES AND YOU TURN AND RUN FARTHER WHEN THE FAST BULLETS FLY LIKE JUDAS OF OLD YOU LIE AND DECEIVE A WORLD WAR CAN BE WON YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE BUT I SEE THRU YOUR EYES AND I SEE THRU YOUR BRAIN LIKE I SEE THRU THE WATER THAT RUNS DOWN YOUR DRAIN YOU FASTEN ALL THE TRIGGERS FOR THE OTHERS TO FIRE THEN YOU SIT BACK AND WATCH WHILE THE DEATH COUNT GETS HIGHER YOU HIDE IN YOUR MANSION ALL THE YOUNG PEOPLES BLOOD FOR THOSE OUT OF THEIR BODIES AND IS BURIED IN THE MUD YOU'VE THROWN THE WORST FEAR THAT COULD EVER BE HURLED FEAR TO BRING CHILDREN INTO THEE WORLD ARE BOTH WRITTEN IN MY

Slogans
Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. DON'T CHEAT, KEEP THE FIRST ONE THEY GIVE YOU. Add your slogan to the bottom of the list and repost. http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi 1. I Can't Believe It's Not Dominic.

Soul Eaters
Run faster I scream they are gaining ground, Trees whipping past our faces deep heavy breaths the only sound. The dark evil beasts that hunt our very souls, Have us trapped in this place hope fading the darkness taking its toll. Sweat pouring down my face my own blood crusted on my lips, My eyes start to sting I can feel the pain in my hips. Stay with me I scream they are right behind us, I look back and see their black hollow sockets death their only lust. My companion is getting weak the tears are beginning to fall, I can not lose it I must be strong all for one and one for all. I can see a clearing ahead the moonlight guiding the way, As we draw nearer the rain begins to fall washing our own sins away. Give me your hand I yell as I try to reach the high land ahead, The hand never reaches me as my companion falls to the ground dead. I look up and see the nasty beast that just took part of my soul, Its jagged teeth bared at me letting me know I'm next to g

Leaving My Baby Again
Well this weekend my boyfriend came back home for a few days and i went down to see him! I drove down to watch the vikings game which as some of you may know sucked... Damn cheese heads.... But beyond that we got to go bowling which was great we went with his brothers and his brothers girlfriend. Got to see his recruiter and hung out with the family. I had soo much fun except when we realized that he had missed his plane because of some miscommunication... I ended up taking my sweetheart to the airport and hoping that he could get on the soonest flight back to GA because he had to be back by 5 or 6 the next day... Unfortunatly the man behind the counter said that the soonest available flight was 7 the next day. BAAAAD seeing as how that would mean awall or however you spell it. which means jail and other stuff i dont understand. But he went back up and talked to him again so they worked their magic and he will be back in GA at 4 tomorrow morning. The silly thing is he was sent to AZ th

Of My Life And My Death
Of the beginning and bliss of peace The ending came hence as if death Hitherto I do not feel so trapped in the dark And I lay fallen to cling to my breaking heart Such a gift as it is, can be painful to live Because it seems we are meant to be broken Perhaps to the contrary it is good to be broken To know not the failure, would be to trivialize peace Of sound mind and the essence to live Making life a worthless trip, just a wait to death A long journey full of silence, absence of heart The blank presence of a room, trapped in the dark For this there can be no escape, awkward in the dark To face the feeling is human, the converse is made broken The greatest gift we have received, the ability to give our heart Without would be restless, truly devoid of peace Instigating the living end, a life of death The inner sanction light, no longer to live But blessed to all above, for ‘tis still a gift to live Though my soul feels fleeting, it does still light the dark A s

Ghetto Spellin'
GHETTO SPELLIN' Words: Leroy is a 20 year-old 5th grader. This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence. 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girlfriend say my dictate good. 3. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 4. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 5. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 6. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "Man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel." 7. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 8. Fortify - I axed this ho on da street, "How much?" she say "fortify." Furthering your education with Today's Ebonic word.... Today's word is: "OMELETTE" Let us use it in a sentence. "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette d

Redneck Medical Terminology
2006-11-13 22:1:50 Redneck Medical Terms A pubic hair is a type of wild rabbit. Asphalt describes rectal problems. A condom is a large apartment. Douche is the French word for "twelve. Genitals are people of non-Jewish descent. A diaphragm is a drawing in Geometry. Fetus is a character on Gunsmoke. An erection is when Japanese people vote. A dildo is a variety of the sweet pickle. An umbilical chord is part of a parachute. Spread Eagle is an extinct bird. A menstrual cycle has three wheels. The clitoris is a type of flower. Testacles are found on an octopus. Kotex is a radio station in Cincinatti. Masturbate is used to catch large fish. Benign..What you be after you be eight. Artery..The study of paintings. Bacteria..Back door to cafeteria. Barium..What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section..A neighborhood in Rome. CATscan..Searching for kitty. Cauterize..Made eye contact with her. Colic..A sheep dog. Coma..A punctuation mark.

Missing Child~please Post And Email To Friends/family
MISSING CHILD ~ PLEASE POST & EMAIL TO FRIENDS/FAMILY I know we get emails all the time about missing children that are just Hoaxes. Here is the information posted on Snope.com. THIS IS A TRUE STORY ~ PLEASE HELP FIND THIS LITTLE BOY PLEASE POST IN YOUR BULLETIN & SEND 2 YOUR FRIEND/FAMILY Trenton Duckett Cl.. A 2-year-old boy named Trenton Duckett is missing from his Leesburg, Florida, home. Status: True. Example: [Collected via e-mail, 2006] Origins: A 2-year-old boy named Trenton Duckett was reported as having gone missing from the bedroom of his home in Leesburg, Florida, around 9:00 PM on the evening of 27 August 2006, his mother saying that she last saw him about 7:00 PM that day. Investigating police found that a screen on a window in Trenton's room had been cut, evidence potentially indicating the boy had been abducted and taken out through the opening. After several days of futile searches and no leads, the case took an unusual tur

A Poem For My Son
The Four Leaf Clover For Grieving Families A four leaf clover... A treasure...priceless and rare, Like my child in Heaven above... Now in God's tender loving care. Each leaf...a meaning....a part of my grief One leaf for strength...one for memories so dear... One leaf for peace...and one for my faith in God above... Each represents a part of my life.. My child in heaven...forever missed and forever loved. The first leaf on the clover.... Stands for strength....to make it through the day.... From morning to night....darkness to light... With Gods help each step of the way. The second leaf on the clover.... Stands for peace...that only God can bring... A Peace that restores my mourning heart... Smooths the edges of the pain... and help me learn to begin to live again. The third leaf on the clover... Stands for Memories...that I will always hold dear... Their spirit will shine on in the memories left behind... Although time may pass...they will never di

In Honor Of Hecate
Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone To take Her throne. Sleep, sister, sleep Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Keeps you from harm. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone to take Her throne. Sleep, brother sleep, Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Holds you in her arms. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon, We honor Hecate, the Crone Who has taken Her throne.

Hiya
allow myself to introduce... myself So, I know you've all been wondering where I've been, why there have been no trivia questions or pithy replies to your blogs/bulletins. I've been establishing myself back out in the world o fwork. Foci is officially no more and it is up to me to create the best damn web shop in denver. And I'm going to, just as soon as the Holidays are over. Not a great time to be sort of without a job. However, I do have a good gig that will pay for Santa to show up and get me through the end of the year. However, there is a lot to do and considering this company doesn't appear to be in the Death Throes, my time is probably better spent doing things like programming and debugging than blogging. hard to believe. Also, I am doing nanowrimo and like every remaining ounce of energy that I have to write goes toward that which has brought me to a grand total of like 5500 words, about a quarter of where I should be. And even that has been scandalous. I me

The Lady's Prayer
Our Mother who art all things, Our Lady who art the moon, sun, and heavens, Hallowed be thy name By thy sovereignty of the sacred land, Thy divine will be done On Earth as it is in all realms Give us this day our daily bread Bless and guide us, Great Goddess And protect us from all harm and evil For thine is the power, beauty, and love Forever, and a day. Ayea!

Just Got Back From Maryland...
Hello everyone, I just got home from Baltimore, Maryland doing some classes with the Marine Corps...It was cold and dreary there, so needless to say Im glad to be back in So Cal. Saturday was our 231st birthday for the Marine Corps and we drank, danced, and gambled like typical Marines. Then today (Monday) was SUPPOSED to be my day off, but I took care of my 6 month old son (alone) which didnt seem like a day off, but you got to love them...JT

Shooting Heroin For The First Time
*** Clean for long time *** Shooting Heroin for the First Time A bruise in the crook of my arm. I always said there were some things I’d never do. I lie all the time. Can’t you see through my bullshit? Don’t you see my arm poised to throw bricks at glass houses? All night I talked shit about, bitched about Heron Pat. Yet so easily I could become him. The barely forming pink purple blue brown bruise at the crook of my arm, marking the location of a vein. And yes, I hate this. And I’m afraid of what it will do to the other side of the coin, Victor Ward/Johnson, the kind of speaking in quotes and saying nothing at all. And yes, I’m afraid of that simple warmth, a belt pulled tight around an arm, bruises, a lack of emotion, feeling. Beautiful boy, partner in crime. He called it the ultimate antidepressant. I cannot disagree. Blood rushing through veins and arteries, delivering chemicals to heart and brain and other vital organs. That c

From The Beginning...
...it was always you... Even when I pretended it was not. Even when I counted the miles between us. Even when I thought it was impossible. Even when I turned away from it and told myself I could find someone to take your place. Even when someone else lay beside me in the dark. Even when I turned away from them. Even when I heard you had found somebody new. Even when I lay alone and cold and dreamed of your face. Even when your heart was broken. Even when my heart was too. Even when I thought you would be lost forever. Even when I prayed for another chance. Even when I learned that the hardest person to be honest with... ...is yourself.

Magick Gardens To Welcome Kind Spirits
~ A Faerie Flower Garden ~ Although most people are familiar with faeries from Celtic tales, faeries are familiar creatures from all over earth, from the Slavic countries to Southeast Asia, to the deserts of Arabia. The following are some of their favorites. Grow as many as you can, reasonably near to each other, to create a faerie bower that will welcome the wee folk and make them feel at home. Berry Bushes, Chamomile, Corsican Mint, Forget-Me-Nots, Foxglove, Hibiscus, Hollyhocks, Honeysuckle, Lavender, Lilac, Milkweed, Morning Glories, Pansies, Peonies, Primroses, Rosemary, Thyme, Vincas, Violets. Faeries like deep tangles of berries, herbs and flowers. Any place where ash, hawthorn and oak trees grow close together is reputedly guaranteed to house a faerie domain A source of water is always attractive and helpful to them. A pond or small waterfall is best but a birdbath works too. Statues, witch balls, lanterns and birdhouses provide interior decoration.

Crystals & The Planets
Crystals & the Planets Sun Fertility, Growth Healing, High Magick, Illumination, Increase, Legal Matters, Magickal Energy, Masculine Energy, Money, Physical Energy, Potency, Prosperity, Protection, Success, and Vitality. Amber, Carnelian, Diamond, Orange Calcite, Quartz Crystal, Sunstone, Tiger's-eye, Topaz and Zircon. Moon Compassion, Dreams, Dream Magick, Family, Feminine Energy, Fertility, Gardening, Healing, High Magick, Home, Love, Peace, sleep, Spirituality. Aquamarine, Moonstone, Mother-of-Pearl, Pearl, Quartz Crystal, Sapphire, Selenite. Mercury Communication, Divination, Eloquence, Mental Magick, Studying, Travel and Wisdom. Agate, Aventurine, Mottled Jasper and Pumice. Venus Beauty, Children, Compassion, Family, Feminine Energy, Fidelity, Friendship, Happiness, Joy, Love, Luck, Meditation, Pleasure, Reconciliation and Women. Azurite, Blue, Green, Pink Calcite, Cat's-eye, Chrysocolla, Coral, Emerald, Jade, Green Jasper, Lapis Lazuli, Malachite, O

The Threads That Bind
The Threads That Bind I. We encounter our kindreds in the oddest of venues. Connections are conceived, webs weaved. The words are spun. II. And if someday, in Venice, on a patio at some trattorio, in a palazzo overlooking the Grand Canal, (and yes, I bullshited my way through that impromptu tour of Venice, when would I have the time not to tell you), we pass and nod and no, nothing happens, Fates, don't be disappointed. III. That is not how this fairy tale is spun. The glass slippers are Mahnolo's, that is if there is any such thing as a fairy godmother. I'm dreaming of fuck-me heels, come-hither sneers, the way leather worn is leather real, leather appeal, sex leather feel. IV. Sure, there were no traitors. I've always been the faker. Even these rhymes are a lie, they started mid-way, it looks like lies are on sale today: two-for-one, getting while the going's hot. V. Reality's the joke, something that gets caught in my throat. Let's

Last One Before Bed... I Swear
70's Survey 1.What is in the back seat of your car right now? If I HAD my car I would tell you....9 weeks and counting.. no car 2.What was the last thing you threw up? don't recall 3. What's your favorite curse word? FUCK 3.Menthol or regular cigarettes? regular 4.What is your favorite episode of Friends? Rachel and Ross together 5.Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Naw, I have nothing to hide 6. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Kenny Chesney! 7.Have you been to a strip club? YES 8.Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? YES 9.Are you wearing socks right now? Yes, white fluffy slipper socks 10.What was the last thing you had to drink? diet dr pepper 11.What are you wearing right now? pj pants with pumpkins and an orange tshirt 12.Last food you ate? cashews 13.Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yep 14.When is the last time you ran? hahaha... No thanks 15.What'

A To Z Of Goddess Energy
Think of your childhood role models that influenced your life: Poppy King for her revolutionary red lipstick; Xena Warrior Princess for her ball-busting abilities; Anastacia for making blue sunglasses cool and Kylie Minogue for proving little people can be glam too. They all glow with attributes to admire – courage, integrity and an amazing sense of purpose, to name but a few of the signs of a powerful, well-nourished inner goddess. It is energy you can exude yourself, simply by reconnecting with your inner goddess and setting her free. It can be as simple as rejuvenating your chakra energy centers, using affirmations and positive mantras and being conscious of your own powerful, dormant goddess energy Here is an A to Z guide of attributes that you can use to tap into goddess energy so others too can see your essential self. * Abundance – You can ask the Universe for an abundance of material, emotional or spiritual things, providing you are not greedy or selfish in your r

Sweet Words Of Wisdom
The proof of spiritual maturity is not how pure you are but awareness of your impurity. That very awareness opens the door to grace. Beauty is the purgation of superfluities. There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it. A man can counterfeit love, he can counterfeit faith, he can counterfeit hope and all the other graces, but it is very difficult to counterfeit humility. The test of good manners is to be patient with bad ones. No bird soars too high if he soars with his own wings. He that does evil that good may come, pays a toll to the devil to let him into heaven. The thing always happen that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.

13 Ways To Celebrate Yule
13 Ways To Celebrate Yule Light up your house on Solstice Night to remember that the light will return. Use candles, twinkle lights and light a Yule log if you have a fireplace. Send Yule cards. Make your own (kids love this) or buy them. You can find Christmas cards that are patently Pagan featuring holly wreaths, Yule logs, partridges, etc. Pagan and Pagan-friendly folks will be delighted to receive them. The rest won't know the difference. String popcorn and cranberry garlands for your Yule tree. After Twelfth Day or whenever you take down the Yule tree, hang them outside on trees and bushes for birds and small wildlife to share. Make a Yule log. A fireplace without a Yule log on Solstice Night is a wasted fireplace. Tell stories. Gather friends and family around the fire and tell the story of The Oak King and the Holly King. Decorate your home. Decorate a tree the day before Yule and leave it up at least until Twelfth Night. Make your own decorations

Friend Or Lover
Alone again in this empty house, my mind wondering endlessly. My heart torn between the two, one a friend, the other a lover. Both could please me! This friend, handsome, funny, and full of life, but yet why am I so torn? The lover, passionate and deep with eyes so intense, but to which one should my heart open the door? This fear of pain follows me around from years of all the hurt I've seen, but how can my heart open a new door? Can it truely trust anothers love for me? My lover fullfills things I have longed for, emotions and laughter I didn't know I missed. My friend, sweet, kind, easy to talk to and share things with. These boys have me thinking about them constantly. I'm crazy for these guys, why cant I just pick? It all seems so surreal now, both always on my mind, both with pieces of my heart. If I only had some sort of sign! Copyright ©2006 MKH

Painting
I have fallen in to a creative mood. Yay! I just finished a painting today that I had started a while back. I am pretty happy with how it turned out. Its actually not abstract so it is a bit unusual for me, lol. I will put a pic up once I get around to taking one.

Steps To Happiness
Steps to Happiness Everybody knows: You can't be all things to all people. You can't do all things at once. You can't do all things equally well. You can't do all things better than everyone else. Your humanity shows just like everyone else's. So: You have to find out who you are,and be that. You have to decide what comes first,and do it. You have to discover your strengths,and use them. You have to learn not to compete with others Because no one else is in the contest of *being You* Then: You will have learned to accept your own Uniqueness. You will have learned to set priorities and Make decisions. You will have learned to live with your limitations. You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due. And you'll be a most vital mortal. Dare to believe: That you are a wonderful,unique person! That you are a once-in-all-history event! That it's more than a right,it's your duty, To be who you are! That life is not a problem to solve, But a

Not In Touch
not in touch even though I blew you not two hours ago and this has been going on for so long and even though we are friends and talk (all flirty and flippant with extreme shifts to personal and frank), I am scared to curl up into a ball towards you, into you, especially if you fall asleep before I do – as is so often the case because I never sleep anyway and sometimes I think I forgot how to fall asleep first, into drunken sleep, into confidence, comfort zones, all those close and cozy cares. I am so afraid to reach in the night for your hand, thigh, shoulder. and even during the transition from dark to dawn to day, desperate inaction holds its firm grip. I’ve been known to chain-smoke, throw back a beer, get high, do anything – something so I never have to peel off the wrapper and find no prize waiting when I lie down next to you. Sometimes, waiting, I think I could fall asleep in your touch, waking but asleep, next to you, but am so

Family
We are of the same Mother, Goddess. We are of the same Father, God. We are of the same Planet, Earth. You are my Brother, You are my Sister, We are all part of the Same. You are my Family. You hold within you a part of me. I hold within me a part of you. Your blood, my blood, they are the same. It is the same within us all. I need not ask why. I already know the answer. You need not ask why. You already know the answer. We are all of the same. Within us we carry a part of each. We are all micro pieces of Spirit. We are Spirit. So I say Hello Brother. I say Hello Sister. Welcome home, I have missed you. An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily

Born Of Fire
Join in my quest to leave life overturned Spanning the world, wave of doom Spewing out death with the evil I've churned Awaken the dead from their tomb Love turns to lust the sensations I've felt Exploring the pleasures of sin Making the best of the cards I've been dealt Adjusting the odds so I win Unleash all my burning wrath Potential killing machine Take down all who block my path Enjoying all that's obscene Born of fire Prince of all darkness, initiation Ritually baptized in flames Next to the throne my abomination Spread terror throughout the domain Master the art that controls the impure Inherit the infamous keys Thousands of centuries I will endure Tyrant of all the prophecies Some have called me Satan's son A name I cannot deny Wielding fury that's second to none Far too vile to confine Born of fire All things dead must rise again When twilight's blanket falls Splattered red you'll find my den Blood dripping from the walls Dreams born of

Emptiness Of The Heart
The sweetest kiss upon thy lips, A gentle touch I cant resist. Come closer dear I can not wait, Each day I long for your embrace. Hold me love and tell no lies, my arms for you are open wide. You said to me you loved me so, then why do you wish me to go? All I did was love you true, and so for now I beg of you, do not take light what's wrote to you, You'll read these lines and ponder through. Oh Dear sweet love know you're my sun. who stole my heart like no other one. I pray each night and every day, I thank the Lord you were sent my way. So Please My Love I ask once more, My need for you do not ignore. Please show me love and tenderness, My heart cant take this emptiness. Copyright ©2006 MKH

Remember Me...the Star Of Night.
Remember me, my dear sweet love. Look for me up high above. The clouds of night on which I sleep. Cozy, soft, and still so sweet. You're still so strong within my soul. Never shall I let you go. Be strong my love, and please dont cry. Remember this, I'm by your side. Through all your sorrow and all your pain. My faith in you remains the same. Although I had to leave this earth. Please know that I am in no hurt. Beter now, I am today. Please know that here is where I'll stay. Together again, once more we'll be. Not on earth, but one with greater peace. I am the star of night in which you see. The biggest, brightest and frist you'll see. So look up high, and wave hello. I'll be the one with the brightest glow. Copyright ©2006 MKH

1 Word Survey
One Word Survey ... Y O U | C A N | O N L Y | T Y P E | O N E | W O R D ! N O | E X P L A N A T I O N S ! 1. Yourself: ALONE 2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend: NONE 3. Your Hair: LONG 4. Your Mother: FRIEND 5. Your Father: DECEASED 6. Your Favorite Item: CAR 7. Your Dream Last Night: WEIRD 8. Your Favorite Drink: MONSTER 9. Your Dream Home: NEW 10. The Room You Are In: COLD 11. Your Pet(s): ASSHOLES 12. Your fear: SADNESS 13. Where you want to be in ten years: HAPPY 14. Who you hung out with last night: PARENTS 15. What you're not: HAPPY 16. Your best friend: MANY 17. One of your wish list items: DRESS 18. Your gender: FEMALE 19. The last thing you did: SURVEY 20. What you are wearing: PJ'S 21. Your favorite weather: COOL 22. Your favorite book: NORA 23. The last thing you ate: CASHEWS 24. Your life: BLEH 25. Your mood: TIRED 26. The last person you talked to on the phone: COLTON 27. What you ar

* Sacred *
I am so game to teach you all and learn all from you as I am you and you are me and I am another yourself - IN LAK'ECH (GUATAMALAN MAYAN) XA TA XA XA TA AMAC - ONLY MAY THERE BE PEACE IN YOUR PRESENCE. (YUCATUC MAYAN) I am game for you to teach me all you preach in unspoken language, love, light musical and speech... thought, that which cannot be sold or bought and learn from you all which you taught, and saught... the whole lot. I love you always in all ways Karina Peel the way the first veils of life's illusion, I'll hold your hand each step of the way, love you by night and day, show you how to play, catch you when you fall and care for you to be okay, it's free, you won't have to pay a dime for this rhyme or us to spend time sublime. I'll be your muse and mime. Shall we peil away the first veil? It begins in light and love As is below so is above.... Love you my white dove... Your inner being we shall be freeing For all you to know,

Contests
I think any girls that are in contests showing their loose sloppy pussies and saggy titties are all a bunch of fucking retards. Yeah people vote for you and leave comments, but other than that what do you get? Not a damn thing worth a shit. What you do get is a bunch of horny perverts gawking at your twats. The person holding the contest is getting the points, not you, so tell me please, ladies what it feels like to be skanky cunts with no self esteem?

Autobiography
Chapter 1: Personal Initials: FH Middle name: Ann Birthday: 2/27 Birth Place: OH Current location: AZ Height: 5'5" Hair length: Long Eye color: Blue Piercings: 4 in each ear Birthmarks: Big white one Chapter 2: Family Do you live with your parents: NO Do you get along with your parents? YES Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorced and remarried Do you have any siblings? 1 brother, 1 half sister and 1 step brother What pets do you have? 2cats What are there names? Garfield and Guenivere Chapter 3: Favorites City: SAN DIEGO Season: Spring or Fall clothing brand: Whatever looks good Color: PURPLE Number: 7 and 13 Chapter 4: Do You ... Sing in the shower? Naw Write memos on your hand? sometimes Call people back? most of the time Believe in love? I think I do Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes Wear glasses or contacts? yes Chapter 5: Have You Ever... Gone skinny dipping? yes Broken a bone? no Had stitches? yes Punched so

Opinions Should B Respectd Not Quoted
never n life just look at the big picture try to see the whole canvas then b4 u comment think about what u saw and what ur about 2 say know that the mind plays tricks that looks are deceiving be slow to speak cause what you say comes from the heart(IF U SAID IT U MEANT IT) NO ONE!!! is perfect people make mistakes and bad decisions love is not 4 everybody but everybody needs some form of love money is not evil what people do 4 it is karma is real and hurts more when it comes back to u luck is overrated while blessings raley get acknowledge there are a few things in life that is complicated 1st one is choice this is somethink that we as humans have but find hard to do and have so many to make 2nd is change this is a good for mankind as soon as we start to except it now please don't take what i wrote out of content in no way cause u see i'm pass the big picture and still tryn 2 focus on the canvas thnks4readn RESPECT MY OPINION

Revolution Is My Name
'68 into the world born The seventies, a breath after the war Life was confusing because of my age Should my eyes open for tomorrow's gains? I can't help the way I am There's no trust and there's no end What is my name? It will never change So here it stays Forever is my name From now on, can't look the other way Keep in mind and listen to what I say Take under wing all the ones who are lost Build up around them an infinite wall Don't you know just who I am? Take the hand of wisdoms friend What is my name? It's time to change It can't stay the same Revolution is my name It will never change So here it stays Forever is my name

U Have To Read This One And Help!!!!
OKAY YALL THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST SO LET'S DO OUR BEST HERE I NEED 9 MEN AND 4 WOMEN TO ENTER THIS CONTEST AND AS SOON AS I GET ALL ENTRIES I WILL OPEN THE CONTEST YOU HAVE TO CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN AND SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR LINK TO THE PIC I AM GOING TO RIP THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO BE BASED ON NOTHING BUT COMMENTS SO LET'S GET OUT THERE AND GET PEOPLE IN THIS CONTEST COME ON EVERYONE I KNOW EVERYONE LIKES NIPPLES RIGHT SO LET'S DO IT Christina Aguilera Dirrty

Quotes Of The Day For 11/13 - More Friendship Quotes
"Truth springs from argument amongst friends." David Hume "Those truly linked don't need correspondence. When they meet again after many years apart, Their friendship is as true as ever." Deng Ming-Dao "You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that." E.B White (Charlotte's Web) "A faithful friend is a strong defense: and he that hath found such an one hath found a treasure." Ecclesiasticus 6:14 "Friendship with oneself is all important because without it one cannot be friends with anybody else in the world." Eleanor Roosevelt "Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsessi

Mr. Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get p

10 Commandments Of A Teenager!!!
10 Commandments of a Teenager!!! 1) thou shall not sneak out when parents are sleeping. (why wait?) 2)thou shall not do drugz (alcohol last longer) 3)thou shall not steel from k-mart. (Wal*Mart has a bigger selection) 4)thou shall not get arrested for vandalism. (destruction has a bigger effect) 5)thou shall not steel from thy parents. (every-1 knows grandma has more money) 6)thou shall not get in fights. (just start them) 7)thou shall not skip class. (just take the whole day off) 8)thou shall not strip in class. (hooters pays more) 9)thou shall not think about having sex. (as nike sayz just do it) 10)thou shall not help old ladies cross the street. (just leave them in the middle)

~*ways To Keep Ur Me*~
~*WAYS TO KEEP UR LADY*~ "19 ways to keep a girl" 1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. [She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward] 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other. [She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her] 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. [It makes her feel like you really love her.] 4. Cuddle with her. [She'll feel like your there for her] 5. Hug her from behind [It makes her feel special] 6. Write little notes. [She smiles. They're cute; The end] 7. Compliment her Honestly. [No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her] 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. [It makes her feel wanted] 9. Be super sweet to her. [All girls like a super sweet guy] 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. [She'll go to bed with a smile] 11. Comfort her when she cries. [She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there

My Horoscope
CANCER June 22 - July 23 Ruling Planet: THE MOON Which isn't a planet at all but the satellite responsible for this water sign's many mood swings! Love and sex go together for Cancer. They need to feel secure in love before they can relax in sex and Cancer often feels a little bit guilty after doing the deed because they usually associate sex with babies, especially the women, who either get pregnant at the drop of a hat or take longer than usual. All Cancers WANT to be parents!Cancers become sexually excited when they feel secure. They are turned on by home cooked meals and partners who love kids. In so many ways, Cancer is the dream partner! FAVE POSITION Any position that's comfortable and involves Cancer lying flat on their back with all their sensitive areas exposed! BEST SEX TOY A drink or joint that will relax the overly-cautious crab! CANCER MALE IN BED He is a sensitive lover and will put his partner's needs before his own. He has a tenderness a

R.i.p Juan Loiuse Guido Article Of His Death
R.I.P Juan Loiuse Guido article of his death Driver killed in rollover accident ZILLAH - A 21-year-old Yakima man was killed early Saturday after rolling his car on Interstate 82 about three miles west of Zillah, authorities said. Juan Luis Guido-Ponce, who was thrown from the Chevrolet Cavalier, died at Yakima Valley Memorial Hospital, acccording to a news release from the Washington State Patrol. About 1:20 a.m., Guido-Ponce was eastbound on the interstate when his car drifted into the median and crossed the westbound lanes, troopers said. He overcorrected from the westbound shoulder, rolling the car into the median. His passenger, 25-year-old Rebecca Vargas of Sunnyside, was treated at Memorial Hospital and released, a nursing supervisor said. She was wearing a seat belt. Troopers said they did not know whether Guido-Ponce was intoxicated or wearing his seat belt

4 Years Is Along Time
hey everybody whats up. Well i just started talking to my middle sis again after 4 years. We had alot of things happen in the family and we all quit talking and there was no contract and well my babysis found her online and they started talking and now me and her are talking and i got to meet my wonderful 2 nephews and my neice and they are so cute and i have miss out on alot but i will make up for it and i hope the rest of my family can forgive and become whole again because family is the most important people in life and its short to be fighting.

A Couple Pointless Survays
Just a few crazy questions!!! by ruthyWhat is your name?: Danielle LeeDo you go to church?: nopeBurger King or Wendy's?: neither, they both make me sickPiano or bass?: STAND UP Bass ;) very sexy,...cooking or cleaning?: cookingDo you believe in God?: not reallyWhen is your birthday?: February 20th, remember that bitches!!! =pPepsi or Coke?: Diet PepsiNike or Reebok?: neitherSteelers or Lakers?: neitherYankees or Boston Red Sox?: neitherBAsketball or baseball?: neitherDo you like school?: yesDo you like singing?: YES =DDo you play an instrument?: yes, bagpipesPrince of Bel-Air or Friends?: friendsGospel or Rock?: ROCKWho is your favorite band?: I have manyDo you play a sport?: nopeAre you smart?: yeah i guessWhat is your nationality?: Irish, Scotish, German, English, Dutch, Indian, & FrenchWhat is your favorite color?: Black, of courseWhat is your favorite holiday?: St. Patricks or Halloween , drinky drinky =DWould you rather have a sister or a brother?: brotherA

Level 14
Yay, another level...14 now. 35,000 to go til 15 LoL thanks to all of you as always, and especially those of you who just rated my new stash items, because it was you guys who pushed me over to the next level :) Goodnight all, I got a test at 9 am, blah. I should be studying, but instead I am sitting on here! LoL oh well

Trolls
Trip trap trip trap... One of the features I enjoy and also don't enjoy about this sight is that I can see who's trolling my page. Sometimes, I don't want to know these things. I know they say you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, and I do realize that Ted Bundy was quite charming and kind of a looker, but you boys take some of the worst web cam photos. They are creepy and not fun to look at when I'm investigating who's trolling my page. Am I just a complete egomaniac for having pictures of myself that look somewhat decent? I guess it's a guy thing. I don't know, but those web cams make y'all look a bit creepy. So not flattering. Well anyway, I'll try not to read into it too much as I already have plenty of other phobias. I'm not putting trolls at the top of the list. Just one word for you creepos out there. Photoshop! Does wonders for complexion. Let's get creative kids, you're already wasting enough time on the computer as it is.

Passion Incarnate.
Today was a day for ART. Ever have one of those days where everything is absolutely perfect? You're full of energy, everything is beautiful, the universe is perfect, you basically feel like you can pretty much do anything and are so teeming with energy you're antsy and wild until you DO start doing something? And while you're doing it, you're 100% focused and everything's just working great? I had one of those days today. It was wonderful. It's like almost complete oneness with the universe. I spent all morning and early afternoon with Dylan. Completely just me and him eating, coloring, and playing. Then I went to Advanced Drawing, a couple minutes late. We worked on our current project, an abstract/cubist piece involving the patterns from a bunch of old ties Deb has. Discussed our next and last project...a large scale drawing of one of our fears. I am so totally doing my nightmare of the guy with the white mask and no eyes. Came home, had lots more Mommy and Dylan time

Fuck You, Randal!!!
Fucking moron, you need to tell your fucking friends that you fucking changed your fucking phone number. I have had it up to HERE with people calling you at MY NUMBER at 7:30am and 10:30pm. FUCKING GET IT!!! My sister's boyfriend is now answering my phone in Cantonese. It's wonderful...

You All Know I Luv Ya So I Saw This And Wanted To Share!
This is so true..... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Please Explain Somethng To Me...
Ok, for starters, I do NOT find myself attractive at all. My opinion is I am fat and ugly. So I really don't understand the responses I have got on my pics since I joined this site. The only two physical features I like about myself are my eyes, and my hair. My eyes seem to grab the attention of a lot of people, but they usually only get a good look at them in pictures, because I do not make eye contact with people. And my hair, its long and I love it. Its almost so long that I sit on it. However, its getting incredibily thin thanks to my medications. Anyway, I have been single since I left my exhusband in January of 2005. And it doesn't look like that is going to change any time soon. But honestly, I am to the point that I am giving up even trying to find some one because I am tired of all the head games. So, I would like for some of the guys on here to explain something to me. Why is it, that I have guys talk to me online and tell me how attractive and sexy I am, and how much t

Love, Hate, Love
Love, Hate, Love I tried to love you I thought I could I tried to own you I thought I would I want to peel the skin from your face Before the real you lays to waste You told me I’m the only one Sweet little angel you should have run Lying, crying, dying to leave Innocence creates my hell Cheating myself still you know more It would be so easy with a whore Try to understand me little girl My twisted passion to be your world Lost inside my sick head I live for you but I’m not alive Take my hand before I kill I still love you, but, I still burn Yeah, love, hate, love (3x) Oooh, love, hate, love Yeah, love, hate, love Get this video and more at MySpace.com

A Tear On My Pillow
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

A Loving Peace From You
From the glowing embers of your spirit Came a little warmth of your love Together we set it in a cozy little spot Safe from the world up above Then a soothing breath from your lungs Helped to ignite the flame On that lonely candle In the core of my soul As time passed day by day Conflicts caused great winds to blow But you cupped your hands around it And it just flickered with a brilliant glow They say that nothing is forever But I don't believe that's true That little candle in my heart Is a loving peace from you

Lately, I've Missed You...................but I Think I Still Loathe You
Lately youve been in my thoughts. Youve rented that space in my head Its like the lease was never up. My muscle memory came right back My arm went to hold you last night My nose tells my brain ur there I can still smell you I can still taste you I still feel your presence I miss the way ur face scrunches when the sun hits it I miss they way you say my name I miss the way you call me by my first and middle name when I've been doin something evil I miss they way you know how to make me feel when I look like I'm goin to lose it. I miss they way you know how to make me feel when I'm vulnerable I love that you know when to leave me be I miss the way you know me better than I know myself. You say I make you feel safe Youre the one that made me feel safe You leave me, standing in the doorway Change the glow in my eye to darkness I'm strong, I get by Now, I'm safe without you And who do you think you are to stir up those ghost You lived inside my skin I shed my skin W

No Title Fitting At The Moment
Morning ... The maiden stands alone The wind caresses......... strokes She turns away Before her the river flows Twisting... Turning..... Not unlike her past few days Another chill She begins to shake Silent tears flood the rivers edge A splash She backed away Another... Her eyes grew wide Before her blurred and tear stained eyes He appeared... Hair as dark as the raven Trailed below the waters surface No words were spoke He advanced She shyed away He paused She remained still Entwined in the anicent dance They played Nixy

How Will You Be Defined In The Dictionary?
Babydoll -- [noun]:A dance involving little to no clothing 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Carol -- [adjective]:Sexually stunning 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Been 30 Days Now
1 month and 1 month to go b4 my trip is over. I have driven more than 3700 miles, covered 17 states and I have tried so many different foods on the way. wow what cool culture from state to state. right now I'm in the eastern part of jersey called the Atlantic highlands near sandy hook. was in Philly a few days and had my share of eating a Philly steak with mushrooms. god these are soooooooo good, better than subway or quiznos. spent 2 days here in jersey and will be in new yorks long island by Tuesday night. spend a few days til Saturday or Sunday,then head to Ohio by Tuesday to meet my beautiful friend Lisa (quackers) cant wait to meet her. well that's about it for now and hope yall have a great week and have fun. more pics will be added soon

First Post At Week 10
2 wins, 6 losses, starting QB with a ruptured spleen at week 3. What else could go wrong?? I blame myself for the Buccaneers season. The one year i decide to cough up the 280 bucks for nfl sunday ticket, and they can't win shit. My 2 year old daughter calls better plays on my Madden game than the bucs coaches. There is no need to read, or rate these blogs of mine. This is where I'm gonna come cry every time the bucs loose. So I should have 6 more of these in the comming weeks.

Human Beings Are Disgusting
So... you're entering a shoe store and someone comes to greet you. You: a. Stop and listen to the greeting. b. Walk right by them. c. Say, "Uh huh", walk by, then get mad when you don't understand the sales later. You happen to be chewing gum and you don't want it anymore. You: a. Spit it in the garbage can. b. Spit it on the floor. c. Stick it to one of the shelves. There's a shoebox on the top shelf you cannot reach. You: a. Ask someone who works there to get it for you. b. Jump up and down and try to grab it. c. Move a seat over and climb on it to get it down. You're trying on shoes and there's a garbage can to your left. You're pulling out the shoe stuffing and: a. Throw it in the garbage can. b. Throw it on the floor to your right. c. Jam it back on top of the shoes scarring the leather with the plastic pieces because obviously no one else would ever want this shoe. You have a box of shoes you don't want. You: a. Hand it to someone who works there to

Your Smile
Your Smile I hold my breath to temper my fear, That I might miss one smile you give. Waiting, hoping, I sit watching, As I will for as long as I live. I would love to explain in words to you, And hope someday that I might, But for now I am at a loss for words, To describe how I feel at your sight. I wilt, grow weak, and warm all at once, And I hope that you can see, The love, the hope, the outright joy, And the passion you ignite in me. In dreams I search and awake I wish, And would walk for untold miles, Through barriers though impossible, And out of love, just to see your smile.

Corrosive Explosions
I lay me down, but cannot sleep. My heart, still bleeding, begins to weep. My flesh doth boil and rot inside. A festering soul that's long since died. Tendrils of emotion begin to wain. The mind of a madman gone insane. Memories I've held so dear Creep up behind and turn to fear. In a battle of wits I have been disarmed. Tis only a flesh wound do not be alarmed. A singular thought for a grand design. Speak softly now, so as not to malign. A too recent past keeps drawing nearer. I step on the gas, but it's there in mirror. Looking around to see what's behind me... I snap my neck, but never you mind me... Moving forward so fast; some distance between us. For directions I ask, but no one has seen us. One false move and the car leaves the road. My body still lies there, or so I am told. Just south of my hometown, this city, this state. It wasn't all bad, some parts were just great. My life is over, but it's not like it's ending. I shall return when I'm done

And Just When I Thought It Couldnt Get Worse
it does... I dont get it. There is apparently something very wrong with me that I just dont see but he does. I graduate in 6 months. I will have an amazing career. Im a pretty nice person. I dont bring drama. I have no kids. Im honest to a fault...and ive been told im kinda cute.. but still he hurts me. I dont get it. I loved him so much. this isnt the first time hes hurt me. but I still came back because I loved him... and I guess I thought that he loved me too.. or at least gave a damn about me. I needed him this weekend...one of the few times EVER.. and he was nowhere to be found. I got a phone call after he avoided me for several days.. I just assumed he was busy with work.. never in a MILLION years did i see this coming. I cant even begin to comprehend it.. it doesnt make sense... I didnt even hear it from him.. I give up.. I just wanted him to love me. I didnt think I was asking that much. I would have done anything for him.. but apparently it wasnt good enough.

Did You Ever Really Love Me
Did you ever really care? Did you ever really love me? i knew something was wrong when you wouldnt talt to me much. As you left me I knew you stopped caring. I died to night in a shallow grave I didn’t even try to get up. Did you ever really care? Did you ever really love me? This time as I fall I won’t get back up. You said such loving words i believed every one of them i had full trust and faith in you you killed the sanity within and let the poison rained down into my broken heart. i never hurt you, lied to you, or broke your heart. i was always faithful to you

Can't Wait Until Dec. 2nd
Well my birthday is 19 days away....Can't wait going to go out and have a blast...I'll be the BIG 25...WOO HOO....Going to have all my friends out that can make it....Well thats all for now...peace

Support Needed When Support Is Given!
To all friends, this is my first blog and I never have asked for anything for myself. I am asking all those who are on my friends list who hadn't rated my profile to do so. If you think I deserve a 10 for being a hard-working, honest, family man- then please give it up. Any love shown me will be greatly appreciated and I'll do all in my power to return the favor. Thanks to all those who care about me. Know that I love you all and if I'm needed in any way, please feel free to ask. DeWayne.

Happy Holidays
JUST WANTED TO WISH ALL MY FRIENDS AND THOSE I HAVE YET TO MEET A WONDERFULL HOLIDAY SEASON, MAY YOU ENJOY THE COMFORT OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY CLOSE AND MAY WHITCHEVER DEITY YOU BELIEVE IN GRANT YOU PEACE THROUGH THE COMING YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pics From Work.
we were waiting to see if the tree was gonna catch or not. but i think its is a cool pic! this is me an one of the guys on the crew! man it was hot standing there lol Hot!! view of the moon first thing in the morning before leaving for work!

God Called In Sick Today
my wrists bleed suicide red my throat swallows stainless steel these drugs are finally sedating and the girl who once owned this bleeding heart is now half way around the world... better off without me tonight, i don't think i'm gonna make it no...tonight i don't think i'm gonna make it because Mary is gone Jesus us dead and God called in sick today... my face burns and i've been sitting here for the last hour trying to remove the skin from underneath my fingernails my head throbes and i can see the trail of blood on my wall left from today's daily beating my eyes are sore and swollen shut but i know for a fact that i am here... all by myself i'm going to die alone tonight yes...i have this feeling that i'm going to die alone tonight because Mary is somewhere out there Jesus is in heaven and God called in sick today God...if you can hear me please give me the strength to pull this trigger i wasn't much fun to be with anyway just let it all end here with a

Let Me Show You Death (part 3)
I didn’t mean to make you sad I didn’t mean to hurt you I had to do this the reasons I wish you knew My life fell apart and I couldn’t put it back to together It got too much for me to bare Yes I gave up but no I never gave up on caring I had to go I had to get out of this lifetime of pain Now I will never have to put up with the hurt again Don’t look upon me with pity don’t think of me with sorrow I’m happier now I don’t have to put up with the sadness anymore a release a escape a freedom I sore I took the easy way out i know I didn’t have the strength to fight No more tears to run down my cheek no more tears to cloud my sight I tried to ask for help but nobody listened My past was too much I said sorry and asked to be forgiven I didn’t do this for anyone else, I did it for myself I’m no longer alone, remember me with a smile I’m happier now

Let Me Show You Death (part 2)
Come with me, if you like you can grab my hand I’ll show a life that had been lead and lived so bland And a life that had so much soul and had so much planned Come with me and I’ll tell you on how it all went wrong I’ll show you how something so weak came from something so strong And a life that didn’t survive with a mind that just didn’t belong Come with me and I’ll show you, so you can learn from my mistakes I’ll show you how love can be changed and be turned in to hate And how a mind ready for knowledge turned into a mental state Come close, I’ll tell you how I was killed by my past I’ll explain why I couldn’t cope and why I couldn’t last And how I tried to make amends even with my final gasp Come listen to stories of hurt that I was alleged to have been the source I’ll say that there was more then me, others were involved of course And I’ll own up to my failings and you will see my remorse Come and look and look close into my eyes and you will see I’ll rem

Let Me Show You Death
Let me show you death Let me take you on a journey Come with me up the path Take my hand if you are scared Stop now if you want This image can’t be un-done Final chance as we approach the barn I push the door open There it is hanging Life less and still with no soul Something that could have been so much more Now it has been wasted An image you will never forget As you watch it hang, as you see.... A burnt piece of toast

The Dying Face In The Mirror
Can I make these nightmares into a true identity Can I make them into a feeling similiar of a last touch Here's my voice singing a battle song I can hear the cemetery calling out my name I'm the wind that flows through the branches of a dying willow I am the irony of apathy I apologize to myself for the bitter wounds of a lonely defeat And for the battered bones and a bruised fait I'm sorry Every hour passed is an hour too late It's always forever with me And nothing but words shall burn me (SHALL BURN ME!) Beyond insults, beyond the reckoning (BEYOND THE REGRET! ) Of the fallen demons that were cast to destroy me They failed to stop me now You failed to stop me now I wish to level off here The thoughts of tommorrow keep me awake I want to hide the reasons of realization This is not alright what's going on here Maybe I should sleep? And give myself to the mercy of the nightmares There's no telling what is meant for me Quiet or loud I need a friend right now

Philosophy...
Stephen Foster Beautiful Dreamer Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee; Sounds of the rude world heard in the day, Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away! Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song, List while I woo thee with soft melody; Gone are the cares of life's busy throng. Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea, Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie; Over the streamlet vapors are borne, Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn. Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart, E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea; Then will all clouds of sorrow depart, Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!

Words Difficult To Say When Drunk
Words that are KINDA difficult to say when you're drunk : a) Innovative b) Preliminary c) Proliferation d) Cinnamon Things that are VERY difficult to say when you're drunk : a) Specificity b) British Constitution c) Passive / Aggressive Disorder d) Tran-Substantiate Things that are IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk : a) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you. b) Nope, no more drinks for me, I've reached my limit. c) Sorry, but you're not really my type. d) Please take the shooters back, let's have water. e) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight? f) I'm not interested in fighting you. g) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing. h) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have zero coordination. I) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. j) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning. k) Look, it would be great to have sex but I hardly know you and we will only feel

How R U In Bed????
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God73%Virgin53%A Slave To BDSM53%A Romantic53%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Ojibway Prayer
~Ojibway Prayer~ Oh Great Spirit,whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives life to everyone, Hear me. I come to you as one of your many children: I am weak...I am small..I need your wisdom and your strength. Let me walk in beauty,and make my eye's ever behold the red and purple sunsets. Make my hands respect the things you have made. And make my ears sharp so I may hear your voice. Make me wise,so that I may understand what you have taught my people and , The lessons you have hidden in each leaf and each rock.. I ask for wisdom and strength. Not to be superior to my brothers,but to be able to fight my greatest enemy,myself. Make me ever ready to come before you with clean hands and a straight eye. So as life fades away as a fading sunset. My Spirit may come to you without shame~

Don't Get Hacked!!
are you being hacked? having stalkers telling they will hack you? well, if you got some problems with it here you have few things you can do against it 1) don't save any password in your computer (in the browsers, messengers, or email client) 2) don't tell anyone your password, and doesn't matter if the person is your best friend or your husband/wife/bf/gf 3) be sure you got an antivirus (you can find them for free) that does live scanning (when you're about to open a file, it will check automatically any virus activity, and will be controlling any weird activity in your computer too) 4) if you have one already, then check for updates every day 5) get an anti-spyware (there are many for free), usually they detect keyloggers and other kind of spy programs that collect passwords 6) if you're in a webpage, always check the url on top f.e. you see the Cherrytap main page with all colors and pics like everyday, but the url, for example, looks like this: http://imgoing

Just A Little Something Interesting.....
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God88%Virgin33%A Romantic33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Come On Goth Needs Our Help
HEY everyone my friend Goth is in a comment contest he can use everyones help. He's a kick ass dj so please go swamp him with comments at this url http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=60269&albumid=110390&i=4230374039

Thought For The Day:
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

The Goodbye Letter
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that the bed was nicely made, and everything picked up. Then, he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst possible premonition, he opened the envelope with trembling hands, the letter read: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend, because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Stacy, and she is so nice, but I knew you would not approve of her, because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes, and because she is so much older than I am. But it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods, and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't, reall

My Two Loves
My Two Loves by JamieStarr © The year was 1987, I was 20, and it was January in Grand Rapids Michigan. I had just gotten out of the Army and as soon as I returned home I decided to go to a trade school for electronics. Since it had always been a hobby of mine, I already knew everything that they were going to teach me in that school, I just went in order to get the piece of paper that said that I knew it. I had to live out of my car because my parent's home was about a two and a half hour drive from the school. So, I went to the classes with the intention of getting my certification and going back home to find a career in computer repair. I never would have guessed that fate would intervene and change all of my well laid plans. About the third day there I met a couple of young women who would eventually play a very large part in my life, Miranda and Sue Ann. Miranda had dark hair, so dark most people who met her thought that it was dyed, and deep brown eyes. A very shapely girl

2 Weeks
hey all, not many of you read this anyway, but, im about to leave for my R&R out of hell, and ill be gone for 2-3 weeks, maybe i can hope for longet bug there is only so much that it can get streached to. ill hopefuly be changeing most of my personal pictures when i get back with new ones, the ones on here are not all the most recent ones. but if i dont talk to any of you in the next 3 weeks now you know why, ill see you soon, and thanks for all the luv you been showing

Take A Look At This Chick She Is Fucking Tom From Myspace
sorry every one i had to do that os that i can get the word out to vote for my cherrytap wife brianna (bri for short) here is a link to her contest the name of the contest is the sexiest woman of cherrytap contest. now to anther contest i am also in a contest so can u please vote 4 me as the ct's prince charming contest here is a lnk to that anyone who vote will get some thing from me that is if me and her win

Ocean?
I have no idea how this works, I have never been that good at these optical illusion pictures!!!! But the friend who sent me this said if you stare at it long enough, you should be able to see the ocean. I tried for a while. I can't see any stupid ocean!

My Living Room Floor
Has seen a lot of action over the last two plus years. Our house is really tiny so our daughter's crib is in our room. We both feel weird about fucking in the same room as Boo so blankets on the living room floor has been the standard operating procedure for the past 2.5+ years. It's a nice treat when she stays at one of the grandparent's and we can fuck in our own bed. What really sucks is when we forget to clean up afterwards or more likely don't get everything and forget a toy or two. Luckily the only things we've left out so far are toys that went unused and lube. On the plus side when we do put stuff away we're smart enough to put it out of her reach. It's bad enough when the kid walks out with a vibrator but if it's an acrylic butt plug that's a whole new level of explaining to the grandparents.

Not Going To Be On Much.
I'm sorry to all of my friends, I am going to be moving to a different town soon. I will be spending a lot of my time packing my stuff, and then moving. I'm not too sure as to when I will get my DSL on and running again, it usually takes 2 weeks after I get my phone turned on. I thank you all for your understanding, and I will come on as often as I can.

13 Things Pms Stands For
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood Shift 3 Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5 People Make me Sick 6 Provide Me with Sweets 7 Pardon My Sobbing 8 Pimples May Surface 9 Pass My Sweat pants 10. P*ssy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect Pass this on to all of your hormonal friends and those who might need a good laugh! ...Or men who need a warning. And remember: Money talks .... but Chocolate SINGS!!!

My Dream...
So I had this horrible dream last night. I actually have nothing better to do, so I'm going to tell ya bout it and see if anyone might have some insight to what it might mean. Who knows, guess we will see. So anyway, my dream somehow got to this point to where me, my dad, my lil sister, and a shit load of other people were walking down this river, this wide, huge river when something goes wrong. Next thing I know, we are all having to walk in the same direction to get away from something. I have no clue what we were running from, but it scared me. Anyway, my dad starts yelling, and its dark so I couldn't see him. But he had fallen in the river and was being carried along the rivers hard current pretty fast downstream when I hear him yelling to me and everyone to get in the water and float along, because it was faster and easier than walking. So we all get in. I have ahold of my lil sister so she don't go under when I see one of my friends struggling to keep her head above the water and

Birthday
Today is my birthday and It was great I got up to kinda clean the house up since a friend was coming over when they ogt off work this moring. Well I made plans to go to Georges house this morning because last year on my birthday I went to his house and he said it would be like a tadition that i come over early so he could spend some time with me. Well with my friend coming over I didnt know how i was going to see Pony and George at the same time. So my mom told me to sit down and close my eyes at like 7:30am so when I opened them there stood George. It was a great surprise to me when I saw him in fromt of me. A few minutes later Pony came over then Erin showed up. I wasnt expecting here to come over too so that was another surprise. With me being out of work and all it was nice to have some friends come over on my birthday. Then we got pizza for dinner and I got a movie for myself. I didnt get to watch it cause I was tired so I took a nap i will watch it tomorrow. So far my birthday is

My Roommate
My Roommate by Dingy_Jo © It was late, almost midnight and I was cybering away with some guy who was telling me what he could [or would like to] do to me. It was almost working, I was wet as hell, fingering away but I just couldn't get to the point that makes you gasp, your toes curl and your eyes roll back into your head. There was a big wet stain on the towel I had spread over my chair and I was completely nude except for my famous long T-shirt which was pulled up around my middle. I heard a noise in the living room, told my online lover that I would be right back and went to see what was happening. It was Lisa my roommate. She was obviously a little tipsy and had a tall handsome stranger in tow that was in worse condition. At 33 Lisa was 10 years my junior and in appearance quite a bit different. I was tall and slim with very light brown, almost blond hair and blue eyes while she was short, a little heavy with black hair and eyes. My 36c breasts couldn't hold a candle to her

New Job!
I had an interview for a job today. About 15 minutes after I got home, they called and said I got it! So I am their new Office Manager. I'm so excited. Finally things are all falling in place and I'm really happy.

Grandma Prostitute
Grandma Prostitute > >Lulu was a prostitute. One day there was a raid. All the prostitutes were >lined up outside the police station as they took them in one by one. > >As Lulu stood in line, she saw her Grandma coming down the street and was >so ashamed. Grandma didn't know her occupation. > >Grandma stopped to say hi, and asked what the line was for. >Lulu, saving face, said that the police were giving away fresh oranges to >those waiting. > >Grandma said wonderful, she loved oranges and got at the end of the line. > >When the policeman got to the end and saw her, he was amazed. He said >"How the heck do you do this at your age?" > >She said "I just take out my teeth, rip the skin back and suck'em dry!" > >The policeman fainted.

First Song I Ever Wrote Don't Choke It's Weak.
Burnin' Churches I bring the sick shit coming out the casket killin' all ya muthafucka's wit a .....you guess it drop you like a rock sixth soul on the pot next time check the locks before you let the tomb drop. SOMEBODY BETTER CALL THE COPS! is what their screamin' as I whip out the automatic and start preaching better run.... here I come the baddest MC with these muthafuckin' DEMONS! A bad seed a child conceived just to bring dark deeds I cry love to the angels above as I'm bringing down man turnin' those bitches in to sand. Jesus feel the Wraith of me. You chose to let them all free so I'll let them all see the pain that haunts the fires that consume me Demons of the light be afraid cuz I bring the muthafuckin' night wit SIC KILLA'S gettin' wicked in this bitch! I don't give no fucks if the lyrics smash you in the face tearin' bitches up limb by limb what I do I live for sin. My name is Syanide and this is an evolution I don't give no f

Tough Day In Hell
>Tough Day In Hell >One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in >despair, >he has his first meeting with the devil... >Satan: Why so glum? >Guy: What do you think? I'm in hell! >Satan: Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a >drinking man? >Guy: Sure, I love to drink. >Satan: Well you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays that's all we do is >drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab and Fresca. We drink >till we throw up and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry >about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway. >Guy: Gee, that sounds great! >Satan: You a smoker? >Guy: You better believe it! >Satan: All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from >all over the world and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, >you're already dead, remember? >Guy: Wow... that's awesome! >Satan: I bet you like to gamble. >Guy: Why yes, as a matter of fact I do. >Satan:

Sexiest Female Smile Contest
Hey Ladies. I'm Going To Be Holding A "Sexiest Female Smile" Contest. I'm Looking For Contestants Now. I Have Room For 15-20 People. So If You're Intrested Click The Link Below And Send Me A Private Msg. Contest Will Be By Most Comments And Will Go From Friday Noon To Sunday Noon Eastern Time. Prizes Will Be: 1st: Diamond Ring And A Pic Made By Me. 2nd: 5,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Anyway You Want. 3rd: 3,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Anyway You Want. Let Me Know A.S.A.P -RaiD

I'll Be~~reba Mcentire
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul. I'll be the light that shines for you. When you forget how beautiful you are I'll be there to remind you. When you can't find your way, I'll find my way to you. When troubles come around, I will come to you. I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll be there to carry you. I'll be there. I'll be the rock that will be strong for you. The one that will hold on to you. When you feel that rain falling down. When there's nobody else around. I'll be. And when you're there with no one there to hold. I'll be the arms that reach for you. And when you feel your faith is running low. I'll be there to believe in you. When all you find are lies. I'll be the truth you need. When you need someone to run to . You can run to me I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll b

Autumn Tears.
Autumn Tears. Now when all of the summers sunshine That’s warmed our lives early years in the past But now your loving hands , reach for mine And holds them close to your heart, at last. Not often enough the robin comes to build Her nest upon the leafless boughs As autumn has taken and winter has chilled But you , my friend, still love me now. Even though there are wrinkles on my hands And also on my face, it is true The marks of my aging now Has broken the blooming flower of youth. Years has fled , as my every girlish grace Which might have won a lovers vow But despite my age and faded face And aging heart, still loves you now. I do not count my wasted tears and there is no scars where they did fall I no longer think back of the wasted years Or the heartaches we had that I recall. I do not worry that time or fate Can bring any hurt and pain to us now For this love that’s has came of late Our souls will stay always young now. By DLM 200

My Private Christmas Party
My Private Christmas Party by sierra © I have a big night to prepare for. It's the big company Christmas party and I'm hoping for a great night. I've been looking forward to this night for about a year. I've picked out my outfit already, it's a one piece pant suit in black, with a shiny top that closes like a bath robe, no buttons. I must depend on my cleavage to keep it closed. I do hope I look sexy in my new outfit, for I'm hoping to catch some attention. I shave my legs and my crotch, just as I always do. I apply some lotion to make my skin soft and smooth. As my fingers glide over my flesh, I get the tingles. All the nerve endings under my skin swell, exaggerating every touch, every feel, every glide of my fingertips. My body is screaming for attention, but I am still alone. Tonight, I promise myself, just wait until tonight! I hope to finally capitalize on an opportunity to spend the night with a man I know from work. For about a year now, we talk frequently, flirt often, a

Body To Body, Heart To Heart~~cher
Body to body, body to body Heart to heart Body to body, body to body Heart to heart Looking in your eyes tonight I can see everything I need Holding your heart close to mine Feeling you, breathing you We melt together, two become as one Night is burning hotter than the sun When I'm with you When I'm with you I could drown in your eyes Die in your arms Live for these moments here in the dark I don't know where I end Not sure where you start When we're body to body, heart to heart Body to body, heart to heart Body to body, body to body Heart to heart Breathing every breath with you Next to you is where I need to be Part of every part of you Feeling you feeling me We melt together in a tender kiss No night has ever been a night like this When I'm with you When I'm with you I could drown in your eyes Die in your arms Live for these moments here in the dark I don't know where I end Not sure where you start When we're body to body, heart to heart Bo

My Pool Experience
My Pool Experience by ddsfantacy © It was a nice warm sunny day. Everyone was off doing his or her own thing and I was alone in the house. I decided to go out by the pool and lay in the sun naked. No one was around and I knew they would not be home for sometime so I felt very safe in doing this. Well I got my towel and the sunscreen and went out back to the pool. I sat in the lounge chair and put on my sunscreen, squeezing it out of the bottle all over my body. Rubbing it in my arms, legs, belly, tits, and even on my hairless pussy so it would not get sun burnt. I lay there for quite a while just enjoying the warm rays of the sun. For some reason I had this feeling I was being watched but every time I opened my eyes and looked around there was no one there. I looked at the neighbor's house, where the two college guys lived but there did not seem to be anyone home. Everything was quiet . I looked over at the wooded area on the other side but could see nothing so I settled back in

Asshole Friends
ASSHOLE FRIENDS Current mood: aggravated This is for the people who do not like what i post on my blogs FUCK YOU AND STOP READING THEM!!! AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU DELETE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE IF YOU WHERE A FRIEND YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND AND NOT BE AN ASS!!!! Currently listening : I'll Shut up When You Fuck Off By The Almighty Trigger Happy Release date: By 22 August, 2000

My Own Party
My Own Party by sophistikat © Suddenly there were hands all over her. They were pulling off her clothes, pleasuring her in every way. Then a kiss full on her lips, but it was dark and she couldn't see who was doing it. Crash! Lisa woke up. She couldn't tell if she really heard a noise or not. The night was silent and cold, yet she felt flush and warm from her dream. She sat up to hear better, but the silence was only interrupted by the drip from her sink. She put her head back on the pillow. "Wow what a dream!" she thought to herself still feeling the effects of the hormones rushing through her body. Crash! Lisa sat up straight. It sounded like it came from outside. She slid out of bed feeling vulnerable in only her nightshirt and panties. She crept over to the window staying low to the ground, more for comfort than effect. She looked out the window. The neighbor's house was lit up. They had told her they were having a party tonight. She had even been invited, but had o

Poor
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have w

Things That Piss Me Off!
1. This war. 2. Backstabbers. 3. Close minded people. 4. Disrespectable people. 5. Freeloaders. 6. People that are too afraid to help others. 7. Friends that say they are your "true, close, best" friend, but aren't there when you REALLY need them. 8. People that use other people for their personal pleasure. 9. People that truely have no hearts. 10. Men that use, beat, harrass women and children. 11. Men that only befriend you to ask if they can see some "private" pics of ya. 12. People that get your hopes up, then let you down. (yes I am guilty of this, but I mean ppl that do it daily or on purpose) 13. Men that only want you for a piece of ass but say they don't want you for that. 14. People that hide their true selves. 15. Haters in general. People are human and are bound to make a few mistakes, give em a damn break! 16. People that don't think its ok to share whats on their mind. 17. People that won't work for what they have or appre

You'll See My Teeth In The Stars Above
Haven't had time, or desire for that matter, to post a blog lately, but here's something so look out... Regional Manager down again tomorrow. Joyous Day I really don't think I have it left in me to witty and humorous anymore. Twelve hour days, six days a week will really drain a man. Do I put effort into cooking dinner or bathing tonight? Hmmm. I'm going to go with hygeine (again). Looks like it will be cheese dip and Tostitos for all eternity. Wash it down with a 60-40 split of warm beer and cold green tea. Chase with a pack of Marlboro's and Presto! I call it the "Die Young and Leave a Good Looking Corpse Diet" All I want for Christmas is my life back... -Robert

K...i'm Off
Time for me to get ready and go night night. I have an early work day tomorrow. I hope everyone has an excellent week! Thanksgiving is right around the corner. We can all gain 5 pounds together. :o) Leave me some love, or a message or whatever and I promise I will get back to you. Until then...pleasant dreams. And don't let the bed bugs bite....too hard. Cheers and Beers! Sam

Help Me Forget
Help me to forget the passions that we stold. I do not want to fell this way in my heart. You are always on my mind. I feel your presence there and I can not shake the feeling that I am a slave to your will. You told me too forget you but I can not get over you. I always think of you. I am not happy since you have left me. I cry all the time. I miss sweet sexy man. I want to feel your heat again. You make me feel like no other has and I know that's sad you see. Because you do not want me anymore in your life as a friend or otherwise. My heart is broke and my trust has been betrayed. Do you know what you have done to me or do you even care? I want to feel you in me again to pleasure me all over, sending sweet shivers up and down my spine. Where are you tonight my love, I need to hold you near. Come back to me lover and tell me it's not over.

Totally Pissed
Alright I'm completely pissed at this stupid fuckin site tonight. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'm going to drown in nyquil. Not sure what to do. I'm not redoing the contest. No winners, sorry if someone was winning..I dont have the cherry buck because I was relying on the contest to earn me enough. Grrr..I'm angry...

Introduce Yourself! Ice Breaker Or Shall I Say Poppin With Your Cherries...
I am fairly new at this. Hell its only last nite and i am already got popped too many cherries... LOL... that was wicked. Ahh just wanna drop cherrio... Ahh have no fear, drop hello and see if you are worthy my cherry. In the meantime hope Y/you all have great week! S

Truth Or Fiction
How do I know what to feel. How do I know what to believe. When it is so easy for you to not be here, when is is so easy for you to leave. I love you, you say so easy, yet days go by without a word. How can my heart not be broken, why will my heart never learn. I thought you were the one to complete me, even when I have much to learn. I thought your words were true to believe, but now I know I am not your concern. I will go on without you. Forget that you were ever here. I will not trust so easy next time, I will now live in fear.

Poem
Care This room is silent, static crackles electrical energy buzzes through wires, sound of scratching of graphite on paper pour words from a mind not wanting to care. The silence beckons, turn out the light lock the door let in the night embrace the dark and the cold air breath the lonliness no need to care. Walk the halls, footsteps echoing corridors of the mind dark and foreboding whispering shadows scratch the soul long it is forgotten the ability to care. The sun she rises, the glare piercing hurting the eyes squinting with pain noises of morning rush through the brain it sends you insane unable to care. These scratching sounds, my pencil on paper to the earth I'm bound and live in danger eyes are closed searching the dark there is no remorse for I don't care.

Thoughts On Bay Shore, The City And Fashion School
its so hard being so bipolar one weekend im coming home from FIT, sitting on the train wondering why im leaving the people i love to see people i cant stand. and other times im departing from the bay shore station completely depressed, wondering how i can return to people that dont appreciate me and never will- quite the way im appreciated in bay shore. sometimes its both. i can be headed home on a friday so excited, and by sunday i cant wait to get back on the LIR and get the fuck off of that island. i wish i knew what it was like to be stable. to have something constant in life that you could always rely on. that you know will always make you happy. i wish i was dependant on drugs or alcohol. something that would always be there for me... but ive seen it fail too many times. ive seen it go wrong so often. i wish i had a boyfriend that i knew would be at the station waiting for me every friday and upset saying goodbye to me each monday morning- but knowing wed be togeather again in l

I Am So Sick Of....
You know I am really fucking sick and tired of opening a bullrtin and its some if you hate jesus dont post me crap. This isnt church. Share that shit there. Don't force it on the rest of us ffs. If you don't like what I am saying then take me off your fucking friends list. I am seriously sick of that hidden garble. It has gotten to where I seriously do not wanna open bulletins anymore. Do everyone a favor and STOP FUCKING POSTING THIS CRAP. Do you seriously think Jesus gives a rats ass whether or not you post that shit on cherrytap?????? Of course he doesnt!!!!!!!!!! Get a fucking life. I swear some people make me sick. From now on I'm going to start posting "Satan loves you 90% of cockstains wont repost this". I am soooooo fucking glad your religious but this is CHERRYTAP!!!! JESUS DOESNT CARE IF YOU REPOST! I PROMISE! YOUR NOT GONNA BURN IN HELL FOR NOT REPOSTING! ~Countess Filth~

Is This What Being An Adult Means?
You worry about every little thing, don't you? You start to know people out of your frame of mind. People that you'd see in bars on a rainy Tuesday now are your friends. They start telling you about the woes, the drugs, but they seem okay with it. Your fine with them telling you, they seem happy, content maybe. "Hey, that's how it goes." You shrug, and agree. When did we stop striving for something different? Is that happiness, just accepting hardship? Maybe we just make things hardier for ourselves. We say "addiction" as an excuse. We say "problems" because we create them without looking for a solution. We just need to keep the simple solutions in are head; that if you don't try, you really won't get anywhere.

Things I Hate....
OMG I DELETED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That fucking sucked now I have to do it all over! I hate lots of people my friend. LOTS. I guess the people I hate more than anything though are so- called "friends' who talk smack about you behind your back the kiss your fucking ass to your face. Then use your pad so they can drink and play on your computer bc they cant do it at home bc the losers still live with thier fucking parents. They have no personality so they try to steal someone elses .... AND they dont do a good job at that!!!!!I know that over the years I have become "somewhat" cold, indifferent, apathetic, sarcastic, and mean.... okay I have pretty much became a premenstral bitch year round. Thats okay. That I can accept. But why.....WHY, If you know this about me would you run the risk of pissing me off. I won't make a scene in public oh no that makes me look like an ass..... However......I will get my revenge cockstain in private. It will be subtle and you will cry... that I can f

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Hope
THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO AMY SUE HART. WHO STILL HASN'T PULLED THE KNIFE OUT OF MY BACK YET. IT'S ABOUT A PERSON WHO GOES CRAZY, AND STARTS GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF KILLING A LOVER, BUT CANNOT DO IT. SO THIS PERSON IS HOPING THAT SOMEONE WILL. THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED "HOPE". WRITING THIS WAS A VERY IMPORTANT PART OF MY HEALING. I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS PSYCHO BEFORE. NOR WILL I EVER AGAIN. A LOT OF THESE WORDS AND THOUGHTS WERE EXAGGERATED, JUST TO MAKE ME LAUGH, AND I TRULY DIDN'T WISH THIS ON HER. BUT IF IT HAPPENED, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN KINDA COOL. LOL. PLEASE ENJOY WHAT WAS ONCE MY PAIN. PEACE. POST SCRIPT: THE REASON I SAY "PERSON", IN THE DESCRIPTION ABOVE, IS BECAUSE THIS CAN BE THE POINT OF VIEW FROM A MAN OR WOMAN. GIRLS, YOU KNOW YOU'VE FELT IT BEFORE. LOL. Hope (gothic industrial metal funk) CLICK TITLE ON PLAYER TO PLAY SONG HOPE: In the state of a psycho-delicate mind being twisted, I want you to know, to me to you I never existed. Finally on the giving end

"the Player"
The Player He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you He does all the things that you love to do He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams You belong together, or so it seems! He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair He tells you that he'll always be there His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight, His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right! You ditch all your friends for your new obsession You don't realize your future is full of depression You think that you love him, you give him your heart Little do you know that he'll tear it apart You do what he wants, you know its not good You told him slow down, and you think he understood You let it slide by, he's just having fun You'll learn to like it as time goes on! He's taken your heart, and locked it away And you see him with a different girl the next day You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive, He

My Night With Two Strippers
My Night with Two Strippers by StrongMaster7 © The Electric Dollhouse used to be a strip club in a rural area, not far from a large university. It was far enough off-campus that not many college students went there. They'd rather drink nickel beers and stare at the coeds than pay five bucks cover charge, five more for the beer and then have to tip a few dollars an hour or get the cold shoulder from the dancers, some of whom weren't worth the trip to start with. It was in an old warehouse district, out of the way. It always sent a thrill down my spine to go there. I was about twenty-two, out of college but with the rest of the year paid for on my college apartment lease, thanks to my parents' generosity. And with no girlfriend, there were worse ways to pass a Sunday afternoon than checking out some female flesh. I parked my junker next to the plumbing supply warehouse, so I could get out easier than if I had parked in the cramped parking lot of the Dollhouse. It was dark and thre

"why?"
Why do i miss him? He backstabbed me Acted like he didnt care about me at all But then he came back..because i let him Why did i let him come back? I know he doesnt deserve me but maybe just maybe he will change Thats just wishful thinking Why do i let him treat me like this? Why do i care? I try and i try to say this is the last time but everytime i see him i forget and then i forgive How could i be so stupid I sit here and let him walk all over me "I love you" he says "i love u 2" i say jokingly "i rly do" he says i dont believe him i dont want to believe him because im scared to be with him and im scared of him He has me right where he wants me And i Wish he didnt Cuz now he knows he means something and he uses it to his advantage I try to be stubborn and i try to say no but he wont give up and leave me alone.

Vitamin Information
About 40% of Americans are currently taking a multi-vitamin and do NOT realize synthetic vitamins are so much different from whole food vitamins!A whole food vitamin comes right from the vegetables and fruits we eat and has many things attached to it that make it a "whole vitamin". When we purchased synthetic vitamins, they are manufactured in a lab and the body cannot use them because they are stripped of all the other components that make a vitamin whole. As a result, the body must pull these missing nutrients from other areas of the body just to be able to utilize these synthetic vitamins. Scientific studies have proven that the synthetic form of Vitamin C (ascorbic acid) can actually thicken the arterial walls of the heart by as much as 2.5 times. Other synthetic forms of Vitamin A, E, etc. can be potentially just as dangerous. This is why we want to educate America on the amazing difference between whole food based vitamins and synthetic. The Greatest Vitamin in the World is proud

What's In A Name?
I picked out a wall color today. I found this beautiful color that can alternately look blue, purple, or grey. Does it really matter that it is called Hailstorm? Guess it beats the hell out of Burple. LOL! Yes, silly random amusement today.

Love
What is love? Love is when you cuddle with your special one. Love is looking at a childs smile. Love is when you heart goes a flutter. when your special one is near. Love is when you look in your pets eyes. Love what is it? Love is all around even when you feel none. Love is when she falls asleep and you stay with her. Lovers holding hands . Lovers stealing a kiss in public. So what is this thing called Love? It is many different things. So easy to see but sometimes so hard to see. Yes Love is many things! So open your heart and open your eyes For Love is all around! Caty

Beer....
Your color is so rich and brown it's so hard for me to turn you down The feel of you is so smooth if I have too much I start to groove Cold to the touch but warm all the same without you they would say I was tame You are the last one and for you I will fight They will try to take you but with all of my might... I will hold on to you like there is no other as if you were my sister or my brother So here's to you, my companion and friend for what you do each day, end on end Hops and aging make you tasty and cool Here's to you BEER! Forever my brew.... Sam~From CT~ :o) I had to do it. So much on here is so serious. My first attempt at writing in a looooong time. And y'all KNOW how much I like beer...lol

Frozen Peach Shortcake Squares
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 3 hr 10 min Makes: 12 servings 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed 1 pt. (2 cups) vanilla ice cream, softened 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Brand Peach Flavor Gelatin (unprepared) 4 cups pound cake cubes 1/4 cup raspberry preserves 12 small peach slices 12 raspberries STIR whipped topping, ice cream and dry gelatin in large bowl until well blended. Stir in cake cubes. Spoon into 8-inch square pan. FREEZE 3 hours or until firm. DRIZZLE with raspberry preserves. Cut into squares. Top each square with 1 peach slice and 1 raspberry. Store leftover dessert in freezer. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Prepare as directed, using COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping, low-fat ice cream, JELL-O Brand Peach Sugar Free Low Calorie Gelatin and reduced fat pound cake. How to Thaw COOL WHIP Place unopened 8 oz. tub in refrigerator for 4 hours. Do not thaw in microwave. Jazz It Up NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutriti

Moist Caramel Apple Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr 35 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow cake mix 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Vanilla or French Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1 cup water 4 eggs 1/3 cup oil 3 medium Granny Smith apples, peeled, coarsely chopped 20 KRAFT Caramels, unwrapped 3 Tbsp. milk PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 12-cup fluted tube pan or 10-inch tube pan. Beat cake mix, dry pudding mix, water, eggs and oil in large bowl with electric mixer on low speed until blended. Beat on high speed 2 min. Gently stir in apples. Pour into prepared pan. BAKE 50 min. to 1 hour or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 20 min.; remove from pan. Cool completely on wire rack. MICROWAVE caramels and milk in microwaveable bowl on HIGH 1-1/2 min., stirring every 30 sec. until blended. Cool 10 min. until slightly thickened. Drizzle over cake. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Cooking Know-How Do not use cake mix wit

Baker's® One Bowl Banana Cream Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 3 hr 15 min Makes: 12 servings 35 NILLA Wafers, divided 1/4 cup BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut, toasted 2 cups cold milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 1 large banana, sliced 1/2 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, shaved into curls (see Tip) COVER bottom of 9-inch springform pan with wax paper. Stand 12 of the wafers vertically on end around edge of prepared pan. Coarsely crush remaining 23 wafers; sprinkle evenly onto bottom of pan. Top with coconut; set aside. POUR milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the whipped topping. Spread half of the pudding mixture over coconut in crust; cover with layers of bananas and the remaining pudding mixture. Top with the remaining 1 cup whipped topping. REFRIGERATE at least 3 hours or overnight. Top with

Funnel Cakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 10 servings, 1 funnel cake each 1-1/2 cups flour 1/4 cup granulated sugar 1-1/2 tsp. CALUMET Baking Powder 1/2 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 2 eggs 1 cup milk 1 tsp. vanilla Oil, for frying 1/4 cup powdered sugar SIFT flour, granulated sugar, baking powder, baking soda and salt into large mixing bowl; set aside. Beat eggs, milk and vanilla in bowl with wire whisk until well blended. Add to flour mixture; mix well. HEAT oil to 375°F in large saucepan or deep fryer. Slowly pour 1/4 cup of the batter into hot oil in a free-form lattice pattern. Cook 30 sec. on each side or until golden brown on both sides. Drain funnel cake on paper towels. Repeat with remaining batter, allowing oil to return to 375°F between batches. SPRINKLE with powdered sugar. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Make it Easy Use a plastic squeeze bottle to pour the batter into the hot oil. Cut the tip wide enough to form a steady stream of batte

Done With Ct For Awhile.
I aint whining, crying, bitching or whatever else you wanna claim I am doing. I am going to be stating a FACT!!! I am VERY annoyed right now and I am annoyed with a chat room on aol AND this site actually! I have almost 1900 friends/fans on this site and i barely get participation! I'm assuming, wait, I KNOW everyone on this site just added me for the points and I am sick of that. Yeah, it's GREAT to get the points cuz yes I get people to add and I have 185 pics of me on here and don't get many comments but ONLY on nudes. That is a LITTLE ridiculous that people just care about that so I closed it to only "Family" being able to see it! I help people out and I've only had a couple people me out and I absolutely appreciate that. I might check in now and then but other than that..nah. Unless, things change I won't be here, PLUS, its the holiday season and I work in retail so I won't have time. Oh well, cuz really..NO ONE cares! I know it, you know it and don't say othe

Creamy Layered Fruit Sensation
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 2 hr 25 min Makes: 16 servings, 1/2 cup each 1 pkg. (9 oz.) angel food cake 3 Tbsp. orange juice 1/4 tsp. almond extract 2-1/2 cups fat free milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Fat Free Sugar Free Instant Reduced Calorie Pudding & Pie Filling 1-1/2 cups thawed COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping, divided 2 pkg. (12 oz. each) frozen mixed berries, thawed, well drained (about 4 cups frozen or 2-1/2 cups thawed berries) CUT cake into cubes; place in large bowl. Combine orange juice and almond extract. Drizzle over cake cubes; toss lightly. POUR milk into another large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the whipped topping. LAYER half the cake cubes in bottom of 2-qt. glass serving bowl or 2-qt. round baking dish. Reserve a few berries for garnish. Top with layers of half each of the remaining berries and pudding mixture. Repeat layers. Cover w

Your Kiss
For DJ 11-13-06 I live for your kiss The want in your eyes I long for your touch The need builds inside I live for you kiss I want noone else You make me whole Im nothing myself I need to feel you to complete my life I long for your touch And you by my side I live for your kiss And to wake up in your arms I miss you so much and that makes me sad You my sweet baby the best i have had I live for your kiss long for your touch I need you right now to hold me tonite I miss you so much And not much I can do Hope for the time til I can be with you I live for your kiss Ill die in your arms I love you so much I will try to be strong

Beat Me In The Name Of The Father, The Son, And The Holy Spirit...owie...i Mean Amen
as found on: http://www.waningmoon.com/darkpagan/lib/lib0025.shtml Masochism as a Spiritual Path by Dorothy C. Hayden, CSW It has only been in the last hundred years that masochism has been seen as a perversion. When the nineteenth-century psychiatrist Krafft-Ebing placed the term masochism under the rubric "General Pathology" in his famous book "Psychopathia Sexualis", masochism began to get bad press. A few decades later, Freud wrote about masochism as a function of infantile sexuality, incomplete development, stunted growth, and childish irresponsibility. Since then, masochism has been irrevocably allocated to the ghetto of "perversion" and the clinical community has viewed it as a pathological aberration that must be cured. In the thousands of years before that, however, a masochistic-spiritual connection prevailed throughout most of civilization. Whereas psychology considered masochism as a disease, pre-nineteenth century religion regarded it as a cure. The ancients wer

Boston Cream Pie
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr 15 min Makes: Makes 10 servings. 1 round yellow cake layer (9 inch) 1 cup cold milk 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1-1/2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 1 square BAKER'S Unsweetened Baking Chocolate 1 Tbsp. butter 3/4 cup powdered sugar 2 Tbsp. cold milk CUT cake horizontally into two even layers with serrated knife; set aside. POUR 1 cup milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mix. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in whipped topping. Let stand 5 min. to thicken. Place bottom cake layer on serving plate. Spread with pudding mixture; top with the remaining cake layer. MICROWAVE chocolate and butter in medium microwaveable bowl on HIGH 1 min. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. Add sugar and 2 Tbsp. milk; stir until well blended. Spread over top of cake. Refrigerate at least 1 hour or until ready to serve. Store in refrigerator. K

Hhhmmmm??
lately i have been wondering why it seems so hard for a good kindhearted guy to find and get with a good woman.im i in the wrong town,in the wrong place at the wrong time?just not sure,maybe it will happen one of these days.

Current National Prophecy Given By Kim Clement
October 28, 2006 - Hollywood, CA LOTS OF SECRETS REVEALED! God says, there was a time when I stood before a woman who was thirsty, but she didn't really know that the Water of Life was standing right next to her. Now I'm gonna walk the streets of Hollywood, L.A. and I'm gonna take the streets Myself, says the Lord of Hosts, says the Lord of Hosts. God says, I'm gonna take to the streets, I'm gonna take to the media, every business in this place is gonna hear about the secrets of the Lord, says the Lord of Hosts. I'm gonna take your children, send them to the schools, send them to the highways, byways, backstreet alleys, everywhere that I want them to go, says the Lord of Hosts. Do you believe? If you believe, shout, shout, shout, shout! God's Spirit says, what I'm gonna do in Los Angeles, what I'm gonna do in Hollywood is so unusual, so different that the Church shall call it "evil." My people who are called by My name shall humble themselves. And the Spirit of God says, I wi

Good To Know :)
as found on: http://www.waningmoon.com/darkpagan/lib/lib0018.shtml Grim's Flogging FAQ Distribution Policy Comments, ideas and constructive criticism always welcomed. As with all of my postings, any archivist is welcome to copy and distribute this story appropriately without let or hindrance, provided that the distribution is free of charge and the entire posting remains intact and unedited. Disclaimer of a legal sort Striking the human body must be considered dangerous. As I am neither a medical nor a legal professional, the following is offered as my opinion only, not a recommendation for any activity. Nothing can possibly replace personal experience and learning directly from those who have been there before. There are now workshops and demonstrations available in larger cities, avail yourself of one. I have no control over the use of this information, use it at your own risk. And as ever, proceed with caring. WITH WHAT? A 'flogger' shall remain for the moment 'any

The Intelligent Parrot
This guy is not getting along so well with his wife and thinks maybe he'd like to have a pet he can get along with. So, he goes to a pet shop in search of a friend. After looking around he spots a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says out loud, "Geez, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" "I was born this way," says the parrot. "I'm a defective parrot." "Ha, ha," the guy laughs. "It sounded like this parrot actually understood what I said and answered me." "I understood every word," says the parrot. "I am a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird." "Yeah?" The guy asks. "Then answer this; how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is a little embarrassing, but since you asked I'll tell you. I wrap my little parrot penis around this wooden bar, kind of like a little hook. You can't see it cause of my feathers." "Wow," says guy, "you really can understand and answer, can't you?"

I Have A Headache From Hell!
Today was a pretty good day over all. I've had this sinus drainage since yesterday though. We went out of town to visit some old friends and driving home was hell. My head hurt so bad that the car lights made it impossible to see. It still hurts today. I will be glad when it's over. Anywho, I FINALLY get to get started on my Phlebotomy clinicals tomorrow. So I'm gonna go to bed early. I'm so glad! I can't wait to get it over with! It's been a long time since I was in class. I hope that I can remember some of the stuff anyway. Well, I'm outta here for now. Have a great night and please pray for my friend Jammie. She lost her husband yesterday. God bless you Jammie and RIP Steve!

Continued-kim Clement
Personal History Kim Clement was born September 30, 1956 in South Africa, a nation divided by apartheid. Transformation In 1974, Kim had a life-changing experience while dying in a street, overdosed on heroin and stabbed in the chest. This is when Kim became a Christian. Between 1976 to 1978, was a Pastor of Music and Youth Ministry Pastor at various churches. During this time, Kim worked as a counselor in a drug rehab center (Vital Link). He also worked with and trained mentally handicapped children assisting in their co-ordination by teaching music. In 1978, Kim married Jane Elizabeth Barnes in Durban, South Africa. Kim and Jane have been married for 25 years and have 5 children. Kim’s work in his native land culminated in the co-founding and building of the first non-racial church in South Africa, The Lyric Christian Center. This work, established by Dr. Fred Roberts, defied the racial apartheid system and welcomed all races. Calling In 1981 came to the United St

My New Neighbors
My New Neighbors by TongueDocAtWork © It was a hot and muggy day now that summer was in full bloom. The night temperature would only drop to the high 70's or low 80's, just the way I liked it. It was really quiet around my house since my divorce. My wife and I couldn't see eye to eye on a lot of things and we drifted apart over the years. I couldn't blame her for wanting more but I didn't think she had to go to the extreme of fucking my best friend while I was away weekly. I guess she wanted more than I could give her so she said, "Fuck it!" and disappeared into the night about six months ago with my neighbor. I was kind of pissed at first but now I was enjoying my freedom. My wife and I never had children so that wasn't an issue. I glanced over at the vacant house next-door and wondered if it would ever sell. I heard from the realtor about a week ago and he told me he had a couple coming by today to show the house to, all I wanted was someone nice. I cleaned up around the house

Last Rant Of The Day
i feel sick to my stomach. just another fight wit someone...i forget how it feels like all the wind gets knocked out of you. i wanna stay home tomorrow instead of going to school. there's no point in me going tomorrow, all the homework i'll have will be from calculus. i dont think i could sit through any classes tomorrow. i wish i could see zack. he may be a stoner but he's got a soothing prescence. every time i see him i'm happy and he remembers me. i have yet to smoke cigs with him. i havent played pass the smoke in awhile and mayb i could play with TU cuz he's gay and wouldnt mind. ugh, i want pix of me smoking. i should just die...right now...right here...goddess, call me home, please? *edit* it's all my goddamn'd fault...i'm so sorry...why suffer thru this? plz goddess, let me end this mess i call a life. you know as well as i do that i wont make it in the real world, no matter how much i think i'm ready. i wont get married, i wont have children, i wont h

Is It Me ????
Or does it seem like the whole world is just really fucked up ? I mean wtf are people thinking when they lie to you. It's usually pretty easy to find out why (too late), But with some people you can't even figure that part out. Some shit just makes NO sense at all. Why would someone keep you around with lies, who's getting absolutely nothing from you. Is this person just so bored with thier life that they have to fuck with yours ?Is it fun for them, do they just wanna see how long you'll buy the shit ?? I mean what's the fucking deal ,, really ??? Somebody tell me !

**me & Ash Score Alike Again!**
You scored as Nyx. Your Nyx! Night time is your favorite. Your the controler of dreams and nightmares. You are also a sign of mystery and darkness. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Nyx81%Inanna56%Diana44%Freyja44%~Which goddess of the moon would you be? (sweet pics)~created with QuizFarm.com

My Visit Begins
My Visit Begins by MBjasmine © Six days ago, we set the day for my visit with You. As each day passes i get more excited. We have spoken everyday, either on the internet or phone or both. You have sent me emails counting down the days and teased me by giving me hints of what is in store for me. I get so excited when i see Your name in my inbox. My heart races and i get giddy like a schoolgirl with each email. Last night i packed. Picking each outfit with care. Wanting to look sexy for You. You do not tell me what i must wear, only that i come to You in a skirt. The rest of the apparel for my visit is mine to decide. This is the only decision i have to make about my visits, yet i struggle with it each time. When i step out of the car i want to look perfect for You. To be the most beautiful sub You have ever had. One You are pleased with and proud of and one You can show off and brag about. Of course we spoke over the internet last night. I asked You not to let me cum. We both

For Anyone Who Is Interested In Prophecy Of The Bible And What God Is Saying Now -www.kimclemt.com
KIM CLEMENT A HIGHLY NOTED PHORPHET OF GOD: ABOUT KIM AND WHO HE IS. Inspired Present Kim's appearances on TBN and other television networks reach millions worldwide. Kim has performed and will continue to share his inspired messages in venues like the Rose Bowl Stadium in Pasadena, California, The House of Blues in Hollywood, California, and other public venues including schools, colleges, and prisons. Notable Retrospective In 1974, Kim completed his first major motion picture film score for A Winters Tale, a Sheppard/Farmer film of Australia. In 1996, Kim performed at Washington for Jesus on the steps of the U.S. Capitol, where over 200,000 people were gathered. Kim has received various invitations to open sessions of The House of Representatives as the guest minister in Washington D.C. In 2005, Kim released Secrets of the Prophetic, a biographical book of his life and the phenomenon of the prophet. Kim has produced scores of live performance audiotape

My Two Ladies
My Two Ladies by damon132 © I am straight with a bent towards the kinky. I like bdsm and am quite skilled in many of the bdsm arts. The psychology and physical aspects of things like bondage and multiple play partners intrigues me. I have worked in the last few years to explore this area of sexuality for myself. The purpose of this story is to tell about the last time I had my two women over at the same time. This is a true story, NOT a fantasy as so many stories are on this site. Or maybe it is best described as a fantasy I have actually acted out many times. Let me introduce you to my two women. Donna (not her real name) is a good fuck buddy I have played with for about 8 months. She is very sexually open, has a great body 5'5" with 36D tits (I am a tit man) and a moderate build and bout 135 lbs. She is 50 years old but could pass easily for 40. She and I can talk about anything. From our first date she wanted me to arrange a threesome with two or more men. I said I could d

Newer Rap, But Not Best.
Good things happen to bad people That's why I'm rizing to the steple I'm taking over cuz I'm evil Like Kenivel I rely on my steel wit my gat between your lips screamin' HOW DOES IT F-E-E-L! To not be the best the vest can't protect you when I'm aiming straight down your neck and I really don't give a fuck if ya thinks it's just a bluff I rip ya eyeballs out and shove'em in your butt WHAT. I'm goin' out to be the muthafuckin' greatest I'm stompin' on this planet have it spinnin' like Uranus. Painless at least for me as I puffin' on my weed gods good green that I need and I fiend there I go on the same note again fuck it I take a hit and hold it in On a quest to get blown again and I ain't gonna stop till I'm doin' it again, BITCH! now I see this chick so I'm honing in only took 10 minutes for the X to kick in now I'm lookin' for a way to get my dick in cuz I need puzzy like I need crack fuck the pick-up lines lets just hit the sack. Bitch.

Heather Pink!
we shot with miss heather pink, porn star extraordinaire. good lord she is hot! heather pink is going to be doing her own website, it should be live in about a month. we did two shoots so far, and i hope she likes us enough to do more! this girl is sweet, funny and alot of fun to work with. she even let me put my glasses on her butt to take a silly picture. go get her movies! she has one of the cutest vaginas i have had the pleasure of seeing, and that bitch is flexible! this is my post to confess my undying love for miss heather pink! xoxoxox

Rain
clouded judgment thundering voice sharp tongued devil leaves me no choice tears of silence fall like rain puddle of sadness neverending pain one person gives the other takes one person cares and its a mistake a life is changed in the blink of an eye old give way to new as they wither and die tears fall down along my face a light shines on me from a different place this light can keep me from crawling away she keeps me from leaving and ending my day

My Trip Tp Halloween Horror Nights
This is a blog that I posted on my MSN Site and still trying to figure out how to add the pictures. If you want to see this train wreak of a blog and others go to my MSN Site www.teddybastard.spaces.live.com Dam it's been awhile! Where did I leave off? Oh Yes being plastered the night before HHN. We got to Islands of Adventures bout 4pm and hit The Hulk roller coaster and the Spiderman ride....Pretty cool. Note to self! - Dont Ride Roller coasters while nursing a massive hangover! Then bout 5:45 we went to the area where they would let us into Universal Studios for Horror Nights. That is where the fun began, I did something I haven't done before but I must admit it gave me a good feeling for the rest of the night. Friend gave me a little pill and says drink it with water and continue to drink water for the rest of the night. Let the Rolling begin OK enuff of my tripping on X We hit the 1st house called All Night Die In 2. Ok house, t

Clouded Nitemare
climb my walls and come inside see who i really am see me before I die and something else takes my place bloodshot eyes sunken face ive never walked the path of life without fear ive never climbed the wall of hate and seen you clear take me down and shed my skin while spinning round walls are now closing in hit the ground I felt the thing you used to be it sits right here i live the thing you always fear clouded nightmare

Mean People Suck
I just don't understand why some people feel the need to constantly lie to the ones they love. Is it from insecurity? they think people won't like them if they don't tell tall tales. Do they really think people are so stupid to just believe the lies over and over again? you fool me once, shame on you - you fool me twice, shame on me..... Why can't everyone just love each other and not LIE? Even people who claim to be christian and god fearing, they LIE....I just don't get it. can someone help me understand why? do they want people to feel sorry for them? maybe it's all just manipulation when you chew thru all the 'b-s'. what is up with that?

Faith Or Experience?
November 13, 2006 Faith or Experience? . . . the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me —Galatians 2:20 My Utmost For His Highest Cover About this cover We should battle through our moods, feelings, and emotions into absolute devotion to the Lord Jesus. We must break out of our own little world of experience into abandoned devotion to Him. Think who the New Testament says Jesus Christ is, and then think of the despicable meagerness of the miserable faith we exhibit by saying, "I haven’t had this experience or that experience"! Think what faith in Jesus Christ claims and provides— He can present us faultless before the throne of God, inexpressibly pure, absolutely righteous, and profoundly justified. Stand in absolute adoring faith "in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God— and righteousness and sanctification and redemption . . ." ( 1 Corinthians 1:30 ). How dare we talk of making a sacrifice for the Son of God! We are saved from hell and total destr

Panties, Red
Panties, Red by Tom Soup © It was the last weekend before Christmas. Only 3 masturbating days before he had to make the long drive to his retired parents house and spend the holiday as the only unmarried son of five. Chris wasn't looking forward to another bachelor arrival. He knew he would face the same questions as last year, "Got a nice girlfriend Chris?", "Getting any action Bro.?", and his favorite: "Why don't you come stay with us? We have plenty of room. Forget that lousy job, they'll never pay you enough to move out of that tiny apartment and that dirty little box you call a stove." Still, he liked his apartment. Sure it was tiny, and certainly the free nine foot tall Christmas tree that took up over two-thirds of his front room didn't improve available space. But it was free, an annual token of the apartment manager's goodwill. It even came with a stand, but no decorations. Chris had brought it in, stood it up in the corner, and fully intended to decorate it. He even bo

Dream
rise at the break of day get ready and go its time im leavin you turn your back on me live in dream where the grass is always green see the sunshine down til im six feet underground not a care in the world cept how you feel words are just words and action speaks louder the things you do or say cut like a knife in a dream i cried told the truth of how i feel in the dream you held me took away my pain but dreams are just dreams and they mean nothing sometimes life is worth stopping then maybe you would stop and think that your actions have consequence that its not always about you that sometimes things are hard never ending change death to happiness bury it deep never again to see

For Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
i would like to thank all my cherry tap friends on here you all made me feel better about my self ..and with the holidays coming close again i hope evreyone has a nice thanks giving and christmas and newyears 2007 yah yah.........thanks to all my friends....you have been good to me.......keep in touch......

Still More Consequences Of Accessing Grace Through Faith
November 13th Still More Consequences of Accessing Grace through Faith Who through faith... escaped the edge of the sword, out of weakness were made strong, became valiant in battle. (Hebrews 11:34) We have seen that by trusting in the Lord, His people "subdued kingdoms, worked righteousness, obtained promises, stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the violence of fire" (Hebrews 11:33-34a). Other testimonies indicate that there are still more consequences of accessing grace through faith. By faith, some of God's servants "escaped the edge of the sword." The prophet Elisha experienced this. The king of Syria sent his army to encompass the city. "There was an army, surrounding the city with horses and chariots. And his servant said to him, 'Alas, my master! What shall we do?' " (2 Kings 6:15). Elisha saw the true situation by the eye of faith, so he prayed." 'LORD, I pray, open his eyes that he may see.' Then the LORD opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw. And behold,

Pam's Fishing Trip Ch. 02
Pam's Fishing Trip Ch. 02 by jallen944 © Anne set the phone down on the counter and went to the bottom of the stairs. "Pam?" she shouted. "What?" Pam answered, and stood in her doorway to look down the staircase. "Mr. Thorn wants to know if you want to go fishing with him. He's going up to the lake this weekend." "Yeah, I'll go," Pam said, suddenly feeling very excited. He did it. He figured out how to get her alone for a weekend. "Ok. I'll tell him you'll be ready when he comes by to pick you up." Pam rushed back into her room, filled with nervous excitement. She rubbed her legs together and stimulated her clitoris. Before she knew it, she was having an orgasm and Mr. Thorn wouldn't be there to pick her up for two more days. By Friday afternoon she had packed everything she might need for the weekend, including spare clothes in case she gets wet, sweaters in case it gets cold, toilet paper just in case, her pillow, her swimsuit, her Walkman and tapes, spare ba

Omg!!!
HOW WEIRD IS THIS??? I'M SITTING HERE STUDYING FOR A TEST...MY HUSBAND WAS JUST SITTING ON THE COUCH NEXT TO ME...STONED OUT OF HIS MIND OF COURSE...ALL WAS QUIET WHEN WE HEARD HIM SHOUT "WHAT THE F*CK"..."THAT WAS STIMULATING THE HEAD OF MY D*CK"...I LOOK OVER TO FIND OUR DOG (A CHIHUAHA/PEKINESE MIX) SITTING ON HIS LAP CHEWING ON HIS FRONT PAW, WHICH SO HAPPENED TO BE IN HIS GENITAL AREA... NOW MY QUESTION IS...HOW LONG HAD RILEY (THE DOG) BEEN CHEWING ON HIS PAW BEFORE PAT HAD REALIZED IT?? IF IT WAS A WHILE, WAS IT BECAUSE HE WAS TOO STONED TO REALIZE, OR DID HE POSSIBLY ENJOY IT A LITTLE?... HMMMMMMM.... THE WORLD WILL NEVER KNOW...

Sampler Song Just Me No Insane D
Your music dead like your fuckin' label rappin' nothing but fabels I power slam you through a table. Now I'm willin' and able to bring you to your death my souls unrest but the truth I undress and I ain't got to wear the vest cuz your nothing but talk and if you talk to much I'll have you lying in the chalk! and guess what? I give a fuck bout your family I thought they where blessin' me but I guess your hatered was the receipe you brought out the best in me You say I ain't that good well look my tech 9 sayin' I am SO What! DROP tha glock you ain't got time to cock. stab me in da back and I'll murda you wit an axe to the face you got blood all over tha place as you frolic in your own waste your rythmes soundin' like mace as your mumbling to the tape. ONE MORE THING I GOTS TO SAY! This is SYANIDE, MUTHAFUCKA'S puttin' you in your place. rap was written bout the old rap label I used to rap under. But left me cuz I side with a friend Insane D. Hate

Pam's Fishing Trip Ch. 01
Pam's Fishing Trip Ch. 01 by jallen944 © Pam stood at the refrigerator, trying to find something interesting to drink, something more enticing than grapefruit juice. With a sigh, she resigned herself to water. A large cloud had moved in front of the sun, so she decided to take a break from sunbathing to get a drink. The bright, hot sun had made her skin toasty warm, and was turning it golden brown. The air conditioner made the air inside the house significantly cooler than the hot air outside. It was almost like walking into a freezer. She had been inside only a minute, and she was already shivering. She smelled of coconuts. Her skin was covered with cocoa butter oil and she was slick and shiny like her skin was made of plastic. She filled a glass with water and drained it in one big gulp. The cold water dripped on the bare part of her chest and dribbled down between her breasts. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. The water felt good on her skin. She turned the em

Pam Gets Her Grade
Pam Gets Her Grade by Art © A number of years ago I used to teach a few evening classes at a local community college. Now everyone has heard of the co-ed who got a passing grade by screwing her professor or instructor. Any professor or instructor you have ever talked to about it always claimed that when they had been approached with such a proposal always turned it down. First of all, I had to wonder how many were bull-shitting to start with, and if there was any truth to it, how butt-ugly was the girl making the proposition? Well, I'm here to tell you, now that I no longer teach (quit for a different reason), that it actually happened to me - just once, but it did happen. And trust me, she wasn't butt-ugly! It happened about like this: * * * * * Part 1 The Proposal (Monday) I had been teaching a second semester course in the evenings and had one bright and rather attractive woman who sat in the front row of the class. Unfortunately, after the first few weeks she wasn't do

Broken And Confused
12-16-05 Broken and Confused By: Travis Smith Sitting in the wind with the rain falling down. Listening to the sound it makes as it hits my roof. Falling fast asleep because it hurts so much without you. So I'm wondering.. Sitting here wondering as questions fill my mind.. Does it hurt you as much as it does me? Are you feeling the same or off playing the game? Or do you not remember me at all? Thunder crashes down as lighting hits the ground. As I wake up with a very large frown; trying to live us down.. Tossing and turning as I try to settle in.. Wears me out and makes me look thin. So I'm here hurting.. Really really hurting.. Do you even feel the same way, hunny? Can you really breathe without crying? Lord, I wish you were here instead of being gone.. I can't believe you're still gone.. While I lie here living in fear.. In fear of a life without you.

Girlfriend Application
GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION Name: Age: Hair Color: Eye Color: Hight: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any other drugs?: Would u care if i did drugs?: Would u care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do u have any STD's?: Would u kiss me anytime?: anywhere?: Do u like to cuddle?: how much?: Have u ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List you top 3 music bands/artist.. 1. 2. 3. Top 3 movies 1. 2. 3. Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home an watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss in the rain?: Are you spontanious?: Willing to try new things?: Do you like your picture taken?: Do you drive? Go to school?: Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall?: Would you push me up against a wall and kiss me? What about random Kisses?: Would u sl

11:09:06
I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes What color are they again? I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much. The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me. How sweet does it sound? Bitter and angry. Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence. When you call back crying and wondering why. But crying to yourself and not asking any questions. More silence and supressed sobs. Does he know? You don' t think so. And he doesn't care. Why do you stay? The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone, couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon. Why do you stay? His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell. Do I love him today? More than yesterday. Will I love him tomorrow?

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible Hebrews 13:5 [Let your] conversation [be] without covetousness; [and be] content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. Reflection Content yourself in the riches of God's mercy. Unceasing are His gifts and constant is His loving presence. This world is but a passing frame—it is not your home, for you, as a believer, are a child to the great kingdom victorious! Heavenly are the rewards you seek! Eternal are the treasures you gain! Therefore, trust in the kingly majesty of the Lord and ever shall you be pleased!

Empty
LIFE IS STRANGE TIMES SEEM TO FLY BY NO CARES, EMPTY FEARS RACING RACING RACING FAST IN MY YOUR MIND IN MY BODY IN MY CAR IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS AGAIN IT SEEMS TO CRAWL SLOWLY METHODICALLY EFFORTLESSLY QUIETY NO DISTRACTIONS YET CONFUSION REIGNS WITH WILD EXPLOSIONS TIME IS ILLUSIVELY DODGING REALITY WITH SPECS OF FAIRY DUST AND JOY TUMBLING THROUGHOUT THE PROCESS YET THE BLACK HOLE OF SADNESS ALWAYS IS PRESENT NEVER GONE~ NEVER REALLY HIDDEN ALWAYS PEERING ITS UGLINESS JUST TO REMIND ME OF IT. JUST SUCKS DAN CELTICCHARMS

Happy Veterans Day To All Good Read Here
I just finished watching President Bush lay the wreath at Arlington Cemetery. It was preceded by a 21 gun salute at 6 second intervals. It seemed like an eternity between each rifle shot as my mind was flooded with memories of all those many thousands of our military men and women who gave their lives for our precious freedom!!!! And then I opened this email sent by my precious friend Irene Mundt Batey. Thank you dear friend for this timely message. God Bless America and all that it stands for!! Jess Bulkley A Simple Thank You Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. H

The Juggalo Bible
There is, however, a supreme being in the game who is known as "The One" who rests in another plane of existence far away, called Shangri-La. There are also many devils and demons that rest in a cold dimension of infinite evil close to Earth (a.k.a. Mortal Realm) known as the Nethervoid. Players take on the roles of characters who seek to put an end to the dark minions of the Nethervoid who have infiltrated the Mortal Realm. These demons from the void seek to bring forth Armageddon so that one day they may try to enter the gates of Shangri-La to destroy the spiritual civilization that resides there. "The One" has called forth its warriors in a last ditch effort to turn the tide so that humanity as a whole need not perish, and to insure that the very gates of Shangri-La need not be in jeopardy. The time for Armageddon is close at hand as the demons of the Nethervoid wage guerrilla warfare on Earth, spreading their evil and corruption among the mortals to gain new troops for their army,

God's Treasured Possession
God's Treasured Possession Oral Roberts -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you know how special you are to God? The Bible says, You are...holy to the Lord your God, and the Lord has chosen you...for his treasured possession (Deuteronomy 14:2 ESV). God created you. He knows your name and address and where you were born. He knows your strengths and weaknesses, your joys and sorrows. He is closer to you than your breath. Because of His love for you, God sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, to sit where you sit, to feel what you feel, and to bring miracles into your life. When you realize how near God is to you and how much He cares about you, you begin to think of Him in new terms. Know today that He wants you to have the miracles you need and to win in the battles of life. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Declaration of Faith for Today Lord, no one will ev

Made For Praise
November 13, 2006 Made for Praise Psalm 34:1 Something is happening in the church today. Something is sweeping through our congregations, stirring worshipers to glorify God in unexpected ways. Something many services around the world had all but eradicated is returning to church in force. That something, surprisingly, is praise. For a long time, churches were so focused on evangelism and accurate Bible teaching that, somewhere along the way, the art of praise was given less room for expression. In fact, some people today never missed praise, because they had never truly been exposed to it. But the “new” worship that we see exploding around the world today is not really new at all. It is the sound of praise returning to the church. God’s people were made for praise. Embedded in our spirits, praise is something we cannot escape or ignore. The apostle Peter says, “You are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people

Message From Santa
Message from Santa Dear Friends I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas. I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem. The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking, and the 9 pipers piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming. The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit. On top of all this! Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, 8 of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined the gay liberation and some people who can't read a calendar have scheduled

Handsome Man Contest Is Open!
Alrighty folks, It's time to Open the Most Handsome Man contest!! This contest is based on comments. Any person, including the entrant may leave as many comments as they'd like. Who ever has the greatest number of comments in 24 hours wins either a ring or a rolex. So here they are..In no particular order... So the album is open! Go and send them comments!

A Choice
12-15-05 A Choice By: Travis Smith Signs of hurt Tears of pain Watch them fall Much like rain Drinks Drugs Hanging out with thugs Just doesn't seem like what I want to do Living for Jesus Looks to be The only thing To help me through

How Do You Respond To Deep Distress?
How do you respond to deep distress? "But while in deep distress, Manasseh sought the Lord his God and cried out humbly to the God of his ancestors. 2 Chronicles 33:12 NLT " Into the heart of Africa "Peter Cameron Scott was born in Glasgow in 1867 and became the founder of the Africa Inland Mission. But his beginnings in Africa were anything but auspicious. His first trip to Africa ended in a severe attack of malaria that sent him home. He resolved to return after recuperation. His return was especially gratifying to Scott, because this time his brother John joined him. But before long John was struck down by fever. All alone, Peter buried his brother, and in the agony of those days recommitted himself to preaching the gospel in Africa. Yet again his health gave way and he had to return to England. How would he ever pull out of the desolation and depression of those days? He had pledged himself to God. But where could he find the strength to go back again to Af

Here's A Rant
PARTY!!!! Body: SAY THIS SLOWLY: God. I. love. you. and. I. need. you. Repost this within 5 minutes and title it:PaRtY. A miracle will happen tonight. P.S. Do not ignore *God works in mysterious ways Ok I got this bulletin posted in my myspace stuff and this is one of the reasons I hardly go there anymore. You know everyone has a right to believe what they want to believe and to practice those beliefs whatever way they feel comfortable. But what if they have people on their list who don't believe in god, perhaps its buddha, vishnu, allah or even their microwave. Should they be lured into reading this by seeing that their friend posted something entitled party? Now I know it gets the message across that people believe in god. Well I'm pretty sure that for the past 2000 years people all over the world have known that others believe in god. Plus I may be wrong but christianity is supposed to be based on love and honesty and all those other good, virtuous things in this world.

Blind Depression
12-15-05 Blind Depression By: Travis Smith Sitting in my bed Looking out the window Rain falls from the gray sky Took a walk Out in the rain Letting it all wash my pain away My thoughts run wild My body is numb Sometimes I wonder if I am dumb Long late nights Ugly early mornings It's all the same to me..

Thanksgiving Undressing
THANKSGIVING UNDRESSING Longing Aching for you to touch me Anywhere Everywhere Spread out on the bed I await you A banquet of never-ending delights A sexy sweet temptation Tonight lover all I wanna be is this Again and again all thru the night I will be Your Thanksgiving undressing Savor the flavor of me Tease me Please me and tempt me Pour into me your very soul Make love as you never before Slowly Gently Tenderly caressing the exposed mounds of my lust Liquid heat spreading like a wild heat all over the dove white skin of.... Your Thanksgiving undressing Drinking in the delight of our mutual loving I am wild Wanton A woman made animal So out of control You make me want more and more Fulfilled so completely Truly you are my every wet dream cum true at last Whole now that we are lovers and you have taken me forever as Your Thanksgiving undressing Never felt like this before Like I'm melting alive under the fire of your desire Wrapping

Real Friends
Which are you? Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong... A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life. A real friend says, "What's new with you? A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent. A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it." A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simpl

A Small Rant
I don't quite understand something, maybe you can explain this to me. So here we go. Why is it that when a girl posts a bulletin about herself or a friend who needs points "blah de blah" people (mostly men) read that like almost before it is up. Why does it seem that you need breasts and a vagina to get any sort of recognition on this site? And is it just me, or does it seem that guys are always willing to help and rate girls pages, but girls don't return the favor. Maybe this is a bad generalization, but I feel like most women are on here for themselves and themselves only. Just watch, next guy who posts a bulletin, no one will read it, but if I girl posts, it could even be the same thing (repost) views will flood in. I just don't understand why this is. Ok... thats all!

How To Be Happy
1. Realize that enduring happiness doesn't come from financial success. 2. Take control of your time. 3. Act happy. 4. Seek work and leisure that engages your skills. 5. Join the "movement" movement. 6. Give your body the sleep it wants. 7. Give priority to close relationships. 8. Focus beyond self. 9. Be grateful. 10. Nurture your spiritual self.

Pyschotic Beauty
Pyschotic Beauty.. lol more like just pyschotic! What is she claiming her name to be? Anyone who is on a few other sites may have seen these pictures before. They are always being used on myspace, and all of the other popular rating sites. The real girl, named Staci Cole, only uses Myspace. She used to be quite active on a few other sites but she spends a lot of time doing real life things now and is tired of constantly having people stealing her pictures. Who wouldn't be? There are hundreds, if not thousands of people claiming to be Staci! And this girl is no exception. Why pretend to be someone else? I just don't understand it. People like Miss Pyscho here, ruin it for the real people. They are constantly having to watch themselves all the time, and label their pictures because of people stealing them. If you click here, you will see just a few of the profiles who are stealing staci's pictures. Sick huh? Anyways, I am not going to figure out what is going on in th

Thank You (firefighter Tribute)
I don't know who you are, Nor where you're from. When the bells go off, I know you will come. You don't seek glory, You don't seek fame. By saving lives, and dowsing out flame. Always there to answer the call, Willing to risk it all. So I'm here to thank you, For the job that you do

Another Quiz
You scored as Nyx. Your Nyx! Night time is your favorite. Your the controler of dreams and nightmares. You are also a sign of mystery and darkness. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Nyx81%Inanna69%Diana38%Freyja25%~Which goddess of the moon would you be? (sweet pics)~created with QuizFarm.com

Losing Weight
Losing Weight ... A fellow was reading the paper one day lamenting the fact that his doctor has ordered him to lose 75 pounds. Next thing he sees is an advertisement for a guaranteed weight loss program. Guaranteed like heck, he thinks to himself. But lets see what they think they can do. He calls them on the phone and subscribes to the 3 day, 10 LB weight loss program. The next day there comes a knock at his door, and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nikes and a sign hanging around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, If you can catch me, you can have me. Well, without a second thought he takes off after her (like who wouldn't). A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through he kisses the girl one last time and thinks to himself with a nod, I like the way this company

Sexy Bodys And Great Friends
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Here We Go Again
Here we go again, Will it be a black eye? Or will he take off his belt, Leaving welts from neck to thigh. I don't know why he hates me, I don't know what I've done. The only thing I'm sure of, That's not how fathers treat thier son.

Losing It
I feel I'm going crazy, People just don't understand, My mind is getting twisted, Just like a rubber band. Every which way I turn, I get hit with more crap, Can't take too much more, Before I fucking snap.

Evanescence October Lyrics. This Is A Good Song. But I Mostly Like The Lyrics. :d
Evanescence-October I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am, Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on, Anymore, Ever again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. I can't run anymore, I give myself to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, In all my bitterness, I ignored, All that's real and true, All I need is you, When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes, I'm too alive, And you're too strong, I can't lie anymore, I fall down before you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My

The Butcher
One night, whilst I sat before my computer screen smacking my nuts with a jackhammer, a woman walked through my backdoor. She was tall, blonde, and smelled like cherries. She walked up to me and blinked her deep blue eyes at me, "I'm Jessica and I'm here to fulfill all your dreams.", she said. I looked her up and down ponderously before responding, "My dreams would not be something you'd want to fulfill.", I stated calmly hoping she understood my seriousness. "Oh I think I can handle it baby.", she said sounding so innocent I almost felt bad for her....almost. I stood up to my full height, which made her seem much shorter with her eyes only coming up to just below my chin. I grabbed her around the waist and dragged her to me chest to chest. She smiled up at me with those pools of sky blue for eyes filled with such sweet innocence that I actually took a moment to consider not going through with my plan...but that only lasted a moment. As she smiled at me I spoke to her quietly, "Yo

Hello Sexy Ladies Sexy Lingerie Contest
Hello Cherry Tap ladies out there the Cherry Tap Prince is having a sexy lingerie Contest starting on Thrusday at 7:00 Pm Eastern Time To Monday at 7:00 PM Eastern Time. If any of you sexy ladies out there want to join please send message to The Cherry Tap Prince. THE C T PRINCE@ CherryTAP Everyone is welcome So please join the contest all you ladies out there.

Holly & Jessica
In Memory of Jessica Aimee Chapman and Holly Marie Wells Holly and Jessica were best friends and both 10 years old when they died on August 4, 2002. They both went to St Andrew's Primary School and later Sotham Village College. Ian Huntley, a janitor at Sotham College, was charged with their murders, and his girlfriend Maxine Carr, a teaching assistant at St. Andrews, was charged with lying him an alibi and helping him dispose of the bodies, which were found on August 17. Huntley did not deny that they were in his house when they died, but said Holly and Jessica's deaths were accidents. Carr testified against him. Huntley was convicted of both murders and given two life sentences. He had a record for sex offenses and should never have gotten the job at Sotham in the first place. Both girls were friendly, generous and loving children. Jessica the more tomboyish of the two; she enjoyed swimming and football (soccer). Both Holly and Jessica were fans of the Manchester United footba

Honestly, Read This
This is how amazingly tired i am... i was just sitting here, kicking ass for miss jenny for a contest, when for no reson i thought of the words "hooty McBlowfish" and started laughing histerically. Writing the words down, here, made me laugh hysterically. recounting writing the words down is making me laugh hysterically. dear god.. what are we going to do with me...Yes, i know my blogs are so deep.

Halloween At Blair Bluffs
Halloween at Blair Bluffs by Bard © Halloween has always been a festive time for the residents of Blair Bluff Estates. It was one of the few times that the entire addition participated in the events. Kids could go door to door trick or treating, and the adults gathered at someone's house for a large block party. A few years back, the high school and college students started having a party of their own. Usually it involved some form of cloak and dagger type adventures to add to the fun. This year, Brenda, a senior in college, set the theme: Vampires vs. Vampire Hunters. This meant that either you went costumed as a vampire, or you wore your own costume and were a hunter. The residents thought it was a great theme, rules were set, and sides were divided. Sonya had decided on a costume way back over the summer, so in keeping with the theme, had chosen to be a hunter. She was a junior at the same college as Brenda, but kept her distance. Brenda was a cheerleader, and a sorority memb

Halloween Carnival
Halloween Carnival by Sateema Lunasi © by Sateema Lunasi (AKA Maralily, AKA, Lily St. Claire) * * * * * Drunk, mascara smearing a dark streak of 'Vampiress Black' down two puffy cheeks, jeans dirty from three days wear, barefoot, one purple bruised eye. I was 23. New York faded away. Joey had hit me for the last time. At least that is what I told myself. I might have gone back to him if he bought me cheap roses. I drove the Mustang 6.0 (Joey would report it stolen) with the abandon of a fifteen year old on a fearless joyride. I got to Memphis before I ditched the Mustang and used a stolen credit card (this too, Joey would miss) to buy a 1977 Chevy clunker that was the color of moldy bread. I named the car "Loaf." I bought a car, but I didn't bother buying shoes. The salesman wasn't the kind of man who cared about shoes, shirts or service. I hugged my shaggy designer coat to my body and drove. It was that night that I had decided to drive to Nevada. New York had stuck me wi

Sexy Ladies Need For Lingerie Contest
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Halloween Flight Of Fantasy
Halloween Flight of Fantasy by Scheherazade © He glanced down at the illuminated dial of his watch, adjusting the brown leather band with his right hand. Eight o’clock. It had been a long day, and his flight was late. Boarding was tension-filled, passengers crowding onto the plane, anxious to leave the runway. An experienced traveler accustomed to delays, he considered the high levels of anxiety to be an unnecessary nuisance and quickly located his window seat on the wing. He slipped his black briefcase down into the forward space provided for such things. The stewardesses ushered other passengers into seats, trying to expedite the boarding process and get the plane in the air. He buckled the safety belt, and sat back to wait. She always sat on the wing – it seemed to minimize any possibility of motion sickness, a malady that plagued her since childhood. Reaching up to place her carry-on into the luggage compartment, she visually appraised her seatmate. An impeccably dressed

Given To You
I gave you my heart And it opened wide To give you the treasure That it holds inside You hold it close You hold it dear You fill it with joy And take away it's fear You engulf it with love Cover it in sweetness You keep it warm With your caress You treat it so well Even though it is worn You've taken such care Mending what once was torn You've filled it with happiness And have given it pride It's better given to you Then it was being inside

Sotd - Bright As Yellow
I watched Empire Records recently, and now have this song stuck in my head...lol.... by Innocence Mission And you live life with your arms reached out. Eye to eye when speaking. Enter rooms with great joyous shouts, happy to be meeting. And bright, bright, bright, bright as yellow, warm as yellow. And I do not want to be a rose. I do not wish to be pale pink, but flower scarlet, flower gold. And have no thorns to distance me, but be bright, bright, bright, bright as yellow, warm as yellow. Even if I'm shouting, even if I'm shouting here inside. Even if I'm shouting, do you see that I'm wanting, that I want to be so, so bright, bright, bright, bright as yellow, warm as yellow.

Halloween Party
Halloween Party by seduce888 © It has during the Vietnam Era when I was found guilty by an Ohio jury, guilty of not only abandoning the military, my life as well. Sitting in a small cell and fed cold beans and two week old bread for months before I was able to be treated like the rest of the cons in here. Thinking how dumb I was for fleeing the U.S. army. But at least I'm alive and can live to see another day. I don't know what the outcome might have been if I was still the gunner, but one thing is for sure and that is, my days are numbered here at the rock. It was a long and undeserving five years of my existence when I finally left this hellhole of a joint. Stepping out into the unusual warm air, free world to come and go as I please once again. Hopping the next bus back to my hometown where I can eat normal food, get laid and catch a high school football game. I felt to see my penis was still there though my tight jeans, while I made my way down the crowded college campus

Halloween Surprise
Halloween Surprise by Darrin And Beth © "You've got mail." That's the message the subbies see. Knowing it could be orders they open it right away. Four subs, four different computers but the same invitation. Message reads, "Please Come! Its Halloween Costume Party! You MUST be here at 8:00pm sharp! DON'T BE LATE!" The only differences were in the sender. lil'tude and Dara received their invites (commands?) from Max1954. Beth and Wildone received theirs from Master Darrin. The subbies decide to get ready and ride together, the instructions being so incomplete, just a time handwritten directions left for Beth by Master Darrin. What are They up to? It's getting late, dark and cloudy out, thunder raging but the sky has yet to pour the promised rain. Dara, the lovely harem girl driving the lot of subbies, bared belly quivering, elbows tude, "HEY woman, which way from here?" Tude sits up tall in the seat, looking proud in her leather bustier and mini skirt, fully the Domme, "Hel

My Other Job
Son I have to leave for my other job So I won't be comming home tonite But it's not that weekend Dad And my game is tomorrow nite I'm sorry son but I have to go Score some points for me I know you'll play your best This is how it has to be I'm gonna miss your birthday Gonna miss Christmas too Every minute that I'm gone I'll be thinking of you

The Halloween That Changed My Life
The Halloween That Changed My Life by itisme © My Master had told me that this Halloween would be very special for both of us, and I knew enough to take him at his word. I had always thought of myself as a normal straight guy – but after a party my wife and I had attended about two years ago, he took me aside to "correct' my manners, but that is a totally different story. In short for the last two years I have been serving him two to four times a month. My wife doesn't seem to care about sex that often so she never suspects that I have been masturbating for a man, catching my cum and then licking it clean and if she had any idea that I could give better head than she ever gave me, it would freak her out I am sure. My Master had told me to take the afternoon of October 31st off as well as the next day. I was told to be at his house at 3:30 pm to prepare for the evening. I tried to imagine what he would have me do – maybe a vampire scene? I had no idea what to expect. At 3:30 p

Poem For My Mom
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME ( I CARRY IT IN MY HEART) i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) E.E Cummings This is the most beatiful poem i've ever read and i and dedicating it to my mom. Vicki S. Bohling 03-29-57 12-01-03 R.I.P p.s. as y9u can tell my mom passed away 3 yrs ago on Dec 1st. I don't have the heart to write her a poem myself

The Best Halloween Dance Ever
The Best Halloween Dance Ever by NeedYou © "Well tonight is the big night Val. You have everything you need?" Bud asked his wife. She smiled and said, "Yep. I'm ready as I every will be. I rented the outfit for you yesterday and my outfit is now complete with this green body paint. You still want me to wear this outfit, if you can call it that? God Bud there sure not much to it. Star Trek Slave girl! When did you come up with that one?" He walked towards her and said, "Oh yea I want you to wear it alright! You look fantastic in it and I'm betting you'll win first place." When he was in front of her he pulled her beautiful body to him and kissed her hard. She let his tongue explore the inside of her mouth as she held him tight. When they broke their embrace she let out a big breath and said, "Woo! Wow! You really do want me to wear it don't you. That kiss told me everything and now I'm wet! I guess I am your slave girl for tonight. Right? You like that idea don't you?"

The Halloween Whore
he Halloween Whore by JHyde © Call me a spoil sport, but after I'd turned twelve I never cared much for Halloween. I'd had my share of dressing up in those ridiculous costumes and performing trick or treat stunts, so when Kyle asked if I'd like to come to his Halloween bash, I automatically said no. That's not to say that I didn't feel honored at having been invited. Kyle and his best pal Chad were pretty cool guys and two of the most popular seniors in school. To be honest the invitation had surprised me, being the new kid to the neighborhood, but I figured he was just being nice, wanting me to feel like one of the guys. The thing was, besides not caring much for Halloween, I didn't like parties either. I guess I'm just not your average kind of party guy. I'd just fixed a bowl of popcorn and was about to settle down to watch the latest 'Zombie Flesh Eater' offering on TV when a raucous knocking sounded on the door. "Fuck, Roger, you turned down coming to Kyle's party to watc

Again. Other Poem.
Sadness in her heart ( Dying with loneliness) In her eyes you can see pain, And nothing else She tries so hard to defeat the pain Who is so deep and painful She walks through the darkness Trying to find cure for her heart But there isnt Her God left her all alone Without the faith and hopeless You cant feel her love anymore Her love is sleeping so deep in darkness Only true love can wake her love again You can see her sadness in her heart Her tears of sorrow trying so hard to hide them from the everyone She tries so hard to kill her loneliness But she is to weak for fight Every night when she is looking into the mysterious stars Hopping they will show her way All this years she has waited for freedom to come to her But theres no sign Every night you can see how is her pain grow She is just lay down, dieing slowly with her loneliness Her angel is dead in deep silence She is closing her eyes Let the shadows take her innocent soul In their eyes you can see nothin

[♥] Poem. :]
Peace in my heart. Is it so hard to believe that youre gone? I can not believe that you left my heart I still remember how angels are taking you away from me From that moment I felt loneliness I wish I was in the heaven with you My pain is real and strong And I cannot erase it I feel a guilty My soul is lost in the shadows I have been your fallen angel Lost in your embrace I still remember how is dead knocking on your door And she says: its time ! I forgot to tell you that I love you Forgive me, my love I hope you can hear me Cause I want ask you something Where I belong my love? Where I can find my peace in my heart Cause all this years I tried to find But there isnt I feel so empty Every time I try to find my lost soul And every time I try to find you in my dreams But youre gone, forever Please, please come back to me my love Cause I want to hold you tight And never let you go If you come into my dream Then dont wake me up, love Kiss me my love, For th

Hmmm What Kinda Comments Will I Get?
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural, no shaving for me 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched other

My Poems.
I AM I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. I WONDER WHY YOU DID WHAT YOU DID TO ME. I HEAR YOUR HEART BEATING FULL OF OVE AND HATE. I SEE YOUR FACE IN MY MINE. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU DID IT. I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. I PRETEND YOUR NOT THERE. I FEEL YOUR BREATH ON MY NECK. I THOUCH YOUR FACE AND BODY. I WORRY THAT YOU WILL COME BACK. I CRY BECOUSE OF THE PAIN THAT I AM IN. I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. I WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE TRUTH. I SAY TO MY SELF IT DIDNT HAPPEN. I DREAM OF A LIFE WITH OUT YOU IN IT. I HOPE ONE DAY IT WILL BE ALL OK. I AM A SHADOW IN YOUR HEART. SOME SHORT POEMS "LOVE IS FOREVER LOST IN PAIN." "I'M A VAMP NEVER TO BE SEEN, BY ANY ONE, BUT BY THE WHO TRULY LOVES AND CARES FOR ME." "I'M A RED ROSE OF LOVE, THAT IS SLOWLY DIEING, OF A BROKEN HAERT, NOW I'M A BLACK ROES OF DEATH." "relly i half to die. but i told you i love you. i thougth you loved me too. i gusse it does matter any more. befor you kill me. i just have o

Hot Bodies! Great Friends!kick Ass Music!need I Say More(repost) (repost)
MISS CHERRY DOING DAMAGE CONTROL!COME BY AND JOIN US!(DAMAGE INC CLICK THE LINK) http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4015 WET KISSES FROM MISS CHERRY (repost of original by '~*~MISS_CHERRY~*~RATE MY PROFILE' on '2006-11-13 16:35:45') (repost of original by 'hellfighter' on '2006-11-13 16:36:45')

The Eyes Have It
Today my joke of a roommate found she had more $ than she thought, she found she had enough to get us one 7 gal tank of kerosene for our heater. While trying to pour part of the 7 gallons into a smaller container so it would be easier to life to the top of the tank, the nozzle broke and splashed kerosene in my eyes. I ended up in the ER. The treatment is more painful than getting kerosene in the eyes. they take this thing, and insert it under the upper and lower eyelids, and it has a tube out the back and that's attached to the bags of saline. The thing has hooks on it that hook tot he back of the upper and lower lid, and it feels like you got two bb size grains of sand under each lid. Once they run the saline, while you're on your back, they keep changing absorbant pads under your back and head, because they soak up all the run off. Well they were so busy in the ER, they didn't change often enough and I ended up with the whole back of my jeans and underwear soaking wet.

Love, Hate, Love
One of my favourite angry songs Artist: Alice in Chains Title: Love, Hate, Love I tried to love you i thought i could I tried to own you i thought i would I want to peel the skin from your face Before the real you lays to waste You told me i'm the only one Sweet little angel you should have run Lying, crying, dying to leave Innocence creates my hell Cheating myself still you know more It would be so easy with a whore Try to understand me little girl My twisted passion to be your world Lost inside my sick head I live for you but i'm not alive Take my hand before i kill I still love you, but, i still burn Yeah, love, hate, love (3x) Oooh, love, hate, love Yeah, love, hate, love

New To This
Hello everyone! im new to this whole thing but im a 20 year old female for Pennsylvania. I have two kids a little boy whos two and a little girl who is three months. im here to just hang out so if you want to talk just send me a message

Roommates
It was my first year at Havershem University, and I was so excited. After finishing high school, I couldn't wait to be on my own. I never had a problem getting guys, since my body was a total knockout. I am 5'5", with 36c tits, and a perfect round ass. My hair is a deep red and sits just my below my tits. I was head cheerleader at high school, so I was in great shape. When I arrived on campus, I quickly unpacked my things and waited to meet my new roommate. After about an hour, she finally came through the door. I helped her unpack, and when we were finished, we got to know each other. "Hi, I'm Alexia!", I told her. She answered me with, "I'm Talia, it's nice to meet you!". We talked for hours. We had so much in common, she was head cheerleader, her favorite color was baby blue, her favorite food was fried chicken and she loved hip hop, like me. I could tell we were going to be best of friends. The next day, I found out what classes I was taking. To my surprise, Talia was in te

Rain When I Die
This is one of my favourite Alice in Chains song Artist: Alice In Chains Album: Dirt Title: Rain When I Die Is she ready to know my frustration? What she slippin' inside, slow castration I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me Did she come here to try, try to take me Did she call my name? I think it's gonna rain When I die Was it something I said, held against me? Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing I can help her but won't, now she hates me She won't let me hide She don't want me to cry Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me Could she love me again, or will she hate me Prob'ly not, I know why, can't explain me Did she call my name? I think it's gonna rain When I die

Blah Blah Blah
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah ppl suck ya im talking about u cant even leave comments anymore blah blah blah blah thats all i hear fuck thattttttttttttttttttttttt u all suck sorry im a little pissed of about ppl today but hey u all suck

Wasting Love
This one is kind of depressing but its still one of my favourite songs. Wasting Love by Iron Maiden Maybe one day I'll be an honest man Up till now I'm doing the best I can Long roads, long days, of sunrise to sunset, sunrise to sunset Dream on brother while you can Dream on sister I hope you find the one All of our lives covered up quickly by the tides of time Spend your days full of emptyness Spend your years full of lonliness Wasting love in a desperate caress Rolling shadows of nights Dream on brother while you can Dream on sister I hope you find the one All of our lives covered up quickly by the tides of time Sands are flowing and the lines are in your hand In your eyes I see the hunger And the desperate cry that tears the night Spend your days full of emptyness Spend your years full of lonliness Wasting love in a desperate caress Rolling shadows of nights

Who I Am
You say you accept me, For who I really am. Yet you try to change me, Into antother man. I'm a lover and a writer, I'm a dad and a thinker. I play pool and I love music, Ride motorcycle and tinker. You have your beliefs, And I also have mine. They may not be the same, But I think that's fine. I am the same person, For all to see. The only person that, I know how to be.....ME!

Method Of Madness Continues!!!
Hello again, Just after my posting the teen victory, I began developing internet lagging. Guess the world was waking up, while I was trying to vent and sleep. Who knows? So, still unable to fall to sleep thought Id give those remedies a try. The warm bath, the warm glass of milk(not good when you're lactose intolerant), but nothing seemed to work. My mind began of thinking who do I have to thank for these beautiful rambunctious teens of mine; besides God of course. AHHHH yes, it occurs to me the biological father, the ex husband(that married the bimbo he cheated on me with is and now married too). So just after 5 am and knowing it is his day off, thought Id call and say thank you. However, it was just the one ring which meant or was a code in he knows all too well. I just had to say thank you though............for how boring would my life be without such teens, and this calmness set in of how delighted it is being a mother. (By far a perfect or great mom) Just know I w

The Chosen
The Chosen are the few That make it to Arlington We thank them everyday For the simple thing they gave us They gave us our freedom Because we all know freedom Is not free We fight for whatever our country asks Some times we don't understand why But our soilders never ask why Because they know They fight with all they have Some come home safe, some injured And some dead, but we still thank them Please once out of your busy day , say Thanks For all you have given me and my family And Blessed Be to the families who have lost those They love since WW1 to the present war in Iraq And show your support any way you can Copyright © 2006 Daniel SilverCougar

My Color
You scored as Carrot Orange. You are carrot orange. You are different and a little bit strange. Your style is your own and you don\'t like to follow the mainstream.Carrot Orange88%Lime Green75%Turqoise63%Jet Black63%Hot Pink50%Blood Red38%Pure White38%Bright Yellow25%Gloomy Grey25%Royal Violet25%Which Crayon Color A

My Heart...
My heart is dieing to be released...It is filled with saddness because it has no one to release it on.....do you think that Jesus forgot to send me a man to love or is he just holding me back until I find the man for me....what do you think???

Doesnt Really Concern A Topic
Well i just wanted to talk. I dont have anything special to say. BUT i need to ramble. Kinda like a diary. Today has been the most depressing day i have faced in a long time, sad part is i dont know why. All day i have wanted to cry or hit something but not out of anger. Feels like the world is trying to fall in on me. I have been with family all day. looks like i could find something to smile about. I mean i have 3 perfect (some of the time anyways)kids a man who i love with all my heart a home and im alive so whats not to smile about? I am not sure. Its kinda like if i could just find a hole somewhere and curl up in it where no one could find me I would be so much better off. Im not wanting to stop my life but I want it to hold on and wait for me. I dont want it to end but I do want to feel like im part of it. I dont want anything to happen to my family but I wish I could go 5 minutes without someone yelling for me to do something. I wish I could have 5 minutes w

To My Cherry Friends
First of all, I want to thank you all for the love you have given me. I really appreciate it alot. I so love the loved! Next, I want to show you my love as well. If I miss you, I'm sorry. You all are my friends and love you all for it. So, please be patient. I will come to you some day. Thank you for your time. Glitters by Kk

Bi Rain
BI RAIN - IM COMMINGTHIS GUY IS AWESOME!!! Name: Bi aka Rain Real name: Jung Ji-hoon Nickname: Puppy Date of birth: June 25, 1982. Physical stats: 184 cm in height, 74 kg in weight Blood Type: O Favorite Color: White, Black Education: Post modern music department, Kyung Hee University Favorite Actor: Charlie Chaplin, Hahn Suk-kyu Favorite Genre: R&B, hip-hop, funk Favorite Sport: Basketball, swimming Favorite Artist: Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, Usher Hobby: Movies, music, collecting shoes and clothes Special skills: Sing, dancing, acting Jung Ji Hoon, born on the 25th of June 1982 is a well known actor and singer in South Korea.. He uses his stage name, Bi (pronounced: “Bee” which means Rain in Korean), when he performs as a singer and dancer. His real name is Jung Ji Hoon, which he uses when he performs as an actor. His surname is Jung and his given name is Ji Hoon (also spelled as Ji Hun) He discovered his passion for dancing ever since he was in the 6th

Sorry Folks...
Sorry I havent been around much today! Had to work this morning and had Parent Days at preschool. I'm exhausted lol. Nothing like a bunch of 4 year olds to drain your lifeforce. But anyways...Don't forget the Prettiest Girl contest ends in just over an hour and then the Handsome Man one starts in 1hr 45mins...I'll post another blog and bulletin when the time comes. If I'm awake that is..Might fall asleep w/ my face on the keyboard lol. *sigh* Anywhos...I didn't get around to leaving a comment to people today so Happy Friggin' Monday!

A Poem.
© Nov. 2006 Crykit My eye's open. I breathe in. The air hurts my lungs, Yet I must breathe. Otherwise, What would be the point? A life of desolation. Poverty struck, insucurities. A sick desperation. One day at a time, Life seems to take it's toll. Yet I breathe in.

Thanks
I just want to say thank you to all the new and wonderful people i have met in the past few days. I'm still working on returning the comments and rating profiles and photos. Thank you to all that have been there for me even when i just need to talk. I love you all.-----------ash-----------

Emotions
I'M EMOTIONAL TODAY! END OF STORY. LAST NIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY CLOSE FRIEND AND JUST STARTED BALLING MY EYES OUT. WENT TO BED AND CRIED FOR LIKE 20 MINS. TILL I FELL ASLEEP. THERE IS JUST SO MUCH ON MY MIND THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT. THEN TODAY I WENT TO THE MAILBOX AND MAILED OUT A LETTER TO MY CLOSE FRIEND THATS IN IRAQ AND WHEN MY MOM BROUGHT MY MAIL TO ME LATER ON TODAY, I GOT THE LETTER HE HAD SENT ME. I WAS READING IT AND ALL EXCITED, THEN ABOUT HALF WAY IN I START CRYING. I HATE SO MUCH THAT SOMEONE I LOVE IS IN THIS WAR AND FIGHTING. I ALSO JUST HAD A FRIEND RETURN HOME YESTERDAY. I AM SO THANKFUL HE GOT TO COME HOME TO HIS FAMILY SAFE. I HAVE YET ANOTHER FRIEND THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO COME HOME THIS WEEK BUT HAS BEEN SET BACK FOR TWO MORE WEEKS BEFORE HE GETS HOME. AND ON THE 2ND I HAD A FRIEND TO DIE RIGHT BEFORE HE GOT TO COME HOME TO HIS FAMILY THAT WAS IN IRAQ. ALONG WITH ALL THIS, I HAVE SO MUCH OTHER STUFF ON MY MIND. MY KIDS AND THEIR PROBS WITH THE SCHOOL, MY

Networking Profiles Or Websites..
Here is my list of networking too if you all want to add me ok.. Vampire Freaks.com-- http://www.vampirefreaks.com/u/HorrorOfGraySkull Ringo-- http://www.ringo.com/explore/member.html?memberId=78645691 Hi5-- http://horrorofgrayskull24.hi5.com CherryTap-- http://cherrytap.com/virgo24 Friendster-- http://www.friendster.com/alisha24 HoverSpot-- http://www.hoverspot.com/lacunacoilfan4ever MySpace-- http://www.myspace.com/stefaniaguilera Live Journal-- http://mizzmetalrocker.livejournal.com/ That is alot.. So go a head and add me as your friend..

Men Are Pigs
So...I met this guy and we started dating...and of course it has only been like 3 weeks but I really really like him. Well, he left to go back home but we decided we were going to keep it up and come next year after my divorce is final I was gonna move down there. Well, his ex wouldn't leave me alone on myspace you know kept sending me messages, etc...I just let it go. Well, then one day I get one that said that he was trying to get back with her and she wanted to know if we were together. I finally wrote her back and said that yes we were together and so on and so forth. Then a couple days later I got an email saying that he had sent her a pic of his dick and lo and behold I found it in the recycle bin on my computer. He had used my digital camera and my computer to send it but even though he deleted it off the camera and off the computer he neglected to delete it out of the recycle bin. Hmmm...so I really started wondering if this bitch was not crazy after all. So, I told her

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lig hts in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gav e a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps

1 Year Since Eddie Guerro's Passing Some Links To A Tribute
I Just hope WWE handles it with class and not another stupid Storyline. I am a paid member of this site, but it looks like this is on the free side. http://www.pwinsider.com ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF EDDIE GUERRERO'S PASSING by PWInsider.com Staff @ 12:00:00 AM on 11/13/2006 Today marks the sad first anniversary of the passing of former WWE champion Eddie Guerrero. In honor of Guerrero's memory, PWInsider.com has compiled this look back at Guerrero's career and legacy. We ask that everyone join PWInsider.com in remembering the Guerrero family on this sad anniversary. Page 2 - Looking Back At the Life And Career Of Former WWE World Champion Eddie Guerrero by Mike Johnson Page 3 - Dave Scherer Remembers Eddie Guerrero Page 4 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero vs. Brock Lesnar by Buck Woodward & Mike Johnson Page 5 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero vs. Rey Mysterio by Buck Woodward Page 6 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero in Ring Of Honor Page 7 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero v

You Won't Read This I Know
ok there is a lot wrong with the world and not just today let me begin 1. why dig fuel out the ground, to burn, to heat water, to make electricity when there is a shed load of rubbish/trash around we could burn (no one invaded a country over trash did they) and lets face it being trapped in a loop when you use machines burning oil to get oil is not good sense we are trapped in a perpetual cycle lets break the chain ! 2. if you're still reading society is fucked look at this place for a start where is the sense were all here night after night chasing the cherries like frickin hamsters in a wheel the same way we get up go to work chasing the money the mercedes the rolex the whatever we don't need that shit were programmed from birth to believe we do i could go on if anyone's interested i might share some more all those who want a revolution comment thankyou for your time Px

Old Rap. Give Me Some Feed Back
It's Syanide the dead will rise We're the vampires wit blood shot eyes thru our music we victimize Those who idlize what we despise we're the fucker that never die! Pasty skin, a life of sin Thru an altered state reality bends disfigured images the mirror reflects memories of life tend to seep back With the full attack the whip cracks driven insane by the leftside of my brain I put the needle to my vain to relief some pain......etc. This was like one of my first from way back.

Princess Redux
I dont think ppl saw this sooooooooooooooo: Ok SO I vote me make me a princess. Here are the reasons why! #1 I am diplomatic(4 kids...go figure) #2 I look good in a crown #3 I am smart(and not just book smart) #4 I look good in a crown #5 I dont spam #6 Did I mention I look good in a crown? #7 I have the curly princess hair #8 I AM A VERY FAIR PERSON #9 I keep up on world affairs #10 I look good in a crown #11 I can see into your souls #12 I bake cookies #13 I am Good with children and animals(children) #14 Again.. I look good in a crown #15 I should be a princess :) #16 Git R Done #17 I am a good judge of character and not easily fooled #18 If i am pricess we will have a great CSI team for them damn murders and unsolved cases #19 I look good ina crown #20 And finally? Because I should be a Princess...Im princess material :P

New Poetry
Here No More I can not stay here any longer. The stench of your decaying lies has become such an unbearable assault. I can no longer dwell here where my ears are forever filled with your well arranged deceit. I will not stand here and look at your pretending smile and receive your rehearsed affections. I do not wish to possess the diseased heart you offer as a token of your love here no more. Daddy’s Girl “You are way too mean and bossy to keep a man” you told me that summer day as you handed me the tire tool and jack. “So you best be learning, Sis how to change these things yourself.” And so under your guidance I fixed the flat tire in the sun and wondered how I could ever learn to change these thin

Is It Any Wonder That Online Universities Have A Bad Rep?
Oh MY GOD. I have been having a fantastic time with trying to enroll in school at either of the two largest and most recognized online U's. Online is truly the only option for me, 4 kids, a full-time job, yadda yadda. Who has time to sit in a real class? Anyhow, School A's sales rep* tells me on several seperate occassions that I'm qualified to recieve PELL grant money in a specific amount. The amount (coincidentally) coincides pretty closely with the access fees (book fees). This would mean zero or near zero out of pocket expenses, though the majority would be in student loans. Sounds good right? School B's sales rep talks about how they're cheaper than School A. However, their 'academic plan' puts me at 3/4 enrollment which qualifies me for less $$. When queried about adding an extra class to make my status full-time, I was told I couldn't do that until I was a sophmore...and would have to request special permission from the Dean. Ummm, okay. Oh, and I'd be paying o

Beer Troubleshooting Guide
Subject: FW: Beer Guide BEER TROUBLESHOOTING GUIDE SYMPTOM ROOT CAUSE CORRECTIVE ACTION Feet cold and wet Glass Being held at incorrect angle. Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling Feet warm and wet Improper Bladder Control Stand next to nearest dog, complain about lack of house training Beer unusually pale and tasteless a. Glass empty. b. You're holding a Coors Lite Get someone to buy you another beer Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights You have fallen over backward. Have yourself leashed to bar Mouth contains cigarette butts, back of head covered with ashes You have fallen forward See above Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet a. Mouth not open b. Glass applied to wrong part of face Retire to restroom, practice in mirror Floor Blurred You are looking through bottom of empty glass Get someone to buy you another beer Floor moving You are being car

Free Shi Tao Chineese Poet
EMAIL I GOT TODAY FROM Amnesty International USA Dear Supporter, Shi Tao, a Chinese journalist and poet, logged onto his computer and sent an email. Eight months later, he was arrested and sentenced to 10 years in jail. Click here to demand his release. In April 2004, Shi Tao sent an email to a U.S.-based pro-democracy website. In his email, he summarized a government order directing media organizations in China to downplay the 15th anniversary of the 1989 Tiananmen Square massacre. Police arrested him and charged him with "illegally providing state secrets to foreign entities." Authorities used email account holder information supplied by Yahoo! to convict and sentence him to 10 years in prison, where he is laboring in harsh conditions and has inadequate access to medical care. Amnesty International - backed by thousands of voices like yours - is raising our concerns with Yahoo! about their aiding human rights abuses in China. And we're demanding Shi Tao's unconditi

Freaky
>Ok guys, this truly is freaky, the phone literally rang as soon as I read >the last word of this email!!!!! > >I am taking the bait - what do I have to lose right? Hope it works! > >Supposedly The Phone Will Ring Right After You Do This. > >Just read the little stories and think of a wish as you scroll all the way >to the bottom. There is a message there - then make your wish. > >No attachment on this one. >Stories >I'm 13 years old, and I wished that my dad would come home from the army, >because he'd been having problems with his heart and right >leg. It was 2:53 p .m. When I made my wish. At 3:07 pm. (14 minutes later), >the doorbell rang, and there my Dad was, luggage and all!! > >I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been having trouble in my job and on the >verge of quitting. I made a simple wish that my boss would get a new job. >That was at 1:35 and at 2:55 there was an announcement that he was promoted >and was leaving for another city. Believe me...this >really

My Annoyance For The Day
PICTURE ALBUMS WITH ONE PIC!!!! people who don't smile in their pics! for goddesses sake men, smile! or smile in one and post one where you don't. if all the world ever sees of you is some wannabe player uptight looking gangsta throw my sign at you pic where you look oh so tough and badass, it's kind of a turn off. and I am not talking pics where you are not smiling because you are trying to look hot because even then, there is a smile in your eyes. I am talking about the ones where you are trying to look like you will bust a cap or some lame thing like that, and when it is the only pic you post, no good. and the other thing that bugs me about pics. ab shots. don't get me wrong! all of us ladies love a nice set of kick butt abs, but don't have it be the only pic in your album. how do we know it's you? how do we know you are not psycho? thats right-- we don't. not exactly a welcoming invitation to friendship or whatever you are looking for here. finally.... pics that are not even o

Hola!
Wat up. im just here at work wasting some time before i clock out. i havent written *typed* in awhile....so yea....lets see. hmm....not much has happened in my life. same boring shit...:0) besides that i miss paul. lol i loved my dream...hehe...ok let me tell u. jen was w/ justin. that hoe. n we fought. then tasia fought alex.. it was great. i said fuck her if shes with justin i have the YUKON!! yea baby that was a nice dream....hehe .... i know im cred....hahaha Well I just wanted to post a few lines to say whats up.......Thanx 4 reading.... *MizzPeda*

Classes For Men!!!!!
WINTER CLASSES FOR MEN REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Monday, October 30, 2006 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Classes begin Monday, December 4, 2006 Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturday at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on

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I desire a black man that loves me so completely, that when another sister approaches him, he laughs at her advances because he knows he has it so good at home. I desire honesty. Not leaving out parts of the truth, not vague or deceptive answers, not conveniently forgetting to tell me very important details, not blatant stories made up to impress me, not withholding facts, not lies. Honesty! I would rather have you tell me the truth and have my feelings get hurt than lie to me, have me find out later, and destroy our relationship. I desire emotional intimacy. I desire a Black man to share his dreams, fears, disappointments, aspirations, feelings, and memories with me. I desire to be able to share my most intimate self with a man and know that he in not going to try to take advantage of me, manipulate me, use me, or disregard my feelings as inconsequential. I desire common goals. I long to be able to share his vision for the future and make coffee and pass out flyers fo

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Excuse my excitment but I got called for an interview today! I go in tomorrow at 10 am for a full time position at Safeway (grocery store, also the same grocery store that a car crashed into the other day that i witnessed) Wish me luck! I really need a job and new friends here! I'm thinking I will get it, as the job I had prior to joining the Navy was at Safeway... I just hope it pays more than 9.00 an hour!

Lil About Me
I get asked a lot about why I only date black men. To me...there is ABSOLUTELY nothing more sexier than a black man. All those beautiful shades of brown, the color of his skin against mine, that contrast of black on white, while he makes love to me. I love his mannerisms, his style and even his gracefullness, his soft kissy lips, the respect he gives me, and the attention that he shows me, and the appreciation that he has for me. The quiet confidence that a black man has and how he carries himself, is such a turn on to me. When I walk in a room, my eyes are just drawn to the black man. Mmmmm...a black man just does something to me sexually, physically, mentally and emotionally. It's not something that Im ashamed of and don't have a problem with who knows it. I'd stand beside my black king any day proudly! I want my chocolate, gotta have the kind of chocolate that melts in your mouth and melts in your hands kinda chocolate. The kind of chocolate that just makes me go mmm

The Boondock Saints Pryer
Hey every1! How u all doin? im good:D Heres a lil somethin to read:D:D:D:D:D The Boondock Saints Prayer: AND SHEPARDS WE SHALL BE, FOR THEE MY LORD. FOR THEE, POWER HATH DESCENDED FORTH FROM THY HAND. THAT OUR FEET MAY SWIFTLY CARRY OUT THY COMMAND. SO WE SHALL FLOW A RIVER FORTH TO THEE AND TEEMING WITH SOULS SHALL IT EVER BE. IN NOMINE PATRIS. ET FILII. ET SPIRITUS SANCTI.

Truth??
Ok here is my question to all Every day i pick my daughter and 2 our daycare kids up from school....everyday i see a young lady. everyday she wears a tank top that is too small for her and no bra. she is a young mom i would say 23 or 24 MAYBE 25 at the most. anyways she is not very attractive her hair isnt washed she wears no make up and she is a lil over weight her belly hangs out..BUT she think she is the STUFF!! I understand the young single mom thing i was a single dad for many years BUT never went out so that i might embarass my child...so should say something to her or let it go ??? does hse need to know?? either way its her child that will deal with later with her schoolmates...

Patience
Patience The days are so long as I wait for my turn at life. The cards are delt one by one. I look at my hand and sigh, It is filled with pain and strife. The waiting is a test. Wondering takes my mind away. Will I ever get delt a hand worth keeping Or, will I be lonely until my eternal rest? My time will come, one way or another. I will live it day by day. The cards will fall as they are destined So I wonder why do I even bother. The days are so long as I wait for my turn at life. The cards are delt one by one. I look at my hand and sigh, Why must it always be filled with pain and strife. Darla

Hmmmmm
So.... im sitting here thinking about all the ways life is good right now. I have an amazing job that gave me a huge raise just to keep me around. I have a cool ex whos supportive and understanding. I have an even more amazing girlfreond who couldnt get much better. Im healthy. Im happy. And i have some pretty cool freinds who dont judge me cause im different. I hope that everyone can see the highs in their lives somedays like i can today. I am so happy to be alive today and couldnt ask for much more.