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We Are All Born For Love
Looking for a friend and more.To share things in life,good and bad.Someone to laugh and cry with. Someone that i am comfortable with and who is comfortable with me.Someone who is easy going and understanding of others. Don't like people who shout,are rude,unreliable,lie. Contact me http://www.freewebs.com/ridingpartner

How Jealous Are You
How jealous are you? Only when you need to be...The perfect combonation of laid back and jealous. If you see something that raises a red flag, you don't hesitate to ask questions, otherwise, you are laid back and trusting. Take this test

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
What kind of kiss are you? PassionateYour kiss is the kiss that makes girls melt and men get in touch with their feminine side. Nothing says I love you like a full, heart-felt kiss. Take this test

Whats Your Sex Style
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Playstation 3 Sells Out At Launch
Electronics stores in Japan have sold out of PlayStation 3 consoles after thousands of gamers queued for hours in the cold to buy them. Large queues meant some shoppers were turned away even before stores opened at 0700 local time (2100 GMT). The console officially went on sale on 11 November but Sony only made 100,000 machines available on launch day. Instead of opening at midnight, stores organized lotteries to decide who in the queue would get a long-awaited PS3. Line dance Outside Bic Camera's flagship Tokyo store more than 1,000 people queued for their chance to buy a PlayStation 3. Shop attendants with microphones warned impatient customers that sales would end if there were any injuries. "Standing in line today is the only way to make sure I got one," said Takayuki Sato, 30. Tomoaki Nakamura, 41, said: "I've been waiting for this day to come for so long. I'll play it all through the weekend. No time for meals." The head of Sony's g

Things People Say
Here are some comments colleagues and I have heard from employees that I thought were note worthy... I will keep adding to this as I hear more. "I know I was breaking company policy but I thought that if it was only for a few minutes each day it would be okay. I mean isn't there a time allowance on these things?" "Well I'm not sure which network drives I need access to so why do you give me full rights to everything and I will tell you what I don't need" Employee: "I wasn't looking at porn on the company computer.. it's all those pop-ups" HR Manager: "Isn't this a print out of you sign in page to a website that contains adult content?" "I know I was told that my computer activity would be monitored but I didn't think you would actually check." President of a company: "Yes I told my managers to fire all the women, women belong at home. And you can quote me on that!" Attorney: "Sir this is a deposition everything is a quote." Employee explaining why the co

Friends
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Ho, Get Your Ass In, And Let's Ri-i-iii-i-ide.
Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography" Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? on my bed 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? black baby phat robe, black wife beater, leopard panties 3. What is your current problem? I'm getting sick, and I'm kind of hungry... 4. What makes you most happy? laughing or making someone laugh 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Four Seasons-"Who loves you" 6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? the only person I was closest with. 7.Do you ever watch MTV? yeah. 8.What's something that really annoys you? Beating around the bush. ;D Even though, i admit, I do it sometimes. But come the fuck on. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: 1.Middle name: Chantel, what was she thinking? 2.Nickname(s): Tiff, Fanny, Tittany, Red, Tippy, Trippy 3.Current place: bedroom 4.Eye color: dark brown

Business Dinner
"You're kidding me, James," I scowled. "C'mon, man. This is a load of crap." "It's not, " he protested. "I know how it sounds but it really works, Dave. Honest." Dave doesn't usually casually make up stories, so I was more than curious, but I remained skeptical. "OK," I offered. "Tell me the story again, with more detail." "All right. I went to Bangkok that, as you know, I have to do twice a year to meet with exporters and try to figure out our product line. It used to be different and exciting, but now it's just routine and a very long, tiring trip. After the meetings, I would sometimes have business dinners, and then just usually go back to my hotel, read a little and sack out. The time difference is a killer. "But at this one meeting, there was a new young guy, Hon, and we hit it off well. Before long, we were laughing and joking around like old friends. He was much more progressive than his colleagues. It turns out that Hon was the son of one of the owners and had g

Think About It....
READ EACH SENTENCE SLOWLY AND THINK ABOUT IT. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. Nobody is perfect Until you fall in love with them Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes and to the people whose lives you want to be in!!! Remember, every minute spent angry is 60 seconds of happiness wasted... MySpace Comments Graphics

Need Sleep But Can't
I know I admit it I need sleep badly I should go to bed but dammit the holy six pack of films is in its last showing on cinemax and well I'm up and its late so off goes my mind.. welcome to another tangent although this one I have admittedly wrote about before but dammit saw something that made me think about it again... Once again my mind went off on a weird tangent today when I saw a lady and the tramp commercial on TV. It got me to thinking that in today's society tramp is a pretty negative term when talking about a woman, however I feel that not all of that term can be contributed to that beloved disney classic. I mean true in the movie Tramp was a street walker and didn't really have a home and pretty much nailed the first rich bitch that came along to help assure him of a home. And therein lies the problem that for some reason I can't wrap my mind around. In the movie Tramp is a male and now in society a tramp is a female. What dumbfuck saw this movie and said ya kno

Crabby Old Woman =-)
Crabby Old Woman When an old lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Dundee Scotland, it was believed that she had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through her meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Ireland. The old lady's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the North Ireland Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old Scottish lady, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous us" poem winging across the Internet: Crabby Old Woman What do you see, nurses ....... What do you see? What are you thinking ........... When you're looking At me? A crabby old woman ............ Not very wise, Uncertain of habi

Yayyyy!!!
well its 1201 and i am officially old! its my birthday and i feel every second of it. I am sittining here tonight drinking by myself and wondering why i am so damn stubborn that i will not let anyone in???? I guess i am just a fricking dumbass! well happy birthday to me.

This Might Mean Good Bye 4-ever
To me it seems like cherry tap is getting more fake by the day as to everyone is added "rate my profile first" to their nick name so I think I might find somewhere else to go. it was nice knowing yous!

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing, I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's likely she

My Love For Redheads
The other day in a chat room someone decided to question me on my preference for redheads. I mean surely there has to be a reason that I prefer a woman to have red hair over any other color right? I mean we don't just have preferences on stuff for the hell of it and well just because it sounds good. So I actually did sit down and think about why out of the millions of females out there I'm more likely to gravitate towards those with red as their hair color. The answer was actually pretty simple and it came to me while watching cartoons. And yes that reason is cartoons actually. I mean growing up the few leading females I watched in cartoons or read about in comic books were readheads. You had Teela in He-Man, Scareltt in GI Joe, MJ Watson in Spiderman and Jean Grey in X-men as well as Rogue. So is it any wonder that after spending my childhood, ok not just my childhood I still watch all the cartoons, with basically the few females I see having red hair that my preference ends up

Are You Alone After You Get Std?
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Disney Radio
my mind goes odd places late at night and I have yet to have a rant in my blog yet so its time for one... haven't ranted in awhile... Ya know maybe if I had lived somewhere closer that had better radio stations I would've written this rant a while ago but since I just found out yesterday it get saved for today. With acquiring my new XM radio I was ecstatic at the possiblities, naturally with baseball being at the top of my list, but then in skimming the music stations availiable I came across disney radio. Now the kid in me pretty much sported a pre-teen woody at the possiblities of all the disney music I enjoyed growing up, like the Duck tails theme and other great cartoons from my childhood. The possibilites I thought were endless as to what musical enjoyment and memories I could get from one radio station. Imagine my shock and horror, not to mention extreme shrinkige of the inner child hard-on, when I discovered the station to play nothing but teeny bopper bullshit pop music.

The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God Part3
As you fight to be free I shock you more. I laugh at how you jerk and twitch. Then i remove the clamps and replace them with claws marks. I watch you shiver with each mark I make. Then you start to get a hard on. I just laugh at you. you fight even harder to get free. Then i pour Ice cold salt water on you. I see you jerk. Then i start to lick your body. First your neck and chest. i hear you moan into the gag and feel you get harder still. I slowly tease your nipples then slip down to your tummy and lick that as well. You jerk and try to get free. i just laugh. Then i just slowly lick the tip of you dick,you move trying to get deep inside my mouth. But I smack your chest with my metal claws and draw blood. Ha,ha.

Working On It
To all my Friends, I am sorry that i have not rated all of your pics yet. I have been lazy, no excuses just truth. I am working on getting caught up. Hopefully I will get caught up by this Wednesday if not it will be shortly after that.

Graduation Party
After graduation Mrs. Haven invited all of us to her and her husbands house for a huge party. Everybody was drinking having a good time, and of course Mrs. Haven looked as hot as ever wearing tight shorts and a skimpy tank top she changed into. I couldn't help but stare at her, for an older woman she was stunning. She stood at 5-6" tall, large breast and descent body that made all the boys turn their heads. I think she noticed, because as the night went on and everyone got drunker she started sitting on my lap and flirting with me. She bent over a few times in front of me so I could see her cleavage and she smiled when she noticed me looking. At one point she asked me to help get something in the basement. I was taking down some plates out of a cupboard when she rubbed up against pointing to some other items to get down. I thought she might have even rubbed my half bulging cock in my pants on purpose. Either way I felt her hand rub against my crotch as she pointed with th

Feelings...
A poem written by: Becky Leanne (tiggs) The feelings I once had are now gone. Plucked from my heart and mind, One by one. Flashes are all that I see, Of one that was close to me. Pictures are nice to look at, But they can't bring him back. I am free. But I am not. For my heart belongs to someone else, Someone who knows not. At least not yet. This overwhelming desire, That burns with rage and fury. I have no choice but to wait, I have the key to unlock the gate. I can unlock it, I will unlock it. But when? This one was published as well...and this one does have to do with me!! I was feeling extremely hurt as I do now...Enjoy.

Drinks And Celebrations
What a cool weekend it was... had a great time and my mates 21st birthday party... I had a great night and worked my way through a bottle of Jack Daniels finest... and even ended up getting lucky (for once) but unfortuatly it just ended up being a one night thing. There was only one downside to the party... I suffered the after affects of the whisky and I still have sore back and a sore dick from the "after-party". However the party itself was really cool... was awesome to catch up with so many people. Hope everyone else had a great weekend Andy

A Cucold Telling Anal Story
Evalyn's First Anal or How I Became a Cuckold .. This is how peter discovered that his g/f wasnt moody type....lets listen from this cuckold now... I'd discovered that my new girlfriend Evelyn wasn't the moody type. She didn't get easily upset. So I was a little surprised one day by a small but sudden change in her mood. We were at the mall, and she had asked me to come with her into one of those chic women's boutiques where she was going to leave a dress to be altered that she'd bought there earlier. She left me waiting by the cash register while she went back to the dressing room to drop the dress off. When she left she was in her usual pleasant, cheerful mood, but then when she came back she seemed suddenly distracted and nervous. I wondered why, but she didn't say. She said only that the tailor was there, and that he would alter the dress but first needed to measure her. She told me she would be right back and then walked back to the dressing room. It's

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Moonbeams
Moonbeams You rode in on moonbeams You placed a kiss upon my nose You whispered sweet things in my ear You then handed me a rose I wonder if I’m dreaming Is my baby really here Taking me in his arms Wanting to keep me near I feel his fingers graze my back Then run through my hair Holding my face in his hands His lips find mine with care His message shoots straight through me He’s got to have me now To be forever only his Someday, somewhere, somehow Our kiss is sweet, slow and long Our embrace is warm and tight Our souls are now one Our hearts, in love, take flight Taking us far away from here Where we can finally be Together forever and always Tears wet my face when I awake Being with you is my wish My dreamz are gone forever and I realize “Happily ever after” is just a myth

Soft Is The Heart Of A Child...
A poem written by: Becky Leanne (tiggs) Soft is the heart of a child, who quivers in the corner as her parents fight. It starts early in the morning until night. The wishes for silence won't come true, As hateful words fly right through. After the hate has been projected, As baby's heart lays unprotected, Apologies have been said. And baby is tucked into bed, Tomorrow is another day. The vicious cycle continues without being stopped. And the child's heart gets stomped. This was published along with others that I have written and as a side note...this was not me...I did not have to live this kind of horror. It was based on a movie that I watched as a part of a course that I was taking in high school.

Hazel On The Net: Contact Information
Hazel on the Net: Contact Information This is my crush tag. Crush this person!Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag! Leave Hazel a Voice Message Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage xPeeps [ Hazel Ice on xPeeps] My.Space Find me on MySpace and be my friend! CherryTap Smokey Hazel Ice@ CherryTAP Okay these are my various screen names: Yahoo smokie_hazel_ice@yahoo.com MSN smokie_hazel_ice@hotmail.com AOL smokiehazelice !!!CUMMING VERY SOON!!! All of our photos found within our preveiws are copywrite 2006 hazelandezra.com.

Tall Single Looking For Partner
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Contest Poll
i want to run a new contest but i want u ladies to vote on some or give me some help with what u like to see or be in.here are just a few. 1. best hair 2.best swimsuite 3.best evening gown 4. best teddy 5.best thong 6.best smile 7.best tat 8.best ass please send me a massage to me me out with a new contest or let me know if you like to see something else. thank you

Just Turned Good
MY DAY HAS WENT FROM SHIT TO REALLY GOOD IN THE MATTER OF SECONDS THE WORDS I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO HEAR FOR A WHILE I JUST GOT TO HEAR....RIGHT NOW I AM FEELIN PRETTY GOOD HOPE THAT DOESNT CHANGE FOR ANYTHING I WANT TO STAY IN THIS GOOD MOOD FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT INTO TOMORROW....

Me And My Dream Moped.
Here I am, at my desk typing away because simply put, I'm bored. No but really I try to think of life and how it'd be different if I did something about it. Like being able to bring myself enough courage to ask girls out on dates, to have a stable job, to have a car (cuz I can't afford one). Actually I'd get a moped...I don't know why, but I just think I'd be more badass if I had one instead of a car...Because everyone else has a car but not everybody has a moped. Plus I'd pimp that sucker like no tommarrow. Change the exhaust pipe and make it sound like a Harley, put tribal decals all over it, Platinum plated rear view mirrors. Oh yeah that'd be awesome. Could you imagine a moped like that? I'd be the baddest lookin guy eva. Me and my dream moped. Oh how I'd have so much fun with it. Take my first date out on that thing. Oh I hate how wishing makes you get aggrivated because it makes you want things that you can't get a hold of....yet. ;) Yes earlier I said first date, firs

Remain Silent
Sharpen not your wit upon my head abuse me none with your razor tongue I only seek the comforts of your embrace so set aside emotional armor, my love. Do not see me as an enemy at war but alter your gaze to see me as your ally take no arms up against me, but my hand I come not to strike you down in hate but as bare as a babe in seek of gentle love. While you could take up arrow And bow it is your words I fear that could kill As I am, before you, is vulnerable and weak. and with just a careless word I could fall How could such a thing be you ask? That I could speak of weakness but show none, It is simple, love is variable and odd. She heals gently one flaw while making another. So while i can be bold enough to tell the deep feelings that I keep safe within Its made less by its delicate state to you. For it is only you that can shatter this. And all it would take is rejection. So if you care my love, speak clear. But if love prove false, remain silent

Leaving
So.. I'm gunna be leaving tomorrow for a night. I'm going to my mom and dad's house. Gunna spend the night and just hang out. I might go outside and take pics in the forest. It'll be fun either way. I'm charging my batteries now. I know that I wont have much battery life but oh well. We are poor! I think I'm pretty much done with Swydm. It's boring there right now for me. I think I might take my shit down from there and just stay on here for a while. Anyway, I have dishes to do..even though I'm not motivated what so ever! I'll write when I get back though.. Lata..

Midnight Mussings
Bah, I really dont wanna go to work tomorrow. Though i should talk. I have the rest of the week off. :P Thank god. I can get time off to actually get over my two week cold. That's what I get for working at a daycare-- in which in any daycare there are always sickness and no-shows. We've been having both, so I have been huffing it and going to work feeling like shit. I had a good weekend. Spent it with the boyfriend. =) me-

Life
Life is Wonderful!! Just wanted everyone to know that I am enjoying CT/LC, although I don't think it's BETTER than MySpace. It's completely different and not as user friendly, but I enjoy the rating process.

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Boondock Saints Movie
OK FOLKS I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE MOVIE FOR THE 2ND TIME, AND IT WAS EVEN BETTER THIS TIME THEN THE 1ST TIME I SAW IT. I AM SO GOING TO BUY THIS MOVIE. I LOVE IT. IT TOTALLY ROCKS PEOPLE. IT IS ALSO MY BROTHER IN LAWS FAVORITE MOVIE. ANYBODY ELSE SEE IT, AND WHAT YOU THINK OF IT???

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman, isn't in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman, must be seen from in her eyes Because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman, isn't in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she cares to give, the passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman, with passing years, only grows. I wish you bright mornings and warm, sunny days, Soft shade to cool you from sweltering rays, Raindrops, a few, from some cloud floating by, Rainbows thereafter to color your sky. Rambling rivers and great shining seas, Mountains and forests with towering trees, Hillsides and valleys, all flower-festooned, Nature that nurtures whomever's attuned. A faithful companion who'll stay by your side, Children to care for, to love and to guide, Enough work to do with enough time for play Then restful sleep at

Confused Soul
So much to give. So much to say. So much to express. Where is the one who will answer my soul's cry? Why does my heart believe so many lies from others. Where is the love that i deserve? Why do i give so much love, only to have it never returned? These are the things that i have yet to understand.

Where For Out Thou Romeo?
I often wonder where my prince is. Where is the man who will mend my broken heart. Where is the man who will love me so unconditionally and eternally. My soul cries for it's equal, my heart longs to beat again with all of the love i have to give. I long for that man to look into my eyes and see the real me. The man i can see in my future. The man that i know i will spend the rest of my life with. I'm not perfect and i am certainly not expecting perfection. All i want is someone to accept me completely for who i am, not who they want me to be. I don't think that is too much to ask for. I don't know how much more my heart can take..... where are you? please come to me........soon...

Frustrated
Lately it seems that everytime i get through something and i think i'm doing better, something else comes along and knocks me down again. I don't think i deserve all of the things i have had to endure lately, but i always get through it somehow. I am not going to get into any details. It is just frustrating. I hide alot of my frustration and stress, but eventually it gets to be too much. I don't really know if i will find what i want. I really try to hold on to the hope that i will someday. It just seems so far away and sometimes near impossible.

Photography Shoots
Photographer in middle Ga looking for ladies to pose for the following types of shots: Glamour, Casual, Swimwear, and Lingerie. If you are, 18 plus and WILLING to do Implied Nude, Artistic Nude, and Topless/Nude it would be a plus but NOT a requirement. I will give you a copy of all pictures taken on CD and at least 4 – 8x10 prints. You may bring a friend(escort)to the shoot if you wish. You can see some of my work at the following links: http://www.modelplace.com/?op=member&id=15062 http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/rvtmann69x3/my_photos http://www.allmodelzone.com/AMZid-rvtmann69.html http://www.kindindustries.com/rvtmann69 You can reach me here or Yahoo(ID: rvtmann69) By email: Liepins_Unlimited@cox.net : rvtmann69@cox.net Thanks for your time. Chris Liepins

Infatuation
Infatuation is a strange thing. A bony creature thin with feeding on itself. It is addicted not to its subject, but to its own vain hunger And needs but a pretty face to fuel its rampant imagination. It's humid couch and sweaty palms. It's fleshy carpets ablaze with conquest. But when conquering is complete, the blood leaves its limbs and it becomes disenchanted. Disappointed even to the point of disgust with its subject, who sits then, like a hollow trunk, emptied of its precious cargo and left to fade like defeated naval ships. A seed relieved of its transparent husk, to dissolve finally on a rough and impatient tongue. -Jewel Kilcher

The Boondock Saints Prayer
AND SHEPARDS WE SHALL BE, FOR THEE MY LORD. FOR THEE, POWER HATH DESCENDED FORTH FROM THY HAND. THAT OUR FEET MAY SWIFTLY CARRY OUT THY COMMAND. SO WE SHALL FLOW A RIVER FORTH TO THEE AND TEEMING WITH SOULS SHALL IT EVER BE. IN NOMINE PATRIS. ET FILII. ET SPIRITUS SANCTI.

Death
"Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we still are. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way you always used to. Put no difference in your tone; wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was, let it be spoken without effort, no trace of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, somewhere very near. Just around the corner. All is well." - Henry Scott Holland (1847 - 1918) Canon of St Paul's, London

Kiwi Kitten
Well, My lil kitty is sick...it is the cat that I am posting as my "PICTURE" right now. The "doc" found a "nodule" in his throat.. He was also breaking out in a bunch of horrible rashes. It was looking really bad.. Have you ever tried to give a pill to a cat :P~ well luckily the the medicine was liquid...and he must know I am trying to make him better. He is jumping up on the sink. Well..The doc thinks it is something with is "thyroid" Please pray, send blessings, or any other thing you do...for my kitty I do not want it to be cancer He is a VERY good kitty!!! Thank you to all my friends!!

The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God Part 2
Just as i fore saw. See that the god has return from the redheads place. There go's the shirt,a few steps there gos the pants.Good god, don't turn the lights on. ha,ha,right in the hot tub. As i watch you go under the water i take my place. As your head pops out of the water, i inject you,and out you go. i pull you out of the hot tub and pull you in to the playroom. Ties you up to the bed, gags you and blind folds you. To wake you up I put clamps on your nipples and your dick. Sends shocks to both of them. You wake up and try to get away ,fool,hehe.

Pages Of The Night
i have walked a long way just to see you i have held onto something that no one ever knew and now i see in your eyes what it is im supposed to be i can take a look to the stars and see youll set me free so remember when i hold you close that im the one you need and forget the things in the past that make your heart bleed lets live forever in the pages of the night and forever we can be as one til they turn out the light ill fill your days and nights with shades of black and grey and turn all your fears around and make them go away

Talk To Me.
Hey guys just wanted to take a min to say, that you guys can come and talk to me. I have over 100 "friends" but I hardly know most of you. I do try to show love and comments on profiles and pics and stuff but I do try to keep things tasteful. I'm not here to get my rocks off. If I haven't gotten to you yet give me time I promise I will get to all of you. I do really want to get to know people here on CT. I am a flirt but I can have a good serious conversation. I love to talk and listen to people. So don't be a stranger. I am a writter, and I write alot of poetry. I have a website that I post all of my poetry on and I keep a blog there as well. My site recently got hacked and the hacker wiped out my blog and poetry. I have most of the poetry back up. I have over 150 poems right now a little over 100 have be restored. But I didn't have a backup of the blog so I'll have to start from fresh with it. I'm always online and here at CT so send me a shout or a message or feel free to add me to

Angry
So why is it even if I talk to one fuckin guy that everyone automatically assumes either theyre trying to get into my pants or Im trying to get into theirs. No I dont fuckin use people. So thinking that I do, shows apparently how well you do not know me.. I would never use someone due to the simple fact that Ive been used so many times previously in my life. Am I not allowed to have friends. Who the hell are you to fuckin judge me? Are you my father? No. Even if so. I wouldnt give a shit, as much as I do not give a shit now. You act as if you do not care for how many months now, telling me that I never fuckin talk to you unless I want something, when its always me the one trying to get ahold of you. Think about it. Even when we were dating, who was the one who always called you, I always IMed you, it was always me. I confess I am not perfect, I confess that I have flaws, but Im not a criminal, Im not a bad person, and as much anger as I have for you right now I still care about you. I

Save Myself
I am drowning in a sea created by man that swept me away from all that I felt was safe. The very soul that i am is slowly being taken away from me. A drifter or not, I have know the safety of floating freely in the arms of god. and I don't need any thing else. Only I can save me, but I feel my hands bound by society and now imagine life without my own love. Forever is too long and not long enough, So I breath in the life that I gave up to make it easier for others and realise I have played myself. So give me gilded wings to rise above, pull me under in dreams, become the the air that I breath. Allow my true heart to beat again. I have risen above not from flames from the waters of the abyss that will take all.

Darkling
You hold me when I am strong enough to stand, When I already tower over you. You comfort my sadness when it makes me strong, I love that about you. And when you slip my hand is fast to yours. I am your light, I am your dark, just as I am your passion, mystic muse. I haunt you, as you do me when I never wanted you to. Taste me when I am not there, I smell you in my body. Always a haunting hand on my chest, lips to my neck. So far away, so close and yet nothing. The silence falls like the iron curtain in my nightmares. Wild and free, I am just me. I never asked to be anything else, I am honest and bright. A super natural disaster. I linger like the smell of death, twist and change like disease. But I keep things lose to keep you tight, I dance with you, you parry my attacks, we are perfect, a mingle of hot and fresh. Even our fights stay up tight to watch the shadows we make on the walls. Our dirty little secret that sets m

Proud As A Gay !
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Your Music
Your music flows through me like a knife, upsetting all I know and all I feel. The words move me into actions, effect the flow of my passions to you. Like an unseen pair of hands they drag, unwillingly to your side, my person. I am forced and bound to you. Your hands on me and I cannot beg for mercy, I do not deserve your mercy. I do not want your mercy, I want this strange dark feeling. You awoke it in my blood and now I am a living fire, Terror filled of my own mind and passions. I hunt I taste I seek and I burn in the night lighting the space where you no longer are. Touch me again my shadow and I will ignite I will burn the heavens in your name and honor. Then die like a phoenix to rise as beauty. Never to surpass the strength of your song., Words I was never ment to understand move my body, I bend and never break. I take all you give into me and feel empty. Anytime Anywhere my love.

Effigy
I am fallen into the shallowness of spirit, as one slips into a coma, shock and trauma rock like tsunami waves. Each a threat in itself, but all one whole. You've twisted logic till I can to be blame. No longer the girl you love, no longer beautiful and bold, but blame Five foot tall blame. You amuse me still. Facts ran rampant over your body, your wax effigy of a real man. So many fooled, yet I never told. And then with a vibration, I knew, all too late, that i was damned. I had shifted from the weightily poet, to the flirty vapid girl. I never wanted to be a girl, let alone your girl. I would rather be the ocean. Not the speck watching the ocean come up on me. I ramble, I rage, I rant, and I rave, But not of this will do us any good. And like a tsunami my anger soon fades, leaving nothing but gray skies, and the landmarks of what depth I used to have.

You Played Your Part
You played the part, Acted like an angel, always standing at my side. I knew you like I knew myself. Shows what a mortal can know. The safe hands where I would rest my head, at the base of your feet, now appear to be hooves. The eyes I sought kindness from, leave only questions and pain. You are not an angel, not my salvation, you are my damnation. My slip into the world of the vampire. Not the idea, but the metaphor. Someone who cannot survive without taking, from another, then making them doubt themselves. I refuse your hand. I find hope inside of me, I remember my roots. I know from where I came. A goddess twice removed, but I will not disappear. My smile is here on my face, the knife in my back gone, it has turned on you. You only want thing, till you have them. Want me all you want. You'll never have me again. I am above you, I am once again a goddess, while you're hooves and black eyes, can only watch me. Wing around my body, imperfect as it

The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God,part 1
Ok, this is what i wrote last night. just a bit of twisted fun. I'm sitting in my shadow spot i see you working your ass off. By dancing on the stage and taking the sluts money. i just laugh to myself. For no one knows what i know. You thought you could just push me to the side. But what you and these sluts don't know is that when i was at your place picking my stuff up i left you a gift. i know what you'll do,you'll go home with the redhaired slut siting in the center of the tables. you'll tie her up and fuck her brains out. Then once she's asleep you'll slip out of the back door and come home. Once there you'll rip off your shirt and pants,slip in to the hot tub. thats where it'll all change. So go ahead enjoy the little redhead slut,because she'll be the last for you ,in a long while. Ha,ha,i get up and slip out of the strip club and think about the second step in taking the god down.

I Am Poured From You
I am poured from your hands like heated glass, not quiet a liquid not yet solid. Your hands move over me, smoothing me out, making me what you want me to be. I make no choice, I remain only yours. You are the creator, I am but your creation. You'll set me aside, watch me. This angle and that. Twist me, break me melt me back down and start again. Each time your hands smooth out flaws. But each time I am weaker. Cracks will show within You make a perfect circle around me, a witch ball of colors and styles. Inside I am trapped into what you want me to be. Still your hands smooth. Until the glass breaks, and I fall to the floor, free of your smoothing hands, free of what you want, I am flawed and disconnected, But I am my own

Was It Worth It?
Was it worth it, The lies and the jokes, you laughed while i cried, Was it worth it to know that you sat back smoked up while my heart died. Was it worth it? When you knew what you said would hurt and shatter me? Was it worth it when you knew how I felt and went ahead and took and knew they could plainly see. Was it worth it, now that you're all alone? Was it worth it to know I pity you? I could lie and said it was fake, all the emotions but that is not me I already lowered myself, to your level once before. Why would I do it again. Was it worth it. Cause I walked out of the door. Was it worth it, cause I have nothing to say anymore? You lied when you knew I could handle no more. You lied when you knew, it had all happened before. My trust was fragile, and you lied. You played games, you shattered a heart, You made a fool out of me, and still wanted to be friends. Was it worth it?

Betrayed
You left me betrayed, you never cared that I was hurting. You claim to not have known, but it was written in my soul. You claim to be empathic, then how could you have not known. It would have burned like God's eyes. The one's to whom always watch. You lay with the demon and claimed him your love, he denied you and still does. I know that path, have walked it lifetimes before. But you still looked down at me, pat my head, sent me on my way as a child. I am now before you, bare breasted in the moonlight, bold, beautiful, and proud. Broken. You cannot deny me now, you don't get the chance. I am beyond you and you'll never know. I have brought you to you're knees, so now you have to look up at me and now you must surrender the respect in which I am due. I am not a child, I am not your friend, I am not even sure you are your own friend. You claim I helped you fall, I only showed you the view, your the on

To Whom It May Concern: A Poem To My Crew And The Capt. Of The Screaming O
To Whom It May Concern: Tryst was late for school again, she didn't sleep well last night. She spent the night in battle, between her heart and what was right. She didn't finish her homework, her mind was lost in thought; over truth, and justice, and love, and arguments she fought. Tryst will not be in today, she had a nasty fall; her bodies fine, her heart is bruised, but it doesn't show at all. Tryst has moved today you see, she won't be back next fall; she placed her trust in the wrong place, and someone dropped the ball. They say she's happier now, she smiles, laughs, and plays; but she dreams of times, when people had kinder ways. To Whom It May Concern: She said she's sorry, but she had to go, and she loves you very much; but too much has happened, and her trust you cannot touch. She hates to leave you all behind, but it has to be this way; for people are not careful, of exactly what they say. Her outsides are perfection,

The Result
I remember you by silver, by aqua, teal, and gold. I remember you by newness, by roundness, by tarnish, by old. I remember you by laughter, by anger, sweat, and tears. I remember you by moments, by day, by night, by years. I remember you by smiles, by frowns, passions, and leers. I remember you with strength, with calm, fire, and fears. I remember you by leather, by satin, silk, and strings. I remember you by circles, by images, by memories, by rings. I always seem to remember, through everyday things, all the thoughts that belong to you, and by the way the emotion stings. They come to me in waves of sadness, passion, fear, and joy. Yet, we're better off the way we are me a girl and you a boy. We;re better off as friends, come hell or waters high, but as my friend I'm here with you, from memories till we die. So, when memories flood, the space within my mind, I think of all we've been through a

Untitled
Lain in bed set ablaze by the fire in my soul that moves to take over all and never let me go. The fire wrapped inside my vain speaks of words never said of anger and of fear, and a thousand thoughts inside my head. It burn me from the inside out, melting away all that is me till the anger and the hurt is all other will see. My spine turns to steal my flesh into a grave my heart incased in stone, regretting all i gave. And still your words will play upon my burning form wrapping still tight round, reminds me of lesson learned. The burning goes from night to day and everywhere in between all the time in wake or dream, blurring all i see. I would hate you if I could, them maybe it would end but we both know I cannot for them it would be my souls end. So I burn forever in anger left unsaid and will light the world till it or I are dead.

I Am Shattered
I am crystal vibrating, Resonance and with you I shatter calling out your name holding you close as I lose myself I shatter because of you clinging to ideas clinging to lost breath I am crystal. . . resonance. . . and I shatter under you, around you soft like hospital lights I shatter and I beg "don't let me go, hold me and don't let me go" I shatter crystal, resonance and you take all I have but I give willingly I shatter.

Like . . . .
I feel like wasted land laid beneath you're hungry feet pawing and clawing at the fabric of my survival. Lacking all that you deeply desire but am more then you're expectations. I feel like I lost a vital organ donated for the cause of this unwanted crusade, I can still feel it like heart in someone else's chest, berthing and moving like worms. I feel like my hair might be the only part of me that is Growing, save for this longing deep within my soul, where no one knows and few can see. growing and spreading like some disease, breeding the pain and the emptiness that only I am so aware of. I feel my eyes as they see, as if images live can attack, I can feel sight and the movement of the iris, stained from the lack of humanity in the area I now cling to. I feel like I drowned and never knew what life was till it was already too far gone and I tastes just like a nine volt battery on the tongue, bitting and singing, both shocking and exciting, like passion, like a first kiss, but

Missing Some Aspect Of My Life
Alone in a room full of people I can hear myself think and breathe, the sound is annoying in its constant flow, Thoughts go in breath goes out. The daily drum of life, while around me things wiz and beeb and demand attention that I refuse to give. I am lost in a thought of you. You with ti-dyed hair, you with ice for eyes, You with a smile that could scare me from this place Everything right now is about you. Controlling my thoughts without lifting a finger. How was you're day? How are you feeling? Are you happy? Do you still love me? These are questions I ask, not to you, but of myself for you. Another intake of air and another idea of you. The smell of you, the taste of skin, the way you scream when I bite you. The wuss of a vampire. My contradiction, I adore you. One thought pressing on the core of my being, one that demands release. So this is love?

Long Empty Hours
Tonight I let my heart bleed. I stood where I had to stand, or I felt I might lose my soul. I could go back no more. The fact might be moot, and matter to none, But for the moment its a battle I had to bare, cross and anger And though it might cost more Then even I had hopes to pay I had to stand up for today for tomorrow I might have to bend But I will stand Even if it means I stand alone. I will let my eyes cry for tonight Tears I promised myself would never shed from these eyes. I will stand alone, I will cry, and I will lament, but I know the choice I made was right. For I fought for tonight. I fought for myself I fought for my mind, I fought and i didn't back down. I will stand, Even if I have to stand alone. For if I back down, then I will forever back down. So I cry, bitterly Fits of rage, Fits of Sorrow, But all my fits to bare, Will this battle be the end? I cannot be certain, But I will be proud to know I stood my ground

Surender
I keenly feel the distance between us, Where once you were there A movement of color around my skin. Now there is unseen hands in my hair, A silent good-bye. I stand alone when once you were here, Always to my right, unspoken. Now the silence that you left Is like the death of a goddess. My lack of innocence drowns Calling forth faults and damnation I overlook this cliff, My own that I made with time. My own misery, My own creation that I now must bare. A beautiful nightmare. There is now beautiful valley. There is water, deep and dark. The abyss that I feared so much. The one that was more deadly in the soul. Green eyes search for some light. You were my light And I have forgotten The paces to your feet Numerous, The lengths of my journey, numbered. I am now only the wind, I live above the water, I am lacking innocence, but carry it in dark eyes. I smile, but never in my soul.

I Miss My Daughters
Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of thing beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be a sweet dream For so much of life is heart break extreme Longing for innocents touch and sweet smile Longing to close sweet distance of miles For the heart beats and longs for those it lost And would pay any price no matter the cost To hold and feel the love yet again To feel the end of that dull pain To rest and know the world is right This is the dream that makes joy take flight Sweet nothings yet are the stuff of fantasy Sweet dreams held in hope by fools like me Sweet the knowledge that tomorrow is not set And only god knows and we may see yet Release in the joy of love to return I hold on to hope for it

Chaos
There are angry words like 2 x 4 boards that strike emotional cords and silence the hoards Dark angry eyes of the boar only said indoors kept me bound to the floors and tested all I could endure made growing up insecure and the reality so much more A living nightmare I bore and then buried to my core my heart a pussing sore love and happiness became lore and my eye I tore because I could not secure the hopes of peace anymore then what was I here for? If I could not insure to carry the family weight I bore?

Captured
The powers of heaven have captured me making me atone for my sins to make good on waisted deeds but I lack the will to begin The mountain that rests snugly upon my hero's head grows daily with deeds I must confess before I am proclaimed dead. Each small event was considered nothing at the time gave my release a dent and repressed the spirit I seek to find. Until I loosen my lips to scream and tell my anger and fear I cannot be redeemed and forever I reside here.

Defined
I am the defined notice of my own torment. I am the defined extent of my own pain I am my pleasure and my bond to this world, a bond I do not want, like collar made of barbed wire. I am gripped and held, fast and gasping I want air and I am swallowed by my own self inside me is all that I lack and it was laid before your god like feet, you my Horus my anubus my answer to all I lacked, I reached for you, forgetting myself as a goddess I am my own reason for hell, I have done this to myself I am the want to open my skin to see the muscles arching and dancing under my eyes I can feel you on me even in the dark when I am fast asleep I can feel you in my on me through me, I am growing to hate me and it has little to do with you. I am sorry, I am guilty and I have no answers for my questions You were there, but you were gone, lost in the ether and smoke I felt you leave, like a spirit passing through me and I defined that moment as the moment my youth died.

What Is Love?
What is love? Current mood: depressed Have you ever had a feeling for someone so strong that you thought that maybe you could love again? Even after being hurt so many times? Love is a feeling that I have tried to forget about. A feeling that I really never wanted to have to feel again, for fear of being hurt. For the first time in a long time I thought that I might have met my Mr. Right. Everything about him was so perfect. The time we had spent together was incredible and our talks were awsome. Just the thought of him would give me butterflys. I would rush to get home just to talk to him. Then we would talk for hours. Sometimes about nothing at all and others were plans for the future. Things I thought were going so well. I had planned on moving to be with him. How crazy is that. Where things are going right now I don't know. I hope for only the best but if it was ment to be I guess I will find out. Everyday that goes by is one more day that I fall even harder for thi

Untitled
My immortal unknown trapped within my own soul kept and keen on all there is unsure of where to look. Lost. alone. unnerved. Long it has rested in a gilded cage waken by those who rattle the bars All looking for the key that would set the creature free kept within the cage itself where no one thought to look.

I Am Your Curse
I am your curse I move like dust and pills like unpaid bills creeping under your skin twisting and then I move over you tell you what to do so on I pray I live on caffeine and unsaid things twisting breaking all your dreams I am your curse You don't understand but try as you can I am a mystic land beyond you below you swinging on door sleeping on floors I'm a heart-attack hiding behind your back showing all you lack out of control no bared holds sadistic smile and feminine whiles call me wild out of style curse my name you're still the same I am your curse you think me bad wish I never had come around made you frown blessed the dirt on the ground I never bother but I try even harder I sing too loud ya' say I am too proud cause I claim a cloud You can't cope, blame it on dope tighten my rope I am only hope but you cannot see I'm your curse call me a fool blame everything I do, I'm just like you.

Missing
When did I start to miss you? I haven't thought of you in so long. What made you come back to my mind? I thought I had gotten over you. But your image lingers still. A living daydream. It does not stay that way. The dream turns into nightmares. Hands break yours against mine, like so much boiling glass. I know you are gone, I know this. I also know that no matter what, I will still miss you. In those waking dreams before dawn. In my heart you live, Just your body is missing.

My Prayer
Alone in the empty church I can hear your silent prayer. I know your pain all too well. I am willing to shed your tears. My blood will burn and boil with yours. My eye cast upon your true temple. My heart will race at the idea of your perfection. I will battle your demons all in the name of love. I let the candles burn within my eyes. I can taste your will. I will resist the seed planted in my own skin. I will fight, but I will never take up arms

Biohazard
All I know is the ignorant truth, or it could be called that, from a society that cannot see true beauty. Not the beauty that most morons can see and point out in a crowd, but the simple beauty in all souls, the one that blooms everywhere. Even after a tragedy, there is unsaid beauty. Grass grows over a grave, a scar can take a shape, new and changing, a child born of rape. Hard to see like the stillness almost peace when one is confused. The sudden hope after being letdown. But hope is no longer something I know it lives not in this flesh, but hangs before my lips, like forgiveness. Like a biohazard, I move, good but around me, inside me there lay lands, thoughts unknown. Damned by any rightful church and those who are unable to see my beauty. They are lost to it. Smiles cover a permanent melancholy. In me could lay millions of things, so beautiful, but so breakable they go unseen. For there is always something in the way of them coming out. This is all I know to be true, bu

Remember A While Ago. . . .
Remember a while ago, when I was safe in your arms, when I felt okay about me. Before there was hurt, before there was neglect. Before you made me feel like everything I left. There was a shared demon, it passed from you, into me, tainted. I remmebe that still. It lives still and begs for release. It has things to say, bridges to burn. It hurts and is like a sullen child. Remember when I found safety from terror in your arms. before you turned from me like I was nothing. I know now I was nothing, A pair of arms, legs,breasts. Like all those before and after me. Difference is, I have a part of you inside. The demon that seeks and screams the one that was awoken the one they stirred and shooke th gilded cage. Katie bar the door, its lose. I can feel it behind my eyes. And I adore it, the feel the teeth and lust for blood. The violence itching at my hands. Thank you for this gift. I will not be returning

I Can Taste You
I can taste you, on my tongue, like over ripe strawberries. Your soul is bared for my teeth. For which I gladly sink into you. I wrap your skin around my own, my little armor. A pair of feral eyes watching the world, lost inside your skin. No one knows that you are not you. No one cares. They just watch. And still I taste you, acidic, sweet, metalic, and filled. Emotions and things left unsaid. Anger and lust, bitterness all tingle your blood, like eroctic spices from hald naked countries. You fill me with you, with lust. And then when you're not looking, I take and give and force and bend, and then you are alone.

Red Ties
see the sky turn red at night black clouds rolling in feel the warmth keep it in sight as the light grows dim power of things not named memories of things not tamed a death of old and starts new severing ties from only you we sleep together becoming one a blackened spot on the sun returning there each night making love by candlelight forever in the grasp of love fit perfect like hand to glove this will set me free please just remember me

My Nightmare
He breaks down the door, rage in his eyes. Aiming for me but I run. Years taught me well. Shoes still on my feet. Out the window and leap to the ground. Yelling behind me, don't look back. Eyes on the trees, one foot then the other. Wish never to go home. Wind, rain, snow, and sun. THis path is well known. It breaks off in different directions. A glance back, I hear the door. Run harder run faster. The neighbors know, but they turn away. I am in the goddess hands, but when morning comes it's too late. I am a fallen stone. Leap into the air, born on faith away, no bird, no angel just desperation for freedom. Red and blue lights. Black bags, whispers words. A broken heart they forgot. And a pair of eyes watch from above. And forgivness as he is loaded away. Officers walk in and out, hear past stories, known old bruises. Eyes cast down, shame written. Down the drive a uniformed man head hung low. the help came too late. No one asked him to come.

Woken
Laying on my side, adrift in you. Riding the currents of your blood stream. Rich and thick like fresh milk. Soundless save the screaming of eyes. Wrapped around you, like a seductive dream. Comforted in your safe arms. Between us the universe. Inside us silent raging fires, burning blue red into the night. demon's dance under our skin, awoken by each others touch. Risen to meet you eye to eye, A mirror image of my pain. I am coated in you, red, and milk. I am life that you have given me. the steady thudding within you caused. And when you leave it stops.

Fallen From Grace
I have fallen from grace, a grace I never knew I had, one I will now forever miss. from the warmth of it to the nothing. Cold and shadows, Lies and hurt. It haunts in my eyes. Strangers can now see the pain. Want to smother it. Make it go away. Send me to church. None of it can return my grace. For I lack the courage to stand, and take it back.

A Decent Man
A Decent Man by Jaye Lewis Louie. What a giant of a man he was, from the beginning. We met in the home of mutual friends, who had rescued me and my children from a woman's shelter. I remember seeing him for the first time, how he seemed to fill the room, and I remember thinking, this is a man who knows exactly who he is. My children fell in love with him immediately, especially nine-year-old Jenny and six-year-old Helen. I had always wondered what a real man, who truly loves children, would be like. I found out that first night. I was cautious and distant, but I couldn't deny the charm of the man who willingly made a fool of himself for the sake of my children. My daughters were entranced, and they recited the most awful jokes, teaching him how to talk in belch, informing him proudly, about how they had learned these things from their mother. I explained, blushing, that "my children are always bragging about me." He was charming and outgoing with the little ones; yet with the

Chicken N Horse
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink. Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off w ith a length of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, rescued the horse! Happy and proud, the chicken

The Jedi Pimp (song Lyrics And Music To Go With It.)
Love Sex n Death THE JEDI PIMP (click song title on player to listen) (Verse)Cold laser pressed against my head, I’m jumping like a suicide--light saber in my hand, I’m a mutha fucking JEDI--kill Darth Vader, he’s a mother fucking talkah--I’ll fuck you up and make you scream like Chewbacca--not just a JEDI, I’m a mutha fuckin playa--I’m even getting pussy from Princess Leia--but I mostly just let her suck my cock--cause she got pussy as hairy as an Ewok-but when I hit it she’s screamin in Dolby--cause you know I’m swinging like Obi Wan Kanobi--and I don’t give a fuck if you think I went too far--I got balls as big as the Death star (Chorus)Death star--in a galaxy far far away--Death star--fuck with me and it’s bombs away (Verse)Death funk metal and you’re under attack--I’m a fuckin empire mutha fuckin strike back-I’m a cyber pimp mutha fuckah without a glitch--but be

Falling Far Beyound Darkness
OK PEOPLE THIS IS MY LAST ONE FOR TODAY UNLESS I COME UP WITH SOME MORE...THE ONES JUST POSTED WAS WHAT I DID YESTERDAY SO YEAH....JUST THOUGHT ID LET YA ALL KNOW : ] falling far beyound darkness where no screams can be heard, this is where your soul has gone, to a point where none can see, a place that it can be safe from those cruel hands that have cased so much pain, but at what sacrifice is this done, although safe it is gone and no longer holds its gental touch, but rather the body becomes numb, while the heart still pumps it gives only icy water making the skin cold and the flesh pale, leaving you a mystery, one that none will ever know, for you say you have changed that you have become a demon, and some do believe , taking your pale cold flesh as proof, but one will never know you as this, one that still sees your soul hidden from the world and at times even yourself, but one still sees a fant glow buried beyound an eteranal darkeness, whil

Alyssa Lies - Jason Michael Carroll
My little girl met a new friend, just the other day, on the playground at school between the tires and the swings But she came home with tear-filled eyes, and she said to me "Daddy, Alyssa lies" Well I just brushed it off at first, 'cause I didn't know how much my little girl had been hurt or the things she had seen. I wasn't ready when I said "You can tell me" and she said... "Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" My little girl laid her head down that night to go to sleep. As I stepped out the room, I heard her say a prayer so soft and sweet "God bless my mom and my Dad and my new friend, Alyssa *oh*I know she needs you bad Because Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" I had the worst night of sleep in years as I tried to think of a way to calm h

Pictures Of Me
Hello everyone out there my name is Terry i am 33 and yes i am bi i have lots of pics now so please leave comments so i know what u like cuz i could change them and all maybe if i like your requests so give that some thought k i also have lots of pics in my stash too kool ones of all sorts of things i find on the net so take a look im me to chat if u want love to chat just so u know and love to flirt too lol laters Terry

My Poetry
To all those who are concerned ... my poetry does not express my true feelings. I use it as a means to rid myself of emotions that I could not otherwise handle. I would not, and DO not do the things that I write (Kinda like Eminem) but I write them to cope. Yes, I may have issues, but if you don't like it, don't read it. If you do like it, and think I support the actions I write about -- get over yourselves cause that is sick (well sometimes ... see "Happy Evening" if you wonder what I mean) As for everyone who understands what I am doing, I thank you, and hope that you enjoy the darker side. I don't live there, I just visit because the words have the power to heal me, and make me a better person. Have a wonderful day, and don't forget to smile -- it is good for your health :-) ----Dave

Life Just Isn't Fair
I just don't know what to do . there are so many issues in my brain . I have a cousin who just recently killed himself and a close friend who is locked up in jail for 15 years for some really wicked crimes . Now,I find out that this guy i liked is possible-ly in jail for dwi and other things . Well , I really miss my close friend .The other one I always call the boy , hehehe well , Long story there but I thought all this time he lied to me about being on probation and things and i find out he didn't tak to me cuz he was in jail . now i feel like a dumbass. .. But see when he and i met i was having lots of marial problems and he helped me thru some of the hardest things in my life well that i thought was hard at the time . I was leaving a friends house when she was introducing me to all the guys and i was looking at her and I walked down the stairs and i ran into him . Oh mY God I swear it waslike nothing I had ever experienced before in my life . Our friends said they were calli

A Happy Evening ...
I Saw it, Carwling up the leg of my bed It slinked towards my head. I couldn't move Fear gripping my throat As it began to burrow Through my skin; Through my skull; Deep into my brain. Violence engulfed me And I began to rage The blind killing fury Drove me insane. I began to strike out; Fierce blows at anything, Everything that encountered. There are holes in the walls now, My bed a mass of wood, cloth and metal; My furniture, indistinguishable; Everything I own, ripped apart. I look around me and my fury explodes again, I rage outside with a knife and gun; My vision blurred, my mind reeling. The first man I see Gets and angry slug in the face, Instantly anonymous. The second man's flesh Envelopes my blade; Twelve inches of titanium Between his ribs, Through his stunned heart, The blade twists through his spine. The blade controlling my hand, The gun guiding its own sights, Victim after victim, My rampage of hate continues Until

To Believe Again
TO BELIEVE AGAIN IS WHAT I WISH FOR... TO BE ABLE TO TRUST IN YOU THE WAY I USED TO... THE WAY I DID BEFORE THINGS WENT BAD... I WANT TO BELIEVE WE COULD BE FOREVER... TO BELIEVE IN THE THINGS YOU SAY... TO BELIEVE IN LOVE AND HAPPILY EVER AFTER... TO BELIEVE WHAT YOU TELL ME... THAT THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT... THAT WHAT WE MEAN TO EACH OTHER CAN MEAN MORE THAN THE RISKS... THAT IF I FALL YOU WILL BE THERE... RO BELIEVE AGAIN IS WHAT I WISH FOR BUT YOU ALREADY LET ME DOWN... NOT JUST ONCE... HOW CAN I BELIEVE THAT THIS TIME WILL BE ANY DIFFERENT??? THAT MY WORLD WILL NOT TUMBLE AGAIN...

Death Is A Passion
Your thorns grasp deeper... Permeate my head. Where my body lies. There is no bed. You've crowned me king. My ace of spades. Your the devils due.. When the bills are paid. Your sharpened talons, Painted bloodlet red. Your scathing breath... Bores through my head. If this is life... I'd be better off dead. Of a twisted hook... Buried in my loins. Making me wish, I was never borne. Your knarled teeth... Via my jugular vein. I close my eyes Yet in vast distain. I concede the fact, Soon I'll feel no pain. You sap me dry. In soul and keep. My mind in awry. In mental deplete. I lie in prone. In disheveled defeat. By time you read this. My ink is dry. Life as I knew it. Has passed on by. Sometimes I wish, I was made of stone... Just scatter my ash, Of char and bone. In the end ... Be no wind nor tide. A piece of paper, Of final confide. A silenced storm. As I pass on by. Of grasses of brown... And mountains of clay. Of silenced s

A Fading Angel
I followed you since your birth Going where you went I promised my body to you… I would protect you forever For me the reason was simple I was the older brother… and we’re meant to protect those that come after us That’s all the reason I needed Together we would walk Enduring all the pain, hate, sorrow of the world No matter what fate threw at us you always had a warm smile The day our sister died you couldn’t even cry You wanted to be brave just for me No matter how much pain how much sadness that came our way You wore that smile Even in the mist of your last moments you wore that smile That smile is what I wanted to protect… You where so innocent you deserved better Even through all the pain I felt no matter how great you gave me the strength to go on I held your hand that night… with the dimming florescent lights flickering in the background You lay still…like a fading angel ready to be claimed by god You told me that you loved to dream you’d always say “every tim

For Those Of You Who Have Made A Difference To Me
Have you ever wondered where your path in life was supposed to lead you or about the hand that fait will deal you when it is your time to come. I have met people in my life that have truly changed me and made me think about my life in a new way or made me long for something more then what I had. Sometimes I think to myself did I settle for less then what I should have. I often wonder if I have paid for my sins in more ways then one. And if I will ever find that one true place where I belonge. I have made choices in life that I now know where not the smartest of choices but I have managed to live with the consequinces of them. I have also realized taht sometimes life is not always fair. And that the decisons we will make today will affect our lives tommorow and forever to come. And the decisons we made in the past are what have scalpted our lives today. I let a good friend go and wonder if that will haunt me forever. I have lost many who in my mind heart and sould I knew wher

~ All For Love ~
The moon high in the sky The land covered in dew Mist rolls through the trees As I ride to meet you Upon my mighty steed Cutting through the night Blinded by my love I land in the midst of a fight The grass no longer green The trees all splintered in half Bodies as far as my eye can see Death being the dark wizards craft The moon is blocked out The smoke strangling the sky All my ears hear Makes me want to cry Limbs scattered upon the ground Dying men drawing their final breaths Spears of ungodly steel Marking every man upon their breast Arrows coming to close Barely missing my head What am I to do I soon shall be dead Unsheathing my sword The light of death making it gleam I urge my steed into the battle All hoping this is but a dream I swing my sword I can feel it cut to the bone How many will I have to kill How many will barely make it home The men start to fall Like chess pieces upon a board Blood covering my face As more fall from

I Haven't Posted A Blog Lately.
I shacked up with a cherry :> oh yeah oh yeah. And I'm insanely bored at the moment, wishing I were anywhere else but here. Well, as long as there were people I knew there. Anyone want to contribute to the "Get Agent Orange the hell out of her house" Fund...? I would sure appreciate it. You can donate in the form of car parts to fix the one that I have.. and online driving lessons... and.... I'm not sure what else. If you need me, I'll be in the closet.

Member These And Get Back Ta Me
1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-hug her from behind the waist 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 23-tell her what u feel! 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help ...the little things mean the most... 2

Penis Wants A Raise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rathe

Goodbye Again...
What can I say? It's been definately interesting this weekend. But I'm off in a lil bit. Gonna finish the rest of my laundry, take a nap, and hit the road. I'll probably be gone for 2 weeks. I would like to thank all that showed me so much love these past few days. Hope to see chat with y'all soon, and I hope you all have a great Turkey Day!! Don't have too much fun while I'm gone :P

I Gotta Laugh
There are a lot of 18 19 even 25 year old good lookin girls here. All in contests. Ya know really what's the big deal.. how hard is it to look great at 18. Now if you really wanna see something look at some of these 35, 45 year olds that have stayed hot. Now that is something

Friendship
"A friend is someone who learns your song, and when you forget it or come to a point where you can't sing it back, your friend sings it for you until you can once again sing it for yourself." -Tex Sample Sometimes we are the friend, and sometimes we are the person who cannot sing their song for a time. It's a great joy to know that the song continues regardless.

Love And Forgiveness
Life can be easy to live, if one does not carry a grutch and has ease to forgiveness, but claim you to set them free, whom you forgive, no but or if, only freedom It will return to you later in life. It´s like rings from a rock thrown into the water, everything is being influenced, even the one you have forgiven creates a good energy he or she moves around, The surroundings and Universe is being filled with LOVE Thats what separates us from the beast significantly We have the abillity to change factual circumstances, with only a little LOVE. Love is life - so are U !

Never Forget To Meet With Chairman Of The Armed Services Com
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Nov 12 2006 4:13 PM To all my NEVER FORGET Members and Families and Friends of our Soldiers. Now that the elections are over and in complete control of the Democrats, I have made a decision to become political in the fight to bring our soldiers home. By doing so I am asking everyone who agrees with this to please support this cause. With that said I will soon be contacting Sen. Carl Levin of Michigan, the incoming chairman of the Armed Services Committee, who is a personal friend of mine, to urged him to begin formulating an exit strategy of our troops within the next four to six months. I shall keep you informed of my meeting and any progress I make with Sen. Carl Levin. Please give me your thoughts on this subject. Thank You NEVER FORGET NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT

Starting With Ourself
WHO- are we to deside which has the right to live on this planet? Are we really so superior to life and it's exsistence, do we deserve to be on top of the world as we are now? WHAT- does it take for us to realize that life is sacred, that we dont have the right to choose for others and their way of life? Is it so hard to grasp that we all are made of the same material? WHEN- do we all meet at the table and listen to each other, and regardless of our religion, culture and political standpoints. Cause the danger lay there folks, when we mix these three issues, they have to be kept apart while we discus these matters about bringing this earth back to something we can regconize and relate to. Do you know what dear folks?. Since Jesus was born and up to this date, we have only had 200 years of peace on this planet. When lovely people do we learn acceptance, respect and love for all no matter what colour or believe we have, when it all comes down to one thing L

Someone Looked Me In The Face
Someone Looked Me In the Face Brown trees, gray grass, running running don't look back the wind rustles through the trees to send a haunting mourning breeze black clouds, thunderbolts do i shake from fear or cold? hush, hush, dont dare cry times are changing by and by black water, black sun, run until i find someone the past is grim, the future bright run until the end of night it is there i hope to find my pacifiying peace of mind i'll run into your warm embrace can you look me in the face? purple trees, blue grass no more need to watch my back the wind rustles through the trees to send a calming, peaceful breeze white clouds, gentle rain you have licked my wounds of pain hush, hush, you can cry times are changing by and by crystal water, golden sun you are my sweet only one the past is grim, the future bright hold me in your arms so tight it is here that i will find my pacifying peace of mind i've run into your warm

Into The Light
Into the Light It's so far away, but right in front of my face. "You're okay. You're beautiful. You're soft as silk and full of grace." Self acceptance. The dream of walking straight and seeing clear. The love you never gave me and frustrations no longer near. It's in a box in another place, with the memories of your kiss and deceptive embrace. I've carefully taken every vine of yours off so not to hurt me. Every bramble, all coming from your enslaving tree. I forget how it feels like for you to touch me, I thought I forgot how it felt for you to hurt me. Until the time comes for you to do it the same. The diseased consumption takes over my brain. Like a feather, into the light, I float away. Yet, something dark and demonic taunts me to stay. You are no longer a part of who I am. You don't control me, you are one of the damned. I tried to save you. I wasted so much time. Precious moments that were solely mine. The thought of you falsely comforts of my sou

Your Angelic Dance
Your Angelic Dance Silent-- I hear you in the music of my mind, your sonnets a waltz, calling forth transparent images before my eyes, a dancer spinning on the floor of thought, bidding me to join you in your courageous ballet. Had I your wings I would. Stillness-- But for the momentous dance I alone think I witness. Breathless in anticipation, I wait for one false move that will never come. Each gesture perfect, it is an illusion fit for sharing, yet you showed me your grace, and I have no means to incarnate your sweet angelic dance. --Sydney

Intro Aka This Is Me!
Hey everybody! Well I guess since I'm new I should introduce myself. The name is Meg....remember it because you'll be screaming it later. I may come off as a bitch but I'm really a sweet girl dying to be loved. I listen to alot of rap but I'm just a hardcore rocker girl at heart. Music is my life....without it I could die! Literally! I don't really know what else to tell you guys. I'm just a sweet down-to-earth, girl-next-door type. I just wanna chat with some cool people and maybe make some new friends. Feel free to leave me a message and maybe I'll give out my msn addy if you're special enough. Peace out homies! :P

Real Her
Real Her How can I describe? I know her like the back of my hand yet I seem to know very little of the real her the unexplained part of her How can I get to know this part of her when she does not know herself? I keep on trying to describe The way she smiles and laughs at my stupid jokes The way she looks in the sun when the clouds are hiding it The way she can be herself and not care Should I keep on describing? There is not a part of her that I do not love Every part I may not know but the parts that are hidden I keep trying to know I can't imagine a part I do not know but I do know that I will love it more than ever Can you describe her? The way she touches me a way no one could touch me The way she can tell me that my hair looks like crap The way I can feel her when she is not even there What else can I describe? There are so many things to her that I can not describe them all I wish I could for then I would know the real her

Live
Live You think about it You wonder what would happen Now you can’t believe How could this be? Why did this have to happen? You will never know why You will just sit and make excuses Was it this or was it that? God, why oh why Did she have to die? Did she know? Why did she have to go? Was it his plan? No Some thing must have led her She had to give up Did she have a Choice? Live or die So where is she now? We can all wonder But only one will ever know It’s up to us now Live or die We all have a choice Or do we?

Song
Rescue me from boring times, it's a story i know line by line, different deep on the inside, isn't different if you have to try, i'm borderline day after day, waiting to get knocked off my feet again time passes by like a slow parade waiting to get knocked off my feet again knocked to my knees again. The measurements of my success, are always measured in not making sense my motivation's taking bets it's apologies or arguments with a head filled full of cans and can'ts. i try and try and try to remember why i think it's now or it's never. i'm borderline day after day waiting to get knocked off my feet again time passes by like a slow parade waiting to get knocked off my feet again knocked on my knees again.

I Don't Know
I Don't Know It has happened again Not knowing what to do I open Opening to what? I don't know For pain? To cry? Will I open again? I don't know I don't promise for I've broke too many Only so many can know Is it for attention? I don't know If it is then I'm sorry Sorry for what? I don't know For bringing pain? For brining tears? Why can't I succeed? I don't know Perhaps the pain is just too much Possibly no explanation Is there any other reason not to? I don't know Maybe one more.... Friends But how many more are bad than good? I don't know Why do I feel this way? I do know

Fingers
Fingers All this stupid ranting and raving I do: the whining, the bitching and moaning: “my knee,” “my boy,” “the ex,” “I have no money,” and sometimes, it’s all such a lie. And then, when all I need is to let the roar out, to let it escape into the black night and the infinite sky and the eight million and twelve stars; when all I need is to find moist damp fingers kind enough to capture my own; when all I need is to find some diamond eyes so crazily cut, so oddly set, that there is some crack or crevice that I can settle into, only then does everything crumble like a tide-old sandcastle built just not quite far enough inland to avoid the eroding, corroding, decaying, demolishing Poseidon’s hand of tide and current and undertow and everything is the moon’s fault. It sings to me and like a child enticed by the Pied Piper’s melody, I will worship Pan, dance to his overwhelming flute, rejoice with his kindred spirits, like Dionysus,

After
After It’s as though I were there a second ago but then I come back, back to a life of turmoil and injustice. How is it that life can bring joy and tears all in one breath? Although we try to capture every moment and peaceful glance we know that tomorrow, yesterday is in the past and we will never again see the same light of day we did the day before. What does this mean? Why are we here? What is there to remember? How are we to live full in each day? How are we to go on each day knowing that each day will pass faster and faster like we are turning in circles. Until we finally STOP and realized life will never be the same as yesterday and we have tomorrow to…

I Appreciate The Nice Guys
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,

One Day/searching
12-10-05 One Day/Searching By: Travis Smith I get up every morning Grabbing my cup of "joe" Sit on the edge of the bed Just wondering, only wondering Stumbling through the fog Fog deep within my head I get up and go taking it day by day Going through the usual while searching for escape No where to be found Yet i keep on searching *sigh* Yeah.. Searching..

Anticipation
12-10-05 Anticipation By: Travis Smith Wanting to touch Longing to feel Feeling that rush What am I doing here? Skin on skin Heart to heart Temptations consume me What is this? My thoughts racing My blood boils Utter confusion surrounds me Can you help me? Can you help me? Looking for a reason Wanting the truth I don't really understand you Can I really trust you?

Fall Fest Of Ale!
Four hours of all you can drink and eat. There were 28 or so brewers, and i can't remember how many caterers. I have never drank more beer in my life than i did in the first two hours. Fucking awesome time! Then, my sister's boyfriend and i went out to the bars. I was driving, so i was mostly sober at that point. He made up for me and then quite a bit more lol. I won't even repeat the stories my sister told me this morning lol. After dropping his drunk ass off, it was back out to meet another group of friends. Damn....I should be good for alcohol for a month i think. I can't wait till next year's Fest!!

See...i'm Kinda Normal..
You Are 38% Strange! You are a bit strange, though still more normal than strange. You definitely have some quirks, don't get me wrong. But you aren't exactly freaking out old ladies on the street. It's okay though, you've got a healthy mixture of strangeness and normality.How Strange Are You?Quizzes for MySpace

Just Some Words....
There was a situation that happened this weekend that forced me to make a hard choice to end a friendship. And here's a little poem/rap I wrote about it Here I stand before you, just to let you know That at this time, I have to let you go I've tried to be understanding with all you've been through And tried to keep my trust and confidence in you But now I must admit, it's become a losing war And I've lost whatever it was I was fighting for When every so-called friend left you in wait It's funny how I was the only one who stepped up to the plate To help you in any time of pain or despair But it was me who ended up worse for wear For every man who treated you like a petty ho I placed you back upon that pedestal And even against better judgement, I stayed true But you allowed strangers to deceive and play you Now I look back at this 3 years as nothing but stress All the times I had to go and clean up your mess Whatever reason that kept you as my friend, I lost it And j

Alone And Horny!!!
WHEN YOU HAVE THAT SUDDEN URGE YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT (LADIES THAT ITCH THAT WE LOVE TO GET SCRATCHED) AND (FELLAS THAT HARDNESS THAT IS SO HARD THAT IT THROBS) MMMM HMMM YEAH I THOUGHT YOU KNEW WHAT I WAS TALKIN' BOUT WHEN YOU ARE HOME ALONE WHAT DO YOU DO OR HOW DO YOU HANDLE THIS "SITUATION?" KEEP IN MIND THERE ARE OTHER OPTIONS SO FEEL FREE TO USE YA IMAGINATION TO THE FULLEST

It's A Great Time For Me!!
She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** Thanksgiving, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 2nd weekend of December I'm likely once again to be spending more time here.

Talisman Of The Plains
Spirituality Of The White Buffalo To the Native American plains people, the mighty herds of buffalo that roamed the land were much more than a source of sustenance. While it is true that the gift of the buffalo provided meat, hides, warm robes, and materials for tools, it was also an honored brother in existence and a symbol of abundance and gratitude expressed toward all of creation. In the past, uncountable herds darkened the landscape but it was only very rarely that a pure, snow-white calf was born. Such a remarkable birth signified prayers heard and promises of unity, balance, and the human potential, and the white buffalo itself was considered a sacred talisman. The birth of the white buffalo is still considered the completion of a prophesy given to the Lakota people during the mysterious visit of White Buffalo Calf Pipe Woman. It is said that long ago, when the Lakota people lived not on the plains, but in the forest, White Buffalo Woman came to bring integrity to the pe

This Whole Gilligan's Island Thing....
Something smells here! I mean , you have not one but TWO drop dead beautiful women stranded on an island with you , yet you sleep in the same hut with some ol' fat dude who hits you on the head and calls you "lil' buddy"!Me? I would be thinking about a MaryAnn/Gilligan/Ginger sandwich , but hey , that's just me thinking aloud . And do not even get me started on the Professor. This assclown would rather be making coconut batteries than molesting these fine examples of the female form.So you have these two beauties stuck with three men of questionable sexual preferences.... Maybe Gilligan was the Skipper's main squeeze 'cause he always freaked out when somefine Ginger started putting her mack on him. Sorry for the rant , it just doesn't make sense. BTW , I'm a MaryAnn kinda dude , personally.

The Great Aborigine Monolith
Ayers Rock Of Australia According to Aborigine legend, the great sandstone monolith Ayers Rock (known also as Uluru), which stands over a barren landscape of gnarled desert trees in Uluru-Kata National Park in Australia, was once an ocean. After a violent battle raged on its shores, the waters rose up and became rock to protest the bloodshed. The largest single exposed rock on earth, twisting 1,150 feet from the surrounding sands and delving more than three and a half miles below the surface, Ayers Rock overwhelms the senses with patterns of water erosion that dip and weave like ocean waves and colors that change by the hour. Depending on the weather and time of day, the monolith can appear blood red, slate grey, pastel pink and even blue. As the wind passes through the rock's folds, it whispers a quiet tune. For the Aborigine people, Ayers Rock is more than simply an awe-inspiring reminder of nature's creative force. It is the core of their mythology, a source of energy known

Wisdom Without Words
Animal Spirit Guides Native Americans have long believed the search for true wisdom is aided by unseen forces that walk the earth with us. They believe animals not only have healing and inspirational powers, but they possess knowledge that humans have forgotten. Animal spirit guides can teach you many things, if you're attuned to their message. Shamans also use the knowledge and energy of the animal kingdom to center themselves and perform healing rituals. Through meditation, they draw on the unique energy of the animals to strengthen their own. Each animal, from the sparrow to the trout to the tiniest insect, has its own strengths and specialties. Because of this, the shaman can draw upon specific animal powers for assistance in many situations. The rabbit deals well with fear, and demonstrates quick thinking, humility and creativity; while the cunning mountain lion flaunts his authority without ego. Even the common housefly sees the world in many different ways and is adaptab

Sooo True
WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I POUT MY LIPS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH (when we argue) - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER - JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS TAKE NOTES BOYS................ IF I DONT CALL YOU - IM WANTING FOR YOU TO CALL ME WHEN IM SCARED -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK BECAUSE I AM WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH MY FINGERS WHEN IM CRYING -SAY EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE OK AND THEN KISS ME

7 Ways To Help The Earth
Respecting The Planet 1. Reducing consumption is the ultimate investment in a more beautiful future. The simplest actions, such as turning off unnecessary lamps, or not purchasing products with excessive packaging, can make a profound impact. 2. Recycling is a gift to the earth, but the process isn't always clear. If your area doesn't support a community recycling program, lobby for one. Local markets may offer bottle and can recycling, particularly in states that offer incentives in the form of deposit returns. Every effort, even when small, is valuable. 3. Sustain nature. Planting a tree, a shrub, or vegetable garden, or simply nurturing a potted plant results in the blessing of pure oxygen. The National Wildlife Federation encourages people to conserve in their own backyards by creating a natural backyard habitat that is home to wild animals as well as plants. You can even have your own garden certified as a backyard habitat. 4. The average amount of waste created by

Conversation Between Two Fucktards!!
MIGHT BE INSULTING TO SOME IT WAS ALL FOR LAUGH TAKE IT WRONG WELL GO FUCK YOURSELF WE HAD A LAUGH!! browneyes: GET THE FUCK OFF PHONE browneyes: anthony: but im paying 1.99 a minute for it anthony: lol anthony: wait, uggghhh ok im done lmao ahhhhhhhh browneyes: WHAT A FUCKING BARGAIN browneyes: SHIT IVE DONE THAT FOR FREE HAHA browneyes: anthony: lmao ok next time im callin you anthony : lol anthony : one sec i need a light browneyes: IM A SCREAMER NO SPEAKER PHONE LOL browneyes: K anthony : screamer huh, me like ok no speaker phone lol browneyes: HAHA wtf ever buddy joking anthony : lol browneyes4doll: SO WHAT YOU UP TO DIDNT KILL ANY CHILDREN DID YA anthony : nah, lol. ever have one of htose days u drink red wine all dam day and dont get drunk enuff, that was my day, cousins and uncles and aunts over for firsdt time to see baby and i couldnt handle it all day lmao. but couldnt get drunk enuff to pass out. anthony: my babysitting consisted of changing one d

Sometimes
I don't know how I feel sometimes. Sometimes I feel sick, but theres no reason why Sometimes I smile, and laugh Sometimes I cry. I do all this with no reason. Or is there? Do I do everything for a reason? Do I feel everything for a reason? Answer me that? Why does this happen to me? I don't understand it, so why should you. Thanksgiving is coming up soon. I don't know what my plans will be around that time. I'm not sure if David wants to come home with me or not...If he does then he can, but if he doesn't that's fine too. . .I'm an understanding girl. All I know is that I told my family ahead of time about the possibility. I'm lonely, and I'm tired. Lonely is a normal feeling though, especially at night, night time is the worst for that feeling. It's like an empty feeling inside your gut...pulsing to get out. I should go on a walk, those calm me, they make me think. I need time to just ponder my life, and what I'm meant to do. HOw I'm meant to hel

Mystery Of Transformation
The Butterfly Chrysalis During the time that a caterpillar egg is an egg, it looks nothing like a caterpillar, and the butterfly seems a far cry from the larva that precedes it. Do caterpillars recognize butterflies as their future selves? Do butterflies identify caterpillars as past relations? The most mysterious phase of this shape-shifting creature's process is the chrysalis, the jade green cocoon in which the crawling, leaf-eating caterpillar transforms into a floating, nectar-drinking butterfly. In our human lives, we sometimes find ourselves in the chrysalis state. During those times we don't have much to offer the outside world because, whether we realize it or not, much of our energy is consumed with an inner transition. We might feel sluggish or disinterested in the outside world. We might feel impatient with ourselves, wondering why we don't have the energy we used to for our usual routines. But if we remember the chrysalis-the dark, inner sanctum that provides the envi

Poetry
The Thought The thought of you excites me, like I have never been before, the thought of you and I, makes it feel right, the thought of forever, seems too short, the thought of your beauty, makes me question God why, Am I so lucky to be with you, the thought of the past, I want it to go away, the thought of the future is so far away, I want to think about us, not in the past or future, but today, and this is why I can truely say, That I LOVE YOU. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

Wrong Decision
well here is the story, i do love my husband but not really in love with him anymore. he never wants to be close to me anymore, he dont touch me or really want to have anything to do with me unless someone in the (my) family is around. so i have been thinkin about meeting some guys that i met online, im not so sure about the whole meeting thing, i dont want one of these guys that seem so sweet and like they really care about me and make me feel better about myself, end up being so big fat nasty perv. yeah if i do deicide to go for it and meet with them im going to bring someone along. i just dont want some ppl thinking that im doing something wrong, or even more get really emotionaly or physicaly attracted or attached to one of them. i know some ppl out there are going to think that im some kinda of slut or am i cheater, bc thats not what i want ppl to think of me, im in a really bad relationship and im kinda scared for my son and i (our lives) to up and leave him, plus on top of that,

Irish Gas Station
IRISH GAS STATION Taking a wee break from the golf circuit,Tiger Woods drove his new Ford Excursion into an Irish gas station. An attendant greeted him in typical Irish manner, unaware who the golf pro was. "Top of the morning' to ya!" the Irishman smiled, doffing his cap. As Tiger got out of the mammoth vehicle,two tees fell out of his pocket. "So what are those, lad?" asked the attendant. "They're called tees," replied Tiger. "And what would ya be usin' em for, now?" inquired the Irishman. "Well, they are for resting my balls on when I drive," said Tiger. "AW! Jaysus, Mary an' Joseph,"exclaimed the Irish attendant."Those fellas at FORD think of everything!"

See The Light
you came to me with your evil mind full of deception, pain and lies now that ive come to you too many times theres no escaping the stare from your eyes and now the end has come to break the day and eventhough the end is near with all these feelings i cant hide the time has come for you to see the light you brought me sorrow you brought me pain telling no one youre the one to blame left me here never coming back now that youre gone all thats left is slack and now the end has come to break the day and eventhough the end is near with all these feelings i cant hide the time has come for you to see the light see the light

This Aggervates Me So Bad!!!!!
IF U WANNA START UR OWN TRAIN OR SOMETHING THATS FINE... I DONT CARE BOUT THAT BUT GET UR OWN MUSIC AND ECT.. TO PUT IN IT.... DOMT COME TO MINE THAT I HAVE BEEN WORKIN ON 4 2 DAYS AND COPY MINE OUT OF MY TRAIN AND USE IT TO MAKE UR OWN!!!!!!!!!!! ITS BULLSHITS AND CRY CAUSE ITS UR 1ST TRAIN JUMP ON WELL GUESS WHAT ITS MY FIRST ONE TOO.... BUT IM NOT SAYIN TO TRY AND GET EVERYONE TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME.... BUT SERIOUSLY GET UR OWN SHIT!!!!!!! OR ATLEAST ASK TO USE IT THIS PERSON TOOK US OFF.... AND PUT THEMSELVES ON IT.... THATS WHY IM UPSET.... IM SORRY

Pain
hopeing one day to be save from my darkness and be saved from the notheness that i become MY heart is frozen in a world full of pain and notheness. a fake smile to hide the pain and tears that i cry . i am so numb so i cant feel the hurtful words that he says . he always taken a part of me. every time i start to believe my life will get better, he pulls me back into the notheness were he wants me to be , he would rather see me in pain . then see me be the person i long to be cant he see he's killing me,

What A Lovely Night!
I stayed at work late tonight, just to have few drinks with a few of my co workers. Then I went to my boyfriend's. Made crazy love, it's so nice to laugh and joke around, and the next thing you know, your cuddled in each other's arm's making out. So I had a good day today, it's about time since it's been work/bored/work. I'm just happy to love again.

I Wish I Had Tits, So I Could Get Ratings.
My bad, I am sorry.I didn't know that the way to meet people was to be overly nice and have a picture of my tits in my photos.If I would have known that, I would have mad pictures of my bird chest all over this thing, but I don't.I thought this place was to meet people and become internet friendly with them.I must have missed the memo, where it said;you need a picture of your tits to meet people.What if I had a picture of my balls,I bet that wouldn't be accepted, nor would that give me the chance to meet people.I also forgot, that being totally nice and benign to the fact of some sense of reality that exists beyond this internet world.I will be overly nice and stupid, if you want me to be; and if you would like a picture of my balls, we can work that also.Stay complacent, thats what you are good at.

Survey Thing... I Dind't Want To Do Another Stash Thing
1. Can you count the number of people you've dated on one hand? Eh... relationships that were anything ..yeah 2. What would you do if you woke up as the opposite sex for one day? i'd whip it out in public. a lot. 3. Do you think pills are the answer to depression? nope 4. If you were the president, what would you do to help the american people? Uhm... I don't know? 5. Do you feel that you are loved? Yea sometimes 6. When was the last time you got a hug, from who? When I took Kristina home. From Kristina. 7. When was the worst time of your life? The worst day of my life? I don't know. 8. last embarassing thing that happened to you? Uhm... I got a phone call on my cellphone. And I opened it thinking that it would answer it like that. So I said hi like 5 times then I looked at the screen of my phone and it didn't answer. Its not that embarassing... but I did get laughed at. 9. The greatest thing in your life right now? Uhm... 10. If you could be

Happy Birthday, Nea
I have a daughter.. she adopted me and I adopted her when she was around 12 or 13 years old. It's a very strong emoional attachment. She's 22 now, getting ready to get married and plans on starting a family really soon. Her babies will be my grandbabies. She is a person that I am most proud of. She works hard, and has been working that I am aware of since she was 16 years old. Her ethic is remarkable. I don't know, if I really played any part in helping her become who she is. It's a nice fantasy to think so. But, you know it doesn't really matter. What matters, is that she is just a great person. Her birthday is tomorrow. And I want her to know how proud I am of her, how much I love her... and I hope her birthday is the best one ever! Love you Nea... xoxoxoxoxo, Mommy

Steps To Making A Salute
Directions for making a ¡°SALUTE¡± A ¡°Salute¡± is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member¡¯s freedom to remain anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can ¡°salute¡± in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. ¡°Photo shopped¡± and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in your photo as part of your verification if you wish. Please add your member URL and ID as mentioned above under number one to the photo: a) Your LostCherry T shirt. b) You sitting next to your PC, w

Bipolar Hell...
well some of you know that i have been diagosed with bipolar. and it sucks. i have bipolar and major depression. the thing is is that i am currently not on medication. so my mood swings are horrible. my husband bears with me as best as he can, but i know that i am a total bitch when they hit. i am a reformed cutter. all through highschool i cut. i would cut my wrists, my ankles, and my arms up near my shoulders. i have the scars to prove it. i used to be a pill popper too. i tried to OD on anti depressants and also on sleeping pills. i thankfully had a few people who truly cared about me growing up and called my parents to have them rush me to the ER. i never had my stomach pumped, but i was always forced to ingest charcoal. not the greatest thing in the world. my junior year of highschool i was asked to leave until i was deemed no longer a threat to myself or those around me. i was asked to be seen by the mental institution near my house. i had a great counselor whom i

Ripped Pics
Cherries: If you do not want your photos ripped: 1. Do not upload anything that you do not want potentially ripped. 2. Make a new folder and set the privacy settings to your preference. The Tap allows you to set folder's privacy settings so that you can control who views the content of that folder. You have the option to set it for Everyone, Friends Only, Family Only and Only Myself. We do not referee member drama. If you are having problems with someone, please BLOCK and IGNORE them. If someone has ripped a photo of yours and you want it removed, please read our Terms of Service and the following information on how to remove Copyrighted material. Please respect our policy. Digital Millennium Copyright Act It is our policy to respond to notices of alleged infringement that comply with the Digital Millennium Copyright Act (the text of which can be found at the U.S. Copyright Office Web Site, http://lcWeb.loc.gov/copyright/) and other applicable intellectual property l

Of My Life And My Death
Of the beginning and bliss of peace The ending came hence as if death Hitherto I do not feel so trapped in the dark And I lay fallen to cling to my breaking heart Such a gift as it is, can be painful to live Because it seems we are meant to be broken Perhaps to the contrary it is good to be broken To know not the failure, would be to trivialize peace Of sound mind and the essence to live Making life a worthless trip, just a wait to death A long journey full of silence, absence of heart The blank presence of a room, trapped in the dark For this there can be no escape, awkward in the dark To face the feeling is human, the converse is made broken The greatest gift we have received, the ability to give our heart Without would be restless, truly devoid of peace Instigating the living end, a life of death The inner sanction light, no longer to live But blessed to all above, for ‘tis still a gift to live Though my soul feels fleeting, it does still light the dark A s

Fakes
IM BEGINNG 2 THINK ALOT OF U R FAKE CLAIM UR JUGGALO FAM WHEN UR NOT! SOME OF U DONT EVEN HAVE A CLUE AS TOO WHAT THAT MEANS. ALL U DO IS PRENTEND TO BE FOR THESE DUMB AND USELESS PTS. OUR LOUNGE NEVER EVEN HAS ANYTHIN GOIN ON ANYMORE NO ONE HARDLY TALKS TO ME. I FEEL JUST LIKE I DID ON MYSPACE BORED AS HELL EVERY NITE HOPIN SOMEONE WOULD START THE LOUNGE UP AGAIN! im also tired of seeing womens asses and tits i dont care what ur shit looks like so i deleted a person cuz all their icon was of her ass n tits i shouldnt have to see that shit. who cares if u have the best. When i first came 2 this site i thought it wuz cool cuz i meet alot of lo's n leet's on here but now no one talks back so now im beginning 2 think u all are fake az hell!!!!!!!!!

The 12th ~ Contest!
I am going to host a contest. It will start as soon as I have 15 contestants for it. So, here's the rules: 1. Send a picture of yourself to me by private message. I will rip your pic into the contest folder and give you the link. The contest is for the most UNIQUE picture, so be creative. 2. The winner will be determined by the MOST ratings, not the highest rating. If there are two with the same ammount of ratings, the person with the most comments will win. 3. The winner will recieve a very special prize, but everyone will recieve a prize at the end. 4. This contest is open to EVERYONE, guys and girls. SO SEND'EM IN!

The Things We Do In The Name Of ???
Okay sometimes we all do stupid things. Well I did something I thought was a harmless act of omission and bending the truth but turned out to be a major fuck up. I had a friend who I wanted desperately to play with. Yes that means cyber fuck. Well even though he kept telling me he wanted to play with me, he never seemed to find the time. He always had some lame excuse. The other evening I was playing as a new nickname on my favorite chat server and he started talking to me not realizing it was me. I was honest about everything except 3 things that were dead giveaways as to who I was, my age, weight, the city I live in. We talked and talked for hours. I just really wanted to see what he was like to play with but we never had cyber sex. He was sweet, kind and sexy but a gentleman the whole time. We were having such a good time, neither of us wanted to leave the other but forced ourselves at 4 am. Then tonight he came back and we were both like excited high school kids. We star

Oh Brother This Is A Good One
well once again, the ignorance of man is shown. ( at least from my own point of view and if i'm wrong someone let me know, i have no problem with varrying opinions ) So get a load of this, i'm reading bulletins and i run across one begging people to repost a bulletin about getting rid of the RIP feature. now dont get me wrong i understand the frustration in having your pics jacked and someone else using them and saying its them. and its perfectly understandable to get pissed off about it. so dont by any means think i'm raggin on the people who get upset about this. now with that being said. HOW SILLY CAN YOU BE to think that for one minute getting rid of that feature will stop people from jacking your pic and using it. i mean think about it people. myspace doesnt have that feature and your pics get jacked. msn spaces/profiles dont have a rip feature and your pics get jacked. i can right click on a pic of vin deisel and say its me and post it. as long as right click/save exis

Guy Talking About His Car
BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: you ever hear a guy talking about his car BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: even if its a piece of shit BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: he gets all excited BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: like " HEY DUDE HAVE YOU SEE MY 1979 HUGO" MAN THATS SWEEEEEET ITS RUSTED ON ONE SIDE AND ON CYLENDER FIRES A BIT BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: BUT YEA I'LL GET THAT FIXED IT SOOO HITS 0-10 IN 5 MINS BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: SWEET HUH BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: and another guy will take that as a chance to mention his car BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: and he'll be all like ya that phat yo u gonna put rims on it? BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: and then the guy will dump 10times the worth of the car for a set of rims BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: so he can push it around BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: flintstone style pimpin] BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: YABBA DABBA DOO BABY

Sexercise Those Thighs!!
betta then jenny craig curves or any otha gym weight loss plan ever did u know that sex is the only exercise teh human body needs in a day so yes do it for fun do it for fitness SEXERCISE!! AWAY THOSE THIGHS!!!!

Amy's Lesson For Kids Movies
ok so i am at the movies today took my sis to see HARRY POTTER so we wait like an hour cuz the shows that were near when we got there of course sold out its the 1st weekend thats fine so we wait and finally get in and sit down get ok seats but picked them carefully cuz i knew it was gonna be a full house so we sit and this really nice couple with 2 kids trie ot fidn seats.. i offer the ones next to me so the father took 2 kids and the mom sat next to us for l iek 3 mins cuz this old lady mind u by her self has a problem with the kids sittin next to her its like what the hell lady ur alone in a fuckin kids movie the first fuckin weekend its out u saw teh 2 b4 were sold out what do u think all the geriatrics come out to play and watch harry potter on sunday so ya she gets all bitchy and gets up and asks the people infront of me if a seat is taken and sits there i wanted to put my gum in her hair grr PEOPLE UR AT A FUCKIN KIDS MOVIE THERE ARE GONAN BE KIDS WAIT AND BUY IT IF YOU DUN WANNA

Amy's Lesson On Skinny Girls
unhwildkitten: u'd be amazed unhwildkitten: sum of thsoe skinny girls re durable unhwildkitten: i'd be scared to getinto a fight witah skinny bitch unhwildkitten: they viscoise unhwildkitten: they fight cuz they hungry unhwildkitten: they get all animal insticnt on ur ass unhwildkitten: ya unhwildkitten: i never unhwildkitten: go near food when a skinny girl is around unhwildkitten: i value my hands unhwildkitten: not that fta bitches are scarey unhwildkitten: they eat cuz tehy wanna unhwildkitten: and thats most of teh time unhwildkitten: ukeep all arms legs hands etc unhwildkitten: away form teh table when they eat unhwildkitten: they just keep grabbign shit unhwildkitten: if its your shit unhwildkitten: they dun care unhwildkitten: u scream unhwildkitten: they chew louder unhwildkitten: like cows chewing cud unhwildkitten: i am one unhwildkitten: and damn unhwildkitten: i dunno where my friend went unhwildkitten: but one day she was with me when iw as hungry

Amy's Lesson On Euthanasia Cont.
OK while i am talking about euthanizing people.. i think these people who LIVE in there own lil chat worlds need to be euthanized also.. i think it should be administered through the keyboard... "new HI tech " chatter keyboards should be needed to go in chat rooms and after to many key strokes on a certain key or.. to many hours in a certian chat .. i dunno which yet they should be euthanized through the keyboard.. save teh world from a generation of lil chatter babies thats the answer euthanize the lazy chatter masses and there lil dramas i mean jeeze you signin to a chat and you see like 20 people who all "know" each otherand u feel kinda left out then you are like wait i have a life enough that i am not in here enough to knwo everyone sure maybe 20 people in the chat total say hi to me normally maybe 1 is in the same room at the same time as me hmm maybe i chat to much lol..

Amy's Lesson On Euthanasia
ok Euthanasia i think we should euthanize all the old dirty chat men who im you with shit like they are better because they are older and futher more decide to TELL YOU HOW ewww oi dun wann hear about a guy my dads age or older tieign me down to a bed and doing icky things thats just wrong.. i think .. we should just euthanize them put them out of our mistery i mean they are a menace to society who wants there grandfather tellin them they wanna slap there ass and ask whos ur daddy uhh not you u geriatric over worked undersexed pervert tell grand ma to give it up.. damnit leave us alone go and date people ur own age like at the grave yard.. oo opps thats where you belong and WILL GOO WHEN I euthanize YOUR ASS LOL hahaha.. so ya i think euthanasia is the answer.. to DIRTY OLD MEN

Weddings
Well peeps yesterday my beautiful cousin Alicia got married to Brody at Lighthouse baptist church in Abbeville and then we all went to the reception that was held at the Stoney Point lake clubhouse and most of us got hella drunk and had a damn good time. Of course my cousin and I's side of the family is rednecks lol and Brodys side...well they are kinda the snooty stuck up type....guess who's side of the family left long before anyone else....Brody's!! So the rednecks win once again lol!! I just had to say that....I had a blast and drank PJ juice..lots of it I might add...and I had some champagne and I had 3 Budweisers I think.....needless to say I was wasted...I had loads of fun and I hope the bride and groom did as well!! I talked my aunt "Wamda's" (Wanda) ear off but Im glad she didnt mind and let me hehe. Poor Aubri...which is Alicia and Brody's baby was very tired and had a cold, but I enjoyed playing with her. She is so adorable! The only thing bad that happened was this girl na

Amy's Guide To Public Bathrooms
OK so I work most of my week sooo I use that damn public work bathroom. I hav eput together soem survival tips: 1. DON'T SIT NEXT TO SOME ONE ESP IF THEY HAVE BEEN THERE A WHILE THEY ARE TRYING TO SHIT! 2. Don't Shit while only 1 other person is in the bathroom.. they will know its you! 3. If you must Shit try to make it quiet, wait until 2 other people are in there so they could think it was each other, or hold it until every one leaves. 4. ALWAYS FLUSH 5. DON'T EVER LOOK IN THE DAMN STALL THORUGH THAT CRACK IT'S FUCKIN CREEEPY OK. 6. Always wash ur hands. 7. Don't be the dumbass that uses a paper towel to open the fuckin door when you haven't washed ur hands. What the soap residue on everyone else's hands who actaully pratcice good hygene is worse the your ass/twat juice? 8. NEVER bring food into the bathroom. Poop and soup don't mix... well I am sure they would if you got a whisk but thats just nastey. 9. Always check to see if the person before you made

A New Way To Rate
You know what would be great instead of all this rate me 1-10 bull shit. A cite should be called can I make you masterbate to orgasim. There would be pictures first set completely clothed. Second would have a lil less. With a total of 5 sets. People would be ranked by what set of pictures and how many people first wanted to masterbate and second orgasimed solely from your picture. There could be a lil ticker. It would be sweet. It could be broken down by what kinda man age loc race body type etc orgasimed by your pic lol. I am sure you coudl turn it into a kinky dating site if you worked on it. Both people would have to orgasim from the others pics.

Hormone Hostage
The knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, Co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine. 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood Shift 3 Perpetual Munching Spr

Im So Fkn Wired ......
IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE ! IM SO FULL OF ENERGY , AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY ! I GOT A HEAD COLD AND CANT BREATH TO GOOD . BUT IM READY TO RUN THE TRACK A FEW TIMES ! VERY ODD NITE ! IM DOING THREE THNGS AT ONCE AND IT AINT HELPN MUCH .

Phone Call
Yes! Today is a good day! ONLY BC I got my phone call ive been waiting well it feels like for forever!!! Shane my fiancee Was able to call me since communications were back on!! YAY..BUT THEN I GOT THE BAD NEWS...MY wedding was being stopped!And soo all my plans are gone!!! I should have known better but i figured since the est ret. date was 27 fed hed prolly ret the 1st week of march BUT NO damn it!! oh well I love and miss him I WANT FUCKING COMMENTS PPL YALL BITCH ASS ARE SLACKING! I LOVE YOU

At The Local Brothel
TWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, "GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE." THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, "YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!" "DEAD?" SAYS HIS FRIEND, "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER." HIS FRIEND SAYS, "I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH." "A WITCH, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK AND I GAVE HER A LITTLE BITE, THEN SHE FARTED AND FLEW OUT THE WINDOW.

How The Internet Began
In ancient Israel, it came to pass that a trader by the name of Abraham Com did take unto himself a young wife by the name of Dot. And Dot Com was a comely woman, broad of shoulder and long of leg. Indeed, she had been called Amazon Dot Com. She said unto Abraham, her husband, "Why doth thou travel far from town to town with thy goods when thou can trade without ever leaving thy tent?" And Abraham did look at her as though she were several saddle bags short of a camel load, but simply said, "How, dear?" And Dot replied, "I will place drums in all the towns and drums in between to send messages saying what you have for sale and they will reply telling you which hath the best price. And the sale can be made on the drums and delivery made by Uriah's Pony Stable (UPS)." Abraham thought long and decided he would let Dot have her way with the drums. The drums rang out and were an immediate success. Abraham sold all the goods he had at the top price, without ever moving from h

Fuckin Morons
for those of u who know me..im a nice person and that im as sweet as can be...i havent said n e thing wrong in commets or n e thing for the sad fuckin few that judged me cause i have a scar on my leg from a sugery that i had due from trying to defend ur lazy ass...u have a nother thing commin...first off where do u get the right to say that im ugly and that my leg is ugly without even takin the fuckin time to get to know me...dont commet on my page then add me to ur friends list to call me fuckin names...i have a news flash u fuckin morons...i dont give a fuck..but get the fuck off my page...cause i dont have time to deal with ur sorry asses... if i gave a fuck id personally see to that something was done but i dont care....dont commet on my shit and dont call me ugly...

You Got To Love Him
FAT SONNY~FAMILY~@ CherryTAP HES SO SWEET WE WILL WHORE HIM OUT FOR 50 CENTS A HOUR HES LICKIBLE HUGGABLE KISSABLE AND CHEEP BUT HE MAKES A HOT LOOKING WHORE SO STOP BY SHOW HIM SOME LOVE RATE HIM RAPE HIM AND THROW HIM A DOLLAR YOUD BE AMAZED WHAT HE WILL DO FOR A DOLLAR YES ITS FAT SONNY EVERY ONES LOVING LITTLE WHORE

Heavy Reading For Renegade!~~history That Has Been Left Out Of Schools In Our Country!!!!!
******WARNING*****XXXTREMELY HEAVY READING***** ONLY TO BE READ AND ACTED UPON IF YOU DON'T WANT YOUR KIDS OR GRANDKIDS WEARING SANDALS............. TO MY FRIENDS:. PLEASE read with an open mind. THIS IS HISTORY THAT HAS BEEN LEFT OUT OF OUR TEXTBOOKS. MOST OF YOU ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WWII. MOST OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, GASOLINE, AND SUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBILES, AND A SPEED LIMIT OF 35 MILES AN HOUR ON THE ROAD. NOT TO MENTION, NO NEW AUTOMOBILES. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT HOW WE WOULD REACT TO BEING TAKEN OVER BY FOREIGNERS IN 2007. This is an EXCELLENT essay. Well thought out and presented. Historical Significance Sixty-three years ago, Nazi Germany had overrun almost all of Europe and hammered England to the verge of bankruptcy and defeat, and had sunk more than four hundred British ships in their convoys between England and Americ

Votes
Thank you to all of you have voted for me and to the ones that havent please do i really need your votes and comments. Here is the link and thank you in advance http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=38798&albumid=19548&i=1510491592

Teddy Bear Run Pics
I just added some pics from the Teddy Bear Run today... Tons of bikes everywhere....stupid me forgot the memory card for my digital, so I only have 10 pics... so you can't see how many bikes were really there.... pre-registration registerd 1,100 people.... so there were more than that!

The Outhouse
THE OUTHOUSE INCIDENT Two rednecks, Hank and Jenny Sue went for a walk in the countryside. After a while, Hank had to answer a call of nature. Spying an outhouse, he excused himself. Jenny Sue waited for Hank...and waited, and waited. Finally, she looked inside and saw Hank stirring around in the outhouse muck with a stick. "Hank, what the hell are you doing, stirring in the shit?" she yells. "I dropped my jacket down the hole," he complains. "It's the one my momma gave me." Jenny Sue shakes her head. "You're crazy ... you're not gonna wear that thing now, are you?" "Hell no," Hank assures her, "but there's a baloney sandwich in one of the pockets!"

Vote For Me!
Hey everyone, I am in my first contest. It is the #1 Female Football Fan contest, so if you could please go vote for me that would be great. You can vote as many times as you want, so if you feel the need to vote 1,000 times, go for it! LoL :)

Well Hello There All
Wow, this place just swallowed a couple of hours of my time! I only came to join for a friend... and found myself perusing old videos, pictures, music tracks etc. Madness with all the comments and ratings - great fun! Anyway, I'm your basic not-so-average 39 year old mum.. who also happens to have a rather non nuclear lifestyle. I'm Mistress of my own home... and live a life most only dream of. So why am I here? Goodness knows, the internet swallows you whole if you don't watch out ;-) Meanwhile, I already keep a blog over at livejournal.com (same nickname).. so I doubt I'll be making too many entries here I'm afraid ~grin~ But hello folks, fun to be here anyway! ~doffs cap~ Kat

Pics By Request
Ok peeps I got a new cherry level so it enabled me to add 10 more pics by REQUEST..The more I up my levels the more I can keep the o0o so0o nice pics CUMMIN..HAHA..and they only get better from here So help me along peeps.Winkz Ok so I have added 10 more pictures and a few stash pics..Leave a comment or 2 lemme know how you like em... AND IF YOU WANT MORE....You know what you gotta do.. ~Er0TiCa~

Dirty Purses
Have you ever noticed gals who sit their purses on public restroom floors - that go directly to their dining tables? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! Read on...Mom got so upset when a guest came in the door and plopped their purses down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up the buffet. She always said that purses are really dirty, because of Where they have been. Smart Momma!!! It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our purses, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Shauna Lake put purses to the test - for bacteria - with surprising results. You may think twice about where you put your purse. Women carry purses everywhere; from the office to public restrooms to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their purses, but did you ever stop to think about where your purse goes during the day? "I driv

Quotes Of The Day For 11/12 - Friendship
"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow." ALice Walker "Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born." Anais Nin "The friendship between a man and a woman which does not lead to marriage or desire for marriage may be a life long experience of the greatest value to themselves and to all their circle of acquaintance and of activity; but for this type of friendship both a rare man and a rare woman are needed. Perhaps it should be added that either the man or the woman thus deeply bound in lifelong friendship who seeks marriage must find a still rarer man or woman to wed, to make such a three cornered comradeship a permanent success." Anna Garlin Spencer "The sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, psychic, or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them

Without You...
i'm in the dark without you... i'm struggling with tears that cannot come out. i'm fighting a battle without you... wishing you were by my side and yet you are ever stepping aside. i'm raising our family without you... pretending that you're still there. You’re crying now Without me. Why won’t you let me in? Just shoving me further away… You said I was your other half. I agreed… And yet still here I am Alone Without you And what makes the least bit of sense… Is that in all this… We’re still living in the same house We’re still together. But we are worlds apart. *sighs & cries*

Please Take Some Time With Her Profile!
This sweet heart made all those awesome morph's of my pics for me today! She is a lot of fun and tends to be very social and cool! She was formerly known as PhatBooty on here and spent a lot of time not only showing all her hot assets, but promoting others too and really put a lot into it.. I thank her for all of it as she did it for me many times, and many took advantage of that generosity and didnt often give back. So this is a lil dedication to her for being cool and glad to have her on board as a friend! here is the link to her page, go show her some love and respect too will you all? Thanks to my good friends, Cin Ready...Set...Go Fuck Yourself@ CherryTAP

I Believe
I BELIEVE I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- You can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- It's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be I believe- You should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- You can keep going long after you can't. I believe- We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- Either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- Regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I believe- Heroes are the

Dedication To Dee
She was merely 16, too young to experience life on her own, but too old to have it spoon-fed to her, she wanted to be independent, a rebel, she wanted to say she had done it, without her mom knowing, but she found out 2 a.m. knock on the door, "I'm sorry ma'am... but we found her" ...she wasn't even 16...

Whore Train! Choo-choo!
For those of you that don't know, this is called a whore train. The way it works is you click reply to this blog, copy and paste this in a new bulltin with a link to your profile at the bottom. The rules are simple, 1. Don't jump in front of the conductor. 2. Don't try to take anyone elses seat. 3. Rate EVERY PROFILE in front of you a 10. Tanks For Joing This Whore Train. (Be careful that you don't catch herpes!) martese@ CherryTAP The Bitch Is Back!@ CherryTAP B_enny@ CherryTAP Madhatter@ CherryTAP Bri@ CherryTAP Dead Body Man@ CherryTAP daddy@ CherryTAP t-dawg@ CherryTAP

This Must Stop!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Men are from Earth, Women are from Earth. Deal with it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS KIND OF STUFF HAS GOT TO STOP IN OUR COUNTRY! We Must Stop This Immediately! Have you noticed that Stairs are getting steeper. Groceries are heavier. And, everything is farther away. Yesterday I walked to the corner and I was dumbfounded to discover how long our street had become! And people are less considerate now, especially the young ones. They speak in whispers all the time! If you ask them to speak up they just keep repeating themselves, endlessly mouthing the same silent message until they're red in the face! What do they think I am, a lip reader? I also think they are much younger than I was at the same age. On the other hand, people my own age are so much older than I am. I ran into an old friend the other day and she has aged so much that she didn't even recognize me. I got to thinking about the poor dear while I was combing my hair this morning,

Italian Herb-roasted Lamb
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 3 hr 5 min Makes: 8 servings 1 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 1/2 cup dry red wine 3 cloves garlic, minced 1 Tbsp. dried rosemary leaves 2 tsp. dried thyme leaves 1 tsp. salt 1 tsp. pepper 1 butterflied leg of lamb (about 3 lb.) MIX dressing, wine, garlic, herbs and seasonings. Pour over meat in large resealable plastic bag; seal bag. Turn bag over several times to evenly coat meat. Refrigerate several hours or overnight, turning occasionally. PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Place meat on rack in roasting pan. BAKE 50 min. to 1 hour or until instant read thermometer reaches 160°F. Let stand 10 min. before slicing. Garnish with fresh rosemary, if desired. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS How to Select Lamb Look for lamb that is pinkish red and has a velvety texture. Dark red meat usually indicates the meat is older. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 250 Total fat 14g Saturated fat 3g

Put On Your Thinking Caps
No cheating on this one. > > You must think carefully and answer the questions before you scroll > > down. > > Put on your thinking caps. > > > > The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you > > whether you are qualified to be a professional. Scroll down for each > > answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down > > UNTIL you have answered the question! > > > > > > 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and > > close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple > > things in an overly complicated way. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

I Wanna Be A Pig!!..wwoohoo
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the...?!") The flea can

Stuffed Leg Of Lamb
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr 35 min Makes: 18 servings 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Savory Herbs Stuffing Mix 1 cup water 2 Tbsp. butter or margarine 1 Tbsp. olive oil 1 pkg. (6 oz.) portobello mushrooms, chopped 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Mozzarella Cheese 1 butterflied leg of lamb (about 5-1/2 lb.) 1/2 cup KRAFT Greek Vinaigrette Dressing 2 Tbsp. fresh rosemary, crushed PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Prepare stuffing mix as directed on package, reducing water to 1 cup and butter to 2 Tbsp. Set aside. Heat oil in large nonstick skillet on medium-high heat. Add mushrooms; cook and stir until mushrooms are tender and any liquid has evaporated. Cool slightly. Add cheese to prepared stuffing along with the mushrooms; mix lightly. PLACE lamb, butterflied side up, on clean work surface; press to flatten. Spread evenly with stuffing mixture. Roll up, starting at one of the long sides. Tie closed with 6 or 7 pieces of cooking string. Place in 13x9-inch baking dish. Pour

Quick Rosemary Lamb Chops
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, two chops and 3/4 cup rice each 2 tsp. oil 8 lamb loin chops (1 lb.) 1 small onion, chopped 3/4 cup roasted red peppers, drained, chopped 1/4 cup beef broth 1/4 cup KRAFT Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing 1/2 tsp. chopped fresh rosemary 3 cups hot cooked MINUTE White Rice HEAT oil in large nonstick skillet on medium-high heat. Add chops; cook 6 min., turning after 3 min. Remove from skillet; cover to keep warm. ADD onions to same skillet. Cook 5 min. or until onions are tender, stirring occasionally. Stir in peppers, broth, dressing and rosemary. Add chops. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 4 min. or until sauce is thickened and chops are cooked through (160°F). SERVE with the rice. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with hot steamed broccoli. Substitute Prepare as directed, substituting 4 bone-in pork chops (1-1/2 lb.) for the lamb chops and increasing the rosemary to 1 tsp.

Hey Everyone I'm Back!
hey guys so sorry for being away from cherry tap for so long i had some computer problems and some health problems too. but i am doing a whole lot better. thx for showing me so much love and aloha i really appreciate it and i love it herte

We Must Stop This Immediately
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Men are from Earth, Women are from Earth. Deal with it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS KIND OF STUFF HAS GOT TO STOP IN OUR COUNTRY! We Must Stop This Immediately! Have you noticed that Stairs are getting steeper. Groceries are heavier. And, everything is farther away. Yesterday I walked to the corner and I was dumbfounded to discover how long our street had become! And people are less considerate now, especially the young ones. They speak in whispers all the time! If you ask them to speak up they just keep repeating themselves, endlessly mouthing the same silent message until they're red in the face! What do they think I am, a lip reader? I also think they are much younger than I was at the same age. On the other hand, people my own age are so much older than I am. I ran into an old friend the other day and she has aged so much that she didn't even recognize me. I got to thinking about the poor dear while I was combing my hair this morni

Time
Time is a funny thing when i was a kid all i ever wanted to do was be a teenager than drive than be on my own than buy booz ect ect now i am 27 and wellno incentive damn it so its a funny thing time u may be care free and havin a god time but it will come up on ya and kick ur ass lol

Hey All
I put a voicemail box on my page, please call and say hello so i can hear some of the voices that go along with my friends! I left the 1st message so you can all hear how I sound! come talk to me! thanks, Cin

Counting Down Again.
I'm starting to look forward to moving again. 9 weeks and one day till we get to go. A lot of things have been happening these past few weeks. For a little while I was thinking of staying where I am. I've never been out of Ohio, let alone live over 1,000 miles away from everyone and everything I've ever known. It's scary to think about sometimes. What if things don't go the way I plan and I end up alone with noone to turn to or even talk to? Thoughts like this almost convinced me to just stay put and accept my life the way it is. But, I can't do that. I will never forgive myself if I don't take a chance. If I move, I may regret it and wonder if I made a mistake. But, if I don't go, I KNOW I'll always wonder if I made a mistake. So, it's settled. In 9 weeks, I'm moving away forever. That's that.

How To Make A Salute For Ct
Directions for making a “SALUTE” A “Salute” is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member’s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can “salute” in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photo shopped” and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in your photo as part of your verification if you wish. Please add your member URL and ID as mentioned above under number one to the photo: a) Your LostCherry T shirt. b) You sitting next to your PC, with the Cherr

Funny How My Mood Influences My Playlist...
For those who dont understand rap... here are the lyrics: Killa, Killa, Killa, DipSet Bitch, DipSet Bitch, DipSet Bitch D-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-damn [Verse 1] Them niggaz pumpin dimes, trunk pumpin mine I really make cake, you could call me Duncan Hines Had a drunken mind, club wobbled out Next stop, start trouble inside the waffle house Mmm, click the nine, yup skip the line Looked at home boy yo, your bitch is mine Had a little knife, tried to flick his shine Had a big gat, click clack, hit recline Don't ever complain, over no dumb dame See you big money, I'll turn 'em to chump change Let my muscles show, cause I'm like Russell Crowe Beautiful mind, took his bitch, hustle hoe That was her boo, yes sir true But I collect the chicken, call me Purdue His ex wife, a new sex life But ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-check it, go get ya wet wipes [Hook] Go get ya wet wipes, go get ya wet wipes Go get ya wet wipes, go get ya wet wipes I see your head lights, they lookin dea

Must Stay Awake.. So Watching Family Guy
Ugh its almost 9pm. Why am I so sleepy. Ugh. I would love to lay down- but hell... I have night clincals tomorrow. How had does that suck? Clincals from 3pm til 2am. So trying to stay up late tonight, and then sleep in pretty late tomorrow. Dont want to be ready to pass out at midnight. Actually doing patient rounds and keeping up with stuff is kinda tiring. Kills my feet too. So tomorrow I probably wont be online tomorrow for long. So anyone been up to anything fun? I havent done much today- right now I am watching family guy. That is like the greatest show. I love stewie. So far peter has managed to blow off all his fingers with m-80s. lol. Well off to finish watching this show.. after that... no idea...

Upseting :(
No one shows me any love.... once again so many people to get DELETED off my list.. pretty soon I'll be left with no friends except for the people I really know in real life.... It's a shame... I guess after this I will see who my real friends are on here huh... well good bye people. Have fun.

Salutes Good And Bad..
Now there's some salute disscussions going on. Remember those old b&w movies where one person starts a crusade and then this mob with tourches raides homes drags the accused in to the town plazza and gives accouts of why this person should be banished..?? Well .. hmmmm NOt everybody has the time to make them nor to buy a camera or to get a webcam. But... "the mob will say yes" . I know cuz on another site "the mob let by an angry person.. who has since left lol" Attacked my friend who made 8 different salutes.. to conform to some faq and this witch hunt this person made. I found out that this angry person was singliing out certain men's profile and the women in the friends lists. It burned this person up that my friend looked good .. with makeup.. without makeup.. on a bad hair day.. good hair day.. Lets face it .. there are those in the world that look damn good.. and are good people. but some find it hard to accept.. oh man do they ever! lmao

Everything You Need To Know About Salutes!
What is a CherryTAP Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your CherryTap.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using

Wonderful News!!!!
Amid all the mess I am going through with my father. I have a glimmer of wonderful news. It has lifted my spirits very much since I been so down. As of this afternoon. 11-12-06.... Wolverine aka: Raphael Garcia and I are engaged to be married. Wolverine~~HoMiE~~JuGgAlO~~@ CherryTAP It is the most wonderful thing that has ever happend to me in many a moon. I am soo happy. And soooo excited. I just wish my father would wake up long enough for us to tell him the news. It was something he had asked about before he went under the weather an not returned. I just wish we could tell him. So I share it with all my wonderful friends who have supported me through all my lifes trials as of late. Kinky

Soft And Wet
I really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel weird; but I want it so bad. I know you haven't done this for me before but, I can already feel it going in so hard and coming out, so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help is appreciated. You must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it, licking & sucking all the juice out until there is no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but... can I have a piece of gum?

All I Need Is Some Dro And It'll Feel Like Christmas!
Dre (Em) Yeah (Definately, definately, definately, definately definately K-mart) Yeah, yeah Eminem (Dr. Dre): You find me offensive? I find you offensive For finding me offensive Hence if I should draw a line on any fences If so to what extense if Any, should I go? 'Cause it's getting expensive Being on the other side of the courtroom on the defensive They say that I cause extensive Pshycological nerve damage to the brain when I go to lenghts this, Far at other people's expenses I say your all just too god damn sensitive It's censorship And it's down right blasphomous Listen to shit now cause I won't stand for this And Chirs-stiff-pher Reeves won't sit for this neither And let's clear this up too I ain't got no beef with him either He used to be like a hero to me I even believe I, had one of those 25 cent stickers on my re--fridgerator Right next to Darth Vader And Darth must have put a hex on him for later I feel like it's my fault cause of the way that I

Stormy Weather
storming outside raining coming down curled up in bed with my lady love kissing her deeply listening to the wind blow undressing her slowly in total bliss with her turning her over massaging her back taking all stress away hearing her sigh kissing the back of her neck working my way down her spine seeing her shiver with desire reaching her perfect ass massaging her there kissing each cheek rasing her onto her knees i see how wet she is diving in to take a tatse nothing could taste so sweet licking her enflaming her passion probing with my tongue going so deep feeling the pressure within as i slide in an out tasting such sweet juice i can almost shout hearing her moan as her arousal shows leaning back to me grinding into my face taking every drop i can take wanting more an more an orgasm runs through her as she moans out loud falling down in a heep smiling so sweet calls out my name i love you so much

An Old Blog..but It Describes My Feelings I Guess
And I fell in love. It was something about the sun beaming down and the stars coming out at night that made me feel alive. It was the sound of the ocean waves crashing that made me believe in my dreams again. Its something about that season that makes you believe in yourself when no one does, it makes me believe that somewhere out there, someone cares about me if they made a season full of life changing expeiriences and promises that were never broken. It was simple, I fell in love with summer. It was like driving while its raining and waiting to put on the windsheild wipers so that the rain begins to accumlate infront of you. The minitue you turned that switch, it dissapears. Much like my mistakes, they accumulated, but there was never a switch to make them go away. But no matter how fast the wind sheild wipers went, for a split second there would always be a little bit of rain, my mistakes followed me around and no matter how hard

Ffffffffuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkkk
I cant I cant I cant I tried I tried I tried but I just cant give up on you I cant just stop loving you I cant let go of you Somewhere I read that if it is this hard to get someone out of your heart then maybe they belong there You belong there You belong here We belong together I love you you fucker FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK

Vote For Ian
please people if your reading this do me a favor and help out this guy he's really cool and deserves the vote!!! go vote for IAN https://r.espn.go.com/espn/contests/theheismanvote remember go vote for Ian Johnson BSU IS NOW 11-0 and on the way to a hopeful bcs game

Need Help
well i am new and not to good on puter so would like help with music and how to do things on here lol well think i answered but havent so any help appreciated and also how do you find friends here is there special page showing people ????

Just A Poem I Like
i came across this poem a few semesters back in the union square, always liked it and thought i would share. como besas how will you kiss lift your lips our lost breath intermingles synchronizing our sighs as lazy hours ease by waft coca hazelnut scents around me tremble with me in paralyzing pause i may no longer breath without breathing you in

What Comes To Mind
Here I am twisting in the wind Ruining what I had with those that call themselves my friend It seems always to turn out this way I always fall into this hole and push them all away I am like a tornado tearing through their lives I dont know why I do it, it makes me feel so unalive They put up with me as long as they can bear But they'll soon give up on me is what I fear I hope and pray that they'll help me through this hell Maybe they'll stick with me until I am well Then I can show them all how thankfull I am I'll give back all the kindness and friendship that any person can They will know that they can count on me more than anyone else When they need some help to find themself

Is It Really Worth It
Here i am all alone in this hell fearing that the end nearing I've screemed and begged for help but it seems as though no one can hear Often I set in a daze wonderin is it really even worth the pain People say that they are my friends and that they care, but to me their faces look so lame I know that they cannot feel my pain I know because most of them don't even realize that there is sumthin wrong with me Everyday I search for the ONE that holds the key Maybe then they will all realize when they see the change Some people tell me to stop searching and the ONE will appear But they dont understand my hell They can't feel my pain I know that if i don't find her soon my body will shut down Then all my "friends" will see why i couldn't stop searching To me its all that i have in my life MY PAIN will be felt by no one when i am gone GOODBYE

The Edge
Here I go again, I am standing on the edge. Sum day we'll meet again, I am standing on the edge. It's getting hard to stand on this ledge, looking back at you. Someone help me please, I am falling of the edge again

Salutes...
THIS IS STUPID! im sorry but i dont have a webcam and the digital camera i use is packed away in storage for when i move, and even if it wasnt i wouldnt conform to this, its ridiculous and if you wanna think im fake then do it. take me off your list because i dont wanna be friends with someone who thinks im fake. i know who i am and thats all that matters, so if you wanna think im fake because i wont run off and do this, then thats sad because i can tell you now that a lot of people wont do it... yes im pissed off so right now isnt a good time to push my buttons

"kerosene"
"Kerosene" by Miranda Lambert I’m waitin’ on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet I started smoking cigaretts there’s nothing else to do I guess Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin’ I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad Life aint hard but it’s too long to live it like some country song Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me Forget your high society, I’m soakin’ it in Kereosne Light ‘em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA! Dirty hands aint made for shakin’, aint a rule that aint worth breakin’ Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me Now I don’t hate the one who left You He’s out there holding on to someone, I’m holding up my smoking gun I’ll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s

My Distant Angel
Though you are far away I think of you everyday Missing you, loving you And wondering why you went away. You brought to me much joy and happiness Only to leave me with such sadness. Confusion has set in And no time had I to grieve As I had to continue my toils Through the long days and troubling nights. The pain I feel you are spared My tears spread like wildfires The tears should be of happiness Of fond memories Instead they are of anger Of care that had gone wrong No caring Physicians At the final hour All they say was let it end And calmly walked away For 19 hours I did wait Praying for a miracle But no miracle came As your life drifted away Unnoticed by the world Another life over No big welcome Only sad good-byes The torment I have lived with Embedded in my soul Buried deep within me Never to behold Being told by some Your life wasn’t real Just because they Don’t understand love. I never got to hold you A stab to my qu

A Poem
Imprints by Donna Miesbach When I resolve into the essence That I most truely am, I feel a deep connection With every living thing. For that which most imbues me With my identity Is somehow in the other, too, So that when I look around I see myself - reflected. Hidden in this union Is the wonderful discovery That if indeed the angels Have wings - Then so do I. And if the essence of a flower Drifts out on a gentle breeze - Then so do I. And if the midnight sky Is radiant with light - Then so am I. And if the silent mystery Somehow becomes revealed In tiny dewdrops fair - Then so will I. For every lovely thing Manifests the essence Of which I am a part, So beware, my soul, beware, And move with gentle heart Throughout this mystic veil. For if Love has left its imprint here - Then so have I!

Sammy Turns 2
Okay so I know my daughter's bday is November 15, just three days after mine. Well, today is my birthday, November 12 and we celebrated my bday as well as Sammy's today....woohoo. Sammy got a bunch of new clothes actually as well as some new shoes...she happens to be gettin big feet, it seems. Oh, and not to mention she went potty on the big potty too for me, for the second time. She has progressed so much more than her brother actually, when it comes to pottying on the potty. But her big brother is very smart and wise and really knows what is going on around him. I take him to the new daycare/preschool tomarrow actually. He will be there and Sammy will be with my father, but just this week though. My older sister will be watching her the next week and so forth. Sammy is of course very easy to take care of. Oh, and this week the Disney on Ice will be at the Quest Center. My mom had gotten half price tickets to see the show so I will be taking my son there this Thursday..so much fun. I

When I Heard The News
When I heard the news, I prayed and softly cried. A friend handed unbelievable pain. A terrible, painful loss. How can someone so young Deal with the pain? A life without their love. Such tenderness and innocence Suffering through a private torment No one to turn to Only wanting to hide. The loss of the tenderness Replaced by anger, fear and frustration Tormenting the soul Of the young loves lost beloved The images and words. The dreams of what should have been The confusion deep inside A heart once filled with love. The passion deep within Stifled in the prime of life Bottled up with no release. Anger and confusion now reign Where there was once hope. Loneliness and despair everywhere. The distance of the friends Makes it harder to bear. The yearning deep inside. The tears I want to share. The passion and caring Filling them full of love again. A smile to last for years. The End Brian Spitler

Nothing....really..hahaha
Okay. Now that I've finally got to the freaken blog writing area...gosh, an act of congress to get here. Hahaha. Weeell, my first dumb blog. Nothing interesting, so you can stop reading it at any time...really...stop reading it... Weeell, let's just say I stayed at my Gran's this weekend and My cousin came down with her husband...wow, I just got hit on by him and it was weird. I'm going to tell my brother about it. I've never felt so uncomfortable about being a woman in all my life...It was extremely odd and I felt scared...go knowing karate.

The Dreams Of Youth
The dreams of youth So quickly fly Pausing only to gaze And wonder why. Are the dreams The only hopes Of life to be Or of what should have been? The dreams of love Of family too Of happiness And of friends. Cherished and tender Yearning and carefree Striving for hope and success Are these dreams gone Or are they just postponed Delayed Until its too late.... Neither I say We are living the dreams Though they may not be clear These are the dreams Of those before us Those who strived Struggled to survive For the dreams of youth We may not realize But its important For us to pass them along One day our dreams Will be the reality of the youths. The End Brian Spitler

Goddess, Why Must I Suffer
I prayed to the Goddess for my troubles to cease, But instead of departing, they seemed to increase. Each day found new problems I'd not faced before, And so my depression just grew more and more. I begged and I pleaded,"Goddess, please let me die." If You can't ease my pain, at least tell me why." The Goddess said, "My dear child, I love you so much, And I could have erased all those tears with one touch. But I wanted to teach you to cling to My hand, and trust Me for things you cannot understand. I wanted to show you that when things go wrong, My strength in your weakness will make you grow strong. You've suffered because you were chosen to be, A light for the lost, and a witness for Me. As you travel the pathway I've laid out for you, You will meet many hearts that are suffering too. And because you have been there and know what they feel, You can show them My love, and can help them to heal." It was then that I wept, And I gave thanks to Goddess for not granting my ple

Creed Of Shadows
Believe in thy own self as we are children of this earth. Remain strong as we are one with all nature and spirit. Retain thy rites of worship and keep always our secrets private. Sanctify thy body for it is the one true temple where dwells divinity. Keep sacred always your altar within and hidden in the wilds. Love whom you will consensually in total honesty without guilt. As sisters and brothers, always regard each other as equals. Love and protect all loved ones even at the sacrifice of your own life. Be you rogue, be you of coven, remain forever loyal with your kind. For together we are many as apart we are of one mind and soul. For as the ashes of our ancestors had risen during our burning time of persecution. So shall our presence of knowing forever burn wild within the nurturing embrace of our continuance. ® Witches Of Lore 9/6/1996

The Joy Of Love
The joy of love So wonderfully flows From one to another Elating all it touches The bond it builds Happiness to be enjoyed Feelings unbounded The thought of another To share your life Makes the days go better The glimpse of their smile The softness of their skin The tenderness of a caress A kiss is a ray of sunshine A spark of untold passion Lighting a fire deep inside Hearts uniting Beating as one Beating for all time The mere sight of your beloved Causing the passion to build anew Getting stronger everyday Distance draws one closer The yearning for their touch Anticipating their return Loving them even more Their smile is like a beacon Directing them to the heart Making the aim true And the wishes and dreams a reality Wishes and dreams Go on forever As love The End Brian Spitler

Things To Remember
We cannot see the future. We cannot change the past. We can only live in the now with an eye towards gaining enough power in the future to wreak revenge on everyone who ever screwed us in the past. Dreaming frees the soul, energizes the spirit and allows you to do things that would get your ass thrown in jail if you really tried them. To truly love another, you must first love yourself. And it wouldn't kill you to wash your hands in between either. A little bit of love goes a long way in our lives. It can provide us with higher highs and lower lows. But, if it comes with a persistent burning sensation, see your physician. When it becomes a crime to love, you should probably consider dating outside the family. They say a smile is a gift which is free to the giver and precious to the recipient. But giving the finger is free, too, and I find it more personal and sincere. "When you sit with a nice girl for two hours, it seems like two minutes. When you sit on a

Women Observe
Women observe subconsciously a thousand little details, without knowing they are doing so. Their subconscious mind adds these little things together--and they call the result intuition. -Agatha Christie

Introducing
I wanted to introduce to all of you 1 of my best friends in everyday life.. Some of you refer to him as "lucky bastard" which he gets a kick out of! lol I wanted to introduce him and send you all to say hello since it took me so long to get him on board with CherryTap, so say hello to Michael all! here is the link to his profile, rate him comment him and make friends. he's a great and very interesting man! Michael aka GentleTiger@ CherryTAP

Love’s Refrain
A fire in my soul Passion rediscovered. Elation all around. These are the things My heart has rediscovered. A feeling once held Now coming alive. My heart has been touched With love's sweet refrain Singing the song of you. With emotions and tenderness Alive now I feel. Happiness untold My future I see. Darkness was everywhere Loneliness abounded. I saw no hope Or life abounded. You have broken through My walls that were there. Showing me hope And helping me to care. Love and tenderness Now fill my soul. The very thought of you Elicits love's every song. Our future together So bright and unbounded. Is giving me life, A reason to continue. A future together Forever and then. A family to begin A lifetime of love. The End Brian Spitler

Well I Have Done It Again.....
well i was will my hubby friday...damn can anybody tell me if it is love or not?....i mean when he come in we started playing around and having fun with each other....and then he wanted to hold me...it was so sweet....but then we done well u know...and it was sweet too...and right before he left he was talking about how sometimes he misses me....and all this and i looked at him and said well u know u still love me he just said well i didnt say it...b.c he knows if it did then i could tell his girlfriend which will soon to be his baby's mama but really this is the question who does he really love...b.c he dont love her he is with her b.c of the baby....and so but i guess i dont care....i am over him but not....but i am still his wife and i dont care..... sel -n- ndl 4-ever....no matter what...... tell me what yall think love ya....i will be on this coming up week...

Tears!
Ok everyone, this is my first blog. Yaay for me! Anyway, I have to say that I have met so many people on here and I have become rather attatched to many of you and have shared your pain, guilt, sorrow, happiness, and love! Yes love! It is totally amazing how a friendship can turn into love! I love so many people so many ways! I love my husband way differently than I ever could a friend and on many different levels. I love my children differently also. But when it comes to friends whether here beside me or on CT the love is very different. When and if I say that I love you, I mean that. I would never say it in hopes to hear it back. I just felt like that needed to be said. Those that have heard or read it, know who you are! I want to say thank you to all those that have been there for me and let me vent and cry on your shoulder! I am always here to return the favor and always will be! I love y'all! ~DJ YANKEE GIRL~

Slighty Stoopid...
Is awful... but now on to the point of the day.. my new blog. I really am not a fan of blogs but I am a fan of mindless ramblings... so I guess we could call it a stalemate. My blog promises to be creative and full of the kind of schwag people just love to read... like what kind of eggs I ate for breakfast or the last time I threw up on my shoes. more to come... stay tuned folks.

New Fav Song
REGINA SPEKTOR LYRICS "Fidelity" (Shake it up) I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind all this music And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart It breaks my heart And suppose I never met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft Suppose I never ever saw you Suppose we never ever called Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall Just to break my fall Just to break my fall Break my fall Break my fall All my friends say that of course its gonna get better Gonna get better Better better better better Better better better I never love nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting by heart truly I got lost In the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind a

Pan Roasted Steak Dinner
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr 5 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. well-trimmed boneless beef sirloin steak, 1 inch thick 1/2 cup KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! CATALINA Reduced Fat Dressing, divided 1/2 tsp. pepper 1 medium onion, chopped 3 cups small broccoli florets 1-1/2 cups very thinly sliced carrots (4 large carrots) 1-1/2 cups MINUTE Brown Rice, uncooked PLACE steak in resealable plastic bag. Pour 1/4 cup of the dressing over steak; refrigerate at least 30 min. to marinate. PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Spray large nonstick skillet with cooking spray; heat on medium-high heat until hot. Remove steak from bag; discard marinade in bag. Place steak in hot skillet; sprinkle with pepper. Place onions around steak. Cook 3 min. or until bottom of steak is well browned. Turn steak over; turn off heat. Combine broccoli, carrots and remaining 1/4 cup dressing; mix with onions. Wrap handle of skillet in heavy-duty foil. Place skillet in oven. BAKE 18 to 20 min. or until s

Privacy Issues And People
Heres what i don't understand or actually more of just wonder about.. First you are a legal binding adult.. and you create a page.. whether it be on myspace, yahoo, or where ever... Second you post blogs and pics and info for everyone to see. Third.. you set your profile to private... that is what gets me. If you are going to create the page why not share it.. your thoughts, pics, videos, and yourself. If you are a adult and set it to private i am guessing that you are either 1. afraid of info getting out. 2. Are hiding behind a keyboard and aren't truthful with anyone. 3. Your just scared of your image and afraid if someone sees it before they add you they won't give you a second glance. If you are underage i can truely understand the whole privacy issue. But an adult. Come on are you a adult or a child hiding behind a adults voice and body...

Greatful
Friday, June 09, 2006 June 9, 2001 Current mood: grateful Today is june 9, 2006. Exactly 5 years to the day that I almost lost my life! At exactly 8:15 a drunk driver on Hakimo Rd came speeding around the corner near Ulehawa Rd right at the corner where the telephone pole is. I was just coming home from a friends house I was about a 30 seconds away from home when I seen I teal green mercury tracer with rims sppeding towards me! I knew he was going fast because of how the headlights were jumping up and down! All of a sudden, the car came into my lane and that's when he struck me! Right at the point of impact I pulled my car out of gear (for those of you who don't drive stick, it just means neutral) so the momentum would push me backwards. I'm not sure how long I was passed out, those of you who been up on Hakimo Rd I ended up on a hill about a good 20 yards away from the impact! What makes it worse, is that it was on of a small hill I ended up on in someone's garage! I woke

Duh Email
okay.. I use outlook express out of sheer lazyness. I have outlook 200x but don't want to configure my fastmail for it .. And that takes out of my gaming time..lmao So.. I'm not one for doing things on my day off requarding pc's sometimes. I kept remembering .. don't u have a google mail account.. I was invited by carol and my buddy jeff from waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay back.. So I search and find the dang thing! And added it in my outlook and bam! now i can do yahoo and gmail.. go figure.. duh! lmao I need to configure norton for outlook and fastmail.. and watch those tv shows.. lol Opps.. I'm supposed to backup hds and build another pc.. out of spare parts.. duh me! lol laters Roy

I Wish....
*Thanks to firefighter6681 for letting me use this from his page. Here's his link, you should go by and thank him for all his hard work! Tiff* firefighter6681@ CherryTAP I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too fam

Not My Best
I sit here alone in the dark Wishing for her and the spark I wait for her and long to see If we share perfect chemistry To hold and look deep in her eyes To share the wonder and surprise At two who feel loves bond grow And deep in our hearts it does show For none can guess the mind of god To try is an effort to be found odd Destiny calls and we must be Together till end of eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Oh Ho
hey i wight be going back to the hospital. my heads killing me and i dont feel to hot eather. rate my pic and stuff im going to a new level soon. so see yall soon. if not ill probobly be at the hospital and tyanna or jeff will talk to yall or get new pics. love ya :) Ruby

My So Called Lc Brother
RIGHT NOW HE IS BEING AN ASS RIGHT NOW AND HE REALLY HURT MY MOM HIM AND FASTSONNY AND THEM DO NOTHING BUT BRING DRAMA TO THIS SITE AND I AM TIRED OF IT MOST OF THE BLAME GOES TO FATSONNY MY LC BROTHER WAS NEVER LIKE THIS TILL HE GOT CAUGHT IN SONNY CROWD HE HAS CHANGED AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE WHO HE HAS BECAME.....DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE HIM TO DEATH BUT THIS SHIT NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP AND I MEAN NOW IF THIS BULLSHIT DON'T STOP I WILL BE DELETING PEOPLE FROM MY LIST THAT GO FOR WHAT THEY SAY....OH AND SLANDERING SOMEONES NAME IS WORSE THAN BEING AN ASS. I CAN'T STAND WHEN PEOPLE SLANDER OTHER PEOPLES NAMES AND SHIT LIKE THAT.....IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY DELTE ME NOW AND DON'T BOTHER TRYING TO CONTACT ME AGAIN THANKS BB

Odd Dream Ricccccccccco.. Oh Yah! Suave!!
I was cleaning my room.. (ok its not that clean yet) Anywho.. I found the stubbs of a "pantara" concert that I was at.. hehehe Then I remembered.. I have a biker leather jacket! that I won at my buddy's cd release party! like in 2003.. Then I remembered.. I can do the "ricco suave" remake video.. I had a dream about that.. man was that weird.. lol Anyways.. I like rock too.. one day i'll buy those leather pants at "harold penner men of fashion" and do a photo shooot.. lol My friend dared me to dress up in leather.. I might win the bet..

Untitled Poem
Do you ever feel trapped within yourself, suffocated by memories? Do you ever wish, that for one second, you could live life as if heartbreak had never crossed your path? Do you ever hope that someday, you might be able to open up completely to someone, like you did once upon a time? Do you ever wish that you could erase all the pains, all the images, so you could move on without hesitation? How I yearn for those days; the days in which I didn’t have to tiptoe around people, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Waiting for the pain to start over again. I wish, I wish I wish.

Bulletin Spam
I UNDERSTAND THE NEED TO REPOST THE SAME BULLETIN CONSTANTLY, ESPECIAL WHEN OTHERS ARE NOT REPOSTING WHAT YOU'RE PUTTING OUT THERE. BUT PLEASE DONT REPOST THE SAME BULLETIN 47 TIMES IN A ROW. ALL YOU ARE DOING IS CAUSING BULLETINS THAT HAVE NOT GOTTEN THE CHANCE TO READ YET TO FALL OFF MY BULLETIN BOARD. SO PLEASE HAVE SOME COURTESY AND RESPECT FOR THE FOLKS ON MY FRIENDS LIST WHO ARE ALSO TRYING TO POST THEIR BULLETINS. THANKS.

From The New England Journal Of Medicine.
From the New England Journal of Medicine. Great news for girl watchers: Ogling over women's breasts is good for a man's health and can add years to his life, medical experts have discovered. According to the New England Journal of Medicine, "Just 10 minutes of staring at the charms of a well-endowed female is roughly equivalent to a 30-minute aerobics work-out" declared gerontologist Dr Karen Weatherby. Dr. Weatherby and fellow researchers at three hospitals in Frankfurt, Germany, reached the startling conclusion after comparing the health of 200 male outpatients - half of whom were instructed to look at busty females daily, the other half told to refrain from doing so. The study revealed that after five years, the chest-watchers had lower blood pressure, slower resting pulse rates and fewer instances of coronary artery disease. "Sexual excitement gets the heart pumping and improve blood circulation," explains Dr. Weatherby. "There's no question: Gazing at breasts makes men healthi

A Globe, Clothing Itself With A Brain
An obscure Jesuit priest, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, set down the philosophical framework for planetary, Net-based consciousness 50 years ago. By Jennifer Cobb Kreisberg He has inspired Al Gore and Mario Cuomo. Cyberbard John Perry Barlow finds him richly prescient. Nobel laureate Christian de Duve claims his vision helps us find meaning in the cosmos. Even Marshall McLuhan cited his "lyrical testimony" when formulating his emerging global-village vision. Whom is this eclectic group celebrating? An obscure Jesuit priest and paleontologist named Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, whose quirky philosophy points, oddly, right into cyberspace. Teilhard de Chardin finds allies among those searching for grains of spiritual truth in a secular universe. As Mario Cuomo put it, "Teilhard made negativism a sin. He taught us how the whole universe - even pain and imperfection - is sacred." Marshall McLuhan turned to Teilhard as a source of divine insight in The Gutenb

In Loving Memory Of Jo Jo Laine
Goodbye Jo Jo, your kind words touched me to the core, and which will forever remain with, and mean the world to me. love forever, tracie..xxx A portrait, in memory of Jo Jo who died on the 29th October, 2006. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=311368&albumid=82426&i=2009032834 ~Life is precious~ - Jo Jo Laine.

Garlic-grilled Flank Steak
Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 6 servings 3 cloves garlic, crushed 1 tsp. each: paprika, salt and pepper 1 beef flank steak (1-1/2 lb.) 3/4 cup BULL'S-EYE Steakhouse Barbecue Sauce with A.1. PREHEAT grill to medium-high heat. Mix garlic and seasonings; rub evenly onto both sides of steak. GRILL steak 5 min. on each side. Continue to grill 10 min. or to medium doneness (160°F), turning and brushing occasionally with the barbecue sauce. CUT steak across the grain into thin slices. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Prepare as directed, substituting 6 boneless pork chops, 1-1/2 inch thick (1-1/2 lb.) for the steak. Jazz It Up Increase the crushed garlic to 5 cloves and grill before using as directed. To grill the garlic, wrap in foil, then add to grill along with the steak; cook 5 to 7 min. or until tender. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Since this quick weeknight entree is made with lean meat, it can fit into your healthful eating pl

Got To Go To Work
well it about that time.i need to get out of here and go to work im headed for tulsa ok. for in the morning then reload for somwhere in the country.hope everyone has a great week see you in a couple of weeks when i get back.keep showing me the love it get so boring out here by my self.somtime,s i just hate it.but i love the travle seeing new places every day.metting new peps. se you all soon much luv to all of you . = bye for now.

One Of My Dreams
ok this may sound like a silly dream . but I would love to appear ringside with mr kennedy as his guest. i've always been a fan of his. b/c of his style. he isn't afraid to take on anyone. including the deadman himself. or the big red machine. for those that don't know much about WWE. i'm referring to the undertaker and kane.

Just Some Thoughts
Outside my window A new day I see, And only I can determine What kind of day it will be. It can be busy and sunny, Laughing and gay’ Or boring and cold Unhappy and gray My own state of mind Is the determining key, For I am only the person I let myself be. I can be thoughtful And do all I can to help Or be selfish and Think just of myself. I can enjoy what I do And make it seem fun, Or gripe and complain And make it hard on someone. I can be patient with those Who may not understand Or belittle and hurt them As much as I can But I have faith in myself And believe what I say, And I personally intend To make the most of each day

The 12th ~ Neglectful
I haven't been on much the last few days. Nor have I been writing blogs regularly like I mean to. I have been SO busy though. I had a wonderful weekend, and I guess I will tell you about it. So, Friday: -wake up -go to class -eat lunch -go to class -go home AND THEN a boy that I like a lot picked me up and took me out to dinner. We went dancing and had the greatest time, and then we went and got coffee because it was cold. We sat inside the coffee shop and talked until it shut down and kicked us out and then we sat outside on a bench and talked for like two hours. It was pretty wonderful. Then he took me home around 4AM and I crashed into my bed around 5. Saturday: -wake up -eat brunch -go to the airport SO my friend Sam came in from Norway Saturday morning. She is going to be here a while but she stayed with me on saturday and left this morning. We are old friends from primary school and I hadnt seen her in forever. Anyways, we basically layed around, watchedmovies, a

The Blowing Leaves
The Blowing Leaves She gazes at the autumn leaves that blow across the grass, Thinking to herself and hoping that this fear will pass. Autumn was the time of year that they both most enjoyed, But this year was so different now that he had been deployed. He would serve his country in the way that it seemed fit. He received his orders and he had to follow it, Off into a foreign country far away from home, While she sits here thinking of him she is all alone. Holidays are coming quickly but it doesn't matter, Thinking she will not be with him only makes her sadder. For many years the holidays were filled with happiness, Never did she think that there would be one such as this. Our country called him to fulfill his patriotic deed, And he stood ready anytime our country was in need. She had cried and felt afraid when the orders came, But she knew as well as he that nothing stays the same. Freedom always has a price and sometimes we must fight, To guarantee the p

I'm Siiicccckkkk...
I have a really bad cold along with a bunch of nasty symptoms...and I feel like whining. I have a second job interview tomorrow which is going to suck because I look and sound like death warmed over. Leave me some love and well wishes puh-lease?

Leaving Friendly Comments
This just reminded me about something. I was bored one time and decided to rate people's pictures in "What's Cherry?" There was this one particular person on there, he was really cute and HOT as hell. So, I left him a nice comment. But the thing of it is, is that I did not know that he swings the other way. Which to me I don't have any problems with that. The dude sent me a priv. msg. saying, "That's just so nasty." I was shocked! How can you expect someone to know that you swing the other way?! Just because someone wants to tell you that you look sexy as hell, doesn't give you the right to be such a fawkin asshole! And get this, I wanted to send him a Shout and a Comment on his page, the dude BLOCKED ME! How fawking rude! GAWSH!

Want To Be...?
WANNA BE PIMPED BY ME? LET ME KNOW VIA SHOUT BOX OR PRIVATE MESSAGE. AND JUST LET ME KNOW WHAT SONG YOU'D LIKE USED. WITH YOUR PIMP OUT. Black Horse & The Cherry Tree Video - KT Tunstall lyricsKT Tunstall Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

Rant!
I Am SOO Pissed Off!!..I Just Wrote A LONG ASS Blog..And Then my page screwed up before i could send it..WHAT A MOFO!!...So im just gunna do it in point form. -Im soo Tired -Im not doing anymore contests for a long time. -Ive been a vegetarian for like 2 weeks now and i love it..everyone thinks its only a faze. -My Sisters friend has been missing since Nov 3rd..They found one of his shoes in a ditch and his hand prints in the mud..I hope he comes home safely but i have a sick feeling he wont. -I think im finally getting over being sick. -I am way to obsessed with this site. -I think my lip ring is almost healed..It dont hurt anymore. -I broke my computer chair trying to push my boyfriend off it. -Thats All.

Big Pimpin - Bratty Style!!!!!!!!
COME CHECK THIS CUTIE PIE OUT!! HE'S A CUTIE AND SO ARE HIS KIDDIES!! ADD HIM!! FAN HIM! RATE HIM! COMMENT HIM! YOU KNOW - ALL THAT GOOD CHERRY STUFF!! Gatorman Did You Rate my profile and pics? Get me to level 10 Please!@ CherryTAP Buttons Video - Pussycat Dolls lyricsPussycat Dolls Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

Im Loving It
ok today i put a bunch of pictures up of me and my girls.. these r the gilrs i have faught so hard for to get back from the state.and just to know that they will be home for good next month makes me so happy.These pictures were taken on my first home visit with them..i cnt waite till next month... thank you all the great support from u all love audrey

Hurting
okay if you like someone and they say that they like you back wouldnt you expect them to be honest with you about the fact that they are in fact already in a relastionship. they flirt with you all the time and tell you they are different from all the other guys you have ever known what a way to find out that this guy is dating a chik by finding her message on his lc ha what a day later

I Like Presents
10 reasons I like presents 1. I'm a girl 2. They're fun 3. It shows I mean something 4. I'm a girl 5. Look back up at number one 6. I'm high matenince 7. Need 8. Karen gets them so should I 9. I like them 10. YAY look back at number one, I have the boobs

Shamless Self Plug!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM IN A CONTEST FOR BEST MIDDLE FINGER!! ~~VOTES AND COMMENTS COUNT~~ GO VOTE FOR MY CHEESY ASS GRIN, MY SAD ASS HAIRCUT, MY LAME ASS ENGLISH FOOTBALL TEAM TOP, BUT MOST OF ALL MY MY MIDDLE FINGER!! JUST GO VOTE FOR ME AN COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS U LIKE....(I EXPECT AT LEAST 20 FROM EACH OF YOU, AN A REPOST SO THAT URE FRINEDS IN TURN COMMENT 20 TIMES ON MY PIC....HAHAHA LMAO I WISH ANYWAYS I ALWAYS VOTE FOR YOU LOT. P.S THERE ARE OTHER IN THE CONTEST TO, GO VOTE FOR THEM ASWEL IF YA LIKE LOL -DarkLord - save a life today, kill the fucker the pissed you off tomora - 8814 143 family :D

Rest In Peace Common Sense...
Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a student; but, could not inform the parents when a stude

What If I Said.....
We've been friends for a long long time you tell me your secrets, and I tell you mine He's left you all alone and you feel like no one cares but I've never failed you, I've always been there You tell your story, it sounds a bit like mine it's the same old situation, happens every time can't we see that maybe you and me is what's meant to be or do we disagree? what if I told you, what if I said that I love you? How would you feel, what would you think, what would we do? Do we dare to cross that line, between yur heart and mine or would I lose a friend, or find a love that would never end? What if I said? He doesn't love you, oh that's plain to see I can read between the lines of what you're telling me He doesn't hold you the way a woman should be held how long can I go on keeping these feelings to myself? so what if I told you, what if I said that I love you? How would you feel, what would you think, what would we do? Do we dare to cross that line, between yur heart

Have You Ever...
I was watching film on TV tonight, called 'Ghost' Starring Patrick Swayze. (Yes i know kind of an oldie, but nothing else was on.) It reminded me of the love that i lost and at the same time it reminded me of the people i lost in my life too. It's like one film but two things mingled in one. If you get what i mean by that? For me its not often that i think back to things like that when i watch a film because a film is a film and life is life. Somehow tonight it touched me in someway, well in both ways. I just wanted to know whether you have experienced anything like that and if you like, feel free to talk about it and share it. What are your views? (If you have any or experienced anything like that.)

Who Wouldnt Be Proud Of Our Troops After This
Talk about a sacrifice, who couldnt be proud of our troops after this story, this is one of many that stand out. One more reason it pisses me off to hear anyone talk down about our troops. This man has done this and given this up so YOU can have YOUR freedom. Tillman turned down a three-year, $3.6 million contract with the Arizona Cardinals of the National Football League to enlist in the Army in May 2002 in the wake of the Sept. 11, 2001, terrorist attacks, which killed about 3,000 people in New York, Washington and Pennsylvania. Ex-NFL star Tillman makes ‘ultimate sacrifice’ Safety, who gave up big salary to join Army, killed in Afghanistan Pat Tillman, photographed in Puyallup, Wash., on June 2003, was killed in Afghanistan on Thursday. WASHINGTON - Pat Tillman, who gave up the glamorous life of a professional football star to join the Army Rangers, was remembered as a role model of courage and patriotism Friday after military officials said he had been killed

♥ What Should It Be (new Name)
out of these names which name do u think I should go with??? PLEASE let me kno! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHOM VOTES! fallen princess mirandalicious so delicious busted cherry I shit pink diamonds pinkee pimp bootylicious sweetmissTN Sexy Thkness Mz Slap A Hoe muahz MIRANDA♥

Do You Think You Can Ever Get Over A Boy That You Once Loved!!
Last night was the most wonderful night of my life. I have never felt so happy. Who would think the person that made me so happy.. let me down so bad two years ago! Its weird how you think you are over someone until someone says their name.. and then your heart starts to ache. So what does that mean that you never stopped caring for them.. or what. I wish somebody would tell me. All girls keep waiting for their happily ever after and it seems that it takes a long time to come! I dont know what to say.. I just know I miss him... and now after what happened I dont think I will ever be able not to miss him!! :(

Remember This
For anyone who's worked in a restaurant...or ever stepped foot in one: 1. Don't ask me for your check, then wait till I run to a computer, and then all the way back to your table just to throw your credit card at me without looking it over. Why didn't you give it to me in the first place, if you weren't even going to LOOK at the bill? 2. Don't snap your fingers at me. Don't wave at me like I am blind. I see you, I'm busy. 3. Don't argue with me about the menu. We don't have whatever wild creation you are craving. I know the menu, and after all, I work here, remember? "Last time I was here they made it for me this way." Good for you, now go to Burger King and have it your way, then. 4. No, I don't want to split your check six different ways so you can all pay in cash. DO SOME MATH! 5. WHY do you steal my pens? Do I come to your office and steal your keyboard? It's something I need to WORK with... take my pen again and see if your wallet is still in your pocket when y

Jokes
The cardiologist's diet: if it tastes good, spit it out. ====================================================================== A Pole, and Italian, and a Jew, all first-time fathers, are pacing nervously in the maternity ward waiting room when a nurse rushes out of the delivery room holding a black baby. "Is it yours?" she asks the Italian."Certainly not," he retorts. "Yours?" she asks the Pole, who vigorously denies paternity. "How about you?" she asks the Jew. "Maybe," he says glumly. "My wife burns everything." ====================================================================== A woman was walking down the street when she was stopped by a man who was carrying out a survey. "Excuse me, Madam, we're doing a survey on peoples' attitudes towards sex." "Really!" said the woman smiling. "Could you please tell me what you think of sex on the television?" "Well," replied the woman, "I think it's extremely uncomfortable, especially when you've got a vase stuck up you

Updates As Of Sunday 11/12/06
Just thought I would let you all know that I have updated a lot of stashes, created new mumms, posted a few more blogs today, and added two more singing videos to my profile. After a stressful, frustrating time dealing with my computer today, I was trying to relax a bit as well...and those things that I did today on CT went very smoothly, while I had a bit of humor slip in!! Feel free to peruse as you may.... No, I haven't posted any new pictures, but I shall be soon as soon as I can level up to be able to add more photos. :) Hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend... and are looking forward to a phenomenal week ahead... Right now, I think I shall go take a nap for a bit. Anyone wanna join??? ;) Laters... K

Short Stories
Hemingway once wrote a story in just six words (For Sale; baby shoes, never worn.) some call it his best work. Dozens of authors from TV, Movies, and what-not have all tried to top it. Here are some: Failed SAT. Lost scholarship. Invented rocket.-William Shatner Computer did we bring batteries? Computer?-Eileen Gunn Vacuum collion. Orbits diverge. Farwell, love.-David Brin Gown removed carelessly. Head, less so.-Joss Whedon Automobile warranty expires. So does engine.-Stan Lee Longed for him. Got him. Shit.-Margaret Atwood With bloody hands, I say good-bye.-Frank Miller We kissed. She melted. Mop Please!-James Patrick Kelly Kirby had never eaten toes before.-Kevin Smith Delicious meal. Thanksgiving Feast. Dalmer cooked.-Sensei Husband Cheated. Bought Poison. Problem solved! –Cian The End is Near...Watch Stopped! - Cian Okay so now it's your turn I would like to see what short story you come up with. Take your best shot, but remember only six words

Honoring Veteran's Day Video
I know... it is the 12th already, but because I was working on the 11th, I missed this...and thought I would share it with you all just in case anyone missed it!! My own father went to VietNam when I was in 2nd Grade. I know about the nights waiting for her Daddy to return, while my Mom and I watch the news diligently each day and night while she was hoping for her husband to return. I was grateful that he did return, although I was for-ever changed by the "home movies" he brought back with him. We were lucky; so many others were not.... Kudos to all those who are in all the armed forces....and died in the midst for our own Nation and its beliefs (albeit we are indecisive sometimes at exactly what those beliefs are).... Free Video Hosting Pretty informative and beautifully done, don't you think???

This Is All You Will Ever Have
new today .... too many looking for the sky to fall and too many rethinking the past ! Chasing the past and lost is the present Years of hurts that left all to resent Things that we will never change That left some of us lost and strange Thinking we can change the past over due Fearing the wreckage of the future too And never where we really are Lost in days gone away so far Wishing and hoping with eyes closed What if I had this question posed What if I do it all different this time What if I make the past free and sublime Will the destruction to come never be I will close my eyes and then I will see Foolish minds that refuse to know Time marches on and must move and go That all the thoughts of what might have been Waste the present and make our lives a sin Wandering the past we miss what we should not Living becomes torture and we begin to rot For all that has ever been is gone and done And all that worry and effort changes none This is all we will eve

I Pledge...
...to be there when you need me. ...to never hurt you the way others have in the past. ...to never desert you when you are down. ...to be honest with you even when the truth is not what you want to hear. ...to remind you every day how special I think you are. ...to never give less than what I have to give. ...to never ask for more than what you have to give. ...to do everything in my power to make you smile. ...to stand by you even when I think you are wrong. ...to love you for who you are, not what you can give me. ...to make every minute I spend with you count. ...to do whatever it takes to make you happy. ...because that's what love is...

It Says It
Chasing the past and lost is the present Years of hurts that left all to resent Things that we will never change That left some of us lost and strange Thinking we can change the past over due Fearing the wreckage of the future too And never where we really are Lost in days gone away so far Wishing and hoping with eyes closed What if I had this question posed What if I do it all different this time What if I make the past free and sublime Will the destruction to come never be I will close my eyes and then I will see Foolish minds the refuse to know Time marches on and must move and go That all the thoughts of what might have been Waste the present and make our lives a sin Wandering the past we miss what we should not Living becomes torture and we begin to rot For all that have ever been is gone and done And all that worry and effort changes none This is all we will ever have , this moment If we live it our lives are gifts as was meant By R. Thomas Dinsmore