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Up Close And Personal
This is the first set after I cut 8" off my hair. Yes I cut my hair over this past weekend. Hope you like. This is for all you ladies and gentlemen that have requested to see close ups of all of my big beautiful body. CUM see me in shiny pantyhose, tight black skirt, and a revealing shirt. You get closeups of my face, feet, toes, legs, round tummy, big juicy tits, nipples, big round ass, and of course my creamy wet pussy. There is over 90 photos in this hot sexy set. In the members SEXtion there are over 2100 photos and 14 video clips. CUM see the newest video "Blowjob, tits, and CUM". This week will be a new called "Sweet Corn Fun". Watch what I do with the Corn. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Home!
ok so i work 6 days a week have one day off. my girl works every other day 4 hours a day and she is suppose to be looking for a new job. but instead she is laying by the pool working on her tan with her friends. taking her friends out shopping. driving around doing what ever. and when she comes and gets me from work she is a hour late. making my day much longer. And when i come home the place is trashed from her eatin, showering, or what ever she was doing that day after i spent the day pryor cleaning the whole dam place.... should i be wrong for getting mad!? Some times i think i was better off living alone!!

Yeah Another Contest...lol
=== 'Beto Lounge Owner of Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge/Promoter/Manager:UBGC-Fan Club/' wrote the following at '2008-06-12 00:04:01'.. > > > > > > > > > > I entered to be apart of a Blast/Vip contest 1st place gets a Blast and 2nd place gets a VIP and I need all the rates and comments...so plz show me some mad love and support... > Click my pic link below and rate and comment as many times as u can to help me out...thanx I really appreciate it. > > >

Advent
Advent Sometimes the hardest thing to do Is the easiest thing to say Everytime I think of you I can't help but feel this way Why I have to suffer Why she has to watch I can't help but love her On my heart she's left a blotch No one can see what I see Even if you copied me No one can even start to comprehend How compassionate to her I can be Or the sacrifices I begin I will claw my way to the top My sickness is my weapon I refuse to stray, I will not stop I will pass all dissension I wait to see what He has meant I refuse to stop until I'm dead I will await her advent

Tears
Tears They never fall They never fall These tears of mine will never fall I don't care what you do I don't care at all Not in time of death Nor in time of need Even in pain, my tears will heed No matter how much I bleed Not in time of love, Even if I sacrifice my creed You'll never forsee, what i'll do next Even if you try, you'll fail, perplexed As I sit here alone With nothing for which to atone You let me be You left me here to die But you came back just to tell me a lie Now again, I saw you walk away Now, they start to fall, Now, they start to fall Now I can't stop them I can't stop them at all

Slutmuffin
I saw people refered to as "slutmuffin"s here , and was ruminating on the exact definition..I mean there are all types here on Fu, so what precisely is a "slutmuffin"?? There are plenty of slut's here on Fu ( thankyou baby jesus) and there's a bit of muff, so anm I to assume that the simple addition of the the two equals the product of slutmuffin? But how is that when the term is used referring to a male of the Fu species..I am confuzzled Big Time

Two Rules For Living In Harmony
The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitude. -William Jones Whenever we're dealing with bad news, a difficult person, or a disappointment of some kind, most of us get into certain habits, ways of reacting to life-particularly adversity-that don't serve us well. We overreact, blow things out of proportion, hold on too tightly, and focus on the negative aspects of life. When we are immobilized by little things-when we are irritated, annoyed, and easily bothered-our (over-) reactions not only make us frustrated but actually get in the way of getting what we want. We lose sight of the bigger picture, focus on the negative, and annoy other people who might otherwise help us. In short, we live our lives as if they were one great big emergency! We often rush around looking busy, trying to solve problems, but in reality, we are often compounding them. Because everything seems like such a big deal, we end up spending our lives dea

Vip & 30 Day Blast /fubuck Giveaway (revised)
Hello Everyone...Let's have some fun! Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around. Contest is gonna start on Jun 24th(TUES) @ 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern) Til July 5TH(SAT) @ 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern). All entries need to be sent to... Blondie in private message to enter. Click name above or link at the bottom to go to her profile All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics. 1st Place Needs 40,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 30 day blast. 200-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week. 2nd Place Needs 35,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets vip/or a 7 day blast. 100-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped ou

Decisions
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Decisions Small decisions are vitally important. Because they're the ones that keep you on track. The big, momentous decisions set the direction for your life. And the small, everyday decisions are what enable you to maintain that direction. Small decisions are easy to make. Unfortunately, they are just as easy to ignore. Pay attention and take active, intentional control of the small decisions. You'll quickly experience great power in their cumulative influence. The big decisions are expressions of your commitments. The small, moment-by-moment decisions give life and substance to those commitments. Give careful thought and consideration to the big decisions. Then use the hundreds of small decisions you make each day to bring those big decisions to life. -- Ralph Marston

Off For A Few Days
Just to inform my family and good friends that im not going be on FU for nxt few days.. today TUES 17th I'm travel back to SCOTLAND, and tomorrow 18th we are cremating my uncle.. I expect get back on thursday 19th,,, I wish you all a good week , stay safe have fun and god bless you all .. Love & respects, CLAYMORE

History Mystery
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed o

What A Difference A Year Can Make
As i sit here thinking about my 38th birthday i can't help but go back to my 37th and think of all the changes that have happened to me. I'll call it the this time last year list. this time last year........ I felt that fubar was a plesent distraction. rateing pics of all those beautiful woman makeing freind requests and accepting them and basicaly being a whole in the air with no one hardly saying anything. this year. Im an enforcer in a loung and have a great circle of friends. I have met people who have not just become importat to my life but to the lives of Breeanna and her cousins. this time last year....... I was alone and pretty much set that that was the way it would stay. gave up on love and the whole nine yards. figured it was for hopeless romantics and the pretty people this year. I live with the most wonderful woman I know in one breeanna Felps. And though there has bumps along the way my love for her stays strong. with every challenge that love gets

Been Gone A While
WEll sorry I have not been on to rate pics and so forth peeps. Just been uber busy with work and life itself. I am getting my stuff together and getting ready to move on so that me and my kids can have a life for ourselves. ANyway, I will get up to rating your stuff soon

Ghost
Well a ghost is talked about but never really seen. It’s what I’ll become very soon. I don’t know how long I’ll be MIA. In a couple of days I won’t be online anymore. I week later I’m turning my cell phone off. I won’t be gone forever. It might be for just a month. It might be for a year. Some might think I’m betraying them or it’s not fair, but it’s my choice and I have made it already. So… you want a reason why? The main reason is that I need a break and I feel I need to do it again. The last time I went ghost. I was gone for 1 year and a half, almost 2 years. During that time no one heard from me, not even close family members. So be happy for the time you knew me and just remember I’ll be back some time. for w/e reason my blog doesn't show up so I'll post a SFW one

Please Pray For Terry And Richard
PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE TWO MEN My Father's (Terry) heart is failing, almost everything on him is. He has cancer, His heart is only working 25%. They aren't sure how much time he has. He has a whole in his colon, maybe even his heart. There is so much i can't even type it all, I am so upset about it. Please Pray for him PLEASE PRAY FOR RICHARD (My GrandFather) He also has cancer and may have to have 1 if not both legs cut off. Please pray for him

Remy Zero - Save Me
I feel my wings have broken in your hands I feel the words unspoken inside And they pull you under... And I would give you anything you want, no You were all I wanted All my dreams are falling down... Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it Just stay... Stay, come on, I've been waiting for you I see the world has folded in your heart I feel the waves crash down inside And they pull me under... And I would give you anything you want, no You were all I wanted... All my dreams are falling down Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it... Just stay... Stay, come on, I've been waiting for you All my dreams are on the ground Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it Just stay... with me... I made this whole wo

Lotto Stuff
If you really do want to see why I get paid for lotto data I put today's worksheet online... http://www.winthelotto.net/20080617.jpg I also discuss at YouTube about the data There is a FREE online lesson that teaches my customers what that stuff in the worksheet means... Check out my wins later today... :) They draw the numbers at 1pm EST and people from all over the world use my data to play at an ONLINE casino called 5Dimes... (link from my website winthelotto.net )

Journey W/arnel Pineda - Never Walk Away
So young in love they couldn't wait Said their vows just to run away Suddenly, they felt their lives had changed They believed their hearts were strong Just to find they couldn't get along They didn't care it slowly (falls or comes) undone (chorus) Will she go or will she stay (will she stay) Pull herself (through or for) one more day Don't give up Never Walk Away Love's a promise that he made In his heart it still remains Don't give up Never Walk away Had to meet somewhere half way Heart to heart Face to face Compromise the price they had to pay Cared enough to stand on ground Screamed and shouted 'til the walls came down Won the fight Still a brand new day (chorus) Will she go or will she stay (will she stay) Pull herself (through or for) one more day Don't give up Never Walk Away Love's a promise that he made In his heart it still remains Don't give up Never Walk Away (chorus) Will she go or will she stay (will she stay) Pull herself

Gift
"There was a blind girl that hated herself because of her blindness. Not only did she hate herself but she hated everyone else, except he loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her,"Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?". The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too! She refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later he wrote a letter to her. It simply said, "Just take care of my eyes dear.". This is how the human brain changes when our status changes. Only a few remember what life was like before and fewer who to thank for always being there even when times were hard or even painfully unbearable." That`s enough sap for today. Time to go throw on some Murderdolls! lol

My Poems
how much i love you how much i love you my love is like the first morning due on a blood red rose red like my blush as your soft lips are caressing me from head to toe, I will love you all my life and when I die I will still love you through eternity and beyond until the end of time and even then i will still love u, If I die before you then my love will linger forever around you. And when you change your mind, and wish to be with me, I will greet you at heaven's gates with the same love and the same loving arms we knew in life Your heart and mine are forever one i hope that is true because if no i will be missing you what You left me What you left me was it a kiss on the air for you were not there, would I not shed a tear for you were always there and very dear, What you left me was it a wisper by my ear for I could not hear for all was in fear of missing you. Love is like your first kiss pure and sweet Love is a flood of emotion that you do not want to defeat Love w

Billy Joel - Pressure
You have to learn to pace yourself Pressure You're just like everybody else Pressure You've only had to run so far So good But you will come to a place Where the only thing you feel Are loaded guns in your face And you'll have to deal with Pressure You used to call me paranoid Pressure But even you can not avoid Pressure You turned the tap dance into your crusade Now here you are with your faith And your Peter Pan advice You have no scars on your face And you cannot handle pressure All grown up and no place to go Psych 1, Psych 2 What do you know? All your life is Channel 13 Sesame Street What does it mean? Pressure Pressure Don't ask for help You're all alone Pressure You'll have to answer To your own Pressure I'm sure you'll have some cosmic rationale But here you are in the ninth Two men out and three men on Nowhere to look but inside Where we all respond to Pressure Pressure All your life is Time Magazine I read it too What does it mean?

My Dad
I know that most of you will think that this is stupid but it isn't. My father passed away four years ago today. I am still not over it. He was the one who taught me how to care for people and to treat people the way I would like to be treated. He never looked down on people because they were different. I miss him greatly every single day of my life. I miss his advice the most. Since his passing my life has been on a downward spin cycle that I'm finding harder and harder to pull myself out of. So if you have spoken to me in the past few days or plan to speak to me today, please forgive me for the things I have said. I am just so angry that he had to go. He shouldn't have and he and I both know why. This time of year is hard for me. He died right before Father's Day. He was one hell of a father and now I know that, to some he was a great daddy. As I have learned in the past week: A father is someone who knocks up a ho and just keeps on going. A dad is someone who

Chicago - Hard For Me To Say I'm Sorry
Everybody needs a little time away I heard her say >From each other Even lovers need a holiday Far away >From each other Hold me now It's hard for me to say I'm sorry I just want you to stay After all that we've been through I will make it up to you I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just the part of me I can't let go Couldn't stand to be kept away Just for the day >From your body Wouldn't wanna be swept away Far away >From the one that I love Hold me now It's hard for me to say I'm sorry I just want you to know Hold me now I really want to tell you I'm sorry I could never let you go After all that we've been through I will make it up to you I promise to And after all that's been said and done You're just the part of me I can't let go After all that we've been through I will make it up to you I promise to You're gonna be the lucky one

Chicago - Look Away
Well, you called me up this morning Told me 'bout the new love you found Said, "I'm happy for you. I'm really happy for you." Found someone else, I guess I won't be coming 'round I guess it's over, baby It's really over, baby, woooh And from what you're saying I know you've gotten over me It'll never be the way it used to be So if it's gotta be this way Don't worry, baby, I can take the news okay But if you see me walking by, And the tears are in my eyes, Look away, baby, look away. If we meet on the street some day, And I don't know what to say, Look away, baby, look away. Don't look at me I don't want you to see me this way. When we both agreed as lovers We were better off as friends That's how it had to be Yeah, that's how it had to be I tell you I'm fine, But sometimes I just pretend Wish you were holding me, Wish you were still holding me, oooh I just never thought That I would be replaced so soon I wasn't prepared to hear those words from you I

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Jim Norton Back From Bonnaroo, Louis Ck, Sharon Osbourne Animation Festival Continues, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Vid
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) ANIMATION FESTIVAL VIDEOS AVAILABLE ON iTUNES!! (So far, there is one clip of videos from the festival.... ONLINE NOW!) Animation Festival Continues: The first Opie and Anthony Animation Festival was such a success, we're going to do it again! It's probably going to happen sometime in the fall, so you have PLENTY of time to get your asses animating if you want to create a masterpiece. Go to iTunes for some examples of animations that were featured in the Animation Festival ...and if you MISSED the animation fest, you can still get a shirt... OFFICIAL ANIMATION FESTIVAL SHIRTS: Opie's brother Elmo designed a special shirt JUST for the Animation Festival and you can get them online while supplies last! CLICK THE PIC TO GET YOUR SHIRT NOW!!!! Our own Jim Norton is back in NYC after a hell of a run at Bonnaroo in Tennessee. Friend of the show Louis CK is also stopping by the POgram, and we'r

Fmv - Hinder - You Deserve Much Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This c

Tool - Sober
There's a shadow just behind me shrouding every step I take making every promise empty pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just because the son has come. Jesus won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Jesus won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start thing

Disturbed - Prayer
Another dream that will never come true Just to compliment your sorrow Another life that I've taken from you A gift to add on to your pain and suffering Another truth you can never believe Has crippled you completely All the cries you're beginning to hear Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening Let me enlighten you This is the way I pray [Chorus] Living just isn't hard enough Burn me alive, inside Living my life's not hard enough Take everything away Another nightmare about to come true Will manifest tomorrow Another love that I've taken from you Lost in time, on the edge of suffering Another taste of the evil I breed Will level you completely Bring to life everything that you fear Live in the dark, and the world is threatening Let me enlighten you This is the way i pray [chorus] Return to me Leave me no one Turn to me Return to me Cast aside You've made me turn away [chorus]

Once Again I Failed
i realized something about my self this week... i shut my emotions off for years and crawled in to a shell... now i cant even connect any more w ppl i care for my closest friend sees this, and now a man i THOUGHT would be able to help me break out of this pattern... i even managed to run him off now... why even let myself hope when all i ever do any more is cry??? it would just b easier if i watched him fukn stab me through the heart instead of letting myself hope as i had.. i really thought he was different , guess not. i am sry...i wish things would have worked out differently, but i honestly believed when u said u wanted something different in your life... said if its worth haveing it needs to be worked at and its not easy... well i tried and guess what i still sit here crying...go figure

George Michael - Freedom `90
I won't let you down I will not give you up Gotta have some faith in the sound It's the one good thing that I've got I won't let you down So please don't give me up Because I would really, really love to stick around Heaven knows I was just a young boy Didn't know what I wanted to be I was every little hungry schoolgirl's pride and joy And I guess it was enough for me To win the race? A prettier face! Brand new clothes and a big fat place On your rock and roll TV But today the way I play the game is not the same No way Think I'm gonna get me some happy I think there's something you should know I think it's time I told you so There's something deep inside of me There's someone else I've got to be Take back your picture in a frame Take back your singing in the rain I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don't belong to you And y

The Hollies - Stop In The Nane Of Love
Oh baby I’m aware Of where you go Each time you leave my door Watching you walking down the street Knowing there’s another guy you meet This time before you run to him Leaving me alone again Think it over Haven’t I been good to you babe Think it over Stop in the name of love Before you break my heart Stop in the name of love Before you tear it apart I’m trying hard Hard to be patient Wish you’d stop This infatuation But each time I think of you together I see myself losing you forever This time before you leave my heart And rush back into his arms Verse 2 Haven’t I been sweet to you baby Chorus x3

Van Halen - Can't Stop Lovin` You
There's a time and place for everything For everyone We can push with all our might But nothin's gonna come Oh no, nothin's gonna change And if I asked you not to try Oh could you let be I wanna hold you and say We can throw this all away Tell me you won't go, you won't go do you have to hear me say I can't stop lovin' you And no matter what you say or do You know my heart is true oh I can't stop lovin' you You can change your friends Your place in life You can change your mind We can change the things we say And do anytime oh no, but I think you'll find that when you look inside your heart oh baby, I'll be there Hold on I'm holding on Baby, just come on, come on, come on I just wanna hear you say I can't stop lovin' you And no matter what you say or do You know my heart is true oh I can't stop lovin' you Oh, I'm so twisted and tied And all I remember Was how hard we tried Only to surrender (Solo) And when it's over I know how it's gonna be True

♣.·*•*·.♣ I Am A Proud Pagan ♣.·*•*·.♣
Pagan Pride In darkness you paint us, but we will not hide. We're the light of the country in which you abide, we're fearless and strong, the protectors of life hidden in shadows, we conquer all strife. We come from the Old Ones, our lineage secure. We rise from the ashes, we always endure. It's time you remembered that we were here first. We healed your sick, yet suffered your worst. From time immermorial we've woven our lore cunning folk, healers, benandanti--there's more. We're black and we're white, we're brown and we're yellow. We're women and children, and mighty fine fellows. We're Her hidden children, the angels of light, our task is to teach and to help see things right. We conjure and cast, and whisper and pray so you can enjoy your freedom each. We've long been your army, protecting your back when you are in trouble, in secret we act. The Mother is watching--She hasn't missed much. She's gathered Her magic

Karma
Choosing Your Karma The early years of your life tend to be the most karma-filled. Adolescence is often the most intense time of all in a life. The hormonal and developmental changes tend to accentuate the difficulties of that period and facilitate a climate wherein much karma can be played out. This is also the time when you experiment with the different chief negative features: self-destruction, greed, self-deprecation, arrogance, martyrdom, impatience, and stubbornness. Generally by about the age of 21 you select one of them to settle down with. After the age of 30, karmic intensity is greatly reduced. There are exceptions to this, as is the case with those people experiencing lifetimes at the sixth level of any stage (heavy karma balancing), and those with a goal of growth. How Karma Repayment Works Karma is supervised and organized by essence. Often the personality knows nothing of the purpose and impending unfoldment of the karma. There is good reason for this. False pe

An Open Letter From A Witch!
I found this letter in a wicca group that I belong to online. I thought it was very powerful and wanted to share it with you. Those of you who would like to add this to your book, feel free. Blessings. Author Unknown. (If anyone knows the author of this letter, let me know, as I would like to give credit where credit is due.) Thanks. I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world, and there are people w

So Tired
Alright for this one I’m going to break it down into different subjects. Normally I just write it all as one but since most of this don’t have nothing to do with the other I’m going to try it this way. What’s Up With Me I’m still at a point where I really want to come out and spill my guts about what all is going on with me. I’m dealing with a lot of personal stuff. I hadn’t really realized how much stuff I just put off to another day to deal with. The another day has come. It has all hit me like a ton of bricks. To the ones well one who has been there for me during this mess … Thank you! I guess you could say I bring a lot of this on my self. Some would more than likely say I do it for the attention. Which is so not true! Last week I was considering making a certain move in my life that down deep I didn’t want to but was going to do it anyways. Wouldn’t have been a very health or smart choice. I stood to loose a lot of things if I had went through with it. Before ya’ll get bent out

Games
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Pay Me Pleny
I writing this entry cause need a job and or some money. Well, the point is if I do not get a job or some money I will be without a home/ a place to stay. I would clean any ones house for room and board cause I just enrolled to my town community college, I don't want to quit. I have been out of school for so long that I believe it is hurting my chances of getting work. I would do surveys online or clean out somebody's garage to make some extra change. I am in California. so If you live here and have a solution to my problem and not a rant concerning this topic it would be much appreciated.

My Life
Time has moved on and I still need to make those changes as for as getting a job and/or money to stabilize my situation. I feel that my health is not going in a positive direction. Because I don't have insurance I am hoping and praying I don't get real sick, lately though I have been having chest pains and tightning of my chest muscles on the right side. Now I am an avid coffee drinker; I don't get much sleep cause I am on this computer searching for an answer all hours of the night and early morning. right now it is 12:01 am at night but I must do something about my situation, what good is sleep if it has not helped me regain some respect for myself. I have a great son 13yrs. old and deserves some things I can't afford to give him. One thing I wanted to give him is his own room with his own stuff. I think that would give some peace of mind. He worries about too many things for a kid his age. In the neighborhood we live in makes it hard to find good friends for him and his sister. I ne

Bull Shit
so tired of all these women who cant make up their minds as to what the fuck they want! not all women are this way. to te good ones out there, much love. but to the bad ones,and you know who you are......fuck you! if it aint you then this wont offend you! to all the respectable women... know you're loved! :)

The Early Beginning
so this is my first post in my first blog. Feeling like I'm base jumping for the first time, looking down the wall of the building seeing people look up expectantly. Sorry If I disappoint any of you- but I have no clue what Im doing. sticking with the 'base jumping' analogy- its like I know how to jump, pull the chord, and scream prayers to any deity willing to listen. But am miffed as to how to put them together. Since you are not expecting anything anymore, I guess I need a topic. bitchin. as in anything weblike that I find bitch(in)(like) so... Bitchin'

Just A Little Story Tellin
I sit in this corner by myself thinking of all ive done with my life. I sit in this corner watching bubbles form at the bottom of my glass then travel their way through a golden brown voide before eventually finding their heaven in the air above and beyond. I sit in this lonely corner and observe as a typical night unravels itself before me... people dancing, drinking, yelling, hugging, celebrating nothing at all and at the same time celebrating everything at once. why am i even here, i tried to enjoy myself but nothings working, its time to leave. My car rumbles to life and purrs out an idle that seems to say " i missed you.... lets play"..... yes, lets.... my foots jams the gas to the floor and the engine roars back at me with a note of satisfaction,'its about damn time". the clutch comes up and the tires scream out in protest as they chew into the pavement desperately trying to grab ahold of the ground below. They finally do but now the front wheels seem to resent that very same

The Girl Without And The Girl Within
Like diamonds in her eyes her passion shines through. Love, understanding and compassion is what she holds for me and you. Passion undying, inside crying. She holds her ground without moping around. Her zest for life enchanting, she refuses to be seen ranting. Hurting inside and running out of space to hide, she must confide. Injured soul with thoughts spiraling out of control, too much crying leading to thoughts of dying. Nowhere to turn and scared that he'll burn. he searches high and low before landing that final blow. By some unforseeable action there is sparked an attraction. two souls both aching, what are they making? aren't they aware? Danger! Beware ...

Entry For January 22, 2006
WOW! Isn't it truly amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye? I spent most of friday night and the wee hours of saturday morning chatting on Yahoo! with a new friend that I found on MySpace so you can imagine that I was pretty much toast when everybody woke up around 8ish saturday morning. I tried to sleep in, but that was short lived because Chris and the kids decided to disturb my rest, so I went ahead and bit the bullet, got up and tried to spend some time with them. As usual when I walked through the house I saw that they had managed to destroy the front room and kitchen. I bit my tongue as I usually do and just accepted the fact that after Chris goes to work and the babies go to their grandparents the boys and I will be stuck cleaning the house .... OH BOY! After some time Chris and I tried to sneak a nap in but that was short lived because the 5 y.o. was playing and the 1 y.o. got hurt ... needless to say I woke up in the "best of moods" and stayed up. During ou

Who
who are you little girl insecure and afraid of making the first steps towards happiness? where did you come from little girl beautiful and fragile gentle of spirit and so afraid of happiness? why can't you see that happiness is knocking pounding demanding entry at your door? look at his eyes look at the arms that could hold you and keep you safe and sheltered and then you push them away you make no sense speak give him the story of your sad little life and he will either run to you or run away from you but at least you will have tried who are you little girl and when will you learn that the decision to be happy is yours and yours alone

Hmmmm... A New Year, A New Start
When I first made this Yahoo account I had the intentions of blogging about how Jaime came to be a part of my life ... it doesn't seem like I stuck to that very well in '05. Well, it's 2006 now and I have decided that with the way things are going I really should try and remember all I can from the earliest days of my dressing. When I was born my father was serving in Vietnam, so I spent the first year or so of my life without his presence. I was raised mostly by my mother, grandmother, aunt and (female) cousin for that first year. Upon my father's return home he took one look at me and decided that I could never be the son that he had always wanted because I had been "ruined" for him by the women. Growing up was a different time for me, I had a father that was physically there, but he wasn't emotionally available to me so my upbringing pretty much continued on the same path as my birth until I decided to leave home. I used to love to lay across my mother's and grandmother's laps and h

Entry For December 30, 2005
It's been a little while since I last blogged so here's some updates. For the past few weeks I have battling a terrible case of bronchitis unsuccessfully. I think it may be finally clearing up today though, I seem to have more energy, I don't ache, my cough is slowly leaving as are my "sniffles". I don't want to get too excited just yet though because it seems like everytime I think it's going to clear up, it comes back twice as strong and knocks me flat all over again. With that said, you now know the reason that I haven't been around all that much lately. The past few weeks haven't really been too exciting around here. With me being sick I pretty much spent my time in bed worrying about whether or not i'll still have a job by the time I am well enough to return to work. The kids are out of school this week and have been bored out of their minds so you can imagine just how calm and quiet this place has been (LOL). With me being sick in bed Chris has had to watch the kids by herself fo

The Loss Of A Good Man
Ok, Let's all have a moment in silence in memory of Carl, owner of SudSuckers bar, my neighborhood watering hole. I don't really know what to say right now, Earlier today I had all these thoughts running through my head as to what I could blog about, but I went out with Chris tonight to go shopping then decided to stop in at our local watering hole, SudSuckers, and I found out from his daughter that he had passed away earlier this week. Carl was like a father to me, I have always had a dream of owning my own bar and I would often discuss this with him and learn from his experiences as a bar owner. Just like every business owner I have ever known he always tried to persuade me away from owning my own business. We laughed, we joked, we had a good time every time I walked through those doors, But tonight was different. I had heard through a rumor that Carl had passed away earlier this week and I decided to follow up on it, I noticed that his Daughter, Carla, was there tonite and I decided

Entry For December 20, 2005
Wow!!!!! I must really be in the good graces of somebody upstairs ... If you read my last entry you know that I was stressed to the point of sickness anticipating today's court hearing. Well, Chris and I wound up having to take the babies with us to this hearing which naturally made us run late and we finally showed up around 11:15 instead of 10:45 like I was scheduled for, so you can imagine that I was really stressing over things by the time we actually got to the courtroom. All I could imagine was a female judge that had recently been scorned by an ex and seeking revenge. Naturally, since I was almost a whole half hour late, she would pick on me and I would wind up feeling her wrath. When we got up to the room my attorney was sitting in the hallway talking with one of his collegues and told me that he would be with me in a bit. He's been kind of a prick lately so it didn't bother me at all to go have a seat away from him. After what seemed like another half hour he finally came over

Entry For December 20, 2005
Ok girls, I told you that I have A LOT to say and I am going to start right now. As James I have five children by four women in three different states. My youngest two live with myself and my S.O., Chris, their biological mother along with her two boys. back in 1996 my first daughter was born, At that time "James" was too busy running around town and being a typical man. Her mother, Brenda, and I were living together at the time and I had decided that I wanted to return to Oklahoma to visit friends and family for awhile, I told Brenda that I would be back in two weeks ... or there about (LOL) and I left. While I was gone her family pulled up roots and moved to Oregon, taking Brenda and my daughter with them. I managed to find Brenda in Oregon and got the chance to talk to her and my daughter on the phone quite frequently until after halloween of 2000. I was working at Principal Financial at the time and I recieved an e-mail from Brenda telling me that she had met this wonderful man and

Will Wonders Never Cease?
Yahoo actually pulled through for me and got my account reset so I can use it again. YAY!!! Not a whole lot to say right now, don't worry, I actually DO have ALOT to say (lol) but I just can't seem to get it out right now. It's been a stressful week so far and we just got started ... I'll tell you all about it after I take care of some things. Happy holidays to all of you and hopefully Santa will bring all us gurls something pretty this year.

Yahoo Sucks!
Well, Yahoo decided to lock me out of JaimeLaineLovette's account for some reason, so I have moved and set up camp here for now. For some reason or another I can't seem to share my pics on here just yet either but I won't stop trying. I think that I am going to join hi5.com and Bebo.com also in case Yahoo decides to act up again. Ok, I suppose I should go and invite all my friends to join me here, hopefully my last move. More to come...

Entry For December 13, 2005
I got to thinking today after a stressful day at work and I wondered about just why we actually desire to be women. I'll give you my day as an example ...... I woke up at 5:00 am to get ready for and be at work before 7:00 am, work my shift and put up with all the stress that entails, came home to a grumpy woman, two cranky babies, a messy house, dishes that needed to be done, and a mountain of laundry. I spent some time listening to the grumpy woman tell me about her day and how difficult the babies were, the 13 month old wanted to be held, which if I didn't do would lead to an ear shattering tantrum, so I held her as I listened and started to clean. I finally got a chance to retreat to our bedroom and check my messages before having the the woman and babies barge in on me. I then managed to lay down with the oldest baby, who decided she wasn't tired and slid off the bed and headed out the door. With her gone I caught a few Zs before being woken up by them again. The grumpy woman want

Its All The Wright Brothers Fault
When it comes to flying, I believe in pampering myself, always picking the best of America's bankrupt airlines. Recently I flew across the country and couldn't decide between first class and business class, since I couldn't afford either one of them. I wound up sitting in coach, so named because you need someone to shout, "Come on, you can do it!" as you try to wedge yourself into your seat. Many airlines have started adding surcharges to their ticket prices to help defray the cost of items such as fuel and bad management. For example, you can no longer bring two pieces of luggage on a flight - it costs an extra $25 for the airlines to lose that second bag. "Of course," the flight attendant purrs as I squeeze between the two professional wrestlers to sit in my seat, "meals in our first-class and business cabins are complimentary and prepared by our chef, Emeril. In the coach cabin, meals cost $10 and are prepared by our chef, Boyardee. Coach passengers may pay an additional $5

Entry For December 12, 2005
It's been a little while since I last blogged. Things have been kind of slow lately as far as our "lifestyle". The kids have been sick and we both started new jobs that don't allow us very much time together. Today I woke up feeling cruddy so I called in and spend the day recovering, which didn't take too long (LOL). Chris took off to the mall this afternoon and I decided that with everyone finally gone I would take the opportunity to dress since it feels like it has been forever since I last got the chance to dress up. I decided to play around on cam for a little bit, but that too can only be enjoyed for so long. I have taken the chance to chat with a few of the grrls and greatly appreciate those of you that understand and support crossdressers and the whole GLBT community. I am still closeted ... in a way, I suppose. Chris knows about me, as well as a handful of others and I suppose anyone that stumbles across my 360 but, for the most part Chris is the only one that ever gets to see

11/16/05
OMG!! Wow, my last entry must have sparked Chris’s inner Mistress. She caught me off guard tonight, she pretty much ignored me all night and kept busy with the kids. After the kids all fell asleep though, I had no idea as to what I was in for. Chris started out all nice and sweet and had me thinking, “Oh great! Another plain sex night.”. We started kissing, I undressed her and we started to kiss and I began to suck her nipples as I rubbed my hard cock against her pussy through my shorts. I finally kicked my shorts off and tried to enter her but she stopped me. She pushed my head down to her crotch and I began to eat her out, I ate her for quite awhile, much longer than I would typically. I don’t know what has been about her lately, but I often think about eating her out throughout the day. Most of the time I don’t even think of fucking her, but rather, just eating her till she cums so hard that it covers my face. She pulled me up from her crotch and I thought I was going to get t

For My Friend
I miss the look of surrender in your eyes The way your soft brown hair would fall I miss the power of your kiss when we made love But baby most of all I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss the colors that you brought into my life Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now Saying it'll be alright I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss those times I miss those nights I even miss the silly fights The making up The morning talks And those late afternoon walks I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one wh

Dreams
DREAMS A dream is a vision of tomorrow and hope for a better day, It can be your light when clouds turn gray. Do dreams still come true? I believe they do. When we give up on a dream we give into fear. Become a prisoner of doubt & no hope will appear. Though the skies are dark a dream can make them seem blue. Hold on to your dreams for dreams do still come true.

No Deals Withthe Devil
NO DEALS WITH THE DEVIL You can't make deals with the Devil. What's wrong can not be right. You can't mix good with evil. Darkness will not shadow light. You Can't have hope with out a dream, To be free you can't be blind to the truth. You can't believe everything you hear or read, Cause it propaganda they teach us in the news. Crooked politicians selling us out, making dirty deals everyday. Selling our blood for money padding there pockets along the way. Television preachers with there big long limousines. They've left God's word behind to teach greed & vanity. Those who feel that freedom is free. What kind of fool are you? Our freedom was bought with blood, sweat & tears shed by our troops.

11/15/05
Often Chris brings up my drinking and says that I’m only attracted to her when I’m drinking. At first I would get upset about it and let it frustrate me, but I sat down and thought about if there was any validity in her statement. I don’t believe that I am only attracted to her when I am drunk, because I have been drunk and seen other attractive females with no urges to fuck them. In fact, now days it seems like Chris is the only one that I find myself attracted to sexually. I truly think that some drinking allows me to open up more and be more affectionate towards her because of the release of the stress for the time, among other psychological factors. Either way, I have found that I also become more submissive towards her as I open up and I truly enjoy the feeling that comes with it. I found myself gazing into her eyes for the first time in a long time and felt myself getting lost in them. Could it be? Could Chris be the one? Did I finally find the working combination to “reign me

Only Tough On The Outside
I never show my tears, unless it hurts to damn much People tell me Im strong, and bragg that im tough "No Fear" is what I say When someone asks, "are you ever afraid" Ive been hurt, and abused Raped, beaten and used And somehow I find the strigth to stand alone and fight And find the courage to kiss my babies good night I know when to hold on and when to let go I help everyone through theyre pain, and teach them to smile trough theyre sorrow I look at my life, and say, Its not been so bad Take a deep breath, and find a way to laugh But deep inside, Im so confused I feel scared and alone, broken and bruised My strenght is beginning to whither, at times I just cant take any more I set to cry alone behind closed doors Im not the strongest one that everyone believes me to be But I put on this face and continue to be me Ive found a way to continue, somehow Ive got to survive If not for me, to keep others alive

11/13/05
I finally took a huge leap of faith the other night and guided Chris’s hand down to my balls and cupped it around them, she took the hint and started to play with them, softly at first and harder as time went on. Afterwards she told me that it surprised her when I let her “handle” my balls, because I have always been very sensitive and have rarely, if at all, in the past let anyone touch them. I told her that I want her to have full control of me, total control, physically and mentally. She asked me if she had hurt me and I told her that she didn’t really hurt me very much, but there were a few times that she almost brought me to tears. It was these times that I was hoping she would push further, I wanted to cry, not for just anyone, but for her. The look she got in her eyes that night was intimidatingly scary, but such a massive turn on all at the same time. I was almost scared of her, it looked as if she had been possessed. A whole different person was in that bed with me after sh

Mommy Tried
Mommy tried so hard I swear I did Tried to keep you inside untill I could kiss your lips Even through the pain, I held on untill I couldnt do no more To hold you within my womb and my loves core I wanted you so badly, though you wernt my first I loved you just the same as I did your sisiter I cried to the doctor, Id beg and plead He said there is no way that we could save your baby Mommy tried Taylor, and I prayed so hard You were part of me, and took my heart I didnt give up, even after they put me to sleep To go deep within my womb to take you from me You fought for your life, I know you did I heard your spirit cry, asking what you did We did nothing wrong and I know this now But my heart was torn from the inside out

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

09/17/05
I tried something new today. I have always struggled with that “bulge” in front whenever I dress and had never really been able to get around it until lately. I got bored last night and was reading some things online that made me think of doing a google search for “hiding the bulge”, A few good links came up and talked about “tucking” but they really didn’t explain too much on it so I did another search for “tucking” and came up with some good sites on what it is and how to do it. After reading up on it I realized that it is the exact same technique that every drag queen I know uses and had told me about it. I decided to try it this morning and was really surprised at how easy it was to do, except I didn’t have any tape to hold everything in place so I tried relying on just my thong to do the job … that lasted for about 2 hours before everything started falling out of place and I had to readjust back to my normal “masculine” state. I was overjoyed at this newfound talent but was dis

Part Of Chapter One Of My Book.... What Do You Think?
A piece of my life. (chapter 1 incomplete) 3 am: Oh gosh is he awake again. It seems like I just put him to sleep. Well I better get up before his crying wakes up his sister. (after rocking the infant back to sleep and feeding him lays back down in bed) Geez how did I possibly get here. I'm 20 with two kids (2 1/2, Sara and 9mo. Logan) barely not living on the streets. Although my life has been a lot worse before. I had so much potential and very high values. I didn't grow up poor or in this life style, but some how I got here... Aw.. Yes I remember it now. It seems like it was a life time ago. I was 12 and the world was mine for the taking. I was very innocent and well mannered. However it was time for the hormones to kick in. Bobby socks and sun dresses weren't going to impress my peers. So I traded them in for baggy jeans and form fitting shirts. Now we were cool. We were in the lime light. The loudest and the rowdiest. Obsessed with flirting and

Tangled Emotions
Tangled Emotions Written in: 2001 Red vision beaming through my eyes. My emotions terribly in a tangle, full of confusion. Words like daggers, preying on the weakness as to sting where it hurts the most, the heart. Why am I doing this? Feeling that bottled emotions are finally being released. But released all at once, too strongly and too painfully for all. Please go away, I don't want to hurt others, I want to be my sweet self. Emotions please clear up and untangle soon! Before I hurt those I love more and they leave me. Author Unknown

Never Argue With A Woman Who Reads.
Never Argue with a Woman One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance,anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up a long side the woman and says, "Good morning,Ma'am. What are you doing?""Reading a book," she replies, (thinking,"Isn't that obvious?")"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he in forms her."I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing.I'm reading.""Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up. ""For reading a book," she replies,"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her again,"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing.I'm reading.""Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.""If you do that, I'll have to charge yo

Dismantle Me
Dismantle me Skins to bones I want to feel you take a hold of me I want to feel it all Dismantle me Heart to soul I want to feel you take all there is of me You’ve left nothing of the true me anyway . . . so just dismantle me, every bit that’s left of me and let me go

For Some 0ne Special
I have tried to find the words To tell you how I feel The words that will convince you That what I feel is real I know that you’ve been hurt by love And I’ve been wounded too But together we can heal the scars Of loves which made us blue I had spent some time avoiding love With its anguish and its pain But since the moment I first saw you I’ve learned to love again If you could only see with my eyes The beauty you would behold And with my heart you’d really know The love of which I’ve told I know you feel the same as I When in your arms I lie I can feel the love that’s in your heart And I’m yours until I die

My Taylor Jay
"Here I am" mommy, I swear I heard her say The day she grew from just an egg Deep inside, not big enough to kick But she had a spirit, and I could feel it Tucked away, I hoped to keep my girl safe My second baby, and part of the love we made She had a heart, and maybe some fingers and toes I wonder what she would smile about, only God knows He gave me my Taylor Jay, once upon a time Then took her back before I could hold her hand in mine So young, she didnt even have a chanse to begin My young baby girl, cried deep from within Kayla kissed my tummy, every day, 2 years old, she wanted to be within your grace I dont know why God took you from me He must have had a good reason, and needed another angel to sing So heres to you, my young baby girl, who would now be 10 And I shed an extra tear for those others whose lives never get the chanse to begin

09/16/05
Chris read my e-mails to her last night and apparently approved of what she read, she told me that she had left me an offline message on yahoo after she got off the computer. Naturally, I was eager to find out what she had sent me so I logged on and was very surprised at her message. It read, “**: (9/14/2005 9:09:02 PM): you will wear your thong under your pants tomorrow.....Love you girlfriend :x”. I was hoping to do more last night, but because the two youngest refused to go to sleep; I never got the opportunity to follow through on what I had hoped to do for her. Perhaps another time I guess. This morning was kind of hectic since we all got up late, but everything seemed to work out ok, Since Chris and I never really got the chance to talk last night I asked her if she still wanted me to wear my thong today and she told me that she did. I went and got in the shower and told her that the three panties that I own were in my drawer and that she could pick out one that she wanted me

Spotlight Save Up
SHOW ME THE MONEY!!!!! I'm trying to save up for my first spotlight. Any donations would be greatly appreciated, but I am more than willing to work for the bucks. I can make pimped out pics, do SFW salutes(I'm very creative), rate your pics and if you want my 11's I have 300 I can sell a week. imikimi - Customize Your World So if you wanna put me to work click the pic and lemme know. freakylibra**queen-buckma$ter~Owned By Tappinit~@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World Get Your Own Player!

09/15/05
WOW! For some reason today I get really excited at the thought of Chris actually taking control of me and making me HER “girl”. For the past few days I have been thinking about this constantly, it really turns me on too. All I can think about is her chastising me, forcing me to wear panties and stockings under my “masculine” clothing. Kind of a “our little secret” type thing. I sit here day in and day out fantasizing about when she does finally take full control over me, I often wonder what she’ll do with her new found power. I mean, when I “fantasize” about it she has already locked me in a CB3000 (chastity belt) and has “put away” my “masculine” undergarments which forces me to wear panties and stockings under my clothes at all times. Naturally she would hold the key to my chastity and would control when or even if I were allowed out of chastity, but what would she demand of me? Would she demand that I bathe, dry and moisturize her nightly, what about cooking or cleaning? It

Jacob Isaiah
Its been years since God took you away Such a young child, alone at heavens gate Soon we will celebrate the day you had come to us Only to mourne the day you retured to the arms of Jesus Our precious angel, a soldier dressed in blue Fighting your own battle, you did all you could do Im so sorry Jacob, I just couldnt begin to know I swear If I could have saved your life, Id have given my own But I guess my dear, your in a better place Never will you have to know or feel pain So on this day we celebrate your life And please dont mistake the tears we cry They truely are tears, not of sorrow, but of joy For the gift of the time we had with our special boy

Thank You So Much!!!!!
I am pleasantly and happily suprised with the VIP you gave. This is my new page because the first one was deleted, i worked hard so much on here but now im so lazy...... Althought we do not know each other that much, you cared enough and i am grateful. I admire what you have done to me and appreciated your kind words for me to just have fun and upload more pics. Nothing more, nothing less without conditions or anything in return. While others are not so nice, I feel you are such a nice and good person..... muaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh muaaaaaahhh Metal Forever

Would You
Could this be it, could you possibly be "the one" To heal my heart and light my sun Ive waited so long to feel this smile on my face I had almost forgotten how it feels to have my heart race Would you wipe my tears and make me laugh Kiss away the pain that I thought would last Would you lasso the moon and hand me the stars Dance in my dreams and carress my lonely heart Could you be the one, to take the time To know me inside and out, to commit and memorise Would you find it important enough to know What I eat, how I feel, and what makes me glow Could you be the one Ive waited a life time for To take all the bad and lay the rest beneath the floor

Heartache Quotes
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you. ~Ezbeth Wilder

"i Love You"
I watch people all day, with theyre families and woner why He looks angry, and she is sad enough to cry Broken hearts, tattered lives, and pain Enough to last two life times, both played the same Something has got to give, I know this isnt how it used to be This land was once full of life and build on family I cant remember a time when my happiness would last He is always here and gone, says "I love you" then takes it back He would gaze at me, and fill my head with lies Promise me the moon, and every star in the sky And so here I am, all alone still Patiently waiting for my destiny to be fulfilled Aching for a heart that is strong and true Refusing to give up, and means it when he says "I Love You"

What I Want Today
I feel a chill, an unexpected breeze blow through my bones Then a warmth flow over, like a cloud enveloping me . . . Spreading warmth with rain, comfort with darkness, serenity with storms I turn and see you there Watching over me What do you want? Why don’t you go? Where do you think you found the right? When will you set me free? How do I walk away without my heart and soul? You’ve held them ransom for a chance of something you might someday want . . . I will walk away, just give me back what’s mine

Remember Me
If I died today, would you miss me while Im gone Would anyones heart ach for me, but still remain strong Would anyone remember joy, or only remember bad Do you belive the smiles I gave would stay or pass If I died today, would anyone love me tomorrow Have I given you hope, or brought only sorrow Would you remember me fondly, or as someone you once knew Would you keep me close to your heart, or would I be old news If I died today, would you mourne my death, or celebrate my life Would memories of me fade, or surpass even time

Problems
We do not have the rhythm, Even though we hear the beat. When we try to dance, We can't move our feet. Yet, the song goes on, But we stand and stare. No words are ever spoken, Are we being fair? When we try to speak, The other cannot hear. We both are so far away, Even though we're near. We have a little spark, But the fire just won't burn. Maybe, we're not meant, Maybe, it's not our turn. Will the future let us know, If we blew our chance? Should we both turn and walk, Or, should we stay and dance? B.G. Wetherby

Your Song
Let me sing you a song, of love and joy To pass through the ages, one that time cant destroy A song to speak of a lost child who became a man The lyrics will speak of our lives, through out this land A song of how we came together, and will never part A story of how your love saved this wounded heart Your song will speak of a battle fought and won To tell the people for generations to come But this song is even more special still, Because its story will tell of two hearts fulfilled

Brand New Start
Oh, the relationship choices that I have made, The emotional prices that I've paid. Brokenness and life torn apart. Open season on a loving heart. I've done inventory on this heart of mine. Still plenty of love, and beating fine. An enormous amount that's left to give With plenty of life left to live. Bad love, it has made me wise. I'll see the wrong ones coming with these eyes. I will then just turn and flee. They don't deserve what's inside of me. What I have left is reserved for you. I know that God will lead you to This slightly bruised, but golden heart, Fully mended for my brand new start. B.G. Wetherby

An Elusive Dream
The beauty of a fresh new day, Harnessed by bittersweet delight, From quite an elusive dream Which I'm privileged with by night. Overtaken by serenity Upon arrival at this place, I search amongst the silhouettes Until I see your face. My eyes feast upon your beauty, Then passions turn to hot desire. We culminate our time away Until our bodies tire. Morning arrives much too quickly, Once again we must part. Each time becomes more difficult, For I'm a prisoner of my heart. Disappearing right before my eyes, As the dawn begins to gleam. Do you exist in anothers thoughts? Are you someone elses dream? So I pray my day away, With hopes that you are real. For I must free what's inside of me, I must tell you how I feel. You leave me with an anxious heart Where you have burrowed deep, I must have you throughout the day, As I do when I'm asleep. B.G. Wetherby

Battle Of The Spirits
My warrior came to me when I was in mourn To surround me with his spirit and heal that which was torn He was to be my guide, to help me be strong Through my time of sorrow, my spirit was gone His guidance later allowed me to see That I had been battling a skin walker and coyot'e He said to me, he will love me and defend my honor To protect me from harm, Id be marked no longer He went to battle, prepared and true Wraping me in his love, and his spirit too Attawa he sent to keep me far away From the spirits of the skin walker and coyot'e He protected me, and offered himself In place ot the one to be sacrificed for spiritual health He came back to me, tired and weak And of his battle, not to speak He set me free, my hero, my friend And now on our paths, our journey begins

The Ghost Of You
As I sit within this empty house, So bare since you've been gone, I try to figure out some things, Like, where did we go wrong? To this day I can't quite understand How this all came about. The ghost of you still haunts this place Since the day that you moved out. I still see your face upon the pillow As I turn out the light. I still feel your body next to mine, Deep within the night. Sometimes I even hear your voice, I actually answer to your calls. But again, it's just the ghost of you That lingers within these walls. I am fine when I'm outside this house, For I'm gone throughout the day. But at night, you still have me enchained With this ghost that won't go away. B.G. Wetherby

Back To Vegas
After 2 very long weekends our City Tournaments our over. I did end up winning the 9 ball team event so I will be in 2 events in Vegas The 9 ball team Championship and also The Master's Championship..Aug. 15-21-2008..Tahnks for all the support from my friends. Randy "BhamBuggy" Page

Only You
Only you were there, when the rain poured. Only you were there, when there were tears. Only you were there, when I was curled on the floor. Only you were there, all these years. Only you were there, when I needed a loving hug Only you were there, to cure the pain. Only you were there, when I needed love. Only you were there, in the aftermath remain. Only you were there, throughout this life. Only you were there, to help me fight. Only you were there, from the beginning. Only you were there, to bring me light. Only you were there, when life had no meaning. Only you were there, to see these eyes so red. Only you were there, when I was barely breathing. Only you were there, when my life was dead. Only you were there, to hold me in the evenings. Only you were there, because your love was free. Only you were there, when I called you my life. The only you, was me. Austin Wetherby

Suddenly See
To Sometimes See A person can sometimes see the future so clearly - have you ever seen someone and suddenly you can picture yourself with them sometime in the future laughing and sharing moments so sweet; thinking back to today, remembering when this fantastic connection began; and as you picture this you watch that image grow to the point that you find yourself dreaming a brighter tomorrow. What is it like to imagine yourself spending a timeless autumn afternoon drifting in golden pleasure what would it feel like for you to kiss them while illuminated by the long warm rays of the sun? It is not necessary for you to picture all those intimate scenes - you really shouldn't dream of one morning waking to dawn in their arms. But when that flash of recognition occurs - now - it will seem as if someone has appeared from nowhere and suddenly you see your life is ready for a new direction; you see things and people from a different perspective - and you watch

A Warriors Battle
The battle will be tough, his opponant strong Headed into war, to defeat that which is wrong A battle to protect the spirit of his lady love To release her from the evil one The hawk flies above, the ground shakes below Spirits come together to witness and know A warrior and a skin walker, the odds dont seem fair But away in the distance, love was waiting there Heading for battle, he was unafraid And to release her, was the only way The night sky was dark, the ground saturated with pain As he came at the warrior, again and again Her hero didnt stop, untill a promise was made To the evil one, this was a game But he made the promise, and layed at the warriors feet Because her warriors love was to difficalt to beat Love is stronger, my warrior said Now rest my love, and clear your head When you wake, all will be gone My love will protect you untill you, again, are strong

Yes Come Bid On Me
Hey Friends and Fans, Come Bid On This Awesome Sweet Girl...The Auction Runs From The 17th-25th Of Jun. Come On And Click The Picture Below To See All That She Has To Offer. (repost of original by 'King of Kings' on '2008-06-16 20:13:46')

Thank You And Bye
I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW IM LEAVING FUBAR FOR MY OWN PERSONAL REASON I DO WISH YOU ALL THE BEST ON THIS SITE THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO GET BETTER FOR ME ON HERE I WILL MISS ALOT OF SPECIAL PEOPLE ON HERE BUT LAST NIGHT CUT THE CAKE FOR ME I WAS SO MENTALY ABUSE BY SOME PEOPLE IM NOT HERE FOR THAT I WAS STICKYING A BULLY THAT JUST RAN OUT FOR A SHADOW MEMBER AND A FEW PEOPLE CAM TO MY SHOUT BOX AND TOLD ME THAT FAT PEOPLE DONT GET MUCH ON HERE AND NOBODY WOULD HELP A FAT CHICK AT ANYTHING ON FUBAR THATS WHY I DONT LIKE TO ENTER CONTEST BECAUSE OF THAT SO HOW COULD I WIN ANYTHING I SPEND ALOT OF MONEY ON PEOPLE AND I TRY TO HELP EACH AND EVERYONE BUT ITS NOT A ENOUGH OK IM NOT THE BEST LOOKING PERSON ON FUBAR BUT THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER BY THE WAY THE CONTEST I WAS GOING TO BE IN WAS 4 A HH OR FUBUCKS AND I WAS TOLD THAT THEY DID NOT WANT A PIG FOR HH SO I SIT HERE AND THINK TO DELETE MY ACCOUNT TO MAKE THINGS BETTER FOR ME I USE FUBAR AS A BREAK FROM MY MOM WHO IS SUFFERING FROM ST

I Am Cherokee
Today I begin my journey all alone Deciding which future to call my own I see myself changing, growing more each day Accepting my heritage, Ive chosen my path and Im on my way Im so scared, I dont yet know where my journey will lead But I'll keep and open mind and try not to lose "me" Its very dangerous, and my road will be long It may cost me my life, but I must continue on I am ready, one foot in front of the other I know that I am Cherokee and a mother I dont know where Im going to go, or how long my road will take I just hope that finding it now, It isnt to late

A Work In Progress
He will never be what others perceive He speaks his mind with no regard You look upon him with judgment in your eyes You may disapprove of his actions You may even see him to be an asshole But what gives you the right to be judge and jury Its my life I have the right to chose who I want to be with Haven't I suffered enough I deserve my happy ending I am tired of always second guessing my actions to make others happy You need to realize your my friend not my father I respect your opinion But I do not ask or need your approval I will chose who I believe I want to be with not because you say I should And if he turns out to be a true asshole.... Well its human nature, we all make mistakes you have to let me make mine...

Unmasked
Today I cast aside my fears, And I'll tell how I feel. I've admired you for quite some time. Now it's time that I reveal. About the ways that you affect me, No true words were ever spoken. I wonder if you've noticed me, Just who am I really jokin? There is a glow about you As you're walking down the street. I lie awake each night planning On just how we're going to meet. Your mannerisms, your walk, the way you smile, I like everything that you wear. Your eyes, your lips, the way you sneeze, The wind blowing through your hair. Every time that I see you out It gets my heart just churning. No medicine that is known to man Will take away my yearning. This admiring from a far must end. I'm tired of this secret mask. My courage is running very high. Now there's something that I must ask. Do you think that we can get together? Is there a movie that you want to see? Maybe we can just have coffee? Just take this mask off me.

You Have The Key To My Heart
Here I sit, miles away. Yet my heart is next to yours today. Beating as one, separated as two, Inside of my heart is loving thoughts of you. Space is but distance That our bodies now be. Inside of my heart, You're held close to me. Kept as a treasure, So strong and secure, Where it shall remain So loving and pure. Locked deep in my heart, Your love's safe with me, For you, my sweet love, Hold the only key. B.G. Wetherby

Sweet Time
We haven't known each other For that very long. I may not have all the rights For those who've done you wrong. I want you comfortable and at ease, So that your eyes can clearly see, That love, not harm, exist in my heart. I'll accept whatever you give me. We'll let the moments form between us, And let sweet time slip away, Living second by second, minute by minute, Hour by hour, and day by day. Time's the greatest gift right now That I can give to you. You'll see that it's not just today. I'll be here tomorrow, too. B.G. Wetherby

Someday, It Appears
Life seems almost empty In this hourglass of time. I have so very much to give To the one that I'll call mine. Somehow love has forgotten me Throughout these darker years. When will I welcome its sweet light? Someday, it appears. Good things come to those that wait, Many wise people say. For now you are but the dream That gets me through each day. I await with hope and patience, As each new sunrise nears. Eventually I know that you will come, Someday, it appears. B.G. Wetherby

Heartbeat
No one has ever treated me In such a very special way The smiles that I wore in my past Are worn differently today. I am thrilled and overfilled My life is now complete The world hears a gentle spirit play When they hear my heartbeat B.G.Wetherby

Photo Love
I am staring at your picture That I have in front of me, It's the only way to hold you now, The way things have to be.. I'm lost within this picture. Oh, you I truly miss! Upon this precious photograph I gently place a kiss. I stroke my fingers through your hair And rub your silken skin. But this is just a photograph, So now the tears begin. Soon, I will hold you for real. But a 8 x 10 is all I see. This picture will have to do for now, Until you come home to me. B.G. Wetherby

Pillar Interruption
The Sunday School teacher described how Lot's wife looked back at Sodom and was turned into a pillar of salt. Suddenly Jimmy interrupted. "My mom looked back once while she was driving," he announced triumphantly, "and she turned into a telephone pole!"

The Abc"s Of Sex
A is for ASS B is for BITCH C is for CUNT D is for DICK E is for ERECTION F is for FUCK G is for GENITALS H is for HOOTERS I is for INTERCOURSE J is for JUMBO HOOTERS K is for KINKY L is for LICKING M is for MASTERBATE N is for NAUGHTY NIPLLE O is for ORGASM P is for PUSSY Q is for QUEEEN OF PUSSY R is for ROUGH SEX S is for SEX T is for TONGUE U is for URANUS V is for VAGINA W is for WETNESS X is for XTRS PANTING Y is for YES YES YES And finnally……………………. Z is for ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

What A Beautiful Bully!!! :d
Well, if you don't you should! And what better time to get to know them than during their Happy Hours! Tuesday @ 1pm fu-time ~ Sweet Turtle Go love on her! ~Sweet Turtle~ Fu-slave of LarryB the Great and Co-Owner of Club United and a Fantasy Flyer@ fubar and Wednesday @ 1pm fu-time ~ CantSleepClownsWillEatMe Let's level her! ☆™©CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆Just Me☆Fu-Owned By MIKEY!@ fubar Remember.... Tuesday @ 1pm fu-time ~ Sweet Turtle Wednesday @ 1pm fu-time ~ CantSleepClownsWillEatMe PS... Level me too please!!! :D lol Thanks Miss Andi! This is beautiful!!! *Hugs*

My Silent Journey
I've prepared for you for quite some time. So many years on end. Just knowing that you do exist, My ideal lover, my ideal friend. I know that out there somewhere, You breathe the same air that I do. Every day I wait, patiently alone, For this dream to turn out true. Each new day that I awaken Is but another that I greet. I ask myself each new morning, Is it today that we meet? I stare at every passerby, Asking myself, "are you the one?" Hoping that our eyes ignite, Like the blazing sun. I hear your heart, it's barely beating. I'm honing in upon the sound. I just know that I will find you soon. Yes, you will be found. Your heartbeat may be muffled From hurt and resentment in your past. Soon I'll stand before you, To free your heart at last. Conditional lovers say it's a fairy tale. Skeptics say that it's not true. Frightened hearts will keep their distance. The misinformed don't know what to do. I know that you are out there, And

Why?
Pools that form from tears are the deepest and darkest. A crying voice is louder than any avalanche. The breathe behind the words, "I don't care" is more destructive than any hurricane. The weight that bows a head in forlorn could crush a mountain. Shattered dreams take more to rebuild than any city. And so the hardest puzzle to solve is why we hurt one another.

Keeper Of My Heart
Just a short time ago, I lived with an abundance of inner emptiness. Where my heart was once positioned now stands a great black hole. It took an enormous amount of strength to pull together and reconstruct the scattered fragments of a heart destroyed from the yesterdays gone by. You have pieced together the shattered crystals of a heart that once was whole. A treasure decimated by those of incompetence, not worthy of holding something so priceless. This crystal heart is whole again, Full of love for you to sweetly nuture upon. Although still fragile, I freely give it to you, trusting that no harm shall come to it. Openly I shall give you loyalty and dedication, along with honor, trust, and deep respect. Into thy gentle hands, I place this heart of crystal, grateful for the emptiness that you have replaced. You have engineered a task that seemed impossible. You solely filled the once depleted. You have reconstructed the once destroyed. For this, you sha

Re: Report: U.s. Gave Green Light For Taliban Prison Attack
RE: Report: U.S. Gave Green Light For Taliban Prison Attack ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Jun 2008, 23:54 Report: U.S. Gave Green Light For Taliban Prison Attack Reports out of the Middle East indicate that U.S. forces gave the green light for the Taliban to attack a government prison in Kandahar this past Friday and stood idly by while Taliban fighters violently freed more than 1000 inmates. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/061608_green_light. htm

Tune In This Tuesday! Rock Out!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.17.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! We may have a guest on for Millennium Omega. Tonight we premier... new music from SINDADDY !!!Lord Genocyde will also be debuting new mu

Heartache
Love is but a journey, Where you'll find joy or pain. You can be warmed by its fire, Or burnt by its flame. If love has been unkind to you, And has left you with a burn. What was destroyed, God will replace, So wait for its return. B.G. Wetherby

Really Worth It?
so, I deleted someone from my friends list tonight. This person (who's name is withheld because I am the bigger person) always asked for rates yada yada yada always with promises to repay all love given. And never did this person repay the love. I have had this person on my list almost from the beginning of my time here (back to the CherryTapdays). NEVER has this person kept her promises. So instead of creating a drama and gettign pissy about it, I just thanked her for her time, apologized for bothering her, and removed her from my friend and fan list. Then came the e-mails and drama. Let me say this outright to all of you on here: I will treat you like you treat me. I will do my best to give love where I have gotten love. I dont do tit-for-tat...but I DO try to show ppl that I value their time and attentions. BUT if you decide I am not worth your time, and you ask me for some of mine, I will move on. No Drama. No Games. No Bullshit. If you have an issue wit

Sometimes
Every once in a while, without even expecting it, someone walks into your life that you will never forget. They are just like you or I, just living life day to day. They don't really do anything special, other than being someone that you connect immediately with. They can make you laugh, make you smile, make you feel good, without even really trying. It is such a great feeling to have that. I have felt that only once in my life. He was in my "aura" for such a short period of time, but, I have never forgotten him. And, it is doubtful that I ever do. Someday, hopefully, our paths will cross again. I look forward to that day. I guess it says something that we keep in touch. It shows me that he really is a remarkable man. I would have given up on me along time ago. Til next time! Peace, Misi

Shock Him
WELL NOW IM AMAZED! I WAS TOLD BY SOMEONE THAT MY FRIENDS COULDNT KICK AZZ AND GET HIM LEVELED BY FRIDAY! NEEDLESS TO SAY, I TOLD HIM HE WAS DEAD WRONG CAUSE NOT ONLY WILL I RATE HIS STUFF(WHICH HE DOESNT HAVE MUCH...GO FIGURE), BUT I HAVE SOME SUPER FRIENDS! HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW! AS OF RIGHT NOW HES ONLY GOT 425,803 POINTS TO LEVEL! THATS DOABLE ISNT IT? IM ASKING YOU ALL...PLEASE HIT THIS MAN UP AND SHOW HIM WHAT I FEEL WHEN ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE THERE. SHOW HIM WHAT ITS LIKE TO FEEL SO MUCH LOVE YOU BECOME OVERWHELMED. SHOW HIM I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE COULD ASK FOR, CAUSE THEY ARE TRUE AND AS LONG AS LOVE IS RETURNED, THEY GIVE SO MUCH!! THATS WHAT IM ASKING...FOR US TO ALL MAKE IT HAPPEN AND SHOCK EVERYONE! ESPECIALLY HIM! FAN, RATE, AND ADD HIM AND THEN HIT HIS MEASLY STASH..LOL(NO OFFENSE KEITH BUT WHAT IS IT WITH YOU GUYS?..LOL) RATE THE FEW PICS HE HAS...IT WONT TAKE LONG AT ALL! SHOCK THE CRAP OUT OF HIM!! HERES THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE....HELP ME PROV

Hybrid Dawn's New Cd "kill The Messenger" Review
"Kill The Messenger" not only marks the 'dawn of a new hybrid', it demonstrates the ability of the band formerly known as Receptor to step up to the next level as Hybrid Dawn. Easily drawn in by the grungy, yet disciplined guitar intro of TICK OF TIME I was compelled to immediately listen to the entire album. As the song progressed so did the guitar work and by the end of this up-beat tune my mood was soaring. The title track KILL THE MESSENGER delivers driven vocals which are complimented by fluid guitar and bass lines while kept in check by very solid percussion. Slowing the beat just little, BETTER THAN YOU has a message that screams out loud and clear with vocals that range from somewhat subdued to down right 'In Your Face'. SPEAKING IN VOICES (TO MY MIND) eloquently blends harmonic vocals with relaxing instrumentals. Excellent bass lines are clearly heard throughout THINGS I SAY as well as MY INNOCENT in which the drum beat and lead guitar made me want to get up and move. The acou

Guess What Everyone I Want To Share With Yous
Am moving to New York July 6th from here in Minnesota I did just get over a bad break up from a woman I was talking to in New Jersey which I Love her sooo much but I think the distance made her move on where she broke up with me in text message a week ago but she know I was gonna move there in a month after a whole year she told me she found someone else yes I've been heart broken but I had let her go now! so I am single and searching for a relationship! I want to be in one as I Love to be intimate and be there for my partner and one I Love when it gets to that I have learned so much and I keep learning at that! as in public it is hard for me to approach a woman since I am shy and always waited for the woman to make there first move on me at that! for more info you can call, text or p.m me I have nothing to hide as am a very honest man as I don't believe in cheating on the woman am with out of respect I could never ever hurt one physically or emotionally as I know how it would feel if

A Message From Dream,please Read My Friends
~ATTENTION~ It has come to my attention that a friend of mine that held a giveaway has reneged on some of the people that were in it after they had fulfilled the agreement. I asked one of the contestants to enter the contest so the hostess would have the amount of entries she wanted to start the giveaway. The contestant finished the giveaway getting 10,000 comments as promised on May 4th , 2008. That is when the hostess moved the contestant’s picture to an album with the rest of the contestants that had finished. I was in the same giveaway & received my VIP. After the contestant finished she waited for her VIP. The host even moved her pic to the finished folder And asked if she could wait two weeks for her prize but still has yet to hand over the prize. I am not naming names, YET. However, I think that this problem should be taken care of. I spoke with the host about the “mix-up” three weeks after the finish & she guaranteed me & t

A Big Ty!!!
WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP THAT ALL OF YOU GAVE ME! I WON MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR THANKS TO SO MANY THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO ADD EVERYONE HERE, BUT I DID WANT TO SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR LOVE! I WILL BE SETTING UP MY HAPPY HOUR AND LETTING EVERYONE KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE ANOTHER DAY. THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN!! **goin4broke**~proud~MOMMY~of 2~'s baby daddy and r/l lover@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-06-16 20:04:31')

July 19th...come Be Sinful
Summer Sinfest™ is all about fun, salaciousness, and down right sexy entertainment. We provide a plethora of unique visual, artistic, and sensual experiences. New in 2008 we have added an EROTIC ART GALLERY. Artists from around the globe have been invited to show their work. We have selected those that have embodied the art of flesh and fetish. You won't have to wonder when a single stage act is starting because all night long the stages will be filled with sinful performances. The main stage will hold a fetish inspired 3 Act play called The Watcher along with some special guests coming from all across Texas and beyond to dazzle you with astounding S&M performances. Of course there will be vendors!!! Flogs, whips, corsets, lace and most assured leather. We had so many responses from vendors wanting to vend this event we had to pick only the best craft/artists in the industry. Most of our vendors offer handmade items to customize your pleasures. The VIP hours

This Tuesday On The Genocydal Empyre Omega
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.17.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! We may have a guest on for Millennium Omega. Tonight we premier... new music from SINDADDY !!!Lord Genocyde will also be debuting new mu

forbidden Lover Chant
Forbidden Lover Chant - One by LateNiteFantasy© I gaze longing at your lithe serpentine form, Long legs strong and inviting, Want them open wide and wrapping around me, thighs throbbing, Pulling me inward, locking me solid into whimpering delirium, Tender strong fingers gripping my ass savage with each thrust, My hands in your soft locks for a frenzied moment, Moist panting, your lush red lips parting for my tongue, Dazed and smoldering, wrapped into each other quivering, Your knees weak, blue eyes shimmer wicked in the shadows, My hands explore shoulders, back, blessed plump ass divine, Alone and tumbled together on sheets of sweat, Stroking your naked flesh aglow with a crimson flush, Down to your bra, panties, hands finding your ripe-wide hips, I the adoring and obedient priest atop his alter of flesh, You a goddess of all that is fertile, all that is bursting fresh life ... Woman sublime ....

Wanna Be Owned??
Club TooSexy is holding another auction on June 29th. We are looking for people that would like to join in the fun! The last auction was a success and alot of people made some FUBUCKS!! So if you are interested private message.... SexyMistressCCA with what you will be offering!! CLICK CLUB TOOSEXY TOO ENTER! ARE U SEXY ENOUGH?? ~DJSexyMistressCCA~ FU/REAL WIFE TO LOC~ Asst manager@ClubTooSexy ~Greeter @ACES UP~@ fubar

Omg Look What They Did
I AM A MEMBER OF THE MOST AWESOME FAMILY ON FUBAR THEY GOT 65K COMMENTS IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!!!!! ALL THESE GUYS HELPED ME WIN A HAPPY HOUR SHOW THEM SOME LUV The Spankers Club@ fubar !Starry!@ fubar ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz@ fubar Vanessa's Pwoned Tata's show him love-Member of Spankers@ fubar PUMPKIN BUTT~FU-WIFEY TO LEIF~*R/L TAKEN BY LEIF*~OWNED BY LEIF~*OWNED BY DARTH*MNG Pain N Pleasure@ fubar

Keep Me In Your Thoughts
I have an interview tomorrow so Please, keep me in your thoughts and prayers....for those who know what I have been going through lately, this could really make my life ALOT less stressful--then I can stop stalking Drew and Violets :)

Internet Service
Hey everybody, as you all know I was off work for a long spell and as a result I am still a lil behind on bills so I may be losing my internet service soon til i get caught up again. 6/20, this friday, is when my service may get lost so I just wanted to let everyone know ahead of time...I may still get on occasionally if I can from another comp if possible. Select few of my closest friends here have my cell number and can keep in touch that way if you like1 take care all and hopefully I will get to talk to most before then and I hope to be back soon! Brian

One Tin Poet
One Tin Poet by LateNiteFantasy© A conceptual piece, a waking blasphemy, a poetic felony in parts. Music, dance, death and ritual. Cinema. Outline number one. (note: theatre to black, all lights to black) Silence. the Poet: No constrained narration might contain the rage of the rotting mind pierced by the livid shards of transient perception screaming wild amid the chaos of sound forgotten in ages of putrid .. Silence. Silence. Ancient jew sages of the beat, the pen sublime, spoke to me sullen, ghosts of mighty iconic retrospect in smooth waves smoldering nightly with jazz perplexing about random riddles, minds destroyed by madness and all that sort of thing ... And so my generation without leave I'll speak for, these wretched cyber hyenias cackling wild at midnight watering holes drunk and fornicating with paysites as empires clash hot and savage in strained black coated desert regions under a decaying rust sun ... Silence. (Pin light to spotli

Moving Yet Again!
Well Its official. I am moving back to Va in about 8 days. This will make it 28 moves in 22 years. how crappy is that! Damn economy! Rent is cheaper but everything else is more. I want to scream and throw a tantrum. How am I every gonna get it togethter it we cant stay in one place?

Ok, More Waiting!
WELL NOW WE WENT TO THE NEUROSURGEON TODAY AND HE SAID IT'S STILL EARLY TO TELL WHETHER OR NOT MY DAUGHTER WILL HAVE TO UNDER GO BRAIN SURGERY OR NOT! WE HAVE TO WAIT 3 MORE MONTHS TILL SEPTEMBER AND THEN GET ANOTHER MRI DONE. THAT WILL DETERMINE WHETHER OR NOT THE VEIN THAT BLED WAS JUST A BRUISE FROM THE CAR ACCIDENT OR FROM HER BEING BORN WITH THIS EXTRA VEIN IN HER HEAD AND IT JUST METABOLIZED ITSELF. SO I ASKED HIM WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF SHE HAD TO GET THE SURGERY. HE SAID THEY WOULD MAKE A 3-4 INCH INCISION INTO HER HEAD AND TO TAKE THE VEIN OUT WOULD TAKE 2 HOURS WHICH SHE WOULD REMAIN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 3-4 DAYS AND THEN GO ON ANTISEIZURE MEDICATION FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS 'CAUSE THEY WERE FOOLIN AROUND IN HER BRAIN AND IT WOULD BE PRECAUTIONARY. SO OUR FUN IS NOT OVER YET. SO JUST KEEP PRAYIN IT WAS ONLY A BRUISE AND NOT THE OTHER THING, I DON'T WANT HER TO GO THROUGH ANYMORE TRAUMA! SHE HAS HAD ENOUGH! THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!

Let Love Begin
Let Love Begin by LateNiteFantasy© Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Raw Emotions
So it's been a long ass while since i have blogged anything here let alone have been on fubar. so i do miss talking to everyone but i don't have the internet anymore as much. so here it goes for the update.. go get a drink, take a leak this is going to be a long one... you ready?? okay hear it goes, last time i was on here was around my birthday and i was inviting people to come out and drink with me... did anyone really show.. nope not even drako and he really wanted to... so i had a few.. took a shot with my own hair right at the edge of my hand and the shot glass, hair in your throat when you take a raw shot of tequila with out any training wheels will make you throw up. i should know i did, all over my skirt i wore that night and my shirt had a lil bit on it... i went into the bathroom cleaned my self up and continued drinking durning the night till about 4 in the am... yes i drink like a champ no i am not some pansy ass bitch that needs to run crying because i embarrassed m

Put Your Lips Together And Blow
Put Your Lips Together and Blow by LateNiteFantasy© It's been a hot afternoon, nothing to do with the weather or what I have on, the lack thereof. Tall, southern-style iced tea would take too long to get through these fevered veins to pump the quench to my brain. The pervert lurks imagination while eyes sizzle glossed cherry lips. All I can think of is how fast she could cool me off if only she'd blow.

Save The Drama For Your Mamma!
Hmm. Really let me start with Insecurity is not attractive... So I get this shout from some girl telling me to stop talking to her "fiancee" ..She is going off on some comments I made on his page like a month ago. 1. I rarely talk to this guy anymore. 2. I don't really care about him in the dating way. 3. I'm single and loving it. not looking for anything right now. Fuck, really.. C'mon the man lives in a whole different state then me . and last time I checked he had no attachments. Psycho lady.. Haha I'm not a Cyber Home Wrecker lmao. So I tell her whatever thanks for your "suggestion" to not talk to him.. I don't want drama. so this is what she sends me: Vampire Ki...: ok void of drama it is no longer a suggestion stop talking to him or i make you.you dont live that far from me Haha.. true she lives 2 hours away I would know because I used to go a lot to the city where she lives in..but c'mon wtf.. that message made me feel sorry for this gir

To Far From Me
To far for me, so far to see The woman of my dreams was brought to me. Always talking always planning, But in a year will our love be standing? Falling fast for that emotion, Is strong enough for total devotion? Every day I miss her more, My heart's an ocean that lies upon her shore. Never quarreling on disbelief, To see her will be a total relief, I want her here holding me oh so near, The distance between us, the life I fear. Although my woman is so very far, Our love burns brighter than a shooting star.

Your Eyes
Your eyes... They capture me, they look to my soul, they torment me, and make me feel whole, they take from me, and leave me confused, they play with my heart and make me feel used.. I want to live for those eyes, I'd give anything to, I want to look at you, and make you feel the way that I do, with those eyes... They are my comfort, and my one desire, all that I aspire is in your eyes, they tease me, but treat me so kind, one look in your eyes and all that I knew was left behind I felt it and knew it was real, one glance from you, one smile and one tear, it didn’t take much but now I'm stuck here and this feeling I have, I know that it's true.. It was those eyes of yours; they made me fall for you

Romance Over 30
The problem with dating over 30 is that every woman you meet is bound to have a kid or two weighing her down like the world’s smallest cockblocks. “I can’t go out tonight, I have my kid. You can’t spend the night, I can’t go on the road with you, I have my kid. Stop yelling ‘who’s your daddy’, my kid hears that every day already.” Finding a woman over 30 that doesn’t have kids is like finding a hot chick working the late shift at Waffle House - you’re thrilled, but you think - I wonder what’s wrong with her? And when you’re over 30, we’ve all been around the block a few times, so our online profiles all read like used car ads - 34 year-old-male, low miles, only one previous owner, few dents, likes to hug the curves. Wouldn’t that save time if you could browse people like car ads? Vintage sports car, twin air bags, only ridden hard on weekends. Sweet! Minivan with 4 car seats - no! Former rental, likes to break down - hell no! Rebuilt tranny - what the hell?!

Justin Is Going To Mizzou!!!!
I have got to be one of the proudest moms ever!!!! My son, Justin the gentle giant, was offered a 4 year full ride scholarship to play football for MIZZOU!! Here is the website about his verbal commitment- Please read and share this happy happy time with me! showmesportsonline.com LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

The Return Of The Bronx Bulll.... For Now Anyways
this is my cock before i got a penis pump this is my cock after Im going to prison for a class x felony, thats 6-30 years sitting in brick walls with big juicy inmate cock. I was hoping i can give back the anal ramming that they're going to give me, so ive been pumping up for the big house. you think i have a chance of matching up with their manmeat??

He Didn't Just Say That!
I met David about 6-7 years ago..its been a very long time. It all started with a chat on Yahoo and we began chatting regularly. That was back in the day before I found myspace or even started having much of a Yahoo profile. I think I had one face pic on my profile back then. So I offered to send David a couple of pics of me but 'fearing x rated' photos he declined the offer, stating he didn't need to see more, that he was falling for my personality.We chatted for a couple of months, he seemed in no hurry to meet me. He was a single father of two pre-teen daughters and was very dedicated. I was impressed with what a good father he seemed to be.It was late summer when we decided to meet at a local sports bar for a sandwich and maybe a cold beer...watch the World Series you know. He had mentioned not really drinking much so when he ordered a pitcher of beer, I figured maybe he was thinking I was going to do some drinking. When he downed a glass in one fell swoop I chalked it up to nerves

Crescendoes Of Love
Crescendoes of Love by LateNiteFantasy© Heavenly whispers, wrapped in a gentle breeze, paint the plains, hillocks and deep valleys of naked ivory, flawlessly dressed in velvet beauty and silken skin. Lips glistening in the starry light cherry-red and full and hot tonight, closing gently over that pillar of might, slowly claiming that sword's delight. Fluid stabs drive the weapon home, through the arches and under the dome. Down the tunnel, seeking the womb, quivering, encased and entombed. Cries erupt, bodies fiercely sway, voices soaring far away. Crescendos of love for all to hear, telling them ecstasy is near. Lightning thrashes the sky - their bodies trembling lie. Hurt so Good...cherries are such a delight

What Love Means To Me
Yes, I state I have a b/f-but what lot of you know is how unhappy I am . I am scared of him emotionally-thats why sometimes Im a mess on here. Im sorry about that.I would love to find that someone special. I love that movie " pretty Woman:-where at the end she finds her prince and he rescues her from the tower-that past makes me heart melt and brings tears to my eyes( tears of happineness) I know its just a movie but cant blame me from dreaming. I would love to know what love really can bring, Like happiness and smiles and that buttery feeling in your belly, the feeling you get inside when you see that special someone and how warm and safe you feel on the inside and out!Where nothing in the world can go wrong when that special someone is there by your side-no matter what life throws at you. Ok , may be just me-but thats how I feel.

Ugh.....
Should NOT of dranken that much last night! half a bottle of black berry brandy! work called me in today to work back at our food place cuz APPARENTLLYY im the ONLY person that works back there with there food handlers card, go figure....soo everyone else had to take the test to get it while i worked back there...target is fuckin lucky they have me! i swear that store would go to shit with out me! no clue how they managed befor i was higered.

Awareness Be The Key !!!
Awareness Be the key 1. Are you aware of who you TRULY are & where you truly came from? ( This has been in question for 6,000 Years). 2. Are you aware of the changes that are going on right now with our planet ( Qi, Ta ) we call Earth? 3. Are you aware that we all are going thru changes within our DNA & That our Sun Iz responsible for these changes? If you don’t know that’s because you weren’t supposed to know. This is for the One’s that feel or know deep down inside that our Mind, Body & Planet iz out of alignment. We are in a revolution State PPL & Re Ligion will not help. Re Ligion Will only keep the Tru You Asleep ( Coma State, Unaware & out of Tune with Self ) This is the same reason why you do not know Self ( Man & Woman ) Re Ligion has kept you asleep & lost for more than 6,000 Years. NOW IZ the time for the Real Tru Self arise out of your & Shine…. Hotep Tru Awareness Iz 1. Asking Questions to those That know whome can begin your Path to Facts & not

Another Dissapointment
So we agreed months ago when school was out that my ex would have the kids while I worked and I would pick them up afterwars. Today was the first non school day. So I wake up at 6 am as always get the kids ready to go and leave. On my way I realized I wasnt sure where to take the kids so I call my ex...no answer. Oh this would figure here I am scheduled to be in a meetin at 8 am and I cant get ahold of my ex. So I went where I last knew she was and no ex. Called again...no answer well needless to say I was unable to get ahold of her. So yet again another let down. Now I thought this arrangement was what she wanted so she had more time with the kids. If I had known it would be like this I would have just continued day care arrangment. Im sorry taking the kids are such an inconvinence for you. I am beginning to understand why family courts exist. You can rely on the word of an ex. Whay a shame.

Southern Fuck Buddy
Several years ago when I was in the middle of a cycle where I was actively seeking just a fuck buddy. I've had the good fortune to have had more than a couple of very good just sex relationships over the years. Granted they are hard to find and I'm very picky and quite specific in what I want in a sexually charged relationship with no real expectations of getting serious. I had one 8 years ago turn into love and it became a horrible mess of lies and deceit and I got hurt real bad, so I've really kept it to JUST SEX and like I said, I've had some really scorching relationships. And I say "relationship" because I need to like him, need to be able to care about him, I just can't guarantee that I'm going to want to fall in love with him...that whole love thing does scare me a little bit...I'm not opposed to love but I just don't want too much change in my life as sad as that might sound. I just expect that he be available a LOT for sex and that is very hard to come by anymore...o

Jordon's Poster On Ncmec
This is a link to Jordon's poster on the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children's website. http://missingkids.com/missingkids/servlet/PubCaseSearchServlet?act=viewChildDetail&caseNum=1096496&orgPrefix=NCMC&seqNum=1&caseLang=en_US&searchLang=en_US There is also a picture of her on my profile photo's in my Default album thing. Thank you

Friends...
Well.. its rare that i write blogs, or even say anything, but now, for some reason, i feel like letting things out. I can understand im not always a fun person to talk too, yes i can be very boring sometimes but it is not a reason to completly ignore me. People i though where my friends...well it seem that i was mistaken. As far as i know im always there when someone need to talk or just let lose and needs an ear (eyes) to lisen to them and as a friend thats what i do, i am here for them. But yet....when i just need someone to talk to it seems that everyone wants to ignore me or just run away. Well tell me now if you dont care or just want me for when its convient on your time cause then i will do what i should have done and...left. I am tired of feeling used and have my so called friends ignore me. This is not meant to offend anyone in any way its just the way that i feel and i needed to let it out.

Wishful Thinking!
So my buddy Brian posted a bulletin about 'if women had a penis for a day' and of course I had to respond with a couple of my own things that I'd do and then it got me to thinking.....what IF I had a penis for a day? Anyone who knows me, knows I'm pretty fascinated with the male organ we call the penis, schlong, pecker, wanker, Mr. Happy, one-eye snake, COCK (oooooh), etc, etc. I mean I don't want to be a man but Lord knows theres been many a day that I just wish I had one. And so in light of Brian's bulletin about what women would do if they had a penis for a day....I'd so love to just pee all over the place, it would be all about the peeing. I'd go hiking all the time just so I could say 'hey wait, I got to pee' and just take a leak behind a tree, or along side a rock, behind a little shrub that barely hides me. Or what about alongside the highway? I've always been envious of how you men can stand on the side of the road and just face the other way and drain the lizard.

Boring Fuckin Shit
"Gawd, its so hard to be me. Its like a full time job." I have a coworker who reminds me of a sloth- he never gets angry, or upset, or dramatical. For a while I thought he is an idiot, until I realized that I was a lil jealous. I am tired of being a ticking time bomb, ready to set off at a slightest touch. I get irritated, frustrated, flustered, mad, pissed off at a slightest thing. It is easy for people to say "count to 10", or "calm down". I wish I could, but every time something even small happens, I feel the pressure building in my head, my heartbeat get faster, and I get all pumped up for action (not in a good way either). Which causes me to say stupid shit and take stupid action that I regret later on, when the storm is gone and the waters are calm. Bad temper is my inheritance from both sides, and so are heart conditions. My grandpa had his 1st heart attack when he wasn't even 40 yet,which was followed by 7 others. My grandma died from a massive stroke when she wa

Update
well here it is 2 weeks since I been able to put weight on my ankle doing really good, still just a lil slow but making very good progress. I am able to walk more & more every day without the help of the walker/crutches...

To Everyone On Fubar..please Read And Repost Alot. A Friend Is Looking For Loved Ones!! Plz Repost (
his bulletin is from a friend of mine that is looking for her lil Brothers. She hasn't spoken or seen them in years. So I'm asking everyone on fubar to please help us out and repost this often Please!!! ♥Brandy do you recognize these people? EVERYBODY please REPOST this, it's not spam or an advertisement...this is me, Kat, looking for her brothers...and the more people who read this REGARDLESS of who it is or what state they live in...there's always a chance, so please repost PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!! These are my brothers and I have been looking for them for a very long time if you know them, or anything about them...I don't care WHAT it is...please tell me, I miss them and, despite my efforts, have not seen them since the year 2000 this is a really old picture of my youngest brother Frankie Baker...from about 1998 he should be about 17 now This is a picture of the oldest, Justin Baker, from about 2003 (thanks to a sweet sweet friend who gave it

Back To Business
I've started making soap and some other crafts... The soap is all handcrafted from natural ingredients. The pricing varies due to the cost of each batch... And yes this is Chocolate soap... I also have Chocolate milk bath Take a look and yes I am selling them you can message me if you are interested...

Tell Me To Never Let Go
Moments like this we hold close and dear. I hold you in my arms and breathe you in like the new morning breeze. As our hearts beat in one with our eyes closed so deep in thought. We hold and cherish this time alone with each other, and never let go til our eyes awaken. You look in my eyes, and I look back and see the freshened mind and smile on your face. I still hold you near my chest until you're ready to stretch away and be on your own.

To Amuse Myself
Fact about the last person you kissed? idk... life has got us apart... :-( thats a frown if it turns into a smile What are your plans for saturday? i have no idea.. i actually have it off... but probably end up doing nothing. **shrugs** Are you taken,single or crushing? im always crushing but never have anybody **cries** Do you like being in a relationship? yes if im happy If you had a choice would you be in one now? yes i would like to be... but life right now is preventing me from doing so. Do you think you’re old? yes already Do you like your life at the moment? No. Have you ever talked to someone who was drunk? yes lmao Have you ever lost a friend? too many that were just awesome What should you really be doing right now? nothing... im okay now Can you handle the truth? Yes. Because the truth is always easier to handle than a pile of fucking lies. I HATE LIARS!!! What was

I'm One In A Billion
Alright. Enough. Listen to me. I barely know you. But the first time I saw you, there was something about you that was so... familiar. Familiar in the best way, like we shared something... like we had a Secret. I just want to know you. I don't know why. I just do.

Atascadero Camping
We were camping in Atascadero. The campsites were well separated and lots and lots of big tall trees. There was even a little creek. It was just him and I, lots of wine and some good food. The days all started the same, waking up sleepy-eyed and not wanting to get out of the warm sleeping bag, then long, leisure morning sex sessions. He was so great and always got up and made me coffee, serving it to me 'in bed'. The leisure lasted as long as my coffee did because he always rallied me to get up and go for a run with him. We explored while we ran, it was such fun; sometimes we'd find spots that we'd visit later in the day. The afternoons were spent by the swimming hole, laying in the sun, splashing and goofing off. He usually red the newspaper or a book while I floated topless on my little floaty thing and tried to splash him. Once I'd had enough sunbathing, it was back to camp for a 'nap'. Our naps consisted of getting naked and enjoying another round of afternoon sex. Th

Baby Stepmomma
Baby StepMomma ok, here's another rant... a little background info--normally my son is watched by a woman who watches a coworker of mine's young son too... however with school out, her older boys and my coworkers oldest are also needing to be watched, so I told Marilyn that to make things a little easier on her and because Braden's stepsisters are coming up from Florida this summer, that baby stepmomma would watch him. Also, the custody agreement through Friend of the Court states that through the month of July, Shawn gets Braden Monday through Friday... SO I reminded Shawn and informed Brandy that it was Shawn's responsibility to pay for day care that month since he has him. And today it starts... I receive a text from Baby Stepmomma asking why should Shawn pay for day care when they are taking it out of his check with the child support. I told her that with him having "custody" of him during the week for that month that it is his responsibility and he'll have to file a paper w

Mumm Policy
Taken from Scrapper's blog as so many abuse the mumms. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Please do not email asking why your MuMM was deleted. If it did not fall into the guideline below and was deleted, please read the last paragraph closely. Once a month we will turn all of the people who have lost their MuMMs back on. Until then you are able to make friend MuMMs. Please read: MUMM Guidelines MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and rele

Secundus
I dont know if it is something deep within me or just my love for a good melody, but there is nothing more lifting to my soul than a good pipe tune. Be it a Ceòl Mòr or a Ceòl Beag, if it be played upon the pipes it will keep me sane. Perhaps it is just the image of a lone piper, perched high upon the rocks, playing for the honor of his kin, his country, and his fellow man. Perhaps I am a bit over romantic at times... Who knows?

10 Years Later
Ten years later and so much has changed. I think about the things that my dad is missing out on. His first grandaughter is married and a teacher. His other is now a nurse and still as stubborn and beautiful as ever. Little Michael is no longer his little great grandson, but a girl crazy, sports fanatic teenager with peach fuzz. I could go on and on here. I have never popped the hood of the car without looking over my shoulder. I can feel him watching to see if I remember how check the fluids in mycar. I tear up sometimes when I pass up a primer car. lol His idea of my first car was an El Camino and mine was a 69 camero. Neither of us won that argument lol. Our project became a 1986 Mustang. It arrived in 4 different colors and I got my first lessons in stripping paint off my car. And then transmission, etc. lol I miss having my talks with him about life. I can't say they were life changing talks, but I always laughed at how he called Smoltz...Smokey and Chipper Jones...Chipp

Norman Mailer: A Remembrance From 11-11-07
Just yesterday, I found out the bad news. Norman Mailer, one of the greatest writers in American history, passed away from acute renal failure after having lung surgery in New York at Mt. Sinai Hospital. He was eighty-four years old. It was an end of an era, one of the last great writers alive now gone. Just this year, Kurt Vonnegut passed away in May, another great writer, now Norman Mailer is gone. Also like Vonnegut, I never really got a chance to read anything by Norman Mailer, although I have heard much about him. He was the writer of the book, The Naked and the Dead, which is on the list of the Twentieth Century’s Top One Hundred Books. He was married six times, which to me is way too much. Also, Mailer was born in Long Branch, New Jersey, on Jan. 31, 1923 in a Jewish family. His father was an accountant born in South Africa, and his mother owned a housekeeping and nursing agency. Mailer grew up in Brooklyn, where he graduated from Boys’ High School in 1939 and went to

When Your So Called Friends Betray You From 4-30-07
About two months ago, a friend of mine was in this band called An Automated Gift. Then, suddenly, I found out she was kicked out of the group, for which reasons I do not know. After I heard about this, I couldn’t really stop thinking about the situation on hand. Apparently, it was said that the bad kicked her out because the guy that owned the studio where they were recording their demos and CD’s with had a daughter that wanted to be in the band. So as the story goes the guy in charge of the studio must have told the band that if his daughter was in the group, sessions would be free of charge or at least less than before. Then, the ax fell and my friend was out of the band. It was kind of a shame too because I saw them perform and I thought they had some pretty damn good potential. But, the story doesn’t end there, and this is what really pisses me off. Not just the group dumped my friend for the guy’s daughter for cheaper rent, but they butcher the songs she fucking wrote. F

What Baseball Needs Is Another Bill Veeck From 10-7-07
As the baseball season of 2007 comes down to a close, and seeing the Cubs waste another chance at a championship, I began to think about something that’s been really missing in baseball. I mean, to me, baseball now is too much of a big business; all money and no fun. They even figured out if a family went to a baseball game; a father and mother with two kids, get tickets and each purchase a soft drink and hot dog, along with a souvenir apiece, their tab would be a little over two hundred dollars! Just to go to a baseball game, it would cost someone a car payment’s worth. It’s nuts, what happened to going to see a game for merely five dollars or ten dollars, and programs costing only a buck instead of six or seven dollars? So that’s why I thought about a man that truly loved the fans and loved baseball at the same time; Bill Veeck Jr. Bill Veeck was born on Feb. 9, 1914 in Chicago and grew up in Hinsdale, IL. His father, Bill Veeck Sr., served as a beat writer for the Chicago Cu

Choosing Not To Have Sex From 8-18-07
After talking to some people, mainly seeing their views and opinions on regards to this subject, I began to realize something about most people. They’re weak. The reason why I say this is because some of the people that I have talked to about not having sex for certain periods of time, they always seem to cringe in disgust for time periods that don’t even seem that long. For instance, I will admit that I went without sex for two years at one time, and when I told some people this, they got into a spew of saying “ Oh, man I would die if that ever happened to me,” or “How could I do something like that?” and so on. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me on how I think about this sort of subject, but come on, there were some people that would say it would be horrible to not have sex in just a couple months! That, in my opinion, is quite sad. I mean, not having sex in a few months isn’t going to kill you. Honestly, it might even help some people out there as well, considering how our soc

Additions...06/16/2008
Oh allergies...sweet allergies. They fuck up on me during spring, summer, and autumn...AND WHEN SOMEONE SMELLS LIKE A FRENCH WHORE!!! Why must someone bathe in cologne or perfume especially one that stinks? Oh yeah I so got yelled at this morning for rolling down the windows in the car because he had bathed in his whorish cologne. *gasps for air* I'm not the type of person that likes to go out to dinner all the time...once in a great while I'll get that wild hair up my ass for some take out or whatever. My point on this subject...I cook...I mean actually COOK. His grand idea of cooking is going out to dinner or a fucking can of tuna. WTF??? I bust my ass for hours trying to fix a nice dinner and his idea of cooking is opening a can of tuna and adding some pickles and mayo...YUCK!!! This goes back to the CHICKEN thing...chicken yummy...anything else nasty.

Learned Deception
Ugly lies roll from your tongue, you are the best at deceit, second in that field to none, your skills at breaking hearts can't be beat. Leaving people in awe behind you, not understanding what has now happened, they did nothing but to you stay true, and every one of their rules they did bend. Love is a dirty four letter word now, you have twisted it made it sad, and always turning it fowl, leaving people feeling cold, and mad. Deception is your tool of trade, webs of heartless bodies you leave, seed of doubts to ever being happy was laid, in their own selves they no longer believe. This is now what you have made me be, you wanted back in my life, you to can suffer, the pain you will see, when I leave you at the alter and not become your wife. © Copyright 2008 Mad Curves

Brie And Mango Quesadilla & Mango Jicama Salsa
Brie and Mango Quesadilla & Mango Jicama Salsa INGREDIENTS: 2-3 slices good quality Brie (I prefer without rind) 1 ripe, peeled, pitted mango, diced 1 roasted bell pepper, skinned and diced 1 roasted pasilla pepper, diced 1/2 red onion, sliced julienne, fine 1 tortilla 1 tablespoon of butter for pan 1 squeeze of lime juice Omelet pan needed for this recipe Mango Jicama Salsa 2 mangoes, pitted diced 1 jicama, diced 1/4 red onion, diced 1/4 red bell pepper, diced 1/2 bunch cilantro, chopped Juice of 1 lime 1 teaspoon minced ginger 1 teaspoon canola oil coarse grain salt to taste DIRECTIONS: Mix together mango, red bell pepper, pasilla pepper, and onion. Add lime juice. Add butter to omelet pan over medium high heat. Place tortilla in pan, then add mango-pepper-onion mixture on one half of tortilla. Place brie slices on top of mixture. Fold half of tortilla over cheese. Cook over medium heat for 3-4 minutes. Then turn over tortilla and cook 3-4 minutes o

Southwest Spaghetti Pie
Southwest Spaghetti Pie This meal cooks up quickly, and is sure to please your family. Serving: 6 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: 8 ounces uncooked spaghetti 1/2 cup skim milk 1 egg 8 ounces ground pork 1 chopped cup onion 1 chopped medium green bell pepper 1 large minced clove garlic 1 minced jalapeño pepper 1 tbsp chili powder 1/2 tsp cumin 1/2 tsp oregano salt to taste pepper to taste 1 16 oz can low-sodium tomato sauce 8 ounces grated Monterey Jack cheese DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 425º F. 2. Prepare pasta according to package directions; drain. 3. Whisk together the milk and egg and mix with the hot pasta in a greased 9 x 12 x 2-inch baking dish. 4. Cook the pork, onion, green pepper, garlic and jalapeño together in a large skillet over medium heat for about 6 minutes, until the pork is cooked through. 5. Drain off excess fat. 6. Stir the chili powder, cumin, oregano, salt, pepper and tomat

Portfolio Contest... Please Vote
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Supreme Of Chicken With Balsamic Vinegar And Shallot Sauce
Supreme of Chicken with Balsamic Vinegar and Shallot Sauce Serving: 4 INGREDIENTS: # 2 tablespoons unsalted butter # 1 tablespoon good olive oil # 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves (each about 6 ounces) # 1/4 teaspoon salt # 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper # 1/3 cup chopped shallots # 1 cup diced (1/2-inch) white button mushrooms # 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar # 1 tablespoon ketchup # 1/2 cup water Corn and peas # 2 tablespoons unsalted butter # 1 tablespoon good olive oil # About 2 cups corn kernels (from 3-4 ears corn) # 1 1/2 cups fresh or frozen peas (choose baby peas if using frozen) # 1/4 teaspoon salt # 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper # 1 tablespoon chopped fresh chives DIRECTIONS: Heat the oven to 180 degrees F. Heat 1 tablespoon of the butter and the oil over high heat in a heavy saucepan or skillet large enough to hold the chicken breasts in one layer. When hot, add the chicken breasts, and sprinkle them with the salt and peppe

Wish Upon A Poem
Wish upon a Poem by LateNiteFantasy© Warning: the following poem contains some of those words Marine brawler poem scrawler kiss me quick take me thick inside thee slide and glide me in and out ur pussy pouts and grips to hold me have I told you? love to suck you wish to fuck you

Chicken In A Packet
Chicken in a Packet A quick dinner recipe for hectic days. This meal is especially high in iron. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 35 Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into strips Dried oregano to taste Dried basil to taste Garlic salt to taste Ground black pepper to taste 8 large, thin slices pepperoni (or 16 small, thin slices) 1/2 cup cherry tomatoes or grape tomatoes, halved 1 small onion, sliced thin 1/2 green bell pepper, sliced thin 1 medium zucchini, sliced thin 1 tbsp vegetable oil 1/2 cup shredded mozzarella cheese 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees F. Place chicken in center of one large square of aluminum foil. Sprinkle chicken with oregano, basil, garlic salt and pepper. Next, layer over with pepperoni, tomatoes, onion, green pepper and zucchini. Drizzle with oil. 2. Bring corners together, sealing lightly, and place on a baking sheet. Bake f

Chinese Vegetables In Chicken Broth
Chinese Vegetables in Chicken Broth Contributed by Jocelyn Stallworth Thames, Beatrice, Alabama. Serving: Serves: 4 Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1/2 cup sliced onions 2 tablespoons butter 1 small can bean sprouts 1 small can water chestnuts, sliced, drained 3 pimentos, sliced 1 cup chopped celery 1/2 cup chicken broth 1 small can mushrooms, drained 3 tablespoons cornstarch 1/4 cup water 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 teaspoons soy sauce, or to taste hot cooked rice or Chinese noodles 1/4 cup chopped almonds DIRECTIONS: In a large skillet over medium heat, sauté onions in butter; add bean sprouts, water chestnuts, sliced pimento, celery, chicken broth and mushrooms. Dissolve cornstarch in the water and add to the vegetable mixture along with the salt and soy sauce. Lower heat and cook 25 minutes. Serve over rice or Chinese noodles. Sprinkle with almonds.

Ragu® No Frying Chicken Parmesan
Ragu® No Frying Chicken Parmesan Using baked chicken offers a healthier alternative to this popular Italian dish. Taste-tested recipe from the Ragu® Kitchens. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 30 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves 1 egg, beaten 3/4 cup Italian seasoned dry bread crumbs 1 jar (1 pound 10 ounces) Ragu® Old World Style Pasta Sauce 1 cup shredded mozzarella cheese (about 4 ounces) DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 400°. Dip chicken in egg, then bread crumbs. 2. In 13-x-9-inch baking dish, arrange chicken. Bake uncovered 20 minutes. 3. Pour Ragu® Pasta Sauce over chicken; top with cheese. Bake an additional 10 minutes or until chicken is thoroughly cooked. Serve with hot cooked pasta. Source: Ragu®

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Almond Chicken With Yogurt Dipping Sauce
Almond Chicken with Yogurt Dipping Sauce This dish is especially great because of the delicious sauce, which is so easy to make! Serving: 6 INGREDIENTS: 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 cup soft bread crumbs 1/2 cup chopped almonds 2 tablespoons snipped fresh cilantro 1 ½ teaspoons curry powder 1 egg 1/2 cup milk 1 ½ pounds skinless, boneless chicken breast halves 1/4 cup cooking oil Yogurt Dipping Sauce (recipe follows) 8-ounce carton plain yogurt 2 tablespoons snipped fresh cilantro 1 tablespoon honey DIRECTIONS: 1. Place the flour in a shallow dish. In another shallow dish, combine bread crumbs, almonds, cilantro and curry powder; set aside. In another shallow dish beat together egg and milk; set aside. 2. Cut chicken, lengthwise, into 1-inch-wide strips. Coat strips with flour, dip in egg mixture, then coat with almond mixture. 3. Heat oil in a large skillet. Carefully add strips to hot oil. Cook over medium heat for 10 to 12 minutes or until chicken is t

Cheesy Chicken Tortillas
Cheesy Chicken Tortillas Serving: 4 Prep Time: 45 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 65 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 pound shredded cooked chicken 1 12-ounce jar salsa (mild, medium or hot) 1 package 10-inch flour tortillas 1 8-ounce package shredded cheddar cheese sour cream, if desired shredded lettuce, if desired DIRECTIONS: 1. Put shredded chicken in a bowl and combine with half of the salsa. Spray baking dish with vegetable spray. Fill tortillas with equal amounts of mixture. 2. Place in baking dish seam side down. Top with shredded cheddar and cover with tin foil. Bake for 15-20 minutes at 350 degrees F. Serve with sour cream and shredded lettuce if desired. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 400 Total Fat: 29 g Carbohydrates: 8 g Protein: 29 g Source: waltonsmith

Pasta Stuffed Pizza Style
Pasta Stuffed Pizza Style Two great tastes in one easy dish! Make extra and freeze before baking; you've got another meal without any more work! Serving: 4 Prep Time: 25 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 45 minutes INGREDIENTS: 30 jumbo shells uncooked 3 oz part skim Mozzarella cheese, grated 1/4 cup Parmesan cheese, grated 3 medium zucchini, grated 2 tsp garlic powder 1 cup seasoned Italian bread crumbs 1 1/2 oz pepperoni torn into small pieces 1 large egg white 3 cups low sodium tomato sauce 1 tsp oregano 1 tsp dried basil DIRECTIONS: 1. Prepare pasta according to package directions. 2. While pasta is cooking, preheat oven to 450º F. 3. Toss the zucchini with the garlic powder and put it into a colander. 4. Let it sit 5 minutes and then squeeze out as much moisture as possible. 5. In a large bowl, mix zucchini mixture with bread crumbs, pepperoni and egg white, stirring well. 6. In a medium mixing bowl, stir together the ingredien

Grilled Chicken Breasts With Peanut Sauce
Grilled Chicken Breasts with Peanut Sauce Serving: 4 INGREDIENTS: 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 tablespoon minced shallots 1 large clove garlic, minced 1 tablespoon minced fresh ginger 1 1/2 cups chicken broth 2 tablespoons soy sauce 1/4 teaspoon red pepper flakes 1 cup creamy peanut butter 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts Vegetable spray 1 scallion, chopped DIRECTIONS: Heat the oil in a medium saute pan over medium-low heat. Add the shallots and cook for 1 minute, stirring often, then add the garlic and ginger and cook for 1 more minute. Add the chicken broth, soy sauce and red pepper flakes and raise the heat to medium-high to bring to a boil. Add the peanut butter and whisk carefully until smooth and incorporated. Remove from heat and add the salt. This sauce can be made up to 3 days in advance and kept in the refrigerator. Reheat before serving. Heat the grill to medium-high and spray the chicken breasts with vegetable spray. Gril

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Thought For The Day
not up to much this evening week working until late so my brain is like mush but yeah just a few quotes im off to bed :) night night "I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand." Confucius "I cannot tell if what the world considers 'happiness' is happiness or not. All I know is that when I consider the way they go about attaining it, I see them carried away headlong, grim and obsessed, in the general onrush of the human herd, unable to stop themselves or to change their direction. All the while they claim to be just on the point of attaining happiness...." - Chuang-tzu.

The Ultimate Grilled Cheese
The Ultimate Grilled Cheese Prep Time: 5 minutes Cook Time: 6 minutes INGREDIENTS: 4 slices sourdough boule 2 tablespoons good quality Mayonnaise 2 tablespoons cream cheese, softened 4 slices Gruyère or Swiss cheese 4 slices sharp cheddar cheese Freshly ground black pepper Pinch Kosher salt DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the grill pan and press over a medium flame. 2. Lay out the bread slices on a flat work surface. Spread the cream cheese onto all 4 slices. 3. Next add 2 slices of the Gruyere and 2 slices of the cheddar to 2 slices of the bread. Add a pinch of salt and generous black pepper. Top with the other 2 bread slices. 4. Spread the mayonnaise onto both outsides of the sandwiches and lay one into the preheated grill pan. Top with the press. Grill until golden before flipping, about 1 1/2 - 2 minutes. Repeat on the other side. The cheese should be melted and just beginning to run out the sides of the sandwich. Repeat with the second sandwich. 5. Cut each

None Of Your Business
Every once in a while someone may share their personal opinion about something with you, and at that time you really don’t share their same view. You can’t honestly say “I know how you feel” because your outlook is quite different. A while back a close friend of mine, whom I used to see on a regular basis, and don’t see nearly as much as I’d like to these days, made a comment that just struck me while at work today. On Mondays I work at a convenience store. The wages suck, however, I do get paid similar to politicians and lawyers in the sense that I get paid to lie and show false concern. I wonder…can a person be considered two-faced for having the ability to display a content outside image, while inside they are really quite the opposite? My idea of a two-faced person is someone who acts differently around certain people, or in particular situations, than they do in the company of others. In high school I clearly remember these types of people. Great, I’ve grown up to be someo

Cozy June 08
Dive Trip Report Cozumel - June 13-16th Flew down on a trip booked through apple vacations. Sun Country Charter out of Dallas-Ft. Worth. My dive buddy, BB & I were on a flight at 10:00 am that got us into Cozumel about 12:30. Headed straight over to Hotel Cozumel. Got checked in, Then went over to the Dive Paradise Dive shop, checked in there and rented a couple of tanks for a checkout dive. Cost is $6 for tank & weights. So we were wet by about 2:00pm. From the pier, you can swim out and they have a Mayan Pyramid just to the left of the pier, about 30 feet out from shore in 15 feet of water. We then took a check out the current and headed south. Not alot to see. BB saw a sting ray that I completely missed. And there were plenty of fish. We turned around about the lighthouse and headed back. Swimming around the pier I saw a nice looking crab and a nudibranch. Mostly dead coral and sand. But we had our weights dialed in for the weekend. Friday night we headed into town and ha

The Last Kiss
The Last Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© Your crosshairs tickle my neck, as I prepare for the impact. My ears scream for a clue, but I will be dead before I hear you. I feel the heat from your muzzle, smell the acrid smoke of your fragrance. And I wonder which thought will be my last as the bullet explodes into my brain. The screaming sound: liquid consciousness splatters the wall as your lips leave mine.

Chicken In Wine Sauce
Chicken in Wine Sauce This is elegant and easy. Serving: 2 Prep Time: 45 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 65 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 boneless skinless chicken breasts 1 diced small onion 3 - 4 fresh white mushrooms 1/2 cup fresh tomatoes cubed 1/2 cup white wine 1 8 oz container fat-free sour cream vegetable cooking spray DIRECTIONS: 1. Brown the chicken breasts slowly in a skillet sprayed with cooking spray. 2. When chicken is browned on both sides, reduce to a simmer and add onion, mushrooms, and tomatoes. Cook approximately 30-40 minutes, slowly (time depends on size of chicken breasts). 3. Add white wine and continue simmering for 5-10 minutes. Remove the chicken and set aside, keeping chicken warm. 4. Add sour cream to tomato mixture, stirring over a very low flame, so it will not curdle. When sauce is mixed thoroughly and is hot, spoon over the chicken breasts and serve. Makes 2 servings. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual

Greek-style Burrito
Greek-Style Burrito Avoid burrito boredom with this flavorful twist. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2/3 cup uncooked white rice 1 3/4 pounds extra-lean (91%) ground beef 4 small cloves garlic, peeled and minced 1/2 teaspoon dried mint 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1/2 teaspoon cumin 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup plain nonfat yogurt Four 6-inch flour tortillas, warmed (see Cook's Note) 1/2 head iceberg lettuce, outer leaves removed, washed, dried, and shredded DIRECTIONS: 1. Place rice and 1 1/3 cups water in medium saucepan. Cover and bring to a boil. Reduce heat to low and simmer 14 minutes. Do not stir or lift cover. Remove from heat and let rice steam, covered, an additional 10 minutes. 2. Meanwhile, brown beef and garlic in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Drain on paper towels to remove all fat. 3. Return meat-garlic mixture to skillet and add mint, oregano, cumin, and salt. Cook

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Alice In Chains-would
Know Me Broken By My Master Teach Thee On Child Of Love Hereafter Into The Flood Again Same Old Trip It Was Back Then So I Made A Big Mistake Try To See It Once My Way Drifting Body Its Sole Desertion Flying Not Yet Quite The Notion Am I Wrong? Have I Run Too Far To Get Home? Am I Gone? And Left You Here Alone If I Would Could You?

Lady Of My Dreams
Every night I dream of her, never knowing her face, just feeling her against my skin and holding her in my arms. With'in my dreams I feel her love for me, and i know she could never hurt me. But I dread to wake up from this dream, knowing i will wake up alone. every night I look forward to sleep, but every moring I dread to be awake. Please come to me my lady of my dreams.

Suffocating
Lookin through these tired eyes,all the colors have faded,everything's turned to black and white,stripped of all sensations,what in the hell has happened to me, lying here fading away,has my life been an illusion,or just a disasterous reality..... Screaming,but no one hears me,no one sees me,as if i'm invisible,am I nothing,don't I matter,why must I suffer all alone, Spider webs covering me,I can feel them crawling,all over me,I can hear them chewing inside of my head,can't someone save me and bring me back from the dead.... (chorus) Suffocating getting hard to breath suffocating as my air is taken from me suffocating why can't someone hear my plea suffocating Left for dead,broken and bleeding,can't someone save me,demons haunting me,clawing at my flesh,is it reality,or just some halluci

Colorful
The show is over close the story book There will be no encore And all the random hands that I have shook Well they're reaching for the door I watch their backs as they leave single file But you stood stubborn, cheering all the while I know I can be colorful I know I can be gray But I know this loser's living fortunate Cause I know you will love me either way Most were being good for goodness sake But you wouldn't pantomime You are more beautiful when you awake Than most are in a lifetime Through the haze that is my memory well You stayed for drama though you paid for a comedy I know I can be colorful I know I can be gray But I know this loser's living fortunate Cause I know you will love me either way Look ahead as far as you can see We'll live in drama but we'll die in a comedy I know I can be colorful...

Spoke In The Wheel
Lord, I Question Whether I've had my fill Lord, I Question whether I can take much more you may laugh as I lay here bleeding no more afters or befores Some day you'll know just how I feel you left me there twice before Some day you'll know just how it feels shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride like you were never nothing special made you feel like another spoke in the wheel so you say im just another dollar so you say I'm just another day yeah once my blood was strong but now its jaded and its thin unlike you I can still tell right from wrong some day you'll know just how it feels while you left me there twice before some day you'll know just how it feels shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride like you were never nothing special made you feel like another spoke in the wheel some day you'll know just how it feels while you left me there twice before some day you'll kno

Inside My Mind
My mind a corridor darkened and depthless infinite oaken doors line the crumbling walls each of them: containing not one; but two of the horrors I call thoughts, pondering fears damp carpets line the floor blood red in color and rough to the touch but enter the library that I call my memories spiraling bookshelves - in all directions neglected papers – strewn crinkled papers, underfoot dusty covers of old records deteriorating volumes of past lives in the back – a shadowy corner is where I sit tears running down my cheeks body shaking – sobbing as a film strip rolls over and over replaying the moments in which I dream I could live again These moments in which I have spent with you.

A Smile For Your Kiss
A Smile for Your Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© The full moon took its time, and then my breath Away as I saw clouds reveal its light; Then gave me pause as when our lips first met. I gasped in recognition -- pure delight. Remembering your kiss, your touch -- that smile Stopped my anguish at a moments crest As liquid silver was my truth. And while I memorize your touch upon my heart. And, stopping me with white, the water mist Reflects the singing moon as tarnished fire. Just where my breath had paused before your kiss- That same soul-filling memory of desire. Mixing milk then bronze into the vial The moon is metaphor still in your smile.

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you look through the mirror hoping to find, that someone you were was lost in time. All empty spaces as your mind turns black, You knew when you started there was no turning back. You lie to yourself saying you'll leave this town, Crying to yourself and everyone who's around, Keep quoting your quotes and live for today, Have fun while it lasts you wont get out anyway. The lies pile up and quickly begin to spread, You believe all you hear; all the bullshit that you're fed. A heart disappears as the sun begins to fade, All your friends laugh and smile at the monster they have made. You say that you've grown up; you don't need me anymore, I laugh and pretend to believe you as your heart falls to the floor. Your tears hit the pillow as you find what's real, You regret your choices as the devil offers up a deal. Forget the past for it can never change, Remain humble for at times life can seem strange. Your greatest fear was always you'd end up alone, Now here you stan

Keep Pushing On No Matter What !
"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again ... who spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly."

Love's Afterglow
Love's Afterglow by LateNiteFantasy© Heavy air hovers between us, the stink of oozing crevasses, sticky wet-pressed skin and the white smear of semen stings us as we try to move. Friction-melded we rest, flaccid flesh bound in dry crusted cum, sweat mingling, soaking sheets, saturating fabric in a pervading stench. Knowing nothing else, we breathe. Ancient memories of making love now fitfully haunt our fat fucks where fleshy abundance quivers, yet smothers the burrowing tongue searching our bitter discharges. We choke on the bile and swallow as slack-bodied libidos recede, expelled to puddle on aching thighs, as now liquid lust reeks of surrender and we succumb in the visceral muck.

Just Somethin' I Found
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: 'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE' THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY? THE FRIEND REPLIED 'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT' LEAR

The Mirror Unbroken
The Mirror Unbroken by LateNiteFantasy© Frightening how the plane prismed into instant schisms of light, reflections deflected in jagged and bloody edges the pain wedged deep into torn skin. Thin shards sliced to bone as the fist twisted in agony, its blow to the mirrored chin mired in self-doubt and recrimination, shunned by anyone professing "true" love. Above it all somehow, she slyly sifted, lifting the sparkling, silvered slivers as if her face had shattered with the blow, slowly piecing glass into piercing lies. It was her eyes that hurt the most, the hostess enduring a pain never inflicted conflicted by the image she had created and what she saw in the mirror unbroken.

It Just Is
Have you ever heard the saying "Sometimes love just isnt enough"? Well, in my eyes, it damn well should be. Love should be something you have to work at, on both parts. Through the hard times, the shitty times, and the best of times. Love is not easy, if it is, its not going to last, and its not real. It shouldnt be jumped into with both feet first, yet you shouldnt have to be drug into it kicking and screaming either. Love should make you feel every emotion in the book there is, whether you show it or not is up to you. It's not something needed to be screamed from the rooftops, it should be whispered softly and meant. Love is not clean, its a messy messy thing, but in the end, if you have the patience, and want, it can be so worth it. It's about respect, about stopping to think before you act whether or not your love will be hurt by your actions. Love is being able to disagree without losing your partner. Its about being able to talk things through even if you

Favorite Photo Comment Of All Time
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Where Are You From?
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The West Boston North Central The Inland North Philadelphia The South The Northeas

Soldiers Once
awhile ago I left the military hurt and saddend that I would no longer see my friends everyday I had grown to call brothers, for a couple it was the last time i saw them a couple died in iraq and a couple took there own lives havin seen enough over in iraq and afganistan to my suprise today a friend whom i havnt seen since i was hurt over sea's came into where i worked we both smiled at each other instantly knowing who each other was he smiled told me everyone thought i was dead and then laughed that i had consumed enough alcohol in Germany that i was already embalmed for burial we had a laugh at our time over there then he told me the news i regret when i see an old friend from the military who had made and who had not, he told me of LT. Cowherd whom had been killed and also of SGT Chatman from Aco killed by snipers and roadside bombs about CSM Eric Cooke who was killed by a roadside bomb while in convoy. Tonight i am going out I will Raise my glass to you my brothers and have one las

Ah-1w
Today as I was walking back it heard it. The sound was very distinct, a sound I will never forget as long as live. I looked around and I could not see the source of the sound but I knew it was there. I am sure it could see me. Memories come rushing back into my mind; the cold chill through my body reminded me that it was so very real. But that sound was my salvation, I knew I was safer now then I was five minutes before I heard it. I wanted to jump in joy but I knew better then that. That sound gave us the strength we needed to hold on just a little bit longer; right before that sound was heard we had lost all hope and were going into the ultimate survival mode. I will never forget the sound of those double blades cutting through the air, as long as I live because it is due to them that I am still here today. For those who fought for it, freedom has a taste that the protected will never know.

Scorpions-the Zoo
The job is done and I go out Another boring day I leave it all behind me now So many worlds away I meet my girl, shes dressed to kill And all we gonna do Is walk around to catch the thrill On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo Enjoy the zoo And walk down 42nd street You wanna be excited too And you will feel the heat We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo

Help This Beautiful Woman Out People.
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A Day Dream About My Special Someone... You Knpw Who You Are.
I had an idea…more of a daydream really…It began with me kissing your forehead, then your eyes, to your nose and cheeks....down to the nape of your neck then up to your lips. Then I was kissing your chin and cheeks and then held your face in my hands and while looking into your eyes, slowly lower my face to yours and kissed your lips, and tasted your tongue . As our kiss became more passionate, our tongues were twisting and turning around each other..... I left your mouth, kissed your chin and continued down your neck to your beautiful breasts.... My hands found their way down the sides of your sweet body, and your moans urged me on as you pushed your body into mine. My lips continued to move down, between your breasts, as my hands moved up your body. You tried to guide my head further down, but I moved back up to kiss your lips, as my fingers began to circle your breast once, then again. Each circle was becoming smaller and smaller, inching their way to your hardened nipple,

Time's They Are A Changin'
Hey everyone! Well we've been on here for a while now, and we're starting to get a better idea of how we want to proceed here... ...We are concerned about our "NAUGHTY" pics and who gets to see what. So here is how we're gonna do things now. We are going to clean out our friends (we just have to many now, and don't know who's who anymore). We want to make CLOSER friends, and want them to be able to see SOME of our naughty pics, but not the ones with our faces in them (some people will just right click copy them and then who knows where they can end up, and who might end up seeing them). We are reserving the NAUGHTY pics with our faces in them for our GOOD friends that we have started to develop a true "Friendship" with. So to all of our current friends that would like to get to know us better, we would love it if you could send a quick note to us to let us know, and we'll keep you in there. Over the next few days, we will be deleting MOST of our friends, if we delete you by

The Wind
It whistles around my body Like a new lover waiting to discover all of my secrets Lifting my hair to whisper an enchantment tickleing my mind caressing my skin peaking my interest in more. Cool yet inviting it grows still stronger whipping arount the torture growing longer Feelings arise things get warmer bringing new touches new hopes new dreams. Just as I get ready it dies back down smoldering like coals stagnant and unmoving Hot as an oven its back for a moment teasing me with release only to die back down leaving without completion Please come back, I wish but, to no avail it comes and it goes knowing I will be waiting It rises back up rushing at me pushing me down picking me up scattering my feelings Tossing me up letting me fall leaving me fast no matter how I call Leaving me breathless wanting so much more Just as it comes so it goes Whispers on my neck Oh yes! Its back waiting for me this time its an attack

Plies - Get You Wet
Intro x2:] Bet if I suck on that pussy bet that'll get you wet And rub my hand on that clit bet that'll get you wet And rub my tongue down your neck bet that'll get you wet Bet if I suck on them titties bet that'll get you wet [Chorus (Pleasure):] I wanna lick you up (baby) I wanna lick you down (baby) I wanna make you scream (baby) I wanna make you shout (baby) I wanna put it in your guts (baby) I wanna make you nut (baby) 'cause all I wanna do is, 'cause all I wanna do is 'cause all I wanna do is, 'cause all I wanna do is 'cause all I wanna do is... [Verse 1: Plies] don't wanna fuck up your panties you better take 'em off finna play with that pussy until I get you moist I can't fuck you when you dry 'cause that'll turn me off if I can smell it then baby I don't put it in my mouth I wanna suck on them titties 'cause they look soft do me a favor and keep your legs uncrossed so I can lay on you, dick out boxers off got you biting on you lip 'cause you can't ta

Blog About My Mumm
After dennis and I split up we were friends. our friendship was prety good, although rocky seeing how he's my ex. We were able to have cook outs (him, me, the girls, and Adam, my fiance), and hang out, and I enjoyed it. Although he now states he didn't like it, because it felt awkward. He then started seeing some chick from halfway across the country. It was an online relationship. Never actually met. And shit got started and it was nothing but a fight between her and I because of this shit she pulled and said. Well, during all of this, dennis was saying hateful things about me... I mean truly downright hateful things to me... he was attacking me as a person, attacking my postpartum depression I had after alexis was born, and even went as far to attack my parenting skills. She was also relentless in the things she pulled. I told him I no longer wanted his friendship due to the bullshit things he said and did, and the bullshit things he let her say and do to me. Now, all of a sudden, he

Dj Fag A Lieing Cheating Whore
satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:25:36 PM): satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:25:39 PM): im back satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:25:44 PM): satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:32:38 PM): dude u need leave ami alone Chad Furman (6/16/2008 4:32:51 PM): who the fuck u talking about satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:32:58 PM): satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:33:03 PM): omfg u dumm Chad Furman (6/16/2008 4:33:10 PM): speak english satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:33:18 PM): lmaooo i eat dinner then i finshe this when i get back Chad Furman (6/16/2008 4:33:34 PM): i will be gone bitch who the fuck u talking about Chad Furman (6/16/2008 4:34:13 PM): who ami Chad Furman (6/16/2008 4:39:56 PM): is it one sexy mama satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:52:27 PM): yes satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:52:32 PM): leave her alone satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:52:57 PM): whats ur problem hasent she aske to leave her alone satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:53:11 PM): bake the fuck off her satan stoned (6/16/2008 4:53:25 PM): she dont waant to talk or have anythi

Link Photo
hello ,, im learning this as i go along with the contest, i clicked on the link photo button under the pics and it comes up with a code this is what it says Cut & Paste the links below into your blog or webpage to create a link back to this photo page! If you want people to see and click on a thumbnail of this photo, use the HTML code on the left. If you want people to see and click on a text link, use the HTML code on the right. it is under all of the pictures, so you can send messages, post bulletins , ect with your pic in it and if they click on the pic, it will take em to your link top rate and comment thanks everyone once more for participating randy

The List - Updated As Of 16 Jun 08
I have created a list for Fubarians who are Rockstar, Fuberlord, Henchman or Insider and would like help leveling. You want to be on the list? Just send me a private message. Please be sure to let me know when you level so that I can keep this list as updated as possible. Thank you. Please Add/Fan/Rate these people. And if you feel like it rate some of their stuff, anything helps on their journey to the next level and all love will be returned. The List has helped 6 Fubarians become Fu-King so far! Insider... Smokie Fu Hubby To Toxic/Co-Owner@Club Toxic&Hillbilly Lounge/Manager@Club Temptation/Enforcer@CK2@ fubar 86,000 To Fu-King ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snake♥Eyes♦Radio♠HeadPromoter•NgC☆@ fubar 241,000 To Fu-King *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Barrylicious , Armond, & Guidomedic@ fubar 278,000 To Fu-King CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar 351,000 To Fu-King *Pink0828*~*~Owned By b

Torn
Just a couple months ago I had everything on track. I had a great job an apartment a great boyfriend. I dont know what the hell happened. I dont have a job anymore I quit because it was just to hard on my body. (that was my doing). I moved in with my boyfriends parents cause I wanted to be close to him and since then I just feel like I took a bunch of steps backwards for him. Which I did. I am in a battle of mixed emotions. I am pregnant now and I know that I could do it on my own I just have to leave. I just dont think that would be the best thing right now. I cant even really explain it but I keep sitting around waiting for him to do something about our living situation and him not having a job. Thats the problem I am waiting. I feel like I should move back to my apartment intil he gets things straightend out cause I like having my own place and I am tired of living the way that I am right now. I just want to think about me and my baby right now and let him either figure it out or no

Hint
I have given you hints is there even at glint of hope at the end of this rope or should I move on and just be gone and hope that I can be as happy as I was loving you even though you never knew. For you are my crush and I never felt the need to rush into telling you how I felt but now that I am dropping hints I don't see a glint at least we are friends and I will be there till the end.

Today 61508
well hubby is recalled again and i miss him more each day. If i am lucky i will hear from him this week. I shouldn't complain though back when he was active duty we didn't have computers and snail mail was all we had. It took two weeks to send and 2 more weeks to receive mail from each other. lol gotta love computers lol

Mozilla 3 Launches Tommorrow, 3.1 Already In The Works
By Ryan Paul | Published: June 15, 2008 - 11:55PM CT Mozilla has announced that June 17 is the official date of the much-anticipated Firefox 3 release. Developers and open source software enthusiasts are planning parties all over the world to celebrate the occasion. I'll be covering the release from Mozilla headquarters in Mountain View at the official Camp Firefox event. Related Stories * Firefox 3 beta 5 released * Firefox 3 goes on a diet, eats less memory than IE and Opera * A tantalizing taste of Firefox 3: testing RC1 * When in Rome: engineering the Firefox 3 user experience Mozilla is encouraging users to participate, too, by helping the Firefox team set the record for the most software downloaded in 24 hours. The total number of unique downloads that take place on release day will be submitted for potential inclusion in the Guinness World Records. Over a million users have already signed up to pledge their support. Many readers have asked about

Too Much Sexy In Here!
Have You Loved a Soldier Today? Come love on my newest owner, Argonutz! Show this Solider how much we appreciate all he does! Rate Him! Fan Him! Add Him! Crush Him! Bling Him! Tell him his newest pet sent you! Muah! Argonutz

My Reunion Part 2
Here it is.. less than a week away and I am so nervous. It's been 20yrs since I’ve seem most of those people. Some i can only imagine where life has taken them. Others, quite frankly, I could care less. No matter what, I'm going to have fun and enjoy myself.

Who Is Stephnie Fiske
Who is Stephanie Fiske? (8/2/06) People may wonder and even ask who is Stephanie behind the mask? Stephanie can be very shy at times and if you notice, her poems often rhyme. Stephanie can be very complicated sometimes she says what needs to be stated. The music and movies she likes often make others think yikes. Stephanie's mind is always going, and always the creativity is moving. She can be serious and crazy and Stephanie had one baby. Stephanie may not be very street smart but she does have many brain farts. Often Stephanie is way to nice and that often pays a price. Stephanie is very caring and her moods often vary. When asked, others say she is kind but do they know what goes on in her mind? Some might think she is an odd ball but that is your call.

My Heaven
My Heaven Ever dream of a place that has everything you desire? Heaven can be a place, feeling, thought or a single word. My heaven is a group of ideas that often find themselves as odds and ends. My idea of heaven is still in progress. It includes all my problems all figured out and solved, so I have no worries at all. I am able to do anything, no matter the time or day. I picture, peaceful and calm surroundings, not golden gates. I see myself happy and laughing. I am enjoying my life and days and all that it includes. I have some of these things now, but there is still work to be done yet. My heaven will happen for me just one day to come. I hope your idea of heaven comes true for those you love and cherish.

My New Owner Larry B.
I WANT TO INTERDUCE YOU TO MY AWESOME NEW FU-OWNER....IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A GREAT FRIEND HERE HE IS LARRY B. I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS THE SAME THING ABOUT THERE FRIENDS...BUT MY SUGGESTION FOR YOU IS....FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF IF YOU DONT IT WILL BE YOUR LOSS...I HAVE KNOW PROBLEM KEEPING HIM ALL TO MYSELF..LOL J/K CHECK HIM OUT AND SHOWER HIM WITH WUV HE IS TRUELY GREAT:)THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE IS UNER THE BIG PICTURE! HERE IS HIS LINK! LarryB@ fubar THIS BULLY HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PurpleSky{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Such Sweet Abuse
Patience is eating my heart as I'm gaping ajar cast of this movie I'm taking too far as the truth is forgotten it proves I proved nothing and somthing's reopening these scars Truth that's forgotten rules that rule nothing these feelings of such disregard notions of potions or something to coat this I'm breathing and weening teething don't tease me Give me a chance to relinquish the past replenish the garden that pulled us this far why not mend this and mesh with a love that is true a lover of brilliance to prosper anew I'm waiting but waiting is Such Sweet Abuse

I Am In A Give Away
I am in a give away and I have helped a lot of people with their contests and give aways. I am now asking for help in mine. I need 70500 comments. This is the pic And this is the lovely lady hosting it. Make sure you f/r/a her. Thanks Sassy Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Chromdome's Favorite StalkerMade just for Chaotic. =-) (repost of original by '~Dream~ }i{ ChromeDome16's Favorite Stalker }i{' on '2008-06-16 07:35:35') (repost of original by '♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~ ♥ Owned By Bratt ♥' on '2008-06-16 12:04:57') (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥' on '2008-06-16 13:40:07')

A Milli - Ny Remix. Benz Mix, 2 Only One Lounge!
DJ BENZ MIX A MILLI (NEW YORK REMIX) RED CAFE, FABOLOUS, LIL MAMA, JADAKISS only to DA FIRST LOUNGE......N GET ME A VIP LOL U WANT IT? NAME UR PRICE. 1ST COME, 1ST SERVED. GET @ ME DJ BENZ

Leaving For A Bit
Well it's time for a break I've been on here about a yr and lately I just don't get on here much ... I've made some really great friends and will continue to log in a few times a wk to check up on ppl and chat with a few but as for contests, mumms, bulletins and things in this nature I'm not doing anymore .. I've come to realize that in order to move up on here or have fun you need to dish out money or be uppty up with certain ppl and I just don't have that time nor patience with ppl.. so I'm taking a well deserved break ..I've spent hrs upon hrs on here and not enough with my children and that is not fair to them as they wont be children much longer so I'm taking my time to be with them ..maybe when they start back school I can be on here more but as for now I can't and also can't afford to be here Thanks to all that have helped me to this level and all the love and friends I've made on here I will miss ya'll the most ..but as mentioned before I will be on from time to time just Shout

Moving
Hello all..On July 27th I will be leaving Virginia...I am moving to Tennessee for awhile..As life goes on I still have not gotten over a break up that happened in March..I must try to get on with my life..I am going to be with my Grand mother that is very ill..I am hoping my life gets better..Instead of dwelling on the past I am going to try to move on with my future..I will be off and on the computer at times due to place I am moving I will not have a computer..So pleas leave Love and messages for me on my page..TTYL Take care...

Another Un-named
Our undying act of painful ways Our thoughts and words the same Our memories and assorted moments Held captive with an unknown force to blame You've held the light, I could see But blindness has a way, Of finding hearts as lovers part And leads them where it may. Broken is a funny word But then again pain is too Returned, lost, stolen and given So many times anew. Resentful is the word of agony It never lets you sleep And is in your mind, heart, and body As forever you shall keep. Tracing back your familiar walk Like an intoxicating dream Wondering, fumbling, and juggling The many steps between. And then there are the moments The ones you fear the most Of casual occurrence and accidental meets The game of who has become the lowest. Analyzing the reason of, The reason is absurd Sometimes there is no answer To your every spoken word But that's the plan, the idea That is put into our head Of something bigger and better Then we may be able

Rare Facts Of *slim Shady*
01. Em's at the Guinness Book of World Records for being the fastest selling hip-hop artist. 02. One of the Requirements to be signed to Shady Records is you have to battle Eminem 03. During the shooting of 8 Mile, Em would write lyrics for the soundtrack during breaks. When shooting resumes crew members will have to pull the notepad from him in order to catch his attention and make him stop writing. 04. Em was bullied as a kid because he was small and was often mistaken as retarded. He would hum melodies to himself not knowing it was loud enough to be heard by everybody. (He still does today. He also said that he is always writing and that he cant stop writing because ideas keep flowin' in.) 05. Em is of Scottish and Welsh decent. 06. Em has been falsely reported dead by a car crash 4 times and a drug overdose once. 07. Eminem is the oldest member of D12 (b. 1972). Kon Artis is the youngest (b. 1978). 08. He is a Spiderman fan. 09. Em is a Baptist (just like h

Ralph Nader
Ralph Nader for President 2008 June 16, 2008 www.votenader.org www.officialnaderstore.com Obama and the Democrats are raking it in from the big corporations. Big corporate executives, for some reason, like Obama and the Democrats, but do not like Nader/Gonzalez. Therefore, we must rely on you - our loyal supporters. Right turn?After securing the nomination, Obama immediately ripped into absentee black fathers, while kowtowing to the right-wing AIPAC lobby. What's wrong with this picture? What's wrong is that Obama is moving right. He's got the corporate money, the powerful lobbies, and big business in his corner. And he's not looking back. But we have to make sure Obama knows that we are organizing. And will be relentless in pursuit of justice throughout the year. Obama might have the corporate executives and big law firms in his corner. But we have you. And with your help, Nader/Gonzalez will be on ten state ballots by the end of the month

Am I A Firmen Yet??
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6-year-old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, have you ever thought about what you want to be once you grow up? Do you ever dream about what you would do with your life? Mommy, 'I've always wanted to be a fireman when I grow up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6-year- old son

For Everything
Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart Nobody said it was easy It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Aww take me back to the start I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are Nobody said it was easy Aww It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I’m goin’ back to the start

Umm Get Off My List..
got flagged 3 times.. if your one of the one's marking my pics nsfw get off my list.. and yes it's a "friend" doing it..cause it's in the folder where it says for friends only..and i have it set to that.. wow what a freaken friend right..pfft whatever.. if u don't wanna see my pics than stop lookin and take me off ur list. what r u friends with me for. rant by... dinarocks

Loving You
Loving You I never really knew you you were just another friend But when I got to know you I let my heart unbend. I couldnt help pass memories, that would only make me cry. I had to forget my first love, and give love another try. So I fell in love with you, and Ill never let you go. I love you more then anyone. I just had to let you know, and if you ever wonder why. I dont know what Ill say, but Ill NEVER stop loving you, each and everyday. My feelings for you will NEVER change Just know that my feelings are true Just remember one thing "I LOVE YOU"

Being A Shell
At these difficult times, i find that i'm stuck in some sort of rut. Me and my sister are back at each other's throats constantly, job is going to the shithole, i've got a couple broken fingers, just feel it's slowly going downhill again for me

Silent Thunder
Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep. Because loneliness sparks a fear And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest. It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

Raven Totem
http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pictures/raven.jpg Magic, Healing, Creation If a raven totem has come into our life, magic is at play. Raven activates the energy of magic and links it to our will and intention. With this totem, we can make great changes in our life; the ability to take the unformed thought and make it reality. The raven shows us how to go into the dark of our inner self and bring out the light of our true self; resolving inner conflicts which have long been buried. This is the deepest power of healing we can possess.

But You Look Good.....
This article contains excerpts from the booklet “But You LOOK Good: A Guide to Understanding and Encouraging People with Chronic, Debilitating Illness and Pain!” Surprisingly, more than 125 million Americans have at least one chronic condition. Nearly half have more than one. An illness or injury is considered chronic, when it lasts a year or longer, limits activity and may require ongoing care. Not everyone with a chronic illness has the same symptoms or degree of symptoms. Some have mild complications and with a little adjustment in their diets or schedules, they can lead a pretty “normal” life. Some have to make bigger changes, sacrificing various activities or their work situations in order to contend with their conditions. Others become so ill they are unable to work at all and struggle just to meet life’s daily needs. Just about every one of us has experienced being so sick we had to stay home from work or school, because we were too sick to go. We hate being sick, be

This Is Too Funny
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UN

Enough Is Enough. I Have Taken My Stand!!!!
I do not now if you will all agree with me over this or not. This is only my opinion. I believe marriage is sacred and should be only between a man and a woman (legally). The supreme court has ruled to allow same sex marriage (leagally) in California. The NOM is asking others to support a Ammendment ballot for reversing the decision. I am supporting this measure and I hope you will too. You can go to this website to donate for the cause and all funds go to the NOM. Thanks in advance. http://nomcalifornia.kintera.org/allen4kids if the link does not work then just copy and paste in a new window.

Friends...
Its amazing when strangers become friends, but its sad when friends become strangers. I never want to lose u as a friend! I met u as a stranger. Now i have u as a friend. I hope we meet in our next walk of life where friendship never ends. ♥I ♥may ♥not ♥be ♥the ♥most ♥important ♥person ♥in ♥your ♥LiFE ♥I ♥just ♥hope ♥that ♥when ♥you ♥hear ♥my ♥name ♥you ♥smile ♥& ♥say ♥ THATS MY friend! ♥

Smile
You can't read this and NOT SMILE once! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way, Unique Up On It. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? They Take The Psycho Path. 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It. 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's. 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick. 8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese.

Rare Condition
A man and a woman are sitting beside each other in the first class section of the plane. The woman sneezes, takes a tissue, gently wipes her nose, and shudders quite violently in her seat. The man isn’t sure why she is shuddering and goes back to reading. A few minutes pass. The woman sneezes again. She takes a tissue, gently wipes her nose and shudders quite violently in her seat. The man is becoming more and more curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes pass. The woman sneezes yet again. She takes a tissue, gently wipes her nose and shudders violently again. The man has finally had all he can handle. He turns to the woman and says, "Three times you’ve sneezed and three times you’ve taken a tissue and wiped your nose then shuddered violently! Are you sending me signals, or are you going crazy?" The woman replies, "I’m sorry if I disturbed you. I have a rare condition and when I sneeze, I have an orgasm." The man, now feeling a little embarrassed but

Poem 2
I see before me a path A long and narrow path A dark path is seems to be I know this is the direction I must go I know this is the one for me I know that with You beside me, I cannot faulter You have promised to walk with me, each step You have told my heart this is the way to go You have assured me that only going forward will give me the desire of my heart. Together we will be Together we will climb the highest mountain Together we will cross the deepest ocean Together forever is what we will be I am ready to surrender myself to this narrow path I am ready to follow Your guidence I am ready to be with You, no matter where it takes me I now take my first step on this new path of my life I now leave those things behind me that hold me down I now look to the future, a future with you This path may be unknown to me This path may be long This path may be life changing I am ready and willing Into this way I go....Come let us start this path, You and I

See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil
The twenty-fourth chapter of Acts opens five days after Paul was smuggled out of Jerusalem to Caesarea under heavy guard, and the Sanhedrin were not happy about it. What they had hoped would be a matter regarding a Jew settled by Jews – specifically, Paul’s preaching of Jesus Christ, Son of God, Savior – had mushroomed into a matter of keeping the peace in Judea and potentially throughout the Roman Empire. To help bolster their cause with impressive presentation, Ananias the high priest and other elders from the Sanhedrin who’d arrived hired “a certain orator” named Tertullus. Prosecuting and defense attorneys in the days of the Empire didn’t have to pass a bar exam so much as argue effectively; be familiar with the fine points of Roman law, yes (which the Sanhedrin likely were not), but the better speaker you had on your side – in this case, one who’d make a difference of religious opinion a point of law – the better were your chances of winning a favorable judgment. Tertullus

What's A Job?
I've given up. Many,Many moons ago (going back over 15 + years) I used to work in a warehouse. I hated that job so when I was let go, I decided to get some sort of skills and enrolled in a technical school. I learned about networking, pc repair,support and all that. It's all for naught now. It's truly a "buyers market". I've been on a few interviews where I KNOW, I can do the job in my sleep,but I get the proverbial "we have a few other applicants, and we'll get back to you". Right, and the check is in the mail/of course i pulled out/wanna buy a bridge in Brooklyn? Perfect example. Two weeks ago I registered with a company that places you with companies that "hiring". I applied with this agency online, submitted my resume and was scheduled to go down there to meet with a recruiter. Fine. I then had to fill out another application (ummm that's what MY RESUME was for)....but I digress. I was told about the job,what they're looking for and so on. Sounds all well and good an

At Peace
Mark Passed this morning . The girls did not get the chance to say good bye to him. I think i feel better that they did not have to be there while he went. But i still wish they were able to give a last kiss. The girls are there now with the family and hope they all are going to be ok He was 49 years old . Rest in peace Mark Will always love ya

9 Days - An Original Poem
9 Days 9 days since I held you And smiled and kissed your face 9 days since I felt as if My soul was in its place 9 days of standing strong, and loving from afar 9 days of wishing that I wasn't left to hold out empty arms 9 days, its really not so much In the grand scheme of things 9 days can be eternity When your heart so lonely sings 9 days is what it has been, and what it had to be 9 days is but a moment, though in our eternity.

Curiosity
Monday, June 16, 2008 Curiosity Curiosity will take you to wonderful places you never would have otherwise known you could go. Curiosity is, at its heart, a love for life and everything in it. Those who are the most authentically and persistently curious are the best informed. Simple, sincere curiosity brings a richness of wisdom and unique experience into your life. The biggest impediment to curiosity is arrogance. For in order to be truly curious, you must first admit that you do not know. Keep in mind that intelligence is more than a measure of what you already know. Intelligence depends on always being open to learning new things, some of which will contradict and supersede what you already thought you knew. Though curiosity will often compel you to undertake great effort, curiosity itself requires no effort. Drop your pretenses, allow yourself to be curious, and you are. There is no end to the wonder that you can discover, wherever you are, whatever you do. Be

Ode To A Good Supervisor
Ode to a good supervisor If you've ever worked for a boss that reacts before thinking things through, you will love this...! A large company, feeling it was time for a shakeup, hired a new CEO. This new boss was determined to rid the company of all slackers. On a tour of the facilities, the CEO noticed a guy leaning on a wall. The room was full of workers and he wanted to let them know that he meant business!!!!! He walked up to the guy leaning against the wall and asked, "How much money do you make a week?" A little surprised, the young fellow looked at him and replied, "I make $300 a week. Why?" The CEO then handed the guy $1,200 in cash and screamed, "Here's four weeks' pay, now GET OUT and don't come back." Feeling pretty good about himself, the CEO looked around the room and asked, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-off did here?" From across the room came a voice, "Pizza delivery guy from Domino's."

A Drink In The City
I went to Mojo with Chip and 3C after having bun bo Hue (Hue noodle soup, one of my favorite Vietnamese dishes) for dinner. We ordered some frappe. The name was 'stolen' from Starbucks yet the quality didn't meet. Obviously one of a few things I miss about the US is Starbucks' frappuccino, or frappe. Lots of talking and watching. On the top floor of this bar you can look out of the glass to watch the stores and people on the street. Among the things that I would miss about Saigon is its distinguished kind of atmosphere. It's fast-paced and laid back at the same time. It could be painfully familiar and extremely distant at the same time. You could love it and be hurt by it at the same time. Mojo sort of reminds me of all those things AND comforts me with its funny mix of my favorite music, the kind of mix where you like all the songs, but the order they are in doesn't seem quite smooth. Have you ever noticed that just one playlist for all of your favorite songs is never a good ide

Come Check Us Out And Join The Newest, Hottest Crew On Fubar
Come over to Sinful's Play Pen & join! Come meet the staff and have a sinful time! Also meet the Sinful Crew too! Click on the pictures to come in! See you there!If your interested in Joining send Sexxi LaLa or Cuban Hotti3 a private message Heres some of the Members of the New Sinfuls Spankers Crew Owner Sexxii lala §ë××îí£á£äówÑê®@ß0®gà7âFãmí£ýà~øwÑëÐ ß¥ 7®ô££ÿ@ fubar Co Owner ~Cuban Hotti3~ Cuban Hotti3~Shadow Levelers*Co Founder of Sinfuls Spankers Crew*Fu owned byPassionman71 and sbmo8@ fubar MEMBER'S Dream ♕Dj Dream Co-Owner @ Club Toxic FuEngaged 2 $!® L!©k Â¤LØ† MOTSBC Fu Owned ByKing Domino♕@ fubar Bran ☆~BranMuffin~☆*Locked in DragonsDungon*CoHe@d M@$ter Tard of the $hort Bu$ Crew*Greeter@Cl@ fubar Jean DJ MAMITA AKA JEAN

T.a.t.u - Gomenasai
What I thought wasn't mine In the light Was a one of a kind, A precious pearl When I wanted to cry I couldn't 'cause I Wasn't allowed Gomennasai for everything Gomennasai, I know I let you down Gomennasai till the end I never needed a friend Like I do now What I thought wasn't all So innocent Was a delicate doll Of porcelain When I wanted to call you And ask you for help I stopped myself Gomennasai for everything Gomennasai, I know I let you down Gomennasai till the end I never needed a friend Like I do now What I thought was a dream A mirage Was as real as it seemed A privilege When I wanted to tell you I made a mistake I walked away Gomennasai, for everything Gomennasai, Gomennasai, Gomennasai, I never needed a friend, Like I do now Gomennasai, I let you down Gomennasai, Gomennasai, Gomennasai till the end I never needed a friend Like I do now

Courage To Move On!!
They had been together for many a year, Now all she can feel is fear. She gave all that she could give, It just wasn't the way he wanted to live. He left without a backward glance, Not even giving their love a chance. She often wonders what she could have done, To keep him from going on the run. Now she is living all alone, With nothing she can call her own. She can barely make herself eat, Wondering if her life will again be complete. This woman is now moving along, Building her courage, and becoming strong. Time will heal her broken pride, Toward the sunrise her heart will glide.

In The Lords Hands
I don't know if I post this for my friends and family to keep informed or I keep this up to somehow help myself. I know alot of people don't even read this blog. That's fine. Maybe I just need to do this to get it out of me. If I don't then at times I feel I would go nuts. As most of you know my grandfather has been in the hospital. In the past 3 weeks he was sent to another hospital and they preformed heart surgery on him. I have been at this hospital either sleeping in the waiting room or at a hotel room across the street from the hospital. He had the surgery and while on the table his heart stopped soon as they put him to sleep. They had to thump his heart back pumping again. They fixed what they needed to in his heart but left his chest open cause of fluid and pressure on his heart. So basically they put some to plug the space between his open chest and the air and bandaged him up. They docs came up and told us all that had gone on and that it was touch and go if he would survive

My Beauitful Bully Muah Tesha
Ok i want to take the time to pimp out one of my friends whom i have became close to through my hubby :] Dj.Hott she is a wonderful person and im glad i got the chance to meet her and become her friend!! Go show her some love she will return all love givein to her lets get her leveled and show her that fu love she really needs even if u just need a friend shes the one u can go to and shes one who will always be there to help u in anyway she can:] f I were a memory I’d hold you there forever Reminding you of the good times we shared together If I were a smile on your face I would stay Never to let sadness chase me too far away If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown If I were feet I would stay inline with you So I could be with you in all that you do If I were a shadow I would always follow We’d face thi

Its My Party
For those who will be at my party My party was originally scheduled for Saturday June 21st. The date and location has been changed. The date has been changed to June 28th. The location is in Urbana M.D. the address will be posted soon. At the party there will be food. Such as hamburgers chicken and a few other things. There will also be live music during the day, and a D.J. at night. There will be activity's to do. Such as contest and a few games. All that is asked the you bring some kind of food or drink ( side dishes ). Alcohol is allowed, but if you want to drink bring your own. If you would like to bring a friend you may ( 2 max). And you must leave your attitudes at home. Please note that there will be bouncers, including my self. If you get out of line, And that doesn't matter who you are. We will have no problem with telling you to leave, at any means necessary. Not trying to sound like an ass. But I want everyone to have a good time. And no one to mess tha

I Don't Think So
A husband is at home watching a football game when his wife interupts. "honey, could you fix the light in the hallway? It's been flickering for weeks now." He looks at her and says angrily . "fix the light ? Now ? Does it look like I have a G.E. logo pringted on my forehead? I don't think so." "Well could you fix the fridge door? It won't close right." To which he replied "fix the fridge door ? Does it look like I have Westinghouse written on my forehead? I don't think so." "Fine ," she says "Then could you at lest fix the steps to the front door? They are about to break.""I'm not a damb carpenter and I don't want to fix the steps," He says "Does it look like I have Ace Hardware written on my forehead.I don't think so" " I've had enough of you .I'm going to the bar!!" So he goes to the bar and drinks for a couple of hours. He starts to feel guilty about how he treated his wife and decides to go home and help out. As he walks into the house he notices the steps are already

Letting Go
I think that true clarity and recogniton forms when someone shows some form of "love" to you in a way you finally deserve. Even if this is only for a minute, an hour, a week, or a lifetime it can serve as the confirmation that every decision you've made prior, in which you've ended something because you felt that you weren't getting what you were giving....was the right one. A friend of mine told me "Always go forward, never backwards"....I feel that this holds the most true with relationships......I have always been the person to remember the "good".....and place the "bad" under a blanket out of sight. The "bad" is why you weren't able to ever fully feel "good".....covering it only forces you into ignorance.....and the worst part is that you are the culprit of allowing yourself to be hurt time and time again. If something ended, it did for a reason.....tracing back over or trying to see if perhaps a second, third, or fourth chance will make it right is not only pointless, but tru

Our 5 Senses Of Love
Able to speak, Unable to use the words. Able to hear, Unable to use our ears. Able to see, Unable to see the vision. Able to touch, Unable to absorb the feeling. Able to taste, Unable to quench the desire. All of our senses are dulled when it comes to others. We can make each other speak, hear, see, touch, and taste love. When we make love it is deep and true~ There is no other like you. We only see each other together and that is our special time alone, Intuned with each other and all that is shown. Using our 5 Senses of Love.... written 6/14/08

10k Fubucks For 100 Comments... Come Help
WOW ARE YOU KIDDING ME? IM GIVING AWAY 10,000 FUBUCKS FOR JUST A HUNDRED COMMENTS! SEEMS I CANT GET ANY HELP UNLESS I PAY SO HERE IT IS! THATS MY OFFER! I NEED YOUR HELP IN A BAD WAY! I NEED 45,000 COMMENTS TO WIN MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR, SO PLEASE STOP BY THE PIC BELOW AND DROP ME AT LEAST 100 COMMENTS. WHEN YOU GET DONE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, SO I CAN GET YOU 10,000 FUBUCKS RICHER! THATS NOT HARD TO DO! SHOW SOME FUBAR LOVE! **goin4broke**~proud~MOMMY~of 2~'s baby daddy and r/l lover *F/A/R me, I'll return the luv*@ fubar

Hepatitis C
Please everyone keep Cindragon in your prayers,She has Hepatitis C,Cin is a very loving,caring person,She will help out anyone who needs help no matter what it is,I think its our time to return all the love she has put out!!! So please show her LOVE!! LUV YA CIN!!!! "MUAH"

For My Special Friend
You hear it in my voice. You see it in the way I look at you. I want to touch you, to smell your skin… You’re behind me. I hear footsteps and instantly know it’s you. I turn to see your smile. As usual, you’re happy to see me. You place your fingers with mine as you move into me. I wrap my arms around you, trapping your hands behind your back. I lean in towards you. You know what I want and you part your lips and tilt your head, granting permission. The kiss is gentle and explorative. I test the waters. You open your mouth wider to give our tongues more room to play. I release your hands to stroke your ass. Your hands frame my face as we move closer still. I can smell your perfume. It’s exotic, floral, and just what I expected. The kiss deepens as my hands roam over your body, committing the feel of your shape to memory. My mouth moves to your neck, my hand on the back of your head, as I taste your warm skin. I back you up against the wall. I wrap both of your wrists in my st

Shes Amazing !!!
Ok i want to take the time to pimp out one of my friends whom i have became close to through my hubby :] Dj.Hott she is a wonderful person and im glad i got the chance to meet her and become her friend!! Go show her some love she will return all love givein to her lets get her leveled and show her that fu love she really needs even if u just need a friend shes the one u can go to and shes one who will always be there to help u in anyway she can:] f I were a memory I’d hold you there forever Reminding you of the good times we shared together If I were a smile on your face I would stay Never to let sadness chase me too far away If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown If I were feet I would stay inline with you So I could be with you in all that you do If I were a shadow I would always follow We’d face thi

Obit.
Nathaniel J. Deitzel Nathaniel Jason Deitzel, 16 months, died Friday June 13, 2008 in Lehigh Valley Hospital, Salisbury Township. Born in Allentown, he was the son of Jason and Valerie (Karol) Deitzel of Catasauqua. Although his time with us was short, Nathaniel has made a lasting impression on all those whove been in his life and even those who were not. Nathaniel was an organ donor and has already been a hero to at least three children. Survivors: He is survived by his loving parents, family and friends. Services: graveside, will be held at 11 a.m. Thursday, June 19, 2008 in Berks County Memorial Gardens, 201 Evansville Road, Fleetwood, 19522. There will be a calling period from 7-8:30 p.m. Wednesday, June 18 in the Brubaker Funeral Home Inc., 234 Walnut Street, Catasauqua, 18032. www.brubakerfuneralhome.com Contributions: In lieu of flowers, contributions, which will be donated to a childrens charity of the familys choice, may be made to the family care of the fun

Pwned!
woot i was pwned! for the low low low price of a VIP (my choice), 3 day blast and ____ which has yet to be revealed. so meet my new owner, and show her all sorts of luv... and she won! sfw salute, sfw call, all pics rated, top firend for 30 days, shitfaced weekly, and daily stalking. and maybe more!

Gone To Ok`
Hey people. When WED gets here, I will be heading to OK for a few days. Thurs is family day and FRI is the day my lil bro graduates from basic training. then i will be heading home sat. wished i could take a few of you with me :P!!! im sure you know who you are. i might be on here sat night if not ill talk ya'll sun. dont have to much fun when im gone!!!

Im Up For Auction :)
Wanna own me for a month? Go to this page and make your offers hehehe http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=1033992&i=280611784&idx=5"> And if you dont wanna own me, please rate my pic :-D I will be worth it...

Scoter Rider
scoter rider crosses a stop sign and rides into the path of a car travelling at 60mph. He is thrown over the car and into a house wall before rolling down the road. 2 hours later he was out of hospital with cuts and bruises

Little Plainer
Walk a little plainer, said a little child so frail. I'm following in your footsteps, and I dont want to fail. Sometimes your steps are very plain, sometimes they are hard to see . So walk a little plainer , for you are leading me. I know that once you walked this way many years ago, and what you did along the way I'd really like to know. For sometimes when I'm tempted , I dont know what to do. So walk a little plainer, for I must follow you. Someday when I'm grown up, you are like I want to be. Then I will have a little child who would want to follow me. I would want to lead this child right, and help this precious gift to be true. So walk a little plainer, for we must follow you.

50 Ways To Encourage A Chronically Ill Friend
50 Ways to Encourage a Chronically Ill Friend Reprinted from Beyond Casseroles: 505 Ways to Encourage a Chronically Ill Friend By Lisa Copen "A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world." ~Lois Wyse Ask, "What events in your life are changing and how are you coping with the changes?" Understand that she lives in a constant state of making decisions for which there is no guarantee that she is making the right choice. Put meals in disposable containers and attach a note saying "This doesn't need to be returned." Add stickers to envelopes for a cheerful touch. Arrange for your friend's kids to have a night with your children. Don't make a person into a project. Ask, "Would you be willing to talk to a friend of mine who has recently been diagnosed with a chronic illness and offer her some encouragement?" It makes one feel good to know that her experience can offer someone e

My First Blog
well, I tell u about me, I AM new to write a blog well I Have long term illness called lymphodema in my legs and feet, and my mote keep postive and strong with this illiness .. my hobbies are jazz, latin music, blues , and gospel. I love swimming, and walking, traveling.. and meet new friends around the world ... I Write love poems , and learn to play the guitar ... I try write a blog every month for u all to read u have great month .. u all tc sweetlilac x

Memories Of Good And Bad
I remember being just a lil boy playing wit toys, i remember waking up in da morning eating cereal and watching cartoons, i remember ignoring my mother until she shut up, i remember being the only child, i remember the first time i got to ride a bike even though it didnt turn out right, i remember when lincoln park was full of crips, i remeber my family get togethers always ended wit bloods versus crips , i remember being on da block on late nites wit all my homies and cuzzin, i remember when we almost took this niggas life, i remeber driving down the block and a mexican was following me, i remember fighting mexicans in front of my moms house in da middle of the nite, i remember the police chased me down the alley for a crime i didnt do, i remember chasin a nigga down the freeway cuz he thought he would hit my cuzzin wit a bat and get away, i remember my uncle telling me if i kept fucking up he'll request to get me a cell next to his, i remember making out wit my cuzzin girl, i rememb

~every Woman's Prayer~
***************Every Woman's Prayer***************** Dear Lord, I pray for: Wisdom, to understand a man. Love, to forgive him. Patience, for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death! Peace.

The Union Of Oofoot & Snookie
The Real Red Dragon is having another Fu Wedding Please come join us as we share in the nuptials of Oofoot & Snookie Monday June 16th 12:30 p.m. est Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there!

Updates For 6/16!
Good Morning Everyone! We are not doing a Profile of the Week for this week as most everyone has had the chance to be the profile of the week. We do have 5 lovely ladies in Bling Package Giveaways though. Each of them needs 5K in comments. They have until Sunday (June 22nd) at 8pm EST to accomplish this goal. Drop by and show them some support. They are: Sweetbaby Ashley Brown Eyed Beauty Evil Angel & Lori All of these giveaways are hosted by Fallen Angel so you will be helping at least memebers of the family by leaving comments!! Don't forget we will be having our weekly meeting Thursday night on Yahoo at 9:30PM EST. Please make every attempt to attend. If yo

Kanye West - Jesus Walks
I need to recruit all the soldiers All of God's soldiers We at war... We at war with society, racism, terrorism But most of all...we at war with ourselves (Jesus walks) God show me the way because the devil trying to break me down (Jesus walks with me, with me, with me, with me, with me) You know what the mid-west is? Young and Restless Where restless (niggas) might snatch your necklace And next these (niggas) might jack your Lexus Somebody tell these (niggas) who Kanye West is. I walk through the valley where the shadow of death is. Top floor of the view alone will leave you breathless Try to catch it ... it's kind of hard Getting choked by detectives yeah yeah now check the method. They be asking us questions, harass and arrest us Saying We eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast Huh? Y'all eat pieces of shit what's the basis? We ain't going no where but got suits and cases. A trunk full of coke, rental car from Avis. My momma used to say only Jesus can

Love Don't Live Here
Well this heart of mine has been hardened like a stone It might take some time to get back what is gone But I’m movin’ on and you don’t haunt my dreams Like you did before oh when I would curse your name Well I heard the news that you were back in town Just passin’ through to claim your lost and found But I’m over you and there ain’t nothin’ that You could say or do to take what you did back Well you got nerve to waltz right in And think what’s mine is yours again Chorus Cause I’ve been doin’ fine without you Forgettin’ all the love we once knew And girl I ain’t the one who slammed that door But now you say you’ve changed your thinkin’ But I ain’t got a heart for breakin’ So go and pick your bags up off my floor Oh cause love don’t live here anymore Well baby you can try to tell me how it is And try to justify everything you did But honey I’m no fool and oh I’ve been

Ooo Emo Music
i've been sick the past few days. most people don't know that, the ones who asked me what the deal was and meant it know. anyhow. i get a tad emotional when i'm sick. so this time i was listening to emo music and crying a lot. i really need some tequilla and a good laugh with a friend. here's my new top song on my playlist. it's by a group from LA called Lifehouse & it's called Make Me Over Wrap my arms Around your name Feel your breath Against my pain As I breathe out the past is gone Empty smile Naked heart Who I Was Falls apart When you're here inside of me Feel till you're numb Depth perception becoming The new deaf & dumb I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind In your mind Changing myself just to stand along in your eyes In your eyes... pull me in Take me out Make me over Read the wave Ride your fears In this ocean of years We've been here, swimming on Take me deep Till I find Every corner of your mind We've been here,

Fathersday
And she is why! I got her a mothersday card for her from my son to be nice and she wasnt even woman enough to return my calls on fathersday so i could spend the 1st one with my 8 month old..she rather have him around a bunch of drunks and drug users like her brother instead of having a father that loves him more than life spend time with him. *Sweetpea Owned by Christopher aka 'Tappinit *@ fubar

Abortion
Ok, this is one thing I am extremely passionate about. I am sure to piss off a lot of people. Freedom of choice? Every woman makes her choice when she spreads her legs. Abortion is the "Silent Holocaust". How many countless billions have been slaughtered like sheep? Dissolved into jelly and sucked out through a straw or dismembered and torn to pieces? All children, no matter the circumstances of their conception is a blessing from above! This is the greatest atrocity in human history! "They shall no longer have mercy on the fruit of the womb." I have a message from The Most High..."Vengeance is mine!"...

Captain's Log 9
Joyce Meyer discussed the beginning John 5 this morning and it's such a great message, I am going to pass this one along. John 5 1-9 "Later on there was a Jewish festival (feast) for which Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem a pool near the Sheep Gate. This pool in the Hebrew is called the Bethesda, having five porches (alcoves, colonnades, doorways). In these lay a great number of sick folk- some blind, some crippled, and some paralyzed (shriveled up)- waiting for the bubbling up of the water. For an angel of the Lord went down at appointed seasons into the pool and moved and stirred up the water; whoever then first after the stirring of the water, stepped in was cured of whatever disease with which he was afflicted. There was a certain man there who had suffered from a deep seated and lingering disorder for thirty-eight years. When Jesus noticed him lying there (helpless), knowing that he had already been a long time in that condition, He

Mephistopheles
I don't get where guys get off thinking that shit like this is OK... I wonder if he's ever gotten anyone to go along with it. He probably has... Mephistoph...: ok bye ->Mephistoph...: No Mephistoph...: is that ok? Mephistoph...: just see you on cam ->Mephistoph...: So, because YOU think I'm hot, and ask for a favor, I'm expected to what??? Mephistoph...: your hot is all ->Mephistoph...: What would that have to do with any kind of favor? Mephistoph...: got a webcam ->Mephistoph...: Depends on the favor. Mephistoph...: mind if i aska favor ->Mephistoph...: Hi Mephistoph...: hello Mephistopheles@ fubar

Thanks For Your Time Friend
To my friends: I want to THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. ONCE YOU READ THIS, YOU WILL UNDERSTAND! A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, 'Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday.' Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. 'Jack, did you hear me?' 'Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago,' Jack said. 'Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were do

People Are Driving To Mexico To Get Cheap Gas
You're probably tired of paying $4.60 for a gallon of gas . . . so how far are you willing to go for cheap gas? How about Mexico? That's what people in San Diego, California, are doing. They're taking the 17-mile drive down to Tijuana, Mexico, to get gas for as low as $2.50. Even though it burns two gallons of gas waiting in traffic for two hours to get back into the U.S., many drivers say it's worth going out of their way to get half-price gas. But if you think you're paying a lot for gas . . . try living in countries where gas costs twice as much. Out of a survey of 155 countries, gas prices in the U.S. ranked 108th. That means 107 other countries are paying MORE for gas. The top 10 most expensive places to buy gas are: #10.) Italy and Portugal . . . where gas is $8.78 a gallon. #9.) Finland . . . $8.90 #8.) U.K. . . . $9.05 #7.) Germany . . . $9.20 #6.) Denmark . . . $9.31 #5.) Eritrea . . . $9.59 #4.) Netherlands . . . $10.11 #3.)

Today
So it is just one of those days today. I have had nothing but bad luck lately. Nothing seems to be going right. I am trying to get stuff straight with my daughter and it keeps getting continued with no end in sight. Work is up and down and is just blah. And lets not even start in on the love life. What more can a person do? I try and do the right things, but hell it seems to me that it is harder now then when I didn't give a crap. Oh well life goes on I guess.

Just Gettin Here.
So this is my first one here... I just got home from Iraq two weeks ago,and now I've just been having fun and trying to enjoy the summer. Hasn't been a lot of summer to enjoy yet. I just bought a new ride this last week and have some work to do to it, so that should help. Basically I'm just here to make friends in the area and flow with life. Hit me up and let's see what happens.

Never Lose Your Sense Of Humor
Laugh! Let's face it. . . chronic illness can have its humorous moments if we look for them. You know you have a chronic illness when... You understand all the medical terminology discussed on the T.V. show Grey's Anatomy. When you hear the term "Club Med" you automatically think of the hospital. You ask your child to open the "child-proof" bottles of medicine because your hands are too sore. Your medical records have to be transported on a cart. To entertain people at parties you recite the side effects of medications as if you are the voice over on a commercial. Your favorite Oprah program is when Dr. Oz is on. To get rid of boredom on road trips, your whole family can go through the alphabet and name a drug that starts with each letter of the alphabet. When you're unable to sleep because of pain, you watch "The Jerry Springer Show" and feel like you actually have a life. Your spelling has improved dramatically, especially on words like "f

Top 10 Things Not To Say To A Chronically Ill Person
Top 10 things NOT to say to a chronically ill person See the Rest Ministries/HopeKeepers T-shirt with this saying on the back! 10. You can't be in that much pain 9. Stop being lazy and get a job 8. You just want attention 7. Your illness is caused by stress 6. No pain. . . no gain! 5. It's all in your head 4. If you just got out of the house... 3. You're so lucky to get to stay in bed all day. 2. Just pray harder 1. But you look so good! Copyright, Lisa Copen, Reprint permission granted if the following is included: Reprinted with permission of Lisa Copen, Copyright 2007, National Invisible Chronic Illness Awareness Week, http://www.invisibleillness.com

Monday
Hey you ever get that accomplished feeling - like everything is just falling into place nicely ???? Well I got it big time today - lmao - ok so I will start at the beginning this morning, woke up late cos alarm didnt go off - whoops - but hey got over that, went into town got dvd, good one, felt good. Decided that I will buy a new phone cos I cant be without cell phone for more than two minutes - so gonna get a cheap thing on wednesday and get mine repaired next week - reserved on line at argos a nice one that i will give to my son when i get my decentest one repaired!!!!!!!! Im good like that!!!!! Then this afternoon got a visit from managing director of a company (see stash under dunno for more info) and made a best complaint about standards and ranted about the are manager. Now I feel good - and he was cute looking too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right tonight we are having good old english fish and chips cos I want to have them cos I am the greatest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thunder
Sound effects in dreams work much like movie soundtracks. Thunder in dreams may occur in scenes that otherwise preclude any storminess or threatening weather. When this happens, there is often psychological anxiety that things in the dream may not be as pleasant as they seem. This dream may occur if your relationships in the dream would have devastating consequences in waking life.

Trains
Trains are the cross-country transport of antiquity and therefore are often perceived as romantic. Dreams of this nature often reflect a hope for liaison on the part of the dreamer. The dream may unfold with the object of romance as a companion. The train station, like the subway station, is the place of life choices in the dream.